girlfriend is moving to Toronto to get some mental treatment. we broke up the other day. its for the best, i've been feeling like i was just there to help her through her troubles and wasn't really feeling it on a relationship level. i think she has some kind of schizophrenia (she finally admitted to me that she has hallucinations daily), in addition to anorexia, bulimia, depression, BPD, and is a recovering heroin addict and cutter. our mutual social anxiety made us pretty co-dependent and enabling, so it's good that she's going to get the help she needs and we can move on with our lives, but i really don't want to have to go out and find someone else. at this point in my life, i have absolutely no tolerance for the stuff most girls are into.