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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7500 on: January 29, 2018, 01:54:36 AM »
I went sober last summer after i had a seizure, provoked by substance abuse the doctors told me. Pretty soon I was feeling much better, enrolled to get a teacher's degree, got things organized. But my resolve wore off and I relapsed a few months ago. Part of me really believed I could manage functional drug use. Now on the verge of getting ousted from the course, ordered a paper online because couldnt muster to write it myself. Quite the low point.

Pretty common to get fucked by that. Sorry to hear that and good luck.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7501 on: January 29, 2018, 04:57:00 AM »
it's ok to fuck up and come back, excitable boy. just don't hurt people or burn too many bridges. how'd you have a seizure, you doing lean?
i'm trying to kick suboxin and i made it about 34 hours and started getting bad bellyaches. i've got a huge pile of pills and films, i cut myself a tiny piece and took it. felt better but sucks that i still haven't made it a day of in  a yr.
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7502 on: January 29, 2018, 06:03:32 AM »
it's ok to fuck up and come back, excitable boy. just don't hurt people or burn too many bridges. how'd you have a seizure, you doing lean?
i'm trying to kick suboxin and i made it about 34 hours and started getting bad bellyaches. i've got a huge pile of pills and films, i cut myself a tiny piece and took it. felt better but sucks that i still haven't made it a day of in  a yr.

You'll get there.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7503 on: January 29, 2018, 09:18:21 AM »

Pretty common to get fucked by that. Sorry to hear that and good luck.

it's ok to fuck up and come back, excitable boy. just don't hurt people or burn too many bridges. how'd you have a seizure, you doing lean?
i'm trying to kick suboxin and i made it about 34 hours and started getting bad bellyaches. i've got a huge pile of pills and films, i cut myself a tiny piece and took it. felt better but sucks that i still haven't made it a day of in  a yr.

Thanks for the kind words.

I've never tried lean actually. I still think sleep deprivation was a part of it too. But in hospital they were adamant it was drinking that did it, withdrawal actually, combined with drugs and lack of sleep. I never thought of myself as (that big of an) alcoholic, but it shook me up pretty good. I latched onto the verdict in a way, used it to get straight, which I wanted to want for a long time anyway. After a few months, I was allowed to drive again and the memory of that day had faded a bit, sure enough the pendulum swung back and I started rationalizing it - I probably was just tired, surely I can smoke some weed right, a beer or two won't hurt. And so on.

Hang in there man. I'm glad opioids aren't as ubiquitous here as they are in the States.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7504 on: February 02, 2018, 10:22:46 AM »
I don't like Ed Templeton anymore.
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7505 on: February 02, 2018, 11:20:30 AM »
I don't like Ed Templeton anymore.
Just don't like or actively dislike?

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7506 on: February 02, 2018, 11:32:44 AM »
-Post photo of 16 year old girl in bikini.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7507 on: February 02, 2018, 11:47:18 AM »
I don't like Ed Templeton anymore.
Just don't like or actively dislike?

i like ed on a skateboard. i dont like ed on instagram. unfollowed.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7508 on: February 02, 2018, 12:07:09 PM »
I don't like Ed Templeton anymore.
Just don't like or actively dislike?

i like ed on a skateboard. i dont like ed on instagram. unfollowed.
yeah, his insta isn't for everybody, don't let it destroy his legacy though!
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7509 on: February 02, 2018, 03:20:20 PM »
I don't like Ed Templeton anymore.
Just don't like or actively dislike?

i like ed on a skateboard. i dont like ed on instagram. unfollowed.
Same here when I had instagram

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7510 on: February 03, 2018, 01:50:22 PM »
Ed is a suspect pedo

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7511 on: February 03, 2018, 02:16:33 PM »
Ed is a suspect pedo, confirmed
i remember ed used to take pics of riot grrls who'd write 'slut' on their belly or whatever and he's just like 'i can't believe they're degrading themselves like this' as he shoots perve cam shots for himself and doesn't ask them for context. granted ed starts asking my teenage daughter why she's a slut, it's gonna be me and ed. but for real, dude is straight voyeur w/out a cause.
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7512 on: February 03, 2018, 03:04:24 PM »
Ed is a suspect pedo, confirmed
i remember ed used to take pics of riot grrls who'd write 'slut' on their belly or whatever and he's just like 'i can't believe they're degrading themselves like this' as he shoots perve cam shots for himself and doesn't ask them for context. granted ed starts asking my teenage daughter why she's a slut, it's gonna be me and ed. but for real, dude is straight voyeur w/out a cause.
Do you even art?

