aight so after i chopped a board to SHARKWAVE! proportions, scribbled in just the right tori amos quote and gave that shitbird kid a deck he trades it for a mainstream deck. fucking piece of shit!
the other kid who ended up w/ it, he seems stoked but i ain't giving out no more shit. those 2 hispanics bring some piece of 16 yr old white trash to my house. he wants a used deck, says he got $10 at home. i goes 'well why don't you go get your $10 if you wanna look at my used decks, touch-hole?'
and the kid i gave a mainstream deck to [and after 'loosing' it, he's got it back and traded for the SHARKWAVE! all magick-like.] everyone's trying to get over which sucks cause my self image is sort of a gruff sweetheart but really i'm just growing to hate these kids.
not to mention every time i talk to any of my friends it's a transaction.
it's chill, i embraced my existential nothingness a long time ago but it's a drag sometimes too.
skated wormside last wk ever so breifly w/ my upstairs neighbor followed by a flatbar/flatground funky good time w/ my basement dweller. now if only i could combine the 2 of them at a decent spot, on a regular basis, these could be the days.
but let's not shit ourselves, bright eyes.