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Title: real confessions
Post by: plastic bench nerd on December 03, 2006, 09:06:15 PM

didnt get much out of the othet topic seemed like everyone was to busy bitching at each other.

lets here some real dirt guys! ill start her off


18-19yrs old, i would try any drug put in front of me, i didnt matter, somehow i never ended up doing any meth, i guess thats a plus!

when i was 16 i stole a hand gun from my dad and took it to the woods to shoot stuff, when i came home my dad had already found out it was missing, i couldnt fess up to taking it so i threw it in a dumpster behind a grocery store and just played dumb and said i didnt know what happened to it . years later i told him the truth about it. it was a very stupid thing to do. the good thing is no one in our family ever owned a gun ever again.

i love my 3 month old son and wish i had full custody of him.

i had a chance to ride for stereo and i completley flaked on it. sorry dune and jason, that was a stressfull fucked up time in my life, ohwell, my loss.

i honestly almost quit skateboarding after seeing my part in the globe video, no offense to globe, those dudes are chill. it was just not fun, and not me the whole time i was filming for that. i left california for quite awhile after that premier.

 when typing, my grammar and spelling is equal to a crack head on a public lybrary computer.

i bought a yellow car because it was 10g's less then the black colored one.

i listen to a whole lot of cheesy music and some good stuff too. not cheesy like bilboard top 100 or popular music but trust me, i got some suspect cd's.

i cant help but laugh when thinking that almost every pro, sponsored am and tom dick and harry visited hubba hide out when it was liberated. its a fucking ledge down stairs!!, they have one in most any town, state and country on the planet. i know its legendary and shit but i just cant help but to laugh.


i lost my virginity at the ripe young age of 18?

when i land something its usually sheer luck.

i smoke to many cigs and have quite an obsession with tranquilizers..

i hardly ever see any of my good freinds anymore due to freinds moving and conflicting work hours.

im trying not to be antisocial any more, i guess talking on the computer dosent help that much though.

and the list could go on and on.


anyone else like to partake?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Guile on December 03, 2006, 09:36:39 PM

well you just confessed to a shitload of stuff knowing atleast a hundred people were going to read it, think about it, and probably repeat it or comment on it. your antisocial issue is fixing itself. as a real confession, i absolutely hate handicapped people. i feel kind of bad about it but then i just get really mad and start hating again. its pretty much racism in my mind so im not too comfortable with it.

i know too much about the internet bootlegging world and i dont feel bad about a single part of it.

i also smoke way too much and have for too long. (i bought some nicotine gum today though so hopefully ill grow a set and quit)

i full out hate almost everyone i know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergio on December 03, 2006, 10:03:08 PM

i dig baile funk (or funk carioca) yet i cant understand portugese

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: isaac on December 03, 2006, 11:05:30 PM

it's good to clean the soul out once in a while. good topic, reminds me of the topics that used to be on here when i first joined the SLAP forum.

- i prefer joints to smoking bowls.
- i've sucked at skating for over 17 years and it's contributed to my depression.
- sometimes i feel like quiting skating.
- my writing sucks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: artichoke on December 03, 2006, 11:13:49 PM

Quote from: isaac on December 03, 2006, 11:05:30 PM

it's good to clean the soul out once in a while. good topic, reminds me of the topics that used to be on here when i first joined the SLAP forum.

- i prefer joints to smoking bowls.
- i've sucked at skating for over 17 years and it's contributed to my depression.
- sometimes i feel like quiting skating.
- my writing sucks.

I feel that.  There are days when I am skating down the street to run errands and I will seriously feel like throwing my skateboard in a dumpster because things just aren't clicking.  After I fucked up my ankle last winter my confidence has been shot, and kicking out of ollies because I don't want to hurt it again isn't cool.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: plastic bench nerd on December 03, 2006, 11:58:22 PM

Quote from: Guile on December 03, 2006, 09:36:39 PM

well you just confessed to a shitload of stuff knowing atleast a hundred people were going to read it, think about it, and probably repeat it or comment on it. your antisocial issue is fixing itself. as a real confession, i absolutely hate handicapped people. i feel kind of bad about it but then i just get really mad and start hating again. its pretty much racism in my mind so im not too comfortable with it.

i know too much about the internet bootlegging world and i dont feel bad about a single part of it.

i also smoke way too much and have for too long. (i bought some nicotine gum today though so hopefully ill grow a set and quit)

i full out hate almost everyone i know.

getting off nicotine is a bitch, i went a year and a half without it and then started back up (kicks self in face).

if alot of people read this it dosent really matter, im just one of the 6billion or so people in this world , no one can be perfect obviously.

or even close too.

one of my best freinds always points out my mistakes and trash talks me up and down, now thats a true freind.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on December 04, 2006, 12:07:20 AM

I usually hate skating.

I havent had a gf for a long while.

Sometimes I like being depressed.

I end up hating all my friends.

Fuck you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brown Cords on December 04, 2006, 12:23:38 AM

Weed makes me depressed and gives me anxiety but I can't stop, not like an addiction, I just don't choose to stop even though personally it fucks me up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: plastic bench nerd on December 04, 2006, 12:30:02 AM

Quote from: Brown Cords on December 04, 2006, 12:23:38 AM

Weed makes me depressed and gives me anxiety but I can't stop, not like an addiction, I just don't choose to stop even though personally it fucks me up.

i hear you on that one, make it three weeks completley without it and you will probablly be in good shape. i go through phases, im just now stopping again after a good 2 years of smoking it and i probablly wont smoke it again for years, just seem to work in that type of phase.

 dam! now that i think about it, if i quite smoking cigs ill be a sober person! holy shit! i gave up drinking quite along while ago, never was really into it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overdoso on December 04, 2006, 04:39:14 AM

i too prefer joints over bowls
smoke too much
no clue what to do with my life
fall in love way too easily yet i hate most girls

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on December 04, 2006, 04:43:02 AM

i skate everyday with the intention of learning something and i will try it once and stop trying it
if i have the cash i will spend it on new skate shoes
if i have cash it will get spent before the end of the day
like in the other thread i always think of people dieing
i can't hold a grudge
i have still only had one real gf and i always screw up whatever possible relationship i am part of
i went to a mike v. man vs. skatepark demo and loved it
i went to a t. hawk boom boom huckjam event because my uncle bought me a ticket for christmas and loved that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: grimcity on December 04, 2006, 05:39:28 AM

I rarely know what month it is, and I can never remember what month has what number unless it's January (1) or December (12).
I'm obsessive over computer geekery... about as much as I am about skateboarding.
I haven't slept longer than six hours in one night since high school.
I'm kind of a big brother figure to a shitload of kids at our local Dreamland park (a role I enjoy and take some pride in), but I don't want kids of my own (luckily my lady feels the same way).
I take a prescription for constant headaches that resulted from TMJ, and I take more meds for a messed up back (disintegrated disc between the second and third lumbar). Both ailments were a result of injury, neither of which were skate related.
I love crappy early-mid 80's pop music.
I have two cats, and they're fucking awesome.
I consume about five hours of news and/or CSPAN feeds a day.
I frequently call into two Baton Rouge based conservative call-in talk shows to debate live on the air (usually when I'm stuck in traffic).
I love Louisiana.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on December 04, 2006, 05:41:04 AM

sorry for the double post but i have some more

six years ago i got in my first and only fight. it was against the tough guy in the neighborhood and i beat him up really bad. i never regreted doing it because he never messed with me again but i did feel bad

another tough guy picked on me a few weeks later and i punched him in the eye. he had just had surgery on it too because he was looking down the barrel of a paintball gun and shot himself blind. again i never regreted doing it but i still felt bad

i constantly skip whatever i have first period in the morning even if i am passing with an A. i am even doing it now

i know a lot of people because of myspace.com

i used to think what would happen if my mom died. if she did i would of had to move into my dads house. at the time of these thoughts i hated my dad and after thinking about what would happen i would get really depressed and pissed off causing me to punch/break stuff. i broke my knuckles doing that and my hand has been fucked up since

i refuse to go to the hospital, i hate that place. i broke my wrist last year and it stayed broken for eight months because i would constantly slam on it. i assumed my wrist was broken but didn't find out until i got knocked out with a concussion in january while snowboarding when i woke up in the hospital. i was pissed and they did all these x-rays on me to see if i messed something up. they x-rayed my arm and found out it healed wrong as did my left pinky(broke it skating in indoor park) they asked me if i had ever broken it and i told them i didn't know. i never told my mom about me getting hit by a car and my knee getting tweaked for a couple of weeks because i didn't want to go to the hospital

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: peacepappies on December 04, 2006, 06:28:47 AM

I'm pretty much an alcaholic. Always keep drinking till i can't stand up anymore or i have to throw up. after i do that I go on drinking again.

I've been in a real fight only once and I loved it. 2 Rasta myspace assholes who were trying to steal the girl i wanted to go home with.

I've broken only 1 board in my life. (had like 40)

I hate doing flip tricks down shit cause i want to land everything i try. pretty dumb actually.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on December 04, 2006, 07:24:21 AM

I don't hang out with people or go to partys, I have no real friends, just a bunch of skaters and people i go to school with.

I've never had a real relationship, just a few girlfriends when I was like, 9-10, and I always fall for girls that have no interest in me and if it is someone i somewhat know, like someone from school, I can't talk to her like a normal person.

I almost started to cry when i wrote that last part, it made me realise how pathitic I am...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 04, 2006, 08:01:39 AM

i feel you on that last one, BBK...

i think about people dying too.  family members, my friends, me.  how it would change things...shit like that, all the time.

i can't grow a decent beard...it grows in all white trash, joe dirt style.  seriously.

had the worst break-up of my life two weeks ago, on my fucking birthday. it has taken over my life.  i thought she loved me.  it's all fucking stupid.

also lost my job, the same week of my break-up.

lost my virginity to her, about a year and a half ago.

i hate social gatherings, parties, going to clubs, anything, unless I'm drunk.  I can't get over my shyness unless I'm a little gone.  I hate meeting new people.  I can never remember their names.

any time I see a lesbian couple i think, we just lost another one...i didn't care until lately, from my fucking breakup.  gay dudes don't bother me.  fuck dudes...

people who don't do anything annoy me.  girls who sit all day on myspace and post a million bulletins, who don't do shit, who just want to "hang out."  people who go get coffee...  people with no artistic outlets, people with no hobbies...just seems like a waste.

when I was in 1st grade i was playing dodgeball with some friends on recess...we were playing with a basketball.  i tried throwing it at my friend, and it hit this 5th grade black chick square in the face.  she chased me down and threw me by my hair into the dirt.  an old man had to pull that crazed bitch off of me, she was biting me and shit.  one of my first elementary school experiences. 

a girl liked me...she was playing hard to get I guess, cuz she chased me around the playground with a jump rope beating me, until I had an asthma attack.  I don't have much luck with girls.

never been in a real fight.

used to go to a gay bar with my friends...i got wasted once and threw up in a toilet.  i flushed it and it overflowed all over the floor.  one of the employees was standing outside of the stall when it happened, so they called the cops on me.  I ended up running 3 miles home, completely wasted.

i hate movie gore.

i have no motivation.

i like being depressed.

i broke my hand last night, punching my skateboard.  yes, punching my skateboard...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: golgo13 on December 04, 2006, 09:12:26 AM

I'm 32 and my life soley revolves around skateboarding, nothing else remotely interests me enough to stick with it, I'd like to have some other interest but I just can't hang.

i used to be addicted to weed and gained over 40 pounds in 3 years from eating too much and not skating enough. now im obsessed with my weight and diet. i feel like some alcoholics anonomyous guy where every conversation i have revolves around how much weight ive lost(50#'s+) and what I do to keep it off. basically i stopped doing anything fun, eating shitty and going out(not that i ever did). but being fat was miserable.

I'm pretty stupid, i barely went to school and it took me an extra year to graduate highschool. I have some street smarts but my school smarts are lacking for sure. anytime my friends start discussing anything political or scientific i feel like thi 12 year old that can't understand what the adults are discussing.

being obsessed with death is miserable. often times i have panic attacks when my wife is at work(she's a teacher ) and worry something bad has happened to her, wondering how ill deal with everything, how ill manage taking care of our animals,house,car payment etc. i sometimes dwell on it so much that my brain almost thinks it's happening. i have to step back and listen to some happy music in my headphones to drown the negativity out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 04, 2006, 09:22:53 AM

i used to smoke and steal alot when i was in grade 4
i quit smoking weed when i was in grade 9 because i idolized jamie thomas (not a bad choice though)
i think that every girl is just a consumer zombie after my jew gold who doesnt have anything interesting/important to say, probly why i havent had a girlfriend since i was 5
i wouldnt mind seeing the majority of the people at my school get beaten up, there here to talk about how drunk they got on the weekend, not actaully learn something
some of my friends bug the hell out of me cause there making dumb choices, but i never try to stop them, just crack jokes on them
i am the most judgemental person, but i dont care, its a form of humor for me
i get a kick out of laughing at people who say they are "stressed" or "depressed" when they are living in a first world nation, they dont know shit about stuggle, neither do i but i wont claim being either or those words (except people from the ghetto)
i havent puked for 12 years and am proud of it
i am a lapsed catholic
i really dislike chirstians who force there religion on people and think they are better then everyone else because they claim to follow jesus yet are gossiping creatures who have never personally helped anyone who has needed it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Lasero on December 04, 2006, 09:47:36 AM

i haven't progressed in skating for the last 3 years or so
i'm too lazy to go after girls, i wait for them to come, and that doesn't happen very often
i'm terrible at remembering dates
i've never been stoned, i've smoked plenty of times but never enough to feel the effects
i watch The OC

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overdoso on December 04, 2006, 10:27:23 AM

Quote from: peacepappies on December 04, 2006, 06:28:47 AM

I'm pretty much an alcaholic. Always keep drinking till i can't stand up anymore or i have to throw up. after i do that I go on drinking again.

I've been in a real fight only once and I loved it. 2 Rasta myspace assholes who were trying to steal the girl i wanted to go home with.

I've broken only 1 board in my life. (had like 40)

I hate doing flip tricks down shit cause i want to land everything i try. pretty dumb actually.

if you dont start drinking first thing in the morning you have no right whatsoever of calling yourself an alcoholic

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overdoso on December 04, 2006, 10:47:41 AM

a lot of people on here seem to have similar problems when it comes to girls/relationships. now that i think about it, i never go after girls either. even thinking about it makes me feel extremely self-conscious and awkward. I guess that has to do with the fact that those first-time conversations are basically fake. i mean, there's always this weird kind of tension there of having to make a good impression, or at least that's what i feel. maybe that's because of the way i think, but i cant help but feel this tension. besides that, i think i hate most girls. it seems as if i only meet fake chicks who just put up some kind of act. i'll probably come across as the most negative guy ever, which i'm not, but especially as of late i have been meeting awful girls only. inside that is. and i have met real genuine girls who are real cool and all, but they always play the brother-card on me or they're already taken.
considering this is kind of a common problem in these confession threads, it might be skate-related. do we have too much street smarts?

ive also been thinking more and more about not smoking weed anylonger. i think i only do it out of boredom.

this self-reflection is really depressing, but at the same time it makes me feel pretty good in a strange way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergio on December 04, 2006, 10:57:03 AM

i am pretty much in the same boat

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Lasero on December 04, 2006, 11:09:48 AM

Quote from: overdoso on December 04, 2006, 10:47:41 AM

a lot of people on here seem to have similar problems when it comes to girls/relationships. now that i think about it, i never go after girls either. even thinking about it makes me feel extremely self-conscious and awkward. I guess that has to do with the fact that those first-time conversations are basically fake. i mean, there's always this weird kind of tension there of having to make a good impression, or at least that's what i feel. maybe that's because of the way i think, but i cant help but feel this tension. besides that, i think i hate most girls. it seems as if i only meet fake chicks who just put up some kind of act. i'll probably come across as the most negative guy ever, which i'm not, but especially as of late i have been meeting awful girls only. inside that is. and i have met real genuine girls who are real cool and all, but they always play the brother-card on me or they're already taken.
considering this is kind of a common problem in these confession threads, it might be skate-related. do we have too much street smarts?

yup, i feel that. but that doesn't happen to most of the people i know that skate... its slap-related...  :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on December 04, 2006, 11:13:14 AM

I was like that way before I started to visit the slap boards... but back then I was a regular at Skateboardrumors, so maybe skate-message board-related...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kev on December 04, 2006, 11:18:09 AM

It's all true.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 04, 2006, 11:22:53 AM

i started the jerry hsu on chocolate rumor...it made the front page.  said this one before, but i don't remember any shit-talking so have at it.

i don't know my parents birthdays.

I've never bought anyone a present on birthdays, christmas, anything...except my ex, bought her a ring for her birthday...bought her a bunch of shit, actually.

i try and get away with as much shit as possible at work, and then act completely surprised when I get fired.

I'm a sympathy hound...everyone I know hears about my shit, or I make it obvious by acting a fool.

a gay black football player put his hand in my pants at a party and I layed him the fuck out...but he was wasted, so he kinda just layed on the ground and laughed.  i was wasted too, so to feel un-gay I asked a girl if I could feel her pussy.  she was wasted as fuck, so i commensed opperations and felt very un-gay.  i then vomitted and passed out in my friends car and woke up in my bed.  wierdest night ever.

I'm losing my hair.  i'm sure this contributes to my low self-esteem.  I always wear hats.  it's not really noticable, but I always worry about it.

uncircumsized...my dad is religious and wanted me to make that decision on my own...fucking wierdo.  the girls seem to like it though, honestly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overdoso on December 04, 2006, 11:30:23 AM

Quote from: LASA on December 04, 2006, 11:09:48 AM

Quote from: overdoso on December 04, 2006, 10:47:41 AM

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a lot of people on here seem to have similar problems when it comes to girls/relationships. now that i think about it, i never go after girls either. even thinking about it makes me feel extremely self-conscious and awkward. I guess that has to do with the fact that those first-time conversations are basically fake. i mean, there's always this weird kind of tension there of having to make a good impression, or at least that's what i feel. maybe that's because of the way i think, but i cant help but feel this tension. besides that, i think i hate most girls. it seems as if i only meet fake chicks who just put up some kind of act. i'll probably come across as the most negative guy ever, which i'm not, but especially as of late i have been meeting awful girls only. inside that is. and i have met real genuine girls who are real cool and all, but they always play the brother-card on me or they're already taken.
considering this is kind of a common problem in these confession threads, it might be skate-related. do we have too much street smarts?

[close]

yup, i feel that. but that doesn't happen to most of the people i know that skate... its slap-related...  :)

come to think of it, most of my friends dont have this problem either.

and i am also uncircumsized, which seems to be pretty uncommon in the USA. i dont care about it though, cause jared says girls like it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kev on December 04, 2006, 11:33:40 AM

My grandma sends me 40-100 dollars every week in the mail.  When I lived back home I'd always go do the easiest chores for like 20 bucks once a week.  She always drove me places and bought me stuff.  She's also paid a few months of my rent.  She basically only gives money to me and her church.  I tell her she doesn't have to give me so much but she does anyway.  And I feel really bad that she's been half-supporting my daily weed habit for the past few years.  But I don't want to stop smoking.  I don't smoke cigarettes though.

I'm the worst with girls.  All the action I've gotten has been clumsy bullshit with below mediocre sluts.  Since all I do is work, smoke and skate I feel like I have nothing to say to girls.  I don't think I can afford a girlfriend, because you need time and cash to keep a girl happy.  I'm so self-centered.

I have no work ethic.  I just want an easy job that pays well and lets me have evenings and weekends off.  I think university is impossible, and college too complex for those without a real passion for the trade.

I'll go to the skatepark for 2-3 hours after school then come home and nerd it out on message boards for the rest of the night.

I have virtually no real friends that I hang out with regularly in the city I currently live in.

I'm semi-insecure about my manhood.

Wow, I didn't think I'd have this much to say.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overdoso on December 04, 2006, 11:40:19 AM

such an eye-opening thread this one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 04, 2006, 11:46:59 AM

I'm sk8arab.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on December 04, 2006, 12:09:17 PM

I'm 18 and I'm afraid of becoming an adult, get a real job, pay taxes, rent, food, do my own laundry and all that stuff... Don't have a clue of what i'm going to do after i graduate this spring

Never been in a fight, if someone started to punch i don't think i'd even hit him back, i'd just protect myself... violence is not an option for me

I don't do shit in school, no homework or essays and i don't study for tests...

My only interest what so ever is skateboarding, couldn't care less about politics and that kind of stuff

I basiclly live off my dad, as soon as i'm broke my dad gives me some when i need something, he gives me a lot and I don't even feel bad about it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on December 04, 2006, 12:14:28 PM

Quote from: overdoso on December 04, 2006, 11:40:19 AM

such an eye-opening thread this one.

Yeah, you´re right..seems like I´m the luckiest guy in the world. This thread makes me feel really bad for being so happy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Claude on December 04, 2006, 12:15:55 PM

- I have severe social anxiety, so I moved away to try to force myself to change it.
- I hate most girls, and the girls I'm stoked on I can't talk like a human being too.
- Almost everytime I fall for a girl, she ends up having a boyfriend and it's bums the fuck out of me and contributes to my problems
-I'm scarred of handicapped people, because they seem so unpredicatable
-I am way to self consious
-I have no fucking clue what I'm gonna do in my future so I'm sittin in school collecting debt
-I wish I lived in a cabin in the woods so I could escape the uncertanities of the future
- I almost quit skating this summer but moving to a new city and my stoke went up
- I hate everything about one of my best friends but I still hang out with him
- Sometimes I wish I was a normal person that watched mtv, played football in high school and had a whole bunch of friends
- I cry when I remind myself that my dogs gonna die soon
- Out of all the people I miss since I moved away I miss my dog the most

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fuckingvegan on December 04, 2006, 12:18:18 PM

The older I get the more misanthropic I become, though I don't want to I just hate getting let down all the time.

I am really out going some times and talk way to much sometimes. (doesn't make sense with the first one I know).

I hate skateboarding at the moment, have not skated outside of bombing the small hill outside of my house in weeks. But the sad thing is I really love skating but because of stress in my life I can't have fun when I skate so I just end up getting mad at myself for sucking so bad. So it is a never ending cycle.

I often have bad dreams of losing the ones I love.

I miss my daughter that lives in Sacramento and feel like a bad father for moving to Portland, though I talk to her all the time and see her when I can.

I get frustrated that people don't see the world the way I do, I just don't understand how people can know certain things but yet refuse to change.

I like violence but hate it at the same time. I can watch boxing but if I see an animal being hurt then I get sick and sad.

I hate when people know I am married and still point out "hot" girls because I am very happy with my wife and I think that people should be respectful of that fact.

9/11 didn't make me sad in fact I was shocked it took so long for something like that to happen to us. (and it didn't make me happy either).

I like to argue and let people get under my skin way to much (most of you on here know that).

I hate how Slap has become but mainly stick around because of the few cool people on here and the fact that I don't want the assholes who hate me to win.

I have never smoked pot or did any other hard drugs outside of stuff for pain when I have been hurt. I don't really drink either, I think it is a waste of time to go sit at a bar to drink though I have fun at bars playing pool, foosball or throwing darts.

I like my dog more then most people.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rippey on December 04, 2006, 12:22:00 PM

-I haven't skated in a year, because I'm married to alcohol.

-I drink regularly which causes me great pain and stress.

-My life is plagued with anxiety that literally revolves around stupid people.

-I've got a degree already, and my post-grad university courses bore me.  I usually sit in the back of every class and secretly laugh at everyone around me, including the professors.  They are subnormal to me, and they talk, walk, and even smell ugly.  There isn't a creative or kind bone in their bodies.  My ego has taken me over and I like it.

-I spend 8months of the year in a city that reeks of people with hockey fantasies and swimming pool backyards.

-The other 4months of the year are spent in the French countryside.  And it is beautiful.

-I have only met maybe 3-4 women in my life that actually interest me.  Most of the other women I've met have been total idiots.  They are nice until they open their mouths.

-I miss the old white Slap Forum.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: biggums mcgee on December 04, 2006, 12:36:10 PM

I hate all video games made after the super nintendo

people tell me I'm really smart, but I'm almost about to drop out of school

I took acid over the summer and I still feel really fucked up because of what it did to me

This girl gives blowjobs at the park, and I make 30% of her cash

I go to saturday school from 8:30 to 2:30 until feb

I get depressed on how no one would ever skate street in my town if it wasn't for me

when I was 14 I got beat up by four razor scooter's at this park in binghamton. they were probably 25, and I was making fun of them for hours before it happened

I'm really into politics, and I spoke to ralph nader for a long night about the state the world is in

I've seen too many of my friend's lives go nowhere because of drugs
and stupid pranks

I have "trucked" a security guard before

my friend just built a mini ramp, and I spilled a 64 oz. slushie all over it

I enjoy driving to town where people don't know me just so I can fuck with them

I don't drink but I like mushrooms ALOT

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 1992 on December 04, 2006, 12:48:50 PM

I sell artwork for living right now and haven't really had a real job since 2004.
I have 2 DWI's, 3 malicious mischief charges and an assualt charges for getting into a fight out in front of a bar with brass knuckles.
I like to collect old vintage Pendelton coats.
Even though I lost my license I still drove anyway.
I have been told that I have "Shark-eyes" and that they look blank.
I used to steal car stereos in 1993 and 1994 and never got caught.
I have had over 30 cars and trucks since I started driving.(10 of those have been early 70's Dodge Dart Swingers)
I have been to jail and it sucks.
I don't skate that much anymore because of injuries.
I middle-man'd for coke dealers and made some serious loot from that.
I am an old,bitter man when it comes to talking about skating.
I'm not sure why I still hang around this message board that much anymore really.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 89-90pistons on December 04, 2006, 12:54:39 PM

I have a mini ramp in my backyard that I neglect to skate daily

I buy beer for kids at the skatepark

I can't skate stoned, but do it anyways.

I skate good under the influence of cocaine, but stay away from it.

I hate the clash

And the ramones.

wu tang is the only hip hop for me.


I still like chris cole, makeover kook or not.  He's fucking gnarly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: illmatic on December 04, 2006, 12:55:14 PM

i like being stoned and getting drunk, but usually feel bad the next day about doing it

i sincerely enjoy writing assignments, essays, whatever, even if they're 8+ pages long. i have so many ideas swimming around in my head too; ideas for movies, stories, dreams, etc... but never write them down.

i like taking long drives by myself and being solitary. i just like to think.

my dream as a little kid was to move to california and be pro. that didn't happen, and i'm grateful it didn't.

i just recently started to love learning and reading.
i also recently started to truly appreciate music.

i like watching and playing sports. pretty much on the same level of skateboarding. they're just as fun as skateboarding.

i have set goals for life, but i hate how much i procrastinate. too bad it's on a whole nother level. adderall really really helps me out. so much that i went to the doctor to question wheter or not ADHD exists, and to try to get adderall.
- with that in mind, i bothers me that i know i could have gotten into a top tier school like stanford or dartmouth, and paid for. instead i procastinated in high school and made above average grades. that's good for alot of people, but i know that i didn't live up to my potential. even now i'm failing bullshit classes like algebra 2, even if i made an A in that class in high school! pretty much because i wait til the last minute to do everything...

i finally realized i need a girlfriend who can also be a best friend. not some hot ass girl with no personality.

i hate hanging out with people who are too judgemental and talk alot of shit.

this probably more of me maturing, but still...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 04, 2006, 01:04:23 PM

i dont even have my learners license because i have no desire to drive
i never had a job untill last summer and dont know what to do with money so
i might possibly be more cheaper then an old jewish woman, but i have saved up money because of it
i spend 5-10 bucks a week and my mom hooks me up with it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: j0rdan on December 04, 2006, 01:09:42 PM

Let's see...

- I'm constantly depressed. I feel so insecure about literally everything. I have the worst anxiety attacks and mood swings.

- I'm sure I have a number of things wrong with me mentally, but I'm too afraid to tell anyone or seek help. I'd hate to be in some office telling some shrink all my problems (but here I am, on a skate message board hahah) and then her telling me why I'm fucked up.

- I hate everyone I know. I have a group of 3 friends that I actually like. Everyone else I either don't have an opinion on them, or I hate them.

- I used to be obese (like 210-220 lbs.) from grade 6-10, but I started skating in grade 9 and in grade 11 I started getting good and I lost a fuckload of weight. I'm about 150 now. For the first time ever girls actually looked twice at me and there were so many girls who wanted to know me. I find it pretty shallow. I remember a time in grade 10 I was so depressed. No girls would ever talk to me. I remember I once counted the days, and I had gone 4 months with no female contact. No "hey Jordan," "Can I borrow a pen?" nothing.

- I've a handful of girlfriends, but only one that I ever loved. She eventually broke up with me, made fun of me with her snobby friends, then moved away. We still talk though, and she seems to have grown a lot more mature.

- I'm deathly afraid of being around people I don't know, or being in front of a crowd. I feel like they're judging me and making fun of me. I don't know what's with me. I just can't make good conversation around those who don't know me.

- I still think I'm fat. I know I'm not, but I look at a picture of myself and think "blah." I'm extremely self concious.

- My dad died a little over a year ago and I still can't get over it. I'm so scared of what's going to happen to my family. My mom tried killing herself at the end of school last year (she almost did it too. Cops found her passed out in a forest after she had been missing for 2 days. She had swallowed 2 bottles of antidepressants and other medicine and was barely alive) and I'm so afraid. I don't know what I'd do without her.

- I'm in love with this one girl, but we're such good friends and I don't want to fuck it up. I'm afraid she'll think less of me, and I'm pretty sure she isn't interested in me that way.


That's all for now, felt good to actually say this shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ed on December 04, 2006, 01:19:11 PM

I complain that my life is shit, but it's really not that bad, I'm just ungrateful...

I've never been one to go for a girl just cause she's good looking, personality matters to me, but I fall in way too deep way too quickly, makes me totally vulnerable, and I end up getting walked all over. Which in turn means that I'm still a virgin, but I'm still young, so I guess that's not so bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sheffledge on December 04, 2006, 01:36:35 PM

my bester friend in the whole widest world is a crakkka bitch

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 04, 2006, 01:42:55 PM

i didn't jack off once in the last 2 years i was with my ex...unless it was a mutual thing...  we had sex 4 or 5 times a day.  every day.  for almost 2 years straight...now that she's gone, I'm going fucking crazy.

i procrastinate with everything.

i don't really try new tricks...I've grown comfortable with what I've learned and have grown consistent, but don't branch out much at all.  I only win games of skate if I go first, or if others fuck up.

I'm not motivated to do anything.  the world seems so stupid, getting a job to supply me with enough money to make it through the next month...ugh.  politics, I don't care.  

only smoked weed twice in my life...a very scary experience.  I was waiting for it to take hold of me...didn't feel anything.  My friend was like, dude, you smoked soooo much, you'll definitely feel it.  so I start driving, i have to go pick my girlfriend up from work...and my legs give out.  my hands go numb, i feel like I'm falling asleep and I have no control...I was literally slapping myself on the face, over and over again, with my head all the way out the window, trying to stay awake.  it was rush hour traffic too...

so I get to her work.  she doesn't know i smoked, i try to pretend I'm not high, but it's impossible.  she never found out, but knew something was wrong.  it was fun.

i hate college, and have basically given up.  

i want to go to an art school, but can't afford it, and am too lazy to submit a portfolio for scholarships...I've got over 150 finished pieces just sitting in my room, collecting dust.

when my life sucks, everything I love sucks.  Skating sucks when I'm depressed, I can't play guitar for shit when I'm down, my social skills are gone, i don't desire to do anything...  the last 3 weeks have been very boring.  Sitting on the computer for 6 hours until my friends get out of school, going skating, going to bed.  even when I have nothing to do, I can't muster up enough will power or interest to do anything productive.  I complain when my parents ask me to do anything around the house.

the girl thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on December 04, 2006, 01:56:38 PM

jared... reminds me of me when i just graduated high school.
i am intensely emotional and weird.  i cannot relate to anyone.  it ruins my life.  i distance myself from all but two of my friends.  it is nearly impossible for me to get close to anyone.
i am jealous of anyone that is happy.  but when i act happy i feel horrible.  i can't control my violent thoughts and fantasies.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: scott on December 04, 2006, 01:59:08 PM

Quote from: sheffledge on December 04, 2006, 01:36:35 PM

my bester friend in the whole widest world is a crakkka bitch

merks?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 04, 2006, 02:06:52 PM

we're a fucked up bunch.

I only have 4 or 5 people I'd consider friends, outside of skateboarding.  I view everyone else as a pointless game piece in my life, i don't really pay much attention to people outside of my small circle.  I'm god in my own life.  I envy happy people.  i feel like it is physically impossible for me to do things I hate doing.  chores, school work, applying for jobs...I love writing my thoughts down, but make me write a paper and I'll sit there fuming for 6 hours before i even start...and that's after 3 weeks of procrastination.  I hate speaking in public.  

i hate sleeping alone at night.  spent the last 2 years straight with my girl and now I'm sleeping on a couch at my parents house.  no job.  no girl.  just fucking memories that keep me up all night.  

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on December 04, 2006, 02:10:21 PM

Quote from: jared... on December 04, 2006, 02:06:52 PM

i feel like it is physically impossible for me to do things I hate doing.  chores, school work, applying for jobs...I love writing my thoughts down, but make me write a paper and I'll sit there fuming for 6 hours before i even start...and that's after 3 weeks of procrastination.  I hate speaking in public. 

same.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: j0rdan on December 04, 2006, 02:15:34 PM

Quote from: jared... on December 04, 2006, 02:06:52 PM

no job.  no girl.  just fucking memories that keep me up all night.  

I hear ya. I'm the exact same way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on December 04, 2006, 02:21:04 PM

I talk shit and judge every single person I ever see, yet, I'm constantly freaking out on the inside that they're doing the same thing to me.

I have no friends.  If it wasn't for skating with these two kids or my girl, I would never leave the house.

I haven't had a real job in over a year.  I don't see myself getting one anytime soon either.

I have the worst sleep pattern ever.  I stay up until 5 or 6 every night and sleep until 3 or 4 the next day.  Theres really no reason why I do it either.

I constantly think someone is going to break into my house at night and am scared to go to the kitchen without a light on.

I can't go anywhere alone or do things with a bunch of people around.  I feel like everyone is watching me.

I haven't really skated in weeks and don't see any reason to anytime soon.

Sleep is the only thing I enjoy anymore.

I've never done drugs and have only drank once and didn't like it.  I don't understand why people do either and once I found out that someone does, I lose all respect for them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iheardherassholeslikethisbig on December 04, 2006, 03:09:24 PM

im pretty good compared to some of you
my dad died so im constantly afraid im gonna loose my mom or someone from my family
im extremely self concious
im always afraid someones gonna break into my house while im sleeping mostly because i used to watch way to many murder shows which made me paranoid
i always feel like my life is so much different from everyone elses and i think i want a normal life

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 04, 2006, 03:23:56 PM

Quote from: Bill on December 04, 2006, 02:21:04 PM

I've never done drugs and have only drank once and didn't like it.  I don't understand why people do either and once I found out that someone does, I lose all respect for them.

1. experimentation
2. have more fun
3. escape from something

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on December 04, 2006, 03:32:25 PM

I am ridiculously stoked on muskas comeback.... when i saw the clip on the element site, I was overjoyed and just wanted to run around and scream, even though that tailslide 270 is kinda old now and the ollie wasn't that great... I just love him, don't really know why, but I do....

Oh yeah, never done drugs, got drunk, I tried smoking cigarettes once or twice when I was a "cool" 11 year old... can't stand drunk people, that's why i never go to patrys and thats why i stopped hanging out with most of my friends from before skating/from school... and these was good friends, but i decided i didn't want to have anything to do with alcohol, so I just stopped being with them.. so now i'm lonley and bitter with no people skills at all

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on December 04, 2006, 03:37:00 PM

oh yeah, like i said, i'm 18, but I still bring poster or ads/interview pics from mags to demos for pros to sign.... I think thats because I'm from sweden, so i've only seen like 4 demos, and i'm the biggest skatenerd ever... but yeah, I'm an adult (almost) who gets super psyked just to see a demo...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: crob on December 04, 2006, 03:57:58 PM

im really surprised to read what alot of you have to say and how much i can auctually really relate to. ive lurked here for so long and had all these little idea's of who everyone was, but it wasn't until such a thread that i had any clue. here's my confessions for whatever they are worth for you guys, as yours have helped me feel a little more sane.

i took my first hit of weed in grade 6, my brother and his friend locked me in a hotbox first thing in the morning then sent me to school... i was seeing/hearing some pretty weird shit.

to this day i smoke entirley too much for my own good, and i know alot of people can say that, but i have done some pretty low shit just for some weed, stolen from my parents.. etc..etc..

sometimes its hard to think of anything else that really keeps me going. as depressing that sounds and is, i really dont have any motivation or any real want of any change in my life.

i have been diagnosed with clinical depression and socal anxiety, but i feel i was misdiagnosed, as the symptoms are much more extreme then said mental issues. i dont seek or really voice my problems and this makes every morning that much harder.

ill have more later.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: methuselah on December 04, 2006, 04:03:39 PM

i think prince is a sexy man
i love weed and pills
i enjoy licking girls assholes

thats pretty much it...
but i can identify with most of said problems having gone through most of them myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on December 04, 2006, 04:08:52 PM

Quote from: steve urkel on December 04, 2006, 03:23:56 PM

Quote from: Bill on December 04, 2006, 02:21:04 PM

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I've never done drugs and have only drank once and didn't like it.  I don't understand why people do either and once I found out that someone does, I lose all respect for them.

[close]

1. experimentation
2. have more fun
3. escape from something

Thanks, but no thanks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on December 04, 2006, 05:18:00 PM

to all the people with social problems who say they never drink; you should try it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Lakai or die on December 04, 2006, 05:21:54 PM

Never drank or smoked or done drugs. Don't plan on it.
I've cummed my pants before (see other topic)
I'm starting to lose my drive for skating to my drive to make music, but I will never and dont ever want to let go of my skateboard.
I love getting into relationships where I have to "corrupt" a girl. I suppose I love dating virgins then... but not only for the sex.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mungojerry on December 04, 2006, 05:24:22 PM

Quote from: methuselah on December 04, 2006, 04:03:39 PM

i think prince is a sexy man
i love weed and pills
i enjoy licking girls assholes

thats pretty much it...
but i can identify with most of said problems having gone through most of them myself.

I agree With everyone of those.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: golgo13 on December 04, 2006, 05:25:45 PM

I gave up weed and alcohol because ive seen the worthless shitpiles people i used to know become.
alcohol is a depressant and only locks you into the endless cycle of trying to escape depression, causing you to drink more and more....
weed is just a false sense of reality, you get more and more regular as the years go on, with your grasp on reality being loosened a little more everyday. chemicals arent for me, i learned that a while ago. nothing wrong with the occasional beer.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Lakai or die on December 04, 2006, 05:26:35 PM

Quote from: steve urkel on December 04, 2006, 09:22:53 AM

i really dislike chirstians who force there religion on people and think they are better then everyone else because they claim to follow jesus yet are gossiping creatures who have never personally helped anyone who has needed it

Biggest pet peeve of mine.

On the same type of shit, people who call others "good" or "bad" christians. There isn't such a thing as a good or bad christian. Just because you go to church every day you can doesn't make you a good christian and vice versa.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: S-Town Holla! on December 04, 2006, 05:28:32 PM

I skate everyday (no matter the weather or any bullshit) and am seriously obsessed. In school i do regular shit like fucking fingerboarding just because i can't stop thinking about skating.

Only drank like 5 times, smoked maybe 15-20. Also thinks cigs are gross although i have tried a few.

Seriously have tried to get with every hot girl in our class and have only got anything like 10 times.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: john on December 04, 2006, 05:57:59 PM

Quote from: Lakai or die on December 04, 2006, 05:26:35 PM

Quote from: steve urkel on December 04, 2006, 09:22:53 AM

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i really dislike chirstians who force there religion on people and think they are better then everyone else because they claim to follow jesus yet are gossiping creatures who have never personally helped anyone who has needed it

[close]

Biggest pet peeve of mine.

On the same type of shit, people who call others "good" or "bad" christians. There isn't such a thing as a good or bad christian. Just because you go to church every day you can doesn't make you a good christian and vice versa.

dont you hate it jehovas witnesses come up and want to talk to you while your skating? I live in a really religous town and happens all the time.

also, I go through a pack of black & milds in a day

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on December 04, 2006, 06:03:18 PM

Quote from: abovetheclouds on December 04, 2006, 05:57:59 PM

Quote from: Lakai or die on December 04, 2006, 05:26:35 PM

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Quote from: steve urkel on December 04, 2006, 09:22:53 AM

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i really dislike chirstians who force there religion on people and think they are better then everyone else because they claim to follow jesus yet are gossiping creatures who have never personally helped anyone who has needed it

[close]

Biggest pet peeve of mine.

On the same type of shit, people who call others "good" or "bad" christians. There isn't such a thing as a good or bad christian. Just because you go to church every day you can doesn't make you a good christian and vice versa.

[close]

dont you hate it jehovas witnesses come up and want to talk to you while your skating? I live in a really religous town and happens all the time.

the people who live downstairs(2 family house) are jehova witnesses meaning that jehova witnesses have never tried coming to my door trying to convert me or my mom

i have another confession. i made another myspace so i can be an asshole because i am too nice in person to eb a dick

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 04, 2006, 06:11:53 PM

Quote from: Bill on December 04, 2006, 04:08:52 PM

Quote from: steve urkel on December 04, 2006, 03:23:56 PM

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Quote from: Bill on December 04, 2006, 02:21:04 PM

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I've never done drugs and have only drank once and didn't like it.  I don't understand why people do either and once I found out that someone does, I lose all respect for them.

[close]

1. experimentation
2. have more fun
3. escape from something

[close]

Thanks, but no thanks.

4. popularity (ive known some people that drink for just that reason)

i dont know what people do with there free time if they dont skate. i know theres some people who do sports just as much, but for those ones that dont have a hobbie, do they just sit around on msn all day or something?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergio on December 04, 2006, 06:16:56 PM

       i cried like crazy in a local diner after my breakup with my first girlfriend. it all started when my cousin asked me about her. i couldnt hold back. snot dripping and all. i made a big scene that night. the people eating across from me tried to cheer me up.

i freak myself out sometimes at night. i would wake up in my room and it would feel like the room is shaking. then i'd let out a scream. this has been happening since childhood.

my childhood dream was to become an airplane pilot. civil or military. i didn't care. i just wanted to fly. the closest i came to that was a $35 introductory flight at a cessna learn to fly center in long island. even tried joining the navy with aspirations for something in the aviation field. i failed my physical twice because of my knees. the duck walk has scarred me for life. heh

i did not bust my first nut until after i graduated middle school. i didnt have a clear concept of what masturbation was at that time. no proper sex education (i could thank the strict catholic school for that mess), not something i really talked about with friends. i recieved my first computer, after about a week of checking out free porn on the net. i start rubbing my jeans and that eventually leads to me stroking my dick. i was in awe of the sperm building at the tip.

there was a time where i would lurk constantly around stamford on my skateboard alone. same route, every week. not even skating, just pushing around. that all changed when i brought my first car.

its safe to say ive only smoked weed less than 10 times in my life. never brought drugs or anything. it was more of a social thing. if somebody offered then i was up for it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 04, 2006, 07:14:47 PM

my worst nightmares, the only thing that will wake me up at night in sweat, get this, is being in a bathtub with deep sea creatures. those things are so fucking ugly and slimy and sick that i think there 10 times worse dying in dreams

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on December 04, 2006, 07:21:25 PM

Quote from: steve urkel on December 04, 2006, 07:14:47 PM

my worst nightmares, the only thing that will wake me up at night in sweat, get this, is being in a bathtub with deep sea creatures. those things are so fucking ugly and slimy and sick that i think there 10 times worse dying in dreams

steve urkel has moved into my top ten posters
i have the same dream everynight but it continuously gets longer. that freaks me out and its even worse because it is the only dream i ever remember

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: j0rdan on December 04, 2006, 07:46:57 PM

Man every Halloween for at least 10 years when I was a kid I always had a dream where my aunt would come over and would bring some little animal over resembling that rodent type guy they used to use in the ads for Honey Combs (I think that was it). It scared the shit out of me man haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on December 04, 2006, 08:08:44 PM

i am petrified of my house because of a whole bunch of shit happening. everything from stuff randomly falling even though they were in a position where they shouldn't normally fall, hearing something whisper while i was taking a dump, the heat either turning itself up or way way way down, to the absolute creepest dolls in the world that are in my attic. if you open the door to where they are and leave it open it is shu the next time you go up and vice versa. if you move the dols they end up in the same spot. and the room where they are is right above my computer room. i thought i was crazy until i brought my friends over for the night a few times-they refuse to stay over my house now. they were the ones that found civil war newspaper clipping stapled to the ceiling in the attic too.

i found out a few hours ago that the girl i was into and i thought was into me is now going out with some other douchebag. it turns out she did/does like me but i took too long to make a move or some other bullshit. naturally i got pissed and thought of fighting the kid then i realized i am not a jock

i leave myself myspace comments through other myspace's i have made

i never really disliked yhmy, i liked john c, and i loved big sexy's posts

i have never tried drugs. i have smoked cigs and cigars and i have drank(not lately though) but drugs just seem too lame

outside of skating i don't think i have any real friends except for the the kids i talk/socialize with in school

i used to have social anxiety disorder really bad and wouldn't talk to anyone outside of a group of five kids

i haven't focused a board in over two years and i love it and think i used to be a douchebag for doing it

i am unussually happy and have been for the past few days for no reason

i haven't cried since the first time i fell skating(few years before i actually skated. slammed dropping in and ripped the skin off of my elbow)

if something isn't on sci-fi, comedy central, cartoon network, or the discovery channel i wont watch it

i used to(from whatever early age until ten) feel bad for bald black dudes in jail because of that second song kareem skated to in trilogy for the reason that they were bald and in jail

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 04, 2006, 08:18:59 PM

nothing worse than being bald, and in jail...for serious...being black sucks too.

not really.  eating a girls pussy and ass...on my list of favorite things I've ever experienced in life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: police_state on December 04, 2006, 08:36:52 PM

Quote from: jared... on December 04, 2006, 08:18:59 PM

eating a girls pussy and ass...on my list of favorite things I've ever experienced in life.

spoken like a man, *pats back*

these are great,

ive gone on all sorts of benders and binges for years and only now starting to get back on the wagon.

part of that means ive had to shaft most of my old buddies and start meeting new friends at school

i dont like many people at the shop im sponsored by and am starting to question why im even dealing with it at all.

i treat my girlfriend like shit and i think thats why we ve been together for so long.

i dunno some other wierd shit., and if my friends knew i posted here id be embarrased haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mentos on December 04, 2006, 09:02:15 PM

I philosophy way too much about stuff like, what happens after you die, etc....

I don't have any real friends at school but I don't care.

All girls that've I've meet are really shallow and stupid. A reason why I quit dating

I'm pretty sure I've got some loose screws in my head.

I like to learn about everything and I feel angry about some of the stuff that goes on in the World.

I don't want to hate my mom but I do, after she remarried after my dad died.

I feel really lucky that I'am alive and healthy and that I don't live in Darfur.

I feel proud that I slashed my english teacher's tires after she said I was a coon and wasn't going to amount to anything in life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: police_state on December 04, 2006, 09:06:14 PM

its all good, you sound like a true skater

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 04, 2006, 09:08:42 PM

Quote from: Mentos

I feel proud that I slashed my english teacher's tires after she said I was a coon and wasn't going to amount to anything in life.

nothing to regret there, im sure alot of people would do the same. if you dont, you got no concept of revenge.

i constantly think about people getting slimed. where someone will randomly get pulled off the street by the punisher and get a gallon of slime poured on there heads from a bucket. if you never seen the game show Uh Oh!, it goes like this:

(http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/thumb/9/90/The_punisher_prepares_to_dump_goo_on_a_contestant.jpg/800px-The_punisher_prepares_to_dump_goo_on_a_contestant.jpg)


since i cant really hate someone before meeting them, i just wish some people with outragoues clothing on would get slimed and get there shit all slimey.
thats my major form of getting happy when im bummed. works good too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on December 04, 2006, 09:24:16 PM

those aren't really 'confessions,' they're more like dumb facts about your life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: E.l.G on December 04, 2006, 09:32:08 PM

I hate judgemental people, yet am insanely judgemental myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stagefright on December 04, 2006, 10:04:10 PM

^ that one.

i suck at things i am insanely passionate for, i try my hardeset but still feel like a failure

i care about money and my own health way too much.

i cant kickflip

i get 2 hours of sleep most nights and almost crash my car every day. fall asleep everytime i sit down for more than 5 minutes.

i hate skating in front of people who are better than me, which is anyone over 12 pretty much.

i envy all of my friends skills/assets that i dont possess, always wanna fuck their wives even if i hated them before they went out with my friends

some that are far too common on here:

i drink and blaze occasionally, why is it so hard to not do them both in excess? have some fucking willpower.

get over your stupid social anxieties, you arent better than anyone else, you're probably a creep. there are plenty of dumb bitches but tons of brilliant ones.

i saved 20 grand in my first year working full time, with rent car food etc.

some people are really fucking pathetic, get over yourselves and get outside more. i post here a lot but im outside if im not on here, by the sounds of some people they just work and go on here, or think they are too good to work and put in a decent effort. you are an idiot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: artichoke on December 04, 2006, 10:07:52 PM

I really like the look of element's stuff.  Their clothes are nice, the team is getting better and better and their art / design department seems pretty on point.  I wish they weren't so lame in so many other aspects....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Shawn on December 04, 2006, 10:11:26 PM

- i am a shy / uncomfortable / blahblahblah (what everyone else said about girls)
- i am in serious serious debt all because of some fucking cunt in Lakehurst, NJ. one fucking bitch fucked me over sooooo sooo bad.
- i am currently living in philadelphia with 5 of my best friends and i couldnt be more miserable.
- i usually dont enjoy sex, i think its pretty awkward most of the time.
- i cant do nollie tricks or anything switch and i dont give a fuck.
- i hate 99% of people
- i like wwf / wwe whatever...shit is sick.
- if i see a professional skateboarder anywhere, i will fan the fuck out to the max.
- i cannot skate high. i cant even push after i smoke. but i still do and love it.
- i like painkillers a lot.
- i think im about to be just like kramer and become a racist
- so much more........thats for tomorrow though.....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Universal Remonster on December 04, 2006, 11:24:03 PM

Quote from: Bill on December 04, 2006, 02:21:04 PM

I have the worst sleep pattern ever.  I stay up until 5 or 6 every night and sleep until 3 or 4 the next day.  Theres really no reason why I do it either.

haha same, i find it really hard to sleep without smoking weed

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Super Bad on December 04, 2006, 11:46:43 PM

Reading this thread helped me to to put my own problems in perspective. I have a natural, God-given happiness that comes from within and I feel like I am one of the luckiest people alive in the world.

-I used to have alot of social anxiety but I feel like in the years since I graduated from high school I have completely turned my life around and hardly anyone can intimidate me anymore. Grades 1-12 were a pretty difficult time for me though.

-I suck at skateboarding but I am completely unathletic, and I've always sucked at any kind of physical activity, so I am proud of myself for even being able to do basic tricks and feel stable riding a board.

-I have a beautiful, wonderful girlfriend, however she's got some major issues with men to work out and I'm afraid she might hurt me really badly someday... but that fear would be there with any girl that I would be willing to put my heart on the line for.

-I've been told by a few close but honest friends that I have 'serial killer eyes' and sometimes I can creep people out with them, unintentionally. I have never had any desire to kill myself or anyone else, but I feel like I could just do it no problem if I ever really got the urge. I'm not scary looking, I look like a soft girly nerd but I don't take shit from anyone and I can make bigger and tougher guys back down from fights with me when they see the intensity of the anger that I can display when people fuck with me.

^These aren't so bad. However...

-I have intensely bizarre, bewildering, surreal nightmares almost every night. Usually the dreams revolve around loveless sex, drug abuse and senseless violence in all of their forms. They sometimes frighten me so badly that I wake up but when I fall back to sleep they always resume right where they left off. I have basically gotten used to it and they no longer really bother me or even concern me. I have taken several heavy psychedelic drugs and had frightening experiences in my mind similar to these dreams.

-I did not believe in ghosts for most of my life and for the longest time I had no belief in anything remotely supernatural, I believed that science could explain everything. I declared myself an atheist at age 12, but since I have gotten older I have gone through a sort of spiritual awakening. Now I am starting believe that there is some sort of other side and I have some kind of connection to it. I think now that in my years as a skeptical non-believer I was protecting myself from the idea that the living spirits of the dead seem to take some sort of interest in me and frequently attempt to get me to acknowledge them. Quite a few of my aforementioned nightmares involve ghosts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 1992 on December 05, 2006, 12:13:10 AM

I got into a HUGE agruement with my old man and almost stabbed him tonight.....yeah,I know...that would have been real smart.....if you have lived your life in my shoes you probably would have thought the same......fuckin' prick.....he might as well be dead to me now anyways.

that's a REAL confession.

I'm down to hear some more positive ones now.....thanks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: plastic bench nerd on December 05, 2006, 12:16:07 AM

thanks everyone for keppin it on track and makin it an interstin topic..

i have some more but my keyboard is fucked half of te letters dont work...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mentos on December 05, 2006, 12:39:42 AM

Quote from: 1992 on December 05, 2006, 12:13:10 AM

I got into a HUGE agruement with my old man and almost stabbed him tonight.....yeah,I know...that would have been real smart.....if you have lived your life in my shoes you probably would have thought the same......fuckin' prick.....he might as well be dead to me now anyways.

that's a REAL confession.

I'm down to hear some more positive ones now.....thanks.

What did he do?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on December 05, 2006, 12:47:33 AM

Reading some of the things in this thread makes me feel like a loser.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 1992 on December 05, 2006, 12:49:53 AM

My Dad used to beat the shit out me back in my early teens for really no reason at all and tonight we just ended up going out to dinner and for some damn reason he started ripping into me again with that "eye" thing and I'm almost 32.....I won't take that bullshit anymore and when he got up and it looked like he was about take a swing I pulled out my switchblade and just about stuck him with it in public......I would go on but.....cold water runs deep and this really isn't the place to talk about shit like this......but I did answer your question...sort of.

Here is another confession......when I get pissed....the best thing to do is leave.

That's all I have to say for now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: plastic bench nerd on December 05, 2006, 12:51:29 AM

Quote from: 1992 on December 05, 2006, 12:13:10 AM

I got into a HUGE agruement with my old man and almost stabbed him tonight.....yeah,I know...that would have been real smart.....if you have lived your life in my shoes you probably would have thought the same......fuckin' prick.....he might as well be dead to me now anyways.

that's a REAL confession.

I'm down to hear some more positive ones now.....thanks.

i did an ollie impossible up a bench and then a front foot impossible of just te oter day, i was totally bittin ocean howell circa h-street days, im such a fuckin bitter!

kind of positive. i Guess? sorry about tat run in, some people are just to hard to deal with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Universal Remonster on December 05, 2006, 12:52:27 AM

Quote from: 1992 on December 05, 2006, 12:49:53 AM

My Dad used to beat the shit out me back in my early teens for really no reason at all and tonight we just ended up going out to dinner and for some damn reason he started ripping into me again with that "eye" thing and I'm almost 32.....I won't take that bullshit anymore and when he got up and it looked like he was about take a swing I pulled out my switchblade and just about stuck him with it in public......I would go on but.....cold water runs deep and this really isn't the place to talk about shit like this......but I did answer your question...sort of.

Here is another confession......when I get pissed....the best thing to do is leave.

That's all I have to say for now.

woah

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: realitycontrol on December 05, 2006, 12:56:50 AM

suicide...

it's something i think about almost daily. it's not like i'll ever actually do it because i'm simply too much of a vagina to go through with it. that being said, when i truly think about life and how mine will probably turn out (poor, alone, unhappy etc.) i sometimes feel like it wouldn't be the worst idea.

but than i start thinking, even though i'm an athiest and dont believe in the concept of an afterlife, that what if there really is some place i would go to that would be shittier than here? than it becomes this whole hamlet "to be or not to be" debate that takes place inside my head.

it sounds weak as fuck but it really is something i think about more often than a mentally healthy person does.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overdoso on December 05, 2006, 02:11:55 AM

Quote from: illmatic on December 04, 2006, 12:55:14 PM

i hate hanging out with people who are too judgemental and talk alot of shit.

that bothers me a lot too. some of my friends are extremely judgemental and for some reason they think they have an explanation for everything. Every conversation seems to turn into some sort of battle, i dont really know how to explain this but it is really annoying.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on December 05, 2006, 02:25:41 AM

Quote from: realitycontrol on December 05, 2006, 12:56:50 AM

suicide...

it's something i think about almost daily. it's not like i'll ever actually do it because i'm simply too much of a vagina to go through with it. that being said, when i truly think about life and how mine will probably turn out (poor, alone, unhappy etc.) i sometimes feel like it wouldn't be the worst idea.

but than i start thinking, even though i'm an athiest and dont believe in the concept of an afterlife, that what if there really is some place i would go to that would be shittier than here? than it becomes this whole hamlet "to be or not to be" debate that takes place inside my head.

it sounds weak as fuck but it really is something i think about more often than a mentally healthy person does.

 Yeah, I feel like that a lot these days. Especially that after life shit. And after you think about that, you realize everything sucks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Venture1 on December 05, 2006, 10:02:49 AM

Seriously, this is a good thread, may aswell add some stuff.

I only met my grandparents last month. i'm 18.

I secretly think everyone hates me, like I'm some cocky shit.

I don't really like meeting people, just smile and act like I do.

I've cheated on my girlfriend 3 times. I don't feel bad. But if she did it to me, I'd be ruined.

I love skateboarding a little too much.

pretty rubbish confessions, but thought I'd add them anyway.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: china white on December 05, 2006, 10:16:22 AM

-despite the fact that I no longer have a physical dependency on it (rehab a year and 1/2 ago), due to my anxiety levels and perhaps some disturbed brain chemistry, the only time I feel like I can relax and act like myself is after I have done a bag of herron. I think about it a lot.

-I moved from Providence, a cool city, to a shitty little half city/university town crossed with ghetto in Eastern NC as I was offered a place to stay for free.  It did not work out, so I am currently inbetween apartments (effectively a homebum) and depending upon a few people who aren't even really my freinds for couch space.

- I let this afformentioned host, who is definately a later'd fat bitch with custie-ass dreadlocks and armpit stank, suck my cock as a means of securing a place under her roof.  I was double fisting at the time, though.  I truly beleive that is an excuse.

-I honestly wouldn't give a fuck if this person died.

-I guess I am superficial to the point where if I hadn't made out with a few good looking girls in the weeks following, I would feel even worse about it/myself.

-Everytime I get money, I immediately spend it on things that I should not.

-I rarely skate, to the point where my trick selection has been reduced to fakie bigspin flips, 360 flips, varial flips, kickflips, late shuvs, and random others that can at best be considered just alright.  Oh, and its all on flat and is not consistent.

-After years of research, I can honestly say that I do not trust, and could not rely on, a woman for anything, period.  It's too bad that I am attracted to them.  Fuckin' biology and nature...

-Outside of Penny, I actually have to sit and think about any other pro skaters who I can appreciate.  Rohan pops to mind, and I have no idea why.  Matt Rodriguez too. But, having said that, I realize that any pro, in his own right, is fucking sick, so it's definately just on my own head

Wanna hang out?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DirtySouth on December 05, 2006, 10:16:44 AM

I'm 17 year's old, I quite school when I was 15, cause I coudn't handle it, it freaked me out, teachers screaming that i didn't do my home work and shit like that, I said fuck it, and I quit, but in Holland ( where I'm from ) you have to go school till your 18, so i got into big problems, I've been in jail and shit like that. The past 2 years that I didn't go to school I start Smoking cigaretts and weed. I don't have work either, so I sell weed way to expensive to stupid germans to get money, from that money I buy some more weed. I smoke like 2 grams a day, when I'm stoned I skate 10 times better. About skatin ......  I skate for 3 and a half years now, I like it since day one, I really really like it, i skate 8 hours a day... at least.  After 1 year the local shop sponsord me, 1 year later, emerica asked me to ride for them and I was very hyped ( flow deal ), but if i gona think what I'm doing over 5 years, Iget confused, I don't see my self have a regular job from 9 till 6, cause if i have to that, I freak out man, I never have a real job in my life, I'm to lazy for that shit, I HATE working and school, i really HATE it, I really don't know whats gonna happen to me, my mom died when I was 15, and I hate it to think about that, maybe that's a reason that I smoke so much weed, I don't want to "know" what is going on in my life, I like it to be in my own world, I really like to party and get fucked up. I just want to skate and smoke weed and party, thats it, I don't really care whats goin on in our world.  

I'm to tired to write more

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: china white on December 05, 2006, 10:20:44 AM

DirtySouth  "I start Smoking cigaretts and weed."


lay off the hard shit, bro.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: peacepappies on December 05, 2006, 10:22:29 AM

Quote from: Venture1 on December 05, 2006, 10:02:49 AM

I've cheated on my girlfriend 3 times. I don't feel bad. But if she did it to me, I'd be ruined.

exactly !

I also have a problem with public places. When i'm late for school i just don't enter the classroom cause i think its embarresing (sp?). just go and lurk on them messageboards.

Some dude is fronting with me at the local park, i don't know his name but i'm thinking all day how i can steal his board and focus it or throw it in the water or something like that. just hate him that much.

I can't skate or do anything whatsoever when there's people (except for my homies) watching.

I hate trying to get a girl but I love sex so most of the time I just say all these rediculous thinks like : "I'm really good at eating pussy", in hope some stupid girl's gonna fall for it. pretty pathetic. worked a few times though. I just hate the talking part so i try everything to skip it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on December 05, 2006, 10:32:43 AM

damn, some of you are scum bags.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: china white on December 05, 2006, 10:43:02 AM

i attribute my fall from frace to mental disorders, the grateful dead and opiates. but i bet you never even have impure thoughts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Venture1 on December 05, 2006, 10:55:55 AM

I just lead girls on, get it over with, and never call them or talk to them again.

I threw a crate at this kids head. it meant to hit his bike but you get the idea. I thought it was funny, until his dad came down. I acted all "pfft. whatever", but really I felt like shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 05, 2006, 11:21:41 AM

I'm fairly decent at Dance Dance Revolution....  ugh....

that was hard for me...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergio on December 05, 2006, 12:44:58 PM

Quote from: Gest on December 04, 2006, 09:11:25 PM

i jerked off at church once

st. pauls episcopal has some of my sperm laying around

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: biggums mcgee on December 05, 2006, 12:45:48 PM

I upper-decked my friend's mom's toilet. then her whole bathroom flooded with shit-water

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 05, 2006, 01:54:17 PM

im not circumsized and one time i wacked off before going to bed. i guess i didnt get rid of it all and i woke up the next morning, took a piss and my foreskin was stuck together, so the end of my dick just blew up like a ballon. it was the funniest thing, but piss went all over the place and i had to clean it up. it looked like my dick was exploding. aww fuck it, thats not as gross as eating someones ass.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on December 05, 2006, 03:04:21 PM

Quote from: peacepappies on December 05, 2006, 10:22:29 AM

I can't skate or do anything whatsoever when there's people (except for my homies) watching.

Word.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 05, 2006, 03:40:50 PM

Quote from: steve urkel on December 05, 2006, 01:54:17 PM

im not circumsized and one time i wacked off before going to bed. i guess i didnt get rid of it all and i woke up the next morning, took a piss and my foreskin was stuck together, so the end of my dick just blew up like a ballon. it was the funniest thing, but piss went all over the place and i had to clean it up. it looked like my dick was exploding. aww fuck it, thats not as gross as eating someones ass.

i can second this...some damn funny shit when you don't get snipped...

UPS for life...(uncircumsized penis squad)  i'd say half of my close friends are uncircumsized, which is odd considering the majority of the population is cut from birth, and it's wierd if you're not circumsized...i dunno.  i think my dick is bigger than average because of it.

and yeah, I don't think anything about a sexy female is gross.  She could vomit in my lap, sure I'd be grossed out, but people do some nasty shit.  it's common sense that people poop and pee.  get over it, and eat some damn funky asshole...once you go back, you'll never go front.  okay, that's a lie.  but still...eatin ass.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: woody on December 05, 2006, 04:52:23 PM

I generally can't skate comfortably around other people, mainly non-skaters.

I barely skate on the weekdays anymore and I make up excuses because I live on a college campus on an old ranch next to a redwood forest and would have to take the bus downtown to skate or avoid cops/security on campus plus I don't like skating around other people, especially by myself. None of my friends want to skate anymore than me, but at least we all skate together on the weekends. Also, I have less free time because of school, girlfriend and other things.

I'm happy most of the time but I feel guilty a lot because of it. Whenever I think of people less fortunate than me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 05, 2006, 05:48:20 PM

time doesn't control your schedule...make time for skating...even though you don't want to.  do it.  or else.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: woody on December 05, 2006, 05:53:11 PM

I definatly want to, but its hard to find the motivation to wake up early or to schedule. I'm used to living somewhere were I can skate right outside my front door or go to the schoolyard a few blocks away to skate a ledge. I guess it will just take some time to get used to.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 05, 2006, 06:02:17 PM

oh, i see...well you could always get a fat guy pregnant and throw your life away instead...like nate.

-shit talker.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: plastic bench nerd on December 05, 2006, 06:09:35 PM

the "g" and "h" keys wont work on my keyboard .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 05, 2006, 06:40:41 PM

I've tried jacking off twice today and can't come.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: plastic bench nerd on December 05, 2006, 06:42:58 PM

Quote from: jared... on December 05, 2006, 06:40:41 PM

I've tried jacking off twice today and can't come.

you need some good porn man. just kidding

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 05, 2006, 07:15:16 PM

Quote from: plastic bench nerd on December 05, 2006, 06:09:35 PM

the "g" and "h" keys wont work on my keyboard .

then how did you type that?
its like taking off your undies without taking off your pants

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TLtheiceman on December 05, 2006, 07:28:57 PM

I am scared to death of rails
Old people freak me out
I care about very few people (and the ones I do don't know it)
I would kill my Aunt if it was legal
I have a very bad temper but when I am skating I never get mad because I can't land a trick
I don't believe in God but I tell everyone I do.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jawntis on December 05, 2006, 07:32:29 PM

Quote from: steve urkel on December 05, 2006, 07:15:16 PM

Quote from: plastic bench nerd on December 05, 2006, 06:09:35 PM

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the "g" and "h" keys wont work on my keyboard .

[close]

then how did you type that?
its like taking off your undies without taking off your pants

He copied and pasted them, or so he said in another thread.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: eight oh eight on December 05, 2006, 07:55:49 PM

-I'm a member of the Mile High Club.
-After working on my uncle's pig farm for a while, I find slaughtering to be quite the calming experience, although, goats are a different story.  Plus, in the end, I'm stoked to see how long a decent sized pig can keep a family fed.
-I camped out for various electronics.
-To this day, my girlfriend has no clue that I cheated on her.  However, in an unrelated instance, she cheated on me, so I guess karma evened that out.
-Cryptozoology, folklore, and theology fascinates me.
-I don't have a Myspace, but I do have a Korean Cyworld.
-I enjoy the gym more than skating since it's more isolating and there aren't any kids.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Claude on December 05, 2006, 07:58:45 PM

-I'm very nonconfrontational and this allows people to take advantage of me and I know it but don't do anything about it.
-I'm scarred of getting in a fight but I always daydream about beating up people.
-I hate anyone who is closeminded, stubborn and egotistical
-I hate gay people not because they're gay but because of the way they act

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: yep yep on December 05, 2006, 08:14:29 PM

Quote from: steve urkel on December 05, 2006, 01:54:17 PM

im not circumsized and one time i wacked off before going to bed. i guess i didnt get rid of it all and i woke up the next morning, took a piss and my foreskin was stuck together, so the end of my dick just blew up like a ballon. it was the funniest thing, but piss went all over the place and i had to clean it up. it looked like my dick was exploding. aww fuck it, thats not as gross as eating someones ass.

that definitely made me laugh out loud...classic

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 05, 2006, 08:42:49 PM

i get sucked into wikipedia. i could read on and on about shit just going from links. i am wikipedia. if im bored i could read it until the flat white background hurts my eyes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gest on December 05, 2006, 08:57:54 PM

i have had these visions these past few days to punch my girl in the fucking mouth

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Raw!!! on December 05, 2006, 09:22:57 PM

-I like rails and the pros that skate them.
-I really dont like the shop I skate for.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on December 06, 2006, 12:25:38 AM

-i might have ulcerative colitis (intestinal ulcers)...i get to go to the doctor in a few weeks and have them shove a camera up my ass before I find out though...whatever I have, its pretty horrible.  If i get the smallest amount of stress, i get immediate stomach cramps and I have to race to find a bathroom before I start shitting blood.  needless to say, I havent skated regularly in a few months; it makes job interviews pretty fun too...don't have insurance anymore either since I got fired, so I'm looking at adding another several grand to the 50 grand in student loans I already owe...the thought of having to shit in a plastic bag while living in a trailer somewhere in mississippi on disability and medicaid is keeping me from getting to sleep tonight...

i've got most of those other problems everyone else does too...

oh, and i forgot how to kickflip

maybe 07 is gonna be better...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overdoso on December 06, 2006, 12:54:29 AM

Quote from: DirtySouth on December 05, 2006, 10:16:44 AM

I'm 17 year's old, I quite school when I was 15, cause I coudn't handle it, it freaked me out, teachers screaming that i didn't do my home work and shit like that, I said fuck it, and I quit, but in Holland ( where I'm from ) you have to go school till your 18, so i got into big problems, I've been in jail and shit like that. The past 2 years that I didn't go to school I start Smoking cigaretts and weed. I don't have work either, so I sell weed way to expensive to stupid germans to get money, from that money I buy some more weed. I smoke like 2 grams a day, when I'm stoned I skate 10 times better. About skatin ......  I skate for 3 and a half years now, I like it since day one, I really really like it, i skate 8 hours a day... at least.  After 1 year the local shop sponsord me, 1 year later, emerica asked me to ride for them and I was very hyped ( flow deal ), but if i gona think what I'm doing over 5 years, Iget confused, I don't see my self have a regular job from 9 till 6, cause if i have to that, I freak out man, I never have a real job in my life, I'm to lazy for that shit, I HATE working and school, i really HATE it, I really don't know whats gonna happen to me, my mom died when I was 15, and I hate it to think about that, maybe that's a reason that I smoke so much weed, I don't want to "know" what is going on in my life, I like it to be in my own world, I really like to party and get fucked up. I just want to skate and smoke weed and party, thats it, I don't really care whats goin on in our world.  

I'm to tired to write more

i live in holland as well, and basically you are full of shit. No one goes to jail for quitting school at age 15. Especially if you're in a fucked up situation like you where your mom passed away. Fuck man, it's holland, ask for some wellfare (sp?) or something. It's not so strange to hate work and to hate school, pretty much everybody does at your age. Why not ask Emerica for a cool job involving skating? you know they didnt ask you anything.

as for confessions, i just wish i was also a member of the Mile High Club.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on December 06, 2006, 03:17:29 AM

....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Alexactly on December 06, 2006, 03:19:18 AM

ARE YOU GAY?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DirtySouth on December 06, 2006, 03:30:32 AM

overdoso said to me : "No one goes to jail for quitting school at age 15."

For sure kids go to jail when they are 15, there's something like a kids - jail, what you should know if you live here.
I've been there for 2 weeks.

overdoso also said : Why not ask Emerica for a cool job involving skating? you know they didnt ask you anything.

You mean I talk crap? if thats what your saying, you're very stupid, look at the new Entity ( Dutch skateboard magazine ) there's an article in with an Emerica trip to London, I got pictures in that.

http://www.worldwideskateboarding.com/?p=79#comments  here you can also read that I'm not talking crap


okay enough stupid shit, overdoso where do you live in holland and whats your name ?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Alexactly on December 06, 2006, 03:46:31 AM

I have a hairy fuckin' crack.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 06, 2006, 09:08:18 AM

Quote from: Super Bad on December 05, 2006, 10:21:43 PM

Quote from: steve urkel on December 05, 2006, 08:42:49 PM

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i am wikipedia.

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I actually figured that out. You would make a post and then Wikipedia would post seconds later. I am your Son, Dad. I was also Clod Simpleton.

yah sort of did that intentionally.

as for all you people who want to be in the mile high club, go to denver and try to get some, then your technically part of the mile high club

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mungojerry on December 06, 2006, 09:18:31 AM

I Pretended To like Hip Hop and act Like A G for two Years And all my friends hated me.
And before That my favorite Bands were The Pixies, Pavement, Blonde Redhead, Belle & Sebastian and some others. Talk about Taking a step back Eh?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overdoso on December 06, 2006, 10:52:28 AM

Quote from: DirtySouth on December 06, 2006, 03:30:32 AM

overdoso said to me : "No one goes to jail for quitting school at age 15."

For sure kids go to jail when they are 15, there's something like a kids - jail, what you should know if you live here.
I've been there for 2 weeks.

overdoso also said : Why not ask Emerica for a cool job involving skating? you know they didnt ask you anything.

You mean I talk crap? if thats what your saying, you're very stupid, look at the new Entity ( Dutch skateboard magazine ) there's an article in with an Emerica trip to London, I got pictures in that.

http://www.worldwideskateboarding.com/?p=79#comments  here you can also read that I'm not talking crap


okay enough stupid shit, overdoso where do you live in holland and whats your name ?

first off, there's a quote button in the top right corner of every post.

i know plenty about that 'kids-jail' you're speaking of, it's called something like juvenile detention. you have that in most countries not just Holland. I didnt say 15 year olds dont go to jail, i said they dont go to jail for ditching school. And you can make up whatever stories you want, it doesn't make it so. If you quit school at age 15, you only have 2 years left before you're no longer obliged to go to school (geen leerplicht meer dus). Then there's a system in Holland you'll end up in that will make sure you get a shitty job to do. They will send you loads of letters about it, which you could all ignore. You get obliged 'counselling' too, which you could also ditch. No problem. Whatever you do though, you won't go to jail for it. Especially not in those two years you have left. I'm not saying you havent been in jail tough guy, im saying it wasnt for ditching school.
About your Emerica sponsor, sure you get free shoes. Emerica doesnt know it though. That's all im saying.

Now you want to know my name and where i'm from? What youre gonna hunt me down or something? If you plan on doing that every time you get offended on a messageboard, good luck to you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 06, 2006, 11:02:54 AM

i have the same name as 2 pro skaters and know thats why a few skaters who became my friends started to talk to me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DirtySouth on December 06, 2006, 11:09:57 AM

Quote from: overdoso on December 06, 2006, 10:52:28 AM

Quote from: DirtySouth on December 06, 2006, 03:30:32 AM

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About your Emerica sponsor, sure you get free shoes. Emerica doesnt know it though. That's all im saying.

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you're talking crap again, fred van schie ( dutch teammanager ) shows justin regan lots of things of the dutch team, I also skate with him

yout stupid overdoso

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overdoso on December 06, 2006, 11:11:15 AM

what a way to tell me i am right

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DirtySouth on December 06, 2006, 11:18:37 AM

i also found a pic of me on the emerica web site

http://emericaskate.com/news/images/markdriesen.jpg

old pic but yeah, you are stupid

im the guy with the bs tail ( shuvit out )

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overdoso on December 06, 2006, 11:21:02 AM

yes i'm stupid
we both ruined this thread so you are too.
no one cares about youre emerica flow deal, thats what i was saying. the fact that you havent said anything about the rest of the post says it all. you are full of shit. you juvenile delinquent you!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: grimcity on December 06, 2006, 11:26:51 AM

Quote from: steve urkel on December 06, 2006, 11:02:54 AM

i have the same name as 2 pro skaters and know thats why a few skaters who became my friends started to talk to me

D.P.?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 06, 2006, 11:29:56 AM

I love At the drive-in, and wish they had never separated...discovering them was an important part of my life...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: peacepappies on December 06, 2006, 11:30:35 AM

overdoso you really don't have any idea what you're talking about.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overdoso on December 06, 2006, 11:31:57 AM

allright dirty south
congratulations
you found the edit button
that's not proving your point though its proving mine.

i never said you weren't sponsored by emerica! quote my post where i said that. do it. all i said was no one cares. half the world gets free shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 06, 2006, 11:33:39 AM

quit this stupid shit.  we had a good thread running here.  go get your jock satisfaction somewhere else, overdoso.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DirtySouth on December 06, 2006, 11:34:09 AM

nuthin

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: grimcity on December 06, 2006, 11:37:49 AM

Quote from: Claude on December 05, 2006, 07:58:45 PM

-I'm very nonconfrontational and this allows people to take advantage of me and I know it but don't do anything about it.
-I'm scarred of getting in a fight but I always daydream about beating up people.
-I hate anyone who is closeminded, stubborn and egotistical
-I hate gay people not because they're gay but because of the way they act

(http://www.kimscanines.com/images/dog.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Noboru on December 06, 2006, 11:41:24 AM

haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overdoso on December 06, 2006, 11:42:16 AM

alright youre right i should show more respect. truth is you typed a story in english that was a whole lot different than the dutch story. i guess i took it too literally and i thought you were bullshitting. turns out you meant it slightly different.

like i said before, i'm an ass for ruining this thread. i apologize (vooral voor dirty south natuurlijk)

Come to think of it, this is sort of a confession as well. Might as well carry on! sorry Jayme for bitching in another confession thread

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 06, 2006, 11:47:09 AM

el translationes por favor!!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Claude on December 06, 2006, 12:16:15 PM

Quote from: grimcity on December 06, 2006, 11:37:49 AM

Quote from: Claude on December 05, 2006, 07:58:45 PM

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-I'm very nonconfrontational and this allows people to take advantage of me and I know it but don't do anything about it.
-I'm scarred of getting in a fight but I always daydream about beating up people.
-I hate anyone who is closeminded, stubborn and egotistical
-I hate gay people not because they're gay but because of the way they act

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(http://www.kimscanines.com/images/dog.jpg)

Haha maybe I should rephrase what i was trying to say, I don't hate homosexuals because of the choices they make and only hate the flaming ones because I find them super annoying talking with fake accents and shit. So I don't even hate all gays, most of them are alright in my books.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 06, 2006, 12:19:03 PM

Quote from: grimcity on December 06, 2006, 11:37:49 AM

Quote from: Claude on December 05, 2006, 07:58:45 PM

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-I'm very nonconfrontational and this allows people to take advantage of me and I know it but don't do anything about it.
-I'm scarred of getting in a fight but I always daydream about beating up people.
-I hate anyone who is closeminded, stubborn and egotistical
-I hate gay people not because they're gay but because of the way they act

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(http://www.kimscanines.com/images/dog.jpg)

when someone fakes a lisp cause other people do it then when asked about it says "im just being me", thats the real
(http://www.kimscanines.com/images/dog.jpg)
if eveyone was just being themselves, im sure no one would be wearing pants (let alone thousand dollar prada jeans) and there would be a whole lot more unwanted pregnancies.

acting overly gay ruined scott thompsons skits in kids in the hall (and then his career, going from kids in the hall to hosting gay dating shows or some shit is a major step down), thats my biggest beef with the gays. other then that, i accept them

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 06, 2006, 12:31:26 PM

it's definitely an act for some...my friend Valentine grew up in the ghetto, with his fucked up family.  We used to skate all the time...he used to have girlfriends, he used to act straight...highschool comes around, he get's into partying, stops skating, and then out of nowhere admits he's gay.  I didn't see him much after that.  A year later I'm in a class with him...he's fully decked out in gayness, lisp, pointlessly expensive clothes, changed his name to "queen Val."  you would think he'd gone clynically insane but I guess it's common in our society to transform into a complete flaming ass when you're gay.  no offense.  and in my defense, I'm a little bitter towards gays cuz my girl turned out to like chicks after 2 years of butt-fucking bliss...

it's fun. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: grimcity on December 06, 2006, 12:35:41 PM

jared... if you kept fucking her in the butt, no wonder she went gay. Now she thinks that straight sex = turned out colon.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 06, 2006, 12:39:24 PM

or mabey she thought you were gay cause you loved the butt so much and that she didnt want to be a practice session for when you step up to the big boys (litterly) so she went les to mirror you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Alexactly on December 06, 2006, 01:25:30 PM

I'm totally for gay rites n shit, but y r they such faggz??? Forreal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: j0rdan on December 06, 2006, 01:50:03 PM

Quote from: steve urkel on December 06, 2006, 11:02:54 AM

i have the same name as 2 pro skaters and know thats why a few skaters who became my friends started to talk to me

whats your name?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: grimcity on December 06, 2006, 01:52:18 PM

It has to be Steve Olsen, huh?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 06, 2006, 01:56:23 PM

I've actually never had butt sex...she wasn't into that.  just saying...after 2 years of anal gouping, vaginal sludge flinging, pimple popping, intestine slurping sexual intercourse, she went her wierd way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 06, 2006, 02:00:28 PM

Quote from: grimcity on December 06, 2006, 01:52:18 PM

It has to be Steve Olsen, huh?

bingo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 06, 2006, 02:17:52 PM

Quote from: PopwarOfGuns on December 06, 2006, 02:12:45 PM

I´m really good looking .... making music with guitar and singing

sounds like we got a new james blunt on our hands

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 06, 2006, 02:21:35 PM

i love james blunt...oh gosh.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: I eat meat on December 06, 2006, 09:15:35 PM

i need porn

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: j....soy..... on December 06, 2006, 10:25:40 PM

i used to need skateboarding more than i actually enjoyed it....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sheffledge on December 06, 2006, 11:14:57 PM

i can nollie hardflip but cant nollie backside flip

i can nollie inward heel but cant nollie 180 heel

i talk alot of crakkka this and that but my best friend is a female one

i hate the police but thank the LORD for them

i hate slap but still i post here to entertain my damnself

i subconciously watch the negro parts before the crakkkas(ie galiea in get tricks, sheffey in virtual, bastien in sorry etc)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on December 06, 2006, 11:45:17 PM

Quote from: diegomenendez on December 06, 2006, 11:28:12 PM

Some days I wonder why I skate. Then I realize its not just the skating, its the people

awh!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: grimcity on December 06, 2006, 11:58:54 PM

(http://www.importantrecords.com/images/kittyimages/robokitties4.jpg)
(http://www.sillyanimals.com/pics/birds/images/ducklings.jpg)
(http://www.mendosa.com/kitten_ducklings.jpg)
(http://www.collegian.psu.edu/archive/2005/02/02-28-05tdc/050227_mas+holding-hands_to.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overdoso on December 07, 2006, 09:05:00 AM

Quote from: PopwarOfGuns on December 06, 2006, 02:12:45 PM

Oh I just hate how this thread totally went down since page 9 where overdose started the whole "questioning the confessions" thing. Fuck that.

yeah yeah i know i fucked up

Quote

Oh and I´m all about avoiding conflicts and that´s why I always admit to having done something wrong and take the blame instead of stepping up and saying that I don´t think it was my fault.

i am too

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L.S on December 07, 2006, 11:28:52 AM

i kinda like that one joan osborne song.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Alan on December 07, 2006, 12:33:33 PM

Quote from: L.S on December 07, 2006, 11:28:52 AM

i kinda like that one joan osborne song.

I like a few german hip hop songs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L.S on December 07, 2006, 12:42:27 PM

Quote from: Alan on December 07, 2006, 12:33:33 PM

Quote from: L.S on December 07, 2006, 11:28:52 AM

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i kinda like that one joan osborne song.

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I like a few german hip hop songs.

i like one as well. i heard it years ago and liked it then but i'd probably still like it if i heard it again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergio on December 07, 2006, 01:14:59 PM

Quote from: L.S on December 07, 2006, 12:42:27 PM

Quote from: Alan on December 07, 2006, 12:33:33 PM

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Quote from: L.S on December 07, 2006, 11:28:52 AM

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i kinda like that one joan osborne song.

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I like a few german hip hop songs.

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i like one as well. i heard it years ago and liked it then but i'd probably still like it if i heard it again.

i love that waskeburt song by De Jeugd Van Tegenwoordig. i dont understand a single word.

i love ed banger records. electro in general

i hate mickey avalon

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 07, 2006, 01:17:42 PM

I hate job searching.

I had a blind date last night and it sucked.

I drink coke more than anything else...had a coke for breakfast this morning.

I hate Panic! at the disco...

the girl I went out with last night loves them.  huge turn-off...

Pretty much every girl I know is obsessed with how sexy I am...but I just don't know which one's to fuck.  they're all so pretty...I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings.

I'm a liar.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on December 07, 2006, 01:25:16 PM

Quote from: sergio on December 07, 2006, 01:14:59 PM

Quote from: L.S on December 07, 2006, 12:42:27 PM

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Quote from: Alan on December 07, 2006, 12:33:33 PM

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Quote from: L.S on December 07, 2006, 11:28:52 AM

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i kinda like that one joan osborne song.

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I like a few german hip hop songs.

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i like one as well. i heard it years ago and liked it then but i'd probably still like it if i heard it again.

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i love that waskeburt song by De Jeugd Van Tegenwoordig. i dont understand a single word.

That sounds more like dutch to me. At least the name definitely is. Dutch hiphop must be weird...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L.S on December 07, 2006, 01:28:29 PM

ferry once sent me a opzgewolle(sp?) song, i couldn't really get into it. that's my only dutch hiphop i've ever heard.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: peacepappies on December 07, 2006, 02:05:07 PM

yeah and pretty much the best. i've been to like 7 or 8 shows of them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 08, 2006, 01:32:58 PM

i sometimes see little kids and think if i could ollie them on flats. ones that are just able to stand, i want to have a kid just so i can ollie him and not get a lawsuit. i think that would make for some bad ass footy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on December 08, 2006, 02:01:24 PM

Quote from: steve urkel on December 08, 2006, 01:32:58 PM

i sometimes see little kids and think if i could ollie them on flats. ones that are just able to stand, i want to have a kid just so i can ollie him and not get a lawsuit. i think that would make for some bad ass footy

sean sheffey...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SixofSeven on December 08, 2006, 02:28:44 PM

-
-I work out on a regular basis (gasp!)
-I'm a big pussy
-I like all sorts of music
-I'd rather surf than skate
-I whack it a lot
-Old people piss me off
-I have Asperger's Syndrome

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Backseat Diver on December 08, 2006, 03:12:32 PM

cant do tre flips
cant do any nollie flips
like the band boston
i haven't had sex in a year
Im 18 and I go to community college

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Guile on December 08, 2006, 03:25:01 PM

i respect eminems skills and lyrics even though im not a huge fan, hes a genius.
im obsessed with CSI. all of them.
i have never been wrong about something in my entire life. atleast thats what i believe.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on December 08, 2006, 03:49:54 PM

what's wrong with community college?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Backseat Diver on December 08, 2006, 04:19:21 PM

My parents put a high premium on me going to a  4 year school and getting a degree so I can have some security in my life. My dad immagrated here from mexico and is the only one among his siblings to go to college, he's also a guidance conseller, so college is important to him to say the least. Basically all i heard growing was up "Go to a good college so you can have a good life". My high school was a fucking joke, i should have taken ap classes so i could have had something to do in class other than art or history of racism projects. I pretty much blew off high school by not going but i guess its cool i have a second chance.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: biggums mcgee on December 08, 2006, 04:54:29 PM

Quote from: steve urkel on December 08, 2006, 01:32:58 PM

i sometimes see little kids and think if i could ollie them on flats. ones that are just able to stand, i want to have a kid just so i can ollie him and not get a lawsuit. i think that would make for some bad ass footy

ha i did that to my friend's brother when he was like three, and she totally flipped out on me for doing it. pretty stupid stuff, I look back on it now and think wtf would have happend if my back truck smacked him in the face?

and to that guy who said eminem is a lyrical genius, what the fuck? I was ripped awhile ago and my friend found his brothers old eminem cd..we popped it in..and listened. that stuff is garbage! seriously, I'de rather listen to all that swishahouse stuff for days than be forced to listen to that cd once more

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: herpes on December 08, 2006, 05:13:49 PM

eminem is a great fucking lyricist

stop trying to be cool

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 08, 2006, 06:09:28 PM

Quote from: herpes on December 08, 2006, 05:13:49 PM

eminem is a great fucking lyricist

stop trying to be cool

heres my funny song
heres my depressing song
heres my funny song
heres my depressing song
heres my funny song
heres my depressing song
heres my funny song
heres my depressing song

eminems career in a nut shell

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bentmode on December 08, 2006, 08:55:17 PM

the only girl ive ever loved i have never been in a relationship with, and ive cried, not any cry like serious bawling, more than once.

i dont like going out in fear of seeing someone i know and having to have a conversation with them

my best freiend stole the girl listed above, ive had the oppurtunity to beat his ass but have never done so on account of the deep past. some times he comes up to me to say hi, when i could blow up at him i dont.

every day since the day my grandma died ive been digging my self a little deeper.

last night i recieved my first lap dance, i felt bad for the girl not because she was a stripper but because i have a harsh scab on my hand and she insisted i groped her tits.

ihave horrible anxiety and once when high almost gave myself a heart attack.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: j....soy..... on December 08, 2006, 10:20:51 PM

i'd rather post on message boards than write....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bklynbank on December 08, 2006, 11:03:11 PM

is it me or is jamie switch flip wallenburg seriously posting on slap now?

alot of friends say i have an asian girl fetish since ive been with two, i confess, i fetish asian girls

im scared to ollie down 4 stairs

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 09, 2006, 02:15:48 AM

I had a one night stand with a girl last night.  I was drunk and don't remember anything...

it's my younger brother's ex girlfriend...

I got a cool line on film today.

I'm highly allergic to ferrets, apparently.  fuck animals.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Alexactly on December 09, 2006, 03:25:49 AM

Quote from: Bklynbank on December 08, 2006, 11:03:11 PM

is it me or is jamie switch flip wallenburg seriously posting on slap now?

alot of friends say i have an asian girl fetish since ive been with two, i confess, i fetish asian girls

im scared to ollie down 4 stairs

I think it's time you confess your fear of coherence.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Duffy on December 09, 2006, 11:02:35 AM

I'm 16.

I have a passport for Italy, Germany, and France, but no drivers license.

Stoked on that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: I eat meat on December 10, 2006, 10:29:46 AM

im scared of girls

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Meth and Hookers on December 10, 2006, 09:36:47 PM

i've got king kong in the trunk

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on December 11, 2006, 04:02:21 AM

Quote from: bentmode on December 08, 2006, 08:55:17 PM

last night i recieved my first lap dance, i felt bad for the girl not because she was a stripper but because i have a harsh scab on my hand and she insisted i groped her tits.

Are you serious??? This just made me laugh soo hard...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: syn on December 11, 2006, 05:40:58 PM

Quote from: Claude on December 05, 2006, 07:58:45 PM

-I'm very nonconfrontational and this allows people to take advantage of me and I know it but don't do anything about it.
-I'm scared of getting in a fight but I always daydream about beating up people.

same here. I take alot of anger and store it inside rather than confronting the source of it, which is not such a good thing

-I don't have a definite group of friends that I can always count on and that I always hang out with. I tend to make friends with individuals rather than groups (because I can't stand the dynamics and other people within one). Yet at the same time, I'm rather envious of those that have a system like that set up

-I can't relate very well to skaters I meet, so I mainly skate by myself

-If theres someone I dislike skating at a park I'm at, it somehow affects the way I skate

-I pee in the shower all the time, even if I'm at someone else's house

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 11, 2006, 05:42:45 PM

i dont have a cell phone cause i know no one will call it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: halfjapanese on December 11, 2006, 06:21:22 PM

Quote from: syn on December 11, 2006, 05:40:58 PM

Quote from: Claude on December 05, 2006, 07:58:45 PM

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-I'm very nonconfrontational and this allows people to take advantage of me and I know it but don't do anything about it.
-I'm scared of getting in a fight but I always daydream about beating up people.

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same here. I take alot of anger and store it inside rather than confronting the source of it, which is not such a good thing

-I don't have a definite group of friends that I can always count on and that I always hang out with. I tend to make friends with individuals rather than groups (because I can't stand the dynamics and other people within one). Yet at the same time, I'm rather envious of those that have a system like that set up

-I can't relate very well to skaters I meet, so I mainly skate by myself

-If theres someone I dislike skating at a park I'm at, it somehow affects the way I skate

-I pee in the shower all the time, even if I'm at someone else's house

oh man that is me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Claude on December 11, 2006, 09:53:29 PM

Quote from: syn on December 11, 2006, 05:40:58 PM

Quote from: Claude on December 05, 2006, 07:58:45 PM

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-I'm very nonconfrontational and this allows people to take advantage of me and I know it but don't do anything about it.
-I'm scared of getting in a fight but I always daydream about beating up people.

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same here. I take alot of anger and store it inside rather than confronting the source of it, which is not such a good thing

-I don't have a definite group of friends that I can always count on and that I always hang out with. I tend to make friends with individuals rather than groups (because I can't stand the dynamics and other people within one). Yet at the same time, I'm rather envious of those that have a system like that set up

-I can't relate very well to skaters I meet, so I mainly skate by myself

-If theres someone I dislike skating at a park I'm at, it somehow affects the way I skate

I have the same problem, especially the enzy one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brandon on December 12, 2006, 02:57:37 PM

- i'm 18 and only obtained my actual driving permit today.
- i go through phases of social detachment; for weeks at a time i thrive on solitude.
- i'm terrible with eye contact when talking to most people.
- i played soccer from age 6 until age 11, and after accidentally scoring a goal for the wrong team and having my self-esteem utterly shit on by former teammates for almost a year, my career in team sports was over forever.
- i seriously hate the concept and structure of modern schooling, but i have a 4.0 gpa anyway.
- i like to tell myself that moving away for college will change my life, but i know it probably won't.
- i feel outcast among even my closest friends nowadays.
- i like going to the local skatepark once in awhile so i can be reminded of how much i hate it.
- i see nothing wrong with brown cords nor vulcanized shoes.
- i know this might change as adulthood approaches, but babies seriously annoy the living shit out of me.
- dealing with females has become almost a chore.
- dystopian novels and stories fascinate me.  feeling hopeless is kind of comforting in a way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tim on December 13, 2006, 03:24:01 PM

I'm gay. No really, I have had a partner for over 10 years.

Anybody with half a brain who has been on the boards from the early days should have been able to figure it out by the way I ridiculed people for resorting to calling people "fags" as a put-down. It should have especially been evident when I ripped into Beans for saying he didn't see a problem with killing gays.

I am out to my friends and family and they are supportive. I guess I am pretty much out completely now...

...just don't expect me to start using hair gel and dress any differently.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mbl88 on December 13, 2006, 03:29:45 PM

so to be a moderator you either have to be gay or vegan

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Guile on December 13, 2006, 03:31:12 PM

Quote from: tim on December 13, 2006, 03:24:01 PM

I'm gay. No really, I have had a partner for over 10 years.

Anybody with half a brain who has been on the boards from the early days should have been able to figure it out by the way I ridiculed people for resorting to calling people "fags" as a put-down. It should have especially been evident when I ripped into Beans for saying he didn't see a problem with killing gays.

I am out to my friends and family and they are supportive. I guess I am pretty much out completely now...

...just don't expect me to start using hair gel and dress any differently.

thats some hard shit to come out with man, congrats on not being a coward and being held down by what everyone else is gonna think. i have 2 friends from when i was a kid who are both gay, know eachother, and dont know the other one is gay because they are scared of what everyone will think of them. whenever its brought up (which is rare because i really dont give a shit, as long as they keep skating) i get kind of mad that everyones gotta be that harsh about an issue that shouldnt be an issue and they explain how hard it is emotionally to hide it but its even harder to try and tell someone about it. i wish everyone would stop acting like its some sort of fucked up disease and just get over it. hell it should be good news, it means its one less person whos going to try and nail your girlfriend while youre out of town.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tim on December 13, 2006, 03:43:32 PM

no you either need to be a vegan or a gay vegetarian to be a moderator

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: isaac on December 13, 2006, 04:35:48 PM

Beans was a fag, but not in the good way.

Tim's a good person and will always get a hug from me whenever I see him.

I'm not gay or a vegan/vegetarian but I'm a moderator. Not sure about Monster Network, but I'm pretty sure he has a longtime girlfriend/wife.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: halfjapanese on December 13, 2006, 06:34:34 PM

i'm sure tim approves of your use of the word 'fag' as a put down

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tim on December 13, 2006, 06:43:31 PM

no, beans was a fag

I've got nothing but respect for Isaac.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: j....soy..... on December 13, 2006, 06:49:38 PM

the appleyard thread made me remember this....he 'yeah'd me in the summer when I landed something and I felt good inside...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: isaac on December 13, 2006, 07:48:18 PM

glad you took it the right way Tim. i know my humor can rub you the wrong way sometimes. hell, it rubs most people the wrong way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: eight oh eight on December 13, 2006, 07:57:14 PM

tim, you still working at PC magazine?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: halfjapanese on December 13, 2006, 07:57:33 PM

Quote from: tim on December 13, 2006, 06:43:31 PM

no, beans was a fag

I've got nothing but respect for Isaac.

likening beans to a fag is obviously a negative statement
a fag is a homosexual
so being a homosexual is negative?
thats my logic

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tim on December 13, 2006, 08:24:43 PM

Isaac, I don't recall ever taking offense to your sense of humor.

eigh oh eight, I never worked at a PC magazine, had an interview at MacWorld and almost had it in the bag, but I think I ultimately asked for too much money. Been working here for a year and a half doing shirt design. http://www.cinderblock.com

halfjapanese, not sure if I could ever explain it...   actually it is very rare that I will use the word "fag" in writing or speach. I will, however, use the word "gay" in describing something that is stereotypically gay. I frequently make jokes me being gay or other gays, but more in a way of stating something that everyone is thinking anyway.

I see nothing negative about being gay other than having to put up with societies misconceptions and anymosity towards gays.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: j....soy..... on December 13, 2006, 10:42:52 PM

i use 'gay' in a grade 6 kind of way....veg's is gonna chime in any moment....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Commercial D on December 14, 2006, 04:55:52 PM

I'm a rageaholic. Not the type that gets mad at his skateboard, but when I feel like I'm the victim of abuse of power I go into savage tirades. My friend and I went to buy a bottle of booze and we got ID'd, even though I'm almost 30. (Drinking age where I live is 18.) I didn't have my ID (walked to the store) and I felt like I was being unfairly fucked with by the employees of the government liquor store (monopoly on hard liquor sales here) so I spazzed and called the guy a "communist scumbag" and went off about how important I was. The liquor authority showed the footage (with audio) to my boss and I got fired, exactly two weeks before Christmas.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sebastian toombs on December 14, 2006, 06:05:21 PM

how did they find your boss?  did you mention it while telling them how important you are?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: donnie_murdo on December 14, 2006, 06:13:45 PM

Christ my boss would have wet his pants laughing and i'd have never lived it down, my job would have probably been safe jsut so they could make fun of me everyday

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gub on December 14, 2006, 06:46:09 PM

honestly i have to confess that I don't understand how any animal could be cuter or better than my cat, in any way

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Blue Fescue on December 14, 2006, 07:55:51 PM

that is one true confession

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tamponboy on December 15, 2006, 04:36:08 AM

i have to confess that i just took a dump on all your faces. how do ya like dem apples...?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: plastic bench nerd on December 15, 2006, 08:29:57 AM

Quote from: tamponboy on December 15, 2006, 04:36:08 AM

i have to confess that i just took a dump on all your faces. how do ya like dem apples...?

you can shit out a whole apple? im impressed!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: realitycontrol on December 16, 2006, 01:51:34 AM

Quote from: Commercial D on December 14, 2006, 04:55:52 PM

I'm a rageaholic. Not the type that gets mad at his skateboard, but when I feel like I'm the victim of abuse of power I go into savage tirades. My friend and I went to buy a bottle of booze and we got ID'd, even though I'm almost 30. (Drinking age where I live is 18.) I didn't have my ID (walked to the store) and I felt like I was being unfairly fucked with by the employees of the government liquor store (monopoly on hard liquor sales here) so I spazzed and called the guy a "communist scumbag" and went off about how important I was. The liquor authority showed the footage (with audio) to my boss and I got fired, exactly two weeks before Christmas.

man, i would've been so stoked if someone carded me when i was thirty. seriously. i'm 23 and usually people dont card me, and that kind of pisses me off considering i'm in the US and the legal drinking age is 21. i guess i just look like an old ass/ugly bastard.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on December 16, 2006, 04:08:12 AM

Some times old people look attractive, and some times kind of ugly people turn people on. It's nothing to worry about. Actually, looks dont even matter.


 Around 6 years ago I told this girl she looks like a man and she said something to me that I dont remember, and I started to cry. My friends laughed at me so I told them I got kicked in the balls and they even laughed harder because they knew I was lying.

 I want to get out of Japan and smoke pot and go to partys and make better friends in Canada. I dont know what im going to do here for 10 more months.

 I suck at both Japanese and English. Its embarissing telling people ive been in Japan for 14 years after they see me write Japanese.

Sometimes being on these messege boards seem lame and loser-ish but I dont really have anyhting else to do.

 I only skate for around 30 minuts when I go out skating these days and I hardly ever need new shoes. Its quite sad because one year ago I used to skate so much and have fun.

 I just wrote a boring post.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overdoso on December 16, 2006, 04:42:09 AM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on December 16, 2006, 04:08:12 AM

 I suck at both Japanese and English. Its embarissing telling people ive been in Japan for 14 years after they see me write Japanese.

not to make you feel worse about this, but i heard japanese is fairly 'easy' to learn, especially compared to other asian languages like Chinese. any truth in that?

errr sometimes i like to pretend to be a Pip.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on December 16, 2006, 05:23:51 AM

No, some people say its the hardest. I think its just opinionated. There are these characters called kanji and there are so many of them, maybe like 10000 of them or somehting.
 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Lakai or die on December 16, 2006, 06:15:45 AM

I really wish I could live in japan

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overdoso on December 16, 2006, 06:25:05 AM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on December 16, 2006, 05:23:51 AM

No, some people say its the hardest. I think its just opinionated. There are these characters called kanji and there are so many of them, maybe like 10000 of them or somehting.

 

 - I know how to jack off any where in public, secretly. I know, its sad.

yeah but i mean the grammar and stuff is as easy as it can be right? seems like it cant be (all) opinionated.

me pretending to be a Pip is nothing compared to your confession thats for sure....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on December 16, 2006, 07:22:47 AM

Haha.....

 But the grammar is actually pretty hard. I heared its harder than english. I dont know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: eight oh eight on December 16, 2006, 10:39:55 AM

Quote from: Lakai or die on December 16, 2006, 06:15:45 AM

I really wish I could live in japan

Same here, although from personal experience it can suck if you're a foreigner.  Can't imagine how the situation there is gonna be now that nationalism is getting more focus.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on December 16, 2006, 12:48:53 PM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on December 16, 2006, 07:22:47 AM

Haha.....

 But the grammar is actually pretty hard. I heared its harder than english. I dont know.

English really isn´t that hard though..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: OttoMaddox on December 16, 2006, 02:48:37 PM

It is almost impossible for a non-native to become fluent in Japanese because there are strange politeness protocols that are extremely intricate and impossible to grasp.  You have to address everybody based on their status and it is easy to be rude by accident.  People who say that learning Japanese is easy probably don't know how to speak it. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: eight oh eight on December 16, 2006, 05:22:33 PM

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Haha.....

 But the grammar is actually pretty hard. I heared its harder than english. I dont know.

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English really isn´t that hard though..

if you come from a country where the majority language spoken is roman derived, then sure, it really isn't that hard.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on December 16, 2006, 06:09:35 PM

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Haha.....

 But the grammar is actually pretty hard. I heared its harder than english. I dont know.

[close]

English really isn´t that hard though..

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if you come from a country where the majority language spoken is roman derived, then sure, it really isn't that hard.

Not quite sure if german is roman derived. But maybe it is. I think french would for example still be harder to learn.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Duffy on December 16, 2006, 09:45:19 PM

I attract only creep-asses. Seriously, the only girls that end up liking me are creeps.

Case in point:

Girl I used to be friends with (we liked each other but it was in like 4th grade) - near suicide attempt.
First girlfriend - became suicidal when i couldnt talk because i was with friends and she was in ohio.
Girl i almost went out with - calls drunk, singing Hellogoodbye to me, saying she wants to go out with me...which is kinda cool till i found out she called two of my friends saying the same. that and shes in love with a guy she dumped 6 months ago, and thats kinda annoying

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 16, 2006, 10:38:03 PM

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Haha.....

 But the grammar is actually pretty hard. I heared its harder than english. I dont know.

[close]

English really isn´t that hard though..

[close]

if you come from a country where the majority language spoken is roman derived, then sure, it really isn't that hard.

[close]

Not quite sure if german is roman derived. But maybe it is. I think french would for example still be harder to learn.

english is germanic, same with german (big surprise). french, spanish .... those are latin. i heard english was hard to learn because of all the new words that come out and all the shortnings of words

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Commercial D on December 16, 2006, 11:00:04 PM

Quote from: steve urkel on December 16, 2006, 10:38:03 PM

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Haha.....

 But the grammar is actually pretty hard. I heared its harder than english. I dont know.

[close]

English really isn´t that hard though..

[close]

if you come from a country where the majority language spoken is roman derived, then sure, it really isn't that hard.

[close]

Not quite sure if german is roman derived. But maybe it is. I think french would for example still be harder to learn.

[close]

english is germanic, same with german (big surprise). french, spanish .... those are latin. i heard english was hard to learn because of all the new words that come out and all the shortnings of words

Despite its Germanic (Anglo-Saxon) roots, English vocabulary is etymologically around 2/3 French.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: plastic bench nerd on December 16, 2006, 11:53:06 PM

Quote from: Duffy on December 16, 2006, 09:45:19 PM

I attract only creep-asses. Seriously, the only girls that end up liking me are creeps.

Case in point:

Girl I used to be friends with (we liked each other but it was in like 4th grade) - near suicide attempt.
First girlfriend - became suicidal when i couldnt talk because i was with friends and she was in ohio.
Girl i almost went out with - calls drunk, singing Hellogoodbye to me, saying she wants to go out with me...which is kinda cool till i found out she called two of my friends saying the same. that and shes in love with a guy she dumped 6 months ago, and thats kinda annoying

thats just rekationships these days, or maybe we both have the same problem. never went out with a girl that was still in love with there ex though, as far as i know at least.


women.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on December 17, 2006, 12:54:45 AM

- I think some of hellogoodbye songs are cute and awesome.

- I jacked off in public around 5 years ago.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice weather on December 17, 2006, 02:37:33 AM

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Haha.....

 But the grammar is actually pretty hard. I heared its harder than english. I dont know.

[close]

English really isn´t that hard though..

[close]

if you come from a country where the majority language spoken is roman derived, then sure, it really isn't that hard.

[close]

Not quite sure if german is roman derived. But maybe it is. I think french would for example still be harder to learn.

[close]

english is germanic, same with german (big surprise). french, spanish .... those are latin. i heard english was hard to learn because of all the new words that come out and all the shortnings of words

[close]

Despite its Germanic (Anglo-Saxon) roots, English vocabulary is etymologically around 2/3 French.

...and english has the largest vocabulary of all languages.
I'm learning chinese right now, would've been japanese, but they didn't offer that. The basic grammar is actually pretty easy, but intonation, politeness shit and all further grammar are getting real hard...
Plus you need around 8000 signs for proper daily use of the language. I've got 150 down and already start mixing them up. Well, at least the funny behavior of the chinese woman who teaches cheers me up everytime. She really can't handle sarcasm it seems...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iheardherassholeslikethisbig on December 17, 2006, 02:42:36 AM

this is gonna sound bad but when i meet new people i cant look them in the eyes at all or if im talkin to teacher i cant either and i have all there weird nervous habits

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice weather on December 17, 2006, 02:43:17 AM

Oh, and I found out people weren't trying to fool when saying I pissed into some clubs sink while a bunch of people were watching....
Hopefully that is the only story that turns out to be true....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Duffy on December 17, 2006, 06:01:33 AM

Quote from: plastic bench nerd on December 16, 2006, 11:53:06 PM

Quote from: Duffy on December 16, 2006, 09:45:19 PM

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I attract only creep-asses. Seriously, the only girls that end up liking me are creeps.

Case in point:

Girl I used to be friends with (we liked each other but it was in like 4th grade) - near suicide attempt.
First girlfriend - became suicidal when i couldnt talk because i was with friends and she was in ohio.
Girl i almost went out with - calls drunk, singing Hellogoodbye to me, saying she wants to go out with me...which is kinda cool till i found out she called two of my friends saying the same. that and shes in love with a guy she dumped 6 months ago, and thats kinda annoying

[close]

thats just rekationships these days, or maybe we both have the same problem. never went out with a girl that was still in love with there ex though, as far as i know at least.


women.

Forgot to mention one thing:
the girl who was/is still in love with her ex:
her ex = my best friend (in a way...havent seen the kid in forever)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sheffledge on December 17, 2006, 06:09:31 AM

i really like the johnny cash song in andre genovisis part

i will really marry QUEEN MERKS and make sheffbabies with her

but i will NEVER share my mommas fried chicken, catfish, or macaroni and cheese recipes with her

EVER

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Guile on December 17, 2006, 10:36:14 AM

there is no way you are actually black dude. you seem to be pushing way too hard at a stereo type.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: thebeautysupply on December 17, 2006, 10:49:25 AM

I don't mind it when pro skateboarders are outspoken about their religion.  There's a part of me that gets bummed because i know they will be criticized for it, and sometimes they may sound preachy/cheesy, but overall i respect it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: uruquay on December 17, 2006, 11:25:54 AM

Quote from: Guile on December 17, 2006, 10:36:14 AM

there is no way you are actually black dude. you seem to be pushing way too hard at a stereo type.

stereotypes can hold more truth than you'd expect.  a lot of black folks do eat fried chicken, catfish, and mac and cheese.  though, it's more of a southern thing than racial and more traditional than stereotypical.  you're a jackass either way for trying to call someone out on it, especially when living in america.  you imbibe and reflect both every day whether you notice it or not.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bentmode on December 17, 2006, 12:04:43 PM

Quote from: sheffledge on December 17, 2006, 06:09:31 AM

i really like the johnny cash song in andre genovisis part

i will really marry QUEEN MERKS and make sheffbabies with her

but i will NEVER share my mommas fried chicken, catfish, or macaroni and cheese recipes with her

EVER

hows about you give that catfish recipe to me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: norm on December 17, 2006, 02:04:04 PM

I act modest but deep down I know im the fuckin shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 17, 2006, 10:08:32 PM

Quote from: norm on December 17, 2006, 02:04:04 PM

I act modest but deep down I know im the fuckin shit.

that's me.  totally.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: goldenyears on December 17, 2006, 10:52:21 PM

that makes three of us motherfucker!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on December 18, 2006, 12:01:48 AM

You 3 are not the shit. You guys are just normal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stankbox on December 18, 2006, 11:03:28 AM

-im a pothead, which in that case i have lost motivation.
-i dont film as much as i should
-lurkspot.com should be out, but its not.
-im broke because of marijuana.
-being single for the first time since 4 years ago is pretty sick.
-i want to put out a video soon.
-no one ever wants to skate with me, even though i do have a camera, and i can 'hang'
-i think college is not for me anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: E.l.G on December 18, 2006, 05:12:42 PM

Quote from: stankbox on December 18, 2006, 11:03:28 AM

-no one ever wants to skate with me, even though i do have a camera, and i can 'hang'

I wonder why.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: uruquay on December 18, 2006, 05:50:42 PM

i'm kind of obsessed with the "paranormal".

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: china white on December 18, 2006, 05:58:10 PM

you're kind of absessed with being a fucking prick and thinking you can judge others for ltheir past mistakes that they have corrected. Unless you were just being a wiseass and making a joke in that other thread, in which case its cool, I understand and didn't mean to overreact or get at you.  I hope that''s the case.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: zach on December 18, 2006, 06:27:48 PM

i hate making eye contact with anyone.  doesnt matter how long ive known you, if we're having a conversation, im most likely looking around at shit while im talking to you.

i hate being a smoker

i usually feel inadequate. 

i dont really like attention.

i love skateboarding but hate the drama that comes with it.

i talk shit a lot, but never with an intent to hurt anyones feelings or make myself feel better.  usually just for a cheap laugh.

sometimes i still think "i could do that" when watching a skate video, then immediatly want to punch myself for thinking it.

if you smell a fart and im somewhere near..... it was me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Duffy on December 18, 2006, 07:12:21 PM

Quote from: zach on December 18, 2006, 06:27:48 PM

i talk shit a lot, but never with an intent to hurt anyones feelings or make myself feel better.  usually just for a cheap laugh.

sometimes i still think "i could do that" when watching a skate video, then immediatly want to punch myself for thinking it.

YES

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: grimcity on December 18, 2006, 07:25:31 PM

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there is no way you are actually black dude. you seem to be pushing way too hard at a stereo type.

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stereotypes can hold more truth than you'd expect.  a lot of black folks do eat fried chicken, catfish, and mac and cheese.  though, it's more of a southern thing than racial and more traditional than stereotypical.  you're a jackass either way for trying to call someone out on it, especially when living in america.  you imbibe and reflect both every day whether you notice it or not.

Good call on the 'southern thing' comment... I'm in the deep south, and fried chicken, catfish and mac n' cheese are staple foods. Just to knock the racial stereotypes, watermelon and cracklins are enjoyed by myself and lots of other fairer-skinned people down here, too... I can't say I know of any food that could honestly be used to characterize a specific race down here.

On topic:
- I can't listen to an acoustic guitar being played if I can hear the musician's fingers sliding on the strings, nor can I touch guitar strings (the bigger ones with the ribbed texture).
- Related to that, I can't touch certain types of nylon. The feel and sound of it rubbing against itself send a shiver down my spine.
- I've developed a great deal of animousity towards the institution of Christianity, as well as religion and pseudo-spiritualism in general.
- When I was in third grade, I shot and killed a Cardinal, and felt extremely horrible about it. I never used a gun to kill an animal again, but became a pretty decent target shooter.

-Last one:
     The last time I took acid (nearly a decade ago) was at a little get together that my girlfriend and I had at our apartment. We weren't heavy trippers, once every three or four months max. We had invited about three others over for an evening of a hit-and-a-half each, some weed, some blonde Lebanese hash, some boxed wine, some sci fi movies, some huge soap bubbles (try it, it's fun as shit), and some friendly conversation. For several hours, we had an incredibly great time... our invited guests decided that they were going to walk over to the bar strip (we lived in the middle of downtown) which was cool, because me and m'lady were hinting to each other that we were feeling a bit frisky. Our friends left, and my girl and I were both set to have one more glass of wine each and have a little fun with each other.

No sooner had I poured our wine, I heard a knock at the back door of our apartment. Of no vital importance: the front door of our apartment faced downtown, facing the public... we never answered that door when we were having get togethers (we weren't ever worried about cops, because we always had very quiet and small events... usually we were worried that it might be visits from our friendly but very "morally upstanding" landlord or someone from work who might be walking around downtown). I didn't like being seen while I was tripping by people that might see acid as something worse than it is, if that makes any sense. The backdoor was usually used by one of our dozen-or-so neighbors, or by friends who just knew which door to knock on, so I answered it without hesitation.

When I answered the door, I greeted one of my neighbors, a hard working and really nice single mom with three kids, who lived in a duplex behind our apartment. She was visibly upset, and I think I might have "read" her as more upset than she was because I was starting to peak.

Three weeks prior, she had bought three cute little baby ducklings and one energetic puppy for her sons (a 12, 8, and 4 year old that I adored and treated like little brothers). It turns out that the puppy had gotten out of the duplex and had managed to work its way into the flimsy cage that she kept the ducklings in. She managed to get the puppy out of the cage and back into her place, but when she saw blood on her hands, she panic'd and rushed over to our apartment to see if I could look at the ducks because she was afraid to peer into the cage (she had a really frail constitution, and couldn't bring herself to shine a flashlight into the cage to see what condition the ducks were in). She had the flashlight in her hand, so I took it while my girl talked to her to help soothe her.

I walked over to the duplex with a bad twist in my gut... I was hitting my peak, and wanted to sober myself up but I couldn't. I remember being bummed because I always took great measures to make sure that whenever I took acid, I was always surrounded by fun shit to do and watch... no surprises, just a good healthy trip out of my gourd.

Anyway, I got to the cage and flashed the light inside... one of the ducklings was perfectly fine (and spazzing out) and one of the ducklings was slightly injured, with little gashes on his head some injuries to his breast. The last one though... the last one was seriously fucked up. He was covered in blood; unable to move anything but a wing and his bill, and his neck was wrenched in a very unnatural way.

Bummed as all fuck and at this point completely tripping balls, I yelled out to the mom that one of the ducks needed to be euthanised... she replied back instantly, asking me if I could do it.

Being the only guy in the vicinity (and the guy that had to assess the situation), I sort of knew that I'd have to do it.  I gently picked up the little guy and walked towards a certain street lamp that would give me some light as well as get me out of the view of the mom or any of her kids in case they woke up and came outside. Under the light I could see that the poor little thing had vertebrae coming out of his neck, and in even more detail I could see him struggling to move the little bits that he still had control of. Now, I'm from and in the south, but I didn't grow up on a farm or anything, so I did the best I could.

Still being gentle, I cradled the duck's breast, tucking my hand underneath him the same way a dude would hold a football if he were going for a touchdown. With my other hand, I arched my wrist back so that the duck's head was in my palm, it's bill just touching the underside of my wrist. With a firm grip, I twisted both of my arms as quickly and as powerfully as I could, breaking his neck with such force that it completely severed and left me with a slightly writhing body clutched under my left arm, and a little duck's head strongly clutched in my right hand... the neck hung from below my grip with muscles splayed and wet.

I rushed over to a nearby line of garbage cans, opened one with the hand holding the duck's head, and placed both portions of him into a cereal box that was sitting on top of one of the bags. I shut the garbage lid, went back to my apartment, walked passed the mom and my girl, took a shower, and never took acid again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergio on December 18, 2006, 07:28:12 PM

what are cracklins?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Lakai or die on December 18, 2006, 07:46:48 PM

I was actually really intrigued by that story, and I don't really know why. Good confession though.

Anyway...

I consider myself a Christian, but I can't help but think it's all a big fucking lie. Even harder, my girlfriend is really religious, and her talking about religion, etc... just completely irks me now. I don't like thinking that it's just some huge scheme, but it all lines up to be. I'm sure I'll come around one day.

I work way too much, but love the money. I hate that I love money, but whatever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: grimcity on December 18, 2006, 07:48:12 PM

Quote from: sergio on December 18, 2006, 07:28:12 PM

what are cracklins?

Deep fried pork skins.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergio on December 18, 2006, 07:58:19 PM

in colombia we have something similar called chicharron. i could go for some right now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: eight oh eight on December 18, 2006, 08:12:30 PM

likewise in the philippines.  just gotta add some vinegar.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kr3w on December 18, 2006, 09:00:38 PM

i own zero anthology

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergio on December 18, 2006, 09:11:50 PM

Quote from: kr3w on December 18, 2006, 09:00:38 PM

i own zero anthology

i do to. early x-mas gift from a cousin. i couldnt refuse.

the real confession is...

did you buy yours

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tim on December 18, 2006, 10:17:36 PM

so what.

tired of the whole "hating zero is cool" bullshit.

they have put out some fucking classic videos, I want it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergio on December 18, 2006, 11:16:41 PM

i'll give you curb dogs vol 1 & 2 instead. kevin staab guest stars. any dave vanderspeck footage would beat chris cole any day. legends never die


edit. just kidding man. i actually brought those two videos at tower records. at clearance prices i couldn't refuse. i saw them both last night for the first time & regret i ever purchased them.

edit dos. both curb dogs videos that is

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on December 19, 2006, 12:24:42 AM

Quote from: HATE! on December 18, 2006, 08:32:42 AM

Goddamn, you are a fucking person.  That was easily the most worthless post you've done.  And believe me, there are quite a few.  If you're gonna be worthless, at least attempt to be funny.

 Im really sorry.

Confession: Im sometimes a fucking person.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kr3w on December 19, 2006, 08:44:31 AM

same early christmas present

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 19, 2006, 12:03:34 PM

I swear to god, I had a dream last night that there was some sort of slap reunion at hell ditch (a famous ditch in tulsa where I live) and all the slap head were there...and sk8 arab was an actual arab with a turbin and all that shit.  and no was was skateboarding except for me and my friends.  everyone else was making out with eachother.  and then the cops came.  and then, i woke up crying.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on December 20, 2006, 01:51:15 AM

Seems like you spend your time on Slap too much jared.. Nothing wrong with that though.


 -I can't express myself with words because im too fucking stupid.

-I feel that we are practically all the same. We are all living just to kill time and no matter how creative or talented you think you are, there is probably some one just like you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on December 20, 2006, 01:53:47 AM

i can't express myself because i don't have an artistic outlet that is as advanced as my brain emotions

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on December 20, 2006, 02:07:03 AM

I dont believe skateboarding is art.

I believe music is art though. And other things.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on December 20, 2006, 02:54:21 AM

i don't believe anything is art

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on December 20, 2006, 03:00:53 AM

Thats an interesting thought.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: uruquay on December 20, 2006, 03:17:09 AM

allright guys i'm going to work now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jackers on December 20, 2006, 03:21:10 AM

allright guy I just got off work,


and 'time posted' is the exact time here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Guile on December 20, 2006, 04:47:57 PM

ive opened almost all of my christmas presents already.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Anita Cig on December 20, 2006, 05:43:26 PM

One of the best tricks I've ever landed was a varial flip down a five stair when I was thirteen.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergio on December 20, 2006, 05:46:39 PM

Quote from: Anita Cig on December 20, 2006, 05:43:26 PM

One of the best tricks I've ever landed was a varial flip down a five stair when I was thirteen.

thats no confession

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 21, 2006, 01:00:54 PM

the best trick I've ever filmed was on a park rail...

actually, I've got a fair amount of incredibly decent-mediocre line footage and wierd spot stuff...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: uruquay on December 21, 2006, 03:40:20 PM

Quote from: china white on December 18, 2006, 05:58:10 PM

you're kind of absessed with being a fucking prick and thinking you can judge others for ltheir past mistakes that they have corrected. Unless you were just being a wiseass and making a joke in that other thread, in which case its cool, I understand and didn't mean to overreact or get at you.  I hope that''s the case.

no i was serious my dad's a cop so i hate users like you! of course i was kidding, china.  of course.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kev on December 21, 2006, 07:18:40 PM

I haven't gone street skating since the new skatepark opened in October.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: china white on December 22, 2006, 10:41:08 AM

Quote from: uruquay on December 21, 2006, 03:40:20 PM

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you're kind of absessed with being a fucking prick and thinking you can judge others for ltheir past mistakes that they have corrected. Unless you were just being a wiseass and making a joke in that other thread, in which case its cool, I understand and didn't mean to overreact or get at you.  I hope that''s the case.

[close]

no i was serious my dad's a cop so i hate users like you! of course i was kidding, china.  of course.

sorry, dude. having gone through some rough times and bumping into some pretty judgemental people along the way, it's something that I am sensative to. my bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: supermoonunit on December 23, 2006, 09:10:43 PM

Quote from: Brown Cords on December 04, 2006, 12:23:38 AM

Weed makes me depressed and gives me anxiety but I can't stop, not like an addiction, I just don't choose to stop even though personally it fucks me up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on December 23, 2006, 09:16:50 PM

Quote from: supermoonunit on December 23, 2006, 09:10:43 PM

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Weed makes me depressed and gives me anxiety but I can't stop, not like an addiction, I just don't choose to stop even though personally it fucks me up.

[close]

 Switch over to beer and cigars.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: supermoonunit on December 23, 2006, 10:34:36 PM

i have asthma so tobbacco isnt too good for me but ive been hoping to start drinking with friends and becomming social more often       

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: damian on December 23, 2006, 10:40:38 PM

pussies.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: damian on December 23, 2006, 10:41:20 PM

no. definitely pussies.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: j....soy..... on December 23, 2006, 11:04:11 PM

right now...if I can't ollie up it...I won't ollie off it....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on December 23, 2006, 11:22:12 PM

i hear you on that one...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on December 24, 2006, 01:46:09 AM

In six+ years of skating, the biggest stair set I've ever ollied is 5.  And that was once.  Right now, I'm scared to ollie anything more than 3 steps.

I've been using the same board for 6 months.

In the past two years, I've had maybe 4 good days of skating where I actually try. Two of them have been in the past week.

I'd rather skate the local park than go street skating.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sand Nigga on December 24, 2006, 02:03:54 AM

YO NO WONDA YOU ALWAY SIPPIN DAT HATERADE N YOU SO BITTA BOUT ERRY THANG YOOZ A SKURRED AZZ LIL NURD NIGGA YOU OTTA JUS TAKE DA TRUX OFFA YO BOARD N UZE YO DECK AZ A BIG AZZ DILDO FORGET ABOUT TRYIN TA RIDE DAT SHIT YA PUZZY AZZ PHAGGOT YOU AINT KUT OUT TA BE NO SKATER DOOD

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: quit on December 24, 2006, 03:45:11 AM

Damn...sand nigga...this is one of those cases that concepts are better left as that...concepts...I look at the name and avatar and grin...but the words that come from it??  In my dreams I see the name sand nigga...with a picture of an Arab fellow....but nothing else...no all caps...nothing else...just a mind blowing flash of genius.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 24, 2006, 01:18:45 PM

I'm currently dating 4 girls at once.  I feel really guilty about it, they all know eachother and have no idea.  it's fucked up.

last night I learned front board nollie backside 270 thingies out on boxes at the park.  it's the funnest trick I've ever done in my life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: biggums mcgee on December 24, 2006, 01:37:23 PM

Quote from: jared... on December 24, 2006, 01:18:45 PM

I'm currently dating 4 girls at once.  I feel really guilty about it, they all know eachother and have no idea. 

It's all downhill from here my friend

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: halfjapanese on December 24, 2006, 01:53:19 PM

Quote from: jared... on December 24, 2006, 01:18:45 PM

I'm currently dating 4 girls at once.  I feel really guilty about it, they all know eachother and have no idea.  it's fucked up.

last night I learned front board nollie backside 270 thingies out on boxes at the park.  it's the funnest trick I've ever done in my life.

would anything out of a front board really be nollie?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sand Nigga on December 24, 2006, 02:02:15 PM

Quote from: quit on December 24, 2006, 03:45:11 AM

Damn...sand nigga...this is one of those cases that concepts are better left as that...concepts...I look at the name and avatar and grin...but the words that come from it??  In my dreams I see the name sand nigga...with a picture of an Arab fellow....but nothing else...no all caps...nothing else...just a mind blowing flash of genius.

YO DOOD WHUT YOU TRYINA SAY? YOU BE HAVIN DREAMZ WID ME IN EM? LEMME GESS DUZ MAH PHAT DICK HAPPEN TA END UP IN YO AZZ?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 24, 2006, 02:38:54 PM

Quote from: halfjapanese on December 24, 2006, 01:53:19 PM

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I'm currently dating 4 girls at once.  I feel really guilty about it, they all know eachother and have no idea.  it's fucked up.

last night I learned front board nollie backside 270 thingies out on boxes at the park.  it's the funnest trick I've ever done in my life.

[close]

would anything out of a front board really be nollie?

yes, if you're front boardsliding a box and popping off the nose.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on December 24, 2006, 04:14:30 PM

Quote from: jared... on December 24, 2006, 01:18:45 PM

last night I learned front board nollie backside 270 thingies out on boxes at the park.  it's the funnest trick I've ever done in my life.

Gazelle.  I've been trying to learn that trick but I can't seem to figure out how to pop it.  I can do frontboards to switch krook, so it kinda the same, just more of a spin.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: halfjapanese on December 24, 2006, 04:48:17 PM

Quote from: jared... on December 24, 2006, 02:38:54 PM

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I'm currently dating 4 girls at once.  I feel really guilty about it, they all know eachother and have no idea.  it's fucked up.

last night I learned front board nollie backside 270 thingies out on boxes at the park.  it's the funnest trick I've ever done in my life.

[close]

would anything out of a front board really be nollie?

[close]

yes, if you're front boardsliding a box and popping off the nose.

no, i still wouldn't call that a nollie

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bentmode on December 24, 2006, 05:28:58 PM

Quote from: halfjapanese on December 24, 2006, 04:48:17 PM

Quote from: jared... on December 24, 2006, 02:38:54 PM

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Quote from: halfjapanese on December 24, 2006, 01:53:19 PM

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Quote from: jared... on December 24, 2006, 01:18:45 PM

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I'm currently dating 4 girls at once.  I feel really guilty about it, they all know eachother and have no idea.  it's fucked up.

last night I learned front board nollie backside 270 thingies out on boxes at the park.  it's the funnest trick I've ever done in my life.

[close]

would anything out of a front board really be nollie?

[close]

yes, if you're front boardsliding a box and popping off the nose.

[close]

no, i still wouldn't call that a nollie

right because as bill said its called a gazelle.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 24, 2006, 06:04:09 PM

either way, you pop off of the nose...I've never heard of the gazelle, and was using common sense to figure out how to explain it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: halfjapanese on December 24, 2006, 06:23:09 PM

Quote from: bentmode on December 24, 2006, 05:28:58 PM

Quote from: halfjapanese on December 24, 2006, 04:48:17 PM

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Quote from: jared... on December 24, 2006, 02:38:54 PM

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Quote from: halfjapanese on December 24, 2006, 01:53:19 PM

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Quote from: jared... on December 24, 2006, 01:18:45 PM

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I'm currently dating 4 girls at once.  I feel really guilty about it, they all know eachother and have no idea.  it's fucked up.

last night I learned front board nollie backside 270 thingies out on boxes at the park.  it's the funnest trick I've ever done in my life.

[close]

would anything out of a front board really be nollie?

[close]

yes, if you're front boardsliding a box and popping off the nose.

[close]

no, i still wouldn't call that a nollie

[close]

right because as bill said its called a gazelle.

no, i still wouldn't call that a nollie

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 24, 2006, 06:38:18 PM

what would you call it if I popped a nollie flip out of a front board on a box?  either one is right.  this argument is stupid.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WORDLIFE on December 24, 2006, 08:17:57 PM

one of the mods should delete all the bullshit talk in here and make it a legit topic again, this is one of the best ones thats been on here in so long.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: yeah dude! on December 24, 2006, 08:52:12 PM

Quote from: jared... on December 24, 2006, 01:18:45 PM

I'm currently dating 4 girls at once.  I feel really guilty about it, they all know eachother and have no idea.  it's fucked up.

John Tucker?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 24, 2006, 10:02:45 PM

Quote from: yeah dude! on December 24, 2006, 08:52:12 PM

Quote from: jared... on December 24, 2006, 01:18:45 PM

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I'm currently dating 4 girls at once.  I feel really guilty about it, they all know eachother and have no idea.  it's fucked up.

[close]

John Tucker?

basically.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: God on December 25, 2006, 11:57:27 AM

I figured I'd pop in.

- I miss the old Slap days when everyone hated me because I was such an asshat. It gave me something to do. Slap had more interesting content back then too.
- Being a lesbian really ISN'T what it's cracked up to be.
- Because of said confession, I have the worst time with the preferred gender, due the fact the most girls are pieces of shit without a fucking backbone, and I'm ashamed to share the same gender as these dumbfucks.
- Sometimes I wish I was a guy so everything would be easier, and well, I wonder what it would be like to rape someone.
- I've done a complete 180 on myself in the past year, and I don't know if it's for the better.
- Political and religious discussions really fucking annoy me, and I hate people whose lives are revolved around that shit.
- I said I would quit smoking cigs, but I have yet to make any real effort.
- I actually like smoking cigs, and I'm surprised I haven't started earlier.
- I know I'll regret that last statement when I get some sort of cancer.
- I know everything one needs to know about guitars and guitar-related gear, but I can't play for shit.
- I don't skate anymore, and I haven't had a serious skate session in two years. I can barely ollie now.
- I like working at my fast food place of employment.
- Because of that, I lead a very unhealthy lifestyle, but I've never felt better in my life.
- Smoking weed has lost my interest, and I'm getting annoyed with half of my friends' blind and shallow obsessions with drugs.
- I fingered a girl in a church.
- I'm heavily debating on whether or not to fuck this sub-white trash girl.
- I've enlisted in the military to get away from where I live. I'm actually excited about it, and I want to go to Iraq to see what's going on. I ship out for basic a few weeks after I graduate.
- I'm fully aware of the "Don't ask, don't tell" rule, and I think it's complete bullshit.
- I didn't know I'd "confess" this much.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 25, 2006, 04:34:52 PM

confession...God, you just made my pussy wet. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on December 25, 2006, 04:49:41 PM

i have a balance board in my hosue and i can do all that dorky stuff(suvs both ways, 360 shuvs, pivots both ways, 360 pivots both ways, shuv reverts both ways, bigspins eiher way, ollies, hang tens, etc) without touching but i can't do manual tricks to save my life. i always mess up right when my front/back two wheels first hit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: halfjapanese on December 25, 2006, 08:35:35 PM

Quote from: jared... on December 24, 2006, 06:38:18 PM

what would you call it if I popped a nollie flip out of a front board on a box?  either one is right.  this argument is stupid.

i dont think youd pop a nollie flip out of a front board on a box

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Lakai or die on December 25, 2006, 08:41:09 PM

hate to tack on to this, but you would definitely be popping nollie, really no doubt about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jared... on December 26, 2006, 09:04:00 AM

Quote from: halfjapanese on December 25, 2006, 08:35:35 PM

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what would you call it if I popped a nollie flip out of a front board on a box?  either one is right.  this argument is stupid.

[close]

i dont think youd pop a nollie flip out of a front board on a box

well you don't know shit.  that seems like a dumb trick anyways, i was trying to give you a more obvious example of me being right and you wrong.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on December 26, 2006, 10:02:33 AM

i can't swim. i taught myself how to do it six years ago but after that summer i didn't swim until last summer and i couldn't do it. i drowned three times in a half hour so i said fuck it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Falco on December 30, 2006, 07:58:20 AM

Der Mensch, der mir am nächsten ist, bin ich, ich bin ein Egoist.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice weather on December 30, 2006, 09:09:35 AM

Quote from: PopwarOfGuns on December 26, 2006, 09:44:44 AM

Confession: I tried the tanning lotion that my exgirlfriend gave me.

(http://www.leehotti.com/images/originals/1/287089267_l.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: goldenyears on December 30, 2006, 10:05:02 PM

Quote from: God on December 25, 2006, 11:57:27 AM

- I fingered a girl in a church.

I'ma have to say that THATS GANGSTA

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Duffy on December 30, 2006, 10:11:16 PM

I am a horrible skateboarder, and I honestly could not give a fuck.

Edit:

I miss Meth and Hookers.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iheardherassholeslikethisbig on December 31, 2006, 02:16:21 AM

i have bad sleeping problems

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stagefright on December 31, 2006, 02:27:22 AM

i dont know which 'stance' i really skate. cant do street goofy beyond basic things and cant do transition/anything to do with turning regular stance at all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Alexactly on December 31, 2006, 02:27:52 AM

IM LAUGHING LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER RITENOW!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iheardherassholeslikethisbig on December 31, 2006, 05:23:01 PM

fuck off

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: plastic bench nerd on December 31, 2006, 09:01:58 PM

Quote from: bornkiller on December 31, 2006, 02:16:21 AM

i have bad sleeping problems

welcome to the club man!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: trent steel on December 31, 2006, 10:36:01 PM

Quote from: plastic bench nerd on December 31, 2006, 09:01:58 PM

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i have bad sleeping problems

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welcome to the club man!

try taking melatonin

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iheardherassholeslikethisbig on December 31, 2006, 10:45:53 PM

is that a sleeping pill?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: trent steel on December 31, 2006, 10:58:06 PM

look it up on wikipedia

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: plastic bench nerd on December 31, 2006, 11:27:34 PM

Quote from: bornkiller on December 31, 2006, 10:45:53 PM

is that a sleeping pill?

no, your body produces it just like seretonin, some people lack the right amount of melatonin so you take it in pill form, they sell them at most any grocery store, all they do for me is give me a headache.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mungojerry on December 31, 2006, 11:50:56 PM

I bought a Stereo kangle hat.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gest on December 31, 2006, 11:58:17 PM

i think guitar hero is really fucking boring, but i dont think my friends will want to play with me anymore if they know :[

im sheffledge

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iheardherassholeslikethisbig on January 01, 2007, 12:02:00 AM

you dont have to be eighteen to try that pill right? or a diagnosis?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: strutter on January 01, 2007, 12:31:20 AM

Quote from: Gest on December 31, 2006, 11:58:17 PM

im sheffledge

wait a sec...are you serious?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: trent steel on January 01, 2007, 01:50:04 AM

Quote from: bornkiller on January 01, 2007, 12:02:00 AM

you dont have to be eighteen to try that pill right? or a diagnosis?

nah, it's  in with the vitamin supplements.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iheardherassholeslikethisbig on January 01, 2007, 01:58:00 AM

oh thats tight thanks man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: uruquay on January 01, 2007, 07:39:21 AM

be careful though,  more than 1 or 2 of those will seriously knock you out for a while.
confession: i went to sleep at 11 on new years eve.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iheardherassholeslikethisbig on January 01, 2007, 01:44:55 PM

ohhkay tight
thats sucks '
i stayed home lame

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sheffledge on January 01, 2007, 04:22:41 PM

Quote from: Gest on December 31, 2006, 11:58:17 PM

i think guitar hero is really fucking boring, but i dont think my friends will want to play with me anymore if they know :[

im sheffledge

OH NO THE MUTHAFUKKKIN HELL NAH YOUR CRAKKKAS ASS

AINT

THE MIGHTY MIGHTY SHEFFLEDGE

you not even close to almost not me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sheffledge on January 01, 2007, 04:26:35 PM

Quote from: strutter on January 01, 2007, 12:31:20 AM

Quote from: Gest on December 31, 2006, 11:58:17 PM

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im sheffledge

[close]

wait a sec...are you serious?

what the fukkk

sheffposters in the 07

gots to stop TODAY

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: roulette on January 01, 2007, 04:57:09 PM

i used to smoke menthols

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: goldenyears on January 01, 2007, 05:11:13 PM

wtf???

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergio on January 01, 2007, 05:56:15 PM

Quote from: mungojerry on December 31, 2006, 11:50:56 PM

I bought a Stereo kangle hat.

this isnt a confession. talk about post filler. i shouldnt talk i do it all the time. this thread is busted

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Diesel on January 01, 2007, 06:15:56 PM

when i was in the 8th grade in 95 me and my friends broke into our school and stole several laptops and VCR's, and we never got caught we sold that shit and bought plenty of decks and mad weed

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Inside Looking Out on January 01, 2007, 08:10:48 PM

i pissed on a dead baby's grave last night.

What a way to go out in 06

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Alexactly on January 01, 2007, 09:31:58 PM

Let me see them lighters.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergio on January 02, 2007, 04:13:38 PM

after my first breakup here in the states i use to google my ex-girfriend's name every once in a while. i know she's into photography so i knew from the start that it was her.  i pulled this shit recently and found out she's married. a little bummed.

http://www.photo.net/bboard/q-and-a-fetch-msg?msg_id=00IgLQ
so lame of me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sebastian toombs on January 02, 2007, 06:05:53 PM

im always disappointed at how little web presence my exgirlfriends have...

sometimes i wonder whether they got married and changed their names.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mungojerry on January 04, 2007, 01:03:47 PM

I have sort Of an obsession with Female snowboarders. Whenever I skim though magaziens I Always gaze at the pictures of them And I watch the female Winter Xgames all the time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: trent steel on January 04, 2007, 01:36:51 PM

although i don't own one i look at fixedgeargallery.com all the time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: OGEAST on January 04, 2007, 02:43:49 PM

Wow i thought this thing was filled with kids from like 11 to 17 who just loved to skate and talk about whats going on in the skateworld thats what this is for right?

well my confession is i live in a town in new jersey and i do not work at KC/DC skate shop i was just trying to make something up to make BROOKLYN BRAWLER look bad cuase i was having fun with it..even though thats bad thing to do i no.

but damn pick your fucking heads up guys i just turned 16 and i no im young but still.
i go to school i and i dont like it but who does..i try to make my parents happy if it wasnt for them i wouldnt be here. i have so many friends and like all of them even the ones that dont skate are down with it and the culure or whatevr. im not into doing drugs or drinking really im into skateing. thats whta i love. i just bought a
VX2100 and im haveing so much fun filming...imk always getting physded on skateing and it just keeps me going.

i talk to girls as people if there not cool i wont hang out with them but i would never bitch about how a breakup or whatever has ruined me its life move on go skate or something. talking to poele is easy to just act yourself...

now i see why people like bill hated on jamal smoth cuase he was a kid who seemed like he is having fun. but like i say just go skate and have fun. always be positive and optimistic and dont let things get to you. but if you cant even do that i do feel bad. i love my liffe damn im thankfull.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on January 04, 2007, 02:50:17 PM

where the fuck did you get the money to buy a vx2100 at 16 years old?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: OGEAST on January 04, 2007, 02:58:26 PM

i guess i over talked all off it  the piont this thing relizes how good happy i am and damn imstill surprised,slapboards are nuts... bunch guys doing herion depressed social problems drinking problems....i just so happy thats not me and never will be me. damn i do fell bad for you guys though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: OGEAST on January 04, 2007, 02:59:33 PM

Quote from: skmbskt on January 04, 2007, 02:50:17 PM

where the fuck did you get the money to buy a vx2100 at 16 years old?

ebay works great brand new.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: OGEAST on January 04, 2007, 03:13:19 PM

Sorry to post agian but when i relaize i shouldnt even be here it seems liuke 60 percent of these people are 18 or older...i should even be here though i always went on slap. buti never clicked on the forums until i ws in pennsylvania at relatives on holiday break so i posted alot (i was bored and couldnt skate it in middle of no where)
but my piont is im done with these forums unless i wanna see a video i couldnt find or something but and anything a bout whos sponsered by who you can find out in mags if you are intrested just par 10 bucks for a subsription.

like a thread for DRUG OR CHOICE thats just nuts like this shits getting ridicule. but i trully feel bad for all those people who have a surprising lot of bad problems
 i mean i dont give a shit about politics and im not trying to sound like a political fag but you live in america you can have a great life if really want to but if you dont and wanna do hard drugs or not chose to make friends

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: china white on January 04, 2007, 03:13:41 PM

i highly recommend heroin to you. it's stronger in jersey than anywhere else in the US. pawn your camera. you'll probably stop worrying about telling fibs on messageboards.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: china white on January 04, 2007, 03:15:49 PM

i love 16 year olds who think they are actually in a position, life experiencewise, to give advice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ronald Wilson Reagan on January 04, 2007, 03:20:57 PM

or who act like we were all fucked up by 16, and that he somehow dodged the bullet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: donnie_murdo on January 04, 2007, 03:21:47 PM

Quote from: OGEAST on January 04, 2007, 03:13:19 PM

Sorry to post agian but when i relaize i shouldnt even be here it seems liuke 60 percent of these people are 18 or older...i should even be here though i always went on slap. buti never clicked on the forums until i ws in pennsylvania at relatives on holiday break so i posted alot (i was bored and couldnt skate it in middle of no where)
but my piont is im done with these forums unless i wanna see a video i couldnt find or something but and anything a bout whos sponsered by who you can find out in mags if you are intrested just par 10 bucks for a subsription.

like a thread for DRUG OR CHOICE thats just nuts like this shits getting ridicule. but i trully feel bad for all those people who have a surprising lot of bad problems
 i mean i dont give a shit about politics and im not trying to sound like a political fag but you live in america you can have a great life if really want to but if you dont and wanna do hard drugs or not chose to make friends

You don't care about politics - however you work in a skate shop that is a "scene" skate shop run by a girl who doesn't skate, isn't that skate politics right there ?

Especially after all your "non-caring" yet still no one cares

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: trent steel on January 04, 2007, 03:24:20 PM

Quote from: OGEAST on January 04, 2007, 02:43:49 PM

Wow i thought this thing was filled with kids from like 11 to 17 who just loved to skate and talk about whats going on in the skateworld thats what this is for right?

well my confession is i live in a town in new jersey and i do not work at KC/DC skate shop i was just trying to make something up to make BROOKLYN BRAWLER look bad cuase i was having fun with it..even though thats bad thing to do i no.

but damn pick your fucking heads up guys i just turned 16 and i no im young but still.
i go to school i and i dont like it but who does..i try to make my parents happy if it wasnt for them i wouldnt be here. i have so many friends and like all of them even the ones that dont skate are down with it and the culure or whatevr. im not into doing drugs or drinking really im into skateing. thats whta i love. i just bought a
VX2100 and im haveing so much fun filming...imk always getting physded on skateing and it just keeps me going.

i talk to girls as people if there not cool i wont hang out with them but i would never bitch about how a breakup or whatever has ruined me its life move on go skate or something. talking to poele is easy to just act yourself...

now i see why people like bill hated on jamal smoth cuase he was a kid who seemed like he is having fun. but like i say just go skate and have fun. always be positive and optimistic and dont let things get to you. but if you cant even do that i do feel bad. i love my liffe damn im thankfull.

god, just be 16 you asshole.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: OGEAST on January 04, 2007, 03:30:56 PM

Quote from: donnie_murdo on January 04, 2007, 03:21:47 PM

Quote from: OGEAST on January 04, 2007, 03:13:19 PM

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Sorry to post agian but when i relaize i shouldnt even be here it seems liuke 60 percent of these people are 18 or older...i should even be here though i always went on slap. buti never clicked on the forums until i ws in pennsylvania at relatives on holiday break so i posted alot (i was bored and couldnt skate it in middle of no where)
but my piont is im done with these forums unless i wanna see a video i couldnt find or something but and anything a bout whos sponsered by who you can find out in mags if you are intrested just par 10 bucks for a subsription.

like a thread for DRUG OR CHOICE thats just nuts like this shits getting ridicule. but i trully feel bad for all those people who have a surprising lot of bad problems
 i mean i dont give a shit about politics and im not trying to sound like a political fag but you live in america you can have a great life if really want to but if you dont and wanna do hard drugs or not chose to make friends

[close]

You don't care about politics - however you work in a skate shop that is a "scene" skate shop run by a girl who doesn't skate, isn't that skate politics right there ?

Especially after all your "non-caring" yet still no one cares

on my first post i told everyone that i dont work at KC/DC

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: eight oh eight on January 04, 2007, 03:38:35 PM

Quote from: OGEAST on January 04, 2007, 03:13:19 PM

i shouldnt even be here

kthnxbye

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: OGEAST on January 04, 2007, 03:49:18 PM

okay im gone for good peace keep skating.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: donnie_murdo on January 04, 2007, 04:10:36 PM

Quote from: OGEAST on January 04, 2007, 03:49:18 PM

okay im gone for good peace keep skating.

Yeah sorry never botherd reading it, well take care and all the best, remember when you start getting pissed and taking drugs to keep skating they're wise words !

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on January 04, 2007, 04:11:05 PM

Quote from: OGEAST on January 04, 2007, 02:43:49 PM

Wow i thought this thing was filled with kids from like 11 to 17 who just loved to skate and talk about whats going on in the skateworld thats what this is for right?

well my confession is i live in a town in new jersey and i do not work at KC/DC skate shop i was just trying to make something up to make BROOKLYN BRAWLER look bad cuase i was having fun with it..even though thats bad thing to do i no.

but damn pick your fucking heads up guys i just turned 16 and i no im young but still.
i go to school i and i dont like it but who does..i try to make my parents happy if it wasnt for them i wouldnt be here. i have so many friends and like all of them even the ones that dont skate are down with it and the culure or whatevr. im not into doing drugs or drinking really im into skateing. thats whta i love. i just bought a
VX2100 and im haveing so much fun filming...imk always getting physded on skateing and it just keeps me going.

i talk to girls as people if there not cool i wont hang out with them but i would never bitch about how a breakup or whatever has ruined me its life move on go skate or something. talking to poele is easy to just act yourself...

now i see why people like bill hated on jamal smoth cuase he was a kid who seemed like he is having fun. but like i say just go skate and have fun. always be positive and optimistic and dont let things get to you. but if you cant even do that i do feel bad. i love my liffe damn im thankfull.

You're 16, no one gives a shit about your opinion.  I wasn't hating on Jamal for having fun, I was hating on Enjoi for hooking him up for the stupid shit he does.  He doesn't deserve free shit for doing some kook tricks at some shitty park in the middle of nowhere.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: china white on January 04, 2007, 04:14:55 PM

and remember. pawn camera. buy roundtrip (or oneway) greyhound to newark.  turn left out of station. walk up to one mile. ghetto on right.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iheardherassholeslikethisbig on January 04, 2007, 05:25:57 PM

i talk to girls as people if there not cool i wont hang out with them but i would never bitch about how a breakup or whatever has ruined me its life move on go skate or something. talking to poele is easy to just act yourself...


you are so pathetic

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: reaganomics on January 04, 2007, 06:28:49 PM

china white is lame

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Guile on January 04, 2007, 06:45:07 PM

Quote from: hawt on January 04, 2007, 06:28:49 PM

china white is lame

not a fucking confession person. i must confess i wish you were dead.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brooklyn brawler on January 04, 2007, 07:08:47 PM

Quote from: hawt on January 04, 2007, 06:28:49 PM

china white is lame

I must confess... That night we did anal was bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brooklyn brawler on January 04, 2007, 07:10:58 PM

Quote from: OGEAST on January 04, 2007, 03:13:19 PM

Sorry to post agian but when i relaize i shouldnt even be here it seems liuke 60 percent of these people are 18 or older...i should even be here though i always went on slap. buti never clicked on the forums until i ws in pennsylvania at relatives on holiday break so i posted alot (i was bored and couldnt skate it in middle of no where)
but my piont is im done with these forums unless i wanna see a video i couldnt find or something but and anything a bout whos sponsered by who you can find out in mags if you are intrested just par 10 bucks for a subsription.

like a thread for DRUG OR CHOICE thats just nuts like this shits getting ridicule. but i trully feel bad for all those people who have a surprising lot of bad problems
 i mean i dont give a shit about politics and im not trying to sound like a political fag but you live in america you can have a great life if really want to but if you dont and wanna do hard drugs or not chose to make friends

Just make sure to come back and let us know if you're going to quit yourself entirely. We might just make a YTMND page on you. Or even invade your World of Warcraft funeral.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: biggums mcgee on January 04, 2007, 07:18:04 PM

I enjoy Third Eye Blind

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: china white on January 05, 2007, 11:24:59 AM

Quote from: hawt on January 04, 2007, 06:28:49 PM

china white is lame

thanks hawt, i'd share your needle anyday.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: china white on January 05, 2007, 11:26:00 AM

Quote from: brooklyn brawler on January 04, 2007, 07:08:47 PM

Quote from: hawt on January 04, 2007, 06:28:49 PM

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china white is lame

[close]

I must confess... That night we did anal was bad.

sorry bro, i don't get down with ass to mouth.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mr. Shankly on May 04, 2007, 10:27:25 AM

i bought a smiths shirt from urban outfitters...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: able on May 04, 2007, 01:36:05 PM

I own three Fiona Apple Cds

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tyler on May 04, 2007, 04:50:07 PM

I work at Dairy Queen and love it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergio on May 04, 2007, 06:04:59 PM

thread ruined

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on May 04, 2007, 06:20:07 PM

this thread is depressing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hamhead on May 04, 2007, 06:47:30 PM

Yeah, this thing went downhill. But anyway...

I think Cyndi Lauper was hot when she was like 20. None of my friends do, and I can't see why...

When I have to talk to cops (in trouble or not) my legs always shake. I'm not scared at all (except when I ran from them for smashing windows at another cops house), but my legs like friggen tweak out and I just don't know why.

I don't like plain marshmallows.

I hate beer, I only drink hard. I hate alcohol, all I drink for is to get smashed. I got drunk when I was 12.

I don't do any drugs, and don't have any intentions to.

I haven't been in a real fight, but last night I almost got jumped and stabbed. I ran back to my house with a friend, and got a ride back into town with my mom. We stepped out of the car, started getting chased by like 6 guys with knives, and me and 8 of my friends (+ my mom)  piled into a 5 seat car and drove away. I am a bit scared to go back into downtown right now, even though I'm pretty sure they don't know what I look like.

Mark Gonzales parts don't excite me. I enjoy them, but not as much as I do a McCrank part.

I like reading BB's posts a lot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stand and Deliver on May 04, 2007, 06:57:44 PM

This thread must have started when I was having one of my Slap breaks... anyhow, here are some of mine:

I've been a vegetarian since I was 15.
I was vegan for exactly one year. I ate strawberry ice cream on the anniversary to celebrate.
I wear leather now, so that makes me a gigantic hypocrite.
I stopped skateboarding when I was 21.
I started skateboarding again when I was 29.
When little Timmy at the skate park asks me how long I've been skating, I tell him "a little over 3 years". I don't know why.
I used to get free skateboard shoes and clothes because a good friend of mine worked for a shoe company. In my head I used to pretend I was sponsored.
My cousin was a professional skateboarder for a hot minute. Naturally, he was always way better than I was.
I shower with my glasses on.
It really bothers me when towels aren't straight on the rack.
I fold the used towels and place them on the toilet when I'm staying in a hotel. No need to be a slob just because you're not doing the cleaning up.
My therapist once told me that the only time she saw me smile was when I was talking about my dog or about skateboarding.
I'm constantly cleaning up. Even though no one ever comes over.  If you were to look at my house, you'd be hard pressed to think that anyone lives here.
I have a $400.00 vacuum.
I'm constantly straightening or centering things... like my silverware when I go to restaurants. I line up the bottoms of the utensils with each other and straighten the napkin edge with the tables edge. My desk is the same way.
My closet is organized by type of garment, then by brand.
My videos are organized by genera. Mostly.
I make my bed every morning. And while I'm doing it, I ask myself why I'm doing it. Every morning.
I'm nervous all the time.
When I get really, really nervous, my back sweats.
I bite my nails.
I hate dishes and food particles left in the sink.
The word "juicy" grosses me out.
I have a huge "branding" problem that I like to call "sponsorship conflict". You can't very well wear an Adidas track suit with a fucking pair of Nike's.  Therefore, I hate that the dishwasher and microwave in my house were not made by the same company.
I am an only child.
It makes me really uncomfortable to talk about not having a college degree. Especially in a room full of over achievers. I've noticed that they tend to interject where a person went to school when speaking of someone... "oh, I was chatting with Stephanie, she went to Duke, anyway, she said..."
I really do care about what other people think of me.
I had a depression meltdown when I was 23.
I had another at 31.
I got alcohol poisoning once.  I threw up bile into a basement wash basin in my y-fronts. My friends Mom came down and wanted to know what all the racket was. I was embarrassed.
I've worn make-up to cover acne.
I used to color my hair.
It annoys me that my blacks sometimes don't match.
I have skinnier jeans that I wear with smaller shirts and other jeans I wear with larger shirts. I just think it looks stupid if you mix them.
If I like an article of clothing, I tend to buy the same article in various colors.
I can watch the same movie or listen to the same song 4000 times.  That's probably why I can kareoke "Fast Times at Ridgemont High".
I've had four girlfriends in my life.  They're the only four girls I've ever slept with.
Girl two and I were engaged to be married in July of 2001.  We called off the wedding in October of 2001.  We were going to have our first dance to Morrissey's version of "Moon River".  For some reason, I still have a copy of the check I gave to the restaurant as a deposit for our reception.
I don't buy CD's anymore. Which is great, because I especially hate being judged by the fucker behind the counter.
I have turntables, however I haven't used them in months. I guess they look cool though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter on May 04, 2007, 07:39:29 PM

Quote from: hamhead on May 04, 2007, 06:47:30 PM

I hate beer, I only drink hard. I hate alcohol, all I drink for is to get smashed.

I don't do any drugs, and don't have any intentions to.

holy shit, I thought I was the only skateboarder alive who didnt drink or do drugs. Prime example, this dude walks up to me at kfc tonight, and the conversation goes something like this..

"You're peter right?"
"yeaah.."
"oh thats cool, my friends have been telling me a lot about you"
"okay.."
"you skateboards dont you?"
"yup"
"got any weed to sell me?"

i mean, what the fuck. we have a lame reputation

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: plastic bench nerd on May 04, 2007, 09:50:11 PM

Quote from: Stand and Deliver on May 04, 2007, 06:57:44 PM

I have a $400.00 vacuum.

thats awesome! i need to get my girl one of those...she has tuff weekend ahead of her and cleaning helps calm her stress...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: plastic bench nerd on May 04, 2007, 09:55:31 PM

two days ago i filled out paperwork to finance something really small that will change my life in a big way...scared but fully happy at the same time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: j....soy..... on May 04, 2007, 10:03:51 PM

fff...not another person who bought a house in oregon.....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: yeah dude! on May 04, 2007, 11:18:15 PM

Quote from: plastic bench nerd on May 04, 2007, 09:50:11 PM

Quote from: Stand and Deliver on May 04, 2007, 06:57:44 PM

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I have a $400.00 vacuum.

[close]

thats awesome! i need to get my girl one of those...she has tuff weekend ahead of her and cleaning helps calm her stress...

About a year ago at work the receptionist told she bought a new vacuum and was really excited about it. A guy who was selling them door to door came to her house and did a demo with it. After a few minutes I asked how much it cost. At first she wouldn't tell me which only made me more curious so I kept asking and asking. Final she let me know that it was just over $2,200. I gave her such a hard time she returned it.

As for a confession.... I have a few bikes and one of them is fixed :o

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stagefright on May 05, 2007, 01:25:23 AM

we had the vaccuum guy, never had any intention of buying it though

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on May 05, 2007, 11:32:04 AM

this dood who could be considered my friend got caught with a couple pounds of weed, $3000, a scale, and many bags.  this makes me happy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on May 05, 2007, 05:59:45 PM

i have watched two episodes of scarred

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on May 05, 2007, 06:42:09 PM

whatever, i guess i enjoy seeing any slams except skateboarding. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on May 07, 2007, 01:10:44 AM

i saw the street fighter movie in theaters and i really liked it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joey on May 07, 2007, 11:53:03 AM

i sat through the entire movie AMV Hell 0 and didn't attempt to stop watching.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vitunvesa on May 07, 2007, 02:54:50 PM

I jerked off in a chairlift

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: peacepappies on May 07, 2007, 03:24:03 PM

i steal and sell bikes for extra money

does that count ?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tuna on May 07, 2007, 05:53:03 PM

I dont have a myspace.

I cant 360 flip.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergio on May 07, 2007, 09:49:19 PM

Quote from: Endoftime on May 07, 2007, 05:53:03 PM

I dont have a myspace.

I cant 360 flip.

how does this hold up for the confession thread. weak

get deep down and give up some real dirt fool. just kidding

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: greg on May 08, 2007, 06:43:28 AM

-i cant grow a full beard

-i first ate acid when i was 15 and went for about a year dosing up 1-3 times a week.  i dont remember much.

-i broke into a garage when i was younger and vandalized the place with a couple friends, surely causing tens of thousands of dollars worth of damage, some of which was to some old vintage cars that they were working on.  feel bad about that one.

-when i worked at the gas cylinder plant, i became so disgruntled that a coworker and i began to piss in random places- in the stockshed, in the work areas and on the equipment of people we didnt like (especially in the summertime).  we also used to leave shits in the toilets- one day i left a good one, and when one of the managers found it, he called out a locksmith to come put locks on the bathroom doors in the building he managed (there were two buildings, loosely interlinked, and he suspected it was somebody from the other building), at a cost of $300.  when upper management got wind of the situation, they scolded him and told him he was breaking all kinds of codes and shit by doing it and ordered him to get the locks removed, which he did, bringing the total cost of my shit up to about $600. 

-i also stole a cylinder of ultra-pure grade 6 (99.9999%) nitrous oxide from that place one night and took it to a friend's house, where we proceeded to get cracked out and sell balloons of nitrous that is completely unlike anything any of you have ever had your hands on.  took it back the next day.

-i defrauded two drugtests to get that job, one with somebody else's piss, the other with a system-flush agent. 

-i changed my english grade in the teacher's gradebook my senior year of high school.

-i went into the woods with a bb gun and a couple friends one time and shot a bird out of a tree.  realizing the senselessness of my actions, i was overridden with guilt and had to finish the bird off.  i've never felt so bad in my life, never had the desire to do that shit again.  i could go hunting and shoot something if i was going to eat it, no question, but since then i've been much more conscious of taking care of wildlife and shit. 

-i almost fell in love with a ho once.

-i fucked the fat girl (well, she was thick, and very tall, a big ass bitch) who lived across the street from me.  i denied that one for a long time.

-her parents used to skinny dip in their backyard pool and i snuck over there with a neighborhood kid and observed one time, i think i was probably 8 or 9.  i was repulsed yet somehow couldn't leave, like when you see something that totally sucks and you just can't help but look on.

-my dog, like many other dogs, is racist, and i find it to be humorous and endearing rather than deplorable.  like "awww, look at the cute little racist jack russell, he's so sweet"- one time he slipped out the door when a former roommate was leaving and proceeded to chase a huge black guy around the parking lot, savagely growling and snapping his jaws trying to bite the guy as he ran in circles, screaming in pure terror.  i was talking with the maintenance man one day and he said the guy came into the office, i guess later on that day, and broke down in tears telling the story to them, complaining about how my dog didn't have a leash on.  he said that when the guy left the office they had a riot laughing at him.  poor dude.  i never formally heard anything about it.     

-i used to play ball with kids who were wayyy older than me, and one time when i was like, 8 or so, my mouth got the best of me and i was thrown around like a ragdoll by some dude who was like, 18 or 20 or something.  he was bitching because one of the kids whose older sister he was dating was wearing some of his sweatpants while we were playing football.  i was irritated that the game was being held up and said something to the effect of "its just a fucking pair of pants, jesus, let's get back to the damn game" (i had a foul mouth at an early age as a product of always hanging out with older kids), and this prick proceeds to come over and sling me around the yard like a fucking ragdoll.  i kept my composure, then cried on my way home and wished death upon the guy.  later that year, after i got the nerve and the know-how, i poured sugar in his gastank while he was parked next door at his girl's house (happened to be my next door neighbor).  i'd love to see him again, now that i'm 24 i'd fight that faggot in a second. 

-one time i was at this chick's house who i desperately wanted to fuck and i stole a pair of her panties and used them as a nutrag a couple times, on some true weirdo stalker type shit.  i threw them away and felt ashamed.  what can i say, i was 17, horny as fuck, and not getting that ass from her.

-a friend of mine started living with this weirdo one time, he was a retired marine and worked at IBM, dude was a little strange at first, but friendly (probably about 35 years old); anyway, he loved to watch porn and claimed to have been a producer of amateur films- said that he could sell them to people in korea or taiwan or some shit in bulk and blah blah blah.  he was trying to get me to do some films and shit, i mean, he even had like a disclaimer and terms of service type of consent form that he had me look over and stuff, you know, attesting to the legitimacy of his shit.  well, he kept pressuring me to get involved, which would have been cool, i like to fuck, but he was trying to get me to do like, a "solo" film where he'd film me jerking off and THEN i could start fucking bitches.  i was like "hmm, yeah, no thanks,", and that's kind of when i began to get the feeling that he was a fag who might also like women.  anyway, he ended up pulling his shit out and jerking off while he and another friend of mine were drinking beers and shit.  he's all like "yeah i dont care if you jack off in front of me man, i understand if you get horny watching porn and shit,", hahahahaha, my friend said he hid under this blanket near him and called me up on my cell phone wanting me to come pick him up and shit, which i refused to do since i was indisposed.  anyway thats some horrible creepy shit and he ended up pulling a similar number on my buddy who was actually living with him.  anyway it heightened my paranoia of gays and made me realize that every dude i've known in my life who has been openly or secretly gay has been a complete and total fucking creep about it.  i'm seriously paranoid about that shit now.   

-when i was younger, i used to push mongo...

i've got many more but i'll leave it at that for now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: AllBunny on May 08, 2007, 09:16:19 AM

way to bring some substantial suspect behavior back to the thread, greg.

-I can't BS 180. Only bs no-complies.  I seriously don't fucking understand it.

-I played ice hockey for 15 years, stopped after I dropped out of college because I couldnt handle the dudes I was playing/living with.

-When I was 4 I pulled a fire alarm at an older brothers playoff hockey game.  All the players had to crawl into the parking lot so they wouldnt fuck up their skates.  I blamed it on this 3 year old girl that couldnt quite speak yet.  Her family had to pay a $500 fine, and got vibed from all the other parents.  To this day my mom will bring up that story talking shit on the little girl.

-When I was 10 I shot a football sized frog with a compound bow from point blank. The arrow went all the way in and stopped at the feathers.  I still feel guilty and seriously cringe when I see animals get hurt.  Except when they are already dead and on my grill.

-At 26 I'm starting to show signs of the family's pattented widow's peak.  I stress over it to the point of my shorty buying me this olive oil - afro sheen - pomade stuff that might stop my hair from thinning out.

-When I was 14 I shaved all the hair off my domepiece - bic'd the head and the eyebrows - to be more like my favorite skater - Mr JT.

-I have been known to shave my pubis area and creep people out at the bar.   

-I have dyed my mustache with Grecian Formula to make it look more developed.

-I've met girls over the internet 2 times - once when I was 16 on AOL - some crazy chick I banged behind a dumpster in my complex the first night we hung out.
2nd time was 2 years ago off of myspace. Shorty comes over to the house to smoke something and watch a vid.  Start making out and catch a conscience real quick because this girl is large (dope face, decent flavor, nice skin - but still large). Tell her straight up that I started talking to her just to bang one out and then never speak again.  Never before had I been so honest.  Put the ball in her court, she comes back over a week later.  We go to the room, shut the lights out, start making out, so I know It's going down.  Ask to grab a condom when she comes back with this line "I want to, but I've got to let you know I've never done this before". 
At this point I get stoked - large or not - seriously how often do you come across the chance to take a 24 year old V-Card?  She ended up coming back over the next week - painting in hand - looking for more.  that was the last time we spoke.

-I had to put an 11 month old kitten to sleep yesterday due to terminal illness.  He died in my lap.  I seriously wept for hours the night before, and at least 5 times sporadically throughout the day yesterday with no warning.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: barr on May 08, 2007, 08:32:22 PM

it's weird, I always feel something is watching me, if i say something stupid in my mind or out loud or do a stupid action, I say something or do something else to cover it up, because I feel like the thing that is watching me is making fun of me or thinks i'm weird
I'm black and listen to old 60's stuff really loud on the bus, when I see other black dudes get on the bus I turn that shit down or change to rap

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gest on May 08, 2007, 08:56:33 PM

-at a 5th grade birthday party at my friends house there were a bunch of little kids over. we were all sitting around in sleeping bags in shit being d-bags and i feel a fart coming. yes, the perfect time to make them laugh. well to make a long story short, i took a big ol shit in my sleeping bag. everybody basically laughed themselves to sleep from the fart, while i spent an hour sneaking out of my friends house, sleeping bag in hand, to walk down the street and stuff the bag in a ditch.

-when im at the computer normally i talk to myself or sing, and there's always someone in particular i think is listening from my window. say it's someone named john. i'd finish what i'm saying and then respond with an "i see you over there, john!"

-i for some reason hate when in relationships the guy or girl cheats on their sig. oth. when my friends are like "but yeah im like creaming this other chick too" i act all cool with it but it hurts the fuck out of me. this person trusts you with everything and you throw it away like that? fuck those kind of guys.

-i have never done drugs or drank or blah. basically all my old friends started and moved on. they always try getting me to do it with them to see if they can exploit me. i'm already the most annoying fucker ever when im sober; why would they want me high and shit?

-i live in a really shitty rural area town but when i go to another larger city to skate and someone asks me where im from i say jefferson city.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on May 08, 2007, 09:12:59 PM

and then say you're 25.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stand and Deliver on May 08, 2007, 09:21:59 PM

Quote from: Gest on May 08, 2007, 08:56:33 PM

while i spent an hour sneaking out of my friends house, sleeping bag in hand, to walk down the street and stuff the bag in a ditch.

(http://www.maltp.com/train/screenshots/spud/bed.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gest on May 08, 2007, 09:32:20 PM

Quote from: the king of r&b on May 08, 2007, 09:12:59 PM

and then say you're 25.

not really, just because i'm a bigger grown-up than you doesn't mean i said im 25

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on May 08, 2007, 10:45:17 PM

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on May 08, 2007, 10:47:25 PM

that was a hilarious comeback seriously

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stagefright on May 09, 2007, 01:47:20 AM

is gest one of s-towns accounts? that shit is attachable to a 13 year old, nothing more.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gest on May 09, 2007, 05:21:59 AM

Quote from: stagefright on May 09, 2007, 01:47:20 AM

is gest one of s-towns accounts? that shit is attachable to a 13 year old, nothing more.

you're on a real rant these days. sand in your vagina?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on May 09, 2007, 10:18:04 AM

greg's one about the shit in the toilet is hilarious. I kinda have the same habit, if its a real blue ribbon winner, i cant help but leave it there for someone else

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mailroomstar on May 10, 2007, 02:20:21 PM

Quote from: grimcity on December 18, 2006, 07:25:31 PM

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-Last one:
     The last time I took acid (nearly a decade ago) was at a little get together that my girlfriend and I had at our apartment. We weren't heavy trippers, once every three or four months max. We had invited about three others over for an evening of a hit-and-a-half each, some weed, some blonde Lebanese hash, some boxed wine, some sci fi movies, some huge soap bubbles (try it, it's fun as shit), and some friendly conversation. For several hours, we had an incredibly great time... our invited guests decided that they were going to walk over to the bar strip (we lived in the middle of downtown) which was cool, because me and m'lady were hinting to each other that we were feeling a bit frisky. Our friends left, and my girl and I were both set to have one more glass of wine each and have a little fun with each other.

No sooner had I poured our wine, I heard a knock at the back door of our apartment. Of no vital importance: the front door of our apartment faced downtown, facing the public... we never answered that door when we were having get togethers (we weren't ever worried about cops, because we always had very quiet and small events... usually we were worried that it might be visits from our friendly but very "morally upstanding" landlord or someone from work who might be walking around downtown). I didn't like being seen while I was tripping by people that might see acid as something worse than it is, if that makes any sense. The backdoor was usually used by one of our dozen-or-so neighbors, or by friends who just knew which door to knock on, so I answered it without hesitation.

When I answered the door, I greeted one of my neighbors, a hard working and really nice single mom with three kids, who lived in a duplex behind our apartment. She was visibly upset, and I think I might have "read" her as more upset than she was because I was starting to peak.

Three weeks prior, she had bought three cute little baby ducklings and one energetic puppy for her sons (a 12, 8, and 4 year old that I adored and treated like little brothers). It turns out that the puppy had gotten out of the duplex and had managed to work its way into the flimsy cage that she kept the ducklings in. She managed to get the puppy out of the cage and back into her place, but when she saw blood on her hands, she panic'd and rushed over to our apartment to see if I could look at the ducks because she was afraid to peer into the cage (she had a really frail constitution, and couldn't bring herself to shine a flashlight into the cage to see what condition the ducks were in). She had the flashlight in her hand, so I took it while my girl talked to her to help soothe her.

I walked over to the duplex with a bad twist in my gut... I was hitting my peak, and wanted to sober myself up but I couldn't. I remember being bummed because I always took great measures to make sure that whenever I took acid, I was always surrounded by fun shit to do and watch... no surprises, just a good healthy trip out of my gourd.

Anyway, I got to the cage and flashed the light inside... one of the ducklings was perfectly fine (and spazzing out) and one of the ducklings was slightly injured, with little gashes on his head some injuries to his breast. The last one though... the last one was seriously fucked up. He was covered in blood; unable to move anything but a wing and his bill, and his neck was wrenched in a very unnatural way.

Bummed as all fuck and at this point completely tripping balls, I yelled out to the mom that one of the ducks needed to be euthanised... she replied back instantly, asking me if I could do it.

Being the only guy in the vicinity (and the guy that had to assess the situation), I sort of knew that I'd have to do it.  I gently picked up the little guy and walked towards a certain street lamp that would give me some light as well as get me out of the view of the mom or any of her kids in case they woke up and came outside. Under the light I could see that the poor little thing had vertebrae coming out of his neck, and in even more detail I could see him struggling to move the little bits that he still had control of. Now, I'm from and in the south, but I didn't grow up on a farm or anything, so I did the best I could.

Still being gentle, I cradled the duck's breast, tucking my hand underneath him the same way a dude would hold a football if he were going for a touchdown. With my other hand, I arched my wrist back so that the duck's head was in my palm, it's bill just touching the underside of my wrist. With a firm grip, I twisted both of my arms as quickly and as powerfully as I could, breaking his neck with such force that it completely severed and left me with a slightly writhing body clutched under my left arm, and a little duck's head strongly clutched in my right hand... the neck hung from below my grip with muscles splayed and wet.

I rushed over to a nearby line of garbage cans, opened one with the hand holding the duck's head, and placed both portions of him into a cereal box that was sitting on top of one of the bags. I shut the garbage lid, went back to my apartment, walked passed the mom and my girl, took a shower, and never took acid again.

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That's one of the harshest things I've ever heard/read

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on May 11, 2007, 11:16:12 PM

A couple of years ago I saw a dead guy on the side of the freeway from a really bad car accident. I laughed histerically for about 20 mintutes at that . I did the same thing when my friends mom told me she heard on the news a dad told his son the were going to Disneyland, but instead he drenched him in gasoline and lit him on fire in his bed. Now he has severe scarring and is all fucked up. I was seriously on the floor laughing until I couldn't breath. I still can't help but think it's funny though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mentos on May 11, 2007, 11:28:33 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on May 11, 2007, 11:16:12 PM

A couple of years ago I saw a dead guy on the side of the freeway from a really bad car accident. I laughed histerically for about 20 mintutes at that . I did the same thing when my friends mom told me she heard on the news a dad told his son the were going to Disneyland, but instead he drenched him in gasoline and lit him on fire in his bed. Now he has severe scarring and is all fucked up. I was seriously on the floor laughing until I couldn't breath. I still can't help but think it's funny though.

Your a sick bastard that deserves to be shot. I now understand why you have roadkill pics from your myspace.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on May 11, 2007, 11:45:38 PM

Quote from: Mentos on May 11, 2007, 11:28:33 PM

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A couple of years ago I saw a dead guy on the side of the freeway from a really bad car accident. I laughed histerically for about 20 mintutes at that . I did the same thing when my friends mom told me she heard on the news a dad told his son the were going to Disneyland, but instead he drenched him in gasoline and lit him on fire in his bed. Now he has severe scarring and is all fucked up. I was seriously on the floor laughing until I couldn't breath. I still can't help but think it's funny though.

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Your a sick bastard that deserves to be shot. I now understand why you have roadkill pics from your myspace.

I must have some kind of sickness. I don't try to think it's funny, it just is to me for some reason.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Big Diamond on May 12, 2007, 11:31:29 AM

Quote from: sergio on December 03, 2006, 10:03:08 PM

i dig baile funk (or funk carioca) yet i cant understand portugese

So Sergio, are you Italian?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: defiantnate on May 12, 2007, 11:34:11 AM

Quote from: Gest on May 08, 2007, 08:56:33 PM

I for some reason hate when in relationships the guy or girl cheats on their sig. oth. when my friends are like "but yeah im like creaming this other chick too" i act all cool with it but it hurts the fuck out of me. this person trusts you with everything and you throw it away like that? fuck those kind of guys.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tag_king on May 12, 2007, 07:26:39 PM

cigarettebeer, you make me want to become a therapist, you need guidance young man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on May 12, 2007, 11:39:31 PM

Quote from: tag_king on May 12, 2007, 07:26:39 PM

cigarettebeer, you make me want to become a therapist, you need guidance young man.

I'm really a nice guy actually. I heard Brian Sumner used to have the same problem.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tehmizzark on May 13, 2007, 02:17:11 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on May 11, 2007, 11:45:38 PM

Quote from: Mentos on May 11, 2007, 11:28:33 PM

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A couple of years ago I saw a dead guy on the side of the freeway from a really bad car accident. I laughed histerically for about 20 mintutes at that . I did the same thing when my friends mom told me she heard on the news a dad told his son the were going to Disneyland, but instead he drenched him in gasoline and lit him on fire in his bed. Now he has severe scarring and is all fucked up. I was seriously on the floor laughing until I couldn't breath. I still can't help but think it's funny though.

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Your a sick bastard that deserves to be shot. I now understand why you have roadkill pics from your myspace.

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I must have some kind of sickness. I don't try to think it's funny, it just is to me for some reason.

I bet it'd be a real riot if you lit yourself on fire!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: able on May 13, 2007, 11:47:06 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on May 12, 2007, 11:39:31 PM

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cigarettebeer, you make me want to become a therapist, you need guidance young man.

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I'm really a nice guy actually. I heard Brian Sumner used to have the same problem.

Dude, you're on post number 666!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on May 14, 2007, 06:16:21 PM

i just looked over my shoulder and saw something green on it. i look closely and there is a inch worm on me and i got scared and started hitting it with a screwdriver

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stand and Deliver on May 14, 2007, 06:18:47 PM

Did you hurt yourself?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on May 14, 2007, 06:22:47 PM

no but i am now paranoid and scratching every little itch

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergio on May 14, 2007, 10:31:14 PM

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i dig baile funk (or funk carioca) yet i cant understand portugese

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So Sergio, are you Italian?

hahahaha. i am colombian

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: travisbickle on May 15, 2007, 12:56:42 PM

-i once was on a trip with my friend and his mother to help her with interior decorating in mississippi or some shit. me and my friend were working on this house that had yet to be occupied but the water ran. i really needed to take a shit, like extremely bad, so i hopped on one of the toilets without even thinking that there wasn't going to be toilet paper.  i started shit and looked for it but of course it wasnt there, all there was around was that bubble wrap you find in boxed up packages...i whiped my ass with it and everytime i whiped the bubbles popped. also, it wouldn't flush so i hid it in the sink's cabinet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on May 15, 2007, 01:58:12 PM

-you sound like a total dumbass

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: travisbickle on May 15, 2007, 02:02:42 PM

hahaha.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on May 15, 2007, 05:04:07 PM

hahah i made you edit your post

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on May 15, 2007, 06:04:29 PM

- signed up on a dating site =\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stand and Deliver on May 15, 2007, 08:06:47 PM

^^^^ I've done that a couple of times.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 89-90pistons on May 15, 2007, 09:02:06 PM

and i feel gay about beeing on myspace.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: big sexy on May 16, 2007, 02:31:34 PM

-i really tried drinkin my own semen
-im addicted to meth
-my favorite band is the goo goo dolls
-when i was young one of my neighbors sexually abused me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on May 16, 2007, 05:25:55 PM

Quote from: travisbickle on May 15, 2007, 12:56:42 PM

-i once was on a trip with my friend and his mother to help her with interior decorating in mississippi or some shit. me and my friend were working on this house that had yet to be occupied but the water ran. i really needed to take a shit, like extremely bad, so i hopped on one of the toilets without even thinking that there wasn't going to be toilet paper.  i started shit and looked for it but of course it wasnt there, all there was around was that bubble wrap you find in boxed up packages...i whiped my ass with it and everytime i whiped the bubbles popped. also, it wouldn't flush so i hid it in the sink's cabinet.

Hahaha that was an amazing story if I ever heard one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tag_king on May 17, 2007, 03:43:48 PM

Quote from: big sexy on May 16, 2007, 02:31:34 PM

-i really tried drinkin my own semen
-im addicted to meth
-my favorite band is the goo goo dolls
-when i was young one of my neighbors sexually abused me

good ones.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on May 17, 2007, 03:46:40 PM

I'm right handed but I use my left hand to jack off. The right one just feels weird.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SLUTBALL on May 17, 2007, 03:59:52 PM

i was the one who farted

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on May 18, 2007, 09:17:23 AM

i really really really dont like the big lebowski

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on May 18, 2007, 09:20:36 AM

me neither, that movie is annoying as fuck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: greg on May 18, 2007, 12:52:41 PM

Quote from: big sexy on May 16, 2007, 02:31:34 PM

-i really tried drinkin my own semen
-im addicted to meth
-my favorite band is the goo goo dolls
-when i was young one of my neighbors sexually abused me

gold

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergio on May 18, 2007, 08:12:29 PM

Quote from: tony cox hox on May 18, 2007, 09:17:23 AM

i really really really dont like the big lebowski

i still have not seen the big lebowski. truth

i cried while watching the last emperor in theaters

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WILL on May 21, 2007, 09:43:54 PM

i didnt land the front feeble in SBC.
i pretty much have to land primo on a fluke to make me commit to a flip trick down somethin, till the point i dont give a fuck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on May 21, 2007, 09:55:56 PM

WOW damn will those were crazy confessions dewd  ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) x forever

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stagefright on May 21, 2007, 10:15:40 PM

s town holla's new account

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on May 21, 2007, 10:34:43 PM

might as well be

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: FuckNameLock on May 21, 2007, 11:00:10 PM

the first couple pages pretty much some me up completely

wont be bothered to read the rest thoe

one thing im pissed about thoe is when people ask me to go to the bar/ parties i always say sure then never show.. im a fuckin asshole and i hate it

i talk behined everyones back (except family, other than that there are no exceptions)

i expect people to be thankfull for everything i do.. and when it doesnt happen i get pissed off

i dont really mind ronsons style... just badmouthed it to get on the bandwagon and realized how much of a douchebag i was after

im starting to think i skate because i want to be better than everyone else... and if thats the case im going to punch myself in the face

like everyone else there is a bit of racism in me.. not openly and i dont mean it.. but when i think stupid shit like stupid chink or whatever i feel like the asshole that i am

i expect to hook up with the best looking women in the room, which is why ive been single for so long

ive tried to steal good friends girls on more than one occasion

im an asshole

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on May 22, 2007, 05:58:30 PM

Quote from: FuckNameLock on May 21, 2007, 11:00:10 PM

one thing im pissed about thoe is when people ask me to go to the bar/ parties i always say sure then never show.. im a fuckin asshole and i hate it

yep, but it doesnt really piss me off, just makes me glad that im not there

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on May 22, 2007, 08:36:16 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on May 17, 2007, 03:46:40 PM

I'm right handed but I use my left hand to jack off. The right one just feels weird.

Same.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sebastian toombs on May 24, 2007, 08:23:13 PM

"are you feeling sinister"?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: simie on May 25, 2007, 08:36:35 AM

This thread is very good. It took me about an hour and half to read last night but I read it all. It has made me think about a lot of things. A lot of things, especially in the first few pages relate to me and I'm quite surprised a lot of other people are in the same position or whatever, weird.

Maybe nobody gives a shit about what I have to say but it's fine, I have been lurking these boards for years but never really posted, here's mine anyway...

I am sometimes embarrased to be a skateboarder, and regret starting sometimes. From the ages of 10-16 I had absolutely nothing going on in my life whatsoever besides skateboarding. It was the only thing I really gave a shit about. Just before I turned 17 (last september) I started going to the pubs and whatnot so I kinda started having a "social life" outside skateboarding. It was really cool at first, you'd see all the people you used to go to school with (left when I was 16) and catch up with them. A lot of people would come up to me and be like "Yo, I still see you skate sometimes, that's pretty cool you've stuck it out so long" and I get kinda stoked on that. Other people are like "isn't that what you do when you're about 13?!" and other people are just dicks about it. I wouldn't have said I was an "outcast" at school but a lot of people wouldnt talk to me pretty much purely for the fact I was a skateboarder. Lame. I'm kinda over the pub now, same people, every week, same conversations etc., bored of it.

There are maybe 7-10 people in my life I can truly say I care about, not including my family. I think the Bob Dylan lyric "All these people we used to know, they're an illusion to me now" applies to me. All these people I was at school at, all my work colleagues etc., they act like they are my best friends but when I hopefully move on in my life in a few years time, I won't really remember or truly care about them.

I don't have a lot of confidence around girls. This is where the "I had nothing in my life but skateboarding" comes in. I didn't really do a lot with my life through these ages, and these are the ages where you kinda start to "experiment" with girls and other things teenagers generally do. I do think I have missed out on some things in life due to skateboarding. I have had some good, infact, fucking amazing times due to skateboarding but I often wonder, "what if..." I am in a position at the moment where I would love to be in a relationship with one of my best friends, but if I tried to make a move, I'd be scared incase she knocked me back or thought less of me. I have been in this position since about last October. It's really, really shit. Whoever said they were single for so long because they always thought they were gonna hook up with the best girl in the bar, that is completely me. I think way too high of myself. This applies to skateboarding as when I get filmed now and again, if I don't land it bolts, it's SHIT. It's not really, and I don't even mind other people landing tricks sketchy or that, but if I do it, then to me it's shit. I just think way too much about everything.

I am pretty lazy. I know teenagers have a tendancy to be lazy or that but I am pretty lazy. I don't have a lot of motivation to much things. I filmed my cousins waiting on the 30th of December last year, kinda as a favour, and I still haven't finished editing it together, because I can not be arsed/have no motivation to do it. That was 5 months ago almost. I feel kinda bad about it and I keep telling myself I need to do it but when it comes to actually doing it, I just think, fuck it, I will tomorrow. The motivation thing comes in with skateboarding too. I go skateboarding near enough everyday it is dry, but I just do the same tricks over and over, the ones I am most comfortable with. Without being bigheaded, I reckon I could have the ability to be quite good at skateboarding, but I just can not be fucked. I will try a new trick once, and think, shit, that was hard, we'll go back to the ones I can do without much effort.

I generally don't tell lies, but for some reason when I am talking to somebody about religion (once in a blue moon), I always tell them I am agnostic, whereas I think I do believe in God. I am not too sure why I do this actually, I'm not too clued up about religion.

I feel pretty guilty about my mam. My dad works 3 on, 3 off in Egypt and my brother is away at university so it is just me and her in the house usually. I work 7.30am - 4.30pm and when I come home, I'll say hello and just come straight on the computer. When my dinner is ready, we will sat and chat for about 5-10 minutes maybe and once that's over, I'll either go out skateboarding if the weather permits, or if not, just sit on the computer all night, then to my bed. She must feel pretty lonely sometimes, and I feel so guilty of not making the effort to be around her. I think my parents think I do not appreciate them or the things they do for me, and deep down I do, but I just don't know how to show it, and this probably comes across as pretty stubborn. They bought me my first car about 4 months ago, and seriously, I was stoked, but I think they thought I not really thankful. If I ever want to buy something, say worth a few hundred quid, they will loan me it usually no problem. They know they will get their money back and I always fully pay them back, but I know a lot of other kids whose parents wouldn't do that for them. She will put off her plans to stay in if I have something coming in the post.  My mam is usually so good to me, and I don't know how to be thankful. I am, just don't know how to show it.

This might come across as really lame, but I didn't know what "Karma" was until watching My Name Is Earl. I wouldn't say I believe in "Karma" or whatever I'm supposed to call it, but definitely "what comes around goes around." This started one night I was, yes, skateboarding and we were about leave the spot. My friend said to me "Yeah, so are you ready to go?" and I was like "Yeah, wait till this guy falls on his face." He actually did the next try on whatever trick he was doing I laughed. I think we were heading for this takeaway place for some food and I always ollie this little curb cut thing everytime on the way. I fell on my chin, luckily I managed to laugh it off but since then, if I ever speak shit on anybody, even if it's in my head, I will instantly regret it. I suppose it is making me a slightly better person...

I dislike people who are always negative, but I'm usually pretty negative myself. I try my hardest not to be judgemental, but sometimes, I just can't help it. You know when you see somebody and just think "He MUST be a prick"? I do this all the time.

I do dumb things everyday, like pull really stupid faces, speak to myself etc. to keep myself sane. This might not have made any sense whatsoever, but it does to me.

I really oppose change. I like things the way they are most of the time, but there are many things I would like to change about myself.

I think I've said enough now...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: donnie_murdo on May 25, 2007, 08:49:31 AM

hey Simie, i have to admit i didn't read all that as i'm working, BUT, speak to your Mum, watch some TV with her, like whatever Channel 4 is showing about 8-8.30, she'll appreciate it, it's mostly things like Grand Designs or that thing about being naked, but she'll be stoked, i lived alone with my Mum when i was your age, totally hang out with her, she's a mate as well as your Mum, speaking to her and just letting her know how you feel (not in a crap way) will make her stoked on you and let her know your ok - honesly speak to someone for more than 10 minutes a day about something they're interested in is worth it.

As for girls, seriously drinking will sort that out, dont' ever think you're going to hook up with chicks just speak to them normally, a "hiya, how's it going" at the bar while waitign to get served will go alot further than you can imagine, but don't hit on girls, that wreaks of desperation, just mellow, "hiya's" will hook you up, if you expect nothing the worst that can happen is nothing, be cool and you will end up hooking up, also if there's chick you like and you just say hiya to them at the bar, and go there every week, you'll become familiar, and then well you're on a winner.

Just remember MELLOW is the key !

As for being lazy, fuck man motivation is a bitch, just fucking do it, self motivation is pretty hard, but pull the finger out and you'll be stoked, people will be stoked on you if you do shit for them, you just have to do it, don't waste time, you'll regret it, times something you'll never get back, wastiing it on the internet is shit, (i'm workign so i can justify it, and i've got a fractured foot) but just get on it !!!!

I can't wait to get down the park soon !

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tag_king on May 25, 2007, 10:30:08 AM

I treat my girlfriend like shit.. well not shit, just don't give her the credit she deserves.. but in doing so she is great to me. But then when ever I turn a new leaf and decide to just be a good boyfriend she does the same thing, and I think about how much I love her. The only time  I am truely content is when I am not treating her as well as I should be. I suppose its not really a confession though, because it just goes to show how girls really do like to be treated terribly.. as sad as that sounds, it's true.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on May 25, 2007, 10:44:44 AM

Quote from: tag_king on May 25, 2007, 10:30:08 AM

I treat my girlfriend like shit.. well not shit, just don't give her the credit she deserves.. but in doing so she is great to me. But then when ever I turn a new leaf and decide to just be a good boyfriend she does the same thing, and I think about how much I love her. The only time  I am truely content is when I am not treating her as well as I should be. I suppose its not really a confession though, because it just goes to show how girls really do like to be treated terribly.. as sad as that sounds, it's true.

Yeah it's weird. All my girlfriends were nicer when I was being a dick and not paying attention to them. But when you're really nice and trying to do things for them they become a spoiled bitch and take advantage of you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: simie on May 25, 2007, 11:20:59 AM

Thanks donnie. Will take some of that on board. I wrote quite a lot there but I couldn't sleep last night and just thought about shit so I guess I just wrote it all out there.

Hopefully see you down the park sometime when the foot is better..!  :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sfa on May 25, 2007, 01:13:41 PM

i met this girl at a bright eyes show last night and she has cowabunga tattoo'd on her ass along with all 4 ninja turtles.

i want to have sex with her, and ive spent the day hunting her down on myspace.

i feel creepy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on May 25, 2007, 01:26:42 PM

hahaha!  I think we're all guilty of a creepy myspace stalk or two ...(or ten....)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on May 25, 2007, 02:48:13 PM

i am meeting a girl from myspace tomorrow making that the third time i have done this

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on May 26, 2007, 12:00:13 AM

I met a mormon girl from myspace and took her virginity. I went to a bbq at her parents house and her dad was a huge bald alien looking guy trying to get me to come to a mormon meeting. She eventually got kicked out of her house for dating me. Oh and I got her drunk for the first time. But she was from Brazil and her arm pits always smelled so I was over it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sebastian toombs on May 26, 2007, 11:33:04 AM

Quote from: simie on May 25, 2007, 11:20:59 AM

Thanks donnie. Will take some of that on board. I wrote quite a lot there but I couldn't sleep last night and just thought about shit so I guess I just wrote it all out there.

Hopefully see you down the park sometime when the foot is better..!  :)

find a nice restaurant (not fancy, but nice), say "mum lets go check that place out," and then make it your treat.   im in ontario and all my family and friends, except for my girl, are back in bc, and whenever i go there the first thing i do is take my mum out for lunch or dinner or something.   i literally have to drag her because shes all keen to make food for me...    i feel bad because my mom and dad are kind of by themselves now, with me on the other side of the country and my brother and his wife now living in the BC interior.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter on May 26, 2007, 11:53:21 AM

I bought a board at west 49 once because my local shop was closed

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergio on May 26, 2007, 02:09:25 PM

Quote from: Peter on May 26, 2007, 11:53:21 AM

I bought a board at west 49 once because my local shop was closed

on the skate confession tip. i skated with a pair of these. no shame

(http://www.kateskates.co.uk/pics/images/KatesKates/OsirisD32001BlackRedLarge.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beefheart on May 27, 2007, 10:33:09 AM

i never really liked harold hunter's skating.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on May 27, 2007, 01:17:19 PM

a lot of people didn't like his skating

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on May 27, 2007, 02:38:02 PM

Quote from: the king of r&b on May 27, 2007, 01:17:19 PM

a lot of people didn't like his skating

until he passed away

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on May 27, 2007, 02:56:25 PM

alot still dont

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: damian on May 28, 2007, 01:58:10 AM

Quote from: tag_king on May 25, 2007, 10:30:08 AM

I treat my girlfriend like shit.. well not shit, just don't give her the credit she deserves.. but in doing so she is great to me. But then when ever I turn a new leaf and decide to just be a good boyfriend she does the same thing, and I think about how much I love her. The only time  I am truely content is when I am not treating her as well as I should be. I suppose its not really a confession though, because it just goes to show how girls really do like to be treated terribly.. as sad as that sounds, it's true.

yo tag_king, the blue jays aren't doing as bad as the yankees, if they sweep them in the upcoming series, they'd be 3 1/2 games up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beefheart on May 28, 2007, 04:54:29 PM

Quote from: quasimodo on May 27, 2007, 02:38:02 PM

Quote from: the king of r&b on May 27, 2007, 01:17:19 PM

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a lot of people didn't like his skating

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until he passed away

exactly man. like i saw him on skate maps a few years ago and i just thought "well he seems like a cool guy but his skating is so ugly"
then he died and everybody started praising his skills.
dude was real though.

confession: i treat my woman like shit and she treats me well in return. but we both have shitty attitudes so we balance each other out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wooderson on May 28, 2007, 06:25:13 PM

alot of girls have been interested in me, but up until recently ive ignored them, not talked to them, and then later i regret it and get kindof pissed off and a little anxious. then you try to talk to them again and there not into you as much, and you really have to make an effort. so stupid

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: john on May 28, 2007, 09:18:58 PM

Quote from: Wooderson on May 28, 2007, 06:25:13 PM

alot of girls have been interested in me, but up until recently ive ignored them, not talked to them, and then later i regret it and get kindof pissed off and a little anxious. then you try to talk to them again and there not into you as much, and you really have to make an effort. so stupid

word.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on May 29, 2007, 06:44:56 AM

meeting girls sucks especially when they are hot and awesome and you are lame so you didn't get the digits and you will probably never see them again

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rob. on May 29, 2007, 07:28:39 AM

(http://www.alarmingproducts.com/pics/AlarmingSeveredFingerSet.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: E.l.G on May 29, 2007, 12:58:43 PM

Quote from: john on May 28, 2007, 09:18:58 PM

Quote from: Wooderson on May 28, 2007, 06:25:13 PM

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alot of girls have been interested in me, but up until recently ive ignored them, not talked to them, and then later i regret it and get kindof pissed off and a little anxious. then you try to talk to them again and there not into you as much, and you really have to make an effort. so stupid

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word.

I would have to say word also. Oh well, not much you can do about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wooderson on May 29, 2007, 02:05:17 PM

i get kindof mournful about it after awhile too. the best thing to do is just  skate though

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on May 29, 2007, 03:37:48 PM

last night i dreamed i was riding a fixie and i liked it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on May 29, 2007, 03:50:35 PM

Quote from: quasimodo on May 29, 2007, 03:37:48 PM

last night i dreamed i was riding a fixie and i liked it.

i rode a fixie today and it was kind of cool. i wouldn't go out and ride one everyday because they're kind of hard to ride

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on May 29, 2007, 03:57:23 PM

i rode one and i thought it was dumb as fuck.  coasting is the best part of riding a bike.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on May 29, 2007, 04:38:39 PM

i'd build one, but i have other bike shit happening that is more important at the moment. it's just a bike though, i don't see how people get SO caught up in that shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dangerdoom on May 29, 2007, 09:58:44 PM

I bite my nails pretty bad. I've tried to stop so many times, but I just always go back to it.

I've had D3's too...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: urujuay on May 30, 2007, 12:40:03 PM

Quote from: the king of r&b on May 29, 2007, 03:57:23 PM

i rode one and i thought it was dumb as fuck.  coasting is the best part of riding a bike.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tag_king on May 30, 2007, 01:40:21 PM

Quote from: damian one-ism on May 28, 2007, 01:58:10 AM

Quote from: tag_king on May 25, 2007, 10:30:08 AM

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I treat my girlfriend like shit.. well not shit, just don't give her the credit she deserves.. but in doing so she is great to me. But then when ever I turn a new leaf and decide to just be a good boyfriend she does the same thing, and I think about how much I love her. The only time  I am truely content is when I am not treating her as well as I should be. I suppose its not really a confession though, because it just goes to show how girls really do like to be treated terribly.. as sad as that sounds, it's true.

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yo tag_king, the blue jays aren't doing as bad as the yankees, if they sweep them in the upcoming series, they'd be 3 1/2 games up.

yah I haven't lost hope.. and even if the jays arent doing great, better then the yankees is better then nothing.. plus doing it with a homeplate steal is always nice..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 03harriso on May 30, 2007, 02:36:09 PM

Im 18 and like to look lick my 12 year old brothers shitter. it tastes really good!!!!!11!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on May 30, 2007, 07:54:07 PM

lol how big are your wide leggers? you into ur mom jokes too eh yah?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sfa on May 31, 2007, 09:28:48 AM

Quote from: tag_king on May 30, 2007, 01:40:21 PM

Quote from: damian one-ism on May 28, 2007, 01:58:10 AM

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Quote from: tag_king on May 25, 2007, 10:30:08 AM

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I treat my girlfriend like shit.. well not shit, just don't give her the credit she deserves.. but in doing so she is great to me. But then when ever I turn a new leaf and decide to just be a good boyfriend she does the same thing, and I think about how much I love her. The only time  I am truely content is when I am not treating her as well as I should be. I suppose its not really a confession though, because it just goes to show how girls really do like to be treated terribly.. as sad as that sounds, it's true.

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yo tag_king, the blue jays aren't doing as bad as the yankees, if they sweep them in the upcoming series, they'd be 3 1/2 games up.

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yah I haven't lost hope.. and even if the jays arent doing great, better then the yankees is better then nothing.. plus doing it with a homeplate steal is always nice..

RED SOX BITCH!!!!!!! YOOOOOOOKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!! 22 GAME HIT STREAK!!

THE AL EAST IS OURS BITCHES!!!!!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: coolio on May 31, 2007, 07:11:58 PM

i want to quit masturbating daily, but i cant...and im in a relationship

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on May 31, 2007, 07:26:09 PM

Quote from: sfa on May 31, 2007, 09:28:48 AM

Quote from: tag_king on May 30, 2007, 01:40:21 PM

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Quote from: damian one-ism on May 28, 2007, 01:58:10 AM

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Quote from: tag_king on May 25, 2007, 10:30:08 AM

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I treat my girlfriend like shit.. well not shit, just don't give her the credit she deserves.. but in doing so she is great to me. But then when ever I turn a new leaf and decide to just be a good boyfriend she does the same thing, and I think about how much I love her. The only time  I am truely content is when I am not treating her as well as I should be. I suppose its not really a confession though, because it just goes to show how girls really do like to be treated terribly.. as sad as that sounds, it's true.

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yo tag_king, the blue jays aren't doing as bad as the yankees, if they sweep them in the upcoming series, they'd be 3 1/2 games up.

[close]

yah I haven't lost hope.. and even if the jays arent doing great, better then the yankees is better then nothing.. plus doing it with a homeplate steal is always nice..

[close]

RED SOX BITCH!!!!!!! YOOOOOOOKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!! 22 GAME HIT STREAK!!

THE AL EAST IS OURS BITCHES!!!!!!!

wicked soopa kick ass guy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: greg on June 01, 2007, 05:49:25 AM

goddammit people, way to ruin the topic. 

this is supposed to be REAL confessions, suspect behavior, not some little internet portal where you can bitch about how much your life sucks

fucking fags, goddammit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mailroomstar on June 01, 2007, 06:57:45 PM

My girlfriend has herpes and i don't fucking care because i love her, we've been having sex constantly for a long time and i haven't gotten it (blood work confirmed) so fuck it.  Feels good to type that because none of my friends know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stand and Deliver on June 01, 2007, 07:03:12 PM

^^^^ Proper confession.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on June 01, 2007, 08:01:33 PM

Quote from: mailroomstar on June 01, 2007, 06:57:45 PM

My girlfriend has herpes and i don't fucking care because i love her, we've been having sex constantly for a long time and i haven't gotten it (blood work confirmed) so fuck it.  Feels good to type that because none of my friends know.

so long as she's on the valtrex you're probably gold

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 89-90pistons on June 03, 2007, 10:20:20 PM

highway to the danger zone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vic-film on June 04, 2007, 11:06:18 PM

sometimes i listen to pop music that is probably on the top 100

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Chas on June 04, 2007, 11:21:53 PM

Quote from: mailroomstar on June 01, 2007, 06:57:45 PM

My girlfriend has herpes and i don't fucking care because i love her, we've been having sex constantly for a long time and i haven't gotten it (blood work confirmed) so fuck it.  Feels good to type that because none of my friends know.

yeah good one alex, you thought we wouldn't find out, we're your friends we know everything dude

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: imsocool!!! on June 04, 2007, 11:48:36 PM

sometimes i listen to rap/pop stuff and  i have a thing at my school to check your grades at home and i never told my parents and its been 3 years and im almost in highschool and if i don't pass i can't go to highschool and im faling like every class even pe

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stagefright on June 04, 2007, 11:51:56 PM

remember when slap was taken over by high school kids? now they give way to elementary schoolers...braeley skate, tiredofitall, kev, jordan webber, gest are all under 13, and post accordingly

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gest on June 04, 2007, 11:57:31 PM

Quote from: stagefright on June 04, 2007, 11:51:56 PM

remember when slap was taken over by high school kids? now they give way to elementary schoolers...braeley skate, tiredofitall, kev, jordan webber, gest are all under 13, and post accordingly

oh yeah im 13 doi!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: imsocool!!! on June 05, 2007, 12:22:39 AM

yea im above all the rest im 14 yea son wait let me be cool fuck dude your a fucking faggot im 14 dumbass

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: isaac on June 05, 2007, 12:44:22 AM

i truely don't give a fuck about El Toro.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mailroomstar on June 05, 2007, 09:50:47 AM

Quote from: Chas on June 04, 2007, 11:21:53 PM

Quote from: mailroomstar on June 01, 2007, 06:57:45 PM

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My girlfriend has herpes and i don't fucking care because i love her, we've been having sex constantly for a long time and i haven't gotten it (blood work confirmed) so fuck it.  Feels good to type that because none of my friends know.

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yeah good one alex, you thought we wouldn't find out, we're your friends we know everything dude

hah... that's some good myspace sleuthing... dick
but seriously, can't the sanctity of the confession thread be respected?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sweets on June 05, 2007, 12:33:59 PM

Quote from: randozzi on June 05, 2007, 12:44:22 AM

i truely don't give a fuck about El Toro.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wooderson on June 05, 2007, 03:19:41 PM

i love skateboarding all the time, but sometimes i wish i was one of those douchebags who hangs out with hot girls and parties every week

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stand and Deliver on June 05, 2007, 03:33:20 PM

Quote from: tiredofitall on June 04, 2007, 11:48:36 PM

i have a thing at my school to check your grades at home and i never told my parents and its been 3 years and im almost in highschool and if i don't pass i can't go to highschool and im faling like every class even pe

How about you focus your account and go fucking study?  Because you really have to be some sort of new level person to fail elementary junior high.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: YuNg MaNo on June 05, 2007, 05:18:56 PM

I failed 9th grade

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bentmode on June 05, 2007, 06:22:15 PM

Quote from: Stand and Deliver on June 05, 2007, 03:33:20 PM

Quote from: tiredofitall on June 04, 2007, 11:48:36 PM

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i have a thing at my school to check your grades at home and i never told my parents and its been 3 years and im almost in highschool and if i don't pass i can't go to highschool and im faling like every class even pe

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How about you focus your account and go fucking study?  Because you really have to be some sort of new level person to fail elementary junior high.

to be fair, i barley passed junior high, but then again i didnt apply my self and had to hear about it all the time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stand and Deliver on June 05, 2007, 06:25:20 PM

That's a bummer.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on June 05, 2007, 08:46:49 PM

Quote from: mailroomstar on June 05, 2007, 09:50:47 AM

Quote from: Chas on June 04, 2007, 11:21:53 PM

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Quote from: mailroomstar on June 01, 2007, 06:57:45 PM

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My girlfriend has herpes and i don't fucking care because i love her, we've been having sex constantly for a long time and i haven't gotten it (blood work confirmed) so fuck it.  Feels good to type that because none of my friends know.

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yeah good one alex, you thought we wouldn't find out, we're your friends we know everything dude

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hah... that's some good myspace sleuthing... dick
but seriously, can't the sanctity of the confession thread be respected?

lifestyle hammer

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Useful Idiot on June 05, 2007, 08:56:44 PM

"he doesn't apply himself"

that has echoed through my life from teachers, family, friends, etc. Bad thing is now I'm finding out it's true.

Marty McFly syndrome? *shrugs*


ps: I hate going to spots where I can't even do one trick

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gest on June 05, 2007, 10:12:17 PM

Quote from: iwishilivedinfinla on June 05, 2007, 09:19:28 PM

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but sometimes i wish i was one of those douchebags who hangs out with hot girls and parties every week

[close]

Every now and then I'll ponder the same thing, but it definitely is lame as fuck.

were you that dude who did that natrual-koncept-esque roofdrop?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silverstar215 on June 05, 2007, 10:23:48 PM

i tell my parents ill stay out of north philly but thats usually the only place i end up skating.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sweets on June 05, 2007, 10:27:59 PM

Quote from: silverstar215 on June 05, 2007, 10:23:48 PM

i tell my parents ill stay out of north philly but thats usually the only place i end up skating.

Seems like West Philly is worse these days anyway. I did the same shit when I was a kid.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: imsocool!!! on June 05, 2007, 10:58:36 PM

Quote from: bentmode on June 05, 2007, 06:22:15 PM

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i have a thing at my school to check your grades at home and i never told my parents and its been 3 years and im almost in highschool and if i don't pass i can't go to highschool and im faling like every class even pe

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How about you focus your account and go fucking study?  Because you really have to be some sort of new level person to fail elementary junior high.

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to be fair, i barley passed junior high, but then again i didnt apply my self and had to hear about it all the time.

yea same i just don't try and once you miss one thing u get bihind so much it sucks pretty bad even if u have a d+ u don't pass last time i passed by .02 percent it was the best

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vitunvesa on June 06, 2007, 10:53:31 PM

I jerked off everyday after school in the woods when I was about 8years old
I jerked off in the chairlift when I was 20years old

thanks for sharing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on June 06, 2007, 11:47:24 PM

Quote from: vitunvesa on June 06, 2007, 10:53:31 PM

I jerked off everyday after school in the woods when I was about 8years old

did you cum?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: imsocool!!! on June 07, 2007, 12:17:52 AM

Quote from: vitunvesa on June 06, 2007, 10:53:31 PM

I jerked off everyday after school in the woods when I was about 8years old
I jerked off in the chairlift when I was 20years old

thanks for sharing.

a little to early if u ask me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: plastic bench nerd on June 07, 2007, 02:03:21 AM

like greg said a few pages back, thus ehread is becoming trash, except for the jerking off in the woods confesion.....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vitunvesa on June 07, 2007, 04:24:11 AM

Quote from: the king of r&b on June 06, 2007, 11:47:24 PM

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I jerked off everyday after school in the woods when I was about 8years old

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did you cum?

hmm. not sure but I guess I didn't 'cause I remember that the first times I wanked I didn't 'cum' at all. Like I got the orgasm but didn't ejaculate at all

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vitunvesa on June 07, 2007, 04:33:28 AM

Quote from: tiredofitall on June 07, 2007, 12:17:52 AM

Quote from: vitunvesa on June 06, 2007, 10:53:31 PM

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I jerked off everyday after school in the woods when I was about 8years old
I jerked off in the chairlift when I was 20years old

thanks for sharing.

[close]

a little to early if u ask me

I was just a little jolly wanker laying in the woods back then...I don't know when other guys started doing that shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: urujuay on June 07, 2007, 06:25:32 PM

Quote from: the king of r&b on June 06, 2007, 11:47:24 PM

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I jerked off everyday after school in the woods when I was about 8years old

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did you cum?

that was the best post ever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: urujuay on June 07, 2007, 06:28:13 PM

Quote from: Gest on June 05, 2007, 10:12:17 PM

Quote from: iwishilivedinfinla on June 05, 2007, 09:19:28 PM

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Quote from: Wooderson on June 05, 2007, 03:19:41 PM

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but sometimes i wish i was one of those douchebags who hangs out with hot girls and parties every week

[close]

Every now and then I'll ponder the same thing, but it definitely is lame as fuck.

[close]

natrual-koncept-esque

i hope you don't talk like that in real life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: diegomenendez on June 07, 2007, 09:43:09 PM

My dad drove my sister, her friend, my girlfriend and I to some museum about 4 hours from my place (we left at like 5am, so we brought blankes and pillows).

So me and the girl are in the back row of his van, just chillin layin down. I finger her, she sucks my dick, then we fucked.

My sisters friend would peek over her seat and we would just freeze, then continue. One of the most awkward sex escapades I've had, very...VERY quiet sex.

Dad asked me today what my funniest jack off story was, I just told him I banged the girl in the back of his van while he was driving

Dad said nice

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: akimpy0b on June 07, 2007, 10:04:39 PM

Quote from: Jackson on June 07, 2007, 09:43:09 PM

My dad drove my sister, her friend, my girlfriend and I to some museum about 4 hours from my place (we left at like 5am, so we brought blankes and pillows).

So me and the girl are in the back row of his van, just chillin layin down. I finger her, she sucks my dick, then we fucked.

My sisters friend would peek over her seat and we would just freeze, then continue. One of the most awkward sex escapades I've had, very...VERY quiet sex.

Dad asked me today what my funniest jack off story was, I just told him I banged the girl in the back of his van while he was driving

Dad said nice

reading that story while looking at phillip  banks was pretty funny.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wuust on June 08, 2007, 03:44:07 AM

sometimes when i go out to skate, i think i'm so good but actually i m not

i really can't stand younger kids that are better than me, except a few,but still

after sex/masturbation i have no intrest in girls what so ever, even the cuddling after.. all i can think of is skating then

skated for ten years and have yet to drop in on vert, i did the roll in this year though

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sleeping. on June 09, 2007, 03:33:06 AM

my confession is that i'm not comfortable with the idea of expressing my flaws to anyone, including the slap message boards.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on June 09, 2007, 07:03:36 AM

Quote from: vitunvesa on June 06, 2007, 10:53:31 PM

I was just a little jolly wanker laying in the woods back then...

 you must have looked really cute and cool

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: The Slap Poster Formerly Known As Shughe on June 14, 2007, 11:20:43 AM

-i want to be sponsored

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter on June 14, 2007, 03:21:54 PM

Quote from: The Slap Poster Formerly Known As Shughe on June 14, 2007, 11:20:43 AM

-i want to be sponsored

sometimes i want to send my shop a tape or something, just because i'm sick of paying full price for boards.
but after supporting the local shop for a few years, the owner has started to give me 20% off most stuff in the store, so that's just as good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beefheart on June 14, 2007, 08:27:25 PM

i ditch my girlfriend/sex to skate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on June 16, 2007, 06:10:46 AM

Quote from: Jackson on June 07, 2007, 09:43:09 PM

My dad drove my sister, her friend, my girlfriend and I to some museum about 4 hours from my place (we left at like 5am, so we brought blankes and pillows).

So me and the girl are in the back row of his van, just chillin layin down. I finger her, she sucks my dick, then we fucked.

My sisters friend would peek over her seat and we would just freeze, then continue. One of the most awkward sex escapades I've had, very...VERY quiet sex.

Dad asked me today what my funniest jack off story was, I just told him I banged the girl in the back of his van while he was driving

Dad said nice

Are u the gunman?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sfa on June 16, 2007, 10:07:58 AM

i turned 30 today.

and let me tell you,

any one bitching about it is a pussy.

thats not a confession, but i felt like saying it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: H8R on June 16, 2007, 12:44:44 PM

^happy birthday fellow gemini!  :)


heres some of mine...

i don't like having pets.  i used to have this pet goldfish, he was my best friend, then he died, it totally sucked.  no pets for me.

i've never gone surfing or snowboarding but those are the 2 things i swore i'd do before i die.

i can swim but i've been afraid of going into the ocean since i saw JAWS when i was a kid...and i grew up around coney island.  since then i've never gone any deeper than waist level.

i fear all bugs and most animals but i love watching the discovery channel.

i've been skating on and off for two decades and i still can't do a treflip...someone please shoot me.

i'm the worst boyfriend any girl can have.  i'm in my 30's and my longest relationship has yet to surpass 1 year.  i try to be thoughtful but forget anything thats considered important to a woman. 

i like that TV show extreme makeover home edition even though every epiosde is a tear jerker.

i used to be a drug addict.  nothing crazy like heroin or crack but coke, weed, mesc, acid were my drugs of choice and in copious amounts, and also alcohol and cigarettes.  i even went as far as to sort the "reds" out of a contact capsule(cold medicine) because i was jonesing and was told it was supposed to be speed.  now i smoke some weed here and there, drink beer, but quit smoking cigs and the rest of the drugs. 

i like porn a lot but i don't think thats a confession so much as given.     
   
i like chicks who can squirt when they cum.  i've only been with one and i let her bust her load on my face and loved it.  it was awesome. 
   
i love skating but i hate where its been and where its going.  it use to be an activity for outcasts, for people who didn't fit in.  now its totally jocked out and mainstream and i hate being a part of it.

i'm bitter about not ever going anywhere with skateboarding.  i killed everything in front of me up until i was 15 or so, then i traded it all away for sex and drugs, plus my parents hating it didn't help.  i did eventually find my way back to it so i guess its a good thing.

i've had sex with numerous women without using a condom and i've only been tested twice in my life.  i try rocking the hat many a times but my dick goes limp.  i hate condoms!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: plastic bench nerd on June 16, 2007, 02:03:35 PM

Quote from: sfa on June 16, 2007, 10:07:58 AM

i turned 30 today.

and let me tell you,

any one bitching about it is a pussy.

thats not a confession, but i felt like saying it.

happy b-day sfa!!!!

the big 3 ooohh! youre in the prime of youre life at 30 yrs young ;)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mentos on June 16, 2007, 03:01:35 PM

School. Sick of everything about it and want to leave but know if I do I'll end up regretting it. So I'm pretty much stuck here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on June 18, 2007, 12:57:33 AM

Quote from: H8R on June 16, 2007, 12:44:44 PM

i like chicks who can squirt when they cum.  i've only been with one and i let her bust her load on my face and loved it.  it was awesome. 
 

i've had sex with numerous women without using a condom and i've only been tested twice in my life.  i try rocking the hat many a times but my dick goes limp.  i hate condoms!

That squirting thing, thats what I call a confession!!

And about the condoms, you should try Infini condoms (www.manix.net), they are only 0,02 mm (regular condoms are about 0,06-0,08) and you feel a LOT more. And it IS safer. Sex without protecting yourself is just plain stupid nowadays, no offense, I guess you know what I mean...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sfa on June 18, 2007, 10:38:53 AM

ok, this is getting funnier again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: H8R on June 18, 2007, 11:38:13 AM

Quote from: PopwarOfGuns on June 18, 2007, 12:57:33 AM

Quote from: H8R on June 16, 2007, 12:44:44 PM

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i like chicks who can squirt when they cum.  i've only been with one and i let her bust her load on my face and loved it.  it was awesome. 
 

i've had sex with numerous women without using a condom and i've only been tested twice in my life.  i try rocking the hat many a times but my dick goes limp.  i hate condoms!

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That squirting thing, thats what I call a confession!!

And about the condoms, you should try Infini condoms (www.manix.net), they are only 0,02 mm (regular condoms are about 0,06-0,08) and you feel a LOT more. And it IS safer. Sex without protecting yourself is just plain stupid nowadays, no offense, I guess you know what I mean...

i wish was a better boyfriend to her or atleast that we had a nicer break up, just for booty call reasons. 
i know that shits sounds gross/freaky to some of you dudes but my dick stayed/stays hard for this girl.
when i jerk off, i don't put on porn, i just think of all the times she blasted me in the face...yeah i'm a horndog.   ;D

i hear you about condoms.  i need to get tested more often and get use to rocking them on a regular basis.  maybe i need to take some viagra then slip the badboy on?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: www.Crailtap.com on June 18, 2007, 10:29:55 PM

Quote from: H8R on June 16, 2007, 12:44:44 PM

i like chicks who can squirt when they cum.  i've only been with one and i let her bust her load on my face and loved it.  it was awesome. 

The Gav squirts when he eats.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dem hoes squawkin levitra on June 19, 2007, 01:15:40 AM

Quote from: H8R on June 18, 2007, 11:38:13 AM

Quote from: PopwarOfGuns on June 18, 2007, 12:57:33 AM

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Quote from: H8R on June 16, 2007, 12:44:44 PM

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i like chicks who can squirt when they cum.  i've only been with one and i let her bust her load on my face and loved it.  it was awesome. 
 

i've had sex with numerous women without using a condom and i've only been tested twice in my life.  i try rocking the hat many a times but my dick goes limp.  i hate condoms!

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That squirting thing, thats what I call a confession!!

And about the condoms, you should try Infini condoms (www.manix.net), they are only 0,02 mm (regular condoms are about 0,06-0,08) and you feel a LOT more. And it IS safer. Sex without protecting yourself is just plain stupid nowadays, no offense, I guess you know what I mean...

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i wish was a better boyfriend to her or atleast that we had a nicer break up, just for booty call reasons. 
i know that shits sounds gross/freaky to some of you dudes but my dick stayed/stays hard for this girl.
when i jerk off, i don't put on porn, i just think of all the times she blasted me in the face...yeah i'm a horndog.   ;D

i hear you about condoms.  i need to get tested more often and get use to rocking them on a regular basis.  maybe i need to take some viagra then slip the badboy on?

reverse facial action right there..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bentmode on June 19, 2007, 05:44:45 PM

Quote from: www.Crailtap.com on June 18, 2007, 10:29:55 PM

Quote from: H8R on June 16, 2007, 12:44:44 PM

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i like chicks who can squirt when they cum.  i've only been with one and i let her bust her load on my face and loved it.  it was awesome. 

[close]

The Gav squirts when he eats.

hahahhahahah best gav joke ever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 03harriso on June 20, 2007, 11:15:26 AM

My confessions:

I like to suck my mums titties when she is asleep

I dream of bumming my brother

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on June 23, 2007, 02:39:37 PM

Quote from: JoshEwUhh on June 19, 2007, 11:57:08 PM

my confessions:

Me and my girlfriend have lived together for a year, and because of this... I hate her fucking guts.

Just to fully understand...are you still together? Is it, like, you hate her but don´t break up cause you like to hatefuck her and while hatefucking her you think all the mean things you would like to say to her?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on June 24, 2007, 07:37:12 PM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on June 09, 2007, 07:03:36 AM

Quote from: vitunvesa on June 06, 2007, 10:53:31 PM

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I was just a little jolly wanker laying in the woods back then...

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 you must have looked really cute and cool

i dont know why but thats the funniest thing ive ever read on slap

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: imsocool!!! on June 24, 2007, 11:11:30 PM

Quote from: vitunvesa on June 07, 2007, 04:33:28 AM

Quote from: tiredofitall on June 07, 2007, 12:17:52 AM

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Quote from: vitunvesa on June 06, 2007, 10:53:31 PM

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I jerked off everyday after school in the woods when I was about 8years old
I jerked off in the chairlift when I was 20years old

thanks for sharing.

[close]

a little to early if u ask me

[close]

I was just a little jolly wanker laying in the woods back then...I don't know when other guys started doing that shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: imsocool!!! on June 25, 2007, 12:10:55 AM

Quote from: 03harriso on June 20, 2007, 11:15:26 AM

My confessions:

I like to suck my mums titties when she is asleep

I dream of bumming my brother

something tells me this is a lie

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hatehatehatehate on June 25, 2007, 01:34:53 AM

(http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y8/pissface/inuse.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on June 26, 2007, 01:48:33 AM

Quote from: hatehatehatehate on June 25, 2007, 01:34:53 AM

(http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y8/pissface/inuse.jpg)

So good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mentos on June 26, 2007, 02:05:30 AM

I know what Tonycoxhox looks like.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on June 26, 2007, 03:34:41 PM

i bet he looks cute and cool.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on June 26, 2007, 04:33:04 PM

tonycoxhox is my boyfriend

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on June 26, 2007, 07:45:56 PM

Quote from: Mentos on June 26, 2007, 02:05:30 AM

I know what Tonycoxhox looks like.

tonycoxhox knows what i look like  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on June 27, 2007, 04:37:37 AM

Quote from: Mentos on June 26, 2007, 02:05:30 AM

I know what Tonycoxhox looks like.

Me too!!!
He does look very different from what I expected him to look like...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on June 27, 2007, 09:17:52 AM

you look like ryan sheckler

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: imsocool!!! on June 27, 2007, 11:49:10 AM

i knew what he looked like before i had a slap account

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on June 27, 2007, 12:28:11 PM

what the fuck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fin on June 27, 2007, 02:00:39 PM

im watching tony cox hox rite now...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on June 27, 2007, 02:02:33 PM

i am myspace friends with tonycoxhox

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: imsocool!!! on June 27, 2007, 02:28:54 PM

i have the skateboarder calender and your in it doing a wallie of a barrier

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bentmode on June 28, 2007, 06:40:48 PM

Quote from: mike fork on June 27, 2007, 02:02:33 PM

i am myspace friends with tonycoxhox

im not :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on June 28, 2007, 07:03:36 PM

i am  :P

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on June 28, 2007, 07:12:06 PM

^i totally forgot that we were myspace friends

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on June 28, 2007, 10:50:38 PM

i am myspace friends with steve urkel and tonycoxhox and brooklyn brawler

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on June 28, 2007, 10:58:57 PM

i wanna be myspace friends with you guys post links

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on June 28, 2007, 11:02:43 PM

kewl lets b frienz
www.myspace.com/ratworship (http://www.myspace.com/ratworship)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston on June 29, 2007, 02:06:14 AM

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=149532776

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on June 29, 2007, 10:33:32 PM

yeaah boston!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Venture1 on June 30, 2007, 10:26:58 AM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on May 26, 2007, 12:00:13 AM

I met a mormon girl from myspace and took her virginity. I went to a bbq at her parents house and her dad was a huge bald alien looking guy trying to get me to come to a mormon meeting. She eventually got kicked out of her house for dating me. Oh and I got her drunk for the first time. But she was from Brazil and her arm pits always smelled so I was over it.

HAAAAAAA!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: andrew4lyfe on June 30, 2007, 06:04:34 PM

what does being brazilian have to do with her armpits smelling?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Meth and Hookers on June 30, 2007, 10:00:44 PM

i just lolled so hard

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tag_king on July 04, 2007, 07:22:03 AM

I've been able to hold down some pretty good looking chicks in my life.. but the ones I think about are the dirty disgusting hoes.. I don't know why.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: donnie_murdo on July 04, 2007, 07:36:38 AM

Quote from: tag_king on July 04, 2007, 07:22:03 AM

I've been able to hold down some pretty good looking chicks in my life.. but the ones I think about are the dirty disgusting hoes.. I don't know why.

Man i can totally relate to that one, it's just that dirty girls, well are just very good, but pretty and dirty girls are better, but harder to come across (teeheehee)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Alan on July 04, 2007, 08:45:44 AM

Dirty sluts will almost always do anything you want instantly, whereas the good looking ones require more work and I can't be arsed  about that...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Meth and Hookers on July 04, 2007, 05:50:17 PM

i can only fuck girls i hate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: imsocool!!! on July 05, 2007, 01:33:51 AM

Quote from: Venture1 on June 30, 2007, 10:26:58 AM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on May 26, 2007, 12:00:13 AM

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I met a mormon girl from myspace and took her virginity. I went to a bbq at her parents house and her dad was a huge bald alien looking guy trying to get me to come to a mormon meeting. She eventually got kicked out of her house for dating me. Oh and I got her drunk for the first time. But she was from Brazil and her arm pits always smelled so I was over it.

[close]

HAAAAAAA!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Anton on July 05, 2007, 05:50:19 AM

Quote from: iwishilivedinfinla on June 05, 2007, 09:19:28 PM

Quote from: Wooderson on June 05, 2007, 03:19:41 PM

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but sometimes i wish i was one of those douchebags who hangs out with hot girls and parties every week

[close]

Every now and then I'll ponder the same thing, but it definitely is lame as fuck.

i party every week but i dont look regular, u can party without being a douche

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: imsocool!!! on July 06, 2007, 12:55:46 AM

Quote from: Anton on July 05, 2007, 05:50:19 AM

Quote from: iwishilivedinfinla on June 05, 2007, 09:19:28 PM

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Quote from: Wooderson on June 05, 2007, 03:19:41 PM

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but sometimes i wish i was one of those douchebags who hangs out with hot girls and parties every week

[close]

Every now and then I'll ponder the same thing, but it definitely is lame as fuck.

[close]

i party every week but i dont look regular, u can party without being a douche

you must have skills

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bentmode on July 06, 2007, 11:55:16 AM

if you arent going to contribute to the thread with more than a ha ha or some regular side line comment then dont add anything at all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: greg on July 06, 2007, 02:48:54 PM

Quote from: H8R on June 16, 2007, 12:44:44 PM

^happy birthday fellow gemini!  :)


heres some of mine...

i don't like having pets.  i used to have this pet goldfish, he was my best friend, then he died, it totally sucked.  no pets for me.

i've never gone surfing or snowboarding but those are the 2 things i swore i'd do before i die.

i can swim but i've been afraid of going into the ocean since i saw JAWS when i was a kid...and i grew up around coney island.  since then i've never gone any deeper than waist level.

i fear all bugs and most animals but i love watching the discovery channel.

i've been skating on and off for two decades and i still can't do a treflip...someone please shoot me.

i'm the worst boyfriend any girl can have.  i'm in my 30's and my longest relationship has yet to surpass 1 year.  i try to be thoughtful but forget anything thats considered important to a woman. 

i like that TV show extreme makeover home edition even though every epiosde is a tear jerker.

i used to be a drug addict.  nothing crazy like heroin or crack but coke, weed, mesc, acid were my drugs of choice and in copious amounts, and also alcohol and cigarettes.  i even went as far as to sort the "reds" out of a contact capsule(cold medicine) because i was jonesing and was told it was supposed to be speed.  now i smoke some weed here and there, drink beer, but quit smoking cigs and the rest of the drugs. 

i like porn a lot but i don't think thats a confession so much as given.     
   
i like chicks who can squirt when they cum.  i've only been with one and i let her bust her load on my face and loved it.  it was awesome. 
   
i love skating but i hate where its been and where its going.  it use to be an activity for outcasts, for people who didn't fit in.  now its totally jocked out and mainstream and i hate being a part of it.

i'm bitter about not ever going anywhere with skateboarding.  i killed everything in front of me up until i was 15 or so, then i traded it all away for sex and drugs, plus my parents hating it didn't help.  i did eventually find my way back to it so i guess its a good thing.

i've had sex with numerous women without using a condom and i've only been tested twice in my life.  i try rocking the hat many a times but my dick goes limp.  i hate condoms!

there was some real shit in here.  this topic is being slowly resurrected and built into something worthy of jayme's idea/first post

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: greg on July 06, 2007, 02:54:38 PM

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i like chicks who can squirt when they cum.  i've only been with one and i let her bust her load on my face and loved it.  it was awesome. 
 

i've had sex with numerous women without using a condom and i've only been tested twice in my life.  i try rocking the hat many a times but my dick goes limp.  i hate condoms!

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That squirting thing, thats what I call a confession!!

And about the condoms, you should try Infini condoms (www.manix.net), they are only 0,02 mm (regular condoms are about 0,06-0,08) and you feel a LOT more. And it IS safer. Sex without protecting yourself is just plain stupid nowadays, no offense, I guess you know what I mean...

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i wish was a better boyfriend to her or atleast that we had a nicer break up, just for booty call reasons. 
i know that shits sounds gross/freaky to some of you dudes but my dick stayed/stays hard for this girl.
when i jerk off, i don't put on porn, i just think of all the times she blasted me in the face...yeah i'm a horndog.   ;D

i hear you about condoms.  i need to get tested more often and get use to rocking them on a regular basis.  maybe i need to take some viagra then slip the badboy on?

this post reminds me of something

i know this dude who is a total doucebag, he's the best friend of the brother of one of my good friends...uhhh...follow that?  good.  anyway, i think he might be secretly in the closet, but he coined a term that we joke about a lot.  dude is weird and will always ask you fucked up questions about personal shit to make you feel uncomfortable.  anyway, to get to the point, you know when you're about to jerk off and you got no porno or "beat off material"?  well, that's when you resort to images of past girlfriends/friends' girlfriends or moms/past teachers/celebrities/etc., we call it the "kaleidoscope beat", because you run sexy images through your mind like a kaleidoscope.  so if you're with a girl and don't end up getting any ass, you always get clowned on for having to resort to a kaleidoscope beat.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Useful Idiot on July 06, 2007, 03:59:38 PM

Quote from: Meth and Hookers on July 04, 2007, 05:50:17 PM

i can only fuck girls i hate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter on July 06, 2007, 09:03:26 PM

I've only cheated on a girl once before in my life. We had been together a few weeks, and somehow I ended up meeting up with an ex. We kissed once and I felt so guilty about it that I broke up with the girl later that same day so I wouldn't feel as guilty. That plan didn't work out like I had hoped, since I still feel bad about it to this day.

I haven't eaten any chocolate in the last ten years.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pontoon_Boat on July 06, 2007, 09:46:22 PM

*bes attracted to rowboats*

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joshewuhh on July 07, 2007, 12:29:31 PM

I watch soap operas.
My favorite is All My Children.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Claude on July 07, 2007, 10:56:49 PM

I've gotten ulcers from excessive worrying/ anxiety about stupid shit.
If I'm by myself I'm pretty much intimidated by everyone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on July 07, 2007, 11:27:40 PM

you should go to the dr for that.  there could be a more serious underlying cause (not trying to add to your anxiety, i just know from experience).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on July 08, 2007, 10:44:09 AM

im definitely going to get the new sum 41 album. im so excited.

sorry guys

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joshewuhh on July 08, 2007, 10:52:58 AM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on July 08, 2007, 10:44:09 AM

im definitely going to get the new sum 41 album. im so excited.

sorry guys

That could have been a confession for their last album.
But the new stuff sounds alright.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: imsocool!!! on July 09, 2007, 10:51:36 PM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on July 08, 2007, 10:44:09 AM

im definitely going to get the new sum 41 album. im so excited.

sorry guys

that takes a man to say that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: og de souzas legs on July 11, 2007, 01:40:47 AM

 ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: I.love.skateboarding on July 12, 2007, 03:49:07 PM

I dont have much to connfess

I have smoked weed a few times before and i feel kinda bad about it

I have never had a girlfreind

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Meth and Hookers on July 12, 2007, 09:10:30 PM

aaand you're twelve

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: I.love.skateboarding on July 13, 2007, 05:59:58 PM

Quote from: Meth and Hookers on July 12, 2007, 09:10:30 PM

aaand you're twelve

acully im 8 but nice try :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: I.love.skateboarding on July 13, 2007, 06:00:42 PM

Quote from: Meth and Hookers on July 12, 2007, 09:10:30 PM

aaand you're twelve

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: imsocool!!! on July 13, 2007, 11:25:37 PM

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aaand you're twelve

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acully im 8 but nice try :)

8 are you kidding me 8 wow

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: //////////// on July 14, 2007, 12:51:49 AM

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aaand you're twelve

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acully im 8 but nice try :)

this guy is definately a woods jacker-offer

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Venture1 on July 14, 2007, 09:44:24 AM

Whenever my parents have a go at me, I always seek revenge by purposely pissing on the toilet seat.

Makes me feel a little better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: I.love.skateboarding on July 14, 2007, 08:35:41 PM

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aaand you're twelve

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acully im 8 but nice try :)

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this guy is definately a woods jacker-offer

HELL YEA I AM!!!!

by the way im not realy eight im fourteen the post were i said i was eight was sarcasam

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on July 15, 2007, 04:31:50 PM

i feel like i am slowly turning into what people consider a "hipster" due to the fact that a lot friends are considered to be "hipsters"
i have been bummed out for no reason lately and i do nothing to be un-bummed out. though i am bummed out, my confidence has been raised a lot
i cut off my afro to impress the ladies
i have been trying to get in better shape to try and impress the ladies
from about a year and a half ago up until two weeks ago i have felt unmotivated in everything i try
to get over my terrible social skills i have been going up and talking to random people
chocolate ice cream makes me sick

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: picklesickshuv-it on July 15, 2007, 08:10:16 PM

Quote from: mike fork on July 15, 2007, 04:31:50 PM

i feel like i am slowly turning into what people consider a "hipster" due to the fact that a lot friends are considered to be "hipsters"
i have been bummed out for no reason lately and i do nothing to be un-bummed out. though i am bummed out, my confidence has been raised a lot
i cut off my afro to impress the ladies
i have been trying to get in better shape to try and impress the ladies
from about a year and a half ago up until two weeks ago i have felt unmotivated in everything i try
to get over my terrible social skills i have been going up and talking to random people
chocolate ice cream makes me sick

you should get baked more

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on July 16, 2007, 10:47:58 AM

Quote from: mike fork on July 15, 2007, 04:31:50 PM

i feel like i am slowly turning into what people consider a "hipster" due to the fact that a lot friends are considered to be "hipsters"

::)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 07harriso on July 16, 2007, 12:34:03 PM

Quote from: mike fork on July 15, 2007, 04:31:50 PM

i feel like i am slowly turning into what people consider a "hipster" due to the fact that a lot friends are considered to be "hipsters"
i have been bummed out for no reason lately and i do nothing to be un-bummed out. though i am bummed out, my confidence has been raised a lot
i cut off my afro to impress the ladies
i have been trying to get in better shape to try and impress the ladies
from about a year and a half ago up until two weeks ago i have felt unmotivated in everything i try
to get over my terrible social skills i have been going up and talking to random people
chocolate ice cream makes me sick

haha man from your description you sound completely the same as me!

ive always been a bit of hipster to be honest
i had a affro bout a year ago then got my hair cut abit and chemically straigtened. really easy to style now! i did it for the same reason as you. to impress girls lol. nothin more unattractive than an affro on a white person to be honest.
i myself am in good shape but ive just been trying to get more muscle which i have been
ive been pretty unmotivated for the last two years although this hasnt stopped me from doing things that i really wanna succeed in for my own benefit. teens are generally unmotivated.
i use to have pretty bad social skills. although they are improving. since ive got teeth straigtened, changed hair, changed clothes etc, and generally looked after myself better ive felt more confident and had more luck with girls and stuff.
i dont mind chocolate ice cream lol. hate vannilla though!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tag_king on July 16, 2007, 01:23:52 PM

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i feel like i am slowly turning into what people consider a "hipster" due to the fact that a lot friends are considered to be "hipsters"
i have been bummed out for no reason lately and i do nothing to be un-bummed out. though i am bummed out, my confidence has been raised a lot
i cut off my afro to impress the ladies
i have been trying to get in better shape to try and impress the ladies
from about a year and a half ago up until two weeks ago i have felt unmotivated in everything i try
to get over my terrible social skills i have been going up and talking to random people
chocolate ice cream makes me sick

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haha man from your description you sound completely the same as me!

ive always been a bit of hipster to be honest
i had a affro bout a year ago then got my hair cut abit and chemically straigtened. really easy to style now! i did it for the same reason as you. to impress girls lol. nothin more unattractive than an affro on a white person to be honest.
i myself am in good shape but ive just been trying to get more muscle which i have been
ive been pretty unmotivated for the last two years although this hasnt stopped me from doing things that i really wanna succeed in for my own benefit. teens are generally unmotivated.
i use to have pretty bad social skills. although they are improving. since ive got teeth straigtened, changed hair, changed clothes etc, and generally looked after myself better ive felt more confident and had more luck with girls and stuff.
i dont mind chocolate ice cream lol. hate vannilla though!

you guys should totally meet up!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: donnie_murdo on July 16, 2007, 01:40:05 PM

Quote from: tag_king on July 16, 2007, 01:23:52 PM

Quote from: 07harriso on July 16, 2007, 12:34:03 PM

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i feel like i am slowly turning into what people consider a "hipster" due to the fact that a lot friends are considered to be "hipsters"
i have been bummed out for no reason lately and i do nothing to be un-bummed out. though i am bummed out, my confidence has been raised a lot
i cut off my afro to impress the ladies
i have been trying to get in better shape to try and impress the ladies
from about a year and a half ago up until two weeks ago i have felt unmotivated in everything i try
to get over my terrible social skills i have been going up and talking to random people
chocolate ice cream makes me sick

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haha man from your description you sound completely the same as me!

ive always been a bit of hipster to be honest
i had a affro bout a year ago then got my hair cut abit and chemically straigtened. really easy to style now! i did it for the same reason as you. to impress girls lol. nothin more unattractive than an affro on a white person to be honest.
i myself am in good shape but ive just been trying to get more muscle which i have been
ive been pretty unmotivated for the last two years although this hasnt stopped me from doing things that i really wanna succeed in for my own benefit. teens are generally unmotivated.
i use to have pretty bad social skills. although they are improving. since ive got teeth straigtened, changed hair, changed clothes etc, and generally looked after myself better ive felt more confident and had more luck with girls and stuff.
i dont mind chocolate ice cream lol. hate vannilla though!

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you guys should totally meet up!

Or at least "myspace"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on July 16, 2007, 06:19:33 PM

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i feel like i am slowly turning into what people consider a "hipster" due to the fact that a lot friends are considered to be "hipsters"

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::)

whatever though, i have been meeting some cool people lately and having a good time

i hate having an afro, but i am too lazy to get a haircut so i am stuck with it for months until one day i feel like a complete scram and have my friends mom cut it for me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cahl on July 16, 2007, 08:20:41 PM

i fucking hate poop

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: butthole on July 18, 2007, 04:23:50 PM

Quote from: cahl on July 16, 2007, 08:20:41 PM

i fucking hate poop

it depends

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sfa on July 18, 2007, 05:10:16 PM

mike fork, you might be more of a scenster than a hipster.










just kidding.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on July 18, 2007, 05:22:56 PM

Quote from: sfa on July 18, 2007, 05:10:16 PM

mike fork, you might be more of a scenster than a hipster.










just kidding.

haha hopefuly one day i will become a scenester. i went to allston the other day after the jon brown and jud magee art/photo show and then yesterday i went to american apparel. whatever though, if it gets the girls then it gets the girls

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on July 18, 2007, 06:11:51 PM

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i fucking hate poop

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it depends

Best fake account yet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dunkle on July 18, 2007, 06:34:11 PM

Well to start:
I detest most people in my senior class, even some of my "friends"
I havent really had a social life since like 8th grade
Im too much of a pussy to go for a girl I like and I usually play it off like she'll eventually come to me, which never happens.
I fucking hate the idea of school, and probably either will drop out of college, or just not even attend one
I spend way too much time on Youtube watching the same godamn skate videos ive seen 500 times over
Im super lazy, and will do anything to avoid work
Everytime the exorcist or something having to do with the devil comes on TV I watch it, and for about a week I have to fall asleep with the TV or the lights on
I enjoy reading depressing american literature that points out the evils of our society
Im a huge pussy when it comes to rails and stairs but I always talk shit on other people's skating
Never had a drop of alcohol in my life, and ive only been stoned 3 or 4 times
I cant wait to be an adult, because my teenage years have sucked dick
I enjoy being a loner and skating alone than with others, mainly because I have no one to skate with
I hate people who are in religious youth groups and kids who do the whole skate for christ thing
Sometimes when im sucking so much at skating that I feel like killing myself, but I get over it in about 5 minutes

and I play WAY too much Guitar Hero 2

 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: picklesickshuv-it on July 18, 2007, 07:36:17 PM

go to college buddy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dunkle on July 18, 2007, 09:17:06 PM

I'll probably try college, but I just have a bad feeling about it becoming a waste of my dad's hard earned money.

Also, I just flaked out because I tried ordering a Lakai Die T shirt, and the fuckers are sold out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: name on July 18, 2007, 09:18:28 PM

-After skating to a party the other night I smelled kind of bad so I used my friend’s mom’s deodorant that I found in the bathroom.  Later on was one of the first times a girl said I smelled good.

-I’m 22.  I’ve never had a girlfriend and haven’t had sex in 5 years.

- I lost my virginity before ever making out with a girl.

-I’ve only made out with one girl in my life and only had sex with one.  They were two different girls.

-I have OCD and social anxiety which seems to be getting worse with age.

-I once took off my underwear without taking off my pants while sitting in class in fifth grade.

-I pissed the bed until I was almost 17.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hard To Explain on July 18, 2007, 09:38:24 PM

Takes a man to own up to some of that. Props.

You guys remember when I posted that I jizzed my pants that one time?!

Yeah....

 8)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on July 18, 2007, 10:20:10 PM

Quote from: name on July 18, 2007, 09:18:28 PM

-I social anxiety which seems to be getting worse with age.

same

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dunkle on July 18, 2007, 10:32:13 PM

Couple more to get off my chest to some random dudes on a message board... ehhh

I often tell people skatings an outlet and relaxes me, when realistically it frustrates me more than anything, alot.

Im self concious about my height, even though im not really short, 5 ' 9, and I often wish I would just grow to 6 foot over night.

I wish sometimes that my parents would get a divorce

Sometimes I think about how cool it would be to be a dick head jock who partied non stop and was surrounded by gorgeous women

I honestly cant remember the last time I talked to a girl

I tell people I dont have a myspace because its a waste of time, when in reality Ive never made one because I would probably have only 10 friends, including Tom.

I lied when I told the only girl I've ever had a relationship with that I cheated on her, just to get out of the relationship

Social anxiety sucks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on July 19, 2007, 01:00:34 AM

Quote from: name on July 18, 2007, 09:18:28 PM

I have OCD and social anxiety which seems to be getting worse with age.

I feel you on that.  I've only recently noticed the OCD after I watched that Monk show.  I've probably had it forever though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tag_king on July 19, 2007, 06:28:40 AM

I don't understand all these guys wishing they were jocks, to get drunk and fuck chicks. Sounds like you guys are just in the wrong place. The joke scene has been dead for me since I started highschool. All the hottest chicks wanted to get high with the skaters, and come to our parties. I think its a small town thing, where the "jocks rule!" so don't stress about that. As soon as you end up in a more fitting atmosphere you will be able to get as loaded as you want and probably fuck a hoe or two.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on July 19, 2007, 06:33:28 AM

Quote from: name on July 18, 2007, 09:18:28 PM

-I once took off my underwear without taking off my pants while sitting in class in fifth grade.

anything you want to confess about this post?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: name on July 19, 2007, 02:53:26 PM

Quote from: Zurg on July 19, 2007, 06:33:28 AM

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-I once took off my underwear without taking off my pants while sitting in class in fifth grade.

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anything you want to confess about this post?

I think I may have pissed myself giving me a reason to want to take the underwear off but I'm not fully sure about that.  I do remember sticking the underwear in my backpack which was full of holes only to forget about them until a few weeks later when someone mentioned my underwear sticking out of the bottom of the bag. lol. That was awkward.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: I have no life on July 19, 2007, 03:17:26 PM

I talk shit on everyone I know, and I always worry theyre doing the same

Im always stressed out and lately skateboarding is just not fun at the moment

I spend most of my time on the internet talking shit about other's skating, when my own isnt that great

I have yet to have any relations with a girl and im 17

I often wonder what its like to have alot of friends

Sometimes I feel super depressed for no reason at all

and yeah the list goes on but I think I need to re-evaluate my life after typing this

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on July 19, 2007, 07:45:01 PM

i totally suprised myself today after getting both a pair of emerics and an all=over print shirt. those are two things that i swore i would never do, but when you are this styling you gotta do what you gotta do ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sleeping. on July 19, 2007, 07:55:39 PM

Quote from: I have no life on July 19, 2007, 03:17:26 PM

I have yet to have any relations with a girl and im 17

you mean like you have fucked a girl yet, but youve still kissed one and shit, right?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: I have no life on July 19, 2007, 08:29:21 PM

Yea I made out with a random chick for the first time last year while drunk on vacation, but no pussy yet

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PAWL on July 19, 2007, 09:45:57 PM

last year all these i suck at skating and hate on others skating would have been true of me, but no longer.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tag_king on July 20, 2007, 07:19:34 AM

Quote from: PAWL on July 19, 2007, 09:45:57 PM

last year all these i suck at skating and hate on others skating would have been true of me, but no longer.

so what, you rip now?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: donnie_murdo on July 20, 2007, 07:32:20 AM

Holy crap, this has gone from funny to awkward teenagers corner, guy's if you're not hooking up with chicks or you feel "strange" around people - which i think you'll find is actaully the norm for teenagers - the get off your fucking arses and do something about it.

I used to sit about when i was 17 bithching and moaning about not hooking up with chicks becasue all i did was get stoned with my mates and moan about not hooking up with chicks, once i pulled my head out my arse and STARTED HANGING OUT WITH CHICKS it totally changed and i started hooking up with ladies, they don't bite (unless you ask titter titter).

Seriously what's the worst that happens, you get a fucking knock back, then next week you forget about it, that's life, it's not social sucided, and fuck if it is, then find some new chicks to hang out with

Also being a jock isn't an excuse, if you want to hang out with jock, then get in the fuckign gym and hang out with them, there's nothing to stop you skating, fuck one of my best friends plays rugby for Scotland, he's what you'd call a posh jock i suppose, fuck it he's still a mate, he could give a shit if i skateboard, i dont' give a shit he plays rugby - at the end of the day it doens't matter

GET OFF YOUR ARSES AND STOP HIDING ON THE INTERNET - YOU HAVE ONE SHOT AT LIFE IF YOU'RE HAVING A SHIT TIME DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT ! ! ! !

To quote Boycie, "Keep your mind on that shit you want - and you're mind off that shit you don't"

Pull your fingers out lads, is the fucking internet, stop moaning to other boys abotu how shit you are, find a chick to tell it to, she'll think you're sensitive and nice - moaning just encourages moaning

Not chop chop and find some chicks, a fucking "HIYA - how's it going" will actually get a converstation going, if it doesn't, NEXT !

Remember the old theroy abotu thorwing shit at a wall, eventaully it'll stick - go one then - honestly it works

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Derka Derk on July 20, 2007, 08:17:31 AM

murdo is right, atleast i worked for me a few years back.

last night i bought a stolen bike for a 10 euros and i feel pretty bad about it, while i done it twice before, but never felt bad about then.

i have hardly any friends beside my skate buddies, because people outside of skating are always 'to occupied' to meet up, and usually less interesting.

my girlfriend thinks i'm a loony when i go on a rampage on how the world sucks, while we could make it such a beautiful place.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: greg on July 20, 2007, 08:47:28 AM

Quote from: Venture1 on July 14, 2007, 09:44:24 AM

Whenever my parents have a go at me, I always seek revenge by purposely pissing on the toilet seat.

Makes me feel a little better.

maybe one of these days they'll splurge $300 to get some locks put on the door to the bathroom, much like my former employer as i described earlier. 

this topic is being ruined again.

*edit- some of you are keeping it real, but you little emo shitbags need to call up a 1-800-suicide hotline or something instead of spilling your emotions out all over this topic

this is a topic for confessions about sketchy shit, not how much of a tool you are, although it is possible to overlap*

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dalycitymassive on July 20, 2007, 01:21:42 PM

i could go skate right now...but i choose not to. i think im going to play soccer instead

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: damian on July 21, 2007, 01:09:51 PM

i feel like the parent to a fat thespian sometimes. my dog, mary jane is 6 or 7 and never has had a mate. she got sick a little while back and can't have puppies now.

i fucking hate the soap operas my mum watches, esp. general hospital, but i'd be pissed if they killed off sonny.

everytime i leave to go to the store, it's in the hopes i'll be corrupted by some cougar.

i can pull just about any sistah or latina i want, but i'm tired of having my dignity shredded. bitches are craze.

i try to sabotage my neighbor's shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on July 21, 2007, 09:18:52 PM

I popped one of my friend's parents' tires in senior high because he was being a dick to me for no reason.  I still feel bad about it sometimes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Juicy on July 21, 2007, 10:23:31 PM

When I was younger I slept over at my friends house and had to use his parent's shower because his was fucked up, and when I got in I found some clumps of pubic hair right by the drain. Because of that incident I refuse to use other peoples showers.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dyslexic pimp on July 22, 2007, 11:39:23 AM

I tried to commit suicide but I guess I did it wrong 'cause I shat myself ???

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on July 22, 2007, 02:13:11 PM

Quote from: Juicy on July 21, 2007, 10:23:31 PM

When I was younger I slept over at my friends house and had to use his parent's shower because his was fucked up, and when I got in I found some clumps of pubic hair right by the drain. Because of that incident I refuse to use other peoples showers.

How do you know it was pubes?  It could have been hair from their head that fell out when they washed their hair, or it could have been hair from the mom's legs when she shaves.  Did you get two inches from the drain to inspect it?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Juicy on July 22, 2007, 07:38:04 PM

Actually yeah, I did, and they were short, black, curly hairs. His mom has blonde hair and his dad is bald so.... ???

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sleeping. on July 22, 2007, 07:54:30 PM

Quote from: dyslexic pimp on July 22, 2007, 11:39:23 AM

I tried to commit suicide but I guess I did it wrong 'cause I shat myself ???

the whole reason of committing suicide is to comit, if you try but can't do it, then you're totally NC

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on July 22, 2007, 11:20:18 PM

Quote from: Juicy on July 22, 2007, 07:38:04 PM

Actually yeah, I did, and they were short, black, curly hairs. His mom has blonde hair and his dad is bald so.... ???

Still could have been from her legs or armpits.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cahl on July 22, 2007, 11:50:00 PM

i took my sister's car out when she was sleeping the other night and got cheetos...and i only have my permit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Juicy on July 23, 2007, 08:55:53 PM

Living life on the edge, huh?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Meth and Hookers on July 24, 2007, 09:29:17 PM

fuck that shit when i was fifteen i skipped the sats and drove to the beach without my permit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: barr on July 25, 2007, 07:35:00 PM

this thread sucks now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on July 25, 2007, 07:49:43 PM

Quote from: dyslexic pimp on July 22, 2007, 11:39:23 AM

I tried to commit suicide but I guess I did it wrong 'cause I shat myself ???

rofl

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on July 26, 2007, 11:01:22 PM

im always paranoid that im going bald but i have thicker hair than most people

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: defiantnate on July 27, 2007, 06:14:48 AM

Quote from: Mackattack on July 26, 2007, 11:01:22 PM

im always paranoid that im going bald but i have thicker hair than most people

That's funny, my hair is super thick too and my girl got me all paranoid that it was thinning... I have nothing to worry about though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on July 28, 2007, 03:31:38 AM

Don't know if this qualifies as a confession, but I tried weed for he first time last night...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on July 29, 2007, 05:56:10 PM

Quote from: iwishilivedinfinla on July 29, 2007, 02:58:47 PM

Last night on my way home I hit a rabbit.  Fucking thing just came out of nowhere and I had no way of NOT hitting it.

I heard the thump, turned around, I for some reason had to see if I killed it.  And there it was in the middle of the street torn in half.

I stood there, stared at it and just cried.

once i hit a snake, it was thrashing around in the rear view mirror. i was the second person to hit it though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Raw!!! on July 30, 2007, 12:59:44 PM

Quote from: quasimodo on July 29, 2007, 05:56:10 PM

Quote from: iwishilivedinfinla on July 29, 2007, 02:58:47 PM

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Last night on my way home I hit a rabbit.  Fucking thing just came out of nowhere and I had no way of NOT hitting it.

I heard the thump, turned around, I for some reason had to see if I killed it.  And there it was in the middle of the street torn in half.

I stood there, stared at it and just cried.

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once i hit a snake, it was thrashing around in the rear view mirror. i was the second person to hit it though.

One time I saw a family a cute little ducks try to cross a highway and they all died.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on July 30, 2007, 01:17:22 PM

Quote from: FuckYoCouch on July 27, 2007, 06:14:48 AM

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im always paranoid that im going bald but i have thicker hair than most people

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That's funny, my hair is super thick too and my girl got me all paranoid that it was thinning... I have nothing to worry about though.

i started to get a receding hairline when i was 15. it only went back so far and i stopped losing hair, but i might one day go bald and it doesn't really bother me. if i start to go bald and it is noticeable i am just going to shave my head because i think that's more worthy of respect

oh yeah, i was also driving my uncles truck when i went out to colorado and ran over a bunny. i tried to swerve out of the way to missit but i still ran it over. i felt really bad about it afterwards

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: urujuay on July 30, 2007, 05:21:38 PM

Quote from: Tommy Tutone on July 22, 2007, 11:20:18 PM

Quote from: Juicy on July 22, 2007, 07:38:04 PM

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Actually yeah, I did, and they were short, black, curly hairs. His mom has blonde hair and his dad is bald so.... ???

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Still could have been from her legs or armpits.

uh, dude, it's a fucking shower.  of course there are pubes in the drain.  i don't get the major revelation here. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joshewuhh on July 31, 2007, 09:44:47 PM

Quote from: bbk on July 28, 2007, 03:31:38 AM

Don't know if this qualifies as a confession, but I tried weed for he first time last night...

i've only smoked once and I hated it.
Drugs are'nt for me (and I think pot's NOT a drug. i have nothing against it at all)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DrNewton on August 04, 2007, 09:32:13 AM

Quote from: iwishilivedinfinla on July 29, 2007, 02:58:47 PM

I stood there, stared at it and just cried.

HAHA.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: picklesickshuv-it on August 04, 2007, 01:42:54 PM

Quote from: DrNewton on August 04, 2007, 09:32:13 AM

Quote from: iwishilivedinfinla on July 29, 2007, 02:58:47 PM

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I stood there, stared at it and just cried.

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HAHA.

i hate you and you beat me to that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: damian on August 04, 2007, 02:36:29 PM

Quote from: mike fork on July 30, 2007, 01:17:22 PM

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Quote from: Mackattack on July 26, 2007, 11:01:22 PM

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im always paranoid that im going bald but i have thicker hair than most people

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That's funny, my hair is super thick too and my girl got me all paranoid that it was thinning... I have nothing to worry about though.

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i started to get a receding hairline when i was 15. it only went back so far and i stopped losing hair, but i might one day go bald and it doesn't really bother me. if i start to go bald and it is noticeable i am just going to shave my head because i think that's more worthy of respect

oh yeah, i was also driving my uncles truck when i went out to colorado and ran over a bunny. i tried to swerve out of the way to missit but i still ran it over. i felt really bad about it afterwards

oh mack's got a bunny rabbit story. don't ya, bitch!?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: slosher on August 04, 2007, 11:58:12 PM

i like fat chicks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on August 05, 2007, 12:45:58 AM

Quote from: slosher on August 04, 2007, 11:58:12 PM

i like fat chicks

really?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DrNewton on August 05, 2007, 03:10:48 AM

Quote from: picksickleshovel on August 04, 2007, 01:42:54 PM

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I stood there, stared at it and just cried.

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HAHA.

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i hate you and you beat me to that

The feeling is mutual.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on August 05, 2007, 04:28:58 PM

Quote from: damian one-ism on August 04, 2007, 02:36:29 PM

Quote from: mike fork on July 30, 2007, 01:17:22 PM

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Quote from: Mackattack on July 26, 2007, 11:01:22 PM

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im always paranoid that im going bald but i have thicker hair than most people

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That's funny, my hair is super thick too and my girl got me all paranoid that it was thinning... I have nothing to worry about though.

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i started to get a receding hairline when i was 15. it only went back so far and i stopped losing hair, but i might one day go bald and it doesn't really bother me. if i start to go bald and it is noticeable i am just going to shave my head because i think that's more worthy of respect

oh yeah, i was also driving my uncles truck when i went out to colorado and ran over a bunny. i tried to swerve out of the way to missit but i still ran it over. i felt really bad about it afterwards

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oh mack's got a bunny rabbit story. don't ya, bitch!?

hahaha
dammit damian
 i ran one over and i felt his neck break somehow
his soul will haunt me forever

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on August 07, 2007, 12:42:03 AM

I am a bitch sometimes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on August 07, 2007, 04:14:31 PM

I put makeup on a nasty bruise on my face.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bentmode on August 07, 2007, 10:14:24 PM

i went to bible camp, i and i loved every minute of it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PAWL on August 09, 2007, 01:00:47 AM

i went to bible camp because there was paintball. and i failed the swim test so it sucked terribly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: diegomenendez on August 09, 2007, 06:40:05 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on August 07, 2007, 04:14:31 PM

I put makeup on a nasty bruise on my face.

One time in middle school, after I just moved to Georgia, didnt know anyone, and just starting to get zits, I thought itd be a good idea to pop a zit on the tip of my nose with a sewing needle. Woke up the next day, guess the blood did some gnarly shit, and I had a huge red scab about half the size of a dime.

Needless to say, I went in my moms bathroom and tried to cover it up.

I came to realize it would be more embarresing to be caught wearing make up, so I rubbed it off mid way 1st period.

Ended up tellin everyone 'Ya, I fell skating...'

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxter on August 16, 2007, 10:48:38 PM

Quote from: slosher on August 04, 2007, 11:58:12 PM

i like fat chicks

how fat

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sleeping. on August 16, 2007, 11:07:54 PM

meduim sized chicks with nice wavy hair with a side fringe and have big lips/ass/tits are what im into right now.

(http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c219/Archiep/m_f2dff8806bf5336321d1cc1419e9f1e2.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxter on August 17, 2007, 02:00:01 AM

i had a sesh to one of the girls on scrubs

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: damian on August 19, 2007, 02:18:21 AM

Quote from: jesco black. on August 16, 2007, 11:07:54 PM

meduim sized chicks with nice wavy hair with a side fringe and have big lips/ass/tits are what im into right now.

(http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c219/Archiep/m_f2dff8806bf5336321d1cc1419e9f1e2.jpg)

ah, thick ladies are more than welcome.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on August 19, 2007, 09:00:46 PM

Quote from: damian one-ism on August 19, 2007, 02:18:21 AM

Quote from: jesco black. on August 16, 2007, 11:07:54 PM

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meduim sized chicks with nice wavy hair with a side fringe and have big lips/ass/tits are what im into right now.

(http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c219/Archiep/m_f2dff8806bf5336321d1cc1419e9f1e2.jpg)

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ah, thick ladies are more than welcome.

on the barrel program

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: damian on August 19, 2007, 09:51:25 PM

Quote from: diabolik! on August 19, 2007, 09:00:46 PM

Quote from: damian one-ism on August 19, 2007, 02:18:21 AM

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Quote from: jesco black. on August 16, 2007, 11:07:54 PM

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meduim sized chicks with nice wavy hair with a side fringe and have big lips/ass/tits are what im into right now.

(http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c219/Archiep/m_f2dff8806bf5336321d1cc1419e9f1e2.jpg)

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ah, thick ladies are more than welcome.

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on the barrel program

nah, not barrelbodies. esp. latina barrelbodies. thick, but not fat.
cute face, nice breasts (not fat breasts) and a good attitude.
oh, and them thighs..can't lose.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on August 20, 2007, 10:44:35 PM

Quote from: damian one-ism on August 19, 2007, 09:51:25 PM

Quote from: diabolik! on August 19, 2007, 09:00:46 PM

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Quote from: damian one-ism on August 19, 2007, 02:18:21 AM

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Quote from: jesco black. on August 16, 2007, 11:07:54 PM

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meduim sized chicks with nice wavy hair with a side fringe and have big lips/ass/tits are what im into right now.

(http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c219/Archiep/m_f2dff8806bf5336321d1cc1419e9f1e2.jpg)

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ah, thick ladies are more than welcome.

[close]

on the barrel program

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nah, not barrelbodies. esp. latina barrelbodies. thick, but not fat.
cute face, nice breasts (not fat breasts) and a good attitude.
oh, and them thighs..can't lose.

amen brother

the good attitude usually comes with being thick unless they have that ghetto sass/ rich girl sass

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on August 21, 2007, 12:55:12 PM

Quote from: baxter on August 17, 2007, 02:00:01 AM

i had a sesh to one of the girls on scrubs

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, i'd gnar if i could.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tag_king on August 21, 2007, 01:11:51 PM

Quote from: Mackattack on August 20, 2007, 10:44:35 PM

Quote from: damian one-ism on August 19, 2007, 09:51:25 PM

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Quote from: diabolik! on August 19, 2007, 09:00:46 PM

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Quote from: damian one-ism on August 19, 2007, 02:18:21 AM

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Quote from: jesco black. on August 16, 2007, 11:07:54 PM

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meduim sized chicks with nice wavy hair with a side fringe and have big lips/ass/tits are what im into right now.

(http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c219/Archiep/m_f2dff8806bf5336321d1cc1419e9f1e2.jpg)

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ah, thick ladies are more than welcome.

[close]

on the barrel program

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nah, not barrelbodies. esp. latina barrelbodies. thick, but not fat.
cute face, nice breasts (not fat breasts) and a good attitude.
oh, and them thighs..can't lose.

[close]

amen brother

the good attitude usually comes with being thick unless they have that ghetto sass/ rich girl sass

More or less what I got going right now with my girlfriend, beautiful face/eyes/skin etc. a big rack, nice ass, a little bit of extra chub but nothing that all the other shit shes got going for her cancels out. She has been dieting and stuff lately and shes just turning more and more into a ten. Its like buying stocks when its low and waiting for the value to rise.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tag_king on August 21, 2007, 01:16:07 PM

Another confession is I usually avoid posting things about my girlfriend in fear she might lurk here. She probably doesn't but I am usually hesitant on saying things like my above post.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on August 21, 2007, 01:19:49 PM

I banged a chick with a shaved head this weekend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on August 21, 2007, 11:07:40 PM

gnar every day for the next five days brotha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Fuck Ty Evans on August 22, 2007, 12:58:21 AM

Quote from: jesco black. on August 16, 2007, 11:07:54 PM

meduim sized chicks with nice wavy hair with a side fringe and have big lips/ass/tits are what im into right now.

(http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c219/Archiep/m_f2dff8806bf5336321d1cc1419e9f1e2.jpg)

who this be

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on August 22, 2007, 05:27:25 AM

Quote from: Mackattack on August 21, 2007, 11:07:40 PM

gnar every day for the next five days brotha

dude, ill almost be back to neutral!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: YuNg MaNo on August 22, 2007, 09:45:10 PM

I kind of know im not going anywhere in life...and i just want to skate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on August 22, 2007, 09:56:10 PM

Quote from: Fuck Ty Evans on August 22, 2007, 12:58:21 AM

Quote from: jesco black. on August 16, 2007, 11:07:54 PM

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meduim sized chicks with nice wavy hair with a side fringe and have big lips/ass/tits are what im into right now.

(http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c219/Archiep/m_f2dff8806bf5336321d1cc1419e9f1e2.jpg)

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who this be

you know theres rolls under those balloons.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: diegomenendez on August 22, 2007, 10:23:40 PM

stop fuckin, just stop showing that pic of that fat ass!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on August 22, 2007, 11:59:50 PM

Quote from: YuNg MaNo on August 22, 2007, 09:45:10 PM

I kind of know im not going anywhere in life...and i just want to skate

And I bet you´re virgin. Go fuck an elephant, your life sucks you loser.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxter on August 23, 2007, 01:17:39 AM

i watch that show american gladiator on espn classics and i kinda fucked up my laptop from porn o and i got this laptop for the sole purpose of porn ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on August 23, 2007, 06:25:55 AM

yea, i was thinking about picking up one of those iphones for the sole purpose of jerking off in any nearby bathroom at any given moment.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chk chk chk on August 23, 2007, 09:52:51 AM

theres this girl whos liked me for years, and me the same but we can never seem to go out. its been going on for about 2 years now, just staring at echother and having an awkward conversation sometimes but it honestly feels like love to me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Anton on August 23, 2007, 12:43:16 PM

Quote from: chk chk chk on August 23, 2007, 09:52:51 AM

theres this girl whos liked me for years, and me the same but we can never seem to go out. its been going on for about 2 years now, just staring at echother and having an awkward conversation sometimes but it honestly feels like love to me

same

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Meth and Hookers on August 23, 2007, 09:03:41 PM

keep her in your basement

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on August 24, 2007, 04:09:37 PM

Quote from: YuNg MaNo on August 22, 2007, 09:45:10 PM

I kind of know I'm not going anywhere in skating...and I just want to live.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: YuNg MaNo on August 25, 2007, 02:52:46 AM

fuck you.....holy shit you are gay. I dont mean skate as in "hey guys i wanna go pro" I just enjoy doing it so fuck you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joshewuhh on August 25, 2007, 10:17:23 AM

I don't think i'll ever be a dad... for medical reasons i'm not comfortable discussing with my girl.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on August 25, 2007, 02:24:02 PM

Quote from: Joshewuhh on August 25, 2007, 10:17:23 AM

I don't think i'll ever be a dad... for medical reasons i'm not comfortable discussing with my girl.

Do you mean that because of medical reasons you´re not able to get a girl pregnant or do you mean that because of medical reasons you can´t talk about it with your girl?
Anyway, if it´s the first one then I´m truly sorry to hear that. Still you could adopt a child, so you would be dad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxter on August 29, 2007, 12:51:51 AM

I jacked off with the song Kung Fu Fighting it was actually a lot of fun

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on August 29, 2007, 05:25:31 AM

Quote from: baxter on August 29, 2007, 12:51:51 AM

I jacked off with the song Kung Fu Fighting it was actually a lot of fun

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA gnar

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on August 30, 2007, 05:12:02 PM

second the gnar

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joshewuhh on August 31, 2007, 06:56:48 PM

Quote from: PopwarOfGuns on August 25, 2007, 02:24:02 PM

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I don't think i'll ever be a dad... for medical reasons i'm not comfortable discussing with my girl.

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Do you mean that because of medical reasons you´re not able to get a girl pregnant or do you mean that because of medical reasons you can´t talk about it with your girl?
Anyway, if it´s the first one then I´m truly sorry to hear that. Still you could adopt a child, so you would be dad.

Theres a 85% chance i'm sterile after having surgery on my left nut for varicole.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stagefright on September 01, 2007, 02:35:58 AM

feeling awkward through internet

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WonkaBar on September 02, 2007, 11:22:08 PM

Quote from: Joshewuhh on August 31, 2007, 06:56:48 PM

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I don't think i'll ever be a dad... for medical reasons i'm not comfortable discussing with my girl.

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Do you mean that because of medical reasons you´re not able to get a girl pregnant or do you mean that because of medical reasons you can´t talk about it with your girl?
Anyway, if it´s the first one then I´m truly sorry to hear that. Still you could adopt a child, so you would be dad.

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Theres a 85% chance i'm sterile after having surgery on my left nut for varicole.

man, that sucks. best of luck of on getting your chick preggo, seriously

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 89-90pistons on September 03, 2007, 05:58:31 PM

Quote from: WonkaBar on September 02, 2007, 11:22:08 PM

Quote from: Joshewuhh on August 31, 2007, 06:56:48 PM

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Quote from: PopwarOfGuns on August 25, 2007, 02:24:02 PM

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Quote from: Joshewuhh on August 25, 2007, 10:17:23 AM

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I don't think i'll ever be a dad... for medical reasons i'm not comfortable discussing with my girl.

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Do you mean that because of medical reasons you´re not able to get a girl pregnant or do you mean that because of medical reasons you can´t talk about it with your girl?
Anyway, if it´s the first one then I´m truly sorry to hear that. Still you could adopt a child, so you would be dad.

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Theres a 85% chance i'm sterile after having surgery on my left nut for varicole.

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man, that sucks. best of luck of on getting your chick preggo, seriously

Don't worry bro, when fully flaired comes out, the whole world is going to get pregnant.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: defiantnate on September 04, 2007, 05:39:11 PM

I'm addicted to SLAP!  ;D 8) ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: able on September 04, 2007, 07:01:09 PM

(http://madeinthebay.com/images/slapaddic.JPG)
 8)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergio on September 06, 2007, 04:16:54 PM

Quote from: Joshewuhh on August 31, 2007, 06:56:48 PM

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Quote from: Joshewuhh on August 25, 2007, 10:17:23 AM

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I don't think i'll ever be a dad... for medical reasons i'm not comfortable discussing with my girl.

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Do you mean that because of medical reasons you´re not able to get a girl pregnant or do you mean that because of medical reasons you can´t talk about it with your girl?
Anyway, if it´s the first one then I´m truly sorry to hear that. Still you could adopt a child, so you would be dad.

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Theres a 85% chance i'm sterile after having surgery on my left nut for varicole.

i had surgery done to my right nut for this very reason. i had it done the summer that i completed secondary school. i had a sperm test done recently and everything came out positive.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bad Mother Fucker on September 06, 2007, 05:08:25 PM

i got a pain and i dont even really know where it is. i thought it was my leg or my lower stomach or something, now i dont even know. i could be my left nut, its not that bad of a pain, just uncomfortable man. i hope im ok, i do want children someday. even bad mother fuckers should go see the doc, right?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nocomply on September 07, 2007, 05:17:35 AM

I sit down when I pee at home. It keeps the toilet cleaner. I fucking hate cleaning toilets.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jura on September 07, 2007, 09:50:46 AM

Quote from: nocomply on September 07, 2007, 05:17:35 AM

I sit down when I pee at home. It keeps the toilet cleaner. I fucking hate cleaning toilets.

Seconded. Its also mostly when Im drunk/stoned/tired, which is very often. Im not ashamed to admit it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on September 08, 2007, 12:10:07 PM

I snort Xanax.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on September 10, 2007, 10:12:18 AM

I stand up when i shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: H8R vol.2 on September 10, 2007, 11:37:06 AM

Quote from: Ali Atmaca on September 10, 2007, 10:12:18 AM

I stand up when i shit.

randy quaid?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 07harriso on September 10, 2007, 01:43:14 PM

Quote from: Ali Atmaca on September 10, 2007, 10:12:18 AM

I stand up when i shit.

it turns me on

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on September 12, 2007, 12:39:16 PM

that loooong 22 stair rail that zered feebles...

..yea well, i soul grinded it on bladez. they were my cousins and i had no board. i had to.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tag_king on September 12, 2007, 01:46:20 PM

wtf is a soul grind?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on September 12, 2007, 01:49:18 PM

i'd rather not talk about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joshewuhh on September 12, 2007, 06:24:05 PM

Its ok Ali, we've all been there.

I cheated on my senior finals 2 years ago.

Only thing I could think of. lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: marty. on September 12, 2007, 06:44:58 PM

I flirt with an overweight twenty two year old girl who lives about fifteen minutes from me so she'll buy me booze. I've been doing it for about eight months now, and every time I do i feel bad, but I don't wanna stop cause I like getting drunk. I'm starting to get worried, cause I've been doing it so long, that soon she's gonna cut me off if I don't actually go threw with the stuff she's been alluding to. I'm trying to get a fake ID right now to get myself out of this situation.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joshewuhh on September 12, 2007, 07:14:03 PM

Hit that.
You've not lived til you've had sex with a fat chick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice weather on September 16, 2007, 10:46:10 AM

Go hit it McLovin.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on September 16, 2007, 08:46:37 PM

Quote from: Joshewuhh on September 12, 2007, 07:14:03 PM

Hit that.
You've not lived til you've had sex with a fat chick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS on September 16, 2007, 08:55:11 PM

Quote from: Joshewuhh on September 12, 2007, 07:14:03 PM

Hit that.
You've not lived til you've had sex with a fat chick.

Or a disabled girl.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swissenheights on September 16, 2007, 09:33:58 PM

Quote from: VHS on September 16, 2007, 08:55:11 PM

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Hit that.
You've not lived til you've had sex with a fat chick.

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Or a disabled girl.

or a dead girl....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on September 17, 2007, 07:48:00 AM

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Hit that.
You've not lived til you've had sex with a fat chick.

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Or a disabled girl.

[close]

or a dead girl....

I had sex with a bald chick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: marty. on September 17, 2007, 08:02:56 AM

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Hit that.
You've not lived til you've had sex with a fat chick.

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Or a disabled girl.

[close]

or a dead girl....

[close]

I had sex with a bald chick.

That's actually pretty cool. Did she shave it off, or was it like a chemo thing?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on September 17, 2007, 08:03:39 AM

Quote from: WeTigers on September 17, 2007, 08:02:56 AM

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Hit that.
You've not lived til you've had sex with a fat chick.

[close]

Or a disabled girl.

[close]

or a dead girl....

[close]

I had sex with a bald chick.

[close]

That's actually pretty cool. Did she shave it off, or was it like a chemo thing?

shaved head.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: donnie_murdo on September 17, 2007, 02:16:56 PM

Quote from: Ali Atmaca on September 17, 2007, 08:03:39 AM

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Hit that.
You've not lived til you've had sex with a fat chick.

[close]

Or a disabled girl.

[close]

or a dead girl....

[close]

I had sex with a bald chick.

[close]

That's actually pretty cool. Did she shave it off, or was it like a chemo thing?

[close]

shaved head.

Well that's a bit different then, one of my ex's was a model and had really long rad hair, but shaved it off to piss off some hair dresser at some model gig, she still looked fucking banging though

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SR Junky on September 17, 2007, 05:18:29 PM

PICS DOOD!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on September 18, 2007, 05:46:33 AM

I got nothing man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: marty. on September 18, 2007, 10:41:02 PM

I wore a pair of black and pink 88s, with pink laces, to my grandfather's funeral when I was twelve. I must have looked like such an asshole.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on September 20, 2007, 12:51:05 PM

Quote from: Ali Atmaca on September 17, 2007, 08:03:39 AM

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Hit that.
You've not lived til you've had sex with a fat chick.

[close]

Or a disabled girl.

[close]

or a dead girl....

[close]

My friend had sex in my bathroom with a one eyed girl.

I had sex with a bald chick.

[close]

That's actually pretty cool. Did she shave it off, or was it like a chemo thing?

[close]

shaved head.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on September 20, 2007, 01:36:49 PM

thata boy, gnard.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bigwillis on September 21, 2007, 11:45:37 PM

Quote from: VHS on September 16, 2007, 08:55:11 PM

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Hit that.
You've not lived til you've had sex with a fat chick.

[close]

Or a disabled girl.

the girl i lost my virginity to got in a car accident and became disabled. oh well the bitch was a cheating ho
i'd prob still beat that puss

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on September 22, 2007, 03:16:21 PM

I've never been checked for STD's. I just rely on the last girl I slept with to get checked and tell me her results. Clean thus far.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PEGGY HILL on September 23, 2007, 05:06:10 PM

i have size 16 feet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DickNagger on September 26, 2007, 01:17:32 PM

sometimes i trip up on my own ego. I walk it off like nothing happened. No ones made too much of a big deal about it yet...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kev on September 26, 2007, 02:00:14 PM

I don't skate street anymore.  I see no point in skating shitty ass spots and getting kicked out when there's a perfectly good skatepark even closer by.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: picklesickshuv-it on September 26, 2007, 04:55:37 PM

^typical kev comment

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Raw!!! on September 30, 2007, 01:43:55 AM

I steal bottles of wine from my work and I dont even like wine, I just hate my boss.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joshewuhh on September 30, 2007, 09:48:33 AM

LAst week, I rocked the same pair of boxers for 4 days.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vodkarootbeer on September 30, 2007, 01:50:47 PM

Quote from: Joshewuhh on September 30, 2007, 09:48:33 AM

LAst week, I rocked the same pair of boxers for 4 days.

i know a guy who wore a pair of pants for 13 days

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: defiantnate on September 30, 2007, 01:54:35 PM

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LAst week, I rocked the same pair of boxers for 4 days.

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i know a guy who wore a pair of pants for 13 days

You think that's bad? My roommate doesn't shower, doesn't do laundry... and on a few occasions I've caught him wearing my dirty underwear... He's fucking disgusting.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: barr on September 30, 2007, 02:31:51 PM

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LAst week, I rocked the same pair of boxers for 4 days.

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i know a guy who wore a pair of pants for 13 days

i wear the same pants everday i dont think its disgusting

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: diegomenendez on September 30, 2007, 02:47:38 PM

Quote from: vodkarootbeer on September 30, 2007, 01:50:47 PM

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LAst week, I rocked the same pair of boxers for 4 days.

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i know a guy who wore a pair of pants for 13 days

I usually rock the same undies for like 3 weeks, maybe a month. and same pants for about a month aswell

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: defiantnate on September 30, 2007, 02:58:20 PM

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LAst week, I rocked the same pair of boxers for 4 days.

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i know a guy who wore a pair of pants for 13 days

[close]

I usually rock the same undies for like 3 weeks, maybe a month. and same pants for about a month aswell

Underwear for 3 weeks? You, my friend are gross.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tokewithyafolk on September 30, 2007, 03:09:09 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on September 22, 2007, 03:16:21 PM

I've never been checked for STD's. I just rely on the last girl I slept with to get checked and tell me her results. Clean thus far.

you should be gnar'd for that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: yeah dude! on September 30, 2007, 03:10:28 PM

Quote from: vodkarootbeer on September 30, 2007, 01:50:47 PM

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LAst week, I rocked the same pair of boxers for 4 days.

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i know a guy who wore a pair of pants for 13 days

That's really nothing. I have a friend who didn't wash a pair of pants for 1 year. He hadn't washed them for a couple months and found the receipt in the little change pocket with the date on it and said he was going to go a year. On that 365th day he put them in a bathtub full of hot water (since he didn't have a washer) and that water turned dark dark brown with in a few minutes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: E.l.G on September 30, 2007, 07:46:28 PM

Pants only get better the more days in a row you wear them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swissenheights on September 30, 2007, 08:01:59 PM

ive only had 1 pair of pants since mothers day ive been wearing em since  i just got some new ones today

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Blue Fescue on September 30, 2007, 08:31:03 PM

I haven't washed my hair in 6 months.  It is soft.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Star Whores Episode I: The Fellatio Menace on September 30, 2007, 09:41:06 PM

Quote from: rfox on September 30, 2007, 08:31:03 PM

I haven't washed my hair in 6 months.  It is soft.

thats what i do, after it gets past a certain level of greasyness, its good to go

i fucked a girl in the woods the night before i went to the doctor for a checkup
the poison ivy was hard to explain to the doc and my mom

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Star Whores Episode I: The Fellatio Menace on September 30, 2007, 10:59:16 PM

-i got a scholarship in middle school to go to a pretty exclusive high school for playing football, as soon as i got the money, I quit football so i could skateboard more

-in the 4th and 5th grade i used to pick on this kid who later tried to hang himself on the playground at recess. I now refuse to insult someone with the intentions to hurt their feelings

- i've caught my parents having sex, twice

-my aunts and uncles let me drink as much as i want when im around them

-I have a speech impediment that makes talking in front of a crowd and to girls suck really bad

-smoking makes me really depressed but im addicted

- I hate the town I live in with a passion

- I've seen skateboarding eat up the lives of some of my freinds, but i can't let it go

- i spend money too frivolously

- i end up with the most worthless girls ever, but i cant date a girl who i dont think is really hot

-- i went out with this girl whos dad was a body builder and i would make every excuse in the world to not go to her house. Her mom was such a milf tho.  ::)




with all this said and what ive seen so far in this thread, i wouldn't trade my life for any frat boy or doushbag that bro out with each other every weekend

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on October 01, 2007, 08:28:01 AM

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LAst week, I rocked the same pair of boxers for 4 days.

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i know a guy who wore a pair of pants for 13 days

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That's really nothing. I have a friend who didn't wash a pair of pants for 1 year. He hadn't washed them for a couple months and found the receipt in the little change pocket with the date on it and said he was going to go a year. On that 365th day he put them in a bathtub full of hot water (since he didn't have a washer) and that water turned dark dark brown with in a few minutes.

damn, making a dirt tea

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on October 01, 2007, 12:41:20 PM

i yerked off into my friend's pants and just left the nut there, i didn't tell him about it yet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jura on October 01, 2007, 01:37:44 PM

Quote from: the king of r&b on October 01, 2007, 12:41:20 PM

i yerked off into my friend's pants and just left the nut there, i didn't tell him about it yet.

So awesome.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: damian on October 01, 2007, 01:44:14 PM

being "addicted" to weed is some moronic shit. my god.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tokewithyafolk on October 01, 2007, 03:12:27 PM

ok i admit it. im matt rodriguez

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: H8R vol.2 on October 01, 2007, 03:53:41 PM

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i yerked off into my friend's pants and just left the nut there, i didn't tell him about it yet.

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So awesome.

haha, i remember getting this one handjob and busted my nut all over my friends(well his parents) couch. 
i never said a thing.   ;D 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tokewithyafolk on October 01, 2007, 04:47:25 PM

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i yerked off into my friend's pants and just left the nut there, i didn't tell him about it yet.

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So awesome.

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haha, i remember getting this one handjob and busted my nut all over my friends(well his parents) couch. 
i never said a thing.   ;D 

you should have told the dude who gave you the hj to clean it up it was his fault

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Vov Vurnquist on October 01, 2007, 06:16:22 PM

lol you must have been high than a bitch right dude?
lol
oh man
lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somekid on October 01, 2007, 11:26:26 PM

Quote from: easy dee on September 30, 2007, 10:59:16 PM

- i've caught my parents having sex, twice

that sucks.
when i was 10, i walked in my dad fucking my mom from behind, all violent porno style.

couldn't look either one of them in the eye for a while.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Choad Muskrat on October 02, 2007, 12:14:26 AM

Quote from: damian one-ism on October 01, 2007, 01:44:14 PM

being "addicted" to weed is some moronic shit. my god.

well im not actually physically addicted like crack or anything, it's just whenever i say to myself I'm gonna stop, I end up smoking a day or two after....i think that qualifies as addiction.....plus it doesn't help that my roomate is a dealer

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MFS on October 03, 2007, 02:08:31 PM

i secretly hate my job, and working in the indusrty is killing skating for me. im the only person at my work that skates, and its a skateshop. i hate about 90 percent of the people i know that dont skate.  i bitch slapped a girl for spitting in my face, only girl ive ever mucked and i feel bad about it to this day. i neglect the shit out of younger bro, but we dont have much in common so im not that worried about it. the older i get the more i just wanna bang young chicks. im having a baby and it scares the shit outta me. i lost my license for getting drunk, running from the cops and then crashing into someones house. i have a lenghty criminal record, but happen to have american citizenship so its not that bad. most of my criminal record is from assault charges, and almost all of the fights they stem from i didnt start. i once beat up and elderly man for continuesly harrassing my girlfriend, like grabbing her ass and following her. i love my cat more than my mom. thats about everything, it may make me look bad but everyone that knows me for real knows different.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tokewithyafolk on October 03, 2007, 02:10:36 PM

Quote from: MFS on October 03, 2007, 02:08:31 PM

i secretly hate my job, and working in the indusrty is killing skating for me. im the only person at my work that skates, and its a skateshop. i hate about 90 percent of the people i know that dont skate.  i bitch slapped a girl for spitting in my face, only girl ive ever mucked and i feel bad about it to this day. i neglect the shit out of younger bro, but we dont have much in common so im not that worried about it. the older i get the more i just wanna bang young chicks. im having a baby and it scares the shit outta me. i lost my license for getting drunk, running from the cops and then crashing into someones house. i have a lenghty criminal record, but happen to have american citizenship so its not that bad. most of my criminal record is from assault charges, and almost all of the fights they stem from i didnt start. i once beat up and elderly man for continuesly harrassing my girlfriend, like grabbing her ass and following her. i love my cat more than my mom. thats about everything, it may make me look bad but everyone that knows me for real knows different.

thats some real ish

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: E.l.G on October 03, 2007, 04:55:58 PM

Quote from: MFS on October 03, 2007, 02:08:31 PM

i secretly hate my job, and working in the indusrty is killing skating for me. im the only person at my work that skates, and its a skateshop. i hate about 90 percent of the people i know that dont skate.  i bitch slapped a girl for spitting in my face, only girl ive ever mucked and i feel bad about it to this day. i neglect the shit out of younger bro, but we dont have much in common so im not that worried about it. the older i get the more i just wanna bang young chicks. im having a baby and it scares the shit outta me. i lost my license for getting drunk, running from the cops and then crashing into someones house. i have a lenghty criminal record, but happen to have american citizenship so its not that bad. most of my criminal record is from assault charges, and almost all of the fights they stem from i didnt start. i once beat up and elderly man for continuesly harrassing my girlfriend, like grabbing her ass and following her. i love my cat more than my mom. thats about everything, it may make me look bad but everyone that knows me for real knows different.

Don't you own that shop? Why not hire people who skate?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MFS on October 03, 2007, 05:00:17 PM

naw i dont own it i just run the skate program. its a giant boardshop, really similiar to boardroom in vancouver.everyone i work with snowboards and surfs, job sucks balls. makes me want to go back to packing boxes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: E.l.G on October 03, 2007, 05:04:43 PM

Quote from: MFS on October 03, 2007, 05:00:17 PM

its a giant boardshop, really similiar to boardroom

Ouch.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MFS on October 03, 2007, 05:50:20 PM

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its a giant boardshop, really similiar to boardroom

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Ouch.

its pretty fucked. but the shop makes alot of kook money so it lets me order whatever i want and have a big team. they look at me like im a freak because im not wearing the newest mall branded shecklbam gear and i dont join in on there "wow i was so hyphy at the club" conversations every morning. i do my thing and they do theres. but my owners are chill, they let me order halfcabs and really trust my opinion on most other things. not to mention the big budget is sweet. instead of my riders having to ride shop boards they all ride blueprint, krooked and or whatever else i cop for them every month.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Raw!!! on October 03, 2007, 10:36:15 PM

Quote from: rfox on September 30, 2007, 08:31:03 PM

I haven't washed my hair in 6 months.  It is soft.

Its been about 2 and a half years of no shampoo or conditioner for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stagefright on October 04, 2007, 02:01:52 AM

damn, im just over a year

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kev on October 04, 2007, 05:42:28 PM

What's the result of never using shampoo or conditioner?  I mean it's not like it's expensive, and a bottle of the stuff last me like a year.. are there any advantages to not using it?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: marty. on October 04, 2007, 06:27:43 PM

I think there are some studies, though not sure how legit they are, that have determined that shampoo may cause you to go bald earlier.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: defiantnate on October 04, 2007, 06:34:40 PM

My teeth are rotting out of my head...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on October 04, 2007, 06:58:38 PM

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I haven't washed my hair in 6 months.  It is soft.

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Its been about 2 and a half years of no shampoo or conditioner for me.

Dandruff is a bitch.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Blue Fescue on October 04, 2007, 07:50:16 PM

Dandruff can be the result of diet, but you can use jojoba oil which helps.  i am never going to wash mine again.  The first six weeks were pretty funny my hair went crazy.  and it seems to change some when it sdapts to new seasons but besides that it is good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on October 04, 2007, 07:53:46 PM

the more you wash your hair, the more you're going to need to wash your hair.    washing it too much can irritate your scalp, and make dandruff worse.  i think if you rinse your hair with water you should be ok.  People lived for thousands of years without shampoo.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: marty. on October 04, 2007, 07:59:09 PM

I stopped washing mine when I first got my mohawk, so it would stick up some without me having to do anything to it. But I'm sick of girls looking at me like I'm gonna rape em when I pass by at night, so I'm letting it grow out, and I guess I'm gonna start shampooing again.

And lol at this thread turning into a hair discussion.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on October 04, 2007, 10:03:17 PM

how can you not wash your hair though?
doesnt it stink like shit
i would never wash mine again but it would smell like old macaroni and cheese

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on October 05, 2007, 08:18:36 AM

if you shower everyday its fine. i used to only wash it every time i would get a haircut, so like 3 months. but after a week its pretty much the same as what it will be in 3 months, as long as you rinse it everyday

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on October 05, 2007, 10:55:33 AM

i think i may have to try this
gonna get gnarly dandruff though

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on October 05, 2007, 01:07:07 PM

as long as you dont sracth your head, but who knows, i dont have to much black shirts that would prove me wrong

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Spy Fox on October 06, 2007, 05:19:53 PM

I look at all my skateboard friends as tools...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somekid on October 06, 2007, 09:35:52 PM

most of my skateboarding friends are tools and i'm very often embarassed to hang out with them in non-skate-related situations.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxter on October 06, 2007, 10:51:10 PM

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LAst week, I rocked the same pair of boxers for 4 days.

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i know a guy who wore a pair of pants for 13 days

try a month

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Spy Fox on October 07, 2007, 10:21:10 AM

Quote from: somekid on October 06, 2007, 09:35:52 PM

most of my skateboarding friends are tools and i'm very often embarassed to hang out with them in non-skate-related situations.

Same. Its like they dont know how to socialize with other people who dont skate. Most of them havnt even had a girlfriend or gone to a party

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on October 07, 2007, 02:33:50 PM

Quote from: Spy Fox on October 07, 2007, 10:21:10 AM

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most of my skateboarding friends are tools and i'm very often embarassed to hang out with them in non-skate-related situations.

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Same. Its like they dont know how to socialize with other people who dont skate. Most of them havnt even had a girlfriend or gone to a party

Maybe they don't like going to parties? I know thats how I am. I don't know about your friends, but its hard for me to talk to or really get along with people who don't skate. Theres hardly any common interests at best. But I'm also extremely introverted and judgmental.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tokewithyafolk on October 07, 2007, 03:09:35 PM

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most of my skateboarding friends are tools and i'm very often embarassed to hang out with them in non-skate-related situations.

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Same. Its like they dont know how to socialize with other people who dont skate. Most of them havnt even had a girlfriend or gone to a party

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its hard for me to talk to or really get along with people who don't skate. Theres hardly any common interests at best. But I'm also extremely introverted and judgmental.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blazini on October 07, 2007, 05:35:32 PM

i take 2 showers per week... sometimes only 1.

i pretty much never washed my whole body with soap in my 17 years.

i use 'head and shoulders' to wash my hair and then i clean my armpits and my dick hair with it.

yupp

oh and i hate cutting my toenails.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: toonie on October 07, 2007, 06:05:34 PM

Quote from: somekid on October 06, 2007, 09:35:52 PM

most of my skateboarding friends are tools and i'm very often embarassed to hang out with them in non-skate-related situations.

i get along easier with my non skate friends

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on October 08, 2007, 05:41:21 AM

Quote from: blazini on October 07, 2007, 05:35:32 PM

i take 2 showers per week... sometimes only 1.

i pretty much never washed my whole body with soap in my 17 years.

i use 'head and shoulders' to wash my hair and then i clean my armpits and my dick hair with it.

yupp

oh and i hate cutting my toenails.

something i would have not admitted.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blank. on October 08, 2007, 04:56:56 PM

i drive a honda civic

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tokewithyafolk on October 08, 2007, 05:59:14 PM

IFYM

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sony MDR V2 headphones on October 08, 2007, 06:29:16 PM

Ive been wearing spandex underwear and I love it.

underwear and pants dont go up my ass.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on October 08, 2007, 08:26:03 PM

Quote from: iwishilivedinfinla on October 08, 2007, 08:16:18 PM

I brush my teeth like once a week if I'm lucky.

I used to be like that too until my gums got all swollen and hurt whenever I ate anything. Ever since then, I've brushed them every day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stagefright on October 09, 2007, 02:45:39 AM

havent brushed mine in who knows, at least 3 years, no dentist in two and half years.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on October 09, 2007, 06:09:23 AM

i go weekends without brushing sometimes, but the gross feeling in my mouth of not brushing them just brings me down.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on October 09, 2007, 01:12:02 PM

Quote from: stagefright on October 09, 2007, 02:45:39 AM

havent brushed mine in who knows, at least 3 years, no dentist in two and half years.

really? is it like hair where it just gets to a point where it doesn't get worse? or do you just stay away from any sugar and acids and things?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: marty. on October 09, 2007, 01:52:04 PM

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havent brushed mine in who knows, at least 3 years, no dentist in two and half years.

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really? is it like hair where it just gets to a point where it doesn't get worse? or do you just stay away from any sugar and acids and things?

I think it just depends on the person. I brush mine a lot now cause I'm a smoker and it would just feel gross not too, but when I was younger I would do it maybe once a month and I've only ever had one cavity in my life and my teeth are fine now. I don't remember them ever feeling weird either.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: H8R vol.2 on October 09, 2007, 04:07:58 PM

you know what they say about teeth right?   if you ignore them, they just go away.   

i hated taking care of my teeth but then saw one of my friends(who rarely brushed his teeth) dying in pain trying to eat a frickin cheeseburger.  that changed my views on dental care.  i rather enjoy eating and would like to do more of it without the pain.   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jura on October 09, 2007, 04:19:35 PM

Im wearing new corduroy pants right now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS on October 09, 2007, 05:28:27 PM

I love wasting money.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: metsuri on October 10, 2007, 04:37:32 AM

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LAst week, I rocked the same pair of boxers for 4 days.

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i know a guy who wore a pair of pants for 13 days

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try a month

This trendy Swedish jeans brand called Nudie, suggests you to wear your brand new pair of jeans for 6 months to a year before the first wash. To get a "personalized look" or some shit. How's that?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on October 10, 2007, 05:17:55 AM

i dont really notice how long i've rocked boxers before, i lost track.. so i assume.. its a long time. i've def been up in the 'months' before.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: moustache on October 10, 2007, 11:04:58 AM

Regarding Teeth: I've never been too hot with dental hygene, but fuck man you got to take care of it! It's not teeth that are a problem, it's gums. You can have mad strong teeth, no cavities or anything, but your gums get all fucked up and those perfect strong teeth just fall the fuck out.

I've been trying to be better for a while now. Plus: dudes, ladies don't like the rancid acid breath vibe!

Oh and I don't like most people I see out riding skateboards. That's not really a confession though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on October 10, 2007, 11:33:36 AM

I brush my teeth 4 or 5 times a day.  Shit starts feeling gross and I have to brush em.  I also have this OCD thing where I count the strokes on each tooth (like Will Ferrel in Stranger than Fiction).

I've also ruined a few pairs of Levi's by washing them too soon.  Some companies put wax on their jeans so when you wear them they get a broken in, classic look.  Washing it too soon fucks up the wax, and your jeans come out looking like shit. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beeda weeda on October 10, 2007, 12:32:56 PM

on a trip to Cuba last april, I fuck a random (canadian)  girl with no condom, and I fucked her in the ass with no condom.  got checked 3 days after I got home.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: H8R vol.2 on October 10, 2007, 01:15:01 PM

Quote from: beeda weeda on October 10, 2007, 12:32:56 PM

on a trip to Cuba last april, I fuck a random (canadian)  girl with no condom, and I fucked her in the ass with no condom.  got checked 3 days after I got home.

most STD/virus's take more than 3 days to show up.
i'd get tested again in about 3-6 months.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: moustache on October 10, 2007, 02:02:22 PM

Harsh. But true.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beeda weeda on October 10, 2007, 02:05:03 PM

well, itsall good, I've been tested since.  its all good. It ws just a scary thing to put myse;f through

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: H8R vol.2 on October 10, 2007, 02:07:06 PM

Quote from: beeda weeda on October 10, 2007, 02:05:03 PM

well, itsall good, I've been tested since.  its all good. It ws just a scary thing to put myse;f through

gambling with your cock is always sketchy. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Round 2 on October 10, 2007, 02:33:18 PM

I haven't really progressed much in skating over the past 3 years :( and even after doing like hundreds of backside flips mine are still soooo inconsistent. I also spent almost a year practicing nollie flips and still have yet to make any real improvement on them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somekid on October 10, 2007, 05:39:43 PM

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most of my skateboarding friends are tools and i'm very often embarassed to hang out with them in non-skate-related situations.

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Same. Its like they dont know how to socialize with other people who dont skate. Most of them havnt even had a girlfriend or gone to a party

and anytime you try to take them somewhere, they start wildin' out and shit. then you get to aplologize to your other friends because your buddy pissed in the pate at their art show.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kev on October 11, 2007, 04:06:46 PM

I'm so confident that Fully Flared will be the most visually pleasing and inspiring skate video of all time, it's pretty much the only thing I'm looking forward to in life right now.  I need a job right now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Any Time At All on October 11, 2007, 05:20:02 PM

I hate everything about my kickflips and switch kickflilps, there, i said it, they're terrible.

I don't think my girlfriend likes me as much as I like her, but I still know she likes me

I really don't have much to say

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on October 11, 2007, 09:52:36 PM

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LAst week, I rocked the same pair of boxers for 4 days.

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i know a guy who wore a pair of pants for 13 days

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try a month

i wore the same pants a whole summer one time without washing them
they were black too so i had the Chris Cole sweat stains

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: metsuri on October 12, 2007, 01:37:10 AM

- I like jogging.
- I saw Paramore play on Conan O'Brien last night. I think I liked it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on October 12, 2007, 06:37:25 AM

Quote from: Any Time At All on October 11, 2007, 05:20:02 PM

I hate everything about my kickflips and switch kickflilps, there, i said it, they're terrible.

Ugh, I was dying for you to own up to that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on October 12, 2007, 12:12:13 PM

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LAst week, I rocked the same pair of boxers for 4 days.

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i know a guy who wore a pair of pants for 13 days

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try a month

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i wore the same pants a whole summer one time without washing them
they were black too so i had the Chris Cole sweat stains

i went for half the school year with a pair. they were brand new black emerica jeans and the only reason why they got washed was because when i went into the shower my mom took them from my room and washed them. after that they looked like grey acid washed pants, i was bummed out

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on October 13, 2007, 09:19:39 PM

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LAst week, I rocked the same pair of boxers for 4 days.

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i know a guy who wore a pair of pants for 13 days

[close]

try a month

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i wore the same pants a whole summer one time without washing them
they were black too so i had the Chris Cole sweat stains

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i went for half the school year with a pair. they were brand new black emerica jeans and the only reason why they got washed was because when i went into the shower my mom took them from my room and washed them. after that they looked like grey acid washed pants, i was bummed out

i used to sleep in mine
even had a wet dream in them
ahhh 9th grade

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Edward Penishands on October 13, 2007, 09:31:08 PM

i secretly hope the majority of people i see skateboarding quit so i can have it all to myself and my close friends

 :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somekid on October 13, 2007, 10:36:55 PM

Quote from: SuperHipsterMorisseyFan69 on October 13, 2007, 09:31:08 PM

i secretly hope the majority of people i see skateboarding quit so i can have it all to myself and my close friends

 :-\

you too, huh?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty Champignon on October 14, 2007, 03:59:11 AM

I hate all of the kids who skate in my town, one in particular is really good but he pushes mongo, so anything good he does is cancelled out by that in my eyes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Spy Fox on October 14, 2007, 08:51:03 AM

I seriously love my cat and snuggle with it for atleast 2 hours everyday

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice weather on October 14, 2007, 09:28:45 AM

This thread is losing his classic status. More actual confessions please. I'm working on a few myself, but it takes time of course.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty Champignon on October 14, 2007, 11:43:42 AM

yesterday I when my brother and his girlfriend came round, I couldnt stop looking at her huge tits

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: heckler on October 14, 2007, 07:00:18 PM

-For some reason, about a third of my friends/people I talk to on a daily basis are freshman. I have no idea why that is, though.
-I usually only read this thread when I'm really bored, or procrastinating.
-My teeth are not in the greatest condition.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Young Jeezy on October 14, 2007, 07:30:53 PM

i am the trap

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on October 14, 2007, 07:59:27 PM

i don't eat actual meals anymore. for the past couple of months i have been eating snacks. yesterday for example i ate two packs of pop-tarts, four cup cakes, and four taquitos. today i ate a pack of pop-tarts, the cookie dough chunks in my moms cookie dough ice cream, some chips, and a box of mozzarella sticks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rickey henderson on October 14, 2007, 09:12:58 PM

There's nothing wrong with wearing the same pair of jeans for an extended period of time. I've only washed my new pair once, and have worn them everyday since June.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Blue Fescue on October 14, 2007, 11:01:39 PM

Quote from: mike fork on October 14, 2007, 07:59:27 PM

i don't eat actual meals anymore. for the past couple of months i have been eating snacks. yesterday for example i ate two packs of pop-tarts, four cup cakes, and four taquitos. today i ate a pack of pop-tarts, the cookie dough chunks in my moms cookie dough ice cream, some chips, and a box of mozzarella sticks

gross, you get out of your body what you put into it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: diegomenendez on October 14, 2007, 11:30:14 PM

I just had the first kiss with this girl that I really like and she likes me alot. When I got home, I added the song from the Little Mermaid, "Kiss the Girl", cause I had been beating around the bush, but I just drove to her place just to kiss her

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Any Time At All on October 15, 2007, 05:05:36 AM

ill

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on October 15, 2007, 07:16:18 AM

Quote from: Jackson on October 14, 2007, 11:30:14 PM

I just had the first kiss with this girl that I really like and she likes me alot. When I got home, I added the song from the Little Mermaid, "Kiss the Girl", cause I had been beating around the bush, but I just drove to her place just to kiss her

can we keep the sappy shit off of slap please.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: marty. on October 15, 2007, 07:46:57 AM

Goddammit Jackson. Alright, I'll get real for the good of the thread.

I tried to kill myself on Easter a year and a half ago.
Later that year I decided that smoking crack was a really awesome thing to do, and went into a short period of doing that multiple times a day.
One of my brothers has AIDS, and I know it's selfish, but some days I just wish he would die in  a car crash or something, so I don't have to watch him get really sick.

That's about as real as I'm comfortable getting while I'm sober.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silent Bob. on October 15, 2007, 07:49:17 AM

Shit, that's some pretty real shit there; keep strong mate...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: marty. on October 15, 2007, 07:51:38 AM

Yeah, I should probably point out that I'm  not nearly as much of a sad bastard as that post would make me out to be. I'm pretty much a totally different person from who I was a year and a half ago.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on October 15, 2007, 08:04:46 AM

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most of my skateboarding friends are tools and i'm very often embarassed to hang out with them in non-skate-related situations.

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Same. Its like they dont know how to socialize with other people who dont skate. Most of them havnt even had a girlfriend or gone to a party

that's pretty much me... haven't had a girlfriend since i was like, 11 or something, and that does not count as a relationship... i never go to parties and I barely hang out with people, all i do is skate... I suck....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silent Bob. on October 15, 2007, 08:18:57 AM

Quote from: WeTigers on October 15, 2007, 07:51:38 AM

Yeah, I should probably point out that I'm  not nearly as much of a sad bastard as that post would make me out to be. I'm pretty much a totally different person from who I was a year and a half ago.

I'm not taking you to be in the slightest - just to be someone who's got way more on his plate than worrying about whether it's raining out or that their wheels are flatspotted.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on October 15, 2007, 08:21:40 AM

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most of my skateboarding friends are tools and i'm very often embarassed to hang out with them in non-skate-related situations.

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Same. Its like they dont know how to socialize with other people who dont skate. Most of them havnt even had a girlfriend or gone to a party

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that's pretty much me... haven't had a girlfriend since i was like, 11 or something, and that does not count as a relationship... i never go to parties and I barely hang out with people, all i do is skate... I suck....

if you have fun skating it really shouldnt matter. everytime i go out to a bar after skating i end up having a shittier time so i might as well skipped that and just kept skating

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on October 15, 2007, 10:00:54 AM

Quote from: metsuri on October 12, 2007, 01:37:10 AM

- I saw Paramore play on Conan O'Brien last night. I think I liked it.

They were playing misery business, right? that song is fuckin awesome, it got me so soked i downloaded the whole album, but the rest was completley worthless....

saying that i think a paramore song is "fuckin awesome" has gotta be the gnarliest and most fucked up confession in this thread...  ;)

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most of my skateboarding friends are tools and i'm very often embarassed to hang out with them in non-skate-related situations.

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Same. Its like they dont know how to socialize with other people who dont skate. Most of them havnt even had a girlfriend or gone to a party

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that's pretty much me... haven't had a girlfriend since i was like, 11 or something, and that does not count as a relationship... i never go to parties and I barely hang out with people, all i do is skate... I suck....

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if you have fun skating it really shouldnt matter. everytime i go out to a bar after skating i end up having a shittier time so i might as well skipped that and just kept skating

fuck yeah, i love skating more thananything, but I know I'm missin out on a whole lotta shit...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Young Jeezy on October 15, 2007, 10:08:26 AM

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- I saw Paramore play on Conan O'Brien last night. I think I liked it.

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They were playing misery business, right? that song is fuckin awesome, it got me so soked i downloaded the whole album, but the rest was completley worthless....

saying that i think a paramore song is "fuckin awesome" has gotta be the gnarliest and most fucked up confession in this thread...  ;)

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most of my skateboarding friends are tools and i'm very often embarassed to hang out with them in non-skate-related situations.

[close]

Same. Its like they dont know how to socialize with other people who dont skate. Most of them havnt even had a girlfriend or gone to a party

[close]

that's pretty much me... haven't had a girlfriend since i was like, 11 or something, and that does not count as a relationship... i never go to parties and I barely hang out with people, all i do is skate... I suck....

[close]

if you have fun skating it really shouldnt matter. everytime i go out to a bar after skating i end up having a shittier time so i might as well skipped that and just kept skating

[close]

fuck yeah, i love skating more thananything, but I know I'm missin out on a whole lotta shit...

you need some pussy, but if you remember one thing remember dont put the puss before the push. your board is always gonna be there for you patiently waiting to give you the time of your life.bitches aint shit, never let them get in the way of your real girlfriend dog. church

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Vov Vurnquist on October 15, 2007, 12:20:48 PM

booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mick swagger on October 15, 2007, 01:27:13 PM

PREACH.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Farger on October 16, 2007, 02:27:13 PM

I'm a living, breathing cliche SLAP poster. I do ollies in my brown dickies and plaid shirts and I diss a whole bunch of skaters even though I could never touch their skills.

(http://photos-c.ak.facebook.com/photos-ak-sf2p/v142/31/80/536775873/n536775873_587930_9458.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on October 16, 2007, 05:08:37 PM

umm, i dont think those are half cabs. loser

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: heckler on October 16, 2007, 07:15:16 PM

Quote from: Farger on October 16, 2007, 02:27:13 PM

I'm a living, breathing cliche SLAP poster. I do ollies in my brown dickies and plaid shirts and I diss a whole bunch of skaters even though I could never touch their skills.

There is no shame in that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blazini on October 16, 2007, 07:24:37 PM

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I'm a living, breathing cliche SLAP poster. I do ollies in my brown dickies and plaid shirts and I diss a whole bunch of skaters even though I could never touch their skills.

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There is no shame in that.

your just saying that cuz you suck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: heckler on October 16, 2007, 07:27:20 PM

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I'm a living, breathing cliche SLAP poster. I do ollies in my brown dickies and plaid shirts and I diss a whole bunch of skaters even though I could never touch their skills.

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There is no shame in that.

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your just saying that cuz you suck

That hurts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on October 16, 2007, 08:53:18 PM

hey farger who cares dude, i'm sure everybody here is like that in real life

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Farger on October 17, 2007, 01:01:04 AM

Quote from: lophatrophazoa on October 16, 2007, 05:08:37 PM

umm, i dont think those are half cabs. loser

Ah, I totally forgot about that one, haha. Since those are VOX troopers I guess my first post was a lie. Thanks for looking out : )

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheMoneyMellon on October 17, 2007, 03:23:22 AM

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I'm a living, breathing cliche SLAP poster. I do ollies in my brown dickies and plaid shirts and I diss a whole bunch of skaters even though I could never touch their skills.

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There is no shame in that.

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your just saying that cuz you suck

No, it's just what he aspires to be.

Title: Re: real confessions
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I'm a living, breathing cliche SLAP poster. I do ollies in my brown dickies and plaid shirts and I diss a whole bunch of skaters even though I could never touch their skills.

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There is no shame in that.

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your just saying that cuz you suck

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No, it's just what he aspires to be.

oh ya, lemme tell ya....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Young Jeezy on October 17, 2007, 12:20:18 PM

im sick as fuck right now so ive have been beating my meat like crazy. then i got drunk last night and sent a pic of my dick to this girl and she said it was gross :'( needless to say i was offended. Jeezy got played

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Any Time At All on October 17, 2007, 03:07:47 PM

pwned

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Post by: Young Jeezy on October 17, 2007, 03:20:42 PM

Quote from: Any Time At All on October 17, 2007, 03:07:47 PM

pwned

yeah dawg

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joshewuhh on October 17, 2007, 03:37:17 PM

Theres this chick at my work who sells new cars.
We flirt off and on harmlessly, until saturday when she gave me her number and told me to call her after work b/c she wants to hang out.
Problem is... I have a lady.
But this girls really cool.

Lifes a buffet table, and I just want a little bit of everything.
Is that so bad?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on October 17, 2007, 06:23:27 PM

Quote from: Any Time At All on October 17, 2007, 03:07:47 PM

pwned

you said "pwned" GET OUT OF HERE FOREVER PLEASE.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on October 17, 2007, 07:59:57 PM

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pwned

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you said "pwned" GET OUT OF HERE FOREVER PLEASE.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swissenheights on October 17, 2007, 10:02:07 PM

Quote from: Joshewuhh on October 17, 2007, 03:37:17 PM

Theres this chick at my work who sells new cars.
We flirt off and on harmlessly, until saturday when she gave me her number and told me to call her after work b/c she wants to hang out.
Problem is... I have a lady.
But this girls really cool.

Lifes a buffet table, and I just want a little bit of everything.
Is that so bad?

homers cheating on marge in your avatar so yes its okay its not that bad

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swissenheights on October 18, 2007, 06:58:18 PM

she really got a turtle surprise huh

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on October 18, 2007, 07:03:30 PM

Quote from: swissenheights on October 18, 2007, 06:58:18 PM

she really got a turtle surprise huh

Unfortunately

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on October 18, 2007, 09:46:42 PM

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eating a girls pussy and ass...on my list of favorite things I've ever experienced in life.

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spoken like a man, *pats back*

these are great,

ive gone on all sorts of benders and binges for years and only now starting to get back on the wagon.

part of that means ive had to shaft most of my old buddies and start meeting new friends at school

i dont like many people at the shop im sponsored by and am starting to question why im even dealing with it at all.

i treat my girlfriend like shit and i think thats why we ve been together for so long.

i dunno some other wierd shit., and if my friends knew i posted here id be embarrased haha

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Dude i treat my girl like shit too yet she puts up me with me. I've cheated on her like 3 times and i don't even feel bad. I know she knows too. She even takes me to skate, and buys me junk food and shit. She even wanted me to put it in her butt. That's sick if you ask me.

If shes that good to you, why do you treat her like shit and cheat on her? That sounds like a girl I'd marry.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on October 18, 2007, 09:48:59 PM

I'm this close, but who knows. I'm too young for that shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Young Jeezy on October 19, 2007, 09:28:25 AM

i was just accused of being arrogant :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on October 19, 2007, 09:36:43 AM

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eating a girls pussy and ass...on my list of favorite things I've ever experienced in life.

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spoken like a man, *pats back*

these are great,

ive gone on all sorts of benders and binges for years and only now starting to get back on the wagon.

part of that means ive had to shaft most of my old buddies and start meeting new friends at school

i dont like many people at the shop im sponsored by and am starting to question why im even dealing with it at all.

i treat my girlfriend like shit and i think thats why we ve been together for so long.

i dunno some other wierd shit., and if my friends knew i posted here id be embarrased haha

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Dude i treat my girl like shit too yet she puts up me with me. I've cheated on her like 3 times and i don't even feel bad. I know she knows too. She even takes me to skate, and buys me junk food and shit. She even wanted me to put it in her butt. That's sick if you ask me.

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If shes that good to you, why do you treat her like shit and cheat on her? That sounds like a girl I'd marry.

It's not that i treat her like shit i just think she likes me more than i like her and  little things like i say I'll call her back and never do.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on October 19, 2007, 10:58:23 AM

I was watching a tv show on the JFK assassination when I started thinking of my grandfather, who was a Secret Service agent during the time JFK was killed.  I did a little research, and there is a lot of evidence that the Marcello crime family was implicated in the assassination.  Coincidentally, the Marcellos' home base was a little Italian restaurant about 5 minutes down the highway from where I live, and where my grandfather lived during the JFK assassination.  I find it kind of odd that a secret service agent that was guarding the president would live so close to the base of operations of a crime family that was implicated in the president's assassination.  My family was always really hush-hush about the fact that my grandfather was a secret service agent; ( i just found out about it a couple years ago (20 years after he died).  The whole thing just seems really weird to me, and I can't stop wondering if there was some kind of connection between the two.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Anton on October 19, 2007, 02:50:46 PM

i can't kickflip and im not trying to learn it either

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: heckler on October 19, 2007, 04:09:02 PM

Quote from: turtlesurprise on October 19, 2007, 09:36:43 AM

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Quote from: jared... on December 04, 2006, 08:18:59 PM

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eating a girls pussy and ass...on my list of favorite things I've ever experienced in life.

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spoken like a man, *pats back*

these are great,

ive gone on all sorts of benders and binges for years and only now starting to get back on the wagon.

part of that means ive had to shaft most of my old buddies and start meeting new friends at school

i dont like many people at the shop im sponsored by and am starting to question why im even dealing with it at all.

i treat my girlfriend like shit and i think thats why we ve been together for so long.

i dunno some other wierd shit., and if my friends knew i posted here id be embarrased haha

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Dude i treat my girl like shit too yet she puts up me with me. I've cheated on her like 3 times and i don't even feel bad. I know she knows too. She even takes me to skate, and buys me junk food and shit. She even wanted me to put it in her butt. That's sick if you ask me.

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If shes that good to you, why do you treat her like shit and cheat on her? That sounds like a girl I'd marry.

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It's not that i treat her like shit i just think she likes me more than i like her and  little things like i say I'll call her back and never do.

I know what you mean... that was what it was like with my ex (before she was my ex) for a while, but I just broke up with her. I was over it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on October 19, 2007, 04:10:48 PM

Yeah i am getting to that point, but fuck i would feel so bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tag_king on October 21, 2007, 08:20:26 PM

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Quote from: Tommy Tutone on October 18, 2007, 09:46:42 PM

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Quote from: jared... on December 04, 2006, 08:18:59 PM

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eating a girls pussy and ass...on my list of favorite things I've ever experienced in life.

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spoken like a man, *pats back*

these are great,

ive gone on all sorts of benders and binges for years and only now starting to get back on the wagon.

part of that means ive had to shaft most of my old buddies and start meeting new friends at school

i dont like many people at the shop im sponsored by and am starting to question why im even dealing with it at all.

i treat my girlfriend like shit and i think thats why we ve been together for so long.

i dunno some other wierd shit., and if my friends knew i posted here id be embarrased haha

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Dude i treat my girl like shit too yet she puts up me with me. I've cheated on her like 3 times and i don't even feel bad. I know she knows too. She even takes me to skate, and buys me junk food and shit. She even wanted me to put it in her butt. That's sick if you ask me.

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If shes that good to you, why do you treat her like shit and cheat on her? That sounds like a girl I'd marry.

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It's not that i treat her like shit i just think she likes me more than i like her and  little things like i say I'll call her back and never do.

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I know what you mean... that was what it was like with my ex (before she was my ex) for a while, but I just broke up with her. I was over it.

man, keep treating them like shit.. I remember the day when I thought to myself "Shit, my girlfriend is awesome, I should start being nicer" and I have been fucked ever since.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Room Guy on October 22, 2007, 11:03:51 AM

man i would kill to get my brown belt. my gf says no way :'(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on October 22, 2007, 12:16:25 PM

I always here people skating by my place and wonder if it's mikefork or ah lee. I then feel like a creep for having the internet mixing in with my real life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joshewuhh on October 22, 2007, 02:18:32 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on October 22, 2007, 12:16:25 PM

I always here people skating by my place and wonder if it's mikefork or ah lee. I then feel like a creep for having the internet mixing in with my real life.

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Go skate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on October 22, 2007, 02:21:10 PM

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I always here people skating by my place and wonder if it's mikefork or ah lee. I then feel like a creep for having the internet mixing in with my real life.

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\

Go skate

I don't have one at the moment( and can't afford it either). I focused my last and threw it on a roof like a little brat. I did find these fun looking rails at this gas station near my place that made me want to skate really bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on October 22, 2007, 05:43:26 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on October 22, 2007, 12:16:25 PM

I always here people skating by my place and wonder if it's mikefork or ah lee. I then feel like a creep for having the internet mixing in with my real life.

whoa, where do you live?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on October 23, 2007, 11:20:36 AM

Hillside street.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: artichoke on October 24, 2007, 01:56:45 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on October 23, 2007, 11:20:36 AM

Hillside street.

In mission hill?  I skated down that street last week, so it may have been me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on October 24, 2007, 02:05:04 PM

Yes, Mission Hill.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on October 24, 2007, 04:48:03 PM

cigarettebeer, were you at the jam on sunday?

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Post by: artichoke on October 24, 2007, 05:00:17 PM

Quote from: mike fork on October 24, 2007, 04:48:03 PM

cigarettebeer, were you at the jam on sunday?

How was that?  I slept until 1(hung over), and had something to do at 2:30 so I just closed the blinds and put some music on.  I went to the static premiere and almost got arrested by the 9,000,000 cops in my neighborhood because of the sox game on the way back.

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Post by: mikefork on October 24, 2007, 05:09:14 PM

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cigarettebeer, were you at the jam on sunday?

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How was that?  I slept until 1(hung over), and had something to do at 2:30 so I just closed the blinds and put some music on.  I went to the static premiere and almost got arrested by the 9,000,000 cops in my neighborhood because of the sox game on the way back.

everyone had a good time. fred gall and bro were killing it. sfa mc'ed the best/worst trick contest and we somehow got kids to try and coffin off the kicker. if either you and/or cigarettebeer can make it, we are hosting a skate jam this saturday in malden

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: toonie on October 25, 2007, 01:59:30 AM

i kind of just want it to be winter already

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Room Guy on October 25, 2007, 02:54:15 AM

i haven't skated in 2 months

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blazini on October 25, 2007, 07:47:28 AM

Quote from: Room Guy on October 25, 2007, 02:54:15 AM

i haven't skated in 4 months

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on October 26, 2007, 11:38:31 AM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on October 24, 2007, 02:05:04 PM

Yes, Mission Hill.

i actually live about 1h30m from the city... i go often though.

i have friends that live right on mission hill man. you've probably heard me skate by your place before than. ha.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: name on October 26, 2007, 11:00:59 PM

I am obsessed with the number 222

I go on Slap secretly and have never told anyone that I go on a skateboarding message board.

I fear becoming an alcoholic because the only time I feel completely comfortable and anxiety-free around people is when I’m am drunk.

I play with a tech dech more than I actually skateboard.
 
I feel like I enjoy masturbating more than I do actually being with a girl.

I believe in Jesus.

I only post when I am a little fucked up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Room Guy on October 26, 2007, 11:48:34 PM

hey, do i know you? ^

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Guile on October 26, 2007, 11:49:58 PM

i smoke too much weed and i know its affecting me but i sort of dont care.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bentmode on October 27, 2007, 01:46:05 AM

Quote from: Guile on October 26, 2007, 11:49:58 PM

i smoke too much weed and i know its affecting me but i sort of dont care.

si mon que si guey.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Guile on October 27, 2007, 11:09:26 AM

see i cant even pronounce that. im way too burnt.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joshewuhh on October 27, 2007, 09:18:42 PM

Quote from: name on October 26, 2007, 11:00:59 PM

I feel like I enjoy masturbating more than I do actually being with a girl.

Been there, done that.
Sometimes, no woman can do what my right hand can.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: heckler on October 28, 2007, 06:58:14 PM

I'm not really happy with my physical appearance. Everytime I look in the mirror, I think that I'd be a lot happier with myself if I were a few inches taller and weighed a little bit less.
On a not very related thought, I'm wearing a knit sweater right now and I'm kinda stoked on it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: colinator on October 28, 2007, 08:26:20 PM

i've always thought slap was invite only...
admin on emericaskate.com
girlfriend of two years just cheated on me, and i can't move on.
stopped skating more and more for the better part of two years
after breaking arms and a continually fucked up ankle it's hard for me to try anything new anymore
depressed..always
the only thing that makes me feel better is the band johnny hobo and the freight trains.
i actually hate andrew reynolds and everything he does, but own a pair of bosses.
i hate guns n roses ever since axl canceled out on chinese democracy tour after being so psyched on winning tickets off the radio
saw the rolling stones at fenway park for free because a girl fell and broke her legs
fucked up the samuel l jackson wax figure at madame tussads wax museum in NY on accident, i don't think it's even on display anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gest on October 28, 2007, 08:45:29 PM

dont claim to hate reynolds to get a good rep, the majority here actually likes him. just make sure to reference his bowl cut in his birdhouse part to show youve been down for a long tine

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: colinator on October 29, 2007, 05:03:35 AM

Quote from: Gest on October 28, 2007, 08:45:29 PM

dont claim to hate reynolds to get a good rep, the majority here actually likes him. just make sure to reference his bowl cut in his birdhouse part to show youve been down for a long tine

i really could give a fuck if everyone here likes him, for some reason unknown even to myself i can't stand him.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on October 30, 2007, 09:30:59 AM

i like broccoli

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Post by: tag_king on October 30, 2007, 10:05:06 AM

Quote from: lophatrophazoa on October 30, 2007, 09:30:59 AM

i like broccoli

love that shit.. so good on pizza.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Guile on October 30, 2007, 10:09:47 AM

i actually have nothing against jake rupp but ive got this pickle guy and little jeezy mad as fuck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Young Jeezy on October 30, 2007, 10:13:03 AM

Quote from: Guile on October 30, 2007, 10:09:47 AM

i actually have nothing against jake rupp but ive got this pickle guy and little jeezy mad as fuck.

jeezy aint mad. its not like i know dude personally. you were just sayin some fucked up shit and i had to call you out. and btw if you didnt understand the comment about the 300 dollars, which im sure you didnt, thats about how much an abortion would cost.didnt want that to go over your head

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Guile on October 30, 2007, 10:14:42 AM

the guys a fucking alcoholic. what a little front nosing bitch. the ponytail doesnt help his case either.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Young Jeezy on October 30, 2007, 11:13:40 AM

Jeezy is pissed DickNagger is a Slap Pal. i cant wait to kook the shit out of his ass.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Guile on October 30, 2007, 11:17:33 AM

its time for jeezy to power post his ass to 1000. drop some lyrics in every thread slap has.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Young Jeezy on October 30, 2007, 11:25:04 AM

Quote from: Guile on October 30, 2007, 11:17:33 AM

its time for jeezy to power post his ass to 1000. drop some lyrics in every thread slap has.

jeezy already posts his ass off enough

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS on October 30, 2007, 06:39:40 PM

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its time for jeezy to power post his ass to 1000. drop some lyrics in every thread slap has.

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jeezy already posts his ass off enough

Jeezy also likes talking about himself in 3rd person.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Young Jeezy on October 30, 2007, 06:47:02 PM

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its time for jeezy to power post his ass to 1000. drop some lyrics in every thread slap has.

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jeezy already posts his ass off enough

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Jeezy also likes talking about himself in 3rd person.

blow jeezy HA!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swissenheights on October 30, 2007, 06:54:35 PM

Jimmy really likes Elaine

George likes spicy chicken

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joshewuhh on October 30, 2007, 07:33:05 PM

I know Jeezy's real identity.























Not really, but I wish I did.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Young Jeezy on October 30, 2007, 07:33:54 PM

Quote from: Joshewuhh on October 30, 2007, 07:33:05 PM

I know Jeezy's real identity.























Not really, but I wish I did.

ive already posted footy and photos you big dummy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bentmode on October 30, 2007, 07:53:01 PM

lolz i knowz.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swissenheights on October 30, 2007, 08:32:06 PM

you jackass you missed jeezy trying to get rad

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Room Guy on October 30, 2007, 08:35:57 PM

i like to get high and watch undertaker videos on youtube

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blazini on October 30, 2007, 08:57:17 PM

george is getting very angry!!!!!!!!!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joshewuhh on October 30, 2007, 09:40:15 PM

I just watched Legally Blonde 2

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on October 30, 2007, 11:27:26 PM

Once I was very suicidal and I remembered the doctor telling me if this ever happened to call 911. I did so hoping they would give me some magicical drug to make me feel human again. Cops show up and I run and hide my wine bottle in nearby buhes. They say " hey you called?". "Um yeah I did, i wasn't expecting cops though". They put me in hand cuffs and throw me in the back of the car. I was just thinking " what kind of idiot calls 911 and gets himself arrested?". One of the young cops finds the wine. They laugh a bit and drive me to a mental hospital. I get there and they grill me with questions while the two fine police men listen for a funny story to tell the boys at the station. Finally they give me like six huge pills and I pass out in a cell with a shitty bed and blankets.

I was awoke the next day fairly early and am told to go see this bald fat man who's supposed to know what he's talking about. Before I leave the cell an angry fat woman tells me to make my bed. I was still fucked up from the pills but managed to do it to her liking. I finally sit down to see the fat shrink and he tells me " you need to go to rehab". " No way I will do that" I told the fat man. "Well then you must leave now". I was given a token for the train and sent on my way. I was lucky enough to find a liquor store right outside of there. I bought a bottle of peppermint schnapps and went to the train station. I had no idea where to go because I was staying at a heroin addicted friends house in San Diego. Somewhere along the way I lost my train pass and was issued a ticket which I failed to pay. It ended up being over 500 with late fees. So I finally made it back and everyone asks where I was and I just tell them I got drunk and fell asleep somewhere.

So anyway, my life was pretty shitty and that's my confession.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stagefright on October 30, 2007, 11:32:31 PM

you should delete your account and focus on fixing your life

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Vov Vurnquist on October 30, 2007, 11:50:26 PM

you should unfocus your board and delete your child porn

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on October 30, 2007, 11:54:35 PM

Quote from: stagefright on October 30, 2007, 11:32:31 PM

you should delete your account and focus on fixing your life

It's much better now. This was after a breakup, being kicked out of an appartment, being poor and just pretty much everything going wrong.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Young Jeezy on October 31, 2007, 04:49:39 AM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on October 30, 2007, 11:27:26 PM

Once I was very suicidal and I remembered the doctor telling me if this ever happened to call 911. I did so hoping they would give me some magicical drug to make me feel human again. Cops show up and I run and hide my wine bottle in nearby buhes. They say " hey you called?". "Um yeah I did, i wasn't expecting cops though". They put me in hand cuffs and throw me in the back of the car. I was just thinking " what kind of idiot calls 911 and gets himself arrested?". One of the young cops finds the wine. They laugh a bit and drive me to a mental hospital. I get there and they grill me with questions while the two fine police men listen for a funny story to tell the boys at the station. Finally they give me like six huge pills and I pass out in a cell with a shitty bed and blankets.

I was awoke the next day fairly early and am told to go see this bald fat man who's supposed to know what he's talking about. Before I leave the cell an angry fat woman tells me to make my bed. I was still fucked up from the pills but managed to do it to her liking. I finally sit down to see the fat shrink and he tells me " you need to go to rehab". " No way I will do that" I told the fat man. "Well then you must leave now". I was given a token for the train and sent on my way. I was lucky enough to find a liquor store right outside of there. I bought a bottle of peppermint schnapps and went to the train station. I had no idea where to go because I was staying at a heroin addicted friends house in San Diego. Somewhere along the way I lost my train pass and was issued a ticket which I failed to pay. It ended up being over 500 with late fees. So I finally made it back and everyone asks where I was and I just tell them I got drunk and fell asleep somewhere.

So anyway, my life was pretty shitty and that's my confession.

wow.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on October 31, 2007, 10:56:20 AM

sorry to hear man. maybe you should chill on the drink?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on October 31, 2007, 01:48:05 PM

Quote from: Ah Lee on October 31, 2007, 10:56:20 AM

sorry to hear man. maybe you should chill on the drink?

This happened early this year. I'm drinking less, things are going good and I don't want to die.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on October 31, 2007, 01:49:42 PM

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sorry to hear man. maybe you should chill on the drink?

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This happened early this year. I'm drinking less, things are going good and I don't want to die.

Good man, don't take the pussy way out. You got your girl in boston now man. Glad to hear things are better. I'll be up there this weekend. Maybe we'll shred.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on October 31, 2007, 02:35:14 PM

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sorry to hear man. maybe you should chill on the drink?

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This happened early this year. I'm drinking less, things are going good and I don't want to die.

[close]

Good man, don't take the pussy way out. You got your girl in boston now man. Glad to hear things are better. I'll be up there this weekend. Maybe we'll shred.

Yeah that would be fun. Let me know if you wanna meet up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: colinator on October 31, 2007, 03:45:19 PM

it's cool to see everyone actually reading this shit and not acting like complete cunts as a reply.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on October 31, 2007, 03:48:11 PM

This is like the Slap confession booth. You must be respectful.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on October 31, 2007, 03:56:02 PM

theres then equal ammount of love and hate on here, only you usually only just see one side.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: colinator on October 31, 2007, 04:02:10 PM

Quote from: Ah Lee on October 31, 2007, 03:56:02 PM

theres then equal ammount of love and hate on here, only you usually only just see one side.

this is the only thread i haven't seen some fight over somebody being a slap pal or saying the wrong thing about a pro.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swissenheights on October 31, 2007, 04:32:26 PM

awwww

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Vov Vurnquist on October 31, 2007, 05:01:59 PM

is swissen heights the title of a romance novel?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bentmode on October 31, 2007, 08:18:59 PM

cigarettebeer, i feel you. i have a bunch of shit and my life is really fucked right now. i just keep on living, thats all i can do.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swissenheights on October 31, 2007, 09:22:42 PM

yes im writting a science fiction romance novel

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Vov Vurnquist on October 31, 2007, 10:11:22 PM

Quote from: swissenheights on October 31, 2007, 09:22:42 PM

yes im writting a science fiction romance novel

i was concieved in space
hence the unearthly schlong...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Optimus Prime on October 31, 2007, 11:45:47 PM

I HAVE BOT CRUSH ON A FEW GOBOTS. THEY ALSO ARE MALE SOCKET, WHICH MAKES ME A GAYBOT.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SimonP on November 01, 2007, 12:08:52 PM

Quote from: Optimus Prime on October 31, 2007, 11:45:47 PM

I HAVE BOT CRUSH ON A FEW GOBOTS. THEY ALSO ARE MALE SOCKET, WHICH MAKES ME A GAYBOT.

lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: diegomenendez on November 02, 2007, 03:01:06 AM

I don't even know where to start

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: loophole on November 02, 2007, 06:28:33 AM

someone gave me a skinny board.
im enjoying it

im sorry

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on November 02, 2007, 06:32:52 AM

i skate carrolls, its alll goood.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SimonP on November 02, 2007, 07:24:14 AM

I need to cut down on cigs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Goyo on November 02, 2007, 07:35:33 PM

i'm struggling to become vegetarian

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bobby hill on November 03, 2007, 04:24:14 PM

animals taste to good to stop eating them. besides, you don't make friends with salad. lisa learned the hard way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty Champignon on November 03, 2007, 04:27:52 PM

I recently had some pig that was spit roasted and I had the best steak ive ever had last night, its things like these that make me think vegetarians are insane, meat just tastes too nice

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on November 03, 2007, 06:10:24 PM

Quote from: Rusty Champignon on November 03, 2007, 04:27:52 PM

I recently had some pig that was spit roasted and I had the best steak ive ever had last night, its things like these that make me think vegetarians are insane, meat just tastes too nice

I've tried being vegan a few times just because of animal rights and my love for them. It's seriously the hardest and most boring diet ever. Last time I was vegan I got down to 130 and I'm 6'1. I respect people that can eat vegan, just not for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty Champignon on November 03, 2007, 06:21:18 PM

to be honest I sometimes feel bad thinking about the animal that was slaughtered just so I could have a nice meal, but thats soon forgotten after I have the first delicious bite.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stagefright on November 03, 2007, 06:23:31 PM

talk to shawn, hes overweight and a vegan, the best of both worlds

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Room Guy on November 03, 2007, 07:13:38 PM

what the hell do they eat thats not imitation and enriched with flax seed

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: artichoke on November 03, 2007, 09:19:59 PM

Quote from: Room Guy on November 03, 2007, 07:13:38 PM

what the hell do they eat thats not imitation and enriched with flax seed

Vegetables, rice, beans, peanutbutter and jelly sandwiches, pasta... it's not as ridiculous of a stretch as people make it out to be.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the ragamuffin on November 04, 2007, 01:43:35 AM

I lost my virginity last weekend.
This girl is not that attractive, but I keep coming back for more.
I've never had a girlfriend.
I'm 18 (a freshman in college).
I may be developing an alcohol problem.
I've tripped on robitussin many times in my youth (but not in about 4 years).
I've snorted coke before (it sucks).
I've tripped on acid and it was the probably most enlightening experience of my life.
I love life.
I have no idea what i want to do with my self, and often am quite lost.
I'm pretty drunk right now.
I don't give a fuck.


Zattarains  (http://www.thisnext.com/media/230x230/Zatarains-Dirty-Rice-Mix_3818EB9D.jpg) is my favorite food EVER.

Oh, and this is possibly the most motivational movie I've ever seen http://video.stumbleupon.com/#p=r7j72dfbwy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Spy Fox on November 04, 2007, 07:53:27 AM

I want someone i cant have
....atleast at the moment

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RadRacing on November 06, 2007, 09:48:56 AM

i dont actually really like anything at all, things i do exist in a spectrum of how much i dislike them

girls are fairly low on my spectrum of dislike. I would sooner go skating or something lame than hang out with a girl im into.

i have coedine for my knee, but i have been (in secret) on it consistently for 3 weeks now and everyone agrees that I am doing much better and I am much more pleasant to be around. They said I have done well to get over adversities in my life and I agree when on coedine, i have tried to go without them for a bit but it doesnt go so well.

i dont know if this is a confession, but sometimes if im at the campus library studying and a cute girl is sitting across from me ill think that she is touching my foot or something, and it will turn out to be a table leg. Also happens sometimes on busy skytrains or buses with poles and such.

I hate drinking, I hate the fact that most people need to be drunk to get over social limitations, really enjoy the company of strangers, and be outwardly friendly.


I actually really enjoy listening to regina spektor, nico, and young jeezy. I dont know which is more disturbing. Probably young jeezy.

I cant get into a girl that has fucked a couple of my friends no matter how perfect she is. I was honestly disgusted when i found out my ex girlfriend was fucking two different guys at the same time who were 27 and 23 when she was 16, I dont think it should matter but I cant help it. The thought would linger when I was with her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jazz on November 06, 2007, 02:49:20 PM

I just wanna tear up Ashley's little booty.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty Champignon on November 06, 2007, 03:34:12 PM

Quote from: Jazz on November 06, 2007, 02:49:20 PM

I just wanna tear up Ashley's little booty.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvJeATp31dw

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: spungo on November 06, 2007, 03:36:18 PM

In 1998 I went on a backpacking trip through Europe and watched a bunch of pro contests that summer (Copenhagen, Prague, Munster, Lausanne etc..)  At the Lausanne contest I was skating this lame shit outside just dorking around and the next thing I know people kept coming up to me and asking for my autograph.  They thought I was Jamie Thomas cause we looked alot alike at the time.  I must have signed like 25-30 shirts, boards, hats, and paper.  All those kids never knew the wiser.  I hope I made their day.  Sorry Jamie for impersonating you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on November 06, 2007, 03:44:16 PM

Quote from: the ragamuffin on November 04, 2007, 01:43:35 AM

I lost my virginity last weekend.
This girl is not that attractive, but I keep coming back for more.
I've never had a girlfriend.
I'm 18 (a freshman in college).
I may be developing an alcohol problem.
I've tripped on robitussin many times in my youth (but not in about 4 years).
I've snorted coke before (it sucks).
I've tripped on acid and it was the probably most enlightening experience of my life.
I love life.
I have no idea what i want to do with my self, and often am quite lost.
I'm pretty drunk right now.
I don't give a fuck.


Zattarains  (http://www.thisnext.com/media/230x230/Zatarains-Dirty-Rice-Mix_3818EB9D.jpg) is my favorite food EVER.

Oh, and this is possibly the most motivational movie I've ever seen http://video.stumbleupon.com/#p=r7j72dfbwy

Zatarans red beans and rice best shit evuurrr

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on November 06, 2007, 03:47:36 PM

Quote from: spungo on November 06, 2007, 03:36:18 PM

In 1998 I went on a backpacking trip through Europe and watched a bunch of pro contests that summer (Copenhagen, Prague, Munster, Lausanne etc..)  At the Lausanne contest I was skating this lame shit outside just dorking around and the next thing I know people kept coming up to me and asking for my autograph.  They thought I was Jamie Thomas cause we looked alot alike at the time.  I must have signed like 25-30 shirts, boards, hats, and paper.  All those kids never knew the wiser.  I hope I made their day.  Sorry Jamie for impersonating you.

haha, i remember you came back with all of that gnarly euro porn.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lfpskater on November 06, 2007, 04:14:13 PM

my first ever tre flip was an accident

i dont practice skating, i just have fun... (most people think that's bad so i added it)

i think that a poser is someone who doesnt like skating but does it anyways

i dont really want to get sponsored but i still think it would be cool

im depressed because my back arches funny and makes me look like i have a big butt, even though i dont... (haha..)

my knee got injured in june and was supposed to heal by august, but since i didnt do exercises it still hurts now, and i cant skate for a while because of it.

sometimes i watch spongebob

i think people who havent ever seen porn are pussies

i try not to be, but im an asshole to a lot of weird kids at my school

i wear pants 2 sizes bigger than my real size cause i like to adjust it with a belt

ive been a vegetarian for 3 years but only my family and close friends have known

ever since my knee injury i havent been afraid of getting hurt

dog sex amuses me

after i got drunk and skated at the same time ive been better at skating

people think i cant ollie stairs because i never try but thats only because of the fact that when i put pressure on it it hurts like hell, so i never bother

i want to be pro when im older but i know its not realistic, so im going to go to college and get a degree in law so i can be rich anyways...

im a white buddhist, and actually know the origins of it, im not just in to it because i think it's "cool"

taco bell doesnt taste that good

yep...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MattG on November 06, 2007, 04:17:51 PM

im flat out addicted to porn... not any porn generally midget and balloon PORN, damn guess ill be labelled a weirdo from here on in. But what do i give a fuck its the internet!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on November 06, 2007, 04:47:48 PM

when someone is walking towards me and i see their not paying attention, i purposely get in their way and try to keep one of those awkward juke things going as long as possible

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kickflip time on November 06, 2007, 07:33:16 PM

Quote from: lophatrophazoa on November 06, 2007, 04:47:48 PM

when someone is walking towards me and i see their not paying attention, i purposely get in their way and try to keep one of those awkward juke things going as long as possible

tru dat. pImPin...

keep on rocking, cuh.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joshewuhh on November 06, 2007, 08:09:30 PM

In High school, I dated a girl with a twin sister.
Its definitley rad.
One night I crashed at her house and fell asleep on her couch.
Ended up making out with her sister by accident.
We never told her sister. It was good tongue.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on November 06, 2007, 08:22:00 PM

you should have got into a threesome, then make them touch each other, then tell their parents their all about the incest, then get them seperated like the offspring song and then write a song about it and get a record deal

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brandon on November 06, 2007, 08:22:11 PM

Quote from: Joshewuhh on November 06, 2007, 08:09:30 PM

In High school, I dated a girl with a twin sister.
Its definitley rad.
One night I crashed at her house and fell asleep on her couch.
Ended up making out with her sister by accident.
We never told her sister. It was good tongue.

fucking yes!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CRACKMONSTER on November 07, 2007, 07:47:36 AM

I scandaled money from kids to smoke crack. I was a full on basehead and it was a great excuse to use as to why I suck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on November 07, 2007, 07:58:43 AM

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In High school, I dated a girl with a twin sister.
Its definitley rad.
One night I crashed at her house and fell asleep on her couch.
Ended up making out with her sister by accident.
We never told her sister. It was good tongue.

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fucking yes!

thats pretty fucking sweet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beeda weeda on November 07, 2007, 09:32:52 AM

i worked at a gas station when i was younger, i would sell cigarettes to kids that were underage, but charge them double
I have smoked cigarettes since i was around 11-12, steadily since i was 13, and a pack a day since i was 15.
I quit for 13 months when wi as 23, and I started back up 6 months ago when I met a girl who smoked.
I am the poster boy for cigarette addiction.
I skate better when I smoke, and I feel cool when I  skate public parks with cigarettes in my hand or mouth.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CRACKMONSTER on November 07, 2007, 12:10:53 PM

those are so bad for you. smoke some crack and use it as a crutch. then you can make your way thru speed, heroine, until you reach mary jane. Then you are smooth sailing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bipsmound on November 07, 2007, 12:50:35 PM

Quote from: lophatrophazoa on November 06, 2007, 08:22:00 PM

you should have got into a threesome, then make them touch each other, then tell their parents their all about the incest, then get them seperated like the offspring song and then write a song about it and get a record deal

Gold.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on November 07, 2007, 01:52:04 PM

i eat bananas like corn to avoid looking gay.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matt/tx on November 07, 2007, 02:10:14 PM

Quote from: CRACKMONSTER on November 07, 2007, 12:10:53 PM

those are so bad for you. smoke some crack and use it as a crutch. then you can make your way thru speed, heroine, until you reach mary jane. Then you are smooth sailing.

by far one of the worst fake accounts

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SimonP on November 08, 2007, 12:04:35 PM

addicted to cigs, im gonna go have one right meow

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on November 08, 2007, 12:06:35 PM

Quote from: SimonP on November 08, 2007, 12:04:35 PM

addicted to cigs, im gonna go have one right meow

me too. marb 27's or pfunks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hobojoe on November 08, 2007, 09:37:45 PM

pfunks have been buy one get one here in new bedford for ever, but camel signatures are where its at.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sebastian toombs on November 09, 2007, 09:38:12 AM

Quote from: Ah Lee on November 07, 2007, 01:52:04 PM

i eat bananas like corn to avoid looking gay.

i dont even take the peel off so as to avoid looking gay

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on November 09, 2007, 09:43:15 AM

I always eat my fries before my burger. Anyone else do that? I feel like shit for asking since i just watched that earthlings youtube.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty Champignon on November 09, 2007, 11:02:53 AM

Quote from: turtlesurprise on November 09, 2007, 09:43:15 AM

I always eat my fries before my burger. Anyone else do that? I feel like shit for asking since i just watched that earthlings youtube.

I used to do this, now I just put them on the burger and any thats left I just eat afterwards

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bobby hill on November 10, 2007, 09:58:39 AM

Quote from: turtlesurprise on November 09, 2007, 09:43:15 AM

I always eat my fries before my burger. Anyone else do that? I feel like shit for asking since i just watched that earthlings youtube.

.


i'm guilty of that too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on November 11, 2007, 03:09:43 AM

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I always eat my fries before my burger. Anyone else do that? I feel like shit for asking since i just watched that earthlings youtube.

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I used to do this, now I just put them on the burger and any thats left I just eat afterwards

I do this to... fries on haburgers is soooo good, I didn't think anyone did this though, I've never seen anyone except me do it...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Anton on November 11, 2007, 09:51:27 AM

i also do that shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SimonP on November 11, 2007, 06:40:57 PM

Quote from: hobojoe on November 08, 2007, 09:37:45 PM

pfunks have been buy one get one here in new bedford for ever, but camel signatures are where its at.

those new signatures are shit. i wish they still make exotic blends , izmir stingers were the shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on November 11, 2007, 06:44:33 PM

Quote from: bbk on November 11, 2007, 03:09:43 AM

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I always eat my fries before my burger. Anyone else do that? I feel like shit for asking since i just watched that earthlings youtube.

[close]

I used to do this, now I just put them on the burger and any thats left I just eat afterwards

[close]

I do this to... fries on haburgers is soooo good, I didn't think anyone did this though, I've never seen anyone except me do it...

add some bbq sauce to that burger and i am guilty too

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: yeah dude! on November 11, 2007, 08:49:48 PM

Quote from: mike fork on November 11, 2007, 06:44:33 PM

Quote from: bbk on November 11, 2007, 03:09:43 AM

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Quote from: turtlesurprise on November 09, 2007, 09:43:15 AM

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I always eat my fries before my burger. Anyone else do that? I feel like shit for asking since i just watched that earthlings youtube.

[close]

I used to do this, now I just put them on the burger and any thats left I just eat afterwards

[close]

I do this to... fries on haburgers is soooo good, I didn't think anyone did this though, I've never seen anyone except me do it...

[close]

add some bbq sauce to that burger and i am guilty too

The park I grew up skating had a Wendys across the street and I'd always dip my fries in my frosty. I pretend like it's gross now that I'm older but I'm sure if I went to Wendys tomorrow I'd do the same thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somekid on November 11, 2007, 10:47:19 PM

Quote from: yeah dude! on November 11, 2007, 08:49:48 PM

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Quote from: turtlesurprise on November 09, 2007, 09:43:15 AM

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I always eat my fries before my burger. Anyone else do that? I feel like shit for asking since i just watched that earthlings youtube.

[close]

I used to do this, now I just put them on the burger and any thats left I just eat afterwards

[close]

I do this to... fries on haburgers is soooo good, I didn't think anyone did this though, I've never seen anyone except me do it...

[close]

add some bbq sauce to that burger and i am guilty too

[close]

The park I grew up skating had a Wendys across the street and I'd always dip my fries in my frosty. I pretend like it's gross now that I'm older but I'm sure if I went to Wendys tomorrow I'd do the same thing.

i am a grown-ass man, and i will fully admit to dippind my fries in my frosty.
shit is epic.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on November 12, 2007, 10:30:51 AM

i usually find wierd fast food mixtures to be blasphemous, but i fully back the fries in da frosty. it kinda tastes like a funnel cake to me, almost.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on November 12, 2007, 10:48:10 AM

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Quote from: turtlesurprise on November 09, 2007, 09:43:15 AM

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I always eat my fries before my burger. Anyone else do that? I feel like shit for asking since i just watched that earthlings youtube.

[close]

I used to do this, now I just put them on the burger and any thats left I just eat afterwards

[close]

I do this to... fries on haburgers is soooo good, I didn't think anyone did this though, I've never seen anyone except me do it...

[close]

add some bbq sauce to that burger and i am guilty too

[close]

The park I grew up skating had a Wendys across the street and I'd always dip my fries in my frosty. I pretend like it's gross now that I'm older but I'm sure if I went to Wendys tomorrow I'd do the same thing.

[close]

i am a grown-ass man, and i will fully admit to dippind my fries in my frosty.
shit is epic.

i've done it too. in elementary school i used to dip my twix bars in bbq sauce because i thought it made them taste better

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on November 12, 2007, 10:49:34 AM

Quote from: mike fork on November 12, 2007, 10:48:10 AM

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Quote from: turtlesurprise on November 09, 2007, 09:43:15 AM

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I always eat my fries before my burger. Anyone else do that? I feel like shit for asking since i just watched that earthlings youtube.

[close]

I used to do this, now I just put them on the burger and any thats left I just eat afterwards

[close]

I do this to... fries on haburgers is soooo good, I didn't think anyone did this though, I've never seen anyone except me do it...

[close]

add some bbq sauce to that burger and i am guilty too

[close]

The park I grew up skating had a Wendys across the street and I'd always dip my fries in my frosty. I pretend like it's gross now that I'm older but I'm sure if I went to Wendys tomorrow I'd do the same thing.

[close]

i am a grown-ass man, and i will fully admit to dippind my fries in my frosty.
shit is epic.

[close]

i've done it too. in elementary school i used to dip my twix bars in bbq sauce because i thought it made them taste better

i did Doritos with bbq sauce.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatebording sucks on November 12, 2007, 10:55:40 AM

Quote from: somekid on November 11, 2007, 10:47:19 PM

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Quote from: turtlesurprise on November 09, 2007, 09:43:15 AM

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I always eat my fries before my burger. Anyone else do that? I feel like shit for asking since i just watched that earthlings youtube.

[close]

I used to do this, now I just put them on the burger and any thats left I just eat afterwards

[close]

I do this to... fries on haburgers is soooo good, I didn't think anyone did this though, I've never seen anyone except me do it...

[close]

add some bbq sauce to that burger and i am guilty too

[close]

The park I grew up skating had a Wendys across the street and I'd always dip my fries in my frosty. I pretend like it's gross now that I'm older but I'm sure if I went to Wendys tomorrow I'd do the same thing.

[close]

i am a grown-ass man, and i will fully admit to dippind my fries in my frosty.
shit is epic.

i thought i was the only one who did that. i dont know what it is about that, i guess the sweet and salty working together, kinda like chocolate covered pretzels

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Guinness on November 12, 2007, 06:12:08 PM

red robin fries are where its at

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bumptobar on November 12, 2007, 07:31:38 PM

Red robin seasoning is soo good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: spungo on November 12, 2007, 08:20:17 PM

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I always eat my fries before my burger. Anyone else do that? I feel like shit for asking since i just watched that earthlings youtube.

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I used to do this, now I just put them on the burger and any thats left I just eat afterwards

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I do this to... fries on haburgers is soooo good, I didn't think anyone did this though, I've never seen anyone except me do it...

I prefer Zapps chips on my turkey sandwiches.  Zapps chips is that fire.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on November 13, 2007, 01:42:06 PM

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red robin fries are where its at

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After working there for a while, I can tell you they were some of the best fries.  And better yet how they keep refilling them as much as you want if you get a burger.  Goddamn do I miss them.

And Zapps chips are THE SHIT.  They have them at the Wegmans I work at, and I've never seen them anywhere else.

Those fries with their seasoning and a side of ranch are the best.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Chris Hansen on November 14, 2007, 01:41:54 PM

I've found some young children attractive.

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I always eat my fries before my burger. Anyone else do that? I feel like shit for asking since i just watched that earthlings youtube.

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I used to do this, now I just put them on the burger and any thats left I just eat afterwards

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I do this to... fries on haburgers is soooo good, I didn't think anyone did this though, I've never seen anyone except me do it...

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add some bbq sauce to that burger and i am guilty too

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The park I grew up skating had a Wendys across the street and I'd always dip my fries in my frosty. I pretend like it's gross now that I'm older but I'm sure if I went to Wendys tomorrow I'd do the same thing.

the park i grew up skating had a wendys across the street and i would also dip my fries in my frosty. weird

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on November 15, 2007, 09:32:08 AM

i feel like i am becoming the dude and i like it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxter on November 15, 2007, 10:27:07 PM

Quote from: MattG on November 06, 2007, 04:17:51 PM

im flat out addicted to porn... not any porn generally midget and balloon PORN, damn guess ill be labelled a weirdo from here on in. But what do i give a fuck its the internet!

how many times a day?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxter on November 15, 2007, 10:41:46 PM

In the 7th grade all my friends would talk about jacking off and everyone had the hots for this one teacher, then a few months went by and I started "expirementing" and I then knew jacking off was for me, later that year me and my friend would rush to the top of the stairs and watch her walk up looking down her shirt, I would run home to jack off. Now I jack off at least 3 times a day on weekdays.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stagefright on November 16, 2007, 01:53:34 AM

i tried it when i was 16 but i guess it just wasnt for me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joshewuhh on November 16, 2007, 07:32:37 PM

Jacking off.... eh... occasionally.

Pussy is alot better.  8)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on November 19, 2007, 09:03:47 PM

being a shitty spam poster is harder than i thought

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Vov Vurnquist on November 19, 2007, 10:14:11 PM

confession

so i was at the crib smokin tha shake junt i rolld while i was doin yoga n shit, and this nigga Phil Mickelson come to my door knockin sayin he got a story to tell Vov. Now i know tha bitch is frontin cuz bout 30 secons into the story i come to realize this nigga is reciting Warren G songs in spoken word form tryina diskract a nigga. this when i realize he tryin to get some junt play. i said "lefty you always comin roun to cheef dat dosha but you aint never brang a sac." then nigga sayz to me "man you wyld for that, i aint even smokin hay no more since thoz marks been drunk testin a nigga, like niggaz gon get a hole in one when they six blunts deep."

i dint belive that bitch so i let my freind Rhondelle have his way with that trick

(http://img.citypages.com/blogmedia/canderson/mickelson.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: slurthic on November 21, 2007, 03:54:51 PM

--last summer my girlfriend slept over and and she had her friends coke in her bag, once she fell asleep i sniffed it all....i still havent payed her back and i feel kinda scummy about it

--in 10th grade this kid i didnt like bought a new bong with all his birthday money, the day after his birthday i walked into his house and stole it

--i am pretty addicted to pain killers, but i think its fucking pathetic when people bitch about being sick when they dont have any

--i guess i am addicted to weed, i have tried to quit but it never works. i feel like such a faggot saying im addicted to weed though cuz everyone knows that weed isnt addicting and i always make fun of kids who say 'ughhh im so addicted man'

--when i used to deliver pizzas for this place i wouldnt sign out the delivery and i would just throw away the slips a few times a night. this way i would bring in 80 to 100 dollars extra everynight and i never got caught

--this guy owed me 80 dollars for drugs and he wasnt answering his phone and wouldnt answer his door when i went to his house. i finally saw him and he told me i had to suck his dick to get the money and then he called my girlfriend a cunt. the night before i went on a trip to florida i slashed all his tires

--last winter i was at skaters edge and some little kid bought a new complete, it was an alien workshop with koston indys and popwar wheels. he left it under a table all night and i threw my sweatshirt over that shit and walked right out

--i lost my virginity to this fucking super nasty girl named erica when i was in 8th grade, it was so disgusting and i pretended i busted my nut after like 2 minutes just so i could peace out. i remember riding my bike home and i was so dissapointed in myself, now that im thinking about it i still am dissapointed

--last year in gym this nerdy kid put his ipod in his backpack and looked at his friend and said 'i hope nobody steals it'. he then tried to stuff it into his locker but it wouldnt fit so he just left it on top of the locker. once he left the locker room i took his ipod out of his backpack and put it into some random nasty shoe and tossed it in the corner. later that day i went back and got my new ipod

--last summer some douche bag at a party stole a pair of high hair dunk lows out of my car. luckily for me his girlfriend is a pill fiend and i told her if she stole my shoes back id give her a pill, i got my shoes and she didnt get a pill

--i lit my bestfriend on fire in the 5th grade. he had this giant bubble on his arm and we told my mom he fell skating. my moms a nurse i dunno how we pulled that one off

--when i worked at this hockey rink i used to steal all these really espensive hockey sticks from the high school team and sell them back to kids on the same team

--i used to beat off at work all the time, it was so boring i had nothing else to do

--in 8th grade i was skating and some bitch threw powerade all over me. i was eating burger at the time and i spit the biggest nastiest meat and cheese loogie right in her face.

--in like 6th grade i took this biggest shit of my life at the skatepark and it wouldnt flush, somebody was knocking on the door so i opened the window unlocked the door and jumped out the window. ive always thought that was funny

--i talk a lot of shit about most of my friends except for one of them. i guess i could call him my only real friend

--i used to think eating pussy was so awkward, now i like it

--i tried to finger my girls ass last night, she wasnt really having it.....ill eventually do it though cuz i could tell she was contemplating

i dont know if these are really confessions or not. i kind of just said a bucnh of things that ive stolen, i dont really feel like a scumbag though

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on November 21, 2007, 04:00:59 PM

--in like 6th grade i took this biggest shit of my life at the skatepark and it wouldnt flush, somebody was knocking on the door so i opened the window unlocked the door and jumped out the window. ive always thought that was funny

haha soo good

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swissenheights on November 21, 2007, 04:10:57 PM

hahha yeah man those confessions were a fun read

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxter on November 21, 2007, 04:12:25 PM

Quote from: slurthic on November 21, 2007, 03:54:51 PM

--last summer my girlfriend slept over and and she had her friends coke in her bag, once she fell asleep i sniffed it all....i still havent payed her back and i feel kinda scummy about it

--in 10th grade this kid i didnt like bought a new bong with all his birthday money, the day after his birthday i walked into his house and stole it

--i am pretty addicted to pain killers, but i think its fucking pathetic when people bitch about being sick when they dont have any

--i guess i am addicted to weed, i have tried to quit but it never works. i feel like such a faggot saying im addicted to weed though cuz everyone knows that weed isnt addicting and i always make fun of kids who say 'ughhh im so addicted man'

--when i used to deliver pizzas for this place i wouldnt sign out the delivery and i would just throw away the slips a few times a night. this way i would bring in 80 to 100 dollars extra everynight and i never got caught

--this guy owed me 80 dollars for drugs and he wasnt answering his phone and wouldnt answer his door when i went to his house. i finally saw him and he told me i had to suck his dick to get the money and then he called my girlfriend a cunt. the night before i went on a trip to florida i slashed all his tires

--last winter i was at skaters edge and some little kid bought a new complete, it was an alien workshop with koston indys and popwar wheels. he left it under a table all night and i threw my sweatshirt over that shit and walked right out

--i lost my virginity to this fucking super nasty girl named erica when i was in 8th grade, it was so disgusting and i pretended i busted my nut after like 2 minutes just so i could peace out. i remember riding my bike home and i was so dissapointed in myself, now that im thinking about it i still am dissapointed

--last year in gym this nerdy kid put his ipod in his backpack and looked at his friend and said 'i hope nobody steals it'. he then tried to stuff it into his locker but it wouldnt fit so he just left it on top of the locker. once he left the locker room i took his ipod out of his backpack and put it into some random nasty shoe and tossed it in the corner. later that day i went back and got my new ipod

--last summer some douche bag at a party stole a pair of high hair dunk lows out of my car. luckily for me his girlfriend is a pill fiend and i told her if she stole my shoes back id give her a pill, i got my shoes and she didnt get a pill

--i lit my bestfriend on fire in the 5th grade. he had this giant bubble on his arm and we told my mom he fell skating. my moms a nurse i dunno how we pulled that one off

--when i worked at this hockey rink i used to steal all these really espensive hockey sticks from the high school team and sell them back to kids on the same team

--i used to beat off at work all the time, it was so boring i had nothing else to do

--in 8th grade i was skating and some bitch threw powerade all over me. i was eating burger at the time and i spit the biggest nastiest meat and cheese loogie right in her face.

--in like 6th grade i took this biggest shit of my life at the skatepark and it wouldnt flush, somebody was knocking on the door so i opened the window unlocked the door and jumped out the window. ive always thought that was funny

--i talk a lot of shit about most of my friends except for one of them. i guess i could call him my only real friend

--i used to think eating pussy was so awkward, now i like it

--i tried to finger my girls ass last night, she wasnt really having it.....ill eventually do it though cuz i could tell she was contemplating

i dont know if these are really confessions or not. i kind of just said a bucnh of things that ive stolen, i dont really feel like a scumbag though

you made me lol a lot

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Room Guy on November 21, 2007, 04:19:42 PM

next to the word asshole...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swissenheights on November 21, 2007, 04:52:41 PM

i'm psyched that i'm half way to post 666

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxter on November 21, 2007, 09:14:33 PM

Quote from: swissenheights on November 21, 2007, 04:52:41 PM

i'm psyched that i'm half way to post 666

On my itunes i have listened to changes by tupac 666 times, i must have left it on but i havent listened to it yet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stagefright on November 22, 2007, 08:05:03 PM

damn that tupac beat is tight thanks for the reccomendation

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: USA #1, Motherfucker. on November 22, 2007, 11:36:18 PM

America is the #1 cause to global warming, not too proud of that, but WE'RE STILL #1.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somekid on November 23, 2007, 12:46:31 AM

we're also really fucking up this little country in the middle east, but i don't wanna name names.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jesus0nvi4gra on November 23, 2007, 08:21:28 AM

Quote from: slurthic on November 21, 2007, 03:54:51 PM

--last summer my girlfriend slept over and and she had her friends coke in her bag, once she fell asleep i sniffed it all....i still havent payed her back and i feel kinda scummy about it

--in 10th grade this kid i didnt like bought a new bong with all his birthday money, the day after his birthday i walked into his house and stole it

--i am pretty addicted to pain killers, but i think its fucking pathetic when people bitch about being sick when they dont have any

--i guess i am addicted to weed, i have tried to quit but it never works. i feel like such a faggot saying im addicted to weed though cuz everyone knows that weed isnt addicting and i always make fun of kids who say 'ughhh im so addicted man'

--when i used to deliver pizzas for this place i wouldnt sign out the delivery and i would just throw away the slips a few times a night. this way i would bring in 80 to 100 dollars extra everynight and i never got caught

--this guy owed me 80 dollars for drugs and he wasnt answering his phone and wouldnt answer his door when i went to his house. i finally saw him and he told me i had to suck his dick to get the money and then he called my girlfriend a cunt. the night before i went on a trip to florida i slashed all his tires

--last winter i was at skaters edge and some little kid bought a new complete, it was an alien workshop with koston indys and popwar wheels. he left it under a table all night and i threw my sweatshirt over that shit and walked right out

--i lost my virginity to this fucking super nasty girl named erica when i was in 8th grade, it was so disgusting and i pretended i busted my nut after like 2 minutes just so i could peace out. i remember riding my bike home and i was so dissapointed in myself, now that im thinking about it i still am dissapointed

--last year in gym this nerdy kid put his ipod in his backpack and looked at his friend and said 'i hope nobody steals it'. he then tried to stuff it into his locker but it wouldnt fit so he just left it on top of the locker. once he left the locker room i took his ipod out of his backpack and put it into some random nasty shoe and tossed it in the corner. later that day i went back and got my new ipod

--last summer some douche bag at a party stole a pair of high hair dunk lows out of my car. luckily for me his girlfriend is a pill fiend and i told her if she stole my shoes back id give her a pill, i got my shoes and she didnt get a pill

--i lit my bestfriend on fire in the 5th grade. he had this giant bubble on his arm and we told my mom he fell skating. my moms a nurse i dunno how we pulled that one off

--when i worked at this hockey rink i used to steal all these really espensive hockey sticks from the high school team and sell them back to kids on the same team

--i used to beat off at work all the time, it was so boring i had nothing else to do

--in 8th grade i was skating and some bitch threw powerade all over me. i was eating burger at the time and i spit the biggest nastiest meat and cheese loogie right in her face.

--in like 6th grade i took this biggest shit of my life at the skatepark and it wouldnt flush, somebody was knocking on the door so i opened the window unlocked the door and jumped out the window. ive always thought that was funny

--i talk a lot of shit about most of my friends except for one of them. i guess i could call him my only real friend

--i used to think eating pussy was so awkward, now i like it

--i tried to finger my girls ass last night, she wasnt really having it.....ill eventually do it though cuz i could tell she was contemplating

i dont know if these are really confessions or not. i kind of just said a bucnh of things that ive stolen, i dont really feel like a scumbag though

You sound like a good dude to throw back some brews with and reminisce about stupid shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: slurthic on November 23, 2007, 06:02:49 PM

yeah i probably have more confessions, i dont drink though so i dunno about the throwing back beers things.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cadenzilla on November 25, 2007, 04:57:40 PM

Quote from: slurthic on November 21, 2007, 03:54:51 PM

--last winter i was at skaters edge and some little kid bought a new complete, it was an alien workshop with koston indys and popwar wheels. he left it under a table all night and i threw my sweatshirt over that shit and walked right out

You go to skaters edge you from MA?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: A-Bo on November 25, 2007, 11:14:10 PM

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You go to skaters edge you from MA?

ya i noticed that too, i skate there from time to time. Its sick since they redid it a year or two ago with the double set, foam pit and huge cradle

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MattG on November 25, 2007, 11:29:17 PM

Quote from: slurthic on November 21, 2007, 03:54:51 PM

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--when i used to deliver pizzas for this place i wouldnt sign out the delivery and i would just throw away the slips a few times a night. this way i would bring in 80 to 100 dollars extra everynight and i never got caught

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--i used to beat off at work all the time, it was so boring i had nothing else to do

 both of those sound very familiar to what i have done.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: A-Bo on November 25, 2007, 11:31:29 PM

Quote from: the ragamuffin on November 04, 2007, 01:43:35 AM

I lost my virginity last weekend.
This girl is not that attractive, but I keep coming back for more.
I've never had a girlfriend.
I'm 18 (a freshman in college).
I may be developing an alcohol problem.
I've tripped on robitussin many times in my youth (but not in about 4 years).
I've snorted coke before (it sucks).
I've tripped on acid and it was the probably most enlightening experience of my life.
I love life.
I have no idea what i want to do with my self, and often am quite lost.
I'm pretty drunk right now.
I don't give a fuck.


Zattarains  (http://www.thisnext.com/media/230x230/Zatarains-Dirty-Rice-Mix_3818EB9D.jpg) is my favorite food EVER.

Oh, and this is possibly the most motivational movie I've ever seen http://video.stumbleupon.com/#p=r7j72dfbwy

i think i know you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxter on November 25, 2007, 11:44:20 PM

Im a little kid.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: slurthic on November 26, 2007, 12:01:38 AM

ya im from mass, cape cod to be exact

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: A-Bo on November 26, 2007, 04:52:41 AM

ever skate the chatham park? it was kind of falling a part but i had so much fun there. Is it still there? I havent been in like 2 years

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Post by: ahlee on November 26, 2007, 06:31:48 AM

Quote from: Cadenzilla on November 25, 2007, 04:57:40 PM

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--last winter i was at skaters edge and some little kid bought a new complete, it was an alien workshop with koston indys and popwar wheels. he left it under a table all night and i threw my sweatshirt over that shit and walked right out

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You go to skaters edge you from MA?

Hm..1 post.. i think he wants his board back.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SimonP on November 26, 2007, 07:06:02 AM

tryin to quit smoking cigs

its been 3 days...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on November 26, 2007, 04:03:16 PM

i love tom delonge

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: slurthic on November 26, 2007, 05:24:57 PM

nah i havent been to the chatham park, but it is falling apart from what ive seen

i live in bourne which is upper cape, chatham is like 45-50 minutes away `

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Post by: mikefork on November 27, 2007, 07:36:46 PM

Quote from: A-Bo on November 26, 2007, 04:52:41 AM

ever skate the chatham park? it was kind of falling a part but i had so much fun there. Is it still there? I havent been in like 2 years

i went a couple of months ago. they took out the vert ramp and all the wood ramps, and put these metal piles in their place. that green monster and egg shell bowl are sick though

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somekid on November 27, 2007, 07:51:45 PM

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--when i used to deliver pizzas for this place i wouldnt sign out the delivery and i would just throw away the slips a few times a night. this way i would bring in 80 to 100 dollars extra everynight and i never got caught

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--i used to beat off at work all the time, it was so boring i had nothing else to do

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 both of those sound very familiar to what i have done.

i had a construction job building a gated community for a while when i lived down south... i had to be the first on site to unlock the site, and the big shipping containers full of supplies and tools and shit for the workers. i also had to unlock the model homes that were already completed that the real estate agents used to help sell the houses that at this point were just lots... the houses were all done up to appear that families already lived in them, with lavish entertainment centers and whatnot. i can't count the number of times i rubbed one out in those mansions, watching porn on huge plasmas. never got caught.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxter on November 27, 2007, 07:54:59 PM

Hahahaha sweet

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: OJ Simpson on November 27, 2007, 08:06:07 PM

fuck this thread.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jackson Version 2.01 on November 28, 2007, 02:41:24 AM

Quote from: slurthic on November 21, 2007, 03:54:51 PM

--i talk a lot of shit about most of my friends except for one of them. i guess i could call him my only real friend

yes sir, I feel ya

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lenny on November 28, 2007, 07:09:24 AM

Quote from: slurthic on November 21, 2007, 03:54:51 PM

--i used to think eating pussy was so awkward, now i like it

I think thats true for almost everybody.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on November 28, 2007, 07:12:41 AM

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--i used to think eating pussy was so awkward, now i like it

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I think thats true for almost everybody.

It would only be akward if it ate you back.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lenny on November 28, 2007, 07:20:58 AM

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--i used to think eating pussy was so awkward, now i like it

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I think thats true for almost everybody.

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It would only be akward if it ate you back.

Like if it nibbled on your nose a bit? Or if it bit both your lips off?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on November 28, 2007, 07:22:25 AM

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--i used to think eating pussy was so awkward, now i like it

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I think thats true for almost everybody.

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It would only be akward if it ate you back.

[close]

Like if it nibbled on your nose a bit? Or if it bit both your lips off?

well digging your nose in a puss while eating it is a great tactic, girls dig a good shnoz massaaage

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lenny on November 28, 2007, 07:24:34 AM

Quote from: Ah Lee on November 28, 2007, 07:22:25 AM

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Quote from: slurthic on November 21, 2007, 03:54:51 PM

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--i used to think eating pussy was so awkward, now i like it

[close]

I think thats true for almost everybody.

[close]

It would only be akward if it ate you back.

[close]

Like if it nibbled on your nose a bit? Or if it bit both your lips off?

[close]

well digging your nose in a puss while eating it is a great tactic, girls dig a good shnoz massaaage

And if you have skills, you can blow it in there and she'll have no idea.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on November 28, 2007, 07:29:12 AM

Quote from: lenny on November 28, 2007, 07:24:34 AM

Quote from: Ah Lee on November 28, 2007, 07:22:25 AM

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Quote from: slurthic on November 21, 2007, 03:54:51 PM

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--i used to think eating pussy was so awkward, now i like it

[close]

I think thats true for almost everybody.

[close]

It would only be akward if it ate you back.

[close]

Like if it nibbled on your nose a bit? Or if it bit both your lips off?

[close]

well digging your nose in a puss while eating it is a great tactic, girls dig a good shnoz massaaage

[close]

And if you have skills, you can blow it in there and she'll have no idea.

when i initially read this, i thought you meant like.. blow your load. so i was trying to picture eating a girl out while fucking her, being bent way the fuck over. wow.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lenny on November 28, 2007, 07:30:31 AM

Quote from: Ah Lee on November 28, 2007, 07:29:12 AM

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--i used to think eating pussy was so awkward, now i like it

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I think thats true for almost everybody.

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It would only be akward if it ate you back.

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Like if it nibbled on your nose a bit? Or if it bit both your lips off?

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well digging your nose in a puss while eating it is a great tactic, girls dig a good shnoz massaaage

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And if you have skills, you can blow it in there and she'll have no idea.

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when i initially read this, i thought you meant like.. blow your load. so i was trying to picture eating a girl out while fucking her, being bent way the fuck over. wow.

Wow indeed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: OJ Simpson on November 28, 2007, 07:44:05 AM

ok i did do it. like you  never thought of killing your bitch? fuck it im rich

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hatehatehatehate on November 28, 2007, 01:25:06 PM

i fell asleep at the lakai premiere.

woke up to my friend nick saying "you wanna smoke a cigarette" and the credits were going...

i'm pretty sure i fell asleep during AO's part. missed everyones part i went there to see pretty much.

it was one of the worst/funniest things thats happened to me in a while. wow.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on November 28, 2007, 01:38:01 PM

i am not surprised.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: *Kevin*Arnold* on November 28, 2007, 11:42:18 PM

Once, after a date in which Winnie let me get to 2nd base but wouldn\'t let me slide in 3rd, I sat outside her house, sore and thinking. Mrs. Cooper had forgotten to draw her shades, and got undressed right before my eyes. There I sat, masturbating over Winnie\'s mother lotioning herself up before bed. She turned at the window, and I was unsure if I had been discovered. Frightened, I ejaculated on the side panels of the Cooper residence and raced home on my bicycle. I didn\'t figure out until several months later, that Mrs. Cooper did indeed see me, but found it rather \"flattering\". Afterwards, she winked at me, and continued to prepare supper.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tom Anderson on November 29, 2007, 12:00:25 PM

depending on the color of the house, i'm sure thats quite a visibile load.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on November 29, 2007, 03:55:34 PM

about 8 years ago i was visiting my cousin and i found some horrible shit on his computer. kiddie porn. 11 year olds and younger getting fucked by dudes. i was so disgusted. he was about 16-17 at the time. a few months later i hear through the family channels that he's been banned from using the internet after his mom found it. i'll never be the same around that dude, especially after i have kids.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: evan_7 on November 29, 2007, 05:52:15 PM

Quote from: quasimodo on November 29, 2007, 03:55:34 PM

about 8 years ago i was visiting my cousin and i found some horrible shit on his computer. kiddie porn. 11 year olds and younger getting fucked by dudes. i was so disgusted. he was about 16-17 at the time. a few months later i hear through the family channels that he's been banned from using the internet after his mom found it. i'll never be the same around that dude, especially after i have kids.

people like that blow my mind.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Blue Fescue on November 29, 2007, 06:38:17 PM

Quote from: quasimodo on November 29, 2007, 03:55:34 PM

about 8 years ago i was visiting my cousin and i found some horrible shit on his computer. kiddie porn. 11 year olds and younger getting fucked by dudes. i was so disgusted. he was about 16-17 at the time. a few months later i hear through the family channels that he's been banned from using the internet after his mom found it. i'll never be the same around that dude, especially after i have kids.

Don't worry, the internet ban will cure him.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxter on November 29, 2007, 07:13:08 PM

Quote from: quasimodo on November 29, 2007, 03:55:34 PM

about 8 years ago i was visiting my cousin and i found some horrible shit on his computer. kiddie porn. 11 year olds and younger getting fucked by dudes. i was so disgusted. he was about 16-17 at the time. a few months later i hear through the family channels that he's been banned from using the internet after his mom found it. i'll never be the same around that dude, especially after i have kids.

Im so grossed out on this, how what ashlfjadgsf.sdgjagjdh;gs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: A-Bo on November 29, 2007, 08:13:47 PM

Quote from: *Kevin*Arnold* on November 28, 2007, 11:42:18 PM

Once, after a date in which Winnie let me get to 2nd base but wouldn\'t let me slide in 3rd, I sat outside her house, sore and thinking. Mrs. Cooper had forgotten to draw her shades, and got undressed right before my eyes. There I sat, masturbating over Winnie\'s mother lotioning herself up before bed. She turned at the window, and I was unsure if I had been discovered. Frightened, I ejaculated on the side panels of the Cooper residence and raced home on my bicycle. I didn\'t figure out until several months later, that Mrs. Cooper did indeed see me, but found it rather \"flattering\". Afterwards, she winked at me, and continued to prepare supper.

best fake account ever

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: forrest gump on November 29, 2007, 08:21:26 PM

alright here goes...

I cheated on Jenny before she... passed away
Me and Lt. Dan got lonely one time out of the shrimping boat and kind of gay'd off.
and honestly, Im not really "slow" I just act like I am so i never get in troube, it really feels good to get that off my chest,


O ya and I hit Forrest Jr. one time, teach him to ask for help on his homework when im tryin to watch the game.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatebording sucks on November 29, 2007, 08:23:07 PM

Quote from: forrest gump on November 29, 2007, 08:21:26 PM

alright here goes...

I cheated on Jenny before she... passed away
Me and Lt. Dan got lonely one time out of the shrimping boat and kind of gay'd off.
and honestly, Im not really "slow" I just act like I am so i never get in troube, it really feels good to get that off my chest,


O ya and I hit Forrest Jr. one time, teach him to ask for help on his homework when im tryin to watch the game.

(http://www.343guiltysnark.com/wp-content/uploads/2006/09/douchebag2.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatebording sucks on November 29, 2007, 09:42:01 PM

Quote from: iwishilivedinfinla on November 29, 2007, 09:40:37 PM

My girl's vag smelled so bad after we were done having sex tonight, I wound up with a huge wet spot on my sheets and I decided to smell it.

Words can't even describe it.  And I've never once smelled a smell like this from her before, she's hardly a smelly broad, and is really high maintenence. 

I don't even want to sleep on my bed.

did you kick her in the cunt? its only necessary. like juicy j said, tell that bitch to take a dush

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatebording sucks on November 29, 2007, 09:54:34 PM

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My girl's vag smelled so bad after we were done having sex tonight, I wound up with a huge wet spot on my sheets and I decided to smell it.

Words can't even describe it.  And I've never once smelled a smell like this from her before, she's hardly a smelly broad, and is really high maintenence. 

I don't even want to sleep on my bed.

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did you kick her in the cunt? its only necessary. like juicy j said, tell that bitch to take a dush

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hahahahahaha

I think about this a bit more, and I guess it isn't shit compared to all the times I had to be around her all fucking sweaty from skating, I guess this is her payback to me.  Oh well, I still loves the bitch.

a good bitch is hard to find. and maybe you could give her some payback and eat the cat? dont ask for anything in return. and telling her you care every once in a while dont hurt

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: slurthic on November 30, 2007, 01:53:45 PM

if a pussy randomly smells one day than that probably means it is infected in some way. my girls snatch is always nice and never smells, except the day before she had a urinary tract infection cuz i fingered her with dirty hands. i pretended to bust my load real quick that day just like i did with the nasty bitch in the 8th grade

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: marty. on November 30, 2007, 04:29:38 PM

Quote from: slurthic on November 30, 2007, 01:53:45 PM

if a pussy randomly smells one day than that probably means it is infected in some way. my girls snatch is always nice and never smells, except the day before she had a urinary tract infection cuz i fingered her with dirty hands. i pretended to bust my load real quick that day just like i did with the nasty bitch in the 8th grade

So this kinda gives you a moral dilemma Finland.
Do you tell your girl she has a smelly vagina, so she can get it checked out?
Or do you wait it out, and run the risk that the infection could get worse?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on November 30, 2007, 07:13:44 PM

Quote from: WeTigers on November 30, 2007, 04:29:38 PM

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if a pussy randomly smells one day than that probably means it is infected in some way. my girls snatch is always nice and never smells, except the day before she had a urinary tract infection cuz i fingered her with dirty hands. i pretended to bust my load real quick that day just like i did with the nasty bitch in the 8th grade

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So this kinda gives you a moral dilemma Finland.
Do you tell your girl she has a smelly vagina, so she can get it checked out?
Or do you wait it out, and run the risk that the infection could get worse?

if something's up she knows, she was probably hoping he didn't notice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somekid on November 30, 2007, 07:16:14 PM

just stick a couple fingers up there, then wipe them on her upper lip.
she'll get the message.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: marty. on November 30, 2007, 11:18:48 PM

Quote from: iwishilivedinfinla on November 30, 2007, 10:54:32 PM

Quote from: quasimodo on November 30, 2007, 07:13:44 PM

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if a pussy randomly smells one day than that probably means it is infected in some way. my girls snatch is always nice and never smells, except the day before she had a urinary tract infection cuz i fingered her with dirty hands. i pretended to bust my load real quick that day just like i did with the nasty bitch in the 8th grade

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So this kinda gives you a moral dilemma Finland.
Do you tell your girl she has a smelly vagina, so she can get it checked out?
Or do you wait it out, and run the risk that the infection could get worse?

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if something's up she knows, she was probably hoping he didn't notice.

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Here's the funniest part:

After we were done and she was getting up to do her womanly post-sex walk to the bathroom, she goes

her: "Ughhhhhh, it stinks over here"
me: "typical sex smell?"
her: "no... vagina's can be really gross."

I laughed and let her do her thing, but she was definitely correct.  I went down on her before I really knew it was bad, and I swear I didn't notice it, like I said she keeps up with this shit and doesn't smell (I've had a girl that did smell from time to time, I know the difference).  It was just that wet spot afterwards.  I'll probably bring this shit up, I couldn't care less, she won't take offense to it, she's not dumb.

You're making me nostalgic for when I was with a cool girl like that.
Coincidentally, that was back when I was a fellow 610'er.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on November 30, 2007, 11:35:49 PM

Quote from: iwishilivedinfinla on November 30, 2007, 10:54:32 PM

Quote from: quasimodo on November 30, 2007, 07:13:44 PM

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Quote from: slurthic on November 30, 2007, 01:53:45 PM

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if a pussy randomly smells one day than that probably means it is infected in some way. my girls snatch is always nice and never smells, except the day before she had a urinary tract infection cuz i fingered her with dirty hands. i pretended to bust my load real quick that day just like i did with the nasty bitch in the 8th grade

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So this kinda gives you a moral dilemma Finland.
Do you tell your girl she has a smelly vagina, so she can get it checked out?
Or do you wait it out, and run the risk that the infection could get worse?

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if something's up she knows, she was probably hoping he didn't notice.

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Here's the funniest part:

After we were done and she was getting up to do her womanly post-sex walk to the bathroom, she goes

her: "Ughhhhhh, it stinks over here"
me: "typical sex smell?"
her: "no... vagina's can be really gross."

I laughed and let her do her thing, but she was definitely correct.  I went down on her before I really knew it was bad, and I swear I didn't notice it, like I said she keeps up with this shit and doesn't smell (I've had a girl that did smell from time to time, I know the difference).  It was just that wet spot afterwards.  I'll probably bring this shit up, I couldn't care less, she won't take offense to it, she's not dumb.

so she knew. my girl warns me if i'm going down south and things aren't good, so i take just take her word for it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: marty. on December 01, 2007, 07:23:11 AM

Quote from: iwishilivedinfinla on December 01, 2007, 01:03:04 AM

Quote from: WeTigers on November 30, 2007, 11:18:48 PM

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Quote from: quasimodo on November 30, 2007, 07:13:44 PM

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Quote from: WeTigers on November 30, 2007, 04:29:38 PM

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Quote from: slurthic on November 30, 2007, 01:53:45 PM

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if a pussy randomly smells one day than that probably means it is infected in some way. my girls snatch is always nice and never smells, except the day before she had a urinary tract infection cuz i fingered her with dirty hands. i pretended to bust my load real quick that day just like i did with the nasty bitch in the 8th grade

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So this kinda gives you a moral dilemma Finland.
Do you tell your girl she has a smelly vagina, so she can get it checked out?
Or do you wait it out, and run the risk that the infection could get worse?

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if something's up she knows, she was probably hoping he didn't notice.

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Here's the funniest part:

After we were done and she was getting up to do her womanly post-sex walk to the bathroom, she goes

her: "Ughhhhhh, it stinks over here"
me: "typical sex smell?"
her: "no... vagina's can be really gross."

I laughed and let her do her thing, but she was definitely correct.  I went down on her before I really knew it was bad, and I swear I didn't notice it, like I said she keeps up with this shit and doesn't smell (I've had a girl that did smell from time to time, I know the difference).  It was just that wet spot afterwards.  I'll probably bring this shit up, I couldn't care less, she won't take offense to it, she's not dumb.

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You're making me nostalgic for when I was with a cool girl like that.
Coincidentally, that was back when I was a fellow 610'er.

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Where were you living at?

You ever heard of a little town called Oley?
It's like, somehow a portion of the South got transplanted in Pennsylvania. Tons of Confederate flags, pick up trucks, and dudes with that redneck accent. I'm glad I got out of there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: barr on December 01, 2007, 06:49:42 PM

ever since the worst rapper thread i've been listening to mc paul barman
and i like it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxter on December 01, 2007, 10:36:42 PM

Not a real confession but Ive been having a ant problem and my body feels like it has ants all over me its a pretty bad ocd if you will.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on December 01, 2007, 10:40:54 PM

when i was a kid i used to think there were roaches that lived under my skin.  i'd get these weird internal tickles up and down my body when they ran around.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Knockout Ned on December 02, 2007, 12:46:52 AM

Quote from: diabolik! on December 01, 2007, 10:40:54 PM

when i was a kid i used to think there were roaches that lived under my skin.  i'd get these weird internal tickles up and down my body when they ran around.

I know exactly what your talking about, I thought i had maggots.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MattG on December 02, 2007, 08:55:22 PM

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when i was a kid i used to think there were roaches that lived under my skin.  i'd get these weird internal tickles up and down my body when they ran around.

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I know exactly what your talking about, I thought i had maggots.

crack bugs?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxter on December 02, 2007, 11:24:37 PM

I fixed the problem it was the trash, Im cured!!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: loophole on December 03, 2007, 08:43:49 AM

if i could gnar myself, i would

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on December 03, 2007, 08:49:46 AM

i've never rolled a blunt, i tried once. not good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: loophole on December 03, 2007, 09:35:51 AM

Quote from: Ah Lee on December 03, 2007, 08:49:46 AM

i've never rolled a blunt, i tried once. not good.

same.
:(
i always let my buddies do the work. i'll tell them im tired if they ask me to

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: deep on December 03, 2007, 10:34:02 AM

lexington steele is my hero

(http://rollertrain.blogspot.com/lex_dick.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Chris Hansen on December 03, 2007, 11:30:28 AM

Take a fucking seat! Are you kidding me!? Those girls look like they should be blowing out birthday candles for thier sweet 16, no blowing a 12 inch meat logs. I'm Chris Hansen.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: deep on December 03, 2007, 11:31:50 AM

Quote from: Chris Hansen on December 03, 2007, 11:30:28 AM

Take a fucking seat! Are you kidding me!? Those girls look like they should be blowing out birthday candles for thier sweet 16, no blowing a 12 inch meat logs. I'm Chris Hansen.

i actually laughed at this one

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: OJ Simpson on December 03, 2007, 11:36:20 AM

Quote from: deep on December 03, 2007, 10:34:02 AM

lexington steele is my hero

(http://rollertrain.blogspot.com/lex_dick.jpg)

oh my. OJ might have to squeeze out some pulp real quick

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: deep on December 05, 2007, 11:50:19 AM

i had a dream about fully flared last night. dead serious

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Garth on December 05, 2007, 05:38:11 PM

I used to jerk off 6 times a day, one day I hit 12.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MattG on December 06, 2007, 10:46:45 PM

Quote from: Garth on December 05, 2007, 05:38:11 PM

I used to jerk off 6 times a day, one day I hit 12.

strong second post!!!

ive never made it past 3.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty Champignon on December 07, 2007, 07:23:53 AM

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I used to jerk off 6 times a day, one day I hit 12.

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strong second post!!!

ive never made it past 3.

ive gotten to 4 when I wasnt well, after that I was just too tired to move my hand, and I sneezed while I was doing it aswell which was a first

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beeda weeda on December 07, 2007, 10:06:37 AM

if you space it out, start early, you can make 6-9 times, but its just not that good after 4-5. and after 6 it starts to hurt.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sherlock on December 09, 2007, 12:03:10 PM

i thought my teenage life sucked dick until i got a girlfriend, and then afterwards it got even worse

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iwishilivedinjapan on December 10, 2007, 05:53:05 PM

Im talking with some random girl that added me on myspace. Chances are its a dude with a fake account but I just cant stop due to the chance of E-pussy or something.....And I suck at writing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: deep on December 10, 2007, 07:20:42 PM

Quote from: Sherlock on December 09, 2007, 12:03:10 PM

i thought my teenage life sucked dick until i got a girlfriend, and then afterwards it got even worse

i just got out of a shitty relationship, and if theres anything it reinstated in my mind its this:

fuck a bitch

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: OJ Simpson on December 11, 2007, 04:52:24 AM

im listening to Pony right now

(http://singingfool.com/photos/410/017246_7.jpg)

i wish i had abs like ginuwine. then maybe chelsea handler would want to fuck me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Patrick_Bateman on December 11, 2007, 07:03:16 AM

I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy. I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on December 11, 2007, 09:06:49 AM

Quote from: Garth on December 05, 2007, 05:38:11 PM

I used to jerk off 6 times a day, one day I hit 12.

damn 12??  im surprised you have anything left past the 4th shot.... 

i have madonna on my itunes....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: peacepappies on December 11, 2007, 09:13:33 AM

Quote from: iwishilivedinjapan on December 10, 2007, 05:53:05 PM

Im talking with some random girl that added me on myspace. Chances are its a dude with a fake account but I just cant stop due to the chance of E-pussy or something.....And I suck at writing

keep us informed please.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iwishilivedinjapan on December 11, 2007, 11:40:49 AM

Well I did some role playing with her which was really weird...the I blocked her because I couldnt take the shame any more

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: picklesickshuv-it on December 12, 2007, 01:49:10 PM

Quote from: iwishilivedinjapan on December 11, 2007, 11:40:49 AM

Well I did some role playing with her which was really weird...the I blocked her because I couldnt take the shame any more

ahah gnarrr'd

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Johnny 5 on December 12, 2007, 01:59:41 PM

Role playing with you was the only way I could get this electronic box to say anything to me, I'm sorry if i hurt you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iwishilivedinjapan on December 12, 2007, 09:20:33 PM

Didnt hurt me bitch ::)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iwishilivedinjapan on December 12, 2007, 09:23:40 PM

And I was going to go the whole "put on my robe and wizard hat" route with the role play but I just couldnt stop :( fuck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Johnny 5 on December 13, 2007, 08:25:01 AM

I just want to touch you, right here...

(http://www.fastekcomputers.co.uk/shop/images/BeigeFloppy.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ReidVaeth on December 17, 2007, 04:45:23 PM

i ate some iffy foods today.started off with a bacon sandwhich for breakfast.some brisket,peach cobbler,potato salad,and  bush's beans with onions stirred in them at a family reunion around lunch.then we went to a chinese restraunt for dinner and i went all out.got orange chicken,some fried rice,an eggroll,and a pork rib.came home.felt kinda nauciouss so i took my pants off and put on some basketball shorts and a wife beater.sooo i sit down on the couch next to my cousin right to play xbox right? and im like,"hey check it out" lean over to fart on him and "bam!!!".you guessed it.sharted all over the mother fucker.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matt/tx on December 17, 2007, 05:56:41 PM

Quote from: ReidVaeth on December 17, 2007, 04:45:23 PM

i ate some iffy foods today.started off with a bacon sandwhich for breakfast.some brisket,peach cobbler,potato salad,and  bush's beans with onions stirred in them at a family reunion around lunch.then we went to a chinese restraunt for dinner and i went all out.got orange chicken,some fried rice,an eggroll,and a pork rib.came home.felt kinda nauciouss so i took my pants off and put on some basketball shorts and a wife beater.sooo i sit down on the couch next to my cousin right to play xbox right? and im like,"hey check it out" lean over to fart on him and "bam!!!".you guessed it.sharted all over the mother fucker.

that didnt happen and you know it you lil bastard

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxter on December 17, 2007, 10:37:28 PM

Quote from: ReidVaeth on December 17, 2007, 04:45:23 PM

i ate some iffy foods today.started off with a bacon sandwhich for breakfast.some brisket,peach cobbler,potato salad,and  bush's beans with onions stirred in them at a family reunion around lunch.then we went to a chinese restraunt for dinner and i went all out.got orange chicken,some fried rice,an eggroll,and a pork rib.came home.felt kinda nauciouss so i took my pants off and put on some basketball shorts and a wife beater.sooo i sit down on the couch next to my cousin right to play xbox right? and im like,"hey check it out" lean over to fart on him and "bam!!!".you guessed it.sharted all over the mother fucker.

Even if it didn't happen I laughed so hard spit went flying out of my mouth.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: A-Bo on December 17, 2007, 10:43:36 PM

Quote from: baxter on December 17, 2007, 10:37:28 PM

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i ate some iffy foods today.started off with a bacon sandwhich for breakfast.some brisket,peach cobbler,potato salad,and  bush's beans with onions stirred in them at a family reunion around lunch.then we went to a chinese restraunt for dinner and i went all out.got orange chicken,some fried rice,an eggroll,and a pork rib.came home.felt kinda nauciouss so i took my pants off and put on some basketball shorts and a wife beater.sooo i sit down on the couch next to my cousin right to play xbox right? and im like,"hey check it out" lean over to fart on him and "bam!!!".you guessed it.sharted all over the mother fucker.

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Even if it didn't happen I laughed so hard spit went flying out of my mouth.

Ya I found that mad funny too. True or not thats some quality story telling.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: damian on December 17, 2007, 10:52:40 PM

good to see 8th and 9th graderz up in this piece...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nelson muntz on December 18, 2007, 01:33:33 AM

Quote from: Sherlock on December 09, 2007, 12:03:10 PM

i thought my teenage life sucked dick until i got a girlfriend, and then afterwards it got even worse

same

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Venture1 on December 19, 2007, 01:16:22 PM

I really wanna plough this girl in but the problem is she's 15.. I'm 19 and I feel kinda dirty even thinking about it..

I asked her what she was doing friday and she said she finish's school at 12 30.. and as soon as i read that i had a reality check that i might actually get in trouble for doing the deed.

oh dear..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on December 19, 2007, 01:18:33 PM

well if you wear a condom and lean back the entire time. you technically never really touched her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Venture1 on December 19, 2007, 01:26:50 PM

That's made me feel a lot better about the situation. May aswell just grit my teeth and smash the uncooked pasty.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty Champignon on December 19, 2007, 01:38:31 PM

100 years ago it would have been ok, just think of it like that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: deep on December 19, 2007, 06:30:36 PM

i bought fully flared today. and it felt good

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 19, 2007, 10:09:09 PM

did it feel better then extasy?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: deep on December 20, 2007, 06:20:18 AM

Quote from: lophatrophazoa on December 19, 2007, 10:09:09 PM

did it feel better then extasy?

close

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatebored on December 20, 2007, 08:38:13 AM

Quote from: Venture1 on December 19, 2007, 01:16:22 PM

I really wanna plough this girl in but the problem is she's 15.. I'm 19 and I feel kinda dirty even thinking about it..

I asked her what she was doing friday and she said she finish's school at 12 30.. and as soon as i read that i had a reality check that i might actually get in trouble for doing the deed.

oh dear..

just dont tell anybody and go for it. or wait until shes 16 maybe, i think thats the legal age of consent. after 16 shes fair game.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tag_king on December 20, 2007, 09:36:04 AM

Quote from: skatebored on December 20, 2007, 08:38:13 AM

Quote from: Venture1 on December 19, 2007, 01:16:22 PM

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I really wanna plough this girl in but the problem is she's 15.. I'm 19 and I feel kinda dirty even thinking about it..

I asked her what she was doing friday and she said she finish's school at 12 30.. and as soon as i read that i had a reality check that i might actually get in trouble for doing the deed.

oh dear..

[close]

just dont tell anybody and go for it. or wait until shes 16 maybe, i think thats the legal age of consent. after 16 shes fair game.

She is 16, I know her. You will be alright. Fuck her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swissenheights on December 20, 2007, 11:22:00 AM

someone get chris hansen in here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Star Whores Episode I: The Fellatio Menace on December 20, 2007, 09:54:44 PM

just make sure she doesnt get you in trouble

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ERICVILLARREAL on December 21, 2007, 11:03:26 AM

i jerked off in a plane before
i collect  comics
i want to cheat on my girlfriend even though shes hasnt done anything wrong
i pick on kids that push mongo
i have absolutley no motivation in life
i enjoy dreaming about dying
i call myself a christian but i dont believe in christ the way christians are supposed to
ive tried to kill myself but i suck at everything and failed
i have a freddy prince junior avatar because i hate freddy prince junior
i punched a girl in the face last week and i dont feel any remorse about it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on December 21, 2007, 11:29:26 AM

Quote from: ERICVILLARREAL on December 21, 2007, 11:03:26 AM

i jerked off in a plane before
i collect  comics
i want to cheat on my girlfriend even though shes hasnt done anything wrong
i pick on kids that push mongo
i have absolutley no motivation in life
i enjoy dreaming about dying
i call myself a christian but i dont believe in christ the way christians are supposed to
ive tried to kill myself but i suck at everything and failed
i have a freddy prince junior avatar because i hate freddy prince junior
i punched a girl in the face last week and i dont feel any remorse about it

i dont know if i should love you or hate you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: deep on December 21, 2007, 12:02:15 PM

Prepare to get wet, like jheri curl juice
You tight like virgin pussy, my rap get you loose
I bump like ac-ne, take honey from a bee
My style is like a safe, without da fuckin key
I cum cause Im a nut, dont bleed when Im cut
No fan of madonna, she just a damn slut
So sit you damn dog, and bow to my shit
Nit-wit you stupid, Im butter dont need grits
Make fits like seizure, lick clit to please ya
I book then read ya, follow da leader
Like jews and chinese, I own your rap lease
The wackness must cease, prepare for yo release

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gibson on December 21, 2007, 12:45:37 PM

Im subconscious about my weight and feel like a fag because of it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on December 21, 2007, 01:29:24 PM

Quote from: ERICVILLARREAL on December 21, 2007, 11:03:26 AM

i collect  comics
i punched a girl in the face last week and i dont feel any remorse about it

sancninishushuhuchsuahcuhuchcuhcuhcosahoqiheodhasxcuhsuhc NAH BAH BLACK SHEEP uAEFUHEUFHufuhUHUDHSJHDJFSK CAPSLOCK

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: evan_7 on December 22, 2007, 12:20:31 AM

Quote from: deep on December 21, 2007, 12:02:15 PM

Prepare to get wet, like jheri curl juice
You tight like virgin pussy, my rap get you loose
I bump like ac-ne, take honey from a bee
My style is like a safe, without da fuckin key
I cum cause Im a nut, dont bleed when Im cut
No fan of madonna, she just a damn slut
So sit you damn dog, and bow to my shit
Nit-wit you stupid, Im butter dont need grits
Make fits like seizure, lick clit to please ya
I book then read ya, follow da leader
Like jews and chinese, I own your rap lease
The wackness must cease, prepare for yo release

haha magoo and timbaland were amazing back then, but as for my confession.... I dunno if i am way behind on this phenomenon or not, but for the first time in my life i REALLY want to fuck a friends girlfriend.  This is no ordinary friend though, this is one of those "really good" friends that have been around for a long time and you actually care about.  any advice on this? 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on December 22, 2007, 07:17:57 AM

yeah.  don't fuck your friends girlfriend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: barr on December 23, 2007, 01:00:58 PM

Quote from: diabolik! on December 22, 2007, 07:17:57 AM

yeah.  don't fuck your friends girlfriend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Young Jeezy. on December 23, 2007, 01:18:23 PM

tear that pussy up ya only live once

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somekid on December 23, 2007, 03:54:53 PM

bros before hos.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chopper on December 23, 2007, 09:38:43 PM

Quote from: rfox on November 29, 2007, 06:38:17 PM

Quote from: quasimodo on November 29, 2007, 03:55:34 PM

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about 8 years ago i was visiting my cousin and i found some horrible shit on his computer. kiddie porn. 11 year olds and younger getting fucked by dudes. i was so disgusted. he was about 16-17 at the time. a few months later i hear through the family channels that he's been banned from using the internet after his mom found it. i'll never be the same around that dude, especially after i have kids.

[close]

Don't worry, the internet ban will cure him.

just hook him up with a midget in childrens clothes it'll be like his non-alcoholic beer

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: A-Bo on December 23, 2007, 09:47:10 PM

has anyone come out of the closet on this thread? thatd be pretty gnar

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ReidVaeth on December 24, 2007, 10:15:38 AM

i like inhabitants more then fully flared.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Young Jeezy. on December 24, 2007, 10:18:39 AM

im smarter den everyone in here

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: A-Bo on December 24, 2007, 10:20:32 AM

i really dont hate as many video parts, skaters, songs, shoes and everything as i claim to on this site. There really isnt a pro I dont enjoy watching. The nature of this board just sucks you in and makes you see the negativity in anything and post it for the world to see.

 I like Sorry and Really Sorry better than Fully Flared.

 I am really looking forward to every part in the Plan B video.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tamponboy on December 25, 2007, 06:01:04 AM

ravioli's are better than beeferoni.

Dr. Pepper is better than Pepsi.

Cheetos are better than Doritos.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bumptobar on December 25, 2007, 09:01:15 PM

Quote from: tamponboy on December 25, 2007, 06:01:04 AM

ravioli's are better than beeferoni.

Dr. Pepper is better than Pepsi.

Cheetos are better than Doritos.

You must have mistaken this for the "real opinions" thread.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on December 25, 2007, 10:42:07 PM

Quote from: tamponboy on December 25, 2007, 06:01:04 AM

Cheetos are better than Doritos.

WTF gtfo with that shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on December 27, 2007, 05:40:39 PM

My girlfriend broke up with me because of my drinking. It's all right though because I planned on breaking up with her once I moved from her place.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on December 27, 2007, 06:27:37 PM

i thought you were marrying that chick? 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on December 27, 2007, 06:53:14 PM

I really thought I was going to for a while. I just didn't feel like I loved her anymore. Even kissing her felt like a chore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on December 27, 2007, 06:56:04 PM

i know the feeling.  good to get out now if thats the case. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on December 27, 2007, 07:38:27 PM

damn, you leavin boston now?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on December 27, 2007, 07:48:31 PM

I left on the 22nd, on my birthday. I'm back in California now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RadRacing on December 29, 2007, 03:14:31 AM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nsImK2zOzIc

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice weather on December 29, 2007, 08:10:14 AM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on December 27, 2007, 07:48:31 PM

I left on the 22nd, on my birthday. I'm back in California now.

You don't live under a staircase anymore? Not trying to be mean here, but I found that hilarious.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice weather on December 29, 2007, 08:16:06 AM

I never double-posted.

Nah, seriously, what brought me back here was, that I found a picture from the day I shit myself on a school trip in France. I am a hundred percent sure it was that day and I was wearing a "shit happens" tshirt. Also I try to make a funny face to the camera, but my greenish pale skin colour already gives notice of the powerful diarrhea that was crawling down my bowels.

Not really a big confession, but there is no funny photos of confessable self-shitting thread, so whatever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bipsmound on December 29, 2007, 02:06:18 PM

Quote from: Yo Mr. Hapredingli on December 29, 2007, 08:16:06 AM

I never double-posted.

Nah, seriously, what brought me back here was, that I found a picture from the day I shit myself on a school trip in France. I am a hundred percent sure it was that day and I was wearing a "shit happens" tshirt. Also I try to make a funny face to the camera, but my greenish pale skin colour already gives notice of the powerful diarrhea that was crawling down my bowels.

Not really a big confession, but there is no funny photos of confessable self-shitting thread, so whatever.

Post please.

And how did this little nugget of retardation slip through?

Quote from: gibson on December 21, 2007, 12:45:37 PM

Im subconscious about my weight and feel like a fag because of it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: barr on December 31, 2007, 01:01:46 PM

i've been doing that little bodega bag thing like kevin long for a couple of weeks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Smurph on December 31, 2007, 03:30:28 PM

If ever I film I'm really scared I'm gonna break the camera.......and have to pay for it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on January 01, 2008, 09:04:56 AM

I'm going to rehab for 90 days.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RoBdUdE25 on January 01, 2008, 09:26:10 AM

i wear my momz clothes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on January 01, 2008, 04:46:03 PM

i dont drink, you can all laugh at me now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WonkaBar on January 01, 2008, 09:52:27 PM

Quote from: lophatrophazoa on January 01, 2008, 04:46:03 PM

i dont drink, you can all laugh at me now

i wont laugh. but if you dont mind me asking, why not? (if you say because of your religion, i might laugh though. sorry)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mj23 on January 01, 2008, 10:36:57 PM

i skated the same pair of tensors for 2 and a half years.  i just ditched them a few months ago.

thats a confession.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jf on January 02, 2008, 02:02:59 AM

im think im just now in my life realizing that i have fucked social skills and alot of the things i say in real life and on this message board never come out like i intend them, i usually end up offending someone and there mostly offended beacause i get way to outlandish thoughts. i have been to phscycologist before and it was no help, head pills arent an answer, my typeing/grammar/puncuation and spelling is at a 2nd grade leve and most of this is due to impatience, especially my spelling and grammar, as for everyday life social skills? that varies from day to day, i seriously ned to stop communicating till i can figure out a way to work through the kinks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jf on January 02, 2008, 02:04:50 AM

this is definetly like a l"the last 10 years" problem too. nothing new.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stagefright on January 02, 2008, 02:05:28 AM

the only way to fix it is to just talk to as many people as you can about anything and everything untill you're confortable, which sounds horrible and impossible to someone like that

also its cool urkel, mike plumb said no to 2400 free beers, and i like him enough. if you are a piece of shit or rubbing it in everyones face like bill then itd be different

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hypnotoad on January 02, 2008, 07:11:33 AM

Quote from: A-Bo on December 23, 2007, 09:47:10 PM

has anyone come out of the closet on this thread? thatd be pretty gnar

I think pontoon boat sorta did

Quote from: Pontoon_Boat on July 06, 2007, 09:46:22 PM

*bes attracted to rowboats*

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lophatrophazoa on January 02, 2008, 12:19:42 PM

Quote from: stagefright on January 02, 2008, 02:05:28 AM

if you are a piece of shit or rubbing it in everyones face like bill then itd be different

nah im not one of those guys. i think im just to cheap to buy alcohol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on January 02, 2008, 01:45:59 PM

Quote from: stagefright on January 02, 2008, 02:05:28 AM

also its cool urkel, mike plumb said no to 2400 free beers, and i like him enough. if you are a piece of shit or rubbing it in everyones face like bill then itd be different

Wait, is that a dig at me or is there another bill I don't know about, which there probably is because I don't drink either.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergioflorez on January 02, 2008, 04:29:09 PM

I LOVE HOUSE MUSIC.  :-[

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: deep on January 03, 2008, 09:56:42 AM

cash rules everything around me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on January 05, 2008, 02:50:41 AM

I vaguelly remember doing the "soldier boy" dance, drunk as fuck on holloween, after eating all these horrible leftover 151 soaked pinapple wedges from strangers' disgarded drink cups.

probably the closest to "rock bottom" I've ever been.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mick swagger on January 05, 2008, 06:55:43 AM

i drive drunk constently.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: victoria on January 05, 2008, 09:34:12 AM

my friend sophia just went to jail for driving drunk and killing someone

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: deep on January 05, 2008, 11:30:12 AM

Quote from: mick swagger on January 05, 2008, 06:55:43 AM

i drive drunk constently.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: victoria on January 05, 2008, 01:21:10 PM

Quote from: deep on January 05, 2008, 11:30:12 AM

Quote from: mick swagger on January 05, 2008, 06:55:43 AM

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i drive drunk constently.

[close]

..and im also guilty of this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sfahaha on January 06, 2008, 12:45:46 AM

Quote from: deep on January 05, 2008, 11:30:12 AM

Quote from: mick swagger on January 05, 2008, 06:55:43 AM

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i drive drunk constently.

[close]

You're like what 15?...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: heckler on January 06, 2008, 07:37:24 AM

I don't drink. At all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: deep on January 06, 2008, 07:41:24 AM

Quote from: sfahaha on January 06, 2008, 12:45:46 AM

Quote from: deep on January 05, 2008, 11:30:12 AM

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Quote from: mick swagger on January 05, 2008, 06:55:43 AM

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i drive drunk constently.

[close]

[close]

You're like what 15?...

ill be 20 in june

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GAYTMURRELL on January 06, 2008, 07:43:23 AM

i only bought brown cords to fit in with the slap pals!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lastronaut on January 06, 2008, 01:52:43 PM

fuck the world

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stagefright on January 07, 2008, 05:04:11 PM

first grey hairs at 21

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swissenheights on January 07, 2008, 07:18:43 PM

im still pretty young and whenever i cant go to sleep i just sit there and think about what its gonna be like when the people close to me are gonna die...

and i often think about how horrible its gonna be when im not gonna be able to skateboard anymore not just from getting older but from getting a job that wouldnt let me skate..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Claude on January 07, 2008, 09:29:46 PM

Quote from: swissenheights on January 07, 2008, 07:18:43 PM

im still pretty young and whenever i cant go to sleep i just sit there and think about what its gonna be like when the people close to me are gonna die...

and i often think about how horrible its gonna be when im not gonna be able to skateboard anymore not just from getting older but from getting a job that wouldnt let me skate..

don't get a job like that then person, no one needs a career until their 35, or do you want to retire when your 65 and chill and get lazy and develop alzheimers and cancer. Fuck enjoy your youth while you have it and dont give a fuck about "what you should be doing" you have your whole life for that. Growing up is for wussies.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS on January 07, 2008, 09:44:45 PM

Quote from: Claude on January 07, 2008, 09:29:46 PM

Quote from: swissenheights on January 07, 2008, 07:18:43 PM

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im still pretty young and whenever i cant go to sleep i just sit there and think about what its gonna be like when the people close to me are gonna die...

and i often think about how horrible its gonna be when im not gonna be able to skateboard anymore not just from getting older but from getting a job that wouldnt let me skate..

[close]

don't get a job like that then person, no one needs a career until their 35, or do you want to retire when your 65 and chill and get lazy and develop alzheimers and cancer. Fuck enjoy your youth while you have it and dont give a fuck about "what you should be doing" you have your whole life for that. Growing up is for wussies.

Yeah MAN!! tending to responsibilities is soooo lame man!!! fuck the free world!!! skate or die and rock on in youth BRO!!
Confession-I'm addicted to Beverly Hills 90210, I can't stop watching it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beeda weeda on January 08, 2008, 08:57:43 AM

Quote from: VHS on January 07, 2008, 09:44:45 PM

Quote from: Claude on January 07, 2008, 09:29:46 PM

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Quote from: swissenheights on January 07, 2008, 07:18:43 PM

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im still pretty young and whenever i cant go to sleep i just sit there and think about what its gonna be like when the people close to me are gonna die...

and i often think about how horrible its gonna be when im not gonna be able to skateboard anymore not just from getting older but from getting a job that wouldnt let me skate..

[close]

on TV tropolis?
I was addicted too...

don't get a job like that then person, no one needs a career until their 35, or do you want to retire when your 65 and chill and get lazy and develop alzheimers and cancer. Fuck enjoy your youth while you have it and dont give a fuck about "what you should be doing" you have your whole life for that. Growing up is for wussies.

[close]

Yeah MAN!! tending to responsibilities is soooo lame man!!! fuck the free world!!! skate or die and rock on in youth BRO!!
Confession-I'm addicted to Beverly Hills 90210, I can't stop watching it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Claude on January 08, 2008, 02:59:32 PM

Quote from: VHS on January 07, 2008, 09:44:45 PM

Quote from: Claude on January 07, 2008, 09:29:46 PM

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Quote from: swissenheights on January 07, 2008, 07:18:43 PM

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im still pretty young and whenever i cant go to sleep i just sit there and think about what its gonna be like when the people close to me are gonna die...

and i often think about how horrible its gonna be when im not gonna be able to skateboard anymore not just from getting older but from getting a job that wouldnt let me skate..

[close]

don't get a job like that then person, no one needs a career until their 35, or do you want to retire when your 65 and chill and get lazy and develop alzheimers and cancer. Fuck enjoy your youth while you have it and dont give a fuck about "what you should be doing" you have your whole life for that. Growing up is for wussies.

[close]

Yeah MAN!! tending to responsibilities is soooo lame man!!! fuck the free world!!! skate or die and rock on in youth BRO!!
Confession-I'm addicted to Beverly Hills 90210, I can't stop watching it.

Haha its not anything like that, its not impossible to find a good paying job that allows you plenty of time and energy to skate. It just sounded like the guy is worried about having some stressful career where his whole life revolves around it, which honestly nobody really needs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kev on January 08, 2008, 04:01:52 PM

Quit skating and become a doctor or nurse, we're running low. jk

If I weren't so lazy, stoned and self-centered I would consider it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatebored on January 08, 2008, 04:30:19 PM

im in love with this girl but i hate so many things about her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack sandwich on January 08, 2008, 04:38:08 PM

Quote from: skatebored on January 08, 2008, 04:30:19 PM

im in love with this girl but i hate so many things about her.

i'll second that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatebored on January 08, 2008, 04:47:50 PM

Quote from: jack sandwich on January 08, 2008, 04:38:08 PM

Quote from: skatebored on January 08, 2008, 04:30:19 PM

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im in love with this girl but i hate so many things about her.

[close]

i'll second that.

haha thank god im not alone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Steve Zissou on January 08, 2008, 06:17:15 PM

just punch her and run away she'll get the message

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: deep on January 09, 2008, 06:37:30 PM

i eat food with a strategy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hatehatehatehate on January 09, 2008, 08:41:16 PM

on new years i was at a house party, and during the countdown i was in the bathroom taking a dooks.  i tried to drop a good one when the countdown got to 1, it made things a little less depressing that way..

and i third that. the post a couple up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ReidVaeth on January 11, 2008, 12:27:55 AM

Quote from: ERICVILLARREAL on December 21, 2007, 11:03:26 AM

i jerked off in a plane before
i collect  comics
i want to cheat on my girlfriend even though shes hasnt done anything wrong
i pick on kids that push mongo
i have absolutley no motivation in life
i enjoy dreaming about dying
i call myself a christian but i dont believe in christ the way christians are supposed to
ive tried to kill myself but i suck at everything and failed
i have a freddy prince junior avatar because i hate freddy prince junior
i punched a girl in the face last week and i dont feel any remorse about it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS on January 11, 2008, 08:32:05 PM

Whenever I get bored in class, I start talking to the people that think I'm their friend, and I try to convince them to kill themselves.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: deep on January 11, 2008, 08:45:42 PM

im the shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: victoria on January 12, 2008, 07:09:54 PM

ive ben drunk since 8.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: deep on January 12, 2008, 07:36:20 PM

Quote from: victoria on January 12, 2008, 07:09:54 PM

ive ben drunk since 8.

yeah rightz

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on January 12, 2008, 07:54:09 PM

Quote from: deep on January 12, 2008, 07:36:20 PM

Quote from: victoria on January 12, 2008, 07:09:54 PM

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ive ben drunk since 8.

[close]

yeah rightz

believe me, she is.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: deep on January 12, 2008, 08:00:48 PM

Quote from: Ah Lee on January 12, 2008, 07:54:09 PM

Quote from: deep on January 12, 2008, 07:36:20 PM

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Quote from: victoria on January 12, 2008, 07:09:54 PM

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ive ben drunk since 8.

[close]

yeah rightz

[close]

believe me, she is.

OOOOH SHIT! SAY SOMETHIN ELSE! SAY SOMETHIN ELSE NUGGA!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vz7CcyLRijM

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Matze on January 13, 2008, 11:02:28 AM

i haven't kissed a girl for the first time without beeing drunken since 10 years.

edit: and i made out with an ugly but really friendly girl that studies with me. i hate myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beeda weeda on January 17, 2008, 09:32:58 AM

I think I'm better than other people.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 89-90pistons on January 17, 2008, 03:26:34 PM

Quote from: beeda weeda on January 17, 2008, 09:32:58 AM

I think I'm better than other people.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on January 19, 2008, 08:57:54 AM

i was never really into music untill i started skateboarding
in the 7th grade i downloaded most of the songs from Osiris: The Storm, and i would listen to the song from T Bone's part religiously.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty Champignon on January 19, 2008, 10:00:34 AM

I used to have long hair and I would never wash it, I seriously went for at least a year without washing it, and I remember having a hard time not getting it wet in the shower, I was a scumbag.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on January 19, 2008, 12:00:53 PM

Quote from: Rusty Champignon on January 19, 2008, 10:00:34 AM

I used to have long hair and I would never wash it, I seriously went for at least a year without washing it, and I remember having a hard time not getting it wet in the shower, I was a scumbag.

WOW.

That´s what people with dreadlocks feel like 24/7

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty Champignon on January 19, 2008, 01:38:50 PM

Quote from: PopwarOfGuns on January 19, 2008, 12:00:53 PM

Quote from: Rusty Champignon on January 19, 2008, 10:00:34 AM

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I used to have long hair and I would never wash it, I seriously went for at least a year without washing it, and I remember having a hard time not getting it wet in the shower, I was a scumbag.

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WOW.

That´s what people with dreadlocks feel like 24/7

It wasn't dreaded out but it was getting there and I didnt want dreads so I washed it and got it cut short, when I washed it, it was twice as long as it looked when it was all greasy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on January 19, 2008, 02:00:35 PM

Quote from: PopwarOfGuns on January 19, 2008, 12:00:53 PM

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I used to have long hair and I would never wash it, I seriously went for at least a year without washing it, and I remember having a hard time not getting it wet in the shower, I was a scumbag.

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WOW.

That´s what people with dreadlocks feel like 24/7

People with dreads can wash their hair, they just can't brush it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Diesel on January 19, 2008, 02:10:18 PM

Quote from: PopwarOfGuns on January 19, 2008, 12:00:53 PM

Quote from: Rusty Champignon on January 19, 2008, 10:00:34 AM

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I used to have long hair and I would never wash it, I seriously went for at least a year without washing it, and I remember having a hard time not getting it wet in the shower, I was a scumbag.

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WOW.

That´s what people with dreadlocks feel like 24/7

I actually have dreadlocks and I wash my hair every two weeks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: picklesickshuv-it on January 19, 2008, 06:27:32 PM

Quote from: Cuban Linx on January 19, 2008, 02:10:18 PM

Quote from: PopwarOfGuns on January 19, 2008, 12:00:53 PM

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Quote from: Rusty Champignon on January 19, 2008, 10:00:34 AM

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I used to have long hair and I would never wash it, I seriously went for at least a year without washing it, and I remember having a hard time not getting it wet in the shower, I was a scumbag.

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WOW.

That´s what people with dreadlocks feel like 24/7

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I actually have dreadlocks and I wash my hair every two weeks.

hell yea

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jf on January 19, 2008, 10:07:43 PM

i made this thread awhile ago when i was down in the dumps, i had made alot of myself since then. but in the last few months i have been really stressed, my job is iffy on funds, its a long story, and my life took a turn for the worse, ive been throwing up at least 10 times a day for at least 3 months, i sit in bed at night and stress so hard that i pretty much dry heave or barf into a towel before i finally fall asleep 3 hours later, my son wont get the family that he deserves because im a fuck up and i cant find a way to kick my anxiety/depression problems, im not taking drugs, i have had maybe 5 beers in the span of 2 months, im trying my best to eat healthy, i try to force myself to go to bed and get up at reasonable times, after this post you can go ahead and insert the crying girl picture, i dont care, i just had to let it out, I feel like i have failed in to many aspects in life and depression and anxiety will always get the best of me, it did when i skateboarded for a living and it does now when trying to have a decent family life, i lose and have noone to blame but myself, that's all

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WonkaBar on January 19, 2008, 10:15:37 PM

Quote from: jf on January 19, 2008, 10:07:43 PM

i made this thread awhile ago when i was down in the dumps, i had made alot of myself since then. but in the last few months i have been really stressed, my job is iffy on funds, its a long story, and my life took a turn for the worse, ive been throwing up at least 10 times a day for at least 3 months, i sit in bed at night and stress so hard that i pretty much dry heave or barf into a towel before i finally fall asleep 3 hours later, my son wont get the family that he deserves because im a fuck up and i cant find a way to kick my anxiety/depression problems, im not taking drugs, i have had maybe 5 beers in the span of 2 months, im trying my best to eat healthy, i try to force myself to go to bed and get up at reasonable times, after this post you can go ahead and insert the crying girl picture, i dont care, i just had to let it out, I feel like i have failed in to many aspects in life and depression and anxiety will always get the best of me, it did when i skateboarded for a living and it does now when trying to have a decent family life, i lose and have noone to blame but myself, that's all

sounds rough, hope you feel better. or even better, hope you win the lottery or something. sounds more practical than "feel better"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 1987 on January 19, 2008, 11:38:30 PM

Quote from: Matze on January 13, 2008, 11:02:28 AM

i haven't kissed a girl for the first time without beeing drunken since 10 years.

edit: and i made out with an ugly but really friendly girl that studies with me. i hate myself.

When I was a freshman in college, my roommates and I had a party with a bunch of people from our senior class in high school in our apartment.  Somehow, I ended up on the lap of our high school class president on the patio; a black girl that was at least a foot taller than me.  In our drunken revelry, we totally made out until the cops busted up the party.  She wasn't exactly ugly, but definitely not my type (and I'm sure she can say the same about me).  Anyhow, we'd always run into each other on campus and shit would be somewhat awkward.  You're not the only one, dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on January 20, 2008, 12:32:01 AM

Quote from: jf on January 19, 2008, 10:07:43 PM

i made this thread awhile ago when i was down in the dumps, i had made alot of myself since then. but in the last few months i have been really stressed, my job is iffy on funds, its a long story, and my life took a turn for the worse, ive been throwing up at least 10 times a day for at least 3 months, i sit in bed at night and stress so hard that i pretty much dry heave or barf into a towel before i finally fall asleep 3 hours later, my son wont get the family that he deserves because im a fuck up and i cant find a way to kick my anxiety/depression problems, im not taking drugs, i have had maybe 5 beers in the span of 2 months, im trying my best to eat healthy, i try to force myself to go to bed and get up at reasonable times, after this post you can go ahead and insert the crying girl picture, i dont care, i just had to let it out, I feel like i have failed in to many aspects in life and depression and anxiety will always get the best of me, it did when i skateboarded for a living and it does now when trying to have a decent family life, i lose and have noone to blame but myself, that's all

See, that´s straight out wrong. People very rarely are the cause for their own depressions (unless the got it from drugs etc. then you could say it´s your fault). You shouldn´t think it is your fault, because most certainly it isn´t. And you should not feel guilty for it. Depression and anxietes are the deseases that come hand in hand with the way our society works. And there are a lot of decent people with depressions who don´t deserve it to be suffering and thinking it´s you fault is wrong. You are not the one to blame. Depression is a common desease and it´s nothing you can control easily.
I know from your past posts that you tried xanax (I think it was xanax) as a cure or help. Psychopharmaka doesn´t cure. It just supresses the symptoms and helps you relax for a short time, but on the long run it bites you in the ass (but sadly you found out already).
Did you try a psychotherapy? Those fears are rooted somewhere and a therapist might be able to help oyu find out what it is and help you get over it. Sure, it takes time, it takes money. But in the end it´s all about being able to enjoy life, and if right now you can´t enjoy your life, your wife or your son, spending the money on a therapy might be the right decision.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rob1 on January 20, 2008, 06:01:33 AM

Quote from: jf on January 19, 2008, 10:07:43 PM

i made this thread awhile ago when i was down in the dumps, i had made alot of myself since then. but in the last few months i have been really stressed, my job is iffy on funds, its a long story, and my life took a turn for the worse, ive been throwing up at least 10 times a day for at least 3 months, i sit in bed at night and stress so hard that i pretty much dry heave or barf into a towel before i finally fall asleep 3 hours later, my son wont get the family that he deserves because im a fuck up and i cant find a way to kick my anxiety/depression problems, im not taking drugs, i have had maybe 5 beers in the span of 2 months, im trying my best to eat healthy, i try to force myself to go to bed and get up at reasonable times, after this post you can go ahead and insert the crying girl picture, i dont care, i just had to let it out, I feel like i have failed in to many aspects in life and depression and anxiety will always get the best of me, it did when i skateboarded for a living and it does now when trying to have a decent family life, i lose and have noone to blame but myself, that's all

Although it may not feel like its helping - all that stuff like not drinking/taking drugs/eating healthily/keeping normal waking hours/exercising is really important so keep it up. Another thing to do is to try and ignore the anxiety/depression as much as you can -it can feed on itself and become a real viscious circle - try not to be too self-involved, try and just focus on going to work, getting through the day etc, it can help to make a bit of a routine for yourself.

Depression and anxiety often comes in cycles, whilst your in the the middle of a slump it can feel like your always going to be there but just keep taking each day as it comes and you'll come out the other side quicker than you expect.

I'm sorry if this just sounds like a bunch of useless platitudes, and I'm sure you get tired of hearing people telling you what to do

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: niggapants on January 20, 2008, 12:32:08 PM

i ignore beautiful girls that like me and then go home and bitch about myself not having a girlfriend

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Diesel on January 20, 2008, 01:45:46 PM

Quote from: niggapants on January 20, 2008, 12:32:08 PM

i ignore beautiful girls that like me and then go home and bitch about myself not having a girlfriend

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: niggapants on January 20, 2008, 04:23:02 PM

Quote from: Cuban Linx on January 20, 2008, 01:45:46 PM

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i ignore beautiful girls that like me and then go home and bitch about myself not having a girlfriend

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good to see someone else in the same position. i guess i'm just too cool for my own good

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: artichoke on January 20, 2008, 07:41:05 PM

I constantly fall into the same bad habits and really need to see a therapist to work through issues that have been fucking with me for my entire adult life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS on January 20, 2008, 09:07:28 PM

I hate almost everyone I know or see. I think I hate too much for my own good, I usually find myself just sitting here in a depressed state and I can't find any positives in life. But I think excersising helps you feel good about yourself because it feels like an accomplishment sometimes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on January 20, 2008, 09:11:17 PM

Despite being in a relationship when asked "do you have a girlfriend?" without even hesitating i say no. I know I'm not the only one who does this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fuckouttahere on January 20, 2008, 09:51:29 PM

Quote from: Venture1 on December 19, 2007, 01:16:22 PM

I really wanna plough this girl in but the problem is she's 15.. I'm 19 and I feel kinda dirty even thinking about it..

I asked her what she was doing friday and she said she finish's school at 12 30.. and as soon as i read that i had a reality check that i might actually get in trouble for doing the deed.

oh dear..

(http://i95.photobucket.com/albums/l153/Ethired/1184367762037.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Matze on January 21, 2008, 11:18:20 AM

haha, i want to have sex with that 17 year old girl. we kissed once before, but there were many people who disliked it ... never had that before.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on January 21, 2008, 09:38:47 PM

Quote from: Matze on January 21, 2008, 11:18:20 AM

haha, i want to have sex with that 17 year old girl. we kissed once before, but there were many people who disliked it ... never had that before.

(http://i95.photobucket.com/albums/l153/Ethired/1184367762037.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on January 21, 2008, 10:09:01 PM

Quote from: jf on January 19, 2008, 10:07:43 PM

i made this thread awhile ago when i was down in the dumps, i had made alot of myself since then. but in the last few months i have been really stressed, my job is iffy on funds, its a long story, and my life took a turn for the worse, ive been throwing up at least 10 times a day for at least 3 months, i sit in bed at night and stress so hard that i pretty much dry heave or barf into a towel before i finally fall asleep 3 hours later, my son wont get the family that he deserves because im a fuck up and i cant find a way to kick my anxiety/depression problems, im not taking drugs, i have had maybe 5 beers in the span of 2 months, im trying my best to eat healthy, i try to force myself to go to bed and get up at reasonable times, after this post you can go ahead and insert the crying girl picture, i dont care, i just had to let it out, I feel like i have failed in to many aspects in life and depression and anxiety will always get the best of me, it did when i skateboarded for a living and it does now when trying to have a decent family life, i lose and have noone to blame but myself, that's all

That sucks so hard, man.

Lately sometimes when I think of how lame the life I'm creating for myself is, my blood pressure goes way up, and it feels like I'm having a heart attack, I get all light-headed, and start coughing from the pressure in my chest, it's scary. Is that symptoms of a panic attack or something? I've no clue...

Also while I'm in real confessions, I won't hang out with my co-workers, no matter what, in spite of their relentless invites. I feel like such a douche, damnit. They seem like cool enough people, in spite of still rocking the limp bizkit and eminem discographies (they are, after all, a kitchen crew), and I know they'd be even cooler if I got beer in me. I don't know why, I just bail out, for anything, ranging from the sheer possibility of skating with my normal day-to-day friends, to looking forward to a night of ea skate & Slap fueled innertness.

Anyone else have this problem, or am I just fucked?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somekid on January 22, 2008, 01:36:31 AM

im in my thirties-OFFICIALLY an adult- and i still skateboard. i've let it lead me wherever it would for most of my adult life. this has resulted in an extremely patchy resume of mostly menial jobs in retail, warehouse, construction labor and food service. i went to school, and tried being a recording engineer for awhile... the money was alright, but i realized being locked in a small room with more egos than a supra demo was not at all the rewarding and creative experience i originally thought it would be.


so.......... no. i have NO idea what you guys are talking about.

i just try to remind myself that the experiences i've had simply by letting skateboarding lead me around for the last 20-odd years far outweigh any financial gain or personal stability i could've created by taking a more "legit"path.

trust me. i haven't ever made a dime off of skateboarding, and it's been worth it.






i think.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on January 22, 2008, 11:51:52 AM

Quote from: niggapants on January 20, 2008, 04:23:02 PM

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i ignore beautiful girls that like me and then go home and bitch about myself not having a girlfriend

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good to see someone else in the same position. i guess i'm just too cool for my own good

im in the same boat.
i like sluts too much, though.
i just mess around with the same ol hoes, and when i get a chance to get into a relationship with a respectable girl i just blow her off to go skate or do nothing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Venture1 on January 22, 2008, 12:03:51 PM

Quote from: fuckouttahere on January 20, 2008, 09:51:29 PM

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I asked her what she was doing friday and she said she finish's school at 12 30.. and as soon as i read that i had a reality check that i might actually get in trouble for doing the deed.

oh dear..

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haha amazing post. I haven't done it and I'm not going to anyway.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jayme.f on January 22, 2008, 01:34:19 PM

Quote from: somekid on January 22, 2008, 01:36:31 AM

i just try to remind myself that the experiences i've had simply by letting skateboarding lead me around for the last 20-odd years far outweigh any financial gain or personal stability i could've created by taking a more "legit"path.

thats sig material right there!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kev on January 22, 2008, 03:51:49 PM

Quote from: EricLogan on January 21, 2008, 10:09:01 PM

rocking the limp bizkit and eminem discographies

Nah, you're justified in not hanging out with them.

And that was a sick post somekid.  I'd feel totally content doing that, but I don't have any good friends who really skate, only skate park aquaintances.  I'm not that good or motivated either.. So I gotta get serious about something, that's my confession.  I'm treading water in a sea of bad jobs, half assed skateboarding and weed smoke.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lurk daddy on January 22, 2008, 05:24:06 PM

Quote from: PopwarOfGuns on January 19, 2008, 12:00:53 PM

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I used to have long hair and I would never wash it, I seriously went for at least a year without washing it, and I remember having a hard time not getting it wet in the shower, I was a scumbag.

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WOW.

That´s what people with dreadlocks feel like 24/7

no i dont.
fuck you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Steve Zissou on January 22, 2008, 07:17:15 PM

i was fooling around with the girl my best friend liked behind his back but she was leading him on so i ended it and even though I'm getting less tits i feel way better. oh and shes hooking me up with one of her friend this wasn't that bad I need a real awesome confession thread

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jayme.f on January 22, 2008, 07:54:53 PM

Quote from: kev on January 22, 2008, 03:51:49 PM

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rocking the limp bizkit and eminem discographies

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Nah, you're justified in not hanging out with them.

And that was a sick post somekid.  I'd feel totally content doing that, but I don't have any good friends who really skate, only skate park aquaintances.  I'm not that good or motivated either.. So I gotta get serious about something, that's my confession.  I'm treading water in a sea of bad jobs, half assed skateboarding and weed smoke.

kev, i think alot of dudes on here have that same shit going on, i think if you chilled on the weed for a bit you would probablly concetrate on something like a good job or making more out of skateboarding (like enjoying it more)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on January 22, 2008, 08:14:26 PM

Quote from: Mackattack on January 22, 2008, 11:51:52 AM

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Quote from: Cuban Linx on January 20, 2008, 01:45:46 PM

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Quote from: niggapants on January 20, 2008, 12:32:08 PM

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i ignore beautiful girls that like me and then go home and bitch about myself not having a girlfriend

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good to see someone else in the same position. i guess i'm just too cool for my own good

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im in the same boat.
i like sluts too much, though.
i just mess around with the same ol hoes, and when i get a chance to get into a relationship with a respectable girl i just blow her off to go skate or do nothing.

lucky bastards.... 

im hanging out at slap cos i dont want to start reading my philosophy text....  there is no inspiration like desperation....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: J Kordich, The Real Juice on January 22, 2008, 08:35:42 PM

I am still fucking pissed lead singer, Linn Berggren, left Ace Of Base last year.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beautiful on January 22, 2008, 09:57:06 PM

every day of my life i must carry the burden of being one of the most gifted skateboarders to ever step on a board, and its hard.
i could use a hug about now.
please? anyone? i'll give the first person to hug me a free set of ninja bearings.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on January 22, 2008, 11:52:21 PM

Quote from: Steve Zissou on January 22, 2008, 07:17:15 PM

i was fooling around with the girl my best friend liked behind his back but she was leading him on so i ended it and even though I'm getting less tits i feel way better. oh and shes hooking me up with one of her friend this wasn't that bad I need a real awesome confession thread

Same type of thing, I fucked this girl my friend was into and he found out somehow, and I almost had sex with a different girl whos dating another friend. Almost, but didn't, but probably will next time I have the chance. I'm a shitty friend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vicky on January 23, 2008, 10:01:08 AM

im pretty bummed out lately and im taking it out on my friends.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tag_king on January 23, 2008, 12:06:01 PM

I don't give a fuck about breakfast.. I like eggs and what not but the meal its self in the morning, just can't get into it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on January 23, 2008, 01:27:26 PM

I jacked off thrree times today out of boredom.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty Champignon on January 23, 2008, 03:48:05 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on January 23, 2008, 01:27:26 PM

I jacked off thrree times today out of boredom.

same here

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on January 23, 2008, 04:54:51 PM

I threw up in the bathroom at work and didn't clean it up. The boss made my coworker clean it. God that's fucked up. I also blew the biggest snot rocket right afterwards trying to make it in the sink but it went all over the mirror. He probably had to clean that too. Oh well he's a scumbag.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: reaganomics on January 24, 2008, 07:12:50 PM

this girl who im good friends with and i've liked (she knew i kinda did) for a while finally broke up with her douche boyfriend and she likes me but now i wont go for it because i want her to feel how i felt when i couldnt have her. does that make any sense?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swissenheights on January 24, 2008, 07:36:23 PM

Quote from: reaganomics on January 24, 2008, 07:12:50 PM

this girl who im good friends with and i've liked (she knew i kinda did) for a while finally broke up with her douche boyfriend and she likes me but now i wont go for it because i want her to feel how i felt when i couldnt have her. does that make any sense?

yeah it makes sense..but its pretty regular,go for her dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: heckler on January 24, 2008, 07:38:48 PM

My (now ex) girlfriend told me she got raped a few years ago and I never bothered to tell anyone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Guinness on January 24, 2008, 08:54:41 PM

Quote from: ATMurrell on January 24, 2008, 07:38:48 PM

My (now ex) girlfriend told me she got raped a few years ago and I never bothered to tell anyone.

how old are you i went to school with a girl who got raped by her dad. shes in jail now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Matze on January 25, 2008, 04:34:06 AM

so you're living in iran?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bipsmound on January 25, 2008, 05:42:46 AM

Somebody tried to kill the landlord in my building, as in with a knife.  There's blood all over the place right when you walk in.  Is it weird that I'm only bummed that it'll be a while till my toilet gets fixed?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on January 25, 2008, 07:14:47 AM

Quote from: Bipsmound on January 25, 2008, 05:42:46 AM

Somebody tried to kill the landlord in my building, as in with a knife.  There's blood all over the place right when you walk in.  Is it weird that I'm only bummed that it'll be a while till my toilet gets fixed?

not at all. you gotta do what you gotta do
my landlord almost died last winter, and i was pissed that he didn't fix the heat in my apartment. he was supposed to do it for over a month, but he never did
i'm just waiting for the day we move out. we have caught him in our apartment while no one else is in there, he always fucks up the power, he freaks out when you go out the front door, he freaks out when people skate in front of the house, he broke the ceiling fan in my kitchen because he noticed one of the lights went out and he decided to try and fix it, and so on

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on January 25, 2008, 08:35:32 AM

'i dont have a girlfriend, but i know a girl who would get pissed if she heard me say that'

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on January 25, 2008, 09:05:23 AM

Quote from: n0torious on January 25, 2008, 08:10:23 AM

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Despite being in a relationship when asked "do you have a girlfriend?" without even hesitating i say no. I know I'm not the only one who does this.

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This means you don't have a girlfriend.

Well you're right. Broke that shit off. A biiig relief.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on January 25, 2008, 09:12:42 AM

Quote from: Ah Lee on January 25, 2008, 08:35:32 AM

'i dont have a girlfriend, but i know a girl who would get pissed if she heard me say that'

haha pretty much

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: toy machine on January 25, 2008, 11:16:14 AM

Im addicted to slap!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on January 25, 2008, 11:17:46 AM

im drunk?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skaterdavid on January 25, 2008, 05:02:19 PM

Quote from: toy machine on January 25, 2008, 11:16:14 AM

Im addicted to slap!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: H.N.I.C. on January 25, 2008, 07:00:55 PM

i cant take a compliment

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Steve Zissou on January 25, 2008, 09:11:05 PM

fucked my girl earlier today we've only been together for a week not even and i think I might have to break it off soon, and its making me feel like an asshole.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on January 25, 2008, 09:36:36 PM

Quote from: H.N.I.C. on January 25, 2008, 07:00:55 PM

i cant take a compliment

Thats a tough one. I always feel weird when someone gives me one. Its just like, "oh, thanks." I always feel ungrateful or I try to play it off like its no big deal and anyone can do it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Strictly Bricks on January 25, 2008, 11:31:29 PM

I took mushrooms a week ago, saw Pimp C's image, and started crying hysterically.



this means I'm a bitch.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty Champignon on January 26, 2008, 01:07:23 PM

I often cut my own hair

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: typhoid on January 26, 2008, 06:46:45 PM

I had no idea people would respond like this. this is my first post on the slap message boards but damn dude. eye opening for sure.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on January 26, 2008, 06:50:39 PM

Quote from: Rusty Champignon on January 26, 2008, 01:07:23 PM

I often cut my own hair

me too, my shits all uneven

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: duffel88 on January 26, 2008, 08:35:49 PM

except one, every one of my Girlfriends has been younger than me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: colinator on January 26, 2008, 11:34:44 PM

i am starting to realize that i am incapable of being in a healthy relationship. i dated this girl for 2 years and when it got further and further and further into the relationship it got more and more fucked up resulting in her threatening suicide and shit if i wasn't there for her when she needed me. and i ended up dumping her when she did some sketchy shit and she ended up dating another guy like a few weeks later. when i was dating this girl we went on multiple breaks through out the two years but they never lasted more than a week. but during one of those breaks i started hanging out with a girl that i knew for so long before and i ended up hooking up with her and never telling my girlfriend. and towards the end my girlfriend had ended up cheating on me and i tried to make her feel so bad by stressing about how faithful i was over the two years and shit.
so then after she started dating her new dude i started talking to the girl that i kind of cheated on her with from before and she had a boyfriend at the time so it started out as like a friendly thing right. but then after her and her boyfriend had broke up and shit we started getting more and more close and eventually we picked up where we left off last time and started doing the whole friends with benefits things which is the worst thing ever for a person like me because i get so attached. so that goes on for awhile but there is no tag on it relationship wise meaning we can do whatever we want with other people obviously. so i hear that she was like doing stuff with other this other guy (the worst dude ever) and natrually i got protective and pissed and brought it up to her and she told him shit to make him go away i guess. and then during all this process i started talking to another girl from my past who is a couple years older than me, and she was always wanting to hang out. so we did  acouple times this one week and after like 3 times she decides to leave her boyfriend of like 3 years for me without even asking me and expected that we start dating even though nothing happened. and when i said no the girl flipped out and told me she was going to go for a ride and let go of the wheel and go into incoming traffic and shit all while listening to a CD that i left in her car. and i called her natraully because if that happened i would probably go insane from guilt and one of the songs on my CD was playing and she hung up after i said hello a couple of times.
but she ended up not doing it and she still is like obsessed with me and i kind of shrug her off because i'm more intersted in that other girl, and things are going nowhere with that other girl so i'm mad confused and on top of all that shit i'm still 17 and live at home and have to deal with shit from my parents every night who are completely fucked up and are in the middle of divorce negotiations.

god damn i just wrote a fucking novel

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 89-90pistons on January 26, 2008, 11:42:13 PM

you sound like sheckler

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: colinator on January 27, 2008, 07:07:41 AM

did i forget to mention the part where i get free all over print t-shirts with AKs and where i got my name tattoo'd on my back?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Patrick_Bateman on January 27, 2008, 01:27:19 PM

ok i admit it.


we didnt start the fire, it was always burning, since the worlds been turning

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on January 27, 2008, 03:54:05 PM

Quote from: colinator on January 26, 2008, 11:34:44 PM

i am starting to realize that i am incapable of being in a healthy relationship. i dated this girl for 2 years and when it got further and further and further into the relationship it got more and more fucked up resulting in her threatening suicide and shit if i wasn't there for her when she needed me. and i ended up dumping her when she did some sketchy shit and she ended up dating another guy like a few weeks later. when i was dating this girl we went on multiple breaks through out the two years but they never lasted more than a week. but during one of those breaks i started hanging out with a girl that i knew for so long before and i ended up hooking up with her and never telling my girlfriend. and towards the end my girlfriend had ended up cheating on me and i tried to make her feel so bad by stressing about how faithful i was over the two years and shit.
so then after she started dating her new dude i started talking to the girl that i kind of cheated on her with from before and she had a boyfriend at the time so it started out as like a friendly thing right. but then after her and her boyfriend had broke up and shit we started getting more and more close and eventually we picked up where we left off last time and started doing the whole friends with benefits things which is the worst thing ever for a person like me because i get so attached. so that goes on for awhile but there is no tag on it relationship wise meaning we can do whatever we want with other people obviously. so i hear that she was like doing stuff with other this other guy (the worst dude ever) and natrually i got protective and pissed and brought it up to her and she told him shit to make him go away i guess. and then during all this process i started talking to another girl from my past who is a couple years older than me, and she was always wanting to hang out. so we did  acouple times this one week and after like 3 times she decides to leave her boyfriend of like 3 years for me without even asking me and expected that we start dating even though nothing happened. and when i said no the girl flipped out and told me she was going to go for a ride and let go of the wheel and go into incoming traffic and shit all while listening to a CD that i left in her car. and i called her natraully because if that happened i would probably go insane from guilt and one of the songs on my CD was playing and she hung up after i said hello a couple of times.
but she ended up not doing it and she still is like obsessed with me and i kind of shrug her off because i'm more intersted in that other girl, and things are going nowhere with that other girl so i'm mad confused and on top of all that shit i'm still 17 and live at home and have to deal with shit from my parents every night who are completely fucked up and are in the middle of divorce negotiations.

god damn i just wrote a fucking novel

You're 17, why are you dating girls for 2 fucking years? You should be out banging as many as possible without worrying about it at all. Theres no need to stress about shit at that age because theres virtually no chance you'll end up being with that person for the rest of your life, so don't worry about it so much.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: colinator on January 27, 2008, 05:33:50 PM

that is pretty good advice but the thing is for some reason i can't even enjoy random hook ups for some reason.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on January 28, 2008, 05:23:54 AM

I feel you on that one...still, just don´t take it too seriously..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somekid on January 29, 2008, 04:17:01 PM

Quote from: mike fork on January 25, 2008, 07:14:47 AM

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Somebody tried to kill the landlord in my building, as in with a knife.  There's blood all over the place right when you walk in.  Is it weird that I'm only bummed that it'll be a while till my toilet gets fixed?

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not at all. you gotta do what you gotta do
my landlord almost died last winter, and i was pissed that he didn't fix the heat in my apartment. he was supposed to do it for over a month, but he never did
i'm just waiting for the day we move out. we have caught him in our apartment while no one else is in there, he always fucks up the power, he freaks out when you go out the front door, he freaks out when people skate in front of the house, he broke the ceiling fan in my kitchen because he noticed one of the lights went out and he decided to try and fix it, and so on

landlords are scum. anyone who's ok with letting someone else's paycheck pay their mortgage has no morality.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vicky on January 29, 2008, 05:52:25 PM

when i first started skating when i was younger it took me almost 3 years to learn a proper ollie. 3.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on January 29, 2008, 06:01:00 PM

You're just a late bloomer. I'm 19 and my voice cracks sometimes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MahShugahNah on January 29, 2008, 07:12:26 PM

Quote from: vicky on January 29, 2008, 05:52:25 PM

when i first started skating when i was younger it took me almost 3 years to learn a proper ollie. 3.

the fact that you can do a proper ollie makes you better than 80% of girl skaters, you can kickflip? thats 90%. Holy shit you almost got tre flips? Sign your name on the dotted line you now ride for element!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack sandwich on January 30, 2008, 02:52:47 PM

i like to listen to bright eyes regularly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Young Jeezy. on January 30, 2008, 02:56:10 PM

i wish people respected me......




















jus playin fuck yall niggas

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on January 30, 2008, 04:24:21 PM

Quote from: vicky on January 29, 2008, 05:52:25 PM

when i first started skating when i was younger it took me almost 3 years to learn a proper ollie. 3.

samesies! I remember that weird period in between starting and not learning, I'd just be skating to the store and there'd be a group of kids seshin' a curb, and they'd stop me and ask "CAN U KICKFLIP?" and I'd be like "Uhh... I just use this for transportation purposes..." and akwardly skate off as fast as I could.

Except by "proper" I mean, up a 3 inch curb, so it was probably even longer than that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nelson muntz on January 31, 2008, 08:04:45 AM

I had a videopart and after seeing it I realized that I'd made use of fake steez....


kook me!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on January 31, 2008, 08:07:50 AM

watching your own footage sucks sometimes, after someone pointing out that i looked lik ronson lambert with down syndrome, i can see it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on January 31, 2008, 09:12:19 AM

Quote from: Ah Lee on January 31, 2008, 08:07:50 AM

watching your own footage sucks sometimes, after someone pointing out that i looked lik ronson lambert with down syndrome, i can see it.

could you post that link again, I´d like to see it with my own eyes!! watching my own footage always makes me realize that I really don´t do any special tricks at all...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on January 31, 2008, 09:57:01 AM

This was the very first time I k-grinded this rail, at the time the biggest rail I'd k-grinded, and I was pretty psyked to have it on film since I pretty much never film, but when I wathced it I got sooo bummed, I hate how I pull my arms straight down, it looks wierd...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Y_MOzXkJ9k

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on January 31, 2008, 10:03:25 AM

Quote from: PopwarOfGuns on January 31, 2008, 09:12:19 AM

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watching your own footage sucks sometimes, after someone pointing out that i looked lik ronson lambert with down syndrome, i can see it.

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could you post that link again, I´d like to see it with my own eyes!! watching my own footage always makes me realize that I really don´t do any special tricks at all...

ha, you asked for it. heres my ronsoness

(http://www.theoryskateboarding.com/alibacklip.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on January 31, 2008, 10:27:02 AM

naah man, that sequence is dope!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on January 31, 2008, 10:59:20 AM

thanks man, spots gone.. im so bummed on it :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beeda weeda on January 31, 2008, 12:51:23 PM

I'm 25 and my hair is thin, but not thinning, but I fear I may lose it overnight.
I have filmed 1 ful skatepark, when I was 22, and I used a modest mouse song for my part, looking back, that is the gayest shit ever!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on January 31, 2008, 06:50:24 PM

Quote from: nelson muntz on January 31, 2008, 08:04:45 AM

I had a videopart and after seeing it I realized that I'd made use of fake steez....


kook me!

Me too, dude. I never think about it while I'm trying stuff, it just happens, then I watch the footage and get sad. And if it doesn't look fake, there just isn't any style at all.

I can't think of anyone horrible enough to compare it to, like just by watching my stuff you can tell skating's really hard for me.

It sucks having struggling/fake steeze  :'(

But aye, Ah Lee, that back lip sequence is sick, and it didn't seem Ronsonish, it just seampt like you sorta had to keep your shoulders turned that way to get that pop-back-over momentum.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatebored on January 31, 2008, 10:22:43 PM

ive typed like 5 different "confessions" about being unhappy with my "girlfriend" in the past few months but always delete them immediately because i feel guilty about it afterwards. what a pussy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty Champignon on February 01, 2008, 09:13:47 AM

Quote from: turtlesurprise on January 26, 2008, 06:50:39 PM

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I often cut my own hair

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me too, my shits all uneven

I just did it now and fucked it all up, worst feeling ever when you wish you had just left it alone

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Strictly Bricks on February 01, 2008, 10:19:49 AM

Quote from: niggapants on January 20, 2008, 12:32:08 PM

i ignore beautiful girls that like me and then go home and bitch about myself not having a girlfriend

you fuckin' liar.


we're the gets no pussy table.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on February 01, 2008, 11:27:07 AM

Quote from: Ah Lee on January 31, 2008, 08:07:50 AM

watching your own footage sucks sometimes, after someone pointing out that i looked lik ronson lambert with down syndrome, i can see it.

hahah
i am always stoked on my footage at first glance, but then when i watch it again i realize that i skate like a leaping sloth

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Strictly Bricks on February 01, 2008, 03:32:10 PM

last time I got head was 4 months ago, and I was too stoned to get it up. I wanted to cry.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on February 01, 2008, 06:41:18 PM

so the poor girl sucked your limp wiener?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mikefork on February 01, 2008, 06:45:26 PM

Quote from: EricLogan on January 31, 2008, 06:50:24 PM

Quote from: nelson muntz on January 31, 2008, 08:04:45 AM

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I had a videopart and after seeing it I realized that I'd made use of fake steez....


kook me!

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Me too, dude. I never think about it while I'm trying stuff, it just happens, then I watch the footage and get sad. And if it doesn't look fake, there just isn't any style at all.

I can't think of anyone horrible enough to compare it to, like just by watching my stuff you can tell skating's really hard for me.

It sucks having struggling/fake steeze  :'(

But aye, Ah Lee, that back lip sequence is sick, and it didn't seem Ronsonish, it just seampt like you sorta had to keep your shoulders turned that way to get that pop-back-over momentum.

no matter what, my style looks bad on footage
when i get a trick, i'll be psyched until i watch it. i get bummed on the way it looks every time, so i keep trying it. but every try looks just as bad as the others so i eventually give up and never capture the footage
also whenever old footage of me is playing in some old video, i walk out of the room and i don't come back until the video is over because i'm too embarrassed by my stuff

i also started to talk to my ex-kind of- girlfriend. i feel like a dweeb for doing it, but deep down i'm psyched

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Strictly Bricks on February 01, 2008, 07:23:23 PM

Quote from: the king of r&b on February 01, 2008, 06:41:18 PM

so the poor girl sucked your limp wiener?

for like 15 minutes, and then she was like "Fuck this." and got up and left the room, and told everyone at the party about just went down.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Steve Zissou on February 01, 2008, 08:58:18 PM

ahaha brutal last time i got head it was the girls first time (wasn't bad) she was saying i don't know what to do tell me want you want i almost blew my load right there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Strictly Bricks on February 01, 2008, 09:29:06 PM

you should of dude, and not told her you were gonna, just to see the look on her face.........

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on February 02, 2008, 08:29:39 AM

Quote from: bbk on January 31, 2008, 10:27:02 AM

naah man, that sequence is dope!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Matt on February 02, 2008, 01:43:22 PM

Quote from: PopwarOfGuns on January 31, 2008, 09:12:19 AM

could you post that link again, I´d like to see it with my own eyes!! watching my own footage always makes me realize that I really don´t do any special tricks at all...

gotta get your meter up first

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jayme.f on February 03, 2008, 03:18:23 AM

i miss my son so much! i cant sleep at night beacause i miss him so much, its the only depressing thing in life, one of my friend's is a tatoo artist and next week im getting a full sleve dedicated to my little man

i love you with all my heart leo, dad is fighting the good fight so that i can see you as much as i can!

i wish i had full custody of you. but i also know that your mommy loves you very much!

in this lifetime i will do all that i can to ensure that you dont make the same mistakes that i made.

you are always on my mind, i see your face were ever i go. i took a chunk of my loan money and put in a trust fund for you. you mean the wor;ld to me, there are times when my depression has left me to think suicidal thoughts, but beacause of you, i have the ultimate reason to live, im sorry that i could not be the man that your mom wanted to stay with, but i undrstand that she had to do what she had to do. but leo my son i will always be here for you, through thick and thin. you have your whol life ahead of you and i will do my bst to guide you in the right direction, i miss rocking you to slep and no matter how tired i was in the morning when i would wake and see your face i knew there was a love between us that is so strong that nothing could seprate us, your dad will always be here for you, i would give my life for you. when i find a house you will have the biggest bedroom in the house. because of you i will always hold your mommy in high regard, no matter what problems me and your mom have i will always love both of you unconditionally, there is no way that i could not, you are apart of me and she is apart of you, when your mom left me i said some mean things out of impulse but i nver wishd anything bad on you. you mean th world to me, i hope you still have the board that i dedicated to you, if not? i still have one saved just for you, even though i get depressed because its been 22 days sinc ive seen i still feel very happy because i know i will see you again. words could never explain how much you mean to me, i will always be here for you. i promise this.

i love you my little buddy!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on February 03, 2008, 03:34:51 AM

I've realized who's style mine comes close to...

chris lambert

but without the skill

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: killsbud. on February 03, 2008, 04:53:23 AM

i slay randoms just to say i got tang that night
or girls will wanna hang out and ill ditch to skate or sit in my house with friends

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bipsmound on February 03, 2008, 08:48:56 AM

Quote from: jayme.f on February 03, 2008, 03:18:23 AM

i miss my son so much! i cant sleep at night beacause i miss him so much, its the only depressing thing in life, one of my friend's is a tatoo artist and next week im getting a full sleve dedicated to my little man

i love you with all my heart leo, dad is fighting the good fight so that i can see you as much as i can!

i wish i had full custody of you. but i also know that your mommy loves you very much!

in this lifetime i will do all that i can to ensure that you dont make the same mistakes that i made.

you are always on my mind, i see your face were ever i go. i took a chunk of my loan money and put in a trust fund for you. you mean the wor;ld to me, there are times when my depression has left me to think suicidal thoughts, but beacause of you, i have the ultimate reason to live, im sorry that i could not be the man that your mom wanted to stay with, but i undrstand that she had to do what she had to do. but leo my son i will always be here for you, through thick and thin. you have your whol life ahead of you and i will do my bst to guide you in the right direction, i miss rocking you to slep and no matter how tired i was in the morning when i would wake and see your face i knew there was a love between us that is so strong that nothing could seprate us, your dad will always be here for you, i would give my life for you. when i find a house you will have the biggest bedroom in the house. because of you i will always hold your mommy in high regard, no matter what problems me and your mom have i will always love both of you unconditionally, there is no way that i could not, you are apart of me and she is apart of you, when your mom left me i said some mean things out of impulse but i nver wishd anything bad on you. you mean th world to me, i hope you still have the board that i dedicated to you, if not? i still have one saved just for you, even though i get depressed because its been 22 days sinc ive seen i still feel very happy because i know i will see you again. words could never explain how much you mean to me, i will always be here for you. i promise this.

i love you my little buddy!

This post gave me a boner.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MahShugahNah on February 03, 2008, 10:43:52 AM

Quote from: Bipsmound on February 03, 2008, 08:48:56 AM

Quote from: jayme.f on February 03, 2008, 03:18:23 AM

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i miss my son so much! i cant sleep at night beacause i miss him so much, its the only depressing thing in life, one of my friend's is a tatoo artist and next week im getting a full sleve dedicated to my little man

i love you with all my heart leo, dad is fighting the good fight so that i can see you as much as i can!

i wish i had full custody of you. but i also know that your mommy loves you very much!

in this lifetime i will do all that i can to ensure that you dont make the same mistakes that i made.

you are always on my mind, i see your face were ever i go. i took a chunk of my loan money and put in a trust fund for you. you mean the wor;ld to me, there are times when my depression has left me to think suicidal thoughts, but beacause of you, i have the ultimate reason to live, im sorry that i could not be the man that your mom wanted to stay with, but i undrstand that she had to do what she had to do. but leo my son i will always be here for you, through thick and thin. you have your whol life ahead of you and i will do my bst to guide you in the right direction, i miss rocking you to slep and no matter how tired i was in the morning when i would wake and see your face i knew there was a love between us that is so strong that nothing could seprate us, your dad will always be here for you, i would give my life for you. when i find a house you will have the biggest bedroom in the house. because of you i will always hold your mommy in high regard, no matter what problems me and your mom have i will always love both of you unconditionally, there is no way that i could not, you are apart of me and she is apart of you, when your mom left me i said some mean things out of impulse but i nver wishd anything bad on you. you mean th world to me, i hope you still have the board that i dedicated to you, if not? i still have one saved just for you, even though i get depressed because its been 22 days sinc ive seen i still feel very happy because i know i will see you again. words could never explain how much you mean to me, i will always be here for you. i promise this.

i love you my little buddy!

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This post gave me a boner.

creep.

But Jayme that was ill, you should print that out for him, unless he already has an account on SLAP (im assuming he does)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jayme.f on February 03, 2008, 11:12:24 PM

Quote from: MahShugahNah on February 03, 2008, 10:43:52 AM

Quote from: Bipsmound on February 03, 2008, 08:48:56 AM

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Quote from: jayme.f on February 03, 2008, 03:18:23 AM

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i miss my son so much! i cant sleep at night beacause i miss him so much, its the only depressing thing in life, one of my friend's is a tatoo artist and next week im getting a full sleve dedicated to my little man

i love you with all my heart leo, dad is fighting the good fight so that i can see you as much as i can!

i wish i had full custody of you. but i also know that your mommy loves you very much!

in this lifetime i will do all that i can to ensure that you dont make the same mistakes that i made.

you are always on my mind, i see your face were ever i go. i took a chunk of my loan money and put in a trust fund for you. you mean the wor;ld to me, there are times when my depression has left me to think suicidal thoughts, but beacause of you, i have the ultimate reason to live, im sorry that i could not be the man that your mom wanted to stay with, but i undrstand that she had to do what she had to do. but leo my son i will always be here for you, through thick and thin. you have your whol life ahead of you and i will do my bst to guide you in the right direction, i miss rocking you to slep and no matter how tired i was in the morning when i would wake and see your face i knew there was a love between us that is so strong that nothing could seprate us, your dad will always be here for you, i would give my life for you. when i find a house you will have the biggest bedroom in the house. because of you i will always hold your mommy in high regard, no matter what problems me and your mom have i will always love both of you unconditionally, there is no way that i could not, you are apart of me and she is apart of you, when your mom left me i said some mean things out of impulse but i nver wishd anything bad on you. you mean th world to me, i hope you still have the board that i dedicated to you, if not? i still have one saved just for you, even though i get depressed because its been 22 days sinc ive seen i still feel very happy because i know i will see you again. words could never explain how much you mean to me, i will always be here for you. i promise this.

i love you my little buddy!

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This post gave me a boner.

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creep.

But Jayme that was ill, you should print that out for him, unless he already has an account on SLAP (im assuming he does)

haha! no hes only 1 and a half. i dont think slap is apropriate for him yet, i know that rant sounds whinny and bleeding heart but i had to get it out, hopefully i will get to see him really soon, even if it has to be with a court appointed mediator for the time being.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on February 04, 2008, 12:14:24 AM

Whenever you get bummed, just remember having second best part in Opinion behind Chad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jayme.f on February 04, 2008, 01:05:02 AM

i honestly hated my part in that video, to me it was rushed together and really crappy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on February 04, 2008, 01:13:58 AM

You had another part, Sane if I remember correctly, it was good. I haven't seen that video since it came out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jayme.f on February 04, 2008, 01:30:07 AM

Quote from: Doctor Handsome on February 04, 2008, 01:13:58 AM

You had another part, Sane if I remember correctly, it was good. I haven't seen that video since it came out.

that was a part that i was satisfied with. ;D thanks man!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: california love. on February 04, 2008, 02:03:20 AM

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i cant take a compliment

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Thats a tough one. I always feel weird when someone gives me one. Its just like, "oh, thanks." I always feel ungrateful or I try to play it off like its no big deal and anyone can do it.

or pretend you didnt hear it.. haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on February 04, 2008, 07:14:57 AM

Quote from: jayme.f on February 04, 2008, 01:30:07 AM

Quote from: Doctor Handsome on February 04, 2008, 01:13:58 AM

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You had another part, Sane if I remember correctly, it was good. I haven't seen that video since it came out.

