When my best friend's dad went bankrupt and comitted suicide, her family fell apart and she wound up getting into hard drugs and through that, doing porn. She was 18, on lotsa drugs, and had no one looking out for her. She used to call me fucked up, not even knowing where she was sometimes, saying her life had turned into a nightmare. It made me feel sick to my stomach, there was nothing I could do to help her, and yeah, occasionally it made me cry. Telling you for a friend.