Yeah, that how mine was. I was cracking jokes to the nurses about how cold the OR was and next thing you know, I'm waking up.
Just keep your head up. I know that I got better pretty quick. Meaning I was able to hobble around like right after surgery, which stoked me. But then it just seemed like it took forever to get to a spot where I wouldn't limp any longer, and that was really depressing for me.
I also made the mistake of buying myself a new complete a couple of months before I could skate as a motivational tool to hit the PT hard. Didn't really work out how I planned.
First day back, six months to the day I tore it, I went down to Sunnyvale. I did some ollies, some kickflips, got sunburned... it was one of the best days I've ever had.