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7513 on: February 04, 2018, 03:02:43 AM »
I don't like Ed Templeton anymore.
Just don't like or actively dislike?

i like ed on a skateboard. i dont like ed on instagram. unfollowed.
I think Ed was the first person I'd follow when I first got Instagram, and first one to un-follow too.
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7514 on: February 08, 2018, 09:36:39 AM »
Last few weeks have been really hard for me to even get out off a bed..

Just had to type out somewhere
I feel you. My job is really mellow and there's zero supervision, the last two days I've clocked in online at home and then been 2 hours late to work while getting paid for it. Guilt, but also apathy.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7515 on: February 08, 2018, 09:51:05 AM »
My friend played Shania Twain on a jukebox, in a gay bar...we got kicked out.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7516 on: February 09, 2018, 05:35:19 PM »
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7517 on: February 09, 2018, 06:17:39 PM »
SOTY here. Wow, what a feeling.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7518 on: February 09, 2018, 06:59:11 PM »

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7519 on: February 09, 2018, 07:24:50 PM »
Don't misuse my shit for dumb shit. Use if you need to say something your to scared to and occasional psy-op missions.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7520 on: February 10, 2018, 01:32:01 PM »
I think I might need to quit drinking.. at least for a little while.

It's not really something I want to do, but I may have no choice. The depression I get the next day is becoming pretty intense lately, and my thoughts are approaching dangerous places.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7521 on: February 10, 2018, 10:31:58 PM »
I think I might need to quit drinking.. at least for a little while.

It's not really something I want to do, but I may have no choice. The depression I get the next day is becoming pretty intense lately, and my thoughts are approaching dangerous places.
Itís mainly giving up the habit, which is hard. Try not to chill with people who want to go out to bars. The whole, ďIím just going to drink soda and play pool,Ē shit never works. Smoke weed or take dabs until you pass out, if you feel the urge to drink.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7522 on: February 10, 2018, 11:06:50 PM »
Sometimes I just want to move to west virginia and drink mountain dew.

I recommend everyone just get addicted to kratom instead of other stuff, its childsplay. I'm not even a kratom fag. I'd recommend it over a weed addiction even. But a lil 15mg dab everyday does do me good too.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7523 on: February 11, 2018, 08:54:41 PM »
I mentally fat-shame people when they're lazy at my job but know deep down it's because I'm afraid of being a fat tub of shit like I was for the first half of my life.
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« Reply #7524 on: February 12, 2018, 01:49:11 AM »
I mentally fat-shame people when they're lazy at my job but know deep down it's because I'm afraid of being a fat tub of shit like I was for the first half of my life.

Never been fat, but God, am I afraid of it.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7525 on: February 13, 2018, 12:04:41 AM »
I'm infatuated with my best friend's sister. She's almost 10 years younger than me too. I can't deal with this shit right now. She's occupyin too much gray matter.

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« Reply #7526 on: February 13, 2018, 12:17:00 AM »
I'm infatuated with my best friend's sister. She's almost 10 years younger than me too. I can't deal with this shit right now. She's occupyin too much gray matter.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7527 on: February 13, 2018, 09:50:52 AM »
i really like chris joslin's skateboarding. everything about him is terrible, except his tricks. He's so good.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7528 on: February 13, 2018, 10:41:30 PM »
I keep avoiding this French woman with cold sores because I donít want to make out with her. Sheís teaching me French, and Iím going to use it to talk to other French women who donít have herpes.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #7529 on: February 18, 2018, 08:24:51 PM »
Brandon Biebel reminds me of my dad.