tonight, after a long and intense night at work, I was standing on my back porch aloof to the world around me. I had my back pressed against my back porch door with my mind wandering in some thought that I can't quite recall in this moment. my body was loose.
as I lightly swayed my arms to gain some sort of momentum, I picked myself up off the door. as I did, my right hand happened to lightly graze against the steel doorknob as I turned myself to come inside. with my mind being elsewhere, and with me not so much as paying the slightest bit of attention to what was happen in this physical dimension, the moisture that condensed upon the metal made contact with my hand and the feeling was shockingly foreign. in that moment, my first instinct was that the doorknob was one of the many frogs and toads that calls my porch home.
I jumped and stepped away at the same time, both feet popping up over my waist, and I was hit with the most major and severe case of the heebeejeebees. grossed out, worried, anxious, and disgusted at all the same time. these bone rattling shivers are not the first time I've felt them, rather, this moment reminded me of all the times I have felt this before. the heebeejeebees.....
what are some things or situations that give you the heebeejeebees?