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that was a part that i was satisfied with. ;D thanks man!

damn, forgot about that one. gnarr'd,
such a good part, if you don't mind me inserting your penis in my mouth.

no homo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: niggapants on February 04, 2008, 10:35:42 AM

i feel like i need a girlfriend and a job at the moment to actually be a person...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: reaganomics on February 04, 2008, 05:27:56 PM

Quote from: niggapants on February 04, 2008, 10:35:42 AM

i feel like i need a girlfriend and a job at the moment to actually be a person...

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i feel the exact same way dude

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Strictly Bricks on February 04, 2008, 05:50:10 PM

I beat off in the shower sometimes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: toy machine on February 04, 2008, 05:55:01 PM

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You had another part, Sane if I remember correctly, it was good. I haven't seen that video since it came out.

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that was a part that i was satisfied with. ;D thanks man!

I own that video, deffenitly one of your better parts

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jayme.f on February 05, 2008, 06:32:28 PM

thanks man.

confession for me. i drank a shitload of beer last night, i never drink that often and i think last night was the first time ive been wasted in years.

everyday seems to be a different mood setting for me, one day im up the next im down,its never just in the middle. i know alot of my freinds would agree that i have been a huge pain in the ass to be around lately. sorry dudes :-[

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on February 05, 2008, 10:43:54 PM

Quote from: Strictly Bricks on February 04, 2008, 05:50:10 PM

I beat off in the shower sometimes.

nice confession spacey. dont worry jayme, being in the middle sucks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vicky on February 06, 2008, 10:03:52 AM

when i should be doing homework, like writing this 20 page paper i have due in 9 days and didnt start, i go to "check" the boards and then dont write anything. i hate myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on February 06, 2008, 05:33:45 PM

i should be writing a simple one page paper, but i'm doing this instead.

i've been skating for four years, i love it, but i can't kickflip or heelflip and i hate it sometimes.

i get intimidated trying to talk to attractive girls, even if my friends have put in a good word for me, so i just end up being kinda anti-social.

i'm afraid that i'll grow up to have a shitty life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dregs on February 06, 2008, 06:06:13 PM

Quote from: oyolar on February 06, 2008, 05:33:45 PM

i should be writing a simple one page paper, but i'm doing this instead.

i've been skating for four years, i love it, but i can't kickflip or heelflip and i hate it sometimes.

i get intimidated trying to talk to attractive girls, even if my friends have put in a good word for me, so i just end up being kinda anti-social.

i'm afraid that i'll grow up to have a shitty life.

damn dude that's balls

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TomBrady on February 06, 2008, 06:12:06 PM

Eli Manning payed me to lose the superbowl. Now i realize that the ring would feel so much better than 5 million dollars

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jesus0nvi4gra on February 06, 2008, 11:00:05 PM

I started listening to Pearl Jam.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mbl88 on February 06, 2008, 11:12:20 PM

jerking it to a picture of my ex gf for like a week now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dregs on February 06, 2008, 11:17:09 PM

pinched off a foot-long today and clogged the toilet. no one knows it was me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: niggapants on February 07, 2008, 06:06:28 PM

sometimes i can't fucking stand my mom and her niceness. she's constantly bubbly, trying to give me money and food always. i wish she'd just be depressed like the rest of us. some people would love this type of shit but i'de just rather get out of my house and do things on my own

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swissenheights on February 07, 2008, 10:22:24 PM

a girl I'm really stoked on whats to spend time with me on valentines day but i told her i don't know ,i don't really wanna hang out with her because I'm afraid things will be awkward

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Matze on February 09, 2008, 11:45:46 AM

i talk really slow and have lot's of breaks in a conversation, because i miss some words. some people get really frustrated because of that.

even if i'm not that pretty, i love watching myself in a mirror.

i like to be the main person at a party and i can be bummed sometimes, if it is somebody else.

i love violant german rap music, espacially all these sex songs. in reality i can't handle one night stands, only had one relationship, because i'm waiting for the perfect one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MFS on February 09, 2008, 12:51:51 PM

i never skate enough, i work so much that when i have a day off all i want to do is sit on the couch and smoke weed. i usually get on a board maybe once a week if that. :( also im really flirty with girls, id never cheat on my wife (now, have in the past) but i seriously need to stop flirting with girls. theres this girl who works next to me at the coffee shop, shes fucking gorgeous and has lots of tattoos. shes asked me out multiple times and i always make up an excuse why i cant hang out with her. its like im addicted to knowing i can still get other girls if i want them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter on February 09, 2008, 07:32:57 PM

Quote from: iwishilivedinfinla on February 05, 2008, 10:49:41 PM

I chose video games over sex.

i did that tonight as well.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jesus0nvi4gra on February 11, 2008, 11:38:57 PM

Quote from: MFS on February 09, 2008, 12:51:51 PM

i never skate enough, i work so much that when i have a day off all i want to do is sit on the couch and smoke weed. i usually get on a board maybe once a week if that. :( also im really flirty with girls, id never cheat on my wife (now, have in the past) but i seriously need to stop flirting with girls. theres this girl who works next to me at the coffee shop, shes fucking gorgeous and has lots of tattoos. shes asked me out multiple times and i always make up an excuse why i cant hang out with her. its like im addicted to knowing i can still get other girls if i want them.

Just wear a shirt that says "Sorry, I'm married".  That doesn't take too much willpower.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gibson2 on February 20, 2008, 05:40:11 PM

Sometimes when I see a really attractive girl I get sorta bummed knowing I'll never get a girl as hot as her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on February 20, 2008, 06:40:02 PM

Just try, dude. Most chicks people deem "hot" are a lot dumber and/or sluttier than you'd imagine, and the bar's not set nearly as high as you'd think. Nahsayin

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on February 23, 2008, 01:25:33 PM

sometimes i fart on my hand and smell it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PAWL on February 23, 2008, 09:50:12 PM

Quote from: gibson2 on February 20, 2008, 05:40:11 PM

Sometimes when I see a really attractive girl I get sorta bummed knowing I'll never get a girl as hot as her.

nevermind i almost had something to say.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LloydChristmas on February 26, 2008, 12:59:47 PM

I have a soft spot for adorable animals.  In fact, <a href="http://2plus2is4.files.wordpress.com/2006/08/golden-retriever-puppy.JPG">this</a> has been my desktop background for a while now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty Champignon on February 26, 2008, 01:09:26 PM

Quote from: LloydChristmas on February 26, 2008, 12:59:47 PM

I have a soft spot for adorable animals.  In fact, <a href="http://2plus2is4.files.wordpress.com/2006/08/golden-retriever-puppy.JPG">this</a> has been my desktop background for a while now.

youll like this then
(http://i142.photobucket.com/albums/r109/Luke_Fletcher/dog_with_tits.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LloydChristmas on February 26, 2008, 02:01:07 PM

Quote from: Rusty Champignon on February 26, 2008, 01:09:26 PM

Quote from: LloydChristmas on February 26, 2008, 12:59:47 PM

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I have a soft spot for adorable animals.  In fact, <a href="http://2plus2is4.files.wordpress.com/2006/08/golden-retriever-puppy.JPG">this</a> has been my desktop background for a while now.

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youll like this then
(http://i142.photobucket.com/albums/r109/Luke_Fletcher/dog_with_tits.jpg)

Not a Malamute fan, but that bitch is stacked.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vicky on February 27, 2008, 04:52:31 AM

im really bummed lately and im skipping class and slacking in school and ignoring my friends. i need serious motivation.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on February 27, 2008, 10:33:21 AM

word me too. i haven't hung out with any of my friends in like over a week, and i have gone a few without seeing anyone too. i do that sometimes, like i don't talk to anyone for a long time and then it's really awkward when i see them again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: defiantnate on February 27, 2008, 11:49:54 PM

Deep down I'm one depressed human being... And/Because I have bad teeth.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on February 28, 2008, 05:33:08 PM

Quote from: longballlarry on February 27, 2008, 10:33:21 AM

word me too. i haven't hung out with any of my friends in like over a week, and i have gone a few without seeing anyone too. i do that sometimes, like i don't talk to anyone for a long time and then it's really awkward when i see them again.

i can definitely relate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Noseblunted on February 28, 2008, 09:15:28 PM

I bought a Tech Deck, but only because I'm using as a scale model for a project in my digital imaging class. It's the first one I've ever had.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on February 28, 2008, 10:33:46 PM

what a lame ass confession

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Noseblunted on February 28, 2008, 11:14:07 PM

Whatever, it's for an art project.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bill hates on February 28, 2008, 11:41:30 PM

Quote from: Noseblunted on February 28, 2008, 11:14:07 PM

Whatever, it's for an art project.

F

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Noseblunted on February 28, 2008, 11:54:13 PM

Zing, haha. But hey, this thread is for real confessions ok then, i have smoked crack once in my life and have done my share of coke, i used to drink cough medicine and take coricidin to get fucked up alot when I was in middle school,  i have tripped in the last week, i spend too much money on herb, i dont really like the girl i have sex with all that much. alot of my high school friends are using hard drugs and are in and out of jail. I've been in college for four years and still have a one or two left.  And I posted up that I bought a tech deck becuase it seems worse than all of the above in my book. 
I bought that crack from gangsta fred and Im turning him in. haha but im over all drugs other than the natural stuff now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gangsta fred on February 29, 2008, 12:01:38 AM

Fuck Noseblunted.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: defiantnate on February 29, 2008, 12:04:52 AM

I'm almost 25 and I cry like a bitch... and too often. Emotions are wack.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Noseblunted on February 29, 2008, 12:07:23 AM

A good friend of mine died earlier this week from a xanax overdose. So my emotions are all fucked. I've been getting pissed so easily.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: defiantnate on February 29, 2008, 12:14:32 AM

Quote from: Noseblunted on February 29, 2008, 12:07:23 AM

A good friend of mine died earlier this week from a xanax overdose. So my emotions are all fucked. I've been getting pissed so easily.

Sorry to hear that bro, that's never a good thing to go through. STAY UP!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jesus0nvi4gra on March 01, 2008, 01:28:57 AM

I'm really REALLY picky about my porn sometimes.  On occasion I'll have to search for over an hour to find just the right 60 seconds to jerk it to.  And I like degrading porn way too much.  You can only search for throat fucking, crying, and first time anal so much before you think "wow, I'm weird fuck".

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brooklyn brawler on March 01, 2008, 02:00:45 AM

No.


There's worse.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on March 01, 2008, 11:20:12 AM

Quote from: jesus0nvi4gra on March 01, 2008, 01:28:57 AM

I'm really REALLY picky about my porn sometimes.  On occasion I'll have to search for over an hour to find just the right 60 seconds to jerk it to.  And I like degrading porn way too much.  You can only search for throat fucking, crying, and first time anal so much before you think "wow, I'm weird fuck".

yo word me too. it gets annoying trying to find the right porn, and then when it's over i just feel shitty anyway. i'm all like damn i just spent way too much time looking for porn, i just wanted to go to sleep.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatemore,man on March 01, 2008, 10:02:20 PM

Life is good for once. I'm can't envision the end of my job, i'm not looking for it either. I'm all set with moving around so much. I just want to slow it down and save some dough. I actually like skating again, for a while i was just skating for something to do with my boys or to kill time, now i'm looking forward to a day off from work so i can skate...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Raw!!! on March 01, 2008, 10:54:44 PM

I skate for Ambiguous and I'm really not too stoked on them, they're ok I guess.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: defiantnate on March 01, 2008, 10:58:43 PM

Who the fuck is that in your avatar!?!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skaterdavid on March 01, 2008, 11:00:27 PM

duncombe?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jesus0nvi4gra on March 02, 2008, 01:32:12 AM

Quote from: longballlarry on March 01, 2008, 11:20:12 AM

Quote from: jesus0nvi4gra on March 01, 2008, 01:28:57 AM

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I'm really REALLY picky about my porn sometimes.  On occasion I'll have to search for over an hour to find just the right 60 seconds to jerk it to.  And I like degrading porn way too much.  You can only search for throat fucking, crying, and first time anal so much before you think "wow, I'm weird fuck".

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yo word me too. it gets annoying trying to find the right porn, and then when it's over i just feel shitty anyway. i'm all like damn i just spent way too much time looking for porn, i just wanted to go to sleep.

Dude you just spoke my thoughts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bumptobar on March 02, 2008, 12:54:15 PM

Quote from: defiantnate on March 01, 2008, 10:58:43 PM

Who the fuck is that in your avatar!?!

Duncombe.  You havent seen his part in lets live?  You need to get on that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bill hates on March 02, 2008, 12:54:57 PM

Quote from: defiantnate on March 01, 2008, 10:58:43 PM

Who the fuck is that in your avatar!?!

duncombe.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on March 04, 2008, 10:32:40 PM

i never told anyone this because of obvious reasons but i have these weird white bump things around the head of my penis. like a line of bumps around the corona. i have had them for like a few years now and i was sure it wasn't an std or anything like that because i have had them ever since i can remember, like after i hit puberty, and before my first sexual experience. so i thought it might be something like acne on my dick, but they never grow and they don't feel weird or anything or pop or anything gross like that they are just these little bumps. they're barely noticeable and you couldn't see them unless you were looking for them, but i'm still pretty self conscious about it. thankfully no girl has ever noticed it before largely because it's usually fairly dim lit during sex and also because i rarely get any pussy. also you would need some high quality light to notice them. so i always just kind of figured that they would eventually go away. but recently i haven't been able to stop thinking about it so i decided to search it on the internet. ( i don't know why i have never thought of this before). so basically it's totally natural and fairly common and occurs in something like 30%-40% of men. they're called pearly penile papules and there is a bunch of information on it on here: http://www.emedicine.com/derm/topic313.htm  so as you can imagine i was very relieved after learning all this new information about my penis. this has helped me very much with my insecurity and i feel a lot better about it now. so seeing as it is a fairly common occurrence and happens to about 1/3 of all penis' i was wondering if anyone else here has this problem.

well that felt good to get off of my chest.
thank you for listening to me talk about my penis.
sorry for making this weird. but i had to say it somewhere.

(no homo)

I'm gonna regret this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dorm rat on March 04, 2008, 11:29:09 PM

i used to be a gangster.  >:(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on March 05, 2008, 02:28:31 AM

Quote from: longballlarry on March 04, 2008, 10:32:40 PM

i never told anyone this because of obvious reasons but i have these weird white bump things around the head of my penis. like a line of bumps around the corona. i have had them for like a few years now and i was sure it wasn't an std or anything like that because i have had them ever since i can remember, like after i hit puberty, and before my first sexual experience. so i thought it might be something like acne on my dick, but they never grow and they don't feel weird or anything or pop or anything gross like that they are just these little bumps. they're barely noticeable and you couldn't see them unless you were looking for them, but i'm still pretty self conscious about it. thankfully no girl has ever noticed it before largely because it's usually fairly dim lit during sex and also because i rarely get any pussy. also you would need some high quality light to notice them. so i always just kind of figured that they would eventually go away. but recently i haven't been able to stop thinking about it so i decided to search it on the internet. ( i don't know why i have never thought of this before). so basically it's totally natural and fairly common and occurs in something like 30%-40% of men. they're called pearly penile papules and there is a bunch of information on it on here: http://www.emedicine.com/derm/topic313.htm  so as you can imagine i was very relieved after learning all this new information about my penis. this has helped me very much with my insecurity and i feel a lot better about it now. so seeing as it is a fairly common occurrence and happens to about 1/3 of all penis' i was wondering if anyone else here has this problem.

well that felt good to get off of my chest.
thank you for listening to me talk about my penis.
sorry for making this weird. but i had to say it somewhere.

(no homo)

I'm gonna regret this.

hopefully it's less suvere than this?  :-\

(http://www.penis-website.com/images/pearly2.jpg)

That is one penis I would not want in or around my mouth.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: B.P. Richfield on March 05, 2008, 03:17:38 AM

that was a real confession, long ball larry.

On a further note, I agree on the penis-mouth comment.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vicky on March 05, 2008, 06:10:33 AM

holy shit eric i dont even want to quote that picture because i will have to look at it again, i seriously have chills up my spine. things that are porous (?) or bubbly or shingle like really fucking freak me out

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on March 05, 2008, 12:58:58 PM

nah it's not nearly that serious.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on March 05, 2008, 04:33:58 PM

Well, I'm glad. That dude's foreskin looks like BP Richfield's frill

(http://www.enchantedlearning.com/tgifs/Tri_bw.GIF)

ps., confessional hammer gnar rewarded

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on March 06, 2008, 01:57:51 PM

that dick will haunt my dreams
(http://img297.imageshack.us/img297/4641/84692307gy9.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: B.P. Richfield on March 06, 2008, 02:53:19 PM

About time to change my avatar I guess..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on March 06, 2008, 10:42:08 PM

what have i done.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dorm rat on March 06, 2008, 10:47:44 PM

the right thing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on March 07, 2008, 03:15:17 AM

Quote from: max power on March 06, 2008, 01:57:51 PM

that dick will haunt my dreams
(http://img297.imageshack.us/img297/4641/84692307gy9.gif)

hahah, did you just find a picture of a hotdog to avoid looking at pictures of dicks?

GAY

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on March 07, 2008, 06:53:16 AM

i thought it was funnier with a sausage. i'm not afraid of looking at dicks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on March 07, 2008, 07:02:31 AM

Quote from: Good ol' Turd Ferguson on March 07, 2008, 03:15:17 AM

hahah, did you just find a picture of a hotdog to avoid looking at pictures of dicks?

GAY

just for you
(http://img156.imageshack.us/img156/4944/triceracokau6.jpg)
ps. this is way better

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jesus0nvi4gra on March 07, 2008, 04:04:03 PM

That picture with this bumps and shit on the dick is gonna haunt me for days.  I can't even look at it again to quote it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bill hates on March 07, 2008, 04:06:47 PM

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(http://www.danzfamily.com/pictures/pictures01/soonerfan1.jpg)

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That huge mug looks tiny compared to him.

i always look for fat peoples' packages but theyre never there
youd think theyd be larger than normal or something but they just kinda blend in
i cant be the only one who does this   :-[

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vicky on March 07, 2008, 05:18:52 PM

Quote from: jesus0nvi4gra on March 07, 2008, 04:04:03 PM

That picture with this bumps and shit on the dick is gonna haunt me for days.  I can't even look at it again to quote it.

i feel you on that. ive been sick since ive seen it, seriously, that shit freaked me out

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tony hawk on March 11, 2008, 08:16:43 AM

okay whenever im late to school and i have to bring a note the next day
i always write them myself which is completely common
but then on the note i always write
"please excuse my son from showing up late, he had a (severe?) case of diarrhea and his tummy still hurts"
then i just kind of stand there in front of her and make the  :-\ face
i used to do it because it was funny but now its just kind of emberassing
i cant stop doing it
the one im turning in today says
"please excuse my son from showing up late yesterday, he was walking to school and got diarrhea and walked back home"
its not even that funny anymore i just cant stop doing it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on March 11, 2008, 10:43:03 AM

Quote from: tony hawk on March 11, 2008, 08:16:43 AM

souveir

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SR Junky on March 11, 2008, 11:23:27 AM

Quote from: gulo gulo on March 11, 2008, 10:43:03 AM

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souveir

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(http://images.askmen.com/galleries/actress/mena-suvari/pictures/mena-suvari-picture-1.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on March 11, 2008, 06:31:55 PM

Quote from: gulo gulo on March 11, 2008, 10:43:03 AM

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souveir

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(http://www.coolhunting.com/images/savier_fulton.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: professional on March 11, 2008, 08:33:09 PM

sometimes I get really bummed I don't have a girlfriend but I never put forth an effort to talk to girls and when I do I end up becoming a good friend. I have almost no guy friends outside of skateboarding and the ones I do have are girls and are almost all so hot. I wish I could date them and have had the idea of pitching fooling around with one of my best girl friends but I keep getting the feeling that could wreak havoc on a great friendship.

i just recently also started talking to a girl that lives around the corner from me and I can't stop thinking about her. She's had a boyfriend for almost a year and I am just waiting for the day she dumps her boyfriend.

I also think the snow here is making me fully depressed. I think about it so much and dwell on the fact I can't do anything right now so I stay inside and I feel like I'm making such a big deal about it. I don't even fucking know right now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: defiantnate on March 13, 2008, 09:34:25 AM

"My heart belongs to G-Unit"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tony hawk on March 18, 2008, 02:34:21 PM

Quote from: professional on March 11, 2008, 08:33:09 PM

sometimes I get really bummed I don't have a girlfriend but I never put forth an effort to talk to girls and when I do I end up becoming a good friend. I have almost no guy friends outside of skateboarding and the ones I do have are girls and are almost all so hot. I wish I could date them and have had the idea of pitching fooling around with one of my best girl friends but I keep getting the feeling that could wreak havoc on a great friendship.

i just recently also started talking to a girl that lives around the corner from me and I can't stop thinking about her. She's had a boyfriend for almost a year and I am just waiting for the day she dumps her boyfriend.

I also think the snow here is making me fully depressed. I think about it so much and dwell on the fact I can't do anything right now so I stay inside and I feel like I'm making such a big deal about it. I don't even fucking know right now.

palmela handerson.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vicky on March 24, 2008, 05:22:02 PM

i am seriously beyond unmotivated. i havent gone to class in 2 weeks and i dont really care, i try to skip work as much as possible even though i dont have money, all i do is skate and drink and im depressed and i keep lying to my mom about getting stuff done at school and im paying for this shit but i dont even care enough to show up. i dont know whats wrong with me and i wish i could kick this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty Champignon on March 24, 2008, 05:44:57 PM

Quote from: vicky on March 24, 2008, 05:22:02 PM

i am seriously beyond unmotivated. i havent gone to class in 2 weeks and i dont really care, i try to skip work as much as possible even though i dont have money, all i do is skate and drink and im depressed and i keep lying to my mom about getting stuff done at school and im paying for this shit but i dont even care enough to show up. i dont know whats wrong with me and i wish i could kick this.

I have a similar problem as im doing badly in college, my recent exam results were terrible, and I know its important to do well yet I find it really hard to give a shit, a lot of the time when I should be in class I just think fuck it and then go to kfc

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jesus0nvi4gra on March 25, 2008, 01:10:22 PM

Quote from: Bill on March 25, 2008, 02:35:20 AM

I have no friends, but strangely enough have a girlfriend of almost three years. She doesn't really have that many friends herself, so I guess it works out. I used to get really bummed about it, but not so much anymore. I live vicariously through my favorite tv and movie characters, which, after months and months of doing so, doesn't seem that pathetic to me any longer.

  Dude I know it.  Dexter, Vinny Chase, Hank Moody, fuck even the chick from Weeds.  Their lives are so much better than mine.  I might as well join them for the ride.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: barr on March 25, 2008, 06:15:25 PM

When that BrooklynBrawlerIsntdaBombShit thread came out i was listening to madvillains "rhinestone cowboy" on repeat the whole time
and now everytime i hear that shit i just think of that thread
no homo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on March 25, 2008, 08:19:04 PM

depressed

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: artichoke on March 25, 2008, 08:27:21 PM

Quote from: vicky on March 24, 2008, 05:22:02 PM

i am seriously beyond unmotivated. i havent gone to class in 2 weeks and i dont really care, i try to skip work as much as possible even though i dont have money, all i do is skate and drink and im depressed and i keep lying to my mom about getting stuff done at school and im paying for this shit but i dont even care enough to show up. i dont know whats wrong with me and i wish i could kick this.

Yeah.

I am even struggling to find motivation to get out of bed to skate because i'm pretty frustratingly bad at it right now.  If I could get away with it I would spend the next month in bed waiting for something to change.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on March 25, 2008, 08:45:23 PM

i know the feeling...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on April 01, 2008, 08:11:27 PM

i look forward to watching rob and big and have seen every episode.
also, i spent like ten minutes trying to figure out if i should post this in this thread or in the not enough to justify it's own thread wondering where more people would look at it.
i settled on this one because it's more fitting.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on April 01, 2008, 08:19:40 PM

also, i will sometimes look at a thread i posted in repeatedly to see if anyone has said anything about what i just posted.
and it will sometimes take me several minutes to type a reply and i usually look it over like 20 times, and then just decide it's not funny or it's lame or something and just delete that shit. like just now. this shit took me like fucking 4 minutes to write and read over 50 times.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skaterdavid on April 01, 2008, 08:21:42 PM

Quote from: longballlarry on April 01, 2008, 08:19:40 PM

i will sometimes look at a thread i posted in repeatedly to see if anyone has said anything about what i just posted.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on April 01, 2008, 08:50:19 PM

I beat off in the back of my German class Freshman year in the dark while we were watching a movie. Not really a confession, more of a pride type thing. A bragging right I guess.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: verbal ham on April 01, 2008, 09:27:14 PM

Quote from: Doctor Handsome on April 01, 2008, 08:50:19 PM

I beat off in the back of my German class Freshman year in the dark while we were watching a movie. Not really a confession, more of a pride type thing. A bragging right I guess.

i beat off in my lifeskills class freshman year




people who don't know shit about me assume im bi-polar ,theres more to it but what the fuck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on April 01, 2008, 09:36:25 PM

Quote from: Doctor Handsome on April 01, 2008, 08:50:19 PM

I beat off in the back of my German class Freshman year in the dark while we were watching a movie. Not really a confession, more of a pride type thing. A bragging right I guess.

what were you watching?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on April 01, 2008, 09:46:40 PM

thats nothing.

 i jacked off 4 times in one school day all in class once. i used my palm and nobody knew.  I HOPE.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on April 01, 2008, 10:19:18 PM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on April 01, 2008, 09:46:40 PM

thats nothing.

 i jacked off 4 times in one school day all in class once. i used my palm and nobody knew.  I HOPE.

that's something.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on April 01, 2008, 11:16:33 PM

ive also jacked off in a room with 600 people and i was sitting right beside a good friend. no one knew.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ProjectPatrick on April 02, 2008, 01:59:19 AM

I don't know how it's possible to whack off in a place like a classroom full of people without them noticing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on April 02, 2008, 02:10:44 AM

i can teach you how if you pay me.

 you just use your palm and wrist. its all in the wrist movement and the i dont care look on your face.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vicky on April 02, 2008, 06:30:22 AM

Quote from: longballlarry on April 01, 2008, 08:19:40 PM

also, i will sometimes look at a thread i posted in repeatedly to see if anyone has said anything about what i just posted.
and it will sometimes take me several minutes to type a reply and i usually look it over like 20 times, and then just decide it's not funny or it's lame or something and just delete that shit. like just now. this shit took me like fucking 4 minutes to write and read over 50 times.

also, ive realized that i have an unhealthy obsession with certain things. seinfeld for example i have managed to include in every day conversations because i know the scripts and episodes so well and i cant think of pretzels and soup and other foods without thinking of seinfeld. slurpees have also been bothering me, ive been trying to think of all these ways to drink them to get the best taste or some shit, like eating them like italian ice or drinking with two straws. i dont even know whats wrong with me anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cheep on April 02, 2008, 07:24:16 AM

i wish i could remember friday night at tampa pro... have no recollection of anything between the time i got kicked out of czar bar and 7am when i realized i was deep in the ghetto, had no money, and had to walk over 3 hours to get back to the skatepark.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LloydChristmas on April 02, 2008, 07:57:46 AM

Quote from: vicky on April 02, 2008, 06:30:22 AM

also, ive realized that i have an unhealthy obsession with certain things. seinfeld for example i have managed to include in every day conversations because i know the scripts and episodes so well and i cant think of pretzels and soup and other foods without thinking of seinfeld.

same here, but all my friends share the same problem so it's cool.  i tried to say something to a friend the other day about being off the wagon, (or is it <i>on</i> the wagon), and we got completely sidetracked on seinfeld.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on April 02, 2008, 09:55:05 PM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on April 01, 2008, 09:46:40 PM

thats nothing.

 i jacked off 4 times in one school day all in class once. i used my palm and nobody knew.  I HOPE.

ohh tony. i wish i could pull it off like you. no pun intended

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergioflorez on April 05, 2008, 12:39:57 AM

Quote from: sven thorkel on April 02, 2008, 09:55:05 PM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on April 01, 2008, 09:46:40 PM

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thats nothing.

 i jacked off 4 times in one school day all in class once. i used my palm and nobody knew.  I HOPE.

[close]

ohh tony. i wish i could pull it off like you. no pun intended

heres my jacking off story. i dont know what went over me but...

fresh of out the operating room a few months ago. my grandma called me down to each lunch in the dining hall. by the time i get there everybody finished eating and went back upstairs. with the dining area to myself, i get this urge to rub my pants. i was real sly at first. with my hand in my pants. then i whip it out and go about my business. finish things off with a table napkin. my emotions got the best of me. i couldn't help it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Perfection* on April 05, 2008, 12:44:46 AM

sergio is all foreign, weird, and cool

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vicky on April 05, 2008, 08:16:13 AM

i think im afraid of commitment. when i see people holding hands i think its a joke, how can they actually be happy and want to be holding hands? i hope this passes because i dont want to be alone when im older and i dont want to just settle for the sake of settling, but at the moment any kind of relationship makes me want to vomit and i feel like an idiot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on April 05, 2008, 08:47:16 AM

i masturbated in an airplane bathroom once.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on April 05, 2008, 10:11:47 AM

Quote from: vicky on April 05, 2008, 08:16:13 AM

i think im afraid of commitment. when i see people holding hands i think its a joke, how can they actually be happy and want to be holding hands? i hope this passes because i dont want to be alone when im older and i dont want to just settle for the sake of settling, but at the moment any kind of relationship makes me want to vomit and i feel like an idiot.

Shit's dope, don't hate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hatehatehatehate on April 05, 2008, 06:08:24 PM

you name it, i have probably masterbated there. planes, in cars, every bathroom at my old school, bathrooms worldwide. just gettin the easy one out of the way. i havnt in a while though. thinking back on it, shit. it was pretty fun. seriously so many places. ahahaha...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on April 05, 2008, 07:00:30 PM

I started jacking off in class one time when we watched some movie and I sat in the back, but I finished the job in a bathroom...
one time when i was walking home from the bus stop I was insanely horny for no reason, so I walked in to the woods and did it in the middle of the day... jacking off is totally rad!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: defiantnate on April 05, 2008, 08:43:40 PM

You haven't lived until you enjoy a jerk at work...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on April 05, 2008, 10:13:18 PM

Quote from: bbk on April 05, 2008, 07:00:30 PM

I started jacking off in class one time when we watched some movie and I sat in the back, but I finished the job in a bathroom...
one time when i was walking home from the bus stop I was insanely horny for no reason, so I walked in to the woods and did it in the middle of the day... jacking off is totally rad!

 yeah man, those sudden urge public jack offs are amazing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on April 05, 2008, 10:34:53 PM

One time i was staying at my grandmas and i was beatin off in the bathroom. There was a window looking out over the front of the house and i looked out of it for some reason.
My cousin was out in front, and lo and behold, she looked right up at the window as i looked out. She couldnt see the lower half of my body, but needless to say, making eye contact with your cousin while rubbing one out isnt pleasant.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on April 06, 2008, 09:30:53 PM

yo, masturbation is so hilarious!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on April 07, 2008, 10:54:29 AM

Quote from: longballlarry on April 01, 2008, 08:11:27 PM

i look forward to watching rob and big and have seen every episode.

same. i don't care if it's scripted, it's hilarious. and i think rob would do some of that shit regardless of the cameras, so i don't feel like he's being fake like bam was.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on April 07, 2008, 10:59:54 AM

Quote from: longballlarry on April 06, 2008, 09:30:53 PM

yo, masturbation is so hilarious!

imagine someone bursting through the door, and there you are. fwapping like a madman laughing your ass off.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jesus0nvi4gra on April 07, 2008, 11:41:03 AM

Quote from: Publius Fannius Synistor on April 02, 2008, 01:59:19 AM

I don't know how it's possible to whack off in a place like a classroom full of people without them noticing.

I got an HJ in the back of a 2 Door Ford Focus with 5 people in the car, and nobody knew.  It can be done.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on April 07, 2008, 11:44:43 AM

Wacked when my ex was sleeping once. She woke up and we made the most awkward eye contact ever. Then she feel back asleep and i kept beating it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on April 07, 2008, 12:01:56 PM

Quote from: TortugaSorpresa on April 07, 2008, 11:44:43 AM

Wacked when my ex was sleeping once. She woke up and we made the most awkward eye contact ever. Then she feel back asleep and i kept beating it.

my coworker told me he once beat off and nutted onto his sleeping wifes face cause he thought it was hilarious.

a few weeks later he attempted it again and she woke up before he could, and she knew exactly what was up and told him to not even think about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on April 07, 2008, 01:21:19 PM

Even worse i was wackin it to her friend i saw earlier that day. bitch was fine

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smallest dick here on April 07, 2008, 09:01:22 PM

my dick is small

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on April 07, 2008, 09:34:10 PM

Quote from: jesus0nvi4gra on April 07, 2008, 11:41:03 AM

Quote from: Publius Fannius Synistor on April 02, 2008, 01:59:19 AM

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I don't know how it's possible to whack off in a place like a classroom full of people without them noticing.

[close]

I got an HJ in the back of a 2 Door Ford Focus with 5 people in the car, and nobody knew.  It can be done.

i lol'd

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty Champignon on April 08, 2008, 05:59:29 AM

Quote from: smallest dick here on April 07, 2008, 09:01:22 PM

my dick is small

smaller than 5inchdick's dick?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smallest dick here on April 08, 2008, 02:48:01 PM

probably

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on April 11, 2008, 04:28:40 PM

I just watched plan B in dominican republic part II, and I enjoyed shecklers skating.... he was looking proper, I think I'll really like his plan b part... he still the biggest kook ever though, don't hate me too much....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NEVER BACK DOWN on April 11, 2008, 04:50:02 PM

Quote from: bbk on April 11, 2008, 04:28:40 PM

I just watched plan B in dominican republic part II, and I enjoyed shecklers skating.... he was looking proper, I think I'll really like his plan b part... he still the biggest kook ever though, don't hate me too much....

Fuck YEAH!

Ryan is my dude. I'd put money on him in any skateboard battle.

Rode dirtbikes up at The Reserve in Palo Alto with that dude, fucking HEAVY testes bro.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vicky on April 11, 2008, 05:39:02 PM

i check epicly laterd and other sites similiar to it religiously.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LloydChristmas on April 11, 2008, 07:08:45 PM

i constantly keep tabs on specific people's posts all the time...(^^^)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: FakieFlipCG on April 11, 2008, 07:48:10 PM

i pull out my armpit hair sometimes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on April 11, 2008, 10:45:13 PM

Quote from: LloydChristmas on April 11, 2008, 07:08:45 PM

i constantly keep tabs on specific people's posts all the time...(^^^)

me too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on April 11, 2008, 11:27:01 PM

I found out who beautifull is, and I'm not telling anyone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on April 12, 2008, 12:25:08 AM

Eric Logan just told me who beautifull is.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on April 12, 2008, 01:45:57 AM

me too

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergioflorez on April 12, 2008, 02:09:10 AM

Quote from: vicky on April 11, 2008, 05:39:02 PM

i check epicly laterd and other sites similiar to it religiously.

im not going to lie. i do the same. before epicly laterd, endlessbummer, etc. i use to frequent merlin bronques' photoblog. lastnightsparty.  :-[ its like a precursor to cobrasnake and pinkmafia. ugh.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty Champignon on April 12, 2008, 03:11:01 AM

once when I was watching porn I came and it shot right up and hit me in the eye resulting in a bloodshot eye for a day or two, ive never told anyone this

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on April 12, 2008, 10:04:35 AM

I....DROPPED THE SCREW....IN THE TUNA!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pleasekillme on April 13, 2008, 04:23:19 PM

i sharted in my sleep about a week ago.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on April 13, 2008, 04:25:42 PM

I was behind all the Life Of Ryan accounts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bill hates on April 13, 2008, 04:31:55 PM

Quote from: TortugaSorpresa on April 12, 2008, 01:45:57 AM

me too

share

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gest on April 13, 2008, 05:17:16 PM

Quote from: brent on April 12, 2008, 10:04:35 AM

I....DROPPED THE SCREW....IN THE TUNA!!

i laughed about this for a good 15 minutes, i never even saw that whole episode, just from where he does that freakout to the credits

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: artichoke on April 14, 2008, 01:04:21 AM

Nevermind.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on April 14, 2008, 01:19:06 AM

oh come on dude, let it out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: artichoke on April 14, 2008, 01:23:09 AM

Quote from: kilgore. on April 14, 2008, 01:19:06 AM

oh come on dude, let it out.

If you're ever in Boston i'll buy you a beer and tell you all about it, but I don't feel like dumping it all out on a message board.  In short, i'm depressed and whiny.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxty on April 14, 2008, 01:31:41 AM

I don't remember anything I say on here.

Im not full of myself in real life but I most likely come off that because in real life I can't stand myself and fell Im suffacating when I around family/other stariotypes.


I hate typing, I can't do it.

I don't like swearing and do it way to much but it just comes out.

I always conplain and I really should be happy because things could always be worse.

I was tiredofitall/imsocool!!!

My favorite page in a while was the last one on this thread, something I can feel normal talking about.

If I had the chance I would punch BB and or atm in the face with a handful of others on this forum.

I think Im in really bad health but I would still never tell anyone.

Haven't skated in forever but I now really want to.

I can't stand talking about skateboarding right now.

I bet people think I ride marty's ass but I don't care, if only you saw how many people love to follow BB.

This whole thing is way to negative.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on April 14, 2008, 05:50:33 AM

Quote from: Kev. on April 13, 2008, 04:25:42 PM

I was behind all the Life Of Ryan accounts.

They were more entertaining than people said.


I was DB Helicopter.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on April 14, 2008, 04:10:07 PM

I was behind Chris Hansen













psych

I could never pull that off. Respect.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxty on April 14, 2008, 04:14:49 PM

I saw the name "Chris Hansen is back" but nothing happened.

Quote from: Good ol' Turd Ferguson on April 14, 2008, 04:10:07 PM

I was behind Chris Hansen













psych

I could never pull that off. Respect.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: faceneck on April 14, 2008, 04:32:59 PM

I'm asian

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ProjectPatrick on April 15, 2008, 11:48:41 AM

I can understand wanting to punch ATM in the face but what's so bad about Brooklyn Brawler? Is the only reason you hate him becuase so many people on this forum are on his dick?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Perfection* on April 15, 2008, 01:21:34 PM

no they got into a word fight on here months ago, and BB has given him shit ever since

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smallest dick here on April 15, 2008, 06:37:06 PM

Quote from: baxty on April 14, 2008, 01:31:41 AM

I don't remember anything I say on here.

Im not full of myself in real life but I most likely come off that because in real life I can't stand myself and fell Im suffacating when I around family/other stariotypes.


I hate typing, I can't do it.

I don't like swearing and do it way to much but it just comes out.

I always conplain and I really should be happy because things could always be worse.

I was tiredofitall/imsocool!!!

My favorite page in a while was the last one on this thread, something I can feel normal talking about.

If I had the chance I would punch BB and or atm in the face with a handful of others on this forum.

I think Im in really bad health but I would still never tell anyone.

Haven't skated in forever but I now really want to.

I can't stand talking about skateboarding right now.

I bet people think I ride marty's ass but I don't care, if only you saw how many people love to follow BB.

This whole thing is way to negative.

youre 13 right

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxty on April 15, 2008, 06:45:18 PM

Quote from: Publius Fannius Synistor on April 15, 2008, 11:48:41 AM

I can understand wanting to punch ATM in the face but what's so bad about Brooklyn Brawler? Is the only reason you hate him becuase so many people on this forum are on his dick?

We never made the super team. Asian and ginger team up never happened and Im pissed.

Quote from: smallest dick here on April 15, 2008, 06:37:06 PM

Quote from: baxty on April 14, 2008, 01:31:41 AM

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I don't remember anything I say on here.

Im not full of myself in real life but I most likely come off that because in real life I can't stand myself and fell Im suffacating when I around family/other stariotypes.


I hate typing, I can't do it.

I don't like swearing and do it way to much but it just comes out.

I always conplain and I really should be happy because things could always be worse.

I was tiredofitall/imsocool!!!

My favorite page in a while was the last one on this thread, something I can feel normal talking about.

If I had the chance I would punch BB and or atm in the face with a handful of others on this forum.

I think Im in really bad health but I would still never tell anyone.

Haven't skated in forever but I now really want to.

I can't stand talking about skateboarding right now.

I bet people think I ride marty's ass but I don't care, if only you saw how many people love to follow BB.

This whole thing is way to negative.

[close]

youre 13 right

no way dog,14

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smallest dick here on April 15, 2008, 06:49:23 PM

Quote from: baxty on April 15, 2008, 06:45:18 PM

Quote from: Publius Fannius Synistor on April 15, 2008, 11:48:41 AM

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I can understand wanting to punch ATM in the face but what's so bad about Brooklyn Brawler? Is the only reason you hate him becuase so many people on this forum are on his dick?

[close]

We never made the super team. Asian and ginger team up never happened and Im pissed.

Quote from: smallest dick here on April 15, 2008, 06:37:06 PM

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Quote from: baxty on April 14, 2008, 01:31:41 AM

Expand Quote

I don't remember anything I say on here.

Im not full of myself in real life but I most likely come off that because in real life I can't stand myself and fell Im suffacating when I around family/other stariotypes.


I hate typing, I can't do it.

I don't like swearing and do it way to much but it just comes out.

I always conplain and I really should be happy because things could always be worse.

I was tiredofitall/imsocool!!!

My favorite page in a while was the last one on this thread, something I can feel normal talking about.

If I had the chance I would punch BB and or atm in the face with a handful of others on this forum.

I think Im in really bad health but I would still never tell anyone.

Haven't skated in forever but I now really want to.

I can't stand talking about skateboarding right now.

I bet people think I ride marty's ass but I don't care, if only you saw how many people love to follow BB.

This whole thing is way to negative.

[close]

youre 13 right

[close]

no way dog,14

your cock is probably bigger than mine so be happy about that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxty on April 15, 2008, 07:25:43 PM

Gather up some dough and buy a penis enlarger bro.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: B.P. Richfield on April 18, 2008, 04:14:38 AM

I'm getting tired of people always expecting me to be funny and encouraging me to drink more, so I ease up a little.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on April 20, 2008, 10:54:29 AM

Sometimes I wash my pubes with shampoo and conditioner.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on April 20, 2008, 11:47:03 AM

i thought everybody did this ^^

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on April 20, 2008, 01:58:46 PM

^^ not dudes with screennames like cigarettebeer

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxty on April 20, 2008, 02:21:21 PM

I use to do that.


Rob and Big is over forever and I know that because I watched the last one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on April 20, 2008, 03:50:13 PM

I was thinking maybe I should change my name to Cloves and Champagne because I take such excellent care of my pubes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Lumpy Oatmeal on April 20, 2008, 05:54:27 PM

glamorous by fergie has 10 plays on my itunes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxty on April 22, 2008, 06:59:23 PM

I use to have that song on my itunes. Each time I listened to it I would fast forward with about a second to go in the song so it says it never played.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on April 22, 2008, 11:57:57 PM

I secretly write tv show and movie scripts in my spare time even though they most likely will never be made. I'd like to do it professionally, but I'm 99% sure it'll never happen.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on April 23, 2008, 06:24:20 PM

My penis gets bigger when I see another mans penis

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on April 23, 2008, 09:13:09 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on April 23, 2008, 06:24:20 PM

My penis gets bigger when I see another mans penis

noice...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on April 23, 2008, 09:22:40 PM

sometimes when i'm alone, i have fake seizures.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on April 23, 2008, 11:15:41 PM

starting to worry that this is going to be me in 20 years:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gZLspr2pXCI

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: snitchers on April 23, 2008, 11:48:49 PM

Quote from: diabolik! on April 23, 2008, 11:15:41 PM

starting to worry that this is going to be me in 20 years:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gZLspr2pXCI

ugghhhhh

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on April 24, 2008, 01:23:56 AM

Fuck, man. That's pretty intense

:'(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jesus0nvi4gra on April 25, 2008, 04:44:15 PM

I actually enjoy the song "Smell Yo Dick"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on April 25, 2008, 09:23:42 PM

Quote from: Good ol' Turd Ferguson on April 24, 2008, 01:23:56 AM

Fuck, man. That's pretty intense

:'(

thats pretty much how I've been living for the past year or so, thats why I got so nervous when I saw it.  At this point I think i've seen every single episode of Seinfeld, Homicide: life on the street (including the tv movie), king of the hill, NYPD blue ,x files (except for the shitty new Agent Dogett ones), and all 3 or 4 different Law and Orders.  i think i need a hobby...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on April 26, 2008, 01:02:14 AM

Quote from: diabolik! on April 25, 2008, 09:23:42 PM

Quote from: Good ol' Turd Ferguson on April 24, 2008, 01:23:56 AM

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Fuck, man. That's pretty intense

:'(

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thats pretty much how I've been living for the past year or so, thats why I got so nervous when I saw it.  At this point I think i've seen every single episode of Seinfeld, Homicide: life on the street (including the tv movie), king of the hill, NYPD blue ,x files (except for the shitty new Agent Dogett ones), and all 3 or 4 different Law and Orders.  i think i need a hobby...

haha I'll renew my xbox live if you wanna freeskate?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dregs2 on April 26, 2008, 11:14:24 AM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on April 20, 2008, 10:54:29 AM

Sometimes I wash my pubes with shampoo and conditioner.

me too

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lenny on April 26, 2008, 07:42:41 PM

Quote from: jesus0nvi4gra on April 25, 2008, 04:44:15 PM

I actually enjoy the song "Smell Yo Dick"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Allen. on April 26, 2008, 09:57:41 PM

I talk too much shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on April 27, 2008, 11:58:14 PM

I bitch and complain a lot, but all things considered, I've got a good life. I love my family and my friends, and could not imagine living without them. I take so much shit for granted, and I almost hate myself for it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bill hates on April 28, 2008, 12:00:51 AM

i downloaded britney spears' last album a while back and loved it for about a month

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on April 29, 2008, 05:39:22 PM

I gnar'd nickdagger to see what it felt like and my computer froze.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: defiantnate on April 29, 2008, 07:46:45 PM

Anyone remember the Big Brother Kid's Issue? Well, I kinda thought Sheckler was alright then (when he was 8 years old).

Uhh... I used to enjoy Jereme Rogers too.
(http://www.quietfire.com/pumpkin.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: artichoke on April 29, 2008, 10:18:54 PM

Quote from: jesus0nvi4gra on April 25, 2008, 04:44:15 PM

I actually enjoy the song "Smell Yo Dick"

I cannot kook you enough for that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vicky on April 30, 2008, 07:47:08 AM

i feel really fucking worthless between the ex bf and my job. today at work i had to pretty much beg for a 50 cent raise even though ive been here for a year. beg. and he made sure to make it seem like i wasnt worth it but hes doing me a favor for doing so. im so fucking sick of everything.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: defiantnate on April 30, 2008, 07:46:35 PM

That sucks vicky, I feel like an unappreciated piece of shit at work too, and they won't give me a raise for a couple months because I got written up... Work is bullshit and I wish I could skate for a living.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on May 02, 2008, 04:47:33 AM

im pretty sick of japan again


 and i bet lots of people are thinking "how can you be bored in japan?"

 you would have to live here for a long time to experience the crappiness of a lot of things.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on May 02, 2008, 05:57:06 AM

Last night, got to see a friend's hot mom naked. Her door was open and she just got outta the shower. whacking material for days. Feels like junior high again or something.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vicky on May 02, 2008, 07:35:49 AM

every time i go to the eye doctors to get an eye exam i become hopeless because im going blind.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtjers on May 02, 2008, 08:40:13 AM

Quote from: diabolik! on April 25, 2008, 09:23:42 PM

Quote from: Good ol' Turd Ferguson on April 24, 2008, 01:23:56 AM

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Fuck, man. That's pretty intense

:'(

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thats pretty much how I've been living for the past year or so, thats why I got so nervous when I saw it.  At this point I think i've seen every single episode of Seinfeld, Homicide: life on the street (including the tv movie), king of the hill, NYPD blue ,x files (except for the shitty new Agent Dogett ones), and all 3 or 4 different Law and Orders.  i think i need a hobby...

well, i watched seasons 1-6 all the way through, and i'm down to chat about da files if you're down!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on May 02, 2008, 01:52:32 PM

Quote from: vicky on May 02, 2008, 07:35:49 AM

every time i go to the eye doctors to get an eye exam i become hopeless because im going blind.

so there is a chinese guy who goes to an eye doctor and while the eye doctor is examining him, the doctor says:
"do you have a cataract?"
and the chinese guy says:
"no, i have a rincoln continental"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lenny on May 02, 2008, 02:07:02 PM

Quote from: dirtjers on May 02, 2008, 08:40:13 AM

Quote from: diabolik! on April 25, 2008, 09:23:42 PM

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Quote from: Good ol' Turd Ferguson on April 24, 2008, 01:23:56 AM

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Fuck, man. That's pretty intense

:'(

[close]

thats pretty much how I've been living for the past year or so, thats why I got so nervous when I saw it.  At this point I think i've seen every single episode of Seinfeld, Homicide: life on the street (including the tv movie), king of the hill, NYPD blue ,x files (except for the shitty new Agent Dogett ones), and all 3 or 4 different Law and Orders.  i think i need a hobby...

[close]

well, i watched seasons 1-6 all the way through, and i'm down to chat about da files if you're down!

I watched the episode where the guy can make it rain, snow, etc... and the whole way through mulder and scully were all...
(http://hiphopdom.com/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2007/08/lil-wayne-makes-it-rain.jpg)
thats^^ probably not actually funny, but i'm really hung over, so fuck it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on May 02, 2008, 03:06:11 PM

haha, that was a decent episode.  some chick from saturday night live was in that one, only she got really fat...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on May 02, 2008, 08:47:28 PM

i stand by that the best one ever was the one in washington with the bugs that cocooned people. well, that or the fluke, or maybe the fiji mermaid. fuck it. there were so many good ones.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: marty. on May 03, 2008, 01:46:29 PM

Seriously can not fucking stand to watch Chris Haslam skate.
No denying that he's ridiculously talented, but I'm pretty particular about what I like to watch when it comes to skateboarding and his stuff is always way too dork tricky to be enjoyable for me.
Plus I remember watching his epicly laterd last summer when I was tripping, and something about him just seemed so phony. It's entirely possible that I misinterpreted things due to my altered state, but that experience has forever tainted him for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on May 03, 2008, 02:28:51 PM

Quote from: TortugaSorpresa on May 02, 2008, 05:57:06 AM

Last night, got to see a friend's hot mom naked. Her door was open and she just got outta the shower. whacking material for days. Feels like junior high again or something.

i live for these types of things

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergioflorez on May 03, 2008, 03:55:56 PM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on May 02, 2008, 04:47:33 AM

im pretty sick of japan again


 and i bet lots of people are thinking "how can you be bored in japan?"

 you would have to live here for a long time to experience the crappiness of a lot of things.

explain good sir. ive been itching to go for a long time now. whats not to like?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: OttoMaddox on May 03, 2008, 05:05:30 PM

Quote from: marty. on May 03, 2008, 01:46:29 PM

Seriously can not fucking stand to watch Chris Haslam skate.
No denying that he's ridiculously talented, but I'm pretty particular about what I like to watch when it comes to skateboarding and his stuff is always way too dork tricky to be enjoyable for me.
Plus I remember watching his epicly laterd last summer when I was tripping, and something about him just seemed so phony. It's entirely possible that I misinterpreted things due to my altered state, but that experience has forever tainted him for me.

He's a really nice dude, and really talented as well.  His odd image may be offputting to the cynical, but he seriously is the nicest dude and has tons of fun while skating.  I'm usually insanely critical of skating as well, so I'm not just being nice or whatever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on May 03, 2008, 06:36:31 PM

i reeeeeeeally don't like Tom Penny's skating.
kook me now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: guy le douche on May 03, 2008, 08:48:37 PM

ive never rode his dick as hard as everyone else has. i think he's really good, but i honestly dont like his style at all.

Quote from: brent on May 03, 2008, 06:36:31 PM

kook me now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: marty. on May 03, 2008, 08:52:01 PM

yea itd entirely possible i that im just being a bitch and thats why i dont like him, but i just needed to get hthat off my chest and i didnt wanna be a downer in that toher thread about him



tom penny is sick as fuck though

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on May 03, 2008, 09:24:30 PM

i think haslam is sick, but it looks like he's always riding a toy store board

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sweets on May 03, 2008, 09:25:18 PM

I just tried to post some confessions but you guys are braver than I. Couldn't do it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Perfection on May 03, 2008, 09:44:00 PM

good call

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MFS on May 03, 2008, 09:48:39 PM

Its time to get a new shtick bud, its getting boring.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Perfection on May 03, 2008, 10:12:25 PM

I don't understand.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sweets on May 03, 2008, 10:17:17 PM

Quote from: Perfect Cock on May 03, 2008, 10:12:25 PM

I don't understand.

No, of course not.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergioflorez on May 03, 2008, 10:39:25 PM

Quote from: sergio on December 04, 2006, 06:16:56 PM

-i cried like crazy in a local diner after my breakup with my first girlfriend. it all started when my cousin asked me about her. i couldnt hold back. snot dripping and all. i made a big scene that night. the people eating across from me tried to cheer me up.

-i freak myself out sometimes at night. i would wake up in my room and it would feel like the room is shaking. then i'd let out a scream. this has been happening since childhood.

-my childhood dream was to become an airplane pilot. civil or military. i didn't care. i just wanted to fly. the closest i came to that was a $35 introductory flight at a cessna learn to fly center in long island. even tried joining the navy with aspirations for something in the aviation field. i failed my physical twice because of my knees. the duck walk has scarred me for life. heh

-i did not bust my first nut until after i graduated middle school. i didnt have a clear concept of what masturbation was at that time. no proper sex education (i could thank the strict catholic school for that mess), not something i really talked about with friends. i recieved my first computer, after about a week of checking out free porn on the net. i start rubbing my jeans and that eventually lead to me stroking my dick. i was in awe of the sperm building up like an atomic mushroom cloud at the tip.

-there was a time where i would lurk constantly around stamford on my skateboard alone. same route, every week. not even skating, just pushing around. that all changed when i brought my first car.

-its safe to say ive only smoked weed less than 10 times in my life. never brought drugs or anything. it was more of a social thing. if somebody offered then i was up for it.

-wow i just re-read this mess. i miss the constant lurking in stamford and nyc. i miss skating in general. my knee has turned to shit. my car broke down. im still on medical absence from work. a lot of free time. its really getting to me. i come back home and i've become this vegetable. no motivation. no hopes. im just here. a thing. i dont know how to explain it. no doctor. no support. no physical therapy. i have to do everything on my own. its a struggle to even stretch nowadays. my knee is still swollen. im fucking myself over.

-ive been on the 5 pajas a day plan. get up watch porn. beat off. wait a half an hour beat off again. good times. not.

-i am socially awkward

-i have an obsession with all things skateboarding. after 2 knee surgerys. countless knee sprains (all on the same knee by the way). its still the thing i think about the most. day in day out. i'll image myself doing tricks i have not even come close to landing. i would have moments where i would write down imaginary lines and trick selections on the computer. no ledge, rail, or transition is spared. i would imagine lines as i walk on the sidewalk. everyday obstacles become daydream skate spots. a back lip on that fine piece of marble. powerslides, skids, and reverts between taxis and pedestrians. my life has revolved around skateboarding for most of my teenage years. i cant even go into a skateshop without turning into a talking skate encyclopedia. then i weird out the shop owner. im a kook.

-i felt up my school bus driver's boob in 9th grade. i did it in a sly manner. most of the kids were off. i moved up a chair. and slipped my hand up front to cop a feel. totally regret ever doing that.

-one big problem i have is not being truthful with most of the people i associate with. i love to lie. lies take a hold of me and make me into a person i never was. a person i wish i was. lies that have saved my neck from embarrassment have only come back to haunt me. i have been able to come clean about a lot of shit, and it feels good to let it all out. like a breath of fresh of air. i was able to bring forth my biggest problems and problems surrounding my family and put them behind me.

-the college life hasnt been good to me. i dont even remember high school math. im moving in with my girlfriend this july and going to CU Denver. shes about to get her masters degree and i havent even completed 4 years as an undergrad.

-i love retro porn. anything from the late 70s, to mid 80s, and earlier still. as early as the 1940s. hairy snatch, afros, muttonchops, funky basslines, excessive makeup, and all that jazz.

-i love to dance. be it in the club environment. be it at home. electroboogie, house, ghetto, disco, hyphy, whatever. alone, with my girl, or with my drink. i turn into a big fruitcake on the dancefloor.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Lance on May 03, 2008, 10:48:52 PM

Quote from: sergioflorez on May 03, 2008, 10:39:25 PM

Quote from: sergio on December 04, 2006, 06:16:56 PM

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-i cried like crazy in a local diner after my breakup with my first girlfriend. it all started when my cousin asked me about her. i couldnt hold back. snot dripping and all. i made a big scene that night. the people eating across from me tried to cheer me up.

-i freak myself out sometimes at night. i would wake up in my room and it would feel like the room is shaking. then i'd let out a scream. this has been happening since childhood.

-my childhood dream was to become an airplane pilot. civil or military. i didn't care. i just wanted to fly. the closest i came to that was a $35 introductory flight at a cessna learn to fly center in long island. even tried joining the navy with aspirations for something in the aviation field. i failed my physical twice because of my knees. the duck walk has scarred me for life. heh

-i did not bust my first nut until after i graduated middle school. i didnt have a clear concept of what masturbation was at that time. no proper sex education (i could thank the strict catholic school for that mess), not something i really talked about with friends. i recieved my first computer, after about a week of checking out free porn on the net. i start rubbing my jeans and that eventually lead to me stroking my dick. i was in awe of the sperm building up like an atomic mushroom cloud at the tip.

-there was a time where i would lurk constantly around stamford on my skateboard alone. same route, every week. not even skating, just pushing around. that all changed when i brought my first car.

-its safe to say ive only smoked weed less than 10 times in my life. never brought drugs or anything. it was more of a social thing. if somebody offered then i was up for it.

[close]

-wow i just re-read this mess. i miss the constant lurking in stamford and nyc. i miss skating in general. my knee has turned to shit. my car broke down. im still on medical absence from work. a lot of free time. its really getting to me. i come back home and i've become this vegetable. no motivation. no hopes. im just here. a thing. i dont know how to explain it. no doctor. no support. no physical therapy. i have to do everything on my own. its a struggle to even stretch nowadays. my knee is still swollen. im fucking myself over.

-ive been on the 5 pajas a day plan. get up watch porn. beat off. wait a half an hour beat off again. good times. not.

-i am socially awkward

-i have an obsession with all things skateboarding. after 2 knee surgerys. countless knee sprains (all on the same knee by the way). its still the thing i think about the most. day in day out. i'll image myself doing tricks i have not even come close to landing. i would have moments where i would write down imaginary lines and trick selections on the computer. no ledge, rail, or transition is spared. i would imagine lines as i walk on the sidewalk. everyday obstacles become daydream skate spots. a back lip on that fine piece of marble. powerslides, skids, and reverts between taxis and pedestrians. my life has revolved around skateboarding for most of my teenage years. i cant even go into a skateshop without turning into a talking skate encyclopedia. then i weird out the shop owner. im a kook.

-i felt up my school bus driver's boob in 9th grade. i did it in a sly manner. most of the kids were off. i moved up a chair. and slipped my hand up front to cop a feel. totally regret ever doing that.

-one big problem i have is not being truthful with most of the people i associate with. i love to lie. lies take a hold of me and make me into a person i never was. a person i wish i was. lies that have saved my neck from embarrassment have only come back to haunt me. i have been able to come clean about a lot of shit, and it feels good to let it all out. like a breath of fresh of air. i was able to bring forth my biggest problems and problems surrounding my family and put them behind me.

-the college life hasnt been good to me. i dont even remember high school math. im moving in with my girlfriend this july and going to CU Denver. shes about to get her masters degree and i havent even completed 4 years as an undergrad.

-i love retro porn. anything from the late 70s, to mid 80s, and earlier still. as early as the 1940s. hairy snatch, afros, muttonchops, funky basslines, excessive makeup, and all that jazz.

-i love to dance. be it in the club environment. be it at home. electroboogie, house, ghetto, disco, hyphy, whatever. alone, with my girl, or with my drink. i turn into a big fruitcake on the dancefloor.

You sergio sound like a rad individual. +1 for being you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Perfection on May 03, 2008, 11:02:28 PM

Quote from: SW33TS on May 03, 2008, 10:17:17 PM

Quote from: Perfect Cock on May 03, 2008, 10:12:25 PM

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I don't understand.

[close]

No, of course not.

No man, no way. No way was I being sarcastic. No way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vicky on May 04, 2008, 11:04:41 AM

the bouncing tits thread makes me have anxiety. i always envied girls with small boobs for their ability to not have to wear bras.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on May 04, 2008, 12:56:51 PM

Quote from: sergioflorez on May 03, 2008, 03:55:56 PM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on May 02, 2008, 04:47:33 AM

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im pretty sick of japan again


 and i bet lots of people are thinking "how can you be bored in japan?"

 you would have to live here for a long time to experience the crappiness of a lot of things.

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explain good sir. ive been itching to go for a long time now. whats not to like?

 if its new to you, its really great. the first few days i was back here were filled with surprises and wows and aahs. then i got used to it again.

 there are many reasons that i am sick of japan, and i dont think i can figure them all out. a lot of my friends want to leave though, but maybe thats just like any person whos lived in the same country for too long.

 first of all to be honest one big reason is the lack of pot. its so uselesly strict here and a lot of people are falsely educated about it and think its an addictive terrible drug that makes you really dumb. lots of places near tokyo seem to have more dealers than around where i live, but recently a lot of them have been getting caught or quitting because of the huge risk of getting caught.

 on the other side, the lack of pot makes the times that you actually do pot very special and edgy and x-treme. you can act really stupid infront of people and they will leave you alone. doing pot with my friends in japan is always the best days of my year.


 then theres the fact that im white and you dont really see many white teens too often here. at first its kind of nice, but sometimes when youre on a train and people look at you you want to run away. i sometimes over hear girls talking and laughing about how i look like some movie star and sometimes i hear asshole teens making pointing out that im a foreigner and laughing. over the years they have gotten used to more foreigners though. when i was a kid, people would see me and say "look! a foreigner!". now a lot of people leave you alone and treat you like a normal person. sometimes people treat you like shit just because you arent japanese though. people at shops try and get their co workers to serve me because they think that they will have a hard time understanding me. sometimes i look at business men and they look like they are thinking "get the fuck out of my country". maybe thats just me being too sensitive and over thinking about it though.

 sometimes people are nice to you because youre white, and its nice sometimes. they try their best to speak english and they say funny cute things.

 
 then theres the people who are usually much less friendly than the people i see in canada. you always see over worked business men giving each other bad looks. the culture is way different, and most people worry about being polite compared to being a nice person. its just my taste, but i would rather go to a video shop and get comments on what i rented and talk about stuff with the workers instead of getting bowed at and getting the same thing said to me every single time i rent videos. it makes a lot of the people unkind too, because they have to act like they are lower than the customer.

 in japan when you are younger or are in a lower rank, you have to use a slightly different way of talking which shows your "respect". because of that, sometimes its hard to make friends quickly with a person that is higher rank than you because you are constantly acting like a slave to them. i dislike this culture, and i wish everyone treated everyone equally. thats just my opinion though and many japanese think that its a good thing and that they should keep their culture.

 then theres the teens. in canada i had lots of different friends. girls, boys, everyone was totally into making new friends. in japan i have had the same friends for years. now that we have hung out with each other for so long we are like brothers, and we can talk about stuff we can only understand and its truly great to have friends like this. the bad thing is that i get bored a lot because i am with the same people most of the time, and i dont have interesting arguments and hear new ideas because me and my friends basically have the same views on everything.

 there are lots of people that have lots of friends here, but the thing is that you have to be normal to hang out with the "cool" people. if you say things out of the ordinary, people think youre weird and thats usually viewed as a bad thing. i am a huge fan of weirdness and i love it when people do weird stuff, but most of the out going people here dont support it, and they all sound the same sometimes. if you are weird you are usually a geek here, and lots of the weird people are into anime and things that im not into at all. if you want a good looking girl friend, you have to try so damn hard to act normal and cool. im sure its like this in a lot of places, but in canada it seemed like there were a type of interesting people that werent geeks that enjoyed people who acted differently.

 then theres the mass amount of buildings and bridges and cars and everything. it looks so cool at first, but after a while it gets depressing sometimes.

 
 japan is a very unique place that in my opinion is the funnest places to visit. its packed with good things youd only see in japan and im grateful that i spent most of my life here. but i think ive had enough of it and its time to move and explore other places. im here for 2 more months and honestly i wish i could go back to canada next week with my japanese friend thats moving there with me. im just sick of a lot of stuff. im sure that a lot of bad things ive said about japan can be argued, but thats how i view japan right now. its hard to criticize something that has so many sides to it. any questions are welcome if you dont understand what im trying to say.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on May 04, 2008, 01:08:32 PM

Quote from: vicky on May 04, 2008, 11:04:41 AM

the bouncing tits thread makes me have anxiety. i always envied girls with small boobs for their ability to not have to wear bras.

 i hate big boobs too!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bill hates on May 04, 2008, 01:49:46 PM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on May 04, 2008, 01:08:32 PM

Quote from: vicky on May 04, 2008, 11:04:41 AM

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the bouncing tits thread makes me have anxiety. i always envied girls with small boobs for their ability to not have to wear bras.

[close]

 i hate big boobs too!

as much as i can appreciate a nice full rack, and stare at a gif of them for hours on end.. im more of a medium sized titty guy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on May 04, 2008, 02:43:28 PM

Quote from: scootboard on May 04, 2008, 01:49:46 PM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on May 04, 2008, 01:08:32 PM

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Quote from: vicky on May 04, 2008, 11:04:41 AM

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the bouncing tits thread makes me have anxiety. i always envied girls with small boobs for their ability to not have to wear bras.

[close]

 i hate big boobs too!

[close]

as much as i can appreciate a nice full rack, and stare at a gif of them for hours on end.. im more of a medium sized titty guy

Ditto. Anything more than a handful is too much.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on May 04, 2008, 03:31:13 PM

Don't you get it, she's just bragging about her huge tits!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice weather on May 04, 2008, 04:04:46 PM

^that's what I thought too. medium sized for me too though.

On the Japan topic: You don't live in Tokyo, do you? What's it like there? I always figured that life in big cities can be approximately the same no matter where you go.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on May 04, 2008, 04:09:56 PM

i live in nagoya which is fairly large " As of 2000, Chūkyō Metropolitan Area has 8.74 million people, of which 2.17 million live in the city of Nagoya." but not as big as tokyo. tokyo is good but tiring. its so cool though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gaiparee on May 04, 2008, 04:15:42 PM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on May 04, 2008, 01:08:32 PM

Quote from: vicky on May 04, 2008, 11:04:41 AM

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the bouncing tits thread makes me have anxiety. i always envied girls with small boobs for their ability to not have to wear bras.

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 i hate big boobs too!

big boobs are actually the worst. clothing never fits right, i drop food on them and the food sits there for like an hour until i look down and see that half a bag of popcorn is sitting there, and i always accidently rub them against people and im then forced to listen to awkward sexual innuendos.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: schlegs on May 04, 2008, 04:54:40 PM

I've never smoked weed or done drugs or anything like that, and I don't really ever want to.  I feel guilty about a lot of really stupid stuff too.  Skating is my entire life, and I skate from after school until it gets dark on weekdays and all day on the weekends, and I always feel guilty when my friends don't have time to skate.  I have a 4.1 GPA, and it is the worst feeling to get good grades because I barely work at all in school, and my freinds try so hard to do good and they still get shot down.  I think a lot about how the universe works and the human mind, and I think all that stuff is really interesting, but sometimes I pretend to not give a shit.  I am only 15 too, and I watch CNN.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gest on May 04, 2008, 05:02:59 PM

Quote from: schlegs on May 04, 2008, 04:54:40 PM

I've never smoked weed or done drugs or anything like that, and I don't really ever want to.  I feel guilty about a lot of really stupid stuff too.  Skating is my entire life, and I skate from after school until it gets dark on weekdays and all day on the weekends, and I always feel guilty when my friends don't have time to skate.  I have a 4.1 GPA, and it is the worst feeling to get good grades because I barely work at all in school, and my freinds try so hard to do good and they still get shot down.  I think a lot about how the universe works and the human mind, and I think all that stuff is really interesting, but sometimes I pretend to not give a shit.  I am only 15 too, and I watch CNN.

this is how i know youre lying about your 4.1 gpa

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ProjectPatrick on May 04, 2008, 07:06:49 PM

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the bouncing tits thread makes me have anxiety. i always envied girls with small boobs for their ability to not have to wear bras.

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 i hate big boobs too!

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big boobs are actually the worst. clothing never fits right, i drop food on them and the food sits there for like an hour until i look down and see that half a bag of popcorn is sitting there, and i always accidently rub them against people and im then forced to listen to awkward sexual innuendos.

Yeah, but they'll get you a high rep on slap so it more than makes up for it, right?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ProjectPatrick on May 04, 2008, 07:16:21 PM

Quote from: schlegs on May 04, 2008, 04:54:40 PM

I've never smoked weed or done drugs or anything like that, and I don't really ever want to.  I feel guilty about a lot of really stupid stuff too.  Skating is my entire life, and I skate from after school until it gets dark on weekdays and all day on the weekends, and I always feel guilty when my friends don't have time to skate.  I have a 4.1 GPA, and it is the worst feeling to get good grades because I barely work at all in school, and my freinds try so hard to do good and they still get shot down.  I think a lot about how the universe works and the human mind, and I think all that stuff is really interesting, but sometimes I pretend to not give a shit.  I am only 15 too, and I watch CNN.

I hate to post twice in a row but... Oh fucking wow you have a 4.1 GPA and skate all day, SOOOOO fucking embarrassing. This isn't the "try to play off bragging as a humble confession" thread.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lenny on May 04, 2008, 07:45:11 PM

Quote from: schlegs on May 04, 2008, 04:54:40 PM

I've never smoked weed or done drugs or anything like that, and I don't really ever want to.  I feel guilty about a lot of really stupid stuff too.  Skating is my entire life, and I skate from after school until it gets dark on weekdays and all day on the weekends, and I always feel guilty when my friends don't have time to skate.  I have a 4.1 GPA, and it is the worst feeling to get good grades because I barely work at all in school, and my freinds try so hard to do good and they still get shot down.  I think a lot about how the universe works and the human mind, and I think all that stuff is really interesting, but sometimes I pretend to not give a shit.  I am only 15 too, and I watch CNN.

I'm calling bullshit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: schlegs on May 04, 2008, 07:54:13 PM

Damn, now that I read it again, I do sound like a mark.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on May 04, 2008, 09:28:28 PM

i straight up just cried actual tears watching this on sportscenter, it was really emotional.

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PORTLAND, Ore. - With two runners on base and a strike against her, Sara Tucholsky of Western Oregon University uncorked her best swing and did something she had never done, in high school or college. Her first home run cleared the center-field fence.

But it appeared to be the shortest of dreams come true when she missed first base, started back to tag it and collapsed with a knee injury.


She crawled back to first but could do no more. The first-base coach said she would be called out if her teammates tried to help her. Or, the umpire said, a pinch runner could be called in, and the homer would count as a single.



Then, members of the Central Washington University softball team stunned spectators by carrying Tucholsky around the bases Saturday so the three-run homer would count — an act that contributed to their own elimination from the playoffs.


Central Washington first baseman Mallory Holtman, the career home run leader in the Great Northwest Athletic Conference, asked the umpire if she and her teammates could help Tucholsky.
The umpire said there was no rule against it.


So Holtman and shortstop Liz Wallace put their arms under Tucholsky’s legs, and she put her arms over their shoulders. The three headed around the base paths, stopping to let Tucholsky touch each base with her good leg.
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The only thing I remember is that Mallory asked me which leg was the one that hurt,” Tucholsky said. “I told her it was my right leg and she said, ‘OK, we’re going to drop you down gently and you need to touch it with your left leg,’ and I said ‘OK, thank you very much.”’


“She said, ‘You deserve it, you hit it over the fence,’ and we all kind of just laughed.”

(http://blog.oregonlive.com/breakingnews/2008/04/large_softball.JPG)

things like this give me hope for the human race.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vicky on May 05, 2008, 12:05:17 PM

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the bouncing tits thread makes me have anxiety. i always envied girls with small boobs for their ability to not have to wear bras.

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 i hate big boobs too!

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big boobs are actually the worst. clothing never fits right, i drop food on them and the food sits there for like an hour until i look down and see that half a bag of popcorn is sitting there, and i always accidently rub them against people and im then forced to listen to awkward sexual innuendos.

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Yeah, but they'll get you a high rep on slap so it more than makes up for it, right?

im sorry your man boobs arent working out for you, but im more or less talking about the fact that through out grade school till about sophmore year in highschool people teased and made fun of me for them and when id walk into a classroom from the bathroom or come in late people would pull tissue out of their shirts or as me how my back was holding up today.  and yea gaiparee, i have similiar issues

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice weather on May 05, 2008, 01:46:05 PM

Quote from: Gest on May 04, 2008, 05:02:59 PM

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I've never smoked weed or done drugs or anything like that, and I don't really ever want to.  I feel guilty about a lot of really stupid stuff too.  Skating is my entire life, and I skate from after school until it gets dark on weekdays and all day on the weekends, and I always feel guilty when my friends don't have time to skate.  I have a 4.1 GPA, and it is the worst feeling to get good grades because I barely work at all in school, and my freinds try so hard to do good and they still get shot down.  I think a lot about how the universe works and the human mind, and I think all that stuff is really interesting, but sometimes I pretend to not give a shit.  I am only 15 too, and I watch CNN.

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this is how i know youre lying about your 4.1 gpa

He's good Will Hunting, leave him alone. All he wants is lead a normal life with his dumb friends on the construction site.

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the bouncing tits thread makes me have anxiety. i always envied girls with small boobs for their ability to not have to wear bras.

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 i hate big boobs too!

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big boobs are actually the worst. clothing never fits right, i drop food on them and the food sits there for like an hour until i look down and see that half a bag of popcorn is sitting there, and i always accidently rub them against people and im then forced to listen to awkward sexual innuendos.

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Yeah, but they'll get you a high rep on slap so it more than makes up for it, right?

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im sorry your man boobs arent working out for you, but im more or less talking about the fact that through out grade school till about sophmore year in highschool people teased and made fun of me for them and when id walk into a classroom from the bathroom or come in late people would pull tissue out of their shirts or as me how my back was holding up today.  and yea gaiparee, i have similiar issues

At what age do you go to grade school? We have a different system in Austria, but I need to know if I would've been one of the mean kids.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on May 05, 2008, 01:52:02 PM

Quote from: vicky on May 05, 2008, 12:05:17 PM

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the bouncing tits thread makes me have anxiety. i always envied girls with small boobs for their ability to not have to wear bras.

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 i hate big boobs too!

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big boobs are actually the worst. clothing never fits right, i drop food on them and the food sits there for like an hour until i look down and see that half a bag of popcorn is sitting there, and i always accidently rub them against people and im then forced to listen to awkward sexual innuendos.

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Yeah, but they'll get you a high rep on slap so it more than makes up for it, right?

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im sorry your man boobs arent working out for you, but im more or less talking about the fact that through out grade school till about sophmore year in highschool people teased and made fun of me for them and when id walk into a classroom from the bathroom or come in late people would pull tissue out of their shirts or as me how my back was holding up today.  and yea gaiparee, i have similiar issues

what if tits behaved like penises, they only got big when girls got hot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sweets on May 05, 2008, 02:18:49 PM

I would have wasted a lot less time chasing the wrong women.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ProjectPatrick on May 05, 2008, 04:42:13 PM

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the bouncing tits thread makes me have anxiety. i always envied girls with small boobs for their ability to not have to wear bras.

[close]

 i hate big boobs too!

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big boobs are actually the worst. clothing never fits right, i drop food on them and the food sits there for like an hour until i look down and see that half a bag of popcorn is sitting there, and i always accidently rub them against people and im then forced to listen to awkward sexual innuendos.

[close]

Yeah, but they'll get you a high rep on slap so it more than makes up for it, right?

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im sorry your man boobs arent working out for you, but im more or less talking about the fact that through out grade school till about sophmore year in highschool people teased and made fun of me for them and when id walk into a classroom from the bathroom or come in late people would pull tissue out of their shirts or as me how my back was holding up today.  and yea gaiparee, i have similiar issues

I didn't know that girls were so sensitive about having big tits... My man tits work out pretty well for me though, they get me what I want.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on May 06, 2008, 02:26:35 PM

Quote from: SW33TS on May 05, 2008, 02:18:49 PM

I would have wasted a lot less time chasing the wrong women.

haha, i wish i had my old account so i could  gnar you!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: marty. on May 06, 2008, 03:15:10 PM

When I was in 6th grade the first girl in my class to "develop" was this red head named Veronica.
She used to charge kids five bucks to feel her boobs in the coat closet.
It was the same coat closet where me and my friend got drunk for the first time.
I also heard stories about her letting kids finger her through her jeans if they paid extra, but those may have just been rumors.
I was much too shy of a kid to ever take her up on her offer, but a lot of dudes would spend their entire allowance on her.
She moved away after that year, but a friend of mine saw her at the grocery store recently and said she's a juggalette now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Perfection on May 06, 2008, 03:19:16 PM

That's not even a real confession marty.

Don't be so sad all the time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: marty. on May 06, 2008, 03:28:37 PM

Oh, I know, I was just adding to the boob talk.
And I've been happy as fuck lately, I guess cause of the warm weather.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on May 10, 2008, 08:52:40 PM

Last night my dad found me drunk and naked pissing in my dirty clothes basket

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on May 11, 2008, 01:14:14 AM

I've fainted or had a seizure twice in my life. Once in 10th grade and once a few years back at the movies. I'm not really sure what they are or why I have them. All I remember is that my stomach starts to hurt really bad then I pass out. I wake up covered in sweat and not knowing what happened. I've been told I shake when I'm passed out. It really scares me. I always think about what would happen if I had one while driving or skating.

Speaking of driving, I haven't since christmas time. My car broke down right after that and I haven't gotten it fixed. My inspection also ran out and I'm too lazy to get it checked again. The fact that I have to get a new windshield first doesn't help either. I also pay $100 a month for car insurance. Actually, all that could be a good thing with how high gas prices are these days.

I think about dying alot. Like the other day after reading about movies coming out in 2010, the first thing I thought of was "I hope I won't be dead by then."

And I rarely skate. I would say once a week usually. Not having a car is a reason but its mostly due to the fact that I don't have that much fun doing it anymore and the nonexistent spots.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice weather on May 11, 2008, 02:55:35 AM

You should go see a doctor about the passing out. A classmate of mine had similar attacks and died from a braintumor at the age of 18. not so awesome...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paper Crane on May 11, 2008, 10:27:46 AM

a girl poked me in the eye on accident trying to give me a hug last night at a party. i over exaggerated by falling to the floor.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Perfection on May 11, 2008, 10:31:19 AM

So you were "jack sandwich" right? Do you ever get harassed for your sig?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paper Crane on May 11, 2008, 10:36:43 AM

yes and no.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill on May 11, 2008, 02:43:22 PM

Quote from: Yo Mr. Hapredingli on May 11, 2008, 02:55:35 AM

You should go see a doctor about the passing out. A classmate of mine had similar attacks and died from a braintumor at the age of 18. not so awesome...

Yea, you're probably right. Its only happened twice in 21 years though. I have an aunt who has had the same thing. She went to the hospitals and doctors and everything, and they couldn't find anything wrong with her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on May 11, 2008, 04:08:49 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on May 10, 2008, 08:52:40 PM

Last night my dad found me drunk and naked pissing in my dirty clothes basket

one time i was drunk and pissing near the woods by my house.

about half way through my piss i realized i was facing a clearing in the trees and there was a whole group of picnickers staring at my still urinating penis.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on May 11, 2008, 04:43:23 PM

Quote from: Bill on May 11, 2008, 01:14:14 AM

I think about dying alot. Like the other day after reading about movies coming out in 2010, the first thing I thought of was "I hope I won't be dead by then."

Yeah I think about dying and getting cancer and shit a lot, it sucks but I feel I have to be aware.  I'm a wuss when it comes to going to the doctor too.

As for driving, I've gotten in countless fender benders with my parents' rides, and ultimately totaled the spare car they had for me.  Every incident was weed/drugs/drinking related.  Feel pretty shitty about that.

I only really skate on the weekend.  After being on my feet all day at work, I don't feel like skating.

Oh, and I saw so many babes this weekend down home my spank bank is overflowing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: guy le douche on May 11, 2008, 09:13:27 PM

Quote from: tough omelette on May 11, 2008, 10:27:46 AM

a girl poked me in the eye on accident trying to give me a hug last night at a party. i over exaggerated by falling to the floor.

hahaha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on May 12, 2008, 02:02:22 PM

this just about sums up my current situation:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=gSf2O80brbU

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vicky on May 12, 2008, 05:06:49 PM

seinfeld pretty much sums up my life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stutter box on May 12, 2008, 10:53:58 PM

-ive been skating for a little under 10 years, i cant skate switch, jump down things if they are taller than my hip, or do a 360 flip

-i stutter and have social anxiety (especially around females)

-i was a drama nerd in high school and could recite the words to "Phantom of the opera" almost flawlessly

- i'm afraid of a lot of things.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vicky on May 13, 2008, 03:12:38 PM

Quote from: Stutter box on May 12, 2008, 10:53:58 PM

-i stutter and have social anxiety (especially around females)

i have this problem except with dudes im crushin on. theres a kid i go to school with ive thought was awesome since freshman year and i get mentally regular around him/super quiet. it sucks.

whenever people tell me stuff thats bad about myself even though i know its true i get depressed. today a teacher told me i was a bad student but had good concepts and work and it just bummed me out even though i know its true.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stutter box on May 13, 2008, 07:26:08 PM

i've gotten better as i've gotten older about my stuttering bothering me. but every now and again i wish i could have a decent conversation with an attractive girl without sounding like a broken record recorded by that crippled guy from south park

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: schlegs on May 13, 2008, 08:03:14 PM

I'm looking forward to 2012 to see if the world ends or not, and I would actually be pretty stoked if I was alive to see it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: eat.shit on May 14, 2008, 02:14:02 PM

^^^ Of course its gonna be around dummy. You might not be, but who cares.

-I'm not afraid to die. Life sucks anyway.

-I used to piss behind doors when I was younger. Dunno why, it was just easier than walking to the bathroom.

-I drive drunk from time to time.

-I've hit numerous cars and drove off.

-Everytime I see an a car accident, I just think about how big of a fuck that person must be.

-I hate my friends because they are greedy.

-I REALLY HATE everyone in my family. Grandma's, aunts, uncles etc. I hope they all die a miserable death and I don't feel bad about it either.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Lance on May 14, 2008, 02:55:26 PM

Quote from: eat.shit on May 14, 2008, 02:14:02 PM

-I'm not afraid to die. Life sucks anyway.

-I used to piss behind doors when I was younger. Dunno why, it was just easier than walking to the bathroom.

-I drive drunk from time to time.

-I've hit numerous cars and drove off.

-Everytime I see an a car accident, I just think about how big of a fuck that person must be.

-I hate my friends because they are greedy.

-I REALLY HATE everyone in my family. Grandma's, aunts, uncles etc. I hope they all die a miserable death and I don't feel bad about it either.

damn eat.shit, now thats real talk.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Steve Zissou on May 15, 2008, 04:40:45 PM

Quote from: eat.shit on May 14, 2008, 02:14:02 PM

-I drive drunk from time to time.

i do this all the time i know if i get caught i be fucked, and every day after I've done it i go out to check my car to see if its ok and i didn't hit anything. I would feel like shit if i ever killed somebody doing it, and would never forgive myself. But at the same i keep doing it almost every weekend and when i'm driving drunk i always wonder what it would be like to get in a really gnarly car accident

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on May 15, 2008, 05:37:11 PM

Quote from: eat.shit on May 14, 2008, 02:14:02 PM

^^^ Of course its gonna be around dummy. You might not be, but who cares.

-I'm not afraid to die. Life sucks anyway.

-I used to piss behind doors when I was younger. Dunno why, it was just easier than walking to the bathroom.

-I drive drunk from time to time.

-I've hit numerous cars and drove off.

-Everytime I see an a car accident, I just think about how big of a fuck that person must be.

-I hate my friends because they are greedy.

-I REALLY HATE everyone in my family. Grandma's, aunts, uncles etc. I hope they all die a miserable death and I don't feel bad about it either.

you must have been one of those teenagers that would make me cross the street whenever i saw them comming towards me. have fun with your lighter

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on May 16, 2008, 06:12:46 AM

i love it when i land a hard trick and everybody sees me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jack on May 16, 2008, 08:57:12 AM

I think my balls are going to fall off. I went out with this really beautiful, nice girl for about 5 months. Loads of sex, I never thought about really committing to the relationship, but she told me she was in love with me. I kept fucking her anyway cos the sex was so amazing.
We broke up and now my fucking balls are killing me, and there's this sketchy tender lump on one of them.
I've got a doctor's appointment on monday and the final unit of my three year degree is due on tuesday. I haven't started the module at all and all I can do about this whole situation is sit in my room smoking obscene amounts of pot and listening to Sleep, Om, really gnarly death metal like Burzum and Slayer. 
I think she might've seriously cursed me but I probably deserve it... confession over.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jesus0nvi4gra on May 16, 2008, 01:27:33 PM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on May 16, 2008, 06:12:46 AM

i love it when i land a hard trick and everybody sees me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skaterdavid on May 16, 2008, 03:32:14 PM

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i love it when i land a hard trick and everybody sees me.

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same..but who doesn't?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dudebro on May 16, 2008, 03:46:09 PM

i love snaking people at the skatepark and cruising around nonchalantly and getting in people's way that are getting real serious. i think the only reason i get away with it is because i'm older than most of the people there and i actually land shit sometimes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bumptobar on May 16, 2008, 04:18:41 PM

Quote from: dudebro on May 16, 2008, 03:46:09 PM

i love snaking people at the skatepark and cruising around nonchalantly and getting in people's way that are getting real serious. i think the only reason i get away with it is because i'm older than most of the people there and i actually land shit sometimes

I do this all the time at parks(get in peoples way), but not intentionally.

I always compare myself to other skateboarders, and i hate it.
I actually compare myself with other people and things all the time.
I make fun of things/people way too much.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxty on May 16, 2008, 07:05:25 PM

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i love snaking people at the skatepark and cruising around nonchalantly and getting in people's way that are getting real serious. i think the only reason i get away with it is because i'm older than most of the people there and i actually land shit sometimes

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I do this all the time at parks, but not intentionally.

I always compare myself to other skateboarders, and i hate it.
I actually compare myself with other people and things all the time.
I make fun of things/people way too much.

I think its out of the insererity about myself but now im tending to not give a shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Edward Penishands on May 16, 2008, 09:24:39 PM

i question EVERYONES sincereness to me.  i just feel like no matter who it is just thinks of me as shit behind my back, but pretends to like me for who knows why.  :-[

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vicky on May 17, 2008, 11:22:58 AM

Quote from: Edward Penishands on May 16, 2008, 09:24:39 PM

i question EVERYONES sincereness to me.  i just feel like no matter who it is just thinks of me as shit behind my back, but pretends to like me for who knows why.  :-[

i feel the same exact way. i always feel like theres a motive and if not its just fakeness.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paper Crane on May 17, 2008, 12:25:58 PM

i'm just always outside of the bubble. there's always this feeling of quietness everytime i speak amongst friends. same thing when i post.  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jesus0nvi4gra on May 17, 2008, 04:36:18 PM

I talk shit about everyone I know, like alot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on May 17, 2008, 04:39:01 PM

Quote from: tough omelette on May 17, 2008, 12:25:58 PM

i'm just always outside of the bubble. there's always this feeling of quietness everytime i speak amongst friends. same thing when i post.  :-\

Best sig

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on May 20, 2008, 10:54:27 AM

i'm the most disgusted at myself right now than ever before.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beeda weeda on May 20, 2008, 12:25:31 PM

my girlfriend has gained a small amount of weight, and it bothers me ALOT , I feel shallow , and I know if I say somthing she'll be crushed, cry, possibly become anorexic, and become pariniod tha tI am goign to cheat on her.
I'm very active, skate tons, eat well, and recently she hasn't really been doing much of anything outside of work. I don't want my chcik to get fat, I'd be bummed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on May 20, 2008, 01:28:11 PM

glad i'm not the only one going through this...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beeda weeda on May 20, 2008, 01:52:58 PM

well, she eats well, understands proper diet, works in the medical field
just seems like I am way more into staying in shape than she is, wich is annoying, but rewind 2-3 years ago, I was smoking, drining, eating fast food, I sorta realized I had to be more responsible with age. I am going to try and be as encouraging as possible, and try not to put any stess on her shoulders
so, tonight I'm going skateboarding right after diner, I am goign to suggest that she goes for a jog, or walk to kill the time.
I think she is starting to get the hint that I am annoyed with her un-activness

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: StabMasterArson on May 20, 2008, 05:58:13 PM

I'm scared shitless of my future, I'm facing five years in prison for standing up for myself. For legal reasons, I can't really give my side of the story but it makes me sick to think about it. I can't sleep at night, I haven't been myself since it happend, and I'm going to have to deal with the choice I made for the rest of my life. And the worst part is, I bet over half of you would have done the same thing I did. I've been skating as much as I can, its the only thing that really clears my head and makes me forget about everything. But win or lose, I'm already 40k in the hole from my lawyer. If I didn't have such an amazing family and friends, I would be so fucked.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: artichoke on May 20, 2008, 06:58:44 PM

Damn dude, good luck with that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on May 20, 2008, 07:26:59 PM

Quote from: artichoke on May 20, 2008, 06:58:44 PM

Damn dude, good luck with that.

yeah man  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on May 20, 2008, 11:54:14 PM

did you kill him 89?thats not a side of the story

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on May 21, 2008, 11:02:24 AM

so...... what did you do?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stutter box on May 21, 2008, 09:19:54 PM

Good luck. A buddy of mine almost served some time because of some bullshit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: StabMasterArson on May 22, 2008, 09:04:27 AM

I really wish that I could get into it, but I don't go to court until the fall and I don't want to say too much. But its a one in a million freak accident. But anyways, lets talk about skateboarding.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on May 22, 2008, 09:29:29 AM

yikes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tiger woods on May 22, 2008, 06:09:41 PM

all the kids i graduated high school in 2004 are now graduating from college, and i'm still in the process of getting my AA cause i dropped out of college for 2 years and just skated and smoked weed. it sucks cause i've been all these gradution invitations in the mail recently, but my parents arent mad at me at all, but i wish i could make them proud.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on May 22, 2008, 08:12:01 PM

Quote from: tiger woods on May 22, 2008, 06:09:41 PM

all the kids i graduated high school in 2004 are now graduating from college, and i'm still in the process of getting my AA cause i dropped out of college for 2 years and just skated and smoked weed. it sucks cause i've been all these gradution invitations in the mail recently, but my parents arent mad at me at all, but i wish i could make them proud.

better to take your time to figure what you want out of school than to just breeze through in 4 years and get a degree in something you hate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tiger woods on May 22, 2008, 09:11:01 PM

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all the kids i graduated high school in 2004 are now graduating from college, and i'm still in the process of getting my AA cause i dropped out of college for 2 years and just skated and smoked weed. it sucks cause i've been all these gradution invitations in the mail recently, but my parents arent mad at me at all, but i wish i could make them proud.

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better to take your time to figure what you want out of school than to just breeze through in 4 years and get a degree in something you hate.

yeah so true..the majority of the kids who i've spoken to tell me they are graduating with a degree in business and accounting..i think to myself, holy shit, the rest of your life is going to suck. i'm leaning towards public relations as my major, seems more fun than computing numbers all day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on May 22, 2008, 09:19:34 PM

Quote from: alienlurkshop on May 22, 2008, 06:55:19 PM

I need to get out of connecticut and move to new york city, because i feel like people are always watching me here

i live in ny and i feel like this all the time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: OttoMaddox on May 22, 2008, 10:04:42 PM

I haven't left the house in 3 days.  Tomorrow my cat will need more food.  Can I get cat food delivered?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jesus0nvi4gra on May 23, 2008, 10:57:31 AM

My rep has dropped like 8 points this week.  I'm pissed.  I'm losing the popularity contest.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on May 23, 2008, 11:46:13 AM

Quote from: tiger woods on May 22, 2008, 09:11:01 PM

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all the kids i graduated high school in 2004 are now graduating from college, and i'm still in the process of getting my AA cause i dropped out of college for 2 years and just skated and smoked weed. it sucks cause i've been all these gradution invitations in the mail recently, but my parents arent mad at me at all, but i wish i could make them proud.

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better to take your time to figure what you want out of school than to just breeze through in 4 years and get a degree in something you hate.

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yeah so true..the majority of the kids who i've spoken to tell me they are graduating with a degree in business and accounting..i think to myself, holy shit, the rest of your life is going to suck. i'm leaning towards public relations as my major, seems more fun than computing numbers all day.

schools not for everyone man, dont get bummed on it. just do what makes you happy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beeda weeda on May 23, 2008, 11:53:08 AM

my dog is 16 and probably going to die soon, I will cry when she dies.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dudebro on May 23, 2008, 12:05:15 PM

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all the kids i graduated high school in 2004 are now graduating from college, and i'm still in the process of getting my AA cause i dropped out of college for 2 years and just skated and smoked weed. it sucks cause i've been all these gradution invitations in the mail recently, but my parents arent mad at me at all, but i wish i could make them proud.

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better to take your time to figure what you want out of school than to just breeze through in 4 years and get a degree in something you hate.

exactly. i did running start (community collge and highschool at the same time) and got my AA at the same time as my highschool diploma, then went to a university and graduated at age 20. the running start part was mostly so i wouldn't have to go to school everyday and i hated highschool anyway, but the university part was mostly at my parent's insisting i finish. i basically did the least amount of work possible just to get by and didn't really get a good learning experience, although i did skate a lot, party and have tons of fun. i haven't really used my degree and as i've gotten a little older i think i would have had a much better experience if i took off from school for a little while until i figured myself out a little more and had a more focused goal, a stronger desire to learn and put in a more legitimate effort.

sorry to get all "older brother" on you...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tiger woods on May 23, 2008, 12:19:53 PM

Quote from: dudebro on May 23, 2008, 12:05:15 PM

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all the kids i graduated high school in 2004 are now graduating from college, and i'm still in the process of getting my AA cause i dropped out of college for 2 years and just skated and smoked weed. it sucks cause i've been all these gradution invitations in the mail recently, but my parents arent mad at me at all, but i wish i could make them proud.

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better to take your time to figure what you want out of school than to just breeze through in 4 years and get a degree in something you hate.

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exactly. i did running start (community collge and highschool at the same time) and got my AA at the same time as my highschool diploma, then went to a university and graduated at age 20. the running start part was mostly so i wouldn't have to go to school everyday and i hated highschool anyway, but the university part was mostly at my parent's insisting i finish. i basically did the least amount of work possible just to get by and didn't really get a good learning experience, although i did skate a lot, party and have tons of fun. i haven't really used my degree and as i've gotten a little older i think i would have had a much better experience if i took off from school for a little while until i figured myself out a little more and had a more focused goal, a stronger desire to learn and put in a more legitimate effort.

sorry to get all "older brother" on you...

lol, i'm the oldest son in my family so its all good. i would really like to get a pr job in the skateboard industry cause talking and writing about skating is all i'm really good at, so public relations will most likely be my major after i get my AA and transfer to a university.

Quote from: ahlee on May 23, 2008, 11:46:13 AM

schools not for everyone man, dont get bummed on it. just do what makes you happy.

i hear ya, thanks ahlee. i just feel like getting my degree is the least i can do for my parents, they've worked their asses off their entire lives to make a better life for my brother and i.

my dad's in the military stationed in japan with my mom who teaches japanese kids how to speak english on the weekends and she has a desk job on the weekdays. my dad's already been to iraq and if he gets promoted, he'll more than likely have to go back with my mom and that would kill me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on May 23, 2008, 12:40:25 PM

i hear that, i'm planning on moving out west soon. it'd be rad to get a job in the skate industry. i've heard it sucks, but works work. and i'd rather have skating involved somehow.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: themoustache on May 23, 2008, 02:31:26 PM

Quote from: tiger woods on May 23, 2008, 12:19:53 PM

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all the kids i graduated high school in 2004 are now graduating from college, and i'm still in the process of getting my AA cause i dropped out of college for 2 years and just skated and smoked weed. it sucks cause i've been all these gradution invitations in the mail recently, but my parents arent mad at me at all, but i wish i could make them proud.

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better to take your time to figure what you want out of school than to just breeze through in 4 years and get a degree in something you hate.

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exactly. i did running start (community collge and highschool at the same time) and got my AA at the same time as my highschool diploma, then went to a university and graduated at age 20. the running start part was mostly so i wouldn't have to go to school everyday and i hated highschool anyway, but the university part was mostly at my parent's insisting i finish. i basically did the least amount of work possible just to get by and didn't really get a good learning experience, although i did skate a lot, party and have tons of fun. i haven't really used my degree and as i've gotten a little older i think i would have had a much better experience if i took off from school for a little while until i figured myself out a little more and had a more focused goal, a stronger desire to learn and put in a more legitimate effort.

sorry to get all "older brother" on you...

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lol, i'm the oldest son in my family so its all good. i would really like to get a pr job in the skateboard industry cause talking and writing about skating is all i'm really good at, so public relations will most likely be my major after i get my AA and transfer to a university.

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schools not for everyone man, dont get bummed on it. just do what makes you happy.

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i hear ya, thanks ahlee. i just feel like getting my degree is the least i can do for my parents, they've worked their asses off their entire lives to make a better life for my brother and i.

my dad's in the military stationed in japan with my mom who teaches japanese kids how to speak english on the weekends and she has a desk job on the weekdays. my dad's already been to iraq and if he gets promoted, he'll more than likely have to go back with my mom and that would kill me.

i confess that i sat here and read all this while im supposed to be in class

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on May 23, 2008, 04:30:57 PM

lol dats lyke how i skipped da class to pick up kanye wests college dropout

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on May 23, 2008, 06:22:53 PM

So I found this Adio "sponsor me video-contest" awhile back I told my friend he should enter cause he could probably get some free shoes because place 1-5 all got stuff. he said he didn't know because he's not one to promote himself, so I told him I could send it in and then I filmed all this stuff, and I sent it in. while waiting for the results for that this shop/dist contacted me because they were interested in hooking him up, so I talked to them a little and then they met and he started to ride for them, and then he won the damn shoe contest too, and while I know it's his skating that got him hooked up, it's kinda thanks to me it all happened because he'd  never try to get himself hooked up, which I think is the raddest thing about him, he just skates, we didn't do the film as a "sponsor me", I just thought at least he could get a pair of shoes or 2.

Whoa, that was a whole lot of rambling, my "confession" is that I really feel that he should give a pair of shoes or something to thank me, and I feel like such a little bitch because of this... I'm not jealous at all, I'm so hyped for him it's regular, but I think I deserve something because of what I did... I hate myself

It's that guy from "My favourite skater..."-thread by the way

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on May 23, 2008, 06:46:49 PM

Quote from: bbk on May 23, 2008, 06:22:53 PM

So I found this Adio "sponsor me video-contest" awhile back I told my friend he should enter cause he could probably get some free shoes because place 1-5 all got stuff. he said he didn't know because he's not one to promote himself, so I told him I could send it in and then I filmed all this stuff, and I sent it in. while waiting for the results for that this shop/dist contacted me because they were interested in hooking him up, so I talked to them a little and then they met and he started to ride for them, and then he won the damn shoe contest too, and while I know it's his skating that got him hooked up, it's kinda thanks to me it all happened because he'd  never try to get himself hooked up, which I think is the raddest thing about him, he just skates, we didn't do the film as a "sponsor me", I just thought at least he could get a pair of shoes or 2.

Whoa, that was a whole lot of rambling, my "confession" is that I really feel that he should give a pair of shoes or something to thank me, and I feel like such a little bitch because of this... I'm not jealous at all, I'm so hyped for him it's regular, but I think I deserve something because of what I did... I hate myself

It's that guy from "My favourite skater..."-thread by the way

i feel the same way about keeani lei

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on May 24, 2008, 08:47:35 AM

Quote from: bbk on May 23, 2008, 06:22:53 PM

So I found this Adio "sponsor me video-contest" awhile back I told my friend he should enter cause he could probably get some free shoes because place 1-5 all got stuff. he said he didn't know because he's not one to promote himself, so I told him I could send it in and then I filmed all this stuff, and I sent it in. while waiting for the results for that this shop/dist contacted me because they were interested in hooking him up, so I talked to them a little and then they met and he started to ride for them, and then he won the damn shoe contest too, and while I know it's his skating that got him hooked up, it's kinda thanks to me it all happened because he'd  never try to get himself hooked up, which I think is the raddest thing about him, he just skates, we didn't do the film as a "sponsor me", I just thought at least he could get a pair of shoes or 2.

Whoa, that was a whole lot of rambling, my "confession" is that I really feel that he should give a pair of shoes or something to thank me, and I feel like such a little bitch because of this... I'm not jealous at all, I'm so hyped for him it's regular, but I think I deserve something because of what I did... I hate myself

It's that guy from "My favourite skater..."-thread by the way

You shouldnt feel bad about that. I'd think it'd be self-evident that he should give you shoes. I mean if I got shoes for free and youd be a friend of mine I'd give oyu shoes even if you had not helped me to get there...did you ask him for shoes?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ed... on May 27, 2008, 11:33:10 AM

I think I might have had a slight panic attack yesterday, an argument with my girlfriend got intense and suddenly I started shaking, finding it hard to breathe, sweating and generally sketching the fuck out...anyone experienced anything like this before?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on May 28, 2008, 07:26:48 PM

i fucking love all of these reality shows on Bravo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Lance on May 28, 2008, 08:39:51 PM

Quote from: brent on May 28, 2008, 07:26:48 PM

i fucking love all of these reality shows on Bravo

yeah im regular for Top Chef, its been my favorite show for years...so good.  Bravo knows T.V. shows...thats real talk!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on May 28, 2008, 09:28:07 PM

they got rid of Dale and kept Lisa? what was that shit!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: leadpencil on May 29, 2008, 06:20:46 AM

Quote from: ed... on May 27, 2008, 11:33:10 AM

I think I might have had a slight panic attack yesterday, an argument with my girlfriend got intense and suddenly I started shaking, finding it hard to breathe, sweating and generally sketching the fuck out...anyone experienced anything like this before?

Well in that one Caswell interview, he said that having a panic attack kinda feels like when you realize that you just lost your wallet and your minds going a million miles per hour trying to figure were you put and retracing your steps. Your situation sounds a lot worse then just a lost wallet, so yeah, it probably was a panic attack. hmm.. I'm not even sure if you are even asking clarity on whether it was a panic attack or not, i'm just rambling

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Lance on May 29, 2008, 07:51:33 AM

Quote from: brent on May 28, 2008, 09:28:07 PM

they got rid of Dale and kept Lisa? what was that shit!

Dale was good but not good enough to be as snotty as he was, Lisa had Passion and fire when it came to her food...bitch just needs to cook it right....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cthulhu! on May 29, 2008, 08:09:35 AM

Time to let it out. Okay so when I was about 17 there was this big girl who lived a couple houses away from me. She would always come to my door and wanted to talk. Always. Now I feel like an asshole, but I disliked bigger people the same way you guys hate mayo. So every time she would come over I would laugh at her. I'd be as rude as possible in hopes of her leaving. But she always came back. I would straight up tell her to leave because I couldn't stand her. Hell, I even remember answering the door and close it in her face. Maybe she thought I was joking? Anyway, one day she comes all dolled up and says she wants to tell me something very important. So we're outside and she looks right at me and tell me how much she likes me and if would make her the happiest girl on the planet if we started dating. I said no to her. She finally asked why not and I told her it was because she was too fat. She ran home crying. I didn't care. So that night I remember waking up at like 1 in the morning to all these police sirens. I see an ambulance speed by my house. She hung herself that night. Theres not a day that goes by that I don't think about this. I try to be nice to everyone now.

Going with the weight thing, I'm extremely self conscious about my weight. When I was about 20 I would fucking go puke after a meal. I've stopped but I still wish I was thinner. I hate myself.   :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beeda weeda on May 29, 2008, 10:12:04 AM

Quote from: Cthulhu! on May 29, 2008, 08:09:35 AM

Time to let it out. Okay so when I was about 17 there was this big girl who lived a couple houses away from me. She would always come to my door and wanted to talk. Always. Now I feel like an asshole, but I disliked bigger people the same way you guys hate mayo. So every time she would come over I would laugh at her. I'd be as rude as possible in hopes of her leaving. But she always came back. I would straight up tell her to leave because I couldn't stand her. Hell, I even remember answering the door and close it in her face. Maybe she thought I was joking? Anyway, one day she comes all dolled up and says she wants to tell me something very important. So we're outside and she looks right at me and tell me how much she likes me and if would make her the happiest girl on the planet if we started dating. I said no to her. She finally asked why not and I told her it was because she was too fat. She ran home crying. I didn't care. So that night I remember waking up at like 1 in the morning to all these police sirens. I see an ambulance speed by my house. She hung herself that night. Theres not a day that goes by that I don't think about this. I try to be nice to everyone now.

Going with the weight thing, I'm extremely self conscious about my weight. When I was about 20 I would fucking go puke after a meal. I've stopped but I still wish I was thinner. I hate myself.   :-\

woa.....REAL TALK

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: crapface on May 29, 2008, 10:33:37 AM

Quote from: beeda weeda on May 29, 2008, 10:12:04 AM

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Time to let it out. Okay so when I was about 17 there was this big girl who lived a couple houses away from me. She would always come to my door and wanted to talk. Always. Now I feel like an asshole, but I disliked bigger people the same way you guys hate mayo. So every time she would come over I would laugh at her. I'd be as rude as possible in hopes of her leaving. But she always came back. I would straight up tell her to leave because I couldn't stand her. Hell, I even remember answering the door and close it in her face. Maybe she thought I was joking? Anyway, one day she comes all dolled up and says she wants to tell me something very important. So we're outside and she looks right at me and tell me how much she likes me and if would make her the happiest girl on the planet if we started dating. I said no to her. She finally asked why not and I told her it was because she was too fat. She ran home crying. I didn't care. So that night I remember waking up at like 1 in the morning to all these police sirens. I see an ambulance speed by my house. She hung herself that night. Theres not a day that goes by that I don't think about this. I try to be nice to everyone now.

Going with the weight thing, I'm extremely self conscious about my weight. When I was about 20 I would fucking go puke after a meal. I've stopped but I still wish I was thinner. I hate myself.   :-\

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woa.....REAL TALK

Yea that was some real shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: StabMasterArson on May 29, 2008, 11:29:37 AM

thats awful.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on May 29, 2008, 11:33:01 AM

thread over.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Matze on May 29, 2008, 12:18:49 PM

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thread over.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beeda weeda on May 29, 2008, 12:47:02 PM

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ender ender

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Lance on May 29, 2008, 01:05:54 PM

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ender ender

Quote from: beeda weeda on May 29, 2008, 10:12:04 AM

Quote from: Cthulhu! on May 29, 2008, 08:09:35 AM

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Time to let it out. Okay so when I was about 17 there was this big girl who lived a couple houses away from me. She would always come to my door and wanted to talk. Always. Now I feel like an asshole, but I disliked bigger people the same way you guys hate mayo. So every time she would come over I would laugh at her. I'd be as rude as possible in hopes of her leaving. But she always came back. I would straight up tell her to leave because I couldn't stand her. Hell, I even remember answering the door and close it in her face. Maybe she thought I was joking? Anyway, one day she comes all dolled up and says she wants to tell me something very important. So we're outside and she looks right at me and tell me how much she likes me and if would make her the happiest girl on the planet if we started dating. I said no to her. She finally asked why not and I told her it was because she was too fat. She ran home crying. I didn't care. So that night I remember waking up at like 1 in the morning to all these police sirens. I see an ambulance speed by my house. She hung herself that night. Theres not a day that goes by that I don't think about this. I try to be nice to everyone now.

Going with the weight thing, I'm extremely self conscious about my weight. When I was about 20 I would fucking go puke after a meal. I've stopped but I still wish I was thinner. I hate myself.   :-\

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woa.....REAL TALK

that was some flip in flip out shit right there....if its true...beeda beat me too it....damn son Real Real talk right thuurrrr....keep your head up holmes, can't beat yourself up over it. she probably had lots of other shit goin on it wasn't you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Alan on May 29, 2008, 01:57:49 PM

Remember, it could have gone the other way as well...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S5I5a1FcZ2c

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on May 29, 2008, 02:10:08 PM

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wow..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skaterdavid on May 29, 2008, 02:46:22 PM

that's horrible...

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: OttoMaddox on May 29, 2008, 02:47:38 PM

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wow..

Holy shit. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice weather on May 29, 2008, 03:25:47 PM

that story is horrible. But we need to keep the thread alive, eventhough there's barely a way to beat that confession.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on May 29, 2008, 04:16:55 PM

It's pretty weak that she'd rather kill herself than get some exercise.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bill hates on May 29, 2008, 05:09:49 PM

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wow..

(http://i281.photobucket.com/albums/kk217/crpryor/shocked.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: california love on May 31, 2008, 04:57:56 AM

the only reason I go to school is so my girlfriend will let me fuck her. I dont give 2 shits about college either I feel like I learn more by being out in the world and learning shit myself, through street smarts basically. oh and I lied about my income so i can get financial aid so it works out to my advantage, extra spending money holla

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on June 02, 2008, 08:56:42 PM

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thread over.

[close]

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wow..

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Holy shit. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: barr on June 03, 2008, 10:26:04 PM

Quote from: california love on May 31, 2008, 04:57:56 AM

the only reason I go to school is so my girlfriend will let me fuck her. I dont give 2 shits about college either I feel like I learn more by being out in the world and learning shit myself, through street smarts basically. oh and I lied about my income so i can get financial aid so it works out to my advantage, extra spending money holla

thats nothing!
Cthulhu has everything beat

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on June 03, 2008, 10:36:21 PM

I've been beating it lately to a close friend's mother. I feel terrible afterwards though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: artichoke on June 03, 2008, 11:14:16 PM

I fucking love early Bruce Springsteen.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: california love on June 04, 2008, 02:00:02 AM

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the only reason I go to school is so my girlfriend will let me fuck her. I dont give 2 shits about college either I feel like I learn more by being out in the world and learning shit myself, through street smarts basically. oh and I lied about my income so i can get financial aid so it works out to my advantage, extra spending money holla

[close]

thats nothing!
Cthulhu has everything beat

i know i know... just thought id try and keep it moving along... ha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on June 04, 2008, 08:58:46 PM

there such thing as a retirement place for classic threads?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Broken Dreams on June 05, 2008, 03:40:33 AM

 ever since i saw cardiels sight unseen part i wanted to be a professional skater just like him. even told my parents and shit. then as i grew up i started realizing that i didnt have the skill or energy, and realized i would have to get a job just like everyone else if i wanted to eat and live. i got depressed for about a year and stopped skating but then finally came to the conclusion that its something that has grown on me, and i love it. it isnt about being pro, its just about going out there and skating and shit. now i skate everyday again and its my favorite thing to do. im still scared as fuck about getting a job and all though.

 i cant get girls. i cant even try. if they come to me it ends in less than a week because they think im "not interested". i guess im ok with it though, because the bitches ive talked to arent very fun to talk to. im sure there are cool girls, but im just too lazy to search.

 weed makes me worry less about things, so im pretty much addicted to it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bill hates on June 05, 2008, 03:01:16 PM

Quote from: Good ol' Turd Ferguson on June 04, 2008, 08:58:46 PM

there such thing as a retirement place for classic threads?

speaking of retiring threads.. the day for "trial of jamie thomas" has come and gone

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: StabMasterArson on June 05, 2008, 07:25:42 PM

I think the butt wipe thread should be a classic. Thanks to kilgore and his love of wiping his bum.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: StabMasterArson on June 08, 2008, 01:09:35 AM

I had a mental breakdown this week.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on June 08, 2008, 01:18:07 AM

http://youtube.com/watch?v=BvaExDwQ5cU&amp;feature=related

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on June 08, 2008, 08:19:04 PM

when i was 14 i had eric koston sign my element t-shirt. this was 8 years ago, but considering koston is one of my all time favorites, im a little embarrassed. he was so fucking bummed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bobby digital on June 08, 2008, 10:48:41 PM

i quit smoking but its hard when blunt after blunt is being lit :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beeda weeda on June 09, 2008, 12:14:06 PM

I failed the first grade

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on June 09, 2008, 03:49:30 PM

Quote from: bobby digital on June 08, 2008, 10:48:41 PM

i quit smoking but its hard when blunt after blunt is being lit :-\

i don't really think that's a confession.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty Champignon on June 09, 2008, 03:53:21 PM

there are certain people I know who I hate so much I honestly wouldn't care if they died

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bobby digital on June 09, 2008, 05:20:53 PM

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i quit smoking but its hard when blunt after blunt is being lit :-\

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i don't really think that's a confession.

well i meant to put i made a promise but i broke it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on June 09, 2008, 05:31:35 PM

Quote from: StabMasterArson on June 08, 2008, 01:09:35 AM

I'm having a mental breakdown this week.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pelican on June 10, 2008, 06:19:16 PM

all my friends suck ass. i kind of want to be a farmer when i grow up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: california love on June 11, 2008, 11:24:55 AM

Quote from: kilgore. on June 08, 2008, 01:18:07 AM

http://youtube.com/watch?v=BvaExDwQ5cU&amp;feature=related

pats so underrated

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bill hates on June 11, 2008, 11:30:11 AM

moar pls
(http://frpat.com/images/frpatport.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Absurdicon Delta on June 13, 2008, 08:49:16 PM

^ I'm seriously going to find out your password just so I can delete your account for you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on June 14, 2008, 04:58:50 AM

Quote from: kilgore. on June 08, 2008, 01:18:07 AM

http://youtube.com/watch?v=BvaExDwQ5cU&amp;feature=related

I see you playa..
http://youtube.com/watch?v=teah6DWhiYU

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on June 17, 2008, 06:31:51 PM

I always air guitar in front of the mirror.  I don't even play guitar.  It's like my teenage rock brah trying to get out of me or something.    It's not every time but I'm sure I've done it without thinking about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jesus0nvi4gra on June 22, 2008, 04:18:34 PM

I used to like "The Mixed Tape" by Jack's Mannequin.  I'd listen to it and feel sorry for myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on June 24, 2008, 10:26:04 AM

ive been hanging out with my ex girlfriend, even though i know its going to end the same way as the other times and shes got me right where she wants me. and i havent been telling my friends either.  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jaymeRfortune on June 24, 2008, 01:06:17 PM

i was diagnosed with bipolar2 about 2 months ago.

im seeing a phsychyatrist and a phsychologist so that i can learn to control my mood and my emotions.

its one of the main reasons for my anxiety attacks and the reason i dropped out of skateboarding a few years back because i couldnt travel anymore. so now im learning how to cope with my feelings so ill be able to live a decent life and to be able to travel again

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: buyskateshoes on June 24, 2008, 02:18:08 PM

heavy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ladybug on June 24, 2008, 02:29:41 PM

Quote from: jaymeRfortune on June 24, 2008, 01:06:17 PM

i was diagnosed with bipolar2 about 2 months ago.

im seeing a phsychyatrist and a phsychologist so that i can learn to control my mood and my emotions.

its one of the main reasons for my anxiety attacks and the reason i dropped out of skateboarding a few years back because i couldnt travel anymore. so now im learning how to cope with my feelings so ill be able to live a decent life and to be able to travel again

We're so proud of you...you've come so far in a short time!    :-*

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ladybug on June 24, 2008, 02:32:49 PM

Quote from: StabMasterArson on June 08, 2008, 01:09:35 AM

I had a mental breakdown this week.

That's rough man...don't get down on yourself! It may not seem like it, but things WILL get better.

Quote from: John Bender on June 09, 2008, 03:53:21 PM

there are certain people I know who I hate so much I honestly wouldn't care if they died

Be careful; that much negativity will literally eat you up inside and you'll eventually have a breakdown of your own. If you dislike someone that intensely, why waste your time and energy being angry? Better to just not care or think about them at all and get on with your life...don't let some wastoid ruin your outlook.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on June 24, 2008, 03:51:26 PM

someone should find the 5 or so posts jayme made about dodgersgirl right after they broke up...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ladybug on June 24, 2008, 03:59:09 PM

Quote from: ice nine on June 24, 2008, 03:51:26 PM

someone should find the 5 or so posts jayme made about dodgersgirl right after they broke up...

I've read 'em. Bipolar disorder (especially when untreated) causes all sorts of mood swings and erratic, impulsive behavior. Dangerous combination. He shouldn't have aired his anger in a public forum, but he did so knowing that I was lurking and in his anger, wanted to hurt me. Mission accomplished...and now we're past it. Sincere apologies and personal growth can give a man a clean slate, if he's lucky.  ;)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jaymeRfortune on June 24, 2008, 05:46:40 PM

Quote from: ice nine on June 24, 2008, 03:51:26 PM

someone should find the 5 or so posts jayme made about dodgersgirl right after they broke up...

duuurrrrrrrrrr!!!!!! :P

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blizzy on June 28, 2008, 02:36:22 PM

Quote from: beeda weeda on June 09, 2008, 12:14:06 PM

I failed the first grade

wow dude... i thought i was the only one. i've gotten shit about this for years.... pretty much they put me in something called "pre-first" because i had massive ADD in kindergarden and the teacher was a bitch. i still feel dumb to this day and i had some really awesome kids in my kindergarden class who ide probabely be chilling with today but never got to know personally thanks to my failing. fuck it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jalopy james on June 28, 2008, 06:32:11 PM

i've been having a series of dreams lately where i'm skating and all i do is 360 variations. i can't even 360 that well when i'm awake.

i used to be hardcore into scooting. like....fucking hardcore.

a veal porterhouse broke me of my 3 year vegetarian lifestyle.

the only girls who will lay me are drunk ones.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on June 29, 2008, 03:21:24 AM

"+1"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: anton chigurh on June 29, 2008, 01:41:21 PM

i've been feeling like shit for the past two weeks
i feel like no one likes me anymore
my best friend hasnt talked to me like 2 weeks
and my friends never call me anymore
i do go skate with them sometimes but it feels like theyre all against me
outside of skating i have no one now that i hang out with
wow

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jaymeRfortune on June 29, 2008, 03:33:05 PM

Quote from: anton chigurh on June 29, 2008, 01:41:21 PM

i've been feeling like shit for the past two weeks
i feel like no one likes me anymore
my best friend hasnt talked to me like 2 weeks
and my friends never call me anymore
i do go skate with them sometimes but it feels like theyre all against me
outside of skating i have no one now that i hang out with
wow

did you do smething to piss off your freinds?

if not they just might be busy. that happens to me sometimes, i wont hear from anyone for a couple weeks and then all the sudden my phone will ring off the hook.

but if you did something to bum your freinds out you should probablly get in touch with them and smooth things out and then just be patient.


just my 2 cents

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: anton chigurh on June 30, 2008, 01:32:27 AM

ive just been myself
but i guess they think i'm annoying

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fuck on June 30, 2008, 11:54:29 AM

Quote from: anton chigurh on June 29, 2008, 01:41:21 PM

my best friend hasnt talked to me like 2 weeks
and my friends never call me anymore

Because of this I've been skating alone only 2-3 short days a week for a few the past couple of weeks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joshewwz on June 30, 2008, 04:34:05 PM

Ever since my gf left me about 2 months ago, i've been a big time loner.
I just go to work, come home and drink.
I gave up skating, but thank god it did'nt give up me.
My life has been boring as hell, and insanely lonely.
Maybe i'll go out to the bar tonight and talk to girls....


but I doubt it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bentmode on July 01, 2008, 12:01:52 AM

hey josheeeewz, just take a lesson from crazye eyes killa.

crazy eyes just got to eat da pussy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxty on July 01, 2008, 12:31:27 AM

Quote from: jesus0nvi4gra on June 22, 2008, 04:18:34 PM

I used to like "The Mixed Tape" by Jack's Mannequin.  I'd listen to it and feel sorry for myself.

Got that shit on a free cd from a skateshop awhile back. fuck me.

I jinxed "No Country for Old Med" I came on here about half way threw it saying it was going to be a favorite. Then I watch the rest of it what a weak ending.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beeda weeda on July 01, 2008, 12:10:59 PM

Quote from: blizzy on June 28, 2008, 02:36:22 PM

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I failed the first grade

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wow dude... i thought i was the only one. i've gotten shit about this for years.... pretty much they put me in something called "pre-first" because i had massive ADD in kindergarden and the teacher was a bitch. i still feel dumb to this day and i had some really awesome kids in my kindergarden class who ide probabely be chilling with today but never got to know personally thanks to my failing. fuck it

I was lucky enough to have a late birthday and not be that much older than everyone else. I failed because of some unexpalined vision problems that I didnt get diagnosed until I was 20, I'm kinda blind, and glasses don't work.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Guile on July 01, 2008, 01:25:51 PM

If im at home and im really stoned and lazy, i sit down to pee and sometimes end up sitting there staring into nowhere for multiple minutes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ladybug on July 01, 2008, 01:49:56 PM

As I left the parking garage at school this morning, I realized I forgot something...went back to get it and couldn't remember where the hell I parked my car. I walked around for 45 minutes looking for it. And I don't even smoke pot!!!    :o

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bill hates on July 01, 2008, 03:39:00 PM

ftw

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on July 01, 2008, 03:53:21 PM

it must run in the family (http://i.somethingawful.com/forumsystem/emoticons/emot-downsrim.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jaymeRfortune on July 01, 2008, 10:35:19 PM

here is a confession.

i wish i had my "pbn" account still so i could delete this thread because people like "brent" and "scootboard" fuck it up with nothing to contribute but laughing at my babie's mom

seriously! try participating or just fuck off and stay out of it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ShadowKhaN on July 02, 2008, 02:20:02 AM

After mental breakdown #547 I seriously think I am bipolar. My mom is so maybe I am too. I have the worst mood swings and nobody will talk to me anymore

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on July 03, 2008, 01:20:33 AM

jayme will dude hes there for you. hes there for everyone

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ShadowKhaN on July 03, 2008, 02:35:28 AM

Quote from: ice nine on July 03, 2008, 01:20:33 AM

jayme will dude hes there for you. hes there for everyone

I hope so because I love him  :-[

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: get some on July 04, 2008, 12:33:02 AM

I don't like anyone I occasionally hang out with. All my relationships are pretty half-hearted and I know it's just as much my attitude as it is my faux-friends, but seriously, flakey people are shit and when people get together without even trying to get ahold of you...I've been having a real hard time with relationships since I was like 15 because when people do shit like flake or piss me off and then they just disappear for a while then come back like shit's all good, like what the fuck. Motherfuckers check their little cell phones every time it beeps when I hang with them, but then I'll call and leave messages and they don't bother to return them. I don't have an ego and I really don't think friendships are that hard and the fucked up thing is that they really do like me and act like they just want to kcik it, so I don't understand why they can't be a little more chivalrous like returning a fucking phone call...Truthfully, I miss the days when it was strictly skating and nobody had to be stoned to skate or had girlfriends to run off to call every hour. I understand having a life, but when you make plans to meet up with a friend and they are nowhere to be found, your friends suck and that's exactly what I'm realizing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jaymeRfortune on July 06, 2008, 11:49:32 AM

Quote from: ShadowKhaN on July 03, 2008, 02:35:28 AM

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jayme will dude hes there for you. hes there for everyone

[close]

I hope so because I love him  :-[

 :-*


 ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Numeral on July 09, 2008, 03:58:50 PM

i few days ago i was high and read the whole thread.

I'm turning off the computer next time i get high

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on July 10, 2008, 08:04:55 AM

i had a one night stand and i told the girl after i had aids, jokingly, to scare her into not having sex with strangers again.. she thought it was funny and we've been dating for a year now. i don't know who is the bigger idiot in this relationship. i'm going to stop drinking so much.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: danker peaches on July 12, 2008, 10:53:16 AM

Quote from: busey on July 10, 2008, 08:04:55 AM

i had a one night stand and i told the girl after i had aids, jokingly, to scare her into not having sex with strangers again.. she thought it was funny and we've been dating for a year now. i don't know who is the bigger idiot in this relationship. i'm going to stop drinking so much.

shes just stoked that she found someone else with aids

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ladybug on July 16, 2008, 09:12:40 PM

Quote from: danker peaches on July 12, 2008, 10:53:16 AM

shes just stoked that she found someone else with aids

Money

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on July 16, 2008, 10:11:37 PM

hahaha! zing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skimthefat on July 20, 2008, 07:12:14 AM

my life is purely skateboarding
feels like i dont have many close friends
my closest best bud who i skated with all the time moved and now it sucks
i've almost finished school and have no idea what i'm doing after it, all i know is ill be skating
i dont think im going to college
i dont have many friends who are girls
but when i do, and i'm tryin' something with them, thats all i am too them... a friend...
i suck at relationships
i hate my town
i hate the fact people i barely see/care about will be moving next year even though i want to move ?
i want to live in san jose, but i'm just some 18 yr old australian dude with barely any money
i dont have a job, and find it real hard to get one
i really used to worry about the future but that's all behind me now
i dont do drugs but drink occasionally and still wonder how i'm broke or not as good at skateboarding as i'd like to be

yeah, that's it for now...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jildo on July 21, 2008, 12:19:08 AM

last summer after some whiskey i fooled around with my cousin by marriage..


oh yeah and i dont regret it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on July 21, 2008, 10:48:01 PM

there was some weird junkie shooting up and preaching god in front of my house so i called the cops because i was bored and thought they would do something awesome like kick his ass or pistol whip him. they didn't and i'm still bored and feel like a nark.

monday nights suck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on July 21, 2008, 11:27:35 PM

i think im a psycho

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on July 22, 2008, 12:57:00 AM

Quote from: jildo on July 21, 2008, 12:19:08 AM

last summer after some whiskey i fooled around with my cousin by marriage..


oh yeah and i dont regret it

cousin by marriage isn't that bad, so long as you didn't grow up all cousin-ly since childhood

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lenny on July 22, 2008, 04:03:58 AM

Its 5am and i'm playing halo on live, nerd style.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: toonie on July 22, 2008, 04:25:53 AM

Quote from: lenny on July 22, 2008, 04:03:58 AM

Its 5am and i'm playing halo on live, nerd style.

it's 5:24am and i'm watching goldfish

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on July 23, 2008, 05:42:43 AM

Quote from: toonie on July 22, 2008, 04:25:53 AM

Quote from: lenny on July 22, 2008, 04:03:58 AM

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Its 5am and i'm playing halo on live, nerd style.

[close]

it's 5:24am and i'm watching goldfish

It's 6:30 am and I'm on here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on July 23, 2008, 05:23:34 PM

Quote from: jildo on July 21, 2008, 12:19:08 AM

last summer after some whiskey i fooled around with my cousin by marriage..


oh yeah and i dont regret it

damn, props on doing it and not feeling bad. i wouldnt either.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on July 24, 2008, 05:14:02 AM

Quote from: toonie on July 22, 2008, 04:25:53 AM

Quote from: lenny on July 22, 2008, 04:03:58 AM

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Its 5am and i'm playing halo on live, nerd style.

[close]

it's 5:24am and i'm watching goldfish

It's 5:01 am and I'm debating with someone about the legitamacy of anal sex

also I've got 177 pm's and the bulk of them are from Jayme, james and Jamie telling me not to pm them when I'm drunk

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gnartastic on July 24, 2008, 01:58:46 PM

Quote from: Pappalardos Pizza on July 03, 2008, 06:44:00 PM

i'm flow for RS clothing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on July 27, 2008, 12:32:32 AM

ive gotten too nervous to get it up and its really really awkward. happened like 3 times. more than one girl. only happens when its time to put the condom on....shit sucks so bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on July 27, 2008, 06:06:14 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on July 27, 2008, 12:32:32 AM

ive gotten too nervous to get it up and its really really awkward. happened like 3 times. more than one girl. only happens when its time to put the condom on....shit sucks so bad.

yep. been there. it does suck. you feel so bad afterwards.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on July 27, 2008, 06:56:15 PM

Quote from: oyolar on July 27, 2008, 06:06:14 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on July 27, 2008, 12:32:32 AM

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ive gotten too nervous to get it up and its really really awkward. happened like 3 times. more than one girl. only happens when its time to put the condom on....shit sucks so bad.

[close]

yep. been there. it does suck. you feel so bad afterwards.

yeah man. luckily both girls were cool about it afterwards and with the first one things worked great the next time and from then on. hopefully with this new one itll work better next time haha. im 21! i shouldnt have ED yet. made me re-think the daily masturbation of the past 7 years though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on July 27, 2008, 08:41:13 PM

I pissed myself in my sleep a couple weeks ago, in someone else's sleeping bag... and air matresse

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Captain Spaulding on July 28, 2008, 06:54:55 AM

When i was about 16 i got pretty drunk at a family christmas party. Came home and went to sleep. Must have half woken up, probably not after very long, needing to piss. But i was so hammered that for some reason I couldn't walk to the pisser? Instead I pissed all over my carpet floor and went back to bed. Still baffles me to this day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: patar on July 28, 2008, 10:16:06 PM

I hate a lot of my friends, but have no one else to skate with
I have no guts whatsoever and bail everything
I can't jump off a three stair without my knees being sore the next day
girls always say they like me but don't want to be in a relationship
Im not friends with a lot of girls
all I do is skate, but now I'm being faced with what I'll do when my knees no longer allow me to skate
I feel like a total douche writing this
I complain to much

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on July 29, 2008, 11:41:31 AM

i really like that show "date my ex" on bravo. i get all giddy when i watch it and have like this silly smirk on my face. i like most shows on bravo actually and shows like that in general.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on July 29, 2008, 12:03:23 PM

i get all giddy when theres a new episode of jon and kate plus 8

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on July 29, 2008, 01:02:53 PM

I smacked a wasp with a shovel yesterday in an effort to go green and not ruin the environment with pesticides.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on July 29, 2008, 06:34:23 PM

Quote from: brent on July 29, 2008, 12:03:23 PM

i get all giddy when theres a new episode of jon and kate plus 8

ewww, it was so gross when the showed the footage of her stomach when she was pregnant

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: barr on July 29, 2008, 10:00:47 PM

Quote from: patar on July 28, 2008, 10:16:06 PM

I hate a lot of my friends, but have no one else to skate with
I have no guts whatsoever and bail everything
I can't jump off a three stair without my knees being sore the next day
girls always say they like me but don't want to be in a relationship
Im not friends with a lot of girls
all I do is skate, but now I'm being faced with what I'll do when my knees no longer allow me to skate
I feel like a total douche writing this
I complain to much

no more of these please

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: california love on July 30, 2008, 11:09:05 AM

Quote from: barr on July 29, 2008, 10:00:47 PM

Quote from: patar on July 28, 2008, 10:16:06 PM

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I hate a lot of my friends, but have no one else to skate with
I have no guts whatsoever and bail everything
I can't jump off a three stair without my knees being sore the next day
girls always say they like me but don't want to be in a relationship
Im not friends with a lot of girls
all I do is skate, but now I'm being faced with what I'll do when my knees no longer allow me to skate
I feel like a total douche writing this
I complain to much

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no more of these please

ryan sheckler over here. i think he copy pasted that from an actual episode maybe?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on July 31, 2008, 09:01:55 AM

i just watched 2 hours straight of engaged and underage and i don't regret it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jesus0nvi4gra on July 31, 2008, 12:12:35 PM

I stayed up til 5:30 AM last night watching a rip of the Sex & The City movie online, and I almost jerked it to some titties.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on August 01, 2008, 06:41:41 AM

i got pretty drunk last night and ended up having a wwf wrestling match with my friend as everyone watched on in horror...i went to power bomb him but missed the couch and ended up power bombing him on top of a table and he thinks he broke a rib...in the morning i thought i'd feel bad but i still think it's funny.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Captain Obvious on August 01, 2008, 07:18:04 PM

My name actually isn't Captain Obvious.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on August 01, 2008, 07:23:10 PM

Quote from: Captain Obvious on August 01, 2008, 07:18:04 PM

My name actually isn't Doctor Handsome.

And I'm not a doctor. But I am handsome.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Well Comma on August 09, 2008, 03:01:11 PM

This isn't a "Real Confession", but my former user name was Nadie (nah-dee-a). I couldn't log in to that account after the boards were changed, so I made this account in May, only to find out that I also couldn't log in to it either. I lurked for a while until I tried to make a new account, but then I remembered this one, which actually worked.

I'm Baaaaaaaaaaaaack!

(http://img208.imageshack.us/img208/6344/image23xr6.jpg) (http://imageshack.us)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on August 09, 2008, 04:24:03 PM

(http://www.tech-shui.com/comic.book.guy.gif)

worst confession ever...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on August 09, 2008, 11:40:10 PM

Sometimes I masturbate with a sandpaper glove when I'm high off sherm...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skateskateskate on August 10, 2008, 01:46:39 AM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on August 09, 2008, 11:40:10 PM

Sometimes I masturbate with a sandpaper glove when I'm high off sherm...

fuck dude, how smooth is your cock now?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: snitchers on August 16, 2008, 07:42:23 PM

i'm unsure wether to jack-off a few hours before sex or not?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on August 16, 2008, 08:48:32 PM

Quote from: snitchers on August 16, 2008, 07:42:23 PM

i'm unsure wether to jack-off a few hours before sex or not?

usually it's probably a good idea. however a few days ago i did this and then i had a serious problem getting an erection during sex. and it was embarrassing. then again you don't want to go in there busting your canons quick. i guess it's probably worse to bust too quick than to not get it up. or is it? i don't really know. just do what you're heart tells you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DevilOnEnzyte on August 16, 2008, 10:11:52 PM

This is my 3rd Slap account.
I was once a pal.
A couple weeks ago, I had sex with a very good friend of mine and ruined our very good 4+ year friendship.
I hate my job and my co-workers are a bunch of assholes.
I masturbate waaaaay too much.

But...

I'm happy with my life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fake account gets locked on August 17, 2008, 07:59:20 PM

Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on August 16, 2008, 10:11:52 PM

This is my 3rd Slap account.
I was once a pal.
A couple weeks ago, I had sex with a very good friend of mine and ruined our very good 4+ year friendship.
I hate my job and my co-workers are a bunch of assholes.
I masturbate waaaaay too much.

But...

I'm happy with my life.

Hey man, what were your other accounts called?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fake account gets locked on August 17, 2008, 08:26:55 PM

All of my anger and e-thugging comes from deep seeded inadequacies that I struggle with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on August 17, 2008, 09:48:33 PM

Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on August 16, 2008, 10:11:52 PM

This is my 3rd Slap account.
I was once a pal.
A couple weeks ago, I had sex with a very good friend of mine and ruined our very good 4+ year friendship.
I hate my job and my co-workers are a bunch of assholes.
I masturbate waaaaay too much.

But...

I'm happy with my life.

hell yeah! glad you're back, man.

having enough privacy to beat off is awesome

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: spungo on August 20, 2008, 09:24:43 PM

Quote from: snitchers on August 16, 2008, 07:42:23 PM

i'm unsure wether to jack-off a few hours before sex or not?

During the act of coitus, just repeat to yourself, "grandma on the toilet, grandma on the toilet."   It works for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: j....soy..... on August 21, 2008, 08:06:50 AM

surfing+longboarding=skimboarding....which I do....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on August 21, 2008, 08:18:22 AM

i collected a huge jar of change and planned on throwing it on a busy street while all the hobos dodged fast moving cars like frogger to get it...my girlfriend talked me out of it and now i feel pussy whipped.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on August 22, 2008, 04:16:17 PM

I hate beer... like, really hate it.... :-[

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: frisco on August 23, 2008, 01:37:08 AM

I lie, alot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jalopy james on August 23, 2008, 04:20:48 PM

Quote from: frisco on August 23, 2008, 01:37:08 AM

I lie, alot.

no you fucking don't.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Whirling Dervish on August 23, 2008, 06:37:53 PM

This is my 5th or 6th account over the last couple of days.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxty on August 24, 2008, 11:53:49 AM

I never wash my hair ever. I hate the feeling when you push it back in the shower and it feels like wet rubber. When I talk to my friends about washing their hair one said "Can you believe some people don't wash it every day" me "I feel bad for hobos"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wake and bacon on August 24, 2008, 08:09:44 PM

that wet rubber feeling gets to me too.

i always seem to get attracted to girls that my homies are with. never really do anything about it because it's not worth it, but i still lay down some small mack talk here and there. im sure this will get me into some trouble (brodeo) sometime in my life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on August 25, 2008, 05:34:53 AM

Quote from: oyolar on July 27, 2008, 06:06:14 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on July 27, 2008, 12:32:32 AM

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ive gotten too nervous to get it up and its really really awkward. happened like 3 times. more than one girl. only happens when its time to put the condom on....shit sucks so bad.

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yep. been there. it does suck. you feel so bad afterwards.

I've been there. I tried to come up with excuses because I thought she felt bad and I didn't want her to think it was because of her and I also didn't want her to think that I have ED because I know that usually I have no problem at all getting it up. In the end I made everything worse and she thought I didn't like her because I said a lot of stuff you shouldn't say. I guess "I'm sorry, I have ED" would be the best way to handle that. You will both have a laugh, that will ease up the tension and maybe it works then. I wonder why it happens the moment you try to put the condom on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on August 25, 2008, 08:04:20 AM

i think it's the nerves, and just the pressure to perform, this has happened to me before too. getting drunk beforehand helps. it eases the tension and takes some pressure off.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on August 25, 2008, 12:03:18 PM

i'm the opposite, my boner never goes down

in public, at funerals, etc

its like the opposite of e.d

it rules.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxty on August 25, 2008, 07:06:26 PM

Quote from: busey on August 25, 2008, 12:03:18 PM

i'm the opposite, my boner never goes down

in public, at funerals, etc

its like the opposite of e.d

it rules.

what are you 12?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gest on August 25, 2008, 09:43:51 PM

music is my life
i love photography
MY FRIENDS ARE AMAZINGGGGG

lol thats the confessions my ex girl made on her myspace

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on August 25, 2008, 11:12:04 PM

Quote from: baxty on August 25, 2008, 07:06:26 PM

Quote from: busey on August 25, 2008, 12:03:18 PM

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i'm the opposite, my boner never goes down

in public, at funerals, etc

its like the opposite of e.d

it rules.

[close]

what are you 12?

12.5 soon. why? you interested?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on August 26, 2008, 09:00:16 AM

Quote from: Gest on August 25, 2008, 09:43:51 PM

music is my life
i love photography
MY FRIENDS ARE AMAZINGGGGG

lol thats the confessions my ex girl made on her myspace

Look at any 15-18 year old girl's myspace. They all say that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: guy le douche on August 26, 2008, 07:43:08 PM

Quote from: Doctor Handsome on August 26, 2008, 09:00:16 AM

Quote from: Gest on August 25, 2008, 09:43:51 PM

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music is my life
i love photography
MY FRIENDS ARE AMAZINGGGGG

lol thats the confessions my ex girl made on her myspace

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Look at any 15-18 year old girl's myspace. They all say that.

so true

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on August 28, 2008, 12:58:51 PM

I just woke up and now I'm drinking Natural Light.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pelican on August 28, 2008, 06:14:29 PM

i feel like i got stupid, and that i won't be able to do well in school anymore. it's weird longing for a feeling that you don't remember what it's like.

i really miss all my pets back home.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on August 28, 2008, 09:40:00 PM

Quote from: Pelican on August 28, 2008, 06:14:29 PM

i feel like i got stupid, and that i won't be able to do well in school anymore. it's weird longing for a feeling that you don't remember what it's like.

i've been feeling that way too.  i graduated from college 6 years ago, and I'm thinking about going back for a second degree.  i'm worried that i'm going to forget easy shit like basic math and chemistry and that i'll get left in the dust by kids 10 years younger than me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergioflorez on August 28, 2008, 11:27:35 PM

i live in fear of issues that are out of my control. at first thought, i would think this stuff had/has nothing to do with my life. they are affecting me in every way possible. issues that i can't/will not fully understand. i freak out at night just thinking about blah blah blah. google video/youtube is my only news source. i don't think for myself. here i am putting my thoughts into the universe. how is this helping me? i'm not even giving the full story as to why i feel/am so confused. i don't want to. i'll just leave it at this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Livin The Psychedelic Lif on August 29, 2008, 11:05:18 PM

Quote from: sergioflorez on August 28, 2008, 11:27:35 PM

i live in fear of issues that are out of my control. at first thought, i would think this stuff had/has nothing to do with my life. they are affecting me in every way possible. issues that i can't/will not fully understand. i freak out at night just thinking about blah blah blah. google video/youtube is my only news source. i don't think for myself. here i am putting my thoughts into the universe. how is this helping me? i'm not even giving the full story as to why i feel/am so confused. i don't want to. i'll just leave it at this.

just take a hit and chill out brah....
life is too complicated if you try to understand it in one bite, take it slowly. life is life and you cant really control because we dont live in a perfect world, instead, just go with the flow....
hehe hope it helps, cuz i had one beers to many.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: danker peaches on August 29, 2008, 11:47:29 PM

I have gotten really paranoid lately. I am very worried about someone breaking into my house now that i broke my foot and i never am with out my cell phone not because i am texting or calling people but because i feel i need it to be safe. 911 is the only number i have on speed dial.  When i have baths i can't handle not having my cast on if i need to run or something and i won't play any music after it gets late because i need to hear if someone is breaking in. One of the first things i did was take the screen off my window so i could get out it quickly if i need to. I also am regular at spelling and will do anything to get out of showing people my written work without spell checking it on a computer first. I lost %15 of my English mark because i never did any peer editing even if i had it done. I would always come 20 mins late on the spelling tests days to make sure i missed it because the class marks each others. I have no self confidence at all. It fucking sucks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on August 30, 2008, 02:44:29 PM

Quote from: danker peaches on August 29, 2008, 11:47:29 PM

I have gotten really paranoid lately. I am very worried about someone breaking into my house now that i broke my foot and i never am with out my cell phone not because i am texting or calling people but because i feel i need it to be safe. 911 is the only number i have on speed dial. 

you should get a telescope, notice a creepy neighbor and have an attractive lady friend to re-enact 'rear window'

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bill hates on August 30, 2008, 11:52:49 PM

Quote from: danker peaches on August 29, 2008, 11:47:29 PM

I am very worried about someone breaking into my house now that i broke my foot and i never am with out my cell phone not because i am texting or calling people but because i feel i need it to be safe.

i wouldnt worry about your foot, usually bad guys only want money or your womans tinkler

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: frisco on August 31, 2008, 02:11:52 PM

Quote from: max power on August 30, 2008, 02:44:29 PM

Quote from: danker peaches on August 29, 2008, 11:47:29 PM

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I have gotten really paranoid lately. I am very worried about someone breaking into my house now that i broke my foot and i never am with out my cell phone not because i am texting or calling people but because i feel i need it to be safe. 911 is the only number i have on speed dial. 

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you should get a telescope, notice a creepy neighbor and have an attractive lady friend to re-enact 'rear window'

haha yes!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on August 31, 2008, 03:09:25 PM

haha glad to see im not the only one. lately its in my head so much that ive given up on even trying anything past kissing because i know i'll fuck it up. might try the drunk thing if i ever need to. i guess its a good thing sort of, now im not having sex with a bunch of random girls.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on September 02, 2008, 10:08:05 PM

i can't talk to girls.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pelican on September 03, 2008, 03:23:58 PM

Quote from: oyolar on September 02, 2008, 10:08:05 PM

i can't talk to girls.

then scream at them

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Livin The Psychedelic Lif on September 03, 2008, 04:32:35 PM

Quote from: Pelican on September 03, 2008, 03:23:58 PM

Quote from: oyolar on September 02, 2008, 10:08:05 PM

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i can't talk to girls.

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then scream at them

or whistle at em...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxty on September 06, 2008, 11:50:27 AM

Quote from: busey on August 25, 2008, 11:12:04 PM

Quote from: baxty on August 25, 2008, 07:06:26 PM

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Quote from: busey on August 25, 2008, 12:03:18 PM

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i'm the opposite, my boner never goes down

in public, at funerals, etc

its like the opposite of e.d

it rules.

[close]

what are you 12?

[close]

12.5 soon. why? you interested?

Im 12...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ribbons on September 10, 2008, 10:32:52 AM

i kept getting drunk last week and ringing phone sex numbers, im never getting that drunk as often again

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Listen on September 21, 2008, 03:45:14 PM

fcuked a r

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beeda weeda on September 22, 2008, 07:14:45 AM

When I was about 12-13, I used to take toonies and loonies from my Dad's change jar while he was still at wrok. My parents own their own business so they would often work until 6-7  at night, and had a cleaning lady come once a week to tiday up. anyways, taking 5 toonies  every couple of days for a year or so, my dad finally noticed, asked me if I had been stealing from him, I said no, its probably the cleaning lady (who was like 100 years old) so they fired her and I swallowed the guilt.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: peacepappies on September 22, 2008, 08:20:35 AM

hah! thats fucking tight

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on September 22, 2008, 01:06:05 PM

The other day I drank a lot of brandy and I know a kid I skate with and he came to this fishing area where I was drinking. He brought two friends, one kid in a wheelchair and this 17 year old black girl. I thought the girls boobs looked great and asked to touch them and she said yes. Those were the first black girl boobs I have ever touched. She also said she would be 18 in a month so it was ok. I then asked them where I could purchase some crack but didn't get any. So yeah I'm sketchy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on September 22, 2008, 01:16:31 PM

dude you smokin' crack now?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on September 22, 2008, 01:19:44 PM

Quote from: brent on September 22, 2008, 01:16:31 PM

dude you smokin' crack now?

No I've never smoked crack. At first I asked if he could just get some decent coke, then I remembered him talking about smoking crack. I dunno, I was fucked up. The only time I've shot drugs I was drunk. Maybe I shouldn't drink so heavily.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: able on September 22, 2008, 09:07:53 PM

I'm afraid of deleting TOM (http://tbn3.google.com/images?q=tbn:DkPzQDGBLhjjmM:http://www.nndb.com/people/672/000115327/tom-anderson-myspace-sm.jpg) as a myspace friend in fear that the website might retaliate on me or something.

I'm just sick of his bulletins.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wake and bacon on September 22, 2008, 09:17:59 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on August 31, 2008, 03:09:25 PM

haha glad to see im not the only one. lately its in my head so much that ive given up on even trying anything past kissing because i know i'll fuck it up. might try the drunk thing if i ever need to. i guess its a good thing sort of, now im not having sex with a bunch of random girls.

i can't really relate too much, but i will say, that drunk thing definitely works. instead of "shit..." you are like "fuck yeah im bout to WRECK that" or something.... different attitude breeds different situation outcome - kinda works that way with skateboarding too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beeda weeda on September 23, 2008, 01:19:53 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on September 22, 2008, 01:06:05 PM

The other day I drank a lot of brandy and I know a kid I skate with and he came to this fishing area where I was drinking. He brought two friends, one kid in a wheelchair and this 17 year old black girl. I thought the girls boobs looked great and asked to touch them and she said yes. Those were the first black girl boobs I have ever touched. She also said she would be 18 in a month so it was ok. I then asked them where I could purchase some crack but didn't get any. So yeah I'm sketchy.

I don't know you, but I worry about you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on September 23, 2008, 03:30:01 PM

Quote from: beeda weeda on September 23, 2008, 01:19:53 PM

I don't know you, but I worry about you.

this quote reminded me of something a friend told me a couple of days ago. I was at his house and his mother asked what I was up too and stuff, so I told her that I just skating or doing nothing at all and that I can't really see myself studying or working, so the next day at dinner she said to my friend "Filip, I'm worried about Joel..."

yeeah, I'm a bum 8)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ugly ass kook on September 24, 2008, 08:22:17 PM

no your a fag, fags often get those 2 mixed up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bill hates on September 25, 2008, 12:10:06 AM

Quote from: bbk on September 23, 2008, 03:30:01 PM

Quote from: beeda weeda on September 23, 2008, 01:19:53 PM

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I don't know you, but I worry about you.

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this quote reminded me of something a friend told me a couple of days ago. I was at his house and his mother asked what I was up too and stuff, so I told her that I just skating or doing nothing at all and that I can't really see myself studying or working, so the next day at dinner she said to my friend "Filip, I'm worried about Joel..."

yeeah, I'm a bum 8)

you are a euro kid with a haircut from petco, youre not sketchy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SleepyPeePee on October 02, 2008, 02:52:36 PM

Quote from: Doctor Handsome on August 26, 2008, 09:00:16 AM

Quote from: Gest on August 25, 2008, 09:43:51 PM

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music is my life
i love photography
MY FRIENDS ARE AMAZINGGGGG

lol thats the confessions my ex girl made on her myspace

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Look at any 15-18 year old girl's myspace. They all say that.

that is very fuckin true.

everytime i catch myself pervin out on a chick, then find out shes 15-18 years old, they always sound so happy with no worries at all.

you think they're really like that? or are they just hiding all the bullshit on myspace cuz you know, everyone gives a shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on October 10, 2008, 12:27:06 PM

I'm a heroin addict

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergioflorez on October 14, 2008, 03:38:34 AM

putting personal information on a public forum is never a good thing. even in tough times.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on October 14, 2008, 05:34:29 AM

i can't get enough of my super sweet 16 and a shot at love with tila tequila. everyone i tell that to thinks i'm joking or a homo. and i assure you, i am not joking.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hobochilli on October 14, 2008, 04:06:23 PM

i am actually 38 married and have a kid

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: malinas on October 17, 2008, 10:03:03 PM

I jack off to Hubba ads.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: grimcity on October 17, 2008, 10:54:28 PM

I brush my teeth between six and 10 times a day depending on how much coffee I've had and how many cigarettes I happen to be smoking. Everywhere I go I have toothpaste and a toothbrush in my backpack... Arm and Hammer "Advanced Whitening" with peroxide. It's like the Altoids of toothpaste.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Perfection on October 17, 2008, 10:56:17 PM

A clean mouth is a sexy mouth IMO.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on October 18, 2008, 07:55:44 AM

Quote from: grimcity on October 17, 2008, 10:54:28 PM

I brush my teeth between six and 10 times a day depending on how much coffee I've had and how many cigarettes I happen to be smoking. Everywhere I go I have toothpaste and a toothbrush in my backpack... Arm and Hammer "Advanced Whitening" with peroxide. It's like the Altoids of toothpaste.

Isn't that bad for you? I thought over-brushing your teeth took a lot of enamel off or something.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: grimcity on October 18, 2008, 08:51:52 AM

Yeah, I try to be careful about that though. It's just that I smoke and drink tons of coffee, but I hate having bad breath, so I'm always brushing between every other smoke and chewing Eclipse gum after brushing. It's not an OCD, I just have disgusting habits that I have to clean up after.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: guy le douche on October 18, 2008, 10:33:27 AM

Quote from: grimcity on October 18, 2008, 08:51:52 AM

Yeah, I try to be careful about that though. It's just that I smoke and drink tons of coffee, but I hate having bad breath, so I'm always brushing between every other smoke and chewing Eclipse gum after brushing. It's not an OCD, I just have disgusting habits that I have to clean up after.

probably not as safe as you think it is either...
http://www.halifaxpersonalinjurylawyerblog.com/2008/05/chewing_gum_ingredient_may_cause_cancer_health_canada.html

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on October 18, 2008, 11:58:11 PM

bitch, grim knows that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on October 23, 2008, 05:32:44 PM

I am really starting to believe my school was built for mentally challenged people.  The courses here are miserably easy and they don't challenge me at all.  I can't stand hanging out with anybody here either.  I have one or two friends that are alright sometimes, but they get on my nerves real quick. I haven't really talked to a girl my age in I don't know how long, and it's been probably six months since I got any.  Every girl I meet has passed their cool days and gone straight into stupid drunk slut with nothing interesting to say, and some bro's hand already up her skirt.  they seem to dig it, too.  Most of my time spent here is in my room getting high.  Today showed me I cannot go one day here without smoking weed.  I just want to leave and go skate but my ankle won't even let me do that.  I think about going back home but just realize that it wouldn't be any different, just with people I already know.  Probably gonna get a lot of shit for this by people I know in real life that post here. ramble ramble ramble

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: slappies on October 25, 2008, 08:33:09 PM

I hate pretty much everyone I hang out with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on October 25, 2008, 09:21:53 PM

Quote from: slappies on October 25, 2008, 08:33:09 PM

I hate pretty much everyone I hang out with.

then find new friends, wuss.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lurk daddy on October 25, 2008, 10:34:04 PM

im manic depressive and i have OCD about what im going to wear, sometimes before leaving anywhere i change pants atleast 4 or 5 times

all of this is cured when i smoke weed tho  :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on October 26, 2008, 01:39:15 AM

Quote from: grimcity on October 17, 2008, 10:54:28 PM

I brush my teeth between six and 10 times a day depending on how much coffee I've had and how many cigarettes I happen to be smoking. Everywhere I go I have toothpaste and a toothbrush in my backpack... Arm and Hammer "Advanced Whitening" with peroxide. It's like the Altoids of toothpaste.

I brush my teeth 6 to ten times a year

ok, not that few, but it's bad.

and lurk daddy, it seems like I've only got one pair of pants at a time that I actually like wearing, which can't be in any way good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on October 26, 2008, 07:39:50 AM

I'm a compulsive liar and have no idea why (this also applies to stealing :-\). I'll lie about the most trivial stuff, IE what I ate for breakfast, seemingly just because I can.

I hurt my ankle a little over a year ago and haven't landed a legit flip trick since. Also haven't landed a trick on a ledge, flatbar, or stairs; gained over 50 pounds; withdrew from a really good college; and turned down a good job in that time. This leads to me getting depressed and emo every few months.

I've rewritten this post about 20 times already, actually I do that with all of my posts.

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I brush my teeth between six and 10 times a day depending on how much coffee I've had and how many cigarettes I happen to be smoking. Everywhere I go I have toothpaste and a toothbrush in my backpack... Arm and Hammer "Advanced Whitening" with peroxide. It's like the Altoids of toothpaste.

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I brush my teeth 6 to ten times a year

Just when I thought we couldn't have anything else in common...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on October 26, 2008, 10:04:20 AM

Quote from: lurk  daddy on October 25, 2008, 10:34:04 PM

im manic depressive and i have OCD about what im going to wear, sometimes before leaving anywhere i change pants atleast 4 or 5 times

all of this is cured when i smoke weed tho  :)

yo me too! sometimes i get mad girly about like what i'm going to wear even though i wear the same shit like everyday. but i can spend like up to an hour in front of the mirror changing on certain days, and other days i'll just put on whatever. i feel mad gay about it, but whatever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lurk daddy on October 26, 2008, 03:30:35 PM

Quote from: BriDen on October 26, 2008, 07:39:50 AM

This leads to me getting depressed and emo every few months.

try feeling like that for years, im only happy when weed/alcohol is present.
i cant get an I.D = i cant get a job
being on probation makes that 10 times worse
also iim officially over all girls


atleast im not alone with the OCD clothes issue

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on October 26, 2008, 04:04:48 PM

Quote from: Foray on October 23, 2008, 05:32:44 PM

I am really starting to believe my school was built for mentally challenged people.  The courses here are miserably easy and they don't challenge me at all.  I can't stand hanging out with anybody here either.  I have one or two friends that are alright sometimes, but they get on my nerves real quick. I haven't really talked to a girl my age in I don't know how long, and it's been probably six months since I got any.  Every girl I meet has passed their cool days and gone straight into stupid drunk slut with nothing interesting to say, and some bro's hand already up her skirt.  they seem to dig it, too.  Most of my time spent here is in my room getting high.  Today showed me I cannot go one day here without smoking weed.  I just want to leave and go skate but my ankle won't even let me do that.  I think about going back home but just realize that it wouldn't be any different, just with people I already know.  Probably gonna get a lot of shit for this by people I know in real life that post here. ramble ramble ramble

i feel you on this. i cannot connect with anyone at school and am really isolated. ive talked to three people this semester, one being my brother and the other two are friends i know from skating. i go to my classes and then go home, but if i have a break i just walk around laughing at people. ohh well, i still have friends that i have things in common with, i guess that is all that matters

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brandon on October 26, 2008, 05:09:03 PM

feeling everyone on the university blues.  i was miserable as fuck for the first few weeks after i transferred to UCSC.  if your school is in a cool city, spend as much time off campus as possible.  walk around the downtown area alone, check out record stores or other cool little shops.  get psyched on little things, stay on top of your school shit so as to make time for yourself and skating.  stay busy, get enough sleep, and try to exercise.  sounds fucking silly, but trust - it does help.  get out and breathe instead of locking yourself in.

here's a real confession - i just downloaded two circa survive albums.  feel free to ignore me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: artichoke on October 26, 2008, 05:36:19 PM

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I am really starting to believe my school was built for mentally challenged people.  The courses here are miserably easy and they don't challenge me at all.  I can't stand hanging out with anybody here either.  I have one or two friends that are alright sometimes, but they get on my nerves real quick. I haven't really talked to a girl my age in I don't know how long, and it's been probably six months since I got any.  Every girl I meet has passed their cool days and gone straight into stupid drunk slut with nothing interesting to say, and some bro's hand already up her skirt.  they seem to dig it, too.  Most of my time spent here is in my room getting high.  Today showed me I cannot go one day here without smoking weed.  I just want to leave and go skate but my ankle won't even let me do that.  I think about going back home but just realize that it wouldn't be any different, just with people I already know.  Probably gonna get a lot of shit for this by people I know in real life that post here. ramble ramble ramble

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i feel you on this. i cannot connect with anyone at school and am really isolated. ive talked to three people this semester, one being my brother and the other two are friends i know from skating. i go to my classes and then go home, but if i have a break i just walk around laughing at people. ohh well, i still have friends that i have things in common with, i guess that is all that matters

Yeah, glad to know it's not just me.  I talk to like five people at school.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on October 26, 2008, 07:41:52 PM

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I am really starting to believe my school was built for mentally challenged people.  The courses here are miserably easy and they don't challenge me at all.  I can't stand hanging out with anybody here either.  I have one or two friends that are alright sometimes, but they get on my nerves real quick. I haven't really talked to a girl my age in I don't know how long, and it's been probably six months since I got any.  Every girl I meet has passed their cool days and gone straight into stupid drunk slut with nothing interesting to say, and some bro's hand already up her skirt.  they seem to dig it, too.  Most of my time spent here is in my room getting high.  Today showed me I cannot go one day here without smoking weed.  I just want to leave and go skate but my ankle won't even let me do that.  I think about going back home but just realize that it wouldn't be any different, just with people I already know.  Probably gonna get a lot of shit for this by people I know in real life that post here. ramble ramble ramble

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i feel you on this. i cannot connect with anyone at school and am really isolated. ive talked to three people this semester, one being my brother and the other two are friends i know from skating. i go to my classes and then go home, but if i have a break i just walk around laughing at people. ohh well, i still have friends that i have things in common with, i guess that is all that matters

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Yeah, glad to know it's not just me.  I talk to like five people at school.

holy fuck. i feel the same. especially lately. i've been really fucking lazy and depressed and meanwhile, i'm stressing out because i have a shit ton of papers to do and i can't even begin to write them. i might talk to more than five people, but on any given day, i won't talk to anyone other than my suitemates.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on October 28, 2008, 01:49:46 AM

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I brush my teeth between six and 10 times a day depending on how much coffee I've had and how many cigarettes I happen to be smoking. Everywhere I go I have toothpaste and a toothbrush in my backpack... Arm and Hammer "Advanced Whitening" with peroxide. It's like the Altoids of toothpaste.

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Isn't that bad for you? I thought over-brushing your teeth took a lot of enamel off or something.

Yeah, that's actually really bad for your teeth because you brush-off the enamel. If you also use that whitening toothpaste it's even worse, because it also weakens the teeth so they'll eventually get really thin. You should really decrease your brushing habit to 4 times a day max. And even then you should only use supersoft brushes. Everything else is really bad for the enamel. To get rid of coffeebreath you should stick to tonguescrapers. Most of that nasty coffeesmellthing is located on your tongue (and so are 80% of the bacteria), using a tonguescraper and mouthwater will probably have a better effect than brushing 10 times a day, and it's better for your dental health.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on October 28, 2008, 10:30:27 AM

i brush twice a day.. in the shower (crucial, brushing your teeth in the shower is where it's at) and before i go to bed i give it a quick brush with some mouth wash and i'm set. i have huge teeth so i gotta keep them as white as possible, it's all people see.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fuck on October 28, 2008, 08:10:24 PM

Quote from: lurk  daddy on October 25, 2008, 10:34:04 PM

im manic depressive and i have OCD about what im going to wear, sometimes before leaving anywhere i change pants atleast 4 or 5 times

all of this is cured when i smoke weed tho  :)

Mine is kind of similar. I have to have the perfect pair of pants, or I can't do anything. I go through pants monthly. And I change the same way.


I've seemed to lose all drive for life. I haven't skated in what seems like forever, but the whole time I think about skating.
It's just kind of depressing where I went with skating. From every single day for 5 hours, to once a week, to 5 days a week for a few hours, to nothing in week. I don't know what it is.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tanhoe on October 28, 2008, 10:40:11 PM

Quote from: Good ol' Turd Ferguson on October 26, 2008, 01:39:15 AM

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I brush my teeth between six and 10 times a day depending on how much coffee I've had and how many cigarettes I happen to be smoking. Everywhere I go I have toothpaste and a toothbrush in my backpack... Arm and Hammer "Advanced Whitening" with peroxide. It's like the Altoids of toothpaste.

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I brush my teeth 6 to ten times a year

ok, not that few, but it's bad.

and lurk daddy, it seems like I've only got one pair of pants at a time that I actually like wearing, which can't be in any way good.

totally down on the one pair of pants every four months and not brushing teeth much at all. after i typed that i kind of sound like a bum

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on October 28, 2008, 11:00:00 PM

Quote from: busey on October 28, 2008, 10:30:27 AM

brushing your teeth in the shower is where it's at

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on October 29, 2008, 09:09:53 AM

I moved to another country over one year ago and still only have one friend here. I hardly ever skate because i dont know any skaters here and the guys at the skatepark are 14 year old wiggers. But not finding friends is what bothers me most. It really sucks. I'm not even a shy person or anything I just don't get to know anyone interesting. Everyone seems lame.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice weather on October 31, 2008, 01:22:55 AM

Quote from: PopwarOfGuns on October 28, 2008, 01:49:46 AM

Yeah, that's actually really bad for your teeth because you brush-off the enamel. If you also use that whitening toothpaste it's even worse, because it also weakens the teeth so they'll eventually get really thin. You should really decrease your brushing habit to 4 times a day max. And even then you should only use supersoft brushes. Everything else is really bad for the enamel. To get rid of coffeebreath you should stick to tonguescrapers. Most of that nasty coffeesmellthing is located on your tongue (and so are 80% of the bacteria), using a tonguescraper and mouthwater will probably have a better effect than brushing 10 times a day, and it's better for your dental health.

man, you've turned into some kind of nice advice granny or some know it all avatar state kinda guy.


on the college topic I can only agree, although I think it's not so bad in europe, because there's more people like me who only study to run away from actually working and because it doesn't cost nearly as much as in the states or Canada.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brandon on November 02, 2008, 05:54:29 PM

i have a girlfriend of almost two years now, but i'm pretty sure that i am in love (and have been for the past four years) with this other girl.   

YOWZA.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lurk daddy on November 02, 2008, 05:57:46 PM

Quote from: Brandon on November 02, 2008, 05:54:29 PM

i have a girlfriend of almost two years now, but i'm pretty sure that i am in love (and have been for the past four years) with this other girl.   

YOWZA.

you need a vh1 show

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brandon on November 02, 2008, 06:29:35 PM

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i have a girlfriend of almost two years now, but i'm pretty sure that i am in love (and have been for the past four years) with this other girl.   

YOWZA.

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you need a vh1 show

i don't think i'm fucked up enough to even qualify for a pilot episode.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: danker peaches on November 08, 2008, 08:52:59 AM

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I've seemed to lose all drive for life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on November 08, 2008, 09:34:49 AM

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I've seemed to lose all drive for life.

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just fix the transmission then you should be good to go

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lurk daddy on November 08, 2008, 09:35:40 AM

learn how to quote correctly in the boxes ::)
ive get hope things are lookin up tho 8)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Smell Good on November 08, 2008, 10:49:57 AM

I've really only gripped two boards in my life. Not bad, but faaaar from perfect.

Ah, the consequences of riding hand-me-downs

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on November 08, 2008, 01:00:15 PM

Quote from: Smell Good on November 08, 2008, 10:49:57 AM

I've really only gripped two boards in my life.

 and you call yourself a skater?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CUDDLEMONSTER on November 08, 2008, 01:23:49 PM

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I am really starting to believe my school was built for mentally challenged people.  The courses here are miserably easy and they don't challenge me at all.  I can't stand hanging out with anybody here either.  I have one or two friends that are alright sometimes, but they get on my nerves real quick. I haven't really talked to a girl my age in I don't know how long, and it's been probably six months since I got any.  Every girl I meet has passed their cool days and gone straight into stupid drunk slut with nothing interesting to say, and some bro's hand already up her skirt.  they seem to dig it, too.  Most of my time spent here is in my room getting high.  Today showed me I cannot go one day here without smoking weed.  I just want to leave and go skate but my ankle won't even let me do that.  I think about going back home but just realize that it wouldn't be any different, just with people I already know.  Probably gonna get a lot of shit for this by people I know in real life that post here. ramble ramble ramble

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i feel you on this. i cannot connect with anyone at school and am really isolated. ive talked to three people this semester, one being my brother and the other two are friends i know from skating. i go to my classes and then go home, but if i have a break i just walk around laughing at people. ohh well, i still have friends that i have things in common with, i guess that is all that matters

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Yeah, glad to know it's not just me.  I talk to like five people at school.

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holy fuck. i feel the same. especially lately. i've been really fucking lazy and depressed and meanwhile, i'm stressing out because i have a shit ton of papers to do and i can't even begin to write them. i might talk to more than five people, but on any given day, i won't talk to anyone other than my suitemates.

good lord yes and yes. i'm applying to graduate schools this semester and everyone thinks i'm super motivated because i'm always working but really i just know that if i stop i'll never start again. i don't even know if i want to keep going to school but i sure as fuck don't want to do anything else. i've been broke as fuck and am not sure how i'm going to make rent this month. i used to eat out of one can of food a day in order to buy some weed to keep me sane but i've had to stop buying weed to afford internet, rent, school, and some food. i feel like i work hard just to stay afloat and never really gain anything. i had a girl but she locked me in her room one night and said she was going to take all these pills she stole from the pharmacy department and wanted someone to hold her while she killed herself. when i said there was no way i was doing that she tried to kick me out but i knew she was going to do it the second i left and that's not much better. got her roommate to watch her while i dialed the suicide help line but that was mostly to help me out since i was having a panic attack at this point. went and bought cigarettes at a gas station with no shoes while having said panic attack covered in sweat (had to look pretty sketchy but there's a ton of meth heads in the neighborhood so i'm sure they get weirder) and sat on a stranger's porch smoking and talking to my mom on the phone who used to help people not jump out of windows and shit. all in all this has been the worst semester of my life. i've completely withdrawn from all friends because i realized even if they don't mean to all they do is cause me more misery and i can't afford that right now. haven't skated in forever because i can't find money for new trucks. basically i just try to sleep all day and play some guitar and do more grad school shit until that gets too depressing. i'm not even worried about getting in, i'm worried that if they don't offer me a scholarship (i'm on one now) i'll get in and not be able to afford it. i feel like i've been living my life via remote control and none of this is even happening to me. shit, i barely remember what its like to be me. i basically live the life of a junkie without the momentary comfort of drugs. fuck all of this. samuel beckett said it best man: "i can't go on, i'll go on."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: robgonyon on November 08, 2008, 02:32:52 PM

i love rain

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on November 11, 2008, 02:16:37 PM

i went through the super lonely guy at college thing and then said fuck it and moved back home one night. now im at a closer university and enjoying it much more. just remember that the only thing that you need to do in life is have enough money to stay alive. figure out what makes you happy and just do that, dont let yourself be unhappy because life is really short.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on November 11, 2008, 02:27:56 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on November 11, 2008, 02:16:37 PM

i went through the super lonely guy at college thing and then said fuck it and moved back home one night. now im at a closer university and enjoying it much more. just remember that the only thing that you need to do in life is have enough money to stay alive. figure out what makes you happy and just do that, dont let yourself be unhappy because life is really short.

I've decided to do this as well.  Planning on getting a place back home with some good friends, got a job, and going to the local junior college.  I'd rather live on my own then be part of some dorm life that I can't even relate to. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CUDDLEMONSTER on November 11, 2008, 03:52:47 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on November 11, 2008, 02:16:37 PM

i went through the super lonely guy at college thing and then said fuck it and moved back home one night. now im at a closer university and enjoying it much more. just remember that the only thing that you need to do in life is have enough money to stay alive. figure out what makes you happy and just do that, dont let yourself be unhappy because life is really short.

super good call. i can't exactly move back because i'm in my last year here but everyone else i know either dropped out or went back home. next semester will be so much better. i'll have thursdays and fridays off so i can get a job that does more than pay the rent plus all my grad school shit will be in. i won't have to work so hard at school because my transcripts will already be in and i'm taking a much lighter load/no classes before 11. my friend took me out to my favorite bar the other night because he knows i've been bummed but can't really afford the material comforts (he kinda fucked his life too but we're both trying to do this grad school thing together) and i met a cute girl to help me forget about the fucking psychopath. funny how little shit like that helps you deal with the bigger shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mooley on November 12, 2008, 02:22:16 AM

Quote from: skate_bored on November 11, 2008, 02:16:37 PM

i went through the super lonely guy at college thing and then said fuck it and moved back home one night. now im at a closer university and enjoying it much more. just remember that the only thing that you need to do in life is have enough money to stay alive. figure out what makes you happy and just do that, dont let yourself be unhappy because life is really short.

Lately more and more the thought that I should do this has been creeping into my mind. It's fucked. I think the novelty of being somewhere new kinda wore off and I'd really just rather be with actual good friends and some comfortable surroundings.
I feel just generally stuck in that state where I don't know what to do with myself. My work ethic has more or less gone to shit, and since I haven't really found anyone at school I genuinely get along with I feel like I'm doing nothing constructive. It's the kind of situation where I just need to go and skate a hell of a lot, but rainy ass winter means that's a no-go.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pelican on November 12, 2008, 02:54:13 PM

i just want to make love and die

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skimthefat on November 13, 2008, 03:04:38 AM

i have no fucking clue on what i'm gonna do for a job once school is completely finished, that's in about a week. i've thought for so long about it and ended up just been stressed and depressed over it. then i forgot all about it for a year or so and everything was fine, then my dad full lays this career bullshit on me. i want to leave this town but i have nowhere to go, like, somewhere where the scene is good, i have more people to skate with, i can actually progress, shit id be actually happy then. i'd probably have to leave the country for that to happen (usa baby...). but i dont know, i dont know how to get there, how would i survive.. no friends or family, nothing. im thinking about going to a community college, but again, ive got no fucking clue what i'd do there. i'm thinking chef but thatll just end up becoming a no no cause of the hours or lack of interest. its fucked. i've got a shitty job at a fast food place which pays alright, but im 18 and feel like i need something better yknow. ah, fuck, least ive still got plenty of time to skate, but its all these other fucking things which just fuck with me. haven't had a girl in god knows how long, fuck, graduation is this weekend and im just gonna get so fucked up that i really dont care. i think its going to be an emotional weekend, one of the last times ill see all the people from school i hardly talked to... but ill have my friends there, i guess thats all that counts huh

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on November 13, 2008, 06:45:22 AM

Quote from: skimthefat on November 13, 2008, 03:04:38 AM

i have no fucking clue on what i'm gonna do for a job once school is completely finished, that's in about a week. i've thought for so long about it and ended up just been stressed and depressed over it. then i forgot all about it for a year or so and everything was fine, then my dad full lays this career bullshit on me. i want to leave this town but i have nowhere to go, like, somewhere where the scene is good, i have more people to skate with, i can actually progress, shit id be actually happy then. i'd probably have to leave the country for that to happen (usa baby...). but i dont know, i dont know how to get there, how would i survive.. no friends or family, nothing. im thinking about going to a community college, but again, ive got no fucking clue what i'd do there. i'm thinking chef but thatll just end up becoming a no no cause of the hours or lack of interest. its fucked. i've got a shitty job at a fast food place which pays alright, but im 18 and feel like i need something better yknow. ah, fuck, least ive still got plenty of time to skate, but its all these other fucking things which just fuck with me. haven't had a girl in god knows how long, fuck, graduation is this weekend and im just gonna get so fucked up that i really dont care. i think its going to be an emotional weekend, one of the last times ill see all the people from school i hardly talked to... but ill have my friends there, i guess thats all that counts huh

i had the same thing when i finished college...i was only 19 when i graduated (ohh film school, how i love thee) and i was freaking out not knowing what to do after. it took me a while to know what i wanted but once i did i just went for it and got it. you just got to love what you're doing and you'll be fine. trust me on that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: leadpencil on November 14, 2008, 08:02:04 AM

I'm 18 years old, never had a girlfriend, terrible with girls, never been kissed. But goddamnit, shits going to change.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on November 14, 2008, 09:11:54 AM

Don't take his advice, he's only been with 2 girls and they were both fat and ugly and didn't shave their pubes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on November 14, 2008, 09:22:49 AM

Quote from: My penis is on my forehead on November 14, 2008, 08:25:46 AM

that was sorta like me, i didnt get laid til i was 19, then this dude told me:
"just fuck em all mike, fuck em all" cause i was bein mega picky about chicks. then I realized you just gotta fuck em all.
remember guys dont have to be hot
you just gotta be funny and shit, any girl will fuck u if u say the right thing, its like a sales pitch. and the more pitches you make, eventually one of them has to say yes, just make sure it is a good pitch dont go in thinkin it is not going to work you have to believe deep down that THIS WILL WORK I WILL BE FUCKING HER VAGINA TONIGHT.

Shut up virgin.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LloydChristmas on November 14, 2008, 11:29:31 AM

Quote from: My penis is on my forehead on November 14, 2008, 08:25:46 AM

you just gotta be funny and shit, any girl will fuck u if u say the right thing

even if you say the wrong thing.  the fact that girls go for guys that treat them like shit is a complete mind fuck to me.

my advice: be confident 100% of the time, and you'll be fine.  also, don't wait for them to come to you...put a little effort in.  i initially thought the girl i'm with now would NEVER be with me for any reason (mainly because she had a boyfriend), but i made that shit happen. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ben Throttle on November 14, 2008, 05:54:18 PM

I like looking at old Myspace comments of friends who arn't around anymore.... just gives off a nostalgic feel (no homo)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mount Elga on November 14, 2008, 09:09:25 PM

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I brush my teeth between six and 10 times a day depending on how much coffee I've had and how many cigarettes I happen to be smoking. Everywhere I go I have toothpaste and a toothbrush in my backpack... Arm and Hammer "Advanced Whitening" with peroxide. It's like the Altoids of toothpaste.

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I brush my teeth 6 to ten times a year

ok, not that few, but it's bad.

and lurk daddy, it seems like I've only got one pair of pants at a time that I actually like wearing, which can't be in any way good.

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totally down on the one pair of pants every four months and not brushing teeth much at all. after i typed that i kind of sound like a bum

I thought most skateboarders only wore one pair of pants at a time. New pants are one of the hardest things to get used to for skating for me. I'd take new trucks over jeans any day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LloydChristmas on November 15, 2008, 01:53:28 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gq4ychrRkQA
love this song.  when it comes on in the car i fuckin lose it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LloydChristmas on November 15, 2008, 02:12:45 PM

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ive gotten too nervous to get it up and its really really awkward. happened like 3 times. more than one girl. only happens when its time to put the condom on....shit sucks so bad.

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yep. been there. it does suck. you feel so bad afterwards.

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I've been there. I tried to come up with excuses because I thought she felt bad and I didn't want her to think it was because of her and I also didn't want her to think that I have ED because I know that usually I have no problem at all getting it up. In the end I made everything worse and she thought I didn't like her because I said a lot of stuff you shouldn't say. I guess "I'm sorry, I have ED" would be the best way to handle that. You will both have a laugh, that will ease up the tension and maybe it works then. I wonder why it happens the moment you try to put the condom on.

yeah anybody ever try and go through with it while only half hard?  i've been in this situation, humiliatingly mashing my limp dick at her area, but it wouldn't fit.  she initially thought i was too big or something, but of course i didn't fess up to the real problem.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on November 15, 2008, 04:18:31 PM

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yeah anybody ever try and go through with it while only half hard? 

it's better to just say you have whiskey dick. that, or just tell her she's not doing it for you right now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LloydChristmas on November 15, 2008, 09:54:55 PM

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yeah anybody ever try and go through with it while only half hard? 

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it's better to just say you have whiskey dick. that, or just tell her she's not doing it for you right now.

funny you say that.  that's basically what i said, i really didn't give a fuck at the time.  she didn't approve of my drinking, especially if it compromises stuff like that.  long story short, it's over.

edit-
new confession: i miss sleeping next to somebody every night.  oh well, i'll figure it out. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on November 19, 2008, 12:25:42 PM

get yourself a dog. its good for everything except the sex. at least i dont know about it. but dogs are softer and cosier to cuddle with, they are better listeners for your problems and they don't talk so much bullshit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on November 20, 2008, 02:23:26 PM

I fucking love the berrics

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on November 20, 2008, 03:25:36 PM

Quote from: PopwarOfGuns on November 19, 2008, 12:25:42 PM

get yourself a dog. its good for everything except the sex. at least i dont know about it. but dogs are softer and cosier to cuddle with, they are better listeners for your problems and they don't talk so much bullshit.

And they actually like you. Girls just want your fuckin money!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on November 21, 2008, 03:25:37 PM

Quote from: PopwarOfGuns on November 19, 2008, 12:25:42 PM

get yourself a dog. its good for everything except the sex. at least i dont know about it. but dogs are softer and cosier to cuddle with, they are better listeners for your problems and they don't talk so much bullshit.

whos going to burn your food?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on November 22, 2008, 01:49:58 AM

Quote from: PopwarOfGuns on November 19, 2008, 12:25:42 PM

get yourself a dog. its good for everything except the sex. at least i dont know about it. but dogs are softer and cosier to cuddle with, they are better listeners for your problems and they don't talk so much bullshit.

today my puppy sat on a chair while i ate lunch and just made noises at me like he wanted to talk. i made the noises back and we had a 20 minute conversation of just noises back and forth. i love my dog like i'd love my first born child and i've had him for 2 weeks.

i'd also like to admit that my life at this point is perfect and i couldn't be happier and things hopefully are only going to get better...and i think i owe it all to thinking positive as weird as it sounds. or selling my soul to richard karn. i don't know, whatever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on November 22, 2008, 02:11:59 AM

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get yourself a dog. its good for everything except the sex. at least i dont know about it. but dogs are softer and cosier to cuddle with, they are better listeners for your problems and they don't talk so much bullshit.

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today my puppy sat on a chair while i ate lunch and just made noises at me like he wanted to talk. i made the noises back and we had a 20 minute conversation of just noises back and forth. i love my dog like i'd love my first born child and i've had him for 2 weeks.

i'd also like to admit that my life at this point is perfect and i couldn't be happier and things hopefully are only going to get better...and i think i owe it all to thinking positive as weird as it sounds. or selling my soul to richard karn. i don't know, whatever.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brandon on November 22, 2008, 08:15:48 PM

i want to have a threesome with my girlfriend and her friend/co-worker.  my girlfriend is not completely opposed to this idea, but her friend/co-worker has a boyfriend.  i am determined to make this work.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on November 23, 2008, 03:20:27 PM

Quote from: Brandon on November 22, 2008, 08:15:48 PM

i want to have a threesome with my girlfriend and her friend/co-worker.  my girlfriend is not completely opposed to this idea, but her friend/co-worker has a boyfriend.  i am determined to make this work.

I'm kind of in the same position, I want to have a threesome with my girl's friend. They're both really down but her friend has a boyfriend. Fucking weak.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on November 23, 2008, 05:38:33 PM

id love to figure out how the fuck you two got into those situations.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: snitchers on November 23, 2008, 07:12:10 PM

I was having sex my girlfriend and her best friend (who is a gnarly slut and didn't get any dick that night) tried to climb into bed with us, but i told her to fuck off. Kinda regretting it now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brandon on November 23, 2008, 07:46:07 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on November 23, 2008, 05:38:33 PM

id love to figure out how the fuck you two got into those situations.

honestly, if you've been with a girl for a really long time and you're both comfortable with each other, it's not a hard topic to bring up.  i mentioned it the first couple of times as a joke, but then she kind of started to get into it.  just takes some time and the right kind of coaxing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on November 23, 2008, 08:55:57 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on November 23, 2008, 05:38:33 PM

id love to figure out how the fuck you two got into those situations.

one time i made out with 4 half naked chicks on my bed and for some reason never whipped it out. i think about it every day like 'dude, what the fuck'
it wasn't like it was stage fright, i think i was just too drunk to remember that i had a wiener.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stoeipoes on November 24, 2008, 07:04:29 PM

Me too.
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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HGDhero on November 25, 2008, 04:28:37 PM

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id love to figure out how the fuck you two got into those situations.

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honestly, if you've been with a girl for a really long time and you're both comfortable with each other, it's not a hard topic to bring up.  i mentioned it the first couple of times as a joke, but then she kind of started to get into it.  just takes some time and the right kind of coaxing.

This is a great idea, and i think you should totally go for it..but from past expierences, my longterm Girlfriend seemed like she was down, talking about it getting all hyped up before hand, but when it comes down for gametime she kinda freak out at the idea, halfway threw, and then totally held it over my head when i kept rocking. Better to try to get this sceaniro going with some random drunks chicks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jalopy james on December 03, 2008, 03:32:38 AM

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id love to figure out how the fuck you two got into those situations.

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honestly, if you've been with a girl for a really long time and you're both comfortable with each other, it's not a hard topic to bring up.  i mentioned it the first couple of times as a joke, but then she kind of started to get into it.  just takes some time and the right kind of coaxing.

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This is a great idea, and i think you should totally go for it..but from past expierences, my longterm Girlfriend seemed like she was down, talking about it getting all hyped up before hand, but when it comes down for gametime she kinda freak out at the idea, halfway threw, and then totally held it over my head when i kept rocking. Better to try to get this sceaniro going with some random drunks chicks

i tried to jokingly bring this up with my last girlfriend and she slapped the shit out of me.
i don't want to go into the whole story because it's just awesome to me but it ended up going down.
not gonna lie, it was a little awkward but i made it work. but i'm sure it's part of the reason why we broke up.

random drunk chicks are a little dangerous, though. go with 2 drunk chicks that you know, but aren't in a relationship with. now that's the shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on December 03, 2008, 02:56:27 PM

i think i have some chubby-chasing tendencies. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pelican on December 05, 2008, 12:28:16 AM

i'm so fucking lonely i've just given up hope on someone actually caring about me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: City of Drunken Totems on December 05, 2008, 01:45:46 PM

Quote from: Pelican on December 05, 2008, 12:28:16 AM

i'm so fucking lonely i've just given up hope on someone actually caring about me.

im borderline ther too man, life sucks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: red deer. on December 07, 2008, 06:03:36 AM

Quote from: Pelican on December 05, 2008, 12:28:16 AM

i'm so fucking lonely i've just given up hope on someone actually caring about me.

after black hammers?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Claude Tanner on December 10, 2008, 10:23:01 AM

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i went through the super lonely guy at college thing and then said fuck it and moved back home one night. now im at a closer university and enjoying it much more. just remember that the only thing that you need to do in life is have enough money to stay alive. figure out what makes you happy and just do that, dont let yourself be unhappy because life is really short.

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Lately more and more the thought that I should do this has been creeping into my mind. It's fucked. I think the novelty of being somewhere new kinda wore off and I'd really just rather be with actual good friends and some comfortable surroundings.
I feel just generally stuck in that state where I don't know what to do with myself. My work ethic has more or less gone to shit, and since I haven't really found anyone at school I genuinely get along with I feel like I'm doing nothing constructive. It's the kind of situation where I just need to go and skate a hell of a lot, but rainy ass winter means that's a no-go.

I did this and it was probably the best decision in my life, it's so much better to be with your real homies, even if the weather isn't as good in Calgary as Victoria I like it so much better here and up until 2 days ago we were able to skate everyday.  The exact same situation happened to me all I did was sit in my basement suite on the internet lacking any motivation to do anything constructive. If you can't skate outside I would much rather it be sunny with snow on the ground then rainy, at least you can go out and be a little shithead in the snow, I have no motivation when it rains.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Landshark on December 11, 2008, 12:24:01 PM

I'm actually really bummed about my rep.
I keep getting kooked and I don't know why.  With no direction, I have no chance at self improvement, and I don't want to be the guy that people hate here.  This also begs the question as to whether I really am a kook in real life.  Maybe the reason I always get turned down for jobs is that the boss thinks I might be a kook and decides not to hire me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on December 11, 2008, 01:06:45 PM

i got you man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on December 11, 2008, 07:02:56 PM

lets start gnaring this man fellas!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on December 12, 2008, 09:22:45 AM

Quote from: ahlee on December 11, 2008, 01:06:45 PM

i got you man.

Quote from: tonycoxhox on December 11, 2008, 07:02:56 PM

lets start gnaring this man fellas!

that's nice of you guys.
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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: danker peaches on December 13, 2008, 01:22:26 AM

I don't think my foot is going to get better now that i broke the screws in it i am so careful with everything i do i won't even ride down banks with both feet on my board. I just don't see the fun in skating if you only have one foot that works

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChildoftheGhetto on December 13, 2008, 02:15:41 AM

I don't respect 90% of the people slap's opinions because I'm better than them at skateboarding.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Guile on December 13, 2008, 02:20:57 AM

how is that possible when only about 10% of the people on here have footage on the site and the majority of that footage is MUCH better than the footage youve put out?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChildoftheGhetto on December 13, 2008, 05:37:55 AM

That's pretty funny. You should become a comedian.

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Post by: Guile on December 13, 2008, 05:56:45 AM

what makes you think im not already?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MEOW on December 13, 2008, 07:50:01 AM

i think steve berra is fucking hilarious

 :-X

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Landshark on December 13, 2008, 10:47:29 AM

Quote from: guinness on December 13, 2008, 01:22:26 AM

I don't think my foot is going to get better now that i broke the screws in it i am so careful with everything i do i won't even ride down banks with both feet on my board. I just don't see the fun in skating if you only have one foot that works

John Comer sees the fun in skateboaring...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: danker peaches on December 13, 2008, 10:55:22 AM

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I don't think my foot is going to get better now that i broke the screws in it i am so careful with everything i do i won't even ride down banks with both feet on my board. I just don't see the fun in skating if you only have one foot that works

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John Comer sees the fun in skateboaring...

He can't feel his foot

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheKarmessiah on December 13, 2008, 07:15:47 PM

i hate my job. i actually contemplated murdering one of my coworkers, but with all these CSI advances they make daily, theres no way i could get away with it so i said fuk that. then i thought about straight assault, but he would know it was me because of my distinct body type. so no go

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: danker peaches on December 14, 2008, 01:26:33 AM

Quote from: TheKarmessiah on December 13, 2008, 07:15:47 PM

i hate my job. i actually contemplated murdering one of my coworkers, but with all these CSI advances they make daily, theres no way i could get away with it so i said fuk that. then i thought about straight assault, but he would know it was me because of my distinct body type. so no go

I wish CSI was real but that shit is so fake. From how much i have watched it i think i could get away with murder on csi

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on December 14, 2008, 01:34:57 AM

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i hate my job. i actually contemplated murdering one of my coworkers, but with all these CSI advances they make daily, theres no way i could get away with it so i said fuk that. then i thought about straight assault, but he would know it was me because of my distinct body type. so no go

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I wish CSI was real but that shit is so fake. From how much i have watched it i think i could get away with murder on csi

just don't jizz anywhere and you're golden.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: danker peaches on December 14, 2008, 01:55:06 AM

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i hate my job. i actually contemplated murdering one of my coworkers, but with all these CSI advances they make daily, theres no way i could get away with it so i said fuk that. then i thought about straight assault, but he would know it was me because of my distinct body type. so no go

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I wish CSI was real but that shit is so fake. From how much i have watched it i think i could get away with murder on csi

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just don't jizz anywhere and you're golden.

Its a shitlods of dna that your not going tbe able to clean

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheKarmessiah on December 14, 2008, 10:15:10 AM

i cant do it now anyway. NBC news would be on my ass the next morning. " he went by the handle "theKarmessiah" on a skateboarding forum know as Slap..."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: baxty on December 14, 2008, 02:23:27 PM

Briden told me to piss my pants the other night and I did. Just a little.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DevilOnEnzyte on December 14, 2008, 09:31:46 PM

Last weekend I met this chick at the grocery store.
We hung out that night.
Ended up sleeping together...

She was so terrible that I fought to bust a nut.
I even thought about porn.
She used too much teeth in her bj.

After it was done, she asked how was it... and me, not wanting to hurt her feelings, said it was great.

I've ignored her mysapce messages, phone calss, texts, everything since that night.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on December 15, 2008, 06:09:44 AM

you'll wake up there hungover and confused sometime soon, i gaurantee it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on December 15, 2008, 11:08:58 AM

Quote from: MEOW on December 13, 2008, 07:50:01 AM

i think steve berra is fucking hilarious

 :-X

The worst thing I've read in this thread.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Landshark on December 15, 2008, 11:48:56 AM

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i think steve berra is fucking hilarious

 :-X

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The worst thing I've read in this thread.

The only person who thinks Steve Berra is hilarious is Steve Berra.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on December 15, 2008, 03:06:01 PM

I hate Landshark posts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Landshark on December 15, 2008, 05:56:25 PM

Quote from: Foray on December 15, 2008, 03:06:01 PM

I hate Landshark posts.

 :'( What am I doing wrong?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skaterdavid on December 15, 2008, 08:35:24 PM

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I hate Landshark posts.

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 :'( What am I doing wrong?

complaining about your rep

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Landshark on December 15, 2008, 09:24:53 PM

It's not my rep thats bothering me, it's bothering other people thats bothering me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DevilOnEnzyte on December 15, 2008, 09:47:48 PM

Quote from: ahlee on December 15, 2008, 06:09:44 AM

you'll wake up there hungover and confused sometime soon, i gaurantee it.

probally

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: guy le douche on December 16, 2008, 03:45:56 AM

Quote from: Landshark on December 15, 2008, 09:24:53 PM

It's not my rep thats bothering me, it's bothering other people thats bothering me.

the post above yours pretty much answers your question.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on December 17, 2008, 02:58:34 AM

Quote from: Landshark on December 15, 2008, 09:24:53 PM

It's not my rep thats bothering me, it's bothering other people thats bothering me.

You're a bad poster and that's that; it will never change. Some people just weren't meant to find this place.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Landshark on December 17, 2008, 01:28:05 PM

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It's not my rep thats bothering me, it's bothering other people thats bothering me.

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You're a bad poster and that's that; it will never change. Some people just weren't meant to find this place.

Thanks for the constructive criticizm.  What makes my posts especially bad?  I never argue with other people, I'm not negative, I try to contribute as much as I can.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: danker peaches on December 17, 2008, 02:05:06 PM

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It's not my rep thats bothering me, it's bothering other people thats bothering me.

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You're a bad poster and that's that; it will never change. Some people just weren't meant to find this place.

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Thanks for the constructive criticizm.  What makes my posts especially bad?  I never argue with other people, I'm not negative, I try to contribute as much as I can.

you are thinking this way to hard man its a internet forum. Mostly people don't want to hear you complain about your rep or how people are being mean to you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on December 17, 2008, 02:09:19 PM

you never know. i used to be hated by most people on slap and i would make lots of bad stupid posts. now a lot people dont seem to be as pissed with me. anything is possible BriDen.

 i think its funny that you care so much about your rep, and hope you keep making self critical posts (so much cooler than conceited posts). i think youre a fake account though, but i hope youre real.

 if you are real though, please dont think about your rep. its just around 30 guys on the internet who made lots of posts on a messageboard giving you points and taking away points from you. if you want rep you should just upload stuff for people and be really helpful, but you definitely have better things to do than pleasing 30 guys on the internet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gentle. on December 17, 2008, 02:29:39 PM

this ones my favorite

Quote from: Landshark on December 17, 2008, 12:47:47 PM

There was this girl I had a crush on for like 2 years in high school.  I was too afraid to ask her out, since she was way above my caste.  Then she dissapeared for a while and I didn't hear about her untill she turned up in the obituaries. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on December 17, 2008, 06:22:41 PM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on December 17, 2008, 02:09:19 PM

you never know. i used to be hated by most people on slap and i would make lots of bad stupid posts. now a lot people dont seem to be as pissed with me. anything is possible BriDen.

aah, the gold old days... me and you talking about porn and jacking off in PMs while everyone else hated you and thought you were fake, gest making a hate thread about me, n8 and Gfld-Unit/DaBombshit-greatness... those were easier days, those were better days

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gest on December 17, 2008, 07:14:17 PM

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you never know. i used to be hated by most people on slap and i would make lots of bad stupid posts. now a lot people dont seem to be as pissed with me. anything is possible BriDen.

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aah, the gold old days... me and you talking about porn and jacking off in PMs while everyone else hated you and thought you were fake, gest making a hate thread about me, n8 and Gfld-Unit/DaBombshit-greatness... those were easier days, those were better days

are you sure? i don't recall ever disliking you, unless you can dig that up. i recall doing that to gulo gulo who then went by a different name. we are totally cool now though i swear

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on December 17, 2008, 07:31:12 PM

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you never know. i used to be hated by most people on slap and i would make lots of bad stupid posts. now a lot people dont seem to be as pissed with me. anything is possible BriDen.

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aah, the gold old days... me and you talking about porn and jacking off in PMs while everyone else hated you and thought you were fake, gest making a hate thread about me, n8 and Gfld-Unit/DaBombshit-greatness... those were easier days, those were better days

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are you sure? i don't recall ever disliking you, unless you can dig that up. i recall doing that to gulo gulo who then went by a different name. we are totally cool now though i swear

I know we are dude, but yeag, we had beef

http://www.slapmagazine.com/index.php?option=com_smf&Itemid=33&topic=6958.msg787428;boardseen#new

I had completley forgot that I rocked a Reynolds avatar, i have no clue what trick that might have been...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mmmmm on December 18, 2008, 02:07:32 PM

I might as well add to this thread since i'm new, give everyone a taste of how fucked up i am......

I just started sleeping in my truck at 29 years of age, mind you it's Michigan and -20 degrees here some nights, but I'm too stubborn to give up the only nice thing I've ever owned by giving up on the payments.

I watched a man die in the kitchen downstairs when I was 5 years old. ( I lived above a crackhouse)

I've only been in 2 fights, one was on the playground with a large black girl, she hit me with a padlock and knocked me out. The second, I knocked my Stepdad out with one punch, they took me to jail while he snored on the ground.

I hate people that are too nice, one of my only good friends criticizes everything I do, and I'm a better man for it.

I've watched UFC since 2002, and still enjoy it.

I'll still skate, and do flatground and small rails, when I'm 60.

No, seriously.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on December 18, 2008, 07:25:08 PM

damn. you are fucked up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jalopy james on December 18, 2008, 07:29:03 PM

damn, dude is one-timin' motherfuckers

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: anblue on December 18, 2008, 07:45:13 PM

i cant get over shit quickly it just sits there. i got my ex girlfriend pregnant and shes way to mentally unstable to take car of a kid so its up to me. im also seventeen and smoke too much. i dont really talk to my dad or mom and my sisters the only one whos really been there for me but shes never around. ive basically fallen off the radar because im depressed over shit going on in my life and the world. skating and forums like slap are really the only things keeping me sane. i guess i owe them a lot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Landshark on December 18, 2008, 08:26:04 PM

What makes people think I'm a fake account?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheKarmessiah on December 18, 2008, 09:01:23 PM

Quote from: anblue on December 18, 2008, 07:45:13 PM

i cant get over shit quickly it just sits there. i got my ex girlfriend pregnant and shes way to mentally unstable to take car of a kid so its up to me. im also seventeen and smoke too much. i dont really talk to my dad or mom and my sisters the only one whos really been there for me but shes never around. ive basically fallen off the radar because im depressed over shit going on in my life and the world. skating and forums like slap are really the only things keeping me sane. i guess i owe them a lot.

everybody needs a vice. and slaps a healthy one

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on December 18, 2008, 09:13:37 PM

Quote from: Landshark on December 18, 2008, 08:26:04 PM

What makes people think I'm a fake account?

You posted at least once that you're out of high school. Come on, you can't expect anyone to believe that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Landshark on December 19, 2008, 09:57:04 AM

Quote from: BriDen on December 18, 2008, 09:13:37 PM

Quote from: Landshark on December 18, 2008, 08:26:04 PM

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What makes people think I'm a fake account?

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You posted at least once that you're out of high school. Come on, you can't expect anyone to believe that.

I don't know what to tell you.  There's no way for me to prove it.  It's probably my mental problems that make me come off as somebody much younger.
I thought if I would be honest on here people would believe me, but instead a lot of people are pissed off.
But I do care what you and all the other Slap Pals think, so I will leave these boards if my rep gets into the double negs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stoeipoes on December 19, 2008, 10:03:25 AM

Just don't try to be too nice, that's irritating.

And don't care too much. It's just internet. If your rep is negative it doesn't mean you're a moron, but that you sometimes say things that you'd better not must say.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on December 19, 2008, 10:40:48 AM

shut. the fuck. up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on December 19, 2008, 11:29:13 AM

please dont leave if your rep goes into double negs landshark. youre too cute.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on December 19, 2008, 11:34:58 AM

tony, what you wearin today..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mmmmm on December 19, 2008, 05:57:45 PM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on December 18, 2008, 07:25:08 PM

damn. you are fucked up.

Thanks man, I suspected as much, but I wanted a second opinion. Hopefully some members here find solace in the fact that, as fucked up as your shit is, it could be alot worse haha.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on December 20, 2008, 12:25:41 AM

Quote from: Landshark on December 19, 2008, 09:57:04 AM

Quote from: BriDen on December 18, 2008, 09:13:37 PM

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Quote from: Landshark on December 18, 2008, 08:26:04 PM

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What makes people think I'm a fake account?

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You posted at least once that you're out of high school. Come on, you can't expect anyone to believe that.

[close]

I don't know what to tell you.  There's no way for me to prove it.  It's probably my mental problems that make me come off as somebody much younger.
I thought if I would be honest on here people would believe me, but instead a lot of people are pissed off.
But I do care what you and all the other Slap Pals think, so I will leave these boards if my rep gets into the double negs.

one of the things that bothered me was when you said you had an IQ of 76 when with that IQ, you would not be able to form as coherent of sentences as you do. that's just above mental retardation. if you really do have that IQ, then i apologize if this post offends you, but it just doesn't seem probable to me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: charlie conway on December 20, 2008, 09:22:12 AM

i don't really have much of a confession right now, it's more like a situation

i started to hang out with a straight edge girl after getting her number one night and texting her while i was drinking. it eventually came down to me telling her that i had a crush on her, and she admitted the sane. it was completely out of character for me, so i was psyched. she moved back home after a couple of weeks, but she told me she was moving back in no time. it seems like everytime i feel like she's moved on and doesn't care, something comes out of left field. one example is being at a party and making out with some girl, then i get a text from the girl saying that she missed me. i'm trying to keep my distance for now because i don't want to come of as creepy, or get bumped to just a friend. i should probably be straightforward with her and find out her intentions first instead of being a wuss factory about it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gentle. on December 20, 2008, 11:43:04 AM

Quote from: mmmmm on December 19, 2008, 05:57:45 PM

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damn. you are fucked up.

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Thanks man, I suspected as much, but I wanted a second opinion. Hopefully some members here find solace in the fact that, as fucked up as your shit is, it could be alot worse haha.

you watch ufc and got knocked out by a girl. you dont sound fucked up, you sound like a pussy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Upgrayedd on December 20, 2008, 02:54:08 PM

im really getting tired of sleeping alone, not so much because im not having sex....i just really need a good back rub.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on December 20, 2008, 11:52:06 PM

i've been missing my ex a lot lately. what makes it odd is that i broke up with her about 3 years ago or so and got completely over her and was for most of those 3 years, but lately, i've been thinking of her a lot more, especially after she broke up with her boyfriend for a couple of months not too long ago. granted, i could have said something there, but our schools are like 6 hours apart and she goes to college with him. earlier today, i found out they got back together and it kind of bothered me. and i understand a lot of the underlying/psychological reasons, like i want the relationship back because when we were going out, my schoolwork/life was a lot simpler so i think if we go back out i might recapture that, or i've just been really lonely lately, or the person i am now would not have caused the same problems which led us to break up before, etc., but realizing that doesn't make it easier. sorry for the long winded, whiny post, but i just had to put these thoughts out there, you know?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheKarmessiah on December 21, 2008, 08:42:46 AM

Quote from: oyolar on December 20, 2008, 11:52:06 PM

i've been missing my ex a lot lately. what makes it odd is that i broke up with her about 3 years ago or so and got completely over her and was for most of those 3 years, but lately, i've been thinking of her a lot more, especially after she broke up with her boyfriend for a couple of months not too long ago. granted, i could have said something there, but our schools are like 6 hours apart and she goes to college with him. earlier today, i found out they got back together and it kind of bothered me. and i understand a lot of the underlying/psychological reasons, like i want the relationship back because when we were going out, my schoolwork/life was a lot simpler so i think if we go back out i might recapture that, or i've just been really lonely lately, or the person i am now would not have caused the same problems which led us to break up before, etc., but realizing that doesn't make it easier. sorry for the long winded, whiny post, but i just had to put these thoughts out there, you know?

no sweat

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cheapboarder on December 21, 2008, 02:36:12 PM

I was masturbating on friday and i cut my dick with my finger nail.

What should i do?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Guile on December 21, 2008, 02:41:06 PM

I'm Steve Berra

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stoeipoes on December 21, 2008, 02:53:37 PM

Quote from: Cheapboarder on December 21, 2008, 02:36:12 PM

I was masturbating on friday and i cut my dick with my finger nail.

What should i do?

Cut your finger nails.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on December 23, 2008, 11:27:50 PM

My jerk-off material for the last month has been a fight between Ivy and Taki in Soul Calibur IV. It's really hard to find real Japanese girls with really jiggly tits.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ben Throttle on December 24, 2008, 08:46:40 AM

I have a man-crush on Prince, he is probably the sexiest person ever. More-so then certain women

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on December 24, 2008, 08:51:47 AM

I feel the same way about leanardo dicaprio.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ben Throttle on December 24, 2008, 09:54:50 AM

Quote from: ahlee on December 24, 2008, 08:51:47 AM

I feel the same way about leanardo dicaprio.

especially in The Beach

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on December 24, 2008, 09:59:23 AM

I was thinking Catch me if you can

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on December 24, 2008, 12:48:27 PM

I was thinking Critters 3

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheKarmessiah on December 24, 2008, 04:54:33 PM

i have a man crush on myself. if i was a girl i would definately fuk me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on December 27, 2008, 02:46:46 PM

why dont you just masturbate to the mirror?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice weather on January 06, 2009, 09:40:41 AM

now the real question is, would it make sense for him to sit on his hand, make it numb and  feel like a stranger?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on January 06, 2009, 10:07:53 AM

ah yes the stranger, a classic move.

new in 09 though is the reverse stranger. you sit on your dick until its numb then its like jerking someone else off.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Lance on January 06, 2009, 10:09:56 AM

Quote from: ahlee on January 06, 2009, 10:07:53 AM

ah yes the stranger, a classic move.

new in 09 though is the reverse stranger. you sit on your dick until its numb then its like jerking someone else off.

what about the rogue stranger...sit on your hand and dick at the same time and it's like watching someone else jerkoff...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on January 06, 2009, 10:14:19 AM

Young Lance, tis The Voyeur you speak of.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Lance on January 06, 2009, 10:22:11 AM

oh...well allow me to retort

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on January 06, 2009, 10:23:40 AM

i cant wait to go snack snatching with white. srsly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on January 06, 2009, 12:31:15 PM

That made me laugh so fucking loud...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Livin The Psychedelic Lif on January 07, 2009, 08:07:42 PM

Quote from: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on January 06, 2009, 12:31:15 PM

That made me laugh so fucking loud...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheKarmessiah on January 08, 2009, 10:32:21 PM

my moms said if more people dont start reading my blog, ill be disowned  :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gentle. on January 09, 2009, 11:43:32 AM

your blog sucks dick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on January 09, 2009, 03:55:33 PM

I think I saw a dogs anus when it was shitting today. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheKarmessiah on January 09, 2009, 06:47:31 PM

Quote from: gentle. on January 09, 2009, 11:43:32 AM

your blog sucks dick.

gentle, damnit havent i hurt your feelings enough? ugh im gonna have to blog about this arent I?

haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on January 09, 2009, 07:08:33 PM

Quote from: MexicanSpaniard on January 09, 2009, 03:55:33 PM

I think I saw a dogs anus when it was shitting today. 

Whenever I shit I turn the magazine basket around because I don't like anorexic lindsay lohan watching me from People Magazine. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Just Green Enough on January 09, 2009, 07:51:13 PM

Quote from: anblue on December 18, 2008, 07:45:13 PM

i cant get over shit quickly it just sits there. i got my ex girlfriend pregnant and shes way to mentally unstable to take car of a kid so its up to me. im also seventeen and smoke too much. i dont really talk to my dad or mom and my sisters the only one whos really been there for me but shes never around. ive basically fallen off the radar because im depressed over shit going on in my life and the world. skating and forums like slap are really the only things keeping me sane. i guess i owe them a lot.

you don't talk to many actual people, do you blue?
and when the fuck did you get her pregnant!?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on January 10, 2009, 06:26:15 PM

Quote from: oyolar on December 20, 2008, 11:52:06 PM

i've been missing my ex a lot lately. what makes it odd is that i broke up with her about 3 years ago or so and got completely over her and was for most of those 3 years, but lately, i've been thinking of her a lot more, especially after she broke up with her boyfriend for a couple of months not too long ago. granted, i could have said something there, but our schools are like 6 hours apart and she goes to college with him. earlier today, i found out they got back together and it kind of bothered me. and i understand a lot of the underlying/psychological reasons, like i want the relationship back because when we were going out, my schoolwork/life was a lot simpler so i think if we go back out i might recapture that, or i've just been really lonely lately, or the person i am now would not have caused the same problems which led us to break up before, etc., but realizing that doesn't make it easier. sorry for the long winded, whiny post, but i just had to put these thoughts out there, you know?

when i read this i thought i had posted it a couple weeks ago and just forgot. my situation is very similar. weird!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sweets on January 12, 2009, 09:50:22 PM

Quote from: anblue on December 18, 2008, 07:45:13 PM

i cant get over shit quickly it just sits there. i got my ex girlfriend pregnant and shes way to mentally unstable to take car of a kid so its up to me. im also seventeen and smoke too much. i dont really talk to my dad or mom and my sisters the only one whos really been there for me but shes never around. ive basically fallen off the radar because im depressed over shit going on in my life and the world. skating and forums like slap are really the only things keeping me sane. i guess i owe them a lot.

Some day, you will have access to my story and it will inspire you to either stand up straight and handle your shit or jump off a cliff. I recommend the former. Oh, and for the sake of sanity, don't marry her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gentle. on January 17, 2009, 01:10:04 PM

Quote from: sweets on January 12, 2009, 09:50:22 PM

Some day, you will have access to my story and it will inspire you to either stand up straight and handle your shit or jump off a cliff.

jump off the cliff before you have to suffer through the story

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on January 17, 2009, 09:02:28 PM

Pretty sure I'm gonna die with my V card.  Even when I'm at a party/club and a girl is into me... I'm always too intoxicated and lazy to try and smooth talk.  Like no joke, I just left a club where all my bros were pulling for me and giving me lines/tips and shit, because I just wanted to be alone..... so I'm walking down the street to catch a cab, and I run into another cute chick who was leaving the same club, for the same reason, and after starting the convo, all I could fucking say was "Well....... have a good night!"

What the fuck is wrong with me?  I honestly need to fuck a hooker and stop being such a bitch around bitches.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on January 17, 2009, 10:38:27 PM

Quote from: Kev. on January 17, 2009, 09:02:28 PM

Pretty sure I'm gonna die with my V card.  Even when I'm at a party/club and a girl is into me... I'm always too intoxicated and lazy to try and smooth talk.  Like no joke, I just left a club where all my bros were pulling for me and giving me lines/tips and shit, because I just wanted to be alone..... so I'm walking down the street to catch a cab, and I run into another cute chick who was leaving the same club, for the same reason, and after starting the convo, all I could fucking say was "Well....... have a good night!"

What the fuck is wrong with me?  I honestly need to fuck a hooker and stop being such a bitch around bitches.

because i'm currently retiring my penis and have no more desire to fuck randoms anymore, i'm going to let you in on my pick up secrets.
wittyness and confidence will get you any girl you want. i hate to see this line being over used but it's my never failed line and it's got many girls regretting themselves the next morning.

start it off like this.
1. find your target. see the girl with the unique shoes/dress/hair cut/ etc at the end of the room whose hot as shit. that's the one.
2. approach her, drink in hand is crucial. without a drink you look broke and looking to mooch. remember this.
3. let's say she has a crazy dress on. walk up to her and say the following "well that would've been embarassing. i was going to wear the same dress tonight, how awkward would that have been showing up to the same spot dressed the same"
4. she's put her guard down. she thinks you're hilarious, innocent, and for sure not a sexual predator. you are none of these things!  now, the confidence part comes in telling her "but you'd have to go home and change because i look so much better in it and show you up"
5. at this part the witty debate ensues. keep your confidence and not once come on to her. leave this for later.
6. dance floor. god dammit bring that ho to the dance floor.
7. get close, kiss neck for a second...see where it ensues. it usually leads to make outs.
8. if number 7 doesn't work just keep on fucking dancing. worst case scenario she leaves. as if she's not the only girl there. keep searching.
9. if number 7 goes good tell her "i got more drinks at my place, wanna head back and party some more". this ensues you don't want to do it, but you just wanna get your drunk on some more and listen to ja rules greatest hits.
10. bring her home, and if any of her girlfriends/ mother hens try to get all up on your situation tell them "who the fuck said anything bads going to happen? fool, i'm just trying to party/i'm gay so don't worry about it"
11. bring her back, give her a drink, and get your thang did.
12. ride away smooth with your shoulder shrugged and your head dipped. ain't nothan but a g thang.

ps: if all else fails just fake a fucking accent. real talk. in the morning it's hilarious.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on January 18, 2009, 06:14:39 AM

That is a pretty solid game plan, I just never seem to want it that bad.  I think I might be asexual, because I can never bring myself to chat more than a few minutes.  I get bored and feel I'm being too obvious.  It's like the only way it'll happen is if a girl walks up and instantly says "let's get out of here."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on January 18, 2009, 06:48:01 AM

those pick up plans are so fucking stupid. stay a virgin if youre going to do something like that with your life of possibilities and wonders.




 "if number 7 doesn't work just keep on fucking dancing. worst case scenario she leaves. as if she's not the only girl there. keep searching."

 if you "dance" to shitty club music with a girl you just want to fuck(fuck that must look fucking lame), and she leaves and you start pestering around da club looking for your next girl to fuck for the night, thats when you know that you are a fucking failure.

 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChildoftheGhetto on January 18, 2009, 09:07:35 AM

Keys to getting bitches:
1.Be as good looking as you possibly can. Dress well, hit the gym, get a good hair style, clear up your face if you have acne.
2.Be confident. If you followed step one your swag will be through the roof and the hoes will recognize.
3.Don't care so much. Go out like you're trying to have fun and if you get a broad that's just icing on the cake. It'll be way less pressure on you.
If you followed the steps correctly you will be looking and acting like this guy http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iy-LQH8N6Ug

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on January 18, 2009, 09:47:10 AM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on January 18, 2009, 06:48:01 AM

those pick up plans are so fucking stupid. stay a virgin if youre going to do something like that with your life of possibilities and wonders.




 "if number 7 doesn't work just keep on fucking dancing. worst case scenario she leaves. as if she's not the only girl there. keep searching."

 if you "dance" to shitty club music with a girl you just want to fuck(fuck that must look fucking lame), and she leaves and you start pestering around da club looking for your next girl to fuck for the night, thats when you know that you are a fucking failure.

 

never said you're dancing to club music,because i'd personally never step foot in one. it was just one example of how it used to work and hopefully will work for someone else too. no need to get all upset, i hate clubbers just as much as anyone else...if not more.
 

Quote from: ChildoftheGhetto on January 18, 2009, 09:07:35 AM

Keys to getting bitches:
1.Be as good looking as you possibly can. Dress well, hit the gym, get a good hair style, clear up your face if you have acne.
2.Be confident. If you followed step one your swag will be through the roof and the hoes will recognize.
3.Don't care so much. Go out like you're trying to have fun and if you get a broad that's just icing on the cake. It'll be way less pressure on you.
If you followed the steps correctly you will be looking and acting like this guy http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iy-LQH8N6Ug

hahaha well played sir. well played.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CeeyMar on January 18, 2009, 10:53:56 AM

Quote from: Kev. on January 18, 2009, 06:14:39 AM

That is a pretty solid game plan, I just never seem to want it that bad.  I think I might be asexual, because I can never bring myself to chat more than a few minutes.  I get bored and feel I'm being too obvious.  It's like the only way it'll happen is if a girl walks up and instantly says "let's get out of here."

I know how you feel. I just feel stupid when I'm spitting my game. I don't really get why the girls here don't really wanna get down with me, It could be because I hit on the 17-19 crowd but I'm 16 so I can't really lure the bitches back  to my crib or else I'd get grounded or something, I'd have to lure them to the parties bathroom or something.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Matze on January 18, 2009, 11:18:56 AM

Quote from: Kev. on January 18, 2009, 06:14:39 AM

That is a pretty solid game plan, I just never seem to want it that bad.  I think I might be asexual, because I can never bring myself to chat more than a few minutes.  I get bored and feel I'm being too obvious.  It's like the only way it'll happen is if a girl walks up and instantly says "let's get out of here."

i even say "no" when girls tell if i want to go home with them. and i don't think i'm in the position where i can chose the pretiest girls.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on January 18, 2009, 11:25:14 AM

Quote from: busey on January 18, 2009, 09:47:10 AM

Quote from: tonycoxhox on January 18, 2009, 06:48:01 AM

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those pick up plans are so fucking stupid. stay a virgin if youre going to do something like that with your life of possibilities and wonders.




 "if number 7 doesn't work just keep on fucking dancing. worst case scenario she leaves. as if she's not the only girl there. keep searching."

 if you "dance" to shitty club music with a girl you just want to fuck(fuck that must look fucking lame), and she leaves and you start pestering around da club looking for your next girl to fuck for the night, thats when you know that you are a fucking failure.

 

[close]

never said you're dancing to club music,because i'd personally never step foot in one. it was just one example of how it used to work and hopefully will work for someone else too. no need to get all upset, i hate clubbers just as much as anyone else...if not more.

 i will always be upset about step through indications on how to hook up with a drunk girl for one night. its so styleless and desperate and uncool to plan out a bunch of shit before you do it.  


nothing against you, and sorry i thought you were a clubber.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stoeipoes on January 18, 2009, 11:40:40 AM

Don't plan anything, just go for it and don't wait too long.
Just approach her after the second eye contact, then you don't seem shy.

Talk to her friends first, that helps a lot too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on January 18, 2009, 12:21:01 PM

eh all yallz gotta gets on da keys to tha vip television series. slap addition, were u at dawg?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChildoftheGhetto on January 18, 2009, 12:29:46 PM

Quote from: sven thorkel on January 18, 2009, 12:21:01 PM

eh all yallz gotta gets on da keys to tha vip television series. slap addition, were u at dawg?

HAHA that show is so sick. I'm highly disappointed they took season 3 off of youtube.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on January 18, 2009, 09:53:11 PM

Go with the "I'm a virgin, do you want to get drunk and make my penis ejaculate?" line. Honesty is the best policy and alcohol never lies about your intent.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on January 18, 2009, 10:10:23 PM

take a tip from costanza and use that awkward pause

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheKarmessiah on January 18, 2009, 10:35:18 PM

fuk some lonely over weight chick, theyre everywhere kev. i dont see how you could be nervous around them. yeah, they most likely will be lazy and motionless when you do get down to business, but shit whatever gets it done. and i never thought i would say this, but COTG is right.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonycoxhox on January 18, 2009, 10:53:28 PM

or get a girl friend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beeda weeda on January 20, 2009, 09:49:34 AM

abduct a hot girl, have sex with her, and kill her. its your only option.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sparksandblood on January 20, 2009, 09:58:45 AM

(http://i44.tinypic.com/bjbry9.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on January 20, 2009, 02:41:00 PM

Quote from: beeda weeda on January 20, 2009, 09:49:34 AM

abduct a hot girl, have sex with her, and kill her. its your only option.

that's what i did and still have yet to get caught.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cas4Lyfe on January 27, 2009, 07:43:12 PM

i've never been in a fist fight. ever. and i always have dreams that i'm about to kick the shit out of somebody, but then my punches are in like slow mo, and they don't even hurt the person. and then they always kick my ass instead.

i broke up with my ex girlfriend in october, mostly because of this girl who i started talking with who my girlfriend at the time thought i was in love with. i denied it, but we still kept fighting about her. it wasn't the entire reason for the breakup, but it was definitely a deciding factor. now that we're done, i'm starting to hang out with the girl again and she honest to god texted me the other day saying that she thinks we should fuck, asap. it's awesome, but at the same time if my ex ever found out she would honestly slash my tires or something. she's is totally and completely out of her fucking mind.

once in grade 4, i made a working chairlift as a pulley type project, and it was a piece of shit and it didn't fucking work so i told my teacher that somebody must've broken it an recess. got a 100%, and the entire class got a lecture about respecting people's property.

this thread kills.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bumptobar on January 27, 2009, 07:56:46 PM

Quote from: Kev. on January 18, 2009, 06:14:39 AM

I can never bring myself to chat more than a few minutes.  I get bored and feel I'm being too obvious.  It's like the only way it'll happen is if a girl walks up and instantly says "let's get out of here."

Im the same way

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ty pennington on January 27, 2009, 08:41:34 PM

i am the poster formally known as kilgore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BIG FAGGOT on January 27, 2009, 10:34:33 PM

Whats wrong with me.. random moods.. I've went from fine and happy.. to depressed in one minute... I'm going to throw something at my "best friend".. something big.. and something hard.. and maybe.. JUST MAYBE.. she wont be such a spoiled little bratty drama queen.. if she's laying under a boulder.. hmmm.. then she can't be hypocritical, she can't set anymore horrible examples for her sisters. I know my life could get worse, and I know a whole ton of a lot of people have it a lot worse then I do.. but that doesnt mean I have a perfect life just because others have it worse.. I wish I could just fast-forward to somewhere in my life that I'd actually be doing something.. have something to work for, have to do things by myself, figure things out on my own.. or I wish I could just rewind it to when the only thing that mattered was having fun.. when nothing really mattered and I didnt have anything to worry about... I wish my so-called-best-friend would hold grudges for more then one day.. then maybe she'd stop talking to me and I wouldnt have to deal with her.. I thought she wouldnt want to see my face again after what happened.. but apparently she either forgives quickly.. or has short-term memory loss.. all I know is she definitely doesn't hae long-term memory loss.. always correcting every single thing when he sisters tell me stories and stuff.. I wish I did have it worse then this.. I wish I didnt have so much.. not really bad things happening type of worse.. just.. less stuff type of worse.. so then maybe I'd be thankful for what I DID
have.. I wish I could actually meet one of the only people who understand me.. I wish the other person who understood me hadn't moved.. I miss her so much.. I havent seen nor talked to her in months.. I wish I could have my mother back.. I wish I could have a Mother who'd have time to listen to everything I say and help me out and hold me and tell me its all gonna be alright.. If only.. I wish people would listen to me.. I'm different.. very.. very different.. and I wonder if the people that actually like me.. like me because I'm different.. or because of my looks.. Sadly.. in this world, there's a good chance of people just liking me because I'm pretty.. I feel like my life is steering in the completely wrong direction. I want to be the one that does good, does well, that doesnt mess up (too majorly..), that does well and goes to college and has a nice life with a good job and a nice family.. but I cant wait till then to change.. I can't keep putting it off, and putting it off.. I need to fix my life up.. now.. before its too late. Yeah yeah yeah I'm nice.. but just being nice when things come up and aren't out of my way isnt only what I should do.. niceness is only one step.. I have plenty more to go.. I just wish I could have some encouragement.. not only when I do something really great.. when I mess things up too.. if only there'd be somebody so when I fall they'll help me up and tell me I can do it.. and not just laugh in my face or just ignore me.. I feel like the dude in the Good Samaritan story.. (the one who was laying there dying..) I wish somebody would be the samaritan..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CeeyMar on January 28, 2009, 11:43:18 AM

I used be pretty smooth with girls but as I'm getting older I'm finding myself to be a lot more awkward around girls. Like I'll sit beside a girl I think is hot and have a 20 second convo then run out of things to say. When I'm drunk its a lot worse because I get self conscious when I'm acting stupid, Fuck Highschool.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gentle. on January 28, 2009, 10:00:34 PM

Quote from: CeeyMar on January 28, 2009, 11:43:18 AM

have a 20 second convo then run out of things to say.

what do you think this says about your posting, ceeymar?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: OttoMaddox on January 28, 2009, 10:13:38 PM

Quote from: ty pennington on January 27, 2009, 08:41:34 PM

i am the poster formally known as kilgore.

Really?  I never disliked Kilgore.  I thought it was fucked up that everyone loved him and then just hated him after Veganfucker's meltdown.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: guy le douche on January 28, 2009, 11:34:46 PM

Quote from: OttoMaddox on January 28, 2009, 10:13:38 PM

Quote from: ty pennington on January 27, 2009, 08:41:34 PM

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i am the poster formally known as kilgore.

[close]

Really?  I never disliked Kilgore.  I thought it was fucked up that everyone loved him and then just hated him after Veganfucker's meltdown.

You thought it was fucked up that his head was inside his own asshole ?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lurk daddy on January 29, 2009, 12:24:44 PM

i would fuck my step mom if i had the chance.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheKarmessiah on January 29, 2009, 12:55:28 PM

Quote from: lurk  daddy on January 29, 2009, 12:24:44 PM

i would fuck my step mom if i had the chance.

i would fuk your stepmom if i had the chance too. and she would love it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CeeyMar on January 29, 2009, 02:22:23 PM

Quote from: gentle. on January 28, 2009, 10:00:34 PM

Quote from: CeeyMar on January 28, 2009, 11:43:18 AM

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have a 20 second convo then run out of things to say.

[close]

what do you think this says about your posting, ceeymar?

uhhhm....I don't know?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gentle. on January 29, 2009, 02:29:23 PM

Quote from: CeeyMar on January 29, 2009, 02:22:23 PM

Quote from: gentle. on January 28, 2009, 10:00:34 PM

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Quote from: CeeyMar on January 28, 2009, 11:43:18 AM

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have a 20 second convo then run out of things to say.

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what do you think this says about your posting, ceeymar?

[close]

uhhhm....I don't know?

that you ran out of interesting things to say at post 0

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lurk daddy on January 29, 2009, 02:34:02 PM

Quote from: TheKarmessiah on January 29, 2009, 12:55:28 PM

Quote from: lurk  daddy on January 29, 2009, 12:24:44 PM

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i would fuck my step mom if i had the chance.

[close]

i would fuk your stepmom if i had the chance too. and she would love it

im sure you would. doubt she would love yer tiny white unskilled weewee tho

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on January 29, 2009, 02:36:25 PM

Quote from: lurk  daddy on January 29, 2009, 12:24:44 PM

i would fuck my step mom if i had the chance.

I wanted to get with my step cousin when I was like 15. I haven't seen her since then but I'm sure I still would.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheKarmessiah on January 29, 2009, 02:38:59 PM

Quote from: lurk  daddy on January 29, 2009, 02:34:02 PM

Quote from: TheKarmessiah on January 29, 2009, 12:55:28 PM

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Quote from: lurk  daddy on January 29, 2009, 12:24:44 PM

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i would fuck my step mom if i had the chance.

[close]

i would fuk your stepmom if i had the chance too. and she would love it

[close]

im sure you would. doubt she would love yer tiny white unskilled weewee tho

naw this knob is nubian bruh. and i would make that bitch black snake moan like christina ricci

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stoeipoes on January 29, 2009, 02:39:56 PM

A month ago I fucked my steph cousin and I regret it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gest on January 29, 2009, 02:48:15 PM

this whole page has been pretty fuckin weird

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jalopy james on January 29, 2009, 03:10:52 PM

it's been pretty damn hot if you ask me.





i guess that's my confession for today.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CeeyMar on January 30, 2009, 06:34:34 AM

Quote from: gentle. on January 29, 2009, 02:29:23 PM

Quote from: CeeyMar on January 29, 2009, 02:22:23 PM

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Quote from: gentle. on January 28, 2009, 10:00:34 PM

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Quote from: CeeyMar on January 28, 2009, 11:43:18 AM

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have a 20 second convo then run out of things to say.

[close]

what do you think this says about your posting, ceeymar?

[close]

uhhhm....I don't know?

[close]

that you ran out of interesting things to say at post 0

I hate you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on January 30, 2009, 09:43:26 AM

you hate the truth.... ruth

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on January 31, 2009, 12:07:19 PM

This guy whoo I went to school witth fucked his cousin every other week. Notice how I didn't write "step". I thought it was weird and disgusting and kinky.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: crapface on January 31, 2009, 12:32:38 PM

Few years back when I was wee young feller there was this guy in the same school as I and he was engaged to his cousin.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pelican on January 31, 2009, 12:46:45 PM

charles darwin fucked his cousin

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: McGarngle on January 31, 2009, 01:05:02 PM

^oh, that is so erotic

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on January 31, 2009, 01:14:43 PM

do you think their relationship ever evolved into anything serious?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DevilOnEnzyte on January 31, 2009, 06:04:39 PM

I had this roomate once.
Guy was a royal asshole, and I fucking hated him.
So before I moved out, he was at work.
I went into his room and jerked off. I blew my load on his pillow and bedsheets, then rubbed it in.
Smiled and moved out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on January 31, 2009, 07:29:28 PM

Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on January 31, 2009, 06:04:39 PM

I had this roomate once.
Guy was a royal asshole, and I fucking hated him.
So before I moved out, he was at work.
I went into his room and jerked off. I blew my load on his pillow and bedsheets, then rubbed it in.
Smiled and moved out.

Is that considered hate a masturbation?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on January 31, 2009, 08:55:14 PM

Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on January 31, 2009, 06:04:39 PM

I had this roomate once.
Guy was a royal asshole, and I fucking hated him.
So before I moved out, he was at work.
I went into his room and jerked off. I blew my load on his pillow and bedsheets, then rubbed it in.
Smiled and moved out.

i was in the same situation only i used to clean the toilet with his tooth brush. life is good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheKarmessiah on January 31, 2009, 10:07:55 PM

Quote from: brent on January 31, 2009, 01:14:43 PM

do you think their relationship ever evolved into anything serious?

(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v189/youngun39/miscellaneous/Fozzy.png)

waka waka waka

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lenny on February 01, 2009, 11:14:40 AM

I hate football.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DevilOnEnzyte on February 01, 2009, 02:05:20 PM

Oh fuck... she was under 18...  :o

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RaunchyKid on February 01, 2009, 02:10:07 PM

Quote from: lenny on February 01, 2009, 11:14:40 AM

I hate football.

Same. I will not be watching the big game tonight just like I didn't last year.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gentle. on February 01, 2009, 03:12:04 PM

Quote from: RaunchyKid on February 01, 2009, 02:10:07 PM

Quote from: lenny on February 01, 2009, 11:14:40 AM

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I hate football.

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Same. I will not be watching the big game tonight just like I didn't last year.

keep it core dudes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on February 01, 2009, 03:34:22 PM

Quote from: gentle. on February 01, 2009, 03:12:04 PM

Quote from: RaunchyKid on February 01, 2009, 02:10:07 PM

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Quote from: lenny on February 01, 2009, 11:14:40 AM

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I hate football.

[close]

Same. I will not be watching the big game tonight just like I didn't last year.

[close]

keep it core dudes

I heart football. I've got it on with Dr. Octagon playing and I'm not skating or watching it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: guy le douche on February 01, 2009, 04:55:39 PM

Quote from: RaunchyKid on February 01, 2009, 02:10:07 PM

Quote from: lenny on February 01, 2009, 11:14:40 AM

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I hate football.

[close]

Same. I will not be watching the big game tonight just like I didn't last year.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: danker peaches on February 01, 2009, 05:08:03 PM

I don't like watching any sports on tv. They are a lot more fun to play than watch

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on February 01, 2009, 11:53:04 PM

for sport, i watch sluts getting fucked in the bottom

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ProjectPatrick on February 02, 2009, 01:04:51 PM

Whenever I go to class I just sit there and think about how badly it makes me want to kill myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RaunchyKid on February 02, 2009, 01:13:29 PM

Quote from: gentle. on February 01, 2009, 03:12:04 PM

Quote from: RaunchyKid on February 01, 2009, 02:10:07 PM

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Quote from: lenny on February 01, 2009, 11:14:40 AM

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I hate football.

[close]

Same. I will not be watching the big game tonight just like I didn't last year.

[close]

keep it core dudes

It's not about being core or some shit like that. Don't you think that people have different interests from others?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on February 02, 2009, 03:18:01 PM

Quote from: RaunchyKid on February 02, 2009, 01:13:29 PM

Quote from: gentle. on February 01, 2009, 03:12:04 PM

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Quote from: RaunchyKid on February 01, 2009, 02:10:07 PM

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Quote from: lenny on February 01, 2009, 11:14:40 AM

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I hate football.

[close]

Same. I will not be watching the big game tonight just like I didn't last year.

[close]

keep it core dudes

[close]

It's not about being core or some shit like that. Don't you think that people have different interests from others?

nope. gawd crafted us to be like him, therefor we must like what he likes. football is one of the guy upstairs (not the accountant, the guy with a shine) interests. so if you not watch superbowl, you not go to heaven

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pelican on February 06, 2009, 03:17:53 PM

i cant find a reason to keep living

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oldboy on February 07, 2009, 10:24:01 PM

Quote from: Pelican on February 06, 2009, 03:17:53 PM

i cant find a reason to keep living

I concur, this realization gives the thinker a choice whether to stop taking life seriously, and therefore begin having massive fun, or drowning themselves under the burden of the apparent pointlessness of it all.
It's whatever you make of it.
As for my contribution: Lol, I'm bulimic.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on February 07, 2009, 10:53:11 PM

Quote from: Pelican on February 06, 2009, 03:17:53 PM

i cant find a reason to keep living

But look at your rep!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RaunchyKid on February 08, 2009, 06:17:21 AM

Quote from: Pelican on February 06, 2009, 03:17:53 PM

i cant find a reason to keep living

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MY5HizxelXc

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on February 08, 2009, 08:46:00 AM

Quote from: Pelican on February 06, 2009, 03:17:53 PM

i cant find a reason to keep living

shut the fuck up and deal with it pussy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Lucy the shy horsey on February 08, 2009, 08:55:22 AM

Quote from: gulo gulo on February 08, 2009, 08:46:00 AM

Quote from: Pelican on February 06, 2009, 03:17:53 PM

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i cant find a reason to keep living

[close]

pussy

Fixed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Clerks II on February 08, 2009, 09:31:44 PM

Quote from: overdoso on December 04, 2006, 11:40:19 AM

such an eye-opening thread this one.

I have seen an eye-fuck porno on the web before. I gotta say, she was pretty fucking hot for a chick with a glass eye.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RaunchyKid on February 09, 2009, 07:49:08 PM

I'm kind of balding so I'll probably end up wearing hats and beanies to cover it up. :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: guy le douche on February 09, 2009, 10:31:35 PM

or you could just glue pubes on your head

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pelican on February 10, 2009, 05:06:32 PM

i dont want to wake up tomorrow

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RaunchyKid on February 10, 2009, 05:46:42 PM

Quote from: guy le douche on February 09, 2009, 10:31:35 PM

or you could just glue pubes on your head

I rather be bald. But, I'm kind of overreacting about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kook and ignore me on February 10, 2009, 09:42:35 PM

Quote from: Pelican on February 10, 2009, 05:06:32 PM

i dont want to wake up tomorrow

What's going on with you sweetie?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on February 11, 2009, 08:59:48 PM

i had sex with a girl that i definitely should have worn a condom with, and i didnt.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on February 11, 2009, 09:03:23 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on February 11, 2009, 08:59:48 PM

i had sex with a girl that i definitely should have worn a condom with, and i didnt.

Hasn't mom taught you anything.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RaunchyKid on February 12, 2009, 05:36:17 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on February 11, 2009, 08:59:48 PM

i had sex with a girl that i definitely should have worn a condom with, and i didnt.

Is she a conservative bitch who doesn't believe in the morning-after pill or abortion?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston. on February 12, 2009, 08:43:56 PM

over the past couple of weeks (friends and i) have been going to parties and end up either unintentionally starting a big fight, or we end up in it because a friend of a friend is in a fight outnumbered so we jump in and it turns into a full on brawl. we've been getting psyched on it despite the fact that most of us hate fighting. for example; some thirty something year old dude was hitting on my friends seventeen year old sister which led to a fight inside the party, which turned into a forty on forty fight outside

i have the inability to talk to girls at parties(who would've thought) or even other people unless i know them. i've been coming out of my shell more and more though, so i'm hoping something awesome is going to happen this weekend. somehow all of my friends make it back to some girls house while i just sit around with everyone else.

i'm going into the weekend with the game plan to stop being such a pussy by actually trying to meet people

for one reason or another i always get stuck on girls that turn out to be out of their minds, but i try and hold onto the dream for as long as possible

i used to be really skinny, then got really fat which led to an eating and a f.t.w problem until i became heroine chic skinny, then i started to gain weight again. instead of getting bummed out on it i just started to go apeshit made for no reason most of the time, so i've been trying to control the anger thing while losing the weight in a sensible way

i lost my last job and applied to a number of different ones that i haven't followed through with mostly because i want to do nothing all day everyday after class and live a carefree life. up until recently i figured i would only work a job that has some sort of bonus payoff; like free stuff or a discount on stuff that i would normally buy. i'm going to set my standards lower and tough it out because i want to get my license, get my own place, and be able to go out and have fun. i'm tired of being the guy that shows up without any beer to a party, and asking friends for cigarettes. i feel like a complete scumbag even though people aren't taking it as such. my mom also gives me twenty dollars or so every week, but i've always refused to by alcohol or cigarettes with the money she gives me

during my christmas break i started to really consider if i was making a mistake by going to school for what i'm going for and thought about dropping out to save money. i thought about what i would actually do if i chose something else, then i started to think about friends who do absolutely nothing because they dropped out of highschool or college. now i'm psyched to be back in class a couple days a week and i've been trying to not blow anything off till the last minute and trying to do better than what i consider my "best work"

even though i really don't like fighting, i've tried to fight the kids in the room next to mine because they invite people over to their room until two or so in the morning. everyone just yells and slams doors non-stop while knocking on my door intermittently. it's impossible to do work and then get to bed at a reasonable time so i can wake up at seven the next morning, so i've come out swinging more so than i like to admit

i recently discovered the joy joy of sleeping naked even though i still prefer to wear just my boxers most of the time. before it felt weird, but now i just think "hell yeah! sleeping naked, who cares?"

that's all i have for now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gentle. on February 12, 2009, 09:11:44 PM

god that was fucking terrible. did you write that with a frilly pen at the edge of the bed on your tummy? did you dot your i's with little hearts?

i love how the people who say theyre shy are always the ones posting up whole loads of personal horse shit for every one to read.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gest on February 12, 2009, 09:36:13 PM

whats wrong with mikefork? hes a cool duders

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on February 12, 2009, 09:49:03 PM

Quote from: MexicanSpaniard on February 11, 2009, 09:03:23 PM

Hasn't mom taught you anything.

i know, i know. im bummed on it. she said she was clean, but one can only worry.

Quote from: RaunchyKid on February 12, 2009, 05:36:17 PM

Is she a conservative bitch who doesn't believe in the morning-after pill or abortion?

i wish that was the only issue, as i've become an expert on pulling out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stoeipoes on February 13, 2009, 06:44:57 AM

If she's pregnant you have a good reason to travel around the world.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheKarmessiah on February 13, 2009, 08:37:18 AM

ok i confess; i really cant stand most of you, oh yeah and gentle is my fake account

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on February 13, 2009, 09:02:30 AM

Quote from: TheKarmessiah on February 13, 2009, 08:37:18 AM

ok i confess; i really cant stand most of you, oh yeah and gentle is my fake account

Liar.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gravel pitch on February 13, 2009, 10:30:51 AM

Quote from: Boston. on February 12, 2009, 08:43:56 PM

over the past couple of weeks (friends and i) have been going to parties and end up either unintentionally starting a big fight, or we end up in it because a friend of a friend is in a fight outnumbered so we jump in and it turns into a full on brawl. we've been getting psyched on it despite the fact that most of us hate fighting. for example; some thirty something year old dude was hitting on my friends seventeen year old sister which led to a fight inside the party, which turned into a forty on forty fight outside

I can picture a bunch of guys with tight vintage t-shirts and bracelets standing around yelling

"FUCK YOU!" "NO, FUCK YOU MAN!"

then going home to write about it in their myspaces.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gentle. on February 13, 2009, 11:04:25 AM

Quote from: TheKarmessiah on February 13, 2009, 08:37:18 AM

ok i confess; i really cant stand most of you, oh yeah and gentle is my fake account

it just so happens gentle can form a coherent sentence and spell, something my "counterpart" karmessiah, a high school fucking drop out, has never been able to do. how much of a fucking dead beat do you have to be to fail in public schooling? im glad youre short and poor and still live with your mom. and way to steal the jokes ive already used. you are your own fake account you dumb fucking cunt.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheKarmessiah on February 13, 2009, 12:07:12 PM

Quote from: gentle. on February 13, 2009, 11:04:25 AM

Quote from: TheKarmessiah on February 13, 2009, 08:37:18 AM

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ok i confess; i really cant stand most of you, oh yeah and gentle is my fake account

[close]

it just so happens gentle can form a coherent sentence and spell, something my "counterpart" karmessiah, a high school fucking drop out, has never been able to do. how much of a fucking dead beat do you have to be to fail in public schooling? im glad youre short and poor and still live with your mom. and way to steal the jokes ive already used. you are your own fake account you dumb fucking cunt.

i should stop this its not healthy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheKarmessiah on February 13, 2009, 12:12:46 PM

Quote from: MexicanSpaniard on February 13, 2009, 09:02:30 AM

Quote from: TheKarmessiah on February 13, 2009, 08:37:18 AM

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ok i confess; i really cant stand most of you, oh yeah and gentle is my fake account

[close]

Liar.

which part do you think im lying about. cuz even when i lie i tell the truth

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on February 13, 2009, 01:00:06 PM

hey gentle, can you rip on me next?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gentle. on February 13, 2009, 01:04:23 PM

Quote from: gulo gulo on February 13, 2009, 01:00:06 PM

hey gentle, can you rip on me next?

i think watching you make unfunny one liners to yourself all the time is torture enough

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on February 13, 2009, 01:07:16 PM

nice one
more please

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on February 13, 2009, 02:34:14 PM

guys shes not pregnant, shes a dirty slut and i probably have aids.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on February 13, 2009, 04:17:39 PM

Quote from: gentle. on February 12, 2009, 09:11:44 PM

i love how the people who say theyre shy are always the ones posting up whole loads of personal horse shit for every one to read.

maybe that's because it's easy to just vent and get shit out without it being seen by anyone that actually knows them...

i'm pretty damn terrible with people... I'm okay with meeting them and introducing myself and that, but I can't keep a conversation going for the life of me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on February 13, 2009, 05:37:03 PM

Today when I woke up nobody was home so I looked at pornography on the computer and masturbated while looking at it. I must have got cum on the rug because when my dad came home he stepped right by the computer and asked "why is it wet right here?". I pretended I had no idea then felt like he knew I was jacking off at the computer and spilled my semen. I also jack off with my left hand even though I'm right handed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Perfection on February 13, 2009, 05:53:01 PM

cigarettebeer,

You need to hold the mouse with your left hand and grip your cock with the right hand.

It's the most efficient way to pleasure yourself.


Love,

Perfection

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on February 13, 2009, 06:07:24 PM

^quit spying on me!
Did you spill right before he came home CB, or does your semen never dry?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stoeipoes on February 15, 2009, 03:56:42 PM

First having a 10 rep and now a 0 rep made me think if I should keep on living.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CeeyMar on February 15, 2009, 06:36:29 PM

Quote from: Stoeipoes on February 15, 2009, 03:56:42 PM

First having a 10 rep and now a 0 rep made me think if I should keep on living.

I hope your joking but if your gonna complain about your rep might as well get used to it drop, Remember that LandShark fool? you sound like him....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RaunchyKid on February 15, 2009, 10:08:50 PM

I don't think I was ever breast-fed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston. on February 16, 2009, 02:14:46 AM

Quote from: Gest on February 12, 2009, 09:36:13 PM

whats wrong with mikefork? hes a cool duders

oh, thanks gest


i can't stand the noise of chewing. mouth closed is really annoying, but mouth open makes me lose my mind

i got my first boner from watching the return of the jedi. it from princess leia's sex slave getup

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stoeipoes on February 16, 2009, 05:25:30 AM

Quote from: CeeyMar on February 15, 2009, 06:36:29 PM

Quote from: Stoeipoes on February 15, 2009, 03:56:42 PM

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First having a 10 rep and now a 0 rep made me think if I should keep on living.

[close]

I hope your joking but if your gonna complain about your rep might as well get used to it drop, Remember that LandShark fool? you sound like him....

First part is the truth, 2nd part is a joke. People don't kill theirselves because they have no rep, silly boy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CeeyMar on February 16, 2009, 06:13:32 PM

my sarcasm detector has been on the fritz.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChildoftheGhetto on February 17, 2009, 06:55:44 PM

I've been on slap from sun up to sun down for the past 7 days because I've had the flu. I feel like a herb right now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gest on February 17, 2009, 07:37:59 PM

just watch the godfather trilogy

Title: Re: real confessions
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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on February 18, 2009, 08:54:49 PM

Quote from: Boston. on February 16, 2009, 02:14:46 AM

i can't stand the noise of chewing. mouth closed is really annoying, but mouth open makes me lose my mind

the worst. 

i just had dinner with my ex-girlfriend and she told me not to meet any girls in the coming weeks.  i shoulda pulled a power move...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BIG FAGGOT on February 19, 2009, 06:35:40 AM

ive really really hated BBK for as long as I can remember

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on February 19, 2009, 11:30:52 AM

Quote from: BIG FAGGOT on February 19, 2009, 06:35:40 AM

ive really really hated BBK for as long as I can remember

You don't need fake accounts to say that, I'm a big boy, i can take it :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gest on February 19, 2009, 01:33:46 PM

that wasnt me bbk i swear to god

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on February 19, 2009, 02:50:15 PM

Quote from: Gest on February 19, 2009, 01:33:46 PM

that wasnt me bbk i swear to god

haha, it's cool gest, the shit-talking on your thread wasn't ment as an a personal attack... we're all good in my books, and even if you would hate me it wouldn't bother me, internet beef is hilarious

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LesbianPUNCH on February 19, 2009, 04:55:56 PM

I'm Jared...

anyone remember me?  I'm such a bastard!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston. on February 19, 2009, 05:48:16 PM

bullshit!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kook and ignore me on February 19, 2009, 09:00:51 PM

Quote from: LesbianPUNCH on February 19, 2009, 04:55:56 PM

I'm Jared...

anyone remember me?  I'm such a bastard!

  Really?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LesbianPUNCH on February 20, 2009, 10:34:32 AM

yes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on February 21, 2009, 10:52:03 PM

I think about having sex with my girlfriend's mom multiple times a day. She's not a milf or anything, I'm just extremely attracted to older women.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on February 23, 2009, 05:58:17 PM

I'm drinking beer and watching live John Mayer videos on youtube.  It's the first time, but I just realized how seductive his voice and delicate string plucking is.  He can rip a solo too.  I mean the dude dated Jennifer Love Hewitt, he fucking wins.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-e1FHJkVoFE&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_M5cNcRcMk&feature=related

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on February 23, 2009, 06:09:44 PM

I'm going to ignore that post.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on February 23, 2009, 06:13:37 PM

Okay sorry, I'm not watching them, I played a few in the background as I lurked Slap.  I'm just feeling really mellow and need acoustic that's not Elliot Smith.  Actually I'm gonna listen to Dylan's song right now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WWD4D? on February 23, 2009, 09:37:23 PM

It might be just me, but I hate going to parties and parties in general. I dunno, I just always feel socially awkward at parties and could never get in the swing of things when it came to the party mentality. That and plus a lot of the people that I encounter at parties are pretty much total morons. All anyone ever does is try to hook up and get as drunk as they can, its pretty stupid and lame most of the time. Everyone is doing their thing and more than likely ill just be chillin by myself outside on the patio or somethin smokin' a cig and keeping to myself. I dunno, all my friends ever wanna do is go check out parties that are going on around town when all I ever wanna do is just have a late night sesh instead.[/bitchy rant]

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bipsmound on February 24, 2009, 05:46:27 AM

Yo, you should come to one of my parties.  We sit in a circle on the floor and have a back massage train.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pelican on February 24, 2009, 12:46:33 PM

drunk people love it when you recognize their dereliction. tell people how stupid and trashy they are and you will be the life of the party.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Livin The Psychedelic Lif on February 24, 2009, 09:30:25 PM

Quote from: Bipsmound on February 24, 2009, 05:46:27 AM

Yo, you should come to one of my parties.  We sit in a circle on the floor and have a back massage train.

dont forget the baby oil and candles this friday!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WWD4D? on February 25, 2009, 04:53:12 PM

Quote from: Bipsmound on February 24, 2009, 05:46:27 AM

Yo, you should come to one of my parties.  We sit in a circle on the floor and have a back massage train.

Sounds good man. I'll bring some pizza and some Pauly Shore DVD's and we'll make it a REAL party.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on February 25, 2009, 05:51:50 PM

Quote from: Kev. on February 23, 2009, 06:13:37 PM

Okay sorry, I'm not watching them, I played a few in the background as I lurked Slap.  I'm just feeling really mellow and need acoustic that's not Elliot Smith.  Actually I'm gonna listen to Dylan's song right now.

damien rice?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WWD4D? on February 26, 2009, 02:40:42 PM

I heard an ICP song today and actually thought it was pretty good.... This is worse than finding out you have AIDS.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on February 26, 2009, 06:01:44 PM

i got shot POW the murda was heinous, the bullet went in my eyeball and out my anus

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: able on February 26, 2009, 08:31:29 PM

  okay, here's a real confession.
 

   From the age of 21 till 29 I lived on my own. I always had a house with a lot of roommates and partied all the time. I got drunk every night for 7 years straight. I'm surprised I didn't kill myself.
   Around the age of 27-28 the partying became too much. We were snorting coke every night and on a rare occasion someone would bring over some heroin. I was pretty much hooked on coke. I did it probably every day for a couple of years.
  Eventually my roommates got out of control with drugs. They started smoking crack and stealing from one another. Things got way too crazy for me so I had to go. I left and reluctantly moved back in with my parents at the age of 29.
  It was soooo depressing. I felt like a loser, my brother and sister treated me differently too. Luckily my parents had high speed internet so I finally got my first taste of something better than dial up.
  That's when I found SLAP. I swear as lame as it sounds.... SLAP got me through itl. All the people who I met through drugs who I thought were friends were not. I was left alone..... abandoned by my old crowd and had no where to go. Thank god for SLAP. Not that I've made any life long friends here or anything... It was just the greatest thing to pass the time, laugh, and get my mind off things.
   So here I am now. I'm 31 and I've been living with my girlfriend for a year and I'm going to College. Things are really good! I don't fuck around with drugs too much, I skate all the time and I've got a great new group of friends I hang out with.
   Even though I may not find the time to come here and check out what's going on very often.... I forever feel in debt to what SLAP did for me in times of need.
  Thanks.
 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gest on February 26, 2009, 09:25:15 PM

damn able, i didnt know any of that stuff, im glad you got through all of that bullshit and still kept with the sk8. youre one of the better posters on here. and you can tre flip noseslide, i think?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MEOW on February 27, 2009, 04:25:48 AM

this past week i helped a girl i know get through heroin withdrawals and took her to the ER since she was overdosing on ridiculous amounts of pills she had taken in an effort to pass out and not feel anything. i don't know what they were exactly but i know some of it was subutex and xanax. at the hospital i had to speak for her since she was too fucked up to talk, had to help hook up her oxygen tubes, iv, and all those weird matrix looking things with wires all over her body... i also had to take her panties off and lift her body onto a bucket so they could try to get a urine sample, although she hadn't had food or water in 24 hours so she couldn't even pee. this resulted in the nurse spreading her legs and shoving a rubber tube into her vagina (i stepped out of the room for this one) and all i could hear for the next five minutes was her screaming and crying in pain. twenty four hours later she was released from the hospital and i stayed with her for 24 more hours until my ex girlfriend that i currently still live with (FUCK) had to be at the hospital to get surgery on her face because she got fucked up and fell down the subway stairs at 4 am alone and broke her wrist in 3 places and shattered her cheekbones.

the saddest part about all of this is that the junkie is probably the most beautiful girl i know, and i had never seen her naked before this hospital experience. her body is simply amazing, it almost made me believe in god when i first saw it, but every time i tried to jerk off to it i just kept hearing her screaming from being raped by a urine tube.

hi. i'm a piece of shit.

but seriously i think that whole "scared straight" idea is pretty good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: anblue on February 27, 2009, 05:06:55 AM

im staying home from school today because im about to have a mental breakdown. i just really dont care about that much shit anymore, and an ex girlfriend keeps calling and making everything worse.  im tired of the bullshit of my everyday life and i just really dont feel like dealing with it anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Allen. on February 27, 2009, 09:16:40 PM

I almost got killed 3 times in the span of an hour 2 nights ago.
I like this girl who couldn't be sending me more mixed signals who listens to Biggie and knows the words to Mannie Fresh. She lives 5 minutes away.
At the same time I like a girl who loves Radiohead and Wolf Parade and Geto Boys, who lives an hour away whom I could probably get with but I don't have a job and can't necessarily make her come out here all the time.
I'm torn.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on February 27, 2009, 11:38:05 PM

what is this, date my playlist?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: palmtree on February 28, 2009, 02:51:50 AM

Bitches be crazy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WWD4D? on February 28, 2009, 10:48:18 AM

Quote from: anblue on February 27, 2009, 05:06:55 AM

im staying home from school today because im about to have a mental breakdown. i just really dont care about that much shit anymore, and an ex girlfriend keeps calling and making everything worse.  im tired of the bullshit of my everyday life and i just really dont feel like dealing with it anymore.

(http://www.plowsunlimited.com/images/lawn/gunny.jpg)
"Kill her"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lenny on February 28, 2009, 11:00:35 AM

Quote from: Bipsmound on February 24, 2009, 05:46:27 AM

Yo, you should come to one of my parties.  We sit in a circle on the floor and have a back massage train.

is coldplay playing in the background?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bumptobar on February 28, 2009, 11:20:27 AM

Spending money(that i dont have) really bums me out.  And weed really makes me happy.  Its a shitty vicious cycle.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on February 28, 2009, 12:12:05 PM

Amen broheem.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WWD4D? on March 03, 2009, 06:58:37 AM

Today is the earliest I've been up in like, two years. I'm pretty much forced to sleep earlier now than I usually do because for some reason my neighbor just ALWAYS has to let his dog out at around 7 or 8 in the morning to roam his backyard and that motherfucker barks nonstop like there's no tomorrow. He doesn't let the dog back in for a good two hours too, so that thing is just barking non stop for a good two hours. My room pretty much faces his backyard, so I have been getting no sleep for the past two weeks, getting awoken by that damn dog everyday at around 7-8ish. I've tried to talk to my neighbor about it but he still insists on letting that dog out that early. So now I'm pretty much forced to sleep at around 10:30-11ish, which is pretty early for me, to get a full nights sleep. All my friends are like, "dude, when no one is looking just throw a snickers bar it's way and bam, no more dog", which I guess would get rid of the dog, but I just couldn't bring myself to do it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on March 03, 2009, 08:03:18 AM

A Snickers bar wouldn't kill him.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WWD4D? on March 03, 2009, 08:36:16 AM

Chocolate kills dogs apparently. I guess you'd have to feed it a lot for it to die, but I'm pretty sure that when they said "feed it a snickers" they were probably just saying give it a lot of chocolate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on March 03, 2009, 10:08:54 AM

Threaten the dog and start pissing all over the fence closest to you. Kidnap the neighboor and dump him on a farm hundreds of miles away. Problem solved.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on March 03, 2009, 08:16:19 PM

Quote from: WWD4D? on March 03, 2009, 08:36:16 AM

Chocolate kills dogs apparently. I guess you'd have to feed it a lot for it to die, but I'm pretty sure that when they said "feed it a snickers" they were probably just saying give it a lot of chocolate.

I think dark chocolate MIGHT. Milk chocolate doesn't.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on March 03, 2009, 08:47:46 PM

last week i had strep throat and the medicine made me have absolutely no sex drive. this week im better and i guess my body wants to make up for last week, ive jacked off 3 times a day for the past 3 days. i feel 15 again. ive jacked off so much, in fact, that when i cum, like 2 drops drip out. i think i ran out of cum.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WWD4D? on March 03, 2009, 09:08:42 PM

Quote from: Doctor Handsome on March 03, 2009, 08:16:19 PM

Quote from: WWD4D? on March 03, 2009, 08:36:16 AM

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Chocolate kills dogs apparently. I guess you'd have to feed it a lot for it to die, but I'm pretty sure that when they said "feed it a snickers" they were probably just saying give it a lot of chocolate.

[close]

I think dark chocolate MIGHT. Milk chocolate doesn't.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theobromine_poisoning

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RaunchyKid on March 04, 2009, 06:47:50 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on March 03, 2009, 08:47:46 PM

last week i had strep throat and the medicine made me have absolutely no sex drive. this week im better and i guess my body wants to make up for last week, ive jacked off 3 times a day for the past 3 days. i feel 15 again. ive jacked off so much, in fact, that when i cum, like 2 drops drip out. i think i ran out of cum.

I hate that feeling. Sometimes, when I don't jack off for a day or two, I'll jack off at least twice the next day and the last round hurts and gives me like a little, unenthusiastic stream.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mooley on March 05, 2009, 03:31:37 AM

Last week I slept in late for a 1:00PM class. Scummin' hard.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ted Haggard on March 12, 2009, 03:32:16 PM

I used to have everything. I was a moral leader for thousands at New Life Church. People looked up to me. My days were joyful and righteous, or so they seemed on the outside. Even the greatest people have their dark days. Lust, corruption and sin have led me to what I am today. I bought methamphetamines from a male prostitute and after smoking some of the crystals, adulterated with another man. Who, you ask? Mike Jones.  He caressed and licked my penis, and as hard as it is to admit, I touched his anus. With my penis.

(http://tbn1.google.com/images?q=tbn:nzw16xd5O7KHHM:http://www.fancast.com/blogs/files/2009/01/big-blog-template-ted-haggard.jpg)

 Because of my vile and repugnant decisions, I have lost everything. I have nobody to talk to in real life. My wife Gayle stays at a hotel with the kids. I need you guys for moral support. As a pastor of the good Lord, I used to forgive even those with the darkest pasts, and let then into my congregation. Now all I ask of you, is to let me into your congregation and forgive me. If the Savior himself can forgive me, I hope ya'll can too.
                                                                                                                    Blessfully, Ted
Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts: and let him return unto the Lord, and he will have mercy upon him; and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon.
(Isaiah 55:7)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Chris Brown on March 12, 2009, 04:11:05 PM

Rhianna used to beat me. I mean, I wasn't always the best boyfriend but I never deserved to get hit you know? Like have y'all ever been in a relationship where you have so much shit being put onto you and your girlfriend keeps on slapping you and biting your balls(hard) during fellatio? I just secured this huge gum deal and then bam on the car ride home after proposing my love she calls me a sissy and slaps me. I just snapped you dig? I punched, bit and face fucked that whore to next sunday, I even tried pushing her out of the car but her fucking seatbelt was on.....I still made her know who the man in the relationship was and now I have a huge alpha male syndrome.....If a fan even looks at me crooked during a show I get my roadie to take them backstage and I beat there 10 year old asses.....god damn I'm cool.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston. on March 12, 2009, 06:14:53 PM

you guys suck at this fake account thing

Quote from: Boston on June 27, 2007, 12:03:42 PM

Its more than a feeling, when I hear that old song they used to play (more than a feeling)
I begin dreaming (more than a feeling)
till I see marianne walk away
I see my marianne walkin away

(http://www.slapmagazine.com/Mambo/forum/Themes/babylon/images/warnwarn.gif) quit spamming the boards with that same freaking quote, or else your stay here will be short lived :)

see that little message on the bottom?
i almost got banned for singing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CeeyMar on March 14, 2009, 02:21:02 PM

So we need more wahh in this,

The weekends depress me, during the school week everyone is my friend and they talk to me and want to hang out with me then when the weekend comes no one ever calls and when I try to make plans they always cancel or decline. I have no good spots to skate  or no movie theaters or anything to do in this town. All I really do is sit at home on xbox or Slap (Thus my quick paldom). All I can do is countdown the days to when school is over and I can go back to Edmonton for 3 weeks but I have to have good grades  and school is the last thing I could care about now.

ughhh friday night the depression kicks in and its all gone on monday.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pelican on March 14, 2009, 03:06:19 PM

try reading a book.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CeeyMar on March 14, 2009, 03:12:23 PM

I just finished Tweflth Night and I'm gonna start Lord of the Flies soon.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brewseph on March 14, 2009, 03:48:40 PM

I think its almost impossible for me to stay sober, I only feel that im skating at my full potential when im under the influence of alcohol or a  drug(which is fucking pathetic) but anyways when im not skating, playing music or drinking im thinking of whatever way i can stay busy so I dont realize how depressed I am at my current life situation and the world we live in.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on March 14, 2009, 06:32:31 PM

last night i got wayyyy too drunk and when i woke up there was a naked girl in my bed. im super bummed on it because i generally dont want to be having one night stands. im pretty sure i didnt fuck her, which is good, but when i woke up my hand definitely smelled like pussy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wood Pusher on March 15, 2009, 08:14:41 AM

Whenever skate bored posts I always think he's Koston.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DevilOnEnzyte on March 20, 2009, 09:41:57 PM

I hate my job.
I used to love being a mechanic... but my hobby became a career and it sucks.
The worst part is that "skill" wise, there's nothing else I'm "good" at.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gentle. on March 20, 2009, 09:47:17 PM

Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on March 20, 2009, 09:41:57 PM

I hate my job.
I used to love being a mechanic... but my hobby became a career and it sucks.
The worst part is that "skill" wise, there's nothing else I'm "good" at.

aint you good at runnin yo car into thangs that stand still?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lenny on March 21, 2009, 01:43:50 AM

Quote from: Wood Pusher on March 15, 2009, 08:14:41 AM

Whenever skate bored posts I always think he's Koston.

whenever you post, i with your sig was something intresting.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: loophole on March 23, 2009, 07:15:37 AM

i've become incredibly selfish. my best friend broke his hand today, and i had to force myself to care more than the little bit i do.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on March 26, 2009, 01:03:43 PM

I haven't done a flip trick this year, but I don't think anyone is complaining about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston. on March 26, 2009, 04:41:49 PM

after having a friend ask me if i wanted to have the kinkiest sex of my life with one of her friends, then introducing me to the wrong girl, i have a new found obsession with wanting to lick attractive girls asses. i'm a nasty little boy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on March 26, 2009, 04:46:29 PM

Quote from: Boston. on March 26, 2009, 04:41:49 PM

after having a friend ask me if i wanted to have the kinkiest sex of my life with one of her friends, then introducing me to the wrong girl, i have a new found obsession with wanting to lick attractive girls asses. i'm a nasty little boy

I'd consider that normal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston. on March 26, 2009, 04:50:46 PM

Quote from: MexicanSpaniard on March 26, 2009, 04:46:29 PM

Quote from: Boston. on March 26, 2009, 04:41:49 PM

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after having a friend ask me if i wanted to have the kinkiest sex of my life with one of her friends, then introducing me to the wrong girl, i have a new found obsession with wanting to lick attractive girls asses. i'm a nasty little boy

[close]

I'd consider that normal.

i'm going straight for the ass from now on!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on March 26, 2009, 04:52:49 PM

Quote from: Boston. on March 26, 2009, 04:50:46 PM

Quote from: MexicanSpaniard on March 26, 2009, 04:46:29 PM

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Quote from: Boston. on March 26, 2009, 04:41:49 PM

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after having a friend ask me if i wanted to have the kinkiest sex of my life with one of her friends, then introducing me to the wrong girl, i have a new found obsession with wanting to lick attractive girls asses. i'm a nasty little boy

[close]

I'd consider that normal.

[close]

i'm going straight for the ass from now on!

Neck kissing and tongue in the ear first.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston. on March 26, 2009, 04:55:15 PM

Quote from: MexicanSpaniard on March 26, 2009, 04:52:49 PM

Quote from: Boston. on March 26, 2009, 04:50:46 PM

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Quote from: MexicanSpaniard on March 26, 2009, 04:46:29 PM

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Quote from: Boston. on March 26, 2009, 04:41:49 PM

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after having a friend ask me if i wanted to have the kinkiest sex of my life with one of her friends, then introducing me to the wrong girl, i have a new found obsession with wanting to lick attractive girls asses. i'm a nasty little boy

[close]

I'd consider that normal.

[close]

i'm going straight for the ass from now on!

[close]

Neck kissing and tongue in the ear first.

that's a given. you have to butter them up first somehow. don't let these glasses fool you; i'm no jarvis cocker

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sarmiento Subs on March 28, 2009, 11:34:29 AM

Quote from: CeeyMar on March 14, 2009, 02:21:02 PM

So we need more wahh in this,

The weekends depress me, during the school week everyone is my friend and they talk to me and want to hang out with me then when the weekend comes no one ever calls and when I try to make plans they always cancel or decline. I have no good spots to skate  or no movie theaters or anything to do in this town. All I really do is sit at home on xbox or Slap (Thus my quick paldom). All I can do is countdown the days to when school is over and I can go back to Edmonton for 3 weeks but I have to have good grades  and school is the last thing I could care about now.

ughhh friday night the depression kicks in and its all gone on monday.

it was like that a lot for me in high school, i could sit anywhere in any class and no one would care and i would always be able to talk to people and have friends and stuff, my freshmen year i sat at a more than a few different lunch tables (each table was a clique basically) and no one ever excluded me or anything, and everyone wanted me to do this and do that with them

then come the weekend, my parents were strict in terms of driving and no one wanted to come get my ass even if i would give them some gas money

like you, nothing to do where i lived, no good spots either...i would always make plans with one friend to actually go skate where there are good spots and he would flake on me every single weekend, he was the single most whipped dude i knew but i would always show up with hope and i would get to his house and he would be gone or "not home" which means his gf is there and she doesnt want him answering the door...man he was whipped

i mean i had some good flatground to skate but all my money went to buying decks, shoes, and skate vids so i very rarely bought new video games and we had dial up internet, it for sure got boring as hell

just keep your head up man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wood Pusher on March 28, 2009, 01:31:08 PM

I am very quiet, I can go a whole school day not talking except during lunch with my friends. When I talk to someone who I don't know very well I usually mutter or talk extremely low. I can't make eye contact. When someone I know says hi to me I usually give them the "sup" nod or say hi in a very low voice. Now girls? Most of them find it cute. Hopefully I can grow out of this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RaunchyKid on March 28, 2009, 03:26:02 PM

• I lace some of my shoes all the way to the top.
• During my junior year of high school, I beat the fuck out of some sophomore kid that was 5' 0". I was 5' 11".

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sarmiento Subs on March 29, 2009, 04:27:37 PM

when it first came out i bought the mike v stand strong video or whatever it was called

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stoeipoes on March 29, 2009, 05:06:31 PM

Quote from: RaunchyKid on March 28, 2009, 03:26:02 PM

• I lace some of my shoes all the way to the top.

Also you can go too far, Raunchykid.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RaunchyKid on March 30, 2009, 01:48:07 AM

Perhaps, I do. But, it's actually one pair of shoes. Eras always come off, even if I go down half a size. If I go down half a size, my toes start to swell. I think it's funny how everyone I know keep a few eyelets open but everyone at the Vox demo had their shoes laced up all the way. I don't even know why I'm talking about this. I notice the most random shit ever. Eras are the only shoes I have to lace up all the way, though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stoeipoes on March 30, 2009, 02:07:13 PM

I was joking.
What's the deal about lacing to the top? Is it cooler to lace the first 3 eyes only?
Lacing to the top is better for your feet, so you're doing fine.
I'm skating in skate highs now and I only have 1 eye open.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RaunchyKid on March 30, 2009, 02:53:01 PM

I just do what feels better. Eras are the only ones I have to lace to the top. High tops come off unless laced one from the top. But, I guess it depends on the person and shoes. I rather not die while skateboarding. Not lacing shoes enough is just as bad as feeding the lace through the eyelets so they look like they're on display.

Confession: I went through my girlfriend's cell phone, in hope of finding some erotic pics of her. But, I had no luck. I feel like a scumbag for doing that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on March 30, 2009, 03:46:54 PM

i lace my shoes into the top eyelet so i don't have to tie them. my buddy and i both did it in high school and i just stuck with it. i hate how the knot looks outside of the shoe now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wood Pusher on March 30, 2009, 05:19:45 PM

Quote from: RaunchyKid on March 30, 2009, 02:53:01 PM

I just do what feels better. Eras are the only ones I have to lace to the top. High tops come off unless laced one from the top. But, I guess it depends on the person and shoes. I rather not die while skateboarding. Not lacing shoes enough is just as bad as feeding the lace through the eyelets so they look like they're on display.

Confession: I went through my girlfriend's cell phone, in hope of finding some erotic pics of her. But, I had no luck. I feel like a scumbag for doing that.

I was sleeping at my older cousin's house one time and I took his cellphone while he was sleeping, found some nude photos of his girlfriend and jerked off to it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: spungo on March 31, 2009, 12:42:31 AM

Quote from: Wood Pusher on March 30, 2009, 05:19:45 PM

Quote from: RaunchyKid on March 30, 2009, 02:53:01 PM

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Confession: I went through my girlfriend's cell phone, in hope of finding some erotic pics of her. But, I had no luck. I feel like a scumbag for doing that.

[close]

I was sleeping at my older cousin's house one time and I took his cellphone while he was sleeping, found some nude photos of him and jerked off to it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bipsmound on March 31, 2009, 07:41:13 AM

Quote from: Stoeipoes on March 30, 2009, 02:07:13 PM

I was joking.
What's the deal about lacing to the top? Is it cooler to lace the first 3 eyes only?
Lacing to the top is better for your feet, so you're doing fine.
I'm skating in skate highs now and I only have 1 eye open.

...sleep with 1 eye open
gripping your pillow tight

EXIT LIGHT

ENTER NIGHT

TAKE MY HAND

OFF TO NEVER NEVER LAND

dah nuh na na naaa
dah nuh na na naaa
dah nuh na na naaa
naa nuh nuh na nuh na na nuhhh

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tysj! on March 31, 2009, 01:19:47 PM

Quote from: Bipsmound on March 31, 2009, 07:41:13 AM

Quote from: Stoeipoes on March 30, 2009, 02:07:13 PM

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I was joking.
What's the deal about lacing to the top? Is it cooler to lace the first 3 eyes only?
Lacing to the top is better for your feet, so you're doing fine.
I'm skating in skate highs now and I only have 1 eye open.

[close]

...sleep with 1 eye open
gripping your pillow tight

EXIT LIGHT

ENTER NIGHT

TAKE MY HAND

OFF TO NEVER NEVER LAND

dah nuh na na naaa
dah nuh na na naaa
dah nuh na na naaa
naa nuh nuh na nuh na na nuhhh

I laughed way too hard at that than I should have.

I have an exam today that I've already studied for but my girl would like me to study more before class. So I'm half studying until she's off to class in less than an hour then I'm going to play games for the next 2 hours until my exam. And I like to call myself pretty smart.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wood Pusher on March 31, 2009, 05:52:11 PM

Quote from: spungo on March 31, 2009, 12:42:31 AM

Quote from: Wood Pusher on March 30, 2009, 05:19:45 PM

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Quote from: RaunchyKid on March 30, 2009, 02:53:01 PM

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Confession: I went through my girlfriend's cell phone, in hope of finding some erotic pics of her. But, I had no luck. I feel like a scumbag for doing that.

[close]

I was sleeping at my older cousin's house one time and I took his cellphone while he was sleeping, found some nude photos of him and jerked off to it.

[close]

hahah

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: angryfacedman on April 03, 2009, 01:15:39 PM

Im actually not that angryfaced.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ted Dibiase on April 04, 2009, 06:42:12 PM

Quote from: baxter on April 04, 2009, 11:45:27 AM

In the shower when I turn off all the lights to jack off it goes pitch black and i can't see anything and i think im blind until i pull the curtain over so i can see the crack of light under the door. no matter how many times i do it i still fall for it every time.

damn dude if i had a roommate who turned off the light while the shower is running i know automatically what they were doing and be pissed...then again it is better than them doing it in your room or something

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bipsmound on April 06, 2009, 06:22:23 AM

Quote from: baxter on April 04, 2009, 11:45:27 AM

In the shower when I turn off all the lights to jack off it goes pitch black and i can't see anything and i think im blind until i pull the curtain over so i can see the crack of light under the door. no matter how many times i do it i still fall for it every time.

That's some lil' goblin shit right there.  In your dark damp cave underneath the waterfall where no one knows and no one can see (not even yourself)?  When your mom asks you why the fuck you're showering in the dark, do you hiss back at her "I'm going to my dark placccccceee"?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TRAFFIC! on April 06, 2009, 05:30:01 PM

Quote from: Bipsmound on April 06, 2009, 06:22:23 AM

Quote from: baxter on April 04, 2009, 11:45:27 AM

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In the shower when I turn off all the lights to jack off it goes pitch black and i can't see anything and i think im blind until i pull the curtain over so i can see the crack of light under the door. no matter how many times i do it i still fall for it every time.

[close]

That's some lil' goblin shit right there.  In your dark damp cave underneath the waterfall where no one knows and no one can see (not even yourself)?  When your mom asks you why the fuck you're showering in the dark, do you hiss back at her "I'm going to my dark placccccceee"?

Hahahahahaha, holy fuck.  I almost spit pop everywhere reading that.  I can't wait to read your short story even more now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on April 07, 2009, 04:38:32 PM

Quote from: Bipsmound on April 06, 2009, 06:22:23 AM

When your mom asks you why the fuck you're showering in the dark, do you hiss back at her "I'm going to my dark placccccceee"?

hahaha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lakai! on April 07, 2009, 04:50:24 PM

Ted is pretty funny.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: biggums mcgee on April 08, 2009, 06:30:30 PM

^^you should just stop while you're ahead with spamming this place up.

look at the past two pages (a month's time) of this thread. 1/2 the posts are from the same one or two people. I think its time to get off your ass, buddy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: thats a mark on April 09, 2009, 10:09:22 AM

idk

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on April 11, 2009, 11:12:23 PM

went to vegas for a few days on a family trip with my mom and brother. after many free drinks and spending all the money i set aside for the trip(way too much already) i told them i was sick and was going to bed early, but i really went to the atm and withdrew another $200 which i blew on roulette. i guess this is how most peoples trip to vegas goes?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: anblue on April 11, 2009, 11:25:50 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on April 11, 2009, 11:12:23 PM

went to vegas for a few days on a family trip with my mom and brother. after many free drinks and spending all the money i set aside for the trip(way too much already) i told them i was sick and was going to bed early, but i really went to the atm and withdrew another $200 which i blew on roulette. i guess this is how most peoples trip to vegas goes?

well thats better than taking your families money, i drove home sorta drunk tonight and a little stoned i have work tomorrow and i dont wanna go, im just kinda like fuck everything right now, whens summer

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pelican on April 16, 2009, 08:22:51 PM

i can't get a girl to like me for longer than 2 weeks

and it devastates me every time

and now my first year of college is over and i've just alienated everyone and taken shitty classes

so i paid a shitload of money to be miserable and lonely

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: anblue on April 16, 2009, 08:33:02 PM

Quote from: Pelican on April 16, 2009, 08:22:51 PM

i can't get a girl to like me for longer than 2 weeks

and it devastates me every time

and now my first year of college is over and i've just alienated everyone and taken shitty classes

so i paid a shitload of money to be miserable and lonely

dude youll bounce back, its almost like these things work in cycles eventually youll hit your stride and be fine again

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Vegetable Lasagna on April 16, 2009, 08:34:30 PM

Just pay a shitload more money and join a frat for instant 'friends' and girls.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pelican on April 16, 2009, 08:40:07 PM

Quote from: Vegetable Lasagna on April 16, 2009, 08:34:30 PM

Just pay a shitload more money and join a frat for instant 'friends' and girls.

i seriously almost did this because some of the dudes were actually really cool and skated, but most of them hated me and kicked me out.

i know i'll bounce back, i'm not even really bummed because i never got too close to this girl, it's just so fucking demoralizing being perpetually rejected.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on April 17, 2009, 03:43:56 PM

When I die I'd like there to be finger foods and champagne at my funeral. I want my body parts stuffed at a taxidermist, placed in fancy jars, then everyone who attends my funeral will enter a raffle to see which part they will take home.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on April 17, 2009, 06:14:09 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on April 17, 2009, 03:43:56 PM

When I die I'd like there to be finger foods and champagne at my funeral. I want my body parts stuffed at a taxidermist, placed in fancy jars, then everyone who attends my funeral will enter a raffle to see which part they will take home.

Do you have a soundtrack you'd force them to listen to from beyond the grave as well?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nocomply on April 22, 2009, 08:22:02 AM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on April 17, 2009, 03:43:56 PM

When I die I'd like there to be finger foods and champagne at my funeral. I want my body parts stuffed at a taxidermist, placed in fancy jars, then everyone who attends my funeral will enter a raffle to see which part they will take home.

before my dad died he told me he wanted a spittoon placed next to his coffin and he wanted people to walk up and spit in it and then point and laugh at him while he lied there dead in his coffin. I think he was joking... I didn't do it. It would have been pretty hilarious in retrospect, but I couldn't deal with it at the time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on April 30, 2009, 09:55:12 PM

When I'm in the shower I like to take my ball sack and make it into a tarp to collect some falling water. When it fills up I enjoy dropping the water out of my sack and listening to it hit the shower floor.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: starvingrobot on May 01, 2009, 12:40:36 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on April 30, 2009, 09:55:12 PM

When I'm in the shower I like to take my ball sack and make it into a tarp to collect some falling water. When it fills up I enjoy dropping the water out of my sack and listening to it hit the shower floor.

Amazing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: frisco on May 05, 2009, 05:40:01 AM

i jerked off to naked pictures of my ex girlfriend, and i hate her

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on May 05, 2009, 07:01:23 AM

Quote from: frisco on May 05, 2009, 05:40:01 AM

i jerked off to naked pictures of my ex girlfriend, and i hate her

i didn't know you hated me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sparksandblood on May 05, 2009, 09:22:23 AM

Quote from: frisco on May 05, 2009, 05:40:01 AM

i jerked off to naked pictures of my ex girlfriend, and i hate her

ive heard of a hatefuck, but a hatejerk? thats uncharted territory, your a pioneer

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gest on May 05, 2009, 04:08:44 PM

Quote from: frisco on May 05, 2009, 05:40:01 AM

i jerked off to naked pictures of my ex girlfriend, and i hate her

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on May 06, 2009, 07:33:28 PM

Quote from: frisco on May 05, 2009, 05:40:01 AM

i jerked off to naked pictures of my ex girlfriend, and i hate her

count me in.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CeeyMar on May 06, 2009, 07:35:39 PM

I can't get off to pictures.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on May 07, 2009, 09:29:56 AM

i think i speak for everyone when i say post the pics.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: drunk on May 09, 2009, 11:20:30 AM

Quote from: starvingrobot on May 01, 2009, 12:40:36 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on April 30, 2009, 09:55:12 PM

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When I'm in the shower I like to take my ball sack and make it into a tarp to collect some falling water. When it fills up I enjoy dropping the water out of my sack and listening to it hit the shower floor.

[close]

Amazing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on May 10, 2009, 10:08:07 PM

when i was 17 i dated a girl til i was 20 and still kind of see her sometimes and its like nothings changed...but she has had a boyfriend for the past year. the whole thing fell apart because of me in the first place, i fucked it up. its been 2 years and im pretty stuck on her, and theres not much of a chance i can get her back, and to be honest, it wouldnt end up working anyways probably, just because of how important her religion is to her and my lack of religion. basically i cant get over the fucking nostalgia of when we dated and i will try to see her monthly just to try and get that feeling again. in the meantime i was trying to not fuck a bunch of girls in hopes of getting back together and not having to explain that while im the only person shes ever been with, ive fucked a bunch of other girls. holy fuck i sound like a bitch. anyways, im pretty much coming to the reality that it isnt going to happen and i keep getting drunk and taking home slutty girls from bars and this shit is no fun when you are sitting alone at home the next night. i dont think ill ever really like anybody the same way, and these sluts are only filling the void for a few hours. and half of them are cheating on their boyfriends with me, which makes me even more skeptical of meeting and trusting another girl. god damn, sorry i just typed that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on May 10, 2009, 10:32:01 PM

^the trust thing is big

Ive been the "other guy" that they cheated with at different times in my life, and it seemed so easy for them to do that to their boyfriends. It certainly does make it harder to trust a girl you want to be committed to...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on May 11, 2009, 07:11:34 AM

Quote from: Beer Keg Peg Leg on May 11, 2009, 06:57:25 AM

My 'girlfriend' (really she was just the closest thing I've had to a girlfriend) moved to America last June, and I haven't seen her since. We used to talk on the phone for over six hours at a time, but it's died down and now I haven't talked to her in about two months. I will most likely never see her again, but I still think about her everyday and everytime I touch my penis I am thinking about her. For some reason I just can't get over her and it is really making me miserable. She has a new boyfriend now and the thought of her being with him makes me want to throw up. I keep imagining some fantasy scenario where I come up with some cash to fly there and sweep her off her feet and we spoon a lot. I'm thinking about just straight up saying, we should see eachother again at <insert point in time>, and if she agrees, great, if she doesn't, I will have to go bang sluts and drown my sorrows.

i'll chip in 20 bucks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: walrus on May 12, 2009, 01:41:22 PM

^^ seriously beat the boyfriend up. shed have to look at some fucked up dude and you might feel better until you fuck the girl again

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gentle. on May 12, 2009, 05:05:42 PM

Quote from: Beer Keg Peg Leg on May 11, 2009, 06:57:25 AM

My 'girlfriend' (really she was just the closest thing I've had to a girlfriend) moved to America last June, and I haven't seen her since. We used to talk on the phone for over six hours at a time, but it's died down and now I haven't talked to her in about two months. I will most likely never see her again, but I still think about her everyday and everytime I touch my penis I am thinking about her. For some reason I just can't get over her and it is really making me miserable. She has a new boyfriend now and the thought of her being with him makes me want to throw up. I keep imagining some fantasy scenario where I come up with some cash to fly there and sweep her off her feet and we spoon a lot. I'm thinking about just straight up saying, we should see eachother again at <insert point in time>, and if she agrees, great, if she doesn't, I will have to go bang sluts and drown my sorrows.

if only she knew what a romantic you are on slap

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergioflorez on May 13, 2009, 09:03:40 PM

so much crap weighing down on me that i broke down and cried my heart out in front of my parents today. just let it all out. i don't know if i feel good about it or not. must sleep.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on May 13, 2009, 10:27:53 PM

Quote from: sergioflorez on May 13, 2009, 09:03:40 PM

so much crap weighing down on me that i broke down and cried my heart out in front of my parents today. just let it all out. i don't know if i feel good about it or not. must sleep.

pics or it didn't happen.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergioflorez on May 13, 2009, 10:36:16 PM

a round of applause for maurice everybody. do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on May 15, 2009, 06:24:10 PM

I touch my penis every single day

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Upgrayedd on May 16, 2009, 02:35:04 PM

i havent had a meaningful relationship in years.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Livin The Psychedelic Lif on May 16, 2009, 07:11:05 PM

sentimental people here.

go out tonight, and party the night away.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on May 16, 2009, 08:07:28 PM

i got pretty high with a friend and came home and now im getting pretty drunk. all alone and can barely stay awake already. kinda bummer.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jalopy james on May 21, 2009, 03:19:53 PM

Quote from: starvingrobot on May 01, 2009, 12:40:36 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on April 30, 2009, 09:55:12 PM

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When I'm in the shower I like to take my ball sack and make it into a tarp to collect some falling water. When it fills up I enjoy dropping the water out of my sack and listening to it hit the shower floor.

[close]

Amazing.

i don't know what made me laugh more- the confession or the reaction.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Corby Tender on May 26, 2009, 10:52:12 AM

I spend a pretty good amount of time feeling as if I can't relate to anyone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: danker on May 26, 2009, 09:47:23 PM

Quote from: Corby Tender on May 26, 2009, 10:52:12 AM

I spend a pretty good amount of time feeling as if I can't relate to anyone.

that pretty much means you skateboard

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cookie Monster on May 26, 2009, 10:28:19 PM

i still buy nerf guns and shoot people in the face with them

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mooley on May 28, 2009, 12:08:42 AM

Quote from: Cookie Monster on May 26, 2009, 10:28:19 PM

i still buy nerf guns and shoot people in the face with them

Living the dream.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: angryfacedman on May 29, 2009, 10:17:30 AM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on May 15, 2009, 06:24:10 PM

I touch my penis every single day

Me too. But I thought that was pretty normal?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on June 01, 2009, 12:47:12 AM

i collect socks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: youngblood on June 04, 2009, 04:25:19 AM

ive got an obession with brown cords. ive seriously got about 7 pairs of them. i always buy more fearing i'll just rip the ones i already own. i'll stop soon.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ALT on June 04, 2009, 11:11:25 AM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on May 15, 2009, 06:24:10 PM

I touch my penis at least 3 times* every single day

*

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pee on June 04, 2009, 11:15:22 AM

You dudes have some seriously large bladders.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bipsmound on June 04, 2009, 09:19:02 PM

Do you have some kind of washroom theme going on with your account?  Urine traces, bathtub duckys, shitty posts? XD (<--- the first and last smiley I'll ever type so help me gawd).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pee on June 05, 2009, 07:09:15 AM

No I didn't but I guess I do. You suckyface.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bruh Man on June 08, 2009, 05:49:21 AM

I drink every day, pretty much all day. Been going strong for years, but not until now have I noticed it affecting other people. Even my friends are starting to wonder.

I just left my mom hanging at the airport for a few hours because I passed out last night. Last week she sat in a local restaurant for 45 minutes waiting for me while I was passed out in my front yard. Even worse than the guilt is the fact that I'm 26 years old and my life is so empty that this is even a big deal. I watched my dad rot in the hospital for 6 months and now that he's gone all I think about is how lonely she must be. If my thoughts are consumed with flashbacks of pops all tripped out on dilaudid I can't even imagine what goes through her mind on a daily basis. Seeing me drunk everyday just makes things worse, especially when all she talks about is how it's just the two of us left. Guilt is a terrible thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on June 08, 2009, 09:52:53 AM

you should probably stop drinking

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on June 10, 2009, 10:29:55 AM

Quote from: longballlarry on June 08, 2009, 09:52:53 AM

you should probably stop drinking

Not probably, you need to fucking quit drinking.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ben Throttle on June 10, 2009, 07:07:41 PM

Girls love baseball players and i don't get it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: danker on June 10, 2009, 08:35:02 PM

Quote from: Ben Throttle on June 10, 2009, 07:07:41 PM

Girls love baseball players and i don't get it.

I for one have no clue why girls love the people they do

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sparksandblood on June 12, 2009, 07:45:07 AM

Quote from: Ben Throttle on June 10, 2009, 07:07:41 PM

Girls love baseball players and i don't get it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bugs on June 12, 2009, 02:09:02 PM

This is kind of real confessions worthy but since I'm not blowing lines, and smoking a twamp sack every day, and drinking a shit load of booze, I never watch Fully Flared anymore. Same with Yeah Right. That video got stolen from me years ago, and I never re-bought it, mostly due to my high disapointment of Koston's song. Sorry, huge fan of the skaters, videos are not my favorite anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: angryfacedman on June 12, 2009, 05:40:55 PM

I have Down Syndrome.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rattlehead on June 14, 2009, 03:19:27 AM

Once I took a shit on somebody's bicycle seat.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DevilOnEnzyte on June 16, 2009, 06:41:53 PM

I can't seem to get my life on track.
Every time I get ahead, I fuck up some how and am right back at square one.
I'm afraid of serious relationships, just because I have a fear of attachment after my last breakup.
I was doing great, but getting a DUI really fucked my life up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Absurdicon Delta on June 16, 2009, 08:24:37 PM

you'll always be a fuck-up

lol at your DUI

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on June 20, 2009, 04:35:08 PM

i'm developing a fetish for Iranian girls after watching all of this news coverage. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DevilOnEnzyte on June 22, 2009, 07:35:56 PM

Quote from: Absurdicon Delta on June 16, 2009, 08:24:37 PM

you'll always be a fuck-up

lol at your DUI

I hope we meet one day, I really do.
So I can kick your fucking teeth out the back of your head, faggot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nolliefeebs on June 22, 2009, 07:45:17 PM

Quote from: The Mechanic on June 22, 2009, 02:38:48 PM

I don't like drinking anymore.
My Dad and I finally reconciled.
I still write graffiti.
I started skating again.
I'm broke.
I don't know why I registed here again but here I am.
I love my 1973 Pontaic Grandville more than some people I know.
I hate the state of Washington.
I still carry a icepick with me whereever I go.
I am the old Slap poster "1992".
I found my roommate dead in his room at my apartment about a year ago in full rigor...that was some scary shit..rest in peace Rich.
I believe in the supernatural...sort of.
I have mellowed out bigtime since 3 years ago.
I try not to let shit get to me like it used to and learned how to control my temper.
I have a new positive outlook on life.

welcome back, 1992. i liked your posts!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Absurdicon Delta on June 23, 2009, 01:06:16 AM

Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on June 22, 2009, 07:35:56 PM

Quote from: Absurdicon Delta on June 16, 2009, 08:24:37 PM

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you'll always be a fuck-up

lol at your DUI

[close]

I hope we meet one day, I really do.
So I can kick your fucking teeth out the back of your head, faggot.

^

Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on February 02, 2009, 05:22:19 PM

I am a small white dude. haha
All 5"8 & 150lbs

such harsh words from a tiny, pussy redneck

being such stupid white trash, you're destined to get at least one more DUI. hopefully that results in some prison time (which I've been told is wonderful for small white dudes) or better yet, you dying in a car crash

one can only hope though :D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DevilOnEnzyte on June 23, 2009, 04:40:25 PM

Quote from: Absurdicon Delta on June 23, 2009, 01:06:16 AM

Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on June 22, 2009, 07:35:56 PM

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you'll always be a fuck-up

lol at your DUI

[close]

I hope we meet one day, I really do.
So I can kick your fucking teeth out the back of your head, faggot.

[close]

^

Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on February 02, 2009, 05:22:19 PM

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I am a small white dude. haha
All 5"8 & 150lbs

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such harsh words from a tiny, pussy redneck

being such stupid white trash, you're destined to get at least one more DUI. hopefully that results in some prison time (which I've been told is wonderful for small white dudes) or better yet, you dying in a car crash

one can only hope though :D

Its amazing what gaining a little weight and working out can do ;)

But I'm not going to waste my time fighting with a piece of shit like you.
I'm better than that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on June 23, 2009, 05:30:14 PM

sooo anybody else maybe addicted to gambling?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 13callsBS on June 23, 2009, 10:16:42 PM

I always talk shit about fake people in my head, but i guess I'm the fakest one because I am so different than how people see me. Girls will come up to me and talk to me about how nice I am or some shit and I'll just say something cute or funny or something and when I'll leave I'll break shit I'm so pissed. One day I snapped at this one dumb bitch and started ripping on her, from her trendy clothes to stupid music to fake friends, all that shit. She thought I was just "roasting" her or whatever they do on comedy central and told her friends how funny and witty it was. So now I have stupid girls come up to me at school and ask me to "do" them. I tell them to fuck off and they think I was just joking. So one day i was hanging out with 5 fake ass kids in my neighborhood (who also go to my school) and I snapped at them. I was yelling at them so loud, so angrily, they knew I wasnt joking. I yelled for 1/2 an hour and then went home and havent seen em for 5 months. I just go to school, do my work, then skate till 7 and eat. summer is get up at 8, work, eat at 10, skate all day. I broke up with my gf and told her i was trying to sort out my life. So I sacrificed all my "friends" and social life for skating. Now I just hang out at the park. Best part? NO REGRETS.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on June 23, 2009, 11:12:31 PM

i'm lucky to get laid once a year.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on June 23, 2009, 11:34:09 PM

i love not being sober  :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DevilOnEnzyte on June 23, 2009, 11:51:04 PM

I have a new girlfriend, but she's so fucking awful in bed it makes me sick.
Yet, I don't want to break up with her because I like her.
But she's horrible in bed.

fuck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on June 24, 2009, 08:10:46 AM

Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on June 23, 2009, 11:51:04 PM

I have a new girlfriend, but she's so fucking awful in bed it makes me sick.
Yet, I don't want to break up with her because I like her.
But she's horrible in bed.

fuck

oh man that sucks. is it like one of those girls that is too quiet and just lays there and takes no initiative? feels almost like rape, i tell you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DevilOnEnzyte on June 24, 2009, 09:44:22 AM

Quote from: skate_bored on June 24, 2009, 08:10:46 AM

Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on June 23, 2009, 11:51:04 PM

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I have a new girlfriend, but she's so fucking awful in bed it makes me sick.
Yet, I don't want to break up with her because I like her.
But she's horrible in bed.

fuck

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oh man that sucks. is it like one of those girls that is too quiet and just lays there and takes no initiative? feels almost like rape, i tell you.

She tries to get into it, she's just so terrible.

And since we've only been together a couple weeks, I don't think the "You really suck in bed" talk is a good one to have yet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rob2 on June 24, 2009, 02:53:08 PM

Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on June 24, 2009, 09:44:22 AM

Quote from: skate_bored on June 24, 2009, 08:10:46 AM

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Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on June 23, 2009, 11:51:04 PM

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I have a new girlfriend, but she's so fucking awful in bed it makes me sick.
Yet, I don't want to break up with her because I like her.
But she's horrible in bed.

fuck

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oh man that sucks. is it like one of those girls that is too quiet and just lays there and takes no initiative? feels almost like rape, i tell you.

[close]

She tries to get into it, she's just so terrible.

And since we've only been together a couple weeks, I don't think the "You really suck in bed" talk is a good one to have yet.

If shes a fun girl then just stick it out and when your more comfortable together just talk about it and you should be able to sort it all out, she probably just inexperienced or shy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on June 24, 2009, 04:48:05 PM

yeah, from my experience, the ones you want to keep are the inexperienced or shy ones.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on June 25, 2009, 07:44:22 PM

i took a shit in a cafe yesteay, blocked the toilet and peaced.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on June 25, 2009, 08:43:11 PM

I neglect the Beautifull women thread because of the ass and boob threads.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DevilOnEnzyte on June 25, 2009, 10:57:24 PM

Quote from: max power on June 25, 2009, 07:44:22 PM

i took a shit in a cafe yesteay, blocked the toilet and peaced.

Last sunday, I dropped a major one in the toilet at church and didn't flush

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Newton on June 26, 2009, 10:59:51 AM

Quote from: MexicanSpaniard on June 25, 2009, 08:43:11 PM

I neglect the Beautifull women thread because of the ass and boob threads.

Don't we all  ;)

Quote from: max power on June 25, 2009, 07:44:22 PM

i took a shit in a cafe yesteay, blocked the toilet and peaced.

I did that in Hooter's last year.  Well I didn't block it, it was already tore up and I had to poop so bad I didn't notice the out of order sign on the door of the stall.  Still it was awful.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrf on June 27, 2009, 09:55:42 PM

seems so long ago since i made this thread...........my son is the only thing that has brought me true happieness in the past 4 years, each day i love him more and more.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: damian on June 28, 2009, 02:26:52 AM

my girlfriend would be considered chubby...and i (continue to) love eating pussy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on July 01, 2009, 07:51:06 PM

this girl has got me down and my tolerance is too high lately to get drunk without spending a million dollars  :'(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NostrilsofFury on July 02, 2009, 09:44:51 PM

Lets start if off:
I woke up with a boner for the past 2 nights, even though I dont remmber my dreams... they were problably good though (awkward to the max)

I dont really even know what being close to family is. Sometimes I feel like it but sometiems I dont, its wierd. Same with me feeling wierd to say I love you to my parents. Just nothing I did when I was a kid so it feels awkward to say now. I guess it will come with maturity  :-\

Im the most awkward person ever and I feel like its because I was homeschooled for most of middleschool. So its as if im 5 years younger with my social skills or something like that

I feel like I dont even really know myself as I should be because I go through phases and sometiems adopt other peoples phrases. Dunno if thats wierd or not lol

I am WAY too judgemental of other people, and sometiems say it outloud too often to make a joke. And it annoys me looking back

I make no sence sometiems in real life, sometimes I feel like I never developed my breain right. Its not that bad though.

I look at shoes too much (but I dont buy hellov them)

Im uncircumcized and I feel good/bad about it. Its annoying because sometimes a few years ago when I used to piss in pools (fucking disgusting anyways) and my skin would poofup and id have to squeeze the water out haha... so fuckign wierd is I

I hate how I go through phases in life like one where I wear hats or something and I look back and realize how it gay it was and how much of a poser I looked like

SO MANY girls like me (asians that are ugly haha) but if Im into a girl, I dont really persue it as to asking her out. Not as much because of rejection (but mayeb it is) but also beceuase I dotn wanna ruin teh relationship we already have, and I think im not good enough because I wouldnt always be able to hold up a convorsation or make funny jokes all the time. But I guess only the right ones say yes.

Maybe more later, I have to brainstorm my other downs  :P

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CeeyMar on July 02, 2009, 09:55:38 PM

wat

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skaterdavid on July 02, 2009, 10:33:11 PM

(http://msp153.photobucket.com/albums/s238/bradly2795/lol_wut.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on July 04, 2009, 07:25:19 AM

Quote from: NostrilsofFury on July 02, 2009, 09:44:51 PM

Im uncircumcized and I feel good/bad about it. Its annoying because sometimes a few years ago when I used to piss in pools (fucking disgusting anyways) and my skin would poofup and id have to squeeze the water out haha...

this made my day hahahaha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sparksandblood on July 04, 2009, 07:29:39 AM

Quote from: skate_bored on July 04, 2009, 07:25:19 AM

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Im uncircumcized and I feel good/bad about it. Its annoying because sometimes a few years ago when I used to piss in pools (fucking disgusting anyways) and my skin would poofup and id have to squeeze the water out haha...

[close]

this made my day hahahaha

reading that made my dick very uncomfortable

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston. on July 04, 2009, 11:06:35 AM

if you were crossing the oregon trail would your wagon be covered or not covered?
mine would be covered

when i order pizza i put it in the fridge long enough for it to get cold, then i reheat it myself. i dunno why, but i feel like it always tastes better, and it's crispy but not burnt

i get roidrage mad in a heartbeat sometimes. i'll hulk my shirt, yell, throw stuff, etc.
it must be quite the spectacle

i purposely eat food with a lot of fiber in it just so i can take bigger dumps. it's really funny to me

i've had ridiculous weight changes too; 210 to 138 in a few months without doing anything i wouldn't normally do

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brewseph on July 04, 2009, 11:26:05 AM

reminded me of this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dg6Ia18Gcxo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: A Rolled Ankle on July 04, 2009, 12:53:09 PM

Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on June 25, 2009, 10:57:24 PM

Quote from: max power on June 25, 2009, 07:44:22 PM

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i took a shit in a cafe yesteay, blocked the toilet and peaced.

[close]

i did that at reds cafe on embarcedaro..blew it up so sick and peaced..right when i opened the door someone was waiting, poor guy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gojohnygo on July 04, 2009, 05:49:42 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on July 04, 2009, 07:25:19 AM

Quote from: NostrilsofFury on July 02, 2009, 09:44:51 PM

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Im uncircumcized and I feel good/bad about it. Its annoying because sometimes a few years ago when I used to piss in pools (fucking disgusting anyways) and my skin would poofup and id have to squeeze the water out haha...

[close]

this made my day hahahaha

AHAHAHAHAH  ahahahahhaha this made my day too

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on July 05, 2009, 01:10:46 PM

in the past 4 months i've blown through over $2,000, plus spending all my normal money. not sure how the fuck this happened but i gotta tighten up the budget apparently.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: seagle on July 05, 2009, 01:24:43 PM

I feel as though im too good of a person

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NostrilsofFury on July 05, 2009, 09:56:32 PM

I just started to learn how to kickflip (Im goung to get it by the end of the month)

I have a pet peeve of kid moustaches, like when a 16 year old has a small greasy quarter inch one... just kills me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SanchoDave on July 06, 2009, 06:35:59 AM

Quote from: bigdicked john flaherty on June 28, 2009, 02:26:52 AM

my girlfriend would be considered chubby...and i (continue to) love eating pussy.

FUCK YEA mine too best shit I ever had

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SanchoDave on July 06, 2009, 06:58:51 AM

My dad is a Mexican border hopper he came here when he was 14 and has been working ever since then....
too bad I don't have his work ethic
I hate working period I some how weaseled my way into a 21 an hour paying job with the weekends off
I didn't graduate Highschool... something that still bothers me and why my parents didn't do anything about baffles me further
the thought of Dying is something I think about daily...
I haven't progressed in skating since I was 18 or so... I have actually degressed if that is a word lost tre flips completely amongst other things
due to my lack of confidence breaking my arm recently and my wrist on 2 separate occasions
yet I still love going to the park and hanging out or just cruising around.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hola on July 06, 2009, 08:09:15 AM

Quote from: gojohnygo on July 04, 2009, 05:49:42 PM

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Im uncircumcized and I feel good/bad about it. Its annoying because sometimes a few years ago when I used to piss in pools (fucking disgusting anyways) and my skin would poofup and id have to squeeze the water out haha...

[close]

this made my day hahahaha

[close]

AHAHAHAHAH  ahahahahhaha this made my day too

hahaha is he serious???

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jack on July 07, 2009, 08:15:21 AM

I really hate The Berrics

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: damian on July 07, 2009, 12:45:15 PM

the berrics are just fucking boring look at, hence steve berra's touch. i've only been on that site less than a handful of times.

Quote from: SanchoDave on July 06, 2009, 06:35:59 AM

Quote from: bigdicked john flaherty on June 28, 2009, 02:26:52 AM

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my girlfriend would be considered chubby...and i (continue to) love eating pussy.

[close]

FUCK YEA mine too best shit I ever had

pal (we're in the same boat, your'e a pal), easily.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SanchoDave on July 07, 2009, 03:50:25 PM

oh yes!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on July 07, 2009, 05:48:48 PM

me and 2 friends upper-decked all 3 toilets in a Wendy's men's room

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: snitchers on July 09, 2009, 09:01:00 PM

My house just got raided because of graffiti.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: yeahbro on July 09, 2009, 10:42:10 PM

dont mean to be a dick but, unless youre outside of the United States (which i presume your not). thats a lie.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on July 10, 2009, 07:46:18 PM

well if youve posted here for more than a month, you would know hes from australia

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on July 10, 2009, 08:26:40 PM

Quote from: ice nine on July 10, 2009, 07:46:18 PM

well if youve posted here for more than a month, you would know hes from australia

hey penguin meats/stagefright.... my x box live is up and running.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: yeahbro on July 10, 2009, 11:21:25 PM

Quote from: ice nine on July 10, 2009, 07:46:18 PM

well if youve posted here for more than a month, you would know hes from australia

i guess im not a slap vet. like you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergioflorez on July 10, 2009, 11:30:59 PM

Quote from: Boston. on July 04, 2009, 11:06:35 AM

210 to 138 in a few months without doing anything i wouldn't normally do

geeze mike. it's been between 190 and 175 for me all year.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on July 12, 2009, 01:02:14 PM

I wish my dick could whistle

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sparksandblood on July 13, 2009, 11:54:17 AM

Quote from: My penis is on my forehead on July 13, 2009, 10:22:54 AM

i ollied up this 6 stair at my skate park and now all these kids keep asking me to fucking do it again. i told liek 10 kids to fuck off the other day i felt bad when i got home but fuck i am not even a pro and i am having to deal with this shit, STRAIGHT BULLSHIT, i shouold be getting paid for being a role model

.....cool

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on July 13, 2009, 04:18:42 PM

My friend just got 200 oxycontin pills which are 20 mg a piece. She is charging me five dollars a pill which is very reasonable and I plan to buy a lot. I feel kind of guilty because I'm so excited about buying drugs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vag on July 13, 2009, 09:58:48 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on July 13, 2009, 04:18:42 PM

My friend just got 200 oxycontin pills which are 20 mg a piece. She is charging me five dollars a pill which is very reasonable and I plan to buy a lot. I feel kind of guilty because I'm so excited about buying drugs.

you lucky fucking shit. thats all i have to say


first and only post

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: popsiclesandskatin on July 13, 2009, 10:27:53 PM

I was hanging out with my ex she got a phone call and at the end of it she told some guy she loves him to then she hung up and acted like it didn't happen and we then fucked...I ain't scared of the other guy but I probly shouldn't hang out with her, its gonna leave me in a mindfuck, I don't understand women at all

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SanchoDave on July 13, 2009, 10:33:15 PM

Quote from: popsiclesandskatin on July 13, 2009, 10:27:53 PM

I was hanging out with my ex she got a phone call and at the end of it she told some guy she loves him to then she hung up and acted like it didn't happen and we then fucked...I ain't scared of the other guy but I probly shouldn't hang out with her, its gonna leave me in a mindfuck, I don't understand women at all

I used to hang out with my ex and fuck her knowing that she was in a relashionship...the stuff dreams are made of my friend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dunkin on July 13, 2009, 10:38:06 PM

Quote from: popsiclesandskatin on July 13, 2009, 10:27:53 PM

I was hanging out with my ex she got a phone call and at the end of it she told some guy she loves him to then she hung up and acted like it didn't happen and we then fucked...I ain't scared of the other guy but I probly shouldn't hang out with her, its gonna leave me in a mindfuck, I don't understand women at all

weird, same thing has pretty much happened to me like three times in the past month... then today my ex smoked weed with me then dipped, didnt give me any pussy in return and flaked on our plans tonight leaving me with slap and a feeble amount of weed.... fucking bitch, i feel your pain pops

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on July 14, 2009, 07:20:06 PM

i with all you guys on this one....ive been fucking my ex for the past 2 years here and there since we broke up and shes got a boyfriend. (who hasnt laid a hand on her because his commitment to jesus? we're 22 by the way) whoooooooops.

Quote from: cigarettebeer on July 13, 2009, 04:18:42 PM

I feel kind of guilty because I'm so excited about buying drugs.

never feel guilty about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: danker on July 17, 2009, 11:23:12 AM

Quote from: skate_bored on July 14, 2009, 07:20:06 PM

i with all you guys on this one....ive been fucking my ex for the past 2 years here and there since we broke up and shes got a boyfriend. (who hasnt laid a hand on her because his commitment to jesus? we're 22 by the way) whoooooooops.

Its hard to believe people really do that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on July 17, 2009, 01:48:20 PM

^^^
Bantam hater

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RaunchyKid on July 17, 2009, 04:55:38 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on July 14, 2009, 07:20:06 PM

i with all you guys on this one....ive been fucking my ex for the past 2 years here and there since we broke up and shes got a boyfriend. (who hasnt laid a hand on her because his commitment to jesus? we're 22 by the way) whoooooooops.

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I feel kind of guilty because I'm so excited about buying drugs.

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never feel guilty about it.

Haha. I did that in high school because my ex's boyfriend wanted to wait until "after marriage." So, I fucked her for like a year before her boyfriend found out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: danker on July 17, 2009, 04:56:55 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on July 17, 2009, 01:48:20 PM

^^^
Bantam hater

fuck bantam chickens

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr. Evan on July 18, 2009, 02:09:58 AM

truth time.  i totally support and enjoy the entire shake junt/ hi jinx/ get buck shit from baker and deathwish. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SanchoDave on July 18, 2009, 01:02:58 PM

Quote from: Dr. Evan on July 18, 2009, 02:09:58 AM

truth time.  i totally support and enjoy the entire shake junt/ hi jinx/ get buck shit from baker and deathwish. 

who doesn't?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bbk on July 18, 2009, 04:10:21 PM

remember that thing from theonion about girl's just wanting to be friends? that's where I'm at right now...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrf on July 19, 2009, 12:28:49 AM

Quote from: sergioflorez on July 10, 2009, 11:30:59 PM

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210 to 138 in a few months without doing anything i wouldn't normally do

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geeze mike. it's been between 190 and 175 for me all year.

last summer around this time i got up to 198lbs. then this spring i got down to 165lbs. and in the last few weeks i got down to my normal weight of 145lbs.

the weight loss has been mostly stress induced but i don't mind it at all beacause after the last two months of stress i am happier now than i have been in the last 4 or 5 years and ive been skating more lately than i have in the last 4-5 years too. so basically im really skinny again and ive been so phsyched on life for the last few weeks than i have been in a really long time. i'm pretty stoked that i'm going to be buying a descent car in the next few weeks too. life has been very good to me lately, i feel very blessed and happy overall.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Newton on July 19, 2009, 11:32:51 AM

Quote from: danker on July 17, 2009, 04:56:55 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on July 17, 2009, 01:48:20 PM

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^^^
Bantam hater

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fuck bantam chickens

What a soulless piece of shit.  How could anyone hate such creatures:

(http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2233/2369972885_3abcc608f2.jpg)

(http://localfoodsconnection.files.wordpress.com/2007/04/fae-ridge-1.jpg)

(http://farm1.static.flickr.com/34/96333172_7dde845ad7_o.jpg)

(http://www.ruleworks.co.uk/poultry/images/bantam-cockerel.jpg)

(http://www.pembrookeplantsandpoultry.com.au/images-poultry/JapaneseBantam.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SanchoDave on July 19, 2009, 01:01:42 PM

Quote from: jrf on July 19, 2009, 12:28:49 AM

Quote from: sergioflorez on July 10, 2009, 11:30:59 PM

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Quote from: Boston. on July 04, 2009, 11:06:35 AM

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210 to 138 in a few months without doing anything i wouldn't normally do

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geeze mike. it's been between 190 and 175 for me all year.

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last summer around this time i got up to 198lbs. then this spring i got down to 165lbs. and in the last few weeks i got down to my normal weight of 145lbs.

the weight loss has been mostly stress induced but i don't mind it at all beacause after the last two months of stress i am happier now than i have been in the last 4 or 5 years and ive been skating more lately than i have in the last 4-5 years too. so basically im really skinny again and ive been so phsyched on life for the last few weeks than i have been in a really long time. i'm pretty stoked that i'm going to be buying a descent car in the next few weeks too. life has been very good to me lately, i feel very blessed and happy overall.

were you not eating?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pelican on July 20, 2009, 11:11:34 PM

i'm trapped in the worst relationship ever. well, the sex is good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on July 21, 2009, 01:21:55 PM

Quote from: Pelican on July 20, 2009, 11:11:34 PM

i'm trapped in the worst relationship ever. well, the sex is good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: floop on July 21, 2009, 01:33:38 PM

i still don't understand what vulcanized means, but i won't tell anyone that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on July 21, 2009, 02:39:28 PM

Quote from: floop on July 21, 2009, 01:33:38 PM

i still don't understand what vulcanized means, but i won't tell anyone that

I don't either

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bugs on July 21, 2009, 06:24:33 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on July 21, 2009, 02:39:28 PM

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i still don't understand what vulcanized means, but i won't tell anyone that

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I don't either

It's the white band around the outside of the shoe

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HoneyBear on July 22, 2009, 02:18:55 PM

O RLY?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NostrilsofFury on July 22, 2009, 06:15:32 PM

WUT

I thought it was the outsole of vulcanized ... shoes where they vulcanize the rubber together (high heat and melt em)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: danker on July 22, 2009, 07:00:17 PM

almost all skate shoes are vulcanized its just adding carbon to the rubber to make it last longer. Its more of a term to describe a non cupsole shoe

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: FACE! on July 22, 2009, 10:33:34 PM

i make my profile pictures cartoon characters hoping people read my posts in their voice

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on July 22, 2009, 10:46:59 PM

Quote from: FACE! on July 22, 2009, 10:33:34 PM

i make my profile pictures cartoon characters hoping people read my posts in their voice

well you need to go to even greater lengths to even get us to actually READ your posts, much less in some characters voice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: FACE! on July 22, 2009, 11:12:25 PM

Quote from: kilgore. on July 22, 2009, 10:46:59 PM

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i make my profile pictures cartoon characters hoping people read my posts in their voice

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well you need to go to even greater lengths to even get us to actually READ your posts, much less in some characters voice.

Bitch!? ive never even read one of your posts, i didnt even know you existed, people always read mine, thats why my rep is -40 in only 20 days

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on July 23, 2009, 04:40:22 AM

Quote from: FACE! on July 22, 2009, 11:12:25 PM

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i make my profile pictures cartoon characters hoping people read my posts in their voice

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well you need to go to even greater lengths to even get us to actually READ your posts, much less in some characters voice.

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Bitch!? ive never even read one of your posts, i didnt even know you existed, people always read mine, thats why my rep is -40 in only 20 days

i'm on some tax free shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on July 23, 2009, 11:58:53 AM

Quote from: FACE! on July 22, 2009, 11:12:25 PM

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i make my profile pictures cartoon characters hoping people read my posts in their voice

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well you need to go to even greater lengths to even get us to actually READ your posts, much less in some characters voice.

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Bitch!? ive never even read one of your posts, i didnt even know you existed, people always read mine, thats why my rep is -40 in only 20 days

You just did LOL!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on July 23, 2009, 07:22:24 PM

I want to cut a beautiful girls fingers off and have her suck my cock

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SanchoDave on July 23, 2009, 10:38:45 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on July 23, 2009, 07:22:24 PM

I want to cut a beautiful girls fingers off and have her suck my cock

you look like Richard Ramirez the night stalker fyi

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on July 23, 2009, 10:51:24 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on July 13, 2009, 04:18:42 PM

My friend just got 200 oxycontin pills which are 20 mg a piece. She is charging me five dollars a pill which is very reasonable and I plan to buy a lot. I feel kind of guilty because I'm so excited about buying drugs.

blah! totally not worth it homes. easy routine to fall into. if i could never have tried em in the first place, i would go back in time and that would be that. they lead to bigger and badder things, not trying to preach, but it's the truth. good luck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SanchoDave on July 24, 2009, 12:04:28 AM

Quote from: odp on July 23, 2009, 10:51:24 PM

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My friend just got 200 oxycontin pills which are 20 mg a piece. She is charging me five dollars a pill which is very reasonable and I plan to buy a lot. I feel kind of guilty because I'm so excited about buying drugs.

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blah! totally not worth it homes. easy routine to fall into. if i could never have tried em in the first place, i would go back in time and that would be that. they lead to bigger and badder things, not trying to preach, but it's the truth. good luck

true story Iv'e known a couple of dudes personally that have overdosed on that shit and die...out of any pain pills I refuse to fuck with those

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Clayton on July 24, 2009, 12:41:32 AM

My girlfriend weighs at least 15 lbs more than me, and is 6 inches shorter than me. She sometimes can't control talking non-stop, especially when she drinks. However she gives the greatest head ever, like porno deep throat style, loves giving it, and can beer bong a beer twice as fast as me.

I feel like I'm having a 1/4 life crisis. I'm 23, just graduated college, and have been avoiding all the responsibilities that come with being a man for as long as I've been alive. My parents spoil me and don't even try to make me feel guilty about it. It's pretty fucking sick but at the same time I need to grow up. Find a fucking real job and become a slave to money for the rest of the majority of my life.

...and on another note I would be so down to gang-bang some bitch with another dude/dudes, but definitely not with someone I knew. Totally be down to dp some ho. Maybe superman her too, just so I can relate to that stupidass song.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SanchoDave on July 24, 2009, 12:47:45 AM

Quote from: Clayton on July 24, 2009, 12:41:32 AM

My girlfriend weighs at least 15 lbs more than me, and is 6 inches shorter than me. She sometimes can't control talking non-stop, especially when she drinks. However she gives the greatest head ever, like porno deep throat style, loves giving it, and can beer bong a beer twice as fast as me.

I feel like I'm having a 1/4 life crisis. I'm 23, just graduated college, and have been avoiding all the responsibilities that come with being a man for as long as I've been alive. My parents spoil me and don't even try to make me feel guilty about it. It's pretty fucking sick but at the same time I need to grow up. Find a fucking real job and become a slave to money for the rest of the majority of my life.

...and on another note I would be so down to gang-bang some bitch with another dude/dudes, but definitely not with someone I knew. Totally be down to dp some ho. Maybe superman her too, just so I can relate to that stupidass song.

I can relate to everything in this post except the gratuating from college part and yes even the girlfriend weighing more then me... but yea  I feel you bro

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on July 24, 2009, 01:53:35 AM

Quote from: Clayton on July 24, 2009, 12:41:32 AM

My girlfriend weighs at least 15 lbs more than me, and is 6 inches shorter than me. She sometimes can't control talking non-stop, especially when she drinks. However she gives the greatest head ever, like porno deep throat style, loves giving it, and can beer bong a beer twice as fast as me.

I feel like I'm having a 1/4 life crisis. I'm 23, just graduated college, and have been avoiding all the responsibilities that come with being a man for as long as I've been alive. My parents spoil me and don't even try to make me feel guilty about it. It's pretty fucking sick but at the same time I need to grow up. Find a fucking real job and become a slave to money for the rest of the majority of my life.

...and on another note I would be so down to gang-bang some bitch with another dude/dudes, but definitely not with someone I knew. Totally be down to dp some ho. Maybe superman her too, just so I can relate to that stupidass song.

don't talk down on her clayton. learn to utilize her stubbiness, try these cookie dough proned arms out for some bagpipe fuckin'. the sounds are glorious.

(http://img33.imageshack.us/img33/8392/l238cda6ee7f4fe52eb7413.jpg) (http://img33.imageshack.us/i/l238cda6ee7f4fe52eb7413.jpg/)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SanchoDave on July 24, 2009, 02:25:24 AM

don't talk down on her clayton. learn to utilize her stubbiness, try these cookie dough proned arms out for some bagpipe fuckin'. the sounds are glorious.

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You sir are a god amongst men.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawbertson. on July 24, 2009, 06:48:02 AM

Quote from: Clayton on July 24, 2009, 12:41:32 AM

My girlfriend weighs at least 15 lbs more than me, and is 6 inches shorter than me. She sometimes can't control talking non-stop, especially when she drinks. However she gives the greatest head ever, like porno deep throat style, loves giving it, and can beer bong a beer twice as fast as me.

I feel like I'm having a 1/4 life crisis. I'm 23, just graduated college, and have been avoiding all the responsibilities that come with being a man for as long as I've been alive. My parents spoil me and don't even try to make me feel guilty about it. It's pretty fucking sick but at the same time I need to grow up. Find a fucking real job and become a slave to money for the rest of the majority of my life.

...and on another note I would be so down to gang-bang some bitch with another dude/dudes, but definitely not with someone I knew. Totally be down to dp some ho. Maybe superman her too, just so I can relate to that stupidass song.

sounds like me about a year ago minus the gangbang thing and my parents dont spoil me either i have fuck all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on July 24, 2009, 08:19:55 AM

Quote from: SanchoDave on July 24, 2009, 12:04:28 AM

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My friend just got 200 oxycontin pills which are 20 mg a piece. She is charging me five dollars a pill which is very reasonable and I plan to buy a lot. I feel kind of guilty because I'm so excited about buying drugs.

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blah! totally not worth it homes. easy routine to fall into. if i could never have tried em in the first place, i would go back in time and that would be that. they lead to bigger and badder things, not trying to preach, but it's the truth. good luck

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true story Iv'e known a couple of dudes personally that have overdosed on that shit and die...out of any pain pills I refuse to fuck with those

it'd be hard as fuck to od, but i'm just saying they're an easy habit. synthetic heroin, which means it's laboratory clean and has no dope headache and 2 days of feeling like a piece of shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stabbin on July 24, 2009, 01:39:15 PM

I jerked it to some Heather Brooke porn ten minutes ago.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: starvingrobot on July 24, 2009, 06:37:57 PM

Quote from: stabbin on July 24, 2009, 01:39:15 PM

I jerked it to some Heather Brooke porn ten minutes ago.

Isn't that the deep throat queen if I remember correctly?

Anyway, I like gape porn... A LOT.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFifthColumn on July 24, 2009, 08:42:46 PM

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i still don't understand what vulcanized means, but i won't tell anyone that

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I don't either

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It's the white band around the outside of the shoe

Chemically speaking, vulcanization is the process where natural rubber latex is heated with sulphur so that it has more usefull properties such as flexibility and durability.  All commercial rubber is vulcanized, otherwise the rubber is useless because it is deforms too easily and gets brittle and chips when cold.

Therefore, every skate shoe uses vulcanized rubber.  There is no skate shoe that is unvulcanized.  I think It's just used as an advertising tool to describe thicker soles.


Edit: I'm no sneakerhead, so I could be dead wrong.  I asked a shoe god oracle about this matter and I'll see how he responds.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: drunk on July 25, 2009, 02:43:32 AM

Quote from: TheFifthColumn on July 24, 2009, 08:42:46 PM

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i still don't understand what vulcanized means, but i won't tell anyone that

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I don't either

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It's the white band around the outside of the shoe

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Chemically speaking, vulcanization is the process where natural rubber latex is heated with sulphur so that it has more usefull properties such as flexibility and durability.  All commercial rubber is vulcanized, otherwise the rubber is useless because it is deforms too easily and gets brittle and chips when cold.

Therefore, every skate shoe uses vulcanized rubber.  There is no skate shoe that is unvulcanized.  I think It's just used as an advertising tool to describe thicker soles.


Edit: I'm no sneakerhead, so I could be dead wrong.  I asked a shoe god oracle about this matter and I'll see how he responds.

buzzkill

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stabbin on July 25, 2009, 02:56:54 AM

Quote from: TheFifthColumn on July 24, 2009, 08:42:46 PM

Quote from: Bugs on July 21, 2009, 06:24:33 PM

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i still don't understand what vulcanized means, but i won't tell anyone that

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I don't either

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It's the white band around the outside of the shoe

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Chemically speaking, vulcanization is the process where natural rubber latex is heated with sulphur so that it has more usefull properties such as flexibility and durability.  All commercial rubber is vulcanized, otherwise the rubber is useless because it is deforms too easily and gets brittle and chips when cold.

Therefore, every skate shoe uses vulcanized rubber.  There is no skate shoe that is unvulcanized.  I think It's just used as an advertising tool to describe thicker soles.


Edit: I'm no sneakerhead, so I could be dead wrong.  I asked a shoe god oracle about this matter and I'll see how he responds.

I'm curious, what are the qualifications for such a thing?!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on July 25, 2009, 03:57:30 AM

Quote from: TheFifthColumn on July 24, 2009, 08:42:46 PM

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i still don't understand what vulcanized means, but i won't tell anyone that

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I don't either

[close]

It's the white band around the outside of the shoe

[close]

Chemically speaking, vulcanization is the process where natural rubber latex is heated with sulphur so that it has more usefull properties such as flexibility and durability.  All commercial rubber is vulcanized, otherwise the rubber is useless because it is deforms too easily and gets brittle and chips when cold.

Therefore, every skate shoe uses vulcanized rubber.  There is no skate shoe that is unvulcanized.  I think It's just used as an advertising tool to describe thicker soles.


Edit: I'm no sneakerhead, so I could be dead wrong.  I asked a shoe god oracle about this matter and I'll see how he responds.

although it is true that every shoe undergoes the vulcanization process, vulcanized soles are softer and more flexible than cupsoles. within skate shoes, a vulcanized sole doesn't refer to the vulcanizing process, but rather to making a softer sole.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: angryfacedman on July 25, 2009, 05:40:25 AM

Quote from: starvingrobot on July 24, 2009, 06:37:57 PM

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I jerked it to some Heather Brooke porn ten minutes ago.

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Isn't that the deep throat queen if I remember correctly?

Anyway, I like gape porn... A LOT.

Nothing wrong with that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on July 25, 2009, 02:02:19 PM

Quote from: odp on July 23, 2009, 10:51:24 PM

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My friend just got 200 oxycontin pills which are 20 mg a piece. She is charging me five dollars a pill which is very reasonable and I plan to buy a lot. I feel kind of guilty because I'm so excited about buying drugs.

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blah! totally not worth it homes. easy routine to fall into. if i could never have tried em in the first place, i would go back in time and that would be that. they lead to bigger and badder things, not trying to preach, but it's the truth. good luck

I took them before a couple years ago and never developed an addiction. Since I've had them for the past week I've been snorting them everyday. One night I promised myself I was going to take a day off from them but ended up high off them again. The one good thing is I have no desire to get drunk when I have them because oxycontin is a better high, no hangover, I don't act like an asshole, and I think I'm playing my guitar better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SanchoDave on July 25, 2009, 09:55:16 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on July 25, 2009, 02:02:19 PM

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My friend just got 200 oxycontin pills which are 20 mg a piece. She is charging me five dollars a pill which is very reasonable and I plan to buy a lot. I feel kind of guilty because I'm so excited about buying drugs.

[close]

blah! totally not worth it homes. easy routine to fall into. if i could never have tried em in the first place, i would go back in time and that would be that. they lead to bigger and badder things, not trying to preach, but it's the truth. good luck

[close]

I took them before a couple years ago and never developed an addiction. Since I've had them for the past week I've been snorting them everyday. One night I promised myself I was going to take a day off from them but ended up high off them again. The one good thing is I have no desire to get drunk when I have them because oxycontin is a better high, no hangover, I don't act like an asshole, and I think I'm playing my guitar better.

Ha I just noticed you changed your pic to Richard Ramirez.....I told you that you look lke that dude

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFifthColumn on July 26, 2009, 11:04:21 PM

Quote from: drunk on July 25, 2009, 02:43:32 AM

buzzkill

Huh? people were curious about what it meant and I was simply sharing general information.  How would you respond?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lenny on July 26, 2009, 11:19:46 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on July 25, 2009, 02:02:19 PM

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Quote from: cigarettebeer on July 13, 2009, 04:18:42 PM

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My friend just got 200 oxycontin pills which are 20 mg a piece. She is charging me five dollars a pill which is very reasonable and I plan to buy a lot. I feel kind of guilty because I'm so excited about buying drugs.

[close]

blah! totally not worth it homes. easy routine to fall into. if i could never have tried em in the first place, i would go back in time and that would be that. they lead to bigger and badder things, not trying to preach, but it's the truth. good luck

[close]

I took them before a couple years ago and never developed an addiction. Since I've had them for the past week I've been snorting them everyday. One night I promised myself I was going to take a day off from them but ended up high off them again. The one good thing is I have no desire to get drunk when I have them because oxycontin is a better high, no hangover, I don't act like an asshole, and I think I'm playing my guitar better.

just be careful man.
that shit'll sneak up on you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ben Throttle on July 27, 2009, 10:24:37 PM

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Quote from: odp on July 23, 2009, 10:51:24 PM

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Quote from: cigarettebeer on July 13, 2009, 04:18:42 PM

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My friend just got 200 oxycontin pills which are 20 mg a piece. She is charging me five dollars a pill which is very reasonable and I plan to buy a lot. I feel kind of guilty because I'm so excited about buying drugs.

[close]

blah! totally not worth it homes. easy routine to fall into. if i could never have tried em in the first place, i would go back in time and that would be that. they lead to bigger and badder things, not trying to preach, but it's the truth. good luck

[close]

I took them before a couple years ago and never developed an addiction. Since I've had them for the past week I've been snorting them everyday. One night I promised myself I was going to take a day off from them but ended up high off them again. The one good thing is I have no desire to get drunk when I have them because oxycontin is a better high, no hangover, I don't act like an asshole, and I think I'm playing my guitar better.

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just be careful man.
that shit'll sneak up on you.

My homie got killed by an overdose of those given to him by an older, disgusting chick who raped him afterwards. Be careful

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Upgrayedd on July 28, 2009, 10:16:40 AM

i cant hold my liqour.  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on July 28, 2009, 12:40:58 PM

Quote from: Upgrayedd on July 28, 2009, 10:16:40 AM

i cant hold my liqour.  :-\

Does that mean you puke all the time or just act like an asshole/lunatic while drunk? maybe these guys can help http://www.askmen.com/money/body_and_mind_200/215_better_living.html

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Upgrayedd on July 28, 2009, 01:35:57 PM

i dont act like an asshole, apparently i'm pretty friendly and such, but i do tend to vomit on occasion.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on July 28, 2009, 05:59:47 PM

i threw up 3 nights in a row this weekend but only because it was vacation and i needed to make room for more liquor. fingers down the throat and the room stops spinning and you're good for the rest of the night.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stabbin on July 28, 2009, 06:07:20 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on July 28, 2009, 05:59:47 PM

i threw up 3 nights in a row this weekend but only because it was vacation and i needed to make room for more liquor. fingers down the throat and the room stops spinning and you're good for the rest of the night.

Good work soldier.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston. on July 29, 2009, 06:09:28 PM

(http://cache.gawker.com/assets/images/gawker/2008/07/university-phoenix-blogger-online.jpg)

that ad showed up on my myspace for the first time two years ago, and i still want to fuck that girl or a similar looking girl, but make her try and list off everything about the school while doing her. kind of like a saleswoman, but an attractive redheaded one that i am in the process of fucking

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Perfection on July 29, 2009, 07:33:19 PM

Hey mike fork, are you ever gonna try to be a moderator again?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston. on July 29, 2009, 07:57:12 PM

dunno

i don't want to ask for my "job" back and seem like a sissy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CeeyMar on July 30, 2009, 12:40:42 PM

I fucking hate my sisters boyfriend

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: David CAWperfield on July 30, 2009, 12:42:38 PM

Cawlm down Ceeymar. Everything will be ok.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on July 30, 2009, 09:29:56 PM

Hi my name is jack burton and i like drinking. i like it alot. i also keep posting drunk so this im sure will turn out to be bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on July 30, 2009, 10:19:48 PM

Quote from: CeeyMar on July 30, 2009, 12:40:42 PM

I fucking hate my sisters boyfriend

I hate him too, he's canadian  :-*

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ben Throttle on July 31, 2009, 12:11:49 PM

I'm from an extremely small town with basically nothing going on. Sometimes I'll look at party blogs and fantasize about living that wasteful lifestyle even though i know it probably sucks after awhile. My life just lacks excitement at times

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawbertson. on July 31, 2009, 01:28:47 PM

oh i thought you were from cali?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 1992 on July 31, 2009, 02:44:46 PM

Quote from: Ben Throttle on July 31, 2009, 12:11:49 PM

I'm from an extremely small town with basically nothing going on. Sometimes I'll look at party blogs and fantasize about living that wasteful lifestyle even though i know it probably sucks after awhile. My life just lacks excitement at times

I can relate to this even though I live in a city of 300,000 people. If you aren't retired and into golf,playing bunko and fishing there is really not much to do. This might explain why I have a drinking problem. If you are younger or you're close to your mid 30's like myself the bars are still the meeting place for most. That gets really old really fast.

I usually roam downtown aimlessly listening to music and people watch,paint or skate. You ever see that dude sitting down on a bench with headphones on staring into space with a blank expression? Well,that's me in a nutshell.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on July 31, 2009, 05:07:18 PM

Quote from: 1992 on July 31, 2009, 02:44:46 PM

I usually roam downtown aimlessly listening to music and people watch,paint or skate. You ever see that dude sitting down on a bench with headphones on staring into space with a blank expression? Well,that's me in a nutshell.

id love to be that dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SanchoDave on August 01, 2009, 01:28:23 AM

Quote from: Ben Throttle on July 31, 2009, 12:11:49 PM

I'm from an extremely small town with basically nothing going on. Sometimes I'll look at party blogs and fantasize about living that wasteful lifestyle even though i know it probably sucks after awhile. My life just lacks excitement at times

I live in Houston Right now and I don't party as much as I could....I partied way more in a town of 40K then I do in a metropolitan are of 5 mil...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on August 04, 2009, 10:12:37 PM

Sometimes i experience performance anxiety in my penis.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on August 05, 2009, 06:24:27 PM

Quote from: Macklin on August 04, 2009, 10:12:37 PM

Sometimes i experience performance anxiety in my penis.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Arizona on August 05, 2009, 11:40:23 PM

I absolutely hate this fucking heat in Arizona.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SanchoDave on August 06, 2009, 08:33:48 PM

I really fucking hate my soon to be ex girlfriend / I can't stand parking my dick in her anymore either,I mean it was rad when we first started dating about 3 years ago but now Ive grown to hate her I literally can't be in the same room as her anymore....maybe it's because we moved in toghether about 5 months after we started dating anyways. Im over it....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on August 06, 2009, 08:39:44 PM

Quote from: Arizona on August 05, 2009, 11:40:23 PM

I absolutely hate this fucking heat in Arizona.

So are you speaking in the third person, gettin all Socrates on us?

Or are you just hot?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on August 10, 2009, 01:06:21 AM

i'm still in 'love' with my ex girlfriend. we haven't dated since last summer. i've had sex with 14 girls since then and with over 10 of them i've closed my eyes and imagined my ex girlfriend. she has a boyfriend, and i haven't seen her since december, though we talk here and there. she lives in san francisco and i live in dallas texas. i made her laugh friday night and it made me very happy. as gay as it sounds, i'm going to move to san francisco by the end of this year and "win her back", if you will. i am drunk. but i mean what i say.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Arizona on August 10, 2009, 01:46:06 AM

Quote from: Briden on August 06, 2009, 08:39:44 PM

Quote from: Arizona on August 05, 2009, 11:40:23 PM

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I absolutely hate this fucking heat in Arizona.

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So are you speaking in the third person, gettin all Socrates on us?

Or are you just hot?

hotter than satans asshole

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nocomply on August 10, 2009, 08:24:20 AM

Quote from: kilgore. on August 10, 2009, 01:06:21 AM

i'm still in 'love' with my ex girlfriend. we haven't dated since last summer. i've had sex with 14 girls since then and with over 10 of them i've closed my eyes and imagined my ex girlfriend. she has a boyfriend, and i haven't seen her since december, though we talk here and there. she lives in san francisco and i live in dallas texas. i made her laugh friday night and it made me very happy. as gay as it sounds, i'm going to move to san francisco by the end of this year and "win her back", if you will. i am drunk. but i mean what i say.

moving across the country for her... be careful. it's tough getting back together after you've split.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on August 10, 2009, 09:10:14 AM

i moved to california "for her' once before and it was worth it, but you're right.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MahShugahNah 2.0 on August 10, 2009, 11:35:14 AM

Quote from: kilgore. on August 10, 2009, 01:06:21 AM

i'm still in 'love' with my ex girlfriend. we haven't dated since last summer. i've had sex with 14 girls since then and with over 10 of them i've closed my eyes and imagined my ex girlfriend. she has a boyfriend, and i haven't seen her since december, though we talk here and there. she lives in san francisco and i live in dallas texas. i made her laugh friday night and it made me very happy. as gay as it sounds, i'm going to move to san francisco by the end of this year and "win her back", if you will. i am drunk. but i mean what i say.

Aside from the moving to Cali part, I know this so well. It was weird reading this because it honestly looks like it could have been written by me. Everything from the imagining her when you're with other girls to the getting stoked when you make her laugh.

Honestly, focus on everything you didn't like about her. Everything you like about yourself. It's so easy to look back on relationships and only remember it as this glowing golden aura of awesomeness. More important than focusing on what you don't like about her (pure negativity is never the answer) is the focusing on the awesomeness that is you. Whenever I get bummed I just think about how rad I am or how sick some of the stuff I do is. And then either, she will want you back because you are secure and stable with out her (girls don't want guys that can't stand on their own two feet alone) or you will find an equally awesome girl that you don't need to close your eyes with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SanchoDave on August 11, 2009, 02:06:22 AM

Quote from: nocomply on August 10, 2009, 08:24:20 AM

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i'm still in 'love' with my ex girlfriend. we haven't dated since last summer. i've had sex with 14 girls since then and with over 10 of them i've closed my eyes and imagined my ex girlfriend. she has a boyfriend, and i haven't seen her since december, though we talk here and there. she lives in san francisco and i live in dallas texas. i made her laugh friday night and it made me very happy. as gay as it sounds, i'm going to move to san francisco by the end of this year and "win her back", if you will. i am drunk. but i mean what i say.

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moving across the country for her... be careful. it's tough getting back together after you've split.

this is the truth I split up with my girlfriend a year after dating we split for 6 months and got back toghether and I wished I never had got back with her 3 and a half years into it .I hate my situation we broke up last week but still living with her until I leave for my next job in a week I believe so yea good luck with wining her back.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on August 11, 2009, 03:32:01 PM

Quote from: kilgore. on August 10, 2009, 01:06:21 AM

i'm still in 'love' with my ex girlfriend. we haven't dated since last summer. i've had sex with 14 girls since then and with over 10 of them i've closed my eyes and imagined my ex girlfriend. she has a boyfriend, and i haven't seen her since december, though we talk here and there. she lives in san francisco and i live in dallas texas. i made her laugh friday night and it made me very happy. as gay as it sounds, i'm going to move to san francisco by the end of this year and "win her back", if you will. i am drunk. but i mean what i say.

im rooting for you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on August 11, 2009, 06:20:01 PM

the last threads i check on here are usually the skateboarding and photos/videos threads. whooooops?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: snickers on August 12, 2009, 03:33:52 AM

just about everyday i wish i could just throw myself of a building and die.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stabbin on August 12, 2009, 04:31:46 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on August 11, 2009, 03:32:01 PM

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i'm still in 'love' with my ex girlfriend. we haven't dated since last summer. i've had sex with 14 girls since then and with over 10 of them i've closed my eyes and imagined my ex girlfriend. she has a boyfriend, and i haven't seen her since december, though we talk here and there. she lives in san francisco and i live in dallas texas. i made her laugh friday night and it made me very happy. as gay as it sounds, i'm going to move to san francisco by the end of this year and "win her back", if you will. i am drunk. but i mean what i say.

[close]

im rooting for you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrf on August 12, 2009, 09:47:12 PM

Quote from: Macklin on August 04, 2009, 10:12:37 PM

Sometimes i experience performance anxiety in my penis.

I think my sex drive has gone down the tubes and i don't think it's going to come back and i am actually stoked that it went away.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MahShugahNah 2.0 on August 12, 2009, 10:03:48 PM

Quote from: jrf on August 12, 2009, 09:47:12 PM

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Sometimes i experience performance anxiety in my penis.

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I think my sex drive has gone down the tubes and i don't think it's going to come back and i am actually stoked that it went away.

I really only enjoy the insertion and the relaxation that comes after sex, but the whole middle part is boring to me. I know that's not normal. And I can't finish in less than an hour while bareback. With a condom I have to eventually pull out and finish with head or something or else it ain't happening. I always wanna just tape my iPod to her back or something so I can watch a movie during sex to keep me entertained, but I haven't met a girl yet who I could do that with without completely shattering what ever self esteem she had left.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stabbin on August 12, 2009, 11:09:36 PM

Quote from: Mr. Snickers on August 12, 2009, 03:33:52 AM

just about everyday i wish i could just throw myself of a building and die.

We all love you Ian  ;)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on August 13, 2009, 03:43:09 PM

Quote from: Mr. Snickers on August 12, 2009, 03:33:52 AM

just about everyday i wish i could just throw myself of a building and die.

That doesn't seem like much of a wish unless you're a paraplegic or have some other debilitating physical handicap. If you found a building that was nice and high and just stepped off the edge, you would probably die on impact seconds later.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CeeyMar on August 13, 2009, 08:12:09 PM

I want my parents to get divorced, my step dad is a fucking dick and a bitch who starts huge fights over nothing and does fuck all. He's driving my mom crazy and I can't deal with this shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: popeyesfriedchicken on August 13, 2009, 10:33:02 PM

i've got so much bullshit going on it's ridiculous really.  but i kind of think to myself, what's the point in bitching about it or "confessing" if not much can be done about it other than accepting things for how they are and doing whatever you can?  life used to be way better than it is currently, but hopefully things will change for the positive.  if not, at least it can't get too much worse. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on August 13, 2009, 11:15:52 PM

I was Vov Vurnquist.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on August 14, 2009, 12:17:16 AM

Sometimes i get so bummed out on the things that i do that i hole up into my room and try to disappear and find ways to change shit that ive made my life out to be.

I've been split with my ex for going on two years, and even though i know that i can find a woman who appeals to my sensibilities and interests much more so than meg, i wish that we could get married and chill out. I've lately come to writing vile songs about her late at night and hope that they'll become my reality.

There's so much cool and fun shit that i've lived my life by, but sometimes i wish that i'd done some shit differently despite, for the greater part believing that everything happens for some sort of reason.

i sell myself short and i'm afraid of success.

However, i think i'm pretty damn happy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Nic on August 14, 2009, 12:40:33 AM

I've been homeschooling for the past year and was really committed to it and was doing it everyday, but now that I took a few months off for summer I'm to lazy to start back up but I have to lie and tell everyone I'm still doing it, but I just don't even care to finish. No one in my family has finished high school and they all have great careers. I just feel like a llazy piece of shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SanchoDave on August 14, 2009, 01:29:38 AM

Quote from: Nic on August 14, 2009, 12:40:33 AM

I've been homeschooling for the past year and was really committed to it and was doing it everyday, but now that I took a few months off for summer I'm to lazy to start back up but I have to lie and tell everyone I'm still doing it, but I just don't even care to finish. No one in my family has finished high school and they all have great careers. I just feel like a llazy piece of shit.

it's all good man just get out of that Lazy rut and get back into as much as you don't want to.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on August 14, 2009, 09:03:21 AM

after skating for about 6 and a half years i'm still too much of a pussy to drop in. and i'm pissed at myself about it because if i could skate anything it would be concrete tranny.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on August 16, 2009, 07:09:09 PM

alcohol every single day

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on August 17, 2009, 12:50:15 AM

its probably bad when the lady ringing you up at the liquor store says your not wearing your hat tonight.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on August 17, 2009, 12:29:05 PM

Quote from: oyolar on August 14, 2009, 09:03:21 AM

after skating for about 6 and a half years i'm still too much of a pussy to drop in. and i'm pissed at myself about it because if i could skate anything it would be concrete tranny.

just fucking drop in

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bumptobar on August 18, 2009, 10:59:13 AM

Quote from: Zurg on August 17, 2009, 12:29:05 PM

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after skating for about 6 and a half years i'm still too much of a pussy to drop in. and i'm pissed at myself about it because if i could skate anything it would be concrete tranny.

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just fucking drop in

Come on man, whats there to be ever scared of?  Ive seen 6 year olds drop in after a week of skating.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nocomply on August 18, 2009, 12:07:59 PM

Last week I was constapated and hadn't shitted in a few days. It got real painful. I finally had to resort to sticking my finger in my ass as far as I could and I just pulled out whatver I could. Once the seal was broken it was all good...but yeah I fingered my ass.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on August 18, 2009, 02:03:49 PM

Quote from: nocomply on August 18, 2009, 12:07:59 PM

Last week I was constapated and hadn't shitted in a few days. It got real painful. I finally had to resort to sticking my finger in my ass as far as I could and I just pulled out whatver I could. Once the seal was broken it was all good...but yeah I fingered my ass.

id gnar you if i could.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Alan on August 18, 2009, 03:05:43 PM

I'll forget about it if you post more photos of that milf who likes to dress up...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nocomply on August 19, 2009, 05:33:49 AM

Quote from: Alan on August 18, 2009, 03:05:43 PM

I'll forget about it if you post more photos of that milf who likes to dress up...

hahaha. wow, good memory. I'll see what I can do tonight.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on August 19, 2009, 07:41:27 PM

Quote from: jack burton on August 17, 2009, 12:50:15 AM

its probably bad when the lady ringing you up at the liquor store says your not wearing your hat tonight.

Quote from: nocomply on August 18, 2009, 12:07:59 PM

hahaha thats fucking awesome though.

Last week I was constapated and hadn't shitted in a few days. It got real painful. I finally had to resort to sticking my finger in my ass as far as I could and I just pulled out whatver I could. Once the seal was broken it was all good...but yeah I fingered my ass.

i love people with just as little shame as me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on August 19, 2009, 09:45:18 PM

theres no shame in my game. ive been talking about rim jobs nonnnnnn stop all week. :P

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on August 20, 2009, 05:32:17 AM

if i was drunk at a party i'd totally make out with freddie mercury.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SleepyPeePee on August 20, 2009, 10:45:19 AM

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Last week I was constapated and hadn't shitted in a few days. It got real painful. I finally had to resort to sticking my finger in my ass as far as I could and I just pulled out whatver I could. Once the seal was broken it was all good...but yeah I fingered my ass.

[close]

id gnar you if i could.

..i got you.. that was great.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on August 20, 2009, 05:53:43 PM

haha thanks man. it took real courage to do what he did and he deserves a gnar as a badge of honor.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Upgrayedd on August 20, 2009, 08:45:06 PM

i have a third nipple. i call him Captain Awesome

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DevilOnEnzyte on August 20, 2009, 08:56:41 PM

I think I got a girl pregnant...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nocomply on August 21, 2009, 09:06:58 AM

Quote from: Upgrayedd on August 20, 2009, 08:45:06 PM

i have a third nipple. i call him Captain Awesome

post pictures or it's a lie

Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on August 20, 2009, 08:56:41 PM

I think I got a girl pregnant...

Is she going to have it?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Upgrayedd on August 21, 2009, 01:53:20 PM

i'll get ya one nocomply. when i get off work

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Nic on August 21, 2009, 02:41:43 PM

Quote from: kilgore. on August 20, 2009, 05:32:17 AM

if i was drunk at a party i'd totally make out with freddie mercury.

If I was drunk enough I probably would too, Rob Halford also but he has to sing breakin the law to me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Upgrayedd on August 21, 2009, 08:53:42 PM

(http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w120/Austintactious/DSC01637.jpg)

here ya go nocomply. This is captain awesome. not a very good picture, but here ya go.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on August 21, 2009, 09:29:04 PM

My grandpa just died and I thought how I would really like to have the morphine pills he didn't get a chance to finish

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on August 22, 2009, 11:29:08 AM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on August 21, 2009, 09:29:04 PM

My grandpa just died and I thought how I would really like to have the morphine pills he didn't get a chance to finish

Those are nice.  You take those for three days straight and on the fourth day you don't take them you'll shit yourself, guaranteed. 

I've got a soft spot for pain pills.  every few weeks..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: seagle on August 23, 2009, 06:33:53 AM

post secret motherfuckers

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vag on August 23, 2009, 07:51:56 AM

I'm addicted to opiates and my girlfriend thinks i kicked it months ago but in reality shes just too dumb to notice im high... and sometimes i have to fake an orgasm and run to the bathroom to take my condom off just because i can never finish

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: danker on August 23, 2009, 04:05:11 PM

Quote from: vag on August 23, 2009, 07:51:56 AM

I'm addicted to opiates and my girlfriend thinks i kicked it months ago but in reality shes just too dumb to notice im high... and sometimes i have to fake an orgasm and run to the bathroom to take my condom off just because i can never finish

you sound fucked

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jimmy909 on August 23, 2009, 07:21:03 PM

Quote from: nocomply on August 18, 2009, 12:07:59 PM

Last week I was constapated and hadn't shitted in a few days. It got real painful. I finally had to resort to sticking my finger in my ass as far as I could and I just pulled out whatver I could. Once the seal was broken it was all good...but yeah I fingered my ass.

haha amazing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nocomply on August 24, 2009, 08:51:09 AM

Quote from: Upgrayedd on August 21, 2009, 08:53:42 PM

(http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w120/Austintactious/DSC01637.jpg)

here ya go nocomply. This is captain awesome. not a very good picture, but here ya go.

what? that ain't no damn nipple... that's a mole!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Upgrayedd on August 24, 2009, 10:40:40 AM

no its a nipple. is got an areola (sp?) and all that, and it gets hard when im cold. My doctor said its juat a very tiny one. much like the og two

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nocomply on August 24, 2009, 12:00:18 PM

you should pierce captain awesome too. get a real tiny bar for it. That would be so rad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Upgrayedd on August 24, 2009, 01:07:23 PM

thats what everybody says. but its so small that it'd have to be surface piercing. not too sure if im down with all that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brandon on August 28, 2009, 08:42:52 PM

i'm depressed and listening to third eye blind.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OaII3kUn5ug

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: popsiclesandskatin on August 28, 2009, 09:10:04 PM

if my ex who i still hook up with even tho shes in a relationship died id be the happiest person on the planet...is that normal?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on August 28, 2009, 10:08:26 PM

I find it impossible not to stare at a woman's cleavage. I mean fuck, they wear low cut tops to flaunt the perfect V shape of their cascading melons. It's like looking into a Magic Eye or something, how am I supposed to focus on their face!?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sparksandblood on August 28, 2009, 10:59:08 PM

i get drunk and tend to piss all over the place. i show no mercy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: youngblood on August 29, 2009, 04:43:32 AM

Quote from: sparksandblood on August 28, 2009, 10:59:08 PM

i get drunk and tend to piss all over the place. i show no mercy

once a chick had a huge party at her place, and on the side of the house where everyone was pissing/vomitting/hooking up my friend found an open window. we got everyone to piss through it and onto the girls bed. her bed was right next to the window so there was piss all over her pillow and bed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston. on August 29, 2009, 12:44:55 PM

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i get drunk and tend to piss all over the place. i show no mercy

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once a chick had a huge party at her place, and on the side of the house where everyone was pissing/vomitting/hooking up my friend found an open window. we got everyone to piss through it and onto the girls bed. her bed was right next to the window so there was piss all over her pillow and bed.

on valentines day i split a handle with someone, and someone stole me a cup for the keg. i got too drunk to function and passed out in this girls room, but managed to get up and piss and puke all over it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Nic on August 30, 2009, 01:20:42 AM

Quote from: Kev. on August 28, 2009, 10:08:26 PM

I find it impossible not to stare at a woman's cleavage. I mean fuck, they wear low cut tops to flaunt the perfect V shape of their cascading melons. It's like looking into a Magic Eye or something, how am I supposed to focus on their face!?

It's all about timing. Getting caught is pretty awkward.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DevilOnEnzyte on August 30, 2009, 08:09:27 AM

Last night I was at Sonic getting a bite to eat, and over the sound system came on a Backstreet Boys song.
I sang along and knew every word.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on August 30, 2009, 09:17:14 AM

Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on August 30, 2009, 08:09:27 AM

Last night I was at Sonic Pizza Hut getting a bite to eat, and over the sound system came on a Backstreet Boys Miley Cyrus song.
I sang along and knew every word.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston. on August 30, 2009, 10:03:35 AM

i'm guilty of singing along to taylor swift as loud as i can yell

i've also turned into a real asshole when i'm drunk lately. i don't know if it's just a phase, but i've been the zing king, been the first one to want to fight, been very destructive, and so on

i'm also trying to mack this girl that it took eight months to get her to hang out with, because she's actually that cool. someone is probably an idiot(me)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Anti Krooked on August 30, 2009, 02:39:39 PM

i am janes addiction sucks and i love hate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on August 30, 2009, 04:01:43 PM

big fucking shocker

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Anti Krooked on August 30, 2009, 04:14:00 PM

seriously everyone knew?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DevilOnEnzyte on August 30, 2009, 04:27:13 PM

Quote from: Anti Krooked on August 30, 2009, 04:14:00 PM

seriously everyone knew?

We weren't waiting around for you to oust yourself ;)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Anti Krooked on August 30, 2009, 04:33:16 PM

Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on August 30, 2009, 04:27:13 PM

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seriously everyone knew?

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We weren't waiting around for you to oust yourself ;)

ahh damn

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on August 30, 2009, 10:44:15 PM

Quote from: Boston. on August 30, 2009, 10:03:35 AM

i'm guilty of singing along to taylor swift as loud as i can yell

i've also turned into a real asshole when i'm drunk lately. i don't know if it's just a phase, but i've been the zing king, been the first one to want to fight, been very destructive, and so on

i'm also trying to mack this girl that it took eight months to get her to hang out with, because she's actually that cool. someone is probably an idiot(me)

that asshole destructive thing was going on with me for a good 6 months when i was in a really dry spell for decent women and hating where i lived. Many fights and drunken nights.... shit was ok, it passes.

Quote from: Nic on August 30, 2009, 01:20:42 AM

Quote from: Kev. on August 28, 2009, 10:08:26 PM

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I find it impossible not to stare at a woman's cleavage. I mean fuck, they wear low cut tops to flaunt the perfect V shape of their cascading melons. It's like looking into a Magic Eye or something, how am I supposed to focus on their face!?

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It's all about timing. Getting caught is pretty awkward.

this dude bill i used to know, who was in the seminary training to be a priest told me that it was all about "sleight of eye" when checking out a woman. He was a pretty straight dude for a priest in training. haha.

I love titties and used to get caught staring all the time. I've gotten better though at not straight STARING, it gets me on the good side a little easier.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston. on August 31, 2009, 12:08:11 AM

Quote from: odp on August 30, 2009, 10:44:15 PM

Quote from: Boston. on August 30, 2009, 10:03:35 AM

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i'm guilty of singing along to taylor swift as loud as i can yell

i've also turned into a real asshole when i'm drunk lately. i don't know if it's just a phase, but i've been the zing king, been the first one to want to fight, been very destructive, and so on

i'm also trying to mack this girl that it took eight months to get her to hang out with, because she's actually that cool. someone is probably an idiot(me)

[close]

that asshole destructive thing was going on with me for a good 6 months when i was in a really dry spell for decent women and hating where i lived. Many fights and drunken nights.... shit was ok, it passes.

everyone gets a kick out of it, but sober me hates hearing the bad things i did the night before. so far it's been 45 hour work weeks and a lack of girls. school is starting back up in less than two weeks, so i'm going to have to put up with it for at least that long i assume

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on August 31, 2009, 12:08:11 PM

you successfully had a real confession that didn't mention your weight. kudos, zing king

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bipsmound on August 31, 2009, 01:20:00 PM

ZING ZANG ZONGGGGGGGG

He just zinged you like a mongolian getting sliced with a bamboo spear.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on August 31, 2009, 11:22:02 PM

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i'm guilty of singing along to taylor swift as loud as i can yell

i've also turned into a real asshole when i'm drunk lately. i don't know if it's just a phase, but i've been the zing king, been the first one to want to fight, been very destructive, and so on

i'm also trying to mack this girl that it took eight months to get her to hang out with, because she's actually that cool. someone is probably an idiot(me)

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that asshole destructive thing was going on with me for a good 6 months when i was in a really dry spell for decent women and hating where i lived. Many fights and drunken nights.... shit was ok, it passes.

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everyone gets a kick out of it, but sober me hates hearing the bad things i did the night before. so far it's been 45 hour work weeks and a lack of girls. school is starting back up in less than two weeks, so i'm going to have to put up with it for at least that long i assume

oh yeah, man, everyone loves the drunk dickhead who will throw beer cans at old chinese ladies. But then the next day does suck. Where do you go to school? Mass Art or something in the city? that's pussy city, man. you'll be fine.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston. on September 01, 2009, 12:07:41 AM

Quote from: odp on August 31, 2009, 11:22:02 PM

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i'm guilty of singing along to taylor swift as loud as i can yell

i've also turned into a real asshole when i'm drunk lately. i don't know if it's just a phase, but i've been the zing king, been the first one to want to fight, been very destructive, and so on

i'm also trying to mack this girl that it took eight months to get her to hang out with, because she's actually that cool. someone is probably an idiot(me)

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that asshole destructive thing was going on with me for a good 6 months when i was in a really dry spell for decent women and hating where i lived. Many fights and drunken nights.... shit was ok, it passes.

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everyone gets a kick out of it, but sober me hates hearing the bad things i did the night before. so far it's been 45 hour work weeks and a lack of girls. school is starting back up in less than two weeks, so i'm going to have to put up with it for at least that long i assume

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oh yeah, man, everyone loves the drunk dickhead who will throw beer cans at old chinese ladies. But then the next day does suck. Where do you go to school? Mass Art or something in the city? that's pussy city, man. you'll be fine.

neia
like an idiot i passed up massart and the smfa

you seem to know this city well, how far away do you live?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on September 01, 2009, 08:10:58 PM

i live in Taunton, skaters edge city, man. I haven't been up to the city to skate in a long time, over a year anyways. But i used to have get up there all the time. Had friends that lived all over the place, MassArt, Newton, Dorchester, Cambridge, family in JP kinda near Doyles. Where are you at?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston. on September 01, 2009, 09:29:14 PM

i live in malden now
i lived in brookline for a while, but it was at a dorm

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PFIASB on September 01, 2009, 09:43:25 PM

i've been listening to the wiggles- fruit salad for the last 3 months

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on September 01, 2009, 10:36:51 PM

Quote from: Boston. on September 01, 2009, 09:29:14 PM

i live in malden now
i lived in brookline for a while, but it was at a dorm

thats good shit, man. If you want to party at all anytime over the next 3 weeks before i head to basic, drop me a PM, and i'll come up to town to get down. I'm always game for a good drunken shitbag raging session with a SLAPper. hah. seriously man, it'd be a good time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bipsmound on September 01, 2009, 11:49:53 PM

Careful you don't get pressganged, Boston.  You'll wake up on a submarine in Singapore with a tattoo of Calvin pissing on the Iranian flag on your chest.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on September 01, 2009, 11:53:18 PM

nah man, he doesn't have to worry bout that. i'm not down for the submarine.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nocomply on September 02, 2009, 09:28:10 AM

Quote from: PFIASB on September 01, 2009, 09:43:25 PM

i've been listening to the wiggles- fruit salad for the last 3 months

yummie yummie

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blo0mz on September 02, 2009, 12:32:34 PM

I'm a 21 year old virgin who has never kissed a girl or had a real girlfriend.
 
Honestly, I'm pretty scared of girls.

I'm struggling to keep my heroin addiction under control.  I've been using drugs since I was 14. 

Picked up an IV heroin habit maybe 4 years ago.

Stole upwards of $1,000 from my Dad - took his credit card without him knowing and knew his PIN.

Sold tons of shit from my home.  Mom's jewelery, my PS3, my brand new iPod Touch, my skateboard, my bike, etc... it just goes on and on.

I put on almost 25 pounds since I've been trying to stop.  I now weigh more than I ever have.

I'm pretty chubby.   

Today is 19 days clean for the first time in a long time.  Not counting weed.  I still smoke weed once a night.

I'm trying to get back into skateboarding to have something to do instead of planning who to scam and what to steal to get my fix every day.

I used to be one of the smartest kids in my school.  Now I feel like I have no motivation whatsoever, I definitely feel slower as well.

I'm clinically depressed and suffer from severe generalized and social anxiety.

I'm sure I could come up with a lot more, but that's it for now.  Laugh away.  I suck, I know. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stoeipoes on September 02, 2009, 02:21:44 PM

Wow bloomz. That's real talk.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on September 02, 2009, 07:38:51 PM

Quote from: blo0mz on September 02, 2009, 12:32:34 PM

I'm a 21 year old virgin who has never kissed a girl or had a real girlfriend.
 
Honestly, I'm pretty scared of girls.

I'm struggling to keep my heroin addiction under control.  I've been using drugs since I was 14. 

Picked up an IV heroin habit maybe 4 years ago.

Stole upwards of $1,000 from my Dad - took his credit card without him knowing and knew his PIN.

Sold tons of shit from my home.  Mom's jewelery, my PS3, my brand new iPod Touch, my skateboard, my bike, etc... it just goes on and on.

I put on almost 25 pounds since I've been trying to stop.  I now weigh more than I ever have.

I'm pretty chubby.   

Today is 19 days clean for the first time in a long time.  Not counting weed.  I still smoke weed once a night.

I'm trying to get back into skateboarding to have something to do instead of planning who to scam and what to steal to get my fix every day.

I used to be one of the smartest kids in my school.  Now I feel like I have no motivation whatsoever, I definitely feel slower as well.

I'm clinically depressed and suffer from severe generalized and social anxiety.

I'm sure I could come up with a lot more, but that's it for now.  Laugh away.  I suck, I know. 

dont be apathetic, guy. telling people to laugh away and saying i suck, unless your name is jamie thomas on SLAP, is just an excuse to say "oh pity me."

the drug thing sucks, work toward it, it's what you gotta do, many of us have been there.

as far as clinical depression and that shit, CONTROL YOUR FUCKING MIND. that's the only option.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blo0mz on September 02, 2009, 08:53:07 PM

I was just trying to make light out of it, I figured I'd get flamed to shit but I don't care that much or I wouldn't have posted it.

I'm busting my ass to stay clean, I haven't had 19 days clean in multiple years, so things are looking good right now... just gotta roll with it.

Thanks. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stabbin on September 02, 2009, 09:29:30 PM

You've had a heroin addiction, yet you're scared of girls?!  WOW man...  You got it ass backwards.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blo0mz on September 02, 2009, 10:28:24 PM

Quote from: stabbin on September 02, 2009, 09:29:30 PM

You've had a heroin addiction, yet you're scared of girls?!  WOW man...  You got it ass backwards.

Maybe I developed a heroin addiction because I'm afraid of girls... well not just because of that, but it definitely had *something* to do with it - heroin made me feel comfortable around them.  Of course, looking back on it, it was all an illusion.  Anyway, tomorrow's 20 days and I'm pretty fucking stoked about it.  Hopefully I can get a few hours of skating in. 

By the way,  I didn't mean to derail this thread, I hate feeling like an attention whore or some shit.  Sorry =/

 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stabbin on September 02, 2009, 10:36:51 PM

It's all good man, just keep the streak going.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on September 02, 2009, 11:26:56 PM

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You've had a heroin addiction, yet you're scared of girls?!  WOW man...  You got it ass backwards.

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Maybe I developed a heroin addiction because I'm afraid of girls... well not just because of that, but it definitely had *something* to do with it - heroin made me feel comfortable around them.  Of course, looking back on it, it was all an illusion.  Anyway, tomorrow's 20 days and I'm pretty fucking stoked about it.  Hopefully I can get a few hours of skating in. 

By the way,  I didn't mean to derail this thread, I hate feeling like an attention whore or some shit.  Sorry =/

 

here i go.....

hey brother, i'm not trying to be a dick at all. i've lost a lot of friends to drugs and/or their allowing their mind to take control of their lives. No one ever wants to hear "hey man, everyones life sucks, you just gotta make the right choices!" but it is the truth, an absolute.

Good luck on staying clean. My best friend developed a horrible problem over the course of the past 5 years. dude got hurt, got some pills from the doc, got with a girl who had a problem, got fucked up with her and got hooked on the OCs. you know how it goes, from pills, to fentanyl, to sniffin dope, to needles and crack to liven things up. I've watched him go through cycles of trying to be cool, to saying fuck it, to od'ing, again and again and again. It kills you, the user, but, man, it kills the folks who love you. Frankies been clean for a while now. No methadone or suboxones either. It's a good thing, i pray for ya, man. keep ya head up and keep trying to do the right thing. as he said, sounding the sage "those little pills ruin your life, man, stay away." i know how it goes. be well

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PFIASB on September 03, 2009, 01:24:24 AM

Quote from: blo0mz on September 02, 2009, 10:28:24 PM

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You've had a heroin addiction, yet you're scared of girls?!  WOW man...  You got it ass backwards.

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Maybe I developed a heroin addiction because I'm afraid of girls... well not just because of that, but it definitely had *something* to do with it - heroin made me feel comfortable around them.  Of course, looking back on it, it was all an illusion.  Anyway, tomorrow's 20 days and I'm pretty fucking stoked about it.  Hopefully I can get a few hours of skating in. 

By the way,  I didn't mean to derail this thread, I hate feeling like an attention whore or some shit.  Sorry =/

dont talk down on yourself man, good luck staying away from that shit.
and seriously dont be afraid of girls. go out, find someone thats on your level and just go for it. no need to be afraid, they're people too :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stabbin on September 03, 2009, 02:18:01 AM

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You've had a heroin addiction, yet you're scared of girls?!  WOW man...  You got it ass backwards.

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Maybe I developed a heroin addiction because I'm afraid of girls... well not just because of that, but it definitely had *something* to do with it - heroin made me feel comfortable around them.  Of course, looking back on it, it was all an illusion.  Anyway, tomorrow's 20 days and I'm pretty fucking stoked about it.  Hopefully I can get a few hours of skating in. 

By the way,  I didn't mean to derail this thread, I hate feeling like an attention whore or some shit.  Sorry =/

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dont talk down on yourself man, good luck staying away from that shit.
and seriously dont be afraid of girls. go out, find someone thats on your level and just go for it. no need to be afraid, they're people too :)

Don't mislead him.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blo0mz on September 03, 2009, 10:25:07 AM

Quote from: odp on September 02, 2009, 11:26:56 PM

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You've had a heroin addiction, yet you're scared of girls?!  WOW man...  You got it ass backwards.

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Maybe I developed a heroin addiction because I'm afraid of girls... well not just because of that, but it definitely had *something* to do with it - heroin made me feel comfortable around them.  Of course, looking back on it, it was all an illusion.  Anyway, tomorrow's 20 days and I'm pretty fucking stoked about it.  Hopefully I can get a few hours of skating in. 

By the way,  I didn't mean to derail this thread, I hate feeling like an attention whore or some shit.  Sorry =/

 

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here i go.....

hey brother, i'm not trying to be a dick at all. i've lost a lot of friends to drugs and/or their allowing their mind to take control of their lives. No one ever wants to hear "hey man, everyones life sucks, you just gotta make the right choices!" but it is the truth, an absolute.

Good luck on staying clean. My best friend developed a horrible problem over the course of the past 5 years. dude got hurt, got some pills from the doc, got with a girl who had a problem, got fucked up with her and got hooked on the OCs. you know how it goes, from pills, to fentanyl, to sniffin dope, to needles and crack to liven things up. I've watched him go through cycles of trying to be cool, to saying fuck it, to od'ing, again and again and again. It kills you, the user, but, man, it kills the folks who love you. Frankies been clean for a while now. No methadone or suboxones either. It's a good thing, i pray for ya, man. keep ya head up and keep trying to do the right thing. as he said, sounding the sage "those little pills ruin your life, man, stay away." i know how it goes. be well

That's me exactly - found some vicodin in Mommy and Daddy's medicine cabinet, that quickly turned into stealing Grandma's Fentanyl and Dilaudid, turned into buying OC on the street and then not being able to afford OC and switching to dope and needles. 

Thanks for the advice, I appreciate it. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on September 04, 2009, 11:14:32 AM

ah man, i'm not try to give ya advice or tell ya what to do, i just hate seeing the onset of drug problems.  it's a fine line to walk, we've all been there man. keep ya head up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ben Throttle on September 05, 2009, 01:26:38 PM

Everything is changing but i hope the people i love will always be the same. I'm in a completely bittersweet mood right now thinking about a few years ago when it was all so innocent to be a pile. The people that mattered most to me are just getting more fucked up or crazy these days

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrf on September 07, 2009, 02:03:02 PM

Quote from: blo0mz on September 03, 2009, 10:25:07 AM

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You've had a heroin addiction, yet you're scared of girls?!  WOW man...  You got it ass backwards.

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Maybe I developed a heroin addiction because I'm afraid of girls... well not just because of that, but it definitely had *something* to do with it - heroin made me feel comfortable around them.  Of course, looking back on it, it was all an illusion.  Anyway, tomorrow's 20 days and I'm pretty fucking stoked about it.  Hopefully I can get a few hours of skating in. 

By the way,  I didn't mean to derail this thread, I hate feeling like an attention whore or some shit.  Sorry =/

 

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here i go.....

hey brother, i'm not trying to be a dick at all. i've lost a lot of friends to drugs and/or their allowing their mind to take control of their lives. No one ever wants to hear "hey man, everyones life sucks, you just gotta make the right choices!" but it is the truth, an absolute.

Good luck on staying clean. My best friend developed a horrible problem over the course of the past 5 years. dude got hurt, got some pills from the doc, got with a girl who had a problem, got fucked up with her and got hooked on the OCs. you know how it goes, from pills, to fentanyl, to sniffin dope, to needles and crack to liven things up. I've watched him go through cycles of trying to be cool, to saying fuck it, to od'ing, again and again and again. It kills you, the user, but, man, it kills the folks who love you. Frankies been clean for a while now. No methadone or suboxones either. It's a good thing, i pray for ya, man. keep ya head up and keep trying to do the right thing. as he said, sounding the sage "those little pills ruin your life, man, stay away." i know how it goes. be well

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That's me exactly - found some vicodin in Mommy and Daddy's medicine cabinet, that quickly turned into stealing Grandma's Fentanyl and Dilaudid, turned into buying OC on the street and then not being able to afford OC and switching to dope and needles. 

Thanks for the advice, I appreciate it. 

opiates are the worst man, i have a friend that im worried about that has a big problem with black tar. on another note, 19 days is something to be proud of, keep it up man!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on September 07, 2009, 02:08:46 PM

Quote from: Ben Throttle on September 05, 2009, 01:26:38 PM

Everything is changing but i hope the people i love will always be the same. I'm in a completely bittersweet mood right now thinking about a few years ago when it was all so innocent to be a pile. The people that mattered most to me are just getting more fucked up or crazy these days

man, when i was 18 this girl i worked with, she was 30ish, to told me about her babys father being a dope user and shit and i said "yeah, i only have an uncle who does that shit, otherwise it's a non entity." She told me that as i got older and hung out in the bar or party scene that i'd see more and more people fall off with heroin and shit, i kinda just said whatever. Now though, 6 years later, i see it everywhere. I've lost 2 people in the past year who i've known my whole life, shit's crazy.

It used to be so cool to bang some shit out off homies basement coffee table, but shit catches up and people fade away. It's ok though man, sometimes you've gotta cut the grass to get rid of the weeds in your life and let the fresh stuff grow! It's cool to make drastic life changes to get away man, fuck, i joined the goddamn Navy.....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ben Throttle on September 07, 2009, 03:07:20 PM

Quote from: odp on September 07, 2009, 02:08:46 PM

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Everything is changing but i hope the people i love will always be the same. I'm in a completely bittersweet mood right now thinking about a few years ago when it was all so innocent to be a pile. The people that mattered most to me are just getting more fucked up or crazy these days

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man, when i was 18 this girl i worked with, she was 30ish, to told me about her babys father being a dope user and shit and i said "yeah, i only have an uncle who does that shit, otherwise it's a non entity." She told me that as i got older and hung out in the bar or party scene that i'd see more and more people fall off with heroin and shit, i kinda just said whatever. Now though, 6 years later, i see it everywhere. I've lost 2 people in the past year who i've known my whole life, shit's crazy.

It used to be so cool to bang some shit out off homies basement coffee table, but shit catches up and people fade away. It's ok though man, sometimes you've gotta cut the grass to get rid of the weeds in your life and let the fresh stuff grow! It's cool to make drastic life changes to get away man, fuck, i joined the goddamn Navy.....

I agree. It's happening to me at such an early age though that it's scary. Two years ago we were sitting in my room drinking, not caring about anything in the world besides what meant something to us and now you're thinking about killing yourself?

Things I Need To Do:
I need to date this cute but weird girl who's had a crush on me forever and is moving away to California next year. I need a job aswell. I think most importantly i need to start caring for people more. My heart feels like it's grown in the past couple of days and i'm ready to let it out
Who cares what the "normal world" thinks about you or who you're with? you could be wanting to off yourself tommorow. Don't fight what's inside

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on September 07, 2009, 03:53:37 PM

homie, life is short and the years FLY by. no jokes when i say this to you. it's fucking crazy. date that girl! maybe you'll move to cali too, or maybe you'll devise a finer plan! just go man, no regrets. don't worry bout what anyone says, be a freebird or a ramblin man. that's the only way when you're young! it works for me anyways. i'd say be safe, but it's not always good to be safe....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blo0mz on September 07, 2009, 10:42:26 PM

I take Rice Krispies Treats and mash them up and put them in a bowl with milk and make cereal out of them ever since they discontinued Rice Krispies Treats Cereal.

Serious shit man. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ZipZinger on September 07, 2009, 11:01:17 PM

I just bought a box a week or two ago

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stabbin on September 08, 2009, 02:44:10 AM

I'm drunk.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 420 on September 09, 2009, 12:50:52 PM

This one time at bandcamp i stuck a flute up my ass

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: loophole on September 15, 2009, 10:07:07 AM

i have trouble peeing when i can hear other people in the bathroom. this makes using public urinals almost impossible. i seriously dont know what my problem is, i have no shame or anything, i just can't piss.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stabbin on September 16, 2009, 01:10:53 AM

Quote from: loophole on September 15, 2009, 10:07:07 AM

i have trouble peeing when i can hear other people in the bathroom. this makes using public urinals almost impossible. i seriously dont know what my problem is, i have no shame or anything, i just can't piss.

Kinda the same thing, I can't piss when anyones standing next to me.  I HAVE to be in a private stall.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bumptobar on September 16, 2009, 07:38:44 AM

Quote from: loophole on September 15, 2009, 10:07:07 AM

i have trouble peeing when i can hear other people in the bathroom. this makes using public urinals almost impossible. i seriously dont know what my problem is, i have no shame or anything, i just can't piss.

I suck at pissing too, in that regard.  If im stoned forget it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: picklesickshuv-it on September 16, 2009, 12:36:12 PM

i was butthole. I really have wanted to continue the account but I forgot the password like a month after I made it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: seagle on September 17, 2009, 01:54:30 AM

i dont like anyone on slap i dont know y i keep coming on here

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on September 17, 2009, 05:27:24 AM

Quote from: loophole on September 15, 2009, 10:07:07 AM

i have trouble peeing when i can hear other people in the bathroom. this makes using public urinals almost impossible. i seriously dont know what my problem is, i have no shame or anything, i just can't piss.

count me in. i just stand there and flush after 30 seconds of nothing. i always wonder if people can tell i didnt pee.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrf on September 17, 2009, 05:38:04 AM

Quote from: seagle on September 17, 2009, 01:54:30 AM

i dont like anyone on slap i dont know y i keep coming on here

I don't share the same opinion as you but i'm pretty sure there are otheres here that feel the same way.

BTW, how was this a confession?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on September 17, 2009, 08:41:38 AM

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i have trouble peeing when i can hear other people in the bathroom. this makes using public urinals almost impossible. i seriously dont know what my problem is, i have no shame or anything, i just can't piss.

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count me in. i just stand there and flush after 30 seconds of nothing. i always wonder if people can tell i didnt pee.

one time, a few years back after having spent a few hours sitting on the bench of drink, i went to a shopping mall. Having walked around feeling kinda fuzzy from the suds and day dreaming of Dionysian relations with the nice, scantily clad young ladies walking around, i felt some pressure on the bladder. So i walk down the hallway to the bathroom, in the peripheral vision granted to me a pair of glasses, i see this suit start rushing toward the bathroom. I walked faster and beat him to the door. There are two urinals, one for men, and a wee one, for little boys and hornswaggles. Naturally, i use the mens urinal. The suit walks in and is forced to use the mini urinal, cause lets face, how gay would it be to stand waiting for a urinal when there's an empty one there, even though it is small.... So i'm pissing away and boy, was it was a mighty fine piss. this tall ass suit (did i mention that this dude was probably 6 '3 and i'm 5'8?) is standing at the urinal after having unzippped his suit pants, is starting downward, and not peeing. I look up and over at him and say "damn. Man, sometimes... taking a piss is the greatest thing in the worrrld!" He says "it is." I then look him in the eye, while he's standing there, wishing he wasn't there, and say to him as i'm zipping up "how come you're not pissing then. bwhahahahaha" and start cracking up. I like to think that i ruined his day, maybe destroyed his ego and he's unable to walk into a public restroom without the fear of being harassed at the urinal by a wild eyed drunk.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on September 17, 2009, 11:15:25 AM

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i have trouble peeing when i can hear other people in the bathroom. this makes using public urinals almost impossible. i seriously dont know what my problem is, i have no shame or anything, i just can't piss.

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count me in. i just stand there and flush after 30 seconds of nothing. i always wonder if people can tell i didnt pee.

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one time, a few years back after having spent a few hours sitting on the bench of drink, i went to a shopping mall. Having walked around feeling kinda fuzzy from the suds and day dreaming of Dionysian relations with the nice, scantily clad young ladies walking around, i felt some pressure on the bladder. So i walk down the hallway to the bathroom, in the peripheral vision granted to me a pair of glasses, i see this suit start rushing toward the bathroom. I walked faster and beat him to the door. There are two urinals, one for men, and a wee one, for little boys and hornswaggles. Naturally, i use the mens urinal. The suit walks in and is forced to use the mini urinal, cause lets face, how gay would it be to stand waiting for a urinal when there's an empty one there, even though it is small.... So i'm pissing away and boy, was it was a mighty fine piss. this tall ass suit (did i mention that this dude was probably 6 '3 and i'm 5'8?) is standing at the urinal after having unzippped his suit pants, is starting downward, and not peeing. I look up and over at him and say "damn. Man, sometimes... taking a piss is the greatest thing in the worrrld!" He says "it is." I then look him in the eye, while he's standing there, wishing he wasn't there, and say to him as i'm zipping up "how come you're not pissing then. bwhahahahaha" and start cracking up. I like to think that i ruined his day, maybe destroyed his ego and he's unable to walk into a public restroom without the fear of being harassed at the urinal by a wild eyed drunk.

I remember you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blo0mz on September 17, 2009, 06:53:19 PM

As hard as peeing is, forget shitting... I don't shit in public bathrooms unless I have a turtle head poking out of my ass. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stabbin on September 17, 2009, 07:02:20 PM

Quote from: blo0mz on September 17, 2009, 06:53:19 PM

As hard as peeing is, forget shitting... I don't shit in public bathrooms unless I have a turtle head poking out of my ass. 

I usually have to take a shit at almost every bar I go to, I think the first beer and then a cigg just makes it have to happen (coffee is the same way). 

It's either the TP over the toilet technique, or the hover above one.   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sparksandblood on September 17, 2009, 07:08:43 PM

Quote from: blo0mz on September 17, 2009, 06:53:19 PM

As hard as peeing is, forget shitting... I don't shit in public bathrooms unless I have a turtle head poking out of my ass. 

i wait until the bathroom is empty and then try and get it over as fast as possible. i dont want anyone hearing my poo splash.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on September 18, 2009, 03:19:09 PM

Quote from: stabbin on September 17, 2009, 07:02:20 PM

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As hard as peeing is, forget shitting... I don't shit in public bathrooms unless I have a turtle head poking out of my ass. 

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I usually have to take a shit at almost every bar I go to, I think the first beer and then a cigg just makes it have to happen (coffee is the same way). 

It's either the TP over the toilet technique, or the hover above one.   

yeah ill shit almost anywhere if i have to shit, but ill never let anyone know im shitting. i try to be quick. but i also dont give a fuck about the seat as long as i wipe it off. im sitting right down on it like its my house.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on September 18, 2009, 11:25:26 PM

i just talked to my ma, at 224am, about a history of traveling, loose women, and copious drug abuse.
she laughed at me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrf on September 23, 2009, 12:59:20 AM

I love the fact that i currently have no sex drive for the last 2 months, i havent even jerked off for almost 2 months and i havent had sex for 6 or so months.

i guess that was kind of a confession.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stabbin on September 23, 2009, 01:53:48 AM

You're gonna bust when hell of a load when you decide to let it lose. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrf on September 24, 2009, 01:22:40 PM

Quote from: stabbin on September 23, 2009, 01:53:48 AM

You're gonna bust when hell of a load when you decide to let it lose. 

i kind of told myself that the next time i do release it's going to be through having sex and not jerking off, so it will probablly be lighting speed sex that last all of 1 minute at best, haha!

someone told me if you go along time without releasing that it actually kind of hurts when you finally do, i hope that's not true.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Thom Verlaine on September 27, 2009, 08:58:16 PM

Quote from: jrf on September 24, 2009, 01:22:40 PM

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You're gonna bust when hell of a load when you decide to let it lose. 

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i kind of told myself that the next time i do release it's going to be through having sex and not jerking off, so it will probablly be lighting speed sex that last all of 1 minute at best, haha!

someone told me if you go along time without releasing that it actually kind of hurts when you finally do, i hope that's not true.

Dude, I went without J'ing O or fucking for one month and I came in my sleep.
No, no, no. It wasn't a twenty-one-old-year wet dream.

Your equipment needs to get put to work.
It's only healthy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PFIASB on September 27, 2009, 09:30:20 PM

Quote from: stabbin on September 16, 2009, 01:10:53 AM

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i have trouble peeing when i can hear other people in the bathroom. this makes using public urinals almost impossible. i seriously dont know what my problem is, i have no shame or anything, i just can't piss.

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Kinda the same thing, I can't piss when anyones standing next to me.  I HAVE to be in a private stall.

speakinig of peeing..

one time when i was 8 i was in a public bathroom, peeing in a urinal next to an asian guy. i looked over and that things was so tiny. i was bigger when i was 11.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrf on September 29, 2009, 05:19:24 PM

I still love my ex-girlfriend even though i shouldn't. we went together like oil and water and we both tried way to hard to try and make the relationship work when we should of given up a long time ago. because of this relationship (my fault, no one is at blame but me) it turned me into an angry, depressed un-motivated pile of crap, i used and abused alot of subtance's to try and mask all the stress the relationship brought on, i wasted close to 3 years of my life and did not take very good care of myself. I'm doing alot better now in the last 3 months but it's still an uphill battle here and there to stay sane and happy. it's too bad we couldn't learn to just be friends, it might have worked itself into a loving relationship that way in the long run or it could of just stopped things from turning bad and saved us both alot of grief. I wish i could of been more grounded and put together when we first met, instead i was fransitioning from a skateboarding career into trying to figure out what i was going to do with the rest of my life, i was somewhat of a wreck during that time too but it just got worse as the next few years unfolded.

I'm doing a hell of alot better now and learning to except things that i can't control in my life instead of masking it or running away from the problem but it's still going to take sometime. I'm moving to a new place that is a one bedroom that i'll be living by myself, i haven't lived bt myself for a long time and pretty phsyched on it because i think it will help me become an even better person.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on September 29, 2009, 09:17:49 PM

Quote from: PFIASB on September 27, 2009, 09:30:20 PM

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i have trouble peeing when i can hear other people in the bathroom. this makes using public urinals almost impossible. i seriously dont know what my problem is, i have no shame or anything, i just can't piss.

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Kinda the same thing, I can't piss when anyones standing next to me.  I HAVE to be in a private stall.

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speakinig of peeing..

one time when i was 8 i was in a public bathroom, peeing in a urinal next to an asian guy. i looked over and that things was so tiny. i was bigger when i was 11.

You cant trust a man who pees in the stall when theres a urinal open the same way you cant trust a woman in a hat.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on September 30, 2009, 07:49:46 AM

Quote from: Macklin on September 29, 2009, 09:17:49 PM

Quote from: PFIASB on September 27, 2009, 09:30:20 PM

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Quote from: stabbin on September 16, 2009, 01:10:53 AM

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Quote from: loophole on September 15, 2009, 10:07:07 AM

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i have trouble peeing when i can hear other people in the bathroom. this makes using public urinals almost impossible. i seriously dont know what my problem is, i have no shame or anything, i just can't piss.

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Kinda the same thing, I can't piss when anyones standing next to me.  I HAVE to be in a private stall.

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speakinig of peeing..

one time when i was 8 i was in a public bathroom, peeing in a urinal next to an asian guy. i looked over and that things was so tiny. i was bigger when i was 11.

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You cant trust a man who pees in the stall when theres a urinal open the same way you cant trust a woman in a hat.

or someone with a surname as their first name, or a first name as their surname

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawbertson. on September 30, 2009, 08:09:46 AM

in my city, actually its more just in my small neighbourhood, Preston, we have what we call "Preston Names". There seems to be a lot of people who have first name lastnames... like "Rob Scott", "Ben Allen", "Mike James", "Mike Louis" etc.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on September 30, 2009, 11:03:49 AM

im facebooking all of those guys so i can ask them what the real rawb be like

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: larry bertlemann on October 01, 2009, 01:09:51 PM

i inspired the z-boys style, but i dont get any props.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: loophole on October 08, 2009, 03:21:45 PM

Quote from: My penis is on my forehead on September 30, 2009, 08:09:46 AM

in my city, actually its more just in my small neighbourhood, Preston, we have what we call "Preston Names". There seems to be a lot of people who have first name lastnames... like "Rob Scott", "Ben Allen", "Mike James", "Mike Louis" etc.

neither my first nor last names really are first names
romke hoogwaerts
even dutch people give me a "i'm sorry, what? how do you spell that?"



confession:
i have problems with suits and black shirts because i have dandruff. i almost never wear them, i get really paranoid. i wish i wasn't

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Upgrayedd on October 08, 2009, 11:28:51 PM

A lot of the people i "know" from Slap seem cooler than most of the people i know and have skated with for years  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrf on October 09, 2009, 11:47:28 PM

for some reason in the last 3 months i'm usually depressed during the day from around 830AM until around the time the sun starts to set and it becomes night time, is it because i used to not wake up till between noon and 2pm? anyone else have this type of problem? ive talked to a few people that have the oposite problem where they are in a great mood during the day and end up feeling depressed when the sun goes down. anyone else here have this similar problem? maybe some input or suggestions?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jildo on October 10, 2009, 07:35:19 PM

^ you're not alone. i'm a fucking zombie all day until the evening. it's probably because my sleep schedule is so sporadic. i'm way more productive during the evening.

just try and getting a good, steady sleeping schedule going.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cigarettedeer on October 12, 2009, 08:55:32 AM

Making eye contact with humans scares me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on October 12, 2009, 03:10:31 PM

Quote from: loophole on October 08, 2009, 03:21:45 PM

Quote from: My penis is on my forehead on September 30, 2009, 08:09:46 AM

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in my city, actually its more just in my small neighbourhood, Preston, we have what we call "Preston Names". There seems to be a lot of people who have first name lastnames... like "Rob Scott", "Ben Allen", "Mike James", "Mike Louis" etc.

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neither my first nor last names really are first names
romke hoogwaerts
even dutch people give me a "i'm sorry, what? how do you spell that?"



confession:
i have problems with suits and black shirts because i have dandruff. i almost never wear them, i get really paranoid. i wish i wasn't

dude-you're name is awesome. and i just said it to myself. it's not too bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on October 13, 2009, 01:09:20 AM

just came with a beer in my hand.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HoneyBear on October 13, 2009, 01:44:59 PM

I'm REEEAAALLLY anti social.Like jerkin in public places and writing on my walls with my own shit anti social.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on October 13, 2009, 02:58:04 PM

im fucking blowing it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gnarwhal on October 13, 2009, 06:42:25 PM

i will go apeshit at all little kids and fruitbooters at skateparks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pee on October 14, 2009, 10:31:05 AM

Quote from: skate_bored on October 13, 2009, 02:58:04 PM

im fucking blowing it.

Quote from: skate_bored on October 13, 2009, 01:09:20 AM

just came with a beer in my hand.

No sir you are not.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gnarwhal on October 16, 2009, 11:51:29 AM

ran over a family of ducks and i dont feel sorry about t

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrf on October 17, 2009, 07:21:58 PM

Quote from: jildo on October 10, 2009, 07:35:19 PM

^ you're not alone. i'm a fucking zombie all day until the evening. it's probably because my sleep schedule is so sporadic. i'm way more productive during the evening.

just try and getting a good, steady sleeping schedule going.

that's the thing though, ive had a good schedule going for over 3 months now, i usually go to sleep around 11:30pm every night and wake up around 8:30am every morning, there has only been a handful of nights in the past 4 months that i have stayed up past 12 and I still wake up at around 8:30 and i'm still in a depressed mood until the sun sets. it's wierd, when i was a kid it was the other way around I would be depressed at night and happy and productive during the day. it's probablly just going to take more time to get over this slump beacause before my affirmitive action to get on a good sleep schedule i use to stay up till 3 and 4AM for years, so i probablly just need more time to get acclimated to my new lifestyle.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: you took to much on October 18, 2009, 02:39:37 AM

i can't stop listening to the song "Memory" from the musical "Cats".

i somehow have this whole broadway musicals 3 disc collection, and either i got it blacked the fuck out one night or some ghost put it on my computer. i have one version of that Memory song on there, and another from that "Funny People" movie, which Judd Apatows daughter sings. its incredible..

i dont know what the fucks wrong with me. i am depressed unless i am drunk. fuck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on October 19, 2009, 09:31:52 PM

I watch Gossip Girl with my girlfriend. That's almost too bad to admit. Sorry guys :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on October 19, 2009, 10:03:22 PM

Quote from: Doctor Handsome on October 19, 2009, 09:31:52 PM

I watch Gossip Girl with my girlfriend. That's almost too bad to admit. Sorry guys :(

Its ok, I watch the Hills and that Kardashian show with mine...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: you took to much on October 20, 2009, 01:26:35 AM

Quote from: Macklin on October 19, 2009, 10:03:22 PM

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I watch Gossip Girl with my girlfriend. That's almost too bad to admit. Sorry guys :(

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Its ok, I watch the Hills and that Kardashian show with mine...

i have to watch the hills with mine as well.. i can't believe i know what happens in that show. its just the worst.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: clamy on October 20, 2009, 01:51:14 AM

i watch the secret life of an american teenager solely on that one chick adrian. she's hot as fuck in that show even with a boy's name.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: longballlarry on October 20, 2009, 03:54:55 PM

i watch pretty much all those shows and worse. and i'm single.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on October 20, 2009, 05:05:50 PM

Damn, I got it lucky; the only shows my girl wants to watch with me are South Park and the Office.

However, I watched all 5 seasons of both Queer as Folk and Grey's Anatomy all by myself... I guess there's my confession.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: larry bertlemann on October 20, 2009, 05:24:33 PM

Quote from: chicagoskate on October 16, 2009, 11:51:29 AM

ran over a family of ducks and i dont feel sorry about t

you sir, are a stone cold killah.  blop blop blop

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: floop on October 20, 2009, 05:38:53 PM

Quote from: stabbin on September 17, 2009, 07:02:20 PM

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As hard as peeing is, forget shitting... I don't shit in public bathrooms unless I have a turtle head poking out of my ass. 

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I usually have to take a shit at almost every bar I go to, I think the first beer and then a cigg just makes it have to happen (coffee is the same way). 

It's either the TP over the toilet technique, or the hover above one.   

when i was in Korea i became pretty adept at the hovering technique.  most of their public toilets are just basically a toilet in the ground that you crouch over.  kind of uncomfortable, but a good skill to have if you need to shit in a particularly mangy bathroom

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on October 21, 2009, 06:54:28 PM

I shit in public places like dogs mark trees on walks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Blue Fescue on October 30, 2009, 03:50:27 PM

Quote from: floop on October 20, 2009, 05:38:53 PM

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Quote from: blo0mz on September 17, 2009, 06:53:19 PM

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As hard as peeing is, forget shitting... I don't shit in public bathrooms unless I have a turtle head poking out of my ass. 

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I usually have to take a shit at almost every bar I go to, I think the first beer and then a cigg just makes it have to happen (coffee is the same way). 

It's either the TP over the toilet technique, or the hover above one.   

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when i was in Korea i became pretty adept at the hovering technique.  most of their public toilets are just basically a toilet in the ground that you crouch over.  kind of uncomfortable, but a good skill to have if you need to shit in a particularly mangy bathroom

Yes but it is one of the main reasons that there are very low hemorrhoid rates in eastern countries

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jack on October 30, 2009, 05:45:20 PM

I wish I had the balls to be Halloween every day

(http://i210.photobucket.com/albums/bb307/trustthedarkmen/Photo57.jpg)

but the flowers kind of ruin the effect and my Mummy would kill me if I painted the lovely Summer Yellow walls black.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: loco bob on November 02, 2009, 06:11:58 AM

I fantasize about elissa steamer

(http://www.thrashermagazine.com/components/com_mojo/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/DSC_0608.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on November 02, 2009, 08:03:41 AM

Quote from: loco bob on November 02, 2009, 06:11:58 AM

I fantasize about elissa steamer marisa dal santo

(http://www.blackboxdist.com/i/popup/images/marisa-10q.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SleepyPeePee on November 02, 2009, 12:25:47 PM

Quote from: Macklin on October 19, 2009, 10:03:22 PM

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I watch Gossip Girl with my girlfriend. That's almost too bad to admit. Sorry guys :(

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Its ok, I watch the Hills and that Kardashian show with mine...

 & i started enjoying it..  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on November 02, 2009, 12:43:03 PM

Quote from: Briden on November 02, 2009, 08:03:41 AM

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I fantasize about elissa steamer marisa dal santo

(http://www.blackboxdist.com/i/popup/images/marisa-10q.jpg)

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i would do awful things to this girl.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: spare change on November 02, 2009, 04:09:03 PM

Quote from: EricLogan on October 21, 2009, 06:54:28 PM

I shit in public places like dogs mark trees on walks

I can attest to this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: larry bertlemann on November 02, 2009, 05:06:55 PM

Quote from: loco bob on November 02, 2009, 06:11:58 AM

I fantasize about elissa steamer

(http://www.thrashermagazine.com/components/com_mojo/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/DSC_0608.jpg)

they dont call you "loco"bob for no reason.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on November 02, 2009, 05:20:56 PM

Quote from: jack burton on November 02, 2009, 12:43:03 PM

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I fantasize about elissa steamer marisa dal santo

(http://www.blackboxdist.com/i/popup/images/marisa-10q.jpg)

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i would do awful things to this girl.

She's like the chick in a teen movie that is friends with the nerdy dude but is secretly in love with him but helps him try to get the hot girl then at the end he gets the hot girl but he really loves Marissa so he goes to her and says hey whatup i love you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: floop on November 03, 2009, 02:27:50 PM

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As hard as peeing is, forget shitting... I don't shit in public bathrooms unless I have a turtle head poking out of my ass. 

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I usually have to take a shit at almost every bar I go to, I think the first beer and then a cigg just makes it have to happen (coffee is the same way). 

It's either the TP over the toilet technique, or the hover above one.   

[close]

when i was in Korea i became pretty adept at the hovering technique.  most of their public toilets are just basically a toilet in the ground that you crouch over.  kind of uncomfortable, but a good skill to have if you need to shit in a particularly mangy bathroom

[close]

Yes but it is one of the main reasons that there are very low hemorrhoid rates in eastern countries

you learn something new every day

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bobbito on November 13, 2009, 09:08:33 AM

School brings me down probably more than anything else. Ever since elementary school I just never really saw a reason to try hard and now I don't even do good enough for any grants whatsoever. I even cut work down to two days a week and still find myself finding skate and car videos on YouTube worth more time than getting pretty good grades and getting the fuck out of college.

I suck at skating. It's been 9 years since I started skating yet I'm no better than a 15 year old who's been skating for 2 years.

I'm too pussy to pick up girls. I'm always thinking about things I could say to chicks if at a party or just approaching a chick in school or something but then flake completely.

The whole combo of sucking at school, lack of vagina, and lack of money has me wicked down lately. The fact that winter is coming isn't helping that either because it seems like every winter I just get more and more down. Last winter I had just started dating some chick and ended up rushing that way too fast, probably why she broke up with me a month later. Icant wait to just finish school and move to New York and start meeting new people.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sparksandblood on November 13, 2009, 10:12:42 AM

Quote from: Bobbito on November 13, 2009, 09:08:33 AM

School brings me down probably more than anything else. Ever since elementary school I just never really saw a reason to try hard and now I don't even do good enough for any grants whatsoever. I even cut work down to two days a week and still find myself finding skate and car videos on YouTube worth more time than getting pretty good grades and getting the fuck out of college.

Thats a pretty dumb statement.
Skating-who the fuck cares if you suck, its suppose to be fun.
Vagina-stop being a pussy and go for it, even if you say something stupid it dosent matter just talk to them hoes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bobbito on November 13, 2009, 11:47:58 AM

Quote from: sparksandblood on November 13, 2009, 10:12:42 AM

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School brings me down probably more than anything else. Ever since elementary school I just never really saw a reason to try hard and now I don't even do good enough for any grants whatsoever. I even cut work down to two days a week and still find myself finding skate and car videos on YouTube worth more time than getting pretty good grades and getting the fuck out of college.

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Thats a pretty dumb statement.
Skating-who the fuck cares if you suck, its suppose to be fun.
Vagina-stop being a pussy and go for it, even if you say something stupid it dosent matter just talk to them hoes

I think you misunderstood. What I'm trying to say is my performance in school has a direct relationship to my mood. If I do good, I'm happy as ever. But once I start to get worse and worse grades, which si every year, I get all moody and from there on it's a downward spiral...which brings me to conclude that even skating I get bummed out sometimes because I hope I can have fun but end up thinking about school and my mood goes to hell. Growing pains d00d!(http://www.tripletsandus.com/80s/shows/growing.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MahShugahNah 2.0 on November 13, 2009, 08:56:16 PM

Quote from: Bobbito on November 13, 2009, 09:08:33 AM

 It's been 10 years since I started skating yet I'm no better than a 15 year old who's been skating for 2 years.

 

But, Ive never had more fun. I find myself relearning or landing a trick I had consistent when I was like 12 and still being stoked to land it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blo0mz on November 19, 2009, 07:09:01 PM

Relapsed on heroin.

Stole $750 from Dad and $300 from Mom.

Mom found out, Dad hasn't yet.

I'm going to long-term residential treatment (6 months to a year in a facility) in a week or two.

My life sucks.

I'm so sick of it all. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Albatross on November 19, 2009, 08:44:43 PM

the only reason i get out of bed 90% of mornings is a blt bagel hashbrown coffee and smoke at mcdonalds


if i do not think of these things in the morning i will sleep until 2 because nothing really seems very important to me anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on November 20, 2009, 07:04:47 AM

Quote from: blo0mz on November 19, 2009, 07:09:01 PM

Relapsed on heroin.

Stole $750 from Dad and $300 from Mom.

Mom found out, Dad hasn't yet.

I'm going to long-term residential treatment (6 months to a year in a facility) in a week or two.

My life sucks.

I'm so sick of it all. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ytCEuuW2_A

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: scootboard on November 20, 2009, 08:21:07 PM

Quote from: Doctor Handsome on October 19, 2009, 09:31:52 PM

I watch Gossip Girl with my girlfriend. That's almost too bad to admit. Sorry guys :(

i watch project runway by myself

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: drunk on November 21, 2009, 03:26:30 AM

Quote from: Briden on November 02, 2009, 08:03:41 AM

Quote from: loco bob on November 02, 2009, 06:11:58 AM

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I fantasize about elissa steamer marisa dal santo

(http://www.blackboxdist.com/i/popup/images/marisa-10q.jpg)

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this thing annoys me

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ytCEuuW2_A
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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: heckler on November 21, 2009, 06:37:40 PM

I don't really go out that much, I always want to but whenever I have the opportunity I'm really afraid of something shitty happening so I never end up having that much fun.

I hurt myself the first day of school and haven't been able to skate at all in college and most of what I do is sit around and post on slap. I was pretty depressed at one point.

I'm going to school but I have no real prospects and can't see a future for myself.

I think I watch too much porn.

During my first semester at school I've met maybe 5 people. I think that a lot of the people who I was really close to in high school don't really give a shit about me anymore, and I get super bummed about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sparksandblood on November 21, 2009, 07:26:58 PM

Quote from: frank gerwer's nose on November 21, 2009, 06:37:40 PM

During my first semester at school I've met maybe 5 people. I think that a lot of the people who I was really close to in high school don't really give a shit about me anymore, and I get super bummed about it.

No one gives a fuck about you after high school, take it as a good thing because those people will probably end up sucking anyway.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on November 27, 2009, 01:35:43 PM

I'm addicted to meth

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Nic on November 30, 2009, 04:48:37 PM

I hate almost everyone and I'm totally comfortable with that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EastCoastLove on November 30, 2009, 07:36:08 PM

I turned my friend's sister into a little slut and I fucking love it!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Alan on December 01, 2009, 03:33:49 AM

Paging C-Hanz

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MahShugahNah 2.0 on December 01, 2009, 02:03:53 PM

Quote from: EastCoastLove on November 30, 2009, 07:36:08 PM

I turned my friend's sister into a little slut and I fucking love it!

Go on...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EastCoastLove on December 01, 2009, 04:54:49 PM

Nah, I'm still eagerly waiting to take a seat.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: floop on December 01, 2009, 05:47:34 PM

Quote from: busey on November 20, 2009, 07:04:47 AM

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Relapsed on heroin.

Stole $750 from Dad and $300 from Mom.

Mom found out, Dad hasn't yet.

I'm going to long-term residential treatment (6 months to a year in a facility) in a week or two.

My life sucks.

I'm so sick of it all. 

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ytCEuuW2_A

that would be an awesome ringtone for someone you didn't like

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergioflorez on December 03, 2009, 07:35:50 PM

i've been using heroin and i think it feels awesome

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on December 04, 2009, 12:00:08 PM

I watched Twilight yesterday with the girlfriend with the sole intention of having something to talk shit about for the next few weeks.

It's actually a really good movie.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on December 04, 2009, 09:59:22 PM

Quote from: sergioflorez on December 03, 2009, 07:35:50 PM

i've been using heroin and i think it feels awesome

get away from that shit homie. you're gonna think about how awesome it feels for the rest of your fucking life. it's not worth it man. it's too good. for me anyways, it's not something that can just be fucked around with on occasion. just my 2 cents.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: verbal ham on December 05, 2009, 07:01:14 PM

Quote from: Briden on December 04, 2009, 12:00:08 PM

I watched Twilight yesterday with the girlfriend with the sole intention of having something to talk shit about for the next few weeks.

It's actually a really good movie.

100% pure horse shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: H8R part 4 on December 06, 2009, 06:08:23 PM

something boston brought up in another thread made me remember this but i use to steal coats and sell them out the trunk of my car while i was down in NC.

i'm kind of drunk so its here.  i got kicked out of HS up here(long story) so i went there(i had family) to finish my senior year of HS.   my aunt and uncles house was a few minutes away from duke so i would go there and crash the fraternity parties.  more or less to drink for free and get laid(longest stretch of ass i've ever gotten in all my life but thats whole another story). 

anyway, i was all into coats then so i'd get all drunk, spot a coat i like, put it on and walk out.  at first it was just 1 per night but then i was stealing 2-3-4 coats a night, it was like an addiction.  sometimes there would be wallets in them and and of course, like a good little deviant, i took all the money.  but sometimes they had these scanning cards in them where you could swipe it and buy stuff  on around campus.  so i started showing up with backpack and an extra a duffle bag,  empty out the vending machines throughout campusm, then sell it to this gas station in the ghetto for cheap.
   
i pretty much did this for about 6 months straight. i came up on some bread selling snacks and accumulated a ridiculous amount of coats.  so one day i asked guy at the gas station if i could sell some coats outside his gas station and he was cool it it.  maaaaaaan, you don't even know kid!  i had leather bombers, trench coats, pee coats, sport coats, blazers, you name it and i stole it!  not even just in my size because i had to rock 3-4 coats back home every night so i had mad sizes!  i would park on the side of his station and hustled coats out the trunk of my car.   the amount of money i made in those 6 months was one of the deciding factors of my going to college down there.  it was really the easiest money i ever made and it was so lucrative that i continued to do this on the side throughout my college days.

i know, its fuckin terrible but lucky for me the stachute of limitations has run out.
all i can say is i don't believe in hell but if there is, i'll certainly be there burnt and extra crispy!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: zipzinger666 on December 06, 2009, 07:45:46 PM

^
now thats a real confession...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on December 06, 2009, 08:03:52 PM

Quote from: Briden on December 04, 2009, 12:00:08 PM

I watched Twilight yesterday with the girlfriend with the sole intention of having something to talk shit about for the next few weeks.

It's actually a really good movie.

I always thought you were joking when you said you're a homosexual

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on December 06, 2009, 08:10:22 PM

Quote from: cigarettebeer on December 06, 2009, 08:03:52 PM

Quote from: Briden on December 04, 2009, 12:00:08 PM

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I watched Twilight yesterday with the girlfriend with the sole intention of having something to talk shit about for the next few weeks.

It's actually a really good movie.

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I always thought you were joking when you said you're a homosexual

Nah, I'm not a homo. I like girls, too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wuust on December 07, 2009, 08:54:42 AM

Quote from: Briden on December 04, 2009, 12:00:08 PM

I watched Twilight yesterday with the girlfriend with the sole intention of having something to talk shit about for the next few weeks.

It's actually a really good movie.

i went with my girl also. with the sole intention of seeing this girl again.
(http://images.starpulse.com/pictures/2008/11/16/previews/Ashley%20Greene-PRN-030556.jpg)
(http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hBljNOVNs30/SdKJ_1OT_II/AAAAAAAABFY/ia920Eqx9C0/s320/ashley-greene-plaid-pretty.jpg)
(http://fresnobeach.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/02/ashley-greene_l.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston. on December 07, 2009, 09:50:14 AM

Quote from: wuust on December 07, 2009, 08:54:42 AM

Quote from: Briden on December 04, 2009, 12:00:08 PM

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I watched Twilight yesterday with the girlfriend with the sole intention of having something to talk shit about for the next few weeks.

It's actually a really good movie.

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i went with my girl also. with the sole intention of seeing this girl again.
(http://images.starpulse.com/pictures/2008/11/16/previews/Ashley%20Greene-PRN-030556.jpg)
(http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hBljNOVNs30/SdKJ_1OT_II/AAAAAAAABFY/ia920Eqx9C0/s320/ashley-greene-plaid-pretty.jpg)
(http://fresnobeach.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/02/ashley-greene_l.jpg)

(http://img264.imagevenue.com/aAfkjfp01fo1i-6739/loc118/46229_ashley_greene_nude_123_118lo.jpg)
you're welcome and a big "would"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahlee on December 07, 2009, 01:29:06 PM

Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on June 16, 2009, 06:41:53 PM

I can't seem to get my life on track.
Every time I get ahead, I fuck up some how and am right back at square one.
I'm afraid of serious relationships, just because I have a fear of attachment after my last breakup.
I was doing great, but getting a DUI really fucked my life up.

Things could be worse man, i just got my second one. cant wait to see how this goes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on December 07, 2009, 05:31:35 PM

^^^
damn man, good luck with that shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Nic on December 10, 2009, 09:26:48 PM

(http://i531.photobucket.com/albums/dd353/twiggy217/heartmachine.jpg)

This is a blood pressure monitor. My friend bough it because she was having chest pains and I "borrowed" it one night and put it around my wang. Don't lie you wondered what it'd be like.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bobbito on December 12, 2009, 03:38:40 PM

Quote from: ahlee on December 07, 2009, 01:29:06 PM

Quote from: DevilOnEnzyte on June 16, 2009, 06:41:53 PM

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I can't seem to get my life on track.
Every time I get ahead, I fuck up some how and am right back at square one.
I'm afraid of serious relationships, just because I have a fear of attachment after my last breakup.
I was doing great, but getting a DUI really fucked my life up.

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Things could be worse man, i just got my second one. cant wait to see how this goes.

My best friend got one around last February but he just barged every class on time and paid every fee off. He's been driving for a month or more now so shit will get better.

Ahlee, I heard about that, shit blows. how long did you lose your lic for?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on December 12, 2009, 05:32:57 PM

Quote from: Briden on December 04, 2009, 12:00:08 PM

I watched Twilight yesterday with the girlfriend with the sole intention of having something to talk shit about for the next few weeks.

It's actually a really good movie.

(http://www.threadbombing.com/data/media/54/facepalm_statue.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: snickers on December 13, 2009, 08:32:23 AM

I like bacon.
Not really a confession, I know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Upgrayedd on December 14, 2009, 12:11:40 PM

Quote from: faster! on December 06, 2009, 06:08:23 PM

something boston brought up in another thread made me remember this but i use to steal coats and sell them out the trunk of my car while i was down in NC.

i'm kind of drunk so its here.  i got kicked out of HS up here(long story) so i went there(i had family) to finish my senior year of HS.   my aunt and uncles house was a few minutes away from duke so i would go there and crash the fraternity parties.  more or less to drink for free and get laid(longest stretch of ass i've ever gotten in all my life but thats whole another story). 

anyway, i was all into coats then so i'd get all drunk, spot a coat i like, put it on and walk out.  at first it was just 1 per night but then i was stealing 2-3-4 coats a night, it was like an addiction.  sometimes there would be wallets in them and and of course, like a good little deviant, i took all the money.  but sometimes they had these scanning cards in them where you could swipe it and buy stuff  on around campus.  so i started showing up with backpack and an extra a duffle bag,  empty out the vending machines throughout campusm, then sell it to this gas station in the ghetto for cheap.
   
i pretty much did this for about 6 months straight. i came up on some bread selling snacks and accumulated a ridiculous amount of coats.  so one day i asked guy at the gas station if i could sell some coats outside his gas station and he was cool it it.  maaaaaaan, you don't even know kid!  i had leather bombers, trench coats, pee coats, sport coats, blazers, you name it and i stole it!  not even just in my size because i had to rock 3-4 coats back home every night so i had mad sizes!  i would park on the side of his station and hustled coats out the trunk of my car.   the amount of money i made in those 6 months was one of the deciding factors of my going to college down there.  it was really the easiest money i ever made and it was so lucrative that i continued to do this on the side throughout my college days.

i know, its fuckin terrible but lucky for me the stachute of limitations has run out.
all i can say is i don't believe in hell but if there is, i'll certainly be there burnt and extra crispy!

...wow... gnars for being you faster.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: heckler on December 16, 2009, 08:44:00 AM

Lately it seems like I'm always pissed off and I don't think it's doing me any good.

I dwell on the past way too much.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston. on December 16, 2009, 09:26:15 PM

i think there's probably a handful of slap posters who may have seen my dick. i like to piss anywhere i please when i'm drunk
after i eat chicken i cannot stop farting. this is something new that has recently started
lately i haven't had the urge to jack it and i even have to remind myself to do it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cigarettedeer on December 18, 2009, 07:59:14 PM

I'm too picky with girls

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: scootboard on December 21, 2009, 07:13:45 PM

ive developed a recurring dream in which i get possessed by a demon that lives in a pool
i like to bite/ be bitten
the first cd i ever bought was savage garden

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GnArcIsSisTic on December 21, 2009, 08:20:27 PM

i just started playing mafia wars on facebook about 30 minutes ago... it's pretty fun.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: H8R part 4 on December 22, 2009, 09:10:01 AM

for the last week or so i've been blindly kooking people.  its kind of amusing because i never really did it before but i've handed out more kooks in the past few days than i have in all my time here.   anyway, if any of you feel you were kooked for no apparent reason, it was probably me.   ;D       

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on December 28, 2009, 11:08:27 PM

i have no idea how to talk to girls in places where there are more than a few people. i don't know if it's because i'm too busy watching everything around me or what. i never know what to say because it's not like i can initiate a conversation over music or many people talking, but then when i get home i say "fuck dude, you should have just said "hey what's your name?"...." fucking a. there was a girl playing a harmonica in the bar tonight and i had mine in my coat pocket. did i break it out and woo her into my bed with a sick mouth harp session? NO! i kept talking about asheville north carolina with a kid from south carolina.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Nic on December 29, 2009, 09:34:06 AM

Quote from: odp on December 28, 2009, 11:08:27 PM

i have no idea how to talk to girls in places where there are more than a few people. i don't know if it's because i'm too busy watching everything around me or what. i never know what to say because it's not like i can initiate a conversation over music or many people talking, but then when i get home i say "fuck dude, you should have just said "hey what's your name?"...." fucking a. there was a girl playing a harmonica in the bar tonight and i had mine in my coat pocket. did i break it out and woo her into my bed with a sick mouth harp session? NO! i kept talking about asheville north carolina with a kid from south carolina.

When I first read that I thought it said herp session then I pictured the mustache ride board from Roger.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Smurph on December 29, 2009, 10:28:25 AM

Quote from: faster! on December 22, 2009, 09:10:01 AM

for the last week or so i've been blindly kooking people.  its kind of amusing because i never really did it before but i've handed out more kooks in the past few days than i have in all my time here.   anyway, if any of you feel you were kooked for no apparent reason, it was probably me.   ;D       

Ha! I was wondering why I went down this week. I thought my posts were especially objective this week and all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on December 29, 2009, 05:55:23 PM

Quote from: Smurph on December 29, 2009, 10:28:25 AM

Quote from: faster! on December 22, 2009, 09:10:01 AM

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for the last week or so i've been blindly kooking people.  its kind of amusing because i never really did it before but i've handed out more kooks in the past few days than i have in all my time here.   anyway, if any of you feel you were kooked for no apparent reason, it was probably me.   ;D       

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Ha! I was wondering why I went down this week. I thought my posts were especially objective this week and all.

Kook'd.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bosnianslut on December 30, 2009, 04:15:17 PM

I was on the bus when that awful N-Dubz song 'Number 1' came on. I absentmindedly started singing along, causing some guy to give me a real mean stare.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on December 30, 2009, 04:29:14 PM

I would've expected a heavier confession from a Bosnian slut.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on December 30, 2009, 10:40:32 PM

..... AND.... i was out at the first exc charity event for my buddies magazine/promotion organization that i've been writing for tonight and despite the band playing, sick dj, free drinks, and my shit being promoted which made me kinda cool in this place, the only girl i ended up dancing with weighed more than me. i think i've got a thing for thick women..... her name is kelly.

honestly, by means of aesthetics, i dig a girl who is nice and tight looking, but when i start jiving with a girl who is a little thick all i can think about is the power of her thighs wrapping around me face.... ahhh. REAL CONFESSIONS!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: everypennyfedcar on December 31, 2009, 11:44:04 PM

thats really just A+

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Smurph on January 01, 2010, 12:07:00 PM

At this crazy new year's party last night I went into uber-destructo mode. My friend and I pissed all over some dude's room, took loads of things from it and dropped the shit off a bridge onto cars. I'm still a bit drunk.  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on January 03, 2010, 09:46:05 AM

got drunk and accidently told my girlfriend i was in love with her....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on January 03, 2010, 11:25:58 AM

Quote from: skate_bored on January 03, 2010, 09:46:05 AM

got drunk and accidently told my girlfriend i was in love with her....

we're all invited to the wedding right?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on January 03, 2010, 01:31:21 PM

Quote from: Foray on January 03, 2010, 11:25:58 AM

Quote from: skate_bored on January 03, 2010, 09:46:05 AM

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got drunk and accidently told my girlfriend i was in love with her....

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we're all invited to the wedding right?

haha. it was just one of those things that i shouldnt have said probably. i mean, she was stoked and said shes felt the same way for a while, but still...makes things feel a lot more serious all of a sudden.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: heckler on January 04, 2010, 08:03:21 AM

Nobody wants to be with someone they love, they want to be with someone who hates them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Allen. on January 05, 2010, 12:34:45 AM

No job.
Gaining weight because it's winter and I live in Michigan.
Downloading torrents currently to anything that I feel like.
Made it almost three days without a cigarette and broke down, no one knows.
I somehow figure out ways to pay for some of my friends to be with me to skate indoor parks, even if it means paying their way, I can't skate alone, and much less, I don't want to be alone.
I'm pathetic.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: scootboard on January 05, 2010, 12:37:42 AM

Quote from: frank gerwer's nose on January 04, 2010, 08:03:21 AM

Nobody wants to be with someone they love, they want to be with someone who hates them.

shitty uncle talk 101

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cigarettedeer on January 05, 2010, 02:39:18 PM

People talking about how drunk they get over the internet is some 00's shit that needs to end

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Smurph on January 05, 2010, 04:43:46 PM

Quote from: cigarettedeer on January 05, 2010, 02:39:18 PM

People talking about how drunk they get over the internet is some 00's shit that needs to end

Yes, I'm aware that's more than likely directed at me; but it is the confession thread and I was guilty about it so I wrote it. Generally I'm the same as you in the sense that I can't tolerate listening/reading about how drunk somebody is.
By the 21st shot I still wasn't drunk and I was out of money. It's so annoying being light-headed...'  I hear this crap every day in college and I just want to dig them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stoeipoes on January 05, 2010, 05:25:33 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on January 03, 2010, 01:31:21 PM

Quote from: Foray on January 03, 2010, 11:25:58 AM

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Quote from: skate_bored on January 03, 2010, 09:46:05 AM

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got drunk and accidently told my girlfriend i was in love with her....

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we're all invited to the wedding right?

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haha. it was just one of those things that i shouldnt have said probably. i mean, she was stoked and said shes felt the same way for a while, but still...makes things feel a lot more serious all of a sudden.

The exact same thing happened to me when I was drunk. man...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Livin The Psychedelic Lif on January 05, 2010, 07:16:36 PM

Quote from: Stoeipoes on January 05, 2010, 05:25:33 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on January 03, 2010, 01:31:21 PM

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Quote from: Foray on January 03, 2010, 11:25:58 AM

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Quote from: skate_bored on January 03, 2010, 09:46:05 AM

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got drunk and accidently told my girlfriend i was in love with her....

[close]

we're all invited to the wedding right?

[close]

haha. it was just one of those things that i shouldnt have said probably. i mean, she was stoked and said shes felt the same way for a while, but still...makes things feel a lot more serious all of a sudden.

[close]

The exact same thing happened to me when I was drunk. man...

Damn the best part is when you say "I love you", and their face just lights up and your like "aww fuck" ( in your head).
Best slip ups for sure.
FFFFUUUUUUU

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Upgrayedd on January 06, 2010, 06:50:08 PM

i was seeing this on girl who wouldnt leave me alone, so i was "i think i love you" and she got REALLY disturbed by it and left. II was hoping she wouldnt get all "AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW" but thankfully she did not.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on January 09, 2010, 07:54:41 AM

i've known my girlfriend for about five years.   to this day i have somehow managed to not purposely fart in front of her, at all.  how do you guys do it?   do you make them silent?  will she still love me after she witnesses the potential filth that can come out of me at any minute?  has this already been answered? 

two times recently i hit the hash a little too hard and accidentally let out a simultaneous cough/car horn fart and she didn't say anything, so i think i'm alright in the meantime.  but lately i've had a shitty diet and would just love to blast off residual gases around her without pretending to take a piss(silent) or change the laundry(silent-some noise). 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on January 09, 2010, 08:09:13 AM

Quote from: Foray on January 09, 2010, 07:54:41 AM

i've known my girlfriend for about five years.   to this day i have somehow managed to not purposely fart in front of her, at all.  how do you guys do it?   do you make them silent?  will she still love me after she witnesses the potential filth that can come out of me at any minute?  has this already been answered? 

two times recently i hit the hash a little too hard and accidentally let out a simultaneous cough/car horn fart and she didn't say anything, so i think i'm alright in the meantime.  but lately i've had a shitty diet and would just love to blast off residual gases around her without pretending to take a piss(silent) or change the laundry(silent-some noise). 

Five years and you haven't farted in front of her? Have you guys at least had sex?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on January 09, 2010, 08:16:44 AM

yes.  it just seems like weird level of comfort i don't want to share with a woman.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jeremyrandall on January 09, 2010, 08:24:56 AM

Quote from: skate_bored on January 03, 2010, 01:31:21 PM

Quote from: Foray on January 03, 2010, 11:25:58 AM

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Quote from: skate_bored on January 03, 2010, 09:46:05 AM

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got drunk and accidently told my girlfriend i was in love with her....

[close]

we're all invited to the wedding right?

[close]

haha. it was just one of those things that i shouldnt have said probably. i mean, she was stoked and said shes felt the same way for a while, but still...makes things feel a lot more serious all of a sudden.

Oh man...I'm getting close to this situation.  I've been with my girlfriend awhile now...and I definitely like her alot.  It almost slipped out last week and I stopped it just in time.  I mean I like her alot...but I'm also still wanting to move away from this shit hole.  Once you say "I love you" you can't just up and move away.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on January 09, 2010, 02:22:48 PM

Quote from: jeremyrandall on January 09, 2010, 08:24:56 AM

Quote from: skate_bored on January 03, 2010, 01:31:21 PM

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Quote from: Foray on January 03, 2010, 11:25:58 AM

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Quote from: skate_bored on January 03, 2010, 09:46:05 AM

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got drunk and accidently told my girlfriend i was in love with her....

[close]

we're all invited to the wedding right?

[close]

haha. it was just one of those things that i shouldnt have said probably. i mean, she was stoked and said shes felt the same way for a while, but still...makes things feel a lot more serious all of a sudden.

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Oh man...I'm getting close to this (http://img13.imageshack.us/img13/7845/mike0644.jpg).  I've been with my girlfriend awhile now...and I definitely like her alot.  It almost slipped out last week and I stopped it just in time.  I mean I like her alot...but I'm also still wanting to move away from this shit hole.  Once you say "I love you" you can't just up and move away.

i did it. i felt like a dickhead when her next relationship was with a faux hawked dyke. We've only recently become friends again.

just move away, man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on January 09, 2010, 02:29:02 PM

i have an open opportunity to move in with my oldest friend who lives in a small mountain town. I want to do it, fuck, i've wanted to do it for a long ass time, but i find a reason to avoid moving every time that i return invigorated after spending a week in the hills.  other than living at my parents house again, not skating, being sober, exercising, working 4 days a week, disparaging people my age who are 60 years old and 13 at the same time, and dreaming of living somewhere else, i'm doing a whole lot of nothing special. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on January 13, 2010, 01:56:33 PM

Quote from: scootboard on January 05, 2010, 12:37:42 AM

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Nobody wants to be with someone they love, they want to be with someone who hates them.

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shitty uncle talk 101

HAHAHAHA

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: alrightythen on January 15, 2010, 02:42:45 PM

im drunk right now just like skate bored hes drunk all the time and im drunk just like him

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on January 15, 2010, 05:32:55 PM

Quote from: Foray on January 09, 2010, 07:54:41 AM

i've known my girlfriend for about five years.   to this day i have somehow managed to not purposely fart in front of her, at all.  how do you guys do it?   do you make them silent?  will she still love me after she witnesses the potential filth that can come out of me at any minute?  has this already been answered? 

two times recently i hit the hash a little too hard and accidentally let out a simultaneous cough/car horn fart and she didn't say anything, so i think i'm alright in the meantime.  but lately i've had a shitty diet and would just love to blast off residual gases around her without pretending to take a piss(silent) or change the laundry(silent-some noise). 

if a girl was weirded out by me farting she wouldnt be the girl for me. maybe im just disgusting. dont know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jeremyrandall on January 15, 2010, 06:52:12 PM

Quote from: jack burton on January 15, 2010, 05:32:55 PM

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i've known my girlfriend for about five years.   to this day i have somehow managed to not purposely fart in front of her, at all.  how do you guys do it?   do you make them silent?  will she still love me after she witnesses the potential filth that can come out of me at any minute?  has this already been answered? 

two times recently i hit the hash a little too hard and accidentally let out a simultaneous cough/car horn fart and she didn't say anything, so i think i'm alright in the meantime.  but lately i've had a shitty diet and would just love to blast off residual gases around her without pretending to take a piss(silent) or change the laundry(silent-some noise). 

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if a girl was weirded out by me farting she wouldnt be the girl for me. maybe im just disgusting. dont know.

Agreed.  So many dudes act all different around their girlfriends.  I didn't have one till I was 23...so maybe that helped me out...but I just don't give a shit.  I fart and burp, I look at porn, I do everything the same with my GF around and she LOVES me!!  I'm not interested in a girl who wants to change me.  I want a girl who likes me just how I am.  Lived for years without one...so I'll gladly do it again if she isn't down for me being myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on January 16, 2010, 12:02:17 PM

^ exactlly. plus if she doesnt find farting funny shes probably lame.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on January 16, 2010, 12:09:17 PM

geez guys stop gang raping my girlfriend's character.  were moving in together soon and we talked about the fact that im gonna have to blast ass whenever and she's down.  then she told me her and her friend fart around eachother sometimes for laughs.  whatever, ill still lick her asshole, and i guess thats all that is really important. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on January 16, 2010, 12:13:14 PM

ps i took a break from work yesterday at around 11:00am and went to the local skatepark only to find dennis busenitz and family/dog are the only people there.  i was too much of a pussy to say anything to him.  i always feel weird fanning out to anybody. he did give me a small "woo" which i was stoked on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on January 16, 2010, 01:24:17 PM

Quote from: Foray on January 16, 2010, 12:09:17 PM

  whatever, ill still lick her asshole, and i guess thats all that is really important. 

you sound like a man i could be best friends with. also stoked on the busenitz story. i would be beyond stoked if that happened to me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on January 17, 2010, 12:46:27 AM

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  whatever, ill still lick her asshole, and i guess thats all that is really important. 

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you sound like a man i could be best friends with. also stoked on the busenitz story. i would be beyond stoked if that happened to me.

I was going to say something, but Jack completely summed up my feelings towards you. And now gnars for both of you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sk8nappreciate on January 17, 2010, 01:18:27 AM

Sometimes when a customer stares at me or gives me a funny look, i'll call them a "nigger shit" under my breath.  :-[

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Moist on January 17, 2010, 04:55:37 AM

I've been skating this bowl near my house for 4 years now and I suck at tranny and can't seem to improve at all. I can't even front 5-0 properly and my best trick on 4 foot quarter is a 50-50 where as my friend whose only been skating for 3 years can bust out back smiths consistently.

I guess I'm just too much in love with street skating I dunno but it gets me down everytime I go there and i see kooks who can't even kickflip but can skate tranny better than me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sparksandblood on January 17, 2010, 07:46:08 AM

Quote from: sk8nappreciate on January 17, 2010, 01:18:27 AM

Sometimes when a customer stares at me or gives me a funny look, i'll call them a "nigger shit" under my breath.  :-[

You should probably work on not saying that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on January 19, 2010, 03:41:59 PM

I just put my first thing for sale up on ebay and I listed it as Mod vintage coat. I am embarrassed about that http://cgi.ebay.com/Vintage-mod-coat_W0QQitemZ150407029814QQihZ005QQcategoryZ48861QQcmdZViewItemQQ_trksidZp3286.m7QQ_trkparmsZalgo%3DLVI%26itu%3DUCI%26otn%3D4%26ps%3D63#ht_500wt_1182

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: snickers on January 20, 2010, 03:48:56 PM

I don't really like Snickers bars :\ ....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MahShugahNah 2.0 on January 20, 2010, 05:52:02 PM

I smoked weed out of an apple with Brandon Biebel. We had rolling papers but Biebel insisted on the apple. That was and still is the only time I have ever met him.

This isn't really a confession, I just didn't know where to put this and I really like telling people about this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on January 20, 2010, 06:21:20 PM

Quote from: Mr. Snickers on January 20, 2010, 03:48:56 PM

I don't really like Snickers bars :\ ....

You're crazy.  Just the mention of them makes me want to get dressed and go buy one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CeeyMar on January 20, 2010, 06:33:37 PM

Quote from: MahShugahNah 2.0 on January 20, 2010, 05:52:02 PM

I smoked weed out of an apple with Brandon Biebel. We had rolling papers but Biebel insisted on the apple. That was and still is the only time I have ever met him.

This isn't really a confession, I just didn't know where to put this and I really like telling people about this.

you dropped something.....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overheated on January 21, 2010, 04:32:27 AM

I once willingly bought a pair of grind kings  :-[

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lenny on January 26, 2010, 05:41:43 AM

I have a serious crush on that Liz girl from the new mtv show.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Baby Rabies on January 26, 2010, 10:42:38 AM

Quote from: MahShugahNah 2.0 on January 20, 2010, 05:52:02 PM

I smoked weed out of an apple with Brandon Biebel. We had rolling papers but Biebel insisted on the apple. That was and still is the only time I have ever met him.

This isn't really a confession, I just didn't know where to put this and I really like telling people about this.

Cool story. Smoking weed out of apples is rad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on January 28, 2010, 02:35:20 AM

Quote from: lenny on January 26, 2010, 05:41:43 AM

I have a serious crush on that Liz girl from the new mtv show.

my friend made out with her once. where her whole show takes plays is a few towns over from where i'm from.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bumptobar on January 29, 2010, 07:48:25 AM

Quote from: lenny on January 26, 2010, 05:41:43 AM

I have a serious crush on that Liz girl from the new mtv show.

I agree with this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on January 30, 2010, 02:33:13 PM

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I have a serious crush on that Liz girl from the new mtv show.

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my friend made out with her once. where her whole show takes plays is a few towns over from where i'm from.

Church.

And the fact that theres a TV show set in Burleson blows my mind.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sparksandblood on January 30, 2010, 06:30:13 PM

I miss Kindu.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: luc on January 30, 2010, 10:09:18 PM

at my grannys house theres one of those vent switches right next to the lightswitch in the bathroom. i used to accidentally turn it on when i hit the lightswtch and it was pretty loud and i thought it unleashed this bear that tried to claw through the wall and kill me.

(http://i228.photobucket.com/albums/ee136/dr0psy/Untitled-21.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ilmaoyoulolisallgood on January 31, 2010, 10:23:56 AM

I think my spanish teacher is hot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Smurph on January 31, 2010, 11:00:48 AM

I only saw Fight Club for the first time lst night.

I thought it was one of the best movies ever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on January 31, 2010, 02:22:09 PM

Quote from: Smurph on January 31, 2010, 11:00:48 AM

I only saw Fight Club for the first time lst night.

I thought it was one of the best movies ever.

i saw it for the first time not long ago as well, same thing with Snatch and Boondock Saints.

Anyhow, read the BOOK Fight Club and you will be thinking even more...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jeremyrandall on January 31, 2010, 09:19:19 PM

On the subject of books with profound effects...I read 1984 in 2006 and it pushed me over edge to become officially athiest.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Nic on January 31, 2010, 10:07:20 PM

Quote from: lenny on January 26, 2010, 05:41:43 AM

I have a serious crush on that Liz girl from the new mtv show.

She is attractive, bbbbbuuuutttt... I really hate girls that always talk about how bad the other girls are because they "conformed" to society. She's just one of those girls who would immediately act and look exactly like them if they were nice to her again. That being said I would still get it with her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on January 31, 2010, 10:49:38 PM

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I only saw Fight Club for the first time lst night.

I thought it was one of the best movies ever.

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i saw it for the first time not long ago as well, same thing with Snatch and Boondock Saints.

Anyhow, read the BOOK Fight Club and you will be thinking even more...

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I found the book on a bus in DC back in 1997.  I stayed up and read it all night, and went on a solo skate mission at about 6 am.  I was looking at the world through different eyes.  That is the only book to have a profound effect on me.

A lot of dialouge from all of palahniuks books make a man say "what the fuck am i doing with my life."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Chiguy on February 01, 2010, 04:54:18 AM

Fight Club was a damn good read/watch.

Every now and again I get that "itch" and whip the DVD out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on February 03, 2010, 02:08:38 AM

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I only saw Fight Club for the first time lst night.

I thought it was one of the best movies ever.

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i saw it for the first time not long ago as well, same thing with Snatch and Boondock Saints.

Anyhow, read the BOOK Fight Club and you will be thinking even more...

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I found the book on a bus in DC back in 1997.  I stayed up and read it all night, and went on a solo skate mission at about 6 am.  I was looking at the world through different eyes.  That is the only book to have a profound effect on me.

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A lot of dialouge from all of palahniuks books make a man say "what the fuck am i doing with my life."

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I agree, and I like him a lot as an author, but he has really fallen off a lot in my opinion, and is now simply hit or miss.  Fight Club, Survivor, and Invisible Monsters are fantastic though.

A friend of mine who has read a fair amount of Palahniuk's works has said that eventually he gets somewhat formulaic/repetitive after a while.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Chiguy on February 03, 2010, 04:13:21 AM

Never had a girlfriend and I turn 20 next Thursday.
Could count on one hand how many girls I've ever made out with or had sex with
Suck with chatting up the opposite sex in general.
Just generally awkward.
Don't have too many people I'd consider friends
Suck at Skating. I just started like a year ago. I still skate even though its winter outside, because its just fun.
Feel like I'm depressed. The are bouts when I'm just like "Yeah thing's would be so much easier if I hadn't been born"
Wonder where I'm going to go in my life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: alrightythen on February 03, 2010, 05:41:52 AM

Quote from: Chiguy on February 03, 2010, 04:13:21 AM

Never had a girlfriend and I turn 20 next Thursday.
Could count on one hand how many girls I've ever made out with or had sex with
Suck with chatting up the opposite sex in general.
Just generally awkward.
Don't have too many people I'd consider friends
Suck at Skating. I just started like a year ago. I still skate even though its winter outside, because its just fun.
Feel like I'm depressed. The are bouts when I'm just like "Yeah thing's would be so much easier if I hadn't been born"
Wonder where I'm going to go in my life.

I know what youre saying dude. but things tend to fall into place.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Chiguy on February 03, 2010, 08:34:46 AM

Quote from: alrightythen on February 03, 2010, 05:41:52 AM

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Never had a girlfriend and I turn 20 next Thursday.
Could count on one hand how many girls I've ever made out with or had sex with
Suck with chatting up the opposite sex in general.
Just generally awkward.
Don't have too many people I'd consider friends
Suck at Skating. I just started like a year ago. I still skate even though its winter outside, because its just fun.
Feel like I'm depressed. The are bouts when I'm just like "Yeah thing's would be so much easier if I hadn't been born"
Wonder where I'm going to go in my life.

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I know what youre saying dude. but things tend to fall into place.

Yeah dude. I just hope for my sake, thing's do end up right

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: zipzinger666 on February 03, 2010, 10:53:29 AM

Quote from: Chiguy on February 03, 2010, 04:13:21 AM

Never had a real girlfriend and I turn 20 next Thursday in October.
Could count on one hand how many girls I've ever made out with or had sex with
Suck with chatting up the opposite sex in general.
Just generally awkward.
Don't have too many people I'd consider true friends
Suck at Skating. I just started like a year four years ago. I still skate even though its winter outside, because its just fun.
Used to Feel like I'm depressed. The were bouts when I'm just like "Yeah thing's would be so much easier if I hadn't been born"
Always Wondering where I'm going to go in my life.

dont worry too much man, youre not alone...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on February 03, 2010, 09:34:26 PM

Quote from: oyolar on February 03, 2010, 02:08:38 AM

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I only saw Fight Club for the first time lst night.

I thought it was one of the best movies ever.

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i saw it for the first time not long ago as well, same thing with Snatch and Boondock Saints.

Anyhow, read the BOOK Fight Club and you will be thinking even more...

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I found the book on a bus in DC back in 1997.  I stayed up and read it all night, and went on a solo skate mission at about 6 am.  I was looking at the world through different eyes.  That is the only book to have a profound effect on me.

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A lot of dialouge from all of palahniuks books make a man say "what the fuck am i doing with my life."

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I agree, and I like him a lot as an author, but he has really fallen off a lot in my opinion, and is now simply hit or miss.  Fight Club, Survivor, and Invisible Monsters are fantastic though.

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A friend of mine who has read a fair amount of Palahniuk's works has said that eventually he gets somewhat formulaic/repetitive after a while.

it's funny that you say that as i'm trudging through Haunted. I blew through my first 4 or 5 in a day or two a piece, but this book is dragging and not so enjoyable.


 

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Never had a real girlfriend and I turn 20 next Thursday in October.
Could count on one hand how many girls I've ever made out with or had sex with
Suck with chatting up the opposite sex in general.
Just generally awkward.
Don't have too many people I'd consider true friends
Suck at Skating. I just started like a year four years ago. I still skate even though its winter outside, because its just fun.
Used to Feel like I'm depressed. The were bouts when I'm just like "Yeah thing's would be so much easier if I hadn't been born"
Always Wondering where I'm going to go in my life.

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dont worry too much man, youre not alone...

dude, 20 sucks when you're 20, but when you look back you're going to be saying "damn, son! that was the shit, now i'm 25.... yeah..."

man... i dig life all the time, for the most part, even when i hate it and myself, but i'm telling you now as i come up on 25, enjoy the days of 20. after that life seems to get a little more serious, if ya let it. blazing and drinking all the time becomes more than habitual. skating hurts more. part time/dead end jobs where you can do whatever, aren't so fun anymore because hopefully you grow beyond what was fun in the past.

No matter what you say, as you get older and go out to different places, the number of girls with whom you will sleep with will skyrocket as long as you let it. you're always gonna want more than ya can get...

happy birthday

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on February 03, 2010, 09:58:05 PM

I WISH I could count the girls I've slept with on one hand. Don't rack the numbers up, it'll haunt you later. And I'm not talking about STD's, but that's a possibility as well.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wuust on February 04, 2010, 03:54:12 AM

i like the following movies: "she's all that" and "10 things i hate about you".

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HoneyBear on February 04, 2010, 06:20:59 PM

I have 0(ZERO) skate friends

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brandon on February 07, 2010, 02:22:40 PM

i shop at GAP when i have the money to blow.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jeremyrandall on February 08, 2010, 01:52:55 AM

Quote from: Chiguy on February 03, 2010, 04:13:21 AM

Never had a girlfriend and I turn 20 next Thursday.
Could count on one hand how many girls I've ever made out with or had sex with
Suck with chatting up the opposite sex in general.
Just generally awkward.
Don't have too many people I'd consider friends
Suck at Skating. I just started like a year ago. I still skate even though its winter outside, because its just fun.
Feel like I'm depressed. The are bouts when I'm just like "Yeah thing's would be so much easier if I hadn't been born"
Wonder where I'm going to go in my life.

Yeah dude...things change fast.  I was still a virgin at 22...and living in a new city with barely any friends and no idea what I was doing.  Now I'm 23...one trip to Australia and 6 girls later I have my first girlfriend who is really rad.  I'm still pretty awkward around new people and still don't have a clue what I'm doing with my life long term...but who the fuck does??  Just go along for the ride.  And maybe go on a trip or something.  That shit is the best when you feel like you have nothing going on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Moist on February 08, 2010, 03:03:24 AM

Didn't lose my virginity till I was 20.

I am always wonder how appealing I am to girls and how appealing other guys are to girls.

Over the past 2 years I've made a goal for myself that I'll hook up with 1 girl per month, and I've been more that sucessful. But I hardly get any sex out of it.

My dad suffers from depression and I always worry about him commiting suicide, even though I don't think he ever would but it still gets me really bummed.

I fucking hate wearing glasses.

Stairs and rails scare the shit out of me, the furthest I'll go is a flat bar or a 6 stair.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brewseph on February 08, 2010, 05:48:12 AM

Quote from: Chiguy on February 03, 2010, 04:13:21 AM

Never had a girlfriend and I turn 20 next Thursday.
Could count on one hand how many girls I've ever made out with or had sex with
Suck with chatting up the opposite sex in general.
Just generally awkward.
Don't have too many people I'd consider friends
Suck at Skating. I just started like a year ago. I still skate even though its winter outside, because its just fun.
Feel like I'm depressed. The are bouts when I'm just like "Yeah thing's would be so much easier if I hadn't been born"
Wonder where I'm going to go in my life.

                    Im 24,in between jobs (on unemployment) staying at my pops spot at the moment, haven't had a girlfriend in the last two years, just random hook-ups. I think ive been severely depressed for the past like 4 years ive just masked it with beer,skating,music and any opiate I could get my hands on. For me the best way to deal with the pressures of life is to tell yourself that life is a gift and it could be stripped from you at any moment so you just have to enjoy every moment the best you can.
 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawbertson. on February 08, 2010, 11:26:22 AM

I HAVE A CONFESSION I LOVE THIS PLACE MORE THAN YOU GUYS EVER COULD.  I AM ABOUT TO GET FOCUSED BY THE FUCKING FACIST NAZI MODS HERE CANT EVEN GIVE ME MY OWN FUCKING NAME. GOOD BYE CRUEL WORLD.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: everypennyfedcar on February 08, 2010, 03:14:54 PM

Quote from: Brandon on February 07, 2010, 02:22:40 PM

i shop at GAP when i have the money to blow.

I can relate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on February 08, 2010, 06:21:59 PM

Quote from: My penis is on my forehead! on February 08, 2010, 11:26:22 AM

I HAVE A CONFESSION I LOVE THIS PLACE MORE THAN YOU GUYS EVER COULD.  I AM ABOUT TO GET FOCUSED BY THE FUCKING FACIST NAZI MODS HERE CANT EVEN GIVE ME MY OWN FUCKING NAME. GOOD BYE CRUEL WORLD.

I've listened to your rap track over ten times. I especially like 'brandon fucking pfeifer, (what a piece of shit), if i fight you 1 on 1 if i see you little bitch, you get your ass raped in jail'

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tiger woods on February 10, 2010, 09:01:46 AM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eQfwRIHF8FU

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ahl33 on February 10, 2010, 12:18:59 PM

i have black friends

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on February 10, 2010, 02:26:14 PM

Quote from: HATE! on February 08, 2010, 09:38:05 PM

This depression goes in waves

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on February 11, 2010, 12:53:42 PM

Quote from: HATE! on February 08, 2010, 09:38:05 PM

This depression goes in waves

everyday, man. wake up thinking ftw, then i've got to say "it's not that bad," and mosey on into whatever comes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrf on February 12, 2010, 12:27:36 PM

Quote from: Chiguy on February 03, 2010, 04:13:21 AM

Never had a girlfriend and I turn 20 next Thursday.
Could count on one hand how many girls I've ever made out with or had sex with
Suck with chatting up the opposite sex in general.
Just generally awkward.
Don't have too many people I'd consider friends
Suck at Skating. I just started like a year ago. I still skate even though its winter outside, because its just fun.
Feel like I'm depressed. The are bouts when I'm just like "Yeah thing's would be so much easier if I hadn't been born"
Wonder where I'm going to go in my life.

I can relate to some of what you're saying, except that im in my 30's and I'm definetly not worried about where my life is going and i'm not to worried about the opposite sex as far as a relationship with a chick goes. you should try your hardest to not worry that much about having a girlfriend or having sex with multiple girls. if you keep worrying about having a girlfriend or sex you will end up getting stuck being by yourself or you will find yourself staying in a relationship with a girl that you don't feel happy with but you end up being stuck with that girl beacause your self esteem will be in the gutter and you will just end up settling with that girl beacause you wont feel like you could do any better. i think you will notice that when you stop worrying about having a girlfriend it will be much easier for you to talk to girls and women can kind of sense it when you are desperate to have a girlfriend and most girls will steer clear of you if you come across like that, except for the predators, those type of chicks thrive on your weak self esteem and they will suck as much life out of you as they can. so try to stop worrying about the whole relationship as much as you can and sooner or later you will find a cool chick to date or maybe a couple sleaze balls to shag if that's what you're looking for.and as far as worrying where you are going in life? you're only 20 years old, you have plenty of time to figure it out and there is a chance that you will have to figure it out more than once in your life. when i turned 21 i knew exactly what i wanted and where i was going in life and then around the age of 28 i lost that direction again and had a good 4-5 years of just feeling pretty miserable and not knowing what i was going to do,,,, but in the last few months i have started to get it all sorted out, i now know what i want out of life and where my life iis going to go from here on out. so basically, just try not to worry to much about it, just take affirmative action with your life and you will find out that you can be alot  happier than you are right now. i hope that helps a little, i just kind of thought that i  related a  bit to some of the topics you brought up in that post.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dark Knight on February 12, 2010, 06:26:21 PM

^werd up, jayme

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: clamy on February 13, 2010, 01:02:13 AM

Quote from: jeremyrandall on February 08, 2010, 01:52:55 AM

I'm still pretty awkward around new people and still don't have a clue what I'm doing with my life long term...but who the fuck does??  Just go along for the ride.  And maybe go on a trip or something.  That shit is the best when you feel like you have nothing going on.

This.

2009 was a terrible year for me, felt like I was stuck in the biggest rut ever. Skating was great until I hurt my ankle again in like november. I think I only went on one trip and that was only for a few days to a friends place who I hadn't seen in for a long time. This year already I've gone more places than I have in the past two years, and it feels good.

EDIT: Oh shit, I'm 20 this year too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFreshSC on February 13, 2010, 01:44:14 AM

Quote from: clamy on February 13, 2010, 01:02:13 AM

Oh shit, I'm 20 this year too.

damn, where to start.
i feel like i'm getting older too quickly; mentally i'm still about 17 and i look even younger. My people skills have been worsening over probably the last year, and i'm finding it hard to make real friends at the skateboarderless university i attend.
i wish i didn't look so lanky and awkward and slow on a skateboard.
i want to raise a family some day, and this is making me reevaluate how responsible it will be to continue pursuing an art degree when i might not make any money after college.
The only girl i've ever truly been in love with visited me this week and was sending me all the right signals... back in high school, while she was dating some douchebag, we met and, corny as it sounds, decided we were each others' "soul mates." i never acted on it, she continued to date said douchebag, but now we're both away from high school and single in college and after her visit i feel the opportunity is still there. she goes to my second choice school about 45 mins away, where skateboard riding is permitted on campus and of course there is her. i dont mean to show off or some shit but i want you to catch a glimpse of who im dealing with
(http://photos-e.ak.fbcdn.net/photos-ak-snc1/v3329/92/9/1076550061/n1076550061_30243004_2171026.jpg)

sorry for the rant, i had to get that out

even if i'm completely wrong about her, this school has the finest girls i have ever seen at any university so it's a win-win.
so now i want to switch schools but i can't afford to do so unless i get the same obscene amount of financial aid there as currently

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: zipzinger666 on February 13, 2010, 11:32:41 AM

sorry for a long post

my main problems stem from high school because until I was just turning 17 I was 5 foot tall, 100 pounds, and looked 13 years old. I mean I looked like I just wandered in to see what high school was like during my 15 minute recess at the middle school next door. I had very few friends in early high school years (or at my high school in general), got ripped on constantly, and had absolutely no confidence in myself because of it.

I would never tell anyone this, but I had a benign tumor on my pituitary gland that blocked every good hormone from reaching my brain and start the growth process. I didnt learn this until I was 14 and the only way I could help myself was to take a series injections every night. one would slowly burn through the dead growth in my brain and the other also pump more testosterone and various chemicals into my body.

I took these shots every night from about 14 to just before my 18th birthday. It cost an absolute fortune as well, which definitely put a strain on my parents im sure due to them having to put their futures on hold just to help me out. Im very glad I got the treatment I needed (im 5'11" now, but still skinny as fuck) but at the same time im still that self-conscious teenager that has no solid confidence in himself due to being stuck in that mindset when I was in school. I still view myself as a small, quiet kid who shouldnt say anything due to being chastised by my peers.

This girl Jenny ive been hanging out with almost every day literally thinks the world of me. She thinks Im smart, funny, creative, attractive, and awesome in general and I simply cannot get over this mental mindest and make a move. I am absolutely fucked...

thats my life situati0n in a nutshell...

edit: and FreshSC, Im not lying when I say this, you look pretty damn good on a skateboard...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cigarettedeer on February 13, 2010, 11:58:00 AM

My junior year fucking sucks. I keep getting pressured by everyone around to me to go to college and do this and that.. and I kind of don't want to. Opportunities for what I love doing keep coming up and it's not a profession that requires education. I'm gonna do what I know is right for me and that's it... we'll see what happens

I'm jaded about girls. I've never truly loved any of the ones I've dated, just lusted. They probably think the same


zipzinger666... that's some serious shit. Keep your head up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boston. on February 13, 2010, 12:32:46 PM

i am also turning twenty this year, the same day bbk turns 22
2009 was the absolute coolest year of my life up until the weekend after my birthday. it rained most of the summer and all me and my friends did was drink. met a cool girl in june, but some of my friends(and myself) ruined that. met a girl in october and kind of dated her until winter break when she got weird. she still wants to hang out and always calls, but i know better than that. girl from june wants to hang out again though, so i'm stoked. re-hurt my knee trying to skate on christmas night
2010 hit and things started looking better
i got a job in july after only ever working at a skateshop. i hate it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: heckler on February 13, 2010, 01:29:57 PM

I'm having a fucking great time living downtown and skating all the time, but I still really miss a lot of my friends from high school who I don't really talk to anymore and I know I should get over them and move on but I seriously just can't make myself do that. I also need a fucking job to pay for all these medical bills but I can't make myself really search, either.

Scared shitless of the future and I don't have any plans or ideas of what I'm going to do with my life

Zipzinger, good luck with everything. I didn't have many friends through my first few years of high school, either, and I still can't make a move on a girl to save my life. Like Deer said, keep your head up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Chopsuey on February 13, 2010, 05:07:02 PM

I can see myself in a lot of these confessions.

Well, here goes nothing.

I too: interrupt others while we're talking; think low of myself, wich agravates by me being actually pretty short and having a huge head; finished college, but now I'm just too scared to think about what it comes next, so I keep procrastinating; smoke too much... and so on too much.

I downloaded two Sean Paul songs, and of this I'm trully ashamed. ah! It's relieving to admit it! Feel better now!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrf on February 15, 2010, 02:32:07 AM

there is a certain person that is not really apart of my life anymore and it's probablly one of the hardestthings i have ever had to deal with mentaly but i am hoping that it will work out or that after enough time the mental pain and anguish will go away. I was offered a job far away from oregon about 2 and a half years ago and i have finally decided to move to where the job is for the fact that it will better myself and being further away from this problem will help me heal mentally alot quicker. it's too bad that they don't make a medication that you could take that would erase any memory that you have of a certain person kind of like that jim carey movie eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, that would kind of be nice if doctors could actually erase memories like that.


earlier tonight my friend dragged me on some stupid valentines day double date that i really did not want to go on. it was a really bad i was at this resturaunt in NW portland, we had just ordered drinks and i started getting the gnarliest panic attack, so i told the people i was with that i had to use the bathroom, so i got up and went to the bathroom and splashed some cold water on my face and then i proceeded to sneak out of the resturaunt and hopped on the MAX and rode it back to my house. my buddy called me super pissed off, he was yelling at me saying that i was an asshole and that he was trying to do me a favor but i told him that a double date was not my idea of a favor, i mean i tried to tell him yesterday that i really did not want to go and that he kind of made it sound like i was doing him the fagvor beacause his girlfriend wanted him to invite me so that her girlfriend wouldn't feel out of place at dinner. I told him that it was not the case and that the only person i wanted to hang out with on valentines day was my dog. for the last 3 months this friend of mine has been trying to set me up on dates, he thinks that it would be really good for me but i have told him time and time again that the last thing i want or need right now is a date or a girlfriend. I need to keep working on being happy by myself for at least a year or longer before i even consider dating again. I'm 33 years old now, ive been through enough relationships with other girls and frankly im over it. there has been maybe 1 or 2 times in my life where i wanted to get married but obviously now i realize that im 33 years old and not married so i'm pretty sure that i wont be getting married in this lifetime. ive gotten to the point now that i really don't even want to date ever again beacause in the long run the relationship wil just end. i don't think that there is anyone out there that will want to be with me beacause they like me for who i am. so i'm definetly not worried about having a girlfriend but i'm also not very content on being alone but like i was saying, hopefully as time passes and i fully get over my last relationship endevour that i will be much happier being by myself then i am now. that is why this new job i'm starting in june will be very thereputic in this case beacause i will be living all by myself in a place that i don't have any friends or family and the job is only contracted for 2 years right now so if i end up not liking the  then after 2 years the contract will be up and i could either extend the contract or move back. it's going to be a nice break for sure, i havent lived by myself since i was 23 and before that and after that age of 23 i either lived with my parents or i had a roomate or lived with a girlfriend so it's going to be refreshing to live by myself again. so i have the contract at my house right now, ive already went over it and signed it and now all i have to do is send the contract out and after that there is no turning back beacause once the company gets the contract from me they are going to set up and pay for my work visa. so once i send it out im going to be a 100% obligated to moving and taking the job. but like i was saying, i think it will be a really good life experiencr for me to take this job. im pretty excited about it but there are a few things about my life here in oregon that i am definetly going to miss.

i guess that was the deepest confession that ive let out in a long time. for the last 6 months or so i have kept most everything im going through and all my thoughts and feelings to myself and moving far away from here is going to help me let go of all the emotions that i have bottled up. so all in all i'm pretty happy that i have a chance to take this job adventure and have a change in my life beacause i havent had much change in my life for quite some time.

oh, and if i did just happen to meet a special somone? i would be far away from my parents and thats a plus beacause if you knew me personally you would know that i have had enough of my parents meeting and interacting with girls that i have dated and or fell in love with. haha!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on February 15, 2010, 02:42:08 AM

...so "ladybug" is out of the picture? shoot me her number.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hola on February 15, 2010, 11:30:38 AM

i can look at porn of the hottest girl in the world, but if shes not korean or japanese i wont want to masturbate my penis.  sexually im a racist.

im obsessed with korean girls. i have never had sex with a white girl, nor do i want too.  my girlfriend pees in my bed and im ok with it, because shes fucking hot and korean and im starting to like her a lot. 

and to get pumped before i go skate, i dont watch skate videos, i watch korean music videos

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on February 16, 2010, 11:18:17 AM

^ i dont see a single thing wrong with any of that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: barr on February 16, 2010, 05:32:43 PM

Quote from: Hola on February 15, 2010, 11:30:38 AM

i can look at porn of the hottest girl in the world, but if shes not korean or japanese i wont want to masturbate my penis.  sexually im a racist.

im obsessed with korean girls. i have never had sex with a white girl, nor do i want too.  my girlfriend pees in my bed and im ok with it, because shes fucking hot and korean and im starting to like her a lot. 

and to get pumped before i go skate, i dont watch skate videos, i watch korean music videos

what do you mean by that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Nic on February 16, 2010, 07:17:47 PM

I'm pretty sure I caught my manager masturbating this morning at work  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hola on February 17, 2010, 03:30:31 AM

Quote from: barr on February 16, 2010, 05:32:43 PM

Quote from: Hola on February 15, 2010, 11:30:38 AM

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i can look at porn of the hottest girl in the world, but if shes not korean or japanese i wont want to masturbate my penis.  sexually im a racist.

im obsessed with korean girls. i have never had sex with a white girl, nor do i want too. my girlfriend pees in my bed and im ok with it, because shes fucking hot and korean and im starting to like her a lot. 

and to get pumped before i go skate, i dont watch skate videos, i watch korean music videos

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what do you mean by that

when we have sex, she needs to pee the whole time. we talked about it, and after an eventful evening, i said it was ok to just pee

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on February 17, 2010, 09:55:45 AM

Quote from: Nic on February 16, 2010, 07:17:47 PM

I'm pretty sure I caught my manager masturbating this morning at work  :-\

fuck your life dude

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on February 17, 2010, 11:17:16 PM

i've got a broken pinky finger and was put on workmans comp for the next 3-6 weeks. the ortho. dr. prescribed me 45 5mg hydrocodone pills for a pain that isn't really there. i can eat 5 of these things and feel nothing other than a bit light headed. they're so weak.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: All Hail Wu Welsh on February 19, 2010, 12:16:30 AM

i'm 21 live in brooklyn and rarely do anything especially during the winter, I always feels uncomfortable in bars because even though I'm 21 i still look like im 17 and i feel out of place.  I'm not depressed but I find myself lately being perfectly alright with not doing shit, even with all the extra time I have I still find myself doing mediocre in school and I fucking hate myself for it.  My young looks also totally hinders my confidence with girls, I'm always way too afraid to make any move whatsoever, I know better days are ahead for me but I hate banking on that.  I just want to enjoy my life right now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Chopsuey on February 19, 2010, 03:14:58 AM

^ I wish I was 21 looking like I was 17... believe me, you'll miss it too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Vegetable Lasagna on February 19, 2010, 06:32:34 AM

I'm about to turn 24 and have just started to not get carded for everything from scratch-off lotto tickets and R-rated movies to booze. Don't worry, it will end sooner than you think. And once you meet the girls and they know you're older, they love the baby face. Embrace it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrf on February 19, 2010, 11:55:35 AM

Quote from: kilgore. on February 15, 2010, 02:42:08 AM

...so "ladybug" is out of the picture? shoot me her number.

well, the whole thing is a touchy subject, back in june i had some issues i had to get sorted, something that i had got help for in the past but never followed through correctly in hopes to become a little better of a person and a more desirable suiter since we were planning the whole marrige thing and we had another kid on the way ( my daughter who was born this december). it took me a bit longer than i thought it would to find the right help for some underlying issues that i was struggling with and she was pretty fed up with waiting for me to get everything sorted out and by the time i got myself in a better position physically and mentally it was too late for her to deal with anymore and so she broke off the engagement and gave me the permanent boot from our family that we were trying to start. so obviously it's not my place or buisness to hand out the phone number of the women that has given birth to 2 of my children (my only children) a daughter and a son.... I do have a whole lot of respect for her and i wouldn't just go giving her number out (sorry man). I still very much love her and care about her and wish her well but it took me a little to long to get my new career to be dependable and to get my insecurities and self esteem in a healthy state, i've pretty much gotten everything in my life in order in the last 8 months and in the last month (late january early febuary)everything seems to finally be in a comfortable place and order and coming together nicely . . I really wish that things could work out but we have tried to make it work several times and unfortunately i'm not the somone that she has any love or care for anymore. i wish there was a way to make it work and heal all the bad that we have gone through in the last 3 or so years but i know that she is over it and moved on so there is really nothing i can do except to keep concentrating on bettering myself and definetly not have a girlfriend in my life for awhile, this way i can once again get used to being happy by myself and being single. this isnt a huge woe is me sob story, alot of it was my fault beacause i should of got my life a bit more in order after skateboarding  before i tried to bring another person that i would end up having strong feelings for into my life, a life that had definetly been under construction for the last 4 or 5 years. but now that i am doing alot better this would of been a better time, after i had gotten almost everything sorted out with my own personal problems. but the good and positive part to all of this is that i finally broke this 4-5 year mental funk that i was in so i'm very proud that i tackled that problem.

so alot of this stuff has been somewhat depressing but everything happens for a reason and i am looking forward to moving away from oregon for awhile and that i am going to get to expirience alot of new things in my life, i havent really done much living in the last 4 or 5 years but now im very anxious, excited and happy to get out there again and expirience life like i had done for so many years of my life until i hit that last funk that i got myself into for the last 5 years, i wasted alot of time and life is short so i'm not going to waste anymore of it and i'm getting back out there again now and living life to the fullest. so all in all i'm happy as i cpould possiblly be right now considering that ive been through quite a bit and put myself through quite a bit too. i do feel very blessed that i have an awesome opprotunity coming up and it's going to make the next few years alot better mentally than it has been. so granted there are some hardships right now there are also a few great things and oppritunities coming my way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergioflorez on February 19, 2010, 12:06:57 PM

things will get better man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: russ on February 23, 2010, 03:42:37 PM

I spent all weekend on a coke bender and now i can't stop thinking about hurting people.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on February 23, 2010, 04:16:30 PM

That's great and all, but we already have a cigarettebeer.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: angryfacedman on February 23, 2010, 04:27:02 PM

I'm addicted to this shit:

(http://www.radiogrenland.no/stream_file.asp?iEntityId=8753)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: niclopse on February 24, 2010, 03:02:57 PM

Quote from: Hola on February 17, 2010, 03:30:31 AM

Quote from: barr on February 16, 2010, 05:32:43 PM

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Quote from: Hola on February 15, 2010, 11:30:38 AM

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i can look at porn of the hottest girl in the world, but if shes not korean or japanese i wont want to masturbate my penis.  sexually im a racist.

im obsessed with korean girls. i have never had sex with a white girl, nor do i want too. my girlfriend pees in my bed and im ok with it, because shes fucking hot and korean and im starting to like her a lot. 

and to get pumped before i go skate, i dont watch skate videos, i watch korean music videos

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what do you mean by that

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when we have sex, she needs to pee the whole time. we talked about it, and after an eventful evening, i said it was ok to just pee

thats a lot of shitty laundry i wouldnt want to do haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: STARSHIPtrooper on February 25, 2010, 09:37:47 AM

mine isnt really that bad, but here goes:

so I live in this house with 4 other guys, and before the school year started, we all lived on the same floor at rez and shit, and we were all good friends and what not, but one night, after we got drunk and came home at 2am, one of the guys was studying for a midterm, and he was still awake, and he was chill to talk for a bit, like whatever. but then i spilled some WATER on his plastic mat thing for rolling chairs, and i just wiped it with my socks, he gets pissed, whatever i leave his room. Me and my other friend go chill in my room, start playing some music, a minute later, he charges in, rips my cord out, acts like a total douche. But i knew this guy was always a little off, like the way he thinks when we talk about stuff, how he puts things together... just a little bit regular. So the music is now playing from my computer speakers, he comes in a bit after, just charges me, and tries to strangle me. The whole time i was just thinking... uhhh wtf is this kid doing??? like i made some chirp about his grades or something, and he just goes total roid rage. My other buddy and one of the gf's pull him off, get him out, like everyone is screaming at him saying wtf and all that. so the next day, he writes his midterm, then goes straight home, and for the rest of the semester just locked himself in his room. After christmas break, and i knew he would do this too, he just acts as if nothing happened. I havent spoken to him since, because im waiting for this person to apoligize, and from what i gather, he thinks i should apoligize first. Which again, makes me think his brain chemistry is fucked.

the thing is, if he just said sorry and admitted he did something wrong(which he knows he did, why else would he just lock himself in his room for 3 months) it wouldve blown over, I am not really one to hold grudges. but now he just acts awkward, and the more time that passes, the more i just want to knock his shit out. and i was actually the nicest to this kid too, he never cleaned his dishes, cleaned up, did stuff around the house, but i was still okay with him, and now i couldnt care less if he died tomorrow.

also, lately, being away from home and the guys i skate with, i find i really have little motivation to hang out with my friends here, and being with skaters where we chill almost everyday, i just hate how people here consider getting drunk once a week as keeping the friendship going. just pisses me off.

