real confessions

[jerrys_kids]

I'm super gay and this is my boy friend.

[Numeral]

awesome

[FART BOY]

I'm definitely with some of the things I've read on here so far. I'm about to turn 19 and still look young, people say it's good but I truly hate it. Every time I skate and do any trick, even if I get props for it I still feel like it's complete shit. No matter how good I land it. Night life isn't cutting it for me anymore, it could be a moved away from people I would be out with a lot or whatever. But I've feel like my time has passed.. waking up with a hangover or drained is just too much of a chore now. Drinking, smoking, and doing whatever else almost every day during the week for a long time did me in. That also put me in a bad mental slump. I'm just starting to get out of it now but back then I could tell it was getting bad. Also, I'm from the north and hate everything about the south. The only time I like the towns or cities I go in is if it has a true feel of back then, which can go hand in hand that I can't let go of the past and regret too much.

More of a rant then a confession

[HeadInLionsMouth]

getting dumped is the worst

[buttchin]

getting dumped is the worst

i feel you. just got dumped by my ex whom i tried to get back with.. she's dating to some douchebag now

[jimi]

getting dumped is the worst

i feel you. just got dumped by my ex whom i tried to get back with.. she's dating to some douchebag now

The worst is when you break up with them and then realize too late that you done goofed.
Chin up fellas!

[The Poster Formerly Known As Crass]

My mom was supposed to be one of the main girls on the Little House on the Prairie (when it first aired). Her parents didn't want to lose her to hollywood which is why she didnt get the role. If my grandparents let her get the role I probably wouldnt be here.

[ivegotlevitation]

I often seriously consider suicide

I used to. shit gets better though.

[Karlos]

I often seriously consider suicide

I used to. shit gets better though.

used to, shit got better and considering it again

[popsiclesandskatin]

The song 1979 by Smashing Pumpkins can make me cry.

[apad88]

My mom was supposed to be one of the main girls on the Little House on the Prairie (when it first aired). Her parents didn't want to lose her to hollywood which is why she didnt get the role. If my grandparents let her get the role I probably wouldnt be here.

kinda funny how shit like that works out

[DMH]

The song 1979 by Smashing Pumpkins can make me cry.

Yeah. I don't know what it is, but same here.

Also, Landslide. Fleetwood Mac's version.

[Joe Pesci]

i somehow convinced myself that i like girls feet, even though ive never even really noticed/thought about them in any sexual way until now, and whenever i look at them i cant think of anything but how fucking stupid this is that im attracted to them.

[Bronson]

i somehow convinced myself that i like girls feet, even though ive never even really noticed/thought about them in any sexual way until now, and whenever i look at them i cant think of anything but how fucking stupid this is that im attracted to them.

Not stupid. You like what you like.

[ivegotlevitation]

My social anxiety problems are constantly becoming worse, to the point that I am scared of a lot of people, including my family.
I help my mother run her screen printing shop. We are the only two people that work there. I do almost all of the actual shirt printing jobs, which has turned into a lot of work. That being said, I am quitting my job in April to move to Arizona to live with my girlfriend. I don't know how I'm supposed to say that I'm quitting my job and moving out of the house, so I intend to pack up, leave a note, and leave in the middle of the night. I should feel bad about this, but I don't because it's the only way I know how to go about leaving and getting on with my life.
I like my cats more than I like the few friends that I have.
I prefer to skate alone at night because I don't want anyone to watch me.
I like doing pressure flips.

[ivegotlevitation]

two more things.

I'm 19 years old, and I still haven't had sex.

I once pulled a Ferris Bueller for two weeks straight when I was in 12th grade. My parents still talk about it, fully believing that I got food poisoning twice.

[The Poster Formerly Known As Crass]

What do so many people have social anxiety? Have you guys had bad experiences with people or what?


David, I didn't have sex until I was 19. By choice and the girls that wanted to fuck were up to my standards (not that they're ridiculously high). If you're moving with your girlfriend it will happen soon.

[ivegotlevitation]

What do so many people have social anxiety? Have you guys had bad experiences with people or what?


David, I didn't have sex until I was 19. By choice and the girls that wanted to fuck were up to my standards (not that they're ridiculously high). If you're moving with your girlfriend it will happen soon.

I'm not too worried about the sex, I'm sure it will happen soon.

As for the social anxiety, I'm not exactly sure how to explain it. I have had bad experiences with people being very rude and hateful to me in the past. Most of it was while I was in school. I went to an all boys catholic high school, which made me somewhat fear the masculinity in most people. My stepfather being an angry person only made it worse. It sucks to come home every day to someone that acts like they hate you, without even having a reason to do so.

The reason I faked sick for two weeks was because of speech class.  I was supposed to do a ten minute speech on animal rights, which was my topic of choice(I've been vegan for almost four years now). The day before I was supposed to give it, I got too scared, so I faked sick and went home. I stayed out of school for two weeks. People literally thought that I had died.

