Woah that was a good read. Stoked to hear he got a lot of benefits of heroic doses of mushrooms. I totally got into the same thing in 2020 doing 5 gram+ doses in silent darkness and would communicate with entities. I 100% know what Tyler is saying when it opened him up to the spiritual side of life for the first time and felt like 20 years of therapy in 10 sessions. It’s truly mindblowing but has changed my life so much for the better. Also agree with his takes on LSD and DMT. Mushrooms feel so natural and I swear when you dose high enough in silence, the mushrooms or entities or whatever you want to call it speak to you in whatever language you speak. I’ve carried out hours long conversations with the wisest voice ever giving me advice, showing me instances where character flaws I need to work on have causes unnecessary stresses in my life. I think everyone should have this experience at least one in their life
I could see him paying homage to Brandon Szafranksi in his next video part by shouting, "MUSHROOMS SAVE LIVES!!!!"
they really do though. they're the ultimate spiritual medicine and they have the ability to cure the ultimate spiritual sicknesses. in my case; childhood trauma, losing my father, the trauma I've bestowed upon myself by terrible choices I've made, etc. in my opinion 5 grams is the threshold of a heroic dose. a half ounce eaten intermittently over the course of a few hours will get you there without the overwhelming rush of HOLY FUCK EVERYTHING IS MELTING. start with a couple grams, dip your toes in the pool, then munch a few more every hour and a half or so. And yeah, meditation is an absolute must whether you're eating psychedelics or not.
I had a meditation experience maybe 2 months ago or so, completely sober, and I was able to get to what some may call, "The Godhead." I found myself repeating mantras in my head that started with things like, "I am healthy, I am fulfilled," and they got deeper and deeper until subconsciously I was feeling the words, "I am Love, I am One," vibrate throughout my entire being.
When I came out if it my pupils were HUGE. Everything around me had a very flowy more vibrant feel, similar to mushrooms. I guess it could be closely related to a kundalini awaking of some sort. I have a video of my eyes and I look like I'm fuuuucked up. It was INCREDIBLE.
Go meditate!!!