/end rant.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Nic on February 25, 2010, 10:26:46 AM

^^ The way that started I thought you too were going to end up getting all gay with each other. I'm very disappointed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tatertots on February 27, 2010, 01:20:35 AM

inspectah deck is my favorite wu-tang member

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: STARSHIPtrooper on February 27, 2010, 09:34:49 PM

Quote from: Mooley on November 12, 2008, 02:22:16 AM

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i went through the super lonely guy at college thing and then said fuck it and moved back home one night. now im at a closer university and enjoying it much more. just remember that the only thing that you need to do in life is have enough money to stay alive. figure out what makes you happy and just do that, dont let yourself be unhappy because life is really short.

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Lately more and more the thought that I should do this has been creeping into my mind. It's fucked. I think the novelty of being somewhere new kinda wore off and I'd really just rather be with actual good friends and some comfortable surroundings.
I feel just generally stuck in that state where I don't know what to do with myself. My work ethic has more or less gone to shit, and since I haven't really found anyone at school I genuinely get along with I feel like I'm doing nothing constructive. It's the kind of (http://img13.imageshack.us/img13/7845/mike0644.jpg) where I just need to go and skate a hell of a lot, but rainy ass winter means that's a no-go.

ive been reading the confessions page too much.... ive spent more time on this thread today than studying, when i have 2 midterms on monday and tuesday... its kinda fucked how the whole of page 60 is pretty much EXACTLY how i feel about school and life right now.... i just need it to be summer so i can go home and fucking skate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: eastern on February 27, 2010, 10:47:50 PM

an asshole is dating the girl i'm in love with..one of those tools that talks like a tv show host all the time. unfortunately, this is not making me feel any better about it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pee on February 28, 2010, 03:11:41 AM

Quote from: eastern on February 27, 2010, 10:47:50 PM

an asshole is dating the girl i'm in love with..one of those tools that talks like a tv show host all the time. unfortunately, this is not making me feel any better about it

if the girl is dating an asshole like that she's likely to be an asshole herself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cheep on March 04, 2010, 12:35:34 PM

i care about how my 300$ japanese jeans fit.

sup next curren caples.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on March 04, 2010, 01:38:54 PM

i dwell on stuff way hard and have a real hard time letting stuff go. i know theres no point for either but none the less here we are.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: eastern on March 04, 2010, 07:21:48 PM

Quote from: pee on February 28, 2010, 03:11:41 AM

Quote from: eastern on February 27, 2010, 10:47:50 PM

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an asshole is dating the girl i'm in love with..one of those tools that talks like a tv show host all the time. unfortunately, this is not making me feel any better about it

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if the girl is dating an asshole like that she's likely to be an asshole herself.

that's basically how I got over it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Smurph on March 06, 2010, 12:48:11 PM

Quote from: All Hail Wu Welsh on February 19, 2010, 12:16:30 AM

i'm 19 live in Cork and rarely do anything (period), I always feels uncomfortable in bars/nightclubs because even though I'm 19 i still look like im 17 and i feel out of place.  I'm not depressed but I find myself lately being perfectly alright with not doing shit, even with all the extra time I have I still find myself doing mediocre in school and I fucking hate myself for it.  My young looks also totally hinders my confidence with girls, I'm always way too afraid to make any move whatsoever.  I just want to enjoy my life right now.

My story.
Dude it's weird, I'm only nineteen and I'm over the 'nightlife scene' already; partly because I'd rather be lying on my bed listening to Django Reinhardt than pretending to enjoy some shithead dj but also because I just can't do the 'chatting up women thing.' I'm so bad at it! And then I get irritated thinking how for the rest of my life I'm just going to be that fucking nerd in the chemistry lab with his labcoat on itching to go skate. So if I do end up talking to some girl I'm just like - 'ya, so I totally obtained a really pure sample of acetylsalicylic acid the other day.'
I just try to be myself and not be mundane and generic like almost every other dude but my efforts are generally in vein. The girl thing is so hard!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on March 06, 2010, 01:22:31 PM

I think the cure for alcoholism is opiate addiction. For the past month I've been taking opiates like norcos, tramadol, oxycontin and codeine. It seems really hard and kind of gross to get drunk now. It's hard to explain, but booze just feels weird when I drink it now. Some guy who thinks my name is Steve is bringing me methadone now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on March 06, 2010, 01:40:41 PM

If only there was some type of creative, physical activity for you to get into.  You live in sunny California, right?  Hmmmm, I dunno man, ever think of picking up rollerblades or bmx?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on March 06, 2010, 01:51:34 PM

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i'm 21 live in Cork and rarely do anything (period), I always feels uncomfortable in bars/nightclubs because even though I'm 19 i still look like im 17 and i feel out of place.  I'm not depressed but I find myself lately being perfectly alright with not doing shit, even with all the extra time I have I still find myself doing mediocre in school and I fucking hate myself for it.  My young looks also totally hinders my confidence with girls, I'm always way too afraid to make any move whatsoever.  I just want to enjoy my life right now.

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My story.
Dude it's weird, I'm only nineteen and I'm over the 'nightlife scene' already; partly because I'd rather be lying on my bed listening to Django Reinhardt than pretending to enjoy some shithead dj but also because I just can't do the 'chatting up women thing.' I'm so bad at it! And then I get irritated thinking how for the rest of my life I'm just going to be that fucking nerd in the chemistry lab with his labcoat on itching to go skate. So if I do end up talking to some girl I'm just like - 'ya, so I totally obtained a really pure sample of acetylsalicylic acid the other day.'
I just try to be myself and not be mundane and generic like almost every other dude but my efforts are generally in vein. The girl thing is so hard!

I'm by no means a master of ladies, but most of them seem to love self-depreciating humor. And most guys cannot pull this off well.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on March 06, 2010, 02:00:33 PM

Quote from: Otis Shredding on March 06, 2010, 01:40:41 PM

If only there was some type of creative, physical activity for you to get into.  You live in sunny California, right?  Hmmmm, I dunno man, ever think of picking up rollerblades or bmx?

Oh I play music. I don't just sit around loaded. I have a piano, guitars, bass, banjo, harmonicas, drums, ukulele, sitar, violin, cello... I'm not unproductive at all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on March 06, 2010, 03:07:33 PM

I took methadone and had three beers and I am now quite loaded. I was pissing and the room got strange looking and I was scared of my dick but then I remembered I took drugs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on March 07, 2010, 01:46:50 AM

Quote from: Smurph on March 06, 2010, 12:48:11 PM

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i'm 19 live in Cork and rarely do anything (period), I always feels uncomfortable in bars/nightclubs because even though I'm 19 i still look like im 17 and i feel out of place.  I'm not depressed but I find myself lately being perfectly alright with not doing shit, even with all the extra time I have I still find myself doing mediocre in school and I fucking hate myself for it.  My young looks also totally hinders my confidence with girls, I'm always way too afraid to make any move whatsoever.  I just want to enjoy my life right now.

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My story.
Dude it's weird, I'm only nineteen and I'm over the 'nightlife scene' already; partly because I'd rather be lying on my bed listening to Django Reinhardt than pretending to enjoy some shithead dj but also because I just can't do the 'chatting up women thing.' I'm so bad at it! And then I get irritated thinking how for the rest of my life I'm just going to be that fucking nerd in the chemistry lab with his labcoat on itching to go skate. So if I do end up talking to some girl I'm just like - 'ya, so I totally obtained a really pure sample of acetylsalicylic acid the other day.'
I just try to be myself and not be mundane and generic like almost every other dude but my efforts are generally in vein. The girl thing is so hard!

Same here man. Except I don't know about chemistry. One of my other problems with girls is I can't read them when whatever they're doing is focused towards me. Like I can point things out and tell what they're thinking if they're interacting with my buddies, but the second I'm interpreting for myself-fucking clueless. I think it screwed me over tonight.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CeeyMar on March 07, 2010, 08:42:09 AM

stop putting pussy up on a pedestal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cheep on March 08, 2010, 06:13:06 AM

i was a model in a little local fashion show over the weekend.  i got free beer and food all night, and got to hang out with model bitches.  it was awesome.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: zipzinger666 on March 08, 2010, 09:37:12 AM

ive smoked 5 packs from friday till this morning...

me and this girl I just started seeing are already going downhill because of her insecurity issues about how i don't care about her at all. She says I ignore her, but this is hard to control because we always are in a group of like 20 kids who all want to talk to her and I usually get left out. and every time i try to make one on one time she says she doesn't have enough free time/time management skills to make that happen regularly...

Ive begin to realize that I have no friends my age. all of my close friends are either a few years younger than me or 30ish. Im okay with this, it just makes my school life seem pretty empty...

I look 16 years old even though im 19. although i will probably like looking younger when Im a few year older, right now it kills me. I have had kids on campus ask me If im old enough to be here, and its about the lamest shit ever. It reminds me of high school when I looked thirteen and was seventeen, and bros would tell me to go back to the middle school across the street...

all in all im a pretty happy person, but I get fuckin depressed sometimes...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFreshSC on March 08, 2010, 10:58:53 AM

^ i've never had very close friends my own age. just like in your case, they're either a few years younger or many years older. Usually people at the age where they have their head on straight.

It's perfectly normal
http://isitnormal.com/story/dont-relate-to-people-my-own-age-very-often-27292/

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: zipzinger666 on March 08, 2010, 12:51:15 PM

Quote from: TheFreshSC on March 08, 2010, 10:58:53 AM

^ i've never had very close friends my own age. just like in your case, they're either a few years younger or many years older. Usually people at the age where they have their head on straight.

It's perfectly normal
http://isitnormal.com/story/dont-relate-to-people-my-own-age-very-often-27292/

I know theres nothing wrong with it, I just feel slightly out of place considering im in college and essentially all my skate friends/other friends are still in high school or are 28-32 and are in serious relationships/married with kids.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on March 08, 2010, 05:40:37 PM

Quote from: zipzinger666 on March 08, 2010, 09:37:12 AM

ive smoked 5 packs from friday till this morning...

me and this girl I just started seeing are already going downhill because of her insecurity issues about how i don't care about her at all. She says I ignore her, but this is hard to control because we always are in a group of like 20 kids who all want to talk to her and I usually get left out. and every time i try to make one on one time she says she doesn't have enough free time/time management skills to make that happen regularly...

Ive begin to realize that I have no friends my age. all of my close friends are either a few years younger than me or 30ish. Im okay with this, it just makes my school life seem pretty empty...

I look 16 years old even though im 19. although i will probably like looking younger when Im a few year older, right now it kills me. I have had kids on campus ask me If im old enough to be here, and its about the lamest shit ever. It reminds me of high school when I looked thirteen and was seventeen, and bros would tell me to go back to the middle school across the street...

all in all im a pretty happy person, but I get fuckin depressed sometimes...

duuude! 19 is such a good age at which to enjoy life! it's trivial at times, but life is always trivial. it just hits you around that point and you've got to roll with it. school isn't the place to make friends, dude, i'm going to be 25 in a few months and just today i re enrolled for the fall after being off since 07. the girl i'm seeing is 21 and was just accepted to boston college for grad. school... the situation could suck if i wanted it to, but it's all good! looking young will get you laid. by the time you hit 20 or 22 you'll not be thinking about the bro's in high school anymore...


as for my confession of the day...

i'm now in a relationship with a pretty dope girl. she's good looking, likes to have sex and as she says "play" as often as i'm willing, she doesn't cook though... only thing is is that i haven't been locked down since 2007ish and i'm not really feeling the arranging my schedule to involve someone else, dealing with another persons shitty day, listening to someone whine or bitch, only to say to myself "dude, where's this going to go?" Then i say to myself, "ahh, but you've you this girl who is doing something with herself!  she doesn't sit around drinking and getting high all day, goes to school, and is absolutely in love with you like a high school student... everything you've bitched to yourself about wanting over the past 4 years..."

i start weighing the positive and negative aspects

positive:

attraction is high
DTF all day, at least over the past month, bj's and tit fucking included
intelligent
motivated
doesn't gripe about my music or skating
likes to travel

negative:

lives with a terrible parent
is kind of constantly melancholy
kind of anxious and not full of self esteem
doesn't drink or smoke at all
stated "children are parasites"
doesn't like to go out to clubs/bars... only museums and shit like that... which is great, but on a friday night?


and i'm having difficulty coming to a conclusion. fuckin a

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on March 08, 2010, 06:05:00 PM

all of those negatives you listed besides the parent one sound tight to me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: odp on March 08, 2010, 07:31:48 PM

Quote from: kilgore. on March 08, 2010, 06:05:00 PM

all of those negatives you listed besides the parent one sound tight to me.

they're definitely not the worst, that's for sure. i'm tangled up in this shit... i'm impossible to satisfy... it would just be nice if she was confident enough to go out and not worry about people staring at her while she shoots pool... i'll figure it out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on March 08, 2010, 10:20:21 PM

oh, and also another idea,

put a tampon up ur butt and when u want 2, u can take it out and jack off onto it and it will absorb it all.

message me on runescape

Bichick23

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hola on March 08, 2010, 10:51:16 PM

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all of those negatives you listed besides the parent one sound tight to me.

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they're definitely not the worst, that's for sure. i'm tangled up in this shit... i'm impossible to satisfy... it would just be nice if she was confident enough to go out and not worry about people staring at her while she shoots pool... i'll figure it out.

let her be like that, shy girls are good. its only a problem because you think it is.  if she goes to bars and shit with you,  she goes to places like that because she wants to spend time with you, take it as a good thing.
 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jeremyrandall on March 08, 2010, 10:57:08 PM

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all of those negatives you listed besides the parent one sound tight to me.

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they're definitely not the worst, that's for sure. i'm tangled up in this shit... i'm impossible to satisfy... it would just be nice if she was confident enough to go out and not worry about people staring at her while she shoots pool... i'll figure it out.

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let her be like that, shy girls are good. its only a problem because you think it is.  if she goes to bars and shit with you,  she goes to places like that because she wants to spend time with you, take it as a good thing.
 

I was just gonna say the same thing.  My girlfriend is extremely shy, and would pretty much choose staying home with me over anything else.  This kinda threw me off at first...but I've realized that is so much better than those loud annoying chicks who ALWAYS have to be the centre of attention.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on March 08, 2010, 11:55:10 PM

i haven't skated since last july and i don't feel motivated to start again anytime soon. solo sesh's got pretty old a long time ago.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bosnianslut on March 09, 2010, 01:30:03 PM

Quote from: max power on March 08, 2010, 11:55:10 PM

i haven't skated since last july and i don't feel motivated to start again anytime soon. solo sesh's got pretty old a long time ago.

I've not touched a board in nearly a year
p.s. you have garth marenghi's darkplace, so your life should be okay.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cheep on March 09, 2010, 01:42:48 PM

i dont understand how you can go that long without skating.  if i go more than 4 or 5 days i feel like im going thru withdrawals

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jeremyrandall on March 09, 2010, 06:17:18 PM

Quote from: cheep on March 09, 2010, 01:42:48 PM

i dont understand how you can go that long without skating.  if i go more than 4 or 5 days i feel like im going thru withdrawals

Same here.  I really don't understand why people who don't actually skate post on here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on March 09, 2010, 06:18:47 PM

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i dont understand how you can go that long without skating.  if i go more than 4 or 5 days i feel like im going thru withdrawals

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Same here.  I really don't understand why people who don't actually skate post on here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on March 09, 2010, 09:47:55 PM

I stay in Whatever for the most part.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFreshSC on March 09, 2010, 11:08:25 PM

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i dont understand how you can go that long without skating.  if i go more than 4 or 5 days i feel like im going thru withdrawals

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Same here.  I really don't understand why people who don't actually skate post on here.

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this goes for skateboarding and the other thing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sergioflorez on March 10, 2010, 12:08:50 AM

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i dont understand how you can go that long without skating.  if i go more than 4 or 5 days i feel like im going thru withdrawals

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Same here.  I really don't understand why people who don't actually skate post on here.

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this goes for skateboarding and the other thing

fuck you guys  :P






try this long*

Quote from: sergio on January 17, 2007, 07:33:37 PM

i landed on the board and saw my knee go from side to side real quick. i drop to the ground and yell out the loudest AYE MMMMMMMMMMAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRICCCCCCCCAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! onlookers just ignored and walked off. i limped my back home. my left knee looks like a mango now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: russ on March 11, 2010, 02:37:49 PM

Quote from: Doctor Handsome on March 09, 2010, 09:47:55 PM

I stay in Whatever for the most part.

Me as well and I skate almost everyday.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hola on March 11, 2010, 09:48:26 PM

i flush the toilet before im done pissing every time

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on March 11, 2010, 10:55:08 PM

^ to conserve time?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on March 11, 2010, 11:21:16 PM

i do that too, it's like a race to see if i can beat the flush

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hola on March 12, 2010, 10:09:15 AM

i dont know why i do it, i think its just cause i need to keep myself busy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: verbal ham on March 12, 2010, 04:48:28 PM

haha i've always done the same thing.
however,
ever since i got a laptop I'll pee sitting down and end up just chilling on the toilet using the computer.

same with taking shits,
taking shits is so much better while you can cruise the web,

 I usually work overtime
I don't know why it is so,
 maybe cause it feels like I am doing something productive

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on March 12, 2010, 09:13:51 PM

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I stay in Whatever for the most part.

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Me as well and I skate almost everyday.

I don't skate anymore and that's why I stay in Whatever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jrock on March 19, 2010, 09:09:08 AM

i really love eating pussy.  maybe a little too much.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brewseph on March 19, 2010, 09:32:04 AM

^ 1:38
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FCzdEAy8WOw

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jeremyrandall on March 19, 2010, 10:08:59 AM

Quote from: diabolik! on March 19, 2010, 09:09:08 AM

i really love eating pussy.  maybe a little too much.

SAME!!!  I'm like obsessed with eating pussy.  I love just getting right in there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pelican on March 19, 2010, 07:10:13 PM

you two should eat each other's pussies then, aye?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CUDDLEMONSTER on March 19, 2010, 09:55:50 PM

didn't get into any of the grad schools i applied to (huge waste of time and money), have been looking for a job for a month and a half now, running out of money blah blah.

what's really got me bummed is my dad. he was going to go visit my brother in hong kong but when he was getting checked out by the travel doctor they found a small tear in his aorta. if it rips he'll be dead in a couple seconds. needless to say he can't go see my brother (which is no huge deal) but there's nothing you can really do about this thing. it freaks me the fuck out because i don't know what i'd do without my dad and he could be gone in an instant. like all this bullshit with school and work is nothing if i don't have my dad. he's got to get his blood pressure down to heal this tear but trying to get him to chill out is impossible. he's got this attitude like if he doesn't live life at 100% there's no reason to live, which i sympathize with but he's not that old, he's just got to slow down and watch to make sure he's doesn't put too much stress on this thing. when his mom died he was convinced she just gave up so now i feel like he can't look this thing in the face and just wants to keep going full speed but i'm scared for him. he always told me when i was little that if he was ever incapacitated or super sick to snuff him out in the hospital, which is really only half a joke. i feel like i'm losing my dad either way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blAck AddEr on March 21, 2010, 12:06:06 AM

its been too damn long since i've gotten "action". so long that im starting to get used to it...
been out of a relationship for almost 6 months and not really looking for another one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: clamy on March 21, 2010, 04:31:03 AM

i have no life other than skateboarding. i'm pretty much happy with it, though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: magicstickyhand on March 21, 2010, 07:40:52 AM

I'm depressed

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: loophole on March 21, 2010, 10:34:54 PM

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i really love eating pussy.  maybe a little too much.

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SAME!!!  I'm like obsessed with eating pussy.  I love just getting right in there.

the girl i'm kinda seeing right now doesn't let me give her head, it bums me out. she doesn't give me any handjobs, rarely even touches my dick with her hand, but she gives me lots of head. it really confuses me.


also, in related news.. i just lost my virginity

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheHyphyVelociraptor on March 22, 2010, 12:35:05 AM

Did you lose your virginity to the same girl?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jeremyrandall on March 22, 2010, 09:59:54 AM

Quote from: loophole on March 21, 2010, 10:34:54 PM

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i really love eating pussy.  maybe a little too much.

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SAME!!!  I'm like obsessed with eating pussy.  I love just getting right in there.

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the girl i'm kinda seeing right now doesn't let me give her head, it bums me out. she doesn't give me any handjobs, rarely even touches my dick with her hand, but she gives me lots of head. it really confuses me.


also, in related news.. i just lost my virginity

Don't worry too much.  My current girl was a virgin when we first got together.  She was the EXACT same way.  She wouldn't let me go anywhere near down there with anything other than my dick for a while.  9 months later and my girlfriend will do anything...and I mean literally ANYTHING!!  Just take your time and ease her into things.  I only got to go down there anytime I wanted about two months ago. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: loophole on March 22, 2010, 03:25:56 PM

that's the thing- the girl i'm seeing is far from a virgin, haha. i'm only seeing her for her looks and her smile though, i wont be sticking with her for all that long.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheHyphyVelociraptor on March 22, 2010, 05:04:53 PM

I used to Rick Roll myself whenever I got bored...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on March 22, 2010, 06:35:21 PM

Quote from: CUDDLEMONSTER on March 19, 2010, 09:55:50 PM

didn't get into any of the grad schools i applied to (huge waste of time and money), have been looking for a job for a month and a half now, running out of money blah blah.

what's really got me bummed is my dad. he was going to go visit my brother in hong kong but when he was getting checked out by the travel doctor they found a small tear in his aorta. if it rips he'll be dead in a couple seconds. needless to say he can't go see my brother (which is no huge deal) but there's nothing you can really do about this thing. it freaks me the fuck out because i don't know what i'd do without my dad and he could be gone in an instant. like all this bullshit with school and work is nothing if i don't have my dad. he's got to get his blood pressure down to heal this tear but trying to get him to chill out is impossible. he's got this attitude like if he doesn't live life at 100% there's no reason to live, which i sympathize with but he's not that old, he's just got to slow down and watch to make sure he's doesn't put too much stress on this thing. when his mom died he was convinced she just gave up so now i feel like he can't look this thing in the face and just wants to keep going full speed but i'm scared for him. he always told me when i was little that if he was ever incapacitated or super sick to snuff him out in the hospital, which is really only half a joke. i feel like i'm losing my dad either way.

that bums me out too man, im sorry to hear. i hope everything works out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on March 23, 2010, 06:25:22 AM

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didn't get into any of the grad schools i applied to (huge waste of time and money), have been looking for a job for a month and a half now, running out of money blah blah.

what's really got me bummed is my dad. he was going to go visit my brother in hong kong but when he was getting checked out by the travel doctor they found a small tear in his aorta. if it rips he'll be dead in a couple seconds. needless to say he can't go see my brother (which is no huge deal) but there's nothing you can really do about this thing. it freaks me the fuck out because i don't know what i'd do without my dad and he could be gone in an instant. like all this bullshit with school and work is nothing if i don't have my dad. he's got to get his blood pressure down to heal this tear but trying to get him to chill out is impossible. he's got this attitude like if he doesn't live life at 100% there's no reason to live, which i sympathize with but he's not that old, he's just got to slow down and watch to make sure he's doesn't put too much stress on this thing. when his mom died he was convinced she just gave up so now i feel like he can't look this thing in the face and just wants to keep going full speed but i'm scared for him. he always told me when i was little that if he was ever incapacitated or super sick to snuff him out in the hospital, which is really only half a joke. i feel like i'm losing my dad either way.

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that bums me out too man, im sorry to hear. i hope everything works out.

Damn, that really sucks. Can't imagine what that's like.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nocomply on March 23, 2010, 12:46:58 PM

Quote from: CUDDLEMONSTER on March 19, 2010, 09:55:50 PM

didn't get into any of the grad schools i applied to (huge waste of time and money), have been looking for a job for a month and a half now, running out of money blah blah.

what's really got me bummed is my dad. he was going to go visit my brother in hong kong but when he was getting checked out by the travel doctor they found a small tear in his aorta. if it rips he'll be dead in a couple seconds. needless to say he can't go see my brother (which is no huge deal) but there's nothing you can really do about this thing. it freaks me the fuck out because i don't know what i'd do without my dad and he could be gone in an instant. like all this bullshit with school and work is nothing if i don't have my dad. he's got to get his blood pressure down to heal this tear but trying to get him to chill out is impossible. he's got this attitude like if he doesn't live life at 100% there's no reason to live, which i sympathize with but he's not that old, he's just got to slow down and watch to make sure he's doesn't put too much stress on this thing. when his mom died he was convinced she just gave up so now i feel like he can't look this thing in the face and just wants to keep going full speed but i'm scared for him. he always told me when i was little that if he was ever incapacitated or super sick to snuff him out in the hospital, which is really only half a joke. i feel like i'm losing my dad either way.

What kind of stuff is he refusing to slow down with? Does he know you feel this way?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawbertson. on March 23, 2010, 12:54:35 PM

man i have nothing to look foward to i want to do the rawb show but i keep getting bummed on doing it. i cant wait til the nice weather is here then ill be more hyped. lots of people are pissin me off just little things but some people are cool as fuck.

there is this 1 girl who we always hang out with, all my friends have a girlfriend and she is the only other one who is single and she is only 18 or 19 and she doestn want nothing to d o with me. i asked her to just hang out to get coffee so i could just get to know her even but nope she wasnt having it... she was complaining to her friend how she didnt have a boyfriend and she said "What about mike?" and she said "he hardly knows me.." mad weak why cant she just say "i dont like him"

i hate that. girls always say that shit to me like "oh i like you but i just dont want anything right no0w" or whatever. that is such shit obviously she doesnt like you she is just saying that so you wont feel as bad but i think i would feel better knowing what it was that was inadequate so i could imrpove on it for future bitches.

i was thinking i had shit on lock i had like three girls all lined up to go out on coffee dates and they all turned out shit. never ended up going for coffee once. i thought it was the perfect thing cause then it just seems like you are trying to hang out and get to know and be friends and not just hangin out for a chance to fuck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on March 23, 2010, 01:29:42 PM

Quote from: industry dickrider on March 23, 2010, 12:54:35 PM

man i have nothing to look foward to i want to do the rawb show but i keep getting bummed on doing it. i cant wait til the nice weather is here then ill be more hyped. lots of people are pissin me off just little things but some people are cool as fuck.

there is this 1 girl who we always hang out with, all my friends have a girlfriend and she is the only other one who is single and she is only 18 or 19 and she doestn want nothing to d o with me. i asked her to just hang out to get coffee so i could just get to know her even but nope she wasnt having it... she was complaining to her friend how she didnt have a boyfriend and she said "What about mike?" and she said "he hardly knows me.." mad weak why cant she just say "i dont like him"

i hate that. girls always say that shit to me like "oh i like you but i just dont want anything right no0w" or whatever. that is such shit obviously she doesnt like you she is just saying that so you wont feel as bad but i think i would feel better knowing what it was that was inadequate so i could imrpove on it for future bitches.

i was thinking i had shit on lock i had like three girls all lined up to go out on coffee dates and they all turned out shit. never ended up going for coffee once. i thought it was the perfect thing cause then it just seems like you are trying to hang out and get to know and be friends and not just hangin out for a chance to fuck.

rawb! you're doing it all wrong. you don't go on coffee dates, you ask them to come over and watch a movie/tv/listen to music and buy a ton of booze for you and her to get loaded off of. then near the end of the night work that rawbcat magic. get paid!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawbertson. on March 23, 2010, 01:37:36 PM

that is normally what i do but i cant even get em to my apt i am just having brutal luck was tryin to take it back a step but fuckk

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DevilOnEnzyte on March 23, 2010, 05:04:56 PM

I have clamydia

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheHyphyVelociraptor on March 23, 2010, 05:15:36 PM

I like some of the Birdman & Lil Wayne songs...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DeerTay on March 23, 2010, 06:10:24 PM

I fell in love with a girl in my math class who i spoke to for the first time today, that happens to have a british accent. She's so fucking hot...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFreshSC on March 23, 2010, 10:12:21 PM

monogamy seems like it will be a real bummer (unless i marry jayden james). I get tired of girls after about a month and soon end up finding another girl who's more rad than the last.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on March 23, 2010, 10:24:05 PM

^ sounds like something to be in the stoked thread.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on March 23, 2010, 10:47:06 PM

I have a thing for slightly overweight middle aged women with fat asses.
If i could choose i might only pork these types of women.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on March 25, 2010, 09:21:04 AM

this morning i took some of that KY his and hers lube that my girlfriend bought us to use and jacked off. we've used it a few times(just figured it'd be fun, i think i joked about it in the store and she came home with it a few nights later)....anyways, i never really felt anything from it when we have sex but this morning I jacked off with HERs instead, and wow...shit feels super good. almost reminds me of icy hot but in a good way. i used like half the bottle haha.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DevilOnEnzyte on March 25, 2010, 12:15:09 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on March 25, 2010, 09:21:04 AM

this morning i took some of that KY his and hers lube that my girlfriend bought us to use and jacked off. we've used it a few times(just figured it'd be fun, i think i joked about it in the store and she came home with it a few nights later)....anyways, i never really felt anything from it when we have sex but this morning I jacked off with HERs instead, and wow...shit feels super good. almost reminds me of icy hot but in a good way. i used like half the bottle haha.

Must try this...
 ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawbertson. on March 26, 2010, 12:29:55 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on March 25, 2010, 09:21:04 AM

this morning i took some of that KY his and hers lube that my girlfriend bought us to use and jacked off. we've used it a few times(just figured it'd be fun, i think i joked about it in the store and she came home with it a few nights later)....anyways, i never really felt anything from it when we have sex but this morning I jacked off with HERs instead, and wow...shit feels super good. almost reminds me of icy hot but in a good way. i used like half the bottle haha.

fuck lube, my girls squirt

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheHyphyVelociraptor on March 26, 2010, 01:50:23 PM

(http://www.c1rcacombat.com/site/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/combat_ad43_tws.jpg)
I never understood this ad...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Upgrayedd on March 26, 2010, 02:30:03 PM

Quote from: TheHyphyVelociraptor on March 26, 2010, 01:50:23 PM

(http://www.c1rcacombat.com/site/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/combat_ad43_tws.jpg)
I never understood this ad...

peter went from regular circa, to circa combat.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CUDDLEMONSTER on March 26, 2010, 03:34:49 PM

Quote from: nocomply on March 23, 2010, 12:46:58 PM

Quote from: CUDDLEMONSTER on March 19, 2010, 09:55:50 PM

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didn't get into any of the grad schools i applied to (huge waste of time and money), have been looking for a job for a month and a half now, running out of money blah blah.

what's really got me bummed is my dad. he was going to go visit my brother in hong kong but when he was getting checked out by the travel doctor they found a small tear in his aorta. if it rips he'll be dead in a couple seconds. needless to say he can't go see my brother (which is no huge deal) but there's nothing you can really do about this thing. it freaks me the fuck out because i don't know what i'd do without my dad and he could be gone in an instant. like all this bullshit with school and work is nothing if i don't have my dad. he's got to get his blood pressure down to heal this tear but trying to get him to chill out is impossible. he's got this attitude like if he doesn't live life at 100% there's no reason to live, which i sympathize with but he's not that old, he's just got to slow down and watch to make sure he's doesn't put too much stress on this thing. when his mom died he was convinced she just gave up so now i feel like he can't look this thing in the face and just wants to keep going full speed but i'm scared for him. he always told me when i was little that if he was ever incapacitated or super sick to snuff him out in the hospital, which is really only half a joke. i feel like i'm losing my dad either way.

[close]

What kind of stuff is he refusing to slow down with? Does he know you feel this way?

it's a long story but basically he worked all his life in IT doing computer work and he fucking hated it. he retired a little early because the economy was doing good and my mom was making a ton of money. well needless to say my mom left (nothing bad on her, they didn't mesh and she had to start doing her own thing) and a lot his investments went south. he's been trying to fix up the house so he can he move into a condo now that me and my brothers moved out but i can tell he feels like he's not going to get a deal on a house he's worked super hard on. he has always been super handy- we built a deck together when i was 10 and have constantly been working on shit around the house- but it's a big strain hauling all that shit around and doing an entire project by yourself. taking a cover off a pool after it's had a chicago winters worth of wet leaves and half frozen mud dumped on top off it by yourself is some incredible hulk type strength. not to mention now he's got 5 nephews to take care of a lot of the time because both my brothers are trying to move and things are just kind of crazy. it sounds like an insane amount to take on (which it is) but all of this kind of shit is what makes my dad happy. he never really had a hobby like skateboarding or music he just wanted a really rad huge family with a nice place to live.

anyway, now i gotta drive him to the hospital on monday because they spotted something in his pancreas. they think it's just a tumor but i can tell it's freaking him out. yesterday he pointed out some of the valuable art up around the house, which just seemed super odd to me. blah. good news is bound to show up. i applied today for a photo archivist job at playboy and that has him psyched. my dad used to work for them in the 60's and still "reads" every issue.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brewseph on March 28, 2010, 06:45:07 AM

Quote from: CUDDLEMONSTER on March 26, 2010, 03:34:49 PM

Quote from: nocomply on March 23, 2010, 12:46:58 PM

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Quote from: CUDDLEMONSTER on March 19, 2010, 09:55:50 PM

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didn't get into any of the grad schools i applied to (huge waste of time and money), have been looking for a job for a month and a half now, running out of money blah blah.

what's really got me bummed is my dad. he was going to go visit my brother in hong kong but when he was getting checked out by the travel doctor they found a small tear in his aorta. if it rips he'll be dead in a couple seconds. needless to say he can't go see my brother (which is no huge deal) but there's nothing you can really do about this thing. it freaks me the fuck out because i don't know what i'd do without my dad and he could be gone in an instant. like all this bullshit with school and work is nothing if i don't have my dad. he's got to get his blood pressure down to heal this tear but trying to get him to chill out is impossible. he's got this attitude like if he doesn't live life at 100% there's no reason to live, which i sympathize with but he's not that old, he's just got to slow down and watch to make sure he's doesn't put too much stress on this thing. when his mom died he was convinced she just gave up so now i feel like he can't look this thing in the face and just wants to keep going full speed but i'm scared for him. he always told me when i was little that if he was ever incapacitated or super sick to snuff him out in the hospital, which is really only half a joke. i feel like i'm losing my dad either way.

[close]

What kind of stuff is he refusing to slow down with? Does he know you feel this way?

[close]

it's a long story but basically he worked all his life in IT doing computer work and he fucking hated it. he retired a little early because the economy was doing good and my mom was making a ton of money. well needless to say my mom left (nothing bad on her, they didn't mesh and she had to start doing her own thing) and a lot his investments went south. he's been trying to fix up the house so he can he move into a condo now that me and my brothers moved out but i can tell he feels like he's not going to get a deal on a house he's worked super hard on. he has always been super handy- we built a deck together when i was 10 and have constantly been working on shit around the house- but it's a big strain hauling all that shit around and doing an entire project by yourself. taking a cover off a pool after it's had a chicago winters worth of wet leaves and half frozen mud dumped on top off it by yourself is some incredible hulk type strength. not to mention now he's got 5 nephews to take care of a lot of the time because both my brothers are trying to move and things are just kind of crazy. it sounds like an insane amount to take on (which it is) but all of this kind of shit is what makes my dad happy. he never really had a hobby like skateboarding or music he just wanted a really rad huge family with a nice place to live.

anyway, now i gotta drive him to the hospital on monday because they spotted something in his pancreas. they think it's just a tumor but i can tell it's freaking him out. yesterday he pointed out some of the valuable art up around the house, which just seemed super odd to me. blah. good news is bound to show up. i applied today for a photo archivist job at playboy and that has him psyched. my dad used to work for them in the 60's and still "reads" every issue.

Did I miss the day in class where they told everyone that tumors are not a big deal? Hope everything works out man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: able on March 28, 2010, 02:38:44 PM

Quote from: magicstickyhand on March 21, 2010, 07:40:52 AM

I'm depressed

of course you are! You need to open a window, let the sun come in!
Look at you avatar! He looks so sad!
(http://www.bergoiata.org/fe/divers54/baby%20seal.jpg)

Liven him up a little man! It's a small step in the right direction  :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on April 02, 2010, 03:49:03 PM

able you just made my fucking day haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mandibleclaw on April 04, 2010, 01:05:49 AM

i'm secretly terrified right now.  i've basically lived in florida my whole life, first in stuart and now in gainesville (for college).  well, i graduate in a few weeks, and this summer i'm moving to NYC for grad school.  so the problem--i've always had a lot of friends, and i've never had a hard time getting girls or anything, but suddenly i feel like i'm moving way out of my comfort zone.  i've never lived in anything but a small/midsized florida town, and suddenly i'm going to be in a giant city with only a few people i know. i have this irrational fear i won't make any friends.  i feel totally lost already.

i know that i'll find some skate spots and make friends with people skating, and plus there's all the people i'll have school with, but i'm completely weirded out.  maybe i need people a lot.

add to this, i have a horrible sense of direction, i get lost in my hometown somehow, so i think i'm going to be totally fucked in new york.  as it is now, i basically let my friends do the navigating.  i'm always asking, "so how do we get there again?" even though we've been there a thousand times.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: magicstickyhand on April 04, 2010, 06:38:30 AM

Quote from: skate_bored on April 02, 2010, 03:49:03 PM

able you just made my fucking day haha

thank you
 ;D
it made me laugh ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on April 04, 2010, 01:39:29 PM

I drank at least a bottle of whiskey everyday for ten days. At one point I went into the kitchen and got a knife to slit my wrist but decided that was too painful and hard of a death. Then I wept to a girl on the phone and felt a little better. Once I stopped drinking, I woke up and was vomiting every few minutes and shaking violently and moaning from the pain. I thought I probably needed medical treatment for withdrawal and dehydration, but I can't afford it so I just felt horrible for two days. I guess that was a pretty pathetic situation ha.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on April 05, 2010, 05:42:05 PM

My city has an all ages/young adult kinda forum that covers everything from music to skating to whatever else.  Countless friendships and good times have come to fruition because of this social outlet.  Though just recently it got shut down for the 3rd or 4th time because the admin doesn't give a fuck and gives powers to idiots for fun.

I've received some criticism so far, but I made a new board that I really hope will continue to gain attention and take off.  I guess it's kinda pathetic to care so much about a message board.  It's just I know how much good it can do for people, and I think having that little bit of power/involvement in the community would motivate me and others in positive ways.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheHyphyVelociraptor on April 05, 2010, 05:48:42 PM

I still don't know how to drive.  :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Smurph on April 07, 2010, 03:31:53 PM

Quote from: TheHyphyVelociraptor on April 05, 2010, 05:48:42 PM

I still don't know how to drive.  :(

Me neither and its seriously deterring me from getting a job and building skate spots in the middle of nowhere.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: zipzinger666 on April 07, 2010, 05:36:38 PM

I hate myself and every stupid thing ive done lately. i've never been this self loathing and its awful. i have seriously considered cutting off all ties with my close friends recently because i cant handle my shit and im going to make things worse...

and on a side note, i spend way too much time on this messageboard, i should focus and never come back because i have contributed nothing productive to this place and never will...

edit: im just having a rough day, ill quit my bitching. kook if you care too much...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on April 07, 2010, 06:22:54 PM

(http://mysasucks.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/do_it_faggot_2.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: zipzinger666 on April 07, 2010, 06:39:38 PM

you know what? i do thoroughly enjoy this place on good days, I dont think i will. Briden, i dont know what I ever did to you but I've always appreciated your posts. but i could really care less at this point...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on April 07, 2010, 09:09:33 PM

Oh nah dude it was just a joke. If you're really, and i mean REALLY serious about this, then you very well may need professional help that you cannot get on this or any message board. Everybody has their rough patches and sometimes it's too much to go through alone, but a forum won't be able to help you. You're a quality poster and skater from what I remember seeing posted here. I like you, slight chance of homo.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sparksandblood on April 07, 2010, 10:44:03 PM

Quote from: zipzinger666 on April 07, 2010, 05:36:38 PM

I hate myself and every stupid thing ive done lately. i've never been this self loathing and its awful. i have seriously considered cutting off all ties with my close friends recently because i cant handle my shit and im going to make things worse...

and on a side note, i spend way too much time on this messageboard, i should focus and never come back because i have contributed nothing productive to this place and never will...

edit: im just having a rough day, ill quit my bitching. kook if you care too much...

Get money. Fuck bitches. Kill hookers. Post kittens on Slap.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: zipzinger666 on April 08, 2010, 12:38:49 AM

briden, sorry if i got a bit out of line there, im just feeling off lately. i am pretty damn serious about it though and am trying to get my shit in check before it gets too bad, because i know that secluding myself will not help in the slightest. i should probably seek help if i can't function anymore, but right now im just generally depressed and i hope its just temporary. i actually do like SLAP, but i definitely should never seek any advice or information outside the realms of skateboarding on here. was just trying to vent for now, hope i wasn't too ridiculous or mental...

edit: im not suicidal in any way shape or form though, just mentally bashing myself...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CeeyMar on April 08, 2010, 07:58:07 AM

(http://4gifs.com/gallery/d/47032-1/Optimist_Prime.jpg)

slapicidal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tiger woods on April 08, 2010, 09:55:47 PM

for almost 3 years now, i've been dealing with the fact that i will amount to nothing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on April 08, 2010, 11:32:28 PM

^ same. im ok with it as long as im actually happy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on April 09, 2010, 12:30:10 AM

Quote from: jack burton on April 08, 2010, 11:32:28 PM

^ same. im ok with it as long as im actually happy.

Same, but I'm not happy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on April 09, 2010, 07:39:19 AM

^ to be completely honest it scares the shit out of me some times. just tryin to be E-HARD.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawbertson. on April 09, 2010, 07:42:32 AM

i feel like i just man handled the rail the b.a. did in my job interviews, now im going to bic my head and front blunt the hubba hideout of the insurance and investments industry over the next month.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on April 10, 2010, 11:01:43 AM

amounting to something is way over rated

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jeremyrandall on April 11, 2010, 11:28:49 AM

Last night I discovered that eating your girlfriend's pussy after eating spicy pizza can create an uncomfortable situation for everyone involved.  But mostly for her when she starts asking why her pussy burns.  Talk about a boner killer.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on April 11, 2010, 07:11:49 PM

I think this is really funny http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zGsw3xneor8

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheHyphyVelociraptor on April 11, 2010, 07:26:15 PM

I wanna fuck that woman on the God of War 3 commercial. And, I won this off eBay:
(http://www.sensualdirect.com/artwork/full/DJ0683-04BX.JPG)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on April 12, 2010, 11:17:34 AM

^ new or used?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheHyphyVelociraptor on April 13, 2010, 04:05:14 PM

It was brand new.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Vegetable Lasagna on April 14, 2010, 06:29:03 AM

was?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheHyphyVelociraptor on April 14, 2010, 03:15:06 PM

I used it and it's in my closet. I'm content with my hands.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: floop on April 14, 2010, 04:00:13 PM

Quote from: TheHyphyVelociraptor on April 14, 2010, 03:15:06 PM

I used it and it's in my closet. I'm content with my hands.

you should put it up for sale in Slap Classifieds

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Locbrew on April 14, 2010, 09:32:17 PM

Karaoke is the most addicting thing when you are hammered drunk.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on April 16, 2010, 01:22:45 PM

Quote from: floop on April 14, 2010, 04:00:13 PM

Quote from: TheHyphyVelociraptor on April 14, 2010, 03:15:06 PM

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I used it and it's in my closet. I'm content with my hands.

[close]

you should put it up for sale in Slap Classifieds

im willing to pay a premium.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hola on April 17, 2010, 01:27:01 AM

Quote from: Zurg on April 10, 2010, 11:01:43 AM

amounting to something is way over rated

this is true

but its not about amounting to something, its about doing as much cool shit as you can before you die, and not being a pile too

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: snickers on April 19, 2010, 12:40:03 AM

Quote from: sparksandblood on April 07, 2010, 10:44:03 PM

Get money. Fuck bitches. Kill hookers. Post kittens on Slap.

sig'd

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Chris P. Bacon on April 19, 2010, 09:27:42 AM

i know weed is a huge reason i never have money and kept me from doing things i should have done in the past. still do it everday.
never graduated high school.
hate my 8 to 5 mon thru fri job.
miss my ex gf of 5 years more than anything, but dont want to be with her.
eat way too much fast food and drink way too much soda.
i have a huge fear of skating handrails, and i cant break the barrier.
i feel like shit after one night stands.
i steal too much.
im moving into my own place in two weeks and am afraid i will be broke all the time paying for a place and my car with my income and weed habit.
music inspires me for almost everything, but i feel like i depend on it to keep my mind right.
i want to quit cigs but just dont care enough to go through with it.
im bummed that im bummed all the time when i know people have way worse lives then mine and there are people in the world who would do anything just to have normal problems and a normal life like mine...
and i hate being humble and having a smile on my face all the time when i really feel like shit and want to get away from everything and everyone. real confession.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on April 19, 2010, 12:09:13 PM

Quote from: Chris P. Bacon on April 19, 2010, 09:27:42 AM

i feel like shit after one night stands.

does a hangover have anything to do with it? zing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheHyphyVelociraptor on April 19, 2010, 03:42:49 PM

Quote from: jack burton on April 16, 2010, 01:22:45 PM

Quote from: floop on April 14, 2010, 04:00:13 PM

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Quote from: TheHyphyVelociraptor on April 14, 2010, 03:15:06 PM

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I used it and it's in my closet. I'm content with my hands.

[close]

you should put it up for sale in Slap Classifieds

[close]

im willing to pay a premium.

I know you're joking. Anyway, I cleaned out my closet, and found it. When, I picked it up, cum dripped out of it and now there's about four square inches of carpet that's just stiff. I should have cleaned it when it first dripped.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: relevant to my intrests on April 19, 2010, 06:00:31 PM

been having random moments of missing my ex girlfriend so fucking much i want to just text her and have been so close but refuse to because it will hurt more than it helps i really dislike her and i say fuck that bitch every time i catch myself thinking about her and shit like i hate her even though it isn't true and i know the only reason i dislike her so much right now is because she fucking hurt me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: alrightythen on April 20, 2010, 11:47:17 AM

it's okay to feel hurt sometimes, as long as its relevant to your interests

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawbertson. on April 20, 2010, 11:56:51 AM

Quote from: Chris P. Bacon on April 19, 2010, 09:27:42 AM

i know weed is a huge reason i never have money and kept me from doing things i should have done in the past. still do it everday.
never graduated high school.
hate my 8 to 5 mon thru fri job.
miss my ex gf of 5 years more than anything, but dont want to be with her.
eat way too much fast food and drink way too much soda.
i have a huge fear of skating handrails, and i cant break the barrier.
i feel like shit after one night stands.
i steal too much.
im moving into my own place in two weeks and am afraid i will be broke all the time paying for a place and my car with my income and weed habit.
music inspires me for almost everything, but i feel like i depend on it to keep my mind right.
i want to quit cigs but just dont care enough to go through with it.
im bummed that im bummed all the time when i know people have way worse lives then mine and there are people in the world who would do anything just to have normal problems and a normal life like mine...
and i hate being humble and having a smile on my face all the time when i really feel like shit and want to get away from everything and everyone. real confession.

fuck that sucks man i remember when i used to be in your position almost exactly. i am like the complete opposite now i have done all that shit. i was tripping at first i wasnt sure if id be able to pay for everything but i found out eatnig is not half as much as you think it might be especially if you can go to your parents' house for dinner every weekend and get leftovers! i get mcdonalds breakfast for 2.92, then i get a sub at lunch for 3.14, then double double pizza + fries for 3$ right on, thats like 9.06$ per day EATING OUT every single meal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bosnianslut on April 20, 2010, 01:52:24 PM

having been proud of my cool drunken hand gestures for a long time, I was recently informed that said gestures were some limp wrist camp shit.
i'm almost 18 but still feel like a child (the curse of the babyface)


I feel awful

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawbertson. on April 20, 2010, 01:57:26 PM

^i dont get it?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on April 20, 2010, 01:59:42 PM

^ yeah dude no idea what you mean and my confession is that i spend way to much time on the internet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Chris P. Bacon on April 21, 2010, 04:53:20 PM

Quote from: industry dickrider on April 20, 2010, 11:56:51 AM

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i know weed is a huge reason i never have money and kept me from doing things i should have done in the past. still do it everday.
never graduated high school.
hate my 8 to 5 mon thru fri job.
miss my ex gf of 5 years more than anything, but dont want to be with her.
eat way too much fast food and drink way too much soda.
i have a huge fear of skating handrails, and i cant break the barrier.
i feel like shit after one night stands.
i steal too much.
im moving into my own place in two weeks and am afraid i will be broke all the time paying for a place and my car with my income and weed habit.
music inspires me for almost everything, but i feel like i depend on it to keep my mind right.
i want to quit cigs but just dont care enough to go through with it.
im bummed that im bummed all the time when i know people have way worse lives then mine and there are people in the world who would do anything just to have normal problems and a normal life like mine...
and i hate being humble and having a smile on my face all the time when i really feel like shit and want to get away from everything and everyone. real confession.

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fuck that sucks man i remember when i used to be in your position almost exactly. i am like the complete opposite now i have done all that shit. i was tripping at first i wasnt sure if id be able to pay for everything but i found out eatnig is not half as much as you think it might be especially if you can go to your parents' house for dinner every weekend and get leftovers! i get mcdonalds breakfast for 2.92, then i get a sub at lunch for 3.14, then double double pizza + fries for 3$ right on, thats like 9.06$ per day EATING OUT every single meal.

damn im gonna have to be on that program for sure, good looks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pelican on April 21, 2010, 05:53:29 PM

i've never had a real job and i'm 20. it used to just be embarrassing, but now i really need one and nobody will hire me seeing as i have zero experience.

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Post by: TheFreshSC on April 21, 2010, 06:04:19 PM

Quote from: jack burton on April 20, 2010, 01:59:42 PM

i spend way too much time on the internet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boomhauer on April 21, 2010, 06:12:07 PM

If there's no one else in the publice restroom, then i don't wash my hands. Unless its one of those single-person bathrooms. How can you not wash your hands after touching the nasty doornob and doorlock.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blAck AddEr on April 21, 2010, 07:08:50 PM

Quote from: relevant to my intrests on April 19, 2010, 06:00:31 PM

been having random moments of missing my ex girlfriend so fucking much i want to just text her and have been so close but refuse to because it will hurt more than it helps i really dislike her and i say fuck that bitch every time i catch myself thinking about her and shit like i hate her even though it isn't true and i know the only reason i dislike her so much right now is because she fucking hurt me

im in the same boat dude. except i relapsed today and texted her.

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Post by: relevant to my intrests on April 22, 2010, 08:30:48 AM

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been having random moments of missing my ex girlfriend so fucking much i want to just text her and have been so close but refuse to because it will hurt more than it helps i really dislike her and i say fuck that bitch every time i catch myself thinking about her and shit like i hate her even though it isn't true and i know the only reason i dislike her so much right now is because she fucking hurt me

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im in the same boat dude. except i relapsed today and texted her.

damn doesn't it suck i have had txts ready to go all i had to do was press send but i stop myself every time. I hope you texting her was worth it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawbertson. on April 22, 2010, 08:43:03 AM

Quote from: Pelican on April 21, 2010, 05:53:29 PM

i've never had a real job and i'm 20. it used to just be embarrassing, but now i really need one and nobody will hire me seeing as i have zero experience.

shit you are lucky. i had to start working when i was 14. my parents made me. i wasted all my money selfishly though which sucks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bonerjams03 on April 22, 2010, 12:25:01 PM

to make a long story short, I found my dad's day-planner type thing the other day and found out he's been banging hookers behind my mom's back.
I'm not too close with my family or anything and it's pretty much eating me up inside thinking about it. I know this is a really fucked up thing to post on a messageboard but I could use a few anonymous opinions seeing as I don't want to bring it up with my friends.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on April 22, 2010, 12:28:36 PM

I want a day planner now, just to put "Friday 3:00 pm - Bang a hooker"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: zipzinger666 on April 22, 2010, 12:30:49 PM

Quote from: bonerjams03 on April 22, 2010, 12:25:01 PM

to make a long story short, I found my dad's day-planner type thing the other day and found out he's been banging hookers behind my mom's back.
I'm not too close with my family or anything and it's pretty much eating me up inside thinking about it. I know this is a really fucked up thing to post on a messageboard but I could use a few anonymous opinions seeing as I don't want to bring it up with my friends.

as fucked up as that is, who writes that shit down in a planner?

10am- conference call to corporate

12pm- lunch with clients

1pm- fill out spreadsheets

4pm- meet up with chantel

8pm- go to the bars

10pm- meet up with stacy, call it a night if whiskey dick sets in

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bonerjams03 on April 22, 2010, 12:41:20 PM

hahaha, fuck you guys. as I said at the beginning, I could explain a lot further into it but I decided to make it short.
want more details? there's an area in town that is infamous for it's sex trade. my dad is fairly high-up in the ranks of a health authority. he does a lot of shit day-to-day so he tends to write things down.
I was moving his day-planner and a ripped off piece of a pack of smokes fell out. on the back, it had written something along the lines of "quickie in (scummy part of town), 3:30."
also, upon further investigation, there were lists of ladies' names and phone numbers nearing the back of his day-planner. a few minutes of googling had me on the erotic services page of craigslist in my city.

poke fun all you want. all I know is that it's a fucked up sit.uation and I don't know whether or not to leave it be or confront my dad and basically ruin my family.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boomhauer on April 22, 2010, 03:06:56 PM

confront your dad and be all like
(http://cdn3.knowyourmeme.com/i/4813/original/shocking_revelations_.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFreshSC on April 22, 2010, 03:31:30 PM

Quote from: bonerjams03 on April 22, 2010, 12:25:01 PM

to make a long story short, I found my dad's day-planner type thing the other day and found out he's been banging hookers behind my mom's back.
I'm not too close with my family or anything and it's pretty much eating me up inside thinking about it. I know this is a really fucked up thing to post on a messageboard but I could use a few anonymous opinions seeing as I don't want to bring it up with my friends.

that's really shitty.

to make you feel better i would post stuff i know about my dad, but i think too many people here know me on facebook

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheHyphyVelociraptor on April 22, 2010, 03:44:52 PM

Quote from: bonerjams03 on April 22, 2010, 12:25:01 PM

to make a long story short, I found my dad's day-planner type thing the other day and found out he's been banging hookers behind my mom's back.
I'm not too close with my family or anything and it's pretty much eating me up inside thinking about it. I know this is a really fucked up thing to post on a messageboard but I could use a few anonymous opinions seeing as I don't want to bring it up with my friends.

Confront your dad. If anything goes wrong, it will just be awkward between your dad and you. If you talk to your mom or anyone else in your family about this, your parents will probably get a divorce as soon as possible.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Chris P. Bacon on April 22, 2010, 04:37:56 PM

yeah dude thats really shitty sorry, but i would go ahead and confront him about it, its not fair you should have to suffer letting it eat you up on the inside while hes out there doing shit yaknow? i dont know your family and all but if your mothers a nice lady im sure she wouldnt want that goin on behind her back. good luck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on April 22, 2010, 05:08:55 PM

Hey man, I wasn't trying to make fun of the situation itself, just the way you put it. The situation sucks, obviously. And if you want my opinion, I'll give it to you.

My mom and dad haven't gotten along for the last 10 years. It has seriously warped my perception of "relationships" and marriage especially, just from being around it so long and seeing them hate each other, only staying together for the sake of me and my two sisters. I'm 99% sure that they will be divorced or at least separated within weeks of us all moving out. It might be something to consider if you've got younger siblings and you don't want them growing up with that.

If a man is willing to cheat on his wife, I personally wouldn't trust him with anything. So if you talk to your dad and he says he'll do something about it, that's bullshit. Talking to him would at least make you feel better knowing that it's out there, but most likely, nothing will change. The main thing I've always thought of is that IF my wife was cheating on me and my friend/son/whomever did NOT tell me, that would be a huge betrayal on their part. I would feel I deserve to know that my wife is breaking her promise to be faithful to me, so I would tell your mom if you can live with that. However, the last part is entirely up to you; nobody else can make that choice for you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on April 22, 2010, 05:15:51 PM

fuck that shit, blackmail his ass and make him take you along for the ride.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CeeyMar on April 22, 2010, 07:07:54 PM

Quote from: bonerjams03 on April 22, 2010, 12:25:01 PM

to make a long story short, I found my dad's day-planner type thing the other day and found out he's been banging hookers behind my mom's back.
I'm not too close with my family or anything and it's pretty much eating me up inside thinking about it. I know this is a really fucked up thing to post on a messageboard but I could use a few anonymous opinions seeing as I don't want to bring it up with my friends.

Your name is kinda ironic but yah that sucks, nothing worse then infidelity.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boomhauer on April 22, 2010, 07:35:52 PM

Hey, his planner never said that he's actually going out to bone hookers. You said his planner said "quickie at *slum village.*" What if this "quickie" is code for doing good deeds in this bad area of town? Like helping out in a soup kitchen or giving prostis financial help. Or he could just be going there for drugs. Think optimistically.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on April 23, 2010, 01:04:23 AM

Quote from: Boomhauer on April 22, 2010, 07:35:52 PM

Hey, his planner never said that he's actually going out to bone hookers. You said his planner said "quickie at *slum village.*" What if this "quickie" is code for doing good deeds in this bad area of town? Like helping out in a soup kitchen or giving prostis financial help. Or he could just be going there for drugs. Think optimistically.

To be slightly more serious/optimistic, you said he worked for some health organization, so maybe he's talking to prostitutes for a study or something.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawbertson. on April 23, 2010, 05:25:24 AM

wah

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Post by: BriDen on April 23, 2010, 06:35:09 AM

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Hey, his planner never said that he's actually going out to bone hookers. You said his planner said "quickie at *slum village.*" What if this "quickie" is code for doing good deeds in this bad area of town? Like helping out in a soup kitchen or giving prostis financial help. Or he could just be going there for drugs. Think optimistically.

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To be slightly more serious/optimistic, you said he worked for some health organization, so maybe he's talking to prostitutes for a study or something.

Yeah! Okay I've got it all figured out. Your dad is tired of the boring job he has now. He wants to start up his own small business, maybe a bakery. He's been visiting that part of town where he knows he can find women who will eat his free food. However, your dad was never a spelling whiz in school, so he's been misspelling "quiche" since 4th grade. Common mistake.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on April 23, 2010, 09:50:18 AM

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Hey, his planner never said that he's actually going out to bone hookers. You said his planner said "quickie at *slum village.*" What if this "quickie" is code for doing good deeds in this bad area of town? Like helping out in a soup kitchen or giving prostis financial help. Or he could just be going there for drugs. Think optimistically.

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To be slightly more serious/optimistic, you said he worked for some health organization, so maybe he's talking to prostitutes for a study or something.

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Yeah! Okay I've got it all figured out. Your dad is tired of the boring job he has now. He wants to start up his own small business, maybe a bakery. He's been visiting that part of town where he knows he can find women who will eat his free food. However, your dad was never a spelling whiz in school, so he's been misspelling "quiche" since 4th grade. Common mistake.

SLAP: Solving Problems and Saving Marriages.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nocomply on April 23, 2010, 01:00:13 PM

Quote from: bonerjams03 on April 22, 2010, 12:41:20 PM

hahaha, fuck you guys. as I said at the beginning, I could explain a lot further into it but I decided to make it short.
want more details? there's an area in town that is infamous for it's sex trade. my dad is fairly high-up in the ranks of a health authority. he does a lot of shit day-to-day so he tends to write things down.
I was moving his day-planner and a ripped off piece of a pack of smokes fell out. on the back, it had written something along the lines of "quickie in (scummy part of town), 3:30."
also, upon further investigation, there were lists of ladies' names and phone numbers nearing the back of his day-planner. a few minutes of googling had me on the erotic services page of craigslist in my city.

poke fun all you want. all I know is that it's a fucked up sit.uation and I don't know whether or not to leave it be or confront my dad and basically ruin my family.

That's a tough one. I'd say that you should prob confront your dad and tell him you know what's up. If you don't, I'm sure you're going to be carrying some major guilt about not telling your mom. It sounds like you're a young dude and there's no reason you should be carrying around that guilt for the sake of saving your dad's ass. If he's cheating, it's HIM that tearing up the family... not you.  Give him a time frame to fess up. Tell him he has a few days to tell your mom or you're going to let your mom know. You might want to make some copies of those journal entries if you can get your hands on that thing again. Good luck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Evil Kraken from the Arctic Sea on April 27, 2010, 11:51:52 AM

Yea, seriously, make copies. People never believe you when you tell them their partner is cheating on them. It's some kind of self defense mechanism and i wouldn't count on your mom believing you.


Anyways, it's time for an update...did you confront him?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on April 27, 2010, 05:03:59 PM

pretty sure im addicted to masturbating. i have sex daily with my lady and still find myself sneaking in a quick j-o anytime i have 20 minutes to spare.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on April 27, 2010, 07:40:05 PM

^ i miss these skate_bored posts/confessions.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on April 28, 2010, 09:41:27 AM

Quote from: jack burton on April 27, 2010, 07:40:05 PM

^ i miss these skate_bored posts/confessions.

after i posted that last night i told myself i'd go a week without jerkin it....just came home between class and work to jerk it. fuck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawbertson. on April 28, 2010, 01:47:55 PM

i seriously mall grab all the time. i actually think it is a very ergonimical way to hold your skateboard. i had heard the term on this site many times and wasnt sure what it was, then a little kid! called me out on it! i laughed really hard and i said "i am lame i guess" but he still wanted to skate with me in the end so i guess it is not the end of the world. i find it way more awkward to hold the board by the wood, you gotta like get it scooped under your arm and shit, then it cuts up your shirt or arm. fuck that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vince the stud on April 28, 2010, 04:07:19 PM

you need one of those haha
(http://www.outlookskates.com/TrucksKreeperBlack.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on April 29, 2010, 06:13:35 AM

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i seriously mall grab all the time. i actually think it is a very ergonimical way to hold your skateboard. i had heard the term on this site many times and wasnt sure what it was, then a little kid! called me out on it! i laughed really hard and i said "i am lame i guess" but he still wanted to skate with me in the end so i guess it is not the end of the world. i find it way more awkward to hold the board by the wood, you gotta like get it scooped under your arm and shit, then it cuts up your shirt or arm. fuck that.

ill confess that even though i make jokes and talk shit on the mall grabbers, it definitely is the best way to hold your board. the coolest way to hold your board is by the nose though....i think?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Chris P. Bacon on April 29, 2010, 10:50:53 AM

Quote from: skate_bored on April 27, 2010, 05:03:59 PM

pretty sure im addicted to masturbating. i have sex daily with my lady and still find myself sneaking in a quick j-o anytime i have 20 minutes to spare.

i feel the same way... girlfriend and all, i just like watching porn and jerking off whenever theres time haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawbertson. on April 29, 2010, 11:18:57 AM

i love the song mountain man by crash kings

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: raul on April 29, 2010, 10:34:17 PM

Couldn't get it up tonight.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: alrightythen on April 30, 2010, 12:24:23 AM

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i seriously mall grab all the time. i actually think it is a very ergonimical way to hold your skateboard. i had heard the term on this site many times and wasnt sure what it was, then a little kid! called me out on it! i laughed really hard and i said "i am lame i guess" but he still wanted to skate with me in the end so i guess it is not the end of the world. i find it way more awkward to hold the board by the wood, you gotta like get it scooped under your arm and shit, then it cuts up your shirt or arm. fuck that.

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ill confess that even though i make jokes and talk shit on the mall grabbers, it definitely is the best way to hold your board. the coolest way to hold your board is by the nose though....i think?

i hate it. the truck is always so cold and has all these splinters.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on April 30, 2010, 08:39:34 AM

Quote from: raul on April 29, 2010, 10:34:17 PM

Couldn't get it up tonight.

my first immediate thought was "damn, i havent been drunk since saturday"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: The Ghost of Lenny Kirk on May 03, 2010, 07:22:21 AM

i push switch mongo sometimes because its easier to do and I keep seeing it in footy from people like gino so it can't be that bad, and if the tricks good, maybe that justifies the push?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawbertson. on May 03, 2010, 09:35:26 AM

Quote from: The Ghost of Lenny Kirk on May 03, 2010, 07:22:21 AM

i push switch mongo sometimes because its easier to do and I keep seeing it in footy from people like gino so it can't be that bad, and if the tricks good, maybe that justifies the push?

man switch mongo is where its at fools who push both ways are blowin it no one even knows which way they skate wtf

but seriously i think switch mongo is going to become a thing of the past very quickly. i dont think anyone under 20 does it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on May 03, 2010, 03:26:53 PM

Quote from: industry dickrider on May 03, 2010, 09:35:26 AM

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i push switch mongo sometimes because its easier to do and I keep seeing it in footy from people like gino so it can't be that bad, and if the tricks good, maybe that justifies the push?

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man switch mongo is where its at fools who push both ways are blowin it no one even knows which way they skate wtf

but seriously i think switch mongo is going to become a thing of the past very quickly. i dont think anyone under 20 does it.

I feel so stupid pushing switch.  I got a powerful switch mongo though.  Stevie and Kalis' switch mongo at Love Park is so ghetto stomped, I love it.

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pretty sure im addicted to masturbating. i have sex daily with my lady and still find myself sneaking in a quick j-o anytime i have 20 minutes to spare.

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i feel the same way... girlfriend and all, i just like watching porn and jerking off whenever theres time haha

I can relate.  We all still want our own special alone time. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Smurph on May 03, 2010, 05:15:06 PM

Quote from: bonerjams03 on April 22, 2010, 12:41:20 PM

hahaha, fuck you guys. as I said at the beginning, I could explain a lot further into it but I decided to make it short.
want more details? there's an area in town that is infamous for it's sex trade. my dad is fairly high-up in the ranks of a health authority. he does a lot of shit day-to-day so he tends to write things down.
I was moving his day-planner and a ripped off piece of a pack of smokes fell out. on the back, it had written something along the lines of "quickie in (scummy part of town), 3:30."
also, upon further investigation, there were lists of ladies' names and phone numbers nearing the back of his day-planner. a few minutes of googling had me on the erotic services page of craigslist in my city.

poke fun all you want. all I know is that it's a fucked up sit.uation and I don't know whether or not to leave it be or confront my dad and basically ruin my family.

I'm sure you have common sense and all but if you do choose to confront him about it make sure you don't say it too explicitly; i.e don't accuse him. Tell him you were moving his 'planner' (I can't help but think this is funny for some reason. As in: 'Son, can you move my planner, it's clogging up the hallway') and...you know the rest.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on May 06, 2010, 10:42:22 PM

i miss my old hard drive more than i miss most people.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tiger woods on May 09, 2010, 08:37:03 PM

I'm just so tired of living.   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: loophole on May 16, 2010, 07:56:44 AM

i'm tormented by lazy boners.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jeremyrandall on May 16, 2010, 02:26:01 PM

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pretty sure im addicted to masturbating. i have sex daily with my lady and still find myself sneaking in a quick j-o anytime i have 20 minutes to spare.

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i feel the same way... girlfriend and all, i just like watching porn and jerking off whenever theres time haha

I can relate.  We all still want our own special alone time. 
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I've come to the conclusion that I have better orgasms when I jerk off then when I have sex.  Not that sex isn't fucking awesome...but blowing my load feels better for some reason when I'm not humping away.

Which is why blowjobs are the best fucking thing on the planet!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overheated on May 18, 2010, 02:29:30 AM

Quote from: The Ghost of Lenny Kirk on May 03, 2010, 07:22:21 AM

i push switch mongo sometimes because its easier to do and I keep seeing it in footy from people like gino so it can't be that bad, and if the tricks good, maybe that justifies the push?

Switch mongo looks awesome, plus makes it clear you're skating switch which makes it slightly more bearable cause people won't just think you suck :P I push switch regs as a result of having pushed reg mongo when I started skating and I wish I pushed switch mongo, just feels really unnatural.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brewseph on May 24, 2010, 10:38:18 AM

I'm starting to think that I let fear control my life.  Im constantly thinking that im going to be that one guy you know that randomly dies for no reason.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheHyphyVelociraptor on May 24, 2010, 05:57:23 PM

I just found out that Matt Bennett went pro.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brewseph on May 24, 2010, 07:47:05 PM

I think I dislike you.  whoever you are.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: H8R part 4 on May 26, 2010, 12:04:01 PM

way long ago, i was visiting my GF at her HS.  i didn't go to school there so i couldn't get into her classes but she had sub for spanish class that day, so i snuck in and pretend to be one of the kids that was absent.  the sub says that she giving us a pop quiz so of course everyone in class was bummed because when you get a sub you usually get to goof off and shit.
everybody in her class knew i wasn't supposed to be there but for whatever reason, i told them i was in AP spanish in my school, that they don't need to worry since they could all copy off me.  mind you i didn't know i lick of spanish other than maybe a curse word or two.
anyway, i did such a good job selling myself before the test, that they didn't even bother read the questions, they just stayed looking at me, waiting for me to mouthed them the answers.  the whole test was multiple choice and i just randomly picked a,b,c,d like i knew what i was talking about, all the while playing down the test like it was some kindergarten shit.  they totally bought it.     

so the next day i get a call from my GF telling me that everyone failed and everyone in her class wanted to kill me! :D :D :D
kind of random to share this but i ran into her on facebook and its the first thing that popped into my head. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HappyLittleBlondeBoy on May 26, 2010, 09:29:40 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ps9e1vqOKtM
My mom and I are going to this concert after my soccer game this weekend!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFreshSC on May 26, 2010, 09:33:49 PM

Quote from: HappyLittleBlondeBoy on May 26, 2010, 09:29:40 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ps9e1vqOKtM
My mom and I are going to this concert after my soccer game this weekend!

excellent fake account

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HappyLittleBlondeBoy on May 26, 2010, 09:36:24 PM

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ps9e1vqOKtM
My mom and I are going to this concert after my soccer game this weekend!

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excellent fake account

What do you mean?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Soul Doubt on May 28, 2010, 10:03:28 PM

People say I am an asshole because my father was, I think that most humans need to jump off bridges and i need to motivate them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overheated on June 03, 2010, 06:13:47 AM

I always feel like I look really awkward on a board, its a bit of a hang up of mine and so I actually got stoked when my gf said my ea skate character's style looks like mine  :-[

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DEDBBIS on June 05, 2010, 12:39:07 AM

I was en route to hooking up with the daughter of the California Skateparks owner until I puked on myself. The next night I had a chance for redemption but pissed myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on June 06, 2010, 05:05:25 PM

you should shit yourself in front of her and maybe she'll admire you for going for the triple crown

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: saucy ragu on June 07, 2010, 07:47:33 AM

Quote from: CRWitter on June 05, 2010, 12:39:07 AM

I was en route to hooking up with the daughter of the California Skateparks owner until I puked on myself. The next night I had a chance for redemption but pissed myself.

Jesus dude!

I'm really into this girl I met a couple weeks ago,this girl is too cute and I haven't been nervous in front of a chick in so long. She was even in my dream last night. That's only happened with a few girls in my case, so it's pretty heavy. Bad thing is my buddy was hooking up with her a bit, and he's letting me crash on his couch for the summer for really cheap. She's also our roommate. Iceberg ahead!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brewseph on June 07, 2010, 11:25:40 AM

Im an alcoholic

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mein Fuhrer! I can walk! on June 07, 2010, 11:34:11 AM

Quote from: Brewseph00 on June 07, 2010, 11:25:40 AM

Im an alcoholic

An actual, legit alcohol addict ? Or the student kind ?
Because if you were an actual addict, that would suck and if you were just a guy who drank himself fuckface every week, calling himself an alcoholic, you would suck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: larry bertlemann on June 07, 2010, 12:42:49 PM

Quote from: saucy ragú on June 07, 2010, 07:47:33 AM

I'm really into this girl I met a couple weeks ago,this girl is too cute and I haven't been nervous in front of a chick in so long. She was even in my dream last night. That's only happened with a few girls in my case, so it's pretty heavy. Bad thing is my buddy was hooking up with her a bit, and he's letting me crash on his couch for the summer for really cheap. She's also our roommate. Iceberg ahead!

fuck that sucks.. i believe its pronounced "manaja twa"?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on June 07, 2010, 10:33:17 PM

I "dip" on a regular basis
(http://www.grizzly-tobacco.com/grizzly-chew-Main.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mein Fuhrer! I can walk! on June 08, 2010, 01:20:39 AM

Quote from: Macklin on June 07, 2010, 10:33:17 PM

I "dip" on a regular basis
(http://www.grizzly-tobacco.com/grizzly-chew-Main.jpg)

I did that once this summer. We were in Hungary drinking in a bar with 2 Hungarian soldiers, having a really good time drinking all kinds of local liquor.
Then one of the guys brings out dip and offers it to me and my friend, we both took it. He's a smoker, so he didn't really get any effect, but I have never smoked a cigarette in my life, so the sudden nicotine rush was pretty hardcore. I was suddenly all dizzy and had to go puke in the bathroom.
Shit hit me hard

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dolphinstyle. on June 08, 2010, 01:41:21 AM

Quote from: faster! on May 26, 2010, 12:04:01 PM

way long ago, i was visiting my GF at her HS.  i didn't go to school there so i couldn't get into her classes but she had sub for spanish class that day, so i snuck in and pretend to be one of the kids that was absent.  the sub says that she giving us a pop quiz so of course everyone in class was bummed because when you get a sub you usually get to goof off and shit.
everybody in her class knew i wasn't supposed to be there but for whatever reason, i told them i was in AP spanish in my school, that they don't need to worry since they could all copy off me.  mind you i didn't know i lick of spanish other than maybe a curse word or two.
anyway, i did such a good job selling myself before the test, that they didn't even bother read the questions, they just stayed looking at me, waiting for me to mouthed them the answers.  the whole test was multiple choice and i just randomly picked a,b,c,d like i knew what i was talking about, all the while playing down the test like it was some kindergarten shit.  they totally bought it.     

so the next day i get a call from my GF telling me that everyone failed and everyone in her class wanted to kill me! :D :D :D
kind of random to share this but i ran into her on facebook and its the first thing that popped into my head. 

hahaha, that is totally awesome

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brewseph on June 08, 2010, 08:15:01 AM

Quote from: Lauwie138 on June 07, 2010, 11:34:11 AM

Quote from: Brewseph00 on June 07, 2010, 11:25:40 AM

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Im an alcoholic

[close]

An actual, legit alcohol addict ? Or the student kind ?
Because if you were an actual addict, that would suck and if you were just a guy who drank himself fuckface every week, calling himself an alcoholic, you would suck

Ill put it this way.  I havent been sober for an entire day in years.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MahShugahNah 2.0 on June 08, 2010, 02:51:57 PM

Quote from: Macklin on June 07, 2010, 10:33:17 PM

I "dip" on a regular basis
(http://www.grizzly-tobacco.com/grizzly-chew-Main.jpg)

I dip SO much. I switched from Skoal to Grizzly recently and couldn't be happier. Although Skoal has all the fun flavors like Peach. My friend brought back some snuff from Europe recently and if that were sold around here I would probably be into it. I don't smoke though, would hate to have that smell on me all day. No one know if you dip where as everyone can tell if you are a smoker.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on June 11, 2010, 11:00:37 PM

Skoal peach is nice. All the other fruit flavors are nothing short of grotesque, especially cherry.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BitchTits on June 26, 2010, 02:49:33 PM

This is the only reason I begged my parents to take me to Olive Garden, when I was young:
(http://www.fettybe.com/storage/andes-mints.jpg)

I'm watching BATB3 because the weather fucking sucks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Davy on June 26, 2010, 03:26:57 PM

My conscience keeps cock blocking me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on June 26, 2010, 04:27:21 PM

We had a few pretty violent storms here recently, and a lot of trees and shit got knocked down. After one of them a few days ago, my milf neighbor was out picking up sticks and stuff in her front yard which is right across the street from my window. She was wearing cut-off jean shorts and a tank top with no bra. I stood up and jerked off looking out the window at her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mandibleclaw on June 27, 2010, 02:17:37 PM

Quote from: Briden on June 26, 2010, 04:27:21 PM

We had a few pretty violent storms here recently, and a lot of trees and shit got knocked down. After one of them a few days ago, my milf neighbor was out picking up sticks and stuff in her front yard which is right across the street from my window. She was wearing cut-off jean shorts and a tank top with no bra. I stood up and jerked off looking out the window at her.

basically word for word from a bukowski story.  life imitates art!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on June 27, 2010, 07:12:15 PM

Quote from: mandibleclaw on June 27, 2010, 02:17:37 PM

Quote from: Briden on June 26, 2010, 04:27:21 PM

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We had a few pretty violent storms here recently, and a lot of trees and shit got knocked down. After one of them a few days ago, my milf neighbor was out picking up sticks and stuff in her front yard which is right across the street from my window. She was wearing cut-off jean shorts and a tank top with no bra. I stood up and jerked off looking out the window at her.

[close]

basically word for word from a bukowski story.  life imitates art!

HAHA

One time my family and I went camping with my dads friend and his wife. She had big fake tits and wasn't wearing a bra for most of the day and i couldnt stop staring at them. I went off into the woods to drop a deuce and as im shitting i realize i can see her through the trees standing off in the distance by herself. She stayed in my line of sight just long enough for me to rub one off. I still wonder to this day if she saw me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VictoriousOG on June 29, 2010, 09:04:10 PM

Haha, damn.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mandibleclaw on June 29, 2010, 09:22:36 PM

a few months ago i was walking downtown with a girl i was hooking up with, i'd had bubbleguts all day and i sharted.  knew it as soon as it happened.  was like a mile from where we were going, so i just hoped to hell it'd be okay somehow.  made it to the bar, went to the bathroom, took my boxers and trashed them.  pants were okay.  no more problems.

this happens to me on a sort of regular basis, i might have some intestinal issues.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on June 29, 2010, 09:35:13 PM

people ought to call you the desublimator... cause you know, your always turning gasses to solids  :P

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mandibleclaw on June 29, 2010, 10:48:29 PM

Quote from: sven thorkel on June 29, 2010, 09:35:13 PM

people ought to call you the desublimator... cause you know, your always turning gasses to solids  :P

people ought to call me shit-pants.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: saucy ragu on June 30, 2010, 08:19:45 AM

Quote from: sven thorkel on June 29, 2010, 09:35:13 PM

people ought to call you the desublimator... cause you know, your always turning gasses to solids  :P

I'm able to turn solids in gas, very useful when there isn't a john around.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: FCN on July 12, 2010, 10:12:07 PM

if ive been inside your house, i have masturbated and or stolen from you. when i was in grade 8 some random rich grom, invited my freinds and i to his house, where his mother gave us food and shit, my freind stole like 400 quid from their parents bedroom and a bunch of gold rings and diamond earrings and shit and i stole a gold rolex with diamonds and shit from the dads drawer which i still have, i got it appraised and its worth almost ten grand so i rarely wear it.... thats the stupidest shit i ever did right there, i still cringe to think about it, my friend whom i was with that day is a heroin addict now and lives in an abandoned building with like 20 other squatters whom are addicts, its actually quite nice there, they have a tv and a microwave and electricity. but he looks fucking scary. anyway if i didnt move to america i prolly would be dead already. in high school i stole like 50 cell phones and like 42 ipods and a couple boards from peoples lockers. they were really easy to get open, i didnt have any friends so it didnt matter.  i almost dropped out a couple times, im so glad i stuck through it.  i used to snort so much cocaine that i pretty much moved in with the dealer, where i spent thousands of dollars on coke, i never bathed and wore the same clothes so i smelled like shit all the time, his house didnt have a shower in it. i got money by stealing from my parents, grandparents and estranged relatives, i also used to wear a ski mask and jump people and take their purses/wallets. i only did that for a bit though. easily the lowest point of my whole life, and im still recovering from it, thankfully my parents supported me, and let me come back home. the worst part about those times that still haunts me is my teeth, they are pretty fucked up from not brushing them for months at a time, thankfully the dentist fixed my chipped and broken front and back teeth and made them white again. i thank my parents for that, because it just changed my whole self perception, it was some real shit!  i was working full time in a supermarket making cakes and bread up until a few weeks ago. now im just enjoying being a skate rat again, reading old mags, skating from morning til night. its the best feeling! the lakai video made me stop getting drunk and get a board.  i start my new job doing the same shit in a couple weeks so im going to enjoy this time.

new paragraph

this isnt structured properly but thats okay

i have a compulsive sneaker hoarding problem, ala bubblegum tate.

i have like over 100 pairs of jordans and nikes laying around my house.

im very shy and introverted and i dont have any friends and speak to on any daily basis.


ive never had a lasting relationship, only one night stands or two week long stints at best. i guess im still looking for that "chill girl"

 
if i think of other things ill add them. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on July 13, 2010, 11:12:21 AM

I've been very addicted to tramadol for the past 5 months

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCjlwHiKN4g

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr. Evan on July 14, 2010, 10:09:41 AM

Up until recently I thought I was somehow smarter than most of my peers. Even in college this was the case.  Now that I am almost 30 I realized that I probably will not do anything extravagant with my life, and I plan on teaching until I die/retire.  Sounds kinda stupid and depressing but in fact it is rather liberating. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Davy on July 19, 2010, 12:29:31 AM

I laugh at horrible things, like people crying because schools ending and motivational speakers who talk about their addictions to porn or meth. But at the same time I feel guilty if i ever make someone feel bad about themselves.
I also keep evaluating everyone around me's mental state like I am some sort of fucking psychiatrist snob.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Upgrayedd on July 20, 2010, 10:01:46 AM

i masturbate way too much, but still not nearly enough.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BitchTits on July 20, 2010, 10:04:43 AM

Quote from: Upgrayedd on July 20, 2010, 10:01:46 AM

i masturbate way too much

I jerk off like two or three times a day, even four times some days, when it rains all day.

 I was depressed, didn't know why, but wanted to kill myself. But, skateboarding took my mind off of my depression.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: H8R part 4 on July 20, 2010, 11:16:21 AM

i self cheered after landing a trick.  it took like 50 tries to land it and my arms just went up in the air.   where are them razor blades at?   :-[

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VictoriousOG on July 21, 2010, 08:36:53 PM

First wet dream involved a shower scene with an asian girl from my 6th grade science class.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on July 22, 2010, 09:20:30 PM

I had a wet dream about my own mom.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: larry bertlemann on July 22, 2010, 09:31:57 PM

nice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimi420 on July 22, 2010, 09:34:51 PM

when i was about 15 i shaved my balls and gooch and put alot of the hairs in my stepmom's tea jug. she still doesn't know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on July 22, 2010, 10:44:26 PM

Quote from: Macklin on July 22, 2010, 09:20:30 PM

I had a wet dream about my own mom.

dude, me too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on July 23, 2010, 04:47:57 AM

Quote from: kilgore. on July 22, 2010, 10:44:26 PM

Quote from: Macklin on July 22, 2010, 09:20:30 PM

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I had a wet dream about my own mom.

[close]

dude, me too.

I'm pretty sure I had wet dreams about both your moms as well.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: j....soy..... on July 23, 2010, 11:19:14 PM

Quote from: faster! on July 20, 2010, 11:16:21 AM

i self cheered after landing a trick.  it took like 50 tries to land it and my arms just went up in the air.   where are them razor blades at?   :-[

if we can like bastien again.....we can self cheer....YAY!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on July 24, 2010, 10:15:07 AM

Quote from: Macklin on July 22, 2010, 09:20:30 PM

I had a wet dream about my own mom.

hmm... i guess freud was right

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cheese on July 24, 2010, 10:26:27 AM

i was element4life

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on July 24, 2010, 12:05:13 PM

4life hey? that's quite the commitment

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 324 on July 24, 2010, 08:38:23 PM

I'm too conscious of existing on the internet and delete a lot of posts. Internet me hardly reflects live-action me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Upgrayedd on July 27, 2010, 08:55:26 PM

internet me is a good example of real-life me....... :-\ :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimi420 on July 28, 2010, 07:43:16 AM

I killed a friends dog by accident once. it was a couple years ago when i was about 15. This kid invited me to his house (he had no other friends and wanted to learn how to skate) so i obliged. we go to his house and we skate out front of his house. then we go inside and hang out in his room. He goes to take a shower and i'm sitting there in his room. I was sitting there eating a hersheys chocolate bar that i had brought from home and his dog runs up. without thinking i give him a piece (by a piece i mean a big piece.) The rest of the night was really uneventful and i went home the next day. that monday he comes to school and tells me his dog had died. i never told him it was all me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Clayton on July 28, 2010, 11:51:59 PM

I think nowadays I work out more than I skate, and it sickens me. Now that I have muscles I'm slightly embarrassed to take off my shirt around my old friends.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boomhauer on July 29, 2010, 12:22:34 AM

this would be the best teen-pop sensation orgy ever.
(http://fashionfeen.files.wordpress.com/2008/09/taylor-swift-katy-perry-myley-cyrus-16000887_wireimage.jpg)
is that a confession?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: larry bertlemann on July 29, 2010, 04:41:33 AM

Quote from: Boomhauer on July 29, 2010, 12:22:34 AM

this would be the best teen-pop sensation orgy ever.
(http://fashionfeen.files.wordpress.com/2008/09/taylor-swift-katy-perry-myley-cyrus-16000887_wireimage.jpg)
is that a confession?

no, thats stating the obvious.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BitchTits on July 29, 2010, 06:07:21 AM

There were a bunch of shows on that I could have watched, but I decided to watch this instead:
(http://www.sorozatguru.info/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/cougar_town.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: alrightythen on July 29, 2010, 07:33:48 AM

Theres nothing wring with that. cortney cox is bangin!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: H8R part 4 on July 29, 2010, 01:29:59 PM

Quote from: alrightythen on July 29, 2010, 07:33:48 AM

Theres nothing wring with that. cortney cox is bangin!

hells mother fucking yeah!  i've liked her since family ties. 

heres a confession for you, i rubbed one out when i saw her masturbation scene in dirt. 
 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: alrightythen on July 29, 2010, 01:44:19 PM

Quote from: faster! on July 29, 2010, 01:29:59 PM

Quote from: alrightythen on July 29, 2010, 07:33:48 AM

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Theres nothing wring with that. cortney cox is bangin!

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hells mother fucking yeah!  i've liked her since family ties. 

heres a confession for you, i rubbed one out when i saw her masturbation scene in dirt. 
 

i googled that shit immediately when i read your post

for the fans:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6R0Svd4Nnps&has_verified=1

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BitchTits on July 29, 2010, 01:52:01 PM

Quote from: faster! on July 29, 2010, 01:29:59 PM

heres a confession for you, i rubbed one out when i saw her masturbation scene in dirt. 

First of all, you're a really horny motherfucker. Second of all, I don't see any actual pussy. (Is there an uncensored version?) Finally, it's not even a minute long, so that's a real confession!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on July 29, 2010, 04:39:08 PM

yea in the real version you see her pussy up close n' wet like all big budget films

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Boomhauer on July 29, 2010, 10:38:12 PM

haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: H8R part 4 on July 30, 2010, 08:36:52 AM

Quote from: BitchTits on July 29, 2010, 01:52:01 PM

Quote from: faster! on July 29, 2010, 01:29:59 PM

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heres a confession for you, i rubbed one out when i saw her masturbation scene in dirt. 

[close]

First of all, you're a really horny motherfucker. Second of all, I don't see any actual pussy. (Is there an uncensored version?) Finally, it's not even a minute long, so that's a real confession!

just use your imagination, thats what i did. 
if you want to see her or any other celebs naked, check mrskin.com. 

it took longer than a minute(theres this feature called replay) but i wonder what the world record is for fastest bust is?

 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BitchTits on July 30, 2010, 10:09:21 AM

I don't if it counts but when I first started to jack off (around fourth-grade), it only took about thirty or forty seconds.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: larry bertlemann on July 30, 2010, 10:36:30 AM

i confess i have gone back and looked at every page in this thread.. but thats all your getting out of me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VictoriousOG on August 02, 2010, 08:17:36 PM

If I have the option, I'll watch a movie with subtitles on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: El Venado Zombi on August 28, 2010, 12:14:26 PM

I never had any sex yet...recently gave up jacking off and I don't give a fuck about sex or chicks anymore. (I'm not into men.)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VictoriousOG on August 28, 2010, 02:15:51 PM

After I masturbate, I look at face for any pimples/white heads.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on August 29, 2010, 08:14:16 PM

I suffered depression for about 7 years, from about the end of 8th grade to end of my freshman year in college. I contemplated suicide but never had the guts to do it. It had a grip on everything I did. I couldn't feel free no matter what I did. I could hang out with friends, skate, whatever...it would never escape me. It was for a stupid reason too. I thought I had herpes or genital warts or some shit. I was in constant fear of going to the doctor. When I would get physicals my heart would feel like it was breaking my rip cage I was so nervous. It finally hit me that I should do some in depth research since I never had sex so how could I get a STD. I found out it was just  fordyce spots. Nothing harmless and they were not every where on my penis. Before I found out it was nothing all along, this prevented my from dating/fucking girls. I had SO many opportunities to date and fuck some good looking girls but I couldn't since I had a "STD". Then my first ever girlfriend was in my junior year in high school. I was just fucked it, I'm tired of it consuming my life. The relationship didn't last long since I had no clue what to do in a relationship. It was over in a week. Then in my freshman year of college I met my current girlfriend, soon to be fiancee. I know this sounds cheesy, but I had the feeling she was the one. I couldn't stop thinking about her, etc. We started to talk and hang out for 2 months. I abandoned everyone. I was with her just about 24/7. While doing this I researched my "STD" and found I had no symptoms for all those years and how could I get an STD without having sex. Then I found out one of the greatest things, it was nothing. This whole time I was depressed. I thought I would never have a family, kids, etc. Then I asked my girlfriend soon after. about 2 1/2 into the relationship I told her about it. It took me almost an hour to let it out. She didn't have a problem with it. She accepted me, something I only dreamed of. She helped me out. After this I was finally free from the heavy weight of all this. Then about 2 weeks later, after her period I fucked her good. It was my first and only time. I thought that day would never come. I lasted, no lie, 2 hours...no condom too We would have gone longer but she had to work. I had a day off (we both worked at the same place). And I felt extremely happy. my life was normal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on August 29, 2010, 08:22:13 PM

Continued

I learned alot from all that. I learned what depression felt like and what it means to have a good relationship with someone. Since I had the "STD" I valued love in a relationship. I wasn't a lustful man at all. I became, and still am, a person that despises lust. I hate when people are looking just for sex and don't love that person. I don't believe in saving sex for marriage but save it for someone that means something. Don't get me wrong, I love sex and my girlfriend and I fuck a lot...but I couldn't see myself having a one night stand, cheating, you know just fucking someone that is meaningless. Also since I'm doing my bachelor's degree in psychology and then working towards a masters degree in counseling...knowing first hand about depression will give me something others don't have.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on August 29, 2010, 08:30:08 PM

^ It might be a "pussy" thing to say, but i really don't enjoy random hookups either. Its hard for me to really even want to have sex with a girl if im not interested in her personality. Ive had sex with a few girls without even knowing their names in the past but after i had my first real relationship im really not into fucking a different girl every other day. Ive got a few close friends who fuck everything that moves and they are unstable and kind of depressed for the most part.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: saucy ragu on August 29, 2010, 09:46:49 PM

Quote from: Macklin on August 29, 2010, 08:30:08 PM

^ It might be a "pussy" thing to say, but i really don't enjoy random hookups either. Its hard for me to really even want to have sex with a girl if im not interested in her personality. Ive had sex with a few girls without even knowing their names in the past but after i had my first real relationship im really not into fucking a different girl every other day. Ive got a few close friends who fuck everything that moves and they are unstable and kind of depressed for the most part.

I caught a different vibe from you, given your username has "Mack" in it. That aside, I completely feel you on that. There's this absolute revelation of a woman that I'm into, who physically affects me whenever I look into her face, that's recently come back into my life after a falling out at the beginning of the year. My house had a party and she showed up with this chick, and later into the night we start making out on the railing. But she's kind of dating the chick she's with? I dunno, it's weird. So she goes to her after and they're lip-locked the rest of the night. At one point she tells me to come over to another friend's house and kisses me. I go, and she's still going at it with this girl. I just ended up leaving because 1. I'm not one for competing, don't like confrontation and 2. I was weirded out. Looking back, I could've changed that situation into something incredible, but even then I wouldn't have wanted it. I'm so into this girl that I honestly haven't had a fully developed sexual thought about her in nearly the year I've known her. It's fucking strange. Usually I'm a dog but sometimes one will come along and fuck up your perspective.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on August 29, 2010, 10:04:27 PM

Quote from: Macklin on August 29, 2010, 08:30:08 PM

^ It might be a "pussy" thing to say, but i really don't enjoy random hookups either. Its hard for me to really even want to have sex with a girl if im not interested in her personality. Ive had sex with a few girls without even knowing their names in the past but after i had my first real relationship im really not into fucking a different girl every other day. Ive got a few close friends who fuck everything that moves and they are unstable and kind of depressed for the most part.

I have to agree with you on the last part. My girlfriend started working with me around November (08) and we didn't talk until the end of January (09). I knew she had a crush on me, I thought she was beautiful and I would love to date her but school was too much since that was my actual first semester of college. Then I was just like fuck it, I'm going for her. So before she started talking to me, she was having sex with a guy that didn't matter to her. They just fucked a few times in the span of 3 months. She was depressed and felt like a whore, since he was her first and he didn't mean much. I helped her change from being sad to happy, and for that is is forever thankful. And she said sex with someone you love has a better feeling, since I was the first to give her orgasms.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on August 29, 2010, 11:13:42 PM

There's nothing that makes me feel as good as giving a girl an orgasm whilst eating pussy. Nothing.
Id almost rather eat pussy than fuck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimi420 on August 31, 2010, 10:21:10 AM

Quote from: Macklin on August 29, 2010, 11:13:42 PM

Id almost rather eat pussy than fuck.

There's some sort of joy that comes from eating the right pussy. it's almost can't be compared to anything.

Even though i'm Atheist i still find it comforting to go to church and pray.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: floop on August 31, 2010, 02:35:04 PM

i still find Lindsay Lohan to be extremely hot.  i can't help it

(http://i54.tinypic.com/2jeqxph.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on August 31, 2010, 02:35:08 PM

Quote from: Macklin on August 29, 2010, 11:13:42 PM

There's nothing that makes me feel as good as giving a girl an orgasm whilst eating pussy. Nothing.
Id almost rather eat pussy than fuck.

yes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on August 31, 2010, 02:35:38 PM

Quote from: floop on August 31, 2010, 02:35:04 PM

i still find Lindsay Lohan to be extremely hot.  i can't help it

(http://i54.tinypic.com/2jeqxph.jpg)

god yes, so hot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bentmode on August 31, 2010, 09:03:29 PM

i just ate a large pepperoni pizza.

i just read my confession from 06 and i totally remembered grabbing that strippers tits with my dirty ass scab hand. trife times.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sweet Mocha on September 02, 2010, 06:21:08 PM

I always say to my self that I want a girlfriend and have only had one actual one my sophmore year of highschool, but everytime I get a new potential one I just randomly stop going after them, and have had some opportunities to get with some good looking gals but for some reason opt out.

Also, everyone says that college is so much better than highschool and you'll meet the coolest people, but I don't want to leave my best friends from highschool, like my main friends in highschool are the guys I want to have BBQ's with when I'm 40

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on September 02, 2010, 09:02:03 PM

Quote from: Sweet Mocha on September 02, 2010, 06:21:08 PM

I always say to my self that I want a girlfriend and have only had one actual one my sophmore year of highschool, but everytime I get a new potential one I just randomly stop going after them, and have had some opportunities to get with some good looking gals but for some reason opt out.

Also, everyone says that college is so much better than highschool and you'll meet the coolest people, but I don't want to leave my best friends from highschool, like my main friends in highschool are the guys I want to have BBQ's with when I'm 40

Just wait for it man. you'll know when the right time comes.

Eh. I disagree then again I never did the college life thing. I never lived in the dorms, been to college parties etc. The college I finished my AA degree was a community college so not much happens. I'm going to a university and it's mainly an online one. There's classes but the majority of the students are older adults. They all have jobs, kids, the typical adult responsibilities. I always feel like the kid in every class. One class I have there's all people are 30+. Keep in touch with your friends if they mean a lot to you. I still keep in touch with some of my close friends.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: popsiclesandskatin on September 02, 2010, 10:37:25 PM

last night i was trippin out and i like had it all figured out that i was gonna make a death ray because of the crystal castles song and cause tesla could do it and itll keep me safe from the aliens. i was gonna make it out of the microwave.
pretty weak confession but im not telling my real friends this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFreshSC on September 02, 2010, 11:26:36 PM

i went to a camping party the last weekend before i left colorado to go back to school in california. There, i met the most amazing girl ever. Everything about her is exactly what i want... gorgeous, laid back, and excellent taste in music. She's fucking perfect, and likes me for some reason. But we both knew i was moving in like 5 days. Still, we hang out every night and the more time i spend with her, the more it feels like i'm falling in love with this girl. On moving day, i text her during the whole 13 hour drive. We continue to text, and even call (crazy, i know) each other over the next few days. I've never dated a girl, and definitely never been in love with a girl, but the one time i get close to both i end up having to leave. I'll be back in colorado in november for thanksgiving break, but neither of us knows what we'll do til then. She digs me as much as i dig her.
But there is some rage inside me that hates the physical impossibility of me being with her. After 5 just days spent with this girl, it's like i'm, in some sense, addicted. And the more i think about how i won't see her again for at least three more months, the more depressed/angry i get. I have some high levels of deep frustration that are seemingly impossible to get rid of.
Now, she's texting me saying she's confused about us, and implying she doesn't want to continue any sort of long-distance relationship. This is the worst. I'm not interested in any other girls. All i want to do is be with this girl, but i have a scholarship to art school in laguna beach that i can't and don't want to waste.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on September 03, 2010, 12:06:46 AM

Quote from: TheFreshSC on September 02, 2010, 11:26:36 PM

i went to a camping party the last weekend before i left colorado to go back to school in california. There, i met the most amazing girl ever. Everything about her is exactly what i want... gorgeous, laid back, and excellent taste in music. She's fucking perfect, and likes me for some reason. But we both knew i was moving in like 5 days. Still, we hang out every night and the more time i spend with her, the more it feels like i'm falling in love with this girl. On moving day, i text her during the whole 13 hour drive. We continue to text, and even call (crazy, i know) each other over the next few days. I've never dated a girl, and definitely never been in love with a girl, but the one time i get close to both i end up having to leave. I'll be back in colorado in november for thanksgiving break, but neither of us knows what we'll do til then. She digs me as much as i dig her.
But there is some rage inside me that hates the physical impossibility of me being with her. After 5 just days spent with this girl, it's like i'm, in some sense, addicted. And the more i think about how i won't see her again for at least three more months, the more depressed/angry i get. I have some high levels of deep frustration that are seemingly impossible to get rid of.
Now, she's texting me saying she's confused about us, and implying she doesn't want to continue any sort of long-distance relationship. This is the worst. I'm not interested in any other girls. All i want to do is be with this girl, but i have a scholarship to art school in laguna beach that i can't and don't want to waste.

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You have a tough situation.  Is she currently going to college? Keep in contact with her and ask her about you two. Ask her what makes her stray away from a long distance relationship. And definitely see her again if you have strong feeling about her. Would it be possible for her to visit you in Cali? It would suck to leave a scholarship wasted if things don't work out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFreshSC on September 03, 2010, 06:07:51 AM

Quote from: Crass on September 03, 2010, 12:06:46 AM

Quote from: TheFreshSC on September 02, 2010, 11:26:36 PM

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i went to a camping party the last weekend before i left colorado to go back to school in california. There, i met the most amazing girl ever. Everything about her is exactly what i want... gorgeous, laid back, and excellent taste in music. She's fucking perfect, and likes me for some reason. But we both knew i was moving in like 5 days. Still, we hang out every night and the more time i spend with her, the more it feels like i'm falling in love with this girl. On moving day, i text her during the whole 13 hour drive. We continue to text, and even call (crazy, i know) each other over the next few days. I've never dated a girl, and definitely never been in love with a girl, but the one time i get close to both i end up having to leave. I'll be back in colorado in november for thanksgiving break, but neither of us knows what we'll do til then. She digs me as much as i dig her.
But there is some rage inside me that hates the physical impossibility of me being with her. After 5 just days spent with this girl, it's like i'm, in some sense, addicted. And the more i think about how i won't see her again for at least three more months, the more depressed/angry i get. I have some high levels of deep frustration that are seemingly impossible to get rid of.
Now, she's texting me saying she's confused about us, and implying she doesn't want to continue any sort of long-distance relationship. This is the worst. I'm not interested in any other girls. All i want to do is be with this girl, but i have a scholarship to art school in laguna beach that i can't and don't want to waste.

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You have a tough situation.  Is she currently going to college? Keep in contact with her and ask her about you two. Ask her what makes her stray away from a long distance relationship. And definitely see her again if you have strong feeling about her. Would it be possible for her to visit you in Cali? It would suck to leave a scholarship wasted if things don't work out.

she's still a senior in high school, back in colorado. next year she'll be going to college, most likely in Montana. At this point, i've settled on the fact that i'm only going to see her on christmas/summer breaks when we're both back home. Really, it would make sense just to end whatever we've got going. I am way too into this girl to just let it go.
Anyway, thanks for the advice Crass

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dark Knight on September 09, 2010, 11:18:12 PM

Quote from: Dark Knight on September 06, 2010, 12:08:00 PM

Hahaha at you dumbkopfs thinking mizzark has a vagina

I feel bad that I didn't believe Mizzark transformed himself into Hilary...

I guess I'm the dumbkopf  :'(

Come back, strangefires!!!!!  I'm sorry, but I thought it was an elaborate hoax.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on September 10, 2010, 01:20:03 AM

i wonder if greg fucked him

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on September 13, 2010, 02:24:03 PM

that would be quite a gamble  ;)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: peacepappies on September 13, 2010, 02:56:33 PM

Quote from: TheFreshSC on September 02, 2010, 11:26:36 PM

i went to a camping party the last weekend before i left colorado to go back to school in california. There, i met the most amazing girl ever. Everything about her is exactly what i want... gorgeous, laid back, and excellent taste in music. She's fucking perfect, and likes me for some reason. But we both knew i was moving in like 5 days. Still, we hang out every night and the more time i spend with her, the more it feels like i'm falling in love with this girl. On moving day, i text her during the whole 13 hour drive. We continue to text, and even call (crazy, i know) each other over the next few days. I've never dated a girl, and definitely never been in love with a girl, but the one time i get close to both i end up having to leave. I'll be back in colorado in november for thanksgiving break, but neither of us knows what we'll do til then. She digs me as much as i dig her.
But there is some rage inside me that hates the physical impossibility of me being with her. After 5 just days spent with this girl, it's like i'm, in some sense, addicted. And the more i think about how i won't see her again for at least three more months, the more depressed/angry i get. I have some high levels of deep frustration that are seemingly impossible to get rid of.
Now, she's texting me saying she's confused about us, and implying she doesn't want to continue any sort of long-distance relationship. This is the worst. I'm not interested in any other girls. All i want to do is be with this girl, but i have a scholarship to art school in laguna beach that i can't and don't want to waste.

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just let one of your friends send her this message and say you put in on an international forum, maybe that'll help?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFreshSC on September 13, 2010, 03:11:18 PM

^ ha i would, but there's really nothing i can do. She's going to high school in colorado and im at school in southern california. I'll just see her when i go home on thanksgiving/winter/spring breaks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: floop on September 13, 2010, 03:12:14 PM

Quote from: TheFreshSC on September 02, 2010, 11:26:36 PM

i went to a camping party the last weekend before i left colorado to go back to school in california. There, i met the most amazing girl ever. Everything about her is exactly what i want... gorgeous, laid back, and excellent taste in music. She's fucking perfect, and likes me for some reason. But we both knew i was moving in like 5 days. Still, we hang out every night and the more time i spend with her, the more it feels like i'm falling in love with this girl. On moving day, i text her during the whole 13 hour drive. We continue to text, and even call (crazy, i know) each other over the next few days. I've never dated a girl, and definitely never been in love with a girl, but the one time i get close to both i end up having to leave. I'll be back in colorado in november for thanksgiving break, but neither of us knows what we'll do til then. She digs me as much as i dig her.
But there is some rage inside me that hates the physical impossibility of me being with her. After 5 just days spent with this girl, it's like i'm, in some sense, addicted. And the more i think about how i won't see her again for at least three more months, the more depressed/angry i get. I have some high levels of deep frustration that are seemingly impossible to get rid of.
Now, she's texting me saying she's confused about us, and implying she doesn't want to continue any sort of long-distance relationship. This is the worst. I'm not interested in any other girls. All i want to do is be with this girl, but i have a scholarship to art school in laguna beach that i can't and don't want to waste.

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that's a tough one Freshie.  sounds like you guys are both pretty young though.  don't mean that as a condescending statement.  just, maybe neither of you is in the right place to make a sacrifice like that (obviously not good for her to leave high school to come live with you, and you shouldn't blow your scholarship)..   maybe follow the cheesy "if you love someone set them free" philosophy.  if you guys still feel strongly for each other in a year then maybe you can bring her out to where you go to school..

sorry to be of no help .

your story does sound like it should be made into a movie though, starring Michael Cera

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bumptobar on September 17, 2010, 11:09:28 AM

I just bought deodorant.  Not for my arm pits, but for my overly sweaty ass that leaves imprints on the chairs at school. yep.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beeda Weeda on September 24, 2010, 07:43:25 AM

I take my shirt of when I shit, no matter where I am.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cancelled on September 24, 2010, 12:43:07 PM

i used to do that for a few years when i was younger.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallDontLie on September 24, 2010, 05:50:58 PM

^^^ yeah, I was always scared my shit would get on the tail of my shirt.

I did this for years as a child, pants on the ground lookin' like a fool when I pissed.

(http://www.threadbombing.com/data/media/3/feels_good_man.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on September 24, 2010, 06:53:51 PM

my handicap cousin still does that at urinals

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFreshSC on September 24, 2010, 07:38:36 PM

Quote from: floop on September 13, 2010, 03:12:14 PM

Quote from: TheFreshSC on September 02, 2010, 11:26:36 PM

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i went to a camping party the last weekend before i left colorado to go back to school in california. There, i met the most amazing girl ever. Everything about her is exactly what i want... gorgeous, laid back, and excellent taste in music. She's fucking perfect, and likes me for some reason. But we both knew i was moving in like 5 days. Still, we hang out every night and the more time i spend with her, the more it feels like i'm falling in love with this girl. On moving day, i text her during the whole 13 hour drive. We continue to text, and even call (crazy, i know) each other over the next few days. I've never dated a girl, and definitely never been in love with a girl, but the one time i get close to both i end up having to leave. I'll be back in colorado in november for thanksgiving break, but neither of us knows what we'll do til then. She digs me as much as i dig her.
But there is some rage inside me that hates the physical impossibility of me being with her. After 5 just days spent with this girl, it's like i'm, in some sense, addicted. And the more i think about how i won't see her again for at least three more months, the more depressed/angry i get. I have some high levels of deep frustration that are seemingly impossible to get rid of.
Now, she's texting me saying she's confused about us, and implying she doesn't want to continue any sort of long-distance relationship. This is the worst. I'm not interested in any other girls. All i want to do is be with this girl, but i have a scholarship to art school in laguna beach that i can't and don't want to waste.

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that's a tough one Freshie.  sounds like you guys are both pretty young though.  don't mean that as a condescending statement.  just, maybe neither of you is in the right place to make a sacrifice like that (obviously not good for her to leave high school to come live with you, and you shouldn't blow your scholarship)..   maybe follow the cheesy "if you love someone set them free" philosophy.  if you guys still feel strongly for each other in a year then maybe you can bring her out to where you go to school..

sorry to be of no help .

your story does sound like it should be made into a movie though, starring Michael Cera

michael cera would be the obvious choice, but that's overdone. it's joseph gordon levitt or the deal's off  :P

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BuddyPal on October 01, 2010, 04:46:25 PM

i'd say i skate alone 98% of the time

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VictoriousOG on October 02, 2010, 09:56:47 PM

If I see some one spit, then I spit. Weird habit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TMZ on October 03, 2010, 07:13:10 PM

this thread is golden. hopefully this is a nbd. when i was much younger i took a picture of my spread behind on my mother's kodak. then she got it developed and told me never to do it again or she would go to jail. now that i think about it, i think it's hilarious

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on October 04, 2010, 10:02:58 AM

I had a faux hawk when I was a junior in high school. the only reason I did it because I couldn't grow a mohawk. After 3 months my hair grew so slow it would take for ever for the back of my hair to grow.  Surprisingly girls like it, I don't know why it looked dumb. luckily I grew out of that phase after 2 months. Now I have a #4 shave, easy maintenance and I cut my own hair.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on October 10, 2010, 11:33:02 PM

Tomorrow I am buying black tar heroin and meth amphetamines. I've done meth, but never heroin. : )

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on October 11, 2010, 02:06:52 AM

Quote from: BuddyPal on October 01, 2010, 04:46:25 PM

i'd say i skate alone 98% of the time

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RobDyrdek on October 11, 2010, 05:43:59 AM

i ate my girlfriends pussy and fucked her when my sister was in her room less than 6 feet away from my bed, with 2 really thin walls and doors between us, the girl was being loud too im pretty sure my sister heard the whole thing very clearly  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: prettytoney on October 11, 2010, 05:51:05 AM

Quote from: Mr. Ocelot on October 10, 2010, 11:33:02 PM

Tomorrow I am buying black tar heroin and meth amphetamines. I've done meth, but never heroin. : )

how'd that 'eroin endeavour go?? ya smoke or shoot it??

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Smurph on October 12, 2010, 02:44:35 PM

Quote from: prettytoney on October 11, 2010, 05:51:05 AM

Quote from: Mr. Ocelot on October 10, 2010, 11:33:02 PM

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Tomorrow I am buying black tar heroin and meth amphetamines. I've done meth, but never heroin. : )

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how'd that 'eroin endeavour go?? ya smoke or shoot it??

Who cares!?!
It's just going to be his most emphatic facebook status since the break up...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on October 12, 2010, 03:15:30 PM

Quote from: prettytoney on October 11, 2010, 05:51:05 AM

Quote from: Mr. Ocelot on October 10, 2010, 11:33:02 PM

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Tomorrow I am buying black tar heroin and meth amphetamines. I've done meth, but never heroin. : )

[close]

how'd that 'eroin endeavour go?? ya smoke or shoot it??

Shoot it into the dick. James Brockman style

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on October 12, 2010, 04:12:39 PM

Quote from: Mr. Ocelot on October 12, 2010, 03:15:30 PM

Quote from: prettytoney on October 11, 2010, 05:51:05 AM

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Quote from: Mr. Ocelot on October 10, 2010, 11:33:02 PM

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Tomorrow I am buying black tar heroin and meth amphetamines. I've done meth, but never heroin. : )

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how'd that 'eroin endeavour go?? ya smoke or shoot it??

[close]

Shoot it into the dick. James Brockman style

This is a serious question, I'm not trying to critique your lifestyle. why do you do drugs?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hobochilli on October 12, 2010, 04:17:09 PM

Quote from: BuddyPal on October 01, 2010, 04:46:25 PM

i'd say i skate alone 98% of the time

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Raped by Harpoon on October 12, 2010, 06:36:09 PM

I've gained 30 pounds since I've lost my shitty restaurant job. I wasn't skinny to begin with, either. I've always blamed Florida's heat for not going outside and getting exercise, but now the weather's decent so I have no excuse. For the past couple weeks, I've been skating to where ever I need to go, but it's not enough. I've cut down on a lot of the unhealthy shit I eat too, but it's still not enough. The new clothes that I bought earlier in the year don't fit me, and I only have myself to blame. I know it's lame to be bummed about clothes, but I rarely get new clothes. I have shirts with tags still on them. I'm not obese, but if I continue this comfortable, sedentary lifestyle I will be by the time I'm 25. I need to get off my lazy ass.

I'm pretty fucking ignorant. I have no college education, but I have a CNA certificate from going to a vocational school. That isn't shit. I wasted my time taking that shitty course because no one is looking to hire CNA's. It's the LPN's and RN's people want to hire. Anyway, I hate myself for wasting my time with that, because the only reason why I had a vague interest in the medical career field was the financial security and the CNA course was the fastest and the cheapest. I'm not the nurturing type, anyway. In fact, I can be rather cold and distant. I have a lot of days where I favor my cats over people. I would be a horrible nurse aide.

I do plan on going to school next year, because I hate being the idiot. It's not like I'm truly stupid, or I "don't get it", but I've made so many bad decisions with my life, my IQ and mental capacity is irrelevant. The thing is with school, I don't know if I want to go to college or go to a vocational school. I say this because my father is 73, and I don't know how much longer he has. He's a healthy man now, but something unexpected could happen. He's had a stroke, and that was unexpected. What else could be next? The more I see him slow down, the more I realize that I need to straighten up, fast. I want to do something to get on my own two feet before the inevitable death of my father. I've applied for for financial aid and various scholarships in the last week, so hopefully this rut will be history.

Oh, and I have girl issues; I'm a picky motherfucker. Although, females will be on the backburner since I'm a hot mess already. I'm easily distracted, and a girl would be the ultimate in distractions.

It was really nice getting this off of my chest.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFreshSC on October 12, 2010, 07:27:12 PM

i need to find a new girl. This long distance shit is going nowhere, and it's a constant bummer in the back of my mind. It was incredibly stupid of myself to become attached to a girl back home in the first place. She's too good for me anyway, and it feels like now we both know that.

YouTube - Broadcast Yourself. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FiPpdFtBibc#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on October 12, 2010, 08:32:47 PM

it's gonna be a hard one to believe, but i swear it's all true 100% . i've never posted this online or told too many people due to the sheer ridiculousness of this story. so i got tickets to go to the mtv movie awards 2 years ago at the gibson amphitheater by the universal city walk. i end up going with my gf. by the time we get there, i'm pretty stoned off some chronic or kush or someshit and i've been drinking too. so we get there, everything's cool and we take our seats. you're only allowed to get a drink or use the restroom during the commercial breaks (i guess they don't want you interrupting the "live" show or anything.) the first break we get i takeoff to buy some beer and i see dyrdek just posting in line to get booze too. he was with that snowboarder dingo or whatever his name is. there was nobody around him and no one even seemed to care. i was like "fuck it" and asked him how much footage he had for mind field. he said "13-15 tricks. about a minute and a half of footage" cool, good luck with that. nice guy, he gave me a pound, peace. so that's not the main part of the story. the show is getting towards the end and i'm kinda buzzing at this point and i tell my girl that i'm going to rush the stage. she doesn't really believe me and i take off during the last commercial break. i actually had a Rorschach mask (from WATCHMEN) in my pocket, ready to go. i had originally planned to bring a white hoodie to write SMOKE CRACK on it so i could appear on tv & rep my shit. i had forgotten the fucking sweater in the car (i know, lame move) but i was gonna do it anyway.  i went in the restroom right by the main doors downstairs. i had a good 30 second moment where i was gonna back out, but i said fuck it, i'm going in. the awards are back on and the ushers are calling everyone to return. i sneak into the lower area and seriously, what happened next felt like i was in a fucking movie. (every thing felt like it was going in slow motion too.) they're announcing movie of the year or something and jack black, ben stiller and robert downey r are on stage. my other big-ass mistake was that i decided to do this right when they were showing clips of the nominated movies, so what was happening on stage was not gonna air on tv. i start walking down the isle, mask on, and no one seems to notice me. right when i start walking up the steps, i realize i just walked past the hills girls,  diddy, jonah hill, lohan, etc. a few people clapped as i walked on the stage and that's when i realized i hadn't thought up what to do at this point. jack black seemed to not even notice me, stiller looked all confused and downey kinda looked at me with a "wtf?" kinda face. so i'm standing there and a director/guy with clipboard worriedly asks me what i'm doing on stage. i just froze and stood there. i stood on that stage for 5-10 seconds tops, then some big-ass goon in a suit grabbed me and lugged me off to the front of the building. i must've been pretty fucked up too cuz i kept making fun of him and talking shit, but this dude was tall and atleast 250 pounds. he took me outside, took my mask and was straight up heated. he was acting like i interupted HIS awards show! he wanted to deck me so bad, especially since i kept making fun of him. i tried snaking my mask back, but i couldn't. so as i'm leaving and people are leaving the arena, i realize a)i'm not geting my mask back and b) what i did wasn't even going to air that night. what a royal fuck up. people were cheering for me as they were leaving and i just laughed becuase i didn't get choked out or arrested. i even thought about somehow contacting mtv or their corporate offices to try to see if they have footage of me, but i've been too much of a pussy to ever do it. the only remote evidence i have is my ticket and my gf as my only witness. i think i'll end up contacting them one day, i just hope i don't get sued or something.

(http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4154/5076808549_e2f8b2ea90.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheDraught on October 13, 2010, 07:08:19 AM

Quote from: Mr. Ocelot on October 10, 2010, 11:33:02 PM

Tomorrow I am buying black tar heroin and meth amphetamines. I've done meth, but never heroin. : )

Good. Inject an overdose.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on October 13, 2010, 05:16:04 PM

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Tomorrow I am buying black tar heroin and meth amphetamines. I've done meth, but never heroin. : )

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how'd that 'eroin endeavour go?? ya smoke or shoot it??

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Shoot it into the dick. James Brockman style

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This is a serious question, I'm not trying to critique your lifestyle. why do you do drugs?

cause the poor guy can play 38 instruments, has a big dick, and lives in sunny california. you haven't felt pain until you've lived that life

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MrDreamPop on October 13, 2010, 09:56:01 PM

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Tomorrow I am buying black tar heroin and meth amphetamines. I've done meth, but never heroin. : )

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how'd that 'eroin endeavour go?? ya smoke or shoot it??

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Shoot it into the dick. James Brockman style

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This is a serious question, I'm not trying to critique your lifestyle. why do you do drugs?

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cause the poor guy can play 38 instruments, has a big dick, and lives in sunny california. you haven't felt pain until you've lived that life

pics or gtfo

i always gotta take a shit before i jerk off and i take my pants completely off for maximum ass spread

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GISM on October 13, 2010, 10:29:27 PM

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Tomorrow I am buying black tar heroin and meth amphetamines. I've done meth, but never heroin. : )

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how'd that 'eroin endeavour go?? ya smoke or shoot it??

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Shoot it into the dick. James Brockman style

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This is a serious question, I'm not trying to critique your lifestyle. why do you do drugs?

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cause the poor guy can play 38 instruments, has a big dick, and lives in sunny california. you haven't felt pain until you've lived that life

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pics or gtfo

i always gotta take a shit before i jerk off and i take my pants completely off for maximum ass spread

For the shit or the jerk?

I've focused this account twice

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MrDreamPop on October 14, 2010, 12:27:46 AM

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Tomorrow I am buying black tar heroin and meth amphetamines. I've done meth, but never heroin. : )

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how'd that 'eroin endeavour go?? ya smoke or shoot it??

[close]

Shoot it into the dick. James Brockman style

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This is a serious question, I'm not trying to critique your lifestyle. why do you do drugs?

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cause the poor guy can play 38 instruments, has a big dick, and lives in sunny california. you haven't felt pain until you've lived that life

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pics or gtfo

i always gotta take a shit before i jerk off and i take my pants completely off for maximum ass spread

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For the shit or the jerk?

I've focused this account twice

i was talking about the shit, but i do also have my pants completely off for the jerk.  which brings me to another confession.  i usually hold onto my nuts with my empty hand when i jerk so i don't have them bouncing all over the place.  i go hard.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on October 14, 2010, 01:38:35 PM

Quote from: Beeda Weeda on September 24, 2010, 07:43:25 AM

I take my shirt of when I shit, no matter where I am.

my friend claims those are called "fat man shits". not sure why exactly

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on October 14, 2010, 04:58:00 PM

i'm guessing because fat man poops are largely a guessing game. it would be hard to know where the hole is when you got layers upon layers of flabby flesh; therefore, they have to take their shirts off because they could easily end up getting some poop on their favorite hawaiian shirt 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on October 14, 2010, 05:13:51 PM

moms used to work at this big lady clothing store called catherine's. they'd get pissed if the ac wasn't on. summer, winter, whatever. fat people sweat a lot, so i guess they have to get close to naked when they take shits or else it'll be a sweatfest in the shitter room.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dolphinstyle. on November 06, 2010, 06:32:20 PM

Tonight, I went to an AC/DC cover band concert. The band was called AC/ID.
The drummer looked like this just 56 years old
(http://www.maniacworld.com/baby_drummer-2.jpg)
the guitar palyer stripped and was a fatso.
the audience, in essence, looked like this
(http://www.abload.de/img/unbenannt0q1e.jpg) (http://www.abload.de/image.php?img=unbenannt0q1e.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: boyan on November 07, 2010, 03:00:57 AM

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my friend claims those are called "fat man shits". not sure why exactly

they always sweat when shitting, so taking the shirt of feels nice

honstely, I'm not fat and it feels nice

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: overheated on November 13, 2010, 08:45:54 AM

I don't really like most of the people I skate with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cancelled on November 13, 2010, 05:06:13 PM

Quote from: smokecrack on October 14, 2010, 05:13:51 PM

moms used to work at this big lady clothing store called catherine's/

why dont you just say my mom?  your not black and even so it sounds stupid.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on November 13, 2010, 05:18:34 PM

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moms used to work at this big lady clothing store called catherine's/

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why dont you just say my mom?  your not black and even so it sounds stupid.

Maybe he was just stating a fact... there were multiple mothers who worked at a fat lady store.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on November 13, 2010, 10:45:11 PM

Quote from: awesomedolphinstyle on November 06, 2010, 06:32:20 PM

Tonight, I went to an AC/DC cover band concert. The band was called AC/ID.
The drummer looked like this just 56 years old
(http://www.maniacworld.com/baby_drummer-2.jpg)
the guitar palyer stripped and was a fatso.
the audience, in essence, looked like this
(http://www.abload.de/img/unbenannt0q1e.jpg) (http://www.abload.de/image.php?img=unbenannt0q1e.jpg)

go drown yourself in mountain dew while playing xbox.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: max power on November 13, 2010, 10:57:02 PM

Quote from: cold budweisers on November 13, 2010, 10:45:11 PM

go drown yourself in mountain dew while playing xbox.

sounds like heaven, so long as you're talking bout code red.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pekkaaa on November 24, 2010, 03:50:55 PM

I feel like I have nothing in common with with almost all non-skaters.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wom Taits on November 25, 2010, 05:55:17 PM

I fucked my dead brother's wife when he was still alive.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on November 26, 2010, 06:55:21 AM

^

one of the best.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ASSHOLES and ELBOW GREASE on December 04, 2010, 04:02:31 AM

Corey Kennedy back tailed big flip out a handrail, and the Chocolate video is pushed back a year.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on December 04, 2010, 03:20:01 PM

if i try to look at every day life from a non skateboarding standpoint, i always come up with nothing. like if i try to imagine what everyone does every day since they dont skateboard, i literally cant think of anything

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IskateBaker on December 04, 2010, 10:39:48 PM

Quote from: BuddyPal on October 01, 2010, 04:46:25 PM

i'd say i skate alone 98% of the time

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFreshSC on December 04, 2010, 11:39:17 PM

^ this

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimi420 on December 07, 2010, 03:16:31 PM

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i'd say i skate alone 98% of the time

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there's been many times when i've thought about quitting because of this. it usually lasts for a day then i get back out there.

I've tried to commit suicide three times. once in third grade, the night i overdosed, and a month after that. i tried to hang myself but the rope slipped. i figured that was some sort of sign (or i suck at knots.) never told anyone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on December 07, 2010, 04:44:03 PM

Soon your dreads should be strong enough for another go

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on December 07, 2010, 04:46:26 PM

If at first you don't succeed...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFreshSC on December 07, 2010, 05:35:55 PM

easy on the suicide jokes, homie just got dumped

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stephen King Kong on December 09, 2010, 11:43:33 PM

I drink by myself, prefer it even.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vince the stud on December 10, 2010, 09:00:01 AM

Quote from: pyrex vision on December 07, 2010, 05:35:55 PM

easy on the suicide jokes, homie just got dumped

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on December 10, 2010, 11:43:53 PM

Quote from: BuddyPal on October 01, 2010, 04:46:25 PM

i'd say i skate alone 100% of the time

This probably sounds lame, but there's worst confessions in this thread. ? It will be exactly 7 months since we have seen each other at the end of this month. I feel completely lost and lonely. I've been a recluse for these 7 months, barley doing anything. The only time I leave the house is for college and a few errands. Also my school work has suffered and I've been procrastinating more than before (so far I have 4 A's and 1 C). All I care about is our phone conversations and everything else is being put second, I just don't care about anything, some how she motivates me without doing anything. It's odd. I know life will be back to normal again......

I guess I'll do another, bored right now. I aspire to become a counselor, but I really don't like dealing with people. It sound contradicting. I hate when a cashier or some random person ask about my day or a quick chat. I really don't care about a random person's day, it's rare that I do. And most people are boring imo. And I hate people that constantly keep talking even though you're walking away...I just came from 2 damn products not hear to chat with you. I do have a passion for helping others, but I have to be willing to do it. It's an innate feature, my grandpa told me a few stories of me helping others as a small toddler/child. The highlight of these 7 months was feeding the homeless in LA's skid row. I like giving a helping hand to those down on their lives. I have such a passion for psychology/sociology I analyze people often...so that adds to be wanting to become a counselor.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: saucy ragu on December 11, 2010, 07:41:44 AM

Quote from: Crass on December 10, 2010, 11:43:53 PM

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i'd say i skate alone 100% of the time

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This probably sounds lame, but there's worst confessions in this thread. ? It will be exactly 7 months since we have seen each other at the end of this month. I feel completely lost and lonely. I've been a recluse for these 7 months, barley doing anything. The only time I leave the house is for college and a few errands. Also my school work has suffered and I've been procrastinating more than before (so far I have 4 A's and 1 C). All I care about is our phone conversations and everything else is being put second, I just don't care about anything, some how she motivates me without doing anything. It's odd. I know life will be back to normal again......

Yeah it does sound lame. It's "real confessions," you just get shit off your chest. It's not a competition. If you're going to look at it that way, then I'd like to confess that your problems ain't shit, and you need to stop being a pussy and go fuck other women.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFreshSC on December 11, 2010, 08:21:56 AM

^ i think crass is engaged.

anyway, i've never related to song lyrics before in the way i do to these

YouTube - Broadcast Yourself. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55FMOJMhV9s#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on December 11, 2010, 11:35:12 AM

Well I'm soon to be engaged. I have absolutely no interest in any other women. If they flirt I give them the cold shoulder and/or leave.

I remember an incident last year at my old job. My gf and I worked together, so work wasn't so bad. Then some new chick started working there again. A few times when my girlfriend was off she would flirt. I walked in the refrigerator to grab something and I opened the door to she her bending down picking up juice for her front counter. I walked past her and she kept saying don't touch me in a playful way. If I was single, I probably would fuck her...I mean she was somewhat decent looking, would look better if she wasn't a junkie and a slut. A full latex suit would be required. Then she really pissed me off the next day. there was almost no room for her to get through so I moved out of the way as much as a I could and she just couldn't help herself, but decided to touch my ass. I told her to fuck off and leave me alone. She stopped and quit a few weeks later. My gf has seen her recently and she looks like a meth addict lol.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on December 11, 2010, 11:51:44 AM

I guess you could say it's hard to pass Crass's ass.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MyUserName on December 11, 2010, 01:37:08 PM

Quote from: Crass on December 10, 2010, 11:43:53 PM

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i'd say i skate alone 100% of the time

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This probably sounds lame, but there's worst confessions in this thread. ? It will be exactly 7 months since we have seen each other at the end of this month. I feel completely lost and lonely. I've been a recluse for these 7 months, barley doing anything. The only time I leave the house is for college and a few errands. Also my school work has suffered and I've been procrastinating more than before (so far I have 4 A's and 1 C). All I care about is our phone conversations and everything else is being put second, I just don't care about anything, some how she motivates me without doing anything. It's odd. I know life will be back to normal again......

I guess I'll do another, bored right now. I aspire to become a counselor, but I really don't like dealing with people. It sound contradicting. I hate when a cashier or some random person ask about my day or a quick chat. I really don't care about a random person's day, it's rare that I do. And most people are boring imo. And I hate people that constantly keep talking even though you're walking away...I just came from 2 damn products not hear to chat with you. I do have a passion for helping others, but I have to be willing to do it. It's an innate feature, my grandpa told me a few stories of me helping others as a small toddler/child. The highlight of these 7 months was feeding the homeless in LA's skid row. I like giving a helping hand to those down on their lives. I have such a passion for psychology/sociology I analyze people often...so that adds to be wanting to become a counselor.

I'm the opposite, I love talking with (not to) pretty much anyone. I only use self checkouts at stores if I'm in a rush.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Chiguy on December 11, 2010, 01:50:53 PM

Kinda embarrassed to say this, but fuck it.

I'm 20 years old, but I'm always stressin about how I'm gonna make a living. I got some stuff going on, on the side to keep me busy, but it feels more like a band-aid than a solution. I'm angry/annoyed most of the day and would rather just sleep, or be away from people if at all possible. I get intensely envious of people that I see happy, and I hate those kind of people tbh. Shit just feels pointless at times. Like yesterday I was 10 years old, today 20 years old, tomorrow I'll be 30. Shit's just out of control, and I feel it slipping away from me right now. I keep telling myself smile, and it'll be alright. Sometimes I do try to be generally upbeat, but fuck that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on December 11, 2010, 06:58:19 PM

you guys make me feel a lot better!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RobDyrdek on December 11, 2010, 09:12:19 PM

I really love pizza

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on December 12, 2010, 11:50:19 AM

as in, like, you would make love to a pizza?

(http://cineclubecovilha.com/image/screen/Big-Sausage-Pizza-17.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dolphinstyle. on December 12, 2010, 12:04:27 PM

Amazing big sausage pizza

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on December 14, 2010, 11:39:18 AM

Quote from: pyrex vision on December 11, 2010, 08:21:56 AM

^ i think crass is engaged.

anyway, i've never related to song lyrics before in the way i do to these

YouTube - Broadcast Yourself. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55FMOJMhV9s#)

I prefer this version
YouTube - Broadcast Yourself. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4cZyF2i5yw&feature=related#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bonerjams03 on December 14, 2010, 01:04:04 PM

the only time I've felt like I was having fun lately is after a bump

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sparksandblood on December 17, 2010, 08:12:40 PM

Quote from: bonerjams03 on December 14, 2010, 01:04:04 PM

the only time I've felt like I was having fun lately is after a bump

I think that means you should stop.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EricLogan on December 18, 2010, 08:26:31 AM

I just spent my morning watching cute girls covering elliott smith on youtube

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RobDyrdek on December 18, 2010, 11:09:07 AM

again, I really love pizza

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimi420 on December 18, 2010, 11:23:32 AM

Quote from: james on December 18, 2010, 11:09:07 AM

again, I really love pizza

what kind of pizza and from where? Organic or not organic? soft crust, thin crust, deep dish?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dark Knight on December 29, 2010, 02:44:18 PM

a woman has made me want to kill myself

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Numeral on January 02, 2011, 03:04:08 AM

A few months back I read the whole thread so it's my turn

I want to go back home, almost two years ago my gf was transfered to the country were I currently reside, at the time I didn't want to go, but I asked my boss for a transfer and on my way I was.

we are in a better situation, but I just don't like it here and I'm depressed and miserable all the time. I miss my friends, I miss my band, I miss the spots I used to skate.

I was supposed to do a masters degree but I've had so many problems I haven't been able to go through with this, I haven't even started, this is something I need to get done if I want to get a better job or move to a different deparment within the company I work for, as it is I'm stuck doing something I dislike and the money even though its good its not a big enough motivating factor.

I'm having anxiety attacks because I feel trapped and typecast in a role I don't want to play, it's like I feel my life is running out and I can't escape this noose

I'm starting to recent my gf a little for making me move down here, I went back home for the holidays and had a blast hangin out with my friends, jammin with the band, I even smoked weed again, something I haven't done since the move because it was going to affect my already low motivation.

in my mind I know I'm way better, but my heart is not agreeing and it is really hard for me, I can't even stay in touch with nobody because the time zones make so that by the time I'm back home from work everybody back home is about to go to bed.

I don't like the food, I don't like the people, I don't like their views on life in general these people live their lives thinking they're always right and that everybody else in the world behaves exactly like they do, which is funny in a sad and ironic kind of way because it's the opposite.

I find myself holding my tongue just to be polite when I want to tell them to shut the fuck up and stop behaving like fucking illiterates.

worst of all, my gf seems to be adjusting rather well and has no intention of going back, which makes me even more miserable.

The skate spots are horrible and the skateparks are even worse, the beaches are the worse I've seen in the world, and I can't even distract myself checking out other chicks because women in this country are horrible and dress so bad that even if their hot it won't matter, I also hate their accent it's not english but I hate their specific accent.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on January 02, 2011, 10:59:32 AM

So, uh... Where do you live?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Numeral on January 02, 2011, 12:57:52 PM

I rather keep that to myself because somebody from down there posts in here and even though I'm 99% sure these people are all the same, I'd like avoid generalizations.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on January 02, 2011, 01:14:25 PM

Well now we know it's either a black or asian country, so that narrows it down.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on January 02, 2011, 04:45:41 PM

i walked into my room on new years eve and saw Kirsten Dunst on Jimmy Fallon. i completely forgot about this, but here goes the story of how i freaked Kirsten Dunst when i was a teenager.

this was around 7-8 years ago, so i was 16 i think. i had a few female friends in highschool and they liked that gay-ass band Phantom Planet. they were playing at the Glasshouse in Pomona (& shitty Rooney too.) i would've never went, but they got me a ticket, so i said "fuck it". so we're there and crappy music's all around me. it was pretty lame, but i tried to enjoy myself, i guess. between bands they'd kind of dj and play music. so everyone's dancing and one of my friends goes "hey, that's Kirsten Dunst!" and she was right in front of us with a female friend. my friends dared me to go dance with her, but they didn't think i actually would. her and her friend were dancing together, side to side. i don't know how the fuck it happened, but i just stepped right behind her and started freaking her. and not from far, like actually on her. i'd say it lasted for 8-10 seconds, then she turned around, smiled and just giggled with her friend. once she looked at me and smiled, i almost died. hahaha. i like got all embarrassed or something and just slithered away. the next chain of events felt so surreal. so i leave the stage area and as i'm going outside, i spot a dude who looks exactly like Johnny Ramone. in my head i'm like "nah, that can't be him. why the fuck would he be in Pomona at such a random show?" but i see that 2-3 people are surrounding him, asking for autographs. i get one of my friends (the one who dared me to dance with Mary Jane) to grab her camera. so i ask him for a picture and he's totally cool with it. so i'm all hyped after all that has happened and i go outside. i think i tried to be a cool guy or some shit and i smoked a cigarette with someone. i'm outside, then i spot someone else. it's one of the dudes from the Strokes (all i knew is that it was the guitar player, but i didn't know his name at the time.) he looked faded as hell and he was just hanging out with some girls. i see him and go "hey you're from the Strokes" and he's all "Yeah!!" so i tell him something nerdy and fan-like, then i ask him what he's drinking. he didn't answer, he just gave me a drink out of his cup. all i remember is that it was probably whiskey and it was strong. i tried to play it off, but i wasn't expecting it to be alcohol for some reason. hehe. high fived him, went back inside to watch the rest of the weak bands and then went home. all this happened within a span of 30 minutes.

so that's the story of how i freaked Kirsten Dunst, took a photo with a Ramone and drank booze out of a Stroke's cup.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimi420 on January 02, 2011, 08:38:41 PM

Quote from: smokecrack on January 02, 2011, 04:45:41 PM

i walked into my room on new years eve and saw Kirsten Dunst on Jimmy Fallon. i completely forgot about this, but here goes the story of how i freaked Kirsten Dunst when i was a teenager.

this was around 7-8 years ago, so i was 16 i think. i had a few female friends in highschool and they liked that gay-ass band Phantom Planet. they were playing at the Glasshouse in Pomona (& shitty Rooney too.) i would've never went, but they got me a ticket, so i said "fuck it". so we're there and crappy music's all around me. it was pretty lame, but i tried to enjoy myself, i guess. between bands they'd kind of dj and play music. so everyone's dancing and one of my friends goes "hey, that's Kirsten Dunst!" and she was right in front of us with a female friend. my friends dared me to go dance with her, but they didn't think i actually would. her and her friend were dancing together, side to side. i don't know how the fuck it happened, but i just stepped right behind her and started freaking her. and not from far, like actually on her. i'd say it lasted for 8-10 seconds, then she turned around, smiled and just giggled with her friend. once she looked at me and smiled, i almost died. hahaha. i like got all embarrassed or something and just slithered away. the next chain of events felt so surreal. so i leave the stage area and as i'm going outside, i spot a dude who looks exactly like Johnny Ramone. in my head i'm like "nah, that can't be him. why the fuck would he be in Pomona at such a random show?" but i see that 2-3 people are surrounding him, asking for autographs. i get one of my friends (the one who dared me to dance with Mary Jane) to grab her camera. so i ask him for a picture and he's totally cool with it. so i'm all hyped after all that has happened and i go outside. i think i tried to be a cool guy or some shit and i smoked a cigarette with someone. i'm outside, then i spot someone else. it's one of the dudes from the Strokes (all i knew is that it was the guitar player, but i didn't know his name at the time.) he looked faded as hell and he was just hanging out with some girls. i see him and go "hey you're from the Strokes" and he's all "Yeah!!" so i tell him something nerdy and fan-like, then i ask him what he's drinking. he didn't answer, he just gave me a drink out of his cup. all i remember is that it was probably whiskey and it was strong. i tried to play it off, but i wasn't expecting it to be alcohol for some reason. hehe. high fived him, went back inside to watch the rest of the weak bands and then went home. all this happened within a span of 30 minutes.

so that's the story of how i freaked Kirsten Dunst, took a photo with a Ramone and drank booze out of a Stroke's cup.

I couldn't read this without continuously thinking of you throwing cats at a wall. You also misled me by saying you freaked her. By freaked i assumed you meant fucked. story got 10x less cool when i got to that part.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on January 02, 2011, 08:54:39 PM

Quote from: jimi420 on January 02, 2011, 08:38:41 PM

You also misled me by saying you freaked her. By freaked i assumed you meant fucked. story got 10x less cool when i got to that part.

freaking means freaking. you misled yrself, bro.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFreshSC on January 02, 2011, 08:59:01 PM

i saw garrett and gantry hill at the glasshouse in pomona, but i didn't say anything.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on January 02, 2011, 09:04:34 PM

Quote from: smokecrack on January 02, 2011, 04:45:41 PM

i walked into my room on new years eve and saw Kirsten Dunst on Jimmy Fallon. i completely forgot about this, but here goes the story of how i freaked Kirsten Dunst when i was a teenager.

this was around 7-8 years ago, so i was 16 i think. i had a few female friends in highschool and they liked that gay-ass band Phantom Planet. they were playing at the Glasshouse in Pomona (& shitty Rooney too.) i would've never went, but they got me a ticket, so i said "fuck it". so we're there and crappy music's all around me. it was pretty lame, but i tried to enjoy myself, i guess. between bands they'd kind of dj and play music. so everyone's dancing and one of my friends goes "hey, that's Kirsten Dunst!" and she was right in front of us with a female friend. my friends dared me to go dance with her, but they didn't think i actually would. her and her friend were dancing together, side to side. i don't know how the fuck it happened, but i just stepped right behind her and started freaking her. and not from far, like actually on her. i'd say it lasted for 8-10 seconds, then she turned around, smiled and just giggled with her friend. once she looked at me and smiled, i almost died. hahaha. i like got all embarrassed or something and just slithered away. the next chain of events felt so surreal. so i leave the stage area and as i'm going outside, i spot a dude who looks exactly like Johnny Ramone. in my head i'm like "nah, that can't be him. why the fuck would he be in Pomona at such a random show?" but i see that 2-3 people are surrounding him, asking for autographs. i get one of my friends (the one who dared me to dance with Mary Jane) to grab her camera. so i ask him for a picture and he's totally cool with it. so i'm all hyped after all that has happened and i go outside. i think i tried to be a cool guy or some shit and i smoked a cigarette with someone. i'm outside, then i spot someone else. it's one of the dudes from the Strokes (all i knew is that it was the guitar player, but i didn't know his name at the time.) he looked faded as hell and he was just hanging out with some girls. i see him and go "hey you're from the Strokes" and he's all "Yeah!!" so i tell him something nerdy and fan-like, then i ask him what he's drinking. he didn't answer, he just gave me a drink out of his cup. all i remember is that it was probably whiskey and it was strong. i tried to play it off, but i wasn't expecting it to be alcohol for some reason. hehe. high fived him, went back inside to watch the rest of the weak bands and then went home. all this happened within a span of 30 minutes.

so that's the story of how i freaked Kirsten Dunst, took a photo with a Ramone and drank booze out of a Stroke's cup.

Hey, I think you dropped something back there. Here you go:
 
NAME

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on January 02, 2011, 09:23:58 PM

Quote from: Macklin on January 02, 2011, 09:04:34 PM

Hey, I think you dropped something back there. Here you go:

that was the point of my whole story. hahaha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: heckler on January 02, 2011, 10:25:23 PM

A lot of the time I wonder if the stuff that I think is "normal", or if I should be worried. I'm a bit of a hypochondriac.

I'm also scared shitless of the future.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GISM on January 03, 2011, 10:40:45 PM

I took a dump at a bathroom near a skatepark. I wrote BMX RULES and similar things on the stall with a turd wrapped in tp. I don't know if anything became of it but they get kicked out pretty regularly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on January 03, 2011, 11:36:03 PM

amazing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Perro Mojado on January 04, 2011, 12:18:01 AM

Quote from: GISM on January 03, 2011, 10:40:45 PM

I took a dump at a bathroom near a skatepark. I wrote BMX RULES and similar things on the stall with a turd wrapped in tp. I don't know if anything became of it but they get kicked out pretty regularly.

te amo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cant stop on January 05, 2011, 04:28:41 AM

Hmm.

When I was a kid, me and my cousin tried to hang a little kitten. I pretty much havn't told anyone this story. We didn't do it in any sadistic way, we just didn't know how to kill it. Because our grandpa wanted us to catch all new born kittens who ran around at his farm so he could kill them. I don't know, we just wanted to make him proud that we also had the guts too kill a kitten.

I'm turning 24 this year, and my biggest fear is Chucky from Childs Play. I havn't watched it and I think I'll never do. I still have bad dreams about it sometimes. I think it's crazy. I'm scared, just writing about it now. Well, I was really scared of Pennywise in IT to, but last year when I was drunk I watchted the whole movie on Youtube (no full screen). And I can say it helped me. But Chucky is on another level. I pretty much hate all old horror movies, specially with "monsters".

The last 3 years I have been going to a psychologist from time to time. I'am the guy that can't take adversity. I have tried to study to a teacher at the university, couldn't handle the pressure and starting to get really drepressed. It's like this everytime, whatever I try. Then I go and talk to a psychologist and I feel a little better, try something new, fail. I don't know if I need any antidepressant, but the doctors never said anyting about it. I would like to try and see if it helps.

I hate my self inside (how I act, how I do things/not doing things, I don't feel like I'm smart enough for this world) I feel like a complete failure as a human been. That's the major thing I want to change about myself. But it never happens, because I feel like I always got a backup, my looks. That's one thing that helps me get through life. It helped me get jobs, friends, really good looking girlfriends etc. I feel lame loving myself in that way, but I can't help it. Just to wake up and feel this will be another shitty day in life, I go to the mirror, watch myself for some seconds and the smile will come. Always.

I have always said to myself that I would never cheat on a girlfriend and I have never done it. But right now, I don't know if I can stop myself if I get the chance.

I don't know if I'm bisexual. But It have come to my mind that I can fall in love with a guy and start a relationship. But the sex acts always scare me away. I dont see it being human, but I fully respect bi/homosexuals.


I will probably write more on this thread. But this will do it for now. I enjoy everyones honesty.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: finknoos on January 05, 2011, 04:57:55 AM

Quote from: cant stop on January 05, 2011, 04:28:41 AM

Hmm.

When I was a kid, me and my cousin tried to hang a little kitten. I pretty much havn't told anyone this story. We didn't do it in any sadistic way, we just didn't know how to kill it. Because our grandpa wanted us to catch all new born kittens who ran around at his farm so he could kill them. I don't know, we just wanted to make him proud that we also had the guts too kill a kitten.

I'm turning 24 this year, and my biggest fear is Chucky from Childs Play. I havn't watched it and I think I'll never do. I still have bad dreams about it sometimes. I think it's crazy. I'm scared, just writing about it now. Well, I was really scared of Pennywise in IT to, but last year when I was drunk I watchted the whole movie on Youtube (no full screen). And I can say it helped me. But Chucky is on another level. I pretty much hate all old horror movies, specially with "monsters".

The last 3 years I have been going to a psychologist from time to time. I'am the guy that can't take adversity. I have tried to study to a teacher at the university, couldn't handle the pressure and starting to get really drepressed. It's like this everytime, whatever I try. Then I go and talk to a psychologist and I feel a little better, try something new, fail. I don't know if I need any antidepressant, but the doctors never said anyting about it. I would like to try and see if it helps.

I hate my self inside (how I act, how I do things/not doing things, I don't feel like I'm smart enough for this world) I feel like a complete failure as a human been. That's the major thing I want to change about myself. But it never happens, because I feel like I always got a backup, my looks. That's one thing that helps me get through life. It helped me get jobs, friends, really good looking girlfriends etc. I feel lame loving myself in that way, but I can't help it. Just to wake up and feel this will be another shitty day in life, I go to the mirror, watch myself for some seconds and the smile will come. Always.

I have always said to myself that I would never cheat on a girlfriend and I have never done it. But right now, I don't know if I can stop myself if I get the chance.

I don't know if I'm bisexual. But It have come to my mind that I can fall in love with a guy and start a relationship. But the sex acts always scare me away. I dont see it being human, but I fully respect bi/homosexuals.


I will probably write more on this thread. But this will do it for now. I enjoy everyones honesty.

wow, now thats a propper confession, smoke some weed and see if that dont make ya feel better HA

but seriously, dont worry broseph, i had alot of the same stuff (mostly where i hate myself as a human been, and just think im a bit crap really) and all you need to do is have a fuck it attitude,
 once you realise that no matter how important/rich/amazing you are youre still irellevant in the grand scheme of things things seem to matter less and in effect cause less stress. i know its kinda sad but once you know that nothing you do matters (in the bigger picture) you shouldnt feel bad about things or even worry about stuff because at the end of the day your only real purpose in life is to reproduce and anything other than that is just a flower on the roadside of the journey through life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: slappyslap on January 05, 2011, 06:04:26 AM

Quote from: Numeral on January 02, 2011, 03:04:08 AM

A few months back I read the whole thread so it's my turn

I want to go back home, almost two years ago my gf was transfered to the country were I currently reside, at the time I didn't want to go, but I asked my boss for a transfer and on my way I was.

we are in a better situation, but I just don't like it here and I'm depressed and miserable all the time. I miss my friends, I miss my band, I miss the spots I used to skate.

I was supposed to do a masters degree but I've had so many problems I haven't been able to go through with this, I haven't even started, this is something I need to get done if I want to get a better job or move to a different deparment within the company I work for, as it is I'm stuck doing something I dislike and the money even though its good its not a big enough motivating factor.

I'm having anxiety attacks because I feel trapped and typecast in a role I don't want to play, it's like I feel my life is running out and I can't escape this noose

I'm starting to recent my gf a little for making me move down here, I went back home for the holidays and had a blast hangin out with my friends, jammin with the band, I even smoked weed again, something I haven't done since the move because it was going to affect my already low motivation.

in my mind I know I'm way better, but my heart is not agreeing and it is really hard for me, I can't even stay in touch with nobody because the time zones make so that by the time I'm back home from work everybody back home is about to go to bed.

I don't like the food, I don't like the people, I don't like their views on life in general these people live their lives thinking they're always right and that everybody else in the world behaves exactly like they do, which is funny in a sad and ironic kind of way because it's the opposite.

I find myself holding my tongue just to be polite when I want to tell them to shut the fuck up and stop behaving like fucking illiterates.

worst of all, my gf seems to be adjusting rather well and has no intention of going back, which makes me even more miserable.

The skate spots are horrible and the skateparks are even worse, the beaches are the worse I've seen in the world, and I can't even distract myself checking out other chicks because women in this country are horrible and dress so bad that even if their hot it won't matter, I also hate their accent it's not english but I hate their specific accent.

wich country ?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: scary tan guy on January 06, 2011, 11:34:20 PM

middle east

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: slosher on January 07, 2011, 08:09:11 AM

This one is gonna get me some serious hate.  I was about 15 i think, 5 years ago and i was at the DVS Skate More premier. When Jason Dills name came across the screen and his part was about to start, i Waited for a silence and yelled at the top of my lungs "FAST FORWARD". I felt bad after hearing that Dill was there, i saw Berra i knew he was there but i didn't see Dill.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dolphinstyle. on January 07, 2011, 08:16:25 AM

^^ good job, seriously

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 420 on January 12, 2011, 01:09:53 AM

i lol'd.
+1

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SK8-N-WorshipSatan on January 13, 2011, 02:36:27 PM

Quote from: IskateBaker on December 04, 2010, 10:39:48 PM

Quote from: BuddyPal on October 01, 2010, 04:46:25 PM

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i'd say i skate alone 98% of the time

[close]

Me too yo, real talk. Mad Passion!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: finknoos on January 14, 2011, 02:21:10 AM

Quote from: SK8-N-WorshipSatan on January 13, 2011, 02:36:27 PM

Quote from: IskateBaker on December 04, 2010, 10:39:48 PM

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Quote from: BuddyPal on October 01, 2010, 04:46:25 PM

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i'd say i skate alone 98% of the time

[close]

[close]

Me too yo, real talk. Mad Passion!

for me its about %85

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: magicstickyhand on February 08, 2011, 02:20:20 PM

Quote from: slosher on January 07, 2011, 08:09:11 AM

This one is gonna get me some serious hate.  I was about 15 i think, 5 years ago and i was at the DVS Skate More premier. When Jason Dills name came across the screen and his part was about to start, i Waited for a silence and yelled at the top of my lungs "FAST FORWARD". I felt bad after hearing that Dill was there, i saw Berra i knew he was there but i didn't see Dill.

Nono now its totally cool in here , after the epicly laterd.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFreshSC on February 08, 2011, 04:33:02 PM

Quote from: bonerjams03 on December 14, 2010, 01:04:04 PM

the only time I've felt like I was having fun lately is after a bump

bump

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gnarnel on February 11, 2011, 12:17:23 AM

this thread is soo depressing. i cant even read any more.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: magicstickyhand on February 12, 2011, 09:39:02 AM

Quote from: Numeral on January 02, 2011, 03:04:08 AM

A few months back I read the whole thread so it's my turn

I want to go back home, almost two years ago my gf was transfered to the country were I currently reside, at the time I didn't want to go, but I asked my boss for a transfer and on my way I was.

we are in a better situation, but I just don't like it here and I'm depressed and miserable all the time. I miss my friends, I miss my band, I miss the spots I used to skate.

I was supposed to do a masters degree but I've had so many problems I haven't been able to go through with this, I haven't even started, this is something I need to get done if I want to get a better job or move to a different deparment within the company I work for, as it is I'm stuck doing something I dislike and the money even though its good its not a big enough motivating factor.

I'm having anxiety attacks because I feel trapped and typecast in a role I don't want to play, it's like I feel my life is running out and I can't escape this noose

I'm starting to recent my gf a little for making me move down here, I went back home for the holidays and had a blast hangin out with my friends, jammin with the band, I even smoked weed again, something I haven't done since the move because it was going to affect my already low motivation.

in my mind I know I'm way better, but my heart is not agreeing and it is really hard for me, I can't even stay in touch with nobody because the time zones make so that by the time I'm back home from work everybody back home is about to go to bed.

I don't like the food, I don't like the people, I don't like their views on life in general these people live their lives thinking they're always right and that everybody else in the world behaves exactly like they do, which is funny in a sad and ironic kind of way because it's the opposite.

I find myself holding my tongue just to be polite when I want to tell them to shut the fuck up and stop behaving like fucking illiterates.

worst of all, my gf seems to be adjusting rather well and has no intention of going back, which makes me even more miserable.

The skate spots are horrible and the skateparks are even worse, the beaches are the worse I've seen in the world, and I can't even distract myself checking out other chicks because women in this country are horrible and dress so bad that even if their hot it won't matter, I also hate their accent it's not english but I hate their specific accent.

What country are you talking about?
And gnarnel is damn right this thread is getting too damn depressing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Justis on February 12, 2011, 11:21:01 PM

when i have boners i stare at my self  in the mirror
k?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gnarnel on February 13, 2011, 11:28:09 AM

Quote from: Justis on February 12, 2011, 11:21:01 PM

when i have boners i stare at my self  in the mirror
k?

do u stare at your self or your boner?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on February 20, 2011, 03:17:07 PM

Quote from: BuddyPal on October 01, 2010, 04:46:25 PM

i'd say i skate alone 98% of the time

same here for some reason i just like it better.... im emo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on February 20, 2011, 04:46:27 PM

when people talk about sex and sometimes get to discussions of anal, everyone says how gross it is, and i agree with them. but in reality, i would almost rather fuck a girl in the ass than the vagina

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dolphinstyle. on February 21, 2011, 08:33:12 AM

Quote from: Joe Pesci on February 20, 2011, 04:46:27 PM

when people talk about sex and sometimes get to discussions of anal, everyone says how gross it is, and i agree with them. but in reality, i would almost rather fuck a girl in the ass than the vagina

so are you basically trying to say that you're repressing your homosexuality? No offense joe pesci

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on February 21, 2011, 03:10:16 PM

butthole pleasures can be hetero.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: carlwinslow on February 21, 2011, 05:37:41 PM

i have an ingrown toenail fetish..i just can't get enough of the juices that drip out when i bite down

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: finknoos on February 22, 2011, 02:33:54 AM

Quote from: carlwinslow on February 21, 2011, 05:37:41 PM

i have an ingrown toenail fetish..i just can't get enough of the juices that drip out when i bite down

oooooh my gaaaaawd, thats so gross

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Locbrew on February 22, 2011, 03:02:01 PM

I still watch wrestling every once and a while.

When awesome shit like this happens, its sick:

YouTube - Broadcast Yourself. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HkDzpUoWgAY#)

YouTube - Broadcast Yourself. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FSwLrPe62RI#)

YouTube - Broadcast Yourself. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x0dkbZWheo0#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steve on February 22, 2011, 11:22:55 PM

^^^
hah! this past saturday i walked into the basement apartment of a guy who i used to hang out with to trade some greenery for some frozen pinky rats to feed my snake, this was on the television. i didn't realize that people, other than kids and juckets, still watched this stuff!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Filip on February 23, 2011, 03:20:46 AM

Does this mean that Rock is back and wrestling is watchable again? When I was a kid, I was addicted to this shit.


BTW, The Rock is the biggest idiot ever. He could have been the new Hulkster, but instead of that, He started to play in Disneys movies...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Locbrew on February 23, 2011, 04:06:56 PM

Quote from: Filip ?upka on February 23, 2011, 03:20:46 AM

Does this mean that Rock is back and wrestling is watchable again? When I was a kid, I was addicted to this shit.


BTW, The Rock is the biggest idiot ever. He could have been the new Hulkster, but instead of that, He started to play in Disneys movies...

Hulk Hogan is a joke. He was a terrible wrestler. He seriously had like 5 moves.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Filip on February 23, 2011, 04:23:23 PM

Quote from: Locbrew on February 23, 2011, 04:06:56 PM

Quote from: Filip ?upka on February 23, 2011, 03:20:46 AM

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Does this mean that Rock is back and wrestling is watchable again? When I was a kid, I was addicted to this shit.


BTW, The Rock is the biggest idiot ever. He could have been the new Hulkster, but instead of that, He started to play in Disneys movies...

[close]

Hulk Hogan is a joke. He was a terrible wrestler. He seriously had like 5 moves.

Im not saying anything about his abilities as a wrestler, what I mean is that Hulk Hogan is probably the biggest icon of Wrestling ever, and Rock could have been the next one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on February 23, 2011, 04:42:31 PM

Quote from: steve on February 22, 2011, 11:22:55 PM

^^^
hah! this past saturday i walked into the basement apartment of a guy who i used to hang out with to trade some greenery for some frozen pinky rats to feed my snake, this was on the television. i didn't realize that people, other than kids and juckets, still watched this stuff!

Welcome to the boards, Steve.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimi420 on February 25, 2011, 01:08:04 PM

Quote from: Locbrew on February 22, 2011, 03:02:01 PM

I still watch wrestling every once and a while.

When awesome shit like this happens, its sick:

YouTube - Broadcast Yourself. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HkDzpUoWgAY#)

YouTube - Broadcast Yourself. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FSwLrPe62RI#)

YouTube - Broadcast Yourself. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x0dkbZWheo0#)

It's like my childhood has come back. i was so stoked that The Rock was on WWE again. All his other endeavors are pussy shit compared to the People's Elbow. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on March 04, 2011, 11:50:48 PM

I miss GoodTimes with a Jew and A man of Polish decent, quitters.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cant stop on March 06, 2011, 12:15:32 PM

I'm bi-winning

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on March 07, 2011, 09:19:10 AM

Listening to smashing pumpkins makes me emotional.

I suffered from depression and anxiety for 9 years before telling anyone or getting help. Over time it changed my worldview to an incredibly negative one. I'm just now beginning to see how bad my mental condition really has been. It actually feels pretty good.

Going to psychotherapy, I'm learning not to be afraid of life and all the people I know.

I am addicted to porn. It's like a drug.

My back foot sometimes leaves my board when I do regular ollies. It feels kinda embarrassing and makes me not want to do them as much as I probably should to get them good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on March 07, 2011, 10:21:37 AM

Quote from: Bronson on March 07, 2011, 09:19:10 AM

My back foot sometimes leaves my board when I do regular ollies. It feels kinda embarrassing and makes me not want to do them as much as I probably should to get them good.

(http://i240.photobucket.com/albums/ff19/briden108/vlcsnap-2011-03-03-00h04m08s88.png)

He never let it phase him, so maybe you too can end up on fuel tv one day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GISM on March 07, 2011, 11:06:48 AM

Quote from: Bronson on March 07, 2011, 09:19:10 AM

I suffered from depression and anxiety for 9 years before telling anyone or getting help. Over time it changed my worldview to an incredibly negative one. I'm just now beginning to see how bad my mental condition really has been. It actually feels pretty good.

Going to psychotherapy, I'm learning not to be afraid of life and all the people I know.

I've been dealing with this too for at least that long. I've gone through the wringer of bringing myself out of it and falling right back in. I decided I better do something about it while I'm at a high point and finally made the call to see someone next week. Good luck dude!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on March 07, 2011, 12:30:33 PM

Quote from: Briden on March 07, 2011, 10:21:37 AM

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My back foot sometimes leaves my board when I do regular ollies. It feels kinda embarrassing and makes me not want to do them as much as I probably should to get them good.

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(http://i240.photobucket.com/albums/ff19/briden108/vlcsnap-2011-03-03-00h04m08s88.png)

He never let it phase him, so maybe you too can end up on fuel tv one day.

Damn, I remember seeing the footage of that as a kid and thinking it was cool. Oh well. Etnies should have captioned it as a switch hardflip.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on March 07, 2011, 12:41:25 PM

Quote from: GISM on March 07, 2011, 11:06:48 AM

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I suffered from depression and anxiety for 9 years before telling anyone or getting help. Over time it changed my worldview to an incredibly negative one. I'm just now beginning to see how bad my mental condition really has been. It actually feels pretty good.

Going to psychotherapy, I'm learning not to be afraid of life and all the people I know.

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I've been dealing with this too for at least that long. I've gone through the wringer of bringing myself out of it and falling right back in. I decided I better do something about it while I'm at a high point and finally made the call to see someone next week. Good luck dude!

Thank you.
And it can be really difficult to take the first step toward change, you already did, so you should be proud of yourself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimi420 on March 11, 2011, 08:43:08 PM

I avoid calls from friends at night because i know most of the time the call isn't about skating. I

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nylin on March 11, 2011, 08:48:15 PM

Quote from: jimi420 on March 11, 2011, 08:43:08 PM

I avoid calls from friends at night because i know most of the time the call isn't about skating. I

this

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: magicstickyhand on March 12, 2011, 03:31:16 PM

Quote from: cant stop on March 06, 2011, 12:15:32 PM

I try to be bi-winning

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doogie Howser Ph.D. on March 26, 2011, 10:59:01 PM

I can't land any flip-trick to save my life. 
I hate everyone I go to school with.
I over-think everything.
I can't look at myself in the mirror sometimes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: worldclassflux on March 27, 2011, 02:40:45 AM

I cheated on my girl twice. The only reason I did it was to boost my ego. 3 years is a long time to be in a relationship, wanted to know I still had it in me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on March 27, 2011, 09:37:05 AM

sike... unless youre going to break up with a girl because shes a bitch, cheating is lame as fuck

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Post by: worldclassflux on March 27, 2011, 01:58:56 PM

Quote from: Joe Pesci on March 27, 2011, 09:37:05 AM

sike... unless youre going to break up with a girl because shes a bitch, cheating is lame as fuck

She was being a bitch at that time. Why I don't break up with her? I guess I've conformed, I'm comfortable, I'm used to her...It's a bit sad, not so fun, and redundant... I don't have to try with her.  & of course the sex, it's always the sex. I have it sure with her you know? I don't have to go out looking for it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: William Jefferson Clinton on March 27, 2011, 02:12:43 PM

Stole a bunch of money from my grandma a while back.
Broke into to the neighbors house and stole some stuff a while back.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimi420 on March 27, 2011, 07:55:37 PM

Quote from: worldclassflux on March 27, 2011, 01:58:56 PM

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sike... unless youre going to break up with a girl because shes a bitch, cheating is lame as fuck

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She was being a bitch at that time. Why I don't break up with her? I guess I've conformed, I'm comfortable, I'm used to her...It's a bit sad, not so fun, and redundant... I don't have to try with her.  & of course the sex, it's always the sex. I have it sure with her you know? I don't have to go out looking for it.

YouTube - Broadcast Yourself. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hIob7qv6qtE#)
At the time you might be stoked on it but after a while you realize what you did and you're just like "Fuck." It haunts you, but don't ever confess. That shit gets around.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grubby Mits on March 29, 2011, 01:22:53 PM

I think i've developed some sort of commitment problem. I'm only 17 so it's probably a phase, but recently whenever i get with a girl on a one off i tend to get with another one as soon as possible to sort of move on, it's weird. Like this weekend i got with two best friends (similar to my virginity loosing story some of you may remember, but just with kissing/groping etc) and earlier i was thinking that i wanted to get with someone this weekend or something so i could like move away from it and like show that it doesn't matter to me, without even realising. Does anyone get this?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on March 29, 2011, 01:59:32 PM

Quote from: Grubby Mits on March 29, 2011, 01:22:53 PM

I think i've developed some sort of commitment problem. I'm only 17 so it's probably a phase, but recently whenever i get with a girl on a one off i tend to get with another one as soon as possible to sort of move on, it's weird. Like this weekend i got with two best friends (similar to my virginity loosing story some of you may remember, but just with kissing/groping etc) and earlier i was thinking that i wanted to get with someone this weekend or something so i could like move away from it and like show that it doesn't matter to me, without even realising. Does anyone get this?

You'd be weird if you weren't like that at 17.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: carlwinslow on April 14, 2011, 11:53:00 PM

you dudes should get off your computers, out of your house, and enjoy life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Deekay on April 15, 2011, 02:46:29 PM

great advice dr.phil, now get the fuck out

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BarcelonaCEO on April 15, 2011, 03:07:20 PM

Slap deleted my account because I encouraged everyone in america to share the Real video with us, just beacause here in Barcelona we dont buy skateboarding dvd. Guess what W. I watched the fuck out of since day one for free and bought some hash with my money. My lungs thank you and peace out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jonisafreak3 on April 16, 2011, 06:58:29 PM

Wanting to quit cigarettes but having no motivation to do so

Dealing with my moms boyfriends bullshit and what he puts me, my brother, my mom through (He owns the house we live in)

Smoking weed everyday (95% by myself) Also not even getting that high anymore

Fear of getting out of high school with absolutely no memories that i can look back on (not even going to fucking prom)

Dont have enough money for community college, no job, no license and my parents expect me to work before high school ends which doesnt seem likely.

Not being able to support my above mentioned habits

Skating alone all the time mostly at night because like a lot of people here i hate people watching me skate also the lack of skaters around here

Having problems with the lack of friends i have and how hard it is for me to make friends because of the stupid shit people talk and gossip about that i cant  relate to at all, making it impossible to hold a conversation with anyone

Knowing my lifes a cake walk compared to alot of other peoples but still feeling depressed and shit all the time

My family barely getting by financially

Fear of becoming an alcoholic later in life, i saw it happen to my best friend and hes a year younger then me. Might of been the saddest most fucked up thing that ive seen him go through but he cut back a lot now but i know once hes 21 its all over for him again

Having 4 of my best friends get stuck in this piece of shit town yet the 1 that was actually a piece of shit morally and what not. got a ride at fullsale university in florida where he now is. Yet all of my other friends are way smarter and could actually succeed at school and shit if we cared and now there going to waste here including me (i hope not)

This isnt even half of my problems but im just dragging it on at this point...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doogie Howser Ph.D. on April 16, 2011, 09:29:31 PM

I'm gonna get drunk so I can avoid myself

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on April 16, 2011, 11:13:02 PM

I cannot write a paper. I have trouble meeting the paper length, developing a paragraph that flows well, not using the same words over and over, etc. This brings me down a lot, especially since I want to go to grad school. I do anything to avoid writing a paper. I never had the skills to write a decent paper. I have a lot of knowledge on the degree I'm pursuing, more than students who have been in the program for a year or two. But making a paper is way out of my skills.

I know I'll suffer great financial problems when I go to grad school. I don't have a car, I use my parents car. I have a few thousand saved up, but that won't cover a lot. There's no way I'll receive any scholarships or FASFA, my parents are in the middle, we are not poor enough to get a good amount of free money and not rich enough to pay out of pocket. I'm afraid I will accumulate a shitload of debt. So far I'm debt free, but probably not for long. I also worry where I'll live when I go to grad school. Future sucks.

And to top that, I don't even know if I'll get a job. The economy is not good and doesn't seem to get any better. I think the only place I can work at is fast food. I already done that hell hole of a job, but it may be my only choice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jonisafreak3 on April 17, 2011, 05:52:24 AM

Quote from: Crass on April 16, 2011, 11:13:02 PM

I cannot write a paper. I have trouble meeting the paper length, developing a paragraph that flows well, not using the same words over and over, etc. This brings me down a lot, especially since I want to go to grad school. I do anything to avoid writing a paper. I never had the skills to write a decent paper. I have a lot of knowledge on the degree I'm pursuing, more than students who have been in the program for a year or two. But making a paper is way out of my skills.

I know I'll suffer great financial problems when I go to grad school. I don't have a car, I use my parents car. I have a few thousand saved up, but that won't cover a lot. There's no way I'll receive any scholarships or FASFA, my parents are in the middle, we are not poor enough to get a good amount of free money and not rich enough to pay out of pocket. I'm afraid I will accumulate a shitload of debt. So far I'm debt free, but probably not for long. I also worry where I'll live when I go to grad school. Future sucks.

And to top that, I don't even know if I'll get a job. The economy is not good and doesn't seem to get any better. I think the only place I can work at is fast food. I already done that hell hole of a job, but it may be my only choice.

I hope the same doesnt happen for me. I hate fast fucking food. Big coporations like mcdonalds over working you for the minimum of wages. Yeah college and debt is really fucking high. I had a friend that was smart as shit and got into a college that  is really damn good and went for a semester and could not afford it financially so he dropped out. Now hes in debt out of his ass does nothing but bmx and work on the side and has a heroin/oxycotin problem. The world is a crazy fucking place...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jonisafreak3 on April 17, 2011, 06:02:43 PM

i love sleeping more then any human should

I hate waking up and when i do im so miserable and depressed i wish i could just keep sleeping and dreaming

Last time i hooked up with a girl was either last december or the december before that

Girls tell me im attractive, i have low self esteem issues, very picky with girls. Ill see a girl whos remotely attractive and will either tell my self i dont have a chance or convince myself shes already taken or actually have a conversation with her and lose all interest. If a girl has gotten with a friend or a guy im not fond of its automatically a no-go unless shes really special.

spring break started on friday and havent done anything but sit home since friday night and by the way it looks ill be broke on 420 and will be stuck with do nothing all break

i feel like being alone all the time is gonna turn me crazy and im just gonna snap one day

the only thing that would make me happy is if i had my own place to live and enough money to get by

i feel like ill never get the chance at picking up women like you do in high school especially with all the freshmeat, it depressed me even more when my friends older brother told me (hes been with the same GF since forever) to fuck as many girls as you can in high school...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GISM on April 17, 2011, 06:27:58 PM

Since that hygiene thread a while back I started using wash cloths and one is exclusively for my ass crack. I don't know what it is but it's like an oily layer of stankified swamp ass that just hangs out and would stick to my hands/soap bar pre-washcloth. How did I get along without it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steve on April 17, 2011, 06:48:33 PM

all of you young dudes sweating the job factor, college, weed habits- ENJOY it while you can.

the depression will go away, if you let it. life usually levels out if you just flow a little bit.

listen to good music, follow your passion, and breathe a little bit.

Also, getting laid in high school was hard as fuck. once you get past 22 it gets so much easier.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jonisafreak3 on April 17, 2011, 07:08:25 PM

Quote from: steve on April 17, 2011, 06:48:33 PM

all of you young dudes sweating the job factor, college, weed habits- ENJOY it while you can.

the depression will go away, if you let it. life usually levels out if you just flow a little bit.

listen to good music, follow your passion, and breathe a little bit.

Also, getting laid in high school was hard as fuck. once you get past 22 it gets so much easier.

What do you mean by enjoy it while you can? of all my 17 years its been shit completely. I have to deal with getting kicked out of my house every other day and i dont mean me, i mean me my mom and my brother living on the street literally. My whole familys broke and they cant afford to/dont care to help me out with my future.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steve on April 17, 2011, 07:34:14 PM

hombre, you ranted about not getting laid, being broke on 420, yada yada. complain all you want, life sucks sometimes, but you're on a fucking computer typing your woes away. get the fuck out of the where ever you live and apply to schools if that's what you want. it's all in motivation. if you want to be a bitch, be one, but expect to live that way until you chin up and make it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jonisafreak3 on April 17, 2011, 08:16:33 PM

Quote from: steve on April 17, 2011, 07:34:14 PM

hombre, you ranted about not getting laid, being broke on 420, yada yada. complain all you want, life sucks sometimes, but you're on a fucking computer typing your woes away. get the fuck out of the where ever you live and apply to schools if that's what you want. it's all in motivation. if you want to be a bitch, be one, but expect to live that way until you chin up and make it.

What are you talking about? I never said thats "what i want". What the fuck does "chin up and make it" even mean dude, its a confession thread not "lets criticize someone because they have problems and decided to write them down" thread

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steve on April 17, 2011, 09:09:32 PM

real confessions has been a funny fucking thread for years now, fuck whining about shit at 17. i wish i wish i wish. i wish that when i lived with my grandmother she didn't segue a conversation about TV advertisements into the moment where she told me that she has genital warts because her ex husband cheated on her.

write in a diary because nobody cares- posting the trials of life on a message board without hopes for feedback, c'mon...- you know how bad it is.... don't expect a smile and an "it's all right" sentiment after i tried to offer some positive energy to bring some heads up- cause i remember things looking bleak from 17-23- you come off saying "my life has been complete shit"- looking at life like that and you're already crawling out of the fucking crapper.

you want to complain, on the fucking internet, mind you, about your family not caring enough to help you make a future. stop wasting time here and make that shit happen. by make it happen i mean, apply to a college and search for loans and grants- you will get them- or move out, live with friends, work at a pizza joint or somewhere similar, and get fucked up- at least you'd be having more fun than you are currently.

its your movie homes, make that shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on April 17, 2011, 09:21:54 PM

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What do you mean by enjoy it while you can? of all my 17 years its been shit completely. I have to deal with getting kicked out of my house every other day and i dont mean me, i mean me my mom and my brother living on the street literally. My whole familys broke and they cant afford to/dont care to help me out with my future.

You cannot be that poor if you're on a computer. Like Steve said, apply at colleges and go for grants/scholarships for poor families. My girlfriend comes from a single mother home, she got $10,000 from FASFA, that does not include other financial aid. There's money out there. Apply at a community college, their standards to get in are low and the price, if you are a resident, is cheap. Try hard.

"That's life
I tell ya, I can't deny it,
I thought of quitting baby,
But my heart just ain't gonna buy it."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on April 18, 2011, 12:49:06 AM

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hombre, you ranted about not getting laid, being broke on 420, yada yada. complain all you want, life sucks sometimes, but you're on a fucking computer typing your woes away. get the fuck out of the where ever you live and apply to schools if that's what you want. it's all in motivation. if you want to be a bitch, be one, but expect to live that way until you chin up and make it.

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What are you talking about? I never said thats "what i want". What the fuck does "chin up and make it" even mean dude, its a confession thread not "lets criticize someone because they have problems and decided to write them down" thread

Have you read this thread? It's not only a confessions thread, but it's also an advice/motivation/snap people out of their shit thread.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jonisafreak3 on April 18, 2011, 01:49:07 AM

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hombre, you ranted about not getting laid, being broke on 420, yada yada. complain all you want, life sucks sometimes, but you're on a fucking computer typing your woes away. get the fuck out of the where ever you live and apply to schools if that's what you want. it's all in motivation. if you want to be a bitch, be one, but expect to live that way until you chin up and make it.

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What are you talking about? I never said thats "what i want". What the fuck does "chin up and make it" even mean dude, its a confession thread not "lets criticize someone because they have problems and decided to write them down" thread

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Have you read this thread? It's not only a confessions thread, but it's also an advice/motivation/snap people out of their shit thread.

Thats what i took it as honestly. I didnt even know if anyone would even really reply. I might have said this before but i dont have a friend where i can just talk about anything so it actually felt a little better to let that stuff off of my chest since its essentially the little crap in my life. Oh and by the way i dont "act like a bitch" in real life, im actually nice maybe too nice and i never even really bring up stuff about myself anymore because i gave up since people have fun talking about themselves more, well that and criticizing other people. Like i said before

Knowing my lifes a cake walk compared to alot of other peoples but still feeling depressed and shit all the time

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jonisafreak3 on April 18, 2011, 02:36:20 AM

Quote from: steve on April 17, 2011, 09:09:32 PM

real confessions has been a funny fucking thread for years now, fuck whining about shit at 17. i wish i wish i wish. i wish that when i lived with my grandmother she didn't segue a conversation about TV advertisements into the moment where she told me that she has genital warts because her ex husband cheated on her.

write in a diary because nobody cares- posting the trials of life on a message board without hopes for feedback, c'mon...- you know how bad it is.... don't expect a smile and an "it's all right" sentiment after i tried to offer some positive energy to bring some heads up- cause i remember things looking bleak from 17-23- you come off saying "my life has been complete shit"- looking at life like that and you're already crawling out of the fucking crapper.

you want to complain, on the fucking internet, mind you, about your family not caring enough to help you make a future. stop wasting time here and make that shit happen. by make it happen i mean, apply to a college and search for loans and grants- you will get them- or move out, live with friends, work at a pizza joint or somewhere similar, and get fucked up- at least you'd be having more fun than you are currently.

its your movie homes, make that shit

"apply to a college and search for loans and grants"
They wont give me financial iad for community college and they didnt give it to my brother so he had to drop out because we could not afford it and my mom told me it would be the same for me. i looked at her and told her what do you expect from my future. She almost broke down infront of me.

"move out, live with friends"
had a plan to, all friends flacked out on me because there not ready to leave the nest and they rather be pampered by there parents as long as possible. all somebody would have to say is "i got a place if you need to crash and help finding work to pay for rent your more then welcome" i would literally tell them im packing my shit right now.

 
'work at a pizza joint or somewhere similar"

Even if i could find work i was told i would need to support my own ride. My parents never took me to get my permit or license and i have no means of transportation because both my parents work of the clock. Ive needed a job for awhile. Im still working at getting one.


"get fucked up- at least you'd be having more fun than you are currently."

I do get fucked up but you can only smoke pot for so long. All that other shit is wack ive seen way to many lives ruined by it including my fathers so...

"its your movie homes, make that shit"

I try to i wake up every morning thinking "what can i do today that wouldnt make everything so bland and predictable"? i go on facebook bam no messages no wall posts nothing. i say to myself ok and lurk to see what people were doing last night and mostly everyone is doing something. I think to myself shit man all i did was sit in my basement, how come no one invited me. Try to make phone calls for plans no one picks up or they bullshit me and say they already have plans or some excuse. Then i think how could i find something to do. Pick up my board for a session and then come back inside. still no human contact with anyone, shit. Bullshit on the internet. Now its nighttime i lurk facebook yet again to see what people are doing, most people have plans, no one even hints that im alive. Try calling people again and this time more people dont pick up. Thats when shit falls apart. by 11 a clock at night if im not doing anything, i basically figure that im gonna stay home for the night.  Rinse and repeat.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steve on April 18, 2011, 07:55:09 AM

hombre- your mother has no idea what she's talking about. APPLY for it- there are more scholarships that you can imagine- i've been in and out of college for 8 years now- there's a ton of free money- there is a difference between grants/scholarships and fin. aid/loans-

said town you live in appears to suck, like most places it will pull you into the depths of a weighted nothingness that is stunting and leaves one stinking with stagnation-

no permit or license- steal a bike and learn to ride that shit, assuming that you aren't going to skate there because you don't want people watching you. at 17 i skated 5 miles to scrub pots, dishes, and bed pans at a hospital- it sucked but i burned one down on the shred and macked it the girls i worked with- it wasn't that bad.

you're 17-if smoking pot is getting old already, it might be a good idea to stop-being content with lackadaisical living could really be cured if you made the step to go to college- find some teacher or guidance counselor to talk with- it isn't easy to find someone who cares but there are people out there- fuck man talk to a community counseling therapist if you have to-

you cannot say that there aren't services to help kids like you- for 5 years i ran a group home for the most violent, mentally unstable, sexually perverse, youth outside of DYS lockup- despite cuts, there are plenty of social services if you're willing to bust hump and look.

This internet shit destroys the social lives of young people- or so it seems- you lurk, peep facebook, call people and no one gets at you- you sit at home- doooo things, man-

you were offered advice- advice that's got truth and some living experience behind it- roll with it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on April 18, 2011, 09:14:26 AM

If your parents worry about your future, why don't they take you to get your permit? What do you mean your parents work of the clock?

And your mom is wrong, your brother was lazy (I hate to sound mean). Financial aid is available. What do you want to do for a career?

If it means walking a mile or two to get to work then that's what you'll have to do. ? You can some how afford a skateboard, shoes, etc...why not a cheap bike? If you want to get hired fast, you need to take initiative. Jobs won't come to you. Fast food usually hires people often, it's a shitty job, trust me I worked there for a couple of years, but you'll be getting paid. Summer is approaching, that means places will be hiring.

And if you want some social interaction, which will make you feel happier (chemicals in your brain), then join a club, sport at school...hang out at the skate park or a local spot that everyone goes to. Talk to kids in your classes.

Maybe joining the military? There's good benefits, but it is not for everyone, me included.


You have to take action in your life, you obviously have it hard, things won't come to you...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: everypennyfedcar on April 18, 2011, 12:35:37 PM

Everyone is going to think this is lame, but I have horrible self-esteem issues, which stem from having pretty bad skin problems in the past--how bad is it that I can't even just say 'acne'.
Anyways, it's at the point now, and has been for the past three years, that I just avoid mirrors and reflective surfaces completely. The thing is, my skin's not even that bad these days, I guess I'm just a lil' bish, but does it ever suck.
May seem petty, especially compared to some things on here, but it feels good to talk about it, and this seemed like the appropriate thread.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on April 18, 2011, 04:20:02 PM

i used to think about things like that all the time (i still do but not as much), but not necessarily acne. the thing is, at the end of the day, no one really cares if you have acne, and if they do then they arent someone you want to be down with anyway. life is too short for drama queen bitches who actually care about petty shit like that.

just gotta be like fuck it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jonisafreak3 on April 18, 2011, 04:23:12 PM

said town you live in appears to suck, like most places it will pull you into the depths of a weighted nothingness that is stunting and leaves one stinking with stagnation-

Yeah the middle of jersey is desolate, especially after moving here from NY. I went from being in a city i loved to being in a small white surburb

no permit or license- steal a bike and learn to ride that shit, assuming that you aren't going to skate there because you don't want people watching you. at 17 i skated 5 miles to scrub pots, dishes, and bed pans at a hospital- it sucked but i burned one down on the shred and macked it the girls i worked with- it wasn't that bad.

This actually gives me hope and ill take your word for it. I mean i have been looking for work and shit



This internet shit destroys the social lives of young people- or so it seems- you lurk, peep facebook, call people and no one gets at you- you sit at home- doooo things, man-

I get pissed off when people say that (no offense). I dont enjoy being on the internet and i hate lurking. Fuck i lurked this site for a good month or 2 before i made my account. Its not easy for me to "just do things" its not like i can walk outside or skate around my town and find people around, if it were that easy i wouldnt be in this social situation. Im telling you man the town i live in is very strange.

you were offered advice- advice that's got truth and some living experience behind it- roll with it

I took the best i could from it, and ill try too


If your parents worry about your future, why don't they take you to get your permit? What do you mean your parents work of the clock?

Well first my mom wanted her boyfriend to teach me how to drive but he said i had to take a drug test first which even my mom testified too. Hopefully she takes me out to learn before the summer. My mom works from 9-6 and she takes a 2 hour train to NY everyday. She comes home and has to deal with my little step brother and cook food for the whole family so she barely has time even for herself and my moms boyfriend is just left to be avoided at all times

And your mom is wrong, your brother was lazy (I hate to sound mean). Financial aid is available. What do you want to do for a career?

Its alright me and my brother are 2 completely different people. I was thinking lawyer or psychiatric but now everything is still up for debate. Its not so much i want a specific career i just want a job that i dont absolutely hate and that i can get paid enough to make a living for myself

If it means walking a mile or two to get to work then that's what you'll have to do. ? You can some how afford a skateboard, shoes, etc...why not a cheap bike? If you want to get hired fast, you need to take initiative. Jobs won't come to you. Fast food usually hires people often, it's a shitty job, trust me I worked there for a couple of years, but you'll be getting paid. Summer is approaching, that means places will be hiring.


I see where your coming from. My brother did the whole bike thing and hated it and thats one of the only times i felt bad for him and showed me how scummy my parents could be. I refuse to work at mcdonalds thats my only problem.


And if you want some social interaction, which will make you feel happier (chemicals in your brain), then join a club, sport at school...hang out at the skate park or a local spot that everyone goes to. Talk to kids in your classes.


I try man i tried all of that. Its just people in general. I can barely find anyone who i can hold an intelligent conversation for more then a sentence. The stuff that the kids are into i have no interests in. A lot of them are alcoholics, i dont drink alcohol. All if them watch the jersey shore, i hate the jersey shore. All of them like rap music, i like rap music too but real rap, not lil wayne or drake or whatever dumbass the music industry wants to give millions of dollars to write nursery rhymes. we really are just really different people and my friend says he thinks its because i grew up in brooklyn and things are a lot different there then here.


Maybe joining the military? There's good benefits, but it is not for everyone, me included.

No thats not even a possibility but thats something that i wont get into because anything that has to do with religion or politics is bad news

You have to take action in your life, you obviously have it hard, things won't come to you...

Im trying to man im just waiting till high schools over, it just freaks me out when i see some of my peers who are out of high school and there just vegetables and miserable and i mean the kids that are specifically in this town . I wish i didnt have it so hard sometimes, i wish i was as ignorant so i can just enjoy my day without thinking about the problems.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Perro Mojado on April 18, 2011, 04:51:01 PM

i think im developing an internet addiction, all i do is lurk in slap, watch movies in netflix, and tube8 .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steve on April 18, 2011, 05:29:56 PM

Quote from: Locals 0nly on April 18, 2011, 04:23:12 PM

said town you live in appears to suck, like most places it will pull you into the depths of a weighted nothingness that is stunting and leaves one stinking with stagnation-

Yeah the middle of jersey is desolate, especially after moving here from NY. I went from being in a city i loved to being in a small white surburb

no permit or license- steal a bike and learn to ride that shit, assuming that you aren't going to skate there because you don't want people watching you. at 17 i skated 5 miles to scrub pots, dishes, and bed pans at a hospital- it sucked but i burned one down on the shred and macked it the girls i worked with- it wasn't that bad.

This actually gives me hope and ill take your word for it. I mean i have been looking for work and shit



This internet shit destroys the social lives of young people- or so it seems- you lurk, peep facebook, call people and no one gets at you- you sit at home- doooo things, man-

I get pissed off when people say that (no offense). I dont enjoy being on the internet and i hate lurking. Fuck i lurked this site for a good month or 2 before i made my account. Its not easy for me to "just do things" its not like i can walk outside or skate around my town and find people around, if it were that easy i wouldnt be in this social situation. Im telling you man the town i live in is very strange.

you were offered advice- advice that's got truth and some living experience behind it- roll with it

I took the best i could from it, and ill try too


If your parents worry about your future, why don't they take you to get your permit? What do you mean your parents work of the clock?

Well first my mom wanted her boyfriend to teach me how to drive but he said i had to take a drug test first which even my mom testified too. Hopefully she takes me out to learn before the summer. My mom works from 9-6 and she takes a 2 hour train to NY everyday. She comes home and has to deal with my little step brother and cook food for the whole family so she barely has time even for herself and my moms boyfriend is just left to be avoided at all times

And your mom is wrong, your brother was lazy (I hate to sound mean). Financial aid is available. What do you want to do for a career?

Its alright me and my brother are 2 completely different people. I was thinking lawyer or psychiatric but now everything is still up for debate. Its not so much i want a specific career i just want a job that i dont absolutely hate and that i can get paid enough to make a living for myself

If it means walking a mile or two to get to work then that's what you'll have to do. ? You can some how afford a skateboard, shoes, etc...why not a cheap bike? If you want to get hired fast, you need to take initiative. Jobs won't come to you. Fast food usually hires people often, it's a shitty job, trust me I worked there for a couple of years, but you'll be getting paid. Summer is approaching, that means places will be hiring.


I see where your coming from. My brother did the whole bike thing and hated it and thats one of the only times i felt bad for him and showed me how scummy my parents could be. I refuse to work at mcdonalds thats my only problem.


And if you want some social interaction, which will make you feel happier (chemicals in your brain), then join a club, sport at school...hang out at the skate park or a local spot that everyone goes to. Talk to kids in your classes.


I try man i tried all of that. Its just people in general. I can barely find anyone who i can hold an intelligent conversation for more then a sentence. The stuff that the kids are into i have no interests in. A lot of them are alcoholics, i dont drink alcohol. All if them watch the jersey shore, i hate the jersey shore. All of them like rap music, i like rap music too but real rap, not lil wayne or drake or whatever dumbass the music industry wants to give millions of dollars to write nursery rhymes. we really are just really different people and my friend says he thinks its because i grew up in brooklyn and things are a lot different there then here.


Maybe joining the military? There's good benefits, but it is not for everyone, me included.

No thats not even a possibility but thats something that i wont get into because anything that has to do with religion or politics is bad news

You have to take action in your life, you obviously have it hard, things won't come to you...

Im trying to man im just waiting till high schools over, it just freaks me out when i see some of my peers who are out of high school and there just vegetables and miserable and i mean the kids that are specifically in this town . I wish i didnt have it so hard sometimes, i wish i was as ignorant so i can just enjoy my day without thinking about the problems.

i'm just layin it on ya a little thick. if you don't dig your set up change it- equate it to skating even- ride loose or ride tight. don't be afraid of death wobbles on the long hills. sometimes you've got to leave the mind alone and just get high

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on April 18, 2011, 07:38:40 PM

try finding positives about people you meet,/know instead of focusing on shit you disagree with them about.

also you seem like a huge fucking moron. instead of thinking you are better than everyone, think they are better than you or at least equal and treat everyone better. also get better tastes because you are pathetic.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on April 18, 2011, 07:52:43 PM

yeah, you sound like a whiny little bitch. nothing you're going through is unique. you're not important and neither is your problems, so stop thinking you need to amount to anything. just dive into your situation, steal, rape, go to jail, smoke meth with the money you make mowing lawns. we need more fucks like you, i don't want you taking any of us who've reached manhood's jobs. fight your step dad. pawn your computer, join the army, jack off to big black women. stop typing in this thread till you graduate high school or grow the fuck up. write your congressman or get tattoos that don't mean anything.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on April 20, 2011, 08:46:16 AM

what ice nine said. saying you listen to real music and condemning others tastes is so condescending.

i know you deleted your account, but youre probably lurking

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: finknoos on April 20, 2011, 09:44:19 AM

Quote from: Zurg on April 20, 2011, 08:46:16 AM

what ice nine said. saying you listen to real music and condemning others tastes is so condescending.

i know you deleted your account, but youre probably lurking

and yet its the most popular thing on slap, after penises

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mackattack on April 20, 2011, 01:04:18 PM

Quote from: finknoos on April 20, 2011, 09:44:19 AM

Quote from: Zurg on April 20, 2011, 08:46:16 AM

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what ice nine said. saying you listen to real music and condemning others tastes is so condescending.

i know you deleted your account, but youre probably lurking

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and yet its the most popular thing on slap, after penises

... followed by supercilious commentary on Slap stereotypes... and then we have cats.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on April 26, 2011, 11:25:54 PM

there you have it, try to focus on cats and dicks and you should be fine

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dontfearthereefer92 on April 30, 2011, 10:20:41 AM

I once went to this jock squad kids party with my ex-girlfriend, anyways me and this kid have had some sort of beef in the past in which i've always taken the high road and said fuck it and went and got high, But i seen him hitting on my girlfriend at about 5 times during the party, so instead of making a scene and fighting him ( <- lol ) i grabbed one of those smalled sized dinner plates (saucers?) and my skate tool out of my truck went into his bedroom, and took a dirty shit on the plate, removed his heat register vent, put the saucerful of shit in his heating duct, and screwed the cover back on, so now whenever he turns the heat on, his room smells like shit


As far as i know, his house still smells like my shit.

This took place during a cold canadian winter, where heat is a bear necessity 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: saucy ragu on April 30, 2011, 08:49:22 PM

Quote from: dontfearthereefer92 on April 30, 2011, 10:20:41 AM

I once went to this jock squad kids party with my ex-girlfriend, anyways me and this kid have had some sort of beef in the past in which i've always taken the high road and said fuck it and went and got high, But i seen him hitting on my girlfriend at about 5 times during the party, so instead of making a scene and fighting him ( <- lol ) i grabbed one of those smalled sized dinner plates (saucers?) and my skate tool out of my truck went into his bedroom, and took a dirty shit on the plate, removed his heat register vent, put the saucerful of shit in his heating duct, and screwed the cover back on, so now whenever he turns the heat on, his room smells like shit


As far as i know, his house still smells like my shit.

This took place during a cold canadian winter, where heat is a bear necessity 

A friend of mine did the same but with piss. Nice step up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tom Beens on May 01, 2011, 11:05:38 AM

Quote from: dontfearthereefer92 on April 30, 2011, 10:20:41 AM

I once went to this jock squad kids party with my ex-girlfriend, anyways me and this kid have had some sort of beef in the past in which i've always taken the high road and said fuck it and went and got high, But i seen him hitting on my girlfriend at about 5 times during the party, so instead of making a scene and fighting him ( <- lol ) i grabbed one of those smalled sized dinner plates (saucers?) and my skate tool out of my truck went into his bedroom, and took a dirty shit on the plate, removed his heat register vent, put the saucerful of shit in his heating duct, and screwed the cover back on, so now whenever he turns the heat on, his room smells like shit


As far as i know, his house still smells like my shit.

This took place during a cold canadian winter, where heat is a bear necessity 

Now, that's payback. Way better than kicking someones ass.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: finknoos on May 03, 2011, 09:18:09 AM

Quote from: dontfearthereefer92 on April 30, 2011, 10:20:41 AM

I once went to this jock squad kids party with my ex-girlfriend, anyways me and this kid have had some sort of beef in the past in which i've always taken the high road and said fuck it and went and got high, But i seen him hitting on my girlfriend at about 5 times during the party, so instead of making a scene and fighting him ( <- lol ) i grabbed one of those smalled sized dinner plates (saucers?) and my skate tool out of my truck went into his bedroom, and took a dirty shit on the plate, removed his heat register vent, put the saucerful of shit in his heating duct, and screwed the cover back on, so now whenever he turns the heat on, his room smells like shit


As far as i know, his house still smells like my shit.

This took place during a cold canadian winter, where heat is a bear necessity? 

what you did there, i see it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vandelay ind on May 03, 2011, 11:59:45 PM

Quote from: finknoos on May 03, 2011, 09:18:09 AM

Quote from: dontfearthereefer92 on April 30, 2011, 10:20:41 AM

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I once went to this jock squad kids party with my ex-girlfriend, anyways me and this kid have had some sort of beef in the past in which i've always taken the high road and said fuck it and went and got high, But i seen him hitting on my girlfriend at about 5 times during the party, so instead of making a scene and fighting him ( <- lol ) i grabbed one of those smalled sized dinner plates (saucers?) and my skate tool out of my truck went into his bedroom, and took a dirty shit on the plate, removed his heat register vent, put the saucerful of shit in his heating duct, and screwed the cover back on, so now whenever he turns the heat on, his room smells like shit


As far as i know, his house still smells like my shit.

This took place during a cold canadian winter, where heat is a bear necessity? 

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what you did there, i see it

also noted

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on May 05, 2011, 11:37:54 AM

I'll skate in basketball shorts, they're comforable and light weight. I have no shame though. All black and slightly above the knees are perfect.
I never found George Carlin to be funny, he can entertaining but never funny.
I watch Teen Mom and 16 and Pregnant with my girlfriend. :-[

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pelican on May 10, 2011, 12:27:02 PM

lately i'm having horrible outbursts of rage. I have no idea where they come from; whenever the tiniest stupid thing goes wrong my impulse is to beat the living shit out of something and scream. i feel like a fucking child and am starting to doubt that i have any self worth whatsoever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MexicanSpaniard on May 10, 2011, 12:42:21 PM

I'm really curious about seeing if I can break an egg inside of a vagina with my penis.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LOU.502 on May 12, 2011, 05:20:40 AM

I'm usually drunk. and high. and its not fun anymore. so ive been skating every single day. that will always be fun  :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on May 12, 2011, 10:34:48 AM

Quote from: LOU.502 on May 12, 2011, 06:05:15 AM

fuck it while im still here,
I smoke too many cigs, and am always coughing up tar and shit
I, for whatever reason, feel like I need to cheat on my gf just to prove to myself that I still "got it" or whatever
I like the shittiest rap ever
I once started going out with a girl before i managed to break it off with the old one
I focused a police car windshield with my skateboard when i was 16 just to impress some girls
My buddy and I pissed in my sophomore english teacher's desk
I cant skate a lick of tranny but try to make up for it by carcass hucking
I named my cat after the drummer from metallica ( i was 13)

Hehe.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on May 12, 2011, 11:40:56 AM

I can't look at a anorexic person, but I can handle blood, guts, killings, etc.  Just the look of anorexic people makes me sick to my stomach and my bones feel weak, it's weird. We were learning about eating disorders in my adolescent class and I couldn't stand it. Just the thought of it makes me feel horrible.

My ollies have always been shitty, my kickflips are so much better and I prefer to kickflip anything that do an ollie...even when I'm warming up at a spot. It has always been easier to flip a trick than to ollie.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dontfearthereefer92 on May 13, 2011, 09:18:38 AM

Quote from: HATE! on May 12, 2011, 04:37:23 PM

Quote from: Tom Beens on May 01, 2011, 11:05:38 AM

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Quote from: dontfearthereefer92 on April 30, 2011, 10:20:41 AM

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I once went to this jock squad kids party with my ex-girlfriend, anyways me and this kid have had some sort of beef in the past in which i've always taken the high road and said fuck it and went and got high, But i seen him hitting on my girlfriend at about 5 times during the party, so instead of making a scene and fighting him ( <- lol ) i grabbed one of those smalled sized dinner plates (saucers?) and my skate tool out of my truck went into his bedroom, and took a dirty shit on the plate, removed his heat register vent, put the saucerful of shit in his heating duct, and screwed the cover back on, so now whenever he turns the heat on, his room smells like shit


As far as i know, his house still smells like my shit.

This took place during a cold canadian winter, where heat is a bear necessity? 

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Now, that's payback. Way better than kicking someones ass.

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You can also go with a milk chicken bomb.  Just keep a jar with a raw piece of chicken and half full of milk somewhere non refridgerated and then after awhile you have the dirtiest grenade in the world.  Just pop the top and put it in the duct.

hahaha oh fuck man that would be the worst, defiantly worse then feces

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PFIASB. on May 14, 2011, 03:35:26 PM

I havnt owned a skateboard in over a year
I rode bmx bikes for 7 months and can do a 360
I sometimes go to the skatepark and ride my skater friends scooters the whole time
I really hate talking to people i dont already know
When i wear shorts i freeball
When i wear pants i wear them around 4 times before washing
Almost everything i have is broken because i get angry easily
I dont evn have a computer im typing this on an ipod
Lauren london the way she looks in ATL is my dream girl

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: floop on May 14, 2011, 04:40:39 PM

i jerked off to the American Apparel online catalog

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on May 14, 2011, 06:17:51 PM

Quote from: PFIASB. on May 14, 2011, 03:35:26 PM

I havnt owned a skateboard in over a year
I rode bmx bikes for 7 months and can do a 360
I sometimes go to the skatepark and ride my skater friends scooters the whole time
I really hate talking to people i dont already know
When i wear shorts i freeball
When i wear pants i wear them around 4 times before washing
Almost everything i have is broken because i get angry easily
I dont evn have a computer im typing this on an ipod
Lauren london the way she looks in ATL is my dream girl

Are you fucking serious?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PFIASB. on May 15, 2011, 08:16:43 AM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on May 14, 2011, 06:17:51 PM

Quote from: PFIASB. on May 14, 2011, 03:35:26 PM

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I havnt owned a skateboard in over a year
I rode bmx bikes for 7 months and can do a 360
I sometimes go to the skatepark and ride my skater friends scooters the whole time
I really hate talking to people i dont already know
When i wear shorts i freeball
When i wear pants i wear them around 4 times before washing
Almost everything i have is broken because i get angry easily
I dont evn have a computer im typing this on an ipod
Lauren london the way she looks in ATL is my dream girl

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Are you fucking serious?

I dont own anything i just ride other peoples spare stuff or little kids stuff

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grubby Mits on May 15, 2011, 04:43:38 PM

Quote from: Crass on May 12, 2011, 11:40:56 AM

I can't look at a anorexic person, but I can handle blood, guts, killings, etc.  Just the look of anorexic people makes me sick to my stomach and my bones feel weak, it's weird. We were learning about eating disorders in my adolescent class and I couldn't stand it. Just the thought of it makes me feel horrible.

My ollies have always been shitty, my kickflips are so much better and I prefer to kickflip anything that do an ollie...even when I'm warming up at a spot. It has always been easier to flip a trick than to ollie.

Whilst we are on the topic, I grew up with an anorexic sister (I have never told anyone i know) and want to fucking punch people when they make jokes like 'God i eat so much, wish i was anorexic!'

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on May 15, 2011, 06:18:29 PM

I could look at someone who's bone thin and the thought of ED's never crosses my mind.  I actually have a cousin who kinda fits the description now that I think about it.. are there any telltale signs?  Are all those afflicted skinny, or do you think I see people every day on the road to it? 

Don't want to come off as ignorant but it's an interesting topic.. From what TV has thought me, people do it because they think being skinnier makes them more attractive.  I just don't get how so many could force themselves to think that, while you or me would just think "losing weight won't change my face" and try to look good in a healthy fashion.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on May 15, 2011, 06:47:19 PM

Quote from: Otis Shredding on May 15, 2011, 06:18:29 PM

I could look at someone who's bone thin and the thought of ED's never crosses my mind.?  I actually have a cousin who kinda fits the description now that I think about it.. are there any telltale signs??  Are all those afflicted skinny, or do you think I see people every day on the road to it?? 

Don't want to come off as ignorant but it's an interesting topic.. From what TV has thought me, people do it because they think being skinnier makes them more attractive.?  I just don't get how so many could force themselves to think that, while you or me would just think "losing weight won't change my face" and try to look good in a healthy fashion.

I don't know too much about ED's, other than general information...I have to read the chapter, we only did a brief lecture over ED's. Some signs could be lack of eating, depression, obsession with stick thin models, etc. No, not all skinny people are considered anorexic.

Well, there could be many reasons for a ED but two come to mind. It could be the fear of gaining weight (becoming fat) or idolizing models. Anorexic people don't see themselves as super thin, they see themselves as fat regardless of their size. Their body imagine is not normal. And I could never understand how the popularity of super thin models came to be. Most guys prefer girls with curves (eg. Katy Perry, Beyonce, etc).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on May 15, 2011, 07:12:04 PM

Quote from: Crass on May 15, 2011, 06:47:19 PM

Quote from: Otis Shredding on May 15, 2011, 06:18:29 PM

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I could look at someone who's bone thin and the thought of ED's never crosses my mind.?  I actually have a cousin who kinda fits the description now that I think about it.. are there any telltale signs??  Are all those afflicted skinny, or do you think I see people every day on the road to it?? 

Don't want to come off as ignorant but it's an interesting topic.. From what TV has thought me, people do it because they think being skinnier makes them more attractive.?  I just don't get how so many could force themselves to think that, while you or me would just think "losing weight won't change my face" and try to look good in a healthy fashion.

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I don't know too much about ED's, other than general information...I have to read the chapter, we only did a brief lecture over ED's. Some signs could be lack of eating, depression, obsession with stick thin models, etc. No, not all skinny people are considered anorexic.

Well, there could be many reasons for a ED but two come to mind. It could be the fear of gaining weight (becoming fat) or idolizing models. Anorexic people don't see themselves as super thin, they see themselves as fat regardless of their size. Their body imagine is not normal. And I could never understand how the popularity of super thin models came to be. Most guys prefer girls with curves (eg. Katy Perry, Beyonce, etc).

One of my ex-girlfriends said that stick-thin models became the norm because fashion designers use them more as walking frames for their clothes, not to actually fill them out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hannity on May 15, 2011, 11:20:16 PM

Quote from: kilgore. on April 18, 2011, 07:52:43 PM

yeah, you sound like a whiny little bitch. nothing you're going through is unique. you're not important and neither is your problems, so stop thinking you need to amount to anything. just dive into your situation, steal, rape, go to jail, smoke meth with the money you make mowing lawns. we need more fucks like you, i don't want you taking any of us who've reached manhood's jobs. fight your step dad. pawn your computer, join the army, jack off to big black women. stop typing in this thread till you graduate high school or grow the fuck up. write your congressman or get tattoos that don't mean anything.

great post, gnar you if i could

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on May 16, 2011, 05:28:45 PM

I drink a lot of beer. I'm also depressed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cancelled on May 16, 2011, 06:38:33 PM

to the 17 year old-

suck it the up and work at mcdonalds, save some money and move out of town.  then become a hero or stay a zero, i dont give a fuck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on May 18, 2011, 07:58:32 AM

Quote from: idrinkhamms on May 16, 2011, 05:28:45 PM

I drink a lot of beer. I'm also depressed.

You're not alone, brah.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: police state on May 19, 2011, 12:02:52 PM

beer is great but i feel i drink too much as well.  what i came to confess is that i broke off what was my longest relationship, 4 years ago.  and now i cant help but think it was one of the worst mistakes of my life.  i'll have girls over and i still think about her, its pretty awful.  i would get her back but shes moved far far away.  perhaps thats why i want her so much?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on May 19, 2011, 01:04:17 PM

most likely. you broke it off for a reason in the first place

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fbg$ on May 22, 2011, 05:25:14 PM

Figured I might as well make an account since I lurk this shit so hard.


So last week I was over my girlfriends house and everything was going completely normal. Just chillin for a while. So we were sitting on her couch watching tv in her living room, and I start grabbin her ass. She scoots up a bit so shes laying on her side, so I made a move and I start fingering her. Her brother walks in and doesnt notice and he just goes over to the recliner. So we just look at each other for a second to figure out if he noticed or not. Was one of those ohshit moments. He didnt notice at all, and a few seconds later his face was glued to the tv. So i fingered her anyway, with her brother sitting 5 feet across from us. He never noticed.

Not sure if I feel good about that, but whatever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Donkey Lips on May 23, 2011, 08:56:02 AM

Quote from: fbg$ on May 22, 2011, 05:25:14 PM

Figured I might as well make an account since I lurk this shit so hard.


So last week I was over my girlfriends house and everything was going completely normal. Just chillin for a while. So we were sitting on her couch watching tv in her living room, and I start grabbin her ass. She scoots up a bit so shes laying on her side, so I made a move and I start fingering her. Her brother walks in and doesnt notice and he just goes over to the recliner. So we just look at each other for a second to figure out if he noticed or not. Was one of those ohshit moments. He didnt notice at all, and a few seconds later his face was glued to the tv. So i fingered her anyway, with her brother sitting 5 feet across from us. He never noticed.

Not sure if I feel good about that, but whatever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steve on May 23, 2011, 09:09:10 AM

Quote from: fbg$ on May 22, 2011, 05:25:14 PM

Figured I might as well make an account since I lurk this shit so hard.


So last week I was over my girlfriends house and everything was going completely normal. Just chillin for a while. So we were sitting on her couch watching tv in her living room, and I start grabbin her ass. She scoots up a bit so shes laying on her side, so I made a move and I start fingering her. Her brother walks in and doesnt notice and he just goes over to the recliner. So we just look at each other for a second to figure out if he noticed or not. Was one of those ohshit moments. He didnt notice at all, and a few seconds later his face was glued to the tv. So i fingered her anyway, with her brother sitting 5 feet across from us. He never noticed.

Not sure if I feel good about that, but whatever.

eh, no big deal. The other night me and my ex met at the bar. At some herb cookies, had a few drinks, just chilled like we did in 2010. Anyways, my buddy was there pretty much falling over drunk. We give him a ride home and he asks if we wanted to come in and smoke a J. We go upstairs to his room and see that dude's got a hammock hanging from wall to wall, over his bed. It's the only spot for me and the lady to kick it so after he throws on blonde on blonde we start burning and hombre passes out.

at this point, it's me and the lady, in the hammock, listening to dylan, wasted, with the host passed out. I start rubbing her clit and she grabbed my dick. We're making out a little and what not. The hammock is swaying a little more with our motion. hahaha, the kicker is, i look over and dude is looking right at us!

the fucking pervert! We make a quick exit as the track on the turntable unwinds. After getting into the car she asks if he was watching and i said "maybe." She says "oh that's awkward, but kinda turns me on. Lets go back to your place"

the night ended nicely.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bonerjams03 on May 24, 2011, 12:44:45 AM

I have gone back to snorting drugs and chain smoking all the while lying about it to my girlfriend.
sorry if this is off-topic or some shit. didn't read the last few posts and felt like getting it off my chest.
actually, she works 12 hour shifts doing some important shit and I saw her right before one with dried blood under my nose and blood-shot-to-shit eyes. and she still don't know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lenny on May 24, 2011, 12:55:47 AM

Quote from: bonerjams03 on May 24, 2011, 12:44:45 AM

I have gone back to snorting drugs and chain smoking all the while lying about it to my girlfriend.
sorry if this is off-topic or some shit. didn't read the last few posts and felt like getting it off my chest.

I've been there man..
my only advice is to be as honest with her as you can. If she's rad and is actually into you, she'll understand. If she freaks, it probably isn't meant to be. My chick right now has partied/parties the way i do, so she gets the reclusive and weird tendencies that afflict people like me, us, whatever. point being: talk about it. If she can't deal, might be time to move on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steve on May 25, 2011, 11:36:19 PM

man, i've avoided posting a bum out in here, but i've gotta do it somewhere.

Me and the lady had broken up. I wanted more of a serious thing after 9 months and she wanted to keep taking it easy as we'd gotten together within a month of her last relationship, which was a live in gig that lasted 4 years. We didn't talk for a month or so and to avoid feeling lousy emotions regarding the situation i raged my head off with all the skate rats i met during the last semester, shit got kind of gnarly. I also went on to hook up with all the available younger girls; at 25 as an undergrad there's no contest . I went gnarlier on the bar/party scene than i've been in a few years. Again, i did all of this to indirectly avoid thinking about the break up.

Couple weeks ago the lady calls me. She says she misses me and asks me to dinner. I make her wait a few hours, but she knew i would say yes; i called her and said "ok." Since then we had pretty much gotten back to how things were going before- sex on the daily, smoking, drinking, talking, having fun.

The stipulations of us hanging out were that it would be open and we were cool to go on dates with other people. She was all keyed up about this as she has never gone on a "date" that wasn't with me or her ex. I wasn't too thrilled about this; when i want to settle it's because i'm content- if the lovin is good, it's good enough every day, no need for anything else- but i agreed and thought that things would be ok.

tonight i find out that she's on a 2nd date with some dude who asked her out at work- she's a waitress at a rock club- she said she kissed him. I bugged the fuck out and i feel rightfully so seeing as we fucked yesterday and were planning on going away for the weekend. To me, going on a date and kissing as opposed to fucking is far more intimate.

She said that we had agreed to keep things open and that i was being unreasonable. I disagreed and said that i can't be with her while she's going out with other dudes and don't want to think about that every time i go to kiss her or touch her.

I'm traveling across the country over the next three months and she's doing a semester abroad from mid august til Xmas, so it's not like we were going to be together anyways but i felt that it wasn't too much to want to be together while we were both here and see how things pan out upon return.

Shit sucks and i'm very bummed out. It's weird because i haven't given a fuck enough about a female in years to call her back after the first couple of fucks- this girl has had me bugging hard and i can't help but feel that i'm doing the right thing in telling her that i can't see her until she figures out what she wants but at the same time i'm going to miss her company, man.

fuck, that was my rant and confession.

peace

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: eminem on May 26, 2011, 05:07:20 AM

Quote from: steve on May 25, 2011, 11:36:19 PM

man, i've avoided posting a bum out in here, but i've gotta do it somewhere.

Me and the lady had broken up. I wanted more of a serious thing after 9 months and she wanted to keep taking it easy as we'd gotten together within a month of her last relationship, which was a live in gig that lasted 4 years. We didn't talk for a month or so and to avoid feeling lousy emotions regarding the situation i raged my head off with all the skate rats i met during the last semester, shit got kind of gnarly. I also went on to hook up with all the available younger girls; at 25 as an undergrad there's no contest . I went gnarlier on the bar/party scene than i've been in a few years. Again, i did all of this to indirectly avoid thinking about the break up.

Couple weeks ago the lady calls me. She says she misses me and asks me to dinner. I make her wait a few hours, but she knew i would say yes; i called her and said "ok." Since then we had pretty much gotten back to how things were going before- sex on the daily, smoking, drinking, talking, having fun.

The stipulations of us hanging out were that it would be open and we were cool to go on dates with other people. She was all keyed up about this as she has never gone on a "date" that wasn't with me or her ex. I wasn't too thrilled about this; when i want to settle it's because i'm content- if the lovin is good, it's good enough every day, no need for anything else- but i agreed and thought that things would be ok.

tonight i find out that she's on a 2nd date with some dude who asked her out at work- she's a waitress at a rock club- she said she kissed him. I bugged the fuck out and i feel rightfully so seeing as we fucked yesterday and were planning on going away for the weekend. To me, going on a date and kissing as opposed to fucking is far more intimate.

She said that we had agreed to keep things open and that i was being unreasonable. I disagreed and said that i can't be with her while she's going out with other dudes and don't want to think about that every time i go to kiss her or touch her.

I'm traveling across the country over the next three months and she's doing a semester abroad from mid august til Xmas, so it's not like we were going to be together anyways but i felt that it wasn't too much to want to be together while we were both here and see how things pan out upon return.

Shit sucks and i'm very bummed out. It's weird because i haven't given a fuck enough about a female in years to call her back after the first couple of fucks- this girl has had me bugging hard and i can't help but feel that i'm doing the right thing in telling her that i can't see her until she figures out what she wants but at the same time i'm going to miss her company, man.

fuck, that was my rant and confession.

peace

 >:(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dontfearthereefer92 on May 26, 2011, 07:55:55 AM

Quote from: steve on May 25, 2011, 11:36:19 PM

man, i've avoided posting a bum out in here, but i've gotta do it somewhere.

Me and the lady had broken up. I wanted more of a serious thing after 9 months and she wanted to keep taking it easy as we'd gotten together within a month of her last relationship, which was a live in gig that lasted 4 years. We didn't talk for a month or so and to avoid feeling lousy emotions regarding the situation i raged my head off with all the skate rats i met during the last semester, shit got kind of gnarly. I also went on to hook up with all the available younger girls; at 25 as an undergrad there's no contest . I went gnarlier on the bar/party scene than i've been in a few years. Again, i did all of this to indirectly avoid thinking about the break up.

Couple weeks ago the lady calls me. She says she misses me and asks me to dinner. I make her wait a few hours, but she knew i would say yes; i called her and said "ok." Since then we had pretty much gotten back to how things were going before- sex on the daily, smoking, drinking, talking, having fun.

The stipulations of us hanging out were that it would be open and we were cool to go on dates with other people. She was all keyed up about this as she has never gone on a "date" that wasn't with me or her ex. I wasn't too thrilled about this; when i want to settle it's because i'm content- if the lovin is good, it's good enough every day, no need for anything else- but i agreed and thought that things would be ok.

tonight i find out that she's on a 2nd date with some dude who asked her out at work- she's a waitress at a rock club- she said she kissed him. I bugged the fuck out and i feel rightfully so seeing as we fucked yesterday and were planning on going away for the weekend. To me, going on a date and kissing as opposed to fucking is far more intimate.

She said that we had agreed to keep things open and that i was being unreasonable. I disagreed and said that i can't be with her while she's going out with other dudes and don't want to think about that every time i go to kiss her or touch her.

I'm traveling across the country over the next three months and she's doing a semester abroad from mid august til Xmas, so it's not like we were going to be together anyways but i felt that it wasn't too much to want to be together while we were both here and see how things pan out upon return.

Shit sucks and i'm very bummed out. It's weird because i haven't given a fuck enough about a female in years to call her back after the first couple of fucks- this girl has had me bugging hard and i can't help but feel that i'm doing the right thing in telling her that i can't see her until she figures out what she wants but at the same time i'm going to miss her company, man.

fuck, that was my rant and confession.

peace

YOOOU, YOU GOT WHAT I NEEEEEEED BUT YOU SAY HES JUST A FRIEND, OHH BUT YOU SAY HES JUST A FRIEND

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on May 26, 2011, 06:58:31 PM

steve, act cool about the whole situation, then fuck her best friend and/or sister.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Justis on May 26, 2011, 08:37:05 PM

i cant seem to get off from handjobs

eh they are just not that cool man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimi420 on May 26, 2011, 11:50:32 PM

Quote from: lenny on May 24, 2011, 12:55:47 AM

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I have gone back to snorting drugs and chain smoking all the while lying about it to my girlfriend.
sorry if this is off-topic or some shit. didn't read the last few posts and felt like getting it off my chest.

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I've been there man..
my only advice is to be as honest with her as you can. If she's rad and is actually into you, she'll understand. If she freaks, it probably isn't meant to be. My chick right now has partied/parties the way i do, so she gets the reclusive and weird tendencies that afflict people like me, us, whatever. point being: talk about it. If she can't deal, might be time to move on.

You have to stay honest. Hiding it from her will get tiring and you'll just hate yourself for not being real with her. If she gets mad then you have to make that choice, but if she's down with it see if she'll let you snort them out of her asscrack.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Donkey Lips on May 27, 2011, 11:43:57 AM

Quote from: Beer Keg Peg Leg on May 26, 2011, 06:58:31 PM

steve, act cool about the whole situation, then fuck her best friend and/or sister.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dontfearthereefer92 on May 28, 2011, 10:08:18 AM

Quote from: Justis on May 26, 2011, 08:37:05 PM

i cant seem to get off from handjobs

eh they are just not that cool man

i have the same thing with blowjobs aswell, i think both my heads see it as foreplay

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: William Jefferson Clinton on May 28, 2011, 10:16:01 AM

Quote from: jonisafreak3 on April 17, 2011, 06:02:43 PM

i love sleeping more then any human should

 i have low self esteem issues, very picky with girls. Ill see a girl whos remotely attractive and will either tell my self i dont have a chance or convince myself shes already taken or actually have a conversation with her and lose all interest. If a girl has gotten with a friend or a guy im not fond of its automatically a no-go unless shes really special.

Had the same problem, but it has got better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on May 28, 2011, 03:59:11 PM

I just found a sizable pack of Benzos I had forgotten about. Medically or mentally I have no need for them anymore. I told myself not to use them. Two days later I decided I am gonna eat them for fun. I am not really the type to get addicted, but I am wondering If I risk some long-term mental damage in eating them. Feeling a bit guilty I guess.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on May 29, 2011, 12:54:10 AM

I don't watch Youtube videos posted on here unless they're less than a minute long or so. It's probably a more serious problem than the guy's above me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on May 29, 2011, 09:43:29 AM

i dont read peoples posts unless they have positive rep. if people keep kooking you, obviously you say some stupid shit not worth reading

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gnarwhal on May 29, 2011, 05:09:47 PM

Quote from: Joe Pesci on May 29, 2011, 09:43:29 AM

i dont read peoples posts unless they have positive rep. if people keep kooking you, obviously you say some stupid shit not worth reading

i'm gonna kook you every day until youve got a negative rep, oh wait you wont read this because ive got a negative rep...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on May 29, 2011, 05:31:18 PM

Quote from: Gnarwhal on May 29, 2011, 05:09:47 PM

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i dont read peoples posts unless they have positive rep. if people keep kooking you, obviously you say some stupid shit not worth reading

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i'm gonna kook you every day until youve got a negative rep, oh wait you wont read this because ive got a negative rep...

imma do this too. have him become one of the bad boys of SLAP and shit.

(he's tripping though, COTG, Gipper and rawb are like the core of this place. they are the kookmasters and should be treated with respect, god dang it.)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tre killa on May 29, 2011, 05:40:44 PM

Quote from: Joe Pesci on May 29, 2011, 09:43:29 AM

i dont read peoples posts unless they have positive rep. if people keep kooking you, obviously you say some stupid shit not worth reading

Your rep is going on a steady decline from now on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on May 29, 2011, 05:59:53 PM

hahahaha cool. but to correct a post above... rawbs rep has been reverted to positive, so its in the thousands, where it actually should be.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gnarwhal on May 29, 2011, 08:16:21 PM

Quote from: Joe Pesci on May 29, 2011, 05:59:53 PM

hahahaha cool. but to correct a post above... rawbs rep has been reverted to positive, so its in the thousands, where it actually should be.

to correct that post you had to read it, and his rep is negative

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on May 29, 2011, 08:43:03 PM

Quote from: Gnarwhal on May 29, 2011, 08:16:21 PM

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hahahaha cool. but to correct a post above... rawbs rep has been reverted to positive, so its in the thousands, where it actually should be.

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to correct that post you had to read it, and his rep is negative

I would be upset that he's such a hypocrite, but he's in my favorite movie (Home Alone 2: Lost In New York), so I'll let it go.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on May 30, 2011, 07:42:01 AM

Quote from: Joe Pesci on May 29, 2011, 09:43:29 AM

i dont read peoples posts unless they have positive rep. if people keep kooking you, obviously you say some stupid shit not worth reading

That's dumb, Justis has a high rep but he's almost as lame as Austin.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Truancy on May 30, 2011, 08:52:23 AM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on May 30, 2011, 07:42:01 AM

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i dont read peoples posts unless they have positive rep. if people keep kooking you, obviously you say some stupid shit not worth reading

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That's dumb, Justis has a high rep but he's almost as lame as Austin.

Skater Austin tries hard as fuck to be edgy or 'hardcore' or some shit.

Justis naturally fills you with good vibes and adolescent memories.

There really isn't a comparison.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on May 30, 2011, 09:55:42 AM

Quote from: Truancy on May 30, 2011, 08:52:23 AM

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Quote from: Joe Pesci on May 29, 2011, 09:43:29 AM

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i dont read peoples posts unless they have positive rep. if people keep kooking you, obviously you say some stupid shit not worth reading

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That's dumb, Justis has a high rep but he's almost as lame as Austin.

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Skater Austin tries hard as fuck to be edgy or 'hardcore' or some shit. Justis naturally fills you with good vibes and adolescent memories. There really isn't a comparison.

Nah, I feel like Justis tries hard to let everyone know he's sexually active.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Truancy on May 30, 2011, 10:16:17 AM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on May 30, 2011, 09:55:42 AM

Quote from: Truancy on May 30, 2011, 08:52:23 AM

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Quote from: BraveUlysses on May 30, 2011, 07:42:01 AM

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Quote from: Joe Pesci on May 29, 2011, 09:43:29 AM

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i dont read peoples posts unless they have positive rep. if people keep kooking you, obviously you say some stupid shit not worth reading

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That's dumb, Justis has a high rep but he's almost as lame as Austin.

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Skater Austin tries hard as fuck to be edgy or 'hardcore' or some shit. Justis naturally fills you with good vibes and adolescent memories. There really isn't a comparison.

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Nah, I feel like Justis tries hard to let everyone know he's sexually active.

He's 15, that might be the biggest part of his life right now. It'll shine through in his posting.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gnarwhal on May 30, 2011, 11:09:34 AM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on May 30, 2011, 09:55:42 AM

Quote from: Truancy on May 30, 2011, 08:52:23 AM

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Quote from: BraveUlysses on May 30, 2011, 07:42:01 AM

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Quote from: Joe Pesci on May 29, 2011, 09:43:29 AM

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i dont read peoples posts unless they have positive rep. if people keep kooking you, obviously you say some stupid shit not worth reading

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That's dumb, Justis has a high rep but he's almost as lame as Austin.

[close]

Skater Austin tries hard as fuck to be edgy or 'hardcore' or some shit. Justis naturally fills you with good vibes and adolescent memories. There really isn't a comparison.

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Nah, I feel like Justis tries hard to let everyone know he's sexually active.

and i'm sure justis is a better skater than austin

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Justis on May 31, 2011, 04:22:03 PM

i've just been posting whatever im doin because im bored and my legs fucked. but okay dudes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doogie Howser Ph.D. on May 31, 2011, 07:59:32 PM

Duck duck goose?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Filip on June 01, 2011, 03:11:45 AM

I fucking hate eye to eye contact, also I need my personal space, if somebody goes closer than 1 foot near me, I go nuts in my head, and start freaking out..  Because of this, last time I had a girlfriend was probably 3 years ago... I had a date yesterday actually, but I blew it, and I couldnt talk about anything but school until I drank two or three beers, then I started to act cool.  I know that this girl is into me, and I like her, but I have no interest in a releationship.

I had a normal job about once or twice in my life, I fucking hate to work for somebody other than my father.
I hate my college..Seriously, I have no idea why I picked up law study..
I cant stop smoking and I hate myself for that.
Im fucking lazy, and I do everything last-minute.
I have only a few good friends, that I have known for the last probably 10-11 years, and no interest of meeting new people at all. I pretty much hate anyone else.
I have no problem to curse out little kids that lurk at skatepark and play hockey and shit.. Almost every week some little boy or girl goes home crying because I tell them to fuck off and call them cunts and bitches. I have no idea why I do it, but they drive me crazy even if they just sit and stare at us skating.
I would say that Im pretty calm and nice guy when Im sober, but If Im drunk, Im the biggest bitch ever, and bitch about everybody and everything that is in the bar or somewhere. And I fuckin love it. 
My favourite skater of all time would probably be Muska, or Chris Cole.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Laestadius on June 01, 2011, 08:40:58 AM

My girlfriend doesn't want to perform oral sex on me because she doesn't want my HPV. And I hate using condoms.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Chris Hansen is back on June 01, 2011, 09:44:50 AM

Dick wart pics, or gtfo.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Laestadius on June 01, 2011, 09:58:43 AM

I assume I would have to write "For Slap" or something like that in my dick to prove I didn't just use a random photo from the interwebs. But no.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Filip on June 01, 2011, 12:50:38 PM

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I fucking hate eye to eye contact, also I need my personal space, if somebody goes closer than 1 foot near me, I go nuts in my head, and start freaking out..  Because of this, last time I had a girlfriend was probably 3 years ago... I had a date yesterday actually, but I blew it, and I couldnt talk about anything but school until I drank two or three beers, then I started to act cool.  I know that this girl is into me, and I like her, but I have no interest in a releationship.

I had a normal job about once or twice in my life, I fucking hate to work for somebody other than my father.
I hate my college..Seriously, I have no idea why I picked up law study..
I cant stop smoking and I hate myself for that.
Im fucking lazy, and I do everything last-minute.
I have only a few good friends, that I have known for the last probably 10-11 years, and no interest of meeting new people at all. I pretty much hate anyone else.
I have no problem to curse out little kids that lurk at skatepark and play hockey and shit.. Almost every week some little boy or girl goes home crying because I tell them to fuck off and call them cunts and bitches. I have no idea why I do it, but they drive me crazy even if they just sit and stare at us skating.
I would say that Im pretty calm and nice guy when Im sober, but If Im drunk, Im the biggest bitch ever, and bitch about everybody and everything that is in the bar or somewhere. And I fuckin love it. 
My favourite skater of all time would probably be Muska, or Chris Cole.

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Im 21. Why would you assume that?
How old are you? You're the biggest fucking baby.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on June 01, 2011, 01:29:58 PM

Sorry, I deleted my post. Rough morning, not drunk yet, etc., didn't mean to be so cruel.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Filip on June 01, 2011, 01:54:37 PM

Quote from: idrinkhamms on June 01, 2011, 01:29:58 PM

Sorry, I deleted my post. Rough morning, not drunk yet, etc., didn't mean to be so cruel.

I really dont mind, I just wanted to know.. But whatever..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on June 01, 2011, 02:25:23 PM

id say its the yelling at kids for watching you skate and being proud of bitching at stuff

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Filip on June 01, 2011, 02:56:50 PM

Quote from: Zurg on June 01, 2011, 02:25:23 PM

id say its the yelling at kids for watching you skate and being proud of bitching at stuff

I didnt say that Im proud of it. I just cant help myself, I need to be perfectly calm if I want to enjoy skating, that is why I mostly skate enjoy skating alone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on June 01, 2011, 05:39:50 PM

you sound like a terrible person

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on June 02, 2011, 11:59:10 AM

i meant being proud of bitching at everything

Quote from: Filip ?upka on June 01, 2011, 03:11:45 AM

I would say that Im pretty calm and nice guy when Im sober, but If Im drunk, Im the biggest bitch ever, and bitch about everybody and everything that is in the bar or somewhere. And I fuckin love it. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimi420 on June 03, 2011, 09:01:47 AM

the other day I gave these two kids skating home in the rain a ride home and it made me realize that I'm the old guy that skates. I'm not even old (19) but the people I skate with on a consistent basis are years younger than I am.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Reev on June 06, 2011, 08:57:01 AM

I have a massive superiority complex, which quite frequently leads to me becoming irate at my family members for believing in absolute codshit like astrology and spiritual readings

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on June 06, 2011, 06:30:42 PM

Quote from: Reev on June 06, 2011, 08:57:01 AM

I have a massive superiority complex, which quite frequently leads to me becoming irate at my family members for believing in absolute codshit like astrology and spiritual readings

Hmmm.... you must be a Taurus.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Truancy on June 06, 2011, 06:56:27 PM

Quote from: idrinkhamms on June 06, 2011, 06:30:42 PM

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I have a massive superiority complex, which quite frequently leads to me becoming irate at my family members for believing in absolute codshit like astrology and spiritual readings

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Hmmm.... you must be a Taurus cunt.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gnarwhal on June 06, 2011, 07:07:48 PM

Quote from: Joe Pesci on May 29, 2011, 05:59:53 PM

hahahaha cool. but to correct a post above... rawbs rep has been reverted to positive, so its in the thousands, where it actually should be.

noticed a drop in your rep?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on June 06, 2011, 07:41:14 PM

I spend literally 5-7 nights a week sitting at home listening to depressing music and getting drunk and smoking cigarettes. It's pretty fucking awesome.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doctor Handsome on June 07, 2011, 12:36:02 AM

How do I stop being depressed?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on June 07, 2011, 12:44:07 AM

drink less hamms

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on June 07, 2011, 05:56:11 AM

Quote from: idrinkhamms on June 07, 2011, 12:36:02 AM

How do I stop being depressed?

Drink less. Consult a doctor/psychiatrist.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GISM on June 07, 2011, 08:22:03 AM

Last night I had the same dream where I'm taking a really satisfying piss in a giant urinal. I pissed my bed. Again.  :D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LOU.502 on June 07, 2011, 09:24:04 AM

I'm drunk and high at noon. I'm 19. This is a daily occurrence, whether I'm skating or not. I dont even know which end is up at this point. I saw one of my best friends get stabbed and bleed out about a year and a half ago. It was the most horrifying thing I have ever seen, and I will never ever even begin to get over it. Not a day goes by that i dont see it in my head. I cant make it stop no matter waht i do. Soon after, I broke my hip and ankle skating, which took me out for close to a year, during which time I couldnt work, and inevitably lost my two jobs, and kicked off the fucking shitty shop team (i was kind of proud of having a "shop sponsor" to be honest)  I have developed crippling anxiety and have fallen into a deep, seemingly neverending spiral of depression. This all has put me in a very dark place. I feel incapable of anything. I got denied scholarship for the next semesters due to my gpa's dramatic slip, and i dont even feel like I care at this point. im living with my gf trying to figure my shit out. Everyday when i wake up, it feels like i am tied up and gagged on a 747 spiraling into a mountain range. I dont know how Im going to get up to the cockpit and regain control. And even if i do regain control, what the fuck am I gonna do with a 747? where do i go? how do I land? do I even care if this crashes anyway? I dont know. stupid post. regardless, feels good to say all that stuff. I dont know what to do

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: finknoos on June 07, 2011, 09:49:36 AM

shit man, thats sad to hear.

I cant really offer any usefull advice but id like to wish you all my best in your situation and hope that you see the light at the end of the tunnell and manage to pull through.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on June 07, 2011, 12:04:31 PM

Please don't ever post in here about anyone but yourself finknoos.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: finknoos on June 08, 2011, 02:01:36 AM

Quote from: ice nine on June 07, 2011, 12:04:31 PM

Please don't ever post in here about anyone but yourself finknoos.

suck out man, i was just trynna help out a pal whos clearly going through a rough time

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cold budweisers on June 08, 2011, 12:22:09 PM

yeah brody, "suck out man"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Truancy on June 09, 2011, 02:14:26 PM

Quote from: cold budweisers on June 08, 2011, 12:22:09 PM

yeah brody, "suck out man"

jesus, stop being such a dick to finknoos

just suck the fuck out bro

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steve on June 09, 2011, 02:59:30 PM

Quote from: cold budweisers on June 08, 2011, 12:22:09 PM

yeah brody, "suck out man"

fuck the stakes bodhi! the only one that thinks this is a game is you, man. this is real. this is serious shit!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on June 10, 2011, 07:06:44 PM

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i dont read peoples posts unless they have positive rep. if people keep kooking you, obviously you say some stupid shit not worth reading

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That's dumb, Justis has a high rep but he's almost as lame as Austin.

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Skater Austin tries hard as fuck to be edgy or 'hardcore' or some shit. Justis naturally fills you with good vibes and adolescent memories. There really isn't a comparison.

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Nah, I feel like Justis tries hard to let everyone know he's sexually active.

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He's 15, that might be the biggest part of his life right now. It'll shine through in his posting.

Yeah I've definitely changed my mind about him after reading more of his posts. He actually seems like a pretty nice guy and I wish him a speedy recovery. :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on June 10, 2011, 07:11:13 PM

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i dont read peoples posts unless they have positive rep. if people keep kooking you, obviously you say some stupid shit not worth reading

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That's dumb, Justis has a high rep but he's almost as lame as Austin.

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Skater Austin tries hard as fuck to be edgy or 'hardcore' or some shit.

Justis naturally fills you with good vibes and adolescent memories.

There really isn't a comparison.

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Wow dude, how do I try to act "Hardcore"? ? Because I think Bam's tight?
Heres my deal, I have only met my father a few times, he's a druggy now. ? But I never want to see him again. ? My grandma (his mom) ? told me he stole like 30000 dollars from her. ? Justis may or may not be a better skater than me, idk, depends on what were skating, havent really seen Justis skate. ?

I'm not sure what that story had to do with anything mentioned.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: William Jefferson Clinton on June 10, 2011, 07:12:41 PM

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i dont read peoples posts unless they have positive rep. if people keep kooking you, obviously you say some stupid shit not worth reading

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That's dumb, Justis has a high rep but he's almost as lame as Austin.

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Skater Austin tries hard as fuck to be edgy or 'hardcore' or some shit.

Justis naturally fills you with good vibes and adolescent memories.

There really isn't a comparison.

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Wow dude, how do I try to act "Hardcore"? ? Because I think Bam's tight?
Heres my deal, I have only met my father a few times, he's a druggy now. ? But I never want to see him again. ?? My grandma (his mom) ?? told me he stole like 30000 dollars from her. ?? Justis may or may not be a better skater than me, idk, depends on what were skating, havent really seen Justis skate. ?? 

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I'm not sure what that story had to do with anything mentioned.

What story?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on June 10, 2011, 07:17:49 PM

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i dont read peoples posts unless they have positive rep. if people keep kooking you, obviously you say some stupid shit not worth reading

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That's dumb, Justis has a high rep but he's almost as lame as Austin.

[close]

Skater Austin tries hard as fuck to be edgy or 'hardcore' or some shit.

Justis naturally fills you with good vibes and adolescent memories.

There really isn't a comparison.

[close]

Wow dude, how do I try to act "Hardcore"? ? Because I think Bam's tight?
Heres my deal, I have only met my father a few times, he's a druggy now. ? But I never want to see him again. ?? My grandma (his mom) ?? told me he stole like 30000 dollars from her. ?? Justis may or may not be a better skater than me, idk, depends on what were skating, havent really seen Justis skate. ?? 

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I'm not sure what that story had to do with anything mentioned.

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What story?

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Perro Mojado on June 10, 2011, 08:39:04 PM

Quote from: LOU.502 on June 07, 2011, 09:24:04 AM

I'm drunk and high at noon. I'm 19. This is a daily occurrence, whether I'm skating or not. I dont even know which end is up at this point. I saw one of my best friends get stabbed and bleed out about a year and a half ago. It was the most horrifying thing I have ever seen, and I will never ever even begin to get over it. Not a day goes by that i dont see it in my head. I cant make it stop no matter waht i do. Soon after, I broke my hip and ankle skating, which took me out for close to a year, during which time I couldnt work, and inevitably lost my two jobs, and kicked off the fucking shitty shop team (i was kind of proud of having a "shop sponsor" to be honest)  I have developed crippling anxiety and have fallen into a deep, seemingly neverending spiral of depression. This all has put me in a very dark place. I feel incapable of anything. I got denied scholarship for the next semesters due to my gpa's dramatic slip, and i dont even feel like I care at this point. im living with my gf trying to figure my shit out. Everyday when i wake up, it feels like i am tied up and gagged on a 747 spiraling into a mountain range. I dont know how Im going to get up to the cockpit and regain control. And even if i do regain control, what the fuck am I gonna do with a 747? where do i go? how do I land? do I even care if this crashes anyway? I dont know. stupid post. regardless, feels good to say all that stuff. I dont know what to do

try doing some shrooms or lsd that helped me out when i was going through a rough time in my life . it gave me a fresh perspective on everything

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on June 11, 2011, 06:08:08 AM

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I'm drunk and high at noon. I'm 19. This is a daily occurrence, whether I'm skating or not. I dont even know which end is up at this point. I saw one of my best friends get stabbed and bleed out about a year and a half ago. It was the most horrifying thing I have ever seen, and I will never ever even begin to get over it. Not a day goes by that i dont see it in my head. I cant make it stop no matter waht i do. Soon after, I broke my hip and ankle skating, which took me out for close to a year, during which time I couldnt work, and inevitably lost my two jobs, and kicked off the fucking shitty shop team (i was kind of proud of having a "shop sponsor" to be honest)  I have developed crippling anxiety and have fallen into a deep, seemingly neverending spiral of depression. This all has put me in a very dark place. I feel incapable of anything. I got denied scholarship for the next semesters due to my gpa's dramatic slip, and i dont even feel like I care at this point. im living with my gf trying to figure my shit out. Everyday when i wake up, it feels like i am tied up and gagged on a 747 spiraling into a mountain range. I dont know how Im going to get up to the cockpit and regain control. And even if i do regain control, what the fuck am I gonna do with a 747? where do i go? how do I land? do I even care if this crashes anyway? I dont know. stupid post. regardless, feels good to say all that stuff. I dont know what to do

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try doing some shrooms or lsd that helped me out when i was going through a rough time in my life . it gave me a fresh perspective on everything

Yeah, that's a great idea. He's struggling with some serious psychological trauma, is already uncomfortable with how much he's drinking/smoking, so tell him to do MORE drugs!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kevbo999 on June 11, 2011, 04:18:25 PM

We are gentlemen, not doctors.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kilgore. on June 11, 2011, 07:14:21 PM

Quote from: ice nine on June 07, 2011, 12:04:31 PM

Please don't ever post in here about anyone but yourself finknoos.

HAHAHA

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: heckler on June 12, 2011, 11:07:49 AM

Quote from: LOU.502 on June 07, 2011, 09:24:04 AM

I'm drunk and high at noon. I'm 19. This is a daily occurrence, whether I'm skating or not. I dont even know which end is up at this point. I saw one of my best friends get stabbed and bleed out about a year and a half ago. It was the most horrifying thing I have ever seen, and I will never ever even begin to get over it. Not a day goes by that i dont see it in my head. I cant make it stop no matter waht i do. Soon after, I broke my hip and ankle skating, which took me out for close to a year, during which time I couldnt work, and inevitably lost my two jobs, and kicked off the fucking shitty shop team (i was kind of proud of having a "shop sponsor" to be honest)  I have developed crippling anxiety and have fallen into a deep, seemingly neverending spiral of depression. This all has put me in a very dark place. I feel incapable of anything. I got denied scholarship for the next semesters due to my gpa's dramatic slip, and i dont even feel like I care at this point. im living with my gf trying to figure my shit out. Everyday when i wake up, it feels like i am tied up and gagged on a 747 spiraling into a mountain range. I dont know how Im going to get up to the cockpit and regain control. And even if i do regain control, what the fuck am I gonna do with a 747? where do i go? how do I land? do I even care if this crashes anyway? I dont know. stupid post. regardless, feels good to say all that stuff. I dont know what to do

I remember from when I was depressed that one of the most important things you could do was to keep going out and living your life and keeping yourself occupied, regardless of how hard that might be. Try to go out and start skating again, do online school, put some type of semblance in your life. I know it must sound redundant, but that's just my two cents. Either way, I'm really sorry to hear about all that, that's something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank the Rabbit on June 12, 2011, 05:50:23 PM

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I'm drunk and high at noon. I'm 19. This is a daily occurrence, whether I'm skating or not. I dont even know which end is up at this point. I saw one of my best friends get stabbed and bleed out about a year and a half ago. It was the most horrifying thing I have ever seen, and I will never ever even begin to get over it. Not a day goes by that i dont see it in my head. I cant make it stop no matter waht i do. Soon after, I broke my hip and ankle skating, which took me out for close to a year, during which time I couldnt work, and inevitably lost my two jobs, and kicked off the fucking shitty shop team (i was kind of proud of having a "shop sponsor" to be honest)  I have developed crippling anxiety and have fallen into a deep, seemingly neverending spiral of depression. This all has put me in a very dark place. I feel incapable of anything. I got denied scholarship for the next semesters due to my gpa's dramatic slip, and i dont even feel like I care at this point. im living with my gf trying to figure my shit out. Everyday when i wake up, it feels like i am tied up and gagged on a 747 spiraling into a mountain range. I dont know how Im going to get up to the cockpit and regain control. And even if i do regain control, what the fuck am I gonna do with a 747? where do i go? how do I land? do I even care if this crashes anyway? I dont know. stupid post. regardless, feels good to say all that stuff. I dont know what to do

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I remember from when I was depressed that one of the most important things you could do was to keep going out and living your life and keeping yourself occupied, regardless of how hard that might be. Try to go out and start skating again, do online school, put some type of semblance in your life. I know it must sound redundant, but that's just my two cents. Either way, I'm really sorry to hear about all that, that's something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.

Oh that was so gay... Just suck out dude

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Truancy on June 12, 2011, 08:53:28 PM

Petition to make fun of Finknoos every time he posts by telling him to suck out:

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Justis on June 13, 2011, 07:59:43 AM

i think everyone here thinks im mentally regular and is only nice to me for that reason

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Deathwish13 on June 13, 2011, 08:05:52 AM

Quote from: Justis on June 13, 2011, 07:59:43 AM

i think everyone here thinks im mentally regular and is only nice to me for that reason

thats how its on sbc, accept you like a tool and douchbag there and no one likes you there

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Justis on June 13, 2011, 08:45:07 AM

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i think everyone here thinks im mentally regular and is only nice to me for that reason

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thats how its on sbc, accept you like a tool and douchbag there and no one likes you there

says the guy whos perma'd

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doogie Howser Ph.D. on June 13, 2011, 10:35:58 PM

U CANT HANDLE THE TRUTH PIGGY

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Deathwish13 on June 13, 2011, 11:07:24 PM

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i think everyone here thinks im mentally regular and is only nice to me for that reason

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thats how its on sbc, accept you like a tool and douchbag there and no one likes you there

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says the guy whos perma'd

so are you. http://www.skateboard-city.com/messageboard/showthread.php?p=4968997#post4968997 (http://www.skateboard-city.com/messageboard/showthread.php?p=4968997#post4968997)
justis is mrgetrad on sbc or was until he got perma'd
heres a message to you from White Trash the mod, " My bad for giving you the benefit of the doubt and giving you another chance. You are a 12 year old faggot with a tiny dick. Also who the fuck enters their own mom in 'milf' contest.
"who breaks their leg and then tries to get permad from here, weird"
"maybe sb-c was throwing off his jerking schedule?"
"Maybe its all the pain meds fucking up his already shitty 14 year old judgement."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Justis on June 14, 2011, 11:15:00 AM

i got permad on purpose , you got permad and begged to go back

huge difference and a totallly dumb argument to be having

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on June 14, 2011, 10:00:51 PM

im 19 and suffer from bad depression and anxiety so i know what your feeling man, i drink to escape my life and shit caught up with me. i ended up in a mental hospital for a week cause they thought i was trying to kill myself cause i took a bunch of pills and mixed it with beer, you will get threw it man dont worry.

my confession,
i have a girl friend who i like very much(not love) and she doesnt put out and i have this girl who is my fuck buddy, i got drunbk tonight and fucked her, i just feel like shit i really like my girlfriend but when im drunk and horny i just dick her over competly, i feel like shit all the time and my depression just gets worst

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on June 24, 2011, 12:11:16 PM

I've always liked having a few by myself and have been doing it more lately out of boredom.
Also pop pills now and than mostly because of lack of weed. I think I'm trying to fill some void in my life, or a feeling of emptiness, and I know that this lifestyle can't and should not really last forever.
Also, the thought of possibly having to stop skating due to my bodily malfunctions scares the fuck out of me, and the big part of that scare is that most people in my life are skaters.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimi420 on June 24, 2011, 12:58:05 PM

Quote from: tobey on June 14, 2011, 10:00:51 PM

im 19 and suffer from bad depression and anxiety so i know what your feeling man, i drink to escape my life and shit caught up with me. i ended up in a mental hospital for a week cause they thought i was trying to kill myself cause i took a bunch of pills and mixed it with beer, you will get threw it man dont worry.

my confession,
i have a girl friend who i like very much(not love) and she doesnt put out and i have this girl who is my fuck buddy, i got drunbk tonight and fucked her, i just feel like shit i really like my girlfriend but when im drunk and horny i just dick her over competly, i feel like shit all the time and my depression just gets worst

Why Do Men Cheat? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FK6ujT0b-eo&feature=channel_video_title#ws)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PTDK on June 25, 2011, 11:32:46 PM

Quote from: Justis on May 26, 2011, 08:37:05 PM

i cant seem to get off from handjobs

eh they are just not that cool man

Hand Jobs are a man's job. Blow Jobs are a hoe's job.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on July 09, 2011, 05:32:56 PM

Prison wallets post reminded me of my accident.

Back in early '08 I got into a minor car crash, it could have been a lot worse. After doing some after school work I decided to take two friends home, they had no ride. Down their neighborhood there's a plethora of stop signs. the last stop sign before their house I did not stop at. I have no idea why...I guess I wasn't' paying attention. ? And a Pontiac hit the driver side of my car. Natural reflexes closed my eyes and I turned the wheel and hit a curb, stopping the car. I opened my eyes and looked at everything. It was almost unreal. She gets out of the car and starts yelling. I couldn't open my door so my only way out was the passenger side. My two friends were unhurt, I only had a few cuts on my head. My car was not drivable. ? The ladies car was fine, luckily she had an older stronger car. If she didn't have such a strong car her youngest son, about 2 would have died or suffered some sever injuries. She along with her other son were ok. I felt so bad and my life could have been much different if her son did not survive. I've seen a car crash 3 cars in front of me about 1-2 years later, I get a bad feeling. I just hope to never get in another one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on July 09, 2011, 06:40:38 PM

I used to listen to 50 Cent, flip the bill up on my new era caps, and owned three Famous stars and straps shirts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on July 09, 2011, 09:55:36 PM

the thing i said before about being in the mental hospital, that night i broke in to a liquor store and stole a lot of beer and cigs, i got court July 14th and things might not be looking to well for me. While out on bail i got an underage and left the scene of the accident. Im only 19 and i need my mommy tell me everything is going to be alright every 5 minutes to help me sleep at night. I honestly don't know the outcome to this and it just scares the shit out of me. there is a low percentage chance that i might go to jail but still knowing that keeps me up and whencourt is coming up i cant even breathe at times.

Thanks for reading my gay story

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: William Jefferson Clinton on July 09, 2011, 10:01:47 PM

Quote from: tobey on July 09, 2011, 09:55:36 PM

the thing i said before about being in the mental hospital, that night i broke in to a liquor store and stole a lot of beer and cigs, i got court July 14th and things might not be looking to well for me. While out on bail i got an underage and left the scene of the accident. Im only 19 and i need my mommy tell me everything is going to be alright every 5 minutes to help me sleep at night. I honestly don't know the outcome to this and it just scares the shit out of me. there is a low percentage chance that i might go to jail but still knowing that keeps me up and whencourt is coming up i cant even breathe at times.

Thanks for reading my gay story

lol most you will get is probation.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on July 09, 2011, 10:15:01 PM

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the thing i said before about being in the mental hospital, that night i broke in to a liquor store and stole a lot of beer and cigs, i got court July 14th and things might not be looking to well for me. While out on bail i got an underage and left the scene of the accident. Im only 19 and i need my mommy tell me everything is going to be alright every 5 minutes to help me sleep at night. I honestly don't know the outcome to this and it just scares the shit out of me. there is a low percentage chance that i might go to jail but still knowing that keeps me up and whencourt is coming up i cant even breathe at times.

Thanks for reading my gay story

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lol most you will get is probation.

Yeah i was hoping to just get that i have a felony up against me and when i got arrened a month back they said if i was a good boy they would drop it, i wasnt a good boy and dont know what a felony is going to do to me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on July 09, 2011, 10:25:27 PM

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the thing i said before about being in the mental hospital, that night i broke in to a liquor store and stole a lot of beer and cigs, i got court July 14th and things might not be looking to well for me. While out on bail i got an underage and left the scene of the accident. Im only 19 and i need my mommy tell me everything is going to be alright every 5 minutes to help me sleep at night. I honestly don't know the outcome to this and it just scares the shit out of me. there is a low percentage chance that i might go to jail but still knowing that keeps me up and whencourt is coming up i cant even breathe at times.

Thanks for reading my gay story

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lol most you will get is probation.

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Yeah i was hoping to just get that i have a felony up against me and when i got arrened a month back they said if i was a good boy they would drop it, i wasnt a good boy and dont know what a felony is going to do to me

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1st offense? I didnt get any time for stealing a stereo and a 12 gauge shotgun, just probation.

nope 2nd :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Archie Bunker on July 09, 2011, 10:28:24 PM

Quote from: tobey on July 09, 2011, 09:55:36 PM

the thing i said before about being in the mental hospital, that night i broke in to a liquor store and stole a lot of beer and cigs, i got court July 14th and things might not be looking to well for me. While out on bail i got an underage and left the scene of the accident. Im only 19 and i need my mommy tell me everything is going to be alright every 5 minutes to help me sleep at night. I honestly don't know the outcome to this and it just scares the shit out of me. there is a low percentage chance that i might go to jail but still knowing that keeps me up and whencourt is coming up i cant even breathe at times.

Thanks for reading my gay story

if you're going to be an idiot, might as well go ham and commit armed robbery.  and you shoulda been prepared for the consequences. real muthafuckas dont get nervous when they know they goin to jail

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on July 09, 2011, 10:31:00 PM

Quote from: Archie Bunker on July 09, 2011, 10:28:24 PM

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the thing i said before about being in the mental hospital, that night i broke in to a liquor store and stole a lot of beer and cigs, i got court July 14th and things might not be looking to well for me. While out on bail i got an underage and left the scene of the accident. Im only 19 and i need my mommy tell me everything is going to be alright every 5 minutes to help me sleep at night. I honestly don't know the outcome to this and it just scares the shit out of me. there is a low percentage chance that i might go to jail but still knowing that keeps me up and whencourt is coming up i cant even breathe at times.

Thanks for reading my gay story

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if you're going to be an idiot, might as well go ham and commit armed robbery.  and you shoulda been prepared for the consequences. real muthafuckas dont get nervous when they know they goin to jail

god i love your sig

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Archie Bunker on July 09, 2011, 10:35:57 PM

Quote from: tobey on July 09, 2011, 10:31:00 PM

Quote from: Archie Bunker on July 09, 2011, 10:28:24 PM

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Quote from: tobey on July 09, 2011, 09:55:36 PM

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the thing i said before about being in the mental hospital, that night i broke in to a liquor store and stole a lot of beer and cigs, i got court July 14th and things might not be looking to well for me. While out on bail i got an underage and left the scene of the accident. Im only 19 and i need my mommy tell me everything is going to be alright every 5 minutes to help me sleep at night. I honestly don't know the outcome to this and it just scares the shit out of me. there is a low percentage chance that i might go to jail but still knowing that keeps me up and whencourt is coming up i cant even breathe at times.

Thanks for reading my gay story

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if you're going to be an idiot, might as well go ham and commit armed robbery.  and you shoulda been prepared for the consequences. real muthafuckas dont get nervous when they know they goin to jail

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god i love your sig

good. use both of them as inspiration to quit doin stupid shit and get your life straight.  I've seen too many of my homies/randoms go to jail for doing the most stupid shit.  You see that hoe in my sig?  You just might be able to marry a hot bitch like that some day.  If you keep on doing stupid shit, you're going to be that bitch some day. in other words you're going to look like a t-bone steak in prison.  Some big gangsta black dick is about to be all up in yo ass if you don't get your shit straight hoe

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on July 09, 2011, 10:58:41 PM

well i stop drinking so i am making an effort to get threw this shit and to stop fucking up my life

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Archie Bunker on July 09, 2011, 11:05:12 PM

Quote from: tobey on July 09, 2011, 10:58:41 PM

well i stop drinking so i am making an effort to get threw this shit and to stop fucking up my life

good. and another thing that helped me put my priorities in order was when i thought about death.  If i died right now, what would i regret not doing? Think about all the dreams you haven't chased yet or all the things the world has to offer that you haven't done yet.  You might not even be able to get into some countries now with your spotty ass record.  Look for a way to clean up your record, go to some group meetings or whatever and meet some people going through similar problems as you are, and fight through your shit.  It can be easy if you want it to be.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doogie Howser Ph.D. on July 09, 2011, 11:55:01 PM

I need to get my skateboarding shit together..  I absolutely fucking hate asking for more boards when Im not even doing anything to deserve it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LOU.502 on July 10, 2011, 10:34:12 PM

Quote from: Doogie Howser on July 09, 2011, 11:55:01 PM

I need to get my skateboarding shit together..  I absolutely fucking hate asking for more boards when Im not even doing anything to deserve it.

your a 16 year old doctor genius prodigy and you're getting hooked up. nice

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doogie Howser Ph.D. on July 10, 2011, 10:56:21 PM

Ha, Im stressing about it.  I wanna film something I like but its still "good"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: William Jefferson Clinton on July 10, 2011, 11:00:07 PM

Quote from: Doogie Howser on July 09, 2011, 11:55:01 PM

I need to get my skateboarding shit together..?  I absolutely fucking hate asking for more boards when Im not even doing anything to deserve it.

Haha, your proabably the annoying 12 year old shit who constantly sends in sposnor me tapes, and the shop owner, got annoyed by your constant harassment, but out of sympathy hooked you up with a few boards.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Doogie Howser Ph.D. on July 10, 2011, 11:03:23 PM

Yeah thats definitely me, spot on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on July 12, 2011, 09:45:29 PM

i've never actually heard a mac miller song, but i do know he is the best rapper alive

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BriDen on July 12, 2011, 11:45:18 PM

Quote from: LOU.502 on July 12, 2011, 11:14:59 PM

what do you do if you cheat on your gf drunkenly one night while she's outta town? my friend wants to know his dick is still wet from juices and he feels bad

Hope to god your girl doesn't find out that you fucked your friend.








Or that you're gay.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on August 24, 2011, 11:54:58 AM

I haven't had an actual friend since I started college, its been 3 years and counting
I'm drug free (not anti-drug), never found the interest and I find it a waste of money.
Sometimes I get too facetious.
I wish I could be a nomad. Travel the world, meet people, work crazy jobs, etc. Will never happen though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Archie Bunker on August 24, 2011, 02:19:40 PM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on August 24, 2011, 11:54:58 AM

I'm drug free (not anti-drug), never found the interest and I find it a waste of money.

you haven't tried the right ones

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GISM on August 26, 2011, 12:38:07 AM

Lately I'm more attracted to dykey girls. Not full on bull dykes but the ones who are still feminine but when you look at them you think "yeah, you're definitely gay."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tonysean on August 26, 2011, 08:46:30 PM

I skated yesterday for the first time in months. I hang out with hipsters and bros. I'm struggling with the fact that I might actually like techno.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagger Vance on August 27, 2011, 09:03:32 PM

None of my friends skate and so I always skate alone. Haven't skated with a good friend for a few years now. Oddly enough though I enjoy skating alone

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hercules Rockefeller on August 28, 2011, 02:29:16 AM

when i was 14 i started to wear my watch on my right wrist because i saw that koston did it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Anthony on August 28, 2011, 08:29:17 AM

Quote from: Bagger Vance on August 27, 2011, 09:03:32 PM

None of my friends skate and so I always skate alone. Haven't skated with a good friend for a few years now. Oddly enough though I enjoy skating alone

Man I wish I could enjoy skating alone. All my friends stopped skating and I hate skating alone so I havnt been skating nearly as much as i want to be. Im lucky if I skate once a week now. Ive been skating more than half my life so im not just going to stop, I need to find a new crew I guess.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on September 01, 2011, 05:37:18 AM

I often have to focus on not grinding my teeth or squeezing my teeth together because of stress, anxiety and some surpressed anger issues. Been working really hard on all of those but its a huge challenge because they have been a part of me for most of my life. I think I´m going to go to an abandoned house with a baseball bat one of these days to let some of that anger out. Also, I don´t really trust anyone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on September 02, 2011, 10:29:45 PM

What the fuck am I gonna do after school?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: alexanderportnoy on September 02, 2011, 11:25:40 PM

I don't apply to colleges until late 2012, but I'm already nervous about applications. And I really wanna get out of my hometown for college and go somewhere new, but I'm also scared of being completely on my own like that, away from everyone I know and have grown up with. But I feel like I won't grow into my own person any other way. Also, I like characters in books more than most real people. I feel like I have potential to be way smarter than I am, I'm just very lazy; my family thinks the same. I only skate around the housing development I live in, even though there are parks not too far away. I used to skate the parks daily, but got burned out on skating and needed to balance it out more with the rest of life I guess. I hit on girls with boyfriends unless they've been with the guy for a while since high school relationships never last. I'm always scared to make a move on a girl I genuinely like because I always want to be friends before dating but once we're friends it feels like if I do anything than she'll be pissed at me. I'm in love with my neighbor and we hang out like a couple but she claims to not see me like that. We just don't do anything physical. But I still really like her a whole lot, more than any other girls anyway. But whatever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ludwig Wittgenstein on October 05, 2011, 08:52:01 PM

Threads like this are good because you come to realize that all human beings are pretty much the same, in spite of our apparent differences.

As for a confession...My girlfriend at the time and I were driving home and somehow got into a fight (you know how it goes), and it got to the point where I just screamed "I'M SMARTER THAN YOU!". She dumped me on the spot and I started bawling like a little girl, because I couldn't believe I'd let myself say that and the relationship was over. On top of that, we still had a half hour drive ahead of us. We ended up making up, but I feel horrible about saying that to this day, and probably forever.

I also suck with women, which is somewhat ironic given that I'm obsessed with romantic love. This is further complicated by the fact that I fall for women so easily. Everything about them is just amazing to me. I recently told a friend that I liked her romantically, but I actually wanted to tell her that I loved her. Either way, she wasn't down.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brownjenkin on October 06, 2011, 03:18:43 PM

Quote from: GISM on August 26, 2011, 12:38:07 AM

Lately I'm more attracted to dykey girls. Not full on bull dykes but the ones who are still feminine but when you look at them you think "yeah, you're definitely gay."

Definitely been there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beeda Weeda on October 07, 2011, 07:30:23 AM

Quote from: brownjenkin on October 06, 2011, 03:18:43 PM

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Lately I'm more attracted to dykey girls. Not full on bull dykes but the ones who are still feminine but when you look at them you think "yeah, you're definitely gay."

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Definitely been there.

often they are cooler, more laid back girls, who seems to have a better perspective on life than girls who are just tryin to lock a man down and own him.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: KatyPerry on October 07, 2011, 09:46:00 PM

lately ive had a chubby girl fettish, not fat but chubby.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brownjenkin on October 07, 2011, 10:15:37 PM

Quote from: Beeda Weeda on October 07, 2011, 07:30:23 AM

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Lately I'm more attracted to dykey girls. Not full on bull dykes but the ones who are still feminine but when you look at them you think "yeah, you're definitely gay."

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Definitely been there.

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often they are cooler, more laid back girls, who seems to have a better perspective on life than girls who are just tryin to lock a man down and own him.

This.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: realtalk393 on October 09, 2011, 04:27:11 PM

1) I have anxiety problems social and in skating
2) Becuse of my anxiety I have trouble getting tricks. Im actully pretty good at skating and if I really try I could go somewhere in skating, but I never get clips after planning to go get them all week during class.
3) I have girl trouble like everyone else on this thread
4) Im self concious of the fact I can't tre flip. I know I shouldn't becuse I have a whole bunch of other tricks and everybody has weaknesses but I still feel bad when I see a good one.
5) I love skating so much that it scares me. All I do is skate and it worries me that if I can't do something with skating someday I don't know what ill do.
6) Becuse I worry about my skating not being good enough I have trouble skating well with really good people that I don't know well
7) I make art and I actually got into the arts high school (hspva) in Houston which is a big deal but I felt to bad about my art to go there
8) I have trouble meeting friends. People like me when I get to know them but I have trouble talking to people
9) Whenver I get a trick Im pyched for a day but then I hate it and feel like I could do better

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vince the stud on October 09, 2011, 05:05:16 PM

Quote from: realtalk393 on October 09, 2011, 04:27:11 PM

1) I have anxiety problems social and in skating
2) Becuse of my anxiety I have trouble getting tricks. Im actully pretty good at skating and if I really try I could go somewhere in skating, but I never get clips after planning to go get them all week during class.
3) I have girl trouble like everyone else on this thread
4) Im self concious of the fact I can't tre flip. I know I shouldn't becuse I have a whole bunch of other tricks and everybody has weaknesses but I still feel bad when I see a good one.
5) I love skating so much that it scares me. All I do is skate and it worries me that if I can't do something with skating someday I don't know what ill do.
6) Becuse I worry about my skating not being good enough I have trouble skating well with really good people that I don't know well
7) I make art and I actually got into the arts high school (hspva) in Houston which is a big deal but I felt to bad about my art to go there
8) I have trouble meeting friends. People like me when I get to know them but I have trouble talking to people
9) Whenver I get a trick Im pyched for a day but then I hate it and feel like I could do better

quick question, do you smoke alot of weed? im no weed basher but its pretty much the worst for anxiety

and there is much worse thing to love than skateboarding trust me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on October 09, 2011, 06:19:55 PM

Realtalk393, if you constantly think about anxiety you'll act out on your thoughts. Do some relaxation techniques like breath deeply, relax your muscles, etc. Don't worry about what others think. Easier said than done, but take little steps each time.


At times I can be a hopeless romantic
I still have a pair of those Krew Jim Greco sunglasses (hardly wear them). My mom calls them the Willy Wonka shades.
I hate body hair, I don't know why I just cannot stand it. I shave everything besides my armpits, arm hair and the obvious (eyebrows, head hair, etc).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on October 10, 2011, 12:13:50 AM

I hate living.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Useful Idiot on October 10, 2011, 10:30:19 AM

it's a lot better than the alternative.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vince the stud on October 10, 2011, 06:39:49 PM

Quote from: Useful Idiot on October 10, 2011, 10:30:19 AM

it's a lot better than the alternative.

for real man, stay up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on October 10, 2011, 08:17:41 PM

I once told a girl I like her on facebook because I thought the world was ending.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brownjenkin on October 10, 2011, 08:20:58 PM

^^Wish I could gnar you for that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: finknoos on October 11, 2011, 02:05:09 AM

Quote from: Rumpleforeskin on October 10, 2011, 12:13:50 AM

I hate living.

think about how well you have it though, im assuming you have a computer with an internet connection as you are posting on slap, therefore i will also assume you live in some kind of shelter be it flat or house. you have enough disposable income to be spending on skateboards.

there are plenty of people who have to physically work really hard every day just to survive in the poorest of conditions with a horrable quality of life.

look for the good things in life even if everything looks bad

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on October 11, 2011, 04:37:48 AM

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I hate living.

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think about how well you have it though, im assuming you have a computer with an internet connection as you are posting on slap, therefore i will also assume you live in some kind of shelter be it flat or house. you have enough disposable income to be spending on skateboards.

there are plenty of people who have to physically work really hard every day just to survive in the poorest of conditions with a horrable quality of life.

look for the good things in life even if everything looks bad

For real, that has been a big thought for me lately, having been born into a Nordic welfare country. No abusive/alcoholic parents. Aint got to really worry about survival. Shits a trip actually.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on October 11, 2011, 02:33:53 PM

i get what you're saying and you've got a point to a degree, but its better to use those to get motivated to start doing things to make your life meaningful. reminding yourself that you're slightly better off than other people isnt going to make you enjoy life

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VictoriousOG on October 11, 2011, 02:59:51 PM

I'm a shitty friend.

I tend to start avoiding friends who get less and less interested in skateboarding. I'm just so obsessed with skating that its all I want to do on my free time. If I'm not skating, its probably because of the weather or an injury. So this leads to getting a new group of friends every year for the past 5 years. And I already see it happening again soon. That's who I am in a nut shell.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on October 11, 2011, 03:02:31 PM

Quote from: brownjenkin on October 10, 2011, 08:20:58 PM

^^Wish I could gnar you for that.

What does that mean?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on October 11, 2011, 03:21:15 PM

Quote from: Made In China on October 11, 2011, 03:02:31 PM

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^^Wish I could gnar you for that.

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What does that mean?

See your rep, it's -3. Gnar raises your rep, kook lowers it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hercules Rockefeller on October 11, 2011, 03:21:45 PM

Quote from: Made In China on October 11, 2011, 03:02:31 PM

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^^Wish I could gnar you for that.

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What does that mean?

buttsecks. its all about buttsecks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: William Jefferson Clinton on October 11, 2011, 03:43:10 PM

Quote from: Trendy Bastard on October 11, 2011, 02:59:51 PM

I'm a shitty friend.

I tend to start avoiding friends who get less and less interested in skateboarding. I'm just so obsessed with skating that its all I want to do on my free time. If I'm not skating, its probably because of the weather or an injury. So this leads to getting a new group of friends every year for the past 5 years. And I already see it happening again soon. That's who I am in a nut shell.

Yeah, most of the people I used to skate with quit for Black Ops.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: A.J.K. on October 11, 2011, 06:57:59 PM

Quote from: Trendy Bastard on October 11, 2011, 02:59:51 PM

I'm a shitty friend.

I tend to start avoiding friends who get less and less interested in skateboarding. I'm just so obsessed with skating that its all I want to do on my free time. If I'm not skating, its probably because of the weather or an injury. So this leads to getting a new group of friends every year for the past 5 years. And I already see it happening again soon. That's who I am in a nut shell.

I know exactly what you mean.  Not that I necessarily have a new group of friends each year, but my skate group has definitely slimmed down over the last few years and most people that quit, I never really talk to afterwards. 

I've been able to skate for maybe 6 days since mid June, and probably won't be able to get going again till mid November, and I just feel drained of energy and drive to do stuff.  Maybe that belongs in the "not stoked" thread, but i'm already here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on October 11, 2011, 08:52:33 PM

Hang in there Trendy, going through the same friend shit right now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: apad88 on October 12, 2011, 01:25:02 AM

Quote from: William Jefferson Clinton on October 11, 2011, 03:43:10 PM

Quote from: Trendy Bastard on October 11, 2011, 02:59:51 PM

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I'm a shitty friend.

I tend to start avoiding friends who get less and less interested in skateboarding. I'm just so obsessed with skating that its all I want to do on my free time. If I'm not skating, its probably because of the weather or an injury. So this leads to getting a new group of friends every year for the past 5 years. And I already see it happening again soon. That's who I am in a nut shell.

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Yeah, most of the people I used to skate with quit for Black Ops.

This ^^^

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gutterhead. on October 12, 2011, 02:24:15 AM

im a shitty boyfriend. I've been with my girl for almost four years and im starting to think the only reason im still with her is my fear of dying alone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on October 13, 2011, 09:25:35 AM

Trying to quit my SSRI depression medication which I have been on for 4 years. Really hard, I feel so much (formerly suppressed) agression Im afraid that Im just going to loose it and punch some stranger in the face.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on October 13, 2011, 09:45:43 AM

Quote from: Bronson on October 13, 2011, 09:25:35 AM

Trying to quit my SSRI depression medication which I have been on for 4 years. Really hard, I feel so much (formerly suppressed) agression Im afraid that Im just going to loose it and punch some stranger in the face.

I know this may sound really out there, but watch the documentary Food Matters. A doctor on there prescribed niacin in high doses and it treated depression. Going the natural way is much better than taking medication. I also suggest you go to therapy if you haven't.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on October 13, 2011, 09:49:53 AM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on October 13, 2011, 09:45:43 AM

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Trying to quit my SSRI depression medication which I have been on for 4 years. Really hard, I feel so much (formerly suppressed) agression Im afraid that Im just going to loose it and punch some stranger in the face.

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I know this may sound really out there, but watch the documentary Food Matters. A doctor on there prescribed niacin in high doses and it treated depression. Going the natural way is much better than taking medication. I also suggest you go to therapy if you haven't.

Currenty on my second year of therapy, which has been extremely beneficial. Maybe I will look into the food-thing one of these days but I kinda have some doubts on it. Thanks, though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on October 13, 2011, 10:16:40 AM

Quote from: Bronson on October 13, 2011, 09:49:53 AM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on October 13, 2011, 09:45:43 AM

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Quote from: Bronson on October 13, 2011, 09:25:35 AM

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Trying to quit my SSRI depression medication which I have been on for 4 years. Really hard, I feel so much (formerly suppressed) agression Im afraid that Im just going to loose it and punch some stranger in the face.

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I know this may sound really out there, but watch the documentary Food Matters. A doctor on there prescribed niacin in high doses and it treated depression. Going the natural way is much better than taking medication. I also suggest you go to therapy if you haven't.

[close]

Currenty on my second year of therapy, which has been extremely beneficial. Maybe I will look into the food-thing one of these days but I kinda have some doubts on it. Thanks, though.

I was a skeptic too, but after learning how much a healthy diet can impact the body and mind I had a change of thought. Best of luck with therapy and diet (if you do decided to take that route).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: look on October 13, 2011, 08:28:29 PM

been lurkin slap for bout a year now, figured this would be a good place to start.
i sell my plasma for 60 dollars a week with crackheads and bums to pay for gas, ciggaretes and beer and now have trackmarks on my arm from doing this so much, this is my only source of income besides sometimes stealing from walmart and returning the shit for a giftcard. i am 20 years old and have been to jail for more than 30 days multiple times since i was 15 even though im a super nice good kid, i just need to survive and would never hurt anyone. this month alone i have to go to 5 court dates for different offenses and tickets. it should be overwhelming for me but its not, and i feel fucked up that it doesnt even effect me, i almost have no feelings pertaining to what happens to my life anymore and cannot cry nomater how hard i try. i feel like people think im weird fuck up kid but i really just want to be everybodys friend and be accepted and loved. the only thing keeping me going is the hope of me having a wife, house, kids, job, and a normal life for myself far away from where i live and learn how to get high airs on quarterpipes
sorry if i sound like a bitch

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Useful Idiot on October 14, 2011, 01:46:11 PM

Can you go to a halfway house or something? Just as a starting point?

If you're not crazy or strung out, you should be able to get off the streets, granted it's hard, I'm sure.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dark Knight on October 14, 2011, 11:19:40 PM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on October 13, 2011, 10:16:40 AM

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Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on October 13, 2011, 09:45:43 AM

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Quote from: Bronson on October 13, 2011, 09:25:35 AM

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Trying to quit my SSRI depression medication which I have been on for 4 years. Really hard, I feel so much (formerly suppressed) agression Im afraid that Im just going to loose it and punch some stranger in the face.

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I know this may sound really out there, but watch the documentary Food Matters. A doctor on there prescribed niacin in high doses and it treated depression. Going the natural way is much better than taking medication. I also suggest you go to therapy if you haven't.

[close]

Currenty on my second year of therapy, which has been extremely beneficial. Maybe I will look into the food-thing one of these days but I kinda have some doubts on it. Thanks, though.

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I was a skeptic too, but after learning how much a healthy diet can impact the body and mind I had a change of thought. Best of luck with therapy and diet (if you do decided to take that route).

B-50 supplement will also help

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Perro Mojado on October 18, 2011, 07:29:25 PM

Quote from: Bronson on October 13, 2011, 09:49:53 AM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on October 13, 2011, 09:45:43 AM

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Quote from: Bronson on October 13, 2011, 09:25:35 AM

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Trying to quit my SSRI depression medication which I have been on for 4 years. Really hard, I feel so much (formerly suppressed) agression Im afraid that Im just going to loose it and punch some stranger in the face.

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I know this may sound really out there, but watch the documentary Food Matters. A doctor on there prescribed niacin in high doses and it treated depression. Going the natural way is much better than taking medication. I also suggest you go to therapy if you haven't.

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Currenty on my second year of therapy, which has been extremely beneficial. Maybe I will look into the food-thing one of these days but I kinda have some doubts on it. Thanks, though.

things that helped me

is a good diet

excersing (skating everyday)

and stopped jacking off that shit drains you more than you think

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Trying to quit my SSRI depression medication which I have been on for 4 years. Really hard, I feel so much (formerly suppressed) agression Im afraid that Im just going to loose it and punch some stranger in the face.

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I know this may sound really out there, but watch the documentary Food Matters. A doctor on there prescribed niacin in high doses and it treated depression. Going the natural way is much better than taking medication. I also suggest you go to therapy if you haven't.

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Currenty on my second year of therapy, which has been extremely beneficial. Maybe I will look into the food-thing one of these days but I kinda have some doubts on it. Thanks, though.

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things that helped me

is a good diet

excersing (skating everyday)

and stopped jacking off that shit drains you more than you think

Trying to change my diet (I look at food as a source of pleasure too much), Im also fat.

Unfortunately my skating is a bit limited as Im waiting for a hip-surgery. I still go pushing around and keeping it simple but I cant currently do it too much.

Funny thing about the jacking off, I want to taper off that a bit too, porn kinda messes with your brain.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on October 19, 2011, 07:55:47 AM

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Trying to quit my SSRI depression medication which I have been on for 4 years. Really hard, I feel so much (formerly suppressed) agression Im afraid that Im just going to loose it and punch some stranger in the face.

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I know this may sound really out there, but watch the documentary Food Matters. A doctor on there prescribed niacin in high doses and it treated depression. Going the natural way is much better than taking medication. I also suggest you go to therapy if you haven't.

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Currenty on my second year of therapy, which has been extremely beneficial. Maybe I will look into the food-thing one of these days but I kinda have some doubts on it. Thanks, though.

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things that helped me

is a good diet

excersing (skating everyday)

and stopped jacking off that shit drains you more than you think

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Trying to change my diet (I look at food as a source of pleasure too much), Im also fat.

Unfortunately my skating is a bit limited as Im waiting for a hip-surgery. I still go pushing around and keeping it simple but I cant currently do it too much.

Funny thing about the jacking off, I want to taper off that a bit too, porn kinda messes with your brain.

It's hard the first week or two. Overtime your body will adjust and you'll like the taste of healthy foods. You might also lose the urge to get junk food and if you do eat it your stomach might be upset.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HeadInLionsMouth on October 20, 2011, 11:47:26 AM

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Trying to quit my SSRI depression medication which I have been on for 4 years. Really hard, I feel so much (formerly suppressed) agression Im afraid that Im just going to loose it and punch some stranger in the face.

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I know this may sound really out there, but watch the documentary Food Matters. A doctor on there prescribed niacin in high doses and it treated depression. Going the natural way is much better than taking medication. I also suggest you go to therapy if you haven't.

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Currenty on my second year of therapy, which has been extremely beneficial. Maybe I will look into the food-thing one of these days but I kinda have some doubts on it. Thanks, though.

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things that helped me

is a good diet

excersing (skating everyday)

and stopped jacking off that shit drains you more than you think

[close]

Trying to change my diet (I look at food as a source of pleasure too much), Im also fat.

Unfortunately my skating is a bit limited as Im waiting for a hip-surgery. I still go pushing around and keeping it simple but I cant currently do it too much.

Funny thing about the jacking off, I want to taper off that a bit too, porn kinda messes with your brain.

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It's hard the first week or two. Overtime your body will adjust and you'll like the taste of healthy foods. You might also lose the urge to get junk food and if you do eat it your stomach might be upset.

Have you talked to the therapist or your doctor about steadily decreasing the amount you're taking?  You have to come down from that slowly, and there might be a better medicine for you if you're in a different place emotionally.

Also, it's been my experience, with stuff like changing eating habits, that if I can commit to something for 30 days or close to it then i'll be able to do it habitually.  Like TPFKACrass said, after the second week, you'll think about it less and less

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on October 21, 2011, 01:21:42 AM

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Trying to quit my SSRI depression medication which I have been on for 4 years. Really hard, I feel so much (formerly suppressed) agression Im afraid that Im just going to loose it and punch some stranger in the face.

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I know this may sound really out there, but watch the documentary Food Matters. A doctor on there prescribed niacin in high doses and it treated depression. Going the natural way is much better than taking medication. I also suggest you go to therapy if you haven't.

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Currenty on my second year of therapy, which has been extremely beneficial. Maybe I will look into the food-thing one of these days but I kinda have some doubts on it. Thanks, though.

[close]

things that helped me

is a good diet

excersing (skating everyday)

and stopped jacking off that shit drains you more than you think

[close]

Trying to change my diet (I look at food as a source of pleasure too much), Im also fat.

Unfortunately my skating is a bit limited as Im waiting for a hip-surgery. I still go pushing around and keeping it simple but I cant currently do it too much.

Funny thing about the jacking off, I want to taper off that a bit too, porn kinda messes with your brain.

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It's hard the first week or two. Overtime your body will adjust and you'll like the taste of healthy foods. You might also lose the urge to get junk food and if you do eat it your stomach might be upset.

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Have you talked to the therapist or your doctor about steadily decreasing the amount you're taking?  You have to come down from that slowly, and there might be a better medicine for you if you're in a different place emotionally.

Also, it's been my experience, with stuff like changing eating habits, that if I can commit to something for 30 days or close to it then i'll be able to do it habitually.  Like TPFKACrass said, after the second week, you'll think about it less and less

Yes, I am coming off it very slowly. Mentally I'm in a way better place than a couple of years ago so I'm gonna just reach for the depressiondrug-free state of mind.

 I've been reading about how highly pleasurable and stimulating activity (such as eating fatty foods or looking at porn) actually makes changes in your brain. Thus obese people or porn addicts crave more and more to reach the same levels of pleasure and satiety as before. Just like most drug-addicts. And yes, these cravings are said to ease when you give your brain a while to rewire itself. Really interesting stuff.
  Thanks for the input guys, appreciate it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: apad88 on October 21, 2011, 02:22:09 AM

I often seriously consider suicide

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Useful Idiot on October 24, 2011, 07:03:50 AM

Think of all the pussy you're going to miss out on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jerrys_kids on October 24, 2011, 07:35:31 AM

Quote from: ElBonerGrande on October 21, 2011, 02:22:09 AM

I often seriously consider suicide

I feel you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jerrys_kids on October 24, 2011, 08:38:57 PM

I'm super gay and this is my boy friend.

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Post by: Numeral on October 24, 2011, 10:55:29 PM

awesome

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: FART BOY on November 14, 2011, 10:44:35 PM

I'm definitely with some of the things I've read on here so far. I'm about to turn 19 and still look young, people say it's good but I truly hate it. Every time I skate and do any trick, even if I get props for it I still feel like it's complete shit. No matter how good I land it. Night life isn't cutting it for me anymore, it could be a moved away from people I would be out with a lot or whatever. But I've feel like my time has passed.. waking up with a hangover or drained is just too much of a chore now. Drinking, smoking, and doing whatever else almost every day during the week for a long time did me in. That also put me in a bad mental slump. I'm just starting to get out of it now but back then I could tell it was getting bad. Also, I'm from the north and hate everything about the south. The only time I like the towns or cities I go in is if it has a true feel of back then, which can go hand in hand that I can't let go of the past and regret too much.

More of a rant then a confession

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HeadInLionsMouth on November 22, 2011, 11:07:59 PM

getting dumped is the worst

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: buttchin on November 22, 2011, 11:31:20 PM

Quote from: HeadInLionsMouth on November 22, 2011, 11:07:59 PM

getting dumped is the worst

i feel you. just got dumped by my ex whom i tried to get back with.. she's dating to some douchebag now

Title: Re: real confessions
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i feel you. just got dumped by my ex whom i tried to get back with.. she's dating to some douchebag now

The worst is when you break up with them and then realize too late that you done goofed.
Chin up fellas!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on November 27, 2011, 02:14:10 PM

My mom was supposed to be one of the main girls on the Little House on the Prairie (when it first aired). Her parents didn't want to lose her to hollywood which is why she didnt get the role. If my grandparents let her get the role I probably wouldnt be here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on November 27, 2011, 02:49:05 PM

Quote from: ElBonerGrande on October 21, 2011, 02:22:09 AM

I often seriously consider suicide

I used to. shit gets better though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Karlos on November 29, 2011, 01:08:24 PM

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I used to. shit gets better though.

used to, shit got better and considering it again

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: popsiclesandskatin on December 08, 2011, 11:15:19 PM

The song 1979 by Smashing Pumpkins can make me cry.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: apad88 on December 09, 2011, 12:12:25 AM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on November 27, 2011, 02:14:10 PM

My mom was supposed to be one of the main girls on the Little House on the Prairie (when it first aired). Her parents didn't want to lose her to hollywood which is why she didnt get the role. If my grandparents let her get the role I probably wouldnt be here.

kinda funny how shit like that works out

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DMH on December 10, 2011, 12:06:12 PM

Quote from: popsiclesandskatin on December 08, 2011, 11:15:19 PM

The song 1979 by Smashing Pumpkins can make me cry.

Yeah. I don't know what it is, but same here.

Also, Landslide. Fleetwood Mac's version.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on December 11, 2011, 01:47:16 PM

i somehow convinced myself that i like girls feet, even though ive never even really noticed/thought about them in any sexual way until now, and whenever i look at them i cant think of anything but how fucking stupid this is that im attracted to them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on December 11, 2011, 02:49:59 PM

Quote from: Joe Pesci on December 11, 2011, 01:47:16 PM

i somehow convinced myself that i like girls feet, even though ive never even really noticed/thought about them in any sexual way until now, and whenever i look at them i cant think of anything but how fucking stupid this is that im attracted to them.

Not stupid. You like what you like.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on December 11, 2011, 03:01:38 PM

My social anxiety problems are constantly becoming worse, to the point that I am scared of a lot of people, including my family.
I help my mother run her screen printing shop. We are the only two people that work there. I do almost all of the actual shirt printing jobs, which has turned into a lot of work. That being said, I am quitting my job in April to move to Arizona to live with my girlfriend. I don't know how I'm supposed to say that I'm quitting my job and moving out of the house, so I intend to pack up, leave a note, and leave in the middle of the night. I should feel bad about this, but I don't because it's the only way I know how to go about leaving and getting on with my life.
I like my cats more than I like the few friends that I have.
I prefer to skate alone at night because I don't want anyone to watch me.
I like doing pressure flips.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on December 11, 2011, 03:10:43 PM

two more things.

I'm 19 years old, and I still haven't had sex.

I once pulled a Ferris Bueller for two weeks straight when I was in 12th grade. My parents still talk about it, fully believing that I got food poisoning twice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on December 11, 2011, 03:49:39 PM

What do so many people have social anxiety? Have you guys had bad experiences with people or what?


David, I didn't have sex until I was 19. By choice and the girls that wanted to fuck were up to my standards (not that they're ridiculously high). If you're moving with your girlfriend it will happen soon.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on December 11, 2011, 05:00:56 PM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on December 11, 2011, 03:49:39 PM

What do so many people have social anxiety? Have you guys had bad experiences with people or what?


David, I didn't have sex until I was 19. By choice and the girls that wanted to fuck were up to my standards (not that they're ridiculously high). If you're moving with your girlfriend it will happen soon.

I'm not too worried about the sex, I'm sure it will happen soon.

As for the social anxiety, I'm not exactly sure how to explain it. I have had bad experiences with people being very rude and hateful to me in the past. Most of it was while I was in school. I went to an all boys catholic high school, which made me somewhat fear the masculinity in most people. My stepfather being an angry person only made it worse. It sucks to come home every day to someone that acts like they hate you, without even having a reason to do so.

The reason I faked sick for two weeks was because of speech class.  I was supposed to do a ten minute speech on animal rights, which was my topic of choice(I've been vegan for almost four years now). The day before I was supposed to give it, I got too scared, so I faked sick and went home. I stayed out of school for two weeks. People literally thought that I had died.

Most days, I can't handle people at all. I just don't know how to talk to them like a normal person should. Drinking tends to help me, but I'm not trying to turn into an alcoholic, so I've just tried to deal with it.   :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on December 12, 2011, 04:25:32 PM

I get mistaken for being female 2-3 times a week.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jgonzalez on December 12, 2011, 04:41:30 PM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on December 11, 2011, 03:49:39 PM

What do so many people have social anxiety? Have you guys had bad experiences with people or what?

This is the internet. Remember?
derp

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dirtymac on December 13, 2011, 08:42:49 AM

Quote from: David on December 11, 2011, 03:01:38 PM

My social anxiety problems are constantly becoming worse, to the point that I am scared of a lot of people, including my family.
I help my mother run her screen printing shop. We are the only two people that work there. I do almost all of the actual shirt printing jobs, which has turned into a lot of work. That being said, I am quitting my job in April to move to Arizona to live with my girlfriend. I don't know how I'm supposed to say that I'm quitting my job and moving out of the house, so I intend to pack up, leave a note, and leave in the middle of the night. I should feel bad about this, but I don't because it's the only way I know how to go about leaving and getting on with my life.
I like my cats more than I like the few friends that I have.
I prefer to skate alone at night because I don't want anyone to watch me.
I like doing pressure flips.

When I was 19 I was carrying an M-16 through the rice patties in Sang Dang. Now quit yer bitchin', man up and tell your Mom your splitting, bang the ever loving shit out of your girlfriend(you gonna buy a car w/out a test drive???)and get on w/yer life pussy............just kidding.....good luck kid. :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: InternetDaddy on December 13, 2011, 08:53:46 AM

Quote from: David on December 11, 2011, 03:10:43 PM

two more things.

I'm 19 years old, and I still haven't had sex.

I once pulled a Ferris Bueller for two weeks straight when I was in 12th grade. My parents still talk about it, fully believing that I got food poisoning twice.

you'll be fine, I didn't get laid until I was 20. Just don't stress about it. Plus once you move in with your girlfriend it'll happen. If it doesn't, you might want to find a new girl, haha.

Also, with quitting your job and moving, just walk up to her and say it. Make it clear that this is what you're doing, and you're not looking to debate the matter. If she gets mad, sad, starts pleading or anything just remind her that you're over 18 and this is your life. Leaving a note and dipping in the middle of the night is super cowardly.

Oh, and I've found the key to getting over social anxiety is to just not care what people think about you. If they like you, great, if not, it really doesn't matter.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on December 13, 2011, 09:15:44 PM

I don't know what it is about that song "1979" but it always makes me really depressed. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PFIASB. on December 14, 2011, 05:25:58 PM

Quote from: InternetDaddy on December 13, 2011, 08:53:46 AM

Oh, and I've found the key to getting over social anxiety is to just not care what people think about you. If they like you, great, if not, it really doesn't matter.

if you can do this you dont have social anxiety so dont try to tell people how to fix it.

anyways..
-i've never asked someone if they want to hang out or skate, i just hope and wait for them to ask me
-nearly every friend i have approached me first
-i have a lot of friends and i have to try as hard as i can to hold a conversation with any of them except one
-if theres more than 10-12 people around me, i have to walk away or i get so nervous i'd rather be dead

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on December 14, 2011, 06:37:47 PM

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two more things.

I'm 19 years old, and I still haven't had sex.

I once pulled a Ferris Bueller for two weeks straight when I was in 12th grade. My parents still talk about it, fully believing that I got food poisoning twice.

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you'll be fine, I didn't get laid until I was 20. Just don't stress about it. Plus once you move in with your girlfriend it'll happen. If it doesn't, you might want to find a new girl, haha.

Also, with quitting your job and moving, just walk up to her and say it. Make it clear that this is what you're doing, and you're not looking to debate the matter. If she gets mad, sad, starts pleading or anything just remind her that you're over 18 and this is your life. Leaving a note and dipping in the middle of the night is super cowardly.

Oh, and I've found the key to getting over social anxiety is to just not care what people think about you. If they like you, great, if not, it really doesn't matter.

I wish it was that easy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on December 14, 2011, 08:51:48 PM

I don't know why but I worry a lot about making an impact on anything.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VictoriousOG on December 15, 2011, 08:07:07 PM

I'm not embarrassed by this or anything but I have these moments when I'm driving (alone) and listening to music, I will get a certain rush of excitement/adrenaline out of no where and I begin to start screaming the lyrics and gripping the wheel really hard and just get over excited/stoked. Typically I'll sing a long to a song I know, but this is different. I'm pretty sure it happens to all of us, I wonder if any other drivers have seen me in this moment. This just happened about 15 minutes ago coming home and this was the song:
Frankie Valli - Can't Take My Eyes Off You [Very Good quality / No mpg4 resolution] (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QSIqwNYYp8&feature=related#)
@1:32

Other songs:
Led Zeppelin - Whole Lotta Love (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bXKboDqiSbE#)
Marshall Tucker Band Can't You See (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VEOV5vWfSgI#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HeadInLionsMouth on December 15, 2011, 10:49:42 PM

Quote from: Rumpleforeskin on December 14, 2011, 08:51:48 PM

I don't know why but I worry a lot about making an impact on anything.

This is constantly on my mind.  I guess I have some existential angst around the whole idea.  Purpose is important to me, and sometimes it becomes a weight on me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Karlos on December 21, 2011, 04:44:11 AM

do some really regular shit when drunk.. payed for a hotel room just to go drink the stuff from the minibar. drank there for a little then took the taxi home. bank account is -50 euros and the taxi driver who knows where i live, left my passport behind my door and told to call him.. now he also wants his 15 euros. fucked up my christmas

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on December 21, 2011, 10:12:10 AM

hahahaha

seriously though, how does that thought process create itself and how do you put it into action?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on December 21, 2011, 12:36:44 PM

why wouldn't you just go to the liquor store opposed to renting out a hotel room and drinking mini bottles?

or better yet, why not just a bar?


your story makes no sense. here's a gnar.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Karlos on December 21, 2011, 04:40:01 PM

thought process is a too nice thing to call this happening. i dont remember all but one of the last things running through my mind was a salmon sandwich from the breakfast table.. it's an overwhelming feeling, really. maybe one of those like a boss kind of mojos when you dont really care. what im ashamed of, though, is giving the taxi driver my passport and telling ill be back with some money and forgetting it the moment i step in and see my dog.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: apad88 on December 23, 2011, 12:10:56 AM

I get sad when no one hits me up to skate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on December 23, 2011, 01:49:53 AM

Quote from: ElBonerGrande on December 23, 2011, 12:10:56 AM

I get sad when no one hits me up to skate.

I hear you. I saw your other posts as well (your post about suicide specifically). Let me tell you, life can get better if you make an active effort to be nice to yourself. I know this can be quite difficult. I speak from experience.

I have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and here is why: I raised myself basically from the age of 8. My father had serious diabetes and would always sleep while my mother hid from the family at work. As in she would leave before I woke up and come back after I went to bed. I learned to cook then and decided I had to grow up, but it was really some scared delusional thinking - I threw away all my toys on my 8th birthday. My fathers health got worse, my mother split up with him. I got pretty into substance abuse but eventually was able to mellow that out (edit 3: I still smoke massive amounts of weed. Sometimes not the best for me). I was taking care of my father by the time I was 14. I went to the hospital at least 100 times with him. By the time I was 17, taking care of my father was a serious job. My mother got breast cancer around this time but it went into remission. I left home to escape this shit when I was 18 but didn't really make too many friends. My mom came up to visit me and told me she was terminally ill now. I decided to move back home. I got home Christmas eve, she died Christmas day in my arms vomiting up huge amounts of bile. By 19 my father was starting to lose his mind, had horrible hygiene and lost a leg. I was pretty much his full time hospice caretaker at this point but lived in the garage because the house smelled so bad. I was so over it I wanted him to die. By 21, I was so used to seeing him sick that when I woke up one morning and he was on the floor, I didn't think much of it and went to the bathroom. I came out and he was dead. The 911 operator tried to explain to me how I could possibly resuscitate him and I didn't even want to try. I mean, he was definitely dead at this point and had been for hours but I think a lot of other people would have tried but I didn't want to. This was the day after Thanksgiving. My only living relatives that I want anything to do with are my sister and grandmother (who is getting really old) and both relationships are complicated (I know, a complicated relationship with a grandmother sounds strange). Things have improved a lot with both of them. There is so much more to this, I am sure you could imagine how this would taint personal relationships with friends, family and women. I contemplated suicide more than you can imagine. I got close once. I am 26 now and am finally starting to feel alive. I still have a shit ton of problems (PTSD) but have made a lot of steps in the right direction.

No matter how bad it gets, I try and remember it could be worse. I intern at this refugee relief organization and I meet people who have lost their whole families and have spent the last 10 years in a refugee camp. I try every day to be thankful for what I have. Right now I am in Southern California visiting my sister and when I get back to Berkeley I think I have my first 'real job' lined up and 2 women's phone numbers in my phone. Shit started to get better once I made an effort for it to get better.

Edit: ElBonerGrande, I am not trying to call you out for not having a bad situation. This wasn't may intention if it seems that way. I had a point and lost it in a stream-of-consciousness rant. I think the last paragraph sort of touches on it. We all can live in our own personal hells. Start being nice to yourself and maybe try seeking some help. Life can improve and it has for me (I haven't even been able to skate for over a year because of a knee injury and I am still saying this! I think that says something). Keep your head up.

Edit 2: I totally just spilled my guts on slap and it feels good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: apad88 on December 23, 2011, 02:00:01 AM

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I get sad when no one hits me up to skate.

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I hear you. I saw your other posts as well. Let me tell you, life can get better if you make an active effort to be nice to yourself. This is quite difficult. I speak from experience.

I have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and here is why: I raised myself basically from the age of 8. My father had serious diabetes and would always sleep while my mother hid from the family at work. As in she would leave before I woke up and come back after I went to bed. I learned to cook then and decided I had to grow up, but it was really some scared delusional thinking - I threw away all my toys on my 8th birthday. My fathers health got worse, my mother split up with him. I got pretty into substance abuse but eventually was able to mellow that out. I was taking care of my father by the time I was 14. I went to the hospital at least 100 times with him. By the time I was 17, taking care of my father was a serious job. My mother got breast cancer around this time but it went into remission. I left home to escape this shit when I was 18 but didn't really make too many friends. My mom came up to visit me and told me she was terminally ill now. I decided to move back home. I got home Christmas eve, she died Christmas day in my arms vomiting up huge amounts of bile. By 19 my father was starting to lose his mind, had horrible hygiene and lost a leg. I was pretty much his full time hospice caretaker at this point but lived in the garage because the house smelled so bad. I was so over it I wanted him to die. By 21, I was so used to seeing him sick that when I woke up one morning and he was on the floor, I didn't think much of it and went to the bathroom. I came out and he was dead. The 911 operator tried to explain to me how I could possibly resuscitate him and I didn't even want to try. I mean, he was definitely dead at this point and had been for hours but I think a lot of other people would have tried but I didn't want to. This was the day after Thanksgiving. My only living relatives that I want anything to do with are my sister and grandmother (who is getting really old) and both relationships are complicated (I know, a complicated relationship with a grandmother sounds strange). Things have improved a lot with both of them. There is so much more to this, I am sure you could imagine how this would taint personal relationships with friends, family and women. I contemplated suicide more than you can imagine. I got close once. I am 26 now and am finally starting to feel alive. I still have a shit ton of problems (PTSD) but have made a lot of steps in the right direction.

No matter how bad it gets, I try and remember it could be worse. I intern at this refugee relief organization and I meet people who have lost their whole families and have spent the last 10 years in a refugee camp. I try every day to be thankful for what I have. Right now I am in Southern California visiting my sister and when I get back to Berkeley I think I have my first 'real job' lined up and 2 women's phone numbers in my phone. Shit started to get better once I made an effort for it to get better.

Thanks for sharing your story and sorry to hear your childhood was crappy man. I hear what you're saying about making the effort towards happiness, I'll keep that in mind in the future if I ever start to feel shitty. Thanks again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on December 23, 2011, 02:07:01 AM

Quote from: happenstance on December 23, 2011, 01:49:53 AM

Edit 2: I totally just spilled my guts on slap and it feels good.

Damn happenstance. That's crazy. But this last sentence is so true. That's what this thread is for and there have been numerous that I've felt this same thing, even if it was just something small and stupid, but I felt I had to say.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on December 23, 2011, 02:50:27 AM

After that heavy post I just made I feel the need to put in a stupid one. I dance wildly in elevators 90% of the time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on December 25, 2011, 12:27:34 AM

Those two posts made me really like Happenstance

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on December 25, 2011, 02:47:01 AM

Quote from: Rumpleforeskin on December 25, 2011, 12:27:34 AM

Those two posts made me really like Happenstance

Admittedly, I don't dance in elevators when there are other people in it. Thanks though!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grubby Mits on December 28, 2011, 03:57:54 PM

My auntie has been put in an induced coma after getting pneumonia over Christmas. She's a 'recovering' 40 year old heroin addict. I say recovering because she has been hooked on methadone for over a year now, that shit is just as bad and they just let you have it. Last year her boyfriend tried to kill her and that was when she finally quit brown, but she looks every piece as shit as she did a year ago. She has to use a cane for fucks sake. My grandma hasn't even told my grandpa because he's meant to be in hospital right now after collapsing from his weak heart, which is due to smoking and eating badly (he had a triple heart bypass 15 years ago). Hopefully my auntie can pull through and maybe this will finally make her realise she has to sort herself out or she will be dead, very soon. The worst part of it is that my cousin (her daughter) has been living in hostels whilst trying to study for school because her dad kicked her out and she went to send christmas with her mum, mow she's sitting by her bedside hoping she doesn't die. I can't even do anything because I live so far away.

Fuck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dark Knight on December 28, 2011, 06:00:21 PM

sorry to hear about that, grubby mitts...kepp your head up, brother.

and damn, happenstance.  your last sentence summed it up.  you can make things better once you actually put an effort into it, good on you, man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GarglesCmen on December 28, 2011, 09:33:03 PM

I think my grandma is going to pass soon, I'm not too sad about it, even though it was extremely disheartening being by her bedside a couple of weeks ago with my dad. He got moved into the room after she fell out of her bed in the nursing home and fractured some bones. She is starting to lose her mind by yelling at things that are not there (she asked my dad if his brother ever took the rods out of the water, even though he has not fished in 20 years and she also was yelling at my dads other brother sitting in the EMPTY chair in the room). My dad told her that she was going back to the nursing home and she said that she didn't want to go, so my dad asked where she wanted to go and all she said was "Home, I want to go home" and my dad replied, "you aren't that far away from home, just wait a little more", I kept it all in and didn't cry, even though I was on the verge of just busting out. She had a good life, and I am happy I got to say I love you and stuff to her, like I wish I did to my grandpa.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uluru on December 30, 2011, 04:09:03 AM

- I feel like most of the people I skate with dislike me and having me around.

-I'm depressed as fuck and have no idea what to do with my life. I don't mean 'depressed' as in 13 year old facebook shit, I mean clinically depressed, wanting to die and really hating myself. I also have anxiety, which comes and goes. It went away for about 9 months but has now come back.

- I get this feeling all the time that good things won't last. An example is my dog; I've had him for a bit less than a year after my old one died, and he's the best pet ever. But I can't shake this feeling that he's too good to be true and he won't last long. It fucking kills me, I love him so much but at the same time some part of my head is telling me to not get too close because he might not last long. I also get this feeling with my physical health. I've never broken a bone or had anything seriously wrong and I just get this feeling that I will soon, and I'm fucking shitscared of it happening. Even with small things like rolling ankles while skating, it sometimes stops me from trying tricks that I want to.

- Two of my grandparents (on different sides of the family) are going crazy. I don't know how much longer and of my grandparents will be around. I feel terrible because I live pretty far away from them, and going to see them was always a hassle and I have never looked forward to it. Because of the distance I have never had a close relationship with them either. I wish I did.

- I am uncircumsized and used to have a condition called phimosis (non-retractable foreskin). My younger brother also had it, and he got circumsized. I didn't want to go through what he went through, so I fixed it myself. I'm fine now.

- I am in love with one of my best friends. Unfortunately, she has a jock boyfriend who treats her like shit and I don't know what to do about it.


wow

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: trolltoll on December 30, 2011, 10:59:36 AM

you guys are the only people i have to talk about skateboarding with.
all i have to skate is flat ground so i rarely skate anymore.
i can't wait to pay off my court fines so i can get some money up to build something.
i was eating good and exercising before the holidays and now i'm just a lethargic sack of shit.
been drinking more...
basically i started doing good things for myself but i missed a foothold in the wall of life, and have wound up back in the booze pool of self loathing.
but its almost a new year.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on December 31, 2011, 01:07:38 PM

What do you mean you fixed your foreskin?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on December 31, 2011, 01:58:51 PM

This is about to be a new year everyone. Time for us all to take control of our lives. You can take the first step today. Decide to be thankful for all that you have in your life.

Edit: I am starting to feel like Tony Robbins. Seriously though people, if I can change my life you can too. You would be surprised how many more people will want to be in your life once you are happy with yourself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uluru on December 31, 2011, 08:46:05 PM

Quote from: ice nine on December 31, 2011, 01:07:38 PM

What do you mean you fixed your foreskin?

I had to stretch it  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on December 31, 2011, 09:01:09 PM

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I had to stretch it?  :-\

you couldnt pull it back at all?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uluru on December 31, 2011, 09:39:34 PM

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I had to stretch it?  :-\

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you couldnt pull it back at all?

A little bit, but not enough. All good now but, ppheewww

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on January 01, 2012, 05:48:56 PM

 - I find it difficult to communicate with almost all people, i really think its pointless almost everyone is stupid.

- My family included, and i sometimes feel sorry about this because they love me.

- I think the communication thing is worse with women, i havent had something more than one night stand for about three years. I get into conversations with girls and i get bored so much with their non sense bullshit that i lose my apetite even for sex with them. I dont bother anymore talkin to girls unless they talk to me. It usually ends with "you are such an asshole" because i tell them they are boring and stupid.

- I am 23 yo and getting bald. I dont give a fuck but i really hate people who point out that my hair is thinning. I mean i got a mirror at home i know that already, tell me something i dont know. One of my best friends is getting bald too and when he gets comments like that he gets really depressed. I really wanna punch those people just for that.

- I suck at skating but its the only thing along with music that makes me happy. Cruising in the city just ollieing shit 50-50in and wallies, while listening to music is better than sex for sure.

- My friends are telling me that i am becoming crazy and asocial, because i get out of home only to skate or to excercise or go to the university. Most of the time i stay in and play the bass or study. No partying for months now. I think i am getting old.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HendoSkates on January 01, 2012, 05:57:47 PM

Skateboarding keeps me alive if someone took it away from me I would most likely commit suicide. I've never found something I've been stuck to in my life. I've kept off so many things just so I can stay skating. Hopefully I can stay this way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on January 02, 2012, 10:30:47 AM

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I had to stretch it??  :-\

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A little bit, but not enough. All good now but, ppheewww

Ah, thats so weird how that happens.
I used to be embarrassed by my foreskin. In high school guys in the locker room (no one was naked) would ask who was circumcised and who wasn't. Only 1 guy admitted he was uncircumcised. They all laughed and when they asked me I lied. My foreskin barely covered my head, but I kept putting it behind the head so it could look "normal". So now my foreskin is permanently behind my head if that makes any sense. It wasnt until in late in high school or college that I didn't care. It's natural to have one and sex is better for me and the girl. So now I'm actually happy I have it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on January 02, 2012, 03:31:00 PM

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I had to stretch it??  :-\

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you couldnt pull it back at all?

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A little bit, but not enough. All good now but, ppheewww

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Ah, thats so weird how that happens.
I used to be embarrassed by my foreskin. In high school guys in the locker room (no one was naked) would ask who was circumcised and who wasn't. Only 1 guy admitted he was uncircumcised. They all laughed and when they asked me I lied. My foreskin barely covered my head, but I kept putting it behind the head so it could look "normal". So now my foreskin is permanently behind my head if that makes any sense. It wasnt until in late in high school or college that I didn't care. It's natural to have one and sex is better for me and the girl. So now I'm actually happy I have it.

That's such a weird cultural thing, is circumsicion still such a common thing in the States (assuming you are both from there)? I don't think anyone at all is circumcised around here, not that I go around looking for hoodless penises  ;)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on January 02, 2012, 04:00:51 PM

Yeah I'm from the US. It seems to be very common here to circumcise. I knew a lot of guys made fun of uncircumcised penis's, not sure what girls think. Some people don't even know what a foreskin is.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uluru on January 02, 2012, 09:15:45 PM

I'm from Australia, and as far as I know circumcision is pretty uncommon here. The dudes that are circumcised and open about it are payed out. Its pretty common to hear someone say 'Give me some skin! Oh wait, nevermind' to circumcised boys. I never even knew I had a problem till about halfway through last year. When I watched porn I just assumed that they were all circumcised.

Apparently its not uncommon though,about 10% of uncircumcised boys have it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on January 02, 2012, 10:09:45 PM

Quote from: Uluru on January 02, 2012, 09:15:45 PM

I'm from Australia, and as far as I know circumcision is pretty uncommon here. The dudes that are circumcised and open about it are payed out. Its pretty common to hear someone say 'Give me some skin! Oh wait, nevermind' to circumcised boys. I never even knew I had a problem till about halfway through last year. When I watched porn I just assumed that they were all circumcised.

Apparently its not uncommon though,about 10% of uncircumcised boys have it.

Are you saying being circumcised is a problem?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on January 02, 2012, 10:27:50 PM

I think I'm becomingr depressed again..  I've been spending the last days of break by myself playing Xbox and listening to music and school starts Wednesday..  Fuck.  And I have to pay for two bullshit speeding tickets, which means I have to get a job.. I just hope I can take traffic school..  If any of you guys know how to get out of a ticket please let me know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uluru on January 03, 2012, 02:37:17 AM

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I'm from Australia, and as far as I know circumcision is pretty uncommon here. The dudes that are circumcised and open about it are payed out. Its pretty common to hear someone say 'Give me some skin! Oh wait, nevermind' to circumcised boys. I never even knew I had a problem till about halfway through last year. When I watched porn I just assumed that they were all circumcised.

Apparently its not uncommon though,about 10% of uncircumcised boys have it.

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Are you saying being circumcised is a problem?

Nah, the problem was phimosis. Read my earlier posts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on January 03, 2012, 06:15:29 AM

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I'm from Australia, and as far as I know circumcision is pretty uncommon here. The dudes that are circumcised and open about it are payed out. Its pretty common to hear someone say 'Give me some skin! Oh wait, nevermind' to circumcised boys. I never even knew I had a problem till about halfway through last year. When I watched porn I just assumed that they were all circumcised.

Apparently its not uncommon though,about 10% of uncircumcised boys have it.

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Are you saying being circumcised is a problem?

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Nah, the problem was phimosis. Read my earlier posts.

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I got confuzzled.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: degobra on January 03, 2012, 06:44:25 AM

im to shy to talk to people. new people make me so nervous i start sweating and stuttering ill turn nothing into a awkward moment in no time flat, its been bumming me out for so many years i feel like that sad feeling is just apart of me i cant beat it. also feel like im a huge let down to my mom shes never said anything like that but i can see it, your son grew up wanting to ride a skateboard and draw comic strips   sorry mom.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: finknoos on January 03, 2012, 08:18:30 AM

Quote from: degobra on January 03, 2012, 06:44:25 AM

im to shy to talk to people. new people make me so nervous i start sweating and stuttering ill turn nothing into a awkward moment in no time flat, its been bumming me out for so many years i feel like that sad feeling is just apart of me i cant beat it.

pretty much the same here brother, not as bad as it used to be but still pisses me off when someone on the phone asks for my name and it takes me a minute to spit it out.

but dont worry man i know you will beat it, its all about positive thinking.
ive found that i often stutter the most when im thinking in my head "come on man just say it, dont fuck up" so this is one of those cases where ignoring something can make it go away. its all in the mind and thinking positivley. best of luck my friend

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on January 03, 2012, 09:14:46 AM

Quote from: Rumpleforeskin on January 02, 2012, 10:27:50 PM

I think I'm becomingr depressed again..?  I've been spending the last days of break by myself playing Xbox and listening to music and school starts Wednesday..?  Fuck.?  And I have to pay for two bullshit speeding tickets, which means I have to get a job.. I just hope I can take traffic school..?  If any of you guys know how to get out of a ticket please let me know.

why are you depressed?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GarglesCmen on January 03, 2012, 10:40:44 AM

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I had to stretch it  :-\

wait, how do you go about doing that? and wouldn't it hurt if it didn't do it naturally (assuming that I have an idea of what you would have to do)?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GISM on January 03, 2012, 06:57:14 PM

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wait, how do you go about doing that? and wouldn't it hurt if it didn't do it naturally (assuming that I have an idea of what you would have to do)?

Just watched a Penn & Teller Bullshit on circumcision. A guy takes steel anal beads and sticks it in his stretched out foreskin and tapes it to weigh it down.  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uluru on January 04, 2012, 04:46:20 AM

Quote from: GISM on January 03, 2012, 06:57:14 PM

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I had to stretch it  :-\

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wait, how do you go about doing that? and wouldn't it hurt if it didn't do it naturally (assuming that I have an idea of what you would have to do)?

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Just watched a Penn & Teller Bullshit on circumcision. A guy takes steel anal beads and sticks it in his stretched out foreskin and tapes it to weigh it down.  :-\

Haha nah man, fuck doing that! I just pulled it back as much as I could every day and that stretched it. Completely natural

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bosnianslut on January 07, 2012, 05:45:13 AM

I don't really like getting drunk but I feel as though it's all I have in common with a lot of my friends. I hate waking up unable to remember how I behaved the night before.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Karlos on January 07, 2012, 08:51:51 AM

Quote from: bosnianslut on January 07, 2012, 05:45:13 AM

I don't really like getting drunk but I feel as though it's all I have in common with a lot of my friends. I hate waking up unable to remember how I behaved the night before.

i love getting drunk but constantly waking up , remembering less than half of what happened and waay to much money spent made me realize you can cruise sober or stoned with your drunk friends too. it's not about alcohol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: FART BOY on January 07, 2012, 09:34:59 PM

Quote from: bosnianslut on January 07, 2012, 05:45:13 AM

I don't really like getting drunk but I feel as though it's all I have in common with a lot of my friends. I hate waking up unable to remember how I behaved the night before.

I feel you. When I went to go visit some friends who moved away, being with them and the others they met saddens me. The only thing that a lot of them share is drinking and going to a party, and that's mostly it. I've given up on the endless drunken nights and whatever else comes that way. The alcohol bond is a lie, Out of the many I knew over the years only a few stayed behind and I'm perfectly fine with that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on January 08, 2012, 04:34:30 AM

I have no libido.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Unbridled Technical Precision on January 09, 2012, 12:37:26 PM

I'M KILLING IT!!!!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VictoriousOG on January 09, 2012, 12:52:44 PM

I tend to blow it with girls a lot of the time. I'm just regular when it comes to realizing a girl likes me so I end up going home empty handed. This is probably why I'm still a virgin, fuck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on January 09, 2012, 02:25:59 PM

^^^I hope all goes well with your substance abuse problem. I don't know from experience but I've known people that overcame it. It's difficult, just be positive and try your best to stay away from drugs and alcohol.

Also, I feel embarrassed typing this, but I tried that okcupid thing. Made one because I don't know anyone here. Warning you now, it's horrible. Most girls on there are desperate fat girls. They're not my type at all. Theres some cutie girls and lots of fake profiles. I've messaged a few girls but no response. They're either fake or fuckin picky bitches. And the thing is I'm genuinely interested in them, I dont come off as a creep or pervert. I did meet one girl on there though.

Victor, how do you fuck up around girls?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VictoriousOG on January 09, 2012, 02:43:46 PM

Not fuck up really, just never make a move. Then I get dumped into the friend pool. I'm not aggressive enough.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on January 09, 2012, 06:14:50 PM

Considering that last picture you posted in the "post a picture of yourself" thread with the two girls I am a little surprised to hear that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VictoriousOG on January 09, 2012, 07:08:03 PM

Well its the sad truth.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jeremyrandall on January 09, 2012, 10:41:55 PM

I feel you Victor.  I was a virgin until I was well into my 20s.  I seem to hit friend status with girls really really fast.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VictoriousOG on January 09, 2012, 10:47:36 PM

Thanks for the reassurance.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hercules Rockefeller on January 10, 2012, 12:49:26 AM

sounds stupid, but when you get older, girls really start to appreciate boys that dont just want to fuck them. i really wasnt very successful with women until 3 years ago, now its working great. being nice pays back, just takes more time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: finknoos on January 10, 2012, 03:34:13 AM

Quote from: Hercules Rockefeller on January 10, 2012, 12:49:26 AM

sounds stupid, but when you get older, girls really start to appreciate boys that dont just want to fuck them. i really wasnt very successful with women until 3 years ago, now its working great. being nice pays back, just takes more time.

yup, girls date assholes all throughout education because "theyre cool" then when they get into the real world they realise nice guys are the ones theyre gonna be happy with, not the dude with the sweet beamer

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: apad88 on January 10, 2012, 03:53:56 AM

I've basically liked the same girl for the past 3 years. I wasn't very close to her until this past year due to having more than half of my classes with her. I meet up with her every morning before class and we grab coffee and whatnot, but I feel like I'm just another friend to her, it bums me out just thinking about it. To make matters worse there's always other guys flirting with her, which is a problem because I get jealous quite easily. Shit sucks -____-

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: svilleantigo on January 10, 2012, 06:29:33 AM

Quote from: chockfullofthat on January 09, 2012, 01:39:05 PM

I did coke early december on vacation in Mexico and on NYE.  I used to always swear that I'd never try it.  What makes it even worse is I said I would never do it because purchasing it indirectly affects some innocent person's life with violence and I think that because my sister's husband bought it in Mexico, that was almost certainly true.  One night on that trip I almost followed some guy to buy exstacy but was smart enough to realize how shady that could have been.  I jokingly told my friend on NYE that "I'd do it, but I'm never coming back to this bar."  Which is the bar I usually go to when I'm back in my home town.  I really hate going back to my home town now and I might follow through with that comment.  I blacked out pretty much the entire night and could hardly lift my arms or walk the next day (although I didn't have a headache or anything).  I'm pretty disapointed in myself.  I actually started talking with a counselor who specializes in substance abuse because my drinking habits aren't improving, although I have cold feet about it and have only seen him once.   I'm also considering doing that OkCupid thing because I've really exhausted every option I had amongst my circle of friends and I'm not thrilled about the idea of having to get shitfaced enough to talk to random girls in the city as an option.  Also, it's been 3 years since I've had a relationship and that has got to fucking end.  That's all.  500th post.

Know that feel, bro.. did a bunch of blow on Christmas evening after being too god damn drunk to make rational decisions. Have done a shitload of that stuff in the past, thought I had moved beyond, and it catches up when I least expect it. Waking up at 4pm on Boxing Day with the Worst Hangover Ever and treating my family like shit at dinner because of it was also real cool of me, too. I've had friends die younger than me from this kinda thing.. just gotta owe up to your own inadequacies/failings and make as many proper choices as humanly possible.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: planman on January 10, 2012, 01:48:12 PM

I'm a brony

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on January 10, 2012, 03:03:08 PM

Quote from: planman on January 10, 2012, 01:48:12 PM

I'm a brony

Seriously?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on January 10, 2012, 03:28:57 PM

Quote from: planman on January 10, 2012, 01:48:12 PM

I'm a brony

I hope you're joking.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on January 10, 2012, 06:54:24 PM

Had to Google what the hell a brony was. Count me in as a brony.
[PMV] My Little Wu-Tang Clan - Shame on a Nigga (http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=NVGI6mhfJyA#ws)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VictoriousOG on January 10, 2012, 07:04:03 PM

I'm a Brony for life, got it on my chest.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jeveuxdelacoke on January 10, 2012, 07:38:43 PM

brony's for life

www.youtube.com/watch?v=BCzzwlG070M (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BCzzwlG070M#ws)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on January 10, 2012, 08:45:19 PM

BRONY FOREVER

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Greg Ostertag on January 10, 2012, 10:58:45 PM

You tell me Brony is a "thing;" an "and is" or an "it."
I tell you what, motherfucker.
You couldn't begin to halfheartedly digest the lifestyle.
You couldn't begin to comprehend the bedtime stories we've heard.
Your xcockx tells you yes, but your brain tells you get the fuck out it's a trap goddamit.
Listen to your braincock. YOU'RE FUCKED.
GET THE FUCK OUT BEFORE YOU'RE JOHN LOCKE, POST INVENTION OF CONDOMS AND AUTOMOBILES.
BEFORE YOU'VE BEEN TO THE MOON AND FIGURED OUT THERE'S NOTHING THERE BUT HOMOSEXUAL BATARANGS.
(http://www.ltverrastro.com/phpThumb/phpThumb.php?src=/brands/photos/47001CS.JPG&h=200)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cockaigne on January 11, 2012, 01:25:46 PM

I started university this year, after working, doing volunteering and eventually unemployment in the past three years. The study is really awesome and I really want to do well, but it's been difficult. Right now, i'm having a moment where i just don't know what to do to not fuck it up. Of course, I did the fucking up partly by myself, but i feel and know that there are some external factors that contribute to this failing, and i don't know how to pick this shit up, to get it on track.

First there's the fact that I live in a completely different city than the study is. I have to take the train, travel about 2 hours to get to school, and of course i have to go back. So I'm travelling about 4,5 hours each time i go to school, and that shit is just horrible. Luckily i don't have classes everyday, but still, it's super anoying and breaks up the whole day. When i get home i feel tired just from travelling, and want to chill. Learning in the train is not impossible, but it is heavy, with the other passengers, the annoying light, uncomfortable chairs to name a few things.

I'd like to have a room somewhere in the city i study, but finding a room and making it through the selection of people who already live there is really hard. I'm demotivated in advance to search, because its such an extensive process, with high chances of turn-downs. But i really need it, cause travelling and studying isn't going to work. As long as i dont have a room, it' s itching my mind constantly, but i have other priorities as well.

Next to that, like i said, in the past three years i've worked like an idiot in a callcentre, i've done foreign volunteering work (which was a wonderful experience) and been unemployed, living on wellfare. I fwwl like i don't have the structure or discipline to read all texts or to make all assigments. It's fucked, cause i know i can do it, i just can't make myself do it, or i don't know how to do it. Also, at the moment i can't even focus on one course or task, because in the back of my head im thinking about all other things, and get confused, resulting in doing even less work.

Other than that, i smoked weed daily up to about two weeks ago. Now it's probably every other day. I want to smoke less, make it less of a habit, and more enjoyable, but it's easy to go to the coffeeshop, buy a little gram.
And yeah i do enjoy it, but i don't enjoy getting nothing done. I've told myself so often that this would be the last baggy i'd buy, and try to smoke it as fast as possible, so the next day wouldn't start off smoking. But usually the next evening this ritual repeats.

I've told my university this, went to a counselor, and also told him this might be related to having ADHD. I've been diagnosed, so i guess i have it, but i don't really believe in this "disease" or whatever. I don't know. It kinda frustrates me that i have this condition to blame, but actually i feel like i don't have a condition at all, it's just me.
I also told the counselor i would try medication again, after he recommended, but i hate that stuff so bad. It's actually just drugs, like hard-drugs people take daily. And even more so, i don't think taking the drugs would make my life more structured. Maybe it would heighten my effeciency, but thats just in labor, not in organising the labor.

At last, i'm dating a girl now who's really awesome, sweet, pretty, intelligent, all of that. I asked her to be my girlfriend, she told me she'd just gotten out of a relation, so she thought it wouldnt be a good idea. I actually agreed afterwards, cause we've dated probably 4 times, so i guess it is a little hurriedly. But i wanted to ask her because i feel really good around her and weve been intimate and everything, i don't know. So it wasnt a complete turndown, but still, it sucks. I'd really like to have a girlfriend again(after a year), so maybe im hoping/trying too hard. For now i'd just like to now where i stand with this chick, but im not sure how to ask.

Oh yeah, and i lurk slap wayyyy too much.

Pfffff, i guess that comparing to some other confessions on here, i'm not doing too bad. But still, i feel anxious when i think about the situation, which makes it hard to work on it. I and also feel down because i know other people have difficulties such as these, probably worse, and that shit is seen as normal. Why can't shit just be simple?

Thanks for the vent.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chockfullofthat on January 11, 2012, 02:29:37 PM

I often wondered if I had ADD in college too.  Taking aderall certainly made me study more but I was never actually prescribed.  Looking back it became clear that I just didn't have any interest in my major and I was just forcing it.  You really should do something about that commute though.  Just think about all that wasted time per week.  If you're not able to get closer I would suggest going to a library immediately after class and get your shit done then.  Smoke before you get on the train or something because there is no way I'd want to study after a 2 hour train ride home.  Getting through college is hard that's why it's not for everyone, just make it as easy as possible for yourself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: planman on January 11, 2012, 09:56:15 PM

Quote from: oyolar on January 10, 2012, 03:03:08 PM

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I'm a brony

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Seriously?

Long story short, I'm a nerd, most of my friends are nerds. They became bronies, then they told me about it. I was like "fuck that shit." Then they told me about it again. I've watched every episode so far. Lucky for me, I keep my nerdy, brony self and my gnar, skating radicalness (yeah I just made up a fucking word) seperate. I only said anything about it because this is the real confessions thread. All you guys can hate on me if you want, I really don't give two shits.

EDIT: The definition of Brony is a person who is a fan of MLP:FiM who is outside of the targeted dmographic

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on January 11, 2012, 10:34:42 PM

Quote from: planman on January 11, 2012, 09:56:15 PM

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Quote from: planman on January 10, 2012, 01:48:12 PM

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I'm a brony

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Seriously?

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Long story short, I'm a nerd, most of my friends are nerds. They became bronies, then they told me about it. I was like "fuck that shit." Then they told me about it again. I've watched every episode so far. Lucky for me, I keep my nerdy, brony self and my gnar, skating radicalness (yeah I just made up a fucking word) seperate. I only said anything about it because this is the real confessions thread. All you guys can hate on me if you want, I really don't give two shits.

EDIT: The definition of Brony is a person who is a fan of MLP:FiM who is outside of the targeted dmographic

Not hating. I just found out about this maybe a month ago so then to find out that I'm somehow connected to one is just an odd coincidence to me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Useful Idiot on January 12, 2012, 05:11:45 PM

Confession: still don't know wtf a brony is

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Unbridled Technical Precision on January 12, 2012, 05:17:29 PM

use internet

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on January 12, 2012, 05:21:50 PM

Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd made me cry once.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on January 12, 2012, 05:31:33 PM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on January 12, 2012, 05:21:50 PM

Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd made me cry once.

The feather falling from the sky in "Forrest Gump" made me cry when I saw it in the theaters.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on January 12, 2012, 05:49:15 PM

- i am a sociopath
- im really good at lying... its kind of fucked up because sometimes i cause problems for other people intentionally by doing things knowing that i can lie my way out of it, and im amazing at holding a straight face so people pretty much indefinitely believe me
- i also get tired of my friends and end up fucking hating them because i cant not believe that things they do are on purpose, even though logically i can completely see how they dont mean to be how they are
- little shit bothers the fuck out of me, and i have a real intolerance for moments when people dont understand my exact feelings on a subject so i explain everything, even yes or no answers as if the person already asked "why"
- i feel like with my mind and my ability to learn information quickly/memorize nearly anything and everything, even useless small information, that i am already overqualified for many jobs that i havent even completed any training for, or anything similar
- never actually had a job
- since ive decided i really want to be a pharmacist now, but my parents have been making me take classes in college that dont matter since i didnt know what i wanted to do before, knowing that ive wasted almost 2 years in school really makes me want to die. it honestly sounds better to get killed by someone (dont think i could ever kill myself) than it does to go to college for 6 more years grinding it out being poor as fuck hoping that maybe after the first 2 years of pre reqs i can get into pharmacy school
- im actually pretty fucking good at skating... but im a pussy about jumping off shit/skating rails or hubbas. i wanted to try to be a pro skater for a while, and i still really do have potential, but i dont want to become one just based off the fact if you arent a main pro you wont make shit for money


fuck i typed a ton of shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on January 12, 2012, 05:51:09 PM

Quote from: happenstance on January 12, 2012, 05:31:33 PM

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Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd made me cry once.

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The feather falling from the sky in "Forrest Gump" made me cry when I saw it in the theaters.

Forrest Gump made me cry a little too at the end where he was at the bus stop with his kid. Toy Story 3 almost made me cry at the end when Andy was giving up his toys to the little girl. Toy Story was a big part of my childhood and it was crazy seeing the series come to an end like that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on January 12, 2012, 06:15:39 PM

Quote from: Joe Pesci on January 12, 2012, 05:49:15 PM

- i am a sociopath

- im really good at lying... its kind of fucked up because sometimes i cause problems for other people intentionally by doing things knowing that i can lie my way out of it, and im amazing at holding a straight face so people pretty much indefinitely believe me
- i also get tired of my friends and end up fucking hating them because i cant not believe that things they do are on purpose, even though logically i can completely see how they dont mean to be how they are
- little shit bothers the fuck out of me, and i have a real intolerance for moments when people dont understand my exact feelings on a subject so i explain everything, even yes or no answers as if the person already asked "why"
- i feel like with my mind and my ability to learn information quickly/memorize nearly anything and everything, even useless small information, that i am already overqualified for many jobs that i havent even completed any training for, or anything similar

All of these are summed up by your first post.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cadillac Ranch Dressing on January 12, 2012, 07:06:54 PM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on January 12, 2012, 05:51:09 PM

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Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd made me cry once.

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The feather falling from the sky in "Forrest Gump" made me cry when I saw it in the theaters.

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Forrest Gump made me cry a little too at the end where he was at the bus stop with his kid. Toy Story 3 almost made me cry at the end when Andy was giving up his toys to the little girl. Toy Story was a big part of my childhood and it was crazy seeing the series come to an end like that.

Dude, me too. I saw it with my girlfriend and she was like "Didn't that make you cry at the end???" and I was like "Nope..." Thank god for those 3-D glasses  8)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on January 12, 2012, 08:39:18 PM

Damnit, both of those movies are tear-jerkers!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Numeral on January 13, 2012, 10:05:20 AM

crap I just made a mess at work, the kind of mess you get fired for, I'm trying to cover my ass like crazy.
situation is probably gonna go to hell, worse case scenario I get fired.

was supposed to go through 2 specific processes, wasn't paying too much attention and ran the processes were I wasn't supposed to. I did as best as I could to cover my tracks but I'm certain it will blow up and people will be looking for answers.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: eminem on January 14, 2012, 10:31:05 PM

Quote from: Numeral on January 13, 2012, 10:05:20 AM

crap I just made a mess at work, the kind of mess you get fired for, I'm trying to cover my ass like crazy.
situation is probably gonna go to hell, worse case scenario I get fired.

was supposed to go through 2 specific processes, wasn't paying too much attention and ran the processes were I wasn't supposed to. I did as best as I could to cover my tracks but I'm certain it will blow up and people will be looking for answers.

lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: trolltoll on January 14, 2012, 11:31:51 PM

Quote from: eminem on January 14, 2012, 10:31:05 PM

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crap I just made a mess at work, the kind of mess you get fired for, I'm trying to cover my ass like crazy.
situation is probably gonna go to hell, worse case scenario I get fired.

was supposed to go through 2 specific processes, wasn't paying too much attention and ran the processes were I wasn't supposed to. I did as best as I could to cover my tracks but I'm certain it will blow up and people will be looking for answers.

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lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on January 15, 2012, 05:19:40 AM

Quote from: Bronson on January 08, 2012, 04:34:30 AM

I have no libido.

I get erections easily but dont get mentally aroused.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on January 15, 2012, 12:20:40 PM

I took my girlfriend to see Beauty And The Beast 3-D yesterday. Having never seen that movie before, I really, really enjoyed it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on January 15, 2012, 12:35:39 PM

Shits mad suspenseful.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on January 15, 2012, 12:48:37 PM

Since this thread has taken a temporary diversion into movies I will drop a doozie. I watched "The Devil Wears Prada" on my own volition and enjoyed it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cadillac Ranch Dressing on January 15, 2012, 01:02:05 PM

Quote from: happenstance on January 15, 2012, 12:48:37 PM

Since this thread has taken a temporary diversion into movies I will drop a doozie. I watched "The Devil Wears Prada" on my own volition and enjoyed it.

Dude. Yes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on January 15, 2012, 02:14:26 PM

I like ABBA.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on January 15, 2012, 04:05:42 PM

David, dude no!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on January 15, 2012, 05:25:05 PM

Quote from: Rumpleforeskin on January 15, 2012, 04:05:42 PM

David, dude no!

it's awful! they're too fucking happy and cheerful and somehow I dig it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on January 15, 2012, 07:44:49 PM

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I have no libido.

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I get erections easily but dont get mentally aroused.

How is this possible? My sex drive can never be satisfied. Some weeks my ex and I would fuck everyday, sometime multiple times. I still felt like I needed more sex. I'm not addicted because I know what is acceptable and how to control my urge.


Confession, I'm terrified of freeways (live in California). Two way highways are no problem, some freeways are fine because they're not too busy. I don't think I could ever make a trip to LA, the freeways are too fuckin busy and full with terrible drivers. I try to find any possible way to avoid the freeways. Its mainly stupid drivers and entering the freeways are my biggest fears.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cockaigne on January 16, 2012, 12:31:48 AM

Whenever I have to buy TP, I feel like I go to the store telling people and the store-employees I need to take a dump. I don't like it, and try to hold out on buying it a much as possible. I'd like to see a more anonymous way of buying TP.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on January 16, 2012, 04:50:29 AM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on January 15, 2012, 07:44:49 PM

Quote from: Bronson on January 15, 2012, 05:19:40 AM

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I have no libido.

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I get erections easily but dont get mentally aroused.

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How is this possible? My sex drive can never be satisfied. Some weeks my ex and I would fuck everyday, sometime multiple times. I still felt like I needed more sex. I'm not addicted because I know what is acceptable and how to control my urge.


Confession, I'm terrified of freeways (live in California). Two way highways are no problem, some freeways are fine because they're not too busy. I don't think I could ever make a trip to LA, the freeways are too fuckin busy and full with terrible drivers. I try to find any possible way to avoid the freeways. Its mainly stupid drivers and entering the freeways are my biggest fears.

Might be something to do with the SSRI medicine I was on for years which I quit a couple of weeks ago. I look at women/porn and can kinda see how people would think they are hot but thats it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on January 16, 2012, 08:33:45 AM

Quote from: Cockaigne on January 16, 2012, 12:31:48 AM

Whenever I have to buy TP, I feel like I go to the store telling people and the store-employees I need to take a dump. I don't like it, and try to hold out on buying it a much as possible. I'd like to see a more anonymous way of buying TP.

I completely understand this.

 I wish there were anonymous ways of buying condoms. I haven't had sex yet, and probably won't until my girlfriend gets on birth control pills, but I get scared just thinking about going to the grocery store or wherever to buy condoms.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steve on January 16, 2012, 09:51:32 AM

Quote from: David on January 16, 2012, 08:33:45 AM

Quote from: Cockaigne on January 16, 2012, 12:31:48 AM

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Whenever I have to buy TP, I feel like I go to the store telling people and the store-employees I need to take a dump. I don't like it, and try to hold out on buying it a much as possible. I'd like to see a more anonymous way of buying TP.

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I completely understand this.

 I wish there were anonymous ways of buying condoms. I haven't had sex yet, and probably won't until my girlfriend gets on birth control pills, but I get scared just thinking about going to the grocery store or wherever to buy condoms.

walk into a community health center, family planning or whatever they're called in your area. Make sure you have a back pack on. There should be a bowl full of free condoms. Spot the bowl of rubbers. Unzip pack. Take bowl in hand and over turn it into pack. Place empty bowl on table. Zip pack. walk out the door. Despite the terrifying experience you will be able to rest easy knowing that you have enough condoms to avoid the store for quite some time. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on January 16, 2012, 11:35:30 AM

Quote from: steve on January 16, 2012, 09:51:32 AM

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Quote from: Cockaigne on January 16, 2012, 12:31:48 AM

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Whenever I have to buy TP, I feel like I go to the store telling people and the store-employees I need to take a dump. I don't like it, and try to hold out on buying it a much as possible. I'd like to see a more anonymous way of buying TP.

[close]

I completely understand this.

 I wish there were anonymous ways of buying condoms. I haven't had sex yet, and probably won't until my girlfriend gets on birth control pills, but I get scared just thinking about going to the grocery store or wherever to buy condoms.

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walk into a community health center, family planning or whatever they're called in your area. Make sure you have a back pack on. There should be a bowl full of free condoms. Spot the bowl of rubbers. Unzip pack. Take bowl in hand and over turn it into pack. Place empty bowl on table. Zip pack. walk out the door. Despite the terrifying experience you will be able to rest easy knowing that you have enough condoms to avoid the store for quite some time. 

Although it seems equally as terrifying going in to one of those places, I will certainly remember this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on January 16, 2012, 12:10:49 PM

Quote from: David on January 16, 2012, 11:35:30 AM

Quote from: steve on January 16, 2012, 09:51:32 AM

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Quote from: David on January 16, 2012, 08:33:45 AM

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Quote from: Cockaigne on January 16, 2012, 12:31:48 AM

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Whenever I have to buy TP, I feel like I go to the store telling people and the store-employees I need to take a dump. I don't like it, and try to hold out on buying it a much as possible. I'd like to see a more anonymous way of buying TP.

[close]

I completely understand this.

 I wish there were anonymous ways of buying condoms. I haven't had sex yet, and probably won't until my girlfriend gets on birth control pills, but I get scared just thinking about going to the grocery store or wherever to buy condoms.

[close]

walk into a community health center, family planning or whatever they're called in your area. Make sure you have a back pack on. There should be a bowl full of free condoms. Spot the bowl of rubbers. Unzip pack. Take bowl in hand and over turn it into pack. Place empty bowl on table. Zip pack. walk out the door. Despite the terrifying experience you will be able to rest easy knowing that you have enough condoms to avoid the store for quite some time. 

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Although it seems equally as terrifying going in to one of those places, I will certainly remember this.

Dude, there should be no reason to be embarrassed or scared about buying condoms. I guess I can be worried about like your parents seeing you or something, but other than that, think of it as subtly bragging that you're gonna get laid and you're not dumb enough to get a girl pregnant or catch an STD.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on January 16, 2012, 12:25:35 PM

Quote from: oyolar on January 16, 2012, 12:10:49 PM

Quote from: David on January 16, 2012, 11:35:30 AM

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Quote from: Cockaigne on January 16, 2012, 12:31:48 AM

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Whenever I have to buy TP, I feel like I go to the store telling people and the store-employees I need to take a dump. I don't like it, and try to hold out on buying it a much as possible. I'd like to see a more anonymous way of buying TP.

[close]

I completely understand this.

 I wish there were anonymous ways of buying condoms. I haven't had sex yet, and probably won't until my girlfriend gets on birth control pills, but I get scared just thinking about going to the grocery store or wherever to buy condoms.

[close]

walk into a community health center, family planning or whatever they're called in your area. Make sure you have a back pack on. There should be a bowl full of free condoms. Spot the bowl of rubbers. Unzip pack. Take bowl in hand and over turn it into pack. Place empty bowl on table. Zip pack. walk out the door. Despite the terrifying experience you will be able to rest easy knowing that you have enough condoms to avoid the store for quite some time. 

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Although it seems equally as terrifying going in to one of those places, I will certainly remember this.

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Dude, there should be no reason to be embarrassed or scared about buying condoms. I guess I can be worried about like your parents seeing you or something, but other than that, think of it as subtly bragging that you're gonna get laid and you're not dumb enough to get a girl pregnant or catch an STD.

very true.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steve on January 16, 2012, 12:43:31 PM

Quote from: oyolar on January 16, 2012, 12:10:49 PM

Quote from: David on January 16, 2012, 11:35:30 AM

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Quote from: Cockaigne on January 16, 2012, 12:31:48 AM

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Whenever I have to buy TP, I feel like I go to the store telling people and the store-employees I need to take a dump. I don't like it, and try to hold out on buying it a much as possible. I'd like to see a more anonymous way of buying TP.

[close]

I completely understand this.

 I wish there were anonymous ways of buying condoms. I haven't had sex yet, and probably won't until my girlfriend gets on birth control pills, but I get scared just thinking about going to the grocery store or wherever to buy condoms.

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walk into a community health center, family planning or whatever they're called in your area. Make sure you have a back pack on. There should be a bowl full of free condoms. Spot the bowl of rubbers. Unzip pack. Take bowl in hand and over turn it into pack. Place empty bowl on table. Zip pack. walk out the door. Despite the terrifying experience you will be able to rest easy knowing that you have enough condoms to avoid the store for quite some time. 

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Although it seems equally as terrifying going in to one of those places, I will certainly remember this.

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Dude, there should be no reason to be embarrassed or scared about buying condoms. I guess I can be worried about like your parents seeing you or something, but other than that, think of it as subtly bragging that you're gonna get laid and you're not dumb enough to get a girl pregnant or catch an STD.

like i said, if you take the whole bowl you're not going to need to go again for quite some time. a short lived sense of embarrassment V not getting laid/pregnancy/STD.... think about it that way.

oyolar has a point too. walk into the pharmacy like your name is Samuel L Jackson, take that shit, and be out in a braggadocious minute.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on January 16, 2012, 01:27:34 PM

YOU'RE FUCKING SAMUEL L JACKSON, DAVID!!  GO IN THERE AND TAKE ENOUGH FOR EVEN LIL B!!  ENRIQUE FUCKING IGLESIAS!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on January 16, 2012, 01:30:57 PM

Quote from: Rumpleforeskin on January 16, 2012, 01:27:34 PM

YOU'RE FUCKING SAMUEL L JACKSON, DAVID!!  GO IN THERE AND TAKE ENOUGH FOR EVEN LIL B!!  ENRIQUE FUCKING IGLESIAS!!

oh my god hahahahaha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on January 27, 2012, 01:29:21 PM

Lonely.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MaryhillVibe on January 27, 2012, 01:49:48 PM

Quote from: Bronson on January 27, 2012, 01:29:21 PM

Lonely.

Your not alone, you have all your Slap Pals right here!

or...

http://www.besthealthmag.ca/embrace-life/mental-health/5-ways-to-beat-loneliness (http://www.besthealthmag.ca/embrace-life/mental-health/5-ways-to-beat-loneliness)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on January 27, 2012, 04:42:20 PM

I've been feeling the same way. It's too busy at work to talk to any of my coworkers. On my break I had some small talk with some guy skating. We exchanged numbers but I don't think we get a long as friends. We're too different from each other. I started going to the community college near by for a few classes so I can graduate with my BA. There's tons of cute girls but I have no idea how to approach them without being awkward. I was thinking about joining a club or something but I don't know. I really want to meet girls but knowing no one here doesnt help.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on February 01, 2012, 03:09:27 PM

I probably will be kooked into oblivion for my actions and mentality on this one... regardless, here goes:

I turned down what I think was an opportunity for casual sex with one of the most beautiful women I have ever dated and I am pretty bummed on it. I have thought about it a bunch for the last 2 weeks or so. I have had my fair share of casual encounters when I was younger and these days I have been looking for something more meaningful. So I generally take things pretty slow. I feel that when you get really physical early on it can complicate the development of an emotional connection and if you pull moves too quickly, women can of course be turned off. I guess I need to take into consideration that women pull moves on me it should be fair game.

So anyway, I was on a first date with this woman and what I didn't know is that she had just gotten out of a 3 and a half year relationship 2 months prior. We go out to get drinks and everything is going well. She was a really nice woman and I was enjoying her company. She started kissing me in a bar and I was pretty hyped on that. Anyway, I walk her home and she invites me up. I didn't think much of it. Next thing you know we are making out and I have her pinned up against the kitchen counter. She sort of stops and is staring at me in the eyes. I could have easily said "where is you room" or some shit and it probably would have worked out. Instead I said "maybe I should go" and she agrees and shows me the door. Again, I didn't want to be wrong and then screw up a good thing. When I go on the second date I find out she just got out of this long relationship and that I was the first guy she has dated. She told me she really needed to take things slow and I had a feeling that was it. We plan another date but when I call her she tells me my timing is bad and that she needs to be alone to heal. Shitty thing is that I have been on a dry spell since ending it with the ex last May. I am seriously bummed on it. It would have been damn good. Since we are all dudes I am guessing no one can commiserate. I blew it. The end.

edit: I guess the point I am glossing over here is that I could be wrong. She may have been super bummed if I brought it any further. The way I see it is I can call her again in a few months and maybe get more dates. Maybe she also wasn't that into me and using her ex was an easy way to break it off. The problem is not knowing damnit!!!! Probably a bad idea to ask...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cadillac Ranch Dressing on February 01, 2012, 03:51:48 PM

If you want something more meaningful out of it, you made the right move. If she needs more time to chill before getting into something new, then let her. Let's say you guys went for it and she felt like she made a mistake afterwards because it was just too soon, it might hinder her from continuing towards a relationship. Now grant it, I have no clue what she's like, but I feel like if she realizes that you understand her position, she'll respect that and not blow you off or something. Ya know?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on February 01, 2012, 04:35:56 PM

I guess I will know if I blew it in a few months.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jeremyrandall on February 01, 2012, 08:40:37 PM

Dude...if you give it a month, and then let her know you're still interested, she'll be PSYCHED!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on February 01, 2012, 08:57:37 PM

I don't know, wouldn't that be a little soon? I was thinking at least 2 and a half months. It took me about 5 months to get over my 3 year relationship and to want to date and in hindsight I realized I was miserable!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jeremyrandall on February 01, 2012, 09:22:38 PM

Dude...if she's a sexy women like you say she is...no way she's gonna stay solo that long

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on February 01, 2012, 09:29:25 PM

Good point. Plan set.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on February 01, 2012, 10:49:21 PM

Plus, if she's still not over it in one month, you'll know and can act accordingly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on February 01, 2012, 10:57:55 PM

Well, I don't know if I can call her every month and ask "are you over it yet?". That is sort of the dilemma. Finding the balance of not waiting too long and she is with someone else and not calling too early. Probably going to just take the risk and call her in a month anyway.

Edit: Anyway, thanks slap group therapy. Not trying to dominate the thread, so who is next? Spill the dirt!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cadillac Ranch Dressing on February 01, 2012, 11:09:34 PM

Quote from: happenstance on February 01, 2012, 10:57:55 PM

Well, I don't know if I can call her every month and ask "are you over it yet?". That is sort of the dilemma. Finding the balance of not waiting too long and she is with someone else and not calling too early. Probably going to just take the risk and call her in a month anyway.

Why don't you ease into a friendship? Like rather than only making contact with her over a month's period or something, hang out with her and do casual stuff. Get lunches or some shit. She'll feel more comfortable with you and would probably be able to talk about if she's ready to start something with more ease.


But just don't get trapped in the friend zone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on February 01, 2012, 11:10:47 PM

honestly i think ive been smoking way too much weed for my own good for a while now. all medical too no reggie. its pretty much an everyday thing and if i dont smoke for 1-2 days i always make up for it whenever i get more green. ive just formed wayy too many habits over the long term. i wouldnt say im "addicted" but i have some addiction symptoms. ill plan on stopping then ill have bad day at work or something or some chick will hit me up tryna match or whatever so i always end up convincing myself to go ahead n smoke again. i feel like me doin this shit for so much over a long period of time has sapped all the motivation to for me to get on my grind and achieve my own personal goals. not to mention my short term memory is complete ass. its not all bad cuz i still have alot of great times while being high its just that i always believed that everythings good in moderation and im definitely more on the excessive side. but like i said tho its not like i "need" to get high or anything, but the shit just sorta happens ya know? i went on vacation in the summer and wasnt able to smoke and i was perfectly fine and had a blast. its just that if the weed is there, or if i just happen to be ina social situation where weeds around im more than likely to hit the kush. ive been wanting to take a nice, long break just to clear my head and get more on top of shit in life but its like that plan always falls through in one way or an another.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on February 01, 2012, 11:24:39 PM

Good call on the friend advice Cadillac. It is risky as you said but I will consider it

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on February 01, 2012, 11:10:47 PM

honestly i think ive been smoking way too much weed for my own good for a while now. all medical too no reggie. its pretty much an everyday thing and if i dont smoke for 1-2 days i always make up for it whenever i get more green. ive just formed wayy too many habits over the long term. i wouldnt say im "addicted" but i have some addiction symptoms. ill plan on stopping then ill have bad day at work or something or some chick will hit me up tryna match or whatever so i always end up convincing myself to go ahead n smoke again. i feel like me doin this shit for so much over a long period of time has sapped all the motivation to for me to get on my grind and achieve my own personal goals. not to mention my short term memory is complete ass. its not all bad cuz i still have alot of great times while being high its just that i always believed that everythings good in moderation and im definitely more on the excessive side. but like i said tho its not like i "need" to get high or anything, but the shit just sorta happens ya know? i went on vacation in the summer and wasnt able to smoke and i was perfectly fine and had a blast. its just that if the weed is there, or if i just happen to be ina social situation where weeds around im more than likely to hit the kush. ive been wanting to take a nice, long break just to clear my head and get more on top of shit in life but its like that plan always falls through in one way or an another.

I think this is a problem for a lot of people on slap. I have been smoking for about 13 years. I struggled with quitting all the time. My short term memory is also a little fucked up because of it. I have finally gotten to the point where I have given up on the thought of quitting. I am not saying this is the right choice for you though. I am pretty naturally motivated to pursue my goals and if it is preventing you from doing so, it might be the right choice for you. I have PTSD so it is helpful for me a lot of the time. Sometimes it can make it worse though. I have finally gotten to the point where I don't need it in my house and if someone has it I am down to smoke. Maybe try that and see how it works for you. I usually feel like I can give people solid advice, even when I am guilty of the same shit. In this case though I don't have a solid answer.

Funny thing about the summer vacation comment. I didn't smoke for a month in the summer of 2010 because I was in a remote island nation (East Timor) where half the people there didn't even know what weed is. It was literally unaquirable. So much so that there wasn't even a law against it there. When it isn't around you at all it is funny how little you miss it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on February 01, 2012, 11:35:54 PM

Quote from: happenstance on February 01, 2012, 11:24:39 PM

Good call on the friend advice Cadillac. It is risky as you said but I will consider it

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on February 01, 2012, 11:10:47 PM

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honestly i think ive been smoking way too much weed for my own good for a while now. all medical too no reggie. its pretty much an everyday thing and if i dont smoke for 1-2 days i always make up for it whenever i get more green. ive just formed wayy too many habits over the long term. i wouldnt say im "addicted" but i have some addiction symptoms. ill plan on stopping then ill have bad day at work or something or some chick will hit me up tryna match or whatever so i always end up convincing myself to go ahead n smoke again. i feel like me doin this shit for so much over a long period of time has sapped all the motivation to for me to get on my grind and achieve my own personal goals. not to mention my short term memory is complete ass. its not all bad cuz i still have alot of great times while being high its just that i always believed that everythings good in moderation and im definitely more on the excessive side. but like i said tho its not like i "need" to get high or anything, but the shit just sorta happens ya know? i went on vacation in the summer and wasnt able to smoke and i was perfectly fine and had a blast. its just that if the weed is there, or if i just happen to be ina social situation where weeds around im more than likely to hit the kush. ive been wanting to take a nice, long break just to clear my head and get more on top of shit in life but its like that plan always falls through in one way or an another.

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I think this is a problem for a lot of people on slap. I have been smoking for about 13 years. I struggled with quitting all the time. My short term memory is also a little fucked up because of it. I have finally gotten to the point where I have given up on the thought of quitting. I am not saying this is the right choice for you though. I am pretty naturally motivated to pursue my goals and if it is preventing you from doing so, it might be the right choice for you. I have PTSD so it is helpful for me a lot of the time. Sometimes it can make it worse though. I have finally gotten to the point where I don't need it in my house and if someone has it I am down to smoke. I usually feel like I can give people solid advice, even when I am guilty of the same shit. In this case though I don't have a solid answer.

Funny thing about the summer vacation comment. I didn't smoke for a month in the summer of 2010 because I was in a remote island nation (East Timor) where half the people there didn't even know what weed is. It was literally unaquirable. So much so that there wasn't even a law against it there. When it isn't around you at all it is funny how little you miss it.

yea when i dont have access to weed im fine but thats the problem. im just sorta in that "pothead" circle so the weed is ALWAYS there, even when im not even tryna look for it. dont get me wrong, its not like ima pile or anything but i just be lazy as fuck most of the time & being apathetic is the last thing i need right now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: InternetDaddy on February 02, 2012, 12:13:30 AM

I feel you on the smoking too much weed tip. This is the second semester I've been out on my own, and I've just been finding more reasons to blaze. First it was just on weekends, then just when I didn't have HW, then just after class, and now it's just whenever I'm bored haha. But yeah, I definitely feel myself getting lazier, I need to cut back for sure. Honestly just try not buying it and smoking when other people have it, that's what my girlfriend does and it works out for her. Or, just do what my friend does, and just pick up for the weekend and blow through it, then during the week get your grind on. It's all about finding a balance between your vices and your real life, and making sure your vices don't become your real life.

Oh, and happenstance, that's a shitty situation. The way you're going about it seems good though, I agree that sometimes getting too physical too fast can fuck up a good thing. Odds are, if she agreed that you should go then she probably felt the same way, if she was really tryna get it in I assume she would've hinted that you should/could stay. Just don't beat yourself up about it, if she's still not feeling it after a couple months, then it might be time to just pursue other options.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on February 02, 2012, 12:25:26 AM

Shit, I am pursuing other options right now! I have a date this weekend.

Edit: And yeah, I am trying to convince myself that you are right and she really wasn't offering more in that moment.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: eminem on February 02, 2012, 12:43:45 AM

i got a big dizzick , like hella bigggggggg

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GarglesCmen on February 02, 2012, 08:23:00 AM

Quote from: eminem on February 02, 2012, 12:43:45 AM

i got a big dizzick , like hella bigggggggg

ohhhhhhh shiiiiiiiiit broooooz

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on February 04, 2012, 10:41:36 AM

hmmmmm, I've never smoked weed before

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GISM on February 04, 2012, 03:58:57 PM

I absolutely hate ripoff art/graphics of The Exploited. They are simultaneously one of the worst and hugely popular punk bands and shouldn't be getting that kind of recognition.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: FART BOY on February 05, 2012, 01:43:15 AM

I refilled a prescription for Clonazepam to quit smoking. I don't know if that's the best thing to do but cold turkey will not work and Chantix is way too expensive for my financial situation. The Kpins aren't strictly for that, just telling my doctor it was for anxiety/sleep and stuff. But I feel it in my gut that this one bottle will get me hooked, and i'll be extremely pissed. I've been doing 1, 2, and 3.5mgs the last 3 days, and 6-8?mg or more at one point.

Since I got them I still haven't even figured a way to cut back on the cigarettes. The thing is I really enjoy smoking, so that's the hardest part. I have a place in my heart for any type of downers and the almighty opiate but with the lack of connections that's a good thing for me. I really need to use my will power and get out of this slump-ish state so I don't fall back into the hole.

Yes this is really stupid but it's just another personal rant...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on February 05, 2012, 12:34:08 PM

Quote from: AN8956 on February 05, 2012, 01:43:15 AM

I refilled a prescription for Clonazepam to quit smoking. I don't know if that's the best thing to do but cold turkey will not work and Chantix is way too expensive for my financial situation. The Kpins aren't strictly for that, just telling my doctor it was for anxiety/sleep and stuff. But I feel it in my gut that this one bottle will get me hooked, and i'll be extremely pissed. I've been doing 1, 2, and 3.5mgs the last 3 days, and 6-8?mg or more at one point.

Since I got them I still haven't even figured a way to cut back on the cigarettes. The thing is I really enjoy smoking, so that's the hardest part. I have a place in my heart for any type of downers and the almighty opiate but with the lack of connections that's a good thing for me. I really need to use my will power and get out of this slump-ish state so I don't fall back into the hole.

Yes this is really stupid but it's just another personal rant...

man i done seen the cigarette struggle so many times dog. really at the end of the day its 90% willpower but i know nicotine is one of the most addicting substances so i know its definitely not easy. ive seen people stop for years and then fuck around n take a few hits off a friends cigarette a few times and get right back at it. whatever you think well help you in any way but just remember that the main thing you need is the mental strength to just say fuck the cigarettes at all costs, and the self discipline to contain yourself through the initial stages of withdrawal. good luck man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Strike A Pose on February 05, 2012, 10:12:02 PM

Magnumz wutt eye fitt!!

4real!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LOU.502 on February 06, 2012, 09:08:10 PM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on January 12, 2012, 05:21:50 PM

Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd made me cry once.

shit dude, that song actually made me do the same thing the other night I feel you.
I'm a full blown belligerent alcoholic. Ive been struggling with it since I was 17, I'm 20 now. It got much worse when my girlfriend dumped me and kicked me out of our apartment for breaking a window during a fight. we got back together and then she dumped me again without reason. I lived with this girl for 2 years, and i also came to find out she had fucked some other dudes while I was out of town skating, in our fucking bed. its february, she dumped me in late november, and I still can't even begin to get over it, it's all I think about everyday. she even called me drunk at christmas and told me how badly she wanted me back but "couldn't do it right now" cuz she "had to get her shit together". I've gotten laid once since but i felt so shitty about it afterwards. I literally have to drink when i wake up just to get myself out of bed and to class. I'm back at my parents house now which is terrible. Ive gotten kicked out twice already for stealing booze and percocet from them. I know i need to go to rehab, i dont think AA will be able to do enough, I cant fucking control myself. I'm just tired of feeling like shit all the time and always being stressed. my drinking has gotten me fired from my job, and some of my friends have stopped talking to me alltogether due to my terrible reckless behavior when I drink. I havent even really been skating cuz of it either which also is terrible. I just wanna stop drinking and get my bitch back, but im too scared of any change to uproot my shitty semblance of a life and go to rehab. end rant. slap is wonderful though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on February 06, 2012, 09:21:53 PM

Quote from: LOU.502 on February 06, 2012, 09:08:10 PM

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Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd made me cry once.

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shit dude, that song actually made me do the same thing the other night I feel you.
I'm a full blown belligerent alcoholic. Ive been struggling with it since I was 17, I'm 20 now. It got much worse when my girlfriend dumped me and kicked me out of our apartment for breaking a window during a fight. we got back together and then she dumped me again without reason. I lived with this girl for 2 years, and i also came to find out she had fucked some other dudes while I was out of town skating, in our fucking bed. its february, she dumped me in late november, and I still can't even begin to get over it, it's all I think about everyday. she even called me drunk at christmas and told me how badly she wanted me back but "couldn't do it right now" cuz she "had to get her shit together". I've gotten laid once since but i felt so shitty about it afterwards. I literally have to drink when i wake up just to get myself out of bed and to class. I'm back at my parents house now which is terrible. Ive gotten kicked out twice already for stealing booze and percocet from them. I know i need to go to rehab, i dont think AA will be able to do enough, I cant fucking control myself. I'm just tired of feeling like shit all the time and always being stressed. my drinking has gotten me fired from my job, and some of my friends have stopped talking to me alltogether due to my terrible reckless behavior when I drink. I havent even really been skating cuz of it either which also is terrible. I just wanna stop drinking and get my bitch back, but im too scared of any change to uproot my shitty semblance of a life and go to rehab. end rant. slap is wonderful though.

you just gotta remind yourself before you drink is it really worth it? to continue on this path? when will enough finally be enough? im somewhat in that same situation myself although not as severe i do know how challenging it is mentally. hell i still i aint stop smoking. ive BEEN tryna stop smoking for the longest time but its just like its that the weed is always there or i find a way to convince myself to smoke. its like if you wanna different path in life, you gotta live that lifestyle ya know? we cant keep doin the same shit thats holdin us back no matter how much easier or convenient it is in the short term, cuz its always gon get us in the long term when we look back. thats just my thoughts tho. we in different situations but we still face the same personal challenges nahmean? i feel you bro.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on February 06, 2012, 09:39:54 PM

lou,

Before you even think about getting in a relationship, fix your problems first. The same issues in relationship that occurred in the past will happen again. A start is you know you have alcohol problem.  Go seek some therapy. As for your break up with your ex-gf. Give it time. You were in a long relationship and it can take months or a year to get over her. If you two decided to get back together talk things over, understand each other and why it failed. I understand how it feels. I was in a relationship for about 2 1/2 years, my ex and I did so much together. As cheesy as it sounds, we both made huge changes in each others lives.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on February 06, 2012, 10:17:32 PM

Lou, I agree with everything they said, you definitely need to attack the drinking head on and that would be the first step toward getting back with the girl. What I would add would be that you need to fix your addiction for you and not her. That would be the most effective way to heal to even have a capability to get back together. If it doesn't work out you would have done something for yourself. I will guess that was your first love judging by your age. First loves are hard to get over but there are a lot of women in this world! I know that seems trite but  it is true. I found the best way to get over love is a new crush (this would be something to consider in the future, first step is the alcohol). My uncle never says many wise things, but he did give me one piece of advice that stuck with me after I got out of my first long relationship - "You never know what you want until you find it". With new women, you might find something you weren't expecting.

On a more personal note, I would add that I was in a long relationship. I met her when I was in the thick of the darkest time in my life. She was my hold on normalcy. When we broke up it made me deal with my issues head on. It is very much an ongoing process but I realized that she wasn't even what I wanted. She just made me feel stable. This may be far from your situation, but it is something to consider for yourself.

Hang in there dude. It will get better if you put in the effort to make it better for yourself. Be a friend to yourself and seek some help with the alcohol. I say this from the perspective of someone who has been there in more ways than you know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: frisco on February 08, 2012, 07:16:03 PM

I give myself constant 'reality checks' as if my Dad were grilling into me, even though he doesnt. Its like applying pressure to myself for no reason other than its not there

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on February 09, 2012, 07:27:20 AM

Quote from: frisco on February 08, 2012, 07:16:03 PM

I give myself constant 'reality checks' as if my Dad were grilling into me, even though he doesnt. Its like applying pressure to myself for no reason other than its not there

That can be a positive thing too, right? As long as your not manic about it...

I myself feel incredibly anxious right now. I sometimes get these sudden panicy feelings where everything feels unreal and really really bad, my head feels all floaty. and I feel like I?m not going to snap out of it and am going to go insane, slip into an unreversable depression or most likely die. Rationally I know it?s gonna pass but I have a hard time thinking rationally.
 ? I?ve had these attacks ever since I was a kid and I would really like to solve them if possible. Something to do with fear. Also I really miss my mother when I go through these attacks so might have some connection with some childhood stuff I have not yet put together/understood.

Actually it feels like this particular panic attack or whatever is getting slowly better now. :)

edit: nope, still struggling with this feeling. Scary stuff.

I have a feeling that I have what is called a borderline personality disorder. All the pieces just seem to fit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: David on February 10, 2012, 11:28:56 PM

 Keep your head up. That stuff is not easy to deal with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Unbridled Technical Precision on February 14, 2012, 05:44:19 PM

this is me.  I?m the kind of person who needs control, i need to have a grasp on reality through various means. logic and deductive reasoning for the most part, thats what rules me. this is how i have my control on the world.  science, big bang, dinosaurs, evolution... all that shit I have and do and will continue to believe in.  just recently however my logic and reasoning skills have become so good that I?ve realized beyond a shadow of a doubt that there is no possible fucking way to have control on every aspect of your life.  I have no superhuman jesus powers so I?m going to have to deal with life from a certain global standpoint.  Im no all encompassing badass that understands every single person and the specific situation theyre in.  And I really believed this, and somewhere in this false notion of ?understanding?, I thought i was getting to know myself better.  Naivety was running rampant in my brain, and i was to naive to notice. So it?s 2008, im 18 years old, and my feeble little mind is convinced that I have everything figured out.  I?m on top of the world, I have my car my parents paid for, I have my whole fabricated existence because of my parents. they?re amazing, they provide me with everything in my life. whether physically, emotionally, psychologically... i am a whole person because of them.  I dont believe in a god, but if there happened to be one, it would be half my mom and half my dad. like fused together in the middle, they are my creators... they are my god.  now my parents still pay for everything, im in my fourth year of college, goin on 5.... fuck. slowly loosing control because I see my time as a dependent ticking away.  Don?t get me wrong, my life from birth until now has been too good. but why was it so good?? because i wasnt in control, my god was.  and soon my god will no longer be paying for my living expenses. and I have to take control.  but the realization i had earlier was that I can?t control anything.  so, when I turn 25... im assuming, with logic and reason, that every fabric of my existence will tear apart into a million pieces and instantly I will be left with nothing.  White space, some would call it purgatory.  Of course I would be there, not physically or as a stream of consciousness. but i would be there, unnoticeable by any form of detection, but there nonetheless.  let?s say I give up on my reliance on my terribly narcissistic form of logic and reason.  Potentially, when I turn 25, I will be a self sustained, fully functioning member of society. But me being me, I see this as some hopeful, idealistic, up in the air bullshit. Because even if i can attain it, I wouldn?t want it.  I don?t want control, after realizing how evasive and unpredictable control is, i?ve found that I don?t need it.  there?s a certain vibrance in life when we?re out of control, where we?re not quite sure if we?re rising or falling, if we?re spiraling downwards or merely standing still.  this feeling will initially make you sick, left searching for some form of stability.  just let go.... give up control... stop trying, and eventually you?ll get used to the feeling. take it day by day, be open to the countless opportunities that are omnipresent everywhere we go.  realize life?s ups and downs for what they are, don?t view a misstep as an injury, and dont treat a leg up as an end to a mean.  our live?s are not linear, we are all floating in the same pool, unaware of eachother?s existence, spiraling out of control.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on February 14, 2012, 06:08:22 PM

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on February 15, 2012, 07:03:26 AM

Quote from: Unbridled Technical Precision on February 14, 2012, 05:44:19 PM

this is me.  I?m the kind of person who needs control, i need to have a grasp on reality through various means. logic and deductive reasoning for the most part, thats what rules me. this is how i have my control on the world.  science, big bang, dinosaurs, evolution... all that shit I have and do and will continue to believe in.  just recently however my logic and reasoning skills have become so good that I?ve realized beyond a shadow of a doubt that there is no possible fucking way to have control on every aspect of your life.  I have no superhuman jesus powers so I?m going to have to deal with life from a certain global standpoint.  Im no all encompassing badass that understands every single person and the specific situation theyre in.  And I really believed this, and somewhere in this false notion of ?understanding?, I thought i was getting to know myself better.  Naivety was running rampant in my brain, and i was to naive to notice. So it?s 2008, im 18 years old, and my feeble little mind is convinced that I have everything figured out.  I?m on top of the world, I have my car my parents paid for, I have my whole fabricated existence because of my parents. they?re amazing, they provide me with everything in my life. whether physically, emotionally, psychologically... i am a whole person because of them.  I dont believe in a god, but if there happened to be one, it would be half my mom and half my dad. like fused together in the middle, they are my creators... they are my god.  now my parents still pay for everything, im in my fourth year of college, goin on 5.... fuck. slowly loosing control because I see my time as a dependent ticking away.  Don?t get me wrong, my life from birth until now has been too good. but why was it so good?? because i wasnt in control, my god was.  and soon my god will no longer be paying for my living expenses. and I have to take control.  but the realization i had earlier was that I can?t control anything.  so, when I turn 25... im assuming, with logic and reason, that every fabric of my existence will tear apart into a million pieces and instantly I will be left with nothing.  White space, some would call it purgatory.  Of course I would be there, not physically or as a stream of consciousness. but i would be there, unnoticeable by any form of detection, but there nonetheless.  let?s say I give up on my reliance on my terribly narcissistic form of logic and reason.  Potentially, when I turn 25, I will be a self sustained, fully functioning member of society. But me being me, I see this as some hopeful, idealistic, up in the air bullshit. Because even if i can attain it, I wouldn?t want it.  I don?t want control, after realizing how evasive and unpredictable control is, i?ve found that I don?t need it.  there?s a certain vibrance in life when we?re out of control, where we?re not quite sure if we?re rising or falling, if we?re spiraling downwards or merely standing still.  this feeling will initially make you sick, left searching for some form of stability.  just let go.... give up control... stop trying, and eventually you?ll get used to the feeling. take it day by day, be open to the countless opportunities that are omnipresent everywhere we go.  realize life?s ups and downs for what they are, don?t view a misstep as an injury, and dont treat a leg up as an end to a mean.  our live?s are not linear, we are all floating in the same pool, unaware of eachother?s existence, spiraling out of control.

That was interesting.

Ive been having a really hard time, getting these Dissociative feelings, feelings of having no identity and mood swings all the time. I feel unable to connect to my emotions (except for anxiety) and thus cant connect with other people. I hope its just my traumatic childhood pushing through and I can still work on it and be happy one day. I just need hope.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on February 15, 2012, 05:54:31 PM

Alright, time for a rant as I am drunk at 5:28 on a weekday. As I type this, I don't really know where this is going to go... Anywho, life is fucked up. I don't know if anyone remembers my real confessions post about my fucked up childhood, my parents dying under fucked up circumstances and the PTSD. In that post I talked about how I was feeling great and happy... turns out that was sort of temporary. I mean, maybe that is not fair to me because I was seriously really suicidal a few months ago but when I talked about feeling better it was in the relative context of not wanting to die. I am not really overly depressed like I was a few months ago but am still riddled with anxiety and get really lonely. So here is what has been going on...

First, my knee is blown out and has been for over a year. I want skating back. It is my outlet. I was filming a video (one that is mostly fisheye) and have had to stop that even because I know it is delaying my healing. There is a chance my knee will not get much better.

I am so strapped with intense anxiety that if anything goes wrong in my life I find it hard to do anything. I have a job (sell furniture), a great internship and a degree from Berkeley but can't get in the right state of mind to really pursue a serious job search. I work 52 hours a week, 6 days a week so it is hard to find the motivation to really apply myself in a job search. It doesn't help that my volunteer coordinator at my internship is pretty cold towards me and my boss is only happy when I am selling a lot. I also work alone in a store that not a lot of people go into so I am alone a lot. I don't think those people realize that I don't have much in life so the way they speak to me has an affect. And I feel trapped because I want to get a job in non-profit and I know if I leave either gig it will be harder to find my ideal job. I also constantly question whether or not I am even capable of functioning in a regular work environment because of my problems.

My sister is becoming a workaholic. She never answers my calls in the daytime, which is when anything intense that can happen in my life does happen. I find myself stuck in these fucked up moods with no one to talk to. She is my only family I am in contact with and she has really dropped the ball on supporting me. By the time she calls me I am too emotionally exhausted to want to talk about it.

I am lonely. I have friends, more so now than I have had in a while but still don't get too many calls to hang out. I feel like I always need to initiate contact. This may sound fucked up but sometimes I am unhappy with the quality of my friends.

I have become sort of obsessed with picking up on women. I 'go fishing' ,so to speak, a lot. Sometimes 3 or 4 times a week. It is completely unhealthy though because I know it is me being co-dependent and wanting to fill a void of the lack of family. It makes me wonder if I will ever be able to have a healthy relationship. I was in a fucked up relationship for 3 years just because I don't want to be alone. I have dated multiple women in the past few months and sometimes it is going so well on the first or second date and I think there is something there. But it always fails somehow. I feel like my fucked up emotions must bleed through or something. I mean, on the surface I seem like a happy and friendly guy but maybe women sense my fucked up emotions. I just had a textbook example of this happen. I really thought there was something there. Our last date ended on a heavy make-out session. So you think this chick would be into me? No! No fucking clue what happened. That is why I am starting to believe that women are sensing something wrong with me. And rightly so, I feel fucked up. I have all these dreaded visions of being single, 40 and in a shitty job... and maybe crazy.

So anyway, I want some shit to change. I am trying. I don't want to die now but I am getting tired of the bullshit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cringe. on February 15, 2012, 09:22:23 PM

damn this thread is so upsetting, keep your head up happenstance + everyone else. things will pick up at some point, there's too much beauty to experience in this world to let ugliness win

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GarglesCmen on February 15, 2012, 10:23:36 PM

Happenstance, you just gotta keep your heap up man. From what I see here, you are a down to earth guy and deserve the best, no joke, for real. You just gotta keep a little glimmer of hope with you always.  I understand where you are coming from completely, and I know it sucks, especially about the friends thing, the same thing bugged me out for a long time and messed with me mentally but as I said, just show more initiative and always look for a greener path. Keep your head up and things might just brighten up. 1 more post until you are a pal! 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on February 16, 2012, 12:18:33 AM

Yep, totally just alienated my sister trying to her about how she isn't helping me enough.

A friend of mine from my hometown in SoCal just offered for me to move in with his family. I am sort of considering it right now but at the same time I feel like I would be giving up on the life I am trying to carve out up here in the Bay Area. I could see myself here for a while. This set-up could be exactly what I need though. They live a few blocks from the beach, I would have a room rent free and his mom cooks amazing food constantly. I get along with his whole family. Tough call because I do not like a lot of things about SoCal. Especially the driving.

The cool thing is I am a pal now though! Haha.

Edit: And I quasi-regret posting all of that on a messageboard. Sometimes I wonder what it is about this place that makes me spill my guts.

And I almost feel like I am bullshitting people on here. I look at a post I wrote up top and it makes me realize that either some things have gone wrong really quickly or I am starting to realize some of the my supposed improvements are just new manifestations of my problems if that makes any sense (i.e. have gained lots of self-confidence with approaching women and now it is a new issue).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Archie Bunker on February 16, 2012, 01:19:47 AM

Quote from: happenstance on February 16, 2012, 12:18:33 AM

Yep, totally just alienated my sister trying to her about how she isn't helping me enough.

A friend of mine from my hometown in SoCal just offered for me to move in with his family. I am sort of considering it right now but at the same time I feel like I would be giving up on the life I am trying to carve out up here in the Bay Area. I could see myself here for a while. This set-up could be exactly what I need though. They live a few blocks from the beach, I would have a room rent free and his mom cooks amazing food constantly. I get along with his whole family. Tough call because I do not like a lot of things about SoCal. Especially the driving.

The cool thing is I am a pal now though! Haha.

Edit: And I quasi-regret posting all of that on a messageboard. Sometimes I wonder what it is about this place that makes me spill my guts.

And I almost feel like I am bullshitting people on here. I look at a post I wrote up top and it makes me realize that either some things have gone wrong really quickly or I am starting to realize some of the my supposed improvements are just new manifestations of my problems if that makes any sense (i.e. have gained lots of self-confidence with approaching women and now it is a new issue).

a change in scenery would probably be a good thing for you.  And living with that family will solve your lonliness

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on February 16, 2012, 10:41:50 AM

Quote from: happenstance on February 15, 2012, 05:54:31 PM

Alright, time for a rant as I am drunk at 5:28 on a weekday. As I type this, I don't really know where this is going to go... Anywho, life is fucked up. I don't know if anyone remembers my real confessions post about my fucked up childhood, my parents dying under fucked up circumstances and the PTSD. In that post I talked about how I was feeling great and happy... turns out that was sort of temporary. I mean, maybe that is not fair to me because I was seriously really suicidal a few months ago but when I talked about feeling better it was in the relative context of not wanting to die. I am not really overly depressed like I was a few months ago but am still riddled with anxiety and get really lonely. So here is what has been going on...

First, my knee is blown out and has been for over a year. I want skating back. It is my outlet. I was filming a video (one that is mostly fisheye) and have had to stop that even because I know it is delaying my healing. There is a chance my knee will not get much better.

I am so strapped with intense anxiety that if anything goes wrong in my life I find it hard to do anything. I have a job (sell furniture), a great internship and a degree from Berkeley but can't get in the right state of mind to really pursue a serious job search. I work 52 hours a week, 6 days a week so it is hard to find the motivation to really apply myself in a job search. It doesn't help that my volunteer coordinator at my internship is pretty cold towards me and my boss is only happy when I am selling a lot. I also work alone in a store that not a lot of people go into so I am alone a lot. I don't think those people realize that I don't have much in life so the way they speak to me has an affect. And I feel trapped because I want to get a job in non-profit and I know if I leave either gig it will be harder to find my ideal job. I also constantly question whether or not I am even capable of functioning in a regular work environment because of my problems.

My sister is becoming a workaholic. She never answers my calls in the daytime, which is when anything intense that can happen in my life does happen. I find myself stuck in these fucked up moods with no one to talk to. She is my only family I am in contact with and she has really dropped the ball on supporting me. By the time she calls me I am too emotionally exhausted to want to talk about it.

I am lonely. I have friends, more so now than I have had in a while but still don't get too many calls to hang out. I feel like I always need to initiate contact. This may sound fucked up but sometimes I am unhappy with the quality of my friends.

I have become sort of obsessed with picking up on women. I 'go fishing' ,so to speak, a lot. Sometimes 3 or 4 times a week. It is completely unhealthy though because I know it is me being co-dependent and wanting to fill a void of the lack of family. It makes me wonder if I will ever be able to have a healthy relationship. I was in a fucked up relationship for 3 years just because I don't want to be alone. I have dated multiple women in the past few months and sometimes it is going so well on the first or second date and I think there is something there. But it always fails somehow. I feel like my fucked up emotions must bleed through or something. I mean, on the surface I seem like a happy and friendly guy but maybe women sense my fucked up emotions. I just had a textbook example of this happen. I really thought there was something there. Our last date ended on a heavy make-out session. So you think this chick would be into me? No! No fucking clue what happened. That is why I am starting to believe that women are sensing something wrong with me. And rightly so, I feel fucked up. I have all these dreaded visions of being single, 40 and in a shitty job... and maybe crazy.

So anyway, I want some shit to change. I am trying. I don't want to die now but I am getting tired of the bullshit.

We have a lot in common, even though I can not even begin to try to understand how hard your childhood must have been. I have a similar health issue to your blown out knee, my hip has prevented me from skating for nearly a year now and there is no telling if it will ever heal. I also make videos, or used to, which is a great creative outlet, and also has a fantastic social aspect to it. Maybe you need to find new hobbies or healthier past-times? I know I do. You should be proud of having accomplished so much, you have a degree and what appears to be a steady job that apparently consumes a lot of your time, but do you think there could be some fun activity for you to do in your freetime, maybe one that does not involve alcohol?

It seems you have a fear of being alone? I do. I feel like I need to work on myself in order to have a healthy relationship. I hope I dont come across as preachy, and I will readily admit that I also have days where I feel like complete shit (like my last post), but there are always better days.

I think it? also good to have at least one person you can talk to completely honestly about everything. I myself have a big problem hiding my true feelings from people because it feels so scary. I dont think you should feel regret about posting about your problems here, you are reaching out and sharing your problems, which is both healthy and takes courage. Be proud!


Also, if you are feeling really really down, have you tried anti-depressants? I know they have lots of faults but at least they are better than the alternative.

Good luck and all the best for you!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on February 16, 2012, 12:11:30 PM

I have tried anti-deppressants and they made me feel worse. Most days I am not really depressed anyway. I have intense anxiety which is different I think. I guess the lonely feelings can be construed as a form of depression. Overall, I am not as deppressed as I was a few months ago. Yesterday was an absolutely horrible day though. Long story short is that I started dating this girl that I have known for nine years and always had a thing for but just recently was the first time we were both single at the same time. She was the one I was talking about in that post up there.

I know I need someone I can always talk to but that is precisely my problem, there isn't anyone. My sister is it and she barely answers my calls. My mind went buck-wild last night and I said some really fucked up things to her and she won't even talk to me right now.

As to finding new hobbies, I am working on it.

Anyway, life goes on. I vented some gnarly shit I had stewing up inside of me. I am definitely not through the thick of it yet since my sister won't even talk to me right now.

edit: Starting to feel better right now. Thanks dudes for the kind words. Gnars have been issued.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LOU.502 on February 16, 2012, 11:29:13 PM

i had a post on the last page about shit going wrong. its only gotten worse. my parents gave me some bullshit ultimatum earlier today. by tomorrow i have to decide if i want to go to detox then rehab, or i get kicked out again. permanently this time. im so scared to go and commit, but if i get kicked out this time im officially homeless. i have nowhere to go. none of my frinds wil even let me stay on their couch for a minute to collect myself because they're all wanting me to go to rehab and sick of my shit. that fucking whore it turns out was lying to me this whole time and just randomly started fucking my good friend and is now "going out" with him. when confronted about it she told me she didnt give a shit whether i lived or died and hung up the phone. im at a complete loss guys. i have no idea what to do. i dont wanna stop drinking and at the same time i know i dont wanna keep drinking. and going away to rehab scares the shit outta me. ive always been scared of change of any knd, and that seems like one of the most drastic changes i can undergo. my mind is so clouded right now. all of these things have happened within the last 36 hours and i have to have my final decision by tomorrow morning. im sober for the first night in years right now and yet this is the least clearly ive ever been able to think. i feel like im at the end of my rope. all i can think about is suicide right now. i think im too much of a pussy though? shit i just have no idea what to do at all. but i did get some awesome revenge on that bitch. i still had 3 of her apartment keys. yesterday i gave two of them to some seperate groups of homeless people with the building number and apartment number and told them to "come up and chill if it gets too cold or anything" they seemed hyped. still got one more key to give out. shits gonna be awkward for her im sure

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on February 16, 2012, 11:38:58 PM

When you're doing shit like that and contemplating suicide, your decision is already made man (at least to me). Go get clean and pull yourself together. You have people that care enough about you to call you out on your shit so listen to them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on February 17, 2012, 12:28:52 AM

@ LOU its gonna take more effort to dig yourself OUT of the hole than it took to dig it in the first place. overcoming the fear of change & going to rehab & committing yourself to that lifestyle for a short period of time is your way out. i know you may fear change, but dont you think you NEED that change by now? you just gotta suck it up and dive in. its gonna be hard at first but itll get easier & easier over time and it the grand scheme of things youll find that the payback you get from it will be more that worth the initial anxiety. just dont do something so drastic like committing suicide without exercising your other options. rehab is that mountain you have to climb that will alter your lifestyle & get you back on the right track. you'll never wake up with all these problems just magically gone, and alcohol is just going to band aid the mental/emotional wounds you have but never actually heal them, only make them worse over time. you gotta sacrifice short-term comfort & gratification for long-term happiness & success. you can do it tho man. the fact that you posting about it in here shows that you have a conscious & that deep-down you really wanna change, but at the same time its not gonna get you that far in the long run you just gotta DO it. goto rehab man, it may be difficult to do at first but the payoff will be more than worth it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: finknoos on February 17, 2012, 05:27:54 AM

If you do decide to go down the rehab route please please please choose a reputable one. Ive had friends that went to rehab to get over alcohol and cocaine and ended up doing heroine a couple times and much harder shit, this is purley because when youre with other people who are also trying to quit something you all get put in the same boat. This can put you in a mindset of equality and normality with people in completley different situations with different addictions.
you must be carefull with whichever route you take, from experience i believe the best way to get away from addiction and general life problems is to completley take yourself away from the situation and try to free up your mind.
The friend i mentioned who ended up doing heroine realised what had happened and ended up going to live in a monestary in nepal for a year to get away from everything, get a different perspectave on life because he figured essentially running away from your problems could be the most effective way of dealing with them.
Good luck lou, i know you'll pull through

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on February 17, 2012, 10:07:04 AM

I agree with dask8dood, don't kill yourself untill you try rehab at least once. Gimme that key lou

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: David on February 18, 2012, 02:35:53 AM

Lou, give yourself a chance. See how rehab might work out for you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mandibleclaw on February 18, 2012, 11:48:00 AM

i ate a whole box of cookies a few days ago, and haven't pooped since

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GarglesCmen on February 18, 2012, 01:19:34 PM

Quote from: mandibleclaw on February 18, 2012, 11:48:00 AM

i ate a whole box of cookies a few days ago, and haven't pooped since

I know that feeling. The worst is when you go to shit and barely anything comes out even though you feel bloated as fuck and you know you ate alot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sleepypancakes on February 18, 2012, 02:40:22 PM

Because of the stigma that society has placed on sexuality, I sometimes get violently upset with who I am because of it.

Also, I realized today that I'm a Bohemian-ArtGrad-Skating asshole sometimes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mandibleclaw on February 18, 2012, 07:13:26 PM

I POOPED!!!!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GarglesCmen on February 18, 2012, 07:34:36 PM

Quote from: mandibleclaw on February 18, 2012, 07:13:26 PM

I POOPED!!!!!!

Congrats on the bowel movement!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cadillac Ranch Dressing on February 19, 2012, 12:59:46 AM

Quote from: mandibleclaw on February 18, 2012, 07:13:26 PM

I POOPED!!!!!!

Gnar'd

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on February 19, 2012, 01:49:46 PM

Quote from: mandibleclaw on February 18, 2012, 07:13:26 PM

I POOPED!!!!!!

good! now lay off the cookies for a while.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: planman on February 20, 2012, 12:45:28 PM

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: trannies and mannies on February 20, 2012, 01:07:30 PM

I get nervous around groups of people. Even in class if i have to say something aloud its hard for me.    Skateboarding is the only thing that keeps me sane       Ive never had a real girlfriend (im 17)      I constantly think ill regret anything im doing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on February 20, 2012, 01:13:11 PM

Quote from: trannies and mannies on February 20, 2012, 01:07:30 PM

I get nervous around groups of people. Even in class if i have to say something aloud its hard for me.    Skateboarding is the only thing that keeps me sane       Ive never had a real girlfriend (im 17)      I constantly think ill regret anything im doing

you read some david deangelo shit. man transformation & shit like that. forreal i been readin/watchin that shit myself & it really helps you look at shit differently & start to build your self-confidence. you can find the audiobooks & videos on thepiratebay. i aint even talkin about the dating stuff im talkin bout that inner game.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GarglesCmen on February 20, 2012, 01:47:06 PM

Quote from: trannies and mannies on February 20, 2012, 01:07:30 PM

I get nervous around groups of people. Even in class if i have to say something aloud its hard for me.    Skateboarding is the only thing that keeps me sane       Ive never had a real girlfriend (im 17)      I constantly think ill regret anything im doing

I know these all too well, it is just something you grow out of. For me, everything just clicked one day, I just stopped caring to a certain extent. I don't know what I did though to overcome there thought processes though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Unbridled Technical Precision on February 21, 2012, 12:20:53 PM

How do i say it without being to blatantly obvious? how do i frame this in a way where i dont come off as creepy or dissillusioned, but confident and hopeful.  why do i feel the way i do? it?s a familiar feeling but everything around me seems so new. full of opportunity, ready for me to take it, and i can fucking have it if i want it. how do i know i want it? how do i know that this feeling deep within me wont pass after a few days? sure everyone has a good weekend from time to time, giving them a helpful boost into the week, only to succumb to the monotony they are all too used to by thursday.  well it?s only tuesday and i know that this feeling wont change. even if everything around me changes, the feeling i have inside can not. for once in my life i feel stumped, challenged, intrigued, happy, optimistic, and purposeful.  I?m energetic, active, and when i awake in the morning, I?m actually awake.  Even last weekend, hungover as hell from the seemingly countless nights of drinking before, I found myself jumping out of bed every morning feeling a new.  maybe it was the sunlight, or maybe i was just letting the light in for once.  I know there is no inevitable slump in the days to come, not this time.  Im invigorated like never before, a change in the trajectory of my life forever. and she?s only 19

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on February 23, 2012, 12:19:14 AM

The first time I bought real skate shoes I had to decide between DVS Berra 1 in navy and DVS Getz 1 in white/maroon because those were the cheapest on sale for my size at the time.
I had big issues to decide wether I should buy the Berra's or the Getz. I thought the Getz were better looking than the berras, but the berras had airbags, and I've never had shoes with airbags at the time.

I finally purchased the Berras, and I still regret it to this day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimi420 on February 23, 2012, 07:21:51 AM

Quote from: Turtle Boy on February 23, 2012, 12:19:14 AM

The first time I bought real skate shoes I had to decide between DVS Berra 1 in navy and DVS Getz 1 in white/maroon because those were the cheapest on sale for my size at the time.
I had big issues to decide wether I should buy the Berra's or the Getz. I thought the Getz were better looking than the berras, but the berras had airbags, and I've never had shoes with airbags at the time.

I finally purchased the Berras, and I still regret it to this day.

You're fucked up.

Quote from: trannies and mannies on February 20, 2012, 01:07:30 PM

I get nervous around groups of people. Even in class if i have to say something aloud its hard for me.    Skateboarding is the only thing that keeps me sane

Reading your post made me realize that I get nervous around groups of people too except I get nervous around large groups of black people and large groups of old white people.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on February 24, 2012, 10:29:50 PM

lately i be feelin like im on slap too much. i mean, its a cool way to kill time but a nigga be killin TOO much time nahmean? i guess that aint even the real problem its more because i smoke hella weed at night n get bored or im easily distracted. didnt smoke any weed today so i guess ima try to go sober for a while. i BEEN tryna do this shit but you know, shit happens. i wanna go at least a month or somethin, just to see how much more productive i can be. real talk im tryna do somethin with this rap shit and i gotta lil fanbase supportin me n whatnot but i be lazy as fuck all the time. ive been skipping school (college classes that require financial aid) to work on my music & i dont even be doin that much anyway, and sometimes i just sleep in & play gta 4 or some shit for the rest of the day. i think its just the weed man. i be on that good ya know? purple widow, chocolate velvet, strawberry cough...all that shit, just about every day and i think ive just formed certain habits and tendencies that're currently holding me back from my true potential. real talk i be tryna get on that young renaissance man shit, but my minds always cloudy and i be too apathetic. nigga my mom bout to shit a brick when she find out i been skippin class and she already be hastlin me about my grades n shit. she already know i dont plan on following up after this semester but nigga i feel like i quit college weeks ago. i dunno breh im just venting. i gotta work 10 hours tomorrow & gotta wake up at 6, thats shits kinda whack but im used to it now. i also wanna work on my conversation skills. like, dont get me wrong ima pretty social dude, but i wanna be a master of conversation. like, just being able to talk to people i dont know easy as fuck. plus thatll help me with tha ladies as well. im tired of these side-bitches and i wanna settle down with a down ass chick, but at the same time i feel like i gotta get on top of my game before i even go for that shit ya know? i gotta couple prospects in mind and i feel like if i can initiate that shit the right way i can handle it from there. i also wanna get on my seduction shit as well. again, dont get me wrong a nigga got moderate success but i want MORE. i wanna be able to just pull a bitch nahmean?  anyways, like i said im just venting and typing whatever first comes to mind. shit id like to learn how to type really fast with perfect punctuation n shit but naw i self-taught myself through AIM back in junior high so unless im typing an essay that shit just aint happening. fuck it man ima wrap this shit up. hope the good people out there have something to say and may all my haters get a little joy from seeing the softer side of DaSk8d00d. peace out to the real niggas and fuck all you stans on SLAP steady tryna test me. yall kinda entertaining to me but at the same time your frequent fuckery gets annoying and i be too thirsty to finish these cyber-arguments. aight im done tho.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: David on February 25, 2012, 12:22:30 AM

SK8DOOD, there was some stuff I was gonna say about smoking weed and GPA's and other things, but instead I'll post this link... just because.

http://www.google.com/#hl=en&safe=off&sclient=psy-ab&q=you%20live%20in%20your%20mind&pbx=1&oq=&aq=&aqi=&aql=&gs_sm=&gs_upl=&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=5216fb621a058d8f&biw=1006&bih=480&pf=p&pdl=500 (http://www.google.com/#hl=en&safe=off&sclient=psy-ab&q=you%20live%20in%20your%20mind&pbx=1&oq=&aq=&aqi=&aql=&gs_sm=&gs_upl=&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=5216fb621a058d8f&biw=1006&bih=480&pf=p&pdl=500)






'Perfect equilibrium in human nature is seldom found; in fact, it is Nature's greatest rarity.'

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on February 25, 2012, 12:45:44 AM

Quote from: David on February 25, 2012, 12:22:30 AM

SK8DOOD, there was some stuff I was gonna say about smoking weed and GPA's and other things, but instead I'll post this link... just because.

http://www.google.com/#hl=en&safe=off&sclient=psy-ab&q=you%20live%20in%20your%20mind&pbx=1&oq=&aq=&aqi=&aql=&gs_sm=&gs_upl=&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=5216fb621a058d8f&biw=1006&bih=480&pf=p&pdl=500 (http://www.google.com/#hl=en&safe=off&sclient=psy-ab&q=you%20live%20in%20your%20mind&pbx=1&oq=&aq=&aqi=&aql=&gs_sm=&gs_upl=&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=5216fb621a058d8f&biw=1006&bih=480&pf=p&pdl=500)





'Perfect equilibrium in human nature is seldom found; in fact, it is Nature's greatest rarity.'

yeah i can relate to that. theres alot of things i "simulate" in my life. im actually watching this self-help seminar right now talking about the same thing. as far as the weed shit i fucking love the kush. i really do. that shit is natures medicine, but everything's good in moderation ya know? ive been more on the excessive side and over a long period of time the accumulative effects have gotten hold of me. i realized earlier today that it might even sub-consciously give me an excuse to be lazy, or to do certain things. like i said ive tried to stop before but the shits all around. pretty much all my friends smoke & even close members of my family smoke, so even when i try to stop i somehow get dragged into the shit. i mean, i know that nobodys MAKING me smoke and that its really up to me and my own self-discipline but shit man its gets very tempting when im with tha homies at the park and they pull out a blunt, or when a fine ass girl hits me up just to smoke me out for free or some shit. its like i try to avoid it but its always there

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Participation on February 25, 2012, 02:22:32 AM

how fucking cool is getting drunk, i mean holy shit, gotta be pretty fucking up there

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vince the stud on February 25, 2012, 04:43:38 AM

i never pee standing at home




how's that for a fucking confessions ?
(http://i.imgur.com/zqIrX.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Facehead on February 26, 2012, 11:55:41 PM

I may just have one of the worst real confessions. Please try hard not to hate me.

A small, but undeniable part of me, thinks Mr. Cheese is humorous. I giggle sometimes.

Having said that, I still wish he'd stop, because I think he's encouraging lame and lazy posting from others, lowering the bar as it were, and the small giggles I get aren't worth it.

 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cosme on February 27, 2012, 06:12:01 AM

Quote from: vince the stud on February 25, 2012, 04:43:38 AM

i never pee standing at home




how's that for a fucking confessions ?
(http://i.imgur.com/zqIrX.gif)

I stopped peeing standing up after the first time my mum force to clean the bathroom.

"Son, from now on you'll do this weekly..."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ShadowKhaN on February 27, 2012, 03:35:25 PM

[/quote]That was interesting.

Ive been having a really hard time, getting these Dissociative feelings, feelings of having no identity and mood swings all the time. I feel unable to connect to my emotions (except for anxiety) and thus cant connect with other people. I hope its just my traumatic childhood pushing through and I can still work on it and be happy one day. I just need hope.
[/quote]


Ive had that feeling twice and it lasted about a week for me. The feeling is called depersonalization. It is most likely the after effect of your panic attacks. We have a thing called emotional coloring to everything we sad. (the reason why things look familiar and can make you feel happy/sad/whatever) When you panic your brain nullifies itself to keep you stable and your emotional coloring is nulled in the process, leaving you feeling disassociated.

Its a tough process and can feel terrifying but understand that it is only temporary. One good thing to think is is that the feeling can be extremely beneficial. The ability to temporary perceive everything a little bit outside of your normal ways of thinking can be an amazing tool 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ShadowKhaN on February 27, 2012, 04:47:25 PM

All about that balance bro

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: finknoos on February 28, 2012, 03:55:49 AM

Quote from: MostlyLurkin' on February 27, 2012, 04:28:38 PM

I think im about to get myself a girlfriend.. I've been hanging out with this chick for several months now, and shit is getting real. Its both wonderful and fucking scary. Why you say? Because I fear that I wont be able to smoke as much weed and skate as much as I want to. Fuck. Maybe I should grow up? Or maybe not? Damnit

growing up is an illusion, it can be done but its pointless. its best to handle your responsibilities effectivley but keep the mindset of a child where anything can be fun and everyday is an adventure.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: finknoos on February 28, 2012, 05:13:04 AM

Quote from: MostlyLurkin' on February 28, 2012, 04:58:35 AM

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I think im about to get myself a girlfriend.. I've been hanging out with this chick for several months now, and shit is getting real. Its both wonderful and fucking scary. Why you say? Because I fear that I wont be able to smoke as much weed and skate as much as I want to. Fuck. Maybe I should grow up? Or maybe not? Damnit

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growing up is an illusion, it can be done but its pointless. its best to handle your responsibilities effectivley but keep the mindset of a child where anything can be fun and everyday is an adventure.

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Yeah, I guess you're right!
I got friends the same age as me(24) whos got their own house, kids and all that grown up shit. And of course a bad ass mortgage loan. Sure they got a family, and thats nice.. But those dudes arent having fun at all, if you know what I mean. They have all quit doing shit they used to, and are only doing grown up shit.
Im baked, and dont know where the fuck Im going with this, but I guess what Im trying to say is that you have to keep doing shit that make you happy(in my case, skateboarding, weed and brews) even if you have responsibilities. And Im guessing that the reason for me being kinda scared of having a girlfriend and shit is because Im afraid of losing those things

Then make sure to find a girlfriend whos down for the cause.

much easier said than done but from what ive seen, life is so much easier when your girlfriend understands what you do any why you do it.

get a girl who likes you as a whole, not one who likes aspects of you and wants to tweak and change you to how she wants.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: trolltoll on February 28, 2012, 06:21:09 AM

i'm sneaking around with a mother of 2, who's engaged.
at least she's hot...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MostlyLurkin' on February 28, 2012, 07:21:01 AM

Quote from: trolltoll on February 28, 2012, 06:21:09 AM

i'm sneaking around with a mother of 2, who's engaged.
at least she's hot...

hi 5!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dolphinstyle. on February 28, 2012, 10:46:33 AM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on February 24, 2012, 10:29:50 PM

i also wanna work on my conversation skills. like, dont get me wrong ima pretty social dude, but i wanna be a master of conversation.

I suggest you start with that: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cooperative_principle (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cooperative_principle)
also, you should focus on the maxim of quantity

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Unbridled Technical Precision on February 28, 2012, 11:49:06 AM

I know exactly where I am in life, I have no idea where I will be, and that?s not only ok with me, it?s comforting.  We can?t last forever, no part of us can. whether it?s our physical bodies, our moods, our psyches, nothing is constant.  Change is inevitable, and it?s how we deal with it that gives us our perceived happiness.  I?m extremely close with two types people that couldn't be further from each other.  The young and hopeful, and the old and suicidal.  And they both have beautiful things to offer the world, they are inspiring, they are honest with themselves, they are pure, and they are true. though initially they may be put on this world for a similar purpose, as the young becomes old, and the hopeful suicidal, perspectives change.  The old and suicidal are eventually shown that there is nothing to live for, yet they still live.  But why are these lonely, desperate people seen walking around everyday?  going outside for a walk in the park and for a good part of the day, these people are laughing!  the old and suicidal have a want to help others, and more or less consciously, they do.  The old and suicidal will move heaven and earth to help the ones they love, if there are even any left among them.  the young and hopeful learn from the old and suicidal whether they know it or not.  boundless energy, bright eyes, large smiles, this is the makeup of the young and hopeful. open to new opportunities, being led by their souls wherever they go, the young and hopeful are what lights up the world. But when direction is needed, they turn to the old and suicidal for guidance;  Guidance in the form of a talk, in the form of observation, in the form of being humbled.  The young and hopeful need something to think about constantly, and this can often be overwhelming. but just as a sponge absorbs water, sometimes the minds of the young and hopeful can?t help but get dirty.  This dirt, this sediment, is what begins the transformation of the young and hopeful into the old and suicidal.  I find myself somewhere in between, often jumping back and forth, eventually residing in the harrowing grey area that lays between.  Therefore I have no current labels for what or who I am. am I the old and hopeful? the young and suicidal? I know people on both ends of the spectrum. Where do i fit in? Am I supposed to know? Maybe I can be young and hopeful until old age.  Knowing the path of the old and suicidal can let me know when to take a left turn. Growing old but never up, still unaware of where i?ll be, just the way I?d want it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on February 28, 2012, 12:53:59 PM

Quote from: ShadowKhaN on February 27, 2012, 03:35:25 PM

That was interesting.

Ive been having a really hard time, getting these Dissociative feelings, feelings of having no identity and mood swings all the time. I feel unable to connect to my emotions (except for anxiety) and thus cant connect with other people. I hope its just my traumatic childhood pushing through and I can still work on it and be happy one day. I just need hope.
[/quote]


Ive had that feeling twice and it lasted about a week for me. The feeling is called depersonalization. It is most likely the after effect of your panic attacks. We have a thing called emotional coloring to everything we sad. (the reason why things look familiar and can make you feel happy/sad/whatever) When you panic your brain nullifies itself to keep you stable and your emotional coloring is nulled in the process, leaving you feeling disassociated.

Its a tough process and can feel terrifying but understand that it is only temporary. One good thing to think is is that the feeling can be extremely beneficial. The ability to temporary perceive everything a little bit outside of your normal ways of thinking can be an amazing tool 
[/quote]Yeah, that lasted for a little over a week, some of the worst times ever!

Im pretty good now, although I still have a lot to work with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ShadowKhaN on February 28, 2012, 02:29:32 PM

usually the anxiety has a trigger to it. Mine is weed :/ smoked everyday for 2 years no problem and the bam smoked and i feel like im having a heart attack. Now i cant even smoke unless I drink first and anything that has to do with the human heart makes me spazz out. So stupid I still can not get over it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on February 28, 2012, 03:03:49 PM

Quote from: ShadowKhaN on February 28, 2012, 02:29:32 PM

usually the anxiety has a trigger to it. Mine is weed :/ smoked everyday for 2 years no problem and the bam smoked and i feel like im having a heart attack. Now i cant even smoke unless I drink first and anything that has to do with the human heart makes me spazz out. So stupid I still can not get over it

Yeah, I know what you mean and weed has caused me to have horrible panic attacks and dissociation episodes. Now I can pretty much control it and only feel a little funky for the first 15 minutes if Ive smoked a lot. I dont smoke too often or that much at a time though and Im not sure if I should be smoking at all (pussy! :))

Thanks for the info

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on February 28, 2012, 04:42:50 PM

Quote from: dolphinstyle. on February 28, 2012, 10:46:33 AM

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i also wanna work on my conversation skills. like, dont get me wrong ima pretty social dude, but i wanna be a master of conversation.

[close]

I suggest you start with that: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cooperative_principle (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cooperative_principle)
also, you should focus on the maxim of quantity

 "Do not make your contribution more informative than is required." LOL i know, i know... thanks man im reading this shit right now looks good. im gonna try to remember these maxims cuz ive had similar thoughts on how good conversation "works" so these really put it in a more understandable perspective.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: vince the stud on February 28, 2012, 07:33:04 PM

Quote from: MostlyLurkin' on February 28, 2012, 05:28:44 AM

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Quote from: MostlyLurkin' on February 28, 2012, 04:58:35 AM

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I think im about to get myself a girlfriend.. I've been hanging out with this chick for several months now, and shit is getting real. Its both wonderful and fucking scary. Why you say? Because I fear that I wont be able to smoke as much weed and skate as much as I want to. Fuck. Maybe I should grow up? Or maybe not? Damnit

[close]

growing up is an illusion, it can be done but its pointless. its best to handle your responsibilities effectivley but keep the mindset of a child where anything can be fun and everyday is an adventure.

[close]

Yeah, I guess you're right!
I got friends the same age as me(24) whos got their own house, kids and all that grown up shit. And of course a bad ass mortgage loan. Sure they got a family, and thats nice.. But those dudes arent having fun at all, if you know what I mean. They have all quit doing shit they used to, and are only doing grown up shit.
Im baked, and dont know where the fuck Im going with this, but I guess what Im trying to say is that you have to keep doing shit that make you happy(in my case, skateboarding, weed and brews) even if you have responsibilities. And Im guessing that the reason for me being kinda scared of having a girlfriend and shit is because Im afraid of losing those things

[close]

Then make sure to find a girlfriend whos down for the cause.

much easier said than done but from what ive seen, life is so much easier when your girlfriend understands what you do any why you do it.

get a girl who likes you as a whole, not one who likes aspects of you and wants to tweak and change you to how she wants.

[close]

Yeah.. Shes stoked about the skateboarding part, not to sure if shes down for the weed part. :p whatever. as long as I can skate its alright I guess

(http://i0.kym-cdn.com/entries/icons/original/000/000/554/facepalm.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: popsiclesandskatin on February 28, 2012, 08:14:12 PM

When girls jerk me off with both hands its an ego boost.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: trolltoll on February 28, 2012, 08:29:32 PM

all you fucking assholes who claim you have social anxiety and all this bullshit you need to stop being such fucking pussies and be men!
i'm sure someones going to come back at me because of my last post but god damnit... to other people, your social anxiety just comes off as pretentious and petty. trust me i know from experience a lot more people have not liked me because i was all closed off. but when i just act all goofy and don't really give a shit what people think about me, they love me. maybe to them my company is more entertainment than anything but i'd rather be a jester than a god damned fool.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: trolltoll on February 28, 2012, 08:30:27 PM

so quit being fucking dumb and insecure. fucking teenage hormones. fuck, that shits for the birds.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on February 29, 2012, 12:19:53 PM

Insecure people probably see others 'loving it' when some dude is being a 'jester'.then they think to themselves, wow these people like this fucking goof, I want nothing to do with them.then they feel bummed and lonely later.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: David on February 29, 2012, 01:33:50 PM

Folks, anxiety issues and panic attacks are real. Get over it. It can happen to the most fun loving, easy going people. It's not a good time.  Don't ask me why it happens. There are a variety of medications people might have to take just in order to quell the symptoms and function day-to-day. Others have to deal with even worse disorders (borderline disorder is accompanied with anxiety/panic attacks 90% of the time). Mental disorders are not a joke, they are positively soul-racking.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: trolltoll on February 29, 2012, 02:27:10 PM

fuck it. i'd rather people look at me and laugh than look at me and get all bummed out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: David on February 29, 2012, 03:29:03 PM

That's good.  No one wants to be bummed out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: FART BOY on February 29, 2012, 08:57:01 PM

Quote from: trolltoll on February 28, 2012, 08:29:32 PM

all you fucking assholes who claim you have social anxiety and all this bullshit you need to stop being such fucking pussies and be men!
i'm sure someones going to come back at me because of my last post but god damnit... to other people, your social anxiety just comes off as pretentious and petty. trust me i know from experience a lot more people have not liked me because i was all closed off. but when i just act all goofy and don't really give a shit what people think about me, they love me. maybe to them my company is more entertainment than anything but i'd rather be a jester than a god damned fool.

It sounds like you're the fool either way

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on March 02, 2012, 11:41:59 AM

i dont think im going to talk to/associate myself with anyone in my immediate family anymore except my little brother... so pretty much nothing will change from the way it was before, we only had minor socialization ever since i was little. its like dealing with people that you want to like but no matter how hard you try or think maybe things will work out for the better, these people do nothing but hurt you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DMH on March 02, 2012, 08:37:12 PM

My girlfriend and I have sex between 3 and 5 times a week, but I find myself masturbating all the time anyway. It's sort of like I need to keep that part of my sexuality active, regardless of how often I'm having what is actually really, really good sex. Maybe addicted to it? Maybe just a male with a strong libido? Either way, it makes me feel very guilty.

I don't think I've used this thread enough. I've got plenty for it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimi420 on March 02, 2012, 11:58:00 PM

Quote from: DMH on March 02, 2012, 08:37:12 PM

My girlfriend and I have sex between 3 and 5 times a week, but I find myself masturbating all the time anyway. It's sort of like I need to keep that part of my sexuality active, regardless of how often I'm having what is actually really, really good sex. Maybe addicted to it? Maybe just a male with a strong libido? Either way, it makes me feel very guilty.

I don't think I've used this thread enough. I've got plenty for it.

Dude don't feel guilty for jerkin your yerkin. Ashamedly beatin your dick is the most pathetic of the pathetic. Embrace it!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on March 04, 2012, 10:52:35 PM

just had sex for the first time last night.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mundungus on March 04, 2012, 11:14:28 PM

Quote from: David on March 04, 2012, 10:52:35 PM

just had sex for the first time last night.

Congratulations man! ! ! !


and as for a confession of my own I smoke too many roxies but it hasnt really been fucking up my shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MostlyLurkin' on March 05, 2012, 03:04:20 AM

I buy to much clothes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MeanestCleanestPenis on March 06, 2012, 02:51:35 PM

I've been through the whole anxiety and panic attacks thing, it is real and is fucking horrible. Weed was a big trigger for me but I was also drinking like a maniac at the time. It got really bad after I took an E that was full of acid though, was tripping my head off. Luckily one of my mates who is not really into all that shit stayed up with me until about 10 in the morning while I drank beers and tried to come down a bit. Would not have liked to have gone through that alone.

It took me about a year to get back to normal, I was on paxil and spent loads of money going to this phycotherapist who helped me loads. Luckily I was earning okay at the time and the guy was super cool. The problem is that your friends and family, however well intentioned, usually don't understand what your going through and give shitty advice. I went totally clean for 6 months and skated loads, I also found out in this time that my thyriod was totally fucked which may have been the problem all along. 1 year later I was feeling really good despite having put loads of weight on; I did the Chris Moltisanti thing and became addicted to cola, ice coffees and chocolate.

I drink now but way less than before and apart from having done coke about 3 times in the last 5 years I've stayed away from illegal drugs including weed. I don't think my example is a perfect one, I probably shouldn't drink. If you want to tackle the issues you have I think you really have to do it with a clear head, I really believe weed is quite alot more harmful than people think and should definitely be avoided by people with anxiety issues. You will see the light if you put in some work though, I was in a pretty dark place and now things are looking up again so if I can do it I am sure others can. Good luck   

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I think im about to get myself a girlfriend.. I've been hanging out with this chick for several months now, and shit is getting real. Its both wonderful and fucking scary. Why you say? Because I fear that I wont be able to smoke as much weed and skate as much as I want to. Fuck. Maybe I should grow up? Or maybe not? Damnit

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growing up is an illusion, it can be done but its pointless. its best to handle your responsibilities effectivley but keep the mindset of a child where anything can be fun and everyday is an adventure.

This is great advice!! Growing up does not mean you have to become serious, grumpy or jaded!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Unbridled Technical Precision on March 08, 2012, 09:55:42 AM

Long roads, tunnel vision, the tension in this place is high.  As we all peer forward into what seems to be nothingness we are also completely aware of our surroundings.  Trapped in a box that reads 100 mph, yet I swear we aren?t moving at all.  Our minds begin tricking us, hours are minutes and minutes are hours, the concept of time is out of the same window I?ve been intermittently sticking my head out of.  As the lack of light has caused our pupils to dilate to the maximum circumference, I?ve realized  that we?ve become all too settled in to our temporary surroundings.  Even when the sun rises and we arrive at our destination, it shouldn?t be but a matter of hours before we?re back in our wormhole.  The empty road is something we all love and hate, but no matter how we feel, we end up back on it.  Chills run up my back every time the night falls because I foresee the madness that awaits. Cold, empty, and lonely yet free, excited, oblivious, and raw. We all became comfortable and acclimated to the road in our own way, and a white metal box was the shuttle that kept us together.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on March 08, 2012, 06:25:22 PM

If you are gonna copy and paste shit then just make your own thread, don't try and ruin this one.

I can't look anyone at all in the eyes anymore, so much guilt and self loathing. Plus I hate being pitiful(think that's the word).its a vicious cycle.

A more positive confession, I just learned the term 'virtuous circle' yesterday and it made me smile

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on March 09, 2012, 12:58:38 PM

Well I finally ended everything with my ex. Since November we were talking more and getting along. Then today she did some shit that made me realize she's a waste of time. Teasing me about how much she cares and some other bullshit. I told her I'm taking her out of my life forever, she thinks I'm bluffing but little does she know.

Not sure if I feel good or sad...it's for the better anyways.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chockfullofthat on March 09, 2012, 02:39:31 PM

^^Ended everything eh?  Good luck.  My ex still calls me from across the country every 1-2 months...some 3 years later.  Sometimes it's in small bursts of 3 nights or just 1. She's a fucking temptress.  I answer the phone so I'm an idiot.  She insists on telling me about her sex life and eventually is able to get me to talk about mine.  She'll say how much she misses me and wants me to fly out to see her.  I'm very attracted to her still and the situation occasionally makes me delusional or depressed.  I know she's a crazy bitch and it would be ridiculous of me to fly out there to fuck her for 3 days then return to my normal life...but it's tempting.  Haha.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on March 09, 2012, 05:46:55 PM

Yeah, I have too. Other than checking my facebook she wouldnt do anything crazy. I was the one that made the mistake to keep in touch. I just need to meet some girls or find some type of social circle to be apart of to get over her. I'm still attracted to her but oh well. She's not the only girl out there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HeadInLionsMouth on March 09, 2012, 09:34:13 PM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on March 09, 2012, 05:46:55 PM

Yeah, I have too. Other than checking my facebook she wouldnt do anything crazy. I was the one that made the mistake to keep in touch. I just need to meet some girls or find some type of social circle to be apart of to get over her. I'm still attracted to her but oh well. She's not the only girl out there.

I'm honestly struggling with this more than I'd like to admit.  There's another girl I'm crushing on pretty hard.  She's great and I like her a ton, but I still think about my ex a lot.  For no particular reason or trigger too. It's really annoying and kind of depressing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on March 10, 2012, 02:49:31 PM

Quote from: chockfullofthat on March 09, 2012, 02:39:31 PM

^^Ended everything eh?  Good luck.  My ex still calls me from across the country every 1-2 months...some 3 years later.  Sometimes it's in small bursts of 3 nights or just 1. She's a fucking temptress.  I answer the phone so I'm an idiot.  She insists on telling me about her sex life and eventually is able to get me to talk about mine.  She'll say how much she misses me and wants me to fly out to see her.  I'm very attracted to her still and the situation occasionally makes me delusional or depressed.  I know she's a crazy bitch and it would be ridiculous of me to fly out there to fuck her for 3 days then return to my normal life...but it's tempting.  Haha.

a co-worker of mine(30 at the time) flew from vancouver to some city in japan every year for two weeks, where he fucked, stayed with and was taken care of by a 50 year old married lady that he met years ago. his reasoning was that he wasnt getting any here. Her husband also had one arm and was some martial arts champion and just let the co-worker stay with them/fuck his wife. now he is married to a mail order bride from the phillipines.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chockfullofthat on March 10, 2012, 04:24:25 PM

That's pretty fucked up.  He must have had a good job to be able to do that.  Probably an ugly bastard too.  I believe that the husband let that shit happen...Japan is so much different than America.  Crazy story.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LewAlcindor on March 13, 2012, 12:44:29 PM

This time 3 years ago my life went to pure shit in about 3 seconds. I had the sickest life- I was 17, I was one of the most popular dudes at my school, I had a hot girlfriend, and I was a multi-sport varsity athlete. Something was missing still and that was skateboarding. I always liked two things as a kid skating and basketball, but my dad forced me to play basketball in high school so I never got to skate past 8th grade. I started for the basketball and volleyball team at my school and was a really well known, respected member of my town. Which I thought was hilarious because none of them knew I hated playing for the school and was a total pothead on my free time.

After my coaches told me I had a chance to play college basketball, I started playing more and training and taking things more seriously. During a pickup game I went up for a dunk and some jackass I had played against in high school thought it would be cool to take out my legs mid-air and I landed on both wrists. I shook it off then but a week later found out I had broken both wrists. This sent me into such a rage after about a month with both hands casted, I lost it. I broke up with my girlfriend, started ditching school to smoke all day, and stopped caring about shit. After barely graduating high school I started experimenting with coke and ecstasy and picked up a pretty bad drinking habit.
   
Right before my first year of college I got my casts off and I started getting into shrooms and acid and failed all of my classes because I was ditching to drink, smoke weed, and skate all day. For one of my homies birthday we all decided to do shrooms in the local forest but when we left my buddy and I got pulled over with about a quad of leftover shrooms, a scale, and about a half oz. of bud. We had to spend the night in the drunk tank on a headful of shrooms each. Pretty much lost my mind. A few days later I was out bombing hills with some friends and I got caught up on some gravel and rebroke my wrist.

That was when I started getting into Oxycontin. That shit is directly from hell itself. A few of my other druggie friends got me into it after I told them how bad my wrist was hurting. Worst mistake ever. I dropped out of school my second year to do oxy. I worked several different minimum wage jobs and sold weed to keep my habit up but it wasnt enough. Thatss when I started stealing money from my family and selling everything I owned. Once my parents found out, they sent me to live in Peru with my grandparents for 2 months to sober up and figure out my life. I spent the whole two months drinking with my grandpa but at least I was off weed/drugs. I also started lurking slap around then too.   

This past summer I spent nearly every day just drinking and skating up until Fourth of July when I took too much acid and ended up alone in my room tripping out for about 10 hours. I had a complete mental breakdown but I decided then that I was gunna get my shit together and start succeeding in life. About a week later I landed a good job and have been working up until February when I found out my wrist was still broken and needed surgery to repair it.    
   
I am now a month into recovery and been completely sober but the aftermath is all hitting me at once. Ive lost basically all my friends, social skills, and mental health. I can no longer be in big groups of people unless im drinking and feel like i have developed some form of schizophrenia, depression, and social anxiety. Im not even 21 and ive completely torn apart my consciousness and alienated myself from my community. All I have to look forward to now is a minimum wage job and the collapse of America. I should just kill myself now.

I hope God reads slap.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cockaigne on March 13, 2012, 02:39:29 PM

Damn, that's some real shit right there.

I don't know man, I can't say that I know what you're going through....
But at least you know that you fucked up and have (had?) problems. I guess that's the fist step. Get back on track, i'm sure there's something to live for. Anyway, quiting is for pussies.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on March 13, 2012, 02:40:05 PM

Quote from: LewAlcindor on March 13, 2012, 12:44:29 PM

This time 3 years ago my life went to pure shit in about 3 seconds. I had the sickest life- I was 17, I was one of the most popular dudes at my school, I had a hot girlfriend, and I was a multi-sport varsity athlete. Something was missing still and that was skateboarding. I always liked two things as a kid skating and basketball, but my dad forced me to play basketball in high school so I never got to skate past 8th grade. I started for the basketball and volleyball team at my school and was a really well known, respected member of my town. Which I thought was hilarious because none of them knew I hated playing for the school and was a total pothead on my free time.

After my coaches told me I had a chance to play college basketball, I started playing more and training and taking things more seriously. During a pickup game I went up for a dunk and some jackass I had played against in high school thought it would be cool to take out my legs mid-air and I landed on both wrists. I shook it off then but a week later found out I had broken both wrists. This sent me into such a rage after about a month with both hands casted, I lost it. I broke up with my girlfriend, started ditching school to smoke all day, and stopped caring about shit. After barely graduating high school I started experimenting with coke and ecstasy and picked up a pretty bad drinking habit.
   
Right before my first year of college I got my casts off and I started getting into shrooms and acid and failed all of my classes because I was ditching to drink, smoke weed, and skate all day. For one of my homies birthday we all decided to do shrooms in the local forest but when we left my buddy and I got pulled over with about a quad of leftover shrooms, a scale, and about a half oz. of bud. We had to spend the night in the drunk tank on a headful of shrooms each. Pretty much lost my mind. A few days later I was out bombing hills with some friends and I got caught up on some gravel and rebroke my wrist.

That was when I started getting into Oxycontin. That shit is directly from hell itself. A few of my other druggie friends got me into it after I told them how bad my wrist was hurting. Worst mistake ever. I dropped out of school my second year to do oxy. I worked several different minimum wage jobs and sold weed to keep my habit up but it wasnt enough. Thatss when I started stealing money from my family and selling everything I owned. Once my parents found out, they sent me to live in Peru with my grandparents for 2 months to sober up and figure out my life. I spent the whole two months drinking with my grandpa but at least I was off weed/drugs. I also started lurking slap around then too.   

This past summer I spent nearly every day just drinking and skating up until Fourth of July when I took too much acid and ended up alone in my room tripping out for about 10 hours. I had a complete mental breakdown but I decided then that I was gunna get my shit together and start succeeding in life. About a week later I landed a good job and have been working up until February when I found out my wrist was still broken and needed surgery to repair it.    
   
I am now a month into recovery and been completely sober but the aftermath is all hitting me at once. Ive lost basically all my friends, social skills, and mental health. I can no longer be in big groups of people unless im drinking and feel like i have developed some form of schizophrenia, depression, and social anxiety. Im not even 21 and ive completely torn apart my consciousness and alienated myself from my community. All I have to look forward to now is a minimum wage job and the collapse of America. I should just kill myself now.

I hope God reads slap.

That was a really brave first post, congrats!

You just need to keep positive, keep working on your self, set some small goals and take one step at a time. Your super young and have so much time to better your life and meet new people/reconnect with the old ones. A lot of the negative stuff is most likely just in your head and can be dealt with, it will get better.

Loosing your shit over everything because of broken wrists sounds a bit extreme, you think there might have been some other underlying issues that made you do what you did? If so, have you dealt with them?

Social anxiety and depression suck, but you must just believe that there are people out there who care about you and love you/people who you dont yet know and who would really like you if they did. But you need to love yourself and accept you for you first!

Good luck dude!  :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: David on March 13, 2012, 05:02:22 PM

Quote from: LewAlcindor on March 13, 2012, 12:44:29 PM

This time 3 years ago my life went to pure shit in about 3 seconds. I had the sickest life- I was 17, I was one of the most popular dudes at my school, I had a hot girlfriend, and I was a multi-sport varsity athlete. Something was missing still and that was skateboarding. I always liked two things as a kid skating and basketball, but my dad forced me to play basketball in high school so I never got to skate past 8th grade. I started for the basketball and volleyball team at my school and was a really well known, respected member of my town. Which I thought was hilarious because none of them knew I hated playing for the school and was a total pothead on my free time.

After my coaches told me I had a chance to play college basketball, I started playing more and training and taking things more seriously. During a pickup game I went up for a dunk and some jackass I had played against in high school thought it would be cool to take out my legs mid-air and I landed on both wrists. I shook it off then but a week later found out I had broken both wrists. This sent me into such a rage after about a month with both hands casted, I lost it. I broke up with my girlfriend, started ditching school to smoke all day, and stopped caring about shit. After barely graduating high school I started experimenting with coke and ecstasy and picked up a pretty bad drinking habit.
   
Right before my first year of college I got my casts off and I started getting into shrooms and acid and failed all of my classes because I was ditching to drink, smoke weed, and skate all day. For one of my homies birthday we all decided to do shrooms in the local forest but when we left my buddy and I got pulled over with about a quad of leftover shrooms, a scale, and about a half oz. of bud. We had to spend the night in the drunk tank on a headful of shrooms each. Pretty much lost my mind. A few days later I was out bombing hills with some friends and I got caught up on some gravel and rebroke my wrist.

That was when I started getting into Oxycontin. That shit is directly from hell itself. A few of my other druggie friends got me into it after I told them how bad my wrist was hurting. Worst mistake ever. I dropped out of school my second year to do oxy. I worked several different minimum wage jobs and sold weed to keep my habit up but it wasnt enough. Thatss when I started stealing money from my family and selling everything I owned. Once my parents found out, they sent me to live in Peru with my grandparents for 2 months to sober up and figure out my life. I spent the whole two months drinking with my grandpa but at least I was off weed/drugs. I also started lurking slap around then too.   

This past summer I spent nearly every day just drinking and skating up until Fourth of July when I took too much acid and ended up alone in my room tripping out for about 10 hours. I had a complete mental breakdown but I decided then that I was gunna get my shit together and start succeeding in life. About a week later I landed a good job and have been working up until February when I found out my wrist was still broken and needed surgery to repair it.    
   
I am now a month into recovery and been completely sober but the aftermath is all hitting me at once. Ive lost basically all my friends, social skills, and mental health. I can no longer be in big groups of people unless im drinking and feel like i have developed some form of schizophrenia, depression, and social anxiety. Im not even 21 and ive completely torn apart my consciousness and alienated myself from my community. All I have to look forward to now is a minimum wage job and the collapse of America. I should just kill myself now.

I hope God reads slap.

Being 21 there's much to look forward to. There must be some wisdom that you've gained from your experiences. Use that.

If you truly believe that you might have a mental disorder, bi-polar, manic-depression, borderline, or maybe even Schizophrenia, look into counseling,therapy, or do some research.  Some cities have free counselors set up on college campuses and other places. Look into it if you think you should.

There's a lot to this world that can be inspiring. Some people have a harder path to walk than others. Hopefully we can all understand ourselves and each other better because of it.

Thanks for sharing.

Keep posting.

Keep skating.

Welcome to the forum.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LewAlcindor on March 13, 2012, 06:06:14 PM

Quote from: Bronson on March 13, 2012, 02:40:05 PM

Loosing your shit over everything because of broken wrists sounds a bit extreme, you think there might have been some other underlying issues that made you do what you did? If so, have you dealt with them?

i had two casts that covered both thumbs for the last 3 1/2 months of my senior year. i had to have my parents bathe me in the shower and couldnt do simple tasks like write or carry anything. couldnt play video games, run, play sports, swim, or anything really. I just couldnt handle that all my friends and peers were having the time of their lives at the end of school while i was in misery.

Looking back on that now and my mentality then, my attitude caused me more problems in the long run but it was such a tough thing to deal with at the time

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LewAlcindor on March 13, 2012, 06:55:39 PM

Thanks for all the replies guys it means a lot. Just typing that out took a lot of strength for me to muster up. Im going to do what i can to get some help now that its pretty apparent thats all i can do right now. Just knowing that there are people out there who care enough to write some encouraging words to a struggling stranger over the internet gives me a ton of hope.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steve on March 13, 2012, 10:36:37 PM

the lost mind/schizo feeling will fade with time. tripping to mask anxieties, fear, and depression only furthers those feelings of existence. I've kicked it like that when i was around your age. I was hit by a car at 19, broke my legs, brain damage, the works. Ate a lot of drugs in the interim. nothing worked at that time... PM me if you want to level out. either way, keep a PMA.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on March 13, 2012, 10:36:59 PM

dude toughen up. your problems are infinitely small, im depressed and have no friends/social disorder, its extremely hard but why would you ever want to die? you shouldnt need others validation either, and stop blaming others too. no one made you do drugs. plus your 'sick life' sounded pretty fucking lame. theres so much out there, and if you live in america or canada you are extremely lucky. didnt you notice in peru how everyone was happier and they live such simple lives? imagine how they would react if you explained your petty problems to them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LewAlcindor on March 14, 2012, 03:20:23 AM

Quote from: steve on March 13, 2012, 10:36:37 PM

the lost mind/schizo feeling will fade with time. tripping to mask anxieties, fear, and depression only furthers those feelings of existence. I've kicked it like that when i was around your age. I was hit by a car at 19, broke my legs, brain damage, the works. Ate a lot of drugs in the interim. nothing worked at that time... PM me if you want to level out. either way, keep a PMA.

your definitely right about time fading that stuff but its rough man, still get these auditory hallucinations but ive been 6 months clean upstairs from the hard stuff and i have noticed some improvement.
That accident sounds shitty as fuck man how long has it been since?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LewAlcindor on March 14, 2012, 03:34:06 AM

Quote from: ice nine on March 13, 2012, 10:36:59 PM

dude toughen up. your problems are infinitely small, im depressed and have no friends/social disorder, its extremely hard but why would you ever want to die? you shouldnt need others validation either, and stop blaming others too. no one made you do drugs. plus your 'sick life' sounded pretty fucking lame. theres so much out there, and if you live in america or canada you are extremely lucky. didnt you notice in peru how everyone was happier and they live such simple lives? imagine how they would react if you explained your petty problems to them.

you do make some valid points and ill admit im not the only person with these kind of problems but ive never blamed anyone else for anything throughout these experiences.. my 'sick life' was pretty satisfying to me at that age, sorry if my happiness doesnt fit your description? and how the fuck would you know about anyone's life in Peru? have you been there? do you know anything about how they live? there exactly like us for the most part dude.. and why the fuck would i tell anyone my problems in real life? thats why im doing this here in the first place, to vent and possibly reach out to whoever cares enough to gives some positive feedback..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steve on March 14, 2012, 09:16:44 AM

Quote from: LewAlcindor on March 14, 2012, 03:20:23 AM

Quote from: steve on March 13, 2012, 10:36:37 PM

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the lost mind/schizo feeling will fade with time. tripping to mask anxieties, fear, and depression only furthers those feelings of existence. I've kicked it like that when i was around your age. I was hit by a car at 19, broke my legs, brain damage, the works. Ate a lot of drugs in the interim. nothing worked at that time... PM me if you want to level out. either way, keep a PMA.

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your definitely right about time fading that stuff but its rough man, still get these auditory hallucinations but ive been 6 months clean upstairs from the hard stuff and i have noticed some improvement.
That accident sounds shitty as fuck man how long has it been since?

the accident was gnar, but in the long run, it's been an experience in perseverance, learning, and confidence. It was 8 years ago on Saturday. Which is strange because I hadn't thought about it in a while. Saturday was a beautiful night too, almost subconsciously celebratory!

Also, hallucinations can take YEARS to fade away. If you're smoking ganja they will be far more pronounced and prevalent in your daily life. For me anyways, I hit a point where tripping a little bit, without taking anything, from time to time (trails, noises, etc) became the norm and i realized why it was happening. I learned that although it felt strange and inconvenient, there was nothing permanently wrong. I  just let myself move with it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monty Burns on March 14, 2012, 10:51:01 AM

I think Im picking bad girls to fall for . Girls already involved with somebody , girls with drug problems / on drugs , girls who dont have a good career or job at all , Girls that live far away . Not sure why I keep getting interested in these women cause nothing good ever really comes from it .

I should prob find some cute chick with a nice job who likes to go out but isnt a total pile , but it never seems to work out like that ...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on March 14, 2012, 11:42:34 PM

Quote from: Monty Burns on March 14, 2012, 10:51:01 AM

I think Im picking bad girls to fall for . Girls already involved with somebody , girls with drug problems / on drugs , girls who dont have a good career or job at all , Girls that live far away . Not sure why I keep getting interested in these women cause nothing good ever really comes from it .

I should prob find some cute chick with a nice job who likes to go out but isnt a total pile , but it never seems to work out like that ...

i fam i feel you on that shit. too many nickels and not enough dimes. you gotta really be on your shit to get a REAL woman nowadays, and theres a lot more hoes in pretty clothing as well

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hercules Rockefeller on March 15, 2012, 03:22:40 AM

Quote from: Monty Burns on March 14, 2012, 10:51:01 AM

I think Im picking bad girls to fall for . Girls already involved with somebody , girls with drug problems / on drugs , girls who dont have a good career or job at all , Girls that live far away . Not sure why I keep getting interested in these women cause nothing good ever really comes from it .

I should prob find some cute chick with a nice job who likes to go out but isnt a total pile , but it never seems to work out like that ...

count me in. for some reason i am always attracted to difficult women, whether its their life situation or if they are crazy or shit like that. maybe because its more challenging. or maybe because my dick is regular.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on March 15, 2012, 10:22:42 PM

ok round 3 of DaSk8D00D confessions. again im just typing off the top of the dome so bear with me here.

ok real talk im bout to stop postin on slap for a while. im also gonna stop smokin weed, getting on facebook, and playing video games. ive withdrawn from college due to a draining financial situation between my divorced parents (verrry long story) and after my mom had a minor stroke that was stress related, i just said fuck it im handle my bidness on my own. im working full time now, fully focused (or at least thats what i want to be) on my music career. all the stars are aligning right now i just gotta put in work on this mixtape to finish it up. itll really be some next level shit, but anyway im taking a break from all that shit i mentioned earlier cuz its all distractions. i feel like for the next few weeks i needa use my free time only on writing music, skateboarding when i can, and reading books. ive gotta pretty big collection already but ive also bought two new books on communication. ones just the general conversation type book and the other is one on the art of verbal self-defense. im stoked on these shits forreal.  im tryna become more self-disciplined, charismatic (even more) and able to adapt to any given situation at any given time. i feel like working full time (almost been my first week doing so) is gonna help me get more used to being on the grind everyday, and my schedule is fairly good for how i want to manage my time.

with the weed its still the same ol battle. shit makes me lazy. and even when i try not to i STILL end up smokin. someone once said i should only smoke when friends smoke me out or whatever, but that shit happens so much it wouldnt make a difference. im really tryna get on my grind at this point in my life, follow my dreams & accomplish as many goals as possible, but the habit of smoking weed everyday REALLY gets in the way of that, not to mention payin for that funky dank all the time can really empty my wallet. i feel like a clear mind would do me good, i just gotta have to the willpower to do it. been sober all day so i might as well ima start now. as far as slap and all that other shit, its really just a distraction. like i said earlier i could spend all the time i spend on here on something more productive, and even tho this shits a great time killer at work i just gotta leave it alone for a while. what i really wanna do is get on twitter more cuz my tweets be fire and i know i can use that shit as a great networking tool, i just be fuckin around on facebook or whatever instead tho. im just tryna put all these distractions to the side and really get on my shit ya know? so after tonight, i aint gon be on the forums for a while. the flame wars were fun while they lasted but now its just whatever, another waste of time & energy.

i dunno if ive said everything ive wanted to say yet cuz i dont really know all what i just typed, but i guess thatll do for now. see ya later SLAP, ill be M.I.A. soon...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on March 16, 2012, 04:45:19 PM

you're like a black rawbertson

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on March 16, 2012, 04:45:45 PM

thats not an insult btw

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poopmonkey on March 16, 2012, 06:05:13 PM

my ex-girlfriend and i finally decided things just aren't gonna work anymore after trying again a couple of times, and kinda said our goodbyes today. i don't know if i'll find someone like her again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on March 16, 2012, 06:19:16 PM

Quote from: poopmonkey on March 16, 2012, 06:05:13 PM

my ex-girlfriend and i finally decided things just aren't gonna work anymore after trying again a couple of times, and kinda said our goodbyes today. i don't know if i'll find someone like her again.

Well, if it didn't work out, hopefully you won't.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on March 16, 2012, 06:25:56 PM

Quote from: oyolar on March 16, 2012, 06:19:16 PM

Quote from: poopmonkey on March 16, 2012, 06:05:13 PM

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my ex-girlfriend and i finally decided things just aren't gonna work anymore after trying again a couple of times, and kinda said our goodbyes today. i don't know if i'll find someone like her again.

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Well, if it didn't work out, hopefully you won't.

Precisely.

My uncle is an asshole but he has said one thing profound to me that helped me get over the one big break-up I had to deal with last May - You never know what you are looking for until you find it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: trannies and mannies on March 16, 2012, 07:48:54 PM

sk8dood you cant leave slap the game needs you!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on March 16, 2012, 08:33:38 PM

Quote from: trannies and mannies on March 16, 2012, 07:48:54 PM

sk8dood you cant leave slap the game needs you!

you know what fam? i think you right. im about 200 posts away from PAL-dom so i might as well go for the gold. SOMEBODY gotta be the voice of reason round here and it might as well be me...the Brock Lesnar of SLAP

and to Beer Keg Peg Leg, thank you i take that as a compliment of the highest caliber.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cadillac Ranch Dressing on March 16, 2012, 11:52:27 PM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on March 16, 2012, 08:33:38 PM

Quote from: trannies and mannies on March 16, 2012, 07:48:54 PM

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sk8dood you cant leave slap the game needs you!

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you know what fam? i think you right. im about 200 posts away from PAL-dom so i might as well go for the gold. SOMEBODY gotta be the voice of reason round here and it might as well be me...the Brock Lesnar of SLAP

and to Beer Keg Peg Leg, thank you i take that as a compliment of the highest caliber.

Dood,

Stay on Slap.

-CRD

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on March 17, 2012, 12:12:12 PM

So far so good, I guess. I haven't contacted my ex besides to tell her I was sending some stuff back and she should send me a heart necklace I got her (she told me she wont, there goes some college money). She hasn't responded to anything, not sure if she is giving me the silent treatment or moved one. Either way, it does not matter. I will admit seeing a new picture on facebook did not help, had to block her. She so gorgeous, don't need temptation.

On a more serious note, no luck with girls. There was a girl I wanted to ask out on a date after class but she met up with her boyfriend. Also I want to be more social but at the same time I kind of gave up. I'm taking it as whatever happens, happens. I'm going to volunteer at some places soon, maybe I'll meet people there, if not at least I'll feel productive.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: crackrazor on March 17, 2012, 01:59:16 PM

Quote from: trannies and mannies on March 16, 2012, 07:48:54 PM

sk8dood you cant leave slap the game needs you!

Yeah, don't leave.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MaryhillVibe on March 18, 2012, 10:51:13 PM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on March 15, 2012, 10:22:42 PM

ok round 3 of DaSk8D00D confessions. again im just typing off the top of the dome so bear with me here.

ok real talk im bout to stop postin on slap for a while. im also gonna stop smokin weed, getting on facebook, and playing video games. ive withdrawn from college due to a draining financial situation between my divorced parents (verrry long story) and after my mom had a minor stroke that was stress related, i just said fuck it im handle my bidness on my own. im working full time now, fully focused (or at least thats what i want to be) on my music career. all the stars are aligning right now i just gotta put in work on this mixtape to finish it up. itll really be some next level shit, but anyway im taking a break from all that shit i mentioned earlier cuz its all distractions. i feel like for the next few weeks i needa use my free time only on writing music, skateboarding when i can, and reading books. ive gotta pretty big collection already but ive also bought two new books on communication. ones just the general conversation type book and the other is one on the art of verbal self-defense. im stoked on these shits forreal.?  im tryna become more self-disciplined, charismatic (even more) and able to adapt to any given situation at any given time. i feel like working full time (almost been my first week doing so) is gonna help me get more used to being on the grind everyday, and my schedule is fairly good for how i want to manage my time.

with the weed its still the same ol battle. shit makes me lazy. and even when i try not to i STILL end up smokin. someone once said i should only smoke when friends smoke me out or whatever, but that shit happens so much it wouldnt make a difference. im really tryna get on my grind at this point in my life, follow my dreams & accomplish as many goals as possible, but the habit of smoking weed everyday REALLY gets in the way of that, not to mention payin for that funky dank all the time can really empty my wallet. i feel like a clear mind would do me good, i just gotta have to the willpower to do it. been sober all day so i might as well ima start now. as far as slap and all that other shit, its really just a distraction. like i said earlier i could spend all the time i spend on here on something more productive, and even tho this shits a great time killer at work i just gotta leave it alone for a while. what i really wanna do is get on twitter more cuz my tweets be fire and i know i can use that shit as a great networking tool, i just be fuckin around on facebook or whatever instead tho. im just tryna put all these distractions to the side and really get on my shit ya know? so after tonight, i aint gon be on the forums for a while. the flame wars were fun while they lasted but now its just whatever, another waste of time & energy.

i dunno if ive said everything ive wanted to say yet cuz i dont really know all what i just typed, but i guess thatll do for now. see ya later SLAP, ill be M.I.A. soon...

Wait you are leaving SLAP because you could be doing more productive things with your time....like "tweeting" more?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on March 19, 2012, 08:37:07 AM

Quote from: MaryhillVibe on March 18, 2012, 10:51:13 PM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on March 15, 2012, 10:22:42 PM

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ok round 3 of DaSk8D00D confessions. again im just typing off the top of the dome so bear with me here.

ok real talk im bout to stop postin on slap for a while. im also gonna stop smokin weed, getting on facebook, and playing video games. ive withdrawn from college due to a draining financial situation between my divorced parents (verrry long story) and after my mom had a minor stroke that was stress related, i just said fuck it im handle my bidness on my own. im working full time now, fully focused (or at least thats what i want to be) on my music career. all the stars are aligning right now i just gotta put in work on this mixtape to finish it up. itll really be some next level shit, but anyway im taking a break from all that shit i mentioned earlier cuz its all distractions. i feel like for the next few weeks i needa use my free time only on writing music, skateboarding when i can, and reading books. ive gotta pretty big collection already but ive also bought two new books on communication. ones just the general conversation type book and the other is one on the art of verbal self-defense. im stoked on these shits forreal.?  im tryna become more self-disciplined, charismatic (even more) and able to adapt to any given situation at any given time. i feel like working full time (almost been my first week doing so) is gonna help me get more used to being on the grind everyday, and my schedule is fairly good for how i want to manage my time.

with the weed its still the same ol battle. shit makes me lazy. and even when i try not to i STILL end up smokin. someone once said i should only smoke when friends smoke me out or whatever, but that shit happens so much it wouldnt make a difference. im really tryna get on my grind at this point in my life, follow my dreams & accomplish as many goals as possible, but the habit of smoking weed everyday REALLY gets in the way of that, not to mention payin for that funky dank all the time can really empty my wallet. i feel like a clear mind would do me good, i just gotta have to the willpower to do it. been sober all day so i might as well ima start now. as far as slap and all that other shit, its really just a distraction. like i said earlier i could spend all the time i spend on here on something more productive, and even tho this shits a great time killer at work i just gotta leave it alone for a while. what i really wanna do is get on twitter more cuz my tweets be fire and i know i can use that shit as a great networking tool, i just be fuckin around on facebook or whatever instead tho. im just tryna put all these distractions to the side and really get on my shit ya know? so after tonight, i aint gon be on the forums for a while. the flame wars were fun while they lasted but now its just whatever, another waste of time & energy.

i dunno if ive said everything ive wanted to say yet cuz i dont really know all what i just typed, but i guess thatll do for now. see ya later SLAP, ill be M.I.A. soon...

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Wait you are leaving SLAP because you could be doing more productive things with your time....like "tweeting" more?

among other things like writing more & reading books. twitter is an excellent networking tool for up & coming artists. ive got homies who ended up getting "twitter famous" w/ like 50,000+ followers and whenever they drop some new shit they have that audience to promote it to. dont underestimate that shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tale Crab on March 19, 2012, 10:58:45 AM

Quote from: Beer Keg Peg Leg on March 16, 2012, 04:45:19 PM

you're like a black rawbertson

Quote from: Beer Keg Peg Leg on March 16, 2012, 04:45:45 PM

thats not an insult btw

I can't think of a worse way of offending Rawb.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PTDK on March 20, 2012, 02:29:46 PM

Today, I had way too much coffee and had crazy watershits in the public bathroom. I clogged that motherfucker and just left. Toilet all filled with shit soup. I feel bad for whoever has to clean that up. My bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on March 20, 2012, 04:18:01 PM

real confession: i find slap to be alot more fun as a troll

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: frisco on March 22, 2012, 04:20:12 PM

Quote from: PTDK on March 20, 2012, 02:29:46 PM

Today, I had way too much coffee and had crazy watershits in the public bathroom. I clogged that motherfucker and just left. Toilet all filled with shit soup. I feel bad for whoever has to clean that up. My bad.

this is how this thread should be utilized

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sleepypancakes on March 25, 2012, 01:13:21 PM

Got really drunk last night and woke up this morning naked on my back porch, feeling surprisingly not hungover and refreshed. Then i stepped in my neighbor's dog's shit barefoot walking back into the house. Had to hose my foot off outside in the garage, naked.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GISM on March 25, 2012, 03:33:09 PM

Cats aren't funny

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chockfullofthat on March 26, 2012, 07:34:39 AM

Quote from: sleepypancakes on March 25, 2012, 01:13:21 PM

Got really drunk last night and woke up this morning naked on my back porch, feeling surprisingly not hungover and refreshed. Then i stepped in my neighbor's dog's shit barefoot walking back into the house. Had to hose my foot off outside in the garage, naked.

Hahaha.  Naked and outdoors?  Good work.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oneshovel on March 27, 2012, 06:43:59 PM

Had a dream last night where I had to get across town, and my only means of transportation was a pair of rollerblades... and it was fun as hell.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Harem on March 27, 2012, 11:54:56 PM

I lead a boring as fuck life, but I'm content with it.

I've got a routine, which I like. I work 5 days a week, and the other 2 days I'm studying. I lied to get my job. Basically I'd worked a few jobs here & there, but nothing really all that long to get a reference out of it. It was for a experienced  customer service role, I bluffed my way through the phone interview then the 2nd interview. I almost got found out in the first month that I hadn't done customer service before. I was shy, didn't know how to deal with customers, and they would complain about me. 18 months on I'm probably the most treasured staff member and am looking to move up the organisation. I'm 21, and all of my disposable is income. I make 54K a year & I still live at home, so I pay no rent. The only thing I pay for is mobile phone, Internet & landline bill. I blow a lot of my money on shoes, clothes, cab rides, food, records and books. Only in the last 10 or so months have I really started to save (In the first  8 or so months, I blew 34K and I had nothing to show for it besides a wardrobe full of shoeboxes). I hate people. I wish I didn't. But I always look for the negatives in people. I find myself sitting on Facebook reading peoples status updates and talk out aloud when something posts something really generic. 'Why are you telling everyone this? What is wrong with you?. I can count friends on one hand who don't annoy me at all. The other 22 people I work with are fucking plebs. I can't engage in conversation with them about anything, as usually they talk about how hung over they are or the movie fast & furious. I thank god I wasn't born with their brain. Why am I telling you guys this?

I've been skating on & off since 1999. I've had Eczema on my left foot my whole life. It comes & goes, when it goes, it's great I'll skate constantly. When it comes, I don't skate for months, when I try to skate when I have it, usually within 5 mins I have to stop.

& yeah that's basically it! I'M A BORING DUDE  :P :P

Oh, I have about 10 girls I can sext at any given time. I have a good wank bank.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on March 28, 2012, 12:07:54 AM

Quote from: Harem on March 27, 2012, 11:54:56 PM

I lead a boring as fuck life, but I'm content with it.

I've got a routine, which I like. I work 5 days a week, and the other 2 days I'm studying. I lied to get my job. Basically I'd worked a few jobs here & there, but nothing really all that long to get a reference out of it. It was for a experienced  customer service role, I bluffed my way through the phone interview then the 2nd interview. I almost got found out in the first month that I hadn't done customer service before. I was shy, didn't know how to deal with customers, and they would complain about me. 18 months on I'm probably the most treasured staff member and am looking to move up the organisation. I'm 21, and all of my disposable is income. I make 54K a year & I still live at home, so I pay no rent. The only thing I pay for is mobile phone, Internet & landline bill. I blow a lot of my money on shoes, clothes, cab rides, food, records and books. Only in the last 10 or so months have I really started to save (In the first  8 or so months, I blew 34K and I had nothing to show for it besides a wardrobe full of shoeboxes). I hate people. I wish I didn't. But I always look for the negatives in people. I find myself sitting on Facebook reading peoples status updates and talk out aloud when something posts something really generic. 'Why are you telling everyone this? What is wrong with you?. I can count friends on one hand who don't annoy me at all. The other 22 people I work with are fucking plebs. I can't engage in conversation with them about anything, as usually they talk about how hung over they are or the movie fast & furious. I thank god I wasn't born with their brain. Why am I telling you guys this?

I've been skating on & off since 1999. I've had Eczema on my left foot my whole life. It comes & goes, when it goes, it's great I'll skate constantly. When it comes, I don't skate for months, when I try to skate when I have it, usually within 5 mins I have to stop.

& yeah that's basically it! I'M A BORING DUDE  :P :P

Oh, I have about 10 girls I can sext at any given time. I have a good wank bank.

you seem like somebody i could get along with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Harem on March 28, 2012, 12:18:17 AM

That's cool. I usually spend my nights smoking weed & watching Jerry Springer on YouTube.

LET'S HANG!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on March 28, 2012, 07:50:46 AM

Quote from: Harem on March 28, 2012, 12:18:17 AM

That's cool. I usually spend my nights smoking weed & watching Jerry Springer on YouTube.

LET'S HANG!

We lead similar lives.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PTDK on March 28, 2012, 07:57:02 AM

Quote from: Harem on March 27, 2012, 11:54:56 PM

I lead a boring as fuck life, but I'm content with it.

I've got a routine, which I like. I work 5 days a week, and the other 2 days I'm studying. I lied to get my job. Basically I'd worked a few jobs here & there, but nothing really all that long to get a reference out of it. It was for a experienced  customer service role, I bluffed my way through the phone interview then the 2nd interview. I almost got found out in the first month that I hadn't done customer service before. I was shy, didn't know how to deal with customers, and they would complain about me. 18 months on I'm probably the most treasured staff member and am looking to move up the organisation. I'm 21, and all of my disposable is income. I make 54K a year & I still live at home, so I pay no rent. The only thing I pay for is mobile phone, Internet & landline bill. I blow a lot of my money on shoes, clothes, cab rides, food, records and books. Only in the last 10 or so months have I really started to save (In the first  8 or so months, I blew 34K and I had nothing to show for it besides a wardrobe full of shoeboxes). I hate people. I wish I didn't. But I always look for the negatives in people. I find myself sitting on Facebook reading peoples status updates and talk out aloud when something posts something really generic. 'Why are you telling everyone this? What is wrong with you?. I can count friends on one hand who don't annoy me at all. The other 22 people I work with are fucking plebs. I can't engage in conversation with them about anything, as usually they talk about how hung over they are or the movie fast & furious. I thank god I wasn't born with their brain. Why am I telling you guys this?

I've been skating on & off since 1999. I've had Eczema on my left foot my whole life. It comes & goes, when it goes, it's great I'll skate constantly. When it comes, I don't skate for months, when I try to skate when I have it, usually within 5 mins I have to stop.

& yeah that's basically it! I'M A BORING DUDE  :P :P

Oh, I have about 10 girls I can sext at any given time. I have a good wank bank.

The last sentence got me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Harem on March 28, 2012, 09:05:34 AM

Here is a little more since I'm bored, and no one else knows any of what I'm about to tell you -

Back when I was 16, I use to steal a lot of shit. I'd try on jeans and wear them underneath my pants out of the store. (This was at one of the main skate shops here) I stole two pair of pants from there. (Now I'll buy everything from there, and support them as much as I can) I also use to steal a lot of DVD's & CD's like take the discs out and put them my pants. I must've stolen at least a couple of thousands of dollars worth. One  Friday night I decide to steal a DVD from this store near my house. I can't remember the DVD, but I think Mila Kunis was in it. Basically I got the DVD, cracked open the case and put the disc underneath my shirt. I walked out, literally moments a lady shows me her ID and tells me to come back in, I push her out of the way and run for it. I remember just running & running & running, until she gave up. I thought I was sweet before one of the workers from the store appears out of nowhere and grabs me (dude was a tall athletic type) so he has me and is bringing me back, when I decide to push him to the ground and run off, I remember looking back at him and saying SORRY!! as he climbed to his feet, a chase ensured for about 10 mins before I decide to jump down a 10 foot gap. I landed, took a couple of steps and collapsed in exhaustion. He grabbed me again and took me back to the store. They call the police, tell me I'm under arrest, read my rights. Basically I'm shitting my pants when they tell me I'm under arrest and start sobbing. They asked me for a contact number for a parent so they could pick me up, I gave them my home phone number and (stupidly) told them my parents were on their 2nd honeymoon overseas and they would be back next week (they were out to dinner that night). Police drop me off home and tell me they will be back when my parents they will come charge me and record a strike against my name or some bullshit. I was living on edge the next week, waiting for them to come, two weeks passed, nothing, 3 weeks passed, a month, 3 months, 6 months! Nothing! They never came. That was the last time I ever stole anything. March 16th 2007.


I've basically cheated my way through 3 years of University at the moment. I don't want to do the degree, but my parents would be bummed as fuck on me if I was to drop out. So I justify the cheating. I know it's bad that I don't care, I just don't. I've always been told I'm full of potential. All my teachers would say it, family, friends, everyone. I don't think I've fulfilled even a little bit of it, I do everything half assed, and I can't help it. I've just gotten into the habit of being this lazy from a very early age. One or two times I've really put in effort and scored 95% & above, but most of the time It's around 55-75%. I mean at the end of the day anything over 50% is going to get me a degree. I'm like the Nick Trapasso of the Education world.


TL;DR

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: trannies and mannies on March 28, 2012, 04:28:28 PM

A chase on foot and jumping a 10 ft gap all for Mila Kunis? Dedication.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chockfullofthat on March 29, 2012, 07:44:38 AM

Quote from: Harem on March 28, 2012, 09:05:34 AM

I've basically cheated my way through 3 years of University at the moment. I don't want to do the degree, but my parents would be bummed as fuck on me if I was to drop out. So I justify the cheating. I know it's bad that I don't care, I just don't. I've always been told I'm full of potential. All my teachers would say it, family, friends, everyone. I don't think I've fulfilled even a little bit of it, I do everything half assed, and I can't help it. I've just gotten into the habit of being this lazy from a very early age. One or two times I've really put in effort and scored 95% & above, but most of the time It's around 55-75%. I mean at the end of the day anything over 50% is going to get me a degree. I'm like the Nick Trapasso of the Education world.

Well I did the exact same thing for the exact same reasons.  It's not like you can cheat on tests or papers though so you're not a total piece of shit.  I got an engineering degree so the hw was just problems sets which is very easy to get online.  Looking back, I regret not really learning and half assing things for sure.  I was way too immature to be going to university and I should've spent some time working.  The laziness will carry over to your job too.  Fortunately, I'm hardly asked to do anything at my job.  I have a lot of time to reflect and plan my next move.  What's important is that you are getting a degree paid for by your parents it's an incredibly fortunate thing to have.  If you are paying for it, then stop if you aren't enjoying it you're really wasting your money.  When you start working you're going to realize how much it sucks and it will either motivate you to do something you like or it will be the source of your drive causing you to go back to school to make money as fast as possible so you can retire early.  I'd say you're chilling, just stay the course and get that important piece of paper.  Let things fall into place.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Harem on March 30, 2012, 04:56:03 AM

Thanks for the post man!

Yeah I'm not paying for it. So there are many times I feel bad as fucking lying to my parents about my grades. But I'm passing, at this rate, I'll get that degree, no problems at all. I struggle on the tests. I always make sure I stay right til the end of the exam time (I'm usually the last one left) I'll always over write and just try and make sure I've done enough to pass.

The lucky thing is, I have a job at the moment, which has room to move up. I've been told by my boss, down the track that there will def be a management position for me in the future at that company (I'm doing a Bachelor of Business Management. I'm pretty motivated at my current job. There are some half assed moment, but probably 90% of the time I'm motivated and super efficient.

I think I'll cruise with this degree, put it a side and continue on with things. Oddly enough the job I have now would pay more then whatever post-graduate job I'd get.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on March 31, 2012, 12:26:13 PM

Holy fuck dude. Please focus and start over.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on March 31, 2012, 10:00:07 PM

now that ive reached PAL status I plan on being a much more mellow poster from here on out. no more 11 a day average for ya boy. im only lurk most of the time a maybe drop a few gems here & there. honestly from the very beginning i sorta looked at this shit as somewhat of a challenge to see if i can establish a name for myself on sucha dope ass forum. real talk SLAP is that fucking shit i love you all.

as far as my personal life aside from one of my best friends dying last weekend shits been goin pretty good. i got my money right cuz im workin full time, being more productive and ive been smoking much less frequently. i made the decision to go cold turkey thursday night, and ive already been asked to smoke with four different people since then, turning them all down. real talk i feel like im reaching a turning point in life right now and im gonna make the most out of myself & those around. again id like to thank SLAP just cuz the interaction with everybody was totally worth it and i definitely learned a few things along the way. like i said before yo im the fucking Brock Lesnar of SLAP and after my 3 month reign of message board dominance its time to chill. ima still be around tho so it aint like ima ceast to exist or nothin, but best believe im gon be much more conservative (quantity-wise) with my posting. i say this as i watch myself type on a 46" flatscreen tv, like said nigga i fucking love gettin that money. its a personal victory cuz honestly about a year ago i was tryin as hard as i could to avoid working a real job. now im holdin shit down forreal & theres no where to go but up.


as usual a nigga just typin whatever comes to mind so, take it how you wish. S/O to anybody who fucks with DaSk8D00D, and a bigger shoutout to those who actually fuck wit my music. real talk fuck the haters ima leave my mark on the rap game and the hatin niggas gon see me on tha big screen salty as fuck! mark my words fam...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on March 31, 2012, 10:47:20 PM

Sorry about your best friend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on March 31, 2012, 10:56:40 PM

Quote from: oyolar on March 31, 2012, 10:47:20 PM

Sorry about your best friend.

thanks for your condolences fam. shit was pretty hard to swallow but i know he wouldnt want me to get on some sad shit. ive done my grieving & accepted it and now i use it as motivation to live my own life not only for myself but for him as well. dude supported me in everything i did so its only right i that i make em proud!


and please to anybody reading this, DONT DRINK AND DRIVE. never in my life would i have expected to get that phone call right before leaving the house, but it happened. shits real out here its not worth the risk

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Deekay on April 01, 2012, 11:58:46 AM

Quote from: HATE! on April 01, 2012, 05:19:16 AM

I guess this is a condolence AND a confession- first sorry about your homie.  I've lost a bunch of friends.  It's never "easy" and god, I hope it never gets easy, to be honest.

The other- I used to drink and drive a lot.  A coping mechanism of mine is (and hopefully I am over it) is to put myself in bad, sometimes life and death situations.  Drink and drive, skate shit I probably can't, sometimes pick fights with huge frat dudes (haven't done that in a decade though).  Really stupid.  I got pulled over, black out drunk, with a cup of straight vodka in the cupholder and the cops gave me a ride home- for real.  In terms like these- I've never "learned my lesson" so I am making a conscious effort to stop with the coping mechanism.

Without trying to sound like im bashing you for it - what goes through your head when you get behind the wheel when you're super drunk?

Even when im fuckedly up drunk, I cant imagine myself trying to drive even though my (just like everyone elses) judgement fucking sucks while intoxicated.

Picking a fight with someone is one thing, but drinking and driving is fucking unforgivable, what if you hit a kid or something. When I was younger and went to the soccer games, they always had these commercials about drunk driving on the bigscreen tv thing. There was this girl who told a story about how her brother got killed by a drunk driver. That shit was so heartbreaking, it just instantly became one of the worst possible things a person can do to me.

Maybe you should watch some of those clips man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dontfearthereefer on April 01, 2012, 02:33:13 PM

Quote from: Deekay on April 01, 2012, 11:58:46 AM

Quote from: HATE! on April 01, 2012, 05:19:16 AM

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I guess this is a condolence AND a confession- first sorry about your homie.  I've lost a bunch of friends.  It's never "easy" and god, I hope it never gets easy, to be honest.

The other- I used to drink and drive a lot.  A coping mechanism of mine is (and hopefully I am over it) is to put myself in bad, sometimes life and death situations.  Drink and drive, skate shit I probably can't, sometimes pick fights with huge frat dudes (haven't done that in a decade though).  Really stupid.  I got pulled over, black out drunk, with a cup of straight vodka in the cupholder and the cops gave me a ride home- for real.  In terms like these- I've never "learned my lesson" so I am making a conscious effort to stop with the coping mechanism.

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Without trying to sound like im bashing you for it - what goes through your head when you get behind the wheel when you're super drunk?

Even when im fuckedly up drunk, I cant imagine myself trying to drive even though my (just like everyone elses) judgement fucking sucks while intoxicated.

Picking a fight with someone is one thing, but drinking and driving is fucking unforgivable, what if you hit a kid or something. When I was younger and went to the soccer games, they always had these commercials about drunk driving on the bigscreen tv thing. There was this girl who told a story about how her brother got killed by a drunk driver. That shit was so heartbreaking, it just instantly became one of the worst possible things a person can do to me.

Maybe you should watch some of those clips man.

Being retardly fuckin drunk has always made me more paranoid and aware, albeit there is certain situations where you are defiantly tempted to drive like you're name is dale earnhart. Some people can handle driving drunk, i've been pulled over totally platooned and though the situation sobers you up i totally thought i was fucked, i told the cop i was DDing which was a convient excuse because i was driving a friend home who had already passed out.

While driving drunk timing is everything, at 3am to a cop you're a suspect, at 6am you're another productive member of society
 
The World organization of health shows that 2.5 million people died from alcohol related in 2011  
and a government census shows that 10.8 million people died from auto mobile accidents.
Total Death count of: 13.3 million per year

the total amout of drunk driving incidents resulting in death In 2009, 10,839 people were killed in alcohol-impaired driving crashes.

this proves that both drinking, and driving are both by them selves more fatal then that act of drunk driving

I feel much safer with an intoxicated driver then i do withsome who is texting while driving

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on April 01, 2012, 02:59:29 PM

Quote from: Dontfearthereefer on April 01, 2012, 02:33:13 PM

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I guess this is a condolence AND a confession- first sorry about your homie.  I've lost a bunch of friends.  It's never "easy" and god, I hope it never gets easy, to be honest.

The other- I used to drink and drive a lot.  A coping mechanism of mine is (and hopefully I am over it) is to put myself in bad, sometimes life and death situations.  Drink and drive, skate shit I probably can't, sometimes pick fights with huge frat dudes (haven't done that in a decade though).  Really stupid.  I got pulled over, black out drunk, with a cup of straight vodka in the cupholder and the cops gave me a ride home- for real.  In terms like these- I've never "learned my lesson" so I am making a conscious effort to stop with the coping mechanism.

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Without trying to sound like im bashing you for it - what goes through your head when you get behind the wheel when you're super drunk?

Even when im fuckedly up drunk, I cant imagine myself trying to drive even though my (just like everyone elses) judgement fucking sucks while intoxicated.

Picking a fight with someone is one thing, but drinking and driving is fucking unforgivable, what if you hit a kid or something. When I was younger and went to the soccer games, they always had these commercials about drunk driving on the bigscreen tv thing. There was this girl who told a story about how her brother got killed by a drunk driver. That shit was so heartbreaking, it just instantly became one of the worst possible things a person can do to me.

Maybe you should watch some of those clips man.

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Being retardly fuckin drunk has always made me more paranoid and aware, albeit there is certain situations where you are defiantly tempted to drive like you're name is dale earnhart. Some people can handle driving drunk, i've been pulled over totally platooned and though the situation sobers you up i totally thought i was fucked, i told the cop i was DDing which was a convient excuse because i was driving a friend home who had already passed out.

The World organization of health shows that 2.5 million people died from alcohol related in 2011  
and a government census shows that 10.8 million people died from auto mobile accidents.
Total Death count of: 13.3 million per year

the total amout of drunk driving incidents resulting in death In 2009, 10,839 people were killed in alcohol-impaired driving crashes.

this proves that both drinking, and driving are both by them selves more fatal then that act of drunk driving

I feel much safer with an intoxicated driver then i do withsome who is texting while driving

I read this really interesting book analyzing the social structures that have created the current way that people create drunk driving policies and makes it seen as disgusting to drink and drive as well as talk about other ways to understand drinking and driving than as a personal choice/mistake.

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Post by: DaSk8D00D on April 01, 2012, 03:07:20 PM

im tellin you breh, its all a matter of chance. you rollin the dice with that shit. my friend wasnt even driving but they were all drunk coming back home from a show a few cities out. they do this shit all the time...they crashed because the driver was looked towards the back seat to say something, then when he turned back around he noticed he was sorta going towards the side. he overcorrected and ended up flipping the car several times, with my friend being ejected & killed. you might be able to get away with that shit from time to time but within a split second some shit like that can happen and completely fuck your whole life up. i really aint tryna be on some preacher shit but dude, just DONT do it. it may sound cliche but it can seriously happen to anyone. dont let statistics fool you cuz its all about YOUR situation and whats going on around you. forreal fam i was always against the shit but having somebody you grew up & skated with for half your life die cuz of drunk driving will definitely open your eyes. the driver thought he could handle driving drunk too and for a while he actually did, but like i said it only takes a split second moment to change everything. dudes in jail on involuntary manslaughter, DUI, failing to reduce speed, etc. on a $100,000 bond. hes 19 years old and now has to deal with the guilt of killing his best friend for the rest of his life, along with a possible prison bid. learn from other peoples mistakes so you dont have to yourself. shit can get real in the blink of an eye

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Deekay on April 01, 2012, 10:42:42 PM

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I guess this is a condolence AND a confession- first sorry about your homie.  I've lost a bunch of friends.  It's never "easy" and god, I hope it never gets easy, to be honest.

