Yeesh. I didn't know Smeagle skates

smashed my knee into a biker at the park and ended my session.
and it was my fault, cause of my weird lines.

found a hastings gift card in my wallet, spent about 2 hours picking out music from the used cd selection online, when the time came to enter the code thing it turns out i already spent that credit and kept the card for some stupid reason.

What exactly happened?

A friend who I used to be close with called and the conversation didn't turn out as good as I thought. Before he left for a couple of months we were drinking/smoking/doing other things, But I could see he was changing. When he left he was getting way more into it, but at the same time it seemed like he was getting his shit straight. It turned out the complete opposite. We started talking about what's going on in the world, how each other has been then the lunatic style rambling started. He was saying shit I couldn't believe, but then he told me he tried LSD, and DMT with one of the peaks on his trips. Among many other things he shouldn't have touched. He could be lying but I know that or something else brought out deep down mental issues in him. It was only a matter of time, It's just sad to see another good friend go so down hill again.

Sorry, didn't see this until now.

I had my shutter release button lock on while I was shooting some long exposures. I had my cable release cord in and forgetting to unlock the shutter release first, I pressed it. Apparently this fucks with something inside the shutter release button, basically not allowing me to use a cable release for it, meaning no long exposures with that camera for a while. At least the shutter release works when pressed regularly, but it's definitely not how I wanted to start out my summer.

A few friends of me have had similar problems and recommended a few guys that can fix it for a reasonable price.

Everyone that knows him tried to help, it just doesn't work. More and more he would start treating people like garbage and pull some sleazy acts so people would end up dipping out. At the end of the day I would try to help him out as much as I could with whatever, hang, talk and everything else. But he's shutting the world out for his fantasy one.

I never like seeing people as some type of lost cause.. but he's creating that situation for him. My words get twisted or mean the opposite of what they're intended too. But I'm going to try to stick it out with him

My dog was put to sleep last night. I'll miss that little guy. Here's 2 photos I took of him near his last days.

Oh yes, I know that. I guess I could have worded that like it made him become insane but that's not what I'm trying to say. I feel like it could have triggered some issues, but that's more beside the point. I also have nothing against psychedelics and everything else. But this is the second close friend I've seen spiral out of control from a lot of things, It's crazy.

had to miss my best friend's wedding today.

This summer has been pretty awful. 4 days into it my girlfriend called me and said it is not the right time, even though she is the one that wanted to date fully. We're going to see how things go when school starts again but I'm still bummed. I've been drinking a lot more than usual lately. Also a few years ago my friends and I got jumped by some hoods and apparently the only guy who got caught is now drafted for the nfl. It blows my mind how the worst people end up making the most money. Also homeless people have been bumming me out too.

Missed a big party last night, probably would have gotten laid...but I had homework.

Just snapped my tail on my last attempt after trying to ollie a bump to bar for 3 hours.  Probably won't be able to walk right for a few days and probably won't be able to skate for a week.

You made the right choice.

Came home to find that my girlfriend had left the house for some memorial day shit and left the stove burner on for what was probably 3-4 hours. I feel very fortunate that the whole fucking place didn't burn down.