One of life’s great missions is to align what you think and feel with what you manifest, what you participate in and create in the physical world. I think MJ has realized that his philosophical views do not and could not align with the industry and activity he’s trying to make a living off of. He cannot realize all of these things and then participate or else he just ends up looking like a hypocrite (adidas) over and over again. So he’s just imploding, he is constantly battling in his mind trying to reconcile how he can move forward with a board brand and pro career in a spiritually aligned way and it’s driving him crazy. When he speaks he speaks like someone in the middle of an argument always.