The other- I used to drink and drive a lot.  A coping mechanism of mine is (and hopefully I am over it) is to put myself in bad, sometimes life and death situations.  Drink and drive, skate shit I probably can't, sometimes pick fights with huge frat dudes (haven't done that in a decade though).  Really stupid.  I got pulled over, black out drunk, with a cup of straight vodka in the cupholder and the cops gave me a ride home- for real.  In terms like these- I've never "learned my lesson" so I am making a conscious effort to stop with the coping mechanism.

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Without trying to sound like im bashing you for it - what goes through your head when you get behind the wheel when you're super drunk?

Even when im fuckedly up drunk, I cant imagine myself trying to drive even though my (just like everyone elses) judgement fucking sucks while intoxicated.

Picking a fight with someone is one thing, but drinking and driving is fucking unforgivable, what if you hit a kid or something. When I was younger and went to the soccer games, they always had these commercials about drunk driving on the bigscreen tv thing. There was this girl who told a story about how her brother got killed by a drunk driver. That shit was so heartbreaking, it just instantly became one of the worst possible things a person can do to me.

Maybe you should watch some of those clips man.

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Being retardly fuckin drunk has always made me more paranoid and aware, albeit there is certain situations where you are defiantly tempted to drive like you're name is dale earnhart. Some people can handle driving drunk, i've been pulled over totally platooned and though the situation sobers you up i totally thought i was fucked, i told the cop i was DDing which was a convient excuse because i was driving a friend home who had already passed out.

While driving drunk timing is everything, at 3am to a cop you're a suspect, at 6am you're another productive member of society
 
The World organization of health shows that 2.5 million people died from alcohol related in 2011  
and a government census shows that 10.8 million people died from auto mobile accidents.
Total Death count of: 13.3 million per year

the total amout of drunk driving incidents resulting in death In 2009, 10,839 people were killed in alcohol-impaired driving crashes.

this proves that both drinking, and driving are both by them selves more fatal then that act of drunk driving

I feel much safer with an intoxicated driver then i do withsome who is texting while driving

Im honestly scared if you actually believe that. Put those numbers in percentage and see whats worse. That way of thinking would only make sense if there were as many drunk drivers as sober ones on the roads every day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on April 01, 2012, 11:40:32 PM

I don't know what your comment about percentages means. But I would venture to state that there are more sober drivers than drunk drivers at almost any given time, so I'm not sure what your other comment means either.

Also interesting fact, according to the book I mentioned earlier (The Culture of Public Problems by Joseph R. Gusfield), a surprising number of drunk drivers would be found when cops would do their DUI checkpoints and then estimates make those numbers even larger. So what Gusfield claims is interesting is not that drunk drivers get into accidents, but that there aren't as many accidents as we should expect by drunk drivers. There's the fact that all other attempts to stop fatalities from drunk driving (such as designing safer cars) have been shot down and ignored by the U.S., which is odd, and that most studies of drunk driving rates do not control for other things that increase the odds of having a car accident, such as gender, age, or driving experience. With this in mind, to then blame all drunk driving accidents on alcohol may not be accurate because potentially confounding variables are ignored.


I'm not saying people should drink and drive, but it's certainly interesting to think about how we have come to understand drunk driving and the ways in which it reflects a specific view of "valid" knowledge and reality.

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Post by: happenstance on April 01, 2012, 11:47:44 PM

You are making me miss academia.

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Post by: rob2 on April 04, 2012, 04:09:08 AM

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I don't know what your comment about percentages means. But I would venture to state that there are more sober drivers than drunk drivers at almost any given time, so I'm not sure what your other comment means either.

Also interesting fact, according to the book I mentioned earlier (The Culture of Public Problems by Joseph R. Gusfield), a surprising number of drunk drivers would be found when cops would do their DUI checkpoints and then estimates make those numbers even larger. So what Gusfield claims is interesting is not that drunk drivers get into accidents, but that there aren't as many accidents as we should expect by drunk drivers. There's the fact that all other attempts to stop fatalities from drunk driving (such as designing safer cars) have been shot down and ignored by the U.S., which is odd, and that most studies of drunk driving rates do not control for other things that increase the odds of having a car accident, such as gender, age, or driving experience. With this in mind, to then blame all drunk driving accidents on alcohol may not be accurate because potentially confounding variables are ignored.


I'm not saying people should drink and drive, but it's certainly interesting to think about how we have come to understand drunk driving and the ways in which it reflects a specific view of "valid" knowledge and reality.

Can you really not understand what he means?!!

Basically - in the USA  32% of fatal automobile accidents involve drunk drivers, so with your logic you would say "well 68% involve sober drivers so its actually safer to drink drive"

But as you said there are a lot more sober drivers than drunk drivers on the road so that is not the case.

This is one of the most regular examples of someone trying to be postmodern and intellectual that I have ever seen.  We have come to see drunk driving as bad because all you have to do is go down to the ER and its staring you in the face.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beeda Weeda on April 04, 2012, 04:56:42 AM

-i broke up with my gf 2 fucking years ago, it never really ever died down that much, lots of secret fucking and bullshit, now i find myself -wanting her back, even though i know its really a terrible decision. shes over me though.  good pussy is a hell of a drug.

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Post by: oyolar on April 04, 2012, 06:43:48 AM

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I don't know what your comment about percentages means. But I would venture to state that there are more sober drivers than drunk drivers at almost any given time, so I'm not sure what your other comment means either.

Also interesting fact, according to the book I mentioned earlier (The Culture of Public Problems by Joseph R. Gusfield), a surprising number of drunk drivers would be found when cops would do their DUI checkpoints and then estimates make those numbers even larger. So what Gusfield claims is interesting is not that drunk drivers get into accidents, but that there aren't as many accidents as we should expect by drunk drivers. There's the fact that all other attempts to stop fatalities from drunk driving (such as designing safer cars) have been shot down and ignored by the U.S., which is odd, and that most studies of drunk driving rates do not control for other things that increase the odds of having a car accident, such as gender, age, or driving experience. With this in mind, to then blame all drunk driving accidents on alcohol may not be accurate because potentially confounding variables are ignored.


I'm not saying people should drink and drive, but it's certainly interesting to think about how we have come to understand drunk driving and the ways in which it reflects a specific view of "valid" knowledge and reality.

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Can you really not understand what he means?!!

Basically - in the USA  32% of fatal automobile accidents involve drunk drivers, so with your logic you would say "well 68% involve sober drivers so its actually safer to drink drive"

But as you said there are a lot more sober drivers than drunk drivers on the road so that is not the case.

This is one of the most regular examples of someone trying to be postmodern and intellectual that I have ever seen.  We have come to see drunk driving as bad because all you have to do is go down to the ER and its staring you in the face.

Where did you get 32% from the numbers Deekay stated? And did you read at all what I said? Aside from you obviously not understanding confounding variables or the fact that we don't really have as accurate of a way of proving that drunk driving is as bad as our society claims, no where did I say that drunk driving is not a bad thing. I'm not a fucking idiot. I just said that what this book is doing is looking into the social mechanisms behind why we have decided to handle drunk driving by calling it an individual decision and laying all of the blame on individuals deciding to drink and drive when there are other ways to understand this process and other steps to take to lower the rates of drunk driving fatalities.

But, let me assume that you skimmed my post and never read the book (nor do you ever plan on reading the book) before claiming that it's "trying to be postmodern and intellectual." Do you understand what "postmodern" means? Because if you read the book, it's not postmodern and it's not "trying to be intellectual," it is an intelligent book. So now you just sound like a fucking idiot by attacking a book based off of a few facts that I took from it that I thought were interesting. It wasn't even a summary of the entire book.

Oh, and by the way, Gusfield predicted your anger over someone suggesting that there is another way to understand drunk driving.

EDIT: Rereading my post, you might mean that I'm trying to be postmodern and intellectual, which I don't even know how to respond to.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Donkey Lips on April 04, 2012, 07:00:38 AM

Sometimes I purposely leave the box of cereal open. Wide open. When my girl stays over and complains that I left the box open and the cereal got stale, I tell her I don't even eat that cereal, so she definitely did it.

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Post by: steve on April 04, 2012, 01:59:04 PM

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I don't know what your comment about percentages means. But I would venture to state that there are more sober drivers than drunk drivers at almost any given time, so I'm not sure what your other comment means either.

Also interesting fact, according to the book I mentioned earlier (The Culture of Public Problems by Joseph R. Gusfield), a surprising number of drunk drivers would be found when cops would do their DUI checkpoints and then estimates make those numbers even larger. So what Gusfield claims is interesting is not that drunk drivers get into accidents, but that there aren't as many accidents as we should expect by drunk drivers. There's the fact that all other attempts to stop fatalities from drunk driving (such as designing safer cars) have been shot down and ignored by the U.S., which is odd, and that most studies of drunk driving rates do not control for other things that increase the odds of having a car accident, such as gender, age, or driving experience. With this in mind, to then blame all drunk driving accidents on alcohol may not be accurate because potentially confounding variables are ignored.


I'm not saying people should drink and drive, but it's certainly interesting to think about how we have come to understand drunk driving and the ways in which it reflects a specific view of "valid" knowledge and reality.

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Can you really not understand what he means?!!

Basically - in the USA  32% of fatal automobile accidents involve drunk drivers, so with your logic you would say "well 68% involve sober drivers so its actually safer to drink drive"

But as you said there are a lot more sober drivers than drunk drivers on the road so that is not the case.

This is one of the most regular examples of someone trying to be postmodern and intellectual that I have ever seen.  We have come to see drunk driving as bad because all you have to do is go down to the ER and its staring you in the face.

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Where did you get 32% from the numbers Deekay stated? And did you read at all what I said? Aside from you obviously not understanding confounding variables or the fact that we don't really have as accurate of a way of proving that drunk driving is as bad as our society claims, no where did I say that drunk driving is not a bad thing. I'm not a fucking idiot. I just said that what this book is doing is looking into the social mechanisms behind why we have decided to handle drunk driving by calling it an individual decision and laying all of the blame on individuals deciding to drink and drive when there are other ways to understand this process and other steps to take to lower the rates of drunk driving fatalities.

But, let me assume that you skimmed my post and never read the book (nor do you ever plan on reading the book) before claiming that it's "trying to be postmodern and intellectual." Do you understand what "postmodern" means? Because if you read the book, it's not postmodern and it's not "trying to be intellectual," it is an intelligent book. So now you just sound like a fucking idiot by attacking a book based off of a few facts that I took from it that I thought were interesting. It wasn't even a summary of the entire book.

Oh, and by the way, Gusfield predicted your anger over someone suggesting that there is another way to understand drunk driving.

EDIT: Rereading my post, you might mean that I'm trying to be postmodern and intellectual, which I don't even know how to respond to.

MADD was founded in 1980, right around the time of DARE and all that cockamamy.

Since MADD, drunk driving laws and subsequent convictions have drastically risen. I've been pulled over more than once after having a few and cops have said that i would not pass a breathalyzer but was safe to drive so they will let me go. It's about safety. Drunk driving laws are often bullshit, again, put in place by lobbying groups such as MADD.

I'm not advocating for drunk driving rights but the laws are often outrageous.

With that said, driving Wasted is never a good idea. It has happened though, I think that folks who are asking "how can you get behind the wheel" either don't get all that drunk, because when you're in a blackout you aren't thinking about NOT driving, you're blacked out, or they're being awfully judgmental.  Personally, I no longer drive when i go out drinking because I know that i have no shut off mechanism, riding a bike a few miles helps with the hangover too

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monty Burns on April 04, 2012, 07:32:41 PM

I dont know man , no matter how drunk I get Ive never been lets fly this airplane , drive this truck or kill this person . Some stuff is just programed into the brain of what not to do

My dad used to drink and drive all the time , at the start I was too young to realise it  , but when I was told about it I stopped riding with him when he was drunk . I really disslike ppl who drink and drive , they are playing with their own life and even worse other peoples lives

I think its a more common problem in america cause of the great distances in some states . And other then cabs , theres no real good transportation alternative . Public transport is a important thing in keeping drunk driving down .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on April 04, 2012, 08:57:08 PM

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Sometimes I purposely leave the box of cereal open. Wide open. When my girl stays over and complains that I left the box open and the cereal got stale, I tell her I don't even eat that cereal, so she definitely did it.

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I've done similar things to my wife.  I'll do shit and then tell her she did it or deny it ever even happening.

walking up to my local skateshop when i was 16, i saw a hot girl through the window. i mentioned it, and when we get inside i realize its a team rider, tom rowe.(not a hot girl, a male) he gave me a ton of shit and i knew he would tell everyone at school, so i told everyone i saw that my friend had in fact been attracted to the guy and not me. drove my friend crazy and i felt like shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Facehead on April 09, 2012, 01:15:51 AM

Terrible drinking and driving story (not about me). Short version: childhood friend of mine gets caught drinking and driving, thrown in jail for the night. His father comes down to bail him out, and he's drunk, and drove there. Cops pick up on it, and father and son end up in jail together for drinking and driving, same cell.

Sad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on April 09, 2012, 01:29:55 AM

A friend of mine was drunk and entered the freeway going the wrong way. Crazy thing was that I almost did what he did sober before. It is a really confusing on-ramp and off-ramp situation, it is hard to explain. He hit someone head on and killed the passenger. He has been in jail for a long time. I am not saying that it wasn't the fault of the alcohol and that he should be driving, it is just that driving is confusing and dangerous. It is easy to fuck up sober and one wrong move can ruin your life.
http://www.ocregister.com/news/burchfield-68409-knight-driving.html (http://www.ocregister.com/news/burchfield-68409-knight-driving.html)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on April 09, 2012, 08:59:37 PM

It's really dumb, but I was talking to this girl I like the other day and I was trying to say "yeah, are you going to get fucked up over spring break??" as a joke because she's straightedge, but I said "are you going to get fucked?" instead. I was with a group of my friends and they just layed into me, no mercy at all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on April 09, 2012, 09:07:02 PM

Quote from: Made In China on April 09, 2012, 08:59:37 PM

It's really dumb, but I was talking to this girl I like the other day and I was trying to say "yeah, are you going to get fucked up over spring break??" as a joke because she's straightedge, but I said "are you going to get fucked?" instead. I was with a group of my friends and they just layed into me, no mercy at all.

That shit happens. It is difficult for our brains to not say what they really want sometimes. I was talking to this super hot (and married) woman that works at the place I intern at and I was trying to say that a certain volunteer had been 86'd. Instead I got most of 69'd out of my mouth before quickly saying what I meant to. She acted like nothing happened and probably didn't think anything of it because she is pretty vulgar but I was still embarrassed as all hell.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on April 09, 2012, 09:53:12 PM

damn, that makes a lot of sense actually. I've done some really dumb things with this girl too. Once she had a fat tray of cupcakes and she said she'd give me one if I could touch this thing on the ceiling. I did, but in the process my backpack hit her tray and knock them all down. Fuck I still feel bad about it...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on April 09, 2012, 10:16:55 PM

Quote from: Made In China on April 09, 2012, 08:59:37 PM

It's really dumb, but I was talking to this girl I like the other day and I was trying to say "yeah, are you going to get fucked up over spring break??" as a joke because she's straightedge, but I said "are you going to get fucked?" instead. I was with a group of my friends and they just layed into me, no mercy at all.

http://www.slapmagazine.com/component/option,com_jfusion/Itemid,4/index.php?topic=61049.0 (http://www.slapmagazine.com/component/option,com_jfusion/Itemid,4/index.php?topic=61049.0)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Participation on April 11, 2012, 02:43:55 AM

Quote from: Beeda Weeda on April 04, 2012, 04:56:42 AM

-i broke up with my gf 2 fucking years ago, it never really ever died down that much, lots of secret fucking and bullshit, now i find myself -wanting her back, even though i know its really a terrible decision. shes over me though.  good pussy is a hell of a drug.

how old are you? how long where you 2 together? was she your first love?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on April 12, 2012, 07:04:18 PM

Basically I've become too scared to go out anymore. I've just moved to Arizona where I have no friends. There's a skatepark down the road from where I live that I drive past a few times a day, circle the block around it, and then leave. I went there ten minutes ago, parked my car in the parking lot, thought about getting out to skate, and then left. I'm too scared to meet new people. The only person I know here is my girlfriend who I live with, and some of her family. I don't really know what to do. I'd really like to adventure out and meet some people or make some friends but I'm very afraid of doing so. This probably sounds ridiculous, but any help/advice would be greatly appreciated. I'm starting to feel like I've done a great disservice to myself by moving here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on April 12, 2012, 11:22:38 PM

Quote from: David on April 12, 2012, 07:04:18 PM

Basically I've become too scared to go out anymore. I've just moved to Arizona where I have no friends. There's a skatepark down the road from where I live that I drive past a few times a day, circle the block around it, and then leave. I went there ten minutes ago, parked my car in the parking lot, thought about getting out to skate, and then left. I'm too scared to meet new people. The only person I know here is my girlfriend who I live with, and some of her family. I don't really know what to do. I'd really like to adventure out and meet some people or make some friends but I'm very afraid of doing so. This probably sounds ridiculous, but any help/advice would be greatly appreciated. I'm starting to feel like I've done a great disservice to myself by moving here.

you just gotta break outta that comfort zone. i know its hard but once you actually go forth and do it youll realize its never as bad as you previously thought it was. i always find skateparks to be my most comfortable place to meet new people, just cuz of the atmosphere i guess. just skate and have fun fam. you aint gotta be a social butterfly or nothin but if you at the park just do you and if you happen to get along with somebody just take it from there. i feel yo pain ina way, im sure its probably weird going somewhere where you dont know anybody, but its either get out of your comfort zone or live life on some scared shit. id advise you to read some books on basic conversation and things like that, just so you can have a bit of confidence talking to new people. but like i said, it aint really that hard to meet new friends at the skatepark if you actually skate it. go out there and have some fun man! just have fun skating, do you, and youll find some friends eventually. its inevitable.

a few months from now youll prolly be more settled in and have made some friends so dont sweat it fam. if you're open to the opportunities presented to you and go forth with a positive mindset youll be aiiiight.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monty Burns on April 13, 2012, 03:21:10 PM

If I get too much time off work and just stay in side the whole time . I have problems going out . I feel like everybodys looking at me and judging me . Or that theres just too much ppl out there . First buss / metro / train ride is a nightmare cause there 50+ ppl there in a closed enviroment .

Trick is to just do it , not give a shit . Listen to a ipod and focus on that . After awhile you get used to it and you feel normal again

Not sure why I get like this cause Im a pretty social person . Go to that skatepark with a ipod on , just ignore ppl the first hour or so or day , just skate and listen to music . Next time you are there give the ppl a nod who you recognize and soon enough you will be talking to them maybe even the first day .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on April 13, 2012, 03:27:32 PM

Quote from: David on April 12, 2012, 07:04:18 PM

Basically I've become too scared to go out anymore. I've just moved to Arizona where I have no friends. There's a skatepark down the road from where I live that I drive past a few times a day, circle the block around it, and then leave. I went there ten minutes ago, parked my car in the parking lot, thought about getting out to skate, and then left. I'm too scared to meet new people. The only person I know here is my girlfriend who I live with, and some of her family. I don't really know what to do. I'd really like to adventure out and meet some people or make some friends but I'm very afraid of doing so. This probably sounds ridiculous, but any help/advice would be greatly appreciated. I'm starting to feel like I've done a great disservice to myself by moving here.

Be social, your thoughts are restricting you for no reason. I was debating whether to hang out with some people from work a few days ago. I decided to go. I turned out to be fun. Everyone there was surprised I showed up and were stoked. Just go to the park and you'll meet people there...for starters you and another person will have at least one thing in common. Also don't be discourage if things don't turn out good the first time or so.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sven thorkel on April 14, 2012, 03:53:22 PM

Quote from: David on April 12, 2012, 07:04:18 PM

Basically I've become too scared to go out anymore. I've just moved to Arizona where I have no friends. There's a skatepark down the road from where I live that I drive past a few times a day, circle the block around it, and then leave. I went there ten minutes ago, parked my car in the parking lot, thought about getting out to skate, and then left. I'm too scared to meet new people. The only person I know here is my girlfriend who I live with, and some of her family. I don't really know what to do. I'd really like to adventure out and meet some people or make some friends but I'm very afraid of doing so. This probably sounds ridiculous, but any help/advice would be greatly appreciated. I'm starting to feel like I've done a great disservice to myself by moving here.

watch annie hall. woody allen's character is so neurotic and unlikable, yet you see parallels between his character and yourself, then you're inspired to change just so you don't come off like that guy 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HeadInLionsMouth on April 15, 2012, 07:57:52 PM

Breakups used to be much easier before all of this social media bullshit.  I got dumped out of the blue almost 7 months ago and I can't seem to get over it completely.  It's made me really depressed, probably more so because I'm bummed that I can't get over her.  My self esteem is at an all time low.  I don't know what to do.  I feel like a jerk even complaining about it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: David Schwimmer on April 15, 2012, 08:11:44 PM

Quote from: HeadInLionsMouth on April 15, 2012, 07:57:52 PM

Breakups used to be much easier before all of this social media bullshit.  I got dumped out of the blue almost 7 months ago and I can't seem to get over it completely.  It's made me really depressed, probably more so because I'm bummed that I can't get over her.  My self esteem is at an all time low.  I don't know what to do.  I feel like a jerk even complaining about it

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: David on April 15, 2012, 08:16:01 PM

Quote from: HeadInLionsMouth on April 15, 2012, 07:57:52 PM

Breakups used to be much easier before all of this social media bullshit.  I got dumped out of the blue almost 7 months ago and I can't seem to get over it completely.  It's made me really depressed, probably more so because I'm bummed that I can't get over her.  My self esteem is at an all time low.  I don't know what to do.  I feel like a jerk even complaining about it

Drugs and drinking can possibly make this worse.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on April 16, 2012, 08:38:18 AM

Quote from: HeadInLionsMouth on April 15, 2012, 07:57:52 PM

Breakups used to be much easier before all of this social media bullshit.?  I got dumped out of the blue almost 7 months ago and I can't seem to get over it completely.?  It's made me really depressed, probably more so because I'm bummed that I can't get over her.?  My self esteem is at an all time low.?  I don't know what to do.?  I feel like a jerk even complaining about it

block her, I went through a rough break up. It has been so much better not being able to see what she is doing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monty Burns on April 16, 2012, 05:09:08 PM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on April 16, 2012, 08:38:18 AM

Quote from: HeadInLionsMouth on April 15, 2012, 07:57:52 PM

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Breakups used to be much easier before all of this social media bullshit.?  I got dumped out of the blue almost 7 months ago and I can't seem to get over it completely.?  It's made me really depressed, probably more so because I'm bummed that I can't get over her.?  My self esteem is at an all time low.?  I don't know what to do.?  I feel like a jerk even complaining about it

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block her, I went through a rough break up. It has been so much better not being able to see what she is doing.

Its abit weird , Started seeing this girl but it kinda went to shit . Now I have her on Facebook still and can see her updates . Which is pretty fucking crushing since she puts up pics all the time , and I get kinda jelouse when I see convos that she has with other dudes

Even weirder that completly dropping contact with me , and ignoring 2 PMs , she started "liking" my status  . wtf ...

Only keeping the FB cause I hope to try to pick it up with her at a later time in life ...


Best thing to get over girls is to go out and have fun . party and skate , work or go to school . Once you start getting laid again you usualy forget about the other girl

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DMH on April 18, 2012, 10:24:52 AM

I, like Leo Romero, can't turn my backside flips the entire 180 degrees...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: trannies and mannies on April 22, 2012, 10:33:24 PM

Real confession: I might have chuckled at one of meathead genious's posts. It was an out-of-body experience, it just kind of happened.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: finknoos on April 24, 2012, 01:17:56 PM

i like yo flips to fakie on tranny

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ivegotlevitation on April 24, 2012, 01:22:53 PM

Quote from: finknoos on April 24, 2012, 01:17:56 PM

i like yo flips to fakie on tranny

time for an intervention

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monty Burns on April 24, 2012, 04:35:21 PM

Quote from: finknoos on April 24, 2012, 01:17:56 PM

i like yo flips to fakie on tranny

Cody ? is that you ?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on April 25, 2012, 12:41:23 PM

I live inside my head, in a fantasy world. In this world I idealize people, situations and most importantly myself. This leads to the real world making me disappointed and depressed everyday, making the world a pretty scary place. So what do I do? I retreat even more, inside of my head and isolate myself.

All my life I have been using a cognitive defense mechanism where I think that I am special and thus different (read: better) than everyone else. While I know I am special - everyone is, I know I am no better or worse than anyone else. But its a real hard way of thinking to learn out of.

I have a pretty bad self-esteem which I compensate with the above-mentioned way of thinking/fantasy

I need a constant creative outlet or I get depressed.

Lately Ive grinded my teeth a lot and my jaw constanly hurts.

I am in constant chest pain from anxiety and emotional pain (its a stinging kind of sensation above my heart). I feel emotional reactions extremely strongly (but my SSRI medicine has blunted some of these feelings out). I have a huge fear of being judged, but cant seem to feel happy when people give me praise or compliments. Essentially, theres a wall between me and other people.

I am very very good at analyzing other people, listening to their problems and offering them help. People seem to open up to me. Still, I always feel that I am missing a connection - most importantly an emotional connection with other people/the world. It kills.

I started a new temporary job guiding and councelling children. I am pretty good at it, but the loud noises of elementary school enviroment make me really stressed and occasionally dizzy. For the past couple of weeks I have felt so mentally tired after the (relatively short) workdays that I feel like I just need to go lie in my bed the rest of the day.

Writing almost always helps when I feel bad. Skating always helps too, but I cant really do it anymore and it contributes to my depression/social isolation in a major way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on April 25, 2012, 09:05:27 PM

Thinking about getting a vasectomy, then put in fake balls if that's possible (lol). I just really don't want to bring a child into this world, let alone be responsible for another person. I'm not a child person and I don't want to give a child all my time, resources, etc. If I ever do decided on wanting a child, I'll adopt. Yeah I'm still young, but I think heavily about things like this. In the end I'll probably back out.

Also not having sex was really bother me for months after my ex and I broke up. It was seriously stressing me out how I'll have a good sex life. Now I don't even care that much. Haven't given up on girls, just whatever happens, happens. I feel like a big weight has been lifted now that I dont care.

I'll be working towards a career in therapy, and I truly do enjoy helping people but I often wonder if this is the right career. I'm not set on any career. I've thought about being a mortician, a therapist, researcher, and something to do with travel. I'm almost done with my psychology degree and I feel that I've put in too much time and effort to see it go to waste. I love psychology though, just not sure.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Greg Ostertag on April 25, 2012, 10:57:04 PM

Don't adopt, dude. If you're going to have a baby, make it count. Spray semen. Make it look like you. You're bringing a baby into "this world," but this world for you isn't a zombie farm in Haiti. Life isn't that bad. There's nothing inside of us that we haven't put there ourselves, except babies. The world is what you make it. Being depressed is favorable when you consider being dead. The more you pussyfoot around in this earth, the more likely it is that your atoms will be dispersed into a babies diaper when you die. Sex isn't just so your little peepee head feels good and you make funny faces. Bring a child into this motherfucker. There's nothing else.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on April 25, 2012, 11:36:58 PM

Because all of the kids that are looking for families and want to be adopted aren't as much of people to you, can't have as much of an impact on your life, or carry on your legacy because they're not your genetic material? That's idiotic.

Crass-fuck it, adopt if you want a kid later on. Plus, if you get one that's not a baby, that kid will totally owe you for life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Greg Ostertag on April 26, 2012, 12:07:31 AM

Don't criticize my post unless you're making a point, dude. Crass never said he was genetically unable to reproduce. I'm singing the praises of the system of mammalia. Correct me if I'm wrong, Crass. I'm defending your nuts here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mandibleclaw on April 26, 2012, 12:12:57 AM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on April 25, 2012, 09:05:27 PM

Thinking about getting a vasectomy, then put in fake balls if that's possible (lol).

i don't think you understand what a vasectomy does.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Archie Bunker on April 26, 2012, 01:07:22 AM

two of my friends were adopted, and they are both complete dicks to their parents. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on April 26, 2012, 08:48:23 AM

Quote from: Archie Bunker on April 26, 2012, 01:07:22 AM

two of my friends were adopted, and they are both complete dicks to their parents. 

The parents should return them and get their money back then.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on April 26, 2012, 11:01:10 AM

I can reproduce. I was afraid of that, I didn't want to come off as a person that thinks times now are the worst ever. I guess it's more of taking care of a child. And I do care a little about passing on my genes but in the end it isn't that important. There's so many kids out there that would be happy to have a home and caring parents.

Oh shit, I've been misinformed for all these years. I thought a vasectomy got rid of your balls. a quick search on wiki and the doctor just snips something.

Well it's a gamble with any child, adoption or having your own. Some kids are easy to raise and others are really difficult.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monty Burns on April 26, 2012, 12:24:11 PM

Most kids ive known who are adopted have really loved their " fake " parents . And the parents really loved their "fake" kid . Its not all about that its your natural kid , theres more to being a parent or father then just putting seed in a woman . Tons of Fake parents who are more parents then the natural ones

that being said I would much rather have my own real kid then adopt . But I guess if it comes to adoption I would love that kid like my own .

Kids are nothing to be made light of . Crass you might not have met the right woman just now to have kids with . or marry or what ever . Think you can spend most time in life thinking you dont want wife and kids to then 1 year later have both and love it

As for a job . I fucking love my job so much but still have doubts now and then if I shouldnt have done something ells

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on April 26, 2012, 02:22:42 PM

wait, you thought a vasectomy was getting your balls cut off and you still wanted one?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: David on April 26, 2012, 03:01:26 PM

You're killing me, Crass.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LOU.502 on April 28, 2012, 03:02:55 AM

Hey fellas, sorry to burst in again, but believe it or not I've found this thread in the forum to be really helpful in the past, and I actually think Sk8D000D was the one to convince me to go into rehab. Basically, when I was 17 I really fucking up my back. I used to totally be into stair jumping and rails, but when  I hurt my back one summer I got prescribed percocets, which, through a girl, who was a few years older than me at the time got me into Heroin. I was able to kick it during highschool, but freshmen year of college, I broke my hip, and lost some of the flow connections I was getting, and was supsequuently prescribed opana for a while which was tapered back into percs again. Around the same time I was smoking a ton of weed and it got to the point where It was facilitating in tons of anxiety and vomit inducing panic attacks, at which time I was prescribed xanax. Needless to say I got hooked on them as well, in addition to my already disturbingly deep alcohol addiction This really led to the delcline of my skating too. You know, I was never really too good, but I rode for a shop, and got some random rep flow product here and there, which I was obviously hyped on, and then my druggin stuff took me from that, and due to my poor body health I kept getting hurt.  But, My cheating girl kicked me out of my apartment fairly recently, ann things got quite worse. I have always had stomach and liver problems since birth, and after partying I would often wake up in Hospitals, being warned of my impending death. Thanks to this section of the forum, I was encouraged to go to detox, and have caught up in school, and am nearly finished with my IOP rehab on Monday! I've been skating really well lately and finally getting most of my old tricks back and even learning new ones. I'm on the right track, been working and did really well in school this semester, got a job, and and am moving back out of my parent;s house soon. I made it three months sober!... until tonight, when I decided to get benzo'd out of my fucking skull and smashed on some stoli. I'm not quite sure what to do at this point. I feel really really guilty. I'm not sure how to handle it. Lonliness has taken it's toll I guess. I don;t know guys. I'm only 20 and the last thing I want is to spend the rest of my life on this rollercoaster you know? I just feel really guilty and stupid. This shit has almost killed me so many times and I don;t really know what to do right now. I graduate from the rehab program moday and I feel like shit about it. I'm just a little lost and It's kindza scary. I really have some stuff I wanna do with my life, some bigger seemingly childish dreams, and i'M scared I just fucked everything Up I've been working for. Sorry for the huge diatribe fellas, just a lot to try to get some of this stuff out in a place I lreally love, and strangely enough feel kinda safe in.  

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Eschaton on April 28, 2012, 11:33:31 AM

Quote from: Zurg on April 26, 2012, 02:22:42 PM

wait, you thought a vasectomy was getting your balls cut off and you still wanted one?

This is the most shocking part of the whole conversation.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on April 28, 2012, 03:04:03 PM

Quote from: LOU.502 on April 28, 2012, 03:02:55 AM

Hey fellas, sorry to burst in again, but believe it or not I've found this thread in the forum to be really helpful in the past, and I actually think Sk8D000D was the one to convince me to go into rehab. Basically, when I was 17 I really fucking up my back. I used to totally be into stair jumping and rails, but when  I hurt my back one summer I got prescribed percocets, which, through a girl, who was a few years older than me at the time got me into Heroin. I was able to kick it during highschool, but freshmen year of college, I broke my hip, and lost some of the flow connections I was getting, and was supsequuently prescribed opana for a while which was tapered back into percs again. Around the same time I was smoking a ton of weed and it got to the point where It was facilitating in tons of anxiety and vomit inducing panic attacks, at which time I was prescribed xanax. Needless to say I got hooked on them as well, in addition to my already disturbingly deep alcohol addiction This really led to the delcline of my skating too. You know, I was never really too good, but I rode for a shop, and got some random rep flow product here and there, which I was obviously hyped on, and then my druggin stuff took me from that, and due to my poor body health I kept getting hurt.  But, My cheating girl kicked me out of my apartment fairly recently, ann things got quite worse. I have always had stomach and liver problems since birth, and after partying I would often wake up in Hospitals, being warned of my impending death. Thanks to this section of the forum, I was encouraged to go to detox, and have caught up in school, and am nearly finished with my IOP rehab on Monday! I've been skating really well lately and finally getting most of my old tricks back and even learning new ones. I'm on the right track, been working and did really well in school this semester, got a job, and and am moving back out of my parent;s house soon. I made it three months sober!... until tonight, when I decided to get benzo'd out of my fucking skull and smashed on some stoli. I'm not quite sure what to do at this point. I feel really really guilty. I'm not sure how to handle it. Lonliness has taken it's toll I guess. I don;t know guys. I'm only 20 and the last thing I want is to spend the rest of my life on this rollercoaster you know? I just feel really guilty and stupid. This shit has almost killed me so many times and I don;t really know what to do right now. I graduate from the rehab program moday and I feel like shit about it. I'm just a little lost and It's kindza scary. I really have some stuff I wanna do with my life, some bigger seemingly childish dreams, and i'M scared I just fucked everything Up I've been working for. Sorry for the huge diatribe fellas, just a lot to try to get some of this stuff out in a place I lreally love, and strangely enough feel kinda safe in.  

Im stoked that I helped with your decision to detox. i feel you tho man, you live & you learn. You've been making progress towards turning your life around and will continue to do so as long as you maintain a positive mindset and try your best to stay focused. theres always gonna be regrets & setbacks in hindsight but at the end of the day you just have to turn those bad feelings into motivation to get on the right track. vividly remember how bad _______ felt so the next time you see yourself about to do something impulsive you have that in the back of your head as a reminder of the consequences. you've gotta good head on your shoulders LOU just stay positive & continue to make an effort at being more self-disciplined and over time everything will work out fine. you've got my support fam!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: KoRnholio8 on April 29, 2012, 01:01:04 PM

Okay, I'm feeling a little bit down myself, though my situations seems like a dream come true compared to some of your confessions.

The problem I've got, is that I've spread my self too thin and now I'm paying for it. I'm a translator and have been working part time as a student for 2.5 years. Last year there were 5 months with no work and I started looking for an additional translation agency, just to be safe once my life as a student is over. Luckily enough, I now have one full time translating job and one part time (depends on available projects). This at times means I am super busy and have absolutely no time for anything else but chores.

This, of course, means I can't skateboard when the pressure is on - but more recently I've just lost so much of stamina, power and skill that getting back on my skate can be frustrating (mostly fun as ever though). The thin part is also due to my skate website I've been running for 11 years now and which always had a loyal following, only to have it diminish now, that I haven't got enough time to create original content (as much as I used too). Due to this website I've also invested quite some cash into photo and video equipment (which I now want to add to all the time), which I haven't got the opportunity to use much.

Lastly, I've moved in with my GF to another city (7 years spent in another with many great friends, while here there is only a whole lot of acquaintances) and now have to write my thesis or I'll be forced to pay back the last year of my scholarship. Also, when my workload is manageable, I find a way to postpone my work to the last second and have to forget about skateboarding again.

I know I'm not lazy (I just spend 1,5 h browsing the net "aimlessly", other than that I'm always doing something), but just this doing stuff on so many fronts seems like I'm not doing enough or anything really. Kinda brings my motivation down... /end rant, time to be productive.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wario on April 30, 2012, 11:13:02 AM

Quote from: Zurg on April 26, 2012, 02:22:42 PM

wait, you thought a vasectomy was getting your balls cut off and you still wanted one?

that's like the time i finally manned up to get an STD test only to find out the swab pleasantly palpated my dong.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on May 13, 2012, 09:04:54 AM

I've only ever drank a couple of gulps of alcohol here and there and only ever had one shot, but lately I've really been wanting to get drunk. Like really drunk, like in the movies drunk. I don't know why, but it's kind of hard when my parents only ever keep red wine in the house.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cancelled on May 13, 2012, 10:40:38 AM

just find a god'amn hobo.  theyll buy you a fifth of kentucky deluxe, for a shooter or two of course.  your recomended doasge to get drunk would probably be a fifth of kentucky deluxe for your head.  finest bourbon youll find.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: David Schwimmer on May 13, 2012, 11:55:08 AM

Quote from: Made In China on May 13, 2012, 09:04:54 AM

I've only ever drank a couple of gulps of alcohol here and there and only ever had one shot, but lately I've really been wanting to get drunk. Like really drunk, like in the movies drunk. I don't know why, but it's kind of hard when my parents only ever keep red wine in the house.

Oh how it is to be young and innocent, don't worry you'll get your chance and you'll never want to drink again.

Real talk gentlemen, the man behind the David Schwimmer account has been sober for two weeks (even weed), and moving to a place in Long Beach. It's the happiest he's ever been.


-Dave

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mundungus on May 13, 2012, 12:00:24 PM

Quote from: cancelled on May 13, 2012, 10:40:38 AM

just find a god'amn hobo.  theyll buy you a fifth of kentucky deluxe, for a shooter or two of course.  your recomended doasge to get drunk would probably be a fifth of kentucky deluxe for your head.  finest bourbon youll find.

Yeah drink a 5th. That might get you buzzed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Archie Bunker on May 13, 2012, 05:27:08 PM

and make sure it's kentucky deluxe.  it gets you the drunkest without giving you any sort of hangover.  the cheaper the better

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on May 15, 2012, 10:24:00 AM

My gf's little sister always manages to unintentionally flash me while I am minding my own business almost every time she stays with us...Not looking to, but Would.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Unbridled Technical Precision on May 15, 2012, 10:31:11 AM

Quote from: ttching! on May 15, 2012, 10:24:00 AM

My gf's little sister always manages to unintentionally flash me while I am minding my own business almost every time she stays with us...Not looking to, but Would.

if you would, then you shall...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chockfullofthat on May 15, 2012, 11:07:02 AM

Quote from: Zurg on April 26, 2012, 02:22:42 PM

wait, you thought a vasectomy was getting your balls cut off and you still wanted one?

I'm crying...from the laughter.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on May 15, 2012, 12:37:18 PM

Quote from: ttching! on May 15, 2012, 10:24:00 AM

My gf's little sister always manages to unintentionally flash me while I am minding my own business almost every time she stays with us...Not looking to, but Would.

How does one do that unintentionally?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on May 15, 2012, 01:15:10 PM

Quote from: Unbridled Technical Precision on May 15, 2012, 10:31:11 AM

if you would, then you shall...

I work around tons of hot females in an area of the city with tons of hot females.  Would but shall not.  I have an amazing three-year old.  I'm going to do anything that might fuck up her life.

Quote from: happenstance on May 15, 2012, 12:37:18 PM

How does one do that unintentionally?

Wearing short shorts without underwear, and/or not getting dressed in the bathroom with the door shut when you are staying at someone's little NYC apartment.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chockfullofthat on May 15, 2012, 01:53:40 PM

Quote from: ttching! on May 15, 2012, 01:15:10 PM

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if you would, then you shall...

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I work around tons of hot females in an area of the city with tons of hot females.?  Would but shall not.?  I have an amazing three-year old.?  I'm going to do anything that might fuck up her life.

Quote from: happenstance on May 15, 2012, 12:37:18 PM

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How does one do that unintentionally?

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Wearing short shorts without underwear, and/or not getting dressed in the bathroom with the door shut when you are staying at someone's little NYC apartment.

(http://randomshitfromguys.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/11/yo-dawg-thats-fucked-up.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on May 15, 2012, 03:35:39 PM

Quote from: chockfullofthat on May 15, 2012, 01:53:40 PM

Quote from: ttching! on May 15, 2012, 01:15:10 PM

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Quote from: Unbridled Technical Precision on May 15, 2012, 10:31:11 AM

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if you would, then you shall...

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I work around tons of hot females in an area of the city with tons of hot females.?  Would but shall not.?  I have an amazing three-year old.?  I'm going to do anything that might fuck up her life.

Quote from: happenstance on May 15, 2012, 12:37:18 PM

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How does one do that unintentionally?

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Wearing short shorts without underwear, and/or not getting dressed in the bathroom with the door shut when you are staying at someone's little NYC apartment.

[close]

(http://randomshitfromguys.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/11/yo-dawg-thats-fucked-up.jpg)

While having a stable, happy, two-parent household is by no means a guarantee of a person growing up to be a stable, happy, well adjusted adult, it doesn't hurt. Her mom and I are good together, no need to be fooling around. The little one is the best thing that ever happened to me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on May 15, 2012, 03:38:03 PM

The joke was you left out a "not."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on May 15, 2012, 05:13:41 PM

That is fucked up.  I didn't even notice, even with it bolded.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gutterhead. on May 15, 2012, 11:13:41 PM

that's hilarious, hahaha!

Here's my real confession..
I've been with my girlfriend for 4 years, been really good friends with her for 10. We have a mutual friend, who at one point in time was my closest friends (a girl). She texts me often and we go out to eat and stuff, which has been going on for a while with nothing bad at all. Here it gets interesting. One night the other weekend, she calls me up at 3 AM saying she's outside my place and needs to crash, of course, I let her in. Shit goes down, we fuck, and i feel like shit. We wake up and i'm freaking out, she gets dressed and leaves only saying "I can keep a secret if you can." Should i come clean to my girlfriend? Should i take it to my grave? I dont want to fuck shit up, cause the girl i'm with may easily be the girl i spend the rest of my life with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on May 16, 2012, 12:12:41 AM

Quote from: gutterhead. on May 15, 2012, 11:13:41 PM

that's hilarious, hahaha!

Here's my real confession..
I've been with my girlfriend for 4 years, been really good friends with her for 10. We have a mutual friend, who at one point in time was my closest friends (a girl). She texts me often and we go out to eat and stuff, which has been going on for a while with nothing bad at all. Here it gets interesting. One night the other weekend, she calls me up at 3 AM saying she's outside my place and needs to crash, of course, I let her in. Shit goes down, we fuck, and i feel like shit. We wake up and i'm freaking out, she gets dressed and leaves only saying "I can keep a secret if you can." Should i come clean to my girlfriend? Should i take it to my grave? I dont want to fuck shit up, cause the girl i'm with may easily be the girl i spend the rest of my life with.

Don't say anything, never ever!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chockfullofthat on May 16, 2012, 07:29:41 AM

Quote from: gutterhead. on May 15, 2012, 11:13:41 PM

that's hilarious, hahaha!

Here's my real confession..
I've been with my girlfriend for 4 years, been really good friends with her for 10. We have a mutual friend, who at one point in time was my closest friends (a girl). She texts me often and we go out to eat and stuff, which has been going on for a while with nothing bad at all. Here it gets interesting. One night the other weekend, she calls me up at 3 AM saying she's outside my place and needs to crash, of course, I let her in. Shit goes down, we fuck, and i feel like shit. We wake up and i'm freaking out, she gets dressed and leaves only saying "I can keep a secret if you can." Should i come clean to my girlfriend? Should i take it to my grave? I dont want to fuck shit up, cause the girl i'm with may easily be the girl i spend the rest of my life with.

Why'd you do it?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Greg Ostertag on May 16, 2012, 01:28:07 PM

Just spend the rest of your life with both of them. You've got a Cult Leader's Starter Kit, my dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: trannies and mannies on May 16, 2012, 05:40:55 PM

Tell your girlfriend you were practicing some new sex moves on the other girl that will intensify your sex lives. She will be curious and want to fuck you right there. Its a win win.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monty Burns on May 16, 2012, 07:07:15 PM

Quote from: HATE! on May 16, 2012, 08:05:38 AM

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that's hilarious, hahaha!

Here's my real confession..
I've been with my girlfriend for 4 years, been really good friends with her for 10. We have a mutual friend, who at one point in time was my closest friends (a girl). She texts me often and we go out to eat and stuff, which has been going on for a while with nothing bad at all. Here it gets interesting. One night the other weekend, she calls me up at 3 AM saying she's outside my place and needs to crash, of course, I let her in. Shit goes down, we fuck, and i feel like shit. We wake up and i'm freaking out, she gets dressed and leaves only saying "I can keep a secret if you can." Should i come clean to my girlfriend? Should i take it to my grave? I dont want to fuck shit up, cause the girl i'm with may easily be the girl i spend the rest of my life with.

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Why'd you do it?

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Kinda think you are fucked . Either tell her and hope for the best . Or live with it and hope your guilt ( if you have some ) wont eat you up until you turn into a mad man with a sniper rifle in a church tower

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gutterhead. on May 16, 2012, 10:43:13 PM

For those asking why I did it.. She crawled into my bed while I was sleeping/half asleep and started making out with me, that's fucking entrapment right there. As for an update... I've decided i want to tell her, it's just a matter of figuring out how.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on May 17, 2012, 12:06:21 AM

damn gutterhead that sounds like a lil situation right there but real talk i can respect yo honesty in wanting to tell her. both options can work perfectly or totally fail so really at the end of the day you just gotta follow your gut. now that i think about it telling her probably the only option where you have at least some control over the outcome

-you could not tell her & hope you get over your guilt and move on as everything stays the same, but that can fuck you over big time if your girl finds out somehow. "secrets" are often revealed over time so really its up to chance

-coming clean and telling her could work but you'd have to hit a fucking home run on that explanation & apology, and you can definitely expect the relationship between the 2 girls to change drastically whether she forgives you or not.


if you feel like telling her is the right thing to do then you should definitely do but make sure that explanation is extremely good! if this was skyrim yo speechcraft would need to be up in the 90's to pull this off my nigga, make sure you come prepared. the sooner the better too cuz you never know when that little secret may come out


excuse my over-analysis im on some extra high shit just tryna help someone out. good luck fam!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on May 17, 2012, 07:09:15 AM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on May 17, 2012, 12:06:21 AM

damn gutterhead that sounds like a lil situation right there but real talk i can respect yo honesty in wanting to tell her. both options can work perfectly or totally fail so really at the end of the day you just gotta follow your gut. now that i think about it telling her probably the only option where you have at least some control over the outcome

-you could not tell her & hope you get over your guilt and move on as everything stays the same, but that can fuck you over big time if your girl finds out somehow. "secrets" are often revealed over time so really its up to chance

-coming clean and telling her could work but you'd have to hit a fucking home run on that explanation & apology, and you can definitely expect the relationship between the 2 girls to change drastically whether she forgives you or not.


if you feel like telling her is the right thing to do then you should definitely do but make sure that explanation is extremely good! if this was skyrim yo speechcraft would need to be up in the 90's to pull this off my nigga, make sure you come prepared. the sooner the better too cuz you never know when that little secret may come out


excuse my over-analysis im on some extra high shit just tryna help someone out. good luck fam!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on May 17, 2012, 07:32:43 AM

PRISONER'S DILEMMA!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monty Burns on May 17, 2012, 06:52:24 PM

tell her when she is sleeping . technicly that counts

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cosme on May 18, 2012, 04:37:21 AM

Crimes and Misdemeanors (Woody Allen - 1989) - Final scenes (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_hhPd2F0GCg#ws)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on May 19, 2012, 02:50:05 AM

It feels good to come clean but does not help the relationship. There is a chance she will leave you of course, but if she stays, things can be tough. I cheated on my ex after being together for two years. I didn't see myself as ever doing such a thing. I was in Spain and it just sort of fell in my lap and I lost my good judgement. I couldn't live with myself and told her. She was an emotional rollercoaster for months and understandably so. I was basically in the wrong for the rest of the relationship. She claimed she forgave me but her demeanor with me was irrevocably changed. It was definitely the catalyst that ended the relationship. We lasted another year but it was a rough year. The question becomes, do you tell her and deal with the consequences or live with the guilt? I know I would never cheat again. I would also probably tell the truth again, the guilt was too great. I just want to warn you of my experience. Of course, as Dood said, the secret can come out which makes the matter more complicated. Good luck with the situation.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Greg Ostertag on May 19, 2012, 07:17:09 PM

Quote from: happenstance on May 19, 2012, 02:50:05 AM

She was an emotional rollercoaster for months and understandably so. I was basically in the wrong for the rest of the relationship. She claimed she forgave me but her demeanor with me was irrevocably changed. It was definitely the catalyst that ended the relationship.

This^

I've been there. She's going to be so sour. Once you've "betrayed the trust," you're out in the cold. Staying the course is certainly not worth it, my dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on May 20, 2012, 05:39:51 PM

dont tell her. break up, sooner than later, but dont tell her thats why. find other reasons that you guys shouldnt be together (im sure there are plenty). theres no real way to make it work if she finds out, and at least if you break up you dont have to deal with the guilt. once you do break up DO NOT date the other girl. fuck her or whatever, but i wouldnt get too into her, she obviously cant be upfront about her feelings for you and ended up taking advantage of you no matter how she wants to play it. but definitely fuck her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pica on May 21, 2012, 08:06:12 AM

Quote from: gutterhead. on May 16, 2012, 10:43:13 PM

For those asking why I did it.. She crawled into my bed while I was sleeping/half asleep and started making out with me, that's fucking entrapment right there. As for an update... I've decided i want to tell her, it's just a matter of figuring out how.

i'd set up a nice dinner at an romantic restaurant, candle light, violin player, red wine...
 and then give here one of those ring cases with your little secret inside written on a post it.
she'll love it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steve on May 21, 2012, 02:26:34 PM

you've got a dilemma, that is for sure.

I will tell you that I have cheated on a few girls who I very much cared about, one of whom I had been in a 4 year stint with.

When I didn't tell them, I very soon realized that I didn't respect them enough to be honest so I kept fucking around and dragged out the relationship. Eventually, as someone suggested, finding another way to break it off.

When I did tell, and they kept me around, I soon lost respect because there is no way that I would stay with a woman who had lied/cheated/whatever, and broke it off.

It's all about respect. I can't say respecting your girl to the utmost is a preventative measure. Everyone has moments of doubt and indiscretion, but at the same time, whether she will stay with me or not, there is NO way I'm staying with someone that I fucked around on.

Maybe I'm not the best guy for relationship advice... When I do meet someone worth sticking with it's going to be time to quit drinking and going to bars... those activities are my ultimate downfall.

good luck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HeadInLionsMouth on May 21, 2012, 03:04:22 PM

I would tell her.  The guilt would weigh me down too much.  Honesty is the best policy, for real though.  It sucks to have to completely rebuild trust, but it sounds like you really like this lady and if you think she's the kind of girl who'd stick with you then go for it. 

I say just sack up and deal with the consequences of you actions, no matter how rough they may be. Even if it doesn't turn out like you planned, I think you'll feel better about it in the long run because you at least tried to make amends instead of skirting the issue all together.  You can do it!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on May 21, 2012, 04:36:23 PM

i speak from experience when i say that the only time i was ever put into a situation like you're in (same thing pretty much) i let it happen because i wasnt happy in the relationship. maybe re-evaluate the relationship and decide if you really even want to be with her. be ready to deal with another year of horrible fights over nothing because the trust is gone and she is deep down always going to be pissed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on June 24, 2012, 01:07:51 PM

*sigh*

Once again another girl fuckin bailed on me. Things were going good. We were texting a lot, she gave me hints about going on a date, and I asked her about dinner and a movie, she said yes. She looked happy to see me at work. Then when I tired planning the dated she was too busy. I just told her forget about it. I get so close to dating a girl, then out of nowhere they just bail or say it's not a good time.

Then I found out a few days ago, when my ex and i decided to do a long distance relationship that started last December and ended around March, she had a boyfriend the entire time. Now I can actually say I'm finally over her.

I'm starting to deal with these disappoints a lot better than in the past. Life goes on, can't let these girls ruin my hopes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grand_Larsony on June 24, 2012, 03:29:08 PM

Was dating this girl from about the beginning of April, and I was really into her and wanted to move things forward but she had all these trust issues from past relationships going sour. Things sorta started slowing down; we wouldn't hang out as much, she kept blowing me off, saying she wasn't feeling good or had an appointment or something, but she would just go to partys without me (I know cause she would be tagged in pictures on FB) Well my senior prom was a few days ago, and she was my date (she's a year behind me). Things were going fine until after the ceremonies our school put off a "safe grad (its basically just a bunch of activities the school put together to try and keep people from getting drunk)". She was acting weird, it seemed to me that she would keep trying to ditch me, although she was my date... Well she ended up leaving early, which i wasn't stoked on but she said she was really tired and wanted to go to sleep.

Anyways, fast forward 2 days and there's this huge camping trip organized for everyone to go get smashed in a field (this was last night btw). She told me she couldn't go because she didn't have a ride, and I wasn't driving and there was no room in my buddy's car. So I head out there, not expecting to see her, but sure enough there she is. At this point I didn't know what to think because she told me she wasn't coming up, but anyways we start drinking.

So I was sharing a tent with my one of my best friends Desmond, and this girl and him are friends, and i had my suspicions that he liked her, but never really got into it with either of them. Anyways, it gets dark, and im pretty drunk, and I go to our tent to grab another beer, and she's there in the tent with him, I didn't say anything and just sat there and talked to them like things were cool, but then later on we were sitting around a campfire, and right in front of me, she gets up and sits on his lap. At first I was surprised that she would do that right in front of me, but then i was sorta pissed. I walked over to her and said i needed to talk to her, and confronted her about her and Desmond. She denied everything and said they were just friends, and we got into it about whether there was anything going on between them, and i said something along the lines of "If there's something going on between you guys tell me now so I know I'm not just wasting my time". She said she just wanted to be friends with me...didn't see it coming. Hurt like hell man. So im sitting by the fire sippin down my beer and everyone else is headin back to their tents to pass out, and not wanting to just sit there by myself, I do the same.

The next morning I notice Desmond has a fresh hickey on his neck so i asked him about it. At least he had the balls to tell me that it was her. I felt like punching him but I didn't. Wish I had. Needless to say things between me and her are done for. Pretty bummed here today...For some reason, every girl that Im actually into falls for one of my best friends...Has happened 3 times in the past 2 years.
And sorry if the story sounds complicating, it's because it is complicating

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on June 24, 2012, 03:46:03 PM

dang guy, hickeys are so complicating.

hang in there champ.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Strike A Pose on June 25, 2012, 06:33:19 AM

Quote from: Grand_Larsony on June 24, 2012, 03:29:08 PM

Was dating this girl from about the beginning of April, and I was really into her and wanted to move things forward but she had all these trust issues from past relationships going sour. Things sorta started slowing down; we wouldn't hang out as much, she kept blowing me off, saying she wasn't feeling good or had an appointment or something, but she would just go to partys without me (I know cause she would be tagged in pictures on FB) Well my senior prom was a few days ago, and she was my date (she's a year behind me). Things were going fine until after the ceremonies our school put off a "safe grad (its basically just a bunch of activities the school put together to try and keep people from getting drunk)". She was acting weird, it seemed to me that she would keep trying to ditch me, although she was my date... Well she ended up leaving early, which i wasn't stoked on but she said she was really tired and wanted to go to sleep.

Anyways, fast forward 2 days and there's this huge camping trip organized for everyone to go get smashed in a field (this was last night btw). She told me she couldn't go because she didn't have a ride, and I wasn't driving and there was no room in my buddy's car. So I head out there, not expecting to see her, but sure enough there she is. At this point I didn't know what to think because she told me she wasn't coming up, but anyways we start drinking.

So I was sharing a tent with my one of my best friends Desmond, and this girl and him are friends, and i had my suspicions that he liked her, but never really got into it with either of them. Anyways, it gets dark, and im pretty drunk, and I go to our tent to grab another beer, and she's there in the tent with him, I didn't say anything and just sat there and talked to them like things were cool, but then later on we were sitting around a campfire, and right in front of me, she gets up and sits on his lap. At first I was surprised that she would do that right in front of me, but then i was sorta pissed. I walked over to her and said i needed to talk to her, and confronted her about her and Desmond. She denied everything and said they were just friends, and we got into it about whether there was anything going on between them, and i said something along the lines of "If there's something going on between you guys tell me now so I know I'm not just wasting my time". She said she just wanted to be friends with me...didn't see it coming. Hurt like hell man. So im sitting by the fire sippin down my beer and everyone else is headin back to their tents to pass out, and not wanting to just sit there by myself, I do the same.

The next morning I notice Desmond has a fresh hickey on his neck so i asked him about it. At least he had the balls to tell me that it was her. I felt like punching him but I didn't. Wish I had. Needless to say things between me and her are done for. Pretty bummed here today...For some reason, every girl that Im actually into falls for one of my best friends...Has happened 3 times in the past 2 years.
And sorry if the story sounds complicating, it's because it is complicating

Lol

No swag.

U lost so bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brianwilson on June 25, 2012, 02:31:11 PM

Quote from: HATE! on June 25, 2012, 02:11:42 PM

Fuck high school.?  Just wait, man.?  Shit rarely plays out like that in adult life.?  Here are some tips.

1.?  Fuck drinking with some girls in a field.?  If you've got a big ass fire and some tents, that's some dude shit.?  No one wants to bring in "memories" and emotion into getting wasted by a fire.?  I bet there was some douchebag with an acoustic guitar there too, huh??  Fuck that, wait til you're a little older and you go on a real camping trip where all you bring is guns and beer.

2.?  You did the right thing by calling her on her shit.?  Now stick to it.?  In a few weeks after not talking to her, she'll start wondering what's wrong with her because you're not giving her the time of day.?  Blow her off again.?  Keep doing it.?  Eventually after a month or so she can't take it.?  Buy condoms because it's too fucking easy at that point.?  And if she ends up sticking it out with a dude named DESMOND (hahaha!), then so the fuck what.


3.?  You just graduated, right??  At some point, you need to leave.?  Go somewhere else.?  Take your skateboard and a homie and go have an adveture somewhere.?  Document with photos.?  Next time at a party tell the funniest story from your trip.?  Girls will react because fucking DESMOND just works at Subway and then trie to scam some fucking Boone's Farm for after work.?  You will have done some shit and therefore are more interesting!

There's so many more, but this should help for now.

Hate basically summed it up. The same thing might keep happening to you with an awesome girl. And she might break your heart and you're going to cry your eyes out. It happens and fucking sucks. But you know what, that wasn't the girl you were suppose to be with. Because it looked like you were the only one trying. And reading that let us know that you're a guy you gives a fuck, and actually cares. And it sounds so stupid to say and hear, but you can't give up. Push through, give it some time, and stay warm.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dontfearthereefer on June 25, 2012, 06:55:44 PM

i don't even care/try to get laid anymore, maybe its the fluoride in the water

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on June 25, 2012, 07:35:41 PM

Quote from: Dontfearthereefer on June 25, 2012, 06:55:44 PM

i don't even care/try to get laid anymore, maybe its the fluoride in the water

you're not alone. I had a high sex drive when I was in a relationship. Now it's whatever. If it happens, it happens.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Greg Ostertag on June 26, 2012, 12:02:41 AM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on June 25, 2012, 07:35:41 PM

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i don't even care/try to get laid anymore, maybe its the fluoride in the water

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you're not alone. I had a high sex drive when I was in a relationship. Now it's whatever. If it happens, it happens.

Ive had two lady customers call my work phone to ask me out for drinks. I turned them down. For some reason, aggressive/ forward girls are a turnoff for me. I don't like feeling like I'm being pursued, I suppose.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: finknoos on June 26, 2012, 01:21:24 AM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on June 25, 2012, 07:35:41 PM

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you're not alone. I had a high sex drive when I was in a relationship. Now it's whatever. If it happens, it happens.

I was like that after my last ex, but with some girls it can be usefull.

If they can see that you are talking to them just for the sake of a conversation and that you dont really have sex on the mind then they'l be more likely to be wondering why sex isnt on your mind and if its their fault. If they think youre not attracted to them, they will usually try to fix this by putting your willy in their mouth. Doesnt always work obviously, but youd be suprised how many chicks want sex if youre just a tiny bit flirty but not atall sexual.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: thepman on June 28, 2012, 08:54:58 AM

Quote from: David on January 15, 2012, 02:14:26 PM

I like ABBA.

Don't be ashamed! I'm also an ABBA lover.

Last year I passed out at a music festival after getting far too drunk, woke up at like 6am to find i'd shat and pissed myself. I was still drunk at this point and wandered to the festivals loos, which are disgusting. Was in there for about 45 minutes clearing stuff up and ended up ditching my boxers. I got back to my tent and fell asleep till like 10 and woke up and there was shit on my air bed and i'd also pretty much slept in my own vomit. Such a gross/ashamed feeling waking up that morning.
I laugh at this now though, especially with my friends and my girlfriend even digs into me about it haha. Strangely enough though my stomach hasn't been the same since that night.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BARACKOBAMA on June 29, 2012, 09:01:48 PM

I lurk here too often to not throw a few thoughts in.

I have a problem with damaged women. it literally seems to be the only type of woman I'm attracted to (or will talk to me). There's been this girl that I've had it bad for since 2 years ago. This summer we start hanging out regularly and she opens up to me on levels that I know no one else has experienced, she tells me about being in therapy and all kinds of stuff. anyway, the problem comes in the fact that shes a slut. not in the trashy sense but in some strange enlightened sasha grey kind of way. she just fucks guys like its sport. that is, except me. Despite my best efforts she refuses to let me in and I instead have been forced to watch her take down numerous men. I know its no good but I'll be damned if I want nothing more than to get like 4-5 nuts on this chick. its like we both know we should but she just wont. crazy bitch.

also, I lowkey fucks with Justin Bieber's "Boyfriend"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on June 29, 2012, 09:12:50 PM

Quote from: BARACKOBAMA on June 29, 2012, 09:01:48 PM

I lurk here too often to not throw a few thoughts in.

I have a problem with damaged women. it literally seems to be the only type of woman I'm attracted to (or will talk to me). There's been this girl that I've had it bad for since 2 years ago. This summer we start hanging out regularly and she opens up to me on levels that I know no one else has experienced, she tells me about being in therapy and all kinds of stuff. anyway, the problem comes in the fact that shes a slut. not in the trashy sense but in some strange enlightened sasha grey kind of way. she just fucks guys like its sport. that is, except me. Despite my best efforts she refuses to let me in and I instead have been forced to watch her take down numerous men. I know its no good but I'll be damned if I want nothing more than to get like 4-5 nuts on this chick. its like we both know we should but she just wont. crazy bitch.

also, I lowkey fucks with Justin Bieber's "Boyfriend"

I can really relate to the bolded. I always seem to be naturally attracted to the crazy girls. Beyond that, I would say forget that chick. It sounds destructive to stay attracted to her. There are a lot of other girls out there! Lots of other crazy ones that will let you get down too!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr Steve Brule on June 29, 2012, 10:53:49 PM

About time I posted in here.

Right now my girlfriend is subleasing from my best friend at our apartment.  She is living here with me until the end of July when she moves into her new apartment, and my best friend comes back to move in again with me.  This was not my idea, it was all my girlfriend.  Basically 2 or so nights a week I get shitfaced drunk and fall in love with my girlfriend all over again.  The other nights I don't care to be with her anymore.  So I'm pretty sure I'm leaving this girl as soon as she moves out.  She is all about soul mates and marraige and for once I would just like to be in a fucking relationship where it isn't about "forever".  Basically I haven't had anyone to tell this to so this online messageboard will have to do.

Also, bought my first pair of 874 dickies the other day thanks to you slap.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steve on July 01, 2012, 01:10:54 PM

Quote from: happenstance on June 29, 2012, 09:12:50 PM

Quote from: BARACKOBAMA on June 29, 2012, 09:01:48 PM

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I lurk here too often to not throw a few thoughts in.

I have a problem with damaged women. it literally seems to be the only type of woman I'm attracted to (or will talk to me). There's been this girl that I've had it bad for since 2 years ago. This summer we start hanging out regularly and she opens up to me on levels that I know no one else has experienced, she tells me about being in therapy and all kinds of stuff. anyway, the problem comes in the fact that shes a slut. not in the trashy sense but in some strange enlightened sasha grey kind of way. she just fucks guys like its sport. that is, except me. Despite my best efforts she refuses to let me in and I instead have been forced to watch her take down numerous men. I know its no good but I'll be damned if I want nothing more than to get like 4-5 nuts on this chick. its like we both know we should but she just wont. crazy bitch.

also, I lowkey fucks with Justin Bieber's "Boyfriend"

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I can really relate to the bolded. I always seem to be naturally attracted to the crazy girls. Beyond that, I would say forget that chick. It sounds destructive to stay attracted to her. There are a lot of other girls out there! Lots of other crazy ones that will let you get down too!

I used to think crazy chicks were more interesting and that I could deal with a certain level of psychological malfunction. I don't even want to fuck them anymore, it's always giving too much for too little in return. Drop that chick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on July 01, 2012, 05:51:56 PM

Quote from: BARACKOBAMA on June 29, 2012, 09:01:48 PM

also, I lowkey fucks with Justin Bieber's "Boyfriend"

I was about to get on you about this but then I thought about how I be watching Keeping up with the Kardashians sometimes which is just as gay. I mean if it makes any difference I'm always on my iPod lurking slap and what not when I watch that shit so it's not like it has my full attention. Now it sounds like I'm in denial about liking that show. Fuck it I like Keeping up with the Kardashians, I've probably seen like 93% of the episodes and I'm about to watch the new episode that comes on in like 10 minutes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on July 01, 2012, 06:06:57 PM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on July 01, 2012, 05:51:56 PM

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I was about to get on you about this but then I thought about how I be watching Keeping up with the Kardashians sometimes which is just as gay. I mean if it makes any difference I'm always on my iPod lurking slap and what not when I watch that shit so it's not like it has my full attention. Now it sounds like I'm in denial about liking that show. Fuck it I like Keeping up with the Kardashians, I've probably seen like 93% of the episodes and I'm about to watch the new episode that comes on in like 10 minutes.

don't have no shame in yr game, man. i watch it on the regular too and you best believe i'm about to watch part 2 of the Dominican Republic vacay. Sunday is my Kardash Day and even Gawd knows it (sorry Jesus!)

Scott is pretty fuckin funny too. he has constant one-liner hammers.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Perro Mojado on July 01, 2012, 06:33:15 PM

i sucked dick for cocaine before

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on July 01, 2012, 06:53:42 PM

Quote from: smokecrack on July 01, 2012, 06:06:57 PM

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also, I lowkey fucks with Justin Bieber's "Boyfriend"

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I was about to get on you about this but then I thought about how I be watching Keeping up with the Kardashians sometimes which is just as gay. I mean if it makes any difference I'm always on my iPod lurking slap and what not when I watch that shit so it's not like it has my full attention. Now it sounds like I'm in denial about liking that show. Fuck it I like Keeping up with the Kardashians, I've probably seen like 93% of the episodes and I'm about to watch the new episode that comes on in like 10 minutes.

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don't have no shame in yr game, man. i watch it on the regular too and you best believe i'm about to watch part 2 of the Dominican Republic vacay. Sunday is my Kardash Day and even Gawd knows it (sorry Jesus!)

Scott is pretty fuckin funny too. he has constant one-liner hammers.

Someone needs to tell the homie Bruce to take out them damn ear rings though. Nigga is like 50 with some ear rings on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: trannies and mannies on July 01, 2012, 09:40:40 PM

I don't have cable at my house anymore, but when I did I watched the Kardashian shows. Occasionally you would get some gems with Kim's ass.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on July 01, 2012, 10:57:49 PM

Quote from: trannies and mannies on July 01, 2012, 09:40:40 PM

I don't have cable at my house anymore, but when I did I watched the Kardashian shows. Occasionally you would get some gems with Kim's ass.

You missed that shit tonight son. Kim was shaking that shit in a bikini. It was mesmerizing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on July 02, 2012, 12:31:21 AM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on July 01, 2012, 10:57:49 PM

Quote from: trannies and mannies on July 01, 2012, 09:40:40 PM

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I don't have cable at my house anymore, but when I did I watched the Kardashian shows. Occasionally you would get some gems with Kim's ass.

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You missed that shit tonight son. Kim was shaking that shit in a bikini. It was mesmerizing.

trannies and mannies literally missed the best Kim ass moment ever on the show.

she was clappin it in the water like a champ. it was glorious. phenomenal, even.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on July 02, 2012, 10:12:22 AM

What episode was it? I'll sit through an episode to see this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: trannies and mannies on July 02, 2012, 10:20:44 AM

link?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on July 02, 2012, 11:42:59 AM

Not sure what the episode was called. All I know is that it's the newest episode and it's the part two episode of their Dominican Rebublic vacation.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Unbridled Technical Precision on July 02, 2012, 06:59:26 PM

hahahaha already sounds great.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on July 02, 2012, 07:11:51 PM

the episode is called "Dominican Republic, Part 2". it's around the 30 minute mark or so. (she's in a bikini in other parts of the episode too though.)

there's a bunch of links here. just click on them a few times to get to the video player. the first few are already removed, but some of them should work.

http://www.sidereel.com/Keeping_Up_with_the_Kardashians/season-7/episode-7/search (http://www.sidereel.com/Keeping_Up_with_the_Kardashians/season-7/episode-7/search)

(this site eventually puts up legal links to places like itunes or whatever, but you have to pay for those. just make sure you ignore any of the links with $ sings on them.)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: oyolar on July 02, 2012, 08:07:32 PM

+1 buddy. Thank you so very much.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on July 03, 2012, 12:52:47 PM

im sure this can be gif'd without having to watch a whole episode?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chockfullofthat on July 03, 2012, 02:40:58 PM

Quote from: Zurg on July 03, 2012, 12:52:47 PM

im sure this can be gif'd without having to watch a whole episode?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on July 03, 2012, 06:25:11 PM

Yes! Somebody please gif that shit. It could turn the shittiest threads into greatness

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cadillac Ranch Dressing on July 03, 2012, 06:53:02 PM

Was it this?

(http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m6lrzdETYF1qdp053o3_500.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GarglesCmen on July 04, 2012, 12:56:15 AM

Quote from: Cadillac Ranch Dressing on July 03, 2012, 06:53:02 PM

Was it this?

(http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m6lrzdETYF1qdp053o3_500.gif)

Yes. thank you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 10, 2012, 12:48:47 AM

I knew we were fucked in the head but this is too much! Buttcracks on women is just as bad as on men, fucking turn off!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grand_Larsony on July 10, 2012, 08:27:06 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on July 10, 2012, 12:48:47 AM

I knew we were fucked in the head but this is too much! Buttcracks on women is just as bad as on men, fucking turn off!

.

If it were a gronk-ass 500 lbs bitch, yea okay, maybe that's gross.. but Kim Kardashian? Ca'monnn. I don't understand that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: William Jefferson Clinton on July 13, 2012, 12:18:46 AM

This girl that have been going out with for about a month is a compulsive liar. I like her alot but I dont think I can deal with that shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dylandude on July 13, 2012, 02:08:12 PM

C U N T S

Me and a bunch of my homies live in a house together. For a couple months this one dude bailed to Europe to skate. We needed to fill his zone with some $'s in order to make rent. So, we decided to temporarily lease his room out to these two chicks. They signed a lease but couldn't front the deposit but bought us a keg of PBR so we figured it was chill. After a few months of living with these chicks we collectively as bros decided they needed to bounce. There were many reasons, but the main complaint was that they were bammer chicks with bammer chick friends and they weren't really displaying the sort of chill vibe that was pretty established before they moved in. So, we respectively gave them a months notice, delivered march 1st and that was that.
 
On the 7th day of March while all the bros were vacant from the house. The chicks just up and left. Didn't clean the room, didn't leave a check just straight up bounced. No notice, no nothing. Leaving us bros to come up with a solid G to pay our land lord.

10 days later still haven't figured out how to pay the land lord, sorta stressin, totally bummed. We celebrated St. Patrick.

As is customary we got collectively wasted. Started drinking around noon (we were all drinking Guinness and didn't eat anything until about 5pm).

We go out to this bar to scope for chicks and low and behold we see the cunts that stiffed us. Everyone else is I guess level headed enough to keep cool/ are not as drunk as I am.  As soon as I see them it's over. I sit down at their table and literally say nothing. I just sit and stare at both of them trying to vibe them out of the bar. Five mins pass before one bitch yells "What the fuck!" at me. To which I silently reply with a strong finger pointed at the exit of the bar. "Fuck you" the other bitch says to me. "This ain't your bar." Which again warrants the aforementioned response by yours truly.

Five more mins pass. The bitches wrangle a dude who is roaming the bar collecting empty pint glasses. They point to me and say to him.
"He's bothering us." The waiter looks at me and looks at the girls.
I say,"I'm sitting here. I can't sit here?" Dinero in THE DEER HUNTER,  Pesci in GOODFELLAS, forget about it. The waiter says to the girls.
"This ain't my job" and bails. Now I'm smiling.

But they bail. And I am left alone and feel like I've wasted a huge opportunity. I kept feeling like I had lost to them again. That even though I'd forced them to leave the table they were sitting at that, that wasn't enough. They'd fucked me and my friends for money. MONEY. We could have built the illest mini ramp in the back yard with a solid G. Instead we were all scrambling trying to pick up extra shifts at our respective shitty restaurant jobs. Calling our parents, or our siblings, or our uncles and aunts. Any way to find a lil bit of extra money to cover up this horrible stain. And I just let them go. I didn't go off on em, I didn't "accidently" spill my drink which got all over them. Nothing. I just vibed em real hard. What the fuck?

I am still sitting at the table in the bar feeling the alcohol and this terrible sense of regret and impending doom surge throughout my system as I am still sitting at the table in the bar feeling these feelings. I finally get up to look for the rest of the bros but I can't find them and bail.

I start walking back toward my house as is protocol in these types of situations. When communication is lost return to base. Then I see one of the bitches cars. I see the license plate that reads I<3RAGS. A white jeep Cherokee that is hauntingly everywhere. I see a rock to the outside of my right foot. I don't see anything wrong with the following actions I take otherwise I don't think I would have taken them.

Hood up and crouched I force that fucking rock hard into the body of the white jeep Cherokee. I do two panels and peace.

I don't fucking regret it.


PS.
I know this has nothing to do with Kim's ass but that GIF above belongs in a different section of this message board.

Best,
dylandude.
       

 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on July 13, 2012, 08:23:24 PM

^ great fucking story. i'm not really into revenge or anything, but those bitches had it coming.

that deserves a gnar.

(ps. don't tell us where to post our booties, guy. >:()

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dylandude on July 13, 2012, 10:40:39 PM

sorry I'm a newb. I just just love that "one" section so much I was over come :p

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dask8d00d on July 14, 2012, 05:13:00 AM

Quote from: William Jefferson Clinton on July 13, 2012, 12:18:46 AM

This girl that have been going out with for about a month is a compulsive liar. I like her alot but I dont think I can deal with that shit.

drop that chick ASAP. It's NEVER worth it as over time the lies usually get outta hand

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: David on July 14, 2012, 05:05:05 PM

You could start compulsively lying with her.

Let it become a competition of sorts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beeda Weeda on July 17, 2012, 08:30:49 AM

let her go mentally, and fuck with her, if shes lying, she cheating. 
kill her and fuck her,
fuck her and kill her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mommy, Shane O'Neil stole the Butter on July 17, 2012, 10:11:22 AM

Quote from: Beeda Weeda on July 17, 2012, 08:30:49 AM

let her go mentally, and fuck with her, if shes lying, she cheating. 
kill her and fuck her,
fuck her and kill her.

All the advice you need right there, game on

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PFIASB. on July 17, 2012, 03:41:02 PM

i wish it was winter right now so i could snowboard

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on July 19, 2012, 09:59:08 AM

^Heavy shit.

I am subletting at a friends house right now and my room is on the 3rd floor of a 3 story house. There is no bathroom on that floor. I got lazy and pissed in a bottle two nights ago. Yesterday, I wanted to get rid of it. There were a lot of people walking around the house so I threw it in my backpack thinking I would toss it on the way to work. The closest place I can park for free is half a mile from my job so there are plenty of trash cans. Yeah, I totally forgot. I was in the office all day with a rather large bottle of piss in my bag. It was beckoning to be revealed like the tell-tale heart but I got away clean.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dask8d00d on July 19, 2012, 11:47:22 AM

I feel like venting for sec as its hot as fuck at work an this lunch break bores me

As some of the Pals know, I've recently had to deal with a handful of unexpected deaths of loved ones within the past few months, and while at first it had me temporarily more emotionally reactive than usual, I've found that its actually been a spiritually enlightening experience for me.

Ever since i was lil kid I've always had a strong desire to be great. This is nothing new. However, I now feel as if I have the nessicary drive to accomplish such greatness. The deaths of family & friends have formed an urgency within myself to live every day with strong purpose and intent, as well as having a profound, positive impact on those around me as they did with their lives. It's like now I gotta represent not only them, but myself & anybody who hopes to one day live their life to its absolute highest potential. My entire life is now based on proving one single point: That ANYONE can do ANYTHING they can think of as long as they put forth the nessicary focus & effort to do so. See, people usually know how to do most of things they wish to accomplish yet they lack the self-discipline to fully, 100% do all of the required things in order to reach said goals. I've taken it upon myself to be a prime example of such a process in order o inspire others to do the same.

I've evolved many of my natural characteristics into something greater. My general curiosity into an insatiable thirst for knowledge. My strong competive drive into an intense perfectionism towards my craft. My arrogance into an unquestionable self-belief. At 18 years old, if I continue to develop myself at such a high rate, I'll be an unstoppable force before I even reach the legal drinking age. The sky is the limit.

Now I know many people often wonder why I am so open here. It's because I've chosen the SLAP community as one of the few groups of people to witness the genesis of the cultural icon I am to become. With skateboarding as my first love, it is only right that I give back in one way or another. Y'all get the exclusive, as skateboarders have always been amongst those I value the most within my peer group. Consider it as a gift from me to you.

Yours truly,

Will Easley aka DaSk8D00D aka 2012's most prolific & controversial poster on SLAP aka dat nigga you either love or love to hate.

/iPhone essay writing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on July 19, 2012, 01:50:05 PM

I never live in the moment. Its really problematic, since it also means I am never satisfied or at ease. If I dont escape into my thoughts or to some fantasy about the past or future I just get bored with whatever I am doing. Anyone out there that can relate? I am trying to practice mindfulness and meditation to fight this problem, all suggestions are more than welcome.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dask8d00d on July 19, 2012, 02:23:10 PM

Quote from: Bronson on July 19, 2012, 01:50:05 PM

I never live in the moment. Its really problematic, since it also means I am never satisfied or at ease. If I dont escape into my thoughts or to some fantasy about the past or future I just get bored with whatever I am doing. Anyone out there that can relate? I am trying to practice mindfulness and meditation to fight this problem, all suggestions are more than welcome.

I know exactly where you are coming from as I too once had the same problem.

When faced with boredome the mind naturally wonders towards anxieties of potienal future problems. To avoid this, we look for outside distractions to help pass the free time that we have. We then grow dependent on such distractions wether they be drugs & alcohol, novelty entertainments, killing time on the Internet, etc. however they distractions have a drug like effect...they wear off. We then constantly look more & more outside ourselves, eventually leading to an unsatisfactory way of life. The instant gratification of entertainment may be easier to take up, but leads us nowhere, constantly band-aiding a deeper problem within ourselves.

What you must do is find your niche and a purpose within yourself to be good at it. Something you are deeply passionate about wether it be a skill you would liketo learn, some form of art, or a long term goal. Then you must totally accept the fact that in order to gain a higher pleasure in life, you MUST ABSOLUTELY learn to endure hard practice & drudge work in order to master these things. You have to totally immerse yourself within your work. At first, doing so we be almost unbearably slow paced compared to your petty distractions, but not only are you learning this new skill, you are teaching yoursf self discipline that will last you a lifetime. Soon you will get better and start to notice your progress, motivating you to work even more. Your work then becomes more & more pleasurable as you grow more skilled and immerse yur mind into it. This is your new "distraction" except you are actually being productive and gaining the self discipline that will last you a lifetime. This in turn, leads you towards more long term happiness.


Excuse any typos in that shit as these walls of text become difficult to edit ona phone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Unbridled Technical Precision on July 19, 2012, 02:40:24 PM

damn DOOD, damn...
(https://encrypted-tbn2.google.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcTv0lnSmmxR_TQy0fUdn9MbKsowZaY6f2PsOOctupVZiD3eYvLXSw)

 that should honestly be put in the "what's the meaning of life" thread and then shut down.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PFIASB. on July 19, 2012, 04:37:29 PM

Quote from: happenstance on July 19, 2012, 09:59:08 AM

^Heavy shit.

thanks for the neg you fucking brainwashed product of slap. You've obviously never snowboarded before, you just hate because everyone else does and your trying to fit in. 'fuck outta here

snowboarding > skateboarding.

yeah i said it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cadillac Ranch Dressing on July 19, 2012, 04:41:06 PM

Quote from: PFIASB. on July 19, 2012, 04:37:29 PM

Quote from: happenstance on July 19, 2012, 09:59:08 AM

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^Heavy shit.

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thanks for the neg you fucking brainwashed product of slap. You've obviously never snowboarded before, you just hate because everyone else does and your trying to fit in. 'fuck outta here

snowboarding > skateboarding.

yeah i said it.

http://www.crude-behavior.com/forum/ubbthreads.php?ubb=cfrm&c=3 (http://www.crude-behavior.com/forum/ubbthreads.php?ubb=cfrm&c=3)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dask8d00d on July 19, 2012, 04:54:39 PM

Quote from: PFIASB. on July 19, 2012, 04:37:29 PM

Quote from: happenstance on July 19, 2012, 09:59:08 AM

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^Heavy shit.

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thanks for the neg you fucking brainwashed product of slap. You've obviously never snowboarded before, you just hate because everyone else does and your trying to fit in. 'fuck outta here

snowboarding > skateboarding.

yeah i said it.

(http://dc611.4shared.com/img/_qSqm43R/s3/8625f341a62a089df93b46de63fe5b.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on July 19, 2012, 05:48:23 PM

Quote from: PFIASB. on July 19, 2012, 04:37:29 PM

Quote from: happenstance on July 19, 2012, 09:59:08 AM

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^Heavy shit.

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thanks for the neg you fucking brainwashed product of slap. You've obviously never snowboarded before, you just hate because everyone else does and your trying to fit in. 'fuck outta here

snowboarding > skateboarding.

yeah i said it.

Wow dude, chill the fuck out. I guess it is hard to distinguish tone in type. You put that you want winter to start so you can snowboard in a 'real confessions' thread. You were almost poking fun at yourself (as this is a skate site where you admitted to wanting to end 'skateboarding season'), or at least that is the way I see it. So I poked fun at the fact that you gave a "heavy" confession. I actually snowboarded from the age of 8 up to about 22 or so (26 now). I gave it up because I rather spend my free time skating and I hate getting injured on anything but a skateboard - and snowboarding can get pretty damn dangerous. I can see myself snowboarding again if a friend invited me, it just hasn't happened in a few years. So yeah, don't you feel bad for overreacting?

Edit: Dick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pinche gringo on July 19, 2012, 06:54:25 PM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on July 19, 2012, 02:23:10 PM

Quote from: Bronson on July 19, 2012, 01:50:05 PM

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I never live in the moment. Its really problematic, since it also means I am never satisfied or at ease. If I dont escape into my thoughts or to some fantasy about the past or future I just get bored with whatever I am doing. Anyone out there that can relate? I am trying to practice mindfulness and meditation to fight this problem, all suggestions are more than welcome.

[close]

I know exactly where you are coming from as I too once had the same problem.

When faced with boredome the mind naturally wonders towards anxieties of potienal future problems. To avoid this, we look for outside distractions to help pass the free time that we have. We then grow dependent on such distractions wether they be drugs & alcohol, novelty entertainments, killing time on the Internet, etc. however they distractions have a drug like effect...they wear off. We then constantly look more & more outside ourselves, eventually leading to an unsatisfactory way of life. The instant gratification of entertainment may be easier to take up, but leads us nowhere, constantly band-aiding a deeper problem within ourselves.

What you must do is find your niche and a purpose within yourself to be good at it. Something you are deeply passionate about wether it be a skill you would liketo learn, some form of art, or a long term goal. Then you must totally accept the fact that in order to gain a higher pleasure in life, you MUST ABSOLUTELY learn to endure hard practice & drudge work in order to master these things. You have to totally immerse yourself within your work. At first, doing so we be almost unbearably slow paced compared to your petty distractions, but not only are you learning this new skill, you are teaching yoursf self discipline that will last you a lifetime. Soon you will get better and start to notice your progress, motivating you to work even more. Your work then becomes more & more pleasurable as you grow more skilled and immerse yur mind into it. This is your new "distraction" except you are actually being productive and gaining the self discipline that will last you a lifetime. This in turn, leads you towards more long term happiness.


Excuse any typos in that shit as these walls of text become difficult to edit ona phone.

Right on Dood.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PFIASB. on July 19, 2012, 07:47:53 PM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on July 19, 2012, 04:54:39 PM

(http://dc611.4shared.com/img/_qSqm43R/s3/8625f341a62a089df93b46de63fe5b.gif)

you joined like 6 months ago and think you own slap or somethin cant take you serious.
You're just a boring unfunny version of my penis is on my forehead.

Quote from: happenstance on July 19, 2012, 05:48:23 PM

Wow dude, chill the fuck out. I guess it is hard to distinguish tone in type. You put that you want winter to start so you can snowboard in a 'real confessions' thread. You were almost poking fun at yourself (as this is a skate site where you admitted to wanting to end 'skateboarding season'), or at least that is the way I see it. So I poked fun at the fact that you gave a "heavy" confession. I actually snowboarded from the age of 8 up to about 22 or so (26 now). I gave it up because I rather spend my free time skating and I hate getting injured on anything but a skateboard - and snowboarding can get pretty damn dangerous. I can see myself snowboarding again if a friend invited me, it just hasn't happened in a few years. So yeah, don't you feel bad for overreacting?

Edit: Dick.

tldr i just hate people that act like skateboarding is the only thing you should like and everything else is wrong.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dask8d00d on July 19, 2012, 07:50:02 PM

Quote from: PFIASB. on July 19, 2012, 07:47:53 PM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on July 19, 2012, 04:54:39 PM

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(http://dc611.4shared.com/img/_qSqm43R/s3/8625f341a62a089df93b46de63fe5b.gif)

[close]

you joined like 6 months ago and think you own slap or somethin cant take you serious.
You're just a boring unfunny version of my penis is on my forehead.

maybe i didnt make myself clear enough the first time...


(http://dc495.4shared.com/img/Q2K-ycYo/s3/6b98de67839794127e8c7d7c4aa3ad.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PFIASB. on July 19, 2012, 07:56:23 PM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on July 19, 2012, 07:50:02 PM

Quote from: PFIASB. on July 19, 2012, 07:47:53 PM

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Quote from: DaSk8D00D on July 19, 2012, 04:54:39 PM

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(http://dc611.4shared.com/img/_qSqm43R/s3/8625f341a62a089df93b46de63fe5b.gif)

[close]

you joined like 6 months ago and think you own slap or somethin cant take you serious.
You're just a boring unfunny version of my penis is on my forehead.

[close]

maybe i didnt make myself clear enough the first time...


(http://dc495.4shared.com/img/Q2K-ycYo/s3/6b98de67839794127e8c7d7c4aa3ad.gif)

maybe i didnt make myself clear enough the first time..

you joined like 6 months ago and think you own slap or somethin
You just a knockoff a bitchmade cum guzzlin fuckboy version of rawb
 

(http://www.fairfaxunderground.com/forum/file.php?2,file=64381,filename=hangover.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Numeral on July 25, 2012, 11:50:25 AM

my inability to go to sleep like a normal person is causing me problems with everything else in my life.
I can't get to work early ever, can't make appointments in time ever, even missing appointments with my own boss. or stuff that I set myself.

I've tried everything, reading, warm milk, weed, it's like I just need to be awake everyday until 4:00AM and then of course I can't for the life of me wake up before noon, I've tried just staying awake to see if I go to sleep early the next day and no dice.

the times I've tried to just stay awake I spend the day in daze like a freaking zombie and then as soon as I get home I can't sleep even though I been awake for two days.

I been thinking it may be stress related but I don't feel stressed out, and it's not anxiety, even though I get anxious and want stuff to happen faster for me, I'm not dwelling on stuff all day long.

I don't know what the hell to do anymore it's like I need more time during the day to do other stuff and I end up going to bed at 4:00AM every day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dontfearthereefer on July 25, 2012, 01:51:45 PM

you should just do lots of cocaine

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dask8d00d on July 25, 2012, 03:26:28 PM

Quote from: Numeral on July 25, 2012, 11:50:25 AM

my inability to go to sleep like a normal person is causing me problems with everything else in my life.
I can't get to work early ever, can't make appointments in time ever, even missing appointments with my own boss. or stuff that I set myself.

I've tried everything, reading, warm milk, weed, it's like I just need to be awake everyday until 4:00AM and then of course I can't for the life of me wake up before noon, I've tried just staying awake to see if I go to sleep early the next day and no dice.

the times I've tried to just stay awake I spend the day in daze like a freaking zombie and then as soon as I get home I can't sleep even though I been awake for two days.

I been thinking it may be stress related but I don't feel stressed out, and it's not anxiety, even though I get anxious and want stuff to happen faster for me, I'm not dwelling on stuff all day long.

I don't know what the hell to do anymore it's like I need more time during the day to do other stuff and I end up going to bed at 4:00AM every day.

I've suffered from insomnia ever since I was a toddler. I've learned how to somewhat manage it but I usually take 2 of these(http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/41qKGO4SmZL._SL500_AA300_.jpg) an hour or 2 before I want to go to bed and they always get me drowsy enough for an easy sleep. Just make sure you have about 7-8 hours of actual rest or it'll be a pain to wake up in the morning. They usually have em by the register at Walgreens but I'm sure you can find them elsewhere as well.

Also when I smoke weed late at night it pretty much always makes me stay up that much later. especially if I get realllly high. that shit adds on another 2-3 hours for me even when I'm already drowsy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steve on July 25, 2012, 03:48:50 PM

Quote from: Numeral on July 25, 2012, 11:50:25 AM

my inability to go to sleep like a normal person is causing me problems with everything else in my life.
I can't get to work early ever, can't make appointments in time ever, even missing appointments with my own boss. or stuff that I set myself.

I've tried everything, reading, warm milk, weed, it's like I just need to be awake everyday until 4:00AM and then of course I can't for the life of me wake up before noon, I've tried just staying awake to see if I go to sleep early the next day and no dice.

the times I've tried to just stay awake I spend the day in daze like a freaking zombie and then as soon as I get home I can't sleep even though I been awake for two days.

I been thinking it may be stress related but I don't feel stressed out, and it's not anxiety, even though I get anxious and want stuff to happen faster for me, I'm not dwelling on stuff all day long.

I don't know what the hell to do anymore it's like I need more time during the day to do other stuff and I end up going to bed at 4:00AM every day.

find a melatonin supplement. it will work with your circadian cycles (sleep cycles)
I take this stuff when I need it. I'm not sure where you can get it, my ex hooked me up from the holistic doctors officer her roomie worked in, but it's available online. Pharmacies sell capsules.
 http://www.vitaminscripts.com/melatonin-nano-plex-5-fl-oz-liquid-premier-research.aspx (http://www.vitaminscripts.com/melatonin-nano-plex-5-fl-oz-liquid-premier-research.aspx)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Melatonin (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Melatonin) here's the wiki

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Numeral on July 26, 2012, 11:30:59 AM

thanks dudes, I'm trying to avoid sleeping pills. I think I'm gonna try first something I have been trying to avoid which is to go joggin before going to bed.

It's like naturally my mind activily refuses to shot down for some sleep. Yesterday I was hella tired and I was like no, I wanna stay awake, even though I consciously knew it was gonna fuck me up and it did, today I received an e-mail from my boss and rrhh.

It wasn't serious but if I keep it up it's gonna blow up in my face.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dark Knight on July 26, 2012, 04:11:16 PM

Force yourself to wake up early for a few days and your body will compensate.  I had trouble waking up early and would go to bed around 2:30-3:00am everyday.  I forced myself to wake up early (5-6am) for a little less than a week and it did the trick.  I'm actually tired and ready to go to bed before midnight, something I hadn't done since I was young.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steve on July 26, 2012, 07:50:24 PM

Quote from: Numeral on July 26, 2012, 11:30:59 AM

thanks dudes, I'm trying to avoid sleeping pills. I think I'm gonna try first something I have been trying to avoid which is to go joggin before going to bed.

It's like naturally my mind activily refuses to shot down for some sleep. Yesterday I was hella tired and I was like no, I wanna stay awake, even though I consciously knew it was gonna fuck me up and it did, today I received an e-mail from my boss and rrhh.

It wasn't serious but if I keep it up it's gonna blow up in my face.

right on, man, although this shit is synthesized, your body releases melatonin when darkness begins to fall. however, if your sleep cycles are off, your body isn't releasing/producing the natural amount of melatonin. It's not all that different than metabolism, if you let that shit get thrown  out of whack, it isn't going to work but with exercise and right diet, it will start plugging along again. introducing a bit of synthetic melatonin can be really helpful in getting the rhythm going again. I'm only saying this because it's not like a sleeping pill.

Either way, running before bed  can help but it can also keep you up. I try to get my activity going on early in the day, running, riding, etc, and practice yoga at night. good luck amigo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on July 27, 2012, 01:19:36 PM

move to the appropriate time zone. problem solved

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on July 27, 2012, 03:29:53 PM

im definitely a supporter of melatonin. i cant remember for the life of me the last time i just fell asleep. girls i have dated for years always fall asleep at least two hours before me and even if im exhausted my brain is never ready to shut off. i dont understand "falling asleep". im usually drinking a few nights a week so that solves the problem on those nights, and on off nights ill take a couple 10mg of melatonin around midnight and be nice and sleepy around 1-2. its a feeling that has never come natural for me, but i assume thats how most people feel when they decide its bed time. melatonin is not a sleeping pill, so i dont feel bad taking it. weed helps too, but i gotta make sure i dont smoke RIGHT before bed or i mind fuck myself into 3 hour thought sessions.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: j....soy..... on July 27, 2012, 05:03:07 PM

Swimming......

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mole on July 28, 2012, 01:49:08 AM

Sometimes I wanna die.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mundungus on July 29, 2012, 11:07:26 PM

Quote from: Mole on July 28, 2012, 01:49:08 AM

Sometimes I wanna die.

Sure would save you a lot of trouble, huh?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: verbal ham on July 30, 2012, 12:00:10 AM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on July 19, 2012, 02:23:10 PM

Quote from: Bronson on July 19, 2012, 01:50:05 PM

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I never live in the moment. Its really problematic, since it also means I am never satisfied or at ease. If I dont escape into my thoughts or to some fantasy about the past or future I just get bored with whatever I am doing. Anyone out there that can relate? I am trying to practice mindfulness and meditation to fight this problem, all suggestions are more than welcome.

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I know exactly where you are coming from as I too once had the same problem.

When faced with boredome the mind naturally wonders towards anxieties of potienal future problems. To avoid this, we look for outside distractions to help pass the free time that we have. We then grow dependent on such distractions wether they be drugs & alcohol, novelty entertainments, killing time on the Internet, etc. however they distractions have a drug like effect...they wear off. We then constantly look more & more outside ourselves, eventually leading to an unsatisfactory way of life. The instant gratification of entertainment may be easier to take up, but leads us nowhere, constantly band-aiding a deeper problem within ourselves.

What you must do is find your niche and a purpose within yourself to be good at it. Something you are deeply passionate about wether it be a skill you would liketo learn, some form of art, or a long term goal. Then you must totally accept the fact that in order to gain a higher pleasure in life, you MUST ABSOLUTELY learn to endure hard practice & drudge work in order to master these things. You have to totally immerse yourself within your work. At first, doing so we be almost unbearably slow paced compared to your petty distractions, but not only are you learning this new skill, you are teaching yoursf self discipline that will last you a lifetime. Soon you will get better and start to notice your progress, motivating you to work even more. Your work then becomes more & more pleasurable as you grow more skilled and immerse yur mind into it. This is your new "distraction" except you are actually being productive and gaining the self discipline that will last you a lifetime. This in turn, leads you towards more long term happiness.


Excuse any typos in that shit as these walls of text become difficult to edit ona phone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: verbal ham on July 30, 2012, 12:01:58 AM

also i crashed into a parked car the other day

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mole on July 30, 2012, 03:11:20 AM

Quote from: Mundungus on July 29, 2012, 11:07:26 PM

Quote from: Mole on July 28, 2012, 01:49:08 AM

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Sometimes I wanna die.

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Sure would save you a lot of trouble, huh?

Precisely.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on July 30, 2012, 02:21:41 PM

Quote from: verbal ham on July 30, 2012, 12:00:10 AM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on July 19, 2012, 02:23:10 PM

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Quote from: Bronson on July 19, 2012, 01:50:05 PM

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I never live in the moment. Its really problematic, since it also means I am never satisfied or at ease. If I dont escape into my thoughts or to some fantasy about the past or future I just get bored with whatever I am doing. Anyone out there that can relate? I am trying to practice mindfulness and meditation to fight this problem, all suggestions are more than welcome.

[close]

I know exactly where you are coming from as I too once had the same problem.

When faced with boredome the mind naturally wonders towards anxieties of potienal future problems. To avoid this, we look for outside distractions to help pass the free time that we have. We then grow dependent on such distractions wether they be drugs & alcohol, novelty entertainments, killing time on the Internet, etc. however they distractions have a drug like effect...they wear off. We then constantly look more & more outside ourselves, eventually leading to an unsatisfactory way of life. The instant gratification of entertainment may be easier to take up, but leads us nowhere, constantly band-aiding a deeper problem within ourselves.

What you must do is find your niche and a purpose within yourself to be good at it. Something you are deeply passionate about wether it be a skill you would liketo learn, some form of art, or a long term goal. Then you must totally accept the fact that in order to gain a higher pleasure in life, you MUST ABSOLUTELY learn to endure hard practice & drudge work in order to master these things. You have to totally immerse yourself within your work. At first, doing so we be almost unbearably slow paced compared to your petty distractions, but not only are you learning this new skill, you are teaching yoursf self discipline that will last you a lifetime. Soon you will get better and start to notice your progress, motivating you to work even more. Your work then becomes more & more pleasurable as you grow more skilled and immerse yur mind into it. This is your new "distraction" except you are actually being productive and gaining the self discipline that will last you a lifetime. This in turn, leads you towards more long term happiness.


Excuse any typos in that shit as these walls of text become difficult to edit ona phone.

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Thanks for taking the time to write that thorough point of view...currently Im pretty much working on being content during those times when I am in fact doing absolutely nothing. Thats a new one for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on July 30, 2012, 04:57:17 PM

Quote from: Mole on July 28, 2012, 01:49:08 AM

Sometimes I wanna die.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr Steve Brule on July 30, 2012, 08:19:11 PM

My dad who I don't get along great with, has nearly everything that belonged to my deceased brother.  I snuck and stole my brother's diaries from the several months leading up to his heroin overdose.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: enzone on August 11, 2012, 10:58:04 PM

Quote from: Dr Steve Brule on July 30, 2012, 08:19:11 PM

My dad who I don't get along great with, has nearly everything that belonged to my deceased brother.  I snuck and stole my brother's diaries from the several months leading up to his heroin overdose.

That's deep as hell dude.

I'm about to steal cigarettes from my mum.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Participation on August 12, 2012, 01:18:14 AM

lol i masterbated on chatroulette

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Participation on August 14, 2012, 05:07:42 AM

im on efukt listening to lil wayne

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Archie Bunker on August 21, 2012, 08:26:28 AM

I'm facing an identity crisis.  I moved out of America, to the country where most of my roots lead to.  IMO, middle america is terrible for a young minority growing up.  All my life white folk have looked at me like an alien, but I grew accustomed to it.  As I grew older and started getting into fist fights over it, people stopped saying racist shit to my face.  Even then, my white friends would regularly make stereotypical jokes to my face, and white acquaintances would say stereotypical bullshit behind my back.

Now, I am living in the country that is supposed to be home for me, yet the people here do not accept me as their own.  I can't get a job, and I am very tempted of returning to my old ways of rob cheating and stealing to get money.  The only upside is how easy it is to talk to girls.

Back in middle america I look the same as every other fuckin jap/chink/gook, and over here I apparently look like fuckin peter bici.  What am I to do?  Move to Africa?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on August 21, 2012, 11:07:58 AM

Where are you at now? And why didnt you move to a different state?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Archie Bunker on August 21, 2012, 11:56:45 AM

i'm living in tokyo, and i didn't think that things would have been too different if i moved anywhere else but here or one of the coasts.  It was cheaper for me to move here than new york or a dc suburb.

To be quite frank, i'm very different from the japanese.  The people here love rules and regulations, and i absolutely hate them.  I also don't have very much formal education.  There is literally nobody to relate to over here in terms of upbringing and shit like that

I'm not too into expressing my feelings of disappointment and sadness.  It's pretty hard to type all this shit out for everybody to read.  My own stupidity led me here, I guess it'll send me packin back to the states sometime

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dark Knight on August 22, 2012, 05:13:06 PM

Quote from: Archie Bunker on August 21, 2012, 11:56:45 AM

i'm living in tokyo, and i didn't think that things would have been too different if i moved anywhere else but here or one of the coasts.?  It was cheaper for me to move here than new york or a dc suburb.

To be quite frank, i'm very different from the japanese.?  The people here love rules and regulations, and i absolutely hate them.?  I also don't have very much formal education.?  There is literally nobody to relate to over here in terms of upbringing and shit like that

I'm not too into expressing my feelings of disappointment and sadness.?  It's pretty hard to type all this shit out for everybody to read.?  My own stupidity led me here, I guess it'll send me packin back to the states sometime

Thing would be totally different from middle America if you just moved to a bigger city, man.  There's a lot more diversity and people could give two fucks if you look different.  Where were you living before?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on August 22, 2012, 09:59:46 PM

So do you have any family in Japan or are you out there all alone?  I'll be honest, you moved to their country so you're gonna have to adapted regardless if you hate how much they like rules/regulations.

And are you Japanese? I've heard stories about how they can treat other Asians, mainly Koreans, horribly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Archie Bunker on August 22, 2012, 10:08:18 PM

i was living in kansas and the town i was living in is actually kinda cool if you're into small towns but there were just a ridiculous amount of narrow minded people and the frat boy/sorority girl types because of the university.

I'm 3/4 japanese and can speak the language fluently.  I have family in japan but they live on a different island pretty far away.  I think I'm adapting pretty well.  I think I'm just lonely.  Nobody to kick it with and smoke blunts and drink brews with.  Smoking weed is out of the question for as long as im here.

Nobody here particularly treats me like shit, i guess it just kind of hurt that they wouldn't recognize me as a japanese person.  But whatever, by some hand of fate i got a job yesterday so i'm sure i'll start meeting some cool people.  Thanks for the responses

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on August 22, 2012, 10:11:36 PM

Stoked to hear things turned for the better. Go out there and skate, meet some people. To be honest I actual envy you. I've been wanting to make a trip to japan for the longest time. Living there would be a dream.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Archie Bunker on August 22, 2012, 10:29:49 PM

well if you do, pm me.  i dont know if you remember but a while back you sent me a couple pairs of pants for free.  the pants ended up being too tight but i didn't forget that nice gesture hahaha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on August 22, 2012, 11:51:09 PM

Will do. Hopefully I can save up enough by next year. I'll see. Yeah I remember. I dont remember what pants they were lol.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on September 08, 2012, 08:16:44 PM

tomorrow i will go to the hospital to get my head checked, like, i think i'm manic-depressive or something.

i've been fucking depressed for quite some time now and i'm sure depression is the right word because all the things i loved one year ago, i started to hate. i even started to hate skating, i'm absolutely disgusted by what used to be my favorite spot because everything there, the people and all that, drives me insane and makes me wanna scream and beat people up, or just hammer my head against the wall until it's numb. but i dont even know why i am so negative about these things.

in the course of the last few weeks, i also had one or two what to me felt like panic attacks. there was this street party, and at some point i looked around and i just froze, heart starts beating faster and i get dizzy and i don't know whats wrong but i was unable to move so i sat there, staring at the bottom. when it got better, i immediately left the scene and felt a bit better.

i think it's manic depression because i used to have times when i was really positive about something like painting or working and then i put my heart into it 100%. i was usually really productive in these times but people been telling me i was also a dick, acting all arrogant, while i was just feeling good and being supermotivated and hyped for something. i generally have problems, to get all my shit done, i usually concentrate on one thing like this and everything else, i don't even persue, like calling friends or family, maintain the household, etc...

i also used to love my job but i'm unable to do it right now(guess what i work in a skateshop) because i hate everything about it, especially the customers. it's strange because i know i shouldn't be dick about so many things there but i just can't handle my behavior anymore.

on top off that, my girl broke up with me and i assume it's because of my shitty mental health the last few months. we had a serious relationship for over two years and she ditched me without a warning or a talk, no chance for me to change her mind. i also have close to zero real friends here who i could talk to, yeah i know a lot of other skaters but these are not my real friends, they are homies, but none of them is as close as needed to trust them with problems like this. my ex and i wanted to go on this trip, i even made a thread about it.
we wanted to go to bilbao. i was so fucked up the other day i was really thinking about suicide and planned to go there, with my dead brothers heritage-money he left me, go out surfing in the sea and possibly drown there so everyone can think its an accident, because i can't surf for shit anyway.

i'm fucking downriver  :-[     already stopped smoking weed and drinking alcohol, though it's hard, but it's something that wouldn't be beneficial right now and at least i'm not that far out already.

sorry for the big ass text but sharing these thoughts to you fellow slappers actually helps a bit to get through another night. i really have to get my shit together. it's not even the first time i feel like this, i've been through shit like this at least three times in my life and this is the first time i will do something about it. i am fucking scared of anti-depressants and shit like that, but i can't handle it anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cadillac Ranch Dressing on September 08, 2012, 08:21:13 PM

Keep your head up Frank! I'm sorry about everything that you've been going through, but for real, you'll eventually get through this slump.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BRIX SKWIKZ on September 08, 2012, 09:56:04 PM

TRY GOING VEGAN. HARE KRSNA.JESUS LOVES YOU.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: KoRnholio8 on September 10, 2012, 03:41:45 PM

@frank: don't be scared about anti-depressants - the emotional imbalance you are dealing with is caused by the chemistry in your brain and anti-depressants are designed to restore that ballance. that said, it will take about a month for you to feel better and at least 6 months for you to regain the chemical ballance in your brain  - after that you can live (normally) without them

also, remember that at this point talking to someone or even a shrink can't really help you - you need those pills.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on September 11, 2012, 06:31:55 PM

thanks guys, i appreciate the help!

i'm starting a therapy next week, first time so i really don't know what to expect. everyday is different, today was a pretty good day, though. i noticed i feel a lot more comfortable when i'm with friends and just hanging out, whenever i'm alone right now it gets pretty dark in my head. they are dragging me everywhere, even if i don't want to, they just talk me into doing stuff, which is really cool.

kornholio,

i'm not that afraid of anti-depressants, it's just that i live in germany. over here the usage of these is pretty frowned upon. people act like you're a junkie, everyone says "no matter what, don't take these pills!"

i know it's stupid, i read a lot about it. most people here just don't have any clue whatsoever how they all work anyhow, but they all talk shit about it. people over here think it's like if you feel bad you pop a pill and tell you you're weak when you need anti-depressants to get out of depression. i guess they are all rather uninformed about the subject. it sucks. they all think you just have to do sports or read a lot and it will go away because you forget about your troubles.

anyway, thanks again for the helpful advises.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: KoRnholio8 on September 12, 2012, 06:49:17 AM

I'm from Europe and I'm well aware of the stigma associated with ADs - it simply sucks. Good luck with your recovery!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: j....soy..... on September 12, 2012, 02:13:26 PM

The fact you can even articulate it is super good frank.  The stigma is bullshit....it's like not getting a cast when your leg is broken.  You have to look out for yourself on this one and listen to the experts.  No shame in getting it checked out...more people should do it....more people should understand it....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on September 12, 2012, 07:47:09 PM

i've been through this a few times now. one time they wanted to force me into a clinic. i must admit i never went to a professional, so i'm not even sure if it's manic-depression, but it's the best explanation i have. it's not like i'm proud of it or use it as an excuse for shitty behavior. i really want to get this shit straight. the fact that i know what is fucking wrong with my behavior makes it even worse for me, because i seem to be unable to change it.

i usually moved to another city or something when i was hitting rock bottom, just packing things and starting over. i can't do that all my life. it also always comes back after a year or two since i was 19. that was the first time i was fucking heartbroken over really nothing. and there was always some time right before depression where i would do something almost compulsively, mostly working. i can't say no when i'm at work and someone asks me to do something. last year i was working 60-70 hours a week with three jobs and barely making ends meet. it's because i do a lot of stuff for free and in over time because i usually want to impress the bosses.

i actually started posting here on slap at about the same time depression hit me the hardest. i never thought i would post here, been lurking for ages. i still manage to hide it(EDIT:the depression) from most people. my boss though saw right through the charade. he was suffering from depression, too. he's really supportive and all, at the moment if i feel like i can't work i don't have to. other bosses would have told me to fuck off right away, i guess.

it's superhard now, too, because my girl left. that is really the worst thing to ever happen to me, because she was also my best friend and we had some plans for the future. i still don't know why she left me and she doesn't want any contact right now. that makes me feel like i must have been a terrible person to her at some point. everything was fine, we were finishing plans for vacation and she seemed super hyped on it. last thing she texted me before she came and dumped me was that she loves me. i couldn't reach her for the 3 days in between and i know she was with her mother, who was visiting her. i was super cool with her mother, too. ran into her mother two days ago and was about to trip out. it's all a mess right now. my heads a fucking mess. i'm also paranoid that maybe she's into someone else and shit. doesn't matter anyway now, she's gone, and she already said there's no way she's taking me back.

i was hoping for her support when i try to get rid of my depression, we talked about it, and me being all darkhearted and shit is probably the reason for her leaving. her ex also suffered from severe depression and dumped her in a brutal way, so i guess she was fearing i'd do the same to her. but we were a couple for more than two years, how do you dump someone like this after such a long time? her calling it quits just made everything worse.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BRIX SKWIKZ on September 12, 2012, 08:58:03 PM

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diary (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diary)
A DIARY WILL MAKE WONDERS 4 U

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on September 12, 2012, 09:37:14 PM

Quote from: BRIX SKWIKZ on September 12, 2012, 08:58:03 PM

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diary (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diary)
A DIARY WILL MAKE WONDERS 4 U

nothing but gold from you!  :D seriously, i kind of do that already so i can review if i had a good or bad day.

i also considered doing yoga, but i must say i'd rather skate in my spare time than do yoga. i'm not vegan, but vegetarian.

still, your posts and suggestions have a real positive effect on my mood so keep em coming.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: j....soy..... on September 12, 2012, 11:32:31 PM

Do both.....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on September 16, 2012, 08:43:26 PM

turns out i will be going to some kind of mental institution to get my shit straight. not anything at all like an asylum, because that would fuck me up even more i think. just some kind of thing where i can chill and start a therapy and get my head straight. it's probably starting october and will be going at least until november, so i will be there on my birthday, which sucks. but i'm glad i got something to look forward to. i hope i'll be able to skate there at least a little bit. it's probably the only thing that lightens up my mood nowadays, besides every BRIX SKWIKZ post on here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BRIX SKWIKZ on September 16, 2012, 09:00:33 PM

MACACO TARADO (1).3gp (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oACCgjXy0i8&feature=relmfu#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wuust on September 24, 2012, 03:27:24 AM

i made an account on a datingsite. more for sheer fun and social experiment. Noticed that all women in my region are fucking ugly!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Perro Mojado on September 26, 2012, 09:57:35 PM

Quote from: Frank on September 12, 2012, 07:47:09 PM

i've been through this a few times now. one time they wanted to force me into a clinic. i must admit i never went to a professional, so i'm not even sure if it's manic-depression, but it's the best explanation i have. it's not like i'm proud of it or use it as an excuse for shitty behavior. i really want to get this shit straight. the fact that i know what is fucking wrong with my behavior makes it even worse for me, because i seem to be unable to change it.

i usually moved to another city or something when i was hitting rock bottom, just packing things and starting over. i can't do that all my life. it also always comes back after a year or two since i was 19. that was the first time i was fucking heartbroken over really nothing. and there was always some time right before depression where i would do something almost compulsively, mostly working. i can't say no when i'm at work and someone asks me to do something. last year i was working 60-70 hours a week with three jobs and barely making ends meet. it's because i do a lot of stuff for free and in over time because i usually want to impress the bosses.

i actually started posting here on slap at about the same time depression hit me the hardest. i never thought i would post here, been lurking for ages. i still manage to hide it(EDIT:the depression) from most people. my boss though saw right through the charade. he was suffering from depression, too. he's really supportive and all, at the moment if i feel like i can't work i don't have to. other bosses would have told me to fuck off right away, i guess.

it's superhard now, too, because my girl left. that is really the worst thing to ever happen to me, because she was also my best friend and we had some plans for the future. i still don't know why she left me and she doesn't want any contact right now. that makes me feel like i must have been a terrible person to her at some point. everything was fine, we were finishing plans for vacation and she seemed super hyped on it. last thing she texted me before she came and dumped me was that she loves me. i couldn't reach her for the 3 days in between and i know she was with her mother, who was visiting her. i was super cool with her mother, too. ran into her mother two days ago and was about to trip out. it's all a mess right now. my heads a fucking mess. i'm also paranoid that maybe she's into someone else and shit. doesn't matter anyway now, she's gone, and she already said there's no way she's taking me back.

i was hoping for her support when i try to get rid of my depression, we talked about it, and me being all darkhearted and shit is probably the reason for her leaving. her ex also suffered from severe depression and dumped her in a brutal way, so i guess she was fearing i'd do the same to her. but we were a couple for more than two years, how do you dump someone like this after such a long time? her calling it quits just made everything worse.

hey frank, i know what you are going trough your actions and thoughts remind me alot of mine, one thing that has helped me and im not joking is yoga, it is life changing the change of perspective that it brings.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BRIX SKWIKZ on September 26, 2012, 11:18:12 PM

I WOULD LIKE TO SAY
GET A  GUITAR AND PLAY IT
YOU LL FEEL BETTER

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr Steve Brule on September 28, 2012, 05:21:51 PM

The muppets is my new favorite movie

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on September 29, 2012, 08:36:11 AM

I?m going through a lot of stuff inside my head and with my therapist. Sorting out childhood traumas and the hurt, fear and anger thats still in me and how it affects my own behavioral patterns. Its really fucking scary but at moments I get a grasp of feeling like a real human being..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HairyCunt on September 29, 2012, 12:26:50 PM

Quote from: Frank on September 12, 2012, 07:47:09 PM

i've been through this a few times now. one time they wanted to force me into a clinic. i must admit i never went to a professional, so i'm not even sure if it's manic-depression, but it's the best explanation i have. it's not like i'm proud of it or use it as an excuse for shitty behavior. i really want to get this shit straight. the fact that i know what is fucking wrong with my behavior makes it even worse for me, because i seem to be unable to change it.

i usually moved to another city or something when i was hitting rock bottom, just packing things and starting over. i can't do that all my life. it also always comes back after a year or two since i was 19. that was the first time i was fucking heartbroken over really nothing. and there was always some time right before depression where i would do something almost compulsively, mostly working. i can't say no when i'm at work and someone asks me to do something. last year i was working 60-70 hours a week with three jobs and barely making ends meet. it's because i do a lot of stuff for free and in over time because i usually want to impress the bosses.

i actually started posting here on slap at about the same time depression hit me the hardest. i never thought i would post here, been lurking for ages. i still manage to hide it(EDIT:the depression) from most people. my boss though saw right through the charade. he was suffering from depression, too. he's really supportive and all, at the moment if i feel like i can't work i don't have to. other bosses would have told me to fuck off right away, i guess.

it's superhard now, too, because my girl left. that is really the worst thing to ever happen to me, because she was also my best friend and we had some plans for the future. i still don't know why she left me and she doesn't want any contact right now. that makes me feel like i must have been a terrible person to her at some point. everything was fine, we were finishing plans for vacation and she seemed super hyped on it. last thing she texted me before she came and dumped me was that she loves me. i couldn't reach her for the 3 days in between and i know she was with her mother, who was visiting her. i was super cool with her mother, too. ran into her mother two days ago and was about to trip out. it's all a mess right now. my heads a fucking mess. i'm also paranoid that maybe she's into someone else and shit. doesn't matter anyway now, she's gone, and she already said there's no way she's taking me back.

i was hoping for her support when i try to get rid of my depression, we talked about it, and me being all darkhearted and shit is probably the reason for her leaving. her ex also suffered from severe depression and dumped her in a brutal way, so i guess she was fearing i'd do the same to her. but we were a couple for more than two years, how do you dump someone like this after such a long time? her calling it quits just made everything worse.

You're weak. Depression is a post-industrial construct. The skepticism and stigma around  AD's is justified.  Stop being so self absorbed, try doing something for someone actually in need. You'll be surprised how good you'll feel.  Sorry but you just sound whiney.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Laban Fetus on September 29, 2012, 03:11:25 PM

When I was going through middle school and eventually high school my teachers could never quite figure out what was wrong with me.
I was emotionally distant, isolated, couldn't sleep, couldn't concentrate on anything for more than 5 minutes without drifting off. My parents also noticed this and soon started taking me to electro therapy.
This isn't the type of electro therapy your thinking of... they just put these nodes on my head every week and I'd close my eyes and sit there for 5 minutes.
I still couldn't feel any change in my thought patterns after 2 years so I kept going and eventually everything changed right before I left high school. My sleeping patterns got better, my mind was clear and I started to become more confident... the conclusion to all this is that I felt I'd fucked up my entire school career with nothing to show for it.
I've certainly grown some thicker skin over the years and consider myself a fairly happy person but it still haunts me a bit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HairyCunt on September 29, 2012, 04:19:50 PM

Quote from: Laban Fetus on September 29, 2012, 03:11:25 PM

When I was going through middle school and eventually high school my teachers could never quite figure out what was wrong with me.
I was emotionally distant, isolated, couldn't sleep, couldn't concentrate on anything for more than 5 minutes without drifting off. My parents also noticed this and soon started taking me to electro therapy.
This isn't the type of electro therapy your thinking of... they just put these nodes on my head every week and I'd close my eyes and sit there for 5 minutes.
I still couldn't feel any change in my thought patterns after 2 years so I kept going and eventually everything changed right before I left high school. My sleeping patterns got better, my mind was clear and I started to become more confident... the conclusion to all this is that I felt I'd fucked up my entire school career with nothing to show for it.
I've certainly grown some thicker skin over the years and consider myself a fairly happy person but it still haunts me a bit.

So did they cure your homosexuality or not?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Laban Fetus on September 29, 2012, 05:21:21 PM

Quote from: HairyCunt on September 29, 2012, 04:19:50 PM

Quote from: Laban Fetus on September 29, 2012, 03:11:25 PM

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When I was going through middle school and eventually high school my teachers could never quite figure out what was wrong with me.
I was emotionally distant, isolated, couldn't sleep, couldn't concentrate on anything for more than 5 minutes without drifting off. My parents also noticed this and soon started taking me to electro therapy.
This isn't the type of electro therapy your thinking of... they just put these nodes on my head every week and I'd close my eyes and sit there for 5 minutes.
I still couldn't feel any change in my thought patterns after 2 years so I kept going and eventually everything changed right before I left high school. My sleeping patterns got better, my mind was clear and I started to become more confident... the conclusion to all this is that I felt I'd fucked up my entire school career with nothing to show for it.
I've certainly grown some thicker skin over the years and consider myself a fairly happy person but it still haunts me a bit.

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So did they cure your homosexuality or not?

Nah dude, I love raw dick more than life itself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BRIX SKWIKZ on October 02, 2012, 09:31:14 PM

HEY FRANK ONE MORE THING
 COMPARING YOURSELF TO ANYONE ELSE IS A LOOSING GAME , NEVER DO THAT BRO

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on October 03, 2012, 02:21:48 PM

Quote from: BRIX SKWIKZ on October 02, 2012, 09:31:14 PM

HEY FRANK ONE MORE THING
 COMPARING YOURSELF TO ANYONE ELSE IS A LOOSING GAME , NEVER DO THAT BRO

thanks BRIX, you speak true wisdom. if anyone should be allowed to write in all caps, it's you. and probably that pete dude and 5inchdick. but that's about it.

i still suck at playing guitar, but when i go to cyco-rehab next week i will have plenty of time to practice. things are a bit better now, because i pretty much only do shit i want to do and don't have to work right now because i got this paper now which says i have post traumatic disorder and depression. it's kind of funny because the doctor told me straight up that while i'm calling in sick at work, i should skate and hang out with people i like as much as i can. that situation is really weird for me because i'm so used to work 6 days a week, 9 hours a day. it definetly made things better while i was trying to get into that rehab, but i still have trouble sleeping any more than 3 or 4 hours straight and some social anxiety. but i try to keep myself occupied and in a way it works out.

this week was much better than last week so far and tomorrow i will have a tour through the hospital i'm checking in next week. they have a skatepark near it and i might be allowed to have a session there now and then, that depends on what the doctors say. it just fucking sucks i will have to spend my birthday there, i hope my parents will be able to come and visit me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on October 04, 2012, 08:43:37 AM

Good luck, bud.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mat on October 29, 2012, 10:56:52 PM

Quote from: GoodBerger on October 29, 2012, 10:34:59 PM

I have narcissistic personality disorder but don't do anything to try and fix it. I only like skateboarding and tend to push this view on anybody who I feel threatens it or doesn't understand it. I will frequently call other activities and  things like team sports gay or be like fuck that shit. alot of my friends snowboard and I tend to shit on it and say how it's easier and what not. I also dislike anybody who doesn't skate or appreciate skateboarding, which has caused me to lose some "friends" who do skate because I shit on other things they do like snowboarding. Also I have a tendency to hook up with girls who are younger than me and se have dated my fronds before which they are also not pleased with. All sluts though and I sometimes feel as if they're taking these sluts way too seriously. Like there's tons of sluts so what if hook up with some of them too. So what if I only like skating? I don't want to do anything else with my life? I don't have to like kids who like video games, basketball and ugly bitchs. It's always to hang out with them when I can't show skate videos or tell stories about missions or anything else skating related faux they just mock it or don't understand it. I don't get how some kids who skate can not be my friend though because I only like skating. I like skating more than anything else so why would I not act like I do? Fuck team sports. Fuck snowboarding.

i know what you're saying, i dont see much value in most team sports and dont understand how someone can like american football so fucking much. its awesome to love skateboarding, but that doesn't mean you have to hate on everything else. maybe take a risk and give snowboarding a try, might be fun, i've always wanted to try it. and as for the sluts, they were made for fuckin'

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr Steve Brule on November 10, 2012, 06:33:34 AM

There are only a handful of women I don't think of as objects.  Whenever I meet a new girl or even spot one in a crowd or class, I instinctively only think of having sex with them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Unbridled Technical Precision on November 10, 2012, 10:46:58 AM

Quote from: Dr Steve Brule on November 10, 2012, 06:33:34 AM

There are only a handful of women I don't think of as objects.  Whenever I meet a new girl or even spot one in a crowd or class, I instinctively only think of having sex with them.

this is the part of my brain i wish i could take out. honestly it's fucked me with the ones i truly care about.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dontfearthereefer on November 11, 2012, 09:20:58 PM

This thread just took a turn for the gay.

It's biology you are hardwired to fuck any and all sexy girls, shit we are more chimp-like then we are willing to admit. Find em fuck em and flee until you're 25+

The only time you can value them is if they have the perfect tri-fecta of looks personality and intelligence.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: finknoos on November 12, 2012, 05:23:43 AM

Quote from: Dr Steve Brule on November 10, 2012, 06:33:34 AM

There are only a handful of women I don't think of as objects.  Whenever I meet a new girl or even spot one in a crowd or class, I instinctively only think of having sex with them.

So your confession is that youre male?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on November 12, 2012, 09:25:05 AM

Quote from: Dontfearthereefer on November 11, 2012, 09:20:58 PM

The only time you can value them is if they have the perfect tri-fecta of looks personality and intelligence.

Smart, sane and attractive. You get to pick two. Only two.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Unbridled Technical Precision on November 12, 2012, 02:09:58 PM

Quote from: happenstance on November 12, 2012, 09:25:05 AM

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The only time you can value them is if they have the perfect tri-fecta of looks personality and intelligence.

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Smart, sane and attractive. You get to pick two. Only two.

that's what i'm saying. it's absolute horseshit.  though it's so obvious you should pick the smart, sane one it just isn't happening.  Images of "what beauty is/should be" is ingrained into my mind just as much as any of you guys.  So, for some fucked reason, we throw physical looks up on the same level as intelligence and sanity... soo yaya fuck bitches blah blah blah, cum on a girls face... but to what end? where does the objectifying stop and the search inward begin? both of the girl and in yourselves.  im serious, serious question. because what i'm seeing is guys that fuck a lot of girls, but deal with them and act in a manner that's only on the surface. in the end, that's going to leave anyone feeling empty.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on November 13, 2012, 11:56:33 AM

I never feel very good (expect for quite brief periods of time).

I get jealous at people who smile and laugh a lot and seem genuinely happy. At school, when someone makes a joke and everyone laughs, I mostly just fake a smile or a chuckle while I dont really feel anything.

My therapist says I display some PTSD-traits and I agree, but the thing is, I cant really pinpoint any traumatic event for making me feel this way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dontfearthereefer on November 14, 2012, 08:44:55 AM

Quote from: Unbridled Technical Precision on November 12, 2012, 02:09:58 PM

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The only time you can value them is if they have the perfect tri-fecta of looks personality and intelligence.

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Smart, sane and attractive. You get to pick two. Only two.

[close]

that's what i'm saying. it's absolute horseshit.  though it's so obvious you should pick the smart, sane one it just isn't happening.  Images of "what beauty is/should be" is ingrained into my mind just as much as any of you guys.  So, for some fucked reason, we throw physical looks up on the same level as intelligence and sanity... soo yaya fuck bitches blah blah blah, cum on a girls face... but to what end? where does the objectifying stop and the search inward begin? both of the girl and in yourselves.  im serious, serious question. because what i'm seeing is guys that fuck a lot of girls, but deal with them and act in a manner that's only on the surface. in the end, that's going to leave anyone feeling empty.

Yeah i know exactly what you're saying man. Basically I've come to the conclusion i have to meet the female version of myself, i've always grown up around shitty relationships lots of moving around and all that stuff. I'm just going to be patient and left it fall into my lap as it seems life happens when you least expect it, but until that point fuck bitches, get money the whole deal just live it up and don't worry.

You know you always here life is too short, but its all relative, life is long as fuck if you make the wrong decisions

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poorlatino on November 14, 2012, 01:12:55 PM

Quote from: Bronson on November 13, 2012, 11:56:33 AM

I never feel very good (expect for quite brief periods of time).

I get jealous at people who smile and laugh a lot and seem genuinely happy. At school, when someone makes a joke and everyone laughs, I mostly just fake a smile or a chuckle while I dont really feel anything.

My therapist says I display some PTSD-traits and I agree, but the thing is, I cant really pinpoint any traumatic event for making me feel this way.

Bronson I feel the same way about you, perhaps you should change your avatar..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on November 14, 2012, 01:28:06 PM

Quote from: poorlatino on November 14, 2012, 01:12:55 PM

Quote from: Bronson on November 13, 2012, 11:56:33 AM

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I never feel very good (expect for quite brief periods of time).

I get jealous at people who smile and laugh a lot and seem genuinely happy. At school, when someone makes a joke and everyone laughs, I mostly just fake a smile or a chuckle while I dont really feel anything.

My therapist says I display some PTSD-traits and I agree, but the thing is, I cant really pinpoint any traumatic event for making me feel this way.

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Bronson I feel the same way about you, perhaps you should change your avatar..

:) Its, just, you know....I love you man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitflea on November 16, 2012, 06:43:46 PM

I can't stop masturbating to porn. But at least it's normal porn, ya know, with like one grill getting fucked by three dudes in mask and she gets cummed all over. My wife doesn't care. She all like, you look at porn, cool.

I love to steal from my job. I always say, "the best part of having a job is stealing from them." I only got caught once.

I spend hours on GOOGLE maps looking for places to pour concrete.

I have a friend, and we talked about going gay. It's still on the table. We both skate and smoke and drink and chill, so if we went gay, it would be pretty proper. Plus we have the same size shoes and are the same height and shit, so we could totes swap outfits.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on November 19, 2012, 06:16:10 AM

Quote from: Dontfearthereefer on November 11, 2012, 09:20:58 PM

This thread just took a turn for the gay.

It's biology you are hardwired to fuck any and all sexy girls, shit we are more chimp-like then we are willing to admit. Find em fuck em and flee until you're 25+

The only time you can value them is if they have the perfect tri-fecta of looks personality and intelligence.

barr this post^ the entire last page is homo as fuck! grow some balls you mongo pushing faggots

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Unbridled Technical Precision on November 19, 2012, 02:36:29 PM

Quote from: dirtyweemidden on November 19, 2012, 06:16:10 AM

Quote from: Dontfearthereefer on November 11, 2012, 09:20:58 PM

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This thread just took a turn for the gay.

It's biology you are hardwired to fuck any and all sexy girls, shit we are more chimp-like then we are willing to admit. Find em fuck em and flee until you're 25+

The only time you can value them is if they have the perfect tri-fecta of looks personality and intelligence.

[close]

barr this post^ the entire last page is homo as fuck! grow some balls you mongo pushing faggots

we're talking about more than "growing balls", whatever the fuck you mean by that in this instance.  keep fucking a lot of girls and looking cool to your friends, but you aren't going to be happy in the long run unless you really try to find for what makes you happy.  But you'll probably never find out, so keep up with your instant gratification and keep shootin for the middle bro! it's easy... and there's nothin' like easy livin' right? right? well, if sedation, monotony, and eventual loneliness is what you want out of life, then keep doin' what's easy for you.

other people in this thread, for whatever reason, might want a little more

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on November 21, 2012, 07:06:02 AM

Quote from: Unbridled Technical Precision on November 19, 2012, 02:36:29 PM

Quote from: dirtyweemidden on November 19, 2012, 06:16:10 AM

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Quote from: Dontfearthereefer on November 11, 2012, 09:20:58 PM

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This thread just took a turn for the gay.

It's biology you are hardwired to fuck any and all sexy girls, shit we are more chimp-like then we are willing to admit. Find em fuck em and flee until you're 25+

The only time you can value them is if they have the perfect tri-fecta of looks personality and intelligence.

[close]

barr this post^ the entire last page is homo as fuck! grow some balls you mongo pushing faggots

[close]

we're talking about more than "growing balls", whatever the fuck you mean by that in this instance.?  keep fucking a lot of girls and looking cool to your friends, but you aren't going to be happy in the long run unless you really try to find for what makes you happy.?  But you'll probably never find out, so keep up with your instant gratification and keep shootin for the middle bro! it's easy... and there's nothin' like easy livin' right? right? well, if sedation, monotony, and eventual loneliness is what you want out of life, then keep doin' what's easy for you.

other people in this thread, for whatever reason, might want a little more

how you got that from i cant stop masturbating to normal pornos ans people just generally whining ill never know but fyi i am engaged to the most beautiful woman iv ever met who also happens to be my best friend, if thats mediocraty to you mr precision then i really dont know what to say.

my comment was merely an outlet of dissapointment as a thread wich is usualy full of interesting/wierd/creepy problems turned into a typical womens lifestyle mag bitching about problems that arent even problems..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mat on November 26, 2012, 02:12:07 PM

Quote from: dirtyweemidden on November 21, 2012, 07:06:02 AM

Quote from: Unbridled Technical Precision on November 19, 2012, 02:36:29 PM

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Quote from: dirtyweemidden on November 19, 2012, 06:16:10 AM

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Quote from: Dontfearthereefer on November 11, 2012, 09:20:58 PM

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This thread just took a turn for the gay.

It's biology you are hardwired to fuck any and all sexy girls, shit we are more chimp-like then we are willing to admit. Find em fuck em and flee until you're 25+

The only time you can value them is if they have the perfect tri-fecta of looks personality and intelligence.

[close]

barr this post^ the entire last page is homo as fuck! grow some balls you mongo pushing faggots

[close]

we're talking about more than "growing balls", whatever the fuck you mean by that in this instance.?  keep fucking a lot of girls and looking cool to your friends, but you aren't going to be happy in the long run unless you really try to find for what makes you happy.?  But you'll probably never find out, so keep up with your instant gratification and keep shootin for the middle bro! it's easy... and there's nothin' like easy livin' right? right? well, if sedation, monotony, and eventual loneliness is what you want out of life, then keep doin' what's easy for you.

other people in this thread, for whatever reason, might want a little more

[close]

how you got that from i cant stop masturbating to normal pornos ans people just generally whining ill never know but fyi i am engaged to the most beautiful woman iv ever met who also happens to be my best friend, if thats mediocraty to you mr precision then i really dont know what to say.

my comment was merely an outlet of dissapointment as a thread wich is usualy full of interesting/wierd/creepy problems turned into a typical womens lifestyle mag bitching about problems that arent even problems..

I like to refer to this as a serious life hammer, good for you my man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: FOMO on November 27, 2012, 08:28:21 PM

Have you ever seen a photo of your ex and realised hes better than anything on your current roster and you call him up for the remix?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on November 30, 2012, 01:40:46 AM

Quote from: Mat on November 26, 2012, 02:12:07 PM

Quote from: dirtyweemidden on November 21, 2012, 07:06:02 AM

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Quote from: Unbridled Technical Precision on November 19, 2012, 02:36:29 PM

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Quote from: dirtyweemidden on November 19, 2012, 06:16:10 AM

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Quote from: Dontfearthereefer on November 11, 2012, 09:20:58 PM

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This thread just took a turn for the gay.

It's biology you are hardwired to fuck any and all sexy girls, shit we are more chimp-like then we are willing to admit. Find em fuck em and flee until you're 25+

The only time you can value them is if they have the perfect tri-fecta of looks personality and intelligence.

[close]

barr this post^ the entire last page is homo as fuck! grow some balls you mongo pushing faggots

[close]

we're talking about more than "growing balls", whatever the fuck you mean by that in this instance.??  keep fucking a lot of girls and looking cool to your friends, but you aren't going to be happy in the long run unless you really try to find for what makes you happy.??  But you'll probably never find out, so keep up with your instant gratification and keep shootin for the middle bro! it's easy... and there's nothin' like easy livin' right? right? well, if sedation, monotony, and eventual loneliness is what you want out of life, then keep doin' what's easy for you.

other people in this thread, for whatever reason, might want a little more

[close]

how you got that from i cant stop masturbating to normal pornos ans people just generally whining ill never know but fyi i am engaged to the most beautiful woman iv ever met who also happens to be my best friend, if thats mediocraty to you mr precision then i really dont know what to say.

my comment was merely an outlet of dissapointment as a thread wich is usualy full of interesting/wierd/creepy problems turned into a typical womens lifestyle mag bitching about problems that arent even problems..

[close]

I like to refer to this as a serious life hammer, good for you my man

haha life hammers! thanks bro!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Will Easley on January 05, 2013, 01:19:02 PM

Ok, as yall know I was the poster formerly known as DaSk8D00D. No introduction needed I did my thing on the message boards for a while. Keyboard gladiator at its finest n all that. During the time of my infamous SLAP breakdown where I had fallen from being a fan-favorite to most hated (that sounds more dramatic than it really is, but yall know how I do) I was going thru some things in life. Typical teenager finding himself amidst life's daily stresses & whatnot. I had began trolling EXTRA hard just for the simple fact I felt it was better to let any type of negative energy out thru SLAP & its daily fuckery as opposed to whatever else I could've been doing. At that point I had just recently lost a best friend due to drunk driving, my first dog, my grandfather that I was very close to, and a good family friend who died unexpectedly. THEN, on a Sunday afternoon on September 23rd, my whole life changed. My mom went to a friends wedding with her boyfriend the night before, and afterwards they went back to dude's house with all their friends and she went to bed a little early cuz she was tired. That next morning they were all about to go to breakfast together but when her boyfriend went to wake her up, she didn't respond. She had died of a heart attack in her sleep. A couple hours later I get the visit from the coroner telling me the bad news. My mind just went blank. My mom raised me as a single mother and I'd seen her go thru HELL for a majority of my younger life. More than a decade of low income living, abusive relationships, and several life or death situations. Shit was real as fuck, and we both have crazy stories for days. It was us against the world. Anyways she made it through all of that because she wanted to give me a better life. She spoiled me really, despite the fact that every day was a struggle. I didn't really understand HOW much she'd sacrificed until I got older. Anyways, by the time I was in high school she was a very well respected businesswoman who had a lot of friends and touched the lives of many. A far cry from the extremely rebellious teen my grandparents knew her as.

As yall can assume this pretty much devastated me like nothing else before. Out of ALLL the people I could've lost, (and I'd already lost a few that year) I had just lost the most important. The foundation and driving force of my entire life really. Let alone the emotional stress, I now had to deal with aftermath of all this. I lived in her house, she was on my car bill, she managed my finances, etc. A very large cog in the machine called "my life" had just been permanently  removed, and I had to make the repairs. This was the reason for my 3 month SLAP hiatus, amongst many other things I'd put to the side in order to deal with all this. Before last night, I hadn't been on a skateboard since, which is insane. I spent weeks going to lawyer meetings, talking to financial advisors, dealing with bill collectors, and moving out of my old house. BY FAR the most difficult period in my life. In situations like this you either succumb to the severe anxiety and become depressed, or you fight thru it and become stronger. I chose the latter. I decided to frame the whole thing as my mom's last stage in raising me to become a man, so with everything that had to be dealt with since, I viewed it as a test of my patience, emotional fortitude, and self-discipline. Yall wouldn't believe how many tests of patience I've gone thru. I just gave yall a summary of everything that happened but best believe it'd take pages for me to put it all in one post. Shit makes you grow up real quick.


Now, three months later here I am, in the best position I've ever been in my life. I'm much more confident, self-disciplined, and emotionally stable than before, and thanks to my mom's intuition, a last-second life insurance policys she'd gotten a couple weeks before has me able to live comfortably and on my own terms. I ain't gon go into detail about my all personal plans but let's just say I've put myself in the position to do everything I've wanted to and more, and building the foundation for that is what I've been up to lately.

9 times out of 10 people go into the real confessions thread melancholy as fuck, all sad n whatnot, hoping someone can either pity them or give them some sort advice help get them to where they want to be. I just wanted to tell my story to give those people hope. If you can put things into the right perspective, work hard and be patient enough to deal with it, you can come out on the other side better than before. The things we go thru are what make us. As emotional human beings we like to categorize various experiences as either good or bad, when really everything is neutral. YOU are the one who determines what can come out of that experience. If it's something as serious and life-changing as what I went thru, it's going to be difficult, no doubt about it. But after 3 long months I'm a better person because of that and my potential to do great things has only multiplied. So no matter what you're going thru, wether it be a person thing that clouds your mind with anxiety, or a tough setback, that same amount of negative energy can be flipped into positive energy in due time if you put forth the effort.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cadillac Ranch Dressing on January 05, 2013, 04:57:02 PM

Very sorry to hear everything you've been through, but I'm glad to hear you're doing well dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Morty Seinfeld on February 16, 2013, 08:11:06 PM

I don't really enjoy receiving blowjobs. It usually takes 30-45 minutes to get off from that and I get bored and uninterested with it pretty quickly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dontfearthereefer on February 17, 2013, 06:24:50 AM

Quote from: Morty Seinfeld on February 16, 2013, 08:11:06 PM

I don't really enjoy receiving blowjobs. It usually takes 30-45 minutes to get off from that and I get bored and uninterested with it pretty quickly.

ill tell you right now you havent had a good blow job, that is the truth son no matter what YOU may think, to argue otherwise is futile

i used to be the same way, and then one day i got a good one

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: solo on February 17, 2013, 10:57:07 AM

Quote from: Dontfearthereefer on February 17, 2013, 06:24:50 AM

Quote from: Morty Seinfeld on February 16, 2013, 08:11:06 PM

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I don't really enjoy receiving blowjobs. It usually takes 30-45 minutes to get off from that and I get bored and uninterested with it pretty quickly.

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ill tell you right now you havent had a good blow job, that is the truth son no matter what YOU may think, to argue otherwise is futile

i used to be the same way, and then one day i got a good one

haha, i can relate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Will Easley on February 17, 2013, 11:14:11 AM

Quote from: solo on February 17, 2013, 10:57:07 AM

Quote from: Dontfearthereefer on February 17, 2013, 06:24:50 AM

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I don't really enjoy receiving blowjobs. It usually takes 30-45 minutes to get off from that and I get bored and uninterested with it pretty quickly.

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ill tell you right now you havent had a good blow job, that is the truth son no matter what YOU may think, to argue otherwise is futile

i used to be the same way, and then one day i got a good one

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haha, i can relate.

this shit is so true. once you find that girl that knows how to aggressively suck a dick with lots of energy & passion, its a whole nother ball game.. it be the slurping deepthroat sounds that get me the most.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on February 17, 2013, 06:10:14 PM

Quote from: Morty Seinfeld on February 16, 2013, 08:11:06 PM

I don't really enjoy receiving blowjobs. It usually takes 30-45 minutes to get off from that and I get bored and uninterested with it pretty quickly.

they seem way cooler when you never get more than the 3 minutes before sex. unless she knows what she is doing and does it well. i used to take 30 minutes and just be so bored/over it. then i met a few slutty girls and even trained an ex gf to do exactly what i wanted. once its done right you can go after just a few minutes. i have found that if you are in a serious relationship and dont want to be disappointed just dont jack off for a couple days before you might get one. this typically backfires and she wants to fuck and you cum in 2 minutes. basically i have no solution, ive been dealing with this for 26 years.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: buttchin on February 17, 2013, 06:46:59 PM

Im pretty sure I have premature ejaculation (PE). I usually last like 2-5 mins in bed, sometimes 10 mins on a good day. My ex-girlfriend didn't mind it much, but ever since we broke up due to a long-distance relationship, I have been too afraid to talk to other women because of this..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on February 17, 2013, 07:35:23 PM

when i was 20 i broke up with my first real girlfriend, the first girl i had really been with. once we broke up i had a little trouble with the next couple girls getting it up. nerves i guess. i turned to alcohol and have never since had this problem. get a few drinks in you for the time you have sex and see if that helps, i noticed i could suddenly go for hours once i was a little bit drunk (not too drunk though, whiskey dick is a real lazy bitch).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chockfullofthat on February 18, 2013, 02:09:08 PM

I prescribe alchohol as well.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chockfullofthat on February 18, 2013, 02:58:56 PM

 :o.....fuck!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Armando on February 18, 2013, 10:10:54 PM

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I never live in the moment. Its really problematic, since it also means I am never satisfied or at ease. If I dont escape into my thoughts or to some fantasy about the past or future I just get bored with whatever I am doing. Anyone out there that can relate? I am trying to practice mindfulness and meditation to fight this problem, all suggestions are more than welcome.

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I know exactly where you are coming from as I too once had the same problem.

When faced with boredome the mind naturally wonders towards anxieties of potienal future problems. To avoid this, we look for outside distractions to help pass the free time that we have. We then grow dependent on such distractions wether they be drugs & alcohol, novelty entertainments, killing time on the Internet, etc. however they distractions have a drug like effect...they wear off. We then constantly look more & more outside ourselves, eventually leading to an unsatisfactory way of life. The instant gratification of entertainment may be easier to take up, but leads us nowhere, constantly band-aiding a deeper problem within ourselves.

What you must do is find your niche and a purpose within yourself to be good at it. Something you are deeply passionate about wether it be a skill you would liketo learn, some form of art, or a long term goal. Then you must totally accept the fact that in order to gain a higher pleasure in life, you MUST ABSOLUTELY learn to endure hard practice & drudge work in order to master these things. You have to totally immerse yourself within your work. At first, doing so we be almost unbearably slow paced compared to your petty distractions, but not only are you learning this new skill, you are teaching yoursf self discipline that will last you a lifetime. Soon you will get better and start to notice your progress, motivating you to work even more. Your work then becomes more & more pleasurable as you grow more skilled and immerse yur mind into it. This is your new "distraction" except you are actually being productive and gaining the self discipline that will last you a lifetime. This in turn, leads you towards more long term happiness.


Excuse any typos in that shit as these walls of text become difficult to edit ona phone.

Almost all the posters in this thread is a geniuses!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IanBZHD on February 21, 2013, 11:02:33 AM

Quote from: Armando on February 18, 2013, 10:10:54 PM

Quote from: dask8d00d on July 19, 2012, 02:23:10 PM

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Quote from: Bronson on July 19, 2012, 01:50:05 PM

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I never live in the moment. Its really problematic, since it also means I am never satisfied or at ease. If I dont escape into my thoughts or to some fantasy about the past or future I just get bored with whatever I am doing. Anyone out there that can relate? I am trying to practice mindfulness and meditation to fight this problem, all suggestions are more than welcome.

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I know exactly where you are coming from as I too once had the same problem.

When faced with boredome the mind naturally wonders towards anxieties of potienal future problems. To avoid this, we look for outside distractions to help pass the free time that we have. We then grow dependent on such distractions wether they be drugs & alcohol, novelty entertainments, killing time on the Internet, etc. however they distractions have a drug like effect...they wear off. We then constantly look more & more outside ourselves, eventually leading to an unsatisfactory way of life. The instant gratification of entertainment may be easier to take up, but leads us nowhere, constantly band-aiding a deeper problem within ourselves.

What you must do is find your niche and a purpose within yourself to be good at it. Something you are deeply passionate about wether it be a skill you would liketo learn, some form of art, or a long term goal. Then you must totally accept the fact that in order to gain a higher pleasure in life, you MUST ABSOLUTELY learn to endure hard practice & drudge work in order to master these things. You have to totally immerse yourself within your work. At first, doing so we be almost unbearably slow paced compared to your petty distractions, but not only are you learning this new skill, you are teaching yoursf self discipline that will last you a lifetime. Soon you will get better and start to notice your progress, motivating you to work even more. Your work then becomes more & more pleasurable as you grow more skilled and immerse yur mind into it. This is your new "distraction" except you are actually being productive and gaining the self discipline that will last you a lifetime. This in turn, leads you towards more long term happiness.


Excuse any typos in that shit as these walls of text become difficult to edit ona phone.

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I can relate to this also, all the interests i have had faded and i dont really stick to doing one thing. The only thing ive actually stayed with is skateboarding, for 12 years now. Its pretty hard to live in the moment for me because im always thinking of the consequences of what im doing at that time. I've never really been hammer drunk at parties and usually just end up being the quiet guy. Most of the time im just counting down the time until i get to drive home from work, school, or parties to go take a nap. I pretty much feel like if i express my opinions or talk or something no one in that room will give a shit, you know? Like everything people say has some sort of impact on the conversation, then when i say something, it gets ignored or doesn't have any impact.

Also, Im 21 now, and i feel like girls that are my age wont respect me like im not the same age. Hard to explain, but if im talking to a 21 year old girl, i feel like im coming off as an 18 year old or something. Im in college for Engineering so im doing something, but i just feel like they are higher up then i am for some reason. They could just be bitches, or it could be that i hang around people younger then me pretty often.
any advice really would be helpful... even a 'fuck you'.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dontfearthereefer on February 21, 2013, 03:24:01 PM

my advice is quit puttin the pussy on a pedestal

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DBrown901 on February 21, 2013, 03:30:58 PM

My confession? I hate myself. Day in and day out, I think about ending it all. More so now since I can't skate. Would it be worth it? Probably not. Would it help anything? Not in the least bit. I can't seem to stop though. Fuck it. You'll probably read this and tell me to kill myself anyway. Later, Slap.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on February 21, 2013, 04:18:54 PM

U shouldn't kill urself. u should take some time away from a computer, maybe even delete your account and get your head sorted out and learn to at least be ok with yourself. you don't have to be some completlu delusional piece of shit like skatedood, just don't blame urself for everything. but posting like an idiot and encouraging people to hate on you isn't gonna help your self esteem at all. slap/the Internet is a bad place for people on the edge, it's way too easy to take dumb things serious when ur in that state of mind.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Morty Seinfeld on February 21, 2013, 04:57:34 PM

Today is one of those days where I'm ready to quit skateboarding. I have these days frequently. I go to the skate park, where I don't know anyone, and I don't have fun. I'm not happy to be out there and I usually leave after 10-20 minutes. I don't know a single person where I live. I feel pretty embarrassed to even go skateboarding most days. I wish I had a friend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cringe. on February 21, 2013, 05:12:01 PM

shit straight up asian dude., definitely dont do something like that. if you're injured and cant skate you should look into other outlets to focus urself on that will give you a sense of rewarding pride, like making something, or painting, or making music, or writing, or knitting, or fixing stuff, or cooking, or learning a new skill or language, or reading about interesting things / about other cultures / cool literature, or tidying the house, or drawing or whatever... something to focus your thoughts on and persevere with and craft. will be fun and really enriching and hopefully help your mind out of cyclical thoughts by concentrating on something new. sitting on the computer for agess at a time on ur own definitely will not be good for u, makes you feel stagnant and flat. engage with your family too maybe you can learn new things about their lives / they about yours. think of dope shit you wanna do that you could work towards this year that will be motivational and exciting  (e.g. a country you wanna travel, city you'd like to live in, education ud like to pursue etc)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cadillac Ranch Dressing on February 21, 2013, 05:19:37 PM

One thing that I see too often on here is that people feel that Slap will attack them when they're feeling their most vulnerable. People shouldn't feel like that. Of course there are shit heads on here, but there are so many more good dudes.

Straight Up, don't let stuff get you down. Ice Nine and Cringe are right. You gotta occupy your time with stuff and look towards the future. There's too much cool stuff out there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dontfearthereefer on February 21, 2013, 05:54:43 PM

Maybe you are suffering from vitamin D deficiency, go for a long walk outside, get some sun and some air, it helps.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Will Easley on February 21, 2013, 05:58:56 PM

Quote from: ice nine on February 21, 2013, 04:18:54 PM

U shouldn't kill urself. u should take some time away from a computer, maybe even delete your account and get your head sorted out and learn to at least be ok with yourself. you don't have to be some completlu delusional piece of shit like skatedood, just don't blame urself for everything. but posting like an idiot and encouraging people to hate on you isn't gonna help your self esteem at all. slap/the Internet is a bad place for people on the edge, it's way too easy to take dumb things serious when ur in that state of mind.

delusional piece of shit? lol really? i have absolutely nothing to do with dudes situation yet i get brought up. its amazing how much yall allow jokes & my egotistical sense of humor to get under your skin, it really is.


Anyways Straight Up Asian seeing as how you took the time to post something like that you clearly got some inner demons to work out, despite having somewhat a better conscious. I read that shit as a reluctant call for help. Its hard to offer advice to someone who says they hate themselves yet doesn't give any reasons as to why, but you should sit down & take a long hard look at yourself without any kind of filter. dont sugarcoat anything nor get overly negative. figure out the top 3 reasons why you supposedly hate yourself & then dig deeper. find the root of problem and take a proactive approach to handling it. once you find those perceived flaws about yourself, its time to get to work & better yourself as a human being. use all that pain & anxiety to fuel you. Any situation we consider "bad" can always be flipped into something just as positive with the right amount of effort. the suggestion of just staying off SLAP for a while is a good idea, as well as any form of escapism or bullshitting around what you know you REALLY should be doing. I used to be on here like a muthafucka, 13 posts a day n shit, but when my mom died i didnt visit the site for months. not only because dealing with the aftermath had me extremely busy, but i had realized that with the little free time that i did have I had to use it as a way to strengthen my resolve & keep a clear head just so i wouldnt risk breaking down from all the stress & anxiety, let alone emotional pain. going thru dark times like this can either make or break you depending on your outlook of the situation. if you try to stay positive & put forth the effort into solving your problems, in the end itll all work out & you become alot tougher emotionally, where as if you stay negative & avoid dealing with things youll obviously sabotage yourself. if youre willing to at least specify what exactly it is that makes you hate yourself, maybe me or some of the other guys on here that arent heartless dicks might be able help. you never who comes out of the woodwork with shit like this. someone might've gone thru the same thing & be able to speak on their own experiences, which would probably resonate with you alot more than random people like me just telling you to stay positive or whatever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on February 21, 2013, 06:23:31 PM

Quote from: GoodBerger on February 18, 2013, 02:54:53 PM

anti-depressants for the win!... what even is an orgasm? im on a cocktail of lexapro and zoloft and i couldn't even cum if brian williams' daughter jumped out of my closet right this second, held me down and put my dick in her ass and fucked me till next wednesday.

does your breath smell though?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on February 21, 2013, 07:06:15 PM

Quote from: Morty Seinfeld on February 21, 2013, 04:57:34 PM

Today is one of those days where I'm ready to quit skateboarding. I have these days frequently. I go to the skate park, where I don't know anyone, and I don't have fun. I'm not happy to be out there and I usually leave after 10-20 minutes. I don't know a single person where I live. I feel pretty embarrassed to even go skateboarding most days. I wish I had a friend.

I know this is easier said than done, and I am sure people have said it to you already, but why don't you try to say hi? Introduce yourself to the people at the park. It can start with a 'hi' and 'bye' next time. Say a few words the time after that. Then start having conversations. You could have man dates on no time!

Beyond that, I think you are worrying too much about what people are thinking about your skating. We have all had this problem. I always try to focus in on my skating because thinking about other people's perceptions can ruin the fun. It is a meditative experience.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Greg Ostertag on February 21, 2013, 10:26:10 PM

I was going to post something really negative, but im going to get a slice of pizza instead.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DBrown901 on February 23, 2013, 06:30:40 PM

Quote from: Will Easley on February 21, 2013, 05:58:56 PM

Quote from: ice nine on February 21, 2013, 04:18:54 PM

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U shouldn't kill urself. u should take some time away from a computer, maybe even delete your account and get your head sorted out and learn to at least be ok with yourself. you don't have to be some completlu delusional piece of shit like skatedood, just don't blame urself for everything. but posting like an idiot and encouraging people to hate on you isn't gonna help your self esteem at all. slap/the Internet is a bad place for people on the edge, it's way too easy to take dumb things serious when ur in that state of mind.

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delusional piece of shit? lol really? i have absolutely nothing to do with dudes situation yet i get brought up. its amazing how much yall allow jokes & my egotistical sense of humor to get under your skin, it really is.


Anyways Straight Up Asian seeing as how you took the time to post something like that you clearly got some inner demons to work out, despite having somewhat a better conscious. I read that shit as a reluctant call for help. Its hard to offer advice to someone who says they hate themselves yet doesn't give any reasons as to why, but you should sit down & take a long hard look at yourself without any kind of filter. dont sugarcoat anything nor get overly negative. figure out the top 3 reasons why you supposedly hate yourself & then dig deeper. find the root of problem and take a proactive approach to handling it. once you find those perceived flaws about yourself, its time to get to work & better yourself as a human being. use all that pain & anxiety to fuel you. Any situation we consider "bad" can always be flipped into something just as positive with the right amount of effort. the suggestion of just staying off SLAP for a while is a good idea, as well as any form of escapism or bullshitting around what you know you REALLY should be doing. I used to be on here like a muthafucka, 13 posts a day n shit, but when my mom died i didnt visit the site for months. not only because dealing with the aftermath had me extremely busy, but i had realized that with the little free time that i did have I had to use it as a way to strengthen my resolve & keep a clear head just so i wouldnt risk breaking down from all the stress & anxiety, let alone emotional pain. going thru dark times like this can either make or break you depending on your outlook of the situation. if you try to stay positive & put forth the effort into solving your problems, in the end itll all work out & you become alot tougher emotionally, where as if you stay negative & avoid dealing with things youll obviously sabotage yourself. if youre willing to at least specify what exactly it is that makes you hate yourself, maybe me or some of the other guys on here that arent heartless dicks might be able help. you never who comes out of the woodwork with shit like this. someone might've gone thru the same thing & be able to speak on their own experiences, which would probably resonate with you alot more than random people like me just telling you to stay positive or whatever.

Quote from: ice nine on February 21, 2013, 04:18:54 PM

U shouldn't kill urself. u should take some time away from a computer, maybe even delete your account and get your head sorted out and learn to at least be ok with yourself. you don't have to be some completlu delusional piece of shit like skatedood, just don't blame urself for everything. but posting like an idiot and encouraging people to hate on you isn't gonna help your self esteem at all. slap/the Internet is a bad place for people on the edge, it's way too easy to take dumb things serious when ur in that state of mind.

Quote from: Cadillac Ranch Dressing on February 21, 2013, 05:19:37 PM

One thing that I see too often on here is that people feel that Slap will attack them when they're feeling their most vulnerable. People shouldn't feel like that. Of course there are shit heads on here, but there are so many more good dudes.

Straight Up, don't let stuff get you down. Ice Nine and Cringe are right. You gotta occupy your time with stuff and look towards the future. There's too much cool stuff out there.

Quote from: cringe. on February 21, 2013, 05:12:01 PM

shit straight up asian dude., definitely dont do something like that. if you're injured and cant skate you should look into other outlets to focus urself on that will give you a sense of rewarding pride, like making something, or painting, or making music, or writing, or knitting, or fixing stuff, or cooking, or learning a new skill or language, or reading about interesting things / about other cultures / cool literature, or tidying the house, or drawing or whatever... something to focus your thoughts on and persevere with and craft. will be fun and really enriching and hopefully help your mind out of cyclical thoughts by concentrating on something new. sitting on the computer for agess at a time on ur own definitely will not be good for u, makes you feel stagnant and flat. engage with your family too maybe you can learn new things about their lives / they about yours. think of dope shit you wanna do that you could work towards this year that will be motivational and exciting  (e.g. a country you wanna travel, city you'd like to live in, education ud like to pursue etc)

I've been gone the past few days. Trying to get out more. The real reason I'm so depressed is because my parents have been going through a vicious divorce battle since last year. It's really fucked with me psychologically. I feel like it's all my fault. I hate myself for a multitude of reasons. Mainly because I can't seem to say or do anything without being attacked and then kicked while I'm down. Even when it's a simple opinion or a comment on a situation, I am attacked. I feel helpless because of it. It's not on here because I don't take the internet seriously. It's people in real life. People that take me way too seriously and feel that I am threatening their way of life or what they believe in. Whatever, fuck it. It's all bullshit really.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dontfearthereefer on February 23, 2013, 07:00:56 PM

Str8 up asian, you CANNOT take any of that shit personally, if your parents are going through a divorce they are literally as stressed as they have ever been in their life, i know that shit is hard. You just gotta take a step back and let things happen naturally. As difficult as it is you gotta bit your tongue right now. If you have to write shit down man, as lame as it might sound to keep a journal, to me ive always found some therapy in getting my thoughts on to paper. Chin up dude, you got this

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DBrown901 on February 23, 2013, 07:02:58 PM

Quote from: Dontfearthereefer on February 23, 2013, 07:00:56 PM

Str8 up asian, you CANNOT take any of that shit personally, if your parents are going through a divorce they are literally as stressed as they have ever been in their life, i know that shit is hard. You just gotta take a step back and let things happen naturally. As difficult as it is you gotta bit your tongue right now. If you have to write shit down man, as lame as it might sound to keep a journal, to me ive always found some therapy in getting my thoughts on to paper. Chin up dude, you got this

Thanks for the advice. I've been trying. The only times I've ever been truly happy is when I was out skating this past summer. Just being away from the house.
Also, when I was with my girlfriend, but she doesn't live here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on February 23, 2013, 07:12:02 PM

whenever you end up burned out on skating/life/girlfriend i find it very easy to focus your energy on something else that has a reward at the end. as skateboarders i feel like we are all really creative people. whether it be drawing/painting/writing/art/music, or something as simple as learning new shit (reading about serial killers or conspiracies or US history), it all seems to work the same on the brain as skating. we're lucky to have the way of thinking that we do. most normal people get sucked into primetime TV and have no goals/focus/interests and thats what sets us apart. if youre over skating right now then let it be. skate when you get that drive again, it wont take more than a month. in the meantime find a new way to focus that energy and enjoy the outcome. just like learning a new trick after trying over and over there are tons of ways to get a similar feeling. nothing is going to be the same as skating but there are tons of cool things out there that can fill the void of feeling like you arent "getting somewhere". i dont know if this makes any sense but i drank way too much coffee.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: floop on February 23, 2013, 07:46:32 PM

i accidentally dropped a 5 dollar bill into a urine-filled strip club toilet and fished it out

i need to think of someone i don't like to give it to, a la ass pennies guy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SkateViolence on February 24, 2013, 09:17:53 PM

Quote from: Straight Up Asian Shit on February 21, 2013, 03:30:58 PM

My confession? I hate myself. Day in and day out, I think about ending it all. More so now since I can't skate. Would it be worth it? Probably not. Would it help anything? Not in the least bit. I can't seem to stop though. Fuck it. You'll probably read this and tell me to kill myself anyway. Later, Slap.

I feel you, man. I was researching the method and everything. As people have said, finding a creative outlet you can get down with while you aren't skating is crucial. You've also gotta try to learn how to not focus on things that you know are going to make you feel worse, as hard as that is. Beyond that, I'd say absolutely do not be afraid to go see someone about this shit. Getting put on meds could be the best thing you could do. Chances are your mind is just going in this cycle where you keep blaming yourself for shit and thinking all these fucked up things which in turn make it more difficult to see the positive in anything, which just makes it easier to hate yourself. When I was real low I saw a psychiatrist and got put on Zoloft. I was only on it for a few months but it broke me out of that cycle and allowed me to look past some of the shit i was feeling. Best of luck man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: solo on February 24, 2013, 11:57:23 PM

only ever happy when i'm smoking weed, in the car with the homies, on the way to a new skate spot, have the vx (or any good camera) with me to film some hammers go down, got some money for food and brews for everyone after the sesh, pull some ladies in the night, and have some new shoes and board whenever i need 'em..


guess the moral of the story here is that i need a better paying job to get the things that i want (and that i'm fine living the life of a skateboarder once all the other bills are accounted for [family-wise... mother's rent, possible medical/herbal bills, dad, brother, etc, phone bills, electric, internet, $1k for rent...])

all i really want: skateboards, skate shoes, drugs, and alcohol... wish i could get some new skateboard stuff............. fuck being broke.
*soon to be car payments and stuff once i get some more money saved up..


money is scarce as heck right now and the fact that bills and rent must be paid while simultaneously having family stressing out because of the lack of money is depressing to see... some days i feel good, some days i just feel numb... i need to make something happen soon... i'm freaking out..

also, i'm 19 but when i talk to girls my age (or older)... it feels like they think of me as younger.. like 16/17.... which is funny because when i was 16-18, i told girls that i was 19 (and sometimes 20) and they believed it...... i pulled a 22 year old girl when i was 17 because she thought i was 20 and apparently had game...

now i'm actually 19 and i'm bummed because i've already been 19 for the last 3 year....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pancake man on February 25, 2013, 11:11:39 AM

Been having a real hard time getting it up with the ladies, I've been able to laugh it off, but I'm starting to get a little concerned. I did find this article and it helped settle me a little, but good god I hope it's right

http://www.businessinsider.com/porn-ruining-sex-life-2011-10 (http://www.businessinsider.com/porn-ruining-sex-life-2011-10)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DBrown901 on February 25, 2013, 06:41:33 PM

Quote from: SkateViolence on February 24, 2013, 09:17:53 PM

Quote from: Straight Up Asian Shit on February 21, 2013, 03:30:58 PM

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My confession? I hate myself. Day in and day out, I think about ending it all. More so now since I can't skate. Would it be worth it? Probably not. Would it help anything? Not in the least bit. I can't seem to stop though. Fuck it. You'll probably read this and tell me to kill myself anyway. Later, Slap.

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I feel you, man. I was researching the method and everything. As people have said, finding a creative outlet you can get down with while you aren't skating is crucial. You've also gotta try to learn how to not focus on things that you know are going to make you feel worse, as hard as that is. Beyond that, I'd say absolutely do not be afraid to go see someone about this shit. Getting put on meds could be the best thing you could do. Chances are your mind is just going in this cycle where you keep blaming yourself for shit and thinking all these fucked up things which in turn make it more difficult to see the positive in anything, which just makes it easier to hate yourself. When I was real low I saw a psychiatrist and got put on Zoloft. I was only on it for a few months but it broke me out of that cycle and allowed me to look past some of the shit i was feeling. Best of luck man

I've been through therapy before. It's been about four years since I last spoke to my therapist. Been about the same amount of time since I last took my Zoloft. I eventually got past my problem and felt better. I can only sit and wait for this to pass as well. I'm taking my time to hangout with friends as much as possible. Keeps my mind in a better place. Also, been trying to get out and enjoy the sun whenever it's out. Lately, we've had some shitty weather, so it's been difficult for me to get out. Especially with my cast on. Thanks, homie. Best of luck to you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on February 25, 2013, 08:20:55 PM

Change is terrifying .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on February 26, 2013, 10:15:33 AM

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Str8 up asian, you CANNOT take any of that shit personally, if your parents are going through a divorce they are literally as stressed as they have ever been in their life, i know that shit is hard. You just gotta take a step back and let things happen naturally. As difficult as it is you gotta bit your tongue right now. If you have to write shit down man, as lame as it might sound to keep a journal, to me ive always found some therapy in getting my thoughts on to paper. Chin up dude, you got this

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Thanks for the advice. I've been trying. The only times I've ever been truly happy is when I was out skating this past summer. Just being away from the house.
Also, when I was with my girlfriend, but she doesn't live here.

my advice is to get super buck and do everything youve ever wanted to. if a fool takes you out, you wanted to die anyway and this way you can go out blazin

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on February 26, 2013, 10:46:10 AM

I want to rip my leg off.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on February 26, 2013, 03:52:58 PM

Quote from: Bronson on February 26, 2013, 10:46:10 AM

I want to rip my leg off.

you should try masturbating over some gay x-art videos and see if you like a finger up the bum!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DBrown901 on February 26, 2013, 07:51:46 PM

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Str8 up asian, you CANNOT take any of that shit personally, if your parents are going through a divorce they are literally as stressed as they have ever been in their life, i know that shit is hard. You just gotta take a step back and let things happen naturally. As difficult as it is you gotta bit your tongue right now. If you have to write shit down man, as lame as it might sound to keep a journal, to me ive always found some therapy in getting my thoughts on to paper. Chin up dude, you got this

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Thanks for the advice. I've been trying. The only times I've ever been truly happy is when I was out skating this past summer. Just being away from the house.
Also, when I was with my girlfriend, but she doesn't live here.

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my advice is to get super buck and do everything youve ever wanted to. if a fool takes you out, you wanted to die anyway and this way you can go out blazin

Kind of hard to do that with a broken ankle.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Greg Ostertag on February 26, 2013, 08:14:24 PM

I've been getting drunk and listening to Can a lot lately. It's becoming my primary hobby...

Can - Paperhouse 1971 (Tago Mago) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvptRAfYpWM&feature=youtube_gdata_player#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on March 01, 2013, 10:08:57 AM

deleted my fb profile because i guess i'm a misanthrope. some of my "friends" are seriously pissed about it... they can go fuck themselves.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on March 02, 2013, 04:31:27 PM

After summer of last year my ex got in contact with me, despite me not talking to her for a few months. I was dumb enough to respond to an email of her's. It was just BS about how she misses me, etc. Now we talk/text here and there. We planned to go to Japan this year along with some other traveling. But when we talk I get the impression that she will do whatever regardless if we are talking. I have no problem with that but she is trying to involve me into her life. I've been thinking just to stick it out until we go to Japan. Then decided to lose contact or stay in touch. I've got nothing to lose though, but it would still bother me if she was involved with other guys.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on March 02, 2013, 07:22:21 PM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on March 02, 2013, 04:31:27 PM

After summer of last year my ex got in contact with me, despite me not talking to her for a few months. I was dumb enough to respond to an email of her's. It was just BS about how she misses me, etc. Now we talk/text here and there. We planned to go to Japan this year along with some other traveling. But when we talk I get the impression that she will do whatever regardless if we are talking. I have no problem with that but she is trying to involve me into her life. I've been thinking just to stick it out until we go to Japan. Then decided to lose contact or stay in touch. I've got nothing to lose though, but it would still bother me if she was involved with other guys.

you say you have nothing to lose but you do. youre already in again, just by talking to her and caring enough to make this thread. tell her straight up that she needs to either be loyal to you and upfront with her plans, otherwise bounce. ive been stuck with a girl who was a "free spirit" and couldnt make up her mind and was down to move across the country at the drop of a hat (aka whenever things werent going her way). id say that this is a lot to lose for you. youre gonna waste emotions and probably money and experiences getting strung along. tell her she needs to prove loyalty and respect that her actions will affect you too and if not then she can bounce.

*if this is all completely wrong, sorry. i just read it and got fired up. i hate girls who come back when they get lonely.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on March 02, 2013, 07:28:47 PM

Quote from: pancake man on February 25, 2013, 11:11:39 AM

Been having a real hard time getting it up with the ladies, I've been able to laugh it off, but I'm starting to get a little concerned. I did find this article and it helped settle me a little, but good god I hope it's right

http://www.businessinsider.com/porn-ruining-sex-life-2011-10 (http://www.businessinsider.com/porn-ruining-sex-life-2011-10)

did you consider my response above? try having a couple drinks first. i've been through this and i feel like it was just nerves, subconscious or not. getting to know the girl may work too, but im not sure.

after reading your article though, wow, maybe i have a problem. not to say i cant get aroused by my girlfriend but porn has been a large part of my spare time for longer than ive been skating. maybe it would explain why i have such high expectations in the bedroom? she was pretty down and willing in the first few months but things were new, we were drunker, and she was trying to do whatever she could to get me to stick around. now that im here i worry shes too comfortable and i dont get nearly the sexual treatment i once got. perhaps acting like i dont care about sex would help? i remember in the beginning i would play hard to get and she was practically my sex slave. now that we've been dating over a year i kind of expect it and maybe it kills the vibe. its tough to not want it when you see eachother on an almost daily basis though. maybe ill quit porn, see how it goes after a month or two. would that exclude jacking off too? thatd ruin my sex life even more haha. id hate to cum after 4 minutes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on March 03, 2013, 05:20:12 AM

I don't get the hype around the Harlem shake.

I Can't believe it is making that much noise around the world. It makes feel sad about human being

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on March 03, 2013, 08:33:30 AM

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After summer of last year my ex got in contact with me, despite me not talking to her for a few months. I was dumb enough to respond to an email of her's. It was just BS about how she misses me, etc. Now we talk/text here and there. We planned to go to Japan this year along with some other traveling. But when we talk I get the impression that she will do whatever regardless if we are talking. I have no problem with that but she is trying to involve me into her life. I've been thinking just to stick it out until we go to Japan. Then decided to lose contact or stay in touch. I've got nothing to lose though, but it would still bother me if she was involved with other guys.

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you say you have nothing to lose but you do. youre already in again, just by talking to her and caring enough to make this thread. tell her straight up that she needs to either be loyal to you and upfront with her plans, otherwise bounce. ive been stuck with a girl who was a "free spirit" and couldnt make up her mind and was down to move across the country at the drop of a hat (aka whenever things werent going her way). id say that this is a lot to lose for you. youre gonna waste emotions and probably money and experiences getting strung along. tell her she needs to prove loyalty and respect that her actions will affect you too and if not then she can bounce.

*if this is all completely wrong, sorry. i just read it and got fired up. i hate girls who come back when they get lonely.

I'd be upset if she was with another guy but at the same time I'm not investing much into this. I hope for the best but expect the worse. I did imply about her seeing other guys and she got the hint. She said she wasnt interested. Only time will tell. As for traveling, she is paying for most of the trip to Japan.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sexualhelon on March 03, 2013, 09:12:00 AM

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After summer of last year my ex got in contact with me, despite me not talking to her for a few months. I was dumb enough to respond to an email of her's. It was just BS about how she misses me, etc. Now we talk/text here and there. We planned to go to Japan this year along with some other traveling. But when we talk I get the impression that she will do whatever regardless if we are talking. I have no problem with that but she is trying to involve me into her life. I've been thinking just to stick it out until we go to Japan. Then decided to lose contact or stay in touch. I've got nothing to lose though, but it would still bother me if she was involved with other guys.

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you say you have nothing to lose but you do. youre already in again, just by talking to her and caring enough to make this thread. tell her straight up that she needs to either be loyal to you and upfront with her plans, otherwise bounce. ive been stuck with a girl who was a "free spirit" and couldnt make up her mind and was down to move across the country at the drop of a hat (aka whenever things werent going her way). id say that this is a lot to lose for you. youre gonna waste emotions and probably money and experiences getting strung along. tell her she needs to prove loyalty and respect that her actions will affect you too and if not then she can bounce.

*if this is all completely wrong, sorry. i just read it and got fired up. i hate girls who come back when they get lonely.

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I'd be upset if she was with another guy but at the same time I'm not investing much into this. I hope for the best but expect the worse. I did imply about her seeing other guys and she got the hint. She said she wasnt interested. Only time will tell. As for traveling, she is paying for most of the trip to Japan.

I feel like I've been on both sides of the fence with this one. There have been times that I was with a girl who was one of these free spirits but we didn't have a history so her escapades didn't really bother me - except for when she'd tell me and then it would bum me out. Girls who I'm with telling me sex stories don't even bum me out but if they're telling me a story that's within the span of me seeing them I can't help but feel jaded on it. Kills the vibe for sure. If it's a girl who you actually do care about then it's just going to tug at your heartstrings no matter what and if you know it's never going to work out then it's best to stay away. On the other hand, I've been on your end of the spectrum with a girl who I had history with and at the end of it all I realized what a shitty person she was. I worked as a flight attendant for a bit so I could fly for free and frequently crash with her in Chicago when something was going on there I wanted to do plus Chicago is an alright city for a weekend trip. She'd always hook it up on those trips but that whole period I wasn't into her so I saw it as a sort of payback - actually took her virginity on one of those trips. I feel like you get older and you realized that even then you don't gain anything.

Side note but you could view it as a metaphor to what I was just commenting on:  I haven't talked to my Dad in 8 years because he's such a shitty person but he's visiting LA in a few days. He got my phone number from the hospital in Austin via my sister's emergency contacts list when she got hit by a car and was rushed into surgery due to a badly broken leg. He then proceeded to text everyone saying how my sister only wanted him to be there and no one else but everyone caught on - could have sued the hospital for giving out my number but didn't because I'm not one of those sue happy people. This was maybe 2 years ago.... since then he's sent me sob text messages basically bullshitting in my opinion about how he wants to see me. It's like he would get some false sense of accomplishment in seeing how I'm a grown man with a decent job, side projects, and paying my own bills even though he had nothing to do with it. I think about saying yes to letting him take me out to dinner while he's here but then I don't really have anything to say to him...I mean, sure, I could use an extra $200, a shopping spree, or enjoy him buying my meal from the most expensive restaurant in LA but would any of that really be worth it? No bridges burned can really be repaired on my end and I'd be breaking a pretty fucking big vow of silence.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dontfearthereefer on March 03, 2013, 09:42:23 AM

i figure the only reason chicks bring shit like that up is to make you jealous, but all it really does it make you realize she isn't as cool as you thought

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hornyrick on March 05, 2013, 02:49:50 PM

Quote from: Archie Bunker on August 21, 2012, 08:26:28 AM

I'm facing an identity crisis.  I moved out of America, to the country where most of my roots lead to.  IMO, middle america is terrible for a young minority growing up.  All my life white folk have looked at me like an alien, but I grew accustomed to it.  As I grew older and started getting into fist fights over it, people stopped saying racist shit to my face.  Even then, my white friends would regularly make stereotypical jokes to my face, and white acquaintances would say stereotypical bullshit behind my back.

Now, I am living in the country that is supposed to be home for me, yet the people here do not accept me as their own.  I can't get a job, and I am very tempted of returning to my old ways of rob cheating and stealing to get money.  The only upside is how easy it is to talk to girls.

Back in middle america I look the same as every other fuckin jap/chink/gook, and over here I apparently look like fuckin peter bici.  What am I to do?  Move to Africa?

  The Japanese can be an extremely intolerable people towards  Koreans south East Asians and etc. there is even one group of people ( forget their names but they only make up like 3% of the population) who traditionally worked with leather and slaughtered cows for a living, these people even in present day are thought of as "inhumans" kinda similar to the untouchables in India. It's not uncommon for people who grow up in Japan and then go away for college to come back being treated as an outsider. Still a pretty cool experience though!(living in Japan that is)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on March 05, 2013, 04:41:48 PM

Usher Confessions Part One With Lyrics!!!! (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2v9J1iqz0is#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on March 05, 2013, 04:42:08 PM

Usher confessions part 2 with lyrics!!! (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9c1McGGYRiA#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: j....soy..... on March 05, 2013, 11:10:50 PM

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After summer of last year my ex got in contact with me, despite me not talking to her for a few months. I was dumb enough to respond to an email of her's. It was just BS about how she misses me, etc. Now we talk/text here and there. We planned to go to Japan this year along with some other traveling. But when we talk I get the impression that she will do whatever regardless if we are talking. I have no problem with that but she is trying to involve me into her life. I've been thinking just to stick it out until we go to Japan. Then decided to lose contact or stay in touch. I've got nothing to lose though, but it would still bother me if she was involved with other guys.

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you say you have nothing to lose but you do. youre already in again, just by talking to her and caring enough to make this thread. tell her straight up that she needs to either be loyal to you and upfront with her plans, otherwise bounce. ive been stuck with a girl who was a "free spirit" and couldnt make up her mind and was down to move across the country at the drop of a hat (aka whenever things werent going her way). id say that this is a lot to lose for you. youre gonna waste emotions and probably money and experiences getting strung along. tell her she needs to prove loyalty and respect that her actions will affect you too and if not then she can bounce.

*if this is all completely wrong, sorry. i just read it and got fired up. i hate girls who come back when they get lonely.

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I'd be upset if she was with another guy but at the same time I'm not investing much into this. I hope for the best but expect the worse. I did imply about her seeing other guys and she got the hint. She said she wasnt interested. Only time will tell. As for traveling, she is paying for most of the trip to Japan.

Go to Japan and hook up w. Japanese girls....I've known so many guys that moved there with a white girl....came home with an Asian one....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on March 06, 2013, 06:05:45 AM

Quote from: Frank on March 01, 2013, 10:08:57 AM

deleted my fb profile because i guess i'm a misanthrope. some of my "friends" are seriously pissed about it... they can go fuck themselves.

Seriously thinking about doing it, or just removing 80% of my friends

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chockfullofthat on March 06, 2013, 07:49:13 AM

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deleted my fb profile because i guess i'm a misanthrope. some of my "friends" are seriously pissed about it... they can go fuck themselves.

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Seriously thinking about doing it, or just removing 80% of my friends

You can try what I did.  Adjust your settings so no one can tag you without you approving.  Also, set it so you get e-mails for wall posts, messages, and event invitations if you want.  You never have to login again if you don't want after that.  Deleting it just makes people talk about what an antisocial weirdo you've become and you'll probably have to explain yourself a few times and try not to come across like a dick who hates everyone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on March 06, 2013, 08:38:17 AM

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deleted my fb profile because i guess i'm a misanthrope. some of my "friends" are seriously pissed about it... they can go fuck themselves.

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Seriously thinking about doing it, or just removing 80% of my friends

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You can try what I did.  Adjust your settings so no one can tag you without you approving.  Also, set it so you get e-mails for wall posts, messages, and event invitations if you want.  You never have to login again if you don't want after that.  Deleting it just makes people talk about what an antisocial weirdo you've become and you'll probably have to explain yourself a few times and try not to come across like a dick who hates everyone.

Those are already my settings, but I use it to talk with about 4 o 5 people daily. That's almost my only use. Like MSN back in the days, but no one uses MSN anymore. It would be fun to witness a vintage trend in technology, like people using MSN again instead of fb or whatsapp shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on March 06, 2013, 05:59:39 PM

I went a very long time thinking that the poster whitemanjazz was actually spelled whitemanjizz. True story. I guess I just see what I want to see.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on March 06, 2013, 07:49:43 PM

Quote from: j....soy..... on March 05, 2013, 11:10:50 PM

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After summer of last year my ex got in contact with me, despite me not talking to her for a few months. I was dumb enough to respond to an email of her's. It was just BS about how she misses me, etc. Now we talk/text here and there. We planned to go to Japan this year along with some other traveling. But when we talk I get the impression that she will do whatever regardless if we are talking. I have no problem with that but she is trying to involve me into her life. I've been thinking just to stick it out until we go to Japan. Then decided to lose contact or stay in touch. I've got nothing to lose though, but it would still bother me if she was involved with other guys.

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you say you have nothing to lose but you do. youre already in again, just by talking to her and caring enough to make this thread. tell her straight up that she needs to either be loyal to you and upfront with her plans, otherwise bounce. ive been stuck with a girl who was a "free spirit" and couldnt make up her mind and was down to move across the country at the drop of a hat (aka whenever things werent going her way). id say that this is a lot to lose for you. youre gonna waste emotions and probably money and experiences getting strung along. tell her she needs to prove loyalty and respect that her actions will affect you too and if not then she can bounce.

*if this is all completely wrong, sorry. i just read it and got fired up. i hate girls who come back when they get lonely.

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I'd be upset if she was with another guy but at the same time I'm not investing much into this. I hope for the best but expect the worse. I did imply about her seeing other guys and she got the hint. She said she wasnt interested. Only time will tell. As for traveling, she is paying for most of the trip to Japan.

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Go to Japan and hook up w. Japanese girls....I've known so many guys that moved there with a white girl....came home with an Asian one....

That be ideal. I love Asian women, its like an obsession, even the ones that other guys dont find attractive. Also most Japanese women dont want kids. Thing is I don't have "game". Most girls Ive met have been through work and friends. Trying to get with a girl all on my own has resulted in failure lol.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Archie Bunker on March 07, 2013, 08:41:53 AM

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After summer of last year my ex got in contact with me, despite me not talking to her for a few months. I was dumb enough to respond to an email of her's. It was just BS about how she misses me, etc. Now we talk/text here and there. We planned to go to Japan this year along with some other traveling. But when we talk I get the impression that she will do whatever regardless if we are talking. I have no problem with that but she is trying to involve me into her life. I've been thinking just to stick it out until we go to Japan. Then decided to lose contact or stay in touch. I've got nothing to lose though, but it would still bother me if she was involved with other guys.

[close]

you say you have nothing to lose but you do. youre already in again, just by talking to her and caring enough to make this thread. tell her straight up that she needs to either be loyal to you and upfront with her plans, otherwise bounce. ive been stuck with a girl who was a "free spirit" and couldnt make up her mind and was down to move across the country at the drop of a hat (aka whenever things werent going her way). id say that this is a lot to lose for you. youre gonna waste emotions and probably money and experiences getting strung along. tell her she needs to prove loyalty and respect that her actions will affect you too and if not then she can bounce.

*if this is all completely wrong, sorry. i just read it and got fired up. i hate girls who come back when they get lonely.

[close]

I'd be upset if she was with another guy but at the same time I'm not investing much into this. I hope for the best but expect the worse. I did imply about her seeing other guys and she got the hint. She said she wasnt interested. Only time will tell. As for traveling, she is paying for most of the trip to Japan.

[close]

Go to Japan and hook up w. Japanese girls....I've known so many guys that moved there with a white girl....came home with an Asian one....

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That be ideal. I love Asian women, its like an obsession, even the ones that other guys dont find attractive. Also most Japanese women dont want kids. Thing is I don't have "game". Most girls Ive met have been through work and friends. Trying to get with a girl all on my own has resulted in failure lol.

wrong

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: finknoos on March 15, 2013, 10:07:03 AM

When i was younger, and watching the intro to the fresh prince of belair, i thought he came from "west philinovia" i only learned the error of my ways when i was about 16`

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GAY on March 15, 2013, 12:28:07 PM

Quote from: Frank on March 01, 2013, 10:08:57 AM

deleted my fb profile because i guess i'm a misanthrope. some of my "friends" are seriously pissed about it... they can go fuck themselves.

I fully back your use of the word misanthrope.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on March 16, 2013, 02:22:44 PM

Quote from: Archie Bunker on March 07, 2013, 08:41:53 AM

wrong

Damn, really? From the things I've read their population is declining and the women rather not sacrifice their jobs for a child. But you're Japanese and you are living in Japan (unless you moved back to the US), so I'd take your word...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nylin on March 16, 2013, 02:52:32 PM

Quote from: chockfullofthat on March 06, 2013, 07:49:13 AM

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deleted my fb profile because i guess i'm a misanthrope. some of my "friends" are seriously pissed about it... they can go fuck themselves.

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Seriously thinking about doing it, or just removing 80% of my friends

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You can try what I did.  Adjust your settings so no one can tag you without you approving.  Also, set it so you get e-mails for wall posts, messages, and event invitations if you want.  You never have to login again if you don't want after that.  Deleting it just makes people talk about what an antisocial weirdo you've become and you'll probably have to explain yourself a few times and try not to come across like a dick who hates everyone.

In the chat side bar now you can ignore people without them knowing. You can turn off chat for people and it will never show you're online to them unless you turn it back on. Perfect for those people you can't delete because of certain reasons but don't want to talk to.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Archie Bunker on March 16, 2013, 06:20:56 PM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on March 16, 2013, 02:22:44 PM

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Damn, really? From the things I've read their population is declining and the women rather not sacrifice their jobs for a child. But you're Japanese and you are living in Japan (unless you moved back to the US), so I'd take your word...

aside from slight cultural differences women are the same everywhere man...what i can tell you is that there are a shit ton of chicks over here looking for white dick so if you're able serve it then you need to do what you do what you does and give them what they want

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on March 19, 2013, 08:46:30 AM

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deleted my fb profile because i guess i'm a misanthrope. some of my "friends" are seriously pissed about it... they can go fuck themselves.

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Seriously thinking about doing it, or just removing 80% of my friends

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You can try what I did.  Adjust your settings so no one can tag you without you approving.  Also, set it so you get e-mails for wall posts, messages, and event invitations if you want.  You never have to login again if you don't want after that.  Deleting it just makes people talk about what an antisocial weirdo you've become and you'll probably have to explain yourself a few times and try not to come across like a dick who hates everyone.

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In the chat side bar now you can ignore people without them knowing. You can turn off chat for people and it will never show you're online to them unless you turn it back on. Perfect for those people you can't delete because of certain reasons but don't want to talk to.

I know, but just the fact of having to suffer from seeing news from their life in the newsfeed makes me angry. When people share some videos about soccer, basket ball, or some wannabee political/conscient shit like Kony 2012, then the same day instagram themselves duckfacing in the mirror or at a party getting drunk, it makes me feel really bad about the Human being.
I also hate people who constantly share newspaper articles about politics or conspiracy but are the same who never voted, buy Apple shit all day, always drink coca cola, eat Mc Donalds every week and complain about the economy.

It's not even hating it's just that some people look so dumb on fb. I'm deleting one of my friends every day, until I don't feel unconfortable on fb anymore. Some people got angry because of that, anyway if people get angry for getting deleted by some friend on fb, in my opinion it means two things: they give too much importance to fb, and second one, I don't want to be friend with people that gives too much importance to fb.


On other topic I love this deck

(http://www.caughtinthecrossfire.com/uploads/2013/02/gregnowik_wighttrash.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Unbridled Technical Precision on March 19, 2013, 07:43:00 PM

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deleted my fb profile because i guess i'm a misanthrope. some of my "friends" are seriously pissed about it... they can go fuck themselves.

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Seriously thinking about doing it, or just removing 80% of my friends

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You can try what I did.  Adjust your settings so no one can tag you without you approving.  Also, set it so you get e-mails for wall posts, messages, and event invitations if you want.  You never have to login again if you don't want after that.  Deleting it just makes people talk about what an antisocial weirdo you've become and you'll probably have to explain yourself a few times and try not to come across like a dick who hates everyone.

i deleted mine a couple years ago and it's pretty great not to have to keep up with all the bullshit. if i want to know what my friends are up to i text them or call them. i also don't have a twitter or instagram... it really lets you know who cares about you (and really lets you know who you care about) instead of using other people's "likes" for validation. too many people get caught up in staring at their little screens all day long, it kinda bums me out. but whatever, as long as they enjoy what they're doing with their technology, i just don't find it useful anymore

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dontfearthereefer on March 19, 2013, 10:09:50 PM

Facebook is the worst thing in the world, getting rid of social media is akin to removing a ball and chain

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on March 19, 2013, 10:18:48 PM

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Damn, really? From the things I've read their population is declining and the women rather not sacrifice their jobs for a child. But you're Japanese and you are living in Japan (unless you moved back to the US), so I'd take your word...

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aside from slight cultural differences women are the same everywhere man...what i can tell you is that there are a shit ton of chicks over here looking for white dick so if you're able serve it then you need to do what you do what you does and give them what they want

Im not even full white but I look it haha. I'll see what happens with the ex.
I want some Japanese girls, ugly or not.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on March 19, 2013, 10:23:50 PM

Quote from: Dontfearthereefer on March 19, 2013, 10:09:50 PM

Facebook is the worst thing in the world, getting rid of social media is akin to removing a ball and chain

Sort of. Without facebook I wouldnt have gotten back in contact with some close friends. However if you have people on their that bitch or try to start drama constantly then yeah I see your point. Most of my post on there arent even serious. Also if someone bitches, post those stupid tumblr pics with the quotes, etc. Ill just post something poking fun at them. Some have actually stopped.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on March 19, 2013, 10:41:10 PM

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Sort of. Without facebook I wouldnt have gotten back in contact with some close friends. However if you have people on their that bitch or try to start drama constantly then yeah I see your point. Most of my post on there arent even serious. Also if someone bitches, post those stupid tumblr pics with the quotes, etc. Ill just post something poking fun at them. Some have actually stopped.

thanks for the tips man! very helpful

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: AnotherHardDayAtTheOffice on April 05, 2013, 12:14:22 PM

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Im pretty sure I have premature ejaculation (PE). I usually last like 2-5 mins in bed, sometimes 10 mins on a good day. My ex-girlfriend didn't mind it much, but ever since we broke up due to a long-distance relationship, I have been too afraid to talk to other women because of this..

Maybe I'm a bit late on this one but try jerking off a couple of times, well... at least once, before meeting up with a girl you're likely to hook up with. I've had the same "problem" but it really helps a lot. Otherwise, just bust your first nut early and bang her again right after (as soon as you get it up again, that is). You'll last forever and she won't be complaining afterwards. Quite to the contrary probably... Oh, and the other guys are right. A little bit of alcohol helps as well!

That being said, it seems crazy how much of our self-esteem as well as social acceptance has to do with performance in the bedroom. If you think about it, it's not that important anyway.

As for my confession, at the moment I'm crazy about the song "Total Eclipse of the Heart". I listen to it all day every day right now. I know it's pathetic as fuck but still love it. I'm neither heartbroken, lonely nor in love at the moment but I am still obsessed with that fucking song. The other day me and a friend got drunk at his place and were seriously considering getting the lyrics tattooed somewhere. Sounded like a good idea at the time...

For those who don't know:

BONNIE TYLER - TOTAL ECLIPSE OF THE HEART (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6oAyOZPQJpY#ws)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BRIX SKWIKZ on April 05, 2013, 01:06:14 PM

LIVE Classics - Aaron Jaws Homoki - A Happy Medium (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j9Wz_faWNCI#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on April 11, 2013, 01:59:32 PM

I felt talking to my ex was restricting my life. I have no idea what will happen between us. Im currently trying to get into grad school and she wants to become an officer in the air force. We have busy lives and will be separated by distance for who knows how long. I never thought I do this. I've been seeing this girl from work. Been getting really close to her. We have been hanging out a lot more, fuck, etc. Only thing is, the girl Ive been seeing is planning to move back to her home town (sometime this year). So no matter what we do, how close I get. It wont go anywhere. Yeah she will be in the LA area, about hour or 2 away but still. I guess the best perspective is that Im young, shit like this happens. Nothing to do but enjoy what I have right now. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Unbridled Technical Precision on April 13, 2013, 12:39:26 PM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on April 11, 2013, 01:59:32 PM

Nothing to do but enjoy what I have right now. 

there ya go man. all you have is a series of interlocking moments that overshadow eachother. if you aren't happy in the moment you're in now, chances are you won't be happy in the next. it's a cliche, but it's a cliche for a reason.... "all you have is now"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Will Easley on April 14, 2013, 10:20:39 AM

I believe I suffer from somewhat of a Jonah's Complex. I put alot of pressure on myself to succeed in the things I want to do, and I've always been the type to be really at whatever I put my time & effort into, but it seems like theres a tiny sliver of myself in the back of my mind holding me back, making me do alot of various little things that end up slowly sabotaging my goals. It sounds crazy even to me but its almost like im subconsciously scared of my own success, so I progress at much slower rate than what I know I'm capable of. Thankfully the weather's getting better in the midwest & ive been able to take my mind off it by skating. I was pretty rusty from not skating months at a time since september but I've been persistent & got just about all my skill/confidence/consistency back in about a week n a half of focused skateboarding. I dont necessarily put that much pressure on me when I skate outside of just landing tricks & having fun so I feel like its one of the few areas where I'm immune to said Jonah's complex. It's weird because if I knew someone else who had tons of potential to do something great but were scared of their own success & the responsibility that comes with it, I'd tell em to get their heads outta their ass & go live up to that potential, but since its actually me in this case, shits just frustrating & makes me feel like a hypocrite. I feel like I've always been my own worst enemy if anyones ever gonna stop me from doing something I wanna do its always gonna be me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Greg Ostertag on April 15, 2013, 03:44:47 PM

Quote from: Will Easley on April 14, 2013, 10:20:39 AM

I believe I suffer from somewhat of a Jonah's Complex. I put alot of pressure on myself to succeed in the things I want to do, and I've always been the type to be really at whatever I put my time & effort into, but it seems like theres a tiny sliver of myself in the back of my mind holding me back, making me do alot of various little things that end up slowly sabotaging my goals. It sounds crazy even to me but its almost like im subconsciously scared of my own success, so I progress at much slower rate than what I know I'm capable of. Thankfully the weather's getting better in the midwest & ive been able to take my mind off it by skating. I was pretty rusty from not skating months at a time since september but I've been persistent & got just about all my skill/confidence/consistency back in about a week n a half of focused skateboarding. I dont necessarily put that much pressure on me when I skate outside of just landing tricks & having fun so I feel like its one of the few areas where I'm immune to said Jonah's complex. It's weird because if I knew someone else who had tons of potential to do something great but were scared of their own success & the responsibility that comes with it, I'd tell em to get their heads outta their ass & go live up to that potential, but since its actually me in this case, shits just frustrating & makes me feel like a hypocrite. I feel like I've always been my own worst enemy if anyones ever gonna stop me from doing something I wanna do its always gonna be me.

The thought of success seems just as scary as the thought of failure, sometimes.

Often, I feel like when another person compliments me, or tells me I'm good at something, I'm sort of ruined and lose motivation to do that thing they thought I was good at.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on April 16, 2013, 06:53:38 PM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on April 11, 2013, 01:59:32 PM

I felt talking to my ex was restricting my life. I have no idea what will happen between us.

i know how that feels. i talked in great lengths on this thread about how fucked i was when i got dumped about 8months ago. we maintained a bit of contact for some time but now it's almost been half a year that i've heard nothing from her, all i know is she was dating a new guy back then and that's where i pulled the plug, blacklisted her on my phone and everything. i still have a hard time letting go. she was my best friend and i still have troubles handling shit without her.

i've met other women in the meantime but i have a hard time connecting with them or even act sympathetic. so i stopped and now i just wait until it goes away. been thinking a lot about catching up with her lately, but all my/her friends(she lives three hours away but we still have a somewhat shared circle of friends) say i shouldn't. she will definetely be in town through most of the summer and i have panic attacks thinking about meeting her for the first time since the break up.

it also sucks because i'm really reluctant now to invest any emotion into a new relationship. it all seems like it doesn't matter anyway. i can't even bring myself to fuck the pain away, although there are several girls asking me all the time to hit a bar with them or whatnot. it would be so easy but it seems to me that when i'm realizing i'm actually having a great time at something, i'm bummed at the same time that i can't share it with her. i know it's stupid, i just can't help myself. i guess she was "that" girl for me. breakups were usually no big deal for me, but this one's still a tough one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on April 17, 2013, 12:58:34 AM

so can you finally post some nudes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on April 17, 2013, 01:46:59 AM

good effort but wrong frank

I hope by get over her man, im almost 2 years out of a breakup and still feel similar to you, it's hard as hell

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EPetrov on April 18, 2013, 07:08:35 PM

it sux cuz i want to change and have a awesome attitude but something in my brain is preventing me. Ive exercised and everything. If someone sent me anti d meds to try, that be a blessing..The worst part is not being able to get excited or appreciate anything.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dontfearthereefer on April 18, 2013, 09:07:03 PM

Simon Birch i'm sorry (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QE6mvTRykmE#ws)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on April 18, 2013, 11:53:13 PM

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i know how that feels. i talked in great lengths on this thread about how fucked i was when i got dumped about 8months ago. we maintained a bit of contact for some time but now it's almost been half a year that i've heard nothing from her, all i know is she was dating a new guy back then and that's where i pulled the plug, blacklisted her on my phone and everything. i still have a hard time letting go. she was my best friend and i still have troubles handling shit without her.

i've met other women in the meantime but i have a hard time connecting with them or even act sympathetic. so i stopped and now i just wait until it goes away. been thinking a lot about catching up with her lately, but all my/her friends(she lives three hours away but we still have a somewhat shared circle of friends) say i shouldn't. she will definetely be in town through most of the summer and i have panic attacks thinking about meeting her for the first time since the break up.

it also sucks because i'm really reluctant now to invest any emotion into a new relationship. it all seems like it doesn't matter anyway. i can't even bring myself to fuck the pain away, although there are several girls asking me all the time to hit a bar with them or whatnot. it would be so easy but it seems to me that when i'm realizing i'm actually having a great time at something, i'm bummed at the same time that i can't share it with her. i know it's stupid, i just can't help myself. i guess she was "that" girl for me. breakups were usually no big deal for me, but this one's still a tough one.

damn frank thats really shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on April 19, 2013, 05:03:48 AM

Quote from: Beer Keg Peg Leg on April 17, 2013, 12:58:34 AM

so can you finally post some nudes

don't have any, i'm sorry. i'm sure it would help me a lot tho if i gave the world the opportunity to virtually cum in her face. that i've never got around to make a fine nude portfolio of her is one of the many regrets i now have about this relationship.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: few123456789 on April 19, 2013, 12:25:34 PM

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i know how that feels. i talked in great lengths on this thread about how fucked i was when i got dumped about 8months ago. we maintained a bit of contact for some time but now it's almost been half a year that i've heard nothing from her, all i know is she was dating a new guy back then and that's where i pulled the plug, blacklisted her on my phone and everything. i still have a hard time letting go. she was my best friend and i still have troubles handling shit without her.

i've met other women in the meantime but i have a hard time connecting with them or even act sympathetic. so i stopped and now i just wait until it goes away. been thinking a lot about catching up with her lately, but all my/her friends(she lives three hours away but we still have a somewhat shared circle of friends) say i shouldn't. she will definetely be in town through most of the summer and i have panic attacks thinking about meeting her for the first time since the break up.

it also sucks because i'm really reluctant now to invest any emotion into a new relationship. it all seems like it doesn't matter anyway. i can't even bring myself to fuck the pain away, although there are several girls asking me all the time to hit a bar with them or whatnot. it would be so easy but it seems to me that when i'm realizing i'm actually having a great time at something, i'm bummed at the same time that i can't share it with her. i know it's stupid, i just can't help myself. i guess she was "that" girl for me. breakups were usually no big deal for me, but this one's still a tough one.

How old are you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on April 20, 2013, 03:43:43 AM

i'm 27 and i had my fair share of relationships, the longest one going for more than three years and i also shared a place with one of my ex-gfs. it's new to me because i'm still close to pretty much all my exs, i never had a problem with them having a new partner or something. i can't even tell what makes this one so different

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: few123456789 on April 20, 2013, 04:41:47 AM

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i'm 27 and i had my fair share of relationships, the longest one going for more than three years and i also shared a place with one of my ex-gfs. it's new to me because i'm still close to pretty much all my exs, i never had a problem with them having a new partner or something. i can't even tell what makes this one so different

I feel for you bro.  You're a few years older than I expected.

Don't date for a while.  There is nothing wrong with that.  You don't have to hook up either--in fact I encourage some solitary period.  Be confident that you don't need a woman.

Make friends with a girl you think is hot and that you like on a personal level.  The most important thing is that you are friends.  Once that is done (give it at least, at least a year), take her down.  Just go for it.  That should be easy.  Then she's yours.

Probably the best thing that ever happened to you was this ex leaving you. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on April 20, 2013, 04:57:55 AM

thanks man, that's pretty much what i'm going for now. just trying to be happy for myself.

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Post by: few123456789 on April 20, 2013, 08:08:57 AM

Quote from: Frank on April 20, 2013, 04:57:55 AM

thanks man, that's pretty much what i'm going for now. just trying to be happy for myself.

Great.  You're money and you don't even know it. 

Take a long break though.  It's good for you.  When you realize you don't need any of them, and you honestly don't want to deal with any of them or their bullshit (comes with the territory), you find one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Laban Fetus on April 21, 2013, 12:27:06 PM

I'm 20 years old and still living at home. I know this is an increasingly normal thing in America but it's literally driving me fucking crazy. Haven't been able to find a job for two years post high-school, didn't finish high-school to begin with, don't have a G.E.D., haven't gone to college among other things. My failure to do these things doesn't have anything to do with smarts (god knows how many times people have said i'm "bright and have potential") but more so with being a non-linear thinker who really can't focus on anything in the real world what-so-ever. Excuses? sure... but it's my reality. Being raised by two artist/hippie parents who didn't show much focus on me being a better student maybe added in to being a "head in the clouds" kind of guy.. who knows. Just coming to terms with being a lost cause here

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Will Easley on April 21, 2013, 12:48:55 PM

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I'm 20 years old and still living at home. I know this is an increasingly normal thing in America but it's literally driving me fucking crazy. Haven't been able to find a job for two years post high-school, didn't finish high-school to begin with, don't have a G.E.D., haven't gone to college among other things. My failure to do these things doesn't have anything to do with smarts (god knows how many times people have said i'm "bright and have potential") but more so with being a non-linear thinker who really can't focus on anything in the real world what-so-ever. Excuses? sure... but it's my reality. Being raised by two artist/hippie parents who didn't show much focus on me being a better student maybe added in to being a "head in the clouds" kind of guy.. who knows. Just coming to terms with being a lost cause here

its all about focus man. shit only gets older & more frustrating with time. eventually youll just say fuck it & start working towards something. find what it is you really wanna do. not just ona surface level, but what things in life actually bring you deep fulfillment & satisfaction? some people are driven to inspire people, others want to master a craft or learn about something...just find that niche & work from there. just start off small making small improvements here & there, but the main point to consistently take those baby steps every day & eventually it snowballs into something more fulfilling. you're fueled by the small successes that make you want to succeed more, and so on.

school shit aside, it sounds like you just arent totally sure with what you want to do with your life so you sit there just being stagnant. I'd advise reading Robert Greene's book Mastery. its about learning to take the necessary steps to become a "master" at anything over a long term apprenticeship. The book as a whole is great but at the beginning it speaks on the whole "finding what it is that you truly want to do" thing in depth & that is where i think you can apply some of that knowledge to better your life & feel good about yourself. nobodys a lost cause man i done seen the worst of niggas learn from their mistakes & go on to do good for themselves, and I believe that the experiences we have are what makes us so while you may be in somewhat of a bad period right now, hopefully in the future you'll find success & happiness from the lessons you've learned during that period. good luck fam

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Laban Fetus on April 21, 2013, 01:22:01 PM

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I'm 20 years old and still living at home. I know this is an increasingly normal thing in America but it's literally driving me fucking crazy. Haven't been able to find a job for two years post high-school, didn't finish high-school to begin with, don't have a G.E.D., haven't gone to college among other things. My failure to do these things doesn't have anything to do with smarts (god knows how many times people have said i'm "bright and have potential") but more so with being a non-linear thinker who really can't focus on anything in the real world what-so-ever. Excuses? sure... but it's my reality. Being raised by two artist/hippie parents who didn't show much focus on me being a better student maybe added in to being a "head in the clouds" kind of guy.. who knows. Just coming to terms with being a lost cause here

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its all about focus man. shit only gets older & more frustrating with time. eventually youll just say fuck it & start working towards something. find what it is you really wanna do. not just ona surface level, but what things in life actually bring you deep fulfillment & satisfaction? some people are driven to inspire people, others want to master a craft or learn about something...just find that niche & work from there. just start off small making small improvements here & there, but the main point to consistently take those baby steps every day & eventually it snowballs into something more fulfilling. you're fueled by the small successes that make you want to succeed more, and so on.

school shit aside, it sounds like you just arent totally sure with what you want to do with your life so you sit there just being stagnant. I'd advise reading Robert Greene's book Mastery. its about learning to take the necessary steps to become a "master" at anything over a long term apprenticeship. The book as a whole is great but at the beginning it speaks on the whole "finding what it is that you truly want to do" thing in depth & that is where i think you can apply some of that knowledge to better your life & feel good about yourself. nobodys a lost cause man i done seen the worst of niggas learn from their mistakes & go on to do good for themselves, and I believe that the experiences we have are what makes us so while you may be in somewhat of a bad period right now, hopefully in the future you'll find success & happiness from the lessons you've learned during that period. good luck fam

I think I've given you shit on here before but thanks anyway. We actually have the same aspiration which is music. That's what is fulfilling to me and the ultimate goal but i'm just going through an uninspired period right now. The main focus is just to move out right now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on April 21, 2013, 01:25:50 PM

is there a way to lock this thread to skatedood and other idiots? don't ruin someone elses life just because yours is a trainwreck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on April 21, 2013, 01:30:17 PM

What's wrong with what he said, Icenine? For real.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Will Easley on April 21, 2013, 01:33:26 PM

Quote from: ice nine on April 21, 2013, 01:25:50 PM

is there a way to lock this thread to skatedood and other idiots? don't ruin someone elses life just because yours is a trainwreck

explain to me how i just "ruined his life" by offering sound advice? and my life is far from a trainwreck. It aint perfect but i liked where im headed & where my minds at. i may wild out in other parts of slap but at least i dont try to shit on people in thread mostly used to vent & get advice. grow up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dontfearthereefer on April 21, 2013, 03:42:53 PM

for as much shit people give the dood, when he posts in this thread there isnt much to hate on, its sound advice he gives, but like guru said it is often easier to give advice than it is to run ones own life. cool it ice

@homie im 21 years old and wish i could still live at home, the idea is definitely cooler than the reality

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LOU.502 on April 26, 2013, 03:15:18 PM

Was gonna do productive stuff today but somehow ended up shirtless in bed drinking vodka and eating corn on the cob watching old skate videos :( I've eaten three corn cobs. I'm not joking.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cadillac Ranch Dressing on April 26, 2013, 03:16:39 PM

Gnar'd

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on April 27, 2013, 12:13:45 PM

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thanks man, that's pretty much what i'm going for now. just trying to be happy for myself.

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Great.  You're money and you don't even know it. 

Take a long break though.  It's good for you.  When you realize you don't need any of them, and you honestly don't want to deal with any of them or their bullshit (comes with the territory), you find one.

after my last relationship ended i was like this and it was the best. just completely uninterested in dealing with a girl. then i met my current girlfriend and she changed my mind, basically because there isnt any "dealing with" her. shes rad. good luck dude! there definitely a compatible and awesome lady out there for you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on April 27, 2013, 11:23:55 PM

Your living the charmed life as far as I'm concerned, October. You have a girlfriend. I've never so much as held a girl's hand. I don't have any real friends and I've been drifting away from my associates whom I've had for the past 5 or 6 years. Before that I didn't have any friends at all. That is to say that I was alone all throughout my school years. At least I know more people now than I did in high school, though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hate_Then_Skate on April 28, 2013, 10:30:48 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on April 27, 2013, 11:23:55 PM

Your living the charmed life as far as I'm concerned, October. You have a girlfriend. I've never so much as held a girl's hand. I don't have any real friends and I've been drifting away from my associates whom I've had for the past 5 or 6 years. Before that I didn't have any friends at all. That is to say that I was alone all throughout my school years. At least I know more people now than I did in high school, though.

But you have all of us on SLAP.  Honest to goodness internet friends that will listen and converse with you and never ask to borrow money.  You're killing it, we all are.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on April 28, 2013, 04:17:38 PM

I have not had someone to skate with since '09. It's sucks but I have embraced it and have come to enjoy solo skating. I grew up with a crew of seven or so dudes that were down to skate at almost anytime/any weather. Now I have to conjure my own motivation to have a dead of winter flatbar session. It's all good though. C'est la vie.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Will Easley on April 28, 2013, 06:45:35 PM

Quote from: paraquat on April 28, 2013, 04:17:38 PM

I have not had someone to skate with since '09. It's sucks but I have embraced it and have come to enjoy solo skating. I grew up with a crew of seven or so dudes that were down to skate at almost anytime/any weather. Now I have to conjure my own motivation to have a dead of winter flatbar session. It's all good though. C'est la vie.

shit do you have any parks around you? thats always been the easiest way for me to find & make new skateboarding friends. i dont mind solo skating when im working on tricks but when im about to do something heavy at a street spot i always gotta have at least one friend with me. i tend to feed off the groups energy. shit i couldnt even imagine skating without friends for years.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on April 28, 2013, 08:10:32 PM

Quote from: october on April 28, 2013, 07:56:22 PM

Quote from: paraquat on April 28, 2013, 04:17:38 PM

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I have not had someone to skate with since '09. It's sucks but I have embraced it and have come to enjoy solo skating. I grew up with a crew of seven or so dudes that were down to skate at almost anytime/any weather. Now I have to conjure my own motivation to have a dead of winter flatbar session. It's all good though. C'est la vie.

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Has been my exact problem too. Pretty much no one to skate with since 2008. Every now and then my little brother will skate, but he's so retardedly into road biking its ridiculous. Sucks, because the dude is a natural on a board.

I skate a flatbar and box by myself 3-4 days a week. I go to a few spots, but dont stay long, because its not the same when you skate by yourself. Same with going to the skate park.

I have come to kinda embrace it, but it was so much more fun skating with all my friends back in the day. Use to have a good crew, but everyone pretty much quit or moved.

Mmmm interesting situations here, very interesting.

I would recommend socialising and fine tuning all those awkward mannerism you most defiently suffer from.

Maybe try taking an prescription anti aniexty pill.... probably Efexor-XR

These aren't too hard to get, just go to your doctor and tell him your sap story (crying would be a bonus)



THERE! Your problems are solved,

regards, sisxty nine

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on April 28, 2013, 09:13:58 PM

There are parks in my area, but most are filled with 14-16 year olds. I will socialize with them (talk about tricks, etc), but no outside the park sessions. Not a lot of people skate past 18-20 in my area, and I am 29.

If I lived in a bigger city, I would probably not have this "problem".

Its all good though. I just skate for fun/learn some new tricks/be outside/not look cool/release some endorphins when I land something.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on April 28, 2013, 11:14:51 PM

Quote from: october on April 28, 2013, 10:43:35 PM

Yea, its more of the age group of skaters here.

Like I said before, ever since getting out of the military though, I have noticed that I am slightly awkward socially. And I definitely wasnt before. Just seems like I have a hard time connecting with people, and I can often be negative for no reason, which I'm sure drives people away. I saw an old friend in Walmart the other day that I havent seen in 8 years, and I just walked right by him. Stupid shit like that.

I'm just dumb.

Do you think you hate yourself (serious question)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on April 29, 2013, 12:45:43 AM

Quote from: Laban Fetus on April 21, 2013, 12:27:06 PM

I'm 20 years old and still living at home. I know this is an increasingly normal thing in America but it's literally driving me fucking crazy. Haven't been able to find a job for two years post high-school, didn't finish high-school to begin with, don't have a G.E.D., haven't gone to college among other things. My failure to do these things doesn't have anything to do with smarts (god knows how many times people have said i'm "bright and have potential") but more so with being a non-linear thinker who really can't focus on anything in the real world what-so-ever. Excuses? sure... but it's my reality. Being raised by two artist/hippie parents who didn't show much focus on me being a better student maybe added in to being a "head in the clouds" kind of guy.. who knows. Just coming to terms with being a lost cause here

i feel you bruh, im going threw the same shit. finding a decent paying job is damn near impossible. dont let it get you down dog just try to make some moves.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Filip on April 29, 2013, 01:07:34 AM

Ive been without a job in the past for almost two years straight, it sucks. Luckily, Ive been working a decent paying job for the last 4 months now, and its seriously the best. Not just for the money, but I feel like im finally doing something in my life. Best of luck and gnars for both of you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Laban Fetus on April 29, 2013, 04:37:34 PM

Quote from: Filip on April 29, 2013, 01:07:34 AM

Ive been without a job in the past for almost two years straight, it sucks. Luckily, Ive been working a decent paying job for the last 4 months now, and its seriously the best. Not just for the money, but I feel like im finally doing something in my life. Best of luck and gnars for both of you.

Thanks. I'm actually trying way harder to get one now which just mean a lot of Craigslist browsing and an open mind. I'll never get anywhere just moping and waiting for something to fall into my hands.  Psyched for all of your future endeavors

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on April 29, 2013, 09:18:22 PM

This has been one of the most stressful years of my life. I can deal with most of the stress but my girlfriends mental health has been pretty heavy lately. I could go into detail but ill spare everyone since I'm drunk.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beeda Weeda on May 01, 2013, 06:54:45 AM

stay up brother, life is a lesson.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dirtymac on May 02, 2013, 11:41:21 AM

Quote from: october on April 28, 2013, 07:56:22 PM

Quote from: paraquat on April 28, 2013, 04:17:38 PM

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I have not had someone to skate with since '09. It's sucks but I have embraced it and have come to enjoy solo skating. I grew up with a crew of seven or so dudes that were down to skate at almost anytime/any weather. Now I have to conjure my own motivation to have a dead of winter flatbar session. It's all good though. C'est la vie.

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Has been my exact problem too. Pretty much no one to skate with since 2008. Every now and then my little brother will skate, but he's so retardedly into road biking its ridiculous. Sucks, because the dude is a natural on a board.

I skate a flatbar and box by myself 3-4 days a week. I go to a few spots, but dont stay long, because its not the same when you skate by yourself. Same with going to the skate park.

I have come to kinda embrace it, but it was so much more fun skating with all my friends back in the day. Use to have a good crew, but everyone pretty much quit or moved.

Build a ramp/spot. You'll have more friends than you want... ;)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on May 02, 2013, 04:38:17 PM

Quote from: Beeda Weeda on May 01, 2013, 06:54:45 AM

stay up brother, life is a lesson.

(https://a248.e.akamai.net/origin-cdn.volusion.com/xsubn.uuaae/v/vspfiles/photos/DIRT502S-2.jpg)

But seriously thanks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on May 02, 2013, 11:44:06 PM

yo jack burton, been through a similar thing a few years back. i don't know if i can provide any helpful advice, but feel free to pm me or something.

stay up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Nick.. on May 03, 2013, 06:08:31 PM

I have zero self confidence and I always fuck everything up no matter what it is and it is relevant to my self confidence as I have no hope in myself or that I can do right. Doesn't help that I'm compared to my sister all the time so I look like the disappointment to my parents.


Also, just recently found out my grades were absolutely terrible and its a reminder that I fucked up again like I always do, it seems like things just can't go right no matter how hard I try.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on May 05, 2013, 06:19:21 PM

Quote from: Nick.. on May 03, 2013, 06:08:31 PM

I have zero self confidence and I always fuck everything up no matter what it is and it is relevant to my self confidence as I have no hope in myself or that I can do right. Doesn't help that I'm compared to my sister all the time so I look like the disappointment to my parents.


Also, just recently found out my grades were absolutely terrible and its a reminder that I fucked up again like I always do, it seems like things just can't go right no matter how hard I try.

you're still a kid! don't worry about it, life gets simpiler and easier as you grow!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on May 05, 2013, 08:21:24 PM

Quote from: 69 on May 05, 2013, 06:19:21 PM

Quote from: Nick.. on May 03, 2013, 06:08:31 PM

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I have zero self confidence and I always fuck everything up no matter what it is and it is relevant to my self confidence as I have no hope in myself or that I can do right. Doesn't help that I'm compared to my sister all the time so I look like the disappointment to my parents.


Also, just recently found out my grades were absolutely terrible and its a reminder that I fucked up again like I always do, it seems like things just can't go right no matter how hard I try.

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you're still a kid! don't worry about it, life gets simpiler and easier as you grow!

Life most certainly does not get easier. You just gain more intelligence through experience. Stay up bro. Just TRY HARDER!!! You got this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on May 05, 2013, 08:36:57 PM

oh yeah thats what i meant lol, but i mean once you become comfortable with yourself nothing seems THAT important or overwhelming

Be happy to be who you are! learn to love the vessel you've been given to travel through life!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jack burton on May 05, 2013, 11:08:05 PM

Quote from: Frank on May 02, 2013, 11:44:06 PM

yo jack burton, been through a similar thing a few years back. i don't know if i can provide any helpful advice, but feel free to pm me or something.

stay up

Reasons like this are why I love slap. Ill keep this in mind if I ever need to chat.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on May 08, 2013, 07:28:25 AM

I like No Doubt.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Morty Seinfeld on May 09, 2013, 07:01:03 PM

Quote from: Frank on May 02, 2013, 11:44:06 PM

yo jack burton, been through a similar thing a few years back. i don't know if i can provide any helpful advice, but feel free to pm me or something.

stay up

going through something similar as well. feel free to send a pm any time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IanBZHD on May 14, 2013, 09:05:21 AM

Broke up with my ex a year ago, we dated for 4 years. She got a boyfriend soon after, but they just broke up. She kept me hanging on the whole time they dated but now that theyre broken up she doesnt want anything to do with me after telling me she still loved me for the last year.
It has really fucked me up with trying to commit to other girls, and i just never feel that strongly about any new girls i meet. She treats me like absolute shit now, so i know i should just cut her out of my life, but there is always that glimpse of hope in the back of my head.

So what do slap pals have for advice? Its just one girl i know, how do i move on with my life and quit letting this bitch get to me for the rest of my life?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: finknoos on May 14, 2013, 09:11:47 AM

Quote from: IanBZHD on May 14, 2013, 09:05:21 AM

Broke up with my ex a year ago, we dated for 4 years. She got a boyfriend soon after, but they just broke up. She kept me hanging on the whole time they dated but now that theyre broken up she doesnt want anything to do with me after telling me she still loved me for the last year.
It has really fucked me up with trying to commit to other girls, and i just never feel that strongly about any new girls i meet. She treats me like absolute shit now, so i know i should just cut her out of my life, but there is always that glimpse of hope in the back of my head.

So what do slap pals have for advice? Its just one girl i know, how do i move on with my life and quit letting this bitch get to me for the rest of my life?

Be done with her.

Bitches play games man, and us men, well were usually not on the same wavelength as to understand their games. This makes it hard to compete, and even harder to win, fuck even a draw would do.
She didnt love you for the last year, or she wouldnt be with this other guy. Either she still had some feelings for you that were being confused with love, or she was keeping you as a backup. Either way the best way to get on with your life is to do just that. Make it so that you have no ties, delete her on facebook and all other social sites, get a new phone number etc. Once youve ploughed a few bar-bitches youll forget all about her. Then you can focus on finding a girl whos worth keeping.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IanBZHD on May 14, 2013, 10:25:42 AM

Quote from: finknoos on May 14, 2013, 09:11:47 AM

Quote from: IanBZHD on May 14, 2013, 09:05:21 AM

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Broke up with my ex a year ago, we dated for 4 years. She got a boyfriend soon after, but they just broke up. She kept me hanging on the whole time they dated but now that theyre broken up she doesnt want anything to do with me after telling me she still loved me for the last year.
It has really fucked me up with trying to commit to other girls, and i just never feel that strongly about any new girls i meet. She treats me like absolute shit now, so i know i should just cut her out of my life, but there is always that glimpse of hope in the back of my head.

So what do slap pals have for advice? Its just one girl i know, how do i move on with my life and quit letting this bitch get to me for the rest of my life?

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Be done with her.

Bitches play games man, and us men, well were usually not on the same wavelength as to understand their games. This makes it hard to compete, and even harder to win, fuck even a draw would do.
She didnt love you for the last year, or she wouldnt be with this other guy. Either she still had some feelings for you that were being confused with love, or she was keeping you as a backup. Either way the best way to get on with your life is to do just that. Make it so that you have no ties, delete her on facebook and all other social sites, get a new phone number etc. Once youve ploughed a few bar-bitches youll forget all about her. Then you can focus on finding a girl whos worth keeping.

Thanks Fink, i appreciate the advice. I deleted everything already, but just deleted the number from my phone. Im 21 so I've tried doing the bar-bitches thing and had some fun, but it only got my mind off it for a little while. But now that everything is deleted im just going to stop all contact. That's the only way i suppose. It might take some time but im sure ill be normal again soon, just gotta be a man and deal with life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: yukaton on May 19, 2013, 06:18:28 PM

Quote from: IanBZHD on May 14, 2013, 10:25:42 AM

Quote from: finknoos on May 14, 2013, 09:11:47 AM

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Quote from: IanBZHD on May 14, 2013, 09:05:21 AM

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Broke up with my ex a year ago, we dated for 4 years. She got a boyfriend soon after, but they just broke up. She kept me hanging on the whole time they dated but now that theyre broken up she doesnt want anything to do with me after telling me she still loved me for the last year.
It has really fucked me up with trying to commit to other girls, and i just never feel that strongly about any new girls i meet. She treats me like absolute shit now, so i know i should just cut her out of my life, but there is always that glimpse of hope in the back of my head.

So what do slap pals have for advice? Its just one girl i know, how do i move on with my life and quit letting this bitch get to me for the rest of my life?

[close]

Be done with her.

Bitches play games man, and us men, well were usually not on the same wavelength as to understand their games. This makes it hard to compete, and even harder to win, fuck even a draw would do.
She didnt love you for the last year, or she wouldnt be with this other guy. Either she still had some feelings for you that were being confused with love, or she was keeping you as a backup. Either way the best way to get on with your life is to do just that. Make it so that you have no ties, delete her on facebook and all other social sites, get a new phone number etc. Once youve ploughed a few bar-bitches youll forget all about her. Then you can focus on finding a girl whos worth keeping.

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Thanks Fink, i appreciate the advice. I deleted everything already, but just deleted the number from my phone. Im 21 so I've tried doing the bar-bitches thing and had some fun, but it only got my mind off it for a little while. But now that everything is deleted im just going to stop all contact. That's the only way i suppose. It might take some time but im sure ill be normal again soon, just gotta be a man and deal with life.

Just start killing it at life and you will be happy, take that class you wanted to, start going to the gym, getting healthy soon enough you will feel better than ever and bitches they come and go dont stress about that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on May 19, 2013, 06:23:26 PM

she  also just got out of a relationship, not many people want to dive back into another serious one right away. play hard to get if ur not gonna cut her out totally.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dontfearthereefer on May 19, 2013, 06:26:48 PM

i like alot of the across the universe covers more than the original beatles songs

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: The Human Condom on May 19, 2013, 06:39:19 PM

I'm sittin, shittin' on the toilet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LOU.502 on May 27, 2013, 02:42:25 PM

This is not the first time I've whined in this thread about my alcoholism. (I'm shitfaced as I'm typing this, so I'm sorry.)  My (ex) girlfriend is in med school. I'm 21, she's only 23 and is a third year student, which is actually pretty crazy. (over achiever type lady.) She has an INSANE schedule right now, and is usually pretty stressed. She needs some stability. My unpredictability/benders/drunken assholishness finally but me in the ass today when she dumped me. It sucks because she lives like 4 houses down from me, so I know ill see her all the time. We hang out with mostly the same people as well, so it sucks. She has always given everything she had to me, and has done a LOT to try to help me get my life back on track, and I know I'm a piece of shit for taking it for granted. She called me today (about a fist fight i got into last night with my hest friend at a bar)and we talked and she basically told me she was over it, mainly due to my drinking. She loves "sober Will", but apparently sober Will doesn't really come out anymore. I'm hurt, not bitter or angry at anyone but myself. I've done inpatient and outpatient rehab before, and have managed to stay sober for as much as 9 months at a time. (I relapsed when i broke my ankle in October and started drinking very heavily again). But it finally hit me today. I lost the thing I love most for a fucking feeling. I fully know how much of a shit person I am. I'm very very scared that this ended relationship will make my "situation" worse. I fucking despise myself. She did say that if i could clean myef up a bit that we may be able to work it out. i fucking hope so. Im gonna have a hard time forgiving myself knowing that i singlehandedly pushed away the thing i love the most. FUCK. Starting tomorrow I'm gonna try this "not drinking" thing again. Hopefully it goes well. Sorry to rant and stuff.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: noone1234 on May 27, 2013, 02:55:11 PM

Quote from: Dontfearthereefer on May 19, 2013, 06:26:48 PM

i like alot of the across the universe covers more than the original beatles songs

yikes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on May 27, 2013, 04:38:18 PM

Quote from: LOU.502 on May 27, 2013, 02:42:25 PM

This is not the first time I've whined in this thread about my alcoholism. (I'm shitfaced as I'm typing this, so I'm sorry.)  My (ex) girlfriend is in med school. I'm 21, she's only 23 and is a third year student, which is actually pretty crazy. (over achiever type lady.) She has an INSANE schedule right now, and is usually pretty stressed. She needs some stability. My unpredictability/benders/drunken assholishness finally but me in the ass today when she dumped me. It sucks because she lives like 4 houses down from me, so I know ill see her all the time. We hang out with mostly the same people as well, so it sucks. She has always given everything she had to me, and has done a LOT to try to help me get my life back on track, and I know I'm a piece of shit for taking it for granted. She called me today (about a fist fight i got into last night with my hest friend at a bar)and we talked and she basically told me she was over it, mainly due to my drinking. She loves "sober Will", but apparently sober Will doesn't really come out anymore. I'm hurt, not bitter or angry at anyone but myself. I've done inpatient and outpatient rehab before, and have managed to stay sober for as much as 9 months at a time. (I relapsed when i broke my ankle in October and started drinking very heavily again). But it finally hit me today. I lost the thing I love most for a fucking feeling. I fully know how much of a shit person I am. I'm very very scared that this ended relationship will make my "situation" worse. I fucking despise myself. She did say that if i could clean myef up a bit that we may be able to work it out. i fucking hope so. Im gonna have a hard time forgiving myself knowing that i singlehandedly pushed away the thing i love the most. FUCK. Starting tomorrow I'm gonna try this "not drinking" thing again. Hopefully it goes well. Sorry to rant and stuff.

like, why don't you just stop drinking? stop being so weak?? maybe try becoming someone you can be proud of???

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on May 27, 2013, 04:41:55 PM

^ You're almost as bad as tracer

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LOU.502 on May 27, 2013, 04:48:33 PM

Quote from: 69 on May 27, 2013, 04:38:18 PM

Quote from: LOU.502 on May 27, 2013, 02:42:25 PM

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This is not the first time I've whined in this thread about my alcoholism. (I'm shitfaced as I'm typing this, so I'm sorry.)  My (ex) girlfriend is in med school. I'm 21, she's only 23 and is a third year student, which is actually pretty crazy. (over achiever type lady.) She has an INSANE schedule right now, and is usually pretty stressed. She needs some stability. My unpredictability/benders/drunken assholishness finally but me in the ass today when she dumped me. It sucks because she lives like 4 houses down from me, so I know ill see her all the time. We hang out with mostly the same people as well, so it sucks. She has always given everything she had to me, and has done a LOT to try to help me get my life back on track, and I know I'm a piece of shit for taking it for granted. She called me today (about a fist fight i got into last night with my hest friend at a bar)and we talked and she basically told me she was over it, mainly due to my drinking. She loves "sober Will", but apparently sober Will doesn't really come out anymore. I'm hurt, not bitter or angry at anyone but myself. I've done inpatient and outpatient rehab before, and have managed to stay sober for as much as 9 months at a time. (I relapsed when i broke my ankle in October and started drinking very heavily again). But it finally hit me today. I lost the thing I love most for a fucking feeling. I fully know how much of a shit person I am. I'm very very scared that this ended relationship will make my "situation" worse. I fucking despise myself. She did say that if i could clean myef up a bit that we may be able to work it out. i fucking hope so. Im gonna have a hard time forgiving myself knowing that i singlehandedly pushed away the thing i love the most. FUCK. Starting tomorrow I'm gonna try this "not drinking" thing again. Hopefully it goes well. Sorry to rant and stuff.

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like, why don't you just stop drinking? stop being so weak?? maybe try becoming someone you can be proud of???

I'm trying, man. That's all I can say. Maybe I'm not trying hard enough but I'm trying.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on May 27, 2013, 04:55:40 PM

Quote from: LOU.502 on May 27, 2013, 04:48:33 PM

Quote from: 69 on May 27, 2013, 04:38:18 PM

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Quote from: LOU.502 on May 27, 2013, 02:42:25 PM

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This is not the first time I've whined in this thread about my alcoholism. (I'm shitfaced as I'm typing this, so I'm sorry.)  My (ex) girlfriend is in med school. I'm 21, she's only 23 and is a third year student, which is actually pretty crazy. (over achiever type lady.) She has an INSANE schedule right now, and is usually pretty stressed. She needs some stability. My unpredictability/benders/drunken assholishness finally but me in the ass today when she dumped me. It sucks because she lives like 4 houses down from me, so I know ill see her all the time. We hang out with mostly the same people as well, so it sucks. She has always given everything she had to me, and has done a LOT to try to help me get my life back on track, and I know I'm a piece of shit for taking it for granted. She called me today (about a fist fight i got into last night with my hest friend at a bar)and we talked and she basically told me she was over it, mainly due to my drinking. She loves "sober Will", but apparently sober Will doesn't really come out anymore. I'm hurt, not bitter or angry at anyone but myself. I've done inpatient and outpatient rehab before, and have managed to stay sober for as much as 9 months at a time. (I relapsed when i broke my ankle in October and started drinking very heavily again). But it finally hit me today. I lost the thing I love most for a fucking feeling. I fully know how much of a shit person I am. I'm very very scared that this ended relationship will make my "situation" worse. I fucking despise myself. She did say that if i could clean myef up a bit that we may be able to work it out. i fucking hope so. Im gonna have a hard time forgiving myself knowing that i singlehandedly pushed away the thing i love the most. FUCK. Starting tomorrow I'm gonna try this "not drinking" thing again. Hopefully it goes well. Sorry to rant and stuff.

[close]

like, why don't you just stop drinking? stop being so weak?? maybe try becoming someone you can be proud of???

[close]

I'm trying, man. That's all I can say. Maybe I'm not trying hard enough but I'm trying.

why do you even drink so much? you sould try hanging out with reality, he's a cool guy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MuchasGracias on May 27, 2013, 05:08:36 PM

^ Dude fuck that, set goals small ones and work your way up, better yourself. If she is the thing you love the most you should be willing to do anything to get her back. This might sound a bit harsh but it's all on you, and its up to you do fix it man. In the end it'll make you a better person, just push through.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Will Easley on May 27, 2013, 09:46:38 PM

Quote from: LOU.502 on May 27, 2013, 02:42:25 PM

This is not the first time I've whined in this thread about my alcoholism. (I'm shitfaced as I'm typing this, so I'm sorry.)  My (ex) girlfriend is in med school. I'm 21, she's only 23 and is a third year student, which is actually pretty crazy. (over achiever type lady.) She has an INSANE schedule right now, and is usually pretty stressed. She needs some stability. My unpredictability/benders/drunken assholishness finally but me in the ass today when she dumped me. It sucks because she lives like 4 houses down from me, so I know ill see her all the time. We hang out with mostly the same people as well, so it sucks. She has always given everything she had to me, and has done a LOT to try to help me get my life back on track, and I know I'm a piece of shit for taking it for granted. She called me today (about a fist fight i got into last night with my hest friend at a bar)and we talked and she basically told me she was over it, mainly due to my drinking. She loves "sober Will", but apparently sober Will doesn't really come out anymore. I'm hurt, not bitter or angry at anyone but myself. I've done inpatient and outpatient rehab before, and have managed to stay sober for as much as 9 months at a time. (I relapsed when i broke my ankle in October and started drinking very heavily again). But it finally hit me today. I lost the thing I love most for a fucking feeling. I fully know how much of a shit person I am. I'm very very scared that this ended relationship will make my "situation" worse. I fucking despise myself. She did say that if i could clean myef up a bit that we may be able to work it out. i fucking hope so. Im gonna have a hard time forgiving myself knowing that i singlehandedly pushed away the thing i love the most. FUCK. Starting tomorrow I'm gonna try this "not drinking" thing again. Hopefully it goes well. Sorry to rant and stuff.

hang in there fam like MuchasGracias said you just gotta take shit one day at a time and try to go 100% sober on the alcohol. Anytime you're about to drink just think of how bad you feel now & hopefully itll convince you not to. She sounds like a really cool girl with her shit together so yea you are blowing it by drinking but she DID give you that window of opportunity by telling you yall might be able to work it out if you get it together. This'll prolly be your only chance to get her back but like its been said before its all on you to make that change within yourself. Try to keep yourself preoccupied with something fun or productive as boredom will be your number 1 temptation to drink. Not really much else we can do over the internet but yeah dude im sending good vibes this way & rootin for you to get back on track & get your girl back!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 27, 2013, 10:04:53 PM

I'm almost desperate enough to get a hooker. Has anyone here ever had one?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: noone1234 on May 27, 2013, 10:09:07 PM

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This is not the first time I've whined in this thread about my alcoholism. (I'm shitfaced as I'm typing this, so I'm sorry.)  My (ex) girlfriend is in med school. I'm 21, she's only 23 and is a third year student, which is actually pretty crazy. (over achiever type lady.) She has an INSANE schedule right now, and is usually pretty stressed. She needs some stability. My unpredictability/benders/drunken assholishness finally but me in the ass today when she dumped me. It sucks because she lives like 4 houses down from me, so I know ill see her all the time. We hang out with mostly the same people as well, so it sucks. She has always given everything she had to me, and has done a LOT to try to help me get my life back on track, and I know I'm a piece of shit for taking it for granted. She called me today (about a fist fight i got into last night with my hest friend at a bar)and we talked and she basically told me she was over it, mainly due to my drinking. She loves "sober Will", but apparently sober Will doesn't really come out anymore. I'm hurt, not bitter or angry at anyone but myself. I've done inpatient and outpatient rehab before, and have managed to stay sober for as much as 9 months at a time. (I relapsed when i broke my ankle in October and started drinking very heavily again). But it finally hit me today. I lost the thing I love most for a fucking feeling. I fully know how much of a shit person I am. I'm very very scared that this ended relationship will make my "situation" worse. I fucking despise myself. She did say that if i could clean myef up a bit that we may be able to work it out. i fucking hope so. Im gonna have a hard time forgiving myself knowing that i singlehandedly pushed away the thing i love the most. FUCK. Starting tomorrow I'm gonna try this "not drinking" thing again. Hopefully it goes well. Sorry to rant and stuff.

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like, why don't you just stop drinking? stop being so weak?? maybe try becoming someone you can be proud of???

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I'm trying, man. That's all I can say. Maybe I'm not trying hard enough but I'm trying.

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why do you even drink so much? you sould try hanging out with reality, he's a cool guy

you should shut the fuck up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on May 28, 2013, 06:45:53 AM

Quote from: LOU.502 on May 27, 2013, 02:42:25 PM

This is not the first time I've whined in this thread about my alcoholism. (I'm shitfaced as I'm typing this, so I'm sorry.)  My (ex) girlfriend is in med school. I'm 21, she's only 23 and is a third year student, which is actually pretty crazy. (over achiever type lady.) She has an INSANE schedule right now, and is usually pretty stressed. She needs some stability. My unpredictability/benders/drunken assholishness finally but me in the ass today when she dumped me. It sucks because she lives like 4 houses down from me, so I know ill see her all the time. We hang out with mostly the same people as well, so it sucks. She has always given everything she had to me, and has done a LOT to try to help me get my life back on track, and I know I'm a piece of shit for taking it for granted. She called me today (about a fist fight i got into last night with my hest friend at a bar)and we talked and she basically told me she was over it, mainly due to my drinking. She loves "sober Will", but apparently sober Will doesn't really come out anymore. I'm hurt, not bitter or angry at anyone but myself. I've done inpatient and outpatient rehab before, and have managed to stay sober for as much as 9 months at a time. (I relapsed when i broke my ankle in October and started drinking very heavily again). But it finally hit me today. I lost the thing I love most for a fucking feeling. I fully know how much of a shit person I am. I'm very very scared that this ended relationship will make my "situation" worse. I fucking despise myself. She did say that if i could clean myef up a bit that we may be able to work it out. i fucking hope so. Im gonna have a hard time forgiving myself knowing that i singlehandedly pushed away the thing i love the most. FUCK. Starting tomorrow I'm gonna try this "not drinking" thing again. Hopefully it goes well. Sorry to rant and stuff.

im an alcoholic as well i have been 6 months sober, i went to rehab after i broke in to a beer store and stole a lot of beer (i was also addicted to k pins at this time and would just drink and take pills). the court thought it would be best if i check myself in to rehab, it worked for a little, i stop drinking when i was an intensive out patient for rehab, but after i was done rehab i just went back to drinking cause my anxiety was the worst. i would drink to cure my anxiety. but after the last time i drank i felt so shitty in the morning i just went to AA the next day and it helped alot. i just turned 21 and its getting harder not to drink but im doing it and if i can do it you can do it cause i use to drink every single day. if you really dont want to drink make a change go to AA cause rehab and AA helped me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: twitchflip on May 28, 2013, 08:28:40 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 27, 2013, 10:04:53 PM

I'm almost desperate enough to get a hooker. Has anyone here ever had one?

two mates and I went into a brothel shit-faced one night. we rock-papered to see who went in first. my mate played scissors, lost, chose his girl and went in. my other friend and I asked if we could go in together, it was $40 extra for a 'fantasy' so naturally we were stoked, we came to an agreement on the girl and headed in. next minute we had her on a spit, high-fiving to the song Sweet Home Alabama that was blasting through the sound system. good times were had

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on May 28, 2013, 08:47:50 AM

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two mates and I went into a brothel shit-faced one night. we rock-papered to see who went in first. my mate played scissors, lost, chose his girl and went in. my other friend and I asked if we could go in together, it was $40 extra for a 'fantasy' so naturally we were stoked, we came to an agreement on the girl and headed in. next minute we had her on a spit, high-fiving to the song Sweet Home Alabama that was blasting through the sound system. good times were had

this creeped me the fuck out

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: twitchflip on May 28, 2013, 09:16:32 AM

Quote from: dirtyweemidden on May 28, 2013, 08:47:50 AM

this creeped me the fuck out

out of all the things on the internet, this creeped you the fuck out? quit being such a little bitch

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jack Klompis on May 28, 2013, 04:36:33 PM

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two mates and I went into a brothel shit-faced one night. we rock-papered to see who went in first. my mate played scissors, lost, chose his girl and went in. my other friend and I asked if we could go in together, it was $40 extra for a 'fantasy' so naturally we were stoked, we came to an agreement on the girl and headed in. next minute we had her on a spit, high-fiving to the song Sweet Home Alabama that was blasting through the sound system. good times were had

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this stoked me the fuck out

around the way there ain?t no shame in our game

a thought though, wouldn't getting first pick of the girls be more desirable?? were any of them lookin good??

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on May 29, 2013, 01:01:57 AM

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out of all the things on the internet, this creeped you the fuck out? quit being such a little bitch

ive seen my share of fucked up shit but cruising up to a whorehouse and paying to bust a nut in some rancid ass hooker whilst staring at another dude with his end in the same girl sounds fucking horrible. id go as far as saying it would be less gay to cut out the middle (wo)man and just buttfuck your homie till your closetted little heart is content

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Will Easley on May 29, 2013, 02:07:18 AM

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out of all the things on the internet, this creeped you the fuck out? quit being such a little bitch

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ive seen my share of fucked up shit but cruising up to a whorehouse and paying to bust a nut in some rancid ass hooker whilst staring at another dude with his end in the same girl sounds fucking horrible. id go as far as saying it would be less gay to cut out the middle (wo)man and just buttfuck your homie till your closetted little heart is content

HAHAHAHAHa No fucking way dude! no way that is less gayer!

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Post by: dirtyweemidden on May 29, 2013, 02:14:21 AM

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this creeped me the fuck out

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out of all the things on the internet, this creeped you the fuck out? quit being such a little bitch

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ive seen my share of fucked up shit but cruising up to a whorehouse and paying to bust a nut in some rancid ass hooker whilst staring at another dude with his end in the same girl sounds fucking horrible. id go as far as saying it would be less gay to cut out the middle (wo)man and just buttfuck your homie till your closetted little heart is content

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HAHAHAHAHa No fucking way dude! no way that is less gayer!

clearly.. that was sacasm

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Will Easley on May 29, 2013, 02:20:16 AM

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this creeped me the fuck out

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out of all the things on the internet, this creeped you the fuck out? quit being such a little bitch

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ive seen my share of fucked up shit but cruising up to a whorehouse and paying to bust a nut in some rancid ass hooker whilst staring at another dude with his end in the same girl sounds fucking horrible. id go as far as saying it would be less gay to cut out the middle (wo)man and just buttfuck your homie till your closetted little heart is content

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HAHAHAHAHa No fucking way dude! no way that is less gayer!

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clearly.. that was sacasm

I know but man that shit had me dying when i first read it, lmao

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: twitchflip on May 29, 2013, 02:28:10 AM

Quote from: Jack Klompis on May 28, 2013, 04:36:33 PM

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this stoked me the fuck out

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around the way there ain?t no shame in our game

a thought though, wouldn't getting first pick of the girls be more desirable?? were any of them lookin good??

haha they were all hovering around the 6/10 mark. certainly bangable when you're hammered at 3:00am

Quote from: dirtyweemidden on May 29, 2013, 01:01:57 AM

ive seen my share of fucked up shit but cruising up to a whorehouse and paying to bust a nut in some rancid ass hooker whilst staring at another dude with his end in the same girl sounds fucking horrible. id go as far as saying it would be less gay to cut out the middle (wo)man and just buttfuck your homie till your closetted little heart is content

dude, you're in real confessions. if you have a weak stomach I suggest you go play somewhere else. in the meantime,

Quote from: twitchflip on May 28, 2013, 09:16:32 AM

quit being such a little bitch

 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dankradschwag on May 29, 2013, 10:36:03 PM

i really enjoy what 69 has to say. i value his opinion. i'm not joking.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on May 29, 2013, 10:49:33 PM

Quote from: dankradschwag on May 29, 2013, 10:36:03 PM

i really enjoy what 69 has to say. i value his opinion. i'm not joking.

i hate myself!!!! more than anyone else on this messageboard!!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on May 29, 2013, 10:50:54 PM

i get so confused about myself sometimes, like who do i want to be ??? ??? ??? ???

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Will Easley on May 30, 2013, 01:37:56 AM

Quote from: 69 on May 29, 2013, 10:50:54 PM

i get so confused about myself sometimes, like who do i want to be ??? ??? ??? ???

A troll. Not the troll this forum deserves, but the one this forum needs.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Archie Bunker on May 30, 2013, 04:04:46 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 27, 2013, 10:04:53 PM

I'm almost desperate enough to get a hooker. Has anyone here ever had one?

get somebody else to pay for an expensive one and you won't be disappointed

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on May 30, 2013, 07:29:26 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 27, 2013, 10:04:53 PM

I'm almost desperate enough to get a hooker. Has anyone here ever had one?

Man. Isn't this legal in Spain? Kill 2 birds with 1 stone and book that shit. Wrap it up and no mouth stuff bro.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on May 31, 2013, 05:50:05 PM

Im bored as fuck on a friday night.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sexualhelon on June 01, 2013, 09:33:23 AM

Lou, hang in there man. I know sometimes I drink too much - drink a lot anyway - but it would probably be stretching it to say I've ever gotten to the point of alcoholism. It comes from being bored, stressed, down, or just dissatisfied from something and drinking won't fix whatever's bothering you - you'll just wake up in the morning and feel worse about it. The whole "making a change" thing is really hard and sometimes this feels impossible maybe because someone's gotten too comfortable or feels stuck in a situation. Sometimes the leap is massive, sometimes not so much, but for instance if you feel you'd be happier dropping everything to get away for a while vs staying in an apartment with your treasured ikea furnishings only you can make that decision. You have to really want to stop. The key is definitely finding a way out of boredom or whatever you're not happy with right now. I know any day where I can skate all day takes my mind off things more than anything else. The way I put it is if you just stand in the same place all day you're going to want to sit down which will relieve you for a bit but you're still in the same place. If you were to go for a hike, go skate, go swimming then you don't even think about sitting or standing because you're focused on something and moving towards it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on June 03, 2013, 10:20:22 AM

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this creeped me the fuck out

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out of all the things on the internet, this creeped you the fuck out? quit being such a little bitch

i think it was the fact that you payed an extra $40 to look at your homie and were stoked on it. not that theres anything wrong with that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on June 03, 2013, 10:57:00 AM

Quote from: LOU.502 on May 27, 2013, 02:42:25 PM

This is not the first time I've whined in this thread about my alcoholism. (I'm shitfaced as I'm typing this, so I'm sorry.)  My (ex) girlfriend is in med school. I'm 21, she's only 23 and is a third year student, which is actually pretty crazy. (over achiever type lady.) She has an INSANE schedule right now, and is usually pretty stressed. She needs some stability. My unpredictability/benders/drunken assholishness finally but me in the ass today when she dumped me. It sucks because she lives like 4 houses down from me, so I know ill see her all the time. We hang out with mostly the same people as well, so it sucks. She has always given everything she had to me, and has done a LOT to try to help me get my life back on track, and I know I'm a piece of shit for taking it for granted. She called me today (about a fist fight i got into last night with my hest friend at a bar)and we talked and she basically told me she was over it, mainly due to my drinking. She loves "sober Will", but apparently sober Will doesn't really come out anymore. I'm hurt, not bitter or angry at anyone but myself. I've done inpatient and outpatient rehab before, and have managed to stay sober for as much as 9 months at a time. (I relapsed when i broke my ankle in October and started drinking very heavily again). But it finally hit me today. I lost the thing I love most for a fucking feeling. I fully know how much of a shit person I am. I'm very very scared that this ended relationship will make my "situation" worse. I fucking despise myself. She did say that if i could clean myef up a bit that we may be able to work it out. i fucking hope so. Im gonna have a hard time forgiving myself knowing that i singlehandedly pushed away the thing i love the most. FUCK. Starting tomorrow I'm gonna try this "not drinking" thing again. Hopefully it goes well. Sorry to rant and stuff.

you a lame

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 03, 2013, 10:59:32 AM

Quote from: nino brown on June 03, 2013, 10:57:00 AM

you a lame

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: twitchflip on June 03, 2013, 03:09:56 PM

Quote from: Zurg on June 03, 2013, 10:20:22 AM

i think it was the fact that you payed an extra $40 to look at your homie and were stoked on it. not that theres anything wrong with that

was all just a bit of spontaneous fun. was just trying to demonstrate to l33tg33k that theres far worse things than hittin up the prozzies in times of need

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Spitfire4life on June 04, 2013, 06:20:48 PM

Not a huge confession (most of my friends already know), but I fucking love Taylor Swift. I own all of her albums and saw her live a few weeks ago. Fuck I'm queer.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LambShank on June 05, 2013, 06:48:20 AM

Quote from: Bones4life on June 04, 2013, 06:20:48 PM

Not a huge confession (most of my friends already know), but I fucking love Taylor Swift. I own all of her albums and saw her live a few weeks ago. Fuck I'm queer.

i feel you man, if you ever need a support group my friends and i are here for you. we used to break out the acoustics on perfectly good friday and saturday nights to jam some t swift (love song, picture to burn, tim mcgraw being our go to's) instead of hanging out with girls or whatever cool kids in high school are supposed to do. whatever, its a fun break from listening to real music sometimes. were you as disappointed as the rest of us were with Red though? i feel as though she betrayed us and got all hannah montana or something.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Spitfire4life on June 05, 2013, 10:06:19 AM

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Not a huge confession (most of my friends already know), but I fucking love Taylor Swift. I own all of her albums and saw her live a few weeks ago. Fuck I'm queer.

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i feel you man, if you ever need a support group my friends and i are here for you. we used to break out the acoustics on perfectly good friday and saturday nights to jam some t swift (love song, picture to burn, tim mcgraw being our go to's) instead of hanging out with girls or whatever cool kids in high school are supposed to do. whatever, its a fun break from listening to real music sometimes. were you as disappointed as the rest of us were with Red though? i feel as though she betrayed us and got all hannah montana or something.

Not as much as most people seemed to be, I don't like "I knew you were trouble", some of the others are ok, but I really like "State of grace" and "All too Well".

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on June 05, 2013, 01:26:21 PM

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MuchasGracias on June 05, 2013, 01:35:59 PM

^ LAME.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on June 06, 2013, 09:22:18 AM

I liked the version of Gino's Yeah Right part edited to the Bowie song, way more than the guns n roses one

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Merked on June 06, 2013, 01:40:32 PM

Hung up on my ex still.  Been awhile since we broke up, but we still email and talk.  She's got a new bf who is a total fucking kook and she knows it, but whatever.  Not even concerned about that as much.  

More interested in how I am just losing interest in the opposite sex.  No doubt I will always love pussy, but the girls that I have hooked up with after my ex have been so unbelieveably boring and plain.  I can't even understand it.  It is like they had no fucking hobbies or interests or anything.  I am good at talking with girls and can work with that to get em in the bedroom, but it doesn't even seem worth it to me anymore.  

Talking to girls recently has been like pulling teeth.  I have to fucking drive the whole conversation and they have nothing interesting to add.  One chick last weekend said her hobby was going out to eat with her friends...  I was like wtf, is that even a hobby?  Ended up hooking up with her too and it was the most empty shit I have ever done.  

Nowadays, I would just rather hang out with my friends around bonfire drinking brews than try to hit on girls and get laid.  Maybe it is just the demographic of women where I live or maybe I am just outgrowing the bar hook up scene, but fuck.  Maybe I need to meet girls outside of bar atmospheres?  I don't know.  I haven't talked to an interesting woman aside from emailing my ex in a while.  

Lastly, the ones that are dope and I chill with have other hipster fucking boyfriends that I have no idea why they are with.  Doesn't make sense.

Sorry for the long post.

/rant

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on June 06, 2013, 08:26:30 PM

Quote from: Merked on June 06, 2013, 01:40:32 PM

Hung up on my ex still. ? Been awhile since we broke up, but we still email and talk. ? She's got a new bf who is a total fucking kook and she knows it, but whatever. ? Not even concerned about that as much. ? 

More interested in how I am just losing interest in the opposite sex. ? No doubt I will always love pussy, but the girls that I have hooked up with after my ex have been so unbelieveably boring and plain. ? I can't even understand it. ? It is like they had no fucking hobbies or interests or anything. ? I am good at talking with girls and can work with that to get em in the bedroom, but it doesn't even seem worth it to me anymore. ? 

Talking to girls recently has been like pulling teeth. ? I have to fucking drive the whole conversation and they have nothing interesting to add. ? One chick last weekend said her hobby was going out to eat with her friends... ? I was like wtf, is that even a hobby? ? Ended up hooking up with her too and it was the most empty shit I have ever done. ? 

Nowadays, I would just rather hang out with my friends around bonfire drinking brews than try to hit on girls and get laid. ? Maybe it is just the demographic of women where I live or maybe I am just outgrowing the bar hook up scene, but fuck. ? Maybe I need to meet girls outside of bar atmospheres? ? I don't know. ? I haven't talked to an interesting woman aside from emailing my ex in a while. ? 

Lastly, the ones that are dope and I chill with have other hipster fucking boyfriends that I have no idea why they are with. ? Doesn't make sense.

Sorry for the long post.

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no worries merked, i took time and read the whole thing! very well structured, the first sentence had me hooked!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on June 06, 2013, 08:28:30 PM

but yes pretty much every single girl out there will have a boyfriend or an ex who'll she probably like more than you, my advice is stay in contact with your ex........or maybe you wont know what your looking for until you find it..........  ??? ???

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 06, 2013, 08:36:23 PM

Yeah, Merked. You should probably just follow her around wherever she goes and/or park outside her place with 'noculars. If you keep tabs on her you'll quickly become disgusted with all her idiosyncrasies. You'll be over her in no time.

Also, I fucking hate Taylor Swift.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: neko on June 06, 2013, 10:00:13 PM

Quote from: Merked on June 06, 2013, 01:40:32 PM

Hung up on my ex still.  Been awhile since we broke up, but we still email and talk.  She's got a new bf who is a total fucking kook and she knows it, but whatever.  Not even concerned about that as much.  

More interested in how I am just losing interest in the opposite sex.  No doubt I will always love pussy, but the girls that I have hooked up with after my ex have been so unbelieveably boring and plain.  I can't even understand it.  It is like they had no fucking hobbies or interests or anything.  I am good at talking with girls and can work with that to get em in the bedroom, but it doesn't even seem worth it to me anymore.  

Talking to girls recently has been like pulling teeth.  I have to fucking drive the whole conversation and they have nothing interesting to add.  One chick last weekend said her hobby was going out to eat with her friends...  I was like wtf, is that even a hobby?  Ended up hooking up with her too and it was the most empty shit I have ever done.  

Nowadays, I would just rather hang out with my friends around bonfire drinking brews than try to hit on girls and get laid.  Maybe it is just the demographic of women where I live or maybe I am just outgrowing the bar hook up scene, but fuck.  Maybe I need to meet girls outside of bar atmospheres?  I don't know.  I haven't talked to an interesting woman aside from emailing my ex in a while.  

Lastly, the ones that are dope and I chill with have other hipster fucking boyfriends that I have no idea why they are with.  Doesn't make sense.

Sorry for the long post.

/rant

Granted, I don't know the details, so this is more general breakup advice:

Cut off all communication completely. Block her on FB, stop following her on IG, all that shit. Not to keep her from you, but to keep you from her. Don't look at photos of her. Don't think of her. And when you inevitably do, remember all the shitty things. It sucks, but you need to kind of hate her for a bit to get over her. And depending on how long/intense the relationship was, this can take a while. I had one 3-yr relationship that I was over within a year or two. Another 3.5-yr relationship (thought we were going to get married) that I'm still a bit fucked up about, and we broke up three years ago. So it'll take time. Maybe you can be friends with her in the future. That's not guaranteed. And that's not anything you need to worry about now. Life goes on.

And don't even worry about trying to holler at other girls right now. Or even for a while. Chill with the bro's and skate and make bonfires and drink beers and don't even bother thinking about girls. Just get back to being happy and content as you, living your life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: twitchflip on June 07, 2013, 01:45:56 AM

Quote from: Merked on June 06, 2013, 01:40:32 PM

Hung up on my ex still.  Been awhile since we broke up, but we still email and talk.  She's got a new bf who is a total fucking kook and she knows it, but whatever.  Not even concerned about that as much.  

More interested in how I am just losing interest in the opposite sex.  No doubt I will always love pussy, but the girls that I have hooked up with after my ex have been so unbelieveably boring and plain.  I can't even understand it.  It is like they had no fucking hobbies or interests or anything.  I am good at talking with girls and can work with that to get em in the bedroom, but it doesn't even seem worth it to me anymore.  

Talking to girls recently has been like pulling teeth.  I have to fucking drive the whole conversation and they have nothing interesting to add.  One chick last weekend said her hobby was going out to eat with her friends...  I was like wtf, is that even a hobby?  Ended up hooking up with her too and it was the most empty shit I have ever done.  

Nowadays, I would just rather hang out with my friends around bonfire drinking brews than try to hit on girls and get laid.  Maybe it is just the demographic of women where I live or maybe I am just outgrowing the bar hook up scene, but fuck.  Maybe I need to meet girls outside of bar atmospheres?  I don't know.  I haven't talked to an interesting woman aside from emailing my ex in a while.  

Lastly, the ones that are dope and I chill with have other hipster fucking boyfriends that I have no idea why they are with.  Doesn't make sense.

Sorry for the long post.

/rant

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Merked on June 07, 2013, 07:43:58 AM

^^ Lol

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 06, 2013, 08:36:23 PM

Yeah, Merked. You should probably just follow her around wherever she goes and/or park outside her place with 'noculars. If you keep tabs on her you'll quickly become disgusted with all her idiosyncrasies. You'll be over her in no time.

Also, I fucking hate Taylor Swift.

Agree with you, but she is hot as fuck.  Also, sound advice, but I used to live with her so it may be off base alittle though.  I appreciate the suggestion though.  ;D

@Neko and 69, thanks for the advice mah dudes.  Think I am going to cut off contact for awhile and try to sort shit out or maybe make a connection with a girl that is real talk.  Also, 69, I don't even think she likes that dude over me, just that she doesn't like to be alone and we have distance between us, but fuck it.  Furthermore, I laugh at most of your rediculous fucking posts.

@Neko, I feel ya on alot of the stuff you said.  I have been broken up with her for over a year now and it still feels like yesturday.  It is fucking whack and our brains are scumbags.  Stay up man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: neko on June 07, 2013, 09:00:11 AM

Quote from: Merked on June 07, 2013, 07:43:58 AM

@Neko, I feel ya on alot of the stuff you said.  I have been broken up with her for over a year now and it still feels like yesturday.  It is fucking whack and our brains are scumbags.  Stay up man.

Yeah, that's why cutting off all contact is imperative. I didn't do that for a long time with this most recent girl, so the whole process of getting over her didn't start for a long time after we broke up. We recently tried hanging out again, which was a huge mistake, and set me back quite a bit. It just takes time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Merked on June 07, 2013, 09:53:18 AM

Quote from: neko on June 07, 2013, 09:00:11 AM

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@Neko, I feel ya on alot of the stuff you said.  I have been broken up with her for over a year now and it still feels like yesturday.  It is fucking whack and our brains are scumbags.  Stay up man.

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Yeah, that's why cutting off all contact is imperative. I didn't do that for a long time with this most recent girl, so the whole process of getting over her didn't start for a long time after we broke up. We recently tried hanging out again, which was a huge mistake, and set me back quite a bit. It just takes time.

I was thinking about meeting up with her again, but decided against it for this very reason.  Sorry to hear shit went sour with your reunion.  I think I am just going to become asexual.  Not have to deal with any of this shit.  Disregard females acquire skateboarding manuevers...  Fuck. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skate_bored on June 07, 2013, 11:51:13 AM

Quote from: Merked on June 07, 2013, 09:53:18 AM

I think I am just going to become asexual.  Not have to deal with any of this shit.  Disregard females acquire skateboarding manuevers...  Fuck. 

disregarding girls is like the best thing you can do. skate, watch movies, drink beer with your friends, its so awesome when you get a few weeks into it and realize "holy shit i can do whatever i want again." you dont ever have to worry about leaving the session early to shower and go to dinner by 8, you can be carefree and do whatever you want without any obligations and its a really fun feeling. after you start enjoying all this you'll be even more over chicks and then you'll seem super interesting/mysterious/intriguing or whatever because they will see you not paying any attention to them. this will give you the chance to weed through them and find a cool one. bang some 6's and wait around for that 9 or 10 to settle back down with once youre ready. you got this!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 07, 2013, 06:56:50 PM

Quote from: skate_bored on June 07, 2013, 11:51:13 AM

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I think I am just going to become asexual.  Not have to deal with any of this shit.  Disregard females acquire skateboarding manuevers...  Fuck. 

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disregarding girls is like the best thing you can do. skate, watch movies, drink beer with your friends, its so awesome when you get a few weeks into it and realize "holy shit i can do whatever i want again." you dont ever have to worry about leaving the session early to shower and go to dinner by 8, you can be carefree and do whatever you want without any obligations and its a really fun feeling. after you start enjoying all this you'll be even more over chicks and then you'll seem super interesting/mysterious/intriguing or whatever because they will see you not paying any attention to them. this will give you the chance to weed through them and find a cool one. bang some 6's and wait around for that 9 or 10 to settle back down with once youre ready. you got this!

This is not what being asexual means. And no, it's not fun. Damn socials got no idea what it's like.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MuchasGracias on June 07, 2013, 11:03:48 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 06, 2013, 08:36:23 PM

Yeah, Merked. You should probably just follow her around wherever she goes and/or park outside her place with 'noculars. If you keep tabs on her you'll quickly become disgusted with all her idiosyncrasies. You'll be over her in no time.

Also, I fucking hate Taylor Swift.

Ive never knew that word existed.

Also, I fucking hate Taylor Swift too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: noone1234 on June 07, 2013, 11:52:51 PM

Quote from: Merked on June 06, 2013, 01:40:32 PM

Hung up on my ex still.  Been awhile since we broke up, but we still email and talk.  She's got a new bf who is a total fucking kook and she knows it, but whatever.  Not even concerned about that as much.  

More interested in how I am just losing interest in the opposite sex.  No doubt I will always love pussy, but the girls that I have hooked up with after my ex have been so unbelieveably boring and plain.  I can't even understand it.  It is like they had no fucking hobbies or interests or anything.  I am good at talking with girls and can work with that to get em in the bedroom, but it doesn't even seem worth it to me anymore.  

Talking to girls recently has been like pulling teeth.  I have to fucking drive the whole conversation and they have nothing interesting to add.  One chick last weekend said her hobby was going out to eat with her friends...  I was like wtf, is that even a hobby?  Ended up hooking up with her too and it was the most empty shit I have ever done.  

Nowadays, I would just rather hang out with my friends around bonfire drinking brews than try to hit on girls and get laid.  Maybe it is just the demographic of women where I live or maybe I am just outgrowing the bar hook up scene, but fuck.  Maybe I need to meet girls outside of bar atmospheres?  I don't know.  I haven't talked to an interesting woman aside from emailing my ex in a while.  

Lastly, the ones that are dope and I chill with have other hipster fucking boyfriends that I have no idea why they are with.  Doesn't make sense.

Sorry for the long post.

/rant

http://youtu.be/zQikr6BPHL0?t=57s (http://youtu.be/zQikr6BPHL0?t=57s)

The crown jewel of Australia known as Jim Jefferies preaching the truth. Fun fact, I was at this show!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Merked on June 08, 2013, 02:03:52 PM

Quote from: noone1234 on June 07, 2013, 11:52:51 PM

Quote from: Merked on June 06, 2013, 01:40:32 PM

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Hung up on my ex still.  Been awhile since we broke up, but we still email and talk.  She's got a new bf who is a total fucking kook and she knows it, but whatever.  Not even concerned about that as much.  

More interested in how I am just losing interest in the opposite sex.  No doubt I will always love pussy, but the girls that I have hooked up with after my ex have been so unbelieveably boring and plain.  I can't even understand it.  It is like they had no fucking hobbies or interests or anything.  I am good at talking with girls and can work with that to get em in the bedroom, but it doesn't even seem worth it to me anymore.  

Talking to girls recently has been like pulling teeth.  I have to fucking drive the whole conversation and they have nothing interesting to add.  One chick last weekend said her hobby was going out to eat with her friends...  I was like wtf, is that even a hobby?  Ended up hooking up with her too and it was the most empty shit I have ever done.  

Nowadays, I would just rather hang out with my friends around bonfire drinking brews than try to hit on girls and get laid.  Maybe it is just the demographic of women where I live or maybe I am just outgrowing the bar hook up scene, but fuck.  Maybe I need to meet girls outside of bar atmospheres?  I don't know.  I haven't talked to an interesting woman aside from emailing my ex in a while.  

Lastly, the ones that are dope and I chill with have other hipster fucking boyfriends that I have no idea why they are with.  Doesn't make sense.

Sorry for the long post.

/rant

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http://youtu.be/zQikr6BPHL0?t=57s (http://youtu.be/zQikr6BPHL0?t=57s)

The crown jewel of Australia known as Jim Jefferies preaching the truth. Fun fact, I was at this show!

This guy is the fucking best.  Seen most of his stand up specials.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on June 08, 2013, 04:18:24 PM

Speaking of fucking hating Taylor Swift, I would definitely hate fuck Taylor Swift.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: noone1234 on June 08, 2013, 04:22:31 PM

i would face fuck her fosho

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 08, 2013, 06:18:40 PM

Quote from: brycickle on June 08, 2013, 04:18:24 PM

Speaking of fucking hating Taylor Swift, I would definitely hate fuck Taylor Swift.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on June 09, 2013, 08:04:18 PM

Some dude told me I was cute tonight and I was so flattered that all I did was laugh and smile. I feel if you're straight and another man hits on you you're supposed to act aggressively but I like compliments too much to react that way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 09, 2013, 08:27:44 PM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on June 09, 2013, 08:04:18 PM

Some dude told me I was cute tonight and I was so flattered that all I did was laugh and smile. I feel if you're straight and another man hits on you you're supposed to act aggressively but I like compliments too much to react that way.

You definitely should have killed him. You're gay if you don't. The universe is not sound.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on June 09, 2013, 10:33:21 PM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on June 09, 2013, 08:04:18 PM

Some dude told me I was cute tonight and I was so flattered that all I did was laugh and smile. I feel if you're straight and another man hits on you you're supposed to act aggressively but I like compliments too much to react that way.

dont be a tease. i had a couple encounters with gay dudes last year and i was just dancing and treating them like i'd treat my straight male friends, which they took as flirting. one grabbed my dick and the other guy got super mad at me when i told him i wasnt into guys. these were different events a few months apart. i ended up sleeping with them out of guilt

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MuchasGracias on June 10, 2013, 03:07:27 AM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on June 09, 2013, 08:04:18 PM

Some dude told me I was cute tonight and I was so flattered that all I did was laugh and smile. I feel if you're straight and another man hits on you you're supposed to act aggressively but I like compliments too much to react that way.

Or maybe you need to question your sexuality.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on June 10, 2013, 05:54:32 AM

I'M NOT A FAG I ONLY LIKE WOMEN I SWEAR! I'll PROVE IT BY POSTING A PHOTO OF LARGE BREASTS!





Edit: I couldn't find any breasts that appealed to me but check this dude out!
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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on June 10, 2013, 03:30:27 PM

If I don't have a few drinks every day I get the shakes.  I've gained 30 pounds in the last year and a half from drinking.  I haven't been skating, other than to the bar or liquor store. I have my first kid on the way and I need to get this shit under control before he pops out and my wife leaves my ass. I've been looking for groups in my area, something without the church element, but nothing seems legit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LegendinmyOwnMind on June 10, 2013, 05:04:24 PM

Quote from: Nallid on June 10, 2013, 03:30:27 PM

If I don't have a few drinks every day I get the shakes.  I've gained 30 pounds in the last year and a half from drinking.  I haven't been skating, other than to the bar or liquor store. I have my first kid on the way and I need to get this shit under control before he pops out and my wife leaves my ass. I've been looking for groups in my area, something without the church element, but nothing seems legit.

go to AA dude....I was a shitbag heroin addict for like 5 years, only skated to my dealers house or to the store or whatever, life was completely in shambles. I got to a point where I had to make some changes or die/go to prison forever and started going to meetings. I've got just under 7 months sober now and life is fucking awesome, and my skating is better today than it's ever been

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steve on June 10, 2013, 05:56:53 PM

Quote from: LegendinmyOwnMind on June 10, 2013, 05:04:24 PM

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If I don't have a few drinks every day I get the shakes.  I've gained 30 pounds in the last year and a half from drinking.  I haven't been skating, other than to the bar or liquor store. I have my first kid on the way and I need to get this shit under control before he pops out and my wife leaves my ass. I've been looking for groups in my area, something without the church element, but nothing seems legit.

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go to AA dude....I was a shitbag heroin addict for like 5 years, only skated to my dealers house or to the store or whatever, life was completely in shambles. I got to a point where I had to make some changes or die/go to prison forever and started going to meetings. I've got just under 7 months sober now and life is fucking awesome, and my skating is better today than it's ever been

^^
word up, homie. one of my oldest homies has been clean for about a month now, after another one od'd about a month and a half ago. He was in the same situation and skating seems to be working. stay clean.

I haven't drank in 2 weeks. This is the longest I've got in about 10 years. No greens either. Just mad yoga, raw fruit/veggie smoothies, lentils, beans, and running. I feel like a champ. And I am almost fearful to start drinking again. It's not like i don't hold down a job and take decent care of myself but i spend most of the cash i make on drinking beers and shit. If i start at 1pm it's on until bedtime, if i start at 8pm it's on til 1am. Like i said i feel great, like a fucking champ. Clean and it's a weird place to be in because I started doing this as a cleanse/28th birthday gift to myself and didn't really want to drink until today, but I'm pushing for the end of June anyways, and don't know if i want to start up again because of how i feel clean and sober.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beeda Weeda on June 11, 2013, 06:30:23 AM

I think I like Alabama shakes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LegendinmyOwnMind on June 11, 2013, 06:59:14 AM

^^
word up, homie. one of my oldest homies has been clean for about a month now, after another one od'd about a month and a half ago. He was in the same situation and skating seems to be working. stay clean.

I haven't drank in 2 weeks. This is the longest I've got in about 10 years. No greens either. Just mad yoga, raw fruit/veggie smoothies, lentils, beans, and running. I feel like a champ. And I am almost fearful to start drinking again. It's not like i don't hold down a job and take decent care of myself but i spend most of the cash i make on drinking beers and shit. If i start at 1pm it's on until bedtime, if i start at 8pm it's on til 1am. Like i said i feel great, like a fucking champ. Clean and it's a weird place to be in because I started doing this as a cleanse/28th birthday gift to myself and didn't really want to drink until today, but I'm pushing for the end of June anyways, and don't know if i want to start up again because of how i feel clean and sober.


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I don't hate on anybody for drinking/partying, lots of people can handle it without having it negatively effecting their life, I'm just not one of them. I encourage anybody who feels that their partying is fucking up their life to get sober though. I tried for a long time just on my own, or trying to only smoke weed and not drink/do hard drugs but honestly the only way I've been able to do it and be happy is by going to AA. Going to meetings isn't for everyone, but it's worked for me.

If things are going good for you and you feel good sober, why go back to drinking? I got to the point where any of the positive aspects of partying were long gone, and every time I'd start getting fucked up again after being sober for a while it wasn't even fun anymore. Anyway I'll end my rant about getting sober and shit, It's just sad because I know of SO many dudes I used to skate with that were gnarly skaters that don't even skate anymore because all they do is drink/do heroin/smoke crack/whatever. Like I said I didn't even really skate for a few years because I was caught up partying/hustling, and now that I'm sober my skating has gotten so much better and I feel like a 14 year old again skating every day and loving every minute of it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mundungus on June 11, 2013, 04:53:01 PM

too much coke  :P

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on June 12, 2013, 10:26:24 PM

i think i have schizophrenia???????????????????????????????????????????????

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MuchasGracias on June 12, 2013, 11:25:13 PM

You probably do.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on June 13, 2013, 05:51:05 AM

Quote from: Mundungus on June 11, 2013, 04:53:01 PM

too much coke  :P

Been there, done that. Realised I was just being an asshole pile and never touched it again. Now when I see people hitting it I feel sorry for them, that drug is a straight up lie.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on June 13, 2013, 11:22:57 AM

Quote from: october on April 27, 2013, 10:49:19 PM

I'm struggling in the friend department as well.

I grew up with a ton of friends. All through highschool, and college. I joined the Marine Corps, and had plenty of friends then too. Now that I have gotten out of the Marine Corps, I moved back to my hometown, and have no friends. I'm not sure if its related to being in the military, but I kind of developed a weird anti-socialness or something. When I first moved back, I completely avoided hanging out with anyone. Now, I'm always looking to go skate with someone, go out on the weekend, or just do something in general, and find myself skating alone, or chilling at home. I do have a great girlfriend that I live with, but I'd like to have friends again. Just seems awkward trying to forcefully make friends at 27 years old.

Geez I feel regular now.

Nearly ten years ago I moved 11000 miles away from where I'd spent most of my life. I hadn't been skating much and when I moved I had to focus on work and getting established in a new city. On the weekends I would drink, do coke and ecstasy and party without sleep for days. I was in a failing relationship and didn't skate for years. Always had a board but never skated more than to the shop and back. Few years back I got a new girl who told me that the drugs had to stop so I did that, and suddenly the majority of my so called friends stopped calling. Wasn't bothered. Started skating a little again and realised how much I'd missed it but didn't know any others skaters even though there were plenty around. Then I'd make weird excuses not to go out skating and chill all day with my dog even with my girlfriend encouraging me to go skate, then a family member clued me into the possibility that my behaviour might be related to anxiety and depression that runs in the family so I waited a few months then finally bit the bullet and saw a doctor. I was diagnosed with severe anxiety and mild depression and sent to Cognative Behavioural Therapy and given anti anxiety medication. The last year I've been going skating mostly by myself at local skateparks and spots and loving it. Now that I'm more present I'm getting to know more of the other guys and skating with them more. They're generally ten years younger than me but that's fine as they're typically good guys. I still go skating by myself but its cool to hook up with crew and I see in the future getting more sessions with a crew but I'd say if you learn to enjoy skating by yourself eventually you'll stumble on someone else to skate with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wildbillhiccup on June 13, 2013, 09:34:03 PM

i have horrible posts on slap:( or do i?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on June 13, 2013, 09:57:29 PM

Quote from: wildbillhiccup on June 13, 2013, 09:34:03 PM

i have horrible posts on slap:( or do i?

is this a riddle?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wildbillhiccup on June 13, 2013, 11:16:13 PM

Quote from: 69 on June 13, 2013, 09:57:29 PM

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i have horrible posts on slap:( or do i?

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is this a riddle?

it cold be a haiku
but im not sure if it is one
can u tell me 69

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on June 13, 2013, 11:17:20 PM

looks like a paradox to me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wildbillhiccup on June 13, 2013, 11:18:21 PM

Quote from: 69 on June 13, 2013, 11:17:20 PM

looks like a paradox to me

im a fucking walking paradox ;) tehe

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 14, 2013, 07:14:37 AM

Quote from: wildbillhiccup on June 13, 2013, 11:18:21 PM

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looks like a paradox to me

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im a fucking walking paradox ;) tehe

69 is an enigma. Not to give him too much credit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on June 14, 2013, 10:05:24 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on June 13, 2013, 11:22:57 AM

Then I'd make weird excuses not to go out skating and chill all day with my dog even with my girlfriend encouraging me to go skate, then a family member clued me into the possibility that my behaviour might be related to anxiety and depression that runs in the family so I waited a few months then finally bit the bullet and saw a doctor. I was diagnosed with severe anxiety and mild depression and sent to Cognative Behavioural Therapy and given anti anxiety medication.

How does one tell if their anxiety/depression is the cause, or result, of drugs and alcohol?  I've mentioned to friends that maybe if I took meds I wouldn't want to get wasted all the time.  They usually just say something stupid like "everyone's depressed, suck it up".

It's fucked that in Canada, physical health is covered, but mental isn't.  What if I feel I need to talk to a professional, but don't have hundreds of dollars?  It seems the only way to get free mental health care is to turn yourself in as a threat to others/yourself aka get locked up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on June 14, 2013, 11:17:27 AM

yea, it is pretty shitty, my health coverage only covers 200$ a year for psychiatrist, which is 3 appointments. you can't solve shit in 3 appointments and it felt like half the session was him selling me on his services so id keep coming back, paying out of pocket. he was a nice guy but it's just a flawed system. now I basically have to wait untill 2014 before I can see him/anyone again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Merked on June 14, 2013, 01:47:45 PM

^^ Sometimes just talking with a good friend can have the same benefits as seeing a psychiatrist.  You just have to find the right person.  Someone who will listen and give constructive feedback.  This was actually recommended to me from a psychatric proffessor at my college.  He basically elaborated on the fact that psychiatrics can never hurt, but are really only drasitcally needed in severe cases.  Those cases being when you need meds prescribed.  Meds are rarely the answer in my opinion; but, they have their uses.

I have seen anxiety/depression destroy some of my friends social abilities and I also suffer from bouts of anxiety myself.  I would just suggest finding someone who you can trust to talk to; that is, if you cannot afford a pyschiatrist.  It has helped my friends and I deal with this bullshit.  

Also, interesting theory, I have read articles and studies depicting anxiety and depression as just misplaced fear due to the fact that we live in such comfort.  Anxiety generates itself in the idol atmosphere.  When I am skating or busy with a task at hand, my anxiety seems to dissipate.  It is basically implying that we fear or "become anxious" of something because we have so little to fear in our daily lives.  Think the cavemen were anxious when trying find a fucking mammoth to kill?  No they were scared for their life.  Anxiety is our brains fucking us raw and it sucks.  This train of thought has also helped in reducing my own and my friends anxiety.
 
Sorry for the long post.

Stay up guys.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on June 16, 2013, 09:39:41 PM

this thread is depre$$ing. all yall talk about is crying over ex's, being a crackhead and not getting laid at all.

will somebody start confessing about some dope shit? like finally fucking your girl in the ass or talking your girl into a threesome??finding a sack on chronic??


too much crying and not enough hype






im still down wit depre$$edboiz tho s/o depre$$edboiz

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 16, 2013, 11:02:28 PM

No worries, Nino. The moment I am no longer depressed and beat up some pussy for the first time, this will be the first place I go. I'll give all the deets.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on June 16, 2013, 11:25:28 PM

i want to suck some cute guys dick but i dont want my friends to find out

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 17, 2013, 07:47:25 AM

Sharon ya fillinz is gay.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on June 17, 2013, 07:52:58 AM

Quote from: Merked on June 14, 2013, 01:47:45 PM

^^ Sometimes just talking with a good friend can have the same benefits as seeing a psychiatrist.  You just have to find the right person.  Someone who will listen and give constructive feedback.  This was actually recommended to me from a psychatric proffessor at my college.  He basically elaborated on the fact that psychiatrics can never hurt, but are really only drasitcally needed in severe cases.  Those cases being when you need meds prescribed.  Meds are rarely the answer in my opinion; but, they have their uses.

I have seen anxiety/depression destroy some of my friends social abilities and I also suffer from bouts of anxiety myself.  I would just suggest finding someone who you can trust to talk to; that is, if you cannot afford a pyschiatrist.  It has helped my friends and I deal with this bullshit.  

Also, interesting theory, I have read articles and studies depicting anxiety and depression as just misplaced fear due to the fact that we live in such comfort.  Anxiety generates itself in the idol atmosphere.  When I am skating or busy with a task at hand, my anxiety seems to dissipate.  It is basically implying that we fear or "become anxious" of something because we have so little to fear in our daily lives.  Think the cavemen were anxious when trying find a fucking mammoth to kill?  No they were scared for their life.  Anxiety is our brains fucking us raw and it sucks.  This train of thought has also helped in reducing my own and my friends anxiety.
 
Sorry for the long post.

Stay up guys.

Really interesting

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 17, 2013, 07:56:41 AM

Quote from: Turtle Boy on June 17, 2013, 07:52:58 AM

Quote from: Merked on June 14, 2013, 01:47:45 PM

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^^ Sometimes just talking with a good friend can have the same benefits as seeing a psychiatrist.  You just have to find the right person.  Someone who will listen and give constructive feedback.  This was actually recommended to me from a psychatric proffessor at my college.  He basically elaborated on the fact that psychiatrics can never hurt, but are really only drasitcally needed in severe cases.  Those cases being when you need meds prescribed.  Meds are rarely the answer in my opinion; but, they have their uses.

I have seen anxiety/depression destroy some of my friends social abilities and I also suffer from bouts of anxiety myself.  I would just suggest finding someone who you can trust to talk to; that is, if you cannot afford a pyschiatrist.  It has helped my friends and I deal with this bullshit.  

Also, interesting theory, I have read articles and studies depicting anxiety and depression as just misplaced fear due to the fact that we live in such comfort.  Anxiety generates itself in the idol atmosphere.  When I am skating or busy with a task at hand, my anxiety seems to dissipate.  It is basically implying that we fear or "become anxious" of something because we have so little to fear in our daily lives.  Think the cavemen were anxious when trying find a fucking mammoth to kill?  No they were scared for their life.  Anxiety is our brains fucking us raw and it sucks.  This train of thought has also helped in reducing my own and my friends anxiety.
 
Sorry for the long post.

Stay up guys.

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Really interesting

Thanks for that merked. I honestly feel most people can get over their anxiety and depression by "pushing through it" or going about they business.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on June 17, 2013, 12:39:10 PM

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Thanks for that merked. I honestly feel most people can get over their anxiety and depression by "pushing through it" or going about they business.
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Yeah I thought the same thing too, for years I tried, sometimes succeeded, but I and many others have a chemical imbalance that doesn't allow this to always happen. It can be temporary or ongoing and I was really apprehensive to trying a pharmaceutical option but I was on the verge of destroying a lot of good things in my life and went for it. So far it's been a positive for me. It might not work for everyone and I'd tell people to exhaust other option first but once you have don't be afraid to admit that you might need a little adjusting in the feel good department of the brain.

Quote from: Merked on June 14, 2013, 01:47:45 PM

^^
Also, interesting theory, I have read articles and studies depicting anxiety and depression as just misplaced fear due to the fact that we live in such comfort.  Anxiety generates itself in the idol atmosphere.  When I am skating or busy with a task at hand, my anxiety seems to dissipate.  It is basically implying that we fear or "become anxious" of something because we have so little to fear in our daily lives.  Think the cavemen were anxious when trying find a fucking mammoth to kill?  No they were scared for their life.  Anxiety is our brains fucking us raw and it sucks.  This train of thought has also helped in reducing my own

Fear is essential and can help you become better by triumphing it. The problem with anxiety can be that the fear is irrational and you can't reason around it. Cognitive Behavioural therapy will help you to reason your way to a solution but in my case it was just the endorphins and neural receptors were misfiring. I also had developed a lifestyle that meant I didn't have people I could trust around to talk through things or distract me long enough for the anxiety to subside.

Quote from: Jumping Beans on June 14, 2013, 10:05:24 AM

How does one tell if their anxiety/depression is the cause, or result, of drugs and alcohol?  I've mentioned to friends that maybe if I took meds I wouldn't want to get wasted all the time.  They usually just say something stupid like "everyone's depressed, suck it up".


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I'm fortunate enough to live somewhere where mental health is prioritised just as much as physical health. I often wondered if what I was feeling was a result or cause of drug and alcohol use and after stopping drugs and reducing alcohol to low levels it was pretty but not entirely evident that the problem was most likely internal rather than external. I really feel for you if it's going to cost you to but you might be able to seek help from community funded sources. Seek them out and don't assume that because they are free they are any less valuable. The greatest problem with mental health issues is that they are still taboo and people are quick to judge or ashamed to say.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Merked on June 17, 2013, 01:23:33 PM

^^ In my post I was implying that the person did not have any definite physiological causes for their anxiety/depression.  Of course in cases when your brain is overproducing or underproducing chemicals, one needs to seek professional therapy/medication.  From what I understand, a lot of anxiety cases don't amount to such needs, but should always be examined through testing.  CAT Scans and MRI's are crazy.  Our brains are crazy.  Anxiety is a total Mind Fuck in every sense of the term.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doomstation55 on June 17, 2013, 06:02:06 PM

I've been tryin to get my girl to take it in the ass for quite awhile now. She had never tried it before nor had I, so I kinda figured ya know just lube her starfish up nice and good and go for the gold. I also wore a condom which I usually don't do, but I mean idk I don't want shit on my dick? Anywho first time we go for it we're both pretty drunk and my dick is big enough to where it hurt her. Like a lot. She was crying by the time I got ~1/2 in and then slipped in further really quickly. It clearly wasn't happening, and now she's hurting and I'm still hard wanting to get off so I end up pretty much jerking off on her tits. Lame.

At this point we realized that this was no ordinary thing, that it would take preparation (H?). So I guess she does research and comes across this video.

Laci's Guide to BUTT SEX (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=83lo7OqruJI#ws)

Useful advice from a cute girl on buttsex? PERFECT! So I take her advice and start throwin a finger in her butt while fucking to get her used to it. I have to admit, i was nervous that my finger would smell like butthole. But after the first go round with ol fingerbutt it was good, she liked it, my finger did not smell, I  was overall pretty psyched.

A little too excited? Next go we're both again kinda drunk, and I overplayed my cards and went for 2 fingers in le poop hole. She's holding back tears but wants me to keep going, which I'm reluctant to do obviously. But she tries to jam my fingers in there real good, and just can't hold it in anymore and stops. Bummer man.

I am definitely discouraged, haven't even gone for the finger again and idk if it'll ever happen (at least with her). I guess I technically had buttsex once tho? Oh well. She licked my butthole once and it tickled and I didn't dislike it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on June 17, 2013, 06:07:42 PM

put your fingers in your own ass see how many you can fit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Unbridled Technical Precision on June 17, 2013, 06:08:43 PM

Quote from: doomstation55 on June 17, 2013, 06:02:06 PM

I've been tryin to get my girl to take it in the ass for quite awhile now. She had never tried it before nor had I, so I kinda figured ya know just lube her starfish up nice and good and go for the gold. I also wore a condom which I usually don't do, but I mean idk I don't want shit on my dick? Anywho first time we go for it we're both pretty drunk and my dick is big enough to where it hurt her. Like a lot. She was crying by the time I got ~1/2 in and then slipped in further really quickly. It clearly wasn't happening, and now she's hurting and I'm still hard wanting to get off so I end up pretty much jerking off on her tits. Lame.

At this point we realized that this was no ordinary thing, that it would take preparation (H?). So I guess she does research and comes across this video.

Laci's Guide to BUTT SEX (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=83lo7OqruJI#ws)

Useful advice from a cute girl on buttsex? PERFECT! So I take her advice and start throwin a finger in her butt while fucking to get her used to it. I have to admit, i was nervous that my finger would smell like butthole. But after the first go round with ol fingerbutt it was good, she liked it, my finger did not smell, I  was overall pretty psyched.

A little too excited? Next go we're both again kinda drunk, and I overplayed my cards and went for 2 fingers in le poop hole. She's holding back tears but wants me to keep going, which I'm reluctant to do obviously. But she tries to jam my fingers in there real good, and just can't hold it in anymore and stops. Bummer man.

I am definitely discouraged, haven't even gone for the finger again and idk if it'll ever happen (at least with her). I guess I technically had buttsex once tho? Oh well. She licked my butthole once and it tickled and I didn't dislike it.

whole lot of "wut" goin on in this post

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Merked on June 17, 2013, 06:12:42 PM

Quote from: 69 on June 17, 2013, 06:07:42 PM

put your fingers in your own ass see how many you can fit

Sound advice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on June 17, 2013, 06:13:27 PM

i think im addicted to liquor and pot

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mundungus on June 17, 2013, 06:18:32 PM

go to church?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on June 17, 2013, 07:41:38 PM

i need to find some nice friends, i mean i try to be normal but its hard. i think i'm an okay person??

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: neko on June 17, 2013, 08:00:04 PM

Quote from: 69 on June 17, 2013, 07:41:38 PM

i need to find some nice friends, i mean i try to be normal but its hard. i think i'm an okay person??

Trim your sig, then you'll find friends. Probably have a few lost in there

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on June 17, 2013, 08:01:49 PM

life is so unfair, i didnt even chose to be a part of society

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 17, 2013, 09:36:26 PM

Nobody chose to be part of society. Our parents are selfish for bringing us into this world.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on June 17, 2013, 09:42:17 PM

i mean what is the point to life? what is right and wrong? good and bad? does anything really matter at all?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Baron Samedi on June 17, 2013, 09:43:42 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 17, 2013, 09:36:26 PM

Nobody chose to be part of society. Our parents are selfish for bringing us into this world.

Do not feed (though your point is valid obv)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: floop on June 17, 2013, 09:56:34 PM

Quote from: twitchflip on May 28, 2013, 08:28:40 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 27, 2013, 10:04:53 PM

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I'm almost desperate enough to get a hooker. Has anyone here ever had one?

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two mates and I went into a brothel shit-faced one night. we rock-papered to see who went in first. my mate played scissors, lost, chose his girl and went in. my other friend and I asked if we could go in together, it was $40 extra for a 'fantasy' so naturally we were stoked, we came to an agreement on the girl and headed in. next minute we had her on a spit, high-fiving to the song Sweet Home Alabama that was blasting through the sound system. good times were had

you never choose scissors in rock paper scissors

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: twitchflip on June 18, 2013, 05:52:24 AM

Quote from: floop on June 17, 2013, 09:56:34 PM

you never choose scissors in rock paper scissors

a mistake many before him have made

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on June 18, 2013, 11:34:33 AM

Quote from: doomstation55 on June 17, 2013, 06:02:06 PM

Useful advice from a cute girl on buttsex? PERFECT! So I take her advice and start throwin a finger in her butt while fucking to get her used to it. I have to admit, i was nervous that my finger would smell like butthole. But after the first go round with ol fingerbutt it was good, she liked it, my finger did not smell, I  was overall pretty psyched.

A little too excited? Next go we're both again kinda drunk, and I overplayed my cards and went for 2 fingers in le poop hole. She's holding back tears but wants me to keep going, which I'm reluctant to do obviously. But she tries to jam my fingers in there real good, and just can't hold it in anymore and stops. Bummer man.

I am definitely discouraged, haven't even gone for the finger again and idk if it'll ever happen (at least with her). I guess I technically had buttsex once tho? Oh well. She licked my butthole once and it tickled and I didn't dislike it.

Rub her butthole with your finger. If you're fucking from behind, spread her cheeks which opens her ass (just to loosen her up a little). Then insert your finger (or more if she is comfortable with it). So now she is being penetrated in both holes. My ex would go crazy with this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on June 18, 2013, 12:06:02 PM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on June 18, 2013, 11:34:33 AM

spread her cheeks which opens her ass Then insert your finger

How many arms you got, bruh?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chockfullofthat on June 18, 2013, 12:25:24 PM

Butt sex is morally wrong and they should reintroduce sodomy laws.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 18, 2013, 03:16:18 PM

Pretty sure a lot of states still have sodomy laws on the books.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 18, 2013, 03:17:59 PM

Get that brown belt yo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on June 18, 2013, 04:29:22 PM

Quote from: chockfullofthat on June 18, 2013, 12:25:24 PM

Butt sex is morally wrong and they should reintroduce sodomy laws.

Doug Stanhope - Try Sodomy! (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dWl0cW6Alvc#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on June 18, 2013, 07:18:19 PM

I fucking love Doug Stanhope.  I wish I could joke around with people in the same way without them calling me a negative bitter prick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on June 19, 2013, 07:30:48 AM

Quote from: doomstation55 on June 17, 2013, 06:02:06 PM

I've been tryin to get my girl to take it in the ass for quite awhile now. She had never tried it before nor had I, so I kinda figured ya know just lube her starfish up nice and good and go for the gold. I also wore a condom which I usually don't do, but I mean idk I don't want shit on my dick? Anywho first time we go for it we're both pretty drunk and my dick is big enough to where it hurt her. Like a lot. She was crying by the time I got ~1/2 in and then slipped in further really quickly. It clearly wasn't happening, and now she's hurting and I'm still hard wanting to get off so I end up pretty much jerking off on her tits. Lame.

At this point we realized that this was no ordinary thing, that it would take preparation (H?). So I guess she does research and comes across this video.

Laci's Guide to BUTT SEX (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=83lo7OqruJI#ws)

Useful advice from a cute girl on buttsex? PERFECT! So I take her advice and start throwin a finger in her butt while fucking to get her used to it. I have to admit, i was nervous that my finger would smell like butthole. But after the first go round with ol fingerbutt it was good, she liked it, my finger did not smell, I  was overall pretty psyched.

A little too excited? Next go we're both again kinda drunk, and I overplayed my cards and went for 2 fingers in le poop hole. She's holding back tears but wants me to keep going, which I'm reluctant to do obviously. But she tries to jam my fingers in there real good, and just can't hold it in anymore and stops. Bummer man.

I am definitely discouraged, haven't even gone for the finger again and idk if it'll ever happen (at least with her). I guess I technically had buttsex once tho? Oh well. She licked my butthole once and it tickled and I didn't dislike it.

You can't just lube up and rush in there, the biggest challenge is just getting her to relax. Start by using a little stimulation when going doggy style, using your thumb, don't go jamming it in there use the flat it like you pushing the buttons on your playstation just breaking the seal not going for full penetration. Take it slow and let her back up into it rather than you pushing harder. Same thing when your going down on her, then when you feel her relaxing into it get a finger or two if you can but take it slow and retreat if she starts seizing up. Get some tougne in there too, it's trust thing and she'll probably love it. If she's into it don't be scared to get her a butt plug, nothing big or too hard. Get that in there until she learns to relax the muscles. When she's good and ready take it slow, let her back up on you. Plenty of lube and if your not sure then the condom is a good idea because sometime shit does happen but not very often. It sounds like she's down for so good luck man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MuchasGracias on June 19, 2013, 01:47:52 PM

Just fucking go in raw mate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chockfullofthat on June 19, 2013, 02:17:12 PM

^exactly, just do a line of cocaine put on a GG Allin record and let her fucking have it. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on June 19, 2013, 04:56:31 PM

so i got high last night and put some seinfeld on, i never realized how much all the characters are mocking one another and george cops it pretty badly. what if im like george and everyone is making fun of me and im not even realizing it? what if i am to realize this subtle disrepect, is that any better? just knowing its going on? or do i need to teach myself how to retaliate?

theres gotta be a better way, right??

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChewyPoo on June 19, 2013, 05:45:23 PM

Quote from: chockfullofthat on June 19, 2013, 02:17:12 PM

^exactly, just do a line of cocaine put on a GG Allin record and let her fucking have it. 

How do I gnar you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on June 20, 2013, 06:33:42 AM

Wish I had watched this video years ago.  They say porn leads to depression and kills motivation.  I'm giving it up.

The Great Porn Experiment: Gary Wilson at TEDxGlasgow (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wSF82AwSDiU#ws)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 20, 2013, 07:13:13 AM

Quote from: Jumping Beans on June 20, 2013, 06:33:42 AM

Wish I had watched this video years ago.  They say porn leads to depression and kills motivation.  I'm giving it up.

The Great Porn Experiment: Gary Wilson at TEDxGlasgow (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wSF82AwSDiU#ws)

This shit changed my life. Sometimes we forget how primal are brains still are. He has another YouTube series that is good. Sorry for not linking, not on wifi.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: neko on June 20, 2013, 08:35:52 AM

Quote from: Jumping Beans on June 20, 2013, 06:33:42 AM

Wish I had watched this video years ago.  They say porn leads to depression and kills motivation.  I'm giving it up.

The Great Porn Experiment: Gary Wilson at TEDxGlasgow (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wSF82AwSDiU#ws)

I don't know about the depression part, but of course it kills motivation. Who wants to do anything else when you've got your dick in your hand?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on June 20, 2013, 10:35:02 AM

Quote from: Merked on June 17, 2013, 06:12:42 PM

Quote from: 69 on June 17, 2013, 06:07:42 PM

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put your fingers in your own ass see how many you can fit

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Sound advice.

probably the only thing I've ever agreed with 69 on

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on June 22, 2013, 08:08:08 AM

Quote from: 69 on June 17, 2013, 09:42:17 PM

i mean what is the point to life? what is right and wrong? good and bad? does anything really matter at all?

Hahahaha cool!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hairy Ballsagna on June 22, 2013, 05:46:03 PM

69 is the funniest slap poster

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IanBZHD on June 24, 2013, 10:10:22 AM

So, referring to an earlier post i made in this thread. --- EX GF kept me hanging on,bummed, blahblah-- I've been trying to be normal and be happy.

So i was talking to this new girl for a while, kept it pretty chill cuz i didnt want to move things too fast, she is the the dating type not the one-night-stand type. Well, as a 'surprise' her EX came back from california to visit without telling her. So of course, the girl whose been texting me day-to-night for a while, this is reallly going to surprise you... STOPS! ahh yeah its one of those shit things that happens, but i was actually into her which kind of sucks.

Indiana/Illinois girls really suck, man. If you don't live here, dont come here. You'll be bummed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 69 on June 24, 2013, 08:28:54 PM

i am fragile

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Morty Seinfeld on June 25, 2013, 01:04:40 PM

Feeling really low. After being off drugs for over a year now, my girlfriend tells me that she doesn't trust me to stay sober. She says I'm not the same person I used to be, that I'm overly self-centered, I think I'm better than everyone else, etc. She doesn't support me skateboarding or any endeavors that I have. It's getting to the point that I don't want to be around her, but I really don't have anywhere to go. I don't have a single friend in this state. The only friends I have are 1500 miles away. It's not fun being lonely.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 25, 2013, 07:48:56 PM

I keep typing post for this thread and then deleting them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LESBIAN on June 25, 2013, 09:39:29 PM

Quote from: Morty Seinfeld on June 25, 2013, 01:04:40 PM

Feeling really low. After being off drugs for over a year now, my girlfriend tells me that she doesn't trust me to stay sober. She says I'm not the same person I used to be, that I'm overly self-centered, I think I'm better than everyone else, etc. She doesn't support me skateboarding or any endeavors that I have. It's getting to the point that I don't want to be around her, but I really don't have anywhere to go. I don't have a single friend in this state. The only friends I have are 1500 miles away. It's not fun being lonely.

grow up kook

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LESBIAN on June 25, 2013, 09:40:23 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 25, 2013, 07:48:56 PM

I keep typing post for this thread and then deleting them.

spill the beans!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: neko on June 26, 2013, 09:24:12 AM

Quote from: Morty Seinfeld on June 25, 2013, 01:04:40 PM

Feeling really low. After being off drugs for over a year now, my girlfriend tells me that she doesn't trust me to stay sober. She says I'm not the same person I used to be, that I'm overly self-centered, I think I'm better than everyone else, etc. She doesn't support me skateboarding or any endeavors that I have. It's getting to the point that I don't want to be around her, but I really don't have anywhere to go. I don't have a single friend in this state. The only friends I have are 1500 miles away. It's not fun being lonely.

To the second part: lame. If she doesn't support you skating, she's gotta go.

To the first part: is she right? If so, do you / have you considered seeing a therapist?

To the last part: you've got my sympathy, I've moved away from all my friends before. Keep skating, you'll make new ones. Loneliness sucks but you can make new friends.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on June 26, 2013, 12:28:14 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 25, 2013, 07:48:56 PM

I keep typing post for this thread and then deleting them.

I do that with long facebook rants. Sometimes it's just therapeutic getting it typed out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on June 26, 2013, 12:59:31 PM

It's summer break and I spend most of my time at home doing nothing productive. I listen to the Smiths over and over and just watch movies on the computer. Granted, half of the time I have to watch my little brother, but I've been staying home even if I don't have to. I feel lonely all the time and like I'm wasting the golden years of my life away or some shit. I think I'm becoming seriously depressed too. It doesn't help that everyone else I know seem so content and fucking happy with their lives.

Don't tell me that it's easy to make friends, all I have to do is put myself out there or some stupid shit. It's not that easy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monty Burns on June 26, 2013, 01:04:00 PM

Most people on slap dont know this about me , but Im serving a life sentence at Folsom prison . The isolation is hard enough to deal with , my dreams are often about trains , going other places , taking me away from folsom . What really kills me in the dreams  is all the rich people in the other cars living their lifes , eating fancy food ...

My mom always told me not to play with guns , and I guess thats my message for you guys .  I dont even know why I did it . I just did it to do it I guess . too see what it was like to see somebody die


Dont go down my path ,   sorry for venting but sometimes its just too hard .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: twitchflip on June 26, 2013, 01:20:48 PM

^one of the nicest dudes on slap turns out to be serving a life sentence for murder? mind = blown

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MuchasGracias on June 26, 2013, 03:09:33 PM

Quote from: Monty Burns on June 26, 2013, 01:04:00 PM

Most people on slap dont know this about me , but Im serving a life sentence at Folsom prison . The isolation is hard enough to deal with , my dreams are often about trains , going other places , taking me away from folsom . What really kills me in the dreams  is all the rich people in the other cars living their lifes , eating fancy food ...

My mom always told me not to play with guns , and I guess thats my message for you guys .  I dont even know why I did it . I just did it to do it I guess . too see what it was like to see somebody die


Dont go down my path ,   sorry for venting but sometimes its just too hard .

Johnny Cash references?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on June 26, 2013, 03:54:16 PM

Quote from: twitchflip on June 26, 2013, 01:20:48 PM

^one of the nicest dudes on slap turns out to be serving a life sentence for murder? mind = blown

You should be confessing you're a gullible fucker...

Johnny Cash-Folson Prison Blues (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lWsuVuw5JO4#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doomstation55 on June 26, 2013, 04:42:40 PM

Quote from: Made In China on June 26, 2013, 12:59:31 PM

It's summer break and I spend most of my time at home doing nothing productive. I listen to the Smiths over and over and just watch movies on the computer. Granted, half of the time I have to watch my little brother, but I've been staying home even if I don't have to. I feel lonely all the time and like I'm wasting the golden years of my life away or some shit. I think I'm becoming seriously depressed too. It doesn't help that everyone else I know seem so content and fucking happy with their lives.

Don't tell me that it's easy to make friends, all I have to do is put myself out there or some stupid shit. It's not that easy.

Well if you're bored at home doing nothing just get a job. It may sound like it sucks but sometimes completing some type of work is fulfilling and makes you feel better. You'll probably meet new ppl, have a reason to leave the house, save some money for yourself, be able to buy some more shit, etc. Doesn't have to be anything serious, shit work at a restaurant and you'll probably be perfect.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on June 26, 2013, 05:03:38 PM

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It's summer break and I spend most of my time at home doing nothing productive. I listen to the Smiths over and over and just watch movies on the computer. Granted, half of the time I have to watch my little brother, but I've been staying home even if I don't have to. I feel lonely all the time and like I'm wasting the golden years of my life away or some shit. I think I'm becoming seriously depressed too. It doesn't help that everyone else I know seem so content and fucking happy with their lives.

Don't tell me that it's easy to make friends, all I have to do is put myself out there or some stupid shit. It's not that easy.

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Well if you're bored at home doing nothing just get a job. It may sound like it sucks but sometimes completing some type of work is fulfilling and makes you feel better. You'll probably meet new ppl, have a reason to leave the house, save some money for yourself, be able to buy some more shit, etc. Doesn't have to be anything serious, shit work at a restaurant and you'll probably be perfect.

I just got a job at the movie theater actually, I have orientation next Tuesday. My friend works there and he says it's the worst thing in the world and he's already looking for a new job.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 26, 2013, 06:29:09 PM

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It's summer break and I spend most of my time at home doing nothing productive. I listen to the Smiths over and over and just watch movies on the computer. Granted, half of the time I have to watch my little brother, but I've been staying home even if I don't have to. I feel lonely all the time and like I'm wasting the golden years of my life away or some shit. I think I'm becoming seriously depressed too. It doesn't help that everyone else I know seem so content and fucking happy with their lives.

Don't tell me that it's easy to make friends, all I have to do is put myself out there or some stupid shit. It's not that easy.

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Well if you're bored at home doing nothing just get a job. It may sound like it sucks but sometimes completing some type of work is fulfilling and makes you feel better. You'll probably meet new ppl, have a reason to leave the house, save some money for yourself, be able to buy some more shit, etc. Doesn't have to be anything serious, shit work at a restaurant and you'll probably be perfect.

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I just got a job at the movie theater actually, I have orientation next Tuesday. My friend works there and he says it's the worst thing in the world and he's already looking for a new job.

I'm almost positive its not the worst thing in the world.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monty Burns on June 26, 2013, 06:30:19 PM

Heh nice work from Nallid and  MuchasGracias  ,  tried to not be too obvius with it but I guess I failed

dont worry  twitchflip  !

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MuchasGracias on June 26, 2013, 06:35:10 PM

Quote from: Monty Burns on June 26, 2013, 06:30:19 PM

Heh nice work from Nallid and ? MuchasGracias ? , ? tried to not be too obvius with it but I guess I failed

dont worry ? twitchflip ? !

I hear a train a coming...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LESBIAN on June 26, 2013, 11:48:31 PM

im gonna get high tonight

edit- wait no im not

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on June 26, 2013, 11:54:30 PM

^wut up y'd u stop posting as 69?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: twitchflip on June 27, 2013, 12:17:17 AM

haha it seemed really uncharacteristic of monty. hes usually straight up and down with his posts but this one caught me off guard. never really listened to much johnny cash so those lyrics didn't ring a bell. anyways, bravo montgomery, you bastard  :D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on June 27, 2013, 06:54:15 PM

Right, because the prison system frequently allows convicts to have access to internet forums. That's what made it seem likely.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on June 27, 2013, 08:14:52 PM

Prisoners do get internet access, it's super restricted though and it costs money to send or receive an email, which is of course, monitored.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: twitchflip on June 28, 2013, 02:04:36 AM

Quote from: brycickle on June 27, 2013, 06:54:15 PM

Right, because the prison system frequently allows convicts to have access to internet forums. That's what made it seem likely.

I figured if Christian Dixon can Keep It Real In The Cell then it's possible for smarter inmates to somehow get access to internet forums. It was very stupid and I apologise for my absent-mindedness. consider the L caught

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monty Burns on June 28, 2013, 11:55:59 AM

calm down people , if you guys cant handle my really really clever jokes Im not telling them anymore !

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on June 28, 2013, 06:13:53 PM

It's cool. Just don't take your guns to town please.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on June 29, 2013, 12:22:42 PM

I pretty much always feel like shit.
I wonder if I just have shitty genes, because my dad has told me he has never really felt truly happy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LESBIAN on June 30, 2013, 04:13:42 PM

maybe you have gender dysphoria

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MuchasGracias on July 08, 2013, 08:00:20 PM

Quote from: Bronson on June 29, 2013, 12:22:42 PM

I pretty much always feel like shit.
I wonder if I just have shitty genes, because my dad has told me he has never really felt truly happy.

Maybe you feel like shit because your dad has never been happy, e.g your birth.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LESBIAN on July 08, 2013, 08:08:18 PM

im not as funny as i used to be guess i cbf lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MuchasGracias on July 11, 2013, 12:09:27 AM

I'm almost certain my Ex was a schizo, and I did nothing about it lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on July 11, 2013, 08:41:44 PM

I spend probably an hour a day just looking at my hair and even more time just thinking about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: noone1234 on July 11, 2013, 09:27:02 PM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on July 11, 2013, 08:41:44 PM

I spend probably an hour a day just looking at my hair and even more time just thinking about it.

hahahahahahaha oh my fucking shit. you are just precious!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LESBIAN on July 11, 2013, 09:32:29 PM

have you tried using argan oil??

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on July 11, 2013, 10:02:36 PM

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I spend probably an hour a day just looking at my hair and even more time just thinking about it.

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hahahahahahaha oh my fucking shit. you are just precious!

If you say so. This is the first time in my life I've liked my hair and gotten compliments on it and it's low maintenance as shit so I'm hyped. And I haven't tried using argan oil but I've read about people with hair like mine use it so I might try it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LESBIAN on July 11, 2013, 10:22:44 PM

yeah dog, it gets rid of frizz, flyaways, split ends and adds shine

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: noone1234 on July 11, 2013, 10:43:59 PM

like lesbian, i too am not as funny as i used to be.......

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on July 12, 2013, 10:44:48 PM

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It's summer break and I spend most of my time at home doing nothing productive. I listen to the Smiths over and over and just watch movies on the computer. Granted, half of the time I have to watch my little brother, but I've been staying home even if I don't have to. I feel lonely all the time and like I'm wasting the golden years of my life away or some shit. I think I'm becoming seriously depressed too. It doesn't help that everyone else I know seem so content and fucking happy with their lives.

Don't tell me that it's easy to make friends, all I have to do is put myself out there or some stupid shit. It's not that easy.

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Well if you're bored at home doing nothing just get a job. It may sound like it sucks but sometimes completing some type of work is fulfilling and makes you feel better. You'll probably meet new ppl, have a reason to leave the house, save some money for yourself, be able to buy some more shit, etc. Doesn't have to be anything serious, shit work at a restaurant and you'll probably be perfect.

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I just got a job at the movie theater actually, I have orientation next Tuesday. My friend works there and he says it's the worst thing in the world and he's already looking for a new job.

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I'm almost positive its not the worst thing in the world.

Worked a couple of shifts and I'm actually pretty stoked on it. It's tiring and whatnot, but my coworkers are cool and hey, it's money. My friend ended up getting a job at Hot Topic and walking out on work.

Yesterday I straight up put milk in my hair in an attempt to make it straighter. I've been really hyped on 90s Leonardo Dicaprio movies and his whole look so that was a big reason. It didn't work that well, but I think I'm going to try it again tomorrow with even more milk. Maybe I'll check out that whatever oil thing you guys were talking about too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: neko on July 12, 2013, 11:31:38 PM

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It's summer break and I spend most of my time at home doing nothing productive. I listen to the Smiths over and over and just watch movies on the computer. Granted, half of the time I have to watch my little brother, but I've been staying home even if I don't have to. I feel lonely all the time and like I'm wasting the golden years of my life away or some shit. I think I'm becoming seriously depressed too. It doesn't help that everyone else I know seem so content and fucking happy with their lives.

Don't tell me that it's easy to make friends, all I have to do is put myself out there or some stupid shit. It's not that easy.

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Well if you're bored at home doing nothing just get a job. It may sound like it sucks but sometimes completing some type of work is fulfilling and makes you feel better. You'll probably meet new ppl, have a reason to leave the house, save some money for yourself, be able to buy some more shit, etc. Doesn't have to be anything serious, shit work at a restaurant and you'll probably be perfect.

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I just got a job at the movie theater actually, I have orientation next Tuesday. My friend works there and he says it's the worst thing in the world and he's already looking for a new job.

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I'm almost positive its not the worst thing in the world.

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Worked a couple of shifts and I'm actually pretty stoked on it. It's tiring and whatnot, but my coworkers are cool and hey, it's money. My friend ended up getting a job at Hot Topic and walking out on work.

Yesterday I straight up put milk in my hair in an attempt to make it straighter. I've been really hyped on 90s Leonardo Dicaprio movies and his whole look so that was a big reason. It didn't work that well, but I think I'm going to try it again tomorrow with even more milk. Maybe I'll check out that whatever oil thing you guys were talking about too.

dylan., is that you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LOU.502 on July 13, 2013, 04:16:32 PM

I'm drunk and high at this dumb music festival, "forecastle" with my dumb slut girlfriend and her shit friends and she keeps flirting with her ex that she just so happened to see earlier at this festival. Do I leave and let them fuck? Do I punch the guy? Do I sit in the corner and pout? Do I just deal with it and keep my mouth shut? Do I just get more drunk and holler at some bitchezzzzz?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: The Human Condom on July 13, 2013, 05:00:48 PM

Quote from: LOU.502 on July 13, 2013, 04:16:32 PM

I'm drunk and high at this dumb music festival, "forecastle" with my dumb slut girlfriend and her shit friends and she keeps flirting with her ex that she just so happened to see earlier at this festival. Do I leave and let them fuck? Do I punch the guy? Do I sit in the corner and pout? Do I just deal with it and keep my mouth shut? Do I just get more drunk and holler at some bitchezzzzz?

I think you have several options.
I say you get more belligerent and start hitting on her ex too.  This will take everyone by surprise and you can show your girl how you feel when she's flirting with him.  You'll probably weird the guy out and if he hits you you'll win because he'll get kicked out by security and she'll feel bad for flirting and getting you punched. 
If you punch him you'll probably get kicked out, but if the festival sucks maybe it's worth it and better than sitting in the corner pouting. 
If you flirt with girls, she'll just be pissed.  If you're starting to not really like her anymore then you could just quietly deal and leave to let them fuck.
Maybe you could pay some really really hot slut you randomly meet to flirt with him so he'll leave your girl alone.  Maybe if you explained your situation to them sincerely and possibly gave this accomplice drugs or something they would help.
Last resort, just start sobbing uncontrollably.  This is the wildcard move.  Dunno how well this would play out, but it might just be crazy enough to work in your favor.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tob.1 on July 14, 2013, 02:08:15 AM

In the past month or so I've fractured my right shoulder, been left by my girl, and practically had to face that I'm hardly going to see my dad any more. It's so fucking boring, I have no real hobbies besides skating/filming/editing/photography, and practically my only friends are the ones I skate with. I go to the park or on street missions which is alright but gets boring and really really makes me want to skate. Besides that, I usually just spend all day sitting around and expanding my music/skateboarding knowledge. I just don't know what else to do, I can't really work and I can't be bothered finding a new girl because none of them are gonna want some crippled fuck. I think next week I'll bring out the ol' vx1000 and try and film some tripod tricks at least, maybe edit up some old footage, but that's really all I can think of. At least school starts again tomorrow which will hopefully be slightly less boring than staying at home all day. I don't care if people hate on this, I needed to get it off my chest somewhere.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: noone1234 on July 14, 2013, 10:02:39 AM

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I'm drunk and high at this dumb music festival, "forecastle" with my dumb slut girlfriend and her shit friends and she keeps flirting with her ex that she just so happened to see earlier at this festival. Do I leave and let them fuck? Do I punch the guy? Do I sit in the corner and pout? Do I just deal with it and keep my mouth shut? Do I just get more drunk and holler at some bitchezzzzz?

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I think you have several options.
I say you get more belligerent and start hitting on her ex too.  This will take everyone by surprise and you can show your girl how you feel when she's flirting with him.  You'll probably weird the guy out and if he hits you you'll win because he'll get kicked out by security and she'll feel bad for flirting and getting you punched. 
If you punch him you'll probably get kicked out, but if the festival sucks maybe it's worth it and better than sitting in the corner pouting. 
If you flirt with girls, she'll just be pissed.  If you're starting to not really like her anymore then you could just quietly deal and leave to let them fuck.
Maybe you could pay some really really hot slut you randomly meet to flirt with him so he'll leave your girl alone.  Maybe if you explained your situation to them sincerely and possibly gave this accomplice drugs or something they would help.
Last resort, just start sobbing uncontrollably.  This is the wildcard move.  Dunno how well this would play out, but it might just be crazy enough to work in your favor.

Dr. Love has spoken!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Laban Fetus on July 14, 2013, 01:23:03 PM

Quote from: Made In China on June 26, 2013, 12:59:31 PM

It's summer break and I spend most of my time at home doing nothing productive. I listen to the Smiths over and over and just watch movies on the computer.

This has pretty much been me. It's important to remember that other people's social lives usually aren't very special themselves but obviously you're gonna think that when every day is just going through the motions. My life has been complete shit for the past 4 months and I've tried everything. The main thing that sent me into a downward spiral was developing tendonitis, getting a dishwasher job and then subsequently getting fired on the first day for not doing a good enough job. The humiliation of getting fired from the lowest level of work imaginable from some transplant dickhead made me furious. I contemplated dark and personal things for months after that and wondered if my life would ever change or if i'd just be reduced to this waste of potential. I'm still living at my parents (who also have no money) in this shitty little town in Upstate NY and I'm nearing 21. No girlfriend and no chances at happiness or short term happiness thus far. Social life is improving which is good. Things are certainly looking up after reaching my lowest point in life thus far but it's probably gonna hang on my face for a little while longer. Just trying to let this out to make other people feel better. You've gotta have a grain of hope in these situations and suicide is for cowards. Onward

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 14, 2013, 03:43:15 PM

I hate when people say suicide is for cowards. That's such fucking bullshit. Suicide is frightening and to go through with it shares no aspects in common with the term cowardice. Suicide is for the hopeless, not the cowardly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Laban Fetus on July 14, 2013, 03:44:40 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 14, 2013, 03:43:15 PM

I hate when people say suicide is for cowards. That's such fucking bullshit. Suicide is frightening and to go through with it shares no aspects in common with the term cowardice. Suicide is for the hopeless, not the cowardly.

You're right. Retracting my previous statement. I really can't attest to anyone going through clinical depression as I'm not, just burdened by experience.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 14, 2013, 04:00:56 PM

It's cool. I just have to hear that shit from a lot people that never thought it through. You're life ain't that bad, by the way. I'd trade you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LESBIAN on July 14, 2013, 05:47:29 PM

what could make your life better ^ ? ^_^

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: noone1234 on July 14, 2013, 06:17:15 PM

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what could make your life better ^ ? ^_^

scrilla

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on July 14, 2013, 10:25:33 PM

(http://i.imgur.com/2MgAe5G.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LESBIAN on July 14, 2013, 10:35:41 PM

i thought depression was when you dont get an iphone for christmas

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: few123456789 on July 14, 2013, 11:15:59 PM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on July 14, 2013, 10:25:33 PM

(http://i.imgur.com/2MgAe5G.jpg)

On a scale of 1-10 how are you feeling?  No joke. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on July 15, 2013, 07:14:33 PM

Thanks for your concern but Im fine. I just posted that to show people who never dealt with depression, to get an idea how it feels.

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Post by: L33Tg33k on July 17, 2013, 07:41:40 AM

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On a scale of 1-10 how are you feeling?  No joke. 

The facilitators of depression therapy group I used to go to always asked that question before we shared what was going on in our lives. I'm just reminded of the pretty girl in that group that I probably should have talked to more but didn't because I'm a coward. I'm fairly certain she liked me in some capacity. I would try to find her on facebook now, but I don't know her last name. I'm bummed again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: noone1234 on July 17, 2013, 08:54:46 AM

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On a scale of 1-10 how are you feeling?  No joke. 

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The facilitators of depression therapy group I used to go to always asked that question before we shared what was going on in our lives. I'm just reminded of the pretty girl in that group that I probably should have talked to more but didn't because I'm a coward. I'm fairly certain she liked me in some capacity. I would try to find her on facebook now, but I don't know her last name. I'm bummed again.

get some lube and kleenix and go to town on yourself and these websites and you'll feel better, just don't get any of your baby batter on your hand(s) or else you'll feel even worse.
redtube.com - spankwire.com - pornhub.com - tube8.com - extremetube.com - youporn.com - or my new personal fav pornmd.com just type in any pornslut's name and you'll get her entire video resume that's been scattered out through the web. In my opinion, it's the rolls royce of  wank sites

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 17, 2013, 08:57:32 AM

Come on, dude, I've been watching porn everyday since I was 10. I need kinkier sites than that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: noone1234 on July 17, 2013, 09:18:02 AM

ultimatesurrender.com is pretty kewl. its a pay site tho :-\ i wish there was a pornsite/movie that just had women punching eachother in the face and as hard as they can and then violently scissor.....i guess that's a confession in itself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 17, 2013, 09:34:19 AM

I'm down with ultimatesurrender. You can get some partial eps on tubegalore.com.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on July 17, 2013, 04:57:02 PM

should anyone be wearing a jumper around their waste in 2013?? what is grunge again??

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on July 18, 2013, 01:53:20 PM

I was going to go skate, but then I ate 2 chili dogs and a chili burger from wienershnitzel, so now it's time for a nap.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: J.R. on July 19, 2013, 07:32:42 PM

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I'm drunk and high at this dumb music festival, "forecastle" with my dumb slut girlfriend and her shit friends and she keeps flirting with her ex that she just so happened to see earlier at this festival. Do I leave and let them fuck? Do I punch the guy? Do I sit in the corner and pout? Do I just deal with it and keep my mouth shut? Do I just get more drunk and holler at some bitchezzzzz?

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I think you have several options.
I say you get more belligerent and start hitting on her ex too.  This will take everyone by surprise and you can show your girl how you feel when she's flirting with him.  You'll probably weird the guy out and if he hits you you'll win because he'll get kicked out by security and she'll feel bad for flirting and getting you punched. 
If you punch him you'll probably get kicked out, but if the festival sucks maybe it's worth it and better than sitting in the corner pouting. 
If you flirt with girls, she'll just be pissed.  If you're starting to not really like her anymore then you could just quietly deal and leave to let them fuck.
Maybe you could pay some really really hot slut you randomly meet to flirt with him so he'll leave your girl alone.  Maybe if you explained your situation to them sincerely and possibly gave this accomplice drugs or something they would help.
Last resort, just start sobbing uncontrollably.  This is the wildcard move.  Dunno how well this would play out, but it might just be crazy enough to work in your favor.

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Dr. Love has spoken!

I'm probably late on this, but did you try telling the guy respectfully to back off? And did you try telling your girl to chill with all that? If he respects your wishes, then you win. If she respects your wishes, you win. If they don't, punch that asshole in his fucking mouth so not only do you get your revenge, but you get kicked out so you can have some distance between you and your "dumb slut girlfriend." Chances are if you're referring to her as that, it's probably time to get a new girl anyway.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: J.R. on July 19, 2013, 07:50:44 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 14, 2013, 03:43:15 PM

I hate when people say suicide is for cowards. That's such fucking bullshit. Suicide is frightening and to go through with it shares no aspects in common with the term cowardice. Suicide is for the hopeless, not the cowardly.

They say that it's for cowards because in essence, we all choose our own destinies. Even if we are faced with some horrible shit to deal with, there are usually a set of circumstances and options we can undertake to better our situation, albeit extremely tough and arduous. Going with the right option is usually going with the tough option, and suicide as an "easy way out" is an attempt at doing your best to avoid the right option. The key is to remind yourself that the feeling of hopelessness is temporary, and that you can choose to get out of it. It sounds a lot easier than it is, but it's doable. They also say suicide is cowardly because of the fact that you end up taking your own life without regard to how badly it will damage the people that love and care for you. I've seriously contemplated suicide on more than one occasion, but the main thing that brought me from doing it is thinking about how badly it would hurt my mother. She worked so hard to be able to bring me to this earth and did everything she could to make sure I was provided for, she sacrificed a lot to make sure I was good. Me escaping this world through suicide would bring her so much pain, so much guilt, so many thoughts of what she did or did not do that allowed me to take my own life. Most people in this world can fuck off for all I care, but I love my mom too much to hurt her like that.

After that realization, it bought me enough time to stop thinking about killing myself, and I realized that me and everyone else that has contemplated suicide is more or less thinking about going with a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Everything in our lives that bothers us is temporary. The things that bothered me 5, 10 years ago are not what's bothering me now. And lets face it, this life is full of problems that we were put on this earth to manage as best as we can. We can't control every aspect of our being, but we can manage the events we're in to the best of our abilities and make the most of it. None of us are perfect, but I feel like everyone should be entitled to give themselves a shot at happiness, however high the stakes are. Just remember that you're an inherently good person, and chances are there are more people that care for you than you actually realize.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on July 19, 2013, 08:04:55 PM

Beat off to a picture of my friend's fine ass mom and I'll probably do it again soon.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: J.R. on July 19, 2013, 09:13:44 PM

Quote from: MuchasGracias on June 26, 2013, 03:09:33 PM

Quote from: Monty Burns on June 26, 2013, 01:04:00 PM

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Most people on slap dont know this about me , but Im serving a life sentence at Folsom prison . The isolation is hard enough to deal with , my dreams are often about trains , going other places , taking me away from folsom . What really kills me in the dreams  is all the rich people in the other cars living their lifes , eating fancy food ...

My mom always told me not to play with guns , and I guess thats my message for you guys .  I dont even know why I did it . I just did it to do it I guess . too see what it was like to see somebody die


Dont go down my path ,   sorry for venting but sometimes its just too hard .

[close]

Johnny Cash references?

My dude are you for real with all that?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: J.R. on July 19, 2013, 09:20:15 PM

Quote from: Morty Seinfeld on June 25, 2013, 01:04:40 PM

Feeling really low. After being off drugs for over a year now, my girlfriend tells me that she doesn't trust me to stay sober. She says I'm not the same person I used to be, that I'm overly self-centered, I think I'm better than everyone else, etc. She doesn't support me skateboarding or any endeavors that I have. It's getting to the point that I don't want to be around her, but I really don't have anywhere to go. I don't have a single friend in this state. The only friends I have are 1500 miles away. It's not fun being lonely.

She is holding you back. I can relate to your situation completely, struggling with sobriety is a daily struggle that I wish I never knew. If you are like me, skateboarding is one of the things in your life that you can fill your time with that helps you stay off of drugs, and the stress that your girl is giving you could very well lead you to a relapse. I was with a girl that would have me relapsing because she said the SAME EXACT SHIT, making me feel like I was a shitty person when I wasn't under the influence. You have over a year under your belt, that is a blessed thing. It takes a lot more than people realize to keep something like that going, but being around the wrong people make that fight even harder than it should be to endure. Get from around that girl, sure you'll be lonely for a bit but it'll grant you the opportunity to meet new people that will better enhance your life. I really hope that you maintain and stay positive, good things will definitely come your way if you stay up and do right by yourself. The person that you used to be was dependent on substance, if she likes that person better then she is not right for you. I bring you this advice from pure experience.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: noone1234 on July 19, 2013, 10:49:22 PM

I'm 23 and I haven't had a real human friend since I was 11.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MuchasGracias on July 20, 2013, 06:08:18 AM

Quote from: noone1234 on July 19, 2013, 10:49:22 PM

I'm 23 and I haven't had a real human friend since I was 11.

Why not?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on July 20, 2013, 07:24:51 AM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on July 19, 2013, 08:04:55 PM

Beat off to a picture of my friend's fine ass mom and I'll probably do it again soon.

So you wanna share this picture of your friends fina ass mom? Come on, do it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: noone1234 on July 20, 2013, 11:25:40 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on July 20, 2013, 07:24:51 AM

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Beat off to a picture of my friend's fine ass mom and I'll probably do it again soon.

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So you wanna share this picture of your friends fina ass mom? Come on, do it.

yeah dood, don't be selfish

Quote from: MuchasGracias on July 20, 2013, 06:08:18 AM

Quote from: noone1234 on July 19, 2013, 10:49:22 PM

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I'm 23 and I haven't had a real human friend since I was 11.

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Why not?

because.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MuchasGracias on July 22, 2013, 05:14:25 PM

So I made a thread about Chris Nieratko doing and interview on Riley Hawk, thought I'd share it with SLAP just for the sole reason that the dude was interviewing a skater. Saw the interview and thought what the fuck is wrong with the guy. Ive honestly never heard of him prior to reading that interview and im getting called out by everyone hahaha it's actually quite funny, people giving me shit just because I've never heard of him or whether he was being sarcastic or not (which apparently he was). Yeah I admit I fucked up, whatever, it was an honest mistake.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on July 22, 2013, 09:07:36 PM

Quote from: MuchasGracias on July 22, 2013, 05:14:25 PM

So I made a thread about Chris Nieratko doing and interview on Riley Hawk, thought I'd share it with SLAP just for the sole reason that the dude was interviewing a skater. Saw the interview and thought what the fuck is wrong with the guy. Ive honestly never heard of him prior to reading that interview and im getting called out by everyone hahaha it's actually quite funny, people giving me shit just because I've never heard of him or whether he was being sarcastic or not (which apparently he was). Yeah I admit I fucked up, whatever, it was an honest mistake.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Merked on July 23, 2013, 07:01:52 AM

Quote from: noone1234 on July 19, 2013, 10:49:22 PM

I'm 23 and I haven't had a real human friend since I was 11.

I'm your friend.

(http://files.myopera.com/JanetB/albums/5227102/Internet%20Bro%20Fist.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on July 23, 2013, 07:28:19 AM

im gonna go rob these 2 guys that i got in a fight with last week(http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/angry27.gif)
hopefully it doesnt take long to set them up ..i seriously cant fucking wait.

ive been wanting to rob someone for the longest anywayz, cuz a player is broke as fuck rite now  :'( :'(

retaliation is a must  (http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/Devilish.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on July 23, 2013, 10:03:44 AM

Quote from: nino brown on July 23, 2013, 07:28:19 AM

im gonna go rob these 2 guys that i got in a fight with last week(http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/angry27.gif)
hopefully it doesnt take long to set them up ..i seriously cant fucking wait.

ive been wanting to rob someone for the longest anywayz, cuz a player is broke as fuck rite now  :'( :'(

retaliation is a must  (http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/Devilish.gif)

quoting this so it hopefully sends u to jail someday

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on July 23, 2013, 10:15:32 AM

(http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/angry27.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on July 23, 2013, 10:30:25 AM

Quote from: ice nine on July 23, 2013, 10:03:44 AM

Quote from: nino brown on July 23, 2013, 07:28:19 AM

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im gonna go rob these 2 guys that i got in a fight with last week(http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/angry27.gif)
hopefully it doesnt take long to set them up ..i seriously cant fucking wait.

ive been wanting to rob someone for the longest anywayz, cuz a player is broke as fuck rite now  :'( :'(

retaliation is a must  (http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/Devilish.gif)

[close]

quoting this so it hopefully sends u to jail someday

Just in case yours gets deleted.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 23, 2013, 11:43:00 AM

Quote from: noone1234 on July 19, 2013, 10:49:22 PM

I'm 23 and I haven't had a real human friend since I was 11.

Never had any real friends and I'm 24. I win....Or lose. Do associates that you can't speak to about anything important count? Did you also hangout in the library at lunchtime throughout school?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: noone1234 on July 23, 2013, 01:37:19 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 23, 2013, 11:43:00 AM

Quote from: noone1234 on July 19, 2013, 10:49:22 PM

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I'm 23 and I haven't had a real human friend since I was 11.

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Never had any real friends and I'm 24. I win....Or lose. Do associates that you can't speak to about anything important count? Did you also hangout in the library at lunchtime throughout school?

no that don't count. and i was fortunate enough to attend a school that had off campus lunch so i would hangout at the skatepark during then. how many women, men, or whatever you're into, have you been with? this will decide who the real winner is.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitsandwich on July 23, 2013, 01:53:24 PM

I can't see myself  being happy in the future but I can't tell if that's too much to ask for. I'm getting more and more  anti social and awkward as I get older, which I thought was supposed to decrease with age. I can't feel comfortable around people unless I'm drinking and the only thing I find fun these days is getting shitfaced with a couple close friends.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: noone1234 on July 23, 2013, 02:23:32 PM

Quote from: shitsandwich on July 23, 2013, 01:53:24 PM

I can't see myself  being happy in the future but I can't tell if that's too much to ask for. I'm getting more and more  anti social and awkward as I get older, which I thought was supposed to decrease with age. I can't feel comfortable around people unless I'm drinking and the only thing I find fun these days is getting shitfaced, with a couple close friends. skating, and wrenching.

we should go bowling sometime.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: The Human Condom on July 23, 2013, 02:34:33 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 23, 2013, 11:43:00 AM

Did you also hangout in the library at lunchtime throughout school?

Sometimes, I would eat lunch in the bathroom during high school.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on July 23, 2013, 04:13:07 PM

Quote from: ice nine on July 23, 2013, 10:03:44 AM

Quote from: nino brown on July 23, 2013, 07:28:19 AM

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im gonna go rob these 2 guys that i got in a fight with last week(http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/angry27.gif)
hopefully it doesnt take long to set them up ..i seriously cant fucking wait.

ive been wanting to rob someone for the longest anywayz, cuz a player is broke as fuck rite now  :'( :'(

retaliation is a must  (http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/Devilish.gif)

[close]

quoting this so it hopefully sends u to jail someday

sad to say, but right now i could care less about going to jail.

aint takin no shit whoodie (http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/angry27.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on July 23, 2013, 04:19:51 PM

Quote from: nino brown on July 23, 2013, 04:13:07 PM

Quote from: ice nine on July 23, 2013, 10:03:44 AM

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Quote from: nino brown on July 23, 2013, 07:28:19 AM

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im gonna go rob these 2 guys that i got in a fight with last week(http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/angry27.gif)
hopefully it doesnt take long to set them up ..i seriously cant fucking wait.

ive been wanting to rob someone for the longest anywayz, cuz a player is broke as fuck rite now  :'( :'(

retaliation is a must  (http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/Devilish.gif)

[close]

quoting this so it hopefully sends u to jail someday

[close]

sad to say, but right now i could care less about going to jail.

aint takin no shit whoodie (http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/angry27.gif)

you're willing to lose your freedom over some petty shit.

don't let your anger get the best of you.

i never understood this till recently, but retaliation/revenge is useless. move on and let it go.

be the bigger man here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on July 23, 2013, 04:29:34 PM

Quote from: smokecrack on July 23, 2013, 04:19:51 PM

Quote from: nino brown on July 23, 2013, 04:13:07 PM

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Quote from: ice nine on July 23, 2013, 10:03:44 AM

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Quote from: nino brown on July 23, 2013, 07:28:19 AM

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im gonna go rob these 2 guys that i got in a fight with last week(http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/angry27.gif)
hopefully it doesnt take long to set them up ..i seriously cant fucking wait.

ive been wanting to rob someone for the longest anywayz, cuz a player is broke as fuck rite now  :'( :'(

retaliation is a must  (http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/Devilish.gif)

[close]

quoting this so it hopefully sends u to jail someday

[close]

sad to say, but right now i could care less about going to jail.

aint takin no shit whoodie (http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/angry27.gif)

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you're willing to lose your freedom over some petty shit.

don't let your anger get the best of you.

i never understood this till recently, but retaliation/revenge is useless. move on and let it go.

be the bigger man here.

ya this shit is petty as fuck too, its all just a big misunderstanding. when the shit went down we were all wasted (or atelast i was pretty much blackedout/sleepwalking at 6 in the morn). i tried to be the bigger man and have a talk but they wanted to throw hands.

i mean i might not have enough to time to take they shit after i beat or stab these bitches.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 23, 2013, 04:35:04 PM

Quote from: noone1234 on July 23, 2013, 01:37:19 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 23, 2013, 11:43:00 AM

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Quote from: noone1234 on July 19, 2013, 10:49:22 PM

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I'm 23 and I haven't had a real human friend since I was 11.

[close]

Never had any real friends and I'm 24. I win....Or lose. Do associates that you can't speak to about anything important count? Did you also hangout in the library at lunchtime throughout school?

[close]

no that don't count. and i was fortunate enough to attend a school that had off campus lunch so i would hangout at the skatepark during then. how many women, men, or whatever you're into, have you been with? this will decide who the real winner is.

Everyone on this forum knows the answer to that is zero.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: noone1234 on July 23, 2013, 04:47:05 PM

and L33Tg33k is our champion!!!!!!!!!!! you gotta git in dere doe! and you can also get some luvin on craigslist too, yo.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doomstation55 on July 23, 2013, 04:50:29 PM

Yo nino, the best advice I can give you is don't let this happen to you.

The Boondocks - Full Explanation of the "Nigga Moment" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJAVR5xGWE8#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on July 23, 2013, 04:56:41 PM

Quote from: shitsandwich on July 23, 2013, 01:53:24 PM

I can't see myself  being happy in the future but I can't tell if that's too much to ask for. I'm getting more and more  anti social and awkward as I get older, which I thought was supposed to decrease with age. I can't feel comfortable around people unless I'm drinking and the only thing I find fun these days is getting shitfaced with a couple close friends.

No, what you are describing is called "getting older" You stop wanting to party all crazy and "mellow out" a little.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on July 23, 2013, 04:57:12 PM

haha i feel you^^ after the shit went down i definitely came back to where we were fighting with the AK and other weapons...they werent there tho.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on July 24, 2013, 06:53:36 AM

congratulations you're what's wrong with the world.

good idea, asshole... bring a gun to shoot a bunch of other dumb pieces of shit and endanger everyone around the area all because you couldn't come to an agreement on who was funnier on friends.
 
i want nothing but the worst for you and i hope they tie you to a chair and shock your peener and veggies like an evil villain.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on July 24, 2013, 01:16:45 PM

that was the funniest shit anyone ever told me, "hope they tie you in a chair" was the best thank you

people who usually say shit like that are pussies in real life

ha you act like i said i was gonna go rape and kill kids or something

did i ever say i was gonna shoot them? no. i just wanna catch'em slippin then scare the living shit out of them so they know i aint one to be fucked with

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on July 24, 2013, 01:19:26 PM

o ya but dudes who talks about ak's and robbing/stabbing people online are usually just the coolest most levelheaded people around!!!! ur such a stupid bitch

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: saucy ragu on July 24, 2013, 01:24:32 PM

We can only hypothesize if our beloved Pal Busey is a pussy or not--my vote is for the latter--but it's for damn certain that you are a low life. An absolute piece of shit. You are perpetuating a stereotype, destroying chances to better yourself, and creating more problems for your community. Why? Because someone fronted on you. I have reason to believe you deserve it, but that aside, pull your pants up and get on with your life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on July 24, 2013, 01:26:59 PM

nobodys levelheaded when there pissed, this thread is called real confessions right? well that was mine get the fuck over it. i neva said it was cool

i have a bunch of devilish thoughts/evil wayz...shit go's down out here

ice nine you are soft as they come

i just turnt this thread up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitsandwich on July 24, 2013, 01:34:02 PM

Sure no one is level headed when they're pissed but you have to learn how to control your impulses. It's almost never a good idea when you're acting out of pure anger

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Merked on July 24, 2013, 01:38:53 PM

Quote from: nino brown on July 24, 2013, 01:26:59 PM

nobodys levelheaded when there pissed, this thread is called real confessions right? well that was mine get the fuck over it. i neva said it was cool

i have a bunch of devilish thoughts/evil wayz...shit go's down out here

ice nine you are soft as they come

i just turnt this thread up

...

The internet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on July 24, 2013, 01:55:03 PM

honsesly though best of luck dude im rootin for ya

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: J.R. on July 24, 2013, 02:37:42 PM

Quote from: smokecrack on July 23, 2013, 04:19:51 PM

Quote from: nino brown on July 23, 2013, 04:13:07 PM

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Quote from: ice nine on July 23, 2013, 10:03:44 AM

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Quote from: nino brown on July 23, 2013, 07:28:19 AM

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im gonna go rob these 2 guys that i got in a fight with last week(http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/angry27.gif)
hopefully it doesnt take long to set them up ..i seriously cant fucking wait.

ive been wanting to rob someone for the longest anywayz, cuz a player is broke as fuck rite now  :'( :'(

retaliation is a must  (http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/Devilish.gif)

[close]

quoting this so it hopefully sends u to jail someday

[close]

sad to say, but right now i could care less about going to jail.

aint takin no shit whoodie (http://i4.ifrm.com/10706/181/emo/angry27.gif)

[close]

you're willing to lose your freedom over some petty shit.

don't let your anger get the best of you.

i never understood this till recently, but retaliation/revenge is useless. move on and let it go.

be the bigger man here.

"Times are tough, the Lord said it was alright..."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: J.R. on July 24, 2013, 02:43:26 PM

That's some hoe shit if you are bringing a gun "just to scare somebody." Like your feminine ass needs props and shit to get people to do what you want them to. Bringing guns around just to look tougher, I bet you wear your LV and Gucci purses so you look more rich than you really are in front of the rest of your female ass friends too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on July 24, 2013, 03:20:39 PM

"i aint no killa but dont push me "- 2pac

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bobby Peru on July 24, 2013, 03:31:29 PM

Don't be an idiot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on July 24, 2013, 06:00:46 PM

Quote from: Bobby Peru on July 24, 2013, 03:31:29 PM

Don't be an idiot.

unpossible.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Will Easley on July 24, 2013, 06:40:07 PM

nino definitely flexin super hard on the internet but all that shit aside why would you even dry-snitch on yourself like that?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on July 24, 2013, 07:59:11 PM

even if i did take they shit out they pockets when i find them, they not the type to go to the cops over some shit so it doesnt really matter. plus they dont know where i stay anywayz

aint like im bout to go to they cribs rob there shit..just a ass whoopin and maybe a lil pocket change.

what the cops check slap and gonna come get me?

so im the only person here thats ever felt this way about enemys? yall scary as hell

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Will Easley on July 24, 2013, 08:18:07 PM

if you got in a fight with em already it aint even some shit worth loosing sleep over anymore. whats done is done. just move on with life, instead of staying mad at some fuckboys & tryna rob em because you feel you need to have some more "revenge". how stupid would you look if the unexpected happened and you got locked up? "i dont care about going to jail" is stupid to say because that really aint the place you wanna be, ESPECIALLY over some petty shit. go out & do something productive instead of telling a bunch of whiteboys on slap you bout to rob somebody cuz you're broke & dont like them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on July 24, 2013, 08:20:08 PM

i can't wait to get home and wash my hair

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: busey on July 24, 2013, 09:12:51 PM

Quote from: nino brown on July 24, 2013, 01:16:45 PM

that was the funniest shit anyone ever told me, "hope they tie you in a chair" was the best thank you

people who usually say shit like that are pussies in real life

ha you act like i said i was gonna go rape and kill kids or something

did i ever say i was gonna shoot them? no. i just wanna catch'em slippin then scare the living shit out of them so they know i aint one to be fucked with

we'll see who the pussy is when i take your dad to red lobster and fuck him in front of you.


spoiler alert: we split the bill

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on July 24, 2013, 09:33:27 PM

Quote from: busey on July 24, 2013, 09:12:51 PM

Quote from: nino brown on July 24, 2013, 01:16:45 PM

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that was the funniest shit anyone ever told me, "hope they tie you in a chair" was the best thank you

people who usually say shit like that are pussies in real life

ha you act like i said i was gonna go rape and kill kids or something

did i ever say i was gonna shoot them? no. i just wanna catch'em slippin then scare the living shit out of them so they know i aint one to be fucked with

[close]

we'll see who the pussy is when i take your dad to red lobster and fuck him in front of you.


spoiler alert: we split the bill

bail him out 1st
white people r gay

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 25, 2013, 08:37:07 AM

Kill whitey!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on July 25, 2013, 04:46:33 PM

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that was the funniest shit anyone ever told me, "hope they tie you in a chair" was the best thank you

people who usually say shit like that are pussies in real life

ha you act like i said i was gonna go rape and kill kids or something

did i ever say i was gonna shoot them? no. i just wanna catch'em slippin then scare the living shit out of them so they know i aint one to be fucked with

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we'll see who the pussy is when i take your dad to red lobster and fuck him in front of you.


spoiler alert: we split the bill

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bail him out 1st
white people r gay

So are black people. Lots of people are gay.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on July 25, 2013, 07:01:46 PM

d'angelo's dad and his 'cellmate'?

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Post by: nino brown on July 26, 2013, 05:44:14 AM

Quote from: Beer Keg Peg Leg on July 25, 2013, 07:01:46 PM

d'angelo's dad and his 'cellmate'?

na theres too many white people in the background

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that was the funniest shit anyone ever told me, "hope they tie you in a chair" was the best thank you

people who usually say shit like that are pussies in real life

ha you act like i said i was gonna go rape and kill kids or something

did i ever say i was gonna shoot them? no. i just wanna catch'em slippin then scare the living shit out of them so they know i aint one to be fucked with

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we'll see who the pussy is when i take your dad to red lobster and fuck him in front of you.


spoiler alert: we split the bill

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bail him out 1st
white people r gay

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So are black people. Lots of people are gay.

ya i know..too bad youre one of them

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on July 26, 2013, 06:03:46 PM

You're right. This is me:

(http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-PBFJ5eFH4rQ/ThvFT7lXBtI/AAAAAAAAATo/F9GRXwreVHw/s1600/TheJerk.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EPetrov on July 27, 2013, 04:23:34 PM

anxiety makes my face hurt

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Post by: SEAN PABLO on July 28, 2013, 06:17:52 PM

Quote from: EPetrov on July 27, 2013, 04:23:34 PM

anxiety makes my face hurt

Affirmation for anxiety: I love and approve of myself and I trust the process of life. I am safe.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on July 30, 2013, 09:38:11 PM

Majority of them do but I don't think all Tracer threads suck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on July 30, 2013, 11:24:57 PM

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Majority of them do but I don't think all Tracer threads suck.

tell us more about your hair please

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on July 31, 2013, 12:20:18 PM

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Majority of them do but I don't think all Tracer threads suck.

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tell us more about your hair please

The less I put water in it the more fabulous it looks. Gives it that wild look that I absolutely adore. I wash it once a week with a bar of soap, no shampoo or conditioner. Do you use Crisco to give your hair that greasy shine?
(http://24.media.tumblr.com/a25e4cabcfc10183c28dc970a6f981d1/tumblr_mqkjmykRYA1s5urveo1_500.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on July 31, 2013, 03:52:26 PM

i used argan oil for that and i shampoo and condition every 2 days

i use a piroctone olamine based shampoo and put a few drops on tea tree oil into a rainforest volumizing conditioner

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 01, 2013, 04:27:29 AM

Quote from: SEAN PABLO on July 31, 2013, 03:52:26 PM

i used argan oil for that and i shampoo and condition every 2 days

i use a piroctone olamine based shampoo and put a few drops on tea tree oil into a rainforest volumizing conditioner

You've got a solid program there. Style and condition on lock down.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: William Jefferson Clinton on August 02, 2013, 11:26:27 PM

Nino is obviously trolling you guys and it funny how you don't realize it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 06, 2013, 04:44:42 AM

Sometimes when I'm home by myself I'll put on some Depeche Mode, sing and dance, pretending I'm Dave Gahan. I never do it near a mirror because that would be weird.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 06, 2013, 08:10:19 AM

There's something wrong with you if you don't dance to Depeche Mode.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: captainfalcon69 on August 06, 2013, 11:17:57 AM

as i get older my social anxiety is getting worse 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 06, 2013, 12:55:33 PM

Quote from: captainfalcon69 on August 06, 2013, 11:17:57 AM

as i get older my social anxiety is getting worse 

Seek help ASAP. Last thing you want is to be a shut in or forever avoiding social interaction because as you said, it will get worse the longer it goes on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitsandwich on August 06, 2013, 01:03:03 PM

Quote from: captainfalcon69 on August 06, 2013, 11:17:57 AM

as i get older my social anxiety is getting worse 

Me too dude

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: captainfalcon69 on August 06, 2013, 02:09:25 PM

damn thanks for the quick response sodajerk, i very well may need to get help soon. ill be heading out to an out of state university in a couple of weeks kinda pysched on meeting new people, hopefully this semester will help. 

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Post by: SodaJerk on August 06, 2013, 02:20:45 PM

Quote from: captainfalcon69 on August 06, 2013, 02:09:25 PM

damn thanks for the quick response sodajerk, i very well may need to get help soon. ill be heading out to an out of state university in a couple of weeks kinda pysched on meeting new people, hopefully this semester will help. 

It's just that I suffer from general anxiety and social anxiety and moved a long way away and let it go on because I didn't realise what was happening. Once I sought help it got better and has been getting better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitsandwich on August 06, 2013, 06:11:03 PM

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damn thanks for the quick response sodajerk, i very well may need to get help soon. ill be heading out to an out of state university in a couple of weeks kinda pysched on meeting new people, hopefully this semester will help. 

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It's just that I suffer from general anxiety and social anxiety and moved a long way away and let it go on because I didn't realise what was happening. Once I sought help it got better and has been getting better.

How did you seek help? Did you just go to the doctors?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on August 06, 2013, 06:38:16 PM

book (http://book) an appointment with a pscyhiarttisrt, very important to smoke pot beforehand so you'll be diagnosed as person with skitzophrenia.

pharmaceuticals is (http://is) the answer my kooks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Numeral on August 06, 2013, 08:08:54 PM

I hate the fact that getting married is like throwing money away, it's a huge expense with no return and it's pissing me off, I wanted to save enough to get some other stuff I really wanted and I'm feeling like I'm working for somebody else's fucking party.
shit's regular.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 06, 2013, 08:27:24 PM

Cum on guys, social anxiety ain't so bad. Look at me, I may still be a virgin and not have any close friends, but I've got a lot of internet points.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on August 06, 2013, 09:00:56 PM

not realy -1 lol

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Post by: SodaJerk on August 07, 2013, 02:42:46 AM

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damn thanks for the quick response sodajerk, i very well may need to get help soon. ill be heading out to an out of state university in a couple of weeks kinda pysched on meeting new people, hopefully this semester will help. 

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It's just that I suffer from general anxiety and social anxiety and moved a long way away and let it go on because I didn't realise what was happening. Once I sought help it got better and has been getting better.

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How did you seek help? Did you just go to the doctors?

Yeah, just told the doctor what was happening, they refered me to Cognative Behavioural Therapy and showed me some places to find out more information and took it from there. If they want to give you drugs straight off the bat then make that decision yourself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 07, 2013, 07:55:28 AM

Quote from: ROCKxADIO420 on August 06, 2013, 09:00:56 PM

not realy -1 lol

Ow, my self-esteem.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 07, 2013, 12:19:57 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 06, 2013, 08:10:19 AM

There's something wrong with you if you don't dance to Depeche Mode.

I know this is the Internet and all, but, I can tell we would be great friends.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on August 07, 2013, 03:46:34 PM

LOLING @ U ^^^_^

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on August 08, 2013, 03:22:01 PM

Quote from: ROCKxADIO420 on August 06, 2013, 09:00:56 PM

not realy -1 lol

hahaha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on August 09, 2013, 03:03:46 AM

Quote from: jared... on December 24, 2006, 01:18:45 PM

I'm currently dating 4 girls at once.  I feel really guilty about it, they all know eachother and have no idea.  it's fucked up.

last night I learned front board nollie backside 270 thingies out on boxes at the park.  it's the funnest trick I've ever done in my life.

No, no, stay thirsty my friend. Don't feel guilty.  Its your right, because none of them are serious, I'm assuming.  I know your post is old, but just a heads up, I've been in your shoes.  Stay thirsty my friend. lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on August 09, 2013, 07:05:16 AM

jared posted that like 2 years before that ad campaign existed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: The Human Condom on August 11, 2013, 09:52:25 AM

I usually only watch footage in the "post you skating" thread if it's less than a couple minutes long.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SqueezeThePulp on August 11, 2013, 01:18:15 PM

I'm 20 years old, and today I had a chocolate milkshake from wendys for lunch. :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on August 11, 2013, 02:00:55 PM

when i was 26 i bought two large wendys caramel milkshakes for myself and drank em back to back. and lied to the people i was skating with, saying it was just one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kamltoe on August 12, 2013, 05:45:35 AM

shoulda gone for the nutter butter shake from krystals. shits the truth.

k

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BALT on August 12, 2013, 08:32:17 AM

Quote from: The Human Condom on August 11, 2013, 09:52:25 AM

I usually only watch footage in the "post you skating" thread if it's less than a couple minutes long.

For me its less than a minute...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dirtymac on August 13, 2013, 12:03:04 PM

the banana pudding shake from Cookout is the shit actually...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SqueezeThePulp on August 13, 2013, 06:51:47 PM

Quote from: Dirtymac on August 13, 2013, 12:03:04 PM

the banana pudding shake from Cookout is the shit actually...

my nigga (never had that particular shake from there, will have to try it,but cookout is the shit)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 14, 2013, 01:56:26 AM

Since my brother has been back from prison I haven't been able to jerk off at home any time I want like I used to. It's especially bad because I need a lot of time in order to finish if I can finish at all because of the meds I'm on. A man shouldn't have to schedule his jerk times. I need to move out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chockfullofthat on August 14, 2013, 09:52:36 AM

The first time I saw a movie by myself was Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1.  I thought since it had been a few weeks that I could sneak in a beer and drink that shit in the back aisle and watch Harry and Voldemort try to merk each other.  I showed up 10 minutes late and it was absolutely packed with children.  I sat in the theatre next to a 12 year old girl and her mom and sat there for a solid 30 minutes before I finally decided to crack open the Coors Light I had in my pocket.  It had got shook up on the way and started to hiss and foam and slightly spill on my lap.  I got up quickly and brought it to the bathroom and drank the warm beer as fast as possible and watched the rest of the children's movie slightly smelling like shitty beer and acted like nothing had happened and drove home with my pride still intact.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on August 15, 2013, 07:20:25 AM

Quote from: Morty Seinfeld on June 25, 2013, 01:04:40 PM

Feeling really low. After being off drugs for over a year now, my girlfriend tells me that she doesn't trust me to stay sober. She says I'm not the same person I used to be, that I'm overly self-centered, I think I'm better than everyone else, etc. She doesn't support me skateboarding or any endeavors that I have. It's getting to the point that I don't want to be around her, but I really don't have anywhere to go. I don't have a single friend in this state. The only friends I have are 1500 miles away. It's not fun being lonely.

I believe in you man, don't worry it will get better.  Remember you have tomorrow. And skateboardings your life, so why do you need someone around you who doesnt support that, I 'v had to learn the hard way, and trust me its not worth it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on August 15, 2013, 07:27:33 AM

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If I don't have a few drinks every day I get the shakes.  I've gained 30 pounds in the last year and a half from drinking.  I haven't been skating, other than to the bar or liquor store. I have my first kid on the way and I need to get this shit under control before he pops out and my wife leaves my ass. I've been looking for groups in my area, something without the church element, but nothing seems legit.

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go to AA dude....I was a shitbag heroin addict for like 5 years, only skated to my dealers house or to the store or whatever, life was completely in shambles. I got to a point where I had to make some changes or die/go to prison forever and started going to meetings. I've got just under 7 months sober now and life is fucking awesome, and my skating is better today than it's ever been

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^^
word up, homie. one of my oldest homies has been clean for about a month now, after another one od'd about a month and a half ago. He was in the same situation and skating seems to be working. stay clean.

I haven't drank in 2 weeks. This is the longest I've got in about 10 years. No greens either. Just mad yoga, raw fruit/veggie smoothies, lentils, beans, and running. I feel like a champ. And I am almost fearful to start drinking again. It's not like i don't hold down a job and take decent care of myself but i spend most of the cash i make on drinking beers and shit. If i start at 1pm it's on until bedtime, if i start at 8pm it's on til 1am. Like i said i feel great, like a fucking champ. Clean and it's a weird place to be in because I started doing this as a cleanse/28th birthday gift to myself and didn't really want to drink until today, but I'm pushing for the end of June anyways, and don't know if i want to start up again because of how i feel clean and sober.

AA is they way man. NO MATTER WHAT IT MAY FEEL STRANGE...BUT DO WHAT THEY TELL YOU TO DO AND KEEP AN OPEN MIND. God bless you man.  Your situation will get better. I sincerely feel for you and if I could I would give you a hug man. For real  keep your head up.


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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on August 15, 2013, 08:41:49 AM

Mix of Good and Bad?
My ex/on and off girlfriend moved to kentucky from nj, last week. I live in newyork so it was lready long distance. We werent really dating at all, because things had gone sour but we still talked from time to time

I love romance, but haven't found a girl that I can actually be that way with. Just flings and Fuck buddies

The only chicks I've ever dated kissed or slept with have been from some latin American Country.(I'm not, but I've never really admitted that its a pattern in my life until recently, I LOVE LATINAS AND I CAN SAY THAT SHIT PROUDLY)

I had been messing around with this spanish milf from central america for half of last year when she broke it off with me. We'd have like hour long fuck sessions in her crib at like 1 am. 36d and big ass Im gonna miss her.

I chatted up this bolivian chick 10 years my senior, and totally fell in fucking love with her, I'd meet her after skating in queens, come to her job and she would take me to dinner, and give me money to boot. We would go shopping and to the movies.  She moved back to her country 2 weeks ago because of immigration issues. Broke my fucking heart.

Fell in love with my best friend of four years who was mex, she fucking played my ass so bad.  I stilL think about her though even though im over feeling like shit. Kissing her and making love to her in my room, years ago still is in my mind.

I fractured my right hand in 9th grade playing bloody knuckles and to this day the hand hasnt healed right. But i can still write well.

No matter how much money i have in my pocket whether its a nickel or a wad of hundreds I am frugal and cheap when i buy things.(I'm still missing a tooth because i wont buy the gold one)

I keep my bills in their correct order and in clips.  My coins are organized too.

My Good friend is a mex pornstar and I'm trying to smash the next time she rolls through nyc more on this later.

I have social anxiety

Im a big Punk fan, and heavy metal fan, and I saw Cheetah chrome live a few years back, I was so excited a yelled all the lyrics to every single dead boys song he played, Dude gave me the eye contact while he was palying, I was psyched s fuck but i still think he was slightly annoyed lol. (I was in the front row of the club right in front of him hahaha)

The My friend and I always chill with the pros whenever they come to Nyc, and a few years back baker, emerica and dvs came to the back to the banks (07 or 06 ish) and when we spotted Torey pudwell and daniel castillo, the first thing my friend did was yell "HEY ARENT YOU THE DUDE THAT GOT SHOT" I was hella embarrased but daniel was cool as shit and just chilled with us.  Torey was shocked as hell though. My friend almost got into a fight with Nick Dompierre in front of his brother. We dubbed him "Nick Dick" ever since

The first time and one of the last times i tried weed was a few years back.... All i remember was that i was calling to god, and i couldnt feel shit( a newbies reaction) But drugs arent my thing.

I have cried to every single rocky movie.  That shit is powerful and motivating. "...I JUST WANNA GO THE DISTANCE..."

I sang the thong song in the 7th grade accapella for my entire student body of 600 students...at the end was a standing ovtion lol

I like taking long walks and smoking cigars and listening to music

My favorite author is F scott fitzgerald and i personally like to think that through some sort of weird multi dimensional black hole that in the 1920's he wrote his short stories and books for me. 

I am ambidextrous when writing and can fight south paw as well as right handed

Right now I'm broke as fuck and I'm trying to save money to feed into some ventures I'm working on

Just relearned backside shove-its at 1 am on tuesday

Im in the process of rehauling all my so-called friends and re-evaluating relationships in my life.

I'm 25

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 15, 2013, 08:50:18 AM

If you really had social anxiety then you wouldn't have had all those friends/girlfriends. Get on my level!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on August 15, 2013, 09:00:05 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 15, 2013, 08:50:18 AM

If you really had social anxiety then you wouldn't have had all those friends/girlfriends. Get on my level!

Yea True but it comes around at weird times though, like i'm social and everything, but it hits me from time to time, and ive gotten therapy for it too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on August 15, 2013, 09:09:22 AM

AND I SERIOUSLY HAVE A HUGE FUCKING FANTASY WITH Carrie Browstein...I just wanna lick yogurt off of her nose and totally make out with her, tooth cleaning and tongue licking you have no idea man,  god, i dont know where this is coming from but Damn she just does it for me....

(http://flavorwire.files.wordpress.com/2011/02/carrie-brownstein.jpg)(http://media.npr.org/assets/img/2010/12/08/img_0048-cc6942925d7b33c5f7bda3d4a1dbbbb4fe98d1a0-s6-c30.jpg)
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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: malcyvelli on August 16, 2013, 12:42:16 AM

I tore my ACL in April and it's been about 3 months since the surgery and although it's healing, I'm scared it will never quite be the same as it was therefor crippling me to a degree. I've always been a pretty athletically gifted person and have questioned what would I do if I was unable to use my legs. Getting more acquainted with the grown up side of life within the last couple of years (late teens/early 20s) I haven't had much time for skating and it's ended up distancing me from it and my passion for it has substantially diminished. I've gotten into basketball as another outlet and it's actually how I tore my ACL to begin with. Even though I haven't really progressed in almost years I miss skating a lot but I'm not sure I'll ever really enjoy it again.

I've been floundering with my life direction for the last 5 years in a community college while at the same time trying to somewhat pursue some type of career in music. I now have a much better vision of what I'm after than when I had first embarked upon higher education but the drive just keeps getting lower and lower which isn't helpful at all. I've moved out then moved back in while this whole leg rehab process has been happening all while looking for work to get back on my feet. My dad has been having to cover pretty much all the medical expenses and throw me a few bucks on the side here and there. I feel like a piece of shit because I haven't been pulling my weight and I'm just over this whole situation entirely. I can't turn to the opposite sex for a stress reliever since I'm penniless at this point and I can barely scrap together gas money to get to physical let alone take hoes out.

The music is going alright. It's me and a homey and we've gotten some local attention but nothing too major. We're opening for Mickey Avalon next weekend and even though I'm not really a fan of his stuff, I'm kinda hyped on the opportunity to reach a mildly larger crowd. I've always been the stronger writer of the 2 us and have also preferred writing things for the group rather than myself while my accomplice has been more prone to work on solo endeavors. I feel like his ambition is dying as time passes by and we're still in the same place, performing the same venues. I have thoughts of moving to Atlanta where I have family and delving into the music scene out there because my current city as well as state really doesn't have much to offer as far as music careers go. Maybe we'll head out there, but we probably won't.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on August 16, 2013, 09:23:07 AM

Quote from: malcyvelli on August 16, 2013, 12:42:16 AM

I tore my ACL in April and it's been about 3 months since the surgery and although it's healing, I'm scared it will never quite be the same as it was therefor crippling me to a degree. I've always been a pretty athletically gifted person and have questioned what would I do if I was unable to use my legs. Getting more acquainted with the grown up side of life within the last couple of years (late teens/early 20s) I haven't had much time for skating and it's ended up distancing me from it and my passion for it has substantially diminished. I've gotten into basketball as another outlet and it's actually how I tore my ACL to begin with. Even though I haven't really progressed in almost years I miss skating a lot but I'm not sure I'll ever really enjoy it again.

I've been floundering with my life direction for the last 5 years in a community college while at the same time trying to somewhat pursue some type of career in music. I now have a much better vision of what I'm after than when I had first embarked upon higher education but the drive just keeps getting lower and lower which isn't helpful at all. I've moved out then moved back in while this whole leg rehab process has been happening all while looking for work to get back on my feet. My dad has been having to cover pretty much all the medical expenses and throw me a few bucks on the side here and there. I feel like a piece of shit because I haven't been pulling my weight and I'm just over this whole situation entirely. I can't turn to the opposite sex for a stress reliever since I'm penniless at this point and I can barely scrap together gas money to get to physical let alone take hoes out.

The music is going alright. It's me and a homey and we've gotten some local attention but nothing too major. We're opening for Mickey Avalon next weekend and even though I'm not really a fan of his stuff, I'm kinda hyped on the opportunity to reach a mildly larger crowd. I've always been the stronger writer of the 2 us and have also preferred writing things for the group rather than myself while my accomplice has been more prone to work on solo endeavors. I feel like his ambition is dying as time passes by and we're still in the same place, performing the same venues. I have thoughts of moving to Atlanta where I have family and delving into the music scene out there because my current city as well as state really doesn't have much to offer as far as music careers go. Maybe we'll head out there, but we probably won't.

This too shall pass.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: William Jefferson Clinton on August 16, 2013, 12:13:39 PM

Quote from: iSk84thechicas on August 09, 2013, 03:03:46 AM

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I'm currently dating 4 girls at once.  I feel really guilty about it, they all know eachother and have no idea.  it's fucked up.

last night I learned front board nollie backside 270 thingies out on boxes at the park.  it's the funnest trick I've ever done in my life.

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No, no, stay thirsty my friend. Don't feel guilty.  Its your right, because none of them are serious, I'm assuming.  I know your post is old, but just a heads up, I've been in your shoes.  Stay thirsty my friend. lol

Haha, I actually know Jared personally and he's totally different now then when he posted here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on August 16, 2013, 05:38:32 PM

Quote from: iSk84thechicas on August 15, 2013, 09:09:22 AM

AND I SERIOUSLY HAVE A HUGE FUCKING FANTASY WITH Carrie Browstein...I just wanna lick yogurt off of her nose and totally make out with her, tooth cleaning and tongue licking you have no idea man,  god, i dont know where this is coming from but Damn she just does it for me....

(http://flavorwire.files.wordpress.com/2011/02/carrie-brownstein.jpg)(http://media.npr.org/assets/img/2010/12/08/img_0048-cc6942925d7b33c5f7bda3d4a1dbbbb4fe98d1a0-s6-c30.jpg)
(http://img.filmous.com/static/people/182673/photo.jpg)

I like her on that show Portlandia.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on August 16, 2013, 06:59:32 PM

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I'm currently dating 4 girls at once.  I feel really guilty about it, they all know eachother and have no idea.  it's fucked up.

last night I learned front board nollie backside 270 thingies out on boxes at the park.  it's the funnest trick I've ever done in my life.

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No, no, stay thirsty my friend. Don't feel guilty.  Its your right, because none of them are serious, I'm assuming.  I know your post is old, but just a heads up, I've been in your shoes.  Stay thirsty my friend. lol

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Haha, I actually know Jared personally and he's totally different now then when he posted here.

I guess he finally learned that he has to get his regardless of anyone's feelings.  Bros before hoes haha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VEX57o9G0Ow

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BRIX SKWIKZ on August 16, 2013, 08:28:55 PM

I FOLLOW A MAGICAL PATH OF LIGHT WHEN IM SKATING

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Post by: dirtyweemidden on August 17, 2013, 03:33:05 PM

i stuck screwdrivers up kids asses..it was funny as shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on August 17, 2013, 06:01:19 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 14, 2013, 01:56:26 AM

Since my brother has been back from prison I haven't been able to jerk off at home any time I want like I used to. It's especially bad because I need a lot of time in order to finish if I can finish at all because of the meds I'm on. A man shouldn't have to schedule his jerk times. I need to move out.

why dont u to try scrap up sum girls man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 17, 2013, 06:58:07 PM

I don't know how to and I'm not attracted to most the people I meet. Basically I want a rare girl and even if I meet her, I'm probably not gonna do anything about it. In fact, I'm fairly certain that I've met two girls that were interested in me, but I didn't do anything. Social anxiety, low self-esteem, and major depression aren't fun but they're convenient excuses to hold myself back. I've never been a social person and I have a hard time getting along with people. I've never had a close friend so meeting a girl that is close enough to fuck seems way outside any possible reality for me. I know you don't have to be close to fuck, but I'm just not wired that way. I crave intimacy.

I've got a concert to go to tonight. I'm going alone, of course. Maybe I'll come out of my shell when I get a few drinks in me and talk to some hipster girls.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BRIX SKWIKZ on August 17, 2013, 07:04:32 PM

GEE MAN YOU RE A FUCKING AWESOME SKATER, GET OVER YOURSELF AND PRAISE THE LORD YO !

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Will Easley on August 17, 2013, 07:06:00 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 17, 2013, 06:58:07 PM

I don't know how to and I'm not attracted to most the people I meet. Basically I want a rare girl and even if I meet her, I'm probably not gonna do anything about it. In fact, I'm fairly certain that I've met two girls that were interested in me, but I didn't do anything. Social anxiety, low self-esteem, and major depression aren't fun but they're convenient excuses to hold myself back. I've never been a social person and I have a hard time getting along with people. I've never had a close friend so meeting a girl that is close enough to fuck seems way outside any possible reality for me. I know you don't have to be close to fuck, but I'm just not wired that way. I crave intimacy.

I've got a concert to go to tonight. I'm going alone, of course. Maybe I'll come out of my shell when I get a few drinks in me and talk to some hipster girls.

obviously its gonna be hard while dealing with shit like social anxiety n whatnot, and im sure youve probably heard this a bunch of times but just really try to make an effort to get out of your comfort zone. nothing too serious, just lil baby steps to get your confidence up. you seem like a cool guy you just gotta be yourself and be more open-minded about meeting/talking to people. im sure a few drinks should help, but really its all in your head dude. sometimes the "fake it til you make it" mentality really works with confidence. dont act like an arrogant prick of course, but if you can sorta "trick" yourself into thinking more highly of yourself, im sure youll end up with better results. like i said im sure youve probably heard all that shit before and im no mental health expert, but you dont deserve to live a life a loneliness. go out there and do all the things you convince yourself not to do out of fear and just go for it. trying and failing is always worse than not trying at all ya know? fuck it, just go for it!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on August 17, 2013, 08:43:01 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 17, 2013, 06:58:07 PM

I don't know how to and I'm not attracted to most the people I meet. Basically I want a rare girl and even if I meet her, I'm probably not gonna do anything about it. In fact, I'm fairly certain that I've met two girls that were interested in me, but I didn't do anything. Social anxiety, low self-esteem, and major depression aren't fun but they're convenient excuses to hold myself back. I've never been a social person and I have a hard time getting along with people. I've never had a close friend so meeting a girl that is close enough to fuck seems way outside any possible reality for me. I know you don't have to be close to fuck, but I'm just not wired that way. I crave intimacy.

I've got a concert to go to tonight. I'm going alone, of course. Maybe I'll come out of my shell when I get a few drinks in me and talk to some hipster girls.

I dont even know how to reply to this.

pop a xan, po a drank and stop holding your self back

like will said its all in your head mane

you cant go forever without pussy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 17, 2013, 09:13:35 PM

Oh, Nino, you really know how to turn my frown upside down.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HeadInLionsMouth on August 17, 2013, 09:54:55 PM

I just realized I still have feelings for a girl who dumped me two years ago.

I'm mad at myself for not being over her.

And it doesn't help that these days I'm very, very lonely.

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Post by: SqueezeThePulp on August 18, 2013, 09:02:42 PM

dont be mad at yourself for that shit man, but two years? damn she must've been ur dream girl or somethin

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Post by: SEAN PABLO on August 18, 2013, 09:58:50 PM

im sick of this fuking shit life is gay and boring

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Powdered Toast Man! on August 19, 2013, 05:47:23 AM

Quote from: iSk84thechicas on August 15, 2013, 09:09:22 AM

AND I SERIOUSLY HAVE A HUGE FUCKING FANTASY WITH Carrie Browstein...I just wanna lick yogurt off of her nose and totally make out with her, tooth cleaning and tongue licking you have no idea man,  god, i dont know where this is coming from but Damn she just does it for me....

(http://flavorwire.files.wordpress.com/2011/02/carrie-brownstein.jpg)

i've always thought of her as an non-asian version of deanna templeton

im a 24 year old college student and my libido's been waning these past months and i don't know why
its not like i jack off 24/7 or been depressed or stressed out
that lust isn't constant like it used to be
funny enough, this is also the first time i've been promiscuous and had several sexual partners, i only get super aroused during foreplay and intercourse. one time i didnt even feel like doing it, i just did it because of the opportunity and for the sake of just doing it.
i also struggle to bust a nut, but thats not much of a concern.
thing is, i don't feel like doing stuff i enjoyed like watching porn or check out babes that pass by or daydream about sex or simply perv out like a regular man would
shit i dont wank anymore and rarely get a boner on command like i used to, and i terribly miss all that.
i haven't shared this with anybody. any feedback will be much appreciated
thanks
<3

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Post by: J.R. on August 19, 2013, 09:21:00 AM

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AND I SERIOUSLY HAVE A HUGE FUCKING FANTASY WITH Carrie Browstein...I just wanna lick yogurt off of her nose and totally make out with her, tooth cleaning and tongue licking you have no idea man,  god, i dont know where this is coming from but Damn she just does it for me....

(http://flavorwire.files.wordpress.com/2011/02/carrie-brownstein.jpg)

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i've always thought of her as an non-asian version of deanna templeton

im a 24 year old college student and my libido's been waning these past months and i don't know why
its not like i jack off 24/7 or been depressed or stressed out
that lust isn't constant like it used to be
funny enough, this is also the first time i've been promiscuous and had several sexual partners, i only get super aroused during foreplay and intercourse. one time i didnt even feel like doing it, i just did it because of the opportunity and for the sake of just doing it.
i also struggle to bust a nut, but thats not much of a concern.
thing is, i don't feel like doing stuff i enjoyed like watching porn or check out babes that pass by or daydream about sex or simply perv out like a regular man would
shit i dont wank anymore and rarely get a boner on command like i used to, and i terribly miss all that.
i haven't shared this with anybody. any feedback will be much appreciated
thanks
<3

I usually never talk about this kind of shit, but since I'm anonymous on the internet then it is fine for me hah. I've gone through the same thing, maybe it is part of getting out of your late teens/early 20's that does it. Me & everyone of my friends all agreed that when we were basically college age, that was the point where our sex drive was the craziest and we would be down to fuck stupid amounts of girls at any point in time. You're close to my age and doing the same thing as me, although this isn't the first time I've been promiscuous I have been fucking more girls lately. Same shit, getting bored, not even bothering to bust, not jerking off anytime the day I know I'm having sex, just not giving a fuck. I think sometimes girls are attracted to the attitude of not giving a fuck, it makes them work for it more. Either that or I am spoiled and have fucked some crazier girls that weren't as boring in bed lol.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HeadInLionsMouth on August 19, 2013, 03:15:50 PM

Quote from: SqueezeThePulp on August 18, 2013, 09:02:42 PM

dont be mad at yourself for that shit man, but two years? damn she must've been ur dream girl or somethin

I thought it was done.  I moved on, dated other girls, practically forgot about her. I even saw her in social situations and it was like we were never together, just friends, no awkwardness. Then out of nowhere, it comes flooding back.

I don't even know what it is I'm feeling but I know I'm feeling like shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: malcyvelli on August 19, 2013, 07:34:19 PM

Quote from: HeadInLionsMouth on August 17, 2013, 09:54:55 PM

I just realized I still have feelings for a girl who dumped me two years ago.

I'm mad at myself for not being over her.

And it doesn't help that these days I'm very, very lonely.

I feel you man,I was in a similar situation

I dated a girl that I though was perfect but I just wasn't ready like I didn't have the dating experience and it ended shortly and I just couldn't let it go for years mentally, even after I gradually went through other relationships since then, I felt the other girls just never compared to her, we got back in touch and after much pursuit on my end we eventually started dating again, it ended kinda fast once more but this time I wasn't even mad or hurt about it, I was fine and I realized I just needed closure, I had such a good feeling from the first time we were together, despite my inexperience with relationships, that I needed to see what could've been and the results were the same which led me to come to the conclusion that we just weren't right for each other, shit still trips me out

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitsandwich on August 19, 2013, 07:42:15 PM

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dont be mad at yourself for that shit man, but two years? damn she must've been ur dream girl or somethin

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I thought it was done.  I moved on, dated other girls, practically forgot about her. I even saw her in social situations and it was like we were never together, just friends, no awkwardness. Then out of nowhere, it comes flooding back.

I don't even know what it is I'm feeling but I know I'm feeling like shit.

Why don't you try and go for it?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HeadInLionsMouth on August 19, 2013, 09:04:19 PM

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I feel you man,I was in a similar situation

I dated a girl that I though was perfect but I just wasn't ready like I didn't have the dating experience and it ended shortly and I just couldn't let it go for years mentally, even after I gradually went through other relationships since then, I felt the other girls just never compared to her, we got back in touch and after much pursuit on my end we eventually started dating again, it ended kinda fast once more but this time I wasn't even mad or hurt about it, I was fine and I realized I just needed closure, I had such a good feeling from the first time we were together, despite my inexperience with relationships, that I needed to see what could've been and the results were the same which led me to come to the conclusion that we just weren't right for each other, shit still trips me out

I kind of feel like that's the case - that we aren't right for each other, but something sticks with me and I can't seem to shake it.

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Why don't you try and go for it?

Afraid of getting hurt or worse, wasting my time. I just get the vibe that I'm the only one of the two of us who would want to try again. I don't know, maybe I'm just being a wuss

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on August 19, 2013, 10:18:20 PM

do NOT go for it

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Post by: paraquat on August 20, 2013, 06:18:21 AM

I constantly type long paragraphs in this thread, then hit back because they all read like I am a whiny pussy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 20, 2013, 07:34:51 AM

Hasn't stopped me. Post your deepest and darkest in here, you can't possibly come off worse than I already have.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EPetrov on August 22, 2013, 03:33:45 PM

Confession: I want somebody to send me some anti depressant or anxiety pills to see if they work.

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Post by: SEAN PABLO on August 22, 2013, 03:41:55 PM

maybe a little bit ^^ won't change your life ^^ taking anti-depressants is NOT cool ^^ everyone is sad ^^ you are A PUSSY

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Post by: SEAN PABLO on August 22, 2013, 03:44:13 PM

but i currently take efexor xr and seroquel xr and feel pretty glamorous

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Post by: SEAN PABLO on August 22, 2013, 10:55:15 PM

so you'd pick suicide over seeing a therapist OK

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on August 22, 2013, 10:59:27 PM

my confession - i just met a girl on tindr who earns over 400k per annum she asked me to put on 90 pounds idk what to say

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on August 24, 2013, 02:58:15 PM

At 25 I feel a lot smarter than when I was 24.

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Post by: shitsandwich on August 24, 2013, 05:51:20 PM

Quote from: Bronson on August 24, 2013, 02:58:15 PM

At 25 I feel a lot smarter than when I was 24.

That's when the decision making part of the brain is supposed to be fully developed

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pizzarules on August 24, 2013, 06:07:56 PM

Quote from: SEAN PABLO on August 18, 2013, 09:58:50 PM

im sick of this fuking shit life is gay and boring

+1 and god dammit, all these are about ex girlfriends that y'all can't over or other lame shit. and lets get leetgeek laid! where you at breh? sounds like you need a wingman and a bag of roofies.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on August 29, 2013, 11:35:17 AM

I am  Rasul Allah, a black cousin of Stevie Williams from Philadelphia.

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Post by: L33Tg33k on August 29, 2013, 12:28:57 PM

It goes without saying that you'd probably be black. It would only be worth saying if you were something else.

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im sick of this fuking shit life is gay and boring

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+1 and god dammit, all these are about ex girlfriends that y'all can't over or other lame shit. and lets get leetgeek laid! where you at breh? sounds like you need a wingman and a bag of roofies.

I always wondered what it would be like to catch a rape case.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on August 29, 2013, 08:39:23 PM

My bad.

U smoke?

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Post by: Simon Sandleshit on August 29, 2013, 10:06:10 PM

Quote from: EPetrov on August 22, 2013, 03:33:45 PM

Confession: I want somebody to send me some anti depressant or anxiety pills to see if they work.

dude its not even worth it.

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Post by: pizzarules on August 30, 2013, 12:57:01 AM

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Confession: I want somebody to send me some anti depressant or anxiety pills to see if they work.

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dude its not even worth it.

yeah just smoke some weed and eat some pizza. or better yet, go skate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 30, 2013, 08:57:38 AM

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Confession: I want somebody to send me some anti depressant or anxiety pills to see if they work.

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dude its not even worth it.

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yeah just smoke some weed and eat some pizza. or better yet, go skate.

If you medicate with food you'll get as fat as me. I can hook it up with the pills though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: J.R. on September 02, 2013, 12:40:23 AM

Quote from: Bronson on August 29, 2013, 11:35:17 AM

I am  Rasul Allah, a black cousin of Stevie Williams from Philadelphia.

You say that like we could have confused you with one of his white or asian cousins  :D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 02, 2013, 11:17:19 AM

I think I have a below average dick. Also, there's hair up the shaft.

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Post by: BALT on September 02, 2013, 03:45:03 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 02, 2013, 11:17:19 AM

I think I have a below average dick. Also, there's hair up the shaft.

How small we talkin? ;)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on September 02, 2013, 03:46:37 PM

PM me a dick photo pls

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Post by: floop on September 04, 2013, 03:13:32 PM

i paid 10 dollars for a plastic cup filled with Coors Light at a Sabbath concert

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Post by: L33Tg33k on September 04, 2013, 06:08:21 PM

That's the most embarrassing thing I've ever read. Sux to be you!

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Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on September 04, 2013, 08:31:29 PM

Quote from: floop on September 04, 2013, 03:13:32 PM

i paid 10 dollars for a plastic cup filled with Coors Light at a Sabbath concert

i missed the beginning of war pigs looking for the $10 beer stand at a sabbath concert.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: William Jefferson Clinton on September 04, 2013, 10:57:59 PM

Quote from: EPetrov on August 22, 2013, 03:33:45 PM

Confession: I want somebody to send me some anti depressant or anxiety pills to see if they work.

Adderall in the morning, Oxy at night.  It's alot better than anti depressant or anxiety pills. Only do it for a couple of days though, because it's easy to get hooked on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on September 04, 2013, 11:02:37 PM

lol you kook ^

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Post by: William Jefferson Clinton on September 04, 2013, 11:33:19 PM

Quote from: SEAN PABLO on September 04, 2013, 11:02:37 PM

lol you kook ^

Says the dude with a fake account.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on September 04, 2013, 11:48:52 PM

hfuhdfajisdfbhjwqegfwef

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: neko on September 05, 2013, 08:54:34 AM

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Confession: I want somebody to send me some anti depressant or anxiety pills to see if they work.

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Adderall in the morning, Oxy at night.  It's alot better than anti depressant or anxiety pills. Only do it for a couple of days though, because it's easy to get hooked on.

Coffee in the morning, wine at night? Seems like a better "poor man's speedball"...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IanBZHD on September 05, 2013, 09:46:28 AM

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Confession: I want somebody to send me some anti depressant or anxiety pills to see if they work.

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Adderall in the morning, Oxy at night.  It's alot better than anti depressant or anxiety pills. Only do it for a couple of days though, because it's easy to get hooked on.

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Coffee in the morning, wine at night? Seems like a better "poor man's speedball"...

I tried the anxiety pills and stuff, i have pretty bad OCD. The kind where you have to touch things 4 times, with 4 sets, then wash your and repeat that shit 4 times over.

Everything ive been on ive quickly quit taking, partially because of laziness, but i realized that i dont want to feel drugged up on prescription pills all the time. It takes a toll on your liver and realistically i would probably be on them the rest of my life.

I've come to thinking that our minds are the most powerful thing, so i figure my brain SHOULD be capable of getting over these anxieties and balance itself naturally by just trying to be healthy and active. I do smoke weed, honestly i hate to be that guy, but taking a blaze at the end of your day seriously relaxes these emotions and allows me to actually be proactive in daily activities instead of counting how many times i touched that dirty picnic table.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EPetrov on September 05, 2013, 03:55:42 PM

I just want to try meds to see if they would help

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on September 08, 2013, 06:36:06 AM

I am not really Rasul Allah.

Lately Ive gotten into buying clothes, mostly at trift stores and sales and trying on different clothing combinatios. It has a lot to do with me loosing a lot of weight and needing new clothes.

Maybe kind of reinventing myself in that aspect, I never particulary cared for clothes before. I know a portion of is for the purpose of trying to make a positive impression in other people, but thats not the whole truth. I really like it.

I have alays been super self-conscious about myself and now I seem to be becoming even more self-conscious about my appearance and clothing, perhaps comperable to a teenage girl before prom night.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on September 08, 2013, 02:43:38 PM

Why do I feel the need to have a girlfriend? I understand its perfectly normal to want to be loved by someone else but I desire this so much. I'm only 23 and I feel like its hopeless with women. However I'm too young to worry about this because anything can happen in the future. I do not rush into relationships, constantly looking for a gf, or envy anyone. It makes me depressed when I dwell on these thoughts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on September 08, 2013, 09:54:42 PM

Are you afraid that youll end up alone or are you comparing yourself to other people who are together and think they are happier than you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 08, 2013, 09:57:47 PM

I lost my tv remote and I immediately started thinking about offing myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on September 08, 2013, 10:03:06 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 08, 2013, 09:57:47 PM

I lost my tv remote and I immediately started thinking about offing myself.

dumb

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on September 08, 2013, 10:16:20 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 08, 2013, 09:57:47 PM

I lost my tv remote and I immediately started thinking about offing myself.

lol u wont

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on September 08, 2013, 10:39:34 PM

Quote from: Bronson on September 08, 2013, 06:36:06 AM

I am not really Rasul Allah.

Lately Ive gotten into buying clothes, mostly at trift stores and sales and trying on different clothing combinatios. It has a lot to do with me loosing a lot of weight and needing new clothes.

Maybe kind of reinventing myself in that aspect, I never particulary cared for clothes before. I know a portion of is for the purpose of trying to make a positive impression in other people, but thats not the whole truth. I really like it.

I have alays been super self-conscious about myself and now I seem to be becoming even more self-conscious about my appearance and clothing, perhaps comperable to a teenage girl before prom night.

I've been exactly like this lately too. I've actually had the money to get clothes and I started to actually care about the way they fit and how I look and all that crap. I feel almost as if having clothes I think look cool makes me more confident. Maybe it's a good thing.

So when summer started I made that post in here about being super depressed and lonely and someone said I should get a job. I actually did the week after that post and I swear, it helped a lot. I like all of my coworkers and we even hang out sometimes. Now I just need a girlfriend...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pinche gringo on September 08, 2013, 10:55:26 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 08, 2013, 09:57:47 PM

I lost my tv remote and I immediately started thinking about offing myself.

It's hilarious when people walk past the TV several times looking for the remote instead of changing the channel by hand. Don't do anything rash the remote will turn up and you will once again hold dominion over your entertainment.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on September 09, 2013, 11:25:43 AM

Quote from: Bronson on September 08, 2013, 09:54:42 PM

Are you afraid that youll end up alone or are you comparing yourself to other people who are together and think they are happier than you?

I'm not afraid but I would not like to be single.  I don't compare myself or envy other people. I'm happy they found someone to be honest.

I just think its just how I am unfortunately.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: _aminal on September 09, 2013, 03:39:55 PM

Quote from: paraquat on August 20, 2013, 06:18:21 AM

I constantly type long paragraphs in this thread, then hit back because they all read like I am a whiny pussy.

this is definitely a whiny pussy thread

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BALT on September 10, 2013, 04:59:20 PM

I'm 14.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on September 10, 2013, 11:28:33 PM

I hate my wife's family. She's amazing, even she doesn't really like her family. Her parents are alright, but everyone else, he brothers, cousins, their spouses, pure fucking hate. We have a baby shower coming up in 2 weeks and I can't drink at it, going to be the worst. Considering grabbing my brothers and homies and just going to a bar. She's Filipino. There are 80 people coming to this fucking thing, 15 are from my side.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on September 10, 2013, 11:40:08 PM

Quote from: Nallid on September 10, 2013, 11:28:33 PM

I hate my wife's family. She's amazing, even she doesn't really like her family. Her parents are alright, but everyone else, he brothers, cousins, their spouses, pure fucking hate. We have a baby shower coming up in 2 weeks and I can't drink at it, going to be the worst. Considering grabbing my brothers and homies and just going to a bar. She's Filipino. There are 80 people coming to this fucking thing, 15 are from my side.

fuckin grow up kook and understand the "pure fucking hate" you experience is your own doing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on September 11, 2013, 10:45:17 AM

Quote from: SEAN PABLO on September 10, 2013, 11:40:08 PM

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I hate my wife's family. She's amazing, even she doesn't really like her family. Her parents are alright, but everyone else, he brothers, cousins, their spouses, pure fucking hate. We have a baby shower coming up in 2 weeks and I can't drink at it, going to be the worst. Considering grabbing my brothers and homies and just going to a bar. She's Filipino. There are 80 people coming to this fucking thing, 15 are from my side.

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fuckin grow up kook and understand the "pure fucking hate" you experience is your own doing

Thanks internet troll.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on September 11, 2013, 01:17:26 PM

Quote from: Nallid on September 10, 2013, 11:28:33 PM

I hate my wife's family. She's amazing, even she doesn't really like her family. Her parents are alright, but everyone else, he brothers, cousins, their spouses, pure fucking hate. We have a baby shower coming up in 2 weeks and I can't drink at it, going to be the worst. Considering grabbing my brothers and homies and just going to a bar. She's Filipino. There are 80 people coming to this fucking thing, 15 are from my side.

Sorry but I laughed so hard reading this.

Drink before the baby shower.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chockfullofthat on September 11, 2013, 02:40:04 PM

You have an alcohol problem.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on September 11, 2013, 05:07:29 PM

Quote from: Nallid on September 10, 2013, 11:28:33 PM

I hate my wife's family. She's amazing, even she doesn't really like her family. Her parents are alright, but everyone else, he brothers, cousins, their spouses, pure fucking hate. We have a baby shower coming up in 2 weeks and I can't drink at it, going to be the worst. Considering grabbing my brothers and homies and just going to a bar. She's Filipino. There are 80 people coming to this fucking thing, 15 are from my side.

Whoa... You got it worse than me man. My in-laws are "straight laced" conservatives who accept (my) drinking. Going to family functions is strange because I am the only in-shape, happy male. This means all the pot bellied, depressed-with-their-job/wife guys always seem annoyed with my presence. Its cool though, at least we aren't pretending to be SEAN PABLO on the slap boards.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on September 11, 2013, 07:38:48 PM

They're cool with drinking, it's just that there's so many people coming to this thing we had move it from her parents place and rent a venue, and the only one we could come up with doesn't have an alcohol permit. Her best friend works there too, so it's not like we can just say "fuck it" and get her in trouble you know? Regardless, I can't stand them, and I'm pretty sure they can't stand me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on September 12, 2013, 03:45:00 AM

my girlfriends brother and and his fat as fuck girlfriend have been staying at my house and have just written their name on all their food in the fridge because i keep eating it. little do they know i found the secret stash of cookies under their bed and eat like 10 a day when they are at work. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on September 12, 2013, 04:30:24 AM

Quote from: Beer Keg Peg Leg on September 12, 2013, 03:45:00 AM

my girlfriends brother and and his fat as fuck girlfriend have been staying at my house and have just written their name on all their food in the fridge because i keep eating it. little do they know i found the secret stash of cookies under their bed and eat like 10 a day when they are at work. 

BRILLANT
(http://i.imgur.com/NAk6C.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on September 12, 2013, 05:21:41 PM

i watch the taxi scene in kids with chole and the old man like 10 times in a row the other day

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on September 12, 2013, 05:36:34 PM

My manager asked me if I go to church and I told him I did just because I knew he would view me differently if I told him about how I feel about religion. I thought it was pretty lame of him to bring that shit up tho.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on September 12, 2013, 10:15:38 PM

Quote from: SEAN PABLO on September 12, 2013, 05:21:41 PM

i watch the taxi scene in kids with chole and the old man like 10 times in a row the other day

I like it when she starts smiling.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: neko on September 12, 2013, 11:34:21 PM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on September 12, 2013, 05:36:34 PM

My manager asked me if I go to church and I told him I did just because I knew he would view me differently if I told him about how I feel about religion. I thought it was pretty lame of him to bring that shit up tho.

What country do you live in? That's pretty damn illegal in the US.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: malcyvelli on September 13, 2013, 02:37:01 AM

Quote from: neko on September 12, 2013, 11:34:21 PM

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My manager asked me if I go to church and I told him I did just because I knew he would view me differently if I told him about how I feel about religion. I thought it was pretty lame of him to bring that shit up tho.

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What country do you live in? That's pretty damn illegal in the US.

only if you make decisions about their job based solely on that reasoning

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on September 13, 2013, 11:02:30 AM

Its my birthday today. I always feel like shit on my birthdays. Christmas too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pizzarules on September 13, 2013, 08:21:12 PM

Quote from: Beer Keg Peg Leg on September 12, 2013, 03:45:00 AM

my girlfriends brother and and his fat as fuck girlfriend have been staying at my house and have just written their name on all their food in the fridge because i keep eating it. little do they know i found the secret stash of cookies under their bed and eat like 10 a day when they are at work. 

Quote from: Nallid on September 10, 2013, 11:28:33 PM

I hate my wife's family. She's amazing, even she doesn't really like her family. Her parents are alright, but everyone else, he brothers, cousins, their spouses, pure fucking hate. We have a baby shower coming up in 2 weeks and I can't drink at it, going to be the worst. Considering grabbing my brothers and homies and just going to a bar. She's Filipino. There are 80 people coming to this fucking thing, 15 are from my side.

This is what I'm looking for!!!!!!!!!!!!! Although this isn't really, real confessions. There should be a new thread with this shit, titled great short stories or something. .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WeirdBeach on September 13, 2013, 11:39:10 PM

im just now developing what i think is a healthy sex life. my body and mind automatically connected sex with meth use for a LONG time.
since i first started having sex at 16 i was on meth or drunk. it's also a little disheartening not being able to fuck for 2 hours with no problem. also, if i try to watch porn my heart starts POUNDING just like when i was on drugs. because if i didn't  have a girl around it was porn for hours and hours and hours and HOURS. i just associate the act of searching for porn with meth use. so as a result i dont really watch much porn anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: J.R. on September 14, 2013, 12:54:36 AM

Quote from: WeirdBeach on September 13, 2013, 11:39:10 PM

im just now developing what i think is a healthy sex life. my body and mind automatically connected sex with meth use for a LONG time.
since i first started having sex at 16 i was on meth or drunk. it's also a little disheartening not being able to fuck for 2 hours with no problem. also, if i try to watch porn my heart starts POUNDING just like when i was on drugs. because if i didn't  have a girl around it was porn for hours and hours and hours and HOURS. i just associate the act of searching for porn with meth use. so as a result i dont really watch much porn anymore.

Damn where do you live that meth is that prevalent?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WeirdBeach on September 14, 2013, 01:10:39 AM

Quote from: J.R. on September 14, 2013, 12:54:36 AM

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im just now developing what i think is a healthy sex life. my body and mind automatically connected sex with meth use for a LONG time.
since i first started having sex at 16 i was on meth or drunk. it's also a little disheartening not being able to fuck for 2 hours with no problem. also, if i try to watch porn my heart starts POUNDING just like when i was on drugs. because if i didn't  have a girl around it was porn for hours and hours and hours and HOURS. i just associate the act of searching for porn with meth use. so as a result i dont really watch much porn anymore.

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Damn where do you live that meth is that prevalent?

Los Angeles.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on September 14, 2013, 03:04:51 PM

Quote from: WeirdBeach on September 14, 2013, 01:10:39 AM

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im just now developing what i think is a healthy sex life. my body and mind automatically connected sex with meth use for a LONG time.
since i first started having sex at 16 i was on meth or drunk. it's also a little disheartening not being able to fuck for 2 hours with no problem. also, if i try to watch porn my heart starts POUNDING just like when i was on drugs. because if i didn't  have a girl around it was porn for hours and hours and hours and HOURS. i just associate the act of searching for porn with meth use. so as a result i dont really watch much porn anymore.

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Damn where do you live that meth is that prevalent?

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Los Angeles.

I hear people always associating meth with sex, what exactly makes it such a good combination?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: neko on September 14, 2013, 06:06:18 PM

Quote from: Bronson on September 14, 2013, 03:04:51 PM

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im just now developing what i think is a healthy sex life. my body and mind automatically connected sex with meth use for a LONG time.
since i first started having sex at 16 i was on meth or drunk. it's also a little disheartening not being able to fuck for 2 hours with no problem. also, if i try to watch porn my heart starts POUNDING just like when i was on drugs. because if i didn't  have a girl around it was porn for hours and hours and hours and HOURS. i just associate the act of searching for porn with meth use. so as a result i dont really watch much porn anymore.

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Damn where do you live that meth is that prevalent?

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Los Angeles.

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I hear people always associating meth with sex, what exactly makes it such a good combination?

I've never had sex on meth precisely, but sex on uppers in general = hours of sex and the dude never cums. But you're really into it, so basically just sex for hours and hours.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on September 16, 2013, 06:23:26 PM

its okay cause it happened in LA so its kind of rockstar i guess, look at it that way my advice is sound

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on September 16, 2013, 06:38:33 PM

my confession- My chick on the side said she got one on the way, Man I'm thrown and I dont know what to do

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChewyPoo on September 17, 2013, 01:34:25 AM

Started with breaking up with my girlfriend ahwile back but had too she was hanging out with another dude doing e and going too bars and shit, i always offered to take her but she would alsways say she was too sad and depressed or didnt feel good etc which i believed cause in the past she was a cutter etc, she never wanted too fuck claiming she wasnt comfortable in her body etc but kept going out with this guy. It fucking hurt and i held it together for awhile just studying and skating but eventually i caught up with me and i dwelled on it, each time i went drinking it was never a good buzz and the last time i went out i got so fucking drunk but i never black out but i wasnt in control, to make a long story short, i ended up breaking into an empty apartment on the main street in town, people at the party i was at called the cops cause i went into a girls room and tried to pass out thinking it was the spare room. My friend ending up getting me up but was yelling at me pushing me and shit but i never tried to hit him, he gave me 3 or 4 shots too the face and i left, i ended up climblibg a fire escape later to get my phone and wallet, still really drunk i walked past a cop on the ouside balcony i had just climbed up while he was out there and past another inside and shut myself in the toilet they left i got my shit.
I ended up walking home at 7 or 8 in the morning and my parents were talking to me, i ended up hitting my dad a few times in the face and pushed my mum around, i was arrested at home a went into the cell for a couple days then spent about a week in a mental hospital.

Im just at a fucked point in life being 19 and not knowing myself and the world around me anymore, ive also lost my sex drive but occasionally jerk off, i hardly want too skate even though i love it. Ive started going to a meditation class and a Buddhist temple as ive been interested about that for the past year. Im sober and trying to sort my shit out, as eventually i want to become a physiotherapist but the motivation is just not there at the moment. This is my contribution.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on September 17, 2013, 02:25:19 AM

whyd you fight your parents

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WeirdBeach on September 17, 2013, 03:16:10 AM

Quote from: Bronson on September 14, 2013, 03:04:51 PM

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im just now developing what i think is a healthy sex life. my body and mind automatically connected sex with meth use for a LONG time.
since i first started having sex at 16 i was on meth or drunk. it's also a little disheartening not being able to fuck for 2 hours with no problem. also, if i try to watch porn my heart starts POUNDING just like when i was on drugs. because if i didn't  have a girl around it was porn for hours and hours and hours and HOURS. i just associate the act of searching for porn with meth use. so as a result i dont really watch much porn anymore.

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Damn where do you live that meth is that prevalent?

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Los Angeles.

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I hear people always associating meth with sex, what exactly makes it such a good combination?

it just makes some people horny as shit I guess.if its really good stuff, then the body high is insane.Your inhibitions are down which is really fucking dangerous. For me it's the  combo of xanax,speed,booze and porn or boning or both that would probably end up killing me somehow.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChewyPoo on September 17, 2013, 03:53:49 AM

Quote from: ice nine on September 17, 2013, 02:25:19 AM

whyd you fight your parents

I was still just fucking drunk and had a lingering resentment for my father, pretty lame

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on September 17, 2013, 04:46:24 AM

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My manager asked me if I go to church and I told him I did just because I knew he would view me differently if I told him about how I feel about religion. I thought it was pretty lame of him to bring that shit up tho.

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What country do you live in? That's pretty damn illegal in the US.

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only if you make decisions about their job based solely on that reasoning

I'm in America and I wouldn't be surprised if he made a decision about my job based on my views on religion. He is definitely the type that would get offended if I told him I don't really believe in anything.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on September 17, 2013, 11:22:10 AM

yall motherfuckers need to let Lil B into your heart then your life wouldnt suck so bad

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on September 17, 2013, 07:06:02 PM

Quote from: WeirdBeach on September 14, 2013, 01:10:39 AM

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im just now developing what i think is a healthy sex life. my body and mind automatically connected sex with meth use for a LONG time.
since i first started having sex at 16 i was on meth or drunk. it's also a little disheartening not being able to fuck for 2 hours with no problem. also, if i try to watch porn my heart starts POUNDING just like when i was on drugs. because if i didn't  have a girl around it was porn for hours and hours and hours and HOURS. i just associate the act of searching for porn with meth use. so as a result i dont really watch much porn anymore.

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Damn where do you live that meth is that prevalent?

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Los Angeles.

You could have also just said "The United States of America."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on September 17, 2013, 07:11:40 PM

meth barely exists on the east coast

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on September 17, 2013, 07:38:28 PM

Quote from: ROCKxADIO420 on September 17, 2013, 07:11:40 PM

meth barely exists on the east coast

where do you live babe?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 17, 2013, 08:42:19 PM

I put on a lot of weight recently because eating food is my main coping mechanism and my skating has suffered severely. I'm on the highest dosage of Prozac allowed (80mg), but I don't feel like it does anything. Seeing attractive women makes me want to suicide. Pretty much everything does that to me though. If I wasn't such a coward I would have done it already. I hate both my psychiatrist and my therapist.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on September 17, 2013, 09:17:20 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 17, 2013, 08:42:19 PM

I put on a lot of weight recently because eating food is my main coping mechanism and my skating has suffered severely. I'm on the highest dosage of Prozac allowed (80mg), but I don't feel like it does anything. Seeing attractive women makes me want to suicide. Pretty much everything does that to me though. If I wasn't such a coward I would have done it already. I hate both my psychiatrist and my therapist.

ive had that id do it if i werent such a pussy mentality and it sucks man.  I wish there were something i could do to help but there really isnt much, you pretty much have to do it on your own, which you CAN do

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doomstation55 on September 17, 2013, 09:31:00 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 17, 2013, 08:42:19 PM

I put on a lot of weight recently because eating food is my main coping mechanism and my skating has suffered severely. I'm on the highest dosage of Prozac allowed (80mg), but I don't feel like it does anything. Seeing attractive women makes me want to suicide. Pretty much everything does that to me though. If I wasn't such a coward I would have done it already. I hate both my psychiatrist and my therapist.

If you don't mind me asking, what's the real difference between your psychiatrist and therapist? My only advice that's worthwhile for you is to keep doing what makes you happy, I know skating will always put me in a good mood and in my darkest times I didn't skate for long periods of time. Emphasize the little good things that happen to you in life. It's all you can do on a day to day basis to make it feel right.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on September 17, 2013, 09:31:36 PM

leetgeek if you kill yourself ill kook you so hard

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BRIX SKWIKZ on September 17, 2013, 09:32:49 PM

HAPPINESS CANT BE BOUGHT OR SOLD
BUT THEIR JOBS DEPEND ON YOUR SICKNESS

OF COURSE THIS IS NOT WORKING

MOST PILLS ARE PLACEBOS

CHANGE MEAT FOR FRUIT
STOP JERKIN OFF

YOU LL NOTICE THE CHANGE DAY BY DAY, WEEK TO WEEK, MONTH TO MONTH
PAIN IS WEAKNESS LEAVING YOU

THANK GOD IN ADVANCE
YOU RE HEALED BRO
BELIEVE IT

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on September 17, 2013, 09:36:14 PM

nah you just need those antipsychotics bruh

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on September 18, 2013, 05:10:53 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 17, 2013, 08:42:19 PM

I put on a lot of weight recently because eating food is my main coping mechanism and my skating has suffered severely. I'm on the highest dosage of Prozac allowed (80mg), but I don't feel like it does anything. Seeing attractive women makes me want to suicide. Pretty much everything does that to me though. If I wasn't such a coward I would have done it already. I hate both my psychiatrist and my therapist.

oh m g im on 80 prozac to, it aint doing shit for me i have been on it for like 2-3 months now and the past month i just felt more anxious and more depressed. I never was really depressed just really anxious but i hate my psychiatrist too, dudes a douche

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on September 18, 2013, 06:06:41 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 17, 2013, 08:42:19 PM

I put on a lot of weight recently because eating food is my main coping mechanism and my skating has suffered severely. I'm on the highest dosage of Prozac allowed (80mg), but I don't feel like it does anything. Seeing attractive women makes me want to suicide. Pretty much everything does that to me though. If I wasn't such a coward I would have done it already. I hate both my psychiatrist and my therapist.

I know things are hard for you, but you should start working out or re start if you quit. Start slow and use those beautiful chicks as motivation while you are doing 30 burpees.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Merked on September 18, 2013, 07:12:04 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 17, 2013, 08:42:19 PM

I put on a lot of weight recently because eating food is my main coping mechanism and my skating has suffered severely. I'm on the highest dosage of Prozac allowed (80mg), but I don't feel like it does anything. Seeing attractive women makes me want to suicide. Pretty much everything does that to me though. If I wasn't such a coward I would have done it already. I hate both my psychiatrist and my therapist.

Prozac can contribute to the weight gain as well.  Kind of a double edged sword in the sense that the meds might make your mental well-being better, yet cause your physical well-being to suffer.  If the meds aren't helping try talking to your psychiatrist about getting another form of medication?  Also, shop around for a different psychiatrist/therapist?  If they aren't helping then they ain't doing there job.

I had a bout of weight gain/anxiety myself and exercise really helped my mental well-being.  I don't know if you have tried this, but just going for a run, or a walk, or a push could help.  Lifting weights also relieves stress IMO. 

Stay up dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Laban Fetus on September 19, 2013, 03:01:51 PM

Since my last post I got a job as a dishwasher, got fired after 1 day and fucked something up with a girl whom I cared about deeply. Went crazy and lost all hope in myself and the world for about 4 months (whole summer and spring pretty much). Woke up after a night of drinking and my thyroid had swollen up or something and I had tendonitis in my arms. That started in May. Never felt that awful in my life and I can look back on it now as the absolute lowest in my life so far. I've got some well earned confidence from it now though instead of the fake confidence I had before. Reality is a cold slap in the face sometimes but full of lessons. Keep on chooglin' depressed PALS

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WeirdBeach on September 20, 2013, 09:49:40 PM

Quote from: Laban Fetus on September 19, 2013, 03:01:51 PM

Since my last post I got a job as a dishwasher, got fired after 1 day and fucked something up with a girl whom I cared about deeply. Went crazy and lost all hope in myself and the world for about 4 months (whole summer and spring pretty much). Woke up after a night of drinking and my thyroid had swollen up or something and I had tendonitis in my arms. That started in May. Never felt that awful in my life and I can look back on it now as the absolute lowest in my life so far. I've got some well earned confidence from it now though instead of the fake confidence I had before. Reality is a cold slap in the face sometimes but full of lessons. Keep on chooglin' depressed PALS

Fuck. i really don't know the right thing to say to a lot of these.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monty Burns on September 20, 2013, 11:20:33 PM

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I put on a lot of weight recently because eating food is my main coping mechanism and my skating has suffered severely. I'm on the highest dosage of Prozac allowed (80mg), but I don't feel like it does anything. Seeing attractive women makes me want to suicide. Pretty much everything does that to me though. If I wasn't such a coward I would have done it already. I hate both my psychiatrist and my therapist.

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Prozac can contribute to the weight gain as well.  Kind of a double edged sword in the sense that the meds might make your mental well-being better, yet cause your physical well-being to suffer.  If the meds aren't helping try talking to your psychiatrist about getting another form of medication?  Also, shop around for a different psychiatrist/therapist?  If they aren't helping then they ain't doing there job.

I had a bout of weight gain/anxiety myself and exercise really helped my mental well-being.  I don't know if you have tried this, but just going for a run, or a walk, or a push could help.  Lifting weights also relieves stress IMO. 

Stay up dude.

Not working , exercising or getting laid is part of the problems . If you have a job and make money you get a sense of self worth . You wake up every day with something to do , a purpose . You get to meet alot of people at work , talk and have fun . Do a full days work and then you get money to do fun things with .

Exercising tires you out , makes you feel better and makes you look better . And if you look good / healthy and have a job  you can go out and meet girls or date online . That will get you laid .  All of these things will make you feel alot better .

Im not saying it will cure your depression . But it will make it alot easier to deal with

Have you thought about joining the military ? They will break you down and build you up . Its a job with healthcare and pension , education programs . You would get paid , get in shape , have a home , you can learn a trade that you can use in civilian life . And it would prob make you belive alot more in yourself that you finished boot camp and that you accomplished something

Or maybe join the red cross . Go help people in south america , africa or somewhere ells . Work with kids and help out . Seeing that much shit while helping people might make you notice that life isnt that bad after all

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pizzarules on September 22, 2013, 02:04:20 AM

Quote from: Monty Burns on September 20, 2013, 11:20:33 PM

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I put on a lot of weight recently because eating food is my main coping mechanism and my skating has suffered severely. I'm on the highest dosage of Prozac allowed (80mg), but I don't feel like it does anything. Seeing attractive women makes me want to suicide. Pretty much everything does that to me though. If I wasn't such a coward I would have done it already. I hate both my psychiatrist and my therapist.

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Prozac can contribute to the weight gain as well.  Kind of a double edged sword in the sense that the meds might make your mental well-being better, yet cause your physical well-being to suffer.  If the meds aren't helping try talking to your psychiatrist about getting another form of medication?  Also, shop around for a different psychiatrist/therapist?  If they aren't helping then they ain't doing there job.

I had a bout of weight gain/anxiety myself and exercise really helped my mental well-being.  I don't know if you have tried this, but just going for a run, or a walk, or a push could help.  Lifting weights also relieves stress IMO.  

Stay up dude.

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Not working , exercising or getting laid is part of the problems . If you have a job and make money you get a sense of self worth . You wake up every day with something to do , a purpose . You get to meet alot of people at work , talk and have fun . Do a full days work and then you get money to do fun things with .

Exercising tires you out , makes you feel better and makes you look better . And if you look good / healthy and have a job  you can go out and meet girls or date online . That will get you laid .  All of these things will make you feel alot better .

Im not saying it will cure your depression . But it will make it alot easier to deal with

Have you thought about joining the military ? They will break you down and build you up . Its a job with healthcare and pension , education programs . You would get paid , get in shape , have a home , you can learn a trade that you can use in civilian life . And it would prob make you belive alot more in yourself that you finished boot camp and that you accomplished something

Or maybe join the red cross . Go help people in south america , africa or somewhere ells . Work with kids and help out . Seeing that much shit while helping people might make you notice that life isnt that bad after all

damn monty, that was tight. leet if you join the military and rock your drabs in public, i will have nothing but even more respect for you. if i see you in public with the drabs i will go out of my way to say thank you for your service and sacrifice and then shake your hand. although, dont take it personally because i do that with every schmuck in full gear.........given that you are AMERICAN.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on September 22, 2013, 08:23:02 PM

DO NOT JOIN THE ARMY SEX IS COMPLICATED MAYBE YOU SHOULD WAIT A BIT LONGER

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MuchasGracias on September 23, 2013, 01:06:26 AM

dude you're always in this fucking thread

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on September 24, 2013, 08:07:23 AM

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im just now developing what i think is a healthy sex life. my body and mind automatically connected sex with meth use for a LONG time.
since i first started having sex at 16 i was on meth or drunk. it's also a little disheartening not being able to fuck for 2 hours with no problem. also, if i try to watch porn my heart starts POUNDING just like when i was on drugs. because if i didn't  have a girl around it was porn for hours and hours and hours and HOURS. i just associate the act of searching for porn with meth use. so as a result i dont really watch much porn anymore.

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Damn where do you live that meth is that prevalent?

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Los Angeles.

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I hear people always associating meth with sex, what exactly makes it such a good combination?

Serotonin and dopamine flooding the feel good and reward sections of your brain.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on September 24, 2013, 06:07:43 PM

Quote from: MuchasGracias on September 23, 2013, 01:06:26 AM

dude you're always in this every fucking thread

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WeirdBeach on September 24, 2013, 10:06:44 PM

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im just now developing what i think is a healthy sex life. my body and mind automatically connected sex with meth use for a LONG time.
since i first started having sex at 16 i was on meth or drunk. it's also a little disheartening not being able to fuck for 2 hours with no problem. also, if i try to watch porn my heart starts POUNDING just like when i was on drugs. because if i didn't  have a girl around it was porn for hours and hours and hours and HOURS. i just associate the act of searching for porn with meth use. so as a result i dont really watch much porn anymore.

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Damn where do you live that meth is that prevalent?

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Los Angeles.

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I hear people always associating meth with sex, what exactly makes it such a good combination?

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Serotonin and dopamine flooding the feel good and reward sections of your brain.

thank you for the succinct and scientific explanation and thank you for the "AVE bowling pins" sig.kudos good sir.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Blue Fescue on September 26, 2013, 07:42:57 PM

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I put on a lot of weight recently because eating food is my main coping mechanism and my skating has suffered severely. I'm on the highest dosage of Prozac allowed (80mg), but I don't feel like it does anything. Seeing attractive women makes me want to suicide. Pretty much everything does that to me though. If I wasn't such a coward I would have done it already. I hate both my psychiatrist and my therapist.

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If you don't mind me asking, what's the real difference between your psychiatrist and therapist? My only advice that's worthwhile for you is to keep doing what makes you happy, I know skating will always put me in a good mood and in my darkest times I didn't skate for long periods of time. Emphasize the little good things that happen to you in life. It's all you can do on a day to day basis to make it feel right.

Psychiatrists figure out drug doses and combinations and are medical doctors. Therapists do the talking through and dealing with problems part.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on September 26, 2013, 07:54:36 PM

PSYCHIATRISTS CAN DO THAT DO, THEY CAN DO IT ALL! THEY HAVE MORE SWAG THAN THERAPISTS

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: The Human Condom on September 29, 2013, 03:47:52 PM

Went for a fart, totally just got a shart.

Stomach keeps muttering. 
I'm afraid to open the blast doors.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on September 29, 2013, 03:54:58 PM

Quote from: The Human Condom on September 29, 2013, 03:47:52 PM

Went for a fart, totally just got a shart.

Stomach keeps muttering.? 
I'm afraid to open the blast doors.

YUCK

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on October 02, 2013, 03:26:59 AM

I still struggle with a porn addiction. Also, i can?t rememember the last time I slept the whole night without waking up at least twice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on October 02, 2013, 03:59:25 PM

i stay up until my roommate goes to sleep, sometimes 2 or 3 in the morning, so i can beat off(since we share a dorm room)
literally every.single.night. even if i saw my gf earlier that day and busted a nut

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mark Renton on October 02, 2013, 04:58:05 PM

I'm getting paranoid about not having a beard or proper facial hair that justifies me being 21, I mean I look 16ish ha.
Should I still expect a decent beard coming or what? Anyone had similar shits?
Fuck it, if I can't get decent facial hair I'm just going to follow the Javier route and come back in 10-15 years with a vengeance!

(http://www.whoateallthepies.tv/wp-content/uploads/2012/05/Pannini-zanetti.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Powdered Toast Man! on October 02, 2013, 07:53:48 PM

i skate with risers

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on October 02, 2013, 07:58:48 PM

Quote from: Mark Renton on October 02, 2013, 04:58:05 PM

I'm getting paranoid about not having a beard or proper facial hair that justifies me being 21, I mean I look 16ish ha.
Should I still expect a decent beard coming or what? Anyone had similar shits?
Fuck it, if I can't get decent facial hair I'm just going to follow the Javier route and come back in 10-15 years with a vengeance!

(http://www.whoateallthepies.tv/wp-content/uploads/2012/05/Pannini-zanetti.jpg)

UMM THIS THREAD IS FOR SERIOUS POSTS ONLY

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on October 03, 2013, 08:22:52 AM

Quote from: Mark Renton on October 02, 2013, 04:58:05 PM

I'm getting paranoid about not having a beard or proper facial hair that justifies me being 21, I mean I look 16ish ha.
Should I still expect a decent beard coming or what? Anyone had similar shits?
Fuck it, if I can't get decent facial hair I'm just going to follow the Javier route and come back in 10-15 years with a vengeance!

(http://www.whoateallthepies.tv/wp-content/uploads/2012/05/Pannini-zanetti.jpg)

I feel your pain bro im pushin 24 and struggle with the chin fuzz.. can grow a mean mexican tash but the sideys fall short of the chin by a long long way haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: neko on October 03, 2013, 08:34:33 AM

Quote from: Mark Renton on October 02, 2013, 04:58:05 PM

I'm getting paranoid about not having a beard or proper facial hair that justifies me being 21, I mean I look 16ish ha.
Should I still expect a decent beard coming or what? Anyone had similar shits?
Fuck it, if I can't get decent facial hair I'm just going to follow the Javier route and come back in 10-15 years with a vengeance!

(http://www.whoateallthepies.tv/wp-content/uploads/2012/05/Pannini-zanetti.jpg)

I couldn't grow a beard worth a damn till my mid 20s. Don't sweat it, it'll happen someday. Enjoy your youthful looks while you've got'em and holler at some 18-yr-old girls.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on October 03, 2013, 02:53:12 PM

I have no idea what to do with my day when I'm not skating or have to go to work. When I can't skate I just want the day to be over with.

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Post by: SEAN PABLO on October 03, 2013, 03:38:21 PM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on October 03, 2013, 02:53:12 PM

I have no idea what to do with my day when I'm not skating or have to go to work. When I can't skate I just want the day to be over with.

THATS PA THET IC  

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on October 03, 2013, 03:56:42 PM

I guess. All I care about is back smiths and my hair is still fabulous so it's whatever to me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on October 03, 2013, 04:15:51 PM

LOL WTF!!! YOU ARE SO LAME!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on October 03, 2013, 04:27:33 PM

Post a do fuccboi

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Morty Seinfeld on October 03, 2013, 09:13:47 PM

Quote from: Bronson on October 02, 2013, 03:26:59 AM

I still struggle with a porn addiction. Also, i can?t rememember the last time I slept the whole night without waking up at least twice.

I watch too much of it as well. It's gotten a bit out of hand. Really working on quitting that shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
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im just now developing what i think is a healthy sex life. my body and mind automatically connected sex with meth use for a LONG time.
since i first started having sex at 16 i was on meth or drunk. it's also a little disheartening not being able to fuck for 2 hours with no problem. also, if i try to watch porn my heart starts POUNDING just like when i was on drugs. because if i didn't  have a girl around it was porn for hours and hours and hours and HOURS. i just associate the act of searching for porn with meth use. so as a result i dont really watch much porn anymore.

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Damn where do you live that meth is that prevalent?

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Los Angeles.

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I hear people always associating meth with sex, what exactly makes it such a good combination?

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Serotonin and dopamine flooding the feel good and reward sections of your brain.

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thank you for the succinct and scientific explanation and thank you for the "AVE bowling pins" sig.kudos good sir.

Maybe it is just me, but I don't like having sex on stimulant drugs. Depressant drugs are more my taste when it comes to that kind of shit, but in New York I don't even know anyone that has done meth before. Seems like a west coast/ mid-west thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: J.R. on October 06, 2013, 11:28:01 PM

Here's my contribution for the day. Have you guys ever watched Eyes Wide Shut? I saw it for the first time tonight, and I got a boner during the whole occult ritual sex scene they filmed at the Rothschild mansion. I can only find short clips of the scenes, here is the best one I can locate:

wica (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=47FwDUgFR4E#)
Eyes Wide Shut Party (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tBDhF0fCVjU#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jgonzalez on October 06, 2013, 11:33:41 PM

I was told today Meth has been ran by the hells angels. And if you make better shit than them they do something about it. Now the Mexicans are topping them

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Post by: J.R. on October 06, 2013, 11:38:42 PM

Quote from: jgonzalez on October 06, 2013, 11:33:41 PM

I was told today Meth has been ran by the hells angels. And if you make better shit than them they do something about it. Now the Mexicans are topping them

When it comes to drugs, the Mexicans are topping everyone in everything. All the Black/ White drug dealers have Mexican plugs now, 95% of the dope/ coke/ meth comes from them. Also my favorite, "Mexican Brick Weed" ahaha.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on October 07, 2013, 02:42:38 PM

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I was told today Meth has been ran by the hells angels. And if you make better shit than them they do something about it. Now the Mexicans are topping them

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When it comes to drugs, the Mexicans are topping everyone in everything. All the Black/ White drug dealers have Mexican plugs now, 95% of the dope/ coke/ meth comes from them. Also my favorite, "Mexican Brick Weed" ahaha.

OKAY NO ONE GIVES A SHIT ABOUT THAT.... I HATE MYSELF AND I WANT TO DIE WHY IS EVERYONE SO WEIRD

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MuchasGracias on October 07, 2013, 07:27:07 PM

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I was told today Meth has been ran by the hells angels. And if you make better shit than them they do something about it. Now the Mexicans are topping them

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When it comes to drugs, the Mexicans are topping everyone in everything. All the Black/ White drug dealers have Mexican plugs now, 95% of the dope/ coke/ meth comes from them. Also my favorite, "Mexican Brick Weed" ahaha.

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OKAY NO ONE GIVES A SHIT ABOUT THAT.... I HATE MYSELF AND I WANT TO DIE WHY IS EVERYONE SO WEIRD

Then go die Sean, you'll feel better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on October 07, 2013, 08:07:00 PM

*****REAL OBSERVATIONS*****  -NEGATIVE REP IS THE NEW POSITIVE THANKS TO ME Xx

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on October 07, 2013, 08:44:09 PM

Quote from: SEAN PABLO on October 07, 2013, 08:07:00 PM

*****REAL OBSERVATIONS*****  -NEGATIVE REP IS THE NEW POSITIVE THANKS TO ME Xx

thank you sean

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on October 07, 2013, 09:47:34 PM

CAN SOMEONE MAKE ME MODERATOR OF THIS THREAD ALREADY??

CONFESSION - NOTHING TO CONFESS RIGHT NOW LOL

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 09, 2013, 01:55:07 PM

i cant drive a stick shift. i've never even tried. :'(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on October 10, 2013, 06:26:35 AM

Quote from: JB on October 09, 2013, 01:55:07 PM

i cant drive a stick shift. i've never even tried. :'(

I'm very sorry to hear this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on October 10, 2013, 05:06:42 PM

Quote from: JB on October 09, 2013, 01:55:07 PM

i cant drive a stick shift. i've never even tried. :'(

I didn't learn until my mid twenties. My girlfriend taught me. I taught her how to ride a bike. She's a year and a half older than me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Morty Seinfeld on October 12, 2013, 03:49:35 PM

Quote from: JB on October 09, 2013, 01:55:07 PM

i cant drive a stick shift. i've never even tried. :'(

I can't do it either  :'(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EPetrov on October 12, 2013, 08:06:38 PM

Feel like my life would be better if i had a women or dog in it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Yu Dum on October 12, 2013, 09:13:20 PM

I don't like being alone. When I'm alone, I think too much and make myself depressed. Tonight is one of those nights.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MuchasGracias on October 12, 2013, 10:15:04 PM

It's as easy as learning to ride a bike without training wheels ^

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pancake man on October 13, 2013, 07:31:43 AM

A simple technique I learned was to act as if you had confidence. Even if it's short periods of time. It's a good thing to try, I promise

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on October 13, 2013, 10:43:35 AM

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i cant drive a stick shift. i've never even tried. :'(

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I can't do it either  :'(

It's one of those thing's thats going to die out and become a lost art.  There's almost no need to learn.  I grew up on a ranch so I learned when I was like 10, but that was also 20 years ago. If you're buying a car, a manual transmission is cheaper though, usually a few grand cheaper. So there's that. I used to think it was fun, until I moved to the bay area and had to deal with insane traffic.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on October 13, 2013, 11:06:47 AM

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i cant drive a stick shift. i've never even tried. :'(

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I can't do it either  :'(

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It's one of those thing's thats going to die out and become a lost art.  There's almost no need to learn.  I grew up on a ranch so I learned when I was like 10, but that was also 20 years ago. If you're buying a car, a manual transmission is cheaper though, usually a few grand cheaper. So there's that. I used to think it was fun, until I moved to the bay area and had to deal with insane traffic.

And having to start on an incline.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on October 13, 2013, 12:08:34 PM

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i cant drive a stick shift. i've never even tried. :'(

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I can't do it either  :'(

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It's one of those thing's thats going to die out and become a lost art.  There's almost no need to learn.  I grew up on a ranch so I learned when I was like 10, but that was also 20 years ago. If you're buying a car, a manual transmission is cheaper though, usually a few grand cheaper. So there's that. I used to think it was fun, until I moved to the bay area and had to deal with insane traffic.

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And having to start on an incline.

In Europe 95% of the transmission is manual, and nobody is crying about it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on October 13, 2013, 03:05:11 PM

NONE OF YOU KIDS HAVE ANY REAL PROBLEMS GET SOME PERSPECTIVE GEEZ

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Kanye Omari West on October 14, 2013, 10:04:44 PM

Quote from: J.R. on October 06, 2013, 11:28:01 PM

Here's my contribution for the day. Have you guys ever watched Eyes Wide Shut? I saw it for the first time tonight, and I got a boner during the whole occult ritual sex scene they filmed at the Rothschild mansion. I can only find short clips of the scenes, here is the best one I can locate:

wica (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=47FwDUgFR4E#)
Eyes Wide Shut Party (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tBDhF0fCVjU#)

Dudeeeee I saw that shit too and was mad uncomfortable, I mean I knew they were some crazy foxy, mode hoes under those masks and topless and whatnot, but I also knew what it all represented and it just tripped me out so hard, I didn't sleep until it was light out and even then I woke up every 20 minutes, that whole movie is on some other shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on October 15, 2013, 02:06:50 PM

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i cant drive a stick shift. i've never even tried. :'(

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I can't do it either  :'(

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It's one of those thing's thats going to die out and become a lost art.  There's almost no need to learn.  I grew up on a ranch so I learned when I was like 10, but that was also 20 years ago. If you're buying a car, a manual transmission is cheaper though, usually a few grand cheaper. So there's that. I used to think it was fun, until I moved to the bay area and had to deal with insane traffic.

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And having to start on an incline.

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In Europe 95% of the transmission is manual, and nobody is crying about it

Nobody asked you, you socialist piece of shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on October 15, 2013, 02:54:28 PM

Re-watched Fight Club the other day. Made me realize how much shit I have that I don't need. This is why I've been posting a lot of stuff in the classified section. Its not even about making money, I barely make anything after shipping cost. And anything that I don't think will sell, goes straight to my local thrift shop. Its about clearing things out of my life. Objects consume you in a way. Less material items, less things to worry about and more money towards more rewarding things.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on October 15, 2013, 06:19:50 PM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on October 15, 2013, 02:54:28 PM

Re-watched Fight Club the other day. Made me realize how much shit I have that I don't need. This is why I've been posting a lot of stuff in the classified section. Its not even about making money, I barely make anything after shipping cost. And anything that I don't think will sell, goes straight to my local thrift shop. Its about clearing things out of my life. Objects consume you in a way. Less material items, less things to worry about and more money towards more rewarding things.

Hell yeah.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on October 15, 2013, 06:27:29 PM

i like the way my boogers smell

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Phil McCrackin on October 15, 2013, 09:19:55 PM

Quote from: The Poster Formerly Known As Crass on October 15, 2013, 02:54:28 PM

Re-watched Fight Club the other day. Made me realize how much shit I have that I don't need. This is why I've been posting a lot of stuff in the classified section. Its not even about making money, I barely make anything after shipping cost. And anything that I don't think will sell, goes straight to my local thrift shop. Its about clearing things out of my life. Objects consume you in a way. Less material items, less things to worry about and more money towards more rewarding things.

fight club? i dont no if i can let that one slide

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on October 16, 2013, 12:16:00 AM

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i cant drive a stick shift. i've never even tried. :'(

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I can't do it either  :'(

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It's one of those thing's thats going to die out and become a lost art.  There's almost no need to learn.  I grew up on a ranch so I learned when I was like 10, but that was also 20 years ago. If you're buying a car, a manual transmission is cheaper though, usually a few grand cheaper. So there's that. I used to think it was fun, until I moved to the bay area and had to deal with insane traffic.

[close]

And having to start on an incline.

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In Europe 95% of the transmission is manual, and nobody is crying about it

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Nobody asked you, you socialist piece of shit.

If you only knew what socialist means...

(http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc551o7qbF1rog5d1o1_500.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on October 16, 2013, 02:24:19 PM

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i cant drive a stick shift. i've never even tried. :'(

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I can't do it either  :'(

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It's one of those thing's thats going to die out and become a lost art.  There's almost no need to learn.  I grew up on a ranch so I learned when I was like 10, but that was also 20 years ago. If you're buying a car, a manual transmission is cheaper though, usually a few grand cheaper. So there's that. I used to think it was fun, until I moved to the bay area and had to deal with insane traffic.

[close]

And having to start on an incline.

[close]

In Europe 95% of the transmission is manual, and nobody is crying about it

[close]

Nobody asked you, you socialist piece of shit.

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If you only knew what socialist means...

(http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc551o7qbF1rog5d1o1_500.jpg)

No Idea. None. Thanks for pointing that out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Phil McCrackin on October 16, 2013, 02:40:46 PM

socialist means person who is social on more than one platform

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 16, 2013, 08:32:15 PM

I just bought a Munchie Meal from Jack in the Box. I am almost as disappointed in the meal as I am disappointed in myself.

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Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on October 16, 2013, 08:37:50 PM

idk what that is but im disappointed in you too

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Post by: Phil McCrackin on October 16, 2013, 08:49:51 PM

yeah you really are fucked up l33tg33k, someone needs to ship you off to africa or something to people with real problems

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Phil McCrackin on October 16, 2013, 08:51:06 PM

lyk get off this forum you making me sick!

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Post by: pencil on October 17, 2013, 01:19:58 PM

thank god rock a dio four twenty never let sus dawn

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LambShank on October 19, 2013, 12:17:56 PM

I would never try to kill myself, but it's not rare for me to fantasize about developing some crippling chronic illness with little chance at recovery. I just want my girlfriend to push me around in a wheelchair as I wither away. It's probably some fucked up subconscious realization that I'm taking my youth and good health for granted but I don't know, I'm pretty far away from her and it tears me up to think I'm missing out on time spent with the person who makes me happier than anyone in the world. Maybe the death fantasies come from wanting the feeling she gives me for the rest of my life and an immense fear that the throes of reality will spoil it one day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on October 20, 2013, 08:40:12 PM

Quote from: LambShank on October 19, 2013, 12:17:56 PM

I would never try to kill myself, but it's not rare for me to fantasize about developing some crippling chronic illness with little chance at recovery. I just want my girlfriend to push me around in a wheelchair as I wither away. It's probably some fucked up subconscious realization that I'm taking my youth and good health for granted but I don't know, I'm pretty far away from her and it tears me up to think I'm missing out on time spent with the person who makes me happier than anyone in the world. Maybe the death fantasies come from wanting the feeling she gives me for the rest of my life and an immense fear that the throes of reality will spoil it one day.

drop acid

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LambShank on October 21, 2013, 05:54:45 AM

I don't drink a lot or smoke but hallucinogens have always intrigued me so I've been considering it for a little while, what makes you recommend that?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 21, 2013, 07:56:32 AM

i thought about this the other day for the first time in a while. when i was 18 i was pretty big into smoking weed, but i only made like 7 bucks an hour and worked probably less than 20 hours a week. but i really had no responsibilities besides paying for my gas, so i could spend a bunch of money on weed without too much regret. anyways, i was running low on cash and i knew i had a while before i got paid next so i decided to make some fake 20s. the plan was that me and my buddy would go buy some weed for $50, give our dealer two fake $20s and a real 10. the kid we bought from was usually baked out of his mind or super fucked up on xanax so the chance of him catching us was really low. the way i made the bills was super sketchy. we had one of those 3 in 1 inkjet printers with a copier and a scanner. all i did was measure out where the middle of one edge of the scanner was, copied the bill, then copied it again on the other side. i made 2 because my first one turned out less than perfect (go fucking figure). put them both in a pair of jeans and put them in the dryer for about 20 minutes and called it a day. if you werent checking, the bills looked ok, but if you took more than a 5 second look at then, you could easily tell they were fake. so my buddy comes by and im pretty sure i was just giving him the money and he was going to go get the weed. i might have been skating or something, but i didnt go with him. so he comes back and says he chickened out and paid with real money and gave me the fakes back. we got our weed, but this still didnt solve my problem of being low on cash. so maybe the next night, im out by myself and decided im going to try to pay with a fake bill and get the change from it. i go into cvs, pick up a gatorade or something and hand the clerk my fake 20. immediately he feels it and makes a weird face. he probably played with it for a good 5 seconds before shaking his head, putting it in the drawer and handing me the change. i was scared to death that he half way examined it, but i was sooo psyched that it actually worked and i was $18 and a gatorade richer. so a few days later, i decided to run my scam again, this time at 711. same gig, bought a drink and handed the guy my fake 20. this guy wasnt so easily fooled. he feels it and obviously he can tell the difference because computer paper doesnt feel like money at all. sets the bill down and takes out his counterfeit money marker. now ive seen people use these many times, but i cant tell you what youre supposed to look for in the markings. every time i see it on a legit bill, the mark turns a light brown, then disappears shortly after. so he marks my bill and im sweating bullets, but the mark comes out light fucking brown. dude puts it in the drawer and hands me the change. i get back to my car and im almost having a heart attack and told myself i would never do that again. i stayed away from that 711 for a good 6 to 9 months just because i was afraid of somehow getting in trouble. so the next time i go back, the same clerk is in there and im there with a few friends. one of my buddies is in line in front of me and goes to pay with a $20. the dude pulls out his marker and checks his bill, then says "sorry, i just have to make sure. some people have come up hear and paid with fake bills" and the dude gives me a blatant stare down. he fucking remembered. i paid with a card that night and have only been back to that 711 a handful of times since then. i cant even imagine what would happen if i got caught since i believe counterfeiting is a federal offense. and it wouldnt have been hard to bust me seeing as i had the legit $20 that i copied in my pocket. this might not seem that bad, but its by far the worst thing ive ever done and got away with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on October 21, 2013, 12:11:34 PM

Quote from: LambShank on October 21, 2013, 05:54:45 AM

I don't drink a lot or smoke but hallucinogens have always intrigued me so I've been considering it for a little while, what makes you recommend that?

because you sound like youd trip the fuck out lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Merked on October 21, 2013, 01:29:51 PM

JB,

If you were caught, you could have said that you aquired the fake bill from like selling something on Craigslist?  Thereafter, act fucking confused/upset that you got burned on what you sold?  It would take some acting skill but I wonder if they would be able to convict/charge you?  Like, if there is no evidence connecting you to making fisherprice printer money.  Or, if someone really did get burned on some counterfeit shit and then tried to spend it, would they be the ones liable? 

Google time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on October 21, 2013, 01:37:07 PM

Quote from: Merked on October 21, 2013, 01:29:51 PM

JB,

If you were caught, you could have said that you aquired the fake bill from like selling something on Craigslist?  Thereafter, act fucking confused/upset that you got burned on what you sold?  It would take some acting skill but I wonder if they would be able to convict/charge you?  Like, if there is no evidence connecting you to making fisherprice printer money.  Or, if someone really did get burned on some counterfeit shit and then tried to spend it, would they be the ones liable? 

Google time.

he clearly said he had the 20 that he used to make the fake bill in his pocket.  Thatd be a strange coincidence to have the same exact bill matching the same exact serial number on the fake

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 21, 2013, 05:24:05 PM

My back story was going to be that I got paid under the table in cash from a sketchy pizza place that saw its fair share of fake money come through, which is 100% true. But if they wanted to do a simple finger print test, all they would find was mine, my friends, and the clerks and I wouldn't have tried to bring my friend into it. And I'm the worst liar in the world, so I would've been busted pretty quick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on October 21, 2013, 07:17:24 PM

Quote from: JB on October 21, 2013, 05:24:05 PM

My back story was going to be that I got paid under the table in cash from a sketchy pizza place that saw its fair share of fake money come through, which is 100% true. But if they wanted to do a simple finger print test, all they would find was mine, my friends, and the clerks and I wouldn't have tried to bring my friend into it. And I'm the worst liar in the world, so I would've been busted pretty quick.

STOP PROMOTING RACIST STEREOTYPES

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on October 21, 2013, 07:43:06 PM

Quote from: JB on October 21, 2013, 05:24:05 PM

My back story was going to be that I got paid under the table in cash from a sketchy pizza place that saw its fair share of fake money come through, which is 100% true. But if they wanted to do a simple finger print test, all they would find was mine, my friends, and the clerks and I wouldn't have tried to bring my friend into it. And I'm the worst liar in the world, so I would've been busted pretty quick.

youd prolly get fucked in prison better shave ur chest lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on October 22, 2013, 05:04:09 AM

JB

Fuck your backstory. The secret serv. will interigate you for days, and if paying for a Gatorade with a fake bill at a 711 makes you sweat... Uncle got popped with a fake bill unbeknownst to him. He spent a day and a half explaining to the S S how it wasn't his.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 22, 2013, 06:42:07 AM

Quote from: paraquat on October 22, 2013, 05:04:09 AM

JB

Fuck your backstory. The secret serv. will interigate you for days, and if paying for a Gatorade with a fake bill at a 711 makes you sweat... Uncle got popped with a fake bill unbeknownst to him. He spent a day and a half explaining to the S S how it wasn't his.

put a real cop on the scene and i probably wouldve folded instantly. throw the secret service in there and im sure i wouldve pissed my pants while crying.

i know im super lucky i didnt get caught. i wouldve basically thrown whatever life and accomplishments i have today away for a drink and a few bucks.

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Post by: pencil on October 22, 2013, 10:02:09 AM

Quote from: JB on October 22, 2013, 06:42:07 AM

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JB

Fuck your backstory. The secret serv. will interigate you for days, and if paying for a Gatorade with a fake bill at a 711 makes you sweat... Uncle got popped with a fake bill unbeknownst to him. He spent a day and a half explaining to the S S how it wasn't his.

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put a real cop on the scene and i probably wouldve folded instantly. throw the secret service in there and im sure i wouldve pissed my pants while crying.

i know im super lucky i didnt get caught. i wouldve basically thrown whatever life and accomplishments i have today away for a drink and a few bucks.

shit ive put myself in that situation just about every day

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Post by: JB on October 22, 2013, 11:15:32 AM

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JB

Fuck your backstory. The secret serv. will interigate you for days, and if paying for a Gatorade with a fake bill at a 711 makes you sweat... Uncle got popped with a fake bill unbeknownst to him. He spent a day and a half explaining to the S S how it wasn't his.

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put a real cop on the scene and i probably wouldve folded instantly. throw the secret service in there and im sure i wouldve pissed my pants while crying.

i know im super lucky i didnt get caught. i wouldve basically thrown whatever life and accomplishments i have today away for a drink and a few bucks.

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shit ive put myself in that situation just about every day

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SEAN PABLO on October 22, 2013, 04:42:34 PM

I LIKE ALL TYPES OF THINGS BOTH LONG AND SOFT HARD OR NOT I LOVE THEM

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SUCKS on October 22, 2013, 05:34:26 PM

Quote from: Blind Fisherman on October 12, 2013, 09:13:20 PM

I don't like being alone. When I'm alone, I think too much and make myself depressed. Tonight is one of those nights.

this.

and i jerk off way too much

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on October 22, 2013, 05:39:48 PM

someitmes i wish my slap username wasnt in caps :'( :'( :'(

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Post by: ttching! on October 22, 2013, 05:59:24 PM

Quote from: ROCKxADIO420 on October 22, 2013, 05:39:48 PM

someitmes i wish my slap username wasnt in caps :'( :'( :'(

I'll trade you my lower case c for your upper case C.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cringe. on October 22, 2013, 06:26:54 PM

sometimes i worry that i have too much swag

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on October 23, 2013, 01:49:41 PM

I like to watch bmx and rollerblading videos cause sometimes i get jaded with skating cause i know all about it and i still havent fooled around with a girl.

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Post by: SodaJerk on October 26, 2013, 01:57:19 PM

Quote from: ThugWaffle on October 23, 2013, 01:49:41 PM

I like to watch bmx and rollerblading videos cause sometimes i get jaded with skating cause i know all about it and i still havent fooled around with a girl.

For reals?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 26, 2013, 06:55:12 PM

I'm at my girlfriends family's Halloween party. When I go to the bathroom I just turn the water on for a few seconds instead of washing my hands.  8)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: J.R. on October 26, 2013, 07:36:31 PM

Quote from: JB on October 26, 2013, 06:55:12 PM

I'm at my girlfriends family's Halloween party. When I go to the bathroom I just turn the water on for a few seconds instead of washing my hands.  8)

Might I add that if you do in fact need to relieve yourself, I would suggest doing so in the sink. Whenever I'm somewhere that I don't want to be, I alternate between peeing in the garbage can and the sink. And no, most of the time I don't run any water after I do my thing in the sink.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 26, 2013, 08:08:36 PM

GNARd

edit: WaStEd

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on October 27, 2013, 06:12:58 AM

Quote from: J.R. on October 26, 2013, 07:36:31 PM

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I'm at my girlfriends family's Halloween party. When I go to the bathroom I just turn the water on for a few seconds instead of washing my hands.  8)

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Might I add that if you do in fact need to relieve yourself, I would suggest doing so in the sink. Whenever I'm somewhere that I don't want to be, I alternate between peeing in the garbage can and the sink. And no, most of the time I don't run any water after I do my thing in the sink.

Anyone remember Big Brother mags game of 'Hide the Dookie'? I think it was Chris Pontius or one of the other Jackass guys way before the whole Jackass thing.

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Post by: J.R. on October 27, 2013, 12:15:10 PM

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I'm at my girlfriends family's Halloween party. When I go to the bathroom I just turn the water on for a few seconds instead of washing my hands.  8)

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Might I add that if you do in fact need to relieve yourself, I would suggest doing so in the sink. Whenever I'm somewhere that I don't want to be, I alternate between peeing in the garbage can and the sink. And no, most of the time I don't run any water after I do my thing in the sink.

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Anyone remember Big Brother mags game of 'Hide the Dookie'? I think it was Chris Pontius or one of the other Jackass guys way before the whole Jackass thing.

I don't recall, what was hide the dookie?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on October 27, 2013, 04:15:09 PM

It's "hide-a-dook" and it's the same thing as leaving an upper decker.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 28, 2013, 12:44:55 AM

Watching porn fills me with impotent rage because I'll probably will never get the chance to do the nasty. One of the reasons I might not get to is because I refer to it as doing the nasty.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on October 28, 2013, 06:36:33 AM

Quote from: brycickle on October 27, 2013, 04:15:09 PM

It's "hide-a-dook" and it's the same thing as leaving an upper decker.

Yeah that's the one but this version of the game allowed you to leave the butt biscuit anywhere you thought it would have maximum impact and minimum chance of being found.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zurg on October 28, 2013, 01:46:06 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 28, 2013, 12:44:55 AM

Watching porn fills me with impotent rage because I'll probably will never get the chance to do the nasty. One of the reasons I might not get to is because I refer to it as doing the nasty.

i dont wanna sound harsh, but you gotta shut up about this for your own good. if its just venting on slap, disregard what i say. if its the way youre always carrying yourself, then yeah you probably wont ever get laid. delusion will work in your favour in this situation

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on October 28, 2013, 02:49:16 PM

l33tg33k why you just buy some pussy?.... theres this old man that lives in front of my brothers house, the old man waits till his disabled wife go's to sleep then comes over sometimes at the wee hours at nite and asks my brother to take him to some place to fuck whores. i saw someone else drop him off at his house from the whore spot, i took a few shots of gin wit him.. dude is 72 years old and doesnt take any medicine. personally i think the fucking whores keeps him healthy.

go buy some whores l33t

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on October 28, 2013, 03:29:59 PM

Quote from: nino brown on October 28, 2013, 02:49:16 PM

go buy some whores l33t

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Post by: paraquat on October 28, 2013, 03:53:32 PM

Quote from: ttching! on October 28, 2013, 03:29:59 PM

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go buy some whores l33t

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Post by: pencil on October 28, 2013, 05:19:30 PM

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go buy some whores l33t

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 28, 2013, 06:53:16 PM

Save your money and just start watching craigslist. There's enough despitate fatties on there that you can smash with a little persistence. Plus it will give you a good story for the fat chick thread or awkward sexual experiences.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Explosive Bolts on October 29, 2013, 02:17:52 PM

Prostitutes get a bad rap. I feel like paying to fuck can be a healthy way to build up ya confidence if you recognize that the event lacks an emotional connection. Plus, depending on how much you're payin, she's probably gonna be better than any ramp tramp you can find at your local hipster bar.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: spammy on October 29, 2013, 03:15:11 PM

mayb he is after the emotional connection hehe

mayb he wants to experience a 17 yr old virign who likes robocop

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: morningpost on November 05, 2013, 10:57:15 AM

Just hit up backpages Leet. $80 for a half hour will set you right.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: J.R. on November 05, 2013, 07:43:38 PM

The bank teller gave me a $100 bill instead of a $20 when I was cashing a check. I kept my dumb fucking mouth shut and walked out with $80 more than expected.

Fuck the bank.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: J.R. on November 05, 2013, 08:38:00 PM

I'll actually come clean and confess something on here. When I was young I saw someone get shot at point blank range in my neighborhood because he was running around robbing the wrong drug dealers. I've seen the same type of shit happen to people since then, and those instances don't bother me. But ever since that first time seeing something like that, I've always had bad dreams about either being shot, shooting someone else, or watching someone getting shot and not being able to move or speak/ call for help. I never said a word to anyone about it due to the fact that I never wanted to be labeled as a snitch and suffer from a similar fate, and deep down there was part of me that tried to justify the whole situation when I got older, as if street karma had been properly served since he was going around doing wrong to people or some bullshit. I think being exposed to something like that led me to grow up too cynical, which explains why I became as problematic as I was when I got older; my life started to downward spiral from the moment I saw that man catch that bullet.

I've done a good job with staying cold sober lately, which is something I haven't really been able to do for the past 12-13 years (I'm in my mid-approaching late 20's). I have learned to stay clear headed throughout the day and get everything done that I have to responsibly, and I've made all the necessary changes to my life style as far as starting a legal business instead of breaking the law hustling & risking my freedom for crumpled up residue coated bills. The only time I want to do drugs is to get the fuck to sleep though. I haven't slept a full 8 hours undisturbed without the aid of drugs since I was in grade school. I'm talking street drugs too, no seeing a doctor and getting prescribed something for a diagnosed problem. The over the curb pharmacy was way more accessible to me. The people that have met me in the past 9 months and have no clue of my history would be dumbfounded if they knew how I was two years before they met me.

If you met me in person, you would probably think that I was a nice person with good intentions. However, I can never get out of my head all of the wrongs my actions have caused & the subsequent suffering that it has caused those around me. I'll be up thanking the imaginary man in the sky for letting me remain free and beating my cases and never getting too far into drugs to turn back, but then I think about all the people that I've lost that have done the same shit that I did. Whether it was getting popped with a brick and missing their daughters first birthday/ first words, overdosing and dying after months of being clean, being arrested with a trunk full of guns similar to what T.I. got caught with and having to do football numbers, I always wonder why the fuck I am the one that made it out. There were plenty of times I could have been FUCKED, but I'm free and healthy today and I have no idea why.

I keep a lot of things bottled up inside of me and keep it moving, but I secretly wish all my friends were still alive/ not locked up. The reason why I really leaned towards skateboarding was to get away from that whole element and meet people that weren't involved with the hood lifestyle. I still skateboard because it's the only time where I feel like I am not thinking, and it also allows me to maintain some commonalities that my skate friendships were built off of and keep me out of trouble with these good people. It's still fun of course, but it's more of a necessity for me to do so I don't go insane & give myself a break from reality for a moment out of the day.

I really don't want to get into the dynamics of my former self too much, but for anyone reading this I'd just like to say one thing that I've learned from my own actions that I wish I learned from someone elses actions. No matter how shitty your situation is and no matter how badly you want to escape it, never sell drugs or break the law to get money. Even if you beat the odds and you walk away with some money, no jail time and no enemies that can negatively impact your future, you will still lose something in the long run that you would trade that money in for in a heart beat. All the bullshit shoes, cars, jewels, and all the other ignorant shit that I got came with the price of wasting time and sacrificing relationships with all of the wonderful people that didn't see me as the piece of shit that I viewed myself to be. On the outside it seems like I have gained materials, but on the inside I feel like I sold my happiness and integrity for something less than honorable.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on November 05, 2013, 08:54:44 PM

Quote from: J.R. on November 05, 2013, 07:43:38 PM

The bank teller gave me a $100 bill instead of a $20 when I was cashing a check. I kept my dumb fucking mouth shut and walked out with $80 more than expected.

Fuck the bank.

buy sum drugs n fall asleep lelz

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on November 07, 2013, 10:19:57 PM

(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/A_kc9erCQAMfTNz.jpg)

This good looking chick followed me on twitter, so i started lurking hard as per usual. I stumble upon her gay best friend's twitter, this dude is the sub type gay, and he doesn't know a thing about skating, anyways im in there lurking and shit when all of a sudden this dude has pictures of Braydon Szafranski in the toilet and he wants Braydon to rape him, needless to say i lost my shit laughing and almost drowned drinking water. Thank you internet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on November 07, 2013, 11:41:39 PM

Quote from: ThugWaffle on November 07, 2013, 10:19:57 PM

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This good looking chick followed me on twitter, so i started lurking hard as per usual. I stumble upon her gay best friend's twitter, this dude is the sub type gay, and he doesn't know a thing about skating, anyways im in there lurking and shit when all of a sudden this dude has pictures of Braydon Szafranski in the toilet and he wants Braydon to rape him, needless to say i lost my shit laughing and almost drowned drinking water. Thank you internet.

the life and times of thugwaffulz

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Morty Seinfeld on November 11, 2013, 07:35:06 PM

I was browsing tumblr earlier and came across a quote that said:

?You will never be completely at home again, because part of your heart always will be elsewhere. That is the price you pay for the richness of loving and knowing people in more than one place.?

At that point I realized that that completely sums up the past year and a half of my life. I've gained a lot by moving to where I am now but there's still a lot that I left at home. I still am not entirely comfortable where I am now and I don't know if I ever will be.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 12, 2013, 10:47:32 PM

I just masturbated for the first time in about a month. Took an hour to finish.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on November 12, 2013, 11:15:01 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on November 12, 2013, 10:47:32 PM

I just masturbated for the first time in about a month. Took an hour to finish.

id be so hyped if i didnt touch my dick for a month

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on November 13, 2013, 04:38:36 AM

Quote from: Morty Seinfeld on November 11, 2013, 07:35:06 PM

I was browsing tumblr earlier and came across a quote that said:

?You will never be completely at home again, because part of your heart always will be elsewhere. That is the price you pay for the richness of loving and knowing people in more than one place.?

At that point I realized that that completely sums up the past year and a half of my life. I've gained a lot by moving to where I am now but there's still a lot that I left at home. I still am not entirely comfortable where I am now and I don't know if I ever will be.

I go back to where I'm from now and I just can't relate anymore. I get nostalgic about it but I don't think I could ever spend an extended period of time there. I love where I live now but at the same time I could move elsewhere tomorrow. I have as many people i call friends as I can count on one hand and few of them live anywhere near me.

Quote from: L33Tg33k on November 12, 2013, 10:47:32 PM

I just masturbated for the first time in about a month. Took an hour to finish.

Next time if you wanna expedite things try going digital and plug a finger in your USB port. Heard it does wonders. I've cut down on the self love lately. Feel great for it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on November 14, 2013, 10:08:28 PM

Quote from: pencil on November 12, 2013, 11:15:01 PM

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I just masturbated for the first time in about a month. Took an hour to finish.

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id be so hyped if i didnt touch my dick for a month

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mundungus on November 19, 2013, 02:57:00 AM

I like female vocalists

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on November 19, 2013, 09:09:21 AM

bought a dub of heroin because its impossible to find percocets where im at and just binged on it for 3 days.  I dont feel shitty or want to do any now that its gone but i said i was gonna just do half then save the other half for a homie back in cincinnati, i just couldnt hold onto it and had to do it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on November 19, 2013, 10:08:27 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on November 12, 2013, 10:47:32 PM

I just masturbated for the first time in about a month. Took an hour to finish.

Were you having a hard time not masturbating or just not feeling it?
I have also been not-masturbating for about a month and am quite surprised at how low my sex-drive is.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 19, 2013, 10:11:06 AM

My meds make it hard to masturbate and really hard to finish.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on November 19, 2013, 10:41:37 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on November 19, 2013, 10:11:06 AM

My meds make it hard to masturbate and really hard to finish.

my brother was on anti depressants and the fact that he couldnt get fully hard/finish with his then-girlfriend made him super insecure and more depressed and he tried to kill himself shortly after

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitsandwich on November 19, 2013, 11:57:26 PM

I called a suicide hot line today. I feel disgusted with myself

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MuchasGracias on November 20, 2013, 12:42:46 AM

Quote from: shitsandwich on November 19, 2013, 11:57:26 PM

I called a suicide hot line today. I feel disgusted with myself

what did the operator say?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Merked on November 20, 2013, 07:41:02 AM

Quote from: J.R. on November 05, 2013, 07:43:38 PM

The bank teller gave me a $100 bill instead of a $20 when I was cashing a check. I kept my dumb fucking mouth shut and walked out with $80 more than expected.

Fuck the bank.

Just read your follow up post as well.  Powerful stuff and very well stated.  Stay up and stay off the hard stuff man! 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: A.J.K. on November 20, 2013, 03:50:46 PM

Quote from: Mundungus on November 19, 2013, 02:57:00 AM

I like female vocalists

Where's the shame in that? 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on November 20, 2013, 03:58:37 PM

Quote from: A.J.K. on November 20, 2013, 03:50:46 PM

Quote from: Mundungus on November 19, 2013, 02:57:00 AM

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I like female vocalists

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Where's the shame in that? 

shut up u no its rong

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: band on November 20, 2013, 04:15:56 PM

it's not gay if you beat them up afterwards

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on November 20, 2013, 06:47:21 PM

Quote from: band on November 20, 2013, 04:15:56 PM

it's not gay if you beat them up afterwards

holy shit shut the fuck up faggot forreal you make me hate myself for posting on these boards and im very narcissistic

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: band on November 20, 2013, 07:14:19 PM

woah calm down, is there anything i can do for you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on November 20, 2013, 07:36:42 PM

Quote from: band on November 20, 2013, 07:14:19 PM

woah calm down, is there anything i can do for you?

give me a reason to stop calling you a faggot or something idk

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: band on November 20, 2013, 08:11:02 PM

nah i dont really wanna do that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Makaveli on November 20, 2013, 08:26:10 PM

i like classical christian chior hymns!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitsandwich on November 20, 2013, 08:50:12 PM

Quote from: MuchasGracias on November 20, 2013, 12:42:46 AM

Quote from: shitsandwich on November 19, 2013, 11:57:26 PM

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I called a suicide hot line today. I feel disgusted with myself

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what did the operator say?

The guy was just telling me that the beauty in life is trying to make something out of yourself and how we owe to ourselves to at least make an attempt at it. The whole phone call was really weird but it did make me feel a little bit better. I just feel crazy for doing so.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 21, 2013, 02:57:52 AM

Every time the McRib comes out I buy it. I don't even like the damn things.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wuust on November 21, 2013, 03:43:21 AM

broke up with my girlfriend a couple of weeks ago. we still hang every other day. But tonight i got a "date" with another girl and my ex asked me if i could watch her kids whilst she's at the doctor.
I told her no problem but i had to leave at 19h30. Now she's all fishy about why i had to leave.
and just got a text where she's all mad at me.. pff don't know what to do here..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on November 21, 2013, 09:58:28 AM

Quote from: A.J.K. on November 20, 2013, 03:50:46 PM

Quote from: Mundungus on November 19, 2013, 02:57:00 AM

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I like female vocalists

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Where's the shame in that? 

no shame at all.

White Lung - "Bag" (Official Music Video) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VTbiAuqewBA#)

Blood Red Shoes - Cold (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g-yxwXIrQ-E#)

(ive seen the second band live. theyre amazing.)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitsandwich on November 21, 2013, 10:06:59 PM

Quote from: wuust on November 21, 2013, 03:43:21 AM

broke up with my girlfriend a couple of weeks ago. we still hang every other day. But tonight i got a "date" with another girl and my ex asked me if i could watch her kids whilst she's at the doctor.
I told her no problem but i had to leave at 19h30. Now she's all fishy about why i had to leave.
and just got a text where she's all mad at me.. pff don't know what to do here..

You should be straight up with her

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WeirdBeach on November 22, 2013, 11:53:10 PM

Quote from: pencil on November 19, 2013, 09:09:21 AM

bought a dub of heroin because its impossible to find percocets where im at and just binged on it for 3 days.  I dont feel shitty or want to do any now that its gone but i said i was gonna just do half then save the other half for a homie back in cincinnati, i just couldnt hold onto it and had to do it

method of ingestion?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on November 23, 2013, 12:54:18 AM

Never thought I'd do coke.... actually i kinda did.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Harem on November 23, 2013, 03:24:45 AM

I did coke once. Didn't feel anything. Probably wasn't even coke.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on November 23, 2013, 09:07:20 AM

Quote from: Harem on November 23, 2013, 03:24:45 AM

I did coke once. Didn't feel anything. Probably wasn't even coke.

All I know is I'm defo not into it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on November 24, 2013, 12:45:08 AM

Quote from: ThugWaffle on November 23, 2013, 09:07:20 AM

Quote from: Harem on November 23, 2013, 03:24:45 AM

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I did coke once. Didn't feel anything. Probably wasn't even coke.

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All I know is I'm defo not into it.

I hate coke. Only problem is that to figure that out I did a shit load of it. Now I look back at those times and regret what a coked up douche I was acting like. Now I can't stand being somewhere and other people being on coke, probably because it reminds me what a dick I acted.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on November 24, 2013, 01:32:25 PM

Quote from: WeirdBeach on November 22, 2013, 11:53:10 PM

Quote from: pencil on November 19, 2013, 09:09:21 AM

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bought a dub of heroin because its impossible to find percocets where im at and just binged on it for 3 days.  I dont feel shitty or want to do any now that its gone but i said i was gonna just do half then save the other half for a homie back in cincinnati, i just couldnt hold onto it and had to do it

[close]

method of ingestion?

sniffed it.  i ended up getting half a gram this weekend though to save for my homie and i actually didnt touch it, now were gonna save it for the day after thanksgiving and just nod and eat leftovers like the original plan, only now my brother threw down so we are all just gonna enjoy ourselves.  They say chicago has the best dope in the nation but honestly the only other dope i did at this festival was from cincinnati and it was way better.  Its a waste of money but my homie was just really looking forward to it so i felt bad i let him down

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: band on November 24, 2013, 03:22:12 PM

pencil, please stop what you are doing, I care and this is serious i'm sending you a pm

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on November 24, 2013, 08:37:09 PM

I've been getting faded everyday for the last 4 or 6 days... this can't be any good but oh well.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitsandwich on November 25, 2013, 10:54:15 AM

Quote from: pencil on November 24, 2013, 01:32:25 PM

Quote from: WeirdBeach on November 22, 2013, 11:53:10 PM

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Quote from: pencil on November 19, 2013, 09:09:21 AM

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bought a dub of heroin because its impossible to find percocets where im at and just binged on it for 3 days.  I dont feel shitty or want to do any now that its gone but i said i was gonna just do half then save the other half for a homie back in cincinnati, i just couldnt hold onto it and had to do it

[close]

method of ingestion?

