I should go to college for computer science or some field of engineering because living paycheck to paycheck isn’t working out for me. I was scared to take out loans because I didn’t even know what to study or do career-wise. Initially, I wanted to do criminal justice, but weed charges fucked that up. I’m thankful for being able to travel and meet all sorts of people, but it’s time for me to move on. I’m about to turn 27 and I have nothing to show for it, while so many people accomplish more by the time they’re 18. Also, working a job where I’m not mentally stimulated, and treated like shit, has been making me kind of depressed or an alcoholic.