Most days, I can't handle people at all. I just don't know how to talk to them like a normal person should. Drinking tends to help me, but I'm not trying to turn into an alcoholic, so I've just tried to deal with it.   

[ivegotlevitation]

I get mistaken for being female 2-3 times a week.

[jgonzalez]

What do so many people have social anxiety? Have you guys had bad experiences with people or what?

This is the internet. Remember?
derp

[Dirtymac]

My social anxiety problems are constantly becoming worse, to the point that I am scared of a lot of people, including my family.
I help my mother run her screen printing shop. We are the only two people that work there. I do almost all of the actual shirt printing jobs, which has turned into a lot of work. That being said, I am quitting my job in April to move to Arizona to live with my girlfriend. I don't know how I'm supposed to say that I'm quitting my job and moving out of the house, so I intend to pack up, leave a note, and leave in the middle of the night. I should feel bad about this, but I don't because it's the only way I know how to go about leaving and getting on with my life.
I like my cats more than I like the few friends that I have.
I prefer to skate alone at night because I don't want anyone to watch me.
I like doing pressure flips.

When I was 19 I was carrying an M-16 through the rice patties in Sang Dang. Now quit yer bitchin', man up and tell your Mom your splitting, bang the ever loving shit out of your girlfriend(you gonna buy a car w/out a test drive???)and get on w/yer life pussy............just kidding.....good luck kid.

[InternetDaddy]

two more things.

I'm 19 years old, and I still haven't had sex.

I once pulled a Ferris Bueller for two weeks straight when I was in 12th grade. My parents still talk about it, fully believing that I got food poisoning twice.

you'll be fine, I didn't get laid until I was 20. Just don't stress about it. Plus once you move in with your girlfriend it'll happen. If it doesn't, you might want to find a new girl, haha.

Also, with quitting your job and moving, just walk up to her and say it. Make it clear that this is what you're doing, and you're not looking to debate the matter. If she gets mad, sad, starts pleading or anything just remind her that you're over 18 and this is your life. Leaving a note and dipping in the middle of the night is super cowardly.

Oh, and I've found the key to getting over social anxiety is to just not care what people think about you. If they like you, great, if not, it really doesn't matter.

[Rumpleforeskin]

I don't know what it is about that song "1979" but it always makes me really depressed. 

[PFIASB.]

Oh, and I've found the key to getting over social anxiety is to just not care what people think about you. If they like you, great, if not, it really doesn't matter.

if you can do this you dont have social anxiety so dont try to tell people how to fix it.

anyways..
-i've never asked someone if they want to hang out or skate, i just hope and wait for them to ask me
-nearly every friend i have approached me first
-i have a lot of friends and i have to try as hard as i can to hold a conversation with any of them except one
-if theres more than 10-12 people around me, i have to walk away or i get so nervous i'd rather be dead

[ivegotlevitation]

two more things.

I'm 19 years old, and I still haven't had sex.

I once pulled a Ferris Bueller for two weeks straight when I was in 12th grade. My parents still talk about it, fully believing that I got food poisoning twice.

you'll be fine, I didn't get laid until I was 20. Just don't stress about it. Plus once you move in with your girlfriend it'll happen. If it doesn't, you might want to find a new girl, haha.

Also, with quitting your job and moving, just walk up to her and say it. Make it clear that this is what you're doing, and you're not looking to debate the matter. If she gets mad, sad, starts pleading or anything just remind her that you're over 18 and this is your life. Leaving a note and dipping in the middle of the night is super cowardly.

Oh, and I've found the key to getting over social anxiety is to just not care what people think about you. If they like you, great, if not, it really doesn't matter.

I wish it was that easy.

[Rumpleforeskin]

I don't know why but I worry a lot about making an impact on anything.

[VictoriousOG]

I'm not embarrassed by this or anything but I have these moments when I'm driving (alone) and listening to music, I will get a certain rush of excitement/adrenaline out of no where and I begin to start screaming the lyrics and gripping the wheel really hard and just get over excited/stoked. Typically I'll sing a long to a song I know, but this is different. I'm pretty sure it happens to all of us, I wonder if any other drivers have seen me in this moment. This just happened about 15 minutes ago coming home and this was the song:

Frankie Valli - Can't Take My Eyes Off You [Very Good quality / No mpg4 resolution]	Small | Large

@1:32

Other songs:

Led Zeppelin - Whole Lotta Love	Small | Large

Marshall Tucker Band Can't You See	Small | Large

[HeadInLionsMouth]

I don't know why but I worry a lot about making an impact on anything.

This is constantly on my mind.  I guess I have some existential angst around the whole idea.  Purpose is important to me, and sometimes it becomes a weight on me

[Karlos]

do some really retarded shit when drunk.. payed for a hotel room just to go drink the stuff from the minibar. drank there for a little then took the taxi home. bank account is -50 euros and the taxi driver who knows where i live, left my passport behind my door and told to call him.. now he also wants his 15 euros. fucked up my christmas

[Zurg]

hahahaha

seriously though, how does that thought process create itself and how do you put it into action?