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sniffed it.  i ended up getting half a gram this weekend though to save for my homie and i actually didnt touch it, now were gonna save it for the day after thanksgiving and just nod and eat leftovers like the original plan, only now my brother threw down so we are all just gonna enjoy ourselves.  They say chicago has the best dope in the nation but honestly the only other dope i did at this festival was from cincinnati and it was way better.  Its a waste of money but my homie was just really looking forward to it so i felt bad i let him down

Reading this makes me want to try it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on November 25, 2013, 05:57:05 PM

im left handed

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on November 25, 2013, 06:00:29 PM

Slap is a lot more fun after a few beers. Just read the last few pages of the prod thread in UWTB and gnar'd almost everyone because the comments were so funny. Except pencil, you junior junkie bitch.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 26, 2013, 02:07:53 AM

Quote from: ROCKxADIO420 on November 25, 2013, 05:57:05 PM

im left handed

FUCKIN' KNEW IT!! DIE!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on November 26, 2013, 02:14:56 AM

Quote from: JB on November 25, 2013, 06:00:29 PM

Slap is a lot more fun after a few beers. Just read the last few pages of the prod thread in UWTB and gnar'd almost everyone because the comments were so funny. Except pencil, you junior junkie bitch.

my confession is i think you are a huge faggot with most likely a little dick who gets drunk and finds consolation within a forum of douchebags, homos, l33tg33k, and pros who make fake accounts to defend their shitty reputation
any arguments regarding the size of your dick are invalid unless you post a picture of your cock

in case youre wondering i fall into the category of pros who make fake accounts to defend their shitty reputation

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LambShank on November 26, 2013, 05:59:15 AM

Just realized pencil's a lost soul, looking for a place in this mixed up world that we call SLAP. The poor guy can't decide if he wants to be spammy/band/SEAN PABLO's trusty sidekick, ROCKxADIO's regular little brother, or cigarettebeer reincarnate. Instead of hating him, for now on I'll simply smile at his posts, the posts of a fragile young man coming into his own.

Godspeed pencil.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on November 26, 2013, 06:07:09 AM

Quote from: LambShank on November 26, 2013, 05:59:15 AM

Just realized pencil's a lost soul, looking for a place in this mixed up world that we call SLAP. The poor guy can't decide if he wants to be spammy/band/SEAN PABLO's trusty sidekick, ROCKxADIO's regular little brother, or cigarettebeer reincarnate. Instead of hating him, for now on I'll simply smile at his posts, the posts of a fragile young man coming into his own.

Godspeed pencil.

i actually got on this forum with the intentions of being a legit poster with actually insightful posts, then i slowly evolved into this weird alternate persona that only the internet would allow to fester

and thank you so much for comparing me to those people, it truly is an honor, especially since rockXadio420 is my favorite poster on the boards ;) i think cigarettebeer was in my days of lurking, before i actually joined

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LambShank on November 26, 2013, 06:18:37 AM

Quote from: pencil on November 26, 2013, 06:07:09 AM

Quote from: LambShank on November 26, 2013, 05:59:15 AM

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Just realized pencil's a lost soul, looking for a place in this mixed up world that we call SLAP. The poor guy can't decide if he wants to be spammy/band/SEAN PABLO's trusty sidekick, ROCKxADIO's regular little brother, or cigarettebeer reincarnate. Instead of hating him, for now on I'll simply smile at his posts, the posts of a fragile young man coming into his own.

Godspeed pencil.

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i actually got on this forum with the intentions of being a legit poster with actually insightful posts, then i slowly evolved into this weird alternate persona that only the internet would allow to fester

and thank you so much for comparing me to those people, it truly is an honor, especially since rockXadio420 is my favorite poster on the boards ;) i think cigarettebeer was in my days of lurking, before i actually joined

Real confession: I sometimes get bored and heavily psychoanalyze more frequent posters.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on November 26, 2013, 07:53:47 AM

Pencil=yunCOTG

Fuck the smack

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on November 26, 2013, 01:16:13 PM

all you guys talkin about me like im a somebody on this forum of nobodies got me blushin n shit awwwww

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: band on November 26, 2013, 02:54:17 PM

i miss PETE so much

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on November 26, 2013, 02:57:05 PM

Quote from: band on November 26, 2013, 02:54:17 PM

i miss PETE so much

hes currently in jail.  In an attempt to "free max b" he tattooed the prison schematics on his body and got himself incarcerated

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: band on November 26, 2013, 07:22:23 PM

i miss alexactly even more

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: J.R. on November 28, 2013, 09:58:23 AM

Quote from: shitsandwich on November 25, 2013, 10:54:15 AM

Quote from: pencil on November 24, 2013, 01:32:25 PM

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bought a dub of heroin because its impossible to find percocets where im at and just binged on it for 3 days.  I dont feel shitty or want to do any now that its gone but i said i was gonna just do half then save the other half for a homie back in cincinnati, i just couldnt hold onto it and had to do it

[close]

method of ingestion?

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sniffed it.  i ended up getting half a gram this weekend though to save for my homie and i actually didnt touch it, now were gonna save it for the day after thanksgiving and just nod and eat leftovers like the original plan, only now my brother threw down so we are all just gonna enjoy ourselves.  They say chicago has the best dope in the nation but honestly the only other dope i did at this festival was from cincinnati and it was way better.  Its a waste of money but my homie was just really looking forward to it so i felt bad i let him down

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Reading this makes me want to try it

DON'T DO IT.

I know how enticing it sounds. I can almost guarantee by your wanting to try it that you'll like it. Take it from me, it's not worth it. It takes back way more than the initial pleasure it gives, live through me on this one and take my word for it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on November 28, 2013, 10:04:54 AM

Quote from: J.R. on November 28, 2013, 09:58:23 AM

Quote from: shitsandwich on November 25, 2013, 10:54:15 AM

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Quote from: pencil on November 24, 2013, 01:32:25 PM

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Quote from: pencil on November 19, 2013, 09:09:21 AM

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bought a dub of heroin because its impossible to find percocets where im at and just binged on it for 3 days.  I dont feel shitty or want to do any now that its gone but i said i was gonna just do half then save the other half for a homie back in cincinnati, i just couldnt hold onto it and had to do it

[close]

method of ingestion?

[close]

sniffed it.  i ended up getting half a gram this weekend though to save for my homie and i actually didnt touch it, now were gonna save it for the day after thanksgiving and just nod and eat leftovers like the original plan, only now my brother threw down so we are all just gonna enjoy ourselves.  They say chicago has the best dope in the nation but honestly the only other dope i did at this festival was from cincinnati and it was way better.  Its a waste of money but my homie was just really looking forward to it so i felt bad i let him down

[close]

Reading this makes me want to try it

[close]

DON'T DO IT.

I know how enticing it sounds. I can almost guarantee by your wanting to try it that you'll like it. Take it from me, it's not worth it. It takes back way more than the initial pleasure it gives, live through me on this one and take my word for it.

its not as fun as it sounds forreal, but it is fun

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: J.R. on November 28, 2013, 10:11:39 AM

Quote from: Merked on November 20, 2013, 07:41:02 AM

Quote from: J.R. on November 05, 2013, 07:43:38 PM

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The bank teller gave me a $100 bill instead of a $20 when I was cashing a check. I kept my dumb fucking mouth shut and walked out with $80 more than expected.

Fuck the bank.

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Just read your follow up post as well.  Powerful stuff and very well stated.  Stay up and stay off the hard stuff man! 

Thanks, I really do appreciate that. Fortunately I'm keeping the sobriety run going successfully, it's been a while since I've touched any drugs (even small stuff like weed and things legitimately rx'd to me by doctors). I did go to the club with a few business partners about a month ago, we got tables & couches with bottle service. Sparklers and the whole 9. I got so drunk that I was throwing $100 bills into a crowd of girls and pressing up on some of your standard Long Island club skeezers, and I finished the night by puking for almost two full days straight afterwards and not being able to keep any kind of food down. After that, I have sworn off drinking for quite sometime.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Merked on November 29, 2013, 02:57:25 PM

Quote from: J.R. on November 28, 2013, 10:11:39 AM

Quote from: Merked on November 20, 2013, 07:41:02 AM

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Quote from: J.R. on November 05, 2013, 07:43:38 PM

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The bank teller gave me a $100 bill instead of a $20 when I was cashing a check. I kept my dumb fucking mouth shut and walked out with $80 more than expected.

Fuck the bank.

[close]

Just read your follow up post as well.  Powerful stuff and very well stated.  Stay up and stay off the hard stuff man! 

[close]

Thanks, I really do appreciate that. Fortunately I'm keeping the sobriety run going successfully, it's been a while since I've touched any drugs (even small stuff like weed and things legitimately rx'd to me by doctors). I did go to the club with a few business partners about a month ago, we got tables & couches with bottle service. Sparklers and the whole 9. I got so drunk that I was throwing $100 bills into a crowd of girls and pressing up on some of your standard Long Island club skeezers, and I finished the night by puking for almost two full days straight afterwards and not being able to keep any kind of food down. After that, I have sworn off drinking for quite sometime.

Ha, I avoid the club scene round here man, shit is too intense/guidoed out for me.  Did you go into the city or somewhere on the island?  "Bro, I'm tellin ya, Pacha was off the hook last night..."  Got a few friends on that scene and I hear that shit all the time and I lose respect for them every time.  Also, throwing 100$'s ain't ever a good idea.  Did you at least get laid?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: buttchin on November 29, 2013, 03:01:10 PM

I have the worst procrastination/study habits. Every time I begin to write an essay or make a study guide on my computer, I get bored and just go on slap/youtube/porn sites.. I really need break this habit of unproductively..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cringe. on November 29, 2013, 06:02:01 PM

my confession is that i have a big round butt

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on November 30, 2013, 09:42:20 AM

Quote from: buttchin on November 29, 2013, 03:01:10 PM

I have the worst procrastination/study habits. Every time I begin to write an essay or make a study guide on my computer, I get bored and just go on slap/youtube/porn sites.. I really need break this habit of unproductively..

porn will probably be my downfall

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: J.R. on November 30, 2013, 03:42:07 PM

Quote from: Merked on November 29, 2013, 02:57:25 PM

Quote from: J.R. on November 28, 2013, 10:11:39 AM

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Quote from: Merked on November 20, 2013, 07:41:02 AM

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The bank teller gave me a $100 bill instead of a $20 when I was cashing a check. I kept my dumb fucking mouth shut and walked out with $80 more than expected.

Fuck the bank.

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Just read your follow up post as well.  Powerful stuff and very well stated.  Stay up and stay off the hard stuff man! 

[close]

Thanks, I really do appreciate that. Fortunately I'm keeping the sobriety run going successfully, it's been a while since I've touched any drugs (even small stuff like weed and things legitimately rx'd to me by doctors). I did go to the club with a few business partners about a month ago, we got tables & couches with bottle service. Sparklers and the whole 9. I got so drunk that I was throwing $100 bills into a crowd of girls and pressing up on some of your standard Long Island club skeezers, and I finished the night by puking for almost two full days straight afterwards and not being able to keep any kind of food down. After that, I have sworn off drinking for quite sometime.

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Ha, I avoid the club scene round here man, shit is too intense/guidoed out for me.  Did you go into the city or somewhere on the island?  "Bro, I'm tellin ya, Pacha was off the hook last night..."  Got a few friends on that scene and I hear that shit all the time and I lose respect for them every time.  Also, throwing 100$'s ain't ever a good idea.  Did you at least get laid?

Unfortunately no haha. I was in some hole in the wall of a club in Suffolk County. I only went because my business partner's friend was djing there, and she brought some attractive females to the club with her. That's how we got the service that we ended up with, because of her. My old girl was down for Pacha and I've probably heard the nightmares you've heard, I'm not much of a club goer.

I had a bunch of money on me and my friend was like "I'm a banker, give me the money and I'll make sure you're only holding small bills." Unfortunately, he was pretty shit faced too and ended up giving me Benjamins thinking they were Washingtons. & due to how fucked up I was, I didn't get laid that night. I did meet a girl there that I kept in contact with that I ended up hooking up with a couple of weeks later. So it wasn't all for nothing fortunately.

You ever hear of Emporium in Patchogue? That place turns into a wannabe Pacha for Long Islanders.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 30, 2013, 03:52:26 PM

I've had sex hella times and I'm super fucking happy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Iceman on November 30, 2013, 05:04:13 PM

I wear a cape when posting on Slap.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: J.R. on November 30, 2013, 05:13:47 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on November 30, 2013, 03:52:26 PM

I've had sex hella times and I'm super fucking happy.

Don't bullshit me, I was about to throw you a party the day this happens  :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on November 30, 2013, 05:44:06 PM

furthest thing from perfect like everyone i kno

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on November 30, 2013, 10:31:30 PM

so tonight i finally got the balls to ask my highschool crush out on a date (im out off highschool so is she but i met her in higschool), i have  hooked up with her before but shes been off at college since the past couple of years. she said shes seeing somebody so now im sad n drinking my pain away. i have been sober since july but i just said fuck it. gosh im such a pussy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silkyjohnson on November 30, 2013, 10:56:06 PM

Being social leaves me exhausted mentally

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on December 01, 2013, 01:25:01 AM

Perhaps you are an introvert?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MuchasGracias on December 01, 2013, 11:08:29 AM

Quote from: tobey on November 30, 2013, 10:31:30 PM

so tonight i finally got the balls to ask my highschool crush out on a date (im out off highschool so is she but i met her in higschool), i have  hooked up with her before but shes been off at college since the past couple of years. she said shes seeing somebody so now im sad n drinking my pain away. i have been sober since july but i just said fuck it. gosh im such a pussy

at least you tried tobey, at least you tried.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitsandwich on December 01, 2013, 02:37:26 PM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on November 30, 2013, 10:56:06 PM

Being social leaves me exhausted mentally

I've said this to myself so many times

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: band on December 01, 2013, 03:45:00 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on November 30, 2013, 03:52:26 PM

I've had sex hella times and I'm super fucking happy.

tell us abotu it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on December 01, 2013, 04:49:23 PM

Vagina feels like warm apple pie. It's great!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: band on December 01, 2013, 05:03:08 PM

did u get her wet enough

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silkyjohnson on December 01, 2013, 05:28:11 PM

Quote from: Bronson on December 01, 2013, 01:25:01 AM

Perhaps you are an introvert?

hold on googling it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: band on December 01, 2013, 05:46:49 PM

introvert means person without knowledge of YOLO and/or hashtagging

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silkyjohnson on December 01, 2013, 05:50:27 PM

Quote from: band on December 01, 2013, 05:46:49 PM

introvert means person without knowledge of YOLO and/or hashtagging

(http://www.cinemablend.com/images/news/35751/_1360849091.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: band on December 01, 2013, 05:51:39 PM

lol who is hat^

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silkyjohnson on December 01, 2013, 05:52:18 PM

is you man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on December 01, 2013, 06:02:38 PM

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I have the worst procrastination/study habits. Every time I begin to write an essay or make a study guide on my computer, I get bored and just go on slap/youtube/porn sites.. I really need break this habit of unproductively..

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porn will probably be my downfall

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on December 02, 2013, 03:00:27 AM

i dont actually smoke weed everday

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Post by: pencil on December 02, 2013, 03:17:27 AM

Quote from: Beer Keg Peg Leg on December 02, 2013, 03:00:27 AM

i dont actually smoke weed everday

i dont actually smoke weed everyday either but i do most every day

Title: Re: real confessions
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The bank teller gave me a $100 bill instead of a $20 when I was cashing a check. I kept my dumb fucking mouth shut and walked out with $80 more than expected.

Fuck the bank.

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Just read your follow up post as well.  Powerful stuff and very well stated.  Stay up and stay off the hard stuff man! 

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Thanks, I really do appreciate that. Fortunately I'm keeping the sobriety run going successfully, it's been a while since I've touched any drugs (even small stuff like weed and things legitimately rx'd to me by doctors). I did go to the club with a few business partners about a month ago, we got tables & couches with bottle service. Sparklers and the whole 9. I got so drunk that I was throwing $100 bills into a crowd of girls and pressing up on some of your standard Long Island club skeezers, and I finished the night by puking for almost two full days straight afterwards and not being able to keep any kind of food down. After that, I have sworn off drinking for quite sometime.

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Ha, I avoid the club scene round here man, shit is too intense/guidoed out for me.  Did you go into the city or somewhere on the island?  "Bro, I'm tellin ya, Pacha was off the hook last night..."  Got a few friends on that scene and I hear that shit all the time and I lose respect for them every time.  Also, throwing 100$'s ain't ever a good idea.  Did you at least get laid?

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Unfortunately no haha. I was in some hole in the wall of a club in Suffolk County. I only went because my business partner's friend was djing there, and she brought some attractive females to the club with her. That's how we got the service that we ended up with, because of her. My old girl was down for Pacha and I've probably heard the nightmares you've heard, I'm not much of a club goer.

I had a bunch of money on me and my friend was like "I'm a banker, give me the money and I'll make sure you're only holding small bills." Unfortunately, he was pretty shit faced too and ended up giving me Benjamins thinking they were Washingtons. & due to how fucked up I was, I didn't get laid that night. I did meet a girl there that I kept in contact with that I ended up hooking up with a couple of weeks later. So it wasn't all for nothing fortunately.

You ever hear of Emporium in Patchogue? That place turns into a wannabe Pacha for Long Islanders.

Lol, I have never heard of that spot, like I said, I don't really fuck with clubs.  At least you came up with that chick you kept in contact with though.  That musta been a good look. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on December 02, 2013, 04:12:21 PM

Chased my acid reflux meds with beer again

#YOLO

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on December 03, 2013, 08:09:40 AM

I have a speech impediment where I can't pronounce the letter R correctly (its pronounced differently in my first language than in english). I was bullied about it when I was younger and it made me really self-concious. I went to speech threapy for years because of it but it didn't help.

These days I don't make such a great deal out of it, but sometimes it makes introducing myself annoying/anxiety-provoking because all of my names have R:s in it and people don't always understand my name so I have to keep repeating it and it does make me feel kind of dumb sometimes, even though it shouldn't.

Oh, and I suppose it's an anatomical issue because I had surgery for it when I was little where  they cut something on my tongue (frenulum?). I remember that the assistant to the surgeon forgot to use proper anaesthetics and the two of them bickering about it after he had operated on me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on December 07, 2013, 12:06:02 AM

i have been dealing with anxiety since i was 14. my first year of high school was the worst, i had many panic attacks in school n had leave early, i always never went outside my friends thought i died because i wouldn't respond to me or wouldn't go outside. when i was a Sophmore in highschool the meds started to work(i was on zolft) and i was a whole another person. i would go out skate all day, started doing better in school and everything was going great. Now skip ahead i just started college, nothing to serious just community college and then my anxiety started back up, but not to seriously i was able to still go to school and go out. now 2 years ago my anxiety got a lot worse, i had to quit my job and drop out of school (i felt like the meds stop working cause i have been on them since i was like 14 or 15 and now i was 19) so now im 21 been sitting my house for like 2 years not going out side execpt for getting food and now my parents want to move. they just want to move to the next town over but my anxiety is so bad i cant even imagine what its going to feel like living 3 miles from my confront  zone. i honestly dont know what im going to do, i thought about killing myself but i cant do that to my mom. she has been unbelievable with my anxiety. so much support and paying for my meds and doctor appointments i just cant. everyone says just to man up but its alot harder to do that n just say im going to man up. so now im back in to drinking my anxiety away. thanks in advance for feedback and thanks for reading.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on December 07, 2013, 12:14:08 AM

^We're not so different, you and I.

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Post by: tobey on December 07, 2013, 12:30:19 AM

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^We're not so different, you and I.

yeah i know because you gave me the courage to reach out to the people of slap because i saw your posts in this thread so thanks for keepin it real L33tg33k

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: few123456789 on December 07, 2013, 02:56:30 PM

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i have been dealing with anxiety since i was 14. my first year of high school was the worst, i had many panic attacks in school n had leave early, i always never went outside my friends thought i died because i wouldn't respond to me or wouldn't go outside. when i was a Sophmore in highschool the meds started to work(i was on zolft) and i was a whole another person. i would go out skate all day, started doing better in school and everything was going great. Now skip ahead i just started college, nothing to serious just community college and then my anxiety started back up, but not to seriously i was able to still go to school and go out. now 2 years ago my anxiety got a lot worse, i had to quit my job and drop out of school (i felt like the meds stop working cause i have been on them since i was like 14 or 15 and now i was 19) so now im 21 been sitting my house for like 2 years not going out side execpt for getting food and now my parents want to move. they just want to move to the next town over but my anxiety is so bad i cant even imagine what its going to feel like living 3 miles from my confront?  zone. i honestly dont know what im going to do, i thought about killing myself but i cant do that to my mom. she has been unbelievable with my anxiety. so much support and paying for my meds and doctor appointments i just cant. everyone says just to man up but its alot harder to do that n just say im going to man up. so now im back in to drinking my anxiety away. thanks in advance for feedback and thanks for reading.

I'm sure someone has told you this already but drinking is only going to make it worse.  If you were 14/15ish when you started taking Zoloft and now you're 21 my guess is you need a stronger dosage (the older you get no matter how much you exercise your BMI gradually goes up).  Go see your doctor about the meds and also a behavioral psychologist.  H/she won't make the feelings go away but can teach you certain mechanisms of coping that will help you get by with day-to-day life while avoiding embarrassing moments.

Hang in there.  Too young.

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Post by: tobey on December 07, 2013, 06:37:02 PM

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i have been dealing with anxiety since i was 14. my first year of high school was the worst, i had many panic attacks in school n had leave early, i always never went outside my friends thought i died because i wouldn't respond to me or wouldn't go outside. when i was a Sophmore in highschool the meds started to work(i was on zolft) and i was a whole another person. i would go out skate all day, started doing better in school and everything was going great. Now skip ahead i just started college, nothing to serious just community college and then my anxiety started back up, but not to seriously i was able to still go to school and go out. now 2 years ago my anxiety got a lot worse, i had to quit my job and drop out of school (i felt like the meds stop working cause i have been on them since i was like 14 or 15 and now i was 19) so now im 21 been sitting my house for like 2 years not going out side execpt for getting food and now my parents want to move. they just want to move to the next town over but my anxiety is so bad i cant even imagine what its going to feel like living 3 miles from my confront?� zone. i honestly dont know what im going to do, i thought about killing myself but i cant do that to my mom. she has been unbelievable with my anxiety. so much support and paying for my meds and doctor appointments i just cant. everyone says just to man up but its alot harder to do that n just say im going to man up. so now im back in to drinking my anxiety away. thanks in advance for feedback and thanks for reading.

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I'm sure someone has told you this already but drinking is only going to make it worse.� If you were 14/15ish when you started taking Zoloft and now you're 21 my guess is you need a stronger dosage (the older you get no matter how much you exercise your BMI gradually goes up).� Go see your doctor about the meds and also a behavioral psychologist.� H/she won't make the feelings go away but can teach you certain mechanisms of coping that will help you get by with day-to-day life while avoiding embarrassing moments.

Hang in there.� Too young.

i was on the highest dosage of zolft when i was 19, and then on the highest dosage of prozac, both didnt do anything but now im on like 30 mg of this ned med n im feeling a little bit better so hopefully when im on a higher dose of this medicine ill be able to do stuff again

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HeadInLionsMouth on December 07, 2013, 06:43:33 PM

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i have been dealing with anxiety since i was 14. my first year of high school was the worst, i had many panic attacks in school n had leave early, i always never went outside my friends thought i died because i wouldn't respond to me or wouldn't go outside. when i was a Sophmore in highschool the meds started to work(i was on zolft) and i was a whole another person. i would go out skate all day, started doing better in school and everything was going great. Now skip ahead i just started college, nothing to serious just community college and then my anxiety started back up, but not to seriously i was able to still go to school and go out. now 2 years ago my anxiety got a lot worse, i had to quit my job and drop out of school (i felt like the meds stop working cause i have been on them since i was like 14 or 15 and now i was 19) so now im 21 been sitting my house for like 2 years not going out side execpt for getting food and now my parents want to move. they just want to move to the next town over but my anxiety is so bad i cant even imagine what its going to feel like living 3 miles from my confront?� zone. i honestly dont know what im going to do, i thought about killing myself but i cant do that to my mom. she has been unbelievable with my anxiety. so much support and paying for my meds and doctor appointments i just cant. everyone says just to man up but its alot harder to do that n just say im going to man up. so now im back in to drinking my anxiety away. thanks in advance for feedback and thanks for reading.

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I'm sure someone has told you this already but drinking is only going to make it worse.� If you were 14/15ish when you started taking Zoloft and now you're 21 my guess is you need a stronger dosage (the older you get no matter how much you exercise your BMI gradually goes up).� Go see your doctor about the meds and also a behavioral psychologist.� H/she won't make the feelings go away but can teach you certain mechanisms of coping that will help you get by with day-to-day life while avoiding embarrassing moments.

Hang in there.� Too young.

THIS THIS THIS.

First off, good on you for not quitting. Secondly, fuck anybody telling you to "just man up". Third, don't quit now.

You can do this, man. You really can. I know it's hard, and I know all too well about the anxiety that can arise just from thinking about taking care of your own anxiety problems.  I also know that it's possible to get better, and so so so worth it.

few123456789 is right - check out a behavioral psychologist. Or at the very least, a counselor of some kind.  It's been my experience that therapy in tandem with meds is the best way to feel better - not just temporarily, but long term as well.

About the meds, a lot of times the psychologist helps get you on the right kind of medication too.  Not all regular physicians know a lot about the positive and negative effects of depression/anxiety drugs. Whereas a doc might only see you to check-up or write prescriptions, the therapist gets to know you and your situation in depth and has good insight into treatments that worked for people with similar living situations.

It took me years, but I found the right medication (a generic version of Lexapro) for my anxiety and worked through a lot (I was in a very similar situation with school), and I got back and graduated.

Keep your head up, man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on December 07, 2013, 07:10:51 PM

^ thanks ill try out that med next if this one doesn't do the job

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on December 08, 2013, 09:10:30 AM

I can't talk to girls... Found this girl on twitter and I'm into her but the conversation is pretty damn stale.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on December 08, 2013, 02:39:10 PM

im in love with my girlfriends roommate and shes about to break it off with her boyfriend and i want her so bad its like uhhhhhhh

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Post by: JB on December 08, 2013, 04:36:26 PM

Quote from: pencil on December 08, 2013, 02:39:10 PM

im in love with my girlfriends roommate and shes about to break it off with her boyfriend and i want her so bad its like uhhhhhhh

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get some

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on December 08, 2013, 04:57:39 PM

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im in love with my girlfriends roommate and shes about to break it off with her boyfriend and i want her so bad its like uhhhhhhh

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get some

where can i fuck her? not in the apartment style dorm they share and certainly not in my ghetto ass dorm.  Chicago pals post legit sex spots

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: band on December 08, 2013, 05:14:15 PM

can you shut the f up you negative kook and get some real problems like me

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Post by: ThugWaffle on December 08, 2013, 05:34:30 PM

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im in love with my girlfriends roommate and shes about to break it off with her boyfriend and i want her so bad its like uhhhhhhh

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get some

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where can i fuck her? not in the apartment style dorm they share and certainly not in my ghetto ass dorm.  Chicago pals post legit sex spots

Whats wrong with the ghetto ass dorm?

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im in love with my girlfriends roommate and shes about to break it off with her boyfriend and i want her so bad its like uhhhhhhh

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get some

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where can i fuck her? not in the apartment style dorm they share and certainly not in my ghetto ass dorm.  Chicago pals post legit sex spots

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Whats wrong with the ghetto ass dorm?

she isnt trying to come down here

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hate_Then_Skate on December 09, 2013, 05:40:42 AM

Quote from: tobey on December 07, 2013, 07:10:51 PM

^ thanks ill try out that med next if this one doesn't do the job

Have you tried Xanax?  Because that will completely take away your conscience and any anxiety you might have.  The right dosage makes it impossible to have any real feelings and just lets you be happy doing whatever it is you want to do.  I used to self medicate with it all the time. 

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Post by: few123456789 on December 09, 2013, 05:48:11 PM

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Have you tried Xanax??  Because that will completely take away your conscience and any anxiety you might have.?  The right dosage makes it impossible to have any real feelings and just lets you be happy doing whatever it is you want to do.?  I used to self medicate with it all the time.? 

Definitely not even a day-long fix to a problem let-alone a long-term solution.  I'd recommend most people stay away from this especially if the guy is drinking to self medicate already. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on December 09, 2013, 10:41:49 PM

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^ thanks ill try out that med next if this one doesn't do the job

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Have you tried Xanax?  Because that will completely take away your conscience and any anxiety you might have.  The right dosage makes it impossible to have any real feelings and just lets you be happy doing whatever it is you want to do.  I used to self medicate with it all the time. 

i was on Klonopin when i first started to get anxiety, i would take it before school n then my teacher thought i was drunk and called my mom. i later got back on it like when i was 19 and abused the shit out of it (i would take it while drinking) and then i blacked out one night n broke in to a beer place and stole a bunch of cases of dogfish and blue moon. i got put in to a mental hospital that night cause they thought i was a danger to myself. i asked my doctor about it but since my pass he doesnt feel comfortable even though i asked him when i havent drank in a year. my therapist says to get a new doctor so i have been calling around. But yea those meds work real good when i was young

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Post by: tobey on December 10, 2013, 01:05:22 AM

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Have you tried Xanax??  Because that will completely take away your conscience and any anxiety you might have.?  The right dosage makes it impossible to have any real feelings and just lets you be happy doing whatever it is you want to do.?  I used to self medicate with it all the time.? 

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Definitely not even a day-long fix to a problem let-alone a long-term solution.  I'd recommend most people stay away from this especially if the guy is drinking to self medicate already. 

fyi im just drinking now cause i want to cure my anxiety(i didthat before).Now im just drinking cause i have a difficult decision if i want to kill my self or not. if my parents werent moving ill still be sober most of the time and not thinking these thoughts

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Post by: shitsandwich on December 10, 2013, 10:03:01 AM

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^ thanks ill try out that med next if this one doesn't do the job

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Have you tried Xanax??  Because that will completely take away your conscience and any anxiety you might have.?  The right dosage makes it impossible to have any real feelings and just lets you be happy doing whatever it is you want to do.?  I used to self medicate with it all the time.? 

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Definitely not even a day-long fix to a problem let-alone a long-term solution.  I'd recommend most people stay away from this especially if the guy is drinking to self medicate already. 

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fyi im just drinking now cause i want to cure my anxiety(i didthat before).Now im just drinking cause i have a difficult decision if i want to kill my self or not. if my parents werent moving ill still be sober most of the time and not thinking these thoughts

Suicide has always been on my mind, well not so much recently cus I got put on some meds. So the idea isn't foreign to me, but it still sounds crazy when I hear people contemplating suicide. Don't do it dude

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Post by: pencil on December 10, 2013, 11:41:47 AM

as someone who attempted suicide and was dead for six minutes let me tell you DONT FUCKING DO IT, if you survive the mental institution you will be placed in is worse than any situation you are currently in.  The only plus side is once you get out life is so much sweeter and they will probably have ativan that you can stock pile and get fucked up on at night

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Post by: band on December 10, 2013, 02:43:48 PM

Quote from: pencil on December 10, 2013, 11:41:47 AM

as someone who attempted suicide and was dead for six minutes let me tell you DONT FUCKING DO IT, if you survive the mental institution you will be placed in is worse than any situation you are currently in.?  The only plus side is once you get out life is so much sweeter and they will probably have ativan that you can stock pile and get fucked up on at night

 >:(

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Post by: L33Tg33k on December 11, 2013, 02:39:49 AM

I'm thinking about being hospitalized voluntarily. Last time I was hospitalized it was very much against my will. The difference now is that I feel some motivation to change, but the lingering danger of me saying fuck it and going through with suicide is still there and starting to scare me. Also, the place I was at last time gave me all the juice I could drink and I fucking love juice.

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Post by: JB on December 11, 2013, 07:49:12 AM

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I'm thinking about being hospitalized voluntarily. Last time I was hospitalized it was very much against my will. The difference now is that I feel some motivation to change, but the lingering danger of me saying fuck it and going through with suicide is still there and starting to scare me. Also, the place I was at last time gave me all the juice I could drink and I fucking love juice.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dirtymac on December 11, 2013, 08:02:15 AM

"wine is fine but whisky's quicker"

I got a 22 year old son who used to be a ripper. Now he's on methodone and living in my basement: constantly in and out of trouble. This thread gives me some serious insight into the mind of todays youth. Evryone thinks every problem can be solved with a pill. Most people don't even see that the drugs and/or alcohol just makes depression/anxiety that much worse. You're being conditioned to believe you need all that shit(aderol and such). My girlfriends teenage daughter swears she needs aderol to be able to study. I told her if you weren't stoned all the damned time you'd be able to focus and study without drugs...I digress. I guess my point is why don't ya'll try getting clean. Then look at your problems with a clear mind. Set short term goals and learn to feel the satisfaction and sense of accomplishment you get from achieving them(hell even a new skate trick). Don't be a doped up sheep. Thats what society wants, a bunch of doped up dependant sheep. Wake up and take your life by the balls!

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Post by: Turtle Boy on December 11, 2013, 08:25:05 AM

Quote from: Dirtymac on December 11, 2013, 08:02:15 AM

"wine is fine but whisky's quicker"

I got a 22 year old son who used to be a ripper. Now he's on methodone and living in my basement: constantly in and out of trouble. This thread gives me some serious insight into the mind of todays youth. Evryone thinks every problem can be solved with a pill. Most people don't even see that the drugs and/or alcohol just makes depression/anxiety that much worse. You're being conditioned to believe you need all that shit(aderol and such). My girlfriends teenage daughter swears she needs aderol to be able to study. I told her if you weren't stoned all the damned time you'd be able to focus and study without drugs...I digress. I guess my point is why don't ya'll try getting clean. Then look at your problems with a clear mind. Set short term goals and learn to feel the satisfaction and sense of accomplishment you get from achieving them(hell even a new skate trick). Don't be a doped up sheep. Thats what society wants, a bunch of doped up dependant sheep. Wake up and take your life by the balls!

Thank you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on December 11, 2013, 01:14:52 PM

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"wine is fine but whisky's quicker"

I got a 22 year old son who used to be a ripper. Now he's on methodone and living in my basement: constantly in and out of trouble. This thread gives me some serious insight into the mind of todays youth. Evryone thinks every problem can be solved with a pill. Most people don't even see that the drugs and/or alcohol just makes depression/anxiety that much worse. You're being conditioned to believe you need all that shit(aderol and such). My girlfriends teenage daughter swears she needs aderol to be able to study. I told her if you weren't stoned all the damned time you'd be able to focus and study without drugs...I digress. I guess my point is why don't ya'll try getting clean. Then look at your problems with a clear mind. Set short term goals and learn to feel the satisfaction and sense of accomplishment you get from achieving them(hell even a new skate trick). Don't be a doped up sheep. Thats what society wants, a bunch of doped up dependant sheep. Wake up and take your life by the balls!

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Thank you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on December 11, 2013, 01:18:26 PM

Quote from: Turtle Boy on December 11, 2013, 08:25:05 AM

Quote from: Dirtymac on December 11, 2013, 08:02:15 AM

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"wine is fine but whisky's quicker"

I got a 22 year old son who used to be a ripper. Now he's on methodone and living in my basement: constantly in and out of trouble. This thread gives me some serious insight into the mind of todays youth. Evryone thinks every problem can be solved with a pill. Most people don't even see that the drugs and/or alcohol just makes depression/anxiety that much worse. You're being conditioned to believe you need all that shit(aderol and such). My girlfriends teenage daughter swears she needs aderol to be able to study. I told her if you weren't stoned all the damned time you'd be able to focus and study without drugs...I digress. I guess my point is why don't ya'll try getting clean. Then look at your problems with a clear mind. Set short term goals and learn to feel the satisfaction and sense of accomplishment you get from achieving them(hell even a new skate trick). Don't be a doped up sheep. Thats what society wants, a bunch of doped up dependant sheep. Wake up and take your life by the balls!

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Thank you

great post. and im sorry to hear about your son. the thing that sucks so much about drugs is that when people get hooked, its so hard to get them to stop, especially when they have a doctor telling them its ok to be high on speed or benzos all the time. and people wonder why so many kids are fucked up on prescription drugs these days.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: band on December 11, 2013, 01:53:18 PM

prescription medication is the future embrace it #yolo (#post_yolo)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on December 11, 2013, 02:01:54 PM

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"wine is fine but whisky's quicker"

I got a 22 year old son who used to be a ripper. Now he's on methodone and living in my basement: constantly in and out of trouble. This thread gives me some serious insight into the mind of todays youth. Evryone thinks every problem can be solved with a pill. Most people don't even see that the drugs and/or alcohol just makes depression/anxiety that much worse. You're being conditioned to believe you need all that shit(aderol and such). My girlfriends teenage daughter swears she needs aderol to be able to study. I told her if you weren't stoned all the damned time you'd be able to focus and study without drugs...I digress. I guess my point is why don't ya'll try getting clean. Then look at your problems with a clear mind. Set short term goals and learn to feel the satisfaction and sense of accomplishment you get from achieving them(hell even a new skate trick). Don't be a doped up sheep. Thats what society wants, a bunch of doped up dependant sheep. Wake up and take your life by the balls!

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dude smoke a joint and chill out brah

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Post by: JB on December 11, 2013, 04:52:20 PM

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"wine is fine but whisky's quicker"

I got a 22 year old son who used to be a ripper. Now he's on methodone and living in my basement: constantly in and out of trouble. This thread gives me some serious insight into the mind of todays youth. Evryone thinks every problem can be solved with a pill. Most people don't even see that the drugs and/or alcohol just makes depression/anxiety that much worse. You're being conditioned to believe you need all that shit(aderol and such). My girlfriends teenage daughter swears she needs aderol to be able to study. I told her if you weren't stoned all the damned time you'd be able to focus and study without drugs...I digress. I guess my point is why don't ya'll try getting clean. Then look at your problems with a clear mind. Set short term goals and learn to feel the satisfaction and sense of accomplishment you get from achieving them(hell even a new skate trick). Don't be a doped up sheep. Thats what society wants, a bunch of doped up dependant sheep. Wake up and take your life by the balls!

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dude snort some heroin and nod out brah

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on December 11, 2013, 05:29:03 PM

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"wine is fine but whisky's quicker"

I got a 22 year old son who used to be a ripper. Now he's on methodone and living in my basement: constantly in and out of trouble. This thread gives me some serious insight into the mind of todays youth. Evryone thinks every problem can be solved with a pill. Most people don't even see that the drugs and/or alcohol just makes depression/anxiety that much worse. You're being conditioned to believe you need all that shit(aderol and such). My girlfriends teenage daughter swears she needs aderol to be able to study. I told her if you weren't stoned all the damned time you'd be able to focus and study without drugs...I digress. I guess my point is why don't ya'll try getting clean. Then look at your problems with a clear mind. Set short term goals and learn to feel the satisfaction and sense of accomplishment you get from achieving them(hell even a new skate trick). Don't be a doped up sheep. Thats what society wants, a bunch of doped up dependant sheep. Wake up and take your life by the balls!

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dude snort some heroin and nod out brah

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lol at salty ass dude who cant let the fact that ive done heroin a total of three times in my life over the past two years go.  I bet you had at least three homoerotic fantasies in the last two days and i aint sayin shit about it fool

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on December 11, 2013, 06:09:28 PM

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^ thanks ill try out that med next if this one doesn't do the job

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Have you tried Xanax?  Because that will completely take away your conscience and any anxiety you might have.  The right dosage makes it impossible to have any real feelings and just lets you be happy doing whatever it is you want to do.  I used to self medicate with it all the time. 

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i was on Klonopin when i first started to get anxiety, i would take it before school n then my teacher thought i was drunk and called my mom. i later got back on it like when i was 19 and abused the shit out of it (i would take it while drinking) and then i blacked out one night n broke in to a beer place and stole a bunch of cases of dogfish and blue moon. i got put in to a mental hospital that night cause they thought i was a danger to myself. i asked my doctor about it but since my pass he doesnt feel comfortable even though i asked him when i havent drank in a year. my therapist says to get a new doctor so i have been calling around. But yea those meds work real good when i was young

How much is the right dosage?? i had some last night and i didn't feel that much. I'm trynna numb myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on December 11, 2013, 06:13:33 PM

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^ thanks ill try out that med next if this one doesn't do the job

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Have you tried Xanax??  Because that will completely take away your conscience and any anxiety you might have.?  The right dosage makes it impossible to have any real feelings and just lets you be happy doing whatever it is you want to do.?  I used to self medicate with it all the time.? 

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Definitely not even a day-long fix to a problem let-alone a long-term solution.  I'd recommend most people stay away from this especially if the guy is drinking to self medicate already. 

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fyi im just drinking now cause i want to cure my anxiety(i didthat before).Now im just drinking cause i have a difficult decision if i want to kill my self or not. if my parents werent moving ill still be sober most of the time and not thinking these thoughts

Please don't do it, I may not know you but I care. Theres always light at the end of the tunnel my friend. I guarantee it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: band on December 11, 2013, 06:54:30 PM

Lol!? how can you guarentee there is light at the end of tobeys tunnel?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on December 11, 2013, 07:33:25 PM

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Lol!? how can you guarentee there is light at the end of tobeys tunnel?

There's light at the end of everyone's tunnel except yours cause theres a fat dick stuffing it. Idiot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on December 11, 2013, 07:49:25 PM

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Lol!? how can you guarentee there is light at the end of tobeys tunnel?

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There's light at the end of everyone's tunnel except yours cause theres a fat dick stuffing it. Idiot.

but hes stated multiple times how he loves the cock, maybe thats his own "light at the end of the tunnel" like you know like some metaphor or some shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: band on December 11, 2013, 07:55:13 PM

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Lol!? how can you guarentee there is light at the end of tobeys tunnel?

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There's light at the end of everyone's tunnel except yours cause theres a fat dick stuffing it. Idiot.

Lol sooo good

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dirtymac on December 12, 2013, 04:40:00 AM

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"wine is fine but whisky's quicker"

I got a 22 year old son who used to be a ripper. Now he's on methodone and living in my basement: constantly in and out of trouble. This thread gives me some serious insight into the mind of todays youth. Evryone thinks every problem can be solved with a pill. Most people don't even see that the drugs and/or alcohol just makes depression/anxiety that much worse. You're being conditioned to believe you need all that shit(aderol and such). My girlfriends teenage daughter swears she needs aderol to be able to study. I told her if you weren't stoned all the damned time you'd be able to focus and study without drugs...I digress. I guess my point is why don't ya'll try getting clean. Then look at your problems with a clear mind. Set short term goals and learn to feel the satisfaction and sense of accomplishment you get from achieving them(hell even a new skate trick). Don't be a doped up sheep. Thats what society wants, a bunch of doped up dependant sheep. Wake up and take your life by the balls!

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dude smoke a joint and chill out brah

Don't get me wrong guys. I'll hit some weed every now and then when the time is right. I'm not a preacher or a choir boy by any means. Just saying prescription meds are a means of controlling the masses. If you all want to be slaves be my guest.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on December 12, 2013, 06:54:37 AM

so its moving day and im feeling pretty good give you guys an update tonight when we are all settled in.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Iceman on December 12, 2013, 08:29:47 AM

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"wine is fine but whisky's quicker"

I got a 22 year old son who used to be a ripper. Now he's on methodone and living in my basement: constantly in and out of trouble. This thread gives me some serious insight into the mind of todays youth. Evryone thinks every problem can be solved with a pill. Most people don't even see that the drugs and/or alcohol just makes depression/anxiety that much worse. You're being conditioned to believe you need all that shit(aderol and such). My girlfriends teenage daughter swears she needs aderol to be able to study. I told her if you weren't stoned all the damned time you'd be able to focus and study without drugs...I digress. I guess my point is why don't ya'll try getting clean. Then look at your problems with a clear mind. Set short term goals and learn to feel the satisfaction and sense of accomplishment you get from achieving them(hell even a new skate trick). Don't be a doped up sheep. Thats what society wants, a bunch of doped up dependant sheep. Wake up and take your life by the balls!

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dude smoke a joint and chill out brah

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Don't get me wrong guys. I'll hit some weed every now and then when the time is right. I'm not a preacher or a choir boy by any means. Just saying prescription meds are a means of controlling the masses. If you all want to be slaves be my guest.

Jeez. The paranoia on Slap is mindboggling.

This is a capitalist society. The goal of such a society is to make money. Capitalism tends to be very narrow sighted. It's all about making money. That's it. Nothing else really matters. Big Pharma doesn't medicate the masses to do the government a favor. It inflates fear/concern over all sorts of conditions, from benign to extreme, in order to sell more drugs. Their lobbyists pay off politicians to allow them to continue to sell largely unneeded and ineffectual drugs to the masses in order for them to continue to keep raking in obscene amounts of dough. The industry is currently valued at $300 BILLION and expected to shoot up to $400 BILLION within 3 years. Which is unprecedented. Stop listening to Alex Jones. It's all about the dollar. The government doesn't call the shots. Large corporations do.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on December 12, 2013, 08:35:57 AM

^^^ once you start taking meds to control your psychotic ailments, it's a complicated process to ever get off of them. Pharma ftw

Title: Re: real confessions
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"wine is fine but whisky's quicker"

I got a 22 year old son who used to be a ripper. Now he's on methodone and living in my basement: constantly in and out of trouble. This thread gives me some serious insight into the mind of todays youth. Evryone thinks every problem can be solved with a pill. Most people don't even see that the drugs and/or alcohol just makes depression/anxiety that much worse. You're being conditioned to believe you need all that shit(aderol and such). My girlfriends teenage daughter swears she needs aderol to be able to study. I told her if you weren't stoned all the damned time you'd be able to focus and study without drugs...I digress. I guess my point is why don't ya'll try getting clean. Then look at your problems with a clear mind. Set short term goals and learn to feel the satisfaction and sense of accomplishment you get from achieving them(hell even a new skate trick). Don't be a doped up sheep. Thats what society wants, a bunch of doped up dependant sheep. Wake up and take your life by the balls!

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dude smoke a joint and chill out brah

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Don't get me wrong guys. I'll hit some weed every now and then when the time is right. I'm not a preacher or a choir boy by any means. Just saying prescription meds are a means of controlling the masses. If you all want to be slaves be my guest.

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Jeez. The paranoia on Slap is mindboggling.

This is a capitalist society. The goal of such a society is to make money. Capitalism tends to be very narrow sighted. It's all about making money. That's it. Nothing else really matters. Big Pharma doesn't medicate the masses to do the government a favor. It inflates fear/concern over all sorts of conditions, from benign to extreme, in order to sell more drugs. Their lobbyists pay off politicians to allow them to continue to sell largely unneeded and ineffectual drugs to the masses in order for them to continue to keep raking in obscene amounts of dough. The industry is currently valued at $300 BILLION and expected to shoot up to $400 BILLION within 3 years. Which is unprecedented. Stop listening to Alex Jones. It's all about the dollar. The government doesn't call the shots. Large corporations do.

I'll admit that was a pretty dramatic statement on my part. And I never mentioned the government. But wouldn't you agree that whoever has all the $$$ makes the rules. Not gonna argue semantics or politics or economics with you.. I'm just saying we're becoming a society too reliant on meds to solve all our problems. Colds, moles and sore assholes. ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Iceman on December 12, 2013, 09:17:09 AM

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"wine is fine but whisky's quicker"

I got a 22 year old son who used to be a ripper. Now he's on methodone and living in my basement: constantly in and out of trouble. This thread gives me some serious insight into the mind of todays youth. Evryone thinks every problem can be solved with a pill. Most people don't even see that the drugs and/or alcohol just makes depression/anxiety that much worse. You're being conditioned to believe you need all that shit(aderol and such). My girlfriends teenage daughter swears she needs aderol to be able to study. I told her if you weren't stoned all the damned time you'd be able to focus and study without drugs...I digress. I guess my point is why don't ya'll try getting clean. Then look at your problems with a clear mind. Set short term goals and learn to feel the satisfaction and sense of accomplishment you get from achieving them(hell even a new skate trick). Don't be a doped up sheep. Thats what society wants, a bunch of doped up dependant sheep. Wake up and take your life by the balls!

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dude smoke a joint and chill out brah

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Don't get me wrong guys. I'll hit some weed every now and then when the time is right. I'm not a preacher or a choir boy by any means. Just saying prescription meds are a means of controlling the masses. If you all want to be slaves be my guest.

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Jeez. The paranoia on Slap is mindboggling.

This is a capitalist society. The goal of such a society is to make money. Capitalism tends to be very narrow sighted. It's all about making money. That's it. Nothing else really matters. Big Pharma doesn't medicate the masses to do the government a favor. It inflates fear/concern over all sorts of conditions, from benign to extreme, in order to sell more drugs. Their lobbyists pay off politicians to allow them to continue to sell largely unneeded and ineffectual drugs to the masses in order for them to continue to keep raking in obscene amounts of dough. The industry is currently valued at $300 BILLION and expected to shoot up to $400 BILLION within 3 years. Which is unprecedented. Stop listening to Alex Jones. It's all about the dollar. The government doesn't call the shots. Large corporations do.

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I'll admit that was a pretty dramatic statement on my part. And I never mentioned the government. But wouldn't you agree that whoever has all the $$$ makes the rules. Not gonna argue semantics or politics or economics with you.. I'm just saying we're becoming a society too reliant on meds to solve all our problems. Colds, moles and sore assholes. ;D

Fair enough. We all make such statements at times. But, yeah, money is king. If you have it, you call the shots. That was pretty much my point. But I agree society tends to accept what is offered (in this case meds) without giving things much thought. I stuck the government jab in there because the phrase you retracted is a common tinfoil hat talking point. Hence the Alex Jones reference.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on December 12, 2013, 10:20:26 AM

nah i totally think prescription pills are a pretty fucked situation.  My girls on anti depressants and truly doesnt think she can live life without them and I do not believe they do jack shit.  I was on the same shit as her for a minute but I got off that shit real fast.  Having to take the same thing everyday in order to "function" is mind control at its finest.  This is almost solely how I justify the occasional abuse of opiates and (used to)benzos, because even using them as prescribed is gonna fuck you up in the head.  I think these are a bit different than adderall or SSRIs but I still think that having to take something everyday really fucks with your head

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on December 12, 2013, 12:12:47 PM

A lot of stupid has suddenly happened in this thread. I didn't know there were so many licensed psychiatrists on Slap.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on December 12, 2013, 01:14:07 PM

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A lot of stupid has suddenly happened in this thread. I didn't know there were so many licensed psychiatrists on Slap.

lol no doubt i definitely went off on a high tangent

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: band on December 12, 2013, 02:10:01 PM

okay so i guess ill confess something now

Im full time player/part time hater

I am indeed

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Post by: pencil on December 12, 2013, 02:12:12 PM

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okay so i guess ill confess something now

Im full time player/part time hater

I am indeed

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on December 13, 2013, 01:12:36 AM

so i just spent my first night at the new house. it isnt that bad at all i was able to sleep and relax so im kind of looking towards whats going to happen next. I think im going to lay off the drinking again, just in till new years or maybe ill wait longer but i faced the challenged head on and i was SOBER!! I just built it up in my head before i was moving and that was freaking me out the most. Thank you all for your suggestions and comments much appreciated

edit: when i say sober i still took my meds but i only had to take half of one as an extra. thought i was going to be a lot worst

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on December 13, 2013, 08:19:08 PM

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so i just spent my first night at the new house. it isnt that bad at all i was able to sleep and relax so im kind of looking towards whats going to happen next. I think im going to lay off the drinking again, just in till new years or maybe ill wait longer but i faced the challenged head on and i was SOBER!! I just built it up in my head before i was moving and that was freaking me out the most. Thank you all for your suggestions and comments much appreciated

edit: when i say sober i still took my meds but i only had to take half of one as an extra. thought i was going to be a lot worst

Great to hear man. Keep on keeping on my friend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Iceman on December 14, 2013, 12:47:49 PM

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I have a speech impediment where I can't pronounce the letter R correctly (its pronounced differently in my first language than in english). I was bullied about it when I was younger and it made me really self-concious. I went to speech threapy for years because of it but it didn't help.

These days I don't make such a great deal out of it, but sometimes it makes introducing myself annoying/anxiety-provoking because all of my names have R:s in it and people don't always understand my name so I have to keep repeating it and it does make me feel kind of dumb sometimes, even though it shouldn't.

Oh, and I suppose it's an anatomical issue because I had surgery for it when I was little where  they cut something on my tongue (frenulum?). I remember that the assistant to the surgeon forgot to use proper anaesthetics and the two of them bickering about it after he had operated on me.

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Hi Bronson, Where did you grow up and where do you live now?

How long did you receive speech therapy and at what age did you start?

ASL?

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Post by: Bronson on December 16, 2013, 04:03:09 AM

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I have a speech impediment where I can't pronounce the letter R correctly (its pronounced differently in my first language than in english). I was bullied about it when I was younger and it made me really self-concious. I went to speech threapy for years because of it but it didn't help.

These days I don't make such a great deal out of it, but sometimes it makes introducing myself annoying/anxiety-provoking because all of my names have R:s in it and people don't always understand my name so I have to keep repeating it and it does make me feel kind of dumb sometimes, even though it shouldn't.

Oh, and I suppose it's an anatomical issue because I had surgery for it when I was little where  they cut something on my tongue (frenulum?). I remember that the assistant to the surgeon forgot to use proper anaesthetics and the two of them bickering about it after he had operated on me.

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Hi Bronson, Where did you grow up and where do you live now?

How long did you receive speech therapy and at what age did you start?

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ASL?

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I am curious because I am a SLP.  As a function of that, I am interested in how services are provided, both domestically and internationally.  Many SLAP posters are in other countries, so differences may exist in how they address speech/language goals.

Hi.

What is an SLP?

I grew up in Finland and am also living there currently.

I started receiving speech therapy when I was about 7 if I remember correctly. I think it lasted for about two years.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SHARPSHOOTER on December 16, 2013, 08:50:53 AM

I confess yesterday my friends and I were drunk at the park when an old lady came by taking pictures of us. Of course we all got her to take pictures of us drinking beers but thats not what I'm confessing. Minutes later she told me it was her 90th birthday and I totally asked her if she wanted to kiss. Why I asked I have no idea. Maybe I wanted an old dusty notch on my belt? Secret passion for seniors?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Aidan Clarke on December 16, 2013, 05:55:59 PM

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I have a speech impediment where I can't pronounce the letter R correctly (its pronounced differently in my first language than in english). I was bullied about it when I was younger and it made me really self-concious. I went to speech threapy for years because of it but it didn't help.

These days I don't make such a great deal out of it, but sometimes it makes introducing myself annoying/anxiety-provoking because all of my names have R:s in it and people don't always understand my name so I have to keep repeating it and it does make me feel kind of dumb sometimes, even though it shouldn't.

Oh, and I suppose it's an anatomical issue because I had surgery for it when I was little where  they cut something on my tongue (frenulum?). I remember that the assistant to the surgeon forgot to use proper anaesthetics and the two of them bickering about it after he had operated on me.

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Hi Bronson, Where did you grow up and where do you live now?

How long did you receive speech therapy and at what age did you start?

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ASL?

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I am curious because I am a SLP.  As a function of that, I am interested in how services are provided, both domestically and internationally.  Many SLAP posters are in other countries, so differences may exist in how they address speech/language goals.

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Hi.

What is an SLP?

I grew up in Finland and am also living there currently.

I started receiving speech therapy when I was about 7 if I remember correctly. I think it lasted for about two years.

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Hi Bronson,

SLP stands for speech language pathologist.  SLPs are  the ones who provides speech and language therapy for the most part (in the u.s. anyway).  If it makes you feel any better, the /r/ sound is one of the last sounds acquired developmentally (the normative data varies greatly from 6-10 years of age).  Also, it is perhaps the most challenging speech sound error to address from a clinician stand point, or at least it is with very young children.  From what I gather from your post it sounds like it continues to bother you.  However, speech sound production is a motor activity and therefore you could stand to benefit from therapy if you wish to pursue it.  I would be surprised if you did not make gains, although it would take some time and conscious effort on your part to relearn the tongue placement. 

I understand why your parents may have chosen to stop speech therapy when you were 9.  I am willing to bet that it had no impact on your academic performance and the progress in speech was not what they assumed it would be. 


That is really interesting that the /r/ sound in Finnish is different than it is in english!  I was unaware of that.  After looking a bit online, is it the "trill /r/" specifically that you are talking about?

http://www.wikihow.com/Roll-Your-%22R%22s (http://www.wikihow.com/Roll-Your-%22R%22s)
How I Learned to Trill (rolled R) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XKRQMCHlONU#)

dam i want fuck

Title: Re: real confessions
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"wine is fine but whisky's quicker"

I got a 22 year old son who used to be a ripper. Now he's on methodone and living in my basement: constantly in and out of trouble. This thread gives me some serious insight into the mind of todays youth. Evryone thinks every problem can be solved with a pill. Most people don't even see that the drugs and/or alcohol just makes depression/anxiety that much worse. You're being conditioned to believe you need all that shit(aderol and such). My girlfriends teenage daughter swears she needs aderol to be able to study. I told her if you weren't stoned all the damned time you'd be able to focus and study without drugs...I digress. I guess my point is why don't ya'll try getting clean. Then look at your problems with a clear mind. Set short term goals and learn to feel the satisfaction and sense of accomplishment you get from achieving them(hell even a new skate trick). Don't be a doped up sheep. Thats what society wants, a bunch of doped up dependant sheep. Wake up and take your life by the balls!

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Thank you

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dude smoke a joint and chill out brah

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Don't get me wrong guys. I'll hit some weed every now and then when the time is right. I'm not a preacher or a choir boy by any means. Just saying prescription meds are a means of controlling the masses. If you all want to be slaves be my guest.

It’s the MTV generation.  In other words the youth of today can sit in front of a screen and get instant satisfaction from TV, Internet and Video Games.    You don’t need to have a short term goal of reading a book because  you can get a ‘hit’ from different outlets, which are more profitable too.

Everybody wants to get high.  Athletes and sportspeople are the biggest addicts as they try and get high every day/weekend by beating there personal best or the other team.   Having a bunch of young people have a short attention span and being able to get high by another means has long term effects such as mental health problems.   If you’ve learnt that you can get by being spoon fed you don’t have to achieve anything,  just consume until it’s too late.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on December 17, 2013, 05:07:39 AM

lol.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on December 19, 2013, 08:01:41 AM

started writing this in another thread and realized its probably better fitting in here.

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My last year of high school. I still skated often but it was not as big a priority as just spending time with all my friends (some still skated and some didn't at that point). Strangely, those were some of the best times in my life. Has anyone else had times where they enjoyed life more without skating?

between 18 and 19 when i partied a lot. during the summer if i wasnt at work, id be out with my friends getting fucked up. i had a lot of friends back then so on any given day there was always something fun going on. pretty much every summer id slow down my skating to go party with my friends and would only skate if nothing else was going on. if i had a choice to go hang out on the lake and drink beer or go to the skatepark, i wouldve choosen the lake every time. thinking about it now, if my parents didnt put me through college and not really cared what i did after high school, i wouldve totally piled out with partying. i was pretty bad a few years ago, id black out constantly and they stopped being fun black outs. id get angry and self destructive. my friends would get pissed at me and i couldnt understand why because when your fucked up you dont think your doing anything wrong. as far as i was concerned, i was just having fun, and it was everyone elses loss if they werent drinking at my pace. after a while, your friends get sick of having to watch out for you and take care of you ever time they see you. i used to have a really fun social life. id see my friends a lot and we always had a lot of fun, but i feel like i kinda made a name for myself as being the most fucked up guy in the group. id be sober and see people i hadnt seen in a while and they would say shit like "wow, your not black out drunk? this is crazy!" thats what people knew me as and i just didnt want to be that guy anymore. then i went though the whole girlfriend break up depressed thing and that made it worse. drinking was the only thing that really made me feel good, and once i got started i wasnt stopping until i passed out. id be sad all day every day then id get drunk and it was like "oh my god! im happy! DRINK DRINK DRINK DRINK" then id wake up feeling worse than before. i just made a fool of myself too many times and it wasnt laughable anymore. i honestly felt super embarrassed to be around my friends and pretty much distanced myself from all of them. i quit all social media (which im proud of and i have no intentions on ever starting again). i dont keep in touch with anyone besides my girlfriend and my parents. i feel like ive gotten over the binge drinking. ive grown up a lot, im proud to be where im at. except now i feel bad that i basically hid from all the people i know and care about for like the past year. some of my friends i see every now and then, others who i used to see almost daily i havent seen or talked to in close to a year and now i feel super anxious when i think about hanging out with them like theyll be pissed because ive been a shitty friend. im supposed to see a bunch of people tonight for one of my friends birthdays and i know im going to be anxious all day, probably for no reason, but it still sucks. i feel like a shitty friend and i think about this constantly, and its probably my biggest "problem" right now. usually when i see someone i havent seen in a while its a lot of fun catching up and everything. but for some fucked up reason i feel like if i were to be called out on why ive distanced myself i need to at least have a life thats respectible, or at least as good or better than my friends. carreer, car, girlfriend, not living with my parents, paying my bills. all stupid shit that never mattered before, but i look at it now as a crutch to feel good about myself. like having a semi successful life makes up for being a shitty friend, which is a totally fucked way of thinking.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Iceman on December 19, 2013, 08:48:44 AM

Quote from: JB on December 19, 2013, 08:01:41 AM

started writing this in another thread and realized its probably better fitting in here.

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My last year of high school. I still skated often but it was not as big a priority as just spending time with all my friends (some still skated and some didn't at that point). Strangely, those were some of the best times in my life. Has anyone else had times where they enjoyed life more without skating?

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between 18 and 19 when i partied a lot. during the summer if i wasnt at work, id be out with my friends getting fucked up. i had a lot of friends back then so on any given day there was always something fun going on. pretty much every summer id slow down my skating to go party with my friends and would only skate if nothing else was going on. if i had a choice to go hang out on the lake and drink beer or go to the skatepark, i wouldve choosen the lake every time. thinking about it now, if my parents didnt put me through college and not really cared what i did after high school, i wouldve totally piled out with partying. i was pretty bad a few years ago, id black out constantly and they stopped being fun black outs. id get angry and self destructive. my friends would get pissed at me and i couldnt understand why because when your fucked up you dont think your doing anything wrong. as far as i was concerned, i was just having fun, and it was everyone elses loss if they werent drinking at my pace. after a while, your friends get sick of having to watch out for you and take care of you ever time they see you. i used to have a really fun social life. id see my friends a lot and we always had a lot of fun, but i feel like i kinda made a name for myself as being the most fucked up guy in the group. id be sober and see people i hadnt seen in a while and they would say shit like "wow, your not black out drunk? this is crazy!" thats what people knew me as and i just didnt want to be that guy anymore. then i went though the whole girlfriend break up depressed thing and that made it worse. drinking was the only thing that really made me feel good, and once i got started i wasnt stopping until i passed out. id be sad all day every day then id get drunk and it was like "oh my god! im happy! DRINK DRINK DRINK DRINK" then id wake up feeling worse than before. i just made a fool of myself too many times and it wasnt laughable anymore. i honestly felt super embarrassed to be around my friends and pretty much distanced myself from all of them. i quit all social media (which im proud of and i have no intentions on ever starting again). i dont keep in touch with anyone besides my girlfriend and my parents. i feel like ive gotten over the binge drinking. ive grown up a lot, im proud to be where im at. except now i feel bad that i basically hid from all the people i know and care about for like the past year. some of my friends i see every now and then, others who i used to see almost daily i havent seen or talked to in close to a year and now i feel super anxious when i think about hanging out with them like theyll be pissed because ive been a shitty friend. im supposed to see a bunch of people tonight for one of my friends birthdays and i know im going to be anxious all day, probably for no reason, but it still sucks. i feel like a shitty friend and i think about this constantly, and its probably my biggest "problem" right now. usually when i see someone i havent seen in a while its a lot of fun catching up and everything. but for some fucked up reason i feel like if i were to be called out on why ive distanced myself i need to at least have a life thats respectible, or at least as good or better than my friends. carreer, car, girlfriend, not living with my parents, paying my bills. all stupid shit that never mattered before, but i look at it now as a crutch to feel good about myself. like having a semi successful life makes up for being a shitty friend, which is a totally fucked way of thinking.

Maybe you had to remove yourself from your social circle in order to straighten out your life? Nothing to be ashamed of there. You had to do what you had to do. When you feel like you have enough self restraint, maybe you can start hanging with your old friends again. They should understand.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on December 19, 2013, 10:00:13 AM

My friends have killed skating for me. It's always the same shit. I hate weed and my skatepark too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steam vent on December 20, 2013, 10:05:15 AM

Quote from: JB on December 19, 2013, 08:01:41 AM

started writing this in another thread and realized its probably better fitting in here.

Quote from: weaselhead on December 17, 2013, 08:56:01 PM

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My last year of high school. I still skated often but it was not as big a priority as just spending time with all my friends (some still skated and some didn't at that point). Strangely, those were some of the best times in my life. Has anyone else had times where they enjoyed life more without skating?

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between 18 and 19 when i partied a lot. during the summer if i wasnt at work, id be out with my friends getting fucked up. i had a lot of friends back then so on any given day there was always something fun going on. pretty much every summer id slow down my skating to go party with my friends and would only skate if nothing else was going on. if i had a choice to go hang out on the lake and drink beer or go to the skatepark, i wouldve choosen the lake every time. thinking about it now, if my parents didnt put me through college and not really cared what i did after high school, i wouldve totally piled out with partying. i was pretty bad a few years ago, id black out constantly and they stopped being fun black outs. id get angry and self destructive. my friends would get pissed at me and i couldnt understand why because when your fucked up you dont think your doing anything wrong. as far as i was concerned, i was just having fun, and it was everyone elses loss if they werent drinking at my pace. after a while, your friends get sick of having to watch out for you and take care of you ever time they see you. i used to have a really fun social life. id see my friends a lot and we always had a lot of fun, but i feel like i kinda made a name for myself as being the most fucked up guy in the group. id be sober and see people i hadnt seen in a while and they would say shit like "wow, your not black out drunk? this is crazy!" thats what people knew me as and i just didnt want to be that guy anymore. then i went though the whole girlfriend break up depressed thing and that made it worse. drinking was the only thing that really made me feel good, and once i got started i wasnt stopping until i passed out. id be sad all day every day then id get drunk and it was like "oh my god! im happy! DRINK DRINK DRINK DRINK" then id wake up feeling worse than before. i just made a fool of myself too many times and it wasnt laughable anymore. i honestly felt super embarrassed to be around my friends and pretty much distanced myself from all of them. i quit all social media (which im proud of and i have no intentions on ever starting again). i dont keep in touch with anyone besides my girlfriend and my parents. i feel like ive gotten over the binge drinking. ive grown up a lot, im proud to be where im at. except now i feel bad that i basically hid from all the people i know and care about for like the past year. some of my friends i see every now and then, others who i used to see almost daily i havent seen or talked to in close to a year and now i feel super anxious when i think about hanging out with them like theyll be pissed because ive been a shitty friend. im supposed to see a bunch of people tonight for one of my friends birthdays and i know im going to be anxious all day, probably for no reason, but it still sucks. i feel like a shitty friend and i think about this constantly, and its probably my biggest "problem" right now. usually when i see someone i havent seen in a while its a lot of fun catching up and everything. but for some fucked up reason i feel like if i were to be called out on why ive distanced myself i need to at least have a life thats respectible, or at least as good or better than my friends. carreer, car, girlfriend, not living with my parents, paying my bills. all stupid shit that never mattered before, but i look at it now as a crutch to feel good about myself. like having a semi successful life makes up for being a shitty friend, which is a totally fucked way of thinking.

Pretty much have been through the exact same situation, now pretty much have 1 friend who is solid as fuck, but the rest who i guess are not really friends anymore still have the same view of me even though i've gone to uni and mellowed wayyyyyy( couple j's 6-7 beers no drugs and I call it a night) the fuck out, but my reputation precedes to the point where people just straight up avoid me, but what ev's.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: escapistfool on December 20, 2013, 11:22:44 AM

My girlfriend of four years and 7 months cheated on me. She goes to UCSB (fuck that dumb ass party school) and she was at a party and a guy kissed her and she let it happen. She went to another party the next day, same guy was there, he did the same thing, kissed her and let it happen. She then told him she had a boyfriend. It doesn't matter now, she broke up with me 2 days ago because of what happened. It devastated me, I never thought she would be the kind of person to do that. Her reasoning is that she doesnt see me as a boyfriend anymore, but more of a best friend. So pretty much, I got friendzoned in a relationship. This is some bullshit, we've invested and spent so much time together and got through a lot of things together for it to end over some lousy kiss. I keep thinking in my head this happened because I am her first boyfriend and she wants to experience other things. I'm being selfish and thinking to myself that I dont want any other fucking guy to be with her or even have some kind of relation to her.This is really the first time it's ever happened to me and it's a terrible feeling. For the first time in my life I feel so down. I know most of you will laugh at my misfortune and crack jokes about it, it's alright, its the internet. But if anybody wants to give me some words to get by, that would be cool.

I know its not the end of the world for me, but my thoughts and emotions are clouding my judgment and I can't think straight.
Fuck UC Santa Barbara.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on December 20, 2013, 11:30:28 AM

"He kissed her". Sure, that's what happened. You've had a girl before, you can get a girl again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on December 20, 2013, 11:36:23 AM

Quote from: escapistfool on December 20, 2013, 11:22:44 AM

My girlfriend of four years and 7 months cheated on me. She goes to UCSB (fuck that dumb ass party school) and she was at a party and a guy kissed her and she let it happen. She went to another party the next day, same guy was there, he did the same thing, kissed her and let it happen. She then told him she had a boyfriend. It doesn't matter now, she broke up with me 2 days ago because of what happened. It devastated me, I never thought she would be the kind of person to do that. Her reasoning is that she doesnt see me as a boyfriend anymore, but more of a best friend. So pretty much, I got friendzoned in a relationship. This is some bullshit, we've invested and spent so much time together and got through a lot of things together for it to end over some lousy kiss. I keep thinking in my head this happened because I am her first boyfriend and she wants to experience other things. I'm being selfish and thinking to myself that I dont want any other fucking guy to be with her or even have some kind of relation to her.This is really the first time it's ever happened to me and it's a terrible feeling. For the first time in my life I feel so down. I know most of you will laugh at my misfortune and crack jokes about it, it's alright, its the internet. But if anybody wants to give me some words to get by, that would be cool.

I know its not the end of the world for me, but my thoughts and emotions are clouding my judgment and I can't think straight.
Fuck UC Santa Barbara.

this scares the shit out of me so i just make sure to fuck her good, but damn if my girl actually went through and cheated on me i would be just as devastated

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: escapistfool on December 20, 2013, 11:52:07 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 20, 2013, 11:30:28 AM

"He kissed her". Sure, that's what happened. You've had a girl before, you can get a girl again.

Im just over it right now at this point. All these years Ive been nothing but a good boyfriend. Heck, I even bought her a watch, an iPhone 5s, and Disneyland tickets for Christmas. Looks like Im keeping the iPhone and returning the watch. Might even think about being an asshole and taking a random girl thats been trying to get at me to Disneyland.

At this point, fuck that bitch.
But I cant help to say that I still love her more than anyone I've ever met.
It's ridiculous I know, there are other things that I should worry about that are worse but it's hard to get that thought out of my head.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: escapistfool on December 20, 2013, 11:53:18 AM

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My girlfriend of four years and 7 months cheated on me. She goes to UCSB (fuck that dumb ass party school) and she was at a party and a guy kissed her and she let it happen. She went to another party the next day, same guy was there, he did the same thing, kissed her and let it happen. She then told him she had a boyfriend. It doesn't matter now, she broke up with me 2 days ago because of what happened. It devastated me, I never thought she would be the kind of person to do that. Her reasoning is that she doesnt see me as a boyfriend anymore, but more of a best friend. So pretty much, I got friendzoned in a relationship. This is some bullshit, we've invested and spent so much time together and got through a lot of things together for it to end over some lousy kiss. I keep thinking in my head this happened because I am her first boyfriend and she wants to experience other things. I'm being selfish and thinking to myself that I dont want any other fucking guy to be with her or even have some kind of relation to her.This is really the first time it's ever happened to me and it's a terrible feeling. For the first time in my life I feel so down. I know most of you will laugh at my misfortune and crack jokes about it, it's alright, its the internet. But if anybody wants to give me some words to get by, that would be cool.

I know its not the end of the world for me, but my thoughts and emotions are clouding my judgment and I can't think straight.
Fuck UC Santa Barbara.

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this scares the shit out of me so i just make sure to fuck her good, but damn if my girl actually went through and cheated on me i would be just as devastated

If anything happens, just have it in the back of your head to expect the worst. People do need change.
If not, then I salute you man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steam vent on December 20, 2013, 11:54:34 AM

Quote from: escapistfool on December 20, 2013, 11:22:44 AM

My girlfriend of four years and 7 months cheated on me. She goes to UCSB (fuck that dumb ass party school) and she was at a party and a guy kissed her and she let it happen. She went to another party the next day, same guy was there, he did the same thing, kissed her and let it happen. She then told him she had a boyfriend. It doesn't matter now, she broke up with me 2 days ago because of what happened. It devastated me, I never thought she would be the kind of person to do that. Her reasoning is that she doesnt see me as a boyfriend anymore, but more of a best friend. So pretty much, I got friendzoned in a relationship. This is some bullshit, we've invested and spent so much time together and got through a lot of things together for it to end over some lousy kiss. I keep thinking in my head this happened because I am her first boyfriend and she wants to experience other things. I'm being selfish and thinking to myself that I dont want any other fucking guy to be with her or even have some kind of relation to her.This is really the first time it's ever happened to me and it's a terrible feeling. For the first time in my life I feel so down. I know most of you will laugh at my misfortune and crack jokes about it, it's alright, its the internet. But if anybody wants to give me some words to get by, that would be cool.

I know its not the end of the world for me, but my thoughts and emotions are clouding my judgment and I can't think straight.
Fuck UC Santa Barbara.

Holy fuck that sucks dude. Honestly don't even trip out too hard over what may or may not have happened if you can, you don't wanna get into a space where every time you try to watch porn or see a sex scene in movie you just see her getting fucked, try not think about that aspect if you can. As much as it sucks it sounds like she wants to be with other people, and is more than likely being spurred on by a new group of slutty drunken friends, and the best friend shit is just a lie and a cowardly way out imo. �Cut and run for a while anyway, she sounds like she's more into her "new life" thing than being with you for the time being and if your not cool with that, which I'm sure you're not, there is really no point in trying to be friends imo. All that being said Im not sure how valid it is for me to be giving advice, since all my experience has only shown what not to do lol. If you have creative outlets pursue them to the the fullest or do something you've wanted to do but have been putting off. Good luck with it though man, just remember on the shittiest days the next one will probably be better!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: escapistfool on December 20, 2013, 11:59:34 AM

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My girlfriend of four years and 7 months cheated on me. She goes to UCSB (fuck that dumb ass party school) and she was at a party and a guy kissed her and she let it happen. She went to another party the next day, same guy was there, he did the same thing, kissed her and let it happen. She then told him she had a boyfriend. It doesn't matter now, she broke up with me 2 days ago because of what happened. It devastated me, I never thought she would be the kind of person to do that. Her reasoning is that she doesnt see me as a boyfriend anymore, but more of a best friend. So pretty much, I got friendzoned in a relationship. This is some bullshit, we've invested and spent so much time together and got through a lot of things together for it to end over some lousy kiss. I keep thinking in my head this happened because I am her first boyfriend and she wants to experience other things. I'm being selfish and thinking to myself that I dont want any other fucking guy to be with her or even have some kind of relation to her.This is really the first time it's ever happened to me and it's a terrible feeling. For the first time in my life I feel so down. I know most of you will laugh at my misfortune and crack jokes about it, it's alright, its the internet. But if anybody wants to give me some words to get by, that would be cool.

I know its not the end of the world for me, but my thoughts and emotions are clouding my judgment and I can't think straight.
Fuck UC Santa Barbara.

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Holy fuck that sucks dude. Honestly don't even trip out too hard over what may or may not have happened if you can, you don't wanna get into a space where every time you try to watch porn or see a sex scene in movie you just see her getting fucked, try not think about that aspect if you can. As much as it sucks it sounds like she wants to be with other people, and is more than likely being spurred on by a new group of slutty drunken friends, and the best friend shit is just a lie and a cowardly way out imo. �Cut and run for a while anyway, she sounds like she's more into her "new life" thing than being with you for the time being and if your not cool with that, which I'm sure you're not, there is really no point in trying to be friends imo. All that being said Im not sure how valid it is for me to be giving advice, since all my experience has only shown what not to do lol. If you have creative outlets pursue them to the the fullest or do something you've wanted to do but have been putting off. Good luck with it though man, just remember on the shittiest days the next one will probably be better!

I sincerely do appreciate your words man. I'm sure it will take a lot of time. But if we're really supposed to be together, maybe time will work its way back to us and rekindle things. Or maybe Im just too stupid enough to believe in fairy tales. It's ridiculous, I've had 3 girlfriends before her and had sexual relations with 2 other girls before her but this is the only time that I've ever felt like she was the only girl in the world for me.
Thank you man, I really do appreciate it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poorlatino on December 20, 2013, 12:11:43 PM

I started taking opiates like any other kid would, surgeries, broken bones, the typical way. That was about 6 or or 7 years ago. Today December 20th, 2013. I can't go a day without taking Methadone or Heroin. I can't watch a movie, go on a walk, shower, brush my teeth, fill out an application unless I'm high. This opiate devil has ruined many good relationships I've had with beautiful girlfriends who really cared about me and stuck around even though I would steal their money or blow them off because I'm waiting for my dealer or laying in my bed sick and sneezing and shitting every 5 minutes. I used to skate everyday it was my life and in many ways it still is. I daydream about me being clean and ripping like I used to. Having a normal day without a sore body hanging out with friends and sharing 2 liters of coke. I miss those days. I miss the people I had in my life, I miss the potential I showed and the the smart witty kid I once was. I was voted class clown over 3 times in different school, won spelling bees and was popular. Now days I'm known as the kid who will rip you off or the one who "used" to be a really cool kid. I don't have days anymore I have sickness and when i'm not sick I'm clouded by opiate abuse, blankly sitting on a couch in my moms basement watching movies and reading books. I don't talk as much as I used to, I don't do anything like I was able to. I miss the person I was and the person I was certain I would become. I've hurt my family  in many ways, and take advantage of anyone I can. Deep down i know it's wrong but these drugs that have tied me down won't let me leave. I'm scared to get clean because I still love getting high. It's scary and I wonder if I will ever be able to see myself in the mirror again, that bright young beautiful kid I was with a huge smile ready to take on the world. I'm only 22 so in the distance I can see the light of hope, I just hope I make it in time before I'm dead or in jail. I'm sorry friends for taking your parents medicine out of their cabinet I'm sorry Hayden (my first awesome girlfriend) for stealing your moms pills (I never got caught but I know drugs are the reason were not together anymore) I'm sorry to all my family for taking money from you and feeding you lies. I'm Sorry Danny (me) for doing this to you, you hd a rough childhood I didn't mean to make life worse as you got older. I'll see you soon buddy. Stay Golden

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: escapistfool on December 20, 2013, 12:31:18 PM

Quote from: poorlatino on December 20, 2013, 12:11:43 PM

I started taking opiates like any other kid would, surgeries, broken bones, the typical way. That was about 6 or or 7 years ago. Today December 20th, 2013. I can't go a day without taking Methadone or Heroin. I can't watch a movie, go on a walk, shower, brush my teeth, fill out an application unless I'm high. This opiate devil has ruined many good relationships I've had with beautiful girlfriends who really cared about me and stuck around even though I would steal their money or blow them off because I'm waiting for my dealer or laying in my bed sick and sneezing and shitting every 5 minutes. I used to skate everyday it was my life and in many ways it still is. I daydream about me being clean and ripping like I used to. Having a normal day without a sore body hanging out with friends and sharing 2 liters of coke. I miss those days. I miss the people I had in my life, I miss the potential I showed and the the smart witty kid I once was. I was voted class clown over 3 times in different school, won spelling bees and was popular. Now days I'm known as the kid who will rip you off or the one who "used" to be a really cool kid. I don't have days anymore I have sickness and when i'm not sick I'm clouded by opiate abuse, blankly sitting on a couch in my moms basement watching movies and reading books. I don't talk as much as I used to, I don't do anything like I was able to. I miss the person I was and the person I was certain I would become. I've hurt my family  in many ways, and take advantage of anyone I can. Deep down i know it's wrong but these drugs that have tied me down won't let me leave. I'm scared to get clean because I still love getting high. It's scary and I wonder if I will ever be able to see myself in the mirror again, that bright young beautiful kid I was with a huge smile ready to take on the world. I'm only 22 so in the distance I can see the light of hope, I just hope I make it in time before I'm dead or in jail. I'm sorry friends for taking your parents medicine out of their cabinet I'm sorry Hayden (my first awesome girlfriend) for stealing your moms pills (I never got caught but I know drugs are the reason were not together anymore) I'm sorry to all my family for taking money from you and feeding you lies. I'm Sorry Danny (me) for doing this to you, you hd a rough childhood I didn't mean to make life worse as you got older. I'll see you soon buddy. Stay Golden

Keep your head up buddy. It's time to change, you're so young you have so much to look forward to. I know its easier said than done but don't let drugs be the better part of you. Everyone loves you, but its time to love yourself back. Try to get clean. Skate more. Find a new hobby. Anything to distract you from the demons running through your veins.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poorlatino on December 20, 2013, 12:48:21 PM

I appreciate your reply man. That was the first time  I've ever wrote something down about my addiction. It's hard to face. I don't even have a skateboard anymore, I knew if I had one it would help me tremendously. I don't even know where to start to find new hobbies because I've been out of the loop for so long and I have no money to my name. I understand what your saying though. I really appreciate you reaching out it means a lot. I don't wanna too sappy on the message boards I just thought it would help me write something down, and even that paragraph I wrote helped. Thanks for the support Escapist. It means a lot. I'm scared to get clean, I know it's not supposed to be easy I just feel weak and useless. It's got to end sometime I know that. I want to skate and be happy again, even get a shitty job. I need to make a change, I know I do, but I always end up going back to drugs. I think I need a rehab like a 90 program at least. It's very expensive tho. Thanks for your words man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steam vent on December 20, 2013, 01:04:12 PM

Quote from: poorlatino on December 20, 2013, 12:48:21 PM

I appreciate your reply man. That was the first time  I've ever wrote something down about my addiction. It's hard to face. I don't even have a skateboard anymore, I knew if I had one it would help me tremendously. I don't even know where to start to find new hobbies because I've been out of the loop for so long and I have no money to my name. I understand what your saying though. I really appreciate you reaching out it means a lot. I don't wanna too sappy on the message boards I just thought it would help me write something down, and even that paragraph I wrote helped. Thanks for the support Escapist. It means a lot. I'm scared to get clean, I know it's not supposed to be easy I just feel weak and useless. It's got to end sometime I know that. I want to skate and be happy again, even get a shitty job. I need to make a change, I know I do, but I always end up going back to drugs. I think I need a rehab like a 90 program at least. It's very expensive tho. Thanks for your words man.

Maybe just check out whats available in your area man, get in touch if you see somethin that looks promising, it'll probably feel good, to take even a small step in a different direction, and can lead you to where you'd rather be. All the best man!   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poorlatino on December 20, 2013, 01:31:12 PM

Quote from: T on December 20, 2013, 01:04:12 PM

Quote from: poorlatino on December 20, 2013, 12:48:21 PM

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I appreciate your reply man. That was the first time  I've ever wrote something down about my addiction. It's hard to face. I don't even have a skateboard anymore, I knew if I had one it would help me tremendously. I don't even know where to start to find new hobbies because I've been out of the loop for so long and I have no money to my name. I understand what your saying though. I really appreciate you reaching out it means a lot. I don't wanna too sappy on the message boards I just thought it would help me write something down, and even that paragraph I wrote helped. Thanks for the support Escapist. It means a lot. I'm scared to get clean, I know it's not supposed to be easy I just feel weak and useless. It's got to end sometime I know that. I want to skate and be happy again, even get a shitty job. I need to make a change, I know I do, but I always end up going back to drugs. I think I need a rehab like a 90 program at least. It's very expensive tho. Thanks for your words man.

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Maybe just check out whats available in your area man, get in touch if you see somethin that looks promising, it'll probably feel good, to take even a small step in a different direction, and can lead you to where you'd rather be. All the best man!   

I know of some of some groups and other places where sober people get together and do healthy things like rock climb and healthy activities.
Like I said in the last post I don't even have  a dollar, I guess I could reach out to family and make amends but I need to show that i'm ready to make a change. I will give it another shot looking into some rehabilitation. Maybe some financial support. I can't get clean on my own I'm not strong enough like Dylan Reider was . Not the  person to compare to compare myself to  AT ALL but I need some serious help. I can barely type now and it's all starting to turn into gibberish..sorry. I appreciate the support from all you tho. It's really helping me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on December 20, 2013, 01:35:00 PM

Sorry to hear that escapistfool. Bitches man... Let her go. Have a beer and push down the street and take some deep breaths and be glad you are capable of feeling things this complex, things that are non existent for many. Life, huh.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poorlatino on December 20, 2013, 01:40:00 PM

Quote from: paraquat on December 20, 2013, 01:35:00 PM

Sorry to hear that escapistfool. Bitches man... Let her go. Have a beer and push down the street and take some deep breaths and be glad you are capable of feeling things this complex, things that are non existent for many. Life, huh.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: escapistfool on December 20, 2013, 02:28:47 PM

Quote from: paraquat on December 20, 2013, 01:35:00 PM

Sorry to hear that escapistfool. Bitches man... Let her go. Have a beer and push down the street and take some deep breaths and be glad you are capable of feeling things this complex, things that are non existent for many. Life, huh.

Thanks for the kind words. I really appreciate it. I just wish things were different.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on December 21, 2013, 12:32:25 AM

Back in my hometown on winterbreak repping 513 hard as fuck.  I love being back here forreal its so nice to see all the old homies and have all my old opportunities to do all the old dumb shit I used to.  Ive been back at the restaurant I used to bus at and Ive been actually looking forward to it.  Basically tonight someone gave me a kpin for being glad to have me back since the people they got to replace me all suck ass, and I did that shit perfect, I still got it #bruh.

After work I went to chill with the other two kids who bussed who I was friends with, and we went to this kids house who ended up having a party.  My phone was all fucked up and I couldnt get ahold of my girl, and since Im trying to be honest with her and set the example of how I want her to be honest with me, I couldnt tell her about me planning on going out to drink and smoke after work. 

Well my phone was fucked up still, so when I got there and saw it was a party with some ratchet hoes who always try to get with me when Im back in town, I figure I should dip since I get pissed when shes in a similar situation with douchebags who try to get with her. 
Basically I got ahold of my brother who picked me up not too long after I got there, but in that time I drank a few beers, smoked, and did that kpin in a line with literally the purest molly I have ever seen.  Shes not cool with pills at all, and Id just rather not tell her about the molly since the ratchets were there.

Basically when I got home, after some fucking around with my phone, I got it to stay on.  My girl had sent me a text that said "well I'll let you go you dont seem interested" in the time my phone wouldnt work.  I proceeded to text her and tell her exactly what happened minus the kpins/molly and said "I just thought the right thing to do would be to tell you, even though it isnt a bad thing you deserve to hear when i try to make the right decisions just as much as you deserve to know if I make mistakes.  I love you and I hope you realize I'm always trying to think about you."

I dont know why Im posting in here, maybe because Im rolling and my brother is too high to give a shit about it, but I still feel like when she wakes up she is going to be pissed at me.  I hate this feeling of trying to do the right thing but still fearing her taking it the wrong way.  We have been together for almost 3 years and have definitely had some struggles, I cheated on her at the very beginning of our relationship, but she found out about it almost a year later.  It sucks feeling like just because I was in the same vicinity of ratchet hos she will automatically assume I couldnt control myself.  I dont know, Im sitting here rolling balls and I just wish it were the morning so she would wake up and either understand that even though I was in a bad situation I put our relationship first, or she will just be full rampage like fuckkkkk

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poorlatino on December 21, 2013, 03:04:22 AM

Quote from: pencil on December 21, 2013, 12:32:25 AM

Back in my hometown on winterbreak repping 513 hard as fuck.  I love being back here forreal its so nice to see all the old homies and have all my old opportunities to do all the old dumb shit I used to.  Ive been back at the restaurant I used to bus at and Ive been actually looking forward to it.  Basically tonight someone gave me a kpin for being glad to have me back since the people they got to replace me all suck ass, and I did that shit perfect, I still got it #bruh.

After work I went to chill with the other two kids who bussed who I was friends with, and we went to this kids house who ended up having a party.  My phone was all fucked up and I couldnt get ahold of my girl, and since Im trying to be honest with her and set the example of how I want her to be honest with me, I couldnt tell her about me planning on going out to drink and smoke after work. 

Well my phone was fucked up still, so when I got there and saw it was a party with some ratchet hoes who always try to get with me when Im back in town, I figure I should dip since I get pissed when shes in a similar situation with douchebags who try to get with her. 
Basically I got ahold of my brother who picked me up not too long after I got there, but in that time I drank a few beers, smoked, and did that kpin in a line with literally the purest molly I have ever seen.  Shes not cool with pills at all, and Id just rather not tell her about the molly since the ratchets were there.

Basically when I got home, after some fucking around with my phone, I got it to stay on.  My girl had sent me a text that said "well I'll let you go you dont seem interested" in the time my phone wouldnt work.  I proceeded to text her and tell her exactly what happened minus the kpins/molly and said "I just thought the right thing to do would be to tell you, even though it isnt a bad thing you deserve to hear when i try to make the right decisions just as much as you deserve to know if I make mistakes.  I love you and I hope you realize I'm always trying to think about you."

I dont know why Im posting in here, maybe because Im rolling and my brother is too high to give a shit about it, but I still feel like when she wakes up she is going to be pissed at me.  I hate this feeling of trying to do the right thing but still fearing her taking it the wrong way.  We have been together for almost 3 years and have definitely had some struggles, I cheated on her at the very beginning of our relationship, but she found out about it almost a year later.  It sucks feeling like just because I was in the same vicinity of ratchet hos she will automatically assume I couldnt control myself.  I dont know, Im sitting here rolling balls and I just wish it were the morning so she would wake up and either understand that even though I was in a bad situation I put our relationship first, or she will just be full rampage like fuckkkkk

I've had a lot of the same experiences. Don't worry too much man. She might be mad for a little but she won't hold a grudge. She obviously loves you  if you guys have been together for 3 years. Especially if you cheated on her before and she got over that. If anything get her a present like some jewelry or flowers or something cute, whatever you think she would like, don't forget to be sappy and tell her how much you love her over and over, at the same time play your cool and make her think your the one she really wants, just be confident. Not really good advice but I tried to help  haha. Best of luck to you and your girl man. Don't let her go.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on December 21, 2013, 10:50:07 AM

Quote from: poorlatino on December 21, 2013, 03:04:22 AM

Quote from: pencil on December 21, 2013, 12:32:25 AM

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Back in my hometown on winterbreak repping 513 hard as fuck.  I love being back here forreal its so nice to see all the old homies and have all my old opportunities to do all the old dumb shit I used to.  Ive been back at the restaurant I used to bus at and Ive been actually looking forward to it.  Basically tonight someone gave me a kpin for being glad to have me back since the people they got to replace me all suck ass, and I did that shit perfect, I still got it #bruh.

After work I went to chill with the other two kids who bussed who I was friends with, and we went to this kids house who ended up having a party.  My phone was all fucked up and I couldnt get ahold of my girl, and since Im trying to be honest with her and set the example of how I want her to be honest with me, I couldnt tell her about me planning on going out to drink and smoke after work. 

Well my phone was fucked up still, so when I got there and saw it was a party with some ratchet hoes who always try to get with me when Im back in town, I figure I should dip since I get pissed when shes in a similar situation with douchebags who try to get with her. 
Basically I got ahold of my brother who picked me up not too long after I got there, but in that time I drank a few beers, smoked, and did that kpin in a line with literally the purest molly I have ever seen.  Shes not cool with pills at all, and Id just rather not tell her about the molly since the ratchets were there.

Basically when I got home, after some fucking around with my phone, I got it to stay on.  My girl had sent me a text that said "well I'll let you go you dont seem interested" in the time my phone wouldnt work.  I proceeded to text her and tell her exactly what happened minus the kpins/molly and said "I just thought the right thing to do would be to tell you, even though it isnt a bad thing you deserve to hear when i try to make the right decisions just as much as you deserve to know if I make mistakes.  I love you and I hope you realize I'm always trying to think about you."

I dont know why Im posting in here, maybe because Im rolling and my brother is too high to give a shit about it, but I still feel like when she wakes up she is going to be pissed at me.  I hate this feeling of trying to do the right thing but still fearing her taking it the wrong way.  We have been together for almost 3 years and have definitely had some struggles, I cheated on her at the very beginning of our relationship, but she found out about it almost a year later.  It sucks feeling like just because I was in the same vicinity of ratchet hos she will automatically assume I couldnt control myself.  I dont know, Im sitting here rolling balls and I just wish it were the morning so she would wake up and either understand that even though I was in a bad situation I put our relationship first, or she will just be full rampage like fuckkkkk

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I've had a lot of the same experiences. Don't worry too much man. She might be mad for a little but she won't hold a grudge. She obviously loves you  if you guys have been together for 3 years. Especially if you cheated on her before and she got over that. If anything get her a present like some jewelry or flowers or something cute, whatever you think she would like, don't forget to be sappy and tell her how much you love her over and over, at the same time play your cool and make her think your the one she really wants, just be confident. Not really good advice but I tried to help  haha. Best of luck to you and your girl man. Don't let her go.

I think I was just rolling super fucking hard, which is something I havent done in months same with benzos, but she was not pissed in the slightest.  She was happy that I told her and agreed that had I been able to get ahold of her she wouldve given me the option to stay but ultimately was uncomfortable with the sluts there.  Shes happy I thought of her, and that my course of actions was the right one to take.  She feels bad that I didnt get to drink with my friends just cause they like to chill with skanks so she asked me if I wanted to get a couple bottles of cheap champagne, make mimosas, and have her model the new stuff she got from victorias secret for me.  All in all things turned out okay, for once in my life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on December 21, 2013, 11:31:10 AM

Quote from: poorlatino on December 20, 2013, 12:11:43 PM

I started taking opiates like any other kid would, surgeries, broken bones, the typical way. That was about 6 or or 7 years ago. Today December 20th, 2013. I can't go a day without taking Methadone or Heroin. I can't watch a movie, go on a walk, shower, brush my teeth, fill out an application unless I'm high. This opiate devil has ruined many good relationships I've had with beautiful girlfriends who really cared about me and stuck around even though I would steal their money or blow them off because I'm waiting for my dealer or laying in my bed sick and sneezing and shitting every 5 minutes. I used to skate everyday it was my life and in many ways it still is. I daydream about me being clean and ripping like I used to. Having a normal day without a sore body hanging out with friends and sharing 2 liters of coke. I miss those days. I miss the people I had in my life, I miss the potential I showed and the the smart witty kid I once was. I was voted class clown over 3 times in different school, won spelling bees and was popular. Now days I'm known as the kid who will rip you off or the one who "used" to be a really cool kid. I don't have days anymore I have sickness and when i'm not sick I'm clouded by opiate abuse, blankly sitting on a couch in my moms basement watching movies and reading books. I don't talk as much as I used to, I don't do anything like I was able to. I miss the person I was and the person I was certain I would become. I've hurt my family �in many ways, and take advantage of anyone I can. Deep down i know it's wrong but these drugs that have tied me down won't let me leave. I'm scared to get clean because I still love getting high. It's scary and I wonder if I will ever be able to see myself in the mirror again, that bright young beautiful kid I was with a huge smile ready to take on the world. I'm only 22 so in the distance I can see the light of hope, I just hope I make it in time before I'm dead or in jail. I'm sorry friends for taking your parents medicine out of their cabinet I'm sorry Hayden (my first awesome girlfriend) for stealing your moms pills (I never got caught but I know drugs are the reason were not together anymore) I'm sorry to all my family for taking money from you and feeding you lies. I'm Sorry Danny (me) for doing this to you, you hd a rough childhood I didn't mean to make life worse as you got older. I'll see you soon buddy. Stay Golden

i have a 21 year old brother who has been through all of the same shit you have since hes been 18. i dont know what addiction feels like, but from seeing how his life has been, i know opiate addiction is one of the hardest things for someone to kick. if your parents and family dont know about it, suck it up and tell them you need help. i know rehab is really fucking expensive, but the most success my brother has had and his longest sober stints have been because of treatment. if your parents can help you out, its going to give you a way better chance of recovery. after that, make going to AA and NA meetings part of your life. its not like you can be sober for a few weeks or even months, then your totally cured. you need to always stay up on it and make soberiaty your priority. one of my moms friends is an alcoholic and shes been going to AA meetings for probably 20 something years and she said if she didnt work that hard at it, she'd probably be dead. just keep your head up because it can get better. id advise against getting on something like suboxin or another opiate replacement for a long period of time. its just supposed to help you ween off, not take over as your new addiction. my brother has been on that shit for years, and im pretty sure he still uses.

Quote from: paraquat on December 20, 2013, 01:35:00 PM

Sorry to hear that escapistfool. Bitches man... Let her go. Have a beer and push down the street and take some deep breaths and be glad you are capable of feeling things this complex, things that are non existent for many. Life, huh.

and escapistfool, im sorry to hear about your girl. 4 years is a long time to be with someone, so i can imagine youre pretty devastated about the whole thing. but it sounds like you did nothing wrong and youve been a pretty good boyfriend to her, so dont beat yourself up too bad. younger girls, especially when theyre in college want freedom to do whatever they want and if thats the case, there really isnt anything you can do to keep her. it will be really hard to get over her, but its part of life. just remember that you were a good boyfriend to her, and its not your fault. and as hard as it might be, dont get back together with her. nothing will ever erase the fact that she was the one who cheated on you and didnt value your relationship the first time, and youll always be stressing out about whether or not shes going to leave you again. like l33t said, you had a girl before, you can get another. shit happens and sometimes you just gotta roll with it. and this is just my suggestion, but maybe you should give the disney land tickets to some little kid who would be really psyched. maybe a cousin of yours or something. it might make you feel good to take off on vacation with a new chick, but it sounds like a spiteful move, and disney land to me feels like youd have to kind of force yourself to have fun with a new girl, when you will probably be thinking about your old girl the whole time. im just trying to suggest keeping things positive instead of spiteful. ive gotten bitter and spiteful towards an ex before and after a while it just makes you feel like an asshole. randomly making some kids day by giving them tickets to disney land, that would be something you have the rest of your life to remember and feel good about. keep your head up dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: escapistfool on December 21, 2013, 03:34:08 PM

Quote from: JB on December 21, 2013, 11:31:10 AM

Quote from: poorlatino on December 20, 2013, 12:11:43 PM

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I started taking opiates like any other kid would, surgeries, broken bones, the typical way. That was about 6 or or 7 years ago. Today December 20th, 2013. I can't go a day without taking Methadone or Heroin. I can't watch a movie, go on a walk, shower, brush my teeth, fill out an application unless I'm high. This opiate devil has ruined many good relationships I've had with beautiful girlfriends who really cared about me and stuck around even though I would steal their money or blow them off because I'm waiting for my dealer or laying in my bed sick and sneezing and shitting every 5 minutes. I used to skate everyday it was my life and in many ways it still is. I daydream about me being clean and ripping like I used to. Having a normal day without a sore body hanging out with friends and sharing 2 liters of coke. I miss those days. I miss the people I had in my life, I miss the potential I showed and the the smart witty kid I once was. I was voted class clown over 3 times in different school, won spelling bees and was popular. Now days I'm known as the kid who will rip you off or the one who "used" to be a really cool kid. I don't have days anymore I have sickness and when i'm not sick I'm clouded by opiate abuse, blankly sitting on a couch in my moms basement watching movies and reading books. I don't talk as much as I used to, I don't do anything like I was able to. I miss the person I was and the person I was certain I would become. I've hurt my family �in many ways, and take advantage of anyone I can. Deep down i know it's wrong but these drugs that have tied me down won't let me leave. I'm scared to get clean because I still love getting high. It's scary and I wonder if I will ever be able to see myself in the mirror again, that bright young beautiful kid I was with a huge smile ready to take on the world. I'm only 22 so in the distance I can see the light of hope, I just hope I make it in time before I'm dead or in jail. I'm sorry friends for taking your parents medicine out of their cabinet I'm sorry Hayden (my first awesome girlfriend) for stealing your moms pills (I never got caught but I know drugs are the reason were not together anymore) I'm sorry to all my family for taking money from you and feeding you lies. I'm Sorry Danny (me) for doing this to you, you hd a rough childhood I didn't mean to make life worse as you got older. I'll see you soon buddy. Stay Golden

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i have a 21 year old brother who has been through all of the same shit you have since hes been 18. i dont know what addiction feels like, but from seeing how his life has been, i know opiate addiction is one of the hardest things for someone to kick. if your parents and family dont know about it, suck it up and tell them you need help. i know rehab is really fucking expensive, but the most success my brother has had and his longest sober stints have been because of treatment. if your parents can help you out, its going to give you a way better chance of recovery. after that, make going to AA and NA meetings part of your life. its not like you can be sober for a few weeks or even months, then your totally cured. you need to always stay up on it and make soberiaty your priority. one of my moms friends is an alcoholic and shes been going to AA meetings for probably 20 something years and she said if she didnt work that hard at it, she'd probably be dead. just keep your head up because it can get better. id advise against getting on something like suboxin or another opiate replacement for a long period of time. its just supposed to help you ween off, not take over as your new addiction. my brother has been on that shit for years, and im pretty sure he still uses.

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Sorry to hear that escapistfool. Bitches man... Let her go. Have a beer and push down the street and take some deep breaths and be glad you are capable of feeling things this complex, things that are non existent for many. Life, huh.

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and escapistfool, im sorry to hear about your girl. 4 years is a long time to be with someone, so i can imagine youre pretty devastated about the whole thing. but it sounds like you did nothing wrong and youve been a pretty good boyfriend to her, so dont beat yourself up too bad. younger girls, especially when theyre in college want freedom to do whatever they want and if thats the case, there really isnt anything you can do to keep her. it will be really hard to get over her, but its part of life. just remember that you were a good boyfriend to her, and its not your fault. and as hard as it might be, dont get back together with her. nothing will ever erase the fact that she was the one who cheated on you and didnt value your relationship the first time, and youll always be stressing out about whether or not shes going to leave you again. like l33t said, you had a girl before, you can get another. shit happens and sometimes you just gotta roll with it. and this is just my suggestion, but maybe you should give the disney land tickets to some little kid who would be really psyched. maybe a cousin of yours or something. it might make you feel good to take off on vacation with a new chick, but it sounds like a spiteful move, and disney land to me feels like youd have to kind of force yourself to have fun with a new girl, when you will probably be thinking about your old girl the whole time. im just trying to suggest keeping things positive instead of spiteful. ive gotten bitter and spiteful towards an ex before and after a while it just makes you feel like an asshole. randomly making some kids day by giving them tickets to disney land, that would be something you have the rest of your life to remember and feel good about. keep your head up dude.

Thank you so much. It will surely take a while for me to get over her.
I'm actually taking my sister instead, I've been neglecting my sister ever since things around the house turned sour. I have to be a big brother again to my sister.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on December 21, 2013, 03:42:32 PM

for all of yuz w/ opiate problems, the fact that you have [or have had] skating puts you ahead of most junkies who lack redeeming qualities/consuming activities. i've gone sick the hard way at my ma's house, homeless a freight train away from my supply, everywhere but jail [thank goodness]. get you a 3-5 day supply of benzos, they'll get you through w/drawal. don't trade one vice for another but a few days of benzos is what you'd get at a rehab clinic or a hip jail like multnomah county. after that, get back on your board, apologize to everyone, do whatever the fuck you do. if you can find dope you can find xanax, just make the effort to get past the first couple days then get hungry like greco did. if you're stoked on what you're doing it's not hard to stay clean.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dask8d00d on December 21, 2013, 10:46:22 PM

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on December 22, 2013, 05:22:27 PM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on December 21, 2013, 10:46:22 PM

New Beyonce album is fire

Dude your sig is fire.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poorlatino on December 22, 2013, 05:42:40 PM

Yeah unfortunately my mom has been a heroin addict since I was in 1st grade. She was the first person to introduce the hard shit to me. I don't know my father he's in Mexico somewhere. I'm going to move out of this house and get as far away as I can from users and the dope. I like the Idea about taking Benzos while I get dope sick. It's still a scary thought though. I do find inspiration from Greco and I can't wait to be in the point in my life where I take out all my aggression on my skateboard. I may not be the happiest person, but I'll be clean and strong. Thanks slap pals for all the advice. Hopefully soon I'll give you guys an update on my journey through hell.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Merked on December 23, 2013, 07:18:29 AM

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Sorry to hear that escapistfool. Bitches man... Let her go. Have a beer and push down the street and take some deep breaths and be glad you are capable of feeling things this complex, things that are non existent for many. Life, huh.

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Thanks for the kind words. I really appreciate it. I just wish things were different.

Well put paraquat.  Also, escapist, as JB said, you didn't do anything wrong and you deserve better than her.  Be happy that she told you instead of going behind your back and crushing you even harder a few years down the line.  Girls that cheat stay cheating.  You are going to find someone better.

Also, I had a relationship for four years that ended pretty fucking badly as well.  Not by cheating, but from other complications.  It gets alot better, just so you know.  Stay up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LambShank on December 24, 2013, 08:20:48 AM

I'm unironically wearing a sweater vest today and I'm not Gino

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on December 25, 2013, 02:39:46 PM

Quote from: LambShank on December 24, 2013, 08:20:48 AM

I'm unironically wearing a sweater vest today and I'm not Gino

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What kind of a sweater vest is it? What color? What are you wearing with it?

I bought this wine red lambswool sweater vest at a trift store a couple of months ago, but I have never worn it. It is really nice but I just feel like I cant pull it off. maybe under a blazer would be fine.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on December 25, 2013, 02:46:21 PM

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I have a speech impediment where I can't pronounce the letter R correctly (its pronounced differently in my first language than in english). I was bullied about it when I was younger and it made me really self-concious. I went to speech threapy for years because of it but it didn't help.

These days I don't make such a great deal out of it, but sometimes it makes introducing myself annoying/anxiety-provoking because all of my names have R:s in it and people don't always understand my name so I have to keep repeating it and it does make me feel kind of dumb sometimes, even though it shouldn't.

Oh, and I suppose it's an anatomical issue because I had surgery for it when I was little where  they cut something on my tongue (frenulum?). I remember that the assistant to the surgeon forgot to use proper anaesthetics and the two of them bickering about it after he had operated on me.

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Hi Bronson, Where did you grow up and where do you live now?

How long did you receive speech therapy and at what age did you start?

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ASL?

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I am curious because I am a SLP.  As a function of that, I am interested in how services are provided, both domestically and internationally.  Many SLAP posters are in other countries, so differences may exist in how they address speech/language goals.

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Hi.

What is an SLP?

I grew up in Finland and am also living there currently.

I started receiving speech therapy when I was about 7 if I remember correctly. I think it lasted for about two years.

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Hi Bronson,

SLP stands for speech language pathologist.  SLPs are  the ones who provides speech and language therapy for the most part (in the u.s. anyway).  If it makes you feel any better, the /r/ sound is one of the last sounds acquired developmentally (the normative data varies greatly from 6-10 years of age).  Also, it is perhaps the most challenging speech sound error to address from a clinician stand point, or at least it is with very young children.  From what I gather from your post it sounds like it continues to bother you.  However, speech sound production is a motor activity and therefore you could stand to benefit from therapy if you wish to pursue it.  I would be surprised if you did not make gains, although it would take some time and conscious effort on your part to relearn the tongue placement. 

I understand why your parents may have chosen to stop speech therapy when you were 9.  I am willing to bet that it had no impact on your academic performance and the progress in speech was not what they assumed it would be. 


That is really interesting that the /r/ sound in Finnish is different than it is in english!  I was unaware of that.  After looking a bit online, is it the "trill /r/" specifically that you are talking about?

http://www.wikihow.com/Roll-Your-%22R%22s (http://www.wikihow.com/Roll-Your-%22R%22s)
How I Learned to Trill (rolled R) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XKRQMCHlONU#)

Yup, thats the one. Thanks for the info! Do you have any knowledge about speech therapy with adults and how commonly people can learn things like that later on in life? Maybe I have to start worrrrrrrrrrrking on it again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pugmaster on December 26, 2013, 12:17:04 AM

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I have a speech impediment where I can't pronounce the letter R correctly (its pronounced differently in my first language than in english). I was bullied about it when I was younger and it made me really self-concious. I went to speech threapy for years because of it but it didn't help.

These days I don't make such a great deal out of it, but sometimes it makes introducing myself annoying/anxiety-provoking because all of my names have R:s in it and people don't always understand my name so I have to keep repeating it and it does make me feel kind of dumb sometimes, even though it shouldn't.

Oh, and I suppose it's an anatomical issue because I had surgery for it when I was little where  they cut something on my tongue (frenulum?). I remember that the assistant to the surgeon forgot to use proper anaesthetics and the two of them bickering about it after he had operated on me.

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Hi Bronson, Where did you grow up and where do you live now?

How long did you receive speech therapy and at what age did you start?

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ASL?

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I am curious because I am a SLP.  As a function of that, I am interested in how services are provided, both domestically and internationally.  Many SLAP posters are in other countries, so differences may exist in how they address speech/language goals.

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Hi.

What is an SLP?

I grew up in Finland and am also living there currently.

I started receiving speech therapy when I was about 7 if I remember correctly. I think it lasted for about two years.

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Hi Bronson,

SLP stands for speech language pathologist.  SLPs are  the ones who provides speech and language therapy for the most part (in the u.s. anyway).  If it makes you feel any better, the /r/ sound is one of the last sounds acquired developmentally (the normative data varies greatly from 6-10 years of age).  Also, it is perhaps the most challenging speech sound error to address from a clinician stand point, or at least it is with very young children.  From what I gather from your post it sounds like it continues to bother you.  However, speech sound production is a motor activity and therefore you could stand to benefit from therapy if you wish to pursue it.  I would be surprised if you did not make gains, although it would take some time and conscious effort on your part to relearn the tongue placement. 

I understand why your parents may have chosen to stop speech therapy when you were 9.  I am willing to bet that it had no impact on your academic performance and the progress in speech was not what they assumed it would be. 


That is really interesting that the /r/ sound in Finnish is different than it is in english!  I was unaware of that.  After looking a bit online, is it the "trill /r/" specifically that you are talking about?

http://www.wikihow.com/Roll-Your-%22R%22s (http://www.wikihow.com/Roll-Your-%22R%22s)
How I Learned to Trill (rolled R) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XKRQMCHlONU#)

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Yup, thats the one. Thanks for the info! Do you have any knowledge about speech therapy with adults and how commonly people can learn things like that later on in life? Maybe I have to start worrrrrrrrrrrking on it again.

To be honest I have no experience working with adults on that specific speech sound (as it is uncommon in the English language).  For English speakers that are trying to learn Spanish I have heard of individuals experiencing difficulty, but as a professional I have not personally addressed those issues.  Basically, for any motor based activity, if you can "trick" your body into doing something (i.e., thinking of nollies as sw ollies or half cabs as bs 180s) then sometimes it can be more beneficial.  This is where a SLP might be able to help you out, by coaching you to find that "trick" that works for that particular speech sound.  In addressing other speech sounds, if a person can produce it in the first part of a word, it makes it much easier at the end of a word.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on December 26, 2013, 02:02:17 AM

I tend to overthink things and after reading escapistfool's story, I starting thinking about how shitty that would be if it happened to me. I just starting dating this awesome girl but ever since then I've been thinking about how we're going to break up. We're both seniors in high school and I'm going to community college next year while she's going to a college in state. I figure that there's a good chance we'll decide to break up before school starts but I guess we could stay together and do the sort of long distance thing. That's where I could see escapistfool's situation happening to me. I know I'm definitely just fucking overthinking everything and I should just enjoy the time we have, but that's just the kind of person I am.

I think it's rad you're talking your sister to Disneyland though. I neglect my brother a lot too.,

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LambShank on December 27, 2013, 07:20:04 AM

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I'm unironically wearing a sweater vest today and I'm not Gino

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Word.

What kind of a sweater vest is it? What color? What are you wearing with it?

I bought this wine red lambswool sweater vest at a trift store a couple of months ago, but I have never worn it. It is really nice but I just feel like I cant pull it off. maybe under a blazer would be fine.

Same deal pretty much except its navy blue, found it at a thrift store and couldn't resist buying it because it was so cheap and a Brooks Brothers (which i hear are quite pricey). It was supposed to be for a Christmas party with my girlfriends family but we got in a fight before the party and I didn't end up going. Wore it with a plain white button up and it just felt unlike myself and I wasn't really liking it at all but got a few compliments from my family and girlfriend while I still have it on. Even if it looked okay I still felt too douchey to pull it successfully.
Maybe I'll try it out for some fancy occasion in the future but i kind of doubt it. Best of luck with yours though, I'm sure you'll receive some compliments whether you like it or not.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: excitableboy on December 30, 2013, 11:30:08 AM

After several experiences like the one escapistfool described, I have come to regard monogamy as a forced and somewhat silly concept.
That said, I know couples that seem solid. It is an appealing idea but I have a hard time buying it.

Anyway, escapistfool: I have been in your shoes a couple of times, can't say I have lived down all of it completely, but it does wear off. Distract yourself in whatever way. Bed someone else if at all you are up for it. Try not to dwell.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hash Slinging Slasher on December 30, 2013, 10:19:50 PM

On the other end of the relationship spectrum, I've been in a relationship for a little over a year now and I don't think I want to be in it anymore. I don't know what it is. Whatever was there when the relationship started just isn't there for me anymore. The only thing is that I feel like it would really fuck her up if I broke up with her. She seems a lot more invested in the relationship than I still am, but the bigger problem is that she's had self-harm issues and suicidal thoughts in the past. I think she's past all that, but I feel like those are things that could come back very quickly. She also says that I helped a lot with all the problems she was dealing with. It's probably also bad that I recently discovered that I like going to parties and shit and I feel like I'm going to drunkenly break up with her one of these times. I feel like a jerk amongst many other things, but I'm sick of being the white knight. I'm sick of feeling tied down. I'm in college. I should be putting myself out there, exploring different options, maybe hooking up with some girls here and there if I'm lucky. I have a messy situation on my hands and I really don't know what to do about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on December 30, 2013, 10:30:18 PM

Quote from: Hash Slinging Slasher on December 30, 2013, 10:19:50 PM

On the other end of the relationship spectrum, I've been in a relationship for a little over a year now and I don't think I want to be in it anymore. I don't know what it is. Whatever was there when the relationship started just isn't there for me anymore. The only thing is that I feel like it would really fuck her up if I broke up with her. She seems a lot more invested in the relationship than I still am, but the bigger problem is that she's had self-harm issues and suicidal thoughts in the past. I think she's past all that, but I feel like those are things that could come back very quickly. She also says that I helped a lot with all the problems she was dealing with. It's probably also bad that I recently discovered that I like going to parties and shit and I feel like I'm going to drunkenly break up with her one of these times. I feel like a jerk amongst many other things, but I'm sick of being the white knight. I'm sick of feeling tied down. I'm in college. I should be putting myself out there, exploring different options, maybe hooking up with some girls here and there if I'm lucky. I have a messy situation on my hands and I really don't know what to do about it.

pawn her off on one of your single friends. win/win/win situation

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on December 31, 2013, 02:04:02 AM

so i went to my psychiatrist's office yesterday and the dude is just becoming the worst. he first told me hes going to take away the meds that have been working for me cause "he doesnt like them" next he convinced my mom the best place for me is a mental hospital in boston (i live in philly). I am not trying to kill myself or harm myself in anyway what so ever. I was in a mental hospital before and it was just the worst, never going back to one of those again. he also ignores my phone calls and tells the people in his office to disregard my messages because before i moved i was freaking out and called him a bunch of times to see if he could up my meds temporary just so i can deal with the move, and when i finally got someone like a week before my move they said he will get back to me, he never did. So i called another doctor and they called me back with in a few hours and i already set up another appointment with them. Im just done with that dude. Does anyone else go through this?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on December 31, 2013, 02:14:17 AM

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so i went to my psychiatrist's office yesterday and the dude is just becoming the worst. he first told me hes going to take away the meds that have been working for me cause "he doesnt like them" next he convinced my mom the best place for me is a mental hospital in boston (i live in philly). I am not trying to kill myself or harm myself in anyway what so ever. I was in a mental hospital before and it was just the worst, never going back to one of those again. he also ignores my phone calls and tells the people in his office to disregard my messages because before i moved i was freaking out and called him a bunch of times to see if he could up my meds temporary just so i can deal with the move, and when i finally got someone like a week before my move they said he will get back to me, he never did. So i called another doctor and they called me back with in a few hours and i already set up another appointment with them. Im just done with that dude. Does anyone else go through this?

i'm trying to get hooked up w/ a psychiatrist and mental health in general so's i can get SSI. i just got a DR for the first time in my adult life and when i told her i'm wicked anxious/depressed about my anxiety she offered me SSRI's. i told her to take a flying fuck and that those things lead to school shootings and infanticide. i wanted benzos and i wasn't taking no for an answer. DRs are mostly pill pushers anymore, i've been misdiagnosed so many times for respiratory shit i don't have any more faith in them than newscasters. everything's a sham and everyone's full of shit. janitors halfass their job and DRs are no better. i haven't  been through the whole rigamarole that you have but i've seen it secondhand, my schizo sister had her identity stolen and everyone does fuck all to prosecute the africans responsible [not black people, nigerians] or help her get her cable back on. nobody wants to do their job it seems, i can't talk, i'm happily unemployed but god forbid if people were counting on me, i'd make an effort. sounds like you're doing the right thing replacing that shitbird w/ someone who listens to ya. good luck w/ all that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on December 31, 2013, 10:25:26 AM

I had a dream I was skating in some dunks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on January 01, 2014, 02:25:26 PM

Quote from: kev on December 04, 2006, 11:33:40 AM

My grandma sends me 40-100 dollars every week in the mail.  When I lived back home I'd always go do the easiest chores for like 20 bucks once a week.  She always drove me places and bought me stuff.  She's also paid a few months of my rent.  She basically only gives money to me and her church.  I tell her she doesn't have to give me so much but she does anyway.  And I feel really bad that she's been half-supporting my daily weed habit for the past few years.  But I don't want to stop smoking.  I don't smoke cigarettes though.

I'm the worst with girls.  All the action I've gotten has been clumsy bullshit with below mediocre sluts.  Since all I do is work, smoke and skate I feel like I have nothing to say to girls.  I don't think I can afford a girlfriend, because you need time and cash to keep a girl happy.  I'm so self-centered.

I have no work ethic.  I just want an easy job that pays well and lets me have evenings and weekends off.  I think university is impossible, and college too complex for those without a real passion for the trade.

I'll go to the skatepark for 2-3 hours after school then come home and nerd it out on message boards for the rest of the night.

I have virtually no real friends that I hang out with regularly in the city I currently live in.

I'm semi-insecure about my manhood.

Wow, I didn't think I'd have this much to say.

I'm pretty much the same as you except I don't smoke weed often and i hate myself in every aspect. I've slowly ruined skating for me and will slowly but surely stop skating. My friends have slowly moved onto other things and I don't think i have the commitment to skate by myself everyday, I suck at talking to girls so much that I wont even try, however, I'm pretty sure I'm into girls. Also, I'd love a Xanax, that is all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on January 01, 2014, 09:10:36 PM

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My girlfriend of four years and 7 months cheated on me. She goes to UCSB (fuck that dumb ass party school) and she was at a party and a guy kissed her and she let it happen. She went to another party the next day, same guy was there, he did the same thing, kissed her and let it happen. She then told him she had a boyfriend. It doesn't matter now, she broke up with me 2 days ago because of what happened. It devastated me, I never thought she would be the kind of person to do that. Her reasoning is that she doesnt see me as a boyfriend anymore, but more of a best friend. So pretty much, I got friendzoned in a relationship. This is some bullshit, we've invested and spent so much time together and got through a lot of things together for it to end over some lousy kiss. I keep thinking in my head this happened because I am her first boyfriend and she wants to experience other things. I'm being selfish and thinking to myself that I dont want any other fucking guy to be with her or even have some kind of relation to her.This is really the first time it's ever happened to me and it's a terrible feeling. For the first time in my life I feel so down. I know most of you will laugh at my misfortune and crack jokes about it, it's alright, its the internet. But if anybody wants to give me some words to get by, that would be cool.

I know its not the end of the world for me, but my thoughts and emotions are clouding my judgment and I can't think straight.
Fuck UC Santa Barbara.

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Holy fuck that sucks dude. Honestly don't even trip out too hard over what may or may not have happened if you can, you don't wanna get into a space where every time you try to watch porn or see a sex scene in movie you just see her getting fucked, try not think about that aspect if you can. As much as it sucks it sounds like she wants to be with other people, and is more than likely being spurred on by a new group of slutty drunken friends, and the best friend shit is just a lie and a cowardly way out imo. �Cut and run for a while anyway, she sounds like she's more into her "new life" thing than being with you for the time being and if your not cool with that, which I'm sure you're not, there is really no point in trying to be friends imo. All that being said Im not sure how valid it is for me to be giving advice, since all my experience has only shown what not to do lol. If you have creative outlets pursue them to the the fullest or do something you've wanted to do but have been putting off. Good luck with it though man, just remember on the shittiest days the next one will probably be better!

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I sincerely do appreciate your words man. I'm sure it will take a lot of time. But if we're really supposed to be together, maybe time will work its way back to us and rekindle things. Or maybe Im just too stupid enough to believe in fairy tales. It's ridiculous, I've had 3 girlfriends before her and had sexual relations with 2 other girls before her but this is the only time that I've ever felt like she was the only girl in the world for me.
Thank you man, I really do appreciate it.

I'm sorry for what happened to you. I can relate to your story. Listen If I were you, I would cut all contact, because in the end, she still hurt you. You feel hurt. She cheated on you due to a kiss. You dont need that in your life.  If you become her friend or anything thats totally fucking disrespect to you. She is demoting you.  And you shouldnt take that shit. Just let her know how you feel, by just cutting contact, leave her alone. Go skate, chill with the homies, crack the books, fuck some bitches or hit the gym. Do whatever you gotta do, but don't let any girl walk all over you. I don't know you man, but i know you're better than that shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on January 02, 2014, 02:29:02 PM

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On the other end of the relationship spectrum, I've been in a relationship for a little over a year now and I don't think I want to be in it anymore. I don't know what it is. Whatever was there when the relationship started just isn't there for me anymore. The only thing is that I feel like it would really fuck her up if I broke up with her. She seems a lot more invested in the relationship than I still am, but the bigger problem is that she's had self-harm issues and suicidal thoughts in the past. I think she's past all that, but I feel like those are things that could come back very quickly. She also says that I helped a lot with all the problems she was dealing with. It's probably also bad that I recently discovered that I like going to parties and shit and I feel like I'm going to drunkenly break up with her one of these times. I feel like a jerk amongst many other things, but I'm sick of being the white knight. I'm sick of feeling tied down. I'm in college. I should be putting myself out there, exploring different options, maybe hooking up with some girls here and there if I'm lucky. I have a messy situation on my hands and I really don't know what to do about it.

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pawn her off on one of your single friends. win/win/win situation

I know, or at least hope, you're joking, but one of my friends actually tried to do this with me once. I flat out refused because that's fucked.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on January 02, 2014, 07:32:31 PM

Quote from: tobey on December 07, 2013, 12:06:02 AM

i have been dealing with anxiety since i was 14. my first year of high school was the worst, i had many panic attacks in school n had leave early, i always never went outside my friends thought i died because i wouldn't respond to me or wouldn't go outside. when i was a Sophmore in highschool the meds started to work(i was on zolft) and i was a whole another person. i would go out skate all day, started doing better in school and everything was going great. Now skip ahead i just started college, nothing to serious just community college and then my anxiety started back up, but not to seriously i was able to still go to school and go out. now 2 years ago my anxiety got a lot worse, i had to quit my job and drop out of school (i felt like the meds stop working cause i have been on them since i was like 14 or 15 and now i was 19) so now im 21 been sitting my house for like 2 years not going out side execpt for getting food and now my parents want to move. they just want to move to the next town over but my anxiety is so bad i cant even imagine what its going to feel like living 3 miles from my confront  zone. i honestly dont know what im going to do, i thought about killing myself but i cant do that to my mom. she has been unbelievable with my anxiety. so much support and paying for my meds and doctor appointments i just cant. everyone says just to man up but its alot harder to do that n just say im going to man up. so now im back in to drinking my anxiety away. thanks in advance for feedback and thanks for reading.

Hey, I'm sorry about everything. Is your mom still willing to get you therapy in the next town over?  I think your body is ready to give up the current medication, maybe you can switch to another?  And I'm not trying to tell you what to do, but you ave to find some other way besides drinking, it will only do you more damage in the end, even though it will relieve your anxiety in the short term. And don't listen to the people who tell you to man up. They dont know what anxiety is like.  Its really painful.  I know because i have it as well. Good luck man, and maybe skating could be the cure.  Do something you love to do, talk it out or keep a journal. Good luck and god bless

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on January 03, 2014, 01:00:35 AM

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i have been dealing with anxiety since i was 14. my first year of high school was the worst, i had many panic attacks in school n had leave early, i always never went outside my friends thought i died because i wouldn't respond to me or wouldn't go outside. when i was a Sophmore in highschool the meds started to work(i was on zolft) and i was a whole another person. i would go out skate all day, started doing better in school and everything was going great. Now skip ahead i just started college, nothing to serious just community college and then my anxiety started back up, but not to seriously i was able to still go to school and go out. now 2 years ago my anxiety got a lot worse, i had to quit my job and drop out of school (i felt like the meds stop working cause i have been on them since i was like 14 or 15 and now i was 19) so now im 21 been sitting my house for like 2 years not going out side execpt for getting food and now my parents want to move. they just want to move to the next town over but my anxiety is so bad i cant even imagine what its going to feel like living 3 miles from my confront  zone. i honestly dont know what im going to do, i thought about killing myself but i cant do that to my mom. she has been unbelievable with my anxiety. so much support and paying for my meds and doctor appointments i just cant. everyone says just to man up but its alot harder to do that n just say im going to man up. so now im back in to drinking my anxiety away. thanks in advance for feedback and thanks for reading.

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Hey, I'm sorry about everything. Is your mom still willing to get you therapy in the next town over?  I think your body is ready to give up the current medication, maybe you can switch to another?  And I'm not trying to tell you what to do, but you ave to find some other way besides drinking, it will only do you more damage in the end, even though it will relieve your anxiety in the short term. And don't listen to the people who tell you to man up. They dont know what anxiety is like.  Its really painful.  I know because i have it as well. Good luck man, and maybe skating could be the cure.  Do something you love to do, talk it out or keep a journal. Good luck and god bless

i updated my situation a couple pages back but everything is fine now since i moved, built it in to my head way to much which anxiety makes you do. i have only drank like twice since i moved but not because i was having anxiety but i just wanted to drink and socialize ( i didnt get even drunk). thanks for the advice though!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poorlatino on January 03, 2014, 04:40:18 PM

I was the David Schwimmer poster a couple years ago if you guys remember that.. Sorry.


I tried to at least be a funny troll. Didn't work so well.

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Post by: excitableboy on January 03, 2014, 08:22:13 PM

vaguely

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Post by: paraquat on January 03, 2014, 10:19:19 PM

Quote from: poorlatino on January 03, 2014, 04:40:18 PM

I was the David Schwimmer poster a couple years ago if you guys remember that.. Sorry.


I tried to at least be a funny troll. Didn't work so well.

Proud of you for coming out.

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Post by: SodaJerk on January 05, 2014, 08:21:33 AM

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I was the David Schwimmer poster a couple years ago if you guys remember that.. Sorry.


I tried to at least be a funny troll. Didn't work so well.

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Proud of you for coming out.

I'm always curious about troll posters and whether they regular post. You're forgiven poorlatino.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on January 06, 2014, 03:35:33 AM

jesus you were a bad fucking poster

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Post by: poorlatino on January 06, 2014, 09:19:39 AM

Quote from: Beer Keg Peg Leg on January 06, 2014, 03:35:33 AM

jesus you were a bad fucking poster

 SORRY gentlemen, I hope we can move past this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Energy Turtle on January 06, 2014, 01:53:51 PM

I've never seen The Godfather. Mostly because I dislike Italians

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Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on January 06, 2014, 02:01:10 PM

i kinda liked schwimmer

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Post by: dickthreats on January 06, 2014, 02:16:22 PM

my other account is Brooklyn Brawler

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poorlatino on January 08, 2014, 11:23:56 AM

Quote from: ROCKxADIO420 on January 06, 2014, 02:01:10 PM

i kinda liked schwimmer

Dude shit went down with the Schwim..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mundungus on January 08, 2014, 11:28:58 AM

a little too much c&p for me

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Post by: poorlatino on January 08, 2014, 01:19:50 PM

Quote from: Mundungus on January 08, 2014, 11:28:58 AM

a little too much c&p for me

It was roughly 75% authentic.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Laban Fetus on January 09, 2014, 07:51:01 AM

Finally got health insurance 6 months after that accident where I got fired from a job on the first day and had a nervous breakdown. She chalked it up as "extreme malaise" and that it would go away eventually. Still finding it hard to function like my old chipper self but it has gotten better over the months. My floaters are still there which is fucking annoying but the wrist pains have all but gone away. No choice but to get back on the horse at this point.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on January 09, 2014, 11:35:45 AM

Quote from: golgo13 on December 04, 2006, 09:12:26 AM

I'm 32 and my life soley revolves around skateboarding, nothing else remotely interests me enough to stick with it, I'd like to have some other interest but I just can't hang.

i used to be addicted to weed and gained over 40 pounds in 3 years from eating too much and not skating enough. now im obsessed with my weight and diet. i feel like some alcoholics anonomyous guy where every conversation i have revolves around how much weight ive lost(50#'s+) and what I do to keep it off. basically i stopped doing anything fun, eating shitty and going out(not that i ever did). but being fat was miserable.

I'm pretty stupid, i barely went to school and it took me an extra year to graduate highschool. I have some street smarts but my school smarts are lacking for sure. anytime my friends start discussing anything political or scientific i feel like thi 12 year old that can't understand what the adults are discussing.

being obsessed with death is miserable. often times i have panic attacks when my wife is at work(she's a teacher ) and worry something bad has happened to her, wondering how ill deal with everything, how ill manage taking care of our animals,house,car payment etc. i sometimes dwell on it so much that my brain almost thinks it's happening. i have to step back and listen to some happy music in my headphones to drown the negativity out.

G-
Its one day at a time. Take it slow, dont worry

Skateboarding is your life. This is a good thing

Take at least 30 minutes to yourself every day to just be by yourself and push all worries out of your mind

make a gratitude list of all the things you are grateful for. It could be anything...wife, house, your deck, computer, skate shoes etc

Dont worry about not being smart enough. You can type right? you know whats 2 plus 2? do you know where you are right now? If you answered yes to any of these questions YOU ARE PRETTY FUCKING SMART.  Some people cant do this. THINK ABOUT IT.

Your panic attacks are a message.  Its telling you that you should e doing something. The worry i hear from you, is that you are DEPENDENT on your wife for everything.  Maybe its time to start looking after number 1.

Make sure to get good sleep and get out in the sun.  Being obsessed with death is miserable, but at the same time its UP TO YOU. 
Its your choice your life man. Whatever you dwell upon grows.  Dont worry everything will be ok.  Just keep skating

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on January 09, 2014, 11:49:24 AM

Quote from: Laban Fetus on January 09, 2014, 07:51:01 AM

Finally got health insurance 6 months after that accident where I got fired from a job on the first day and had a nervous breakdown. She chalked it up as "extreme malaise" and that it would go away eventually. Still finding it hard to function like my old chipper self but it has gotten better over the months. My floaters are still there which is fucking annoying but the wrist pains have all but gone away. No choice but to get back on the horse at this point.

What got you fired?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cuteandintimidating on January 09, 2014, 01:52:40 PM

love is the answer

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dask8d00d on January 09, 2014, 01:58:37 PM

Just realized I'm basically the Jereme Rogers of SLAP now I'm feeling some type of way

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poorlatino on January 09, 2014, 02:04:09 PM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on January 09, 2014, 01:58:37 PM

Just realized I'm basically the Jereme Rogers of SLAP now I'm feeling some type of way

You're more like our Trayvon Martin

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dask8d00d on January 09, 2014, 02:18:47 PM

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Just realized I'm basically the Jereme Rogers of SLAP now I'm feeling some type of way

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You're more like our Trayvon Martin

LOL yeah you prolly right

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on January 09, 2014, 03:58:05 PM

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Just realized I'm basically the Jereme Rogers of SLAP now I'm feeling some type of way

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You're more like our Trayvon Martin

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LOL yeah you prolly right

To be honest, I read everything you post in Cam'ron's voice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: yukaton on January 10, 2014, 09:11:46 PM

A friend who just moved to Montreal recently died today, Hes the second one to move there and pass away.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on January 11, 2014, 01:53:09 AM

Quote from: yukaton on January 10, 2014, 09:11:46 PM

A friend who just moved to Montreal recently died today, Hes the second one to move there and pass away.

Death never pierces the heart so much as when it takes someone we love; cleaving the heart they held with their passing.?
― Brandon M. Herbert, Walking Wolf Road

I'm sincerely sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine what you are going through right now.  You need to take as much time as you need to grieve.  Remember that they are in a better place.  If you need counseling get it. If you need to cry do it.  If you need to write write.  Get it out of your chest.  Remember the good times you shared and the lessons they taught you.  And if you might think what lessons?  Everyone we meet in public or personal closeness teaches us something. If you can keep this, you haven't lost two friends, they are still there in your mind and heart for as long as you live. Good Luck man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on January 12, 2014, 02:45:13 AM

I started the Berra/Bronze beef.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HeadInLionsMouth on January 12, 2014, 10:26:42 AM

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My girlfriend of four years and 7 months cheated on me. She goes to UCSB (fuck that dumb ass party school) and she was at a party and a guy kissed her and she let it happen. She went to another party the next day, same guy was there, he did the same thing, kissed her and let it happen. She then told him she had a boyfriend. It doesn't matter now, she broke up with me 2 days ago because of what happened. It devastated me, I never thought she would be the kind of person to do that. Her reasoning is that she doesnt see me as a boyfriend anymore, but more of a best friend. So pretty much, I got friendzoned in a relationship. This is some bullshit, we've invested and spent so much time together and got through a lot of things together for it to end over some lousy kiss. I keep thinking in my head this happened because I am her first boyfriend and she wants to experience other things. I'm being selfish and thinking to myself that I dont want any other fucking guy to be with her or even have some kind of relation to her.This is really the first time it's ever happened to me and it's a terrible feeling. For the first time in my life I feel so down. I know most of you will laugh at my misfortune and crack jokes about it, it's alright, its the internet. But if anybody wants to give me some words to get by, that would be cool.

I know its not the end of the world for me, but my thoughts and emotions are clouding my judgment and I can't think straight.
Fuck UC Santa Barbara.

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Holy fuck that sucks dude. Honestly don't even trip out too hard over what may or may not have happened if you can, you don't wanna get into a space where every time you try to watch porn or see a sex scene in movie you just see her getting fucked, try not think about that aspect if you can. As much as it sucks it sounds like she wants to be with other people, and is more than likely being spurred on by a new group of slutty drunken friends, and the best friend shit is just a lie and a cowardly way out imo. �Cut and run for a while anyway, she sounds like she's more into her "new life" thing than being with you for the time being and if your not cool with that, which I'm sure you're not, there is really no point in trying to be friends imo. All that being said Im not sure how valid it is for me to be giving advice, since all my experience has only shown what not to do lol. If you have creative outlets pursue them to the the fullest or do something you've wanted to do but have been putting off. Good luck with it though man, just remember on the shittiest days the next one will probably be better!

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I sincerely do appreciate your words man. I'm sure it will take a lot of time. But if we're really supposed to be together, maybe time will work its way back to us and rekindle things. Or maybe Im just too stupid enough to believe in fairy tales. It's ridiculous, I've had 3 girlfriends before her and had sexual relations with 2 other girls before her but this is the only time that I've ever felt like she was the only girl in the world for me.
Thank you man, I really do appreciate it.

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I'm sorry for what happened to you. I can relate to your story. Listen If I were you, I would cut all contact, because in the end, she still hurt you. You feel hurt. She cheated on you due to a kiss. You dont need that in your life.  If you become her friend or anything thats totally fucking disrespect to you. She is demoting you.  And you shouldnt take that shit. Just let her know how you feel, by just cutting contact, leave her alone. Go skate, chill with the homies, crack the books, fuck some bitches or hit the gym. Do whatever you gotta do, but don't let any girl walk all over you. I don't know you man, but i know you're better than that shit.

Really though, it's going to be tough. I know I'm probably not saying anything you haven't heard already, but do not talk to her. Cut contact, not to give her the silent treatment or anything like that, but to protect yourself. 

I've been there man. Getting cheated on sucks so hard, but talking to her is going to make it worse. Trying to reason it out will make you feel even worse. Definitely talk it out with other people though. You gotta get it out, but she's not someone you should bother with. It's the worst, but time is really what you need. Hang in there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on January 12, 2014, 03:05:55 PM

Quote from: Laban Fetus on January 09, 2014, 07:51:01 AM

Finally got health insurance 6 months after that accident where I got fired from a job on the first day and had a nervous breakdown. She chalked it up as "extreme malaise" and that it would go away eventually. Still finding it hard to function like my old chipper self but it has gotten better over the months. My floaters are still there which is fucking annoying but the wrist pains have all but gone away. No choice but to get back on the horse at this point.

I haven't read the older post you made about getting fired on the same day, but I can tell you what you are going through is absolutely normal. Its about rejection.  I can relate after being fired from a job the same day i got a apartment, with next to no money saved up. Long story short i eventually lost the place, but the point is after dozens of jobs later i am just getting over that incident, and that was 2 years ago.  So don't be hard on yourself, just take it a day at a time and if you need to, a minute at a time.  And what exactly is causing those floaters?  I took psychology in college and thought floaters were normal....right?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on January 13, 2014, 10:13:39 AM

I'm at that point in life where you're friends are doing something else and it's up to you to keep skating. I never want to stop skating cause it's the only thing I'm good at and I enjoy. I'm having serious motivational issues to pick up the board and go at it myself. I feel like the spark isn't the same anymore, and I wanna keep going but It hasn't been easy for me, plus, my park is horrible it has the worst vibes to it, theres just random sketchy people smoking weed there all day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Laban Fetus on January 13, 2014, 10:31:20 AM

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Finally got health insurance 6 months after that accident where I got fired from a job on the first day and had a nervous breakdown. She chalked it up as "extreme malaise" and that it would go away eventually. Still finding it hard to function like my old chipper self but it has gotten better over the months. My floaters are still there which is fucking annoying but the wrist pains have all but gone away. No choice but to get back on the horse at this point.

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I haven't read the older post you made about getting fired on the same day, but I can tell you what you are going through is absolutely normal. Its about rejection.  I can relate after being fired from a job the same day i got a apartment, with next to no money saved up. Long story short i eventually lost the place, but the point is after dozens of jobs later i am just getting over that incident, and that was 2 years ago.  So don't be hard on yourself, just take it a day at a time and if you need to, a minute at a time.  And what exactly is causing those floaters?  I took psychology in college and thought floaters were normal....right?

Yeah, that's what the doctor told me. Floaters are genuinely normal but they made me more freaked out about already being extremely depressed and just made things worse. I didn't go outside for months. I spiraled out of control and was just not psychically well for a second. You're right though... I've been getting continually better and in some ways it's impacted my personality in a lot of good ways.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on January 13, 2014, 10:35:06 AM

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Finally got health insurance 6 months after that accident where I got fired from a job on the first day and had a nervous breakdown. She chalked it up as "extreme malaise" and that it would go away eventually. Still finding it hard to function like my old chipper self but it has gotten better over the months. My floaters are still there which is fucking annoying but the wrist pains have all but gone away. No choice but to get back on the horse at this point.

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I haven't read the older post you made about getting fired on the same day, but I can tell you what you are going through is absolutely normal. Its about rejection.  I can relate after being fired from a job the same day i got a apartment, with next to no money saved up. Long story short i eventually lost the place, but the point is after dozens of jobs later i am just getting over that incident, and that was 2 years ago.  So don't be hard on yourself, just take it a day at a time and if you need to, a minute at a time.  And what exactly is causing those floaters?  I took psychology in college and thought floaters were normal....right?

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Yeah, that's what the doctor told me. Floaters are genuinely normal but they made me more freaked out about already being extremely depressed and just made things worse. I didn't go outside for months. I spiraled out of control and was just not psychically well for a second. You're right though... I've been getting continually better and in some ways it's impacted my personality in a lot of good ways.

smoke weed it made doug benson psychic in super high me brah

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on January 13, 2014, 12:46:50 PM

Quote from: ThugWaffle on January 13, 2014, 10:13:39 AM

I'm at that point in life where you're friends are doing something else and it's up to you to keep skating. I never want to stop skating cause it's the only thing I'm good at and I enjoy. I'm having serious motivational issues to pick up the board and go at it myself. I feel like the spark isn't the same anymore, and I wanna keep going but It hasn't been easy for me, plus, my park is horrible it has the worst vibes to it, theres just random sketchy people smoking weed there all day.

I have the same issue. Because of financial reasons I had to move to a different part of my city, and lost connection with my old skate buddies, lots of them stopped and many dont take is seriously anymore, others are hard to reach.  Now I feel like I'm a man on a mission Here's some advice: Just Do you.  Skate wherever you need to skate. Pretty soon if you just focus on you, you will find new skaters.  Sometimes I find it hard to keep my motivation, but I just try to remember, that WE WON'T SKATE FOREVER.  Time is funny in how it waits for no man. Are you going to let some sketchy fools fuck with your happiness? Go there when they arent, skate in the mornings, afternoons, whatever, I'm sure there are some downtown spots where you are.... If not, find something. Skating is something we all need to appreciate while we can.  Don't let anything fuck with your happiness. Watch videos, read quotes, listen to music pump yourself up. Do you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on January 13, 2014, 12:47:26 PM

Quote from: ThugWaffle on January 13, 2014, 10:13:39 AM

I'm at that point in life where you're friends are doing something else and it's up to you to keep skating. I never want to stop skating cause it's the only thing I'm good at and I enjoy. I'm having serious motivational issues to pick up the board and go at it myself. I feel like the spark isn't the same anymore, and I wanna keep going but It hasn't been easy for me, plus, my park is horrible it has the worst vibes to it, theres just random sketchy people smoking weed there all day.

Where do you live? What's the weather like? If its ok or you have somewhere undercover to skate you should definitely go out this week. Would it help if I Internet threatened you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 14, 2014, 12:36:54 PM

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I'm at that point in life where you're friends are doing something else and it's up to you to keep skating. I never want to stop skating cause it's the only thing I'm good at and I enjoy. I'm having serious motivational issues to pick up the board and go at it myself. I feel like the spark isn't the same anymore, and I wanna keep going but It hasn't been easy for me, plus, my park is horrible it has the worst vibes to it, theres just random sketchy people smoking weed there all day.

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I have the same issue. Because of financial reasons I had to move to a different part of my city, and lost connection with my old skate buddies, lots of them stopped and many dont take is seriously anymore, others are hard to reach.  Now I feel like I'm a man on a mission Here's some advice: Just Do you.  Skate wherever you need to skate. Pretty soon if you just focus on you, you will find new skaters.  Sometimes I find it hard to keep my motivation, but I just try to remember, that WE WON'T SKATE FOREVER.  Time is funny in how it waits for no man. Are you going to let some sketchy fools fuck with your happiness? Go there when they arent, skate in the mornings, afternoons, whatever, I'm sure there are some downtown spots where you are.... If not, find something. Skating is something we all need to appreciate while we can.  Don't let anything fuck with your happiness. Watch videos, read quotes, listen to music pump yourself up. Do you.

very well put. im at the same point sort of. coming out of it actually because ive actually been skating lately instead of being bummed that i have no one to skate with. for me, i just have to remind myself that i dont always have to do something thats difficult to have fun. if that means skating curbs and doing powerslides instead of trying the same ledge trick for 2 hours, then thats what ill do. i pretty much only skated one skatepark and my flatbar for the past few years, so just going to a spot ive never been before is always fun for me, no matter how stupid or shitty the spot might be.

but i know what anyone means when they say they lose the motivation once their friends quit and they have no one to skate with. if i want to get my friends to skate with me, its like i have to plan it with them a week in advance, and if they bail on me then the next time i ask them to go i feel like im being a pest. its not like how it was when we all skated regularly and all you had to do was send a few texts saying "hey, im thinking about skating here at around this time" and just go from there. id get excuses from them all the time and eventually i just stopped asking as much. i still hit my friends up once in a while, but id say i get 1 yes for ever 5 no's, which is lame.

i think the worst thing about all my friends quitting is that im not a very outgoing person, so meeting new skate friends is really hard for me. theres people i know at the park, but thats about as far as the friendships go. if were not at the park at the same time, ive got no way of getting ahold of these people.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on January 14, 2014, 09:54:19 PM

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I'm at that point in life where you're friends are doing something else and it's up to you to keep skating. I never want to stop skating cause it's the only thing I'm good at and I enjoy. I'm having serious motivational issues to pick up the board and go at it myself. I feel like the spark isn't the same anymore, and I wanna keep going but It hasn't been easy for me, plus, my park is horrible it has the worst vibes to it, theres just random sketchy people smoking weed there all day.

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I have the same issue. Because of financial reasons I had to move to a different part of my city, and lost connection with my old skate buddies, lots of them stopped and many dont take is seriously anymore, others are hard to reach.  Now I feel like I'm a man on a mission Here's some advice: Just Do you.  Skate wherever you need to skate. Pretty soon if you just focus on you, you will find new skaters.  Sometimes I find it hard to keep my motivation, but I just try to remember, that WE WON'T SKATE FOREVER.  Time is funny in how it waits for no man. Are you going to let some sketchy fools fuck with your happiness? Go there when they arent, skate in the mornings, afternoons, whatever, I'm sure there are some downtown spots where you are.... If not, find something. Skating is something we all need to appreciate while we can.  Don't let anything fuck with your happiness. Watch videos, read quotes, listen to music pump yourself up. Do you.

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very well put. im at the same point sort of. coming out of it actually because ive actually been skating lately instead of being bummed that i have no one to skate with. for me, i just have to remind myself that i dont always have to do something thats difficult to have fun. if that means skating curbs and doing powerslides instead of trying the same ledge trick for 2 hours, then thats what ill do. i pretty much only skated one skatepark and my flatbar for the past few years, so just going to a spot ive never been before is always fun for me, no matter how stupid or shitty the spot might be.

but i know what anyone means when they say they lose the motivation once their friends quit and they have no one to skate with. if i want to get my friends to skate with me, its like i have to plan it with them a week in advance, and if they bail on me then the next time i ask them to go i feel like im being a pest. its not like how it was when we all skated regularly and all you had to do was send a few texts saying "hey, im thinking about skating here at around this time" and just go from there. id get excuses from them all the time and eventually i just stopped asking as much. i still hit my friends up once in a while, but id say i get 1 yes for ever 5 no's, which is lame.

i think the worst thing about all my friends quitting is that im not a very outgoing person, so meeting new skate friends is really hard for me. theres people i know at the park, but thats about as far as the friendships go. if were not at the park at the same time, ive got no way of getting ahold of these people.

That's exactly one of my problems. I'm not outgoing, in fact, I get annoyed of people easily. There's still "friends" that go to the park so I'm not skating alone but they're not my immediate friends, they're cool though, but it's still not the same vibe you get from the homies you grew up skating with. But if skating alone is whats new on my plate, then it is what is. I won't stop skating. Only downside is not being able to film as much as you'd like and all of those side things that come with skating but that's not important.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on January 14, 2014, 11:39:47 PM

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I'm at that point in life where you're friends are doing something else and it's up to you to keep skating. I never want to stop skating cause it's the only thing I'm good at and I enjoy. I'm having serious motivational issues to pick up the board and go at it myself. I feel like the spark isn't the same anymore, and I wanna keep going but It hasn't been easy for me, plus, my park is horrible it has the worst vibes to it, theres just random sketchy people smoking weed there all day.

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I'm not trying to talk shit or anything, but dude, that's most parks. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on January 15, 2014, 09:22:24 AM

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I'm at that point in life where you're friends are doing something else and it's up to you to keep skating. I never want to stop skating cause it's the only thing I'm good at and I enjoy. I'm having serious motivational issues to pick up the board and go at it myself. I feel like the spark isn't the same anymore, and I wanna keep going but It hasn't been easy for me, plus, my park is horrible it has the worst vibes to it, theres just random sketchy people smoking weed there all day.

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I'm not trying to talk shit or anything, but dude, that's most parks. 

i kind of make it my mission to go to different parks and be that dude

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: escapistfool on January 15, 2014, 05:39:19 PM

Seriously, to everybody who has given me solid advice about my ex-GF trouble, thank you.

On a serious and good note, I'm happier. I'm starting to forget about her and it also helps that I can do whatever the fuck I want right now. I get to skate more, save MORE money since I have nobody to spend it on but myself, and I recently got inspired to lose some weight.

Now the only thing that's catching my attention is this one girl. My homegirl recently told me that she has single friends and I asked her if one of her friends who goes by the name of Samantha was one of those single girls, and to my surprise she is. So my friend likes to play Cupid and she told Samantha that I thought she was a cutie and Samantha allowed my friend to give me her number. To which I texted her and formally introduced myself. We chit-chatted for a while through texting, I like that she doesn't text one word texts, Im guessing that's a good thing. She's actually making conversation which I really like.
So move on the next day, I go to my university to pay off some tuition (which left me broke but oh well that's another case) and I was texting her and turns out she goes to the same university as me and she worked there as well. I lucked out and she was getting off work at 5 (I finished all my errands around 4:40) and I asked her if she wanted to meet up and hang for a bit (I had things to do later on) and she was up for it.
So we talked and talked, and I seriously did not expect this so quick but I'm actually digging this girl so far. She's real cool, conversational, and it doesn't hurt that she's a looker and has a big butt lol. So after the little hang out, I walked her to her car and we parted ways. 10 minutes later, my homegirl texted me saying that Samantha called her and told her that she thought I was interesting, tall, and cute. She also liked that I liked to talk so that was also a good sign. So here I am stoked, loving this new year so far.

So now here comes my new entry for real confessions:
I've been out of the dating game for a long time after coming off a long term relationship.
I don't really know how to approach this new girl, to the point that I won't come off as too eager but I also wanna stand out in her head. So if any of you have tips and ideas to how to approach and ask this out on dates or whatever, please feel free!
Yeah it's a bit lame that I don't even know how to do this anymore, but being in a relationship for so long where you got comfortable and used it to it, you tend to forget. (or at least I do).
Help a brother out!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IanBZHD on January 15, 2014, 05:51:56 PM

Quote from: escapistfool on January 15, 2014, 05:39:19 PM

So now here comes my new entry for real confessions:
I've been out of the dating game for a long time after coming off a long term relationship.
I don't really know how to approach this new girl, to the point that I won't come off as too eager but I also wanna stand out in her head. So if any of you have tips and ideas to how to approach and ask this out on dates or whatever, please feel free!
Yeah it's a bit lame that I don't even know how to do this anymore, but being in a relationship for so long where you got comfortable and used it to it, you tend to forget. (or at least I do).
Help a brother out!

holy hell, why are you in the exactly situation im in? im at the same point with a new chick, and im fucked as what to do next. When the situation arises im sure you'll just go with the flow, thats the best and most honest way to go about it.

But like you, I also do not want to fuck this up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on January 16, 2014, 08:11:51 PM

Quote from: Nallid on January 14, 2014, 11:39:47 PM

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I'm at that point in life where you're friends are doing something else and it's up to you to keep skating. I never want to stop skating cause it's the only thing I'm good at and I enjoy. I'm having serious motivational issues to pick up the board and go at it myself. I feel like the spark isn't the same anymore, and I wanna keep going but It hasn't been easy for me, plus, my park is horrible it has the worst vibes to it, theres just random sketchy people smoking weed there all day.

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I'm not trying to talk shit or anything, but dude, that's most parks. 

Yeah but it kinda gets out of hand when the park is located in the middle of three different hoods. The vibe is certainly not the smoke weed and skate all day type of thing. I just gotta stop being a bitch about it and just skate, I guess.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 17, 2014, 11:53:26 AM

Quote from: IanBZHD on January 15, 2014, 05:51:56 PM

Quote from: escapistfool on January 15, 2014, 05:39:19 PM

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So now here comes my new entry for real confessions:
I've been out of the dating game for a long time after coming off a long term relationship.
I don't really know how to approach this new girl, to the point that I won't come off as too eager but I also wanna stand out in her head. So if any of you have tips and ideas to how to approach and ask this out on dates or whatever, please feel free!
Yeah it's a bit lame that I don't even know how to do this anymore, but being in a relationship for so long where you got comfortable and used it to it, you tend to forget. (or at least I do).
Help a brother out!

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holy hell, why are you in the exactly situation im in? im at the same point with a new chick, and im fucked as what to do next. When the situation arises im sure you'll just go with the flow, thats the best and most honest way to go about it.

But like you, I also do not want to fuck this up.

if you want to make a good impression on a date, take her someplace shes never been. you might have to think about it for a while, but think of a place thats different that a place her and her friends would hang out at, or a place that some other guy might have already taken her. it can be a cool bar or restaurant, or someplace kinda unique. basically just avoid places like the olive garden and the movie theater, or the clubs that the top 40 radio stations promote. you dont need to go all out and try to be fancy and impress her that way, just take her some place cool in your area that you know a lot of people dont really know about. escapist, it sounds like youve been making the right moves so far. just get creative. it doesnt even have to be a place where you spend money. my first girlfriend i took to this park and back about a half mile in the woods was the remains of henry fords vacation home. theres a guest house thats still standing, and his main house that burned down, but the foundation is still there, along with a big stone fireplace. people have planted flowers and stuff inside where the house used to be and its pretty cool to go check out. then farther back in the woods he had these huge swimming pools with stadium seating and this like mini power plant thing that powered the place. so we walked around there for a while and explored, then i got us lost on the trails, it downpoured, and we got eaten alive by mosquitos, and she ended up ruining her suede converses. i thought i fucked up big time, but she really enjoyed herself probably just because it wasnt something she had done before on a date. obviously not all girls would take that situation well, but you get the point. you just need to show her youre an interesting guy who does interesting and exciting shit.

edit: i guess i read your question wrong. you were asking for advice on how to ask her on a date. just ask her. say "hey, are you free this day? yeah? well do you want to go do this with me?" if shes into you, she will say yes. if she makes up a bullshit excuse or takes too long to reply, forget about her. escapist, it should like youre doing well with this chick, just ask her out. if shes hanging out with you and rushing to tell her friend about it, then im sure youre good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: escapistfool on January 17, 2014, 06:30:57 PM

Quote from: JB on January 17, 2014, 11:53:26 AM

Quote from: IanBZHD on January 15, 2014, 05:51:56 PM

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Quote from: escapistfool on January 15, 2014, 05:39:19 PM

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So now here comes my new entry for real confessions:
I've been out of the dating game for a long time after coming off a long term relationship.
I don't really know how to approach this new girl, to the point that I won't come off as too eager but I also wanna stand out in her head. So if any of you have tips and ideas to how to approach and ask this out on dates or whatever, please feel free!
Yeah it's a bit lame that I don't even know how to do this anymore, but being in a relationship for so long where you got comfortable and used it to it, you tend to forget. (or at least I do).
Help a brother out!

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holy hell, why are you in the exactly situation im in? im at the same point with a new chick, and im fucked as what to do next. When the situation arises im sure you'll just go with the flow, thats the best and most honest way to go about it.

But like you, I also do not want to fuck this up.

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if you want to make a good impression on a date, take her someplace shes never been. you might have to think about it for a while, but think of a place thats different that a place her and her friends would hang out at, or a place that some other guy might have already taken her. it can be a cool bar or restaurant, or someplace kinda unique. basically just avoid places like the olive garden and the movie theater, or the clubs that the top 40 radio stations promote. you dont need to go all out and try to be fancy and impress her that way, just take her some place cool in your area that you know a lot of people dont really know about. escapist, it sounds like youve been making the right moves so far. just get creative. it doesnt even have to be a place where you spend money. my first girlfriend i took to this park and back about a half mile in the woods was the remains of henry fords vacation home. theres a guest house thats still standing, and his main house that burned down, but the foundation is still there, along with a big stone fireplace. people have planted flowers and stuff inside where the house used to be and its pretty cool to go check out. then farther back in the woods he had these huge swimming pools with stadium seating and this like mini power plant thing that powered the place. so we walked around there for a while and explored, then i got us lost on the trails, it downpoured, and we got eaten alive by mosquitos, and she ended up ruining her suede converses. i thought i fucked up big time, but she really enjoyed herself probably just because it wasnt something she had done before on a date. obviously not all girls would take that situation well, but you get the point. you just need to show her youre an interesting guy who does interesting and exciting shit.

edit: i guess i read your question wrong. you were asking for advice on how to ask her on a date. just ask her. say "hey, are you free this day? yeah? well do you want to go do this with me?" if shes into you, she will say yes. if she makes up a bullshit excuse or takes too long to reply, forget about her. escapist, it should like youre doing well with this chick, just ask her out. if shes hanging out with you and rushing to tell her friend about it, then im sure youre good.

Damn dude. Hell yeah! I really appreciate everything you said. I will definitely keep that in mind.
I asked her out on a date and she said yes. We're gonna go get shaved ice. (shaved ice and ice cream combined. its actually really good). And then for the next one, I'm thinking about taking her to the Los Angeles County Museum of Arts. It's this place (http://dtfjihky7xwic.cloudfront.net/sites/default/files/styles/poi_detail/public/poi_images/lacma-urban-lights-0.jpg)
All those things you told me just pretty much inspired me to not be a generic typical guy, I am an interesting guy and I shouldnt be afraid to show her what I got.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steam vent on January 18, 2014, 07:07:00 AM

Quote from: escapistfool on January 17, 2014, 06:30:57 PM

Quote from: JB on January 17, 2014, 11:53:26 AM

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Quote from: IanBZHD on January 15, 2014, 05:51:56 PM

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Quote from: escapistfool on January 15, 2014, 05:39:19 PM

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So now here comes my new entry for real confessions:
I've been out of the dating game for a long time after coming off a long term relationship.
I don't really know how to approach this new girl, to the point that I won't come off as too eager but I also wanna stand out in her head. So if any of you have tips and ideas to how to approach and ask this out on dates or whatever, please feel free!
Yeah it's a bit lame that I don't even know how to do this anymore, but being in a relationship for so long where you got comfortable and used it to it, you tend to forget. (or at least I do).
Help a brother out!

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holy hell, why are you in the exactly situation im in? im at the same point with a new chick, and im fucked as what to do next. When the situation arises im sure you'll just go with the flow, thats the best and most honest way to go about it.

But like you, I also do not want to fuck this up.

[close]

if you want to make a good impression on a date, take her someplace shes never been. you might have to think about it for a while, but think of a place thats different that a place her and her friends would hang out at, or a place that some other guy might have already taken her. it can be a cool bar or restaurant, or someplace kinda unique. basically just avoid places like the olive garden and the movie theater, or the clubs that the top 40 radio stations promote. you dont need to go all out and try to be fancy and impress her that way, just take her some place cool in your area that you know a lot of people dont really know about. escapist, it sounds like youve been making the right moves so far. just get creative. it doesnt even have to be a place where you spend money. my first girlfriend i took to this park and back about a half mile in the woods was the remains of henry fords vacation home. theres a guest house thats still standing, and his main house that burned down, but the foundation is still there, along with a big stone fireplace. people have planted flowers and stuff inside where the house used to be and its pretty cool to go check out. then farther back in the woods he had these huge swimming pools with stadium seating and this like mini power plant thing that powered the place. so we walked around there for a while and explored, then i got us lost on the trails, it downpoured, and we got eaten alive by mosquitos, and she ended up ruining her suede converses. i thought i fucked up big time, but she really enjoyed herself probably just because it wasnt something she had done before on a date. obviously not all girls would take that situation well, but you get the point. you just need to show her youre an interesting guy who does interesting and exciting shit.

edit: i guess i read your question wrong. you were asking for advice on how to ask her on a date. just ask her. say "hey, are you free this day? yeah? well do you want to go do this with me?" if shes into you, she will say yes. if she makes up a bullshit excuse or takes too long to reply, forget about her. escapist, it should like youre doing well with this chick, just ask her out. if shes hanging out with you and rushing to tell her friend about it, then im sure youre good.

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Damn dude. Hell yeah! I really appreciate everything you said. I will definitely keep that in mind.
I asked her out on a date and she said yes. We're gonna go get shaved ice. (shaved ice and ice cream combined. its actually really good). And then for the next one, I'm thinking about taking her to the Los Angeles County Museum of Arts. It's this place (http://dtfjihky7xwic.cloudfront.net/sites/default/files/styles/poi_detail/public/poi_images/lacma-urban-lights-0.jpg)
All those things you told me just pretty much inspired me to not be a generic typical guy, I am an interesting guy and I shouldnt be afraid to show her what I got.

keep unsolicited dick pic's on the backburner for now though

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IanBZHD on January 22, 2014, 11:17:59 PM

So, i've been realizing in the last couple months i just don't really give a shit about anything.

All last semester i just smoked weed and barely passed a few of my classes, failing one. Im an engineering student and the classes are fucking hard. I'm a senior now so i don't have much left to go. But i also just want to do good in school because i feel obligated to. I'm a nice guy i think, i never get mad at my friends or get into any fights whatsoever. But im always the dude to dip from the bar or anywhere earlier then the rest of the group, just cuz im bored or don't care about whats going on.

Also, i feel like i go for chicks that are too hot for me and i won't be satisfied to have a legit girlfriend unless she's a straight dime (in my eyes). I ignore the signs that a girl isn't good for me, like chicks that text one word answers that probably have no brain and i wouldn't be interested in anyway.

I love skating obviously, and i do have some days where im hyped and in a good mood. But most of my days are just trying to speed the day up to get to the next. I skate a ton, but its really all i enjoy doing. I've been feeling very disconnected socially these last few months, and i guess it just get spilled out in increments on SLAP.

I've been justifying all of my unhappiness with the fact that i'm so close to getting my degree, that once i do, i'll move immediately to california or colorado to start my life completely over. I don't know if that will really make me happy, but i feel like Indiana (where i live) is just dragging me down.

I need SLAP advice. Even stupid shit, it might make me crack a smile.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on January 23, 2014, 08:10:31 AM

I spent the past 5 years wondering if I was unhappy because of where I lived, or if it was me that had issues I needed to work on.  Then recently I visited another city, loved every minute of it, and realized it's definitely where I live that's bringing me down.  If you think you'd be happier leaving Indiana for somewhere else, you probably will be.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on January 23, 2014, 09:29:01 AM

Quote from: IanBZHD on January 22, 2014, 11:17:59 PM

So, i've been realizing in the last couple months i just don't really give a shit about anything.

All last semester i just smoked weed and barely passed a few of my classes, failing one. Im an engineering student and the classes are fucking hard. I'm a senior now so i don't have much left to go. But i also just want to do good in school because i feel obligated to. I'm a nice guy i think, i never get mad at my friends or get into any fights whatsoever. But im always the dude to dip from the bar or anywhere earlier then the rest of the group, just cuz im bored or don't care about whats going on.

Also, i feel like i go for chicks that are too hot for me and i won't be satisfied to have a legit girlfriend unless she's a straight dime (in my eyes). I ignore the signs that a girl isn't good for me, like chicks that text one word answers that probably have no brain and i wouldn't be interested in anyway.

I love skating obviously, and i do have some days where im hyped and in a good mood. But most of my days are just trying to speed the day up to get to the next. I skate a ton, but its really all i enjoy doing. I've been feeling very disconnected socially these last few months, and i guess it just get spilled out in increments on SLAP.

I've been justifying all of my unhappiness with the fact that i'm so close to getting my degree, that once i do, i'll move immediately to california or colorado to start my life completely over. I don't know if that will really make me happy, but i feel like Indiana (where i live) is just dragging me down.

I need SLAP advice. Even stupid shit, it might make me crack a smile.

You have no real problems.

-finish your shit, then smoke

-find a pretty girl that you click with and nail it down.

-If you are not somewhat happy with your current situation (youth, freedom), then your future might suck. you need to be content with the present as well as taking steps to secure a happy and prosperous future. juggle that shit.

-typical young person Midwest attitude. Hating where you are, and thinking big cities are superior. While big cities are epicenters for culture, a small city can offer some refreshing aspects, which are completely up to you to decide what those aspects are. By all means move if you get a job, but keep in mind that happiness is not necessarily waiting for you in Colorado or California. Transferring your life can be as shitty as staying put.

Sounds like you have some good things going on, so sit back and enjoy your time to shine and get your shit done.  Good luck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on January 23, 2014, 10:08:22 AM

Quote from: paraquat on January 23, 2014, 09:29:01 AM

Quote from: IanBZHD on January 22, 2014, 11:17:59 PM

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So, i've been realizing in the last couple months i just don't really give a shit about anything.

All last semester i just smoked weed and barely passed a few of my classes, failing one. Im an engineering student and the classes are fucking hard. I'm a senior now so i don't have much left to go. But i also just want to do good in school because i feel obligated to. I'm a nice guy i think, i never get mad at my friends or get into any fights whatsoever. But im always the dude to dip from the bar or anywhere earlier then the rest of the group, just cuz im bored or don't care about whats going on.

Also, i feel like i go for chicks that are too hot for me and i won't be satisfied to have a legit girlfriend unless she's a straight dime (in my eyes). I ignore the signs that a girl isn't good for me, like chicks that text one word answers that probably have no brain and i wouldn't be interested in anyway.

I love skating obviously, and i do have some days where im hyped and in a good mood. But most of my days are just trying to speed the day up to get to the next. I skate a ton, but its really all i enjoy doing. I've been feeling very disconnected socially these last few months, and i guess it just get spilled out in increments on SLAP.

I've been justifying all of my unhappiness with the fact that i'm so close to getting my degree, that once i do, i'll move immediately to california or colorado to start my life completely over. I don't know if that will really make me happy, but i feel like Indiana (where i live) is just dragging me down.

I need SLAP advice. Even stupid shit, it might make me crack a smile.

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You have no real problems.

-finish your shit, then smoke

-find a pretty girl that you click with and nail it down.

-If you are not somewhat happy with your current situation (youth, freedom), then your future might suck. you need to be content with the present as well as taking steps to secure a happy and prosperous future. juggle that shit.

-typical young person Midwest attitude. Hating where you are, and thinking big cities are superior. While big cities are epicenters for culture, a small city can offer some refreshing aspects, which are completely up to you to decide what those aspects are. By all means move if you get a job, but keep in mind that happiness is not necessarily waiting for you in Colorado or California. Transferring your life can be as shitty as staying put.

Sounds like you have some good things going on, so sit back and enjoy your time to shine and get your shit done.  Good luck

i never understood the midwest hate, i fucking loved every minute i lived in cincinnati but all anyone talked about was "WHEN I GRADUATE IM GOIN TO CALI TO SMOKE MAD WEED BRA."  Like wtf, living in the midwest is not a prison sentence, its the god damn best thing in the world!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IanBZHD on January 23, 2014, 11:59:40 AM

Quote from: paraquat on January 23, 2014, 09:29:01 AM

Quote from: IanBZHD on January 22, 2014, 11:17:59 PM

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So, i've been realizing in the last couple months i just don't really give a shit about anything.

All last semester i just smoked weed and barely passed a few of my classes, failing one. Im an engineering student and the classes are fucking hard. I'm a senior now so i don't have much left to go. But i also just want to do good in school because i feel obligated to. I'm a nice guy i think, i never get mad at my friends or get into any fights whatsoever. But im always the dude to dip from the bar or anywhere earlier then the rest of the group, just cuz im bored or don't care about whats going on.

Also, i feel like i go for chicks that are too hot for me and i won't be satisfied to have a legit girlfriend unless she's a straight dime (in my eyes). I ignore the signs that a girl isn't good for me, like chicks that text one word answers that probably have no brain and i wouldn't be interested in anyway.

I love skating obviously, and i do have some days where im hyped and in a good mood. But most of my days are just trying to speed the day up to get to the next. I skate a ton, but its really all i enjoy doing. I've been feeling very disconnected socially these last few months, and i guess it just get spilled out in increments on SLAP.

I've been justifying all of my unhappiness with the fact that i'm so close to getting my degree, that once i do, i'll move immediately to california or colorado to start my life completely over. I don't know if that will really make me happy, but i feel like Indiana (where i live) is just dragging me down.

I need SLAP advice. Even stupid shit, it might make me crack a smile.

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You have no real problems.

-finish your shit, then smoke

-find a pretty girl that you click with and nail it down.

-If you are not somewhat happy with your current situation (youth, freedom), then your future might suck. you need to be content with the present as well as taking steps to secure a happy and prosperous future. juggle that shit.

-typical young person Midwest attitude. Hating where you are, and thinking big cities are superior. While big cities are epicenters for culture, a small city can offer some refreshing aspects, which are completely up to you to decide what those aspects are. By all means move if you get a job, but keep in mind that happiness is not necessarily waiting for you in Colorado or California. Transferring your life can be as shitty as staying put.

Sounds like you have some good things going on, so sit back and enjoy your time to shine and get your shit done.  Good luck

Your right, and thanks for the motivation. I don't have and REAL problems in life, besides some psychological things i won't get into.

I don't want to come off like i want to move to California or Colorado to sMoKeMadWeEd, i don't really give a shit about that. Weed is anywhere. Between the places i've gotten to travel, California and Colorado seem like the places i would rather be. I don't necessarily want to live in some big city, it's just the midwest where i live is all strip malls, no culture, and the people don't really embrace substance. It's very shallow. I like to go hiking, spend time in nature, and get into some deep conversations, but it seems almost impossible around here. Most of the people i know or went to highschool with (class of 800) all have the same mentality, very negative.

I live about 30 miles  to Chicago, so i get the best of both worlds with city life and rural life. But the scene isn't like Cinci is, as pencil said, I've been there and the people and scene are amazing. I live next to the (once?) murder capital of the U.S, Gary, Indiana. I honestly think that this area has a huge effect on people's mental well-being.

Also, i virtually have no relationship with my parents besides living with them. It's very awkward and i probably haven't had a full conversation with them in years. That's probably why i want to get the fuck out so bad.

So TL;DR, Thanks Paraquat, it may seem stupid, but the way you broke it down into like 4 essential things really helps. I just need to spend time with the friends that actually care about me, find a pretty chick, and get this fucking engineering degree. Being happy in the present is hard for me, but i realize that if i continue the way i think that i will always be looking for something more.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 23, 2014, 02:38:33 PM

I'm infatuated with a girl from the interwebs. I'm not stalking her or anything, she just posts on a website that I frequent. She's all types of gorgeous, she conducts herself well on the web, and she has a beautiful dog that I want for myself. I don't really know her, but everything I've seen about her is awesome. I have no idea where she's from. It makes me angry that I'm so attracted to her. I've only ever been attracted to a grand total of four women and I haven't even directly talked to the bitch. Anyhow, here's some photos.

(http://i.imgur.com/LkS9iJk.jpg)
(http://i.imgur.com/tTXujDZ.jpg)
(http://i.imgur.com/PWEYA1x.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on January 23, 2014, 03:47:53 PM

(http://www.galileoconf.eu/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/sean-malto.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on January 23, 2014, 04:00:14 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 23, 2014, 02:38:33 PM

(http://i.imgur.com/PWEYA1x.jpg)

Quote from: ROCKxADIO420 on January 23, 2014, 03:47:53 PM

(http://www.galileoconf.eu/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/sean-malto.jpg)

(http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/2/21/Alfred_E._Neumann.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: A.J.K. on January 23, 2014, 04:03:52 PM

Quote from: IanBZHD on January 22, 2014, 11:17:59 PM

So, i've been realizing in the last couple months i just don't really give a shit about anything.

All last semester i just smoked weed and barely passed a few of my classes, failing one. Im an engineering student and the classes are fucking hard. I'm a senior now so i don't have much left to go. But i also just want to do good in school because i feel obligated to. I'm a nice guy i think, i never get mad at my friends or get into any fights whatsoever. But im always the dude to dip from the bar or anywhere earlier then the rest of the group, just cuz im bored or don't care about whats going on.

Also, i feel like i go for chicks that are too hot for me and i won't be satisfied to have a legit girlfriend unless she's a straight dime (in my eyes). I ignore the signs that a girl isn't good for me, like chicks that text one word answers that probably have no brain and i wouldn't be interested in anyway.

I love skating obviously, and i do have some days where im hyped and in a good mood. But most of my days are just trying to speed the day up to get to the next. I skate a ton, but its really all i enjoy doing. I've been feeling very disconnected socially these last few months, and i guess it just get spilled out in increments on SLAP.

I've been justifying all of my unhappiness with the fact that i'm so close to getting my degree, that once i do, i'll move immediately to california or colorado to start my life completely over. I don't know if that will really make me happy, but i feel like Indiana (where i live) is just dragging me down.

I need SLAP advice. Even stupid shit, it might make me crack a smile.

Me and you sound like we're in the same state.  I blew it this past semester at school, have wrecked myself over a girl, and have had no motivation to do anything other than sleep and listen to music alone in my room.  Paraquat has it covered advice wise, so i'll just say that there are people feeling equally weird and fucked up.  

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 23, 2014, 04:30:37 PM

If you don't think that girl is pretty then you are an idiot and I want you to die.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poorlatino on January 24, 2014, 10:23:33 AM

She's not ugly! However you need to chill out.

I had sex with this girl last night and she has been calling me all morning. I feel like an asshole for ignoring her. I guess I am an asshole with girls. If I really like a girl then I will still want to hang out with her after sex, I'm way shallow it sucks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Morty Seinfeld on January 24, 2014, 11:47:19 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 23, 2014, 04:30:37 PM

If you don't think that girl is pretty then you are an idiot and I want you to die.

she's super cute man. there's a special place in my heart for short-haired women.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 24, 2014, 12:40:56 PM

Quote from: poorlatino on January 24, 2014, 10:23:33 AM

She's not ugly! However you need to chill out.

I had sex with this girl last night and she has been calling me all morning. I feel like an asshole for ignoring her. I guess I am an asshole with girls. If I really like a girl then I will still want to hang out with her after sex, I'm way shallow it sucks.

It's not possible for me to chill out any more than I already am. My resting heart rate is 45bpm. If I relax any more, I'm going to die. All I want is for everyone that disagrees with me to die a horrible death. Is that really that bad?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pekkaaa on January 24, 2014, 12:49:00 PM

I still have no idea if Rusty Bearings is a fake account or not.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poorlatino on January 24, 2014, 01:06:24 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 24, 2014, 12:40:56 PM

Quote from: poorlatino on January 24, 2014, 10:23:33 AM

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She's not ugly! However you need to chill out.

I had sex with this girl last night and she has been calling me all morning. I feel like an asshole for ignoring her. I guess I am an asshole with girls. If I really like a girl then I will still want to hang out with her after sex, I'm way shallow it sucks.

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It's not possible for me to chill out any more than I already am. My resting heart rate is 45bpm. If I relax any more, I'm going to die. All I want is for everyone that disagrees with me to die a horrible death. Is that really that bad?

Haha no Jamal it's fine. I will hunt down that chick and bring her to you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: steam vent on January 25, 2014, 08:43:11 AM

Mad dudes here with girl problems this should help Psychic Gives Dumb Relationship Advice - CB Walker (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7nIV-L1d_HU#)

edit: leetgeek being all about another girl will make you more and aloof and therefore attractive to other girls, watch the peripheries dawg, some girl who you ignore everyday might be thinkin thoughts. Alot of girls don't really like when you're all about them, you possibly have a better chance with girls your legit not that into as weird as it sounds, especially if like me your an over-thinker

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 25, 2014, 10:22:03 PM

Nigga, I don't know any girls. This is just a bitch I'm stalking on the cybernet. Besides, being aloof is the natural state of the introverted.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Exposure on January 26, 2014, 09:40:28 PM

Quote from: poorlatino on January 24, 2014, 10:23:33 AM

She's not ugly! However you need to chill out.

I had sex with this girl last night and she has been calling me all morning. I feel like an asshole for ignoring her. I guess I am an asshole with girls. If I really like a girl then I will still want to hang out with her after sex, I'm way shallow it sucks.

Cool story bro

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poorlatino on January 27, 2014, 10:10:01 AM

Quote from: Exposure on January 26, 2014, 09:40:28 PM

Quote from: poorlatino on January 24, 2014, 10:23:33 AM

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She's not ugly! However you need to chill out.

I had sex with this girl last night and she has been calling me all morning. I feel like an asshole for ignoring her. I guess I am an asshole with girls. If I really like a girl then I will still want to hang out with her after sex, I'm way shallow it sucks.

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Cool story bro

Thanks!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on January 27, 2014, 01:36:02 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 25, 2014, 10:22:03 PM

being aloof is the natural state of the introverted.

(https://31.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m78dym8s9W1qzv9mho1_500.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on January 27, 2014, 02:56:44 PM

Quote from: poorlatino on January 27, 2014, 10:10:01 AM

Quote from: Exposure on January 26, 2014, 09:40:28 PM

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Quote from: poorlatino on January 24, 2014, 10:23:33 AM

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She's not ugly! However you need to chill out.

I had sex with this girl last night and she has been calling me all morning. I feel like an asshole for ignoring her. I guess I am an asshole with girls. If I really like a girl then I will still want to hang out with her after sex, I'm way shallow it sucks.

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Cool story bro

[close]

Thanks!

Reminded me of twitter and the people that go in there to complain about their ways.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 27, 2014, 03:15:00 PM

Quote from: ttching! on January 27, 2014, 01:36:02 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 25, 2014, 10:22:03 PM

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being aloof is the natural state of the introverted.

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(https://31.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m78dym8s9W1qzv9mho1_500.jpg)

I don't get this. Everybody already knows I'm a virgin. Where's the funny supposed to come from? Explain.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on January 27, 2014, 03:20:01 PM

the chubby black part

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on January 27, 2014, 08:50:04 PM

Quote from: ROCKxADIO420 on January 27, 2014, 03:20:01 PM

the chubby black part

lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 27, 2014, 09:46:00 PM

That dude's not even black. Do you think that's me in my avatar?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on January 28, 2014, 07:34:26 AM

Just don't ever say that I never posted a fit for you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on January 28, 2014, 07:19:56 PM

wait that guys not black? i guess he looks maybe kind of hispanic but idk l##tg##t idk

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on January 28, 2014, 07:36:40 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 27, 2014, 09:46:00 PM

That dude's not even black. Do you think that's me in my avatar?

I think of everyone as their avatar. I'm weird though

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HeadInLionsMouth on January 29, 2014, 12:11:29 AM

Quote from: paraquat on January 28, 2014, 07:36:40 PM

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That dude's not even black. Do you think that's me in my avatar?

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I think of everyone as their avatar. I'm weird though

Same.

I always thought L33tg33k was a pale blonde guy with a bowl cut

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IanBZHD on February 01, 2014, 11:37:39 AM

Got rejected by 2 chicks this week, thought i might have a chance with one, then the other was like a backup plan. Turns out they both don't want shit to do with me. That's always a good feeling, isn't it?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on February 02, 2014, 01:50:05 AM

i dont actually somke weed everyday

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on February 02, 2014, 10:04:01 AM

Quote from: Beer Keg Peg Leg on February 02, 2014, 01:50:05 AM

i dont actually somke weed everyday

my world just got turned upside down, next thing we know youre gonna say you arent actually kobe

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on February 02, 2014, 11:18:00 AM

Quote from: IanBZHD on February 01, 2014, 11:37:39 AM

Got rejected by 2 chicks this week, thought i might have a chance with one, then the other was like a backup plan. Turns out they both don't want shit to do with me. That's always a good feeling, isn't it?

Yup.

I met this beautiful introverted girl at a party yesterday and it took me about 5 minutes of talking with her to become infatuated. We spent the evening discussing things we had in common, such as watching british detective shows with our mothers. A couple of my friends told me that she  is obviously into me, so as  she was leaving I asked if she would want to maybe hang around sometime. She told me she had a boyfriend. I was actually pretty surprised I asked her. Glad I did, anyway.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on February 02, 2014, 12:03:27 PM

My girlfriend, whose i'm with for 14 years and is the mother of my 3 years old daughter, is in a psychiatric clinic since a month and don't express the need to go back home with us...hard times

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dask8d00d on February 02, 2014, 12:07:04 PM

Quote from: the snake on February 02, 2014, 12:03:27 PM

My girlfriend, whose i'm with for 14 years and is the mother of my 3 years old daughter, is in a psychiatric clinic since a month and don't express the need to go back home with us...hard times

damn that sounds harsh but shit man its probably not you she might just be having to work through some things...just gotta ride it out ya know? 14 years is no small feat i don't know the situation but obviously y'all are pretty close and i wouldn't think she'd be staying there without good reason. keep ya head up!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on February 02, 2014, 12:16:47 PM

i hear you dude, but the more she stays there, the more she's stoned and lost...gotta find a way to get her out when i'll meet her therapist next week

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on February 02, 2014, 12:45:23 PM

Quote from: the snake on February 02, 2014, 12:16:47 PM

i hear you dude, but the more she stays there, the more she's stoned and lost...gotta find a way to get her out when i'll meet her therapist next week

stay strong man, the d00d is the d00d when it comes to positive vibes.  If he blesses you with his condolences, things are gonna work out okay

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on February 02, 2014, 12:55:52 PM

Thanks for the good vibes, pals, i really hope things will get better, i don't want to loose my little family

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on February 02, 2014, 09:04:42 PM

She just called this morning and wants to come home !!! positive vibrations worked !!! thanks dudes
edit : one more week and she'll be back home
Bob Marley e The Wailers - Positive Vibration (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SGg__SX8HyM&feature=player_detailpage#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on February 02, 2014, 10:27:42 PM

Quote from: the snake on February 02, 2014, 09:04:42 PM

She just called this morning and wants to come home !!! positive vibrations worked !!! thanks dudes
Bob Marley e The Wailers - Positive Vibration (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SGg__SX8HyM&feature=player_detailpage#)

:)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on February 03, 2014, 09:53:57 AM

I hit an artery last year and almost lost my arm.

I hit a c-ringer to deal with the anxiety of possibly loosing my arm.

That's so fucked up when I read it back.

Better living is not always through chemistry...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 03, 2014, 10:00:33 AM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on February 03, 2014, 09:53:57 AM

I hit an artery last year and almost lost my arm.

I hit a c-ringer to deal with the anxiety of possibly loosing my arm.

That's so fucked up when I read it back.

Better living is not always through chemistry...

i did a shot in this weird viaduct full of street kids smoking speed and other sketchiness in Juarez one time. i missed which might've saved my life but my arm went half ass dead for like 6 wks. i could move it certain directions but not straight up and down. i just kinda dealt w/ it and eventually it returned to normal. oh, but i hit another shot in my hand and nodded out on a sidewalk, them 3rd world motherfuckers got me for my wallet and my Bic lighter.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on February 03, 2014, 09:09:44 PM

i sometimes scare my girlfriend when i tell her how i feel about people
i seriously hope the worst of alot of people...i cant help it.
any that has ever came encounter with me i have alwayz keep it 100 wit'em. im a loyal ass dude.
maybe its cuz people dont keep it real enough for me, i basically think everyone is fake.

i dont have a heart anymore :'(

i have serious trust issues... only ppl i trust is my down ass bitch, my granny and brother.

i dont even trust my fuckin mom

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on February 03, 2014, 10:22:52 PM

Quote from: shark tits on February 03, 2014, 10:00:33 AM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on February 03, 2014, 09:53:57 AM

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I hit an artery last year and almost lost my arm.

I hit a c-ringer to deal with the anxiety of possibly loosing my arm.

That's so fucked up when I read it back.

Better living is not always through chemistry...

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i did a shot in this weird viaduct full of street kids smoking speed and other sketchiness in Juarez one time. i missed which might've saved my life but my arm went half ass dead for like 6 wks. i could move it certain directions but not straight up and down. i just kinda dealt w/ it and eventually it returned to normal. oh, but i hit another shot in my hand and nodded out on a sidewalk, them 3rd world motherfuckers got me for my wallet and my Bic lighter.

sharktits is easily one of the best posters out there at the moment...

One the judges side-bar, that sounds like something out of a Burroughs Mexican tale ala Junky .

I think I may have caught myself singing a Maroon 5 song like 6 years ago; definitely going to Christian hell-fire eternity for that one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on February 04, 2014, 09:12:04 AM

I get on slap just to see Will's Cam'ron gif.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on February 04, 2014, 02:26:52 PM

Quote from: ThugWaffle on February 04, 2014, 09:12:04 AM

I get on slap just to see Will's Cam'ron gif.

HAHA. I imagine every post he makes in Cam'ron's voice. And in speaking of Will, I'm listening to 'Just do it" Right now. That Psychadelics track is fire

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on February 05, 2014, 05:10:42 AM

I'm suffering crazy bouts of anxiety at the moment. We have to move because the landlord wants the place back and finding a place you can afford and actually want to live in in London is hard work. We have a dog and that rules out about 75% of property just because landlords don't think you know how to keep the place clean and take care of a dog. My girl is a graduate but her pay doesn't reflect her skill level meaning I pay most of the rent and expenses. Neither of us have family here and if we don't find a place before the contract is up we are homeless. I've been getting maybe one to two hours sleep a night, working full time and having to try and view apartments after work with shitty real estate agents bullshitting me. Things could always be worse but being in housing limbo is fucking with me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on February 05, 2014, 10:36:19 AM

The mass production and purchasing of sildenafil citrate allowed me to fund the most unhealthy lifestyle I could have possibly lived.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on February 05, 2014, 06:22:50 PM

Quote from: SodaJerk on February 05, 2014, 05:10:42 AM

I'm suffering crazy bouts of anxiety at the moment. We have to move because the landlord wants the place back and finding a place you can afford and actually want to live in in London is hard work. We have a dog and that rules out about 75% of property just because landlords don't think you know how to keep the place clean and take care of a dog. My girl is a graduate but her pay doesn't reflect her skill level meaning I pay most of the rent and expenses. Neither of us have family here and if we don't find a place before the contract is up we are homeless. I've been getting maybe one to two hours sleep a night, working full time and having to try and view apartments after work with shitty real estate agents bullshitting me. Things could always be worse but being in housing limbo is fucking with me.

This is a serious situation. How long do you have before the lease is up/Landlord repossession? What part of London are you trying to find apartments in? Are you both originally from london?  I'm sorry for what you are going through. The anxiety seems like hell.  The options I would be thinking of would be 1. Send the dog to move with a relative until you can get on your feet....2. Both of you go to a rental house, where you can have just a room until you can find an apartment....3. You both move out of london to where your relatives are, and suck it up and keep the search going, 4.  negotiate with your landlord,  5. Move to a shelter For a Short While (This is a last resort obviously)

And I don't know if you are religious or not, Atheist etc, but don't underestimate the power of Prayer.  Just reaching out in that way will at least relieve your anxiety.  You also may find meditation helpful, even if its for 10 minutes at home.  Stay Focused.  We skateboarders are persistent bunch, we always overcome.  Good luck and Keep hope, in the end you and your girl will be ok.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on February 06, 2014, 07:39:21 AM

Quote from: iSk84thechicas on February 05, 2014, 06:22:50 PM

Quote from: SodaJerk on February 05, 2014, 05:10:42 AM

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I'm suffering crazy bouts of anxiety at the moment. We have to move because the landlord wants the place back and finding a place you can afford and actually want to live in in London is hard work. We have a dog and that rules out about 75% of property just because landlords don't think you know how to keep the place clean and take care of a dog. My girl is a graduate but her pay doesn't reflect her skill level meaning I pay most of the rent and expenses. Neither of us have family here and if we don't find a place before the contract is up we are homeless. I've been getting maybe one to two hours sleep a night, working full time and having to try and view apartments after work with shitty real estate agents bullshitting me. Things could always be worse but being in housing limbo is fucking with me.

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This is a serious situation. How long do you have before the lease is up/Landlord repossession? What part of London are you trying to find apartments in? Are you both originally from london?  I'm sorry for what you are going through. The anxiety seems like hell.  The options I would be thinking of would be 1. Send the dog to move with a relative until you can get on your feet....2. Both of you go to a rental house, where you can have just a room until you can find an apartment....3. You both move out of london to where your relatives are, and suck it up and keep the search going, 4.  negotiate with your landlord,  5. Move to a shelter For a Short While (This is a last resort obviously)

And I don't know if you are religious or not, Atheist etc, but don't underestimate the power of Prayer.  Just reaching out in that way will at least relieve your anxiety.  You also may find meditation helpful, even if its for 10 minutes at home.  Stay Focused.  We skateboarders are persistent bunch, we always overcome.  Good luck and Keep hope, in the end you and your girl will be ok.

We've got another 2 weeks before our contract is up but the landlord is being cool about it and said we could stay for a few more weeks if we absolutely need to. She is from Sweden and my family live in Australia so help from relatives is out of the question. We will find somewhere, its just we are going to have to compromise pretty heavily either on cost or living standards. The hardest part is looking when you both work full time, agents here really don't give a fuck about renters but they'll bend over backwards if your buying. The anxiety comes from feeling like I'm letting my girl and my dog down. I'm going to keep at it and prayer and meditation are sort of the same thing for me but I don't pray with the expectation that "God" is going to help its just a form of positive reinforcement for my psyche. Thanks for the words man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on February 06, 2014, 10:37:13 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on February 06, 2014, 07:39:21 AM

Quote from: iSk84thechicas on February 05, 2014, 06:22:50 PM

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I'm suffering crazy bouts of anxiety at the moment. We have to move because the landlord wants the place back and finding a place you can afford and actually want to live in in London is hard work. We have a dog and that rules out about 75% of property just because landlords don't think you know how to keep the place clean and take care of a dog. My girl is a graduate but her pay doesn't reflect her skill level meaning I pay most of the rent and expenses. Neither of us have family here and if we don't find a place before the contract is up we are homeless. I've been getting maybe one to two hours sleep a night, working full time and having to try and view apartments after work with shitty real estate agents bullshitting me. Things could always be worse but being in housing limbo is fucking with me.

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This is a serious situation. How long do you have before the lease is up/Landlord repossession? What part of London are you trying to find apartments in? Are you both originally from london?  I'm sorry for what you are going through. The anxiety seems like hell.  The options I would be thinking of would be 1. Send the dog to move with a relative until you can get on your feet....2. Both of you go to a rental house, where you can have just a room until you can find an apartment....3. You both move out of london to where your relatives are, and suck it up and keep the search going, 4.  negotiate with your landlord,  5. Move to a shelter For a Short While (This is a last resort obviously)

And I don't know if you are religious or not, Atheist etc, but don't underestimate the power of Prayer.  Just reaching out in that way will at least relieve your anxiety.  You also may find meditation helpful, even if its for 10 minutes at home.  Stay Focused.  We skateboarders are persistent bunch, we always overcome.  Good luck and Keep hope, in the end you and your girl will be ok.

[close]

We've got another 2 weeks before our contract is up but the landlord is being cool about it and said we could stay for a few more weeks if we absolutely need to. She is from Sweden and my family live in Australia so help from relatives is out of the question. We will find somewhere, its just we are going to have to compromise pretty heavily either on cost or living standards. The hardest part is looking when you both work full time, agents here really don't give a fuck about renters but they'll bend over backwards if your buying. The anxiety comes from feeling like I'm letting my girl and my dog down. I'm going to keep at it and prayer and meditation are sort of the same thing for me but I don't pray with the expectation that "God" is going to help its just a form of positive reinforcement for my psyche. Thanks for the words man.

yo, check out airbnb.com  its people who put their rooms up for rent, normally for people on vacation, but there are plenty of stories about how people move to the city and the owner of the place lets them stay there for an extended period of time til they can get on their feet.  its a viable option if there are places in london

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on February 06, 2014, 12:48:59 PM

Quote from: pencil on February 06, 2014, 10:37:13 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on February 06, 2014, 07:39:21 AM

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Quote from: iSk84thechicas on February 05, 2014, 06:22:50 PM

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Quote from: SodaJerk on February 05, 2014, 05:10:42 AM

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I'm suffering crazy bouts of anxiety at the moment. We have to move because the landlord wants the place back and finding a place you can afford and actually want to live in in London is hard work. We have a dog and that rules out about 75% of property just because landlords don't think you know how to keep the place clean and take care of a dog. My girl is a graduate but her pay doesn't reflect her skill level meaning I pay most of the rent and expenses. Neither of us have family here and if we don't find a place before the contract is up we are homeless. I've been getting maybe one to two hours sleep a night, working full time and having to try and view apartments after work with shitty real estate agents bullshitting me. Things could always be worse but being in housing limbo is fucking with me.

[close]

This is a serious situation. How long do you have before the lease is up/Landlord repossession? What part of London are you trying to find apartments in? Are you both originally from london?  I'm sorry for what you are going through. The anxiety seems like hell.  The options I would be thinking of would be 1. Send the dog to move with a relative until you can get on your feet....2. Both of you go to a rental house, where you can have just a room until you can find an apartment....3. You both move out of london to where your relatives are, and suck it up and keep the search going, 4.  negotiate with your landlord,  5. Move to a shelter For a Short While (This is a last resort obviously)

And I don't know if you are religious or not, Atheist etc, but don't underestimate the power of Prayer.  Just reaching out in that way will at least relieve your anxiety.  You also may find meditation helpful, even if its for 10 minutes at home.  Stay Focused.  We skateboarders are persistent bunch, we always overcome.  Good luck and Keep hope, in the end you and your girl will be ok.

[close]

We've got another 2 weeks before our contract is up but the landlord is being cool about it and said we could stay for a few more weeks if we absolutely need to. She is from Sweden and my family live in Australia so help from relatives is out of the question. We will find somewhere, its just we are going to have to compromise pretty heavily either on cost or living standards. The hardest part is looking when you both work full time, agents here really don't give a fuck about renters but they'll bend over backwards if your buying. The anxiety comes from feeling like I'm letting my girl and my dog down. I'm going to keep at it and prayer and meditation are sort of the same thing for me but I don't pray with the expectation that "God" is going to help its just a form of positive reinforcement for my psyche. Thanks for the words man.

[close]

yo, check out airbnb.com  its people who put their rooms up for rent, normally for people on vacation, but there are plenty of stories about how people move to the city and the owner of the place lets them stay there for an extended period of time til they can get on their feet.  its a viable option if there are places in london

Thanks man, will check it out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on February 12, 2014, 04:28:11 PM

OK WTF

just had my first EVER wet dream about some chick from highschool that i HATED, except at the end of the dream i pee'd in her pussy instead of busting a nut, then i woke up and i felt wetness down there but luckily i had busted a nut not wet the bed 8)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Numeral on February 12, 2014, 05:35:09 PM

I been with the girl who's gonna be my wife in a couple of months since like forever, ever since I've been with her I cleaned up my act and have been an honest faithful guy.

rewind to 6 months back, I met this chick at work and it was like a fucking chemical reaction, we both are in relationships but people can tell the mutual atraction, my motto in life has always been regret what you do, never regret what you didn't do. in two months I'm supposed to get married but I've been thinking about seriously going after this chick from work. I cannot control myself when I'm around her, it's like everything else just shuts off when I'm around her and people have noticed and told me that it's like we go into our own world and forget the rest.

it's making me feel terrible because I never thought I'd find myself in a situation like this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on February 12, 2014, 06:06:02 PM

OH MARGIE
YOU CAME AND YOU GAVE ME A TURKEY
ON MY VACATION AWAYYYY FROM WORKEY

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 12, 2014, 06:10:07 PM

"my motto in life has always been regret what you do, never regret what you didn't do."
oh and by the way, if you see your mother this wkend be sure and tell her SATAN SATAN SATAN!!!!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Numeral on February 12, 2014, 06:55:15 PM

will do.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on February 12, 2014, 07:00:35 PM

sark tits knows

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on February 13, 2014, 02:35:46 AM

Quote from: Numeral on February 12, 2014, 05:35:09 PM

my motto in life has always been regret what you do, never regret what you didn't do.

i made up a motto for my life when i was like 12 or 13 and it was "losers dream; winners make dreams come true."

i still have not been able to shake off my lame ass personal motto. maybe when i'm 45 and severely overweight and alone and sad and bitter about life i'll have an epiphany and realize it was all prophetic or something.

anyway, this is the ultimate test for whether or not you are meant to spend the rest of your life with this woman. no one on this forum can tell you what you should do in this situation. it is solely up to you to determine if the attraction to your co-worker is too much for you to resist or not (and to discover if giving in to temptation will be worth it in the long run).

good luck, man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on February 13, 2014, 05:46:08 AM

Quote from: Numeral on February 12, 2014, 05:35:09 PM

I been with the girl who's gonna be my wife in a couple of months since like forever, ever since I've been with her I cleaned up my act and have been an honest faithful guy.

rewind to 6 months back, I met this chick at work and it was like a fucking chemical reaction, we both are in relationships but people can tell the mutual atraction, my motto in life has always been regret what you do, never regret what you didn't do. in two months I'm supposed to get married but I've been thinking about seriously going after this chick from work. I cannot control myself when I'm around her, it's like everything else just shuts off when I'm around her and people have noticed and told me that it's like we go into our own world and forget the rest.

it's making me feel terrible because I never thought I'd find myself in a situation like this.

I've been in a close situation, I ended up having some kind of affair with the new girl, then ended breaking up with the girls I was for years, then did nothing more with the new girls because I didn't want to. That new girl just made me realize I wasn't actually happy with my girl at the moment. Now I'm with another girl that has nothing to do with both of these girls and never been so happy...

There is no conclusion to this story, and I'm not saying you should do something, but think if you are really in love with your current love, and it's not the fact that you are used to her being in your life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 13, 2014, 06:00:50 AM

Been looking up nitrogen and helium canister prices. Looks like helium is the way to go.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on February 13, 2014, 06:35:41 AM

Quote from: Numeral on February 12, 2014, 05:35:09 PM

I been with the girl who's gonna be my wife in a couple of months since like forever, ever since I've been with her I cleaned up my act and have been an honest faithful guy.

rewind to 6 months back, I met this chick at work and it was like a fucking chemical reaction, we both are in relationships but people can tell the mutual atraction, my motto in life has always been regret what you do, never regret what you didn't do. in two months I'm supposed to get married but I've been thinking about seriously going after this chick from work. I cannot control myself when I'm around her, it's like everything else just shuts off when I'm around her and people have noticed and told me that it's like we go into our own world and forget the rest.

it's making me feel terrible because I never thought I'd find myself in a situation like this.

it sounds like you just described this movie.

'Drinking Buddies' Trailer (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_wzKFdpdBDA#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on February 13, 2014, 09:02:08 AM

Quote from: shark tits on February 12, 2014, 06:10:07 PM

"my motto in life has always been regret what you do, never regret what you didn't do."
oh and by the way, if you see your mother this wkend be sure and tell her SATAN SATAN SATAN!!!!!!

DUN DO DO DOOO - DUN DO DO DOO  OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Lately I´ve been having lots of existential issues and moments of deep depression. Than I realize that I´m just hungry.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on February 13, 2014, 09:06:20 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 13, 2014, 06:00:50 AM

Been looking up nitrogen and helium canister prices. Looks like helium is the way to go.

Just for fun or for killing yourself?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 13, 2014, 10:51:14 AM

Por que no los dos?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on February 13, 2014, 11:02:12 AM

Yeah, i was about to say that but than I thought it might make me look bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 13, 2014, 11:18:48 AM

I try to remain flippant about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on February 13, 2014, 01:28:01 PM

i used to be big in to nitrogen for a couple months
i was fine, dont feel too fucked from it, but stopped
someone gave me "free whip its" cause he didnt want to carry them in his backpack at school
they turned out to be co2
fuck my lungs have never hurt so bad

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 13, 2014, 01:37:50 PM

i had a friend off himself in maui w/ some kinda gas but from experience heroin is the way to go. once upon a time in baton rouge me and 'country' did a bad w/ this broad. she fell out in the driver's seat [parked at the levy near catfish banks] and we got her out the car, CPR called 911 and saved her. the cops let me keep my needle and told me 'my advice is do not go back to arkansas' and we went about our day. fuckin ingrate bitch goes on to complain we gave her lice. i told people i have half a mind to not save her again but you can get charged w/ murder for that. i've saved other people before and regretted it. the friends i haven't been there to save, i regret that too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on February 13, 2014, 01:55:14 PM

that got kinda deep shark tits

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on February 14, 2014, 08:03:43 PM

Quote from: pencil on February 13, 2014, 01:28:01 PM

i used to be big in to ?nitrogen? for a couple months
i was fine, dont feel too fucked from it, but stopped
someone gave me "free whip its" cause he didnt want to carry them in his backpack at school
they turned out to be co2
fuck my lungs have never hurt so bad

That nitrogen must have froze those lungs up solid boy!

Nitrous Oxide can be a real siren, especially when you have 50+ lbs of it...

Where in the samhain does Tit's pull these stories out of?

On a rather lighter note...

I wear perfume; this is some handcrafted old world shit though.

Get it direct from my girl in Oman, made in a small tribal village with only the finest fragrances.

The stuff smells amazing, nothing like what we would normally associate with perfume.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on February 17, 2014, 08:00:37 AM

Quote from: Henry Thomas Barnabe on February 17, 2014, 07:42:18 AM

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So, i've been realizing in the last couple months i just don't really give a shit about anything.

All last semester i just smoked weed and barely passed a few of my classes, failing one. Im an engineering student and the classes are fucking hard. I'm a senior now so i don't have much left to go. But i also just want to do good in school because i feel obligated to. I'm a nice guy i think, i never get mad at my friends or get into any fights whatsoever. But im always the dude to dip from the bar or anywhere earlier then the rest of the group, just cuz im bored or don't care about whats going on.

Also, i feel like i go for chicks that are too hot for me and i won't be satisfied to have a legit girlfriend unless she's a straight dime (in my eyes). I ignore the signs that a girl isn't good for me, like chicks that text one word answers that probably have no brain and i wouldn't be interested in anyway.

I love skating obviously, and i do have some days where im hyped and in a good mood. But most of my days are just trying to speed the day up to get to the next. I skate a ton, but its really all i enjoy doing. I've been feeling very disconnected socially these last few months, and i guess it just get spilled out in increments on SLAP.

I've been justifying all of my unhappiness with the fact that i'm so close to getting my degree, that once i do, i'll move immediately to california or colorado to start my life completely over. I don't know if that will really make me happy, but i feel like Indiana (where i live) is just dragging me down.

I need SLAP advice. Even stupid shit, it might make me crack a smile.

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Me and you sound like we're in the same state.  I blew it this past semester at school, have wrecked myself over a girl, and have had no motivation to do anything other than sleep and listen to music alone in my room.  Paraquat has it covered advice wise, so i'll just say that there are people feeling equally weird and fucked up.  

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I feel you all.

I just failed my last semester of college and got suspended. F, F, NC, F. I smoked weed pretty much daily, I'd like to think that didn't have an effect on failing but I'm most likely kidding myself. Multiple times I straight up left parties by myself, walked back to my dorm alone, cause I was having shitty cynical thoughts "everyones the same boring cookiecutter". The few friends I had at school were based on weed and music and I didn't really do anything but those two things.

Welcome to

Quote from: Henry Thomas Barnabe on February 17, 2014, 07:42:18 AM

Quote from: A.J.K. on January 23, 2014, 04:03:52 PM

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So, i've been realizing in the last couple months i just don't really give a shit about anything.

All last semester i just smoked weed and barely passed a few of my classes, failing one. Im an engineering student and the classes are fucking hard. I'm a senior now so i don't have much left to go. But i also just want to do good in school because i feel obligated to. I'm a nice guy i think, i never get mad at my friends or get into any fights whatsoever. But im always the dude to dip from the bar or anywhere earlier then the rest of the group, just cuz im bored or don't care about whats going on.

Also, i feel like i go for chicks that are too hot for me and i won't be satisfied to have a legit girlfriend unless she's a straight dime (in my eyes). I ignore the signs that a girl isn't good for me, like chicks that text one word answers that probably have no brain and i wouldn't be interested in anyway.

I love skating obviously, and i do have some days where im hyped and in a good mood. But most of my days are just trying to speed the day up to get to the next. I skate a ton, but its really all i enjoy doing. I've been feeling very disconnected socially these last few months, and i guess it just get spilled out in increments on SLAP.

I've been justifying all of my unhappiness with the fact that i'm so close to getting my degree, that once i do, i'll move immediately to california or colorado to start my life completely over. I don't know if that will really make me happy, but i feel like Indiana (where i live) is just dragging me down.

I need SLAP advice. Even stupid shit, it might make me crack a smile.

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Me and you sound like we're in the same state.  I blew it this past semester at school, have wrecked myself over a girl, and have had no motivation to do anything other than sleep and listen to music alone in my room.  Paraquat has it covered advice wise, so i'll just say that there are people feeling equally weird and fucked up. 

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I feel you all.

I just failed my last semester of college and got suspended. F, F, NC, F. I smoked weed pretty much daily, I'd like to think that didn't have an effect on failing but I'm most likely kidding myself. Multiple times I straight up left parties by myself, walked back to my dorm alone, cause I was having shitty cynical thoughts "everyones the same boring cookiecutter". The few friends I had at school were based on weed and music and I didn't really do anything but those two things.

That is a light sentiment at best...

When I would go to parties in college, I seriously may have wished systemic violence upon many of my fellow "colleagues".

I was also a serious drug addict...

Literally frightened that these were the people filling the jobs of tomorrow.

Your plight is more common than you think, you're still young and have plenty of time to reach that comfortable conclusion.

I was on the brink of insanity at your point, ready to check myself into Bellevue. 

Sounds cliche, but things will get better; trust someone who's been to the bottom and back.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on February 18, 2014, 08:15:20 AM

Quote from: Henry Thomas Barnabe on February 18, 2014, 04:04:40 AM

Welcome to

Quote from: Henry Thomas Barnabe on February 17, 2014, 07:42:18 AM

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Quote from: A.J.K. on January 23, 2014, 04:03:52 PM

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Quote from: IanBZHD on January 22, 2014, 11:17:59 PM

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So, i've been realizing in the last couple months i just don't really give a shit about anything.

All last semester i just smoked weed and barely passed a few of my classes, failing one. Im an engineering student and the classes are fucking hard. I'm a senior now so i don't have much left to go. But i also just want to do good in school because i feel obligated to. I'm a nice guy i think, i never get mad at my friends or get into any fights whatsoever. But im always the dude to dip from the bar or anywhere earlier then the rest of the group, just cuz im bored or don't care about whats going on.

Also, i feel like i go for chicks that are too hot for me and i won't be satisfied to have a legit girlfriend unless she's a straight dime (in my eyes). I ignore the signs that a girl isn't good for me, like chicks that text one word answers that probably have no brain and i wouldn't be interested in anyway.

I love skating obviously, and i do have some days where im hyped and in a good mood. But most of my days are just trying to speed the day up to get to the next. I skate a ton, but its really all i enjoy doing. I've been feeling very disconnected socially these last few months, and i guess it just get spilled out in increments on SLAP.

I've been justifying all of my unhappiness with the fact that i'm so close to getting my degree, that once i do, i'll move immediately to california or colorado to start my life completely over. I don't know if that will really make me happy, but i feel like Indiana (where i live) is just dragging me down.

I need SLAP advice. Even stupid shit, it might make me crack a smile.

[close]

Me and you sound like we're in the same state.  I blew it this past semester at school, have wrecked myself over a girl, and have had no motivation to do anything other than sleep and listen to music alone in my room.  Paraquat has it covered advice wise, so i'll just say that there are people feeling equally weird and fucked up. 

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I feel you all.

I just failed my last semester of college and got suspended. F, F, NC, F. I smoked weed pretty much daily, I'd like to think that didn't have an effect on failing but I'm most likely kidding myself. Multiple times I straight up left parties by myself, walked back to my dorm alone, cause I was having shitty cynical thoughts "everyones the same boring cookiecutter". The few friends I had at school were based on weed and music and I didn't really do anything but those two things.

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That is a light sentiment at best...

When I would go to parties in college, I seriously may have wished systemic violence upon many of my fellow "colleagues".

I was also a serious drug addict...

Literally frightened that these were the people filling the jobs of tomorrow.

Your plight is more common than you think, you're still young and have plenty of time to reach that comfortable conclusion.

I was on the brink of insanity at your point, ready to check myself into Bellevue. 

Sounds cliche, but things will get better; trust someone who's been to the bottom and back.

Thanks for the kind words. What drugs were you on? Im grateful I've never felt the need to go further than weed and psychadelics.

[/quote]

A: Every time consuming substance made by Perdue, Mylan, Malinkrodt & Teva.

Socially, we live in an increasingly complex world seeing unprecedented levels of rapid change affecting almost every facet of life.

We are currently living on the cusp, I suggest you enjoy the ride while you can; people like Malthus & Marx may have been right.

Paradigms mate... It's all about the paradigms.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: escapistfool on February 19, 2014, 08:59:19 PM

So I've been talking to this girl for a good while now, gone on a few dates and whatnot.
Last date we had was Valentine's Day, and it went pretty well I think. We haven't kissed or anything, nor have done the whole "arm around her" thing that most guys love to do, I feel like this girl would just get scared of that and back off.
So that date, I found out she's never had a boyfriend (she's going to be 21 on Monday). She has said she's never felt the need to have a boyfriend as she has always been busy with school and jobs and all that. Now ever since she told me that, that scared me off. Now I know she has a really high wall and I really wanna find a way to bring it down.
I'm genuinely interested in this girl but I don't even know if she likes me or not. I'm afraid to ask and have it backfire on me.
I just wish that she lets down her wall and sees what I'm doing, that I'm gong out of my way to take her on dates and all these things; that I'm putting myself out there (my true self) and I'm really hoping she sees that I'm really interested in her. Idk if I should give up or not because her wall is so damn high but I really dont want to, as I find something special about her and I want to keep trying and hopefully succeed.
Any tips, PALs? I've never dealt with this before.
I'm really bad at reading girls. Real terrible.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 19, 2014, 09:15:14 PM

my shrink was encouraging me to get an MRI to confirm the holes i've put in my frontal lobes from drinking. my public pretender DR won't see me til may so i smashed 2 icicles over my head and went to the ER talkin about 'i fell down some stairs.' they neither rewarded me w/ a script nor MRI but the irony is tonight i bonked my head on the ground at the band rooms. i have a better welt than the icicle one but don't feel like explaining 'i fell again'.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BRIX SKWIKZ on February 19, 2014, 11:01:32 PM

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/06/13/sweden-left-party-toilet-stand_n_1590572.html (http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/06/13/sweden-left-party-toilet-stand_n_1590572.html)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: twitchflip on February 20, 2014, 03:40:40 AM

Quote from: escapistfool on February 19, 2014, 08:59:19 PM

So I've been talking to this girl for a good while now, gone on a few dates and whatnot.
Last date we had was Valentine's Day, and it went pretty well I think. We haven't kissed or anything, nor have done the whole "arm around her" thing that most guys love to do, I feel like this girl would just get scared of that and back off.
So that date, I found out she's never had a boyfriend (she's going to be 21 on Monday). She has said she's never felt the need to have a boyfriend as she has always been busy with school and jobs and all that. Now ever since she told me that, that scared me off. Now I know she has a really high wall and I really wanna find a way to bring it down.
I'm genuinely interested in this girl but I don't even know if she likes me or not. I'm afraid to ask and have it backfire on me.
I just wish that she lets down her wall and sees what I'm doing, that I'm gong out of my way to take her on dates and all these things; that I'm putting myself out there (my true self) and I'm really hoping she sees that I'm really interested in her. Idk if I should give up or not because her wall is so damn high but I really dont want to, as I find something special about her and I want to keep trying and hopefully succeed.
Any tips, PALs? I've never dealt with this before.
I'm really bad at reading girls. Real terrible.

tell her you understand that she's never felt the need to have boyfriends in the past and that you like that about her. let her know you enjoyed the dates you've been on and that you would like to hang out more if shes interested. the ball is in her court from there and she'll let you what she's thinking and go from there

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 20, 2014, 04:17:35 AM

I'm colorblind.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on February 20, 2014, 04:38:49 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 20, 2014, 04:17:35 AM

I'm colorblind.

Apparently colourblindness is common amongst the male species. Some more extreme than others but most men have trouble with certin color distinctions.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Iceman on February 20, 2014, 05:48:31 AM

Quote from: BRIX SKWIKZ on February 19, 2014, 11:01:32 PM

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/06/13/sweden-left-party-toilet-stand_n_1590572.html (http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/06/13/sweden-left-party-toilet-stand_n_1590572.html)

"do you crap standing up?"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BRIX SKWIKZ on February 20, 2014, 05:57:24 AM

http://wellnessmama.com/7013/a-proper-way-to-poo-squatty-potty-review/ (http://wellnessmama.com/7013/a-proper-way-to-poo-squatty-potty-review/)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JamesNtheGntPch on February 20, 2014, 06:39:16 AM

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So I've been talking to this girl for a good while now, gone on a few dates and whatnot.
Last date we had was Valentine's Day, and it went pretty well I think. We haven't kissed or anything, nor have done the whole "arm around her" thing that most guys love to do, I feel like this girl would just get scared of that and back off.
So that date, I found out she's never had a boyfriend (she's going to be 21 on Monday). She has said she's never felt the need to have a boyfriend as she has always been busy with school and jobs and all that. Now ever since she told me that, that scared me off. Now I know she has a really high wall and I really wanna find a way to bring it down.
I'm genuinely interested in this girl but I don't even know if she likes me or not. I'm afraid to ask and have it backfire on me.
I just wish that she lets down her wall and sees what I'm doing, that I'm gong out of my way to take her on dates and all these things; that I'm putting myself out there (my true self) and I'm really hoping she sees that I'm really interested in her. Idk if I should give up or not because her wall is so damn high but I really dont want to, as I find something special about her and I want to keep trying and hopefully succeed.
Any tips, PALs? I've never dealt with this before.
I'm really bad at reading girls. Real terrible.

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tell her you understand that she's never felt the need to have boyfriends in the past and that you like that about her. let her know you enjoyed the dates you've been on and that you would like to hang out more if shes interested. the ball is in her court from there and she'll let you what she's thinking and go from there

Do you feel like the fact that you have been on a few dates suggests that she is interested in you?  Did it feel like she was letting on that she might be ready for a boyfriend when she mentioned that she has never had one? 

I think the fact that she accepted a date with you on Valentines Day says something about her intentions and feelings.  If I were in your position I would ask her out again and if she said yes tell her how you feel on the date.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on February 20, 2014, 06:54:18 AM

Quote from: JamesNtheGntPch on February 20, 2014, 06:39:16 AM

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So I've been talking to this girl for a good while now, gone on a few dates and whatnot.
Last date we had was Valentine's Day, and it went pretty well I think. We haven't kissed or anything, nor have done the whole "arm around her" thing that most guys love to do, I feel like this girl would just get scared of that and back off.
So that date, I found out she's never had a boyfriend (she's going to be 21 on Monday). She has said she's never felt the need to have a boyfriend as she has always been busy with school and jobs and all that. Now ever since she told me that, that scared me off. Now I know she has a really high wall and I really wanna find a way to bring it down.
I'm genuinely interested in this girl but I don't even know if she likes me or not. I'm afraid to ask and have it backfire on me.
I just wish that she lets down her wall and sees what I'm doing, that I'm gong out of my way to take her on dates and all these things; that I'm putting myself out there (my true self) and I'm really hoping she sees that I'm really interested in her. Idk if I should give up or not because her wall is so damn high but I really dont want to, as I find something special about her and I want to keep trying and hopefully succeed.
Any tips, PALs? I've never dealt with this before.
I'm really bad at reading girls. Real terrible.

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tell her you understand that she's never felt the need to have boyfriends in the past and that you like that about her. let her know you enjoyed the dates you've been on and that you would like to hang out more if shes interested. the ball is in her court from there and she'll let you what she's thinking and go from there

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Do you feel like the fact that you have been on a few dates suggests that she is interested in you?  Did it feel like she was letting on that she might be ready for a boyfriend when she mentioned that she has never had one? 

I think the fact that she accepted a date with you on Valentines Day says something about her intentions and feelings.  If I were in your position I would ask her out again and if she said yes tell her how you feel on the date.

(https://i.imgflip.com/71nzu.jpg)

Girls that don't "date", in my experience, treat one ultra-deluxe proper upon copulating.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on February 20, 2014, 07:30:28 AM

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So I've been talking to this girl for a good while now, gone on a few dates and whatnot.
Last date we had was Valentine's Day, and it went pretty well I think. We haven't kissed or anything, nor have done the whole "arm around her" thing that most guys love to do, I feel like this girl would just get scared of that and back off.
So that date, I found out she's never had a boyfriend (she's going to be 21 on Monday). She has said she's never felt the need to have a boyfriend as she has always been busy with school and jobs and all that. Now ever since she told me that, that scared me off. Now I know she has a really high wall and I really wanna find a way to bring it down.
I'm genuinely interested in this girl but I don't even know if she likes me or not. I'm afraid to ask and have it backfire on me.
I just wish that she lets down her wall and sees what I'm doing, that I'm gong out of my way to take her on dates and all these things; that I'm putting myself out there (my true self) and I'm really hoping she sees that I'm really interested in her. Idk if I should give up or not because her wall is so damn high but I really dont want to, as I find something special about her and I want to keep trying and hopefully succeed.
Any tips, PALs? I've never dealt with this before.
I'm really bad at reading girls. Real terrible.

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tell her you understand that she's never felt the need to have boyfriends in the past and that you like that about her. let her know you enjoyed the dates you've been on and that you would like to hang out more if shes interested. the ball is in her court from there and she'll let you what she's thinking and go from there

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Do you feel like the fact that you have been on a few dates suggests that she is interested in you?  Did it feel like she was letting on that she might be ready for a boyfriend when she mentioned that she has never had one? 

I think the fact that she accepted a date with you on Valentines Day says something about her intentions and feelings.  If I were in your position I would ask her out again and if she said yes tell her how you feel on the date.

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(https://i.imgflip.com/71nzu.jpg)

Girls that don't "date", in my experience, treat one ultra-deluxe proper upon copulating.

This. Just go for it dude. Kiss her, she's waiting for it. From my experiences, girls don't take charge, they want you to. Let her know you like her, if she says she likes you back, just go for a kiss. If you've been out a bunch of time and she went out with you on valentines day and she denies you now, she's not going to change her mind after a few more dates. You don't have to ask her to be your girlfriend, but put it out there that you want to be more than just friends. If it doesn't go as planned, move on. The longer you wait, the more bummed you're going to be if it doesn't work out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on February 20, 2014, 10:49:44 AM

Lately I've been way too cynical and I have no motivation to do anything in life except for sleeping and I don't know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: escapistfool on February 22, 2014, 12:21:50 AM

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So I've been talking to this girl for a good while now, gone on a few dates and whatnot.
Last date we had was Valentine's Day, and it went pretty well I think. We haven't kissed or anything, nor have done the whole "arm around her" thing that most guys love to do, I feel like this girl would just get scared of that and back off.
So that date, I found out she's never had a boyfriend (she's going to be 21 on Monday). She has said she's never felt the need to have a boyfriend as she has always been busy with school and jobs and all that. Now ever since she told me that, that scared me off. Now I know she has a really high wall and I really wanna find a way to bring it down.
I'm genuinely interested in this girl but I don't even know if she likes me or not. I'm afraid to ask and have it backfire on me.
I just wish that she lets down her wall and sees what I'm doing, that I'm gong out of my way to take her on dates and all these things; that I'm putting myself out there (my true self) and I'm really hoping she sees that I'm really interested in her. Idk if I should give up or not because her wall is so damn high but I really dont want to, as I find something special about her and I want to keep trying and hopefully succeed.
Any tips, PALs? I've never dealt with this before.
I'm really bad at reading girls. Real terrible.

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tell her you understand that she's never felt the need to have boyfriends in the past and that you like that about her. let her know you enjoyed the dates you've been on and that you would like to hang out more if shes interested. the ball is in her court from there and she'll let you what she's thinking and go from there

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Do you feel like the fact that you have been on a few dates suggests that she is interested in you?  Did it feel like she was letting on that she might be ready for a boyfriend when she mentioned that she has never had one? 

I think the fact that she accepted a date with you on Valentines Day says something about her intentions and feelings.  If I were in your position I would ask her out again and if she said yes tell her how you feel on the date.

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Girls that don't "date", in my experience, treat one ultra-deluxe proper upon copulating.

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This. Just go for it dude. Kiss her, she's waiting for it. From my experiences, girls don't take charge, they want you to. Let her know you like her, if she says she likes you back, just go for a kiss. If you've been out a bunch of time and she went out with you on valentines day and she denies you now, she's not going to change her mind after a few more dates. You don't have to ask her to be your girlfriend, but put it out there that you want to be more than just friends. If it doesn't go as planned, move on. The longer you wait, the more bummed you're going to be if it doesn't work out.

I love you guys. I just need to man the fuck up.
I will keep y'all updated this week.
Better to say "I wish I didn't do that" instead of saying "I wish I could have done that".

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Post by: Made In China on February 22, 2014, 07:14:16 PM

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So I've been talking to this girl for a good while now, gone on a few dates and whatnot.
Last date we had was Valentine's Day, and it went pretty well I think. We haven't kissed or anything, nor have done the whole "arm around her" thing that most guys love to do, I feel like this girl would just get scared of that and back off.
So that date, I found out she's never had a boyfriend (she's going to be 21 on Monday). She has said she's never felt the need to have a boyfriend as she has always been busy with school and jobs and all that. Now ever since she told me that, that scared me off. Now I know she has a really high wall and I really wanna find a way to bring it down.
I'm genuinely interested in this girl but I don't even know if she likes me or not. I'm afraid to ask and have it backfire on me.
I just wish that she lets down her wall and sees what I'm doing, that I'm gong out of my way to take her on dates and all these things; that I'm putting myself out there (my true self) and I'm really hoping she sees that I'm really interested in her. Idk if I should give up or not because her wall is so damn high but I really dont want to, as I find something special about her and I want to keep trying and hopefully succeed.
Any tips, PALs? I've never dealt with this before.
I'm really bad at reading girls. Real terrible.

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tell her you understand that she's never felt the need to have boyfriends in the past and that you like that about her. let her know you enjoyed the dates you've been on and that you would like to hang out more if shes interested. the ball is in her court from there and she'll let you what she's thinking and go from there

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Do you feel like the fact that you have been on a few dates suggests that she is interested in you??  Did it feel like she was letting on that she might be ready for a boyfriend when she mentioned that she has never had one?? 

I think the fact that she accepted a date with you on Valentines Day says something about her intentions and feelings.?  If I were in your position I would ask her out again and if she said yes tell her how you feel on the date.

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Girls that don't "date", in my experience, treat one ultra-deluxe proper upon copulating.

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This. Just go for it dude. Kiss her, she's waiting for it. From my experiences, girls don't take charge, they want you to. Let her know you like her, if she says she likes you back, just go for a kiss. If you've been out a bunch of time and she went out with you on valentines day and she denies you now, she's not going to change her mind after a few more dates. You don't have to ask her to be your girlfriend, but put it out there that you want to be more than just friends. If it doesn't go as planned, move on. The longer you wait, the more bummed you're going to be if it doesn't work out.

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I love you guys. I just need to man the fuck up.
I will keep y'all updated this week.
Better to say "I wish I didn't do that" instead of saying "I wish I could have done that".

I've been trying to live my life by that these last couple of months. I bought a guitar and plan to take lessons soon and I joined the slam poetry club at school.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on February 23, 2014, 03:44:41 AM

wow youre turning into sgt pepper right before my eyes

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Post by: ThugWaffle on February 23, 2014, 08:10:58 PM

Sometimes my butt itches after I jack off. It's odd.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on February 25, 2014, 07:15:49 PM

well i just got hit with horrible news. My dog who i had for 10 years died today because she had a rare type of cancer that spread through out her body very fast and had to be put down and my cat who i had since i was born died today because she was 21 or 22 years old and her body just gave up, she also had to be put down. I loved them both and this is probably the worst day because not only one of my pets died today but two did. All i want to do now is just drink and black out.

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Post by: Joust Ostrich on February 25, 2014, 08:12:24 PM

Worst.  Sorry tobey. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on February 26, 2014, 12:00:05 AM

Thanks man it means alot. I have been crying every time i smoke a cigarette because i past by the couch she always slept on, she was my bestfriend. When i was 14 and had really bad anxiety i couldn't leave the house so i would just sit inside all day and watch tv with her. Also a couple of days when i didn't go to school i would bring her to the park right down the street from me cause they had a tennis court with a bench in it so i would just lock the gate and she would just run around with me while i skated. She had another few good years left in her but the cancer just spread way to fast.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: arthurspooner on February 26, 2014, 02:21:26 PM

i have a huge crush on my best friends girlfriend.

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Post by: ice nine on February 26, 2014, 03:23:21 PM

^ don't do it. I did similar thing (a year after they broke up) and now I have no contact with either of them, and my life is kinda ruined. it's not worth it in the slightest.

stay up tobey

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Post by: SodaJerk on March 01, 2014, 12:23:52 PM

Quote from: tobey on February 25, 2014, 07:15:49 PM

well i just got hit with horrible news. My dog who i had for 10 years died today because she had a rare type of cancer that spread through out her body very fast and had to be put down and my cat who i had since i was born died today because she was 21 or 22 years old and her body just gave up, she also had to be put down. I loved them both and this is probably the worst day because not only one of my pets died today but two did. All i want to do now is just drink and black out.

That's rough man. Dogs are the best people and losing pets sucks. 22 years is a hell of a stretch for a cat.

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Post by: ThugWaffle on March 01, 2014, 02:40:42 PM

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well i just got hit with horrible news. My dog who i had for 10 years died today because she had a rare type of cancer that spread through out her body very fast and had to be put down and my cat who i had since i was born died today because she was 21 or 22 years old and her body just gave up, she also had to be put down. I loved them both and this is probably the worst day because not only one of my pets died today but two did. All i want to do now is just drink and black out.

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That's rough man. Dogs are the best people and losing pets sucks. 22 years is a hell of a stretch for a cat.

My dog went missing/stolen and it was one of the worst days ever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on March 01, 2014, 05:28:12 PM

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Yesterday I was in a rush and shook my dick super vigorously after I pissed. I felt a drop of piss hit me straight in the eyeball.

Is it just me or it doesn't matter how much you shake, you're still going to get piss in your boxers when you put it back.

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Post by: shitsandwich on March 01, 2014, 07:47:36 PM

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Yesterday I was in a rush and shook my dick super vigorously after I pissed. I felt a drop of piss hit me straight in the eyeball.

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Is it just me or it doesn't matter how much you shake, you're still going to get piss in your boxers when you put it back.

the worst is when you have some tan color pants and you can see the drips

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Post by: pinche gringo on March 01, 2014, 11:30:22 PM

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I'm colorblind.

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Apparently colourblindness is common amongst the male species. Some more extreme than others but most men have trouble with certin color distinctions.

I am too. Red/green. If my wife isn't with me I have to ask store employees what color things are if they are borderline colors.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on March 02, 2014, 12:02:52 AM

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well i just got hit with horrible news. My dog who i had for 10 years died today because she had a rare type of cancer that spread through out her body very fast and had to be put down and my cat who i had since i was born died today because she was 21 or 22 years old and her body just gave up, she also had to be put down. I loved them both and this is probably the worst day because not only one of my pets died today but two did. All i want to do now is just drink and black out.

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That's rough man. Dogs are the best people and losing pets sucks. 22 years is a hell of a stretch for a cat.

Yeah i know i was lucky enough to have her all my life, i was preparing her death when she was 19 because she got super skinny and would just stay in one room and not leave. Than the last week she stopped eating all together but my dog just went in cause she had a bump on her toe and it turned out she had cancer and that's why she had lumps all over her body (the vet told us before it was fatty tissue). So my dog getting put down was a huge surprise for me and my family.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: arthurspooner on March 02, 2014, 12:19:02 AM

Quote from: ice nine on February 26, 2014, 03:23:21 PM

^ don't do it. I did similar thing (a year after they broke up) and now I have no contact with either of them, and my life is kinda ruined. it's not worth it in the slightest.

stay up tobey

oh, i know man. im definitely not going to do anything. its just such a bummer

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on March 03, 2014, 11:05:13 AM

I can't skate in crowded places and it's fucking me up cause I can't control people to not look at me while skating.

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Post by: Mundungus on March 03, 2014, 01:30:43 PM

I follow several instagrams dedicated to a dog.

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Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on March 03, 2014, 01:41:19 PM

lol which dog

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Post by: ice nine on March 03, 2014, 03:13:06 PM

u did not lol rite thre

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Post by: BraveUlysses on March 03, 2014, 04:57:22 PM

I don't find seinfeld funny at all. I tried to watch it multiple times but the characters are irritating as fuck to me. I love Curb on the other hand tho. I think shows like Curb and It's Always Sunny took what seinfeld had and made it 10x better.

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Post by: dillanharp on March 03, 2014, 11:23:10 PM

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lol which dog

If you don't follow @mr_sneaky_the_goldendoodle you're fucking up.

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Post by: paraquat on March 04, 2014, 06:49:58 AM

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I don't find seinfeld funny at all. I tried to watch it multiple times but the characters are irritating as fuck to me. I love Curb on the other hand tho. I think shows like Curb and It's Always Sunny took what seinfeld had and made it 10x better.

^^^ signs you were born after 1988.

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I don't find seinfeld funny at all. I tried to watch it multiple times but the characters are irritating as fuck to me. I love Curb on the other hand tho. I think shows like Curb and It's Always Sunny took what seinfeld had and made it 10x better.

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^^^ signs you were born after 1988.

i don't like seinfield either, and i was born in 1977, so what am i ? regular ?

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Post by: dirtyweemidden on March 04, 2014, 08:35:46 AM

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I don't find seinfeld funny at all. I tried to watch it multiple times but the characters are irritating as fuck to me. I love Curb on the other hand tho. I think shows like Curb and It's Always Sunny took what seinfeld had and made it 10x better.

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^^^ signs you were born after 1988.

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i don't like seinfield either, and i was born in 1977, so what am i ? regular ?

you is old son.

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Post by: SodaJerk on March 04, 2014, 08:52:49 AM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on March 03, 2014, 04:57:22 PM

I don't find seinfeld funny at all. I tried to watch it multiple times but the characters are irritating as fuck to me. I love Curb on the other hand tho. I think shows like Curb and It's Always Sunny took what seinfeld had and made it 10x better.

It just hasn't aged well.

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Post by: L33Tg33k on March 04, 2014, 09:08:27 AM

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I don't find seinfeld funny at all. I tried to watch it multiple times but the characters are irritating as fuck to me. I love Curb on the other hand tho. I think shows like Curb and It's Always Sunny took what seinfeld had and made it 10x better.

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^^^ signs you were born after 1988.

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i don't like seinfield either, and i was born in 1977, so what am i ? regular ?

I'm with you guys. I was born in '88. I mean, I can definitely watch the show and understand it's appeal, but it was never funny like everybody makes it out to be. The gags were just not that good. I definitely see the Seinfeld in It's Always Sunny too. A group of despicable friends getting into weird situations and often times getting their comeuppance in the face of the trope of main characters always getting off scott free. I just find Sunny's jokes much funnier. It very well maybe that it just hasn't aged well like Soda says. People will probably say the same thing of Sunny in the future.

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Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on March 04, 2014, 09:21:56 AM

kill yourselves












not you, leetgeek

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Post by: Justis on March 04, 2014, 01:38:19 PM

I dont know if its just not skating as much because of winter, but I could really use a lady friend~~~

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Post by: BraveUlysses on March 04, 2014, 01:47:59 PM

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kill yourselves












not you, leetgeek

U 1st & DM when dead

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Post by: nino brown on March 04, 2014, 04:05:36 PM

seinfileid is the worst of the white people shows. not funny at all

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Post by: paraquat on March 04, 2014, 04:28:41 PM

Quote from: nino brown on March 04, 2014, 04:05:36 PM

seinfileid is the worst of the white people shows. not funny at all

^ name a "black show"that is as well crafted.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Numeral on March 04, 2014, 05:51:57 PM

So.. I ended up going out with the chick from work from my previous post...
everything Works between us but it's like I can't see anything good coming out of, and she sometimes hates on me for the situation I created.

on top of everything, my boss made me go take a psych eval and turns out I'm suffering from major depression... that's just fucking great and regular....

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Post by: arthurspooner on March 04, 2014, 05:55:03 PM

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I don't find seinfeld funny at all. I tried to watch it multiple times but the characters are irritating as fuck to me. I love Curb on the other hand tho. I think shows like Curb and It's Always Sunny took what seinfeld had and made it 10x better.

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^^^ signs you were born after 1988.

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i don't like seinfield either, and i was born in 1977, so what am i ? regular ?

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I'm with you guys. I was born in '88. I mean, I can definitely watch the show and understand it's appeal, but it was never funny like everybody makes it out to be. The gags were just not that good. I definitely see the Seinfeld in It's Always Sunny too. A group of despicable friends getting into weird situations and often times getting their comeuppance in the face of the trope of main characters always getting off scott free. I just find Sunny's jokes much funnier. It very well maybe that it just hasn't aged well like Soda says. People will probably say the same thing of Sunny in the future.

seinfeld is the greatest show ever. its always sunny is not that great. the first few seasons were alright, but the whole show is just every character screaming at each other.

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Post by: smokecrack on March 04, 2014, 06:22:37 PM

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seinfileid is the worst of the white people shows. not funny at all

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^ name a "black show"that is as well crafted.

wait, are you being for reals or just fuckin with nino?

how about Martin, In Living Color, The Cosby Show, The Boondocks, Fat Albert, The Jeffersons, Chappelle's Show, Sanford and Son, The Wayans Brothers, Family Matters, The Fresh Prince, Living Single, to name a few? (and that's not counting The Wire, Soul Train or Roots, since we're talking about comedies).

(Seinfeld and Martin are my two favorite sitcoms of all time. how can a person enjoy both of these shows tho? how?!?!?)

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Post by: nino brown on March 04, 2014, 07:15:38 PM

handle my lightweight smokecrack

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Post by: paraquat on March 04, 2014, 07:22:39 PM

Living single... Yeah, that was a classic comedy.

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Post by: smokecrack on March 04, 2014, 07:28:33 PM

Quote from: paraquat on March 04, 2014, 07:22:39 PM

Living single... Yeah, that was a classic comedy.

out of all of those shows, only one wasn't up to your standards. so....doesn't that mean all of the other shows were good, according to you?

just take your L, playboii.

(and i also loved Sister Sister, The Bernie Mac Show, Moesha, The Steve Harvey Show. not every sitcom has to be a critically-acclaimed masterpiece in order to be enjoyed).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on March 05, 2014, 03:40:00 AM

I think you already lost by watching living single.

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Post by: smokecrack on March 05, 2014, 03:36:25 PM

Quote from: paraquat on March 05, 2014, 03:40:00 AM

I think you already lost by watching living single.

you're being so childish rite now, quat.

just take your (http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/e/letter-l-plz.gif?1). 

:-*

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on March 05, 2014, 03:48:11 PM

I never heard of Van Wastell until he left space ship Earth. Kind of glad I didn't because it makes him and his footage more mythical to me. Of course, I'd rather him still be with us though.

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Post by: paraquat on March 05, 2014, 06:36:48 PM

Never!!!
(http://remotecontrol.mtv.com//wp-content/uploads/rc/2013/04/finewine2.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silkyjohnson on March 06, 2014, 03:46:33 AM

I have social anxiety in crowded areas other than skate parks/ spots.

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Post by: SodaJerk on March 06, 2014, 04:54:55 AM

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I have social anxiety in crowded areas other than skate parks/ spots.

Whilst skating or just being there?

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Post by: silkyjohnson on March 06, 2014, 05:45:37 AM

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I have social anxiety in crowded areas other than skate parks/ spots.

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Whilst skating or just being there?

I don't have problems in skate parks just because I'm too focused on skating to think about it, but recently I've been overwhelmed in social situations, even getting a cup of coffee requires some kind of self talk to get me calmed down.

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Post by: SodaJerk on March 06, 2014, 07:28:30 AM

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I have social anxiety in crowded areas other than skate parks/ spots.

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Whilst skating or just being there?

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I don't have problems in skate parks just because I'm too focused on skating to think about it, but recently I've been overwhelmed in social situations, even getting a cup of coffee requires some kind of self talk to get me calmed down.

I'm no therapist but I've had experience with anxiety and read or watched a little research and methods for treatment in these situations. A lot of the time the treatment involves facing your fear head on and doing what you're holding back from but in the most extreme manner possible, so for OCD cleanliness obsessives they'll have them put their hand inside a toilet (a clean one) or for the socially anxious they'll have them approach strangers to ask them questions or start a conversation, first try no warm ups. What ever the worst case scenerio the anxious person has imagined never eventuates and generally there is no negative or lasting consequence to speak of so it normalises anticipated responses. After a while the anxiety subsides, but practice and repetition is required to maintain this.

If you can maybe next time you feel this way, rather than try to identify why you're feeling this way, distract yourself (this is different for different people) then do what your wanting to do first try no warm ups. In Cognative behavioural therapy you might also be asked to identify the situations that make you most uncomfortable then list all the possible outcomes then identify the most logical or likely of them. They write it down like a chart (I'm sure it has a name but I can't remember it). This visual representation of it helps the mind rationalise the probability of actual outcomes rather than focusing on the negative.

Remember Silky, first try-no warm ups.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on March 06, 2014, 07:50:54 AM

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I can't skate in crowded places and it's fucking me up cause I can't control people to not look at me while skating.

i know what you mean even though i don't let it stop me. if people shout requests i sit down or wait for them to leave. sometimes i'll heckle back or explain 'you shouting kickflip is the equivalent of the jerkoff who yells 'freebird' at a concert' but it's pretty futile to reason w/ people. i am cognizant of people watching me in silence and sometimes that alters what trick i do and i hate that.

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Post by: iSk84thechicas on March 06, 2014, 09:41:38 AM

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I can't skate in crowded places and it's fucking me up cause I can't control people to not look at me while skating.

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i know what you mean even though i don't let it stop me. if people shout requests i sit down or wait for them to leave. sometimes i'll heckle back or explain 'you shouting kickflip is the equivalent of the jerkoff who yells 'freebird' at a concert' but it's pretty futile to reason w/ people. i am cognizant of people watching me in silence and sometimes that alters what trick i do and i hate that.

I find that I can't focus on learning new things with too many people around. There is a process I take.  When I have to learn something new, or practice drills, I go to the skateparks or spots EARLY like 6 to 8 am in the morning.  I only go to the skateparks when its crowded, if i just want to fuck around or meet other people.  With everybody sitting around watching like its street league its easy to feel  a little off.  But if you have a clear goal as to why you wanted to skate that day you shouldnt care what people are looking at. Its about confidence and not everyday will be the same.  Also sometimes I find that people watch others at the skatepark to pick up style. Sometime i do this, but not so obvious.  I watch from far away and take a few glances. My suggestion is that you go when the park is empty if you fear the anxiety is flaring up or go with some homies to calm you down

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silkyjohnson on March 06, 2014, 12:35:15 PM

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I have social anxiety in crowded areas other than skate parks/ spots.

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Whilst skating or just being there?

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I don't have problems in skate parks just because I'm too focused on skating to think about it, but recently I've been overwhelmed in social situations, even getting a cup of coffee requires some kind of self talk to get me calmed down.

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I'm no therapist but I've had experience with anxiety and read or watched a little research and methods for treatment in these situations. A lot of the time the treatment involves facing your fear head on and doing what you're holding back from but in the most extreme manner possible, so for OCD cleanliness obsessives they'll have them put their hand inside a toilet (a clean one) or for the socially anxious they'll have them approach strangers to ask them questions or start a conversation, first try no warm ups. What ever the worst case scenerio the anxious person has imagined never eventuates and generally there is no negative or lasting consequence to speak of so it normalises anticipated responses. After a while the anxiety subsides, but practice and repetition is required to maintain this.

If you can maybe next time you feel this way, rather than try to identify why you're feeling this way, distract yourself (this is different for different people) then do what your wanting to do first try no warm ups. In Cognative behavioural therapy you might also be asked to identify the situations that make you most uncomfortable then list all the possible outcomes then identify the most logical or likely of them. They write it down like a chart (I'm sure it has a name but I can't remember it). This visual representation of it helps the mind rationalise the probability of actual outcomes rather than focusing on the negative.

Remember Silky, first try-no warm ups.

Thanks a lot defiantly gonna take a stab at this, I sincerely appreciate your response.   

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I don't find seinfeld funny at all. I tried to watch it multiple times but the characters are irritating as fuck to me. I love Curb on the other hand tho. I think shows like Curb and It's Always Sunny took what seinfeld had and made it 10x better.

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^^^ signs you were born after 1988.

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i don't like seinfield either, and i was born in 1977, so what am i ? regular ?

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I'm with you guys. I was born in '88. I mean, I can definitely watch the show and understand it's appeal, but it was never funny like everybody makes it out to be. The gags were just not that good. I definitely see the Seinfeld in It's Always Sunny too. A group of despicable friends getting into weird situations and often times getting their comeuppance in the face of the trope of main characters always getting off scott free. I just find Sunny's jokes much funnier. It very well maybe that it just hasn't aged well like Soda says. People will probably say the same thing of Sunny in the future.

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seinfeld is the greatest show ever. its always sunny is not that great. the first few seasons were alright, but the whole show is just every character screaming at each other.

Seinfeld is the best show ever. Only other show that's as addictive and funny is The Office.

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I don't find seinfeld funny at all. I tried to watch it multiple times but the characters are irritating as fuck to me. I love Curb on the other hand tho. I think shows like Curb and It's Always Sunny took what seinfeld had and made it 10x better.

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^^^ signs you were born after 1988.

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i don't like seinfield either, and i was born in 1977, so what am i ? regular ?

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I'm with you guys. I was born in '88. I mean, I can definitely watch the show and understand it's appeal, but it was never funny like everybody makes it out to be. The gags were just not that good. I definitely see the Seinfeld in It's Always Sunny too. A group of despicable friends getting into weird situations and often times getting their comeuppance in the face of the trope of main characters always getting off scott free. I just find Sunny's jokes much funnier. It very well maybe that it just hasn't aged well like Soda says. People will probably say the same thing of Sunny in the future.

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seinfeld is the greatest show ever. its always sunny is not that great. the first few seasons were alright, but the whole show is just every character screaming at each other.

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Seinfeld is the best show ever. Only other show that's as addictive and funny is The Office.

Parks and Rec is up there. Plus aubrey plaza is a goddess so that helps.

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seinfileid is the worst of the white people shows. not funny at all

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^ name a "black show"that is as well crafted.

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wait, are you being for reals or just fuckin with nino?

how about Martin, In Living Color, The Cosby Show, The Boondocks, Fat Albert, The Jeffersons, Chappelle's Show, Sanford and Son, The Wayans Brothers, Family Matters, The Fresh Prince, Living Single, to name a few? (and that's not counting The Wire, Soul Train or Roots, since we're talking about comedies).

(Seinfeld and Martin are my two favorite sitcoms of all time. how can a person enjoy both of these shows tho? how?!?!?)

The Wire is for everyone.

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Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on March 06, 2014, 05:07:14 PM

the wire was alright but i wish one of the gangs wouldve had like a ray romano type character/ i just couldnt relate

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I don't find seinfeld funny at all. I tried to watch it multiple times but the characters are irritating as fuck to me. I love Curb on the other hand tho. I think shows like Curb and It's Always Sunny took what seinfeld had and made it 10x better.

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^^^ signs you were born after 1988.

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i don't like seinfield either, and i was born in 1977, so what am i ? regular ?

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I'm with you guys. I was born in '88. I mean, I can definitely watch the show and understand it's appeal, but it was never funny like everybody makes it out to be. The gags were just not that good. I definitely see the Seinfeld in It's Always Sunny too. A group of despicable friends getting into weird situations and often times getting their comeuppance in the face of the trope of main characters always getting off scott free. I just find Sunny's jokes much funnier. It very well maybe that it just hasn't aged well like Soda says. People will probably say the same thing of Sunny in the future.

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seinfeld is the greatest show ever. its always sunny is not that great. the first few seasons were alright, but the whole show is just every character screaming at each other.

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Seinfeld is the best show ever. Only other show that's as addictive and funny is The Office.

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Parks and Rec is up there. Plus aubrey plaza is a goddess so that helps.

i totally agree about the office. even the crappier later seaons, are still really rewatchable. parks and rec on the other hand, is only good for the first two or seasons. then that show gets super shitty.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on March 06, 2014, 05:15:52 PM

hey everyone shut up about your shitty tv show tastes

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Post by: brycickle on March 06, 2014, 05:38:30 PM

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seinfileid is the worst of the white people shows. not funny at all

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wait, are you being for reals or just fuckin with nino?

how about Martin, In Living Color, The Cosby Show, The Boondocks, Fat Albert, The Jeffersons, Chappelle's Show, Sanford and Son, The Wayans Brothers, Family Matters, The Fresh Prince, Living Single, to name a few? (and that's not counting The Wire, Soul Train or Roots, since we're talking about comedies).

(Seinfeld and Martin are my two favorite sitcoms of all time. how can a person enjoy both of these shows tho? how?!?!?)

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The Wire is for everyone.

The Wire is the best t.v. show that ever was. Exhibit one:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lElf7D-An8 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lElf7D-An8)

And technically speaking it's not a "black" show. It was created by a white journalist and a white former cop.

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Post by: Morty Seinfeld on March 06, 2014, 06:59:43 PM

all you people who don't like Seinfeld are out of your fucking mind

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Post by: JB on March 07, 2014, 09:54:05 AM

i havent watched the wire, but maybe after im through with dexter ill give it a go (im really behind on tv shows).

since were talking tv, lost is the greatest tv show in my personal opinion.

seinfeld and the office are definitely the winners of the comedy category.
the simpsons would be up there too if it didnt go to shit a few years ago. mid 90's- early 2000's was my favorite era of that show.

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I don't find seinfeld funny at all. I tried to watch it multiple times but the characters are irritating as fuck to me. I love Curb on the other hand tho. I think shows like Curb and It's Always Sunny took what seinfeld had and made it 10x better.

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i don't like seinfield either, and i was born in 1977, so what am i ? regular ?

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I'm with you guys. I was born in '88. I mean, I can definitely watch the show and understand it's appeal, but it was never funny like everybody makes it out to be. The gags were just not that good. I definitely see the Seinfeld in It's Always Sunny too. A group of despicable friends getting into weird situations and often times getting their comeuppance in the face of the trope of main characters always getting off scott free. I just find Sunny's jokes much funnier. It very well maybe that it just hasn't aged well like Soda says. People will probably say the same thing of Sunny in the future.

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seinfeld is the greatest show ever. its always sunny is not that great. the first few seasons were alright, but the whole show is just every character screaming at each other.

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Seinfeld is the best show ever. Only other show that's as addictive and funny is The Office.

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Parks and Rec is up there. Plus aubrey plaza is a goddess so that helps.

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i totally agree about the office. even the crappier later seaons, are still really rewatchable. parks and rec on the other hand, is only good for the first two or seasons. then that show gets super shitty.

Never got into Parks and rec. I should give it a chance.

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Post by: Bronson on March 07, 2014, 11:18:20 AM

The pointlessness of life. The absurdity of trying to grasp some kind of a sense of identity when everything, including you, changes all the time anyway. Why does it bother me so much now? Why does it not bother me sometimes? Is it all just brain chemicals?

Also, I wonder if some people are just biologically tuned to feel a sense of disconnection through their life. What if you spend your whole life trying to find a connection to the world or to someone else, just out of reach? The thought that it is something you can work for seems uplifting, but what if it just is something you will always feel, no matter what? Or is it just a lack of connection with yourself? Or maybe there is no "deep connection" to be felt anyway and that is just something you try to obtain so you would not have to face the absurdity of everything. Why does it embarrass me to write this? Hella existential.

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Post by: Exposure on March 07, 2014, 02:44:20 PM

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The pointlessness of life. The absurdity of trying to grasp some kind of a sense of identity when everything, including you, changes all the time anyway. Why does it bother me so much now? Why does it not bother me sometimes? Is it all just brain chemicals?

Also, I wonder if some people are just biologically tuned to feel a sense of disconnection through their life. What if you spend your whole life trying to find a connection to the world or to someone else, just out of reach? The thought that it is something you can work for seems uplifting, but what if it just is something you will always feel, no matter what? Or is it just a lack of connection with yourself? Or maybe there is no "deep connection" to be felt anyway and that is just something you try to obtain so you would not have to face the absurdity of everything. Why does it embarrass me to write this? Hella existential.

Everything you feel and think are really just chemical reactions going on in your brain. A few weeks ago I was really going crazy because I realized every mood and feeling I've ever had were just things that could be manipulated and the idea of reality started to dissolve. It's just kinda one of those things you trip on for a bit but then eventually forget because the chemicals in your brain balance themselves out and you go back to thinking "normal" stuff. We're all slaves to our synapses.

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Post by: shitsandwich on March 07, 2014, 03:51:58 PM

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The pointlessness of life. The absurdity of trying to grasp some kind of a sense of identity when everything, including you, changes all the time anyway. Why does it bother me so much now? Why does it not bother me sometimes? Is it all just brain chemicals?

Also, I wonder if some people are just biologically tuned to feel a sense of disconnection through their life. What if you spend your whole life trying to find a connection to the world or to someone else, just out of reach? The thought that it is something you can work for seems uplifting, but what if it just is something you will always feel, no matter what? Or is it just a lack of connection with yourself? Or maybe there is no "deep connection" to be felt anyway and that is just something you try to obtain so you would not have to face the absurdity of everything. Why does it embarrass me to write this? Hella existential.

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Everything you feel and think are really just chemical reactions going on in your brain. A few weeks ago I was really going crazy because I realized every mood and feeling I've ever had were just things that could be manipulated and the idea of reality started to dissolve. It's just kinda one of those things you trip on for a bit but then eventually forget because the chemicals in your brain balance themselves out and you go back to thinking "normal" stuff. We're all slaves to our synapses.

I wouldn't "slaves" , but we're definitely highly influenced by these chemicals.

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Post by: paraquat on March 07, 2014, 04:12:37 PM

^^ dopamine is the reason we get out of bed.

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Post by: Monkey_Mcpott on March 07, 2014, 04:16:46 PM

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I don't find seinfeld funny at all. I tried to watch it multiple times but the characters are irritating as fuck to me. I love Curb on the other hand tho. I think shows like Curb and It's Always Sunny took what seinfeld had and made it 10x better.

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^^^ signs you were born after 1988.

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i don't like seinfield either, and i was born in 1977, so what am i ? regular ?

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I'm with you guys. I was born in '88. I mean, I can definitely watch the show and understand it's appeal, but it was never funny like everybody makes it out to be. The gags were just not that good. I definitely see the Seinfeld in It's Always Sunny too. A group of despicable friends getting into weird situations and often times getting their comeuppance in the face of the trope of main characters always getting off scott free. I just find Sunny's jokes much funnier. It very well maybe that it just hasn't aged well like Soda says. People will probably say the same thing of Sunny in the future.

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seinfeld is the greatest show ever. its always sunny is not that great. the first few seasons were alright, but the whole show is just every character screaming at each other.

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Seinfeld is the best show ever. Only other show that's as addictive and funny is The Office.

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Parks and Rec is up there. Plus aubrey plaza is a goddess so that helps.

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i totally agree about the office. even the crappier later seaons, are still really rewatchable. parks and rec on the other hand, is only good for the first two or seasons. then that show gets super shitty.

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Never got into Parks and rec. I should give it a chance.

Never met anyone that didn't like Seinfeld. I remember always watching it as a kid even when i didn't know what everything meant same with married with children. As far as the office goes, stopped watching it after steve left and gave it a chance but it felt incomplete. That 70's show has also never disappointed as far as long running comedies goes with the exception of the last season.

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Post by: L33Tg33k on March 08, 2014, 03:45:12 PM

That 70s show was awful. I usually can see the appeal in shows even when I don't like them, but I just can't see it in that 70s show. That, Friends, and How I Met Your Mother. I simply don't see the funny.

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Post by: paraquat on March 08, 2014, 03:48:26 PM

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That 70s show was awful. I usually can see the appeal in shows even when I don't like them, but I just can't see it in that 70s show. That, Friends, and How I Met Your Mother. I simply don't see the funny.

Except for being 14 and beating off to 1st season mila kunis.

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That 70s show was awful. I usually can see the appeal in shows even when I don't like them, but I just can't see it in that 70s show. That, Friends, and How I Met Your Mother. I simply don't see the funny.

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Except for being 14 and beating off to 1st season mila kunis. Donna's mom

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That 70s show was awful. I usually can see the appeal in shows even when I don't like them, but I just can't see it in that 70s show. That, Friends, and How I Met Your Mother. I simply don't see the funny.

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Except for being 14 and beating off to 1st season mila kunis. Donna's mom

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Oh man...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on March 12, 2014, 08:33:47 PM

when i first started skating i saw the movie kingpin in the video store and got so fucking stoked and rented it without reading hte back or anything. i got home, watched the first 20 minutes and stormed off disappointed. to this day i have never seen kingpin, even though ive heard its actually kind of pretty okay.



ive never told this to anybody before.

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Post by: Justis on March 13, 2014, 08:31:12 PM

I've been blasting bjork all day and I feel fuckin great

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Post by: pencil on March 19, 2014, 02:36:13 PM

my flatground game is kind of weak right now but i look fucking  8) pushing to class

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Post by: fucked. on March 19, 2014, 03:56:49 PM

I pissed my pants when I was close to blackout drunk, trying to unlock the front door.

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Post by: L33Tg33k on March 20, 2014, 11:54:37 PM

Not doing to good right now. Having a bit of a panic attack. Needed to type something. Trying to get my mind off it. Trying to sleep.

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Post by: SodaJerk on March 21, 2014, 07:06:08 AM

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Not doing to good right now. Having a bit of a panic attack. Needed to type something. Trying to get my mind off it. Trying to sleep.

My anxiety has been pretty bad the last couple of weeks and my meds didn't seem to be as effective as they had been so I've been googling guided meditations and found them helpful. Also "trying" to sleep fucks me up so I'll just get up and do something rather than forcing it. I've also got this thing called a spike matt that's like a softcore bed of nails that you lie on and the slight sensation of pain helps to sooth me into relaxation. Weird but works.

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Post by: L33Tg33k on March 23, 2014, 09:24:59 PM

That actually seems like it would work. At any rate, getting drunk so I can comfortably catch some zees can't be healthy.

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Post by: dillanharp on March 23, 2014, 10:51:09 PM

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That actually seems like it would work. At any rate, getting drunk so I can comfortably catch some zees can't be healthy.

No, it's not. However, it's effective.

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Post by: escapistfool on March 24, 2014, 01:43:22 AM

Great. I'm in the fucking friend zone for the first time in my life.
This fucking sucks.

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Post by: Joe Pesci on March 24, 2014, 09:46:48 AM

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Great. I'm in the fucking friend zone for the first time in my life.
This fucking sucks.

the first time? doesnt sound like it sucks to me, unless youre like 15...

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Post by: ThugWaffle on March 24, 2014, 10:25:55 AM

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Great. I'm in the fucking friend zone for the first time in my life.
This fucking sucks.

Get her drunk. Make the transition from a friend to a mistake.  ;)

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Great. I'm in the fucking friend zone for the first time in my life.
This fucking sucks.

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Get her drunk. Make the transition from a friend to a mistake.  ;)

this. go for the mistake zone.

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Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on March 24, 2014, 06:21:25 PM

i have a 2nd account that i started one day when i couldnt remeber my password at work. hes doing pretty well.

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This fucking sucks.

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the first time? doesnt sound like it sucks to me, unless youre like 15...

I'm 22 and this really never happened to me lol. Sucks actually, I invested a lot of time with that girl.. oh well, on to the next.

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Post by: L33Tg33k on March 26, 2014, 01:57:59 PM

I keep having dreams wherein I'm rollerblading. I'm usually traveling through unfamiliar cities and tricking out along the way, but it's never the focus of the dream. Different stories are always happening in the dreams, but it just so happens that I'm wearing aggressive inlines and moving rolling through various neighborhoods, industrial areas, and sewer systems. WTF

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Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on March 26, 2014, 02:19:19 PM

hold your breath for as long as you posisbly can!!

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Post by: Bronson on March 27, 2014, 05:45:39 AM

I sometimes pull disappearing acts in group situations (mostly in school) when I feel too uncomfortable.

Also, I am going on the first date of my entire life tomorrow. Oddly enough, I am not that anxious about it.

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Post by: VHS on March 28, 2014, 07:56:33 PM

i've spent more time playing NHL14 than I've interacted with people in the passed month.

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Post by: Bronson on March 29, 2014, 12:16:11 AM

Nothing wrong with that, unless you feel there is. Or maybe find people to play it with you.

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Post by: silkyjohnson on March 30, 2014, 05:17:01 AM

how'd the first date go Bronson?

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Post by: Bronson on March 30, 2014, 07:46:51 AM

It went really well. We went to see the movie "Her" and than walked around, sat at a cafe and talked for three hours. She is quite shy and a little akward, as am I, but we were rather relaxed around each other (even though we had only met once before) and never ran out of stuff to talk about. We have lots of similar geeky interests. At the end of the night I walked her to her bus stop and we hugged and kissed each other on the cheek.

Im seeing her again  next week, she will be taking me to an exhibition at a museum  she works at (for free!).

I am really happy, even though I never try to get my hopes too high too soon.

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Post by: Filip on March 31, 2014, 12:08:19 AM

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It went really well. We went to see the movie "Her" and than walked around, sat at a cafe and talked for three hours. She is quite shy and a little akward, as am I, but we were rather relaxed around each other (even though we had only met once before) and never ran out of stuff to talk about. We have lots of similar geeky interests. At the end of the night I walked her to her bus stop and we hugged and kissed each other on the cheek.

Im seeing her again  next week, she will be taking me to an exhibition at a museum  she works at (for free!).

I am really happy, even though I never try to get my hopes too high too soon.

Good luck man!

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Post by: pizzarules on March 31, 2014, 12:31:57 AM

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It went really well. We went to see the movie "Her" and than walked around, sat at a cafe and talked for three hours. She is quite shy and a little akward, as am I, but we were rather relaxed around each other (even though we had only met once before) and never ran out of stuff to talk about. We have lots of similar geeky interests. At the end of the night I walked her to her bus stop and we hugged and kissed each other on the cheek.

Im seeing her again  next week, she will be taking me to an exhibition at a museum  she works at (for free!).

I am really happy, even though I never try to get my hopes too high too soon.

did you touch her tits?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on March 31, 2014, 01:19:35 AM

Not yet.

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Post by: L33Tg33k on March 31, 2014, 01:25:27 AM

It's going to be great when you do. The feel just like bags of sand.

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Post by: silkyjohnson on March 31, 2014, 04:44:48 AM

Rad man,good to hear

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That 70s show was awful. I usually can see the appeal in shows even when I don't like them, but I just can't see it in that 70s show. That, Friends, and How I Met Your Mother. I simply don't see the funny.

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Except for being 14 and beating off to 1st season mila kunis. Donna's mom

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Oh man...

Them Sweaters tho..
Holy shit just found out shes from the Bronx  :o

Edit: Not playing this game right confession...I pissed myself the other morning in bed after drinking all night, i thought i was in the bathroom. Turns out i dreamed it  ???

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on April 01, 2014, 07:30:30 AM

Donna's mom.
(http://www.famousanduncensored.com/nitrovideo.com/galleries2/3906-tanya-roberts-nude-sexy-scene-beastmaster/3906-tanya-roberts-nude-sexy-scene-beastmaster.jpg)

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Post by: paraquat on April 01, 2014, 09:29:21 AM

Quote from: Joust Ostrich on April 01, 2014, 07:30:30 AM

Donna's mom.
(http://www.famousanduncensored.com/nitrovideo.com/galleries2/3906-tanya-roberts-nude-sexy-scene-beastmaster/3906-tanya-roberts-nude-sexy-scene-beastmaster.jpg)

Gnar

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Matze on April 01, 2014, 11:59:27 AM

So I watched the final episode of himym and I gotta admit that it got me. And yes, I had tears in my eyes.

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Post by: Monty Burns on April 02, 2014, 12:49:49 AM

Quote from: Matze on April 01, 2014, 11:59:27 AM

So I watched the final episode of himym and I gotta admit that it got me. And yes, I had tears in my eyes.

That show was the worst , just like 2,5 men and Big bang . Really shitty shows

Matze , what happend to you ? you used to be cool =(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on April 02, 2014, 01:53:40 AM

This was kind of hard thing to talk about but hopefully this will help people thinking they had a shitty day.
So last year my anxiety was through the roof, I didn't go out unless I had to see my doctor for more pills or to grab a six pack and just drink alone at my house, literally did not go out unless those conditions. I had a job though at a bar and to deal with my anxiety i would bring a tall can of bud ice with me every time i worked, I didn't drink it but just knowing that i can get drunk in 5 minutes made me feel unstoppable. But when they found out i was bringing beer they fired me.Even when i was home i would have panic attacks everyday just by sitting in my house and trying to sleep ( i once stayed up for about 24 hours and yeah that sounds like not a big deal but just imagine laying with your eyes open and focus on the ceiling for 8 hours and having the tv on a shitty sitcom). I also couldn't watch any show that had drugs in it or any violence because it would make my heart pound what seemed like a million beats per minute. I rarely talked to anyone that year so my friends gave up on me or told me to "man up" or call me a pussy, which made me feel depressed about living and i am never depressed. Even dealt with this shitty hand i was never sad about it i made due. Well now the past couple of months i feel great! I am on new pills which make feel like myself again, like at the age of 13 (I first started to have anxiety at age 14). I am also able to watch my favorite tv shows again which was a huge victory to me. I also look forward to see my doctors now to tell them I'm doing so much better. I still have anxiety but am able to actually go out for a couple hours so i signed up for school again for the summer and hopefully i can get my life together.

So just remember if your having a shitty day just remember i had 365 days of shitty days

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silkyjohnson on April 02, 2014, 02:07:21 AM

Quote from: Matze on April 01, 2014, 11:59:27 AM

So I watched the final episode of himym and I gotta admit that it got me. And yes, I had tears in my eyes.

I ain't gonna lie that shit had me choked up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on April 02, 2014, 07:46:34 AM

Quote from: tobey on April 02, 2014, 01:53:40 AM

I had a job though at a bar and to deal with my anxiety i would bring a tall can of bud ice with me every time i worked, I didn't drink it but just knowing that i can get drunk in 5 minutes made me feel unstoppable. But when they found out i was bringing beer they fired me.

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Post by: shark tits on April 02, 2014, 09:12:13 AM

Quote from: tobey on April 02, 2014, 01:53:40 AM

This was kind of hard thing to talk about but hopefully this will help people thinking they had a shitty day.
So last year my anxiety was through the roof, I didn't go out unless I had to see my doctor for more pills or to grab a six pack and just drink alone at my house, literally did not go out unless those conditions. I had a job though at a bar and to deal with my anxiety i would bring a tall can of bud ice with me every time i worked, I didn't drink it but just knowing that i can get drunk in 5 minutes made me feel unstoppable. But when they found out i was bringing beer they fired me.Even when i was home i would have panic attacks everyday just by sitting in my house and trying to sleep ( i once stayed up for about 24 hours and yeah that sounds like not a big deal but just imagine laying with your eyes open and focus on the ceiling for 8 hours and having the tv on a shitty sitcom). I also couldn't watch any show that had drugs in it or any violence because it would make my heart pound what seemed like a million beats per minute. I rarely talked to anyone that year so my friends gave up on me or told me to "man up" or call me a pussy, which made me feel depressed about living and i am never depressed. Even dealt with this shitty hand i was never sad about it i made due. Well now the past couple of months i feel great! I am on new pills which make feel like myself again, like at the age of 13 (I first started to have anxiety at age 14). I am also able to watch my favorite tv shows again which was a huge victory to me. I also look forward to see my doctors now to tell them I'm doing so much better. I still have anxiety but am able to actually go out for a couple hours so i signed up for school again for the summer and hopefully i can get my life together.

So just remember if your having a shitty day just remember i had 365 days of shitty days

i'm sure michael scott will give you your old job back. just bring some paper to work and knowing you can draw on it should make you feel unstoppable.
joking guy, i hope it gets better. i don't know what you've been through so maybe your anxiety is warranted but good luck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on April 02, 2014, 09:24:58 AM

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So I watched the final episode of himym and I gotta admit that it got me. And yes, I had tears in my eyes.

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That show was the worst , just like 2,5 men and Big bang . Really shitty shows

Matze , what happend to you ? you used to be cool =(

I love how fucking Euro you are. Every time you post it's like the most European thing I've ever seen. And yes, HIMYM is awful. I really tried to see what it's appeal was, but I guess I'll always be blind to it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on April 02, 2014, 11:40:49 AM

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So I watched the final episode of himym and I gotta admit that it got me. And yes, I had tears in my eyes.

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That show was the worst , just like 2,5 men and Big bang . Really shitty shows

Matze , what happend to you ? you used to be cool =(

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I love how fucking Euro you are. Every time you post it's like the most European thing I've ever seen. And yes, HIMYM is awful. I really tried to see what it's appeal was, but I guess I'll always be blind to it.

Its because youre black and it wasnt written by tyler perry

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on April 02, 2014, 11:47:03 AM

Oh laawwwd!

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Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on April 02, 2014, 02:21:04 PM

lemme guess the mom turns out to be ded? faggots.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on April 02, 2014, 03:17:58 PM

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I had a job though at a bar and to deal with my anxiety i would bring a tall can of bud ice with me every time i worked, I didn't drink it but just knowing that i can get drunk in 5 minutes made me feel unstoppable. But when they found out i was bringing beer they fired me.

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i couldn't believe what i read either.

Tobey, that's a whole new level of dumb ass rite derr.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on April 02, 2014, 04:48:21 PM

I really want to cum but masturbating is too much of a hassle.

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Post by: tobey on April 02, 2014, 06:25:56 PM

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I had a job though at a bar and to deal with my anxiety i would bring a tall can of bud ice with me every time i worked, I didn't drink it but just knowing that i can get drunk in 5 minutes made me feel unstoppable. But when they found out i was bringing beer they fired me.

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i couldn't believe what i read either.

Tobey, that's a whole new level of dumb ass rite derr.

i probably should of said i was underage when i worked there

edit: i actually did kind of fucked up a little bit i worked there in 2012 not last year so i was 19

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 03, 2014, 02:37:16 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on April 02, 2014, 04:48:21 PM

I really want to cum but masturbating is too much of a hassle.

Prostate milking?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Matze on April 05, 2014, 02:00:15 AM

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So I watched the final episode of himym and I gotta admit that it got me. And yes, I had tears in my eyes.

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That show was the worst , just like 2,5 men and Big bang . Really shitty shows

Matze , what happend to you ? you used to be cool =(

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I love how fucking Euro you are. Every time you post it's like the most European thing I've ever seen. And yes, HIMYM is awful. I really tried to see what it's appeal was, but I guess I'll always be blind to it.

Haha, I have no problem with being euro. It's like being the friendly cousin who is a little regular with his fashion and lifestyle choices and still gets some pussy. No one will blame him for his wierdness. That's why this post about himym actually belongs to things you are not stoked on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on April 05, 2014, 08:28:42 AM

Third date tomorrow.

Whoo!

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Post by: Exposure on April 05, 2014, 08:47:13 AM

^^ hell yeah dude good luck

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Post by: Candygirl on April 05, 2014, 08:56:13 AM

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So I watched the final episode of himym and I gotta admit that it got me. And yes, I had tears in my eyes.

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That show was the worst , just like 2,5 men and Big bang . Really shitty shows

Matze , what happend to you ? you used to be cool =(

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I love how fucking Euro you are. Every time you post it's like the most European thing I've ever seen. And yes, HIMYM is awful. I really tried to see what it's appeal was, but I guess I'll always be blind to it.

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Haha, I have no problem with being euro. It's like being the friendly cousin who is a little regular with his fashion and lifestyle choices and still gets some pussy. No one will blame him for his wierdness. That's why this post about himym actually belongs to things you are not stoked on.

Euro for life!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bentmode on April 06, 2014, 10:31:44 AM

Occasionally my cats and I will all drink from the same glass of water. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Candygirl on April 06, 2014, 01:25:52 PM

Quote from: MostlyLurkin' on April 06, 2014, 01:07:38 PM

I fucking hate my girlfriend. She's become a fat lazy bitch and all she does is lay around on the couch, while Im stuck doing all the cleaning and shit around the house. She yells at me for dumb shit, and whenever I say something back, she says I'm the one who's always starting shit.
And the worst part is that Im actually pretty fucking handsome, and I've never had any problems hooking up with girls. Still, I'm fucking terrified of what my life will be like if I dump this one. Sometimes I wish she would cheat on me, or give me some other excuse to dump her lazy ass. Fuck.
Just had to get that of my chest.

A friend of mine was in a similar situation. He tried to do his best, but at some point he couldn't take it anymore and had to dumb her.

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Post by: Exposure on April 06, 2014, 03:19:33 PM

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I fucking hate my girlfriend. She's become a fat lazy bitch and all she does is lay around on the couch, while Im stuck doing all the cleaning and shit around the house. She yells at me for dumb shit, and whenever I say something back, she says I'm the one who's always starting shit.
And the worst part is that Im actually pretty fucking handsome, and I've never had any problems hooking up with girls. Still, I'm fucking terrified of what my life will be like if I dump this one. Sometimes I wish she would cheat on me, or give me some other excuse to dump her lazy ass. Fuck.
Just had to get that of my chest.

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A friend of mine was in a similar situation. He tried to do his best, but at some point he couldn't take it anymore and had to dumb her.

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Yeah.. We're pretty much just wasting our time. Fuck. Im such a pussy.

If you don't want to be in a relationship with her anymore, staying together will just be a waste of both of your lives

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on April 06, 2014, 04:46:15 PM

Post nudes of her.  We can make sure that it gets back to her.  She may become enraged, you dismiss it (because you don't want to be the one starting shit), she leaves your sorry ass.  You get to breathe easy for the first time in months.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on April 06, 2014, 05:02:06 PM

Quote from: MostlyLurkin' on April 06, 2014, 01:07:38 PM

Im actually pretty fucking handsome

LOL

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MostlyLurkin' on April 06, 2014, 05:13:44 PM

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Im actually pretty fucking handsome

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LOL

my mom said I look like dylan

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doomstation55 on April 06, 2014, 05:19:05 PM

Quote from: Joust Ostrich on April 06, 2014, 04:46:15 PM

Post nudes of her.  We can make sure that it gets back to her.  She may become enraged, you dismiss it (because you don't want to be the one starting shit), she leaves your sorry ass.  You get to breathe easy for the first time in months.

Regardless of if this works or not you should post the nudes. Preferably pre-fat era, but feel free to post all the ones you have.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on April 06, 2014, 06:15:32 PM

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Im actually pretty fucking handsome

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LOL

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my mom said I look like dylan

post nudes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on April 09, 2014, 01:54:50 PM

I had my first kiss a couple of days ago.

Which was nice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on April 09, 2014, 02:23:42 PM

Quote from: Bronson on April 09, 2014, 01:54:50 PM

I had my first kiss a couple of days ago.

Which was nice.

Hell yeah, just curious, how old are you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: captainfalcon69 on April 09, 2014, 03:50:56 PM

Quote from: Bronson on April 09, 2014, 01:54:50 PM

I had my first kiss a couple of days ago.

Which was nice.

Good shit man, as cheesy as it sounds, you will never forget it lol. Ive been in a dryspell lately, and every party i go to i just cant make myself go talk to any chicks. I feel like if i go to say 'whats up' or anything i will freeze.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on April 09, 2014, 11:56:08 PM

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I had my first kiss a couple of days ago.

Which was nice.

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Hell yeah, just curious, how old are you?

420

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on April 10, 2014, 03:41:07 AM

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I had my first kiss a couple of days ago.

Which was nice.

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Hell yeah, just curious, how old are you?

26.

Better late than never, huh?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 10, 2014, 04:20:02 AM

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I had my first kiss a couple of days ago.

Which was nice.

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Hell yeah, just curious, how old are you?

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26.

Better late than never, huh?

Was he a good kisser? Please tell me it was L33tg33k because that would make you both each others first and that would be magical.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on April 10, 2014, 06:03:06 AM

She was fine, good use of the tongue.

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Post by: shark tits on April 10, 2014, 06:07:12 AM

Quote from: Bronson on April 10, 2014, 06:03:06 AM

She was fine, good use of the tongue.

good for you, guy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 10, 2014, 07:12:39 AM

Quote from: Bronson on April 10, 2014, 06:03:06 AM

She was fine, good use of the tongue.

I'm happy for you. It'll be fun to hear how further encounters compare because you don't have anything to compare it to yet.

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Post by: Bronson on April 10, 2014, 09:29:54 AM

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She was fine, good use of the tongue.

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I'm happy for you. It'll be fun to hear how further encounters compare because you don't have anything to compare it to yet.

True. What is weird and kind of taking some of the enjoyment out of it, just wondering things like "hmm, I wonder how I compare to other people she has kissed" or "can she tell I have no idea what I am doing" instead of just enjoying the moment.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on April 10, 2014, 10:38:07 AM

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I had my first kiss a couple of days ago.

Which was nice.

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Hell yeah, just curious, how old are you?

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26.

Better late than never, huh?

Damn right.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on April 10, 2014, 12:44:13 PM

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She was fine, good use of the tongue.

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I'm happy for you. It'll be fun to hear how further encounters compare because you don't have anything to compare it to yet.

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True. What is weird and kind of taking some of the enjoyment out of it, just wondering things like "hmm, I wonder how I compare to other people she has kissed" or "can she tell I have no idea what I am doing" instead of just enjoying the moment.

nevermind ABD's, just kiss and skate for yourself. if you're fucking up she'll guide you and you'll improve.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pizzarules on April 11, 2014, 10:35:14 PM

i have no friends and to be honest, it makes me sad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 12, 2014, 08:49:09 PM

Quote from: pizzarules on April 11, 2014, 10:35:14 PM

i have no friends and to be honest, it makes me sad.

i feel you on this one. i had a good group of friends a few years ago. we always had so much fun together and i wouldve done anything for those guys. i still would if they ever needed anything, but i dont talk to any of them. a little more than 2 years ago i went though my first big break up and before then i was drinking harder than i ever had. put both of those things together and i hit the shittiest part of my life, which really wasnt that bad at all and im very lucky to have not had to deal with some actual serious shit. anyway, i didnt really like the reputation i had amongst my social circle which was pretty much the asshole drunk guy who was always blacked out. so i got off social media, then soon after that i started dating my girlfriend who im still with now. weve been together almost two years and i hardly ever talk to any of my friends anymore. i have no idea what any of them are up to with their lives, but i think about them all the time. the thing with them is that we all came from pretty successful families, which i think bred a lot of competition and judgement into our characters  even though nobody would ever admit it amongst a group. so once everyone started to get jobs and buy new cars and become "adults", i felt like i was looked at as the idiot of the crew because of my past behavior. it became really important to prove to everyone that you werent "failing" at life, so to speak. throw in the fact that i havent talked to the people who were my best friends in practically a year and it only makes me feel shittier. the only person who i spend any time with is my girlfriend, and we live together now so we spend every day with each other and honestly its been great. we have a great relationship and im very happy for that. i dont compare myself to anyone else because i dont know enough about any of my friends to do that anymore. and since i spend every day with my girlfriend now, i dont really spend too much time alone or with other people. right now shes at the bar down the street with one of her friends and i kind of just had a moment where i wished that i could make a new friend with someone who knows nothing about me. the last time that happened was probably in highschool, and now im 26 and basically have no friends. i just think it would be really cool to have someone to hang out at the bar with and bullshit about stuff and not feel like i have to tell them like im doing good in my life or something stupid like that. every time i run into anyone who i used to be friends with its always the same old shit like "oh yeah, i work here now and blah blah blah my life is so awesome." just listing off mediocre accomplishments so you dont have to say that youre still living with your parents and dont have health insurance or some bullshit like that, even though thats pretty normal for people my age. i dont know dudes. i just wrote a whole bunch of bullshit when i couldve been watching a skate video or something cool instead of complaining about my life where theres nothing really worth complaining about.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on April 12, 2014, 09:22:13 PM

^honestly, 26 was the most confusing age for me. It will get better for you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on April 12, 2014, 10:06:42 PM

I'll be yer friend.

I was thinking about this the other day, the guys I've known since elementary school, were a super tight group throughout high school and even our early 20s, I haven't talked to these guys in well over a year. At first I was bummed, thinking I should reach out.  Then I got pissed off when I realized the phone works both ways. Either way, I have about 4 friends that might help me move if I needed. Shit, I met one through here, the rest are guys I was in the Army with.  I just hang out with my 5 month old all day and high five my wife when she gets home at 5, then go my ass to school, come home and drink malt liquor until I can't play Battlefield anymore.  I've been skating by myself the nights I don't have school.  Shit's rough but that's life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitsandwich on April 13, 2014, 06:23:39 PM

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i have no friends and to be honest, it makes me sad.

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i feel you on this one. i had a good group of friends a few years ago. we always had so much fun together and i wouldve done anything for those guys. i still would if they ever needed anything, but i dont talk to any of them. a little more than 2 years ago i went though my first big break up and before then i was drinking harder than i ever had. put both of those things together and i hit the shittiest part of my life, which really wasnt that bad at all and im very lucky to have not had to deal with some actual serious shit. anyway, i didnt really like the reputation i had amongst my social circle which was pretty much the asshole drunk guy who was always blacked out. so i got off social media, then soon after that i started dating my girlfriend who im still with now. weve been together almost two years and i hardly ever talk to any of my friends anymore. i have no idea what any of them are up to with their lives, but i think about them all the time. the thing with them is that we all came from pretty successful families, which i think bred a lot of competition and judgement into our characters  even though nobody would ever admit it amongst a group. so once everyone started to get jobs and buy new cars and become "adults", i felt like i was looked at as the idiot of the crew because of my past behavior. it became really important to prove to everyone that you werent "failing" at life, so to speak. throw in the fact that i havent talked to the people who were my best friends in practically a year and it only makes me feel shittier. the only person who i spend any time with is my girlfriend, and we live together now so we spend every day with each other and honestly its been great. we have a great relationship and im very happy for that. i dont compare myself to anyone else because i dont know enough about any of my friends to do that anymore. and since i spend every day with my girlfriend now, i dont really spend too much time alone or with other people. right now shes at the bar down the street with one of her friends and i kind of just had a moment where i wished that i could make a new friend with someone who knows nothing about me. the last time that happened was probably in highschool, and now im 26 and basically have no friends. i just think it would be really cool to have someone to hang out at the bar with and bullshit about stuff and not feel like i have to tell them like im doing good in my life or something stupid like that. every time i run into anyone who i used to be friends with its always the same old shit like "oh yeah, i work here now and blah blah blah my life is so awesome." just listing off mediocre accomplishments so you dont have to say that youre still living with your parents and dont have health insurance or some bullshit like that, even though thats pretty normal for people my age. i dont know dudes. i just wrote a whole bunch of bullshit when i couldve been watching a skate video or something cool instead of complaining about my life where theres nothing really worth complaining about.

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I'm 20 and I feel like this is going to be me in the future just minus the girlfriend.
The only hobby I have other than skating parking lots by myself is getting shitfaced with a couple of close friends. Now those friends are moving to florida and I don't see myself making any new friends anytime soon. I have other friends but that usually takes hanging out with other people, and I'm not typically down for that cus I get anxiety. I guess I'm not too bummed on all this cus it'll just give me time to focus on what I want out of life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cajungly on April 13, 2014, 06:30:53 PM

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i have no friends and to be honest, it makes me sad.

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i feel you on this one. i had a good group of friends a few years ago. we always had so much fun together and i wouldve done anything for those guys. i still would if they ever needed anything, but i dont talk to any of them. a little more than 2 years ago i went though my first big break up and before then i was drinking harder than i ever had. put both of those things together and i hit the shittiest part of my life, which really wasnt that bad at all and im very lucky to have not had to deal with some actual serious shit. anyway, i didnt really like the reputation i had amongst my social circle which was pretty much the asshole drunk guy who was always blacked out. so i got off social media, then soon after that i started dating my girlfriend who im still with now. weve been together almost two years and i hardly ever talk to any of my friends anymore. i have no idea what any of them are up to with their lives, but i think about them all the time. the thing with them is that we all came from pretty successful families, which i think bred a lot of competition and judgement into our characters  even though nobody would ever admit it amongst a group. so once everyone started to get jobs and buy new cars and become "adults", i felt like i was looked at as the idiot of the crew because of my past behavior. it became really important to prove to everyone that you werent "failing" at life, so to speak. throw in the fact that i havent talked to the people who were my best friends in practically a year and it only makes me feel shittier. the only person who i spend any time with is my girlfriend, and we live together now so we spend every day with each other and honestly its been great. we have a great relationship and im very happy for that. i dont compare myself to anyone else because i dont know enough about any of my friends to do that anymore. and since i spend every day with my girlfriend now, i dont really spend too much time alone or with other people. right now shes at the bar down the street with one of her friends and i kind of just had a moment where i wished that i could make a new friend with someone who knows nothing about me. the last time that happened was probably in highschool, and now im 26 and basically have no friends. i just think it would be really cool to have someone to hang out at the bar with and bullshit about stuff and not feel like i have to tell them like im doing good in my life or something stupid like that. every time i run into anyone who i used to be friends with its always the same old shit like "oh yeah, i work here now and blah blah blah my life is so awesome." just listing off mediocre accomplishments so you dont have to say that youre still living with your parents and dont have health insurance or some bullshit like that, even though thats pretty normal for people my age. i dont know dudes. i just wrote a whole bunch of bullshit when i couldve been watching a skate video or something cool instead of complaining about my life where theres nothing really worth complaining about.

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I'm 20 and I feel like this is going to be me in the future just minus the girlfriend.
The only hobby I have other than skating parking lots by myself is getting shitfaced with a couple of close friends. Now those friends are moving to florida and I don't see myself making any new friends anytime soon. I have other friends but that usually takes hanging out with other people, and I'm not typically down for that cus I get anxiety. I guess I'm not too bummed on all this cus it'll just give me time to focus on what I want out of life.

pi is an awesome movie. i like you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Early Hokus Pokus on April 13, 2014, 10:18:17 PM

Sometimes I listen to My Chemical Romance and Hawthorne Heights.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on April 15, 2014, 01:02:39 PM

i don't find detective benson attractive except once in a while when she had short hair. it took me a while to warm up to detective stabler because i remembered how awful he was to tobias beecher when they were locked up at OZ penitentiary but sometimes when he dons a pair of glasses i think he looks interesting. usually i don't like cops but i feel like the detectives of the SVU are almost family.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Butterz on April 18, 2014, 07:05:16 AM

Quote from: pizzarules on April 11, 2014, 10:35:14 PM

i have no friends and to be honest, it makes me sad.

the only friends I have are through skateboarding which sucks because they can't always skate and when they don't skate they hang out with their mates outside of skateboarding which makes me feel isolated / sad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Aidan Clarke on April 19, 2014, 04:37:52 PM

Quote from: Bizarro_Rusty_Berrings on April 15, 2014, 01:02:39 PM

i don't find detective benson attractive except once in a while when she had short hair. it took me a while to warm up to detective stabler because i remembered how awful he was to tobias beecher when they were locked up at OZ penitentiary but sometimes when he dons a pair of glasses i think he looks interesting. usually i don't like cops but i feel like the detectives of the SVU are almost family.

She was hot in the first few seasons, and then age kinda crept up. That'll happen after over a dozen seasons though

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on April 19, 2014, 05:19:15 PM

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i don't find detective benson attractive except once in a while when she had short hair. it took me a while to warm up to detective stabler because i remembered how awful he was to tobias beecher when they were locked up at OZ penitentiary but sometimes when he dons a pair of glasses i think he looks interesting. usually i don't like cops but i feel like the detectives of the SVU are almost family.

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She was hot in the first few seasons, and then age kinda crept up. That'll happen after over a dozen seasons though

yeah, maybe grandpa stabler wouldn't look so interesting in goggles if he were still on the show. i can't see elliott leaving for vanity's sake but who knows?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Aidan Clarke on April 19, 2014, 06:51:21 PM

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i don't find detective benson attractive except once in a while when she had short hair. it took me a while to warm up to detective stabler because i remembered how awful he was to tobias beecher when they were locked up at OZ penitentiary but sometimes when he dons a pair of glasses i think he looks interesting. usually i don't like cops but i feel like the detectives of the SVU are almost family.

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She was hot in the first few seasons, and then age kinda crept up. That'll happen after over a dozen seasons though

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yeah, maybe grandpa stabler wouldn't look so interesting in goggles if he were still on the show. i can't see elliott leaving for vanity's sake but who knows?

You know how when people try to be nice and call someone old without directly saying it? He looks 'distinguished'
Although he didn't look morbidly old in man of steel. I always feel weird about wanting to fuck half of the actresses on a show about sex crimes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on April 19, 2014, 07:01:54 PM

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i don't find detective benson attractive except once in a while when she had short hair. it took me a while to warm up to detective stabler because i remembered how awful he was to tobias beecher when they were locked up at OZ penitentiary but sometimes when he dons a pair of glasses i think he looks interesting. usually i don't like cops but i feel like the detectives of the SVU are almost family.

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She was hot in the first few seasons, and then age kinda crept up. That'll happen after over a dozen seasons though

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yeah, maybe grandpa stabler wouldn't look so interesting in goggles if he were still on the show. i can't see elliott leaving for vanity's sake but who knows?

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You know how when people try to be nice and call someone old without directly saying it? He looks 'distinguished'
Although he didn't look morbidly old in man of steel. I always feel weird about wanting to fuck half of the actresses on a show about sex crimes.

ha i know. DA casey novak is my favorite, especially when she wears her softball jersey w/ the word 'sex crimes' emblazoned on the bosom. i bet she'd have zero tolerance for my humor. like if she asked the time and i wrapped my peepee around my wrist and told her '6 o'cock' i'd prolly be looking at some charges.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monkey_Mcpott on April 19, 2014, 07:10:11 PM

I hate claiming myself a skater when i havent been consistent with it. It makes me feel like Pops  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on April 20, 2014, 08:19:40 AM

A girl who I'm prolly still stupid in love, now lives on the same corner as my favorite skate shop in my current part of the country and now im kinda scared to go there, out of fear that I will run into her, possibly with another guy, possibly holding hands or somethin and i'll start cryin or someshit, or possibly have some massive anxiety attack where I'll puke or act super weird and never be able to go back or just keep my cool but end up in a depressed/anxious funk for a month. Even without seeing her she'd still be crossin my mind and it would bum me out and kinda bring down the mood of something that I should enjoy. I'm pathetic lol and will get really baked some day not give a fuck and head over and enjoy it, fuck that bitch

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 21, 2014, 01:15:59 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on April 20, 2014, 08:19:40 AM

A girl who I'm prolly still stupid in love, now lives on the same corner as my favorite skate shop in my current part of the country and now im kinda scared to go there, out of fear that I will run into her, possibly with another guy, possibly holding hands or somethin and i'll start cryin or someshit, or possibly have some massive anxiety attack where I'll puke or act super weird and never be able to go back or just keep my cool but end up in a depressed/anxious funk for a month. Even without seeing her she'd still be crossin my mind and it would bum me out and kinda bring down the mood of something that I should enjoy. I'm pathetic lol and will get really baked some day not give a fuck and head over and enjoy it, fuck that bitch

If there's one thing I've learnt over the years it's that "cool" doesn't always get the girl but upfront and authentic usually does.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on April 21, 2014, 07:49:00 AM

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A girl who I'm prolly still stupid in love, now lives on the same corner as my favorite skate shop in my current part of the country and now im kinda scared to go there, out of fear that I will run into her, possibly with another guy, possibly holding hands or somethin and i'll start cryin or someshit, or possibly have some massive anxiety attack where I'll puke or act super weird and never be able to go back or just keep my cool but end up in a depressed/anxious funk for a month. Even without seeing her she'd still be crossin my mind and it would bum me out and kinda bring down the mood of something that I should enjoy. I'm pathetic lol and will get really baked some day not give a fuck and head over and enjoy it, fuck that bitch

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If there's one thing I've learnt over the years it's that "cool" doesn't always get the girl but upfront and authentic usually does.

don't think i got much left in the upfront and authentic tank since i dropped "you cross my mind like 20 times a day and I'd knock out one of my own front teeth just to be able hold you" on her a few months ago, pretty much says it all   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 21, 2014, 07:58:18 AM

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A girl who I'm prolly still stupid in love, now lives on the same corner as my favorite skate shop in my current part of the country and now im kinda scared to go there, out of fear that I will run into her, possibly with another guy, possibly holding hands or somethin and i'll start cryin or someshit, or possibly have some massive anxiety attack where I'll puke or act super weird and never be able to go back or just keep my cool but end up in a depressed/anxious funk for a month. Even without seeing her she'd still be crossin my mind and it would bum me out and kinda bring down the mood of something that I should enjoy. I'm pathetic lol and will get really baked some day not give a fuck and head over and enjoy it, fuck that bitch

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If there's one thing I've learnt over the years it's that "cool" doesn't always get the girl but upfront and authentic usually does.

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don't think i got much left in the upfront and authentic tank since i dropped "you cross my mind like 20 times a day and I'd knock out one of my own front teeth just to be able hold you" on her a few months ago, pretty much says it all   

I think you can still recover from that. It was honest and upfront you just have to steer away from the creepy stalker side of it for a bit and show her that you can be a lot of fun.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on April 21, 2014, 08:16:20 AM

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A girl who I'm prolly still stupid in love, now lives on the same corner as my favorite skate shop in my current part of the country and now im kinda scared to go there, out of fear that I will run into her, possibly with another guy, possibly holding hands or somethin and i'll start cryin or someshit, or possibly have some massive anxiety attack where I'll puke or act super weird and never be able to go back or just keep my cool but end up in a depressed/anxious funk for a month. Even without seeing her she'd still be crossin my mind and it would bum me out and kinda bring down the mood of something that I should enjoy. I'm pathetic lol and will get really baked some day not give a fuck and head over and enjoy it, fuck that bitch

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If there's one thing I've learnt over the years it's that "cool" doesn't always get the girl but upfront and authentic usually does.

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don't think i got much left in the upfront and authentic tank since i dropped "you cross my mind like 20 times a day and I'd knock out one of my own front teeth just to be able hold you" on her a few months ago, pretty much says it all   

talk is cheap. break one [or more] of your eyeteeth so she knows you're serious like van gough, gg allin and other pussy hounds of history.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on April 21, 2014, 08:44:15 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on April 21, 2014, 07:58:18 AM

I think you can still recover from that. It was honest and upfront you just have to steer away from the creepy stalker side of it for a bit and show her that you can be a lot of fun.

hahaha If i can expand on that, I totally blew my chance to get back with her because of my "devil may care" attitude, was getting friend zoned, then said the twenty times a day tooth thing and was like and that's why we can't be "friends", my passions have cooled since then though, just don't want to see her at all really and would feel like total shit if I did, my life is way better without her tbh, just sucks she now lives like right beside my fav skate shop, well tied for 1st anyway. Appreciate the advice though ! cheers dawg!

edit: lol @ bizarro shark's comment! I'm sure she knew I was serious, I'm a dramatic guy like that, wtf did gg do?put one of his testiklaats ina vice, On a related note romantic era composer/conducter Hector Berlioz showed up at the girl he was into's family home, put a pistol to his head and said he would pull the trigger if she didn't marry him and she did lol 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on April 21, 2014, 09:01:47 AM

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I think you can still recover from that. It was honest and upfront you just have to steer away from the creepy stalker side of it for a bit and show her that you can be a lot of fun.

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hahaha If i can expand on that, I totally blew my chance to get back with her because of my "devil may care" attitude, was getting friend zoned, then said the twenty times a day tooth thing and was like and that's why we can't be "friends", my passions have cooled since then though, just don't want to see her at all really and would feel like total shit if I did, my life is way better without her tbh, just sucks she now lives like right beside my fav skate shop, well tied for 1st anyway. Appreciate the advice though ! cheers dawg!

edit: lol @ bizarro shark's comment! I'm sure she knew I was serious, I'm a dramatic guy like that, wtf did gg do?put one of his testiklaats ina vice, On a related note romantic era composer/conducter Hector Berlioz showed up at the girl he was into's family home, put a pistol to his head and said he would pull the trigger if she didn't marry him and she did lol 

apparently hector berlioz is a playa from da himalayas! i'm impressed w/ his gamesmanship. gg smashed out his front teeth w/ a microphone but i think it was more in the interest of 'performance art' or 'being a badass' than trying to impress a particular bird. he was the first person to come to mind when i read your comment. i think it's a good line anyways, that girl sounds like she doesn't know what she wants.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on April 22, 2014, 03:15:51 PM

I think kissing would feel nice. I don't think I'd be good at it though. My tongue is really short.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on April 22, 2014, 05:48:05 PM

Quote from: pizzarules on April 11, 2014, 10:35:14 PM

i have no friends and to be honest, it makes me sad.

This one hits pretty close to home.  I'm lucky enough to have 1 or 2 really good homies (Walter Cronkite I see you) but they both live on the total other side of the country.  I moved from Boston to LA like a year ago and the people I know out here pretty much suck and the friends I've made in the skate scene are still kids I don't know very well or end up disliking.  This is nothing new though, there's always been a disconnect it feels like.  My skateboard is my friend though and that makes me really happy.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Willie on April 22, 2014, 05:48:32 PM

Quote from: MostlyLurkin' on April 22, 2014, 03:03:16 PM

Found out that my ex is pregnant with her new boyfrind today. It's been like 4-5 years since we were together, and I've been in a relationship with another girl for almost 3 years now, but still I got really bummed when I found out. I guess it's just really weird for me that a girl I really loved and cared about once is having a baby with some other dude.

I had this one girlfriend in college with whom I had an extremely brief, mostly PG-13 relationship with. She was very cute and sunny and I really cared for her a great deal but shit was progressing super slow, I had no game, I felt like I should be sowing my wild oats with a bunch of other chicks, and she was very square and listened to Cheryl Crow and shit. I broke it off for some trashier girl with better musical tastes.

No other exes loom so large in my mind - even girls I had more serious relationships with. Now through the wonders of Facebook I am now teased by some alternate universe where she and I stayed together. She is still pretty and has kids and I imagine what if I were still in the picture. In reality it probably would not have worked out but I can say that after living in a not so sunny marriage with someone with nearly identical musical tastes, I'm not sure if Cheryl Crow would be a deal breaker at this point.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on April 23, 2014, 12:46:39 AM

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Found out that my ex is pregnant with her new boyfrind today. It's been like 4-5 years since we were together, and I've been in a relationship with another girl for almost 3 years now, but still I got really bummed when I found out. I guess it's just really weird for me that a girl I really loved and cared about once is having a baby with some other dude.

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I had this one girlfriend in college with whom I had an extremely brief, mostly PG-13 relationship with. She was very cute and sunny and I really cared for her a great deal but shit was progressing super slow, I had no game, I felt like I should be sowing my wild oats with a bunch of other chicks, and she was very square and listened to Cheryl Crow and shit. I broke it off for some trashier girl with better musical tastes.

No other exes loom so large in my mind - even girls I had more serious relationships with. Now through the wonders of Facebook I am now teased by some alternate universe where she and I stayed together. She is still pretty and has kids and I imagine what if I were still in the picture. In reality it probably would not have worked out but I can say that after living in a not so sunny marriage with someone with nearly identical musical tastes, I'm not sure if Cheryl Crow would be a deal breaker at this point.

Beautiful sentence sir

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SHAWN COMBOVER on April 23, 2014, 08:08:18 AM

26 is so fucked. life is fucked. get angry and come out on top for yourself. don't settle for being unhappy. make your self happy. no one else will do it for you. i know that it is easier said than interneted. if there's a will there's a way. find that fucking way. make a path and show others. gotta be confident. it can be done. do it for yourself. i am trying for myself and it fucking sucks. but so does putting shit like this on slap where people might actually read and think about it. life sucks. but you die eventually. just go out there and get some for yourself man.
who the fuck is going to stop you. your life. mine as well.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on April 23, 2014, 08:27:10 AM

Quote from: SHAWN COMBOVER on April 23, 2014, 08:08:18 AM

26 is so fucked. life is fucked. get angry and come out on top for yourself. don't settle for being unhappy. make your self happy. no one else will do it for you. i know that it is easier said than interneted. if there's a will there's a way. find that fucking way. make a path and show others. gotta be confident. it can be done. do it for yourself. i am trying for myself and it fucking sucks. but so does putting shit like this on slap where people might actually read and think about it. life sucks. but you die eventually. just go out there and get some for yourself man.
who the fuck is going to stop you. your life. mine as well.

I came to the same realization at the same age mate.

It's time to make choices boys...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on April 23, 2014, 08:55:04 AM

Someone once asked why I was going downtown by myself just to skate and I said something like "I don't really have anyone who likes to do what I like to do with me, but i still gotta live my life and do the things I want to do" Was kind of profound moment of realization and self stoke

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on April 25, 2014, 08:17:05 PM

Quote from: SHAWN COMBOVER on April 23, 2014, 08:08:18 AM

find that fucking way. make a path and show others.

Church

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on April 25, 2014, 08:25:25 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on April 23, 2014, 08:55:04 AM

Someone once asked why I was going downtown by myself just to skate and I said something like "I don't really have anyone who likes to do what I like to do with me, but i still gotta live my life and do the things I want to do" Was kind of profound moment of realization and self stoke

i've been sorta on that kick lately but more cruising than hitting up spots. my sister lives in kind of the drug neighborhood but there's a lot of gorgeous architecture and actually some pretty neat spots that nobody hits. i enjoy cruising past the old factories and looking at trains. i've done what you're talking about and sometimes it's lonesome and other times i feel weird cause ya end up at a spot w/ a bunch of way younger kids. that stuff weirds me out in my hometown even though when i'm anywhere else i don't respect people's opinions so i'm in an egoistic bubble. i'm pushing 40, back at my ma's house, no job prospects, no girls, nothin comin on the 1st of the month but i'm not depressed cause i skate every day. it is a little awkward to run into people from 'back in the day' though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wuust on April 28, 2014, 03:16:24 AM

kinda started a new relationship and found out my ex has a new lover as well, since this weekend. although the break up was neccessary, we still cared for each other. (but had arguments about everything) anyway, she has 2 kids (3 - 6) and i hope for one that the new guy looks after them and treats them and her right.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SHAWN COMBOVER on April 28, 2014, 12:20:05 PM

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find that fucking way. make a path and show others.

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Church

focus

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on April 29, 2014, 07:02:26 PM

I pooped in the neighbor's front yard of a fellow Slap Pal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on April 29, 2014, 07:11:25 PM

i was born w/ anosmia which is a fancy word for smell blind. i prolly all the time reek of garlic and stoges but i don't care cause i'm oblivious. i can taste though so that's another lie my teacher told me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on April 29, 2014, 07:21:44 PM

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i was born w/ anosmia which is a fancy word for smell blind. i prolly all the time reek of garlic and stoges but i don't care cause i'm oblivious. i can taste though so that's another lie my teacher told me.

I feel like that's what Worcester smells like anyways so you're probably not sticking out too much.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on April 29, 2014, 07:27:10 PM

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i was born w/ anosmia which is a fancy word for smell blind. i prolly all the time reek of garlic and stoges but i don't care cause i'm oblivious. i can taste though so that's another lie my teacher told me.

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I feel like that's what Worcester smells like anyways so you're probably not sticking out too much.

heheheh. maybe it does have a bad smell and that's why people are all the time irritated?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: waltercronkite on April 30, 2014, 09:33:35 PM

Quote from: ill_Murray on April 29, 2014, 07:02:26 PM

I pooped in the neighbor's front yard of a fellow Slap Pal.

hahahaha youre an idiot

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on April 30, 2014, 10:19:08 PM

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Someone once asked why I was going downtown by myself just to skate and I said something like "I don't really have anyone who likes to do what I like to do with me, but i still gotta live my life and do the things I want to do" Was kind of profound moment of realization and self stoke

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i've been sorta on that kick lately but more cruising than hitting up spots. my sister lives in kind of the drug neighborhood but there's a lot of gorgeous architecture and actually some pretty neat spots that nobody hits. i enjoy cruising past the old factories and looking at trains. i've done what you're talking about and sometimes it's lonesome and other times i feel weird cause ya end up at a spot w/ a bunch of way younger kids. that stuff weirds me out in my hometown even though when i'm anywhere else i don't respect people's opinions so i'm in an egoistic bubble. i'm pushing 40, back at my ma's house, no job prospects, no girls, nothin comin on the 1st of the month but i'm not depressed cause i skate every day. it is a little awkward to run into people from 'back in the day' though.

I feel both of you on this one.  What keeps me motivated these days when I'm on a one man mission is believing that I just have to live  my life. As cliche as it sounds, Fuck everybody else, our individual happiness is at stake. And no one can make me happy but me. It doesn't matter if we are 16 or 40 or 80, Skateboarding is our life. Just keep pushing and this too shall pass. Just believe.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on May 01, 2014, 07:16:44 AM

I think Tracer makes some alright topics from time to time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on May 01, 2014, 09:51:31 AM

For some reason I have constructed a reality in which Dakota Servold rides for vans and is on toy machine.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 01, 2014, 09:56:39 AM

I'm scared to talk to a person that I really should talk to. This anxiety is killing me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on May 01, 2014, 10:07:18 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 01, 2014, 09:56:39 AM

I'm scared to talk to a person that I really should talk to. This anxiety is killing me.

Like Nike Just do it. Get it over with, youll feel better

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on May 01, 2014, 10:10:48 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 01, 2014, 09:56:39 AM

I'm scared to talk to a person that I really should talk to. This anxiety is killing me.

Happy Independence Day from Mr Awesome (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KEHY-0XWSh0#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 01, 2014, 11:26:35 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 01, 2014, 09:56:39 AM

I'm scared to talk to a person that I really should talk to. This anxiety is killing me.

I got you l33t, first try no warm ups. You got this man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Exposure on May 01, 2014, 01:49:16 PM

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I'm scared to talk to a person that I really should talk to. This anxiety is killing me.

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I got you l33t, first try no warm ups. You got this man.

this really is key. Just dive into it and every time after it will get easier.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: waltercronkite on May 01, 2014, 09:44:17 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 01, 2014, 09:56:39 AM

I'm scared to talk to a person that I really should talk to. This anxiety is killing me.

In my experience people usually cut you some slack if they know you are nervous and you can get away with being a pretty big dork. I mean i gave my current gf finger guns as a way to say good night after our first date and to my surprise she still wanted to see me again

So just do it be nervous say some dorky shit and it doesnt really matter.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 02, 2014, 02:04:01 AM

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I'm scared to talk to a person that I really should talk to. This anxiety is killing me.

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In my experience people usually cut you some slack if they know you are nervous and you can get away with being a pretty big dork. I mean i gave my current gf finger guns as a way to say good night after our first date and to my surprise she still wanted to see me again

So just do it be nervous say some dorky shit and it doesnt really matter.

Finger guns are dorky? Damn I've got no game.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SHAWN COMBOVER on May 02, 2014, 07:38:09 AM

Classic Shooter Celebration (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=83yHSxowows#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 02, 2014, 08:53:20 AM

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I'm scared to talk to a person that I really should talk to. This anxiety is killing me.

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In my experience people usually cut you some slack if they know you are nervous and you can get away with being a pretty big dork. I mean i gave my current gf finger guns as a way to say good night after our first date and to my surprise she still wanted to see me again

So just do it be nervous say some dorky shit and it doesnt really matter.

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Finger guns are dorky? Damn I've got no game.

No, no, you're thinking of finger bang, not finger gun. You're fine.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on May 02, 2014, 09:16:26 AM

Got in trouble yesterday for taking some cheap 9 dollar headphones that I could've easily just paid for. In my head while I was doing it I told myself I should just pay for it but I didn't anyway. I've never been in trouble with the law for anything before but I'm nervous as fuck because I have to go to court. I'm really hoping to pay a small fine or something and get this off my record. I know I'm above doing dumb shit like this so this whole situation is really making me feel terrible and truly disappointed in myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 02, 2014, 09:23:45 AM

It should be a slap on the wrists unless the judge is an asshole that wants to make an example out of you. Sometimes no matter how rational your thought process is you end up doing stupid shit. No one is immune. I'm so glad I never got caught for some of the worse things I've done. I think about them everyday along with the rest of my failures.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 02, 2014, 12:44:28 PM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on May 02, 2014, 09:16:26 AM

Got in trouble yesterday for taking some cheap 9 dollar headphones that I could've easily just paid for. In my head while I was doing it I told myself I should just pay for it but I didn't anyway. I've never been in trouble with the law for anything before but I'm nervous as fuck because I have to go to court. I'm really hoping to pay a small fine or something and get this off my record. I know I'm above doing dumb shit like this so this whole situation is really making me feel terrible and truly disappointed in myself.

We all do stupid shit and occasionally we get caught doing it. From personal experience of court appearances the best advise I can give you is to ask as many people you know of reputable positions in society ie. former teachers, employers, any body you know with a title or a business or anyone that can provide a letterhead and tell them what you did and ask them to provide a statement of character on that letterhead with there details on it. The statement of character should make mention of how long they have known you, mention what you did and express that this was out of character for you and that you have expressed remorse for doing so. Ask for these to be presented to the judge. I was facing some serious charges for something I did whilst drunk off my ass and managed to escape a conviction without a criminal record and pay a fine and the judge said it was owing solely to the character testimonies I provided. Good luck BrvaUlysses

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on May 02, 2014, 01:31:14 PM

Thanks guys. I'll consider the letterhead thing but I feel uncomfortable with getting other people involved in some stupid shit that I did. Another problem with this whole situation is the time I have to be at the court is 9 a.m. and I don't have a car and I don't think any of my friends would be willing to wake up at 7 a.m. on a Tuesday to take me somewhere. I've been looking up public transportation routes but so far I haven't found any that fits where I am that lead to the courthouse.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 02, 2014, 02:03:58 PM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on May 02, 2014, 01:31:14 PM

Thanks guys. I'll consider the letterhead thing but I feel uncomfortable with getting other people involved in some stupid shit that I did. Another problem with this whole situation is the time I have to be at the court is 9 a.m. and I don't have a car and I don't think any of my friends would be willing to wake up at 7 a.m. on a Tuesday to take me somewhere. I've been looking up public transportation routes but so far I haven't found any that fits where I am that lead to the courthouse.

In all seriousness, the letterhead thing makes a big difference. The exact words the judge said to me were "I grant one miracle a year, and in light of these references I can tell you are a good person that made a terrible mistake and you are honest and genuinely remorseful for what you have done, these are the best character references I've seen in years,  so this will be my miracle for this year..." He then asked how I felt about paying for the damage I caused and making a donation to a charity in place of a criminal record and possible jail time to which I quickly agreed to. The fact that I had confessed to other people and shown remorse was what won him over.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on May 02, 2014, 03:07:04 PM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on May 02, 2014, 01:31:14 PM

Thanks guys. I'll consider the letterhead thing but I feel uncomfortable with getting other people involved in some stupid shit that I did. Another problem with this whole situation is the time I have to be at the court is 9 a.m. and I don't have a car and I don't think any of my friends would be willing to wake up at 7 a.m. on a Tuesday to take me somewhere. I've been looking up public transportation routes but so far I haven't found any that fits where I am that lead to the courthouse.

pay the rent, bro! just playin, shoplifting is awesome. i survived off petty theft for yrs. it's not a jail offense, it's just a fine that will be well over the $9 headphones you didn't get to keep. now you feel like you've gotta steal another few hundred dollars of stuff to achieve parity. don't get mad, get organized. shoplifters of the world, unite and take ovah!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on May 03, 2014, 12:39:14 AM

^^^Do not take life advice from him. Own up to it and take the consequences like a man. Chances are they will be minimal. Whenever you apply for a job that is anything significant, disclose this shit and explain it. If you try and hide it, they will find out and it will make your life that much more frustrating. Or don't, it's your prerogative.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on May 03, 2014, 06:12:08 AM

Yeah I'm hoping to explain to the judge that what I did was a slip in my usual good judgement and even when I was going through with it I felt terrible(which is true). A lot of the stuff I've been reading online imply that I should get an attorney but I'm not sure if that's necessary. I'd be happy to just pay a fine or something as long as its under 200 bucks and this is taken off of my record. I've been reading about being able to get the charge reduced to littering so that's something I'll probably try to do as well. I just want to be done with all of this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on May 03, 2014, 06:44:14 AM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on May 03, 2014, 06:12:08 AM

Yeah I'm hoping to explain to the judge that what I did was a slip in my usual good judgement and even when I was going through with it I felt terrible(which is true) and ask to have it removed from my record as to not affect my future job prospects. I'd be happy just pay a fine or something as long as its under 200 bucks and this is taken off of my record. I've been reading about being able to get the charge reduced to littering so that's something I'll probably try to do as well. I just want to be done with all of this.

fuck anyone who doesn't like my advice. if you couldn't tell, i was quoting the smiths and wasn't telling you 100% this is what you should do. i've acted as a lawyer on my friend's behalf and got his skate trespass knocked out w/ a $50 fine [from a few hundred]. i'd advocate for you but i don't know you and you're prolly not from here. if it's a first offense they'll most likely offer you a deal where if you stay lowkey for 90 days it goes away. in legal parlance it's 'continued w/out a finding' but you have to plead guilty first so that if you mess up w/in that window it sticks to your record. your fine will prolly hover around the $200 mark, maybe $250. or, you can get a public pretender, do community service to pay for him before the court date and the judge may like your style and let it go because you paid your lawyer promptly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 03, 2014, 07:07:30 PM

I want to make an exit bag but it seems to take so much effort. I should probably just take my time buying the materials and put it together as I get them instead of buying the shit all at once and facing it as one daunting task. That would also help with the normalization of the act in my mind if it's something that I work on and contribute to over a length of time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on May 03, 2014, 08:32:50 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 03, 2014, 07:07:30 PM

I want to make an exit bag but it seems to take so much effort. I should probably just take my time buying the materials and put it together as I get them instead of buying the shit all at once and facing it as one daunting task. That would also help with the normalization of the act in my mind if it's something that I work on and contribute to over a length of time.

i don't know if you're just crying for help/serious/being a smartass [in which case fuck you, pal!] but as someone who's led a fairly unlivable life by my own admission [it prolly looks even worse from outside] and was all the time rolling the dice, dying, getting rescusitated or somehow else dodging the reaper, it gets better.
obviously quitting drinking helped me regulate my vicissitudes a ton but also hitting 30. maybe it's like PI and i drank away enough brain cells that hasidics no longer haunt me to help them figure their holy books out, mobsters no longer shake me down for lottery numbers and i can just enjoy a basketball court w/ a child's wonder.
stick around, guy. the good in life outweighs the bad if you think it does.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on May 03, 2014, 08:54:41 PM

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I want to make an exit bag but it seems to take so much effort. I should probably just take my time buying the materials and put it together as I get them instead of buying the shit all at once and facing it as one daunting task. That would also help with the normalization of the act in my mind if it's something that I work on and contribute to over a length of time.

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i don't know if you're just crying for help/serious/being a smartass [in which case fuck you, pal!] but as someone who's led a fairly unlivable life by my own admission [it prolly looks even worse from outside] and was all the time rolling the dice, dying, getting rescusitated or somehow else dodging the reaper, it gets better.
obviously quitting drinking helped me regulate my vicissitudes a ton but also hitting 30. maybe it's like PI and i drank away enough brain cells that hasidics no longer haunt me to help them figure their holy books out, mobsters no longer shake me down for lottery numbers and i can just enjoy a basketball court w/ a child's wonder.
stick around, guy. the good in life outweighs the bad if you think it does.

I think he means like some sort of prep kit of the end of society, not some suicide bag.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 04, 2014, 12:13:51 AM

I very much so meant suicide bag. I really don't like life. I'm grateful to have been a piece of the universe that got to experience itself, but I don't like the experience. It's not for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BRIX SKWIKZ on May 04, 2014, 12:48:00 AM

GO SKATE YO

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on May 04, 2014, 05:26:38 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 04, 2014, 12:13:51 AM

I very much so meant suicide bag. I really don't like life. I'm grateful to have been a piece of the universe that got to experience itself, but I don't like the experience. It's not for me.

At least get laid before you completely write life off. If possible, form a connection with the person first, which makes it twice as fulfilling.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 04, 2014, 06:51:47 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 04, 2014, 12:13:51 AM

I very much so meant suicide bag. I really don't like life. I'm grateful to have been a piece of the universe that got to experience itself, but I don't like the experience. It's not for me.

If you and Tay can agree to meet in a city of your choosing I will buy you a coupon to The Olive Garden or Red Lobster or something to take her out. No pressure to do anything other than have a nice meal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Aidan Clarke on May 04, 2014, 03:15:19 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 01, 2014, 09:56:39 AM

I'm scared to talk to a person that I really should talk to. This anxiety is killing me.

I hate being that guy, but shit don't you have access to drugs?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on May 04, 2014, 05:07:50 PM

sometimes i dont think the gipper is right.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on May 04, 2014, 10:08:50 PM

l33t maybe you should try different meds cause i remember seeing that you were on the same dosage as me for prozac and the prozac made me feel worst. i threw up every morning i couldn't go out, didn't talk to anyone and i even got separation anxiety from my mother (i was 19 at the time, who has separation anxiety from there mother in their late teens?) The only time i felt like myself was when i was drunk. Now i am on paxil and i even take a low dosage of that now cause when i was on like 50mg of it i felt like i wasn't real, like my mind was in a fog. But i also have meds for my panic attacks but i take less pills than i use to when i was on the prozac. I took about 7 pills a day for my panic attacks now i only take 3 pills a day so i see that as a huge success so far. When i was on the prozac i had a plan to kill myself, im not going to tell you my plan cause i don't want to give you any ideas but i was there and still am kind of there but i rarely think about it now. So it does get a little better but im not cured, i still can't drive anywhere thats more than 10 minutes away but im still trying and i have hope now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on May 04, 2014, 11:48:01 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 04, 2014, 12:13:51 AM

I very much so meant suicide bag. I really don't like life. I'm grateful to have been a piece of the universe that got to experience itself, but I don't like the experience. It's not for me.

I'm sorry you feel that way, I've been there and there have been times where the only thing that kept me going was knowing how much pain it would cause my family and friends.  You need a change, not as dramatic as ending your life but maybe moving somewhere new? You seem like a pretty decent person, there's already a shortage of those so don't go fucking up the ratio anymore please.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on May 05, 2014, 05:24:17 AM

The girl Ive been seeing is either not that into me, is testing me, is seeing someone else or is hiding something...she has stood me up two times (always making new plans, though). I wish I would not get attached so easily or be so sensitive or paranoid. People freak me the fuck out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CumOnYourFace on May 05, 2014, 05:41:43 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 04, 2014, 12:13:51 AM

I very much so meant suicide bag. I really don't like life. I'm grateful to have been a piece of the universe that got to experience itself, but I don't like the experience. It's not for me.

Spend more time in the sunlight. Skate or do some sort of physical activity outdoors. Suicide is a giant "fuck you" to everyone who cares about you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on May 05, 2014, 06:16:14 AM

Quote from: tobey on May 04, 2014, 10:08:50 PM

l33t maybe you should try different meds cause i remember seeing that you were on the same dosage as me for prozac and the prozac made me feel worst. i threw up every morning i couldn't go out, didn't talk to anyone and i even got separation anxiety from my mother (i was 19 at the time, who has separation anxiety from there mother in their late teens?) The only time i felt like myself was when i was drunk. Now i am on paxil and i even take a low dosage of that now cause when i was on like 50mg of it i felt like i wasn't real, like my mind was in a fog. But i also have meds for my panic attacks but i take less pills than i use to when i was on the prozac. I took about 7 pills a day for my panic attacks now i only take 3 pills a day so i see that as a huge success so far. When i was on the prozac i had a plan to kill myself, im not going to tell you my plan cause i don't want to give you any ideas but i was there and still am kind of there but i rarely think about it now. So it does get a little better but im not cured, i still can't drive anywhere thats more than 10 minutes away but im still trying and i have hope now

I used to get those, along with panic attacks. You ever figure out what caused that stuff?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on May 05, 2014, 09:43:19 AM

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l33t maybe you should try different meds cause i remember seeing that you were on the same dosage as me for prozac and the prozac made me feel worst. i threw up every morning i couldn't go out, didn't talk to anyone and i even got separation anxiety from my mother (i was 19 at the time, who has separation anxiety from there mother in their late teens?) The only time i felt like myself was when i was drunk. Now i am on paxil and i even take a low dosage of that now cause when i was on like 50mg of it i felt like i wasn't real, like my mind was in a fog. But i also have meds for my panic attacks but i take less pills than i use to when i was on the prozac. I took about 7 pills a day for my panic attacks now i only take 3 pills a day so i see that as a huge success so far. When i was on the prozac i had a plan to kill myself, im not going to tell you my plan cause i don't want to give you any ideas but i was there and still am kind of there but i rarely think about it now. So it does get a little better but im not cured, i still can't drive anywhere thats more than 10 minutes away but im still trying and i have hope now

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I used to get those, along with panic attacks. You ever figure out what caused that stuff?

no never understood why i had that cause my mom travels a lot, even when i was a kid and it never bothered me but during that time it was the worst feeling ever

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 05, 2014, 10:18:34 AM

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I very much so meant suicide bag. I really don't like life. I'm grateful to have been a piece of the universe that got to experience itself, but I don't like the experience. It's not for me.

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Spend more time in the sunlight. Skate or do some sort of physical activity outdoors. Suicide is a giant "fuck you" to everyone who cares about you.

People say that, but I think loved ones forcing you to live for their sake despite one's unhappiness is worse. Of course it would hurt them, but I don't think I should have to live for them in spite of myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on May 05, 2014, 10:27:15 AM

The girl I really like told me that she has a crush on someone else.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on May 05, 2014, 11:12:52 AM

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The girl I really like told me that she has a crush on someone else.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BRIX SKWIKZ on May 05, 2014, 12:01:34 PM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on May 03, 2014, 06:12:08 AM

Yeah I'm hoping to explain to the judge that what I did was a slip in my usual good judgement and even when I was going through with it I felt terrible(which is true). A lot of the stuff I've been reading online imply that I should get an attorney but I'm not sure if that's necessary. I'd be happy to just pay a fine or something as long as its under 200 bucks and this is taken off of my record. I've been reading about being able to get the charge reduced to littering so that's something I'll probably try to do as well. I just want to be done with all of this.

YOU ARE A GOOD BOY YOU SHOULD JUST SAY STEALING IS IN THE DNA OF YOU SCUMBAG SUBRACE

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silkyjohnson on May 05, 2014, 02:46:55 PM

I've been really freaked out/ anxious about death, it's probably one of my greatest fears, around this time a couple years ago one of my best friends passed away really young and just this last Friday my sisters friend died in a car accident, shits got me buggin, just can't help but feel scared about my and family's mortality.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Aidan Clarke on May 05, 2014, 03:01:16 PM

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Yeah I'm hoping to explain to the judge that what I did was a slip in my usual good judgement and even when I was going through with it I felt terrible(which is true). A lot of the stuff I've been reading online imply that I should get an attorney but I'm not sure if that's necessary. I'd be happy to just pay a fine or something as long as its under 200 bucks and this is taken off of my record. I've been reading about being able to get the charge reduced to littering so that's something I'll probably try to do as well. I just want to be done with all of this.

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YOU ARE A GOOD BOY YOU SHOULD JUST SAY STEALING IS IN THE DNA OF YOU SCUMBAG SUBRACE

you sound like my friends grandpa. he had white stuff in the corners of his mouth and couldnt get out of his recliner to shower himself. one of the more entertaining senior citizens ive met in my life, and one of the least entertaining smells ive smelled in my life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on May 06, 2014, 01:17:27 AM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on May 05, 2014, 02:46:55 PM

I've been really freaked out/ anxious about death, it's probably one of my greatest fears, around this time a couple years ago one of my best friends passed away really young and just this last Friday my sisters friend died in a car accident, shits got me buggin, just can't help but feel scared about my and family's mortality.

I'm not trying to talk shit, but when I was really young I had serious death anxiety. As cliche as it sounds, it's a part of life, everyone's going to die.  Hang in there dude. Enjoy the time you have with the people you love.

On that note, I've been super soft on anything that has to do with kids.  Shit's constantly on the news, kid dies because of a shitty parent.  My son just turned 6 months old, I can't imagine any of this shit.  A guy forgot his kid in the car for an entire work day, forgot to take him to daycare, kid was dead when he got off work.  Mother stabbed her baby in the middle of the street, handed dead infant over to police.  Fucking ridiculous.  3 year old run over... Every time I read this shit I have to go hug my son and tell him I love him.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on May 06, 2014, 01:05:22 PM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on May 05, 2014, 02:46:55 PM

I've been really freaked out/ anxious about death, it's probably one of my greatest fears, around this time a couple years ago one of my best friends passed away really young and just this last Friday my sisters friend died in a car accident, shits got me buggin, just can't help but feel scared about my and family's mortality.

LOL YOLO

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Spitfire4life on May 06, 2014, 04:04:26 PM

All my life something has been wrong with me. I've always been the weird kid that had no friends and was nothing special. I've always been extremely anti-social, not in the way I don't want to talk to people, in fact that's all I want, but in the way I couldn't. I'm extremely socially-awkward to the point where I have almost no friends. I feel closer to SLAP PALS than I do with people in my classes. I usually skate alone, or with my only friend. I am always super depressed to the point where I just put headphones in at school and pretend I'm not even there. I spend most of my time skating or sleeping, and I'm starting to lose my drive to skate whenever I'm just at home. It just feels like so much effort to go try and bunch of stuff that I probably won't land (at least that's what I tell myself). I am just so depressed that I feel like life is completely pointless.

About a month ago, I went to the Doctor's with my mom and he explained to me that I have aspergers. I honestly don't know what to do with this. I have an explanation for how I feel, but it only makes me feel more alienated. Getting that diagnosis only depressed me more because the way I see it, I'm stuck this way.

Any advice or knowledge of life would be greatly appreciated.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on May 06, 2014, 05:47:39 PM

Quote from: Spitfire4life on May 06, 2014, 04:04:26 PM

All my life something has been wrong with me. I've always been the weird kid that had no friends and was nothing special. I've always been extremely anti-social, not in the way I don't want to talk to people, in fact that's all I want, but in the way I couldn't. I'm extremely socially-awkward to the point where I have almost no friends. I feel closer to SLAP PALS than I do with people in my classes. I usually skate alone, or with my only friend. I am always super depressed to the point where I just put headphones in at school and pretend I'm not even there. I spend most of my time skating or sleeping, and I'm starting to lose my drive to skate whenever I'm just at home. It just feels like so much effort to go try and bunch of stuff that I probably won't land (at least that's what I tell myself). I am just so depressed that I feel like life is completely pointless.

About a month ago, I went to the Doctor's with my mom and he explained to me that I have aspergers. I honestly don't know what to do with this. I have an explanation for how I feel, but it only makes me feel more alienated. Getting that diagnosis only depressed me more because the way I see it, I'm stuck this way.

Any advice or knowledge of life would be greatly appreciated.

i'd be your friend but i think you said you're a kid in the other thread and that would be weird plus i'm not in az. i'd disregard the diagnosis, for a while i thought i had that, i was reading about it and i usedta be obsessed w/ trains and some of the other symptoms [riding them and looking at tags, not so much looking at the numbers] but it's whatever. just keep doing what ya do and you'll meet someone else who's into that shit. az is kind of the best.
my life is all fucked off, me and a pal who shall remain nameless got into some stuff over the wkend and i seen a psychiatrist today. i'm pathologically honest so i mentioned it and the bitch is like 'i'll write you a benzo script if you can piss clean' so i'm hoping that urine exited my penis at 72 hours or more from my last shot.
oh messy life!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Spitfire4life on May 06, 2014, 07:46:44 PM

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All my life something has been wrong with me. I've always been the weird kid that had no friends and was nothing special. I've always been extremely anti-social, not in the way I don't want to talk to people, in fact that's all I want, but in the way I couldn't. I'm extremely socially-awkward to the point where I have almost no friends. I feel closer to SLAP PALS than I do with people in my classes. I usually skate alone, or with my only friend. I am always super depressed to the point where I just put headphones in at school and pretend I'm not even there. I spend most of my time skating or sleeping, and I'm starting to lose my drive to skate whenever I'm just at home. It just feels like so much effort to go try and bunch of stuff that I probably won't land (at least that's what I tell myself). I am just so depressed that I feel like life is completely pointless.

About a month ago, I went to the Doctor's with my mom and he explained to me that I have aspergers. I honestly don't know what to do with this. I have an explanation for how I feel, but it only makes me feel more alienated. Getting that diagnosis only depressed me more because the way I see it, I'm stuck this way.

Any advice or knowledge of life would be greatly appreciated.

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i'd be your friend but i think you said you're a kid in the other thread and that would be weird plus i'm not in az. i'd disregard the diagnosis, for a while i thought i had that, i was reading about it and i usedta be obsessed w/ trains and some of the other symptoms [riding them and looking at tags, not so much looking at the numbers] but it's whatever. just keep doing what ya do and you'll meet someone else who's into that shit. az is kind of the best.
my life is all fucked off, me and a pal who shall remain nameless got into some stuff over the wkend and i seen a psychiatrist today. i'm pathologically honest so i mentioned it and the bitch is like 'i'll write you a benzo script if you can piss clean' so i'm hoping that urine exited my penis at 72 hours or more from my last shot.
oh messy life!

Thanks dude, I'll definitely try to shake it off, doctors have been wrong before.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 06, 2014, 10:26:00 PM

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I very much so meant suicide bag. I really don't like life. I'm grateful to have been a piece of the universe that got to experience itself, but I don't like the experience. It's not for me.

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At least get laid before you completely write life off. If possible, form a connection with the person first, which makes it twice as fulfilling.

LOL. I guess I should go ahead and win the lottery before I off myself too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pinche gringo on May 06, 2014, 10:48:30 PM

Hey l33t I'm sorry that you're having a hard time. Is there someone close to you that you can talk to about your suicidal thoughts? I hope you get through this. There is a lot of world out there to see. I understand that I'm a total stranger but if you want to chat PM or email me. I've lost several friends to suicide. I understand that it sometimes seems impossible that your situation will improve but it will.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on May 07, 2014, 01:08:19 PM

L33tG33k keep your head up man I'm a firm believer that any negative experience can be turned into something just as positive if you keep a positive mindset and learn from your experience as much as you can. thats the whole point. when i was going through all that shit with my friends family & mom dying i was an emotional wreck for MONTHS and dealt with a ton of anxiety & sadness but you just gotta keep hope alive and know that that struggle is whats gonna make your success so sweat. if you notice, a large amount of insanely successful people have gone through periods of life just like you where shit just hit rock bottom or worse, but they hung in there and once you get out that hole the whole world opens up to you. the problem with you is that you fall victim to your own negative thoughts and its just a vicious cycle that seems like it'll never end. a little "fake it til you make it" would honestly do you a lot of good. don't go overboard of course but try to make an effort to cheer yourself on a little bit. its all on the inside man. we could all tell you the greatest advice in the world and some pornstar could fuck you for a week straight but at the end of day true happiness comes from within and you just gotta really dig deep and pull through for yourself. you're not an asshole so i figure you have karma on your side, you just have to stop being your worst critic and putting yourself down for no reason. if you keep thinking the same way, you'll get the same results. before you truly become an asshole and try to kill yourself at least pretend to confident & happy for a while and just see what happens.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 07, 2014, 07:19:07 PM

I don't think Exposure is that bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on May 08, 2014, 04:55:20 AM

http://youtu.be/uIbXvaE39wM (http://youtu.be/uIbXvaE39wM)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mr. Lono on May 08, 2014, 11:29:29 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 07, 2014, 07:19:07 PM

I don't think Exposure is that bad.

Hello g33k. I have been lurking this forum for a long fucking time and have read tons of your posts. Your posts having been losing humor more and more and honestly i'm starting to get a little worried. Of course i have no fucking idea who you are and it is none of my god damn business but I just had to break through a basement window recently to throw a friend in an ice cold shower because he ate about 20 zanex and downed about a handle bottle of whiskey. I had to pour peroxide down his throat to make him vomit profusely. (note to others) I totally understand what you said about how not modifying your life or death to please others. Sometimes the trick is to embrace isolation. Find a way to vent the fucked up thoughts you are feeling. Wether it be drugs, reading, writing..anything. just find what works. I don't know, my thought process changes drastically every day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mr. Lono on May 08, 2014, 11:36:02 PM

I forgot to mention I have been working in a assembly line and am on the verge of drinking myself to death. real confession. On a positive note I have been learning a lot more spanish and writing more

and dude..just go to the things that made you laugh today

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 09, 2014, 12:05:11 AM

I thought I still made humorous posts. Then again, it's not like my sense of humor was ever on the pulse of the people. Point is, I've still been making myself laugh a little. As for my suicidal ideations, I honestly don't know if it's even a thing to worry about because I've been too big of a pussy to do it for so long, I just don't know if I'm capable of it. That's why I was talking about realizing my plan slowly and step by step so that maybe I can normalize the idea of going through with it and it would become more real to me over time with ever lessening fear. The fear itself is nearly unbearable. I don't want to feel it any more.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 09, 2014, 03:34:52 AM

L33T, do not normalise suicide. For some people it is a full blown certainty that they will die at their own hands but from all I have read from you you are not one of these people in my eyes. If you put the effort you were willing to put into normalising the end I think you can put this effort into accepting your present state and either embracing it or changing it for the better. I don't feel ending your life takes courage, I think improving it does. The world doesn't need one less skater so I hope you can work this out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: greenmilktea on May 09, 2014, 03:56:11 AM

i have really terrible social anxiety when i'm skateboarding to the point where i get so annoyed with everyone around me and bummed out that i can't do anything because i feel like everyone is watching and judging me and i only really feel comfortable when at least one of my friends is with me. also i'm terrible with money and i got fired from my job and would have been homeless the past two months if i hadn't been able to borrow money from people close to me in order to pay my rent and i have debt and debt collectors calling me every day and i feel like i'm slowly spiraling downward into a place i don't want to end up

also l33tg33k keep your head up bud i don't know you but i hope everything works out, honestly

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on May 09, 2014, 07:30:47 AM

I re-relapsed last week . . .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on May 09, 2014, 07:35:21 AM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on May 09, 2014, 07:30:47 AM

I re-relapsed last week . . .

me too on saturday even though i'm not technically 'off drugs' just drinking. a little crack and her'on never hurt nobody but it almost made me fail a piss test for my benzos. not trying to normalize it but if you can relapse and get back on the wagon i think you're doing ok. or like, don't beat yourself up if that's what you were doing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on May 09, 2014, 07:59:20 AM

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I re-relapsed last week . . .

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me too on saturday even though i'm not technically 'off drugs' just drinking. a little crack and her'on never hurt nobody but it almost made me fail a piss test for my benzos. not trying to normalize it but if you can relapse and get back on the wagon i think you're doing ok. or like, don't beat yourself up if that's what you were doing.

Quick two-day ball bender, which also always leads me to get really sick & I'm now the owner of a lovely scar on my arm.

Framing the situation in the perspective of, "I made a mistake, just don't keep doing that", as opposed to, "I fucked up 3 months of sobriety, I'm a piece of shit" seems to make a significant difference in my post-use attitudes; basically dictating what happens next.

However, it is amazing to not feel the deadly pull of using everyday or really at all . . .

Drugs are freaking wack when you can't hang tough anymore kids . . .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on May 09, 2014, 10:43:41 AM

i think i missed all of leetgeeks humorous posts

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on May 09, 2014, 03:59:15 PM

Only two things can come out of me staying in this city and living with the people I currently live with:  Suicide or literally drinking myself death.  Most likely, the latter.  The past 4 days I have spent drinking while taking various sleeping medications.  I usually pass out for around 12-14 hours which isn't too bad I guess.  I start working full-time this weekend.  I'll be making around $9-$10 an hour which isn't bad for a summer job.  The people I live with are disgusting.  They don't clean up anything at all, all they do is eat the food I buy and fuck their slutty daddy-issue girlfriends.  They never leave!  Its such a shame that these were people I grew up and considered friends.  Me getting a place and sharing it with these fuckers was supposed to be a pretty great opportunity for all of us.  All you have to do is pay rent/utility and not fuck up school, and they end up doing the complete opposite. Its like you give these people one inch of freedom and they completely pile out.  Its pathetic.  The fact they see nothing wrong with any of that is horrifying to me, they even throw it in my face time to time as a way of bragging.  If I leave here I sacrifice leaving a fairly prestigious university and missing out on decent job opportunities that might arise after graduating college, but at this point it just doesn't seem worth it.  I feel like I'm going crazy, man.  Never felt so alone in my life.  The only thing I ever leave the house for is to go skate occasionally..  Thank god for skating.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on May 09, 2014, 06:08:44 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 06, 2014, 10:26:00 PM

LOL. I guess I should go ahead and win the lottery before I off myself too.

You should get tinder/okcupid/whatever, and start convos with girls without any intention of getting laid.  When you mostly hang out with immature dudes, it's really nice to just shoot the shit with a cute chick, it will invigorate you and that new confidence will shine.  Maybe she'll be going through some shit and you'll be able to comfort her, which will make you feel extra good about yourself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on May 09, 2014, 06:18:58 PM

Quote from: Rumpleforeskin on May 09, 2014, 03:59:15 PM

Only two things can come out of me staying in this city and living with the people I currently live with:  Suicide or literally drinking myself death.  Most likely, the latter.  The past 4 days I have spent drinking while taking various sleeping medications.  I usually pass out for around 12-14 hours which isn't too bad I guess.  I start working full-time this weekend.  I'll be making around $9-$10 an hour which isn't bad for a summer job.  The people I live with are disgusting.  They don't clean up anything at all, all they do is eat the food I buy and fuck their slutty daddy-issue girlfriends.  They never leave!  Its such a shame that these were people I grew up and considered friends.  Me getting a place and sharing it with these fuckers was supposed to be a pretty great opportunity for all of us.  All you have to do is pay rent/utility and not fuck up school, and they end up doing the complete opposite. Its like you give these people one inch of freedom and they completely pile out.  Its pathetic.  The fact they see nothing wrong with any of that is horrifying to me, they even throw it in my face time to time as a way of bragging.  If I leave here I sacrifice leaving a fairly prestigious university and missing out on decent job opportunities that might arise after graduating college, but at this point it just doesn't seem worth it.  I feel like I'm going crazy, man.  Never felt so alone in my life.  The only thing I ever leave the house for is to go skate occasionally..  Thank god for skating.

you need better friends mr foreskin. don't give up on school, even though it produces a bunch of eggheads you're better off going than being a knucklehead and owing money for an incomplete education. shit is tough when you're young, your best friend becomes a jerkoff when you're roomies, just the way it is. least you got skating, most people ain't even got that.
ps i usedta piss in my soda cause i was sick of drunk roomies drinking it. that learned em......

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on May 09, 2014, 06:25:28 PM

Quote from: Rumpleforeskin on May 09, 2014, 03:59:15 PM

Only two things can come out of me staying in this city and living with the people I currently live with:� Suicide or literally drinking myself death.� Most likely, the latter.� The past 4 days I have spent drinking while taking various sleeping medications.� I usually pass out for around 12-14 hours which isn't too bad I guess.� I start working full-time this weekend.� I'll be making around $9-$10 an hour which isn't bad for a summer job.� The people I live with are disgusting.� They don't clean up anything at all, all they do is eat the food I buy and fuck their slutty daddy-issue girlfriends.� They never leave!� Its such a shame that these were people I grew up and considered friends.� Me getting a place and sharing it with these fuckers was supposed to be a pretty great opportunity for all of us.� All you have to do is pay rent/utility and not fuck up school, and they end up doing the complete opposite. Its like you give these people one inch of freedom and they completely pile out.� Its pathetic.� The fact they see nothing wrong with any of that is horrifying to me, they even throw it in my face time to time as a way of bragging.� If I leave here I sacrifice leaving a fairly prestigious university and missing out on decent job opportunities that might arise after graduating college, but at this point it just doesn't seem worth it.� I feel like I'm going crazy, man.� Never felt so alone in my life.� The only thing I ever leave the house for is to go skate occasionally..� Thank god for skating.

stay up man but forreal dont let them hold you back from what you feel your supposed to do. try to solider through & use that frustration to fuel you to make some power moves to chance your circumstance. Dont one bad group of friends fuck you over at this point in life cuz the last thing you would want to do is blow a bunch of good opportunities that could potentially be very good for you down the line just because you're dealing with some short-term bullshit in the now.

on the other hand, i know exactly whats its like to go thru a fucked up situation, feeling so alone, and moving far far away for a fresh start so if shit gets REALLY bad that may actually do you a lot of good IF you move to right place under the right circumstances. Stay up tho fam, sending positive vibes your way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on May 09, 2014, 06:45:06 PM

Thanks dudes, I needed that.  I've actually busted a nut in dudes 3-in-1 body wash/shampoo bottles once..  He still uses it I think..  I mean who even buys those anyway.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on May 09, 2014, 06:51:30 PM

Quote from: Rumpleforeskin on May 09, 2014, 06:45:06 PM

Thanks dudes, I needed that.  I've actually busted a nut in dudes 3-in-1 body wash/shampoo bottles once..  He still uses it I think..  I mean who even buys those anyway.

ha! funny story, i was in court once and the people before me were charged w/ that as well as putting other substances into other packages and i'm laughing then they call my name and have a lug nut tied to a sock [exhibit A against me] and i ended up getting 45 days. damn it rumpleforeskin, why'd you hafta take me back there?
nah but whatever you've gotta do to feel vindicated or retributed or however you'd say it. 'do it the verducci way, stick the other guy w/ the bill.'

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 09, 2014, 07:35:24 PM

Quote from: ROCKxADIO420 on May 09, 2014, 10:43:41 AM

i think i missed all of leetgeeks humorous posts

U really gonna cum @ me sideways like dat?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on May 09, 2014, 07:42:16 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 09, 2014, 07:35:24 PM

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i think i missed all of leetgeeks humorous posts

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U really gonna cum @ me sideways like dat?

Bad Boys 2 - This Shit Just Got Real (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvqJ1mTkEuY#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on May 09, 2014, 08:12:08 PM

jk leet i actually laugh at you all the time ;)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doomstation55 on May 10, 2014, 04:02:56 PM

I feel ya geek, I've been having a rough couple of months too. After having a real bad MS relapse that lasted a month and than dealing with all the medical bill shit afterwards while simultaneously hating my job and missing my ex gf its definitely been a rough one. The worst part is after basically being numb on my whole right side for a month and not having balance, I still don't feel 100% (it lasted from Feb 7 til March 16 was my last day with real bad symptoms). My right leg gets sore a lot easier from skating and doesn't have all the strength it should have. I've been questioning if I should continue this whole "life" thing if I wont' be able to do what I really love in skateboarding. I guess the best thing to do is take it one day at a time and remember there's people that care about you. I try to skate as much as possible, but I just feel weaker all around it sucks. I'm only 23 but I feel like I've aged 20 years since I was 17 which is the last time pre multiple sclerosis conditions.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on May 10, 2014, 04:25:29 PM

Quote from: doomstation55 on May 10, 2014, 04:02:56 PM

I feel ya geek, I've been having a rough couple of months too. After having a real bad MS relapse that lasted a month and than dealing with all the medical bill shit afterwards while simultaneously hating my job and missing my ex gf its definitely been a rough one. The worst part is after basically being numb on my whole right side for a month and not having balance, I still don't feel 100% (it lasted from Feb 7 til March 16 was my last day with real bad symptoms). My right leg gets sore a lot easier from skating and doesn't have all the strength it should have. I've been questioning if I should continue this whole "life" thing if I wont' be able to do what I really love in skateboarding. I guess the best thing to do is take it one day at a time and remember there's people that care about you. I try to skate as much as possible, but I just feel weaker all around it sucks. I'm only 23 but I feel like I've aged 20 years since I was 17 which is the last time pre multiple sclerosis conditions.

yo, my heart goes out to ya doomstation. my therapist has MS and i worry about her but she's older so i kinda chalk it up to that. my mother usedta take care of a lady w/ that, not so much take care but spend time. i'm not sure if she was like a great cousin or something but the lady was a relative on my dad's side and just had it really bad. make the most of each day i spose and when that's not skating, i don't know, reading? something sedentary. hope they cure that shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 10, 2014, 08:30:52 PM

I just want to say thanks for listening to my bitching. I've got no one else. It's very evident right now because I can't even get anyone to come to the bar with me even when I'm trying to bribe them with weed and drinks. I just want to go to goth night once. My anxiety is going through the roof.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on May 10, 2014, 08:40:54 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 10, 2014, 08:30:52 PM

I just want to say thanks for listening to my bitching. I've got no one else. It's very evident right now because I can't even get anyone to come to the bar with me even when I'm trying to bribe them with weed and drinks. I just want to go to goth night once. My anxiety is going through the roof.

Leet, I know you're all in to Kate Bush. Saw this girl Kristeen Young open for Morrissey the other night, you heard of?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on May 11, 2014, 12:13:55 AM

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I just want to say thanks for listening to my bitching. I've got no one else. It's very evident right now because I can't even get anyone to come to the bar with me even when I'm trying to bribe them with weed and drinks. I just want to go to goth night once. My anxiety is going through the roof.

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Leet, I know you're all in to Kate Bush. Saw this girl Kristeen Young open for Morrissey the other night, you heard of?

I was there! She was alright but Morrissey killed it. I was this close to getting on stage at the end when he got tackled and left.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on May 11, 2014, 01:10:34 PM

I might have posted about this before, but I get really fast mood swings. Some random thought can pop into my head and turn me from feeling fine to feeling like complete shit. Several times a day. Hundreds maybe. Usually I just start to wonder why I suddenly feel so shitty and than I realize what the trigger might be. Than I feel like shit for feeling like shit from such petty shit and must assure myself with my therapists calming voice that the shit is not petty if it is important shit to me. Shit is hard work, yo.

I might be riding mah bike on a beautiful day all happy, when suddenly straight outta blue sky ZAP some shit-thought enters my mind and than I feel like drive-by-murkin pedestrians. Than I feel bad for thinking such evil things. That is something akin to insanity, is it not? Or does me being conscious about it make it less insane?

Do most people experience the same thing? Or are some people just more prone to it? Or does it mean you have shitty genes and must spend the rest of your life playing Call Of Duty in your parents basement, spawn-camping? So many questions.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on May 11, 2014, 04:42:39 PM

Quote from: Bronson on May 11, 2014, 01:10:34 PM

I might have posted about this before, but I get really fast mood swings. Some random thought can pop into my head and turn me from feeling fine to feeling like complete shit. Several times a day. Hundreds maybe. Usually I just start to wonder why I suddenly feel so shitty and than I realize what the trigger might be. Than I feel like shit for feeling like shit from such petty shit and must assure myself with my therapists calming voice that the shit is not petty if it is important shit to me. Shit is hard work, yo.

I might be riding mah bike on a beautiful day all happy, when suddenly straight outta blue sky ZAP some shit-thought enters my mind and than I feel like drive-by-murkin pedestrians. Than I feel bad for thinking such evil things. That is something akin to insanity, is it not? Or does me being conscious about it make it less insane?

Do most people experience the same thing? Or are some people just more prone to it? Or does it mean you have shitty genes and must spend the rest of your life playing Call Of Duty in your parents basement, spawn-camping? So many questions.

My girlfriend deals with the same issue but to a lesser degree. She's doing better. What has helped her is positive thinking. She had a rough upbringing so I imagine that is the root of her issue.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Aidan Clarke on May 11, 2014, 07:37:28 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 10, 2014, 08:30:52 PM

I just want to say thanks for listening to my bitching. I've got no one else. It's very evident right now because I can't even get anyone to come to the bar with me even when I'm trying to bribe them with weed and drinks. I just want to go to goth night once. My anxiety is going through the roof.

the shit you talk about is pretty serious. i have a few questions though...

do your friends know that you post on slap? and if they do, do they know your name?

and do they actually know what youre going through? like have you ever sat down and really verbalized your feelings to them and allow them into your world?


slap is good for you since everyone here generally likes you and it seems like youre a decent enough person that deserves happiness, but slap can only give you so much. the message boards are nothing compared to real human contact, you know a real person to person bond. the mind craves it, and even though youre talking to everyone through the computer youre still never actually looking at another person.

what about the friends that you have from skating? if i remember correctly you posted a video of you skating and you were with a bunch of guys that were hyped on the trick that you did, i mean why not go out with them?

are you still having a hard time with girls?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on May 11, 2014, 09:43:25 PM

What is mood? What is feeling? What is life? What is death? What is suicide? What are friends? Where are the standards? What are drugs? What is anxiety? These are words. They approximate. There is relativity. There is choice. Where does an ideal originate? Who posits the ideal? Who is that 'person?' Where do we learn the words? Who declares the weight of a word? What do the emotions of another mean to you in relation to your own perception of what your emotions mean in the perception of that other as perceived by you? Would you kill another before you killed yourself? Suicide? How long is a human life in relation to _____? What is your perception of time?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on May 12, 2014, 12:30:09 AM

Good news, guys!  I have some friends are getting a place and want me to move in with them!  I'll be moving out of this shithole in several months to a nicer apartment with people I actually like and I'll be paying half as much rent! 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Aidan Clarke on May 12, 2014, 03:26:33 PM

remember when cayne gayle and rob dyrdek used to wear matching outfits?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on May 12, 2014, 03:28:27 PM

Quote from: Rumpleforeskin on May 12, 2014, 12:30:09 AM

Good news, guys!  I have some friends are getting a place and want me to move in with them!  I'll be moving out of this shithole in several months to a nicer apartment with people I actually like and I'll be paying half as much rent! 

fuck yeah man good for you. thats what im sayin tho you keep that positive attitude & the shit just comes to you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on May 12, 2014, 06:29:33 PM

Quote from: Aidan Clarke on May 12, 2014, 03:26:33 PM

remember when cayne gayle and rob dyrdek used to wear matching outfits?

Rob Dyrdek & Caine Gayle - Transworld Skateboarding I.E. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o-XALhuTKEc#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 12, 2014, 07:09:25 PM

Quote from: Aidan Clarke on May 11, 2014, 07:37:28 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 10, 2014, 08:30:52 PM

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I just want to say thanks for listening to my bitching. I've got no one else. It's very evident right now because I can't even get anyone to come to the bar with me even when I'm trying to bribe them with weed and drinks. I just want to go to goth night once. My anxiety is going through the roof.

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the shit you talk about is pretty serious. i have a few questions though...

do your friends know that you post on slap? and if they do, do they know your name?

and do they actually know what youre going through? like have you ever sat down and really verbalized your feelings to them and allow them into your world?


slap is good for you since everyone here generally likes you and it seems like youre a decent enough person that deserves happiness, but slap can only give you so much. the message boards are nothing compared to real human contact, you know a real person to person bond. the mind craves it, and even though youre talking to everyone through the computer youre still never actually looking at another person.

what about the friends that you have from skating? if i remember correctly you posted a video of you skating and you were with a bunch of guys that were hyped on the trick that you did, i mean why not go out with them?

are you still having a hard time with girls?

First thing you guys gotta understand is there was no time in my memory that I've been happy. I had no friends until I was 17. I hung out with nobody in school, was constantly bullied, and had already had multiple massive panic attacks on campus. I transferred to a charter school in my sophomore year because I couldn't stand going to school any more. It was around that time that I figured out that I didn't have to keep living if I didn't want to.The people that I knew up to that point were just acquaintances of circumstance. There were a couple of brothers that moved to my neighborhood that would always come to my house to skate with me. They were the most horrible abusive bastards towards me. I couldn't get away from them because they knew where I lived and I sort of didn't want to get away because then I'd be alone again anyway. I'm also pretty certain they stole a couple expensive and meaningful things from my house, but I'll never know for sure. We would skate with the neighborhood heads that I didn't really know how to talk to. Everyone knew who I was though. The brothers finally got out of my life when they moved/got incarcerated. With their departure also went my lifeline to skate community because I never approached anyone, never had anyone's numbers, and felt downright uncomfortable going to people's houses. When a skatepark opened up down the street from my house that was the first time I thought I formed real relationships. The skatepark used to have a fee to get in so everyone would see the same people everyday. It was $30 for three months. Only people with the ability to put together that type of scratch every 90 days could get in so it was a highly exclusive club. I think I became good friends with two people in particular, but that friendship has pretty much faded. Either I didn't understand how relationships worked between people, or I was never as close to certain people as I thought I was. Either way, my understanding of social interaction had been permanently skewed and informed by the loneliness that was the majority of my life.   The people you saw in that clip were an amalgamation of the people that I got to know over all those years. They were making fun of me because I never get clips so they pretended to lose their shit over what I would consider an embarrassing trick.

As for girls, I've never had trouble with girls. You have to know girls to have trouble with girls. It's also kind of hard to convince yourself  you have something to offer a woman when you hate your own guts. Now I'm certain I could talk circles around the majority of people and convince a girl that I'm the shit, but I'm not comfortable putting on that mask in real world situations with real world consequences. I'm completely not attracted to most females I see based on their perceived personalities. I know that's an unfair sentiment because I can't possibly know a person until I speak to them, but it's a hard feeling to shake and it's even harder to approach. I hate the idea of the chase and the shitty facades people put on to do their ritualistic courting. I'm disgusted every time I see it. The thing is, how the hell am I going to see behind other people's mask if I don't make the effort to make them comfortable taking it off? It's like that Shel Silverstein poem someone posted recently.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monkey_Mcpott on May 12, 2014, 07:19:46 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 12, 2014, 07:09:25 PM

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I just want to say thanks for listening to my bitching. I've got no one else. It's very evident right now because I can't even get anyone to come to the bar with me even when I'm trying to bribe them with weed and drinks. I just want to go to goth night once. My anxiety is going through the roof.

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the shit you talk about is pretty serious. i have a few questions though...

do your friends know that you post on slap? and if they do, do they know your name?

and do they actually know what youre going through? like have you ever sat down and really verbalized your feelings to them and allow them into your world?


slap is good for you since everyone here generally likes you and it seems like youre a decent enough person that deserves happiness, but slap can only give you so much. the message boards are nothing compared to real human contact, you know a real person to person bond. the mind craves it, and even though youre talking to everyone through the computer youre still never actually looking at another person.

what about the friends that you have from skating? if i remember correctly you posted a video of you skating and you were with a bunch of guys that were hyped on the trick that you did, i mean why not go out with them?

are you still having a hard time with girls?

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First thing you guys gotta understand is there was no time in my memory that I've been happy. I had no friends until I was 17. I hung out with nobody in school, was constantly bullied, and had already had multiple massive panic attacks on campus. I transferred to a charter school in my sophomore year because I couldn't stand going to school any more. It was around that time that I figured out that I didn't have to keep living if I didn't want to.The people that I knew up to that point were just acquaintances of circumstance. There were a couple of brothers that moved to my neighborhood that would always come to my house to skate with me. They were the most horrible abusive bastards towards me. I couldn't get away from them because they knew where I lived and I sort of didn't want to get away because then I'd be alone again anyway. I'm also pretty certain they stole a couple expensive and meaningful things from my house, but I'll never know for sure. We would skate with the neighborhood heads that I didn't really know how to talk to. Everyone knew who I was though. The brothers finally got out of my life when they moved/got incarcerated. With their departure also went my lifeline to skate community because I never approached anyone, never had anyone's numbers, and felt downright uncomfortable going to people's houses. When a skatepark opened up down the street from my house that was the first time I thought I formed real relationships. The skatepark used to have a fee to get in so everyone would see the same people everyday. It was $30 for three months. Only people with the ability to put together that type of scratch every 90 days could get in so it was a highly exclusive club. I think I became good friends with two people in particular, but that friendship has pretty much faded. Either I didn't understand how relationships worked between people, or I was never as close to certain people as I thought I was. Either way, my understanding of social interaction had been permanently skewed and informed by the loneliness that was the majority of my life.   The people you saw in that clip were an amalgamation of the people that I got to know over all those years. They were making fun of me because I never get clips so they pretended to lose their shit over what I would consider an embarrassing trick.

As for girls, I've never had trouble with girls. You have to know girls to have trouble with girls. It's also kind of hard to convince yourself  you have something to offer a woman when you hate your own guts. Now I'm certain I could talk circles around the majority of people and convince a girl that I'm the shit, but I'm not comfortable putting on that mask in real world situations with real world consequences. I'm completely not attracted to most females I see based on their perceived personalities. I know that's an unfair sentiment because I can't possibly know a person until I speak to them, but it's a hard feeling to shake and it's even harder to approach. I hate the idea of the chase and the shitty facades people put on to do their ritualistic courting. I'm disgusted every time I see it. The thing is, how the hell am I going to see behind other people's mask if I don't make the effort to make them comfortable taking it off? It's like that Shel Silverstein poem someone posted recently.

You seem very unstable man, one minute your talking shit about somebody's post next you are pouring your heart out asking for a bit of sympathy and understanding. I know its hate forum but from personal experience its hard to take a bipolar person serious sometimes. Life is tough but humans are stronger. Find what makes you happy and stick with it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 12, 2014, 07:42:37 PM

When the hell did I talk shit about someone's posts? And this isn't exactly pouring my heart out. Other people have reservations and filters about what they can say to others. I don't because it's stupid. I say what I mean and mean what I say all the time. I could go way deeper into my psyche with my posts but there is a point where everything that needs to be said is said and expounding on it will give diminishing returns. What's important is to know your audience.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on May 12, 2014, 09:32:36 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 12, 2014, 07:09:25 PM

Quote from: Aidan Clarke on May 11, 2014, 07:37:28 PM

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Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 10, 2014, 08:30:52 PM

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I just want to say thanks for listening to my bitching. I've got no one else. It's very evident right now because I can't even get anyone to come to the bar with me even when I'm trying to bribe them with weed and drinks. I just want to go to goth night once. My anxiety is going through the roof.

[close]

the shit you talk about is pretty serious. i have a few questions though...

do your friends know that you post on slap? and if they do, do they know your name?

and do they actually know what youre going through? like have you ever sat down and really verbalized your feelings to them and allow them into your world?


slap is good for you since everyone here generally likes you and it seems like youre a decent enough person that deserves happiness, but slap can only give you so much. the message boards are nothing compared to real human contact, you know a real person to person bond. the mind craves it, and even though youre talking to everyone through the computer youre still never actually looking at another person.

what about the friends that you have from skating? if i remember correctly you posted a video of you skating and you were with a bunch of guys that were hyped on the trick that you did, i mean why not go out with them?

are you still having a hard time with girls?

[close]

First thing you guys gotta understand is there was no time in my memory that I've been happy. I had no friends until I was 17. I hung out with nobody in school, was constantly bullied, and had already had multiple massive panic attacks on campus. I transferred to a charter school in my sophomore year because I couldn't stand going to school any more. It was around that time that I figured out that I didn't have to keep living if I didn't want to.The people that I knew up to that point were just acquaintances of circumstance. There were a couple of brothers that moved to my neighborhood that would always come to my house to skate with me. They were the most horrible abusive bastards towards me. I couldn't get away from them because they knew where I lived and I sort of didn't want to get away because then I'd be alone again anyway. I'm also pretty certain they stole a couple expensive and meaningful things from my house, but I'll never know for sure. We would skate with the neighborhood heads that I didn't really know how to talk to. Everyone knew who I was though. The brothers finally got out of my life when they moved/got incarcerated. With their departure also went my lifeline to skate community because I never approached anyone, never had anyone's numbers, and felt downright uncomfortable going to people's houses. When a skatepark opened up down the street from my house that was the first time I thought I formed real relationships. The skatepark used to have a fee to get in so everyone would see the same people everyday. It was $30 for three months. Only people with the ability to put together that type of scratch every 90 days could get in so it was a highly exclusive club. I think I became good friends with two people in particular, but that friendship has pretty much faded. Either I didn't understand how relationships worked between people, or I was never as close to certain people as I thought I was. Either way, my understanding of social interaction had been permanently skewed and informed by the loneliness that was the majority of my life.   The people you saw in that clip were an amalgamation of the people that I got to know over all those years. They were making fun of me because I never get clips so they pretended to lose their shit over what I would consider an embarrassing trick.

As for girls, I've never had trouble with girls. You have to know girls to have trouble with girls. It's also kind of hard to convince yourself  you have something to offer a woman when you hate your own guts. Now I'm certain I could talk circles around the majority of people and convince a girl that I'm the shit, but I'm not comfortable putting on that mask in real world situations with real world consequences. I'm completely not attracted to most females I see based on their perceived personalities. I know that's an unfair sentiment because I can't possibly know a person until I speak to them, but it's a hard feeling to shake and it's even harder to approach. I hate the idea of the chase and the shitty facades people put on to do their ritualistic courting. I'm disgusted every time I see it. The thing is, how the hell am I going to see behind other people's mask if I don't make the effort to make them comfortable taking it off? It's like that Shel Silverstein poem someone posted recently.

The stuff I bolded are things I've gone through or notions that I agree with, that being said, I also agree with your overall theme which, please correct me if I'm wrong here, is that you hate life because everyone is fucking shitty which has resulted in some serious negative personal imagery on your part.  Sadly it's true, 99 percent of people just fucking suck but I'd like to try to retain some hope that it's the shitty people that really make you appreciate the good ones.  I was in a very similar mind frame to you so I decided to move across the country.  Have you ever considered just moving and making a fresh start?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on May 12, 2014, 09:33:45 PM

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 12, 2014, 10:45:47 PM

Quote from: ill_Murray on May 12, 2014, 09:32:36 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 12, 2014, 07:09:25 PM

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Quote from: Aidan Clarke on May 11, 2014, 07:37:28 PM

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Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 10, 2014, 08:30:52 PM

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I just want to say thanks for listening to my bitching. I've got no one else. It's very evident right now because I can't even get anyone to come to the bar with me even when I'm trying to bribe them with weed and drinks. I just want to go to goth night once. My anxiety is going through the roof.

[close]

the shit you talk about is pretty serious. i have a few questions though...

do your friends know that you post on slap? and if they do, do they know your name?

and do they actually know what youre going through? like have you ever sat down and really verbalized your feelings to them and allow them into your world?


slap is good for you since everyone here generally likes you and it seems like youre a decent enough person that deserves happiness, but slap can only give you so much. the message boards are nothing compared to real human contact, you know a real person to person bond. the mind craves it, and even though youre talking to everyone through the computer youre still never actually looking at another person.

what about the friends that you have from skating? if i remember correctly you posted a video of you skating and you were with a bunch of guys that were hyped on the trick that you did, i mean why not go out with them?

are you still having a hard time with girls?

[close]

First thing you guys gotta understand is there was no time in my memory that I've been happy. I had no friends until I was 17. I hung out with nobody in school, was constantly bullied, and had already had multiple massive panic attacks on campus. I transferred to a charter school in my sophomore year because I couldn't stand going to school any more. It was around that time that I figured out that I didn't have to keep living if I didn't want to.The people that I knew up to that point were just acquaintances of circumstance. There were a couple of brothers that moved to my neighborhood that would always come to my house to skate with me. They were the most horrible abusive bastards towards me. I couldn't get away from them because they knew where I lived and I sort of didn't want to get away because then I'd be alone again anyway. I'm also pretty certain they stole a couple expensive and meaningful things from my house, but I'll never know for sure. We would skate with the neighborhood heads that I didn't really know how to talk to. Everyone knew who I was though. The brothers finally got out of my life when they moved/got incarcerated. With their departure also went my lifeline to skate community because I never approached anyone, never had anyone's numbers, and felt downright uncomfortable going to people's houses. When a skatepark opened up down the street from my house that was the first time I thought I formed real relationships. The skatepark used to have a fee to get in so everyone would see the same people everyday. It was $30 for three months. Only people with the ability to put together that type of scratch every 90 days could get in so it was a highly exclusive club. I think I became good friends with two people in particular, but that friendship has pretty much faded. Either I didn't understand how relationships worked between people, or I was never as close to certain people as I thought I was. Either way, my understanding of social interaction had been permanently skewed and informed by the loneliness that was the majority of my life.   The people you saw in that clip were an amalgamation of the people that I got to know over all those years. They were making fun of me because I never get clips so they pretended to lose their shit over what I would consider an embarrassing trick.

As for girls, I've never had trouble with girls. You have to know girls to have trouble with girls. It's also kind of hard to convince yourself  you have something to offer a woman when you hate your own guts. Now I'm certain I could talk circles around the majority of people and convince a girl that I'm the shit, but I'm not comfortable putting on that mask in real world situations with real world consequences. I'm completely not attracted to most females I see based on their perceived personalities. I know that's an unfair sentiment because I can't possibly know a person until I speak to them, but it's a hard feeling to shake and it's even harder to approach. I hate the idea of the chase and the shitty facades people put on to do their ritualistic courting. I'm disgusted every time I see it. The thing is, how the hell am I going to see behind other people's mask if I don't make the effort to make them comfortable taking it off? It's like that Shel Silverstein poem someone posted recently.

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The stuff I bolded are things I've gone through or notions that I agree with, that being said, I also agree with your overall theme which, please correct me if I'm wrong here, is that you hate life because everyone is fucking shitty which has resulted in some serious negative personal imagery on your part.  Sadly it's true, 99 percent of people just fucking suck but I'd like to try to retain some hope that it's the shitty people that really make you appreciate the good ones.  I was in a very similar mind frame to you so I decided to move across the country.  Have you ever considered just moving and making a fresh start?

Oh, no no no. You're not the first person to get that impression so maybe there's more truth to it than I realize, but I don't feel like I harbor animosity towards anybody or people in general. I just don't feel like it's possible for me to happy in this world because people don't jive with the way that my brain works. I feel like I run on linux to everyone else's windows. I don't blame anyone for it. I just can't make myself assimilate. I often find myself struggling to understand why anyone continues with life or how they could possibly be happy with the predicament of existence. Are they just going through the motions because it's all they know or because they no choice? Does anyone genuinely enjoy it or are we all just making it day to day? As someone that doesn't enjoy it, why should I have to subject myself to it? And shit, why should I have to be scared of ending it? It's all very existential. Maybe I'd want to stick around if I got into hedonism.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on May 13, 2014, 06:07:03 AM

Oh, no no no. You're not the first person to get that impression so maybe there's more truth to it than I realize, but I don't feel like I harbor animosity towards anybody or people in general. I just don't feel like it's possible for me to happy in this world because people don't jive with the way that my brain works. I feel like I run on linux to everyone else's windows. I don't blame anyone for it. I just can't make myself assimilate. I often find myself struggling to understand why anyone continues with life or how they could possibly be happy with the predicament of existence. Are they just going through the motions because it's all they know or because they no choice? Does anyone genuinely enjoy it or are we all just making it day to day? As someone that doesn't enjoy it, why should I have to subject myself to it? And shit, why should I have to be scared of ending it? It's all very existential. Maybe I'd want to stick around if I got into hedonism.
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This is something I find myself wondering about pretty often as well.  Take for instance, the human constructs of jobs/money.  It makes no fucking sense that during our limited time available to us on this planet that we would squander it doing menial labor.  Why create tension and shit for ourselves like that, I don't get it either.  Maybe you're looking at this suicide thing the wrong way, in regards to being scared to end it.  Didn't Hunter S Thompson say something like "I'd feel terribly trapped in this life if I didn't know I could kill myself whenever I wanted." Oddly enough, I take a lot of comfort from that quote.  There are definitely times where I thought, shit I could make the pain stop instantly and that dark sentiment itself actually is what allowed me to keep continuing forward and get myself to a place where I'm generally happy.  The main factor that keeps people going through the motions is fear.  Fear of failing, fear of exclusion, fear of new things, keep people stuck on the tracks that they run around everyday.  I can see how having a mindset that conflicts with this can cause you so much pain but honestly man, celebrate it.  You come off as pretty intelligent and a decent human being, come kick it in LA sometime, beaches, sunshine, spots/parks and weed for days, sounds like you need to do some smiling.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on May 13, 2014, 08:34:20 AM

Humans cannot live with in the confines of a totalitarian capitalist society; plain and simple.

Aggregations of toil & misery will be the plight of the masses, as predicted by Marx & Malthus in the late 19th century.

Trust g33k, I don't think your feelings on various states of affairs are atypical; a lot of what you say rings true in these ears mate.

Society/People/America/The World are fucked up beyond all repair, a striking reflection of history & the rapidity of change.

Like me, you have thought for yourself g33k, a dangerous predicament in a world breed for conformity & complacence.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on May 13, 2014, 10:21:33 AM

broke up with my girlfriend for 15 years , my wife, 3 months ago, she got depressed and lost her mind and soul, medics just made things gone worse, she slept with several assholes because of the deshinibition effects, like a free whore, our life together is totally fucked, but i keep my mind clear for our 4 years old daughter, skateboarding is a great help too....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 13, 2014, 10:52:15 AM

Quote from: the snake on May 13, 2014, 10:21:33 AM

broke up with my girlfriend for 15 years , my wife, 3 months ago, she got depressed and lost her mind and soul, medics just made things gone worse, she slept with several assholes because of the deshinibition effects, like a free whore, our life together is totally fucked, but i keep my mind clear for our 4 years old daughter, skateboarding is a great help too....

Sounds like hard times. Hope you can make your situation better snake.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on May 13, 2014, 10:57:14 AM

Well, on a lighter note, I just came to say that I can't stand Al Roker.  Do your fucking weather, and then get off camera.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 13, 2014, 11:59:57 AM

Quote from: the snake on May 13, 2014, 10:21:33 AM

broke up with my girlfriend for 15 years , my wife, 3 months ago, she got depressed and lost her mind and soul, medics just made things gone worse, she slept with several assholes because of the deshinibition effects, like a free whore, our life together is totally fucked, but i keep my mind clear for our 4 years old daughter, skateboarding is a great help too....

I'm sorry. I'm really fucking sorry. You had someone you loved and trusted with your life betray you and turn into a stranger and that fucking hurts more than most anything I can imagine in the world. I'm very sorry.

My grandfather has CJD and only has a couple months to live. CJD, Creutzfeldt-Jakob Disease, is a rare disease that functions like something akin to mad cow disease for humans. The victim loses cognitive ability and must receive 24 hour care for the remainder of their life. Now, I'm not that close to my grandfather. To be honest, I don't even like the man. My mother on the other hand is getting torn apart and it's terrible to see. When she found out her father was sick she didn't know what it was, but knew it was serious enough that she had to drive from here to Oklahoma to pick him up and take him to a hospital near our home. All the while she was under the assumption that he would either get better soon and go back to wherever he wanted to be, or what she thought was the worst case scenario, he'd have to stay at our house in his old age. Turns out it's this rare fatal incurable disease and I find myself visiting 24 hour care hospice facilities to help place him somewhere suitable.

My mom's gone through so much fucking bullshit and it's just not fair. The father of her first child disappeared on her when she was going to college. The father of her other two children was an absentee parent at the very most before she divorced him and he disappeared. She puts her drug addict older brother up in her house rent free. She has watched me, her youngest, grow up and fail to have the ability to succeed in life. She watched her middle child be put in prison for 7 years. For the first year he was gone she used to cry every night. Now she has to watch her father, a paragon of strength and independence, slowly lose himself and die. At least her first child graduated from college and has a job, that's a success. We're all proud of him.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on May 13, 2014, 12:35:43 PM

it's great to see family taking care of each other in hard times, it gives life a sense...without my family i'd be homeless right now...
thanks for the kind words leetgeek, i'm ok, worse things can happen in life than what i've been through lately, i'm happy to have a child to raise 2 weeks a month, one week with each other, and her mother seems to be on a better way of living since 2 weeks
stay with us dude, alive and awakened, life can be a bitch sometimes, but it's worthwhile

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GAY on May 13, 2014, 03:55:36 PM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on March 06, 2014, 03:46:33 AM

I have social anxiety in crowded areas other than skate parks/ spots.

My social anxiety ramps up everywhere...particularly when other skaters are around. Makes for some lonely skatin'. :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on May 13, 2014, 04:11:23 PM

Quote from: the snake on May 13, 2014, 10:21:33 AM

broke up with my girlfriend for 15 years , my wife, 3 months ago, she got depressed and lost her mind and soul, medics just made things gone worse, she slept with several assholes because of the deshinibition effects, like a free whore, our life together is totally fucked, but i keep my mind clear for our 4 years old daughter, skateboarding is a great help too....

i'm so sorry this happened to you.  i remember reading this post of yours a few months ago and it broke my heart.

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Thanks for the good vibes, pals, i really hope things will get better, i don't want to loose my little family

i seriously was brought to tears when i first read it. i'm not a married man/have no children, but i sincerely felt your pain.

hopefully you can hang in there and be as optimistic as possible. i wish you the best, man.

Title: Re: real confessions
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I just want to say thanks for listening to my bitching. I've got no one else. It's very evident right now because I can't even get anyone to come to the bar with me even when I'm trying to bribe them with weed and drinks. I just want to go to goth night once. My anxiety is going through the roof.

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the shit you talk about is pretty serious. i have a few questions though...

do your friends know that you post on slap? and if they do, do they know your name?

and do they actually know what youre going through? like have you ever sat down and really verbalized your feelings to them and allow them into your world?


slap is good for you since everyone here generally likes you and it seems like youre a decent enough person that deserves happiness, but slap can only give you so much. the message boards are nothing compared to real human contact, you know a real person to person bond. the mind craves it, and even though youre talking to everyone through the computer youre still never actually looking at another person.

what about the friends that you have from skating? if i remember correctly you posted a video of you skating and you were with a bunch of guys that were hyped on the trick that you did, i mean why not go out with them?

are you still having a hard time with girls?

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First thing you guys gotta understand is there was no time in my memory that I've been happy. I had no friends until I was 17. I hung out with nobody in school, was constantly bullied, and had already had multiple massive panic attacks on campus. I transferred to a charter school in my sophomore year because I couldn't stand going to school any more. It was around that time that I figured out that I didn't have to keep living if I didn't want to.The people that I knew up to that point were just acquaintances of circumstance. There were a couple of brothers that moved to my neighborhood that would always come to my house to skate with me. They were the most horrible abusive bastards towards me. I couldn't get away from them because they knew where I lived and I sort of didn't want to get away because then I'd be alone again anyway. I'm also pretty certain they stole a couple expensive and meaningful things from my house, but I'll never know for sure. We would skate with the neighborhood heads that I didn't really know how to talk to. Everyone knew who I was though. The brothers finally got out of my life when they moved/got incarcerated. With their departure also went my lifeline to skate community because I never approached anyone, never had anyone's numbers, and felt downright uncomfortable going to people's houses. When a skatepark opened up down the street from my house that was the first time I thought I formed real relationships. The skatepark used to have a fee to get in so everyone would see the same people everyday. It was $30 for three months. Only people with the ability to put together that type of scratch every 90 days could get in so it was a highly exclusive club. I think I became good friends with two people in particular, but that friendship has pretty much faded. Either I didn't understand how relationships worked between people, or I was never as close to certain people as I thought I was. Either way, my understanding of social interaction had been permanently skewed and informed by the loneliness that was the majority of my life.   The people you saw in that clip were an amalgamation of the people that I got to know over all those years. They were making fun of me because I never get clips so they pretended to lose their shit over what I would consider an embarrassing trick.

As for girls, I've never had trouble with girls. You have to know girls to have trouble with girls. It's also kind of hard to convince yourself  you have something to offer a woman when you hate your own guts. Now I'm certain I could talk circles around the majority of people and convince a girl that I'm the shit, but I'm not comfortable putting on that mask in real world situations with real world consequences. I'm completely not attracted to most females I see based on their perceived personalities. I know that's an unfair sentiment because I can't possibly know a person until I speak to them, but it's a hard feeling to shake and it's even harder to approach. I hate the idea of the chase and the shitty facades people put on to do their ritualistic courting. I'm disgusted every time I see it. The thing is, how the hell am I going to see behind other people's mask if I don't make the effort to make them comfortable taking it off? It's like that Shel Silverstein poem someone posted recently.

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The stuff I bolded are things I've gone through or notions that I agree with, that being said, I also agree with your overall theme which, please correct me if I'm wrong here, is that you hate life because everyone is fucking shitty which has resulted in some serious negative personal imagery on your part.  Sadly it's true, 99 percent of people just fucking suck but I'd like to try to retain some hope that it's the shitty people that really make you appreciate the good ones.  I was in a very similar mind frame to you so I decided to move across the country.  Have you ever considered just moving and making a fresh start?

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Oh, no no no. You're not the first person to get that impression so maybe there's more truth to it than I realize, but I don't feel like I harbor animosity towards anybody or people in general. I just don't feel like it's possible for me to happy in this world because people don't jive with the way that my brain works. I feel like I run on linux to everyone else's windows. I don't blame anyone for it. I just can't make myself assimilate. I often find myself struggling to understand why anyone continues with life or how they could possibly be happy with the predicament of existence. Are they just going through the motions because it's all they know or because they no choice? Does anyone genuinely enjoy it or are we all just making it day to day? As someone that doesn't enjoy it, why should I have to subject myself to it? And shit, why should I have to be scared of ending it? It's all very existential. Maybe I'd want to stick around if I got into hedonism.

Longest quote in slap history like 47.5 inches

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 13, 2014, 11:43:09 PM

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I just want to say thanks for listening to my bitching. I've got no one else. It's very evident right now because I can't even get anyone to come to the bar with me even when I'm trying to bribe them with weed and drinks. I just want to go to goth night once. My anxiety is going through the roof.

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the shit you talk about is pretty serious. i have a few questions though...

do your friends know that you post on slap? and if they do, do they know your name?

and do they actually know what youre going through? like have you ever sat down and really verbalized your feelings to them and allow them into your world?


slap is good for you since everyone here generally likes you and it seems like youre a decent enough person that deserves happiness, but slap can only give you so much. the message boards are nothing compared to real human contact, you know a real person to person bond. the mind craves it, and even though youre talking to everyone through the computer youre still never actually looking at another person.

what about the friends that you have from skating? if i remember correctly you posted a video of you skating and you were with a bunch of guys that were hyped on the trick that you did, i mean why not go out with them?

are you still having a hard time with girls?

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First thing you guys gotta understand is there was no time in my memory that I've been happy. I had no friends until I was 17. I hung out with nobody in school, was constantly bullied, and had already had multiple massive panic attacks on campus. I transferred to a charter school in my sophomore year because I couldn't stand going to school any more. It was around that time that I figured out that I didn't have to keep living if I didn't want to.The people that I knew up to that point were just acquaintances of circumstance. There were a couple of brothers that moved to my neighborhood that would always come to my house to skate with me. They were the most horrible abusive bastards towards me. I couldn't get away from them because they knew where I lived and I sort of didn't want to get away because then I'd be alone again anyway. I'm also pretty certain they stole a couple expensive and meaningful things from my house, but I'll never know for sure. We would skate with the neighborhood heads that I didn't really know how to talk to. Everyone knew who I was though. The brothers finally got out of my life when they moved/got incarcerated. With their departure also went my lifeline to skate community because I never approached anyone, never had anyone's numbers, and felt downright uncomfortable going to people's houses. When a skatepark opened up down the street from my house that was the first time I thought I formed real relationships. The skatepark used to have a fee to get in so everyone would see the same people everyday. It was $30 for three months. Only people with the ability to put together that type of scratch every 90 days could get in so it was a highly exclusive club. I think I became good friends with two people in particular, but that friendship has pretty much faded. Either I didn't understand how relationships worked between people, or I was never as close to certain people as I thought I was. Either way, my understanding of social interaction had been permanently skewed and informed by the loneliness that was the majority of my life.   The people you saw in that clip were an amalgamation of the people that I got to know over all those years. They were making fun of me because I never get clips so they pretended to lose their shit over what I would consider an embarrassing trick.

As for girls, I've never had trouble with girls. You have to know girls to have trouble with girls. It's also kind of hard to convince yourself  you have something to offer a woman when you hate your own guts. Now I'm certain I could talk circles around the majority of people and convince a girl that I'm the shit, but I'm not comfortable putting on that mask in real world situations with real world consequences. I'm completely not attracted to most females I see based on their perceived personalities. I know that's an unfair sentiment because I can't possibly know a person until I speak to them, but it's a hard feeling to shake and it's even harder to approach. I hate the idea of the chase and the shitty facades people put on to do their ritualistic courting. I'm disgusted every time I see it. The thing is, how the hell am I going to see behind other people's mask if I don't make the effort to make them comfortable taking it off? It's like that Shel Silverstein poem someone posted recently.

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The stuff I bolded are things I've gone through or notions that I agree with, that being said, I also agree with your overall theme which, please correct me if I'm wrong here, is that you hate life because everyone is fucking shitty which has resulted in some serious negative personal imagery on your part.  Sadly it's true, 99 percent of people just fucking suck but I'd like to try to retain some hope that it's the shitty people that really make you appreciate the good ones.  I was in a very similar mind frame to you so I decided to move across the country.  Have you ever considered just moving and making a fresh start?

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Oh, no no no. You're not the first person to get that impression so maybe there's more truth to it than I realize, but I don't feel like I harbor animosity towards anybody or people in general. I just don't feel like it's possible for me to happy in this world because people don't jive with the way that my brain works. I feel like I run on linux to everyone else's windows. I don't blame anyone for it. I just can't make myself assimilate. I often find myself struggling to understand why anyone continues with life or how they could possibly be happy with the predicament of existence. Are they just going through the motions because it's all they know or because they no choice? Does anyone genuinely enjoy it or are we all just making it day to day? As someone that doesn't enjoy it, why should I have to subject myself to it? And shit, why should I have to be scared of ending it? It's all very existential. Maybe I'd want to stick around if I got into hedonism.

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Longest quote in slap history like 47.5 inches

Apparently you've never seen Gipper's posts in his heyday. We can keep working on this one though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: greenmilktea on May 13, 2014, 11:45:19 PM

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I have social anxiety in crowded areas other than skate parks/ spots.

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My social anxiety ramps up everywhere...particularly when other skaters are around. Makes for some lonely skatin'. :(

i'm the same exact way, unless i'm with some friends it feels like i just can't function on a skateboard anymore. i'm either too annoyed with everyone around me or too self conscious and end up feeling like everyone is just staring me down

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on May 14, 2014, 12:11:21 AM

thank you sodajerk and smokecrack, i appreciate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: arthurspooner on May 14, 2014, 12:18:36 AM

im addicted to sleeping pills

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Post by: ThugWaffle on May 14, 2014, 11:02:40 PM

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im addicted to sleeping pills

I used to be addicted to sleeping pills. Well I wouldn't say addicted but I diagnosticated myself with insomnia. I was scared to lose a night sleep if I didn't take em. That's pretty much addiction, anyways, I eventually just stopped taking pills and and when I really can't sleep i just take melatonin.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on May 15, 2014, 09:08:07 AM

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im addicted to sleeping pills

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I used to be addicted to sleeping pills. Well I wouldn't say addicted but I diagnosticated myself with insomnia. I was scared to lose a night sleep if I didn't take em. That's pretty much addiction, anyways, I eventually just stopped taking pills and and when I really can't sleep i just take melatonin.

Shit is on some miracle pill status.

I hate my roommate, so I fart on his pillow every chance I get.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 15, 2014, 09:16:32 AM

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im addicted to sleeping pills

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I used to be addicted to sleeping pills. Well I wouldn't say addicted but I diagnosticated myself with insomnia. I was scared to lose a night sleep if I didn't take em. That's pretty much addiction, anyways, I eventually just stopped taking pills and and when I really can't sleep i just take melatonin.

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Shit is on some miracle pill status.

I hate my roommate, so I fart on his pillow every chance I get.

You know you can't buy melatonin here in the UK.

When you fart on your roommates pillow do you say something cool like "Sweet dreams fart face"? Or "Ass-ta la vista you pink eyed bastard"?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on May 15, 2014, 09:22:39 AM

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im addicted to sleeping pills

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I used to be addicted to sleeping pills. Well I wouldn't say addicted but I diagnosticated myself with insomnia. I was scared to lose a night sleep if I didn't take em. That's pretty much addiction, anyways, I eventually just stopped taking pills and and when I really can't sleep i just take melatonin.

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Shit is on some miracle pill status.

I hate my roommate, so I fart on his pillow every chance I get.

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You know you can't buy melatonin here in the UK.

When you fart on your roommates pillow do you say something cool like "Sweet dreams fart face"? Or "Ass-ta la vista you pink eyed bastard"?

Haha you can rest assured I will now.  Did you guys ever get your porn ban situation figured out?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on May 15, 2014, 11:30:55 AM

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im addicted to sleeping pills

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I used to be addicted to sleeping pills. Well I wouldn't say addicted but I diagnosticated myself with insomnia. I was scared to lose a night sleep if I didn't take em. That's pretty much addiction, anyways, I eventually just stopped taking pills and and when I really can't sleep i just take melatonin.

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Shit is on some miracle pill status.

I hate my roommate, so I fart on his pillow every chance I get.

If you really hate him take his toothbrush and brush your ass then put it back.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on May 15, 2014, 01:39:32 PM

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im addicted to sleeping pills

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I used to be addicted to sleeping pills. Well I wouldn't say addicted but I diagnosticated myself with insomnia. I was scared to lose a night sleep if I didn't take em. That's pretty much addiction, anyways, I eventually just stopped taking pills and and when I really can't sleep i just take melatonin.

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Shit is on some miracle pill status.

I hate my roommate, so I fart on his pillow every chance I get.

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If you really hate him take his toothbrush and brush your ass then put it back.

just tell him you had sex with his wife. that'll get him.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CumOnYourFace on May 15, 2014, 01:53:13 PM

Quote from: ill_Murray on May 15, 2014, 09:08:07 AM

I hate my roommate, so I fart on his pillow every chance I get.

My old roommates used to say Jim Crow-type shit all the time. I would piss in the sink, if I came home late. Also, whenever I was really drunk, I used to wipe my ass on the insides of my roommate's clothes, that were on hangers, in the laundry room. They were really soft Jordan sweatpants and sweatshirts.

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Post by: SodaJerk on May 15, 2014, 02:44:14 PM

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im addicted to sleeping pills

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I used to be addicted to sleeping pills. Well I wouldn't say addicted but I diagnosticated myself with insomnia. I was scared to lose a night sleep if I didn't take em. That's pretty much addiction, anyways, I eventually just stopped taking pills and and when I really can't sleep i just take melatonin.

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Shit is on some miracle pill status.

I hate my roommate, so I fart on his pillow every chance I get.

[close]

You know you can't buy melatonin here in the UK.

When you fart on your roommates pillow do you say something cool like "Sweet dreams fart face"? Or "Ass-ta la vista you pink eyed bastard"?

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Haha you can rest assured I will now.  Did you guys ever get your porn ban situation figured out?

Porn ban, what porn ban?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 16, 2014, 12:04:56 AM

Seriously, how much does a decent hooker cost? ??? ;) :'(

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Post by: CumOnYourFace on May 16, 2014, 12:18:36 AM

^
I think depends on the area. I have no personal experience. One time when I was close to blacking out, I ended up going with two guys to a strip club. This was only because they were getting Taco Bell. After they were done, I was puking in the parking lot of the club. Some redneck was telling the guys, "These women are teases...they'll take yer money. But, if you want to go home with one, you can take them home for the night, for $137."

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Porn ban, what porn ban?

I think someone got sued by a Bang Bros. or Brazzers, for torrenting porn.

I ended up drinking after five days of sobriety. I guess it's a step in the right direction, considering I had two pints. Honestly, I have no desire to get drunk. My anxiety is the only reason I even drank tonight. It felt awkward to sit, while waiting on a friend. I stared at ESPN, for barely a minute, before ordering a beer.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on May 16, 2014, 12:45:18 AM

In my mind I'm convinced that I'm going to tell this girl how I feel about her very soon. At first, I had nothing to lose because she's moving across the country for college, but now I'm pretty close friends with her and a couple of other people and I'm afraid that doing it would mess that up. It's the end of senior year for us so it's a weird situation. At this point, I'm probably still going to do it because I can't get it or her out of my mind.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on May 16, 2014, 01:15:59 AM

so today at 9:30 am im going to the college i dropped out of to meet with a counselor to see what classes i can take on May 27th for the summer. My anxiety is been good but today literally has to be perfect cause if i get a panic attack just by meeting with someone for 30 minutes how would i be able to go to a class for a couple hours of the day. Which i think i might be fine because when i see my doctor he runs late every time i go there so i usually wait 45 minutes every time before i even get a chance to talk to him. I have really bad anxiety when i drive but the college is 1.5 miles away from me (yeah i looked it up) so i should be fine, i have been driving farther than that to get lunch from time to time. If i feel anxious at all today it will destroy my life, like i said a couple pages back i have hope but if today goes bad  all that hope will be gone and probably be the first time i get actually depressed in my life. So wish me good luck, and tell me its going to be alright!

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Post by: SodaJerk on May 16, 2014, 05:01:01 AM

Quote from: tobey on May 16, 2014, 01:15:59 AM

so today at 9:30 am im going to the college i dropped out of to meet with a counselor to see what classes i can take on May 27th for the summer. My anxiety is been good but today literally has to be perfect cause if i get a panic attack just by meeting with someone for 30 minutes how would i be able to go to a class for a couple hours of the day. Which i think i might be fine because when i see my doctor he runs late every time i go there so i usually wait 45 minutes every time before i even get a chance to talk to him. I have really bad anxiety when i drive but the college is 1.5 miles away from me (yeah i looked it up) so i should be fine, i have been driving farther than that to get lunch from time to time. If i feel anxious at all today it will destroy my life, like i said a couple pages back i have hope but if today goes bad  all that hope will be gone and probably be the first time i get actually depressed in my life. So wish me good luck, and tell me its going to be alright!

Good luck. First try, no warm ups. You'll be fine.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on May 16, 2014, 07:47:45 AM

Quote from: arthurspooner on May 14, 2014, 12:18:36 AM

im addicted to sleeping pills

(http://www.rxresource.org/image.php?src=893ac8d0-2008-47c6-875f-42a42f281748/lun01-0006-04.jpg)

These will give you a run for your money Arthur . . .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 16, 2014, 07:51:43 AM

Well, I'm in San Diego and if anyone could help me get a safe competent hooker, that would be cool.

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Post by: shark tits on May 16, 2014, 07:53:17 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 16, 2014, 07:51:43 AM

Well, I'm in San Diego and if anyone could help me get a safe competent hooker, that would be cool.

i'm into hookers lately too. if you make your way to massachusetts, i'll treat.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CumOnYourFace on May 16, 2014, 07:57:55 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 16, 2014, 07:51:43 AM

Well, I'm in San Diego and if anyone could help me get a safe competent hooker, that would be cool.

http://sandiego.backpage.com/FemaleEscorts/ (http://sandiego.backpage.com/FemaleEscorts/)

They prefer to be called "escorts."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on May 16, 2014, 08:10:55 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 16, 2014, 07:51:43 AM

Well, I'm in San Diego and if anyone could help me get a safe competent hooker, that would be cool.

You're so close to Mexico. TJ or Ensenada and visit a brothel. Fuck it, Cabo's a 2 hour flight, make it a vacation. Wrap it up and you're good. I'd be sketched out by getting a hooker here. Nevada is an option as well.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on May 16, 2014, 08:13:16 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 16, 2014, 07:51:43 AM

Well, I'm in San Diego and if anyone could help me get a safe competent hooker, that would be cool.

I'm telling you man, just make the 2 hour drive north and come to LA.  My friend Brian loves hookers, he'll sort you out.  We can shred as well post hooker copulation so its a win-win.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on May 16, 2014, 08:42:38 AM

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so today at 9:30 am im going to the college i dropped out of to meet with a counselor to see what classes i can take on May 27th for the summer. My anxiety is been good but today literally has to be perfect cause if i get a panic attack just by meeting with someone for 30 minutes how would i be able to go to a class for a couple hours of the day. Which i think i might be fine because when i see my doctor he runs late every time i go there so i usually wait 45 minutes every time before i even get a chance to talk to him. I have really bad anxiety when i drive but the college is 1.5 miles away from me (yeah i looked it up) so i should be fine, i have been driving farther than that to get lunch from time to time. If i feel anxious at all today it will destroy my life, like i said a couple pages back i have hope but if today goes bad  all that hope will be gone and probably be the first time i get actually depressed in my life. So wish me good luck, and tell me its going to be alright!

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Good luck. First try, no warm ups. You'll be fine.

It went way better than i expected, i was there for about an hour an half and maybe thought about my anxiety for like 5 minutes. Im so pumped for classes now, this boosted my confidence so much, i needed this. Thanks for the response!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on May 16, 2014, 10:20:10 AM

Do it leet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on May 16, 2014, 11:38:14 AM

I've been thinking of going to college for a bit, but I don't think I'm good enough. I was homeschooled in high school and I feel like I'm a little out of the loop.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on May 16, 2014, 11:59:16 AM

Quote from: ThugWaffle on May 16, 2014, 11:38:14 AM

I've been thinking of going to college for a bit, but I don't think I'm good enough. I was homeschooled in high school and I feel like I'm a little out of the loop.

Good enough for what? I felt the same when I made the decision to go to school. When I started going, I realized that the majority of people attending college are pretty dim. Start slow and work hard.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on May 16, 2014, 02:27:58 PM

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I've been thinking of going to college for a bit, but I don't think I'm good enough. I was homeschooled in high school and I feel like I'm a little out of the loop.

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Good enough for what? I felt the same when I made the decision to go to school. When I started going, I realized that the majority of people attending college are pretty dim. Start slow and work hard.

yeah with college it mostly just comes down to making a consistent effort to stay up on all your classes & do your work. A lot kids aren't going to college because they're smart its because they wanna live in a campus environment on their parent's dime, and they just sorta "get by" academically. if you genuinely feel like going to college is the right move you need to make for yourself then by all means make it happen! it all comes down to effort & discipline, if you really want it that bad then you have as much of a chance as anyone else to do well in school

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on May 16, 2014, 02:55:26 PM

I waited almost 10 years before I went back to school. I was pretty nervous that I would have to re-learn how to learn. I found that it wasn't really that hard. All you have to do is actually apply yourself. That means actually attending class.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on May 16, 2014, 03:19:46 PM

my college was super embarassing, it was seriously amazing any of those people had graduated high school. i also thought i was too dumb but i did fine.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on May 16, 2014, 03:34:35 PM

Thanks guys. I definitely think college would definitely be a wise move for me and I desperately need a change of environment at this point in life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on May 19, 2014, 08:07:48 AM

go for it dude. as long as you put forth an effort, college isnt too hard. there will be times where you hate you life and you stay up all night trying to get your work done, but for the most part you dont really have to be "smart" to do well. im not a very smart person, and ive honestly forgot probably 90% of what i learned in college, but what i did learn in was how to figure out what i needed to do to get a decent grade. i did go to art school though. i know i wouldnt have lasted if i tried to study medicine or engineering or something like that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on May 19, 2014, 08:21:36 AM

Quote from: JB on May 19, 2014, 08:07:48 AM

go for it dude. as long as you put forth an effort, college isnt too hard. there will be times where you hate you life and you stay up all night trying to get your work done, but for the most part you dont really have to be "smart" to do well. im not a very smart person, and ive honestly forgot probably 90% of what i learned in college, but what i did learn in was how to figure out what i needed to do to get a decent grade. i did go to art school though. i know i wouldnt have lasted if i tried to study medicine or engineering or something like that.

This.

I have a degree as a Social Science Analyst and like JB said, it's really about knowing what you need to do persist.

I'm super fucking tired right now so these probably aren't the best statements, but don't ever think that you're not "smart" enough; trust me when I say that most of the people that your going to meet aren't smart at all (campus dependent).

Actually seeing how many outright dumb mother fuckers passed through my classes over the years, eventually with degree in hand, made me loose a lot of faith in humanity . . . Seriously.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pinche gringo on May 20, 2014, 07:58:43 PM

Quote from: brycickle on May 16, 2014, 02:55:26 PM

I waited almost 10 years before I went back to school. I was pretty nervous that I would have to re-learn how to learn. I found that it wasn't really that hard. All you have to do is actually apply yourself. That means actually attending class.

This was largely my experience also. If you pay attention it's pretty easy. You're essentially just jumping through hoops to prove that you're grasping the concepts presented. You can do it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skinnypimp211 on May 21, 2014, 11:33:11 AM

i got ip banned because i keep shit too real and i dont kiss ass. ever since hate swallowed enough loads to become mod on here this place has gotten lamer.

people say/post wayyyyyyyyy more worse shit than what i said to be banned for. that is classified player hating

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 21, 2014, 07:55:47 PM

Applied to a bunch of porn stores and I feel like I have a reasonably good chance of getting hired. I don't know that it would be a good environment for me though. Sure I'll have access to high quality fetish videos, but then I'd also have to deal with being sexless while a bunch of sex is around me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CumOnYourFace on May 21, 2014, 08:01:08 PM

^
Ask out a chick that's buying a dildo. Maybe, you can fuck her and never call her again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on May 21, 2014, 08:06:08 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 21, 2014, 07:55:47 PM

Applied to a bunch of porn stores and I feel like I have a reasonably good chance of getting hired. I don't know that it would be a good environment for me though. Sure I'll have access to high quality fetish videos, but then I'd also have to deal with being sexless while a bunch of sex is around me.

why don't you ask mango on a date?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on May 21, 2014, 08:40:56 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 21, 2014, 07:55:47 PM

Applied to a bunch of porn stores and I feel like I have a reasonably good chance of getting hired. I don't know that it would be a good environment for me though. Sure I'll have access to high quality fetish videos, but then I'd also have to deal with being sexless while a bunch of sex is around me.

I used to work at a porn star for a bit in Portland. Trust me, most of the people who come in there aren't having a whole lot of sex either.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on May 21, 2014, 08:52:37 PM

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Applied to a bunch of porn stores and I feel like I have a reasonably good chance of getting hired. I don't know that it would be a good environment for me though. Sure I'll have access to high quality fetish videos, but then I'd also have to deal with being sexless while a bunch of sex is around me.

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I used to work at a porn star for a bit in Portland. Trust me, most of the people who come in there aren't having a whole lot of sex either.

i've always been sketched on those sorta places but one time this mexican guy in sacramento picked me up hitching and he went in there and bought some poppers. so we're at his house doing speed and he's got a tv and a computer both playing porn trying to get me to stick it in his northern mexican ass but i kept being like 'i'm not feeling this but can i do another shot?'
shit was pretty gnarly, he was on that party n play boolshit but he looked like he could really whoop some ass in a prison riot.
poppers, man how are those even legal? it's like film cleaner or something but people snort it to loosen their assholes.
hitchhiking is gnarly sometimes......

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Willie on May 21, 2014, 09:21:03 PM

Quote from: ThugWaffle on May 16, 2014, 11:38:14 AM

I've been thinking of going to college for a bit, but I don't think I'm good enough. I was homeschooled in high school and I feel like I'm a little out of the loop.

I had a good college experience: it broadened my mind, sharpened my critical thinking skills, and I made a lot of true friends. That said, if I did it again I'd do it with a roadmap and ultimate goal of employment in a specific field. I shambled through to a degree that would only have had some use if I became a history professor, and that would have required grad school, which I didn't really have the grades (or desire) for.

Contrast that to a few friends who studied in specialized fields with solid job placement programs...

There IS value to a liberal arts education but down the road you may want something that pays well, too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on May 22, 2014, 12:48:29 AM

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Applied to a bunch of porn stores and I feel like I have a reasonably good chance of getting hired. I don't know that it would be a good environment for me though. Sure I'll have access to high quality fetish videos, but then I'd also have to deal with being sexless while a bunch of sex is around me.

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I used to work at a porn star for a bit in Portland. Trust me, most of the people who come in there aren't having a whole lot of sex either.

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i've always been sketched on those sorta places but one time this mexican guy in sacramento picked me up hitching and he went in there and bought some poppers. so we're at his house doing speed and he's got a tv and a computer both playing porn trying to get me to stick it in his northern mexican ass but i kept being like 'i'm not feeling this but can i do another shot?'
shit was pretty gnarly, he was on that party n play boolshit but he looked like he could really whoop some ass in a prison riot.
poppers, man how are those even legal? it's like film cleaner or something but people snort it to loosen their assholes.
hitchhiking is gnarly sometimes......

Poppers cause karposi sarcoma. Speed probably doesn't help.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 22, 2014, 01:10:55 AM

Feeling all sorts of ways. Contemplating calling one of them there hotlines. Fools be calling the police to your location though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 22, 2014, 02:04:59 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 22, 2014, 01:10:55 AM

Feeling all sorts of ways. Contemplating calling one of them there hotlines. Fools be calling the police to your location though.

Do they really call the cops? Surely there is a helpline that doesn't do that. Is there not a family member or friend you can call?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on May 22, 2014, 06:09:32 AM

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Applied to a bunch of porn stores and I feel like I have a reasonably good chance of getting hired. I don't know that it would be a good environment for me though. Sure I'll have access to high quality fetish videos, but then I'd also have to deal with being sexless while a bunch of sex is around me.

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I used to work at a porn star for a bit in Portland. Trust me, most of the people who come in there aren't having a whole lot of sex either.

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i've always been sketched on those sorta places but one time this mexican guy in sacramento picked me up hitching and he went in there and bought some poppers. so we're at his house doing speed and he's got a tv and a computer both playing porn trying to get me to stick it in his northern mexican ass but i kept being like 'i'm not feeling this but can i do another shot?'
shit was pretty gnarly, he was on that party n play boolshit but he looked like he could really whoop some ass in a prison riot.
poppers, man how are those even legal? it's like film cleaner or something but people snort it to loosen their assholes.
hitchhiking is gnarly sometimes......

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Poppers cause karposi sarcoma. Speed probably doesn't help.

your dad causes karposi's sarcoma

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on May 22, 2014, 08:25:11 AM

holy fuck you need to write a book

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on May 22, 2014, 09:06:35 AM

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Applied to a bunch of porn stores and I feel like I have a reasonably good chance of getting hired. I don't know that it would be a good environment for me though. Sure I'll have access to high quality fetish videos, but then I'd also have to deal with being sexless while a bunch of sex is around me.

[close]

I used to work at a porn star for a bit in Portland. Trust me, most of the people who come in there aren't having a whole lot of sex either.

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i've always been sketched on those sorta places but one time this mexican guy in sacramento picked me up hitching and he went in there and bought some poppers. so we're at his house doing speed and he's got a tv and a computer both playing porn trying to get me to stick it in his northern mexican ass but i kept being like 'i'm not feeling this but can i do another shot?'
shit was pretty gnarly, he was on that party n play boolshit but he looked like he could really whoop some ass in a prison riot.
poppers, man how are those even legal? it's like film cleaner or something but people snort it to loosen their assholes.
hitchhiking is gnarly sometimes......

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Poppers cause karposi sarcoma. Speed probably doesn't help.

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My dad causes karposi's sarcoma

Damn. Now that is compelling.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CumOnYourFace on May 22, 2014, 12:12:02 PM

I sleepwalked last night and ate the rest of my ice cream.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 22, 2014, 01:19:12 PM

Quote from: Cum Slinger on May 22, 2014, 12:12:02 PM

I sleepwalked last night and ate the rest of my ice cream.

I sleepwalk if I drink too much and especially if I've had too much sun or drunk cider. Our old apartment had two bathrooms, one at either end of the hallway and one night (after drinking cider) my girl found me wandering between the two of them and knew I was asleep, she asked me what I was doing and I said I was waiting for the toilet, she said it was free and I said I had to wait because there was a queue so she waited in the "queue" with me for a few minutes then said "This one is free" so I went and peed in that one and she put me to bed. A little while ago I got too much sun and drank a little too much and she woke up to me about to piss on the wardrobe. She still loves me and she's the best.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tony danza on May 22, 2014, 02:29:41 PM

I am heavily addicted to opiates. I go thru my norco's in about 4 days, 100 a month. I also cheek a months worth of my fentanyl patches in about 5 days. For the remainder of the month I eat a ridiculous amount of Kratom to stave off the WD's. I don't honestly know if anyone knows it either. I run a successful small business. Happily married. Skate, and exercise, but fuck, it is a secret hell.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on May 22, 2014, 02:49:36 PM

Quote from: tony danza on May 22, 2014, 02:29:41 PM

I am heavily addicted to opiates. I go thru my norco's in about 4 days, 100 a month. I also cheek a months worth of my fentanyl patches in about 5 days. For the remainder of the month I eat a ridiculous amount of Kratom to stave off the WD's. I don't honestly know if anyone knows it either. I run a successful small business. Happily married. Skate, and exercise, but fuck, it is a secret hell.

You won't make it another year if you keep eating that much Acetaminophen mate; at least your liver wont.

Get yourself a couple (2) Suboxone if you can, be smart about them and get through withdrawls.

You honestly may want to have your wife help you if needed, support is key.

And finally . . . Not to be that guy but it sounds like you have a lot going for you.

Get off that shit before it completely ruins your life, it's not a matter of if but a matter of when.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tony danza on May 22, 2014, 02:54:39 PM

I cold water extract a majority of the acetaminophen out. however totally agree, been doing it for about 5 years. tried many times. I of course will keep trying.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on May 22, 2014, 03:06:28 PM

Quote from: tony danza on May 22, 2014, 02:54:39 PM

I cold water extract a majority of the acetaminophen out. however totally agree, been doing it for about 5 years. tried many times. I of course will keep trying.

Got to really want it mate, that's the bottom line.

Good luck to you Tony, I know it is difficult & it may take a couple tries but like I said, sounds like you have a lot to live for.

It's really not worth carrying around this secret & ultimately dragging your family through a proverbial hell; trust.

Get help from anywhere you can, I hate to see people ruin their lives with this crap; I did it for a long time mate . . .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on May 23, 2014, 01:17:45 PM

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I am heavily addicted to opiates. I go thru my norco's in about 4 days, 100 a month. I also cheek a months worth of my fentanyl patches in about 5 days. For the remainder of the month I eat a ridiculous amount of Kratom to stave off the WD's. I don't honestly know if anyone knows it either. I run a successful small business. Happily married. Skate, and exercise, but fuck, it is a secret hell.

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You won't make it another year if you keep eating that much Acetaminophen mate; at least your liver wont.

Get yourself a couple (2) Suboxone if you can, be smart about them and get through withdrawls.

You honestly may want to have your wife help you if needed, support is key.

And finally . . . Not to be that guy but it sounds like you have a lot going for you.

Get off that shit before it completely ruins your life, it's not a matter of if but a matter of when.

It's not like theres much to look forward to in life anyways.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 25, 2014, 05:04:22 PM

I finally dragged someone out to Goth Night with me. He got laid. I'm happy for him and all, but it's ironic.  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on May 25, 2014, 05:13:00 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 25, 2014, 05:04:22 PM

I finally dragged someone out to Goth Night with me. He got laid. I'm happy for him and all, but it's ironic.  :-\

He probably tried to. Did you try?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 25, 2014, 07:05:09 PM

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I finally dragged someone out to Goth Night with me. He got laid. I'm happy for him and all, but it's ironic.  :-\

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He probably tried to. Did you try?

I'm not saying it should have been me or anything like that. Neither of us tried. It's just a thing that happened. We're on the dance floor and I can see him a few feet away, then the next time I turned my head to see him he was gone. After the club closed I found him outside and he told me some 30 something year old lady pulled him aside and told him she needed to fuck so she took him behind an alleyway. She gave him a jimmy to put on and told him to fuck her hard. That was it. She knew what she was going to do long before she showed up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pinche gringo on May 25, 2014, 07:42:03 PM

Keep going to goth night.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 26, 2014, 05:31:33 AM

Quote from: pinche gringo on May 25, 2014, 07:42:03 PM

Keep going to goth night.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 26, 2014, 07:57:58 AM

I don't even want that though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on May 26, 2014, 10:58:14 AM

Did you have fun at goth night?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 26, 2014, 11:39:37 AM

Uhh, fun is relative. I guess I tolerated it better than being anywhere else. I can confidently say that I was more comfortable there than in any other club/bar scene thing that I've ever been to. That doesn't mean I felt comfortable approaching girls. I was able to talk to guys about their outrageous clothes though. There's a lot less nerves when you're talking to dudes because there are no expectations and I don't want anything out of them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on May 26, 2014, 11:59:16 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 26, 2014, 11:39:37 AM

Uhh, fun is relative. I guess I tolerated it better than being anywhere else. I can confidently say that I was more comfortable there than in any other club/bar scene thing that I've ever been to. That doesn't mean I felt comfortable approaching girls. I was able to talk to guys about their outrageous clothes though. There's a lot less nerves when you're talking to dudes because there are no expectations and I don't want anything out of them.

thats all you gotta do man, have that same mindset. think of how you approach and talk to these people in costume or whatever. you see them, finding something interesting about them, then walk up to them & make a comment right? no expectations, just amusing yourself with conversation? thats all you gotta do with girls man. Don't over-think it like you have to pull off everything 100% perfect, just try to entertain yourself and dont have some huge expectations for every interaction with a girl. its like skateboarding man, you gotta expect to fall down a few times, and learn through trial & error how to do the things you want to do, but its all worth it once you finally start to progress & get better. besides rejection honestly doesnt even hurt in those types of situations because these are all strangers, and you're the same to them as well.  personally i find i get more nervous around girls once we really start to get to know each other & i get infatuated but thats a whole other story lol. if i had to make a skateboarding analogy, your situation is similar to a kid with young legs who wants to learn how to skate stairs & has the ollie for it but just keeps hesitating on the run-up or kicking out mid air. just gotta keep going at it til you finally commit & stick the landing. you may not ride away the first time but after that you know you can do it.

but good for you for at least making an effort to get out there & do something! the more you do it the easier it gets

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pinche gringo on May 26, 2014, 06:25:44 PM

If you enjoy going to goth night and it is a place that you can comfortably interact with others you should go when ever you feel up to it. It sounds like it would dramatically increase your chances of meeting new people with common interests. Good luck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on May 26, 2014, 09:49:39 PM

When I was 14 I destroyed thousands of dollars worth of shopping carts in a trash compactor behind a grocery store.

When I lost my virginity I used a banana scented condom and the chick was having her period.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on May 27, 2014, 07:17:21 AM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on May 26, 2014, 09:49:39 PM

When I lost my virginity I used a banana scented condom and the chick was having her period.

thats gnarly rusty.


has there ever been a "Losing your virginity" thread? I could see it being a hit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on May 27, 2014, 07:51:44 AM

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When I lost my virginity I used a banana scented condom and the chick was having her period.

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thats gnarly rusty.


has there ever been a "Losing your virginity" thread? I could see it being a hit.

I was listening to liquid swords raw dogging with and ice cube in her cervix.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on May 27, 2014, 08:12:22 AM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on May 26, 2014, 09:49:39 PM

When I was 14 I destroyed thousands of dollars worth of shopping carts in a trash compactor behind a grocery store.

When I lost my virginity I used a banana scented condom and the chick was having her period.

I just found this super rare security photo of Rusty in the act...

(http://i1.ytimg.com/vi/bD77ln7vZJU/hqdefault.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on May 27, 2014, 09:33:52 AM

Quote from: JB on May 27, 2014, 07:17:21 AM

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When I lost my virginity I used a banana scented condom and the chick was having her period.

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thats gnarly rusty.


has there ever been a "Losing your virginity" thread? I could see it being a hit.

Losing your virginity thread
http://www.slapmagazine.com/component/option,com_jfusion/Itemid,4/index.php?topic=38947.0 (http://www.slapmagazine.com/component/option,com_jfusion/Itemid,4/index.php?topic=38947.0)

How old were you when you lost your virginity?
http://www.slapmagazine.com/component/option,com_jfusion/Itemid,4/index.php?topic=45725.0 (http://www.slapmagazine.com/component/option,com_jfusion/Itemid,4/index.php?topic=45725.0)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on May 27, 2014, 11:31:24 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 26, 2014, 11:39:37 AM

Uhh, fun is relative. I guess I tolerated it better than being anywhere else. I can confidently say that I was more comfortable there than in any other club/bar scene thing that I've ever been to. That doesn't mean I felt comfortable approaching girls. I was able to talk to guys about their outrageous clothes though. There's a lot less nerves when you're talking to dudes because there are no expectations and I don't want anything out of them.

I have to say L33t, I'm awfully curious about how you ended up at goth night and the second, good for you for expanding your horizons.  Step in the right direction.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 27, 2014, 01:41:16 PM

Quote from: ill_Murray on May 27, 2014, 11:31:24 AM

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Uhh, fun is relative. I guess I tolerated it better than being anywhere else. I can confidently say that I was more comfortable there than in any other club/bar scene thing that I've ever been to. That doesn't mean I felt comfortable approaching girls. I was able to talk to guys about their outrageous clothes though. There's a lot less nerves when you're talking to dudes because there are no expectations and I don't want anything out of them.

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I have to say L33t, I'm awfully curious about how you ended up at goth night and the second, good for you for expanding your horizons.  Step in the right direction.

Like someone said in that dumb murderer thread, I'm alternative as fuck. For real though, goth music has always been close to my heart along with other genres. The music is at times introspective and melodic and other times driving and visceral. Maybe the only music that speaks to me more is dream pop/shoegaze. I just searched the net for goth spots in San Diego. What's funny is that I was supposed to meet up with some guys at a different place called Booty Bassment, but I hate that scene and everyone in it so when I saw the line to get inside I immediately left that shit hole for the goth place. Sabbat is the name of it. It's also cool that their cover is half the price of BB's. I had the one friend that was down because we're more or less both introverts and listen to the same music. The difference between me and him is that he's generally happy and doesn't have social anxiety. Now that I look back at it I can honestly say that I had a good time when I was talking to my friend. I hadn't seen him in a long time and I guess there's something about me that draws out abstract conversation from people. I imagine that can be taxing to most people, but it's good when someone is on the same page even for a little while. I had a hard time dancing but I got out there for few minutes. That's when the homie disappeared to let his dick sneeze.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on May 27, 2014, 02:12:11 PM

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Uhh, fun is relative. I guess I tolerated it better than being anywhere else. I can confidently say that I was more comfortable there than in any other club/bar scene thing that I've ever been to. That doesn't mean I felt comfortable approaching girls. I was able to talk to guys about their outrageous clothes though. There's a lot less nerves when you're talking to dudes because there are no expectations and I don't want anything out of them.

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I have to say L33t, I'm awfully curious about how you ended up at goth night and the second, good for you for expanding your horizons.  Step in the right direction.

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Like someone said in that dumb murderer thread, I'm alternative as fuck. For real though, goth music has always been close to my heart along with other genres. The music is at times introspective and melodic and other times driving and visceral. Maybe the only music that speaks to me more is dream pop/shoegaze. I just searched the net for goth spots in San Diego. What's funny is that I was supposed to meet up with some guys at a different place called Booty Bassment, but I hate that scene and everyone in it so when I saw the line to get inside I immediately left that shit hole for the goth place. Sabbat is the name of it. It's also cool that their cover is half the price of BB's. I had the one friend that was down because we're more or less both introverts and listen to the same music. The difference between me and him is that he's generally happy and doesn't have social anxiety. Now that I look back at it I can honestly say that I had a good time when I was talking to my friend. I hadn't seen him in a long time and I guess there's something about me that draws out abstract conversation from people. I imagine that can be taxing to most people, but it's good when someone is on the same page even for a little while. I had a hard time dancing but I got out there for few minutes. That's when the homie disappeared to let his dick sneeze.

fuck yeah man good for you! See you already on the right track just keep it up!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: KING TUT on May 27, 2014, 06:22:30 PM

do you drink leetgeek? I'm not saying get wasted but a few beers helps me talk to people, especially women.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: arthurspooner on May 27, 2014, 06:33:34 PM

I have been talking to this really cute girl on Facebook, and I have her number. We have chatted on FB and texted a little bit (I am not a fan of either). I really want to ask her out to get some food, but I am terrified. I haven't even really spoken to a girl that I was into since I broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years, a year ago...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: KING TUT on May 27, 2014, 06:34:34 PM

also leet do you smoke a lot of weed?? if so , cut that shit off for sure.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on May 27, 2014, 06:45:02 PM

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I have been talking to this really cute girl on Facebook, and I have her number. We have chatted on FB and texted a little bit (I am not a fan of either). I really want to ask her out to get some food, but I am terrified. I haven't even really spoken to a girl that I was into since I broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years, a year ago...

If she gave you her number and is overall chatty with you, then I will assume she will get moist if you went out on a limb and asked her to hang out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: arthurspooner on May 27, 2014, 08:27:13 PM

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I have been talking to this really cute girl on Facebook, and I have her number. We have chatted on FB and texted a little bit (I am not a fan of either). I really want to ask her out to get some food, but I am terrified. I haven't even really spoken to a girl that I was into since I broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years, a year ago...

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If she gave you her number and is overall chatty with you, then I will assume she will get moist if you went out on a limb and asked her to hang out.

Yeah, hopefully haha. I mean the plus side is that if she declines, then it isn't that big of a deal since I have never even met her in real life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pinche gringo on May 27, 2014, 08:31:41 PM

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I have been talking to this really cute girl on Facebook, and I have her number. We have chatted on FB and texted a little bit (I am not a fan of either). I really want to ask her out to get some food, but I am terrified. I haven't even really spoken to a girl that I was into since I broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years, a year ago...

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If she gave you her number and is overall chatty with you, then I will assume she will get moist if you went out on a limb and asked her to hang out.

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Yeah, hopefully haha. I mean the plus side is that if she declines, then it isn't that big of a deal since I have never even met her in real life.

Get yours.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Useful Idiot on May 28, 2014, 10:02:00 AM

I always had fun at goth night. Dancing around like an idiot. Those goth chick's shields are hard to penetrate though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on May 28, 2014, 12:50:51 PM

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I have been talking to this really cute girl on Facebook, and I have her number. We have chatted on FB and texted a little bit (I am not a fan of either). I really want to ask her out to get some food, but I am terrified. I haven't even really spoken to a girl that I was into since I broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years, a year ago...

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If she gave you her number and is overall chatty with you, then I will assume she will get moist if you went out on a limb and asked her to hang out.

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Yeah, hopefully haha. I mean the plus side is that if she declines, then it isn't that big of a deal since I have never even met her in real life.

yeah forreal dude just go for it. In situations like this where theres really no risk i just try to have fun & not over think it. Being rejected by someone you dont even know is (at the very worst) only mildly disappointing while the opposite is always gonna make you feel great, so you might as well just say fuck it. if you wanna ask her out for some food you better do it before someone else does! im sure youre not the only one that likes her. aint nothing worse than never getting at that chick you always wanted only to see her get a man once you finally scrape up the courage to make your move. i would rather get flat-out dissed & dismissed by her right off the bat than to experience that shit. ive had that happen to me before & was super salty for almost a full week after the fact lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: arthurspooner on May 28, 2014, 12:55:17 PM

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I have been talking to this really cute girl on Facebook, and I have her number. We have chatted on FB and texted a little bit (I am not a fan of either). I really want to ask her out to get some food, but I am terrified. I haven't even really spoken to a girl that I was into since I broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years, a year ago...

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If she gave you her number and is overall chatty with you, then I will assume she will get moist if you went out on a limb and asked her to hang out.

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Yeah, hopefully haha. I mean the plus side is that if she declines, then it isn't that big of a deal since I have never even met her in real life.

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yeah forreal dude just go for it. In situations like this where theres really no risk i just try to have fun & not over think it. Being rejected by someone you dont even know is (at the very worst) only mildly disappointing while the opposite is always gonna make you feel great, so you might as well just say fuck it. if you wanna ask her out for some food you better do it before someone else does! im sure youre not the only one that likes her. aint nothing worse than never getting at that chick you always wanted only to see her get a man once you finally scrape up the courage to make your move. i would rather get flat-out dissed & dismissed by her right off the bat than to experience that shit. ive had that happen to me before & was super salty for almost a full week after the fact lol

Thanks man! I'm all psyched up now haha. I'm gonna do it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on May 28, 2014, 01:41:07 PM

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I have been talking to this really cute girl on Facebook, and I have her number. We have chatted on FB and texted a little bit (I am not a fan of either). I really want to ask her out to get some food, but I am terrified. I haven't even really spoken to a girl that I was into since I broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years, a year ago...

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If she gave you her number and is overall chatty with you, then I will assume she will get moist if you went out on a limb and asked her to hang out.

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Yeah, hopefully haha. I mean the plus side is that if she declines, then it isn't that big of a deal since I have never even met her in real life.

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yeah forreal dude just go for it. In situations like this where theres really no risk i just try to have fun & not over think it. Being rejected by someone you dont even know is (at the very worst) only mildly disappointing while the opposite is always gonna make you feel great, so you might as well just say fuck it. if you wanna ask her out for some food you better do it before someone else does! im sure youre not the only one that likes her. aint nothing worse than never getting at that chick you always wanted only to see her get a man once you finally scrape up the courage to make your move. i would rather get flat-out dissed & dismissed by her right off the bat than to experience that shit. ive had that happen to me before & was super salty for almost a full week after the fact lol

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Thanks man! I'm all psyched up now haha. I'm gonna do it.

I highly suggest you do it Arthur.

I too, haven't even fancied the idea of courting the fairer sex since my last long-term relationship ended a year ago (whom I'm still deeply in love with).

Ironically, the previous long-term relationship I was in before this one yielded similar results; a year of feeling nothing then attempting to get back in "the game".

Women really do want you to make "the moves", as regular as that sounds; Trust me, I'm not one who generally feels comfortable doing such things, as my mentality over the status of courting is highly akin to that of say L33tG33k.

I'm still surprised to this day some of the girls I pulled after being stupidly in-love; sometimes it can take very little effort and other times a little more.

However, it is usually always worth it in the end.

Like Will said, you may end up regretting not doing something & becoming salty/bitter over the situation.

Just like the soap opera, we only have One Life to Live . . .

(http://lasvegas.informermg.com/files/2012/12/oltl.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tay on May 29, 2014, 05:33:23 AM

L33tgeek never hits me up on Skype, or checks his slap messages. That's my real confession.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tay on May 29, 2014, 05:42:20 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 26, 2014, 11:39:37 AM

Uhh, fun is relative. I guess I tolerated it better than being anywhere else. I can confidently say that I was more comfortable there than in any other club/bar scene thing that I've ever been to. That doesn't mean I felt comfortable approaching girls. I was able to talk to guys about their outrageous clothes though. There's a lot less nerves when you're talking to dudes because there are no expectations and I don't want anything out of them.

Imagine the girl you fancy taking the biggest nastiest shit, imagine her on her rag with clots of blood smeared everywhere, imagine her uterus shedding. We're human L33t, we get suicidal and depressed.

Just talk to girls like you'd talk to guys; bullshit. If it turns out you have similar interests, build off that. And if not move on. I feel embarrassed when talking to hot guys, it's common. But we can get over it  ;)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on May 29, 2014, 08:56:15 AM

L33t, not sure if this has been asked before, but have you ever tried online-dating? I am just getting into it myself and approaching females is a lot less stressful than in face-to-face settings, especially if you try not to take it too seriously. Also, you are really good with expressing yourself in writing so that may help.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on May 29, 2014, 04:13:13 PM

Quote from: Tay on May 29, 2014, 05:33:23 AM

L33tgeek never hits me up on Slap about hookers, or checks his slap messages. That's my real confession.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 30, 2014, 12:55:17 AM

I'm sorry for not checking my messages, Tay. I'm not avoiding you. Actually, I guess I kind of am avoiding you. I just don't know what to say, I get anxious and I feel stupid. The same to anyone else that has tried to reach out to me. I'm very grateful though. I have a hard time replying to anything personal on this site. I have severe mood swings sometimes and it's hard to get through some posts without losing interest because I lose purpose or am just feeling generally shitty. This is like my fifth time typing this comment.

Recently I've gotten a lot of self affirming comments from some people in my life and it makes me feel guilty as much as it makes me feel like maybe I don't suck that bad. I can say right now that I'm tired of being miserable. Recently I've been able to spy some glimpses of hope that I may be able to end it without ending it, but the positive thoughts are so goddamn fleeting. Then I crash right back down to where I was before. I'm so fucking tired.

I've already done (not done) so much shit I regret. One of the things that ways me down is the fact that my brain constantly plays replays of my shortcomings and failures. I can't get away from them and I'm sorely in need of something that I can be proud of to try to focus my attention on. The source of my failures run the gamut but since talking about relationships is popular here, I'll use one as an example. I may have told you about this one before but I'll say it again. About a year and a half ago I was going to this support group and there was a girl in there. She smart, she was interesting, she was beautiful, and I was infatuated. I didn't know what to do with those feelings as that is not something that I ever felt or imagined that I would ever feel. We talked to each other and shared intimate details of our lives because that was the nature of the group, but I never "made a move". I thought about....constantly. I was too much of a pussy to do anything about it though. Now she's gone and I don't even know her last name. The more I think about her, the more I think she was into me too, and the more angry I get at myself. Not fun. I don't want to feel that way again.

I've made profiles on a couple dating sites before. Don't really know what to do after that. I messaged some people, but I've never gotten a response. Dating sites are notoriously brutal on the poor and minorities. Not saying that's why, just saying it could be a factor.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on May 30, 2014, 01:27:30 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 30, 2014, 12:55:17 AM

I've made profiles on a couple dating sites before. Don't really know what to do after that. I messaged some people, but I've never gotten a response. Dating sites are notoriously brutal on the poor and minorities. Not saying that's why, just saying it could be a factor.

i read somewhere that life is hard for poor and minorities. prolly you should just hang it up and not bother if you're either of the 2. or stop making up excuses. weasley is annoying and self absorbed but at least he tunes out a lot of negativity and mans up.
you want something to be proud of? you've got nollie crooks, you're smart and shark tits likes ya. now get up ya sonofabitch, mickey loves ya so stop squandering days you'll wish you had back once ya get in a better mind space.
you want a confession? i rode my SHARKWAVE! cruiser down to honey farms for a skor bar and ran into a panhandler i'd played SKATE w/ months ago. turns out he just got out of a 60 day bid for accomplice to theft. we head back to his place and i contribute [financially] to his, my and this couple's delinquency. franky says relapse and i'm not proud of that but then i get home and i've lost another friend [i'm gonna take a wild guess and say he did more of what i got into tonight]. got a little survivor's guilt offa that which is sure to grow once this wears off.
RIP dane
out of this group of 7 traveling kids i met in danville, illinois [and subsequently went to jail w/ in danville, illinois] 1 is charged w/ murder, one is bumming around europe, 1 is dead, one has a kid and is rubber tramping the southwest, and 3 are unaccounted for. one is prolly back in portland maine, hopefully getting laid in spite of autism.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on May 30, 2014, 01:49:15 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 30, 2014, 12:55:17 AM

I'm sorry for not checking my messages, Tay. I'm not avoiding you. Actually, I guess I kind of am avoiding you. I just don't know what to say, I get anxious and I feel stupid. The same to anyone else that has tried to reach out to me. I'm very grateful though. I have a hard time replying to anything personal on this site. I have severe mood swings sometimes and it's hard to get through some posts without losing interest because I lose purpose or am just feeling generally shitty. This is like my fifth time typing this comment.

Recently I've gotten a lot of self affirming comments from some people in my life and it makes me feel guilty as much as it makes me feel like maybe I don't suck that bad. I can say right now that I'm tired of being miserable. Recently I've been able to spy some glimpses of hope that I may be able to end it without ending it, but the positive thoughts are so goddamn fleeting. Then I crash right back down to where I was before. I'm so fucking tired.

I've already done (not done) so much shit I regret. One of the things that ways me down is the fact that my brain constantly plays replays of my shortcomings and failures. I can't get away from them and I'm sorely in need of something that I can be proud of to try to focus my attention on. The source of my failures run the gamut but since talking about relationships is popular here, I'll use one as an example. I may have told you about this one before but I'll say it again. About a year and a half ago I was going to this support group and there was a girl in there. She smart, she was interesting, she was beautiful, and I was infatuated. I didn't know what to do with those feelings as that is not something that I ever felt or imagined that I would ever feel. We talked to each other and shared intimate details of our lives because that was the nature of the group, but I never "made a move". I thought about....constantly. I was too much of a pussy to do anything about it though. Now she's gone and I don't even know her last name. The more I think about her, the more I think she was into me too, and the more angry I get at myself. Not fun. I don't want to feel that way again.

I've made profiles on a couple dating sites before. Don't really know what to do after that. I messaged some people, but I've never gotten a response. Dating sites are notoriously brutal on the poor and minorities. Not saying that's why, just saying it could be a factor.

You're definitely on the come up you just gotta keep moving forward. Like i said earlier, its NOT taking those chances is what hurts more than any type of failure from trying. You just gotta leave the past behind tho man. The most you can do is learn from your mistakes & try to use that guilt/regret to fuel you to better yourself. Anything other than that is just self-destructive. you cant look back & move forward at the same time you know? we've all done stupid things that make us cringe or sad when we think about them but what's done is done & you cant let that define you. YOU have to define you and stop letting other people dictate who you are & how happy you can be. You gotta have that mindset that you deserve to be happy & can have anything you want if you're willing to put forth the effort.

You need to start thinking more about what you DO want from life instead of things you dont like about it. for example, instead thinking in your head "I dont like this thing/person/situation because ___" and harp on that, flip it around and say things like "this would be better if___". Or instead of thinking about how lonely you are, think about how great it would be to have a great group of friends. it sounds simple but its better to keep your mind focused on the latter, because youll notice whenever you think about how much you dont like something, your mind is just going to try to point out every little thing that corroborates that, so if you do the opposite, you're gonna open yourself up to a lot more opportunities & help you keep your composure when shit gets tough.

You've been living & thinking a certain way for years if not most/all your life, so its gonna take a while to chip away at those bad habits but once you start to get that momentum it all starts to snowball & its the best feeling ever. im hyped for you man, just keep taking those baby steps. slow progress is still better than no progress so never underestimate the little victories each day. not everyone goes down the same path as you do & make it as far, so be proud that you even made it this far. keep it up!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on May 30, 2014, 02:18:19 AM

"loosers have excuses. weasley fucks the prom queen." --- sean connery
i'm not sure if that's verbatim but pretty close. weasley gets a lot of hate and he's not my favorite guy but he's positive and skates. cheers to you for that, guy. i want to preface this by saying i think you're half a kook, weasley. that said, you've got more balls than most of us to actually try [in whatever form]. we're like the penis gallery heckling and you're putting your nuts out w/ crappy music, a gif of yourself etc. maybe it's just the black version of low self esteem and you're yearning for acceptance instead of trying to blend into the background like all the crackas w/ no confidence but i give you credit.
i got high and walked through poison ivy in the dark tonight. i bet i'm gonna regret that next wk. i might've given someone hep C tonight.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 30, 2014, 08:51:08 AM

I didn't make any excuses. I said that I made profiles and sent messages.

Quote from: Tay on May 29, 2014, 05:42:20 AM

Imagine the girl you fancy taking the biggest nastiest shit, imagine her on her rag with clots of blood smeared everywhere, imagine her uterus shedding.

Making me aroused is not going to help the matter.

Title: Re: real confessions
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I have been talking to this really cute girl on Facebook, and I have her number. We have chatted on FB and texted a little bit (I am not a fan of either). I really want to ask her out to get some food, but I am terrified. I haven't even really spoken to a girl that I was into since I broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years, a year ago...

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If she gave you her number and is overall chatty with you, then I will assume she will get moist if you went out on a limb and asked her to hang out.

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Yeah, hopefully haha. I mean the plus side is that if she declines, then it isn't that big of a deal since I have never even met her in real life.

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yeah forreal dude just go for it. In situations like this where theres really no risk i just try to have fun & not over think it. Being rejected by someone you dont even know is (at the very worst) only mildly disappointing while the opposite is always gonna make you feel great, so you might as well just say fuck it. if you wanna ask her out for some food you better do it before someone else does! im sure youre not the only one that likes her. aint nothing worse than never getting at that chick you always wanted only to see her get a man once you finally scrape up the courage to make your move. i would rather get flat-out dissed & dismissed by her right off the bat than to experience that shit. ive had that happen to me before & was super salty for almost a full week after the fact lol

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Thanks man! I'm all psyched up now haha. I'm gonna do it.

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I highly suggest you do it Arthur.

I too, haven't even fancied the idea of courting the fairer sex since my last long-term relationship ended a year ago (whom I'm still deeply in love with).

Ironically, the previous long-term relationship I was in before this one yielded similar results; a year of feeling nothing then attempting to get back in "the game".

Women really do want you to make "the moves", as regular as that sounds; Trust me, I'm not one who generally feels comfortable doing such things, as my mentality over the status of courting is highly akin to that of say L33tG33k.

I'm still surprised to this day some of the girls I pulled after being stupidly in-love; sometimes it can take very little effort and other times a little more.

However, it is usually always worth it in the end.

Like Will said, you may end up regretting not doing something & becoming salty/bitter over the situation.

Just like the soap opera, we only have One Life to Live . . .

(http://lasvegas.informermg.com/files/2012/12/oltl.jpg)

Thanks dudes.

Well I have some bummer news. I asked her out and everything went great. She was totally into it. Then a little while later for some reason thought I should see how old she is, which is weird because I pegged her to be at least 20...Well she's 17. I'm 21. She doesn't seemed weirded out by it, but I am. Fuck.

Title: Re: real confessions
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I have been talking to this really cute girl on Facebook, and I have her number. We have chatted on FB and texted a little bit (I am not a fan of either). I really want to ask her out to get some food, but I am terrified. I haven't even really spoken to a girl that I was into since I broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years, a year ago...

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If she gave you her number and is overall chatty with you, then I will assume she will get moist if you went out on a limb and asked her to hang out.

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Yeah, hopefully haha. I mean the plus side is that if she declines, then it isn't that big of a deal since I have never even met her in real life.

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yeah forreal dude just go for it. In situations like this where theres really no risk i just try to have fun & not over think it. Being rejected by someone you dont even know is (at the very worst) only mildly disappointing while the opposite is always gonna make you feel great, so you might as well just say fuck it. if you wanna ask her out for some food you better do it before someone else does! im sure youre not the only one that likes her. aint nothing worse than never getting at that chick you always wanted only to see her get a man once you finally scrape up the courage to make your move. i would rather get flat-out dissed & dismissed by her right off the bat than to experience that shit. ive had that happen to me before & was super salty for almost a full week after the fact lol

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Thanks man! I'm all psyched up now haha. I'm gonna do it.

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I highly suggest you do it Arthur.

I too, haven't even fancied the idea of courting the fairer sex since my last long-term relationship ended a year ago (whom I'm still deeply in love with).

Ironically, the previous long-term relationship I was in before this one yielded similar results; a year of feeling nothing then attempting to get back in "the game".

Women really do want you to make "the moves", as regular as that sounds; Trust me, I'm not one who generally feels comfortable doing such things, as my mentality over the status of courting is highly akin to that of say L33tG33k.

I'm still surprised to this day some of the girls I pulled after being stupidly in-love; sometimes it can take very little effort and other times a little more.

However, it is usually always worth it in the end.

Like Will said, you may end up regretting not doing something & becoming salty/bitter over the situation.

Just like the soap opera, we only have One Life to Live . . .

(http://lasvegas.informermg.com/files/2012/12/oltl.jpg)

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Thanks dudes.

Well I have some bummer news. I asked her out and everything went great. She was totally into it. Then a little while later for some reason thought I should see how old she is, which is weird because I pegged her to be at least 20...Well she's 17. I'm 21. She doesn't seemed weirded out by it, but I am. Fuck.

Mah it's not too far off . . . 

Depending on your state, that's legal mate!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 31, 2014, 03:47:44 AM

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I have been talking to this really cute girl on Facebook, and I have her number. We have chatted on FB and texted a little bit (I am not a fan of either). I really want to ask her out to get some food, but I am terrified. I haven't even really spoken to a girl that I was into since I broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years, a year ago...

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If she gave you her number and is overall chatty with you, then I will assume she will get moist if you went out on a limb and asked her to hang out.

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Yeah, hopefully haha. I mean the plus side is that if she declines, then it isn't that big of a deal since I have never even met her in real life.

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yeah forreal dude just go for it. In situations like this where theres really no risk i just try to have fun & not over think it. Being rejected by someone you dont even know is (at the very worst) only mildly disappointing while the opposite is always gonna make you feel great, so you might as well just say fuck it. if you wanna ask her out for some food you better do it before someone else does! im sure youre not the only one that likes her. aint nothing worse than never getting at that chick you always wanted only to see her get a man once you finally scrape up the courage to make your move. i would rather get flat-out dissed & dismissed by her right off the bat than to experience that shit. ive had that happen to me before & was super salty for almost a full week after the fact lol

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Thanks man! I'm all psyched up now haha. I'm gonna do it.

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I highly suggest you do it Arthur.

I too, haven't even fancied the idea of courting the fairer sex since my last long-term relationship ended a year ago (whom I'm still deeply in love with).

Ironically, the previous long-term relationship I was in before this one yielded similar results; a year of feeling nothing then attempting to get back in "the game".

Women really do want you to make "the moves", as regular as that sounds; Trust me, I'm not one who generally feels comfortable doing such things, as my mentality over the status of courting is highly akin to that of say L33tG33k.

I'm still surprised to this day some of the girls I pulled after being stupidly in-love; sometimes it can take very little effort and other times a little more.

However, it is usually always worth it in the end.

Like Will said, you may end up regretting not doing something & becoming salty/bitter over the situation.

Just like the soap opera, we only have One Life to Live . . .

(http://lasvegas.informermg.com/files/2012/12/oltl.jpg)

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Thanks dudes.

Well I have some bummer news. I asked her out and everything went great. She was totally into it. Then a little while later for some reason thought I should see how old she is, which is weird because I pegged her to be at least 20...Well she's 17. I'm 21. She doesn't seemed weirded out by it, but I am. Fuck.

My wife is 8 years younger than me. No biggie

Title: Re: real confessions
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I have been talking to this really cute girl on Facebook, and I have her number. We have chatted on FB and texted a little bit (I am not a fan of either). I really want to ask her out to get some food, but I am terrified. I haven't even really spoken to a girl that I was into since I broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years, a year ago...

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If she gave you her number and is overall chatty with you, then I will assume she will get moist if you went out on a limb and asked her to hang out.

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Yeah, hopefully haha. I mean the plus side is that if she declines, then it isn't that big of a deal since I have never even met her in real life.

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yeah forreal dude just go for it. In situations like this where theres really no risk i just try to have fun & not over think it. Being rejected by someone you dont even know is (at the very worst) only mildly disappointing while the opposite is always gonna make you feel great, so you might as well just say fuck it. if you wanna ask her out for some food you better do it before someone else does! im sure youre not the only one that likes her. aint nothing worse than never getting at that chick you always wanted only to see her get a man once you finally scrape up the courage to make your move. i would rather get flat-out dissed & dismissed by her right off the bat than to experience that shit. ive had that happen to me before & was super salty for almost a full week after the fact lol

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Thanks man! I'm all psyched up now haha. I'm gonna do it.

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I highly suggest you do it Arthur.

I too, haven't even fancied the idea of courting the fairer sex since my last long-term relationship ended a year ago (whom I'm still deeply in love with).

Ironically, the previous long-term relationship I was in before this one yielded similar results; a year of feeling nothing then attempting to get back in "the game".

Women really do want you to make "the moves", as regular as that sounds; Trust me, I'm not one who generally feels comfortable doing such things, as my mentality over the status of courting is highly akin to that of say L33tG33k.

I'm still surprised to this day some of the girls I pulled after being stupidly in-love; sometimes it can take very little effort and other times a little more.

However, it is usually always worth it in the end.

Like Will said, you may end up regretting not doing something & becoming salty/bitter over the situation.

Just like the soap opera, we only have One Life to Live . . .

(http://lasvegas.informermg.com/files/2012/12/oltl.jpg)

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Thanks dudes.

Well I have some bummer news. I asked her out and everything went great. She was totally into it. Then a little while later for some reason thought I should see how old she is, which is weird because I pegged her to be at least 20...Well she's 17. I'm 21. She doesn't seemed weirded out by it, but I am. Fuck.

You better fucking do it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellyfart on May 31, 2014, 11:57:57 PM

i dont really think its a confession but its something that i havent really shared with many people before and its that i still am a virgin. it hasnt really bugged me until i got psyched on this girl a couple of months ago. things were cool for a minute and i thought i was on the path to getting laid but things werent how i perceived them and i got teased pretty good. wasnt till recently that i realized how difficult it is to talk to women and the more i think about it the dumber i feel about it for overthinking all of it or rethinking what i could have done to try and made things work in the past with this one girl. i met a girl at school the other day that im hoping i run into again but i really dont know what or how i would make things advance or happen because i dont really find myself to be that entertaining/ fun to be around of a person. all i could think of was to ask her if she wanted to read this corny joke book i found. i love slap, throughout senior year in highschool i spent everyday in the library surfing around on here and now two years later, shit hasnt changed at all in my life which kinda bums me out cause id really like a change. i really hate having an urge to try and find a girl who is down for me because its something that i think about a lot that just stressed me out in the long run and i wish i could refocus that energy in different aspects of my life like skating or learning how to play an instrument or finding another job or somethin. summer is just around the corner so im hyped to be skating a bunch and doing some dope shit but im bummed i wont have as many opportunities to meet girls and shit. i dono, just kinda bummed out on my shit right now but it probably doesnt compare to other peoples stories on here so sorry pals. much love if you read all of this dumb stuff.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on June 01, 2014, 02:42:28 AM

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i dont really think its a confession but its something that i havent really shared with many people before and its that i still am a virgin. it hasnt really bugged me until i got psyched on this girl a couple of months ago. things were cool for a minute and i thought i was on the path to getting laid but things werent how i perceived them and i got teased pretty good. wasnt till recently that i realized how difficult it is to talk to women and the more i think about it the dumber i feel about it for overthinking all of it or rethinking what i could have done to try and made things work in the past with this one girl. i met a girl at school the other day that im hoping i run into again but i really dont know what or how i would make things advance or happen because i dont really find myself to be that entertaining/ fun to be around of a person. all i could think of was to ask her if she wanted to read this corny joke book i found. i love slap, throughout senior year in highschool i spent everyday in the library surfing around on here and now two years later, shit hasnt changed at all in my life which kinda bums me out cause id really like a change. i really hate having an urge to try and find a girl who is down for me because its something that i think about a lot that just stressed me out in the long run and i wish i could refocus that energy in different aspects of my life like skating or learning how to play an instrument or finding another job or somethin. summer is just around the corner so im hyped to be skating a bunch and doing some dope shit but im bummed i wont have as many opportunities to meet girls and shit. i dono, just kinda bummed out on my shit right now but it probably doesnt compare to other peoples stories on here so sorry pals. much love if you read all of this dumb stuff.

I really think you just need to cut yourself a break and enjoy the experiences you are having rather than focusing on the ones you aren't. Being a virgin might seem like a big deal but really it's only as big a deal as you make it to be, don't feel like you have to conform to other people's perceptions of when where and how you should do thing especially with something intimate. If you feel like you want to be intimate with someone then try your luck but don't disappointed if its doesn't work out the way you imagined and make sure you have fun along the way. If you're  2 years out if senior class your probably still under 20 right? There is a lot more living to be done.

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Post by: smellyfart on June 01, 2014, 10:41:12 AM

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i dont really think its a confession but its something that i havent really shared with many people before and its that i still am a virgin. it hasnt really bugged me until i got psyched on this girl a couple of months ago. things were cool for a minute and i thought i was on the path to getting laid but things werent how i perceived them and i got teased pretty good. wasnt till recently that i realized how difficult it is to talk to women and the more i think about it the dumber i feel about it for overthinking all of it or rethinking what i could have done to try and made things work in the past with this one girl. i met a girl at school the other day that im hoping i run into again but i really dont know what or how i would make things advance or happen because i dont really find myself to be that entertaining/ fun to be around of a person. all i could think of was to ask her if she wanted to read this corny joke book i found. i love slap, throughout senior year in highschool i spent everyday in the library surfing around on here and now two years later, shit hasnt changed at all in my life which kinda bums me out cause id really like a change. i really hate having an urge to try and find a girl who is down for me because its something that i think about a lot that just stressed me out in the long run and i wish i could refocus that energy in different aspects of my life like skating or learning how to play an instrument or finding another job or somethin. summer is just around the corner so im hyped to be skating a bunch and doing some dope shit but im bummed i wont have as many opportunities to meet girls and shit. i dono, just kinda bummed out on my shit right now but it probably doesnt compare to other peoples stories on here so sorry pals. much love if you read all of this dumb stuff.

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I really think you just need to cut yourself a break and enjoy the experiences you are having rather than focusing on the ones you aren't. Being a virgin might seem like a big deal but really it's only as big a deal as you make it to be, don't feel like you have to conform to other people's perceptions of when where and how you should do thing especially with something intimate. If you feel like you want to be intimate with someone then try your luck but don't disappointed if its doesn't work out the way you imagined and make sure you have fun along the way. If you're  2 years out if senior class your probably still under 20 right? There is a lot more living to be done.

dude, thanks for the confidence boost my guy. your definitely right though, ive been trying to move through things in a manner that i understand but i do find myself questioning my thoughts and actions and looking at them from other peoples perspectives which at the end of the day doesnt really matter. thanks for your help brother, with summer just around the corner ive got a lot of good times to be had and i shouldnt be worrying about things that are bumming me out in the end.

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Post by: pinche gringo on June 01, 2014, 05:22:37 PM

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i dont really think its a confession but its something that i havent really shared with many people before and its that i still am a virgin. it hasnt really bugged me until i got psyched on this girl a couple of months ago. things were cool for a minute and i thought i was on the path to getting laid but things werent how i perceived them and i got teased pretty good. wasnt till recently that i realized how difficult it is to talk to women and the more i think about it the dumber i feel about it for overthinking all of it or rethinking what i could have done to try and made things work in the past with this one girl. i met a girl at school the other day that im hoping i run into again but i really dont know what or how i would make things advance or happen because i dont really find myself to be that entertaining/ fun to be around of a person. all i could think of was to ask her if she wanted to read this corny joke book i found. i love slap, throughout senior year in highschool i spent everyday in the library surfing around on here and now two years later, shit hasnt changed at all in my life which kinda bums me out cause id really like a change. i really hate having an urge to try and find a girl who is down for me because its something that i think about a lot that just stressed me out in the long run and i wish i could refocus that energy in different aspects of my life like skating or learning how to play an instrument or finding another job or somethin. summer is just around the corner so im hyped to be skating a bunch and doing some dope shit but im bummed i wont have as many opportunities to meet girls and shit. i dono, just kinda bummed out on my shit right now but it probably doesnt compare to other peoples stories on here so sorry pals. much love if you read all of this dumb stuff.

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I really think you just need to cut yourself a break and enjoy the experiences you are having rather than focusing on the ones you aren't. Being a virgin might seem like a big deal but really it's only as big a deal as you make it to be, don't feel like you have to conform to other people's perceptions of when where and how you should do thing especially with something intimate. If you feel like you want to be intimate with someone then try your luck but don't disappointed if its doesn't work out the way you imagined and make sure you have fun along the way. If you're  2 years out if senior class your probably still under 20 right? There is a lot more living to be done.

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dude, thanks for the confidence boost my guy. your definitely right though, ive been trying to move through things in a manner that i understand but i do find myself questioning my thoughts and actions and looking at them from other peoples perspectives which at the end of the day doesnt really matter. thanks for your help brother, with summer just around the corner ive got a lot of good times to be had and i shouldnt be worrying about things that are bumming me out in the end.

Take things as they come. As Soda said there really are no standards or timeframes that things should happen in. Summer is coming there are tons of rad things to do and people to meet. Have fun, be young, and don't worry too much.

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Post by: shitsandwich on June 01, 2014, 05:41:19 PM

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i dont really think its a confession but its something that i havent really shared with many people before and its that i still am a virgin. it hasnt really bugged me until i got psyched on this girl a couple of months ago. things were cool for a minute and i thought i was on the path to getting laid but things werent how i perceived them and i got teased pretty good. wasnt till recently that i realized how difficult it is to talk to women and the more i think about it the dumber i feel about it for overthinking all of it or rethinking what i could have done to try and made things work in the past with this one girl. i met a girl at school the other day that im hoping i run into again but i really dont know what or how i would make things advance or happen because i dont really find myself to be that entertaining/ fun to be around of a person. all i could think of was to ask her if she wanted to read this corny joke book i found. i love slap, throughout senior year in highschool i spent everyday in the library surfing around on here and now two years later, shit hasnt changed at all in my life which kinda bums me out cause id really like a change. i really hate having an urge to try and find a girl who is down for me because its something that i think about a lot that just stressed me out in the long run and i wish i could refocus that energy in different aspects of my life like skating or learning how to play an instrument or finding another job or somethin. summer is just around the corner so im hyped to be skating a bunch and doing some dope shit but im bummed i wont have as many opportunities to meet girls and shit. i dono, just kinda bummed out on my shit right now but it probably doesnt compare to other peoples stories on here so sorry pals. much love if you read all of this dumb stuff.

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I really think you just need to cut yourself a break and enjoy the experiences you are having rather than focusing on the ones you aren't. Being a virgin might seem like a big deal but really it's only as big a deal as you make it to be, don't feel like you have to conform to other people's perceptions of when where and how you should do thing especially with something intimate. If you feel like you want to be intimate with someone then try your luck but don't disappointed if its doesn't work out the way you imagined and make sure you have fun along the way. If you're  2 years out if senior class your probably still under 20 right? There is a lot more living to be done.

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dude, thanks for the confidence boost my guy. your definitely right though, ive been trying to move through things in a manner that i understand but i do find myself questioning my thoughts and actions and looking at them from other peoples perspectives which at the end of the day doesnt really matter. thanks for your help brother, with summer just around the corner ive got a lot of good times to be had and i shouldnt be worrying about things that are bumming me out in the end.

I'm twenty and I'm a virgin also. I used to stress about it but then I realized I was just stressing because I felt too old to still be one. Now I don't really care cus I'm sure down the line I'm going to have opportunities.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 02, 2014, 12:36:26 AM

I'm 25. I don't give a shit about any perceived social stigma having to do with being a virgin. What bothers me is my unsatisfied libido and desire for relationships.

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Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on June 02, 2014, 03:52:31 AM

jsut skimmed the thread but the fact that you chose to go to a goth night instead of a place called the BOOTY BASEMENT is pretty indicative of why you are still a virgin

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Post by: L33Tg33k on June 02, 2014, 01:48:24 PM

Uh, it's called Booty BasSment. It's a play on words. Shows how much you know! They played songs from the Mortal Kombat soundtrack at goth night. It can't be beat.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 02, 2014, 01:58:01 PM

Scorpion sub zero Shang tsung fight.

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Post by: Bronson on June 03, 2014, 09:26:41 AM

Just got home from my first online-date ever, oh boy how different someone can appear in person than in her text.

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Post by: waltercronkite on June 04, 2014, 08:38:49 PM

I think l33tg33k should film a slap pals part

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Post by: shark tits on June 04, 2014, 08:53:47 PM

found my brother od'd blocking the fridge door from shutting. got him up and he proceeds to try pushing me in front of the bus, is sending me threatening texts but he's scared of me in real life. hate to say it but i regret waking him up.

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Post by: L33Tg33k on June 04, 2014, 09:31:07 PM

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I think l33tg33k should film a slap pals part

I'm 300 pounds and I don't skate. I come here to be cool.

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Post by: waltercronkite on June 04, 2014, 10:03:38 PM

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I think l33tg33k should film a slap pals part

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I'm 300 pounds and I don't skate. I come here to be cool.

but ive seen footy and photos of you skating

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CumOnYourFace on June 04, 2014, 10:10:20 PM

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I'm 300 pounds and I don't skate. I come here to be cool.

Who said anything about skating? Film yourself sitting on the curb, outside a 7/11, while eating food. Maybe, someone with a food fetish will masturbate to it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 04, 2014, 11:18:08 PM

Some piece of shit just put a brick through the windshield of my mother's '60s Malibu not 10 minutes ago. I ran outside to get the fucks but they peeled off in a red SUV. What cunts. Way too dark to see plates.

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Post by: paraquat on June 05, 2014, 06:12:53 AM

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Some piece of shit just put a brick through the windshield of my mother's '60s Malibu not 10 minutes ago. I ran outside to get the fucks but they peeled off in a red SUV. What cunts. Way too dark to see plates.

When someone wrongs my family I feel like I could penetrate their flesh with my finger tips.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on June 05, 2014, 01:37:44 PM

I'm slowly realizing I don't have real life friends anymore and it's slowly getting to me as a person and as a skateboarder. Haven't gone out of my house in a while.

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Post by: L33Tg33k on June 05, 2014, 01:41:10 PM

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I'm slowly realizing I don't have real life friends anymore and it's slowly getting to me as a person and as a skateboarder. Haven't gone out of my house in a while.

"Wah, wah, I've got no friends!"

Can you believe someone would say that on the internet? Pussified fuccbois everywhere. Goddamn, I'm so cool.

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Post by: ThugWaffle on June 05, 2014, 03:00:07 PM

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I'm slowly realizing I don't have real life friends anymore and it's slowly getting to me as a person and as a skateboarder. Haven't gone out of my house in a while.

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"Wah, wah, I've got no friends!"

Can you believe someone would say that on the internet? Pussified fuccbois everywhere. Goddamn, I'm so cool.

Come to think of it, I have quite a couple of people I can certainly call friends. I'm just too damn cool.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on June 05, 2014, 03:10:59 PM

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found my brother od'd blocking the fridge door from shutting. got him up and he proceeds to try pushing me in front of the bus, is sending me threatening texts but he's scared of me in real life. hate to say it but i regret waking him up.

damn. what a herb.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on June 05, 2014, 04:43:39 PM

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found my brother od'd blocking the fridge door from shutting. got him up and he proceeds to try pushing me in front of the bus, is sending me threatening texts but he's scared of me in real life. hate to say it but i regret waking him up.

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damn. what a herb.

Classic fucking response!

"Herb"

1. To be wack. Worthy of being mocked. Weak, chumpish, and generally to be avoided.

2. Mocking term of friends and/ or enemies.

It's origins lie in New York City, and with a national commercial campaign by Burger King where it stated "Don't be a herb, get the Whopper." In it Herb was a combination of a nerd and a moron.

The context, the reference, all classic Rusty!

Confession: I watch this sometimes for pure East Coast stoke!!!

Tyler Kirschner Skateboarding 2013 - 2014 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kw-m8npZVq0#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on June 05, 2014, 04:47:27 PM

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found my brother od'd blocking the fridge door from shutting. got him up and he proceeds to try pushing me in front of the bus, is sending me threatening texts but he's scared of me in real life. hate to say it but i regret waking him up.

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damn. what a herb.

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Classic fucking response!

"Herb"

1. To be wack. Worthy of being mocked. Weak, chumpish, and generally to be avoided.

2. Mocking term of friends and/ or enemies.

It's origins lie in New York City, and with a national commercial campaign by Burger King where it stated "Don't be a herb, get the Whopper." In it Herb was a combination of a nerd and a moron.

The context, the reference, all classic Rusty!

Confession: I watch this sometimes for pure East Coast stoke!!!

Tyler Kirschner Skateboarding 2013 - 2014 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kw-m8npZVq0#)

ha, i never knew where that was from but i remember in high school being befuddled cause i'm thinking 'it's pronounced urb not herb'.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 05, 2014, 09:53:24 PM

It's time to face facts. In all likelihood I'll be alive for a long time. I've got to do something to make my life not suck like go back to skooll. I think this time may be different because for the first time I can see my life extending into the future. An inevitability. That is unless I luck out and some dude shoots me dead on campus in a mass shooting. I can bank on that more than winning the lottery anyhow. I still don't know what I'm going to do though. I've got to find a career to work towards that won't make more depressed than already am. I don't think that exists.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: waltercronkite on June 05, 2014, 10:23:56 PM

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It's time to face facts. In all likelihood I'll be alive for a long time. I've got to do something to make my life not suck like go back to skooll. I think this time may be different because for the first time I can see my life extending into the future. An inevitability. That is unless I luck out and some dude shoots me dead on campus in a mass shooting. I can bank on that more than winning the lottery anyhow. I still don't know what I'm going to do though. I've got to find a career to work towards that won't make more depressed than already am. I don't think that exists.

take some gen ed courses and try to get involved in some activity going on at the school, that worked for me. I took a lot and i mean a lot of classes, found out i had options and after years of kind of just going along for the ride and then one more year of real effort i figured out what i really enjoy doing and that lead me to leave my comfort zone and meet new interesting people.

I dont want to lecture you or act like i have it all figured out and am shoving advice down your throat like i feel some people on here do so im sorry if i am actually doing that but i will tell you for me i just needed a plan or a schedule that wasnt mapped out to far in the future but got me out of my house every day to get me out of my "funk". I would set goals and make plans for my self that were set a couple of weeks into the future then a couple months and now im working on a degree that will take me at the least 2 and a half more years. I just needed some structure and a schedule that got me out of the house everyday and kept me busy because to much alone time became a very dangerous thing for me and my mental health

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mr. Lono on June 05, 2014, 10:25:35 PM

I am facing facts. It is no picnic but I can pay my rent. Glad you haven't counted out you're own future but unless you have a skilled trade you have to suck it up. I won't waste you're time with my history but my buddy worked warehouse long enough to get a degree in welding. Obviously he didn't weld in a warehouse but he paid for his degree in a shit job and now he lives comfortably. Plus welding is pretty interesting. Or you could join the army like those old thrasher adds.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 06, 2014, 12:19:25 AM

Just found out skool starts on fucking Monday. I didn't think the summer semester would start for another couple weeks at least. I applied, but goddamn, I don't know if I can get any classes. We'll see.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on June 06, 2014, 08:40:09 AM

Stoked for you guys.  I know I need to do the same but when you're in a rut it can be hard to pull yourself out.  I need sun and some motivational books to read.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 06, 2014, 04:59:41 PM

According to facespace Ryan Sheckler and I share a middle name. No wonder I can't find a chill girl.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skinnypimp211 on June 06, 2014, 05:21:16 PM

you dont need school l33t you need pussy... ive see alot of ugly dudes with girls, so i dont understand you never getting laid. shit dont make no sense. stop fucking around

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on June 06, 2014, 05:34:16 PM

bizarro leetgeek

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pinche gringo on June 06, 2014, 05:38:38 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 05, 2014, 09:53:24 PM

It's time to face facts. In all likelihood I'll be alive for a long time. I've got to do something to make my life not suck like go back to skooll. I think this time may be different because for the first time I can see my life extending into the future. An inevitability. That is unless I luck out and some dude shoots me dead on campus in a mass shooting. I can bank on that more than winning the lottery anyhow. I still don't know what I'm going to do though. I've got to find a career to work towards that won't make more depressed than already am. I don't think that exists.

This is a good decision. I'm stoked for you. I'm not 'applying' my degree, but I'm really happy that I followed through with college. It's one of the only things I've 'achieved', at least on paper. You'll do great.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on June 06, 2014, 10:08:50 PM

Quote from: ROCKxADIO420 on June 06, 2014, 05:34:16 PM

bizarro leetgeek

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on June 07, 2014, 01:15:26 AM

So if you guys remember the "things you are stoked on" thread i posted a little bit ago that my sister got engaged. Well shes getting married in a couple of months and i honestly don't want to go. I posted before in this thread my anxiety was really bad for the past 2 years and what made it even worst was my sister. When ever she was home she would make me feel like the worst person on earth. She would say things like "All you do is just sit in side all day you are worthless" or "Do you think mom likes it driving you to the doctors cause you can't" (i have really bad anxiety when i drive), even though she makes my dad drive her to the hospital every other month for her to get her arthritis shots. She thought i liked sitting in side all day not doing anything with my life and living off of my parents cause i didn't have a job. I always ignored her though cause she seemed like she was acting younger than me like a little kid, but one time i almost punched her in the face cause she made me feel so bad about myself but i ended up breaking the kitchen cabinet. Why should i support her on her day when she didn't even support me the past 2 years. Honestly at this point i think i am only going to, 1. try to hook up with her friends (almost did one time) and 2. if there's an open bar. Am i being the asshole here?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nylin on June 07, 2014, 01:54:50 AM

Quote from: tobey on June 07, 2014, 01:15:26 AM

So if you guys remember the "things you are stoked on" thread i posted a little bit ago that my sister got engaged. Well shes getting married in a couple of months and i honestly don't want to go. I posted before in this thread my anxiety was really bad for the past 2 years and what made it even worst was my sister. When ever she was home she would make me feel like the worst person on earth. She would say things like "All you do is just sit in side all day you are worthless" or "Do you think mom likes it driving you to the doctors cause you can't" (i have really bad anxiety when i drive), even though she makes my dad drive her to the hospital every other month for her to get her arthritis shots. She thought i liked sitting in side all day not doing anything with my life and living off of my parents cause i didn't have a job. I always ignored her though cause she seemed like she was acting younger than me like a little kid, but one time i almost punched her in the face cause she made me feel so bad about myself but i ended up breaking the kitchen cabinet. Why should i support her on her day when she didn't even support me the past 2 years. Honestly at this point i think i am only going to, 1. try to hook up with her friends (almost did one time) and 2. if there's an open bar. Am i being the asshole here?

Yes do that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on June 07, 2014, 04:12:55 AM

Quote from: tobey on June 07, 2014, 01:15:26 AM

So if you guys remember the "things you are stoked on" thread i posted a little bit ago that my sister got engaged. Well shes getting married in a couple of months and i honestly don't want to go. I posted before in this thread my anxiety was really bad for the past 2 years and what made it even worst was my sister. When ever she was home she would make me feel like the worst person on earth. She would say things like "All you do is just sit in side all day you are worthless" or "Do you think mom likes it driving you to the doctors cause you can't" (i have really bad anxiety when i drive), even though she makes my dad drive her to the hospital every other month for her to get her arthritis shots. She thought i liked sitting in side all day not doing anything with my life and living off of my parents cause i didn't have a job. I always ignored her though cause she seemed like she was acting younger than me like a little kid, but one time i almost punched her in the face cause she made me feel so bad about myself but i ended up breaking the kitchen cabinet. Why should i support her on her day when she didn't even support me the past 2 years. Honestly at this point i think i am only going to, 1. try to hook up with her friends (almost did one time) and 2. if there's an open bar. Am i being the asshole here?

Just go. Maybe try and hire a pastel coloured tux with a ruffled shirt and ask if you can bring a friend. Make it your day if you wanna annoy her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on June 07, 2014, 08:34:40 AM

Make sure to write 'She's pregnant!' on the car with all the 'Just Married' stuff.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on June 07, 2014, 09:43:26 AM

Quote from: ttching! on June 07, 2014, 08:34:40 AM

Make sure to write 'She's pregnant!' on the car with all the 'Just Married' stuff.

And in quotes right under it put (with herpes!).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on June 07, 2014, 09:47:56 AM

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Make sure to write 'She's pregnant!' on the car with all the 'Just Married' stuff.

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And in quotes right under it put (with herpes!).

Great ideas! keep them coming

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on June 07, 2014, 10:09:42 AM

Do you have to travel a great distance to get there? Honestly, nobody wants to go to a wedding, it's got nothing to do with anxiety. Just be happy you're not in the fucking thing. Go get drunk, eat food, embarrass your family, get your dick wet and call it a night. And don't go to her next one, you've fulfilled your obligation.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on June 07, 2014, 06:24:17 PM

Quote from: Nallid on June 07, 2014, 10:09:42 AM

Do you have to travel a great distance to get there? Honestly, nobody wants to go to a wedding, it's got nothing to do with anxiety. Just be happy you're not in the fucking thing. Go get drunk, eat food, embarrass your family, get your dick wet and call it a night. And don't go to her next one, you've fulfilled your obligation.

Yeah that's kind of another reason i might not go, the church is in the suburbs, which is no big deal for my anxiety but the reception is in the city. I get really bad anxiety when driving especially in traffic and there's always traffic in the city. So if i go i would need someone to drive me which could be a good thing because if i get wasted (which i plan to) I won't be drinking and driving that night.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 09, 2014, 10:40:58 PM

Oh god, how I wish my sex drive would just disappear. I don't want to devote any more thought to it. Fuck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Chris Hansen is back on June 10, 2014, 12:08:38 PM

Idiot

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on June 10, 2014, 09:39:36 PM

Quote from: tobey on June 07, 2014, 01:15:26 AM

So if you guys remember the "things you are stoked on" thread i posted a little bit ago that my sister got engaged. Well shes getting married in a couple of months and i honestly don't want to go. I posted before in this thread my anxiety was really bad for the past 2 years and what made it even worst was my sister. When ever she was home she would make me feel like the worst person on earth. She would say things like "All you do is just sit in side all day you are worthless" or "Do you think mom likes it driving you to the doctors cause you can't" (i have really bad anxiety when i drive), even though she makes my dad drive her to the hospital every other month for her to get her arthritis shots. She thought i liked sitting in side all day not doing anything with my life and living off of my parents cause i didn't have a job. I always ignored her though cause she seemed like she was acting younger than me like a little kid, but one time i almost punched her in the face cause she made me feel so bad about myself but i ended up breaking the kitchen cabinet. Why should i support her on her day when she didn't even support me the past 2 years. Honestly at this point i think i am only going to, 1. try to hook up with her friends (almost did one time) and 2. if there's an open bar. Am i being the asshole here?

No way Don't go.  If she causes you to be upset or makes your anxiety worse, you need to stay away.  Your health and peace of mind is on the line.  Is anyone holding a gun to your head to go? Hell no, so Why dial pain?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on June 10, 2014, 10:27:48 PM

Quote from: iSk84thechicas on June 10, 2014, 09:39:36 PM

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So if you guys remember the "things you are stoked on" thread i posted a little bit ago that my sister got engaged. Well shes getting married in a couple of months and i honestly don't want to go. I posted before in this thread my anxiety was really bad for the past 2 years and what made it even worst was my sister. When ever she was home she would make me feel like the worst person on earth. She would say things like "All you do is just sit in side all day you are worthless" or "Do you think mom likes it driving you to the doctors cause you can't" (i have really bad anxiety when i drive), even though she makes my dad drive her to the hospital every other month for her to get her arthritis shots. She thought i liked sitting in side all day not doing anything with my life and living off of my parents cause i didn't have a job. I always ignored her though cause she seemed like she was acting younger than me like a little kid, but one time i almost punched her in the face cause she made me feel so bad about myself but i ended up breaking the kitchen cabinet. Why should i support her on her day when she didn't even support me the past 2 years. Honestly at this point i think i am only going to, 1. try to hook up with her friends (almost did one time) and 2. if there's an open bar. Am i being the asshole here?

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No way Don't go.  If she causes you to be upset or makes your anxiety worse, you need to stay away.  Your health and peace of mind is on the line.  Is anyone holding a gun to your head to go? Hell no, so Why dial pain?

I have to go to the wedding but my mom said i don't have to go to the reception, if i go to the reception it would be to see my dad's side of the family not to support my sister

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on June 10, 2014, 10:31:45 PM

Ok then, Just dont go to the reception. Pay your respects and get the hell out of there. See your dad and his family, but save your sanity.  Good Luck man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on June 11, 2014, 11:10:54 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on June 11, 2014, 09:28:12 PM

startin talkin again to the one girl who makes feel like complete garbage, feelin pretty(super) garb atm, fuck, it sucks caring way more for someone than they care about themselves, expecting the worst than having it without fail always coming true and dreading where its all heading, for a petite gal u sure cast a big shadow   :( FUCK my gentle spirit is so crushed right now  :'(

Hey, I don't understand, do you have feelings for this chick?  And she keeps rejecting your advances? 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on June 12, 2014, 07:33:45 AM

i just turned 25 and still cant grow a beard..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on June 12, 2014, 10:04:49 AM

Quote from: dirtyweemidden on June 12, 2014, 07:33:45 AM

i just turned 25 and still cant grow a beard..

I've been shaving since 18, you're better off.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SHAWN COMBOVER on June 12, 2014, 01:28:04 PM

Quote from: dirtyweemidden on June 12, 2014, 07:33:45 AM

i just turned 25 and still cant grow a beard..

I'll be 26 next week and fully embraced the scumstache.
Think Joe Dirt. Kinda just grows in all white trashy like that.
you aren't alone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 12, 2014, 06:20:23 PM

Quote from: SHAWN COMBOVER on June 12, 2014, 01:28:04 PM

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i just turned 25 and still cant grow a beard..

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I'll be 26 next week and fully embraced the scumstache.
Think Joe Dirt. Kinda just grows in all white trashy like that.
you aren't alone.

If you can't grow one by 25, it will never happen. I am almost 31 and can only grow and bitchin zorro mustache.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 12, 2014, 06:31:30 PM

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i just turned 25 and still cant grow a beard..

[close]

I'll be 26 next week and fully embraced the scumstache.
Think Joe Dirt. Kinda just grows in all white trashy like that.
you aren't alone.

[close]

If you can't grow one by 25, it will never happen. I am almost 31 and can only grow and bitchin zorro mustache.

Bullshit. Facial hair can get thicker as you get older just as sure as the hair on your head can get thinner and new hair can sprout from your damn ears. There's no telling if it'll ever grow in better but it's still possible. I'm 25 and the only hair that grows in thick on my face at the moment is a goatee mustache and neck beard. I can grow hair on the sides of my face but it's really patchy and thin. I'm almost certain it will grow in better over time though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on June 12, 2014, 10:01:42 PM

Quote from: dirtyweemidden on June 12, 2014, 07:33:45 AM

i just turned 25 and still cant grow a beard..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on June 12, 2014, 10:20:51 PM

i've been able to grow a full beard since i was 15 but girls hated it so i've always kept a clean shaven look mostly. it's weird having facial hair go in your mouths while your making out. i guess i could've kept it trim but even at trimmed some girls would say it irritated their skin. rhymin?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 13, 2014, 04:30:35 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 12, 2014, 06:31:30 PM

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Quote from: SHAWN COMBOVER on June 12, 2014, 01:28:04 PM

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Quote from: dirtyweemidden on June 12, 2014, 07:33:45 AM

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i just turned 25 and still cant grow a beard..

[close]

I'll be 26 next week and fully embraced the scumstache.
Think Joe Dirt. Kinda just grows in all white trashy like that.
you aren't alone.

[close]

If you can't grow one by 25, it will never happen. I am almost 31 and can only grow and bitchin zorro mustache.

[close]

Bullshit. Facial hair can get thicker as you get older just as sure as the hair on your head can get thinner and new hair can sprout from your damn ears. There's no telling if it'll ever grow in better but it's still possible. I'm 25 and the only hair that grows in thick on my face at the moment is a goatee mustache and neck beard. I can grow hair on the sides of my face but it's really patchy and thin. I'm almost certain it will grow in better over time though.

Keep the hope alive.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on June 13, 2014, 05:53:51 AM

Quote from: paraquat on June 13, 2014, 04:30:35 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 12, 2014, 06:31:30 PM

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Quote from: paraquat on June 12, 2014, 06:20:23 PM

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Quote from: SHAWN COMBOVER on June 12, 2014, 01:28:04 PM

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Quote from: dirtyweemidden on June 12, 2014, 07:33:45 AM

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i just turned 25 and still cant grow a beard..

[close]

I'll be 26 next week and fully embraced the scumstache.
Think Joe Dirt. Kinda just grows in all white trashy like that.
you aren't alone.

[close]

If you can't grow one by 25, it will never happen. I am almost 31 and can only grow and bitchin zorro mustache.

[close]

Bullshit. Facial hair can get thicker as you get older just as sure as the hair on your head can get thinner and new hair can sprout from your damn ears. There's no telling if it'll ever grow in better but it's still possible. I'm 25 and the only hair that grows in thick on my face at the moment is a goatee mustache and neck beard. I can grow hair on the sides of my face but it's really patchy and thin. I'm almost certain it will grow in better over time though.

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Keep the hope alive.

down with the scumstache for sure!

not too fussed about the non existant chin growth really as it means i barely ever have to shave..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on June 13, 2014, 07:20:09 AM

Quote from: dirtyweemidden on June 13, 2014, 05:53:51 AM

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Quote from: dirtyweemidden on June 12, 2014, 07:33:45 AM

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i just turned 25 and still cant grow a beard..

[close]

I'll be 26 next week and fully embraced the scumstache.
Think Joe Dirt. Kinda just grows in all white trashy like that.
you aren't alone.

[close]

If you can't grow one by 25, it will never happen. I am almost 31 and can only grow and bitchin zorro mustache.

[close]

Bullshit. Facial hair can get thicker as you get older just as sure as the hair on your head can get thinner and new hair can sprout from your damn ears. There's no telling if it'll ever grow in better but it's still possible. I'm 25 and the only hair that grows in thick on my face at the moment is a goatee mustache and neck beard. I can grow hair on the sides of my face but it's really patchy and thin. I'm almost certain it will grow in better over time though.

[close]

Keep the hope alive.

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down with the scumstache for sure!

not too fussed about the non existant chin growth really as it means i barely ever have to shave..

Shaving is a fucking pain sometimes, consider yourself semi-lucky.

I've moved into the realm of dedicating a hair trimmer to just doing my facial hair, takes 2 minutes & no bullshit.

I used to twin razors forever, mainly because I just didn't care & I'm happy to say I'm 2 years clean off the twin razors . . .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on June 13, 2014, 10:35:37 AM

i guarantee im the hairiest dude on slap. ive been shaving since 14.

i used to be so embarrassed and self conscious about it that i never wore shorts from 8th grade until i was probably 19 unless i was going swimming just because people would see my legs and have to say "oh my god! your legs are so hairy!!" then they would want to touch them. people have pet my arms before because theyre so hairy. now that im older, i dont care about it, but growing up as the hairy guy definitely sucked. once i tried to shave my chest hair in probably junior year because i used to hang out at the lake a lot nobody else my age had a full on hairy chest like i did. then it all started to grow back and get stubbly and i got made fun of for that too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on June 13, 2014, 12:22:03 PM

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Quote from: dirtyweemidden on June 12, 2014, 07:33:45 AM

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i just turned 25 and still cant grow a beard..

[close]

I'll be 26 next week and fully embraced the scumstache.
Think Joe Dirt. Kinda just grows in all white trashy like that.
you aren't alone.

[close]

If you can't grow one by 25, it will never happen. I am almost 31 and can only grow and bitchin zorro mustache.

[close]

Bullshit. Facial hair can get thicker as you get older just as sure as the hair on your head can get thinner and new hair can sprout from your damn ears. There's no telling if it'll ever grow in better but it's still possible. I'm 25 and the only hair that grows in thick on my face at the moment is a goatee mustache and neck beard. I can grow hair on the sides of my face but it's really patchy and thin. I'm almost certain it will grow in better over time though.

[close]

Keep the hope alive.

[close]

down with the scumstache for sure!

not too fussed about the non existant chin growth really as it means i barely ever have to shave..

[close]

Shaving is a fucking pain sometimes, consider yourself semi-lucky.

I've moved into the realm of dedicating a hair trimmer to just doing my facial hair, takes 2 minutes & no bullshit.

I used to twin razors forever, mainly because I just didn't care & I'm happy to say I'm 2 years clean off the twin razors . . .

i always picture u with a beard for some reason. guess i stand corrected. i too rock a trimmer instead of a razor for shaving. doesn't give too close a shave but no one's complaining.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on June 13, 2014, 12:23:53 PM

I have a beard 100% of the time, I just use the #1 trimmer bit to get that even coat . . .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on June 13, 2014, 12:40:08 PM

Here's a pic of last time I had a beard. I think I seriously pissed a chick off that tried to get with me with it.

(http://i59.tinypic.com/2you7o0.png)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on June 13, 2014, 12:42:43 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on June 13, 2014, 12:40:08 PM

Here's a pic of last time I had a beard. I think I seriously pissed a chick off that tried to get with me with it.

(http://i59.tinypic.com/2you7o0.png)

Fuck yes!

The Carhartt jacket seals the deal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on June 13, 2014, 01:09:27 PM

u look like a zonked out alternate dimension muska in that one rusty

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on June 13, 2014, 06:40:38 PM

Quote from: JB on June 13, 2014, 10:35:37 AM

i guarantee im the hairiest dude on slap. ive been shaving since 14.

i used to be so embarrassed and self conscious about it that i never wore shorts from 8th grade until i was probably 19 unless i was going swimming just because people would see my legs and have to say "oh my god! your legs are so hairy!!" then they would want to touch them. people have pet my arms before because theyre so hairy. now that im older, i dont care about it, but growing up as the hairy guy definitely sucked. once i tried to shave my chest hair in probably junior year because i used to hang out at the lake a lot nobody else my age had a full on hairy chest like i did. then it all started to grow back and get stubbly and i got made fun of for that too.

I was the complete opposite, i wouldn't wear shorts cause i had very little to no hair all through out high school

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Andrew on June 14, 2014, 04:12:20 AM

l33tgeek, do you have any girls you are just friends with?
I feel like a lot of awkwardness around girls just comes from not really knowing how to talk/relate to them. Having cool girls around that you aren't interested in dating (sexually attracted to) can be really beneficial. I have a good number of girl friends and it definitely makes talking to girls I AM interested in way easier. Talking to girls I am interested in can still be nerve wracking for sure, but i find that initial casual conversation is a lot less stressful if I treat it like a convo with one of my girl friends. from this point, you can see if there is any chemistry in the air and it's easier to make the next logical step. plus, girls (obviously) have other cute friends and if yr cool then you'll probably end up meeting them at some point and them wamamamama
your point about how talking to guys is a lot easier made me think of this.

i don't know if this helps at all but i figured it couldn't hurt

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on June 14, 2014, 10:17:02 AM

Feeling pretty tight, I have been staying at my mothers place for a bit, and unfortunately haven been able to catch jobs. I work in the restaurant industry and haven't had anything stick.  Just a few trials.  No call backs.  I went out for an hour yesterday and My mother went and either left and is home and isnt opening the door. very irritating.  I almost flat broke and all my money and clothes are there.  She tole me yesterday that in 3 days shes moving Is she gone now??? WTF. I know its her place, but god damn, if you say your gonna give me 3 days then dammit give me 3 days, or at least let me talk to you about it. And I think shes just bluffing, nothings packed and she  usually gets cranky all the time about minor issues.  All i have with me is the clothes on my back, my skateboard and some skate shoes. And a motorcycle jacket. I fucking look like slash right now with short hair.  I havent slept since yesterday and Im sitting here typing this in the fucking library, eyes red as hell, and my legs and feet are getting tired from walking around.  My girlfriend is all the way in mexico and I'm thinking of having her wire me some money if my mom is serious. All my friends are broke, or have been ditching me.  And I'm contemplating calling my porn chick friend to help me out. Could call one of my spanish milf fbs to let me stay but this one in particular is all the way in NJ. But im really tight. And dont know what to do next.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on June 14, 2014, 10:22:35 AM

Quote from: iSk84thechicas on June 14, 2014, 10:17:02 AM

Feeling pretty tight, I have been staying at my mothers place for a bit, and unfortunately haven been able to catch jobs. I work in the restaurant industry and haven't had anything stick.  Just a few trials.  No call backs.  I went out for an hour yesterday and My mother went and either left and is home and isnt opening the door. very irritating.  I almost flat broke and all my money and clothes are there.  She tole me yesterday that in 3 days shes moving Is she gone now??? WTF. I know its her place, but god damn, if you say your gonna give me 3 days then dammit give me 3 days, or at least let me talk to you about it. And I think shes just bluffing, nothings packed and she  usually gets cranky all the time about minor issues.  All i have with me is the clothes on my back, my skateboard and some skate shoes. And a motorcycle jacket. I fucking look like slash right now with short hair.  I havent slept since yesterday and Im sitting here typing this in the fucking library, eyes red as hell, and my legs and feet are getting tired from walking around.  My girlfriend is all the way in mexico and I'm thinking of having her wire me some money if my mom is serious. All my friends are broke, or have been ditching me.  And I'm contemplating calling my porn chick friend to help me out. Could call one of my spanish milf fbs to let me stay but this one in particular is all the way in NJ. But im really tight. And dont know what to do next.

Could be worse.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on June 14, 2014, 10:29:02 AM

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Feeling pretty tight, I have been staying at my mothers place for a bit, and unfortunately haven been able to catch jobs. I work in the restaurant industry and haven't had anything stick.  Just a few trials.  No call backs.  I went out for an hour yesterday and My mother went and either left and is home and isnt opening the door. very irritating.  I almost flat broke and all my money and clothes are there.  She tole me yesterday that in 3 days shes moving Is she gone now??? WTF. I know its her place, but god damn, if you say your gonna give me 3 days then dammit give me 3 days, or at least let me talk to you about it. And I think shes just bluffing, nothings packed and she  usually gets cranky all the time about minor issues.  All i have with me is the clothes on my back, my skateboard and some skate shoes. And a motorcycle jacket. I fucking look like slash right now with short hair.  I havent slept since yesterday and Im sitting here typing this in the fucking library, eyes red as hell, and my legs and feet are getting tired from walking around.  My girlfriend is all the way in mexico and I'm thinking of having her wire me some money if my mom is serious. All my friends are broke, or have been ditching me.  And I'm contemplating calling my porn chick friend to help me out. Could call one of my spanish milf fbs to let me stay but this one in particular is all the way in NJ. But im really tight. And dont know what to do next.

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Could be worse.

3 words just made my experience 100 times better. your right.  Now lets hope she answers the phone and isnt in LA.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on June 14, 2014, 12:13:09 PM

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Feeling pretty tight, I have been staying at my mothers place for a bit, and unfortunately haven been able to catch jobs. I work in the restaurant industry and haven't had anything stick.  Just a few trials.  No call backs.  I went out for an hour yesterday and My mother went and either left and is home and isnt opening the door. very irritating.  I almost flat broke and all my money and clothes are there.  She tole me yesterday that in 3 days shes moving Is she gone now??? WTF. I know its her place, but god damn, if you say your gonna give me 3 days then dammit give me 3 days, or at least let me talk to you about it. And I think shes just bluffing, nothings packed and she  usually gets cranky all the time about minor issues.  All i have with me is the clothes on my back, my skateboard and some skate shoes. And a motorcycle jacket. I fucking look like slash right now with short hair.  I havent slept since yesterday and Im sitting here typing this in the fucking library, eyes red as hell, and my legs and feet are getting tired from walking around.  My girlfriend is all the way in mexico and I'm thinking of having her wire me some money if my mom is serious. All my friends are broke, or have been ditching me.  And I'm contemplating calling my porn chick friend to help me out. Could call one of my spanish milf fbs to let me stay but this one in particular is all the way in NJ. But im really tight. And dont know what to do next.

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Could be worse.

sounds pretty tight.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on June 14, 2014, 07:50:40 PM

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spanish milf fbs

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Could be worse.

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sounds pretty tight.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 14, 2014, 09:19:17 PM

I can't get my "friends" to do anything with me. I tell them about something a good deal in advance and they say it'll be super cool, then they go do something else without me. Shit happens all the time. I guess I'll drink this 12 pack and rum by myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on June 14, 2014, 09:21:55 PM

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I can't get my "friends" to do anything with me. I tell them about something a good deal in advance and they say it'll be super cool, then they go do something else without me. Shit happens all the time. I guess I'll drink this 12 pack and rum by myself.

You seriously need to move man.  Just pick a new city.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 14, 2014, 09:24:45 PM

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I can't get my "friends" to do anything with me. I tell them about something a good deal in advance and they say it'll be super cool, then they go do something else without me. Shit happens all the time. I guess I'll drink this 12 pack and rum by myself.

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You seriously need to move man.  Just pick a new city.

I probably will once my SSI starts coming in. Maybe Portland, maybe Seattle.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on June 14, 2014, 09:28:52 PM

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I can't get my "friends" to do anything with me. I tell them about something a good deal in advance and they say it'll be super cool, then they go do something else without me. Shit happens all the time. I guess I'll drink this 12 pack and rum by myself.

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You seriously need to move man.  Just pick a new city.

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I probably will once my SSI starts coming in. Maybe Portland, maybe Seattle.

I hear good things about the people but the weather seems too intense.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on June 14, 2014, 10:32:02 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 14, 2014, 09:19:17 PM

I can't get my "friends" to do anything with me. I tell them about something a good deal in advance and they say it'll be super cool, then they go do something else without me. Shit happens all the time. I guess I'll drink this 12 pack and rum by myself.

legit the same thing happens to me, i asked my friends if they wanted to do anything for new years (this was last year) and all of them said no. I found out later they all went to a bar and had a great time with out me, and when i confronted them all they said was "lol".

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 14, 2014, 10:38:28 PM

Yeah, but I'm way cooler than you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on June 14, 2014, 10:45:08 PM

can you do a nightmare flip? didn't think so

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mr. Lono on June 14, 2014, 11:01:18 PM

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I can't get my "friends" to do anything with me. I tell them about something a good deal in advance and they say it'll be super cool, then they go do something else without me. Shit happens all the time. I guess I'll drink this 12 pack and rum by myself.

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legit the same thing happens to me, i asked my friends if they wanted to do anything for new years (this was last year) and all of them said no. I found out later they all went to a bar and had a great time with out me, and when i confronted them all they said was "lol".

listen to hurt feelings by the flight of the conchords

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 14, 2014, 11:58:52 PM

Some days are just so fucking hard to get through. I didn't get out of bed until about 2:30. I just couldn't fucking move. When I finally got up and made myself do some chores I started to feel like I could turn my life around. That lasted about an hour or two. I guess I could put a positive spin on that though as I've been feeling that way more often than I ever have before. But it's so goddamn fleeting and the crash is crushing. I immediately start thinking of all my failures again. All the fucking jobs I've applied to and didn't get. The few jobs I did get and wanted to kill myself at as soon as I came in. The jobs I applied for that I tried my hardest to get, cared about immensely, and could have sworn I was going to get hired for that never led to anything. Those ones still hurt a lot. That fact that I make virtually no money. I just don't know how long I can last or how long my fear will keep me around. I'm so sorry for this post. I'm sorry for everything. I don't want to feel like this any more. I don't even know if depression is a real thing. Some people are good and others just suck. Ignore this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on June 15, 2014, 08:38:12 AM

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I can't get my "friends" to do anything with me. I tell them about something a good deal in advance and they say it'll be super cool, then they go do something else without me. Shit happens all the time. I guess I'll drink this 12 pack and rum by myself.

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You seriously need to move man.  Just pick a new city.

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I probably will once my SSI starts coming in. Maybe Portland, maybe Seattle.

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I hear good things about the people but the weather seems too intense.

There is nothing intense about a trickling rain.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on June 15, 2014, 05:45:05 PM

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I can't get my "friends" to do anything with me. I tell them about something a good deal in advance and they say it'll be super cool, then they go do something else without me. Shit happens all the time. I guess I'll drink this 12 pack and rum by myself.

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You seriously need to move man.  Just pick a new city.

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I probably will once my SSI starts coming in. Maybe Portland, maybe Seattle.

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I hear good things about the people but the weather seems too intense.

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There is nothing intense about a trickling rain.

Excuse my adjective choice, but as I've recently been living in Southern California, anything other than 70 and sunny is "intense."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tarela on June 15, 2014, 09:42:26 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 14, 2014, 11:58:52 PM

Some days are just so fucking hard to get through. I didn't get out of bed until about 2:30. I just couldn't fucking move. When I finally got up and made myself do some chores I started to feel like I could turn my life around. That lasted about an hour or two. I guess I could put a positive spin on that though as I've been feeling that way more often than I ever have before. But it's so goddamn fleeting and the crash is crushing. I immediately start thinking of all my failures again. All the fucking jobs I've applied to and didn't get. The few jobs I did get and wanted to kill myself at as soon as I came in. The jobs I applied for that I tried my hardest to get, cared about immensely, and could have sworn I was going to get hired for that never led to anything. Those ones still hurt a lot. That fact that I make virtually no money. I just don't know how long I can last or how long my fear will keep me around. I'm so sorry for this post. I'm sorry for everything. I don't want to feel like this any more. I don't even know if depression is a real thing. Some people are good and others just suck. Ignore this.

I definitely know the feeling of being bummed on missing the target on a job interview but you cant take it too hard, you gotta remember how many people are probably also applying some might look better on paper some might not..Also you gotta remember not everyone has an eye for talent and will miss opportunity. Take it as a minor set back...That Malto epicly later'd is a good example JT passed him up for zero as amazing and talented as he clearly is/was...and even after that he was girl flow forever before they took a chance on him....


I guess this is where people come to vent...ive had this weird on and off thing with this chick for well over a year, kinda trippin on it cause even though i know i care about her a lot, i dunno what i should do. She claims we should be "friends" but it really feels like a relationship, she gets really mad if i go ghost for a few days, she gives me space but it comes off as shes not happy doing it but she does..last time we hung out she was kinda being weird and kinda bothered when another friend and i somehow would talk about me and other girls or my love life...anyway we got into an argument tonight because i havent said anything in a week i was being quiet since she has a tendency to not reply to texts/calls sometimes and she wants to be alone for reasons sometimes unknown to me, but yea shes saying all kinds of shit like dont hit me up ever and stuff, i know deep down that could crush her but at the same time, i dont know if this can go any further and i dont know if shes being honest with me about how she feels or if she wants this to go any further (or even if it can)..Should i just dip and do my own thing as much as it may suck, i dont think ive ever put so much effort and energy in another human being before and its stressful, if i knew the feeling was mutual it would be easier to stick it out..at this moment i dunno what to say or even if i wanna or should say anything today or in the coming days..some input may help.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pinche gringo on June 16, 2014, 01:20:49 AM

Tarela, you probably need to talk to her about all of that stuff. Figure out where she's at, and what she expects of you. Be honest about what you're willing to put into the relationship. Good luck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tarela on June 16, 2014, 07:19:27 AM

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Tarela, you probably need to talk to her about all of that stuff. Figure out where she's at, and what she expects of you. Be honest about what you're willing to put into the relationship. Good luck.

tried it already last night, she holds back, and puts up walls. Im gettin kinda tired of trying at this point

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 16, 2014, 07:43:06 AM

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Tarela, you probably need to talk to her about all of that stuff. Figure out where she's at, and what she expects of you. Be honest about what you're willing to put into the relationship. Good luck.

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tried it already last night, she holds back, and puts up walls. Im gettin kinda tired of trying at this point

Yo if you are under 25 just bang it once more and move on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on June 16, 2014, 07:48:15 AM

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Tarela, you probably need to talk to her about all of that stuff. Figure out where she's at, and what she expects of you. Be honest about what you're willing to put into the relationship. Good luck.

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tried it already last night, she holds back, and puts up walls. Im gettin kinda tired of trying at this point

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Yo if you are under 25 just bang it once more and move on.

It's hard for sure man, nothing makes you feel better like the next one though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tarela on June 16, 2014, 08:08:18 AM

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Tarela, you probably need to talk to her about all of that stuff. Figure out where she's at, and what she expects of you. Be honest about what you're willing to put into the relationship. Good luck.

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tried it already last night, she holds back, and puts up walls. Im gettin kinda tired of trying at this point

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Yo if you are under 25 just bang it once more and move on.

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It's hard for sure man, nothing makes you feel better like the next one though.

@Paraquat haha why im pretty close to 25 but why is that the cutoff?
@ill_Murray your probably right on this one

I should probably just take the L on this one and keep it pushin..i cant tell whats her end game and even if what i suspected it was is right... isnt any good if they cant be upfront about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 16, 2014, 08:57:30 AM

I guess depending on where you are in life, relationships with women come and go quickly sometimes in your 20's. Just pointing out that if you want it to be serious and she is not showing the same enthusiasm towards it, then I suggest you smash that ass and dash bro.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on June 16, 2014, 12:56:52 PM

just woke up from a dream where michael jordan moved in on my street and put up a billboard that would tell what TV shows he was watching that night/inviting people to watch them with him in a private movie theatre at his house. pretty rad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on June 16, 2014, 02:04:36 PM

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just woke up from a dream where michael jordan moved in on my street and put up a billboard that would tell what TV shows he was watching that night/inviting people to watch them with him in a private movie theatre at his house. pretty rad.

I wish I still had/could remember dreams. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on June 16, 2014, 04:00:12 PM

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just woke up from a dream where michael jordan moved in on my street and put up a billboard that would tell what TV shows he was watching that night/inviting people to watch them with him in a private movie theatre at his house. pretty rad.

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I wish I still had/could remember dreams. 

most likely you just can't remember them. the average person dreams like 3-4 a night & only remembers 1 or 2 a week. if this has gone on for a long time and you just literally don't dream when you sleep then it could mean that you're sleep deprived and just aren't going thru enough REM cycles every night, and/or have built up a "sleep debt"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on June 16, 2014, 04:17:30 PM

my buddy got drunk last night so his wife took the car from him today/made him sleep at his mother's. so we didn't work on the pyramid. or saw the lightpole. i texted him that i put my new setup together and wanted to film some stuff. he wrote back he was tired so i told him 'it's casual, i'm gonna be too tired/broke when it's time to cement that pyramid' then i bought a bag. didn't get as high as i would've liked to but i don't have rusty here to save my life right now either. [thanks rusty!]
if i'm the only one taking it serious, fuck it. as much as i enjoy building, i have more fun skating the honey farms plaza down my hill than anywhere else.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on June 16, 2014, 05:36:56 PM

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just woke up from a dream where michael jordan moved in on my street and put up a billboard that would tell what TV shows he was watching that night/inviting people to watch them with him in a private movie theatre at his house. pretty rad.

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I wish I still had/could remember dreams. 

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most likely you just can't remember them. the average person dreams like 3-4 a night & only remembers 1 or 2 a week. if this has gone on for a long time and you just literally don't dream when you sleep then it could mean that you're sleep deprived and just aren't going thru enough REM cycles every night, and/or have built up a "sleep debt"

From what I've read online, smoking weed seems to do a decent amount of dream killing, but I'm not too upset about it.  While I don't really dream, I will have a pretty vivid nightmare every few months so if the THC keeps that shit away, I'm not too upset about just blanking out 8 hours. 

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my buddy got drunk last night so his wife took the car from him today/made him sleep at his mother's. so we didn't work on the pyramid. or saw the lightpole. i texted him that i put my new setup together and wanted to film some stuff. he wrote back he was tired so i told him 'it's casual, i'm gonna be too tired/broke when it's time to cement that pyramid' then i bought a bag. didn't get as high as i would've liked to but i don't have rusty here to save my life right now either. [thanks rusty!]
if i'm the only one taking it serious, fuck it. as much as i enjoy building, i have more fun skating the honey farms plaza down my hill than anywhere else.

Shit man, unreliable people suck.  If you want something done right ya gotta do it yourself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on June 16, 2014, 05:39:54 PM

i quit smoking weed for a few months and my dreams got way more vivid. fuck dreams tho weed is better

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on June 16, 2014, 05:45:47 PM

i know ill murray but i can't drive so my building is contingent on someone w/ a car at the very least. it shouldn't be that big a deal but i've got lotsa self destructive proclivities and building keeps em away more or less. fuck codependency!
fuck it all though, halfassed watching the sox and gonna bomb down the hill solo after another coffee.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on June 16, 2014, 05:51:31 PM

Real confession: i've accidentally smoked what i'm pretty sure was a bread crumb at least twice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on June 16, 2014, 05:54:37 PM

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Real confession: i've accidentally smoked what i'm pretty sure was a bread crumb at least twice.

Seeing the bottom half of the grinder plummet towards earth full of ground up herb is not a good feeling, especially onto a rug. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 16, 2014, 06:12:36 PM

I think I'll get high right now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on June 16, 2014, 06:23:03 PM

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I think I'll get high right now.

I'm actually pretty curious what your preferred method of consumption is L33t

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 16, 2014, 06:52:08 PM

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Real confession: i've accidentally smoked what i'm pretty sure was a bread crumb at least twice.

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Seeing the bottom half of the grinder plummet towards earth full of ground up herb is not a good feeling, especially onto a rug. 

Dog hair blunts

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 16, 2014, 07:20:30 PM

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I think I'll get high right now.

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I'm actually pretty curious what your preferred method of consumption is L33t

I like edibles. They get you higher for longer and they cost less. You don't get the immediate effects like smoking but it doesn't matter when you're not hanging out with anyone. I'll smoke if someone else is supplying though. I'll break off a piece of chocolate with maybe about 20-30mg of thc and watch a movie with a beer when it kicks in. Might hit a movie theater too if I can get a cheap ticket.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 16, 2014, 07:49:15 PM

I was thinking about going to the movies right now, but then it started seeming like it would be an ordeal. Paying money to be potentially stuck a movie I might not like. I won't want to leave if it sucks because I don't want to waste my money and I'll be too emotionally vested in the characters. And I gotta hope there aren't many people there. Fuck. I don't know any more. Fuck it, I'm going.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on June 16, 2014, 07:55:42 PM

i went to the movies alone once i snuck in a little bottle of whiskey and saw cowboys vs aliens. i actually had a great time theres some stigma about going to the movies alone but if ytou bring whiskey and actually make an effort not to masturbate under your coat its actually a pretty cool and not sad at all

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on June 16, 2014, 08:02:12 PM

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i went to the movies alone once i snuck in a little bottle of whiskey and saw cowboys vs aliens. i actually had a great time theres some stigma about going to the movies alone but if ytou bring whiskey and actually make an effort not to masturbate under your coat its actually a pretty cool and not sad at all

I think as long as you don't shake your seat or kick the one in front of you some discreet masturbation is acceptable.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: arthurspooner on June 16, 2014, 08:04:22 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 16, 2014, 07:49:15 PM

I was thinking about going to the movies right now, but then it started seeming like it would be an ordeal. Paying money to be potentially stuck a movie I might not like. I won't want to leave if it sucks because I don't want to waste my money and I'll be too emotionally vested in the characters. And I gotta hope there aren't many people there. Fuck. I don't know any more. Fuck it, I'm going.

What film are you seeing?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 16, 2014, 08:29:48 PM

How to Train Your Dragon 2 or the X-Menses. I don't have a problem with going to the movies alone. I go alone a lot. It's just a matter of staying focused on positive things. It's the same as any drug trip, I imagine. Obviously, I find it hard to be positive but weed usually helps.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on June 17, 2014, 05:34:08 AM

Are there workplaces with no drama?

I work at a female-dominated field, and while I find the work satisfying, I have encountered drama and talking shit behind others backs in all of the jobs Ive worked at, and it bums me out. I wonder if there is no escaping the drama. Does higher education or higher pay decrease the drama? Or increase it because of the competition? Do any of you work at a drama-free workplace? All the workplace politics make me feel rather paranoid and I wonder if there is no avoiding it in my field.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tay on June 17, 2014, 05:40:38 AM

I have no sex drive at all. When I see an attractive man and appreciate his good looks, like art, but it does nothing for me. I feel like I'm missing a part of what it means to be human.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 17, 2014, 05:50:44 AM

@bronson- I think as long as you work in a competitive environment, you will encounter drama.
@tay- how old are you? Is this an on going event? Going through a dry spell is normal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tay on June 17, 2014, 06:15:55 AM

Quote from: paraquat on June 17, 2014, 05:50:44 AM

@bronson- I think as long as you work in a competitive environment, you will encounter drama.
@tay- how old are you? Is this an on going event? Going through a dry spell is normal.

I wish it was a dry spell but, I'm almost 26 and have experienced non existent libido my whole life. I guess I should be thankful I found a charming man with the same problem. Sometimes I wonder though how our love life would be if there was a spark. Feels like we're missing all the romance because of it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on June 17, 2014, 12:07:03 PM

Quote from: Tay on June 17, 2014, 05:40:38 AM

I have no sex drive at all. When I see an attractive man and appreciate his good looks, like art, but it does nothing for me. I feel like I'm missing a part of what it means to be human.

That might be a bummer, might not be, but you're def not "missing a part of what it means to be human". been lots of asexuals/celibates since the greek ages even. if you're not into it you're not into it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on June 17, 2014, 12:58:49 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on June 17, 2014, 12:07:03 PM

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I have no sex drive at all. When I see an attractive man and appreciate his good looks, like art, but it does nothing for me. I feel like I'm missing a part of what it means to be human.

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That might be a bummer, might not be, but you're def not "missing a part of what it means to be human". been lots of asexuals/celibates since the greek ages even. if you're not into it you're not into it.

seriously tay. why ponder life's complexities when the leather runs smooth on the passenger se-eat?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 17, 2014, 03:55:55 PM

Quote from: Tay on June 17, 2014, 06:15:55 AM

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@bronson- I think as long as you work in a competitive environment, you will encounter drama.
@tay- how old are you? Is this an on going event? Going through a dry spell is normal.

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I wish it was a dry spell but, I'm almost 26 and have experienced non existent libido my whole life. I guess I should be thankful I found a charming man with the same problem. Sometimes I wonder though how our love life would be if there was a spark. Feels like we're missing all the romance because of it.

I envy your position. My libido is very existent and I wish it were gone. It's better not to experience one aspect of a relationship than not experience any at all. I'd say you're ahead of the curve.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on June 17, 2014, 06:45:03 PM

i wanna go skate the plaza down the hill but the season finale of awkward. and fargo is tonight. i'm torn, yo!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on June 17, 2014, 06:50:55 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on June 17, 2014, 06:45:03 PM

i wanna go skate the plaza down the hill but the season finale of awkward. and fargo is tonight. i'm torn, yo!

doooo it! at least go for a walk or something. beats watching television.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on June 17, 2014, 07:15:43 PM

i ain't gotten any in a hot second but it's mostly cuz the girls that love me i'm just not into. like at all. i want a bitch with confidence. and i don't mean to be impolite. but a straight bitch that'll just rip my clothes off my body cuz she wants me that bad. i don't got time to fuck around with most ladies even if they do say they love me. even if they do wrestle with multiple cops for 15 minutes on their birthday weekend whilst drunk as eff. that won't cut it anymore. well, that's in jail anyway, but i think it barely cut it to begin with. i one time when i was younger would find these chicks that are like my age now at shows and shit that really wanted me but i was a virgin. now i'm kicking myself in the teeth for not at least sticking my hand down their pants. i guess i gotta find a way man. they maybe were only attracted to me cuz i was younger than them and had my dreadlocks and ish and looked like a sex slave to them?. half way through writing the last sentence i got reminded of the first girl i ever made out with and how she was and sent her a text on fbook lol. hopefully thing goes good even though she on the op side of the country and is way more together in the head from what i can tell than i'm probably going to be.

/end blog

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on June 17, 2014, 07:53:10 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on June 17, 2014, 07:15:43 PM

i ain't gotten any in a hot second but it's mostly cuz the girls that love me i'm just not into. like at all. i want a bitch with confidence. and i don't mean to be impolite. but a straight bitch that'll just rip my clothes off my body cuz she wants me that bad. i don't got time to fuck around with most ladies even if they do say they love me. even if they do wrestle with multiple cops for 15 minutes on their birthday weekend whilst drunk as eff. that won't cut it anymore. well, that's in jail anyway, but i think it barely cut it to begin with. i one time when i was younger would find these chicks that are like my age now at shows and shit that really wanted me but i was a virgin. now i'm kicking myself in the teeth for not at least sticking my hand down their pants. i guess i gotta find a way man. they maybe were only attracted to me cuz i was younger than them and had my dreadlocks and ish and looked like a sex slave to them?. half way through writing the last sentence i got reminded of the first girl i ever made out with and how she was and sent her a text on fbook lol. hopefully thing goes good even though she on the op side of the country and is way more together in the head from what i can tell than i'm probably going to be.

/end blog

i haven't got laid in forever but i kinda aged out of being 'eccentric' or whatever interests girls and now i'm just homebum status. i'm ok w/ it, let's get whores next time you're in the worm. i miss parts of being in relationships but i don't hafta compromise on nothing, listen to their shitty music or whatever. and i did skate honey farms, chatted w/ ronnie for a few. that dude's all the time panhandling there late nights. i stacked some milk crates and hopped em a few times, did some wallies and made tentative plans to hit up ronnie's for the 4th. we'll see.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on June 17, 2014, 08:15:39 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on June 17, 2014, 07:53:10 PM

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i ain't gotten any in a hot second but it's mostly cuz the girls that love me i'm just not into. like at all. i want a bitch with confidence. and i don't mean to be impolite. but a straight bitch that'll just rip my clothes off my body cuz she wants me that bad. i don't got time to fuck around with most ladies even if they do say they love me. even if they do wrestle with multiple cops for 15 minutes on their birthday weekend whilst drunk as eff. that won't cut it anymore. well, that's in jail anyway, but i think it barely cut it to begin with. i one time when i was younger would find these chicks that are like my age now at shows and shit that really wanted me but i was a virgin. now i'm kicking myself in the teeth for not at least sticking my hand down their pants. i guess i gotta find a way man. they maybe were only attracted to me cuz i was younger than them and had my dreadlocks and ish and looked like a sex slave to them?. half way through writing the last sentence i got reminded of the first girl i ever made out with and how she was and sent her a text on fbook lol. hopefully thing goes good even though she on the op side of the country and is way more together in the head from what i can tell than i'm probably going to be.

/end blog

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i haven't got laid in forever but i kinda aged out of being 'eccentric' or whatever interests girls and now i'm just homebum status. i'm ok w/ it, let's get whores next time you're in the worm. i miss parts of being in relationships but i don't hafta compromise on nothing, listen to their shitty music or whatever. and i did skate honey farms, chatted w/ ronnie for a few. that dude's all the time panhandling there late nights. i stacked some milk crates and hopped em a few times, did some wallies and made tentative plans to hit up ronnie's for the 4th. we'll see.

yeah he said to come down fourth of july weekend and gave me his number. i made him a grateful dead cd actually. haven't burned it yet but i got a spindle of CD's. i'll make you a disc too. i might come earlier though if the pyramid's finished up cuz i'm kinda anxious to try throwing this sexchange shuvit late underflip off of something and all the loading docks around here are kinda shtoops. that or maybe the dock across from the diy ledge drop even if it's not done by then. we'll see.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 17, 2014, 10:08:44 PM

Just signed up to fetlife. Shit's complicated. I don't know how it works.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silkyjohnson on June 18, 2014, 06:36:52 AM

I'm constantly anxious/pissed and i find myself taking it out on my friends/family &, I feel super guilty afterwords, i started smoking weed which helps me forget about  stuff and chill for awhile but it makes me super unproductive and not willing to do much. just been fucking bumming lately

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on June 18, 2014, 08:21:19 AM

I rub my girlfriend's feet while she watches 16 & Pregnant/Teen Mom.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on June 18, 2014, 08:38:25 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 17, 2014, 10:08:44 PM

Just signed up to fetlife. Shit's complicated. I don't know how it works.

Oh man, I signed up for that shit for like a month and just got an inbox full of messages from dudes or chicks into pegging, neither of which are my scene.  Good luck.   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: arthurspooner on June 18, 2014, 09:03:56 AM

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Just signed up to fetlife. Shit's complicated. I don't know how it works.

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Oh man, I signed up for that shit for like a month and just got an inbox full of messages from dudes or chicks into pegging, neither of which are my scene.  Good luck.   

Haha! What's your scene then?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on June 18, 2014, 01:36:27 PM

Quote from: arthurspooner on June 18, 2014, 09:03:56 AM

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Just signed up to fetlife. Shit's complicated. I don't know how it works.

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Oh man, I signed up for that shit for like a month and just got an inbox full of messages from dudes or chicks into pegging, neither of which are my scene.  Good luck.    

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Haha! What's your scene then?

Well it initially started when someone mentioned 38 to me so I was trying to figure out more info on that and I was attempting to see what I could scrounge up in the anonymous/semi-public sex department sadly to no avail.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: yep yep on June 18, 2014, 04:47:48 PM

Quote from: ROCKxADIO420 on June 16, 2014, 05:39:54 PM

i quit smoking weed for a few months and my dreams got way more vivid. fuck dreams tho weed is better

yeah i had to stop smoking for about a year and man did i get a lot of nightmares. it seemed like every dream i got was a nightmare. luckily I'm back on the green and off of dreaming.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Glitch on June 18, 2014, 11:26:44 PM

I don't know if I'm depressed or what, but I feel like I have no motivation in life. I graduated high school 3 years ago and haven't really done much to better myself since then. I took a few semesters at a community college, but I basically dropped all of my classes each time. I have no direction in life. I don't know what I want to do. I don't feel depressed though (I've been depressed before), I just feel like I have no drive or incentive to better myself. I haven't even bettered myself at skateboarding really, even though I skate quite often. I guess I should just stop being a pussy and get out there and seize the day, but again, I have almost no motivation. It's like I'm just passing by life. January feels like yesterday. All the days run into each other. I look at most of the people around me and it seems like they've all advanced in some way since 3 years ago. I'm not even 21 yet, but I feel like a retiree almost. I used to feel like I was killing it in life, but now I don't, and don't know what's happened to change that. I feel like I'm actually a lesser-version of my former self. The whole situation is a strange cycle.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on June 18, 2014, 11:31:27 PM

Quote from: Glitch on June 18, 2014, 11:26:44 PM

I don't know if I'm depressed or what, but I feel like I have no motivation in life. I graduated high school 3 years ago and haven't really done much to better myself since then. I took a few semesters at a community college, but I basically dropped all of my classes each time. I have no direction in life. I don't know what I want to do. I don't feel depressed though (I've been depressed before), I just feel like I have no drive or incentive to better myself. I haven't even bettered myself at skateboarding really, even though I skate quite often. I guess I should just stop being a pussy and get out there and seize the day, but again, I have almost no motivation. It's like I'm just passing by life. January feels like yesterday. All the days run into each other. I look at most of the people around me and it seems like they've all advanced in some way since 3 years ago. I'm not even 21 yet, but I feel like a retiree almost. I used to feel like I was killing it in life, but now I don't, and don't know what's happened to change that. I feel like I'm actually a lesser-version of my former self. The whole situation is a strange cycle.

Maybe what you chose to study at college wasn't what's right. Try taking different classes somewhere else maybe. Even like an arts class or something might be dope. Or music production class or something. Somethin' fun to get your brain juices flowing. Don't need to feel down about yourself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on June 19, 2014, 05:34:32 AM

Quote from: Glitch on June 18, 2014, 11:26:44 PM

I don't know if I'm depressed or what, but I feel like I have no motivation in life. I graduated high school 3 years ago and haven't really done much to better myself since then. I took a few semesters at a community college, but I basically dropped all of my classes each time. I have no direction in life. I don't know what I want to do. I don't feel depressed though (I've been depressed before), I just feel like I have no drive or incentive to better myself. I haven't even bettered myself at skateboarding really, even though I skate quite often. I guess I should just stop being a pussy and get out there and seize the day, but again, I have almost no motivation. It's like I'm just passing by life. January feels like yesterday. All the days run into each other. I look at most of the people around me and it seems like they've all advanced in some way since 3 years ago. I'm not even 21 yet, but I feel like a retiree almost. I used to feel like I was killing it in life, but now I don't, and don't know what's happened to change that. I feel like I'm actually a lesser-version of my former self. The whole situation is a strange cycle.

Dude, force yourself into something, go to Uni or something and just man up for a bit, then once you have direction shit makes sense again, become a teacher, summers off, can do it all over the world, even if your not sure what you wanna do getting the ball rolling in a serious way will help you find a path in life and open you up to possibilities that would not even cross your mind right now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on June 19, 2014, 05:50:20 AM

Quote from: Glitch on June 18, 2014, 11:26:44 PM

I don't know if I'm depressed or what, but I feel like I have no motivation in life. I graduated high school 3 years ago and haven't really done much to better myself since then. I took a few semesters at a community college, but I basically dropped all of my classes each time. I have no direction in life. I don't know what I want to do. I don't feel depressed though (I've been depressed before), I just feel like I have no drive or incentive to better myself. I haven't even bettered myself at skateboarding really, even though I skate quite often. I guess I should just stop being a pussy and get out there and seize the day, but again, I have almost no motivation. It's like I'm just passing by life. January feels like yesterday. All the days run into each other. I look at most of the people around me and it seems like they've all advanced in some way since 3 years ago. I'm not even 21 yet, but I feel like a retiree almost. I used to feel like I was killing it in life, but now I don't, and don't know what's happened to change that. I feel like I'm actually a lesser-version of my former self. The whole situation is a strange cycle.

Take drugs? Have a history of other mental illness? Have an already overall negative outlook?

Surmise your thoughts on what you feel existence is all "about" . . .

I certainly felt this way at 21 in similarly cyclical way, constantly up & down but over an extended period of time.

Provide a little more information & the Internet doctors will conclude their diagnosis with pertinent results.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 19, 2014, 06:21:24 AM

Quote from: Glitch on June 18, 2014, 11:26:44 PM

I don't know if I'm depressed or what, but I feel like I have no motivation in life. I graduated high school 3 years ago and haven't really done much to better myself since then. I took a few semesters at a community college, but I basically dropped all of my classes each time. I have no direction in life. I don't know what I want to do. I don't feel depressed though (I've been depressed before), I just feel like I have no drive or incentive to better myself. I haven't even bettered myself at skateboarding really, even though I skate quite often. I guess I should just stop being a pussy and get out there and seize the day, but again, I have almost no motivation. It's like I'm just passing by life. January feels like yesterday. All the days run into each other. I look at most of the people around me and it seems like they've all advanced in some way since 3 years ago. I'm not even 21 yet, but I feel like a retiree almost. I used to feel like I was killing it in life, but now I don't, and don't know what's happened to change that. I feel like I'm actually a lesser-version of my former self. The whole situation is a strange cycle.

You sound like me when I was that young. I couldn't focus on anything that I didn't find awesome. All I did was skate, make art and music, and party. I worked shit jobs for awhile. Once I hit 22 I was on a slow uphill. Just chill out and live and not worry about what's supposed to happen. You have probably heard this before, but you should be fucking off pretty fucking hard at 20-21. Fuck what people are doing. Just live. Go on cheap trips, say stupid shit, make big mistakes. just smile while you are doing it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on June 19, 2014, 09:07:07 AM

Quote from: Glitch on June 18, 2014, 11:26:44 PM

I don't know if I'm depressed or what, but I feel like I have no motivation in life. I graduated high school 3 years ago and haven't really done much to better myself since then. I took a few semesters at a community college, but I basically dropped all of my classes each time. I have no direction in life. I don't know what I want to do. I don't feel depressed though (I've been depressed before), I just feel like I have no drive or incentive to better myself. I haven't even bettered myself at skateboarding really, even though I skate quite often. I guess I should just stop being a pussy and get out there and seize the day, but again, I have almost no motivation. It's like I'm just passing by life. January feels like yesterday. All the days run into each other. I look at most of the people around me and it seems like they've all advanced in some way since 3 years ago. I'm not even 21 yet, but I feel like a retiree almost. I used to feel like I was killing it in life, but now I don't, and don't know what's happened to change that. I feel like I'm actually a lesser-version of my former self. The whole situation is a strange cycle.

95% accurate description of my life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on June 19, 2014, 11:47:48 AM

Quote from: paraquat on June 19, 2014, 06:21:24 AM

Quote from: Glitch on June 18, 2014, 11:26:44 PM

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I don't know if I'm depressed or what, but I feel like I have no motivation in life. I graduated high school 3 years ago and haven't really done much to better myself since then. I took a few semesters at a community college, but I basically dropped all of my classes each time. I have no direction in life. I don't know what I want to do. I don't feel depressed though (I've been depressed before), I just feel like I have no drive or incentive to better myself. I haven't even bettered myself at skateboarding really, even though I skate quite often. I guess I should just stop being a pussy and get out there and seize the day, but again, I have almost no motivation. It's like I'm just passing by life. January feels like yesterday. All the days run into each other. I look at most of the people around me and it seems like they've all advanced in some way since 3 years ago. I'm not even 21 yet, but I feel like a retiree almost. I used to feel like I was killing it in life, but now I don't, and don't know what's happened to change that. I feel like I'm actually a lesser-version of my former self. The whole situation is a strange cycle.

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You sound like me when I was that young. I couldn't focus on anything that I didn't find awesome. All I did was skate, make art and music, and party. I worked shit jobs for awhile. Once I hit 22 I was on a slow uphill. Just chill out and live and not worry about what's supposed to happen. You have probably heard this before, but you should be fucking off pretty fucking hard at 20-21. Fuck what people are doing. Just live. Go on cheap trips, say stupid shit, make big mistakes. just smile while you are doing it

this...just enjoy life

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Glitch on June 19, 2014, 03:28:57 PM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on June 19, 2014, 05:50:20 AM

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I don't know if I'm depressed or what, but I feel like I have no motivation in life. I graduated high school 3 years ago and haven't really done much to better myself since then. I took a few semesters at a community college, but I basically dropped all of my classes each time. I have no direction in life. I don't know what I want to do. I don't feel depressed though (I've been depressed before), I just feel like I have no drive or incentive to better myself. I haven't even bettered myself at skateboarding really, even though I skate quite often. I guess I should just stop being a pussy and get out there and seize the day, but again, I have almost no motivation. It's like I'm just passing by life. January feels like yesterday. All the days run into each other. I look at most of the people around me and it seems like they've all advanced in some way since 3 years ago. I'm not even 21 yet, but I feel like a retiree almost. I used to feel like I was killing it in life, but now I don't, and don't know what's happened to change that. I feel like I'm actually a lesser-version of my former self. The whole situation is a strange cycle.

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Take drugs? Have a history of other mental illness? Have an already overall negative outlook?

Surmise your thoughts on what you feel existence is all "about" . . .

I certainly felt this way at 21 in similarly cyclical way, constantly up & down but over an extended period of time.

Provide a little more information & the Internet doctors will conclude their diagnosis with pertinent results.

Thanks everyone for your kindness. I don't take any drugs, and have no history of mental illness, although I sometimes feel that I could have something mentally different than most about myself. I can be quite eccentric at times. I do however think my outlook can turn negative quite easily, like a snowball effect. When it's bad, it's bad and when it's good, it's great.
My thoughts on life have riddled my mind for the past few years as well. Existentialism resonates strongly with me. I'm not religious. I believe that people should assign whatever purpose to their life as they please, and do what they want, without much regard to social norms. Death is inevitably looming, so why waste time with that which doesn't interest you? That might sound motivating, but sometimes I feel as though nothing truly matters, such as what's the point of pushing myself to get better at skating, even though I know I that I want to get better. Many of my friends have quit skating at this age, or they've stepped it up way beyond the level that I'm currently at. It's hard to just go out and have fun like I used to. There's also like a clash of ideologies, where I basically feel like a loser for not going to school, but then once I get in school, I hate it so much and just want to skate. Also, I'm unemployed, but I have enough money to start a small business of some sort. I have little drive for that either though. I'll be super hyped on getting something going, but after that initial rush, I hardly come back to it. It's 7 p.m on the east coast and I haven't even left my house yet today. I went to sleep last night at 7 a.m. I can't remember when I last woke up before noon.
I feel as though my lust for life is gone. I grew up living quite a sheltered life and maybe that had something to do with it. Some of you may read this and call me a pussy. That's fine, I can see what you mean. It doesn't really matter to me though. I have an almost complete indifference to everything. I thought about talking to a therapist, but I thought maybe some of you guys could relate and offer up some words of wisdom or similar experiences. Thanks again for the replies.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on June 19, 2014, 03:33:50 PM

Quote from: Glitch on June 19, 2014, 03:28:57 PM

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I don't know if I'm depressed or what, but I feel like I have no motivation in life. I graduated high school 3 years ago and haven't really done much to better myself since then. I took a few semesters at a community college, but I basically dropped all of my classes each time. I have no direction in life. I don't know what I want to do. I don't feel depressed though (I've been depressed before), I just feel like I have no drive or incentive to better myself. I haven't even bettered myself at skateboarding really, even though I skate quite often. I guess I should just stop being a pussy and get out there and seize the day, but again, I have almost no motivation. It's like I'm just passing by life. January feels like yesterday. All the days run into each other. I look at most of the people around me and it seems like they've all advanced in some way since 3 years ago. I'm not even 21 yet, but I feel like a retiree almost. I used to feel like I was killing it in life, but now I don't, and don't know what's happened to change that. I feel like I'm actually a lesser-version of my former self. The whole situation is a strange cycle.

[close]

Take drugs? Have a history of other mental illness? Have an already overall negative outlook?

Surmise your thoughts on what you feel existence is all "about" . . .

I certainly felt this way at 21 in similarly cyclical way, constantly up & down but over an extended period of time.

Provide a little more information & the Internet doctors will conclude their diagnosis with pertinent results.

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Thanks everyone for your kindness. I don't take any drugs, and have no history of mental illness, although I sometimes feel that I could have something mentally different than most about myself. I can be quite eccentric at times. I do however think my outlook can turn negative quite easily, like a snowball effect. When it's bad, it's bad and when it's good, it's great.
My thoughts on life have riddled my mind for the past few years as well. Existentialism resonates strongly with me. I'm not religious. I believe that people should assign whatever purpose to their life as they please, and do what they want, without much regard to social norms. Death is inevitably looming, so why waste time with that which doesn't interest you? That might sound motivating, but sometimes I feel as though nothing truly matters, such as what's the point of pushing myself to get better at skating, even though I know I that I want to get better. Many of my friends have quit skating at this age, or they've stepped it up way beyond the level that I'm currently at. It's hard to just go out and have fun like I used to. There's also like a clash of ideologies, where I basically feel like a loser for not going to school, but then once I get in school, I hate it so much and just want to skate. Also, I'm unemployed, but I have enough money to start a small business of some sort. I have little drive for that either though. I'll be super hyped on getting something going, but after that initial rush, I hardly come back to it. It's 7 p.m on the east coast and I haven't even left my house yet today. I went to sleep last night at 7 a.m. I can't remember when I last woke up before noon.
I feel as though my lust for life is gone. I grew up living quite a sheltered life and maybe that had something to do with it. Some of you may read this and call me a pussy. That's fine, I can see what you mean. It doesn't really matter to me though. I have an almost complete indifference to everything. I thought about talking to a therapist, but I thought maybe some of you guys could relate and offer up some words of wisdom or similar experiences. Thanks again for the replies.

it's only existence guy, how bad can you fuck it up? so long as ya don't get locked in a bathroom for the rest of your life you're not a looser. everyone's a little nuts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on June 20, 2014, 08:00:50 AM

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I don't know if I'm depressed or what, but I feel like I have no motivation in life. I graduated high school 3 years ago and haven't really done much to better myself since then. I took a few semesters at a community college, but I basically dropped all of my classes each time. I have no direction in life. I don't know what I want to do. I don't feel depressed though (I've been depressed before), I just feel like I have no drive or incentive to better myself. I haven't even bettered myself at skateboarding really, even though I skate quite often. I guess I should just stop being a pussy and get out there and seize the day, but again, I have almost no motivation. It's like I'm just passing by life. January feels like yesterday. All the days run into each other. I look at most of the people around me and it seems like they've all advanced in some way since 3 years ago. I'm not even 21 yet, but I feel like a retiree almost. I used to feel like I was killing it in life, but now I don't, and don't know what's happened to change that. I feel like I'm actually a lesser-version of my former self. The whole situation is a strange cycle.

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Take drugs? Have a history of other mental illness? Have an already overall negative outlook?

Surmise your thoughts on what you feel existence is all "about" . . .

I certainly felt this way at 21 in similarly cyclical way, constantly up & down but over an extended period of time.

Provide a little more information & the Internet doctors will conclude their diagnosis with pertinent results.

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Thanks everyone for your kindness. I don't take any drugs, and have no history of mental illness, although I sometimes feel that I could have something mentally different than most about myself. I can be quite eccentric at times. I do however think my outlook can turn negative quite easily, like a snowball effect. When it's bad, it's bad and when it's good, it's great.
My thoughts on life have riddled my mind for the past few years as well. Existentialism resonates strongly with me. I'm not religious. I believe that people should assign whatever purpose to their life as they please, and do what they want, without much regard to social norms. Death is inevitably looming, so why waste time with that which doesn't interest you? That might sound motivating, but sometimes I feel as though nothing truly matters, such as what's the point of pushing myself to get better at skating, even though I know I that I want to get better. Many of my friends have quit skating at this age, or they've stepped it up way beyond the level that I'm currently at. It's hard to just go out and have fun like I used to. There's also like a clash of ideologies, where I basically feel like a loser for not going to school, but then once I get in school, I hate it so much and just want to skate. Also, I'm unemployed, but I have enough money to start a small business of some sort. I have little drive for that either though. I'll be super hyped on getting something going, but after that initial rush, I hardly come back to it. It's 7 p.m on the east coast and I haven't even left my house yet today. I went to sleep last night at 7 a.m. I can't remember when I last woke up before noon.
I feel as though my lust for life is gone. I grew up living quite a sheltered life and maybe that had something to do with it. Some of you may read this and call me a pussy. That's fine, I can see what you mean. It doesn't really matter to me though. I have an almost complete indifference to everything. I thought about talking to a therapist, but I thought maybe some of you guys could relate and offer up some words of wisdom or similar experiences. Thanks again for the replies.

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it's only existence guy, how bad can you fuck it up? so long as ya don't get locked in a bathroom for the rest of your life you're not a looser. everyone's a little nuts.

We live in an ultra-competitive world void of any semblance of direction, creating a pitiful "catch 22" dichotomy . . .

Most of us are not normal people, our personality & views don't allow for simple life-based mediocrity.

I'm all for existentialism, it serves a wonderful purpose in furthering collective and individualistic thought . . .

The issue with the former in this modern-scenario, given the current state of social idealism and structure, is that we end up questioning & realizing that most/all social systems are inherently incorrect (i.e. The world is fucked & to question it is almost a disservice to one's self).

That doesn't mean you shouldn't question things & desire change, it's just striking a balance between two conflicting ideals can be difficult.

I struggle with these same issues & have had to accept certain things I didn't want to accept in order to survive . . .

I don't know if that helps, I'm super fucking tired from skating/biking yesterday.



Confession: I really want to use now, it literally haunts my dreams sometimes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on June 20, 2014, 08:18:22 AM

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I don't know if I'm depressed or what, but I feel like I have no motivation in life. I graduated high school 3 years ago and haven't really done much to better myself since then. I took a few semesters at a community college, but I basically dropped all of my classes each time. I have no direction in life. I don't know what I want to do. I don't feel depressed though (I've been depressed before), I just feel like I have no drive or incentive to better myself. I haven't even bettered myself at skateboarding really, even though I skate quite often. I guess I should just stop being a pussy and get out there and seize the day, but again, I have almost no motivation. It's like I'm just passing by life. January feels like yesterday. All the days run into each other. I look at most of the people around me and it seems like they've all advanced in some way since 3 years ago. I'm not even 21 yet, but I feel like a retiree almost. I used to feel like I was killing it in life, but now I don't, and don't know what's happened to change that. I feel like I'm actually a lesser-version of my former self. The whole situation is a strange cycle.

[close]

Take drugs? Have a history of other mental illness? Have an already overall negative outlook?

Surmise your thoughts on what you feel existence is all "about" . . .

I certainly felt this way at 21 in similarly cyclical way, constantly up & down but over an extended period of time.

Provide a little more information & the Internet doctors will conclude their diagnosis with pertinent results.

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Thanks everyone for your kindness. I don't take any drugs, and have no history of mental illness, although I sometimes feel that I could have something mentally different than most about myself. I can be quite eccentric at times. I do however think my outlook can turn negative quite easily, like a snowball effect. When it's bad, it's bad and when it's good, it's great.
My thoughts on life have riddled my mind for the past few years as well. Existentialism resonates strongly with me. I'm not religious. I believe that people should assign whatever purpose to their life as they please, and do what they want, without much regard to social norms. Death is inevitably looming, so why waste time with that which doesn't interest you? That might sound motivating, but sometimes I feel as though nothing truly matters, such as what's the point of pushing myself to get better at skating, even though I know I that I want to get better. Many of my friends have quit skating at this age, or they've stepped it up way beyond the level that I'm currently at. It's hard to just go out and have fun like I used to. There's also like a clash of ideologies, where I basically feel like a loser for not going to school, but then once I get in school, I hate it so much and just want to skate. Also, I'm unemployed, but I have enough money to start a small business of some sort. I have little drive for that either though. I'll be super hyped on getting something going, but after that initial rush, I hardly come back to it. It's 7 p.m on the east coast and I haven't even left my house yet today. I went to sleep last night at 7 a.m. I can't remember when I last woke up before noon.
I feel as though my lust for life is gone. I grew up living quite a sheltered life and maybe that had something to do with it. Some of you may read this and call me a pussy. That's fine, I can see what you mean. It doesn't really matter to me though. I have an almost complete indifference to everything. I thought about talking to a therapist, but I thought maybe some of you guys could relate and offer up some words of wisdom or similar experiences. Thanks again for the replies.

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it's only existence guy, how bad can you fuck it up? so long as ya don't get locked in a bathroom for the rest of your life you're not a looser. everyone's a little nuts.

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We live in an ultra-competitive world void of any semblance of direction, creating a pitiful "catch 22" dichotomy . . .

Most of us are not normal people, our personality & views don't allow for simple life-based mediocrity.

I'm all for existentialism, it serves a wonderful purpose in furthering collective and individualistic thought . . .

The issue with the former in this modern-scenario, given the current state of social idealism and structure, is that we end up questioning & realizing that most/all social systems are inherently incorrect (i.e. The world is fucked & to question it is almost a disservice to one's self).


That doesn't mean you shouldn't question things & desire change, it's just striking a balance between two conflicting ideals can be difficult.

I struggle with these same issues & have had to accept certain things I didn't want to accept in order to survive . . .

I don't know if that helps, I'm super fucking tired from skating/biking yesterday.



Confession: I really want to use now, it literally haunts my dreams sometimes.

I find myself considering this at least once a day and it seriously depresses me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on June 20, 2014, 10:04:59 AM

. . . Ended up getting high . . .   >:( >:( >:(

Not too much though . . .

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Post by: wallieD on June 20, 2014, 04:58:57 PM

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@bronson- I think as long as you work in a competitive environment, you will encounter drama.
@tay- how old are you? Is this an on going event? Going through a dry spell is normal.

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I wish it was a dry spell but, I'm almost 26 and have experienced non existent libido my whole life. I guess I should be thankful I found a charming man with the same problem. Sometimes I wonder though how our love life would be if there was a spark. Feels like we're missing all the romance because of it.

maybe you need to get freaky deaky gurl. bang your boyfriend in public, or maybe even make a sextape and post it on slap

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on June 24, 2014, 07:36:10 AM

sometimes when i'm skating my plaza by myself i'll fs flip off the curb and if nobody's looking i'll turn around and do a wallie. i know it's wrong and ricky wouldn't approve. i don't know why i do it really. the guilt has been eating me up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on June 24, 2014, 08:03:39 AM

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sometimes when i'm skating my plaza by myself i'll fs flip off the curb and if nobody's looking i'll turn around and do a wallie. i know it's wrong and ricky wouldn't approve. i don't know why i do it really. the guilt has been eating me up.

I do the same thing sometimes, no wonder I couldn't sleep last night/hold a job/progress in life . . .

PLEASE SAVE ME FROM MYSELF RICKY!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on June 24, 2014, 08:09:11 AM

I can't get past the feeling that a relationship is just, women getting men addicted to sex and controlling them by withholding it, validating the woman's sense of value and giving the man a surrogate mother figure  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 24, 2014, 09:12:32 AM

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I can't get past the feeling that a relationship is just, women getting men addicted to sex and controlling them by withholding it, validating the woman's sense of value and giving the man a surrogate mother figure  :-\

You are somewhat right. Don't put sex on a pedestal. It takes it's power away when you don't. That's why chicks lose their shit when you bang the juice out of them, then act disinterested.

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Post by: perverted super otaku! on June 24, 2014, 09:35:25 AM

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I can't get past the feeling that a relationship is just, women getting men addicted to sex and controlling them by withholding it, validating the woman's sense of value and giving the man a surrogate mother figure  :-\

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You are somewhat right. Don't put sex on a pedestal. It takes it's power away when you don't. That's why chicks lose their shit when you bang the juice out of them, then act disinterested.

I don't which is why a relationship seems completely ridiculous to me at this point, Im not desperate enough for a consistent source of sex to allow myself to be manipulated in exchange for it, like I can no longer play into the "u gotta make the first move" which sets a precedent for the girl controlling sex like a commodity and doling it out in exchange for various emotional and material benefits

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on June 24, 2014, 09:55:50 AM

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I can't get past the feeling that a relationship is just, women getting men addicted to sex and controlling them by withholding it, validating the woman's sense of value and giving the man a surrogate mother figure  :-\

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You are somewhat right. Don't put sex on a pedestal. It takes it's power away when you don't. That's why chicks lose their shit when you bang the juice out of them, then act disinterested.

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I don't which is why a relationship seems completely ridiculous to me at this point, Im not desperate enough for a consistent source of sex to allow myself to be manipulated in exchange for it, like I can no longer play into the "u gotta make the first move" which sets a precedent for the girl controlling sex like a commodity and doling it out in exchange for various emotional and material benefits

do relationships mean anything more than consistent sex to you? not asking in a dickhead way, just curious because ive never thought of it like that. i feel like most dudes in a relationship would say that theyre not in it just for sex, and id be one of those dudes. but it would be interesting to hear how people would respond if you asked them if theyre girlfriend/wife were to completely stop having sex with them for good, would they stay with that girl. i love my girlfriend, but i dont know if i could make a commitment to stay with her if we never had sex again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on June 24, 2014, 09:57:39 AM

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I can't get past the feeling that a relationship is just, women getting men addicted to sex and controlling them by withholding it, validating the woman's sense of value and giving the man a surrogate mother figure �:-\

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You are somewhat right. Don't put sex on a pedestal. It takes it's power away when you don't. That's why chicks lose their shit when you bang the juice out of them, then act disinterested.

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I don't which is why a relationship seems completely ridiculous to me at this point, Im not desperate enough for a consistent source of sex to allow myself to be manipulated in exchange for it, like I can no longer play into the "u gotta make the first move" which sets a precedent for the girl controlling sex like a commodity and doling it out in exchange for various emotional and material benefits

Gotcha. Reading your comment, it just sounded like you were in that situation.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on June 24, 2014, 10:18:03 AM

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I can't get past the feeling that a relationship is just, women getting men addicted to sex and controlling them by withholding it, validating the woman's sense of value and giving the man a surrogate mother figure  :-\

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You are somewhat right. Don't put sex on a pedestal. It takes it's power away when you don't. That's why chicks lose their shit when you bang the juice out of them, then act disinterested.

[close]

I don't which is why a relationship seems completely ridiculous to me at this point, Im not desperate enough for a consistent source of sex to allow myself to be manipulated in exchange for it, like I can no longer play into the "u gotta make the first move" which sets a precedent for the girl controlling sex like a commodity and doling it out in exchange for various emotional and material benefits

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do relationships mean anything more than consistent sex to you? not asking in a dickhead way, just curious because ive never thought of it like that. i feel like most dudes in a relationship would say that theyre not in it just for sex, and id be one of those dudes. but it would be interesting to hear how people would respond if you asked them if theyre girlfriend/wife were to completely stop having sex with them for good, would they stay with that girl. i love my girlfriend, but i dont know if i could make a commitment to stay with her if we never had sex again.

It's all I can see in them now really, when I was younger I never thought about it and the "love" aspect just made the whole thing make sense but somewhere along the line I lost my ability to feel affection "love" companionship or whatever( except for one girl, who I dont want to be with, shes so off the rails and there is nothing more I can do to try to help her). It's just feels weird seeing everyone I know devote their lives to something that I can't even comprehend anymore.

edit: hope I dont sound like too much of depressed cunt in this lol, I'm not and my life is on a good path right now regardless of girl issues

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on June 25, 2014, 06:21:05 AM

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I can't get past the feeling that a relationship is just, women getting men addicted to sex and controlling them by withholding it, validating the woman's sense of value and giving the man a surrogate mother figure  :-\

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You are somewhat right. Don't put sex on a pedestal. It takes it's power away when you don't. That's why chicks lose their shit when you bang the juice out of them, then act disinterested.

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I don't which is why a relationship seems completely ridiculous to me at this point, Im not desperate enough for a consistent source of sex to allow myself to be manipulated in exchange for it, like I can no longer play into the "u gotta make the first move" which sets a precedent for the girl controlling sex like a commodity and doling it out in exchange for various emotional and material benefits

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do relationships mean anything more than consistent sex to you? not asking in a dickhead way, just curious because ive never thought of it like that. i feel like most dudes in a relationship would say that theyre not in it just for sex, and id be one of those dudes. but it would be interesting to hear how people would respond if you asked them if theyre girlfriend/wife were to completely stop having sex with them for good, would they stay with that girl. i love my girlfriend, but i dont know if i could make a commitment to stay with her if we never had sex again.

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It's all I can see in them now really, when I was younger I never thought about it and the "love" aspect just made the whole thing make sense but somewhere along the line I lost my ability to feel affection "love" companionship or whatever( except for one girl, who I dont want to be with, shes so off the rails and there is nothing more I can do to try to help her). It's just feels weird seeing everyone I know devote their lives to something that I can't even comprehend anymore.

edit: hope I dont sound like too much of depressed cunt in this lol, I'm not and my life is on a good path right now regardless of girl issues

I think we just got to the bottom if this one.

My wife and I are completely codependent but in a positive and supportive way not a dangerous and destructive manner. She provides me with just as much as I provide her with we just draw from different sources for this. She's a typical Scandinavian pessimist and I am an eternal optimist so I balance her out with this. I can get worked up and hot headed when she is a calming influence on me. I provide her with financial help and she reminds me not to overlook the little things that I might not prioritise enough. Sex is important but if it were cut off for any reason I'm sure she would allow me to satisfy my needs in an appropriate and discrete manner elsewhere.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on June 25, 2014, 10:56:39 AM

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I can't get past the feeling that a relationship is just, women getting men addicted to sex and controlling them by withholding it, validating the woman's sense of value and giving the man a surrogate mother figure  :-\

[close]

You are somewhat right. Don't put sex on a pedestal. It takes it's power away when you don't. That's why chicks lose their shit when you bang the juice out of them, then act disinterested.

[close]

I don't which is why a relationship seems completely ridiculous to me at this point, Im not desperate enough for a consistent source of sex to allow myself to be manipulated in exchange for it, like I can no longer play into the "u gotta make the first move" which sets a precedent for the girl controlling sex like a commodity and doling it out in exchange for various emotional and material benefits

[close]

do relationships mean anything more than consistent sex to you? not asking in a dickhead way, just curious because ive never thought of it like that. i feel like most dudes in a relationship would say that theyre not in it just for sex, and id be one of those dudes. but it would be interesting to hear how people would respond if you asked them if theyre girlfriend/wife were to completely stop having sex with them for good, would they stay with that girl. i love my girlfriend, but i dont know if i could make a commitment to stay with her if we never had sex again.

[close]

It's all I can see in them now really, when I was younger I never thought about it and the "love" aspect just made the whole thing make sense but somewhere along the line I lost my ability to feel affection "love" companionship or whatever( except for one girl, who I dont want to be with, shes so off the rails and there is nothing more I can do to try to help her). It's just feels weird seeing everyone I know devote their lives to something that I can't even comprehend anymore.

edit: hope I dont sound like too much of depressed cunt in this lol, I'm not and my life is on a good path right now regardless of girl issues

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I think we just got to the bottom if this one.

My wife and I are completely codependent but in a positive and supportive way not a dangerous and destructive manner. She provides me with just as much as I provide her with we just draw from different sources for this. She's a typical Scandinavian pessimist and I am an eternal optimist so I balance her out with this. I can get worked up and hot headed when she is a calming influence on me. I provide her with financial help and she reminds me not to overlook the little things that I might not prioritise enough. Sex is important but if it were cut off for any reason I'm sure she would allow me to satisfy my needs in an appropriate and discrete manner elsewhere.

my girlfriend has only caught me satisfying my needs in an appropriate, discrete manner once, which is kind of a surprise that its only happened once because i do it all the time. she was cool with it though. didnt like that i was using her $10 lotion, but i told her id buy her some more.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on June 25, 2014, 01:04:22 PM

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I can't get past the feeling that a relationship is just, women getting men addicted to sex and controlling them by withholding it, validating the woman's sense of value and giving the man a surrogate mother figure  :-\

[close]

You are somewhat right. Don't put sex on a pedestal. It takes it's power away when you don't. That's why chicks lose their shit when you bang the juice out of them, then act disinterested.

[close]

I don't which is why a relationship seems completely ridiculous to me at this point, Im not desperate enough for a consistent source of sex to allow myself to be manipulated in exchange for it, like I can no longer play into the "u gotta make the first move" which sets a precedent for the girl controlling sex like a commodity and doling it out in exchange for various emotional and material benefits

[close]

do relationships mean anything more than consistent sex to you? not asking in a dickhead way, just curious because ive never thought of it like that. i feel like most dudes in a relationship would say that theyre not in it just for sex, and id be one of those dudes. but it would be interesting to hear how people would respond if you asked them if theyre girlfriend/wife were to completely stop having sex with them for good, would they stay with that girl. i love my girlfriend, but i dont know if i could make a commitment to stay with her if we never had sex again.

[close]

It's all I can see in them now really, when I was younger I never thought about it and the "love" aspect just made the whole thing make sense but somewhere along the line I lost my ability to feel affection "love" companionship or whatever( except for one girl, who I dont want to be with, shes so off the rails and there is nothing more I can do to try to help her). It's just feels weird seeing everyone I know devote their lives to something that I can't even comprehend anymore.

edit: hope I dont sound like too much of depressed cunt in this lol, I'm not and my life is on a good path right now regardless of girl issues

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I think we just got to the bottom if this one.

My wife and I are completely codependent but in a positive and supportive way not a dangerous and destructive manner. She provides me with just as much as I provide her with we just draw from different sources for this. She's a typical Scandinavian pessimist and I am an eternal optimist so I balance her out with this. I can get worked up and hot headed when she is a calming influence on me. I provide her with financial help and she reminds me not to overlook the little things that I might not prioritise enough. Sex is important but if it were cut off for any reason I'm sure she would allow me to satisfy my needs in an appropriate and discrete manner elsewhere.

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my girlfriend has only caught me satisfying my needs in an appropriate, discrete manner once, which is kind of a surprise that its only happened once because i do it all the time. she was cool with it though. didnt like that i was using her $10 lotion, but i told her id buy her some more.

I wasn't talking about masterbation. My lady has told me that if her libido ceased or her vagina fell out or something she would be ok with me having sex with other women as long as I was discrete about it and didn't flaunt it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on June 25, 2014, 01:35:32 PM

Having never had any relationship/sexual experience at an older age, I just kind of gave up. Ive always really feared rejection and that fear has most likely been the strongest determining aspect in my life. And whats the easiest way to deal with fear? You avoid it. But now Ive decided to try online dating. First couple of messages were intimidating, now I quite enjoy it sometimes.

Having messaged about 60 women in a couple of weeks, I am surprised about how many dates Ive managed to land. Funny thing is that its making me quite stressed out, particularly the thought of someone actually liking me and finding out about my complete inexperience.  Ive been reading various forums about how most women perceive inexperienced guys and it is making me pretty bummed out. But I hope that just a single positive experience could do a lot for my self esteem and make it easier to continue.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on June 25, 2014, 02:03:25 PM

Quote from: Bronson on June 25, 2014, 01:35:32 PM

Having never had any relationship/sexual experience at an older age, I just kind of gave up. Ive always really feared rejection and whats the easiest way to deal with fear? You avoid it. But now Ive decided to try online dating. Having messaged about 60 women in a couple of weeks, I am surprised about how many dates Ive managed to land. Funny thing is that its making me quite stressed out, particularly the thought of someone actually liking me and finding out about my complete inexperience.  I?ve been reading various forums about how most women perceive inexperienced guys and it is making me pretty bummed out. But I hope that just a single positive experience could do a lot for my self esteem and make it easier to continue.

just have confidence but try not to be too much of a creep. it's hard for most of us to balance that scale.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on June 25, 2014, 02:05:12 PM

Quote from: Bronson on June 25, 2014, 01:35:32 PM

Having never had any relationship/sexual experience at an older age, I just kind of gave up. Ive always really feared rejection and whats the easiest way to deal with fear? You avoid it. But now Ive decided to try online dating. Having messaged about 60 women in a couple of weeks, I am surprised about how many dates Ive managed to land. Funny thing is that its making me quite stressed out, particularly the thought of someone actually liking me and finding out about my complete inexperience.� I?ve been reading various forums about how most women perceive inexperienced guys and it is making me pretty bummed out. But I hope that just a single positive experience could do a lot for my self esteem and make it easier to continue.

At least that movie Judd Apatow made about your life was pretty funny.  

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Thomas the Train on June 28, 2014, 10:24:36 PM

It would take a life time on SLAP to explain what has plagued my mind all these years.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 30, 2014, 12:10:17 AM

I might check myself back into psychiatric facility. I miss the juice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on June 30, 2014, 09:55:00 AM

Coming out of a 4 day bender . . .

I'm pretty sure it was the kind of stuff that has been killing people (i.e. fent laced) . . .

I needed to get that out of my system though, the whole thing was driving me nuts.

I've only used twice in the past 6 months though & would like to remain clean/sober/happy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on June 30, 2014, 10:19:12 AM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on June 30, 2014, 09:55:00 AM

Coming out of a 4 day bender . . .

I'm pretty sure it was the kind of stuff that has been killing people (i.e. fent laced) . . .

I needed to get that out of my system though, the whole thing was driving me nuts.

I've only used twice in the past 6 months though & would like to remain clean/sober/happy.

i fell out about a month ago, whenever last time rusty visited. i think i've copped twice since then. once just cause and the other time i had a raging toothache. it happens.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on June 30, 2014, 10:58:45 AM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on June 30, 2014, 10:19:12 AM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on June 30, 2014, 09:55:00 AM

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Coming out of a 4 day bender . . .

I'm pretty sure it was the kind of stuff that has been killing people (i.e. fent laced) . . .

I needed to get that out of my system though, the whole thing was driving me nuts.

I've only used twice in the past 6 months though & would like to remain clean/sober/happy.

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i fell out about a month ago, whenever last time rusty visited. i think i've copped twice since then. once just cause and the other time i had a raging toothache. it happens.

It's been a long time in "the game" (almost 8 years), hence I don't really beat myself up if I make a mistake like when I was younger.

Those fent laced bags are fucking dangerous though mate . . .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on June 30, 2014, 11:07:06 PM

since i have been on new meds everything has been great, still get panic attacks but i can handle them, i even take less of my panic attack pills. But since i have been feeling so great i started drinking again, i would only drink like 2-3 times a month than my birthday came along (may) and i have been drinking about 10 times a month because my aunt and uncle moved in with us and when ever they go out to the bar they bring home a six pack and say i can have a couple, last week i drank 3/4 nights in row. Now i have been having anxiety before i go to bed like how i did before last year and it hasnt happened at all this year in till about a couple weeks ago and that is my worst anxiety ever but it only lasted for about an hour and im thinking maybe the meds aren't in full effect because i have been drinking so much. I forgot to tell my doctor about it last week when i saw him, so anybody else on medication for anxiety and how often do you drink? I will probably never quit drinking but if i set a certain amount of times i can drink a month i can live by that and probably obey it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 06, 2014, 11:30:11 PM

I keep trying to reach out to people and be social and shit is not working out. Nobody's ever down or it just so happens that I miss every connection. I've been getting high and watching movies by myself at the cheap theaters all the time now. I pay four bucks to get in and I'll theater hop until I get tired of it and go home. I keep trying to convince myself that unhappiness is nothing, my far fetched desires are nothing, but I can only ever shake the feeling for minutes at a time or when I distract myself with a giant screen and weed. By the way, how fucking good was Edge of Tomorrow? If anyone has put off seeing that because you think it looks like a typical Tom Cruise vehicle, do yourself a favor and check it out. The most pleasant surprise of Summer so far for sure.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silkyjohnson on July 07, 2014, 06:37:41 AM

stay up dudes, currently in a similar situation ^^^

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: eSHkidd on July 07, 2014, 07:53:54 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 06, 2014, 11:30:11 PM

I keep trying to reach out to people and be social and shit is not working out. Nobody's ever down or it just so happens that I miss every connection. I've been getting high and watching movies by myself at the cheap theaters all the time now. I pay four bucks to get in and I'll theater hop until I get tired of it and go home. I keep trying to convince myself that unhappiness is nothing, my far fetched desires are nothing, but I can only ever shake the feeling for minutes at a time or when I distract myself with a giant screen and weed. By the way, how fucking good was Edge of Tomorrow? If anyone has put off seeing that because you think it looks like a typical Tom Cruise vehicle, do yourself a favor and check it out. The most pleasant surprise of Summer so far for sure.

Edge of Tomorrow was fucking awesome. Great comedy for an action movie.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on July 07, 2014, 08:13:59 PM

leet can you go see 22 jump street and tell me if its worth downloading

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 07, 2014, 08:32:53 PM

Quote from: ROCKxADIO420 on July 07, 2014, 08:13:59 PM

leet can you go see 22 jump street and tell me if its worth downloading

Definitely worth. It was a very self referential and self aware comedy that constantly made fun of itself and the audience. I actually had to explain that to my dumb "friends" before. They watched it and wrote it off as the same shit comically as the Hangover franchise without understanding that it was very aware of the shittiness of many comedy franchises. They called the movie stupid when they didn't even get what they were trying to do. I do suppose that the movie was meant to please both audiences though. It's just that those in the know would like it on another level. Rottentomatoes has it averaging at 88% last I saw. Because it's an aggregate site you know that isn't just some fluke. Best movie I've seen so far on my theater kick has been How To Train Your Dragon 2. If you haven't seen it, that's the one to see/download. Shit, you should even pay for it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on July 07, 2014, 08:51:57 PM

I was sort of hoping Vuvuzela would make a comeback for World cup season.  Just a well timed post or two.  Maybe in a dylan. thread, or the AG coke thread.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on July 07, 2014, 08:57:29 PM

More like the vuvuZZZZZZela






























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Am I right?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on July 07, 2014, 09:09:05 PM

its just that i havent seen how to train your dragon 1 and i think it might be a little out of my intellectual league to go into the sequel without doing any research. like how will i know who is the dragon?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 07, 2014, 09:13:37 PM

You're just going to have to trust in your deductive reasoning skills.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on July 07, 2014, 09:17:38 PM

nah geek that was satire, jesus fucking christ.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 07, 2014, 09:41:01 PM

No shit?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on July 07, 2014, 11:29:07 PM

That sounds amazing L33t. At least you do stuff, even if its by yourself. I rarely exit the house, aside from going to the park.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kingpinuser on July 09, 2014, 08:36:04 AM

 Doing this for my own therapy, Was with a women for the last hmm 4 years, she has a son who was 1 when i met her and i raised him like my own now the rad little guy is 6. Anyway she told me one morning in February that she just needed me to leave...was invited back a few weeks later then asked again to have me just move out a week after that. Got a place and then went out to dinner one evening that turned into us hooking up and then since then till now it was 2 weeks hot 1 week cold or any pattern of me staying there doing family stuff then boom cut off again. The whole time she was hanging with a guy who is her brothers wife bother Lets call him "E"...who was/is married and is going through a divorce right now and going through some shit with his own emotions. I asked her over and over if anything is going on between them and to just let me know and i will walk away.

Monday night comes and she has been weird for about a week and has been hanging with another guy from her work...i ask her again just tell me whats up and if there is anything going on as i just need to know so i can break my stupid cycle of always being there for her and the kid, again its nothing is going on. Monday night texts were weird..nice but not her.. like saying just good night and i don't know hard to explain but  my gut was like nope i need to go and find out...i go to our old place..her place now and yeah shes banging the new guy she was hanging with. I was crushed... confronted her and yeah... just tears from her and what else could she say...man fucking crushing finding out that way.

I take off and get back to my place and collect my thought and do what i know I have to. This chick is great but she has a pattern of going down the wrong road and I broke that for years but her old ways are coming back but I also know that her and "E" had never hooked up, he's too much like me, a silly nice guy to do anything although i know they are both truly into each other but its so weird with divorce, family and a few other factors that they are hesitant. So i call her and make her pick up the phone after calling a few times..and i tell her i can not forgive her but she can't go back to her shitty ways of random hook ups to try and feel something and that she has to promise me that she tells "E" tomorrow about how she feels and they sort it out. I then call him in the morning and he is kinda scared at first..this dude is going through some shit I know but i tell him he has to tell her how he feels and to take care of her as i know he is a good man.

Fucking hell...i don't know why I still needed to protect her after all this shit..maybe its due to her son that I care for so much but man..since all that, i have been sad, angry, confused and anything in between. had a drank with a rad homie chick last night and she said fucking cut that shit...no more..you have done enough..more then enough and this weekend I'm taking off to hang with another chick about 4 hours away..just cruise down random roads and camp out.

 Its scary and weird not being there anymore with them and just looking after me..but that's reality and just facing that I'm going to have some ups and downs, but it's what I'm faced with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: twitchflip on July 09, 2014, 09:07:00 AM

Quote from: kingpinuser on July 09, 2014, 08:36:04 AM

Doing this for my own therapy, Was with a women for the last hmm 4 years, she has a son who was 1 when i met her and i raised him like my own now the rad little guy is 6. Anyway she told me one morning in February that she just needed me to leave...was invited back a few weeks later then asked again to have me just move out a week after that. Got a place and then went out to dinner one evening that turned into us hooking up and then since then till now it was 2 weeks hot 1 week cold or any pattern of me staying there doing family stuff then boom cut off again. The whole time she was hanging with a guy who is her brothers wife bother Lets call him "E"...who was/is married and is going through a divorce right now and going through some shit with his own emotions. I asked her over and over if anything is going on between them and to just let me know and i will walk away.

Monday night comes and she has been weird for about a week and has been hanging with another guy from her work...i ask her again just tell me whats up and if there is anything going on as i just need to know so i can break my stupid cycle of always being there for her and the kid, again its nothing is going on. Monday night texts were weird..nice but not her.. like saying just good night and i don't know hard to explain but  my gut was like nope i need to go and find out...i go to our old place..her place now and yeah shes banging the new guy she was hanging with. I was crushed... confronted her and yeah... just tears from her and what else could she say...man fucking crushing finding out that way.

I take off and get back to my place and collect my thought and do what i know I have to. This chick is great but she has a pattern of going down the wrong road and I broke that for years but her old ways are coming back but I also know that her and "E" had never hooked up, he's too much like me, a silly nice guy to do anything although i know they are both truly into each other but its so weird with devorce, family and a few other factors that they are hesitant. So i call her and make her pick up the phone after calling a few times..and i tell her i can not forgive her but she can't go back to her shitty ways of random hook ups to try and feel something and that she has to promise me that she tells "E" tomorrow about how she feels and they sort it out. I then call him in the morning and he is kinda scared at first..this dude is going through some shit I know but i tell him he has to tell her how he feels and to take care of her as i know he is a good man.

Fucking hell...i don't know why I still needed to protect her after all this shit..maybe its due to her son that I care for so much but man..since all that i have been sad, angry, confused and anything in between. Went a drank with a rad homie chick last night and she like fucking cut that shit...no more..you have done enough..more then enough and this weekend I'm taking off to hang with another chick about 4 hours away..just cruise down random roads and camp out.

 Its scary and weird not being there anymore with them and just looking after me..but that's reality and just facing that is going to have some ups and downs, but it's what I'm faced with.

you sound like a really nice guy. I'm with your chick friend and think it may be best to cut contact with her completely. the worst thing you could do is allow yourself to be taken advantage of emotionally. she will realise what she had when it's gone. best of luck, kingpin.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on July 09, 2014, 09:25:31 AM

Quote from: kingpinuser on July 09, 2014, 08:36:04 AM

Doing this for my own therapy, Was with a women for the last hmm 4 years, she has a son who was 1 when i met her and i raised him like my own now the rad little guy is 6. Anyway she told me one morning in February that she just needed me to leave...was invited back a few weeks later then asked again to have me just move out a week after that. Got a place and then went out to dinner one evening that turned into us hooking up and then since then till now it was 2 weeks hot 1 week cold or any pattern of me staying there doing family stuff then boom cut off again. The whole time she was hanging with a guy who is her brothers wife bother Lets call him "E"...who was/is married and is going through a divorce right now and going through some shit with his own emotions. I asked her over and over if anything is going on between them and to just let me know and i will walk away.

Monday night comes and she has been weird for about a week and has been hanging with another guy from her work...i ask her again just tell me whats up and if there is anything going on as i just need to know so i can break my stupid cycle of always being there for her and the kid, again its nothing is going on. Monday night texts were weird..nice but not her.. like saying just good night and i don't know hard to explain but  my gut was like nope i need to go and find out...i go to our old place..her place now and yeah shes banging the new guy she was hanging with. I was crushed... confronted her and yeah... just tears from her and what else could she say...man fucking crushing finding out that way.

I take off and get back to my place and collect my thought and do what i know I have to. This chick is great but she has a pattern of going down the wrong road and I broke that for years but her old ways are coming back but I also know that her and "E" had never hooked up, he's too much like me, a silly nice guy to do anything although i know they are both truly into each other but its so weird with devorce, family and a few other factors that they are hesitant. So i call her and make her pick up the phone after calling a few times..and i tell her i can not forgive her but she can't go back to her shitty ways of random hook ups to try and feel something and that she has to promise me that she tells "E" tomorrow about how she feels and they sort it out. I then call him in the morning and he is kinda scared at first..this dude is going through some shit I know but i tell him he has to tell her how he feels and to take care of her as i know he is a good man.

Fucking hell...i don't know why I still needed to protect her after all this shit..maybe its due to her son that I care for so much but man..since all that i have been sad, angry, confused and anything in between. Went a drank with a rad homie chick last night and she like fucking cut that shit...no more..you have done enough..more then enough and this weekend I'm taking off to hang with another chick about 4 hours away..just cruise down random roads and camp out.

 Its scary and weird not being there anymore with them and just looking after me..but that's reality and just facing that is going to have some ups and downs, but it's what I'm faced with.

Damn dude, super harsh.  Like Twitch said though you sound like a pretty good human being, obviously it'll take some time to get passed a 4 year stint of constantly having those people in your life.  Soon you'll find yourself somewhere else with someone else and this shit won't matter.  Don't wallow, get out there and live, it's the only way to move forward.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on July 09, 2014, 09:27:58 AM

sorry to hear that kingpinuser. i think all i can say is "thats life" man. you can only do so much to help out the people you know and love, and even when you give them the world, that might not be enough for them to stick around with you. im sure the intentions you have for this girl and her son are the best for them both, but shes always going to make decisions for herself and they might not always be what you think is best. honestly, this might be one of those situations thats just really shitty. an end to something that was once great.

going off what you wrote, this girl doesnt sounds like someone whos going to be down with you the way you might need her to be if you two ended up sticking together. im sure youre super bummed, and i know if i get bummed out on my girlfriend i can talk sort of badly about her just because im upset, so for all i know she could actually be a really great girl. but i think what you need to think about is if shes going to be a good influence on your life in the long run, and not just you being the good influence in hers. right now it sounds like shes just stressing you out, and you dont need that.

id give it a little bit of a break for now. its always really hard to make a clean break, and id never tell anyone to just drop everything and forget about the person they were in a relationship with because i know thats practically impossible to do. shit sucks man, but dont let it consume you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kingpinuser on July 09, 2014, 10:10:01 AM

Quote from: JB on July 09, 2014, 09:27:58 AM

sorry to hear that kingpinuser. i think all i can say is "thats life" man. you can only do so much to help out the people you know and love, and even when you give them the world, that might not be enough for them to stick around with you. im sure the intentions you have for this girl and her son are the best for them both, but shes always going to make decisions for herself and they might not always be what you think is best. honestly, this might be one of those situations thats just really shitty. an end to something that was once great.

going off what you wrote, this girl doesnt sounds like someone whos going to be down with you the way you might need her to be if you two ended up sticking together. im sure youre super bummed, and i know if i get bummed out on my girlfriend i can talk sort of badly about her just because im upset, so for all i know she could actually be a really great girl. but i think what you need to think about is if shes going to be a good influence on your life in the long run, and not just you being the good influence in hers. right now it sounds like shes just stressing you out, and you dont need that.

id give it a little bit of a break for now. its always really hard to make a clean break, and id never tell anyone to just drop everything and forget about the person they were in a relationship with because i know thats practically impossible to do. shit sucks man, but dont let it consume you.

Thanks twitchflip, ill_Murray and JB Everything for all that has been said and it is all very spot on. The sickness feeling and anger of what i walked in on is pretty much hitting me now. The stress has been crazy and my parents have been super worried about me with everything that was going on...they saw the stress eating away, my mom was the first person to say I don't think you really did want to marry her... as amazing, rad, and serious a beautiful women she has some huge highs which are great times but the lows are hard to deal with and has taken a toll on me, she has a hard time opening up, Usually during these times i would bring the kid out to the park or solo adventures and just play ninja missions and yeah..going to miss that shit a lot. Anyways I'm rolling through the punches in me at this moment while at work. I got two tickets to see Deer Tick that we were planning on going to...Two options now..find another person which i should do or give the tickets up...i got a day to decide.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on July 09, 2014, 10:31:23 AM

Quote from: kingpinuser on July 09, 2014, 10:10:01 AM

Quote from: JB on July 09, 2014, 09:27:58 AM

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sorry to hear that kingpinuser. i think all i can say is "thats life" man. you can only do so much to help out the people you know and love, and even when you give them the world, that might not be enough for them to stick around with you. im sure the intentions you have for this girl and her son are the best for them both, but shes always going to make decisions for herself and they might not always be what you think is best. honestly, this might be one of those situations thats just really shitty. an end to something that was once great.

going off what you wrote, this girl doesnt sounds like someone whos going to be down with you the way you might need her to be if you two ended up sticking together. im sure youre super bummed, and i know if i get bummed out on my girlfriend i can talk sort of badly about her just because im upset, so for all i know she could actually be a really great girl. but i think what you need to think about is if shes going to be a good influence on your life in the long run, and not just you being the good influence in hers. right now it sounds like shes just stressing you out, and you dont need that.

id give it a little bit of a break for now. its always really hard to make a clean break, and id never tell anyone to just drop everything and forget about the person they were in a relationship with because i know thats practically impossible to do. shit sucks man, but dont let it consume you.

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Thanks twitchflip, ill_Murray and JB Everything for all that has been said and it is all very spot on. The sickness feeling and anger of what i walked in on is pretty much hitting me now. The stress has been crazy and my parents have been super worried about me with everything that was going on...they saw the stress eating away, my mom was the first person to say I don't think you really did want to marry her... as amazing, rad, and serious a beautiful women she has some huge highs which are great times but the lows are hard to deal with and has taken a toll on me, she has a hard time opening up, Usually during these times i would bring the kid out to the park or solo adventures and just play ninja missions and yeah..going to miss that shit a lot. Anyways I'm rolling through the punches in me at this moment while at work. I got two tickets to see Deer Tick that we were planning on going to...Two options now..find another person which i should do or give the tickets up...i got a day to decide.

You find another person and you go enjoy that god damn concert is what you do!
Seriously though, there should be more people like you man, that kid was lucky to have you for the years that he did for sure. 
You've got tons of time to skate now though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: arthurspooner on July 09, 2014, 10:32:29 AM

That blows kingpin. I hope this start to look up really soon for you.

I'd say go to the Deer Tick concert! Don't give them up. Deer Tick rules. That'll get your mind off of things at least for a few hours.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on July 09, 2014, 10:33:45 AM

Quote from: kingpinuser on July 09, 2014, 10:10:01 AM

Quote from: JB on July 09, 2014, 09:27:58 AM

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sorry to hear that kingpinuser. i think all i can say is "thats life" man. you can only do so much to help out the people you know and love, and even when you give them the world, that might not be enough for them to stick around with you. im sure the intentions you have for this girl and her son are the best for them both, but shes always going to make decisions for herself and they might not always be what you think is best. honestly, this might be one of those situations thats just really shitty. an end to something that was once great.

going off what you wrote, this girl doesnt sounds like someone whos going to be down with you the way you might need her to be if you two ended up sticking together. im sure youre super bummed, and i know if i get bummed out on my girlfriend i can talk sort of badly about her just because im upset, so for all i know she could actually be a really great girl. but i think what you need to think about is if shes going to be a good influence on your life in the long run, and not just you being the good influence in hers. right now it sounds like shes just stressing you out, and you dont need that.

id give it a little bit of a break for now. its always really hard to make a clean break, and id never tell anyone to just drop everything and forget about the person they were in a relationship with because i know thats practically impossible to do. shit sucks man, but dont let it consume you.

[close]

Thanks twitchflip, ill_Murray and JB Everything for all that has been said and it is all very spot on. The sickness feeling and anger of what i walked in on is pretty much hitting me now. The stress has been crazy and my parents have been super worried about me with everything that was going on...they saw the stress eating away, my mom was the first person to say I don't think you really did want to marry her... as amazing, rad, and serious a beautiful women she has some huge highs which are great times but the lows are hard to deal with and has taken a toll on me, she has a hard time opening up, Usually during these times i would bring the kid out to the park or solo adventures and just play ninja missions and yeah..going to miss that shit a lot. Anyways I'm rolling through the punches in me at this moment while at work. I got two tickets to see Deer Tick that we were planning on going to...Two options now..find another person which i should do or give the tickets up...i got a day to decide.

go to the show. if you dont have anyone to go with, just go alone. fuck it, you might be surprised how much fun you have going by yourself. maybe hit the bars a bit early, if you see someone who looks like they might be down, toss the ticket to them. you dont even have to hang out with them at the show, but you might make their day by just being the guy who gave them a free ticket.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kingpinuser on July 09, 2014, 12:24:15 PM

Quote from: ill_Murray on July 09, 2014, 10:31:23 AM

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sorry to hear that kingpinuser. i think all i can say is "thats life" man. you can only do so much to help out the people you know and love, and even when you give them the world, that might not be enough for them to stick around with you. im sure the intentions you have for this girl and her son are the best for them both, but shes always going to make decisions for herself and they might not always be what you think is best. honestly, this might be one of those situations thats just really shitty. an end to something that was once great.

going off what you wrote, this girl doesnt sounds like someone whos going to be down with you the way you might need her to be if you two ended up sticking together. im sure youre super bummed, and i know if i get bummed out on my girlfriend i can talk sort of badly about her just because im upset, so for all i know she could actually be a really great girl. but i think what you need to think about is if shes going to be a good influence on your life in the long run, and not just you being the good influence in hers. right now it sounds like shes just stressing you out, and you dont need that.

id give it a little bit of a break for now. its always really hard to make a clean break, and id never tell anyone to just drop everything and forget about the person they were in a relationship with because i know thats practically impossible to do. shit sucks man, but dont let it consume you.

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Thanks twitchflip, ill_Murray and JB Everything for all that has been said and it is all very spot on. The sickness feeling and anger of what i walked in on is pretty much hitting me now. The stress has been crazy and my parents have been super worried about me with everything that was going on...they saw the stress eating away, my mom was the first person to say I don't think you really did want to marry her... as amazing, rad, and serious a beautiful women she has some huge highs which are great times but the lows are hard to deal with and has taken a toll on me, she has a hard time opening up, Usually during these times i would bring the kid out to the park or solo adventures and just play ninja missions and yeah..going to miss that shit a lot. Anyways I'm rolling through the punches in me at this moment while at work. I got two tickets to see Deer Tick that we were planning on going to...Two options now..find another person which i should do or give the tickets up...i got a day to decide.

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You find another person and you go enjoy that god damn concert is what you do!
Seriously though, there should be more people like you man, that kid was lucky to have you for the years that he did for sure. 
You've got tons of time to skate now though.

Thanks again guys, I wont give up the tickets and i know more then a few people to ask...i might try and find someone random just to have a different experience. About the skating...i am now back pushing on my board after a knee problem that lasted years and then a random Achilles injury to the same leg..had my homie shoot a pic of me just pushing as everything else is taking more time but it just feels amazing pushing again...heres the pic, i don't post on any of the main Slap pages too often, I have been lurking since damn..2002 i think..32 years old so yeah it has been that long, and its dog eat dog world on some of these topics. But again thanks so much...the head and body still hurts but i hope tonight will be a better sleep. 

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on July 10, 2014, 10:15:58 AM

Kingpinuser, it's a harsh situation but the advice the guys have given you about a nice clean cut and getting on with life is definitely the best thing right now. If you do end up giving the Deer Tick ticket to a stranger that act of random kindness can cause an incredible feeling of stoke for both parties and will come back in good karma. Keep your head up and get ready for new experiences.

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Post by: L33Tg33k on July 10, 2014, 10:35:45 AM

Took me almost 4 hours to masturbate last night.

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Post by: SodaJerk on July 10, 2014, 11:51:21 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 10, 2014, 10:35:45 AM

Took me almost 4 hours to masturbate last night.

That's some intense Shake Weight workout. Hope you switched up arms or you're gonna have one mad diesel lopsided arm.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on July 10, 2014, 05:39:49 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 10, 2014, 10:35:45 AM

Took me almost 4 hours to masturbate last night.

Because you masturbate too much or because you can only get off to the gnarliest shit since you've seen it all?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 10, 2014, 06:58:01 PM

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Took me almost 4 hours to masturbate last night.

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Because you masturbate too much or because you can only get off to the gnarliest shit since you've seen it all?

Because 80mg of Prozac.

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Post by: ill_Murray on July 10, 2014, 07:04:51 PM

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Took me almost 4 hours to masturbate last night.

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Because you masturbate too much or because you can only get off to the gnarliest shit since you've seen it all?

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Because 80mg of Prozac.

That's depressing.


Irony.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on July 10, 2014, 08:10:41 PM

Hahahahaha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 10, 2014, 09:08:14 PM

Also, I like the band Mindless Self Indulgence.

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Post by: dillanharp on July 10, 2014, 09:12:56 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 10, 2014, 09:08:14 PM

Also, I like the band Mindless Self Indulgence.

And you were talking shit about NIN tickets.

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Post by: L33Tg33k on July 10, 2014, 09:16:22 PM

I was joking about NIN. I like Reznor a lot actually.

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Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on July 10, 2014, 09:17:42 PM

I once tried to kill myself with a Mindless Self Indulgence CD.













I passed out 10 minutes in and woke up in the hospital two weeks later.



 :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EPetrov on July 11, 2014, 02:04:36 PM

been a college student since fall of 09, now I want to switch majors because some stuff happened  Academically that I dont agree with and I hated the uni and area I was at. Haven't had math in 2 years. I'm nervous and bummed because i'm about to start my mid 20's and because I need calculus before I can transfer into the university I want and get in the business major.

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Post by: paraquat on July 11, 2014, 03:24:36 PM

Quote from: EPetrov on July 11, 2014, 02:04:36 PM

been a college student since fall of 09, now I want to switch majors because some stuff happened  Academically that I dont agree with and I hated the uni and area I was at. Haven't had math in 2 years. I'm nervous and bummed because i'm about to start my mid 20's and because I need calculus before I can transfer into the university I want and get in the business major.

Whoa whoa. Chill man. You have time. What's your life like now, outside of academia? You have a sustainable income? You have a lady? You have a place to live? Just set small goals and bust through them. Take less/easier classes when you take this math class. I had to do that as math is hard for me to grasp.

What i am saying is: at your age, think about the present and immediate future more. You can worry about being old when you're old.

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Post by: Mr. Lono on July 13, 2014, 03:35:03 AM

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been a college student since fall of 09, now I want to switch majors because some stuff happened  Academically that I dont agree with and I hated the uni and area I was at. Haven't had math in 2 years. I'm nervous and bummed because i'm about to start my mid 20's and because I need calculus before I can transfer into the university I want and get in the business major.

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Whoa whoa. Chill man. You have time. What's your life like now, outside of academia? You have a sustainable income? You have a lady? You have a place to live? Just set small goals and bust through them. Take less/easier classes when you take this math class. I had to do that as math is hard for me to grasp.

What i am saying is: at your age, think about the present and immediate future more. You can worry about being old when you're old.

Good stuff

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EPetrov on July 14, 2014, 12:04:37 PM

unfortunately I have no lady, I been talking to some ladies but I guess I haven't been seriously pursuing even though I want a lady.lol Just got layed off from my summer job yesterday  ;D :'( . Life outside academia:I try to skate a few days a week along with playing guitar and soccer. So I am not at home playing games everyday. I just came back from a school I wasted 1.5 years at, I now live with my parents again 25 miles away from the city I love.You're right about my thinking/worrying.

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Post by: L33Tg33k on July 14, 2014, 12:13:28 PM

I have an SSI medical evaluation today. Let's hope I look especially miserable today and they write me a check right there.

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Post by: perverted super otaku! on July 14, 2014, 01:36:29 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 14, 2014, 12:13:28 PM

I have an SSI medical evaluation today. Let's hope I look especially miserable today and they write me a check right there.

tell the doc your 0 for 87 in terms of wanking, prolly an amazing idea  ???

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ruberov on July 14, 2014, 02:29:34 PM

Quote from: EPetrov on July 14, 2014, 12:04:37 PM

unfortunately I have no lady, I been talking to some ladies but I guess I haven't been seriously pursuing even though I want a lady.lol Just got layed off from my summer job yesterday  ;D :'( . Life outside academia:I try to skate a few days a week along with playing guitar and soccer. So I am not at home playing games everyday. I just came back from a school I wasted 1.5 years at, I now live with my parents again 25 miles away from the city I love.You're right about my thinking/worrying.

Patrick MLT on the youtube got my calculus up to scratch after 30 years off.

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Post by: IanBZHD on July 16, 2014, 11:53:57 AM

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unfortunately I have no lady, I been talking to some ladies but I guess I haven't been seriously pursuing even though I want a lady.lol Just got layed off from my summer job yesterday  ;D :'( . Life outside academia:I try to skate a few days a week along with playing guitar and soccer. So I am not at home playing games everyday. I just came back from a school I wasted 1.5 years at, I now live with my parents again 25 miles away from the city I love.You're right about my thinking/worrying.

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Patrick MLT on the youtube got my calculus up to scratch after 30 years off.

Learn your basic rules of algebra, and do your homework in Calculus and it shouldn't be too bad if its an entry level Calc class. Also, look up Khan Academy on youtubes, its basically MIT lectures about any math subject you can imagine that really helps break it down.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on July 18, 2014, 03:43:53 AM

I don't know if I'm depressed or what but I haven't really felt any sort of emotion in long time.  I guess I don't feel anything anymore, which sucks.  Even hooking up is boring now.  I was thinking tonight how pointless it was to go out and fuck this newly-single girl.  What's the point of fucking some poor girl just to try to make you feel good about yourself?  I hooked up with a girl I've known for years as a friend two weeks ago and I couldn't even come from sex, I had to jack off while fingering her in order to do anything.  I can't sleep on a normal person's schedule anymore, sometimes I stay up until 9 in the morning and sleep until 11 the next night.  I've been frequently visiting my very small-hometown because my bestfriend is on leave after graduating from Navy basic training school.  Every time I come back it's like a surge of emotions of memories.  I hate leaving.  And to top it all off, I've listened to that Kings of Leon "Use Somebody" song over 50 times and I don't know why because I hate that band.

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Post by: rocketofftopic on July 18, 2014, 04:57:04 PM

Quote from: Rumpleforeskin on July 18, 2014, 03:43:53 AM

I don't know if I'm depressed or what but I haven't really felt any sort of emotion in long time.  I guess I don't feel anything anymore, which sucks.  Even hooking up is boring now.  I was thinking tonight how pointless it was to go out and fuck this newly-single girl.  What's the point of fucking some poor girl just to try to make you feel good about yourself?  I hooked up with a girl I've known for years as a friend two weeks ago and I couldn't even come from sex, I had to jack off while fingering her in order to do anything.  I can't sleep on a normal person's schedule anymore, sometimes I stay up until 9 in the morning and sleep until 11 the next night.  I've been frequently visiting my very small-hometown because my bestfriend is on leave after graduating from Navy basic training school.  Every time I come back it's like a surge of emotions of memories.  I hate leaving.  And to top it all off, I've listened to that Kings of Leon "Use Somebody" song over 50 times and I don't know why because I hate that band.

seek help immediately.

jokes aside i feel the same way but didn't really know how to word it, but yeah i feel like i feel almost no emotions either. my parents kinda bugged out about it from time to time, just being like "nothing affects you why don't you smile more" and stuff like that. i've never really thought about how many other people are like this. is it a common thing? depression? or are we just robots  ???

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on July 18, 2014, 05:39:54 PM

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I don't know if I'm depressed or what but I haven't really felt any sort of emotion in long time.  I guess I don't feel anything anymore, which sucks.  Even hooking up is boring now.  I was thinking tonight how pointless it was to go out and fuck this newly-single girl.  What's the point of fucking some poor girl just to try to make you feel good about yourself?  I hooked up with a girl I've known for years as a friend two weeks ago and I couldn't even come from sex, I had to jack off while fingering her in order to do anything.  I can't sleep on a normal person's schedule anymore, sometimes I stay up until 9 in the morning and sleep until 11 the next night.  I've been frequently visiting my very small-hometown because my bestfriend is on leave after graduating from Navy basic training school.  Every time I come back it's like a surge of emotions of memories.  I hate leaving.  And to top it all off, I've listened to that Kings of Leon "Use Somebody" song over 50 times and I don't know why because I hate that band.

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seek help immediately.

jokes aside i feel the same way but didn't really know how to word it, but yeah i feel like i feel almost no emotions either. my parents kinda bugged out about it from time to time, just being like "nothing affects you why don't you smile more" and stuff like that. i've never really thought about how many other people are like this. is it a common thing? depression? or are we just robots  ???

you're zach braff's character from 'garden state'. lay off the mood pills and fall in love and listen to the shins. it'll turn you into a normal person.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on July 18, 2014, 06:21:21 PM

I was eating KFC yesterday and changed my shirt once I realized I had on my Smiths Meat Is Murder album cover t shirt, I felt like it was bad luck and I was gonna get salmonella or something. This is pretty much the most interesting thing I have for this thread at the moment.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on July 18, 2014, 06:38:42 PM

cheated on my math hw

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Post by: Rumpleforeskin on July 18, 2014, 07:42:39 PM

Don't ever compare me to anything related to Garden State

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on July 18, 2014, 08:00:14 PM

I'M LIVING A LIE!

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Post by: perverted super otaku! on July 18, 2014, 08:05:57 PM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on July 18, 2014, 08:00:14 PM

I'M LIVING A LIE!

HAH!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on July 19, 2014, 03:44:23 PM

I get way too into girls easily, and everything is going amazingly for the first week - 2 weeks... then they always cut me off and I get hurt. Really I think I want a girlfriend, but it's like for some reason I'm way too much of a bitch about it when it doesn't keep going that way and it fucking sucks because I don't try to be... it just happens

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on July 19, 2014, 05:48:50 PM

Quote from: Joe Pesci on July 19, 2014, 03:44:23 PM

I get way too into girls easily, and everything is going amazingly for the first week - 2 weeks... then they always cut me off and I get hurt. Really I think I want a girlfriend, but it's like for some reason I'm way too much of a bitch about it when it doesn't keep going that way and it fucking sucks because I don't try to be... it just happens

been here a million fucking times my friend. I think honestly its more about being love with the "feeling" of being infatuated than the actual person, cuz after a couple months pass you be realizing that those girls really aint what you're looking for anyway. i had a similar situation 4-5 months ago where i literally went on the best date of my life with girl & we talked at a cafe for 6-7 hours and i was super geeked about her only to have her pull that same shit, and i was salty than a MUTHAFUCKA. for people like us we gotta be careful about jumping into that shit too quick, cuz once you start getting all lovey dovey n shit you start acting different (even if you realize it or not) and it just turns em off because they can tell you're infatuated and deferring to them in ways you didn't before. its best to take shit slow man. Sounds like some old head shit but its true. let some REAL feelings & rapport build up over time instead of microwaving the process in your head. you'd be surprised how much you "like" a girl is mostly because of shit you've built up in your head, cuz sometimes you be dead set on making some chick your girl only to meet someone else who's kinda hotter & just totally switch gears without hesitation lol.

When i moved out to AZ i was all over the online dating shit meeting hella girls but since I've gotten more focused on my work and value my sanity i pretty much don't fuck with ANY of them anymore except one who was always cool & more like "the homie". we just smoke & chill n watch movies n shit and I honestly wasn't even pursuing her like that back when i first met her several months ago just due to circumstances at the time but now she's pretty much the only girl i hang out with on a regular basis & vice versa so the shit kinda grew on its own & the thought of actually dating her seems so much more natural than all the other times i "thought" i was in love with these girls i barely knew outside of a few dates/conversations. we gotta nice sexual tension going on but I'm definitely going on the offensive next time i see her, so wish me luck on that. I'm pretty certain she wouldn't mind me coming on to her like that cuz all the writings on the wall & its obvious she likes me but i aint gonna lie i be getting nervous thinking about it sometimes just cuz she kinda got me on one, lol.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on July 19, 2014, 06:28:11 PM

what weasley is trying to say is 'don't kiss pussy'.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 19, 2014, 09:53:08 PM

I was just standing in line at Popeye's Chicken when I noticed a girl waiting off to the side for her order. There was nothing special about this girl. She was a typical Mexican punk chick. It's just when I noticed her my eyes lingered on her for a little longer than usual. She didn't notice. I don't think she noticed. Maybe she noticed. A flood of misery washed over me in that moment. Intensely oppressive emotions of loneliness, ineptitude, and inexperience forced themselves upon me. I started shaking as my eyes welled up and two tears escaped down my face. The moment I again understood where I was I claimed my composure quickly. I asked myself how long that little episode had lasted. I had no since of time at that moment. It was clear it wasn't long because no one had seemed to budge from the position they were in since I last saw them. Probably milliseconds. I ordered my food. Popcorn shrimp, biscuit, and fries. Picked it up and drove home. And that is the story of how I almost had a mental breakdown in a fried chicken restaurant.

I skated today though. It was fun, but rocking 70 extra pounds makes for tiresome work.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on July 19, 2014, 10:07:32 PM

i was at honey farms learning kickflip nosestalls. i've never done them before w/ any proficiency, nonetheless slid one. the clerk is, she a big girl. her knuckles read 'love' and 'pain'. i went in the other night and she complimented my hair [which is the same as every other day] so i kinda think she likes me. i haven't got laid in forever but this girl intimidates me. i thought about asking her for free marbs, that's how you know if a clerk is really digging you. i paid for my skor bars w/ my EBT  card, walked back up the hill and masturbated to the idea of the honey farms clerk petting my pecker w/ her 'love' hand while smacking me upside the head w/ her 'pain' hand til goo came outta me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on July 19, 2014, 10:44:37 PM

i bet will got a white chick who likes him cause hes black so its edgy but hes lightskin enough to take home to daddy lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on July 20, 2014, 01:10:14 AM

my phone hasn't worked for phone calls for about a month an a half ago, the only person that tried to call me in that time was my mother

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on July 20, 2014, 08:47:00 AM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on July 19, 2014, 10:07:32 PM

i was at honey farms learning kickflip nosestalls. i've never done them before w/ any proficiency, nonetheless slid one. the clerk is, she a big girl. her knuckles read 'love' and 'pain'. i went in the other night and she complimented my hair [which is the same as every other day] so i kinda think she likes me. i haven't got laid in forever but this girl intimidates me. i thought about asking her for free marbs, that's how you know if a clerk is really digging you. i paid for my skor bars w/ my EBT  card, walked back up the hill and masturbated to the idea of the honey farms clerk petting my pecker w/ her 'love' hand while smacking me upside the head w/ her 'pain' hand til goo came outta me.

Ha.

Quote from: tobey on July 20, 2014, 01:10:14 AM

my phone hasn't worked for phone calls for about a month an a half ago, the only person that tried to call me in that time was my mother

I know how that goes, either you need to find people worth calling or realize you can't sit around and wait to get invited places without putting yourself out there first, it doesn't ever happen.  But shit, I don't know you so I could be talking out my ass in which case feel free to tell me to fuck off. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on July 20, 2014, 08:53:01 AM

Quote from: Joe Pesci on July 19, 2014, 03:44:23 PM

I get way too into girls easily, and everything is going amazingly for the first week - 2 weeks... then they always cut me off and I get hurt. Really I think I want a girlfriend, but it's like for some reason I'm way too much of a bitch about it when it doesn't keep going that way and it fucking sucks because I don't try to be... it just happens

are you really young? because this was as far as i got with any girl until like 22 or 23.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on July 20, 2014, 09:54:45 AM

Quote from: tobey on July 20, 2014, 01:10:14 AM

my phone hasn't worked for phone calls for about a month an a half ago, the only person that tried to call me in that time was my mother

I know how that goes, either you need to find people worth calling or realize you can't sit around and wait to get invited places without putting yourself out there first, it doesn't ever happen.  But shit, I don't know you so I could be talking out my ass in which case feel free to tell me to fuck off. 
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i didn't go out all of last year cause of my anxiety but all of this year i call my friends and text, they say they aren't doing anything and end up going out and not inviting me so i just gave up on that group of people but i did go to a bar last weekend with some girl i was friends with all through out high school so at least some people like me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on July 20, 2014, 11:46:00 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 19, 2014, 09:53:08 PM

I was just standing in line at Popeye's Chicken when I noticed a girl waiting off to the side for her order. There was nothing special about this girl. She was a typical Mexican punk chick. It's just when I noticed her my eyes lingered on her for a little longer than usual. She didn't notice. I don't think she noticed. Maybe she noticed. A flood of misery washed over me in that moment. Intensely oppressive emotions of loneliness, ineptitude, and inexperience forced themselves upon me. I started shaking as my eyes welled up and two tears escaped down my face. The moment I again understood where I was I claimed my composure quickly. I asked myself how long that little episode had lasted. I had no since of time at that moment. It was clear it wasn't long because no one had seemed to budge from the position they were in since I last saw them. Probably milliseconds. I ordered my food. Popcorn shrimp, biscuit, and fries. Picked it up and drove home. And that is the story of how I almost had a mental breakdown in a fried chicken restaurant.

I skated today though. It was fun, but rocking 70 extra pounds makes for tiresome work.

Wow. Not trying to kiss butt here, but I would buy your book if you wrote one. Push-ups leet. Do 50 everyday. Make it so they become a compulsive habit and you don't feel right until you have done them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on July 20, 2014, 03:42:36 PM

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I was just standing in line at Popeye's Chicken when I noticed a girl waiting off to the side for her order. There was nothing special about this girl. She was a typical Mexican punk chick. It's just when I noticed her my eyes lingered on her for a little longer than usual. She didn't notice. I don't think she noticed. Maybe she noticed. A flood of misery washed over me in that moment. Intensely oppressive emotions of loneliness, ineptitude, and inexperience forced themselves upon me. I started shaking as my eyes welled up and two tears escaped down my face. The moment I again understood where I was I claimed my composure quickly. I asked myself how long that little episode had lasted. I had no since of time at that moment. It was clear it wasn't long because no one had seemed to budge from the position they were in since I last saw them. Probably milliseconds. I ordered my food. Popcorn shrimp, biscuit, and fries. Picked it up and drove home. And that is the story of how I almost had a mental breakdown in a fried chicken restaurant.

I skated today though. It was fun, but rocking 70 extra pounds makes for tiresome work.

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Wow. Not trying to kiss butt here, but I would buy your book if you wrote one. Push-ups leet. Do 50 everyday. Make it so they become a compulsive habit and you don't feel right until you have done them.

I agree, do push-ups. If you can't start at 50, which I don't think most people can do, do as many as you can, then drop to your knees and go until you can't. Do it for a few days and it might hurt to shower. It takes like a minute, maybe 2. You probably stared into nothingness for a lot longer than that today.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on July 21, 2014, 09:43:12 AM

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I was just standing in line at Popeye's Chicken when I noticed a girl waiting off to the side for her order. There was nothing special about this girl. She was a typical Mexican punk chick. It's just when I noticed her my eyes lingered on her for a little longer than usual. She didn't notice. I don't think she noticed. Maybe she noticed. A flood of misery washed over me in that moment. Intensely oppressive emotions of loneliness, ineptitude, and inexperience forced themselves upon me. I started shaking as my eyes welled up and two tears escaped down my face. The moment I again understood where I was I claimed my composure quickly. I asked myself how long that little episode had lasted. I had no since of time at that moment. It was clear it wasn't long because no one had seemed to budge from the position they were in since I last saw them. Probably milliseconds. I ordered my food. Popcorn shrimp, biscuit, and fries. Picked it up and drove home. And that is the story of how I almost had a mental breakdown in a fried chicken restaurant.

I skated today though. It was fun, but rocking 70 extra pounds makes for tiresome work.

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Wow. Not trying to kiss butt here, but I would buy your book if you wrote one. Push-ups leet. Do 50 everyday. Make it so they become a compulsive habit and you don't feel right until you have done them.

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I agree, do push-ups. If you can't start at 50, which I don't think most people can do, do as many as you can, then drop to your knees and go until you can't. Do it for a few days and it might hurt to shower. It takes like a minute, maybe 2. You probably stared into nothingness for a lot longer than that today.

if you want to lose weight, honestly cut what youre eating in half. you wont get sick or die or anything. just cut back a good amount. dont have seconds. eat fruit instead of chips or other salty snacks. dont fill your plate with food at dinner, just take a small amount. eat salad for lunch and watch how much dressing you use. i dropped 20 lbs since january just by not eating huge meals every day and i havent worked out once. of course working out will help, but dieting will make the pounds drop a lot faster. it will suck and it will feel like your starving yourself for the first few weeks, but then you get used to it and its not bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
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I get way too into girls easily, and everything is going amazingly for the first week - 2 weeks... then they always cut me off and I get hurt. Really I think I want a girlfriend, but it's like for some reason I'm way too much of a bitch about it when it doesn't keep going that way and it fucking sucks because I don't try to be... it just happens

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are you really young? because this was as far as i got with any girl until like 22 or 23.

I'm 23 now.

Title: Re: real confessions
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I get way too into girls easily, and everything is going amazingly for the first week - 2 weeks... then they always cut me off and I get hurt. Really I think I want a girlfriend, but it's like for some reason I'm way too much of a bitch about it when it doesn't keep going that way and it fucking sucks because I don't try to be... it just happens

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are you really young? because this was as far as i got with any girl until like 22 or 23.

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I'm 23 now.

give it a little more time and things will change. i dont think that young girls want to settle down. a lot of them have their goals and dreams set so high, and i think they have a hard time making decisions like whether or not they want to be in a relationship. if they start dating you, then they cant be with that really handsome guy who might come along in the future or they cant move across the country and live their fantasy life theyve been dreaming of. thats basically what always happened to me if i tried to understand why girls didnt want to date me. they dont want to lose there freedom.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on July 23, 2014, 08:09:54 AM

i keep getting banned on here by HATE!

nobody is man enough to atleast give a a reason, shits soft as fuck.

this place has gone soo downhill

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on July 23, 2014, 08:56:53 AM

Quote from: nino brown on July 23, 2014, 08:09:54 AM

i keep getting banned on here by HATE!

nobody is man enough to atleast give a a reason, shits soft as fuck.

this place has gone soo downhill

It's because he hates black people. Why do you think his name is "HATE!"? Shit's no accident.

Title: Re: real confessions
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i keep getting banned on here by HATE!

nobody is man enough to atleast give a a reason, shits soft as fuck.

this place has gone soo downhill

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It's because he hates black people. Why do you think his name is "HATE!"? Shit's no accident.

either that or hes a complete player hater

seriously 34 years old banning people on a messageboard

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on July 23, 2014, 09:35:44 AM

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i keep getting banned on here by HATE!

nobody is man enough to atleast give a a reason, shits soft as fuck.

this place has gone soo downhill

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It's because he hates black people. Why do you think his name is "HATE!"? Shit's no accident.

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either that or hes a complete player hater

seriously 34 years old banning people on a messageboard

Damn just noticed your post count. Shit I have said too much.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on July 23, 2014, 09:38:48 AM

That's fucking stupid.

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Post by: nino brown on July 23, 2014, 09:46:20 AM

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i keep getting banned on here by HATE!

nobody is man enough to atleast give a a reason, shits soft as fuck.

this place has gone soo downhill

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It's because he hates black people. Why do you think his name is "HATE!"? Shit's no accident.

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either that or hes a complete player hater

seriously 34 years old banning people on a messageboard

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Damn just noticed your post count. Shit I have said too much.

haha i know right? when i saw the postcount i knew it wasnt a conspiracy anymore.

like my opinions or not, you have to admit that this is player hating in the 1st degree.
i could understand if i had broken a rule or something

FREE NINO

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nino brown on July 23, 2014, 10:19:09 AM

thank you for responding

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on July 23, 2014, 11:24:14 AM

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I get way too into girls easily, and everything is going amazingly for the first week - 2 weeks... then they always cut me off and I get hurt. Really I think I want a girlfriend, but it's like for some reason I'm way too much of a bitch about it when it doesn't keep going that way and it fucking sucks because I don't try to be... it just happens

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I think honestly its more about being love with the "feeling" of being infatuated than the actual person

Say what you want about Will, but he just dropped more knowledge than I've ever seen in two years of posting here. I have this problem too and sometimes it gets insanely out of control. Being in love can be one of the best feelings in the world and I spend way too much time chasing it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prince Nelson on July 23, 2014, 08:25:39 PM

I'm really enjoying watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on July 24, 2014, 01:37:33 AM

Quote from: The Artist Formerly Known As Prince on July 23, 2014, 08:25:39 PM

I'm really enjoying watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians.

Me my wife does too

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on July 24, 2014, 10:04:17 AM

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I'm really enjoying watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians.

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Me my wife does too

I take my 9 month old out of the room when mine watches that whole E! network. I think it'll fuck him up long term. Bravo too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on July 24, 2014, 12:07:48 PM

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I'm really enjoying watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians.

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Me my wife does too

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I take my 9 month old out of the room when mine watches that whole E! network. I think it'll fuck him up long term. Bravo too.

Mines barely 1 month and we have a no e/ no bravo/ no cable news rule

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on July 24, 2014, 12:41:57 PM

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I'm really enjoying watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians.

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Me my wife does too

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I take my 9 month old out of the room when mine watches that whole E! network. I think it'll fuck him up long term. Bravo too.

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Mines barely 1 month and we have a no e/ no bravo/ no cable news rule

We're cutting our cable this weekend, I just bought an HD digital antenna for $10 on Amazon so we can get the local news and he can still get his half hour of Super Why or Dinosaur Train a day. We just barely started letting him watch too. We waited until he could sit by himself and keep himself occupied, just so he wouldn't get super stuck and dependent on the tv.

Grats on the baby, go take a nap.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on July 24, 2014, 07:18:06 PM

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I'm really enjoying watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians.

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Me my wife does too

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I take my 9 month old out of the room when mine watches that whole E! network. I think it'll fuck him up long term. Bravo too.

[close]

Mines barely 1 month and we have a no e/ no bravo/ no cable news rule

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We're cutting our cable this weekend, I just bought an HD digital antenna for $10 on Amazon so we can get the local news and he can still get his half hour of Super Why or Dinosaur Train a day. We just barely started letting him watch too. We waited until he could sit by himself and keep himself occupied, just so he wouldn't get super stuck and dependent on the tv.

Grats on the baby, go take a nap.

Thanks man. As an employee of a cable company, I understand why you would cut the cord as they call it in the meetings. Those antennas suck unless you live in a big city.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on July 25, 2014, 06:52:56 PM

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I was just standing in line at Popeye's Chicken when I noticed a girl waiting off to the side for her order. There was nothing special about this girl. She was a typical Mexican punk chick. It's just when I noticed her my eyes lingered on her for a little longer than usual. She didn't notice. I don't think she noticed. Maybe she noticed. A flood of misery washed over me in that moment. Intensely oppressive emotions of loneliness, ineptitude, and inexperience forced themselves upon me. I started shaking as my eyes welled up and two tears escaped down my face. The moment I again understood where I was I claimed my composure quickly. I asked myself how long that little episode had lasted. I had no since of time at that moment. It was clear it wasn't long because no one had seemed to budge from the position they were in since I last saw them. Probably milliseconds. I ordered my food. Popcorn shrimp, biscuit, and fries. Picked it up and drove home. And that is the story of how I almost had a mental breakdown in a fried chicken restaurant.

I skated today though. It was fun, but rocking 70 extra pounds makes for tiresome work.

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Wow. Not trying to kiss butt here, but I would buy your book if you wrote one. Push-ups leet. Do 50 everyday. Make it so they become a compulsive habit and you don't feel right until you have done them.

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I agree, do push-ups. If you can't start at 50, which I don't think most people can do, do as many as you can, then drop to your knees and go until you can't. Do it for a few days and it might hurt to shower. It takes like a minute, maybe 2. You probably stared into nothingness for a lot longer than that today.

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if you want to lose weight, honestly cut what youre eating in half. you wont get sick or die or anything. just cut back a good amount. dont have seconds. eat fruit instead of chips or other salty snacks. dont fill yur plate with food at dinner, just take a small amount. eat salad for lunch and watch how much dressing you use. i dropped 20 lbs since january just by not eating huge meals every day and i havent worked out once. of course working out will help, but dieting will make the pounds drop a lot faster. it will suck and it will feel like your starving yourself for the first few weeks, but then you get used to it and its not bad.

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I'd add to drink a ton of water if you've already ate and still feel hungry. Get a nice 1liter bottle if you dont already have one. Throw in some ice, maybe some fruit too. Shit's as good as a meal to me :)

Cut out bread. Completely. And watch the weight fall off.

You seem very smart L33t.  Sucks that you have such a hard time with the ladies. 

As far as confessions.. A few months ago I had a dream that my mother was giving me head.  I spun the fuck out and told my good friend at work. He told me he has had a few dreams where he is fucking his sister.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on July 25, 2014, 07:02:10 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 19, 2014, 09:53:08 PM

I was just standing in line at Popeye's Chicken when I noticed a girl waiting off to the side for her order. There was nothing special about this girl. She was a typical Mexican punk chick. It's just when I noticed her my eyes lingered on her for a little longer than usual. She didn't notice. I don't think she noticed. Maybe she noticed. A flood of misery washed over me in that moment. Intensely oppressive emotions of loneliness, ineptitude, and inexperience forced themselves upon me. I started shaking as my eyes welled up and two tears escaped down my face. The moment I again understood where I was I claimed my composure quickly. I asked myself how long that little episode had lasted. I had no since of time at that moment. It was clear it wasn't long because no one had seemed to budge from the position they were in since I last saw them. Probably milliseconds. I ordered my food. Popcorn shrimp, biscuit, and fries. Picked it up and drove home. And that is the story of how I almost had a mental breakdown in a fried chicken restaurant.

I skated today though. It was fun, but rocking 70 extra pounds makes for tiresome work.

Say 7 Hail Mary's.

Quote from: tobey on July 20, 2014, 01:10:14 AM

my phone hasn't worked for phone calls for about a month an a half ago, the only person that tried to call me in that time was my mother

Say 1 Hail Mary.

Quote from: The Artist Formerly Known As Prince on July 23, 2014, 08:25:39 PM

I'm really enjoying watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians.

Say 12 Hail Mary's.

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I'm really enjoying watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians.

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Me my wife does too

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I take my 9 month old out of the room when mine watches that whole E! network. I think it'll fuck him up long term. Bravo too.

Fuck yourself.

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I'm really enjoying watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians.

[close]

Me my wife does too

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I take my 9 month old out of the room when mine watches that whole E! network. I think it'll fuck him up long term. Bravo too.

[close]

Mines barely 1 month and we have a no e/ no bravo/ no cable news rule

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We're cutting our cable this weekend, I just bought an HD digital antenna for $10 on Amazon so we can get the local news and he can still get his half hour of Super Why or Dinosaur Train a day. We just barely started letting him watch too. We waited until he could sit by himself and keep himself occupied, just so he wouldn't get super stuck and dependent on the tv.

Grats on the baby, go take a nap.

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Thanks man. As an employee of a cable company, I understand why you would cut the cord as they call it in the meetings. Those antennas suck unless you live in a big city.

Maybe a few Hail Mary's?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on July 25, 2014, 07:07:37 PM

Suck me off?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on July 25, 2014, 07:23:44 PM

I had one of the best weekends of my life, and I kept telling myself not to forget the feeling I had afterwards. now it's day 5 of my hangover and I'm getting sick and it's so damn hard to put things in perspective. getting old sucks.

also that was a really nice post leet. I had an episode recently and had to go hide in a portopotty, and ended up passing out/having feverish dreams for half an hour in there. it was super shitty but came out feeling so much better, I'm glad I went thru it now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on July 25, 2014, 08:16:10 PM

5 days of hangover is no joke. That's alcohol poisoning.

I'm an alcoholic and it fucking sucks. I gave up smoking weed about 10 years ago cause it was making me super angry. So I swapped that for drinking. I mean I always drank. I had my first drink at 12. I had my first bong at 10.

I have been through the system a bunch of times.  Detox where they take away everything. No phones , no shoe laces, no nothing. I became really good friends with this 7 foot aboriginal (I'm 6'3 so he was tall) who pissed away an AFL career. He used to say drinking ran in his family. My family was kinda jacked too. My dad's side all died/is dying from drinking and my mothers side was cooked. My mums brother and father both shot themselves about 3 years apart. All I can think is suss.. Like they were fucking or something.   
any AA is a joke. A bunch of people sitting around talking about drinking MADE me wanna drink again. Then they start with the god shit. I used to leave AA and go straight to the bottle shop. One time I was in hospital from drinking and the dude across from me was saying have he would drink metho and hand sanitiser. I left hospital after 4 days and got a taxi straight to the grog shop.  

I hit rock bottom so many times and was always thinking "in books/movies they always say you have to hit the bottom to see what's good"  

What bullshit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on July 25, 2014, 08:23:26 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on July 25, 2014, 08:16:10 PM

5 days of hangover is no joke. That's alcohol poisoning.

I'm an alcoholic and it fucking sucks. I gave up smoking weed about 10 years ago cause it was making me super angry. So I swapped that for drinking. I mean I always drank. I had my first drink at 12. I had my first bong at 10.

I have been through the system a bunch of times.  Detox where they take away everything. No phones , no shoe laces, no nothing. AA is a joke. A bunch of people sitting around talking about drinking MADE me wanna drink again. Then they start with the god shit. I used to leave AA and go straight to the bottle shop. One time I was in hospital from drinking and the dude across from me was saying have he would drink metho and hand sanitiser. I left hospital after 4 days and got a taxi straight to the grog shop. 

I hit rock bottom so many times and was always thinking "in books/movies they always say you have to hit the bottom to see what's good" 

What bullshit.

me and my old copping partner/best friend usedta joke about 'there's no rock bottom. you just keep sinking. heheheh'.
he's dead now. reality is subjective, most bourgie people prolly wouldn't have gone to some of the depths i've gone to and i can look at other people who've fucked their life up pretty good and shake my head. AA seems to work for a lot of people but i just stopped drinking one day [took a wk of weaning myself down to a few 40s and benzos a night] but once i was out the other side i just skated like st greco and it hasn't been a problem. i still take pills and fuck w/ dope, maybe even shoot a little coke but that's rare. in general though, drinking was my problem so i'm doing a million times better w/ out it.
grog shop? are you from cleveland or another country?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on July 25, 2014, 08:29:16 PM

Australia man.  I used to shoot a lot of stuff too.

Some of my best friends deal so it's hard.  

I drove myself to hospital after shooting a shitload of coke/meth and my heart felt like it was jumping outta my chest.
They told me in the last few days I had had a minor heart attack. Like major irregular heart pulps.

Some of my homies fucked with hard too much. I'm waiting for them to fall out.

Mind you we are about 35-37 years old.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on July 25, 2014, 08:44:14 PM

word, i'm 37 and in the last few yrs i've seen a lot of people go. mostly ODs, some suicides, some drunken accidents that might have been suicides. i know a lot of hobos so they die more frequently than normal folks. sometimes it's crazy shit like having stomach pains in asia and not carrying an insurance card. the 3rd world will straight let you die!
it's all equally sad though, i don't 'expect' my junkie friends to die anymore than my successful ones.
good deal on surviving a heart attack. that'd prolly make me take it easy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on July 27, 2014, 05:58:27 PM

alcohol is the best drug to stop doing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on July 28, 2014, 09:11:56 AM

A lady from the phone company called to review my plan, I had no intention of changing anything, but I was bored and she had a nice voice so I kept talking to her for about half an hour.  Her last name was MacDonald, so she said if I wanted to reach her again to just think of a Big Mac.  Total bonerkill.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on July 28, 2014, 02:55:10 PM

Quote from: nice_guy_2 on July 27, 2014, 05:58:27 PM

alcohol is the best drug to stop doing

Just saw that EE got his year sober. Good for him. Probably much easier being in the spotlight.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on July 29, 2014, 04:35:47 AM

drugs r bad you guys, if you do drugs your gonna have abaaad time mmm'kay

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on July 30, 2014, 08:12:28 AM

I've watched the new Blood Orange video somany times I think im legitimately in <3 with Samantha Urbani  :-[  ??? :'( :D
edit: between 2:56 3:00 in really on some next levs, made me question everything
www.youtube.com/watch?v=7gtdpnKbT10 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7gtdpnKbT10#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on August 01, 2014, 06:04:32 AM

Being a 26-year old virgin, Ive finally found someone I like and who likes me back. We have had two sexy-time occasions where Ive eaten her out, but I wont get hard or stay hard for long, perhaps due to years of SSRI-medication and amitriptyline, 14 years of watching porn and just generally still being rather nervous around her. And of course stressing about it wont make it any better so its kind of a vicious cycle. She told me to take my time but I sense this one becoming a problem if it goes on for too long. I booked a doctors appointment for next tuesday.



So......................................anyone ever tried viagra?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 01, 2014, 06:20:31 AM

Quote from: Bronson on August 01, 2014, 06:04:32 AM

Being a 26-year old virgin, Ive finally found someone I like and who likes me back. We have had two sexy-time occasions where Ive eaten her out, but I wont get hard or stay hard for long, perhaps due to years of SSRI-medication and amitriptyline, 14 years of watching porn and just generally still being rather nervous around her. And of course stressing about it wont make it any better so its kind of a vicious cycle. She told me to take my time but I sense this one becoming a problem if it goes on for too long. I booked a doctors appointment for next tuesday.



So......................................anyone ever tried viagra?

She hit the nail on the head. Take your time and don't think that every time you get sexual it has to be the time that you fuck. When it happens it happens just enjoy all the things that build up to. Talking to your doctor is a good idea and go easy on the porn. I've tried Viagra even though I've never had trouble getting it up, it works but you probably just have a mental (cock) block.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on August 01, 2014, 07:38:48 AM

Quote from: Bronson on August 01, 2014, 06:04:32 AM

Being a 26-year old virgin, Ive finally found someone I like and who likes me back. We have had two sexy-time occasions where Ive eaten her out, but I wont get hard or stay hard for long, perhaps due to years of SSRI-medication and amitriptyline, 14 years of watching porn and just generally still being rather nervous around her. And of course stressing about it wont make it any better so its kind of a vicious cycle. She told me to take my time but I sense this one becoming a problem if it goes on for too long. I booked a doctors appointment for next tuesday.



So......................................anyone ever tried viagra?

Forgetting what sex in porn is like is prolly the best thing you can do man, dont think about it or compare just relax and let things happens as they may and do what feels good/natural over what you think "should" be happening good luck man  ;)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 01, 2014, 12:53:33 PM

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Being a 26-year old virgin, Ive finally found someone I like and who likes me back. We have had two sexy-time occasions where Ive eaten her out, but I wont get hard or stay hard for long, perhaps due to years of SSRI-medication and amitriptyline, 14 years of watching porn and just generally still being rather nervous around her. And of course stressing about it wont make it any better so its kind of a vicious cycle. She told me to take my time but I sense this one becoming a problem if it goes on for too long. I booked a doctors appointment for next tuesday.



So......................................anyone ever tried viagra?

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She hit the nail on the head. Take your time and don't think that every time you get sexual it has to be the time that you fuck. When it happens it happens just enjoy all the things that build up to. Talking to your doctor is a good idea and go easy on the porn. I've tried Viagra even though I've never had trouble getting it up, it works but you probably just have a mental (cock) block.

bingo!

i was 23 the first time i had sex and it definitely took me some time to get over the nervousness. this might be bad advice, but i found when i was a little drunk, i had all the confidence in the world. if i were sober, it was usually a struggle to get my dick hard because i was thinking too much about getting hard, getting the condom on, staying hard, not cumming too fast, not showing that i was nervous, acting like i knew what i was doing even though she knew i didnt, ect. having a good buzz definitely loosened me up and allowed me to relax and experience good sex, but as im sure everyone knows, a little too much booze can ruin a great time, so pounding a bunch of shots before you start going at it is probably a really bad idea.

i know the nervousness sucks but youll get over it dude. everyone does. and like soda said, just because you guys are getting sexual doesnt mean you have to rush to get your dick inside her. take it slow and just enjoy the fact that youre with a chick that you like and youve both got your cloths off. and overall, dont make it about you getting it in. just try to make her feel good and sexy. compliment her, touch her all over, pay attention to her. women love compliments and when a man pays attention to them, especially during sex, so try to focus on that. believe me, it will make her feel really good if she sees that youre totally focused on her and how beautiful she is instead of whether or not your dick is hard enough to fuck. no girl wants to fuck a guy whos totally focused on himself the whole time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on August 01, 2014, 02:52:24 PM

i def had to transition from porn to real sex the first couple times, it was super embarassing. i wasnt limp but it just didnt feel that great cuz i was only used to visual stimulation. also u maybe so excited that when u do finally get a thick boner ur gonna cum in like two thrusts, so u have that to look forward to at first as well.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on August 01, 2014, 11:58:51 PM

so last week for my communications class we had to record who we talked to through text messages and social media for a whole 24 hours..... i had 3 lines filled one was my mother and the other 2 were my friends that i met on xbox live when i was in middle school (never met them in real life). When i got to class i see literally everyone else's paper completely filled from top to bottom. just made me feel like shit cause those are the 3 people who answer my texts now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on August 02, 2014, 12:58:55 AM

Quote from: tobey on August 01, 2014, 11:58:51 PM

so last week for my communications class we had to record who we talked to through text messages and social media for a whole 24 hours..... i had 3 lines filled one was my mother and the other 2 were my friends that i met on xbox live when i was in middle school (never met them in real life). When i got to class i see literally everyone else's paper completely filled from top to bottom. just made me feel like shit cause those are the 3 people who answer my texts now

Don't feel bad about that. Seriously, you go to a community college with a bunch of 19 year olds, of course they're on their phones talking to people way more than you.  If it makes you feel better I don't have a facebook and talk to my mom once a week.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 02, 2014, 02:28:37 AM

23 and 26!?!  Absolutely no diss but how does that even happen? 

Did you dudes grow up in remote areas?

You are both good posters on here. Funny and shit. Are you in the states?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on August 02, 2014, 11:58:40 AM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 02, 2014, 02:28:37 AM

23 and 26!?!  Absolutely no diss but how does that even happen? 

Did you dudes grow up in remote areas?

You are both good posters on here. Funny and shit. Are you in the states?

For me it is due to a couple of things. Ive always had really, really bad social anxiety, which I have been working hard to get better (I think its such a part of my personality that there is no "cure", but it can get easier to deal with). Most of my friends consist/used to consist of people similar to me, loners, social outcasts and nerds, so there wasn?t really a lot of partying or women around me growing up.

I used to be bullied a lot by girls in my younger days and never had any female friends growing up, I guess I used to just associate them with getting hurt so I isolated myself. Also, I used to be pretty fat and that along with other things lead to really low self-esteem, couldn?t really consider anyone being into me as a possibility.

Thanks for the tips, we are seeing again tomorrow and having some wine so I hope it will lead to hardcore ass-to-mouth action  :D.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 02, 2014, 12:04:42 PM

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23 and 26!?!  Absolutely no diss but how does that even happen? 

Did you dudes grow up in remote areas?

You are both good posters on here. Funny and shit. Are you in the states?

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For me it is due to a couple of things. Ive always had really, really bad social anxiety, which I have been working hard to get better (I think its such a part of my personality that there is no "cure", but it can get easier to deal with). Most of my friends consist/used to consist of people similar to me, loners, social outcasts and nerds, so there wasn?t really a lot of partying or women around me growing up.

I used to be bullied a lot by girls in my younger days and never had any female friends growing up, I guess I used to just associate them with getting hurt so I isolated myself. Also, I used to be pretty fat and that along with other things lead to really low self-esteem, couldn?t really consider anyone being into me as a possibility.

Thanks for the tips, we are seeing again tomorrow and having some wine so I hope it will lead to hardcore ass-to-mouth action  :D.

We all do Bronson, we all do.





Post pics

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 02, 2014, 01:44:18 PM

I'm 25 year old Bronson except for the friends part. I didn't have any until I was 17. Does this mean I'm destined to make sex at a woman a year from now?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 02, 2014, 01:46:38 PM

Oh, and my confession, I pissed the bed until I was 14.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on August 02, 2014, 01:50:24 PM

According to every definition I can find I am an alcoholic but I'm still pretty sure that I'm fine.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on August 02, 2014, 02:09:44 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 02, 2014, 01:44:18 PM

I'm 25 year old Bronson except for the friends part. I didn't have any until I was 17. Does this mean I'm destined to make sex at a woman a year from now?

If it you believe that it does 100% it may be a big help

Confession: I realized int he last couple days how stupid I was for thinking I was to heartbroken to deal with girls and turned down chances with some SEXY girls, NEVER DO THIS, FUCK

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 02, 2014, 05:38:56 PM

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23 and 26!?!  Absolutely no diss but how does that even happen?  

Did you dudes grow up in remote areas?

You are both good posters on here. Funny and shit. Are you in the states?

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For me it is due to a couple of things. Ive always had really, really bad social anxiety, which I have been working hard to get better (I think its such a part of my personality that there is no "cure", but it can get easier to deal with). Most of my friends consist/used to consist of people similar to me, loners, social outcasts and nerds, so there wasn?t really a lot of partying or women around me growing up.

I used to be bullied a lot by girls in my younger days and never had any female friends growing up, I guess I used to just associate them with getting hurt so I isolated myself. Also, I used to be pretty fat and that along with other things lead to really low self-esteem, couldn?t really consider anyone being into me as a possibility.

Thanks for the tips, we are seeing again tomorrow and having some wine so I hope it will lead to hardcore ass-to-mouth action  :D.

Man. Hats off to you dude. Takes fucking balls to even type those words, even if it's on a anonymous forum.
I have been taking 50-100mg of Luvox for a long, long time.  It's not that big of a dose but boy does it help.  I do get side effects from them but the pros outweigh the cons.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 02, 2014, 05:41:11 PM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on August 02, 2014, 01:50:24 PM

According to every definition I can find I am an alcoholic but I'm still pretty sure that I'm fine.

Be careful dude. It snags the best of us.

How old are you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on August 02, 2014, 10:42:44 PM

Haha just kidding about before I'm totally fine!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 02, 2014, 10:58:31 PM

Just got denied for SSI. They said my condition is not severe enough. Apparently being on the highest possible dosage of medication and being hospitalized a couple times is nothing. Now I gotta get some damn lawyer leeches to get it for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 02, 2014, 11:09:23 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 02, 2014, 10:58:31 PM

Just got denied for SSI. They said my condition is not severe enough. Apparently being on the highest possible dosage of medication and being hospitalized a couple times is nothing. Now I gotta get some damn lawyer leeches to get it for me.

that's how the system works. god forbid a mentally ill person gets all that backed up cash. i got turned down by a sheisty lawyer who actually won ssi for my brother. i'm young and healthy and don't have enough of a 'mental health history' but i took a CT scan the other day and hopefully it still shows that i've got deteriorated frontal lobes and can't remember shit. its a hard fight and it definitely seems like people who deserve it get skipped over for faking addicts but maybe that's like blaming stuff on immigrants and welfare moms?
i don't know, my brother went on a facebook rant claiming i molested him amongst other things. he had the cops here the other day trying to get me arrested but he's dumb as shit. they accused him of dealing heroin and told my mother to section 35 his ass. meanwhile, i want her to pay me $200 from his lump sum for defamation of character. he offered some homeless kids a G to kill me, one of em told me, i told my mother and she awarded me $50 of his money for my traffic board. keep it up, shitbird! i'm all about that inhouse tort!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 02, 2014, 11:22:47 PM

Damn, I can't even imagine that. When people talk about their family being fucked up it really bothers me. I may not be close to my family members but I love them so damn much I can't imagine being in any sort of financial or legal fights. Sucks balls.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 02, 2014, 11:30:42 PM

yeah, it sucks pretty good. i've got more of a heart but we've coddled this kid his whole life. i've spent yrs on the streets cause i was a shit drunk/sometime junk bomb. my brother racked up 3 yrs of school debt before he junked out, stole checks from my mother, got physical w/ her a few times, just everything horrible, worse than what i did but he never gets kicked out for any length of time or sits in county. also, we've got schizophrenia running in my family so he gets a pass even when he's being manipulative whereas i'm just perceived 'lazy'.
i like to think i'm as nuts as the next guy but its not up for me to decide. i've done some bad shit, beat up my dad when i was early 20s, been kind of a terror but i'm just a fat old man who wants to ride his skateboard and be left alone. this sounds horrible but i hope the kid ODs and it'll be sad for a wk, relief for a lifetime.
oh well, i'll forget [if not forgive] if i get some scrill towards a new setup/trip to providence tomorrow and it'll be a good lesson for him to not spread bullshit on the internet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on August 03, 2014, 08:45:43 AM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on August 02, 2014, 11:30:42 PM

yeah, it sucks pretty good. i've got more of a heart but we've coddled this kid his whole life. i've spent yrs on the streets cause i was a shit drunk/sometime junk bomb. my brother racked up 3 yrs of school debt before he junked out, stole checks from my mother, got physical w/ her a few times, just everything horrible, worse than what i did but he never gets kicked out for any length of time or sits in county. also, we've got schizophrenia running in my family so he gets a pass even when he's being manipulative whereas i'm just perceived 'lazy'.
i like to think i'm as nuts as the next guy but its not up for me to decide. i've done some bad shit, beat up my dad when i was early 20s, been kind of a terror but i'm just a fat old man who wants to ride his skateboard and be left alone. this sounds horrible but i hope the kid ODs and it'll be sad for a wk, relief for a lifetime.
oh well, i'll forget [if not forgive] if i get some scrill towards a new setup/trip to providence tomorrow and it'll be a good lesson for him to not spread bullshit on the internet.

That's how it goes with younger brothers, my 2 brothers have done some pretty bad shit but as the oldest I still caught the most shit when we were young. 

Providence is always a good time, I hope they get a shark sighting.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on August 03, 2014, 11:56:29 AM

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yeah, it sucks pretty good. i've got more of a heart but we've coddled this kid his whole life. i've spent yrs on the streets cause i was a shit drunk/sometime junk bomb. my brother racked up 3 yrs of school debt before he junked out, stole checks from my mother, got physical w/ her a few times, just everything horrible, worse than what i did but he never gets kicked out for any length of time or sits in county. also, we've got schizophrenia running in my family so he gets a pass even when he's being manipulative whereas i'm just perceived 'lazy'.
i like to think i'm as nuts as the next guy but its not up for me to decide. i've done some bad shit, beat up my dad when i was early 20s, been kind of a terror but i'm just a fat old man who wants to ride his skateboard and be left alone. this sounds horrible but i hope the kid ODs and it'll be sad for a wk, relief for a lifetime.
oh well, i'll forget [if not forgive] if i get some scrill towards a new setup/trip to providence tomorrow and it'll be a good lesson for him to not spread bullshit on the internet.

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That's how it goes with younger brothers, my 2 brothers have done some pretty bad shit but as the oldest I still caught the most shit when we were young. 

Providence is always a good time, I hope they get a shark sighting.

We would love to have Da' Tits in Providence, he is always welcome!

PM me if you're ever in the area, we'll fucking skate/get into some fun . . .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on August 03, 2014, 09:45:19 PM

Watching Toy Story 3, ending got me all fucked up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 03, 2014, 09:50:50 PM

thanks ill murray/jim and dan. ended up stuck in the worm today, folded my ankle flipping a 5 stair [sposedta be warming up to fs flip it, alas]. i'm gonna consult w/ my buddy downstairs and he'll kibbutz w/ his wife but hopefully providence can happen next sat or sun. i'll keep ya posted and hopefully we can all run amok.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 04, 2014, 01:18:27 AM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on August 03, 2014, 09:50:50 PM

thanks ill murray/jim and dan. ended up stuck in the worm today, folded my ankle flipping a 5 stair [sposedta be warming up to fs flip it, alas]. i'm gonna consult w/ my buddy downstairs and he'll kibbutz w/ his wife but hopefully providence can happen next sat or sun. i'll keep ya posted and hopefully we can all run amok.

You're really good at making friends on here Shark Tits. It's nice to see people from a forum that can take it to the streets in real life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 04, 2014, 07:06:19 AM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 02, 2014, 02:28:37 AM

23 and 26!?!  Absolutely no diss but how does that even happen? 

Did you dudes grow up in remote areas?

You are both good posters on here. Funny and shit. Are you in the states?

hadn't been on in a few days otherwise i wouldve answered sooner. honestly i dont really have a good answer for you. im a pretty quiet person and im not very friendly or outgoing. im a nice person, but i dont go out of my way to make friends with people. ive always been shy around girls too. i spent pretty much the first 3 years of high school only hanging out with my friends who skated, so i didnt really chase girls. i didnt go to parties or school events or anywhere were girls were at really. any time i did find a girl i liked, we would start hanging out and getting a little closer, then they would give me the "i just want to be friends" thing. i had pretty low confidence and never really thought girls were into me, so i never really pursued them. i tried, but i just didnt try hard enough i guess.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on August 04, 2014, 11:32:01 AM

So, I did phuck for the first time yesterday. Whooooo! Summer! Whoooo!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 04, 2014, 11:41:32 AM

Quote from: Bronson on August 04, 2014, 11:32:01 AM

So, I did phuck for the first time yesterday. Whooooo! Summer! Whoooo!

cheers, guy!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 04, 2014, 11:43:45 AM

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So, I did phuck for the first time yesterday. Whooooo! Summer! Whoooo!

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cheers, guy!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on August 04, 2014, 11:49:00 AM

Good for you Bronson.  Now hopefully the pressure will be off and you can enjoy yourself (and her) more. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on August 04, 2014, 01:09:21 PM

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So, I did phuck for the first time yesterday. Whooooo! Summer! Whoooo!

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cheers, guy!

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(http://38.media.tumblr.com/28c039fc517026542749124ab205cc3f/tumblr_mqd2lhUpxD1qg395zo1_400.gif)

Now if only l33t can find a way to get it in.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 04, 2014, 01:25:58 PM

Cool Bronson. Don't worry about me guys. I just masturbated for the first time in a few weeks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 04, 2014, 02:45:22 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 04, 2014, 01:25:58 PM

Cool Bronson. Don't worry about me guys. I just masturbated for the first time in a few weeks.

Cheers to you to l33t! Stoked for Bronson.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: buttchin on August 04, 2014, 10:59:26 PM

I am a hardcore introvert. I cannot keep a conversation with others longer than 5 minutes without cracking and going silent.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on August 05, 2014, 01:04:10 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 04, 2014, 01:25:58 PM

Cool Bronson. Don't worry about me guys. I just masturbated for the first time in a few weeks.

I havent masturbated in a couple of weeks...are you taking any drugs that change your sex drive? The thing is, I dont even really want to have sex (I mean I want it, but my body does not), I really thing its the amitriptyline, that stuff numbs you out. Truthfully, I didnt really feel anything when we had sex. Maybe its the death-grip masturbation, I dont know.

Went to see the doctor today, he said that pretty much all drugs for neuropathic pain can cause sexual dysfunction and he wasnt too keen on prescribing me anything for the erection problems...gotta figure something out. Time to start the good ol yearly Bronsons non-masturbation-season.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Greg Road on August 07, 2014, 11:13:56 PM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on August 02, 2014, 01:50:24 PM

According to every definition I can find I am an alcoholic but I'm still pretty sure that I'm fine.

Haha yes, me too. I just love being drunk. I have a great time when I'm drunk - I just wanna hang out, talk, listen to good music, whatever. I'm never angry, I don't do shit! I just drink way too much all the time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 08, 2014, 06:46:44 AM

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According to every definition I can find I am an alcoholic but I'm still pretty sure that I'm fine.

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Haha yes, me too. I just love being drunk. I have a great time when I'm drunk - I just wanna hang out, talk, listen to good music, whatever. I'm never angry, I don't do shit! I just drink way too much all the time.

from what ive learned, if you so much as enjoy drinking alcohol you pretty much qualify as an alcoholic.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on August 08, 2014, 10:06:44 PM

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23 and 26!?!  Absolutely no diss but how does that even happen? 

Did you dudes grow up in remote areas?

You are both good posters on here. Funny and shit. Are you in the states?

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hadn't been on in a few days otherwise i wouldve answered sooner. honestly i dont really have a good answer for you. im a pretty quiet person and im not very friendly or outgoing. im a nice person, but i dont go out of my way to make friends with people. ive always been shy around girls too. i spent pretty much the first 3 years of high school only hanging out with my friends who skated, so i didnt really chase girls. i didnt go to parties or school events or anywhere were girls were at really. any time i did find a girl i liked, we would start hanging out and getting a little closer, then they would give me the "i just want to be friends" thing. i had pretty low confidence and never really thought girls were into me, so i never really pursued them. i tried, but i just didnt try hard enough i guess.

was this to me also? i grew up in the suburbs i had lots of friends in high school and then when i was 19 my anxiety got really bad and i did not go out when i was 20-21 like cut all social contacts with my friends i would go out to play basketball with them but my anxiety was so bad i never stayed for more than 30 minutes and then i just stopped going out. They would always hit me up like every weekend to see if i wanted to do something and i just always come up with a lame excuse. well now a year later i am better and ask them if they want to do something and i never get a text back or they would say they arent doing something and then drunk call me asking me why i dont go out, they still think i just sit inside all day doing nothing which i guess is my fault but i get so pissed when they go out and they told me in a text they arent going out so i just stopped texting them. now i only have 2 friends that i hang out with and one of them cant drive and the other one lives in the city cause he goes to school there and all they want to do is come over my house and watch a netflix movie which is fine but hopefully one of them said they will go to a bar next wednesday for wing night like he said he will

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 09, 2014, 12:01:27 AM

I know a bunch of you have said "anxiety" and the like..  and I kinda get it... And then I don't. You guys are are in your 30's?







 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on August 09, 2014, 01:29:06 AM

I'm seeing this amazing girl that I'm madly in love with and she's moving across the country in a few days.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on August 09, 2014, 08:29:12 AM

Quote from: Made In China on August 09, 2014, 01:29:06 AM

I'm seeing this amazing girl that I'm madly in love with and she's moving across the country in a few days.

That sounds painful to deal with, is she moving permanently?

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 09, 2014, 12:01:27 AM

I know a bunch of you have said "anxiety" and the like..  and I kinda get it... And then I don't. You guys are are in your 30's?

I am in my 20's. I think social anxiety or any kind of anxiety can be kind of hard to relate to or comprehend if one has not experienced it themselves. Would you mind elaborating what you feel you don't get about it, are you puzzled about the nature of said anxiety or just about how it can keep someone from tappin dat azz?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Made In China on August 09, 2014, 08:52:26 AM

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I'm seeing this amazing girl that I'm madly in love with and she's moving across the country in a few days.

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That sounds painful to deal with, is she moving permanently?

It's for college, but her parents are retiring next year and moving to Washington. It might as well be permanent.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 09, 2014, 02:17:02 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 09, 2014, 12:01:27 AM

I know a bunch of you have said "anxiety" and the like..  and I kinda get it... And then I don't. You guys are are in your 30's?







 

I'm 36 and I've posted about this before but I have an anxiety condition that I've had since I was a teenager but only got help for a few years ago as I'd either denied having a problem before or self medicated with copious amounts of contraband substances. My issue is a chemical one and not controllable by cognitive behavioural therapy as its not a way of thinking but my brain messing with itself. I never had a full on panic attack but I'd cut myself off from people and pick stupidest arguments with loved ones because I'd be so wound up and not know what to do about it. The panic/anxiety feeling is debilitating and hard to explain if someone hasn't experienced it. I use beta blockers and SSRI's to control it now and feel much better for it. I felt bad before like I was giving in by taking drugs to sort it but it really has been the best thing to help me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 09, 2014, 03:14:06 PM

Quote from: Bronson on August 09, 2014, 08:29:12 AM

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I'm seeing this amazing girl that I'm madly in love with and she's moving across the country in a few days.

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That sounds painful to deal with, is she moving permanently?

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 09, 2014, 12:01:27 AM

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I know a bunch of you have said "anxiety" and the like..  and I kinda get it... And then I don't. You guys are are in your 30's?

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I am in my 20's. I think social anxiety or any kind of anxiety can be kind of hard to relate to or comprehend if one has not experienced it themselves. Would you mind elaborating what you feel you don't get about it, are you puzzled about the nature of said anxiety or just about how it can keep someone from tappin dat azz?

(I kinda didn't word my question properly.)

Dude.. Nail on the head. If you've never had a panic attack you can't really speak on it. Shit is the worst.

I'm asking because you BOTH seem to have your heads screwed on very tightly.  But I spose that is easy to fake being on the internet. Not that I'm calling you fake. At all. You both come across as full of confidence!!

I've suffered from all kinds of anxiety. I've had panic attacks with two hands full of grocerys.. Had to literally drop them.. And run out of the shops. I've had them at work. I've had them hanging out with chicks. Shit, I've had them at the skate park. I used drinking as a way of controlling it but I just became a miserable, socially incapable alcoholic.

Only child. In and out of the system. Blah blah blah.  I was about 7 when my father punched me in the face for the first time... clean knocking me out. And I'd wake up to my poor mother apologising for him.  That happened a bunch. But he knew no different. In year 9 I had a girlfriend (Lara Cox. Who went to star on Heartbreak High on TV here. So funny looking back.. I still have all these love letters from her)
Anyway one of my closest friends also liked her so he made up a rumour about me saying racist shit about the school bully big dog . I got beat up a few times, knifes, bats etc. and not ONE of my friends helped me. They were worried about getting in the bullies way. I had to swap schools and a shitload of stuff that is rather not say.


I get valium prescribed but it's getting harder and harder to get here. I only get 10 a fornight at 5mg each.  They do nothing.

BUT... Back to my original point - I'm 36 now and am finally understanding life. Or not understanding it is a better way to put it. Shit happenes. I can't control it so I stopped trying to.  I drink WAY less. I stopped doing hard drugs (3-4 day hangovers really start to fuck your everyday life up)

Anyways my 30's are starting to be the best of my life.  My 20's were awkward as fuck and I hated them. My teens were worse.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 09, 2014, 03:22:38 PM

Sorry. I just talked about myself a whole bunch.

That's one thing I haven't really had any problems. Shrinks, AA, whatever... Talk about my problems till I'm blue in the face. They never helped.

Sorry. I'm doing it again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 09, 2014, 03:32:57 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 09, 2014, 03:22:38 PM

Sorry. I just talked about myself a whole bunch.

That's one thing I haven't really had any problems. Shrinks, AA, whatever... Talk about my problems till I'm blue in the face. They never helped.

Sorry. I'm doing it again.

Fuck Huf's CF you should not feel bad about letting this type of shit out on t'internet. I say this with all sincerity that the struggle is real. Keep being true to yourself and defying your dads conditioning to be a better person.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 09, 2014, 04:16:33 PM

Thanks so much man. I mean it.

The being true to yourself is so spot on.  But as a confused 20 something was hard to do.

I spent the latter part of my 20's being someone who I was not. I would get in fights for no reason because I thought it would make me tough. I hit 6'3 tall and about 100kgs. After getting beat up by my father so much and the school bully thing I turned into the person I hated the most.  I also learned to take a punch and keep going.
I started hanging more with my graff friends who were always getting into it. I'd didn't even write much but was going to war with rival dudes. I did some bad, bad things that at the time thought was ok.

Thank god I kept skating.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 09, 2014, 06:46:36 PM

I'm having fucked up mood swings. I'll be watching a cartoon and suddenly every negative thought in the world falls on me with the force of a grand piano. I lay on my bed with my hands on my head as it seizes me for a minute or so. In that moment I know if I had a gun in had the trigger would get pulled. Then it passes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 09, 2014, 07:06:52 PM

Luvox keeps me from mood swings. But I know what you are going through.

I would get so mad with myself I'd would hit myself in the head... over and over out of rage.
Then I would see a girl in a wheelchair and feel so guilty for being healthy and with use of my legs... tears would well up. I felt so dumb.

At my local store there is a dude always asking for money. I know damn well he uses it to cop. But he has this sign saying how he needs money for food.

One day I was going to buy food cause I hadn't eaten in a while and my card bounced. (My jobs payroll fucked out and didn't pay me)

I walked out of the store and kicked his at hat which was full of change into the air.

My pay went in the next morning and I went back and gave him $100. Dumb.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Early Hokus Pokus on August 09, 2014, 07:30:25 PM

All my friends went out and didn't even ask if i wanted to go... But when they need a favor I'm their go-to man. The pride side of me doesn't care and my other side is bummed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 09, 2014, 08:46:02 PM

Do you not smoke or drink?
I've had the same happen when I've given up certain things.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on August 09, 2014, 11:15:03 PM

so a really good friend of mine called me tonight at 1 am but my phone doesnt work for phone calls so i texted him explaining that and he said is this homedopt kev? i said no its kevin gallagher, its been an hour since that text and im going to assume hes not going to call or text again anytime soon

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 09, 2014, 11:31:15 PM

You better go to the hospital asap b

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on August 10, 2014, 12:21:38 AM

^ABD four years ago

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 10, 2014, 03:35:24 AM

For weird texts?

Jokes.

Why did you end up in hospital??   In the states if you end up in hospital for like... an OD or mental issue do you have to pay??  We have a very good set up in Australia for that stuff.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 10, 2014, 03:57:01 AM

Also - how much does an ambulance ride cost there?  Here it's about $650 last time I checked.

I've had friends half dead driving themselves to the hospital cause they can't afford/don't wanna pay the ambo fee.

One time me and my two friends were black out drunk in the city.  One was my best mate who can fight with the best of em who I always feel safe with. The other was a graff friend who has full on anger issues/is a scary ass dude and last I knew was moving ice in Thailand of all places. No one has heard from him in about a year. I pray he's not dead but life is very cheap there. And the drug scene over there is nuts.

Anyway, all 3 of us got rolled on by a group of dudes and all 3 of us knock out. The next thing I remember was my friend waking me up in hospital saying we had to bounce before they could give us the 650 ambulance fee. None of us had ID on us. We woke up our other mate who got hit so hard he shat his pants.  He had a jumper on over his gown which we thought was funny. We walked home super out of it. We had all been concussed and should not have left. We went back to mine and had beers for breakfast.

On the news the following night was a story on the said group of dudes (around 10 of them) saying how they had been smoking meth and beating up random people for the fuck of it. Not even robbing them. Just stomping them out. They had got a bunch of people including us. They got caught from CCTV footage.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on August 10, 2014, 06:15:20 AM

well when i was 18 i was on k pins and would basically only take them when i would drink cause i wanted to get fucked up. Well one night i ran out of beer so i took about 4 of those and still wanted to drink and everything was closed. So i threw a brick through a beer distributor place and stole about 6 cases of beer and drank as much as i could till about 6 am. i had a appointment for some anxiety treatment center that day so i went there and i was still messed up. So they told my mom that the only way they would continue the interview if i go get blood work done right now. I went to the hospital and just fell asleep right on the bed there and when i woke up there was two detectives there asking me what i did last night, they knew anyway. So the doctor over heard us talking and decided to 302 me ( i think thats what its called). which means you go to a mental hospital with out your will and the mental hospital i went to was in the gehtto and literally everyone there tried to kill themselves or harm someone else. I also was the youngest kid there cause i was 18 so they put me there with the adults that are like 30 and 40. I got checked in there thursday night and i got to leave monday cause the doctors werent there in till monday and as soon as they asked me a couple questions and realized i was never in danger to myself i was just trying to get fucked up that night.

the ride there cost about thousand dollars

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 10, 2014, 07:31:55 AM

The cost of a stay at a mental institution and the ambulance ride there was nothing for me because I had insurance. If you don't have insurance God hates you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Early Hokus Pokus on August 10, 2014, 02:20:07 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 09, 2014, 08:46:02 PM

Do you not smoke or drink?
I've had the same happen when I've given up certain things.

I do. What bugs me is the act of them going out without even asking me if I wanted to come along then messaging me how great the night is going. I would of probably turned them down, but I don't know, it's just I expect people to treat me how I treat them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on August 10, 2014, 04:47:39 PM

https://www.google.com.au/#q=whinge (https://www.google.com.au/#q=whinge)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 10, 2014, 08:23:59 PM

http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=fuckwit (http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=fuckwit)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on August 10, 2014, 08:36:42 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 10, 2014, 08:23:59 PM

http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=fuckwit (http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=fuckwit)

thats not very nice

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NikeSBRepresentative on August 10, 2014, 11:34:12 PM

I don't think OJ Simpson killed Ron Goldman and Nicole Brown Simpson.  There's no conclusive proof and OJ is such a nice guy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 11, 2014, 06:58:03 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 10, 2014, 07:31:55 AM

The cost of a stay at a mental institution and the ambulance ride there was nothing for me because I had insurance. If you don't have insurance God hates you.

you must have pretty good insurance l33t. my younger brother is on my parents insurance and hes been in and out of ERs, mental institutions, ICUs, ridden in ambulances, ect. from overdoses and suicide attempts and they've dished out over 100k of their retirement on his bills.

the shitty thing is that my mom has worked at a hospital for over 10 years and they give their employees some of the shittiest insurance.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 12, 2014, 10:11:59 PM

I'm trying really hard right now. I signed up for classes at a community college, I'm looking into joining an adult baseball league and yoga classes, I called a lot of people in an effort to be social, and I vowed I would start skating regularly again. I don't know that it will help, butt fuck it, I'm putting everything into not being a piece of shit any more. I may be just having a manic episode, but I'm trying my hardest to keep it going. I've already been knocked down a few times today. In those moments the overwhelming sadness and suicidal ideations were nearly unbearable, but after an hour or so I've been able to recover and keep mostly positive. This is probably the longest time I've ever been optimistic.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on August 12, 2014, 10:30:05 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 12, 2014, 10:11:59 PM

I'm trying really hard right now. I signed up for classes at a community college, I'm looking into joining an adult baseball league and yoga classes, I called a lot of people in an effort to be social, and I vowed I would start skating regularly again. I don't know that it will help, butt fuck it, I'm putting everything into not being a piece of shit any more. I may be just having a manic episode, but I'm trying my hardest to keep it going. I've already been knocked down a few times today. In those moments the overwhelming sadness and suicidal ideations were nearly unbearable, but after an hour or so I've been able to recover and keep mostly positive. This is probably the longest time I've ever been optimistic.

good for you man you just gotta be persistent and keep trying. your heart's in the right place i feel like if you just stick with it and try to learn from your mistakes more than getting sad/frustrated you'll find that happiness your looking for in due time. effort is the key here so the fact that you're even trying to be more optimistic than usual & being proactive about things is good progress.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pinche gringo on August 12, 2014, 10:53:17 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 12, 2014, 10:11:59 PM

I'm trying really hard right now. I signed up for classes at a community college, I'm looking into joining an adult baseball league and yoga classes, I called a lot of people in an effort to be social, and I vowed I would start skating regularly again. I don't know that it will help, butt fuck it, I'm putting everything into not being a piece of shit any more. I may be just having a manic episode, but I'm trying my hardest to keep it going. I've already been knocked down a few times today. In those moments the overwhelming sadness and suicidal ideations were nearly unbearable, but after an hour or so I've been able to recover and keep mostly positive. This is probably the longest time I've ever been optimistic.

That's good to hear man. I wish you the best.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on August 13, 2014, 01:46:47 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 12, 2014, 10:11:59 PM

I'm trying really hard right now. I signed up for classes at a community college, I'm looking into joining an adult baseball league and yoga classes, I called a lot of people in an effort to be social, and I vowed I would start skating regularly again. I don't know that it will help, butt fuck it, I'm putting everything into not being a piece of shit any more. I may be just having a manic episode, but I'm trying my hardest to keep it going. I've already been knocked down a few times today. In those moments the overwhelming sadness and suicidal ideations were nearly unbearable, but after an hour or so I've been able to recover and keep mostly positive. This is probably the longest time I've ever been optimistic.

yeeaah man ! yoga classes ;) and skateboarding regularly are the keys to feel better

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 13, 2014, 03:23:48 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 12, 2014, 10:11:59 PM

I'm trying really hard right now. I signed up for classes at a community college, I'm looking into joining an adult baseball league and yoga classes, I called a lot of people in an effort to be social, and I vowed I would start skating regularly again. I don't know that it will help, butt fuck it, I'm putting everything into not being a piece of shit any more. I may be just having a manic episode, but I'm trying my hardest to keep it going. I've already been knocked down a few times today. In those moments the overwhelming sadness and suicidal ideations were nearly unbearable, but after an hour or so I've been able to recover and keep mostly positive. This is probably the longest time I've ever been optimistic.

Good to hear l33t, keep it moving man and ride the wave.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on August 13, 2014, 08:33:56 AM

This place is a shithole but it fills gaps in my day though. I find many of the people who post here insanely misguided and have been poking the hornets nest. So thanks for providing me with some comedy throughout the day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on August 13, 2014, 09:03:04 AM

Quote from: Nallid on August 13, 2014, 08:33:56 AM

This place is a shithole but it fills gaps in my day though. I find many of the people who post here insanely misguided and have been poking the hornets nest. So thanks for providing me with some comedy throughout the day.

(http://www.lolchair.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/lol_coffee.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 13, 2014, 02:10:17 PM

Quote from: Nallid on August 13, 2014, 08:33:56 AM

This place is a shithole but it fills gaps in my day though. I find many of the people who post here insanely misguided and have been poking the hornets nest. So thanks for providing me with some comedy throughout the day.

The people who post in this thread? Or Slap in general?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on August 13, 2014, 05:17:41 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 13, 2014, 02:10:17 PM

Quote from: Nallid on August 13, 2014, 08:33:56 AM

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This place is a shithole but it fills gaps in my day though. I find many of the people who post here insanely misguided and have been poking the hornets nest. So thanks for providing me with some comedy throughout the day.

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The people who post in this thread? Or Slap in general?

Slap in general. There are a lot of great people here, but there's also a ton of fucking morons.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on August 13, 2014, 11:15:23 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 12, 2014, 10:11:59 PM

I'm trying really hard right now. I signed up for classes at a community college, I'm looking into joining an adult baseball league and yoga classes, I called a lot of people in an effort to be social, and I vowed I would start skating regularly again. I don't know that it will help, butt fuck it, I'm putting everything into not being a piece of shit any more. I may be just having a manic episode, but I'm trying my hardest to keep it going. I've already been knocked down a few times today. In those moments the overwhelming sadness and suicidal ideations were nearly unbearable, but after an hour or so I've been able to recover and keep mostly positive. This is probably the longest time I've ever been optimistic.

YOU CAN DO IT LEET!! i took two summer classes this summer and i just got done the second one today, passed my first one and im pretty sure i passed this one, but if i can do it you can do it. I brought my laptop with me in every class and if i felt like a panic attack was coming i would just play arcade games on there so i suggest you do that it helps

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 14, 2014, 08:02:11 AM

Quote from: Nallid on August 13, 2014, 05:17:41 PM

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This place is a shithole but it fills gaps in my day though. I find many of the people who post here insanely misguided and have been poking the hornets nest. So thanks for providing me with some comedy throughout the day.

[close]

The people who post in this thread? Or Slap in general?

[close]

Slap in general. There are a lot of great people here, but there's also a ton of fucking morons.

why i stay out of UWTB for the most part.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on August 14, 2014, 09:39:06 AM

Quote from: JB on August 14, 2014, 08:02:11 AM

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This place is a shithole but it fills gaps in my day though. I find many of the people who post here insanely misguided and have been poking the hornets nest. So thanks for providing me with some comedy throughout the day.

[close]

The people who post in this thread? Or Slap in general?

[close]

Slap in general. There are a lot of great people here, but there's also a ton of fucking morons.

[close]

why i stay out of UWTB for the most part.

That's just the human race for you. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pinche gringo on August 14, 2014, 10:35:43 AM

Quote from: ill_Murray on August 14, 2014, 09:39:06 AM

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This place is a shithole but it fills gaps in my day though. I find many of the people who post here insanely misguided and have been poking the hornets nest. So thanks for providing me with some comedy throughout the day.

[close]

The people who post in this thread? Or Slap in general?

[close]

Slap in general. There are a lot of great people here, but there's also a ton of fucking morons.

[close]

why i stay out of UWTB for the most part.

[close]

That's just the human race for you. 

It's almost like a microcosm of the real world...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 14, 2014, 06:50:38 PM

I'm super smart. I actually plan on getting the credits for the classes I registered for this time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on August 14, 2014, 07:20:04 PM

also super smart here

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on August 14, 2014, 09:25:18 PM

ah arcade games on a laptop the ol cosmic panacea

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on August 15, 2014, 11:59:17 AM

I am also a very smart man these days. Despite of that, the girl I lost my virginity to a few days ago just sent me the "we need to talk"- text message. Oh well, I hope it won't be another 26 years.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 15, 2014, 12:15:17 PM

Quote from: Bronson on August 15, 2014, 11:59:17 AM

I am also a very smart man these days. Despite of that, the girl I lost my virginity to a few days ago just sent me the "we need to talk"- text message. Oh well, I hope it won't be another 26 years.

LOL. You already won when you got in her pants, though. She should take the loss with some dignity.

I'm supposed to meet people in Vegas this November. I'm pretty sure there are a couple females planning to sex at me over there. I'll be 26 too by then. The thing is I'm not attracted to either one of them at all. Don't think I could get an erection if I wanted to.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 15, 2014, 12:32:32 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 15, 2014, 12:15:17 PM

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I am also a very smart man these days. Despite of that, the girl I lost my virginity to a few days ago just sent me the "we need to talk"- text message. Oh well, I hope it won't be another 26 years.

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LOL. You already won when you got in her pants, though. She should take the loss with some dignity.

I'm supposed to meet people in Vegas this November. I'm pretty sure there are a couple females planning to sex at me over there. I'll be 26 too by then. The thing is I'm not attracted to either one of them at all. Don't think I could get an erection if I wanted to.

post pics of the girls.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 15, 2014, 03:12:16 PM

She's bigger in other photos and she has kids. The other one has only head shots at odd angles and also has kids.
(http://i.imgur.com/5WwYraz.jpg)
Point is, they make better sisters than lovers.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on August 15, 2014, 04:10:51 PM

Fuck that, you plow, and you plow hard.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 15, 2014, 04:17:39 PM

Ain't plowin nothing without a hard tool.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Early Hokus Pokus on August 15, 2014, 04:28:46 PM

I would hit that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on August 15, 2014, 05:04:52 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 15, 2014, 04:17:39 PM

Ain't plowin nothing without a hard tool.

Can pretty much guarantee everyone here has been made hard by a girl they don't find attractive, at all lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on August 15, 2014, 05:19:11 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 15, 2014, 04:17:39 PM

Ain't plowin nothing without a hard tool.

i think you're just self-sabotaging yourself & leaving the door open for you to not do shit and take advantage of the situation. All this talk about how you wanna get out & do shit etc. and now you gotta trip to vegas lined up with the potential for a "happy ending" and now you wanna act all high and mighty about not wanting to bang a fat chick. Come on now fam, let's get 110% real here, you're not in prime physical shape your damn self so it'd be ridiculous to act like you're too good for her. bet if she made you laugh a couple times and put her hand on your dick you'd be hard as a mf! Just go into the shit looking for a good time & try to enjoy yourself, instead of coming up with reasons why you SHOULDNT enjoy yourself. Just keep asking yourself "how much better can it get?" throughout the night and i BET you end up having a blast.

you know its all love over here man I'm rootin for ya but I can't cheer from the sidelines without calling you out on your bullshit as well from time to time. Go have a great time in Vegas and stop being a picky. What's that term smokecrack always says? Snootydick? yeah, don't be a snootydick. Beggars don't get to be choosers until they aren't beggars anymore, ya feel me? even if yall just kissed while sloppy drunk & did nothing else I'm sure it'd still do wonders for your self-esteem. progress is progress.

P.S. dont post pictures of girls you're talking to or anything like that. you know these internet lames thirsty as hell for that shit but nah man, trust me, it aint a good look anywhere outside of SLAP lol.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on August 15, 2014, 10:27:45 PM

flirt with them and (try to) build chemistry. Has worked for me with the "bigger" ladies. If you can't (get hard), just focus on making them cum. Once you bring a woman to orgasm, you own them (for a while).

Yes, the parentheses are a subliminal attempt to help you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 15, 2014, 10:58:34 PM

I'm not acting high and mighty. I'm not attracted this person plain and simple. Besides, a dude being over weight isn't the same as a woman, that's just the way of the world. Not to mention that I'm relatively good looking according to the internet anyway (yeah I went there). There are tons of women men generally find attractive that I don't and it's always been that way for me. We'll hang out, possibly get high, drunk, and she'll possibly make a move. My actions will be completely dependent on whether or not my penis retreats into my body. A distinct possibility.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Early Hokus Pokus on August 15, 2014, 11:09:12 PM

Tough crowd

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on August 15, 2014, 11:30:42 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 15, 2014, 10:58:34 PM

I'm not acting high and mighty. I'm not attracted this person plain and simple. Besides, a dude being over weight isn't the same as a woman, that's just the way of the world. Not to mention that I'm relatively good looking according to the internet anyway (yeah I went there). There are tons of women men generally find attractive that I don't and it's always been that way for me. We'll hang out, possibly get high, drunk, and she'll possibly make a move. My actions will be completely dependent on whether or not my penis retreats into my body. A distinct possibility.

You can always explore her in other ways, its fun too.

So, the girl dumped me. It fucking sucked.

But the strange thing was, 5 minutes after she did it, a girl I used to go out who I have not heard from in ages texted me to see if I wanna get together. Really strange, maybe she has been stalking me all this time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on August 16, 2014, 07:59:22 PM

If I were to fuck a 50 year-old black woman I think I'd probably cum in her Goddamn face! Idk tho.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 17, 2014, 08:10:43 AM

i find jigsaw attractive. [not the old man w/ cancer, the puppet who rides the tricycle]

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 17, 2014, 08:24:56 AM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on August 16, 2014, 07:59:22 PM

If I were to fuck a 50 year-old black woman I think I'd probably cum in her Goddamn face! Idk tho.

She's Dominican. African, Spaniard, and probably native blood.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rick Pump on August 18, 2014, 11:34:41 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 15, 2014, 04:17:39 PM

Ain't plowin nothing without a hard tool.

Perhaps I can help you. The clue is in my name.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Early Hokus Pokus on August 18, 2014, 12:29:02 PM

I've never seen anyone hesitate so much to get some ass. Try some males then.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on August 18, 2014, 05:41:06 PM

Quote from: Early Hokus Pokus on August 18, 2014, 12:29:02 PM

I've never seen anyone hesitate so much to get some ass. Try some males then.

daaaaaaaamn :o

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on August 18, 2014, 06:19:16 PM

Quote from: smokecrack on August 18, 2014, 05:41:06 PM

Quote from: Early Hokus Pokus on August 18, 2014, 12:29:02 PM

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I've never seen anyone hesitate so much to get some ass. Try some males then.

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daaaaaaaamn :o

(http://i.imgur.com/CjvNPt2.gif)

ahahaha!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 18, 2014, 08:31:00 PM

Yeah, what a zinger. I'm not attracted to a some woman so I must be attracted to every man. The logic is unimpeachable. Also, being homogay is very bad and I should be insulted at the suggestion.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Early Hokus Pokus on August 18, 2014, 10:35:26 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 18, 2014, 08:31:00 PM

Yeah, what a zinger. I'm not attracted to a some woman so I must be attracted to every man. The logic is unimpeachable. Also, being homogay is very bad and I should be insulted at the suggestion.

Mate, all I'm saying is you don't need to marry her or find her attractive. Get drunk enough to get the deed done and then go after the women you find attractive.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jackie Joyner Kersee on August 19, 2014, 12:58:36 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 18, 2014, 08:31:00 PM

Yeah, what a zinger. I'm not attracted to a some woman so I must be attracted to every man. The logic is unimpeachable. Also, being homogay is very bad and I should be insulted at the suggestion.

bruh you should go get a rub n tug from some hot asian piece of hiney.  some physical contact could do you a lot of good. unless you got a problem with paying for it..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 19, 2014, 08:08:16 PM

fell out today. it wasn't a legit 'OD' cause i didn't have to get NARCAN'd back to life but was kinda scary [in retrospect]. i was running up that hill like kate bush and my skate got too heavy and fell. then i did that 'bend at the waist' junkie stance but ended up falling forwards on my knees. kept on falling. some peurto rican guys dragged me out the road and put my skate next to my head. after 10 minutes [estimation cause i was awake/asleep/awake/asleep] and they said 911 was en route so i collected myself and walked up the hill a little more. firetruck shook me down almost to my road.
'you can talk to us or the cops'
i chose neither and dipped home, hoping i didn't fall back out.
i'm melancholy all the time but never trying to die. kinda bothers me that i'm still flippant about it. when i was in my 20s i usedta go for broke a lot but i'm trying to live these days. seen a lot of friends die so i'm not in a rush anymores. mostly disappointed in myself and my friends always look at me fucked up when i get jammed even though they all drink. shit, i was a million times worse when i was drinking next to them but her'on has a negative stigma.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 20, 2014, 10:46:58 AM

Quote from: g.i.s.m. on August 19, 2014, 11:33:28 PM

fucking shark tits, i read your posts and genuinely worry about you. be safe

me too man. i hope nothing happens to you.


i was wondering about that poor latino dude who used to post here too. he hasnt posted in a few months, i was wondering if dope got him. he was a funny dude and always had some good stories to tell.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on August 20, 2014, 06:31:54 PM

Quote from: g.i.s.m. on August 19, 2014, 11:33:28 PM

fucking shark tits, i read your posts and genuinely worry about you. be safe

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 20, 2014, 06:47:10 PM

shark tits?  am i missing something?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 20, 2014, 06:51:43 PM

i have been shitting a lot of blood in the last month.  not just now and then but everyday.

i hope its just hemmorrhoids or something.  im scared ive burnt a hole in my stomach from all the drugs/drink.

gotta go to hospital in a few hours and get a camera put up there.  rad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hash Slinging Slasher on August 20, 2014, 07:04:58 PM

Quote from: ill_Murray on August 20, 2014, 06:31:54 PM

Quote from: g.i.s.m. on August 19, 2014, 11:33:28 PM

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fucking shark tits, i read your posts and genuinely worry about you. be safe

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For real. I'm no one to tell anyone how to live their lives, but stay safe-ish dude. If something bad happens there's no way I'll stumble across you in Worcester some day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 20, 2014, 07:14:49 PM

thanks guys. it usedta be cause i was a wicked bad alcoholic i'd end up in the ER a lot from mixing but i can't blame that anymore. just carelessness on my part. i appreciate yuz cause everyone's kinda over it in real life. i know better, everyone knows i know better and cause i quit drinking there's less tolerance for my 'relapses' if ya can call it that. because i was able to quit drinking it's assumed i'm not so desperate/out of control so doing dope is like a moral failing on my part. i'm not saying it isn't but also, we all lost a good friend 2 yrs ago to dope [he'd saved my life a few times] so people think i'm an idiot.
i wonder about poor latino now that ya mentioned it jb and hash slinger, when do you come back to school? definitely we should meet up and shred. you'll prolly be too busy to build but i always need a hand w/ that. you're welcome to skate our jimmyrigged spots even if ya don't wanna help bake the bread. apparently a cop told braindead ed that 'if you pour anymore cement i'm hauling your ass to jail' at wormside.
i talk to the other kids there and they're still gonna build but that's a bad omen maybe.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on August 20, 2014, 07:42:22 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 20, 2014, 06:51:43 PM

i have been shitting a lot of blood in the last month.  not just now and then but everyday.

i hope its just hemmorrhoids or something.  im scared ive burnt a hole in my stomach from all the drugs/drink.

gotta go to hospital in a few hours and get a camera put up there.  rad.

Fuck that sounds awful, hope all goes well. 

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on August 20, 2014, 07:14:49 PM

thanks guys. it usedta be cause i was a wicked bad alcoholic i'd end up in the ER a lot from mixing but i can't blame that anymore. just carelessness on my part. i appreciate yuz cause everyone's kinda over it in real life. i know better, everyone knows i know better and cause i quit drinking there's less tolerance for my 'relapses' if ya can call it that. because i was able to quit drinking it's assumed i'm not so desperate/out of control so doing dope is like a moral failing on my part. i'm not saying it isn't but also, we all lost a good friend 2 yrs ago to dope [he'd saved my life a few times] so people think i'm an idiot.
i wonder about poor latino now that ya mentioned it jb and hash slinger, when do you come back to school? definitely we should meet up and shred. you'll prolly be too busy to build but i always need a hand w/ that. you're welcome to skate our jimmyrigged spots even if ya don't wanna help bake the bread. apparently a cop told braindead ed that 'if you pour anymore cement i'm hauling your ass to jail' at wormside.
i talk to the other kids there and they're still gonna build but that's a bad omen maybe.

Fuck it dude, we all have our vices.  Our time on this planet is so painfully short might as well do what makes you happy while you can.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 20, 2014, 08:10:32 PM

cheers to that, ill murray. dope has a stigma attached to it which kinda makes me ostracized and i'd have more DIY helpers otherwise but i can't drink. i had a chat in SF once w/ this guy going on about 'everyone thinks their vice is better than your vice'.
honestly i'm more happy building/skating my city but my crew is small so a lot of times building isn't an option. it's kind of my little self destructive rebellion.
i gotta get my shit straight, get a girl or something. i'm in a rut out here.
halfassed apologized to my friend via the internet. when we were kids some shit went down and he got 4 yrs for something that he shouldn't have and i maybe should have. it's been eating me up over half my life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 20, 2014, 08:12:15 PM

I got blood in my stool too, but I think it's just cause I wipe too hard.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hash Slinging Slasher on August 20, 2014, 08:17:42 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on August 20, 2014, 07:14:49 PM

thanks guys. it usedta be cause i was a wicked bad alcoholic i'd end up in the ER a lot from mixing but i can't blame that anymore. just carelessness on my part. i appreciate yuz cause everyone's kinda over it in real life. i know better, everyone knows i know better and cause i quit drinking there's less tolerance for my 'relapses' if ya can call it that. because i was able to quit drinking it's assumed i'm not so desperate/out of control so doing dope is like a moral failing on my part. i'm not saying it isn't but also, we all lost a good friend 2 yrs ago to dope [he'd saved my life a few times] so people think i'm an idiot.
i wonder about poor latino now that ya mentioned it jb and hash slinger, when do you come back to school? definitely we should meet up and shred. you'll prolly be too busy to build but i always need a hand w/ that. you're welcome to skate our jimmyrigged spots even if ya don't wanna help bake the bread. apparently a cop told braindead ed that 'if you pour anymore cement i'm hauling your ass to jail' at wormside.
i talk to the other kids there and they're still gonna build but that's a bad omen maybe.

Comin' back Sunday! I was actually looking to maybe get involved in helping out over at worcide with stuff and to get involved with the skate scene so I think I would have time to possibly help out with your stuff too. That seems like a pretty bad sign for worcide though. I thought the city was down for it these days? There was an article about it in Worcester mag and everything. Hopefully just a cop on a power trip.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 20, 2014, 08:34:58 PM

yeah, that's how i read it. there's been a lot of junkies running amok around there cause the needle exchange is around the corner and it's a covert spot to do a shot but it's been rockin 7 yrs. i can't see it getting torn down/building moratorium'd unless csx gets mad for some reason. they're a mellow corporation though, i've been caught riding a few times and they never had me arrested. which is more than i can say for norfolk southern and UP.
those kids are cool but definitely hit me up about the street spots. i'd rather blow my artist grant [welfare] on cement than dope but i can skate to the dope spot, need a ride to get them 80 lb bags. we could really hook worcester up!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on August 21, 2014, 12:49:27 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on August 20, 2014, 08:10:32 PM

cheers to that, ill murray. dope has a stigma attached to it which kinda makes me ostracized and i'd have more DIY helpers otherwise but i can't drink. i had a chat in SF once w/ this guy going on about 'everyone thinks their vice is better than your vice'.
honestly i'm more happy building/skating my city but my crew is small so a lot of times building isn't an option. it's kind of my little self destructive rebellion.
i gotta get my shit straight, get a girl or something. i'm in a rut out here.
halfassed apologized to my friend via the internet. when we were kids some shit went down and he got 4 yrs for something that he shouldn't have and i maybe should have. it's been eating me up over half my life.

I know the struggle Mike, your sentiments echo my own in a very uncanny way . . .

I have my good days & my bad days, sometimes I don't even know how I manage; probably can't even think about such matters.

Also, haven't been on in the past week or so but I was going to mention to you that you should be checking your D extra close, at least 10 people died from OD's last week in Worcester; either a bad or spiked batch.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 21, 2014, 01:15:31 PM

yeah jim and dan, that made me want to do it. i tell dr katz 'when you try to scare me w/ od's that just is a commercial for good dope [fentanyl laced?] and you're giving me cravings.
i'd prolly be a lot worse off if i had a steady income, when i get paid i make sure i got a deck and shoes on deck, make an attempt to build and failing that, my plan B ain't so hot. any chance you want to come up this wkend? i went to providence w/ pneumonia, could only do 2 tricks that gasp. well not worth it but i'm over it now. i'd like to install a pyramid at our plaza on sat or sunday. my one buddy's all the time w/ a bad attitude, throwing his board and yelling 'cunt' so it's not a lot of fun but i still wanna skate w/ people.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 21, 2014, 05:53:08 PM

I waited at the hospital for over 4 hours but didn’t get in.  big sign at the front saying that people go in based on how bad condition they are in.
even though I had an appointment booked.  Oh well. gotta see em next month.  Hopefully I get in.

lucky it’s cold as fuck here and I can wear long sleeves.  Had my first taste in AGES the other day. Only reason I did it was because I had valium and oxys to come down on. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on August 21, 2014, 06:05:34 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 21, 2014, 05:53:08 PM

lucky it’s cold as fuck here and I can wear long sleeves.?  Had my first taste in AGES the other day. Only reason I did it was because I had valium and oxys to come down on.? 

weak

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 21, 2014, 09:05:53 PM

"week"   its been a poor week for you posting.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on August 21, 2014, 09:13:33 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 21, 2014, 09:05:53 PM

"week"?  ? its been a poor week for you posting.

hey i thought we were friends?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 21, 2014, 09:28:51 PM

unless your holding and live in Canberra.  i dont

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on August 21, 2014, 10:07:52 PM

i pick my nose and eat my boogers

been doing it since forever, i think its more nasty to leave your boogers somewhere else instead of just disposing them easily


that's been eating me up awhile

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on August 21, 2014, 10:08:08 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 21, 2014, 09:28:51 PM

unless your holding and live in Canberra.� i dont

Ha.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rick Pump on August 21, 2014, 11:44:19 PM

Quote from: tobey on August 21, 2014, 10:07:52 PM

i pick my nose and eat my boogers

been doing it since forever, i think its more nasty to leave your boogers somewhere else instead of just disposing them easily


that's been eating me up awhile

You know if you're discrete about it then fine, but I saw a full grown man child digging for nose gold at the bus stop, after he mined a rich seam he would inspect the find before putting his whole finger in his mouth and chowing down on natures salty self candy. He was actually chewing on them. I could scarcely believe my eyes at the meal he was making of it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on August 21, 2014, 11:51:26 PM

My urologist prescribed me viagra. Feel like such a healthy young lad  :-*

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 22, 2014, 12:20:46 AM

When I was in Thailand I bought this stuff called "black ant"

It's a gel out of a packet. It makes your cock so hard I swear you could focus a board with it.  Fast too.  Anyone else try it?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rick Pump on August 22, 2014, 04:47:30 AM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 22, 2014, 12:20:46 AM

When I was in Thailand I bought this stuff called "black ant"

It's a gel out of a packet. It makes your cock so hard I swear you could focus a board with it.  Fast too.  Anyone else try it?

I've tried some kind of gel that a friend gave to me, not sure what it was called but it certainly worked, I think my dick could've smashed a diamond.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on August 22, 2014, 08:48:06 AM

Quote from: tobey on August 21, 2014, 10:07:52 PM

i pick my nose and eat my boogers

been doing it since forever, i think its more nasty to leave your boogers somewhere else instead of just disposing them easily


that's been eating me up awhile

This is the worst thing I've read in here... Don't do that Tobey. Do you have other hygiene problems too?

I caught my ex chewing her toenails one night. I got up to take a piss and she was in the living room watching tv, didn't hear me come in I guess. I just shook my head and continued to the bathroom. I got second hand embarrassed for her, the same way I just did reading about your boogers. That was 4 years in to our relationship and was a catalyst to it ending.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on August 22, 2014, 09:48:05 AM

Quote from: Nallid on August 22, 2014, 08:48:06 AM

Quote from: tobey on August 21, 2014, 10:07:52 PM

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i pick my nose and eat my boogers

been doing it since forever, i think its more nasty to leave your boogers somewhere else instead of just disposing them easily


that's been eating me up awhile

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This is the worst thing I've read in here... Don't do that Tobey. Do you have other hygiene problems too?

I caught my ex chewing her toenails one night. I got up to take a piss and she was in the living room watching tv, didn't hear me come in I guess. I just shook my head and continued to the bathroom. I got second hand embarrassed for her, the same way I just did reading about your boogers. That was 4 years in to our relationship and was a catalyst to it ending.

i have been doing it since i was a kid it will probably be hard to stop, i also bite my nails

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 22, 2014, 11:13:37 AM

Quote from: tobey on August 21, 2014, 10:07:52 PM

i pick my nose and eat my boogers

been doing it since forever, i think its more nasty to leave your boogers somewhere else instead of just disposing them easily


that's been eating me up awhile

Going to take a stab and say you shouldn't use this material when trying to hook up on Tinder. You're still the best Tobey.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on August 23, 2014, 03:14:23 AM

One of the first girls I ever felt up was a fat chick, and lemme tell ya; fat chicks have huge titties. you probably already knew this from looking at the fat girl from afar, but once you got your hands on those things it's all over. once ya go fat you never go back? maybe not, however it wasn't a bad experience. couple years later i hooked up with another fatty. she wouldn't fuck when i wanted to but i think she sweat a lot from me fingering her. kinda gross.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on August 23, 2014, 08:06:12 AM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on August 23, 2014, 03:14:23 AM

One of the first girls I ever felt up was a fat chick, and lemme tell ya; fat chicks have huge titties. you probably already knew this from looking at the fat girl from afar, but once you got your hands on those things it's all over. once ya go fat you never go back? maybe not, however it wasn't a bad experience. couple years later i hooked up with another fatty. she wouldn't fuck when i wanted to but i think she sweat a lot from me fingering her. kinda gross.

All bacon comes with a little grease, nothing you can do about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EPetrov on August 24, 2014, 05:56:42 PM

thinkin about gnar'ng a 41 yr old. the things she said she's do...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on August 24, 2014, 06:51:55 PM

Quote from: EPetrov on August 24, 2014, 05:56:42 PM

thinkin about gnar'ng a 41 yr old. the things she said she's do...

how old are you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on August 24, 2014, 08:12:39 PM

Quote from: EPetrov on August 24, 2014, 05:56:42 PM

thinkin about gnar'ng a 41 yr old. the things she said she's do...

Quit wasting time and get to it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 25, 2014, 07:15:15 AM

Quote from: tobey on August 22, 2014, 09:48:05 AM

Quote from: Nallid on August 22, 2014, 08:48:06 AM

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Quote from: tobey on August 21, 2014, 10:07:52 PM

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i pick my nose and eat my boogers

been doing it since forever, i think its more nasty to leave your boogers somewhere else instead of just disposing them easily


that's been eating me up awhile

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This is the worst thing I've read in here... Don't do that Tobey. Do you have other hygiene problems too?

I caught my ex chewing her toenails one night. I got up to take a piss and she was in the living room watching tv, didn't hear me come in I guess. I just shook my head and continued to the bathroom. I got second hand embarrassed for her, the same way I just did reading about your boogers. That was 4 years in to our relationship and was a catalyst to it ending.

[close]

i have been doing it since i was a kid it will probably be hard to stop, i also bite my nails

its pick and flick, not pick and lick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 25, 2014, 10:43:44 AM

A lot of people on this site bum me out. I know that's the pot calling the kettle black, but it's for different reason than most. I come in this forum and I'm bombarded by the dumbest and most short sighted opinions I've ever seen. It really bothers me that such a high percentage of the people here are so vacuous. I think to myself that it can't really be that way. The stupid shit must stand out and skew my observations. Still, I read shit like all the Street League threads and recycled phrases thrown around everywhere and it does something to me. I'm not saying I'm smart. I'm not saying there aren't freakishly well informed people here, but goddamn, I can't be the only one that feels this way. I keep coming here because I've got nothing else to do.

I mean, I'm a fucking idiot. I technically didn't graduate high school. I'm not even qualified for most temp jobs. Maybe all of this is a result of my inability to connect with people. Fuck. Clearly I fell off from my positivity high. I just want the most painless and easiest to pull off way to go.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on August 25, 2014, 10:51:32 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 25, 2014, 10:43:44 AM

I just want the most painless and easiest to pull off way to go.

What exactly do you have in mind?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 25, 2014, 11:00:57 AM

Plastic hood + draw cord + nitrogen

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 25, 2014, 11:22:12 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 25, 2014, 11:00:57 AM

Plastic hood + draw cord + nitrogen

an old friend of mine did that and his ex gf/current roommate found him. i don't know what he was saying to her but she's pretty fucked up over it. for anyways, i'd rather see you put out more clips than suicide but for the love of god, do it w/ heroin and it's 'death by misadventure' as opposed to leaving someone to feel guilty.
sometimes everything seems dumb but it's like you're acutely perceiving that dumb shit but when you're doing good you're blithely unaware of it. maybe even dumb yourself. ride it out, kid.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on August 25, 2014, 12:08:43 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 25, 2014, 10:43:44 AM

A lot of people on this site bum me out. I know that's the pot calling the kettle black, but it's for different reason than most. I come in this forum and I'm bombarded by the dumbest and most short sighted opinions I've ever seen. It really bothers me that such a high percentage of the people here are so vacuous. I think to myself that it can't really be that way. The stupid shit must stand out and skew my observations. Still, I read shit like all the Street League threads and recycled phrases thrown around everywhere and it does something to me. I'm not saying I'm smart. I'm not saying there aren't freakishly well informed people here, but goddamn, I can't be the only one that feels this way. I keep coming here because I've got nothing else to do.

I mean, I'm a fucking idiot. I technically didn't graduate high school. I'm not even qualified for most temp jobs. Maybe all of this is a result of my inability to connect with people. Fuck. Clearly I fell off from my positivity high. I just want the most painless and easiest to pull off way to go.

nigga shut yo ass up you aint about to kill anything other than your self esteem. you need to find some hobbies to keep your mind busy & something to give you a little more confidence, cuz it seems like boredom draws you back in to that self-loathing shit. people on SLAP are regular and given my tendency to always try to get the last word I had to learn my damn self that sometimes you just gotta sit back let the clowns do what clowns do. if you got your own stuff going on, niggas can't tell you shit. I got men in their 30's tryna vibe me ona message board regularly & a bunch of cluck ass whiteboys with no muscle mass who don't like me cuz I'm too "sporty". brush that shit off and keep it moving! its hard to worry about the negative when you're fully focused on the positive ya know? honestly some time off of here might do you some good. its really easy to kill too much time on here and i think thats fuckin you up. Boredom is probably one of the top 3 reasons why we behave the way we do. that block of time where we aren't actively engaged in something leads us to thoughts of anxiety so much to the point where do things just to kill time, drugs, etc. just to distract ourselves from those thoughts. when you find something you really like to do, learn to deeply immerse yourself into said activities, and see what you can produce with that type of focus. Honestly i think you should just write a lot. like even if its just a journal or fictional story or something, i think that can be very cathartic for you and you're actually good at it so it would be interesting to see what you would come up with if you were really "locked in" like that


but if there's only one thing you have to take from this post, don't be a fucking dumbass and sit yo non-suicidal ass down. it aint like you got a piece of shit personality I'm sure you would really fuck a lot of people up if you took your own life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on August 25, 2014, 03:17:39 PM

I'm with d00d on this l33t. This life is what we make of it. You lack a direction for yours right now, & it seems like the root of your struggles. Honestly, I think you should do Treehouse, learn to do coding/web development & get a career going in the near term instead of fucking w/ traditional school. Once you are focused on doing you I think you'll find a lot of the crap which stresses you out & weighs you down will start to disappear.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on August 25, 2014, 03:38:30 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 25, 2014, 10:43:44 AM

A lot of people on this site bum me out. I know that's the pot calling the kettle black, but it's for different reason than most. I come in this forum and I'm bombarded by the dumbest and most short sighted opinions I've ever seen. It really bothers me that such a high percentage of the people here are so vacuous. I think to myself that it can't really be that way. The stupid shit must stand out and skew my observations. Still, I read shit like all the Street League threads and recycled phrases thrown around everywhere and it does something to me. I'm not saying I'm smart. I'm not saying there aren't freakishly well informed people here, but goddamn, I can't be the only one that feels this way. I keep coming here because I've got nothing else to do.

I mean, I'm a fucking idiot. I technically didn't graduate high school. I'm not even qualified for most temp jobs. Maybe all of this is a result of my inability to connect with people. Fuck. Clearly I fell off from my positivity high. I just want the most painless and easiest to pull off way to go.

imo u really need to look inward and stop with so much judgement of others. like i've said before i see a ton of the same negative qualities in you and me and it is frustrating. ur mind is just as closed as anyone here. u like to say ur dumb but yet you talk shit on things constantly and say things with conviction. its one thing for some pompous idiot like sk8dood to talk shit when he actually believes all that insane stuff, but it seems like deep down u have doubts and want to change for the better. its not easy and im not much better off then u are, but i'm at least trying to make myself into someone that i can stand. all u can do is hope to be ok with yourself and when u get there, project that. ya this is as much for me as it is for u. shit is super hard, i always think about ways to kill myself and have it passed off as an accident. but i havent done it yet and prolly never will, so might as well try and use some of the positive things in my life as a springboard and grow from there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 26, 2014, 06:45:08 AM

nobody is happy and proud of themselves all the time.

and thats ok.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 26, 2014, 03:54:03 PM

once you are at ease knowing you’re a fuck stick everything gets better.

that and your 20's are awkward as fuck!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on August 26, 2014, 06:23:30 PM

awkward as fuck for you when your shopping for new globes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on August 27, 2014, 03:32:45 AM

haha agreed some well aged/cured lust for someone let loose at the right time is tooo good lol, "immediatly upstehen after sprtizten"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 27, 2014, 09:32:08 AM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 26, 2014, 03:54:03 PM

once you are at ease knowing you?re a fuck stick everything gets better.

that and your 20's are awkward as fuck!

youre not going to say "fuck stick" in front of the children, are you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 27, 2014, 12:41:44 PM

I try so hard not to swear in front of my son!! It's a full time job.

Only in traffic has a random "FUCKING DIE CUNT!!" when some fuck stick has cut me off.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 27, 2014, 12:58:26 PM

Ok.

There is this super cute girl at the skatepark that has been skating for about 3 years now. She's pretty good. She sure can skate but always asks me for tips or whatever.  As with usual skatepark hang time you spend a lot of time talking shit in between actually skating.
Because of my vast knowledge of Ginos push and Pops meth problems she seems to think I know everything about skateboarding.
I told her to chill on Nyjah and Shane, gave her a copy of Cherry and told her to watch as much Lucas Puig footy on YouTube as possible.

She found me on Facebook. She asked for my phone number and she texts me non stop asking all kinds of shit.

She is 17 and I am 36.  Should I fuck her? She looks like one of those Dysney kids. All tanned and tight. I swear a shinning light from the heavens would shine out of her perfect box if I got her pants off.

Never in my life would I think Chuck Taylor's and a good no comply would attract hot young pussy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on August 27, 2014, 01:38:27 PM

girls at that age are unstable as shit, and one going after a man in his mid 30's is not a good sign that, "maybe shes one of the few sane ones", you coud be in for a world of crazy-shit, worst case condom breaks knock her up, you do not want a 17 year old who most likely has some family issues deciding whether your gonna be a dad or not, a bust inside a sane 23 year-old and you can most likely discuss the matter to some degree like adults, 17-year old prolly ex-group home resident, who prolly has no dad, not so much

or maybe she just legit wants platonic paternal figure in her life, to give her the attention she never got from her dad?

I personally would not

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rick Pump on August 27, 2014, 01:55:34 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 27, 2014, 12:58:26 PM

Ok.

There is this super cute girl at the skatepark that has been skating for about 3 years now. She's pretty good. She sure can skate but always asks me for tips or whatever.  As with usual skatepark hang time you spend a lot of time talking shit in between actually skating.
Because of my vast knowledge of Ginos push and Pops meth problems she seems to think I know everything about skateboarding.
I told her to chill on Nyjah and Shane, gave her a copy of Cherry and told her to watch as much Lucas Puig footy on YouTube as possible.

She found me on Facebook. She asked for my phone number and she texts me non stop asking all kinds of shit.

She is 17 and I am 36.  Should I fuck her? She looks like one of those Dysney kids. All tanned and tight. I swear a shinning light from the heavens would shine out of her perfect box if I got her pants off.

Never in my life would I think Chuck Taylor's and a good no comply would attract hot young pussy.

I say fuck her if it looks like its going that way, but don't pursue it. It doesn't matter how old a girl is they are all some kind of crazy and it doesn't always get better with age. Probably try a plutonic relationship outside of the skatepark to get a better idea of if it would be a definite fuck up if you tapped it. If you do end up doing it then just make sure you don't give her any reason to go full psycho on you and if you move on let her down gently. But yeah, fuck her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on August 27, 2014, 02:09:41 PM

Quote from: Rick Pump on August 27, 2014, 01:55:34 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 27, 2014, 12:58:26 PM

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Ok.

There is this super cute girl at the skatepark that has been skating for about 3 years now. She's pretty good. She sure can skate but always asks me for tips or whatever.  As with usual skatepark hang time you spend a lot of time talking shit in between actually skating.
Because of my vast knowledge of Ginos push and Pops meth problems she seems to think I know everything about skateboarding.
I told her to chill on Nyjah and Shane, gave her a copy of Cherry and told her to watch as much Lucas Puig footy on YouTube as possible.

She found me on Facebook. She asked for my phone number and she texts me non stop asking all kinds of shit.

She is 17 and I am 36.  Should I fuck her? She looks like one of those Dysney kids. All tanned and tight. I swear a shinning light from the heavens would shine out of her perfect box if I got her pants off.

Never in my life would I think Chuck Taylor's and a good no comply would attract hot young pussy.

[close]

I say fuck her if it looks like its going that way, but don't pursue it. It doesn't matter how old a girl is they are all some kind of crazy and it doesn't always get better with age. Probably try a plutonic relationship outside of the skatepark to get a better idea of if it would be a definite fuck up if you tapped it. If you do end up doing it then just make sure you don't give her any reason to go full psycho on you and if you move on let her down gently. But yeah, fuck her.

which may include:
buying her what she wants
doing/agreeing with whatever she says

call me a pessimist but ive never heard of a girl that young being with an 20 year older dude and not being completely fucked

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 27, 2014, 02:11:06 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on August 27, 2014, 01:38:27 PM

girls at that age are unstable as shit, and one going after a man in his mid 30's is not a good sign that, "maybe shes one of the few sane ones", you coud be in for a world of crazy-shit, worst case condom breaks knock her up, you do not want a 17 year old who most likely has some family issues deciding whether your gonna be a dad or not, a bust inside a sane 23 year-old and you can most likely discuss the matter to some degree like adults, 17-year old prolly ex-group home resident, who prolly has no dad, not so much

or maybe she just legit wants platonic paternal figure in her life, to give her the attention she never got from her dad?

I personally would not

as much as id like to tell you to fuck the shit out of her, ^ this guy probably has the right idea. you fuck her once, and you could end up with the worst stalker of your life. plus shes underage, so you fuck her and stop talking to her, she could go crazy start claiming you raped her or some crazy shit like that, then game over for you. i dont know man, you cant trust a girl whos that young. the fact that your more than double her age and shes pursing you throws up a bunch of red flags.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on August 27, 2014, 02:42:58 PM

Lemme tell you right now girls around that age dealing with daddy issues are crazy. This definitely looks like some surrogate father type shit. I guess if yall just stayed friends/skate buddies it'd be cool but I don't think you should get sexually involved at all. Has she done any super-obvious flirting or anything like that? if she's tryna move shit in that direction then by all means back the fuck off. at least wait til she's 18 cuz any type of potential drama you could have is gonna be a whole lot more bearable at that age than if she were a minor. try to think with the right head and avoid the bullshit. then again, i dunno how hot she is so i don't know the level of temptation you're dealing with, so take that for what it is lol.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 27, 2014, 04:13:57 PM

thanks dudes. 

im really on the fence. 

i dont think i will.  actually i might cold shoulder the fuck outta her : /

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on August 27, 2014, 04:35:51 PM

lol this 17 year old disney girl is a front for huf calf muscle repressed homosexual urges

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 27, 2014, 05:43:30 PM

i'll suck ya dick. turn up.

post a fit first tho

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rick Pump on August 27, 2014, 11:43:41 PM

Quote from: JB on August 27, 2014, 02:11:06 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on August 27, 2014, 01:38:27 PM

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girls at that age are unstable as shit, and one going after a man in his mid 30's is not a good sign that, "maybe shes one of the few sane ones", you coud be in for a world of crazy-shit, worst case condom breaks knock her up, you do not want a 17 year old who most likely has some family issues deciding whether your gonna be a dad or not, a bust inside a sane 23 year-old and you can most likely discuss the matter to some degree like adults, 17-year old prolly ex-group home resident, who prolly has no dad, not so much

or maybe she just legit wants platonic paternal figure in her life, to give her the attention she never got from her dad?

I personally would not

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as much as id like to tell you to fuck the shit out of her, ^ this guy probably has the right idea. you fuck her once, and you could end up with the worst stalker of your life. plus shes underage, so you fuck her and stop talking to her, she could go crazy start claiming you raped her or some crazy shit like that, then game over for you. i dont know man, you cant trust a girl whos that young. the fact that your more than double her age and shes pursing you throws up a bunch of red flags.

You know Hufs Calves lives in Australia right? Where if she's over 16 she's legal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on August 28, 2014, 10:09:24 PM

just told a girl that i would marry her and rasie her unbotn child as my own....... I only have had six beers?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on August 28, 2014, 10:15:41 PM

Quote from: tobey on August 28, 2014, 10:09:24 PM

just told a girl that i would marry her and rasie her unbotn child as my own....... I only have had six beers?

It's a numbers game tobey, just keep spinning that wheel. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 28, 2014, 10:42:33 PM

i turned my sawzall on and almost put it to my leg but got sketched so i googled 'sawzall injuries' cause i wanted a good 'cry for help' that would be worth a shot of morphine but not permanently fuck up my muscles, tendons and whatever else makes me the average skater i am. for anyways, i didn't learn anything and even though i'd been getting lightheaded every time i stand up i forced myself down to honey farms and seen a kid ollie an 8.5 foot sidewalk out the gate. it was trash night which is my favorite  night so we all did stuff over garbage, played 2 games of SKATE [i won one, pitching fire!] and got kicked down some marb lights. tgitrashnight and thank goodness i didn't waste away in the ER w/ some DIY injury.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Powdered Toast Man! on August 28, 2014, 10:49:52 PM

as of these past 4 months,
deficient libido, thus, borderline impotence
which i don't seem to care but occasionally worry

edit*
Impotence "The More You Know" Conan O'Brien (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M14kAzkk9Qo#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Early Hokus Pokus on August 28, 2014, 10:57:49 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 27, 2014, 12:58:26 PM

She is 17 and I am 36.  Should I fuck her? She looks like one of those Dysney kids. All tanned and tight. I swear a shinning light from the heavens would shine out of her perfect box if I got her pants off.

lol yolo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tarela on August 29, 2014, 03:15:12 AM

Quote from: tobey on August 28, 2014, 10:09:24 PM

just told a girl that i would marry her and rasie her unbotn child as my own....... I only have had six beers?

(http://s27.postimg.org/5x6jqfs8z/1011921_10152275084286677_406237700_n.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on August 29, 2014, 03:36:18 AM

Quote from: tobey on August 28, 2014, 10:09:24 PM

just told a girl that i would marry her and rasie her unbotn child as my own....... I only have had six beers?

i thought i had a flare for the dramatic but u blew right by me with this one, what did she think of that anyway?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on August 29, 2014, 04:46:28 PM

dude fuck her..  17 year olds are awesome.  8)))))))

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on August 29, 2014, 04:57:32 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on August 28, 2014, 10:42:33 PM

i turned my sawzall on and almost put it to my leg but got sketched so i googled 'sawzall injuries' cause i wanted a good 'cry for help' that would be worth a shot of morphine but not permanently fuck up my muscles, tendons and whatever else makes me the average skater i am. for anyways, i didn't learn anything and even though i'd been getting lightheaded every time i stand up i forced myself down to honey farms and seen a kid ollie an 8.5 foot sidewalk out the gate. it was trash night which is my favorite  night so we all did stuff over garbage, played 2 games of SKATE [i won one, pitching fire!] and got kicked down some marb lights. tgitrashnight and thank goodness i didn't waste away in the ER w/ some DIY injury.

I remember hearing second-hand stories from friends about fiends having other people try to break their backs or run them over with cars in an attempt to get "hooked-up" medically for life, none ever worked out . . .  :P

I can understand the sentiment though, when you don't mind an injury for the prescription trade-off . . .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 29, 2014, 06:42:33 PM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on August 29, 2014, 04:57:32 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on August 28, 2014, 10:42:33 PM

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i turned my sawzall on and almost put it to my leg but got sketched so i googled 'sawzall injuries' cause i wanted a good 'cry for help' that would be worth a shot of morphine but not permanently fuck up my muscles, tendons and whatever else makes me the average skater i am. for anyways, i didn't learn anything and even though i'd been getting lightheaded every time i stand up i forced myself down to honey farms and seen a kid ollie an 8.5 foot sidewalk out the gate. it was trash night which is my favorite  night so we all did stuff over garbage, played 2 games of SKATE [i won one, pitching fire!] and got kicked down some marb lights. tgitrashnight and thank goodness i didn't waste away in the ER w/ some DIY injury.

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I remember hearing second-hand stories from friends about fiends having other people try to break their backs or run them over with cars in an attempt to get "hooked-up" medically for life, none ever worked out . . .  :P

I can understand the sentiment though, when you don't mind an injury for the prescription trade-off . . .

heh, my old nextdoor neighbor [cool one, not the asshole who died recently] smashed his buddy's hand w/ a sledgehammer [cause cardoor wasn't good enough they tried that first] and got him vikes or percs to excuse dirty urine and save dude from 18 months on a violation.
i'm just nutty, it was my logical leap from 'i should do a cry for help to further my ssi case cause' to 'if you're gonna go to the hospital, might as well be in physical pain and get a shot'. when i got jumped in BR they gave me  a shot of morphine and let me sleep over. that was pretty dope even though getting woke up by boots, fists and chains sucked out loud.
i got into it w/ my mother first thing in the morning and just kept getting wicked lightheaded too, frustrating.
ended up skating my ass off for 2 hours at honey farms so it was all for the best.
speaking of, i pm you my number a few wks ago. i know rusty invited you to worcester even though he's in vermont but if you're down for the ripride tomorrow send me a text. be  rad to hang out in person and shred the sites.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on August 30, 2014, 01:00:56 PM

My sentiments exactly.

The number you sent me last time didn't work I believe, just pm me it again & I'll double check.

Can't make it up this weekend but next weekend is ski-free, have to save my energy for "the man" this week . . .   ::)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on September 03, 2014, 02:09:56 PM

Quote from: tobey on August 28, 2014, 10:09:24 PM

just told a girl that i would marry her and rasie her unbotn child as my own....... I only have had six beers?

best laugh ive gotten all day. i love that you ended it with a question mark too.


for me i always was asking the opposite. "i've already had 6 beers?" ive even accused my friends of drinking all my booze after i woke up from a blackout because i was the one who drank all my booze. thats happened a few times.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on September 04, 2014, 11:31:29 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 27, 2014, 12:58:26 PM

She is 17 and I am 36. 

sure why not? :o #notcreepyatall
in fact, i think you should bring this topic up with some other 36 yos in real life and see what they think!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on September 05, 2014, 12:48:06 AM

8 out of the 10 friends ive asked have said "fuck her"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on September 05, 2014, 09:44:34 AM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on September 05, 2014, 12:48:06 AM

8 out of the 10 friends ive asked have said "fuck her"

Sticking your weiner in crazy is the best worst idea. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on September 05, 2014, 10:33:36 AM

Little Miss Sunshine (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AloNERbBXcc#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on September 05, 2014, 11:52:17 AM

Ive messaged about 50 women during the past week online dating, only getting two responses, both along the lines of "thanks, but no thanks". Shits tiresome.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jackie Joyner Kersee on September 07, 2014, 01:51:44 PM

Quote from: Bronson on September 05, 2014, 11:52:17 AM

Ive messaged about 50 women during the past week online dating, only getting two responses, both along the lines of "thanks, but no thanks". Shits tiresome.

I get a ton of pussy off of okc, pof and tinder.  I also have sent thousands of messages, easily.  I probably get a reply 50% of the time and maybe 30% of those I will talk to for a few days. Maybe half of those I end up meeting and I fucked everyone I met but 3. Here's whats worked for me, compliment something specific on her body and tell her she seems cool or sweet. Legs, eyebrows, eyes, lips. Dont compliment her tits or asshole. Speak to her like a person but be forward, tell the bitch you want to kiss her entire body after a few back and forth messages. Tell her that your fresh out of a long term relationship and you are just trying to get out there and have fun. This makes you look like less of a scumbag.  These girls get several messages a day with guys telling them they want to fuck their throats, be a little suave. Also, getting out of a long term thing makes you seem like youre not totally infected with the herp, hiv, etc. Sometimes if the woman is just unbelievable looking but shes obviously not looking to fuck Ill send a message telling her that shes gorgeous and its too bad shes not looking for that but I hope she finds what shes looking for on there BUT if she ever wants to hang out yadayada

Anyway, this 40 yearold I fucked the other night had the scariest most metal tattoos Ive ever seen.  She had a bunch of skulls shaped like a g string around her hips and scooby doo right above her pussy.  I deleted the pic last night after showing every asshole at the bar and felt guilty. Now i wish i didnt delete it so i could show you fucking busters

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on September 07, 2014, 02:41:05 PM

Just posting to be one closer to gnarring you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on September 08, 2014, 08:23:36 AM

Quote from: Jackie Joyner Kersee on September 07, 2014, 01:51:44 PM

Quote from: Bronson on September 05, 2014, 11:52:17 AM

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Ive messaged about 50 women during the past week online dating, only getting two responses, both along the lines of "thanks, but no thanks". Shits tiresome.

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I get a ton of pussy off of okc, pof and tinder.  I also have sent thousands of messages, easily.  I probably get a reply 50% of the time and maybe 30% of those I will talk to for a few days. Maybe half of those I end up meeting and I fucked everyone I met but 3. Here's whats worked for me, compliment something specific on her body and tell her she seems cool or sweet. Legs, eyebrows, eyes, lips. Dont compliment her tits or asshole. Speak to her like a person but be forward, tell the bitch you want to kiss her entire body after a few back and forth messages. Tell her that your fresh out of a long term relationship and you are just trying to get out there and have fun. This makes you look like less of a scumbag.  These girls get several messages a day with guys telling them they want to fuck their throats, be a little suave. Also, getting out of a long term thing makes you seem like youre not totally infected with the herp, hiv, etc. Sometimes if the woman is just unbelievable looking but shes obviously not looking to fuck Ill send a message telling her that shes gorgeous and its too bad shes not looking for that but I hope she finds what shes looking for on there BUT if she ever wants to hang out yadayada

Anyway, this 40 yearold I fucked the other night had the scariest most metal tattoos Ive ever seen.  She had a bunch of skulls shaped like a g string around her hips and scooby doo right above her pussy.  I deleted the pic last night after showing every asshole at the bar and felt guilty. Now i wish i didnt delete it so i could show you fucking busters

Both of you need to get off all this online bullshit, you're just dulling the knife to the point where approaching a chick in real life will leave you in a puddle of your own piss.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jackie Joyner Kersee on September 08, 2014, 10:53:42 AM

Nah dude. I dont get scurred but youre right that I will pass some real life girls up because it takes so much more effort. Im also not at a place where I want anything real so I can express that early on without it being awkward and creepy.  I am seeing the only girl I ever gave a shit about later today though.  Havent seen her since I left home over a year ago. so i might be done with this internet bullshit. But it probably wont work out and ill continue to try my hardest to get that herp

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on September 08, 2014, 09:24:20 PM

Quote from: Jackie Joyner Kersee on September 08, 2014, 10:53:42 AM

Nah dude. I dont get scurred but youre right that I will pass some real life girls up because it takes so much more effort. Im also not at a place where I want anything real so I can express that early on without it being awkward and creepy.  I am seeing the only girl I ever gave a shit about later today though.  Havent seen her since I left home over a year ago. so i might be done with this internet bullshit. But it probably wont work out and ill continue to try my hardest to get that herp

The best analogy I can make would be that it's like wearing glasses.  It helps you in the short term but over time it fucks your vision up even worse.  It's a trend that will leak into other areas of your life.  Maybe not you in particular because you seem to be full of confidence and bravado but a lot of other people will devolve to complete social retardation. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on September 13, 2014, 08:01:02 PM

lost my last friend cause i told her i was really into her and she has a boyfriend
initially i tried to cold shoulder her but she confronted me. i took the pussy way out and told her that im not worth hanging out with or something along those lines. her response was "youre fucking pathetic. have a nice lonely life"
so i told her how i felt about her.
she took it pretty bad, said that if i couldnt get over her that was my own damn fault
its true but its not really my choice how i feel...
its fine cause it hurt pretty bad to be around her and not be with her (if you see what i mean)
on the other hand i pretty much want to die and dont give half a fuck about anything
no danger of me offing myself, too much of a bitch for that and i know itll pass
im just scared of my lonely looking future
really fucking scared
i dont make friends easily...she kinda sought me out, got me to come chill with her
dont think im ever gonna make another friend living like this
i dont talk to anyone at all. closest thing is facebook notifications and slap.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on September 14, 2014, 06:49:39 AM

Quote from: abudabi on September 13, 2014, 08:01:02 PM

lost my last friend cause i told her i was really into her and she has a boyfriend
initially i tried to cold shoulder her but she confronted me. i took the pussy way out and told her that im not worth hanging out with or something along those lines. her response was "youre fucking pathetic. have a nice lonely life"
so i told her how i felt about her.
she took it pretty bad, said that if i couldnt get over her that was my own damn fault
its true but its not really my choice how i feel...
its fine cause it hurt pretty bad to be around her and not be with her (if you see what i mean)
on the other hand i pretty much want to die and dont give half a fuck about anything
no danger of me offing myself, too much of a bitch for that and i know itll pass
im just scared of my lonely looking future
really fucking scared
i dont make friends easily...she kinda sought me out, got me to come chill with her
dont think im ever gonna make another friend living like this
i dont talk to anyone at all. closest thing is facebook notifications and slap.

"well [dabi] dont you know that things go in cycles, the way that Bobby Brown is just ampin like Michael"

Resist the urge to avoid making connections with people, it becomes a cycle of feeling inadequate because your a loner and keeping yourself a loner because you feel inadequate, the struggle = real but is ultimately all in your(and many other peoples) head and perhaps if you asked that random cute girl to smoke a j despite thinking it foolish initially, may be very helpful, this is the lot of the thoughtful man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on September 14, 2014, 08:18:44 AM

Quote from: abudabi on September 13, 2014, 08:01:02 PM

lost my last friend cause i told her i was really into her and she has a boyfriend
initially i tried to cold shoulder her but she confronted me. i took the pussy way out and told her that im not worth hanging out with or something along those lines. her response was "youre fucking pathetic. have a nice lonely life"
so i told her how i felt about her.
she took it pretty bad, said that if i couldnt get over her that was my own damn fault
its true but its not really my choice how i feel...
its fine cause it hurt pretty bad to be around her and not be with her (if you see what i mean)
on the other hand i pretty much want to die and dont give half a fuck about anything
no danger of me offing myself, too much of a bitch for that and i know itll pass
im just scared of my lonely looking future
really fucking scared
i dont make friends easily...she kinda sought me out, got me to come chill with her
dont think im ever gonna make another friend living like this
i dont talk to anyone at all. closest thing is facebook notifications and slap.

The only way other people are going to like you is if you like yourself.  That means it's time to start bettering yourself.  Eat healthier, hit the gym, try discovering more hobbies.  This stuff will force you to 1.) live a better lifestyle which will in turn make you happier 2.) get you out and around people upping your social skills and 3.) you'll find it's much easier to talk to people when you have shit to talk about. 

The other thing is delete Facebook.  All it does is show you these fake highlight reels other people are posting in hopes people will think they live interesting lives.  Of course looking at only pictures of weekends or vacations will have you feeling like you aren't doing shit.  Like PSO said, it's all in your head. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on September 14, 2014, 10:21:16 AM

thanks for the advice, i appreciate you two taking the time to help me out

otaku, youre completely right about that. ive been keeping myself alone for far too long. it does make you feel inadequate. i know i have something to bring to the table in terms of being friends with people, its just really hard to get it out of me from spending so much time on my own.
ive been thinking about ways to meet people (unfortunately me and weed dont get along these days, weeds great for making friends)

ill, oddly enough im in the best shape of my life. im not ripped or anything but ive been skating a ton and i do pushups/sit-ups all the time. ive been eating a lot better than i used to but theres still room for a lot of improvement so thats a good point. honestly the only thing that bothers me about facebook is seeing photos of cute girls, but if i deleted it there would still be instagram, the internet and the real world to make me jealous so i think i just gotta deal with that.

i know im fucking up. that knowledge gives me hope that ill figure it out tho.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on September 14, 2014, 10:47:59 AM

Quote from: abudabi on September 14, 2014, 10:21:16 AM

thanks for the advice, i appreciate you two taking the time to help me out

otaku, youre completely right about that. ive been keeping myself alone for far too long. it does make you feel inadequate. i know i have something to bring to the table in terms of being friends with people, its just really hard to get it out of me from spending so much time on my own.
ive been thinking about ways to meet people (unfortunately me and weed dont get along these days, weeds great for making friends)

ill, oddly enough im in the best shape of my life. im not ripped or anything but ive been skating a ton and i do pushups/sit-ups all the time. ive been eating a lot better than i used to but theres still room for a lot of improvement so thats a good point. honestly the only thing that bothers me about facebook is seeing photos of cute girls, but if i deleted it there would still be instagram, the internet and the real world to make me jealous so i think i just gotta deal with that.

i know im fucking up. that knowledge gives me hope that ill figure it out tho.

Push ups and sit ups and stuff are great but if you actually take time to go to the gym and develop a workout routine you accomplish a couple different things.  I was the same as you, in decent shape but I started actually putting on a little muscle and it makes a world of difference with confidence which is what is the bottom line to getting chicks.  I can't stress enough how important it is to delete all social media.  I totally get what you're saying about seeing pictures of cute girls though, I hate when friends show me a picture of a girl I'll probably never meet.  What you have to do is take the jealousy you feel in real life and use that as motivation.  Life is a numbers game man, some people will like you, some people won't.  If they don't fuck em. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on September 14, 2014, 02:33:50 PM

Mannnn, thoughts about the past really fuck me up sometimes. Like usually I don't really mind talking about my mom n shit like that with other people because I've accepted it and moved on, and every things all good since I moved out from AZ but sometimes I just be high sitting there thinking about some random shit like my cat dragging in a decapitated rabbit head because she loved me and I just get allll fucked up n teary eyed. Like forreal there was so many staples in my life that lost in the past 2 years its like sometimes i don't even realize it until that cloud just comes over me and hits hard as hell. I watched that same cat i just mention come out of the womb and raised it ever since. she was about 13 years old when I held her as they put her down, so she'd be around for the majority of my life at that point, through so many different phases & eras. But yeah, that cat's dead now. That orange cat that was on my mixtape cover? dead. my first and only dog? dead. best friend i grew up skating with? dead. my grandpa who was basically my surrogate father figure? dead. Family friend who was a part of some very memorable moments in life? dead. then of course the person solely responsible for my entire existence and upbringing is dead too. The point was to have new beginning's when I moved to AZ which has been cool but at the same time its like 95% of everything that made me who am today simply just doesn't exist anymore. Those people, places, and things I've always known & identified with are either long gone or 1700 miles away. Even when i went back to my hometown for the 4th, all my favorite skate spots were fucked, key places were either torn down or replaced with something totally different (i.e. "The Cookie Shack" across the street from my middle school is now a cigar/smoke shop). Sometime it just really weirds me the fuck out because for 19 out of the 21 years I've been on this earth, that's all I'd known. I remember times where I just couldn't even stand my mom because we were basically joined at the hip forever and now when i talk about her to people out in AZ its almost as if she's some mythical creature or something. I dunno man, its like ever since I woke up to that coroner knocking on my door, my life was NEVER the same. the 2 year anniversary of her death comes on the 23rd but i swear it almost feels like 3 or 4 years ago. its like soooooo much shit has happened in that block of time that I don't even comprehend certain things until way after the fact.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on September 14, 2014, 09:54:10 PM

theres a gym pretty close to me, ive been considering it but it seems like a huge bummer. i might just buy some weights.
my brothers in a different country and facebook is the only way we ever communicate. we dont talk much but id feel like a dick if i deleted it because i know im not gonna call him or skype with him. hes not a very social person either, hes pretty hard to talk to in every medium besides fb chat.
never thought about using that jealousy in a positive way, that kinda suits my negative way of looking at things hahaha, youre on to something there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 14, 2014, 10:19:07 PM

Going to give my phone number to and attempt to date a chick that works at McDonalds.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on September 14, 2014, 10:45:32 PM

Quote from: @thewilleasley on September 14, 2014, 02:33:50 PM

Mannnn, thoughts about the past really fuck me up sometimes. Like usually I don't really mind talking about my mom n shit like that with other people because I've accepted it and moved on, and every things all good since I moved out from AZ but sometimes I just be high sitting there thinking about some random shit like my cat dragging in a decapitated rabbit head because she loved me and I just get allll fucked up n teary eyed. Like forreal there was so many staples in my life that lost in the past 2 years its like sometimes i don't even realize it until that cloud just comes over me and hits hard as hell. I watched that same cat i just mention come out of the womb and raised it ever since. she was about 13 years old when I held her as they put her down, so she'd be around for the majority of my life at that point, through so many different phases & eras. But yeah, that cat's dead now. That orange cat that was on my mixtape cover? dead. my first and only dog? dead. best friend i grew up skating with? dead. my grandpa who was basically my surrogate father figure? dead. Family friend who was a part of some very memorable moments in life? dead. then of course the person solely responsible for my entire existence and upbringing is dead too. The point was to have new beginning's when I moved to AZ which has been cool but at the same time its like 95% of everything that made me who am today simply just doesn't exist anymore. Those people, places, and things I've always known & identified with are either long gone or 1700 miles away. Even when i went back to my hometown for the 4th, all my favorite skate spots were fucked, key places were either torn down or replaced with something totally different (i.e. "The Cookie Shack" across the street from my middle school is now a cigar/smoke shop). Sometime it just really weirds me the fuck out because for 19 out of the 21 years I've been on this earth, that's all I'd known. I remember times where I just couldn't even stand my mom because we were basically joined at the hip forever and now when i talk about her to people out in AZ its almost as if she's some mythical creature or something. I dunno man, its like ever since I woke up to that coroner knocking on my door, my life was NEVER the same. the 2 year anniversary of her death comes on the 23rd but i swear it almost feels like 3 or 4 years ago. its like soooooo much shit has happened in that block of time that I don't even comprehend certain things until way after the fact.

you had a rap album w/ a cat on the cover? you should do a rap about your deceased pets.
for serious though, sorry about your grandpa/mom. the thing i hated about phoenix is they seem to destroy their building after 20 yrs. the upside of that is it's so new you can forget whatever's plaguing you there. nothing makes people come back but distance and time makes it more manageable. you're in the right place.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pinche gringo on September 14, 2014, 10:57:21 PM

Hang in there Will. You will always have those feelings about lost loved ones, it's part of the deal. Try to stay positive and live a good life in honor of those you love and miss.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on September 15, 2014, 04:34:43 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on September 14, 2014, 10:19:07 PM

Going to give my phone number to and attempt to date a chick that works at McDonalds.

Fucking yes mate/I "love/hate" the way my brain operates some/most of the time/right now.

All the stuff that makes you you can also come at a cost . . .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 15, 2014, 11:10:56 PM

Seriously considering going to a nudist resort. I think it would be a super cool experience and alleviate anxiety once I get used to it. Most places do free first time guest passes. Yes I checked their sites.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on September 16, 2014, 05:55:08 AM

Its hard to find/meet vegan girls, I don't judge but I can't really get close with an omni girl in a lifestyle kinda way, because frankly watching a girl eat a steak/burger whatever is incredibly unattractive to me. Was really nervous this weekend meeting up with this really pretty vegan girl(i knew of through mutual friends), stuttered a cpl times, mispronounced words, cpl *omfg* anxiety moments, asked yesterday if shes into to doing something again and no response as of yet. Not even bummed because hey, I tried, but fuck really pretty vegan girls ain't so easy to come by.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on September 16, 2014, 07:00:34 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on September 16, 2014, 05:55:08 AM

Its hard to find/meet vegan girls, I don't judge but I can't really get close with an omni girl in a lifestyle kinda way, because frankly watching a girl eat a steak/burger whatever is incredibly unattractive to me. Was really nervous this weekend meeting up with this really pretty vegan girl(i knew of through mutual friends), stuttered a cpl times, mispronounced words, cpl *omfg* anxiety moments, asked yesterday if shes into to doing something again and no response as of yet. Not even bummed because hey, I tried, but fuck really pretty vegan girls ain't so easy to come by.

you tried cruising the produce section of whole foods?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on September 16, 2014, 07:38:29 AM

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Its hard to find/meet vegan girls, I don't judge but I can't really get close with an omni girl in a lifestyle kinda way, because frankly watching a girl eat a steak/burger whatever is incredibly unattractive to me. Was really nervous this weekend meeting up with this really pretty vegan girl(i knew of through mutual friends), stuttered a cpl times, mispronounced words, cpl *omfg* anxiety moments, asked yesterday if shes into to doing something again and no response as of yet. Not even bummed because hey, I tried, but fuck really pretty vegan girls ain't so easy to come by.

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you tried cruising the produce section of whole foods?

Or Trader Joe's

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on September 16, 2014, 08:55:16 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on September 16, 2014, 05:55:08 AM

omni girl

LOL.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on September 16, 2014, 10:33:18 AM

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Its hard to find/meet vegan girls, I don't judge but I can't really get close with an omni girl in a lifestyle kinda way, because frankly watching a girl eat a steak/burger whatever is incredibly unattractive to me. Was really nervous this weekend meeting up with this really pretty vegan girl(i knew of through mutual friends), stuttered a cpl times, mispronounced words, cpl *omfg* anxiety moments, asked yesterday if shes into to doing something again and no response as of yet. Not even bummed because hey, I tried, but fuck really pretty vegan girls ain't so easy to come by.

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you tried cruising the produce section of whole foods?

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Or Trader Joe's

Or settling for average/kind of fugly vegan girls?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 16, 2014, 01:13:28 PM

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Fucking yes mate/I "love/hate" the way my brain operates some/most of the time/right now.

All the stuff that makes you you can also come at a cost . . .

Well I been back to that mickey deez twice with my phone number written down in my pocket and she wasn't working the window so i dunno. seems if you're a single dude carrying your name/number on a piece of paper could come in handy at any given moment in time though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on September 16, 2014, 04:08:11 PM

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Fucking yes mate/I "love/hate" the way my brain operates some/most of the time/right now.

All the stuff that makes you you can also come at a cost . . .

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Well I been back to that mickey deez twice with my phone number written down in my pocket and she wasn't working the window so i dunno. seems if you're a single dude carrying your name/number on a piece of paper could come in handy at any given moment in time though.

Rusty it's better if you just ask for her number.  No matter how into you she is, you have to make the move. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 17, 2014, 12:19:12 AM

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Fucking yes mate/I "love/hate" the way my brain operates some/most of the time/right now.

All the stuff that makes you you can also come at a cost . . .

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Well I been back to that mickey deez twice with my phone number written down in my pocket and she wasn't working the window so i dunno. seems if you're a single dude carrying your name/number on a piece of paper could come in handy at any given moment in time though.

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Rusty it's better if you just ask for her number.  No matter how into you she is, you have to make the move.  

she probably lives with her parents, and even if she doesn't there's enough of an age gap that i'd feel like a creep asking her for her number. also, could've given it out tonight cuz this other chick showed up while we were skating and was like "There's some nice rails over there bro, i hit em all the time" jokingly and i was like "Yeah baby wanna hit him with me some night???" and then she zoomed off. kinda annoying but at least i tried.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on September 17, 2014, 05:24:00 AM

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Going to give my phone number to and attempt to date a chick that works at McDonalds.

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Fucking yes mate/I "love/hate" the way my brain operates some/most of the time/right now.

All the stuff that makes you you can also come at a cost . . .

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Well I been back to that mickey deez twice with my phone number written down in my pocket and she wasn't working the window so i dunno. seems if you're a single dude carrying your name/number on a piece of paper could come in handy at any given moment in time though.

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Rusty it's better if you just ask for her number.  No matter how into you she is, you have to make the move.  

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she probably lives with her parents, and even if she doesn't there's enough of an age gap that i'd feel like a creep asking her for her number. also, could've given it out tonight cuz this other chick showed up while we were skating and was like "There's some nice rails over there bro, i hit em all the time" jokingly and i was like "Yeah baby wanna hit him with me some night???" and then she zoomed off. kinda annoying but at least i tried.

If you think it's too creepy to be asking for those digits it's probably even creepier of you to slip her a piece of paper with your number.  Trying is definitely the most important part, I don't know how you dudes living in rural ass areas do it though, the cities are just so ripe with womens. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 17, 2014, 11:04:56 AM

i guess it's same difference as far as the getting/giving number thing goes. as far as the whole rural thing goes, i live in a pretty big college town so it's not too nuts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Everett425 on September 17, 2014, 03:45:09 PM

I'm absolutely terrified of death. That is all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on September 17, 2014, 04:28:16 PM

i just wanna be free

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Numeral on September 17, 2014, 08:17:25 PM

I'm broke, I can't seem to manage my income at all, I've been deep in debt for 2 years now. every time I feel I'm about to come out I find myself having to spend money I don't have.

some aspects of my life have been complete shit for a while now....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on September 17, 2014, 08:48:57 PM

Quote from: Numeral on September 17, 2014, 08:17:25 PM

I'm broke, I can't seem to manage my income at all, I've been deep in debt for 2 years now. every time I feel I'm about to come out I find myself having to spend money I don't have.

some aspects of my life have been complete shit for a while now....

I've been in this same boat for a while.  I seem to just keep cruising along getting lucky with continuous incomes but I can't get to that spot where I can actually start putting money away.  The biggest detriment to my savings are my student loans.  Fuck you Sallie Mae, you janky bitch.   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uncle Guss on September 18, 2014, 09:46:13 PM

Out of all the good friends I've made last year in college, I'm pretty much the only one that's actually returning, whether it's due to shit grades or getting kicked out for weed or drugs or whatnot. I'm pretty much starting from square one and it's really bumming me out. Don't feel like hitting up all the half friends I met at the beginning of freshman year so I've just been chilling by myself and working mad hours at my shitty work study job. Life feels kinda beat right now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on September 18, 2014, 10:58:21 PM

i haven't eaten ass in like a yr and a half

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on September 18, 2014, 11:38:02 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on September 18, 2014, 10:58:21 PM

i haven't eaten ass in like a yr and a half

Damn bruh that's cold.  Are we talking no sex at all or just ass chewin?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on September 19, 2014, 12:06:47 AM

fucking both! i sorta had a broad to horseplay w/ last winter but before that, like a girlfriend, that ended around february 2013. maybe cause i'm old it doesn't bother me so much. oh, when i was w/ my last girlfriend i would go a month w/out fucking her. she was caustic! i think my libido is lower than most people, i'm more into skating or when i'm doing opiates, them. sex is rad but now i'm bumming around my hometown so i don't feel super hot about that. if i had a iphone i'd try that tindr shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 19, 2014, 07:36:52 AM

I'm very seriously considering hospitalizing myself today. I may be gone for some time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jackie Joyner Kersee on September 19, 2014, 12:14:25 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 19, 2014, 07:36:52 AM

I'm very seriously considering hospitalizing myself today. I may be gone for some time.

Do it. Good luck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on September 19, 2014, 05:25:57 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 19, 2014, 07:36:52 AM

I'm very seriously considering hospitalizing myself today. I may be gone for some time.

Why??

I just used my first gnar on you L33T.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 19, 2014, 07:30:25 PM

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I'm very seriously considering hospitalizing myself today. I may be gone for some time.

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Do it. Good luck

I've met women in lockups. You might just be lucky enough to get some n00dz when you're both in halfway houses.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skateskateskate on September 19, 2014, 10:55:38 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 19, 2014, 07:36:52 AM

I'm very seriously considering hospitalizing myself today. I may be gone for some time.

how does that work? like what do you say

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on September 19, 2014, 11:19:58 PM

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I'm very seriously considering hospitalizing myself today. I may be gone for some time.

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how does that work? like what do you say

tell em you're suicidal and you've earned a bed for 3 days at least. i only go in and tell em i've got wicked bad anxiety w/ a touch of suicidal ideation so's i can get emergency benzos but not hafta stay. wish i would've spent a little time last yr, i'd prolly win my ssi case this yr. oh well, i will reap just what i sew.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prince Nelson on September 20, 2014, 05:23:03 AM

I'm making a conscious decision to not drink alcohol anymore. It seems like every time I do drink, it just makes me feel terrible. And that's not really working out right now. So, sober living begins today.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on September 20, 2014, 11:26:21 AM

Quote from: The Artist Formerly Known As Prince on September 20, 2014, 05:23:03 AM

I'm making a conscious decision to not drink alcohol anymore. It seems like every time I do drink, it just makes me feel terrible. And that's not really working out right now. So, sober living begins today.

Good luck with that. I've been trying (and failing) to remain sober for the last year.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jackie Joyner Kersee on September 20, 2014, 01:33:48 PM

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I'm making a conscious decision to not drink alcohol anymore. It seems like every time I do drink, it just makes me feel terrible. And that's not really working out right now. So, sober living begins today.

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Good luck with that. I've been trying (and failing) to remain sober for the last year.

do or do not

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prince Nelson on September 20, 2014, 10:27:47 PM

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Good luck with that. I've been trying (and failing) to remain sober for the last year.

Thank you. It's a change that I need to make, along with my general attitude towards life and people.

Good luck in your own journey towards sobriety.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pinche gringo on September 20, 2014, 11:15:51 PM

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I'm making a conscious decision to not drink alcohol anymore. It seems like every time I do drink, it just makes me feel terrible. And that's not really working out right now. So, sober living begins today.

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Good luck with that. I've been trying (and failing) to remain sober for the last year.

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Thank you. It's a change that I need to make, along with my general attitude towards life and people.

Good luck in your own journey towards sobriety.

Good luck to both of you. Try to stay positive even if you slip up, you can do anything you want to do.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Candygirl on September 21, 2014, 10:13:02 AM

Dear SLAP,

I've been together with my girlfriend for almost 8 years now(I am 26 now). We lived together for 6 of them. Now she's living in Berlin and I live in CPH, which hasn't been big of a problem for the past year. We saw each other at least every 4 weeks and got the whole thing figured out. Went to NYC on summer vacation and so on. I was planning to move to Berlin as well.
All of a sudden she tells me that she doesn't know what to thin about us... I really want a genuine answer but she can't. She needs time to think she says, which makes the situation even worse.

Since I've never been in a situation like that I don't really know how to cope with it.
SLAP always knows the answer.
Anyone been in a situation like that? Breaking up would be the worst. We share all of our good friends with each other... How will life even go on...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on September 21, 2014, 10:27:07 AM

seems like you gonna have to be strong in the next weeks or months...sorry dude

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Candygirl on September 21, 2014, 10:41:48 AM

That's what I already thought. Skateboarding will always be there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on September 21, 2014, 05:39:28 PM

Quote from: Candygirl on September 21, 2014, 10:13:02 AM

Dear SLAP,

I've been together with my girlfriend for almost 8 years now(I am 26 now). We lived together for 6 of them. Now she's living in Berlin and I live in CPH, which hasn't been big of a problem for the past year. We saw each other at least every 4 weeks and got the whole thing figured out. Went to NYC on summer vacation and so on. I was planning to move to Berlin as well.
All of a sudden she tells me that she doesn't know what to thin about us... I really want a genuine answer but she can't. She needs time to think she says, which makes the situation even worse.

Since I've never been in a situation like that I don't really know how to cope with it.
SLAP always knows the answer.
Anyone been in a situation like that? Breaking up would be the worst. We share all of our good friends with each other... How will life even go on...

oh my GOODNESS dood buckle up, you're in store for one seriously emotional rollercoaster and you'll probably sink into feelings you've never experienced before.

Soon all those sappy love songs on the radio are about to make a whole lot of sense.

BUT!!!!

i think this kind of thing needs to happen to everybody at least once in their lifetime.
prepare to feel extremely alive as you enter one of the hardest experiences a human can go through

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Candygirl on September 22, 2014, 05:45:46 AM

I never felt pain like that before.
While we were talking I told her how I think about it, in a good manner.
But the sentence "I need time to think" is already a death sentence for a relationship.
Even if things pan out, how can you trust the person again.

I'll keep you updated. Suggestions for the waiting time would be nice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on September 22, 2014, 06:00:11 AM

Quote from: nice_guy_2 on September 21, 2014, 05:39:28 PM

Quote from: Candygirl on September 21, 2014, 10:13:02 AM

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Dear SLAP,

I've been together with my girlfriend for almost 8 years now(I am 26 now). We lived together for 6 of them. Now she's living in Berlin and I live in CPH, which hasn't been big of a problem for the past year. We saw each other at least every 4 weeks and got the whole thing figured out. Went to NYC on summer vacation and so on. I was planning to move to Berlin as well.
All of a sudden she tells me that she doesn't know what to thin about us... I really want a genuine answer but she can't. She needs time to think she says, which makes the situation even worse.

Since I've never been in a situation like that I don't really know how to cope with it.
SLAP always knows the answer.
Anyone been in a situation like that? Breaking up would be the worst. We share all of our good friends with each other... How will life even go on...

[close]

oh my GOODNESS dood buckle up, you're in store for one seriously emotional rollercoaster and you'll probably sink into feelings you've never experienced before.

Soon all those sappy love songs on the radio are about to make a whole lot of sense.

BUT!!!!

i think this kind of thing needs to happen to everybody at least once in their lifetime.
prepare to feel extremely alive as you enter one of the hardest experiences a human can go through

This.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jezus on September 22, 2014, 10:41:33 AM

I'm kinda new here, but I just had to do this.

Here I go:

The last year or so when I was still in high school I had really found the way of living that works out for me, I stopped drinking (here in belgium you're allowed to drink at 16, but It's normal to start earlier), eating meat, masturbating,eating chocolate and unnatural products, basicly was (and still am) living a kind of buddhist live within our western society, not letting myself be distracted by sex or envy or other foolish emotions. I was really happy this way, with drawing, skating and making videos as my only 'earthly' outlets.
But now I am going to college, and I live in a student room (in a 'kot' as we say here, don't really know how to say it in english.) during the week days and go back home in the weekends. For some reason, the time while I'm here I really can't seem to find happiness anymore, the campus is really big, and I can't handle the extreme amount of people there, especially when they all talk to eachother in an aula and the sound echos against the walls, I'm close to getting some sort of panic attack every time that happens.
But most of all, I really miss my best friend from high school. not like, I feel alone and miss my friends, but like in the way you miss a girlfriend. And the more I think about it, the more I realise that I'm in love with him. I've been in love with another guy in the past, but that did not end up well, and I've been in love with girls as well, so what does that make me, like, a bisexual? I'm a bit confused, and only seem to be happy when I go home to go skating with my friends in the weekend, and when I'm here I'm just scrolling the slap forums killing time.

I'll probably delete this if I get this all figured out, but it's just kind of for a therapeutic purpose that I'm posting this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Candygirl on September 22, 2014, 01:03:26 PM

Quote from: jezus on September 22, 2014, 10:41:33 AM

I'm kinda new here, but I just had to do this.

Here I go:

The last year or so when I was still in high school I had really found the way of living that works out for me, I stopped drinking (here in belgium you're allowed to drink at 16, but It's normal to start earlier), eating meat, masturbating,eating chocolate and unnatural products, basicly was (and still am) living a kind of buddhist live within our western society, not letting myself be distracted by sex or envy or other foolish emotions. I was really happy this way, with drawing, skating and making videos as my only 'earthly' outlets.
But now I am going to college, and I live in a student room (in a 'kot' as we say here, don't really know how to say it in english.) during the week days and go back home in the weekends. For some reason, the time while I'm here I really can't seem to find happiness anymore, the campus is really big, and I can't handle the extreme amount of people there, especially when they all talk to eachother in an aula and the sound echos against the walls, I'm close to getting some sort of panic attack every time that happens.
But most of all, I really miss my best friend from high school. not like, I feel alone and miss my friends, but like in the way you miss a girlfriend. And the more I think about it, the more I realise that I'm in love with him. I've been in love with another guy in the past, but that did not end up well, and I've been in love with girls as well, so what does that make me, like, a bisexual? I'm a bit confused, and only seem to be happy when I go home to go skating with my friends in the weekend, and when I'm here I'm just scrolling the slap forums killing time.

I'll probably delete this if I get this all figured out, but it's just kind of for a therapeutic purpose that I'm posting this.

Coming from a small Village near a small Town I am used to a quiet life.
I moved to Copenhagen and met a lot of cool people, skaters and fellow students. But somehow the city doesn't get quiet enough for my taste. It was still better in my hometown.
Even though I met cool people (skaters) it isn't the same for me. The spots are better, the scene is bigger but life and studying sucks.
Most of my close friends moved to Berlin, as my ex girlfriend (since now). We broke up but I still intent to go there, because all my good friends are there and I only feel happyness around them.
I don't want to say you should do the same thing. This is what works for me. I enjoy CPH even more after deciding to go to Berlin. 4 months left.

I can't help with the other situation thoug.
I hope you find what you are searching for.
Take care. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Candygirl on September 22, 2014, 01:05:16 PM

Quote from: Turtle Boy on September 22, 2014, 06:00:11 AM

Quote from: nice_guy_2 on September 21, 2014, 05:39:28 PM

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Dear SLAP,

I've been together with my girlfriend for almost 8 years now(I am 26 now). We lived together for 6 of them. Now she's living in Berlin and I live in CPH, which hasn't been big of a problem for the past year. We saw each other at least every 4 weeks and got the whole thing figured out. Went to NYC on summer vacation and so on. I was planning to move to Berlin as well.
All of a sudden she tells me that she doesn't know what to thin about us... I really want a genuine answer but she can't. She needs time to think she says, which makes the situation even worse.

Since I've never been in a situation like that I don't really know how to cope with it.
SLAP always knows the answer.
Anyone been in a situation like that? Breaking up would be the worst. We share all of our good friends with each other... How will life even go on...

[close]

oh my GOODNESS dood buckle up, you're in store for one seriously emotional rollercoaster and you'll probably sink into feelings you've never experienced before.

Soon all those sappy love songs on the radio are about to make a whole lot of sense.

BUT!!!!

i think this kind of thing needs to happen to everybody at least once in their lifetime.
prepare to feel extremely alive as you enter one of the hardest experiences a human can go through

[close]

This.

We just broke up. And now I know what talked about.
Even thoug it hurts, I feel better now than before. Now I know where I stand and will have to move on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jezus on September 22, 2014, 11:26:25 PM

Quote from: Candygirl on September 22, 2014, 01:03:26 PM

Quote from: jezus on September 22, 2014, 10:41:33 AM

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I'm kinda new here, but I just had to do this.

Here I go:

The last year or so when I was still in high school I had really found the way of living that works out for me, I stopped drinking (here in belgium you're allowed to drink at 16, but It's normal to start earlier), eating meat, masturbating,eating chocolate and unnatural products, basicly was (and still am) living a kind of buddhist live within our western society, not letting myself be distracted by sex or envy or other foolish emotions. I was really happy this way, with drawing, skating and making videos as my only 'earthly' outlets.
But now I am going to college, and I live in a student room (in a 'kot' as we say here, don't really know how to say it in english.) during the week days and go back home in the weekends. For some reason, the time while I'm here I really can't seem to find happiness anymore, the campus is really big, and I can't handle the extreme amount of people there, especially when they all talk to eachother in an aula and the sound echos against the walls, I'm close to getting some sort of panic attack every time that happens.
But most of all, I really miss my best friend from high school. not like, I feel alone and miss my friends, but like in the way you miss a girlfriend. And the more I think about it, the more I realise that I'm in love with him. I've been in love with another guy in the past, but that did not end up well, and I've been in love with girls as well, so what does that make me, like, a bisexual? I'm a bit confused, and only seem to be happy when I go home to go skating with my friends in the weekend, and when I'm here I'm just scrolling the slap forums killing time.

I'll probably delete this if I get this all figured out, but it's just kind of for a therapeutic purpose that I'm posting this.

[close]

Coming from a small Village near a small Town I am used to a quiet life.
I moved to Copenhagen and met a lot of cool people, skaters and fellow students. But somehow the city doesn't get quiet enough for my taste. It was still better in my hometown.
Even though I met cool people (skaters) it isn't the same for me. The spots are better, the scene is bigger but life and studying sucks.
Most of my close friends moved to Berlin, as my ex girlfriend (since now). We broke up but I still intent to go there, because all my good friends are there and I only feel happyness around them.
I don't want to say you should do the same thing. This is what works for me. I enjoy CPH even more after deciding to go to Berlin. 4 months left.

I can't help with the other situation thoug.
I hope you find what you are searching for.
Take care. 

maybe I should try that, I'll think about it for a while first. thanks for the advice, I appreciate it! good luck in Berlin!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on September 23, 2014, 02:39:17 PM

Sometimes I get kind of nostalgic and get a glimpse of some old memory when I felt really good and than I start wondering like "oh shit, when was the last time I felt that happy?". But than I think that it might be just that time makes a lot of things look better. Its pretty annoying.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on September 23, 2014, 05:12:50 PM

only been sober for about 2 months (from drinking and being stoned all the time) and im pretty fucking over real life
being fucked up all the time sucks tho too so im probably just doomed to some kind of unsatisfied fate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 23, 2014, 05:23:41 PM

maybe try blow... it's gonna make you wanna drink tho.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on September 23, 2014, 05:35:11 PM

Quote from: Bronson on September 23, 2014, 02:39:17 PM

Sometimes I get kind of nostalgic and get a glimpse of some old memory when I felt really good and than I start wondering like "oh shit, when was the last time I felt that happy?". But than I think that it might be just that time makes a lot of things look better. Its pretty annoying.

I dont think so, life can be great and you can feel happy (again) you just need to do your best to make it happen. That's why life is so unfair, people live lives that are incommensurable to others. Incommensurable is my sean pablo word of the day, it means "not able to be judged by the same standards". So basically try your hardest to be happy, it's the only logical thing to do! #YOLO (#post_YOLO)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on September 24, 2014, 05:42:28 AM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on September 23, 2014, 05:23:41 PM

maybe try blow... it's gonna make you wanna drink tho.

good point although if you're on benzos you can come down off coke w/out drinking. once i got trapped in the slums of memphis smoking crack all night w/ this guy and his tranny gf [bf?] and i had nothing to come down, that was a miserable coke hangover!
nice guy 2, what happened? you're sposedta be a bad guy. is this like in wrestling when the heel starts getting cheered for he starts acting like a hero and not using his manager 'mr fuji' to cheat his way to victory?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on September 24, 2014, 02:26:50 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on September 23, 2014, 05:23:41 PM

maybe try blow... it's gonna make you wanna drink tho.

hahaha thank u for the solid advice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on September 24, 2014, 08:56:08 PM

Quote from: abudabi on September 23, 2014, 05:12:50 PM

only been sober for about 2 months (from drinking and being stoned all the time) and im pretty fucking over real life
being fucked up all the time sucks tho too so im probably just doomed to some kind of unsatisfied fate

I'm stoned from the time I get up until the time I go to bed.  I hate being sober.

Edit: I mean that it's a bad thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nellop on September 24, 2014, 09:50:37 PM

i really really really really really suck at skating. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 24, 2014, 11:42:45 PM

Quote from: nellop on September 24, 2014, 09:50:37 PM

i really really really really really suck at skating. 

what makes ya say that?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nellop on September 25, 2014, 07:57:48 AM

it's really stupid and i kind of regret even saying that. because i really really enjoy skateboarding, when i actually am rolling, kickflipping, grinding, or slamming. I pretty much stopped skating for like 6 years for reasons that I really regret, and didnt really feel like were in my control at the time (even though in retrospect they were). most of the self-discouraging shit comes from me beating myself up when i get really really stoked on skating like i am now. since i just graduated college in august, i am looking for where i want to get a job. and i keep looking at jobs and what city they are in and do all this research about skateparks, skateshops, spots, weather, etc. and then i start thinking like "fuck, i really am not that good at skating, and have abandoned it before, i always stick on my noseslides for christ sake, so why would skating even be a factor about where i would live." i know that it is bullshit, but its good for me to confront it and work through whatever mental blocks i have about caring about skating so i can keep rolling, because i know that is what i want.

so whoever read that, thanks. it actually did help just to write what i'm thinking about and knowing that someone might read it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pinche gringo on September 25, 2014, 09:52:42 AM

Quote from: nellop on September 25, 2014, 07:57:48 AM

it's really stupid and i kind of regret even saying that. because i really really enjoy skateboarding, when i actually am rolling, kickflipping, grinding, or slamming. I pretty much stopped skating for like 6 years for reasons that I really regret, and didnt really feel like were in my control at the time (even though in retrospect they were). most of the self-discouraging shit comes from me beating myself up when i get really really stoked on skating like i am now. since i just graduated college in august, i am looking for where i want to get a job. and i keep looking at jobs and what city they are in and do all this research about skateparks, skateshops, spots, weather, etc. and then i start thinking like "fuck, i really am not that good at skating, and have abandoned it before, i always stick on my noseslides for christ sake, so why would skating even be a factor about where i would live." i know that it is bullshit, but its good for me to confront it and work through whatever mental blocks i have about caring about skating so i can keep rolling, because i know that is what i want.

so whoever read that, thanks. it actually did help just to write what i'm thinking about and knowing that someone might read it.

You don't have to excel at something to justify enjoying it. Millions of people are shitty golfers and it doesn't stop them. Enjoy your life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nellop on September 25, 2014, 10:00:04 AM

Quote from: pinche gringo on September 25, 2014, 09:52:42 AM

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it's really stupid and i kind of regret even saying that. because i really really enjoy skateboarding, when i actually am rolling, kickflipping, grinding, or slamming. I pretty much stopped skating for like 6 years for reasons that I really regret, and didnt really feel like were in my control at the time (even though in retrospect they were). most of the self-discouraging shit comes from me beating myself up when i get really really stoked on skating like i am now. since i just graduated college in august, i am looking for where i want to get a job. and i keep looking at jobs and what city they are in and do all this research about skateparks, skateshops, spots, weather, etc. and then i start thinking like "fuck, i really am not that good at skating, and have abandoned it before, i always stick on my noseslides for christ sake, so why would skating even be a factor about where i would live." i know that it is bullshit, but its good for me to confront it and work through whatever mental blocks i have about caring about skating so i can keep rolling, because i know that is what i want.

so whoever read that, thanks. it actually did help just to write what i'm thinking about and knowing that someone might read it.

[close]

You don't have to excel at something to justify enjoying it. Millions of people are shitty golfers and it doesn't stop them. Enjoy your life.

that is a really good point. thanks for the support.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on September 25, 2014, 01:30:59 PM

Quote from: nellop on September 25, 2014, 10:00:04 AM

Quote from: pinche gringo on September 25, 2014, 09:52:42 AM

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it's really stupid and i kind of regret even saying that. because i really really enjoy skateboarding, when i actually am rolling, kickflipping, grinding, or slamming. I pretty much stopped skating for like 6 years for reasons that I really regret, and didnt really feel like were in my control at the time (even though in retrospect they were). most of the self-discouraging shit comes from me beating myself up when i get really really stoked on skating like i am now. since i just graduated college in august, i am looking for where i want to get a job. and i keep looking at jobs and what city they are in and do all this research about skateparks, skateshops, spots, weather, etc. and then i start thinking like "fuck, i really am not that good at skating, and have abandoned it before, i always stick on my noseslides for christ sake, so why would skating even be a factor about where i would live." i know that it is bullshit, but its good for me to confront it and work through whatever mental blocks i have about caring about skating so i can keep rolling, because i know that is what i want.

so whoever read that, thanks. it actually did help just to write what i'm thinking about and knowing that someone might read it.

[close]

You don't have to excel at something to justify enjoying it. Millions of people are shitty golfers and it doesn't stop them. Enjoy your life.

[close]

that is a really good point. thanks for the support.

god bless man, keep rolling. pinche gringo knows what's up. for what it's worth, i still stick on noseslides. or go to accidental feeble on 5050s. primo on kickflips, etc. the fact that we [ahem, most of us] take part in the activity we obsess over is incredible by proxy. what i mean is, you're a skater, you skate, that's what you're sposedta do. but there's millions of men and thousands of women who haven't tossed the old pigskin around in decades but watch that shit on tv and dress like they watch that shit on tv. people run the gamut from einstein and rodney mullen to bums like me and worse. i expect us to skate but society or humanity as a whole is a bunch of lazy, uninteresting, uninterested, living breathing water receptacles.
don't let it go again, skating rewards you for sticking w/ it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on September 25, 2014, 02:42:08 PM

Quote from: ill_Murray on September 24, 2014, 08:56:08 PM

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only been sober for about 2 months (from drinking and being stoned all the time) and im pretty fucking over real life
being fucked up all the time sucks tho too so im probably just doomed to some kind of unsatisfied fate

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I'm stoned from the time I get up until the time I go to bed.  I hate being sober.

how much do u smoke? i was going thru a quarter every 2-3 days.
main reason i stopped was cause i hated having to concentrate to remember what i was just thinking about.
the paranoia and cost of smoking that much is pretty shitty. i dont think i have the personality for it to work for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on September 25, 2014, 03:33:32 PM

Quote from: abudabi on September 25, 2014, 02:42:08 PM

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only been sober for about 2 months (from drinking and being stoned all the time) and im pretty fucking over real life
being fucked up all the time sucks tho too so im probably just doomed to some kind of unsatisfied fate

[close]

I'm stoned from the time I get up until the time I go to bed.  I hate being sober.

[close]

how much do u smoke? i was going thru a quarter every 2-3 days.
main reason i stopped was cause i hated having to concentrate to remember what i was just thinking about.
the paranoia and cost of smoking that much is pretty shitty. i dont think i have the personality for it to work for me.

I'd say I smoke about 10 grams a week of bud and about 2-3 grams of wax or oil or some other concentrate.  I hate that I smoke this much but the feeling of sobriety is just so shitty and it keeps my IBS from acting up so fuck it. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on September 25, 2014, 03:57:56 PM

i feel you on hating smoking a lot.
maybe try to cut back to the minimum amount that still keeps your IBS symptoms at bay?
being sober is definitely annoying as hell, it has its upsides tho. i feel way more confident when im not smoking weed, tho its nothing like the confidence booze brings me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 25, 2014, 04:50:36 PM

damn that's a lotta ganja. a q lasts me at least two weeks and wax will last me forever cuz i just tip my cigarettes with it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nellop on September 25, 2014, 05:59:28 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on September 25, 2014, 01:30:59 PM

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Quote from: pinche gringo on September 25, 2014, 09:52:42 AM

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Quote from: nellop on September 25, 2014, 07:57:48 AM

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it's really stupid and i kind of regret even saying that. because i really really enjoy skateboarding, when i actually am rolling, kickflipping, grinding, or slamming. I pretty much stopped skating for like 6 years for reasons that I really regret, and didnt really feel like were in my control at the time (even though in retrospect they were). most of the self-discouraging shit comes from me beating myself up when i get really really stoked on skating like i am now. since i just graduated college in august, i am looking for where i want to get a job. and i keep looking at jobs and what city they are in and do all this research about skateparks, skateshops, spots, weather, etc. and then i start thinking like "fuck, i really am not that good at skating, and have abandoned it before, i always stick on my noseslides for christ sake, so why would skating even be a factor about where i would live." i know that it is bullshit, but its good for me to confront it and work through whatever mental blocks i have about caring about skating so i can keep rolling, because i know that is what i want.

so whoever read that, thanks. it actually did help just to write what i'm thinking about and knowing that someone might read it.

[close]

You don't have to excel at something to justify enjoying it. Millions of people are shitty golfers and it doesn't stop them. Enjoy your life.

[close]

that is a really good point. thanks for the support.

[close]

god bless man, keep rolling. pinche gringo knows what's up. for what it's worth, i still stick on noseslides. or go to accidental feeble on 5050s. primo on kickflips, etc. the fact that we [ahem, most of us] take part in the activity we obsess over is incredible by proxy. what i mean is, you're a skater, you skate, that's what you're sposedta do. but there's millions of men and thousands of women who haven't tossed the old pigskin around in decades but watch that shit on tv and dress like they watch that shit on tv. people run the gamut from einstein and rodney mullen to bums like me and worse. i expect us to skate but society or humanity as a whole is a bunch of lazy, uninteresting, uninterested, living breathing water receptacles.
don't let it go again, skating rewards you for sticking w/ it.

thanks dude. you're definitely one of my favorite posters, thanks for the encouragement.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on September 25, 2014, 11:56:35 PM

@nellop confession was that you wanted to quit skating cause you can't keep up with standard of 2014..............

what




the




fuck



kind






of




confession



is






that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 26, 2014, 12:31:15 AM

And what exactly is "the standard of 2014"? No comply tricks, bonelesses and wallrides on oddly shaped boards? Tech miniramp skating?

Dude said he can kickflip and grind, that's good enough to stay skating in my opinion.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nellop on September 26, 2014, 04:20:58 PM

nice guy_2 all it would take to read my confession is scroll up approximately half a page...i didn't say that. i just admitted to feeling like i sucked at skating and then elaborated on why when queried about my statement. in fact i explicitly stated that I intend to keep skating and that i enjoy actually skating, contrary to your interpretation.

i'm not really sure what your problem with my confession is. maybe that it doesn't involve enough STD's, incest, Chris Dobstaff idol worship, pant-shitting, infidelity, blood sacrifice, larceny, bestiality, or premature ejaculation.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on September 26, 2014, 06:52:29 PM

tonight i was bummin real bad so i think fuck it im gonna go buy some weed after not smoking for 2 months
so i head over to an old acquaintances to buy a couple grams
i get to the place and i can hear music n people laughing n shit so i knew people were partying
pound on the door, wait a couple minutes, no one answers
knock on it again, some random dude comes down and lets me in
i walk in, first thing i see is the girl i was whining about earlier and her boyfriend chilling, i dont say a word to em
the girl just gives me some kind of death stare
she knew i was there to grab and i told her i quit smoking (which was true at the time i said it)
so now shes just gonna think i lied to avoid seeing her cause we mainly just smoked together
this doesnt sound bad at all after i write it down but im still pretty hurt over how shits gone between me and her
i had some bullshit dream the other night where i saw her and... its hard to explain but the dream was just a fucking bummer
im trying to get over this girl and im doing a really bad job apparently
now im just embarassing myself in here

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 26, 2014, 07:31:38 PM

I was in the looney bin for four days. I thought if I went in there with a positive attitude, willingness to participate, and made myself talk to people, it could possibly be a good experience for me this time. It was a mistake. There were a couple of very hostile patients and the coping exercises were asinine. I have no interest in doing arts and crafts and I could never get a word in edgewise in any group meeting. Also, they had the nerve to start getting shiesty with the juices. Just give me the only thing that I enjoy, you sonsabitches!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: AnotherHardDayAtTheOffice on September 27, 2014, 09:58:51 PM

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Dear SLAP,

I've been together with my girlfriend for almost 8 years now(I am 26 now). We lived together for 6 of them. Now she's living in Berlin and I live in CPH, which hasn't been big of a problem for the past year. We saw each other at least every 4 weeks and got the whole thing figured out. Went to NYC on summer vacation and so on. I was planning to move to Berlin as well.
All of a sudden she tells me that she doesn't know what to thin about us... I really want a genuine answer but she can't. She needs time to think she says, which makes the situation even worse.

Since I've never been in a situation like that I don't really know how to cope with it.
SLAP always knows the answer.
Anyone been in a situation like that? Breaking up would be the worst. We share all of our good friends with each other... How will life even go on...

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oh my GOODNESS dood buckle up, you're in store for one seriously emotional rollercoaster and you'll probably sink into feelings you've never experienced before.

Soon all those sappy love songs on the radio are about to make a whole lot of sense.

BUT!!!!

i think this kind of thing needs to happen to everybody at least once in their lifetime.
prepare to feel extremely alive as you enter one of the hardest experiences a human can go through

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This.

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We just broke up. And now I know what talked about.
Even thoug it hurts, I feel better now than before. Now I know where I stand and will have to move on.

I guess that puts us in the same boat then... Me and my girlfriend also just broke up. We've had an extremely easy-going and pleasant relationship for one and a half years. She went to Colombia for a study abroad semester two months ago and I just got to the USA for my new work last month (I'm going to be here for a year). We decided to stick through with it and stay together, because we were so close and loved each other a lot for more than a year. About three weeks ago she came up with the notion that a long distance relationship really does suck. I didn't give it many thoughts, but today we broke up, because she said she kinda stopped loving me due to the distance. Needless to say, the same doesn't apply to me...

She was the first real love of my life and this sucks. I'm in a new place and although I've met some people already, we're not yet close enough to talk about serious stuff like that. At least not in great detail. All of my close friends live in Europe and there's a nine hour time difference.

I know what all you guys are talking about though. It sucks, but at the same time I feel very much alive. Candygirl also has it just about right: "Now I know where I stand." I don't have to worry about my future as much anymore. I'm free to go wherever I want now.

While I know that I'm gonna handle this in a mature way and won't start drinking excessively, I'm not sure how to go on with her. I appreciate that she was very honest and upright with me and never fooled me. I'm not gonna be mad at her for that reason. We have a lot of mutual friends and we're from the same area. However, I'm not sure whether to talk to her on Skype anymore or not. For the reasons stated above, there's not a whole lot of people I can talk to and it just feels good talking to her. However, I have to move on at some point and she ditched me. Should I stop talking to her on Skype immediately or go on doing it as long as it feels good? I'm definitely going to stay in touch with her, as I'm not going to be a sorehead, but I'm not sure whether I should rather exchange emails. Advice?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: AnotherHardDayAtTheOffice on September 27, 2014, 10:07:00 PM

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it's really stupid and i kind of regret even saying that. because i really really enjoy skateboarding, when i actually am rolling, kickflipping, grinding, or slamming. I pretty much stopped skating for like 6 years for reasons that I really regret, and didnt really feel like were in my control at the time (even though in retrospect they were). most of the self-discouraging shit comes from me beating myself up when i get really really stoked on skating like i am now. since i just graduated college in august, i am looking for where i want to get a job. and i keep looking at jobs and what city they are in and do all this research about skateparks, skateshops, spots, weather, etc. and then i start thinking like "fuck, i really am not that good at skating, and have abandoned it before, i always stick on my noseslides for christ sake, so why would skating even be a factor about where i would live." i know that it is bullshit, but its good for me to confront it and work through whatever mental blocks i have about caring about skating so i can keep rolling, because i know that is what i want.

so whoever read that, thanks. it actually did help just to write what i'm thinking about and knowing that someone might read it.

Others have said it before, but it really doesn't matter how good you are at skating. You graduated college, which most likely means you're smarter than the average guy. See, there's something to be proud of. I'm sure you don't really need skating to give your self-confidence a boost.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on September 28, 2014, 08:51:19 AM

Just gonna say while "staying friends" its easy to fool yourself into thinking she still loves you/getting back together is imminent and getting into this weird deluded state of you feeling closer to her than you really are and all kinds of mess, just because you really wanna believe thats the case, basically your in the habit of being her BF and you can easily go on acting like you still are, creatures of habit and all, but the difference is now she is no longer bound to you sexually and by staying close to her/having gnarly feelings while shes with getting other dudes can bring down a world of hurt, which is intense but ultimately pretty destructive I think, or maybe im just fucked who knows lol all the best man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: AnotherHardDayAtTheOffice on September 28, 2014, 10:12:22 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on September 28, 2014, 08:51:19 AM

Just gonna say while "staying friends" its easy to fool yourself into thinking she still loves you/getting back together is imminent and getting into this weird deluded state of you feeling closer to her than you really are and all kinds of mess, just because you really wanna believe thats the case, basically your in the habit of being her BF and you can easily go on acting like you still are, creatures of habit and all, but the difference is now she is no longer bound to you sexually and by staying close to her/having gnarly feelings while shes with getting other dudes can bring down a world of hurt, which is intense but ultimately pretty destructive I think, or maybe im just fucked who knows lol all the best man

No, that actually makes sense. While typing my post I realized it's probably for the better if I stop talking to her for a while (i.e., a couple of weeks). At some point, we can become friends again or whatever (fuck, I hate the thought of it), but you're completely right. If I just keep on talking to her, I'll pretend like we're still a couple. I still have feelings for her and the smart thing to do now is probably to get over it instead of trying to keep on to her.

Thanks dude! I'd gnar you if I could.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: KING TUT on September 28, 2014, 12:38:22 PM

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only been sober for about 2 months (from drinking and being stoned all the time) and im pretty fucking over real life
being fucked up all the time sucks tho too so im probably just doomed to some kind of unsatisfied fate

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I'm stoned from the time I get up until the time I go to bed.  I hate being sober.

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how much do u smoke? i was going thru a quarter every 2-3 days.
main reason i stopped was cause i hated having to concentrate to remember what i was just thinking about.
the paranoia and cost of smoking that much is pretty shitty. i dont think i have the personality for it to work for me.

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I'd say I smoke about 10 grams a week of bud and about 2-3 grams of wax or oil or some other concentrate.  I hate that I smoke this much but the feeling of sobriety is just so shitty and it keeps my IBS from acting up so fuck it. 

the thing is smoking weed makes everything boring, because it makes everything better. dig what i'm trying to say. when your a stoner and you try to watch your favourite tv show or do something you love when your sober you think 'man this is boring as shit i need to be high for this to be entertaining' you get to the point where the only time you can be satisfied is when you smoke. my homies when i first quit would say shit to me like  'man you must be bored out of your mind, wtf do you if your not smoking' but it was the complete opposite everything now became easier and i was more easily satisfied/entertained. it takes a week or two to get like this, and you will be stressing out in the meantime, but god damn life is sweeter when you aint smoking that shit all day long. it takes the kick out of life

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on September 28, 2014, 02:44:58 PM

king tut, you nailed it. its awesome when you get back to that normal state of mind where you have fun doing fun shit, and youre bored doing boring shit. weed definitely does some weird shit to the mind, i get kind of numb to everything if im smoking all the time. now that i say that, im about to go get stoned as fuck because im really fucking bummed out.

another hard day at the office, this is going to sound gnarly, but you should cut all ties with her. dont talk to her. dont look at photos of her. odds are you wont be able to stop thinking about her, but try not to indulge in the intense feelings you have for her. its only gonna make you feel worse.
im going through similar motions at the moment. its real hard man, i feel for you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Early Hokus Pokus on September 28, 2014, 03:16:29 PM

Last night while trying to fall asleep, I realized I don't have any friends anymore. I slowly faded away from all my friendships. The Patrick Bateman in my mind tells me they're peasants and I can do better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on September 28, 2014, 03:40:26 PM

Quote from: Early Hokus Pokus on September 28, 2014, 03:16:29 PM

Last night while trying to fall asleep, I realized I don't have any friends anymore. I slowly faded away from all my friendships. The Patrick Bateman in my mind tells me they're peasants and I can do better.

the jason bateman in me thinks if you were nicer you'd have friends

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: AnotherHardDayAtTheOffice on September 28, 2014, 09:28:44 PM

Quote from: abudabi on September 28, 2014, 02:44:58 PM

another hard day at the office, this is going to sound gnarly, but you should cut all ties with her. dont talk to her. dont look at photos of her. odds are you wont be able to stop thinking about her, but try not to indulge in the intense feelings you have for her. its only gonna make you feel worse.
im going through similar motions at the moment. its real hard man, i feel for you.

Yeah, it sounds a bit harsh, but I know what you're trying to get at. I guess looking at photos of her and feeling sad is just part of the process of letting go of her, right? I mean, I can't just ignore that I still got feelings for her.

So what I'm gonna do is this: I will tell her that I'll stop talking to her on Skype. The odd heads-up here and there per e-mail is ok but nothing else. After all, it was her who broke up with me. The whole friends-thing might work when we're back home, but as for now, she made the decision to drop me and she'll have to go all the way. I'm not gonna pretend to myself like we're still a couple. I already hit up a couple of friends from back home and I'll talk to them this weekend about it. I guess lots of talking will do the job as much as going through all the painful emotions that come with breaking up. There's no need to indulge myself in them, but at the same time I can't just plead ignorance. I don't know if that makes sense, but whatevs.

Although it's not even 24 hours after our break-up, I can already feel a certain degree of freedom. I don't have to worry about flying down to Colombia to see her over christmas (and spend a fortune on it) anymore and I'm free to end up for my next job wherever I want to. There's no need to stay in proximity to her anymore. I also haven't ever felt as comfortable in California since I got here. Before that I felt like I sacrificed her for that job here (which was of course bullshit). Now I feel this fresh urge to settle in here and meet new people. As much as it came as a shock, it was also a small relief. I guess that makes it less painful, too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on September 28, 2014, 09:31:43 PM

jump up under the hoop and grab a rebound. do it before she does so that doesn't drive ya nuts. like peaches said 'fuck the pain away'.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Early Hokus Pokus on September 28, 2014, 10:49:55 PM

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Last night while trying to fall asleep, I realized I don't have any friends anymore. I slowly faded away from all my friendships. The Patrick Bateman in my mind tells me they're peasants and I can do better.

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the jason bateman in me thinks if you were nicer you'd have friends

I am nice. Maybe too nice and passive and perhaps that's the problem...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on September 29, 2014, 08:12:06 PM

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another hard day at the office, this is going to sound gnarly, but you should cut all ties with her. dont talk to her. dont look at photos of her. odds are you wont be able to stop thinking about her, but try not to indulge in the intense feelings you have for her. its only gonna make you feel worse.
im going through similar motions at the moment. its real hard man, i feel for you.

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Yeah, it sounds a bit harsh, but I know what you're trying to get at. I guess looking at photos of her and feeling sad is just part of the process of letting go of her, right? I mean, I can't just ignore that I still got feelings for her.

So what I'm gonna do is this: I will tell her that I'll stop talking to her on Skype. The odd heads-up here and there per e-mail is ok but nothing else. After all, it was her who broke up with me. The whole friends-thing might work when we're back home, but as for now, she made the decision to drop me and she'll have to go all the way. I'm not gonna pretend to myself like we're still a couple. I already hit up a couple of friends from back home and I'll talk to them this weekend about it. I guess lots of talking will do the job as much as going through all the painful emotions that come with breaking up. There's no need to indulge myself in them, but at the same time I can't just plead ignorance. I don't know if that makes sense, but whatevs.

Although it's not even 24 hours after our break-up, I can already feel a certain degree of freedom. I don't have to worry about flying down to Colombia to see her over christmas (and spend a fortune on it) anymore and I'm free to end up for my next job wherever I want to. There's no need to stay in proximity to her anymore. I also haven't ever felt as comfortable in California since I got here. Before that I felt like I sacrificed her for that job here (which was of course bullshit). Now I feel this fresh urge to settle in here and meet new people. As much as it came as a shock, it was also a small relief. I guess that makes it less painful, too.

nah i get that man. theres no way to get out of feeling shitty about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on September 30, 2014, 07:41:14 AM

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another hard day at the office, this is going to sound gnarly, but you should cut all ties with her. dont talk to her. dont look at photos of her. odds are you wont be able to stop thinking about her, but try not to indulge in the intense feelings you have for her. its only gonna make you feel worse.
im going through similar motions at the moment. its real hard man, i feel for you.

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Yeah, it sounds a bit harsh, but I know what you're trying to get at. I guess looking at photos of her and feeling sad is just part of the process of letting go of her, right? I mean, I can't just ignore that I still got feelings for her.

So what I'm gonna do is this: I will tell her that I'll stop talking to her on Skype. The odd heads-up here and there per e-mail is ok but nothing else. After all, it was her who broke up with me. The whole friends-thing might work when we're back home, but as for now, she made the decision to drop me and she'll have to go all the way. I'm not gonna pretend to myself like we're still a couple. I already hit up a couple of friends from back home and I'll talk to them this weekend about it. I guess lots of talking will do the job as much as going through all the painful emotions that come with breaking up. There's no need to indulge myself in them, but at the same time I can't just plead ignorance. I don't know if that makes sense, but whatevs.

Although it's not even 24 hours after our break-up, I can already feel a certain degree of freedom. I don't have to worry about flying down to Colombia to see her over christmas (and spend a fortune on it) anymore and I'm free to end up for my next job wherever I want to. There's no need to stay in proximity to her anymore. I also haven't ever felt as comfortable in California since I got here. Before that I felt like I sacrificed her for that job here (which was of course bullshit). Now I feel this fresh urge to settle in here and meet new people. As much as it came as a shock, it was also a small relief. I guess that makes it less painful, too.

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nah i get that man. theres no way to get out of feeling shitty about it.

it sounds like you have the right idea in your mind, the hard part is sticking to it. its over, so let it be over. delete her number. unfriend her from social media. unfriend her friends too so you dont see their drunken night out or whatever. hell, maybe even ditch social media all together if you havent already. anything thats going to keep you from seeing her pop up and making you want to talk to her (and life without facebook/twitter/instagram is pretty awesome). the being friends thing might work out in the future, but youre going to have to be really really comfortable with you and her not being together anymore, which might take a really long time. no need to rush it. just whatever you do, dont be over dramatic about it and dont be a dick. just stop talking to her, dont pull some "well, i cant skype with you anymore and i need to unfriend you because i need to move on blah blah blah..." just walk away and do your own thing and let her do hers. i was kind of an ass when my last girlfriend broke up with me and i regretted it for a while because i know i didnt need to be dramatic about it. and i remember at first i held on desperately to the thought that we would still be friends, but it was just keeping me from getting over her because a friendship was my way of hoping that we would one day patch things up and go back to dating. i havent spoken to her in probably 3 years now and i dont even care about it. if we bumped into each other today, id say hi and might talk to her for a few minutes, but i dont think i need her as a friend. shes a nice person and i dont have ill feelings for her, but shes just a girl i dated. im sure down the line thats what your ex will become, and thats fine. plus im sure you will meet someone new one day and no girl wants to date a guy whos still good friends with his ex. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Early Hokus Pokus on October 02, 2014, 09:11:16 AM

Might be getting a job soon. Stoked, but social anxiety already kicked in and I haven't even started...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitsandwich on October 02, 2014, 06:36:03 PM

Quote from: Early Hokus Pokus on October 02, 2014, 09:11:16 AM

Might be getting a job soon. Stoked, but social anxiety already kicked in and I haven't even started...

Fucking story of my life. I was literally just thinking about taking this chick out but then I realized when I order the food my voice might shake out of nervousness. So it looks like I'm not going to take her out...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 02, 2014, 09:34:36 PM

Thanks for being here guys. I type a lot of shit and delete it before I post in this thread. It's usually cathartic enough to just type without posting then forgetting about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on October 02, 2014, 10:08:50 PM

my real confession:

i miss old youtube comments, is everyone aware you can't thumbs up, thumbs down or reply to old youtube accounts?

its all these google plus dorks expressing their opinion through a legitimate account with their real name

it blows my mind that people share their identity online on websites which don't require it #lol  (#post_lol)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on October 04, 2014, 09:00:51 AM

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Its hard to find/meet vegan girls, I don't judge but I can't really get close with an omni girl in a lifestyle kinda way, because frankly watching a girl eat a steak/burger whatever is incredibly unattractive to me. Was really nervous this weekend meeting up with this really pretty vegan girl(i knew of through mutual friends), stuttered a cpl times, mispronounced words, cpl *omfg* anxiety moments, asked yesterday if shes into to doing something again and no response as of yet. Not even bummed because hey, I tried, but fuck really pretty vegan girls ain't so easy to come by.

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you tried cruising the produce section of whole foods?

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Or Trader Joe's

my wife is vegan and we met through a mutual friend. get some vegan friends that are women and get them to hook you up.
seriously when said mutual friend first contacted me she was like i have sooo many hot vegan single friends looking for a vego/ vegan boyfriends, who would you like to meet? get your vegan instagram/ FB game on too, good way to meet new like-minded people.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: castillo's curls on October 05, 2014, 12:37:38 AM

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Its hard to find/meet vegan girls, I don't judge but I can't really get close with an omni girl in a lifestyle kinda way, because frankly watching a girl eat a steak/burger whatever is incredibly unattractive to me. Was really nervous this weekend meeting up with this really pretty vegan girl(i knew of through mutual friends), stuttered a cpl times, mispronounced words, cpl *omfg* anxiety moments, asked yesterday if shes into to doing something again and no response as of yet. Not even bummed because hey, I tried, but fuck really pretty vegan girls ain't so easy to come by.

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you tried cruising the produce section of whole foods?

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Or Trader Joe's

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my wife is vegan and we met through a mutual friend. get some vegan friends that are women and get them to hook you up.
seriously when said mutual friend first contacted me she was like i have sooo many hot vegan single friends looking for a vego/ vegan boyfriends, who would you like to meet? get your vegan instagram/ FB game on too, good way to meet new like-minded people.

or you could always date Vegan Shawn

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on October 05, 2014, 06:21:39 AM

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Its hard to find/meet vegan girls, I don't judge but I can't really get close with an omni girl in a lifestyle kinda way, because frankly watching a girl eat a steak/burger whatever is incredibly unattractive to me. Was really nervous this weekend meeting up with this really pretty vegan girl(i knew of through mutual friends), stuttered a cpl times, mispronounced words, cpl *omfg* anxiety moments, asked yesterday if shes into to doing something again and no response as of yet. Not even bummed because hey, I tried, but fuck really pretty vegan girls ain't so easy to come by.

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you tried cruising the produce section of whole foods?

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Or Trader Joe's

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my wife is vegan and we met through a mutual friend. get some vegan friends that are women and get them to hook you up.
seriously when said mutual friend first contacted me she was like i have sooo many hot vegan single friends looking for a vego/ vegan boyfriends, who would you like to meet? get your vegan instagram/ FB game on too, good way to meet new like-minded people.

Well thats the thing, Ive either slept with(not many) or been rejected by every one I know lol, but am not friendly or even on speaking terms with any at this point, I also have no social media of any kind, I'd rather just go skate, chill alone and not get laid, than get mixed up with that or any other online clusterfuck tbh

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on October 05, 2014, 07:58:34 AM

any port in a stormdrain, pal. veganshawn is starting to look like your best option. you can make fun of the fact that people still smoke butts in 2014. nonstop fun that guy. plus he carries a knife so he'll keep you safe if thugs ambush you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jruckus on October 05, 2014, 09:39:53 PM

I'm a recovering heroin addict who can't seem to stay completely clean off drugs for any real amount of time. Even when im off the dope im still smoking weed all the time, taking pills, or doing whatever. ive ruined relationsips with my family and loved ones, lost jobs, humiliated myself in so many ways and crossed so many lines i always swore id never cross. i went to the skatepark today and got psyched on doin a front nosegrind on the little box; ive been skating for ten years- that trick should be a go-to, not the highlight of the day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 06, 2014, 11:55:57 AM

I hate that I can't talk about sex with my therapist. It's one of the things that gives me a shit ton of grief in my life but I don't feel comfortable talking to anyone about it. Then again, I don't feel comfortable talking about most the things that really get to me with anyone. I'm disgusted by myself that it bothers me so much. I want to think that sex isn't important and I can do without, but my libido isn't going anywhere and it keeps screaming at me. There's so many other things that I should be worried about in regards to bettering my life. Why does my mind always wonder to that? Fuck, I hate life and myself so damn much.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jackie Joyner Kersee on October 06, 2014, 12:52:22 PM

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I hate that I can't talk about sex with my therapist. It's one of the things that gives me a shit ton of grief in my life but I don't feel comfortable talking to anyone about it. Then again, I don't feel comfortable talking about most the things that really get to me with anyone. I'm disgusted by myself that it bothers me so much. I want to think that sex isn't important and I can do without, but my libido isn't going anywhere and it keeps screaming at me. There's so many other things that I should be worried about in regards to bettering my life. Why does my mind always wonder to that? Fuck, I hate life and myself so damn much.

Dude, please go get a goddamn rub and tug. Get the monkey off your back. Just get that physical contact and dip before the tip. It will cost you $40. $80 if youre not a scumbag.
Theres tons of girls just as fucked up as you. okcupid, pof, fetlife. You got options. Good luck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on October 06, 2014, 01:31:24 PM

^^^ This first part of this is so fuckin stupid, one of the tightest things about sex is that the girl wants to have it with you...

But their right now is some chubby white girl in SD on some dating/social/fetish site that you would actually enjoy getting baked with watching movies with and fucking. Find her G33k

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on October 06, 2014, 04:42:07 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 06, 2014, 11:55:57 AM

I hate that I can't talk about sex with my therapist. It's one of the things that gives me a shit ton of grief in my life but I don't feel comfortable talking to anyone about it. Then again, I don't feel comfortable talking about most the things that really get to me with anyone. I'm disgusted by myself that it bothers me so much. I want to think that sex isn't important and I can do without, but my libido isn't going anywhere and it keeps screaming at me. There's so many other things that I should be worried about in regards to bettering my life. Why does my mind always wonder to that? Fuck, I hate life and myself so damn much.

i seriously wish i knew you. you come off as an awesome guy, but obviously, you're your own worst enemy at this point.

what if you ask if you could see a different therapist for a day? i know it can become difficult to divulge certain things to your therapist once you've gotten to know them. maybe a new face would allow you to spill it all out. be open with them and tell them you may need to speak to someone new for this particular issue.

never lose hope though, G33k. i feel like you'll eventually overcome this phase of your life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on October 06, 2014, 09:19:15 PM

I've been really sick since last Wednesday. Diarrhea and vomiting. Last night I shit my pants.

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Post by: Prince Nelson on October 07, 2014, 06:56:45 AM

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I've been really sick since last Wednesday. Diarrhea and vomiting. Last night I shit my pants.

Damn. I shit my pants about a year and a half ago. I get real queasy from getting injured, so after cutting open my finger super bad I passed out at my desk at work, bled all over the place, and shit my pants. Not a fun experience. I told my boss that I cut open my finger super bad and before I could tell him about the pants-shitting he just told me to go home. Saved myself some embarrassment.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 07, 2014, 01:00:56 PM

I just watched The Secret Life of Walter Mitty. It got me feeling all positive. Gonna go skate my curb outside.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on October 07, 2014, 06:31:47 PM

still missing the old youtube comments :'(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dirtymac on October 08, 2014, 06:02:32 AM

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I've been really sick since last Wednesday. Diarrhea and vomiting. Last night I shit my pants.

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Damn. I shit my pants about a year and a half ago. I get real queasy from getting injured, so after cutting open my finger super bad I passed out at my desk at work, bled all over the place, and shit my pants. Not a fun experience. I told my boss that I cut open my finger super bad and before I could tell him about the pants-shitting he just told me to go home. Saved myself some embarrassment.

Generally when one shits their pants, it does not need announcing...it kind of announces itself... :D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prince Nelson on October 08, 2014, 12:40:22 PM

Quote from: Dirtymac on October 08, 2014, 06:02:32 AM

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I've been really sick since last Wednesday. Diarrhea and vomiting. Last night I shit my pants.

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Damn. I shit my pants about a year and a half ago. I get real queasy from getting injured, so after cutting open my finger super bad I passed out at my desk at work, bled all over the place, and shit my pants. Not a fun experience. I told my boss that I cut open my finger super bad and before I could tell him about the pants-shitting he just told me to go home. Saved myself some embarrassment.

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Generally when one shits their pants, it does not need announcing...it kind of announces itself... :D

Well I got everything cleaned up before talking to my boss, so maybe not? I just don't want that to happen again.  :'( :'( :'( :'(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagger Vance on October 09, 2014, 11:27:37 AM

My board slipped out from under me today and it brought up an old memory.

Back in high school, my older brother and I were taking out the trash and he bet me that he could beat me in a race up our driveway back to our house (about 100 yards) we had a long ass driveway. The catch was that I was on my skateboard and he was running. I thought for sure I would win but my brother ran track and I under estimated how fast he was. As we got closer to the house, it became clear to me that I didn't have a chance, so without really thinking it through I kicked my board at his feet. He stepped right on it running full speed. He flew up in the air, and his body went horizontal, like full cartoon banana peel style, and landed right on his back. To this day it is one of the worst slams Ive ever seen. He got pretty bruised up.

That was almost 10 years ago and I still feel pretty guilty about it. One of the most dick things Ive ever done for sure.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 360 frip on October 10, 2014, 06:01:45 AM

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only been sober for about 2 months (from drinking and being stoned all the time) and im pretty fucking over real life
being fucked up all the time sucks tho too so im probably just doomed to some kind of unsatisfied fate

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I'm stoned from the time I get up until the time I go to bed.  I hate being sober.

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how much do u smoke? i was going thru a quarter every 2-3 days.
main reason i stopped was cause i hated having to concentrate to remember what i was just thinking about.
the paranoia and cost of smoking that much is pretty shitty. i dont think i have the personality for it to work for me.

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I'd say I smoke about 10 grams a week of bud and about 2-3 grams of wax or oil or some other concentrate.  I hate that I smoke this much but the feeling of sobriety is just so shitty and it keeps my IBS from acting up so fuck it. 

Do you smoke pure or mix with tobacco? Tried vaping?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on October 10, 2014, 06:19:12 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on October 05, 2014, 06:21:39 AM

Well thats the thing, Ive either slept with(not many) or been rejected by every one I know lol, but am not friendly or even on speaking terms with any at this point, I also have no social media of any kind, I'd rather just go skate, chill alone and not get laid, than get mixed up with that or any other online clusterfuck tbh

ok man, your choice. i seriously doubt i would have met my wife if it wasn't for social media (we live at opposite ends of the country). good luck in your search though!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on October 10, 2014, 07:44:34 AM

Quote from: 360 frip on October 10, 2014, 06:01:45 AM

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only been sober for about 2 months (from drinking and being stoned all the time) and im pretty fucking over real life
being fucked up all the time sucks tho too so im probably just doomed to some kind of unsatisfied fate

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I'm stoned from the time I get up until the time I go to bed.  I hate being sober.

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how much do u smoke? i was going thru a quarter every 2-3 days.
main reason i stopped was cause i hated having to concentrate to remember what i was just thinking about.
the paranoia and cost of smoking that much is pretty shitty. i dont think i have the personality for it to work for me.

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I'd say I smoke about 10 grams a week of bud and about 2-3 grams of wax or oil or some other concentrate.  I hate that I smoke this much but the feeling of sobriety is just so shitty and it keeps my IBS from acting up so fuck it. 

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Do you smoke pure or mix with tobacco? Tried vaping?

I quit smoking cigs a little over a year ago and have only hit the occasional spliff when one of my friends forgets and adds it. I actually lucked out and got a Volcano for free but after a while I realized I needed something more portable so I sold that and I grabbed these two vape pens that are like a million times better and fit right in my pocket for work/airplane/whatever usage.  So if I'm home or out in a social situation it's usually bongs or joints but if I'm at work or traveling I'll go with my O-pen.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on October 10, 2014, 03:36:54 PM

Quote from: Bagger Vance on October 09, 2014, 11:27:37 AM

My board slipped out from under me today and it brought up an old memory.

Back in high school, my older brother and I were taking out the trash and he bet me that he could beat me in a race up our driveway back to our house (about 100 yards) we had a long ass driveway. The catch was that I was on my skateboard and he was running. I thought for sure I would win but my brother ran track and I under estimated how fast he was. As we got closer to the house, it became clear to me that I didn't have a chance, so without really thinking it through I kicked my board at his feet. He stepped right on it running full speed. He flew up in the air, and his body went horizontal, like full cartoon banana peel style, and landed right on his back. To this day it is one of the worst slams Ive ever seen. He got pretty bruised up.

That was almost 10 years ago and I still feel pretty guilty about it. One of the most dick things Ive ever done for sure.

this is funny as fuck
id probably be laughing about this 10 years later
youre a better person than me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on October 10, 2014, 04:06:53 PM

sometimes i feel like im carrying around too much shit to get to know anyone else.
yea dig?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fuck life on October 11, 2014, 12:44:30 AM

i have way too much in common with l33tg33k. lets be friends

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: KING TUT on October 11, 2014, 04:05:57 AM

Quote from: fuck life on October 11, 2014, 12:44:30 AM

i have way too much in common with l33tg33k. lets be friends

Your name is appropriate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Butterz on October 11, 2014, 04:14:11 AM

I get frustrated / sad for no reason at times and it sucks.....

...also I kinda wish I lived in the states

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: KING TUT on October 11, 2014, 05:18:01 AM

Quote from: Butterz on October 11, 2014, 04:14:11 AM

I get frustrated / sad for no reason at times and it sucks.....

...also I kinda wish I lived in the states

hmmm, where do you live?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 11, 2014, 05:20:06 AM

Quote from: fuck life on October 11, 2014, 12:44:30 AM

i have way too much in common with l33tg33k. lets be friends

I don't do friends.

Kidding. Start a suicide pact?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 13, 2014, 10:30:23 AM

Shit my pants today. I didn't even notice until I got up and my ass felt wet. Diarrhea kind of sucks when you think about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on October 13, 2014, 02:05:56 PM

At least your rep is almost back in the +

That's what you wanted right

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 13, 2014, 04:34:33 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on October 13, 2014, 02:05:56 PM

At least your rep is almost back in the +

That's what you wanted right

It's the only thing I've ever wanted.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on October 13, 2014, 05:05:49 PM

cool. ive been gnar'ing you every day so lets just say you owe me a hand job and we're square.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: able on October 14, 2014, 12:14:42 AM

I've been rocking a chain wallet since I was 15.

I'm 37.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on October 14, 2014, 05:32:25 PM

i wanna war with l33tg33k and his followers

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 14, 2014, 05:48:48 PM

LOL, followers. Fucklife didn't even want to make a suicide pact with me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on October 14, 2014, 06:12:30 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 14, 2014, 05:48:48 PM

LOL, followers. Fucklife didn't even want to make a suicide pact with me.

yeah whatever, okay so now we are at war

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on October 14, 2014, 09:58:55 PM

Quote from: able on October 14, 2014, 12:14:42 AM

I've been rocking a chain wallet since I was 15.

I'm 37.

did you wear skate shoes to your wedding?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on October 14, 2014, 10:11:00 PM

Quote from: able on October 14, 2014, 12:14:42 AM

I've been rocking a chain wallet since I was 15.

I'm 37.

Have you ever been pick-pocketed?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: YeRpSTAinZ on October 14, 2014, 10:12:33 PM

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I've been rocking a chain wallet since I was 15.

I'm 37.

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did you wear skate shoes to your wedding?

I fucking cringe when I see fools rocking skate shoes with their tuxedos

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on October 15, 2014, 02:25:09 AM

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I've been rocking a chain wallet since I was 15.

I'm 37.

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did you wear skate shoes to your wedding?

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I fucking cringe when I see fools rocking skate shoes with their tuxedos

gotta rock a beanie to complete the look...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on October 15, 2014, 06:25:12 AM

The most sexually attractive girl I've ever seen goes to my school, This lil latina(Colombian or Venezuelan looking). Was skatin one day in the summer and saw her watchin me(not a brag, not impressive) and when I rolled up to wait for the bus, she walked by me and it was probably the sexiest single sight I have ever witnessed. She was wearing basically a tucked in wife beater and some insanely short denim shorts, I was stunned as as she walked right in front of me, in what seemed like a very suggestive manner, her ample and perfect booty peeking out from under the shorts on alternating sides with every step, my mind was blown. Seen her around a cpl times since and twice yesterday. It gives me the feel you get from walking into a massive cathedral or something just really awe inspiring but with combined with the rush of hormones, triggred by visual cues, that tell me she's mega fertile.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on October 15, 2014, 04:10:46 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on October 15, 2014, 06:25:12 AM

The most sexually attractive girl I've ever seen goes to my school, This lil latina(Colombian or Venezuelan looking). Was skatin one day in the summer and saw her watchin me(not a brag, not impressive) and when I rolled up to wait for the bus, she walked by me and it was probably the sexiest single sight I have ever witnessed. She was wearing basically a tucked in wife beater and some insanely short denim shorts, I was stunned as as she walked right in front of me, in what seemed like a very suggestive manner, her ample and perfect booty peeking out from under the shorts on alternating sides with every step, my mind was blown. Seen her around a cpl times since and twice yesterday. It gives me the feel you get from walking into a massive cathedral or something just really awe inspiring but with combined with the rush of hormones, triggred by visual cues, that tell me she's mega fertile.

10/10 story held my attention entirety

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagger Vance on October 15, 2014, 05:50:55 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on October 15, 2014, 06:25:12 AM

The most sexually attractive girl I've ever seen goes to my school, This lil latina(Colombian or Venezuelan looking). Was skatin one day in the summer and saw her watchin me(not a brag, not impressive) and when I rolled up to wait for the bus, she walked by me and it was probably the sexiest single sight I have ever witnessed. She was wearing basically a tucked in wife beater and some insanely short denim shorts, I was stunned as as she walked right in front of me, in what seemed like a very suggestive manner, her ample and perfect booty peeking out from under the shorts on alternating sides with every step, my mind was blown. Seen her around a cpl times since and twice yesterday. It gives me the feel you get from walking into a massive cathedral or something just really awe inspiring but with combined with the rush of hormones, triggred by visual cues, that tell me she's mega fertile.

I have a boner

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: KING TUT on October 16, 2014, 03:09:06 AM

i would also like to confess i have seen a female in real life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 16, 2014, 06:25:50 AM

ive had naked sex with one.  8)

two actually, but not at the same time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on October 16, 2014, 08:44:14 AM

Quote from: JB on October 16, 2014, 06:25:50 AM

ive had naked sex with one.?  8)

two actually, but not at the same time.

teach me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 16, 2014, 09:33:33 AM

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ive had naked sex with one.?  8)

two actually, but not at the same time.

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teach me

in all honestly, this right here took my girlfriend and i from friends to friends who fuck one fine evening.

(http://cdn2.bigcommerce.com/server5500/tpbc2s65/products/2571/images/2604/josecuervogoldenmarg175__04022__52787.1407757533.1280.1280.jpg?c=2)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on October 16, 2014, 10:29:49 AM

Quote from: JB on October 16, 2014, 06:25:50 AM

ive had naked sex with one.  8)

two actually, but not at the same time.

bit rude for a public forum no? have some standards  >:(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 16, 2014, 10:36:16 AM

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ive had naked sex with one.?  8)

two actually, but not at the same time.

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teach me

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in all honestly, this right here took my girlfriend and i from friends to friends who fuck one fine evening.

(http://cdn2.bigcommerce.com/server5500/tpbc2s65/products/2571/images/2604/josecuervogoldenmarg175__04022__52787.1407757533.1280.1280.jpg?c=2)

So you're saying I have to have friends?

Fuck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on October 16, 2014, 12:19:02 PM

Ive dated six different women within a little over than a week. But I noticed I havent really even thought about having sex with any of them, more so just looking for someone I feel good with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: WeirdBeach on October 16, 2014, 12:36:49 PM

when i was deep into my alcoholism and i had exhausted all of my resources i would steal bottles of mouthwash from the dollar tree. bad, bad times.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 16, 2014, 01:12:21 PM

Quote from: WeirdBeach on October 16, 2014, 12:36:49 PM

when i was deep into my alcoholism and i had exhausted all of my resources i would steal bottles of mouthwash from the dollar tree. bad, bad times.

the tree that keeps on giving.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on October 16, 2014, 04:58:47 PM

I've been stealing a lot of port. Not my drink of choice but it's normally easy to steal cause it's in a section that no one really watches.

Plus the self service check outs make it so easy to steal food.

I'm not proud of it though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on October 16, 2014, 06:52:24 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on October 16, 2014, 04:58:47 PM

I'm not proud of it though.

well thats very important, being ashamed of yourself is important

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on October 16, 2014, 08:49:36 PM

I don't think many people like themselves.

Shit in a plastic bag and keep it for 7 days.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on October 16, 2014, 08:51:25 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on October 16, 2014, 08:49:36 PM

I don't think many people like themselves.

I like myself

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on October 18, 2014, 02:36:04 AM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on October 16, 2014, 04:58:47 PM

I've been stealing a lot of port. Not my drink of choice but it's normally easy to steal cause it's in a section that no one really watches.

Plus the self service check outs make it so easy to steal food.

I'm not proud of it though.

You shouldn't feel bad about it, shoplifting is awesome.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nylin on October 18, 2014, 03:11:15 AM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on October 16, 2014, 08:49:36 PM

I don't think many people like themselves.

Shit in a plastic bag and keep it for 7 days.

So what ever happened with you and skate park girl?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mark Renton on October 18, 2014, 06:12:31 PM

I had a little convo with the girl I've been wanking to for the past few months lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IanBZHD on October 18, 2014, 06:47:06 PM

Found out i might have hpv, thats tight.. :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on October 18, 2014, 06:56:57 PM

Quote from: IanBZHD on October 18, 2014, 06:47:06 PM

Found out i might have hpv, thats tight.. :(

Fuck - godspeed to you, man. I have such anxiety when it comes to this. I talked about it with the guy who was interviewing me for a room in his house, and I ended up bringing him over to my place

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IanBZHD on October 18, 2014, 07:10:26 PM

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Found out i might have hpv, thats tight.. :(

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Fuck - godspeed to you, man. I have such anxiety when it comes to this. I talked about it with the guy who was interviewing me for a room in his house, and I ended up bringing him over to my place

hpv is ridiculously common, close to 80 percent of people contract in before they die. Just most people don't have any symptoms. I'm more just bummed on the fact that i could have got it in general.

I'm having trouble understanding what happened to you... You brought a guy back to your house that you were trying to rent a room from? Are you gay? Unfortunately, i believe hpv is a much bigger deal for gay men than straight. As far as anal cancer, at least i've heard, but im no where close to being a doctor.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on October 18, 2014, 08:00:35 PM

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Found out i might have hpv, thats tight.. :(

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Fuck - godspeed to you, man. I have such anxiety when it comes to this. I talked about it with the guy who was interviewing me for a room in his house, and I ended up bringing him over to my place

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hpv is ridiculously common, close to 80 percent of people contract in before they die. Just most people don't have any symptoms. I'm more just bummed on the fact that i could have got it in general.

I'm having trouble understanding what happened to you... You brought a guy back to your house that you were trying to rent a room from? Are you gay? Unfortunately, i believe hpv is a much bigger deal for gay men than straight. As far as anal cancer, at least i've heard, but im no where close to being a doctor.

Yeah, the dude I'm trying to rent a room from turned out to be a hot bear, I told him about playing it safe and all that... he confirmed he was clean. After he showed me the house, we talked and got more comfortable, then we took the bus back to my apartment, and received my first rimjob


Thanks for the HPV info

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on October 18, 2014, 08:04:36 PM

alright alright all talk of hot bears, hpv, and rimjobs aside, how fucking cool of an expression is godspeed?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 18, 2014, 08:12:21 PM

How people go from talking to fucking is crazy to me. I feel like there are so many steps that I'm missing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on October 18, 2014, 08:16:00 PM

Quote from: ROCKxADIO420 on October 18, 2014, 08:04:36 PM

alright alright all talk of hot bears, hpv, and rimjobs aside, how fucking cool of an expression is godspeed?

EPIC AS FUCK

7:49
Godspeed You Black Emperor - Sleep (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQcE4_7-X78#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on October 18, 2014, 08:20:15 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 18, 2014, 08:12:21 PM

How people go from talking to fucking is crazy to me. I feel like there are so many steps that I'm missing.

Homo sex doesn't require anything else

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on October 18, 2014, 08:21:17 PM

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alright alright all talk of hot bears, hpv, and rimjobs aside, how fucking cool of an expression is godspeed?

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EPIC AS FUCK

7:49
Godspeed You Black Emperor - Sleep (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQcE4_7-X78#)

yes, Godspeed forever ∞

Godspeed You! Black Emperor - East Hastings (Studio Version) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQeu7yKY8F0#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on October 19, 2014, 05:17:30 AM

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alright alright all talk of hot bears, hpv, and rimjobs aside, how fucking cool of an expression is godspeed?

[close]

EPIC AS FUCK

7:49
Godspeed You Black Emperor - Sleep (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQcE4_7-X78#)

[close]

yes, Godspeed forever ∞

Godspeed You! Black Emperor - East Hastings (Studio Version) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQeu7yKY8F0#)

Warranted, epic shit.

(http://i.imgur.com/fB4AuUG.png)

"godspeed little doodle, godspeed..."

Sparrow Agnew & Oliver North over for dinner.

The HPV hysteria is also fascinating, especially in lieu of the major absence of vaginal canals & cervix on the board . . .

It's cancerous brahmanga, oh no (squamous)!!! We're all going to get cancer in some form like eventually, right? . . . Right?

My life will be nothing but three types of warts and the potential for a malignant butt-hole [promising nonetheless].   

(http://i.imgur.com/eoRps3c.gif)

G O D S P E E D  F O R E V E R ! ! ! G O D S P E E D  F O R E V E R ! ! ! G O D S P E E D  F O R E V E R ! ! ! G O D S P E E D  F O R E V E R ! ! !

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on October 19, 2014, 06:25:07 AM

Quote from: Mark Renton on October 18, 2014, 06:12:31 PM

I had a little convo with the girl I've been wanking to for the past few months lol

It's nice when families can get together for a reunion

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mark Renton on October 19, 2014, 09:35:39 AM

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I had a little convo with the girl I've been wanking to for the past few months lol

[close]

It's nice when families can get together for a reunion

Mmm no, but I still love Violent Femmes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on October 19, 2014, 07:17:38 PM

Stealing is great, if I didn't steal food/water/vitamins I would be dead or completely malnourished.  The self check-out lane is such bullshit anyway..  I've never stolen any sort of electronics or clothing but food from the grocery store deli?  Hell yes, I mean nobody buys that shit anyway..  If anything I'm doing them the solid of not having to waste 10 minutes disposing of it or putting that shit in claims.  Stealing alcohol is just fun, well it was fun, but now I do feel the shame from that..  Ha ha.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on October 19, 2014, 07:34:10 PM

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alright alright all talk of hot bears, hpv, and rimjobs aside, how fucking cool of an expression is godspeed?

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EPIC AS FUCK

7:49
Godspeed You Black Emperor - Sleep (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQcE4_7-X78#)

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yes, Godspeed forever ∞

Godspeed You! Black Emperor - East Hastings (Studio Version) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQeu7yKY8F0#)

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Warranted, epic shit.

(http://i.imgur.com/fB4AuUG.png)

"godspeed little doodle, godspeed..."

Sparrow Agnew & Oliver North over for dinner.

The HPV hysteria is also fascinating, especially in lieu of the major absence of vaginal canals & cervix on the board . . .

It's cancerous brahmanga, oh no (squamous)!!! We're all going to get cancer in some form like eventually, right? . . . Right?

My life will be nothing but three types of warts and the potential for a malignant butt-hole [promising nonetheless].   

(http://i.imgur.com/eoRps3c.gif)

G O D S P E E D  F O R E V E R ! ! ! G O D S P E E D  F O R E V E R ! ! ! G O D S P E E D  F O R E V E R ! ! ! G O D S P E E D  F O R E V E R ! ! !

i was also impressed by the interest in HPV [a girl's disease] but guess it does/can affect us asides dickk bumps. i know a kid from cali who's alll about spreading that [see also slurpy herpes] in a playful way and at first i didn't think much of it [kid's a scumbag] but hafta concede it is a horrid thing to do. what a wicked game!
also, every animal it seems is assigned 2 billion heartbeats if you don't screw up w/ 'unnatural causes' then cancer is at the end of the movie. it's nature's way of putting the kibosh on us all.l

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on October 19, 2014, 07:57:40 PM

Lying to certain family about having to go to work whenever they come visit so I can leave the house and don't have to interact with them. I did it last thanksgiving and a few days ago when they were over. I didn't have time to leave the house before they saw me a few days ago and I seriously contemplated leaving the house through my window. I just sat in my room figuring out how I could get walk past them while saying the least amount of words while also not coming off as rude.

Honestly I think they're just as disinterested in talking to me as I am to them. I don't have much in common with 48 and up black women.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 20, 2014, 09:37:42 AM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on October 19, 2014, 07:57:40 PM

Lying to certain family about having to go to work whenever they come visit so I can leave the house and don't have to interact with them. I did it last thanksgiving and a few days ago when they were over. I didn't have time to leave the house before they saw me a few days ago and I seriously contemplated leaving the house through my window. I just sat in my room figuring out how I could get walk past them while saying the least amount of words while also not coming off as rude.

Honestly I think they're just as disinterested in talking to me as I am to them. I don't have much in common with 48 and up black women.

I know the struggle and it is real.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prince Nelson on October 20, 2014, 12:15:48 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 20, 2014, 09:37:42 AM

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Lying to certain family about having to go to work whenever they come visit so I can leave the house and don't have to interact with them. I did it last thanksgiving and a few days ago when they were over. I didn't have time to leave the house before they saw me a few days ago and I seriously contemplated leaving the house through my window. I just sat in my room figuring out how I could get walk past them while saying the least amount of words while also not coming off as rude.

Honestly I think they're just as disinterested in talking to me as I am to them. I don't have much in common with 48 and up black women.

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I know the struggle and it is real.

I know this struggle as well. The last few years I lived at home, I went to family gatherings on major holidays for less than an hour, made as much small talk as I could manage, and left. I have a lot of trouble relating to very devout southern baptists.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on October 20, 2014, 10:42:00 PM

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Lying to certain family about having to go to work whenever they come visit so I can leave the house and don't have to interact with them. I did it last thanksgiving and a few days ago when they were over. I didn't have time to leave the house before they saw me a few days ago and I seriously contemplated leaving the house through my window. I just sat in my room figuring out how I could get walk past them while saying the least amount of words while also not coming off as rude.

Honestly I think they're just as disinterested in talking to me as I am to them. I don't have much in common with 48 and up black women.

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I know the struggle and it is real.

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I know this struggle as well. The last few years I lived at home, I went to family gatherings on major holidays for less than an hour, made as much small talk as I could manage, and left. I have a lot of trouble relating to very devout southern baptists.

Being around all three of my brothers is like standing with a group of strangers waiting for the bus. They're all much older than me and similar to each other, but they and I are very different in most every way. Once our mother dies I'm confident we won't keep in contact. I think that's fine for everyone.

Family is strange.

So I guess you shouldn't feel bad for not wanting to be around people simply because they're family. You don't owe those people shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stone cold steve austin on October 21, 2014, 01:06:45 AM

i tend to share beers with vince mcmahon

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 21, 2014, 02:14:47 PM

I need money.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on October 21, 2014, 02:26:28 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 21, 2014, 02:14:47 PM

I need money.

Me too.

(http://murderbymedia.files.wordpress.com/2013/05/e5a0d-ywhkc.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on October 21, 2014, 02:41:52 PM

well you boys should get you a marker and write that on cardboard until you got enough for whatever ya need.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on October 21, 2014, 05:07:27 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 21, 2014, 02:14:47 PM

I need money.

You thought about getting a job? Serious question, some around here are against it. Or going to school and getting that financial aid?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on October 22, 2014, 11:16:00 AM

Was very inspired by reading all of your posts. I want to help everyone with problems on here

- I don't really have any friends outside of the people I skate with, maybe a couple people (my girlfriend hates it)
- When I don't skate cause of an injury or weather I get depressed and moody
- I fan out over Rodney Mullen and RDS
- Sometimes I wish I was a normal person that watched mtv, played football in high school and had a whole bunch of friends
- I can only do a few tricks and can't skate switch or nollie very well (I can't tre flip)
- I love manuals
- I'm stuck in the 90s
- I'm currently in a relationship that if it ends might end me
- I stole a lot from my family when I was growing up, nothing big like cars or stuff, mainly just money
- I'm a compulsive liar about the stupidest stuff
- I can't drop in, tried it once and decided it wasn't for me. That aside I do fantasize about having a nice mellow mini ramp in my backyard when I have a house
- I was obsessed with this girl in middle school and unintentionally stalked her. I would skate down her road partly cause it was her road and it was nicely paved opposed to the road I walked down, so I went down her road for two reasons. Thinking back I hope I didn't scare her.
- I can't skate parks, they intimidate me and the smoothness of the ground fucks with my concentration
- I get psyched when people land their tricks that I've seen them trying for a bit even though the trick might not be that impressive, it probably comes off as condescending but I know the feeling of never being able to land a trick (it took 3 years to learn kickflips, I skated alone at shitty spots) so when someone lands their trick I always clap or something

Quote from: Claude on December 05, 2006, 07:58:45 PM

-I'm scared of getting in a fight but I always daydream about beating up people.

Hear ya on that one. I was in a fight within a couple months of moving to Portland and didn't quite freeze but really only defended myself from getting seriously hurt before they ran off. I think of committing violent acts though.

Quote from: tim on December 13, 2006, 03:24:01 PM

I'm gay. No really, I have had a partner for over 10 years.

Anybody with half a brain who has been on the boards from the early days should have been able to figure it out by the way I ridiculed people for resorting to calling people "fags" as a put-down. It should have especially been evident when I ripped into Beans for saying he didn't see a problem with killing gays.

I am out to my friends and family and they are supportive. I guess I am pretty much out completely now...

...just don't expect me to start using hair gel and dress any differently.

Good for you man! Just keep being happy and yourself and the naysayers will be even more pissed off haha

Quote from: j....soy..... on December 13, 2006, 06:49:38 PM

the appleyard thread made me remember this....he 'yeah'd me in the summer when I landed something and I felt good inside...

I think anyone would be psyched if Appleyard gave them a 'yeah' at a skatepark.

That's all for now, probably more to come later. Thanks for proving that we're not all assholes all the time

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prince Nelson on October 22, 2014, 12:22:50 PM

I was at Bath And Body Works with my girlfriend yesterday and one of the guys there was flirting with me. He made some sort of remark to me about one of their candles smelling like Hugh Jackman. I didn't really mind. Is this appropriate for this thread?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on October 22, 2014, 04:13:07 PM

Quote from: The Artist Formerly Known As Prince on October 22, 2014, 12:22:50 PM

I was at Bath And Body Works with my girlfriend yesterday and one of the guys there was flirting with me. He made some sort of remark to me about one of their candles smelling like Hugh Jackman. I didn't really mind. Is this appropriate for this thread?

that was more of a brag then a confession

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on October 22, 2014, 06:19:57 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 18, 2014, 08:12:21 PM

How people go from talking to fucking is crazy to me. I feel like there are so many steps that I'm missing.

I don't know either.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on October 22, 2014, 06:34:12 PM

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How people go from talking to fucking is crazy to me. I feel like there are so many steps that I'm missing.

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I don't know either.

Basically if you can make her laugh and feel comfortable, her body language becomes more familiar, she touches you, sits close, if your lucky she'll stare right at you, avoid the temptation to break what may feel like awkward excessive eye contact, then you kiss her lips, but not to gung-ho, more like "whats up? is this about to go down", another brief eye contact then crazed make-out commences and shit just snowballs from there

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 360 frip on October 23, 2014, 06:56:33 AM

Quote from: ROCKxADIO420 on October 18, 2014, 08:04:36 PM

alright alright all talk of hot bears, hpv, and rimjobs aside, how fucking cool of an expression is godspeed?

I thought you were going to ask if he took the apartment or not.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Willie on October 23, 2014, 08:07:44 AM

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I've been rocking a chain wallet since I was 15.

I'm 37.

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did you wear skate shoes to your wedding?

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I fucking cringe when I see fools rocking skate shoes with their tuxedos

I was in a friend's wedding and he said "what's your shoe size? We're gonna wear Vans for the wedding!"

Initially, this did not seem so bad as I was getting a free pair of shoes but when the Zappos box shows up I open it to find Purple Chukkas. The worst color, the worst shoe Vans makes.

After the ceremony I took them off and put on leather dress shoes so I didn't look like a tool.
Haven't worn the Chukkas since.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on October 23, 2014, 01:54:39 PM

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I've been rocking a chain wallet since I was 15.

I'm 37.

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did you wear skate shoes to your wedding?

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I fucking cringe when I see fools rocking skate shoes with their tuxedos

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I was in a friend's wedding and he said "what's your shoe size? We're gonna wear Vans for the wedding!"

Initially, this did not seem so bad as I was getting a free pair of shoes but when the Zappos box shows up I open it to find Purple Chukkas. The worst color, the worst shoe Vans makes.

After the ceremony I took them off and put on leather dress shoes so I didn't look like a tool.
Haven't worn the Chukkas since.

chukkas still exist? i usedta dig them in high school. they were kiind of old world, like you could wear them in the woods w/ a quiver of arrows on your back or skate the city. chukkas belonged everywhere and compared to how 'branded' and corporate logo everything is nowadays i double like them. haven't seen a pair in 20=ish yrs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on October 23, 2014, 02:28:36 PM

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Quote from: able on October 14, 2014, 12:14:42 AM

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I've been rocking a chain wallet since I was 15.

I'm 37.

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did you wear skate shoes to your wedding?

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I fucking cringe when I see fools rocking skate shoes with their tuxedos

[close]

I was in a friend's wedding and he said "what's your shoe size? We're gonna wear Vans for the wedding!"

Initially, this did not seem so bad as I was getting a free pair of shoes but when the Zappos box shows up I open it to find Purple Chukkas. The worst color, the worst shoe Vans makes.

After the ceremony I took them off and put on leather dress shoes so I didn't look like a tool.
Haven't worn the Chukkas since.

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chukkas still exist? i usedta dig them in high school. they were kiind of old world, like you could wear them in the woods w/ a quiver of arrows on your back or skate the city. chukkas belonged everywhere and compared to how 'branded' and corporate logo everything is nowadays i double like them. haven't seen a pair in 20=ish yrs.

The quiver of arrows example had me dying, made me think of like Robin Hood/Elf type booties.

(http://thumbs4.ebaystatic.com/d/l225/m/mB5TLS2G-4JKVbWQpuMd69Q.jpg)

I used to get Chukkas from the former Vans outlet in Wrentham like 10 years ago on the cheap.

I honestly wouldn't mind if somebody sent me a Zappos box with Purple Chukkas in them [I'll skip the whole wedding part however].
     |-> (At least they weren't Chukka Lows (queue "Ebola Noise" or Lorde)).

I'm pretty ashamed I bought a pair of Vans from the "Vans Store" at Providence Place, I must confess to this terrible experience.
     |-> It was like being with that shitty family member who you have to hang out for 15 minutes & maybe have a brodego bonding moment.
           |-> In my defense though, Civil does not carry shoes most shoes in my size [I have 16th C. concubine feet].

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on October 23, 2014, 02:38:53 PM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on October 23, 2014, 02:28:36 PM

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Quote from: hufs calve muscles on October 14, 2014, 09:58:55 PM

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Quote from: able on October 14, 2014, 12:14:42 AM

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I've been rocking a chain wallet since I was 15.

I'm 37.

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did you wear skate shoes to your wedding?

[close]

I fucking cringe when I see fools rocking skate shoes with their tuxedos

[close]

I was in a friend's wedding and he said "what's your shoe size? We're gonna wear Vans for the wedding!"

Initially, this did not seem so bad as I was getting a free pair of shoes but when the Zappos box shows up I open it to find Purple Chukkas. The worst color, the worst shoe Vans makes.

After the ceremony I took them off and put on leather dress shoes so I didn't look like a tool.
Haven't worn the Chukkas since.

[close]

chukkas still exist? i usedta dig them in high school. they were kiind of old world, like you could wear them in the woods w/ a quiver of arrows on your back or skate the city. chukkas belonged everywhere and compared to how 'branded' and corporate logo everything is nowadays i double like them. haven't seen a pair in 20=ish yrs.

[close]

The quiver of arrows example had me dying, made me think of like Robin Hood/Elf type booties.

(http://thumbs4.ebaystatic.com/d/l225/m/mB5TLS2G-4JKVbWQpuMd69Q.jpg)

I used to get Chukkas from the former Vans outlet in Wrentham like 10 years ago on the cheap.

I honestly wouldn't mind if somebody sent me a Zappos box with Purple Chukkas in them [I'll skip the whole wedding part however].
     |-> (At least they weren't Chukka Lows (queue "Ebola Noise" or Lorde)).

I'm pretty ashamed I bought a pair of Vans from the "Vans Store" at Providence Place, I must confess to this terrible experience.
     |-> It was like being with that shitty family member who you have to hang out for 15 minutes & maybe have a brodego bonding moment.
           |-> In my defense though, Civil does not carry shoes most shoes in my size [I have 16th C. concubine feet].

Empress Dowager, Confirmed

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on October 23, 2014, 02:41:46 PM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on October 23, 2014, 02:28:36 PM

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Quote from: hufs calve muscles on October 14, 2014, 09:58:55 PM

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Quote from: able on October 14, 2014, 12:14:42 AM

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I've been rocking a chain wallet since I was 15.

I'm 37.

[close]

did you wear skate shoes to your wedding?

[close]

I fucking cringe when I see fools rocking skate shoes with their tuxedos

[close]

I was in a friend's wedding and he said "what's your shoe size? We're gonna wear Vans for the wedding!"

Initially, this did not seem so bad as I was getting a free pair of shoes but when the Zappos box shows up I open it to find Purple Chukkas. The worst color, the worst shoe Vans makes.

After the ceremony I took them off and put on leather dress shoes so I didn't look like a tool.
Haven't worn the Chukkas since.

[close]

chukkas still exist? i usedta dig them in high school. they were kiind of old world, like you could wear them in the woods w/ a quiver of arrows on your back or skate the city. chukkas belonged everywhere and compared to how 'branded' and corporate logo everything is nowadays i double like them. haven't seen a pair in 20=ish yrs.

[close]

The quiver of arrows example had me dying, made me think of like Robin Hood/Elf type booties.

(http://thumbs4.ebaystatic.com/d/l225/m/mB5TLS2G-4JKVbWQpuMd69Q.jpg)

I used to get Chukkas from the former Vans outlet in Wrentham like 10 years ago on the cheap.

I honestly wouldn't mind if somebody sent me a Zappos box with Purple Chukkas in them [I'll skip the whole wedding part however].
� � �|-> (At least they weren't Chukka Lows (queue "Ebola Noise" or Lorde)).

I'm pretty ashamed I bought a pair of Vans from the "Vans Store" at Providence Place, I must confess to this terrible experience.
� � �|-> It was like being with that shitty family member who you have to hang out for 15 minutes & maybe have a brodego bonding moment.
� � � � � �|-> In my defense though, Civil does not carry shoes most shoes in my size [I have 16th C. concubine feet].

heh, i've got all that copper out 'private idaho's' dumpster if you wanna rock giraffe neck to go w/ your concubine feet. old world body modification!
those elven shoes were dope, that's what i had in mind too. mick dodge shreds mount rainier in chukkas. he whittles his own wheels and wooden trucks.
i'd skip the wedding too but it would've been nice to be invited.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on October 23, 2014, 02:57:57 PM

Realized today that this girl who's tumblr I used to wank to regularly, goes to my school and ive sat by/beside her multiple jus waitin for my next class or what evs but didnt put it together until today. After further creeping Im fairly certain she hookin, bit vexed, was thinkin bout maybe complimenting her style, and tryna fandangle that into a beer/joint sesh, but now im thinkin it might not be so hype.  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on October 23, 2014, 03:21:37 PM

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Quote from: able on October 14, 2014, 12:14:42 AM

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I've been rocking a chain wallet since I was 15.

I'm 37.

[close]

did you wear skate shoes to your wedding?

[close]

I fucking cringe when I see fools rocking skate shoes with their tuxedos

[close]

I was in a friend's wedding and he said "what's your shoe size? We're gonna wear Vans for the wedding!"

Initially, this did not seem so bad as I was getting a free pair of shoes but when the Zappos box shows up I open it to find Purple Chukkas. The worst color, the worst shoe Vans makes.

After the ceremony I took them off and put on leather dress shoes so I didn't look like a tool.
Haven't worn the Chukkas since.

[close]

chukkas still exist? i usedta dig them in high school. they were kiind of old world, like you could wear them in the woods w/ a quiver of arrows on your back or skate the city. chukkas belonged everywhere and compared to how 'branded' and corporate logo everything is nowadays i double like them. haven't seen a pair in 20=ish yrs.

[close]

The quiver of arrows example had me dying, made me think of like Robin Hood/Elf type booties.

(http://thumbs4.ebaystatic.com/d/l225/m/mB5TLS2G-4JKVbWQpuMd69Q.jpg)

I used to get Chukkas from the former Vans outlet in Wrentham like 10 years ago on the cheap.

I honestly wouldn't mind if somebody sent me a Zappos box with Purple Chukkas in them [I'll skip the whole wedding part however].
     |-> (At least they weren't Chukka Lows (queue "Ebola Noise" or Lorde)).

I'm pretty ashamed I bought a pair of Vans from the "Vans Store" at Providence Place, I must confess to this terrible experience.
     |-> It was like being with that shitty family member who you have to hang out for 15 minutes & maybe have a brodego bonding moment.
           |-> In my defense though, Civil does not carry shoes most shoes in my size [I have 16th C. concubine feet].

[close]

Empress Dowager, Confirmed

Epiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiic attempt, however the Empress Dowager "ruled" in the late 19th/early 20th century & vehemently opposed foot binding.
     |-> Was always more of a Qianlong fan myself . . .     

I had to do it for the LULZ but I do appreciate the historical reference, she was a good ol' girl that Cixi . . .

The Mick Dodge scenario sounds amazing as well.

And I want to clarify something P.S.O., were you masturbating to clothed woman on Tumblr that you knew/know now?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on October 23, 2014, 03:31:30 PM

I thought Empress Dowager was a title more general, I know there was one more Empress Dowager that wasn't Cixi, but I guess 16th is before the Qing anyway.

And nah, more the reverse of what you said wanked to her naked tumblr, seen In real life multiple times, just realized it was the same girl today

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on October 23, 2014, 03:41:54 PM

my confession is that im very interested and entertained by all of you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on October 23, 2014, 03:53:53 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on October 23, 2014, 03:31:30 PM

I thought Empress Dowager was a title more general, I know there was one more Empress Dowager that wasn't Cixi, but I guess 16th is before the Qing anyway.

And nah, more the reverse of what you said wanked to her naked tumblr, seen In real life multiple times, just realized it was the same girl today

LOLOLOLOL good shit mate you know your history, but I just went all Oscar Nunez in the thread. [I would throw you a gnar for that one]

I remember reading the comment section on this porn video & this dude realized he knew the chick he was beating it to. [PA area?]

[I guess that would have been better if it was like his co-worker or friends mom or dad or some shit but take what you can get]

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on October 23, 2014, 04:05:52 PM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on October 23, 2014, 03:53:53 PM

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I thought Empress Dowager was a title more general, I know there was one more Empress Dowager that wasn't Cixi, but I guess 16th is before the Qing anyway.

And nah, more the reverse of what you said wanked to her naked tumblr, seen In real life multiple times, just realized it was the same girl today

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LOLOLOLOL good shit mate you know your history, but I just went all Oscar Nunez in the thread. [I would throw you a gnar for that one]

I remember reading the comment section on this porn video & this dude realized he knew the chick he was beating it to. [PA area?]

[I guess that would have been better if it was like his co-worker or friends mom or dad or some shit but take what you can get]

Haha cheers. On a related note, I once watched a video of a friends mom fucking her ass with a massive black dildo, she had sent the video to another friend of mine and he showed me, we were all friends lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: KING TUT on October 24, 2014, 09:39:10 AM

I jerked off while driving along a highway today. I fear i will see myself on the news in the coming days, i tried to be pretty discrete about it, but ya never know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on October 24, 2014, 03:29:00 PM

Quote from: KING TUT on October 24, 2014, 09:39:10 AM

I jerked off while driving along a highway today. I fear i will see myself on the news in the coming days, i tried to be pretty discrete about it, but ya never know.

I tried to jerk off while driving once but I worry too much about road safety to have a good time.

Otaku what's that tumblr where's the fucking link

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: floop on October 24, 2014, 03:42:16 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on October 22, 2014, 06:34:12 PM

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How people go from talking to fucking is crazy to me. I feel like there are so many steps that I'm missing.

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I don't know either.

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Basically if you can make her laugh and feel comfortable, her body language becomes more familiar, she touches you, sits close, if your lucky she'll stare right at you, avoid the temptation to break what may feel like awkward excessive eye contact, then you kiss her lips, but not to gung-ho, more like "whats up? is this about to go down", another brief eye contact then crazed make-out commences and shit just snowballs from there

you should write erotica professionally

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on October 24, 2014, 04:01:13 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on October 24, 2014, 03:29:00 PM

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I jerked off while driving along a highway today. I fear i will see myself on the news in the coming days, i tried to be pretty discrete about it, but ya never know.

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I tried to jerk off while driving once but I worry too much about road safety to have a good time.

Otaku what's that tumblr where's the fucking link

Not there anymore, either she deleted it or it got deleted, shit was tight though

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on October 24, 2014, 10:38:33 PM

Quote from: KING TUT on October 24, 2014, 09:39:10 AM

I jerked off while driving along a highway today. I fear i will see myself on the news in the coming days, i tried to be pretty discrete about it, but ya never know.

i jerked off in traffic before, i was just in the mood and plus i have a small dick so no one noticed

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on October 25, 2014, 03:32:24 PM

my confession is that i love tobey

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: choke mayne on October 25, 2014, 03:53:51 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on October 24, 2014, 04:01:13 PM

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I jerked off while driving along a highway today. I fear i will see myself on the news in the coming days, i tried to be pretty discrete about it, but ya never know.

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I tried to jerk off while driving once but I worry too much about road safety to have a good time.

Otaku what's that tumblr where's the fucking link

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Not there anymore, either she deleted it or it got deleted, shit was tight though

i ate sushi with chopsticks while driving the other day

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on October 25, 2014, 07:50:47 PM

Quote from: choke mayne on October 25, 2014, 03:53:51 PM

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I jerked off while driving along a highway today. I fear i will see myself on the news in the coming days, i tried to be pretty discrete about it, but ya never know.

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I tried to jerk off while driving once but I worry too much about road safety to have a good time.

Otaku what's that tumblr where's the fucking link

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Not there anymore, either she deleted it or it got deleted, shit was tight though

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i ate sushi with chopsticks while driving the other day

Full on wasabi in soy sauce and everything?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on October 25, 2014, 09:53:53 PM

ex set me a very racy photo and its make me very uncomfortable so I'm going to go to the bar, get drunk, and watch Videodrome. Stay tuned.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on October 25, 2014, 10:07:17 PM

ill trade you a link to transworlds "outliers:

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on October 25, 2014, 10:51:26 PM

Quote from: Rumpleforeskin on October 25, 2014, 09:53:53 PM

ex set me a very racy photo and its make me very uncomfortable so I'm going to go to the bar, get drunk, and watch Videodrome. Stay tuned.

Horror Fans Cult Scenes: Videodrome (19839) - Long Live The New Flesh Scene (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-wyrwOJJtNw#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rumpleforeskin on October 25, 2014, 11:07:08 PM

Quote from: ROCKxADIO420 on October 25, 2014, 10:07:17 PM

ill trade you a link to transworlds "outliers:

Sorry my dude already found a link :( 

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ex set me a very racy photo and its make me very uncomfortable so I'm going to go to the bar, get drunk, and watch Videodrome. Stay tuned.

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Horror Fans Cult Scenes: Videodrome (19839) - Long Live The New Flesh Scene (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-wyrwOJJtNw#)

haha more like old flesh amiright

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: KING TUT on October 26, 2014, 06:37:27 AM

Quote from: Rumpleforeskin on October 25, 2014, 09:53:53 PM

ex set me a very racy photo and its make me very uncomfortable so I'm going to go to the bar, get drunk, and watch Videodrome. Stay tuned.

i don't believe she did. perhaps posting the picture could persuade me otherwise.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ThugWaffle on October 26, 2014, 11:55:15 AM

After not skating for a few weeks, I feel psyched again. What an incredible feeling I had forgotten about.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on October 26, 2014, 12:20:24 PM

i hate bruce willis for he is republican but i always thought it was cool when he told the terrorist 'welcome to the pawty, pal'.
oh, bearded ladies and men in make up gross me out. how can we make skate videos and look like us [no extra ten pounds] but conan obrian has to get painted orange every night?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on October 26, 2014, 04:58:29 PM

Quote from: Rumpleforeskin on October 25, 2014, 09:53:53 PM

ex set me a very racy photo and its make me very uncomfortable so I'm going to go to the bar, get drunk, and watch Videodrome. Stay tuned.

pics or ban, i am admin

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on October 27, 2014, 06:11:27 AM

Quote from: Rumpleforeskin on October 25, 2014, 09:53:53 PM

ex set me a very racy photo and its make me very uncomfortable so I'm going to go to the bar, get drunk, and watch Videodrome. Stay tuned.

im sure we coukld help with your dilema but its difficult with no visual aid

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fuck life on October 28, 2014, 09:21:21 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 14, 2014, 05:48:48 PM

LOL, followers. Fucklife didn't even want to make a suicide pact with me.

my bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on October 31, 2014, 03:52:50 PM

been talking on occasion with a cute girl with a rad personality
may god have mercy on my soul

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on October 31, 2014, 08:03:19 PM

so i didn't get invited anywhere for halloween. Even the girl i have been seeing didnt invite me to her thing, i said what you up to tonight and she just said "bar". so i basically stopped texting her and if i text people asking what there doing they will just ignore it. Like they still think im the same person as last year, not going out at all, how am i suppose to prove them wrong when they ignore my texts and don't invite me anywhere. That's why i mainly hang out with tinder girls, they don't know about my past so i have nothing to prove to them except that im a good guy. The only person that always answers my text lives in California, im in PA, we went to high school together but after high school he went in to the Marines so that's where hes stationed. It just sucks but my sister's puppy is over and im having a little fun just hanging out with him. Dogs just put a smile on my face no matter how shitty i feel

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on October 31, 2014, 08:45:37 PM

It's all good tobey it ain't like Halloween is THAT big of a deal. besides you shouldnt have to feel like you have to "prove" anything to people you consider friends, especially if they ignore you. You might want to start meeting & only dealing with people who seem to truly appreciate you for who you are, without all that extra pressure. As for tonight tho Take to tinder and make it happen man. I'm sure there's some chick out there on the same shit just hoping someone comes along and gives her something to do. Go jump on that!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on October 31, 2014, 11:02:44 PM

Quote from: @thewilleasley on October 31, 2014, 08:45:37 PM

It's all good tobey it ain't like Halloween is THAT big of a deal. besides you shouldnt have to feel like you have to "prove" anything to people you consider friends, especially if they ignore you. You might want to start meeting & only dealing with people who seem to truly appreciate you for who you are, without all that extra pressure. As for tonight tho Take to tinder and make it happen man. I'm sure there's some chick out there on the same shit just hoping someone comes along and gives her something to do. Go jump on that!

thats what i have been doing all night lol i have been talking to this 18 year old that goes to school around here but its already 1 am so im not going to ask her to hang out tonight but i will probably ask her to do something in the future. But it just sucks about the friends situation. like you said halloween isnt a big deal but still i would like a text back or an invite, i havent been to a party in 3 years actually i think its been about 4 but the last 2-3 years i only went out if it was to the bar down the street from my house cause that was the only place i felt alright about my anxiety, i even convinced a friend to hang out with me earlier this year. We went to a bar in another town and went bowling and then i texted like the week after saying "wanna do something again" and he responds with "you don't go out". He wasn't joking either cause he never responded to any of my texts saying "what you doing tonight"

so yea i really don't have any friends, L33T wanna meet up?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: castillo's curls on November 01, 2014, 08:21:01 AM

not a confession, but it still cracks me up that this thread was started by Jayme Fortune.

Globe-Opinion-Jayme Fortune (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4be-lfjMpnM#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 01, 2014, 08:28:29 AM

Quote from: tobey on October 31, 2014, 11:02:44 PM

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It's all good tobey it ain't like Halloween is THAT big of a deal. besides you shouldnt have to feel like you have to "prove" anything to people you consider friends, especially if they ignore you. You might want to start meeting & only dealing with people who seem to truly appreciate you for who you are, without all that extra pressure. As for tonight tho Take to tinder and make it happen man. I'm sure there's some chick out there on the same shit just hoping someone comes along and gives her something to do. Go jump on that!

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thats what i have been doing all night lol i have been talking to this 18 year old that goes to school around here but its already 1 am so im not going to ask her to hang out tonight but i will probably ask her to do something in the future. But it just sucks about the friends situation. like you said halloween isnt a big deal but still i would like a text back or an invite, i havent been to a party in 3 years actually i think its been about 4 but the last 2-3 years i only went out if it was to the bar down the street from my house cause that was the only place i felt alright about my anxiety, i even convinced a friend to hang out with me earlier this year. We went to a bar in another town and went bowling and then i texted like the week after saying "wanna do something again" and he responds with "you don't go out". He wasn't joking either cause he never responded to any of my texts saying "what you doing tonight"

so yea i really don't have any friends, L33T wanna meet up?

Down. If you're on the west coast we could actually make it happen.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on November 02, 2014, 06:04:50 PM

Hmmm so l33tg33k plans on losing his viriginity to tobey. I for one support his decision

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on November 02, 2014, 06:06:22 PM

also make sure theres a camera rolling when you first meet

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on November 02, 2014, 06:08:33 PM

also tobey i'm looking for you, you better be ready

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on November 03, 2014, 08:33:20 AM

Quote from: tobey on October 31, 2014, 08:03:19 PM

so i didn't get invited anywhere for halloween. Even the girl i have been seeing didnt invite me to her thing, i said what you up to tonight and she just said "bar". so i basically stopped texting her and if i text people asking what there doing they will just ignore it. Like they still think im the same person as last year, not going out at all, how am i suppose to prove them wrong when they ignore my texts and don't invite me anywhere. That's why i mainly hang out with tinder girls, they don't know about my past so i have nothing to prove to them except that im a good guy. The only person that always answers my text lives in California, im in PA, we went to high school together but after high school he went in to the Marines so that's where hes stationed. It just sucks but my sister's puppy is over and im having a little fun just hanging out with him. Dogs just put a smile on my face no matter how shitty i feel

Damn man that sucks, I have been in the same place you are though. If it's nice or you have a good undercover spot that's lit, I suggest parking garages if you haven't checked, why don't you go skate? Perfect way to spend your time and maybe something awesome will happen. Heck maybe you will see a cute girl who is tired of her shitty drunk friends and would rather hang out with the interesting skater instead of their drunk asses... Best part about drunk people? Their Designated Driver friends... also they all seem to think they're amazing at skateboarding so there is a chance for hilarity and broken spirits. Hope you're night got better no matter what happened. Don't feel to bad about being all alone, it happens to all of us at one point or another. I skated on St. Patty's day and got to watch all the drunk bastards have a ball and ask to use my skateboard and shout out ridiculous tricks as they walked away when I said no.

(http://www.quickmeme.com/img/ba/ba0b06804631f3083ffb5e73e68959c0990872d656c5fb2a72576162f6d08aaa.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on November 03, 2014, 09:23:15 AM

Quote from: natek on November 03, 2014, 08:33:20 AM

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so i didn't get invited anywhere for halloween. Even the girl i have been seeing didnt invite me to her thing, i said what you up to tonight and she just said "bar". so i basically stopped texting her and if i text people asking what there doing they will just ignore it. Like they still think im the same person as last year, not going out at all, how am i suppose to prove them wrong when they ignore my texts and don't invite me anywhere. That's why i mainly hang out with tinder girls, they don't know about my past so i have nothing to prove to them except that im a good guy. The only person that always answers my text lives in California, im in PA, we went to high school together but after high school he went in to the Marines so that's where hes stationed. It just sucks but my sister's puppy is over and im having a little fun just hanging out with him. Dogs just put a smile on my face no matter how shitty i feel

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Damn man that sucks, I have been in the same place you are though. If it's nice or you have a good undercover spot that's lit, I suggest parking garages if you haven't checked, why don't you go skate? Perfect way to spend your time and maybe something awesome will happen. Heck maybe you will see a cute girl who is tired of her shitty drunk friends and would rather hang out with the interesting skater instead of their drunk asses... Best part about drunk people? Their Designated Driver friends... also they all seem to think they're amazing at skateboarding so there is a chance for hilarity and broken spirits. Hope you're night got better no matter what happened. Don't feel to bad about being all alone, it happens to all of us at one point or another. I skated on St. Patty's day and got to watch all the drunk bastards have a ball and ask to use my skateboard and shout out ridiculous tricks as they walked away when I said no.

(http://www.quickmeme.com/img/ba/ba0b06804631f3083ffb5e73e68959c0990872d656c5fb2a72576162f6d08aaa.jpg)

good advice about going out and skating but i did that one night. I went to the park and no one was there i skated for maybe 5 minutes than just realized im already alone i might as well be alone at home, warm, and watch netflix (if you haven't already known cause i post in the netflix thread the most, i love netflix)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on November 03, 2014, 09:38:11 AM

Quote from: tobey on November 03, 2014, 09:23:15 AM

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so i didn't get invited anywhere for halloween. Even the girl i have been seeing didnt invite me to her thing, i said what you up to tonight and she just said "bar". so i basically stopped texting her and if i text people asking what there doing they will just ignore it. Like they still think im the same person as last year, not going out at all, how am i suppose to prove them wrong when they ignore my texts and don't invite me anywhere. That's why i mainly hang out with tinder girls, they don't know about my past so i have nothing to prove to them except that im a good guy. The only person that always answers my text lives in California, im in PA, we went to high school together but after high school he went in to the Marines so that's where hes stationed. It just sucks but my sister's puppy is over and im having a little fun just hanging out with him. Dogs just put a smile on my face no matter how shitty i feel

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Damn man that sucks, I have been in the same place you are though. If it's nice or you have a good undercover spot that's lit, I suggest parking garages if you haven't checked, why don't you go skate? Perfect way to spend your time and maybe something awesome will happen. Heck maybe you will see a cute girl who is tired of her shitty drunk friends and would rather hang out with the interesting skater instead of their drunk asses... Best part about drunk people? Their Designated Driver friends... also they all seem to think they're amazing at skateboarding so there is a chance for hilarity and broken spirits. Hope you're night got better no matter what happened. Don't feel to bad about being all alone, it happens to all of us at one point or another. I skated on St. Patty's day and got to watch all the drunk bastards have a ball and ask to use my skateboard and shout out ridiculous tricks as they walked away when I said no.

(http://www.quickmeme.com/img/ba/ba0b06804631f3083ffb5e73e68959c0990872d656c5fb2a72576162f6d08aaa.jpg)

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good advice about going out and skating but i did that one night. I went to the park and no one was there i skated for maybe 5 minutes than just realized im already alone i might as well be alone at home, warm, and watch netflix (if you haven't already known cause i post in the netflix thread the most, i love netflix)

Yah if it's not the right night for night skating then it sucks. Being downtown Portland is a big help for finding lit spots on a warm summers night. Sounds kinda romantic... just you and your skateboard haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on November 04, 2014, 12:11:57 PM

i just want to do drugs and travel around
i dont deal with stress well

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on November 05, 2014, 08:08:28 AM

Quote from: abudabi on November 04, 2014, 12:11:57 PM

i just want to do drugs and travel around
i dont deal with stress well

Grab a skateboard and there ya go!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on November 05, 2014, 12:25:10 PM

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i just want to do drugs and travel around
i dont deal with stress well

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Grab a skateboard and there ya go!

pretty much man haha
i havent skated in more than a week cause my back has been fucked up tho
my life is hella strange these days

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on November 05, 2014, 03:41:29 PM

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i just want to do drugs and travel around
i dont deal with stress well

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Grab a skateboard and there ya go!

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pretty much man haha
i havent skated in more than a week cause my back has been fucked up tho
my life is hella strange these days

How old are you? Just curious.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on November 05, 2014, 04:23:05 PM

younger than l33t, older than that kid people think is tracer

edit: why? and dont you have me on ignore?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on November 05, 2014, 04:52:33 PM

Quote from: abudabi on November 05, 2014, 04:23:05 PM

younger than l33t, older than that kid people think is tracer

edit: why? and dont you have me on ignore?

No.  Was just going to say if you are young your should just dip to Europe and burn your passport.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on November 05, 2014, 05:25:35 PM

my bad. ive been thinking about going somewhere tho. gonna keep the passport tho

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on November 07, 2014, 02:33:51 AM

Trouble staying hard with a new girlfriend, even when taking viagra while having not masturbated in two weeks. Most likely related to anxiety.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tay on November 07, 2014, 03:32:18 AM

I spend my 26th birthday alone. My only real friend since I've moved to Baltimore didn't want to hangout, and my man worked late. It was a month ago, but it still makes me feel unworthy of real human connection. I guess I'm awkward, most people make me nervous. Social anxiety sucks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on November 07, 2014, 09:07:50 AM

Quote from: Bronson on November 07, 2014, 02:33:51 AM

Trouble staying hard with a new girlfriend, even when taking viagra while having not masturbated in two weeks. Most likely related to anxiety.

Anxiety about what? Maybe talk to her about it?

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I spend my 26th birthday alone. My only real friend since I've moved to Baltimore didn't want to hangout, and my man worked late. It was a month ago, but it still makes me feel unworthy of real human connection. I guess I'm awkward, most people make me nervous. Social anxiety sucks.

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Happy Birthday!

Happy birthday man(my apologies)! I've spent 3 out of my last 5 birthdays alone in my apartment opening presents from my parents and then going out to skate if it's nice, it's usually not in January, or playing video games and jackin it. People suck, they take your time for themselves and they ask for help when they need it but neglect to help you or give you their time. I find most "friends" I have are friends of convenience. Friends when you're around. Nowhere to be found when you're not. I was discussing this last night with my girlfriend, I only have 5 friends that I would invite to my wedding if I were to get married tomorrow. Sometimes we're destined to only have a few select friends but it's not a bad thing. At least you're not wasting your time with bullshit people. Hope this helps man!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on November 07, 2014, 10:27:30 AM

Quote from: natek on November 07, 2014, 09:07:50 AM

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Trouble staying hard with a new girlfriend, even when taking viagra while having not masturbated in two weeks. Most likely related to anxiety.

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Anxiety about what? Maybe talk to her about it?

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I spend my 26th birthday alone. My only real friend since I've moved to Baltimore didn't want to hangout, and my man worked late. It was a month ago, but it still makes me feel unworthy of real human connection. I guess I'm awkward, most people make me nervous. Social anxiety sucks.

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Happy Birthday!

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Happy birthday man! I've spent 3 out of my last 5 birthdays alone in my apartment opening presents from my parents and then going out to skate if it's nice, it's usually not in January, or playing video games and jackin it. People suck, they take your time for themselves and they ask for help when they need it but neglect to help you or give you their time. I find most "friends" I have are friends of convenience. Friends when you're around. Nowhere to be found when you're not. I was discussing this last night with my girlfriend, I only have 5 friends that I would invite to my wedding if I were to get married tomorrow. Sometimes we're destined to only have a few select friends but it's not a bad thing. At least you're not wasting your time with bullshit people. Hope this helps man!

Happy birthday Tay! hey, after around 22 or 23, friends stop coming around to birthdays. its sucks being alone for one, but its just one of those things that happens as you get older. i think i ate sushi alone on my 24th. and i wouldn't just to saying that your awkward if most people make you nervous. im pretty quiet and i dont usually speak up in groups of people i dont know very well, or if i have to spend time with one or two people who i dont know well, i usually am really quiet which makes things a bit awkward. i just know that i dont like bullshit conversations and its hard for me to pretend to be interested in small talk among people, but i dont think that makes me an awkward person at all. I wouldn't get too down on yourself if you dont like being around strangers.

and natek, Tay is a girl.  ;)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on November 07, 2014, 10:33:51 AM

Quote from: Bronson on November 07, 2014, 02:33:51 AM

Trouble staying hard with a new girlfriend, even when taking viagra while having not masturbated in two weeks. Most likely related to anxiety.

you'll get over it dude. i was like that for a while. it would always feel like my heart was about to pound out of my chest; id be that nervous. if i couldnt get hard, id always spend more time eating her out. it feels good for her and it turned me on enough for me to get it up. just find something that you like to do and spend a little more time with that instead of rushing it. and you should be fine with letting her know youre a little nervous. girls get nervous too, so dont worry about her getting offended or upset. if anything, that should be her que to try a little harder to make you feel relaxed so that you both can enjoy it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on November 07, 2014, 10:34:54 AM

i've got a bunch of friends scattered across the country but in my hometown i've demoted everyone to acquaintances. i got one buddy but he's a letdown all the time but i'll take responsibility and say if i were a better person i'd have a better quality of friends. not projecting on anyone else, maybe you just live around shitty people and not to say that i don't but part of it is on me.
doesn't drag me down too much, i've got my health, a skate and obstacles. everyone can get fucked.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on November 07, 2014, 10:55:37 AM

Quote from: JB on November 07, 2014, 10:27:30 AM

and natek, Tay is a girl.  ;)

good looking out man!

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Trouble staying hard with a new girlfriend, even when taking viagra while having not masturbated in two weeks. Most likely related to anxiety.

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you'll get over it dude. i was like that for a while. it would always feel like my heart was about to pound out of my chest; id be that nervous. if i couldnt get hard, id always spend more time eating her out. it feels good for her and it turned me on enough for me to get it up. just find something that you like to do and spend a little more time with that instead of rushing it. and you should be fine with letting her know youre a little nervous. girls get nervous too, so dont worry about her getting offended or upset. if anything, that should be her que to try a little harder to make you feel relaxed so that you both can enjoy it.

One good thing about being alone? You can do whatever you want to on your birthday and not have to worry about it vibing someone in your group.

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on November 07, 2014, 10:34:54 AM

i've got a bunch of friends scattered across the country but in my hometown i've demoted everyone to acquaintances. i got one buddy but he's a letdown all the time but i'll take responsibility and say if i were a better person i'd have a better quality of friends. not projecting on anyone else, maybe you just live around shitty people and not to say that i don't but part of it is on me.
doesn't drag me down too much, i've got my health, a skate and obstacles. everyone can get fucked.

I hear ya, got a friend in Seattle, couple in Philly, New York and a few here in Portland.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on November 07, 2014, 11:20:14 AM

i was tying out a story about what happened last weekend when i ran into a few of my old friends and one dude who was one of my best friends for years. ill save you the time, but what i really wanted to say is that you can know someone for years and have a great friendship, but some people get their heads stuck up their ass and once you stop coming around and paying attention to them, then they act like they dont know you. its best to just shrug it off and move on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on November 07, 2014, 12:21:24 PM

nice man, it's always great running into old friends. I haven't seen my friend Leaf cause I always come up when he's away at drill for the national guard which is a pain but the last time I was up I was talking to him on the phone and right before he clicked off he said love you babe, like he always did when we would hang and skate every day, just best friend stuff ya know, and it caught me off guard for a sec and my girl was sitting right there and then said love you too and she looked at me funny and I just laughed. That's how I knew he was a life friend and I'm glad cause he's a funny as guy and a great person... and now dating my sisters friend from middle school so that's kinda interesting.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prince Nelson on November 07, 2014, 09:49:58 PM

I posted in here on September 20th that I wasn't going to drink alcohol anymore. Unfortunately I slipped up one night at a wedding. There was an open bar and I had 5 beers. But that's been almost a month ago. Aside from that I've been eating super healthy, riding my bike, skating more, and feeling good. There's been a very noticeable difference in the way I feel, mentally and physically. Happy times are here to stay.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on November 08, 2014, 08:15:14 AM

Quote from: The Artist Formerly Known As Prince on November 07, 2014, 09:49:58 PM

I posted in here on September 20th that I wasn't going to drink alcohol anymore. Unfortunately I slipped up one night at a wedding. There was an open bar and I had 5 beers. But that's been almost a month ago. Aside from that I've been eating super healthy, riding my bike, skating more, and feeling good. There's been a very noticeable difference in the way I feel, mentally and physically. Happy times are here to stay.

I was hard on myself after I quit drinking if I would slip up. I beat myself up so bad after the first time that it made the second time inevitable.  Once I got out of that way of thinking quitting completely was really easy. Don't think about how you fucked up last night, think about how you aren't fucking up today.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on November 10, 2014, 04:19:10 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on November 08, 2014, 08:15:14 AM

Quote from: The Artist Formerly Known As Prince on November 07, 2014, 09:49:58 PM

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I posted in here on September 20th that I wasn't going to drink alcohol anymore. Unfortunately I slipped up one night at a wedding. There was an open bar and I had 5 beers. But that's been almost a month ago. Aside from that I've been eating super healthy, riding my bike, skating more, and feeling good. There's been a very noticeable difference in the way I feel, mentally and physically. Happy times are here to stay.

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I was hard on myself after I quit drinking if I would slip up. I beat myself up so bad after the first time that it made the second time inevitable.  Once I got out of that way of thinking quitting completely was really easy. Don't think about how you fucked up last night, think about how you aren't fucking up today.

im an alcoholic. ive been drinking everyday for 10 years straight.  longest i have gone is ten days and then i fuck up. i hope i can one day beat this shit. im having a baby boy in 5 months and i hope that will motivate me.  i needed to let that out. thanks slap

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 10, 2014, 05:59:38 PM

I hate that this is the only place I have to say anything meaningful about my state of being. Still, I've become less comfortable with it as there's not much more to say. Blah blah, I'm sad, blah blah, I want real friends, yadda yadda, I don't have a future, blah blah, I want sex, wah wah, I can't get a job. I just wish I wasn't such a fucking coward. I should be done with this already.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on November 10, 2014, 06:44:54 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on November 10, 2014, 05:59:38 PM

I hate that this is the only place I have to say anything meaningful about my state of being. Still, I've become less comfortable with it as there's not much more to say. Blah blah, I'm sad, blah blah, I want real friends, yadda yadda, I don't have a future, blah blah, I want sex, wah wah, I can't get a job. I just wish I wasn't such a fucking coward. I should be done with this already.

Hey you went to Vegas and im pretty sure you live in California, im jealous of that so at least you can travel to places. I still have a hard time if i have to drive 10 minutes from my house so at least you got me on that. Change your meds i remember saying you were on Prozac and I was on the highest dose of that and that honestly made me feel worst. I am on paxil now and only on 40mg of it and i have improved so much this year. So i would try talking to your doctor about your meds, i had to go through a couple SSRI's to get the right one

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on November 10, 2014, 07:04:57 PM

quit [only had 3.5] cigs today and i'm on da warpath. stay outta my way or i'll bite your fingers!
nah, but i woke up wheezing and had 3 tubes so i rolled those and borrowed a patch from my neighbor. fuckin thing fell off skating so i took a few drags off the butt of his fag then i got another patch on. figure if i make tomorrow i'll be looking good. i usedta quit all the time in jail but it's harder in freedomland. hopefully it's not too late and i die tomorrow, i'd be so pissed!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on November 11, 2014, 02:36:51 PM

Quote from: tobey on November 10, 2014, 06:44:54 PM

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I hate that this is the only place I have to say anything meaningful about my state of being. Still, I've become less comfortable with it as there's not much more to say. Blah blah, I'm sad, blah blah, I want real friends, yadda yadda, I don't have a future, blah blah, I want sex, wah wah, I can't get a job. I just wish I wasn't such a fucking coward. I should be done with this already.

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Hey you went to Vegas and im pretty sure you live in California, im jealous of that so at least you can travel to places. I still have a hard time if i have to drive 10 minutes from my house so at least you got me on that. Change your meds i remember saying you were on Prozac and I was on the highest dose of that and that honestly made me feel worst. I am on paxil now and only on 40mg of it and i have improved so much this year. So i would try talking to your doctor about your meds, i had to go through a couple SSRI's to get the right one

shut up, no one cares it took a few  ***Ss Ss ArE EyeS***  for you to fool your EGO

add each other on msn

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on November 11, 2014, 04:01:46 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on November 10, 2014, 05:59:38 PM

I hate that this is the only place I have to say anything meaningful about my state of being. Still, I've become less comfortable with it as there's not much more to say. Blah blah, I'm sad, blah blah, I want real friends, yadda yadda, I don't have a future, blah blah, I want sex, wah wah, I can't get a job. I just wish I wasn't such a fucking coward. I should be done with this already.

eh man, im in the same boat, this is the only place where i talk about myself. or talk at all.
are you saying you feel less comfortable posting in here because you feel like youre repeating yourself? saying the same thing, and then going through the same discussion with other posters?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: AnotherHardDayAtTheOffice on November 15, 2014, 10:16:41 PM

Quote from: straight on November 10, 2014, 04:19:10 PM

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Quote from: The Artist Formerly Known As Prince on November 07, 2014, 09:49:58 PM

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I posted in here on September 20th that I wasn't going to drink alcohol anymore. Unfortunately I slipped up one night at a wedding. There was an open bar and I had 5 beers. But that's been almost a month ago. Aside from that I've been eating super healthy, riding my bike, skating more, and feeling good. There's been a very noticeable difference in the way I feel, mentally and physically. Happy times are here to stay.

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I was hard on myself after I quit drinking if I would slip up. I beat myself up so bad after the first time that it made the second time inevitable.  Once I got out of that way of thinking quitting completely was really easy. Don't think about how you fucked up last night, think about how you aren't fucking up today.

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im an alcoholic. ive been drinking everyday for 10 years straight.  longest i have gone is ten days and then i fuck up. i hope i can one day beat this shit. im having a baby boy in 5 months and i hope that will motivate me.  i needed to let that out. thanks slap

Wow! You don't have any illusions and you're pretty straightforward about it. Having a kid should be a pretty strong motivation. I've never been in that situation, but it must be super tough. It might sound corny, but there's something about your realism that makes me believe you can do it. Keep your head up, man!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on November 15, 2014, 10:25:53 PM

i've been borrowing one cig a day from the dirtnek. otherwise i 'quit' smoking. went 2 days w/ none but had one each of the last 3 days. hopefully it's casual and not some slippery slope of bullshit. i'm 4 yrs of not drinking so i should have this [though i'm less than a wk dope free].

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on November 16, 2014, 10:06:00 PM

i really miss the girl ive made a few posts about in here. theres nothing riding on me anymore. i dont feel like ive got it in me to try to be anything. ive got the things i want to do and it doesnt matter if they get done or not. i dont understand keats' fear of death. imagine having to care about everything that ever happened? by the tone of my post i guess im pretty fried but i dont feel anything

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Early Hokus Pokus on November 18, 2014, 06:23:26 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on November 10, 2014, 05:59:38 PM

I hate that this is the only place I have to say anything meaningful about my state of being. Still, I've become less comfortable with it as there's not much more to say. Blah blah, I'm sad, blah blah, I want real friends, yadda yadda, I don't have a future, blah blah, I want sex, wah wah, I can't get a job. I just wish I wasn't such a fucking coward. I should be done with this already.

I think about this everyday.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on November 18, 2014, 11:40:41 AM

yo early hokus pokus, how is your diet? i find when im eating decently i think much more positively. ive been dealing with depression ever since i can remember, ive felt many a suicidal urge.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on November 18, 2014, 11:47:50 AM

Quote from: straight on November 10, 2014, 04:19:10 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on November 08, 2014, 08:15:14 AM

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Quote from: The Artist Formerly Known As Prince on November 07, 2014, 09:49:58 PM

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I posted in here on September 20th that I wasn't going to drink alcohol anymore. Unfortunately I slipped up one night at a wedding. There was an open bar and I had 5 beers. But that's been almost a month ago. Aside from that I've been eating super healthy, riding my bike, skating more, and feeling good. There's been a very noticeable difference in the way I feel, mentally and physically. Happy times are here to stay.

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I was hard on myself after I quit drinking if I would slip up. I beat myself up so bad after the first time that it made the second time inevitable.  Once I got out of that way of thinking quitting completely was really easy. Don't think about how you fucked up last night, think about how you aren't fucking up today.

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im an alcoholic. ive been drinking everyday for 10 years straight.  longest i have gone is ten days and then i fuck up. i hope i can one day beat this shit. im having a baby boy in 5 months and i hope that will motivate me.  i needed to let that out. thanks slap

Having a kid won't stop it. Well it didn't for me.  If anything the months leading up to it were the worst.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on November 18, 2014, 03:19:02 PM

^my dad quit drinking as soon as he knew he was going to be a father, just to provide an example of a time where having a kid helped someone.

the girl is killing me, my shits all fucked. ran into her today, she stared at me but i didnt say anything because what the fuck am i gonna say about anyhing. im really mad at at myself for causing the whole situation but ive been told its not my fault, but it really feels like its my fault. i havent had a real conversation with anyone since me and her stopped talking. i have shit i have to do and shit i want to do thats hard to get done when i feel too fucked up to do anything. ive been having a pretty hard time taking care of myself (ie eating and sleeping) recently. im fine tho, shit just sucks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on November 18, 2014, 09:07:01 PM

HAHAHA

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on November 18, 2014, 10:57:37 PM

what, have you never been shit on by a chick before? or are you laughing at my father? either way i dont really like you but whatever im curious about this

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on November 19, 2014, 06:19:53 AM

Having to take care of a screaming kid hungover made me not want to drink as much.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Early Hokus Pokus on November 19, 2014, 11:40:39 AM

Quote from: abudabi on November 18, 2014, 11:40:41 AM

yo early hokus pokus, how is your diet? i find when im eating decently i think much more positively. ive been dealing with depression ever since i can remember, ive felt many a suicidal urge.

I pretty much only eat vegetables, brown rice and chicken breast and stuff like that since I decided to work out a bit. I wouldn't say I'm depressed, well, depression is different for everyone, so I guess being scared and lacking motivation or finding a reason to take charge of my life and take on new things that make me come out of my shell and be a mature person could be some kind of depression.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on November 19, 2014, 12:32:27 PM

Quote from: Early Hokus Pokus on November 19, 2014, 11:40:39 AM

Quote from: abudabi on November 18, 2014, 11:40:41 AM

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yo early hokus pokus, how is your diet? i find when im eating decently i think much more positively. ive been dealing with depression ever since i can remember, ive felt many a suicidal urge.

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I pretty much only eat vegetables, brown rice and chicken breast and stuff like that since I decided to work out a bit. I wouldn't say I'm depressed, well, depression is different for everyone, so I guess being scared and lacking motivation or finding a reason to take charge of my life and take on new things that make me come out of my shell and be a mature person could be some kind of depression.

shit, you sound like me. i just use depression as a general term for detachment from people/life, i dont necessarily identify with other people who say they are depressed. its definitely different for everyone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on November 19, 2014, 04:21:42 PM

Simpsons - Placebos (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vMefuqseEeY#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on November 22, 2014, 09:54:53 PM

if you remember one of my posts in this thread, i think it was a couple months ago. Well the first post was saying that my good friend who i haven't talked to in awhile cause he ignores me, called me and then i texted him back cause my phone doesn't work for calls and he said oh i called the wrong kevin. Well same thing fucking happened again, some random number texted me and i said who is this? They got offended and i said again who is this and they texted back saying they texted the wrong kevin. Like really? its fucking horse shit delete my number you obviously don't want to talk to me so why make me feel like shit. I hate it and i still don't know who the fucking person is who texted me tonight

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on November 22, 2014, 11:19:24 PM

Quote from: tobey on November 22, 2014, 09:54:53 PM

if you remember one of my posts in this thread, i think it was a couple months ago. Well the first post was saying that my good friend who i haven't talked to in awhile cause he ignores me, called me and then i texted him back cause my phone doesn't work for calls and he said oh i called the wrong kevin. Well same thing fucking happened again, some random number texted me and i said who is this? They got offended and i said again who is this and they texted back saying they texted the wrong kevin. Like really? its fucking horse shit delete my number you obviously don't want to talk to me so why make me feel like shit. I hate it and i still don't know who the fucking person is who texted me tonight

HOLY SHIT!! its the first girl i met on tinder, lol she blocked me on facebook and ignored everyone of my texts but she still has my number? girls are seriously confusing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on November 24, 2014, 06:57:18 PM

i hate you tobey

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 25, 2014, 01:36:29 PM

I don't know about you guys, and this may ruffle a few feathers, but I don't think Nice_Guy_2 is very nice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on November 25, 2014, 02:14:31 PM

ur at war with him of course ur gonna say that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on November 26, 2014, 08:02:51 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 18, 2014, 08:12:21 PM

How people go from talking to fucking is crazy to me. I feel like there are so many steps that I'm missing.

Its not simple, Yet its not hard too.  There ear specific cues and traits you want to look for when you pick up girls for the "talking to fucking technique"(T.O.T.) Things you need to pick up on. Body language is a big thing. Something as simple as the colors she is wearing. Bright colors on a girl always mean I am ready to fuck or date or flirt. See a chick dressed in all black means shes closed and not receptive It may seem like bullshit, but there are thick books dedicated to reading people, from the way they walk to the way they dressed, it sucks but that's the reality of life. We are all judged and at times and we judge others, but luckily in the love/fucking/ mating game of men and women this is the advantage. Here are some pointers L33TGEEK:
You need to look at her body language, is she mirroring you?  Google that technique. Is she giving open body language- is she ready to be approached or can you tell on her face she has the ?attitude problem??. How are you behaving? Are you in the corner, or are you THE MAN, walking around with confidence. Are you smiling? How is your body language. How is YOUR HYGENE?  Hopefully you are grooming well.  How are you clothes? You don't have to be GQ to get laid, but you need to take care of yourself.  I'm a rocker myself, and though I do love suits, I look like I came out of Cbgbs half the time when I Skate and I still talk to chicks. I don't care whether its tie day or leather day . You gotta live everyday like its your last, BE CONFIDANT Where are you? Is it 10am at the library, or 2 am in a club. Which situation works? Answer: DOESNT FUCKING MATTER. You can pick up a girl and fuck no matter where you are, if you take the right steps. What do you say to her? DO you talk about That kickflip 5-0, or do you make small talk about the what she appears to be interested in? I wouldn't talk the same game to a 45 year old Italian mother of two, that I would to a Busty Colombian 21 year old at the college bookstore.. Do you establish connection rapport?  Make the girl feel comfortable, try to make her laugh. Break the touch barrier slightly but over do it
Make casual talk, but escalate it quickly AND invite her to a coffee or drink THAT SAME DAY.  Then escalate it to get her to come back to your place. Say "Oh, I live right over there, you wanna go check that record collection I told you about". Also there are language phrases and all sorts of tools you can use. I'm telling you general shit we all know about already. You can become so good, you will never go without pussy. Always try to move things forward. Be smooth, but always JUDGE HER BODY LANGUAGE face  and the way she is interacting with you. It is this that will tell you whether to continue to try or retreat.  Don't waste your time if you cant get with the first girl the same day.  If she rejects you, don give up try it on the second girl then the third pretty soon you will get the hang of it, and we will be hearing on Slap about how you picked up that "long-board chick" from the Skate park  Don't give up man, Oh man there is so much information about PUA. You gotta look.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on November 26, 2014, 08:48:41 PM

sk84thechicas my man, how do you feel about raw fruit diets?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on November 26, 2014, 09:57:52 PM

Quote from: abudabi on November 26, 2014, 08:48:41 PM

sk84thechicas my man, how do you feel about raw fruit diets?

- Over 50, and she still has better skin than most 20 year olds.  I rest my case

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SeBpn-Dl3zU

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on November 26, 2014, 10:18:56 PM

good answer.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on November 30, 2014, 04:57:21 PM

Quote from: iSk84thechicas on November 26, 2014, 08:02:51 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 18, 2014, 08:12:21 PM

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How people go from talking to fucking is crazy to me. I feel like there are so many steps that I'm missing.

[close]

Its not simple, Yet its not hard too.  There ear specific cues and traits you want to look for when you pick up girls for the "talking to fucking technique"(T.O.T.) Things you need to pick up on. Body language is a big thing. Something as simple as the colors she is wearing. Bright colors on a girl always mean I am ready to fuck or date or flirt. See a chick dressed in all black means shes closed and not receptive It may seem like bullshit, but there are thick books dedicated to reading people, from the way they walk to the way they dressed, it sucks but that's the reality of life. We are all judged and at times and we judge others, but luckily in the love/fucking/ mating game of men and women this is the advantage. Here are some pointers L33TGEEK:
You need to look at her body language, is she mirroring you?  Google that technique. Is she giving open body language- is she ready to be approached or can you tell on her face she has the ?attitude problem??. How are you behaving? Are you in the corner, or are you THE MAN, walking around with confidence. Are you smiling? How is your body language. How is YOUR HYGENE?  Hopefully you are grooming well.  How are you clothes? You don't have to be GQ to get laid, but you need to take care of yourself.  I'm a rocker myself, and though I do love suits, I look like I came out of Cbgbs half the time when I Skate and I still talk to chicks. I don't care whether its tie day or leather day . You gotta live everyday like its your last, BE CONFIDANT Where are you? Is it 10am at the library, or 2 am in a club. Which situation works? Answer: DOESNT FUCKING MATTER. You can pick up a girl and fuck no matter where you are, if you take the right steps. What do you say to her? DO you talk about That kickflip 5-0, or do you make small talk about the what she appears to be interested in? I wouldn't talk the same game to a 45 year old Italian mother of two, that I would to a Busty Colombian 21 year old at the college bookstore.. Do you establish connection rapport?  Make the girl feel comfortable, try to make her laugh. Break the touch barrier slightly but over do it
Make casual talk, but escalate it quickly AND invite her to a coffee or drink THAT SAME DAY.  Then escalate it to get her to come back to your place. Say "Oh, I live right over there, you wanna go check that record collection I told you about". Also there are language phrases and all sorts of tools you can use. I'm telling you general shit we all know about already. You can become so good, you will never go without pussy. Always try to move things forward. Be smooth, but always JUDGE HER BODY LANGUAGE face  and the way she is interacting with you. It is this that will tell you whether to continue to try or retreat.  Don't waste your time if you cant get with the first girl the same day.  If she rejects you, don give up try it on the second girl then the third pretty soon you will get the hang of it, and we will be hearing on Slap about how you picked up that "long-board chick" from the Skate park  Don't give up man, Oh man there is so much information about PUA. You gotta look.

hi julien (http://www.ibtimes.co.uk/julien-blanc-pick-artist-banned-singapore-over-sexual-assault-seduction-techniques-1476755)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on December 03, 2014, 02:41:13 PM

My mother slit her wrists yesterday. I have no brothers or sisters. No father. I have one auntie I barley speak to. My friends don't understand and why should they.

I am completely confused and scared.

All I can do is drink which makes things worse.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on December 03, 2014, 08:40:53 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on December 03, 2014, 02:41:13 PM

My mother slit her wrists yesterday. I have no brothers or sisters. No father. I have one auntie I barley speak to. My friends don't understand and why should they.

I am completely confused and scared.

All I can do is drink which makes things worse.

Damn dude. Sorry. Do what you need to but don't  you have a kid? Just make sure you hang in there for his or her sake.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on December 03, 2014, 08:43:00 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on December 03, 2014, 02:41:13 PM

My mother slit her wrists yesterday. I have no brothers or sisters. No father. I have one auntie I barley speak to. My friends don't understand and why should they.

I am completely confused and scared.

All I can do is drink which makes things worse.

i'm so sorry.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on December 04, 2014, 05:49:30 AM

All the best huf's

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prince Nelson on December 04, 2014, 11:06:53 AM

Stay strong buddy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on December 04, 2014, 11:14:37 AM

Quote from: The Artist Formerly Known As Prince on December 04, 2014, 11:06:53 AM

Stay strong buddy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on December 04, 2014, 12:16:46 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on December 03, 2014, 02:41:13 PM

My mother slit her wrists yesterday. I have no brothers or sisters. No father. I have one auntie I barley speak to. My friends don't understand and why should they.

I am completely confused and scared.

All I can do is drink which makes things worse.

Shit man. That's awful sounds like such an understatement. Hope everything works out soon!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on December 04, 2014, 02:33:46 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on December 03, 2014, 02:41:13 PM

My mother slit her wrists yesterday. I have no brothers or sisters. No father. I have one auntie I barley speak to. My friends don't understand and why should they.

I am completely confused and scared.

All I can do is drink which makes things worse.

why are you so candid on here?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on December 04, 2014, 07:10:22 PM

I think I might be a bit cranky at times

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on December 05, 2014, 08:14:27 AM

The first thing I'll do if I get a little money is hit up backpage.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dirtymac on December 05, 2014, 08:47:11 AM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on December 03, 2014, 02:41:13 PM

My mother slit her wrists yesterday. I have no brothers or sisters. No father. I have one auntie I barley speak to. My friends don't understand and why should they.

I am completely confused and scared.

All I can do is drink which makes things worse.

I know its hard as hell but try your best not to drink. There's no problem so bad that alcohol cant make it worse. PMA man.

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Post by: perverted super otaku! on December 07, 2014, 11:12:24 AM

oh god im in love with Milene Larson, how is listening to her talk about fracking make me feel this way...

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Post by: nice_guy_2 on December 08, 2014, 03:26:04 AM

i am in tune with nature and one with everything

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on December 18, 2014, 04:40:05 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 05, 2014, 08:14:27 AM

The first thing I'll do if I get a little money is hit up backpage.

God Speed.  8)...Tell her ISK84THECHICAS sent you!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on December 18, 2014, 04:42:45 PM

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How people go from talking to fucking is crazy to me. I feel like there are so many steps that I'm missing.

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Its not simple, Yet its not hard too.  There ear specific cues and traits you want to look for when you pick up girls for the "talking to fucking technique"(T.O.T.) Things you need to pick up on. Body language is a big thing. Something as simple as the colors she is wearing. Bright colors on a girl always mean I am ready to fuck or date or flirt. See a chick dressed in all black means shes closed and not receptive It may seem like bullshit, but there are thick books dedicated to reading people, from the way they walk to the way they dressed, it sucks but that's the reality of life. We are all judged and at times and we judge others, but luckily in the love/fucking/ mating game of men and women this is the advantage. Here are some pointers L33TGEEK:
You need to look at her body language, is she mirroring you?  Google that technique. Is she giving open body language- is she ready to be approached or can you tell on her face she has the ?attitude problem??. How are you behaving? Are you in the corner, or are you THE MAN, walking around with confidence. Are you smiling? How is your body language. How is YOUR HYGENE?  Hopefully you are grooming well.  How are you clothes? You don't have to be GQ to get laid, but you need to take care of yourself.  I'm a rocker myself, and though I do love suits, I look like I came out of Cbgbs half the time when I Skate and I still talk to chicks. I don't care whether its tie day or leather day . You gotta live everyday like its your last, BE CONFIDANT Where are you? Is it 10am at the library, or 2 am in a club. Which situation works? Answer: DOESNT FUCKING MATTER. You can pick up a girl and fuck no matter where you are, if you take the right steps. What do you say to her? DO you talk about That kickflip 5-0, or do you make small talk about the what she appears to be interested in? I wouldn't talk the same game to a 45 year old Italian mother of two, that I would to a Busty Colombian 21 year old at the college bookstore.. Do you establish connection rapport?  Make the girl feel comfortable, try to make her laugh. Break the touch barrier slightly but over do it
Make casual talk, but escalate it quickly AND invite her to a coffee or drink THAT SAME DAY.  Then escalate it to get her to come back to your place. Say "Oh, I live right over there, you wanna go check that record collection I told you about". Also there are language phrases and all sorts of tools you can use. I'm telling you general shit we all know about already. You can become so good, you will never go without pussy. Always try to move things forward. Be smooth, but always JUDGE HER BODY LANGUAGE face  and the way she is interacting with you. It is this that will tell you whether to continue to try or retreat.  Don't waste your time if you cant get with the first girl the same day.  If she rejects you, don give up try it on the second girl then the third pretty soon you will get the hang of it, and we will be hearing on Slap about how you picked up that "long-board chick" from the Skate park  Don't give up man, Oh man there is so much information about PUA. You gotta look.

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hi julien (http://www.ibtimes.co.uk/julien-blanc-pick-artist-banned-singapore-over-sexual-assault-seduction-techniques-1476755)

Who the fuck is Julien?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on December 19, 2014, 08:26:40 PM

bashim chicas

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Post by: nice_guy_2 on December 19, 2014, 08:28:29 PM

have you met dhaner??

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on December 23, 2014, 08:41:55 PM

i cant drink liquor for shit but i love beer?

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Post by: tobey on December 23, 2014, 08:49:00 PM

Quote from: abudabi on December 23, 2014, 08:41:55 PM

i cant drink liquor for shit but i love beer?

I haven't touch liquor in years, i love beer as well and if i just want to get more drunk ill just drink another beer and i just like the taste of beer. I don't want to be drinking mix drinks with a bunch of sugar in it cause than ill be hyper

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on December 23, 2014, 11:12:01 PM

Xmass alone is pretty cool. Least you don't have to bring any food or presents.

You can see why cunts kill themselves around this time of year.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on December 23, 2014, 11:32:56 PM

Yep
(http://www.dudeiwantthat.com/household/decor/tis-the-season-for-suicide-6070.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on December 24, 2014, 01:13:49 PM

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i cant drink liquor for shit but i love beer?

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I haven't touch liquor in years, i love beer as well and if i just want to get more drunk ill just drink another beer and i just like the taste of beer. I don't want to be drinking mix drinks with a bunch of sugar in it cause than ill be hyper

i always end up drinking liquor super fast cause i hate the taste, so i end up getting way too drunk and life sucks a few hours later. im like you, if i wanna get more drunk i have another beer and i feel like im in control. with liquor i tend to notice how fucked up i am like twenty minutes later and it's too late to do anything about it.
ah fuck it, ill stick to weed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on December 24, 2014, 01:33:24 PM

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i cant drink liquor for shit but i love beer?

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I haven't touch liquor in years, i love beer as well and if i just want to get more drunk ill just drink another beer and i just like the taste of beer. I don't want to be drinking mix drinks with a bunch of sugar in it cause than ill be hyper

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i always end up drinking liquor super fast cause i hate the taste, so i end up getting way too drunk and life sucks a few hours later. im like you, if i wanna get more drunk i have another beer and i feel like im in control. with liquor i tend to notice how fucked up i am like twenty minutes later and it's too late to do anything about it.
ah fuck it, ill stick to weed.

I don't really drink all that much in general but i still prefer liquor. i mean ill drink beer if I'm at a kegger or something but thats about it. i don't even drink soda anymore so i have absolutely no interest in beer. Liquors cool because you don't actually have to consume a lot to get drunk especially if you have a low tolerance like myself so i just stick to that. i never get flat out wasted tho. i doubt drinking beer regularly is doing anything good for your health at all so i really just stayed away from it and a lot of alcohol in general. Im a vacation drinker at the absolute most lol. only a few times a year, but since this the real confessions thread i guess ill say that I guess i never got into the habit of drinking alcohol semi-regularly because I can have an addictive personality and id rather not start forming certain behavioral patterns the involve me consuming alcohol. i would be scared to see an alcoholic version of myself because yall already i'd turn up way too fuckin much lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on December 24, 2014, 05:46:22 PM

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i cant drink liquor for shit but i love beer?

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I haven't touch liquor in years, i love beer as well and if i just want to get more drunk ill just drink another beer and i just like the taste of beer. I don't want to be drinking mix drinks with a bunch of sugar in it cause than ill be hyper

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i always end up drinking liquor super fast cause i hate the taste, so i end up getting way too drunk and life sucks a few hours later. im like you, if i wanna get more drunk i have another beer and i feel like im in control. with liquor i tend to notice how fucked up i am like twenty minutes later and it's too late to do anything about it.
ah fuck it, ill stick to weed.

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I don't really drink all that much in general but i still prefer liquor. i mean ill drink beer if I'm at a kegger or something but thats about it. i don't even drink soda anymore so i have absolutely no interest in beer. Liquors cool because you don't actually have to consume a lot to get drunk especially if you have a low tolerance like myself so i just stick to that. i never get flat out wasted tho. i doubt drinking beer regularly is doing anything good for your health at all so i really just stayed away from it and a lot of alcohol in general. Im a vacation drinker at the absolute most lol. only a few times a year, but since this the real confessions thread i guess ill say that I guess i never got into the habit of drinking alcohol semi-regularly because I can have an addictive personality and id rather not start forming certain behavioral patterns the involve me consuming alcohol. i would be scared to see an alcoholic version of myself because yall already i'd turn up way too fuckin much lol

i have been really good this year with acholol. I drink at most 3 times a month and only have at max 6 beers, yea i messed up a few times this year like on my sisters wedding day. I started drinking at 10 am and didn't really stop till about midnight. But i don't really like liquor cause like abudabi said it gets you drunk way to fast and i don't really like the taste either. Since i don't drink that much anymore i just will drink what i like. Also Will i haven't drank soda in forever as well, i like beer more than soda though

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Post by: abudabi on December 24, 2014, 09:19:09 PM

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i cant drink liquor for shit but i love beer?

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I haven't touch liquor in years, i love beer as well and if i just want to get more drunk ill just drink another beer and i just like the taste of beer. I don't want to be drinking mix drinks with a bunch of sugar in it cause than ill be hyper

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i always end up drinking liquor super fast cause i hate the taste, so i end up getting way too drunk and life sucks a few hours later. im like you, if i wanna get more drunk i have another beer and i feel like im in control. with liquor i tend to notice how fucked up i am like twenty minutes later and it's too late to do anything about it.
ah fuck it, ill stick to weed.

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I don't really drink all that much in general but i still prefer liquor. i mean ill drink beer if I'm at a kegger or something but thats about it. i don't even drink soda anymore so i have absolutely no interest in beer. Liquors cool because you don't actually have to consume a lot to get drunk especially if you have a low tolerance like myself so i just stick to that. i never get flat out wasted tho. i doubt drinking beer regularly is doing anything good for your health at all so i really just stayed away from it and a lot of alcohol in general. Im a vacation drinker at the absolute most lol. only a few times a year, but since this the real confessions thread i guess ill say that I guess i never got into the habit of drinking alcohol semi-regularly because I can have an addictive personality and id rather not start forming certain behavioral patterns the involve me consuming alcohol. i would be scared to see an alcoholic version of myself because yall already i'd turn up way too fuckin much lol

im the same way will, i develop habits super quick so it's probably for the best that i stay away from boozing. my dad's an alcoholic and he has a bunch of boozers in his family. ive heard it runs in families. i dont think it's specific to any one drug tho, i think it's the addictive personality thing. or maybe we're a bunch of pussies, who knows...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on December 26, 2014, 12:33:05 AM

i ruthlessly beat myself up in my head everyday for inconsequential things. makes my life hell for a couple hours a day usually, sometimes more and sometimes less.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uncle Guss on December 27, 2014, 07:10:08 AM

Wondering why i fear failure so much that it fucks with almost every aspect of my life. Makes me too much of a bitch to do anything cause i dont wanna fail/be rejected/whatever. Makes it hard to try and get help or confide in others cause that would be admitting some kind of failure in a way. idk im just beat

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on December 27, 2014, 07:16:22 AM

Quote from: nice_guy_2 on December 26, 2014, 12:45:55 AM

my life- bitches say whats up, ain't shit paper stacking chillin in the TRAP

word life playa. word is bond. pound.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on December 27, 2014, 01:46:43 PM

A couple days ago I ended by myself with a girl because everyone left the area except her. I ran out of things to say after about a minute and walked away. I've been wanting to die again since that. Fuck, I hate social interaction. I need cheat cards with subjects and questions to talk about or else I'm going to bore every girl with silence.

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Post by: hufs calve muscles on December 27, 2014, 02:17:20 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 27, 2014, 01:46:43 PM

A couple days ago I ended by myself with a girl because everyone left the area except her. I ran out of things to say after about a minute and walked away. I've been wanting to die again since that. Fuck, I hate social interaction. I need cheat cards with subjects and questions to talk about or else I'm going to bore every girl with silence.

You need drugs. Girls love drugs. Hence they will like you about 89% better

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on December 27, 2014, 02:53:05 PM

I've got marijuana. Should I wear a hat or perhaps some sort of socks with marijuana on them? Whoever thinks of that first is going to be rich!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on December 27, 2014, 03:45:10 PM

been on bronchitis for the past few days. got my steroids antiobiotics kit so hopefully i'm back on that road to health and wealth but for a minute shit was kinda scary. going to get my script, had to stop every 20-50 feet for air, doing the old man shuffle.
i'm not sure there's any 'good way' to waste away but respiratory illness may be the worst.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on December 27, 2014, 06:24:11 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 27, 2014, 02:53:05 PM

I've got marijuana. Should I wear a hat or perhaps some sort of socks with marijuana on them? Whoever thinks of that first is going to be rich!

he meant to say "bitches love coke" which is the truth. i've never gotten laid with just marijuana but i've gotten laid with coke, k, LSD, molly, alcohol, that type of deal. even if they don't do the drugs with you they'll love that you're "different" and/or chatty because of them. it sounds really sleazy, but i've found that that's just the way life works. probably why i haven't been laid in a while. i did recently find a chick that wants to fuck me that doesn't do drugs or know that i do as far as i can tell but she's really lame. like really. like goes to church and is a nymphomaniac and maybe overweight lame. she's gotta be hotter than a fucking kettle to be able to convert me to jesus!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on December 27, 2014, 07:55:24 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on December 27, 2014, 03:45:10 PM

been on bronchitis for the past few days. got my steroids antiobiotics kit so hopefully i'm back on that road to health and wealth but for a minute shit was kinda scary. going to get my script, had to stop every 20-50 feet for air, doing the old man shuffle.
i'm not sure there's any 'good way' to waste away but respiratory illness may be the worst.

How old are you? Oh my gid that fucking sucks. Hang in there, I had a friend in high School who had bronchitis, it was no joke

- Me : Im sick a s a fucking dog, had to go into work at my day job, had to stand up to the managers before getting my check, basically I have 24 hours to give them evidence as to why I was absent for the sickness, (The managers didnt get my calls or messages for some reason) or I'm canned. Bullshit because I already threatened to appeal to corporate and the presiden personally. They are pulling a bunch of shit. The only reason why I'm fighting to keep the motherfucker is because I need to money over until June to make sure my revenue is coming in.   Im sick, but Im in starbucks in Queens working on my business, I think the fresh air is helping me, that along with foicusing on my goals and the tylonel I bought

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on December 27, 2014, 11:43:17 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 27, 2014, 01:46:43 PM

A couple days ago I ended by myself with a girl because everyone left the area except her. I ran out of things to say after about a minute and walked away. I've been wanting to die again since that. Fuck, I hate social interaction. I need cheat cards with subjects and questions to talk about or else I'm going to bore every girl with silence.

THAT IS THE WORST APPROACH OMG YOU DID IT TO YOURSELF, LOVE THYSELF OTHERWISE.............

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on December 28, 2014, 02:54:08 PM

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been on bronchitis for the past few days. got my steroids antiobiotics kit so hopefully i'm back on that road to health and wealth but for a minute shit was kinda scary. going to get my script, had to stop every 20-50 feet for air, doing the old man shuffle.
i'm not sure there's any 'good way' to waste away but respiratory illness may be the worst.

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How old are you? Oh my gid that fucking sucks. Hang in there, I had a friend in high School who had bronchitis, it was no joke

- Me : Im sick a s a fucking dog, had to go into work at my day job, had to stand up to the managers before getting my check, basically I have 24 hours to give them evidence as to why I was absent for the sickness, (The managers didnt get my calls or messages for some reason) or I'm canned. Bullshit because I already threatened to appeal to corporate and the presiden personally. They are pulling a bunch of shit. The only reason why I'm fighting to keep the motherfucker is because I need to money over until June to make sure my revenue is coming in.   Im sick, but Im in starbucks in Queens working on my business, I think the fresh air is helping me, that along with foicusing on my goals and the tylonel I bought

be 38 in a month or so. frickin been dealing w/ this shit since i lived in the south and for a while i blamed it on down there but guess it's stuck w/ me now.
hope you heal up and keep your job.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on December 30, 2014, 11:03:05 AM

In my ongoing effort to socialize myself, I've started a meetup.com group. The group is for bar trivia. I don't know what I'm hoping for, but I do know that my anxiety is going through the roof. I'm scared no one is going to join me and even more scared if someone actually does. I'm having really hard time thinking of anything else. I can't back out now because I already paid. Fuck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on December 30, 2014, 11:39:49 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 30, 2014, 11:03:05 AM

In my ongoing effort to socialize myself, I've started a meetup.com group. The group is for bar trivia. I don't know what I'm hoping for, but I do know that my anxiety is going through the roof. I'm scared no one is going to join me and even more scared if someone actually does. I'm having really hard time thinking of anything else. I can't back out now because I already paid. Fuck.

I actually tried looking just in case you were in my area. Where is your meetup by the way?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on December 30, 2014, 01:53:56 PM

I was tracer

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Post by: nice_guy_2 on December 30, 2014, 02:17:14 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 30, 2014, 11:03:05 AM

In my ongoing effort to socialize myself, I've started a meetup.com group. The group is for bar trivia. I don't know what I'm hoping for, but I do know that my anxiety is going through the roof. I'm scared no one is going to join me and even more scared if someone actually does. I'm having really hard time thinking of anything else. I can't back out now because I already paid. Fuck.

the solution to your problems is with you, you just need to concentrate and focus... it requires EFFORT...

CHANGE WHAT YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT emotions are experienced due to thought patterns (thinking), change these thought patterns and your experiences will change. (ITS THAT SIMPLE....NOT EASY BUT SIMPLE......)

CAUSE and EFFECThttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Causality] [url]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Causality (http://[url)[/url]

and none of this i cant bullshit, you CAN..... IF YOU BELIEVE YOU CAN... happiness is there if you want it badly enough....tbh..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on December 30, 2014, 02:44:24 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 30, 2014, 11:03:05 AM

In my ongoing effort to socialize myself, I've started a meetup.com group. The group is for bar trivia. I don't know what I'm hoping for, but I do know that my anxiety is going through the roof. I'm scared no one is going to join me and even more scared if someone actually does. I'm having really hard time thinking of anything else. I can't back out now because I already paid. Fuck.

G33k fuck yea man, youll feel better for trying either way i think, bring a fatty and if you get chattin to a lady and its cool ask her if shed be into a cheeky toke!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on December 30, 2014, 02:48:05 PM

nice guy2 really is a nice guy^
haven't gone skate for a month
ain't get outta bed for 4 days straight
haven't done dope w/ anyone
if i did i'd still be outta dope today

nah i exaggerate ever so slightly but it's been a depressing winter. haven't skated my strip mall in so long i might not be the mayor anymore. did ricky o get impeached when he did time in australia? i dont even have a cool story about whacking some cunt w/ a pool cue, just been staying indoors and growing fungi in my lungi.
fingers crossed for a dece new year, jim and dan and rusty coming over, i hope. we might hafta get jammed and hang out at honey farms for broads to kiss at midnight.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on December 30, 2014, 03:31:26 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on December 30, 2014, 02:48:05 PM

nice guy2 really is a nice guy^
haven't gone skate for a month
ain't get outta bed for 4 days straight
haven't done dope w/ anyone
if i did i'd still be outta dope today

nah i exaggerate ever so slightly but it's been a depressing winter. haven't skated my strip mall in so long i might not be the mayor anymore. did ricky o get impeached when he did time in australia? i dont even have a cool story about whacking some cunt w/ a pool cue, just been staying indoors and growing fungi in my lungi.
fingers crossed for a dece new year, jim and dan and rusty coming over, i hope. we might hafta get jammed and hang out at honey farms for broads to kiss at midnight.

Ja'monit!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paco Supreme on December 30, 2014, 10:58:42 PM

Been invited to a new years party by a friend, haven't seen her in a year or so, kinda dreading going all the way out there, my anxiety has been kicked up ever since i took time off work, i'm thinking fuck it just go and if things get bad sneak out and head home

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on December 31, 2014, 02:11:52 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 27, 2014, 02:53:05 PM

I've got marijuana. Should I wear a hat or perhaps some sort of socks with marijuana on them? Whoever thinks of that first is going to be rich!

Coke. Try and get really good coke.

Try and take ger attention of shit and feed her big lines and you small ones (notorious coke dick)

Weed is better for fucking but she doesn't want normal Joe weed dick.

Or give her a shot if she's down and dive in

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on December 31, 2014, 02:37:41 AM

Quote from: straight on December 30, 2014, 01:53:56 PM

I was tracer

a bold confession

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Post by: Prince Nelson on December 31, 2014, 08:34:25 AM

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I was tracer

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a bold confession

extremely bold. we'll need to see some proof.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on December 31, 2014, 11:40:07 AM

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In my ongoing effort to socialize myself, I've started a meetup.com group. The group is for bar trivia. I don't know what I'm hoping for, but I do know that my anxiety is going through the roof. I'm scared no one is going to join me and even more scared if someone actually does. I'm having really hard time thinking of anything else. I can't back out now because I already paid. Fuck.

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I actually tried looking just in case you were in my area. Where is your meetup by the way?

San Diego. Thanks for the vote of confidence guys. Also, if  I had access to coke, I don't know that I would feel comfortable with it. Then again, this is about overcoming my boundaries.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on December 31, 2014, 01:44:59 PM

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In my ongoing effort to socialize myself, I've started a meetup.com group. The group is for bar trivia. I don't know what I'm hoping for, but I do know that my anxiety is going through the roof. I'm scared no one is going to join me and even more scared if someone actually does. I'm having really hard time thinking of anything else. I can't back out now because I already paid. Fuck.

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I actually tried looking just in case you were in my area. Where is your meetup by the way?

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San Diego. Thanks for the vote of confidence guys. Also, if  I had access to coke, I don't know that I would feel comfortable with it. Then again, this is about overcoming my boundaries.

Fuck I would love to play bar trivia.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prince Nelson on December 31, 2014, 02:16:50 PM

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In my ongoing effort to socialize myself, I've started a meetup.com group. The group is for bar trivia. I don't know what I'm hoping for, but I do know that my anxiety is going through the roof. I'm scared no one is going to join me and even more scared if someone actually does. I'm having really hard time thinking of anything else. I can't back out now because I already paid. Fuck.

[close]

I actually tried looking just in case you were in my area. Where is your meetup by the way?

[close]

San Diego. Thanks for the vote of confidence guys. Also, if  I had access to coke, I don't know that I would feel comfortable with it. Then again, this is about overcoming my boundaries.

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Fuck I would love to play bar trivia.

I'd do bar trivia too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on December 31, 2014, 08:07:44 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on December 30, 2014, 02:48:05 PM

nice guy2 really is a nice guy^
haven't gone skate for a month
ain't get outta bed for 4 days straight
haven't done dope w/ anyone
if i did i'd still be outta dope today

nice guy is kind of positive/negative

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mr. Lono on January 01, 2015, 03:27:16 AM

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I've got marijuana. Should I wear a hat or perhaps some sort of socks with marijuana on them? Whoever thinks of that first is going to be rich!

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Coke. Try and get really good coke.

Try and take ger attention of shit and feed her big lines and you small ones (notorious coke dick)

Weed is better for fucking but she doesn't want normal Joe weed dick.

Or give her a shot if she's down and dive in

This made me laugh really fuckin hard. Hard enough to disrupt my neighbors snoring for half a second.
normal joe weed dick haaaaaa

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IanBZHD on January 02, 2015, 11:40:55 AM

I just graduated (december) with a mechanical engineering degree from a satellite campus of Purdue, although my GPA is pretty bad, around a 2.5. I don't have experience, no interships, nothing. So now I've been stressing about being a man and getting a job so much that I've been putting it off.

I'm self conscious about my GPA, and feel like I won't be able to find a job. I understand I was lucky enough to go to college so I don't want to bitch, but my lack of motivation is scaring me. Anybody an engineer on here that has advice? Or just an older Pal that has experience with the real world?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Kolostrum on January 02, 2015, 01:27:11 PM

Quote from: IanBZHD on January 02, 2015, 11:40:55 AM

I just graduated (december) with a mechanical engineering degree from a satellite campus of Purdue, although my GPA is pretty bad, around a 2.5. I don't have experience, no interships, nothing. So now I've been stressing about being a man and getting a job so much that I've been putting it off.

I'm self conscious about my GPA, and feel like I won't be able to find a job. I understand I was lucky enough to go to college so I don't want to bitch, but my lack of motivation is scaring me. Anybody an engineer on here that has advice? Or just an older Pal that has experience with the real world?

Check out this link, it may provide the answers you're looking for.

http://www.city-data.com/forum/colleges-universities/1449768-just-finished-engineering-degree-rather-low.html (http://www.city-data.com/forum/colleges-universities/1449768-just-finished-engineering-degree-rather-low.html)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on January 02, 2015, 01:52:12 PM

Quote from: IanBZHD on January 02, 2015, 11:40:55 AM

I just graduated (december) with a mechanical engineering degree from a satellite campus of Purdue, although my GPA is pretty bad, around a 2.5. I don't have experience, no interships, nothing. So now I've been stressing about being a man and getting a job so much that I've been putting it off.

I'm self conscious about my GPA, and feel like I won't be able to find a job. I understand I was lucky enough to go to college so I don't want to bitch, but my lack of motivation is scaring me. Anybody an engineer on here that has advice? Or just an older Pal that has experience with the real world?

I can relate to the first job jitters. I graduated with an ok-but-no-so-ok GPA with a BA for graphic design. I was never one of the students who had their work praised much. I was really good at some stuff in a narrow field and not so with everything else so finding a job doing what I really wanted right after college was very difficult to pull off. I somehow got a freelance job at a boutique shop in the downtown area that was lowkey and then I got a temporary but real, 9-5 job. After finishing at the second job last January I was much more confident in my ability  as I suspect you will be after your first job. It will be scary but so is skateboarding till you try it and make it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IanBZHD on January 02, 2015, 08:04:00 PM

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I just graduated (december) with a mechanical engineering degree from a satellite campus of Purdue, although my GPA is pretty bad, around a 2.5. I don't have experience, no interships, nothing. So now I've been stressing about being a man and getting a job so much that I've been putting it off.

I'm self conscious about my GPA, and feel like I won't be able to find a job. I understand I was lucky enough to go to college so I don't want to bitch, but my lack of motivation is scaring me. Anybody an engineer on here that has advice? Or just an older Pal that has experience with the real world?

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I can relate to the first job jitters. I graduated with an ok-but-no-so-ok GPA with a BA for graphic design. I was never one of the students who had their work praised much. I was really good at some stuff in a narrow field and not so with everything else so finding a job doing what I really wanted right after college was very difficult to pull off. I somehow got a freelance job at a boutique shop in the downtown area that was lowkey and then I got a temporary but real, 9-5 job. After finishing at the second job last January I was much more confident in my ability  as I suspect you will be after your first job. It will be scary but so is skateboarding till you try it and make it.

I don't know how to double quote on here, but thanks so much to Kolostrum and Natek! I appreciate the help/advice, I'm sure everybody, good GPA or not, is scared right after college about finding a job.

I'll check out some of the links on those sites, at this point I'm just going to try to make my resume bulletproof and try to make as many connections as I can.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on January 02, 2015, 11:28:36 PM

my friend's sister is fackin incredible... goddamnit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Greg Road on January 02, 2015, 11:48:40 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 27, 2014, 01:46:43 PM

A couple days ago I ended by myself with a girl because everyone left the area except her. I ran out of things to say after about a minute and walked away. I've been wanting to die again since that. Fuck, I hate social interaction. I need cheat cards with subjects and questions to talk about or else I'm going to bore every girl with silence.

Ask questions, that will get her talking. Make some funny comments - see what she laughs at. If you're just trying to get laid then maybe go with what the others are saying - coke, weed, booze - I don't know. If you're trying to get over talking to women, then you need to talk to them more and practice doing it. If you can make a girl laugh, you're golden. You don't need jokes - just be funny and keep them entertained and interested. Asking them questions is usually the way to go, cause it gets them talking - and you'd be hard pressed to find a girl that doesn't want to talk.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: waltercronkite on January 03, 2015, 08:08:47 PM

im starting to enjoy watching girls skate more than boys. I find myself watching the girls skate network channel on youtube and getting hyped to go skate more than i would if i was watching whatever is on thrasher or hellaclips.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on January 03, 2015, 10:09:40 PM

Quote from: waltercronkite on January 03, 2015, 08:08:47 PM

im starting to enjoy watching girls skate more than boys. I find myself watching the girls skate network channel on youtube and getting hyped to go skate more than i would if i was watching whatever is on thrasher or hellaclips.

You sick fuck...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prince Nelson on January 04, 2015, 08:35:59 AM

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im starting to enjoy watching girls skate more than boys. I find myself watching the girls skate network channel on youtube and getting hyped to go skate more than i would if i was watching whatever is on thrasher or hellaclips.

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You sick fuck...

maybe he can identify with their skill level a bit better?

I really love watching Nora Vasconcellos, but she really rips on transition.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on January 04, 2015, 10:29:58 AM

Quote from: The Artist Formerly Known As Prince on January 04, 2015, 08:35:59 AM

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im starting to enjoy watching girls skate more than boys. I find myself watching the girls skate network channel on youtube and getting hyped to go skate more than i would if i was watching whatever is on thrasher or hellaclips.

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You sick fuck...

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maybe he can identify with their skill level a bit better?

I really love watching Nora Vasconcellos, but she really rips on transition.

Are you saying females aren't as good at skateboarding? I think you just did...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prince Nelson on January 04, 2015, 01:08:24 PM

Quote from: Nallid on January 04, 2015, 10:29:58 AM

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im starting to enjoy watching girls skate more than boys. I find myself watching the girls skate network channel on youtube and getting hyped to go skate more than i would if i was watching whatever is on thrasher or hellaclips.

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You sick fuck...

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maybe he can identify with their skill level a bit better?

I really love watching Nora Vasconcellos, but she really rips on transition.

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Are you saying females aren't as good at skateboarding? I think you just did...

I think I just did too. Though I didn't really mean that in an offensive way. I should probably stop while I'm behind.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: waltercronkite on January 04, 2015, 01:33:50 PM

I just like the clips the girlsskatenetwork puts out. It just seems like they are all chilling, skating and being goofy. And ya their skill level although higher than mine is much more relatable.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on January 04, 2015, 01:44:31 PM

Quote from: waltercronkite on January 04, 2015, 01:33:50 PM

I just like the clips the girlsskatenetwork puts out. It just seems like they are all chilling, skating and being goofy. And ya their skill level although higher than mine is much more relatable.

i watch those too. haven't in a while but i'll go through little stages where i watch a bunch. semaria brevard is really good. she reminds me of 'lady of rage'.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 05, 2015, 10:24:43 AM

Quote from: abudabi on January 02, 2015, 11:28:36 PM

my friend's sister is fackin incredible... goddamnit.

go for it. i dated my friends sister. he wasnt my best friend by any means, and i dont know if i couldve done it if it were one of my better friends, but i dont regret it at all. if youre not sure if you should make a move, ask your self if he would try to make a move on your hot sister if you had one. if the answer is yes, shes fair game.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skateboardnorth on January 05, 2015, 04:40:16 PM

Quote from: abudabi on January 02, 2015, 11:28:36 PM

my friend's sister is fackin incredible... goddamnit.

It would be a good idea to talk to your buddy about it first if you decide to make a move.  I lucked out recently...my friend's sister is hot but I didn't want to go down that road and lose my good friend.  We were hanging out recently talking about girls and he goes "you know who think you are really hot?...my sister."  He even said that he wouldn't mind if I dated her because he knows I would treat her good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stoeipoes on January 05, 2015, 06:04:57 PM

Today I skated for the first time in 2015. Rarely skated last december because of my ankle too. It was freezing cold here in amsterdam and we skated underneath a roof because the ground was wet. Skating some flatground and I hardly had any fun. I even got a bit bummed because I couldn't do shit anymore and had no confidence on my board and smashed a chip in my board. I felt so dumb and so stupid because I still get mad at skateboarding at the age of 26..   I didn't yell or act like a total idiot or something but to start skateboarding in 2015 like this is pretty fucking stupid.

Tomorrow after work i'm going to find a dry place and skate with some friends hopefully and have fun. Getting a clean sheet, I really want to.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 05, 2015, 07:05:57 PM

I think I can talk about sex on this forum because I don't see you guys in real life. I want to talk about it with my therapist/psychiatrist/group, but I can't because it's embarrassing and uncomfortable. Not embarrassing because I'm a virgin, but because the idea of sex bothers me so much. Uncomfortable because talking about sex with platonic relationships is weird. I constantly think to myself why am I so caught up on such a petty thing? It's just another stupid urge I can't get away from. I desperately don't want to be preoccupied by it and that in turn probably moves it to the forefront of my mind. Sometimes I think if I had it just once I would care about it much less. I know libido doesn't work that way though. I get so depressed when I see porn because it's an experience I'll never have. Jealous when I think about other people being active because I'll never be that intimate with another person. This triggers other thoughts of failure which throw me into a further depression. Thoughts like, "I deserve to be lonely", and "I'll never not be a loser". It just fucking hurts and I'm so embarrassed and disgusted with myself that it effects me so. There are far more important things in life for me to be concerned with. I'm embarrassed of this post.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on January 05, 2015, 07:12:48 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 05, 2015, 07:05:57 PM

I think I can talk about sex on this forum because I don't see you guys in real life. I want to talk about it with my therapist/psychiatrist/group, but I can't because it's embarrassing and uncomfortable. Not embarrassing because I'm a virgin, but because the idea of sex bothers me so much. Uncomfortable because talking about sex with platonic relationships is weird. I constantly think to myself why am I so caught up on such a petty thing? It's just another stupid urge I can't get away from. I desperately don't want to be preoccupied by it and that in turn probably moves it to the forefront of my mind. Sometimes I think if I had it just once I would care about it much less. I know libido doesn't work that way though. I get so depressed when I see porn because it's an experience I'll never have. Jealous when I think about other people being active because I'll never be that intimate with another person. This triggers other thoughts of failure which throw me into a further depression. Thoughts like, "I deserve to be lonely", and "I'll never not be a loser". It just fucking hurts and I'm so embarrassed and disgusted with myself that it effects me so. There are far more important things in life for me to be concerned with. I'm embarrassed of this post.

this is prolly horrible advice but back when i was fulltime drunk i usedta get laid a lot more. maybe not as much as i thought i would but like if you're all the time being a fuckup your chances go up and if you're drunk it ain't so awkward. i burned so many bridges and ruined a bunch of relationships but i got pussy before lighting some of the bridges. maybe try that?
then when you give up drinking everyone thinks you conquered cancer or fuckin bolivia. alls i did was stop doing one of my bad behaviors, nothing heroic there but people are stoked for ya.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Stoeipoes on January 06, 2015, 03:14:27 AM

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I think I can talk about sex on this forum because I don't see you guys in real life. I want to talk about it with my therapist/psychiatrist/group, but I can't because it's embarrassing and uncomfortable. Not embarrassing because I'm a virgin, but because the idea of sex bothers me so much. Uncomfortable because talking about sex with platonic relationships is weird. I constantly think to myself why am I so caught up on such a petty thing? It's just another stupid urge I can't get away from. I desperately don't want to be preoccupied by it and that in turn probably moves it to the forefront of my mind. Sometimes I think if I had it just once I would care about it much less. I know libido doesn't work that way though. I get so depressed when I see porn because it's an experience I'll never have. Jealous when I think about other people being active because I'll never be that intimate with another person. This triggers other thoughts of failure which throw me into a further depression. Thoughts like, "I deserve to be lonely", and "I'll never not be a loser". It just fucking hurts and I'm so embarrassed and disgusted with myself that it effects me so. There are far more important things in life for me to be concerned with. I'm embarrassed of this post.

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this is prolly horrible advice but back when i was fulltime drunk i usedta get laid a lot more. maybe not as much as i thought i would but like if you're all the time being a fuckup your chances go up and if you're drunk it ain't so awkward. i burned so many bridges and ruined a bunch of relationships but i got pussy before lighting some of the bridges. maybe try that?
then when you give up drinking everyone thinks you conquered cancer or fuckin bolivia. alls i did was stop doing one of my bad behaviors, nothing heroic there but people are stoked for ya.

Conquering Bolivia!

(http://img3.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20110412075925/marvel_dc/images/3/37/Bolivia_01.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on January 06, 2015, 08:50:27 AM

Quote from: Stoeipoes on January 05, 2015, 06:04:57 PM

Today I skated for the first time in 2015. Rarely skated last december because of my ankle too. It was freezing cold here in amsterdam and we skated underneath a roof because the ground was wet. Skating some flatground and I hardly had any fun. I even got a bit bummed because I couldn't do shit anymore and had no confidence on my board and smashed a chip in my board. I felt so dumb and so stupid because I still get mad at skateboarding at the age of 26..   I didn't yell or act like a total idiot or something but to start skateboarding in 2015 like this is pretty fucking stupid.

Tomorrow after work i'm going to find a dry place and skate with some friends hopefully and have fun. Getting a clean sheet, I really want to.

Good luck man!

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 05, 2015, 07:05:57 PM

I think I can talk about sex on this forum because I don't see you guys in real life. I want to talk about it with my therapist/psychiatrist/group, but I can't because it's embarrassing and uncomfortable. Not embarrassing because I'm a virgin, but because the idea of sex bothers me so much. Uncomfortable because talking about sex with platonic relationships is weird. I constantly think to myself why am I so caught up on such a petty thing? It's just another stupid urge I can't get away from. I desperately don't want to be preoccupied by it and that in turn probably moves it to the forefront of my mind. Sometimes I think if I had it just once I would care about it much less. I know libido doesn't work that way though. I get so depressed when I see porn because it's an experience I'll never have. Jealous when I think about other people being active because I'll never be that intimate with another person. This triggers other thoughts of failure which throw me into a further depression. Thoughts like, "I deserve to be lonely", and "I'll never not be a loser". It just fucking hurts and I'm so embarrassed and disgusted with myself that it effects me so. There are far more important things in life for me to be concerned with. I'm embarrassed of this post.

I know it's hard (haha) but hang out with your friends and just skate. Maybe ask them to bring girls around that are single. Not for you to get laid but just for you to be around them. Maybe that will help. Don't worry about your virginity. I had mine till I was 18 and it was messing with me cause I was convinced no one I went to school with was which is totally unrealistic but it did get to me. Once you lose your virginity not much will be different but you will feel different. Don't forget when you do that you tell the girl you're with that you're a virgin. You don't want to offend her into leaving before you guys are done.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on January 06, 2015, 09:20:50 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 05, 2015, 07:05:57 PM

I think I can talk about sex on this forum because I don't see you guys in real life. I want to talk about it with my therapist/psychiatrist/group, but I can't because it's embarrassing and uncomfortable. Not embarrassing because I'm a virgin, but because the idea of sex bothers me so much. Uncomfortable because talking about sex with platonic relationships is weird. I constantly think to myself why am I so caught up on such a petty thing? It's just another stupid urge I can't get away from. I desperately don't want to be preoccupied by it and that in turn probably moves it to the forefront of my mind. Sometimes I think if I had it just once I would care about it much less. I know libido doesn't work that way though. I get so depressed when I see porn because it's an experience I'll never have. Jealous when I think about other people being active because I'll never be that intimate with another person. This triggers other thoughts of failure which throw me into a further depression. Thoughts like, "I deserve to be lonely", and "I'll never not be a loser". It just fucking hurts and I'm so embarrassed and disgusted with myself that it effects me so. There are far more important things in life for me to be concerned with. I'm embarrassed of this post.

dude the more you say shit like "ill never do this" or "I'm a loser" the more you're just gonna find reasons to confirm that to yourself. nigga you still probably 10x better off than someone like you who doesn't even have some popular internet persona to vent to or anything like that. What exactly makes you think you deserve to be lonely? its not like you have a terrible attitude and do other people wrong on the regular. you might be a little weird and have your quirks but we all do. You're just not giving yourself the right to be happy. there really aint nothing I can say now that i haven't before but seriously...if all you're gonna do is tell yourself that you suck 24/7, then obviously you're gonna reap what you sow. its not like you're a total asshole dude, you just don't give yourself enough opportunity to even try to get the things you want. before sex you need to just work on general social skills n shit like that. you're never gonna be happy with anything until you're happy with yourself. you could fuck a girl right now and it'd be a great experience n all that but 2 weeks later you would find yourself in this same cycle because your mentality is what's setting you up for failure. You're your own biggest hater. you wouldn't even treat someone else the same way you treat yourself. you need to start LOVING yourself and be glad about the things you DO have and be appreciative that you even have a voice on here that people listen to. you may feel lonely a lot of the time but you're not truly alone in the sense that absolutely no one knows or cares about you. before you listen to all these internet nerds who are actually probably in the same boat about all this bullshit about sex, just focus on establishing a good relationship with YOURSELF because you can never truly love someone until you love yourself, and thinking anybody outside of yourself is gonna automatically make you like yourself any more than you do now is a recipe for disaster. It all starts from within man, only you can start to make the change. you need to start talking more positively to yourself and instead of focusing on the negative, be thankful for what you do have and focus your attention things that make you happy. sounds like a bunch of trivial shit that everyone would seem to know but not everyone actually lives it out on a day to day basis. CLEARLY your current thought process isn't giving you the results you want so maybe its time for a different approach. you truly do have a sense of humor and a kind heart and are probably smarter than what you would give yourself credit for. theres absolutely no reason for you to hate yourself as much as you do. forget about what the fuck you THOUGHT you were and start painting that mental picture of yourself that's a lot more satisfying to you, because the more you do that, the more you'll find ways to reinforce it and maybe you'll start to flip that cycle of self-loathing into a cycle of self-development and personal achievement. Don't set some bullshit goal like "ima fuck some chick by next month so i can finally love myself". Start by setting small  goals like "I'm going to make an effort to talk to more people than i usually do this week" and even if you only talk to a couple people or whatever and the results aren't super-life changing you'll still be able to track that progress and gain some more positive momentum. Baby steps man, baby steps.



EDIT: the fact that i even took the time out my day to write all that up and that multiple people have consistently responded to these posts of yours many times over the years should be further confirmation that you are actually a fairly well-liked person when you give yourself a chance.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 06, 2015, 02:28:44 PM

Quote from: @thewilleasley on January 06, 2015, 09:20:50 AM

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I think I can talk about sex on this forum because I don't see you guys in real life. I want to talk about it with my therapist/psychiatrist/group, but I can't because it's embarrassing and uncomfortable. Not embarrassing because I'm a virgin, but because the idea of sex bothers me so much. Uncomfortable because talking about sex with platonic relationships is weird. I constantly think to myself why am I so caught up on such a petty thing? It's just another stupid urge I can't get away from. I desperately don't want to be preoccupied by it and that in turn probably moves it to the forefront of my mind. Sometimes I think if I had it just once I would care about it much less. I know libido doesn't work that way though. I get so depressed when I see porn because it's an experience I'll never have. Jealous when I think about other people being active because I'll never be that intimate with another person. This triggers other thoughts of failure which throw me into a further depression. Thoughts like, "I deserve to be lonely", and "I'll never not be a loser". It just fucking hurts and I'm so embarrassed and disgusted with myself that it effects me so. There are far more important things in life for me to be concerned with. I'm embarrassed of this post.

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dude the more you say shit like "ill never do this" or "I'm a loser" the more you're just gonna find reasons to confirm that to yourself. nigga you still probably 10x better off than someone like you who doesn't even have some popular internet persona to vent to or anything like that. What exactly makes you think you deserve to be lonely? its not like you have a terrible attitude and do other people wrong on the regular. you might be a little weird and have your quirks but we all do. You're just not giving yourself the right to be happy. there really aint nothing I can say now that i haven't before but seriously...if all you're gonna do is tell yourself that you suck 24/7, then obviously you're gonna reap what you sow. its not like you're a total asshole dude, you just don't give yourself enough opportunity to even try to get the things you want. before sex you need to just work on general social skills n shit like that. you're never gonna be happy with anything until you're happy with yourself. you could fuck a girl right now and it'd be a great experience n all that but 2 weeks later you would find yourself in this same cycle because your mentality is what's setting you up for failure. You're your own biggest hater. you wouldn't even treat someone else the same way you treat yourself. you need to start LOVING yourself and be glad about the things you DO have and be appreciative that you even have a voice on here that people listen to. you may feel lonely a lot of the time but you're not truly alone in the sense that absolutely no one knows or cares about you. before you listen to all these internet nerds who are actually probably in the same boat about all this bullshit about sex, just focus on establishing a good relationship with YOURSELF because you can never truly love someone until you love yourself, and thinking anybody outside of yourself is gonna automatically make you like yourself any more than you do now is a recipe for disaster. It all starts from within man, only you can start to make the change. you need to start talking more positively to yourself and instead of focusing on the negative, be thankful for what you do have and focus your attention things that make you happy. sounds like a bunch of trivial shit that everyone would seem to know but not everyone actually lives it out on a day to day basis. CLEARLY your current thought process isn't giving you the results you want so maybe its time for a different approach. you truly do have a sense of humor and a kind heart and are probably smarter than what you would give yourself credit for. theres absolutely no reason for you to hate yourself as much as you do. forget about what the fuck you THOUGHT you were and start painting that mental picture of yourself that's a lot more satisfying to you, because the more you do that, the more you'll find ways to reinforce it and maybe you'll start to flip that cycle of self-loathing into a cycle of self-development and personal achievement. Don't set some bullshit goal like "ima fuck some chick by next month so i can finally love myself". Start by setting small  goals like "I'm going to make an effort to talk to more people than i usually do this week" and even if you only talk to a couple people or whatever and the results aren't super-life changing you'll still be able to track that progress and gain some more positive momentum. Baby steps man, baby steps.



EDIT: the fact that i even took the time out my day to write all that up and that multiple people have consistently responded to these posts of yours many times over the years should be further confirmation that you are actually a fairly well-liked person when you give yourself a chance.

Anything else>will easley rap>will easley skate>will easley advice

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matt. on January 06, 2015, 04:08:07 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 05, 2015, 07:05:57 PM

I think I can talk about sex on this forum because I don't see you guys in real life. I want to talk about it with my therapist/psychiatrist/group, but I can't because it's embarrassing and uncomfortable. Not embarrassing because I'm a virgin, but because the idea of sex bothers me so much. Uncomfortable because talking about sex with platonic relationships is weird. I constantly think to myself why am I so caught up on such a petty thing? It's just another stupid urge I can't get away from. I desperately don't want to be preoccupied by it and that in turn probably moves it to the forefront of my mind. Sometimes I think if I had it just once I would care about it much less. I know libido doesn't work that way though. I get so depressed when I see porn because it's an experience I'll never have. Jealous when I think about other people being active because I'll never be that intimate with another person. This triggers other thoughts of failure which throw me into a further depression. Thoughts like, "I deserve to be lonely", and "I'll never not be a loser". It just fucking hurts and I'm so embarrassed and disgusted with myself that it effects me so. There are far more important things in life for me to be concerned with. I'm embarrassed of this post.

I know it's probably been suggested before, but why not just get a decent hooker? Knock that first time out of the way and get on with it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on January 06, 2015, 04:31:09 PM

Quote from: straight on January 06, 2015, 02:28:44 PM

Anything else>will easley rap>will easley skate>will easley advice

nah.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: waltercronkite on January 06, 2015, 09:58:25 PM

do people seriously still give this kid advice?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on January 06, 2015, 10:15:10 PM

I'm sure we would all kickstarter you a fucking pro from backpage to get this out of your system.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on January 07, 2015, 01:28:50 AM

Quote from: Nallid on January 06, 2015, 10:15:10 PM

I'm sure we would all kickstarter you a fucking pro from backpage to get this out of your system.

remember leetgeek staying in a $5000 hotel room cause of trolling? that'd be funny if this is just one of many forums that he runs amok on and he's lamping in a lexus eating beef, torquing top shelf box and just all around balling outta control via message board philanthropy.
not saying you are, leetgeek but props if so. suave! you are one suave fuck, bin!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prince Nelson on January 07, 2015, 11:11:51 AM

Quote from: Nallid on January 06, 2015, 10:15:10 PM

I'm sure we would all kickstarter you a fucking pro from backpage to get this out of your system.

100% down for this

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on January 07, 2015, 08:24:19 PM

JB and skateboardnorth, i think im pretty much fucked. she has a great personality, looks amazing, smart, even laughs at my dumb jokes. cut like my dream girl. unfortunately her brother is a weirdo like me and we probably wouldnt get along at all if i tried it. hes a good dude, i just cant see it turning out in my favor. id rather keep him as a friend than blow it with both of them. im dying to meet another girl since things went terrible with the last girl i was into. im still about as smart as a doorknob tho. i just laugh.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IanBZHD on January 08, 2015, 12:52:24 PM

Quote from: @thewilleasley on January 06, 2015, 09:20:50 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 05, 2015, 07:05:57 PM

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I think I can talk about sex on this forum because I don't see you guys in real life. I want to talk about it with my therapist/psychiatrist/group, but I can't because it's embarrassing and uncomfortable. Not embarrassing because I'm a virgin, but because the idea of sex bothers me so much. Uncomfortable because talking about sex with platonic relationships is weird. I constantly think to myself why am I so caught up on such a petty thing? It's just another stupid urge I can't get away from. I desperately don't want to be preoccupied by it and that in turn probably moves it to the forefront of my mind. Sometimes I think if I had it just once I would care about it much less. I know libido doesn't work that way though. I get so depressed when I see porn because it's an experience I'll never have. Jealous when I think about other people being active because I'll never be that intimate with another person. This triggers other thoughts of failure which throw me into a further depression. Thoughts like, "I deserve to be lonely", and "I'll never not be a loser". It just fucking hurts and I'm so embarrassed and disgusted with myself that it effects me so. There are far more important things in life for me to be concerned with. I'm embarrassed of this post.

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dude the more you say shit like "ill never do this" or "I'm a loser" the more you're just gonna find reasons to confirm that to yourself. nigga you still probably 10x better off than someone like you who doesn't even have some popular internet persona to vent to or anything like that. What exactly makes you think you deserve to be lonely? its not like you have a terrible attitude and do other people wrong on the regular. you might be a little weird and have your quirks but we all do. You're just not giving yourself the right to be happy. there really aint nothing I can say now that i haven't before but seriously...if all you're gonna do is tell yourself that you suck 24/7, then obviously you're gonna reap what you sow. its not like you're a total asshole dude, you just don't give yourself enough opportunity to even try to get the things you want. before sex you need to just work on general social skills n shit like that. you're never gonna be happy with anything until you're happy with yourself. you could fuck a girl right now and it'd be a great experience n all that but 2 weeks later you would find yourself in this same cycle because your mentality is what's setting you up for failure. You're your own biggest hater. you wouldn't even treat someone else the same way you treat yourself. you need to start LOVING yourself and be glad about the things you DO have and be appreciative that you even have a voice on here that people listen to. you may feel lonely a lot of the time but you're not truly alone in the sense that absolutely no one knows or cares about you. before you listen to all these internet nerds who are actually probably in the same boat about all this bullshit about sex, just focus on establishing a good relationship with YOURSELF because you can never truly love someone until you love yourself, and thinking anybody outside of yourself is gonna automatically make you like yourself any more than you do now is a recipe for disaster. It all starts from within man, only you can start to make the change. you need to start talking more positively to yourself and instead of focusing on the negative, be thankful for what you do have and focus your attention things that make you happy. sounds like a bunch of trivial shit that everyone would seem to know but not everyone actually lives it out on a day to day basis. CLEARLY your current thought process isn't giving you the results you want so maybe its time for a different approach. you truly do have a sense of humor and a kind heart and are probably smarter than what you would give yourself credit for. theres absolutely no reason for you to hate yourself as much as you do. forget about what the fuck you THOUGHT you were and start painting that mental picture of yourself that's a lot more satisfying to you, because the more you do that, the more you'll find ways to reinforce it and maybe you'll start to flip that cycle of self-loathing into a cycle of self-development and personal achievement. Don't set some bullshit goal like "ima fuck some chick by next month so i can finally love myself". Start by setting small  goals like "I'm going to make an effort to talk to more people than i usually do this week" and even if you only talk to a couple people or whatever and the results aren't super-life changing you'll still be able to track that progress and gain some more positive momentum. Baby steps man, baby steps.



EDIT: the fact that i even took the time out my day to write all that up and that multiple people have consistently responded to these posts of yours many times over the years should be further confirmation that you are actually a fairly well-liked person when you give yourself a chance.

Straight up, WillEasley, you're fuckin dope. Seem like a rad dude, you got that positive shit goin.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Early Hokus Pokus on January 09, 2015, 02:40:22 PM

Would love to see Dylan skate to Ariel Pink.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Greg Road on January 10, 2015, 06:12:23 AM

My situation is making me depressed. The winters are too long. I just sit inside all day and work (I work from home). No vitamin D. No moving around. I'm eating like shit and drinking all the time. I'm in rough shape and my stomach hurts all the time. I still love my ex and don't see us getting back together in this life time. I was really sad after we split. 6 years is a long time, and I'm not getting any younger. It was hard and I lost basically everything. I never got depressed about it, just really fucking sad but am starting to feel it now. There's nothing to do where I live. Literally, nothing. All my friends have kids and families and shit now. I need my own place. I have so much credit card debt and can't pay it down. I have my own business with a friend and any money I have goes into that, and it's already hard to really do what I want cause I'm broke. We're so close to it taking off and starting to earn a living from it. I can be patient, I just feel like life is flashing by and I'm stuck in the same place. I don't have the time or energy to feel like this.

I really wanted to turn it around in the new year. I know it's lame but it's a pretty good excuse to at least try and make changes. I always read that February is the real new years for resolutions because people always mess up through January.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pinche gringo on January 10, 2015, 05:02:37 PM

Quote from: Greg Road on January 10, 2015, 06:12:23 AM

My situation is making me depressed. The winters are too long. I just sit inside all day and work (I work from home). No vitamin D. No moving around. I'm eating like shit and drinking all the time. I'm in rough shape and my stomach hurts all the time. I still love my ex and don't see us getting back together in this life time. I was really sad after we split. 6 years is a long time, and I'm not getting any younger. It was hard and I lost basically everything. I never got depressed about it, just really fucking sad but am starting to feel it now. There's nothing to do where I live. Literally, nothing. All my friends have kids and families and shit now. I need my own place. I have so much credit card debt and can't pay it down. I have my own business with a friend and any money I have goes into that, and it's already hard to really do what I want cause I'm broke. We're so close to it taking off and starting to earn a living from it. I can be patient, I just feel like life is flashing by and I'm stuck in the same place. I don't have the time or energy to feel like this.

I really wanted to turn it around in the new year. I know it's lame but it's a pretty good excuse to at least try and make changes. I always read that February is the real new years for resolutions because people always mess up through January.

That sounds pretty heavy. Stay focussed on the things you can control and do your best. It sounds like your business is going in a positive direction, keep that going and hopefully everything else falls in place. Take care.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on January 10, 2015, 07:11:53 PM

yo greg, you should look into cheap healthy replacements for whatever you've been eating. it's a bitch to keep up, but you'll feel better just because your body is running on better fuel. i go through patches of pure misery, and eating better never fails to help me out. if you arent sure about what to eat, the internet has tons of shit. just keep it simple. buy a bunch of apples and force yourself to eat them instead of your usual snack.
smile when you can. shit's hard. keep your head up man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prince Nelson on January 10, 2015, 08:20:39 PM

Quote from: abudabi on January 10, 2015, 07:11:53 PM

yo greg, you should look into cheap healthy replacements for whatever you've been eating. it's a bitch to keep up, but you'll feel better just because your body is running on better fuel. i go through patches of pure misery, and eating better never fails to help me out. if you arent sure about what to eat, the internet has tons of shit. just keep it simple. buy a bunch of apples and force yourself to eat them instead of your usual snack.
smile when you can. shit's hard. keep your head up man.

an apple a day keeps the doctor away. throw in some good peanut butter and you've got a happy, healthy snack.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 10, 2015, 08:22:45 PM

Quote from: abudabi on January 10, 2015, 07:11:53 PM

yo greg, you should look into cheap healthy replacements for whatever you've been eating. it's a bitch to keep up, but you'll feel better just because your body is running on better fuel. i go through patches of pure misery, and eating better never fails to help me out. if you arent sure about what to eat, the internet has tons of shit. just keep it simple. buy a bunch of apples and force yourself to eat them instead of your usual snack.
smile when you can. shit's hard. keep your head up man.

Abudabi leetgeek and Tobey should have a threesome

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on January 10, 2015, 09:08:33 PM

i like how you keep making posts bitching at me but ive never said anything to you. pretty cool.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on January 10, 2015, 09:15:37 PM

Quote from: straight on January 10, 2015, 08:22:45 PM

Abudabi leetgeek and Tobey should have a threesome

You act like that wouldn't be fun

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Greg Road on January 11, 2015, 11:57:39 AM

Thanks for the input dudes. I've been trying to eat better and did some push ups today haha - I'm feeling a bit better already.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on January 11, 2015, 12:14:48 PM

good call on the pushups, physical activity makes people feel good. even it's just walking around or something.
i havent been doing much physical activity because of bad weather and ive been feeling shittier just from a week or so of not skating. it's kinda crazy how dramatically it effects people.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 11, 2015, 12:51:25 PM

Quote from: abudabi on January 11, 2015, 12:14:48 PM

good call on the pushups, physical activity makes people feel good. even it's just walking around or something.
i havent been doing much physical activity because of bad weather and ive been feeling shittier just from a week or so of not skating. it's kinda crazy how dramatically it affects people.

ur welcome

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on January 11, 2015, 01:37:40 PM

cool man. i dont understand why youre following me around on here but im not going to aknowledge you any more because you seem like a shitty person.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 11, 2015, 02:20:03 PM

Quote from: abudabi on January 11, 2015, 01:37:40 PM

cool man. i dont understand why youre following me around on here but im not going to aknowledge you any more because you seem like a shitty person.

Pulp Fiction - "Shit Negro, That's All You Had to Say" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_IXzU-lnLU#)

also this...

What a fuck are you doing here? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lQHga-fQCk#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on January 11, 2015, 02:54:37 PM

that 2nd clip was great. what a fuck were they both doin there?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 11, 2015, 03:41:57 PM

What movie is that second clip from?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 11, 2015, 03:46:53 PM

Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels. You've seen Snatch right? Guy Ritchie... This one is even better!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 11, 2015, 05:39:17 PM

Just wrote a novel of a post. Deleted the whole thing. Fuck everything.  :(

Thanks for caring everyone. Most of you are very good people.  :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on January 11, 2015, 08:41:44 PM

I can't believe that I might be semi-addicted to something or other.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on January 11, 2015, 11:18:59 PM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on January 11, 2015, 08:41:44 PM

I can't believe that I might be semi-addicted to something or other.

Cigarettes? Alcohol? Cigarettes and alcohol? Crack? SLAP forums?



I joined some schizophrenia support groups on Facebook to learn more about my disorder, but I just ended up making friends with all the psychos instead. Pretty excited to have some new and eccentric friends.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ben shraider on January 12, 2015, 03:16:54 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 05, 2015, 07:05:57 PM

I think I can talk about sex on this forum because I don't see you guys in real life. I want to talk about it with my therapist/psychiatrist/group, but I can't because it's embarrassing and uncomfortable. Not embarrassing because I'm a virgin, but because the idea of sex bothers me so much. Uncomfortable because talking about sex with platonic relationships is weird. I constantly think to myself why am I so caught up on such a petty thing? It's just another stupid urge I can't get away from. I desperately don't want to be preoccupied by it and that in turn probably moves it to the forefront of my mind. Sometimes I think if I had it just once I would care about it much less. I know libido doesn't work that way though. I get so depressed when I see porn because it's an experience I'll never have. Jealous when I think about other people being active because I'll never be that intimate with another person. This triggers other thoughts of failure which throw me into a further depression. Thoughts like, "I deserve to be lonely", and "I'll never not be a loser". It just fucking hurts and I'm so embarrassed and disgusted with myself that it effects me so. There are far more important things in life for me to be concerned with. I'm embarrassed of this post.

Go fuck a hooker. That could make you less afraid of having sex

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on January 14, 2015, 10:27:50 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 11, 2015, 05:39:17 PM

Just wrote a novel of a post. Deleted the whole thing. Fuck everything.  :(

Thanks for caring everyone. Most of you are very good people.  :)

I think you gotta just take care of yourself and sex or romance will come when you're not focused on it or not specifically looking for it. It's aggravating to hear but it's usually how it works out for me. Scared money don't make no money. Skate more! Fuck shit up burn shit down.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prince Nelson on January 14, 2015, 11:26:00 AM

Quote from: Wizard Fight on January 14, 2015, 10:27:50 AM

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Just wrote a novel of a post. Deleted the whole thing. Fuck everything.  :(

Thanks for caring everyone. Most of you are very good people.  :)

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I think you gotta just take care of yourself and sex or romance will come when you're not focused on it or not specifically looking for it. It's aggravating to hear but it's usually how it works out for me. Scared money don't make no money. Skate more! Fuck shit up burn shit down.

That's how it's worked out for me. Relationships find you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 14, 2015, 01:57:29 PM

Quote from: The Artist Formerly Known As Prince on January 14, 2015, 11:26:00 AM

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Just wrote a novel of a post. Deleted the whole thing. Fuck everything.  :(

Thanks for caring everyone. Most of you are very good people.  :)

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I think you gotta just take care of yourself and sex or romance will come when you're not focused on it or not specifically looking for it. It's aggravating to hear but it's usually how it works out for me. Scared money don't make no money. Skate more! Fuck shit up burn shit down.

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That's how it's worked out for me. Relationships find you.

and if they dont:

Quote from: Wizard Fight on January 14, 2015, 10:27:50 AM

Fuck shit up burn shit down.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on January 16, 2015, 12:00:02 PM

Last night I got hammered, ordered a pair of DC Lynx and a copy of mosiac off ebay. I also downloaded 2 Migos mixtapes.
(http://i3.kym-cdn.com/entries/icons/original/000/013/292/tumblr_lz376laNSq1qaygy7o1_500.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 16, 2015, 12:38:49 PM

Quote from: Nallid on January 16, 2015, 12:00:02 PM

Last night I got hammered, ordered a pair of DC Lynx and a copy of mosiac off ebay. I also downloaded 2 Migos mixtapes.
(http://i3.kym-cdn.com/entries/icons/original/000/013/292/tumblr_lz376laNSq1qaygy7o1_500.jpg)

this cracked me up. thats like one of those purchases you tell yourself you regret making, but still obsessively check the tracking every day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on January 16, 2015, 06:58:05 PM

Air gnar to whoever said relationships find you. Do your thing and you will meet someone eventually. You gotta just follow a path and make positive decisions on a daily basis. The wise Bill Burr says that positivity attracts woman. He's right.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on January 17, 2015, 04:41:42 PM

 My girlfriend of 3 years wants to marry me probably. She pretends that she dislikes even the idea of marriage and kids but she obviously lies.
I love her but I dont want to get married and I dont want a family. �This is merely because I come from an unhappy family, I really dont get along with my parents and my sister. And merely because I am a depressed fuck that believes that I would better not bring a child in such a corrupted world. I dont like responsibilities and I dont want neither a wife nor a kid too. However if I would like some it would be with this girl.

 Last night we had a dinner with her boss and her colleagues. It was the first time I had a dinner with serious people around their forties and they sucked bigtime, except maybe a couple who were cool and kinda crazy. People were talking about their jobs and marriages and about going to the gym. Man I dont wanna be like them for sure. We were the younger (me 26 my girl 24). I felt bad for my girl because she wasnt herself trying to impress her boss. On the other hand I was myself, something she was fearing, and it all went well. Actually her boss and colleagues seemed impressed, they were laughing with my jokes and they were impressed with my opinions. They were even impressed when I told them that I skate and I supervise the local skatepark which is almost over. I think that dinner made the things more serious between me and her, just because I impressed her boss and some forty year olds, and made me anxious.

 I cant explain it but in that table I felt like I was the most ripe person. I felt like I was the only one that had his shit together �even though I was the person with the most unstable life with clearly no career plan there. My girl seems to go past the line were "maturity" lies. I havent crossed that line and I dont want to but I dont want to lose her either.


 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on January 17, 2015, 05:20:16 PM

show us a photo of her tits

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prince Nelson on January 17, 2015, 07:12:15 PM

Quote from: Tufty on January 17, 2015, 04:41:42 PM

My girlfriend of 3 years wants to marry me probably. She pretends that she dislikes even the idea of marriage and kids but she obviously lies.
I love her but I dont want to get married and I dont want a family. �This is merely because I come from an unhappy family, I really dont get along with my parents and my sister. And merely because I am a depressed fuck that believes that I would better not bring a child in such a corrupted world. I dont like responsibilities and I dont want neither a wife nor a kid too. However if I would like some it would be with this girl.

 Last night we had a dinner with her boss and her colleagues. It was the first time I had a dinner with serious people around their forties and they sucked bigtime, except maybe a couple who were cool and kinda crazy. People were talking about their jobs and marriages and about going to the gym. Man I dont wanna be like them for sure. We were the younger (me 26 my girl 24). I felt bad for my girl because she wasnt herself trying to impress her boss. On the other hand I was myself, something she was fearing, and it all went well. Actually her boss and colleagues seemed impressed, they were laughing with my jokes and they were impressed with my opinions. They were even impressed when I told them that I skate and I supervise the local skatepark which is almost over. I think that dinner made the things more serious between me and her, just because I impressed her boss and some forty year olds, and made me anxious.

 I cant explain it but in that table I felt like I was the most ripe person. I felt like I was the only one that had his shit together �even though I was the person with the most unstable life with clearly no career plan there. My girl seems to go past the line were "maturity" lies. I havent crossed that line and I dont want to but I dont want to lose her either.


 

I have this problem regularly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on January 17, 2015, 09:01:27 PM

i miss the girl i used to hang out with. i dont hang out with people very much any more and i think it's making me kinda crazy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on January 19, 2015, 06:12:08 AM

Ugh, I'm still reeling from my last serious relationship of almost 2 years . . . (Yeah I know, cry me a rivvvah)   :'(

The past two years have been some, if not, my most self-abusive period; I obviously did not handle it well . . .

Has anyone else had a situation where two people are so similar that it brings them together but also pulls them apart?

Here 2 years later, same place, full circle; Sometimes I wonder if she feels the same way? Probably not, she was stronger than I.

I'm also curious as to the impetus of many's depression, is it something that always took over your world-view or was their a specific moment?

Personally, it's always been a part of me since I was 9-10 years old, but wasn't full blown until I was maybe 14 or 15 (I'm 26 now).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on January 19, 2015, 08:04:39 AM

All these 26 year olds with the mid-twenties crisis in full effect. Hang tight boys, it gets better. This is the time to get your
Game tight. Start to get your health in order. Start to get your career in order. Just do it gradually. You got
Time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on January 19, 2015, 08:25:51 AM

Quote from: paraquat on January 19, 2015, 08:04:39 AM

All these 26 year olds with the mid-twenties crisis in full effect. Hang tight boys, it gets better. This is the time to get your
Game tight. Start to get your health in order. Start to get your career in order. Just do it gradually. You got
Time.

Thanks Para.

Funny, I wasn't trying to convey a sense of crisis, the age was just a coincidence [I had that crisis at like 20/21 & came through a bit stronger].

Really, I'm a 26 year old with the mind of disillusioned 56 year old; which I really resent sometimes.

But alas this is a really confusing age/period, but like you & my aforementioned ex noted (who was 2-3 years older than me), it does get better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on January 19, 2015, 09:12:18 AM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on January 19, 2015, 08:25:51 AM

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All these 26 year olds with the mid-twenties crisis in full effect. Hang tight boys, it gets better. This is the time to get your
Game tight. Start to get your health in order. Start to get your career in order. Just do it gradually. You got
Time.

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Thanks Para.

Funny, I wasn't trying to convey a sense of crisis, the age was just a coincidence [I had that crisis at like 20/21 & came through a bit stronger].

Really, I'm a 26 year old with the mind of disillusioned 56 year old; which I really resent sometimes.

But alas this is a really confusing age/period, but like you & my aforementioned ex noted (who was 2-3 years older than me), it does get better.

I was a wreak at 26. I had my first real job, but struggled with other things. During a dark period, I was staying in my deceased grandmothers apartment with nothing but a bed, all her books, and her personal recipes. Her books were all over the place..like Italian romance novels, poetry, and some self help shit. Out of boredom I read a Dr. Phil book. It was all about you being the cause of your problems, not other people. A lot of housewife fluff, but still I had never thought about my life in that way. I started to make better decisions on a small scale, which has taken me to a more positive place. Now jokingly, when the chips are down, I say to myself in dr Phil's voice "the only personal you can control is you"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on January 19, 2015, 09:30:13 AM

Quote from: paraquat on January 19, 2015, 09:12:18 AM

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All these 26 year olds with the mid-twenties crisis in full effect. Hang tight boys, it gets better. This is the time to get your
Game tight. Start to get your health in order. Start to get your career in order. Just do it gradually. You got
Time.

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Thanks Para.

Funny, I wasn't trying to convey a sense of crisis, the age was just a coincidence [I had that crisis at like 20/21 & came through a bit stronger].

Really, I'm a 26 year old with the mind of disillusioned 56 year old; which I really resent sometimes.

But alas this is a really confusing age/period, but like you & my aforementioned ex noted (who was 2-3 years older than me), it does get better.

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I was a wreak at 26. I had my first real job, but struggled with other things. During a dark period, I was staying in my deceased grandmothers apartment with nothing but a bed, all her books, and her personal recipes. Her books were all over the place..like Italian romance novels, poetry, and some self help shit. Out of boredom I read a Dr. Phil book. It was all about you being the cause of your problems, not other people. A lot of housewife fluff, but still I had never thought about my life in that way. I started to make better decisions on a small scale, which has taken me to a more positive place. Now jokingly, when the chips are down, I say to myself in dr Phil's voice "the only personal you can control is you"

That's pretty heavy Para, thank's for sharing.

It's kind of funny, I had taken that embolden attitude after I sobered up the first time after a solid 8 + year run of madness; I'm sure to fault at some degree.

But like you said, making better decisions on a smaller scale as opposed to trying to jump into a 100% life changing mentality (which was always so overwhelming & did nothing but keep me in the cycle that I had become accustomed to), has made a lot of difference.

Although I'm not 100% where I would like to be (if I truly even recognize what & where I would like to be), I do recognize that my situation is far better than a lot of people locally, regionally, globally; which is very humbling at times & is a constant source of grounding when my ego inflates & takes over.

I've learned to live with my depression for the most part, it's fully part of my personality, intrinsically tied to my world view & maybe in a weird way, has led me to be able to see & articulate things in a unique manner, oft far beyond the scope of my peers (College was a big eye-opener).
Life is definitely full of surprises when you never expected to live past the age of 18 . . . And then 21 . . . And then 24 . . .  ;D  ;D  ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on January 19, 2015, 11:58:17 AM

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All these 26 year olds with the mid-twenties crisis in full effect. Hang tight boys, it gets better. This is the time to get your
Game tight. Start to get your health in order. Start to get your career in order. Just do it gradually. You got
Time.

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Thanks Para.

Funny, I wasn't trying to convey a sense of crisis, the age was just a coincidence [I had that crisis at like 20/21 & came through a bit stronger].

Really, I'm a 26 year old with the mind of disillusioned 56 year old; which I really resent sometimes.

But alas this is a really confusing age/period, but like you & my aforementioned ex noted (who was 2-3 years older than me), it does get better.

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I was a wreak at 26. I had my first real job, but struggled with other things. During a dark period, I was staying in my deceased grandmothers apartment with nothing but a bed, all her books, and her personal recipes. Her books were all over the place..like Italian romance novels, poetry, and some self help shit. Out of boredom I read a Dr. Phil book. It was all about you being the cause of your problems, not other people. A lot of housewife fluff, but still I had never thought about my life in that way. I started to make better decisions on a small scale, which has taken me to a more positive place. Now jokingly, when the chips are down, I say to myself in dr Phil's voice "the only personal you can control is you"

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That's pretty heavy Para, thank's for sharing.

It's kind of funny, I had taken that embolden attitude after I sobered up the first time after a solid 8 + year run of madness; I'm sure to fault at some degree.

But like you said, making better decisions on a smaller scale as opposed to trying to jump into a 100% life changing mentality (which was always so overwhelming & did nothing but keep me in the cycle that I had become accustomed to), has made a lot of difference.

Although I'm not 100% where I would like to be (if I truly even recognize what & where I would like to be), I do recognize that my situation is far better than a lot of people locally, regionally, globally; which is very humbling at times & is a constant source of grounding when my ego inflates & takes over.

I've learned to live with my depression for the most part, it's fully part of my personality, intrinsically tied to my world view & maybe in a weird way, has led me to be able to see & articulate things in a unique manner, oft far beyond the scope of my peers (College was a big eye-opener).
Life is definitely full of surprises when you never expected to live past the age of 18 . . . And then 21 . . . And then 24 . . .  ;D  ;D  ;D

^it's good to hear you say that jim&dan, i had this overbearing sense that i was going to die at the end of high school. i dont think it's that uncommon, but you never hear anyone talk about it. now i always kinda feel like im not gonna make it to the end of the year. not sure why.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on January 19, 2015, 03:07:27 PM

Quote from: HATE! on January 19, 2015, 03:05:23 PM

I have a pretty firm belief that dudes don't really come into their own until 27-28.  That's when I STARTED to get my shit together in all avenues.  I took a complete leave of senses for all of 29 and back in full swing at 30 years old.  Realize this:  We are men.  We don't ever really grow up, we just get better at faking it.

Ain't that the truth . . .

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on January 19, 2015, 03:17:12 PM

Quote from: HATE! on January 19, 2015, 03:05:23 PM

I have a pretty firm belief that dudes don't really come into their own until 27-28.  That's when I STARTED to get my shit together in all avenues.  I took a complete leave of senses for all of 29 and back in full swing at 30 years old.  Realize this:  We are men.  We don't ever really grow up, we just get better at faking it.

Big ups. You right.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 19, 2015, 03:45:11 PM

Quote from: abudabi on January 19, 2015, 11:58:17 AM

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All these 26 year olds with the mid-twenties crisis in full effect. Hang tight boys, it gets better. This is the time to get your
Game tight. Start to get your health in order. Start to get your career in order. Just do it gradually. You got
Time.

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Thanks Para.

Funny, I wasn't trying to convey a sense of crisis, the age was just a coincidence [I had that crisis at like 20/21 & came through a bit stronger].

Really, I'm a 26 year old with the mind of disillusioned 56 year old; which I really resent sometimes.

But alas this is a really confusing age/period, but like you & my aforementioned ex noted (who was 2-3 years older than me), it does get better.

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I was a wreak at 26. I had my first real job, but struggled with other things. During a dark period, I was staying in my deceased grandmothers apartment with nothing but a bed, all her books, and her personal recipes. Her books were all over the place..like Italian romance novels, poetry, and some self help shit. Out of boredom I read a Dr. Phil book. It was all about you being the cause of your problems, not other people. A lot of housewife fluff, but still I had never thought about my life in that way. I started to make better decisions on a small scale, which has taken me to a more positive place. Now jokingly, when the chips are down, I say to myself in dr Phil's voice "the only personal you can control is you"

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That's pretty heavy Para, thank's for sharing.

It's kind of funny, I had taken that embolden attitude after I sobered up the first time after a solid 8 + year run of madness; I'm sure to fault at some degree.

But like you said, making better decisions on a smaller scale as opposed to trying to jump into a 100% life changing mentality (which was always so overwhelming & did nothing but keep me in the cycle that I had become accustomed to), has made a lot of difference.

Although I'm not 100% where I would like to be (if I truly even recognize what & where I would like to be), I do recognize that my situation is far better than a lot of people locally, regionally, globally; which is very humbling at times & is a constant source of grounding when my ego inflates & takes over.

I've learned to live with my depression for the most part, it's fully part of my personality, intrinsically tied to my world view & maybe in a weird way, has led me to be able to see & articulate things in a unique manner, oft far beyond the scope of my peers (College was a big eye-opener).
Life is definitely full of surprises when you never expected to live past the age of 18 . . . And then 21 . . . And then 24 . . .� ;D� ;D� ;D

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^it's good to hear you say that jim&dan, i had this overbearing sense that i was going to die at the end of high school. i dont think it's that uncommon, but you never hear anyone talk about it. now i always kinda feel like im not gonna make it to the end of the year. not sure why.

I feel this. I never believed in my own future, but here I am getting older and older. The clock's never going to stop ticking unless I make a decision that I can't take back. I finally find myself at 26 starting to build a brighter future, I think. I go to the career center regularly and am trying to get financial aid for medical assistant training. I see opportunities that I didn't see before. I'm still at the bottom rung of the ladder but at least I see the path to a higher plane.

As for the depression as a part of personality, that may be true, but I don't want it. I fucking hate it. I have to believe that I can be contented, otherwise I'm just going to keep doing the same nothing I've been doing my entire life. Right now I have a hard time just believing I won't be alone forever, but I need that something I can aspire towards. It's still very often that I want nothing more than to end it all, but goddamn, I'm getting a taste of hope and it's a hell of a drug.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Candygirl on January 19, 2015, 03:49:04 PM

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I have a pretty firm belief that dudes don't really come into their own until 27-28.� That's when I STARTED to get my shit together in all avenues.� I took a complete leave of senses for all of 29 and back in full swing at 30 years old.� Realize this:� We are men.� We don't ever really grow up, we just get better at faking it.

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Big ups. You right.

That is good to hear. I just became 27 and have to say, 26 was the shittiest year ever. Dropped out of college (at least I can still fall back on my teaching degree), my girlfriend broke up (about 8 yeats relationship) and a lot of self-doubt and panic attacks. I didn't know where all this stuff came from, and it happened at the exact same time.
After starting with Tai Chi, I felt a bit better. Now I am moving to another city and country. Good thing is that many good friends live over there. Unfortunately it is uncertain if my degree validates me to teach in this country.
But I suppose you always find a job, even thoug it isn't what I learned.

I am looking forward to the next few years and what you said.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on January 19, 2015, 04:26:39 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 19, 2015, 03:45:11 PM

I never believed in my own future, but here I am getting older and older. The clock's never going to stop ticking unless I make a decision that I can't take back. I finally find myself at 26 starting to build a brighter future, I think. I go to the career center regularly and am trying to get financial aid for medical assistant training. I see opportunities that I didn't see before. I'm still at the bottom rung of the ladder but at least I see the path to a higher plane.

As for the depression as a part of personality, that may be true, but I don't want it. I fucking hate it. I have to believe that I can be contented, otherwise I'm just going to keep doing the same nothing I've been doing my entire life. Right now I have a hard time just believing I won't be alone forever, but I need that something I can aspire towards. It's still very often that I want nothing more than to end it all, but goddamn, I'm getting a taste of hope and it's a hell of a drug.

You're on the right track Leet you just gotta keep reaffirming the positive and keep taking those small steps everyday. Going slow in the right direction is always better than going nowhere or falling behind ya know? As long as you're doing that you're doing well for yourself. You gotta appreciate the little victories man. I sometimes take that for granted and get too hard in myself as well. I put a lot of pressure on myself to be great and sometimes it's just overkill for my own psyche. Like I'll set deadlines for myself before recording sessions and sometimes I may not be 100% finished with something where's it's super perfect and I like get crazy anxiety and totally start to loathe even going, just because what I had ready wasn't "perfect". I'll record what I have and it's like all these people & engineers are coming in on my session & telling me it's dope and I'm just like totally underwhelmed with myself on the inside and can only focus on the things I DIDNT do, despite positive feedback from everyone else. Then I sent the tracks to my homie back home who got me started in the first place and he was super stoked on it just because he's seen the overall progression and That kinda put things into perspective for me, because i was literally beating myself up for not doing something super amazing every single time I record while everyone else around me is just hyped to see the day to day progression. It's like I'd spent so much time in my head beating myself up over my own self-inflicted "shortcomings", I didn't even realize I could've just spent that entire time being thankful & hyped that I was getting better. Like I would literally tell myself "okay you're getting better but you're still not *good enough* so it doesn't matter". Fuck that shit dude, every step counts. Nobody ever accomplished anything while being mad at themselves. As long as you're moving in the right direction you've got something to be happy about

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on January 21, 2015, 07:09:03 AM

 What if life as we know it, is a trap? And that "maturity" and handling our shit is just our adaptation in this sick situation? The majority of adults I know are unhappy or mentally sick of handling shit they dont really enjoy. We trap ourselves thinking that even doing something we dont like for a living we can earn some prestige or money that will make us likeable and happy. What if we started to find the way out of the trap?? We most likely end up in jail or dead.

 Lot of things make me happy but I cant find a way to monetize them, because the stuff I like are clearly against monetization and the present society.   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on January 21, 2015, 09:06:00 AM

Quote from: Tufty on January 21, 2015, 07:09:03 AM

What if life as we know it, is a trap? And that "maturity" and handling our shit is just our adaptation in this sick situation? The majority of adults I know are unhappy or mentally sick of handling shit they dont really enjoy. We trap ourselves thinking that even doing something we dont like for a living we can earn some prestige or money that will make us likeable and happy. What if we started to find the way out of the trap?? We most likely end up in jail or dead.

 Lot of things make me happy but I cant find a way to monetize them, because the stuff I like are clearly against monetization and the present society.   

Then fucking quit. Give up your shit, go live in the woods off the grid. You don't have to participate if you don't want to.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on January 21, 2015, 09:12:44 AM

Quote from: Tufty on January 21, 2015, 07:09:03 AM

What if life as we know it, is a trap? And that "maturity" and handling our shit is just our adaptation in this sick situation? The majority of adults I know are unhappy or mentally sick of handling shit they dont really enjoy. We trap ourselves thinking that even doing something we dont like for a living we can earn some prestige or money that will make us likeable and happy. What if we started to find the way out of the trap?? We most likely end up in jail or dead.

 Lot of things make me happy but I cant find a way to monetize them, because the stuff I like are clearly against monetization and the present society.� �

I tango'd with "fuck responsibilities" for my entire late teens/20's. I look at like "in order to do the things I want and take care of my son, I need to get up early and iron my pants so I look professional in a meeting full of white devils because said white devils approve my raises".

I am playing  "the Man's game" and doing alright. In return for my cooperation and skills, I am able to live the life I want, which consists of many enjoyable aspects and good times.
Hope I don't sound like I have a delusional outlook on life. It was my path to sanity and prosperity.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on January 21, 2015, 09:35:42 AM

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What if life as we know it, is a trap? And that "maturity" and handling our shit is just our adaptation in this sick situation? The majority of adults I know are unhappy or mentally sick of handling shit they dont really enjoy. We trap ourselves thinking that even doing something we dont like for a living we can earn some prestige or money that will make us likeable and happy. What if we started to find the way out of the trap?? We most likely end up in jail or dead.

 Lot of things make me happy but I cant find a way to monetize them, because the stuff I like are clearly against monetization and the present society.    

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Then fucking quit. Give up your shit, go live in the woods off the grid. You don't have to participate if you don't want to.

Nah, I wont quit. I clearly enjoy giving people a prespective that they find annoying and get offended by it, because its fucking logical and clearly opposite of their being. I want to be the dude that participates and fucks your mind, the dude that can make you question everything. I just have to find a succesful way to do it PROFESSIONALLY.

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I tango'd with "fuck responsibilities" for my entire late teens/20's. I look at like "in order to do the things I want and take care of my son, I need to get up early and iron my pants so I look professional in a meeting full of white devils because said white devils approve my raises".

I am playing  "the Man's game" and doing alright. In return for my cooperation and skills, I am able to live the life I want, which consists of many enjoyable aspects and good times.
Hope I don't sound like I have a delusional outlook on life. It was my path to sanity and prosperity.

 The thing is that what you describe as a responsibility is not a responsibility. Let me explain this. You work for the white devils. The white devils want to make money and you cant direct the buisiness or say fuck you to their strategy. Thats pretty irresponsible from a societal prespective. I am the kind of guy that needs to give something to society not just make a living. I am making a living now and its not satisfying. I understand the way buisiness work and I can pretty much say that the more the economical profit comes into picture the more detached you become from society. Look at the skating brands. Becoming big means losing touch with skateboarding. Become lame and boring just a logo company.  

 We are irresponsible and fake responsibilities as bills and kids are just a way for those in charge to say shut the fuck up and work a work that you hate or disagree with.
 
 The average garbage man does an honest and useful job and shoud have a bigger salary and prestige than the average lawyer who is a sick fuck in a societal prespective. Everything is fuckiing wrong but instead of fixing these we end up playing the game and take care of buisiness and wanting to become a lawyer.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on January 21, 2015, 09:53:59 AM

I edit community oriented marketing material for a cable company. We award teachers, students, and other community organizations with money towards scholarships and other things. The only catch is we make videos highlighting the award, which helps public image.

I am not trying to change a strategy unless I am educated on the details. My skill set is telecommunications, video production, and marketing, so my input is well received regarding any of those aspects of the company. I would not try to influence any decisions on accounting, human resources, IP engineering because they are not my forte. I have a responsibility to myself, my family, my community, the world at large.

I love my job and live a positive lifestyle and have no evil intentions, so in my view, I am contributing to society.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on January 21, 2015, 10:05:05 AM

just got out the psyych ward. shit was mad boring but maybe it helped my cause, i'm not for sure. nothing i like doing is worth money so hopefully i can get a nut check even though it's not really much to live offa. don't fuck off your whole 20s/most of your 30s kids!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on January 21, 2015, 11:51:05 AM

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What if life as we know it, is a trap? And that "maturity" and handling our shit is just our adaptation in this sick situation? The majority of adults I know are unhappy or mentally sick of handling shit they dont really enjoy. We trap ourselves thinking that even doing something we dont like for a living we can earn some prestige or money that will make us likeable and happy. What if we started to find the way out of the trap?? We most likely end up in jail or dead.

 Lot of things make me happy but I cant find a way to monetize them, because the stuff I like are clearly against monetization and the present society.    

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Then fucking quit. Give up your shit, go live in the woods off the grid. You don't have to participate if you don't want to.

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Nah, I wont quit. I clearly enjoy giving people a prespective that they find annoying and get offended by it, because its fucking logical and clearly opposite of their being. I want to be the dude that participates and fucks your mind, the dude that can make you question everything. I just have to find a succesful way to do it PROFESSIONALLY.

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I tango'd with "fuck responsibilities" for my entire late teens/20's. I look at like "in order to do the things I want and take care of my son, I need to get up early and iron my pants so I look professional in a meeting full of white devils because said white devils approve my raises".

I am playing  "the Man's game" and doing alright. In return for my cooperation and skills, I am able to live the life I want, which consists of many enjoyable aspects and good times.
Hope I don't sound like I have a delusional outlook on life. It was my path to sanity and prosperity.

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 The thing is that what you describe as a responsibility is not a responsibility. Let me explain this. You work for the white devils. The white devils want to make money and you cant direct the buisiness or say fuck you to their strategy. Thats pretty irresponsible from a societal prespective. I am the kind of guy that needs to give something to society not just make a living. I am making a living now and its not satisfying. I understand the way buisiness work and I can pretty much say that the more the economical profit comes into picture the more detached you become from society. Look at the skating brands. Becoming big means losing touch with skateboarding. Become lame and boring just a logo company.  

 We are irresponsible and fake responsibilities as bills and kids are just a way for those in charge to say shut the fuck up and work a work that you hate or disagree with.
 
 The average garbage man does an honest and useful job and shoud have a bigger salary and prestige than the average lawyer who is a sick fuck in a societal prespective. Everything is fuckiing wrong but instead of fixing these we end up playing the game and take care of buisiness and wanting to become a lawyer.

JIMI HENDRIX - TAKIN CARE OF NO BUSINESS (http://www.youtube.com/watch?x-yt-cl=84359240&v=JkUd5gsBAJQ&x-yt-ts=1421782837&feature=player_detailpage#) i don't work for years, i raised my child and now i'm milking the society as long as i can

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 21, 2015, 02:43:39 PM

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What if life as we know it, is a trap? And that "maturity" and handling our shit is just our adaptation in this sick situation? The majority of adults I know are unhappy or mentally sick of handling shit they dont really enjoy. We trap ourselves thinking that even doing something we dont like for a living we can earn some prestige or money that will make us likeable and happy. What if we started to find the way out of the trap?? We most likely end up in jail or dead.

 Lot of things make me happy but I cant find a way to monetize them, because the stuff I like are clearly against monetization and the present society.    

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Then fucking quit. Give up your shit, go live in the woods off the grid. You don't have to participate if you don't want to.

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Nah, I wont quit. I clearly enjoy giving people a prespective that they find annoying and get offended by it, because its fucking logical and clearly opposite of their being. I want to be the dude that participates and fucks your mind, the dude that can make you question everything. I just have to find a succesful way to do it PROFESSIONALLY.

im not trying to be a dick or anything, but youre not fucking anyones mind, dude. you sound like the average 19 year old who has just seen fight club for the first time. it doesnt take a genius to figure out how life works in the first world and to realize that there are a lot of aspects that are totally backwards and fucked up.

to throw my situation out there, sure, my life might be a little bit dull sometimes. but i have a decent job that i dont mind going to, a little bit of money, a car, a place to live, a cell phone thats basically a computer, decent family a friends, a loving girlfriend, no life threating illnesses, peace of mind that im not going to be in life threatening danger on any given day. so yeah, i sit at a desk and stare at a computer screen all day long and i might be wasting a lot of my potential spending most of my time at this "job", but my life is still really fucking good compared to how shitty it really could be.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on January 21, 2015, 03:06:17 PM

i gotta confess that i missed the point of fight club. my second confession is that i was hammered when i saw fight club.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 21, 2015, 03:56:35 PM

Quote from: abudabi on January 21, 2015, 03:06:17 PM

i gotta confess that i missed the point of fight club. my second confession is that i was hammered when i saw fight club.

Brad Pitt and Ed Norton are one in the same. Also...

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=i2lmFCqbJcI (http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=i2lmFCqbJcI)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on January 21, 2015, 04:40:32 PM

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i gotta confess that i missed the point of fight club. my second confession is that i was hammered when i saw fight club.

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Brad Pitt and Ed Norton are one in the same. Also...

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=i2lmFCqbJcI (http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=i2lmFCqbJcI)

the point of fight club is 'you don't know where i've been lou!' and if you beat yourself up and blame it on people you can climb the corporate ladder or get squatter's rights.
once i was pisspants and ranting at a portland coffee shop, fresh off a series of 48s [doublestacks] from laramie and these 2 bulldaggers told me palanhiuk was down the street. i was debating going to fight him so he'd know what a great big idiot of a fan i was and it would be a great ice breaker for me to be like 'oh, i write too!' but i lagged too long giving a book review of whatever his new one at the time was and he left.
near misses like my buddy, the fire extinguisher and the olympic torch.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on January 21, 2015, 05:47:13 PM

man that ECT treatment really works.  my mum still is a little off but is MUCH better.  when i mention it to people they thing crazy shock treatment movies or clockwork orange shit. but its totally normal now days. they put you under and give you a zap and its over. she had 8 treatments.

she went from talking about people out to get her, hearing voices, trying to off herself twice to being kinda normal.

she is still on some pretty hardcore meds but she has come a long way.

i live in a super small appartment so having her live with me has been kinda hard but we dont really have a choice. i just wanna look after her and make sure shes ok.  shes only 61 so shes still got a lot of go left in her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on January 21, 2015, 05:54:48 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on January 21, 2015, 05:47:13 PM

man that ECT treatment really works.  my mum still is a little off but is MUCH better.  when i mention it to people they thing crazy shock treatment movies or clockwork orange shit. but its totally normal now days. they put you under and give you a zap and its over. she had 8 treatments.

she went from talking about people out to get her, hearing voices, trying to off herself twice to being kinda normal.

she is still on some pretty hardcore meds but she has come a long way.

i live in a super small appartment so having her live with me has been kinda hard but we dont really have a choice. i just wanna look after her and make sure shes ok.  shes only 61 so shes still got a lot of go left in her.

did you used to be 1978 the pal? If so, why did you focus?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on January 21, 2015, 06:34:16 PM

Quote from: paraquat on January 21, 2015, 09:53:59 AM

I edit community oriented marketing material for a cable company. We award teachers, students, and other community organizations with money towards scholarships and other things. The only catch is we make videos highlighting the award, which helps public image.

I am not trying to change a strategy unless I am educated on the details. My skill set is telecommunications, video production, and marketing, so my input is well received regarding any of those aspects of the company. I would not try to influence any decisions on accounting, human resources, IP engineering because they are not my forte. I have a responsibility to myself, my family, my community, the world at large.

I love my job and live a positive lifestyle and have no evil intentions, so in my view, I am contributing to society.

Thats ok. Most people are fine by not looking at the big picture, I dont blame them, they learnt that way and it is better for their mental health. I hope the company you work for doesnt use outsourcing in countries with very cheap labour and doesnt use materials from third world countries that are West's colonies so you can have your wonderful job. I hope they dont have a legal department avoiding taxes and stuff like that. I know that everyone is doing these but this is irresponsibility and we are all guilty.

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What if life as we know it, is a trap? And that "maturity" and handling our shit is just our adaptation in this sick situation? The majority of adults I know are unhappy or mentally sick of handling shit they dont really enjoy. We trap ourselves thinking that even doing something we dont like for a living we can earn some prestige or money that will make us likeable and happy. What if we started to find the way out of the trap?? We most likely end up in jail or dead.

 Lot of things make me happy but I cant find a way to monetize them, because the stuff I like are clearly against monetization and the present society.    

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Then fucking quit. Give up your shit, go live in the woods off the grid. You don't have to participate if you don't want to.

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Nah, I wont quit. I clearly enjoy giving people a prespective that they find annoying and get offended by it, because its fucking logical and clearly opposite of their being. I want to be the dude that participates and fucks your mind, the dude that can make you question everything. I just have to find a succesful way to do it PROFESSIONALLY.

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im not trying to be a dick or anything, but youre not fucking anyones mind, dude. you sound like the average 19 year old who has just seen fight club for the first time. it doesnt take a genius to figure out how life works in the first world and to realize that there are a lot of aspects that are totally backwards and fucked up.

to throw my situation out there, sure, my life might be a little bit dull sometimes. but i have a decent job that i dont mind going to, a little bit of money, a car, a place to live, a cell phone thats basically a computer, decent family a friends, a loving girlfriend, no life threating illnesses, peace of mind that im not going to be in life threatening danger on any given day. so yeah, i sit at a desk and stare at a computer screen all day long and i might be wasting a lot of my potential spending most of my time at this "job", but my life is still really fucking good compared to how shitty it really could be.

 I am not trying to be a dick but you are the definition of the idiot. Idiot comes from greek word (idiotis) that means someone who cares only about himself ignoring society. I hope nothing bursts your bubble cause it wont be a nice experience and it will be sad if people inside other bubbles dont give a fuck. It doesnt take a genius to understand how the world works but it takes a lot of courage and patience to find the answer about why the world works like that and how to undo/change those things.

 Life could be shittier but life could be tons better as well.
 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on January 21, 2015, 06:50:54 PM

hahaha

Tufty is such a bad-ass, full-grown 15 year old

he just fucked my mind so hard. some would even call him a......


























(http://img802.imageshack.us/img802/1139/mindfreak.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on January 21, 2015, 07:01:02 PM

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What if life as we know it, is a trap? And that "maturity" and handling our shit is just our adaptation in this sick situation? The majority of adults I know are unhappy or mentally sick of handling shit they dont really enjoy. We trap ourselves thinking that even doing something we dont like for a living we can earn some prestige or money that will make us likeable and happy. What if we started to find the way out of the trap?? We most likely end up in jail or dead.

 Lot of things make me happy but I cant find a way to monetize them, because the stuff I like are clearly against monetization and the present society.   

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Then fucking quit. Give up your shit, go live in the woods off the grid. You don't have to participate if you don't want to.

The options aren't just "go with the flow" or "kill yourself".

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on January 21, 2015, 07:03:14 PM

 Some people should learn how to make a conversation here instead of always competing for the most stupid line or the most idiotic internet meme.

smokecrack you are a person. Some would even call you the waste of internet culture.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 21, 2015, 07:20:46 PM

Quote from: Tufty on January 21, 2015, 07:03:14 PM

Some people should learn how to make a conversation here instead of always competing for the most stupid line or the most idiotic internet meme.

smokecrack you are a person. Some would even call you the waste of internet culture.

Let me know if you catch my drift

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=DQKDmwL24ck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on January 21, 2015, 07:35:26 PM

Quote from: Tufty on January 21, 2015, 07:03:14 PM

Some people should learn how to make a conversation here instead of always competing for the most stupid line or the most idiotic internet meme.

smokecrack you are a person. Some would even call you the waste of internet culture.

ouch, you fucked my mind once again!

i honestly don't give a shit about anything you have to say.

you're such a cornball.

"whaa whaa whaa. my wife is a grown-up having grown-up dinners, but i'm against the system! F the machine, i want out of this! i can open their minds and make them question everything! i will never give in to social constructs/norms because i am above them! i won't play by their rules anymore!"

boo hoo. keep whining like a little bitch that just discovered that life fucking sucks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on January 21, 2015, 07:36:30 PM

I also discovered that you suck. So I hit the ignore button. Bye bye.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on January 21, 2015, 07:40:52 PM

Quote from: Tufty on January 21, 2015, 07:36:30 PM

I also discovered that you suck. So I hit the ignore button. Bye bye.

so brutal. this one stung bad.

update us in a few years and let us know how it all turned out for you.

(http://www.scene-stealers.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/ml-2.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on January 21, 2015, 08:55:52 PM

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What if life as we know it, is a trap? And that "maturity" and handling our shit is just our adaptation in this sick situation? The majority of adults I know are unhappy or mentally sick of handling shit they dont really enjoy. We trap ourselves thinking that even doing something we dont like for a living we can earn some prestige or money that will make us likeable and happy. What if we started to find the way out of the trap?? We most likely end up in jail or dead.

 Lot of things make me happy but I cant find a way to monetize them, because the stuff I like are clearly against monetization and the present society.   

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Then fucking quit. Give up your shit, go live in the woods off the grid. You don't have to participate if you don't want to.

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The options aren't just "go with the flow" or "kill yourself".

(http://cdn.meme.am/instances/500x/58339314.jpg)



You can fuck right off with Tufty, in to the woods and build your Zach De La Rocha shrine or whatever it is you're going to do to "change the system."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 22, 2015, 06:39:23 AM

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I edit community oriented marketing material for a cable company. We award teachers, students, and other community organizations with money towards scholarships and other things. The only catch is we make videos highlighting the award, which helps public image.

I am not trying to change a strategy unless I am educated on the details. My skill set is telecommunications, video production, and marketing, so my input is well received regarding any of those aspects of the company. I would not try to influence any decisions on accounting, human resources, IP engineering because they are not my forte. I have a responsibility to myself, my family, my community, the world at large.

I love my job and live a positive lifestyle and have no evil intentions, so in my view, I am contributing to society.

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Thats ok. Most people are fine by not looking at the big picture, I dont blame them, they learnt that way and it is better for their mental health. I hope the company you work for doesnt use outsourcing in countries with very cheap labour and doesnt use materials from third world countries that are West's colonies so you can have your wonderful job. I hope they dont have a legal department avoiding taxes and stuff like that. I know that everyone is doing these but this is irresponsibility and we are all guilty.

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What if life as we know it, is a trap? And that "maturity" and handling our shit is just our adaptation in this sick situation? The majority of adults I know are unhappy or mentally sick of handling shit they dont really enjoy. We trap ourselves thinking that even doing something we dont like for a living we can earn some prestige or money that will make us likeable and happy. What if we started to find the way out of the trap?? We most likely end up in jail or dead.

 Lot of things make me happy but I cant find a way to monetize them, because the stuff I like are clearly against monetization and the present society.    

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Then fucking quit. Give up your shit, go live in the woods off the grid. You don't have to participate if you don't want to.

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Nah, I wont quit. I clearly enjoy giving people a prespective that they find annoying and get offended by it, because its fucking logical and clearly opposite of their being. I want to be the dude that participates and fucks your mind, the dude that can make you question everything. I just have to find a succesful way to do it PROFESSIONALLY.

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im not trying to be a dick or anything, but youre not fucking anyones mind, dude. you sound like the average 19 year old who has just seen fight club for the first time. it doesnt take a genius to figure out how life works in the first world and to realize that there are a lot of aspects that are totally backwards and fucked up.

to throw my situation out there, sure, my life might be a little bit dull sometimes. but i have a decent job that i dont mind going to, a little bit of money, a car, a place to live, a cell phone thats basically a computer, decent family a friends, a loving girlfriend, no life threating illnesses, peace of mind that im not going to be in life threatening danger on any given day. so yeah, i sit at a desk and stare at a computer screen all day long and i might be wasting a lot of my potential spending most of my time at this "job", but my life is still really fucking good compared to how shitty it really could be.

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 I am not trying to be a dick but you are the definition of the idiot. Idiot comes from greek word (idiotis) that means someone who cares only about himself ignoring society. I hope nothing bursts your bubble cause it wont be a nice experience and it will be sad if people inside other bubbles dont give a fuck. It doesnt take a genius to understand how the world works but it takes a lot of courage and patience to find the answer about why the world works like that and how to undo/change those things.

 Life could be shittier but life could be tons better as well.
 

thanks for the definition webster. do you act this pretentious in real life?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on January 22, 2015, 08:52:02 AM

 No this is the real me. My pretentious self acts like you when I am in job or with colleagues and boss.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 22, 2015, 08:56:12 AM

....Tufty didn't really say anything wrong.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on January 22, 2015, 09:03:18 AM

no of course it's reasonable to be pissed at how shallow the capitalist lifestyle can feel...
tufty you arent blowing anyone's minds. we all know shit's fucked. i think slap is generally nihilistic so your posts are kinda falling on deaf ears.
lashing out at tufty super hard for saying this stuff makes you look bitter. like an old man being mad at the young generation for their hopeless idealism. wait, exactly like that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on January 22, 2015, 09:28:16 AM

Quote from: abudabi on January 22, 2015, 09:03:18 AM

no of course it's reasonable to be pissed at how shallow the capitalist lifestyle can feel...
tufty you arent blowing anyone's minds. we all know shit's fucked. i think slap is generally nihilistic so your posts are kinda falling on deaf ears.
lashing out at tufty super hard for saying this stuff makes you look bitter. like an old man being mad at the young generation for their hopeless idealism. wait, exactly like that.

I had my nihilistic phase as well. It didnt help me at all. It made me very unproductive, I almost quit university. One day I said fuck it I am gonna be part of this shit and I will conform only for the part that is crucial for my survival. I am quite bitter because I realised what you and JB said, that you dont have to be a genious to realise that shit's fucked yet we all tend to pretend that the problem is not there. For me is pretty irresponsible to not care about this and have a kid tomorrow, teaching the kid how to hide the problem under the carpet and pretend that its not there. Desperation is being cultivated anywhere. No fuck this shit. The journey into understanding how to fix this can be really rewarding. I was a guy that skated and partied every day. I hadnt read a single non school-university book until I was 22. Since then I read a lot of shit, I cant count, and It really made me see things with another set of eyes and I kind of found another passion that I can share with some close friends (skateboarding or non skateboarding).

 If I can convince one person here to try get out of the nihilistic phase I was, I would be glad. Someone else did this for me too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on January 22, 2015, 09:36:21 AM

i wasnt saying you were bitter, but i see what you mean about sweeping the problem under the carpet.
that's life i guess? i try not to think about it.
if i was to see myself as part of the problem though, that would be convicting myself just for being born.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 22, 2015, 09:41:31 AM

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no of course it's reasonable to be pissed at how shallow the capitalist lifestyle can feel...
tufty you arent blowing anyone's minds. we all know shit's fucked. i think slap is generally nihilistic so your posts are kinda falling on deaf ears.
lashing out at tufty super hard for saying this stuff makes you look bitter. like an old man being mad at the young generation for their hopeless idealism. wait, exactly like that.

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I had my nihilistic phase as well. It didnt help me at all. It made me very unproductive, I almost quit university. One day I said fuck it I am gonna be part of this shit and I will conform only for the part that is crucial for my survival. I am quite bitter because I realised what you and JB said, that you dont have to be a genious to realise that shit's fucked yet we all tend to pretend that the problem is not there. For me is pretty irresponsible to not care about this and have a kid tomorrow, teaching the kid how to hide the problem under the carpet and pretend that its not there. Desperation is being cultivated anywhere. No fuck this shit. The journey into understanding how to fix this can be really rewarding. I was a guy that skated and partied every day. I hadnt read a single non school-university book until I was 22. Since then I read a lot of shit, I cant count, and It really made me see things with another set of eyes and I kind of found another passion that I can share with some close friends (skateboarding or non skateboarding).

 If I can convince one person here to try get out of the nihilistic phase I was, I would be glad. Someone else did this for me too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on January 22, 2015, 09:42:23 AM

Quote from: abudabi on January 22, 2015, 09:36:21 AM

i wasnt saying you were bitter, but i see what you mean about sweeping the problem under the carpet.
that's life i guess? i try not to think about it.
if i was to see myself as part of the problem though, that would be convicting myself just for being born.

 There is a great analogy on this. This guilt, which is there even if you dont like to think about it, is what the dude that wrote the bible meant with the original sin.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 22, 2015, 09:45:10 AM

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i wasnt saying you were bitter, but i see what you mean about sweeping the problem under the carpet.
that's life i guess? i try not to think about it.
if i was to see myself as part of the problem though, that would be convicting myself just for being born.

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 There is a great analogy on this. This guilt, which is there even if you dont like to think about it, is what the dude that wrote the bible meant with the original sin.

You're really blowing it now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on January 22, 2015, 09:53:36 AM

motherfuckin, people who have high minded ideals are some of the bitterest folks around. i usedta be one of them jabronis then i got wicked nihilist and now i'm pickin up the pieces. or letting them lie.
i'm not into capitalism but i'm greedy in a sense of my interests supercede anyone else's. i'm fairly considerate sans alcohol but it's a superficial jailhouse respect for people and meanwhile i will skate someone's house, maybe even do uninvited work on the structure. it's my planet and i can't fix it or destroy it but i'm out for myself in a way. not to cheat anyone and i'm really not interested in money at all but i'm pretty inured to other people's suffering than i usedta be.
for all the time i've spent squatting, my mother let this fat cunt stay upstairs after my brother subletted her a room then scared her out. now we've gotta have her evicted and she's smoking inside and stomping around and honest injun, i care more about the hardwood floors than her existence. my brother wants to kill her and i talked him out of it although if i knew he'd get away w/ it i'd be all about it. i wish death or disfigurement on her while being aware enough that i've been that fat cunt before.
i mean, usually when i'm squatting it's legit vacant not someone did me a solid then i disrespect their rules and fuck them over financially but i reappropriate whatever's around. yet i wish suffering on this upstairs fat cunt.
amongst others.
but for the most part i'm a total sweetheart.
i don't have all the answers like in my early 20s. i'm also a hell of a lot less bitter. i'm not proud of myself as if i were growing my own food and living up to my stances but if i can drink some coffee and do some grinds that's enough most of the time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 22, 2015, 10:44:12 AM

Tufty's gone too far! The bibble was written by GOD!



Also, shut up Tufty. Peeps are angry because your talking about shit we realized when we were kids as if it's new shit you came up with. You're not going to win if you keep hitting that post button.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on January 22, 2015, 11:50:28 AM

Tufty is right !
 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 22, 2015, 12:50:53 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 22, 2015, 10:44:12 AM

Tufty's gone too far! The bibble was written by GOD!



Also, shut up Tufty. Peeps are angry because your talking about shit we realized when we were kids as if it's new shit you came up with. You're not going to win if you keep hitting that post button.

pretty much.

and no disrespect to you tufty, but from the way you post it seems like you think a little too poorly of your fellow man. thats the only reason i ever said anything to you. i can tell that youre an intellegent dude, but so are a lot of other people on this site.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on January 22, 2015, 08:01:15 PM

 I ll just say for the third time that its not a matter of intelligence. Its a matter of courage and openness.

Of course we know since kids that something is wrong. I doubt that most people realise what exactly is wrong with their lives and more importantly what to do about it. The multiple mental health problems prove that. I dont have all the answers either but I get disappointed from people that dont try.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on January 23, 2015, 02:25:44 AM

smokecrack is my hero

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JAesop on January 23, 2015, 07:42:08 PM

Quote from: Tufty on January 22, 2015, 08:01:15 PM

I ll just say for the third time that its not a matter of intelligence. Its a matter of courage and openness.

Of course we know since kids that something is wrong. I doubt that most people realise what exactly is wrong with their lives and more importantly what to do about it. The multiple mental health problems prove that. I dont have all the answers either but I get disappointed from people that dont try.

A thought on this...
People don't try because the human brain is wired to find and maintain stability, even if it is dysfunctional. Better to have a a stable state of unhappiness than an unsure state that challenges status quo. It's the reason that habits and learned behaviors are so hard to change.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on January 23, 2015, 07:49:13 PM

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I ll just say for the third time that its not a matter of intelligence. Its a matter of courage and openness.

Of course we know since kids that something is wrong. I doubt that most people realise what exactly is wrong with their lives and more importantly what to do about it. The multiple mental health problems prove that. I dont have all the answers either but I get disappointed from people that dont try.

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A thought on this...
People don't try because the human brain is wired to find and maintain stability, even if it is dysfunctional. Better to have a a stable state of unhappiness than an unsure state that challenges status quo. It's the reason that habits and learned behaviors are so hard to change.

tom robbins wrote about the dichotomy of safety vs freedom. most people choose the former but homeless people choose the latter and we hate them for it. we envy their freedom.
that old lady 'maude' said 'the world sure loves a cage' and she ain't wrong.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on January 23, 2015, 08:05:05 PM

Freedom ain't free dag nabbit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 23, 2015, 10:56:40 PM

Pissed myself today.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on January 24, 2015, 12:20:48 AM

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Pissed myself today.

You see a ghost or something?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 24, 2015, 01:47:56 AM

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Pissed myself today.

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You see a ghost or something?

I've been having a lot of problems with bladder control for months now. I get frequent and sudden urges to urinate and I have to get to a bathroom (or bottle) in seconds or I'm going to have a problem. I don't know what it is. I saw a doctor for it and he said I just drink too much water. Bullshit. I have to wake up 4-5 times a night to piss and I don't down a gallon of water before hitting the hay. Tonight I was leaving a movie theater and thought to myself, "maybe I should go to the restroom before heading to my car." Then I realized I didn't need to piss at all so I made the long walk to my car without draining the main vein. It's important to know that my car doesn't have a handle on the driver side door. Whenever I get in I have to open the passenger side and crawl into the driver's seat. As soon as I got my fat ass comfortably in the seat, I immediately get the urgent need to pee. There are no restrooms close enough, too many people around to get out and piss on the street, and no bottles in the car. I just hope the need passes as it is sometimes wont to do, but no, it gets worse and worse. 30 seconds. I held it in with all of my might for what I think was 30 seconds when my bladder let loose. I drove home sitting in soaking underwear on a wet suede seat. I'm almost certain I have an enlarged prostate, but I'm not looking forward to any such exam.

The Imitation Game was pretty damn good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on January 24, 2015, 02:38:23 AM

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Pissed myself today.

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You see a ghost or something?

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I've been having a lot of problems with bladder control for months now. I get frequent and sudden urges to urinate and I have to get to a bathroom (or bottle) in seconds or I'm going to have a problem. I don't know what it is. I saw a doctor for it and he said I just drink too much water. Bullshit. I have to wake up 4-5 times a night to piss and I don't down a gallon of water before hitting the hay. Tonight I was leaving a movie theater and thought to myself, "maybe I should go to the restroom before heading to my car." Then I realized I didn't need to piss at all so I made the long walk to my car without draining the main vein. It's important to know that my car doesn't have a handle on the driver side door. Whenever I get in I have to open the passenger side and crawl into the driver's seat. As soon as I got my fat ass comfortably in the seat, I immediately get the urgent need to pee. There are no restrooms close enough, too many people around to get out and piss on the street, and no bottles in the car. I just hope the need passes as it is sometimes wont to do, but no, it gets worse and worse. 30 seconds. I held it in with all of my might for what I think was 30 seconds when my bladder let loose. I drove home sitting in soaking underwear on a wet suede seat. I'm almost certain I have an enlarged prostate, but I'm not looking forward to any such exam.

The Imitation Game was pretty damn good.

heh, i was expecting you passed out drunk. i usedta piss the bed regularly. reagan would tell you a prostate exam is prolly a good time.
neither here nor there but sorta, my ex's mom was a postal worker. she was a rural carrier so she didn't actually run the mail to your box so much as drive to it and slam dunk it in. for anyways, she was sorta obese, part indian and told me she sometimes shat herself. like not 'shart attack' but just can't hold it in.
in all my yrs of pissing the bed i've never not been able to hold my sphincter closed. is it a women's problem or just that womans?
who knows? not me. i never lost control [of my shit]

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on January 24, 2015, 11:38:01 AM

/thread ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on January 24, 2015, 11:45:56 AM

l33t, you should get that checked out. i had to get a prostate check done cause i piss way too much.
my test wasnt that bad, but i got a chick doctor. i imagine it's worse with a dude.
bastards ended up telling me im just "stressed out" and i piss all the time because im too anxious.
it's possible it's not a physical thing like an enlarged prostate.
i dont really believe them tho, im half expecting to get some weird symptom in a couple years and then they tell me they missed the cancer the first time round.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GoodguyEh on January 25, 2015, 01:43:12 PM

currently working at a restaurant and my boss and I were looking through some of the server/hostess resumes we've gotten recently. Started looking up the girls that didnt submit a picture on facebook to see if they were hot and if they were ugly (or married) I was told to throw them out

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 27, 2015, 08:19:19 AM

If I got a prostate exam would I still be a virgin?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on January 27, 2015, 09:27:36 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 27, 2015, 08:19:19 AM

If I got a prostate exam would I still be a virgin?

only if they sauce ya up with dinner, drinks, and false statements of how youre not like anyone theyve ever met before
or lube

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 27, 2015, 09:38:21 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 27, 2015, 08:19:19 AM

If I got a prostate exam would I still be a virgin?

Only if the doc used his boner during the exam

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on January 27, 2015, 11:43:41 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 27, 2015, 08:19:19 AM

If I got a prostate exam would I still be a virgin?

i don't know but 'shoulda got that prostate exam when we told ya, now you get an ass full of gravel'

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on January 27, 2015, 02:42:25 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 27, 2015, 08:19:19 AM

If I got a prostate exam would I still be a virgin?

no you just feel mildly like youve been violated.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 27, 2015, 03:27:03 PM

Quote from: straight on January 27, 2015, 09:38:21 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 27, 2015, 08:19:19 AM

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If I got a prostate exam would I still be a virgin?

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Only if the doc used his boner during the exam

or you could bone the doctor. you got options.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on January 28, 2015, 09:20:51 AM

Quote from: JB on January 27, 2015, 03:27:03 PM

Quote from: straight on January 27, 2015, 09:38:21 AM

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Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 27, 2015, 08:19:19 AM

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If I got a prostate exam would I still be a virgin?

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Only if the doc used his boner during the exam

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or you could bone the doctor. you got options.

(http://i00.i.aliimg.com/wsphoto/v0/526198336/Free-shipping-wholesale-high-quality-adult-costumes-lady-s-sexy-dress-adult-sexy-products-nurse-costums.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on January 28, 2015, 01:23:42 PM

that girl's face looks fucked up for some reason
edit: some weird shit going on between her upper lip and nose

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 28, 2015, 01:33:51 PM

looks boneable to me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 28, 2015, 01:51:20 PM

I watched gay porn today to test my sexuality

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on January 28, 2015, 07:43:02 PM

Quote from: straight on January 28, 2015, 01:51:20 PM

I watched gay porn today to test my sexuality

How'd it go?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Custom skater on January 29, 2015, 01:47:00 AM

Here is a real confession.

I've got so much  hair down below that sometimes when I take a leak, It will cover my dick hole to the point where when I take a leak, it will spray everywere, including my pants.

I'm being legitimate about this. Does anyone else experience these problems?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on January 29, 2015, 04:12:22 AM

Quote from: Custom skater on January 29, 2015, 01:47:00 AM

Here is a real confession.

I've got so much  hair down below that sometimes when I take a leak, It will cover my dick hole to the point where when I take a leak, it will spray everywere, including my pants.

I'm being legitimate about this. Does anyone else experience these problems?

trim your man bush.. problem solved! as 'metro' as it sounds, a little manscaping never hurt anyone

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Custom skater on January 29, 2015, 04:16:29 AM

Quote from: dirtyweemidden on January 29, 2015, 04:12:22 AM

Quote from: Custom skater on January 29, 2015, 01:47:00 AM

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Here is a real confession.

I've got so much�  hair down below that sometimes when I take a leak, It will cover my dick hole to the point where when I take a leak, it will spray everywere, including my pants.

I'm being legitimate about this. Does anyone else experience these problems?

[close]

trim your man bush.. problem solved! as 'metro' as it sounds, a little manscaping never hurt anyone

What is the best way to trim the man bush?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on January 29, 2015, 04:29:08 AM

Quote from: dirtyweemidden on January 29, 2015, 04:12:22 AM

Quote from: Custom skater on January 29, 2015, 01:47:00 AM

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Here is a real confession.

I've got so much�  hair down below that sometimes when I take a leak, It will cover my dick hole to the point where when I take a leak, it will spray everywere, including my pants.

I'm being legitimate about this. Does anyone else experience these problems?

[close]

trim your man bush.. problem solved! as 'metro' as it sounds, a little manscaping never hurt anyone

wait... there are still people who dont do this? even in summer? its like having salty wet mop in your boxers all day

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on January 29, 2015, 05:07:55 AM

Quote from: Custom skater on January 29, 2015, 04:16:29 AM

Quote from: dirtyweemidden on January 29, 2015, 04:12:22 AM

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Quote from: Custom skater on January 29, 2015, 01:47:00 AM

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Here is a real confession.

I've got so much�  hair down below that sometimes when I take a leak, It will cover my dick hole to the point where when I take a leak, it will spray everywere, including my pants.

I'm being legitimate about this. Does anyone else experience these problems?

[close]

trim your man bush.. problem solved! as 'metro' as it sounds, a little manscaping never hurt anyone

[close]

What is the best way to trim the man bush?

Lopping shears; 100%.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on January 29, 2015, 05:44:34 AM

(http://www.lavilledubois.fr/images/5-laville-DECOUVERTE/E5-Environnement/E5.2-taille_haie.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on January 29, 2015, 07:26:32 AM

Quote from: abudabi on January 28, 2015, 01:23:42 PM

that girl's face looks fucked up for some reason
edit: some weird shit going on between her upper lip and nose

It's a little photoshopping gone wrong haha I noticed it on closer inspection.

(http://mrbesilly.typepad.com/.a/6a00d8341bfa6953ef01156fac20ac970c-500wi)
(http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4042/4223764007_60dc9c02f4.jpg)
(http://image.dhgate.com/albu_416599567_00/1.0x0.jpg)
(http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/mm99/enjolras56/0nurse_t1w9owmu_zpsb154f219.jpg)
(http://johnalvino.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Hot-Nurse.jpg)

Hopefully those will mak up for it.

Quote from: paraquat on January 28, 2015, 07:43:02 PM

Quote from: straight on January 28, 2015, 01:51:20 PM

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I watched gay porn today to test my sexuality

[close]

How'd it go?

Aaaaannnnnnnd?

Quote from: Jim and Dan on January 29, 2015, 05:07:55 AM

Quote from: Custom skater on January 29, 2015, 04:16:29 AM

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Quote from: dirtyweemidden on January 29, 2015, 04:12:22 AM

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Quote from: Custom skater on January 29, 2015, 01:47:00 AM

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Here is a real confession.

I've got so much�  hair down below that sometimes when I take a leak, It will cover my dick hole to the point where when I take a leak, it will spray everywere, including my pants.

I'm being legitimate about this. Does anyone else experience these problems?

[close]

trim your man bush.. problem solved! as 'metro' as it sounds, a little manscaping never hurt anyone

[close]

What is the best way to trim the man bush?

[close]

Lopping shears; 100%.

This is my method, I literally have George Bush fly in every couple weeks to get me trimmed down. I told him he could wear whatever he wanted but he chose to wear this for some reason.
(http://www.tonyrogers.com/humor/images/w_chainsaw1.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 29, 2015, 07:39:31 AM

Quote from: paraquat on January 28, 2015, 07:43:02 PM

Quote from: straight on January 28, 2015, 01:51:20 PM

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I watched gay porn today to test my sexuality

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How'd it go?

I wouldn't recommend it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on January 29, 2015, 07:42:01 AM

Quote from: straight on January 29, 2015, 07:39:31 AM

Quote from: paraquat on January 28, 2015, 07:43:02 PM

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Quote from: straight on January 28, 2015, 01:51:20 PM

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I watched gay porn today to test my sexuality

[close]

How'd it go?

[close]

I wouldn't recommend it

bahahaha fuck this one got me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on January 29, 2015, 08:49:46 AM

Quote from: Custom skater on January 29, 2015, 01:47:00 AM

Here is a real confession.

I've got so much  hair down below that sometimes when I take a leak, It will cover my dick hole to the point where when I take a leak, it will spray everywere, including my pants.

I'm being legitimate about this. Does anyone else experience these problems?

Trim it. Beard trimmers are like $20. Also, do you not move the hair out of the way?! Do you only have 1 hand?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on January 29, 2015, 03:40:23 PM

Quote from: JB on January 28, 2015, 01:33:51 PM

looks boneable to me.

you misunderstand me haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: captainfalcon69 on February 01, 2015, 04:41:54 PM

I have had a terrible anger problem my whole life and i cant control it. The funny thing is i never get mad skateboarding its just seemingly meaningless shit that sets me off. Ive tried meditating and all this other shit but nothing works.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Custom skater on February 01, 2015, 08:02:13 PM

Quote from: Nallid on January 29, 2015, 08:49:46 AM

Quote from: Custom skater on January 29, 2015, 01:47:00 AM

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Here is a real confession.

I've got so much  hair down below that sometimes when I take a leak, It will cover my dick hole to the point where when I take a leak, it will spray everywere, including my pants.

I'm being legitimate about this. Does anyone else experience these problems?

[close]

Trim it. Beard trimmers are like $20. Also, do you not move the hair out of the way?! Do you only have 1 hand?

Of course I do! But it's the little strands of hair that I don't see is the problem

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 02, 2015, 09:04:23 PM

It's annoying when people tell me to get a hooker for several reasons. I don't have any fucking money. If I did have regular cash flow I might consider it. Then it would just be another expense that I could afford in moderation. Maybe I'd have a prostitute schedule. Every other Wednesday night or something.
I don't know how to go about getting one. I have enough trouble talking to strangers. What makes these fools think I can proposition a professional for an illegal service? Backpage and craigslist seem sketchy as all hell.
I don't want my first time to be with a goddamn hooker. That's something I'll remember forever, and it would be nothing more than an affirmation of my inadequacy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 02, 2015, 09:13:51 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 02, 2015, 09:04:23 PM

It's annoying when people tell me to get a hooker for several reasons. I don't have any fucking money. If I did have regular cash flow I might consider it. Then it would just be another expense that I could afford in moderation. Maybe I'd have a prostitute schedule. Every other Wednesday night or something.
I don't know how to go about getting one. I have enough trouble talking to strangers. What makes these fools think I can proposition a professional for an illegal service? Backpage and craigslist seem sketchy as all hell.
I don't want my first time to be with a goddamn hooker. That's something I'll remember forever, and it would be nothing more than an affirmation of my inadequacy.

my first time was over 20 yrs ago. i guarantee you i'm not thinking about it. if anything you'll think about your last one forever, which ever one is your last one. ADD and all that. it just keeps changing. if motherfuckers were gonna kickstarter me a whore i'd fuck her. it's the least you can do.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 02, 2015, 09:18:10 PM

I self-diagnosed myself with Avoidant Personality Disorder. I found a facebook post about it and looked it up and found that it described me to a tee. It's kind of a relief to know what I'm dealing with and that I'm not alone. Now I can take a new course of action to address my issues. I've already talked to my therapist about it, I'll be going over it with my psychiatrist soon. I'll take the diagnostic test on Wednesday, but I'm fairly certain I am right about this.

http://www.theravive.com/therapedia/Avoidant-Personality-Disorder-DSM--5-301.82-(F60.6) (http://www.theravive.com/therapedia/Avoidant-Personality-Disorder-DSM--5-301.82-(F60.6))

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on February 02, 2015, 09:40:34 PM

i fit those characteristics pretty well too. it's like everybody has been telling you, youve gotta have confidence in yourself and everything will go from there. im saying this as a person with no confidence in himself by the way. shit is really hard, ive been struggling with it. im pretty sure smoking weed makes it worse, at least in my case.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on February 02, 2015, 11:38:10 PM

Quote from: Custom skater on February 01, 2015, 08:02:13 PM

Quote from: Nallid on January 29, 2015, 08:49:46 AM

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Quote from: Custom skater on January 29, 2015, 01:47:00 AM

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Here is a real confession.

I've got so much  hair down below that sometimes when I take a leak, It will cover my dick hole to the point where when I take a leak, it will spray everywere, including my pants.

I'm being legitimate about this. Does anyone else experience these problems?

[close]

Trim it. Beard trimmers are like $20. Also, do you not move the hair out of the way?! Do you only have 1 hand?

[close]

Of course I do! But it's the little strands of hair that I don't see is the problem

whu ??? how is this a "thing"? MANSCAPE now!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on February 03, 2015, 04:36:31 AM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on February 02, 2015, 11:38:10 PM

Quote from: Custom skater on February 01, 2015, 08:02:13 PM

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Quote from: Nallid on January 29, 2015, 08:49:46 AM

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Quote from: Custom skater on January 29, 2015, 01:47:00 AM

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Here is a real confession.

I've got so much  hair down below that sometimes when I take a leak, It will cover my dick hole to the point where when I take a leak, it will spray everywere, including my pants.

I'm being legitimate about this. Does anyone else experience these problems?

[close]

either he is albino with pubes so blonde they are all but invisible Or hes pissing in the dark.. either way trim that shit down and youll be fine

P.s. if you are albino please post a pic cos i imagine them pubes to be rather amusinng

Trim it. Beard trimmers are like $20. Also, do you not move the hair out of the way?! Do you only have 1 hand?

[close]

Of course I do! But it's the little strands of hair that I don't see is the problem

[close]

whu ??? how is this a "thing"? MANSCAPE now!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on February 03, 2015, 07:23:32 AM

I also have some of those characteristics. My wise friend has a saying: "Rock n Roll, deal with it"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: franquietits on February 03, 2015, 07:24:12 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 02, 2015, 09:04:23 PM

It's annoying when people tell me to get a hooker for several reasons. I don't have any fucking money. If I did have regular cash flow I might consider it. Then it would just be another expense that I could afford in moderation. Maybe I'd have a prostitute schedule. Every other Wednesday night or something.
I don't know how to go about getting one. I have enough trouble talking to strangers. What makes these fools think I can proposition a professional for an illegal service? Backpage and craigslist seem sketchy as all hell.
I don't want my first time to be with a goddamn hooker. That's something I'll remember forever, and it would be nothing more than an affirmation of my inadequacy.

            Don't want to sound like I'm trying to bring in perverted stuff here, but I just read this online mag article I came across that was pretty interesting and surprising. It's of some woman who wrote about webcaming to see what this webcam site in particular is all about. There's some stories about a couple of performers she interviewed & their relationships with it. Reading the article at first, I thought it might be some strictly smut expose (which maybe partially is), but reading towards the bottom half there is deeper reasoning people lives are entangled in it (or at least what being "sexual" or not is if they choose so, can mean.) Read the "Wendy", "Delany" and "Max/Harper" portions. The idea of an anonymous electronic encounter they talk about is interesting. Maybe risky and probably scary to try. From the sounds of it, it's a different way of venturing into your own sexual self-esteem/engagement and creating cyber relationships. I'm not telling you to actually become a performer or anything, but it just looks like there's other ways of sexual exploration & having experiences when it comes to such desires. It could potentially be easier & who knows; maybe more satisfying than real life struggles. Makes me see how people choose diff venues and outlets for their sexual expression in a different light. I never really considered that there is really such a thing as "Internet sexuality". Maybe it could help in a serious way or just be some crazy ass adventure...or not.
At the most its just an idea.
https://medium.com/matter/are-you-internet-sexual-1f855e113df
Careful with the page though (if u even wanna read it). There's some large webcam stills in the article (right when u open the page). Not much nudity, but definitely view it in private, so you don't gotta explain yourself to someone who sees.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on February 03, 2015, 08:47:22 AM

Quote from: franquietits on February 03, 2015, 07:24:12 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 02, 2015, 09:04:23 PM

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It's annoying when people tell me to get a hooker for several reasons. I don't have any fucking money. If I did have regular cash flow I might consider it. Then it would just be another expense that I could afford in moderation. Maybe I'd have a prostitute schedule. Every other Wednesday night or something.
I don't know how to go about getting one. I have enough trouble talking to strangers. What makes these fools think I can proposition a professional for an illegal service? Backpage and craigslist seem sketchy as all hell.
I don't want my first time to be with a goddamn hooker. That's something I'll remember forever, and it would be nothing more than an affirmation of my inadequacy.

[close]

            Don't want to sound like I'm trying to bring in perverted stuff here, but I just read this online mag article I came across that was pretty interesting and surprising. It's of some woman who wrote about webcaming to see what this webcam site in particular is all about. There's some stories about a couple of performers she interviewed & their relationships with it. Reading the article at first, I thought it might be some strictly smut expose (which maybe partially is), but reading towards the bottom half there is deeper reasoning people lives are entangled in it (or at least what being "sexual" or not is if they choose so, can mean.) Read the "Wendy", "Delany" and "Max/Harper" portions. The idea of an anonymous electronic encounter they talk about is interesting. Maybe risky and probably scary to try. From the sounds of it, it's a different way of venturing into your own sexual self-esteem/engagement and creating cyber relationships. I'm not telling you to actually become a performer or anything, but it just looks like there's other ways of sexual exploration & having experiences when it comes to such desires. It could potentially be easier & who knows; maybe more satisfying than real life struggles. Makes me see how people choose diff venues and outlets for their sexual expression in a different light. I never really considered that there is really such a thing as "Internet sexuality". Maybe it could help in a serious way or just be some crazy ass adventure...or not.
At the most its just an idea.
https://medium.com/matter/are-you-internet-sexual-1f855e113df
Careful with the page though (if u even wanna read it). There's some large webcam stills in the article (right when u open the page). Not much nudity, but definitely view it in private, so you don't gotta explain yourself to someone who sees.

Please lurk around a bit before posting this nonsense.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on February 03, 2015, 10:24:09 AM

Quote from: paraquat on February 03, 2015, 07:23:32 AM

I also have some of those characteristics. My wise friend has a saying: "Rock n Roll, deal with it"

i back this. the harder part is figuring out what to do now that you've decided to deal with it. people are usually friendly, but that doesnt mean that making friends is easy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on February 03, 2015, 10:57:57 AM

Quote from: abudabi on February 03, 2015, 10:24:09 AM

Quote from: paraquat on February 03, 2015, 07:23:32 AM

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I also have some of those characteristics. My wise friend has a saying: "Rock n Roll, deal with it"

[close]

i back this. the harder part is figuring out what to do now that you've decided to deal with it. people are usually friendly, but that doesnt mean that making friends is easy.

I hear you. Since I have seen the worst in people, which is what i am/was afraid of, I am in a constant state of readiness. Waiting to react to negative behavior. It can burn you out. I have only found relief by getting into fitness and cutting bad people out of my life. Took me many years, but I am in a good place.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: franquietits on February 03, 2015, 10:37:39 PM

Quote from: ill_Murray on February 03, 2015, 08:47:22 AM

Quote from: franquietits on February 03, 2015, 07:24:12 AM

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Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 02, 2015, 09:04:23 PM

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It's annoying when people tell me to get a hooker for several reasons. I don't have any fucking money. If I did have regular cash flow I might consider it. Then it would just be another expense that I could afford in moderation. Maybe I'd have a prostitute schedule. Every other Wednesday night or something.
I don't know how to go about getting one. I have enough trouble talking to strangers. What makes these fools think I can proposition a professional for an illegal service? Backpage and craigslist seem sketchy as all hell.
I don't want my first time to be with a goddamn hooker. That's something I'll remember forever, and it would be nothing more than an affirmation of my inadequacy.

[close]

            Don't want to sound like I'm trying to bring in perverted stuff here, but I just read this online mag article I came across that was pretty interesting and surprising. It's of some woman who wrote about webcaming to see what this webcam site in particular is all about. There's some stories about a couple of performers she interviewed & their relationships with it. Reading the article at first, I thought it might be some strictly smut expose (which maybe partially is), but reading towards the bottom half there is deeper reasoning people lives are entangled in it (or at least what being "sexual" or not is if they choose so, can mean.) Read the "Wendy", "Delany" and "Max/Harper" portions. The idea of an anonymous electronic encounter they talk about is interesting. Maybe risky and probably scary to try. From the sounds of it, it's a different way of venturing into your own sexual self-esteem/engagement and creating cyber relationships. I'm not telling you to actually become a performer or anything, but it just looks like there's other ways of sexual exploration & having experiences when it comes to such desires. It could potentially be easier & who knows; maybe more satisfying than real life struggles. Makes me see how people choose diff venues and outlets for their sexual expression in a different light. I never really considered that there is really such a thing as "Internet sexuality". Maybe it could help in a serious way or just be some crazy ass adventure...or not.
At the most its just an idea.
https://medium.com/matter/are-you-internet-sexual-1f855e113df (https://medium.com/matter/are-you-internet-sexual-1f855e113df)
Careful with the page though (if u even wanna read it). There's some large webcam stills in the article (right when u open the page). Not much nudity, but definitely view it in private, so you don't gotta explain yourself to someone who sees.

[close]

Please lurk around a bit before posting this nonsense.

Thnx for the tip, Bub!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ATCWrbno8P4&list=WL#t=121 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ATCWrbno8P4&list=WL#t=121)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on February 11, 2015, 08:56:47 PM

stuck in a mandatory class with the girl i was bitching about in here a while ago.
listening to her talk is torture. goddamnit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on February 11, 2015, 10:13:17 PM

Quote from: abudabi on February 03, 2015, 10:24:09 AM

Quote from: paraquat on February 03, 2015, 07:23:32 AM

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I also have some of those characteristics. My wise friend has a saying: "Rock n Roll, deal with it"

[close]

i back this. the harder part is figuring out what to do now that you've decided to deal with it. people are usually friendly, but that doesnt mean that making friends is easy.

Deal with it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on February 12, 2015, 07:58:29 AM

i know you probably spent less than 20 seconds on that post so im not gonna bother

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 12, 2015, 09:15:18 AM

Quote from: abudabi on February 11, 2015, 08:56:47 PM

stuck in a mandatory class with the girl i was bitching about in here a while ago.
listening to her talk is torture. goddamnit.

sounds like the perfect opportunity to work on the 'hands free crankdown' like on workaholics. think yourself erect. then think yourself banging. if you've mastered your body then think yourself ejaculating in your pants. then grasshopper, you will have achieved parity w/ your sensei and will receive a black studded punk rock belt.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on February 12, 2015, 10:13:32 AM

never seen workaholics, but i saw a vimeo clip about girls giving themselves orgasms just by flexing the right muscles.
seems like it would kinda take the fun out of things.

im kinda weirded out by your + rep shark tits. just seems wrong somehow. another sign of the impending slapocalypse.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 12, 2015, 02:04:54 PM

Quote from: abudabi on February 12, 2015, 10:13:32 AM

never seen workaholics, but i saw a vimeo clip about girls giving themselves orgasms just by flexing the right muscles.
seems like it would kinda take the fun out of things.

im kinda weirded out by your + rep shark tits. just seems wrong somehow. another sign of the impending slapocalypse.

heheh, if you can bust a nut w/ the power of your mind and in public no less, i don't think you'd loose the fun. prolly sorta creepy but if you told someone then it would be 'jokey' and less creepy.
once upon a time i had a positive rep, maybe only 40 but it comes and goes. i was negative 169 i think at one point.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on February 12, 2015, 09:19:57 PM

Every time I eat Panda Express, I die a little inside  :'(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on February 12, 2015, 10:09:42 PM

i sometimes have this thought when i am not sad at all and think about how burying your children must be the hardest thing to do, especially if you have watched them grow up to some degree, and the relationship was healthy obviously(but even if its not its still probably pretty damn sad)

this is then usually followed with thinking i could never kill myself and put my parents through that so that would mean id have to get so fucked up that id be that kid on the news that fucking shot his whole family then himself if i were to off myself

i dont know if that makes me happy, like i have something to live for in my parents
or if im just a fucking kook for taking it to that level

doctors of slap, diagnose me plz

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 12, 2015, 11:05:33 PM

Quote from: pencil on February 12, 2015, 10:09:42 PM

i sometimes have this thought when i am not sad at all and think about how burying your children must be the hardest thing to do, especially if you have watched them grow up to some degree, and the relationship was healthy obviously(but even if its not its still probably pretty damn sad)

this is then usually followed with thinking i could never kill myself and put my parents through that so that would mean id have to get so fucked up that id be that kid on the news that fucking shot his whole family then himself if i were to off myself

i dont know if that makes me happy, like i have something to live for in my parents
or if im just a fucking kook for taking it to that level

doctors of slap, diagnose me plz

kill your family to spare their feelings? total gnarcissist. when i was a kid in DYS i met a classic case named jerry mcrae. of all the murderers he was the only one who didn't command respect. nothing 'gangsta' about killing your folks and little sister. as the story goes it was because they wouldn't let his gf sleep over and post mortem he laid some pipe in a different room, corpses down the hall or the stairs, unbeknownst to homegirl.
she's gotta be all sorts of fucked up today one would imagine.
this other kid's name was gator [after his favorite pro, video below]. he was a real deadeye in dodgeball. i got to be cellies w/ a black kid named jeff. he was short, stocky and loud. there was anti white racism and jeff and i didn't get along initially but as roomies he stopped vibing me and borrowed gator's 'dookie' and suicidal tendencies first tape for me. told me about some jamaican he warned off his block in brockton. dude came back the next day but not after that was how he admitted w/out admitting [bragging to a degree].
i've met some real characters over the yrs....
Gator Collet (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ULmaUt_IoU#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on February 13, 2015, 10:09:44 AM

Quote from: pencil on February 12, 2015, 10:09:42 PM

i dont know if that makes me happy, like i have something to live for in my parents
or if im just a fucking kook for taking it to that level

doctors of slap, diagnose me plz

nothing wrong with that. i think the only reason i didnt fail out of college my first two years was because i didnt want to disappoint my parents and live with the guilt of wasting all that time and money. they sent me to college, so i felt like i owed it to them to do well and finish. pretty much the same reason why i moved out of their house at the time i did. they had no problem with me staying there, but i felt like they had already done so much for me i didnt want to take anything else from them when i could provide for myself, even if it meant that id be broke. i know im very lucky to have parents who did the best they could for me and i feel like i owe it to them to do the best with my life so that i can be there for them if they ever need me.


so if youre a kook, them im a kook too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on February 13, 2015, 07:03:21 PM

Quote from: abudabi on February 12, 2015, 07:58:29 AM

i know you probably spent less than 20 seconds on that post so im not gonna bother

No I actually wrote two other posts that were several paragraphs, but they were long winded and a little sanctimonious so I went for brevity. I was one way, went through a very tumultuous period in my life, and decided that the only way I would be okay afterward would be if I changed some fundamental things about myself. I decided to deal with it, and once you start you can't stop. There's no use in being afraid or anxious or whatever of what's coming after you decide to deal with it because whatever it is, you'll deal with it. Or you won't.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on February 13, 2015, 07:37:24 PM

Confession: I love fighting. It's fucked the hell up and I never am one to strike first but if someone puts their hands on me I LOVE defending myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 13, 2015, 09:00:19 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on February 13, 2015, 07:37:24 PM

Confession: I love fighting. It's fucked the hell up and I never am one to strike first but if someone puts their hands on me I LOVE defending myself.

if you want beef you should've said so. there's all sorts of chuckleheads here to roll around w/. shit, beat the hell out my brother and everyone will love you. keys to the city!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on February 13, 2015, 10:20:01 PM

I honestly feel like im barney from how i met your mother. Not in the sense that i hook up with a lot of woman but in the sense is that i get bored of them. I have only hooked up at max 4 times with every girl i dated or had sex with. I am taking the girl i have been seeing from tinder to a Valentines day date and im just dreading the idea of hanging out with her again, we only hung out 3 times.. I don't know why though because i have enjoyed myself every time we hung out. And its not like im not attracted to her i mean shes cute but i just don't know what the fucks wrong with me.

I am still going to take her on that date cause i said i was going to take her out and im a man of my word, hopefully this is just a random feeling im having right now but it kind of happened to me before but i was an asshole kid than and when the girl said she wanted something serious i just ignored her texts and calls

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on February 13, 2015, 10:31:23 PM

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Confession: I love fighting. It's fucked the hell up and I never am one to strike first but if someone puts their hands on me I LOVE defending myself.

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if you want beef you should've said so. there's all sorts of chuckleheads here to roll around w/. shit, beat the hell out my brother and everyone will love you. keys to the city!

hahahahahaha nah Worcester is a real city with real people that get out and live respectable lives. I get to talking to rich kids from the burbs/the country that would be shitting a brick in your city that think they're gangster because they paid 800 dollars for a season pass to some fucking snowboard hill or have seen more Phish concerts or won more soccer games in high school than me. Whatever bullshit that's making them happy makes them feel like they got the right to try and put me down and talk shit to me, fuck dat. I want them to step in real life and try and attack me so I can fuck them the fuck up and hopefully they'll never walk again or eat ice cream.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on February 14, 2015, 01:29:45 PM

Quote from: tobey on February 13, 2015, 10:20:01 PM

I honestly feel like im barney from how i met your mother. Not in the sense that i hook up with a lot of woman but in the sense is that i get bored of them. I have only hooked up at max 4 times with every girl i dated or had sex with. I am taking the girl i have been seeing from tinder to a Valentines day date and im just dreading the idea of hanging out with her again, we only hung out 3 times.. I don't know why though because i have enjoyed myself every time we hung out. And its not like im not attracted to her i mean shes cute but i just don't know what the fucks wrong with me.

I am still going to take her on that date cause i said i was going to take her out and im a man of my word, hopefully this is just a random feeling im having right now but it kind of happened to me before but i was an asshole kid than and when the girl said she wanted something serious i just ignored her texts and calls

So what you mean is you feel like you aren't Barney from How I Met Your Mother.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on February 15, 2015, 12:38:54 AM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on February 14, 2015, 01:29:45 PM

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I honestly feel like im barney from how i met your mother. Not in the sense that i hook up with a lot of woman but in the sense is that i get bored of them. I have only hooked up at max 4 times with every girl i dated or had sex with. I am taking the girl i have been seeing from tinder to a Valentines day date and im just dreading the idea of hanging out with her again, we only hung out 3 times.. I don't know why though because i have enjoyed myself every time we hung out. And its not like im not attracted to her i mean shes cute but i just don't know what the fucks wrong with me.

I am still going to take her on that date cause i said i was going to take her out and im a man of my word, hopefully this is just a random feeling im having right now but it kind of happened to me before but i was an asshole kid than and when the girl said she wanted something serious i just ignored her texts and calls

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So what you mean is you feel like you aren't Barney from How I Met Your Mother.

Im going to bleach my hair than post a fit, than you will be salty

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on February 15, 2015, 06:45:29 AM

Quote from: tobey on February 15, 2015, 12:38:54 AM

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I honestly feel like im barney from how i met your mother. Not in the sense that i hook up with a lot of woman but in the sense is that i get bored of them. I have only hooked up at max 4 times with every girl i dated or had sex with. I am taking the girl i have been seeing from tinder to a Valentines day date and im just dreading the idea of hanging out with her again, we only hung out 3 times.. I don't know why though because i have enjoyed myself every time we hung out. And its not like im not attracted to her i mean shes cute but i just don't know what the fucks wrong with me.

I am still going to take her on that date cause i said i was going to take her out and im a man of my word, hopefully this is just a random feeling im having right now but it kind of happened to me before but i was an asshole kid than and when the girl said she wanted something serious i just ignored her texts and calls

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So what you mean is you feel like you aren't Barney from How I Met Your Mother.

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Im going to bleach my hair than post a fit, than you will be salty

You've got the wrong guy. I have no idea what that means.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on February 15, 2015, 06:46:00 PM

Quote from: JB on February 13, 2015, 10:09:44 AM

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i dont know if that makes me happy, like i have something to live for in my parents
or if im just a fucking kook for taking it to that level

doctors of slap, diagnose me plz

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nothing wrong with that. i think the only reason i didnt fail out of college my first two years was because i didnt want to disappoint my parents and live with the guilt of wasting all that time and money. they sent me to college, so i felt like i owed it to them to do well and finish. pretty much the same reason why i moved out of their house at the time i did. they had no problem with me staying there, but i felt like they had already done so much for me i didnt want to take anything else from them when i could provide for myself, even if it meant that id be broke. i know im very lucky to have parents who did the best they could for me and i feel like i owe it to them to do the best with my life so that i can be there for them if they ever need me.


so if youre a kook, them im a kook too.

spot on, especially since my brother who is 25 still lives with them so I feel like I gotta be that much more independent since they did everything they could to provide for me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 15, 2015, 06:57:56 PM

I stopped taking prozac about a month ago. Now my peen's got a hair trigger.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 15, 2015, 06:59:38 PM

^ gnarred for ejaculating!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 15, 2015, 08:35:30 PM

There's a problem though. I'm going to have to masturbate like 3 times before I meet this girl I've been talking to just in case something happens between us. Otherwise it's going to be real embarrassing for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on February 15, 2015, 08:51:09 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 15, 2015, 08:35:30 PM

There's a problem though. I'm going to have to masturbate like 3 times before I meet this girl I've been talking to just in case something happens between us. Otherwise it's going to be real embarrassing for me.

Don't sell your self short L33t, when i lost my virginity it took awhile for me to bust a nut and i wasn't even on that much medication than or i might have not been on any than, i forget.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 15, 2015, 08:53:14 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 15, 2015, 08:35:30 PM

There's a problem though. I'm going to have to masturbate like 3 times before I meet this girl I've been talking to just in case something happens between us. Otherwise it's going to be real embarrassing for me.

damn leetgeek, chill out my guy. if it ain't one thing it's a gotdamn nother w/ you. back when i was getting pussy fairly frequently i usedta be able to go a solid 5 on the strength [think about lipslides, think about lipslides, ok i'm lettin it go] but in my later yrs, maybe cause i'm off drinking and all my sex was drunk previous but i'm hair trigger in my old age.
even 5 yrs ago i could hang on for a minute w/ my homeless gals but last yr i busted in my pants horseplaying w/ this girl who usedta be w/ my pal oliver until he suicided and she found him. all sorts of fucked up but for anyways, she was tagging along, watching natas on youtube and we'd make out and stuff. never in my younger days did such a thing happen but i ain't let that bother me.
bust as many nuts as ya need to. sex ain't no big deal but cause you've built it up ya oughtta get it over w/ and then it'll happen sporadically or more if ya pursue it.
my friend mike leslie waited til he was early 20s, didn't wanna be 'a jock' or trite and be all 'yeah bro i got laid' but anyways, he waited and cultivated comic drawing, good skating and playing in his punk bands and for the last decade he's been laying pipe like it ain't no thing but he's a gentleman still. no girl ever feels scammed by him whereas i think they all feel ripped off after having sex w/ me.
you can prolly go twice in a night so do a little premature ejaculation then refract for 10=20 minutes and get back in the ring to take a-nother swing and let her knock you out w/ those american thighs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on February 16, 2015, 06:12:27 AM

If your down to eat some pussy, getting her off this way before you even get your dong out, really takes the preasure off, maybe watch some instructional vids on it, if you have a game plan to get her off early it eases your mind knowing she wont go unsatisfied even if you nut in your dickies, the rest after that is gravy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on February 16, 2015, 06:25:43 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on February 16, 2015, 06:12:27 AM

If your down to eat some pussy, getting her off this way before you even get your dong out, really takes the preasure off, maybe watch some instructional vids on it, if you have a game plan to get her off early it eases your mind knowing she wont go unsatisfied even if you nut in your dickies, the rest after that is gravy.

this, but ease into it. dont expect to go down on her and make her cum in a few minutes. women really need foreplay. the longer you spend playing with her nipples, kissing her neck, rubbing her pussy over her panties, the better. if you give yourself enough time warming her up, by the time you put your tongue on her clit shes going to go crazy. whatever you do, warm her up before you go for your finishing moves.

and if this happens, most likely your heart is going to be beating out of your chest, but its ok. everyone gets nervous. it took me many times before i was able to shake the nerves. and if you cum too fast, clean yourself off and just start over, but dont put all your focus on getting your dick hard again. it will get back up.

if anything happens dude, dont psych yourself out. just be stoked that your fooling around with a real woman and not watching someone else do it on a computer screen. its fun. enjoy yourself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 18, 2015, 09:28:23 AM

I don't think I'm going to see the girl I met on that app. She stopped replying to my texts.

I've been having severe anger problems for a week or so. The most insignificant shit sets me off. I'm pretty sure it's because I'm off my meds. It's just not me and I hate it. I don't think anyone wants to feel angry all the time. I think I'm going to get back on the shit. In fact I'm going to pick up my meds from the pharmacy today.

Also today I have a job interview. It's for cleaning carpets or some shit. Hopefully I can get this job. I think it would solve a lot problems. Wish me luck that I won't lose my temper in the middle of the interview.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on February 18, 2015, 10:52:58 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 18, 2015, 09:28:23 AM

I don't think I'm going to see the girl I met on that app. She stopped replying to my texts.

I've been having severe anger problems for a week or so. The most insignificant shit sets me off. I'm pretty sure it's because I'm off my meds. It's just not me and I hate it. I don't think anyone wants to feel angry all the time. I think I'm going to get back on the shit. In fact I'm going to pick up my meds from the pharmacy today.

Also today I have a job interview. It's for cleaning carpets or some shit. Hopefully I can get this job. I think it would solve a lot problems. Wish me luck that I won't lose my temper in the middle of the interview.

Good luck man.
Runaway train. -because it is gold. (http://youtube.com/watch?v=Y4gNfG-TTjo#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on February 19, 2015, 10:26:14 PM

So the girl i have been seeing, i have been texting her and she said shes sick. She said shes been throwing up and having super nausea. Didn't think twice about it i just said get better. Well when i was going to sleep yesterday i started to think that the last time i had sex with her and jizzed was about a month ago. Now i wore a condom but it adds up. She didnt say anything like she missed her period or anything like that but still it has me thinking like did i get this girl pregnant? Now i have been kind of freaking out cause she hasn't texted me in awhile so my mind is wondering a thousand miles a minute and just thinking that my life is going to be over.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on February 19, 2015, 11:07:54 PM

Quote from: tobey on February 19, 2015, 10:26:14 PM

So the girl i have been seeing, i have been texting her and she said shes sick. She said shes been throwing up and having super nausea. Didn't think twice about it i just said get better. Well when i was going to sleep yesterday i started to think that the last time i had sex with her and jizzed was about a month ago. Now i wore a condom but it adds up. She didnt say anything like she missed her period or anything like that but still it has me thinking like did i get this girl pregnant? Now i have been kind of freaking out cause she hasn't texted me in awhile so my mind is wondering a thousand miles a minute and just thinking that my life is going to be over.

ask her how shes feeling and use soup emojis and shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on February 19, 2015, 11:34:25 PM

Quote from: pencil on February 19, 2015, 11:07:54 PM

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So the girl i have been seeing, i have been texting her and she said shes sick. She said shes been throwing up and having super nausea. Didn't think twice about it i just said get better. Well when i was going to sleep yesterday i started to think that the last time i had sex with her and jizzed was about a month ago. Now i wore a condom but it adds up. She didnt say anything like she missed her period or anything like that but still it has me thinking like did i get this girl pregnant? Now i have been kind of freaking out cause she hasn't texted me in awhile so my mind is wondering a thousand miles a minute and just thinking that my life is going to be over.

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ask her how shes feeling and use soup emojis and shit

theres soup emojis?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on February 19, 2015, 11:38:09 PM

chill out tobey ur over analyzing everything again

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on February 19, 2015, 11:48:36 PM

Quote from: ice nine on February 19, 2015, 11:38:09 PM

chill out tobey ur over analyzing everything again

yeah i know but your mind wonders sometimes i feel like if i expect the worst than it won't be as bad if i get the text "im pregnant"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on February 20, 2015, 01:48:22 AM

tobey u ever fucked around with a guy? no chance of pregnancy there my man ;)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on February 20, 2015, 06:36:49 AM

Quote from: tobey on February 19, 2015, 11:34:25 PM

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So the girl i have been seeing, i have been texting her and she said shes sick. She said shes been throwing up and having super nausea. Didn't think twice about it i just said get better. Well when i was going to sleep yesterday i started to think that the last time i had sex with her and jizzed was about a month ago. Now i wore a condom but it adds up. She didnt say anything like she missed her period or anything like that but still it has me thinking like did i get this girl pregnant? Now i have been kind of freaking out cause she hasn't texted me in awhile so my mind is wondering a thousand miles a minute and just thinking that my life is going to be over.

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ask her how shes feeling and use soup emojis and shit

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theres soup emojis?

^ this made me laugh.


but seriously, check with her in a few days. she might have the flu or food poisoning, but if the same things are happening for a few days, theres a definite possibility that she could be pregnant.

fuck, ever since my girlfriends BC script ran out and we've had to switch back to condoms i have myself convinced that shes pregnant every month. shit sucks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on February 22, 2015, 05:30:03 AM

If she says she's pregnant provide her with pregnancy tests (more than one) that you bought, and tell her to piss on them with you there. I had this girl say she took three tests that were all positive, but when I gave her some and said to do them at my place she freaked out. I used to put my dick in crazy as much as I could because they're usually pretty loose with the morals.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poopnutsupreme on February 23, 2015, 12:36:26 AM

I might of posted this before but I'm not sure so I'll post it again. When I was like 6, my dad and I were coming home and saw my sister laying in the driveway. Well it turns out she fell walking home and got some rocks stuck in her knee so we had to rush her to the doctors to get stitches and get the rocks out. The office was closed so no one was there but the doctor was super cool, rushed there and opened it up to help my sister. Well they left me in the lobby where there was kids toys and stuff but there was no bathroom. I had to pee really bad but I didn't want to walk in on them getting rocks out of my sisters knee so I saw this ball for kids to bounce around and throw that had a hole in it. I peed in it and like filled it up but I didn't know what to do so I just put it back. I still wonder what happened, I can't imagine how bad it was for the next person to pick that up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on February 23, 2015, 03:13:37 AM

Quote from: poopnutsupreme on February 23, 2015, 12:36:26 AM

I might of posted this before but I'm not sure so I'll post it again. When I was like 6, my dad and I were coming home and saw my sister laying in the driveway. Well it turns out she fell walking home and got some rocks stuck in her knee so we had to rush her to the doctors to get stitches and get the rocks out. The office was closed so no one was there but the doctor was super cool, rushed there and opened it up to help my sister. Well they left me in the lobby where there was kids toys and stuff but there was no bathroom. I had to pee really bad but I didn't want to walk in on them getting rocks out of my sisters knee so I saw this ball for kids to bounce around and throw that had a hole in it. I peed in it and like filled it up but I didn't know what to do so I just put it back. I still wonder what happened, I can't imagine how bad it was for the next person to pick that up.

wow! you hilarious prepubescent asshole!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Justis on February 23, 2015, 10:44:05 AM

A wild weekend leads to my friend forming delusions about me being in a gang and being "out to get him"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prince Nelson on February 23, 2015, 11:43:44 AM

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I might of posted this before but I'm not sure so I'll post it again. When I was like 6, my dad and I were coming home and saw my sister laying in the driveway. Well it turns out she fell walking home and got some rocks stuck in her knee so we had to rush her to the doctors to get stitches and get the rocks out. The office was closed so no one was there but the doctor was super cool, rushed there and opened it up to help my sister. Well they left me in the lobby where there was kids toys and stuff but there was no bathroom. I had to pee really bad but I didn't want to walk in on them getting rocks out of my sisters knee so I saw this ball for kids to bounce around and throw that had a hole in it. I peed in it and like filled it up but I didn't know what to do so I just put it back. I still wonder what happened, I can't imagine how bad it was for the next person to pick that up.

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wow! you hilarious prepubescent asshole!

this is incredible!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on February 23, 2015, 05:53:36 PM

Quote from: Justis on February 23, 2015, 10:44:05 AM

A wild weekend leads to my friend forming delusions about me being in a gang and being "out to get him"

Go on...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GoodguyEh on February 24, 2015, 05:37:08 PM

Quote from: Justis on February 23, 2015, 10:44:05 AM

A wild weekend leads to my friend forming delusions about me being in a gang and being "out to get him"

Sounds like a typical side effect from an extreme cocaine binge

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: summertimebluesdaddy on February 24, 2015, 05:40:40 PM

Quote from: dirtyweemidden on February 20, 2015, 01:48:22 AM

tobey u ever fucked around with a guy? no chance of pregnancy there my man ;)

Or with a loaf of bread

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on February 25, 2015, 01:58:32 PM

Something something yeast infection :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: captainfalcon69 on February 26, 2015, 02:31:47 PM

Quote from: GoodguyEh on February 24, 2015, 05:37:08 PM

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A wild weekend leads to my friend forming delusions about me being in a gang and being "out to get him"

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Sounds like a typical side effect from an extreme cocaine binge

or taking acid and becoming schizo, like my friends cousin did.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on February 26, 2015, 03:54:04 PM

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A wild weekend leads to my friend forming delusions about me being in a gang and being "out to get him"

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Sounds like a typical side effect from an extreme cocaine binge

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or taking acid and becoming schizo, like my friends cousin did.

or racism

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on February 27, 2015, 12:00:06 PM

Quote from: captainfalcon69 on February 26, 2015, 02:31:47 PM

or taking acid and becoming schizo, like my friends cousin did.

woah woah woah... that's not cool. never heard of this happening. did they just get stuck in the trip?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on February 27, 2015, 07:54:47 PM

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or taking acid and becoming schizo, like my friends cousin did.

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woah woah woah... that's not cool. never heard of this happening. did they just get stuck in the trip?

It's more likely to exacerbate dormant symptoms in schizophrenics than actually "cause schizophrenia". It is a shame because often signs of schizophrenia don't appear until a person is in their 20's, the same age many start using psychedelics or other substances.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on February 27, 2015, 09:33:48 PM

ah, gotcha. ive heard that about pot and mushrooms before actually, but not acid.
ive only tried mushrooms, kinda scared to try acid. not that i had a bad experience on mushrooms.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prince Nelson on March 01, 2015, 03:13:42 PM

Quote from: abudabi on February 27, 2015, 09:33:48 PM

ah, gotcha. ive heard that about pot and mushrooms before actually, but not acid.
ive only tried mushrooms, kinda scared to try acid. not that i had a bad experience on mushrooms.

Acid is fun the first time. just do it with friends that are also taking acid and make sure you don't do anything stupid. Just do the usual "touch, smell, feel" routine on whatever is in your house. I would not recommend driving. Maybe watch a weird movie or something, you'll need activities to occupy your time for 8-9 hours.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on March 01, 2015, 03:17:51 PM

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ah, gotcha. ive heard that about pot and mushrooms before actually, but not acid.
ive only tried mushrooms, kinda scared to try acid. not that i had a bad experience on mushrooms.

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Acid is fun the first time. just do it with friends that are also taking acid and make sure you don't do anything stupid. Just do the usual "touch, smell, feel" routine on whatever is in your house. I would not recommend driving. Maybe watch a weird movie or something, you'll need activities to occupy your time for 8-9 hours.

you can do that but i'd recommend being outside in nature. heh, or the city, no hippie here. i remember tripping on some bees coming out of a tree and i knew i was seeing more than there really were but i wasn't gonna gamble on which ones were hallucination. then walk through the graveyard and it looked like cypress hill album [this was 93] and went to jail at the end of the night, all the cop cars in the parking lot looked like hornets. i never put it together til just now that the bees earlier prolly influenced my thoughts later.
or go skating, you can really focus on hallucinogens.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on March 01, 2015, 03:26:01 PM

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ah, gotcha. ive heard that about pot and mushrooms before actually, but not acid.
ive only tried mushrooms, kinda scared to try acid. not that i had a bad experience on mushrooms.

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Acid is fun the first time. just do it with friends that are also taking acid and make sure you don't do anything stupid. Just do the usual "touch, smell, feel" routine on whatever is in your house. I would not recommend driving. Maybe watch a weird movie or something, you'll need activities to occupy your time for 8-9 hours.

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you can do that but i'd recommend being outside in nature. heh, or the city, no hippie here. i remember tripping on some bees coming out of a tree and i knew i was seeing more than there really were but i wasn't gonna gamble on which ones were hallucination. then walk through the graveyard and it looked like cypress hill album [this was 93] and went to jail at the end of the night, all the cop cars in the parking lot looked like hornets. i never put it together til just now that the bees earlier prolly influenced my thoughts later.
or go skating, you can really focus on hallucinogens.

Acid was fun walking around New York City and acid was fun laying on a beach, what I'm trying to say is, Acid is fun. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on March 01, 2015, 03:52:19 PM

acid is groovy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matter of fact on March 01, 2015, 04:28:58 PM

acid is good times but from my experience i would say try to avoid doing it by yourself. a got a 10 strip like 3 May's ago and every four or five days i'd be tripping. you need at least one buddy with you to bounce shit off of. and being stuck inside can get rough, try to schedule your trip for a nice day.

definitely took me a few months to sorta level back out and stop being dissociated after that month. if i had any drug back then i would do it as often as possible. months before that i had a xanax hookup and would take a bar by myself and just get blackout drunk (which isn't hard to do on xanax), wake up the next day with absolutely zero memory of my night, get over the hangover then do it again. never had a coke hookup or i would be fucked right now. drugs seem like fun until you're using them every day to just leave your reality.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Justis on March 02, 2015, 10:48:36 AM

It twas a tab that made him form these delusions, weve worked it out since then though , makes me wanna stop tripping all together

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Post by: shark tits on March 02, 2015, 10:52:34 AM

Quote from: Justis on March 02, 2015, 10:48:36 AM

It twas a tab that made him form these delusions, weve worked it out since then though , makes me wanna stop tripping all together

never stop tripping

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on March 02, 2015, 12:58:42 PM

Quote from: matter of fact on March 01, 2015, 04:28:58 PM

acid is good times but from my experience i would say try to avoid doing it by yourself. a got a 10 strip like 3 May's ago and every four or five days i'd be tripping. you need at least one buddy with you to bounce shit off of. and being stuck inside can get rough, try to schedule your trip for a nice day.

definitely took me a few months to sorta level back out and stop being dissociated after that month. if i had any drug back then i would do it as often as possible. months before that i had a xanax hookup and would take a bar by myself and just get blackout drunk (which isn't hard to do on xanax), wake up the next day with absolutely zero memory of my night, get over the hangover then do it again. never had a coke hookup or i would be fucked right now. drugs seem like fun until you're using them every day to just leave your reality.

that sounds fucking gnarly. glad you sorted all that out.
and yeah, i would definitely wanna be able to go outside if i tried acid. why do you need to bounce shit off someone? on shrooms i just got annoyed by other people who were tripping too hard. i should mention that im not the most social person.

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Post by: matter of fact on March 02, 2015, 05:36:06 PM

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acid is good times but from my experience i would say try to avoid doing it by yourself. a got a 10 strip like 3 May's ago and every four or five days i'd be tripping. you need at least one buddy with you to bounce shit off of. and being stuck inside can get rough, try to schedule your trip for a nice day.

definitely took me a few months to sorta level back out and stop being dissociated after that month. if i had any drug back then i would do it as often as possible. months before that i had a xanax hookup and would take a bar by myself and just get blackout drunk (which isn't hard to do on xanax), wake up the next day with absolutely zero memory of my night, get over the hangover then do it again. never had a coke hookup or i would be fucked right now. drugs seem like fun until you're using them every day to just leave your reality.

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that sounds fucking gnarly. glad you sorted all that out.
and yeah, i would definitely wanna be able to go outside if i tried acid. why do you need to bounce shit off someone? on shrooms i just got annoyed by other people who were tripping too hard. i should mention that im not the most social person.

if you have a best friend then that's the person you want to be around. it's for when heavy concepts/troubling thoughts come through your mind and just won't leave. it can be easy to move on to some other topic sometimes with a distraction (putting on music, going skating, drawing something), but sometimes shitty thoughts can consume you. i think with me i had some underlying anxiety shit going on and i was working through it on my own. really sucked. but if you're of sound mind then you should be fine. i only really freaked out twice, once was by myself and it was way way worse than with a friend.

tripping with good friends is awesome. i feel like i'm setting you up for a bad trip or something, my bad. your experience will vary, just make sure you're in a good place mentally. at least be in a good mood that day.

oh, and writing shit down in a notebook can get really interesting, it's hard to remember the finer points of a trip sometimes. some people think a notebook inhibits the flow of a trip or something. depends on the person.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on March 03, 2015, 04:46:00 AM

my wifes been watching keeping up with the kardashians, I act like i hate it but im secretly stoked when she puts it on.. Kourtney is a babe!

cant wait till she gets to the bruce tranny episodes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on March 03, 2015, 07:18:09 AM

Quote from: dirtyweemidden on March 03, 2015, 04:46:00 AM

my wifes been watching keeping up with the kardashians, I act like i hate it but im secretly stoked when she puts it on.. Kourtney is a babe!

cant wait till she gets to the bruce tranny episodes

i sort of feel the same way when my girlfriend watches girls. i hate almost every single character, but so far in this season theyve all had life shit on them pretty hard, so ive gotten some solid enjoyment out of watching that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on March 03, 2015, 12:45:58 PM

What is the deal with woman and their terrible taste in TV??

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on March 03, 2015, 03:40:14 PM

If I can choose how I die I'd like to be murdered because of a reaction to my art. Seems like people that get murdered are always remembered.

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Post by: shark tits on March 03, 2015, 04:02:08 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on March 03, 2015, 03:40:14 PM

If I can choose how I die I'd like to be murdered because of a reaction to my art. Seems like people that get murdered are always remembered.

chill rusty, in 100 yrs ain't nobody gonna be remembered and it's better to be alive and unknown than dead and people aware that you once existed.
that said, i agree w/ the sentiments of being killed because of art is rad. i always wished one of my girls would write an angry riot grrrl song about [against] me. alas, none of my exes are artsy enough. they sure are fartsy enough but not artsy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on March 03, 2015, 04:11:14 PM

murder victims dont die alone, thats a plus right?

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Post by: shark tits on March 03, 2015, 04:19:14 PM

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murder victims dont die alone, thats a plus right?

heh, i spose that can be a plus? you're young abudabi, stay drunk for a while til you come to some conclusions then you'll be ahead in the game. i think i'll start drinking again once i'm old but quitting is one of the better choices i've made in life.
not pushing that on you cause you might be a better drunk than i was. the people you know now by and large, prolly won't be the same people in your life in 10 yrs. i'm not saying rip everyone off and fuck ya'llz cause you don't need to keep them in your life but just don't stress on em so much.

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Post by: Rusty_Berrings on March 03, 2015, 04:23:08 PM

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If I can choose how I die I'd like to be murdered because of a reaction to my art. Seems like people that get murdered are always remembered.

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chill rusty, in 100 yrs ain't nobody gonna be remembered and it's better to be alive and unknown than dead and people aware that you once existed.
that said, i agree w/ the sentiments of being killed because of art is rad. i always wished one of my girls would write an angry riot grrrl song about [against] me. alas, none of my exes are artsy enough. they sure are fartsy enough but not artsy.

what about all the artists that got murdered centuries ago that became famous after they died that we're still talking about today? just because they don't pique your personal interest and you're not thinking of them doesn't mean there aren't a ton of people talking about them and that they're not popular. And no, I don't want to die, I'm just saying when I do go I'd like to die knowing that I've made such an uproar and affected so many people's lives so much with whatever I'm doing or have done that some person or people can't stand to have me around any more and have to do away with me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on March 03, 2015, 04:32:39 PM

Quote from: paraquat on March 03, 2015, 12:45:58 PM

What is the deal with woman and their terrible taste in TV??

I dunno, some of their shows have some pretty cute female characters so that makes it a plus to watch. Shows like the kardashian one though are fucking stupid and I refuse to watch them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on March 03, 2015, 04:41:32 PM

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heh, i spose that can be a plus? you're young abudabi, stay drunk for a while til you come to some conclusions then you'll be ahead in the game. i think i'll start drinking again once i'm old but quitting is one of the better choices i've made in life.
not pushing that on you cause you might be a better drunk than i was. the people you know now by and large, prolly won't be the same people in your life in 10 yrs. i'm not saying rip everyone off and fuck ya'llz cause you don't need to keep them in your life but just don't stress on em so much.

i kinda regret saying that cause it seems like its referring to me, considering i just posted about missing a girl.
if you dont die alone then you gotta think of your last words, which is probably hella pressure.

i cant convince myself its not a big deal because this chick is in my dreams haunting me, freddy krueger style.
it's one of those things that i think about and wince super hard, like it cant be real cause it sucks too much.

if i end up getting into booze too much, ill switch to something else. my father is an alcoholic and i dont want to end up like him.

sorry for the bummer post.

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Post by: shark tits on March 03, 2015, 05:30:38 PM

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murder victims dont die alone, thats a plus right?

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heh, i spose that can be a plus? you're young abudabi, stay drunk for a while til you come to some conclusions then you'll be ahead in the game. i think i'll start drinking again once i'm old but quitting is one of the better choices i've made in life.
not pushing that on you cause you might be a better drunk than i was. the people you know now by and large, prolly won't be the same people in your life in 10 yrs. i'm not saying rip everyone off and fuck ya'llz cause you don't need to keep them in your life but just don't stress on em so much.

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i kinda regret saying that cause it seems like its referring to me, considering i just posted about missing a girl.
if you dont die alone then you gotta think of your last words, which is probably hella pressure.

i cant convince myself its not a big deal because this chick is in my dreams haunting me, freddy krueger style.
it's one of those things that i think about and wince super hard, like it cant be real cause it sucks too much.

if i end up getting into booze too much, ill switch to something else. my father is an alcoholic and i dont want to end up like him.

sorry for the bummer post.

no worries pal. i'm just saying, we're temporary so your problems as a young person are especially fleeting. being in love when you're young is awesome. maybe stuff ain't all bad w/ her and she'll tie you to the bed w/ tongues talkin about 'do you like my body, abudabi?'
fred krueger was by all accounts, an excellent lvoer.
most kids had nice things to say about his technique.
to rusty, i don't know what long dead artist we're talking about, franz ferdinand?
i am w/ you on the uproar part, i'd like to die as part of a practical joke or something, a little determinism/suicide-ism insteada getting kileed by a 3rd party.
i'm w/ you in theory but you can't enjoy the uproar [i've been dead enough times to be somewhat of an authority on teh subject] and people might know a dead artist's name but that's not the same as knowing, you know? like in 100 yrs kids might know of obama cause he's black but bush, reaga, clintion? they'll all be forgotten like mckinley, roosevelt, whoever we know their name and not much else.
i don't see why you don't put your tinkering, inventive spirit into living forever.
to abudabi, last words are important but most people don't get them. guess we all have default last words but i'd like to put some thought into mine, something pithy and heartbending.
as it stands all i've got for a tombstone is 'born in 77, died at 77' which means i've gotta stay alive for 39 more yrs.
shark tits work is never done

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Post by: Rusty_Berrings on March 03, 2015, 06:10:37 PM

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murder victims dont die alone, thats a plus right?

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heh, i spose that can be a plus? you're young abudabi, stay drunk for a while til you come to some conclusions then you'll be ahead in the game. i think i'll start drinking again once i'm old but quitting is one of the better choices i've made in life.
not pushing that on you cause you might be a better drunk than i was. the people you know now by and large, prolly won't be the same people in your life in 10 yrs. i'm not saying rip everyone off and fuck ya'llz cause you don't need to keep them in your life but just don't stress on em so much.

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i kinda regret saying that cause it seems like its referring to me, considering i just posted about missing a girl.
if you dont die alone then you gotta think of your last words, which is probably hella pressure.

i cant convince myself its not a big deal because this chick is in my dreams haunting me, freddy krueger style.
it's one of those things that i think about and wince super hard, like it cant be real cause it sucks too much.

if i end up getting into booze too much, ill switch to something else. my father is an alcoholic and i dont want to end up like him.

sorry for the bummer post.

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no worries pal. i'm just saying, we're temporary so your problems as a young person are especially fleeting. being in love when you're young is awesome. maybe stuff ain't all bad w/ her and she'll tie you to the bed w/ tongues talkin about 'do you like my body, abudabi?'
fred krueger was by all accounts, an excellent lvoer.
most kids had nice things to say about his technique.
to rusty, i don't know what long dead artist we're talking about, franz ferdinand?
i am w/ you on the uproar part, i'd like to die as part of a practical joke or something, a little determinism/suicide-ism insteada getting kileed by a 3rd party.
i'm w/ you in theory but you can't enjoy the uproar [i've been dead enough times to be somewhat of an authority on teh subject] and people might know a dead artist's name but that's not the same as knowing, you know? like in 100 yrs kids might know of obama cause he's black but bush, reaga, clintion? they'll all be forgotten like mckinley, roosevelt, whoever we know their name and not much else.
i don't see why you don't put your tinkering, inventive spirit into living forever.
to abudabi, last words are important but most people don't get them. guess we all have default last words but i'd like to put some thought into mine, something pithy and heartbending.
as it stands all i've got for a tombstone is 'born in 77, died at 77' which means i've gotta stay alive for 39 more yrs.
shark tits work is never done

Robert Johnson, Marvin Gaye, John Lennon, Biggie, Che Guevara, Gandhi, Biko, etc. Of course everyone wants to live forever. That would be pretty fucking awesome but I don't think we'll see that in my life time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on March 03, 2015, 07:32:25 PM

Quote from: paraquat on March 03, 2015, 12:45:58 PM

What is the deal with woman and their terrible taste in TV??

Because they can participate in the drama and theatrics and judgement without it actually effecting their lives. So says my wife.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on March 03, 2015, 09:08:40 PM

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What is the deal with woman and their terrible taste in TV??

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Because they can participate in the drama and theatrics and judgement without it actually effecting their lives. So says my wife.

Chicks are emotional tourists. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 360 frip on March 04, 2015, 03:42:01 AM

Quote from: tobey on February 19, 2015, 10:26:14 PM

So the girl i have been seeing, i have been texting her and she said shes sick. She said shes been throwing up and having super nausea. Didn't think twice about it i just said get better. Well when i was going to sleep yesterday i started to think that the last time i had sex with her and jizzed was about a month ago. Now i wore a condom but it adds up. She didnt say anything like she missed her period or anything like that but still it has me thinking like did i get this girl pregnant? Now i have been kind of freaking out cause she hasn't texted me in awhile so my mind is wondering a thousand miles a minute and just thinking that my life is going to be over.

Congratulations! (and get a D.N.A. check)

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Post by: shitsandwich on March 04, 2015, 03:31:56 PM

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What is the deal with woman and their terrible taste in TV??

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Because they can participate in the drama and theatrics and judgement without it actually effecting their lives. So says my wife.

Ha! That's a pretty good way of putting it

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Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on March 05, 2015, 09:21:19 AM

I am deaf, dumb, and blind.

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Post by: matter of fact on March 07, 2015, 01:19:18 PM

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I dunno, some of their shows have some pretty cute female characters so that makes it a plus to watch. Shows like the kardashian one though are fucking stupid and I refuse to watch them.

my sister used to watch Gilmore Girls so i ended up sorta getting into it years ago. now i've been watching it for a couple months after i caught an earlier episode when nothing else was on. might be the heaviest confession i got. can't count the number of times i've thought "goddammit, Lorelai!". it's gotten me through winter pretty well though, don't have netflix.

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Post by: straight on March 07, 2015, 03:50:27 PM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on March 05, 2015, 09:21:19 AM

I am deaf, dumb, and blind.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS on March 08, 2015, 02:33:30 PM

I'm the guy who crushed your bag of chips or chocolate bar in the store before you purchased it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on March 10, 2015, 12:28:30 AM

I feel like im trying to sabotage things with this girl i have been seeing. Like i haven't talked to her about other girls but she probably knows im on tinder cause i screenshot some funny (well i think its funny) conversations or pictures and post them on my instagram. I also plan on seeing a couple of girls this month and next and i don't know why im doing this. I have fun with this girl and like her and she makes me bust a nut which is very hard for me. I always used the excuse that im young and don't want to be in a relationship cause there's no point. I want to hang out with a bunch of girls and want to have sex with them but i dont know maybe im just afraid of commitment. I'll be turning 23 in May and i feel like i can still do some living before im tied down, but if this "living" will make me ruin a future with this girl i don't see how it could be worth it.

I think its time to delete the tinder app.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on March 10, 2015, 03:01:54 PM

^damn, that would be the end of a slap era

im fucking up at school, i feel like throwing myself out a window. i dont have any friends or family that can help.
i dont know what to do.
im really scared that im not going to be able to finish my program, get stuck working a shitty job while living at my parents house, and then kill myself because my lifes gone to shit.

i feel like im going to have to join the army or something. not really liking how this is going.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on March 10, 2015, 04:05:23 PM

Quote from: abudabi on March 10, 2015, 03:01:54 PM

^damn, that would be the end of a slap era

im fucking up at school, i feel like throwing myself out a window. i dont have any friends or family that can help.
i dont know what to do.
im really scared that im not going to be able to finish my program, get stuck working a shitty job while living at my parents house, and then kill myself because my lifes gone to shit.

i feel like im going to have to join the army or something. not really liking how this is going.

abudabi gonna be aight. life ain't a b-rabbit song, you get more than one chance so long as you don't do anything drastic like join the army and get your dick blowed off or jump out a window and end up a vegetable.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on March 10, 2015, 04:50:02 PM

word, i know ill be physically fine but i feel like a dead man walking a lot of the time.
just real tired of having to deal with shit by myself and never having any co-conspirators.

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Post by: matter of fact on March 10, 2015, 07:25:22 PM

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^damn, that would be the end of a slap era

im fucking up at school, i feel like throwing myself out a window. i dont have any friends or family that can help.
i dont know what to do.
im really scared that im not going to be able to finish my program, get stuck working a shitty job while living at my parents house, and then kill myself because my lifes gone to shit.

i feel like im going to have to join the army or something. not really liking how this is going.

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abudabi gonna be aight. life ain't a b-rabbit song, you get more than one chance so long as you don't do anything drastic like join the army and get your dick blowed off or jump out a window and end up a vegetable.

i gotta agree. and life just keeps happening, man. where you're at now is not what's going to be happening forever and just because you think something will happen doesn't mean it will. fixating on the negatives is a slippery slope. i don't know the specifics but just come vent on here when life gets heavy. typing out your thoughts can help to ease the load and put things in perspective.

and there was some quote from some person (or was it a goat) who said something like, why would you ever kill yourself?  if you're suicidal you could just save up and buy a one way ticket to anywhere and just live in the jungle somewhere or something. being suicidal and feeling like you have nothing to live for can be liberating if you're really fixated on it. but, you know, don't think like that. school isn't some crazy death sentence if you fail. take a semester off and work if you gotta

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Post by: shark tits on March 10, 2015, 07:38:22 PM

i might be butchering or misattributing this quote but i think it's
'hopelessness makes me brave' --- d.boone [minutemen]

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on March 10, 2015, 08:53:45 PM

Quote from: abudabi on March 10, 2015, 03:01:54 PM

^damn, that would be the end of a slap era

im fucking up at school, i feel like throwing myself out a window. i dont have any friends or family that can help.
i dont know what to do.
im really scared that im not going to be able to finish my program, get stuck working a shitty job while living at my parents house, and then kill myself because my lifes gone to shit.

i feel like im going to have to join the army or something. not really liking how this is going.

You are in college right? Like i just got back in to school last year, that's what great about college everyone can do it at their own pace. Don't feel pressure about failing a class cause you can just re take, its no big deal everyone does college differently. Some people need more time and im one of those people, school shouldn't be stressful. I just saw on CNN's facebook that a kid in my area killed himself because the school emailed him about late work. Kid was in 8th grade. School shouldn't be stressful, its school you will get there on your own time.   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pinche gringo on March 10, 2015, 10:05:12 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on March 10, 2015, 07:38:22 PM

i might be butchering or misattributing this quote but i think it's
'hopelessness makes me brave' --- d.boone [minutemen]

"No hope? See, that's what gives me guts. Big fuckin' shit!" -D. Boon

I love that quote.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on March 11, 2015, 06:33:39 AM

Don't have to worry about ruining things with that girl, she just ended it. Pretty bummed kind of wish i didn't use my one time a week to get drunk card last night.

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Post by: JB on March 11, 2015, 06:49:50 AM

Quote from: tobey on March 11, 2015, 06:33:39 AM

Don't have to worry about ruining things with that girl, she just ended it. Pretty bummed kind of wish i didn't use my one time a week to get drunk card last night.

live and learn dude. you'll find someone else. and when you do, remember that nobody wants to be anyones back up plan.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on March 11, 2015, 06:57:22 AM

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Don't have to worry about ruining things with that girl, she just ended it. Pretty bummed kind of wish i didn't use my one time a week to get drunk card last night.

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live and learn dude. you'll find someone else. and when you do, remember that nobody wants to be anyones back up plan.

Yea that is true but she wasn't really a back up plan like i would ask her to hang out first even before asking my friends to hang out, and i haven't hung out with any other girl since i met her. Like what i use to do when i was a teenager i would have two girls that i would hang out with, one i really liked and the other one as a back up. She wasn't the back up girl she just said she can't really hang out anytime soon cause her new job is a lot of work and she has to drive a long distance to get there everyday so she said shes kind of sick of driving far and we live about  an hour from each other. She was nice though she said it wasn't fair to me but i think she was just over it, she has been not really texting me back for a little bit now so i kind of knew this was going to happen. I wasn't madly in love with her or anything but i did like hanging out with her a lot and liked her as a person, not a big deal just a little bummed

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PieceOfShit22 on March 11, 2015, 01:20:34 PM

Quote from: abudabi on March 10, 2015, 03:01:54 PM

^damn, that would be the end of a slap era

im fucking up at school, i feel like throwing myself out a window. i dont have any friends or family that can help.
i dont know what to do.
im really scared that im not going to be able to finish my program, get stuck working a shitty job while living at my parents house, and then kill myself because my lifes gone to shit.

i feel like im going to have to join the army or something. not really liking how this is going.

What program are you in?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on March 11, 2015, 05:44:19 PM

Quote from: abudabi on March 11, 2015, 04:58:51 PM

^i dont really wanna talk about my program. not embarassed or anything i just dont want people referring to it on here.

matter of fact- ive been thinking super negatively lately because people keep throwing shit at me that i dont know how to deal with. i definitely come and vent in here tho.
i stopped talking to a close friend who i think i fell in love with. since i stopped talking to her i dont really have friends anymore.

tobey- i went to class today for the first time in around 2 weeks, i feel a bit better about it. its stressful because i cant figure out if i want to stick with my program, and most of the work is difficult and time consuming.
im actually a decent student if i study, so if i can get shit under control i might pass my courses.

my dude i literally got shot at trying to go to school twice in the southside of chicago and i still went to school come on dont drop out fool

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on March 11, 2015, 10:24:45 PM

damn, can someone else be in your sig for a turn pencil?
thats fucked up that you got shot. im not really planning on dropping out, maybe ill switch programs between semesters.
i dont go to class cause of bullshit. theres been like 4 times in the past week where i was walking to class and some shit happened and i didnt show up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on March 11, 2015, 11:34:44 PM

Quote from: abudabi on March 11, 2015, 10:24:45 PM

damn, can someone else be in your sig for a turn pencil?
thats fucked up that you got shot. im not really planning on dropping out, maybe ill switch programs between semesters.
i dont go to class cause of bullshit. theres been like 4 times in the past week where i was walking to class and some shit happened and i didnt show up.

I bet you were a pre-cum baby.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on March 11, 2015, 11:47:54 PM

Quote from: abudabi on March 11, 2015, 10:24:45 PM

damn, can someone else be in your sig for a turn pencil?
thats fucked up that you got shot. im not really planning on dropping out, maybe ill switch programs between semesters.
i dont go to class cause of bullshit. theres been like 4 times in the past week where i was walking to class and some shit happened and i didnt show up.

you want a real confession? Im just being an immature asshole on the internet? how does it make you feel on the internet? does it make you feel like saying that was stupid? thats because it was stupid, and so is thinking like that. you dont want to die. dont let kooks like me ruin your outlook on life. i swear to god if i were to meet you in person you would not believe im an asshole
but for the time being im not deleting my sig
im just proving you cant out kook me, saying you could make me focus
ill remove it when you focus your account and just make a new one

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on March 12, 2015, 08:09:48 AM

the fuck are you talking about? i never said i could make you focus.

for anyone whos curious, nallid insults me randomly from time to time when hes feeling bitter about being fat.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on March 12, 2015, 08:12:08 AM

i want to be drunk till i die too but in a cool way

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on March 12, 2015, 09:00:30 AM

Quote from: abudabi on March 12, 2015, 08:09:48 AM

the fuck are you talking about? i never said i could make you focus.

for anyone whos curious, nallid insults me randomly from time to time when hes feeling bitter about being fat.

Lol nobody gives a fuck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on March 12, 2015, 09:18:27 AM

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the fuck are you talking about? i never said i could make you focus.

for anyone whos curious, nallid insults me randomly from time to time when hes feeling bitter about being fat.

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Lol nobody gives a fuck.

i fux

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on March 12, 2015, 09:57:20 AM

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the fuck are you talking about? i never said i could make you focus.

for anyone whos curious, nallid insults me randomly from time to time when hes feeling bitter about being fat.

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Lol nobody gives a fuck.

given your rep, you arent in a position to speak for anyone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on March 12, 2015, 01:56:08 PM

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the fuck are you talking about? i never said i could make you focus.

for anyone whos curious, nallid insults me randomly from time to time when hes feeling bitter about being fat.

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Lol nobody gives a fuck.

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given your rep, you arent in a position to speak for anyone.

Damn, got me...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on March 12, 2015, 01:59:12 PM

I hate when my friends fight  :'(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on March 13, 2015, 11:02:36 AM

real confession i actually care about my rep on here
real confession nallid flocka flame has a dick that abudabi dreams about
real confession abudabi talks shit but cant handle a little bit of school work now that mommy and daddy arent there to help him like in highschool

real confession abudabi cant "out inane" me like he claims he can lol

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I hate to be that guy, but is 'pencil' a dual or a joke account? If it's legit, he's easily the single worst poster on Slap, which is saying something. Just says the dumbest, most inane nonsense and that damn obnoxious Raybourn sig clogging up every damn thread.

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I think he's just young.

As far as the sig goes, Raybourn does look like the kid you had to force to take a shower at camp.

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That was my other thought, that's he's 13 or 14.

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I was thinking like 20, I think I remember him being in college.

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i asked him in another thread, he said hes 20.
i think i could out-inane him tho, easily.

abudabi you want me to stop cyber-bullying you? i will, and i will change my sig. Just do me a favor and fill out this  survey  (https://www.tinyurl.com/2fcpre6) for my statistics class since i have been going to school every day
(everyone else feel free to take the survey too just dont spill the beans, part of the assignment is to ask people who wont be talking to each other about it)

and in all seriousness, consider online classes, at least one or two, could help lighten the stress load :-*

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on March 13, 2015, 12:25:58 PM

Stop sniveling and take charge of your lives.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on March 13, 2015, 01:05:12 PM

pencil youre nuts. school work really isnt my problem. this isnt my first year of college.

by out-inane, i meant i could post dumber shit than you. not make you focus.
if you knew what that word meant, you would never have thought i was trying to make you focus (cause i wasnt).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on March 13, 2015, 02:08:25 PM

Quote from: abudabi on March 13, 2015, 01:05:12 PM

pencil youre nuts. school work really isnt my problem. this isnt my first year of college.

by out-inane, i meant i could post dumber shit than you. not make you focus.
if you knew what that word meant, you would never have thought i was trying to make you focus (cause i wasnt).

youre such a pussy if you cant even admit that when you posted that you meant you thought you could drive me off the board
real confession- i know what inane means
real confession- im just joking about all of this and i want you to know that before you inevitably(see youre not the only one with a diverse lexicon motherfucker) blow your brains out

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on March 13, 2015, 02:16:55 PM

'inevitably'? oh shit, pull out the thesaurus!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on March 13, 2015, 02:20:48 PM

...what the fuck man.

i would never try to get someone to focus, especially not someone i dont have a problem with.

i wasnt the poster that introduced the word 'inane' into the conversation.
i said i could 'out-inane' you to draw attention to the fact that a lot of my posts are pretty inane.

why the fuck would i try to drive you off the board?
i dont see how you could possibly get that meaning out of that post.

seriously man. im not backtracking, you are fucking crazy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: j....soy..... on March 13, 2015, 02:34:48 PM

I tried to make my own tornado ball....with a medicine ball and a reusable shopping bag.....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on March 13, 2015, 02:39:09 PM

abudabi u shuold prolly stop replying to every single thing that someone says about u. even if u r right it gets tiresome. pencil u are just godawful and seem like u must be a terrible person to write the type of crap that u post

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on March 13, 2015, 03:00:47 PM

Quote from: ice nine on March 13, 2015, 02:39:09 PM

abudabi u shuold prolly stop replying to every single thing that someone says about u. even if u r right it gets tiresome. pencil u are just godawful and seem like u must be a terrible person to write the type of crap that u post

im the worst type of person in the world.... a slap pal

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on March 13, 2015, 06:08:39 PM

Abudabi's whole aura is moist.
(https://encrypted-tbn3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcR2zcvjjAohkKd05-LwRzf_pCPqPgTkmHPjgea9mUL1zp6ys7WC)

Damn, aren't you from Toronto or some shit too?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on March 13, 2015, 07:04:42 PM

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Abudabi's whole aura is moist.
(https://encrypted-tbn3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcR2zcvjjAohkKd05-LwRzf_pCPqPgTkmHPjgea9mUL1zp6ys7WC)

Damn, aren't you from Toronto or some shit too?

Runnin through the 6 with his woes(literally)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on March 13, 2015, 07:33:41 PM

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Abudabi's whole aura is moist.
(https://encrypted-tbn3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcR2zcvjjAohkKd05-LwRzf_pCPqPgTkmHPjgea9mUL1zp6ys7WC)

Damn, aren't you from Toronto or some shit too?

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Runnin through the 6 with his woes(literally)

Real confession: i love the fuck out of thise new drake album.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on March 14, 2015, 12:36:24 AM

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Abudabi's whole aura is moist.
(https://encrypted-tbn3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcR2zcvjjAohkKd05-LwRzf_pCPqPgTkmHPjgea9mUL1zp6ys7WC)

Damn, aren't you from Toronto or some shit too?

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Runnin through the 6 with his woes(literally)

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Real confession: i love the fuck out of thise new drake album.

real confession Usher - Confessions Part II (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Sy19X0xxrM#)

..............part 2

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on March 15, 2015, 04:48:53 AM

Whats wrong with drake?

Real confession: I sometimes stress out because my girlfriend is way more succesful than me professionally. But than I grab her ass and eat the chocolate she brings me from her Swiss united nations conferences.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on March 15, 2015, 04:14:23 PM

Dude, a year ago you were stressing out about losing your virginity and now you're nailing some chick who goes to UN conferences?

Bravo dude!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on March 15, 2015, 04:33:42 PM

gettin Action Bronson

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on March 15, 2015, 05:39:47 PM

Quote from: Bronson on March 15, 2015, 04:48:53 AM

Real confession: I sometimes stress out because my girlfriend is way more succesful than me professionally. But than I grab her ass and eat the chocolate she brings me from her Swiss united nations conferences.

See, you're doing it wrong, you should be eating her ass as opposed to the swiss chocolate ;)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS on March 16, 2015, 08:49:40 AM

Quote from: Bronson on March 15, 2015, 04:48:53 AM

Whats wrong with drake

(http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltl8z1iCp11qkzq2g.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on March 17, 2015, 10:13:59 PM

I think the reason why i have been drinking a lot this month was because my dog passed away this time last year. I mean i didn't think about it but it just makes sense to me. Damn i miss that dog

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: @thewilleasley on March 17, 2015, 10:56:10 PM

Quote from: Bronson on March 15, 2015, 04:48:53 AM

Real confession: I sometimes stress out because my girlfriend is way more succesful than me professionally. But than I grab her ass and eat the chocolate she brings me from her Swiss united nations conferences.

Dating a woman like that shows that you're very secure with yourself. As long as yall move as a unit and you're both happy together, fuck it! You know that saying like if you're the smartest person in the room then you're in the wrong room? and you should always surround yourself with people who're at a higher level than you at something so you can be influenced by them? I figure if anything she should be a source of inspiration, not insecurity. just gotta flip that perspective in your own head.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: j....soy..... on March 18, 2015, 05:30:06 PM

The sick thing about not being the smartest guy in the room is that it don't matter when you got a TORADO BALL flying around your fucking head.....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on March 22, 2015, 07:56:33 PM

I sent a dm on IG to Jake Johnson of myself doing a front wallie back 180. I just wanted to see if he'd say something back but he hasn't....yet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Harem on March 23, 2015, 12:27:46 AM

I have a legit gambling problem.


I spent 6 weeks in the USA recently, and came home broke, I've been working 30 hours a week since September 2010, and literally had nothing to show for it, other then a bunch of product, a gut, and a great 6 week holiday in the USA. I started 2015 when about $500 in my savings account.

As of today I currently have $21,000 in my savings account.  All through putting on insane (not even my money, I have a credit card which has a limit of $11,700 which I use as a cash advance) bets, mainly sport. NHL/NBA. I get a great rush from doing it, and it's been highly addictive. The last week  or so I've gone a couple of days with out betting or only putting on small $10-$20 bets, but there are moments where I've been tempted to put on some serious money on what I think is a sure win (and trust me, nothing is ever a sure win)


a 24 year old,  living rent free with no real expenses, and disposable income can be quite dangerous.   I don't really keep it a secret, either, I openly admit to friends that I have a problem.  When I win, I'll gloat and tell my friends and show them a screen shot. The last few weeks, I've seen 2 of my friends starting to bet, not big money, just small money, but I don't want to be that type of negative influence, so I tell them not to do what I do, and they appear to have fun with it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on March 23, 2015, 12:33:04 AM

That's not a problem, that's a success story. Congrats.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on March 23, 2015, 04:31:40 AM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on March 23, 2015, 12:33:04 AM

That's not a problem, that's a success story. Congrats.

For real dude, you stated the year with 500 and now have 21k? That's like half my salary and were not even three months in yet. You're killing it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on March 23, 2015, 08:46:44 AM

Quote from: Bronson on March 15, 2015, 04:48:53 AM

Real confession: I sometimes stress out because my girlfriend is way more succesful than me professionally. But than I grab her ass and eat the chocolate she brings me from her Swiss united nations conferences.

 Well, success is kind of subjective. Society's meaning of success is the professional success, because someone has to give you a goal to fight for and a reason to work your ass off to make someone richer(except yourself - meaning that you keep making the system working). Thats only one aspect of success in someones life, and sometimes when you are trapped in a job you that doesnt fullfil you it may be just disillusion, to keep you going. Its kind of sad when success is being defined socially and not personally.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on March 24, 2015, 08:18:06 AM

Quote from: JB on March 15, 2015, 04:14:23 PM

Dude, a year ago you were stressing out about losing your virginity and now you're nailing some chick who goes to UN conferences?

Bravo dude!

Thanks man. It happened pretty naturally and we have been together for almost six months. Its actually pretty incredible how it all turned out, funny how you (I) always find some new things to stress about.

Quote from: @thewilleasley on March 17, 2015, 10:56:10 PM

Dating a woman like that shows that you're very secure with yourself. As long as yall move as a unit and you're both happy together, fuck it! You know that saying like if you're the smartest person in the room then you're in the wrong room? and you should always surround yourself with people who're at a higher level than you at something so you can be influenced by them? I figure if anything she should be a source of inspiration, not insecurity. just gotta flip that perspective in your own head.

True. And I love listening to her educate me everyday. She likes doing it too. But I want to be able give back to her, also. Emotionally, financially and fuckially. Ive read plenty of studies about how men feel threatened by their wives’ or girlfriends’ succes, which is ridiculous, but kinda makes sense, culturally. But than I think about what if she was a depressed couch potato who just watched Jersey Shore and complained about her life. I'd hate that.

Quote from: Tufty on March 23, 2015, 08:46:44 AM

Well, success is kind of subjective. Society's meaning of success is the professional success, because someone has to give you a goal to fight for and a reason to work your ass off to make someone richer(except yourself - meaning that you keep making the system working). Thats only one aspect of success in someones life, and sometimes when you are trapped in a job you that doesnt fullfil you it may be just disillusion, to keep you going. Its kind of sad when success is being defined socially and not personally.

I completely agree. But I am not really defining her professional succes on the grounds of how much money she is making for herself or anyone else. Its more about how her job exites her, how good she is at it and the fact that it goes along with her personal values and morals. She works as an environment law researcher for a public university. 

Have you seen this Ted-talk by Alain de Botton on the subject of success? You might enjoy it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MtSE4rglxbY (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MtSE4rglxbY)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on March 24, 2015, 10:16:49 AM

Quote from: Bronson on March 15, 2015, 04:48:53 AM

Whats wrong with drake?

Real confession: I sometimes stress out because my girlfriend is way more succesful than me professionally. But than I grab her ass and eat the chocolate she brings me from her Swiss united nations conferences.

Try to enjoy it man. Having the bills paid sure is nice! Make sure you're doing something to better yourself or your profession or hell even your skating. Just be happy that you like her and she likes you cause some people get together for the money and at least you got something real with her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on March 27, 2015, 02:52:38 AM

I'm listening the ILOVEMAKONNEN album because of the noisey documentaries about ATL trap scene.  :(

Some cool shit, the original version of Tuesday without Drake is better tho.

He should do more shit like the song Rumor:

iLoveMakonnen - Rumor (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Ss_CImZfIE#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Harem on April 01, 2015, 04:16:48 AM

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That's not a problem, that's a success story. Congrats.

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For real dude, you stated the year with 500 and now have 21k? That's like half my salary and were not even three months in yet. You're killing it.

Make that 28K now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prince Nelson on April 01, 2015, 12:17:01 PM

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That's not a problem, that's a success story. Congrats.

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For real dude, you stated the year with 500 and now have 21k? That's like half my salary and were not even three months in yet. You're killing it.

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Make that 28K now.

I only make about $18,000 a year so I'm a bit jealous. I'm stoked to just win $20 at a casino.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Numeral on April 04, 2015, 12:42:38 AM

So exactly 3 days before my 1 year wedding anniversary I got fired...
what pisses me off is that the reason I got fired was because I requested a transfer to a different team, my old boss felt -=betrayed=- so instead of just letting me move on, he kicked me out. fucking bummer.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on April 05, 2015, 09:48:00 PM

My brain feels numb a lot of times when people are talking to me or when I'm doing something, like I can't bring myself to care or process certain thoughts normally. I think it's depression. Also I wish I didn't spend all my teenage years trying to feel superior to others thru skateboarding and liking certain music while acting like I didn't care what affection feels like and other normal people stuff like that. The woman in my life who I've become really close with often sends cute texts or photos and sometimes I feel weird replying back with similar messages. It's like I have to remind myself that liking someone a lot isn't embarassing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on April 06, 2015, 07:19:57 PM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on April 05, 2015, 09:48:00 PM

My brain feels numb a lot of times when people are talking to me or when I'm doing something, like I can't bring myself to care or process certain thoughts normally. I think it's depression. Also I wish I didn't spend all my teenage years trying to feel superior to others thru skateboarding and liking certain music while acting like I didn't care what affection feels like and other normal people stuff like that. The woman in my life who I've become really close with often sends cute texts or photos and sometimes I feel weird replying back with similar messages. It's like I have to remind myself that liking someone a lot isn't embarassing.

 Is it a skateboarder thing?

 I feel like skateboarding has made me very picky on choosing people that I like. Its kinda hard to explain it. My parents think that I only care about people that skate but thats not true. It is about the attitude and perspective of life mostly, that most skaters of my generation have. Some people that dont skate share the same attitude. I would say it is the misfit attitude. Most people are so boring and lame that I honestly feel bad for them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 07, 2015, 06:31:37 AM

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My brain feels numb a lot of times when people are talking to me or when I'm doing something, like I can't bring myself to care or process certain thoughts normally. I think it's depression. Also I wish I didn't spend all my teenage years trying to feel superior to others thru skateboarding and liking certain music while acting like I didn't care what affection feels like and other normal people stuff like that. The woman in my life who I've become really close with often sends cute texts or photos and sometimes I feel weird replying back with similar messages. It's like I have to remind myself that liking someone a lot isn't embarassing.

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 Is it a skateboarder thing?

 I feel like skateboarding has made me very picky on choosing people that I like. Its kinda hard to explain it. My parents think that I only care about people that skate but thats not true. It is about the attitude and perspective of life mostly, that most skaters of my generation have. Some people that dont skate share the same attitude. I would say it is the misfit attitude. Most people are so boring and lame that I honestly feel bad for them.

i feel like skating definitely had some influence on my cool guy attitude when i was younger. like id go to parties and just stand in the corner with my hood on or my hat pulled down super low and my arms crossed and drink instead of going around and meeting new people. i just thought that "normal" people who listened to normal music and wore normal clothes and did normal things were lame, but as i got older i realized that i was just an asshole. most people are pretty decent, even if they buy their clothes at the mall and listen to journey.

like tufty said, its kind of hard to explain how skating influences that kind of attitude, but skating has always been my biggest influence in just about every aspect of my life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Useful Idiot on April 08, 2015, 01:05:15 PM

Quote from: tobey on March 17, 2015, 10:13:59 PM

I think the reason why i have been drinking a lot this month was because my dog passed away this time last year. I mean i didn't think about it but it just makes sense to me. Damn i miss that dog

I feel you man. My dog passed away a couple years ago. I miss that little fucker everyday. Strangely enough, his name was Toby...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on April 08, 2015, 09:24:36 PM

I think my dad is coming down with alzheimers. He's getting pretty old, hes turning 60 this year, and his mom had it towards the end. Now im not to sure if he is coming down with it i mean he always has to write shit down to remember stuff, like i have to do. But this past week he seems like hes losing it. He forgot his favorite pizza place's name and its the only pizza place he goes to, he also called my sister by accident when he was trying to call my mother, he also forgot to wake me up for class today ( i have an alarm but it didn't wake me up and hes home from his school cause of spring break) and he just asked me what day it is, he never asked me what the day is. Probably just a bad week for him but still got me wondering

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on April 13, 2015, 04:52:08 AM

Think I might be hooked on the "Asians Gone Wild" reddit. I have GOT to bang an Asian girl to get over this I think.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Justis on April 13, 2015, 10:21:14 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on April 13, 2015, 04:52:08 AM

Think I might be hooked on the "Asians Gone Wild" reddit. I have GOT to bang an Asian girl to get over this I think.

TRUE AS fahk

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on April 13, 2015, 10:46:26 AM

Quote from: tobey on April 08, 2015, 09:24:36 PM

I think my dad is coming down with alzheimers. He's getting pretty old, hes turning 60 this year, and his mom had it towards the end. Now im not to sure if he is coming down with it i mean he always has to write shit down to remember stuff, like i have to do. But this past week he seems like hes losing it. He forgot his favorite pizza place's name and its the only pizza place he goes to, he also called my sister by accident when he was trying to call my mother, he also forgot to wake me up for class today ( i have an alarm but it didn't wake me up and hes home from his school cause of spring break) and he just asked me what day it is, he never asked me what the day is. Probably just a bad week for him but still got me wondering

Pfft. That's nothing my pop has been calling me my brother's name since he was in his 40's. My mom called me the dog's name earlier today.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on April 13, 2015, 02:25:34 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on April 13, 2015, 10:46:26 AM

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I think my dad is coming down with alzheimers. He's getting pretty old, hes turning 60 this year, and his mom had it towards the end. Now im not to sure if he is coming down with it i mean he always has to write shit down to remember stuff, like i have to do. But this past week he seems like hes losing it. He forgot his favorite pizza place's name and its the only pizza place he goes to, he also called my sister by accident when he was trying to call my mother, he also forgot to wake me up for class today ( i have an alarm but it didn't wake me up and hes home from his school cause of spring break) and he just asked me what day it is, he never asked me what the day is. Probably just a bad week for him but still got me wondering

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Pfft. That's nothing my pop has been calling me my brother's name since he was in his 40's. My mom called me the dog's name earlier today.

Naw that's just cause they don't like you as much

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on April 13, 2015, 03:20:47 PM

Quote from: abudabi on April 13, 2015, 10:44:32 AM

recently ive been thinking about the asian girls in my area a lot.
the girls at the sandwhich shop always give me signs but they barely speak english.
i swear nailing one of them would be super easy with the right approach.

I feel ya, I see all these super cute imperial consort lookin Chinese foreign students around, they seem shy as hell because of the 2nd language thing, haven't made much in-roads, but thats kinda my style lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on April 13, 2015, 06:22:29 PM

Quote from: abudabi on April 13, 2015, 06:18:24 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on April 13, 2015, 03:20:47 PM

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recently ive been thinking about the asian girls in my area a lot.
the girls at the sandwhich shop always give me signs but they barely speak english.
i swear nailing one of them would be super easy with the right approach.

[close]

I feel ya, I see all these super cute imperial consort lookin Chinese foreign students around, they seem shy as hell because of the 2nd language thing, haven't made much in-roads, but thats kinda my style lol

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...are you saying youre into them, or that you have valuable techniques i should know?

Y'all need to get to an amp asap

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on April 14, 2015, 05:07:35 PM

Quote from: posguy on April 13, 2015, 02:25:34 PM

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I think my dad is coming down with alzheimers. He's getting pretty old, hes turning 60 this year, and his mom had it towards the end. Now im not to sure if he is coming down with it i mean he always has to write shit down to remember stuff, like i have to do. But this past week he seems like hes losing it. He forgot his favorite pizza place's name and its the only pizza place he goes to, he also called my sister by accident when he was trying to call my mother, he also forgot to wake me up for class today ( i have an alarm but it didn't wake me up and hes home from his school cause of spring break) and he just asked me what day it is, he never asked me what the day is. Probably just a bad week for him but still got me wondering

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Pfft. That's nothing my pop has been calling me my brother's name since he was in his 40's. My mom called me the dog's name earlier today.

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Naw that's just cause they don't like you as much

So they've taken the motions to insult the dog's good name by calling me by it then? Make some sense already!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on April 16, 2015, 07:11:01 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on April 13, 2015, 04:52:08 AM

Think I might be hooked on the "Asians Gone Wild" reddit. I have GOT to bang an Asian girl to get over this I think.

I've felt this pain before.

In a vain way, I'm happy my gf is part Japanese. Asian girls are incredibly attractive.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Useful Idiot on April 26, 2015, 04:46:37 AM

My GF is half Asian. Her 70yr old mom looks like a goddamn sherpa.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on April 26, 2015, 10:36:35 AM

Quote from: Useful Idiot on April 26, 2015, 04:46:37 AM

My GF is half Asian. Her 70yr old mom looks like a goddamn sherpa.

That's how it goes man... There's 2 extremes, they either don't age or turn in to gollum.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on April 26, 2015, 12:08:20 PM

Quote from: Nallid on April 26, 2015, 10:36:35 AM

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My GF is half Asian. Her 70yr old mom looks like a goddamn sherpa.

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That's how it goes man... There's 2 extremes, they either don't age or turn in to gollum.

Congee with spinach and peanuts tho

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iSk84thechicas on April 26, 2015, 03:02:54 PM

Quote from: abudabi on April 13, 2015, 10:44:32 AM

recently Ive been thinking about the asian girls in my area a lot.
the girls at the sandwhich shop always give me signs but they barely speak english.
i swear nailing one of them would be super easy with the right approach.

It is. Learn a few lines, ask them to help you speak Japanese or whatever thy speak. Here is a tip, find a female friend who is of their nationality an get her to to get her number for you. It works Our thoughts become our reality, so believe you can & you will. As soon as I get my new place, I'm picking up this big ass Dominican milf from McDonalds. She gave me the eye & we flirted, she speaks English so so.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Willie on April 26, 2015, 08:38:24 PM

Sometimes I make Bob Seger faces when I bust a nut.


(https://latimesphoto.files.wordpress.com/2014/06/fa_1119_061578seger4_400.jpg)
(http://www.aolcdn.com/photos-music/bob-seger-200a081007.jpg)
(https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/236x/76/7b/c7/767bc745df2b3fd084dc8896f98e4879.jpg)
(http://www.heyreverb.com/files/2013/01/Bob-Seger-A.jpg)
(http://s4.evcdn.com/images/edpborder500/I0-001/004/271/927-7.jpeg_/bob-seger-the-silver-bullet-band-27.jpeg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on April 27, 2015, 07:21:37 AM

I have been studying 6 months for a single university entrance exam. Its just one book too, under 400 pages. I am truly obsessed with it. The test is in one month and 3 % of the applicants get in. No pressure.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on April 27, 2015, 10:34:12 AM

Quote from: Willie on April 26, 2015, 08:38:24 PM

Sometimes I make Bob Seger faces when I bust a nut.


(https://latimesphoto.files.wordpress.com/2014/06/fa_1119_061578seger4_400.jpg)
(http://www.aolcdn.com/photos-music/bob-seger-200a081007.jpg)
(https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/236x/76/7b/c7/767bc745df2b3fd084dc8896f98e4879.jpg)
(http://www.heyreverb.com/files/2013/01/Bob-Seger-A.jpg)
(http://s4.evcdn.com/images/edpborder500/I0-001/004/271/927-7.jpeg_/bob-seger-the-silver-bullet-band-27.jpeg)

Those are Bob Weir faces.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 04, 2015, 06:21:59 PM

Sometimes I think I could go through with having sex with a hooker. The feeling usually lasts for about 5 minutes. Then I think about interacting with her, paying her, getting naked, and touching her. The desire just evaporates.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on May 04, 2015, 06:27:14 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 04, 2015, 06:21:59 PM

Sometimes I think I could go through with having sex with a hooker. The feeling usually lasts for about 5 minutes. Then I think about interacting with her, paying her, getting naked, and touching her. The desire just evaporates.

every guys paid for sex in some form and probably had a one night stand in the process. i don't think a real actual "hooker" with a pimp or what have you would even take my money tho. i just feel like if they're an actual "sexy" hooker (i don't know?) that they probably could get an older gentleman to pay more or they just don't want cuz i'm nasty or i don't know. never been solicited sex but i've bough drugs for girls and fucked em. never had sex where i didn't have to fork over something.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on May 09, 2015, 07:52:15 PM

Another kid in my area passed away because of drugs, thats 3 kids before they were even 21  that died in the last couple of months because of drugs but this time its the kid i used to always skate with. When i stopped skating i lost in touch with him but we kind of use to talk on facebook but i didn't even think to ask him to skate when i got back in to it. He was in my "crew" like a bunch of friends that always skated together and did shit at night and everything. It seems like a pattern in my area with people when it comes to drugs, its smoke weed and drink at an early age than when they get bored of that they get in to pills and then they find out about heroin. Thats why i get pissed when i see someone talk about doing pills because most of the time around here after that they start doing heroin. It just sucks and i feel like my one good friend is heading down that road now too, i mean he does pills and does coke also so i really hope he doesn't pick up heroin cause that shit will hit me so hard. I don't hang out with him at parties anymore and my one friend also said he doesn't either cause we don't want to see him doing that shit, i just hit him up to skate and maybe have a couple of beers but i don't know how i would even try to talk to this about him because its a pretty sensitive subject. Ill probably talk to him about this when we have a couple of beers next time

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on May 16, 2015, 05:40:14 AM

What happened to all the confessions, guys? Anyone having girl problems? Suicidal thoughts? Drugs? Help me out here my dick is getting soft.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on May 16, 2015, 06:12:54 AM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on May 16, 2015, 05:40:14 AM

What happened to all the confessions, guys? Anyone having girl problems? Suicidal thoughts? Drugs? Help me out here my dick is getting soft.

Alwayzzz braaaaaaaaaah!

Girl Troubles: I can't stop using exclamation points in sentences after getting a f/t desk job with a company who's clients are like 97.3% women & I was told, "Women like it when you use exclamation points"! I'm thinking to myself, not to stroke the ol' ego but, "I aced every women's studies course I had in College with a class full of women & my mom has a Masters Degree in said field (you can image the childhood), you don't know what all women want more than I do probably 64% of the time..." Anyways I digress & note that I actually like working for mostly women, less macho-bullshit most of the time & a lot more tears (which I'm totally kosher with, I've cried several times at this job)! [OMG THE EXCLAMATION POINTS]!!!

Elaine and Mr. Lippman - Exclamation points (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VSKn8RlD7Is#)

Suicidal Thoughts: This is a pretty consistent thing, as in almost every day; just the product of outlook development centered around depression in my formative teenage years. It's strange, I recently found out about a pretty close friend from my middle school/high school years had killed himself & almost felt a sigh of relief for him [yes, I know this is not normal at all]... Life is suffering, thanks for noting that Siddhartha & Mr. Marx!

Drugs: I hit an original formulation Oxycontin the other day for the first time in 5 years, it surprisingly wasn't as great as I had envisioned it... I mean don't get me wrong, it was pretty good but there are better things out there for less money & less hassle! Probably shouldn't be doing that shit at work... In the bathroom... While making a #2... Stoooooooops McGooooooooops! Sometimes I envy "normal lives", but do I really want that? Hmmm......

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on May 16, 2015, 08:29:45 AM

a friend of mine killed himself not too long ago.
im not sure that it is abnormal to take comfort in the end of suffering, i think that's really all the comfort friends and family get.

the thing that always helps me with this is a buddhist story, coincidentally. a woman loses her child and goes to buddha for help. she begs him to bring the child back to life and he agrees. he tells her she must gather seeds from households that have not suffered a similar loss. the woman searches desperately, but cant find anyone who hasnt lost someone.

maybe youre already familiar but it's a good reminder.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on May 16, 2015, 10:33:06 AM

i feels ya jim and dan. usually i just miss my friends who pass but my dude 'pawnshop' stumbled into traffic in colorado and after my initial tears i felt like he's in a better place. whether it's a place or just nothing, it's gotta be better. he was just all the time bummed and as much as he was fun to drink w/ is as much as i don't think he was having too much fun.
or like a patina of fun on the surface of a mountain of sadness.
OC's don't have legs. i remember getting some wonderful rushes but a few hours later and i'm not jammed. me and rusty got into some diesel yesterday then wrote on trains. graf kid on the train tracks goes 'i remember you from 8-ball'. small world and nobody go over my sharks or i'll be wicked bummed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on May 16, 2015, 11:05:26 AM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on May 16, 2015, 10:33:06 AM

i feels ya jim and dan. usually i just miss my friends who pass but my dude 'pawnshop' stumbled into traffic in colorado and after my initial tears i felt like he's in a better place. whether it's a place or just nothing, it's gotta be better. he was just all the time bummed and as much as he was fun to drink w/ is as much as i don't think he was having too much fun.
or like a patina of fun on the surface of a mountain of sadness.
OC's don't have legs. i remember getting some wonderful rushes but a few hours later and i'm not jammed. me and rusty got into some diesel yesterday then wrote on trains. graf kid on the train tracks goes 'i remember you from 8-ball'. small world and nobody go over my sharks or i'll be wicked bummed.

Helllllllllllllz yeah fuc0boi, out there gittin' some!

Love live the SHARK tagzz!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on May 17, 2015, 08:24:00 PM

I'm super hyped on not feeling like I have to try plowing a dude's ass anymore

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on May 17, 2015, 08:35:18 PM

I wonder what that means...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on May 20, 2015, 10:47:55 AM

I'm 20 and haven't been laid or had any real girlfriend. I'm not ugly or anything and I have a large social group, I just either don't try much or can't fathom a particular person actually liking me. There's this girl I really like now and I think she likes me a lot too but I'm so fucking clueless on how to get it to go anywhere. Pretty sure every day at some point I think about how alone I've been my whole life and I get really depressed for a brief period. It's like I want to put myself out there but I'm afraid of getting rejected and it'll make my problem worse. None of my friends know any of this about me btw.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on May 20, 2015, 11:01:39 AM

^starting point would be telling her. rejection is a bummer but probably not as bad as not finding out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 20, 2015, 11:03:22 AM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on May 20, 2015, 10:47:55 AM

I'm 20 and haven't been laid or had any real girlfriend. I'm not ugly or anything and I have a large social group, I just either don't try much or can't fathom a particular person actually liking me. There's this girl I really like now and I think she likes me a lot too but I'm so fucking clueless on how to get it to go anywhere. Pretty sure every day at some point I think about how alone I've been my whole life and I get really depressed for a brief period. It's like I want to put myself out there but I'm afraid of getting rejected and it'll make my problem worse. None of my friends know any of this about me btw.

Let's go halves on a prostitute. We can spit roast our virginities away. Then we'll be normal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on May 20, 2015, 11:10:13 AM

Quote from: lickcakes on May 17, 2015, 08:24:00 PM

I'm super hyped on not feeling like I have to try plowing a dude's ass anymore

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on May 17, 2015, 08:35:18 PM

I wonder what that means...

The fuck do you think it means?

Get it, dog! call me let's skate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Numeral on May 20, 2015, 02:11:04 PM

about 6 years ago I left the country because of my job, it was 2009 and I was anxious as hell and excited.
it's been too long. I want to go back I recently went back home to LA for vacations and spent a some days on the east coast as well.

I'm ready to go back, the homesickness has just become a cancer I can't ignore anymore and I need to go back so bad I can't work or focus on anything else.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on May 20, 2015, 02:29:50 PM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on May 20, 2015, 10:47:55 AM

I'm 20 and haven't been laid or had any real girlfriend. I'm not ugly or anything and I have a large social group, I just either don't try much or can't fathom a particular person actually liking me. There's this girl I really like now and I think she likes me a lot too but I'm so fucking clueless on how to get it to go anywhere. Pretty sure every day at some point I think about how alone I've been my whole life and I get really depressed for a brief period. It's like I want to put myself out there but I'm afraid of getting rejected and it'll make my problem worse. None of my friends know any of this about me btw.

Dude just chill with her sometime maybe a spliff and a few beers, throw on a funny movie or show or someshit. At some point look her in the eyes, if she looks back intently, your cleared for the kiss(soft and sensual, you dont want her to say "easy tiger" or someshit), after that you can probably start taking her clothes off, and the rest just happens. If she looks away upon eye contact with a disturbed look, its not on the cards, take the L and go wank over what might have been.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on May 20, 2015, 02:38:05 PM

^ dont do that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on May 20, 2015, 03:06:00 PM

Quote from: Wizard Fight on May 20, 2015, 11:10:13 AM

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I wonder what that means...

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The fuck do you think it means?

Get it, dog! call me let's skate.

Eh, it actually means I now know for sure that I'm just not into sex... really good news.

Wish I could give my opportunities to lonely folk

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on May 20, 2015, 03:12:11 PM

Quote from: lickcakes on May 20, 2015, 03:06:00 PM

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I'm super hyped on not feeling like I have to try plowing a dude's ass anymore

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I wonder what that means...

[close]

The fuck do you think it means?

Get it, dog! call me let's skate.

[close]

Eh, it actually means I now know for sure that I'm just not into sex... really good news.

Wish I could give my opportunities to lonely folk

i know it may sound corny or whatever but try it on some LSD or something sometime.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on May 20, 2015, 08:25:32 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on May 20, 2015, 03:12:11 PM

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I'm super hyped on not feeling like I have to try plowing a dude's ass anymore

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Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on May 17, 2015, 08:35:18 PM

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I wonder what that means...

[close]

The fuck do you think it means?

Get it, dog! call me let's skate.

[close]

Eh, it actually means I now know for sure that I'm just not into sex... really good news.

Wish I could give my opportunities to lonely folk

[close]

i know it may sound corny or whatever but try it on some LSD or something sometime.

Thanks for the advice, but I don't do any of those bad boy drugs. No, I pretty much don't have much in the way of erogenous zones, when I'm receiving head my pee-pee just feels wet and nothing more than that, and I'm cool with all of this because I don't have to worry about contracting a shitty disease or making fools jealous

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on May 20, 2015, 08:27:54 PM

Quote from: lickcakes on May 20, 2015, 08:25:32 PM

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I'm super hyped on not feeling like I have to try plowing a dude's ass anymore

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Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on May 17, 2015, 08:35:18 PM

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I wonder what that means...

[close]

The fuck do you think it means?

Get it, dog! call me let's skate.

[close]

Eh, it actually means I now know for sure that I'm just not into sex... really good news.

Wish I could give my opportunities to lonely folk

[close]

i know it may sound corny or whatever but try it on some LSD or something sometime.

[close]

Thanks for the advice, but I don't do any of those bad boy drugs. No, I pretty much don't have much in the way of erogenous zones, when I'm receiving head my pee-pee just feels wet and nothing more than that, and I'm cool with all of this because I don't have to worry about contracting a shitty disease or making fools jealous

dude i feel you on the head part, it seriously doesn't do anything for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on May 21, 2015, 08:13:31 AM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on May 20, 2015, 10:47:55 AM

I'm 20 and haven't been laid or had any real girlfriend. I'm not ugly or anything and I have a large social group, I just either don't try much or can't fathom a particular person actually liking me. There's this girl I really like now and I think she likes me a lot too but I'm so fucking clueless on how to get it to go anywhere. Pretty sure every day at some point I think about how alone I've been my whole life and I get really depressed for a brief period. It's like I want to put myself out there but I'm afraid of getting rejected and it'll make my problem worse. None of my friends know any of this about me btw.

Hey a kindred soul! I can definitely understand what you're talking about. Chances are it will come around, just be patient and it will come around. I didn't have my first girlfriend till I was 23 and we talked for about a week and then met up once and we were together for almost 2 years. Don't do that. There's nothing wrong with taking it easy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on May 21, 2015, 03:37:30 PM

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I'm super hyped on not feeling like I have to try plowing a dude's ass anymore

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Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on May 17, 2015, 08:35:18 PM

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I wonder what that means...

[close]

The fuck do you think it means?

Get it, dog! call me let's skate.

[close]

Eh, it actually means I now know for sure that I'm just not into sex... really good news.

Wish I could give my opportunities to lonely folk

[close]

i know it may sound corny or whatever but try it on some LSD or something sometime.

[close]

Thanks for the advice, but I don't do any of those bad boy drugs. No, I pretty much don't have much in the way of erogenous zones, when I'm receiving head my pee-pee just feels wet and nothing more than that, and I'm cool with all of this because I don't have to worry about contracting a shitty disease or making fools jealous

oh. damn. well try and only have sex with people you really like and enjoy the time you're spending with/in them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on May 22, 2015, 07:58:52 PM

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I'm 20 and haven't been laid or had any real girlfriend. I'm not ugly or anything and I have a large social group, I just either don't try much or can't fathom a particular person actually liking me. There's this girl I really like now and I think she likes me a lot too but I'm so fucking clueless on how to get it to go anywhere. Pretty sure every day at some point I think about how alone I've been my whole life and I get really depressed for a brief period. It's like I want to put myself out there but I'm afraid of getting rejected and it'll make my problem worse. None of my friends know any of this about me btw.

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Hey a kindred soul! I can definitely understand what you're talking about. Chances are it will come around, just be patient and it will come around. I didn't have my first girlfriend till I was 23 and we talked for about a week and then met up once and we were together for almost 2 years. Don't do that. There's nothing wrong with taking it easy.

Thanks man!! Hearing your story actually makes me feel a lot better about my situation.  I bought my first car and finally got my license like a month ago so I'm hoping now that I can actually go places farther than walking distance that I can finally meet women who are down for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on May 27, 2015, 07:12:05 AM

I've never had anal sex

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Post by: posguy on May 27, 2015, 02:41:08 PM

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I'm 20 and haven't been laid or had any real girlfriend. I'm not ugly or anything and I have a large social group, I just either don't try much or can't fathom a particular person actually liking me. There's this girl I really like now and I think she likes me a lot too but I'm so fucking clueless on how to get it to go anywhere. Pretty sure every day at some point I think about how alone I've been my whole life and I get really depressed for a brief period. It's like I want to put myself out there but I'm afraid of getting rejected and it'll make my problem worse. None of my friends know any of this about me btw.

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Hey a kindred soul! I can definitely understand what you're talking about. Chances are it will come around, just be patient and it will come around. I didn't have my first girlfriend till I was 23 and we talked for about a week and then met up once and we were together for almost 2 years. Don't do that. There's nothing wrong with taking it easy.

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Thanks man!! Hearing your story actually makes me feel a lot better about my situation.  I bought my first car and finally got my license like a month ago so I'm hoping now that I can actually go places farther than walking distance that I can finally meet women who are down for me.

Glad I could help man. A little tip, if skateboarding is your thing, make sure whatever girl you decide to become serious about is backing it. If she doesn't, every time you go to skate she's gonna get pissed that you're choosing it over her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on May 27, 2015, 03:42:54 PM

Ladies, they can't be with me. I provide an element of danger.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poorlatino on May 27, 2015, 07:53:18 PM

I've been clean off Heroin for 6 months. When people ask me if I'm still clean I say yes. Even though I drink and smoke weed. Is this wrong? I've always believed I could learn a balance in my life with substances and it seems like all I need is the joint at night and a some beer after a session or social settings. I don't want people think I'm a liar when I say I'm clean but for the most part its true. For the first time in a long time I have a great job, a new apartment of my own, my own car, I have a tv and an extra skate deck already gripped in my room for when I need it. A year ago I would have been happy with a bag of dope and a couch to sleep on. My close family and friends know I smoke weed, I mean my family owns over 10 dispensaries in Colorado so its very normal in my family. Sorry for dragging this on.. I just don't like having this guilty conscience telling me I should be totally clean and healthy eating fish oil and working out more..sort of like repairing my brain from years of abuse. I don't know where I'm going with this anymore but I personally think I am capable of being able to drink and smoke responsibly. I have a tinder date tonight, my life is amazing right now and I'm scared its gonna crumble at anytime. Oh well. At least I have Slap to share my pussy ass thoughts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on May 27, 2015, 08:01:11 PM

weed saves lives

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on May 27, 2015, 08:10:32 PM

Quote from: poorlatino on May 27, 2015, 07:53:18 PM

I've been clean off Heroin for 6 months. When people ask me if I'm still clean I say yes. Even though I drink and smoke weed. Is this wrong? I've always believed I could learn a balance in my life with substances and it seems like all I need is the joint at night and a some beer after a session or social settings. I don't want people think I'm a liar when I say I'm clean but for the most part its true. For the first time in a long time I have a great job, a new apartment of my own, my own car, I have a tv and an extra skate deck already gripped in my room for when I need it. A year ago I would have been happy with a bag of dope and a couch to sleep on. My close family and friends know I smoke weed, I mean my family owns over 10 dispensaries in Colorado so its very normal in my family. Sorry for dragging this on.. I just don't like having this guilty conscience telling me I should be totally clean and healthy eating fish oil and working out more..sort of like repairing my brain from years of abuse. I don't know where I'm going with this anymore but I personally think I am capable of being able to drink and smoke responsibly. I have a tinder date tonight, my life is amazing right now and I'm scared its gonna crumble at anytime. Oh well. At least I have Slap to share my pussy ass thoughts.

Good for you. I can't kick the booze. I wake up every day and first thought is that I tell myself this will be the day. Then I get off work and head straight to liquor store. I don't get drunk cuz I have a baby and hide this from my old lady. I wish I could just go a week without it. But as you know the feeling- I just don't want to YET. Don't know you but I'm happy or you.

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Post by: poorlatino on May 27, 2015, 08:25:35 PM

Thanks for the kind words Straight. It's a constant tug of war everyday for sure. You have a family and it takes a certain amount of maturity and responsibility to care for and I couldn't imagine taking that on that in my life right now. This might be bad advice, but give yourself a break. You deserve a drink sometimes, I don't know how much you drink but it sounds like you get to work on time and can still lead a "normal" life. Nothing happens overnight, just the fact that you are aware and have a guilty conscience shows that you are in control. I don't know you either but whatever I said I hope it didn't offend you at all and you sir are not alone! Haha.. I wish you the best pal

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on May 27, 2015, 09:05:14 PM

I'm an achololic but i realized i would never be completely sober in life, i just like the taste of beer it feels great. When i realized im going to drink till the day i die i started some rules for myself. Maybe you should try that, my rules are one night of drinking a week ( or at least 5 days from the last time i drank), when i drink i have no more than 7 beers, 7 beers doesn't really like get me wasted it just makes me relaxed. Now no one is perfect i broke my rules but only like a handful of times and i started these rules about last year. Plus you aren't as hard on yourself if you break a rule one time instead of being completely sober and going on a binge one night.

set up some reasonable rules for you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on May 28, 2015, 06:30:54 AM

Quote from: tobey on May 27, 2015, 09:05:14 PM

I'm an achololic but i realized i would never be completely sober in life, i just like the taste of beer it feels great. When i realized im going to drink till the day i die i started some rules for myself. Maybe you should try that, my rules are one night of drinking a week ( or at least 5 days from the last time i drank), when i drink i have no more than 7 beers, 7 beers doesn't really like get me wasted it just makes me relaxed. Now no one is perfect i broke my rules but only like a handful of times and i started these rules about last year. Plus you aren't as hard on yourself if you break a rule one time instead of being completely sober and going on a binge one night.

set up some reasonable rules for you

 ??? youre an alcoholic, but you're that responsible with drinking? not trying to tell you youre wrong or anything, but you dont sound like an alcoholic to me. did you have a drinking problem in the past?


and good for you poorlatino. stoked for you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poorlatino on May 28, 2015, 11:08:56 AM

Thanks JB!

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Post by: tobey on May 28, 2015, 08:21:26 PM

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I'm an achololic but i realized i would never be completely sober in life, i just like the taste of beer it feels great. When i realized im going to drink till the day i die i started some rules for myself. Maybe you should try that, my rules are one night of drinking a week ( or at least 5 days from the last time i drank), when i drink i have no more than 7 beers, 7 beers doesn't really like get me wasted it just makes me relaxed. Now no one is perfect i broke my rules but only like a handful of times and i started these rules about last year. Plus you aren't as hard on yourself if you break a rule one time instead of being completely sober and going on a binge one night.

set up some reasonable rules for you

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 ??? youre an alcoholic, but you're that responsible with drinking? not trying to tell you youre wrong or anything, but you dont sound like an alcoholic to me. did you have a drinking problem in the past?


and good for you poorlatino. stoked for you.

yeah i had a serious drinking problem when i was 18-21 i mean look at this instagram post of my arrest record https://instagram.com/p/3Dfn2lDpX5/?taken-by=imintodudes

it was serious i would go to the place that sold me beer at the time when i was underage and buy like 5 bud ice's at 7am i also have bad anxiety at the time and my meds werent working so instead of dealing with it i would drink. I went to OP rehab and stayed sober while i went but just realized i love acholol and thats never going to change and majority of my family are achololics and when im ever at a family gathering theres acholol so i accepted the fact that i will drink another day whether im sober for years i will slip up but i made these rules and they have been working great for me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on May 29, 2015, 06:57:14 AM

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I'm an achololic but i realized i would never be completely sober in life, i just like the taste of beer it feels great. When i realized im going to drink till the day i die i started some rules for myself. Maybe you should try that, my rules are one night of drinking a week ( or at least 5 days from the last time i drank), when i drink i have no more than 7 beers, 7 beers doesn't really like get me wasted it just makes me relaxed. Now no one is perfect i broke my rules but only like a handful of times and i started these rules about last year. Plus you aren't as hard on yourself if you break a rule one time instead of being completely sober and going on a binge one night.

set up some reasonable rules for you

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 ??? youre an alcoholic, but you're that responsible with drinking? not trying to tell you youre wrong or anything, but you dont sound like an alcoholic to me. did you have a drinking problem in the past?


and good for you poorlatino. stoked for you.

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yeah i had a serious drinking problem when i was 18-21 i mean look at this instagram post of my arrest record https://instagram.com/p/3Dfn2lDpX5/?taken-by=imintodudes

it was serious i would go to the place that sold me beer at the time when i was underage and buy like 5 bud ice's at 7am i also have bad anxiety at the time and my meds werent working so instead of dealing with it i would drink. I went to OP rehab and stayed sober while i went but just realized i love acholol and thats never going to change and majority of my family are achololics and when im ever at a family gathering theres acholol so i accepted the fact that i will drink another day whether im sober for years i will slip up but i made these rules and they have been working great for me

damn. well good for you that you are that responsible now. i dont think my drinking has ever been problematic, but its rare that i go a day without alcohol. even when i tell myself that im not going to drink that day, i usually end up with a drink in my hand before the day is done.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on May 29, 2015, 07:25:21 AM

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I'm an achololic but i realized i would never be completely sober in life, i just like the taste of beer it feels great. When i realized im going to drink till the day i die i started some rules for myself. Maybe you should try that, my rules are one night of drinking a week ( or at least 5 days from the last time i drank), when i drink i have no more than 7 beers, 7 beers doesn't really like get me wasted it just makes me relaxed. Now no one is perfect i broke my rules but only like a handful of times and i started these rules about last year. Plus you aren't as hard on yourself if you break a rule one time instead of being completely sober and going on a binge one night.

set up some reasonable rules for you

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 ??? youre an alcoholic, but you're that responsible with drinking? not trying to tell you youre wrong or anything, but you dont sound like an alcoholic to me. did you have a drinking problem in the past?


and good for you poorlatino. stoked for you.

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yeah i had a serious drinking problem when i was 18-21 i mean look at this instagram post of my arrest record https://instagram.com/p/3Dfn2lDpX5/?taken-by=imintodudes

it was serious i would go to the place that sold me beer at the time when i was underage and buy like 5 bud ice's at 7am i also have bad anxiety at the time and my meds werent working so instead of dealing with it i would drink. I went to OP rehab and stayed sober while i went but just realized i love acholol and thats never going to change and majority of my family are achololics and when im ever at a family gathering theres acholol so i accepted the fact that i will drink another day whether im sober for years i will slip up but i made these rules and they have been working great for me

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damn. well good for you that you are that responsible now. i dont think my drinking has ever been problematic, but its rare that i go a day without alcohol. even when i tell myself that im not going to drink that day, i usually end up with a drink in my hand before the day is done.

Fuckin A Tobey, you've definitely come a long way on both the booze and broad fronts it sounds like, good for you. 


JB- you seem like one of the most level people on here, if you have a drink a day, fuck it, enjoy that drink. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: excitableboy on May 29, 2015, 08:13:42 AM

Quote from: poorlatino on May 27, 2015, 07:53:18 PM

I've been clean off Heroin for 6 months. When people ask me if I'm still clean I say yes. Even though I drink and smoke weed. Is this wrong? I've always believed I could learn a balance in my life with substances and it seems like all I need is the joint at night and a some beer after a session or social settings. I don't want people think I'm a liar when I say I'm clean but for the most part its true. For the first time in a long time I have a great job, a new apartment of my own, my own car, I have a tv and an extra skate deck already gripped in my room for when I need it. A year ago I would have been happy with a bag of dope and a couch to sleep on. My close family and friends know I smoke weed, I mean my family owns over 10 dispensaries in Colorado so its very normal in my family. Sorry for dragging this on.. I just don't like having this guilty conscience telling me I should be totally clean and healthy eating fish oil and working out more..sort of like repairing my brain from years of abuse. I don't know where I'm going with this anymore but I personally think I am capable of being able to drink and smoke responsibly. I have a tinder date tonight, my life is amazing right now and I'm scared its gonna crumble at anytime. Oh well. At least I have Slap to share my pussy ass thoughts.

I remember you talking about your addiction before. Haven't seen you on here in a while, glad you're doing better. I'm a junkie myself and I crumbled a while ago, now i'm back in that place where everyday you wish for the strength to stop again. If weed helps you cope i don't see any reason to feel guilty. But the whole trusting yourself with it can be tense. All I can say is hang in there.

Quote from: BraveUlysses on May 20, 2015, 10:47:55 AM

I'm 20 and haven't been laid or had any real girlfriend. I'm not ugly or anything and I have a large social group, I just either don't try much or can't fathom a particular person actually liking me. There's this girl I really like now and I think she likes me a lot too but I'm so fucking clueless on how to get it to go anywhere. Pretty sure every day at some point I think about how alone I've been my whole life and I get really depressed for a brief period. It's like I want to put myself out there but I'm afraid of getting rejected and it'll make my problem worse. None of my friends know any of this about me btw.

I was you once. Putting yourself out there and getting rejected or fucked is crucial. If you don't deal with this you may find yourself in a faraway land one night, black out drunk, with some Saudi oil heir shouting you a shag with a lady of dubious age and background. It's hard to come back from a first time like that as far as self esteem goes. Just a heads up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poorlatino on May 29, 2015, 09:18:19 AM

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I've been clean off Heroin for 6 months. When people ask me if I'm still clean I say yes. Even though I drink and smoke weed. Is this wrong? I've always believed I could learn a balance in my life with substances and it seems like all I need is the joint at night and a some beer after a session or social settings. I don't want people think I'm a liar when I say I'm clean but for the most part its true. For the first time in a long time I have a great job, a new apartment of my own, my own car, I have a tv and an extra skate deck already gripped in my room for when I need it. A year ago I would have been happy with a bag of dope and a couch to sleep on. My close family and friends know I smoke weed, I mean my family owns over 10 dispensaries in Colorado so its very normal in my family. Sorry for dragging this on.. I just don't like having this guilty conscience telling me I should be totally clean and healthy eating fish oil and working out more..sort of like repairing my brain from years of abuse. I don't know where I'm going with this anymore but I personally think I am capable of being able to drink and smoke responsibly. I have a tinder date tonight, my life is amazing right now and I'm scared its gonna crumble at anytime. Oh well. At least I have Slap to share my pussy ass thoughts.

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I remember you talking about your addiction before. Haven't seen you on here in a while, glad you're doing better. I'm a junkie myself and I crumbled a while ago, now i'm back in that place where everyday you wish for the strength to stop again. If weed helps you cope i don't see any reason to feel guilty. But the whole trusting yourself with it can be tense. All I can say is hang in there.

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I'm 20 and haven't been laid or had any real girlfriend. I'm not ugly or anything and I have a large social group, I just either don't try much or can't fathom a particular person actually liking me. There's this girl I really like now and I think she likes me a lot too but I'm so fucking clueless on how to get it to go anywhere. Pretty sure every day at some point I think about how alone I've been my whole life and I get really depressed for a brief period. It's like I want to put myself out there but I'm afraid of getting rejected and it'll make my problem worse. None of my friends know any of this about me btw.

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I was you once. Putting yourself out there and getting rejected or fucked is crucial. If you don't deal with this you may find yourself in a faraway land one night, black out drunk, with some Saudi oil heir shouting you a shag with a lady of dubious age and background. It's hard to come back from a first time like that as far as self esteem goes. Just a heads up.

Haha yep that was probably me playing the innocent junkie part on here. I think SLAP knows all my about my sex and drug use. Thank you though for your comment. Life has really changed from a year ago and my colon is happy I'm not on Opiates anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on May 29, 2015, 09:58:31 AM

i'm on top of some ex from a decade ago and about to bust so i try to pull back but she pulls me forwards. end up prematurely ejaculating and waking up at the same time. smiled and went back to sleep.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on May 29, 2015, 10:23:27 AM

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I've been clean off Heroin for 6 months. When people ask me if I'm still clean I say yes. Even though I drink and smoke weed. Is this wrong? I've always believed I could learn a balance in my life with substances and it seems like all I need is the joint at night and a some beer after a session or social settings. I don't want people think I'm a liar when I say I'm clean but for the most part its true. For the first time in a long time I have a great job, a new apartment of my own, my own car, I have a tv and an extra skate deck already gripped in my room for when I need it. A year ago I would have been happy with a bag of dope and a couch to sleep on. My close family and friends know I smoke weed, I mean my family owns over 10 dispensaries in Colorado so its very normal in my family. Sorry for dragging this on.. I just don't like having this guilty conscience telling me I should be totally clean and healthy eating fish oil and working out more..sort of like repairing my brain from years of abuse. I don't know where I'm going with this anymore but I personally think I am capable of being able to drink and smoke responsibly. I have a tinder date tonight, my life is amazing right now and I'm scared its gonna crumble at anytime. Oh well. At least I have Slap to share my pussy ass thoughts.

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I remember you talking about your addiction before. Haven't seen you on here in a while, glad you're doing better. I'm a junkie myself and I crumbled a while ago, now i'm back in that place where everyday you wish for the strength to stop again. If weed helps you cope i don't see any reason to feel guilty. But the whole trusting yourself with it can be tense. All I can say is hang in there.

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I'm 20 and haven't been laid or had any real girlfriend. I'm not ugly or anything and I have a large social group, I just either don't try much or can't fathom a particular person actually liking me. There's this girl I really like now and I think she likes me a lot too but I'm so fucking clueless on how to get it to go anywhere. Pretty sure every day at some point I think about how alone I've been my whole life and I get really depressed for a brief period. It's like I want to put myself out there but I'm afraid of getting rejected and it'll make my problem worse. None of my friends know any of this about me btw.

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I was you once. Putting yourself out there and getting rejected or fucked is crucial. If you don't deal with this you may find yourself in a faraway land one night, black out drunk, with some Saudi oil heir shouting you a shag with a lady of dubious age and background. It's hard to come back from a first time like that as far as self esteem goes. Just a heads up.

Word. I'm actually putting effort into making something work with the girl I mentioned before. I think she's looking for a friends with benefits situation with me. She once mentioned that I need a friend that I can just have sex with and while saying that she didn't really make eye contact with me as if she was shy about it and when she mentioned getting her apartment she said that I was welcome to come over all the time while putting her hand on my arm and looking into my eyes while smiling. I give her compliments on her appearance all the time and constantly think about having sex with her so I really hope something happens with this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on May 29, 2015, 10:34:09 AM

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I've been clean off Heroin for 6 months. When people ask me if I'm still clean I say yes. Even though I drink and smoke weed. Is this wrong? I've always believed I could learn a balance in my life with substances and it seems like all I need is the joint at night and a some beer after a session or social settings. I don't want people think I'm a liar when I say I'm clean but for the most part its true. For the first time in a long time I have a great job, a new apartment of my own, my own car, I have a tv and an extra skate deck already gripped in my room for when I need it. A year ago I would have been happy with a bag of dope and a couch to sleep on. My close family and friends know I smoke weed, I mean my family owns over 10 dispensaries in Colorado so its very normal in my family. Sorry for dragging this on.. I just don't like having this guilty conscience telling me I should be totally clean and healthy eating fish oil and working out more..sort of like repairing my brain from years of abuse. I don't know where I'm going with this anymore but I personally think I am capable of being able to drink and smoke responsibly. I have a tinder date tonight, my life is amazing right now and I'm scared its gonna crumble at anytime. Oh well. At least I have Slap to share my pussy ass thoughts.

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I remember you talking about your addiction before. Haven't seen you on here in a while, glad you're doing better. I'm a junkie myself and I crumbled a while ago, now i'm back in that place where everyday you wish for the strength to stop again. If weed helps you cope i don't see any reason to feel guilty. But the whole trusting yourself with it can be tense. All I can say is hang in there.

Quote from: BraveUlysses on May 20, 2015, 10:47:55 AM

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I'm 20 and haven't been laid or had any real girlfriend. I'm not ugly or anything and I have a large social group, I just either don't try much or can't fathom a particular person actually liking me. There's this girl I really like now and I think she likes me a lot too but I'm so fucking clueless on how to get it to go anywhere. Pretty sure every day at some point I think about how alone I've been my whole life and I get really depressed for a brief period. It's like I want to put myself out there but I'm afraid of getting rejected and it'll make my problem worse. None of my friends know any of this about me btw.

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I was you once. Putting yourself out there and getting rejected or fucked is crucial. If you don't deal with this you may find yourself in a faraway land one night, black out drunk, with some Saudi oil heir shouting you a shag with a lady of dubious age and background. It's hard to come back from a first time like that as far as self esteem goes. Just a heads up.

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Word. I'm actually putting effort into making something work with the girl I mentioned before. I think she's looking for a friends with benefits situation with me. She once mentioned that I need a friend that I can just have sex with and while saying that she didn't really make eye contact with me as if she was shy about it and when she mentioned getting her apartment she said that I was welcome to come over all the time while putting her hand on my arm and looking into my eyes while smiling. I give her compliments on her appearance all the time and constantly think about having sex with her so I really hope something happens with this.

That sure seems like an invitation for something to happen. First time you go over don't be pushy but if you make a move make sure you're not shy or hesitant about it. This reminds me of this girl I hooked up with a couple times in Philly. We were in the same class. Two weeks in she's flirting with me and touching my arm, we hang out at the park and end up play wrestling at the end. We headed back to my place and we proceeded to stay up the entire night. Hope it works out bud!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on May 29, 2015, 01:37:26 PM

tobey you poser

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on May 31, 2015, 11:30:46 PM

i didn't go to prom

my junior year i asked a girl (who was just a friend) she said yes and then about a couple of days before prom her 22 year old boyfriend said she wasn't allowed to go with me (i think she was 17 at the time), i guess i was so good looking then he didn't trust her

my senior year of prom it was on my 18th birthday so i didn't ask anyone because my plan was to go to the city to my cousins house pre game there and go to the strip club. I ended up getting black out drink within the first hour at my cousins house, never made it to the strip club

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on June 01, 2015, 06:53:59 AM

my prom date turned out to be a lesbian.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on June 01, 2015, 01:40:52 PM

haha, +1. not even bi?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on June 01, 2015, 03:33:55 PM

Quote from: poorlatino on May 27, 2015, 07:53:18 PM

I've been clean off Heroin for 6 months. When people ask me DMC what does it mean? D stands for Diesel - MC for Mostly Clean.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on June 01, 2015, 07:14:16 PM

Quote from: abudabi on June 01, 2015, 01:40:52 PM

haha, +1. not even bi?

the first girl i asked to prom was a junior and couldnt go because she had other plans. the second one already had a date, but she said her friend would go with me. apparently we had danced together at a homecoming dance, but we didnt know each other. i didnt want to be the only one of my friends without a date, so i decided to take girl number 2's friend. we had fun, but i took her home right after the dance and went and got fucked up with my friends. i hung out with her maybe twice after that and i kind of got the vibe that she liked me, but i just wasnt crazy about her. she wasn't ugly, but not really the prettiest girl either, and she had a very very dull personality. about a year later she was in a relationship with another chick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on June 02, 2015, 07:04:24 AM

I have an important meeting today and I've got to learn some stuff to teach my class, so I just gotta get this off my chest as much as possible so I can proceed with my day as best as I can...

So my 38-year-old trans friend had a birthday party Saturday. I have some anxiety, and it elevates a bit when I don't know many people at a party, so I originally told him that I didn't want to go. He convinced me to, so I brought a friend. It was awful, but I knew it was a good thing to do.

Yesterday, he called me up to tell me that the party was his plan to say goodbye to everybody, and a couple hours later, he attempted suicide. He just woke up yesterday (Monday), and that explains why he didn't answer my messages...

The thing is, I'm super bummed because I know this is going to happen so many more times. I am following the advice about being friends with a suicidal person, I always have been, but it's just so draining, especially since I don't like to hang out with people in general. It's really shitty knowing that I've prevented others from attempting suicide just with my friendship, but that didn't help with this particular buddy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on June 02, 2015, 08:30:47 AM

Quote from: lickcakes on June 02, 2015, 07:04:24 AM

I have an important meeting today and I've got to learn some stuff to teach my class, so I just gotta get this off my chest as much as possible so I can proceed with my day as best as I can...

So my 38-year-old trans friend had a birthday party Saturday. I have some anxiety, and it elevates a bit when I don't know many people at a party, so I originally told him that I didn't want to go. He convinced me to, so I brought a friend. It was awful, but I knew it was a good thing to do.

Yesterday, he called me up to tell me that the party was his plan to say goodbye to everybody, and a couple hours later, he attempted suicide. He just woke up yesterday (Monday), and that explains why he didn't answer my messages...

The thing is, I'm super bummed because I know this is going to happen so many more times. I am following the advice about being friends with a suicidal person, I always have been, but it's just so draining, especially since I don't like to hang out with people in general. It's really shitty knowing that I've prevented others from attempting suicide just with my friendship, but that didn't help with this particular buddy.

So wait are you bummed because you know he'll keep trying and it won't happen so in a way you're kinda wishing he would succeed? No judgement, I once told my sister that I wished my grandfather would die because it was so bad on my dad. I'm trying to get a sense of where your thoughts are at. Why is it shitty knowing that your friendship has prevented others from committing suicide?

Good luck getting through class today man!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on June 02, 2015, 08:50:37 AM

Quote from: posguy on June 02, 2015, 08:30:47 AM

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I have an important meeting today and I've got to learn some stuff to teach my class, so I just gotta get this off my chest as much as possible so I can proceed with my day as best as I can...

So my 38-year-old trans friend had a birthday party Saturday. I have some anxiety, and it elevates a bit when I don't know many people at a party, so I originally told him that I didn't want to go. He convinced me to, so I brought a friend. It was awful, but I knew it was a good thing to do.

Yesterday, he called me up to tell me that the party was his plan to say goodbye to everybody, and a couple hours later, he attempted suicide. He just woke up yesterday (Monday), and that explains why he didn't answer my messages...

The thing is, I'm super bummed because I know this is going to happen so many more times. I am following the advice about being friends with a suicidal person, I always have been, but it's just so draining, especially since I don't like to hang out with people in general. It's really shitty knowing that I've prevented others from attempting suicide just with my friendship, but that didn't help with this particular buddy.

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So wait are you bummed because you know he'll keep trying and it won't happen so in a way you're kinda wishing he would succeed? No judgement, I once told my sister that I wished my grandfather would die because it was so bad on my dad. I'm trying to get a sense of where your thoughts are at. Why is it shitty knowing that your friendship has prevented others from committing suicide?

Good luck getting through class today man!

You have shitty reading comprehension skills

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on June 02, 2015, 08:59:32 AM

Quote from: straight on June 02, 2015, 08:50:37 AM

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I have an important meeting today and I've got to learn some stuff to teach my class, so I just gotta get this off my chest as much as possible so I can proceed with my day as best as I can...

So my 38-year-old trans friend had a birthday party Saturday. I have some anxiety, and it elevates a bit when I don't know many people at a party, so I originally told him that I didn't want to go. He convinced me to, so I brought a friend. It was awful, but I knew it was a good thing to do.

Yesterday, he called me up to tell me that the party was his plan to say goodbye to everybody, and a couple hours later, he attempted suicide. He just woke up yesterday (Monday), and that explains why he didn't answer my messages...

The thing is, I'm super bummed because I know this is going to happen so many more times. I am following the advice about being friends with a suicidal person, I always have been, but it's just so draining, especially since I don't like to hang out with people in general. It's really shitty knowing that I've prevented others from attempting suicide just with my friendship, but that didn't help with this particular buddy.

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So wait are you bummed because you know he'll keep trying and it won't happen so in a way you're kinda wishing he would succeed? No judgement, I once told my sister that I wished my grandfather would die because it was so bad on my dad. I'm trying to get a sense of where your thoughts are at. Why is it shitty knowing that your friendship has prevented others from committing suicide?

Good luck getting through class today man!

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You have shitty reading comprehension skills

You figure it out then...

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Yesterday, he called me up to tell me that the party was his plan to say goodbye to everybody, and a couple hours later, he attempted suicide. He just woke up yesterday (Monday), and that explains why he didn't answer my messages...[\quote]

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on June 02, 2015, 12:22:48 PM

My writing was shitty, sorry.

What I meant is that I'm bummed that I couldn't help prevent this suicide attempt, despite the fact that I probably had a part in preventing other attempts.

I'm 99% sure he's going to attempt suicide again, and there's nothing I can do about it. So I am, in a way, saying that I wish he was successful, because he's just going to get worse - he's tried multiple times throughout his life. I'm usually an optimist, but not this time. At least he was still the same snarky motherfucker (as he usually is) when I went to visit him an hour ago... it's always weird to see someone outwardly positive when the inside is a fucking mess.

Luv u guys.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on June 02, 2015, 02:57:03 PM

Quote from: lickcakes on June 02, 2015, 12:22:48 PM

My writing was shitty, sorry.

What I meant is that I'm bummed that I couldn't help prevent this suicide attempt, despite the fact that I probably had a part in preventing other attempts.

I'm 99% sure he's going to attempt suicide again, and there's nothing I can do about it. So I am, in a way, saying that I wish he was successful, because he's just going to get worse - he's tried multiple times throughout his life. I'm usually an optimist, but not this time. At least he was still the same snarky motherfucker (as he usually is) when I went to visit him an hour ago... it's always weird to see someone outwardly positive when the inside is a fucking mess.

Luv u guys.

Now I gotcha, that's really cool that you've had a part in preventing others, good work man!


My two cousins killed themselves and I never knew that they were depressed. Be glad that you at least know with him.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 02, 2015, 07:07:10 PM

I have an interview next week. The job title is Office Technician and the employer is Donovan State Prison. The state's gonna get a brother in prison any way they can! Now I have to make up a bunch of references because I don't really have any of those. Whatever, what's the worst that can happen?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grampa on June 02, 2015, 07:56:23 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 02, 2015, 07:07:10 PM

Whatever, what's the worst that can happen?

Uhh, you end up working in a fucking prison?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on June 02, 2015, 07:57:01 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 02, 2015, 07:07:10 PM

I have an interview next week. The job title is Office Technician and the employer is Donovan State Prison. The state's gonna get a brother in prison any way they can! Now I have to make up a bunch of references because I don't really have any of those. Whatever, what's the worst that can happen?

Nice, things seem to be getting better. If you need a reference, feel free to pm me. I'll give them a good word.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on June 03, 2015, 07:16:42 AM

you can reference me too l33t. i got your back.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on June 03, 2015, 08:30:06 AM

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Whatever, what's the worst that can happen?

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Uhh, you end up working in a fucking prison?

You could end up a drug mule, killed in a prison riot, taken hostage, blackmailed, etc

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on June 03, 2015, 12:17:51 PM

i dont think entry level positions (im assuming it's entry level, maybe im wrong) would deal directly with prisoners. that doesnt seem smart.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 05, 2015, 08:06:40 PM

Hey, thanks guys. I want you guys to know that even though sometimes I get all pissy with my comments, I appreciate (most of) you. I'll probably take those who offered up on being references. I've got to make up some employment history/background first or you guys could just say I worked with/for you. We'll figure it out in PMs. As for the job, I most definitely wouldn't be interacting with the inmates, but I'm sure I'd see them around. I'm actually a little familiar with the place because my bro was incarcerated there for a time and I visited fairly regularly. The position of Office Technician is offered in pretty much every department in California, it's just that the first place to give me an actual interview is a prison.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on June 05, 2015, 08:29:34 PM

http://dailycaller.com/2015/05/22/suit-alleges-jail-guards-allowed-to-rape-women-in-nyc-prison/ (http://dailycaller.com/2015/05/22/suit-alleges-jail-guards-allowed-to-rape-women-in-nyc-prison/)

2 birds

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beer Keg Peg Leg on June 06, 2015, 03:14:58 AM

sometimes after i piss ill turn the faucet on just so people think im washing my hands but im not really

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on June 06, 2015, 04:04:25 PM

Quote from: Beer Keg Peg Leg on June 06, 2015, 03:14:58 AM

sometimes after i piss ill turn the faucet on just so people think im washing my hands but im not really

All about this at family gatherings.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poor alice on June 06, 2015, 06:31:48 PM

I'm glad I'll never touch your keyboard you disgusting human being.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on June 06, 2015, 07:23:29 PM

I have to get this off my chest, I don't have anyone to vent this to

I've been with my girlfriend for over a year and known her for about 2 years. I love her. She is a genuinely nice person, we have a lot of similar interests, she is intelligent (I'll admit, more than I am), we have a good sex life, extremely cute, etc. Pretty much what I want.  However, her body is just average. Unfortunately this has made me want to cheat for such a shitty vain reason. I never cheated on her but I message a former coworker and we started talking. We've been interested in each other but we were both seeing someone else. I was going to see her but changed my mind last minute. I still have these thought and they get worse. I love my girlfriend, she is amazing. I just feel like a piece of shit for    wanting to cheat on her and getting to the point of actually doing it.

I could never tell her this or dare tell her the reason why. She is self conscious about her body, but what girl isn't? I have to keep myself in check and remind myself that it's not worth losing her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on June 06, 2015, 09:09:56 PM

Quote from: Omamori on June 06, 2015, 07:23:29 PM

I have to get this off my chest, I don't have anyone to vent this to

I've been with my girlfriend for over a year and known her for about 2 years. I love her. She is a genuinely nice person, we have a lot of similar interests, she is intelligent (I'll admit, more than I am), we have a good sex life, extremely cute, etc. Pretty much what I want.  However, her body is just average. Unfortunately this has made me want to cheat for such a shitty vain reason. I never cheated on her but I message a former coworker and we started talking. We've been interested in each other but we were both seeing someone else. I was going to see her but changed my mind last minute. I still have these thought and they get worse. I love my girlfriend, she is amazing. I just feel like a piece of shit for    wanting to cheat on her and getting to the point of actually doing it.

I could never tell her this or dare tell her the reason why. She is self conscious about her body, but what girl isn't? I have to keep myself in check and remind myself that it's not worth losing her.

tke her to the fucking gym

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: yatallfreak on June 06, 2015, 09:45:56 PM

Quote from: Omamori on June 06, 2015, 07:23:29 PM

I have to get this off my chest, I don't have anyone to vent this to

I've been with my girlfriend for over a year and known her for about 2 years. I love her. She is a genuinely nice person, we have a lot of similar interests, she is intelligent (I'll admit, more than I am), we have a good sex life, extremely cute, etc. Pretty much what I want.  However, her body is just average. Unfortunately this has made me want to cheat for such a shitty vain reason. I never cheated on her but I message a former coworker and we started talking. We've been interested in each other but we were both seeing someone else. I was going to see her but changed my mind last minute. I still have these thought and they get worse. I love my girlfriend, she is amazing. I just feel like a piece of shit for    wanting to cheat on her and getting to the point of actually doing it.

I could never tell her this or dare tell her the reason why. She is self conscious about her body, but what girl isn't? I have to keep myself in check and remind myself that it's not worth losing her.

Probably the worst thing for you to do is to even hangout with her I'd say. Unless you feel like you've got control and can turn her down if she wants to hook up but having a girl you find attractive coming on to you is pretty irresistible. So just dont put yourself into that situation man. And I doubt that chick will want anything to do with you after you hook up and she finds out you've got a girl. And if she already knows you do then you don't wanna start dating the chick who willingly helped you cheat. So if you feel like you wanna cheat just jerk off, or fuck your girl.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on June 07, 2015, 10:20:40 PM

Quote from: Omamori on June 06, 2015, 07:23:29 PM

I have to get this off my chest, I don't have anyone to vent this to

I've been with my girlfriend for over a year and known her for about 2 years. I love her. She is a genuinely nice person, we have a lot of similar interests, she is intelligent (I'll admit, more than I am), we have a good sex life, extremely cute, etc. Pretty much what I want.  However, her body is just average. Unfortunately this has made me want to cheat for such a shitty vain reason. I never cheated on her but I message a former coworker and we started talking. We've been interested in each other but we were both seeing someone else. I was going to see her but changed my mind last minute. I still have these thought and they get worse. I love my girlfriend, she is amazing. I just feel like a piece of shit for    wanting to cheat on her and getting to the point of actually doing it.

I could never tell her this or dare tell her the reason why. She is self conscious about her body, but what girl isn't? I have to keep myself in check and remind myself that it's not worth losing her.

You care about her body
or
what the others think about her body?

When you say average? How is average? women have very different body shapes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on June 08, 2015, 03:09:53 AM

Quote from: yatallfreak on June 06, 2015, 09:45:56 PM

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I have to get this off my chest, I don't have anyone to vent this to

I've been with my girlfriend for over a year and known her for about 2 years. I love her. She is a genuinely nice person, we have a lot of similar interests, she is intelligent (I'll admit, more than I am), we have a good sex life, extremely cute, etc. Pretty much what I want.  However, her body is just average. Unfortunately this has made me want to cheat for such a shitty vain reason. I never cheated on her but I message a former coworker and we started talking. We've been interested in each other but we were both seeing someone else. I was going to see her but changed my mind last minute. I still have these thought and they get worse. I love my girlfriend, she is amazing. I just feel like a piece of shit for    wanting to cheat on her and getting to the point of actually doing it.

I could never tell her this or dare tell her the reason why. She is self conscious about her body, but what girl isn't? I have to keep myself in check and remind myself that it's not worth losing her.

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Probably the worst thing for you to do is to even hangout with her I'd say. Unless you feel like you've got control and can turn her down if she wants to hook up but having a girl you find attractive coming on to you is pretty irresistible. So just dont put yourself into that situation man. And I doubt that chick will want anything to do with you after you hook up and she finds out you've got a girl. And if she already knows you do then you don't wanna start dating the chick who willingly helped you cheat. So if you feel like you wanna cheat just jerk off, or fuck your girl.

This. Or fuck her one time then feel guilty for a couple of months, then realize how stupid was your behaviour and how perfect is your gf.

There is no good answer to that kind of things. You can be a good guy and stop doing anything, but from time to time you'll wonder what if I did it? tThen another opportunity will happen and you'll fuck up big time.

Or you can be a bad guy, do it then feel guilty, then maybe your gf will discover it a dump you. Then you will feel so bad for losing your love.

That won't help you but I think every guy has been in your position, and fuck, there is no perfect answer IMO.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on June 08, 2015, 09:23:18 AM

Quote from: Omamori on June 06, 2015, 07:23:29 PM

I have to get this off my chest, I don't have anyone to vent this to

I've been with my girlfriend for over a year and known her for about 2 years. I love her. She is a genuinely nice person, we have a lot of similar interests, she is intelligent (I'll admit, more than I am), we have a good sex life, extremely cute, etc. Pretty much what I want.  However, her body is just average. Unfortunately this has made me want to cheat for such a shitty vain reason. I never cheated on her but I message a former coworker and we started talking. We've been interested in each other but we were both seeing someone else. I was going to see her but changed my mind last minute. I still have these thought and they get worse. I love my girlfriend, she is amazing. I just feel like a piece of shit for    wanting to cheat on her and getting to the point of actually doing it.

I could never tell her this or dare tell her the reason why. She is self conscious about her body, but what girl isn't? I have to keep myself in check and remind myself that it's not worth losing her.

If you're gonna cheat then break up with her first. That's gonna break her heart and make the break up a million times messier. My ex let some guy jack off next to her and because "she didn't do anything" she thought it was ok...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Such on June 08, 2015, 05:18:42 PM

Quote from: Omamori on June 06, 2015, 07:23:29 PM

I have to get this off my chest, I don't have anyone to vent this to

I've been with my girlfriend for over a year and known her for about 2 years. I love her. She is a genuinely nice person, we have a lot of similar interests, she is intelligent (I'll admit, more than I am), we have a good sex life, extremely cute, etc. Pretty much what I want.  However, her body is just average. Unfortunately this has made me want to cheat for such a shitty vain reason. I never cheated on her but I message a former coworker and we started talking. We've been interested in each other but we were both seeing someone else. I was going to see her but changed my mind last minute. I still have these thought and they get worse. I love my girlfriend, she is amazing. I just feel like a piece of shit for    wanting to cheat on her and getting to the point of actually doing it.

I could never tell her this or dare tell her the reason why. She is self conscious about her body, but what girl isn't? I have to keep myself in check and remind myself that it's not worth losing her.

youre not a pice of shit for feeling attracted too other women, thats unavoidable. youre a piece of shit for actually considering it. wtf is wrong with you jesus.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Such on June 08, 2015, 05:20:12 PM

Quote from: Beer Keg Peg Leg on June 06, 2015, 03:14:58 AM

sometimes after i piss ill turn the faucet on just so people think im washing my hands but im not really

lol i kinda flick my hand under the steam off water too be even more sure it sounds like im washing em.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on June 08, 2015, 05:46:17 PM

i really want to kook you non handwashers, but im not gonna. you guys are lame for this sheit. wash your damn hands.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on June 08, 2015, 08:31:05 PM

Tuffy - I don't care what others think. I've brought her around family and friends. Average is subjective but her body isn't bad. I was just used to being with girls that had extremely good bodies.


In the end, love prevails. I wouldn't cheat on her. My conscience would consume me and I'd eventually tell her. It's not worth losing an amazing girl over a one night stand. When I sent those messages, I saw her the next day. I felt bad. I couldn't image if I went through with it. Made me realize how much I loved her.

I just needed to vent what was on my mind on here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on June 09, 2015, 06:40:13 AM

Quote from: abudabi on June 08, 2015, 05:46:17 PM

i really want to kook you non handwashers, but im not gonna. you guys are lame for this sheit. wash your damn hands.

i know my dick is clean and its not like i piss all over my hands. i dont understand what the big deal is.

also, what video is your sig from? i know i own it, but im drawing a total blank.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: KING TUT on June 10, 2015, 06:21:56 PM

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lol i kinda flick my hand under the steam off water too be even more sure it sounds like im washing em.

this fucking guy even goes so far to actually wet his hands under the stream when he is pretending, I mean what the actual fuck, you may as well just wash them properly you giant twat.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on June 14, 2015, 03:15:46 PM

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i really want to kook you non handwashers, but im not gonna. you guys are lame for this sheit. wash your damn hands.

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i know my dick is clean and its not like i piss all over my hands. i dont understand what the big deal is.

also, what video is your sig from? i know i own it, but im drawing a total blank.

sorry late reply, and im not sure anymore. it's from a Lewis Marnell tribute video, idk what else it might have been in.

and the handwashing thing is lame cause youre going around touching other people's stuff with your dick hands.
youre not spreading disease but it is still lame af.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on June 15, 2015, 05:31:22 AM

All you you non hand-washers remind me of this Gintama episode, which shows the dangers or not washing your hands and the resulting "tamakin". It's hilarious! www.crunchyroll.com/gintama/episode-113-cleaning-the-toilet-cleanses-the-soul-510100 (http://www.crunchyroll.com/gintama/episode-113-cleaning-the-toilet-cleanses-the-soul-510100)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on June 18, 2015, 03:55:05 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on June 15, 2015, 05:31:22 AM

All you you non hand-washers remind me of this Gintama episode, which shows the dangers or not washing your hands and the resulting "tamakin". It's hilarious! www.crunchyroll.com/gintama/episode-113-cleaning-the-toilet-cleanses-the-soul-510100 (http://www.crunchyroll.com/gintama/episode-113-cleaning-the-toilet-cleanses-the-soul-510100)

Wow you're pretty into Anime. .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dirtymac on June 20, 2015, 06:01:28 PM

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i really want to kook you non handwashers, but im not gonna. you guys are lame for this sheit. wash your damn hands.

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i know my dick is clean and its not like i piss all over my hands. i dont understand what the big deal is.

also, what video is your sig from? i know i own it, but im drawing a total blank.

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sorry late reply, and im not sure anymore. it's from a Lewis Marnell tribute video, idk what else it might have been in.

and the handwashing thing is lame cause youre going around touching other people's stuff with your dick hands.
youre not spreading disease but it is still lame af.

I'm sorry but I just have to say this made me laugh harder than anything has in I can't remember when...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on June 23, 2015, 10:22:36 PM

my good friend from high school passed away sunday, he ODed and now im starting to think it honestly could have been me.

I got super bad anxiety after high school, i didn't leave the house for 3 years but if i didn't have anxiety i would have been hanging out with that same group getting in to those type of drugs. I don't know how i feel right now. My other friend passed away last month and now i have to go to another funeral this weekend, thats 2 funerals in less than a month from each other that i would have never guessed of going to their funerals. I saw a lot of people from high school sunday night we all went to a bar and i got blacked out drunk and it just doesn't seem worth it now. Like my one good friend who i known for years said hes been to rehab 4 times (he wasn't drinking that night) and im just so out of the loop with shit.

Last time i saw my friend we shared a girl lol, i don't want to go to another funeral this year because of drugs

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CigaretteBeer on June 24, 2015, 11:26:22 PM

If I could get away with punching my girlfiend in the face I would do it almost every day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on June 24, 2015, 11:31:50 PM

Quote from: CigaretteBeer on June 24, 2015, 11:26:22 PM

If I could get away with punching my girlfiend in the face I would do it almost every day.

 :-X

maybe ... she's not the one?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on June 25, 2015, 07:03:37 AM

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If I could get away with punching my girlfiend in the face I would do it almost every day.

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 :-X

maybe ... she's not the one?

i have a friend who has real anger issues and i remember one time we were all giving him shit and he started to freak out then his girlfriend said the classic "you can dish it out, but you just cant take it" line and that sent him into a rage. after he calmed down i went over to talk to him and he told me that sometimes he wishes that his girlfriend was more like his little brother so that he could whoop her ass every now and then. theyre now engaged to be married.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tay on June 26, 2015, 07:39:06 PM

Every time I skate I eat massive amounts of shit on the easiest of tricks. My ankles have big scabs on them, I have two inflamed elbows with scabs, skinned knees, missing skin on my hands, missing skin on my back and shoulder, and huge puffy bruise on my hip that looks like a nebula. My other hip has a large gnarly road rash which oozes and hasn't healed for the past two weeks.

I eat more shit than all my friends, and I have nothing to show for it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on June 27, 2015, 12:32:09 AM

Quote from: Tay on June 26, 2015, 07:39:06 PM

Every time I skate I eat massive amounts of shit on the easiest of tricks. My ankles have big scabs on them, I have two inflamed elbows with scabs, skinned knees, missing skin on my hands, missing skin on my back and shoulder, and huge puffy bruise on my hip that looks like a nebula. My other hip has a large gnarly road rash which oozes and hasn't healed for the past two weeks.

I eat more shit than all my friends, and I have nothing to show for it.

Oh Tay you just need some nice hot bathes to help you relax your muscles and some good old fashioned rest to help you clear your mind. Cut the crossword out the Sunday funnies and sit out in the shade and listen to the birds chirp and the dogs bark.

Signed,
Yo friend Rusty Berrings

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tay on June 27, 2015, 04:04:31 AM

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Every time I skate I eat massive amounts of shit on the easiest of tricks. My ankles have big scabs on them, I have two inflamed elbows with scabs, skinned knees, missing skin on my hands, missing skin on my back and shoulder, and huge puffy bruise on my hip that looks like a nebula. My other hip has a large gnarly road rash which oozes and hasn't healed for the past two weeks.

I eat more shit than all my friends, and I have nothing to show for it.

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Oh Tay you just need some nice hot bathes to help you relax your muscles and some good old fashioned rest to help you clear your mind. Cut the crossword out the Sunday funnies and sit out in the shade and listen to the birds chirp and the dogs bark.

Signed,
Yo friend Rusty Berrings

Wise advice as always Rusty. Thanks buddy.  :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on July 07, 2015, 05:38:30 AM

I slept with a girl who is a dude now, id be interested in hooking up again out of curiosity, it would be a trip  8)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on July 07, 2015, 07:32:13 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on July 07, 2015, 05:38:30 AM

I slept with a girl who is a dude now, id be interested in hooking up again out of curiosity, it would be a trip  8)

I understand what you mean, but that's actually fucked up to do it just out of curiosity. A majority of transpeople that I've met and read about prefer to be treated as a human, not a just transperson.

I don't think it would be offensive if you still have a genuine interest in him, as long as you don't want to sleep with him just to see what it's like.

There are many shitty things that come with being trans, such as being rejected for being trans after a connection with someone is being made, being objectified as a freak for being trans, and being asked about the genitals.

I'm not trying to tear you down, I'm trying to provide a little bit of education. The best education, however, is talking to the person you're interested in, since this type of thing varies between people.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on July 07, 2015, 07:56:51 AM

Its not that id do it,or am trying too, but i see your point

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tay on July 07, 2015, 07:25:18 PM

I buy large quantities of Poise Pads like an elderly woman, because I can't control my bladder. When popping a squat I sometimes urinate all over my undies legs and socks/shoes with no control. Total bummer. Started three years ago after a night out drinking with friends. Was the third time I've been drunk, and I ended up with irreversible damage to my kidneys.

I'm scared to drink more than two beers. Smoking weed makes me self conscious and sad. Meh... sometimes I just want to get fucked up, but there's no outlet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on July 07, 2015, 07:50:02 PM

Quote from: Tay on July 07, 2015, 07:25:18 PM

I buy large quantities of Poise Pads like an elderly woman, because I can't control my bladder. When popping a squat I sometimes urinate all over my undies legs and socks/shoes with no control. Total bummer. Started three years ago after a night out drinking with friends. Was the third time I've been drunk, and I ended up with irreversible damage to my kidneys.

I'm scared to drink more than two beers. Smoking weed makes me self conscious and sad. Meh... sometimes I just want to get fucked up, but there's no outlet.

Na who cares of getting drunk or high, its really not that great. Its basically like a weekly thing for me like i have to drink at least once a week. I have like OCD with it. I quit drinking for a year and it was awesome but yet again i had to cause i was on probation. I rather be in your position honestly, i mean im responsible now with my drinking but its just something i have to do and i don't think that feeling will ever go away

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on July 08, 2015, 08:10:58 AM

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I buy large quantities of Poise Pads like an elderly woman, because I can't control my bladder. When popping a squat I sometimes urinate all over my undies legs and socks/shoes with no control. Total bummer. Started three years ago after a night out drinking with friends. Was the third time I've been drunk, and I ended up with irreversible damage to my kidneys.

I'm scared to drink more than two beers. Smoking weed makes me self conscious and sad. Meh... sometimes I just want to get fucked up, but there's no outlet.

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Na who cares of getting drunk or high, its really not that great. Its basically like a weekly thing for me like i have to drink at least once a week. I have like OCD with it. I quit drinking for a year and it was awesome but yet again i had to cause i was on probation. I rather be in your position honestly, i mean im responsible now with my drinking but its just something i have to do and i don't think that feeling will ever go away

1. Fucking stupid, in what world would you want to piss yourself and get bummed off weed? Especially if you "have to" drink Tobey then you'd be pissing your self all over the place. 
2. Of course you'll feel that way if your attitude is like that. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on July 08, 2015, 09:10:13 AM

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I buy large quantities of Poise Pads like an elderly woman, because I can't control my bladder. When popping a squat I sometimes urinate all over my undies legs and socks/shoes with no control. Total bummer. Started three years ago after a night out drinking with friends. Was the third time I've been drunk, and I ended up with irreversible damage to my kidneys.

I'm scared to drink more than two beers. Smoking weed makes me self conscious and sad. Meh... sometimes I just want to get fucked up, but there's no outlet.

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Na who cares of getting drunk or high, its really not that great. Its basically like a weekly thing for me like i have to drink at least once a week. I have like OCD with it. I quit drinking for a year and it was awesome but yet again i had to cause i was on probation. I rather be in your position honestly, i mean im responsible now with my drinking but its just something i have to do and i don't think that feeling will ever go away

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1. Fucking stupid, in what world would you want to piss yourself and get bummed off weed? Especially if you "have to" drink Tobey then you'd be pissing your self all over the place. 
2. Of course you'll feel that way if your attitude is like that. 

i meant in the position of not being able to drink

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on July 08, 2015, 12:46:59 PM

Fair enough T-bone

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on July 08, 2015, 02:06:54 PM

I've never done a shuvit off a sidewlak unless I was riding parallel to the curb. Also don't really ollie stairs too much. I've ollied a 3 one time first try in 2013 but haven't really tried again. I also can't drop in on quarterpipes cuz when I was 13 I tried to and hurt myself badly and won't suck it up and just give it my all. Might've dropped in and had my front wheels off the ground on a small quarterpipe once but I don't think it counts and I prob ate shit that time too. I rolled into Laguna Hills skatepark cuz they coping is so thin to be fair that it was easy. I also can't pump a mini ramp from the flat.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on July 08, 2015, 02:52:35 PM

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I've never done a shuvit off a sidewlak unless I was riding parallel to the curb. Also don't really ollie stairs too much. I've ollied a 3 one time first try in 2013 but haven't really tried again. I also can't drop in on quarterpipes cuz when I was 13 I tried to and hurt myself badly and won't suck it up and just give it my all. Might've dropped in and had my front wheels off the ground on a small quarterpipe once but I don't think it counts and I prob ate shit that time too. I rolled into Laguna Hills skatepark cuz they coping is so thin to be fair that it was easy. I also can't pump a mini ramp from the flat.

ain't no 'can't' so much as 'haven't learned yet. your name ain't irish curse so don't sell yaself short.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on July 08, 2015, 03:21:08 PM

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I've never done a shuvit off a sidewlak unless I was riding parallel to the curb. Also don't really ollie stairs too much. I've ollied a 3 one time first try in 2013 but haven't really tried again. I also can't drop in on quarterpipes cuz when I was 13 I tried to and hurt myself badly and won't suck it up and just give it my all. Might've dropped in and had my front wheels off the ground on a small quarterpipe once but I don't think it counts and I prob ate shit that time too. I rolled into Laguna Hills skatepark cuz they coping is so thin to be fair that it was easy. I also can't pump a mini ramp from the flat.

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ain't no 'can't' so much as 'haven't learned yet. your name ain't irish curse so don't sell yaself short.

but i'm weird bro. liek maybe i could do it switch or body varial or something and I'm not trying to seem like a dickhead or facetious and be all "yeah those are too easy" or "i'm too good for that" or something of that nature but sometimes for whatever reason something that might seem a little fancier or whatever is easier for me. maybe not that night you were having me try it or that trick in particular but yeah you're right i really should learn those and a sidewalk isn't in walking distance so i don't end up getting to do this too often. probably should build a nice wood manny pad for the driveway.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on July 11, 2015, 08:53:11 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on July 08, 2015, 02:06:54 PM

I've never done a shuvit off a sidewlak unless I was riding parallel to the curb. Also don't really ollie stairs too much. I've ollied a 3 one time first try in 2013 but haven't really tried again. I also can't drop in on quarterpipes cuz when I was 13 I tried to and hurt myself badly and won't suck it up and just give it my all. Might've dropped in and had my front wheels off the ground on a small quarterpipe once but I don't think it counts and I prob ate shit that time too. I rolled into Laguna Hills skatepark cuz they coping is so thin to be fair that it was easy. I also can't pump a mini ramp from the flat.

I identify with you. I think it took me 3-4 years of skating to finally drop in. It's still scary on bigger ones. It sucks to say, but to drop in, you kinda just have to do it. It definitely helps to roll in a bunch beforehand. Watch some gnarly tranny part beforehand.

Pumping a mini ramp from flat - I get that.  It's not hard, it's just really trying over and over to get the timing of the pumping right. There's little risk. Watch little kids do it.

Don't worry about stair count. I have only done 6, and I'm capable of more, but it's just not worth the risk/pain to reward.

Pop shove it - my friend has the same exact problem. Hmm.

Sounds like you're a klutz like me. You're definitely capable of getting over your fears, I'll tell you that. Dropping in on small quarterpipes is no problem for me anymore. It's super important to learn, even though I'm totally aware of the resistance you probably have, as I've had that. I'll admit that I'm always scared of rolling in, despite the fact that I can do it on the small quarterpipe everytime. Godspeed, human

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on July 11, 2015, 10:46:30 PM

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I've never done a shuvit off a sidewlak unless I was riding parallel to the curb. Also don't really ollie stairs too much. I've ollied a 3 one time first try in 2013 but haven't really tried again. I also can't drop in on quarterpipes cuz when I was 13 I tried to and hurt myself badly and won't suck it up and just give it my all. Might've dropped in and had my front wheels off the ground on a small quarterpipe once but I don't think it counts and I prob ate shit that time too. I rolled into Laguna Hills skatepark cuz they coping is so thin to be fair that it was easy. I also can't pump a mini ramp from the flat.

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I identify with you. I think it took me 3-4 years of skating to finally drop in. It's still scary on bigger ones. It sucks to say, but to drop in, you kinda just have to do it. It definitely helps to roll in a bunch beforehand. Watch some gnarly tranny part beforehand.

Pumping a mini ramp from flat - I get that.  It's not hard, it's just really trying over and over to get the timing of the pumping right. There's little risk. Watch little kids do it.

Don't worry about stair count. I have only done 6, and I'm capable of more, but it's just not worth the risk/pain to reward.

Pop shove it - my friend has the same exact problem. Hmm.

Sounds like you're a klutz like me. You're definitely capable of getting over your fears, I'll tell you that. Dropping in on small quarterpipes is no problem for me anymore. It's super important to learn, even though I'm totally aware of the resistance you probably have, as I've had that. I'll admit that I'm always scared of rolling in, despite the fact that I can do it on the small quarterpipe everytime. Godspeed, human

yeah i don't think i'm too ramp crazy to be completely honest but thank you for all the advice. i'll do a fakie shuvit to regulars on a quarterpipe in a couple hours when the sun comes up. Also, I don't think you mean Klutz, but rather a Klotz. Roger Klotz to be exact.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on July 11, 2015, 11:38:52 PM

klutz is clumsy oaf. he's got it right. i despise ramps more than anyone but if you call yourself a skateboarder you should at least be able to drop in, even if only to access an obstacle. how people gripe about guys jumping off their boards in contest runs, imagine if they jumped off and couldn't even drop back in? come on man, funk dat!
we're not pro but have a little dignity [and this is coming from the least ramp-y guy you know].

"so tonight, I've been doing my own thing
Love has always had a way of having bad timing"
when an older cat asks 'ya know where's i can get some fire?'
and ass that i am i replied 'like a lighter? HF'.
he wants another kind of fire and i never do this but i copped the man $100 of hard and he laced me $40 for what i like.
i dug him up a stem in the pocket of a disused coat and he gave me an extra $5 which will enable me to retrive my benzos from big pharma and maybe a few large regulars at Cumby's.
hollered at my dude was 'in da club' but he made the trip to my holler an hour or so later.
i let his old lady use my bathroom and he opened his inebriated heart to me a bit. just had a baby to add to his/her brood and he acknowledged how he's appreciative and co-dependent on my brother and i. my feelings for him and our symbiosis are strong too, i've had dealers i've liked before but "Boy, you wanna know the deal
You are wondering if the words I'm saying are for real
'Cause you got more appeal than any dealer in this whole world!"
for real though, i love having a number to call, a friendly laid off blue collar man willing to come early or late and for dragging ass tonight he laced me a 3rd bag 'outta respect'.
after dealing w/ sketchballs, 'the customer is always wrong-niks' and just every manner of feller who don't take his job and by proxy, me, seriously it's a blessing.
TL,DR, an old guy cockblocked my session but facilitated me getting 3 $20s and my dealer and i have a mutual appreciation society going on. might sound pathetic but it's been a really lonely lst couple of yrs,, maybe my whole life and i'll take friendship from unlikely places.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on July 11, 2015, 11:46:00 PM

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klutz is clumsy oaf. he's got it right.

Easy there gramps Roger Klotz was the bully from the 90's Nickelodeon television show "Doug".

Watch out for Captain Graceful there by the way lmfao. and as far as "if you don't do something this "normal" way you're obviously a klutzy poser". yeah well what if i ain't even fuckin a shamed to have you thinking that there big guy? you gonna cry about it? you're the one that watched my videos before you even met me and saw me doing none of your tricks then slowly but surely start to bitch that i don't do shit your way. why even have me over to your place to begin with if i'm obviously too much of a poser to do shit your way broski?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on July 12, 2015, 12:53:43 AM

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klutz is clumsy oaf. he's got it right.

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Easy there gramps Roger Klotz was the bully from the 90's Nickelodeon television show "Doug".

Watch out for Captain Graceful there by the way lmfao. and as far as "if you don't do something this "normal" way you're obviously a klutzy poser". yeah well what if i ain't even fuckin a shamed to have you thinking that there big guy? you gonna cry about it? you're the one that watched my videos before you even met me and saw me doing none of your tricks then slowly but surely start to bitch that i don't do shit your way. why even have me over to your place to begin with if i'm obviously too much of a poser to do shit your way broski?

calm your defensive ass down. he was referencing being awkward on ramps not a cartoon. think it was pretty obvious. ain't no 'my way' but skating is more fulfilling the better ya get at it. now, everyone has their limits where fear overpowers something that looks fun but i think dropping in is so rudimentary that everyone should be able to do it. before ollie-ing even. once you said something along the lines of 'i'm not as into skating as you are' and it seems obvious to me that you cuold be but you're approaching it from a strange perspective. on the one hand it's individual and i credit you for that. on the other hand, it's solitary and that can be depressing. i've always had people around me encouraging me to try stuff and in the cases where i dind't bitch out, it's enriched my experience.
if you skate in a limited way and take the letter vs try to experience something new it's just having doors closed. it's not going to impact my life but i'd appreciate if someone saw me doing that and opened my eyes to stuff.
imagine if for yrs you thought you loved smoking and it took someone to tell you that you weren't even inhaling.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on July 12, 2015, 01:13:37 AM

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klutz is clumsy oaf. he's got it right.

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Easy there gramps Roger Klotz was the bully from the 90's Nickelodeon television show "Doug".

Watch out for Captain Graceful there by the way lmfao. and as far as "if you don't do something this "normal" way you're obviously a klutzy poser". yeah well what if i ain't even fuckin a shamed to have you thinking that there big guy? you gonna cry about it? you're the one that watched my videos before you even met me and saw me doing none of your tricks then slowly but surely start to bitch that i don't do shit your way. why even have me over to your place to begin with if i'm obviously too much of a poser to do shit your way broski?

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calm your defensive ass down. he was referencing being awkward on ramps not a cartoon. think it was pretty obvious. ain't no 'my way' but skating is more fulfilling the better ya get at it. now, everyone has their limits where fear overpowers something that looks fun but i think dropping in is so rudimentary that everyone should be able to do it. before ollie-ing even. once you said something along the lines of 'i'm not as into skating as you are' and it seems obvious to me that you cuold be but you're approaching it from a strange perspective. on the one hand it's individual and i credit you for that. on the other hand, it's solitary and that can be depressing. i've always had people around me encouraging me to try stuff and in the cases where i dind't bitch out, it's enriched my experience.
if you skate in a limited way and take the letter vs try to experience something new it's just having doors closed. it's not going to impact my life but i'd appreciate if someone saw me doing that and opened my eyes to stuff.
imagine if for yrs you thought you loved smoking and it took someone to tell you that you weren't even inhaling.

yeah yeah i get that i just never hear no one saying no "klutz" when you can say "uncoordinated".

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on July 12, 2015, 05:14:18 PM

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I've never done a shuvit off a sidewlak unless I was riding parallel to the curb. Also don't really ollie stairs too much. I've ollied a 3 one time first try in 2013 but haven't really tried again. I also can't drop in on quarterpipes cuz when I was 13 I tried to and hurt myself badly and won't suck it up and just give it my all. Might've dropped in and had my front wheels off the ground on a small quarterpipe once but I don't think it counts and I prob ate shit that time too. I rolled into Laguna Hills skatepark cuz they coping is so thin to be fair that it was easy. I also can't pump a mini ramp from the flat.

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ain't no 'can't' so much as 'haven't learned yet. your name ain't irish curse so don't sell yaself short.

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but i'm weird bro. liek maybe i could do it switch or body varial or something and I'm not trying to seem like a dickhead or facetious and be all "yeah those are too easy" or "i'm too good for that" or something of that nature but sometimes for whatever reason something that might seem a little fancier or whatever is easier for me. maybe not that night you were having me try it or that trick in particular but yeah you're right i really should learn those and a sidewalk isn't in walking distance so i don't end up getting to do this too often. probably should build a nice wood manny pad for the driveway.

I'm weird like you too man, I am way more comfortable doing a pop shuv-it out of a manual rather than just a straight pop shuv. I don't like stairs, 10 blown out knees in 5-6 years has got me wary of any high impact even though the majority of them have been on flat. I'm so stuck I think I'm becoming stagnant. I've got my go-to's, I do ok in games of SKATE but learning new tricks is tough for me. I'm the most comfortable on manny pads and ledges but I'll always go for a fs board. I'm starting to get self conscious about how many I do. I'm in love with mini ramp skating but I haven't ever skated one. I want to find a super mellow 3 ft to just get started on because I tried dropping in years ago and slammed pretty hard and it shook me up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on July 12, 2015, 08:27:31 PM

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I've never done a shuvit off a sidewlak unless I was riding parallel to the curb. Also don't really ollie stairs too much. I've ollied a 3 one time first try in 2013 but haven't really tried again. I also can't drop in on quarterpipes cuz when I was 13 I tried to and hurt myself badly and won't suck it up and just give it my all. Might've dropped in and had my front wheels off the ground on a small quarterpipe once but I don't think it counts and I prob ate shit that time too. I rolled into Laguna Hills skatepark cuz they coping is so thin to be fair that it was easy. I also can't pump a mini ramp from the flat.

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ain't no 'can't' so much as 'haven't learned yet. your name ain't irish curse so don't sell yaself short.

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but i'm weird bro. liek maybe i could do it switch or body varial or something and I'm not trying to seem like a dickhead or facetious and be all "yeah those are too easy" or "i'm too good for that" or something of that nature but sometimes for whatever reason something that might seem a little fancier or whatever is easier for me. maybe not that night you were having me try it or that trick in particular but yeah you're right i really should learn those and a sidewalk isn't in walking distance so i don't end up getting to do this too often. probably should build a nice wood manny pad for the driveway.

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I'm weird like you too man, I am way more comfortable doing a pop shuv-it out of a manual rather than just a straight pop shuv. I don't like stairs, 10 blown out knees in 5-6 years has got me wary of any high impact even though the majority of them have been on flat. I'm so stuck I think I'm becoming stagnant. I've got my go-to's, I do ok in games of SKATE but learning new tricks is tough for me. I'm the most comfortable on manny pads and ledges but I'll always go for a fs board. I'm starting to get self conscious about how many I do. I'm in love with mini ramp skating but I haven't ever skated one. I want to find a super mellow 3 ft to just get started on because I tried dropping in years ago and slammed pretty hard and it shook me up.

word i really want front boards hell yeah man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tay on July 12, 2015, 08:48:32 PM

You and Rusty are buddies, you guys need to hug it out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on July 13, 2015, 01:44:41 PM

hell yah! skate pals!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: William Jefferson Clinton on July 15, 2015, 09:58:27 PM

I wish I never enlisted in the Marines.  Fleet Marine.lifefucking sucks an d I still have 2 1/2 years left on my contract.   I wish I di.dn't listen to all the BS the recruiters fed me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on July 18, 2015, 04:18:53 PM

Don't have anyone to tell this to so I'll leave this here. I've been heavily drinking for a long time now. And today I'm 14 days sober. I feel great. I've been drinking every day for almost ten years with taking one day or two days off at the most. Two weeks ago I was drinking four beers and and a pint of rum every day. I am a functional alocholic and haven't missed a day of work in three years with exception of vacation or dentist appt etc. Every day I would et off work and take four shots on my drive home. Then make excuses to my wife and find reasons I leave the house and find more booze. She has caught me several times and always had suspicions but alcoholics are good at keeping secrets. For the first couple days I had terrible shakes an sweats. And today the cravings are no longer there (for now). Just had to get this off my chest.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on July 18, 2015, 04:22:40 PM

Quote from: straight on July 18, 2015, 04:18:53 PM

Don't have anyone to tell this to so I'll leave this here. I've been heavily drinking for a long time now. And today I'm 14 days sober. I feel great. I've been drinking every day for almost ten years with taking one day or two days off at the most. Two weeks ago I was drinking four beers and and a pint of rum every day. I am a functional alocholic and haven't missed a day of work in three years with exception of vacation or dentist appt etc. Every day I would et off work and take four shots on my drive home. Then make excuses to my wife and find reasons I leave the house and find more booze. She has caught me several times and always had suspicions but alcoholics are good at keeping secrets. For the first couple days I had terrible shakes an sweats. And today the cravings are no longer there (for now). Just had to get this off my chest.

Yee man! good on ya, good way to enter pal status  8)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Watt on July 20, 2015, 02:16:04 PM

Quote from: straight on July 18, 2015, 04:18:53 PM

Don't have anyone to tell this to so I'll leave this here. I've been heavily drinking for a long time now. And today I'm 14 days sober. I feel great. I've been drinking every day for almost ten years with taking one day or two days off at the most. Two weeks ago I was drinking four beers and and a pint of rum every day. I am a functional alocholic and haven't missed a day of work in three years with exception of vacation or dentist appt etc. Every day I would et off work and take four shots on my drive home. Then make excuses to my wife and find reasons I leave the house and find more booze. She has caught me several times and always had suspicions but alcoholics are good at keeping secrets. For the first couple days I had terrible shakes an sweats. And today the cravings are no longer there (for now). Just had to get this off my chest.

Good job, my dude! I was pretty much where you were until I quit two months ago. I've lost 20 pounds without any significant change in my diet and my energy levels are quite a bit better. You'll save a ton of money, too. It's tough, though. The underlying issues are there, and you'll have to deal with them. Good luck, it's worth it!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on July 20, 2015, 04:39:03 PM

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I wish I never enlisted in the Marines.  Fleet Marine.lifefucking sucks an d I still have 2 1/2 years left on my contract.   I wish I di.dn't listen to all the BS the recruiters fed me.

Fuuuuck, I wish I had never gotten out of the Army. I can't even reenlist now if I wanted to...

Quote from: straight on July 18, 2015, 04:18:53 PM

Don't have anyone to tell this to so I'll leave this here. I've been heavily drinking for a long time now. And today I'm 14 days sober. I feel great. I've been drinking every day for almost ten years with taking one day or two days off at the most. Two weeks ago I was drinking four beers and and a pint of rum every day. I am a functional alocholic and haven't missed a day of work in three years with exception of vacation or dentist appt etc. Every day I would et off work and take four shots on my drive home. Then make excuses to my wife and find reasons I leave the house and find more booze. She has caught me several times and always had suspicions but alcoholics are good at keeping secrets. For the first couple days I had terrible shakes an sweats. And today the cravings are no longer there (for now). Just had to get this off my chest.

Keep it up. I'm still drinking daily, feeling like shit, wishing I was where you are.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on July 20, 2015, 08:57:07 PM

^^^thanks. Every day i would wake up and take a shower and the first thing if tell myself is "today's the day. I'm not gonna drink today." Then by lunch time I would already plan the rest of my day on when If drink next. Think "what's one more day? I'll start tomorrow." But recently I couldn't stand to look myself in the mirror. My face was puffy and red all over. My vanity is really what started this sobriety. Honestly I dint wanna be a lifer. I want to be able to drink responsibly but that test is later. I felt like everyone around me knew of my problem and that my red face was a badge of shame. I was also afraid to quit because alcohol withdrawal can be very dangerous. Nalid-you just have to want it. Only you can do it. My advice: you have to have a goal. For me- I just want to be healthy and in good shape. My relationship with my wife is already improved. I could go on but I'll stop now. Also, I've been lurking soberrecovery.com. It's slap for addicts.. I haven't signed up yet but lurking has helped a lot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 20, 2015, 11:09:56 PM

I don't think I'm capable of self-sufficiency.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Watt on July 21, 2015, 08:46:02 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 20, 2015, 11:09:56 PM

I don't think I'm capable of self-sufficiency.

What are the things that scare you the most? Bring them upon yourself. You're going to be an old man and then you'll experience feelings of regret and then you'll die. There isn't a whole lot at stake here, man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on July 21, 2015, 11:21:24 AM

K you guys might think this is pretty lame, but here goes. This summer ive been hitting up a park a bit further away than ideal, but it's way more fun than the others around. Theres a pretty cool group of regulars ive seen there, but the thing is on the first day I went there I was super baked and feeling kinda anxious and told people I was skating switch when i really wasn't, got asked to play skate, kinda panicked and just left. Been back two times since and the dudes I think are talking shit about me and saying shit like, "you skate alot of switch eh?". I really like the park and the guys there but i just get so paro when people ask me to play skate, and kinda got vibed the last time.  :-\ Not sure whether to just come out or just ignore everyone and go there just to skate, kinda lame...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on July 21, 2015, 11:55:39 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on July 21, 2015, 11:21:24 AM

K you guys might think this is pretty lame, but here goes. This summer ive been hitting up a park a bit further away than ideal, but it's way more fun than the others around. Theres a pretty cool group of regulars ive seen there, but the thing is on the first day I went there I was super baked and feeling kinda anxious and told people I was skating switch when i really wasn't, got asked to play skate, kinda panicked and just left. Been back two times since and the dudes I think are talking shit about me and saying shit like, "you skate alot of switch eh?". I really like the park and the guys there but i just get so paro when people ask me to play skate, and kinda got vibed the last time.  :-\ Not sure whether to just come out or just ignore everyone and go there just to skate, kinda lame...

hahahaha damn. that's a dooozey really. you have switch flip and switch heel at least i hope. basically, you shouldn't have lied, you're not going to be making friends with that group most likely from what i've gathered but you're always certainly welcome to go skate a public park whenever you feel like it even if you are not a teller of truths. i guess you could always do the beard/longhair thing and come back with a new name?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on July 21, 2015, 12:00:23 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on July 21, 2015, 11:55:39 AM

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K you guys might think this is pretty lame, but here goes. This summer ive been hitting up a park a bit further away than ideal, but it's way more fun than the others around. Theres a pretty cool group of regulars ive seen there, but the thing is on the first day I went there I was super baked and feeling kinda anxious and told people I was skating switch when i really wasn't, got asked to play skate, kinda panicked and just left. Been back two times since and the dudes I think are talking shit about me and saying shit like, "you skate alot of switch eh?". I really like the park and the guys there but i just get so paro when people ask me to play skate, and kinda got vibed the last time.  :-\ Not sure whether to just come out or just ignore everyone and go there just to skate, kinda lame...

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hahahaha damn. that's a dooozey really. you have switch flip and switch heel at least i hope. basically, you shouldn't have lied, you're not going to be making friends with that group most likely from what i've gathered but you're always certainly welcome to go skate a public park whenever you feel like it even if you are not a teller of truths. i guess you could always do the beard/longhair thing and come back with a new name?

i'm an addict and a piece of shit but i detest falsehoods. you should be lowkey about it and slowly break in w/ your new 'friends'. if confronted maybe just man up and get it over w/ but it's better to nip a lie in the bud before it  harvests. i traded my foodies for dope and my mother cornered me about it. i'm just going 'what you think i did is what i did' til finally i had to put it in so many words. she got to be righteously indignant for a minute but they're mine technically so much as it'll be a hungry month it's not like i jacked from her. much as the act itself created unwanted drama i feel better having it out in the open vs trying to keep up a lie.
unless it's a pig or judge, keep it honest.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on July 21, 2015, 12:25:19 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on July 21, 2015, 11:55:39 AM

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K you guys might think this is pretty lame, but here goes. This summer ive been hitting up a park a bit further away than ideal, but it's way more fun than the others around. Theres a pretty cool group of regulars ive seen there, but the thing is on the first day I went there I was super baked and feeling kinda anxious and told people I was skating switch when i really wasn't, got asked to play skate, kinda panicked and just left. Been back two times since and the dudes I think are talking shit about me and saying shit like, "you skate alot of switch eh?". I really like the park and the guys there but i just get so paro when people ask me to play skate, and kinda got vibed the last time.  :-\ Not sure whether to just come out or just ignore everyone and go there just to skate, kinda lame...

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hahahaha damn. that's a dooozey really. you have switch flip and switch heel at least i hope. basically, you shouldn't have lied, you're not going to be making friends with that group most likely from what i've gathered but you're always certainly welcome to go skate a public park whenever you feel like it even if you are not a teller of truths. i guess you could always do the beard/longhair thing and come back with a new name?

Makes me wonder if Slash is caught up in a similar situation

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on July 21, 2015, 01:01:36 PM

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K you guys might think this is pretty lame, but here goes. This summer ive been hitting up a park a bit further away than ideal, but it's way more fun than the others around. Theres a pretty cool group of regulars ive seen there, but the thing is on the first day I went there I was super baked and feeling kinda anxious and told people I was skating switch when i really wasn't, got asked to play skate, kinda panicked and just left. Been back two times since and the dudes I think are talking shit about me and saying shit like, "you skate alot of switch eh?". I really like the park and the guys there but i just get so paro when people ask me to play skate, and kinda got vibed the last time.  :-\ Not sure whether to just come out or just ignore everyone and go there just to skate, kinda lame...

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hahahaha damn. that's a dooozey really. you have switch flip and switch heel at least i hope. basically, you shouldn't have lied, you're not going to be making friends with that group most likely from what i've gathered but you're always certainly welcome to go skate a public park whenever you feel like it even if you are not a teller of truths. i guess you could always do the beard/longhair thing and come back with a new name?

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Makes me wonder if Slash is caught up in a similar situation

damn man, I did something along those lines when I was 12. My advice is to just cop to it, admit you were high and nervous and see what happens. They might take it in stride cause everyone's been a first timer at a park and it can be an awful time if you're nervous about it. Good luck man!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on July 21, 2015, 01:29:08 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on July 21, 2015, 12:00:23 PM

i'm an addict and a piece of shit but i detest falsehoods. you should be lowkey about it and slowly break in w/ your new 'friends'. if confronted maybe just man up and get it over w/ but it's better to nip a lie in the bud before it  harvests. i traded my foodies for dope and my mother cornered me about it. i'm just going 'what you think i did is what i did' til finally i had to put it in so many words. she got to be righteously indignant for a minute but they're mine technically so much as it'll be a hungry month it's not like i jacked from her. much as the act itself created unwanted drama i feel better having it out in the open vs trying to keep up a lie.
unless it's a pig or judge, keep it honest.

nah i don't think you're a piece of shit for trying to keep yourself sane- it's not anyone's fault that street drugs seem to treat mental illnesses among other things better than the medications the government is attempting to shove down everyone's throats. i'm sure no one is going to let you starve and i'd maybe consider trying to hit up a food shelf for some canned goods/government cheese/etc and then maybe the ol' weekly soup kitchen type of deals at the churches or wherever they have it in your town.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on July 21, 2015, 03:55:21 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on July 21, 2015, 01:29:08 PM

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i'm an addict and a piece of shit but i detest falsehoods. you should be lowkey about it and slowly break in w/ your new 'friends'. if confronted maybe just man up and get it over w/ but it's better to nip a lie in the bud before it  harvests. i traded my foodies for dope and my mother cornered me about it. i'm just going 'what you think i did is what i did' til finally i had to put it in so many words. she got to be righteously indignant for a minute but they're mine technically so much as it'll be a hungry month it's not like i jacked from her. much as the act itself created unwanted drama i feel better having it out in the open vs trying to keep up a lie.
unless it's a pig or judge, keep it honest.

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nah i don't think you're a piece of shit for trying to keep yourself sane- it's not anyone's fault that street drugs seem to treat mental illnesses among other things better than the medications the government is attempting to shove down everyone's throats. i'm sure no one is going to let you starve and i'd maybe consider trying to hit up a food shelf for some canned goods/government cheese/etc and then maybe the ol' weekly soup kitchen type of deals at the churches or wherever they have it in your town.

thanks buddy. i don't think i'm a bad guy, just establishing that it's unnecessary to lie even in an alternative lifestyle. thanks again for that chili, it's pulling clutch LAMF these days. hot peppers out the garden rounding out the simple meals for the next little bit.
so long as i preface my sermon from a self deprecating position i ain't talking down on anyone, juno?
aka 'look how shitty i am and i'm able to tell the truth'.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on July 21, 2015, 04:33:31 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on July 21, 2015, 03:55:21 PM

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i'm an addict and a piece of shit but i detest falsehoods. you should be lowkey about it and slowly break in w/ your new 'friends'. if confronted maybe just man up and get it over w/ but it's better to nip a lie in the bud before it  harvests. i traded my foodies for dope and my mother cornered me about it. i'm just going 'what you think i did is what i did' til finally i had to put it in so many words. she got to be righteously indignant for a minute but they're mine technically so much as it'll be a hungry month it's not like i jacked from her. much as the act itself created unwanted drama i feel better having it out in the open vs trying to keep up a lie.
unless it's a pig or judge, keep it honest.

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nah i don't think you're a piece of shit for trying to keep yourself sane- it's not anyone's fault that street drugs seem to treat mental illnesses among other things better than the medications the government is attempting to shove down everyone's throats. i'm sure no one is going to let you starve and i'd maybe consider trying to hit up a food shelf for some canned goods/government cheese/etc and then maybe the ol' weekly soup kitchen type of deals at the churches or wherever they have it in your town.

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thanks buddy. i don't think i'm a bad guy, just establishing that it's unnecessary to lie even in an alternative lifestyle. thanks again for that chili, it's pulling clutch LAMF these days. hot peppers out the garden rounding out the simple meals for the next little bit.
so long as i preface my sermon from a self deprecating position i ain't talking down on anyone, juno?
aka 'look how shitty i am and i'm able to tell the truth'.

yeah well i dunno dogg i used to goto the fucking soup kitchen in the town the fakie dreidel and the tornado spin were invented in and my girl would volunteer there and serve up the dope food to me and all the gutterpunks. no shame in fucking with soup kitchens.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ROCKxADIO420 on July 21, 2015, 05:19:11 PM

i have a full time job and ill put on my pajamas and sneak into a soup kitchen every now and again theres no shame in that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on July 21, 2015, 05:42:43 PM

I haven't had a drink in 3 whole days. But I've needed help to keep me functioning at work.

I really wanna get sober but I'm afraid I won't like the sober me.

Alcohol is the fucking worst.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 22, 2015, 09:36:23 AM

My brother is taking some foreign friends to Tijuana for some debauchery soon. He asked me if I wanted to go with him since I know the ins and outs of the city from going there a few times and knowing the popular places to be. Places I've never been but everyone I know loves to go to. There is also an implication that I would try out some drugs and get a hooker. Needless to say, I'm pretty uncomfortable with this, but it's not like I didn't consider doing exactly that many times before he asked me. The only difference here is that it would be on his dime. The question is how will I feel if my only sexual experience is a drug fueled romp with a Mexican hooker? Of course I'm not obligated to do anything, but hanging out in TJ with nothing to do but watch my brother and his Korean friends go wild doesn't sound appealing to me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on July 22, 2015, 09:44:14 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 22, 2015, 09:36:23 AM

My brother is taking some foreign friends to Tijuana for some debauchery soon. He asked me if I wanted to go with him since I know the ins and outs of the city from going there a few times and knowing the popular places to be. Places I've never been but everyone I know loves to go to. There is also an implication that I would try out some drugs and get a hooker. Needless to say, I'm pretty uncomfortable with this, but it's not like I didn't consider doing exactly that many times before he asked me. The only difference here is that it would be on his dime. The question is how will I feel if my only sexual experience is a drug fueled romp with a Mexican hooker? Of course I'm not obligated to do anything, but hanging out in TJ with nothing to do but watch my brother and his Korean friends go wild doesn't sound appealing to me.

if you got better shit to do don't go. no use getting addicted to coke. i had some homies from OC that went down there and one of the kids went through a bunch of coke and didn't have money to pay the dealer and it started to get shady so my other homie paid for it but still fucked. it's like 1/10 the price it is in New England right now supposedly but I'd still probably pass on the cocaine/stimulants especially if you got a history of mental illness, that shit can seriously give you delusions, but on the other hand even if you do it by yourself and just jack off you'll prob bust like you've never busted before- kinda a toss up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on July 22, 2015, 05:32:58 PM

Wait... It's paid for!???

L33t.. Please go. Try something new. Catch something new. Shake them dreads. Idk.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on July 22, 2015, 05:35:03 PM

Normally when I do a bunch of good coke i get mad coke dick. So don't be afraid to ask the hooked to finger or lick your ass to get it up/get off.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on July 23, 2015, 09:00:52 AM

i just got back from a vacation of heavy drinking and this morning i took the greenest shit i think is humanly possible. it looked like my insides had been celebrating st patricks day, thats how green it was. maybe i need to stop drinking too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on July 23, 2015, 11:31:46 AM

I ate an entire box of fruit loops one drunken night and my shit was neon. Retrace your steps jb and figure our what you ate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on July 23, 2015, 11:38:32 AM

Quote from: JB on July 23, 2015, 09:00:52 AM

i just got back from a vacation of heavy drinking and this morning i took the greenest shit i think is humanly possible. it looked like my insides had been celebrating st patricks day, thats how green it was. maybe i need to stop drinking too.

hahaha that happens to me when I drink too much tequila.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on July 23, 2015, 12:10:25 PM

totally forgot that i had some playdough ice cream last night. its bluemoon with cookie dough pieces and its the most delicious ice cream ever made. i know blue stuff is really hard to digest so im sure that was the cause.

blue ice cream + yellowish beer = green shit. thats simple color theory right there. mystery solved.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 26, 2015, 01:00:28 PM

I'm going to do it. I'm gonna fuck a hooker. Maybe I'll be comfortable enough with it that it will become a somewhat regular thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on July 26, 2015, 02:13:49 PM

well thats a pretty sad ending to this ongoing saga, but good luck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 26, 2015, 02:24:15 PM

Uh, what did you expect? The only possible endgame was me paying for it or getting nothing at all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on July 26, 2015, 04:19:43 PM

nothing wrong with that, find one you like and keep going back #yolo (#post_yolo)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on July 26, 2015, 06:23:22 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 26, 2015, 02:24:15 PM

Uh, what did you expect? The only possible endgame was me paying for it or getting nothing at all.

Dude your not that bad looking, i bet if you gave those dating apps you were on some time you could of easily met someone you could hang out with. Try tinder again and if you want ill tell you what to say, you might catch a couple Ls but you will get more Ws. Seriously sex isn't that big of a deal, who cares you are still a virgin? We are a like me and you, so i can tell you sex isn't the most important things in our lives. Try finding a job first like you were before. Once you start feeling better about yourself girls will notice and they will come to you. I know anxiety sucks, your anxiety is social were mine is distance. It seriously feels like your going to have a heart attack but once you do it, its seriously smooth sailing from there. I need to keep pushing myself as well to remind me its all in my head. Just go on your trip but don't have the main reason to get laid, have the main reason you want to have fun. I bet someone will approach you if you go with that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on July 26, 2015, 07:09:35 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 26, 2015, 01:00:28 PM

I'm going to do it. I'm gonna fuck a hooker. Maybe I'll be comfortable enough with it that it will become a somewhat regular thing.

Haha man if you do end up going down this road please don't fall in love with one ho keep your options open and be a playa like some geriatric fella on his last straws going all out with a different gal each night.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 26, 2015, 07:18:39 PM

I know you're being supportive, Tobey, but I'll say this again. I don't give a fuck about virgin social stigma. Sex is an experience that I want. Sex is biological imperative that I have. Sex is part of forming intimate relationships. If most people didn't feel these urges the porn and sex industries wouldn't be worth billions of dollars, prostitution wouldn't be the world's oldest profession, and all of the entertainment industry would be entirely different. I am not embarrassed to be a virgin. I am not embarrassed to talk about sex. What I am is lonely, sexual starved, and major depressive. Something tells me fucking my hand has got nothing on fucking a vagina, nor is it very satisfying, and I don't think ol' lefty is relationship material anyway (we ran out of stuff to talk about years ago). I don't watch porn of people shaking hands. No, I watch porn of the penis penetrating vagina variety. Is it going to make me happy? Fuck no. But hopefully it will make me happy for the 30 seconds it's going to take me and I'll have the experience. I will instantly be able to relate to people on a dimension that I never have before.

Thanks for caring, though. Seriously.

Also this is nitpicking, but it's not really a trip. I'm from San Diego. TJ is a 15 minute drive south, 5 of those minutes it's just getting to the freeway, I can see it from my house, and I couldn't really get lost there.

And don't worry, Rusty. I'm not going to fall in love with someone whose only interaction with me is to do her job.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on July 27, 2015, 07:45:15 AM

I'm not going to waste your time telling you whether I think you should or shouldn't fuck a hooker, but you should definitely tell her it's your first time. I feel like that's going to make her try her best to make sure you have the best time. If you go in acting like everything is cool then get too nervous to get it up or finish in 2 seconds, I feel like she would just shrug it off like she fucked another chump and already be thinking about her next client before she walks out the door.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on July 27, 2015, 07:55:45 AM

Quote from: JB on July 27, 2015, 07:45:15 AM

I'm not going to waste your time telling you whether I think you should or shouldn't fuck a hooker, but you should definitely tell her it's your first time. I feel like that's going to make her try her best to make sure you have the best time. If you go in acting like everything is cool then get too nervous to get it up or finish in 2 seconds, I feel like she would just shrug it off like she fucked another chump and already be thinking about her next client before she walks out the door.

nah if he says that and she has VD she won't make him use a condom and he'll end up with god knows what.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on July 27, 2015, 08:07:35 AM

Maybe you can ask her about her about her life to get comfortable. She can tell you about how she was a runaway from a sexually abusive step father, got human trafficked from Honduras to Mexico with promises of being a waitress, and is currently in indentured sexual servitude to people who may kill her at some point. Should be raring to go by then

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tay on July 27, 2015, 07:26:41 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 26, 2015, 07:18:39 PM

I know you're being supportive, Tobey, but I'll say this again. I don't give a fuck about virgin social stigma. Sex is an experience that I want. Sex is biological imperative that I have. Sex is part of forming intimate relationships. If most people didn't feel these urges the porn and sex industries wouldn't be worth billions of dollars, prostitution wouldn't be the world's oldest profession, and all of the entertainment industry would be entirely different. I am not embarrassed to be a virgin. I am not embarrassed to talk about sex. What I am is lonely, sexual starved, and major depressive. Something tells me fucking my hand has got nothing on fucking a vagina, nor is it very satisfying, and I don't think ol' lefty is relationship material anyway (we ran out of stuff to talk about years ago). I don't watch porn of people shaking hands. No, I watch porn of the penis penetrating vagina variety. Is it going to make me happy? Fuck no. But hopefully it will make me happy for the 30 seconds it's going to take me and I'll have the experience. I will instantly be able to relate to people on a dimension that I never have before.

Thanks for caring, though. Seriously.

Also this is nitpicking, but it's not really a trip. I'm from San Diego. TJ is a 15 minute drive south, 5 of those minutes it's just getting to the freeway, I can see it from my house, and I couldn't really get lost there.

And don't worry, Rusty. I'm not going to fall in love with someone whose only interaction with me is to do her job.

I don't understand how you of all people never meet someone special. Your smart, have broad interests, nice and funny. How your dick didn't accidentally fall into a woman's orifice (and she was like yay) yet is beyond me.  ???

Social anxiety sucks I feel you on that, but you still have to push to form meaningful relationships. You owe it to yourself, you're an awesome guy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on July 27, 2015, 08:19:03 PM

Just do it L33T. Having your dick buried in a warm wet pussy is one of the best feelings ever. You shouldn't be missing out on that.

I would have totally hung out with you when I was in SD last year. We might have been able to put a chick on the spit!

I would have totes shouted you to the hookers anyway.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on July 27, 2015, 09:58:52 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on July 27, 2015, 08:19:03 PM

Just do it L33T. Having your dick buried in a warm wet pussy is one of the best feelings ever. You shouldn't be missing out on that.

I would have totally hung out with you when I was in SD last year. We might have been able to put a chick on the spit!

I would have totes shouted you to the hookers anyway.

Finger Cuffs Chasing Amy (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxKHcFTPi9A#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on July 28, 2015, 02:58:24 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on July 21, 2015, 05:42:43 PM

I really wanna get sober but I'm afraid I won't like the sober me.

I quit drinking two and a half years ago and yeah it's really hard in a lot of ways. When you're in it, it's hard to picture yourself out of it. i'd guess you probably already know your drinking self. Here's what I want to ask you:

Do you like your drinking self more than you're afraid you won't like your sober self? In what ways might your life be different without alcohol?

I was gonna write a bunch more but I'm not sure you want unsolicited advice or if I should try to give it. And I don't mean this in a snarky way at all, but you can always go back and drink later if you change your mind or it doesn't work out.

Holler.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on July 28, 2015, 03:32:29 PM

Quote from: Wizard Fight on July 28, 2015, 02:58:24 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on July 21, 2015, 05:42:43 PM

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I really wanna get sober but I'm afraid I won't like the sober me.

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I quit drinking two and a half years ago and yeah it's really hard in a lot of ways. When you're in it, it's hard to picture yourself out of it. i'd guess you probably already know your drinking self. Here's what I want to ask you:

Do you like your drinking self more than you're afraid you won't like your sober self? In what ways might your life be different without alcohol?

I was gonna write a bunch more but I'm not sure you want unsolicited advice or if I should try to give it. And I don't mean this in a snarky way at all, but you can always go back and drink later if you change your mind or it doesn't work out.

Holler.

you were cooler when you usedta drink

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on July 28, 2015, 04:06:53 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on July 28, 2015, 03:32:29 PM

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Quote from: hufs calve muscles on July 21, 2015, 05:42:43 PM

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I really wanna get sober but I'm afraid I won't like the sober me.

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I quit drinking two and a half years ago and yeah it's really hard in a lot of ways. When you're in it, it's hard to picture yourself out of it. i'd guess you probably already know your drinking self. Here's what I want to ask you:

Do you like your drinking self more than you're afraid you won't like your sober self? In what ways might your life be different without alcohol?

I was gonna write a bunch more but I'm not sure you want unsolicited advice or if I should try to give it. And I don't mean this in a snarky way at all, but you can always go back and drink later if you change your mind or it doesn't work out.

Holler.

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you were cooler when you usedta drink

People have told me I was a lot nicer.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on July 28, 2015, 06:25:08 PM

Quote from: Wizard Fight on July 28, 2015, 04:06:53 PM

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Quote from: Wizard Fight on July 28, 2015, 02:58:24 PM

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Quote from: hufs calve muscles on July 21, 2015, 05:42:43 PM

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I really wanna get sober but I'm afraid I won't like the sober me.

[close]

I quit drinking two and a half years ago and yeah it's really hard in a lot of ways. When you're in it, it's hard to picture yourself out of it. i'd guess you probably already know your drinking self. Here's what I want to ask you:

Do you like your drinking self more than you're afraid you won't like your sober self? In what ways might your life be different without alcohol?

I was gonna write a bunch more but I'm not sure you want unsolicited advice or if I should try to give it. And I don't mean this in a snarky way at all, but you can always go back and drink later if you change your mind or it doesn't work out.

Holler.

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you were cooler when you usedta drink

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People have told me I was a lot nicer.

You prob were. I'm back on the wine and less pissed off than I've been in weeks. It def doesn't help my condition as much as some other depressants but I do not mind it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rafiki on July 29, 2015, 01:01:27 AM

Feeling self conscious about my skating lately, (which is nothing new) yesterday I was trying to get my last trick for my first ever part in a full length and I tried it for two hours, sticking it numerous times and rolling away with double hands, but never rolling away proper. It was a straight no comply into back wallride off a loading ramp to a wall, which is something ive never seen done before so I was stoked cause I was getting so close but at the end I was too tired to continue and bummed cause I was using so much of my friends tape. He said just do a wallride to fakie off it so he can get something out of the trip, so I did but those are so easy that I am not really happy about that even being used. I already feel like I am gonna have worst part so I just wanted an nbd to stoke people out. Im just gonna get real drunk at the premiere and get hyphy on my friends parts and not focus on mine.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on July 29, 2015, 10:41:20 AM

Quote from: Rafiki on July 29, 2015, 01:01:27 AM

Feeling self conscious about my skating lately, (which is nothing new) yesterday I was trying to get my last trick for my first ever part in a full length and I tried it for two hours, sticking it numerous times and rolling away with double hands, but never rolling away proper. It was a straight no comply into back wallride off a loading ramp to a wall, which is something ive never seen done before so I was stoked cause I was getting so close but at the end I was too tired to continue and bummed cause I was using so much of my friends tape. He said just do a wallride to fakie off it so he can get something out of the trip, so I did but those are so easy that I am not really happy about that even being used. I already feel like I am gonna have worst part so I just wanted an nbd to stoke people out. Im just gonna get real drunk at the premiere and get hyphy on my friends parts and not focus on mine.

can you tripod film that shit? you can always add panning on the computer to make it look like someone else filmed it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rafiki on July 29, 2015, 12:25:54 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on July 29, 2015, 10:41:20 AM

Quote from: Rafiki on July 29, 2015, 01:01:27 AM

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Feeling self conscious about my skating lately, (which is nothing new) yesterday I was trying to get my last trick for my first ever part in a full length and I tried it for two hours, sticking it numerous times and rolling away with double hands, but never rolling away proper. It was a straight no comply into back wallride off a loading ramp to a wall, which is something ive never seen done before so I was stoked cause I was getting so close but at the end I was too tired to continue and bummed cause I was using so much of my friends tape. He said just do a wallride to fakie off it so he can get something out of the trip, so I did but those are so easy that I am not really happy about that even being used. I already feel like I am gonna have worst part so I just wanted an nbd to stoke people out. Im just gonna get real drunk at the premiere and get hyphy on my friends parts and not focus on mine.

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can you tripod film that shit? you can always add panning on the computer to make it look like someone else filmed it.

I dont have a tripod, ill probably just suck it up and go try it again for the next video.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on July 29, 2015, 12:33:07 PM

Quote from: Rafiki on July 29, 2015, 12:25:54 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on July 29, 2015, 10:41:20 AM

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Quote from: Rafiki on July 29, 2015, 01:01:27 AM

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Feeling self conscious about my skating lately, (which is nothing new) yesterday I was trying to get my last trick for my first ever part in a full length and I tried it for two hours, sticking it numerous times and rolling away with double hands, but never rolling away proper. It was a straight no comply into back wallride off a loading ramp to a wall, which is something ive never seen done before so I was stoked cause I was getting so close but at the end I was too tired to continue and bummed cause I was using so much of my friends tape. He said just do a wallride to fakie off it so he can get something out of the trip, so I did but those are so easy that I am not really happy about that even being used. I already feel like I am gonna have worst part so I just wanted an nbd to stoke people out. Im just gonna get real drunk at the premiere and get hyphy on my friends parts and not focus on mine.

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can you tripod film that shit? you can always add panning on the computer to make it look like someone else filmed it.

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I dont have a tripod, ill probably just suck it up and go try it again for the next video.

well i'd like to see it and i do recommend investing in a tripod. i got mine for ~30 bucks and it will hold a TRV900 comfortably. when i was filming on like a "picture camera" i'd gotten a tripod for that for about 8 dollars shipped off ebay. as a matter of fact, cameras take a 1/4-20 threading almost always so you can get a bolt and something to affix it to like a piece of wood just slightly shorter than the bolt and drill a hole in it and use that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rafiki on July 29, 2015, 12:38:17 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on July 29, 2015, 12:33:07 PM

Quote from: Rafiki on July 29, 2015, 12:25:54 PM

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Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on July 29, 2015, 10:41:20 AM

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Quote from: Rafiki on July 29, 2015, 01:01:27 AM

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Feeling self conscious about my skating lately, (which is nothing new) yesterday I was trying to get my last trick for my first ever part in a full length and I tried it for two hours, sticking it numerous times and rolling away with double hands, but never rolling away proper. It was a straight no comply into back wallride off a loading ramp to a wall, which is something ive never seen done before so I was stoked cause I was getting so close but at the end I was too tired to continue and bummed cause I was using so much of my friends tape. He said just do a wallride to fakie off it so he can get something out of the trip, so I did but those are so easy that I am not really happy about that even being used. I already feel like I am gonna have worst part so I just wanted an nbd to stoke people out. Im just gonna get real drunk at the premiere and get hyphy on my friends parts and not focus on mine.

[close]

can you tripod film that shit? you can always add panning on the computer to make it look like someone else filmed it.

[close]

I dont have a tripod, ill probably just suck it up and go try it again for the next video.

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well i'd like to see it and i do recommend investing in a tripod. i got mine for ~30 bucks and it will hold a TRV900 comfortably. when i was filming on like a "picture camera" i'd gotten a tripod for that for about 8 dollars shipped off ebay. as a matter of fact, cameras take a 1/4-20 threading almost always so you can get a bolt and something to affix it to like a piece of wood just slightly shorter than the bolt and drill a hole in it and use that.

Ill def share with Slap whatever I put out so you will, brother. My friend would get super bummed if I went and filmed it some other way, he is weird like that. I have quite a few friends who film so I never felt the need to have a tripod but I do like your idea for the homemade tripod and might actually whip one up myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on July 31, 2015, 01:02:45 PM

 I always wanted to do a part but I am not that good to bring NBDs or do something impressive. I mostly do runs in the streets that take me a lot of time. Also since we built the local park my trick game got stale. I never practice flat ground I only do a few  tricks on banks, airs and grinds. I have a lot of fun but sometime I would like to have something conrete like a part for when I am too old to skate. I admire people who have the dedication to film shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on July 31, 2015, 01:27:23 PM

Quote from: Tufty on July 31, 2015, 01:02:45 PM

I always wanted to do a part but I am not that good to bring NBDs or do something impressive. I mostly do runs in the streets that take me a lot of time. Also since we built the local park my trick game got stale. I never practice flat ground I only do a few  tricks on banks, airs and grinds. I have a lot of fun but sometime I would like to have something conrete like a part for when I am too old to skate. I admire people who have the dedication to film shit.

your fs noseslide picture doesn't look stale, mr! NBD, blandjob, i don't understand job, film some damn shit. definitely you're gonna want to 'have done it' later in life so document yo shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on August 01, 2015, 05:07:52 AM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on July 31, 2015, 01:27:23 PM

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I always wanted to do a part but I am not that good to bring NBDs or do something impressive. I mostly do runs in the streets that take me a lot of time. Also since we built the local park my trick game got stale. I never practice flat ground I only do a few  tricks on banks, airs and grinds. I have a lot of fun but sometime I would like to have something conrete like a part for when I am too old to skate. I admire people who have the dedication to film shit.

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your fs noseslide picture doesn't look stale, mr! NBD, blandjob, i don't understand job, film some damn shit. definitely you're gonna want to 'have done it' later in life so document yo shit.

Oh shit mate, the return of the blandjob, I don't understand job!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on August 01, 2015, 12:54:23 PM

Just have to get this off my chest, sorry for dumb post -

Finally had the skatepark to myself in the morning, so I wanted to try things that I'm self-conscious about. Today, I wanted to try axle stalls. I can carve and do some scratches, but not these. I can't even drop into tranny starting from that position, because I always go to hangup (like a back disaster), and hangups are the scariest thing for me. I've been visualizing this, and watching to see how it's done, but that doesn't help at all.

I tried it, and I just kept on jumping off. Couldn't do it. So I tried a 50-50, so I wouldn't overthink it coming back in, but that didn't work either. I just became too frustrated and started feeling awful about myself; I wanted to start crying (really). I have very low tranny self-esteem. I decided to just say fuck it, avoid the coping altogether, because I prefer just carving without worrying about slowing down with grinds or whatever.

Then I thought about how shitty it would be to teach skating to kids and not be able to teach these?

I'm also "that guy." I can't contribute anything to a sesh, since I don't touch the coping. It also sucks being an Oregonian and not being proficient at the shit that our state is known for.
It's pretty shitty skating for 15+ years and not being able to do these basics.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Filip on August 03, 2015, 04:20:41 AM

Quote from: lickcakes on August 01, 2015, 12:54:23 PM

Just have to get this off my chest, sorry for dumb post -

Finally had the skatepark to myself in the morning, so I wanted to try things that I'm self-conscious about. Today, I wanted to try axle stalls. I can carve and do some scratches, but not these. I can't even drop into tranny starting from that position, because I always go to hangup (like a back disaster), and hangups are the scariest thing for me. I've been visualizing this, and watching to see how it's done, but that doesn't help at all.

I tried it, and I just kept on jumping off. Couldn't do it. So I tried a 50-50, so I wouldn't overthink it coming back in, but that didn't work either. I just became too frustrated and started feeling awful about myself; I wanted to start crying (really). I have very low tranny self-esteem. I decided to just say fuck it, avoid the coping altogether, because I prefer just carving without worrying about slowing down with grinds or whatever.

Then I thought about how shitty it would be to teach skating to kids and not be able to teach these?

I'm also "that guy." I can't contribute anything to a sesh, since I don't touch the coping. It also sucks being an Oregonian and not being proficient at the shit that our state is known for.
It's pretty shitty skating for 15+ years and not being able to do these basics.

Thats ok. I have been skating for 13 years, or something like that, and I still have not landed a smith grind/feeble grind on anything, not ledge, not a flatbar, not a transition. My friends do them all the time, I just never learned them, and when I try them I look like Im going to die.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on August 03, 2015, 09:10:52 AM

Quote from: Filip on August 03, 2015, 04:20:41 AM

Quote from: lickcakes on August 01, 2015, 12:54:23 PM

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Just have to get this off my chest, sorry for dumb post -

Finally had the skatepark to myself in the morning, so I wanted to try things that I'm self-conscious about. Today, I wanted to try axle stalls. I can carve and do some scratches, but not these. I can't even drop into tranny starting from that position, because I always go to hangup (like a back disaster), and hangups are the scariest thing for me. I've been visualizing this, and watching to see how it's done, but that doesn't help at all.

I tried it, and I just kept on jumping off. Couldn't do it. So I tried a 50-50, so I wouldn't overthink it coming back in, but that didn't work either. I just became too frustrated and started feeling awful about myself; I wanted to start crying (really). I have very low tranny self-esteem. I decided to just say fuck it, avoid the coping altogether, because I prefer just carving without worrying about slowing down with grinds or whatever.

Then I thought about how shitty it would be to teach skating to kids and not be able to teach these?

I'm also "that guy." I can't contribute anything to a sesh, since I don't touch the coping. It also sucks being an Oregonian and not being proficient at the shit that our state is known for.
It's pretty shitty skating for 15+ years and not being able to do these basics.

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Thats ok. I have been skating for 13 years, or something like that, and I still have not landed a smith grind/feeble grind on anything, not ledge, not a flatbar, not a transition. My friends do them all the time, I just never learned them, and when I try them I look like Im going to die.

The trick to  smiths is not to pull your weight back on the tail but rather throw your skateboard in front so that your weight comes to tail. This way its easier to grind as you force the grind.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 03, 2015, 10:15:23 AM

Quote from: Tufty on August 03, 2015, 09:10:52 AM

Quote from: Filip on August 03, 2015, 04:20:41 AM

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Quote from: lickcakes on August 01, 2015, 12:54:23 PM

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Just have to get this off my chest, sorry for dumb post -

Finally had the skatepark to myself in the morning, so I wanted to try things that I'm self-conscious about. Today, I wanted to try axle stalls. I can carve and do some scratches, but not these. I can't even drop into tranny starting from that position, because I always go to hangup (like a back disaster), and hangups are the scariest thing for me. I've been visualizing this, and watching to see how it's done, but that doesn't help at all.

I tried it, and I just kept on jumping off. Couldn't do it. So I tried a 50-50, so I wouldn't overthink it coming back in, but that didn't work either. I just became too frustrated and started feeling awful about myself; I wanted to start crying (really). I have very low tranny self-esteem. I decided to just say fuck it, avoid the coping altogether, because I prefer just carving without worrying about slowing down with grinds or whatever.

Then I thought about how shitty it would be to teach skating to kids and not be able to teach these?

I'm also "that guy." I can't contribute anything to a sesh, since I don't touch the coping. It also sucks being an Oregonian and not being proficient at the shit that our state is known for.
It's pretty shitty skating for 15+ years and not being able to do these basics.

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Thats ok. I have been skating for 13 years, or something like that, and I still have not landed a smith grind/feeble grind on anything, not ledge, not a flatbar, not a transition. My friends do them all the time, I just never learned them, and when I try them I look like Im going to die.

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The trick to  smiths is not to pull your weight back on the tail but rather throw your skateboard in front so that your weight comes to tail. This way its easier to grind as you force the grind.

try to push the whole board in front of you and have all your weight behind your back foot, if that makes any sense.

lets see, my trick confessions. i cant do 360 flips or any nollie or switch kickflips or heelflips. my switch game pretty much consists of switch fs 180, switch shuv it, switch shuv it rewind (i pretend im stevie williams in the dc video when i do this trick but with a fraction of the pop) and sometimes switch front shuv.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 03, 2015, 12:48:14 PM

Quote from: lickcakes on August 01, 2015, 12:54:23 PM

Just have to get this off my chest, sorry for dumb post -

Finally had the skatepark to myself in the morning, so I wanted to try things that I'm self-conscious about. Today, I wanted to try axle stalls. I can carve and do some scratches, but not these. I can't even drop into tranny starting from that position, because I always go to hangup (like a back disaster), and hangups are the scariest thing for me. I've been visualizing this, and watching to see how it's done, but that doesn't help at all.

I tried it, and I just kept on jumping off. Couldn't do it. So I tried a 50-50, so I wouldn't overthink it coming back in, but that didn't work either. I just became too frustrated and started feeling awful about myself; I wanted to start crying (really). I have very low tranny self-esteem. I decided to just say fuck it, avoid the coping altogether, because I prefer just carving without worrying about slowing down with grinds or whatever.

Then I thought about how shitty it would be to teach skating to kids and not be able to teach these?

I'm also "that guy." I can't contribute anything to a sesh, since I don't touch the coping. It also sucks being an Oregonian and not being proficient at the shit that our state is known for.
It's pretty shitty skating for 15+ years and not being able to do these basics.

I can only axle stall on the smallest of tranny and every attempt is goddamn near panic attack inducing. Makes me want to cry too. You are not alone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Filip on August 04, 2015, 12:10:25 AM

Quote from: Tufty on August 03, 2015, 09:10:52 AM

Quote from: Filip on August 03, 2015, 04:20:41 AM

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Quote from: lickcakes on August 01, 2015, 12:54:23 PM

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Just have to get this off my chest, sorry for dumb post -

Finally had the skatepark to myself in the morning, so I wanted to try things that I'm self-conscious about. Today, I wanted to try axle stalls. I can carve and do some scratches, but not these. I can't even drop into tranny starting from that position, because I always go to hangup (like a back disaster), and hangups are the scariest thing for me. I've been visualizing this, and watching to see how it's done, but that doesn't help at all.

I tried it, and I just kept on jumping off. Couldn't do it. So I tried a 50-50, so I wouldn't overthink it coming back in, but that didn't work either. I just became too frustrated and started feeling awful about myself; I wanted to start crying (really). I have very low tranny self-esteem. I decided to just say fuck it, avoid the coping altogether, because I prefer just carving without worrying about slowing down with grinds or whatever.

Then I thought about how shitty it would be to teach skating to kids and not be able to teach these?

I'm also "that guy." I can't contribute anything to a sesh, since I don't touch the coping. It also sucks being an Oregonian and not being proficient at the shit that our state is known for.
It's pretty shitty skating for 15+ years and not being able to do these basics.

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Thats ok. I have been skating for 13 years, or something like that, and I still have not landed a smith grind/feeble grind on anything, not ledge, not a flatbar, not a transition. My friends do them all the time, I just never learned them, and when I try them I look like Im going to die.

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The trick to  smiths is not to pull your weight back on the tail but rather throw your skateboard in front so that your weight comes to tail. This way its easier to grind as you force the grind.

I might try that. I think my biggest problem is that I do a shitload of front tails, so I taught my body to turn a certain way, so smiths dont work for me. But I will learn a smithgrind this year just for SLAP points.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dog boy on August 06, 2015, 09:18:39 AM

Back when I was drinking, I did meth ONCE.
Left the bar at 2:00 am, ran into a guy i knew. we did the meth. took a cab to a porno shop so i could jerk off in the theater. theater closed. bought a cock ring instead and put it on and walked home (2 miles). got an $80 dollar hooker off backpages. Cock wouldnt get hard because of the cock ring that I was STILL wearing. Living in my moms garage at the time and she walked in on me TRYING to go down on an $80 dollar hooker. she got scared. left. Went to the guys house again and hung out while trying to come down. Left his house and proceeded to walk roughly 5 miles towards downtown. on the way there I stopped at a gas station and masturbated in the bathroom out of spite. dick still half hard. most depressing orgasm Ive had in my life. I didnt feel the sensation of cumming, its like i just pissed jizz...
Put the cock ring BACK ON. eventually took it off several miles later and left it on a fence post for someone to "find" proceeded to meet with my girlfriend after she got off work. saw a movie. went back to her house and I devoured her and power fucked her.

DONT DO METH WORST NIGHT / DAY OF MY LIFE

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monkey_Mcpott on August 06, 2015, 10:30:17 AM

When i was younger i tried to fakie flip a 5 stair and it was the only time ive ever rolled my left ankle and it was probably one of the worst pains of my life. I seriously couldn't walk the first 2 days and it took me about 3 weeks to loose the pain and walk properly. Since then its been a scary trick for me even on flat. I always feel like my back foot is gonna be too close to the edge of tail again and end up rolling it on impact.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matter of fact on August 06, 2015, 12:38:31 PM

Quote from: lickcakes on August 01, 2015, 12:54:23 PM

Just have to get this off my chest, sorry for dumb post -

Finally had the skatepark to myself in the morning, so I wanted to try things that I'm self-conscious about. Today, I wanted to try axle stalls. I can carve and do some scratches, but not these. I can't even drop into tranny starting from that position, because I always go to hangup (like a back disaster), and hangups are the scariest thing for me. I've been visualizing this, and watching to see how it's done, but that doesn't help at all.

I tried it, and I just kept on jumping off. Couldn't do it. So I tried a 50-50, so I wouldn't overthink it coming back in, but that didn't work either. I just became too frustrated and started feeling awful about myself; I wanted to start crying (really). I have very low tranny self-esteem. I decided to just say fuck it, avoid the coping altogether, because I prefer just carving without worrying about slowing down with grinds or whatever.

Then I thought about how shitty it would be to teach skating to kids and not be able to teach these?

I'm also "that guy." I can't contribute anything to a sesh, since I don't touch the coping. It also sucks being an Oregonian and not being proficient at the shit that our state is known for.
It's pretty shitty skating for 15+ years and not being able to do these basics.

i used to have this fear, the way to guarantee no hangup is to make sure your back, heel-side wheel is snug up against the coping. if your toe side wheel is on, like you're fully decked, then it's a little more like rolling in backside which takes more effort. learning how to roll in is a huge confidence booster, it's just like going over a little crack on the sidewalk but you just go zooming away after.

bought a handle of whiskey for the first time in a couple months, now i feel like shit for two hours at the beginning of the day and have a hard time talking to people until i have my first drink. switching back to just beer once the whiskey's gone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on August 06, 2015, 07:05:14 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 03, 2015, 12:48:14 PM

Quote from: lickcakes on August 01, 2015, 12:54:23 PM

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Just have to get this off my chest, sorry for dumb post -

Finally had the skatepark to myself in the morning, so I wanted to try things that I'm self-conscious about. Today, I wanted to try axle stalls. I can carve and do some scratches, but not these. I can't even drop into tranny starting from that position, because I always go to hangup (like a back disaster), and hangups are the scariest thing for me. I've been visualizing this, and watching to see how it's done, but that doesn't help at all.

I tried it, and I just kept on jumping off. Couldn't do it. So I tried a 50-50, so I wouldn't overthink it coming back in, but that didn't work either. I just became too frustrated and started feeling awful about myself; I wanted to start crying (really). I have very low tranny self-esteem. I decided to just say fuck it, avoid the coping altogether, because I prefer just carving without worrying about slowing down with grinds or whatever.

Then I thought about how shitty it would be to teach skating to kids and not be able to teach these?

I'm also "that guy." I can't contribute anything to a sesh, since I don't touch the coping. It also sucks being an Oregonian and not being proficient at the shit that our state is known for.
It's pretty shitty skating for 15+ years and not being able to do these basics.

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I can only axle stall on the smallest of tranny and every attempt is goddamn near panic attack inducing. Makes me want to cry too. You are not alone.

...I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone...

[can I assume we are talking about b/s stalls]

In the same predicament, as I can do them (not very well) on little things but it's a maneuver that honestly scares me.

     |[BACK CONTEXT]|

When I was maybe 13 or 14, I skated my friends ramp while the wooden deck was wet & went to do an axle stall, over-shot the coping to Superman slip-out to flat; perfect placement on the hand.

The reaction was probably a lot like this . . .

Parks and Recreation Tom smashes finger bowling (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MsP9GyTYJHc#)

Shit hurt though I tell ya' what!

 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on August 07, 2015, 01:50:37 PM

The actor "Ed Harris" looks remarkably like the chief of police in my town. I'll often watch an Ed Harris movie and pretend it's the chief of police assuming different roles.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on August 07, 2015, 02:48:21 PM

It must feel good to finally get that one off your chest

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on August 07, 2015, 02:58:13 PM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on August 07, 2015, 02:48:21 PM

It must feel good to finally get that one off your chest

Nah there's good Ed Harris movies man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fireslut on August 09, 2015, 12:14:52 PM

Quote from: Aleksi on August 09, 2015, 03:16:26 AM

everything im about to write ultimately comes down to lazyness

ive been worrying too much how others see me, focusing on unimportant things, and that way forgot to take care of myself

i take care of myself physically, almost everything, one thing ive been too lazy all my life is brushing teeth, yeah that sounds disgusting, but its not like people have said my breath smells, not at all.

im surrounded by people who say things straight, which is good, but i often find it hard to openly talk about things that bother me.

im not missing any front tooth, so i can still kind of wide, but ive lost teeth from down back, atleast one+wisdom tooth.

i had to count, i have 23 tooths left, that worries me alot, im 26, which is fucked up.

im afraid its too late to start actually doing something about/save the rest, this is something that takes occasionally my confidence away completely.

im not seeking any wisdom, i know mirror is where i see one resposible of this. just had to get this off my back, maybe theres hope!

obviously im also regretting for taking some things granted in life.

I also have horrid teeth and not from my doing.

Until the age of 14 I had no cavities but needed braces. About a year after I had them removed my back teeth started rotting from my face, like cracking in half from eating soft foods and massive pitting. I still swear to this day that the glue they put on ate my teeth, which is crazy considering I have had little to no pain.

Luckily it can be fixed with bridges and implants but for people like I who don't have work insurance, just get em removed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fireslut on August 09, 2015, 04:26:45 PM

Quote from: Aleksi on August 09, 2015, 01:57:31 PM

Quote from: fireslut on August 09, 2015, 12:14:52 PM

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Quote from: Aleksi on August 09, 2015, 03:16:26 AM

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everything im about to write ultimately comes down to lazyness

ive been worrying too much how others see me, focusing on unimportant things, and that way forgot to take care of myself

i take care of myself physically, almost everything, one thing ive been too lazy all my life is brushing teeth, yeah that sounds disgusting, but its not like people have said my breath smells, not at all.

im surrounded by people who say things straight, which is good, but i often find it hard to openly talk about things that bother me.

im not missing any front tooth, so i can still kind of wide, but ive lost teeth from down back, atleast one+wisdom tooth.

i had to count, i have 23 tooths left, that worries me alot, im 26, which is fucked up.

im afraid its too late to start actually doing something about/save the rest, this is something that takes occasionally my confidence away completely.

im not seeking any wisdom, i know mirror is where i see one resposible of this. just had to get this off my back, maybe theres hope!

obviously im also regretting for taking some things granted in life.

[close]

I also have horrid teeth and not from my doing.

Until the age of 14 I had no cavities but needed braces. About a year after I had them removed my back teeth started rotting from my face, like cracking in half from eating soft foods and massive pitting. I still swear to this day that the glue they put on ate my teeth, which is crazy considering I have had little to no pain.

Luckily it can be fixed with bridges and implants but for people like I who don't have work insurance, just get em removed.

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thats the worst part, easily forgotten when its nullified, even though there might be something wrong in nerve/root area.
i also have experienced soft food crack, makes you wonder what/how to eat, and what could happen anytime.
how much those implants cost in US? ive noted that apparently everything medical related is super expensive in there.
in here where i live (Finland), its around 300-500�/piece, which isnt really THAT much, but still very much money for me.

Yup, it all started with an orange go figure. I'm in Canada and it's around $250-$300...per tooth. Pretty sure for that much I'm going full jaws and get steel teeth, fuck it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 09, 2015, 11:21:28 PM

Just got back from the Tijuana weekend. I did a bunch of coke, but didn't feel anything. I didn't feel more confident and it didn't make me more outgoing. If it had any effect at all, it just made me able to drink more. I usually can't imbibe for shit and want to throw up after a few strong cocktails, but I was putting away a ton of rum we bought from a supermarket without a hint of the spins. We went to Hong Kong, the most notorious strip club/brothel in the city. In between everyone taking turns trying to pressure me to do stuff, all the guys I was with got girls and did whatever. I wasn't feeling it at all. You guys know I don't like clubs. It did have the fact that the patrons were allowed to do anything to the girls going for it. Saw a dude deep tonguing a dancer's bunghole like it was the last meal he'd ever get. The girl was bent over on the stage while she just let the dude go at it. The girls were definitely super attractive to most people, but I'm just not into that shit. I'm not going to start being attracted to stripper/hookers just because I crossed the border. I took a cab back to my hotel and went to sleep. The next day (this morning) we went back to the area with the clubs and shit. It was early Sunday so most of the places were relatively empty. We were getting ready to head back to the US so with that in mind, I just asked the first dancer that approached me "How much?" She said $60. I said $40. She said yes. She took me next door to a shitty sex motel where I paid $10 for a room. She immediately laid a towel on the bed, took off her thong and told me to take off my pants and lay down. She put the condom on me and sat on me reverse cowboy. I did the deed with a half chub and willed myself to finish as fast as possible. It wasn't really that fun. At least I know what it feels like so now I can better imagine what it would be like if I was really into it. As soon as I got home I washed my junk thoroughly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 09, 2015, 11:32:42 PM

good deal, leetgeek! i feel a bit of closure somehow.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on August 09, 2015, 11:40:09 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 09, 2015, 11:21:28 PM

Just got back from the Tijuana weekend. I did a bunch of coke, but didn't feel anything. I didn't feel more confident and it didn't make me more outgoing. If it had any effect at all, it just made me able to drink more. I usually can't imbibe for shit and want to throw up after a few strong cocktails, but I was putting away a ton of rum we bought from a supermarket without a hint of the spins. We went to Hong Kong, the most notorious strip club/brothel in the city. In between everyone taking turns trying to pressure me to do stuff, all the guys I was with got girls and did whatever. I wasn't feeling it at all. You guys know I don't like clubs. It did have the fact that the patrons were allowed to do anything to the girls going for it. Saw a dude deep tonguing a dancer's bunghole like it was the last meal he'd ever get. The girl was bent over on the stage while she just let the dude go at it. The girls were definitely super attractive to most people, but I'm just not into that shit. I'm not going to start being attracted to stripper/hookers just because I crossed the border. I took a cab back to my hotel and went to sleep. The next day (this morning) we went back to the area with the clubs and shit. It was early Sunday so most of the places were relatively empty. We were getting ready to head back to the US so with that in mind, I just asked the first dancer that approached me "How much?" She said $60. I said $40. She said yes. She took me next door to a shitty sex motel where I paid $10 for a room. She immediately laid a towel on the bed, took off her thong and told me to take off my pants and lay down. She put the condom on me and sat on me reverse cowboy. I did the deed with a half chub and willed myself to finish as fast as possible. It wasn't really that fun. At least I know what it feels like so now I can better imagine what it would be like if I was really into it. As soon as I got home I washed my junk thoroughly.

Oh shit standing ovation my man. Nice to get it done with and I told you it wouldn't be that big a deal. At least I think I did. And congrats on not getting real into the yayo that shits bad business, will rot your teeth, and empty your pockets.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on August 09, 2015, 11:43:16 PM

Oh and by the way Did she cum too? you should've flipped her over and fucked her doggy. maybe gotten rid of the condom too. once you have sex without condoms there's no turning back. sorry but it's like a completely differen tgame. either way if she won't llook at you in the eye and shit while you're fuking her you deserve to take the wheel/bull by the horns/etc if you know what i mean.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dirtymac on August 10, 2015, 03:40:00 AM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on August 09, 2015, 11:43:16 PM

Oh and by the way Did she cum too? you should've flipped her over and fucked her doggy. maybe gotten rid of the condom too. once you have sex without condoms there's no turning back. sorry but it's like a completely differen tgame. either way if she won't llook at you in the eye and shit while you're fuking her you deserve to take the wheel/bull by the horns/etc if you know what i mean.

ditch the condom with a Tijuana hooker....stellar advice...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on August 10, 2015, 04:11:40 AM

Quote from: Dirtymac on August 10, 2015, 03:40:00 AM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on August 09, 2015, 11:43:16 PM

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Oh and by the way Did she cum too? you should've flipped her over and fucked her doggy. maybe gotten rid of the condom too. once you have sex without condoms there's no turning back. sorry but it's like a completely differen tgame. either way if she won't llook at you in the eye and shit while you're fuking her you deserve to take the wheel/bull by the horns/etc if you know what i mean.

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ditch the condom with a Tijuana hooker....stellar advice...

shit i'm not putting my thing anywhere near a "Tijuana hooker"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on August 10, 2015, 05:04:06 AM

Quote from: Dirtymac on August 10, 2015, 03:40:00 AM

ditch the condom with a (Tijuana) hooker....stellar advice...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on August 10, 2015, 07:46:19 AM

Hyped for you l33t. All of that pressure left me the first time I rubbed pee-pees with a dude for the first time (at age 25; I'm 27 now).

I was in a similar situation when I had my first vaginal sex a few months ago. I kept on fluctuating and so he had to give me head to keep me going... it didn't work out because my body just doesn't react to sexual stimuli like most people do.

Exploring different options is the way to go.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on August 10, 2015, 04:44:05 PM

Hell ya man!!! Glad you got that out of the way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on August 10, 2015, 04:55:19 PM

that sounds absolutely terrible to me. still think u made a mistake, cuz realistically u know u werent going to die a virgin.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rafiki on August 11, 2015, 01:27:41 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 09, 2015, 11:21:28 PM

Just got back from the Tijuana weekend. I did a bunch of coke, but didn't feel anything. I didn't feel more confident and it didn't make me more outgoing. If it had any effect at all, it just made me able to drink more. I usually can't imbibe for shit and want to throw up after a few strong cocktails, but I was putting away a ton of rum we bought from a supermarket without a hint of the spins. We went to Hong Kong, the most notorious strip club/brothel in the city. In between everyone taking turns trying to pressure me to do stuff, all the guys I was with got girls and did whatever. I wasn't feeling it at all. You guys know I don't like clubs. It did have the fact that the patrons were allowed to do anything to the girls going for it. Saw a dude deep tonguing a dancer's bunghole like it was the last meal he'd ever get. The girl was bent over on the stage while she just let the dude go at it. The girls were definitely super attractive to most people, but I'm just not into that shit. I'm not going to start being attracted to stripper/hookers just because I crossed the border. I took a cab back to my hotel and went to sleep. The next day (this morning) we went back to the area with the clubs and shit. It was early Sunday so most of the places were relatively empty. We were getting ready to head back to the US so with that in mind, I just asked the first dancer that approached me "How much?" She said $60. I said $40. She said yes. She took me next door to a shitty sex motel where I paid $10 for a room. She immediately laid a towel on the bed, took off her thong and told me to take off my pants and lay down. She put the condom on me and sat on me reverse cowboy. I did the deed with a half chub and willed myself to finish as fast as possible. It wasn't really that fun. At least I know what it feels like so now I can better imagine what it would be like if I was really into it. As soon as I got home I washed my junk thoroughly.

Sucks you had to lose it that way buddy but hopefully now it will make you less nervous about doing it with someone who is worth it. I know you could of found someone who is not a hooker though, everyone on here had faith in that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on August 11, 2015, 11:43:24 AM

Everyone's first time is terrible. That story is waaaaay better than "I ditched keyboarding to go sleep with my friends chubby older sister who was really in to tool."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Justis on August 11, 2015, 10:58:00 PM

Today I had a bust down take the bus down to my pad

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 11, 2015, 11:29:20 PM

Quote from: ice nine on August 10, 2015, 04:55:19 PM

that sounds absolutely terrible to me. still think u made a mistake, cuz realistically u know u werent going to die a virgin.

Quote from: Rafiki on August 11, 2015, 01:27:41 AM

I know you could of found someone who is not a hooker though, everyone on here had faith in that.

It's nice you guys feel that way, but there are so many reasons why that's not true.

Quote from: Nallid on August 11, 2015, 11:43:24 AM

Everyone's first time is terrible. That story is waaaaay better than "I ditched keyboarding to go sleep with my friends chubby older sister who was really in to tool."

Hilarious.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: able on August 11, 2015, 11:39:13 PM

Quote from: Aleksi on August 09, 2015, 03:16:26 AM

everything im about to write ultimately comes down to lazyness

ive been worrying too much how others see me, focusing on unimportant things, and that way forgot to take care of myself

i take care of myself physically, almost everything, one thing ive been too lazy all my life is brushing teeth, yeah that sounds disgusting, but its not like people have said my breath smells, not at all.

im surrounded by people who say things straight, which is good, but i often find it hard to openly talk about things that bother me.

im not missing any front tooth, so i can still kind of wide, but ive lost teeth from down back, atleast one+wisdom tooth.

i had to count, i have 23 tooths left, that worries me alot, im 26, which is fucked up.

im afraid its too late to start actually doing something about/save the rest, this is something that takes occasionally my confidence away completely.

im not seeking any wisdom, i know mirror is where i see one resposible of this. just had to get this off my back, maybe theres hope!

obviously im also regretting for taking some things granted in life.

Brush those choppers my friend. Also, invest in some floss picks and mouthwash. I've been doing that, and chewing dentyne ice (peppermint flavor) for years and thought my breath was legit, till my girl (who keeps it really real) told me I needed to brush my teeth before we hooked up recently. I can tell you, that bad breath can be a deal breaker when trying to getting laid.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: able on August 11, 2015, 11:45:13 PM

Sometimes she is slipping too, and I'll tell you... It's hard to hook up with a girl whose mouth smells and tastes like an onion patch (no matter how hot she is). Stay on point with the dental, and you won't hit any bumps on the way

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 12, 2015, 05:10:18 PM

L33t - that was a pretty depressing story man. Although knowing you weren't really hyped on being there in the first place... At least you stuck your dick in something. Good work on that.

Something tells me losing your V card won't do anything for your confidence with the ladies. Which sucks.

Come to Australia man. Skate, hang out, BBQ and I know you're dick with fall into a girl or two.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Watt on August 13, 2015, 07:45:13 AM

Quote from: lickcakes on August 10, 2015, 07:46:19 AM

Hyped for you l33t. All of that pressure left me the first time I rubbed pee-pees with a dude for the first time (at age 25; I'm 27 now).

I was in a similar situation when I had my first vaginal sex a few months ago. I kept on fluctuating and so he had to give me head to keep me going... it didn't work out because my body just doesn't react to sexual stimuli like most people do.

Exploring different options is the way to go.

Huh?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on August 13, 2015, 08:47:49 AM

happy for you L33t !

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on August 13, 2015, 11:11:59 PM

Real Conf.: Sometimes I get ina suit and tie and take my laptop to public places and pretend like I'm doing important business even though I collect disability money and drink all day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hercules Rockefeller on August 14, 2015, 04:04:29 AM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on August 13, 2015, 11:11:59 PM

Real Conf.: Sometimes I get ina suit and tie and take my laptop to public places and pretend like I'm doing important business even though I collect disability money and drink all day.

i love you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on August 14, 2015, 07:34:35 AM

Quote from: Hercules Rockefeller on August 14, 2015, 04:04:29 AM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on August 13, 2015, 11:11:59 PM

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Real Conf.: Sometimes I get ina suit and tie and take my laptop to public places and pretend like I'm doing important business even though I collect disability money and drink all day.

[close]

i love you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on August 22, 2015, 10:42:01 AM

I am ultra-beyondo in love with a 43 year old married co-worker of mine (I am 26, not that that makes any difference).

She is beyond hyper-sexual & her personality is amazing, she reminds me my ex a lot in that regard.

It is terrible though because I am really good mates with her husband & son, I feel like such a sleaze sometimes when we hit on each other.

It is rather ironic though, as "cheating" has been a pretty consistent theme in my relationships; some more devastating than others.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Deekay on August 23, 2015, 04:35:29 PM

Quote from: Nallid on July 20, 2015, 04:39:03 PM

Quote from: William Jefferson Clinton on July 15, 2015, 09:58:27 PM

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I wish I never enlisted in the Marines.  Fleet Marine.lifefucking sucks an d I still have 2 1/2 years left on my contract.   I wish I di.dn't listen to all the BS the recruiters fed me.

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Fuuuuck, I wish I had never gotten out of the Army. I can't even reenlist now if I wanted to...

What was so great about it?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PARANOID on August 24, 2015, 12:10:59 AM

I really like DGK. I mean I really, really like DGK. Everything about it. The graphics, the name, everything. But I can't bear to admit it because I'm a white dude with a white dude haircut and white guy clothes, but every time I go to the skateshop I pick out one or two DGK items. I have a few shirts, sweaters, sweatpants, jeans, a belt, a jersey, a hat, the DGK limited edition RBK shoes, everything.. Everything DGK sells, I inadvertently buy. Sometimes when I'm stressed or had a bad day, I'd put on my DGK outfit, like head to toe I'm standing there decked out in DGK, I look in the mirror and I say, "yeah motherfucker, DGK for life BITCH. Dirty Ghetto KIDS SON WHAT UP" and I'd start doing these gang signs with my fingers that I made up while saying it. Sometimes I'd strike a really dope pose and and squat or something, just to really get into it. After about 20 minutes of this and pacing back and forth, I'd feel better and take it all off. All of it. I can't imagine what would happen if anyone ever found out my shameful wigger secret, I just can't. So I put on my slim fit jeans, my black t shirt, grab my Anti Hero board and head outside. I feel like I can do anything, because worst comes to worst, I'll just DGK out for half an hour and feel fine.

That's my confession.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on August 24, 2015, 12:25:01 AM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on August 22, 2015, 10:42:01 AM

I am ultra-beyondo in love with a 43 year old

Would/will you describe her as "a silver fox"? Also, get out while you still can, job security/etc.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on August 24, 2015, 01:42:22 AM

Alright, since this thread is for sharing "embarassing secrets" I got one that'll shock a few if not most/all of you. Some few years ago I drunkenly made out with a dude and was giving him a hand job in his tent and halfway through I decided he was "not a cool dude" more or less/something to that extent and just walked out. Rusty on homo confirmed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rafiki on August 24, 2015, 02:23:24 AM

Quote from: PARANOID on August 24, 2015, 12:10:59 AM

I really like DGK. I mean I really, really like DGK. Everything about it. The graphics, the name, everything. But I can't bear to admit it because I'm a white dude with a white dude haircut and white guy clothes, but every time I go to the skateshop I pick out one or two DGK items. I have a few shirts, sweaters, sweatpants, jeans, a belt, a jersey, a hat, the DGK limited edition RBK shoes, everything.. Everything DGK sells, I inadvertently buy. Sometimes when I'm stressed or had a bad day, I'd put on my DGK outfit, like head to toe I'm standing there decked out in DGK, I look in the mirror and I say, "yeah motherfucker, DGK for life BITCH. Dirty Ghetto KIDS SON WHAT UP" and I'd start doing these gang signs with my fingers that I made up while saying it. Sometimes I'd strike a really dope pose and and squat or something, just to really get into it. After about 20 minutes of this and pacing back and forth, I'd feel better and take it all off. All of it. I can't imagine what would happen if anyone ever found out my shameful wigger secret, I just can't. So I put on my slim fit jeans, my black t shirt, grab my Anti Hero board and head outside. I feel like I can do anything, because worst comes to worst, I'll just DGK out for half an hour and feel fine.

That's my confession.

Best confession

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on August 24, 2015, 12:33:20 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on August 24, 2015, 01:42:22 AM

Alright, since this thread is for sharing "embarassing secrets" I got one that'll shock a few if not most/all of you. Some few years ago I drunkenly made out with a dude and was giving him a hand job in his tent and halfway through I decided he was "not a cool dude" more or less/something to that extent and just walked out. Rusty on homo confirmed.

Hell yeah Rusty, always pushing boundaries!

And she'd definitely be a silver-fox if she were a man...

. . . I bet she gives amazing blowjobs, you can just tell . . .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PARANOID on August 24, 2015, 01:15:59 PM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on August 22, 2015, 10:42:01 AM

I am ultra-beyondo in love with a 43 year old married co-worker of mine (I am 26, not that that makes any difference).

She is beyond hyper-sexual & her personality is amazing, she reminds me my ex a lot in that regard.

It is terrible though because I am really good mates with her husband & son, I feel like such a sleaze sometimes when we hit on each other.

It is rather ironic though, as "cheating" has been a pretty consistent theme in my relationships; some more devastating than others.

Don't do it. I've been in your position before a few times, and it never works out. Don't ever deal with older women unless you're older yourself. And you don't love her.

Google limerence.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PARANOID on August 24, 2015, 01:25:18 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on August 24, 2015, 01:42:22 AM

Alright, since this thread is for sharing "embarassing secrets" I got one that'll shock a few if not most/all of you. Some few years ago I drunkenly made out with a dude and was giving him a hand job in his tent and halfway through I decided he was "not a cool dude" more or less/something to that extent and just walked out. Rusty on homo confirmed.

HAH called it!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on August 24, 2015, 02:22:46 PM

Quote from: PARANOID on August 24, 2015, 01:15:59 PM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on August 22, 2015, 10:42:01 AM

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I am ultra-beyondo in love with a 43 year old married co-worker of mine (I am 26, not that that makes any difference).

She is beyond hyper-sexual & her personality is amazing, she reminds me my ex a lot in that regard.

It is terrible though because I am really good mates with her husband & son, I feel like such a sleaze sometimes when we hit on each other.

It is rather ironic though, as "cheating" has been a pretty consistent theme in my relationships; some more devastating than others.

[close]

Don't do it. I've been in your position before a few times, and it never works out. Don't ever deal with older women unless you're older yourself. And you don't love her.

Google limerence.

True deal mate, good looks!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PARANOID on August 24, 2015, 02:31:08 PM

It's a pretty fucked up thing to go through, even though it seems so minor. I don't know how this has affected you, but if if it starts fucking with your head too much all I can really suggest are distractions. Interrupt your thoughts if they start drifting in that direction and your mind will learn not to go there over time. Keep this in the background from now on: this will never *ever* work out. She's damn near 20 years older than you and has a family, and while it is possible to sleep with her, it'll never go anywhere from that point on and she'd be sleeping with you for reasons a 100% opposite of what your reasons are.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on August 24, 2015, 04:36:57 PM

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I wish I never enlisted in the Marines. �Fleet Marine.lifefucking sucks an d I still have 2 1/2 years left on my contract. � I wish I di.dn't listen to all the BS the recruiters fed me.

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Fuuuuck, I wish I had never gotten out of the Army. I can't even reenlist now if I wanted to...

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What was so great about it?

It was a job, one that I was good at and enjoyed. I worked with a lot of great people and had a great time. I got out for a girl, one that I'm no longer with. I see my friends that are still in, getting promoted, moving on to do cooler shit. I've got a lot of regret about it, but at the same time I wouldn't be where I am now if I hadn't gotten out.

People have per-conceived notions, they think what they think, but 99% of the time it's wrong. It's like any other job.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on August 24, 2015, 08:37:40 PM

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And she'd definitely be a silver-fox if she were a man...

hahaha, no, men are the "silver hounds"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on August 24, 2015, 10:44:28 PM

Alright, how about this one, I can almost always get free tickets and maybe backstage passes to a lotta concerts in Pittsburgh but don't know anyone that lives down there so I pretty much never go. If any of my OH/DET/PITT SLAP PEEPS wanna kick it in the 'Burgh some time and skate/film/see live music/dance/meet people that are maybe famous/drink maybe/nothing to weird probably hit me up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 25, 2015, 12:36:28 PM

od'd for like the 20th[?] time. feel like a piece of shit. i don't wish i was dead per se, i just wish it were next wk.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on August 25, 2015, 03:08:00 PM

i dont know anything about hard drugs, or about yourself, but  shark tits, i enjoy your (posts and slap) personality. they/you are amazing and give me hope on the other side of the world for myself ok. hang in there. dont OD an stay with us. please. hang in there and see you soon. bra

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tay on August 25, 2015, 08:49:47 PM

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od'd for like the 20th[?] time. feel like a piece of shit. i don't wish i was dead per se, i just wish it were next wk.

Jesus Jack be careful. I don't want to preach but you're a smart entertaining guy, go easy on your body bud. It probably doesn't mean much, but we like you sticking around here.  :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on August 25, 2015, 10:28:14 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on August 25, 2015, 12:36:28 PM

od'd for like the 20th[?] time. feel like a piece of shit. i don't wish i was dead per se, i just wish it were next wk.

beer and weed, nothing stronger dude

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on August 25, 2015, 10:33:57 PM

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od'd for like the 20th[?] time. feel like a piece of shit. i don't wish i was dead per se, i just wish it were next wk.

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beer and weed, nothing stronger dude

red wine > beer. for health reasons.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on August 25, 2015, 10:40:43 PM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on August 25, 2015, 10:33:57 PM

red wine > beer. for health reasons.

I'm not sure health reasons are an issue here ::)
Seriously though, don't OD.
I meet kids that would slaughter 20 people (and their families) just to have half the opportunities you have in life. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 25, 2015, 10:55:07 PM

thanks guys but i don't have the taste for weed and alcohol asides being worse on the short term, leads to the other stuff anyways. for me personally, i don't knock anyone else's drinking.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on August 25, 2015, 11:03:30 PM

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red wine > beer. for health reasons.

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I'm not sure health reasons are an issue here ::)
Seriously though, don't OD.
I meet kids that would slaughter 20 people (and their families) just to have half the opportunities you have in life.�

yeah i was being sarcastic but i still prefer to drink it over beer usually. probably more expensive than heroin in most places unfortunately if you ask me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on August 26, 2015, 02:13:54 AM

Speaking of beer though, if I get a tallboy that's 8 percent and it only cost me $1.48 will it be considered a "Gnar-Can"?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on August 26, 2015, 06:45:17 AM

What Tay said yo!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on August 26, 2015, 04:37:26 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on August 25, 2015, 12:36:28 PM

od'd for like the 20th[?] time. feel like a piece of shit. i don't wish i was dead per se, i just wish it were next wk.

Hang in there mate, SSI date has to be coming up soon [don't hesitate to let me know if you need anything buddy]!

[In regards to my last post about my Ashley Madison-esque behavior]

I think I'm going to go for it if the opportunity presents itself; I think she just needs to get her rocks off!

I am not even going to try to rationalize this one, we're running on pure primal instinct in this case (obviously a gross exaggeration).

But who knows?

Maybe I am thinking way too highly of myself . . .

. . .  Time to come back down off the cloud.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: captainfalcon69 on August 27, 2015, 06:41:44 PM

I was chillin outside of my ochem lab with my partner and noticed we had a different TA for the second time in a row (the lab met once a week). My partner made a comment wondering where our normal TA was and i replied with, "maybe he croaked?" She being a bubbly sorority girl was appalled at my response, which was pretty fucked up looking back. Anyways next week the class finds out that he did indeed die.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on August 28, 2015, 12:25:00 AM

well the girl i was seeing basically ended things tonight, i think she only used me for my dick. she wouldn't actually go on a date with me should would just come over at like 11 pm and we would watch a movie and have sex. totally fell for it cause she said she loved me and blah blah blah and said shes to busy to hang out now even though we live about 5 minutes from each other and we go to the same community college. i just told her i was over it and now im back on the dating apps, just got a number off okcupid so tonight isnt looking that bad

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on August 28, 2015, 12:29:52 AM

Quote from: tobey on August 28, 2015, 12:25:00 AM

i think she only used me for my dick

 ;D welcome back tobey

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rafiki on August 28, 2015, 12:44:07 AM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on August 25, 2015, 12:36:28 PM

od'd for like the 20th[?] time. feel like a piece of shit. i don't wish i was dead per se, i just wish it were next wk.

Chill my guy, majority of us wants you to stay on this earth. Aside from us deviants I am sure there are many that want you around too in your actual life. If you feel like using go out and wallie something instead. Much love fam.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on August 28, 2015, 10:15:51 PM

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od'd for like the 20th[?] time. feel like a piece of shit. i don't wish i was dead per se, i just wish it were next wk.

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Hang in there mate, SSI date has to be coming up soon [don't hesitate to let me know if you need anything buddy]!

[In regards to my last post about my Ashley Madison-esque behavior]

I think I'm going to go for it if the opportunity presents itself; I think she just needs to get her rocks off!

I am not even going to try to rationalize this one, we're running on pure primal instinct in this case (obviously a gross exaggeration).

But who knows?

Maybe I am thinking way too highly of myself . . .

. . .  Time to come back down off the cloud.

c'mon man, don't fuck a married woman. people get killed over shit like that.

no matter how attracted you are to her, it's not worth it. hit up Tinder and get your Tobey on if you really need to ram your dick into something.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on August 29, 2015, 09:35:02 PM

i kind of rule

(https://scontent-lga1-1.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xtf1/v/t34.0-12/11949662_10152940168777101_1546775869_n.jpg?oh=dc2067e8c259a0954bb7ce2b746fd05f&oe=55E488FA)

EDIT: she called me crying tonight god i don;t know if i should feel like an asshole or she just using me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on August 30, 2015, 06:18:31 AM

Sorry mate, welcome to one of the other wonderful games of life...

Nastercoff approved move on that one!

I've made up my mind...

Time is running out...

Make a move...

She totally reads SLAP.

It's like leaving clues in the newspaper.

Sometimes I feel like I go through all the motions until I finally loose it.

I am watching someone else do it right now.

I still love you Karl...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rafiki on August 31, 2015, 11:58:00 AM

Creed and Linkin Park were my favorite bands in elementary school, ive never been so ashamed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 31, 2015, 12:11:15 PM

Quote from: Rafiki on August 31, 2015, 11:58:00 AM

Creed and Linkin Park were my favorite bands in elementary school, ive never been so ashamed.

dont feel bad. i think i own physical copies of at least 5 different 311 albums.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on August 31, 2015, 01:00:39 PM

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Creed and Linkin Park were my favorite bands in elementary school, ive never been so ashamed.

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dont feel bad. i think i own physical copies of at least 5 different 311 albums.

meh. i had like 7 korn and limp bizkit t shirts in middle school. "the prodigy" shirts too, one had 3d rubber on it that was a cool shirt.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Big Baby Jesus on August 31, 2015, 06:13:52 PM

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Creed and Linkin Park were my favorite bands in elementary school, ive never been so ashamed.

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dont feel bad. i think i own physical copies of at least 5 different 311 albums.

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meh. i had like 7 korn and limp bizkit t shirts in middle school. "the prodigy" shirts too, one had 3d rubber on it that was a cool shirt.

My mom took me to go see limp bizkit, Dmx, and godsmack at the MCI center in DC when I was in 8th grade. I wore shell toes and a red Yankee cap and Barb had to get ear plus from the security guard 5 min in. Forever grateful. The shirt I got at the concert is now part of a blanket she had made for me out of old t shirts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 31, 2015, 06:21:29 PM

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Creed and Linkin Park were my favorite bands in elementary school, ive never been so ashamed.

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dont feel bad. i think i own physical copies of at least 5 different 311 albums.

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meh. i had like 7 korn and limp bizkit t shirts in middle school. "the prodigy" shirts too, one had 3d rubber on it that was a cool shirt.

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My mom took me to go see limp bizkit, Dmx, and godsmack at the MCI center in DC when I was in 8th grade. I wore shell toes and a red Yankee cap and Barb had to get ear plus from the security guard 5 min in. Forever grateful. The shirt I got at the concert is now part of a blanket she had made for me out of old t shirts.

that's pretty dope. my mother sewed me a quilt when i was 10 i guess cause it says 'to xxxx love xxxxx, 1987'. kinda makes me wanna cry for being such a piece of shit up to the present day. sometimes she's wrong and i'm right but it's like 'shut the fuck up, your ma's always right on GP'.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on August 31, 2015, 08:47:08 PM

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Creed and Linkin Park were my favorite bands in elementary school, ive never been so ashamed.

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dont feel bad. i think i own physical copies of at least 5 different 311 albums.

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meh. i had like 7 korn and limp bizkit t shirts in middle school. "the prodigy" shirts too, one had 3d rubber on it that was a cool shirt.

Remember the fucking talking t-shirts with the little piece (akin to what is now in greeting cards) sewed into the fabric?
I never owned one but would sometimes get that feeling like I did indeed want one.

I still can't believe my parents let me have that Chocolate Starfish... poster, what a fucking ridiculous title to get put into mass production.

The Prodigy t-shirt is fairly acceptable, they weren't too-too bad; good confession none the less.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 01, 2015, 05:52:48 AM

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Creed and Linkin Park were my favorite bands in elementary school, ive never been so ashamed.

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dont feel bad. i think i own physical copies of at least 5 different 311 albums.

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meh. i had like 7 korn and limp bizkit t shirts in middle school. "the prodigy" shirts too, one had 3d rubber on it that was a cool shirt.

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My mom took me to go see limp bizkit, Dmx, and godsmack at the MCI center in DC when I was in 8th grade. I wore shell toes and a red Yankee cap and Barb had to get ear plus from the security guard 5 min in. Forever grateful. The shirt I got at the concert is now part of a blanket she had made for me out of old t shirts.

Ah, nice. My mom took me to see Run DMC in 1997 at the local college gymnasium. They autographed my shirt afterward but I don't know what I did with it. You prob would've had fun with those shelltoes at the show cuz I think they played "my adidas"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on September 01, 2015, 07:32:58 AM

i saw James Brown in 1994 and my mom paid my ticket !

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on September 01, 2015, 08:12:59 AM

my ma got me tickets to metallica after they'd already turned to shit but they didn't have tons of lousy albums yet so i anticipated a good show.
snuck out to steal mopeds or newspaper route money the night before or the penultimate night. basically way too close to be pulling petty crime and still get to bang my mother effing head.
got found out for being outside betwixt the hours of 10 PM and 6 AM, locked out of home and tickets seized.
my mother took both the tickets and after failing to scalp them or sell em to my friends, attended the show solo.
i ended up serving 2 yrs in juvie not too long after that but remember missing the concert being pretty scarring.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on September 01, 2015, 09:33:08 AM

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i saw James Brown in 1994 and my mom paid my ticket !

your mom sounds rad.


my dad took my brother and i to see the stooges around 06/07. i was around 19 and he wouldve been 15. my dad got wasted and punched my uncle in the jaw and it got a bit awkward after that. still pretty sick that i got to see ron ashton play though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 01, 2015, 09:42:37 AM

Quote from: the snake on September 01, 2015, 07:32:58 AM

i saw James Brown in 1994 and my mom paid my ticket !

I too saw him sometime in the 90's with both my parents and my older sister in attendance. JB's fly was down for the first 3 or so songs and then one of his bandmates made him aware of said ordeal and he goes into the microphone "Why ain't nun yall tell me my fly was down?". I saw him in 2004 again I believe at Bonnaroo with my older brother and dad on the side of the stage VIP viewing area. Not bad!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on September 01, 2015, 10:32:37 AM

i was 17, and it was amazing to see these awesome musicians play on an island in the middle of nowhere, the 2 american girls (a blonde and an asiatic) were unforgetably hot in bikinis on stage !

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on September 01, 2015, 10:52:37 AM

60 days no alcohol. -25 lbs. next start skating again

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 01, 2015, 10:55:52 AM

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60 days no alcohol. -25 lbs. next start skating again

down 25 pounds from what?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Big Baby Jesus on September 01, 2015, 11:11:41 AM

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Creed and Linkin Park were my favorite bands in elementary school, ive never been so ashamed.

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dont feel bad. i think i own physical copies of at least 5 different 311 albums.

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meh. i had like 7 korn and limp bizkit t shirts in middle school. "the prodigy" shirts too, one had 3d rubber on it that was a cool shirt.

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My mom took me to go see limp bizkit, Dmx, and godsmack at the MCI center in DC when I was in 8th grade. I wore shell toes and a red Yankee cap and Barb had to get ear plus from the security guard 5 min in. Forever grateful. The shirt I got at the concert is now part of a blanket she had made for me out of old t shirts.

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that's pretty dope. my mother sewed me a quilt when i was 10 i guess cause it says 'to xxxx love xxxxx, 1987'. kinda makes me wanna cry for being such a piece of shit up to the present day. sometimes she's wrong and i'm right but it's like 'shut the fuck up, your ma's always right on GP'.

Yeah man. It's nice having a few sentimental items around from when I was a kook just like every other middle school kid. Here's a pic of  the LB shirt. Sorry for the link. I can't get it to work when I try and embedded photos. Freddy D was so fly


http://s961.photobucket.com/user/barnespa22/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zpsem1vptxf.jpg.html (http://s961.photobucket.com/user/barnespa22/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zpsem1vptxf.jpg.html)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on September 01, 2015, 11:12:13 AM

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down 25 pounds from what?

190 to 165

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 01, 2015, 11:29:03 AM

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down 25 pounds from what?

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190 to 165

you'd be seeing my ribs by then! congrats on not needing the booze tho more for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on September 01, 2015, 11:37:56 AM

i came from 165 lbs to 140 ain a year and i haven't stop the booze, only beers...am i sick ?^^

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Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 01, 2015, 12:43:50 PM

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i came from 165 lbs to 140 ain a year and i haven't stop the booze, only beers...am i sick ?^^

you really having a problem today ain't you the snake?
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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rafiki on September 01, 2015, 03:24:57 PM

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dont feel bad. i think i own physical copies of at least 5 different 311 albums.

Thanks buddy, that actually makes me feel alot better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on September 01, 2015, 03:50:11 PM

hey guess what nu metal was insanely popular for a few years, what a crazy confession

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on September 01, 2015, 08:09:02 PM

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i came from 165 lbs to 140 ain a year and i haven't stop the booze, only beers...am i sick ?^^

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you really having a problem today ain't you the snake?
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no, just drunk...and i speak a lot when it's happening, saying shit and stuff, sorry dude ^^

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on September 01, 2015, 10:53:21 PM

Im going to an AA meeting with my uncle this week, decided i am not one of those people that can have rules to drink. Last time i drank was saturday and i started drinking at 1 pm and didn't stop till 4 am. I have been begging my friends to buy me a drink even though i have had enough and I have been making my dad feel like shit and i think thats the main reason we don't get along cause of my drinking. I quit drinking before for a year and it wasn't really that hard cause i was on probation at the time and plus i was only 20 so alcohol was kind of hard to get, but i also knew i was going to drink some day again. I guess i thought drinking was okay this time around cause i wasn't drinking to cure my anxiety, i was just drinking like with friends and having a good time. But i am at the point now where i think EVERYONE just doesnt understand me, which is why now i know im wrong and need a change   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Numeral on September 02, 2015, 12:55:20 AM

So I left a job I liked for the -=promise=- of a better job, in the middle of this change my wife drops the bomb that we're pregnant, I'm happy as hell, but on the other side the new job soured pretty quick, first it's not as good as I thought, the commute is a bitch, and I ended up having less benefits.

to top it all off, I had no boss for a month, so I was basically going to there to do nothing, when I finally met my new boss I realized he's looking for something else, so not only do I not like the job, the company will probably fire me to look for what they actually need.....

add to that the stress of having a baby and have no secure source of income, it seems like I can never have any sort of balance, every time I have a decent job normal life is hell and once I get my life on track my job ends up in shit.....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 02, 2015, 07:02:56 AM

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i came from 165 lbs to 140 ain a year and i haven't stop the booze, only beers...am i sick ?^^

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you really having a problem today ain't you the snake?
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no, just drunk...and i speak a lot when it's happening, saying shit and stuff, sorry dude ^^

oh, you sure you're not just insecure? you did sound upset my man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on September 02, 2015, 07:58:28 AM

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i came from 165 lbs to 140 ain a year and i haven't stop the booze, only beers...am i sick ?^^

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you really having a problem today ain't you the snake?
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no, just drunk...and i speak a lot when it's happening, saying shit and stuff, sorry dude ^^

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oh, you sure you're not just insecure? you did sound upset my man.

don't worry bro, i feel good...just skating a lot and not eating that much, the Mariano fitness guide !

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 03, 2015, 10:08:22 AM

Real confession: I never been to jail. Well I spent one night in a corrections facility but every time I get arrested the faggots take me to a mental hospital.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monkey_Mcpott on September 03, 2015, 11:12:32 AM

^^Has anyone here been in Jail? id like to hear some stories.

I unfortunately have for some minor tickets that turned to warrants because i didn't take care of them. And unfortunately in Vegas they are super serious about any kind of ticket even minor and will take you to jail for sure instead of letting you slide like i was use to in L.A. It wasn't as bad as an experience as i expected and met some cool and weird guys. I was in a cell with 4 other people one was getting out the day i got there and was in for some kind of weapon charge i believe, one was there for another month and was really cool and was there for some kind of parole violation, one guy was in there for some jaywalking ticket....yeah jaywalking!!, and the last guy i couldn't figure out why he was in there he was a little messed up in the head and would make up all these crazy stories about why he was in there with each story being different every time. Was in there for 3 days and got bailed out but was gonna probably be in there for about 2 months I think because i apparently i had like 3-4 tickets that turned warrants and owed over 2,000 dollars in violations.  This happened on a Wednesday and had a Mon- Fri job and luckily i didn't get fired and my HR which was real cool kept it between us and the owner and said to just say i came down with a real bad flu and couldn't come in. Which made it real awkward anytime they were in the room and my supervisor was there with no idea what had happened. As far as being in jail it wasn't too crazy except time does go by insanely slow, besides sleeping you are just sitting there either talking or just thinking. The food was horrible and couldn't eat any of the meals and would trade everyone my meals for fruit or pbj sandwiches. That one crazy guy i mentioned was a real weirdo though, he would randomly wake up in the middle of the night and walk back and forth from wall to wall in the cell while everyone would be sleeping and have loud conversations with himself , this would go on for about 2 hours. He would also jackoff anytime of the day between 4-5 times a day and wouldn't clean himself and would have stains all over him jumpsuit. He talked so fast it was hard to understand him, but man was did he come up with some interesting stories, hes one of the people that would help time go by faster because he would randomly tell everyone stories from being a drug dealer, to getting robbed by hookers, to fighting with his brother. So much more things happened but don't want to make a whole book about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 03, 2015, 11:23:14 AM

There you go my man you answered your own question.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on September 03, 2015, 12:26:42 PM

i need $140 to re-up. if i fail to do so i'm gonna hafta quit cause i had to borrow in order to get in the game in the first place and if my bad habits are bigger than my ability to pay for it i'll have to cut my losses, admit i'm a failure and move onto something else.
i really dig what i'm doing sometimes so i hope it doesn't come to that.
the downside is you get to see the worst in everyone.might be a blessing in disguise if i am a looser and stop which in turn means whoever's dependent on me has to stop too [that or figure out their own connection].
dear monkey pot, i've been to a lot of jails but there's not always a story in it. you know how it is, lots of socializing and lousy food but not much in the way of action.
Fredo Santana - Rob My Plug | Dir. by Ben Hughes (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YgEDesJpdl4&ab_channel=BenHughesStudios#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tay on September 03, 2015, 01:26:46 PM

Damn Jack, I'm kinda hoping you fail. Seeing as you OD'ed more than 20 times, it's probably the best for your longevity. But then again I'm a boring sober square. I think Irvine Welsh summed it up nicely in Trainspotting with that famous monologue about the perceived stupidity of everyday life against the pure bliss of smack.  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on September 03, 2015, 08:57:03 PM

Last week, I had 7 different dates. One dude per day, and I spent the night with 3 of them. I only had sex 3 or 4 times, the rest were just hanging out.

It's not a good thing, because I'm "addicted" to meeting new dudes. I would have no problem just meeting a guy once or twice, then forgetting about him, and then meeting a new one. I've met about 5 men after I promised myself I wouldn't - just finding loopholes and shit. I mean, they know I'm not exclusive, and I do have integrity, but I don't know, I just love the feeling of meeting someone new, and immediately connecting with them. I lose interest so quickly, though... My roommate says I'm "emotionally slutty."

I don't have the heart to tell guys that I'm not interested in them anymore, so I have more bears than I can handle.



Yeah... I have such terrible problems, I know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bloody Matt on September 03, 2015, 09:53:51 PM

Quote from: straight on September 01, 2015, 10:52:37 AM

60 days no alcohol. -25 lbs. next start skating again

skating more means drinking less pretty quick. having fun doing the same.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on September 03, 2015, 10:15:03 PM

Quote from: lickcakes on September 03, 2015, 08:57:03 PM

Last week, I had 7 different dates. One dude per day, and I spent the night with 3 of them. I only had sex 3 or 4 times, the rest were just hanging out.

It's not a good thing, because I'm "addicted" to meeting new dudes. I would have no problem just meeting a guy once or twice, then forgetting about him, and then meeting a new one. I've met about 5 men after I promised myself I wouldn't - just finding loopholes and shit. I mean, they know I'm not exclusive, and I do have integrity, but I don't know, I just love the feeling of meeting someone new, and immediately connecting with them. I lose interest so quickly, though... My roommate says I'm "emotionally slutty."

I don't have the heart to tell guys that I'm not interested in them anymore, so I have more bears than I can handle.



Yeah... I have such terrible problems, I know.

Na i was like that. Its probably because first dates are exciting then after that you just think whats the point? Thats why i could never be in a relationship but i guess im trying with this girl

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 03, 2015, 10:18:19 PM

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60 days no alcohol. -25 lbs. next start skating again

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skating more means drinking less pretty quick. having fun doing the same.

you seem just funny

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rafiki on September 03, 2015, 10:48:06 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on September 03, 2015, 12:26:42 PM

i need $140 to re-up. if i fail to do so i'm gonna hafta quit cause i had to borrow in order to get in the game in the first place and if my bad habits are bigger than my ability to pay for it i'll have to cut my losses, admit i'm a failure and move onto something else.
i really dig what i'm doing sometimes so i hope it doesn't come to that.
the downside is you get to see the worst in everyone.might be a blessing in disguise if i am a looser and stop which in turn means whoever's dependent on me has to stop too [that or figure out their own connection].
dear monkey pot, i've been to a lot of jails but there's not always a story in it. you know how it is, lots of socializing and lousy food but not much in the way of action.
Fredo Santana - Rob My Plug | Dir. by Ben Hughes (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YgEDesJpdl4&ab_channel=BenHughesStudios#)

I wanna smack you out of love fam. Chill the fuck out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 03, 2015, 10:58:20 PM

Quote from: Hash Slinging Slasher on September 03, 2015, 10:55:54 PM

So I think I might like my housemate/best friend at school since the very start as more than just a friend... I don't know, it just sort of happened unconsciously and now I think I like her a lot. There's no way I could ever bring it up either because then it would just be weird and I want to still be friends with her. Not sure if I'm looking for advice because I know it'll never happen :\

oh yeah you're young that;s normal. if you're not 6'3 or loaded rich with the *nicest* car you don't got a chance and that's just life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on September 03, 2015, 11:58:38 PM

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i need $140 to re-up. if i fail to do so i'm gonna hafta quit cause i had to borrow in order to get in the game in the first place and if my bad habits are bigger than my ability to pay for it i'll have to cut my losses, admit i'm a failure and move onto something else.
i really dig what i'm doing sometimes so i hope it doesn't come to that.
the downside is you get to see the worst in everyone.might be a blessing in disguise if i am a looser and stop which in turn means whoever's dependent on me has to stop too [that or figure out their own connection].
dear monkey pot, i've been to a lot of jails but there's not always a story in it. you know how it is, lots of socializing and lousy food but not much in the way of action.
Fredo Santana - Rob My Plug | Dir. by Ben Hughes (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YgEDesJpdl4&ab_channel=BenHughesStudios#)

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I wanna smack you out of love fam. Chill the fuck out.

smack deez!  ;)
to hash slasher, i think you got a low self opinion man, something something take a look at yourself.
whatever henry rollins says cause like, ain't nothing gonna happen if you think nothing's gonna happen. i find your anti-flossing world view refreshing compared to like a weasely who thinks they've got the world by the balls.
the reality is somewhere in the middle.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 04, 2015, 01:47:42 AM

It looks like I'm about to have two jobs after have no job for a very long time. People are telling me congratulations like it's some sort of accomplishment and my life is going to be better or some shit. In reality, every job I ever had made me more depressed and gave me almost intolerable anxiety. Panic attacks become unavoidable eventualities. I tend not to last long. It seems many people don't understand that a generally unhappy person is always going to be a generally unhappy person. Also just bought a helium tank off amazon. When it comes in I'll have every piece of equipment necessary to painlessly asphyxiate myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on September 04, 2015, 07:32:08 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 04, 2015, 01:47:42 AM

It looks like I'm about to have two jobs after have no job for a very long time. People are telling me congratulations like it's some sort of accomplishment and my life is going to be better or some shit. In reality, every job I ever had made me more depressed and gave me almost intolerable anxiety. Panic attacks become unavoidable eventualities. I tend not to last long. It seems many people don't understand that a generally unhappy person is always going to be a generally unhappy person. Also just bought a helium tank off amazon. When it comes in I'll have every piece of equipment necessary to painlessly asphyxiate myself.

Do you have Prime? Did you know that if the guaranteed delivery date is missed you can complain and get free months of prime added on? I got like 6 months free already this year. Also credits I the site. Missed a delivery, bought a Goodie Mob album...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 04, 2015, 08:52:00 AM

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It looks like I'm about to have two jobs after have no job for a very long time. People are telling me congratulations like it's some sort of accomplishment and my life is going to be better or some shit. In reality, every job I ever had made me more depressed and gave me almost intolerable anxiety. Panic attacks become unavoidable eventualities. I tend not to last long. It seems many people don't understand that a generally unhappy person is always going to be a generally unhappy person. Also just bought a helium tank off amazon. When it comes in I'll have every piece of equipment necessary to painlessly asphyxiate myself.

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Do you have Prime? Did you know that if the guaranteed delivery date is missed you can complain and get free months of prime added on? I got like 6 months free already this year. Also credits I the site. Missed a delivery, bought a Goodie Mob album...

Yep. I can't recommend Prime highly enough. You don't even have to pay for Prime if you know someone with it already. You can add as many cards as you want to any account and I don't know how many addresses, but the account I use has three with different ones with three different names. I get free 1 day delivery on most shit, and now that San Diego has a warehouse, a ton of shit will be free same day delivery. One of the jobs I got is actually in that warehouse.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dillanharp on September 04, 2015, 09:10:01 AM

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It looks like I'm about to have two jobs after have no job for a very long time. People are telling me congratulations like it's some sort of accomplishment and my life is going to be better or some shit. In reality, every job I ever had made me more depressed and gave me almost intolerable anxiety. Panic attacks become unavoidable eventualities. I tend not to last long. It seems many people don't understand that a generally unhappy person is always going to be a generally unhappy person. Also just bought a helium tank off amazon. When it comes in I'll have every piece of equipment necessary to painlessly asphyxiate myself.

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Do you have Prime? Did you know that if the guaranteed delivery date is missed you can complain and get free months of prime added on? I got like 6 months free already this year. Also credits I the site. Missed a delivery, bought a Goodie Mob album...

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Yep. I can't recommend Prime highly enough. You don't even have to pay for Prime if you know someone with it already. You can add as many cards as you want to any account and I don't know how many addresses, but the account I use has three with different ones with three different names. I get free 1 day delivery on most shit, and now that San Diego has a warehouse, a ton of shit will be free same day delivery. One of the jobs I got is actually in that warehouse.

Damn dude you're gonna get skinny. Everyone I know that got a job in an Amazon warehouse lost like 40lbs from just constant movement. Grats on the job(s) though man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on September 04, 2015, 09:52:35 AM

Quote from: Hash Slinging Slasher on September 03, 2015, 10:55:54 PM

So I think I might like my housemate/best friend at school since the very start as more than just a friend... I don't know, it just sort of happened unconsciously and now I think I like her a lot. There's no way I could ever bring it up either because then it would just be weird and I want to still be friends with her. Not sure if I'm looking for advice because I know it'll never happen :\

You'll probably feel better if you say something and find out now she feels even if its not what you wanna hear and your friendship should be fine. Trust me I'm pretty good at being friends with girls who don't feel the same as I do/did about them. I most recently liked one of my best friends for 8 months and I finally brought it up to her in July and she wasn't into it and our friendship has been the same for the most part. I just ignore her texts every now and then and I'm not as enthused to her. The worst thing I did was ignore everyone's advice by waiting as long as I did and spending those 8 months being so miserable and infatuated with her hoping for something to happen. Now that I'm kinda over that its like I'm all of a sudden noticing how many other girls there are. I have a pending date with another girl that's probably not gonna happen but that's a lot more than I can say about those miserable ass 8 months I made myself go through.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on September 04, 2015, 11:37:37 AM

Just found some coke at my moms place last night. I don't really know how to feel about. I feel as if my whole perception of her as a person has been completely changed, like she isn't the same person that raised me. Maybe I'm just being dramatic but fuck man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 04, 2015, 01:23:08 PM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on September 04, 2015, 11:37:37 AM

Just found some coke at my moms place last night. I don't really know how to feel about. I feel as if my whole perception of her as a person has been completely changed, like she isn't the same person that raised me. Maybe I'm just being dramatic but fuck man.

Oh yep. People from the 70's and 80's have coke some times.


"Confession": I really hope that all the Chinese factory workers get to see some American action movies throughout their lives. We put a lot of time and money into making them the best they can be and everyone really deserves to be able to enjoy them no matter what.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on September 04, 2015, 02:25:50 PM

Quote from: BraveUlysses on September 04, 2015, 09:52:35 AM

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So I think I might like my housemate/best friend at school since the very start as more than just a friend... I don't know, it just sort of happened unconsciously and now I think I like her a lot. There's no way I could ever bring it up either because then it would just be weird and I want to still be friends with her. Not sure if I'm looking for advice because I know it'll never happen :\

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You'll probably feel better if you say something and find out now she feels even if its not what you wanna hear and your friendship should be fine. Trust me I'm pretty good at being friends with girls who don't feel the same as I do/did about them. I most recently liked one of my best friends for 8 months and I finally brought it up to her in July and she wasn't into it and our friendship has been the same for the most part. I just ignore her texts every now and then and I'm not as enthused to her. The worst thing I did was ignore everyone's advice by waiting as long as I did and spending those 8 months being so miserable and infatuated with her hoping for something to happen. Now that I'm kinda over that its like I'm all of a sudden noticing how many other girls there are. I have a pending date with another girl that's probably not gonna happen but that's a lot more than I can say about those miserable ass 8 months I made myself go through.

Yea dude just spare yourself the anguish,and do it, it might burn a bit, but there's also the chance that after you say that she'll take you by the hand, lean over and kiss you softly on the lips and smile looking deep into your eyes, and it will be an indescribably amazing feeling, just the chance of that makes it worth doing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on September 04, 2015, 09:04:30 PM

Quote from: Hash Slinging Slasher on September 04, 2015, 08:56:42 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on September 04, 2015, 02:25:50 PM

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So I think I might like my housemate/best friend at school since the very start as more than just a friend... I don't know, it just sort of happened unconsciously and now I think I like her a lot. There's no way I could ever bring it up either because then it would just be weird and I want to still be friends with her. Not sure if I'm looking for advice because I know it'll never happen :\

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You'll probably feel better if you say something and find out now she feels even if its not what you wanna hear and your friendship should be fine. Trust me I'm pretty good at being friends with girls who don't feel the same as I do/did about them. I most recently liked one of my best friends for 8 months and I finally brought it up to her in July and she wasn't into it and our friendship has been the same for the most part. I just ignore her texts every now and then and I'm not as enthused to her. The worst thing I did was ignore everyone's advice by waiting as long as I did and spending those 8 months being so miserable and infatuated with her hoping for something to happen. Now that I'm kinda over that its like I'm all of a sudden noticing how many other girls there are. I have a pending date with another girl that's probably not gonna happen but that's a lot more than I can say about those miserable ass 8 months I made myself go through.

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Yea dude just spare yourself the anguish,and do it, it might burn a bit, but there's also the chance that after you say that she'll take you by the hand, lean over and kiss you softly on the lips and smile looking deep into your eyes, and it will be an indescribably amazing feeling, just the chance of that makes it worth doing

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hahaha fuck off. i really appreciate it, don't get me wrong, but it sounds like such a bad idea and that was pretty damn corny, but it's ok because i like my fair share of corny stuff. she's not the most emotionally open person so she would probably just get weirded out. idk, it has felt like there's been some different vibe between us at times that's different than normal, but maybe it's just wishful thinking/misinterpretation on my part. also, i was drunk when i wrote that last night, though i still think i feel the same way - just not as intensely. i guess i'll just let it potentially consume me and see how it goes lol.

Its weird how you guys have girls as friends. I mean i talk to a lot of girls just as friends but i would still like to see them naked and I always flirt with them but they know im joking when i do that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on September 04, 2015, 10:24:32 PM

Can you guys tell me if this is a dick move?

Well i went to AA last night and enjoyed it and plan on going again Saturday night. Now im pretty sure the rules in the beginning is you shouldn't be in a relationship, now i just started to kind of see someone and she said she loves me but won't be in a relationship with me and im kind of over that shit. So would i be able to break up with her saying " Hey im in AA and they told me not to be in a new relationship for at least one year so i think we should take a break"

I have never ended things with someone before but i really am trying to take my sobriety seriously and i feel like she will probably just end things and ill go back to drinking again 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on September 04, 2015, 10:39:35 PM

like rusty would say, you answered to your question tobey ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on September 04, 2015, 11:04:40 PM

Quote from: the snake on September 04, 2015, 10:39:35 PM

like rusty would say, you answered to your question tobey ;D

im 6"2 though

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses on September 05, 2015, 12:27:15 AM

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So I think I might like my housemate/best friend at school since the very start as more than just a friend... I don't know, it just sort of happened unconsciously and now I think I like her a lot. There's no way I could ever bring it up either because then it would just be weird and I want to still be friends with her. Not sure if I'm looking for advice because I know it'll never happen :\

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You'll probably feel better if you say something and find out now she feels even if its not what you wanna hear and your friendship should be fine. Trust me I'm pretty good at being friends with girls who don't feel the same as I do/did about them. I most recently liked one of my best friends for 8 months and I finally brought it up to her in July and she wasn't into it and our friendship has been the same for the most part. I just ignore her texts every now and then and I'm not as enthused to her. The worst thing I did was ignore everyone's advice by waiting as long as I did and spending those 8 months being so miserable and infatuated with her hoping for something to happen. Now that I'm kinda over that its like I'm all of a sudden noticing how many other girls there are. I have a pending date with another girl that's probably not gonna happen but that's a lot more than I can say about those miserable ass 8 months I made myself go through.

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Yea dude just spare yourself the anguish,and do it, it might burn a bit, but there's also the chance that after you say that she'll take you by the hand, lean over and kiss you softly on the lips and smile looking deep into your eyes, and it will be an indescribably amazing feeling, just the chance of that makes it worth doing

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hahaha fuck off. i really appreciate it, don't get me wrong, but it sounds like such a bad idea and that was pretty damn corny, but it's ok because i like my fair share of corny stuff. she's not the most emotionally open person so she would probably just get weirded out. idk, it has felt like there's been some different vibe between us at times that's different than normal, but maybe it's just wishful thinking/misinterpretation on my part. also, i was drunk when i wrote that last night, though i still think i feel the same way - just not as intensely. i guess i'll just let it potentially consume me and see how it goes lol.

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Its weird how you guys have girls as friends. I mean i talk to a lot of girls just as friends but i would still like to see them naked and I always flirt with them but they know im joking when i do that.

I'm confused by you thinking that's weird people have girls as friends when you say that you also have girls as friends. I still jokingly flirt with the one I have/had feelings for and think about sex with her often and my other female friend is my manager and I feel no sort of way about her sexually at all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 05, 2015, 03:55:50 AM

How many times I gotta tell you rap dudes I got no friends?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on September 05, 2015, 06:33:09 AM

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So I think I might like my housemate/best friend at school since the very start as more than just a friend... I don't know, it just sort of happened unconsciously and now I think I like her a lot. There's no way I could ever bring it up either because then it would just be weird and I want to still be friends with her. Not sure if I'm looking for advice because I know it'll never happen :\

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You'll probably feel better if you say something and find out now she feels even if its not what you wanna hear and your friendship should be fine. Trust me I'm pretty good at being friends with girls who don't feel the same as I do/did about them. I most recently liked one of my best friends for 8 months and I finally brought it up to her in July and she wasn't into it and our friendship has been the same for the most part. I just ignore her texts every now and then and I'm not as enthused to her. The worst thing I did was ignore everyone's advice by waiting as long as I did and spending those 8 months being so miserable and infatuated with her hoping for something to happen. Now that I'm kinda over that its like I'm all of a sudden noticing how many other girls there are. I have a pending date with another girl that's probably not gonna happen but that's a lot more than I can say about those miserable ass 8 months I made myself go through.

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Yea dude just spare yourself the anguish,and do it, it might burn a bit, but there's also the chance that after you say that she'll take you by the hand, lean over and kiss you softly on the lips and smile looking deep into your eyes, and it will be an indescribably amazing feeling, just the chance of that makes it worth doing

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hahaha fuck off. i really appreciate it, don't get me wrong, but it sounds like such a bad idea and that was pretty damn corny, but it's ok because i like my fair share of corny stuff. she's not the most emotionally open person so she would probably just get weirded out. idk, it has felt like there's been some different vibe between us at times that's different than normal, but maybe it's just wishful thinking/misinterpretation on my part. also, i was drunk when i wrote that last night, though i still think i feel the same way - just not as intensely. i guess i'll just let it potentially consume me and see how it goes lol.

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Its weird how you guys have girls as friends. I mean i talk to a lot of girls just as friends but i would still like to see them naked and I always flirt with them but they know im joking when i do that.

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I'm confused by you thinking that's weird people have girls as friends when you say that you also have girls as friends. I still jokingly flirt with the one I have/had feelings for and think about sex with her often and my other female friend is my manager and I feel no sort of way about her sexually at all.

I don't know i find all my friends that are girls sexually attractive, i don't think i have a one friend as a girl i don't want to sleep with

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on September 05, 2015, 07:00:49 AM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on September 05, 2015, 03:55:50 AM

How many times I gotta tell you rap dudes I got no friends?

When you coming back to my area? we will go to the new park i have been going to

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on September 05, 2015, 10:53:40 PM

Got diagnosed with add, put on concerta and starting university at the same time. Feels like a pretty good combination so far.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on September 06, 2015, 12:34:07 AM

Well my sobriety didn't last long im wasted right now so im about to troll slap i donkt know i just love beer and i was at a family event tonight and i didn't really tell anyone i was in AA so i just kept drinking shit man this sucks but whatever

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 06, 2015, 06:18:05 AM

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Got diagnosed with add, put on concerta and starting university at the same time. Feels like a pretty good combination so far.

Concerta's pretty righteous. Enjoy the ride.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 06, 2015, 06:30:56 AM

I really hope more Indian dudes start skateboarding. Maybe it's that there's not alotta Indian dudes in USA overall but don't you dudes find it kinda interesting that they worship multiple Gods for billions of years and have depictions of what they look like. Indian girls are beautiful too, even though she's kinda hipster I have a super big crush on M.I.A. and her plump ass and breasts. The fact that she's been on MTV makes me feel like she's powerful even. Not to mention the food is good too. Mango lassi? Yes please. And you SLAP dudes never forget the Russians ripped off the Taj Mahal's architecture for their cathedral. Alright I'll meet a Indian skateboard dude one day.

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Post by: lickcakes on September 06, 2015, 07:08:22 AM

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I really hope more Indian dudes start skateboarding. Maybe it's that there's not alotta Indian dudes in USA overall but don't you dudes find it kinda interesting that they worship multiple Gods for billions of years and have depictions of what they look like. Indian girls are beautiful too, even though she's kinda hipster I have a super big crush on M.I.A. and her plump ass and breasts. The fact that she's been on MTV makes me feel like she's powerful even. Not to mention the food is good too. Mango lassi? Yes please. And you SLAP dudes never forget the Russians ripped off the Taj Mahal's architecture for their cathedral. Alright I'll meet a Indian skateboard dude one day.

I've been waiting for this for years. There's a bunch of them in Southern California, but I have never seen one skate...

Here's my own Indian confession, I really would love to be with a Indian bear, but I'm afraid the head of his dick will be bright pink while the rest of it is closer to this skin colour. Maybe that's only with darker-skinned Indians...

...and while we're on the topic, I'm just not into darker-skinned men at all. I'm guessing that's more of a learned social preference, rather than simply a taste preference.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 06, 2015, 07:11:28 AM

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I really hope more Indian dudes start skateboarding. Maybe it's that there's not alotta Indian dudes in USA overall but don't you dudes find it kinda interesting that they worship multiple Gods for billions of years and have depictions of what they look like. Indian girls are beautiful too, even though she's kinda hipster I have a super big crush on M.I.A. and her plump ass and breasts. The fact that she's been on MTV makes me feel like she's powerful even. Not to mention the food is good too. Mango lassi? Yes please. And you SLAP dudes never forget the Russians ripped off the Taj Mahal's architecture for their cathedral. Alright I'll meet a Indian skateboard dude one day.

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I've been waiting for this for years. There's a bunch of them in Southern California, but I have never seen one skate...

Here's my own Indian confession, I really would love to be with a Indian bear, but I'm afraid the head of his dick will be bright pink while the rest of it is closer to this skin colour. Maybe that's only with darker-skinned Indians...

...and while we're on the topic, I'm just not into darker-skinned men at all. I'm guessing that's more of a learned social preference, rather than simply a taste preference.

Nah I seen an Indian guy in the locker room their heads are the same colour as their shafts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on September 06, 2015, 08:13:34 AM

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I really hope more Indian dudes start skateboarding. Maybe it's that there's not alotta Indian dudes in USA overall but don't you dudes find it kinda interesting that they worship multiple Gods for billions of years and have depictions of what they look like. Indian girls are beautiful too, even though she's kinda hipster I have a super big crush on M.I.A. and her plump ass and breasts. The fact that she's been on MTV makes me feel like she's powerful even. Not to mention the food is good too. Mango lassi? Yes please. And you SLAP dudes never forget the Russians ripped off the Taj Mahal's architecture for their cathedral. Alright I'll meet a Indian skateboard dude one day.

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I've been waiting for this for years. There's a bunch of them in Southern California, but I have never seen one skate...

Here's my own Indian confession, I really would love to be with a Indian bear, but I'm afraid the head of his dick will be bright pink while the rest of it is closer to this skin colour. Maybe that's only with darker-skinned Indians...

...and while we're on the topic, I'm just not into darker-skinned men at all. I'm guessing that's more of a learned social preference, rather than simply a taste preference.

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Nah I seen an Indian guy in the locker room their heads are the same colour as their shafts.

I found this out checking out some gay Indian porn.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 06, 2015, 08:19:23 AM

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I really hope more Indian dudes start skateboarding. Maybe it's that there's not alotta Indian dudes in USA overall but don't you dudes find it kinda interesting that they worship multiple Gods for billions of years and have depictions of what they look like. Indian girls are beautiful too, even though she's kinda hipster I have a super big crush on M.I.A. and her plump ass and breasts. The fact that she's been on MTV makes me feel like she's powerful even. Not to mention the food is good too. Mango lassi? Yes please. And you SLAP dudes never forget the Russians ripped off the Taj Mahal's architecture for their cathedral. Alright I'll meet a Indian skateboard dude one day.

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I've been waiting for this for years. There's a bunch of them in Southern California, but I have never seen one skate...

Here's my own Indian confession, I really would love to be with a Indian bear, but I'm afraid the head of his dick will be bright pink while the rest of it is closer to this skin colour. Maybe that's only with darker-skinned Indians...

...and while we're on the topic, I'm just not into darker-skinned men at all. I'm guessing that's more of a learned social preference, rather than simply a taste preference.

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Nah I seen an Indian guy in the locker room their heads are the same colour as their shafts.

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I found this out checking out some gay Indian porn.

Don't believe everything that you see, you get a parking violation or a maggot on your sleeve.

Did they appear to know how to give head?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on September 06, 2015, 08:49:23 AM

i knew one of those 2nd generation americanized hindus when i lived in ohio. straight up cleveland indian!
he was on that 90s slacker at a computer job run, who knows what he's doing these days? friend of my ex, he couldn't be a man cause he didn't skate the same kinda spots as me [i can't get no].
me and that broad, we'd make dumb songs on the on ramp about 'i've drank pee and been a motherfucker but i ain't never seen no asian trucker' although i spent enough time tramping that eventually i did [though he looked native american].
forget what he was, korean? some damn shit but for anyways, i've never met an indian trucker or skater or cool gas station clerk although there was a lady who sorta looked the other way in jacksonville a few times and a store in pennsacola let me rack up some scrill for a day or 2 before being over it. if anything i could see sikhs being sick w/ it. they're the only indians who get fresh in bangladesh and can help themselves to my garden. american indians are a blessing if you're hitching through the southwest or in some instances hopping trains. beautiful people and if you to tuba city they've got their own parks where the white man dare not grind.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tay on September 06, 2015, 08:38:51 PM

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So I think I might like my housemate/best friend at school since the very start as more than just a friend... I don't know, it just sort of happened unconsciously and now I think I like her a lot. There's no way I could ever bring it up either because then it would just be weird and I want to still be friends with her. Not sure if I'm looking for advice because I know it'll never happen :\

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You'll probably feel better if you say something and find out now she feels even if its not what you wanna hear and your friendship should be fine. Trust me I'm pretty good at being friends with girls who don't feel the same as I do/did about them. I most recently liked one of my best friends for 8 months and I finally brought it up to her in July and she wasn't into it and our friendship has been the same for the most part. I just ignore her texts every now and then and I'm not as enthused to her. The worst thing I did was ignore everyone's advice by waiting as long as I did and spending those 8 months being so miserable and infatuated with her hoping for something to happen. Now that I'm kinda over that its like I'm all of a sudden noticing how many other girls there are. I have a pending date with another girl that's probably not gonna happen but that's a lot more than I can say about those miserable ass 8 months I made myself go through.

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Yea dude just spare yourself the anguish,and do it, it might burn a bit, but there's also the chance that after you say that she'll take you by the hand, lean over and kiss you softly on the lips and smile looking deep into your eyes, and it will be an indescribably amazing feeling, just the chance of that makes it worth doing

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hahaha fuck off. i really appreciate it, don't get me wrong, but it sounds like such a bad idea and that was pretty damn corny, but it's ok because i like my fair share of corny stuff. she's not the most emotionally open person so she would probably just get weirded out. idk, it has felt like there's been some different vibe between us at times that's different than normal, but maybe it's just wishful thinking/misinterpretation on my part. also, i was drunk when i wrote that last night, though i still think i feel the same way - just not as intensely. i guess i'll just let it potentially consume me and see how it goes lol.

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Its weird how you guys have girls as friends. I mean i talk to a lot of girls just as friends but i would still like to see them naked and I always flirt with them but they know im joking when i do that.

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I'm confused by you thinking that's weird people have girls as friends when you say that you also have girls as friends. I still jokingly flirt with the one I have/had feelings for and think about sex with her often and my other female friend is my manager and I feel no sort of way about her sexually at all.

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I don't know i find all my friends that are girls sexually attractive, i don't think i have a one friend as a girl i don't want to sleep with

Sounds like the plot of late 80's romantic comedy "When Harry Met Sally".

When Harry Met Sally Men And Women Cannot Be Friends (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i8kpYm-6nuE#)

I believe a man and woman can be friends just fine without sexual tension. But if you have feelings for her, you should probably bring them up. It's not fair to yourself, you'll end up feeling used and resent her. She'll see you as having ulterior motives and it'll ruin what's left of your platonic relationship. I wish you the best buddy, good luck!  ;)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nice_guy_2 on September 07, 2015, 06:19:15 PM

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It looks like I'm about to have two jobs after have no job for a very long time. People are telling me congratulations like it's some sort of accomplishment and my life is going to be better or some shit. In reality, every job I ever had made me more depressed and gave me almost intolerable anxiety. Panic attacks become unavoidable eventualities. I tend not to last long. It seems many people don't understand that a generally unhappy person is always going to be a generally unhappy person. Also just bought a helium tank off amazon. When it comes in I'll have every piece of equipment necessary to painlessly asphyxiate myself.

what do you mean?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Spitfire4life on September 10, 2015, 09:43:14 PM

Over the past year my depression has gotten extremely bad. It's gotten to the point where I'm in a shitty mood all the time. The smallest things piss me off so much. I was working on an assignment in class with a group, and one of the kids sat there and read out every question, and then every answer. Not a big deal, but I was annoyed out of my mind. I've known him for years, but we've never hung out or anything. I was just getting super pissed about the whole situation. I'm just bummed as fuck of who I am. I'm depressed all the time, and every little thing annoys me. I'm seeing myself transform and can't seem to do anything about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on September 10, 2015, 11:46:48 PM

try to skate more dude !

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: abudabi on September 11, 2015, 02:16:45 PM

skating's good, but doesnt help if you let yourself get mad when you skate.
the best thing i do is try to focus on the moment. try not to worry about the future. if something sucks (like youre situation in class), youve gotta think 'ok this sucks, but how does being pissed help?', and use that to calm down.
you can still be pissed off, but dont focus on how pissed off you are.
a lot of it is probably chemical, look at what youve been eating, make sure youre eating fruits and healthy shit.
also if youre spending a lot of time on your own, thatll drive anyone crazy. gotta try to avoid that whenever possible.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 11, 2015, 02:56:31 PM

well. it's pretty easy to not get mad if you just drink a little before you skate. but since you're having depression i'd maybe wait to get angry before you resort to such drastic measures.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Spitfire4life on September 11, 2015, 03:09:00 PM

I'm vegetarian, I eat a lot of fruits and vegetables. I usually have a banana and almonds for lunch, and a home made smoothie at some point in the day. I'm actually really healthy. Skating itself never makes me mad, I just fuck around and have fun, it's about the only thing I still enjoy. It's the people around me when I'm skating that causes my problems. Skating by myself blows, but depending on who I'm skating with can be just as bad. That's kind of how everything seems to be, I just can't win. Every choice I make is the wrong one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 11, 2015, 03:18:22 PM

Oh, I used to be vegan but had more psychotic outbursts skating and was less productive in other fields than I am now that I eat meat. I don't eat meat every day but every few days it's not so bad and some cheese every day usually. There's some good recipes for vegan cheeses made out of nuts if you have access to a food processor. As for eating fruit personally I think I've been getting all my dietary fiber from red wine for a while now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Filip on September 13, 2015, 01:45:40 PM

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I'm vegetarian, I eat a lot of fruits and vegetables. I usually have a banana and almonds for lunch, and a home made smoothie at some point in the day. I'm actually really healthy. Skating itself never makes me mad, I just fuck around and have fun, it's about the only thing I still enjoy. It's the people around me when I'm skating that causes my problems. Skating by myself blows, but depending on who I'm skating with can be just as bad. That's kind of how everything seems to be, I just can't win. Every choice I make is the wrong one.

I used to think that too, but last two years I started skating by myself more and more, and it gets more and more fun. I had one of the best sessions in about a month or two today, and I was at the ledge spot we usually skate here, all by myself. I didnt sit down once in about two hours, and went home happy and sore as fuck, but in a good way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matter of fact on September 13, 2015, 09:01:45 PM

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I'm vegetarian, I eat a lot of fruits and vegetables. I usually have a banana and almonds for lunch, and a home made smoothie at some point in the day. I'm actually really healthy. Skating itself never makes me mad, I just fuck around and have fun, it's about the only thing I still enjoy. It's the people around me when I'm skating that causes my problems. Skating by myself blows, but depending on who I'm skating with can be just as bad. That's kind of how everything seems to be, I just can't win. Every choice I make is the wrong one.

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I used to think that too, but last two years I started skating by myself more and more, and it gets more and more fun. I had one of the best sessions in about a month or two today, and I was at the ledge spot we usually skate here, all by myself. I didnt sit down once in about two hours, and went home happy and sore as fuck, but in a good way.

i try not to take more than a two minute water break when i'm skating. at the end of a session i'll shoot the shit for an hour or whatever, but i keep moving when shit's kickin because i don't get to skate my local park so much anymore, still getting used to my new living area.

i think one of the keys in the battle against depression is filling each day up to the point where you'll think of a day that happened a week ago and when you realize it was only a week ago you kinda freak out because it seems like two weeks. exercise does as much as they tell you, sitting on slap or reddit or whatever does very little to help your mood. getting outside and moving around is priceless. you're gonna be 80 someday and you'll wish you could still get out there and ollie up a curb but you won't be able to. being young is a gift and dwelling on the negatives all the time is a waste of your valuable, valuable time. enjoy your cartilage dude, go take a slam bombing a hill and get better in two days. it won't last forever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on September 13, 2015, 09:38:55 PM

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I usually have a banana and almonds for lunch

Carb up son! Seriously though, you need to munch on a lot more than that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on September 13, 2015, 09:43:21 PM

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I'm vegetarian, I eat a lot of fruits and vegetables. I usually have a banana and almonds for lunch, and a home made smoothie at some point in the day. I'm actually really healthy. Skating itself never makes me mad, I just fuck around and have fun, it's about the only thing I still enjoy. It's the people around me when I'm skating that causes my problems. Skating by myself blows, but depending on who I'm skating with can be just as bad. That's kind of how everything seems to be, I just can't win. Every choice I make is the wrong one.

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I used to think that too, but last two years I started skating by myself more and more, and it gets more and more fun. I had one of the best sessions in about a month or two today, and I was at the ledge spot we usually skate here, all by myself. I didnt sit down once in about two hours, and went home happy and sore as fuck, but in a good way.

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i try not to take more than a two minute water break when i'm skating. at the end of a session i'll shoot the shit for an hour or whatever, but i keep moving when shit's kickin because i don't get to skate my local park so much anymore, still getting used to my new living area.

i think one of the keys in the battle against depression is filling each day up to the point where you'll think of a day that happened a week ago and when you realize it was only a week ago you kinda freak out because it seems like two weeks. exercise does as much as they tell you, sitting on slap or reddit or whatever does very little to help your mood. getting outside and moving around is priceless. you're gonna be 80 someday and you'll wish you could still get out there and ollie up a curb but you won't be able to. being young is a gift and dwelling on the negatives all the time is a waste of your valuable, valuable time. enjoy your cartilage dude, go take a slam bombing a hill and get better in two days. it won't last forever.

ferarri hallelujah, man!
i'd add variety. doesn't matter exactly what you're doing, just do it a bit different every time. unless it's a fun skate route w/ hits then don't take the same roads to/from same destinations. a bit of exploration during necessary transit. this one is contingent on my moods but talking to people makes ya feel part of the world at large and give ya the hope of meeting a real classy girl or perfect hubba spot or bookstore or whatever neat thing you wanna stumbe onto. fire escapes? i like em, i don't know about other people which sorta makes it a bit of a hassle in finding 'like minded people' but most girls are willing to tag along w/ your goofy ideas when they're first meeting you and trying to impress ya. i don't question your motives girly, i profit offa them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: arthurspooner on September 13, 2015, 10:18:29 PM

i dont know what i want to do for a "career." ive had a bunch of sporadic  ideas, but i have no idea how to get into them. like they seem like things youd need connections for.  im going to community college and i work at kohls. im 22. i took off almost 2 yrs of school because i was going through some stuff. its a bummer seeing all these people graduating from 4 yr schools and im just even further behind. i know i shouldnt feel this way, but sometimes i just feel like a goober because i shouldve been graduating from school this last spring, ideally, like everyone else.   i just feel like im not ever going to amount to anything. im worried im going to have a real bummer of a life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on September 13, 2015, 11:19:27 PM

In all seriousness 22 is nothing and lots of people don't figure out what "career" they want till much much later in life (mature age uni students anyone?). Instead of thinking of your career like a straight road/ path just imagine it as a map with 20 - 30 ways of getting to the same destination (end goal if you will). It's highly unlikely that 10 years down the track you'll be doing exactly what you imagined yourself to be doing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 13, 2015, 11:24:15 PM

yo if i worked at kohls or was even eligible to i'd be like "put me in footwear" and call it a day talking people up about cupsoles/vulcanized soles and shoe construction. don't wanna call it a "career" wow then maybe you should move into "website design" or "quantum mechanics" or "dicks up your ass" bro

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Post by: tobey on September 13, 2015, 11:26:31 PM

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i dont know what i want to do for a "career." ive had a bunch of sporadic  ideas, but i have no idea how to get into them. like they seem like things youd need connections for.  im going to community college and i work at kohls. im 22. i took off almost 2 yrs of school because i was going through some stuff. its a bummer seeing all these people graduating from 4 yr schools and im just even further behind. i know i shouldnt feel this way, but sometimes i just feel like a goober because i shouldve been graduating from school this last spring, ideally, like everyone else.   i just feel like im not ever going to amount to anything. im worried im going to have a real bummer of a life.

I took 3 years off from school cause my anxiety was so bad. I'm almost half way done to a two year degree at community college. I'm 23 so you are beating me

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i dont know what i want to do for a "career." ive had a bunch of sporadic  ideas, but i have no idea how to get into them. like they seem like things youd need connections for.  im going to community college and i work at kohls. im 22. i took off almost 2 yrs of school because i was going through some stuff. its a bummer seeing all these people graduating from 4 yr schools and im just even further behind. i know i shouldnt feel this way, but sometimes i just feel like a goober because i shouldve been graduating from school this last spring, ideally, like everyone else.   i just feel like im not ever going to amount to anything. im worried im going to have a real bummer of a life.

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I took 3 years off from school cause my anxiety was so bad. I'm almost half way done to a two year degree at community college. I'm 23 so you are beating me

what everyone needs to know and get over is that you don't need to compare yourselves with the people you went to high school with. its tough because you were all pretty much even for so many years of your lives and nobody was really any more successful than anyone else. then you when you get to be about 25, people start experiencing their own success and it can be very hard to watch someone you know get a nice job, buy their own house, get married, ect., while you might not be that far along yet. its easy to get jealous or to get down on yourself for not being as far along in "adulthood" as the people you grew up with, but if you're going to judge yourself based on what others are doing, then you're not going to be a happy person. just worry about you and what you need to do to get yourself to where you want to be. don't think that you're blowing it just because your friends have degrees or careers. lifes not a race or a contest to see who can out adult each-other.

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Post by: captainfalcon69 on September 14, 2015, 09:22:22 AM

yo thanks JB, it wasnt directed at me but i needed that too.

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i dont know what i want to do for a "career." ive had a bunch of sporadic  ideas, but i have no idea how to get into them. like they seem like things youd need connections for.  im going to community college and i work at kohls. im 22. i took off almost 2 yrs of school because i was going through some stuff. its a bummer seeing all these people graduating from 4 yr schools and im just even further behind. i know i shouldnt feel this way, but sometimes i just feel like a goober because i shouldve been graduating from school this last spring, ideally, like everyone else.   i just feel like im not ever going to amount to anything. im worried im going to have a real bummer of a life.

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I took 3 years off from school cause my anxiety was so bad. I'm almost half way done to a two year degree at community college. I'm 23 so you are beating me

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what everyone needs to know and get over is that you don't need to compare yourselves with the people you went to high school with. its tough because you were all pretty much even for so many years of your lives and nobody was really any more successful than anyone else. then you when you get to be about 25, people start experiencing their own success and it can be very hard to watch someone you know get a nice job, buy their own house, get married, ect., while you might not be that far along yet. its easy to get jealous or to get down on yourself for not being as far along in "adulthood" as the people you grew up with, but if you're going to judge yourself based on what others are doing, then you're not going to be a happy person. just worry about you and what you need to do to get yourself to where you want to be. don't think that you're blowing it just because your friends have degrees or careers. lifes not a race or a contest to see who can out adult each-other.

Yeah i don't really compare myself to my peers but my mom loves doing that. That's what is awesome about college, you can do it at your own pace

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on September 14, 2015, 09:56:47 AM

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yo thanks JB, it wasnt directed at me but i needed that too.

i still need to remind myself of that all the time. i know i can get a little jealous and insecure when i know people have got it better than i do, but i dont want that shit to make me a bitter or depressed person. i dont have a lot of flashy material things, but i still have enough good things in my life to be happy about. and i never want to be that person whos an arrogant dickhead just because they can afford a bunch of expensive shit, because those people are the fucking worst.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on September 14, 2015, 11:17:59 AM

Came here to say the same JB.

I'm 25 and I work a shitty dead end job. I went to college for something that doesn't pay well and I really couldn't see it as a career in the long run. I'm back in school and doing something completely different. I love it. I was really depressed for awhile living in my situation. School has helped a lot. I'm about to be at extern at a hospital soon. In the end, it was good I waited to see what I enjoyed and it helps that it pays good. I stopped comparing my life with others. I feel a lot better. Do things on your own terms.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: arthurspooner on September 14, 2015, 06:29:22 PM

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i dont know what i want to do for a "career." ive had a bunch of sporadic  ideas, but i have no idea how to get into them. like they seem like things youd need connections for.  im going to community college and i work at kohls. im 22. i took off almost 2 yrs of school because i was going through some stuff. its a bummer seeing all these people graduating from 4 yr schools and im just even further behind. i know i shouldnt feel this way, but sometimes i just feel like a goober because i shouldve been graduating from school this last spring, ideally, like everyone else.   i just feel like im not ever going to amount to anything. im worried im going to have a real bummer of a life.

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I took 3 years off from school cause my anxiety was so bad. I'm almost half way done to a two year degree at community college. I'm 23 so you are beating me

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what everyone needs to know and get over is that you don't need to compare yourselves with the people you went to high school with. its tough because you were all pretty much even for so many years of your lives and nobody was really any more successful than anyone else. then you when you get to be about 25, people start experiencing their own success and it can be very hard to watch someone you know get a nice job, buy their own house, get married, ect., while you might not be that far along yet. its easy to get jealous or to get down on yourself for not being as far along in "adulthood" as the people you grew up with, but if you're going to judge yourself based on what others are doing, then you're not going to be a happy person. just worry about you and what you need to do to get yourself to where you want to be. don't think that you're blowing it just because your friends have degrees or careers. lifes not a race or a contest to see who can out adult each-other.

Thanks man. Youre right and for the most part i say these same things to myself all the time. i guess sometimes i let it get the best of me. thanks for the kind words guys.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on September 15, 2015, 08:21:28 AM

Real Confession: I gotta get drunk before the day begins, before my mother starts bitchin' about my friends.

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Post by: perverted super otaku! on September 15, 2015, 09:40:15 AM

Quote from: Rusty_Berrings on September 15, 2015, 08:21:28 AM

Real Confession: I gotta get drunk before the day begins, before my mother starts bitchin' about my friends.

like 5am?

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Post by: JB on September 15, 2015, 11:30:33 AM

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Real Confession: I gotta get drunk before the day begins, before my mother starts bitchin' about my friends.

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like 5am?

about noon

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on September 15, 2015, 05:22:34 PM

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Real Confession: I gotta get drunk before the day begins, before my mother starts bitchin' about my friends.

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like 5am?

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about noon

I just had this epiphany that I needed to be in compton

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rusty_Berrings on October 18, 2015, 02:51:12 AM

I have a mohawk and a face tattoo and plant to keep my hair like this until I'm real old. Yes, I'll be drunk/a mess with a mohawk well into my 50's riding my skateboard, probably with magnetic fucking USA made parts, down the fucking hill.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on November 10, 2015, 09:19:03 PM

I'm watching the Tim Allen show "Last man standing"........ i kind of like it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pussy popper,pot smoker on November 10, 2015, 09:21:55 PM

Quote from: tobey on November 10, 2015, 09:19:03 PM

I'm watching the Tim Allen show "Last man standing"........ i kind of like it

now that's just fucked up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on November 10, 2015, 11:25:27 PM

I have a minor crush on my friend's girlfriend 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: franquietits on November 12, 2015, 02:03:07 PM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on November 10, 2015, 11:25:27 PM

I have a minor crush on my friend's girlfriend 

It happens!
just don't lose your friend or get caught up in a love triangle! Might not be worth it.

I crushed on someone who had a really polarizing personality once & who had couple people I knew feeling the same way about her (she also was a friends ex), until I realized I just bought into her shit too much (everything from the way she dressed/acted, all her stories/life experiences she'd win people over with). I realized she wasn't as great as she portrayed herself to be & while being seemingly endearing/caring, she ended up being someone who'd only look out after herself more than care about her friendships. 

     

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jake From State Farm on November 12, 2015, 09:07:18 PM

While on the topic of crushes, I have a super big crush on one of my coworkers. She's very cute, has a good attitude/personality, and is just my type. However, I've been in a relationship for four and a half years and things have been a bit rocky with that lately. I have never wanted to cheat or get into dating coworkers, but this is an odd situation that has really piqued my interest. Going to play it by ear and see what happens.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on November 12, 2015, 09:56:30 PM

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I have a minor crush on my friend's girlfriend  

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It happens!
just don't lose your friend or get caught up in a love triangle! Might not be worth it.

I crushed on someone who had a really polarizing personality once & who had couple people I knew feeling the same way about her (she also was a friends ex), until I realized I just bought into her shit too much (everything from the way she dressed/acted, all her stories/life experiences she'd win people over with). I realized she wasn't as great as she portrayed herself to be & while being seemingly endearing/caring, she ended up being someone who'd only look out after herself more than care about her friendships.  

      

I hear you man it's tough I'm always hanging with both of them, and I guess it's just how easy she is to talk to & that she has a similar sense of humor and interests as me, I can see why my buddy is into her, I know there's no chance in hell of anything happening between us, I've known my friend for way too long he's like a brother to me, can't let a little crush fuck it up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Justis on November 13, 2015, 12:42:52 PM

After having the seemingly greatest sex of my life so far old girl told me she really dug me, couple months later and that shit never panned out how i wanted, think I was more stoked on the thought of it then what it really wouldve been. the day after we fucked she told me she had a boyfriend. even though i thought there was a real connection , I didnt want her to throw her relationship away just because I can lay good pipe. We talked for a while after that but theyre still together. On top of her being my friends ex and living like an hour a way I've finally given up on the whole situation and to be honest it feels so good.
Tldr A succubus tried to take my skate energy 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: franquietits on November 23, 2015, 10:10:58 PM

I'm a bit of a hopeless romantic (always have been). Was feeling shitty, so I looked up one of my old last "true" crushes from a long time ago (partly I was curious & just wanted to remember) & found out she no longer lives in the area. She relocated to Quebec for some type of writing position for a production company. I'm a bit selfish about it & it kind of broke my heart. I regret never trying to strike-up more of a friendship with her (to the extent of hanging out and knowing each other deeper). I was way too shy to even dare to, during that window of time I met her (even though it would have been worth it).

Its just that it was one of those rare cases where you meet someone and they just feel like a kindred spirit. Almost an instant kind of familiarity, where everything that the person says/does or seems to think, just clicks with you on a level never before experienced from others. I didn't make myself like her at all, nor did I get swept up in her image or anything superficial, like I have with others before.
   
I feel lame admitting all this, cause its common consciousness to take risks and not let opportunities slip through your fingers, especially with love. It just feels like my loss & although I've let go of it through time, that weight hasn't really hit me until now, cause the hope of maybe meeting her again (or making attempts) is lessened now.
Damn, lesson learned! :(     

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on December 13, 2015, 06:30:45 AM

I think the way american's call exams "finals" and university "college" sounds reeeeeaally stupid.

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Post by: perverted super otaku! on December 19, 2015, 12:08:07 PM

I think its fuckin stupid how star wars in trendy now, sexy girls actin like they like it for faux nerd cred, when historically it has been a realm dominated by nerds and stoner/shroom bwoys or nerdy shroomed out stoners. Maybe I'm just old fashioned

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Post by: Tufty on December 20, 2015, 06:40:26 PM

This faux nerd shit is very popular  and lame. Its not only limited in star wars. Super hero movies too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on December 20, 2015, 08:22:36 PM

SWEET, my ex texted me literally when i was on the way to an AA meeting. Seriously 8 texts right off the fucking bat saying she is in the hospital thinking about me and how she treated me, she also said not to worry about her. What the fuck? I haven't been worrying about you at all so why the fuck would you text me that you are in the hospital? Told her im going to a meeting and if she wants to talk later she can text me. She fucking asked if we could talk on the phone. We talked for about like an hour, also was texting other girls from tinder at the time so i don't even know what she was saying. FUCK, why do i have to be nice? Why can't i just say bye? It's not like we even dated for long, i wasn't even in love with her but for some reason i still don't know how to be a dick.


EDIT: update- just sent one of the girls from tinder a dic pic. I feel better now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on December 21, 2015, 12:10:57 AM

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Real Conf.: Sometimes I get ina suit and tie and take my laptop to public places and pretend like I'm doing important business even though I collect disability money and drink all day.

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i love you.

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Fuck. I never fully appreciated you and now you're gone, Rusty.

One of us.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gnatpant on December 21, 2015, 12:57:43 PM

I feel like I might break under the pressure of being the person to make all of the money in the household to pay mortgage,bills,groceries,gas everything and my wife won't get/keep a job. Also I don't like to have sex with her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on December 21, 2015, 01:05:20 PM

Quote from: Gnatpant on December 21, 2015, 12:57:43 PM

I feel like I might break under the pressure of being the person to make all of the money in the household to pay mortgage,bills,groceries,gas everything and my wife won't get/keep a job. Also I don't like to have sex with her.

might be time to tell her how you feel. im sure it wont be easy you shouldnt have to go on being unhappy forever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gnatpant on December 21, 2015, 01:08:15 PM

Might be, she said she would get a job after the holiday season so we'll see
I'm just hesitant to say anything because it will just turn into a shot storm. It makes me feel a lot better to finally type it out though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ducky darnsworth on December 21, 2015, 01:37:26 PM

real confession right here: i wear headphones at the skatepark

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Willie on December 23, 2015, 08:18:14 PM

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Real Conf.: Sometimes I get ina suit and tie and take my laptop to public places and pretend like I'm doing important business even though I collect disability money and drink all day.

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i love you.

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Fuck. I never fully appreciated you and now you're gone, Rusty.

One of us.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on December 23, 2015, 09:07:18 PM

Quote from: Gnatpant on December 21, 2015, 12:57:43 PM

I feel like I might break under the pressure of being the person to make all of the money in the household to pay mortgage,bills,groceries,gas everything and my wife won't get/keep a job. Also I don't like to have sex with her.

Well I don't see you having many options for the first dilemma here (bar divorcing her/ forcing her to be the breadwinner). Are your kids in school or are they still young? My wife isn't working at the moment but she looks after everything at home which imho is probably harder than what I do for a job. As for the 2nd part of your problem ... well damn, I don't know what to say :'( I mean you obviously *used* to like having said with her otherwise you (presumably?) wouldn't have had kids with her no?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on December 24, 2015, 05:11:47 PM

I spent 30 bucks at an art-supply store that I frequent just to talk to the goth girl at the register that I have a huge crush on only to notice a wedding ring on her finger.


I'm probably gay.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on December 25, 2015, 04:08:31 PM

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Real Conf.: Sometimes I get ina suit and tie and take my laptop to public places and pretend like I'm doing important business even though I collect disability money and drink all day.

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i want to bump that

and confess that i am registered here since 2012 and only post when i'm drunk.
rip rusty.
i've seen you rise and shine. it was inspiring and amazing. all the best over there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jake From State Farm on December 26, 2015, 11:19:15 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on December 24, 2015, 05:11:47 PM

I spent 30 bucks at an art-supply store that I frequent just to talk to the goth girl at the register that I have a huge crush on only to notice a wedding ring on her finger.


I'm probably gay.

Me too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on December 27, 2015, 08:25:55 AM

Quote from: tobey on December 20, 2015, 08:22:36 PM

SWEET, my ex texted me literally when i was on the way to an AA meeting.

That's chill you went to a meeting.

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on December 13, 2015, 06:30:45 AM

I think the way american's call exams "finals" and university "college" sounds reeeeeaally stupid.

Exams happen all the time, finals are just the final exams at the end of the term. Makes sense to me. I think calling college "university" in the U.S. sounds pretentious but for some reason it flies in Canada and elsewhere. I picked up calling my teachers "sir" and "miss" when I did a year of high school in Montreal and when I came back to the States I sounded ridiculous compared to everyone else.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on December 27, 2015, 08:33:25 AM

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SWEET, my ex texted me literally when i was on the way to an AA meeting.

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That's chill you went to a meeting.

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I think the way american's call exams "finals" and university "college" sounds reeeeeaally stupid.

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Exams happen all the time, finals are just the final exams at the end of the term. Makes sense to me. I think calling college "university" in the U.S. sounds pretentious but for some reason it flies in Canada and elsewhere. I picked up calling my teachers "sir" and "miss" when I did a year of high school in Montreal and when I came back to the States I sounded ridiculous compared to everyone else.

But the thing I find weird is that the schools themselves are called "University" eg. Harvard University, and there are also institutions that are called "college" eg. "Flemming College" (we have them too) which are not universities and we never use the terms interchangably, do you guys call colleges, college too?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on December 27, 2015, 09:17:37 AM

On Christmas eve I grabbed a beer and hopped on my bike to go pick up some quesadillas.  Local mexican place was closed so I cruised downtown to ride up the parking garage and enjoy the sights and weather for a minute.  There is usually a homeless person posted up by the 4th floor elevator, and there was even though it was only 9 oclock.  On my way back down I stopped and opened the door and said "Hi, you want a beer"?  Figured I was on my way home and he may appreciate it more than me.  He just said no thanks, so I told him to take it easy.  I felt rejected.   Maybe he was an alcoholic, and made a good decision.

So, there was my 30 seconds of having the christmas spirit this year.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: handsclapanin on December 31, 2015, 01:21:34 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on December 24, 2015, 05:11:47 PM

I spent 30 bucks at an art-supply store that I frequent just to talk to the goth girl at the register that I have a huge crush on only to notice a wedding ring on her finger.


I'm probably gay.

Me and the wife have been together almost 18 years now. But when we first met, she wore a wedding ring. Even though she wasn't married. Said she wore it so guys wouldn't bother her.
So, you never know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on December 31, 2015, 04:34:21 PM

My NYE has gone from pre-drinking to a weird introspective and reflective mindset, probably just fuck around on slap and watch Ghost in the Shell instead of going out drinking and I'm cool with that

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Post by: Brandon on January 01, 2016, 12:20:11 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on December 31, 2015, 04:34:21 PM

My NYE has gone from pre-drinking to a weird introspective and reflective mindset, probably just fuck around on slap and watch Ghost in the Shell instead of going out drinking and I'm cool with that

i relate. NYE always puts me in a weird mood.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monkey_Mcpott on January 01, 2016, 12:43:51 PM

2015 was probably one of the best years of my life. Literally filled with nothing but good, positive, and amazing things. I'm hoping 2016 has the same outcome.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on January 03, 2016, 04:02:32 PM

I told a long-time friend about my existence on the SLAP boards just now and I'm using this comment as evidence to screenshot and also that I'm kinda jealous of the new guy she's been talking to.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on January 03, 2016, 05:23:15 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on January 03, 2016, 04:02:32 PM

I told a long-time friend about my existence on the SLAP boards just now and I'm using this comment as evidence to screenshot and also that I'm kinda jealous of the new guy she's been talking to.

You better not leave your rep out! Seriously if she sees your rep its game over for the other dude

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 06, 2016, 06:09:18 AM

Quote from: drunk on January 06, 2016, 04:11:51 AM

i broke both of a kid's rib cages

backstory?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 06, 2016, 12:40:54 PM

I dont know if Im a little bitch, have OCD/OCPD or just tidy.

I try not to think about filth, bacteria and downplay my routines/habits. Then every third day or so I wake up, shut my alarm clock off and see the tiny particles of dust on the nightstand and the whole day is just fucking ruined. Naturally, all sort of other shit induces severe anxiety. Was about to start CBT tomorrow, but canceled it due to a seminar in school. Not sure if I will call the therapist to re-schedule.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Andrew on January 06, 2016, 06:51:06 PM

Quote from: Jake From State Farm on November 12, 2015, 09:07:18 PM

While on the topic of crushes, I have a super big crush on one of my coworkers. She's very cute, has a good attitude/personality, and is just my type. However, I've been in a relationship for four and a half years and things have been a bit rocky with that lately. I have never wanted to cheat or get into dating coworkers, but this is an odd situation that has really piqued my interest. Going to play it by ear and see what happens.

talk it out with the girl you're with at the moment. four and a half years is a long time and seems like the sort of thing that deserves some kind of respectful send off/ending. obviously don't tell her about this girl but bring up the things that have been bothering you about the relationship. if it seems like they are things that can't be fixed/not worth it, then break up as peacefully as possible and then go for the girl you work with. ive never dated someone ive worked with but ive seen it work out and its worth a shot. just break up with your current gf before you try anythin ya know

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChuckRamone on January 07, 2016, 07:56:48 AM

I'm turning into a really grumpy old man. I hate everyone and everything, including myself. "Getting out more" won't help either. I skate every single day the streets are dry. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe it's my job situation.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on January 07, 2016, 05:18:18 PM

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I'm turning into a really grumpy old man. I hate everyone and everything, including myself. "Getting out more" won't help either. I skate every single day the streets are dry. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe it's my job situation.

 Same here... I hate everyone because they keep killing the kid inside them. I get that we have to pay bills and this is a bore, but cant we have fun when we dont do that? I hate myself sometimes when I get influenced by this negativity.

 I also got a face to face interview with a supercompany in my field and I am a little bit nervous. I have to plan how to hide the fact that I hate corporations to get the job. The whole interview thing is so fake and non-sense I wanna punch every person involved in this mess.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on January 10, 2016, 09:00:04 AM

Holy shit, this rain is pissing me off, want to skate so fucking bad, fuck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on January 12, 2016, 12:08:08 AM

I go to the movies by myself

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 12, 2016, 07:57:52 AM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on January 12, 2016, 12:08:08 AM

I go to the movies by myself

No shame in that! And did not call the shrink.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monty Burns on January 13, 2016, 03:29:37 PM

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I'm turning into a really grumpy old man. I hate everyone and everything, including myself. "Getting out more" won't help either. I skate every single day the streets are dry. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe it's my job situation.

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 Same here... I hate everyone because they keep killing the kid inside them. I get that we have to pay bills and this is a bore, but cant we have fun when we dont do that? I hate myself sometimes when I get influenced by this negativity.

 I also got a face to face interview with a supercompany in my field and I am a little bit nervous. I have to plan how to hide the fact that I hate corporations to get the job. The whole interview thing is so fake and non-sense I wanna punch every person involved in this mess.

Oh wow you might be one of the worst human beings Ive ever seen . You go on and on how the " west" and USA is ruining the world and how corporations are the scum of the earth and then you decide to join a corporation and the west . The same people you believe to be the evil of the world and who you compare to modern slavery

I mean you hate my political views and how I think and live my life . But you would never see me go join the politicians or the ideas and people I hate on

You  are a hypocrite and sell out . This makes you worse then the people you are hating on .  How do you live with yourself ? how do you sleep at night ?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 14, 2016, 01:52:46 AM

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I'm turning into a really grumpy old man. I hate everyone and everything, including myself. "Getting out more" won't help either. I skate every single day the streets are dry. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe it's my job situation.

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 Same here... I hate everyone because they keep killing the kid inside them. I get that we have to pay bills and this is a bore, but cant we have fun when we dont do that? I hate myself sometimes when I get influenced by this negativity.

 I also got a face to face interview with a supercompany in my field and I am a little bit nervous. I have to plan how to hide the fact that I hate corporations to get the job. The whole interview thing is so fake and non-sense I wanna punch every person involved in this mess.

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Oh wow you might be one of the worst human beings Ive ever seen . You go on and on how the " west" and USA is ruining the world and how corporations are the scum of the earth and then you decide to join a corporation and the west . The same people you believe to be the evil of the world and who you compare to modern slavery

I mean you hate my political views and how I think and live my life . But you would never see me go join the politicians or the ideas and people I hate on

You  are a hypocrite and sell out . This makes you worse then the people you are hating on .  How do you live with yourself ? how do you sleep at night ?

Wow!

Montys personal opinions aside, I totally agree with this post. I read this shit all the time about corporate hate. People dont realise that pretty much all " evil corporations" started with some poor guy who worked his fucking ass off to build something. All this hate and propaganda about Gates, Buffett and many others ignores the fact that those guys still work 60+ hours a week.

But then I realise that people who bitch and moan probably posted that comment from their latest iPhone they purchased on monthly payments. Yeah, stick it to the man! Funny thing is, people who actually want to have fun and keep that kid alive generally cant post this kind of nonsense because they are fighting ebola in West Africa or just sold all their possessions and are meditating in Nepal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on January 14, 2016, 10:49:22 AM

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I'm turning into a really grumpy old man. I hate everyone and everything, including myself. "Getting out more" won't help either. I skate every single day the streets are dry. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe it's my job situation.

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 Same here... I hate everyone because they keep killing the kid inside them. I get that we have to pay bills and this is a bore, but cant we have fun when we dont do that? I hate myself sometimes when I get influenced by this negativity.

 I also got a face to face interview with a supercompany in my field and I am a little bit nervous. I have to plan how to hide the fact that I hate corporations to get the job. The whole interview thing is so fake and non-sense I wanna punch every person involved in this mess.

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Oh wow you might be one of the worst human beings Ive ever seen . You go on and on how the " west" and USA is ruining the world and how corporations are the scum of the earth and then you decide to join a corporation and the west . The same people you believe to be the evil of the world and who you compare to modern slavery

I mean you hate my political views and how I think and live my life . But you would never see me go join the politicians or the ideas and people I hate on

You  are a hypocrite and sell out . This makes you worse then the people you are hating on .  How do you live with yourself ? how do you sleep at night ?

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Wow!

Montys personal opinions aside, I totally agree with this post. I read this shit all the time about corporate hate. People dont realise that pretty much all " evil corporations" started with some poor guy who worked his fucking ass off to build something. All this hate and propaganda about Gates, Buffett and many others ignores the fact that those guys still work 60+ hours a week.

But then I realise that people who bitch and moan probably posted that comment from their latest iPhone they purchased on monthly payments. Yeah, stick it to the man! Funny thing is, people who actually want to have fun and keep that kid alive generally cant post this kind of nonsense because they are fighting ebola in West Africa or just sold all their possessions and are meditating in Nepal.

Tufty is a sellout crybaby holier than thou ass swipe. If he ends up with money he'd be the worst kind of champagne socialist.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on January 14, 2016, 10:56:08 AM

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I'm turning into a really grumpy old man. I hate everyone and everything, including myself. "Getting out more" won't help either. I skate every single day the streets are dry. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe it's my job situation.

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 Same here... I hate everyone because they keep killing the kid inside them. I get that we have to pay bills and this is a bore, but cant we have fun when we dont do that? I hate myself sometimes when I get influenced by this negativity.

 I also got a face to face interview with a supercompany in my field and I am a little bit nervous. I have to plan how to hide the fact that I hate corporations to get the job. The whole interview thing is so fake and non-sense I wanna punch every person involved in this mess.

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Oh wow you might be one of the worst human beings Ive ever seen . You go on and on how the " west" and USA is ruining the world and how corporations are the scum of the earth and then you decide to join a corporation and the west . The same people you believe to be the evil of the world and who you compare to modern slavery

I mean you hate my political views and how I think and live my life . But you would never see me go join the politicians or the ideas and people I hate on

You� are a hypocrite and sell out . This makes you worse then the people you are hating on .� How do you live with yourself ? how do you sleep at night ?

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Wow!

Montys personal opinions aside, I totally agree with this post. I read this shit all the time about corporate hate. People dont realise that pretty much all " evil corporations" started with some poor guy who worked his fucking ass off to build something. All this hate and propaganda about Gates, Buffett and many others ignores the fact that those guys still work 60+ hours a week.

But then I realise that people who bitch and moan probably posted that comment from their latest iPhone they purchased on monthly payments. Yeah, stick it to the man! Funny thing is, people who actually want to have fun and keep that kid alive generally cant post this kind of nonsense because they are fighting ebola in West Africa or just sold all their possessions and are meditating in Nepal.

 That's a frequent bullshit argument. I get it all the time but I attribute it to the gap of knowledge about how the world works and what marxist thinking is.

 First of all I am a hardware egineer, something that Ι tried to do in small local start ups and its not working out I assure you and is corpo wannabe as well.

Secondly, a man got to eat. If I had too much money I would do my own lab and practice my profession as hobby. I am a part of corporate world even if I flip burgers in McDonalds or run my own bullshit buisiness. In the latter you cant succeed if you dont fall into corpo bullshit practice.

Third I know that many pro capitalists would enjoy to have all communists living in the forests like savages which is the only way to escape capitalism. Guess what, we are part of the society too and we are gonna live here and you have to put up with it.

Fourth communist strategy is to have communists on all professions and large companies so in case of revolution there will be people to assist the revolution inside these companies. Even after revolution communists inside corporations will be trustworthy people with expertise on large  scale buisinesses and scientific knowledge that those companies hold. Lenin also wrote on his book "Imperialism, The Highest Stage of Capitalism" that as corporations grow huge they resemble better at socialized buisiness with the only difference that the profit goes only to investors and not the society and are more easily turned into buisinesses that assist socialism.

 Of course there is a possibility that money can corrupt your thinking, will see how it goes, if it goes...

PS that would be a funny cover letter.  ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 14, 2016, 11:42:10 AM

I dont want to derail this thread (probably already done by others), I just want to know; what do you people suggest as an alternative to capitalism? Anarcho-syndicalism, marxism, some other xxxism?

I dont even mind giving 32% of my income to the state (assuming it is somewhat efficient), was born in Leningrad and know what rapid political changes can do to people. I know for a fact that both systems are sub-optimal, but what is the alternative?

Back to the topic; my penis is not very large. There.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on January 14, 2016, 03:08:58 PM

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I go to the movies by myself

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No shame in that! And did not call the shrink.

I only go to the movies by myself. I don't pay $18 to sit in a dark room and stare at a huge screen because I want to talk to someone. My wife can come if she wants, but she knows there's no talking allowed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on January 14, 2016, 04:14:47 PM

My best friend of 15 years is doing this Landmark forum shit and it killing me. It's honestly fucking our friendship up.

It's all he talks about 24/7.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on January 15, 2016, 03:16:23 AM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on January 14, 2016, 04:14:47 PM

My best friend of 15 years is doing this Landmark forum shit and it killing me. It's honestly fucking our friendship up.

It's all he talks about 24/7.

Never heard of it, what is it?

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Post by: iKobrakai on January 15, 2016, 05:53:45 AM

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I go to the movies by myself

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No shame in that! And did not call the shrink.

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I only go to the movies by myself. I don't pay $18 to sit in a dark room and stare at a huge screen because I want to talk to someone. My wife can come if she wants, but she knows there's no talking allowed.

Holy shit, dude! Can I please be your friend?

How to watch a movie in a theater. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9BDi3rkBV7s#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: happenstance on January 15, 2016, 10:36:12 AM

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My best friend of 15 years is doing this Landmark forum shit and it killing me. It's honestly fucking our friendship up.

It's all he talks about 24/7.

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Never heard of it, what is it?

It's like Scientology, but without the Space Opera shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on January 15, 2016, 12:02:19 PM

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My best friend of 15 years is doing this Landmark forum shit and it killing me. It's honestly fucking our friendship up.

It's all he talks about 24/7.

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Never heard of it, what is it?

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It's like Scientology, but without the Space Opera shit.

LAME! What's the point then?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on January 21, 2016, 05:03:19 PM

Today my urine smelled exactly like this, and I haven't eaten it in years.
(http://www.mrbreakfast.com/ucp/366_8971_ucp.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses* on January 21, 2016, 07:33:21 PM

I'm a hip and happening 20 year old boy but I really don't get how so many people enjoy Lil B's music. With most music even if I think it's bad I feel like I can step outside of myself and at least understand how someone can like it but with him I just really can't. I like a lot of music that isn't "good" but his music is really unlistenable to me. I'd still rather listen to it than hopsin or tech n9ne or sum shit like that tho.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on January 21, 2016, 09:37:46 PM

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I go to the movies by myself

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No shame in that! And did not call the shrink.

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I only go to the movies by myself. I don't pay $18 to sit in a dark room and stare at a huge screen because I want to talk to someone. My wife can come if she wants, but she knows there's no talking allowed.

Shit for brains convinced me that for now on im going to the movies alone. Watching Triple 9 when it comes out and i feel like this will be the most fun i will ever have going to the movies

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Post by: Silky Johnson on January 22, 2016, 02:33:15 PM

^ I started going because every time I would go with my friends they would want to see some terrible horror or cheesy Adam Sandler esque  comedy, so one day I said fuck it and went by my lonesome, it's honestly the best way to see a movie especially if you go before noon to get the discounted tickets. the theater I go to is only filled with senior citizens at that time so they're really quiet and polite during the movies. I sometimes get pity stares but fuck it man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on January 22, 2016, 02:44:41 PM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on January 22, 2016, 02:33:15 PM

^ I started going because every time I would go with my friends they would want to see some terrible horror or cheesy Adam Sandler esque  comedy, so one day I said fuck it and went by my lonesome, it's honestly the best way to see a movie especially if you go before noon to get the discounted tickets. the theater I go to is only filled with senior citizens at that time so they're really quiet and polite during the movies. I sometimes get pity stares but fuck it man.

play your cards right and turn pity stares into pity sex.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on January 22, 2016, 03:15:15 PM

Is pity sex a real thing? or just what girls say as an excuse when they are ashamed that they wanted to sleep with a complete loser/idiot, I'm inclined to think the latter

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Brandon on January 22, 2016, 04:53:16 PM

i've never understood the stigma around solo movie-going, i think it's relaxing. makes for more immersive viewing, too. fuck, i spent my 21st birthday alone watching the boy in the striped pajamas in a mostly empty theater. strength in solitude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on January 22, 2016, 05:05:04 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on January 22, 2016, 03:15:15 PM

Is pity sex a real thing? or just what girls say as an excuse when they are ashamed that they wanted to sleep with a complete loser/idiot, I'm inclined to think the latter

75% of bastards [kids w/ no dad] are the result of pity sex. it's real and it's prevalent in our country today.
crack babies on the other hand, that is an urban legend. taking cocaine while pregnant is no worse than smoking butts but alcohol makes for some deformed ass children.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: snowman600 on January 22, 2016, 05:34:54 PM

Quote from: BraveUlysses* on January 21, 2016, 07:33:21 PM

I'm a hip and happening 20 year old boy but I really don't get how so many people enjoy Lil B's music. With most music even if I think it's bad I feel like I can step outside of myself and at least understand how someone can like it but with him I just really can't. I like a lot of music that isn't "good" but his music is really unlistenable to me. I'd still rather listen to it than hopsin or tech n9ne or sum shit like that tho.

I'm into his music but I'm not sure that it's purely for the sonic qualities--his personality plays a huge role. I love when a rapper is THAT confident, weird, and comical. also, his flow is so garbage it's good. Pink Flame and Goldhouse are faves.  I mean, look at this fucking cover art!
(http://www.audiocastle.is/uploads/mixtapes/Lil_B___Pink_Flame_389_389.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses* on January 22, 2016, 07:42:41 PM

Makes sense. I still get the feeling a lot of people act like they enjoy Lil B way more than they actually do. There's been too many times where I'm the only person in the room who isn't crazy about him or his music.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 22, 2016, 11:54:04 PM

I pretty much only go to the movies alone. But that's mostly because no one is down to go with me anyway.

As far as Lil' B is concerned, insincerely liking things is not a new concept. That dude is garbage and everyone knows it. What I can't stand is when there are insincere fans that are into a thing because the novelty of it. There's a band out of San Diego, I won't mention them by name because I could be totally off base, that is seriously not good but have garnered a huge fan base because of who they are and the type of music they play. They draw big crowds at their shows. It's almost as if it's an inside joke to half the fans and the rest just have bad taste. The only reason it bothers me is because it seems to be at the expense of the artists and they don't deserve that. Not like Lil' B who I personally hope all the bad things in life happen to. I know it's ridiculous for me to feel bad though. I mean people could be laughing at them (probably not) but the band is laughing all the way to the bank.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Kickflop on January 23, 2016, 01:55:43 AM

Quote from: BraveUlysses* on January 22, 2016, 07:42:41 PM

Makes sense. I still get the feeling a lot of people act like they enjoy Lil B way more than they actually do. There's been too many times where I'm the only person in the room who isn't crazy about him or his music.

I agree 100%, but I do genuinely like how he's doing his thing. This is also the exact same way I feel about Ariel Pink.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChuckRamone on January 23, 2016, 07:58:00 AM

Quote from: BraveUlysses* on January 22, 2016, 07:42:41 PM

Makes sense. I still get the feeling a lot of people act like they enjoy Lil B way more than they actually do. There's been too many times where I'm the only person in the room who isn't crazy about him or his music.

He's kinda continuing the tradition of people like Blowfly, Kool Keith, Flava Flav, Ol' Dirty, etc. Except he's probably got the worst flow out of all of them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on January 23, 2016, 12:04:52 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 22, 2016, 11:54:04 PM

I pretty much only go to the movies alone. But that's mostly because no one is down to go with me anyway.

As far as Lil' B is concerned, insincerely liking things is not a new concept. That dude is garbage and everyone knows it. What I can't stand is when there are insincere fans that are into a thing because the novelty of it. There's a band out of San Diego, I won't mention them by name because I could be totally off base, that is seriously not good but have garnered a huge fan base because of who they are and the type of music they play. They draw big crowds at their shows. It's almost as if it's an inside joke to half the fans and the rest just have bad taste. The only reason it bothers me is because it seems to be at the expense of the artists and they don't deserve that. Not like Lil' B who I personally hope all the bad things in life happen to. I know it's ridiculous for me to feel bad though. I mean people could be laughing at them (probably not) but the band is laughing all the way to the bank.

Are you referring to PRAYERS? Cause this Cholo-Goth movement out of there was something I found appealing in it's initial inception but later on realized I was on a serious coke-binge all weekend which made anything sound appealing. Now, I don't know why I like it but I kinda do and kinda fucking hate it.


I'm at that age where I'm beginning to mentally validate why I'm friends with the people I'm friends with. I wonder if it's out of sheer convenience or if they're genuine friendships. I then feel bad because it's kind of a shitty thing to do. It's probably just insecurities or something. Anyone else ever feel this way?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jake From State Farm on January 26, 2016, 08:58:54 PM

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Makes sense. I still get the feeling a lot of people act like they enjoy Lil B way more than they actually do. There's been too many times where I'm the only person in the room who isn't crazy about him or his music.

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He's kinda continuing the tradition of people like Blowfly, Kool Keith, Flava Flav, Ol' Dirty, etc. Except he's probably got the worst flow out of all of them.

Kool Keith and all his alter egos are the greatest.


Serious talk: I'm almost 5 years deep on a relationship and ready to call it quits. We have some nice days, but we both know there's problems and things are much more difficult than they used to be. I don't even feel very comfortable communicating with her anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on January 28, 2016, 01:37:45 PM

Quote from: BraveUlysses* on January 21, 2016, 07:33:21 PM

I'm a hip and happening 20 year old boy but I really don't get how so many people enjoy Lil B's music. With most music even if I think it's bad I feel like I can step outside of myself and at least understand how someone can like it but with him I just really can't. I like a lot of music that isn't "good" but his music is really unlistenable to me. I'd still rather listen to it than hopsin or tech n9ne or sum shit like that tho.

I don't even know who Lil'B is, real talk, I'm old for real. What I'm most surprised about is that Brave Ulysses is at 5 posts? What the fuck man, did you focus? You were always one of my favourite posters and I didn't notice you were gone.

Kool Keith is amazing and a friend of mine promoted one of his tours an told me some weird stories about him. Apparently he had some requests on tour like going to "the best toy store" so he could play with Hot Wheels cars but not purchase them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on January 28, 2016, 03:05:15 PM

lil B is fucking rad. I'm God is one of the best tracks ever.  Tapes like I'm Thraxx, 6 Kiss, the Red Flame joints...

And Keith is one of the all time greats. Spank Master is definitely my favourite. And The KHM album with Marc Live and Jasper is criminally slept on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Level 60 Dwarf Paladin on January 28, 2016, 05:45:19 PM

I saw Kool Keith around the time Black Elvis came out. We were waiting outside the club in Santa Cruz, not the catalyst, different one I can't remember the name of. Anyway, Keith comes up the street pushing a shopping cart full of Capri Suns. During the show he was tossing snack bags full of chicken wings and Capri Suns in to crowd. People were psyched.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Baron Samedi on January 29, 2016, 01:26:43 AM

Quote from: Level 60 Dwarf Paladin on January 28, 2016, 05:45:19 PM

I saw Kool Keith around the time Black Elvis came out. We were waiting outside the club in Santa Cruz, not the catalyst, different one I can't remember the name of. Anyway, Keith comes up the street pushing a shopping cart full of Capri Suns. During the show he was tossing snack bags full of chicken wings and Capri Suns in to crowd. People were psyched.

probably either the rio, civic auditorium or moe's alley if i had to guess

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 31, 2016, 02:18:51 PM

Had to post pone skate sesh yesterday and today because I cut my right nut man-scaping  :'(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on January 31, 2016, 02:59:07 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on January 31, 2016, 02:18:51 PM

Had to post pone skate sesh yesterday and today because I cut my right nut man-scaping  :'(

Shit man gotA be careful with your jewels, my scrotum is strictly scissor only nothing battery powered is going near my shit.

Edit: almost forget my confession, since cutting back on drinking I have lost contact with pretty much all my friends, the only text message I have gotten in the past couple of weeks have been from my manager from work and my mother, at least I have extra spending money from having no social life though. :|

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jake From State Farm on February 03, 2016, 04:43:11 PM

My horoscope is so fucking spot on this week. I don't read those things too often but with everything in my personal life and work life going on, hearing what I want to hear is legitimately scary.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on February 05, 2016, 04:59:13 PM

I've been into this one dude for a 1.5 years now, but I'm becoming bored... Any sense of novelty is gone. That might just be because I'm going on a date with a PhD candidate tomorrow, and a couple on Sunday. I can't see myself ever being with just one person.

Lil B: He's so fucking full of energy and is definitely unique in how he approaches music and hip-hop. I have yet to find another musician make me laugh as hard as him. However, I can only take two songs in a row at most.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 7 year old on February 05, 2016, 05:34:41 PM

to me, it sounds like you dont really love your partner.
just throwing it out there, never been in a relationship that long with someone so i have no point of reference.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on February 06, 2016, 10:08:47 AM

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Had to post pone skate sesh yesterday and today because I cut my right nut man-scaping  :'(

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Shit man gotA be careful with your jewels, my scrotum is strictly scissor only nothing battery powered is going near my shit.

Edit: almost forget my confession, since cutting back on drinking I have lost contact with pretty much all my friends, the only text message I have gotten in the past couple of weeks have been from my manager from work and my mother, at least I have extra spending money from having no social life though. :|

Yeah, I cut my ballsack once while shaving as well, the scar was there for years. Bleading in penile area is pretty intense.

Silky, I dont want to preach, but are you sure those were your friends to begin with?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on February 06, 2016, 11:35:51 AM

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Had to post pone skate sesh yesterday and today because I cut my right nut man-scaping  :'(

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Shit man gotA be careful with your jewels, my scrotum is strictly scissor only nothing battery powered is going near my shit.

Edit: almost forget my confession, since cutting back on drinking I have lost contact with pretty much all my friends, the only text message I have gotten in the past couple of weeks have been from my manager from work and my mother, at least I have extra spending money from having no social life though. :|

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Yeah, I cut my ballsack once while shaving as well, the scar was there for years. Bleading in penile area is pretty intense.

Silky, I dont want to preach, but are you sure those were your friends to begin with?

Apparently not, I've been going through the same thing with this particular group of people for a while, they all smoke really heavy amounts of weed and it's pretty much what they're worlds revolve around, I stopped smoking a while ago and only really had drinking in common with them and the occasional skate session when they're were actually up for it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on February 17, 2016, 07:38:11 PM

I get really paranoid walking down the street, I feel as if walking down the same streets all the time will make seem suspicious to the residents of the neighborhood so I switch up where I walk, even if I'm up to nothing bad I feel as if eyes are glued to me when I'm walking/ skating anywhere, i then go on the defensive and tend to limit my interactions with people walking by me and I feel I come of as a dick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 18, 2016, 05:52:51 PM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on February 17, 2016, 07:38:11 PM

I get really paranoid walking down the street, I feel as if walking down the same streets all the time will make seem suspicious to the residents of the neighborhood so I switch up where I walk, even if I'm up to nothing bad I feel as if eyes are glued to me when I'm walking/ skating anywhere, i then go on the defensive and tend to limit my interactions with people walking by me and I feel I come of as a dick.

I'm a psych student and today we looked at Fetal Alcohol Syndrome. As lame as this sounds the first person that came to mind was you. I think it's awesome that you decided to cut back and drink less. While you may lose friends it is important to keep going and find new ones, you don't need people like them around. I'm willing to listen if you need to talk with anyone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: buttchin on February 20, 2016, 12:13:01 PM

Im such a pussy when it comes to women. I get super anxious and I can never make the first move or keep a good conversation going

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on February 20, 2016, 08:20:47 PM

Quote from: buttchin on February 20, 2016, 12:13:01 PM

Im such a pussy when it comes to women. I get super anxious and I can never make the first move or keep a good conversation going

my first real girlfriend told me that girls are not that complicated. They just want someone that makes em laugh. It's easy when most women have shit humour.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monkey_Mcpott on February 20, 2016, 08:56:58 PM

Skateboarding has become really hard for me lately. Of course being an adult now you cant skate everyday like when you were a kid but have now got a better schedule as of lately so i plan to skate 2-3 times a week but getting comfortable/confident on a board has been hard. Literally every trick seems like a 50/50 chance of me making it, which can be fun/exciting in its own way.

I also find it really hard to skate by myself. If none of my skate buds come along i find it really weird pumping myself up. I tend to skate better and have the most fun when I vibe with good friends.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BraveUlysses* on February 21, 2016, 02:25:09 AM

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I'm a hip and happening 20 year old boy but I really don't get how so many people enjoy Lil B's music. With most music even if I think it's bad I feel like I can step outside of myself and at least understand how someone can like it but with him I just really can't. I like a lot of music that isn't "good" but his music is really unlistenable to me. I'd still rather listen to it than hopsin or tech n9ne or sum shit like that tho.

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I don't even know who Lil'B is, real talk, I'm old for real. What I'm most surprised about is that Brave Ulysses is at 5 posts? What the fuck man, did you focus? You were always one of my favourite posters and I didn't notice you were gone.

Kool Keith is amazing and a friend of mine promoted one of his tours an told me some weird stories about him. Apparently he had some requests on tour like going to "the best toy store" so he could play with Hot Wheels cars but not purchase them.

Haha I deleted it just to start a new one. I had started posting on that account 5 years ago when I was 16 and I really hated how easy it was for me to go back and read my posts at that age and even posts last year when I was pathetically depressed all the time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on March 01, 2016, 11:59:39 AM

i was jerking off to lily allen like i'd open a picture then run to the toilet and close my eyes but i lost it so i came back, looked at the screen, different lily allen picture, run back to the toilet a 2nd time and loose my boner again. erectile dysfunction? am i gonna hafta coax a brazilian spider to bite me to the point of priapism? i've had drunk dick a million times or dope dick but i think i'm just regular nowadays [unless methadone counts?].
i'll try again one of these days but that's pretty scary, can't recall it ever happening w/out heavily indulging in substances prior.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 01, 2016, 12:49:37 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on March 01, 2016, 11:59:39 AM

i was jerking off to lily allen like i'd open a picture then run to the toilet and close my eyes but i lost it so i came back, looked at the screen, different lily allen picture, run back to the toilet a 2nd time and loose my boner again. erectile dysfunction? am i gonna hafta coax a brazilian spider to bite me to the point of priapism? i've had drunk dick a million times or dope dick but i think i'm just regular nowadays [unless methadone counts?].
i'll try again one of these days but that's pretty scary, can't recall it ever happening w/out heavily indulging in substances prior.

Fuck, you of all people should know:

"A study of more than 1,000 adults showed the men who were treated with methadone had roughly one-quarter of the testosterone found in men who did not use opioid drugs."

http://www.webmd.com/mental-health/news/20140905/methadone-lowers-testosterone-men (http://www.webmd.com/mental-health/news/20140905/methadone-lowers-testosterone-men)

Some go even as far as getting testo shots. I remember that shit. At first it was awesome, I was able to control my junk for an hour and a half and then blow my load on command. Three years later I was a pussy. Dont miss those days at all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on March 01, 2016, 01:16:46 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on March 01, 2016, 11:59:39 AM

i was jerking off to lily allen like i'd open a picture then run to the toilet and close my eyes but i lost it so i came back, looked at the screen, different lily allen picture, run back to the toilet a 2nd time and loose my boner again. erectile dysfunction? am i gonna hafta coax a brazilian spider to bite me to the point of priapism? i've had drunk dick a million times or dope dick but i think i'm just regular nowadays [unless methadone counts?].
i'll try again one of these days but that's pretty scary, can't recall it ever happening w/out heavily indulging in substances prior.

Lily Allen - Hard Out Here (Official Video) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E0CazRHB0so#)

if only it were for sharktits

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on March 01, 2016, 01:54:50 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on March 01, 2016, 12:49:37 PM

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i was jerking off to lily allen like i'd open a picture then run to the toilet and close my eyes but i lost it so i came back, looked at the screen, different lily allen picture, run back to the toilet a 2nd time and loose my boner again. erectile dysfunction? am i gonna hafta coax a brazilian spider to bite me to the point of priapism? i've had drunk dick a million times or dope dick but i think i'm just regular nowadays [unless methadone counts?].
i'll try again one of these days but that's pretty scary, can't recall it ever happening w/out heavily indulging in substances prior.

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Fuck, you of all people should know:

"A study of more than 1,000 adults showed the men who were treated with methadone had roughly one-quarter of the testosterone found in men who did not use opioid drugs."

http://www.webmd.com/mental-health/news/20140905/methadone-lowers-testosterone-men (http://www.webmd.com/mental-health/news/20140905/methadone-lowers-testosterone-men)

Some go even as far as getting testo shots. I remember that shit. At first it was awesome, I was able to control my junk for an hour and a half and then blow my load on command. Three years later I was a pussy. Dont miss those days at all.

jeesh! i don't know what to make of that. maybe i should look into suboxin if possible although i feel like the side effects from that are prolly worse and just unknown as of yet.
yeah, JB, if only! i didn't like how she was getting lipo in the beginning while i'm eating ice cream. don't ruin my cone, lily.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 02, 2016, 01:50:53 AM

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i was jerking off to lily allen like i'd open a picture then run to the toilet and close my eyes but i lost it so i came back, looked at the screen, different lily allen picture, run back to the toilet a 2nd time and loose my boner again. erectile dysfunction? am i gonna hafta coax a brazilian spider to bite me to the point of priapism? i've had drunk dick a million times or dope dick but i think i'm just regular nowadays [unless methadone counts?].
i'll try again one of these days but that's pretty scary, can't recall it ever happening w/out heavily indulging in substances prior.

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Fuck, you of all people should know:

"A study of more than 1,000 adults showed the men who were treated with methadone had roughly one-quarter of the testosterone found in men who did not use opioid drugs."

http://www.webmd.com/mental-health/news/20140905/methadone-lowers-testosterone-men (http://www.webmd.com/mental-health/news/20140905/methadone-lowers-testosterone-men)

Some go even as far as getting testo shots. I remember that shit. At first it was awesome, I was able to control my junk for an hour and a half and then blow my load on command. Three years later I was a pussy. Dont miss those days at all.

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jeesh! i don't know what to make of that. maybe i should look into suboxin if possible although i feel like the side effects from that are prolly worse and just unknown as of yet.
yeah, JB, if only! i didn't like how she was getting lipo in the beginning while i'm eating ice cream. don't ruin my cone, lily.

I have no idea how these things work in the states, but get Subutex or Temgesic, not Subuxone! Subutex is the original pure buprenorphine pill without Naloxone in it. The side effects you are talking about are usually caused by Naloxane, even though most doctors will never admit it. Also, even though both pills contain the same active substance all junkies will agree that the cheaper Subuxone is fucking useless.

I dont know what dosage of slime you drink every day, (90-120 mg?), but I can almost gurantee that long term effects of equivalent dosage of Subutex are gonna be less harmful. I remember the side effect of methadone were pretty gnarly, buprenorphine is way smoother. Check the link for more info:

http://www.naabt.org/documents/Suboxone_Dosing_guide.pdf (http://www.naabt.org/documents/Suboxone_Dosing_guide.pdf)

Edit:

Couple of things I forgot:

1) If you gonna switch from slime to Subutex, you will have to wait for AT LEAST 72 hours. Do not listen to dumb ass doctors that will tell any shorter amount of time. Slime has a gnarly half life and stores in your body forever. I took just a tiny dose of Subutex more than 72 hours and went into heavy withdrawal.

2) The side effects are known. Most of my junkie friends were either on one or the other. Those on Subutex are in much better shape, even after 8+ years in the program.

3) If you ever decide to kick your maintance substance, Subutex is way better, slime is much, much worse.

4) Subutex might be more expensive, but trust me, it is worth it.

5) NEVER mix buprenorphine with other opiates. EVER!

Good luck, i hope that you will get completely clean and sober some day. Im sure you dont want to be tied to a fucking clinic for the rest of your life, those places are purgatory.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on March 02, 2016, 04:58:24 AM

slime? i prefer the benevolent 'juice'. yeah, i'm at 68 and was thinking about going up but we'll see. i made the mistake of shooting a suboxin once when i apparently still had dope in my system. instant w/drawal LAMF! but i'll never shoot a sub again so maybe it was a good thing.
i don't know, i'm not a big fan of either but i don't know if i'm good enough at quitting on my own. might ride this horse for a year-ish and try to get down to just a few mgs and maybe a few vicodans or something to come off of that [pretty sure it's easier to go back to pills or heroin and quit that since the w/drawal is only a few days].

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 02, 2016, 05:28:55 AM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on March 02, 2016, 04:58:24 AM

slime? i prefer the benevolent 'juice'. yeah, i'm at 68 and was thinking about going up but we'll see. i made the mistake of shooting a suboxin once when i apparently still had dope in my system. instant w/drawal LAMF! but i'll never shoot a sub again so maybe it was a good thing.
i don't know, i'm not a big fan of either but i don't know if i'm good enough at quitting on my own. might ride this horse for a year-ish and try to get down to just a few mgs and maybe a few vicodans or something to come off of that [pretty sure it's easier to go back to pills or heroin and quit that since the w/drawal is only a few days].

Eh, come on bro. You are talking to another ex-fiend here... It is always "Im just gonna" / "Just a bit more" with us  :P .
By no means do I want to diminish your struggle, we all know how that shit goes. Im just sceptical about this junk-juice-junk trip. Sounds like a good way to re-unite with your dead friends. You and I both know too many bad examples.

Hope you are not taking this as preach. I hope you will get better soon!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on March 02, 2016, 08:46:03 AM

i don't think you're preaching. you might have a point w/ the rationalizations and 'just a little' type talk but in my case, i'm about a month off cigs [2 months off of smoking w/ any regularity] and 2 months since any dope at all. i'm just a babe in the woods is what i mean by picking a 'year=ish' before i step down. i'm scared if i were to get off methadone today that w/drawal notwithstanding, i'd relapse. throw in 30 days of misery and for sure i'm relapsing but i just don't think i've had enough time away and gotten deep enough into mopeds and beekeeping [cause just skating was not enough to keep me straight obviously].
i'm half joking about returning to real opiates to soften the brunt of w/drawal but 3 days does sound a lot better than 30. prolly i'll look into suboxine down the road and try to break em in half and ween myself.
congrats on being further down that road than me!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on March 03, 2016, 05:24:34 AM

I'd be stoked if you could quit that life all together Sharktits. I believe in you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on March 03, 2016, 05:51:50 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on March 03, 2016, 05:24:34 AM

I'd be stoked if you could quit that life all together Sharktits. I believe in you.

thanks soda-j. i would like to too. i feel miles better than when i was shooting stuff and i've been able to acquire mopeds and pick a random friend every month to send $50 to and still have money for buying plants and bees once spring gets here. i've never had my shit together so well even though i've had periods of sobriety and even one or 2 while i was working and skating. absolutely i don't want to be on maintenance drugs forever to stay off more serious drugs but right now it's certainly helping and my favorite thing about not being desperate is being able to cut off contact w/ people you don't like. when you're struggling sometimes you have to deal w/ people you hate because  they'll buy your scripts or they've got a phone number or whatever the case is.
same w/ cigarettes and alcohol, when it's my time i'm just able to walk away but up until then there was no way i could stop. i don't understand it but something changes and you're just done.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 03, 2016, 09:01:17 AM

Everyone has their own path, I hope you will find your way Shark!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on March 03, 2016, 04:17:47 PM

Quote from: SodaJerk on March 03, 2016, 05:24:34 AM

I'd be stoked if you could quit that life all together Sharktits. I believe in you.

faaark, harsh much?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on March 04, 2016, 06:35:37 AM

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I'd be stoked if you could quit that life all together Sharktits. I believe in you.

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faaark, harsh much?

Huh? I said quit "that" life, not life all together.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on March 04, 2016, 07:19:13 AM

thanks for the inspiration sharktits, i'll do the 100 push-up thing each day too
(http://media.giphy.com/media/pEPpMV5LhET6/giphy.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on March 04, 2016, 11:55:17 AM

Quote from: the snake on March 04, 2016, 07:19:13 AM

thanks for the inspiration sharktits, i'll do the 100 push-up thing each day too
(http://media.giphy.com/media/pEPpMV5LhET6/giphy.gif)

do it up snake! but ^ that guy is still gonna kick both our asses, one w/ each hand.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dontfearthereefer on March 06, 2016, 06:14:44 AM

I don't love my girlfriend but we got a kid.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Level 60 Dwarf Paladin on March 06, 2016, 09:07:11 AM

Quote from: Dontfearthereefer on March 06, 2016, 06:14:44 AM

I don't love my girlfriend but we got a kid.

You don't have to love her, just the kid.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on March 06, 2016, 09:22:15 PM

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I'd be stoked if you could quit that life all together Sharktits. I believe in you.

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faaark, harsh much?

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Huh? I said quit "that" life, not life all together.

My bad ... twas a long week last week!How's that moped doing shark tits?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on March 07, 2016, 05:16:21 AM

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I'd be stoked if you could quit that life all together Sharktits. I believe in you.

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faaark, harsh much?

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Huh? I said quit "that" life, not life all together.

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My bad ... twas a long week last week!How's that moped doing shark tits?

he got himself a girlfriend!
actually, i think they're both females, lesbians!
PUCH on the right, fast up hills and on flat, low mileage, no problems. she's 32.
Motobecane and i just got together last wk, she's 36. a little slower uphill but she does this thing where she'll downshift into first when we're struggling and then start chugging faster in low gear that i'm enamored w/. a luxury moped that shifts itself and you can span time w/!
i love em both and initially i got the 2nd one as a 'guest moped' but i don't have any friends so i just alternate.
i told rusty's dad he can come ride any time and my buddy mike leslie [but he's living in the bay area] but anyone else i just remind that i don't drive their car or mopeds are cheap if they want to get one.
my inner child is proud of me even if the 40 yr old knows how dorky i look.
i love you more (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YcJTwgtIoEI&ab_channel=jackmackeral#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on March 07, 2016, 09:23:01 AM

damn a puch. that's tight. good stuff

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Spitfire4life on March 09, 2016, 07:59:05 PM

Got my first real job as a host at a chain restaurant, and today was the first day. The whole staff is super friendly and I get along with everyone really well, so that's good. I was going through training before the dinner rush and the lady who's training me kept stressing how important the first impression of a restaurant is, and since I'm a host, I'll be the first impression whenever I'm there.  She also told me that they were hiring for the host position because they were letting go of a lot of hosts of my age since they weren't working out. I started getting really stressed out and was really nervous for the rest of my shift. I could hear the nervousness in my voice when I was greeting the guests, and I felt really stiff. I definitely wasn't coming off relaxed which isn't good. I'm worried now that since I'm freaking out it might leave a guest with a bad experience. Not only would I lose my job, but now that person is going to dislike the restaurant because of me. I feel so much pressure, which is only making my anxiety worse. Starting to think I fucked up taking this job. Don't want to quit since I haven't even finished training, but don't want to get fired either. Not really sure what to do.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on March 09, 2016, 08:43:42 PM

Just pretend like you're that little plate of oil that comes with fancy bread. You're subtle, arguably unnecessary, but undeniably enticing. Why are you there? Do you really add anything to the experience? No one knows. But everyone wants a dip.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on March 10, 2016, 09:56:59 PM

About to be together with my girlfriend for a year she got sick early on and so far it's taken a toll on her and me. I'm tired of seeing her upset or in pain and being unable to do anything about it. I'm a selfish person and feel bad for even considering leaving. She's almost done with school and I have 2 years left. Not sure what to do.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on March 11, 2016, 09:23:55 AM

so my fiancee's family is pretty religious and i am not. she believes in god, but beside that and going to church every once in a while, i wouldn't call her a very religious person. most of her family is pretty devout, though. theyre all good people and have always been very kind and welcoming to me, and i dont have any problems with them, but they've started putting a lot of emphasis on me getting saved (accepting jesus as my lord and savior) recently. a little over a year ago, my brother went to a live-in christian rehab facility, became a christian, and it has made a pretty positive impact on his life. so between seeing my brother change for the better and her family wanting me to be more involved in christianity, ive started going to church on sundays more often. not really for myself, but for people i care about, which i know is the wrong reason to go to church. most of the time i just zone out and think of tricks to do on the stage (its a ledge with a 3 stair in the center) but sometimes the message is good and i leave feeling positive. its a pretty small church and the people there know who i am and they know that i dont believe, and although nobody has really tried to convert me, they asked me to join a bible study once a week which i have been going to for maybe two months now. i like to think that im a pretty open minded person, and instead of just saying "no, i dont believe in god" i decided to give it a shot to hopefully understand why people do believe in god. i also find biblical history sort of interesting. i also think that if you're going to believe in something thats two sided like religion, you've got to understand the opposing side. anyway, i've been getting nothing out of the study sessions and i usually just zone out for the whole hour. ive put in my effort, but i still haven't found any reason why i should believe that god is real, and frankly i dont want to do the whole religion thing anymore. its not religion that bothers me, its that people around me are telling me that i need it, and i dont feel like that at all. its so hard to understand someones passion for something when you cant be passionate about it yourself, even if you try. i just dont know what to say to these people without sounding like a dick. i talked to my fiancee last night and she took it really well. she knows i respect everyones beliefs and opinions and their efforts to include me in their faith and she also knows that i cant help the way i feel about it. i just dont know how to explain this to the other people ive been going to bible study with or to her family members who im close with, because i dont want them to think that their efforts have been wasted or that i dont respect them.

tldr: ive given christianity a shot and i dont want to do it anymore, but i dont know how to tell people that. anyone else deal with anything like this before?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on March 11, 2016, 09:31:39 AM

I had so many altar skate sessions in my mind growing up in catholic school. 

This one guy was always there doing Christ Airs

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Level 60 Dwarf Paladin on March 11, 2016, 10:15:01 AM

Quote from: JB on March 11, 2016, 09:23:55 AM

so my fiancee's family is pretty religious and i am not. she believes in god, but beside that and going to church every once in a while, i wouldn't call her a very religious person. most of her family is pretty devout, though. theyre all good people and have always been very kind and welcoming to me, and i dont have any problems with them, but they've started putting a lot of emphasis on me getting saved (accepting jesus as my lord and savior) recently. a little over a year ago, my brother went to a live-in christian rehab facility, became a christian, and it has made a pretty positive impact on his life. so between seeing my brother change for the better and her family wanting me to be more involved in christianity, ive started going to church on sundays more often. not really for myself, but for people i care about, which i know is the wrong reason to go to church. most of the time i just zone out and think of tricks to do on the stage (its a ledge with a 3 stair in the center) but sometimes the message is good and i leave feeling positive. its a pretty small church and the people there know who i am and they know that i dont believe, and although nobody has really tried to convert me, they asked me to join a bible study once a week which i have been going to for maybe two months now. i like to think that im a pretty open minded person, and instead of just saying "no, i dont believe in god" i decided to give it a shot to hopefully understand why people do believe in god. i also find biblical history sort of interesting. i also think that if you're going to believe in something thats two sided like religion, you've got to understand the opposing side. anyway, i've been getting nothing out of the study sessions and i usually just zone out for the whole hour. ive put in my effort, but i still haven't found any reason why i should believe that god is real, and frankly i dont want to do the whole religion thing anymore. its not religion that bothers me, its that people around me are telling me that i need it, and i dont feel like that at all. its so hard to understand someones passion for something when you cant be passionate about it yourself, even if you try. i just dont know what to say to these people without sounding like a dick. i talked to my fiancee last night and she took it really well. she knows i respect everyones beliefs and opinions and their efforts to include me in their faith and she also knows that i cant help the way i feel about it. i just dont know how to explain this to the other people ive been going to bible study with or to her family members who im close with, because i dont want them to think that their efforts have been wasted or that i dont respect them.

tldr: ive given christianity a shot and i dont want to do it anymore, but i dont know how to tell people that. anyone else deal with anything like this before?

If you don't want to, don't. My first serious girlfriend after high school was christian, and we were together for like 2 years, but she broke up with me because I wasn't in to it. I was also a 20 year old piece of shit with no job, that might have played in to it as well... I wasn't baptized or anything, was raised with no religion. It's kinda fucked up, but I found out she was pregnant a few months after we ended it when I ran in to her brother and he told me. All he said was she wasn't with the father. So that's been on the back of my mind for the last 12 years... I was facebook friends with her brother for years, but he never mentioned anything about it. I have no way of contacting him now, and it's been probably 5 or 6 years since we talked.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on March 12, 2016, 03:41:08 PM

Wow this page got deep. JB that stuff about Christianity is good to read because I have a weird interest in religion particularly with the Abrahamic religions but I have no faith whatsoever. That's not to say I don't believe in anything or I'm a nihilist but the whole going to church thing to avoid hell just trips me out. I like hearing about these things, I don't know why.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tufty on March 12, 2016, 06:40:13 PM

Well few days ago I got a call that I failed at my first face to face interview for a real job. Well, actually interview went well but failed a buisiness scenario presentation thing, that in my opinion was hard for someone who hadnt been in a similar job with a serious project like the one I was presented. The weird thing is that my parents are more bummed than me for that. I was bummed too because the project that I would work on was 100% matching my interests, the whole package for the job was cool and people working there were cool, but I got over it after a day or two.  

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on March 13, 2016, 07:48:11 PM

Quote from: Tufty on March 12, 2016, 06:40:13 PM

Well few days ago I got a call that I failed at my first face to face interview for a real job. Well, actually interview went well but failed a buisiness scenario presentation thing, that in my opinion was hard for someone who hadnt been in a similar job with a serious project like the one I was presented. The weird thing is that my parents are more bummed than me for that. I was bummed too because the project that I would work on was 100% matching my interests, the whole package for the job was cool and people working there were cool, but I got over it after a day or two.  

That blows!
At least you have more experience with interviews.
As cheesy as it sounds, there's a reason for everything

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on March 13, 2016, 09:06:19 PM

So..... I met this dude that is about 50 and has a wife that is a couple years younger than him.  They are into the whole cuckolding thing, and he has what he calls "bisexual tendencies" but really I think its more homosexual than that.  Either way, to make money I have been going over once or twice a week to fuck his wife.  At first I was only getting like $80 each time and they were paying for a motel room.  Once they got to know me better they let me start going to their house and giving me the money they were saving on the rooms making it about $150 each time.  His wife isnt a milf by pornstar standards or anything but she looks good for being in her late 40s. She never smoked and rarely drinks, gets manicures and colored hair and all that jazz.  It seems like a pretty sweet gig right?

Well lately the dude has been talking to me a lot more than usual.  Me and him would talk after Id fuck his wife about books and shit, and he has some pretty wild stories about partying back in the day.  But lately hes been telling me how "Im the best" and how he just loves having a 21 year old "best friend" and all this shit.  I can already see where this is going, because after I cum in his wife or on her he will clean it up then jerk off while Im in the bathroom or getting dressed.

He started asking me if he could get pictures of me without my face in them, even offered to pay me for each picture.  He was telling me how I have this perfect ass and that Im hung like a horse (which is definitely a lie, I may be above average but Ive seen that motherfuckers sig with a horse cock in it and I see 0 similarities.)  When I first started meeting up with them I told them I wasnt down to do gay stuff and they seemed cool with it, but I know at some point soon he is going to ask me to do something to him. 

I really dont want to do it, but I put myself in this situation.  Now each time he texts me, even just to have a normal conversation about basketball or whatever book Im reading is getting on my nerves.  Im currently without a car so him and her help me out with rides a lot and they are my source of spending money at the moment so the whole situation is getting sticky (heeeeey-oh!).

Idk what to do guys. To top it all off the other day after I got finished fucking the wife their daughter came home early.  Shes a senior in HS and is actually really fucking hot.  To make things not seem as weird they said I was some friends son who helped do some shit at their house and the daughter seemed really into me, got my number and shit, but the husband and wife made it clear (well the husband) that i am "theirs" and not to do anything with their daughter. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on March 14, 2016, 03:34:52 AM

Quote from: pencil on March 13, 2016, 09:06:19 PM

So..... I met this dude that is about 50 and has a wife that is a couple years younger than him.  They are into the whole cuckolding thing, and he has what he calls "bisexual tendencies" but really I think its more homosexual than that.  Either way, to make money I have been going over once or twice a week to fuck his wife.  At first I was only getting like $80 each time and they were paying for a motel room.  Once they got to know me better they let me start going to their house and giving me the money they were saving on the rooms making it about $150 each time.  His wife isnt a milf by pornstar standards or anything but she looks good for being in her late 40s. She never smoked and rarely drinks, gets manicures and colored hair and all that jazz.  It seems like a pretty sweet gig right?

Well lately the dude has been talking to me a lot more than usual.  Me and him would talk after Id fuck his wife about books and shit, and he has some pretty wild stories about partying back in the day.  But lately hes been telling me how "Im the best" and how he just loves having a 21 year old "best friend" and all this shit.  I can already see where this is going, because after I cum in his wife or on her he will clean it up then jerk off while Im in the bathroom or getting dressed.

He started asking me if he could get pictures of me without my face in them, even offered to pay me for each picture.  He was telling me how I have this perfect ass and that Im hung like a horse (which is definitely a lie, I may be above average but Ive seen that motherfuckers sig with a horse cock in it and I see 0 similarities.)  When I first started meeting up with them I told them I wasnt down to do gay stuff and they seemed cool with it, but I know at some point soon he is going to ask me to do something to him. 

I really dont want to do it, but I put myself in this situation.  Now each time he texts me, even just to have a normal conversation about basketball or whatever book Im reading is getting on my nerves.  Im currently without a car so him and her help me out with rides a lot and they are my source of spending money at the moment so the whole situation is getting sticky (heeeeey-oh!).

Idk what to do guys. To top it all off the other day after I got finished fucking the wife their daughter came home early.  Shes a senior in HS and is actually really fucking hot.  To make things not seem as weird they said I was some friends son who helped do some shit at their house and the daughter seemed really into me, got my number and shit, but the husband and wife made it clear (well the husband) that i am "theirs" and not to do anything with their daughter. 

Wow, you could make a good movie with that story.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on March 14, 2016, 09:20:36 AM

^ amazing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on March 14, 2016, 11:48:31 AM

You gotta up the rates if the service changes Pencil.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on March 14, 2016, 01:13:19 PM

Quote from: SodaJerk on March 14, 2016, 11:48:31 AM

You gotta up the rates if the service changes Pencil.

Supply and demand  ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Level 60 Dwarf Paladin on March 14, 2016, 01:37:26 PM

Pencil, that dude is going to either chain you up in his basement of fucking murder you. Pics of wife pls.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on March 14, 2016, 01:56:49 PM

Quote from: Level 60 Dwarf Paladin on March 14, 2016, 01:37:26 PM

Pencil, that dude is going to either chain you up in his basement of fucking murder you. Pics of wife pls.

The Silence of the Lambs - It rubs the Lotion on its skin [HD] (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WCSZfmbFJyQ#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on March 14, 2016, 05:14:02 PM

Quote from: somethingmustbreaknow on March 14, 2016, 09:20:36 AM

^ amazing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on March 14, 2016, 05:29:02 PM

So, did you drop out of college to become a gigolo on purpose?  Also, did answering a craigslist ad get this started?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on March 14, 2016, 05:43:56 PM

Been there, done that, be careful Pencil, it's a dangerous road you're walking down. 


Spoiler alert, Pencil bangs the daughter and the dad kills everyone in a murder/suicide out of jealousy.  

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hercules Rockefeller on March 15, 2016, 02:35:35 PM

one thing that i always wanted to know: do you make out with her and stuff before you start or is it boom, straight to banging?

also:

"Fry: You look different. Did you get a haircut?
Bender: No! I sold my body.
Professor Hubert Farnsworth: Sold your body? Oh, Bender, I've been down that road. I know it's glamorous and the parties are great, but you'll end up spending every dollar you make on jewelry and skintight pants."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on March 18, 2016, 01:25:53 PM

I have completely given up at work, as the ship is quickly sinking & I realized I had sold all my values for the almighty dollar, which really just made me depressed/suicidal; luckily my woman & skateboard keep me grounded. I gave the whole thing a chance but it's hard for me to reconcile everything that happens in life, things are just too fucking wacky sometimes.

https://ecofriendlymamausa.com/

https://gogreenct.wordpress.com/

I work for a "greenwasher" of the highest caliber, something I have rallied against my whole life...

Back on NPR again & a real confession, I listened to like every No Jumper this past weekend (I think it is the New Hampshire connection)...

Who-in-the-fuck in Yung Weej?

(https://i1.sndcdn.com/avatars-000189332349-uo1it5-t500x500.jpg)

15 year old kids sipping leeeeeeean???

Da fuck is this world coming to...???

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on March 19, 2016, 10:47:47 AM

The whole situation started from reddit actually lol.  It was like this subreddit where you trade Kik handles and shit and I started talking to the wife and it turned out we were near each other and the situation just went from there. 

Sometimes we will makeout before-hand, it really just depends on the situation.  They took me out to this fancy lunch the other day and I fucked her in the bathroom and that was a quicky so no make-out, but sometimes they will have me over and it will happen more "naturally" I guess and I will make-out with her.  She really does suck some good dick though man.

And I should clarify, for the pictures he wants them while I am fucking his wife, not just of me alone, but still it is pretty fucking annoying to have him come onto me like that.  After lunch though when they paid me I brought up the subject of how I wasnt going to let him touch me by saying "if I have to keep my hands off your daughter you have to keep your hands of me" basically.  He got kind of pissed but I think it was more because he was accepting the fact that I want to fuck his daughter as well as his wife lol.  Idk I have basically just been preparing to dip out of the situation slowly.

As far as the whole "this is how you get murdered thing" there was one time where I fucked her in her office while he was there, but we had to park in this underground garage to get there.  I definitely thought "well fuck, at least I got to see the new Star Wars before I died."  And I didnt drop out to become a gigolo actually, this is just side money while I am in school.  To make this a full time job would be fucking terrible.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on March 19, 2016, 07:32:50 PM

Quote from: pencil on March 19, 2016, 10:47:47 AM

The whole situation started from reddit actually lol.  It was like this subreddit where you trade Kik handles and shit and I started talking to the wife and it turned out we were near each other and the situation just went from there.  

Sometimes we will makeout before-hand, it really just depends on the situation.  They took me out to this fancy lunch the other day and I fucked her in the bathroom and that was a quicky so no make-out, but sometimes they will have me over and it will happen more "naturally" I guess and I will make-out with her.  She really does suck some good dick though man.

And I should clarify, for the pictures he wants them while I am fucking his wife, not just of me alone, but still it is pretty fucking annoying to have him come onto me like that.  After lunch though when they paid me I brought up the subject of how I wasnt going to let him touch me by saying "if I have to keep my hands off your daughter you have to keep your hands of me" basically.  He got kind of pissed but I think it was more because he was accepting the fact that I want to fuck his daughter as well as his wife lol.  Idk I have basically just been preparing to dip out of the situation slowly.

As far as the whole "this is how you get murdered thing" there was one time where I fucked her in her office while he was there, but we had to park in this underground garage to get there.  I definitely thought "well fuck, at least I got to see the new Star Wars before I died."  And I didnt drop out to become a gigolo actually, this is just side money while I am in school.  To make this a full time job would be fucking terrible.

^amazing
yeah stay in school and watch star wars.
best up for your stories.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grampa on March 20, 2016, 08:44:46 PM

The daughter probably won't tell her parents that you slipped it to her, so just go for it.

If you succeed with that, honestly just proceed to phase two and fuck the dad. That way twenty years from now you can look back and think, "College was pretty cool. I fucked an entire family."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: franquietits on March 20, 2016, 09:51:22 PM

Wow, that's a crazy situacion pencil. Reminds me of the freaky side of human nature out there. I'd be careful though & refrain from developing a too much of a personal relationship with them. They could be trying to butter you up more and have u latch on to them to the point of where you're dependent of them (I think i've seen indie movies like this).  With that could they become controlling and take advantage of you or something. Set stricter boundaries if u have to or just bail for good if it progresses more uncomfortably.

not my own story, but it reminds of of an old friend I had who was becoming addicted to drugs and became a male webcam model. He'd jerk off for dudes & women alike and would personally get sent gifts and stuff. I remember I went over to his place one time and he had all these new expensive electronics around (laptops, nice tv's, game consoles etc) and told me it was cause of his "sugar momma", who I later learned was an underage female cam model herself. He'd tell me about some of his crazy online exploits, like getting into a steamy private chat with the hottest girl in the world, only to find that it was a tranny when she whipped it out (in which he abruptly shut off the power). I'm not sure what ended up happening with all that besides a falling out with his gf and his addiction catching up with him in going to jail here and there. Anyways, these types pf roads don't always sound safe without risk. careful, yo!         

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on March 21, 2016, 06:29:23 AM

Quote from: Grampa on March 20, 2016, 08:44:46 PM

The daughter probably won't tell her parents that you slipped it to her, so just go for it.

If you succeed with that, honestly just proceed to phase two and fuck the dad. That way twenty years from now you can look back and think, "College was pretty cool. I fucked an entire family."

hahahahahahahahahahaha hoooooooly shit i never thought of it like that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on March 21, 2016, 11:52:35 AM

Pencil you should fuck that guy just to next-level the story.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on March 21, 2016, 12:16:36 PM

i mean i could probably get some serious $$$ out of him for it....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on March 21, 2016, 03:30:46 PM

I've stopped taking my Suboxone 3 days ago after being on it for 4 years.  Feel like absolute shit and can't sleep.  Had to take the day off work today and am worried about my boss figuring out what's going on.  Going to try going back to work tomorrow but am dreading it because it's so physical.  

Also pencil, that story made me feel a lot better for some reason.  Hope you don't get murdered.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 22, 2016, 01:34:37 AM

Quote from: Foray on March 21, 2016, 03:30:46 PM

I've stopped taking my Suboxone 3 days ago after being on it for 4 years.  Feel like absolute shit and can't sleep.  Had to take the day off work today and am worried about my boss figuring out what's going on.  Going to try going back to work tomorrow but am dreading it because it's so physical.  

Also pencil, that story made me feel a lot better for some reason.  Hope you don't get murdered.

Eh, how exactly are you going to "hide" rivers of sweat, nausea, possible cramps, dope hungry eyes, etc. for the next months to come? I can't think of any way but telling the truth. Maybe if you tell him, he will appriciate the courage and let you stay?

Goog luck for real, buddy!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on March 22, 2016, 11:35:40 AM

Quote from: Foray on March 21, 2016, 03:30:46 PM

I've stopped taking my Suboxone 3 days ago after being on it for 4 years.  Feel like absolute shit and can't sleep.  Had to take the day off work today and am worried about my boss figuring out what's going on.  Going to try going back to work tomorrow but am dreading it because it's so physical.  

Also pencil, that story made me feel a lot better for some reason.  Hope you don't get murdered.

You HAVE to taper mate, quitting cold turkey is obviously extremely unpleasant.

*** A VERY GOOD TAPER PLAN ***

http://www.drugs.com/forum/featured-drugs/suboxone-subutex-therapy-50887.html (http://www.drugs.com/forum/featured-drugs/suboxone-subutex-therapy-50887.html)

I am fighting the battle right here with you, stay strong & I will do the same!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on March 22, 2016, 12:02:24 PM

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I've stopped taking my Suboxone 3 days ago after being on it for 4 years. � Feel like absolute shit and can't sleep. � Had to take the day off work today and am worried about my boss figuring out what's going on. � Going to try going back to work tomorrow but am dreading it because it's so physical. �

Also pencil, that story made me feel a lot better for some reason.�  Hope you don't get murdered.

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You HAVE to taper mate, quitting cold turkey is obviously extremely unpleasant.

*** A VERY GOOD TAPER PLAN ***

http://www.drugs.com/forum/featured-drugs/suboxone-subutex-therapy-50887.html (http://www.drugs.com/forum/featured-drugs/suboxone-subutex-therapy-50887.html)

I am fighting the battle right here with you, stay strong & I will do the same!

I've been tapering.  Was down to less than 1mg every day when I stopped.  I could have gone down further but my gf and I are going to Europe in a month, and I wanted to be done before then.  Thanks for the words.  

Edit:  On day 4 right now, things seem to be getting better. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on March 22, 2016, 12:50:36 PM

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I've stopped taking my Suboxone 3 days ago after being on it for 4 years. � Feel like absolute shit and can't sleep. � Had to take the day off work today and am worried about my boss figuring out what's going on. � Going to try going back to work tomorrow but am dreading it because it's so physical. �

Also pencil, that story made me feel a lot better for some reason.�  Hope you don't get murdered.

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You HAVE to taper mate, quitting cold turkey is obviously extremely unpleasant.

*** A VERY GOOD TAPER PLAN ***

http://www.drugs.com/forum/featured-drugs/suboxone-subutex-therapy-50887.html (http://www.drugs.com/forum/featured-drugs/suboxone-subutex-therapy-50887.html)

I am fighting the battle right here with you, stay strong & I will do the same!

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I've been tapering.  Was down to less than 1mg every day when I stopped.  I could have gone down further but my gf and I are going to Europe in a month, and I wanted to be done before then.  Thanks for the words.  

Edit:  On day 4 right now, things seem to be getting better. 

Day 2 & 3 are always the worst, make it to 5 - 7 & you should be in the clear!

Seriously though, congrats on getting off the subs; I should be off by next week.

Jealous of the Euro trip bruddah, I fucking hate 9-5 work more than anything but feel so guilty taking time off... Part ego, part Protestant work ethic.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on March 22, 2016, 01:12:47 PM

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I've stopped taking my Suboxone 3 days ago after being on it for 4 years. � Feel like absolute shit and can't sleep. � Had to take the day off work today and am worried about my boss figuring out what's going on. � Going to try going back to work tomorrow but am dreading it because it's so physical. �

Also pencil, that story made me feel a lot better for some reason.� � Hope you don't get murdered.

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You HAVE to taper mate, quitting cold turkey is obviously extremely unpleasant.

*** A VERY GOOD TAPER PLAN ***

http://www.drugs.com/forum/featured-drugs/suboxone-subutex-therapy-50887.html (http://www.drugs.com/forum/featured-drugs/suboxone-subutex-therapy-50887.html)

I am fighting the battle right here with you, stay strong & I will do the same!

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I've been tapering. � Was down to less than 1mg every day when I stopped. � I could have gone down further but my gf and I are going to Europe in a month, and I wanted to be done before then. � Thanks for the words. � 

Edit:�  On day 4 right now, things seem to be getting better.� 

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Day 2 & 3 are always the worst, make it to 5 - 7 & you should be in the clear!

Seriously though, congrats on getting off the subs; I should be off by next week.

Jealous of the Euro trip bruddah, I fucking hate 9-5 work more than anything but feel so guilty taking time off... Part ego, part Protestant work ethic.

Thanks for the kind words, means a lot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Nosferatu on March 22, 2016, 06:27:54 PM

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 23, 2016, 02:34:03 AM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on March 22, 2016, 12:50:36 PM

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I've stopped taking my Suboxone 3 days ago after being on it for 4 years. � Feel like absolute shit and can't sleep. � Had to take the day off work today and am worried about my boss figuring out what's going on. � Going to try going back to work tomorrow but am dreading it because it's so physical. �

Also pencil, that story made me feel a lot better for some reason.� � Hope you don't get murdered.

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You HAVE to taper mate, quitting cold turkey is obviously extremely unpleasant.

*** A VERY GOOD TAPER PLAN ***

http://www.drugs.com/forum/featured-drugs/suboxone-subutex-therapy-50887.html (http://www.drugs.com/forum/featured-drugs/suboxone-subutex-therapy-50887.html)

I am fighting the battle right here with you, stay strong & I will do the same!

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I've been tapering. � Was down to less than 1mg every day when I stopped. � I could have gone down further but my gf and I are going to Europe in a month, and I wanted to be done before then. � Thanks for the words. � 

Edit:�  On day 4 right now, things seem to be getting better.� 

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Day 2 & 3 are always the worst, make it to 5 - 7 & you should be in the clear!

Seriously though, congrats on getting off the subs; I should be off by next week.

Jealous of the Euro trip bruddah, I fucking hate 9-5 work more than anything but feel so guilty taking time off... Part ego, part Protestant work ethic.

I really dont want to scare you guys or anything but I really wish someone told me about Post Acute Withdrawal (PAWS). Almost cracked me when I got off methadone/fentanyl/junk, been clean since April 8, 2013.  Feel free to ask for pointers if you need any. Im not an expert of getting clean but I learned some tricks around PAWS (somehow).

Got this summary from http://www.addictionsandrecovery.org/post-acute-withdrawal.htm (http://www.addictionsandrecovery.org/post-acute-withdrawal.htm)




There are two stages of withdrawal. The first stage is the acute stage, which usually lasts at most a few weeks. During this stage, you may experience physical withdrawal symptoms. But every drug is different, and every person is different.

The second stage of withdrawal is called the Post Acute Withdrawal Syndrome (PAWS). During this stage you'll have fewer physical symptoms, but more emotional and psychological withdrawal symptoms.

Post-acute withdrawal occurs because your brain chemistry is gradually returning to normal. As your brain improves the levels of your brain chemicals fluctuate as they approach the new equilibrium causing post-acute withdrawal symptoms.

Most people experience some post-acute withdrawal symptoms. Whereas in the acute stage of withdrawal every person is different, in post-acute withdrawal most people have the same symptoms.

The Symptoms of Post-Acute Withdrawal

The most common post-acute withdrawal symptoms are:

Mood swings
Anxiety
Irritability
Tiredness
Variable energy
Low enthusiasm
Variable concentration
Disturbed sleep
Post-acute withdrawal feels like a rollercoaster of symptoms. In the beginning, your symptoms will change minute to minute and hour to hour. Later as you recover further they will disappear for a few weeks or months only to return again. As you continue to recover the good stretches will get longer and longer. But the bad periods of post-acute withdrawal can be just as intense and last just as long.

Each post-acute withdrawal episode usually last for a few days. Once you've been in recovery for a while, you will find that each post-acute withdrawal episode usually lasts for a few days. There is no obvious trigger for most episodes. You will wake up one day feeling irritable and have low energy. If you hang on for just a few days, it will lift just as quickly as it started. After a while you'll develop confidence that you can get through post-acute withdrawal, because you'll know that each episode is time limited.

Post-acute withdrawal usually lasts for 2 years. This is one of the most important things you need to remember. If you're up for the challenge you can get though this. But if you think that post-acute withdrawal will only last for a few months, then you'll get caught off guard, and when you're disappointed you're more likely to relapse. (Reference: www.AddictionsAndRecovery.org (http://www.AddictionsAndRecovery.org))

How to Survive Post-Acute Withdrawal

Be patient. You can't hurry recovery. But you can get through it one day at a time. If you resent post-acute withdrawal, or try to bulldoze your way through it, you will become exhausted. And when you're exhausted you will think of using to escape.

Post-acute withdrawal symptoms are a sign that your brain is recovering. Therefore don't resent them. But remember, even after one year, you are still only half way there.

Go with the flow. Withdrawal symptoms are uncomfortable. But the more you resent them the worse they'll seem. You'll have lots of good days over the next two years. Enjoy them. You'll also have lots of bad days. On those days, don't try to do too much. Take care of yourself, focus on your recovery, and you'll get through this.

Practice self-care. Give yourself lots of little breaks over the next two years. Tell yourself "what I am doing is enough." Be good to yourself. That is what most addicts can't do, and that's what you must learn in recovery. Recovery is the opposite of addiction.

Sometimes you'll have little energy or enthusiasm for anything. Understand this and don't over book your life. Give yourself permission to focus on your recovery.

Post-acute withdrawal can be a trigger for relapse. You'll go for weeks without any withdrawal symptoms, and then one day you'll wake up and your withdrawal will hit you like a ton of bricks. You'll have slept badly. You'll be in a bad mood. Your energy will be low. And if you're not prepared for it, if you think that post-acute withdrawal only lasts for a few months, or if you think that you'll be different and it won't be as bad for you, then you'll get caught off guard. But if you know what to expect you can do this.

Being able to relax will help you through post-acute withdrawal. When you're tense you tend to dwell on your symptoms and make them worse. When you're relaxed it's easier to not get caught up in them. You aren't as triggered by your symptoms which means you're less likely to relapse.

Remember, every relapse, no matter how small undoes the gains your brain has made during recovery. Without abstinence everything will fall apart. With abstinence everything is possible. (Reference: www.AddictionsAndRecovery.org (http://www.AddictionsAndRecovery.org))

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paul Cicero on March 23, 2016, 04:14:29 AM

Sometimes if i've had a few beers, not enough to be super drunk, but a few and I have sex or jerk off I get this stinging feeling on the tip of my penis. What's that about?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on March 23, 2016, 06:39:57 AM

Quote from: Suit Up! on March 23, 2016, 04:14:29 AM

Sometimes if i've had a few beers, not enough to be super drunk, but a few and I have sex or jerk off I get this stinging feeling on the tip of my penis. What's that about?

probably chlamydia.  I had the same thing for a loooong time, just thought it was normal.  Turns out I had chlamydia.  All it takes is a little antibiotics and its gone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on March 23, 2016, 08:22:32 AM

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I've stopped taking my Suboxone 3 days ago after being on it for 4 years. � Feel like absolute shit and can't sleep. � Had to take the day off work today and am worried about my boss figuring out what's going on. � Going to try going back to work tomorrow but am dreading it because it's so physical. �

Also pencil, that story made me feel a lot better for some reason.� � Hope you don't get murdered.

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You HAVE to taper mate, quitting cold turkey is obviously extremely unpleasant.

*** A VERY GOOD TAPER PLAN ***

http://www.drugs.com/forum/featured-drugs/suboxone-subutex-therapy-50887.html (http://www.drugs.com/forum/featured-drugs/suboxone-subutex-therapy-50887.html)

I am fighting the battle right here with you, stay strong & I will do the same!

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I've been tapering. � Was down to less than 1mg every day when I stopped. � I could have gone down further but my gf and I are going to Europe in a month, and I wanted to be done before then. � Thanks for the words. � 

Edit:�  On day 4 right now, things seem to be getting better.� 

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Day 2 & 3 are always the worst, make it to 5 - 7 & you should be in the clear!

Seriously though, congrats on getting off the subs; I should be off by next week.

Jealous of the Euro trip bruddah, I fucking hate 9-5 work more than anything but feel so guilty taking time off... Part ego, part Protestant work ethic.

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I really dont want to scare you guys or anything but I really wish someone told me about Post Acute Withdrawal (PAWS). Almost cracked me when I got off methadone/fentanyl/junk, been clean since April 8, 2013.  Feel free to ask for pointers if you need any. Im not an expert of getting clean but I learned some tricks around PAWS (somehow).

Got this summary from http://www.addictionsandrecovery.org/post-acute-withdrawal.htm (http://www.addictionsandrecovery.org/post-acute-withdrawal.htm)




There are two stages of withdrawal. The first stage is the acute stage, which usually lasts at most a few weeks. During this stage, you may experience physical withdrawal symptoms. But every drug is different, and every person is different.

The second stage of withdrawal is called the Post Acute Withdrawal Syndrome (PAWS). During this stage you'll have fewer physical symptoms, but more emotional and psychological withdrawal symptoms.

Post-acute withdrawal occurs because your brain chemistry is gradually returning to normal. As your brain improves the levels of your brain chemicals fluctuate as they approach the new equilibrium causing post-acute withdrawal symptoms.

Most people experience some post-acute withdrawal symptoms. Whereas in the acute stage of withdrawal every person is different, in post-acute withdrawal most people have the same symptoms.

The Symptoms of Post-Acute Withdrawal

The most common post-acute withdrawal symptoms are:

Mood swings
Anxiety
Irritability
Tiredness
Variable energy
Low enthusiasm
Variable concentration
Disturbed sleep
Post-acute withdrawal feels like a rollercoaster of symptoms. In the beginning, your symptoms will change minute to minute and hour to hour. Later as you recover further they will disappear for a few weeks or months only to return again. As you continue to recover the good stretches will get longer and longer. But the bad periods of post-acute withdrawal can be just as intense and last just as long.

Each post-acute withdrawal episode usually last for a few days. Once you've been in recovery for a while, you will find that each post-acute withdrawal episode usually lasts for a few days. There is no obvious trigger for most episodes. You will wake up one day feeling irritable and have low energy. If you hang on for just a few days, it will lift just as quickly as it started. After a while you'll develop confidence that you can get through post-acute withdrawal, because you'll know that each episode is time limited.

Post-acute withdrawal usually lasts for 2 years. This is one of the most important things you need to remember. If you're up for the challenge you can get though this. But if you think that post-acute withdrawal will only last for a few months, then you'll get caught off guard, and when you're disappointed you're more likely to relapse. (Reference: www.AddictionsAndRecovery.org (http://www.AddictionsAndRecovery.org))

How to Survive Post-Acute Withdrawal

Be patient. You can't hurry recovery. But you can get through it one day at a time. If you resent post-acute withdrawal, or try to bulldoze your way through it, you will become exhausted. And when you're exhausted you will think of using to escape.

Post-acute withdrawal symptoms are a sign that your brain is recovering. Therefore don't resent them. But remember, even after one year, you are still only half way there.

Go with the flow. Withdrawal symptoms are uncomfortable. But the more you resent them the worse they'll seem. You'll have lots of good days over the next two years. Enjoy them. You'll also have lots of bad days. On those days, don't try to do too much. Take care of yourself, focus on your recovery, and you'll get through this.

Practice self-care. Give yourself lots of little breaks over the next two years. Tell yourself "what I am doing is enough." Be good to yourself. That is what most addicts can't do, and that's what you must learn in recovery. Recovery is the opposite of addiction.

Sometimes you'll have little energy or enthusiasm for anything. Understand this and don't over book your life. Give yourself permission to focus on your recovery.

Post-acute withdrawal can be a trigger for relapse. You'll go for weeks without any withdrawal symptoms, and then one day you'll wake up and your withdrawal will hit you like a ton of bricks. You'll have slept badly. You'll be in a bad mood. Your energy will be low. And if you're not prepared for it, if you think that post-acute withdrawal only lasts for a few months, or if you think that you'll be different and it won't be as bad for you, then you'll get caught off guard. But if you know what to expect you can do this.

Being able to relax will help you through post-acute withdrawal. When you're tense you tend to dwell on your symptoms and make them worse. When you're relaxed it's easier to not get caught up in them. You aren't as triggered by your symptoms which means you're less likely to relapse.

Remember, every relapse, no matter how small undoes the gains your brain has made during recovery. Without abstinence everything will fall apart. With abstinence everything is possible. (Reference: www.AddictionsAndRecovery.org (http://www.AddictionsAndRecovery.org))

I've kicked like at least 5 - 10 separate times & the post-withdrawls are usually the worst part but it's really all about mindset, if you don't want to quit you're not going to quit, bottom line.

My symptoms always last for several months to a year, as its been 10 solid years on the train since I was a teenybopper.

Glad everyone is kicking & shit, plus a big shout out to Ol' Shark Titties! BEE SUITS UNITED!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on March 23, 2016, 11:56:07 AM

Congratulations, and good luck guys. Now can we direct this thread back to convincing Pencil to bang an entire family?

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Pics or it hasnt happened. There is such things as lies. But i hoped to god you're telling the truth, cause it's fucking awesome.

Title: Re: real confessions
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Pics or it hasnt happened. There is such things as lies. But i hoped to god you're telling the truth, cause it's fucking awesome.

okay so this whole confession started off with me complaining about how i dont want him to have any pictures of me, do you honestly think there is a situation where i can get pictures of them and Jim (the husband) doesnt immediately expect pictures of me? No.  If you dont want to believe me thats cool, but I do not trust him if he takes pictures of me, I know they will end up on the internet some how.

But there isnt really much of an update right now.  Jim is getting on my nerves still just pestering me too much when he really doesnt need to be.  I can see why Barbara doesnt want anything to do with him sexually because, as much as I hate terms like this, he is just a prime example of a beta male.  He always bitches about everything else, like he complains for no reason at all.  They are going to Rhode Island and hes bitching about flying first class "oh i didnt even wanna go on vacation, having to sit in first class with all those snobs, the food isnt even that good, id rather be here hanging out with you." Which brings up how clingy he can be.  He actually asked if I was done seeing them because one night I was skating and left my phone in the car and didnt text back for two hours.  He has shitty jokes.  Ugh, I wish I could just fuck her raw and cum in her pussy then leave her alone to go home to him so he can eat her out, but I guess some of the money is to make up for the fact that he wants to watch me fuck her and so she can say shit to him like "oh Pencil has such a big dick" "You couldnt fuck me like this Jim even if you were 21 and had a body like Pencil" etc

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hercules Rockefeller on March 25, 2016, 07:53:54 AM

hahaha oh my god...

post pics of the daughter though.

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Pics or it hasnt happened. There is such things as lies. But i hoped to god you're telling the truth, cause it's fucking awesome.

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okay so this whole confession started off with me complaining about how i dont want him to have any pictures of me, do you honestly think there is a situation where i can get pictures of them and Jim (the husband) doesnt immediately expect pictures of me? No.  If you dont want to believe me thats cool, but I do not trust him if he takes pictures of me, I know they will end up on the internet some how.

But there isnt really much of an update right now.  Jim is getting on my nerves still just pestering me too much when he really doesnt need to be.  I can see why Barbara doesnt want anything to do with him sexually because, as much as I hate terms like this, he is just a prime example of a beta male.  He always bitches about everything else, like he complains for no reason at all.  They are going to Rhode Island and hes bitching about flying first class "oh i didnt even wanna go on vacation, having to sit in first class with all those snobs, the food isnt even that good, id rather be here hanging out with you." Which brings up how clingy he can be.  He actually asked if I was done seeing them because one night I was skating and left my phone in the car and didnt text back for two hours.  He has shitty jokes.  Ugh, I wish I could just fuck her raw and cum in her pussy then leave her alone to go home to him so he can eat her out, but I guess some of the money is to make up for the fact that he wants to watch me fuck her and so she can say shit to him like "oh Pencil has such a big dick" "You couldnt fuck me like this Jim even if you were 21 and had a body like Pencil" etc

HOLY MOLY FUCKING FUCK!!! I just realized I am doing basically the same thing & just let me know when Jim is in Rhode Island & where, I want to meet this cunt!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on March 25, 2016, 08:08:45 AM

you know what I just thought about, their names are Jim and Barbara, like Jim and Barb Lahey from trailer park boys... he is trying to make me his randy....

they are leaving today for Rhode Island, dont know where exactly though

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on March 25, 2016, 09:01:37 AM

Quote from: pencil on March 25, 2016, 08:08:45 AM

you know what I just thought about, their names are Jim and Barbara, like Jim and Barb Lahey from trailer park boys... he is trying to make me his randy....

they are leaving today for Rhode Island, dont know where exactly though

It's a small state...  ::)

Bumnote for them, weather is going to be rainy shit for a while!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on March 25, 2016, 10:21:16 AM

this jim guy is giving me a headache. i just dont get how someone could pay someone for sex, but not actually be the one having sex. its like paying to watch someone ride a rollercoaster. if i bought the ticket, im riding the fucking ride.

at least youre getting paid to fuck. thats a double win in my book.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Iceman on March 25, 2016, 02:56:46 PM

Quote from: JB on March 25, 2016, 10:21:16 AM

this jim guy is giving me a headache. i just dont get how someone could pay someone for sex, but not actually be the one having sex. its like paying to watch someone ride a rollercoaster. if i bought the ticket, im riding the fucking ride.

at least youre getting paid to fuck. thats a double win in my book.

maybe pencil is to sex what ishod is to skateboarding.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on March 25, 2016, 06:42:55 PM

Barbara is definitely the one who is paying the sex with Pencil bill each week.

So, did the daughter go with them to RI for the weekend, or is she home alone?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on March 25, 2016, 09:17:35 PM

Quote from: ttching! on March 25, 2016, 06:42:55 PM

Barbara is definitely the one who is paying the sex with Pencil bill each week.

So, did the daughter go with them to RI for the weekend, or is she home alone?

hmmmm good question, i think i am going to text her right now and find out

and barb isnt really paying me to have sex, its part of the humiliation aspect that jim is into i think.  like he has to give up his hard earned money just so that she can be satisfied since he cant.  now im not saying i have seen a bunch of cocks before or anything, in fact most i have seen are grotesquely huge due to the fact that they were in pornos, but jim as a tiny, tiny cock

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on March 25, 2016, 09:24:19 PM

All of us posters are just boys, Pencil is a legend

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Post by: pencil on March 25, 2016, 10:43:36 PM

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All of us posters are just boys, Pencil is a legend

idk tobey you slay tinder chicks and steady stack insta clips

that being said, its weird being in their house and in a bed that isnt theirs 8)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monty Burns on March 26, 2016, 01:29:44 AM

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Got my first real job as a host at a chain restaurant, and today was the first day. The whole staff is super friendly and I get along with everyone really well, so that's good. I was going through training before the dinner rush and the lady who's training me kept stressing how important the first impression of a restaurant is, and since I'm a host, I'll be the first impression whenever I'm there.  She also told me that they were hiring for the host position because they were letting go of a lot of hosts of my age since they weren't working out. I started getting really stressed out and was really nervous for the rest of my shift. I could hear the nervousness in my voice when I was greeting the guests, and I felt really stiff. I definitely wasn't coming off relaxed which isn't good. I'm worried now that since I'm freaking out it might leave a guest with a bad experience. Not only would I lose my job, but now that person is going to dislike the restaurant because of me. I feel so much pressure, which is only making my anxiety worse. Starting to think I fucked up taking this job. Don't want to quit since I haven't even finished training, but don't want to get fired either. Not really sure what to do.

I guess Im abit late to this

Just relax , chill .  They are at your job . This is your home you should be relaxed . They should be nervous coming into your restaurant . This is where you work , eat , talk to coworkers and friends . They want to talk to you and they want service

Just learn as much about the things at work , the things you need to know . Always smile and be friendly . If you dont have confidence fake it at first . It just comes along with time

Title: Re: real confessions
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that being said, its weird being in their house and in a bed that isnt theirs 8)

2 down, 1 to go?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Iceman on March 26, 2016, 03:21:51 PM

Quote from: Kickflop on March 26, 2016, 01:55:35 AM

I'm honestly surprised how many people here are unfamiliar with cuckolding.

how long has it been happening to you?  ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Justis on March 30, 2016, 12:56:48 PM

My dad was diagnosed with leukemia 3 weeks ago and has only gotten worse. He  just got put on medically induced coma, pains me too much to go see him, got to talk to him before they put him on and I just dont know if I want the possibly last time seeing him being like that /:

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on March 30, 2016, 01:30:09 PM

Damn Justis, all the best to you, your Dad and your family.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on March 30, 2016, 01:43:49 PM

Quote from: Justis on March 30, 2016, 12:56:48 PM

My dad was diagnosed with leukemia 3 weeks ago and has only gotten worse. He  just got put on medically induced coma, pains me too much to go see him, got to talk to him before they put him on and I just dont know if I want the possibly last time seeing him being like that /:

i wish the best for you dude. thats got to be so hard. i know id be a mess if that were my situation right now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on March 30, 2016, 02:37:48 PM

sorry justis. i don't know what to tell ya but glad ya got to talk to him before at least.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on March 31, 2016, 01:09:12 AM

Yo justis im really sorry to hear that man. Its funny to talk about how Im basically fucking an entire family but I sincerely mean that I will keep you and your fam in my prayers.

And before anyone says "hurr durr how does that even help?" just fuck off.  Keep your head up tho man, you seem to have a real good head on your shoulders

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on March 31, 2016, 02:55:01 AM

sorry Justis, stay strong, man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pinche gringo on March 31, 2016, 06:43:25 AM

I'm really sorry to hear this Justis. Do whatever you feel is right for you. Everyone deals with this type of thing differently and anyway you choose is ok. I lost my father a year and a half ago and it is by far the heaviest thing I have ever experienced. My father was essentially comatosed by the time I got to California. I visited him everyday until deciding to take him off life support. My wife and I stayed with him until he passed. The thought I couldn't shake was that he was one of the first people to see me into this world and I was the last to see him living. My deepest condolences.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on March 31, 2016, 09:11:40 AM

Sorry justis. Went through that too. Stuff is nasty. Stay up buddy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Justis on March 31, 2016, 12:23:55 PM

Hey thanks for all the  support for real guys, his illness is super untimely and it's time for me to step up for my family now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paul Cicero on April 01, 2016, 02:23:52 AM

Quote from: Justis on March 31, 2016, 12:23:55 PM

Hey thanks for all the  support for real guys, his illness is super untimely and it's time for me to step up for my family now

I live in Australia, but if you end up spending all your money on family and can't afford skate stuff for yourself i'll post you some gear. All the best mate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on April 01, 2016, 07:19:03 AM

if anyone is feeling down and needs a pick me up you should know I just called my probation officer and told him I smoked weed then said APRIL FOOLS and he wasnt too hyped and I gotta go take a drug test lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 01, 2016, 09:54:05 AM

Quote from: pencil on April 01, 2016, 07:19:03 AM

if anyone is feeling down and needs a pick me up you should know I just called my probation officer and told him I smoked weed then said APRIL FOOLS and he wasnt too hyped and I gotta go take a drug test lol

thats hilarious. my PO probably wouldve sent me directly to jail without collecting $200 if i pulled that one. she was the meanest, most unpleasant woman ive ever met in my life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on April 01, 2016, 11:39:43 AM

My PO just laughed and asked me if I was stupid, said he had to mark it down in my file that I said that but if my results are negative he isnt going to violate me or anything.  The head of the court ordered rehab I go to wasnt to psyched on it though.  She said that if that was some kind of subconscious way of admitting to using and I pissed dirty then I would have to spend a night in jail and do 30 12-step meetings in 30 days.  I told her dont worry I sent my twin sister to drop for me and SHE doesnt use APRIL FOOLS and she told me I have to do the 30 in 30 anyway.  I dont even have a sister, let alone a twin.  Plus the test place would obviously not let that fly, seeing as how they ask for ID.  SMH some people just arent in the holiday spirit....

Im also going to tell mr and mrs cuckold that i fucked their daughter then do the ol APRIL FOOLS and hope they have a better sense of humor

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 01, 2016, 12:00:55 PM

Quote from: pencil on April 01, 2016, 11:39:43 AM

My PO just laughed and asked me if I was stupid, said he had to mark it down in my file that I said that but if my results are negative he isnt going to violate me or anything.  The head of the court ordered rehab I go to wasnt to psyched on it though.  She said that if that was some kind of subconscious way of admitting to using and I pissed dirty then I would have to spend a night in jail and do 30 12-step meetings in 30 days.  I told her dont worry I sent my twin sister to drop for me and SHE doesnt use APRIL FOOLS and she told me I have to do the 30 in 30 anyway.  I dont even have a sister, let alone a twin.  Plus the test place would obviously not let that fly, seeing as how they ask for ID.  SMH some people just arent in the holiday spirit....

Im also going to tell mr and mrs cuckold that i fucked their daughter then do the ol APRIL FOOLS and hope they have a better sense of humor

You crazy for April fools.

Title: Re: real confessions
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My PO just laughed and asked me if I was stupid, said he had to mark it down in my file that I said that but if my results are negative he isnt going to violate me or anything.  The head of the court ordered rehab I go to wasnt to psyched on it though.  She said that if that was some kind of subconscious way of admitting to using and I pissed dirty then I would have to spend a night in jail and do 30 12-step meetings in 30 days.  I told her dont worry I sent my twin sister to drop for me and SHE doesnt use APRIL FOOLS and she told me I have to do the 30 in 30 anyway.  I dont even have a sister, let alone a twin.  Plus the test place would obviously not let that fly, seeing as how they ask for ID.  SMH some people just arent in the holiday spirit....

Im also going to tell mr and mrs cuckold that i fucked their daughter then do the ol APRIL FOOLS and hope they have a better sense of humor

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You crazy for April fools.

you could say im an april FOOL!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 01, 2016, 12:38:53 PM

Quote from: pencil on April 01, 2016, 11:39:43 AM

Im also going to tell mr and mrs cuckold that i fucked their daughter then do the ol APRIL FOOLS and hope they have a better sense of humor

Alright guys, do we start taking bets that he will lose his junk or start saving up for his funeral?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Buck Bundy on April 04, 2016, 11:33:01 PM

Looonnggg time lurker...I first remember pontoon boats sinking post and BB's quote about robin from vans...in slap print. Then the amazement of COTG and BeerCigs post. (And the nic rix tit flick) So good. I think I skated with Gipper at the palatine banks in IL, back in the day...which is dope cause the Gips always stirring up the pot! And I love it. Over the last decade I've gone through a lot. Depression, drugs, drinking. I have a lot ahead of me. But the slap community has always made me feel apart of something. We all have our shit, but seem to have so much commion ground. My drunken confession to strangers

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shags6 on April 05, 2016, 07:43:36 PM

I havent spoken to my ex in over a year or thought of her and I just woke up from a good nights sleep madly, intoxicatingly in love with her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 05, 2016, 08:52:23 PM

Quote from: shags6 on April 05, 2016, 07:43:36 PM

I havent spoken to my ex in over a year or thought of her and I just woke up from a good nights sleep madly, intoxicatingly in love with her.

It happens, but just remember why you broke up in the first place

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 06, 2016, 08:08:03 AM

Quote from: shags6 on April 05, 2016, 07:43:36 PM

I havent spoken to my ex in over a year or thought of her and I just woke up from a good nights sleep madly, intoxicatingly in love with her.

I don't know, Davie...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on April 06, 2016, 09:17:09 AM

Quote from: shags6 on April 05, 2016, 07:43:36 PM

I havent spoken to my ex in over a year or thought of her and I just woke up from a good nights sleep madly, intoxicatingly in love with her.

get very baked and think about for added perspective

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shags6 on April 06, 2016, 11:26:57 AM

We broke up in the first place because she was "too hot" if that makes any sense......and another confession: today I was taking a violent shit and I needed something to grab on to to brace myself. Think of going really fast on a motorcycle and needing to grip the handlebars not to fall off. Anyways, the handlebars were my nuts and I ended up squeezing so hard a ball practically shot up into my body. It was really scary and I had to ease it down back to the sack. Sorry, I just had to get that off of my chest.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on April 08, 2016, 02:13:13 PM

damn its the end of an era.....
Probably not going to be too much of seeing that couple.  Nothing to do with their daughter or anything, just had a bit of a disagreement and for a dude who likes watching his wife get fucked by a college kid he is pretty petty

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 09, 2016, 09:17:54 AM

Quote from: shags6 on April 06, 2016, 11:26:57 AM

We broke up in the first place because she was "too hot" if that makes any sense......and another confession: today I was taking a violent shit and I needed something to grab on to to brace myself. Think of going really fast on a motorcycle and needing to grip the handlebars not to fall off. Anyways, the handlebars were my nuts and I ended up squeezing so hard a ball practically shot up into my body. It was really scary and I had to ease it down back to the sack. Sorry, I just had to get that off of my chest.

Bold text = No need for medical attention, completely normal.

Regular text = In dire need of medical attention, completely not normal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on April 09, 2016, 02:15:09 PM

I just went to rehab for three months and am in a halfway house in Nashville, turn up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on April 09, 2016, 03:16:06 PM

Quote from: Wizard Fight on April 09, 2016, 02:15:09 PM

I just went to rehab for three months and am in a halfway house in Nashville, turn up.

slap is all quitting drugs, we're pussies. how'd ya end up in tenn, weren't you in portland? i've got $1600 stashed, let's relapse w/ pep. nah, good for you if you were running amok [and by being in rehab i'm guessing you were]. come by mass this summer if ya got nothing to do.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on April 09, 2016, 06:31:40 PM

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I just went to rehab for three months and am in a halfway house in Nashville, turn up.

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slap is all quitting drugs, we're pussies. how'd ya end up in tenn, weren't you in portland? i've got $1600 stashed, let's relapse w/ pep. nah, good for you if you were running amok [and by being in rehab i'm guessing you were]. come by mass this summer if ya got nothing to do.

I was kinda just sitting at home in Oregon wishing I was dead, went to visit my parents in Georgia over Xmas and they put it together for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on April 09, 2016, 11:00:31 PM

I took a bottle of dog drugs from the family medicine cabinet while visiting my folks this past weekend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 10, 2016, 12:43:31 AM

This page is live.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 10, 2016, 01:41:56 AM

Chose an important class for a major and chose a terrible teacher and barely realized it now. Doubt I can pass.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on April 10, 2016, 10:30:34 AM

way to ruin a good thing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on April 10, 2016, 09:46:35 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on April 09, 2016, 11:00:31 PM

I took a bottle of dog drugs from the family medicine cabinet while visiting my folks this past weekend.

Turn up! What kind? I've stolen dog pain pills before.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: glutton. on April 11, 2016, 12:58:57 AM

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I took a bottle of dog drugs from the family medicine cabinet while visiting my folks this past weekend.

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Turn up! What kind? I've stolen dog pain pills before.

Fuck that shit. Someone stole Tramadol from my apartment when my dog had panosteitis, which is bone inflammation. It's why I don't bother with bar chicks anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 11, 2016, 01:44:10 AM

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I took a bottle of dog drugs from the family medicine cabinet while visiting my folks this past weekend.

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Turn up! What kind? I've stolen dog pain pills before.

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Fuck that shit. Someone stole Tramadol from my apartment when my dog had panosteitis, which is bone inflammation. It's why I don't bother with bar chicks anymore.

I feel sorry for your dog. And I pity the fool who abuses Tramadol, almost not a narcotic. What a bunch of sissies, if you want to get high, get some real drugs. Not to say that I didn't steal other peoples drugs, but I was a wreck addict with no soul.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on April 11, 2016, 05:27:54 PM

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I took a bottle of dog drugs from the family medicine cabinet while visiting my folks this past weekend.

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Turn up! What kind? I've stolen dog pain pills before.

#teamdogdrugs in full effect right here!
Trending like yo sick labrador

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on April 11, 2016, 09:03:38 PM

When you are a side dude catching main dudes feelings.....

Shouldn't of ruined a good fuck buddy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on April 11, 2016, 09:29:15 PM

Quote from: pencil on April 08, 2016, 02:13:13 PM

damn its the end of an era.....
Probably not going to be too much of seeing that couple.  Nothing to do with their daughter or anything, just had a bit of a disagreement and for a dude who likes watching his wife get fucked by a college kid he is pretty petty

dayum :'( the rest of the story was so crazy too...
What was the petty disagreement if you don't mind me asking?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on April 12, 2016, 01:00:00 PM

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damn its the end of an era.....
Probably not going to be too much of seeing that couple.  Nothing to do with their daughter or anything, just had a bit of a disagreement and for a dude who likes watching his wife get fucked by a college kid he is pretty petty

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dayum :'( the rest of the story was so crazy too...
What was the petty disagreement if you don't mind me asking?

I just mentioned I was going on a date like real casual and dude got all pissy about it.  He started off saying "well you fucking someone else brings in unwanted chance of STDs" and shit like that at which point I brought up the fact that there was never a formal agreement that I was only fucking his wife. 
Idk... I mean I was only fucking his wife (well his daughter too but that was just like a one weekend thing) but he ended up admitting he was just worried I was going to leave them behind and shit.  Like I said, for someone who enjoys watching me call his wife a dirty slut and a bunch of other lewd things, I was so surprised he was acting all possessive over me?
What almost guaranteed I was never going to see them again was when I was like "well what youre going to keep paying me to come bang your wife and shit like how do you think I am taking this girl out?" and at that point he gets all crazy like "SO YOURE ONLY FUCKING MY WIFE IN FRONT OF ME CAUSE I PAY YOU NOT CAUSE YOU ENJOY IT?!" and I kind of had to be like "well.... yeah.... I mean I would fuck your wife but I dont think Id agree to do it in front of you if it werent for money (because forreal its not like I had the fetish of having someone watch me have sex or anything, and the first time it happened I think I only sustained a boner thinking about the money instead of how FUCKING SURREAL THAT SITUATION IS)" and he got all butthurt thinking I dont like him and shit.

I still smashed this past week but he was super bummed and he was like "oh i only have 2/3rds but we can run to the ATM" and I was like nah fool lets just bounce"

side note tho things went super well with the chick I saw.  I didnt fuck her or anything but then again I kind of want to actually give her a shot.  Havent been in a relationship for a while and she is super down to earth and just making out with her felt 100x more sensual than this other lady

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 12, 2016, 02:05:20 PM

can we get pics of the wife now? i know youre not there to take them, but they had to show you some pics before you met them the first time, right?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 12, 2016, 02:32:04 PM

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damn its the end of an era.....
Probably not going to be too much of seeing that couple.  Nothing to do with their daughter or anything, just had a bit of a disagreement and for a dude who likes watching his wife get fucked by a college kid he is pretty petty

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dayum :'( the rest of the story was so crazy too...
What was the petty disagreement if you don't mind me asking?

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I just mentioned I was going on a date like real casual and dude got all pissy about it.  He started off saying "well you fucking someone else brings in unwanted chance of STDs" and shit like that at which point I brought up the fact that there was never a formal agreement that I was only fucking his wife. 
Idk... I mean I was only fucking his wife (well his daughter too but that was just like a one weekend thing) but he ended up admitting he was just worried I was going to leave them behind and shit.  Like I said, for someone who enjoys watching me call his wife a dirty slut and a bunch of other lewd things, I was so surprised he was acting all possessive over me?
What almost guaranteed I was never going to see them again was when I was like "well what youre going to keep paying me to come bang your wife and shit like how do you think I am taking this girl out?" and at that point he gets all crazy like "SO YOURE ONLY FUCKING MY WIFE IN FRONT OF ME CAUSE I PAY YOU NOT CAUSE YOU ENJOY IT?!" and I kind of had to be like "well.... yeah.... I mean I would fuck your wife but I dont think Id agree to do it in front of you if it werent for money (because forreal its not like I had the fetish of having someone watch me have sex or anything, and the first time it happened I think I only sustained a boner thinking about the money instead of how FUCKING SURREAL THAT SITUATION IS)" and he got all butthurt thinking I dont like him and shit.

I still smashed this past week but he was super bummed and he was like "oh i only have 2/3rds but we can run to the ATM" and I was like nah fool lets just bounce"

side note tho things went super well with the chick I saw.  I didnt fuck her or anything but then again I kind of want to actually give her a shot.  Havent been in a relationship for a while and she is super down to earth and just making out with her felt 100x more sensual than this other lady

Good to hear that, good luck!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on April 12, 2016, 02:50:24 PM

pics or it never happened

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jake From State Farm on April 12, 2016, 05:33:59 PM

Did coke for the first time a few days ago. Experience was a 9/10, would do it again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on April 12, 2016, 07:42:36 PM

They sent me pictures over kik but I didnt save them or anything so youre just gonna have to trust me on this one.  The only picture I do  have is one time her husband wasnt there and I came inside her and he wanted to see a picture.  I think its still in my iMessages or I could probably ask him for that one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shags6 on April 12, 2016, 09:07:45 PM

Did you fuck the daughter when they went away on that trip? I want to hear the story.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 13, 2016, 08:24:41 AM

Quote from: Wizard Fight on April 09, 2016, 02:15:09 PM

I just went to rehab for three months and am in a halfway house in Nashville, turn up.

Quote from: Jake From State Farm on April 12, 2016, 05:33:59 PM

Did coke for the first time a few days ago. Experience was a 9/10, would do it again.

this page goes full circle.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on April 13, 2016, 01:16:19 PM

I like only checking this thread once a week or so because it's a rollercoaster of emotions.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 14, 2016, 04:30:07 AM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on April 13, 2016, 01:16:19 PM

I like only checking this thread once a week or so because it's a rollercoaster of emotions.

Mean Girls (8/10) Movie CLIP - A Lot of Feelings (2004) HD (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sR528E5_8yI#)

Well, I'll keep the feelings going. I like this super cute girl at my University, talk to her every chance I get and recieve some good feedback. Can't pull the trigger, though. Still feel like a no-good bum.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on April 14, 2016, 05:21:30 AM

Quote from: shags6 on April 12, 2016, 09:07:45 PM

Did you fuck the daughter when they went away on that trip? I want to hear the story.

Its not much of a story.  I texted her and asked if she was throwing a party since her parents were out of town and she said no.  I asked what she was doing then and her friend had ditched her for the night to go hang out with some college kids.  I pulled the ol "haha well at least im not the only one who doesnt have weekend plans then" and she invited me over.  We get to talking about why she didnt just go with her friend and she says there was this guy there she had gotten with or something and how he was a douche, mean while im all
(https://pics.onsizzle.com/623558224013303809-Twitter.png)

So yeah thats basically it.  It wasnt like I said "oh im fucking your mom in front of your dad and they pay me lets fuck lol"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 14, 2016, 06:49:54 AM

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Did you fuck the daughter when they went away on that trip? I want to hear the story.

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Its not much of a story.  I texted her and asked if she was throwing a party since her parents were out of town and she said no.  I asked what she was doing then and her friend had ditched her for the night to go hang out with some college kids.  I pulled the ol "haha well at least im not the only one who doesnt have weekend plans then" and she invited me over.  We get to talking about why she didnt just go with her friend and she says there was this guy there she had gotten with or something and how he was a douche, mean while im all
(https://pics.onsizzle.com/623558224013303809-Twitter.png)

So yeah thats basically it.  It wasnt like I said "oh im fucking your mom in front of your dad and they pay me lets fuck lol"

For real though, how did they compare? Any familial traits? This is important to us who may never achieve the mother daughter combo.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SlappyBag on April 14, 2016, 06:55:00 AM

Quote from: Grampa on March 20, 2016, 08:44:46 PM

"College was pretty cool. I fucked an entire family."

Just want this back up on the thread

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on April 14, 2016, 07:37:09 AM

ummm familial traits... I guess they are both kind of loud.  The daughter is louder for sure but they are both vocal when they get fucked.
I dont know if I can do a fair comparison though because they are two different scenarios.  When Im fucking the wife the husband is there and she kind of berates him about how she is "getting fucked by a young stud (her words not mine)" and how he "could never get her off so someone else has to"

The daughter wasnt as willing to suck dick.  She really wasnt down for much foreplay at all.  She just wanted to get fucked.  Her mom definitely has more experience and knows how to get herself off.

Similarities though? The common denominator is that the man of the house isnt really a man of action so they both seem to enjoy rougher sex.  The daughter was weird though because I dont really know her limits so I didnt go as far as I would with her mom lol.  They both let me bust on their face too 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shags6 on April 14, 2016, 07:50:38 AM

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Did you fuck the daughter when they went away on that trip? I want to hear the story.

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Its not much of a story.  I texted her and asked if she was throwing a party since her parents were out of town and she said no.  I asked what she was doing then and her friend had ditched her for the night to go hang out with some college kids.  I pulled the ol "haha well at least im not the only one who doesnt have weekend plans then" and she invited me over.  We get to talking about why she didnt just go with her friend and she says there was this guy there she had gotten with or something and how he was a douche, mean while im all
(https://pics.onsizzle.com/623558224013303809-Twitter.png)

So yeah thats basically it.  It wasnt like I said "oh im fucking your mom in front of your dad and they pay me lets fuck lol"

A couple months ago I picked up some girl at an art show and took her to a Chinese resteraunt, sitting at the table she opened up about allll of her previous relationships and how they went bad. It got sick of hearing all of those stories so I played the fake phone call card and left.........if only I knew at a time that the list of exes was an invitation for sex.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 14, 2016, 10:46:45 AM

Quote from: pencil on April 14, 2016, 07:37:09 AM

ummm familial traits...  They both let me bust on their face too 

That's good enough for me. Good job pencil

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on April 14, 2016, 11:34:20 AM

pencil, legend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on April 14, 2016, 05:15:09 PM

Quote from: pencil on April 14, 2016, 07:37:09 AM

ummm familial traits... I guess they are both kind of loud.  The daughter is louder for sure but they are both vocal when they get fucked.
I dont know if I can do a fair comparison though because they are two different scenarios.  When Im fucking the wife the husband is there and she kind of berates him about how she is "getting fucked by a young stud (her words not mine)" and how he "could never get her off so someone else has to"

The daughter wasnt as willing to suck dick.  She really wasnt down for much foreplay at all.  She just wanted to get fucked.  Her mom definitely has more experience and knows how to get herself off.

Similarities though? The common denominator is that the man of the house isnt really a man of action so they both seem to enjoy rougher sex.  The daughter was weird though because I dont really know her limits so I didnt go as far as I would with her mom lol.  They both let me bust on their face too 

#LEGEND

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 14, 2016, 06:00:15 PM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on April 14, 2016, 05:15:09 PM

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ummm familial traits... I guess they are both kind of loud.  The daughter is louder for sure but they are both vocal when they get fucked.
I dont know if I can do a fair comparison though because they are two different scenarios.  When Im fucking the wife the husband is there and she kind of berates him about how she is "getting fucked by a young stud (her words not mine)" and how he "could never get her off so someone else has to"

The daughter wasnt as willing to suck dick.  She really wasnt down for much foreplay at all.  She just wanted to get fucked.  Her mom definitely has more experience and knows how to get herself off.

Similarities though? The common denominator is that the man of the house isnt really a man of action so they both seem to enjoy rougher sex.  The daughter was weird though because I dont really know her limits so I didnt go as far as I would with her mom lol.  They both let me bust on their face too 

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#LEGEND

Foo Fighters - My Hero (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=87bcPisyTHs#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on April 14, 2016, 08:46:06 PM

lmao thanks for all the positive words fellas.  didnt mean to hijack this thread but its forreal nice to air out the truth somewhere

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 15, 2016, 07:40:18 AM

Quote from: pencil on April 14, 2016, 08:46:06 PM

lmao thanks for all the positive words fellas.  didnt mean to hijack this thread but its forreal nice to air out the truth somewhere

You are the truth! Teach me...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on April 15, 2016, 09:30:42 AM

on a side note, does anyone remember when #cuckoldingcarroll was a thing? like i remember seeing crailtap dudes posting it on insta and stuff maybe a year or two ago.  does anyone know what that was about?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MintySandwhich on April 15, 2016, 09:40:08 AM

That's a recipe for a cheesy pornhub category.. but it's foreal hahah

-I gave myself a stick-n-poke that I'm really pumped on, had fun doing it, and I will probably do it again. Girlfriend got super pissed at me though, so that kinda bums me out. I would still do it again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on April 15, 2016, 09:51:46 AM

Quote from: MintySandwhich on April 15, 2016, 09:40:08 AM

That's a recipe for a cheesy pornhub category.. but it's foreal hahah

-I gave myself a stick-n-poke that I'm really pumped on, had fun doing it, and I will probably do it again. Girlfriend got super pissed at me though, so that kinda bums me out. I would still do it again.

My wife got a little cheesed when I did some stuff on the inside of my fingers, but I've been covered in very visible tattoos since long before we met so she can suck it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on April 15, 2016, 10:16:00 AM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on April 15, 2016, 09:51:46 AM

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That's a recipe for a cheesy pornhub category.. but it's foreal hahah

-I gave myself a stick-n-poke that I'm really pumped on, had fun doing it, and I will probably do it again. Girlfriend got super pissed at me though, so that kinda bums me out. I would still do it again.

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My wife got a little cheesed when I did some stuff on the inside of my fingers, but I've been covered in very visible tattoos since long before we met so she can suck it.

would you be interested in watching me have her suck it? ill give ya slapPALS discount buddy ol guy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on April 15, 2016, 10:31:34 AM

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That's a recipe for a cheesy pornhub category.. but it's foreal hahah

-I gave myself a stick-n-poke that I'm really pumped on, had fun doing it, and I will probably do it again. Girlfriend got super pissed at me though, so that kinda bums me out. I would still do it again.

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My wife got a little cheesed when I did some stuff on the inside of my fingers, but I've been covered in very visible tattoos since long before we met so she can suck it.

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would you be interested in watching me have her suck it? ill give ya slapPALS discount buddy ol guy

Sure but we've been married for awhile so I don't expect she'll suck my dick until my birthday or anniversary, and even then you shouldn't clear your schedule.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on April 17, 2016, 12:20:13 PM

Quote from: MintySandwhich on April 15, 2016, 09:40:08 AM

That's a recipe for a cheesy pornhub category.. but it's foreal hahah

-I gave myself a stick-n-poke that I'm really pumped on, had fun doing it, and I will probably do it again. Girlfriend got super pissed at me though, so that kinda bums me out. I would still do it again.

Why does your girlfriend care if you get tattooed?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on April 18, 2016, 04:32:34 AM

I´ve been seeing myself moving towards a path of becoming a good-ole-hoarder. I love biking long distances to thrift-stores as a way of incorporating excercise and satisfying my hunter-gatherer instincts. The hoarding aspect has been made particularly evident by me moving into a smaller apartment, which is getting filled with books, movies and especially clothes at a good rate.

Slighty alarmed (as there have been a few notable cases of hoarding in my family), I decided to start flipping my hoarded goods online. I´ve already made more than enough to cover the next months rent from the profit I made from last weeks sales, which is amazing to me. So, not really a confession, but a brag. Although I´m kinda struggling with whether buying (for instance from salvation army) for the sole purpose of resale (ebay etc) has some moral-dilemmas. On one hand you are providing a service by making a product someone has thrown away availible to a wider customer base (online), but are you profiting by robbing it from other customers who frequent those stores, perhaps from low-income backgrounds?

Anyone here have similar tendencies or experience of flipping stuff on ebay etc?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on April 18, 2016, 12:37:36 PM

I've done that a little bit.  I have a friend who is constantly on the hunt.  His job has him travel 60 miles in any direction depending on the day.  He stops at all of them that he can.  He paid his house off in seven years by doing so.  Just have to research what to look for.  He makes a killing on corning ware and toys.  Buys a bunch, makes sets, profits.
http://www.ebay.com/itm/VISION-CORNING-WARE-BROWN-AMBER-COOKWARE-GLASS-POT-SAUCE-PAN-11-pc-SET-LOT-1-5L-/381599977537?hash=item58d9219041:g:F0IAAOSwv~xXDawH (http://www.ebay.com/itm/VISION-CORNING-WARE-BROWN-AMBER-COOKWARE-GLASS-POT-SAUCE-PAN-11-pc-SET-LOT-1-5L-/381599977537?hash=item58d9219041:g:F0IAAOSwv~xXDawH)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 19, 2016, 12:50:37 AM

There is absolutely nothing wrong with flipping things from charity shops. If you can make some coin from it more power to you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on April 19, 2016, 06:51:42 AM

My wife made $160k in 2015 doing exactly that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: glutton. on April 19, 2016, 02:23:04 PM

I told some chick that she wasn't worth giving a fuck about after she went to a some shitty party. Then my friend hooked up with some chick and I got with her sister. The girl I said that shit to had her ugly friends follow my friend, those two sisters and I around, while we were walking to my place. Then, she texted me, "I don't want to see you again," and blocked me on Facebook/Snapchat. Fuck it. It was a shitty thing to say but I'm tired of playing games.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on April 19, 2016, 02:30:54 PM

Thank you for your motivating words Joust Ostrich, SodaJerk and shit_for_brains! 160k sounds absolutely insane, does she have a special niche or just a huge volume of goods, or both?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on April 19, 2016, 02:33:38 PM

Quote from: glutton. on April 19, 2016, 02:23:04 PM

I told some chick that she wasn't worth giving a fuck about after she went to a some shitty party. Then my friend hooked up with some chick and I got with her sister. The girl I said that shit to had her ugly friends follow my friend, those two sisters and I around, while we were walking to my place. Then, she texted me, "I don't want to see you again," and blocked me on Facebook/Snapchat. Fuck it. It was a shitty thing to say but I'm tired of playing games.

and the countdown to her, "Sorry about everything..., can we hang out again maybe?" message begins, either that or youre free and in the clear, win/win

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on April 19, 2016, 03:37:41 PM

Quote from: Bronson on April 19, 2016, 02:30:54 PM

Thank you for your motivating words Joust Ostrich, SodaJerk and shit_for_brains! 160k sounds absolutely insane, does she have a special niche or just a huge volume of goods, or both?

Both. 2015 was really good for her (us!) because she got a license to import designer bags so that made up probably $100k of it. 2014 she was just doing women's designer clothing she fished out of thrift stores and made ~$60-70k. When we lived in Chicago she did probably $80k a year just doing the second hand designer stuff. There's next to no money in men's clothing if you're looking to resell it. Men don't get rid of clothing anywhere near the rate women do, so if you want to make some money off it women's clothing is the way to go. Thrift stores on the outskirts of nice areas are where the best stuff is.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: glutton. on April 20, 2016, 12:06:05 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on April 19, 2016, 02:33:38 PM

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I told some chick that she wasn't worth giving a fuck about after she went to a some shitty party. Then my friend hooked up with some chick and I got with her sister. The girl I said that shit to had her ugly friends follow my friend, those two sisters and I around, while we were walking to my place. Then, she texted me, "I don't want to see you again," and blocked me on Facebook/Snapchat. Fuck it. It was a shitty thing to say but I'm tired of playing games.

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and the countdown to her, "Sorry about everything..., can we hang out again maybe?" message begins, either that or youre free and in the clear, win/win

Nah, fuck that. I'm only interested in one night stands.

05/12 edit: downloading porn at the public library because my neighbor cut off internet, despite the fact that I paid in advance for the entire length of the lease. I'm also downloading mixtapes from DatPiff.

06/02 edit: My mouth tastes like cigarettes and pussy. Also, I hurt my tongue somehow.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 09, 2016, 11:05:17 PM

Trippin on acid. That's all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ill_Murray on June 10, 2016, 09:55:30 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 09, 2016, 11:05:17 PM

Trippin on acid. That's all.

Haven't seen you post in a while man, hope shit is going a bit better for you and that you had a good trip. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on June 11, 2016, 07:47:17 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 09, 2016, 11:05:17 PM

Trippin on acid. That's all.

Can we please have a trip summary?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: glutton. on June 11, 2016, 09:18:15 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 09, 2016, 11:05:17 PM

Trippin on acid. That's all.

Enjoy.

This chick drove four hours to see me but we couldn't do shit because she was on her period. I told her that we could fuck in the shower but she told me that I'm gross. She left Thursday but is coming back today. I've just been ignoring her texts and calls.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 11, 2016, 10:23:04 PM

Quote from: ill_Murray on June 10, 2016, 09:55:30 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 09, 2016, 11:05:17 PM

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Trippin on acid. That's all.

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Haven't seen you post in a while man, hope shit is going a bit better for you and that you had a good trip.  

Thanks. Things are hectic. I work a lot, I bought a car, and I'm paying student loans for a degree I didn't get. I still have no money, but at least now it's because I'm paying a car note, getting out of debt, and fixing my credit. Work sucks ass though, but that's par for the course. I can see myself moving out my mom's house once I'm done with the loans. Then I guess I might feel "comfortable" making some profiles on dating sites.

Quote from: iKobrakai on June 11, 2016, 07:47:17 AM

Can we please have a trip summary?

I was with a friend who has done it many times before. He had the great idea that we should go to Encinitas skate park which is about an hour's drive north. I knew it was a bad idea, but I'm weak to peer pressure. As we were getting closer to the destination everything started getting hilarious. I laughed to the point of tears at trivial shit and struggled to stay calm. The homie told me once we made it and got out of the car I was going to realize how fucking high I was. We got to the park and proceeded to immediately make fools of ourselves. We arrived at the same time as Matt Mumford and Rob Welsh. Pretty much the entire OJ team was there skating the bowl. I was trying my hardest to contain laughing fits but was failing. Somebody called the cops on us because apparently we were causing a scene. We immediately started skating the park and trying to look normal as they rolled around scoping us out. They eventually left, but my friend decided we should get out of there while we could and head towards the beach. At this point I was tripping hard. You know like how on corny tv and movies they show people being high by putting a bunch of shapes and colors on the screen? Yeah, it really is like that. Fractals everywhere. After images tracing every movement like a Johnny Cage shadow kick. The most prominent effect was the sensation of half sleep. I couldn't tell if I was asleep or awake and the only reason I knew anything was real life was because I got feedback from the rest of the world, but that feedback was delayed. I had to trust my body would react to outside stimuli fast enough and in the correct manner. It was a real challenge for me to trust myself and my muscle memory because I'm simply not the type of person to be able to go on autopilot. I have to understand everything I do before I can do it to the point that it's a real impediment on me during normal life. It was especially scary bombing a bunch of hills to get down to the beach. Eventually we made it there and smoked some weed. Then things started to go sour. My friend was really paranoid about cops and wanted to go home. We were probably only four hours into the trip at that point. This shit lasts up to twelve hours. We walked up and down the street trying to figure out how to use our phones and get someone to come up and get us. We couldn't get anyone to get us, but by this time it was dark anyway so we felt comfortable walking back to the skate park. That world had turned really fuzzy at this point. The plan was to skate until we sobered up there, but then my homie went way downhill a few minutes after we got there. I'll just say he was freaking out real bad. I was still feeling really good and wanted to skate but I had to get serious to make him feel better and that did put a damper on the experience. I felt I had to drive him home which was really fucking stupid. I wish I hadn't. It was just straight up unsafe and I put other people at risk. Should've waited it out. Instead I waited just long enough until I thought I could make it home. A forty minute drive with no traffic, 30 if you speed. I was definitely still high, but I drove better than majority of people still on the road at the time. No excuses though. Got home still high. I had to go to work the next morning so I went to sleep still high. That's basically it. I recommend it. It had me feeling good but I also warn not to do it too often. Everything in moderation of course. It's easy to see how people turn into burned out hippies on this shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on June 12, 2016, 08:43:50 AM

Thanks L33T, glad you made it safe!

When I was doing drugs, I actually preferred to have a bad  trip. Some of locations:

A candy store. You'd think it would be easy, but the damn colors kept me there for an hour. Difficulty: Normal.

A fucking booze cruise, complete with some action at the casino, Fear and Loathing style. Difficulty: Normal.

A hood complete with police and fist fights. Difficulty: Heroic.

A Halloween party at this thrashy nightclub packed with people in costumes, creepy lightning and noises. Difficulty: Legendary.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on June 13, 2016, 01:59:23 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on June 12, 2016, 08:43:50 AM

A candy store. You'd think it would be easy, but the damn colors kept me there for an hour. Difficulty: Normal.

geez, i remember the grocery store being like a stoner trap when i was super young and just started smoking weed. you go to grab a tomato and the next thing you know you're picking them all up to see if you can find any cool hidden patterns on them. if thats what happened to me on weed, i dont even know how id handle acid.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on June 13, 2016, 10:47:23 PM

I got cocky w/ the cut at the methadone clinic so she cut me 77 mgs to zero in a month. Proceeded to get dope sick before zero, Franky says relapse and next thing you know you sold your mopeds and yer pedaling ass. Or, you know on suboxin, off da slime as kobrakai would say before giving a burst mouth. I am grateful to be past sickness and be able to work my bees in the am but I'm looking forward to putting subs behind me too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on June 14, 2016, 01:28:36 AM

..and the drug talk continues! I'm fine with that!

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on June 13, 2016, 10:47:23 PM

I got cocky w/ the cut at the methadone clinic so she cut me 77 mgs to zero in a month. Proceeded to get dope sick before zero, Franky says relapse and next thing you know you sold your mopeds and yer pedaling ass. Or, you know on suboxin, off da slime as kobrakai would say before giving a burst mouth. I am grateful to be past sickness and be able to work my bees in the am but I'm looking forward to putting subs behind me too.

Good job, sir! Keep on working, buddy! Them drugs aint got shit on you, give them a burst mouth!

Quote from: JB on June 13, 2016, 01:59:23 PM

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A candy store. You'd think it would be easy, but the damn colors kept me there for an hour. Difficulty: Normal.

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geez, i remember the grocery store being like a stoner trap when i was super young and just started smoking weed. you go to grab a tomato and the next thing you know you're picking them all up to see if you can find any cool hidden patterns on them. if thats what happened to me on weed, i dont even know how id handle acid.

Yes, it was pretty insane. Short summary: I got fucked up and went to the candy store with a fellow tripper and our babysitter (the somewhat sober guy). I underestemated the stimuli; strange "happy" music, too many colors to mentions and my laughing fellow tripper. What made things worse is that I had to function and act sober because there were kids running around. I tried my best to make up my mind, pick some fucking candy, pay for it and get the fuck out. It did not work very well.

The fucking store appeared to be gigantic, until I realized that there were mirrors along the walls, the actual store was only half of what I thought it was. As soon as I understood that, I burst into a crazy laughing mania, as did my fellow tripper. Then it hit me, I had no idea how long I have been there, could have been a minute, could have been six hours! At this point I could not hold the tears (not of joy, but of sadness) back any longer, took my bag of candy and went towards the cashier. I had to get out! With tears running down my skinny cheeks, I payed for my candy  and in the most psychotic manner possible, said "Thank you, have a nice day!" to the shocked female clerk and got out.

When we came back home, I realized that I had purchased 2.5 pounds of candy and did not want any of it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on June 15, 2016, 01:16:42 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on June 13, 2016, 10:47:23 PM

I got cocky w/ the cut at the methadone clinic so she cut me 77 mgs to zero in a month. Proceeded to get dope sick before zero, Franky says relapse and next thing you know you sold your mopeds and yer pedaling ass. Or, you know on suboxin, off da slime as kobrakai would say before giving a burst mouth. I am grateful to be past sickness and be able to work my bees in the am but I'm looking forward to putting subs behind me too.

Ultra-bummer mate, try to cop some Immodium, that's the key...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on June 22, 2016, 07:56:55 PM

I am a really awkward person and usually the guy "friends" don't invite to events yada yada
But, with that Father Figure (Slapper owned brand) post 3 days ago I cried a little, I felt like I fit in for once even if I have never met any of you guys and I wanted to say thank you!
Also, I would add some of you but I feel weird and like I might get confused with Gnarwhal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Level 60 Dwarf Paladin on June 22, 2016, 09:18:02 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on June 22, 2016, 07:56:55 PM

I am a really awkward person and usually the guy "friends" don't invite to events yada yada
But, with that Father Figure (Slapper owned brand) post 3 days ago I cried a little, I felt like I fit in for once even if I have never met any of you guys and I wanted to say thank you!
Also, I would add some of you but I feel weird and like I might get confused with Gnarwhal.

We got you dude. DM me your address again and I'll get some more stickers up to you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BMCsteve on June 22, 2016, 09:28:00 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on June 22, 2016, 07:56:55 PM

I am a really awkward person and usually the guy "friends" don't invite to events yada yada
But, with that Father Figure (Slapper owned brand) post 3 days ago I cried a little, I felt like I fit in for once even if I have never met any of you guys and I wanted to say thank you!
Also, I would add some of you but I feel weird and like I might get confused with Gnarwhal.

(http://emojipop.net/data/images/emoji_set_108.png)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on June 22, 2016, 09:58:14 PM

What father figure post? I haven't cried in years and am desperate to feel anything

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on June 22, 2016, 10:10:35 PM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on June 22, 2016, 09:58:14 PM

What father figure post? I haven't cried in years and am desperate to feel anything

It is this one

@Level 60 DP I will, thank you!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on June 30, 2016, 06:05:09 PM

Its 2016, and I feel I can admit that tranny porn is my shit  8)   
(http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-cgkg3rmvgxc/VbXgCgtLHLI/AAAAAAAAAFs/iXp9rEcqMhw/s1600/kamilla%2BGetImage.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on July 01, 2016, 04:34:14 AM

What's up with the colour of that girls dick?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on July 01, 2016, 06:53:30 AM

I gotta remember not to look at this thread at work...  ;D ;D ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on July 01, 2016, 12:30:02 PM

Told a gal I'm really into about my SLAP existence last night and it sort of felt like a confession.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on July 01, 2016, 02:16:13 PM

Quote from: SodaJerk on July 01, 2016, 04:34:14 AM

What's up with the colour of that girls dick?

Its just dark, like a dark pussy. Your lips/nipples/dick/pussy are USUALLY the same color. So if you wanna know what color a girls nips are just look at her lips.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on July 02, 2016, 01:46:52 PM

Quote from: bawtawd on June 30, 2016, 06:05:09 PM

Its 2016, and I feel I can admit that tranny porn is my shit  8)   
(http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-cgkg3rmvgxc/VbXgCgtLHLI/AAAAAAAAAFs/iXp9rEcqMhw/s1600/kamilla%2BGetImage.gif)

That Tranny looks like Sofia Vergara, and has a bigger dick than I do.  :-\

*Edit* and the dick looks like a geoduck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 03, 2016, 09:13:06 PM

I'm down with tranny porn too. Pretty sure I already mentioned that. It ain't my favorite but it's in the rotation. She's gotta be real pretty though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on July 03, 2016, 10:03:04 PM

tranny on girl? Or...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on July 03, 2016, 10:14:00 PM

O.K. heres the breakdown on my tranny porn thing. I view the dick as my own somewhat, so instead of watching a guy with a dick, which Im not atracted to, the dick is on a chick and chicks are hot, and so are dicks, but not dicks on dudes. I want my dick to be pleasured so I like seing dick pleasured? Its gay but whatever. Maybe its some kind of hedonistic dick fetish, since I have a dick and Im down for dicks.

Im down with solos, thats my fave, Im down with everything exept when they fuck dudes, cant get down on that for some reason.

Guys, come clean with your porn secrets, let them out, consider this therapy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on July 04, 2016, 12:28:31 AM

Fair enough I've recently limited my porn consumption because i was getting too desensitized. I still watch it but only like once a week compared to me beating off like twice a day everyday. My wet dream numbers have skyrocketed which is nice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on July 04, 2016, 01:00:00 AM

As a married man I pretty much only watch porn when I'm away for work. Thank god for the delete browser history function, my office would have a field day if they saw my search engine!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 04, 2016, 11:07:28 AM

Tranny porn is alright. Thai ladyboys destroyed by some ugly German? Sure! Tranny banging a girl? Yes!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on July 05, 2016, 12:19:13 AM

Tranny porn is #trendwatch2017

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on July 05, 2016, 01:27:28 AM

Quote from: Turtle Boy on July 05, 2016, 12:19:13 AM

Tranny porn is #trendwatch2017

AO will be stoked

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on July 05, 2016, 04:36:34 PM

I must also confess I only like ugly porn. I can sometimes bag hot girls, but for porn, she needs to be an ugg. I only like jerking to girls I feel I could bag with no difficulties, chunky black girls are on rotation for example. And no fit bitches, I need a little stomach and some giggle but no fat bitches either.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on July 06, 2016, 08:09:12 PM

I have a girlfriend and I feel bad for watching porn. Needless to say, I have moved away from girls that are thin, I need me something more average.
I also I can't seem to fill the deed with a solo video or lesbian action without a phallic figure involved.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Kolostrum on July 06, 2016, 08:21:19 PM

Worried about Sharktits. Dude hasn't even logged in since this last post of his. Anyone on here know him personally. I hope all is well.

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on June 13, 2016, 10:47:23 PM

I got cocky w/ the cut at the methadone clinic so she cut me 77 mgs to zero in a month. Proceeded to get dope sick before zero, Franky says relapse and next thing you know you sold your mopeds and yer pedaling ass. Or, you know on suboxin, off da slime as kobrakai would say before giving a burst mouth. I am grateful to be past sickness and be able to work my bees in the am but I'm looking forward to putting subs behind me too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on July 06, 2016, 09:24:46 PM

Quote from: Kolostrum on July 06, 2016, 08:21:19 PM

Worried about Sharktits. Dude hasn't even logged in since this last post of his. Anyone on here know him personally. I hope all is well.

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on June 13, 2016, 10:47:23 PM

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I got cocky w/ the cut at the methadone clinic so she cut me 77 mgs to zero in a month. Proceeded to get dope sick before zero, Franky says relapse and next thing you know you sold your mopeds and yer pedaling ass. Or, you know on suboxin, off da slime as kobrakai would say before giving a burst mouth. I am grateful to be past sickness and be able to work my bees in the am but I'm looking forward to putting subs behind me too.

[close]

I'm facebook friends with him. He's still killing it with the bees and pretty sure is sticking to sobriety. He probably rather post on facebook than here 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on July 07, 2016, 02:04:30 PM

I never post in the Stoked On thread due to a fear of jinxing myself, and I never post in Not Stoked because my issues always seem petty in comparison to some others.

I just gotta vent though.. in the past 6 weeks I've been laid off from the two best jobs I've had and dumped by the best aka only real gf I've had.  Even though I haven't been skating or slapping as much I used to, this place still kind of feels a reprieve from the harshness of the outside adult world.   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on July 07, 2016, 02:30:13 PM

I guess at least those are only the best jobs/girl you've had so far. Don't worry, it gets better. Also it gets way way way way way way way way worse. So much more bad than good. Hope that helps.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on July 07, 2016, 05:04:31 PM

In some twisted way it does.  Thanks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Adam Carolla on July 07, 2016, 06:35:14 PM

Quote from: bawtawd on June 30, 2016, 06:05:09 PM

Its 2016, and I feel I can admit that tranny porn is my shit  8)   
(http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-cgkg3rmvgxc/VbXgCgtLHLI/AAAAAAAAAFs/iXp9rEcqMhw/s1600/kamilla%2BGetImage.gif)

holy fuck thats hot! too bad id never be able to meet a passable tranny like that irl. id be deepthroating her and swallowing fer sher. im the same as you i could never do it with just a guy so i guess im only attracted to the dick itself. love pussy to tho.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on July 07, 2016, 11:48:09 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on July 07, 2016, 02:30:13 PM

I guess at least those are only the best jobs/girl you've had so far. Don't worry, it gets better. Also it gets way way way way way way way way worse. So much more bad than good. Hope that helps.

This. Except once you realize there are tons of girls in the world that could be potential gf, it will get easier to dump or being dumped.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on July 08, 2016, 07:25:31 PM

I was asked to leave my local today. I was trying to skate their flatbar and get some stalls but there was all these groms and Steven Fernandez was there. I'm 20 and don't really like the store, just gives me a weird vibe, so I'm not really mad. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: KUberry on July 10, 2016, 10:41:11 AM

I'm addicted to selling drugs. I own two homes and four vehicles and I have 450 in cash. It's never enough and the only thing I can think about is making more money. It could be anywhere from 1k on a slow day to 20k in an hr.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on July 10, 2016, 11:19:25 AM

Well you aren't smart enough to build yourself an empire, so you'll be robbed, killed, or busted soon enough. Live it up while you can!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on July 10, 2016, 01:11:14 PM

What SFB said. If only you sold dog drugs, you'd have yourself a killing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Adam Carolla on July 10, 2016, 03:34:27 PM

Quote from: KUberry on July 10, 2016, 10:41:11 AM

I'm addicted to selling drugs. I own two homes and four vehicles and I have 450 in cash. It's never enough and the only thing I can think about is making more money. It could be anywhere from 1k on a slow day to 20k in an hr.

ya fuckn right your a loser

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on July 10, 2016, 04:11:39 PM

I don't like porn, I jerk off to normal wrestling and boxing matches. I recently started watching chessboxing, and it's such a turn-on to see two nerds fighting each other.

I recently realized I'm sexually attracted to autistic/probably autistic guys. Additionally, I prefer dudes that have a lower interest in sex than I do... so that chopped my list down from about 30 to 3, and the closest one is two hours away. Perfect.

I think I'm only comfortable when I have more power than the other dude, because I'm tired of dudes trying to rape me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on July 10, 2016, 05:37:11 PM

That's quite a post.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 11, 2016, 09:41:17 AM

Quote from: lickcakes on July 10, 2016, 04:11:39 PM

I don't like porn, I jerk off to normal wrestling and boxing matches. I recently started watching chessboxing, and it's such a turn-on to see two nerds fighting each other.

I recently realized I'm sexually attracted to autistic/probably autistic guys. Additionally, I prefer dudes that have a lower interest in sex than I do... so that chopped my list down from about 30 to 3, and the closest one is two hours away. Perfect.

I think I'm only comfortable when I have more power than the other dude, because I'm tired of dudes trying to rape me.

Oh, my! Slap will love you!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on July 22, 2016, 07:55:26 AM

Quote from: JB on July 21, 2016, 05:53:28 PM

Shit, I had a razor scooter before my first skateboard.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on July 22, 2016, 10:24:49 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on July 11, 2016, 09:41:17 AM

Quote from: lickcakes on July 10, 2016, 04:11:39 PM

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I don't like porn, I jerk off to normal wrestling and boxing matches. I recently started watching chessboxing, and it's such a turn-on to see two nerds fighting each other.

I recently realized I'm sexually attracted to autistic/probably autistic guys. Additionally, I prefer dudes that have a lower interest in sex than I do... so that chopped my list down from about 30 to 3, and the closest one is two hours away. Perfect.

I think I'm only comfortable when I have more power than the other dude, because I'm tired of dudes trying to rape me.

[close]

Oh, my! Slap will love you!

I already love him because he's a cool human.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on July 22, 2016, 12:08:45 PM

Quote from: SodaJerk on July 22, 2016, 07:55:26 AM

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Shit, I had a razor scooter before my first skateboard.

[close]

to take it one step further, limp bizkit was my favorite band at that time.

i was also 12 years old and it was 2000.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on July 23, 2016, 12:39:12 AM

Quote from: JB on July 22, 2016, 12:08:45 PM

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Shit, I had a razor scooter before my first skateboard.

[close]

[close]

to take it one step further, limp bizkit was my favorite band at that time.

i was also 12 years old and it was 2000.

It's ok JB, this is a safe place, let it all out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cuban_Lynx on July 23, 2016, 06:22:51 PM

Quote from: SodaJerk on July 23, 2016, 12:39:12 AM

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Quote from: JB on July 21, 2016, 05:53:28 PM

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Shit, I had a razor scooter before my first skateboard.

[close]

[close]

to take it one step further, limp bizkit was my favorite band at that time.

i was also 12 years old and it was 2000.

[close]

It's ok JB, this is a safe place, let it all out.

Shit, almost all teens' favorite band was LB around 2000. They even had a song with Method Man. I'm pretty sure I called into TRL for them at least once.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 24, 2016, 05:14:07 AM

Quote from: Cuban_Lynx on July 23, 2016, 06:22:51 PM

Quote from: SodaJerk on July 23, 2016, 12:39:12 AM

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Quote from: JB on July 22, 2016, 12:08:45 PM

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Quote from: SodaJerk on July 22, 2016, 07:55:26 AM

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Quote from: JB on July 21, 2016, 05:53:28 PM

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Shit, I had a razor scooter before my first skateboard.

[close]

[close]

to take it one step further, limp bizkit was my favorite band at that time.

i was also 12 years old and it was 2000.

[close]

It's ok JB, this is a safe place, let it all out.

[close]

Shit, almost all teens' favorite band was LB around 2000. They even had a song with Method Man. I'm pretty sure I called into TRL for them at least once.

Well, we did not have a choice. If bands like Slayer and Metallica did not suck so much dick at the time, perhaps things would be different. Actually, to this day I'd rather listen to Korn and Limp Bizkit than Diabolus in Musica and whatever album Metallica had at the time (none?).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on July 24, 2016, 08:55:38 AM

Quote from: Wizard Fight on July 22, 2016, 10:24:49 AM

I already love him because he's a cool human.

<3


Just trying to represent the non-hetero, autistic, gray-asexual, bear-loving agonophiliacs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on July 24, 2016, 10:24:03 AM

I pissed the bed last night. Had been drinking but wasn't even hammered. I'm currently doing about 70 to 80 hours work a week at the moment plus riding my bike to and from work which is around a 16 mile round trip. I've been working like this for nearly six months and I think I'm so exhausted my brain just wouldn't wake up and my body just couldn't hold. Didn't notice until the morning so I had to dupe my wife out of bed (she didn't notice as it wasn't that much pee) and work out a clean up plan.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Allen. on July 24, 2016, 11:27:09 AM

The other day I got offered $15-20, dinner (didn't take the dinner due to fear of what Method Man describes as witches brew in 'Rawhide) and some R&R (of which I definitely partook in because I'm awkward as fuck) to get a blowjob on this girl who used to basically stalk me's "dirty snapchat account." I upped her offer to $40. She had me film the whole thing like I was taking a picture of my dick. No face shots. No names. She wanted me to nut in her mouth but I told her since I was filming I wanted to bust on her face. When the time came she was all "Let me see!" but I didn't film that one.
Regardless she has gotten exponentially less and less hot since I met her and it's gotten to the point where I now equate her looks to the dude that floats around the ceiling in Dune. So I busted on her face, it didn't get filmed, she gave me the $40 and I texted her like "yeah I'm not gonna talk to you again."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 24, 2016, 12:29:32 PM

Quote from: Allen. on July 24, 2016, 11:27:09 AM

The other day I got offered $15-20, dinner (didn't take the dinner due to fear of what Method Man describes as witches brew in 'Rawhide) and some R&R (of which I definitely partook in because I'm awkward as fuck) to get a blowjob on this girl who used to basically stalk me's "dirty snapchat account." I upped her offer to $40. She had me film the whole thing like I was taking a picture of my dick. No face shots. No names. She wanted me to nut in her mouth but I told her since I was filming I wanted to bust on her face. When the time came she was all "Let me see!" but I didn't film that one.
Regardless she has gotten exponentially less and less hot since I met her and it's gotten to the point where I now equate her looks to the dude that floats around the ceiling in Dune. So I busted on her face, it didn't get filmed, she gave me the $40 and I texted her like "yeah I'm not gonna talk to you again."

Damn, never knew you were that cool, Allen. I get zero action these days...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Allen. on July 24, 2016, 04:27:30 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on July 24, 2016, 12:29:32 PM

Quote from: Allen. on July 24, 2016, 11:27:09 AM

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The other day I got offered $15-20, dinner (didn't take the dinner due to fear of what Method Man describes as witches brew in 'Rawhide) and some R&R (of which I definitely partook in because I'm awkward as fuck) to get a blowjob on this girl who used to basically stalk me's "dirty snapchat account." I upped her offer to $40. She had me film the whole thing like I was taking a picture of my dick. No face shots. No names. She wanted me to nut in her mouth but I told her since I was filming I wanted to bust on her face. When the time came she was all "Let me see!" but I didn't film that one.
Regardless she has gotten exponentially less and less hot since I met her and it's gotten to the point where I now equate her looks to the dude that floats around the ceiling in Dune. So I busted on her face, it didn't get filmed, she gave me the $40 and I texted her like "yeah I'm not gonna talk to you again."

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Damn, never knew you were that cool, Allen. I get zero action these days...

Trust me I'm not

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uncle Guss on July 24, 2016, 10:48:36 PM

Moved to LA for the summer for an internship and now im just feelin lonely af. like i miss my friends and am starting to miss just the concept of having friends. I drove out here with some homies and a girl i'd been crushing on since highschool (they drove out here with me for the road trip), ended up fucking her in a tent outside the grand canyon and catching feelings extra hard, and now that theyre all back home shits extra lonely. like watching snapchat and instagram videos are almost painful cause its just watching them all enjoy life while im just working and wasting away by myself. I mean i'll be back home in a couple months but i might end up having to move out here later, and i have no idea how to make friends anymore this shit is gonna fuck my mental up.

fuck it ima spend all my money on concert tickets and start going to shows solo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on July 25, 2016, 04:26:16 AM

^ All i can say is if you don't smoke weed, start, it helps a lot, if you already do maybe try smoking a lot more and watching old King of the Hill episodes until you feel better.

Take care of yourself Soda!, that must have been a bit disconcerting. I quite literally shit the bed when I had the flu once... diarrhea of course too   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on July 25, 2016, 07:54:59 AM

Quote from: Uncle Guss on July 24, 2016, 10:48:36 PM

Moved to LA for the summer for an internship and now im just feelin lonely af. like i miss my friends and am starting to miss just the concept of having friends. I drove out here with some homies and a girl i'd been crushing on since highschool (they drove out here with me for the road trip), ended up fucking her in a tent outside the grand canyon and catching feelings extra hard, and now that theyre all back home shits extra lonely. like watching snapchat and instagram videos are almost painful cause its just watching them all enjoy life while im just working and wasting away by myself. I mean i'll be back home in a couple months but i might end up having to move out here later, and i have no idea how to make friends anymore this shit is gonna fuck my mental up.

fuck it ima spend all my money on concert tickets and start going to shows solo

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on July 25, 2016, 09:50:34 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on July 25, 2016, 04:26:16 AM

^ All i can say is if you don't smoke weed, start, it helps a lot, if you already do maybe try smoking a lot more and watching old King of the Hill episodes until you feel better.

Take care of yourself Soda!, that must have been a bit disconcerting. I quite literally shit the bed when I had the flu once... diarrhea of course too� �

I'm an occasional weed smoker. The problem with that though is nearly any weed available here is gonna be skunk or some other high grade stuff that really doesn't always sit well with me. If I can get my hands on some hash or something like that it's cool but anything green here is a crapshoot as to potency and effects. We're innit so exhausted and under such pressure I'd probably be fine with any old weed but my mind races on most stuff when I'm this wound up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on July 25, 2016, 10:39:21 AM

I suggested weed for the lonely LA dude  ;) . Never the less, you bring up an interesting point though. I think weed just makes you look at yourself or aspects of yourself in a way that you normally try avoid sober. It's pretty painful at first but after a couple sessions you accept those aspects of your reality, which I think might be a good thing. I was watching this documentary on Moroccan hash producers and one of the farmers said in regards to his nightly toke storm, "I hold court with myself". People call it anxiety but i'm not sure that is the right word.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 25, 2016, 11:31:07 AM

Speaking of moving elsewhere, I've recently done the same thing. I wake up at 05:40 and get "home" at around 19:00. During the week, I don't really care much about solitude, I work out, cook something and not much time is left before I go to bed. Problem is, if it is a problem, weekends are kind of scary. I don't know anyone here, don't have my console here, don't drink or do drugs anymore, so I skate for a few hours then head back. Even the lady I rent the room from is having a wilder life, gets home when I'm already asleep and probably has more fun than I do.

I'm well aware that life is what make of it, but damn, son! I just graduated at the age of 29 with a Masters in Accounting, working at an insurance company, so I know that building a career and getting somewhere takes ages. Oh, well, all things considered, my ass is lucky to be in this spot, don't think I could have survived many more years of OD's and misery, anyway.

/rant

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on July 25, 2016, 02:13:29 PM

Im lonely as fuck too guys. I havent had a friend that skates in 5 years, and all my other friends moved away recently. Havnt had a job in 9 months so I havnt even had a conversation with a person in like 2 weeks, its crazy. But I filled some applications yesterday and it was nice just talking to the girls that worked there real quick and made me feel normal and reminded me how much I like people. Im not really a social butterfly but I love people. I just need a fucking job and network from there.

 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on July 25, 2016, 09:12:19 PM

I just shaved my chest and immediately regret it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on July 25, 2016, 09:39:37 PM

Quote from: straight on July 25, 2016, 09:12:19 PM

I just shaved my chest and immediately regret it

wait until you try shaving your anus (in the middle of summer)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on July 25, 2016, 09:52:02 PM

I tried that once, I think it only works if you're in shape cause I just ended up looking like a giant fat depressed baby. Also I shaved my ass once and it felt kinda cool when I would walk around and my bald ass cheeks rubbed together I felt like I could run super fast very low wind resistance on my bhole

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uncle Guss on July 28, 2016, 07:30:14 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on July 25, 2016, 10:39:21 AM

I suggested weed for the lonely LA dude  ;) . Never the less, you bring up an interesting point though. I think weed just makes you look at yourself or aspects of yourself in a way that you normally try avoid sober. It's pretty painful at first but after a couple sessions you accept those aspects of your reality, which I think might be a good thing. I was watching this documentary on Moroccan hash producers and one of the farmers said in regards to his nightly toke storm, "I hold court with myself". People call it anxiety but i'm not sure that is the right word.

True, i kinda slowed down on weed a while back cause of those kinda thoughts, but ive been on a self improvement kinda kick recently so thats probably what i need.

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on July 25, 2016, 09:52:02 PM

I tried that once, I think it only works if you're in shape cause I just ended up looking like a giant fat depressed baby. Also I shaved my ass once and it felt kinda cool when I would walk around and my bald ass cheeks rubbed together I felt like I could run super fast very low wind resistance on my bhole

i wanna shave my ass but i cant think of a easy way to do it. do you use a mirror, like laying on your back with your legs up in the air like youre ready to get penetrated? or do you just kinda reach behind your back and go by touch? maybe i should just nair the whole area

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on July 28, 2016, 08:02:18 PM

Quote from: Uncle Guss on July 28, 2016, 07:30:14 PM

maybe i should just nair the whole area

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DONT. Unless you like your gooch to peel off. Just hit it with the trimmer, ass hair is there for a reason, trust. If you bic it youll see what I mean.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on July 29, 2016, 04:34:35 AM

Do NOT shave your ass.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Squirrel Girl on July 29, 2016, 09:20:10 AM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on July 29, 2016, 04:34:35 AM

Do NOT shave your ass.

True, your flatulence will become much more audible, and impossible to muffle.


I eat over 4,000 calories a day due to road biking 2-4 hours a day plus skating. Every morning at work enormous amounts of human waste are excreted multiple times. Often diarrhea. Suzie, the insufferable petty breeder bitch who spawned five fuck trophies from five different donors has taken to making passive aggressive comments about my predicament. Secretly I take pleasure in her disgust, and will continuously poop as I please until I'm dead or fired. Fuck you, Suzie no one wants to see more pictures of your kids.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on July 29, 2016, 09:59:21 AM

Quote from: Squirrel Girl on July 29, 2016, 09:20:10 AM

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Do NOT shave your ass.

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True, your flatulence will become much more audible, and impossible to muffle.


I eat over 4,000 calories a day due to road biking 2-4 hours a day plus skating. Every morning at work enormous amounts of human waste are excreted multiple times. Often diarrhea. Suzie, the insufferable petty breeder bitch who spawned five fuck trophies from five different donors has taken to making passive aggressive comments about my predicament. Secretly I take pleasure in her disgust, and will continuously poop as I please until I'm dead or fired. Fuck you, Suzie no one wants to see more pictures of your kids.

just start calling her Sooze. that'll get her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on July 29, 2016, 10:12:01 AM

Quote from: Squirrel Girl on July 29, 2016, 09:20:10 AM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on July 29, 2016, 04:34:35 AM

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Do NOT shave your ass.

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True, your flatulence will become much more audible, and impossible to muffle.


I eat over 4,000 calories a day due to road biking 2-4 hours a day plus skating. Every morning at work enormous amounts of human waste are excreted multiple times. Often diarrhea. Suzie, the insufferable petty breeder bitch who spawned five fuck trophies from five different donors has taken to making passive aggressive comments about my predicament. Secretly I take pleasure in her disgust, and will continuously poop as I please until I'm dead or fired. Fuck you, Suzie no one wants to see more pictures of your kids.

She makes comments about the frequency and volume of your shitting?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on July 29, 2016, 07:35:56 PM

Quote from: Squirrel Girl on July 29, 2016, 09:20:10 AM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on July 29, 2016, 04:34:35 AM

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Do NOT shave your ass.

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True, your flatulence will become much more audible, and impossible to muffle.


I eat over 4,000 calories a day due to road biking 2-4 hours a day plus skating. Every morning at work enormous amounts of human waste are excreted multiple times. Often diarrhea. Suzie, the insufferable petty breeder bitch who spawned five fuck trophies from five different donors has taken to making passive aggressive comments about my predicament. Secretly I take pleasure in her disgust, and will continuously poop as I please until I'm dead or fired. Fuck you, Suzie no one wants to see more pictures of your kids.

So then if its out of the way in the morning, is it party time in the afternoon/evening? Inquiring mind's want to know more about your bowels/butthole.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: AnotherHardDayAtTheOffice on July 31, 2016, 03:03:23 AM

Quote from: Uncle Guss on July 24, 2016, 10:48:36 PM

Moved to LA for the summer for an internship and now im just feelin lonely af. like i miss my friends and am starting to miss just the concept of having friends. I drove out here with some homies and a girl i'd been crushing on since highschool (they drove out here with me for the road trip), ended up fucking her in a tent outside the grand canyon and catching feelings extra hard, and now that theyre all back home shits extra lonely. like watching snapchat and instagram videos are almost painful cause its just watching them all enjoy life while im just working and wasting away by myself. I mean i'll be back home in a couple months but i might end up having to move out here later, and i have no idea how to make friends anymore this shit is gonna fuck my mental up.

fuck it ima spend all my money on concert tickets and start going to shows solo

I've been moving around a lot for the past couple of years and had to make friends in new places, so yeah: been there, done that. Here's my advice for when you're feeling exactly the way you're feeling right now.

1) Realize that these periods come and go. Most people go through lonely phases in their lives. It's not unusual and it's also not forever.

2) While you're there, make the best of it. Instead of thinking "It's a Friday night, I need to hang out with someone, but noone's there", do whatever the fuck you feel like. Sweatpants, a bottle of wine, and some movie/book you've always wanted to watch/read? Learning a new language? You got time for it now. Besides, plenty of people spend their Friday or Saturday nights that way on their own accord. Nothing to feel guilty about.

3) If you wanna meet new people and you don't make friends easily, join groups of whatever you're into. You're learning a new language? Find a tandem partner. You're into books? There's reading groups. If you're into sports, it's really, really easy. I know that finding skate buddies in LA isn't easy, but that's another thing you have in common with people. And there's always Tinder...

4) If none of this works, just visit your friends wherever they are. It might not be convenient and it might not be cheap, but it's gonna make you feel way better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 31, 2016, 04:33:04 AM

Quote from: AnotherHardDayAtTheOffice on July 31, 2016, 03:03:23 AM

Quote from: Uncle Guss on July 24, 2016, 10:48:36 PM

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Moved to LA for the summer for an internship and now im just feelin lonely af. like i miss my friends and am starting to miss just the concept of having friends. I drove out here with some homies and a girl i'd been crushing on since highschool (they drove out here with me for the road trip), ended up fucking her in a tent outside the grand canyon and catching feelings extra hard, and now that theyre all back home shits extra lonely. like watching snapchat and instagram videos are almost painful cause its just watching them all enjoy life while im just working and wasting away by myself. I mean i'll be back home in a couple months but i might end up having to move out here later, and i have no idea how to make friends anymore this shit is gonna fuck my mental up.

fuck it ima spend all my money on concert tickets and start going to shows solo

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I've been moving around a lot for the past couple of years and had to make friends in new places, so yeah: been there, done that. Here's my advice for when you're feeling exactly the way you're feeling right now.

1) Realize that these periods come and go. Most people go through lonely phases in their lives. It's not unusual and it's also not forever.

2) While you're there, make the best of it. Instead of thinking "It's a Friday night, I need to hang out with someone, but noone's there", do whatever the fuck you feel like. Sweatpants, a bottle of wine, and some movie/book you've always wanted to watch/read? Learning a new language? You got time for it now. Besides, plenty of people spend their Friday or Saturday nights that way on their own accord. Nothing to feel guilty about.

3) If you wanna meet new people and you don't make friends easily, join groups of whatever you're into. You're learning a new language? Find a tandem partner. You're into books? There's reading groups. If you're into sports, it's really, really easy. I know that finding skate buddies in LA isn't easy, but that's another thing you have in common with people. And there's always Tinder...

4) If none of this works, just visit your friends wherever they are. It might not be convenient and it might not be cheap, but it's gonna make you feel way better.

You are right, the point is, do something. I'll try to remember that. By the way, are you referring to Claudio Pizarro? Bayern fan as well?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on August 01, 2016, 08:17:30 PM

Quote from: Uncle Guss on July 24, 2016, 10:48:36 PM

Moved to LA for the summer for an internship and now im just feelin lonely af. like i miss my friends and am starting to miss just the concept of having friends. I drove out here with some homies and a girl i'd been crushing on since highschool (they drove out here with me for the road trip), ended up fucking her in a tent outside the grand canyon and catching feelings extra hard, and now that theyre all back home shits extra lonely. like watching snapchat and instagram videos are almost painful cause its just watching them all enjoy life while im just working and wasting away by myself. I mean i'll be back home in a couple months but i might end up having to move out here later, and i have no idea how to make friends anymore this shit is gonna fuck my mental up.

fuck it ima spend all my money on concert tickets and start going to shows solo

What part of LA? Me and a friend where thinking of going skating this weekend. Not sure if you could/ca/wanted to join us

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on August 03, 2016, 01:02:34 PM

I've been telling friends that my new girlfriend is 22 when she's actually 21 because a five-year gap makes me a little uncomfortable.
I'm aware of how petty of a thing that is to be uncomfortable about. I just needed to get that out of my head.


I'm happy though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on August 03, 2016, 01:15:20 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on August 03, 2016, 01:02:34 PM

I've been telling friends that my new girlfriend is 22 when she's actually 21 because a five-year gap makes me a little uncomfortable.
I'm aware of how petty of a thing that is to be uncomfortable about. I just needed to get that out of my head.


I'm happy though.

My first wife was a year older than me but looked a LOT younger, because it's hard to tell how old people are when they aren't white I guess, and everyone thought I was super fucked up and did fucked up stuff with this young girl I smuggled into the country.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 03, 2016, 02:35:11 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on August 03, 2016, 01:02:34 PM

I've been telling friends that my new girlfriend is 22 when she's actually 21 because a five-year gap makes me a little uncomfortable.
I'm aware of how petty of a thing that is to be uncomfortable about. I just needed to get that out of my head.


I'm happy though.

My wife is 8 years younger than me. I'm stoked about that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Squirrel Girl on August 03, 2016, 03:23:32 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on August 03, 2016, 01:02:34 PM

I've been telling friends that my new girlfriend is 22 when she's actually 21 because a five-year gap makes me a little uncomfortable.
I'm aware of how petty of a thing that is to be uncomfortable about. I just needed to get that out of my head.


I'm happy though.

My husband is five years older than me. At first, he was uncomfortable with it too, but the older you both get, the more conventional it becomes.  All that matters is that you're happy.  :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on August 03, 2016, 03:48:47 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on August 03, 2016, 01:02:34 PM

I've been telling friends that my new girlfriend is 22 when she's actually 21 because a five-year gap makes me a little uncomfortable.
I'm aware of how petty of a thing that is to be uncomfortable about. I just needed to get that out of my head.


I'm happy though.

Half your age plus 7, anything younger than that is creepy. You're solid dude

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on August 03, 2016, 11:59:06 PM

Thanks guys. I'm pretty stoked on this one.

 ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 04, 2016, 12:05:29 AM

Never understood the whole age gap as a problem thing. If you're with someone already, aren't you past that shit? You're with an individual from a generation, not their whole generation. Wherever a real connection can be made, you should make it. I get there being moments of age driven mental/emotional divide, but being concerned about looking like a creep seems asinine.

For the last couple months I've been a little consumed by my want of intimacy. I guess it comes in waves. As always, along with that I've also felt really guilty and just downright lame to want something like that. I don't like to think of myself as being able to be moved by stuff like this. That's partially because I've never been in a relationship and maybe (definitely) I see my identity wrapped up in certain lonesomeness, and partially because lifelong very low self-esteem and yet I paradoxically feel like I should be above this basic human desire. All I know for sure right now is that I can better my chances of finding someone if I move out of my mom's place. I plan on making a bunch of accounts on dating sites when I leave. Of course multiplying a 0% chance of getting what I want is still a 0% chance. I can't afford to move out anytime soon anyway.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on August 04, 2016, 01:10:13 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 04, 2016, 12:05:29 AM

For the last couple months I've been a little consumed by my want of intimacy. I guess it comes in waves. As always, along with that I've also felt really guilty and just downright lame to want something like that. I don't like to think of myself as being able to be moved by stuff like this. That's partially because I've never been in a relationship and maybe (definitely) I see my identity wrapped up in certain lonesomeness, and partially because lifelong very low self-esteem and yet I paradoxically feel like I should be above this basic human desire. All I know for sure right now is that I can better my chances of finding someone if I move out of my mom's place. I plan on making a bunch of accounts on dating sites when I leave. Of course multiplying a 0% chance of getting what I want is still a 0% chance. I can't afford to move out anytime soon anyway.

This is completely normal, as humans we look for interaction and are addicted to it. It might not be present at all times but it shows up on occasion.

As for living at home don't sweat it too much. It's more common now than it was before and it can be because a plethora of reasons.
If girls ask you just say you're from a closer knit family and feel the need to be there for your mom. It shows that you're committed and are willing to be there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 04, 2016, 06:53:33 PM

My bees stabbed me up on Tues & I seen a deep frame, capped honey on both sides. I'm anthropomorphizing I know, & the bees who stung me are dead but I've got half a mind to gang it even though there's no guarantee they have enough to survive winter.
I'm out there pleading w/ insects 'stop hurting me girls, I'm on your side' & the mailman calls me popeye. He thinks I'm a dumb kid who's gonna get killed, in skating I'm a pussy but for regular people I'm tough.
I'm shtoops though 'I'm helping the earth w/ bees, I deserve honey'. Like skating it's fulfilling when they're gentle bees, also when it hurts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on August 05, 2016, 01:55:20 PM

If you don't have the means or access to protective gear why the fuck would you partake in beekeeping... Of course you're going to get stung and it's going to suck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Squirrel Girl on August 05, 2016, 03:37:45 PM

Quote from: Jumping Beans on August 05, 2016, 01:55:20 PM

If you don't have the means or access to protective gear why the fuck would you partake in beekeeping... Of course you're going to get stung and it's going to suck.

Wow, with that attitude I bet you'd never DIY bungee jump either...  :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 05, 2016, 03:58:33 PM

Quote from: Jumping Beans on August 05, 2016, 01:55:20 PM

If you don't have the means or access to protective gear why the fuck would you partake in beekeeping... Of course you're going to get stung and it's going to suck.

C'mon man, you think the OG beekeepers had protective gear. Good on Sharktits for keeping it core and saying no to corporate beekeeping gear.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poor alice on August 05, 2016, 04:38:55 PM

Quote from: Uncle Guss on July 28, 2016, 07:30:14 PM

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I suggested weed for the lonely LA dude  ;) . Never the less, you bring up an interesting point though. I think weed just makes you look at yourself or aspects of yourself in a way that you normally try avoid sober. It's pretty painful at first but after a couple sessions you accept those aspects of your reality, which I think might be a good thing. I was watching this documentary on Moroccan hash producers and one of the farmers said in regards to his nightly toke storm, "I hold court with myself". People call it anxiety but i'm not sure that is the right word.

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True, i kinda slowed down on weed a while back cause of those kinda thoughts, but ive been on a self improvement kinda kick recently so thats probably what i need.

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I tried that once, I think it only works if you're in shape cause I just ended up looking like a giant fat depressed baby. Also I shaved my ass once and it felt kinda cool when I would walk around and my bald ass cheeks rubbed together I felt like I could run super fast very low wind resistance on my bhole

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i wanna shave my ass but i cant think of a easy way to do it. do you use a mirror, like laying on your back with your legs up in the air like youre ready to get penetrated? or do you just kinda reach behind your back and go by touch? maybe i should just nair the whole area

I've shaved my ass a few times and it's always been in the shower with a not so cool squat position and a good mirror. It's awkward and it's potentially painful but goddamm having an anal beard sucks. You should try getting your ass waxed. Holy HELL its sore but it lasts for weeks and you don't have to struggle through the swamp ass to clean up after a post-skate shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 05, 2016, 04:50:40 PM

Quote from: Jumping Beans on August 05, 2016, 01:55:20 PM

If you don't have the means or access to protective gear why the fuck would you partake in beekeeping... Of course you're going to get stung and it's going to suck.

Because im stupid. Right around the time my hands heal up I'll inspect the hive & get stung some more. Cause I'm stupid. That's what it is I do.
I actually wear a suit but not gloves (for the bees safety, more dexterity etc) but a few stings on the hands swells to my elbows. Like Dat nigga rant casey I'm building a tolerance to venom.
Diy bungee sound like cats pajamas but I make sure the rope is short. (Faces of death 5)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on August 19, 2016, 04:58:45 PM

Im not dead, just in a court ordered rehab after spending time in jail.  Giving this sobriety thing a shot and its going super well for me.  I have a sponsor and Im working a good program.  Things are going well for me, I have gone the entire time without a reprimand and am currently on a home pass for 4 hours.  I ate dinner with the fam, stepped on a board for the first time in over 3 months, and have 90+ days sober.  I just got a job so I am about finished with the residential program and about to move into a halfway house.  Thought about slap about 343 times per day at least.  I got one copy of thrasher, the one where Daan noseblunts that fucked up hubba.  Get to check thrashers youtube every now and then but internet is against the rules, although I get away with it since I am actually not being a fuck up for once and the supervisors(glorified adult babysitters) like me.  Love you all

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on August 19, 2016, 04:59:15 PM

oh yeah i found god too not like jamie thomas god but like spiritual and thats tight i guess

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on August 19, 2016, 05:15:01 PM

Damn thats heavy Pencil, stay up dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 20, 2016, 04:14:45 AM

Good luck Pencil. Glad to hear you're on the mend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on August 21, 2016, 09:27:13 AM

Figured you were kidnapped and forced to suck that old mans dick that liked to watch you fuck his wife.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 22, 2016, 07:16:57 AM

good luck young pen. just know that getting clean and staying clean is a life long commitment and not just a new phase. get yourself healthy and do what you need to do to set your future up the best that you can. you're at the point in life where the things you do have the potential to effect the rest of your life, so make the best of it and dont blow it.

perfect time to talk about my brother. i know i talk about him way too much, but hes always giving me a reason to talk about him. hes back in rehab for the millionth time. the second time at this in-patient place that he "graduated" from a little more than a year ago. it was a 13 month program, and the longest hes ever stayed on any kind of sobriety program. after he finished, my parents sent him to cosmetology school, which he finished earlier this year, got his certification, landed a job and found a place to live with one of his friends. unfortunately the only friends he has back home are all burn out losers, so seeing him relapse right after moving into that house is no surprise to me. so now hes back in the same place he was two years ago. hes either been in rehab or on drugs for the past six years, and it still upsets me every time because all me and my family want is for him to grow up and stop using, but at this point i just feel really bad for him. he has no since of self respect or self confidence left. even on his good days, hes miserable because he cant take back all the shitty decisions hes made. his life either revolves around doing drugs or being forced to not do drugs. he hasnt lived like a normal person since he was like 14. doctors have told us that major parts of his brain have been damaged to the point where he cant feel happiness like a normal person can, and he might never gain a maturity level of someone older than their late teens or early 20s because his brain was so fried during that development. i dont know how many more times my parents are going to bail him out, and i know once they stop he wont make it. hes too soft to live on the streets and not mature enough to take care of himself. at this point, i really have no faith in him turning his life around and the only way i can see him staying clean for the rest of his life is if he permanently moves into the in-patient facility, and that probably wont stop him since he used once while he was in there. its pretty sad. i love him, but theres nothing that i or anyone else can do to help him anymore.

pencil, you dont want to be like my brother. take this opportunity seriously and set your self up for a successful life. there is no better time than now. you dont want to let year after year blow by you while you get fucked up. before you know it, it might be too late to turn it around completely.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on August 22, 2016, 09:51:36 AM

Pretty terrible spot to be in, JB.

If there is any comfort, one of the local members in CA used to shoot up (with his dad, even) at fucking 16. He's been sober for multiple years now and starting college (c:a 24 by now) soon. The doctors "diagnosis" does not have to be accurate.

I know it's not much, but get him to a couple of CA meetings, people are generally young there, they have a nice culture of "working the steps" and the atmosphere is pretty good and positive. Although I have a different perspective on the program and different approach, I cannot deny that they are good at what they do, especially with young people.

https://ca.org/meetings/

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 22, 2016, 11:41:38 AM

hes done all that stuff. hes just miserable with his life and thats why he always goes back to using. the only way he can live without letting depression and self destruction take over is if hes constantly kept busy and someone else makes sure he's fulfilling all of his responsibilities. unfortunately, there aren't many people out there who want to babysit a 24 year old and make sure they dont get into trouble.

so i dont know man. i really do wish him the best, but at this point i expect the worst. as soon as he looks like hes on the right track, he sets his sights on other things and lets his sobriety go. girls, friends, whatever else he sets his mind to becomes his main focus and the next thing we know hes back to sticking needles in his arms. that or he spends too much time alone with his thoughts his mind gets the best of him. if i knew how to help him, i would. at this point it feels like weve tried everything.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on August 22, 2016, 12:29:20 PM

Quote from: JB on August 22, 2016, 11:41:38 AM

hes done all that stuff. hes just miserable with his life and thats why he always goes back to using. the only way he can live without letting depression and self destruction take over is if hes constantly kept busy and someone else makes sure he's fulfilling all of his responsibilities. unfortunately, there aren't many people out there who want to babysit a 24 year old and make sure they dont get into trouble.

so i dont know man. i really do wish him the best, but at this point i expect the worst. as soon as he looks like hes on the right track, he sets his sights on other things and lets his sobriety go. girls, friends, whatever else he sets his mind to becomes his main focus and the next thing we know hes back to sticking needles in his arms. that or he spends too much time alone with his thoughts his mind gets the best of him. if i knew how to help him, i would. at this point it feels like weve tried everything.

Well, not to be that guy, but life after dope is about as, if not more miserable. Nobody is promised anything (well, besides 12 promises in the big book). It takes some time to readjust, I mean, I'm still in pretty bad shape 3+ years sober. I would not count the guy out, though. Some pretty "lost causes" get their shit together, I hope he will be one of them, maybe his road will be through methadone or buprenorphine. Also, he sounds a bit ADD or some other combination. Proper medication can do wonders for some individuals. Anyway, wish you guys the best, PM for advice if you want to, not that I know anything, but still.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 22, 2016, 12:32:43 PM

In suboxin group the other day the dr 'couldn't over stress the importance of exercise'.
Yoo bad ya brother don't skate, it's the best way to rebuild those happiness neurons

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 22, 2016, 01:49:46 PM

he used to skate. the last point in my life where he and i were close were the few years we skated together. he never fell in love with it though. hes an incredible drummer and the one thing i was excited about when he moved into that house was my hope that we could jam together since ive been learning how to play guitar. doesnt look like thats going to be happening any time soon though. the only hope that i do have is that hes still super young and it takes some people a long time to grow up. even though they might not be as severe, i still have my issues with drinking, so i know i cant expect him to never make a bad decision because i make enough of my own.

as far as meds go, hes been on them all. from suboxin for addiction to seroquel for his depression and schizophrenia and plenty of others. i dont know enough about that stuff to make any suggestions, i just know that hes tried it.

finally, thanks ikobrakai and shark tits. as much as i wanted to help pencil with his sobriety, its always feels good to get this stuff off my chest. sorry for hijacking the thread though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on August 22, 2016, 08:20:00 PM

Hate to be this guy but maybe a higher dose shroom trip, or 4-aco-met trip could break down mental barriers an leave you with a new perspective of his use, and also the reasons behind your use. MXE helped me immensly and made me quit nasty food and ciggarettes for a couple months, that drug is full of ah-ha moments and makes you believe you can do anything. Whit a very pronounced anti depressent affect after it wares off. Make sure to have a benzo on hand for all trips if it gets uncomfortable.

But basically its all on him. Sometimes it just takes time, or you get tired of that life, and need a change.

Doctors arnt necesarry, he just needs to have a eureka moment.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 23, 2016, 06:05:06 AM

are you suggesting that i take drugs in order to better understand why my brother takes drugs and why i occasionally drink too much? that might be the dumbest thing ive ever heard.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on August 23, 2016, 06:49:26 AM

Quote from: JB on August 23, 2016, 06:05:06 AM

are you suggesting that i take drugs in order to better understand why my brother takes drugs and why i occasionally drink too much? that might be the dumbest thing ive ever heard.

Consider the source, which in this case is a clown car crashing in slow motion.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TheFifthColumn on August 23, 2016, 08:04:30 AM

Plus those drugs are very rare and hard to get.  Good luck finding a local 4-acetoxyethylmethyltryptamine dealer...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on August 23, 2016, 08:25:03 AM

Quote from: TheFifthColumn on August 23, 2016, 08:04:30 AM

Plus those drugs are very rare and hard to get.  Good luck finding a local 4-acetoxyethylmethyltryptamine dealer...

Don't worry, this person probably has some online "dealer". I mean, the guy can't even do the drug addict thing right.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on August 24, 2016, 08:21:58 AM

^Fist off this kobra nigga jealous he quit before he could internet cop.

And a few psych trips have changed my habits compelety. Shit MXE made a nigga stop smoking and helped my understand my underling anxiety that developed from child hood. Understand my parents and all that shit. Im talkin trippin in bed with the lights off so you can just think, not party mode.

Ehhh, niggas gonna laugh, but worked for me. Just dont over do it, or you turn into the truth from san andreas.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 24, 2016, 09:34:34 AM

Quote from: bawtawd on August 24, 2016, 08:21:58 AM

^Fist off this kobra nigga jealous he quit before he could internet cop.

And a few psych trips have changed my habits compelety. Shit MXE made a nigga stop smoking and helped my understand my underling anxiety that developed from child hood. Understand my parents and all that shit. Im talkin trippin in bed with the lights off so you can just think, not party mode.

Ehhh, niggas gonna laugh, but worked for me. Just dont over do it, or you turn into the truth from san andreas.

Believe it or not bawtawd is not alone in this thinking but it is a risky strategy dosing yourself without proper guidance. There's a lot of research going on with psycobilin and other hallucinogens and they're effects on anxiety and depression and they are showing good results. Obviously it's not something everyone will feel comfortable and I'm not suggesting JB or his brother go down this route unless it's prescribed by a professional but it's not to be so easily dismissed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on August 24, 2016, 09:45:17 AM

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^Fist off this kobra nigga jealous he quit before he could internet cop.

And a few psych trips have changed my habits compelety. Shit MXE made a nigga stop smoking and helped my understand my underling anxiety that developed from child hood. Understand my parents and all that shit. Im talkin trippin in bed with the lights off so you can just think, not party mode.

Ehhh, niggas gonna laugh, but worked for me. Just dont over do it, or you turn into the truth from san andreas.

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Believe it or not bawtawd is not alone in this thinking but it is a risky strategy dosing yourself without proper guidance. There's a lot of research going on with psycobilin and other hallucinogens and they're effects on anxiety and depression and they are showing good results. Obviously it's not something everyone will feel comfortable and I'm not suggesting JB or his brother go down this route unless it's prescribed by a professional but it's not to be so easily dismissed.

Yes, we are well aware of the related research. Chanses are slim that these kind of tests will ever fulfill the statistical criteria for approval. If you want to talk real research, not even Ibogaine treatment can be scientifically proven to "cure" addiction. Please, do not confuse and mix real research with bullshit mumbo-jumbo, pick a side.

And bawtard, dear, I already told you that I did online dope ten years ago, so even there, you are too late. I hope you will experience the shame of reading your stupid drug posts in a sober state of mind.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 24, 2016, 01:43:54 PM

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^Fist off this kobra nigga jealous he quit before he could internet cop.

And a few psych trips have changed my habits compelety. Shit MXE made a nigga stop smoking and helped my understand my underling anxiety that developed from child hood. Understand my parents and all that shit. Im talkin trippin in bed with the lights off so you can just think, not party mode.

Ehhh, niggas gonna laugh, but worked for me. Just dont over do it, or you turn into the truth from san andreas.

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Believe it or not bawtawd is not alone in this thinking but it is a risky strategy dosing yourself without proper guidance. There's a lot of research going on with psycobilin and other hallucinogens and they're effects on anxiety and depression and they are showing good results. Obviously it's not something everyone will feel comfortable and I'm not suggesting JB or his brother go down this route unless it's prescribed by a professional but it's not to be so easily dismissed.

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Yes, we are well aware of the related research. Chanses are slim that these kind of tests will ever fulfill the statistical criteria for approval. If you want to talk real research, not even Ibogaine treatment can be scientifically proven to "cure" addiction. Please, do not confuse and mix real research with bullshit mumbo-jumbo, pick a side.

And bawtard, dear, I already told you that I did online dope ten years ago, so even there, you are too late. I hope you will experience the shame of reading your stupid drug posts in a sober state of mind.

Who said "cure addiction"? I said positive results in treating anxiety and depression. These can fuel addiction but I never said this could cure addiction.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kook nukem on August 26, 2016, 08:36:15 AM

I used to have sex with a guy's fiancée while he watched.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on August 28, 2016, 04:08:47 AM

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^Fist off this kobra nigga jealous he quit before he could internet cop.

And a few psych trips have changed my habits compelety. Shit MXE made a nigga stop smoking and helped my understand my underling anxiety that developed from child hood. Understand my parents and all that shit. Im talkin trippin in bed with the lights off so you can just think, not party mode.

Ehhh, niggas gonna laugh, but worked for me. Just dont over do it, or you turn into the truth from san andreas.

[close]

Believe it or not bawtawd is not alone in this thinking but it is a risky strategy dosing yourself without proper guidance. There's a lot of research going on with psycobilin and other hallucinogens and they're effects on anxiety and depression and they are showing good results. Obviously it's not something everyone will feel comfortable and I'm not suggesting JB or his brother go down this route unless it's prescribed by a professional but it's not to be so easily dismissed.

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Yes, we are well aware of the related research. Chanses are slim that these kind of tests will ever fulfill the statistical criteria for approval. If you want to talk real research, not even Ibogaine treatment can be scientifically proven to "cure" addiction. Please, do not confuse and mix real research with bullshit mumbo-jumbo, pick a side.

And bawtard, dear, I already told you that I did online dope ten years ago, so even there, you are too late. I hope you will experience the shame of reading your stupid drug posts in a sober state of mind.

You just a hataa, fuck a science research. Im just saying what I did, but people gotta make thier own decisions. I cant recommend shit, but Ill say what I did. Why you so salty?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on August 28, 2016, 06:03:14 AM

Quote from: kook nukem on August 26, 2016, 08:36:15 AM

I used to have sex with a guy's fianc?e while he watched.

Was it enjoyable? did he jerk?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on August 28, 2016, 12:42:52 PM

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^Fist off this kobra nigga jealous he quit before he could internet cop.

And a few psych trips have changed my habits compelety. Shit MXE made a nigga stop smoking and helped my understand my underling anxiety that developed from child hood. Understand my parents and all that shit. Im talkin trippin in bed with the lights off so you can just think, not party mode.

Ehhh, niggas gonna laugh, but worked for me. Just dont over do it, or you turn into the truth from san andreas.

[close]

Believe it or not bawtawd is not alone in this thinking but it is a risky strategy dosing yourself without proper guidance. There's a lot of research going on with psycobilin and other hallucinogens and they're effects on anxiety and depression and they are showing good results. Obviously it's not something everyone will feel comfortable and I'm not suggesting JB or his brother go down this route unless it's prescribed by a professional but it's not to be so easily dismissed.

[close]

Yes, we are well aware of the related research. Chanses are slim that these kind of tests will ever fulfill the statistical criteria for approval. If you want to talk real research, not even Ibogaine treatment can be scientifically proven to "cure" addiction. Please, do not confuse and mix real research with bullshit mumbo-jumbo, pick a side.

And bawtard, dear, I already told you that I did online dope ten years ago, so even there, you are too late. I hope you will experience the shame of reading your stupid drug posts in a sober state of mind.

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You just a hataa, fuck a science research. Im just saying what I did, but people gotta make thier own decisions. I cant recommend shit, but Ill say what I did. Why you so salty?

You are right, I do hate you. Dope is the only thing you talk about, yet you seem like a fucking rookie. I will refer to you as "poser" from now on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on August 28, 2016, 02:03:33 PM

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^Fist off this kobra nigga jealous he quit before he could internet cop.

And a few psych trips have changed my habits compelety. Shit MXE made a nigga stop smoking and helped my understand my underling anxiety that developed from child hood. Understand my parents and all that shit. Im talkin trippin in bed with the lights off so you can just think, not party mode.

Ehhh, niggas gonna laugh, but worked for me. Just dont over do it, or you turn into the truth from san andreas.

[close]

Believe it or not bawtawd is not alone in this thinking but it is a risky strategy dosing yourself without proper guidance. There's a lot of research going on with psycobilin and other hallucinogens and they're effects on anxiety and depression and they are showing good results. Obviously it's not something everyone will feel comfortable and I'm not suggesting JB or his brother go down this route unless it's prescribed by a professional but it's not to be so easily dismissed.

[close]

Yes, we are well aware of the related research. Chanses are slim that these kind of tests will ever fulfill the statistical criteria for approval. If you want to talk real research, not even Ibogaine treatment can be scientifically proven to "cure" addiction. Please, do not confuse and mix real research with bullshit mumbo-jumbo, pick a side.

And bawtard, dear, I already told you that I did online dope ten years ago, so even there, you are too late. I hope you will experience the shame of reading your stupid drug posts in a sober state of mind.

[close]

You just a hataa, fuck a science research. Im just saying what I did, but people gotta make thier own decisions. I cant recommend shit, but Ill say what I did. Why you so salty?

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You are right, I do hate you. Dope is the only thing you talk about, yet you seem like a fucking rookie. I will refer to you as "poser" from now on.

You dont even do dope no more, and you still talk about it all the time. Im clean and shit, etc, etc... only time I mention shit is cause it pertains to the situation and Im actually fucked up at the moment. All you do is complain, I dont give a shit if you dont like me, you cant fight me or nothing so stop being a fuckin looser downer, Id give you a "burst mouth" anyway cunt.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on August 29, 2016, 10:46:52 AM

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^Fist off this kobra nigga jealous he quit before he could internet cop.

And a few psych trips have changed my habits compelety. Shit MXE made a nigga stop smoking and helped my understand my underling anxiety that developed from child hood. Understand my parents and all that shit. Im talkin trippin in bed with the lights off so you can just think, not party mode.

Ehhh, niggas gonna laugh, but worked for me. Just dont over do it, or you turn into the truth from san andreas.

[close]

Believe it or not bawtawd is not alone in this thinking but it is a risky strategy dosing yourself without proper guidance. There's a lot of research going on with psycobilin and other hallucinogens and they're effects on anxiety and depression and they are showing good results. Obviously it's not something everyone will feel comfortable and I'm not suggesting JB or his brother go down this route unless it's prescribed by a professional but it's not to be so easily dismissed.

[close]

Yes, we are well aware of the related research. Chanses are slim that these kind of tests will ever fulfill the statistical criteria for approval. If you want to talk real research, not even Ibogaine treatment can be scientifically proven to "cure" addiction. Please, do not confuse and mix real research with bullshit mumbo-jumbo, pick a side.

And bawtard, dear, I already told you that I did online dope ten years ago, so even there, you are too late. I hope you will experience the shame of reading your stupid drug posts in a sober state of mind.

[close]

You just a hataa, fuck a science research. Im just saying what I did, but people gotta make thier own decisions. I cant recommend shit, but Ill say what I did. Why you so salty?

[close]

You are right, I do hate you. Dope is the only thing you talk about, yet you seem like a fucking rookie. I will refer to you as "poser" from now on.

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You dont even do dope no more, and you still talk about it all the time. Im clean and shit, etc, etc... only time I mention shit is cause it pertains to the situation and Im actually fucked up at the moment. All you do is complain, I dont give a shit if you dont like me, you cant fight me or nothing so stop being a fuckin looser downer, Id give you a "burst mouth" anyway cunt.

Funny how you fast you went into a full "hataa" mode. Not only do I know what I'm talking about (check c:a ten pages back in this thread), I can talk about other things than dope. You, on the other hand, barely know what you put in your system, hence have little else to offer.

I'm very impressed that you have enough brain cells to quote me, less impressed by your inability to form a sentence that distinguishes said quotes. Then again, fast food industry is always in dire need of staff, although your dumb ass would do more good as a burger than an employee. What a fucking "looser"...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on August 29, 2016, 01:33:49 PM

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^Fist off this kobra nigga jealous he quit before he could internet cop.

And a few psych trips have changed my habits compelety. Shit MXE made a nigga stop smoking and helped my understand my underling anxiety that developed from child hood. Understand my parents and all that shit. Im talkin trippin in bed with the lights off so you can just think, not party mode.

Ehhh, niggas gonna laugh, but worked for me. Just dont over do it, or you turn into the truth from san andreas.

[close]

Believe it or not bawtawd is not alone in this thinking but it is a risky strategy dosing yourself without proper guidance. There's a lot of research going on with psycobilin and other hallucinogens and they're effects on anxiety and depression and they are showing good results. Obviously it's not something everyone will feel comfortable and I'm not suggesting JB or his brother go down this route unless it's prescribed by a professional but it's not to be so easily dismissed.

[close]

Yes, we are well aware of the related research. Chanses are slim that these kind of tests will ever fulfill the statistical criteria for approval. If you want to talk real research, not even Ibogaine treatment can be scientifically proven to "cure" addiction. Please, do not confuse and mix real research with bullshit mumbo-jumbo, pick a side.

And bawtard, dear, I already told you that I did online dope ten years ago, so even there, you are too late. I hope you will experience the shame of reading your stupid drug posts in a sober state of mind.

[close]

You just a hataa, fuck a science research. Im just saying what I did, but people gotta make thier own decisions. I cant recommend shit, but Ill say what I did. Why you so salty?

[close]

You are right, I do hate you. Dope is the only thing you talk about, yet you seem like a fucking rookie. I will refer to you as "poser" from now on.

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You dont even do dope no more, and you still talk about it all the time. Im clean and shit, etc, etc... only time I mention shit is cause it pertains to the situation and Im actually fucked up at the moment. All you do is complain, I dont give a shit if you dont like me, you cant fight me or nothing so stop being a fuckin looser downer, Id give you a "burst mouth" anyway cunt.

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Funny how you fast you went into a full "hataa" mode. Not only do I know what I'm talking about (check c:a ten pages back in this thread), I can talk about other things than dope. You, on the other hand, barely know what you put in your system, hence have little else to offer.

I'm very impressed that you have enough brain cells to quote me, less impressed by your inability to form a sentence that distinguishes said quotes. Then again, fast food industry is always in dire need of staff, although your dumb ass would do more good as a burger than an employee. What a fucking "looser"...

Its cool bro, I love you.

On the confession tip... I have a Deathwish tattoo. Anyone else have skate logo tattoos? I see spitfire ones, and DC, lol. Does monster count?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 29, 2016, 09:14:38 PM

Yes!!!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on August 29, 2016, 09:42:50 PM

Pics of said tattoo. I hope it's face or neck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kook nukem on August 31, 2016, 05:42:02 AM

Quote from: bawtawd on August 28, 2016, 06:03:14 AM

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I used to have sex with a guy's fianc?e while he watched.

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Was it enjoyable? did he jerk?

Yeah, it was great, actually. He did jerk. Awkward at first, of course. But she was good looking, and they had some money, so they'd have whatever alcohol I wanted whenever I came over, make great dinners, breakfast if I stayed the night. The guy was on the verge of paying me, basically (he used to joke about it). They'd apparently been trying to find someone to do this on a regular basis for a while, and any potential candidate turned out to be a jerk or something, so they were grateful. Very nice people, really.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on August 31, 2016, 08:47:01 AM

Quote from: kook nukem on August 31, 2016, 05:42:02 AM

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I used to have sex with a guy's fianc?e while he watched.

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Was it enjoyable? did he jerk?

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Yeah, it was great, actually. He did jerk. Awkward at first, of course. But she was good looking, and they had some money, so they'd have whatever alcohol I wanted whenever I came over, make great dinners, breakfast if I stayed the night. The guy was on the verge of paying me, basically (he used to joke about it). They'd apparently been trying to find someone to do this on a regular basis for a while, and any potential candidate turned out to be a jerk or something, so they were grateful. Very nice people, really.

Where the fuck are you and Pencil finding these people? I have no morals so im trying to get hooked up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on August 31, 2016, 02:38:17 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on August 29, 2016, 09:42:50 PM

Pics of said tattoo. I hope it's face or neck.

Foot, not bad. I used to know a guy who got a full lizard king on his neck... fuck

I fucked up and blacked out for a few days again, Ima chill, took 100mg of some shit x3 potent as xanax this week, makes no sense, went to work and everything, made a bank account, ordered more shit. Its like you dont give a fuck enough to even remember to remember your memories.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on August 31, 2016, 09:22:27 PM

How do you even do that shit recreationally? I've taken xanax a handful of times hoping to have a good time and then I just black out and fall asleep probably like 20 minutes later

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 31, 2016, 09:49:34 PM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on August 31, 2016, 09:22:27 PM

How do you even do that shit recreationally? I've taken xanax a handful of times hoping to have a good time and then I just black out and fall asleep probably like 20 minutes later

Me too. I usedta think I liked it whilst drinking but in retrospect.... Remember 3 x in 2 wks I'd blacked out & employed my 'smiley' during combat. One I sort of remember but the others were retold to me after. Usedta dig on having those stories for some inexplicable reason.
I'm feeling much better now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on September 01, 2016, 07:16:46 AM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on August 31, 2016, 09:22:27 PM

How do you even do that shit recreationally? I've taken xanax a handful of times hoping to have a good time and then I just black out and fall asleep probably like 20 minutes later

i had friends who took it and this is what they would do. thats why i never saw any reason to do it myself. i used to buy weed off this one pill head kid and he would seriously forget why i was there when id go pick up a bag.

me: "so can i get an 8th?"
him: "sure, man."
*30 seconds of silence while this guy sits there drooling on himself
me: "so can i get that bag?"
him: "oh yeah, dude. how much do you want?"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on September 01, 2016, 08:24:19 AM

Quote from: JB on September 01, 2016, 07:16:46 AM

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How do you even do that shit recreationally? I've taken xanax a handful of times hoping to have a good time and then I just black out and fall asleep probably like 20 minutes later

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i had friends who took it and this is what they would do. thats why i never saw any reason to do it myself. i used to buy weed off this one pill head kid and he would seriously forget why i was there when id go pick up a bag.

me: "so can i get an 8th?"
him: "sure, man."
*30 seconds of silence while this guy sits there drooling on himself
me: "so can i get that bag?"
him: "oh yeah, dude. how much do you want?"

Sounds great.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kook nukem on September 01, 2016, 10:16:31 AM

Quote from: tobey on August 31, 2016, 08:47:01 AM

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I used to have sex with a guy's fianc?e while he watched.

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Was it enjoyable? did he jerk?

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Yeah, it was great, actually. He did jerk. Awkward at first, of course. But she was good looking, and they had some money, so they'd have whatever alcohol I wanted whenever I came over, make great dinners, breakfast if I stayed the night. The guy was on the verge of paying me, basically (he used to joke about it). They'd apparently been trying to find someone to do this on a regular basis for a while, and any potential candidate turned out to be a jerk or something, so they were grateful. Very nice people, really.

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Where the fuck are you and Pencil finding these people? I have no morals so im trying to get hooked up

Met this girl at a bar. I hit on her, and she basically told me we could hook up, but her guy had to be there, so they texted me the next morning. He was a computer programmer or something.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on September 01, 2016, 12:45:50 PM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on August 31, 2016, 09:22:27 PM

How do you even do that shit recreationally? I've taken xanax a handful of times hoping to have a good time and then I just black out and fall asleep probably like 20 minutes later

I use to be the same, I would even turn down free ones. But I guess I developed a taste for it like you do beer after a few times. I would give up trying it if I were you, shits are sneaky as fuck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: AitchBeeGayBuh on September 06, 2016, 09:20:36 PM

Quote from: SodaJerk on September 01, 2016, 08:24:19 AM

Quote from: JB on September 01, 2016, 07:16:46 AM

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Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on August 31, 2016, 09:22:27 PM

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How do you even do that shit recreationally? I've taken xanax a handful of times hoping to have a good time and then I just black out and fall asleep probably like 20 minutes later

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i had friends who took it and this is what they would do. thats why i never saw any reason to do it myself. i used to buy weed off this one pill head kid and he would seriously forget why i was there when id go pick up a bag.

me: "so can i get an 8th?"
him: "sure, man."
*30 seconds of silence while this guy sits there drooling on himself
me: "so can i get that bag?"
him: "oh yeah, dude. how much do you want?"

[close]

Sounds great.

I knew a dude like that I useta get herb from back in the day, it was pretty cool because 1 outta 4 times I would get stuff fronted and he would completely forget about it the night after... good times.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: botefdunn on September 06, 2016, 09:54:13 PM

I hesitate before posting something I might get kooked for- sometimes I post it anyway, but not always.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shags6 on September 28, 2016, 05:38:14 AM

Bawtawd, I swear to god, that dude in your profile picture works at the McDonald's up the street from my house. I'm not even joking, this is great. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on September 28, 2016, 10:07:00 AM

how do you know that guy in the pic isnt bawtawd himself?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on September 28, 2016, 12:16:39 PM

Quote from: JB on September 28, 2016, 10:07:00 AM

how do you know that guy in the pic isnt bawtawd himself?

He did say he works at McDonald's... and judging by bawtawd's posts, you might be onto something.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on September 28, 2016, 02:11:59 PM

Quote from: shags6 on September 28, 2016, 05:38:14 AM

Bawtawd, I swear to god, that dude in your profile picture works at the McDonald's up the street from my house. I'm not even joking, this is great. 

HAHA I got that shit of WRAL arrest records, dude stood out to me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on September 28, 2016, 02:17:31 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on September 28, 2016, 12:16:39 PM

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how do you know that guy in the pic isnt bawtawd himself?

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He did say he works at McDonald's... and judging by bawtawd's posts, you might be onto something.

Yo I dont work at McDonalds, Im a fucking Sandwich Artist bro. A fucking artist. Nah but Im boutta manage a MOE's again, fuck... at least Ill get mad ass to grab, sexual harass the employes, hot bitches be coming in to MOES all day too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shags6 on September 28, 2016, 03:19:05 PM

Quote from: bawtawd on September 28, 2016, 02:11:59 PM

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Bawtawd, I swear to god, that dude in your profile picture works at the McDonald's up the street from my house. I'm not even joking, this is great. 

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HAHA I got that shit of WRAL arrest records, dude stood out to me.

If you got it off WRAL then it IS definately him, cuz I live in wake county haha I would go into that McDonald's everyday on my lunch break cuz there was no where else with a dollar menu nearby and he'd always wanna dap me up at the counter like we go waaay back, saying "whattttuuuppp plaaaayyyyaaaa!" Just spraying spit everywhere when he spoke because he had no teeth, totally kooking himself out. I can't remember his name, but I would love to look up his Facebook profile lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chilllyboy on September 29, 2016, 05:13:55 PM

^^^Google image search says his name is Jose Armando Cortez Garcia. Says he was arrested for possesion and identity theft earlier this month.


http://northcarolina.arrests.org/index.php?county=80&page=5&results=56 (http://northcarolina.arrests.org/index.php?county=80&page=5&results=56)

3rd row

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shags6 on September 29, 2016, 06:11:40 PM

I clicked the link and read the arrest information....It says that his adress is in Rolesville NC, which is where I live, so IT IS HIM! We have to do something about this......maybe write him a letter? "Mr. Cortez Or Whatever, we are sad to inform you that your great great great great grandfather has passed, however he has left a large estate with millions of dollars waiting for you......." Come on guys, give me some better ideas.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on September 29, 2016, 09:44:35 PM

Quote from: chilllyboy on September 29, 2016, 05:13:55 PM

^^^Google image search says his name is Jose Armando Cortez Garcia. Says he was arrested for possesion and identity theft earlier this month.


http://northcarolina.arrests.org/index.php?county=80&page=5&results=56 (http://northcarolina.arrests.org/index.php?county=80&page=5&results=56)

3rd row

That Cristopher Wood guy on the 6th row looks like someone in a hair restoration ad

Also, Bill Cosby is on here apparently

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on September 29, 2016, 10:23:32 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on September 29, 2016, 09:44:35 PM

Quote from: chilllyboy on September 29, 2016, 05:13:55 PM

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^^^Google image search says his name is Jose Armando Cortez Garcia. Says he was arrested for possesion and identity theft earlier this month.


http://northcarolina.arrests.org/index.php?county=80&page=5&results=56 (http://northcarolina.arrests.org/index.php?county=80&page=5&results=56)

3rd row

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That Cristopher Wood guy on the 6th row looks like someone in a hair restoration ad

I'll mess this hair up I wanna mess this hair up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on September 30, 2016, 07:35:25 AM

(http://northcarolina.arrests.org/mugs/Wake/2016/2016-09-10_DE8D737D-D283-421C-AA55-922E9BCB79CF.jpg)

That is the face of an angry man...

Had to break up a nasty bi-polar outburst last night, teenage girl beating the fucking piss out of her boyfriend complete with constant top-of-the-lungs screaming; I hate to say it but I was about 2 seconds away from either knocking her out or restraining her with zip ties. I actually really surprised nobody died, I'd never been in a situation like that & my adrenaline was getting the best of me. Again, I've never been in an altercation like that & have always been slightly fearful of what I might do to somebody in that situation, I may be small but I feel like I would fucking hurt somebody really bad & I'm glad I didn't.

I accidentally touched a tit, but her mom has nicer ones anyway...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on September 30, 2016, 08:27:17 AM

Quote from: shags6 on September 29, 2016, 06:11:40 PM

I clicked the link and read the arrest information....It says that his adress is in Rolesville NC, which is where I live, so IT IS HIM! We have to do something about this......maybe write him a letter? "Mr. Cortez Or Whatever, we are sad to inform you that your great great great great grandfather has passed, however he has left a large estate with millions of dollars waiting for you......." Come on guys, give me some better ideas.

Send him a letter saying your a secret admirer and you think hes hot, put perfume on it. Thats whatsup, I used to live at marsh, now Im in the quay, hit the apex park sometimes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on September 30, 2016, 08:32:20 AM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on September 30, 2016, 07:35:25 AM

(http://northcarolina.arrests.org/mugs/Wake/2016/2016-09-10_DE8D737D-D283-421C-AA55-922E9BCB79CF.jpg)

That is the face of an angry man...

Had to break up a nasty bi-polar outburst last night, teenage girl beating the fucking piss out of her boyfriend complete with constant top-of-the-lungs screaming; I hate to say it but I was about 2 seconds away from either knocking her out or restraining her with zip ties. I actually really surprised nobody died, I'd never been in a situation like that & my adrenaline was getting the best of me. Again, I've never been in an altercation like that & have always been slightly fearful of what I might do to somebody in that situation, I may be small but I feel like I would fucking hurt somebody really bad & I'm glad I didn't.

I accidentally touched a tit, but her mom has nicer ones anyway...

No you wont, but its o.k. but yeah if you check the WRAL arrest records theres some good faces in there, I reckognize so many people all the time on it.

They have this shit called the SLAMMER, its a newspaper with all the arrest pictures for the week, Yall get that shit anywhere else? That shits fucked up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shags6 on September 30, 2016, 09:48:30 AM

I've only been going to marsh for about 8 months now, but i try and go up there everyday....maybe we know each other in real life....and I can never really get into apex. last time I was there I was trying to hardflip the 4 for like 10 minutes, then some random guy comes up and tries to hardflip it, misses, then sees me try when I've BEEN trying it and goes, "what the hell your stealing my trick"......then there's all the traffic with the little kids. "Can I try your board, hey what wheels are those?"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on September 30, 2016, 10:28:37 AM

Quote from: shags6 on September 30, 2016, 09:48:30 AM

I've only been going to marsh for about 8 months now, but i try and go up there everyday....maybe we know each other in real life....and I can never really get into apex. last time I was there I was trying to hardflip the 4 for like 10 minutes, then some random guy comes up and tries to hardflip it, misses, then sees me try when I've BEEN trying it and goes, "what the hell your stealing my trick"......then there's all the traffic with the little kids. "Can I try your board, hey what wheels are those?"

Learn to skate the tranny, it will make you a man. I let you now next time Im up there its been awhile, I use to live on Brentwood.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on September 30, 2016, 10:35:38 AM

Apparently bawtawd doesn't understand basic fight or flight responses...

Especially when your brain tells you you are in real danger...

 ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shags6 on September 30, 2016, 11:10:20 AM

Quote from: bawtawd on September 30, 2016, 10:28:37 AM

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I've only been going to marsh for about 8 months now, but i try and go up there everyday....maybe we know each other in real life....and I can never really get into apex. last time I was there I was trying to hardflip the 4 for like 10 minutes, then some random guy comes up and tries to hardflip it, misses, then sees me try when I've BEEN trying it and goes, "what the hell your stealing my trick"......then there's all the traffic with the little kids. "Can I try your board, hey what wheels are those?"

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Learn to skate the tranny, it will make you a man. I let you now next time Im up there its been awhile, I use to live on Brentwood.

Man, theorists beasely wouldn't skate that shit........and just start writing "bawtawd" on your grip if I ever encounter you in the wild I'll introduce myself.......

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: calvinsdream on October 06, 2016, 12:25:31 PM

Quote from: shags6 on September 30, 2016, 11:10:20 AM

Quote from: bawtawd on September 30, 2016, 10:28:37 AM

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Quote from: shags6 on September 30, 2016, 09:48:30 AM

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I've only been going to marsh for about 8 months now, but i try and go up there everyday....maybe we know each other in real life....and I can never really get into apex. last time I was there I was trying to hardflip the 4 for like 10 minutes, then some random guy comes up and tries to hardflip it, misses, then sees me try when I've BEEN trying it and goes, "what the hell your stealing my trick"......then there's all the traffic with the little kids. "Can I try your board, hey what wheels are those?"

[close]

Learn to skate the tranny, it will make you a man. I let you now next time Im up there its been awhile, I use to live on Brentwood.

[close]

Man, theorists beasely wouldn't skate that shit........and just start writing "bawtawd" on your grip if I ever encounter you in the wild I'll introduce myself.......

when has that dude ever skated tranny ever?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 06, 2016, 12:34:04 PM

Quote from: calvinsdream on October 06, 2016, 12:25:31 PM

Quote from: shags6 on September 30, 2016, 11:10:20 AM

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Quote from: bawtawd on September 30, 2016, 10:28:37 AM

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Quote from: shags6 on September 30, 2016, 09:48:30 AM

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I've only been going to marsh for about 8 months now, but i try and go up there everyday....maybe we know each other in real life....and I can never really get into apex. last time I was there I was trying to hardflip the 4 for like 10 minutes, then some random guy comes up and tries to hardflip it, misses, then sees me try when I've BEEN trying it and goes, "what the hell your stealing my trick"......then there's all the traffic with the little kids. "Can I try your board, hey what wheels are those?"

[close]

Learn to skate the tranny, it will make you a man. I let you now next time Im up there its been awhile, I use to live on Brentwood.

[close]

Man, theorists beasely wouldn't skate that shit........and just start writing "bawtawd" on your grip if I ever encounter you in the wild I'll introduce myself.......

[close]

when has that dude ever skated tranny ever?

what dude? theorists beasley?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on October 06, 2016, 04:34:20 PM

theorists beasley?

I like it, but it seems in this real confessions thread I seemed to have confessed my real location. fuck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Big Sweatpants on October 11, 2016, 09:31:41 AM

Quote from: botefdunn on September 06, 2016, 09:54:13 PM

I hesitate before posting something I might get kooked for- sometimes I post it anyway, but not always.

That's the fucking problem with this place.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: franquietits on October 12, 2016, 03:22:47 AM

Sometimes I get angry at the world, so I just wanna be a showoff to make others feel rubbed the wrong way. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on October 15, 2016, 06:22:23 AM

Ok, so im watching Seinfeld seasons in order, so Im watching it it quite a bit, but, I think im starting to have feelings for Elaine, pretty sure I felt a pang of jealousy when JFK Jr. was in her aerobics class. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 15, 2016, 10:29:55 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on October 15, 2016, 06:22:23 AM

Ok, so im watching Seinfeld seasons in order, so Im watching it it quite a bit, but, I think im starting to have feelings for Elaine, pretty sure I felt a pang of jealousy when JFK Jr. was in her aerobics class. 

Well, I work at this big company HQ and there is a massive amount of classy ladies in their late 30's I would bang and/or eat out. Elaine is amazing, I'm sure she tastes nice and clean.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JAesop on October 19, 2016, 01:34:35 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on October 15, 2016, 10:29:55 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on October 15, 2016, 06:22:23 AM

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Ok, so im watching Seinfeld seasons in order, so Im watching it it quite a bit, but, I think im starting to have feelings for Elaine, pretty sure I felt a pang of jealousy when JFK Jr. was in her aerobics class.  

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Well, I work at this big company HQ and there is a massive amount of classy ladies in their late 30's I would bang and/or eat out. Elaine is amazing, I'm sure she tastes nice and clean.

The are more people fucking each other in corporate environments than at bars. It took me a few years to figure that one out-but it's just under the surface at every office setting I've worked at. The age range for success is a little older though, usually women in their 40's bored with life...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 20, 2016, 08:34:18 AM

Quote from: JAesop on October 19, 2016, 01:34:35 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on October 15, 2016, 10:29:55 AM

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Quote from: perverted super otaku! on October 15, 2016, 06:22:23 AM

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Ok, so im watching Seinfeld seasons in order, so Im watching it it quite a bit, but, I think im starting to have feelings for Elaine, pretty sure I felt a pang of jealousy when JFK Jr. was in her aerobics class.  

[close]

Well, I work at this big company HQ and there is a massive amount of classy ladies in their late 30's I would bang and/or eat out. Elaine is amazing, I'm sure she tastes nice and clean.

[close]

The are more people fucking each other in corporate environments than at bars. It took me a few years to figure that one out-but it's just under the surface at every office setting I've worked at. The age range for success is a little older though, usually women in their 40's bored with life...

my dad tried explaining to me that once women get close to menopause, they either want to fuck everyone, or accuse you of fucking everyone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 20, 2016, 10:18:36 AM

Quote from: JB on October 20, 2016, 08:34:18 AM

Quote from: JAesop on October 19, 2016, 01:34:35 PM

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Quote from: iKobrakai on October 15, 2016, 10:29:55 AM

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Quote from: perverted super otaku! on October 15, 2016, 06:22:23 AM

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Ok, so im watching Seinfeld seasons in order, so Im watching it it quite a bit, but, I think im starting to have feelings for Elaine, pretty sure I felt a pang of jealousy when JFK Jr. was in her aerobics class.  

[close]

Well, I work at this big company HQ and there is a massive amount of classy ladies in their late 30's I would bang and/or eat out. Elaine is amazing, I'm sure she tastes nice and clean.

[close]

The are more people fucking each other in corporate environments than at bars. It took me a few years to figure that one out-but it's just under the surface at every office setting I've worked at. The age range for success is a little older though, usually women in their 40's bored with life...

[close]

my dad tried explaining to me that once women get close to menopause, they either want to fuck everyone, or accuse you of fucking everyone.

Dumb and Dumber- So you're telling me there's a chance (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zMRrNY0pxfM#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Abyss1 on October 20, 2016, 10:32:30 AM

Quote from: JAesop on October 19, 2016, 01:34:35 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on October 15, 2016, 10:29:55 AM

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Quote from: perverted super otaku! on October 15, 2016, 06:22:23 AM

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Ok, so im watching Seinfeld seasons in order, so Im watching it it quite a bit, but, I think im starting to have feelings for Elaine, pretty sure I felt a pang of jealousy when JFK Jr. was in her aerobics class.  

[close]

Well, I work at this big company HQ and there is a massive amount of classy ladies in their late 30's I would bang and/or eat out. Elaine is amazing, I'm sure she tastes nice and clean.

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The are more people fucking each other in corporate environments than at bars. It took me a few years to figure that one out-but it's just under the surface at every office setting I've worked at. The age range for success is a little older though, usually women in their 40's bored with life...

This is true at my last big office job, i had a co-worker who was in her 40's ask me if I'd grab a beer with her after work, im in my early 30s, it turned into 2 pitchers and we ended up back at my place.  was pretty weird for me after, she kept trying to hang out and talk...2 weeks later she got let go.  Boy was I relieved.  But I am pretty sure most people there were hooking up, glad mine never got found out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 22, 2016, 07:41:33 PM

Can't beat my meat to porn successfully because, I just think about my ex getting rammed. Even if they are of different body types and skin tones.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 23, 2016, 01:51:57 PM

Your ex is going to get rammed just like my ex and everyone else's ex, so you better go out and do some ramming of your own and move on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on October 23, 2016, 05:53:45 PM

Quote from: JB on October 23, 2016, 01:51:57 PM

Your ex is going to get rammed just like my ex and everyone else's ex, so you better go out and do some ramming of your own and move on.

this! the more you you sit around and mope over this, the more your life is going to suck. get out there and get ramming!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on October 23, 2016, 07:26:38 PM

Just to play devils advocate, maybe become a monk if ramming doesn't work, you won't be allowed porn, so problem one solved, then freeing yourself from the illusion of the material world and the cycle of suffering as result of desire, will help soften these kinds of blows in the future.

(http://www.religious-vocation.com/images/img_carthusian1.jpg)

(https://i.guim.co.uk/img/static/sys-images/Guardian/Pix/pictures/2011/9/21/1316608063489/Buddhist-monks-007.jpg?w=620&q=55&auto=format&usm=12&fit=max&s=08eb00f9ec297bc646d97d3a06cd5894)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on October 23, 2016, 07:47:31 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on October 23, 2016, 07:26:38 PM

Just to play devils advocate, maybe become a monk if ramming doesn't work, you won't be allowed porn, so problem one solved, then freeing yourself from the illusion of the material world and the cycle of suffering as result of desire, will help soften these kinds of blows in the future.

(http://www.religious-vocation.com/images/img_carthusian1.jpg)

(https://i.guim.co.uk/img/static/sys-images/Guardian/Pix/pictures/2011/9/21/1316608063489/Buddhist-monks-007.jpg?w=620&q=55&auto=format&usm=12&fit=max&s=08eb00f9ec297bc646d97d3a06cd5894)

You should do that so you stop stalking girls over social media

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on October 23, 2016, 08:07:00 PM

Quote from: tobey on October 23, 2016, 07:47:31 PM

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Just to play devils advocate, maybe become a monk if ramming doesn't work, you won't be allowed porn, so problem one solved, then freeing yourself from the illusion of the material world and the cycle of suffering as result of desire, will help soften these kinds of blows in the future.

(http://www.religious-vocation.com/images/img_carthusian1.jpg)

(https://i.guim.co.uk/img/static/sys-images/Guardian/Pix/pictures/2011/9/21/1316608063489/Buddhist-monks-007.jpg?w=620&q=55&auto=format&usm=12&fit=max&s=08eb00f9ec297bc646d97d3a06cd5894)

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You should do that so you stop stalking girls over social media

lol!,  can you even "stalk" someone over social media? by following them?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on October 23, 2016, 08:11:51 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on October 23, 2016, 08:07:00 PM

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Just to play devils advocate, maybe become a monk if ramming doesn't work, you won't be allowed porn, so problem one solved, then freeing yourself from the illusion of the material world and the cycle of suffering as result of desire, will help soften these kinds of blows in the future.

(http://www.religious-vocation.com/images/img_carthusian1.jpg)

(https://i.guim.co.uk/img/static/sys-images/Guardian/Pix/pictures/2011/9/21/1316608063489/Buddhist-monks-007.jpg?w=620&q=55&auto=format&usm=12&fit=max&s=08eb00f9ec297bc646d97d3a06cd5894)

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You should do that so you stop stalking girls over social media

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lol!,  can you even "stalk" someone over social media? by following them?

Thats not what you do though. You post pictures of random girls in threads that aren't even about them. Or you start random threads about girl skaters you stalk and don't even mention their skating. What was the last one? Something that said someone looked seductive? Thank god you're in Canada because you definitely would have shot up a school in America by now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on October 23, 2016, 08:17:52 PM

Tobey, the irony of you making online stalking accusations man, the irony... 

And yes, I sound like quite the menace to society there, Im just plain out of control tobes!! postin pictures of girls in threads arent even about them? im wilin out here

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on October 23, 2016, 08:24:46 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on October 23, 2016, 08:17:52 PM

Tobey, the irony of you making online stalking accusations man, the irony... 

And yes, I sound like quite the menace to society there, Im just plain out of control tobes!! postin pictures of girls in threads arent even about them? im wilin out here

Exposing slap members and posting photos of girls with creepy shit written about them are pretty much two different worlds

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on October 23, 2016, 08:32:34 PM

Well, Tobey if you can't see the forest for the trees, im not going to be your lumberjack. I feel like youve been tryna beef with me lately, maybe just put me on ignore if you don't like my posts? I have nothing against you man and pretty sure I have never said anything negative about you really, so I don't really get the negative vibes, but maybe just a matter of different strokes and that's ok too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on October 23, 2016, 08:36:47 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on October 23, 2016, 08:32:34 PM

Well, Tobey if you can't see the forest for the trees, im not going to be your lumberjack. I feel like youve been tryna beef with me lately, maybe just put me on ignore if you don't like my posts? I have nothing against you man and pretty sure I have never said anything negative about you really, so I don't really get the negative vibes, but maybe just a matter of different strokes and that's ok too.

You're a fucking creep and complain about what people make as threads then show them up by making a shitter thread.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on October 23, 2016, 08:42:50 PM

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Well, Tobey if you can't see the forest for the trees, im not going to be your lumberjack. I feel like youve been tryna beef with me lately, maybe just put me on ignore if you don't like my posts? I have nothing against you man and pretty sure I have never said anything negative about you really, so I don't really get the negative vibes, but maybe just a matter of different strokes and that's ok too.

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You're a fucking creep and complain about what people make as threads then show them up by making a shitter thread.

Ahh well so was Chino XL, we can't all be Lord Fauntleroys ya know

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on October 23, 2016, 09:10:19 PM

(https://67.media.tumblr.com/67ccc988dc72585778e5cb8c1265d272/tumblr_n8az55Vgcy1s8qeo3o1_500.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on October 23, 2016, 09:35:24 PM

#tobeyVSsuperotaku2016

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Main on October 24, 2016, 08:31:20 PM

I bet there's plenty of monks out there jerkin off when no one's looking.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: snowman600 on October 24, 2016, 08:48:26 PM

Quote from: Main on October 24, 2016, 08:31:20 PM

I bet there's plenty of monks out there jerkin off when no one's looking.

(https://media.giphy.com/media/13JJkdlu3rAgU0/giphy.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 27, 2016, 12:15:31 AM

Had a doctor's appointment for an infected throat so I thought it would be a good opportunity to get a refill on anti-depressants as well. I haven't been on them for a about a year now, but if I were to be honest with myself, I know I need them. The doctor asked me a bunch of questions instead of just ordering the refill like I wanted which led to her pretty much threatening to hospitalize me. Fuck that noise. She made me make stupid promises about my safety before I could leave. Got the happy pills so cool beans I guess.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on October 27, 2016, 05:16:30 AM

Everybody knows rule #1 of being a monk is to not talk about how all the monks ram each other all the time. I mean ALL the time. Rule #2 is that you have to ram everybody.

l33t and people wonder why someone would lie to a doctor.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on October 28, 2016, 04:15:03 AM

God wouldn't have made rosary beads if he didn't want the nuns counting how many they can fit into each others' dumpers.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 06, 2016, 01:19:49 AM

I haven't skated in a couple of months now, and spending all available time with weight training. The lack of skate friends  and spots is partially the cause, now the streets are covered with snows. I made myselt a promise to get back to it in the spring when it is time to shred the fat from my bulk. Hopefully it will happen.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: christ0v on November 06, 2016, 12:56:15 PM

Same here.

 I haven't skated in about 3 weeks. I wanted to skate yesterday, but it was so cold and skating alone every time sucks.  I don't have any friends except my girlfriend, what about skate friends... I can't wait for the spring or to go back home and hope that the weather is better there.

Now I do squads every workout now with the hope that i'll get better pop and I stretch two times a day. Let's hope that really helps to maintain shape in the winter because I feel hungry all the time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on November 06, 2016, 01:42:16 PM

yesterday was a yr since rusty passed. i don't got any friends either but i still have been skating when it's over 30 and dry. i like skating in gloves but it kills my equilibrium and i gotta take em off to land 360 flips. way too cold to slap pavement high five w/ no friends around. some teenage peurto rican girl was laughing at me for sliding out a fakie fs flip off a curb.
i'm thinking 'you stupid stupid cunt, it's not funny like when a normal person falls. most of skating is falls.'
we should have a thing on slap where all the friendless morbidly obese skaters can meet up w/ likeminded jerks in their area for slappies, possible LTR.
so anyways, i'm back home post skate and sorta dwelling on dylan/elliott smith/rusty and inspired by suboxins and youtube comments gave myself an XO tattoo on my hand. like if i was jerking off switch, right where the pecker would protrude.
on the one hand, it's shtoops but on the other i'm glad i finally used the gun rusty gave me last yr and asides it being 2 simple letters, i feel sort of accomplished that i didn't fuck it up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on November 06, 2016, 04:27:59 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on November 06, 2016, 01:42:16 PM

so anyways, i'm back home post skate and sorta dwelling on dylan/elliott smith/rusty and inspired by suboxins and youtube comments gave myself an XO tattoo on my hand. like if i was jerking off switch, right where the pecker would protrude.

made me lOL at my desk!
already been a year since rusty passed? man, time does fly...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on November 08, 2016, 07:56:31 AM

Off drugs for good...

So cliche, but being sober & getting my bi-polar dealt with has let me finally live a normal life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on November 08, 2016, 10:08:49 AM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on November 08, 2016, 07:56:31 AM

Off drugs for good...

So cliche, but being sober & getting my bi-polar dealt with has let me finally live a normal life.

Well done man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on November 08, 2016, 12:25:19 PM

Quote from: SodaJerk on November 08, 2016, 10:08:49 AM

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Off drugs for good...

So cliche, but being sober & getting my bi-polar dealt with has let me finally live a normal life.

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Well done man.

Thank ya Jerk! It's been a hell of a ride & Shark Titties won't be my friend anymore... Miss that guy & our HF sessions!

Drugs ruin lives & friendships... (kind of a common sense comment, eh?)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on November 08, 2016, 01:47:03 PM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on November 08, 2016, 12:25:19 PM

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Off drugs for good...

So cliche, but being sober & getting my bi-polar dealt with has let me finally live a normal life.

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Well done man.

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Thank ya Jerk! It's been a hell of a ride & Shark Titties won't be my friend anymore... Miss that guy & our HF sessions!

Drugs ruin lives & friendships... (kind of a common sense comment, eh?)

Sorry to hear that this affects your friendship with Sharktits, it's probably presumptive of me but I think I know how that scenario goes and I've been there and yeah it sucks but you gotta do you and Sharktits has gotta do him. Maybe one day the twain shall meet but until then I'm stoked you're doin good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on November 08, 2016, 04:49:10 PM

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Off drugs for good...

So cliche, but being sober & getting my bi-polar dealt with has let me finally live a normal life.

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Well done man.

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Thank ya Jerk! It's been a hell of a ride & Shark Titties won't be my friend anymore... Miss that guy & our HF sessions!

Drugs ruin lives & friendships... (kind of a common sense comment, eh?)

i'm sorry pal. i retreated from everyone after rusty passed and it's not your fault that i associate us hanging out w/ dope. i don't know if we're triggering for each other [triggered lady gif] but i'd be into skating or next spring if you wanna suit up and worry the bees or ride mopeds or whatever. you've got a lot on the ball and i dug our HF sessions too. shit, i remember you cab/nollie cabbing that bump to 6 foot flat gap on the 5th floor of the parking garage.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on November 11, 2016, 09:41:47 AM

Same brother, I kind of lost it after Rusty passed & it made me face my own mortality & deal with my mental issues...

Off the dope though for good, working out the body every day so I can get back to skating hard & being a non-shitbag.

Let's get together in the spring, I'd love to ride ze mopeds with you & wax intellectual on the bees; getting deep into fish myself now...

We had the best SLAP PAL sessions though but we should just give up & start fingerboarding...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on November 24, 2016, 07:49:45 PM

My anxiety has been through the god damn roof all this month, on the 28th it will be 1 year sober for me. People are saying thats why im anxious and im pretty sure thats the reason why. Could barely skate all this month, barely made it to class when all my every day classes are done now ( I passed) and i only have class 2 times a week. Now though its starting to kind of come back to normal since its bascially just 3 more days left, i mean i have panic attacks every day but those were a cake walk compare to what i been having this month. I knew nothing would make me drink again because i would have worked all this year for nothing if i did, im pretty stubborn. I'm just glad im getting this off my chest and hopefully other people can relate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lilpeen on November 24, 2016, 11:31:52 PM

Quote from: tobey on November 24, 2016, 07:49:45 PM

My anxiety has been through the god damn roof all this month, on the 28th it will be 1 year sober for me. People are saying thats why im anxious and im pretty sure thats the reason why. Could barely skate all this month, barely made it to class when all my every day classes are done now ( I passed) and i only have class 2 times a week. Now though its starting to kind of come back to normal since its bascially just 3 more days left, i mean i have panic attacks every day but those were a cake walk compare to what i been having this month. I knew nothing would make me drink again because i would have worked all this year for nothing if i did, im pretty stubborn. I'm just glad im getting this off my chest and hopefully other people can relate

I know the pain, Im coming off heavy benzo use. Havent left the house in a week, growing a beard. I know you take the AA shit serious but, maybe just have a single drink, maybe a glass of wine, see what you do after. I dont think its about how long youve been sober, its about self control, hopefully AA has taught self control. If you plan on being sober the rest of your life then yeah stick with it. People mention CBT for anxiety, but Im skeptical.

I used to be addicted as fuck to alcohol in my teens. Quit, and know I can have a single beer or wine and not want more. Even If I drink 2 drinks now I feel like shit cause the effects have changed from fun, to dizzy headache. But if you want to stick to your guns, its only 3 days, soldier through. Ive been shaking and hallucinating for a week, if I were to drive right now I would crash cause vertigo and seeing black shit zoom by me. Were fuckin skateboarders, were fuckin soldiers. We can do it if we really want it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Iceman on November 25, 2016, 09:43:43 AM

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People mention CBT for anxiety, but Im skeptical.

doesn't cock and ball torture increase anxiety?

stay on your course tobey. you got this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on November 25, 2016, 10:31:25 AM

Quote from: littlepeen on November 24, 2016, 11:31:52 PM

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My anxiety has been through the god damn roof all this month, on the 28th it will be 1 year sober for me. People are saying thats why im anxious and im pretty sure thats the reason why. Could barely skate all this month, barely made it to class when all my every day classes are done now ( I passed) and i only have class 2 times a week. Now though its starting to kind of come back to normal since its bascially just 3 more days left, i mean i have panic attacks every day but those were a cake walk compare to what i been having this month. I knew nothing would make me drink again because i would have worked all this year for nothing if i did, im pretty stubborn. I'm just glad im getting this off my chest and hopefully other people can relate

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I know the pain, Im coming off heavy benzo use. Havent left the house in a week, growing a beard. I know you take the AA shit serious but, maybe just have a single drink, maybe a glass of wine, see what you do after. I dont think its about how long youve been sober, its about self control, hopefully AA has taught self control. If you plan on being sober the rest of your life then yeah stick with it. People mention CBT for anxiety, but Im skeptical.

I used to be addicted as fuck to alcohol in my teens. Quit, and know I can have a single beer or wine and not want more. Even If I drink 2 drinks now I feel like shit cause the effects have changed from fun, to dizzy headache. But if you want to stick to your guns, its only 3 days, soldier through. Ive been shaking and hallucinating for a week, if I were to drive right now I would crash cause vertigo and seeing black shit zoom by me. Were fuckin skateboarders, were fuckin soldiers. We can do it if we really want it.

Shut the fuck up you fucking idiot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on November 25, 2016, 10:37:34 AM

congrats Tobey ! do you still smoke weed ?
and thanks again Sharktits for the inspiration to make 100 pushups everyday, i've been doing it for a few months and i feel like Bruce Lee now, you should try it too Tobey !

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lilpeen on November 25, 2016, 10:44:12 AM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on November 25, 2016, 10:31:25 AM

Shut the fuck up you fucking idiot.

No. Fuck you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on November 25, 2016, 03:25:24 PM

Quote from: the snake on November 25, 2016, 10:37:34 AM

congrats Tobey ! do you still smoke weed ?
and thanks again Sharktits for the inspiration to make 100 pushups everyday, i've been doing it for a few months and i feel like Bruce Lee now, you should try it too Tobey !

I havent smoked weed since i was 18 and would always freak out no matter what whenever i smoked. Also i do a little workout at home. My uncle left his weights here and i been using them for like a half year, up to 100 pounds with those suckers, that does take the edge off some days.

Also littlepeen im an alcoholic, there is no just one drink. It would be go big or go home every time i drank. The one night when i was with my ex i took her to dinner and literally only had one beer because everyone was on my case then so i was like ill fucking show them and only drink one beer. I honestly felt way worse just having one beer than the next day hangover after a big night. My body craved/ needed more beer, i couldn't even sleep that night and i legit only had one drink

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lilpeen on November 25, 2016, 04:46:12 PM

I see, I see. It took me about 5 years to even want to try a drink again. 1 year is not that long, but you just gave simple insight into my problem. I need to stay away for a long time, like years, just give it up untill I dont care about that shit anymore.

My problem is I get sober, then after a month or two I think I can do it again for just 1 day, but that never worked out and always turned into months and months of use. I guess I should just stay away for a few years this time around. I wont be sober, thats for sure, but fuck taking benzos. Or atleast buying bulk cause its cheaper, smart decision ehhh? Only 2 more nights of taking this shit, then I switch to a longer half life one, taking every other day for about a week then Im in the clear, physically atleast.

Good luck out there to ya man  8)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on November 25, 2016, 08:43:59 PM

Quote from: the snake on November 25, 2016, 10:37:34 AM

congrats Tobey ! do you still smoke weed ?
and thanks again Sharktits for the inspiration to make 100 pushups everyday, i've been doing it for a few months and i feel like Bruce Lee now, you should try it too Tobey !

cheers snake! feels rad and i'm stoked to hear it. i lag on working out during 'skate season' but when it's cold i stave off depression that way. in the past wk i've been jogging to this park and back. according to my moped's odometer it's .5 a mile away so i'm doing a quick mile round trip in 10 minutes or less. for 20 yrs of smoking i never thought i'd be able to keep a trot for that long but it's gotten easier already.

smallpeen hammer, if you drank past the sick feeling you'd be back to alcoholism. tobey's doiing well, encourage that. happy yr, tobey!

on the other side of things, i went on a shameless marathon and frank gallagher makes me wanna throw it all away. i ain't got no money dopeman but i got these bees....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Iceman on November 25, 2016, 10:20:09 PM

Quote from: littlepeen on November 25, 2016, 04:46:12 PM

I see, I see. It took me about 5 years to even want to try a drink again. 1 year is not that long, but you just gave simple insight into my problem. I need to stay away for a long time, like years, just give it up untill I dont care about that shit anymore.

My problem is I get sober, then after a month or two I think I can do it again for just 1 day, but that never worked out and always turned into months and months of use. I guess I should just stay away for a few years this time around. I wont be sober, thats for sure, but fuck taking benzos. Or atleast buying bulk cause its cheaper, smart decision ehhh? Only 2 more nights of taking this shit, then I switch to a longer half life one, taking every other day for about a week then Im in the clear, physically atleast.

Good luck out there to ya man  8)

if you're serious about straightening out, then your problem is that you think you can come back to whatever it is you temporarily quit. it has to be a permanent change. no special occasions. real talk.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 26, 2016, 09:45:54 AM

I'm not going to spread the AA idiology here, but it has been working for me for more than 3,5 years now. I had to enterpret and modify it to fit my mind. If you have some brains and are reeeeally desperate, you'll find the means.

Still, for me, there is no such thing as one drink/pill/shot/whatever. Last time I took "just a little", I got kicked out of rehab and entered homelessness in the middle of winter in Sweden. I'm fine without that crap, one day at the time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lilpeen on November 26, 2016, 03:43:49 PM

Im just trying to get through this period and see. Worst one by far, Im doing a warfare with my body style taper, pushing it. I dunno I feel like I made my brain tougher after all these fuck ups, but will probably die early from the stress, like skateboarding. I just want to get better at skateboarding and more in shape so I cant wait to try and get my flip tricks down agian, I feel that will be a good challenge and workout. I will probably be full sober though, cause the only thing I would be interested in is opiates and that would lead to my death probably if I got the hook in me with those.

I found a word that might help people. Rumination. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rumination_(psychology)

Need less of that and more postive thought to even out my ying yang shit or whatever. Then my next mission is to work at a car dealership untill Im the guy in the crazy commercials and have the lot named after me. "Welcome to LITTLEPEENFORD, where YOU, can drive away in style, WHOO HEW!"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 27, 2016, 11:48:04 PM

I'm searching for a place to live but I'm starting to think it isn't possible with my budget and credit score. At the same time I don't really know what I have to gain by moving out of my mom's anyway. If I could find a place I could afford to live alone I'd most likely just isolate myself more, and I don't know that I would be able to deal with roommates. There are two possible positive outcomes I can think of: I end up spending less money because I pay for a lot of bills at my mom's along with rent, and I might feel more comfortable with the idea of maybe talking to women perhaps (doubtful as fuck). I do know that I'd be a great roommate. I keep to myself and I got subscriptions to Netflix, and all the cable premium channel streams.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 28, 2016, 10:38:03 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on November 27, 2016, 11:48:04 PM

I'm searching for a place to live but I'm starting to think it isn't possible with my budget and credit score. At the same time I don't really know what I have to gain by moving out of my mom's anyway. If I could find a place I could afford to live alone I'd most likely just isolate myself more, and I don't know that I would be able to deal with roommates. There are two possible positive outcomes I can think of: I end up spending less money because I pay for a lot of bills at my mom's along with rent, and I might feel more comfortable with the idea of maybe talking to women perhaps (doubtful as fuck). I do know that I'd be a great roommate. I keep to myself and I got subscriptions to Netflix, and all the cable premium channel streams.

Something tells me that you'll be fine.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Omamori on December 03, 2016, 09:04:41 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on November 27, 2016, 11:48:04 PM

I'm searching for a place to live but I'm starting to think it isn't possible with my budget and credit score. At the same time I don't really know what I have to gain by moving out of my mom's anyway. If I could find a place I could afford to live alone I'd most likely just isolate myself more, and I don't know that I would be able to deal with roommates. There are two possible positive outcomes I can think of: I end up spending less money because I pay for a lot of bills at my mom's along with rent, and I might feel more comfortable with the idea of maybe talking to women perhaps (doubtful as fuck). I do know that I'd be a great roommate. I keep to myself and I got subscriptions to Netflix, and all the cable premium channel streams.

If I remember correctly,  you live in San Diego. I actually got a job down there and more looking at apartments. I make too much but I found a income restricted apartments near downtown I believe. It's  $325 and you have to live alone I think.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Matthew_James on December 08, 2016, 05:55:28 PM

I sucked a penis while watching a Neil Breen film, and I'm unsure which act God hates more. Anyone wanna take a stab?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on December 09, 2016, 05:20:04 AM

Quote from: Matthew_James on December 08, 2016, 05:55:28 PM

I sucked a penis while watching a Neil Breen film, and I'm unsure which act God hates more. Anyone wanna take a stab?

Definitely the movie.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on December 14, 2016, 10:50:47 PM

When I can't sleep I like to read scary stories on the internet then I get under my covers and feel safe and imagine I'm in an old cabin in the middle of the woods and it's raining but nothing can get to me because I am safe. I never have nightmares because I am a man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on December 15, 2016, 06:50:13 AM

I had a dream last night that i walked in on Dill having sex with a man who had plastic surgery to look like a crocodile. I'm pretty confused sexually now 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on December 15, 2016, 07:29:06 AM

morning wood or nah tobe?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on December 15, 2016, 07:31:40 AM

Quote from: straight on December 15, 2016, 07:29:06 AM

morning wood or nah tobe?

surprisingly no but now that i think of it the Dill character could have been a homeless dude 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on December 15, 2016, 07:06:09 PM

so the outpatient drug court shit that im in has me going to these 1 hr a night classes 2x a week and my counselor is cool as fuck.  Today he wasnt there and I was with another counselor and she fucking confiscated my phone because I pulled it out to check the time.  Now she is turning it into my PO and Im worried he is gonna go through it.  Everyone says if I dont give him the passcode he cant but he can tell me to give him the code or he will violate me.  Its a long shot that he will want to go through it cause the situation is petty af but Im just lowkey worried that my PO is gonna find my dick pics and nudes of this chubby tinder bitch I fucked

I got a cat tho

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pencil on December 15, 2016, 07:07:01 PM

shit i just remembered i took a picture of my dick after i fucked her on her period so theres that on there too

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on December 15, 2016, 07:14:16 PM

^Legend we missed you, text me when you get your phone back. I got a new phone and forgot to put yours in

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on December 15, 2016, 08:11:53 PM

I'm 8 months sober from everything. I was prescribed suboxone to deal with the opiates but I feel like it helps so much with my alcoholism. I don't even feel like a drink at all. I'm on 28mg a day. I does make me tired as fuck at times though

Been hitting the gym and love it. Never thought I'd be in my late 30's and be going to a gym.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on December 15, 2016, 08:14:34 PM

Oh and congrats Tobey. We started at the same time but I slipped up.
A year is amazing. Keep up the good work.

L33t - mental issues and living by yourself is a recipe for disaster. Well in my case it was. Just my 2 cents

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on December 15, 2016, 08:21:35 PM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on December 15, 2016, 08:11:53 PM

I'm 8 months sober from everything. I was prescribed suboxone to deal with the opiates but I feel like it helps so much with my alcoholism. I don't even feel like a drink at all. I'm on 28mg a day. I does make me tired as fuck at times though

Been hitting the gym and love it. Never thought I'd be in my late 30's and be going to a gym.

congrats hcm!
i'm on 1.5 mgs but even that is kind of a lot. i usually run a half a day about 3 X a wk and i'll eat a whole one once a wk and take 2-3 days off in between. if anything they give me energy but i'm also on a wicked low dose. from what i've read your body can only enjoy up to 8 mgs a day so after that you should stockpile them for when you quit or sell em. i don't think it's healthy to be on such a high dose but i'm not a dr i'm just another scumbag, what do i know?
i don't go to a gym but i'm on that 100 pushups, run a mile, 60 crunchy sit ups and handstand for the length of a song.
i'm hyped on all the pals getting healthy just like when i was screwing up i dug meeting pals similarly inclined.
that's the rad thing about life, whatever you're into you'll find it everywhere.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on December 16, 2016, 02:22:19 AM

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I'm 8 months sober from everything. I was prescribed suboxone to deal with the opiates but I feel like it helps so much with my alcoholism. I don't even feel like a drink at all. I'm on 28mg a day. I does make me tired as fuck at times though

Been hitting the gym and love it. Never thought I'd be in my late 30's and be going to a gym.

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congrats hcm!
i'm on 1.5 mgs but even that is kind of a lot. i usually run a half a day about 3 X a wk and i'll eat a whole one once a wk and take 2-3 days off in between. if anything they give me energy but i'm also on a wicked low dose. from what i've read your body can only enjoy up to 8 mgs a day so after that you should stockpile them for when you quit or sell em. i don't think it's healthy to be on such a high dose but i'm not a dr i'm just another scumbag, what do i know?
i don't go to a gym but i'm on that 100 pushups, run a mile, 60 crunchy sit ups and handstand for the length of a song.
i'm hyped on all the pals getting healthy just like when i was screwing up i dug meeting pals similarly inclined.
that's the rad thing about life, whatever you're into you'll find it everywhere.

Trust me, you are probably more fit than half of the bro's at any given gym. Few can run a mile.

I have to share that I reached 3,5 years a while ago. Let's go, Brothers!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Iceman on December 16, 2016, 10:50:59 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on December 16, 2016, 02:22:19 AM

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I'm 8 months sober from everything. I was prescribed suboxone to deal with the opiates but I feel like it helps so much with my alcoholism. I don't even feel like a drink at all. I'm on 28mg a day. I does make me tired as fuck at times though

Been hitting the gym and love it. Never thought I'd be in my late 30's and be going to a gym.

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congrats hcm!
i'm on 1.5 mgs but even that is kind of a lot. i usually run a half a day about 3 X a wk and i'll eat a whole one once a wk and take 2-3 days off in between. if anything they give me energy but i'm also on a wicked low dose. from what i've read your body can only enjoy up to 8 mgs a day so after that you should stockpile them for when you quit or sell em. i don't think it's healthy to be on such a high dose but i'm not a dr i'm just another scumbag, what do i know?
i don't go to a gym but i'm on that 100 pushups, run a mile, 60 crunchy sit ups and handstand for the length of a song.
i'm hyped on all the pals getting healthy just like when i was screwing up i dug meeting pals similarly inclined.
that's the rad thing about life, whatever you're into you'll find it everywhere.

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Trust me, you are probably more fit than half of the bro's at any given gym. Few can run a mile.

I have to share that I reached 3,5 years a while ago. Let's go, Brothers!

struggled to jog 3 blocks to avoid waiting 40 minutes for the next subway train. bummed i gotta work on getting my delusions of being fit back.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on December 16, 2016, 11:02:24 AM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on December 15, 2016, 08:14:34 PM

Oh and congrats Tobey. We started at the same time but I slipped up.
A year is amazing. Keep up the good work.

L33t - mental issues and living by yourself is a recipe for disaster. Well in my case it was. Just my 2 cents

I slipped up my first couple times before where im at now. Shit happens, just keep it going forward, stoked for your 8 months!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on December 16, 2016, 07:33:13 PM

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I'm 8 months sober from everything. I was prescribed suboxone to deal with the opiates but I feel like it helps so much with my alcoholism. I don't even feel like a drink at all. I'm on 28mg a day. I does make me tired as fuck at times though

Been hitting the gym and love it. Never thought I'd be in my late 30's and be going to a gym.

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congrats hcm!
i'm on 1.5 mgs but even that is kind of a lot. i usually run a half a day about 3 X a wk and i'll eat a whole one once a wk and take 2-3 days off in between. if anything they give me energy but i'm also on a wicked low dose. from what i've read your body can only enjoy up to 8 mgs a day so after that you should stockpile them for when you quit or sell em. i don't think it's healthy to be on such a high dose but i'm not a dr i'm just another scumbag, what do i know?

I keep reading that I'm on a super high dose. And it scares me how many people tell me it so high.
when I first went into hospital to detox (from both at least a litre of hard liquor and extra wine/port during the day to keep me going - and 40-50 codiene tablets and a few oxys every day) ALL the doctors I saw said I should be on suboxone. About 6-7 doctors told me suboxone would be best.

I have to go into the pharmacy every morning to get my dose and they literally watch you take it to make sure your not stockpiling or selling them. The only time they give me take aways is on the weekends (and that took 6months and piss tests to prove I'm not taking anything else) 90% of the people I line up with are on methadone still.  

So shark tits can you confirm you only take 1.5mgs???  That seems so little. You were on dope right? Do you know many people on subs?  I read a lot online but some first hand (slap - God bless you guys) knowledge would be great. I'm really scared I'm on a super high dose but the doctors (I have to see them every few month to see how I'm going) don't even flinch when they read I'm on 28mgs


Thanks for the support you guys. I hope you all get a great head job for Xmas and find $50 on the ground.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on December 16, 2016, 07:49:40 PM

shit, i'm a person! all this time i thought my pills were 1 mg but they're 8s. took my brother reading it just now. so  i'm on 12 a day but i usually run 4 cause they give me 2 wks at a time and i'm always trying to wean then i fall back into it.
sorry about that but i still am under the impression that you're on a very high dose. my brother asked if you take all 28 mgs at once? that seems ridiculous but i know from the methadone clinic i absconded from prior they like to keep you hooked = job security.
maybe just ask them to drop you a few mgs a wk so ya don't w/d.
i know more people who use em occasionally to get jammed than actual people on em but my brother had a script for a while too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on December 16, 2016, 08:00:25 PM

Also the 100 push ups a day thing is so much better going to the gym. Strength training is where it's at. But you guys already know that.

When I first got sober it was hard to do 10 push ups. Over time I just kept it up and now I do 50 at a time probably 3-4 times a day. At work I sneak off and do them in this empty room we have.

Being able to do a lot of push ups/chin ups etc first then hitting the gym is the best. I can bench 80kgs comfortably which I think is ok.  

It's funny cause half the time I'm still in my work/skate clothes at the gym. Jeans in the gym gets you funny looks. God damn there is some major fuck wits that hangout socially at the gym. They do more texting/IG/FBing than actually working out. And just full bro talk out loud!


Sorry if I derailed the thread.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on December 16, 2016, 08:04:16 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on December 16, 2016, 07:49:40 PM

shit, i'm a person! all this time i thought my pills were 1 mg but they're 8s. took my brother reading it just now. so  i'm on 12 a day but i usually run 4 cause they give me 2 wks at a time and i'm always trying to wean then i fall back into it.
sorry about that but i still am under the impression that you're on a very high dose. my brother asked if you take all 28 mgs at once? that seems ridiculous but i know from the methadone clinic i absconded from prior they like to keep you hooked = job security.
maybe just ask them to drop you a few mgs a wk so ya don't w/d.
i know more people who use em occasionally to get jammed than actual people on em but my brother had a script for a while too.

Yup all at once. Mine are the strips that dissolve under your tounge. So yours are pills???? Thanks mate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stabbedbywiggers on December 16, 2016, 08:08:16 PM

Quote from: pencil on December 15, 2016, 07:06:09 PM

so the outpatient drug court shit that im in has me going to these 1 hr a night classes 2x a week and my counselor is cool as fuck.  Today he wasnt there and I was with another counselor and she fucking confiscated my phone because I pulled it out to check the time.  Now she is turning it into my PO and Im worried he is gonna go through it.  Everyone says if I dont give him the passcode he cant but he can tell me to give him the code or he will violate me.  Its a long shot that he will want to go through it cause the situation is petty af but Im just lowkey worried that my PO is gonna find my dick pics and nudes of this chubby tinder bitch I fucked

I got a cat tho

I dont think your P.O. can legally go through your phone. But fuck it, let em see your dick. Everytime I pissed in the cup I asked him if he liked how it looked/is yours bigger? Somethin like that, they get so mad haha?

Theyre lookin at your dick, not the other way around. Like if you get jammed up and gotta spread the cheeks, just say "so you get paid to look inside assholes all day". I got mashed up against the wall for that but it was funny.

Sorry everyone, continue suboxone discussion.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on December 17, 2016, 07:11:39 AM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on December 16, 2016, 08:00:25 PM

Also the 100 push ups a day thing is so much better going to the gym. Strength training is where it's at. But you guys already know that.

When I first got sober it was hard to do 10 push ups. Over time I just kept it up and now I do 50 at a time probably 3-4 times a day. At work I sneak off and do them in this empty room we have.

Being able to do a lot of push ups/chin ups etc first then hitting the gym is the best. I can bench 80kgs comfortably which I think is ok.  

It's funny cause half the time I'm still in my work/skate clothes at the gym. Jeans in the gym gets you funny looks. God damn there is some major fuck wits that hangout socially at the gym. They do more texting/IG/FBing than actually working out. And just full bro talk out loud!


Sorry if I derailed the thread.

Wow, got a feeling that you were a Euro or something else odd when you describes the process of the substitution program. Just wanted to say that 28 mgs is quite a lot, your body cannot absorb more that 32 per day. I might be wrong, though, it has been a while.

About the jeans at the gym: avoid it. Unless it is badass, low 80's cutoffs, in which case you must be the bravest fucker out there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on December 17, 2016, 07:19:21 AM

he's an aussie, mate. you're right about 32, i always thought it was lower but according to my internet research it's 32.
i was having a conversation w/ a girl about this recently. she goes 'i want to run but i'm wearing jeans' and i'm oblivious to that stuff, i jog in my same old man's pants rolled up a little that i would skate in. i feel like an 80s montage if i wore sweatpants every time i was gonna do something athletic but i maybe do look a tad incongruous.
my brother smuggled me out a pair of pants from jail that say WCSO in big letters. those are comfy to jog in, thanks bob barker.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on December 17, 2016, 07:25:32 AM

Ah lads, what are you doing, going to the gym and going jogging in jeans  :D
It's not a big deal to switch to some sweatpants or shorts when you're exercising, and you'll thank yourself when you do it.
Stop working out in jeans, hahaha.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on December 17, 2016, 06:15:49 PM

I work right next to a gym and it's been winter here so going in my jeans at lunch hasn't been a big deal to me. We have tradies over here who go in their straight up tradie clothes, mud and all hahaha.
I'd never get on the bike or runner in jeans though.

Anyone else on suboxone absolutely lose their sex drive? Shit is bumming me out.

About 4 months ago this 18yo chick from work blew me in the car and everything worked fine. But apart from that I haven't even been jacking off or anything. When I was loaded all the time it killed my sex drive but I'd at least Jack it once or twice a week. Now nothing at all!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on December 17, 2016, 06:45:04 PM

SBW, my mom gave me some kratom when i was dopesick, didn't do me any justice.
HCM, i think i'm sorta getting mine back. on dope it's pretty nonexistent but right now i'm getting spontaneous big pink boners like when i was younger. i attribute it to excercise increasing circulation. yo, it's those headstands, instant viagra!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on December 26, 2016, 08:43:35 PM

I just need to make a selfish venting post, sorry in advance.

i. I'm visiting my family right now, and my boyfriend is back at home, and he has pretty much just been asking what I'm doing constantly. He even found a guy I'm chatting with down here and started talking to him. I'm a rather private person and in need of space, and I'm just not getting it whatsoever.

Earlier, I let him know about how I feel, in a way that he would have understood. However, since a couple friends let him down today, his mood took a sharp decline when I talked to him about what I wanted. He started talking about suicide, and I helped him get through it. It fucking sucks to have to worry about this shit while I'm on holiday.

Fortunately, this happens pretty rarely. The few shitty nights have been totally worth it. 99% of the time it's great, but I need to vent about the bad.

ii. So many people in California are fucking flakes. I've set up so many potential meetings here, but 1/5 (if that) actually come through. Even guys I've met before flake out. Fucking hell.

iii. I'll probably never be comfortable on coping (or any obstacle, really), I still freak out about STIs even though I'm ridiculously careful, my body gets way too cold way too easily, I haven't cuddled at all with guys on my holiday, I don't want to be told what to do, I don't want to have to find a job, I don't want to be wrongly denied for insurance again, gdsiunfdsbhjkahkbj fadsui hfldusafludsakj fjhiuh ye8qyfshdfg.

I feel a lot better now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on December 27, 2016, 05:38:40 AM

Whenever I start feeling a little selfish, I remember that there's no such thing as "fair" and that the universe doesn't care if any of us live or die.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 03, 2017, 08:06:40 PM

i am 480 days sober. it really feels great. i used to be a very shitty person during my drinking years. i lied and was secretly drinking every night without my wife knowing. i did some really fucked up stuff that i don't even want to admit to anonymous message board users. the day my son was born i drank when i should have been absolutely thrilled. alcohol had me by my balls. it's all i ever thought about. i was technically a functioning alcoholic because i woke up every morning and never drank until i got off work. but it was the first and last thing on my mind every day.

anyways, during the years of 23-27 i skated a total of probably 10 times, gained 30 pounds and looked like a bloated, red faced drunk.

just wanted to get off my chest that im back to my normal self, in a good place mentally and physically and having been skating almost every day

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 03, 2017, 09:01:30 PM

Quote from: straight on January 03, 2017, 08:06:40 PM

i am 480 days sober. it really feels great. i used to be a very shitty person during my drinking years. i lied and was secretly drinking every night without my wife knowing. i did some really fucked up stuff that i don't even want to admit to anonymous message board users. the day my son was born i drank when i should have been absolutely thrilled. alcohol had me by my balls. it's all i ever thought about. i was technically a functioning alcoholic because i woke up every morning and never drank until i got off work. but it was the first and last thing on my mind every day.

anyways, during the years of 23-27 i skated a total of probably 10 times, gained 30 pounds and looked like a bloated, red faced drunk.

just wanted to get off my chest that im back to my normal self, in a good place mentally and physically and having been skating almost every day

Congrats, everyday is an achievement.

Plus, while Slap can be filled with angry older guys it is honestly a pretty supportive group.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on January 05, 2017, 07:24:26 PM

I jerk off too much.

It consumes entirely too much of my alone time, to the point of not being productive in any other capacity. I have skills and talents that all get pushed by the wayside because I'm too busy getting my porn fix. I was a late comer to computers/internet, and I feel like my life has become drastically shittier since I've discovered the abyss that is the world wide web. I guess even before the internet I've always had issues even with magazines/whatever else provided any sort of stimulus, but the internet pushes it over the edge. I self medicate myself via jerking off. Stressful day, or needing to get my mind off of the woman I am involved with I jerk off. It's just numbing myself to the real issues, and it stems from obsessive compulsive behaviors. I do the same exact thing with blowing my money on things I don't need. I spend excessively to distract myself from other issues, and often time's it's buying something skate related, or skate shoes. I'm stuck in perpetual motion, and the only thing that ever stops this is the stability of a woman in my life. I used to believe I had a sense of self control, but I lately I think I'm too far gone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on January 05, 2017, 07:35:32 PM

Well as Nietzsche said, "wanking in the opiate of the assless"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitsandwich on January 05, 2017, 10:09:26 PM

Quote from: Mongoloid on January 05, 2017, 07:24:26 PM

I jerk off too much.

It consumes entirely too much of my alone time, to the point of not being productive in any other capacity. I have skills and talents that all get pushed by the wayside because I'm too busy getting my porn fix. I was a late comer to computers/internet, and I feel like my life has become drastically shittier since I've discovered the abyss that is the world wide web. I guess even before the internet I've always had issues even with magazines/whatever else provided any sort of stimulus, but the internet pushes it over the edge. I self medicate myself via jerking off. Stressful day, or needing to get my mind off of the woman I am involved with I jerk off. It's just numbing myself to the real issues, and it stems from obsessive compulsive behaviors. I do the same exact thing with blowing my money on things I don't need. I spend excessively to distract myself from other issues, and often time's it's buying something skate related, or skate shoes. I'm stuck in perpetual motion, and the only thing that ever stops this is the stability of a woman in my life. I used to believe I had a sense of self control, but I lately I think I'm too far gone.

You should be careful with that. A lot of people have been getting porn induced erectile dysfunction. But I completely feel you on both those things. Sometimes when I'm online shopping I get so obsessed with things until I purchase it and then I'll feel like shit because I know I shouldn't have spent the money

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on January 06, 2017, 09:58:56 AM

Quote from: shitsandwich on January 05, 2017, 10:09:26 PM

Quote from: Mongoloid on January 05, 2017, 07:24:26 PM

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I jerk off too much.

It consumes entirely too much of my alone time, to the point of not being productive in any other capacity. I have skills and talents that all get pushed by the wayside because I'm too busy getting my porn fix. I was a late comer to computers/internet, and I feel like my life has become drastically shittier since I've discovered the abyss that is the world wide web. I guess even before the internet I've always had issues even with magazines/whatever else provided any sort of stimulus, but the internet pushes it over the edge. I self medicate myself via jerking off. Stressful day, or needing to get my mind off of the woman I am involved with I jerk off. It's just numbing myself to the real issues, and it stems from obsessive compulsive behaviors. I do the same exact thing with blowing my money on things I don't need. I spend excessively to distract myself from other issues, and often time's it's buying something skate related, or skate shoes. I'm stuck in perpetual motion, and the only thing that ever stops this is the stability of a woman in my life. I used to believe I had a sense of self control, but I lately I think I'm too far gone.

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You should be careful with that. A lot of people have been getting porn induced erectile dysfunction. But I completely feel you on both those things. Sometimes when I'm online shopping I get so obsessed with things until I purchase it and then I'll feel like shit because I know I shouldn't have spent the money

I'm pretty sure it's what played a large factor in my broke dick encounter with the squirter chick I spent I night with. I'm gonna try my best to abstain for a month, and see what happens.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stabbedbywiggers on January 06, 2017, 11:22:27 AM

Quote from: Mongoloid on January 06, 2017, 09:58:56 AM

I'm gonna try my best to abstain for a month, and see what happens.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on January 09, 2017, 06:23:21 PM

Quote from: straight on January 03, 2017, 08:06:40 PM

i am 480 days sober... just wanted to get off my chest that im back to my normal self, in a good place mentally and physically and having been skating almost every day

Awesome mate, glad to hear it!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 09, 2017, 06:33:14 PM

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I'm gonna try my best to abstain for a month, and see what happens.

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Tried doing this and ended up watching something, skipped the video a bit and nutted to a less than appealing actress. Being stuck home sick, i decided to make up for the incident and realized it's time to break my dry spell.

Someday I'll quit fapping for an extensive period of time, but today is not that day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: stabbedbywiggers on January 10, 2017, 07:29:58 AM

I dont like most people that wear low card gear. Gives false gnary dude vibes, but your actually a bitch and skate like a scared 12 year old. And you only skate the park and are done after one slam.

This does not apply to everyone, you know who Im talking about though.

 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on January 10, 2017, 05:55:35 PM

So i been in a funk for a little bit now, just anxiety shit. Don't know whats going on but ill survive, just gotta get through this hump. Anyway my meds are running low but can't really make it to my psychiatrist because i honestly can't leave a couple blocks from my house most of these days. Been seeing my therapist though but anyway i was trying to explain to my psychiatrist who actually took over my original doctor last year about this situation. Basically tried to explain to her that i don't need any changes in the meds that i been taking for 3 years, im just having a rough couple of days and don't know when i can make it to her. Told her she can talk to my therapist about me or just talk to me on the phone so i can get a refill and hopefully ill be able to see her in a couple of weeks. She wasn't havent that and started to be really disrespectful towards me. She doesn't do phone appointments which later my therapist said why my doctor group doesn't do that because they have to see you in person to be able to charge the insurance. So basically this girl doesn't give a shit about me and just wants to cash out on me. Later she kept going off on me while im just on the phone with her just saying "okay, and yeah i understand" when i know shes full of shit, later says maybe you should get a new doctor. She hung up on me and that's exactly what i fucking did. Don't need her shit in my life

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on January 10, 2017, 08:08:01 PM

Quote from: stabbedbywigger on January 10, 2017, 07:29:58 AM

I dont like most people that wear low card gear. Gives false gnary dude vibes, but your actually a bitch and skate like a scared 12 year old. And you only skate the park and are done after one slam.

This does not apply to everyone, you know who Im talking about though.

 

I feel like this would be an applicable description of myself these days.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on January 11, 2017, 06:17:45 PM

I feel like I don't belong in the US. This isn't a recent thing, but more of an inclination of a deeper feeling I've felt my entire life. I don't connect with people here, or american culture. I guess I just don't dig the lifestyle here, and every time I've traveled I've told myself *hey I could live here, I could make this work*. I often time's dream of working a little nothing job in a foreign land, and it sounds appealing to me. I don't give a single fuck about money or status. I'll never progress beyond my status as a mere blue collar laborer, and this doesn't upset me in the slightest. I just want to be able to skate in my free time as I'm already approaching the old end of the spectrum.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on January 12, 2017, 06:26:21 AM

What Eurotopia do you see yourself having a harsh awakening in?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on January 12, 2017, 07:00:42 AM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on January 12, 2017, 06:26:21 AM

What Eurotopia do you see yourself having a harsh awakening in?

Hey a man is allowed at minimum a singular drunk musing per week.

Either/all of Wales (skating would be difficult here), South France, or Japan even (I love that I would naturally be isolated due to gaijin factor).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on January 12, 2017, 07:46:55 AM

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Hey a man is allowed at minimum a singular drunk musing per week.

Either/all of Wales (skating would be difficult here), South France, or Japan even (I love that I would naturally be isolated due to gaijin factor).

You could probably live that kind of life in Bordeaux I guess. The weather is not that bad, there is a skate scene, and lot of bars/restaurant small shops where you could probably find a job even with a poor french level. Being american can be a good factor due to the amount of tourists coming. There are a lot of students too, so there is a bit of nightlife. The rent is increasing there, but it's still not Paris or London, and the health is quasi free. If you're serious about it and talk a tiny bit of French you could try it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublepeenis on January 12, 2017, 12:58:59 PM

I actually want to live in some inner city chinese slum, only like on the second floor though. Not even learn the language, just explore everyday. Or some wierd little mountain town in like east europe or some shit. Adventure.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 16, 2017, 07:15:22 AM

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Hey a man is allowed at minimum a singular drunk musing per week.

Either/all of Wales (skating would be difficult here), South France, or Japan even (I love that I would naturally be isolated due to gaijin factor).

If you want a real challenge, Russia is what I propose. Can't blame you if you decline.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on January 28, 2017, 10:29:07 PM

I've never had Flamin Hot Cheetohs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on January 29, 2017, 08:25:32 AM

Quote from: Joust Ostrich on January 28, 2017, 10:29:07 PM

I've never had Flamin Hot Cheetohs.

And I actually can't stand the taste of them.



Came here to confess that during a bad breakup a Justin Bieber song made me weep like an infant.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on January 30, 2017, 04:03:33 PM

Quote from: Joust Ostrich on January 28, 2017, 10:29:07 PM

I've never had Flamin Hot Cheetohs.

They're good. It also gives me diarrhea

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on January 30, 2017, 04:05:36 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on January 29, 2017, 08:25:32 AM

Came here to confess that during a bad breakup a Justin Bieber song made me weep like an infant.

We all have song that we can relate to during bad breakups. the xx or camera obscura has some good tunes.

Anyway sorry about that my dude. Hope you'll be fine.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 31, 2017, 10:42:11 AM

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I've never had Flamin Hot Cheetohs.

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And I actually can't stand the taste of them.



Came here to confess that during a bad breakup a Justin Bieber song made me weep like an infant.

flamin hots are the bottom of the barrel of cheetos flavors in my opinion. og and jalapeno are way better.


asking the real question, what bieber song was it steve?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on January 31, 2017, 11:03:35 AM

Did she break up with you because you can't handle the FHC? I would.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on February 02, 2017, 02:23:37 AM

my wife is bipolar as fuck and wont take her medicine

we're headed for divorce

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on February 02, 2017, 05:21:39 AM

Quote from: brent on February 02, 2017, 02:23:37 AM

my wife is bipolar as fuck and wont take her medicine

we're headed for divorce

That sucks man. Is it a new thing that she's stopped taking her meds or was she recently diagnosed?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on February 02, 2017, 12:28:53 PM

she was diagnosed a few years ago but refusing to take her meds is a new thing

plus she's drinking a lot and last night i found out she's been texting/sexting old boyfriends and some vaping cunt she works with

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 02, 2017, 12:37:05 PM

Quote from: brent on February 02, 2017, 12:28:53 PM

she was diagnosed a few years ago but refusing to take her meds is a new thing

plus she's drinking a lot and last night i found out she's been texting/sexting old boyfriends and some vaping cunt she works with

DTMFA!
or not, i hope she comes around for your sake if that's what you want. people in mania are berserk, directing traffic, baptising in dirty water, i've heard all sorts of nutty stories. it's almost not the person's fault but if it makes your life unlivable you gotta step away. ya'll got kids?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brent on February 02, 2017, 01:24:24 PM

no kids

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on February 02, 2017, 04:15:33 PM

Quote from: brent on February 02, 2017, 01:24:24 PM

no kids

get out while you can then. I'm not trying to be an arsehole or anything but the sexting thing would be the deal breaker for me fo'sho
(not to mention someone who vapes). hope you can sort something out...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on February 02, 2017, 04:46:51 PM

Just started that no fap shit a few days ago and feel like my nuts are gonna explode

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 02, 2017, 05:02:40 PM

punched out my mom's windshield, banged a girl w/ a bf and i stomped a mouse to death. fucking shark tits going for humanitarian of the year 2017....
(http://i67.tinypic.com/23sir9y.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on February 02, 2017, 07:02:53 PM

agree with the pals, enjoy your new single life, brent ! lived the same kind of shit a few years ago, but with a kid...

and sharktits, at least you didn't punched your mom, nice control man
 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Justis on February 02, 2017, 09:41:03 PM

probably pretty stupid to tweak about but it grind my gears Thrasher spelled my name wrong twice

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on February 03, 2017, 07:14:45 AM

Yeah Brent you should get out of there that's no good. Relationships usually don't get better after one person willingly and purposely checks out like she has. She's pushing herself over the edge and disrespecting the shit out of you and your relationship. Run. Don't worry about her feeling bad because it sounds like she's running down a path of feeling bad no matter what so at least she won't bleed all over you and take you with her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on February 03, 2017, 08:13:18 AM

Yeaaaaaaaah Tits, '17 is the Year of the Humiliation; love the blood too.

I have three teeth left in my upper, FUCK YOU Andy Roy!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 03, 2017, 08:42:07 AM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on February 03, 2017, 08:13:18 AM

Yeaaaaaaaah Tits, '17 is the Year of the Humiliation; love the blood too.

I have three teeth left in my upper, FUCK YOU Andy Roy!

yeah, i'm not a fan of cheating but i'm not really in a position to be turning away pussy for any consciensious objector reasons. that's fucked but you're getting implants right? massshealth will give me dentures for my bottom molars but i want permanent jawns. can you imagine making out w/ a girl and your jibs come out? or eating pussy?
if i strike it rich first thing i'm doing is getting em all replaced w/ toilet teeth.
snake, i thought the same thing. safelight is outside now, charge it to da game! and hopefully nothing like that ever happens again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on February 03, 2017, 09:17:40 AM

Implants were $20000, paid $5000 for a permanent bridge but still have my temporary in with a super-glued in canine tooth; get my permanent next month. The temporary does fit well though & never pops out unless I make it.

I hear you though Tits on the cheating aspect though & you know my deal but again, I wasn't in a good decision making place.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 03, 2017, 09:23:48 AM

congrats on that. i oughtta save a few grand and go to mexico. dental tourism was a thing, i don't know these days w/ kidnappings and shit. prolly still happens.
your boy ronnie caught up w/ tracy. i texted him 'i heard you're dying? liam says you're begging for a place to stay. if you're gonna die do it elsewhere please'.
heheh, he took my advice and i don't feel bad at all. i looked for him w/ a cup of water on freezing days a few times, that i prolly would've felt a little bad about especially if i caught manslaughter.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on February 03, 2017, 10:31:43 AM

sorry brent. Hope things work out for you for the better.

shark why you stomp that poor mouse :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 03, 2017, 10:37:03 AM

Quote from: h00man on February 03, 2017, 10:31:43 AM

sorry brent. Hope things work out for you for the better.

shark why you stomp that poor mouse :(

he was a proddy and i run a catholic household

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: triplepeenmathmaticals on February 10, 2017, 02:47:49 PM

Quote from: kev on December 04, 2006, 11:33:40 AM

My grandma sends me 40-100 dollars every week in the mail.  When I lived back home I'd always go do the easiest chores for like 20 bucks once a week.  She always drove me places and bought me stuff.  She's also paid a few months of my rent.  She basically only gives money to me and her church.  I tell her she doesn't have to give me so much but she does anyway.  And I feel really bad that she's been half-supporting my daily weed habit for the past few years.  But I don't want to stop smoking.  I don't smoke cigarettes though.

I'm the worst with girls.  All the action I've gotten has been clumsy bullshit with below mediocre sluts.  Since all I do is work, smoke and skate I feel like I have nothing to say to girls.  I don't think I can afford a girlfriend, because you need time and cash to keep a girl happy.  I'm so self-centered.

I have no work ethic.  I just want an easy job that pays well and lets me have evenings and weekends off.  I think university is impossible, and college too complex for those without a real passion for the trade.

I'll go to the skatepark for 2-3 hours after school then come home and nerd it out on message boards for the rest of the night.

I have virtually no real friends that I hang out with regularly in the city I currently live in.

I'm semi-insecure about my manhood.

Wow, I didn't think I'd have this much to say.

Hey man, atleast your not a homeless drug addict bum that skates a revive deck. You should feel good about yourself after this little slump.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 11, 2017, 01:04:57 PM

Turning 21 tomorrow. Not really feeling drinking as much, at least the people I've been hanging out with. They were giving out weird vibes and I don't want to be around them as much because of it.

Also, recently started trying to get out of bed before 9 AM because of classes. Which has made me exhausted by midnight. At least I feel more productive and accomplish more.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on February 11, 2017, 02:25:31 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on February 11, 2017, 01:04:57 PM

Turning 21 tomorrow. Not really feeling drinking as much, at least the people I've been hanging out with. They were giving out weird vibes and I don't want to be around them as much because of it.

Also, recently started trying to get out of bed before 9 AM because of classes. Which has made me exhausted by midnight. At least I feel more productive and accomplish more.

My classes are all 8am and im passed out before 11 at night every night. I even tried to watch the bulls vs suns game last night to stay up but i got to like the first 5 minutes of the game.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 11, 2017, 02:47:04 PM

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Turning 21 tomorrow. Not really feeling drinking as much, at least the people I've been hanging out with. They were giving out weird vibes and I don't want to be around them as much because of it.

Also, recently started trying to get out of bed before 9 AM because of classes. Which has made me exhausted by midnight. At least I feel more productive and accomplish more.

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My classes are all 8am and im passed out before 11 at night every night. I even tried to watch the bulls vs suns game last night to stay up but i got to like the first 5 minutes of the game.

Major props, I can't seem to be ready by 8 for the life of me.
As for sleeping I try to be in bed by 11 but, always knock out around midnight or 1. Sometimes if I'm lucky my body will decide that 3 AM is a great time to sleep.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on February 11, 2017, 03:31:18 PM

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Turning 21 tomorrow. Not really feeling drinking as much, at least the people I've been hanging out with. They were giving out weird vibes and I don't want to be around them as much because of it.

Also, recently started trying to get out of bed before 9 AM because of classes. Which has made me exhausted by midnight. At least I feel more productive and accomplish more.

[close]

My classes are all 8am and im passed out before 11 at night every night. I even tried to watch the bulls vs suns game last night to stay up but i got to like the first 5 minutes of the game.

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Major props, I can't seem to be ready by 8 for the life of me.
As for sleeping I try to be in bed by 11 but, always knock out around midnight or 1. Sometimes if I'm lucky my body will decide that 3 AM is a great time to sleep.

Yeah its good waking up early, you get so much shit done but im 24 and can barely get my eyes to stay open past 10. Especially getting sober im done for the day after 8, it seriously feels so fucking late after that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on February 14, 2017, 01:47:15 AM

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Turning 21 tomorrow. Not really feeling drinking as much, at least the people I've been hanging out with. They were giving out weird vibes and I don't want to be around them as much because of it.

Also, recently started trying to get out of bed before 9 AM because of classes. Which has made me exhausted by midnight. At least I feel more productive and accomplish more.

[close]

My classes are all 8am and im passed out before 11 at night every night. I even tried to watch the bulls vs suns game last night to stay up but i got to like the first 5 minutes of the game.

[close]

Major props, I can't seem to be ready by 8 for the life of me.
As for sleeping I try to be in bed by 11 but, always knock out around midnight or 1. Sometimes if I'm lucky my body will decide that 3 AM is a great time to sleep.

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Yeah its good waking up early, you get so much shit done but im 24 and can barely get my eyes to stay open past 10. Especially getting sober im done for the day after 8, it seriously feels so fucking late after that

Agreed. I'm 29, get up 5:50 and work until 16-17. After an hour at the gym, I'm a broken man. In a good way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 15, 2017, 11:00:56 AM

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Turning 21 tomorrow. Not really feeling drinking as much, at least the people I've been hanging out with. They were giving out weird vibes and I don't want to be around them as much because of it.

Also, recently started trying to get out of bed before 9 AM because of classes. Which has made me exhausted by midnight. At least I feel more productive and accomplish more.

[close]

My classes are all 8am and im passed out before 11 at night every night. I even tried to watch the bulls vs suns game last night to stay up but i got to like the first 5 minutes of the game.

[close]

Major props, I can't seem to be ready by 8 for the life of me.
As for sleeping I try to be in bed by 11 but, always knock out around midnight or 1. Sometimes if I'm lucky my body will decide that 3 AM is a great time to sleep.

[close]

Yeah its good waking up early, you get so much shit done but im 24 and can barely get my eyes to stay open past 10. Especially getting sober im done for the day after 8, it seriously feels so fucking late after that

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Agreed. I'm 29, get up 5:50 and work until 16-17. After an hour at the gym, I'm a broken man. In a good way.

Was too tired for a booty call last night

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on February 16, 2017, 02:25:34 AM

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Turning 21 tomorrow. Not really feeling drinking as much, at least the people I've been hanging out with. They were giving out weird vibes and I don't want to be around them as much because of it.

Also, recently started trying to get out of bed before 9 AM because of classes. Which has made me exhausted by midnight. At least I feel more productive and accomplish more.

[close]

My classes are all 8am and im passed out before 11 at night every night. I even tried to watch the bulls vs suns game last night to stay up but i got to like the first 5 minutes of the game.

[close]

Major props, I can't seem to be ready by 8 for the life of me.
As for sleeping I try to be in bed by 11 but, always knock out around midnight or 1. Sometimes if I'm lucky my body will decide that 3 AM is a great time to sleep.

[close]

Yeah its good waking up early, you get so much shit done but im 24 and can barely get my eyes to stay open past 10. Especially getting sober im done for the day after 8, it seriously feels so fucking late after that

[close]

Agreed. I'm 29, get up 5:50 and work until 16-17. After an hour at the gym, I'm a broken man. In a good way.

[close]

Was too tired for a booty call last night

That's really tired.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on February 16, 2017, 08:18:14 AM

I went to a meeting last night, first one in about a month, and it was my turn to read a paragraph from the chapter we were on. Anyway one word from it was malady and i said M'lady. Probably gonna not talk to anyone for awhile now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on February 16, 2017, 10:03:13 AM

Quote from: tobey on February 16, 2017, 08:18:14 AM

I went to a meeting last night, first one in about a month, and it was my turn to read a paragraph from the chapter we were on. Anyway one word from it was malady and i said M'lady. Probably gonna not talk to anyone for awhile now

(https://cdn.meme.am/cache/images/folder628/100x100/13012628.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on February 16, 2017, 02:07:03 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on February 03, 2017, 09:23:48 AM

congrats on that. i oughtta save a few grand and go to mexico. dental tourism was a thing, i don't know these days w/ kidnappings and shit. prolly still happens.
your boy ronnie caught up w/ tracy. i texted him 'i heard you're dying? liam says you're begging for a place to stay. if you're gonna die do it elsewhere please'.
heheh, he took my advice and i don't feel bad at all. i looked for him w/ a cup of water on freezing days a few times, that i prolly would've felt a little bad about especially if i caught manslaughter.

Sweet butterfinger bb's, that's too funny!

Haven't talked to the Ol' Boy in months, last time I saw him I picked him up on the off-ramp of Vernon Hill; sign & all...

Said he was waiting on GVT appointed housing, figured it was all a pipe dream though & just another Ronism.

FYI for those who don't know, he looks & acts exactly like Frank Gallagher ala Shameless US.

(http://vignette4.wikia.nocookie.net/shameless/images/a/a0/Uu.jpg/revision/latest/scale-to-width-down/300?cb=20160912192029)

The reaper definitely looked like he was coming quick, he certainly smelled like he was dying!

"He is the reaper - the host of the games
The maggot - the scumbag - the master of pain
He is the reaper - the host of the games
The hammer - the shitball - the preacher of shame"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 18, 2017, 05:11:13 PM

The rainy weather usually bums me out and last night I was intending to stay home and just hang out. This girl I like asked me to go with her to the bars and I did. I was unable to hang and became a scumbag when I blacked out. I like her and I'm trying to win her roommates over but, I fucked it all up last night. Really bummed out about the whole thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on February 19, 2017, 09:04:00 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on February 18, 2017, 05:11:13 PM

The rainy weather usually bums me out and last night I was intending to stay home and just hang out. This girl I like asked me to go with her to the bars and I did. I was unable to hang and became a scumbag when I blacked out. I like her and I'm trying to win her roommates over but, I fucked it all up last night. Really bummed out about the whole thing.

Truth be told you might be overthinking this shit. When these sort of relationships are in the early stage one tends to question their every move, and how they will be perceived to far too scrutinizing a degree. Just make it a point to apologize, and state that it isn't in your nature to get that "fucked up" on the regular (even if it may be). Everyone makes mistakes, especially when going out on the town and hitting up the bars.

It will obviously bode well for you if you are someone that for the most part handles their shit when they go out drinking, but if you aren't I am sure you are aware you will only have so many chances before people will start building concrete opinions of you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 20, 2017, 04:18:39 AM

hi, my name is not jeff and i'm an alcoholic.
hi not jeff

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 20, 2017, 08:01:40 AM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on February 20, 2017, 04:18:39 AM

hi, my name is not jeff and i'm an alcoholic.
hi not jeff

It's not that bad, I can go months without drinking. It just was me trying to drink at her level.

@Mongoloid thanks, kinda needed that. I'm not violent sober I'm usually relatively quiet but I blacked out and it's only happened 3 times.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on February 20, 2017, 10:41:15 AM

Quote from: tobey on February 16, 2017, 08:18:14 AM

I went to a meeting last night, first one in about a month, and it was my turn to read a paragraph from the chapter we were on. Anyway one word from it was malady and i said M'lady. Probably gonna not talk to anyone for awhile now

Dude that is amazing.

I feel really bad when newcomers can't pronounce "anonymity". To me it's like "sea anemone", which confuses the shit out of me how to pronounce when I don't have spell check.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on February 22, 2017, 09:16:50 AM

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hi, my name is not jeff and i'm an alcoholic.
hi not jeff

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It's not that bad, I can go months without drinking. It just was me trying to drink at her level.

@Mongoloid thanks, kinda needed that. I'm not violent sober I'm usually relatively quiet but I blacked out and it's only happened 3 times.

Fuck, if you only got 3 instances to your name you are perfectly solid. I can't recall all the times I've had to do the next day apology for being a drunk asshole.

I wouldn't sweat it man, and I hope things worked out for you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: splerm on February 22, 2017, 02:59:57 PM

Not bad at all not jeffrey. Girl stuff is embarrassing, but atleast you didnt cause yourself any long term real world damage.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on February 22, 2017, 06:27:21 PM

Quote from: tobey on February 16, 2017, 08:18:14 AM

I went to a meeting last night, first one in about a month, and it was my turn to read a paragraph from the chapter we were on. Anyway one word from it was malady and i said M'lady. Probably gonna not talk to anyone for awhile now

this is so good

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on February 23, 2017, 07:42:06 PM

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I've never had Flamin Hot Cheetohs.

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And I actually can't stand the taste of them.



Came here to confess that during a bad breakup a Justin Bieber song made me weep like an infant.

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flamin hots are the bottom of the barrel of cheetos flavors in my opinion. og and jalapeno are way better.


asking the real question, what bieber song was it steve?

Oh shit I never responded to this. It was that one that talks about loving yourself. I think it's called love yourself. I hate myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 20matar on February 23, 2017, 08:08:20 PM

My dog answers to Justin Bieber. I don't know how that started, but if you call him Justin Bieber he'll look straight at you like if you called him by the name or said "dinner is served". So I sing little shitty parodies of songs to him. Like making a gruff-sounding freestyle on that Ludacris part, but instead of reminiscing about first love, it's about how he's stinky and about how he looks like a calf.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 26, 2017, 07:52:04 AM

maggie has been cracking me up lately.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on February 26, 2017, 09:37:06 AM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on February 26, 2017, 07:52:04 AM

maggie has been cracking me up lately.

same .. only cuz im assuming it's just another rockadio account

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on February 26, 2017, 12:59:39 PM

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maggie has been cracking me up lately.

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same .. only cuz im assuming it's just another rockadio account

For a while I thought it might be Sean Pablo/Band etc but I'm not sure.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 26, 2017, 01:25:31 PM

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maggie has been cracking me up lately.

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same .. only cuz im assuming it's just another rockadio account

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For a while I thought it might be Sean Pablo/Band etc but I'm not sure.

or nice  guy2? he could be funny or hurtful. slap has a few good villains.
tracer is kind of like the heel that fans cheer for but he's not quite a babyface.
kind of like kane [the big red monster] or mankind before he retired.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on February 26, 2017, 04:56:27 PM

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maggie has been cracking me up lately.

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same .. only cuz im assuming it's just another rockadio account

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For a while I thought it might be Sean Pablo/Band etc but I'm not sure.

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or nice  guy2? he could be funny or hurtful. slap has a few good villains.
tracer is kind of like the heel that fans cheer for but he's not quite a babyface.
kind of like kane [the big red monster] or mankind before he retired.

(http://gifrific.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Jonah-Hill-Sick-Reference-Bro-This-Is-The-End.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on February 26, 2017, 05:00:08 PM

Maggie was soggy first. Then he made a new account of some random well known skater and everyone fell for it, that was his peak. Now he just makes random accounts and posts in his same thread as maggie most of the time. Usually trying to start a fight with himself. I think he wants people on SLAP to like step in and be like "maggie is cool stop talking to him like that" but no one has cause the dude sucks

Don't ever compare him to the god Rock Adio

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on February 27, 2017, 12:57:44 PM

Rockadio is my little angel

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on February 28, 2017, 02:29:48 PM

Quote from: tobey on February 26, 2017, 05:00:08 PM

the god Rock Adio

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on February 28, 2017, 02:38:48 PM

Overrated

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ice nine on February 28, 2017, 03:56:38 PM

i thought rock adio was one of tobeys accounts?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 01, 2017, 11:37:29 AM

I miss Inbred Jeb and Irish Cop. They has too much personality to survive.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Matthew_James on March 02, 2017, 08:16:52 AM

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I'm 8 months sober from everything. I was prescribed suboxone to deal with the opiates but I feel like it helps so much with my alcoholism. I don't even feel like a drink at all. I'm on 28mg a day. I does make me tired as fuck at times though

Been hitting the gym and love it. Never thought I'd be in my late 30's and be going to a gym.

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congrats hcm!
i'm on 1.5 mgs but even that is kind of a lot. i usually run a half a day about 3 X a wk and i'll eat a whole one once a wk and take 2-3 days off in between. if anything they give me energy but i'm also on a wicked low dose. from what i've read your body can only enjoy up to 8 mgs a day so after that you should stockpile them for when you quit or sell em. i don't think it's healthy to be on such a high dose but i'm not a dr i'm just another scumbag, what do i know?

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I keep reading that I'm on a super high dose. And it scares me how many people tell me it so high.
when I first went into hospital to detox (from both at least a litre of hard liquor and extra wine/port during the day to keep me going - and 40-50 codiene tablets and a few oxys every day) ALL the doctors I saw said I should be on suboxone. About 6-7 doctors told me suboxone would be best.

I have to go into the pharmacy every morning to get my dose and they literally watch you take it to make sure your not stockpiling or selling them. The only time they give me take aways is on the weekends (and that took 6months and piss tests to prove I'm not taking anything else) 90% of the people I line up with are on methadone still.  

So shark tits can you confirm you only take 1.5mgs???  That seems so little. You were on dope right? Do you know many people on subs?  I read a lot online but some first hand (slap - God bless you guys) knowledge would be great. I'm really scared I'm on a super high dose but the doctors (I have to see them every few month to see how I'm going) don't even flinch when they read I'm on 28mgs


Thanks for the support you guys. I hope you all get a great head job for Xmas and find $50 on the ground.

It's a high dose given the fact that you hit a ceiling @ 8mg, but I've heard of people being placed on 36 mg when they're first starting out. However, most of the people I know on really high doses go to doctors that have no real intention of weening their patients down. Ideally you wanna take as little as possible without compromising how you feel physically, as it's all about finding the happy medium. With the amount you're taking, you're heavily increasing your opiate tolerance without having any sort of relief benefit since you've surpassed your ceiling. This will prolong the process of weening off the meds if that's your intention, and it'll equate to thousands of extra dollars in out of pocket costs for doctor visits.

The blockers that attach themselves to your Mu receptors have a half life of around 36 hours, but the physical relief aspect usually starts to dip after 12 hours. Because of this, most doctors suggest that you take half of your daily dose when you wake up and the other half 12 hours later. It'll guarantee that you won't wake up in the morning feeling bad, and you'll be less likely to feel groggy the closer you get to bed time. Addicts brains are hard wired to want to take everything at once, but you won't feel any physical difference if you do this since you'll still be exceeding your ceiling. Hell, you could take an 8mg strip in the morning and an 8mg strip at night and you'll feel exactly the same as you are now.

Be safe with it. Don't take any sort of benzodiazepines while you're talking such a high dose of suboxone, and really try to limit any alcohol intake. I've had friends that have revcentky died because of these combinations, and they pretty much slowed their breathing down to the point where they just stopped. Coupled with therapy, I really think that suboxone works miracles for opiate addicts when used properly. It'll give you a better shot at reclaiming a normal lifestyle, and it's far less physically detrimental/ easier to ween off of compared to something like Methadone. You're definitely making a step in the right direction, so be proud of yourself and look forward to a better quality of life in the near future!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on March 02, 2017, 08:23:06 AM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on February 28, 2017, 02:38:48 PM

Overrated

You're the least qualified to make that judgement

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Matthew_James on March 02, 2017, 09:58:22 AM

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maggie has been cracking me up lately.

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same .. only cuz im assuming it's just another rockadio account

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For a while I thought it might be Sean Pablo/Band etc but I'm not sure.

Perhaps it was Aidan Clarke ;)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on March 02, 2017, 11:54:43 AM

I got hooked on opiates after getting a couple teeth extracted. I've been trying to ween myself off without going to rehab. It mostly consists of smoking and laying in bed, with cold sweats. Other than that, I walk my dog in shorts and a tee because my body is constantly overheating. Everyone knows I'm fucked up and gives me weird looks...it was like 20-30 F. I don't really have any friends that can help me out because most of them are enablers. I wanted to hang out with my neighbors but they just want to do coke and go the bars. If my dog wasn't here to keep me company, I would probably be be hitting people up for shit to get fucked up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: splerm on March 02, 2017, 01:59:34 PM

Quote from: Pigeon on March 02, 2017, 11:54:43 AM

I got hooked on opiates after getting a couple teeth extracted. I've been trying to ween myself off without going to rehab. It mostly consists of smoking and laying in bed, with cold sweats. Other than that, I walk my dog in shorts and a tee because my body is constantly overheating. Everyone knows I'm fucked up and gives me weird looks...it was like 20-30 F. I don't really have any friends that can help me out because most of them are enablers. I wanted to hang out with my neighbors but they just want to do coke and go the bars. If my dog wasn't here to keep me company, I would probably be be hitting people up for shit to get fucked up.

Doesnt sound like your too deep. Deal with it now and dont touch them again. Walking away from the first "hookage" is easier than than trying to quit when withdrawals are just a normal part of your life. Dont hit rock bottom before you need to quit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on March 02, 2017, 03:49:35 PM

Quote from: Matthew_James on March 02, 2017, 08:16:52 AM

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I'm 8 months sober from everything. I was prescribed suboxone to deal with the opiates but I feel like it helps so much with my alcoholism. I don't even feel like a drink at all. I'm on 28mg a day. I does make me tired as fuck at times though

Been hitting the gym and love it. Never thought I'd be in my late 30's and be going to a gym.

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congrats hcm!
i'm on 1.5 mgs but even that is kind of a lot. i usually run a half a day about 3 X a wk and i'll eat a whole one once a wk and take 2-3 days off in between. if anything they give me energy but i'm also on a wicked low dose. from what i've read your body can only enjoy up to 8 mgs a day so after that you should stockpile them for when you quit or sell em. i don't think it's healthy to be on such a high dose but i'm not a dr i'm just another scumbag, what do i know?

[close]

I keep reading that I'm on a super high dose. And it scares me how many people tell me it so high.
when I first went into hospital to detox (from both at least a litre of hard liquor and extra wine/port during the day to keep me going - and 40-50 codiene tablets and a few oxys every day) ALL the doctors I saw said I should be on suboxone. About 6-7 doctors told me suboxone would be best.

I have to go into the pharmacy every morning to get my dose and they literally watch you take it to make sure your not stockpiling or selling them. The only time they give me take aways is on the weekends (and that took 6months and piss tests to prove I'm not taking anything else) 90% of the people I line up with are on methadone still.  

So shark tits can you confirm you only take 1.5mgs???  That seems so little. You were on dope right? Do you know many people on subs?  I read a lot online but some first hand (slap - God bless you guys) knowledge would be great. I'm really scared I'm on a super high dose but the doctors (I have to see them every few month to see how I'm going) don't even flinch when they read I'm on 28mgs


Thanks for the support you guys. I hope you all get a great head job for Xmas and find $50 on the ground.

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It's a high dose given the fact that you hit a ceiling @ 8mg, but I've heard of people being placed on 36 mg when they're first starting out. However, most of the people I know on really high doses go to doctors that have no real intention of weening their patients down. Ideally you wanna take as little as possible without compromising how you feel physically, as it's all about finding the happy medium. With the amount you're taking, you're heavily increasing your opiate tolerance without having any sort of relief benefit since you've surpassed your ceiling. This will prolong the process of weening off the meds if that's your intention, and it'll equate to thousands of extra dollars in out of pocket costs for doctor visits.

The blockers that attach themselves to your Mu receptors have a half life of around 36 hours, but the physical relief aspect usually starts to dip after 12 hours. Because of this, most doctors suggest that you take half of your daily dose when you wake up and the other half 12 hours later. It'll guarantee that you won't wake up in the morning feeling bad, and you'll be less likely to feel groggy the closer you get to bed time. Addicts brains are hard wired to want to take everything at once, but you won't feel any physical difference if you do this since you'll still be exceeding your ceiling. Hell, you could take an 8mg strip in the morning and an 8mg strip at night and you'll feel exactly the same as you are now.

Be safe with it. Don't take any sort of benzodiazepines while you're talking such a high dose of suboxone, and really try to limit any alcohol intake. I've had friends that have revcentky died because of these combinations, and they pretty much slowed their breathing down to the point where they just stopped. Coupled with therapy, I really think that suboxone works miracles for opiate addicts when used properly. It'll give you a better shot at reclaiming a normal lifestyle, and it's far less physically detrimental/ easier to ween off of compared to something like Methadone. You're definitely making a step in the right direction, so be proud of yourself and look forward to a better quality of life in the near future!

They prescribed my 10mg of Valium every day too. Which I take.

I joined a subs group on FB and stated that I was on 28mg. I woke up the next morning with about 96 replies saying "28mg is insanely fucking high you should sue the doctor!!!" type posts. Very worrying.

Thanks for you reply too. I has helped me but the side effects are really starting to get to me. I feel dead.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on March 04, 2017, 11:22:23 AM

I think I've said it before but, this is why I love Slap. Great advice with the occasional person being a dick. It's interesting to hear the stuff you guys are facing and it has been a reminder on why I occasionally smoke and drink (In case it comes off wrong, sorry didn't mean it like that). Good luck Pigeon and HCM and keep strong!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 06, 2017, 01:23:08 AM

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I got hooked on opiates after getting a couple teeth extracted. I've been trying to ween myself off without going to rehab. It mostly consists of smoking and laying in bed, with cold sweats. Other than that, I walk my dog in shorts and a tee because my body is constantly overheating. Everyone knows I'm fucked up and gives me weird looks...it was like 20-30 F. I don't really have any friends that can help me out because most of them are enablers. I wanted to hang out with my neighbors but they just want to do coke and go the bars. If my dog wasn't here to keep me company, I would probably be be hitting people up for shit to get fucked up.

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Doesnt sound like your too deep. Deal with it now and dont touch them again. Walking away from the first "hookage" is easier than than trying to quit when withdrawals are just a normal part of your life. Dont hit rock bottom before you need to quit.

Yes, once your normal life consists of daily withdrawals och getting wasted again, the gig is fucked.

I also strongly suggest not to hit rock bottom since there is always a deeper bottom to hit. That and the fact that very few come back from that place.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on March 07, 2017, 09:23:55 AM

^
I managed to get through it, and only have one left, which I'm saving in case I have any severe pain. I never sought out pills recreationally and don't ever try to look for that stuff. It's just not my thing, and I don't really get high off weed when I'm on opiates. Now, I wish I could completely stop drinking, but I'm glad that I've cut down significantly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on March 07, 2017, 11:44:37 AM

I love Daniel Casillo's style and trick selection.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on March 07, 2017, 11:56:11 AM

yikes. i dont think we can help you with that, man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on March 07, 2017, 12:47:22 PM

There's no place for you here you sick fuck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on March 09, 2017, 05:10:35 AM

That's fucked up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on March 09, 2017, 06:03:13 AM

jesus

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on March 09, 2017, 05:06:40 PM

Quote from: lickcakes on March 07, 2017, 11:44:37 AM

I love Daniel Casillo's style and trick selection.

maybe if you're watching love child-era castillo and you're viewing him as an up and coming am with a bright future, then yeah...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on March 10, 2017, 04:39:13 PM

My step dad died the other day. Drank himself to death. He was 64.

Mum found him with his legs sticking out of his ute with his head resting on a case of beer he had just bought.

I am drinking one of the beers right now even though I don't drink anymore...

He was a geologist who could of made millions through Rio Tinto but he got fired for drinking on the job, both times in Mongolia, where he brought me back these spun out tapes of music they make with their teeth/mouth. They used to fly him around the world.

He never cared about money. He just like drinking and collecting model trains.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on March 10, 2017, 04:44:17 PM

sorry hcm. your dad sounded like a pretty cool guy. that's kind of bukowski of you drinking his leftover beers. hope it goes as light as it can.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on March 11, 2017, 07:59:35 PM

Thanks mate. His family who distanced themselves ten years ago are coming for his money. He has nothing but they think he's hiding it.

I'm on probation ATM so if I don't post here for a while I have

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on March 12, 2017, 11:17:11 AM

Sorry for your loss.

Yeah, family can turn to scumbags post the death of a member and as ISMOBHAT said, hope it goes smooth and good luck with your probation. Remember to breathe and count when people get on your nerves, hopefully they stay in their lane and don't.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on March 12, 2017, 05:12:39 PM

That sucks HCM, my condolences mate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hufs calve muscles on March 13, 2017, 05:47:49 PM

Thanks for the kind words guys. You rule.

Funeral is tomorrow. This will be the 5th in a few years all because of alcohol.

I have never spoke at a funeral and am pretty fucking nervous.

Any pointers? Comedy? Tell the crowd Marc Johnson still doesn't have a board sponsor?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on March 14, 2017, 11:33:41 AM

Do it!  ;D

Honestly, say anything from the heart. Funerals are weird.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on March 14, 2017, 11:53:26 AM

Quote from: hufs calve muscles on March 13, 2017, 05:47:49 PM

Thanks for the kind words guys. You rule.

Funeral is tomorrow. This will be the 5th in a few years all because of alcohol.

I have never spoke at a funeral and am pretty fucking nervous.

Any pointers? Comedy? Tell the crowd Marc Johnson still doesn't have a board sponsor?

be confident and remember that nobody is there to judge you. write an outline of what you want to say and just say it, dont read off a script. a little notecard with some bulleted speaking points is all you need to keep you on track. speak clear and loud enough for people to hear you, keep your hands out of your pockets and stand up straight. if you can make some jokes, thats good. stories that the other people can relate to are good too, like "im sure you can recall a time when so and so did this..." and dont worry about getting emotional. its a funeral, everybody is emotional.

you'll do fine. sorry about your loss man.

and didnt MJ just release his otherness company?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on March 17, 2017, 05:51:36 PM

So i just remembered this.....

During like right out of high school my anxiety was at a high and didn't leave the house for awhile but i still wanted to hookup with girls. I hit up this girl, first girl i ever made out with in high school which was in 10th grade (very late bloomer), I think i got her number off facebook or i still had it. Anyway she never responded to any of my texts and me being a late bloomer and only hooking up with like 3 girls max out of my whole high school experience i just thought she changed her number. I knew my house phone always comes up as private if i call people from there so i called her cell phone number from my house phone. It rang, got a voicemail and i hung up. Now before i had anytime to reflect the idea that this girl was ignoring me my house phone started to ring, it was her. Obviously my bright idea was not to answer it but then our answering machine came on and its my dad talking and our old answering machine our dog would just randomly bark at some spots. It seems like it was planned for the dog to bark at some spots but it really wasnt. She didn't leave a message but theres no way she wouldn't know it was me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on March 17, 2017, 07:02:05 PM

i'm gonna book an emergency dental appt on monday. i don't have a toothache, i just like girls putting their fingers in my mouth.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on March 18, 2017, 06:20:10 AM

The dentist is high on the list of worst places to pop a boner.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on March 18, 2017, 06:23:39 AM

dude, when i was gettin my teeth cleaned once the hygenist was literally resting her boobs on my  head, she was nice so i didnt feel sexually harrassed but if she was gross i woulda told her to fuck off, but it felt kinda maternal not erotic

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on March 18, 2017, 06:35:04 AM

little shop of horrors bill murray clip.wmv (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mne_pmEtGDw#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on March 18, 2017, 06:54:05 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on March 18, 2017, 06:23:39 AM

dude, when i was gettin my teeth cleaned once the hygenist was literally resting her boobs on my  head, she was nice so i didnt feel sexually harrassed but if she was gross i woulda told her to fuck off, but it felt kinda maternal not erotic

Which is SUPER hot

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pussyclench on March 22, 2017, 02:13:17 PM

Life was good. You know how you get sober and everything feels just alright and optimistic? So the front of my brain ( not my instinct brain ) was like cool... I think I can do it agian and keep it under control.

Plus I cant do shit cause my buttcrack is like stitched up and I can only lay. On couch.  And I ate all my oxy already.. fuck! I cant skate!

So I message my PLUG like lemme get a 50mg sample of dat new batch fa free bruh... lemme see how dat hit...

Fast forward monday. Make my liquid... 1ml/10mg, pretty concentrated. 1mg is blackout dose.

Fuck yeah, ol' betsy... fill er up with .3ml = 3mg (I thought it was a different chemical cause I was exited and stupid). Shoot it.... PLOOOM

5 seconds I was like... ahhhhhh yuhhhh niggaaaa. Then I woke up a little while ago and was like fuck.

Everything was cool, my brother said I mostly slept and ate 24 nutty buddys. 24x4 nutty buddys is alot. All my drugs are gone and its weird. I coulda sworn it was Tuesday. Woulda put money on it. But yo thats not the way to go about life I was like why the fuck do I even do that... Ill just find a better hobby. That shits stupid. But Im still on cloud nine, I wish I could walk so I count smoke a joint in the summer wilderness.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on March 27, 2017, 05:15:00 AM

man, been watching trailer park boys again, and have been finding Sarah so fucking sexy in some of the seasons, I actaully stumbled across her in Halifax once but it was a cross walk dark street corner, near the citadel and i was pretty fuckin drunk so I didnt want to say anything and seem like a creep

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on March 27, 2017, 07:02:47 AM

I think Sarah is sexy too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on March 28, 2017, 11:49:50 AM

I was seeing this girl for almost 2 months now and we've been hanging out, having sex, texting non-stop blah blah. Last week we decided it may never turn into a full serious relationship, but we obviously still cared about each other and stuff. I slept over her place last Thurs and hung out Friday. Yesterday while she was at my house (about to get it on) she told me she fucked someone else a few days after we decided our fate of our relationship. I told her to leave.

I'm bummed. I know we weren't 100% committed to each other, but I never went a fucked some girl right after our emotional distress. This sucks and now I'm venting feelings to an online skateboarding message board.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on March 28, 2017, 11:54:18 AM

should've fucked her THEN told her to leave. might be the last pussy you get for a little while you gotta camelback it when it's flowing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pussyclench on March 28, 2017, 12:05:30 PM

I would pobably bang gail the snail from its always sunny...seems fun. Wit a jimmie dough.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on March 28, 2017, 12:28:37 PM

sharktits I was thinking about it. Then realized she could use that against me so I decided not to.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Esquivel on March 29, 2017, 02:42:24 AM

Quote from: h00man on March 28, 2017, 11:49:50 AM

I was seeing this girl for almost 2 months now and we've been hanging out, having sex, texting non-stop blah blah. Last week we decided it may never turn into a full serious relationship, but we obviously still cared about each other and stuff. I slept over her place last Thurs and hung out Friday. Yesterday while she was at my house (about to get it on) she told me she fucked someone else a few days after we decided our fate of our relationship. I told her to leave.

I'm bummed. I know we weren't 100% committed to each other, but I never went a fucked some girl right after our emotional distress. This sucks and now I'm venting feelings to an online skateboarding message board.

If it was her who first suggested to discuss the fate of your relationship then she surely had that dude already lined up. In my country there is this daft saying that goes somehow like "Women are like monkeys. They never let go of one branch if they have not grabbed the next one."
So according to this, you would be in no wrong if you had a last go on her. Sharktits is 100% right, you never know when the next fling is coming so you may as well fully enjoy what you currently have available. When I end a relationship I always make sure I do so under the best terms possible so that I do not burn any bridges. Letting her have a last taste of you would only leave fond memories

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on March 29, 2017, 07:26:49 AM

That's cool that you kicked her out. There are endless hallways to throw your hot dog down.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on March 29, 2017, 07:51:12 AM

In almost all of my relationships, I've regretting not getting one last goodbye lay, but in reality, it doesn't work like that (h00man's case being an exception).

But I see why he did what he did. If she told me she had recently been with someone else right before we were getting intimate, I wouldn't be in the mood to get close to her. Not because I would think less of her for sleeping around, I honestly wouldn't, but it would make me question what she's interested in me for, and would put me off.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pussyclench on March 29, 2017, 09:11:19 AM

I dont mind if a girl fucks other guys, they just better not be ugly loosers. Man if girls knew who I fucked they would be like    ewwwwww

Relationseaships come and go, as long as were not getting married, cause I aint doin that, she can have a exotic fuck errynow and then, but me too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on March 29, 2017, 10:25:05 AM

Thanks guys. It was a trip but I'll be okay :)

Love you all

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on March 30, 2017, 07:36:32 PM

I eat my roommates leftovers when they go to sleep.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on March 31, 2017, 07:05:30 PM

About the girl who hooked up with someone else: I laid all that out with my girlfriend before we actually started dating, like when we were just talking I put it out there straight up and she ended up agreeing with what I had to say. Basically I was just like, I don't care if you talk to other people but let me know if that's what you want to do, I wasn't looking for a relationship or expecting anything at all. Even if we aren't gonna date I don't want to talk to someone who is hooking up with other people simultaneously. I don't need hella attention at all but it's just more of a courtesy thing in my opinion, personally I find it pretty gross that some girls are down to suck someone else's dick then go hang with another guy that they may be kissing or "dating" or whatever.

I guess I never really thought about it in these terms but I think people should choose their lane or what you wanna do, and they have a tendency to get them mixed up. If you want to be a hoe just live up to that and be out there with what you're doing, I've heard before that communication is key in a relationship but I think it also applies in any kind of intimacy, however small.

I remember getting feelings for girls before where I think back now just like, man how did that even happen? Like you hook up with her over a week period and have some expectation that you shouldn't have about someone and end up getting your feelings hurt. I've actually seen some of them since these things happened and it wasn't awkward or anything, but just after talking to them saying what's up I find myself asking myself why the fuck I even wanted to date them. In my opinion I think I had some expectation of them or that I was looking for something, which I think is the opposite of what you should do in relationships. More rambling than a confession haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on March 31, 2017, 07:47:37 PM

^^^That is the truth, honestly. This is the shit I enjoy from slap

As for my confession. Crazy obsessive ex followed me on IG. Looked through her stuff and saw that her new guy and her had a kid. She's 22 and I don't want kids until I have a stable income and my own space. Really glad I dodged a bullet there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on March 31, 2017, 08:11:21 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on March 31, 2017, 07:47:37 PM

^^^That is the truth, honestly. This is the shit I enjoy from slap

As for my confession. Crazy obsessive ex followed me on IG. Looked through her stuff and saw that her new guy and her had a kid. She's 22 and I don't want kids until I have a stable income and my own space. Really glad I dodged a bullet there.

There was a girl who I was sort of talking to but ultimately didn't for whatever reason, she wasn't obsessive or anything from what I could tell but I saw her on instagram also and she's married and has a kid, and she's also like 23 or 24. I'm 26 and not sure if I ever want kids let alone wanting to get married but that blows my mind that people so young are in such a rush to willingly give themselves a ton of responsibility. A friend of a friend got the craziest girl pregnant (not on purpose in this case), and for some reason he felt that the next step is to get married since they were having a kid. 6 months later they're getting a divorce... things like that make me really thankful for my girlfriend I have now, because she thinks a lot like I do. It was pretty ironic that when I started dating her was when I really wasn't looking for a relationship at all.

When I first started taking interest in girls, I had this mentality that I wanted a girlfriend but also wasn't against hooking up with other girls, not like at the same time, but I wasn't like against trying to be some player or something. Somewhere along the line I lost interest in trying to hook up with randoms, which is also why I do not and will not use an app like Tinder. If all you want to do is smash out then by all means, but personally I hate the effort of getting to know someone up to the point of just hooking up and being over it. I just want more return for my efforts I guess.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pussyclench on April 01, 2017, 10:35:24 AM

I like watching teen titans in the morning

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pussyclench on April 02, 2017, 03:44:51 PM

Im in the negatives now so I gotta focus

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: youngbuck on April 02, 2017, 05:48:58 PM

I hate where skateboarding is now, but I still keep up with it because it's all I know

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on April 02, 2017, 05:56:29 PM

im on the cusp of quitting drinking. its not getting in the way of anything, its just a waste of time and i want to break the drinking-drunk euphoric and fake connection with friends-trying to get laid cycle and like, fix my brain

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on April 03, 2017, 05:39:00 AM

Quote from: Dwyck on April 02, 2017, 05:56:29 PM

im on the cusp of quitting drinking. its not getting in the way of anything, its just a waste of time and i want to break the drinking-drunk euphoric and fake connection with friends-trying to get laid cycle and like, fix my brain

How old are you if you don't mind my asking

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on April 03, 2017, 11:09:05 AM

Quote from: Joe Pesci on March 31, 2017, 08:11:21 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on March 31, 2017, 07:47:37 PM

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^^^That is the truth, honestly. This is the shit I enjoy from slap

As for my confession. Crazy obsessive ex followed me on IG. Looked through her stuff and saw that her new guy and her had a kid. She's 22 and I don't want kids until I have a stable income and my own space. Really glad I dodged a bullet there.

[close]

There was a girl who I was sort of talking to but ultimately didn't for whatever reason, she wasn't obsessive or anything from what I could tell but I saw her on instagram also and she's married and has a kid, and she's also like 23 or 24. I'm 26 and not sure if I ever want kids let alone wanting to get married but that blows my mind that people so young are in such a rush to willingly give themselves a ton of responsibility. A friend of a friend got the craziest girl pregnant (not on purpose in this case), and for some reason he felt that the next step is to get married since they were having a kid. 6 months later they're getting a divorce... things like that make me really thankful for my girlfriend I have now, because she thinks a lot like I do. It was pretty ironic that when I started dating her was when I really wasn't looking for a relationship at all.

When I first started taking interest in girls, I had this mentality that I wanted a girlfriend but also wasn't against hooking up with other girls, not like at the same time, but I wasn't like against trying to be some player or something. Somewhere along the line I lost interest in trying to hook up with randoms, which is also why I do not and will not use an app like Tinder. If all you want to do is smash out then by all means, but personally I hate the effort of getting to know someone up to the point of just hooking up and being over it. I just want more return for my efforts I guess.

Crazy. It blows my mind how much people these days think they NEED to have children for society to accept them. They NEED to get married by a certain age and NEED to have children before 30 to be "normal". I dont believe in having kids. I don't want any, nor do I feel the need to add another human to this already overpopulated planet. My last ex (before the one I mentioned above but wasn't really my girlfriend) broke up with me because I didn't want kids and she did. I understood, and it was a mutual thing. I feel bad about it because she's an amazing human being. I mentioned I'd adopt if I ever wanted children, but she wanted her own.

I even got into an argument with my dad after we broke up because of the reasons for breaking up. Why is it so fucking hard for people to accept the fact that some people don't want to make babies? I was already a handful to raise so why would I want to raise a younger version of me?

Even adoption makes people question my sanity sometimes and they always end up saying "well, adopting is a lot more expensive". So what?
Either way I'm going to be broke as fuck with a child regardless if they are mine or not. There's plenty of children out there in the world without parents or a loving family. Why not save a life? It bums me out that so many humans have to follow American society and create more humans when there are thousands (not sure on the exact number here don't quote me on this) of children just wanting a loving family.

Sorry for the rant guys, I kept this in for a while.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on April 03, 2017, 12:20:03 PM

My Chinese friend was not being filial because he didn't have a family by age 30, he even did his thesis about it. But yeah, having kids seems like a nightmare... can't really enjoy time for yourself or just go anywhere without it being a huge process.

Semi-related, I don't like being in relationships. In one now, and it's rocky, but mostly good, but I just want my freedom back. Too bad I love him so much.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on April 03, 2017, 01:00:13 PM

Quote from: lickcakes on April 03, 2017, 12:20:03 PM

My Chinese friend was not being filial because he didn't have a family by age 30, he even did his thesis about it. But yeah, having kids seems like a nightmare... can't really enjoy time for yourself or just go anywhere without it being a huge process.

Semi-related, I don't like being in relationships. In one now, and it's rocky, but mostly good, but I just want my freedom back. Too bad I love him so much.

I don't see why we all have to have kids. The species will continue, and I don't need to start doing a whole bunch of shit I don't want to do just so I can throw another one on the pile. Plenty of people are still having kids. So fucking many of them that I see no reason why I should take my skate shoes off and start hating life too. Most people are handling the propagation of the species, so I'll be over here watching all the movies and trying all the drugs. We all do our part.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: little ones on April 03, 2017, 04:02:07 PM

I aint a hatter if peeps wanna adopt. I want to have kids becuse I feel thats the only possible way to live on in the future as human. DNA and shit ya know.

If you have no kids then then your DNA gone son, forever... Thats like most spiritual shit making a kid with your atoms.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 04, 2017, 12:30:29 AM

Quote from: h00man on April 03, 2017, 11:09:05 AM

Quote from: Joe Pesci on March 31, 2017, 08:11:21 PM

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Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on March 31, 2017, 07:47:37 PM

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^^^That is the truth, honestly. This is the shit I enjoy from slap

As for my confession. Crazy obsessive ex followed me on IG. Looked through her stuff and saw that her new guy and her had a kid. She's 22 and I don't want kids until I have a stable income and my own space. Really glad I dodged a bullet there.

[close]

There was a girl who I was sort of talking to but ultimately didn't for whatever reason, she wasn't obsessive or anything from what I could tell but I saw her on instagram also and she's married and has a kid, and she's also like 23 or 24. I'm 26 and not sure if I ever want kids let alone wanting to get married but that blows my mind that people so young are in such a rush to willingly give themselves a ton of responsibility. A friend of a friend got the craziest girl pregnant (not on purpose in this case), and for some reason he felt that the next step is to get married since they were having a kid. 6 months later they're getting a divorce... things like that make me really thankful for my girlfriend I have now, because she thinks a lot like I do. It was pretty ironic that when I started dating her was when I really wasn't looking for a relationship at all.

When I first started taking interest in girls, I had this mentality that I wanted a girlfriend but also wasn't against hooking up with other girls, not like at the same time, but I wasn't like against trying to be some player or something. Somewhere along the line I lost interest in trying to hook up with randoms, which is also why I do not and will not use an app like Tinder. If all you want to do is smash out then by all means, but personally I hate the effort of getting to know someone up to the point of just hooking up and being over it. I just want more return for my efforts I guess.

[close]

Crazy. It blows my mind how much people these days think they NEED to have children for society to accept them. They NEED to get married by a certain age and NEED to have children before 30 to be "normal". I dont believe in having kids. I don't want any, nor do I feel the need to add another human to this already overpopulated planet. My last ex (before the one I mentioned above but wasn't really my girlfriend) broke up with me because I didn't want kids and she did. I understood, and it was a mutual thing. I feel bad about it because she's an amazing human being. I mentioned I'd adopt if I ever wanted children, but she wanted her own.

I even got into an argument with my dad after we broke up because of the reasons for breaking up. Why is it so fucking hard for people to accept the fact that some people don't want to make babies? I was already a handful to raise so why would I want to raise a younger version of me?

Even adoption makes people question my sanity sometimes and they always end up saying "well, adopting is a lot more expensive". So what?
Either way I'm going to be broke as fuck with a child regardless if they are mine or not. There's plenty of children out there in the world without parents or a loving family. Why not save a life? It bums me out that so many humans have to follow American society and create more humans when there are thousands (not sure on the exact number here don't quote me on this) of children just wanting a loving family.

Sorry for the rant guys, I kept this in for a while.

I have a similar point of view. Not stoked on kids and I want to spend my 20s being stupid and at some point being stupid with a steady job. Then settle down and adopt, with 1 of my own max. I live with aunts who have kids and while they can melt your heart and be sweet they are also a pain in the ass.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on April 04, 2017, 07:27:26 AM

Must suck to deal with biological clocks and accidental pregnancies.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on April 04, 2017, 10:40:05 AM

Quote from: lickcakes on April 04, 2017, 07:27:26 AM

Must suck to deal with biological clocks and accidental pregnancies.

^ that's why abortion is available (In most places)

Abortions save lives! In abortion we trust.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on April 05, 2017, 03:32:13 AM

Quote from: ladydicks on April 03, 2017, 04:02:07 PM

I aint a hatter if peeps wanna adopt. I want to have kids becuse I feel thats the only possible way to live on in the future as human. DNA and shit ya know.

If you have no kids then then your DNA gone son, forever... Thats like most spiritual shit making a kid with your atoms.

Well yeah obviously someone needs to carry on your important work of sitting in that chair being ineligible for unemployment.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: little ones on April 06, 2017, 05:20:52 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on April 05, 2017, 03:32:13 AM

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I aint a hatter if peeps wanna adopt. I want to have kids becuse I feel thats the only possible way to live on in the future as human. DNA and shit ya know.

If you have no kids then then your DNA gone son, forever... Thats like most spiritual shit making a kid with your atoms.

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Well yeah obviously someone needs to carry on your important work of sitting in that chair being ineligible for unemployment.

Maybe I can become a chair tester as a career? Listlen lil nigga I got a lot of jobs lined up that want me to start, Im just not working for sum bullshit boss. I get by otherwise. I dont need to do what you do MR. job guy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: little ones on April 06, 2017, 09:21:20 PM

I bet I can beat you at jeopardy too doo doo ass nigga

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 07, 2017, 05:47:36 AM

"lets go with research chemicals for $5, alex."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on April 07, 2017, 06:49:11 AM

Quote from: ladydicks on April 06, 2017, 05:20:52 PM

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I aint a hatter if peeps wanna adopt. I want to have kids becuse I feel thats the only possible way to live on in the future as human. DNA and shit ya know.

If you have no kids then then your DNA gone son, forever... Thats like most spiritual shit making a kid with your atoms.

[close]

Well yeah obviously someone needs to carry on your important work of sitting in that chair being ineligible for unemployment.

[close]

Maybe I can become a chair tester as a career? Listlen lil nigga I got a lot of jobs lined up that want me to start, Im just not working for sum bullshit boss. I get by otherwise. I dont need to do what you do MR. job guy.

Chair testing is miles above your skill set. You have the skills of a homeless guy who dies under a dumpster and they only find him when they empty it.

IKEA chair testing machine (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4s_gyzshNPQ#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: little ones on April 07, 2017, 02:54:41 PM

You  would still suck my dick given the chance though...

I win

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on April 08, 2017, 04:35:21 AM

I wouldn't save your life to save my own life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: himlor on April 08, 2017, 05:14:22 AM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on April 03, 2017, 01:00:13 PM

Quote from: lickcakes on April 03, 2017, 12:20:03 PM

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My Chinese friend was not being filial because he didn't have a family by age 30, he even did his thesis about it. But yeah, having kids seems like a nightmare... can't really enjoy time for yourself or just go anywhere without it being a huge process.

Semi-related, I don't like being in relationships. In one now, and it's rocky, but mostly good, but I just want my freedom back. Too bad I love him so much.

[close]

I don't see why we all have to have kids. The species will continue, and I don't need to start doing a whole bunch of shit I don't want to do just so I can throw another one on the pile. Plenty of people are still having kids. So fucking many of them that I see no reason why I should take my skate shoes off and start hating life too. Most people are handling the propagation of the species, so I'll be over here watching all the movies and trying all the drugs. We all do our part.

thank you, been needing to hear im not the only one out there thinkin like this..

its like the people that had babies are putting all this pressure on you to have babies, because they had babies and have no free time like you do with your no-baby life, and they wish they did, so they say shit to make you feel bad for not wanting to have babies...but really they feel bad cus they see all your free time and wish they had it to.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on April 08, 2017, 05:23:29 AM

Quote from: himlor on April 08, 2017, 05:14:22 AM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on April 03, 2017, 01:00:13 PM

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Quote from: lickcakes on April 03, 2017, 12:20:03 PM

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My Chinese friend was not being filial because he didn't have a family by age 30, he even did his thesis about it. But yeah, having kids seems like a nightmare... can't really enjoy time for yourself or just go anywhere without it being a huge process.

Semi-related, I don't like being in relationships. In one now, and it's rocky, but mostly good, but I just want my freedom back. Too bad I love him so much.

[close]

I don't see why we all have to have kids. The species will continue, and I don't need to start doing a whole bunch of shit I don't want to do just so I can throw another one on the pile. Plenty of people are still having kids. So fucking many of them that I see no reason why I should take my skate shoes off and start hating life too. Most people are handling the propagation of the species, so I'll be over here watching all the movies and trying all the drugs. We all do our part.

[close]

thank you, been needing to hear im not the only one out there thinkin like this..

its like the people that had babies are putting all this pressure on you to have babies, because they had babies and have no free time like you do with your no-baby life, and they wish they did, so they say shit to make you feel bad for not wanting to have babies...but really they feel bad cus they see all your free time and wish they had it to.

I made a thread a while ago where I put forth the idea that there is no logical reason to biologically make more children. People got super defensive because they had no logical reasons(not that I said they needed one...), or showed that they actually had not thought much about the most lifestyle changing event in their life. I'll find it if I can, the butthurt was real

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 08, 2017, 06:21:57 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on April 08, 2017, 05:23:29 AM

Quote from: himlor on April 08, 2017, 05:14:22 AM

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My Chinese friend was not being filial because he didn't have a family by age 30, he even did his thesis about it. But yeah, having kids seems like a nightmare... can't really enjoy time for yourself or just go anywhere without it being a huge process.

Semi-related, I don't like being in relationships. In one now, and it's rocky, but mostly good, but I just want my freedom back. Too bad I love him so much.

[close]

I don't see why we all have to have kids. The species will continue, and I don't need to start doing a whole bunch of shit I don't want to do just so I can throw another one on the pile. Plenty of people are still having kids. So fucking many of them that I see no reason why I should take my skate shoes off and start hating life too. Most people are handling the propagation of the species, so I'll be over here watching all the movies and trying all the drugs. We all do our part.

[close]

thank you, been needing to hear im not the only one out there thinkin like this..

its like the people that had babies are putting all this pressure on you to have babies, because they had babies and have no free time like you do with your no-baby life, and they wish they did, so they say shit to make you feel bad for not wanting to have babies...but really they feel bad cus they see all your free time and wish they had it to.

[close]

I made a thread a while ago where I put forth the idea that there is no logical reason to biologically make more children. People got super defensive because they had no logical reasons(not that I said they needed one...), or showed that they actually had not thought much about the most lifestyle changing event in their life. I'll find it if I can, the butthurt was real

Re read your thread and you'll see I made the point that in old age those without children often have no network to care for them. Getting old sucks and getting old and not having family, friends, social care would really fucking suck. Some people can offird private care or live in countries where the old are respected and treated well but if you don't have this and you get old and invalid your fucked.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on April 08, 2017, 08:03:55 AM

I do remember that, but wouldn't a non-biological child do same? It is a valid point to adopt though, you take them on and give them a good life and they in return do the same for you, that's pretty cool, you save each other from certain fates perhaps

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 08, 2017, 08:48:09 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on April 08, 2017, 08:03:55 AM

I do remember that, but wouldn't a non-biological child do same? It is a valid point to adopt though, you take them on and give them a good life and they in return do the same for you, that's pretty cool, you save each other from certain fates perhaps

I'd hope an adopted child would do the same but not everyone is going to be allowed to adopt for whatever reason.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: little ones on April 08, 2017, 09:14:22 AM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on April 08, 2017, 04:35:21 AM

I wouldn't save your life to save my own life.

....  fuck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on April 08, 2017, 10:10:31 AM

i live under shit for brains' dumpster since a long time, empty it, it's getting too heavy  ;D
 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: notbawtawd on April 08, 2017, 10:33:21 AM

Real Confession - I like shit for brains, I like him like I like an abusive girlfriend. Sometime I like to be dominated and pushed around and choked while she slaps me and forces me to eat her cunt and calls me names.

So, shit for brians, I kinda like you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: little ones on April 08, 2017, 10:35:09 AM

Real Confession - I didnt know you could log on and post focused accounts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on April 09, 2017, 06:06:31 AM

Quote from: notbawtawd on April 08, 2017, 10:33:21 AM

Real Confession - I like shit for brains, I like him like I like an abusive girlfriend. Sometime I like to be dominated and pushed around and choked while she slaps me and forces me to eat her cunt and calls me names.

So, shit for brians, I kinda like you.

I don't think about you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: little ones on April 09, 2017, 08:59:12 AM

ooh... thats hot

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 10, 2017, 06:50:47 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on April 08, 2017, 06:21:57 AM

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My Chinese friend was not being filial because he didn't have a family by age 30, he even did his thesis about it. But yeah, having kids seems like a nightmare... can't really enjoy time for yourself or just go anywhere without it being a huge process.

Semi-related, I don't like being in relationships. In one now, and it's rocky, but mostly good, but I just want my freedom back. Too bad I love him so much.

[close]

I don't see why we all have to have kids. The species will continue, and I don't need to start doing a whole bunch of shit I don't want to do just so I can throw another one on the pile. Plenty of people are still having kids. So fucking many of them that I see no reason why I should take my skate shoes off and start hating life too. Most people are handling the propagation of the species, so I'll be over here watching all the movies and trying all the drugs. We all do our part.

[close]

thank you, been needing to hear im not the only one out there thinkin like this..

its like the people that had babies are putting all this pressure on you to have babies, because they had babies and have no free time like you do with your no-baby life, and they wish they did, so they say shit to make you feel bad for not wanting to have babies...but really they feel bad cus they see all your free time and wish they had it to.

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I made a thread a while ago where I put forth the idea that there is no logical reason to biologically make more children. People got super defensive because they had no logical reasons(not that I said they needed one...), or showed that they actually had not thought much about the most lifestyle changing event in their life. I'll find it if I can, the butthurt was real

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Re read your thread and you'll see I made the point that in old age those without children often have no network to care for them. Getting old sucks and getting old and not having family, friends, social care would really fucking suck. Some people can offird private care or live in countries where the old are respected and treated well but if you don't have this and you get old and invalid your fucked.

Thread: http://www.slapmagazine.com/component/option,com_jfusion/Itemid,4/index.php?topic=92206.0 (http://www.slapmagazine.com/component/option,com_jfusion/Itemid,4/index.php?topic=92206.0)

decent points were made on both sides.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: scatermazo on April 11, 2017, 10:05:12 AM

Quote from: oyolar on April 23, 2010, 09:50:18 AM

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Hey, his planner never said that he's actually going out to bone hookers. You said his planner (http://planeadoresrc.com/) said "quickie at *slum village.*" What if this "quickie" is code for doing good deeds in this bad area of town? Like helping out in a soup kitchen or giving prostis financial help. Or he could just be going there for drugs. Think optimistically.

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To be slightly more serious/optimistic, you said he worked for some health organization, so maybe he's talking to prostitutes for a study or something.

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Yeah! Okay I've got it all figured out. Your dad is tired of the boring job he has now. He wants to start up his own small business, maybe a bakery. He's been visiting that part of town where he knows he can find women who will eat his free food. However, your dad was never a spelling whiz in school, so he's been misspelling "quiche" since 4th grade. Common mistake.

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SLAP: Solving Problems and Saving Marriages.

hahaha +1

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on April 11, 2017, 10:15:46 AM

Those posts are a week shy of 7 years old and you can't +1 anyone but I like what you're doing keep it up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on April 11, 2017, 10:18:09 AM

^
just sum quick questions scatermazo:
#1: why is this quote your first post?
#2: why did you repost it from 2010?
#3: what are  YOU  going to confess?
#4: you can not +1 you're no pal bra.

edit: shitforbrains beat me to it. feel
free to answer questions regardless.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on April 11, 2017, 11:07:49 AM

I think scatermazo is a time traveler.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on April 11, 2017, 11:54:06 PM

Shit_for_brains is the best poster by a factor of exactly 81.387%.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on April 14, 2017, 10:17:17 AM

Almost wore my Omit shirt into public yesterday. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 14, 2017, 11:24:16 AM

aside from childrens books, i dont think ive ever read a full book from cover to cover.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Level 60 Dwarf Paladin on April 14, 2017, 01:16:02 PM

Quote from: JB on April 14, 2017, 11:24:16 AM

aside from childrens books, i dont think ive ever read a full book from cover to cover.

(http://www.themavinsgroup.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Concerned-Woman.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on April 14, 2017, 01:36:28 PM

Ive read a few in jail

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on April 14, 2017, 03:11:44 PM

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aside from childrens books, i dont think ive ever read a full book from cover to cover.

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(http://www.themavinsgroup.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Concerned-Woman.jpg)

why'd you photoshop her rosary and beanie out

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 15, 2017, 07:59:56 PM

Quote from: bawtawd on April 14, 2017, 01:36:28 PM

Ive read a few in jail

Never been to jail  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on April 15, 2017, 08:18:31 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on April 11, 2017, 11:54:06 PM

Shit_for_brains is the best poster by a factor of exactly 81.387%.

One of SLAP's all time most consistent IMO (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/ehh3.png)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on April 16, 2017, 05:44:42 PM

So i know this thread is over 10 years old but Ive been pretty bored today so i read the first few pages and i gotta say, this is one of the best threads ive seen and so many posts are so relatable. Good job guys
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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on April 18, 2017, 02:53:14 PM

Back full circle to my OG namesake, aint know you could post on focused accounts. I be sober sometimes, sometimes I dont, last week I ate 600mg alp. I dont really care. As long as I get through life.

Im not depressed. I just dont care and still always got that hope for a brighter future. Basically my main needs are sex, job, uhhh, friends and stuff like that. So SLAP cool, I got love but I cant be lurkin erryday, that aint healthy for my psyche. I gotta focus on tha real. Feel me?

But fuck the real, got my tax back. Set aside a hundo to just spend. Gone in a week, fizzy drinks, fast food, real packs of cigarettes, wine. The fuck is that, you tellin me I spend $100 a week on buwwlshit. I dont even like money.

Wassup with these hippie communes, I might join one, heard you gotta have the inside knowledge though. Or just might build a house with cinderblocks in the cut. Who knows, Ima try out and live how most of society lives first, if that dont work, its a lost cause. Vagabond or prison.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 20, 2017, 06:40:10 AM

Quote from: bawtawd on April 18, 2017, 02:53:14 PM

Back full circle to my OG namesake, aint know you could post on focused accounts. I be sober sometimes, sometimes I dont, last week I ate 600mg alp. I dont really care. As long as I get through life.

Im not depressed. I just dont care and still always got that hope for a brighter future. Basically my main needs are sex, job, uhhh, friends and stuff like that. So SLAP cool, I got love but I cant be lurkin erryday, that aint healthy for my psyche. I gotta focus on tha real. Feel me?

But fuck the real, got my tax back. Set aside a hundo to just spend. Gone in a week, fizzy drinks, fast food, real packs of cigarettes, wine. The fuck is that, you tellin me I spend $100 a week on buwwlshit. I dont even like money.

Wassup with these hippie communes, I might join one, heard you gotta have the inside knowledge though. Or just might build a house with cinderblocks in the cut. Who knows, Ima try out and live how most of society lives first, if that dont work, its a lost cause. Vagabond or prison.

I'm not gonna be an asshole for once; try staying sober for 6-12 months you will find out exactly what demons are lurking in the dark shadows of sobriety.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Abyss1 on April 20, 2017, 09:57:31 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on April 20, 2017, 06:40:10 AM

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Back full circle to my OG namesake, aint know you could post on focused accounts. I be sober sometimes, sometimes I dont, last week I ate 600mg alp. I dont really care. As long as I get through life.

Im not depressed. I just dont care and still always got that hope for a brighter future. Basically my main needs are sex, job, uhhh, friends and stuff like that. So SLAP cool, I got love but I cant be lurkin erryday, that aint healthy for my psyche. I gotta focus on tha real. Feel me?

But fuck the real, got my tax back. Set aside a hundo to just spend. Gone in a week, fizzy drinks, fast food, real packs of cigarettes, wine. The fuck is that, you tellin me I spend $100 a week on buwwlshit. I dont even like money.

Wassup with these hippie communes, I might join one, heard you gotta have the inside knowledge though. Or just might build a house with cinderblocks in the cut. Who knows, Ima try out and live how most of society lives first, if that dont work, its a lost cause. Vagabond or prison.

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I'm not gonna be an asshole for once; try staying sober for 6-12 months you will find out exactly what demons are lurking in the dark shadows of sobriety.

last week i hit 6 month sobriety...and you have a very good point. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on April 20, 2017, 12:13:27 PM

Quote from: Abyss1 on April 20, 2017, 09:57:31 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on April 20, 2017, 06:40:10 AM

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Back full circle to my OG namesake, aint know you could post on focused accounts. I be sober sometimes, sometimes I dont, last week I ate 600mg alp. I dont really care. As long as I get through life.

Im not depressed. I just dont care and still always got that hope for a brighter future. Basically my main needs are sex, job, uhhh, friends and stuff like that. So SLAP cool, I got love but I cant be lurkin erryday, that aint healthy for my psyche. I gotta focus on tha real. Feel me?

But fuck the real, got my tax back. Set aside a hundo to just spend. Gone in a week, fizzy drinks, fast food, real packs of cigarettes, wine. The fuck is that, you tellin me I spend $100 a week on buwwlshit. I dont even like money.

Wassup with these hippie communes, I might join one, heard you gotta have the inside knowledge though. Or just might build a house with cinderblocks in the cut. Who knows, Ima try out and live how most of society lives first, if that dont work, its a lost cause. Vagabond or prison.

[close]

I'm not gonna be an asshole for once; try staying sober for 6-12 months you will find out exactly what demons are lurking in the dark shadows of sobriety.

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last week i hit 6 month sobriety...and you have a very good point.? 

If your saying sobriety sucks, yeah I understand, (I seen the Greco videos), that's why I'm just gonna ride the fence until I have something important come up, or like a girl that slaps my ass straight.

If your saying your demons come out after sobriety, yeah, I know what my demons are, that's why I use drugs to suppress them. Its like better to inflict self harm rather than be negative outwardly. But nothing serious like raped as a child, just mental and past life stuff, and current, how I view myself. I can deal but drugs just make it easy to float through life with a sedated mind not caring.

But who cares I'm just some fucktard.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 20, 2017, 12:58:41 PM

I have this girl in 2 of my classes. We started sitting together a month or so ago and look for each other to sit. I think she's cool as shit but, not sure if I should go for it because we have those classes together and she seems cooler than me. I started going to the library because that's where she goes to study and it gives me an excuse to hang around her, but I'm not sure if i went to settle down yet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on April 20, 2017, 01:33:50 PM

Just go for it fam if you're at the point where you're in the real confessions thread about it you obviously already like her and you'll only regret it later if you never make a move. Dont sell yourself short either by saying she's too cool for you if she's looking to sit with you you're already halfway there, don't bitch out now my guy  (http://www.thecoli.com/data/emoticons/1/c5f9a02b3df4ea2d43c0f94ac9fded9b.png?t=1453393121)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 20, 2017, 01:42:47 PM

what d00d said. and you don't need to think that if you try asking her on a date that all of a sudden youre settling down and committing. thats thinking WAAAAAAY too far ahead. ask her if she wants to grab a drink or have lunch some day. if that goes good, try hanging out on the weekend or at night. its one thing to be study buddies, but you gotta break away from that quick if you want to get anywhere.

edit: nice front heel, will.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Abyss1 on April 20, 2017, 01:51:27 PM

Quote from: swag nollies on April 20, 2017, 12:13:27 PM

Quote from: Abyss1 on April 20, 2017, 09:57:31 AM

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Quote from: iKobrakai on April 20, 2017, 06:40:10 AM

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Back full circle to my OG namesake, aint know you could post on focused accounts. I be sober sometimes, sometimes I dont, last week I ate 600mg alp. I dont really care. As long as I get through life.

Im not depressed. I just dont care and still always got that hope for a brighter future. Basically my main needs are sex, job, uhhh, friends and stuff like that. So SLAP cool, I got love but I cant be lurkin erryday, that aint healthy for my psyche. I gotta focus on tha real. Feel me?

But fuck the real, got my tax back. Set aside a hundo to just spend. Gone in a week, fizzy drinks, fast food, real packs of cigarettes, wine. The fuck is that, you tellin me I spend $100 a week on buwwlshit. I dont even like money.

Wassup with these hippie communes, I might join one, heard you gotta have the inside knowledge though. Or just might build a house with cinderblocks in the cut. Who knows, Ima try out and live how most of society lives first, if that dont work, its a lost cause. Vagabond or prison.

[close]

I'm not gonna be an asshole for once; try staying sober for 6-12 months you will find out exactly what demons are lurking in the dark shadows of sobriety.

[close]

last week i hit 6 month sobriety...and you have a very good point.? 

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If your saying sobriety sucks, yeah I understand, (I seen the Greco videos), that's why I'm just gonna ride the fence until I have something important come up, or like a girl that slaps my ass straight.

If your saying your demons come out after sobriety, yeah, I know what my demons are, that's why I use drugs to suppress them. Its like better to inflict self harm rather than be negative outwardly. But nothing serious like raped as a child, just mental and past life stuff, and current, how I view myself. I can deal but drugs just make it easy to float through life with a sedated mind not caring.

But who cares I'm just some fucktard.

well for me it was people i thought were friends

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 20, 2017, 11:08:00 PM

Quote from: swag nollies on April 20, 2017, 12:13:27 PM

Quote from: Abyss1 on April 20, 2017, 09:57:31 AM

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Quote from: bawtawd on April 18, 2017, 02:53:14 PM

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Back full circle to my OG namesake, aint know you could post on focused accounts. I be sober sometimes, sometimes I dont, last week I ate 600mg alp. I dont really care. As long as I get through life.

Im not depressed. I just dont care and still always got that hope for a brighter future. Basically my main needs are sex, job, uhhh, friends and stuff like that. So SLAP cool, I got love but I cant be lurkin erryday, that aint healthy for my psyche. I gotta focus on tha real. Feel me?

But fuck the real, got my tax back. Set aside a hundo to just spend. Gone in a week, fizzy drinks, fast food, real packs of cigarettes, wine. The fuck is that, you tellin me I spend $100 a week on buwwlshit. I dont even like money.

Wassup with these hippie communes, I might join one, heard you gotta have the inside knowledge though. Or just might build a house with cinderblocks in the cut. Who knows, Ima try out and live how most of society lives first, if that dont work, its a lost cause. Vagabond or prison.

[close]

I'm not gonna be an asshole for once; try staying sober for 6-12 months you will find out exactly what demons are lurking in the dark shadows of sobriety.

[close]

last week i hit 6 month sobriety...and you have a very good point.?? 

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If your saying sobriety sucks, yeah I understand, (I seen the Greco videos), that's why I'm just gonna ride the fence until I have something important come up, or like a girl that slaps my ass straight.

If your saying your demons come out after sobriety, yeah, I know what my demons are, that's why I use drugs to suppress them. Its like better to inflict self harm rather than be negative outwardly. But nothing serious like raped as a child, just mental and past life stuff, and current, how I view myself. I can deal but drugs just make it easy to float through life with a sedated mind not caring.

But who cares I'm just some fucktard.

I'm not saying anything, it all depends on how bad things are when you're in the game. I had some pretty terrible years of being strung out, with OD's and neverending misery. Once I got my 6 months sober, the underlying issuies of my addiction started to get so intense I almost missed being out there. I mean, why do you think so few actually stay sober?

Using hard drugs is good distraction. You submit into eternal chase of dope and money, which leaves little time to stop and think about your demons.

Any way, I wish you all good luck with your ongoing and future battles.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 21, 2017, 03:56:04 AM

Quote from: JB on April 20, 2017, 01:42:47 PM

what d00d said. and you don't need to think that if you try asking her on a date that all of a sudden youre settling down and committing. thats thinking WAAAAAAY too far ahead. ask her if she wants to grab a drink or have lunch some day. if that goes good, try hanging out on the weekend or at night. its one thing to be study buddies, but you gotta break away from that quick if you want to get anywhere.

edit: nice front heel, will.

Just found out I work Friday and Saturday night. Is it still seen as a bad thing if I text her? Just because we only have classes together Tuesday and Thursday

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 21, 2017, 05:50:05 AM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on April 21, 2017, 03:56:04 AM

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what d00d said. and you don't need to think that if you try asking her on a date that all of a sudden youre settling down and committing. thats thinking WAAAAAAY too far ahead. ask her if she wants to grab a drink or have lunch some day. if that goes good, try hanging out on the weekend or at night. its one thing to be study buddies, but you gotta break away from that quick if you want to get anywhere.

edit: nice front heel, will.

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Just found out I work Friday and Saturday night. Is it still seen as a bad thing if I text her? Just because we only have classes together Tuesday and Thursday

Quote from: Level 60 Dwarf Paladin on April 14, 2017, 01:16:02 PM

(http://www.themavinsgroup.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Concerned-Woman.jpg)

NO! just text her dude. you don't need to sweep her off her feet with some breathtaking proposal. just talk to her. a simple "hey, whats up? what are you up to this weekend?" all you need is some chit chat and if you cant hang out this weekend, finish it off with asking her if she wants to grab coffee or something before class next tuesday. just keep it simple. i havent dated a ton of women, but all the ones that i have never made the first move. if you like her, go for it and show her your interested. the worst thats going to happen is shes going to say that shes not interested and that would suck, but its not the end of the world and at least you gave it a shot. who knows, she could be on girl slap right now confessing about how she wishes you would ask her out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on April 21, 2017, 06:40:31 AM

for women a small gesture like sitting beside you intentionally can mean a lot, in her mind she might think she's being totally obvious and wondering why you haven't asked her out yet. Girls rarely say shit and it's super easy to overlook what in their minds are "clear signals" which usually aren't actually clear at all, so you just kinda gotta go for it if she seems receptive, you will never know until you ask. she wont say "i like you"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 21, 2017, 11:37:50 AM

Alright, messaged her about a restaurant she hasn't been to in town.
Will keep you guys updated as the the story develops haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 21, 2017, 11:43:04 AM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on April 21, 2017, 11:37:50 AM

Alright, messaged her about a restaurant she hasn't been to in town.
Will keep you guys updated as the the story develops haha

Did you send a dick pic with the message? I'm old but I hear that's what girls expect these days.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 21, 2017, 12:00:17 PM

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Alright, messaged her about a restaurant she hasn't been to in town.
Will keep you guys updated as the the story develops haha

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Did you send a dick pic with the message? I'm old but I hear that's what girls expect these days.

Damn, I knew I was forgetting something. Did ask for nudes  ::)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mark Renton on April 22, 2017, 06:08:09 AM

Quote from: JB on April 21, 2017, 05:50:05 AM

NO! just text her dude. you don't need to sweep her off her feet with some breathtaking proposal. just talk to her. a simple "hey, whats up? what are you up to this weekend?" all you need is some chit chat and if you cant hang out this weekend, finish it off with asking her if she wants to grab coffee or something before class next tuesday. just keep it simple. i havent dated a ton of women, but all the ones that i have never made the first move. if you like her, go for it and show her your interested. the worst thats going to happen is shes going to say that shes not interested and that would suck, but its not the end of the world and at least you gave it a shot. who knows, she could be on girl slap right now confessing about how she wishes you would ask her out.

There are actually a couple of worse things that can happen in these modern days:

(https://i.ytimg.com/vi/1II_-WzXvMw/hqdefault.jpg)

(http://softeclabs.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/02/Whatsapp-01-GQ-06Nov14_b_813x494__1424504418_182.186.160.217.jpg)
 

:)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on April 22, 2017, 06:15:05 AM

hahahaha oh shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on April 24, 2017, 03:51:35 AM

For the last 2 - 3 years, I´vee been suffering from CPPS (Chronic pelvic pain syndrome). It has symptoms similar to prostatitis, but it is non-bacterial. Basically it means that my pelvis is almost always tense or in slight pain (feels like burning and needles). It also means I have practically no sex drive, numb penis and painful erections. Sex and masturbation often hurts and the feeling of orgasm is drastically reduced. Ejaculation often hurts a lot and my pelvis might be extra sore for a day or two after it.

Doctors have no idea what´s going on, but I´m pretty sure it´s an issue of muscle tension/soreness. When I get anxious the symptoms get a lot worse. Also, the symptoms tend to cause stress and anxiety on their own. When I try to have sex/masturbate I notice my pelvic muscles start to klench involuntary (I guess you could call it a kegel) and after 5 minutes it starts to burn, like overworked or sore muscles. There is mostly no pleasure, only numbness and pain. As much as I try, I have not been able to stop the klenching, it is such an automatic reaction.

So, I think that I´m starting to become a pretty much asexual person because of this. I might think about masturbation, but remember that it mostly just hurts or stop because I don´t feel anything after 20 minutes. I don´t mind it that much, but sometimes I remember what it was like to feel a strong sex drive and that is rather depressing.

Anyone have similar experiences?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 24, 2017, 09:28:29 AM

Damn, that's heavy. Maybe massaging the pelvic muscles might help? Hopefully it wears off soon.

As for my plans. I made plans for Sunday to go to a restaurant she's never been to but 4 people got fired/quit at work and I had to fill in Sunday. So I cancelled, got out early but it was too late to get ice cream at cold stone

*Edit: Asked her to Cold Stone today and we went. I thought she wanted to leave when we were done but, she wanted to walk around town. It was nice and we talked. I went out to slide my way into her hand and she had her phone in it. All I can say is it was nice. We even kinda put planes in the air for future stuff.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on April 26, 2017, 11:36:42 AM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on April 24, 2017, 09:28:29 AM

Damn, that's heavy. Maybe massaging the pelvic muscles might help? Hopefully it wears off soon.

As for my plans. I made plans for Sunday to go to a restaurant she's never been to but 4 people got fired/quit at work and I had to fill in Sunday. So I cancelled, got out early but it was too late to get ice cream at cold stone

*Edit: Asked her to Cold Stone today and we went. I thought she wanted to leave when we were done but, she wanted to walk around town. It was nice and we talked. I went out to slide my way into her hand and she had her phone in it. All I can say is it was nice. We even kinda put planes in the air for future stuff.

See dude, it's not that hard at all. There is no rush to get into anything, and if anything you having to cancel to go to work could have been a good thing. It's good to have your own life and things to do because one thing I can tell you is that girls don't like when they aren't the super interested or clingy one. If you're so readily available for her every beck and call or are acting like you're interested in shit that she likes but you don't then you could come off as desperate. Plus when you do this you don't end up doing things that you really aren't interested in.

Either way it sounds like you're doing alright, where do you work that 4 people just peaced out?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 26, 2017, 12:22:02 PM

Quote from: Joe Pesci on April 26, 2017, 11:36:42 AM

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Damn, that's heavy. Maybe massaging the pelvic muscles might help? Hopefully it wears off soon.

As for my plans. I made plans for Sunday to go to a restaurant she's never been to but 4 people got fired/quit at work and I had to fill in Sunday. So I cancelled, got out early but it was too late to get ice cream at cold stone

*Edit: Asked her to Cold Stone today and we went. I thought she wanted to leave when we were done but, she wanted to walk around town. It was nice and we talked. I went out to slide my way into her hand and she had her phone in it. All I can say is it was nice. We even kinda put planes in the air for future stuff.

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See dude, it's not that hard at all. There is no rush to get into anything, and if anything you having to cancel to go to work could have been a good thing. It's good to have your own life and things to do because one thing I can tell you is that girls don't like when they aren't the super interested or clingy one. If you're so readily available for her every beck and call or are acting like you're interested in shit that she likes but you don't then you could come off as desperate. Plus when you do this you don't end up doing things that you really aren't interested in.

Either way it sounds like you're doing alright, where do you work that 4 people just peaced out?

Restaurant in a college town. It's that time of the year when people leave jobs to focus on school work so it's not surprising.
Also, forgot to mention that I texted her I had a good time and looked forward to the next time. Which was hinted at.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on April 26, 2017, 12:35:07 PM

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Damn, that's heavy. Maybe massaging the pelvic muscles might help? Hopefully it wears off soon.

As for my plans. I made plans for Sunday to go to a restaurant she's never been to but 4 people got fired/quit at work and I had to fill in Sunday. So I cancelled, got out early but it was too late to get ice cream at cold stone

*Edit: Asked her to Cold Stone today and we went. I thought she wanted to leave when we were done but, she wanted to walk around town. It was nice and we talked. I went out to slide my way into her hand and she had her phone in it. All I can say is it was nice. We even kinda put planes in the air for future stuff.

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See dude, it's not that hard at all. There is no rush to get into anything, and if anything you having to cancel to go to work could have been a good thing. It's good to have your own life and things to do because one thing I can tell you is that girls don't like when they aren't the super interested or clingy one. If you're so readily available for her every beck and call or are acting like you're interested in shit that she likes but you don't then you could come off as desperate. Plus when you do this you don't end up doing things that you really aren't interested in.

Either way it sounds like you're doing alright, where do you work that 4 people just peaced out?

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Restaurant in a college town. It's that time of the year when people leave jobs to focus on school work so it's not surprising.
Also, forgot to mention that I texted her I had a good time and looked forward to the next time. Which was hinted at.

Keep doing your shit and make time for her, not make time for the rest of your life around her. I remember when I was probably like 20 I met this Korean girl who would let me bust loads in her so of course I was in love and followed her around like a dog breed native to the Korean peninsula. She got sick of me real quick and I had to stop busting loads in her. It was a really sad day, so don't blow this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 26, 2017, 02:02:02 PM

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Damn, that's heavy. Maybe massaging the pelvic muscles might help? Hopefully it wears off soon.

As for my plans. I made plans for Sunday to go to a restaurant she's never been to but 4 people got fired/quit at work and I had to fill in Sunday. So I cancelled, got out early but it was too late to get ice cream at cold stone

*Edit: Asked her to Cold Stone today and we went. I thought she wanted to leave when we were done but, she wanted to walk around town. It was nice and we talked. I went out to slide my way into her hand and she had her phone in it. All I can say is it was nice. We even kinda put planes in the air for future stuff.

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See dude, it's not that hard at all. There is no rush to get into anything, and if anything you having to cancel to go to work could have been a good thing. It's good to have your own life and things to do because one thing I can tell you is that girls don't like when they aren't the super interested or clingy one. If you're so readily available for her every beck and call or are acting like you're interested in shit that she likes but you don't then you could come off as desperate. Plus when you do this you don't end up doing things that you really aren't interested in.

Either way it sounds like you're doing alright, where do you work that 4 people just peaced out?

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Restaurant in a college town. It's that time of the year when people leave jobs to focus on school work so it's not surprising.
Also, forgot to mention that I texted her I had a good time and looked forward to the next time. Which was hinted at.

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Keep doing your shit and make time for her, not make time for the rest of your life around her. I remember when I was probably like 20 I met this Korean girl who would let me bust loads in her so of course I was in love and followed her around like a dog breed native to the Korean peninsula. She got sick of me real quick and I had to stop busting loads in her. It was a really sad day, so don't blow this.

Will keep that in mind haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 26, 2017, 05:47:05 PM

Proud of you notjeff

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 26, 2017, 05:58:44 PM

(https://i.makeagif.com/media/10-26-2015/tRA8_G.gif)

MOTHAFUCKA SAID ICE CREAM B!


(i wish i wouldve went with this post first, but whatever.)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on April 28, 2017, 01:47:15 PM

busting your load in girls is the best thing you can do in life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on April 28, 2017, 03:00:47 PM

I've still never done it, even when I know she's on the pill I get freaked out. I want to change that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on April 28, 2017, 04:17:22 PM

Hey even if she's lying it's almost worth it. Mostly because the kind of girl that lies about it being cool if you cum in her is not the same kind of girl you'd be in a relationship with, so that kid is her problem.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on April 29, 2017, 01:51:14 AM

Jesus Christ SFB, hahahahahahaha.


But yeah, puking inside a girl is magical. Go for it next time if the opportunity presents itself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on April 29, 2017, 08:57:04 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on April 29, 2017, 01:51:14 AM

Jesus Christ SFB, hahahahahahaha.


But yeah, puking inside a girl is magical. Go for it next time if the opportunity presents itself.

Hahaha, gnarly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on April 29, 2017, 12:37:46 PM

preface by saying being a father is amazing but god damn does it suck at times ..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cuban_Lynx on April 29, 2017, 07:56:19 PM

Quote from: straight on April 29, 2017, 12:37:46 PM

preface by saying being a father is amazing but god damn does it suck at times ..

It sucks most of the time, but probably because my kids are only 4 and 6.

The pill thing always freaked me out. I had a close friend who was one of the 0.1% who still managed to get pregnant by her boyfriend. That's why I've always been a strong anal advocate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 30, 2017, 02:11:28 AM

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preface by saying being a father is amazing but god damn does it suck at times ..

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It sucks most of the time, but probably because my kids are only 4 and 6.

The pill thing always freaked me out. I had a close friend who was one of the 0.1% who still managed to get pregnant by her boyfriend. That's why I've always been a strong anal advocate.

This should be your strap line if you ever run for orifice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cuban_Lynx on April 30, 2017, 07:27:44 AM

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preface by saying being a father is amazing but god damn does it suck at times ..

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It sucks most of the time, but probably because my kids are only 4 and 6.

The pill thing always freaked me out. I had a close friend who was one of the 0.1% who still managed to get pregnant by her boyfriend. That's why I've always been a strong anal advocate.

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This should be your strap line if you ever run for orifice.

Rahm Emanuel, I'm coming for your job! Can't fund CPS? Community violence out of control? No budget for Planned Parenthood? I've got your solution right here. *music playing: anal love in the heart of the city*

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on May 01, 2017, 12:39:59 PM

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preface by saying being a father is amazing but god damn does it suck at times ..

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It sucks most of the time, but probably because my kids are only 4 and 6.

The pill thing always freaked me out. I had a close friend who was one of the 0.1% who still managed to get pregnant by her boyfriend. That's why I've always been a strong anal advocate.

a good way is just not to cum inside your girl (on pill of course) when she's close to ovulation.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on May 01, 2017, 12:49:30 PM

But you should also cum inside a girl whenever you get the chance because it feels great and a kid would be more of a YP than a MP.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on May 01, 2017, 04:02:33 PM

sfb how many women have been victims to your cumming inside experience?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on May 01, 2017, 07:03:07 PM

I feel like we might have different ideas of what "a lot" and "not a lot" could be

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on May 02, 2017, 11:11:13 AM

I would say:

a lot: more than 10

not a lot: 2

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on May 02, 2017, 11:21:05 AM

Then yeah a lot

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on May 02, 2017, 04:42:46 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on May 01, 2017, 12:49:30 PM

But you should also cum inside a girl whenever you get the chance because it feels great and a kid would be more of a YP than a MP.

I stand by this, most the time i do this just cause im to caught up in the moment to pull out. Ive came in more girls then i have in condoms or pulling out for sure, i always feel stupid and nervous afterwards yet i never learn

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on May 03, 2017, 04:34:25 AM

i have too many friends who have ended up with tinder kids cos they dont wanna wear a johnny. sack that! noone likes condoms but if you cant control yourself enough to pull out you should just bite the bullet.

pulling out and jizzing on the tits is hella fun anyways, why deny yourself the bank footage haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on May 03, 2017, 04:57:11 AM

I'm talking about blasting off when the situation allows it, don't go spraying it in there with no discretion. All willy-nilly. That's asking for trouble.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on May 03, 2017, 12:09:40 PM

Quote from: dirtyweemidden on May 03, 2017, 04:34:25 AM

i have too many friends who have ended up with tinder kids cos they dont wanna wear a johnny. sack that! noone likes condoms but if you cant control yourself enough to pull out you should just bite the bullet.

pulling out and jizzing on the tits is hella fun anyways, why deny yourself the bank footage haha

fuck yeah
(https://media.giphy.com/media/11lbipplIWvyDu/giphy.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cuban_Lynx on May 03, 2017, 12:34:30 PM

Now that I have kids, I'm thinking about getting snipped.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RCB3 on May 03, 2017, 01:07:34 PM

Quote from: Cuban_Lynx on May 03, 2017, 12:34:30 PM

Now that I have kids, I'm thinking about getting snipped.

Make sure if you do you blow enough loads post surgery to get rid of all the sperm with baby producing capabilities. Obviously I'd assume your doc would explain all this, but I know people who've had kids down the road because they didn't wait long enough. My friend's doctor said he needed to shoot a load around 100 times before it's safe, but you can go back in and test the sperm to make sure it's all good to go.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on May 03, 2017, 01:20:30 PM

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Now that I have kids, I'm thinking about getting snipped.

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Make sure if you do you blow enough loads post surgery to get rid of all the sperm with baby producing capabilities. Obviously I'd assume your doc would explain all this, but I know people who've had kids down the road because they didn't wait long enough. My friend's doctor said he needed to shoot a load around 100 times before it's safe, but you can go back in and test the sperm to make sure it's all good to go.

Wow, this is something I would not have considered, but it makes a lot of sense.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on May 03, 2017, 01:37:47 PM

You learn something new on Slap every day! haha

Honestly, I've gotten so used to them that I don't feel comfortable without wearing a Jimmy cap. Could be that one saved me from bruising (Nuva rings can suck) and since then I'm kinda scarred mentally.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on May 03, 2017, 01:56:18 PM

I used to never wear condoms because i was on a lot of anxiety meds (well just a high dose of an SSRI) and they never made me cum. Also i didn't care if i got an STD so there was really no point of me wearing one, but the girls knew i didn't wear one. I didn't pull a switcheroo or anything. Now that i decreased my meds i always wear a condom. Still don't care about an STD, just don't want a kid. I actually think from time to time that some kid is going to show up on my doorstep saying they're my kid because you never know about pre-cum 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on May 03, 2017, 02:20:28 PM

Sometimes I wear jimmies, sometimes I don't, the times I didn't, I probably should have.

Ad for kids with a cunt, new identity and skipping state. If I win custody battle though I'm taking those monthly payments and selling my child to the occult.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on May 03, 2017, 02:28:57 PM

Sheeeyit, I still be nuttin kinda quick even with a rubber. Meth and Viagra is were its at.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on May 03, 2017, 02:36:20 PM

Yeah its no debate raw feels better though. Lost my virginity raw, almost nutted insider her (16 and pregnant) luckily I just sprayed her stomach and couch though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on May 03, 2017, 03:21:06 PM

Quote from: tobey on May 03, 2017, 01:56:18 PM

I used to never wear condoms because i was on a lot of anxiety meds (well just a high dose of an SSRI) and they never made me cum. Also i didn't care if i got an STD so there was really no point of me wearing one, but the girls knew i didn't wear one. I didn't pull a switcheroo or anything. Now that i decreased my meds i always wear a condom. Still don't care about an STD, just don't want a kid. I actually think from time to time that some kid is going to show up on my doorstep saying they're my kid because you never know about pre-cum 

I have to ask.....why ?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on May 03, 2017, 03:24:26 PM

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I used to never wear condoms because i was on a lot of anxiety meds (well just a high dose of an SSRI) and they never made me cum. Also i didn't care if i got an STD so there was really no point of me wearing one, but the girls knew i didn't wear one. I didn't pull a switcheroo or anything. Now that i decreased my meds i always wear a condom. Still don't care about an STD, just don't want a kid. I actually think from time to time that some kid is going to show up on my doorstep saying they're my kid because you never know about pre-cum 

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I have to ask.....why ?

There are worse things to worry about in life. Also im a piece of shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cuban_Lynx on May 03, 2017, 05:07:11 PM

Quote from: RCB3 on May 03, 2017, 01:07:34 PM

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Now that I have kids, I'm thinking about getting snipped.

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Make sure if you do you blow enough loads post surgery to get rid of all the sperm with baby producing capabilities. Obviously I'd assume your doc would explain all this, but I know people who've had kids down the road because they didn't wait long enough. My friend's doctor said he needed to shoot a load around 100 times before it's safe, but you can go back in and test the sperm to make sure it's all good to go.

Shoot, I'm 7-years married with a 4 and 5-year-old, so discarding 100 loads between sessions should be no problem. Good to know, though!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on May 03, 2017, 05:11:44 PM

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Now that I have kids, I'm thinking about getting snipped.

[close]

Make sure if you do you blow enough loads post surgery to get rid of all the sperm with baby producing capabilities. Obviously I'd assume your doc would explain all this, but I know people who've had kids down the road because they didn't wait long enough. My friend's doctor said he needed to shoot a load around 100 times before it's safe, but you can go back in and test the sperm to make sure it's all good to go.

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Shoot, I'm married with a 4 and 5-year-old, so discarding 100 loads between sessions should be no problem. Good to know, though!

Freeze your sperm for future species. You never know, burying you sperm capsules in the woods or something, could come in handy.

My confession is I did - a lot drugs, humanly impossible almost, I dun goofed. I'm going to rehab and becoming vegan though... hehe yeah right

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on May 03, 2017, 05:50:24 PM

I have 0 kids and I want to keep it that way. Always wanted to get cut but not sure if I should yet (26). To those who have been, what is it like? also how much did it cost?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 03, 2017, 11:07:38 PM

Quote from: h00man on May 03, 2017, 05:50:24 PM

I have 0 kids and I want to keep it that way. Always wanted to get cut but not sure if I should yet (26). To those who have been, what is it like? also how much did it cost?

DIY or die man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on May 04, 2017, 04:21:18 AM

I feel like there is going to be a punk band in 18 years called "Tinder Kids"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on May 04, 2017, 11:02:07 AM

Plenty of gen pool polluters here...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on May 04, 2017, 05:04:54 PM

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Damn, that's heavy. Maybe massaging the pelvic muscles might help? Hopefully it wears off soon.

As for my plans. I made plans for Sunday to go to a restaurant she's never been to but 4 people got fired/quit at work and I had to fill in Sunday. So I cancelled, got out early but it was too late to get ice cream at cold stone

*Edit: Asked her to Cold Stone today and we went. I thought she wanted to leave when we were done but, she wanted to walk around town. It was nice and we talked. I went out to slide my way into her hand and she had her phone in it. All I can say is it was nice. We even kinda put planes in the air for future stuff.

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See dude, it's not that hard at all. There is no rush to get into anything, and if anything you having to cancel to go to work could have been a good thing. It's good to have your own life and things to do because one thing I can tell you is that girls don't like when they aren't the super interested or clingy one. If you're so readily available for her every beck and call or are acting like you're interested in shit that she likes but you don't then you could come off as desperate. Plus when you do this you don't end up doing things that you really aren't interested in.

Either way it sounds like you're doing alright, where do you work that 4 people just peaced out?

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Restaurant in a college town. It's that time of the year when people leave jobs to focus on school work so it's not surprising.
Also, forgot to mention that I texted her I had a good time and looked forward to the next time. Which was hinted at.

I fell asleep in class and didn't get the chance to ask her before or after. But as I came out I saw her and asked her if she was free this Sunday (working 6PM to 3AM this weekend) and she said yes. Now I wait

*Edit: After working a 13 hour shift (co-workers are cunts) I realized that because my shifts are thursday through saturday from 9 PM to 3 AM maybe I don't have the time. I got the the job to buy skate stuff, good beer, and go out with friends. So far work has done the opposite.
*Edit #2: Found out this was her last semester because she got into nursing school. An this is the second to last week of the semester.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: swag nollies on May 04, 2017, 07:56:20 PM

I don't remember what drugs I took shit isl all cicles I'm hav ta ridee thid one out. ummm hh mmmm

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fullcab on May 15, 2017, 08:35:44 AM

I fill dimebags with caffeine powder and throw them all around town

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on May 15, 2017, 07:29:44 PM

Quote from: fullcab on May 15, 2017, 08:35:44 AM

I fill dimebags with caffeine powder and throw them all around town

Are you the reincarnation of bawtard?

I haven't jerked off in over two days. It's kind of an accomplishment for me, sadly. I feel more clear-headed and slightly happier. Sometimes, I do jerk off, but stop right before any pre-ejaculate comes out...some weird, "Tantric," shit. It's kind of cheating but I need to take baby steps.  Next time I have sex, ejaculating is going to feel fucking amazing, but I have a feeling that whoever I'm with isn't going to be stoked on all the semen.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on May 15, 2017, 09:04:21 PM

Quote from: Pigeon on May 15, 2017, 07:29:44 PM

I haven't seen the DC Video

i fixed that for you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on May 20, 2017, 03:16:27 PM

I've kissed more dudes this year than females.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on May 20, 2017, 04:24:55 PM

Quote from: Pigeon on May 15, 2017, 07:29:44 PM

I haven't jerked off in over two days. It's kind of an accomplishment for me, sadly. I feel more clear-headed and slightly happier. Sometimes, I do jerk off, but stop right before any pre-ejaculate comes out...some weird, "Tantric," shit. It's kind of cheating but I need to take baby steps.  Next time I have sex, ejaculating is going to feel fucking amazing, but I have a feeling that whoever I'm with isn't going to be stoked on all the semen.

I did that shit for a couple weeks and I turned hella agro and wanted to fight any jabroni that looked my way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 21, 2017, 05:04:33 AM

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I haven't jerked off in over two days. It's kind of an accomplishment for me, sadly. I feel more clear-headed and slightly happier. Sometimes, I do jerk off, but stop right before any pre-ejaculate comes out...some weird, "Tantric," shit. It's kind of cheating but I need to take baby steps.  Next time I have sex, ejaculating is going to feel fucking amazing, but I have a feeling that whoever I'm with isn't going to be stoked on all the semen.

[close]

I did that shit for a couple weeks and I turned hella agro and wanted to fight any jabroni that looked my way.

(https://i.giphy.com/7L4uN4BK9IegU.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on May 21, 2017, 02:05:29 PM

Haha pretty much ^

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on May 21, 2017, 08:54:01 PM

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I haven't jerked off in over two days. It's kind of an accomplishment for me, sadly. I feel more clear-headed and slightly happier. Sometimes, I do jerk off, but stop right before any pre-ejaculate comes out...some weird, "Tantric," shit. It's kind of cheating but I need to take baby steps.  Next time I have sex, ejaculating is going to feel fucking amazing, but I have a feeling that whoever I'm with isn't going to be stoked on all the semen.

[close]

I did that shit for a couple weeks and I turned hella agro and wanted to fight any jabroni that looked my way.

[close]

(https://i.giphy.com/7L4uN4BK9IegU.gif)

I laughed at this post until recently. I dropped something at work and was all frustrated to the point that i almost dropped the guy. Beat my meat today and I've been really relaxed. There goes my pop and flick for a few days lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: master p on May 22, 2017, 08:25:56 AM

I aint jerked in bout 5 days maybe longer, I just don't feel like it, not even a single edge.

My dick is depressed. I even got a back and head rub by some hot young ass and didn't even jerk off that night. Its crazy for me like...

I gotta bust one out today I guess.

But if you don't jerk everyday and edge a lot you be mad animalistic around females. I think its a good thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on May 22, 2017, 10:24:54 AM

Read an article about watching too much porn and how it will affect your sex life. Someone mentioned it on here a few pages back too. Bummed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on May 22, 2017, 01:39:13 PM

I jerk off almost every night and that's why I don't give a fuck what happens

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: master p on May 22, 2017, 05:40:12 PM

Yall bust big ass nuts? I do even if I jerk everyday. I need to find me a cum lovin slut.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on May 23, 2017, 03:11:00 AM

I've been on holiday for a week with a bunch of lads. Doesn't help that there's so many beautiful people in Budapest. Every morning I'm waking up horny as fuck. Can't wait to get back home and have sexy time with the misses.

Also, on the topic of big loads, mine are average sized I think, bit I'm really into the idea of big loads, so a while ago I started taking some folic acid and zinc supplements, trying to wear more loose boxers and drinking loads of water and staying hydrated and letting more time between jacking off: still no real difference. I think I just have small balls.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on May 23, 2017, 07:13:12 AM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on May 23, 2017, 03:11:00 AM

Also, on the topic of big loads, mine are average sized I think, bit I'm really into the idea of big loads, so a while ago I started taking some folic acid and zinc supplements, trying to wear more loose boxers and drinking loads of water and staying hydrated and letting more time between jacking off: still no real difference. I think I just have small balls.

It only makes a difference if I go like a month without ejaculating. It gets to the point where my balls are swollen and there's barely any space between my dick and balls, though. I don't bust a nut like in pornos, but my loads are noticeably larger. If I just go a week without, my semen is a lot thicker and more white in color, but there's not a big difference in load size.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: master p on May 23, 2017, 09:21:52 AM

Yeh my balls are kinda big that's probably it. Not huge but above average... like I be watchin porn and be like.... I could get that THWACK THWACK goin... this nigga doin his little tap tap tap, little balls ass nigga...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on May 23, 2017, 10:37:56 AM

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Also, on the topic of big loads, mine are average sized I think, bit I'm really into the idea of big loads, so a while ago I started taking some folic acid and zinc supplements, trying to wear more loose boxers and drinking loads of water and staying hydrated and letting more time between jacking off: still no real difference. I think I just have small balls.

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It only makes a difference if I go like a month without ejaculating. It gets to the point where my balls are swollen and there's barely any space between my dick and balls, though. I don't bust a nut like in pornos, but my loads are noticeably larger. If I just go a week without, my semen is a lot thicker and more white in color, but there's not a big difference in load size.

How does one go a whole month without cumming?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on May 23, 2017, 11:16:44 AM

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Also, on the topic of big loads, mine are average sized I think, bit I'm really into the idea of big loads, so a while ago I started taking some folic acid and zinc supplements, trying to wear more loose boxers and drinking loads of water and staying hydrated and letting more time between jacking off: still no real difference. I think I just have small balls.

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It only makes a difference if I go like a month without ejaculating. It gets to the point where my balls are swollen and there's barely any space between my dick and balls, though. I don't bust a nut like in pornos, but my loads are noticeably larger. If I just go a week without, my semen is a lot thicker and more white in color, but there's not a big difference in load size.

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How does one go a whole month without cumming?

Work 12+ hours a day and spend your free time between: walking the dog, skateboarding and household tasks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dirtymac on May 23, 2017, 11:58:20 AM

Does not compute. You never rubbed one off at work? ???

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on May 23, 2017, 02:23:51 PM

Quote from: Dirtymac on May 23, 2017, 11:58:20 AM

Does not compute. You never rubbed one off at work? ???

I'm the kind of guy that goes out of his way to avoid shitting in public bathrooms, so I'm definitely not cool with masturbating in public. It feels good, but it's pathetic from a 3rd-person perspective. Just look in a mirror next time you masturbate, and you'll probably start holding off too. Also, when I jerk off regularly, I have little to no interest/incentive in trying to pick up women...I just get fucked up with the guys and rub a couple out before passing out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on May 23, 2017, 02:42:01 PM

Quote from: Dirtymac on May 23, 2017, 11:58:20 AM

Does not compute. You never rubbed one off at work? ???

Im guilty of rubbing one out at every place ive ever worked. Also last week i tried to go a few days without jacking it, then had a fucken wet dream on the 3rd day, woke up to me jizzing all over my damn sheets, i felt shame

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on May 23, 2017, 03:35:41 PM

dude that's fuckin gross, shame on you, for real

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on May 23, 2017, 04:24:08 PM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on May 23, 2017, 03:35:41 PM

dude that's fuckin gross, shame on you, for real

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Esquivel on May 26, 2017, 12:55:55 AM

Wanking while shitting (pre-wipe) @ work is where its at

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dirtymac on May 26, 2017, 09:19:40 AM

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Does not compute. You never rubbed one off at work? ???

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I'm the kind of guy that goes out of his way to avoid shitting in public bathrooms, so I'm definitely not cool with masturbating in public. It feels good, but it's pathetic from a 3rd-person perspective. Just look in a mirror next time you masturbate, and you'll probably start holding off too. Also, when I jerk off regularly, I have little to no interest/incentive in trying to pick up women...I just get fucked up with the guys and rub a couple out before passing out.

Oh ok well I'm married so that's not an issue......I just had a thought how funny it would be if you responded, "I am too dog"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dirtymac on May 26, 2017, 09:20:42 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on May 23, 2017, 03:35:41 PM

dude that's fuckin gross, shame on you, for real

code for, "I jerk off at work almost daily"... ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: im a girl on May 26, 2017, 09:47:00 AM

If you don't shit at the same time they're gonna know you just went in the bathroom to jerk off. They will be able to see it on your face.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on May 28, 2017, 06:22:40 AM

Just remember that this is the lowest point in your life so far. It's not over yet.

Things change. They always do. Whether you want them to or not and whether you notice them or not. Maybe they'll get better, maybe they'll get worse, but they absolutely will change.

It'll pass and you'll keep going.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on May 28, 2017, 08:50:34 AM

Quote from: Dirtymac on May 26, 2017, 09:19:40 AM

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Does not compute. You never rubbed one off at work? ???

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I'm the kind of guy that goes out of his way to avoid shitting in public bathrooms, so I'm definitely not cool with masturbating in public. It feels good, but it's pathetic from a 3rd-person perspective. Just look in a mirror next time you masturbate, and you'll probably start holding off too. Also, when I jerk off regularly, I have little to no interest/incentive in trying to pick up women...I just get fucked up with the guys and rub a couple out before passing out.

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Oh ok well I'm married so that's not an issue......I just had a thought how funny it would be if you responded, "I am too dog"

If he doesn't have time to jerk off, he sure as shit doesn't have time to pick up women.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on May 29, 2017, 04:27:45 AM

Who is too busy to jerk off? What are you keeping a collapsing star from swallowing the universe? No one is so busy they can't jerk off.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on May 29, 2017, 07:39:24 AM

I wrote about my CPPS/pelvic floor problems a month or two back. The issue is that my pelvic floor is really tight and sore all the time and I can´t relax it. As a possible result of this, I have no sex drive/feel little pleasure during sex.

I recently went a couple of weeks without masturbation/sex. After that time off, I had sex. During sex I realized I still don´t really feel anything and was pretty indifferent to if I came or not.

On one hand, It´s weird having such a low sex drive, kind of messes with your (sexual/gender) identity. On the other hand, I´m rather productive.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on May 31, 2017, 08:42:53 AM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on May 28, 2017, 06:22:40 AM

Just remember that this is the lowest point in your life so far. It's not over yet.

Things change. They always do. Whether you want them to or not and whether you notice them or not. Maybe they'll get better, maybe they'll get worse, but they absolutely will change.

It'll pass and you'll keep going.

Thanks. I needed some time to clear my head and get shit figured out. I got on an installment plan to pay for my medical bills, but it's fucked. My credit cards are maxed out and I still have another three installments for my dog's veterinary bills. I've been really depressed these past couple days but had to give my dog to my friend and his girlfriend. All of the shelters were full because dumbass college kids get pets and leave them after they graduate. I can't even remember the last time I cried or teared up, but I'm just glad that my dog is going to be in good hands. Plus, I'll be able to visit him, if I ever take a trip to Detroit. I'm sorting through all my shit and trying to sell most of it. Then, I'm traveling with two bags and a set of trucks/wheels/bearings to couch surf until I get on my feet. I'm supposed to start a programming boot camp soon, which lands me a job after the three months. I just want to minimalistic as possible, and use my money to travel and explore new places. It's also why I'm never getting a dog. I've passed on a lot of opportunities to travel, but have no regrets. I love him and have never been attached to a person as much as him. It also sucked seeing him also get stressed out while moving out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on May 31, 2017, 11:43:32 PM

I've built up my next sexual conquest due to a serious dry spell to the point that I almost want to avoid it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on June 01, 2017, 07:59:28 AM

Quote from: Pigeon on May 31, 2017, 08:42:53 AM

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Just remember that this is the lowest point in your life so far. It's not over yet.

Things change. They always do. Whether you want them to or not and whether you notice them or not. Maybe they'll get better, maybe they'll get worse, but they absolutely will change.

It'll pass and you'll keep going.

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Thanks. I needed some time to clear my head and get shit figured out. I got on an installment plan to pay for my medical bills, but it's fucked. My credit cards are maxed out and I still have another three installments for my dog's veterinary bills. I've been really depressed these past couple days but had to give my dog to my friend and his girlfriend. All of the shelters were full because dumbass college kids get pets and leave them after they graduate. I can't even remember the last time I cried or teared up, but I'm just glad that my dog is going to be in good hands. Plus, I'll be able to visit him, if I ever take a trip to Detroit. I'm sorting through all my shit and trying to sell most of it. Then, I'm traveling with two bags and a set of trucks/wheels/bearings to couch surf until I get on my feet. I'm supposed to start a programming boot camp soon, which lands me a job after the three months. I just want to minimalistic as possible, and use my money to travel and explore new places. It's also why I'm never getting a dog. I've passed on a lot of opportunities to travel, but have no regrets. I love him and have never been attached to a person as much as him. It also sucked seeing him also get stressed out while moving out.

Don't stress out about debt too much. I know it's "very important" but no it isn't. There's no such thing as a debtor's prison anymore and they aren't going to come break your kneecaps. I was in debt with no way to pay it back for a long time and would just tell them to fuck off. If they'd call me ask them what they were going to do about it? They have no move on you. You sound like me at that time. They can't take a house or car I didn't have and I didn't make enough to garnish my wages, so suck my dick you get nothing. I pay minimal payments now because I simply do not want to pay them back. My credit is awful but my wife's is good so everything is in her name. It's beautiful. The worst thing they could do to you is kill you, and they aren't gonna kill you.

Do the coding thing, focus ALL of your efforts on that while it's going on. Don't go out, don't go partying, don't do any of that. Do nothing but your work for the time it's going on, focus, get the job, and go travel. Freelancing while single and not tied down was one of the best times of my life. I was always going to new places and I got to jam my ding dong in a lot of girls who never wanted to see me again aka best case scenario. You can settle down and get another dog later. Life is really, really long.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on June 01, 2017, 03:27:40 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on June 01, 2017, 07:59:28 AM

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Just remember that this is the lowest point in your life so far. It's not over yet.

Things change. They always do. Whether you want them to or not and whether you notice them or not. Maybe they'll get better, maybe they'll get worse, but they absolutely will change.

It'll pass and you'll keep going.

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Thanks. I needed some time to clear my head and get shit figured out. I got on an installment plan to pay for my medical bills, but it's fucked. My credit cards are maxed out and I still have another three installments for my dog's veterinary bills. I've been really depressed these past couple days but had to give my dog to my friend and his girlfriend. All of the shelters were full because dumbass college kids get pets and leave them after they graduate. I can't even remember the last time I cried or teared up, but I'm just glad that my dog is going to be in good hands. Plus, I'll be able to visit him, if I ever take a trip to Detroit. I'm sorting through all my shit and trying to sell most of it. Then, I'm traveling with two bags and a set of trucks/wheels/bearings to couch surf until I get on my feet. I'm supposed to start a programming boot camp soon, which lands me a job after the three months. I just want to minimalistic as possible, and use my money to travel and explore new places. It's also why I'm never getting a dog. I've passed on a lot of opportunities to travel, but have no regrets. I love him and have never been attached to a person as much as him. It also sucked seeing him also get stressed out while moving out.

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Don't stress out about debt too much. I know it's "very important" but no it isn't. There's no such thing as a debtor's prison anymore and they aren't going to come break your kneecaps. I was in debt with no way to pay it back for a long time and would just tell them to fuck off. If they'd call me ask them what they were going to do about it? They have no move on you. You sound like me at that time. They can't take a house or car I didn't have and I didn't make enough to garnish my wages, so suck my dick you get nothing. I pay minimal payments now because I simply do not want to pay them back. My credit is awful but my wife's is good so everything is in her name. It's beautiful. The worst thing they could do to you is kill you, and they aren't gonna kill you.

Do the coding thing, focus ALL of your efforts on that while it's going on. Don't go out, don't go partying, don't do any of that. Do nothing but your work for the time it's going on, focus, get the job, and go travel. Freelancing while single and not tied down was one of the best times of my life. I was always going to new places and I got to jam my ding dong in a lot of girls who never wanted to see me again aka best case scenario. You can settle down and get another dog later. Life is really, really long.

This advice is amazing. As long as your dog has a great life SFB is one hundred percent correct.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on June 01, 2017, 07:15:12 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on May 29, 2017, 04:27:45 AM

Who is too busy to jerk off? What are you keeping a collapsing star from swallowing the universe? No one is so busy they can't jerk off.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: asakusa75 on June 02, 2017, 04:29:36 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on June 01, 2017, 07:59:28 AM

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Just remember that this is the lowest point in your life so far. It's not over yet.

Things change. They always do. Whether you want them to or not and whether you notice them or not. Maybe they'll get better, maybe they'll get worse, but they absolutely will change.

It'll pass and you'll keep going.

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Thanks. I needed some time to clear my head and get shit figured out. I got on an installment plan to pay for my medical bills, but it's fucked. My credit cards are maxed out and I still have another three installments for my dog's veterinary bills. I've been really depressed these past couple days but had to give my dog to my friend and his girlfriend. All of the shelters were full because dumbass college kids get pets and leave them after they graduate. I can't even remember the last time I cried or teared up, but I'm just glad that my dog is going to be in good hands. Plus, I'll be able to visit him, if I ever take a trip to Detroit. I'm sorting through all my shit and trying to sell most of it. Then, I'm traveling with two bags and a set of trucks/wheels/bearings to couch surf until I get on my feet. I'm supposed to start a programming boot camp soon, which lands me a job after the three months. I just want to minimalistic as possible, and use my money to travel and explore new places. It's also why I'm never getting a dog. I've passed on a lot of opportunities to travel, but have no regrets. I love him and have never been attached to a person as much as him. It also sucked seeing him also get stressed out while moving out.

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Don't stress out about debt too much. I know it's "very important" but no it isn't. There's no such thing as a debtor's prison anymore and they aren't going to come break your kneecaps. I was in debt with no way to pay it back for a long time and would just tell them to fuck off. If they'd call me ask them what they were going to do about it? They have no move on you. You sound like me at that time. They can't take a house or car I didn't have and I didn't make enough to garnish my wages, so suck my dick you get nothing. I pay minimal payments now because I simply do not want to pay them back. My credit is awful but my wife's is good so everything is in her name. It's beautiful. The worst thing they could do to you is kill you, and they aren't gonna kill you.

Do the coding thing, focus ALL of your efforts on that while it's going on. Don't go out, don't go partying, don't do any of that. Do nothing but your work for the time it's going on, focus, get the job, and go travel. Freelancing while single and not tied down was one of the best times of my life. I was always going to new places and I got to jam my ding dong in a lot of girls who never wanted to see me again aka best case scenario. You can settle down and get another dog later. Life is really, really long.

I particularly liked this part. Solid advice. 10/10.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MostlyLurkin' on June 07, 2017, 05:45:51 PM

The last couple of years I've become addicted to fitness.
I don't really skate that much anymore, but I try to keep myself updated on whats going on.

Call me a kook, jock or whatever, but the feeling I get when I lift weights is so fucking good.

The downside is that I've put on 20 lbs in muscle mass since I began, and my balance is all fucked up when I skate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on June 07, 2017, 05:50:32 PM

Quote from: MostlyLurkin' on June 07, 2017, 05:45:51 PM

The last couple of years I've become addicted to fitness.
I don't really skate that much anymore, but I try to keep myself updated on whats going on.

Call me a kook, jock or whatever, but the feeling I get when I lift weights is so fucking good.

The downside is that I've put on 20 lbs in muscle mass since I began, and my balance is all fucked up when I skate.

I got into lifting this year mainly because my ankle has been fucked and never went to the actual doctor to get it checked out. This past year i could skate like once a week (maybe at that) but then have to take a week off cause my ankle was all jacked up. So i been going to physical rehab on that thing but been lifting like 3-4 times a week. When i do a new weight it feels like i landed a new trick. Lets fight people if they call us jocks 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: behavioralguide on June 07, 2017, 06:12:55 PM

Quote from: Dr-Feelgood on May 23, 2017, 02:42:01 PM

woke up to me jizzing all over my damn sheets, i felt shameamazing

never had a wet dream before, not even in my teens,

i love dreaming and i get really invested them, but when it comes to erotic dreams, they've always been more of a taunt.
You never reach the climax or plot of the story :/ \:
You wake up with a raging boner, bummed that the whole scenario you worked out wasnt real...

So when i had the wet dream, man, livin'the dream, but really. As if it really happened, ultimate fantasy became true, almost better then life

super stoked

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on June 08, 2017, 01:20:24 AM

Yeah, I have no idea why someone be ashamed of themselves for a wet dream, they feel awesome and it's a great way to start the day.

I've been keen to get into a consistent weight lifting routine, it's just hard to put the time aside and even harder for me to eat enough calories / macros for a consistent amount of time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on June 08, 2017, 06:14:38 AM

Quote from: MostlyLurkin' on June 07, 2017, 05:45:51 PM

The last couple of years I've become addicted to fitness.
I don't really skate that much anymore, but I try to keep myself updated on whats going on.

Call me a kook, jock or whatever, but the feeling I get when I lift weights is so fucking good.

The downside is that I've put on 20 lbs in muscle mass since I began, and my balance is all fucked up when I skate.

i had a friend who this happened to. he was a skinny asian kid, then got into lifting and pretty much doubled the size of his upper body and it threw his balance off completely. my friends and i used to tease him whenever he was struggling with tricks and tell him he wasnt strong enough to land them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on June 12, 2017, 01:24:29 AM

Quote from: Esquivel on May 26, 2017, 12:55:55 AM

Wanking while shitting (pre-wipe) @ work is where its at

Careful yo!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gzxQgRbTesA (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gzxQgRbTesA)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on June 12, 2017, 01:40:00 PM

Started taking some diet supplements to try and give me a bigger load. It's kind of fun. I don't know if any of it is working or not. Also gotta keep hydrated, wear looser underpants and hold off on cumming for at least a couple of days at a time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on June 12, 2017, 02:46:34 PM

Only one of those has an actual effect on how much jizz you jizz, and you guessed it it's the one where you save up all your jizz.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hercules Rockefeller on June 13, 2017, 01:34:03 AM

hahahaha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on June 15, 2017, 02:24:19 AM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on June 12, 2017, 01:40:00 PM

Started taking some diet supplements to try and give me a bigger load. It's kind of fun. I don't know if any of it is working or not. Also gotta keep hydrated, wear looser underpants and hold off on cumming for at least a couple of days at a time.

ZMA, I guess? Works pretty well for me, might be placebo, though. Very few products actually work.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on June 29, 2017, 09:47:59 AM

My dad has a lover in Jamaica me and my mom just found out about. He stayed back for two weeks after a 4 day family vacay to stay with her. Seeing my mom go through this has been gnarly, and I'm unsure if my lil brother even knows yet. He's the golden boy - basketball star doing high school way better than I did and really looks up to my dad. She's in her fifties so it's like, 'where I go from here?'
A lot of my friends and exes have gone through stuff like this so I've got support but it's still nuts. Happy I'll be renting at school soon, but don't want to leave my mom and brother behind.
I think he's moving his stuff out today.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Allen. on June 29, 2017, 10:39:45 AM

Just read  the last 5 pages and I'm stoked at how often the topic reverts back to beating off.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on June 29, 2017, 02:47:58 PM

Quote from: Dwyck on June 29, 2017, 09:47:59 AM

My dad has a lover in Jamaica me and my mom just found out about. He stayed back for two weeks after a 4 day family vacay to stay with her. Seeing my mom go through this has been gnarly, and I'm unsure if my lil brother even knows yet. He's the golden boy - basketball star doing high school way better than I did and really looks up to my dad. She's in her fifties so it's like, 'where I go from here?'
A lot of my friends and exes have gone through stuff like this so I've got support but it's still nuts. Happy I'll be renting at school soon, but don't want to leave my mom and brother behind.
I think he's moving his stuff out today.

damn that's lame as fuck, just to get with a played out sugar baby/hooker the whole family gets wrecked, smh, all the best to you and the fam man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Level 60 Dwarf Paladin on June 29, 2017, 03:14:48 PM

I just figured out what tumblr is.  I also found out what happens when you type in "asian butthole." I never have to leave the house again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on June 30, 2017, 05:50:22 AM

Quote from: Level 60 Dwarf Paladin on June 29, 2017, 03:14:48 PM

I just figured out what tumblr is.  I also found out what happens when you type in "asian butthole." I never have to leave the house again.

Well, if you're unfamiliar with this, better set some times aside...www.reddit.com/r/AsiansGoneWild/ (http://www.reddit.com/r/AsiansGoneWild/)
godspeed

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on June 30, 2017, 10:15:04 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on June 30, 2017, 05:50:22 AM

Quote from: Level 60 Dwarf Paladin on June 29, 2017, 03:14:48 PM

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I just figured out what tumblr is.  I also found out what happens when you type in "asian butthole." I never have to leave the house again.

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Well, if you're unfamiliar with this, better set some times aside...www.reddit.com/r/AsiansGoneWild/ (http://www.reddit.com/r/AsiansGoneWild/)
godspeed

Gnar'd, even if I'm going no fap to see if I skate better

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: planman on June 30, 2017, 10:58:00 AM

Quote from: Dwyck on June 29, 2017, 09:47:59 AM

My dad has a lover in Jamaica me and my mom just found out about. He stayed back for two weeks after a 4 day family vacay to stay with her. Seeing my mom go through this has been gnarly, and I'm unsure if my lil brother even knows yet. He's the golden boy - basketball star doing high school way better than I did and really looks up to my dad. She's in her fifties so it's like, 'where I go from here?'
A lot of my friends and exes have gone through stuff like this so I've got support but it's still nuts. Happy I'll be renting at school soon, but don't want to leave my mom and brother behind.
I think he's moving his stuff out today.

That's gnarly. I hope you and the rest of your fam come out okay. Your mom is still relatively young so there's a good chance she can still find someone else. How long have they been married?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on July 13, 2017, 11:06:33 AM

I posted this in the tinder thread, but the girl I was dating (whom I met on there) left me. She tells me she doesn't know if it was a good decision or not. What does that even mean? I've been bummed. Can't really go skate cause I've been getting over a sickness that occurred almost around the same time. It sucks that I've been in my room and can't stop thinking about what's happened.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on July 13, 2017, 12:30:26 PM

Quote from: h00man on July 13, 2017, 11:06:33 AM

I posted this in the tinder thread, but the girl I was dating (whom I met on there) left me. She tells me she doesn't know if it was a good decision or not. What does that even mean?

its hard breaking up with people, and life probably hasn't been sunshine and rainbows for her since she made her move, so shes probably second guessing it. that would be my bet.

im sure you like this girl and you two might've had a great relationship, but let me tell you from experience that that ship has sailed and getting back together is a bad decision. she has reasons why she chose to end it and those reasons probably havent gone away and probably wont for a while. it might be sad and painful for the both of you right now, but getting back together is just delaying that pain. heartbreak is a part of life, but you'll get through it, and better now than later. you'll be fine, man. she will too, and she can work through her shit on her own.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on July 14, 2017, 08:52:30 AM

So after my post in here before about how I was pretty happy with being with my girlfriend and how we really talked all the bullshit out from the beginning to make sure we're on the same page as much as possible, we aren't together anymore. I can't lie and say I didn't know this would be a problem from the start when she started dating me without taking any kind of break whatsoever between me and her last boyfriend.
I remember asking her like... "So you aren't gonna take a break or any time to yourself at all?" like right when they broke up. I had a feeling that would be a problem because she doesn't really know who she is. Perfect example, I've been vegan for 2 years after doing a ton of research and just seeing an overwhelming amount of evidence that it is the healthiest diet period, so it only made sense to me to be eating that way. This girl ate normal food when we started dating, and as you can probably guess she switched over to what I was doing, and the second we broke up she went back to eating meat and shit. That doesn't bother me, but what did was that she put shit on twitter how it was "so liberating" to eat pizza with meat on it again after more than a year. As if I totally made you or pressured you to be like me in any way... I used to make her chicken and shit because I knew she still ate it.
Anyway, to get back to my point about her not taking a break, the "reason" we broke up was because we both agreed that she needed to take time to herself to figure out who she is because she "felt like she can't be dating anyone right now" until she figured it out. Turns out to me, that was all just fake and a lie, because she started talking to a guy I know and would even have called a friend about a month before we broke up and I believe regardless of what she says that that was the real reason she wanted to break up. I think that there was some truth in breaking up with the reason for being alone, but in her mind that just means not putting a title on anything. Like "If we're not dating then I'm technically alone and I could figure out who I am."
This was pretty much the last straw for me willing to talk any problems out with her in the future and possibly get back together, especially because of 1 other twitter post, "Like I'm not looking for a boyfriend or anything, but whatever happens happens". This is exactly what I said to her when we started talking, but the difference is, I know who I am. Just quoting what I said and having a different approach to dating someone isn't going to change results of your internal problems... What an insult. Through not knowing who she is, and just doing whatever I like doing, she basically had a fake relationship with me because I have no idea who she is now or what she really wanted to do that she was suppressing, and on top of leaving I know she lied to me. It's not cheating to do what she did, but it's pretty much the closest you can possibly get.
 I have a certain comfort in knowing that no matter what happens I know any future relationship she pursues, whether it's just hooking up or dating someone or whatever, it will fail unless she can listen to what I told her she should do (just take time to yourself, without talking/dating/hooking up with anyone. From a completely unbiased standpoint too, not as someone trying to keep her to myself and tell her not to date someone for personal reasons...). I told her because I can see that's what her problem was and that I went through it myself. It's insane to me to be able to talk literally every single problem out to the root cause, and be able to mutually understand on practically anything to just have it end with someone being a piece of shit. It's actually pretty sad to think about because if that's what it was like with someone who you really feel that like minded connection with just to have them do you like that, how will that be different in the future? I've had her deleted on all social media accounts since then.
Gonna be single for a while, too much effort for a relationship sometimes. Plus there's too many cheeks out there and more than anything I need to focus on working and getting this company I have with some partners completely off the ground.

It's a CBD company if you want to check it out, CBD oil treats pain, epilepsy and anxiety better than opiates without negative side effects. The company site is cleanleafpharma.com (http://cleanleafpharma.com) ////end self promoting advertisement

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MintySandwhich on July 14, 2017, 09:28:38 AM

^Wow dude *slow clap*
Do you mind me asking how old you are Joe? You seem very mature. Kudos..


So I have a confession. It's been about a month since I broke up with my girlfriend of four years. We had a great time together, and it was definitely our most meaningful and longest relationship we both have ever had. We lived together, traveled together, and I hung out with her family who loved me. Out of left field, she decided that we needed to 'take a break from each other'. I didn't agree with this and basically said, there are no breaks, we're broken up for now. I had a foolish intention that we would get back together once some time has passed, but the more time that passes, the more I realize that I kind of don't want that. It really hurts me to say that I don't think it would be a good idea for us to get back together. She said we would have a date in a few months and see where we're are standing, and we would try again with a fresh start. I don't know if that was just her way of softening the break-up process, but I definitely believed it at the time she said it. She also said she was excited for our date in a month or two. But at this point, I'm kinda like 'wtf, no this isn't right'....

Part of me thinks, maybe she just wants to restart for whatever reason (she's about to be 23), and figure herself out. Or maybe she is just not interest in our realtionship anymore. But there is another part of me that's slowing taking over thinking, 'We love each other and work really well together, but we we don't have much in common. I'm starting to think that there is someone better out there for me and her alike, and it has been a internal struggle for me to try and let her go, even if she might not be trying to let go.

I'm kinda stuck thinking that we might be getting back together, but I KNOW that will NEVER happen, and I should just move on. It's just weird for me to start thinking this after just a month, but I'm ready to move forward.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on July 14, 2017, 10:19:28 AM

Quote from: Joe Pesci on July 14, 2017, 08:52:30 AM

I have a certain comfort in knowing that no matter what happens I know any future relationship she pursues, whether it's just hooking up or dating someone or whatever, it will fail unless she can listen to what I told her she should do (just take time to yourself, without talking/dating/hooking up with anyone.

do what you need to do to comfort yourself, but id say the biggest thing is just letting go. i felt like that at one time too, but honestly its petty to go on being comforted with the idea that someone will fail at their relationships just because theyre not with you or didnt learn for the relationship you had. you shouldnt care about what they do or how their relationships end up.

after my ex dumped me, she was on a plane to cali just weeks later to see the guy she dated before me. not long after that, she moved out there to be with his roommate. from my understanding shes now married to a different guy and they have kids and it sounds like shes doing pretty well. probably better than im doing, but i let all of that go a long time ago so now when i hear about her from friends, it doesnt get to me like it would had i held a grudge and told myself that she would never find happiness in another relationship. when i dated her, she couldnt make up her mind on anything and it made her a bad girlfriend in the long run. maybe she changed. either way, im just glad that im not bummed out that shes doing well now. that would suck.

im not trying to get down on you either. you made a lot of good points, but finding comfort in knowing that she'll fail is something i'd highly recommend staying away from. life is long and you never know when some people might turn their shit around.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on July 14, 2017, 10:20:27 AM

Joe, good riddance. You don't need that in your life.
Minty, what ever you do do not get back with her. Move on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on July 14, 2017, 11:03:29 AM

getting interviewed for some Viceland shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on July 14, 2017, 02:19:43 PM

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I have a certain comfort in knowing that no matter what happens I know any future relationship she pursues, whether it's just hooking up or dating someone or whatever, it will fail unless she can listen to what I told her she should do (just take time to yourself, without talking/dating/hooking up with anyone.

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do what you need to do to comfort yourself, but id say the biggest thing is just letting go. i felt like that at one time too, but honestly its petty to go on being comforted with the idea that someone will fail at their relationships just because theyre not with you or didnt learn for the relationship you had. you shouldnt care about what they do or how their relationships end up.

after my ex dumped me, she was on a plane to cali just weeks later to see the guy she dated before me. not long after that, she moved out there to be with his roommate. from my understanding shes now married to a different guy and they have kids and it sounds like shes doing pretty well. probably better than im doing, but i let all of that go a long time ago so now when i hear about her from friends, it doesnt get to me like it would had i held a grudge and told myself that she would never find happiness in another relationship. when i dated her, she couldnt make up her mind on anything and it made her a bad girlfriend in the long run. maybe she changed. either way, im just glad that im not bummed out that shes doing well now. that would suck.

im not trying to get down on you either. you made a lot of good points, but finding comfort in knowing that she'll fail is something i'd highly recommend staying away from. life is long and you never know when some people might turn their shit around.

I get what you're saying, but I either way I'm not interested in going back. I guess that isn't really what I meant, I definitely wasn't saying I'm holding a grudge... but I mean I know better now than to give her a chance. This is the second time she did this and I can honestly say even though I wish I could believe that she is being honest with me I refuse to give her another chance.

But even then it's like yeah I could give her another chance later... but this girl has done this to you twice already and even if she says she's changed for real and you want to believe her, at what point are you just being walked all over? Especially the talking to a guy that I would have said was a friend... that changes shit. If you talk to some random dude and realize shit isn't working and you need to do some soul searching, that's one thing. But when you hook up with someone I know personally, now there is no privacy between us. They know what I know, and that is a huge part of a relationship to me.

And maybe she will be some great person to whoever she gets with in the future, but that's not my business. But I do know one thing, and that is that her mom is the kind of person who very clearly has a lot of dark shit suppressed, and I tried to get my ex girl to talk about her shit, if not with me, with a counselor or whoever just to get it out there and deal with it. Her mom has this very strange way of speaking to you like she hears nothing you say at all, like she just has denied shit in her life to the point of almost really convincing herself it never happened. She was telling me about an asian restaurant I'd already been to, and even though I mentioned that about 4 times she just kept going on with "yeah they even have like a buffet and everything here I'll show you on my phone". Like she really just chooses what gets through to her brain for her to hear, and honestly I could kind of see how that could be related to just leaving your "problems" with someone else like it isn't coming from you.

I could be completely wrong, and obviously no one is perfect but I'm just saying... I've never believed substance abuse or denial and suppression of personal issues has helped anyone ever, and I have a standard for myself and I would just expect someone to want the same for themselves.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on July 14, 2017, 02:26:50 PM

Quote from: MintySandwhich on July 14, 2017, 09:28:38 AM

^Wow dude *slow clap*
Do you mind me asking how old you are Joe? You seem very mature. Kudos..


So I have a confession. It's been about a month since I broke up with my girlfriend of four years. We had a great time together, and it was definitely our most meaningful and longest relationship we both have ever had. We lived together, traveled together, and I hung out with her family who loved me. Out of left field, she decided that we needed to 'take a break from each other'. I didn't agree with this and basically said, there are no breaks, we're broken up for now. I had a foolish intention that we would get back together once some time has passed, but the more time that passes, the more I realize that I kind of don't want that. It really hurts me to say that I don't think it would be a good idea for us to get back together. She said we would have a date in a few months and see where we're are standing, and we would try again with a fresh start. I don't know if that was just her way of softening the break-up process, but I definitely believed it at the time she said it. She also said she was excited for our date in a month or two. But at this point, I'm kinda like 'wtf, no this isn't right'....

Part of me thinks, maybe she just wants to restart for whatever reason (she's about to be 23), and figure herself out. Or maybe she is just not interest in our realtionship anymore. But there is another part of me that's slowing taking over thinking, 'We love each other and work really well together, but we we don't have much in common. I'm starting to think that there is someone better out there for me and her alike, and it has been a internal struggle for me to try and let her go, even if she might not be trying to let go.

I'm kinda stuck thinking that we might be getting back together, but I KNOW that will NEVER happen, and I should just move on. It's just weird for me to start thinking this after just a month, but I'm ready to move forward.

I'm 26.

And that softening the break up process... that's exactly what I feel like she was trying to do, just like slide out of the relationship on sort of good terms but then go do whatever she said she wasn't gonna do. I remember one time when we first started talking, she said something to me and I wasn't sure if she was joking or not, and I asked her if she was. She said "We're not dating, so I don't have to lie". To which I responded something like "why are you dating someone if you have to lie to them about shit". But here we are anyway haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on July 15, 2017, 04:08:43 AM

I really want to break up with my girlfriend but it's been a long time since I've broken up with someone and I don't know how. I genuinely want to stay friends and there's nothing really wrong with the relationship, I just want to see other people. It makes a lot of sense in my head and I think she'll understand, it just feels like there's never a good time for it. Her family is coming to visit now for a few weeks, so I can't really do it for a while...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on July 15, 2017, 04:11:02 AM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on July 15, 2017, 04:08:43 AM

I really want to break up with my girlfriend but it's been a long time since I've broken up with someone and I don't know how. I genuinely want to stay friends and there's nothing really wrong with the relationship, I just want to see other people. It makes a lot of sense in my head and I think she'll understand, it just feels like there's never a good time for it. Her family is coming to visit now for a few weeks, so I can't really do it for a while...

No she won't. Just pull the trigger, a quick kill shot and exit stage left.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on July 15, 2017, 08:16:20 AM

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I really want to break up with my girlfriend but it's been a long time since I've broken up with someone and I don't know how. I genuinely want to stay friends and there's nothing really wrong with the relationship, I just want to see other people. It makes a lot of sense in my head and I think she'll understand, it just feels like there's never a good time for it. Her family is coming to visit now for a few weeks, so I can't really do it for a while...

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No she won't. Just pull the trigger, a quick kill shot and exit stage left.

Solid Rush album.
Anyway you're probably right.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wheelies on July 16, 2017, 11:01:47 AM

So broke right now I did Walmart return scam for a damn 40ouncer

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on July 16, 2017, 04:32:33 PM

I'm a sexual deviant James Joyce style. I'm like a less self destructive GG Allin! I wanna get pissed on, especially my chest and mouth, and I want to be suffocated with butthole. My dick barely works because I've been abusing it for years. I want a girl who is just the freakiest fucking freak. I want her to rip ass when I'm eating her pussy, and I wanna fuck her after a day's hard work when she's sweaty and fucking filthy. I'm a fucking pervert, and a savage, and I give zero fucks what anyone thinks!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on July 16, 2017, 04:39:01 PM

Quote from: Mongoloid on July 16, 2017, 04:32:33 PM

I'm a sexual deviant James Joyce style. I'm like a less self destructive GG Allin! I wanna get pissed on, especially my chest and mouth, and I want to be suffocated with butthole. My dick barely works because I've been abusing it for years. I want a girl who is just the freakiest fucking freak. I want her to rip ass when I'm eating her pussy, and I wanna fuck her after a day's hard work when she's sweaty and fucking filthy. I'm a fucking pervert, and a savage, and I give zero fucks what anyone thinks!

Do you wanna fuck her in the ass after she takes a shit, and then smear the shit from your dick all over your chest?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on July 16, 2017, 04:58:42 PM

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I'm a sexual deviant James Joyce style. I'm like a less self destructive GG Allin! I wanna get pissed on, especially my chest and mouth, and I want to be suffocated with butthole. My dick barely works because I've been abusing it for years. I want a girl who is just the freakiest fucking freak. I want her to rip ass when I'm eating her pussy, and I wanna fuck her after a day's hard work when she's sweaty and fucking filthy. I'm a fucking pervert, and a savage, and I give zero fucks what anyone thinks!

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Do you wanna fuck her in the ass after she takes a shit, and then smear the shit from your dick all over your chest?

I'm not really into scat, but like if her shit gets on my fingers or dick I'm game. Piss is an entirely different story!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on July 16, 2017, 07:35:22 PM

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I'm a sexual deviant James Joyce style. I'm like a less self destructive GG Allin! I wanna get pissed on, especially my chest and mouth, and I want to be suffocated with butthole. My dick barely works because I've been abusing it for years. I want a girl who is just the freakiest fucking freak. I want her to rip ass when I'm eating her pussy, and I wanna fuck her after a day's hard work when she's sweaty and fucking filthy. I'm a fucking pervert, and a savage, and I give zero fucks what anyone thinks!

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Do you wanna fuck her in the ass after she takes a shit, and then smear the shit from your dick all over your chest?

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I'm not really into scat, but like if her shit gets on my fingers or dick I'm game. Piss is an entirely different story!

Poo bad, pee whatever.I feel you brah.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 16, 2017, 11:28:27 PM

Quote from: Mongoloid on July 16, 2017, 04:32:33 PM

I'm a sexual deviant James Joyce style. I'm like a less self destructive GG Allin! I wanna get pissed on, especially my chest and mouth, and I want to be suffocated with butthole. My dick barely works because I've been abusing it for years. I want a girl who is just the freakiest fucking freak. I want her to rip ass when I'm eating her pussy, and I wanna fuck her after a day's hard work when she's sweaty and fucking filthy. I'm a fucking pervert, and a savage, and I give zero fucks what anyone thinks!

Can I ask how you destroyed your dick? Are we talking about some crazy toys, or just regular linear depreciation over the years?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on July 17, 2017, 05:39:25 AM

Hahaha oh man! To wake up to my drunk posts is always a trip.

I think I worded it harshly. My dick just simply isn't as sensetive as it should be, and it works ok.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on July 17, 2017, 10:49:28 AM

Quote from: Mongoloid on July 17, 2017, 05:39:25 AM

Hahaha oh man! To wake up to my drunk posts is always a trip.

I think I worded it harshly. My dick just simply isn't as sensetive as it should be, and it works ok.

We know now you filthy, dirty whore. Did you get laid though?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on July 17, 2017, 05:28:18 PM

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Hahaha oh man! To wake up to my drunk posts is always a trip.

I think I worded it harshly. My dick just simply isn't as sensetive as it should be, and it works ok.

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We know now you filthy, dirty whore. Did you get laid though?

Haha not yet, and this is probably why I'm a dirty filthy whore to the degree I currently am at.

The situation I'm in with this girl is something that is very hard to explain. We both have baggage to some degree, and that is keeping us from being physically apart for the time being. We are in love though, and it's gonna be some time till we'll have the opportunity again.

In the interim I've been fucking around with generic Cialis and Viagra from India. Which both work brilliant in their own respective ways.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on July 17, 2017, 08:08:34 PM

Quote from: Mongoloid on July 16, 2017, 04:32:33 PM

I'm a sexual deviant James Joyce style. I'm like a less self destructive GG Allin! I wanna get pissed on, especially my chest and mouth, and I want to be suffocated with butthole. My dick barely works because I've been abusing it for years. I want a girl who is just the freakiest fucking freak. I want her to rip ass when I'm eating her pussy, and I wanna fuck her after a day's hard work when she's sweaty and fucking filthy. I'm a fucking pervert, and a savage, and I give zero fucks what anyone thinks!

(http://i.imgur.com/9S7mxkF.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 17, 2017, 11:12:41 PM

Quote from: Mongoloid on July 17, 2017, 05:39:25 AM

Hahaha oh man! To wake up to my drunk posts is always a trip.

I think I worded it harshly. My dick just simply isn't as sensetive as it should be, and it works ok.

Oh, I see. Mine has always been "insensitive". If I'm horny and jerk off, I can cum pretty fast. But only because I do power/weight lifting and have strong, manly hands.

Regular vaginal and oral takes 40 minutes, unless the girl is a damn vaccum cleaner. I don't complain though, seeing that the average lenght of intercourse is pathetic.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on July 18, 2017, 02:35:32 AM

Death grip is a real affliction, lads.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on July 18, 2017, 06:58:44 AM

Really most of my issues are mental, It's not even so much physical functionality. I'm an obsessive, who overthinks fine details on repeat, but also a tad neurotic. So the idea that I'm not going to "function" will manifest itself into a physical issue.

I'm also selfless, and I don't really care if I finish. So long as she's pleased I'll be happy.

Aside from humoring you folks, I probably shouldn't have really done this wasted confession. I'm not a human being that feels shame or embarrassment, but it is kind of awkward reading this shit sober.  ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on July 18, 2017, 07:20:30 AM

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My dick barely works because I've been abusing it for years.

 ???

(http://68.media.tumblr.com/5cdf4a187eb55f39978213c3cb2259c6/tumblr_inline_mqksdmL8Iu1qz4rgp.png)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 18, 2017, 08:30:10 AM

Quote from: Mongoloid on July 18, 2017, 06:58:44 AM

Really most of my issues are mental, It's not even so much physical functionality. I'm an obsessive, who overthinks fine details on repeat, but also a tad neurotic. So the idea that I'm not going to "function" will manifest itself into a physical issue.

I'm also selfless, and I don't really care if I finish. So long as she's pleased I'll be happy.

Aside from humoring you folks, I probably shouldn't have really done this wasted confession. I'm not a human being that feels shame or embarrassment, but it is kind of awkward reading this shit sober.  ;D

No, fuck no! This is pure gold and we shall talk about this.

I'm just like you. For me, making her cum is far more satisfying than cumming myself. It is an accomplishment, it has to be done.

I fucked this chick a couple of days ago. Ate ass, slammed every single position I could think of, slapped her in the face a couple of times and she came. Bit the shit out of my pillow, too. Then, I could finally cum into her mouth after 20 something minutes of oral. All in all, we are talking more than an hour of crazy shit.

Still, I worry that those bitches are faking it. Then again, most dudes are probably garbage in bed an empty their shit within minutes, so I think my women do have an orgasm.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on July 18, 2017, 09:17:40 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on July 18, 2017, 08:30:10 AM

Then, I could finally cum into her mouth after 20 something minutes of oral.

damn. thats dedication on both your parts. i start to feel bad if i take longer than 5 minutes of head. its usually not a problem because she is part vacuum cleaner, but once in awhile its just doesnt happen for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on July 18, 2017, 09:43:53 AM

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Really most of my issues are mental, It's not even so much physical functionality. I'm an obsessive, who overthinks fine details on repeat, but also a tad neurotic. So the idea that I'm not going to "function" will manifest itself into a physical issue.

I'm also selfless, and I don't really care if I finish. So long as she's pleased I'll be happy.

Aside from humoring you folks, I probably shouldn't have really done this wasted confession. I'm not a human being that feels shame or embarrassment, but it is kind of awkward reading this shit sober.  ;D

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No, fuck no! This is pure gold and we shall talk about this.

I'm just like you. For me, making her cum is far more satisfying than cumming myself. It is an accomplishment, it has to be done.

I fucked this chick a couple of days ago. Ate ass, slammed every single position I could think of, slapped her in the face a couple of times and she came. Bit the shit out of my pillow, too. Then, I could finally cum into her mouth after 20 something minutes of oral. All in all, we are talking more than an hour of crazy shit.

Still, I worry that those bitches are faking it. Then again, most dudes are probably garbage in bed an empty their shit within minutes, so I think my women do have an orgasm.

Well this chick is a squirter, so there's pretty much no faking when she's achieving. Plus the butthole contractions are a dead giveaway.

I dunno, I've always been a "giver". Be it money, time, listening, sex. I don't view myself as a valuable entity, unless I am bringing happiness to another person. If I don't cum it's just not the end for me, and really I've only ever came once from getting head, and that was the ex wife after maybe 10 mins of so of sucking.funny thing is she was a picky eater, and hated the taste of nearly everything, and I didn't tip her off to the fact that I was gonna blow, and just unleashed a fucking full mouthwash of jizz in her mouth. She ran to the bathroom immediately, and it was satisfying on so many levels. Mostly humorous!

Also, not to be lost in all this, but I think having a tolerance on some levels is great, because then you can fuck like a pornstar. If you're with a girl who enjoys sex chances are she's gonna want a guy who can keep going.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 18, 2017, 10:50:01 AM

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Then, I could finally cum into her mouth after 20 something minutes of oral.

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damn. thats dedication on both your parts. i start to feel bad if i take longer than 5 minutes of head. its usually not a problem because she is part vacuum cleaner, but once in awhile its just doesnt happen for me.

Thanks, JB. I like you and hope that you get plenty of amazing heads in the future.

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Really most of my issues are mental, It's not even so much physical functionality. I'm an obsessive, who overthinks fine details on repeat, but also a tad neurotic. So the idea that I'm not going to "function" will manifest itself into a physical issue.

I'm also selfless, and I don't really care if I finish. So long as she's pleased I'll be happy.

Aside from humoring you folks, I probably shouldn't have really done this wasted confession. I'm not a human being that feels shame or embarrassment, but it is kind of awkward reading this shit sober.  ;D

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No, fuck no! This is pure gold and we shall talk about this.

I'm just like you. For me, making her cum is far more satisfying than cumming myself. It is an accomplishment, it has to be done.

I fucked this chick a couple of days ago. Ate ass, slammed every single position I could think of, slapped her in the face a couple of times and she came. Bit the shit out of my pillow, too. Then, I could finally cum into her mouth after 20 something minutes of oral. All in all, we are talking more than an hour of crazy shit.

Still, I worry that those bitches are faking it. Then again, most dudes are probably garbage in bed an empty their shit within minutes, so I think my women do have an orgasm.

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Well this chick is a squirter, so there's pretty much no faking when she's achieving. Plus the butthole contractions are a dead giveaway.

I dunno, I've always been a "giver". Be it money, time, listening, sex. I don't view myself as a valuable entity, unless I am bringing happiness to another person. If I don't cum it's just not the end for me, and really I've only ever came once from getting head, and that was the ex wife after maybe 10 mins of so of sucking.funny thing is she was a picky eater, and hated the taste of nearly everything, and I didn't tip her off to the fact that I was gonna blow, and just unleashed a fucking full mouthwash of jizz in her mouth. She ran to the bathroom immediately, and it was satisfying on so many levels. Mostly humorous!

Also, not to be lost in all this, but I think having a tolerance on some levels is great, because then you can fuck like a pornstar. If you're with a girl who enjoys sex chances are she's gonna want a guy who can keep going.

The butthole is a dead give away? I'm taking notes.

I guess we are both insensitive pricks, har-har.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on July 18, 2017, 02:41:25 PM

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Then, I could finally cum into her mouth after 20 something minutes of oral.

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damn. thats dedication on both your parts. i start to feel bad if i take longer than 5 minutes of head. its usually not a problem because she is part vacuum cleaner, but once in awhile its just doesnt happen for me.

this part killed me, hahaha so good.

I'm on a serious dry spell here so I might start hitting up old flings.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on July 18, 2017, 03:18:57 PM

i've got a real 'pussy' dick. like if a girl keegel's too hard my boner will wither and if she vaccuums w/ her mouth i get all heeby jeebies like how it feels post orgasm.
i go forever w/out getting laid so maybe everyone else gets tough like a callus on there.
i should prolly practice carrying weights from it or something so pussy headlocks don't choke it out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on July 18, 2017, 05:24:59 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on July 17, 2017, 11:12:41 PM

Oh, I see. Mine has always been "insensitive". If I'm horny and jerk off, I can cum pretty fast. But only because I do power/weight lifting and have strong, manly hands.
Regular vaginal and oral takes 40 minutes, unless the girl is a damn vaccum cleaner. I don't complain though, seeing that the average lenght of intercourse is pathetic.

are you sure you're batting for the right team?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 18, 2017, 11:13:32 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on July 18, 2017, 03:18:57 PM

i've got a real 'pussy' dick. like if a girl keegel's too hard my boner will wither and if she vaccuums w/ her mouth i get all heeby jeebies like how it feels post orgasm.
i go forever w/out getting laid so maybe everyone else gets tough like a callus on there.
i should prolly practice carrying weights from it or something so pussy headlocks don't choke it out.

Years of abuse will do that to you. Like I said before, get your doctor to check your test. Some patients in substitution program are getting TRT.

Good luck, buddy.

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Oh, I see. Mine has always been "insensitive". If I'm horny and jerk off, I can cum pretty fast. But only because I do power/weight lifting and have strong, manly hands.
Regular vaginal and oral takes 40 minutes, unless the girl is a damn vaccum cleaner. I don't complain though, seeing that the average lenght of intercourse is pathetic.

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are you sure you're batting for the right team?

Great point.

I did make out with some dudes when I was getting out of line at twenty, was not really my thing. The lack of sensation might be caused by the fact that I'm circumcised. The tip of my junk is always out there, so who knows?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on July 18, 2017, 11:50:25 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on July 18, 2017, 11:13:32 PM

Great point.
I did make out with some dudes when I was getting out of line at twenty, was not really my thing. The lack of sensation might be caused by the fact that I'm circumcised. The tip of my junk is always out there, so who knows?

was just messing with you but have a gnar! circumcision does fuck with your sensitivity, or so I've heard. Maybe go nofap for a month or so and then see how quick you can bust a nut?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 19, 2017, 03:49:14 AM

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Great point.
I did make out with some dudes when I was getting out of line at twenty, was not really my thing. The lack of sensation might be caused by the fact that I'm circumcised. The tip of my junk is always out there, so who knows?

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was just messing with you but have a gnar! circumcision does fuck with your sensitivity, or so I've heard. Maybe go nofap for a month or so and then see how quick you can bust a nut?

Thanks!

I tried for 22 days in the past. Me and my friends got inspired by Seinfeld. Almost drowned in cum.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on July 19, 2017, 07:32:16 AM

Holy shit I was only gone for a week what have you guys been doing in here? I left on "I'm seeing a girl but have insecurities" and came back to everybody being drenched in cum what the fuck is going on?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on July 22, 2017, 04:54:58 AM

Over the past few months I've gone from really happy with my life to fairly depressed over the past few days. Was really tempted to self harm yesterday, I haven't done that in years. I've been finding it really hard to eat, then I get anxiety over my weight, and that makes it worse. I hate my job but I don't have enough time outside of work to find something else. I haven't had the time to break up the relationship I'm in and that's been heavy on my mind. I'm working 6 days and 3 nights the next two weeks. Everything just sucks right now and I feel grumpy and hungry and tired and lost all the time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on July 22, 2017, 05:20:29 AM

Damn, you know its bad when not even tele-type font can buck you up.
Seriously though hope you feel better, probaly shouldnt take my advice lol, but if you care about the girl who youre wanting to break up with youre not doing her or yourself any favours by prolonging the time where you basically let her happily live in a sharade of a realtionship in which the cost of maintaining the illusion is your own happiness. She'll be super bummed no matter most likely but the longer you drag it out the longer she might have to grow more attached making the split ultimately more traumatic. All the best man!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on July 22, 2017, 05:58:12 AM

Teletype heals all wounds


Thanks PSO, I know you're right. It'll be okay, in a few weeks I'll have everything sorted.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on July 26, 2017, 02:44:04 PM

Sorry about your situation dude. But I agree, I think you need to break it off especially if you aren't happy in it.

I'm feeling unmotivated and sad most days nowdays. It sucks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on July 26, 2017, 11:07:51 PM

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Sorry about your situation dude. But I agree, I think you need to break it off especially if you aren't happy in it.

I'm feeling unmotivated and sad most days nowdays. It sucks.

You have an outlet for all that? Other than skateboarding. That'd be my first suggestion, to find something that'll occupy your mind/time.

Also, when I get in these funks that I can't shake, I go on walks. I call it "the old man route" cause I've heard older people do this a lot. Going on walks can clear your head or give you time to think about what's that's making you feel a certain way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on July 27, 2017, 04:45:33 PM

I'm 6'2, 225 pounds and can bench press more than my body weight but let me tell you this when the remake of IT comes out, and I'm gonna watch it because I feel like I have to since I saw the original when I was a kid. There is a great possibility that I might cry, 100% chance of having panic attacks during the whole movie, and not sleeping that night.

I made the dumbest fucking decision about telling my girl about IT and now she wants to watch the original and the remake with me just to see me suffer. She's the best

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on July 27, 2017, 08:59:59 PM

Quote from: tobey on July 27, 2017, 04:45:33 PM

I'm 6'2, 225 pounds and can bench press more than my body weight but let me tell you this when the remake of IT comes out, and I'm gonna watch it because I feel like I have to since I saw the original when I was a kid. There is a great possibility that I might cry, 100% chance of having panic attacks during the whole movie, and not sleeping that night.

I made the dumbest fucking decision about telling my girl about IT and now she wants to watch the original and the remake with me just to see me suffer. She's the best

It Trailer #2 Reaction & Review - Collider Video (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dGAmQppX8l0#)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChuckRamone on July 27, 2017, 10:32:51 PM

I think I like Huey Lewis and the News. I'm even considering getting some of their albums. Is that weird? Is anyone else into them? Maybe it's a nostalgia thing. Reminds of the 80s and being a kid. Also, that album review and the Whitney Houston one in American Psycho were funny when I read that book.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Matthew_James on July 28, 2017, 10:14:12 AM

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I think I like Huey Lewis and the News. I'm even considering getting some of their albums. Is that weird? Is anyone else into them? Maybe it's a nostalgia thing. Reminds of the 80s and being a kid. Also, that album review and the Whitney Houston one in American Psycho were funny when I read that book.

Nah, I'd say that's money well spent.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on July 28, 2017, 10:42:13 AM

Quote from: tobey on July 27, 2017, 04:45:33 PM

I'm 6'2, 225 pounds and can bench press more than my body weight but let me tell you this when the remake of IT comes out, and I'm gonna watch it because I feel like I have to since I saw the original when I was a kid. There is a great possibility that I might cry, 100% chance of having panic attacks during the whole movie, and not sleeping that night.

I made the dumbest fucking decision about telling my girl about IT and now she wants to watch the original and the remake with me just to see me suffer. She's the best

dude you could kick It's ass now!!! then challenge him to a game of skate and skunk, leaving him to descend back into the sewer wit his skirted egg

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on July 28, 2017, 11:24:52 AM

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I think I like Huey Lewis and the News. I'm even considering getting some of their albums. Is that weird? Is anyone else into them? Maybe it's a nostalgia thing. Reminds of the 80s and being a kid. Also, that album review and the Whitney Houston one in American Psycho were funny when I read that book.

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Nah, I'd say that's money well spent.

i found sports on vinyl at a garage sale a few years ago for like 50 cents and thought "maybe im wrong and this doesnt totally suck as much as i remember. heart and soul is an alright song, right?" so i bought it. i was right the first time. it totally sucks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wheelies on July 29, 2017, 03:22:03 PM

I took a shit behind a closed gas station in kansas and mid shit this lil ol' lady straight seent me mid log comin out my ass, she was coolin , walked right by me and threw some trash out, but I feel like I coulda mighta gotta blumpkin. kansas is straight weird state though

avoided fed shit with the chadillac muskilade wit the tow u-haul, all white escaladin, Colorado plates. but we had to free da spot. bless.. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on August 01, 2017, 10:46:20 AM

Yesterday, my headphones ran out of battery, so I jerked off in the airplane bathroom to kill time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on August 01, 2017, 11:01:57 AM

Quote from: Pigeon on August 01, 2017, 10:46:20 AM

Yesterday, my headphones ran out of battery, so I jerked off in the airplane bathroom to kill time.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 01, 2017, 12:24:22 PM

Quote from: Pigeon on August 01, 2017, 10:46:20 AM

Yesterday, my headphones ran out of battery, so I jerked off in the airplane bathroom to kill time.

What did you do for the next three hours?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Maggie on August 01, 2017, 12:29:16 PM

i jacked off in a bathroom stall at the Vegas Airport while waiting for my ride

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Post by: Pigeon on August 01, 2017, 12:49:34 PM

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Yesterday, my headphones ran out of battery, so I jerked off in the airplane bathroom to kill time.

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What did you do for the next three hours?

Haha, that's so fucking weird because my flight was actually three hours long. My headphones died like half way through. After jerking off, I spent $30 on six drinks until the flight attendant cut me off. Then, I spent the last forty minutes looking at the plane tracker on my phone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on August 01, 2017, 01:21:31 PM

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Yesterday, my headphones ran out of battery, so I jerked off in the airplane bathroom to kill time.

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What did you do for the next three hours?

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Haha, that's so fucking weird because my flight was actually three hours long. My headphones died like half way through. After jerking off, I spent $30 on six drinks until the flight attendant cut me off. Then, I spent the last forty minutes looking at the plane tracker on my phone.

Is it true what they say happens to your jizz up in the air? I jerked off in a submarine and the rumors were true. It was a nightmare for everyone who survived.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on August 01, 2017, 01:31:28 PM

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Yesterday, my headphones ran out of battery, so I jerked off in the airplane bathroom to kill time.

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What did you do for the next three hours?

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Haha, that's so fucking weird because my flight was actually three hours long. My headphones died like half way through. After jerking off, I spent $30 on six drinks until the flight attendant cut me off. Then, I spent the last forty minutes looking at the plane tracker on my phone.

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Is it true what they say happens to your jizz up in the air? I jerked off in a submarine and the rumors were true. It was a nightmare for everyone who survived.

Nah, that might happen if there's turbulence. I jizzed in a couple tissues.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on August 01, 2017, 09:09:14 PM

I haven't been in the mood for sex or aggressive recently. It throws me off, not in the mood to beat my meat or sex. Throws me off and I just feel tired about stuff. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChuckRamone on August 01, 2017, 11:57:34 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on August 01, 2017, 09:09:14 PM

I haven't been in the mood for sex or aggressive recently. It throws me off, not in the mood to beat my meat or sex. Throws me off and I just feel tired about stuff. 

beat off anyway. then splooge out a sad little load that kinda just oozes out and make yourself feel worse about yourself. then do it again until your penis is all raw. that'll teach your penis a lesson about not appreciating masturbation or sex.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Esquivel on August 02, 2017, 05:02:38 AM

^Recreationally took half a 100mg viagra pill last monday because my girl was leaving for good and i thought i was gonna impress her with super crazy sex. Turned out she was on her period so we had some anal. When she left i was still hard and decided to toss off. The wank was amazing, one of the best i have ever had. Next day's wank was awesome too and i kept having amazing wanks every day for the remaining of the week. Dick bigger than usual, confidence boosted.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 02, 2017, 05:27:59 AM

Quote from: Esquivel on August 02, 2017, 05:02:38 AM

^Recreationally took half a 100mg viagra pill last monday because my girl was leaving for good and i thought i was gonna impress her with super crazy sex. Turned out she was on her period so we had some anal. When she left i was still hard and decided to toss off. The wank was amazing, one of the best i have ever had. Next day's wank was awesome too and i kept having amazing wanks every day for the remaining of the week. Dick bigger than usual, confidence boosted.

how much bigger, flips to guips?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on August 02, 2017, 11:38:58 AM

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I haven't been in the mood for sex or aggressive recently. It throws me off, not in the mood to beat my meat or sex. Throws me off and I just feel tired about stuff. 

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beat off anyway. then splooge out a sad little load that kinda just oozes out and make yourself feel worse about yourself. then do it again until your penis is all raw. that'll teach your penis a lesson about not appreciating masturbation or sex.

Quote from: Esquivel on August 02, 2017, 05:02:38 AM

^Recreationally took half a 100mg viagra pill last monday because my girl was leaving for good and i thought i was gonna impress her with super crazy sex. Turned out she was on her period so we had some anal. When she left i was still hard and decided to toss off. The wank was amazing, one of the best i have ever had. Next day's wank was awesome too and i kept having amazing wanks every day for the remaining of the week. Dick bigger than usual, confidence boosted.

This is amazing haha. Nah, my guess is I've just been eating and sleeping like shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: calvinsdream on August 02, 2017, 12:37:19 PM

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I took a shit behind a closed gas station in kansas and mid shit this lil ol' lady straight seent me mid log comin out my ass, she was coolin , walked right by me and threw some trash out, but I feel like I coulda mighta gotta blumpkin. kansas is straight weird state though

avoided fed shit with the chadillac muskilade wit the tow u-haul, all white escaladin, Colorado plates. but we had to free da spot. bless.. 

"I'm not homeless"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wheelies on August 02, 2017, 01:17:30 PM

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I took a shit behind a closed gas station in kansas and mid shit this lil ol' lady straight seent me mid log comin out my ass, she was coolin , walked right by me and threw some trash out, but I feel like I coulda mighta gotta blumpkin. kansas is straight weird state though

avoided fed shit with the chadillac muskilade wit the tow u-haul, all white escaladin, Colorado plates. but we had to free da spot. bless..? 

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"I'm not homeless"

Nigga we were ridign across country in white chadillac muskilade, I just had ta shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
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I took a shit behind a closed gas station in kansas and mid shit this lil ol' lady straight seent me mid log comin out my ass, she was coolin , walked right by me and threw some trash out, but I feel like I coulda mighta gotta blumpkin. kansas is straight weird state though

avoided fed shit with the chadillac muskilade wit the tow u-haul, all white escaladin, Colorado plates. but we had to free da spot. bless..? 

[close]

"I'm not homeless"

[close]

Nigga we were ridign across country in white chadillac muskilade, I just had ta shit.

What do you do for a living?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wheelies on August 02, 2017, 02:13:57 PM

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I took a shit behind a closed gas station in kansas and mid shit this lil ol' lady straight seent me mid log comin out my ass, she was coolin , walked right by me and threw some trash out, but I feel like I coulda mighta gotta blumpkin. kansas is straight weird state though

avoided fed shit with the chadillac muskilade wit the tow u-haul, all white escaladin, Colorado plates. but we had to free da spot. bless..? 

[close]

"I'm not homeless"

[close]

Nigga we were ridign across country in white chadillac muskilade, I just had ta shit.

[close]

What do you do for a living?

marine biologist

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: calvinsdream on August 02, 2017, 02:31:09 PM

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I took a shit behind a closed gas station in kansas and mid shit this lil ol' lady straight seent me mid log comin out my ass, she was coolin , walked right by me and threw some trash out, but I feel like I coulda mighta gotta blumpkin. kansas is straight weird state though

avoided fed shit with the chadillac muskilade wit the tow u-haul, all white escaladin, Colorado plates. but we had to free da spot. bless..? 

[close]

"I'm not homeless"

[close]

Nigga we were ridign across country in white chadillac muskilade, I just had ta shit.

[close]

What do you do for a living?

[close]

marine biologist

which parent pays for the hundreds of dollars of dog drugs?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on August 02, 2017, 04:09:28 PM

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I took a shit behind a closed gas station in kansas and mid shit this lil ol' lady straight seent me mid log comin out my ass, she was coolin , walked right by me and threw some trash out, but I feel like I coulda mighta gotta blumpkin. kansas is straight weird state though

avoided fed shit with the chadillac muskilade wit the tow u-haul, all white escaladin, Colorado plates. but we had to free da spot. bless..? 

[close]

"I'm not homeless"

[close]

Nigga we were ridign across country in white chadillac muskilade, I just had ta shit.

[close]

What do you do for a living?

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marine biologist

Grabbing coins from mall fountains, for drugs, isn't the same as a marine biologist.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: planman on August 02, 2017, 04:38:08 PM

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I took a shit behind a closed gas station in kansas and mid shit this lil ol' lady straight seent me mid log comin out my ass, she was coolin , walked right by me and threw some trash out, but I feel like I coulda mighta gotta blumpkin. kansas is straight weird state though

avoided fed shit with the chadillac muskilade wit the tow u-haul, all white escaladin, Colorado plates. but we had to free da spot. bless..? 

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"I'm not homeless"

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Nigga we were ridign across country in white chadillac muskilade, I just had ta shit.

[close]

What do you do for a living?

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marine biologist

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Grabbing coins from mall fountains, for drugs, isn't the same as a marine biologist.

+1

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on August 02, 2017, 06:14:10 PM

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I took a shit behind a closed gas station in kansas and mid shit this lil ol' lady straight seent me mid log comin out my ass, she was coolin , walked right by me and threw some trash out, but I feel like I coulda mighta gotta blumpkin. kansas is straight weird state though

avoided fed shit with the chadillac muskilade wit the tow u-haul, all white escaladin, Colorado plates. but we had to free da spot. bless..? 

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"I'm not homeless"

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Nigga we were ridign across country in white chadillac muskilade, I just had ta shit.

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What do you do for a living?

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marine biologist

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Grabbing coins from mall fountains, for drugs, isn't the same as a marine biologist.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Esquivel on August 02, 2017, 11:52:55 PM

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^Recreationally took half a 100mg viagra pill last monday because my girl was leaving for good and i thought i was gonna impress her with super crazy sex. Turned out she was on her period so we had some anal. When she left i was still hard and decided to toss off. The wank was amazing, one of the best i have ever had. Next day's wank was awesome too and i kept having amazing wanks every day for the remaining of the week. Dick bigger than usual, confidence boosted.

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how much bigger, flips to guips?

It did get bigger than usual, like the biggest it could physically get with every blood vessel filled with blood. I read that using viagra on the regs can actually increase dick size because the whole thing is stretched to fit all that blood. Also read that using too much viagra on the regs can cause hard ons that last for days and that these are dangerous because the dick's blood circulation get messed up and some older people even had their member chopped off to prevent gangrene from spreading.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on August 03, 2017, 12:33:08 PM

Quote from: Esquivel on August 02, 2017, 11:52:55 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on August 02, 2017, 05:27:59 AM

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^Recreationally took half a 100mg viagra pill last monday because my girl was leaving for good and i thought i was gonna impress her with super crazy sex. Turned out she was on her period so we had some anal. When she left i was still hard and decided to toss off. The wank was amazing, one of the best i have ever had. Next day's wank was awesome too and i kept having amazing wanks every day for the remaining of the week. Dick bigger than usual, confidence boosted.

[close]

how much bigger, flips to guips?

[close]

It did get bigger than usual, like the biggest it could physically get with every blood vessel filled with blood. I read that using viagra on the regs can actually increase dick size because the whole thing is stretched to fit all that blood. Also read that using too much viagra on the regs can cause hard ons that last for days and that these are dangerous because the dick's blood circulation get messed up and some older people even had their member chopped off to prevent gangrene from spreading.

worth it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on August 04, 2017, 01:59:30 AM

post a dick!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on August 04, 2017, 09:29:31 AM

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I took a shit behind a closed gas station in kansas and mid shit this lil ol' lady straight seent me mid log comin out my ass, she was coolin , walked right by me and threw some trash out, but I feel like I coulda mighta gotta blumpkin. kansas is straight weird state though

avoided fed shit with the chadillac muskilade wit the tow u-haul, all white escaladin, Colorado plates. but we had to free da spot. bless..? 

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"I'm not homeless"

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Nigga we were ridign across country in white chadillac muskilade, I just had ta shit.

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What do you do for a living?

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marine biologist

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Grabbing coins from mall fountains, for drugs, isn't the same as a marine biologist.

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+1

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on August 04, 2017, 11:48:06 AM

bawtawd is actually one of my favorite posters on here

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on August 04, 2017, 01:12:44 PM

Quote from: straight on August 04, 2017, 11:48:06 AM

bawtawd is actually one of my favorite posters on here

mine too.
he's the dr thompson of the message boards. one day bawtawd's ashes will be posthumously shot out of a cannon all over kitty hawk, nc.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wheelies on August 04, 2017, 02:11:42 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on August 04, 2017, 01:12:44 PM

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bawtawd is actually one of my favorite posters on here

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mine too.
he's the dr thompson of the message boards. one day bawtawd's ashes will be posthumously shot out of a cannon all over kitty hawk, nc.

preesh that, straight got clutch one liners, tits saving the environment, we can all help the world.

haters cool too hata, hate on hate on, hata hate on hate on

Yall sayin Im take qaurteres from the fountain make me wanna cry in the car dough
(https://media.tenor.com/images/15bdb26ec5a78f3454df831c9b19f1e5/tenor.gif)
but I did do that befofe dough

 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on August 04, 2017, 04:43:59 PM

I still think you'll either be shot by the police for no reason or crushed by a car you were sleeping under.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wheelies on August 04, 2017, 08:11:45 PM

probably shot by the cops cause ive been googling how to break locks on change machines, seems easy enough  :-\ fuck now I am plotting on how to take quarters

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on August 04, 2017, 08:43:20 PM

Quote from: bawtawd2 on August 04, 2017, 08:11:45 PM

probably shot by the cops cause ive been googling how to break locks on change machines, seems easy enough  :-\ fuck now I am plotting on how to take quarters

You probably won't get shot unless you assault a cop...might get attacked by a K9 if you run. Also, depending on which state, you may get charged with intent. I assume you use library computers, so it's not like the cops are going to check your phone, if you even have one, if you do get caught. Also, I have to assume you sold your cell phone for drugs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChuckRamone on August 04, 2017, 11:45:59 PM

Quote from: straight on August 04, 2017, 11:48:06 AM

bawtawd is actually one of my favorite posters on here

are you guys gonna 69 each other's penises?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 05, 2017, 01:42:08 AM

Quote from: bawtawd2 on August 04, 2017, 08:11:45 PM

probably shot by the cops cause ive been googling how to break locks on change machines, seems easy enough  :-\ fuck now I am plotting on how to take quarters

Aim high kids.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on August 05, 2017, 02:17:45 AM

Quote from: straight on August 04, 2017, 11:48:06 AM

bawtawd is actually one of my favorite posters on here

Same. And for that matter, SodaJerk, Barton Fink, slappies, shit_for_brains, Atiba Applebon and mattchew are as well.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on August 05, 2017, 07:50:59 PM

Quote from: Esquivel on August 02, 2017, 11:52:55 PM

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^Recreationally took half a 100mg viagra pill last monday because my girl was leaving for good and i thought i was gonna impress her with super crazy sex. Turned out she was on her period so we had some anal. When she left i was still hard and decided to toss off. The wank was amazing, one of the best i have ever had. Next day's wank was awesome too and i kept having amazing wanks every day for the remaining of the week. Dick bigger than usual, confidence boosted.

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how much bigger, flips to guips?

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It did get bigger than usual, like the biggest it could physically get with every blood vessel filled with blood. I read that using viagra on the regs can actually increase dick size because the whole thing is stretched to fit all that blood. Also read that using too much viagra on the regs can cause hard ons that last for days and that these are dangerous because the dick's blood circulation get messed up and some older people even had their member chopped off to prevent gangrene from spreading.

I noticed since I started fucking with Cialis and Viagra that my dick game off of the pills has vastly improved. It's almost like it flushed the bad juju out of my brokedick, and I've been reborn with someone else's uncursed throbber.

The Cialis is almost better in that the effect I get from it is more organic, and it seems to last much longer (well into the next day). I've also noticed the girth game off of the pills has been on point. I also don't get any side effects from it like I do viagra (blocked sinuses, trouble breathing through nose). The viagra is better in a pinch, like if you got a half hour to get your dick whipped into shape you take viagra.

Also, when I was on here the other night drunk I was pretty fucking close to posting a picture of my dick for a laugh in one of the threads dude's were talking about snakes... Figured I should probably confess that one while I'm here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Esquivel on August 07, 2017, 06:08:03 AM

Quote from: Mongoloid on August 05, 2017, 07:50:59 PM

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^Recreationally took half a 100mg viagra pill last monday because my girl was leaving for good and i thought i was gonna impress her with super crazy sex. Turned out she was on her period so we had some anal. When she left i was still hard and decided to toss off. The wank was amazing, one of the best i have ever had. Next day's wank was awesome too and i kept having amazing wanks every day for the remaining of the week. Dick bigger than usual, confidence boosted.

[close]

how much bigger, flips to guips?

[close]

It did get bigger than usual, like the biggest it could physically get with every blood vessel filled with blood. I read that using viagra on the regs can actually increase dick size because the whole thing is stretched to fit all that blood. Also read that using too much viagra on the regs can cause hard ons that last for days and that these are dangerous because the dick's blood circulation get messed up and some older people even had their member chopped off to prevent gangrene from spreading.

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I noticed since I started fucking with Cialis and Viagra that my dick game off of the pills has vastly improved. It's almost like it flushed the bad juju out of my brokedick, and I've been reborn with someone else's uncursed throbber.

The Cialis is almost better in that the effect I get from it is more organic, and it seems to last much longer (well into the next day). I've also noticed the girth game off of the pills has been on point. I also don't get any side effects from it like I do viagra (blocked sinuses, trouble breathing through nose). The viagra is better in a pinch, like if you got a half hour to get your dick whipped into shape you take viagra.

Also, when I was on here the other night drunk I was pretty fucking close to posting a picture of my dick for a laugh in one of the threads dude's were talking about snakes... Figured I should probably confess that one while I'm here.

My personal experience on these 2 drugs has been identical to yours. Spot on! I have also come to conclusion that it is a bit easier to build a slight tolerance on cialis than on viagra and i believe this comes from, as you said, cialis' effect being more "organic" whereas viagra is a quick boost. Have been doing viagra since 2007 and cialis since 2010 and could not say any bad words, apart from what I read on the internet. Any experiences in combining the two? I once did a 20mg cialis and for some reason could not feel any effect for that night and then dropped a 100mg viagra the following morning and had a mid hard dick and boner on request for the next 3 days.

edit: forgot to say, doing coke while on viagra is fucking shite. When you do manage to snort (blocked sinuses) the buzz is weird with a feeling of dizziness and as if the heart is about to explode. When the major effect of viagra has worn off, it's all cush.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 07, 2017, 10:51:23 AM

Quote from: Esquivel on August 07, 2017, 06:08:03 AM

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^Recreationally took half a 100mg viagra pill last monday because my girl was leaving for good and i thought i was gonna impress her with super crazy sex. Turned out she was on her period so we had some anal. When she left i was still hard and decided to toss off. The wank was amazing, one of the best i have ever had. Next day's wank was awesome too and i kept having amazing wanks every day for the remaining of the week. Dick bigger than usual, confidence boosted.

[close]

how much bigger, flips to guips?

[close]

It did get bigger than usual, like the biggest it could physically get with every blood vessel filled with blood. I read that using viagra on the regs can actually increase dick size because the whole thing is stretched to fit all that blood. Also read that using too much viagra on the regs can cause hard ons that last for days and that these are dangerous because the dick's blood circulation get messed up and some older people even had their member chopped off to prevent gangrene from spreading.

[close]

I noticed since I started fucking with Cialis and Viagra that my dick game off of the pills has vastly improved. It's almost like it flushed the bad juju out of my brokedick, and I've been reborn with someone else's uncursed throbber.

The Cialis is almost better in that the effect I get from it is more organic, and it seems to last much longer (well into the next day). I've also noticed the girth game off of the pills has been on point. I also don't get any side effects from it like I do viagra (blocked sinuses, trouble breathing through nose). The viagra is better in a pinch, like if you got a half hour to get your dick whipped into shape you take viagra.

Also, when I was on here the other night drunk I was pretty fucking close to posting a picture of my dick for a laugh in one of the threads dude's were talking about snakes... Figured I should probably confess that one while I'm here.

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My personal experience on these 2 drugs has been identical to yours. Spot on! I have also come to conclusion that it is a bit easier to build a slight tolerance on cialis than on viagra and i believe this comes from, as you said, cialis' effect being more "organic" whereas viagra is a quick boost. Have been doing viagra since 2007 and cialis since 2010 and could not say any bad words, apart from what I read on the internet. Any experiences in combining the two? I once did a 20mg cialis and for some reason could not feel any effect for that night and then dropped a 100mg viagra the following morning and had a mid hard dick and boner on request for the next 3 days.

edit: forgot to say, doing coke while on viagra is fucking shite. When you do manage to snort (blocked sinuses) the buzz is weird with a feeling of dizziness and as if the heart is about to explode. When the major effect of viagra has worn off, it's all cush.

It not as though I've never taken either of them but why are you guys using them? I did it because a friend gave me a bunch of both (he was selling them but the truckload) and I tried them, fucked like a champ but never felt the need to use them again (erection game strong...so far).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Esquivel on August 07, 2017, 03:11:25 PM

Quote from: SodaJerk on August 07, 2017, 10:51:23 AM

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^Recreationally took half a 100mg viagra pill last monday because my girl was leaving for good and i thought i was gonna impress her with super crazy sex. Turned out she was on her period so we had some anal. When she left i was still hard and decided to toss off. The wank was amazing, one of the best i have ever had. Next day's wank was awesome too and i kept having amazing wanks every day for the remaining of the week. Dick bigger than usual, confidence boosted.

[close]

how much bigger, flips to guips?

[close]

It did get bigger than usual, like the biggest it could physically get with every blood vessel filled with blood. I read that using viagra on the regs can actually increase dick size because the whole thing is stretched to fit all that blood. Also read that using too much viagra on the regs can cause hard ons that last for days and that these are dangerous because the dick's blood circulation get messed up and some older people even had their member chopped off to prevent gangrene from spreading.

[close]

I noticed since I started fucking with Cialis and Viagra that my dick game off of the pills has vastly improved. It's almost like it flushed the bad juju out of my brokedick, and I've been reborn with someone else's uncursed throbber.

The Cialis is almost better in that the effect I get from it is more organic, and it seems to last much longer (well into the next day). I've also noticed the girth game off of the pills has been on point. I also don't get any side effects from it like I do viagra (blocked sinuses, trouble breathing through nose). The viagra is better in a pinch, like if you got a half hour to get your dick whipped into shape you take viagra.

Also, when I was on here the other night drunk I was pretty fucking close to posting a picture of my dick for a laugh in one of the threads dude's were talking about snakes... Figured I should probably confess that one while I'm here.

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My personal experience on these 2 drugs has been identical to yours. Spot on! I have also come to conclusion that it is a bit easier to build a slight tolerance on cialis than on viagra and i believe this comes from, as you said, cialis' effect being more "organic" whereas viagra is a quick boost. Have been doing viagra since 2007 and cialis since 2010 and could not say any bad words, apart from what I read on the internet. Any experiences in combining the two? I once did a 20mg cialis and for some reason could not feel any effect for that night and then dropped a 100mg viagra the following morning and had a mid hard dick and boner on request for the next 3 days.

edit: forgot to say, doing coke while on viagra is fucking shite. When you do manage to snort (blocked sinuses) the buzz is weird with a feeling of dizziness and as if the heart is about to explode. When the major effect of viagra has worn off, it's all cush.

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It not as though I've never taken either of them but why are you guys using them? I did it because a friend gave me a bunch of both (he was selling them but the truckload) and I tried them, fucked like a champ but never felt the need to use them again (erection game strong...so far).

I only do them when i want to have sex on drugs or if i'm with a girl that makes me super nervous and we have never had sex before but mainly drugs. Not doing this any often either, just a couple of times a year on special occasions.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on August 07, 2017, 03:30:37 PM

The Shoes & Gear thread got me into trying new gear. Now this thread is gonna get me on that Viagra/Cialisis grind haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on August 07, 2017, 03:45:58 PM

I've only skated a handful of times this summer and besides work and going on jogs late night I've been a hermit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on August 07, 2017, 04:09:41 PM

Holy shit talk about full circle:
"Sildenafil is a drug that is used in dogs and cats with heart and/or lung problems that cause increased blood pressure in the arteries of the lungs. This drug is approved for use in human medicine under the trade name of Viagra ?. It is used for the treatment of pulmonary hypertension and erectile dysfunction in men."

SLAP is a blessed place

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Esquivel on August 08, 2017, 04:25:50 AM

Quote from: perverted super otaku! on August 07, 2017, 04:09:41 PM

Holy shit talk about full circle:
"Sildenafil is a drug that is used in dogs and cats with heart and/or lung problems that cause increased blood pressure in the arteries of the lungs. This drug is approved for use in human medicine under the trade name of Viagra ?. It is used for the treatment of pulmonary hypertension and erectile dysfunction in men."

SLAP is a blessed place

Yeah, dog bless this is how I got introduced to viagra, through SLAP.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on August 08, 2017, 09:25:04 AM

12 year olds lurking Slap be like
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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on August 09, 2017, 10:18:35 PM

Quote from: Esquivel on August 07, 2017, 03:11:25 PM

I only do them when i want to have sex on drugs or if i'm with a girl that makes me super nervous and we have never had sex before but mainly drugs. Not doing this any often either, just a couple of times a year on special occasions.

Is this pretty common for anyone on here? I know a couple guys that say this happens to them every time they meet a new girl. Personally I get the opposite.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Esquivel on August 10, 2017, 04:27:36 AM

It is common for me, if I think about it too much then I end up flaccid. Once I have sex with the girl its all good and it doesn't matter how drunk I am

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on August 10, 2017, 05:41:00 AM

Personally, with first hook-ups I get too nervous and start overthinking to the point I can't do it. Kinda my fault because I aimed to and eventually lost my virginity to someone I loved. Now I associate sex with strong feelings of affection towards a person.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Esquivel on August 10, 2017, 06:17:47 AM

^holy fucking shit.

exactly this. Bar the first time I had sex..
The rest is like my story. I wish I could be like a cold blooded executor and though it sometimes happens, the norm is to have to wait for feelings to show up. I sometimes blame excessive ecstasy use from when i was 18-23

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on August 10, 2017, 10:36:09 AM

I'm kinda on the same boat with notjeff, I get attached easily.

Although I did go through a peak in like 2009-2010 where I didn't give a shit. Probably due to drugs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on August 10, 2017, 11:10:32 AM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on August 10, 2017, 05:41:00 AM

Personally, with first hook-ups I get too nervous and start overthinking to the point I can't do it. Kinda my fault because I aimed to and eventually lost my virginity to someone I loved. Now I associate sex with strong feelings of affection towards a person.

This is me too. I'm glad SLAP is available for us to expose our shared emotional traits.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on August 10, 2017, 01:15:48 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on August 10, 2017, 05:41:00 AM

Personally, with first hook-ups I get too nervous and start overthinking to the point I can't do it. Kinda my fault because I aimed to and eventually lost my virginity to someone I loved. Now I associate sex with strong feelings of affection towards a person.

This is what happened with me, and why I am where I am today with the Viagra/Cialis.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bronson on August 11, 2017, 09:01:56 AM

For the first time in my life, I have a job which I enjoy so much that sometimes I´d rather not go home when it´s time to leave. Not sure if that is really a good thing, though. And I think the feeling might very well pass (it´s only been a couple of months).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mark Renton on August 25, 2017, 03:51:34 PM

Quote from: straight on August 04, 2017, 11:48:06 AM

bawtawd is actually one of my favorite posters on here

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Willie on August 26, 2017, 04:07:55 AM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on August 10, 2017, 05:41:00 AM

Personally, with first hook-ups I get too nervous and start overthinking to the point I can't do it. Kinda my fault because I aimed to and eventually lost my virginity to someone I loved. Now I associate sex with strong feelings of affection towards a person.

This is me, totally.

I'm afraid I also prefer a woman to actually like me so that puts my wife out of the picture. It's like trying to get hard and jerk off whilst two feet from a whirring chainsaw.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on August 28, 2017, 03:12:41 AM

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Yeah, but it's tragic. I have at times had problems with him, but I wish that he will find the motivation to get his life together.

I mean, it's not really him posting here, just his drug torn clone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Esquivel on August 28, 2017, 04:14:07 AM

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bawtawd is actually one of my favorite posters on here

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mine too.
he's the dr thompson of the message boards. one day bawtawd's ashes will be posthumously shot out of a cannon all over kitty hawk, nc.

(https://pics.onsizzle.com/when-l-die-i-want-my-remains-scattered-at-disneyland-4794064.png)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wheelies on August 28, 2017, 06:54:02 AM

I was searching for beetleborgs episodes this morning and found that its based off a japanese show that's cooler, then I was looking at the characters and theyre cool as fuck. And basically long story short I totally developed a fetish for Asian chicks in plastic mech-suits and I feel kinda weird but I'm admitting it before it becomes internalized and hidden.
(https://vignette3.wikia.nocookie.net/metalheroes/images/b/b5/Jp-silverella.png/revision/latest?cb=20160308061815)
(https://vignette3.wikia.nocookie.net/metalheroes/images/b/bf/Spy_Army_Leader_Rikki_.jpg/revision/latest?cb=20120723034926)
(https://vignette2.wikia.nocookie.net/metalheroes/images/f/fe/Jara.jpg/revision/latest?cb=20160603151839)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 28, 2017, 10:22:04 AM

beetleborgs was tight.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on August 28, 2017, 01:17:45 PM

I really enjoy Bawtwards posting too, but I also enjoy how Shit For Brains pretty much destroys him at any given moment. Bawtward doesn't cry about it either no matter how accurate it might be, he's a real one on here

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Matthew_James on August 28, 2017, 07:44:53 PM

Bawtard is on some RNS, I fuck with his posts regularly. I feel like he fills the gap that guys like Adio and Sheff left, and I hope he sticks around.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wheelies on August 28, 2017, 08:00:01 PM

Yeah I don't really like all this shit being about me, I'm just some some fucking dude, I don't want to be "the best", I'm out for now
(https://nypdecider.files.wordpress.com/2015/12/obi-wan-suicide-2.gif?w=618&h=257)
You guys can be real niggas to if you want too ya know

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on August 28, 2017, 09:58:30 PM

? I just learned that, when skating sloped surfaces/tranny, it's better to keep my body's weight above the board vertically, and not try to stand perpendicular to the surface. I've been skating for 17 years and just figured this out.

? I'm so bummed at my skating because I can't 50-50, rock to fakie, and fakie tailstall on tranny consistently. I just want to be able to navigate coping and not be way too scared to hang up. That's my goal in skateboarding.

? It takes me an incredible amount of effort to do any physical activity, especially skateboarding, even though I know it's beneficial and I'll enjoy it. It's really shitty knowing that at some point, I'm going to not have the will to be active anymore.

? I'm not really into people that much right now. I just wanna make art.

? The worst part about being autistic is that people don't understand why I'm not capable of normal job stuff, since I appear to be "normal."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on August 28, 2017, 10:54:42 PM

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Personally, with first hook-ups I get too nervous and start overthinking to the point I can't do it. Kinda my fault because I aimed to and eventually lost my virginity to someone I loved. Now I associate sex with strong feelings of affection towards a person.

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This is me, totally.

I'm afraid I also prefer a woman to actually like me so that puts my wife out of the picture. It's like trying to get hard and jerk off whilst two feet from a whirring chainsaw.

I wish I was one of those dudes that'd fuck anyone by just being in the mood. Being intuitive has a huge downfall in that sense. I can't just fuck someone who doesn't have an equal desire in return.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on August 28, 2017, 11:17:18 PM

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Personally, with first hook-ups I get too nervous and start overthinking to the point I can't do it. Kinda my fault because I aimed to and eventually lost my virginity to someone I loved. Now I associate sex with strong feelings of affection towards a person.

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This is me, totally.

I'm afraid I also prefer a woman to actually like me so that puts my wife out of the picture. It's like trying to get hard and jerk off whilst two feet from a whirring chainsaw.

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I wish I was one of those dudes that'd fuck anyone by just being in the mood. Being intuitive has a huge downfall in that sense. I can't just fuck someone who doesn't have an equal desire in return.

I was like that in my teens, sticking my dick in all the wrong faces. It is gone now and I'm kind of happy about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on August 29, 2017, 07:38:21 AM

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Personally, with first hook-ups I get too nervous and start overthinking to the point I can't do it. Kinda my fault because I aimed to and eventually lost my virginity to someone I loved. Now I associate sex with strong feelings of affection towards a person.

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This is me, totally.

I'm afraid I also prefer a woman to actually like me so that puts my wife out of the picture. It's like trying to get hard and jerk off whilst two feet from a whirring chainsaw.

[close]

I wish I was one of those dudes that'd fuck anyone by just being in the mood. Being intuitive has a huge downfall in that sense. I can't just fuck someone who doesn't have an equal desire in return.

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I was like that in my teens, sticking my dick in all the wrong faces. It is gone now and I'm kind of happy about it.

Your dick is gone?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on August 29, 2017, 07:44:36 AM

Dick of Ikobrakai.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on August 29, 2017, 10:32:13 AM

You sure got me there, kudos!

And another thing: I kind of like this chick I'm banging, but pretend to be indifferent.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Matthew_James on August 29, 2017, 07:54:24 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on August 29, 2017, 10:32:13 AM

You sure got me there, kudos!

And another thing: I kind of like this chick I'm banging, but pretend to be indifferent.

How's it working out for you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on August 29, 2017, 11:32:28 PM

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You sure got me there, kudos!

And another thing: I kind of like this chick I'm banging, but pretend to be indifferent.

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How's it working out for you?

Like everything else, pretty bad. I'm addicted to suffering.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on August 29, 2017, 11:47:50 PM

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You sure got me there, kudos!

And another thing: I kind of like this chick I'm banging, but pretend to be indifferent.

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How's it working out for you?

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Like everything else, pretty bad. I'm addicted to suffering.

better than being addicted to dog drugs

In high school, during history class, I got an erection while watching Roots...it was the scene where the women are bouncing around the ship and you could see their tits...such a relief to get that off my chest.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on August 30, 2017, 02:14:56 AM

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You sure got me there, kudos!

And another thing: I kind of like this chick I'm banging, but pretend to be indifferent.

[close]

How's it working out for you?

[close]

Like everything else, pretty bad. I'm addicted to suffering.

[close]

better than being addicted to dog drugs

In high school, during history class, I got an erection while watching Roots...it was the scene where the women are bouncing around the ship and you could see their tits...such a relief to get that off my chest.

Would.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wheelies on August 31, 2017, 04:10:00 PM

I think rick and morty fucking sucks.

I bought icehouse because I wanted to get the most alcohol for my money.

I stole sweatpants.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on August 31, 2017, 05:53:29 PM

Quote from: bawtawd2 on August 31, 2017, 04:10:00 PM

I think rick and morty fucking sucks.

I bought icehouse because I wanted to get the most alcohol for my money.

I stole sweatpants.

I actually think Icehouse is pretty good for budget beer.

I just got a 30 of Genesee Ice for $15 and feel like that's an absolute steal. Where I'm working for the next week and a half is connected to a packie, and I can drink on break. Ideal work environment!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on August 31, 2017, 08:15:22 PM

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I think rick and morty fucking sucks.

I bought icehouse because I wanted to get the most alcohol for my money.

I stole sweatpants.

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I actually think Icehouse is pretty good for budget beer.

I just got a 30 of Genesee Ice for $15 and feel like that's an absolute steal. Where I'm working for the next week and a half is connected to a packie, and I can drink on break. Ideal work environment!

Boxer is the same price but comes in a case of 36, if you can get it. It's a bit sweet, because of the excessive malt, though. Not to shit on you guys, considering I failed giving up alcohol, I picked up a 12 pack of New Belgium Citradelic, which is a tangerine IPA...$15.14 after tax.

I shaved my pubes off, but my dick/balls feel kind of greasy. Any recommendations for beard trimmers that don't hurt or feel weird on the balls? Using a Gillette is a bit much because I want some scruff...not completely shaven.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on August 31, 2017, 10:52:37 PM

Quote from: Pigeon on August 31, 2017, 08:15:22 PM

Any recommendations for beard trimmers that don't hurt or feel weird on the balls? Using a Gillette is a bit much because I want some scruff...not completely shaven.

https://www.walmart.ca/en/ip/gillette-fusion-proglide-styler-3-in-1-mens-body-groomer-with-beard-trimmer/6000055456468 (https://www.walmart.ca/en/ip/gillette-fusion-proglide-styler-3-in-1-mens-body-groomer-with-beard-trimmer/6000055456468)
disposable, but these things go alright

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr. Octagon on September 06, 2017, 03:13:57 PM

three weeks ago I jerked off in a bathroom stall at the MGM Grand while drinking a pina colada. AMA

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on September 06, 2017, 03:31:39 PM

Quote from: Dr. Octagon on September 06, 2017, 03:13:57 PM

three weeks ago I jerked off in a bathroom stall at the MGM Grand while drinking a pina colada. AMA

Did you put the drink down while you jerked? What was the inspiration for the masturbation? Alcoholic or not?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on September 06, 2017, 05:42:44 PM

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three weeks ago I jerked off in a bathroom stall at the MGM Grand while drinking a pina colada. AMA

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Did you put the drink down while you jerked? What was the inspiration for the masturbation? Alcoholic or not?

Why didnt you just use the liquid courage to find yourself a nice sex partner and fuck her/him in the hotel?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr. Octagon on September 06, 2017, 07:47:26 PM

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three weeks ago I jerked off in a bathroom stall at the MGM Grand while drinking a pina colada. AMA

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Did you put the drink down while you jerked? What was the inspiration for the masturbation? Alcoholic or not?

[close]

Why didnt you just use the liquid courage to find yourself a nice sex partner and fuck her/him in the hotel?

I set the drink down. But I'm not sure if that was the best idea, I don't know how clean those floors are.

My girlfriend and I already had sex that day, I was in there to poop and it just happened.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on September 06, 2017, 07:54:06 PM

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three weeks ago I jerked off in a bathroom stall at the MGM Grand while drinking a pina colada. AMA

[close]

Did you put the drink down while you jerked? What was the inspiration for the masturbation? Alcoholic or not?

[close]

Why didnt you just use the liquid courage to find yourself a nice sex partner and fuck her/him in the hotel?

[close]

I set the drink down. But I'm not sure if that was the best idea, I don't know how clean those floors are.

My girlfriend and I already had sex that day, I was in there to poop and it just happened.

Did you poop and jerk off the same time? Or did you jerk off first then poop or poop first then jerk off?

Which end would you prefer?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr. Octagon on September 06, 2017, 08:51:31 PM

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three weeks ago I jerked off in a bathroom stall at the MGM Grand while drinking a pina colada. AMA

[close]

Did you put the drink down while you jerked? What was the inspiration for the masturbation? Alcoholic or not?

[close]

Why didnt you just use the liquid courage to find yourself a nice sex partner and fuck her/him in the hotel?

[close]

I set the drink down. But I'm not sure if that was the best idea, I don't know how clean those floors are.

My girlfriend and I already had sex that day, I was in there to poop and it just happened.

[close]

Did you poop and jerk off the same time? Or did you jerk off first then poop or poop first then jerk off?

Which end would you prefer?

poop, wipe, jerk, in that order.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on September 06, 2017, 11:24:17 PM

should have done it at the same time and doubled your pleasure

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on September 07, 2017, 01:32:44 AM

You mean to tell me you milked the bull while the smell of manure was in the air?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Esquivel on September 07, 2017, 02:47:16 AM

Contemplating to buy Tensor trucks because I can't bear slipping axles any more.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on September 07, 2017, 04:40:50 AM

Quote from: Esquivel on September 07, 2017, 02:47:16 AM

Contemplating to buy Tensor trucks because I can't bear slipping axles any more.

Before you do anything rash.
(https://images-eu.ssl-images-amazon.com/images/I/81azCqb1b-L._SY450_.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Esquivel on September 07, 2017, 12:28:42 PM

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Contemplating to buy Tensor trucks because I can't bear slipping axles any more.

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Before you do anything rash.
(https://images-eu.ssl-images-amazon.com/images/I/81azCqb1b-L._SY450_.jpg)

That guy hanging upside down is quite convincing, I will give Loctite a go.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on September 07, 2017, 01:28:29 PM

Quote from: wheelies on August 28, 2017, 06:54:02 AM

Asian chicks in plastic mech-suits

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wheelies on September 11, 2017, 01:54:44 PM

I sold a car seat to buy drugs but my mom threw them out so I stole to starbucks tip jar to buy more.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on September 11, 2017, 03:29:50 PM

Quote from: bawtawd2 on September 11, 2017, 01:54:44 PM

I sold a car seat to buy drugs but my mom threw them out so I stole to starbucks tip jar to buy more.

He's back. The bawtawd we've all grown to love.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wheelies on September 11, 2017, 03:34:13 PM

Coinstared it to $31, I only needed $27 to mess my life up for a few months though. So I bought tobacco too. Its not cool or fun what I do though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wheelies on September 11, 2017, 03:43:52 PM

actually its kinda fun

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on September 13, 2017, 04:42:55 AM

My dreams lately have been realistic and boring. I just woke up thinking I missed my flight, when I haven't even booked a flight yet. Since it was 4 AM and I couldn't sleep, I ended up buying a ticket. My dreams used to be fucked, or I would wake up mid-kickflip, only to realize that I was in bed, and not on a skateboard. I haven't smoked weed for a bit over a month now, so I'm assuming it's affecting my dreams. When I head back to California, I really want to smoke, so I can cut out alcohol and still be able to eat properly. Without smoking or drinking, I can only eat one meal a day and a little bit of fruit, as well as a cup of coffee...basically consume 600 calories, which isn't healthy either. At the same time, I need to be frugal with money, because $100/week adds up over time. I need to get my finances together so I can mortgage an apartment or house by 2020.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 13, 2017, 10:02:39 AM

Quote from: Pigeon on September 13, 2017, 04:42:55 AM

My dreams lately have been realistic and boring. I just woke up thinking I missed my flight, when I haven't even booked a flight yet. Since it was 4 AM and I couldn't sleep, I ended up buying a ticket. My dreams used to be fucked, or I would wake up mid-kickflip, only to realize that I was in bed, and not on a skateboard. I haven't smoked weed for a bit over a month now, so I'm assuming it's affecting my dreams. When I head back to California, I really want to smoke, so I can cut out alcohol and still be able to eat properly. Without smoking or drinking, I can only eat one meal a day and a little bit of fruit, as well as a cup of coffee...basically consume 600 calories, which isn't healthy either. At the same time, I need to be frugal with money, because $100/week adds up over time. I need to get my finances together so I can mortgage an apartment or house by 2020.

600 for an adult male? Dude, you maintenance is at least 1800. You are starving, I don't know if you gonna make it past 2018, please stop.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on September 13, 2017, 10:51:55 AM

^
I'm not starving, but I knew that it wasn't healthy. It's exactly why I used to smoke. Now, I just have a beer with a meal, because I don't want to get caught with weed in Texas. I just don't get hungry unless I push myself physically from skateboarding or running. Also, I really can't force myself to eat when I'm not hungry, or I end up feeling like shit...then pass out for a couple hours. t's not really an issue because I skate for 2 hours, walk dogs for 1-3 hours and run for 1-2 hours a day. I was probably trying to subconsciously justify buying weed. When I'm sober and doing work on a computer for 12 hours a day, I don't get hungry or have much desire to do anything other than watch TV before passing out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on September 13, 2017, 12:54:14 PM

Quote from: Pigeon on September 13, 2017, 10:51:55 AM

^
I'm not starving, but I knew that it wasn't healthy. It's exactly why I used to smoke. Now, I just have a beer with a meal, because I don't want to get caught with weed in Texas. I just don't get hungry unless I push myself physically from skateboarding or running. Also, I really can't force myself to eat when I'm not hungry, or I end up feeling like shit...then pass out for a couple hours. t's not really an issue because I skate for 2 hours, walk dogs for 1-3 hours and run for 1-2 hours a day. I was probably trying to subconsciously justify buying weed. When I'm sober and doing work on a computer for 12 hours a day, I don't get hungry or have much desire to do anything other than watch TV before passing out.

I know that feeling Pigeon, I'm in the same boat with no paddle. I can barely eat after coming out of the hospital & really have to force myself to eat even when I don't want to. I definitely justify my marijuana smoking due to this (although I don't always partake in the reef), it does help calm my stomach so I can eat without feeling like I'm going to throw up. Eating little definitely presents problems with physical health, making myself feel weak, leading to headaches & nausea. Trying to do better everyday, eat better, drink lots of water & cut all the crap out (although I do enjoy a soda here & there); I keep sober though besides the weeeeeeeeeeeeeeed.

Confession: Loperamide addiction led to my triple cardiac arrest episode & 3 weeks in the hospital.   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on September 13, 2017, 01:55:57 PM

jeesh! were you shooting it? did you take it to not get dopesick or for diarreah? least you survived but that's gnarly. in response to youtube, i don't smoke weed, i just grow it. i made some joints outta male plants to puff on but they don't get you high, they're like movie cigs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 13, 2017, 10:39:07 PM

Lot of sad posts in here. Like I said, the side affects of your eating habits, or lack therof, will fuck up your testoteron and your healing process. Please eat as much as you can, I don't care if you feel like it or not.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: QueeferMadness on September 14, 2017, 03:34:43 AM

Seriously you can't function properly without fueling the tank boys, get it into you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on September 16, 2017, 12:25:36 PM

I thought I already hit a low point in life but I just hit an even lower point. I've recently given up drugs, except for caffeine. Alcohol is literally one of the worst drugs. Countless times, I've seen it ruin other people's lives but I never learned from their mistakes. Now that it's affected the lives of people that I care about, I see how my decisions have negative consequences on others, as well as myself. I've done my best to make amends and there's no benefit in dwelling on the past...I've learned from my mistakes and am doing my best to better myself as a person. I have to create long-term goals, aside from short-term goals, with set dates. Also, I need to work on my: speech, self-esteem, time management, communication, diet, exercise, and impulse. When I'm feeling bummed, I'm going to just go skate, instead of getting caught back in the cycle. If I'm injured or some shit, I'm going to read or learn any topic that I'm interested in. I've already cut off TV and movies to spend my time more wisely. There's a decent chance that's I can die from a car crash, get stabbed by a bum or even get hit by a bus. Life is shorter than people realize, and I want to utilize my time as efficiently as possible. I'm the back of my head, I've always thought that I wouldn't be getting fucked up if I was truly happy. I don't want a therapist or any help. It's something that's I want to deal with by me self. Hopefully, when I sort everything out, I'll be a stronger, more mature and self-reliant person. I already know what I want to make me happy isn't much, and is very reasonable, as well as attainable. /rant

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on September 16, 2017, 04:28:30 PM

i mentally plug my nose around poor people

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on September 16, 2017, 06:23:25 PM

I do around handicapped people

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on September 19, 2017, 01:13:26 PM

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three weeks ago I jerked off in a bathroom stall at the MGM Grand while drinking a pina colada. AMA

[close]

Did you put the drink down while you jerked? What was the inspiration for the masturbation? Alcoholic or not?

[close]

Why didnt you just use the liquid courage to find yourself a nice sex partner and fuck her/him in the hotel?

[close]

I set the drink down. But I'm not sure if that was the best idea, I don't know how clean those floors are.

My girlfriend and I already had sex that day, I was in there to poop and it just happened.

[close]

Did you poop and jerk off the same time? Or did you jerk off first then poop or poop first then jerk off?

Which end would you prefer?

[close]

poop, wipe, jerk, in that order.

yo, youre playing a dangerous game. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gzxQgRbTesA (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gzxQgRbTesA)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on September 19, 2017, 02:13:47 PM

If you jerk - poop - wipe you could accidentally transfer some jizz onto your butthole and then if you died of a heart attack before you finished the coroner would tell your mom you had jizz on your butthole.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on September 19, 2017, 04:43:00 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on September 13, 2017, 01:55:57 PM

jeesh! were you shooting it? did you take it to not get dopesick or for diarreah? least you survived but that's gnarly. in response to youtube, i don't smoke weed, i just grow it. i made some joints outta male plants to puff on but they don't get you high, they're like movie cigs.

Nah no oil rigging, was taking upwards of 200+ a day, stealing them in mass quantity from various Walmart's; it was a full-bore problem that only the junkiest of the junk would stoop to. The whole point was to bind up some receptors in my tummy-tum so I could achieve no stomach issues, there is NO high involved other than maybe a placebo, despite the rumors they're telling down at the local box socials around town. I knew it carried a high-risk of problems to the ol' ticker, but I've never been one to heed warnings from non-believers. Kevin Michael summed it up best, "Live Fast, Die Fast"; the old adage of truth ladies & gentlemen. Hope things be good up in Graf Holler my boy, back to skate the HF with ya' Tits & Dirtnek coming out of left field; sober like a cobra on Valentines Day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on September 19, 2017, 05:39:01 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on September 19, 2017, 02:13:47 PM

If you jerk - poop - wipe you could accidentally transfer some jizz onto your butthole and then if you died of a heart attack before you finished the coroner would tell your mom you had jizz on your butthole.

This is more appropriate for, "Things You Pondered Today," but an interesting subject.

When people die, don't they empty all the shit from their intestines? So, wouldn't all the post-mortem excrement expel the semen? There could be a trace amount left, but I doubt the coroner would tell your mom unless it was someone else's.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on September 20, 2017, 06:28:39 AM

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jeesh! were you shooting it? did you take it to not get dopesick or for diarreah? least you survived but that's gnarly. in response to youtube, i don't smoke weed, i just grow it. i made some joints outta male plants to puff on but they don't get you high, they're like movie cigs.

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Nah no oil rigging, was taking upwards of 200+ a day, stealing them in mass quantity from various Walmart's; it was a full-bore problem that only the junkiest of the junk would stoop to. The whole point was to bind up some receptors in my tummy-tum so I could achieve no stomach issues, there is NO high involved other than maybe a placebo, despite the rumors they're telling down at the local box socials around town. I knew it carried a high-risk of problems to the ol' ticker, but I've never been one to heed warnings from non-believers. Kevin Michael summed it up best, "Live Fast, Die Fast"; the old adage of truth ladies & gentlemen. Hope things be good up in Graf Holler my boy, back to skate the HF with ya' Tits & Dirtnek coming out of left field; sober like a cobra on Valentines Day.

bad story but glad ya came out the other side. i had a stroke in mexico that one time and i didn't even realize it til yrs later. we're skaters, we're tough. i thought i had hit a nerve that made my arm quasi-paralyzed for about 6 stressful wks [i was catching trains switch as a result and my fighting stance looked wack as fuck].
i cut dirtnek outta my life but if you wanna skate HF, help build a spot, run the courthouse or whatever i'm getting it in. the holler is good, i gotta get a new gf to help me tend the land and i wanna make an agriculture collective but baby steps....
don't base your life on jesus christ quotes, he wasn't a happy man [i fuck w/ his country album though].

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on September 20, 2017, 07:17:38 AM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on September 20, 2017, 06:28:39 AM

i was catching trains switch as a result

Duuuuuuuude, this is one of the most awkward things.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on September 22, 2017, 02:11:01 PM

I check medicine cabinets at any given chance.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on September 22, 2017, 10:36:29 PM

I got stuck in between doors on BART fifteen minutes ago...I've been doing stupid shit since I went sober, probably because I'm more cautious when I'm fucked up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on September 24, 2017, 03:28:58 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on September 22, 2017, 02:11:01 PM

I check medicine cabinets at any given chance.

I've been clean for 18 months and this is still my reflex.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on September 24, 2017, 03:43:48 PM

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I've been clean for 18 months and this is still my reflex.

It's mere impulse at this point. The family medicine cabinet never stood a chance.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on September 24, 2017, 04:07:03 PM

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I check medicine cabinets at any given chance.

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I've been clean for 18 months and this is still my reflex.

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It's mere impulse at this point. The family medicine cabinet never stood a chance.

i'm still like that w/ dumpsters and recycling copper. i've got a closet full of wires and a few actual plumbing pipes. i don't care for money but my eyes light up at 'high dollar scrap' and i find myself rummaging alleys and rooftops like a common crook.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on September 24, 2017, 04:12:01 PM

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I check medicine cabinets at any given chance.

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I've been clean for 18 months and this is still my reflex.

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It's mere impulse at this point. The family medicine cabinet never stood a chance.

Is buying your own Preparation-H really THAT embarrassing?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on September 24, 2017, 05:33:29 PM

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I check medicine cabinets at any given chance.

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I've been clean for 18 months and this is still my reflex.

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It's mere impulse at this point. The family medicine cabinet never stood a chance.

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Is buying your own Preparation-H really THAT embarrassing?

Yeah, dude. It's the absolute worst.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on September 24, 2017, 11:31:00 PM

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I check medicine cabinets at any given chance.

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I've been clean for 18 months and this is still my reflex.

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It's mere impulse at this point. The family medicine cabinet never stood a chance.

[close]

Is buying your own Preparation-H really THAT embarrassing?

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Yeah, dude. It's the absolute worst.

A real pain in the ass.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on September 25, 2017, 01:10:56 AM

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I check medicine cabinets at any given chance.

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I've been clean for 18 months and this is still my reflex.

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It's mere impulse at this point. The family medicine cabinet never stood a chance.

[close]

Is buying your own Preparation-H really THAT embarrassing?

[close]

Yeah, dude. It's the absolute worst.

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A real pain in the ass.

My haemorrhoid came back last week. My wife's gone off the pill but we're not trying for a baby. I went into to the pharmacy and walked up to the counter with haemorrhoid creme, condoms, and lube. No frontin' I don't play.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on September 25, 2017, 06:10:14 AM

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I check medicine cabinets at any given chance.

[close]

I've been clean for 18 months and this is still my reflex.

[close]

It's mere impulse at this point. The family medicine cabinet never stood a chance.

[close]

Is buying your own Preparation-H really THAT embarrassing?

[close]

Yeah, dude. It's the absolute worst.

[close]

A real pain in the ass.

[close]

My haemorrhoid came back last week. My wife's gone off the pill but we're not trying for a baby. I went into to the pharmacy and walked up to the counter with haemorrhoid creme, condoms, and lube. No frontin' I don't play.

(https://slack-imgs.com/?c=1&url=https%3A%2F%2Fmedia3.giphy.com%2Fmedia%2F3o6MbbrDgHLrXMDgFG%2Fgiphy-downsized.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on September 25, 2017, 06:58:59 PM

Lifting has made me way gayer

(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/CPJbwU1WcAEcICF.png)

I spend most of my time looking at ripped dudes with their shirts off working out on Instagram instead of random Instagram models

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 25, 2017, 11:42:05 PM

Quote from: tobey on September 25, 2017, 06:58:59 PM

Lifting has made me way gayer

(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/CPJbwU1WcAEcICF.png)

I spend most of my time looking at ripped dudes with their shirts off working out on Instagram instead of random Instagram models

Yepp, does that to you. I have a crush on Dimitriy Klokov. Watched his 100+ minutes of technique stuff for olympic weight lifting. What a man...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mark Renton on October 04, 2017, 02:56:09 AM

Since I stopped taking SSRI I'm as horny as a monkey all the time and I love that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Level 60 Dwarf Paladin on October 09, 2017, 09:27:12 PM

I'm 35 and I don't know how to dress like an adult.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: QueeferMadness on October 10, 2017, 01:22:30 AM

Quote from: Level 60 Dwarf Paladin on October 09, 2017, 09:27:12 PM

I'm 35 and I don't know how to dress like an adult.

I think it comes with the territory of skateboarding, perpetual youth and I need more range of motion than what's offered by dad jeans

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 10, 2017, 06:13:29 AM

i cant afford to dress like an adult

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 10, 2017, 10:41:48 AM

I don't know how to be an adult.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SIMPLY on October 10, 2017, 10:46:26 AM

im turning into an adult and today i have to buy car insurance. i just wanna smoke doinks with my cat

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: perverted super otaku! on October 10, 2017, 10:58:01 AM

Doinks and guap, the eternal conundrum

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on October 10, 2017, 12:35:56 PM

I fucking hate being an adult. The other day I had to go through a whole bunch of shit changing my bank account to a new bank so my wife and I could have a joint account as well as our own, then I had to deal with HMRC (our equivalent to the IRS) because my business owes corporation tax as well as employees taxes and all this was on my "day off".

I remember not giving a shit about any of this whack shit and nothing ever went wrong, now if I don't do it other people suffer.

That said I dress like an adult when needed but always put my own twist on it so I wouldn't call it conforming. If you need any sartorial tips DM me. I could write you a little checklist for a stock adult capsule wardrobe that you can mix and match with plus add a little flair of your own.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on October 10, 2017, 12:49:21 PM

Don't be an adult if you don't want to. Nothing matters.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Level 60 Dwarf Paladin on October 10, 2017, 01:24:50 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on October 10, 2017, 12:49:21 PM

Don't be an adult if you don't want to. Nothing matters.

If I didn't have a child I'd go full Bawtawd, believe me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on October 10, 2017, 01:46:31 PM

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Don't be an adult if you don't want to. Nothing matters.

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If I didn't have a child I'd go full Bawtawd, believe me.

Oh yeah kids'll fuck you over big time. If you ignore those you go to prison.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on October 10, 2017, 02:25:14 PM

Quote from: Level 60 Dwarf Paladin on October 10, 2017, 01:24:50 PM

full Bawtawd

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on October 10, 2017, 03:32:48 PM

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Don't be an adult if you don't want to. Nothing matters.

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If I didn't have a child I'd go full Bawtawd, believe me.

I don't have kids but I want them and that is what's forcing me to be a part time adult.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on October 10, 2017, 03:46:06 PM

i sucked at being an adult but when i get bummed about it, i just got done skating a DIY i helped make. came home and my mom made gumbo from okra and tomatoes i grew in the yard. ranger cookies for dessert.
sometimes ya feel kinda pathetic but i usedta feel pathetic working too. or being in a shit 'adult' relationship, nothing is more lonesome than being w/ the wrong woman, at least being alone you've got freedom to meet someone else.

being a normal adult puts you into a better class of gf but it can go the other way too. when i was on the streets i had sexy street girls but generally, mainstream girls wanna see a job or something. fuck you baby, i'm shredding and eating cookies and sfb said nothing matters.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on October 11, 2017, 02:52:34 PM

Fuck having kids. But still, live a little...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 11, 2017, 03:33:02 PM

Quote from: SodaJerk on October 10, 2017, 12:35:56 PM

That said I dress like an adult when needed but always put my own twist on it so I wouldn't call it conforming. If you need any sartorial tips DM me. I could write you a little checklist for a stock adult capsule wardrobe that you can mix and match with plus add a little flair of your own.

In need of this!

Also, not sure if I've been watching too much Love Letters to Skateboarding but, Grosso's whole mentality during the season where everything was going shitty for him makes sense. The useless wooden toy is ridiculous but it's still pretty awesome. Kinda gets put in perspective when girls ignore you but, some still the whole skater thing as attractive.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd3 on October 14, 2017, 03:24:51 PM

i still have urges to jerk off to samantha brown in a bikini

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 15, 2017, 01:19:31 PM

Quote from: bawtawd3 on October 14, 2017, 03:24:51 PM

i still have urges to jerk off to samantha brown in a bikini

I mean she's not ugly, you do you boo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mark Renton on October 16, 2017, 02:22:46 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on October 10, 2017, 10:41:48 AM

I don't know how to be an adult.

I try too but I relapse often. I like to do things I'll regret the next day.
Bonus points since when I'm feeling confident and responsible people are like 'yo dude you kinda look 16' (due to lack of beard).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on October 16, 2017, 03:25:06 AM

the not-knowing-how-to-be-an-adult thing is something a lot of skateboarders seem to face upon entering the late 20's, early 30's. probably because skateboarding indirectly teaches you 'being an adult' really doesn't mean much (being responsible does, however ; maybe that's where the fine line is) and it's merely a pre-made concept society likes to engrain in people to pressure them into behaving as active consumers. entering the 30's you're more and more bound to deal with people having expectations from you (especially if you've found a person you'd like to nurture a long-term relationship with at that point), and thus you're more and more likely to question your fundamental life choices, but in reality you don't have to give up on your youth, identity, personality... to fit into some kind of abstract mold. i see people my age (and with different backgrounds) who resent this fantasy of a dilemma so much, and have a hard time dealing with it, resulting in constant anguish influencing everything they attempt, when i don't think they really have to make any drastic choices like that just to claim they've fixated themselves on either end of the dilemma. you're not just a 'kid' or a 'man-child' or an 'adult', you're a person, first and foremost, and human beings are complex. just be and do you, if you feel like you can (and want) to embrace certain responsibilities that will benefit your lifestyle then please do so, but you feel like you can't for now then just embrace that idea and let things come naturally at the pace that feels right to you, or you might end up in a position you're not prepared for and won't know how to handle, for you won't even understand what the hell is happening to you in the first place, like in the fucking talking heads song. i think i've been in that position before, and it was fucking impossible. now some years have passed and i understand what i'm doing (and why i'm doing it) a lot more, fundamentally, and i feel a whole lot better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on October 16, 2017, 02:03:05 PM

Quote from: silhouette on October 16, 2017, 03:25:06 AM

the not-knowing-how-to-be-an-adult thing is something a lot of skateboarders seem to face upon entering the late 20's, early 30's. probably because skateboarding indirectly teaches you 'being an adult' really doesn't mean much (being responsible does, however ; maybe that's where the fine line is) and it's merely a pre-made concept society likes to engrain in people to pressure them into behaving as active consumers. entering the 30's you're more and more bound to deal with people having expectations from you (especially if you've found a person you'd like to nurture a long-term relationship with at that point), and thus you're more and more likely to question your fundamental life choices, but in reality you don't have to give up on your youth, identity, personality... to fit into some kind of abstract mold. i see people my age (and with different backgrounds) who resent this fantasy of a dilemma so much, and have a hard time dealing with it, resulting in constant anguish influencing everything they attempt, when i don't think they really have to make any drastic choices like that just to claim they've fixated themselves on either end of the dilemma. you're not just a 'kid' or a 'man-child' or an 'adult', you're a person, first and foremost, and human beings are complex. just be and do you, if you feel like you can (and want) to embrace certain responsibilities that will benefit your lifestyle then please do so, but you feel like you can't for now then just embrace that idea and let things come naturally at the pace that feels right to you, or you might end up in a position you're not prepared for and won't know how to handle, for you won't even understand what the hell is happening to you in the first place, like in the fucking talking heads song. i think i've been in that position before, and it was fucking impossible. now some years have passed and i understand what i'm doing (and why i'm doing it) a lot more, fundamentally, and i feel a whole lot better.

I avoid family get-togethers like they're the god damn plague just so I won't have to this exact conversation.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brycickle on October 16, 2017, 08:34:40 PM

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Don't be an adult if you don't want to. Nothing matters.

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If I didn't have a child I'd go full Bawtawd, believe me.

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Oh yeah kids'll fuck you over big time. If you ignore those you go to prison.

On the plus side, if you go to prison you can keep ignoring them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on October 17, 2017, 04:03:49 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on October 16, 2017, 02:03:05 PM

I avoid family get-togethers like they're the god damn plague just so I won't have to this exact conversation.

well i'm sorry. but would you rather read me rambling about how i am most likely just naive and in reality my life is shit ? contemplating how blunt existence is is one thing, but abandoning yourself to the point where you lose direction and get sidetracked by all the noise is just as feeble as choosing to focus on nothing but the positives in life like nothing ever goes down. i think the occasional reminder that one should keep themselves busy and handle their own life is important, albeit sometimes redundant or just plain annoying. balance might be key. at least family get-togethers are an option for you, regardless of how disconnected you might (or might not) feel from them, having people around who actually somewhat consider you is a luxury - families might not always be the best possible example of such a situation, but at least it's something.

i felt like chiming in on the subject because entering the 30's it's really something that's been concerning me lately, just seeing all my friends at the same stage in life suddenly start to freak out because a little voice is just now telling them they may be thinking about skateboarding too much and should instead be focusing on other things. not talking about people likely to get stigmatized as socially unproductive either, some of them actually have 'remarkable' careers as engineers or company owners - people who look like 'they've had their shit together' forever then suddenly something cracks and they realize how lost they really are. the obsession with skateboarding may then evolve from something carefree and recreational, therapeutic even, to a devouring source of anguish and actually become a lead figure of one's severe personality crisis. maybe i'm tripping and you have no idea what i'm talking about. you have my favorite avatar on SLAP

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on October 17, 2017, 01:37:41 PM

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well i'm sorry. but would you rather read me rambling about how i am most likely just naive and in reality my life is shit ? contemplating how blunt existence is is one thing, but abandoning yourself to the point where you lose direction and get sidetracked by all the noise is just as feeble as choosing to focus on nothing but the positives in life like nothing ever goes down. i think the occasional reminder that one should keep themselves busy and handle their own life is important, albeit sometimes redundant or just plain annoying. balance might be key. at least family get-togethers are an option for you, regardless of how disconnected you might (or might not) feel from them, having people around who actually somewhat consider you is a luxury - families might not always be the best possible example of such a situation, but at least it's something.

i felt like chiming in on the subject because entering the 30's it's really something that's been concerning me lately, just seeing all my friends at the same stage in life suddenly start to freak out because a little voice is just now telling them they may be thinking about skateboarding too much and should instead be focusing on other things. not talking about people likely to get stigmatized as socially unproductive either, some of them actually have 'remarkable' careers as engineers or company owners - people who look like 'they've had their shit together' forever then suddenly something cracks and they realize how lost they really are. the obsession with skateboarding may then evolve from something carefree and recreational, therapeutic even, to a devouring source of anguish and actually become a lead figure of one's severe personality crisis. maybe i'm tripping and you have no idea what i'm talking about. you have my favorite avatar on SLAP

I was just chiming in on how I deal with this sort of thing. Everything you said in your original post was spot on and I agree for the most part.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on October 17, 2017, 05:10:12 PM

i'm going to vermont/new hampshire this wkend for rusty berrings's skatepark opening. my setup is kinda thrashed so i was gonna skate to the shop, grab a deck.
concurrently i've been reading about 'microdosing' shrooms. i've got a honey jar full of them.
'oh i'll just take a little honey. no i'll grab a stem. oh, it's connected to a cap, i'll just eat it all,no biggie.'
went out to my beeyard and started killing yellowjackets who were trying to b & e. didn't wanna tinge my trip w/ insecticide so i wandered my garden a bit and got the heebie jeebies about skating downtown.
ended up tripping in the house, didn't get a board. try again tomorrow.
goddamn impulsivity!
steveburger and sillhouette, i agree w/ yuz.
mostly i've got a 'crazy pass' so nobody expect too much from me and it's freeing but it's a drag nobody believes or is interested in my accomplishments.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd3 on October 17, 2017, 06:49:28 PM

Microdosing is over rated, macrodose them hoes and lay down. Crazy pass? You get uncle sams looney bucks?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on October 17, 2017, 06:59:37 PM

Quote from: bawtawd3 on October 17, 2017, 06:49:28 PM

Microdosing is over rated, macrodose them hoes and lay down. Crazy pass? You get uncle sams looney bucks?

i prefer to think of it as an artist's grant like my man elliott smith from above^

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: franquietits on October 19, 2017, 04:58:05 PM

Real Confessions:

I thought the Nora "bunt" episode was funny.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on October 31, 2017, 03:16:41 AM

Next time I'm walking a dog and don't have bags...I'm going to deny that it was the dog and blame a homeless person.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on October 31, 2017, 09:25:27 AM

Quote from: Pigeon on October 31, 2017, 03:16:41 AM

Next time I'm walking a dog and don't have bags...I'm going to deny that it was the dog and blame a homeless person.

A long long time ago my dog hit me with a surprise uncharacteristic second shit, and I had already used the bag I brought with me. I wasn't about to bare hand it and stuff it in my pocket, plus this was in Philadelphia which is like a piece of dog shit with buildings, so I was just going to leave it there. This women was bewildered that I wasn't going to pick it up because it was made of shit and that's gross.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on October 31, 2017, 10:16:16 AM

My girl caught me whackin off in the bathroom the other day. On the toilet dick at full mast, phone in hand, the whole nine (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/snoop.png)

I got home from skating while she was out the house so I said fuck it, ima do my thing (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/yeshrug.png) .
She got home and wanna try to be cute by by busting the door open tryna scare somebody, knowing damn well that shit wouldn’t fly if I were to try the same to her (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/martin3.png)

She even tried to front like she didn’t know I was home, even tho she already admitted to tryna scare me AND the fact that I had all my clothes & skate shoes right outside the bathroom door (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/leo.png)

Then she wanna give me a hard time about it, on some “eww I can’t believe you were doing that in there” (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/picard.png)

The fuck? I been doin this my whole life! (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/why.png) If you gotta problem with what I’m doing then you can come over and do it for me (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/jawalrus.png)

I be hittin it raw ain’t no way I’m lettin her pull that first nut out of me. She gotta play my backups cuz that starting 5 would be dunking & draining 3’s in her ovaries all night. I know my dads track record I can’t take those chances if I botch the pullout (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/hubie.png)


I told her the Worse part of all of this is that she ruined my decades long streak of discretionary fapping. Now I gotta start all over and who knows if Ima Be able top that shit in my 50’s (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/shaq2.png)


That being said, we been pretty active since so it might’ve been a good thing overall (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/ehh3.png)

I’m also lowkey scared tho cuz I actually did botch my last pullout & now I’m praying on that period the same way Africans pray for rain (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/sadcam.png)

And she’s fucking crazy on her period too (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/mjcry1.png)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Vigo the Carpathian on October 31, 2017, 10:44:39 AM

Will...

(https://www.bedsider.org/views/methods/show/thumbnails/iud.png)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 31, 2017, 10:56:31 AM

my wife caught me once in pretty much the same situation. i had the volume on full and she just cracked the door open, heard what was going on, then walked away laughing her ass off.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd3 on October 31, 2017, 12:02:52 PM

removed, not about that life anymore

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on October 31, 2017, 12:03:26 PM

i gotta know ... did you cum?

edit: not you baw

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on October 31, 2017, 12:16:28 PM

Quote from: straight on October 31, 2017, 12:03:26 PM

i gotta know ... did you cum?

I finished in the shower (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/JgsPS.png)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on October 31, 2017, 05:33:30 PM

My friend is a self-published author and I think the reason for that is his writing is garbage but no one has the heart to tell him. He's on his third book. He still confuses "to" for "too" and I just want to beat some grammar into him with his own book.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on October 31, 2017, 05:36:07 PM

yeah, that's all well and good but does your girl know you bukkake png.s all over message boards like it's going out of fashion?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on October 31, 2017, 06:11:22 PM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on October 31, 2017, 05:36:07 PM

yeah, that's all well and good but does your girl know you bukkake png.s all over message boards like it's going out of fashion?

You're damn right she does, thats why I love her (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/youngsabu.png)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on October 31, 2017, 07:43:23 PM

I just jerked off in the bathroom with my phone. It was the absolute worst. I guess I always have to be sitting or laying down to jerk off and I did it standing up because there’s no fucking toilet seat in this bathroom. Felt like I was doing calve raises because I guess my toes have their own mind and point when I climax. Fuck that shit, I’m too spoiled with my laptop and setting the mood when I jerk off. 2/10 experience

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on October 31, 2017, 07:46:34 PM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on October 31, 2017, 06:11:22 PM

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yeah, that's all well and good but does your girl know you bukkake png.s all over message boards like it's going out of fashion?

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You're damn right she does, thats why I love her (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/youngsabu.png)

put a ring on it Will!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monkey_Mcpott on October 31, 2017, 08:23:27 PM

Regarding the issues about growing up and being an adult on the last page, I remember being a little off put when i watched the Mike York Nine Club episode a while back. His situation although seems like fun kinda made me think in my head "Yo I think its time to grow up and get a job". I believe hes in his 40's with 2 kids, self proclaimed stay at home dad and running a small board brand pushing a 'fun movement". Idk maybe I'm just bitter or being a dick but i kept thinking in my head that being that age and still holding on to skateboarding where there is little to no money running a board brand these days seemed like a counter productive way to provide for a family. I guess now having a family of my own I couldn't imagine still holding on to the pro dream knowing that i have responsibility of 2 children and a wife at home. Maybe his wife makes a shit ton of money where he can afford to do that or I'm overthinking his situation but either way it definitely did add to the the notion the most pro skaters are shit scared to let go, grow up and get a job.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 01, 2017, 01:50:59 AM

Pretty sure I got death grip, so I'm gonna try no fap for November. I got a friend with whom I've been hooking up, so I'm hoping that alleviates it.

I was going to try sober November as well, but I'm going abroad to a 4 day fest mid way through the month. I'll keep the faith until then and see how I feel.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on November 01, 2017, 09:56:46 AM

I got high in a park, while watching old people practice Falun Gong...might do the same thing on a date, with the addition of food.

Also, I jerked off in the sauna two days in a row, mostly out of boredom.

There was a third thing I did, which was really fucked up, but I completely don't remember.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Vigo the Carpathian on November 01, 2017, 12:24:40 PM

Quote from: Monkey_Mcpott on October 31, 2017, 08:23:27 PM

Regarding the issues about growing up and being an adult on the last page, I remember being a little off put when i watched the Mike York Nine Club episode a while back. His situation although seems like fun kinda made me think in my head "Yo I think its time to grow up and get a job". I believe hes in his 40's with 2 kids, self proclaimed stay at home dad and running a small board brand pushing a 'fun movement". Idk maybe I'm just bitter or being a dick but i kept thinking in my head that being that age and still holding on to skateboarding where there is little to no money running a board brand these days seemed like a counter productive way to provide for a family. I guess now having a family of my own I couldn't imagine still holding on to the pro dream knowing that i have responsibility of 2 children and a wife at home. Maybe his wife makes a shit ton of money where he can afford to do that or I'm overthinking his situation but either way it definitely did add to the the notion the most pro skaters are shit scared to let go, grow up and get a job.

I don't think they're necessarily scared to let go. You have to think about what kind of job Mike York, or other guys in similar situations can get that would make meaningful money that outweighs the cost of childcare wth their limited resume. If Mike is able to make it work for his family though, good on him.

I got called a bitch and a pussy on here for being a stay a home dad. Some guys are just too alpha to take care of their kids apparently.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: QueeferMadness on November 01, 2017, 06:27:52 PM

The Acronym says it all S.A.D.




Just kidding, I work hard fer months, mostly out of town and than get laid off when zee job is done and I love spending that time with me kid. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on November 03, 2017, 12:58:32 AM

3 months sober... now to see a therapist  about my sex problems

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 03, 2017, 03:31:28 AM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on November 01, 2017, 01:50:59 AM

Pretty sure I got death grip, so I'm gonna try no fap for November. I got a friend with whom I've been hooking up, so I'm hoping that alleviates it.

So I got like 2 days.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on November 03, 2017, 05:22:07 AM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on November 03, 2017, 03:31:28 AM

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Pretty sure I got death grip, so I'm gonna try no fap for November. I got a friend with whom I've been hooking up, so I'm hoping that alleviates it.

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So I got like 2 days.

That's pretty good actually.

I listen to Tom Segura's podcast every week and him and his friends were sober for all of October and it was 5% inspiring, so I thought I would try and not smoke weed for November. I went like 7 hours and am proud of myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on November 03, 2017, 09:23:01 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on November 03, 2017, 05:22:07 AM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on November 03, 2017, 03:31:28 AM

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Pretty sure I got death grip, so I'm gonna try no fap for November. I got a friend with whom I've been hooking up, so I'm hoping that alleviates it.

[close]

So I got like 2 days.

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That's pretty good actually.

I listen to Tom Segura's podcast every week and him and his friends were sober for all of October and it was 5% inspiring, so I thought I would try and not smoke weed for November. I went like 7 hours and am proud of myself.

Him saying he was going to probably go twice as hard in November after completing a month of sobriety was hilarious.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ImportantGuy on November 04, 2017, 03:46:04 PM

I'm afraid of losing skateboarding.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 05, 2017, 04:33:56 AM

Quote from: ImportantGuy on November 04, 2017, 03:46:04 PM

I'm afraid of losing skateboarding.

Same here. I've got into power lifting and some olympic weight lifting. Things change.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on November 05, 2017, 05:02:13 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on November 05, 2017, 04:33:56 AM

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I'm afraid of losing skateboarding.

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Same here. I've got into power lifting and some olympic weight lifting. Things change.

you can do both. look at the weckingball. and tobey.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on November 07, 2017, 07:25:11 AM

if i'm watching porn w/ lesbians, fine.
but if it's guy/girl, unless he's got a huge wang or tiny one i end up getting distracted. 'mine's bigger than that. no wait? is it? i think it is. no, it's comparable but mine's skinnier. oh fuck!'
yeah, it's giving me a complex and i would put it in 'things you are not stoked on' except i just change it to lesbians and get some closure. what a time to be alive!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: posguy on November 07, 2017, 09:57:17 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on October 31, 2017, 05:33:30 PM

My friend is a self-published author and I think the reason for that is his writing is garbage but no one has the heart to tell him. He's on his third book. He still confuses "to" for "too" and I just want to beat some grammar into him with his own book.

tell him or expose him so someone else can critique his work. it's only fun looking like an idiot for so long.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on November 07, 2017, 10:10:31 AM

Quote from: posguy on November 07, 2017, 09:57:17 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on October 31, 2017, 05:33:30 PM

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My friend is a self-published author and I think the reason for that is his writing is garbage but no one has the heart to tell him. He's on his third book. He still confuses "to" for "too" and I just want to beat some grammar into him with his own book.

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tell him or expose him so someone else can critique his work. it's only fun looking like an idiot for so long.

Yeah for real tell him. You can be forward and somewhat harsh without being an asshole. He'll probably think you're an asshole but that's his problem and he has a bigger one he should be focusing on anyway. Just tell him. He'll either quit writing like he should, or get better like he should.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 07, 2017, 01:59:50 PM

Joined a swingers website, met up for coffee with a woman who promptly spent a half an hour telling me about how her first child was taken by social services and how she moved country to avoid her second child being put up for forced adoption, followed by years of legal battles, her suicide attempt, the scabies and urinary infections from her former living situation and also her imminent eviction from her current house with 14 other people. All in the first half an hour.

Needless to say, I've never been more erect.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 07, 2017, 10:38:03 PM

Hooked up with an ex, no fap November got the best of me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on November 07, 2017, 11:05:46 PM

No Fap November? I don’t think I’ve stopped for longer than a week.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on November 08, 2017, 12:10:53 AM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on November 07, 2017, 01:59:50 PM

Joined a swingers website, met up for coffee with a woman who promptly spent a half an hour telling me about how her first child was taken by social services and how she moved country to avoid her second child being put up for forced adoption, followed by years of legal battles, her suicide attempt, the scabies and urinary infections from her former living situation and also her imminent eviction from her current house with 14 other people. All in the first half an hour.

Needless to say, I've never been more erect.

Did she have all her own teeth?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 08, 2017, 02:02:07 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on November 08, 2017, 12:10:53 AM

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Joined a swingers website, met up for coffee with a woman who promptly spent a half an hour telling me about how her first child was taken by social services and how she moved country to avoid her second child being put up for forced adoption, followed by years of legal battles, her suicide attempt, the scabies and urinary infections from her former living situation and also her imminent eviction from her current house with 14 other people. All in the first half an hour.

Needless to say, I've never been more erect.

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Did she have all her own teeth?

I mean, if you knock someone's teeth out, and then you take those teeth, then like, those are your teeth now, right? That's like survival of the fittest or whatever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 08, 2017, 02:12:12 AM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on November 07, 2017, 10:38:03 PM

Hooked up with an ex, no fap November got the best of me.

I did this once and got stuck in another year of a shitty relationship. She didn't want to hook up at first because she said she wanted to "start new", which basically just meant no sex for a while. I got the worst blue balls of my life to where it hurt to breathe.

How are things with the ex now?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on November 08, 2017, 04:24:09 AM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on November 07, 2017, 10:38:03 PM

Hooked up with an ex, no fap November got the best of me.

as i'm still in it i'm gonna see what it brings to
the table for me. it would be dope, if it would
also bring a hookup with my ex but prolly not.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on November 08, 2017, 05:07:38 AM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on November 08, 2017, 02:02:07 AM

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Joined a swingers website, met up for coffee with a woman who promptly spent a half an hour telling me about how her first child was taken by social services and how she moved country to avoid her second child being put up for forced adoption, followed by years of legal battles, her suicide attempt, the scabies and urinary infections from her former living situation and also her imminent eviction from her current house with 14 other people. All in the first half an hour.

Needless to say, I've never been more erect.

[close]

Did she have all her own teeth?

[close]

I mean, if you knock someone's teeth out, and then you take those teeth, then like, those are your teeth now, right? That's like survival of the fittest or whatever.

Yeah that's teeth law.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on November 08, 2017, 09:26:41 AM

Ok remember how I said I botched my pullout with my girl a couple weeks ago?  Well now she’s only a few days away from missing her period and has been showing minor symptoms (random illness, increased appetite, weird cravings, etc) and now I’m lowkey spooked brehs (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/merchant.png)

I’m gonna need the power of SLAP and all the land to come together and give me all their energy like Goku with the spirit bomb....
(http://gifimage.net/wp-content/uploads/2017/08/spirit-bomb-gif-5.gif)



And send a powerful blast out into the universe with a resounding NO to that insemination cuz I ain’t ready for this shit! (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/damn.png)

Like forreal I feel like this inside

(https://media.giphy.com/media/12XMGIWtrHBl5e/giphy.gif)

I know some of us have had our differences on here but that should be even more reason to get onboard and send some infertility vibes my way, we all need this right now (http://www.thecoli.com/data/emoticons/2/9c0f657fe913bd79ff6100c82149dea3.png?t=1460248562)

I’ll do anything y’all. Stop using smileys, stop making threads, hell ill even focus my account and post under an unrecognizable alias...

Just please dear God don’t let her get pregnant!!(http://www.thecoli.com/media/animated-damn.12307/full?d=1488999317)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on November 08, 2017, 09:52:43 AM

What the aborption status in your state? What is your gf opinion on aborption?
I mean you should use some contraception for real, not just the pull out technique. There are tons of methods, from pills, condoms, inserts whatever...
I know it can be a pain in the ass, but WAAAAAY less pain in a ass than a baby.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on November 08, 2017, 10:03:16 AM

you got options.......
has anyone crowdfunded abortions yet?
[nice footage on the other thread, heelflip down 10!?!?!?!]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rqbaivMb1DM

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on November 08, 2017, 11:19:33 AM

Pull Out technique?
you fuckin serious?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on November 08, 2017, 11:33:48 AM

Quote from: Turtle Boy on November 08, 2017, 09:52:43 AM

What the aborption status in your state? What is your gf opinion on aborption?
I mean you should use some contraception for real, not just the pull out technique. There are tons of methods, from pills, condoms, inserts whatever...
I know it can be a pain in the ass, but WAAAAAY less pain in a ass than a baby.

You misspelled absorption, but yeah I agree you should look into getting the baby absorbed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 08, 2017, 03:02:02 PM

You know you're in deep when you have one of those.
Power to you Sk8dood but stick to Jimmy Caps.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ducky darnsworth on November 08, 2017, 03:28:37 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zi_XLOBDo_Y (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zi_XLOBDo_Y)
goodluck with that shit will, hopefully your gf doesnt go off the wall with this

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on November 08, 2017, 04:38:17 PM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on November 08, 2017, 09:26:41 AM

I know some of us have had our differences on here but that should be even more reason to get onboard and send some infertility vibes my way, we all need this right now

I have a feeling Simon Woodstock is not going to like your confessions mate. On the flip side, having a kid is awesome!
Welcome to the #raddad club ;) Honestly though, I don't know if she would already be having weird cravings etc. BEFORE her period is due so you'll probably be fine*

* this is SLAP though and no one on here is a doctor right?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on November 08, 2017, 05:21:17 PM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on November 08, 2017, 04:38:17 PM

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I know some of us have had our differences on here but that should be even more reason to get onboard and send some infertility vibes my way, we all need this right now

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I have a feeling Simon Woodstock is not going to like your confessions mate. On the flip side, having a kid is awesome!
Welcome to the #raddad club ;) Honestly though, I don't know if she would already be having weird cravings etc. BEFORE her period is due so you'll probably be fine*

* this is SLAP though and no one on here is a doctor right?

I mean Shit for Brains is pretty smart. I rather go to him than some nerd who went to school for 8 years

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monkey_Mcpott on November 08, 2017, 06:45:12 PM

Quote from: tobey on November 08, 2017, 05:21:17 PM

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Quote from: DaSk8D00D on November 08, 2017, 09:26:41 AM

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I know some of us have had our differences on here but that should be even more reason to get onboard and send some infertility vibes my way, we all need this right now

[close]

I have a feeling Simon Woodstock is not going to like your confessions mate. On the flip side, having a kid is awesome!
Welcome to the #raddad club ;) Honestly though, I don't know if she would already be having weird cravings etc. BEFORE her period is due so you'll probably be fine*

* this is SLAP though and no one on here is a doctor right?

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I mean Shit for Brains is pretty smart. I rather go to him than some nerd who went to school for 8 years

Vibes your way. I wouldn't say you've been my favorite poster and at times i think you can be a bit aggressive with your views but to each his own. Having a kid can be a blessing in disguise sometimes though. Before i had my son at the age of 22 I lived a very carefree lifestyle with no cares in the world or my future. Since then i personally believe he was the reason i decided to take my life and career more serious to make better decisions that led me to the comfortable state that i am currently in. I hope that whatever happens is the best decision for your life, but don't think the worst if it doesn't go the way you want it. You cant plan life, just go with it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doomstation55 on November 08, 2017, 07:19:16 PM

Dude it's 2017 if you keep your laptop on your lap you should be shootin blanks. That's my contraception method at least.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 09, 2017, 12:51:11 AM

Found Nora's Spotify...I think. Sick music and if it is her I've fallen in love just a little more

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on November 09, 2017, 01:17:29 AM

I don't like Palace
(surprise surprise)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on November 09, 2017, 05:17:53 AM

I only had one credible pregnancy scare. While I was on the phone breaking up with this girl she said she was already late on her period, which inspired a few vagina rental jokes, and had taken a test you pee on that said she was pregnant. I told her to get in her car IMMEDIATELY and come to my place, and I went and spent about $50,000,000 on all kinds of different brands of tests. When she got there I said I wanted to see her pee on every single one of them with my eyes, then we can sit awkwardly and tensely wait for the results. She changed her tune real quick and I found out you can't return pregnancy tests.

So I guess you should try scaring her into never wanting a kid with you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on November 10, 2017, 05:59:05 AM

So at 6:36AM this morning on my way to work my girl gives me the news...



IT’S A PERIOD BREHS

(https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-XYS8DACaD70/UXfzuYpjBrI/AAAAAAAA7MY/4u1Td7vvhrs/w506-h284/JR%2BSmith%2BCelebration.gif)


I can’t front that shit had me really shook for a few days but nigga we made it (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/whew.png)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on November 10, 2017, 06:27:32 AM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on November 10, 2017, 05:59:05 AM

So at 6:36AM this morning on my way to work my girl gives me the news...



IT’S A PERIOD BREHS

(https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-XYS8DACaD70/UXfzuYpjBrI/AAAAAAAA7MY/4u1Td7vvhrs/w506-h284/JR%2BSmith%2BCelebration.gif)


I can’t front that shit had me really shook for a few days but nigga we made it (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/whew.png)

You know it's not uncommon for women to have their period whilst in the early stages of pregnancy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on November 10, 2017, 06:47:33 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on November 10, 2017, 06:27:32 AM

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So at 6:36AM this morning on my way to work my girl gives me the news...



IT’S A PERIOD BREHS

(https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-XYS8DACaD70/UXfzuYpjBrI/AAAAAAAA7MY/4u1Td7vvhrs/w506-h284/JR%2BSmith%2BCelebration.gif)


I can’t front that shit had me really shook for a few days but nigga we made it (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/whew.png)

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You know it's not uncommon for women to have their period whilst in the early stages of pregnancy.

She’s been keeping track of it and it was right on schedule today, so ima enjoy this feeling of relief until I have a reason not to (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/hubie.png)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ttching! on November 10, 2017, 07:40:29 AM

First I was like lil' d00d?    (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/picard.png)
 (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/sadcam.png)

But then I was like: Yung Easely?   (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/jbhmmm.png)
(http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/ld.png)

Now I'm all like: RIP Yung Easely  (http://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/mjcry1.png)
 (https://slack-imgs.com/?c=1&url=https%3A%2F%2Fmedia1.giphy.com%2Fmedia%2FPBxuToklSNRF6%2Fgiphy.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 13, 2017, 12:15:15 PM

A fight almost broke out at work and while I was getting ready I realized 1) I can't fight but I'm going down swinging 2) My first response was to imitate that Any Roy video where he's yelling and pulling up his shorts to creep out the person 3) I was glad it didn't happen while the cute waitresses where clocked in

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on November 13, 2017, 12:42:19 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on November 13, 2017, 12:15:15 PM

A fight almost broke out at work and while I was getting ready I realized 1) I can't fight but I'm going down swinging 2) My first response was to imitate that Any Roy video where he's yelling and pulling up his shorts to creep out the person 3) I was glad it didn't happen while the cute waitresses where clocked in

Count it.
I love that clip of Andy. When someone is in your face the best thing to deal with it is always to be ridiculous.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on November 13, 2017, 12:58:22 PM

But if someone actually gets IN your face, you should headbutt them. Even if you they beat you to death, they can't win against someone who hits people with their face.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 13, 2017, 01:44:06 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on November 13, 2017, 12:58:22 PM

But if someone actually gets IN your face, you should headbutt them. Even if you they beat you to death, they can't win against someone who hits people with their face.

Like this?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ITdPTKpGHuI

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on November 13, 2017, 04:38:55 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on November 13, 2017, 01:44:06 PM

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But if someone actually gets IN your face, you should headbutt them. Even if you they beat you to death, they can't win against someone who hits people with their face.

[close]

Like this?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ITdPTKpGHuI

No, that was stupid. You want to hit them in the nose with your hairline and ruin their face forever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on November 13, 2017, 05:48:31 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on November 13, 2017, 04:38:55 PM

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But if someone actually gets IN your face, you should headbutt them. Even if you they beat you to death, they can't win against someone who hits people with their face.

[close]

Like this?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ITdPTKpGHuI

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No, that was stupid. You want to hit them in the nose with your hairline and ruin their face forever.

Is that what happened to Owen Wilson

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 14, 2017, 04:04:27 AM

Quote from: tobey on November 13, 2017, 05:48:31 PM

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But if someone actually gets IN your face, you should headbutt them. Even if you they beat you to death, they can't win against someone who hits people with their face.

[close]

Like this?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ITdPTKpGHuI

[close]

No, that was stupid. You want to hit them in the nose with your hairline and ruin their face forever.

[close]

Is that what happened to Owen Wilson

No, he tried to fix it with his hands and made it worse.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on November 15, 2017, 09:53:00 AM

sharted in my computer chair while eating a taco

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jollyoli on November 17, 2017, 06:48:25 AM

Quote from: Foray on November 15, 2017, 09:53:00 AM

sharted in my computer chair while eating a taco

Did you finish the taco?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on November 17, 2017, 09:38:15 AM

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sharted in my computer chair while eating a taco

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Did you finish the taco?

Dude? You don't waste tacos.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on November 17, 2017, 09:56:03 AM

I’m hornier since I started working out and it fucking sucks. On the plus side, my semen is way more viscous and completely white. It used be translucent and more runny. The testosterone increase is making me easily pissed off, though. Smoking weed doesn’t really help. When this woman was swerving on the sidewalk, while texting, she got pissed off at me. I’ve never wanted to piss on anyone more badly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on November 17, 2017, 10:24:07 AM

I've been working out for years and have never felt like that. You might just be a dickhead.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 17, 2017, 11:42:25 AM

Maybe it was recent illness, maybe it's that I'm back from holiday's, maybe it's my job or the weather, but I'm really awfully depressed lately.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on November 17, 2017, 01:00:01 PM

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sharted in my computer chair while eating a taco

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Did you finish the taco?

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Dude? You don't waste tacos.

yeah and i had a taco on deck, too.  ate them both.  i put my boxers in a ziploc bag like a classy person and threw them away

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on November 17, 2017, 01:32:40 PM

What makes it classy is that it's ziploc brand.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on November 18, 2017, 01:44:23 AM

I was watching skate videos on youtube on the tv and left it on and went somewhere. Then I got back and its playing revive videos on repeat and my mom is sitting there watching them. This is fucked, I hope she doesn't think Im gay.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ImportantGuy on November 19, 2017, 12:08:32 AM

Quote from: bawtawd5 on November 18, 2017, 01:44:23 AM

I was watching skate videos on youtube on the tv and left it on and went somewhere. Then I got back and its playing revive videos on repeat and my mom is sitting there watching them. This is fucked, I hope she doesn't think Im gay.

Are you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on November 19, 2017, 12:55:47 AM

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I was watching skate videos on youtube on the tv and left it on and went somewhere. Then I got back and its playing revive videos on repeat and my mom is sitting there watching them. This is fucked, I hope she doesn't think Im gay.

[close]

Are you?

(https://cdn-webimages.wimages.net/051786cdf1b7e5780325addcce59eafaefb77c.jpg?v=3)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ducky darnsworth on November 19, 2017, 02:58:40 AM

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I was watching skate videos on youtube on the tv and left it on and went somewhere. Then I got back and its playing revive videos on repeat and my mom is sitting there watching them. This is fucked, I hope she doesn't think Im gay.

[close]

Are you?

[close]

(https://cdn-webimages.wimages.net/051786cdf1b7e5780325addcce59eafaefb77c.jpg?v=3)

Quote from: internet

I'm not gay but $20 is $20

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on November 19, 2017, 04:16:39 AM

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I was watching skate videos on youtube on the tv and left it on and went somewhere. Then I got back and its playing revive videos on repeat and my mom is sitting there watching them. This is fucked, I hope she doesn't think Im gay.

[close]

Are you?

[close]

(https://cdn-webimages.wimages.net/051786cdf1b7e5780325addcce59eafaefb77c.jpg?v=3)

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I'm not gay but $20 is $20

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So weird the photo I posted of that quote disappeared.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ducky darnsworth on November 19, 2017, 05:19:06 AM

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I was watching skate videos on youtube on the tv and left it on and went somewhere. Then I got back and its playing revive videos on repeat and my mom is sitting there watching them. This is fucked, I hope she doesn't think Im gay.

[close]

Are you?

[close]

(https://cdn-webimages.wimages.net/051786cdf1b7e5780325addcce59eafaefb77c.jpg?v=3)

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I'm not gay but $20 is $20

[close]

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So weird the photo I posted of that quote disappeared.

huh, i see the link you posted, it was saying something about my connection not being private i think you used a url from some wonky ass website, but from reverse url searching this the image you were trying to post right?
(https://i.imgur.com/LNgd8di.jpg?1)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on November 19, 2017, 05:22:49 AM

Quote from: ducky darnsworth on November 19, 2017, 05:19:06 AM

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I was watching skate videos on youtube on the tv and left it on and went somewhere. Then I got back and its playing revive videos on repeat and my mom is sitting there watching them. This is fucked, I hope she doesn't think Im gay.

[close]

Are you?

[close]

(https://cdn-webimages.wimages.net/051786cdf1b7e5780325addcce59eafaefb77c.jpg?v=3)

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I'm not gay but $20 is $20

[close]

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So weird the photo I posted of that quote disappeared.

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huh, i see the link you posted, it was saying something about my connection not being private i think you used a url from some wonky ass website, but from reverse url searching this the image you were trying to post right?
(https://i.imgur.com/LNgd8di.jpg?1)

That was it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ducky darnsworth on November 19, 2017, 05:27:59 AM

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I was watching skate videos on youtube on the tv and left it on and went somewhere. Then I got back and its playing revive videos on repeat and my mom is sitting there watching them. This is fucked, I hope she doesn't think Im gay.

[close]

Are you?

[close]

(https://cdn-webimages.wimages.net/051786cdf1b7e5780325addcce59eafaefb77c.jpg?v=3)

[close]

Quote from: internet

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I'm not gay but $20 is $20

[close]

[close]

So weird the photo I posted of that quote disappeared.

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huh, i see the link you posted, it was saying something about my connection not being private i think you used a url from some wonky ass website, but from reverse url searching this the image you were trying to post right?
(https://i.imgur.com/LNgd8di.jpg?1)

[close]

That was it.

aight cool, ima be honest i dont get the picture reference but i feel like its probably pretty funny

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: buttchin on November 25, 2017, 12:08:16 AM

I think I might have genital warts. I hooked up with a really thrashy chick no condom and now I'm paying the consequences. I have small white bumps on my dick. I am about to go to a clinic to get it checked out, but I know 100% that I have the HPV virus. I'm super bummed because now I feel like I'll ruin a ton of potential relationships after disclosing this shit to girls I meet or If they see my dick at this state.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on November 25, 2017, 03:13:03 AM

Quote from: buttchin on November 25, 2017, 12:08:16 AM

I think I might have genital warts. I hooked up with a really thrashy chick no condom and now I'm paying the consequences. I have small white bumps on my dick. I am about to go to a clinic to get it checked out, but I know 100% that I have the HPV virus. I'm super bummed because now I feel like I'll ruin a ton of potential relationships after disclosing this shit to girls I meet or If they see my dick at this state.

Just keep banging dirty whores for the rest of your life and you'll be fine/have more fun.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on November 25, 2017, 08:55:21 AM

ive been thinking about starting a thread called "ask shit for brains" that's basically an advice column ..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 25, 2017, 09:53:23 AM

Do it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on November 25, 2017, 10:55:09 AM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on November 25, 2017, 09:53:23 AM

Do it

I thought I had something once but it turns out it was just the way my pants were constantly tugging at my junk while at work (full shifts at production line tables) and it cleared away within the week after quitting that job. At least that's what I tell myself. I don't get out much anyway.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 25, 2017, 11:41:38 AM

I get eczema on my junk from time to time and when I was like 13 I thought I got herpes from a toilet seat or some shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on November 25, 2017, 02:34:22 PM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on November 25, 2017, 11:41:38 AM

I get eczema on my junk from time to time and when I was like 13 I thought I got herpes from a toilet seat or some shit.

A buddy of mine got Chlamydia first try bolts when he lost his Virginity.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 25, 2017, 04:04:00 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on November 25, 2017, 02:34:22 PM

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I get eczema on my junk from time to time and when I was like 13 I thought I got herpes from a toilet seat or some shit.

[close]

A buddy of mine got Chlamydia first try bolts when he lost his Virginity.

Well. Do me a favour and tell "your friend" that he's gnarly as all hell, that's heavy as a hammer. Also tell him that I loved his epicly later'd when he clowned Birdo.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: imad on November 25, 2017, 04:12:05 PM

Quote from: buttchin on November 25, 2017, 12:08:16 AM

I think I might have genital warts. I hooked up with a really thrashy chick no condom and now I'm paying the consequences. I have small white bumps on my dick. I am about to go to a clinic to get it checked out, but I know 100% that I have the HPV virus. I'm super bummed because now I feel like I'll ruin a ton of potential relationships after disclosing this shit to girls I meet or If they see my dick at this state.

LOL

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on November 25, 2017, 05:29:10 PM

Quote from: straight on November 25, 2017, 08:55:21 AM

ive been thinking about starting a thread called "ask shit for brains" that's basically an advice column ..

"Someone else have ideas" isn't an idea

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on November 25, 2017, 10:43:59 PM

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I get eczema on my junk from time to time and when I was like 13 I thought I got herpes from a toilet seat or some shit.

[close]

A buddy of mine got Chlamydia first try bolts when he lost his Virginity.

[close]

Well. Do me a favour and tell "your friend" that he's gnarly as all hell, that's heavy as a hammer. Also tell him that I loved his epicly later'd when he clowned Birdo.

Link me, I've never seen my friend Chance's epicly later'd.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on November 26, 2017, 12:53:58 AM

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I think I might have genital warts. I hooked up with a really thrashy chick no condom and now I'm paying the consequences. I have small white bumps on my dick. I am about to go to a clinic to get it checked out, but I know 100% that I have the HPV virus. I'm super bummed because now I feel like I'll ruin a ton of potential relationships after disclosing this shit to girls I meet or If they see my dick at this state.

[close]

LOL

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 26, 2017, 09:00:48 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on November 25, 2017, 10:43:59 PM

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Quote from: Grind King Rims on November 25, 2017, 11:41:38 AM

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I get eczema on my junk from time to time and when I was like 13 I thought I got herpes from a toilet seat or some shit.

[close]

A buddy of mine got Chlamydia first try bolts when he lost his Virginity.

[close]

Well. Do me a favour and tell "your friend" that he's gnarly as all hell, that's heavy as a hammer. Also tell him that I loved his epicly later'd when he clowned Birdo.

[close]

Link me, I've never seen my friend Chance's epicly later'd.

Your friend Chance has a very apt name considering his sexual history.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on November 26, 2017, 03:06:08 PM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on November 26, 2017, 09:00:48 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on November 25, 2017, 10:43:59 PM

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Quote from: Grind King Rims on November 25, 2017, 04:04:00 PM

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Quote from: doublesteveburger on November 25, 2017, 02:34:22 PM

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Quote from: Grind King Rims on November 25, 2017, 11:41:38 AM

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I get eczema on my junk from time to time and when I was like 13 I thought I got herpes from a toilet seat or some shit.

[close]

A buddy of mine got Chlamydia first try bolts when he lost his Virginity.

[close]

Well. Do me a favour and tell "your friend" that he's gnarly as all hell, that's heavy as a hammer. Also tell him that I loved his epicly later'd when he clowned Birdo.

[close]

Link me, I've never seen my friend Chance's epicly later'd.

[close]

Your friend Chance has a very apt name considering his sexual history.

That's funny, never thought of it that way. Ammo for the next roast for sure.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 27, 2017, 01:34:39 AM

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Quote from: Grind King Rims on November 25, 2017, 11:41:38 AM

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I get eczema on my junk from time to time and when I was like 13 I thought I got herpes from a toilet seat or some shit.

[close]

A buddy of mine got Chlamydia first try bolts when he lost his Virginity.

[close]

Well. Do me a favour and tell "your friend" that he's gnarly as all hell, that's heavy as a hammer. Also tell him that I loved his epicly later'd when he clowned Birdo.

[close]

Link me, I've never seen my friend Chance's epicly later'd.

[close]

Your friend Chance has a very apt name considering his sexual history.

[close]

That's funny, never thought of it that way. Ammo for the next roast for sure.

Yeah

So, uh... wanna hang out sometime or what?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on November 30, 2017, 01:49:30 PM

I skipped work twice to smoke blunts

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on November 30, 2017, 01:52:24 PM

I like the game leaf ripoff bacwood
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MunyD4MIV7E

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on November 30, 2017, 02:41:05 PM

I almost fucked a dude, but backed out, at the last minute...used to think I was bi-curious, but not anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on November 30, 2017, 02:56:50 PM

full story asap .. see truhillos for a how to write this

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on November 30, 2017, 03:17:07 PM

Quote from: straight on November 30, 2017, 02:56:50 PM

full story asap .. see truhillos for a how to write this

is that how you pronounce it? i always read it as 'thrill hoes'. i'm hoping for a similar essay too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: imad on November 30, 2017, 04:17:18 PM

Quote from: Pigeon on November 30, 2017, 02:41:05 PM

I almost fucked a dude, but backed out, at the last minute...used to think I was bi-curious, but not anymore.

Lol, fuckin faggot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on November 30, 2017, 04:25:49 PM

Quote from: straight on November 30, 2017, 02:56:50 PM

full story asap .. see truhillos for a how to write this

hahahaha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on November 30, 2017, 04:29:08 PM

We need this story Pigeon.

Also I sometimes have dreams of getting fucked or fucking dudes and the moment I'm about to cum in the dream I wake up

If anyone is a dream expert or like if you have a positive rep and tell me what this means for me I'll gladly accept it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on November 30, 2017, 04:50:05 PM

I’m no dream expert but I think it means you are completely straight

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on November 30, 2017, 05:31:31 PM

Quote from: Pigeon on November 30, 2017, 02:41:05 PM

I almost fucked a dude, but backed out, at the last minute...used to think I was bi-curious, but not anymore.

What's the deets, full story. He touch yo Dick?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on November 30, 2017, 05:57:06 PM

It's thrillhouse show some fucking respect

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QPsdxR0zzNE

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on November 30, 2017, 07:05:06 PM

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I almost fucked a dude, but backed out, at the last minute...used to think I was bi-curious, but not anymore.

[close]

What's the deets, full story. He touch yo Dick?

I always swipe right on Tinder and matched up with a, "woman." I really should have looked at the pics, but it turned out to be a tranny.

When I got to the meetup spot, I was looking for a chick in a gray jacket. Then, a guy in a gray jacket tapped me on the shoulder and explained that he is a tranny. There was also a little bit about how guys don't really like fucking cross-dressers so he listed himself as female. In my mind, I was like, "A hole is a hole," so I told him I was still down.

When we got to his place, his roommates were home so he wasn't comfortable dressing up...but still wanted to be fucked. We watched some South Park and John Oliver, while smoking a decent amount of weed and hash. Once I was really high, I came to my senses. I rather wait and have sex with a woman, than fuck a guy. So, I told him that I couldn't go through with it and he was cool about it. I left and don't remember what I had for dinner

Moral:
Don't swipe right to everyone on Tinder. If you do, go through their pictures before deciding anything.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on November 30, 2017, 07:23:25 PM

yeah, but did he kick your are at mortal kombat?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: imad on November 30, 2017, 07:41:35 PM

Takes a real desperate gay loser to just decide you'll fuck a dude for a night because no chicks wanna fuck you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on December 01, 2017, 12:51:54 AM

Quote from: umad on November 30, 2017, 07:41:35 PM

Takes a real desperate gay loser to just decide you'll fuck a dude for a night because no chicks wanna fuck you.

Lol. You sound a lot like a homeless crackhead who always yells stuff about ,”faggots,” and how he cured AIDS in the 60’s, before it was a, “gay virus.” He’s probably your biological father.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ken1 on December 01, 2017, 03:14:20 AM

I love it when a big girl sits on my face; I haven't gotten pink eye yet because I wear goggles.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on December 01, 2017, 04:13:23 AM

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I almost fucked a dude, but backed out, at the last minute...used to think I was bi-curious, but not anymore.

[close]

What's the deets, full story. He touch yo Dick?

[close]

I always swipe right on Tinder and matched up with a, "woman." I really should have looked at the pics, but it turned out to be a tranny.

When I got to the meetup spot, I was looking for a chick in a gray jacket. Then, a guy in a gray jacket tapped me on the shoulder and explained that he is a tranny. There was also a little bit about how guys don't really like fucking cross-dressers so he listed himself as female. In my mind, I was like, "A hole is a hole," so I told him I was still down.

When we got to his place, his roommates were home so he wasn't comfortable dressing up...but still wanted to be fucked. We watched some South Park and John Oliver, while smoking a decent amount of weed and hash. Once I was really high, I came to my senses. I rather wait and have sex with a woman, than fuck a guy. So, I told him that I couldn't go through with it and he was cool about it. I left and don't remember what I had for dinner

Moral:
Don't swipe right to everyone on Tinder. If you do, go through their pictures before deciding anything.

yeah that woulda been gay, if he woulda stayed dressed up that whole time it woulda been straight.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on December 01, 2017, 01:31:21 PM

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I almost fucked a dude, but backed out, at the last minute...used to think I was bi-curious, but not anymore.

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What's the deets, full story. He touch yo Dick?

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I always swipe right on Tinder and matched up with a, "woman." I really should have looked at the pics, but it turned out to be a tranny.

When I got to the meetup spot, I was looking for a chick in a gray jacket. Then, a guy in a gray jacket tapped me on the shoulder and explained that he is a tranny. There was also a little bit about how guys don't really like fucking cross-dressers so he listed himself as female. In my mind, I was like, "A hole is a hole," so I told him I was still down.

When we got to his place, his roommates were home so he wasn't comfortable dressing up...but still wanted to be fucked. We watched some South Park and John Oliver, while smoking a decent amount of weed and hash. Once I was really high, I came to my senses. I rather wait and have sex with a woman, than fuck a guy. So, I told him that I couldn't go through with it and he was cool about it. I left and don't remember what I had for dinner

Moral:
Don't swipe right to everyone on Tinder. If you do, go through their pictures before deciding anything.

That's not even close to fucking a dude but it's still a great story.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ImportantGuy on December 01, 2017, 05:09:39 PM

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Takes a real desperate gay loser to just decide you'll fuck a dude for a night because no chicks wanna fuck you.

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Lol. You sound a lot like a homeless crackhead who always yells stuff about ,”faggots,” and how he cured AIDS in the 60’s, before it was a, “gay virus.” He’s probably your biological father.

If you want something to die, why do you give it food?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on December 02, 2017, 11:27:05 AM

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Takes a real desperate gay loser to just decide you'll fuck a dude for a night because no chicks wanna fuck you.

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Lol. You sound a lot like a homeless crackhead who always yells stuff about ,”faggots,” and how he cured AIDS in the 60’s, before it was a, “gay virus.” He’s probably your biological father.

He doesn't sound anything like bawtawd

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on December 04, 2017, 02:05:46 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on December 01, 2017, 01:31:21 PM

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I almost fucked a dude, but backed out, at the last minute...used to think I was bi-curious, but not anymore.

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What's the deets, full story. He touch yo Dick?

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I always swipe right on Tinder and matched up with a, "woman." I really should have looked at the pics, but it turned out to be a tranny.

When I got to the meetup spot, I was looking for a chick in a gray jacket. Then, a guy in a gray jacket tapped me on the shoulder and explained that he is a tranny. There was also a little bit about how guys don't really like fucking cross-dressers so he listed himself as female. In my mind, I was like, "A hole is a hole," so I told him I was still down.

When we got to his place, his roommates were home so he wasn't comfortable dressing up...but still wanted to be fucked. We watched some South Park and John Oliver, while smoking a decent amount of weed and hash. Once I was really high, I came to my senses. I rather wait and have sex with a woman, than fuck a guy. So, I told him that I couldn't go through with it and he was cool about it. I left and don't remember what I had for dinner

Moral:
Don't swipe right to everyone on Tinder. If you do, go through their pictures before deciding anything.

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That's not even close to fucking a dude but it's still a great story.

I did some semi-gay shit when I was in my early 20's. Wasn't really my thing either.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: imad on December 04, 2017, 09:10:11 AM

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Takes a real desperate gay loser to just decide you'll fuck a dude for a night because no chicks wanna fuck you.

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Lol. You sound a lot like a homeless crackhead who always yells stuff about ,”faggots,” and how he cured AIDS in the 60’s, before it was a, “gay virus.” He’s probably your biological father.

You're mad for being such an emasculated desperate bitch boy loser. You've left chicks so unsatisfied and curious if you're actually straight, then pussed out on fucking a dude when you know you want to. Legendary cuck status.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on December 04, 2017, 12:03:25 PM

hey umad would you rather kiss a bearded man on the lips ever so tenderly in front of your dad or spend an entire day with your own thumb shoved up your butt

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on December 04, 2017, 12:51:34 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on December 04, 2017, 12:03:25 PM

hey umad would you rather kiss a bearded man on the lips every so tenderly in front of your dad or spend an entire day with your own thumb shoved up your butt

He'd do both same time first try.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on December 04, 2017, 03:19:00 PM

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hey umad would you rather kiss a bearded man on the lips every so tenderly in front of your dad or spend an entire day with your own thumb shoved up your butt

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He'd do both same time first try.

No warm up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on December 04, 2017, 05:13:04 PM

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hey umad would you rather kiss a bearded man on the lips every so tenderly in front of your dad or spend an entire day with your own thumb shoved up your butt

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He'd do both same time first try.

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No warm up

Nah umad made it very clear thats hes alpha as fuck. Which is pretty ironic because the most alpha dudes are the ones who like cuckolding

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on December 04, 2017, 07:25:25 PM

I might be down to be the bull in a cuckold relationship but I think that's considered cultural appropriation these days

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on December 05, 2017, 01:01:42 AM

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hey umad would you rather kiss a bearded man on the lips every so tenderly in front of your dad or spend an entire day with your own thumb shoved up your butt

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He'd do both same time first try.

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No warm up

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Nah umad made it very clear thats hes alpha as fuck. Which is pretty ironic because the most alpha dudes are the ones who like cuckolding

Are you thinking about Gay for Pay in bodybuilding?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChuckRamone on December 15, 2017, 11:50:11 PM

my workplace is an old house converted into an office and it has thin walls. I sit close to the women’s bathroom and I can hear them peeing and farting. every once in a while one of them will have an explosive shit session and I find myself getting strangely aroused by it. if I smelled it or saw the shit, I probably wouldn’t be that stoked but hearing a girl rip some spluttering farts and bombard the toilet gives me a bit of an erection. the downside to this is I also have to hear my male coworkers’ butt sounds coming from the other bathroom and I don’t really like that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on December 16, 2017, 03:03:41 AM

Quote from: ChuckRamone on December 15, 2017, 11:50:11 PM

my workplace is an old house converted into an office and it has thin walls. I sit close to the women’s bathroom and I can hear them peeing and farting. every once in a while one of them will have an explosive shit session and I find myself getting strangely aroused by it. if I smelled it or saw the shit, I probably wouldn’t be that stoked but hearing a girl rip some spluttering farts and bombard the toilet gives me a bit of an erection. the downside to this is I also have to hear my male coworkers’ butt sounds coming from the other bathroom and I don’t really like that.

It's a slippery slope from listening Tom bathroom boners to spending your kids college fund on a motel room Cleveland steamer.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on December 16, 2017, 08:15:53 AM

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my workplace is an old house converted into an office and it has thin walls. I sit close to the women’s bathroom and I can hear them peeing and farting. every once in a while one of them will have an explosive shit session and I find myself getting strangely aroused by it. if I smelled it or saw the shit, I probably wouldn’t be that stoked but hearing a girl rip some spluttering farts and bombard the toilet gives me a bit of an erection. the downside to this is I also have to hear my male coworkers’ butt sounds coming from the other bathroom and I don’t really like that.

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It's a slippery slope from listening Tom bathroom boners to spending your kids college fund on a motel room Cleveland steamer.

Sounds slippery indeed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on December 16, 2017, 08:23:36 AM

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my workplace is an old house converted into an office and it has thin walls. I sit close to the women’s bathroom and I can hear them peeing and farting. every once in a while one of them will have an explosive shit session and I find myself getting strangely aroused by it. if I smelled it or saw the shit, I probably wouldn’t be that stoked but hearing a girl rip some spluttering farts and bombard the toilet gives me a bit of an erection. the downside to this is I also have to hear my male coworkers’ butt sounds coming from the other bathroom and I don’t really like that.

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It's a slippery slope from listening Tom bathroom boners to spending your kids college fund on a motel room Cleveland steamer.

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Sounds slippery indeed.

every once in a while you'll read in news of the weird about a guy who hacks his way into women's toilets to satisfy his urolagnia. let it rain down like manna from heaven!
idk the ins and outs of plumbing but i see vocational school in your future.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChuckRamone on December 16, 2017, 09:38:49 AM

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my workplace is an old house converted into an office and it has thin walls. I sit close to the women’s bathroom and I can hear them peeing and farting. every once in a while one of them will have an explosive shit session and I find myself getting strangely aroused by it. if I smelled it or saw the shit, I probably wouldn’t be that stoked but hearing a girl rip some spluttering farts and bombard the toilet gives me a bit of an erection. the downside to this is I also have to hear my male coworkers’ butt sounds coming from the other bathroom and I don’t really like that.

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It's a slippery slope from listening Tom bathroom boners to spending your kids college fund on a motel room Cleveland steamer.

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Sounds slippery indeed.

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every once in a while you'll read in news of the weird about a guy who hacks his way into women's toilets to satisfy his urolagnia. let it rain down like manna from heaven!
idk the ins and outs of plumbing but i see vocational school in your future.

but a real fecophile would take it to the sewers so you could go macro level and get a whole shit deluge from multiple women at once.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on December 17, 2017, 06:24:22 PM

scat bukkake?

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Post by: Grind King Rims on December 17, 2017, 06:29:21 PM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on December 17, 2017, 06:24:22 PM

scat bukkake?

pookkake

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on December 17, 2017, 06:32:45 PM

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scat bukkake?

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pookkake

touche GKR, touche

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on December 18, 2017, 02:08:36 PM

I've discovered the holy grail of sorts of sex acts, and I think I am now forever a changed Mongoloid. The girl that I've been on/off with for whatever reason took the plunge and went all in on my hairy ass forest. I never thought a rimjob could be so fucking great, but here I am a learned and informed individual. She not only attacked my browneye with wreckless abandon, she did so for 20 minutes straight.

She also gave the best head I'll probably ever experience, and it was fucking straight up pornographic. her mouth was like a dick seeking vacuum, and anytime I'd fall out of her makeshift "mouth butthole" she'd rove the carpet and suck the ole' hotdog back into her mouth like it was the last missing piece of the cocksuck puzzle.

The only drawback to this encounter was the fact that I'm off fucking squirters now. My bed smells like a stale can of tuna, and everything needs to be washed and/or burned.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on December 18, 2017, 05:32:44 PM

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on December 18, 2017, 06:24:22 PM

Quote from: Mongoloid on December 18, 2017, 02:08:36 PM

She also gave the best head I'll probably ever experience, and it was fucking straight up pornographic. her mouth was like a dick seeking vacuum,

This is the kind of thing that will make you lose your mind, I've unfortunately only been with 1 girl that really knew how to give blowjobs and it was like coma inducing. No other girl has even really got me close to finishing from head, but this one girl could make it take 30 seconds. My theory is that her hands were some crazy soft texture or something.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on December 18, 2017, 06:46:51 PM

20 min tongue punch of the gnar button and she was doing it to YOU? sounds like a keeper mate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on December 18, 2017, 07:12:46 PM

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She also gave the best head I'll probably ever experience, and it was fucking straight up pornographic. her mouth was like a dick seeking vacuum,

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This is the kind of thing that will make you lose your mind, I've unfortunately only been with 1 girl that really knew how to give blowjobs and it was like coma inducing. No other girl has even really got me close to finishing from head, but this one girl could make it take 30 seconds. My theory is that her hands were some crazy soft texture or something.

I'm fairly confident I'll never get a blowjob by anyone else the way in which she skillfully performed it. This shit was like performance art by a skilled master in the dark arts of dick.

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on December 18, 2017, 06:46:51 PM

20 min tongue punch of the gnar button and she was doing it to YOU? sounds like a keeper mate

She loved it, I think she enjoyed doing it as much as I surprisingly enjoyed receiving it. She was manipulating my legs all over the place as she was doing it, and she was really getting in there.. which for those of you whom have seen my taint photo you know that's some Vietnam-esque trooper level shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on December 18, 2017, 09:05:05 PM

rip

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on December 18, 2017, 10:35:16 PM

Keeper.
(https://preview.ibb.co/cpNtCm/IMG_3688.jpg%3Cbr%20/%3E[url=https://imgbb.com/])

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Esquivel on December 19, 2017, 01:43:44 AM

^This has to be SLAP's most famous life gnar button of all time.
Also, who coined the term? If i find out, the gnar button will be on auto pilot until the end of time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mark Renton on December 19, 2017, 03:01:09 AM

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scat bukkake?

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pookkake

Skidiki-pap-pap

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on December 19, 2017, 04:25:33 AM

Quote from: Esquivel on December 19, 2017, 01:43:44 AM

^This has to be SLAP's most famous life gnar button of all time.
Also, who coined the term? If i find out, the gnar button will be on auto pilot until the end of time.

I'm not gonna take full credit but I was involved in coining the term.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on December 19, 2017, 04:35:50 PM

Ain't showered in 3 days, could do a fourth

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Post by: shit_for_brains on December 19, 2017, 05:05:24 PM

That is shocking

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on December 19, 2017, 05:39:30 PM

Quote from: bawtawd5 on December 19, 2017, 04:35:50 PM

Ain't showered in 3 days, could do a fourth

I wear the same underwear/socks for a couple days in a row

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on December 19, 2017, 05:42:25 PM

Made it like 5 or  six one time. Don't remember smell, but I was an oily guy.

Confession- I stole over $500 retail last 2 days and ain finna stop right now, I'm too fuckin fresh.. They think all the Mexicans are the ones stealing shit,fuckin mexicans

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on December 19, 2017, 05:43:42 PM

Quote from: bawtawd5 on December 19, 2017, 04:35:50 PM

Ain't showered in 3 days, could do a fourth

I had a theory that this would help you with skating a couple years ago, like if you took a hot shower it would mess with your muscles by warming them up without being used. As it turns out, there isn't much of a correlation

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hacksaw Jim Duggan on December 20, 2017, 07:58:36 AM

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I wear the same underwear/socks for a couple days in a row

I don't even wear underwear, haven't even owned a pair in years. I would recommend it, great for skating.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on December 20, 2017, 08:17:38 AM

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Ain't showered in 3 days, could do a fourth

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I wear the same underwear/socks for a couple days in a row

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I don't even wear underwear, haven't even owned a pair in years. I would recommend it, great for skating.

(https://i.pinimg.com/736x/41/ae/30/41ae302773a2c0a1c58e372b301321fa--seinfeld-quotes-jerry-seinfeld.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on December 20, 2017, 08:37:50 AM

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^This has to be SLAP's most famous life gnar button of all time.
Also, who coined the term? If i find out, the gnar button will be on auto pilot until the end of time.

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I'm not gonna take full credit but I was involved in coining the term.

After eating some Asian ass, asakusa75 said, "I wish there was such a thing as a life gnar because I would give myself one," and Soda Jerk said, "The Life Gnar button exists and it's inside every Asian girls butthole."

So began the life gnar button

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poophole on December 20, 2017, 02:33:37 PM

a couple years back i was working at nyt mag and lost the job when i failed a drug test

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on December 20, 2017, 02:37:46 PM

Quote from: poophole on December 20, 2017, 02:33:37 PM

a couple years back i was working at nyt mag and lost the job when i failed a drug test

shaggy?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on December 21, 2017, 12:16:06 AM

Made it another day, do it tomorroeow. I like 2nd day
 when hair it starts
To get oily

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on December 21, 2017, 12:29:53 AM

Quote from: bawtawd5 on December 21, 2017, 12:16:06 AM

Made it another day, do it tomorroeow. I like 2nd day
 when hair it starts
To get oily

Shave your hair and/or get a gym membership.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on December 21, 2017, 12:54:28 AM

Hah nah my hair my power it be pullin batches. That shit fire


I'm not gonna shave my head tuck my shirt ne a Nazi like ben k, got me fucked up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jomeara1 on December 22, 2017, 05:36:29 PM

Honestly, I miss Tracer.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on December 22, 2017, 07:04:32 PM

Truthfully, I don’t miss Chodekaka.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on December 22, 2017, 08:09:36 PM

Nobody does but it is weird to think that he might be dead by his own hand yet to be found in a Walmart parking lot at this very moment.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on December 22, 2017, 09:53:10 PM

im really sick and came home early today .. to my surprise, my wife and kid were gone (park i presumed) .. so of course, i immediately think it’s a good time to take care of business .. lather up and head to the shower the way i like to do it (phub propped) .. and i keep going from like 80% to 50% hard and can’t reach maximum stiffness, all while my nose is running like a fountain and im trying to wipe the snot away with my forearm .. i end up gettiner done at like 75% and it shriveled immediately after up which is not normal .. real demoralizing experience

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on December 23, 2017, 06:26:44 AM

Quote from: straight on December 22, 2017, 09:53:10 PM

im really sick and came home early today .. to my surprise, my wife and kid were gone (park i presumed) .. so of course, i immediately think it’s a good time to take care of business .. lather up and head to the shower the way i like to do it (phub propped) .. and i keep going from like 80% to 50% hard and can’t reach maximum stiffness, all while my nose is running like a fountain and im trying to wipe the snot away with my forearm .. i end up gettiner done at like 75% and it shriveled immediately after up which is not normal .. real demoralizing experience

Sounds like a standard wank for old Mongoloid.

Speaking of which.. wanking when having a cold (head cold specifically) always kind of sucks. The pleasure factor is generally nerfed by a large degree, and the dick needs a little more coaxing. Plus for me it always seems like my penis is trying to retreat back into my body for hibernation.

I get a lot of head colds.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on December 23, 2017, 07:55:55 AM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on December 22, 2017, 08:09:36 PM

Nobody does but it is weird to think that he might be dead by his own hand yet to be found in a Walmart parking lot at this very moment.

Walmart security is good about policing their parking lots.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on December 23, 2017, 08:30:43 AM

He strikes me as more of a “behind the 7-11” kind of guy, rather than a Walmart parking lot type.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on December 23, 2017, 02:03:41 PM

Probably a gun to the head in his house. Maybe shotgun.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on December 23, 2017, 02:21:55 PM

Was lookin at guns today actually just didn't have 400, nigga in the south they got some wild shut. Was gonna dope a pearl handle siver .38 for thrpocketbut I wanna cop thus for 399 except it longer barrel and different make.. Hitting niggas wit 22s(https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/5/58/Uzi_of_the_israeli_armed_forces.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on December 23, 2017, 02:31:33 PM

Realistically how long do you think it would take you to get $400

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on December 23, 2017, 03:59:35 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on December 23, 2017, 02:31:33 PM

Realistically how long do you think it would take you to get $400

He probably can’t save more than $40, before spending it on dog drugs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on December 23, 2017, 04:28:19 PM

I'm really dreading heading home for Christmas.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on December 23, 2017, 05:19:26 PM

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Realistically how long do you think it would take you to get $400

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He probably can’t save more than $40, before spending it on dog drugs.

I get it in one day if I need to, I stack cash sotimes,walkin witta couple G's. But yes I'm poor now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on December 23, 2017, 05:39:55 PM

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Realistically how long do you think it would take you to get $400

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He probably can’t save more than $40, before spending it on dog drugs.

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I get it in one day if I need to, I stack cash sotimes,walkin witta couple G's. But yes I'm poor now.

That's what people asking for money at gas stations say. Honestly how long would it take you to get $400?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on December 23, 2017, 05:41:19 PM

My guess is 18 months

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on December 23, 2017, 07:33:19 PM

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My guess is 18 months

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MB5gKerbnLE

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on December 24, 2017, 10:16:05 AM

Ran out of PG. ABC store closed next to days. Pops got tangerine Bacardi cause I need a solvent and I injectect half a mil. Taste cool. Don't hurt, sometimes, I hit it 3 already.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on December 25, 2017, 07:44:59 AM

Last night, I cut off a friend who has used me for emotional support for 3 years. I feel bad about the timing, but it couldn't wait until tomorrow. I don't hate him, but I can't deal with it anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on December 25, 2017, 10:04:20 AM

Quote from: lickcakes on December 25, 2017, 07:44:59 AM

Last night, I cut off a friend who has used me for emotional support for 3 years. I feel bad about the timing, but it couldn't wait until tomorrow. I don't hate him, but I can't deal with it anymore.

That's a good health move. Setting boundaries is hard.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on December 25, 2017, 03:16:25 PM

I avoided going to a family member's white elephant party today so that I could jerk off, eat cheese cake and mend what's left of my withdrawal symptoms.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on December 25, 2017, 04:25:10 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on December 25, 2017, 03:16:25 PM

I avoided going to a family member's white elephant party today so that I could jerk off, eat cheese cake and mend what's left of my withdrawal symptoms.

Was it a good day?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on December 25, 2017, 06:07:16 PM

Quote from: bawtawd5 on December 24, 2017, 10:16:05 AM

Ran out of PG. ABC store closed next to days. Pops got tangerine Bacardi cause I need a solvent and I injectect half a mil. Taste cool. Don't hurt, sometimes, I hit it 3 already.

You shot up Bacardi?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on December 25, 2017, 06:37:14 PM

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Ran out of PG. ABC store closed next to days. Pops got tangerine Bacardi cause I need a solvent and I injectect half a mil. Taste cool. Don't hurt, sometimes, I hit it 3 already.

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You shot up Bacardi?

Tangerine.

Shoot grey goose before , wit drugs in it duh, but I like this tangerine in my throat. Preferred.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on December 26, 2017, 10:11:14 PM

 

Quote from: doublesteveburger on December 25, 2017, 03:16:25 PM

I avoided going to a family member's white elephant party today so that I could jerk off, eat cheese cake and mend what's left of my withdrawal symptoms.

 :( Get well soon DubSteve!
It was good to see you posting in the "Post you skating" thread.


When I was in detox, the first girl I talked to, told me a wild story about her shooting up whiskey, when she had no dope.
She said she was able to taste it still, it got her wasted immediately, but the feeling went away really quick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on December 27, 2017, 08:35:38 AM

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 :( Get well soon DubSteve!
It was good to see you posting in the "Post you skating" thread.


When I was in detox, the first girl I talked to, told me a wild story about her shooting up whiskey, when she had no dope.
She said she was able to taste it still, it got her wasted immediately, but the feeling went away really quick.

From what I understand this has to do with the resulting vapor leaving the body through exhaling.

I don’t know how accurate that is, but I seem to remember reading about it somewhere.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on December 27, 2017, 08:47:03 AM

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 :( Get well soon DubSteve!
It was good to see you posting in the "Post you skating" thread.


When I was in detox, the first girl I talked to, told me a wild story about her shooting up whiskey, when she had no dope.
She said she was able to taste it still, it got her wasted immediately, but the feeling went away really quick.

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From what I understand this has to do with the resulting vapor leaving the body through exhaling.

I don’t know how accurate that is, but I seem to remember reading about it somewhere.

nah, it inundates your cells. you shoot dope you taste it. you shoot cocaine, you taste that. it comes from inside.
i've shot liquor, goes in cold like saline and then your body gets a chill and you wrap up and take a nap.
unless you're at the bar or out, you keep it moving.
[teenage suicide] don't do it!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on December 27, 2017, 09:21:59 AM

Is it weird that I like needles as far as tattoos, and giving blood, but I could never imagine poking my own veins?

I have little interest in drugs outside psychedelics, but shooting anything up is a terrifying thought to me. I’d not make a very good diabetic.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on December 27, 2017, 09:33:00 AM

I love beer too much, with small joints, every fucking nights, help me !

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tobey on December 27, 2017, 09:41:26 AM

Quote from: Mongoloid on December 27, 2017, 09:21:59 AM

Is it weird that I like needles as far as tattoos, and giving blood, but I could never imagine poking my own veins?

I have little interest in drugs outside psychedelics, but shooting anything up is a terrifying thought to me. I’d not make a very good diabetic.

Nah I'm like that. I have tattoos and they weren't scary except for the first one I got, don't mind getting shots at the doctors or giving blood either. I would have panic attacks just by smoking weed so that definitely scared me away from doing actual drugs. I only fucked with drinking but when I did drink it was raging till you literally run out of alcohol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doomstation55 on December 27, 2017, 02:02:57 PM

I had to take daily shots for my MS for like 3 years and I hated it every time and still hate all types of needles. Thank jebus they made an oral medication for this shit even though I have to eat a buttload every twelve hours so it's not painful.

But for some reason getting a tattoo didn't freak  me out. It did hurt tho.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on December 27, 2017, 08:28:29 PM

Ya know how they say they can feel the withdrawal in their bones, shoot and you feel that in your veins,

Thinking about making blood spray art. Fancy,edgy,expensive.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on December 27, 2017, 09:40:24 PM

if you steal famous paintings and spray them with your blood you can make a lot of money .. it’s a niche

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on December 29, 2017, 07:10:06 AM

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Is it weird that I like needles as far as tattoos, and giving blood, but I could never imagine poking my own veins?

I have little interest in drugs outside psychedelics, but shooting anything up is a terrifying thought to me. I’d not make a very good diabetic.

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Nah I'm like that. I have tattoos and they weren't scary except for the first one I got, don't mind getting shots at the doctors or giving blood either. I would have panic attacks just by smoking weed so that definitely scared me away from doing actual drugs. I only fucked with drinking but when I did drink it was raging till you literally run out of alcohol

Welcome do the world of opposites...

Never had an issue poking myself hundreds of times with a dull railroad spike, have massive anxiety when giving blood...

Been clean off the spike for almost a year now though, although I care very little about "sobriety dates".

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on December 29, 2017, 07:16:38 AM

Hell yeah, Jim and Dan, a year sobriety is no small feat. Fair play.

Speaking of anxiety about blood donations, I went to donate blood a year or so ago because I thought it was an ethical thing to do, but at the time it was illegal to give blood in my country if you've ever had gay sex (now only if you've had gay sex in the past 6 months) so I freaked out and left. I don't have an STI or anything, but I felt mad shameful.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on December 29, 2017, 09:30:55 AM

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Speaking of anxiety about blood donations, I went to donate blood a year or so ago because I thought it was an ethical thing to do, but at the time it was illegal to give blood in my country if you've ever had gay sex (now only if you've had gay sex in the past 6 months) so I freaked out and left. I don't have an STI or anything, but I felt mad shameful.

I tried to donate plasma knowing they were probably going to have the no men who have sex with men (MSM) rule. I am on PrEP which is an HIV-prevention med, and despite that, they wouldn't accept me because I'm MSM. I used that opportunity to sort of be a voice to the person who was running the tests... like I think it's super important to take a stand in ways like that. I wasn't blaming that guy, but we discussed how fucked up the system is, basically. He was a straight white male, of course! I learned it was FDA who enforces the law, and Talecris or whatever who was running the clinic has no choice to enforce it.


So sometimes I get this pimple, usually a whitehead right under my lip. It's a huge cause of anxiety because I'm sure it's super noticeable since it moves whenever my lips move. I don't really care when I get pimples in other places, but this one drives me so crazy because it's so noticeable. I usually only have one pimple at a time, so anytime I get one, that really makes it stand out more. So sometimes that means I cancel plans or avoid social events because of this goddamn stupid pimple. Like today, when I was thinking of organizing a breakfast with some extended family on my last day visiting California for probably a year. Fuck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on December 31, 2017, 03:54:52 PM

I hate Rob Schneider and Adam Sandler.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on December 31, 2017, 05:55:57 PM

My list definitely includes Jack Black.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SOTY on December 31, 2017, 10:12:51 PM

I've only had one nut for the longest time and it sure as shit doesn't look healthy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on January 10, 2018, 08:41:57 PM

Prepared to jerk off by pulling trou- around the ankles, got sidetracked, and watched I.E. in its entirety loose dicked. Didn’t realize till about halfway through Diego’s part, and for continuity’s sake left the twig hanging till the very end.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 10, 2018, 09:31:35 PM

Quote from: SOTY on December 31, 2017, 10:12:51 PM

I've only had one nut for the longest time and it sure as shit doesn't look healthy.

i have two and a half

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on January 10, 2018, 11:10:38 PM

My cousin's kinda hot for a 40 year old. And for being my cousin.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on January 11, 2018, 04:38:26 AM

Whenever I get sick, I immediately psyche myself into thinking there’s a possibility that I have HIV/AIDS.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on January 11, 2018, 09:29:50 AM

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Whenever I get sick, I immediately psyche myself into thinking there’s a possibility that I have HIV/AIDS.

I get excited that I might die when I even get a cold

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on January 11, 2018, 02:33:19 PM

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Whenever I get sick, I immediately psyche myself into thinking there’s a possibility that I have HIV/AIDS.

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I get excited that I might die when I even get a cold

I'm so glad it's not just me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 11, 2018, 03:14:31 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on January 10, 2018, 11:10:38 PM

My cousin's kinda hot for a 40 year old. And for being my cousin.

I have a cousin who was a cheerleader for the Arizona Cardinals. She's real hot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 11, 2018, 03:37:07 PM

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My cousin's kinda hot for a 40 year old. And for being my cousin.

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I have a cousin who was a cheerleader for the Arizona Cardinals. She's real hot.

what year? the cardinals cheerleaders once came to my high school and i had them all sign my skateboard .. i wish i could remember the deck .. your cousin has fake tots by the way

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 11, 2018, 04:27:54 PM

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My cousin's kinda hot for a 40 year old. And for being my cousin.

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I have a cousin who was a cheerleader for the Arizona Cardinals. She's real hot.

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what year? the cardinals cheerleaders once came to my high school and i had them all sign my skateboard .. i wish i could remember the deck .. your cousin has fake tots by the way

I'd say it was about six or seven years ago and I think she was only on the team for maybe two seasons. If her tits are fake, they're very tasteful and not obnoxiously large. I have an aunt who has those though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on January 12, 2018, 12:35:54 AM

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My cousin's kinda hot for a 40 year old. And for being my cousin.

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I have a cousin who was a cheerleader for the Arizona Cardinals. She's real hot.

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what year? the cardinals cheerleaders once came to my high school and i had them all sign my skateboard .. i wish i could remember the deck .. your cousin has fake tots by the way

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I'd say it was about six or seven years ago and I think she was only on the team for maybe two seasons. If her tits are fake, they're very tasteful and not obnoxiously large. I have an aunt who has those though.

You guys talking about hot cousins and big tittied aunts make me sick. How can you do that...and not post pics?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 12, 2018, 06:05:11 AM

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My cousin's kinda hot for a 40 year old. And for being my cousin.

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I have a cousin who was a cheerleader for the Arizona Cardinals. She's real hot.

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what year? the cardinals cheerleaders once came to my high school and i had them all sign my skateboard .. i wish i could remember the deck .. your cousin has fake tots by the way

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I'd say it was about six or seven years ago and I think she was only on the team for maybe two seasons. If her tits are fake, they're very tasteful and not obnoxiously large. I have an aunt who has those though.

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You guys talking about hot cousins and big tittied aunts make me sick. How can you do that...and not post pics?

my cousin looks like a skinny brunette who used to be a cheerleader. my aunt looks like a lady from florida in her mid 50s with fake tits who thinks shes hot (shes not). use your imagination.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on January 12, 2018, 06:15:24 AM

They both sound cool

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beeda Weeda on January 12, 2018, 09:02:23 AM

they sound chill af

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on January 12, 2018, 02:24:44 PM

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My cousin's kinda hot for a 40 year old. And for being my cousin.

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I have a cousin who was a cheerleader for the Arizona Cardinals. She's real hot.

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what year? the cardinals cheerleaders once came to my high school and i had them all sign my skateboard .. i wish i could remember the deck .. your cousin has fake tots by the way

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I'd say it was about six or seven years ago and I think she was only on the team for maybe two seasons. If her tits are fake, they're very tasteful and not obnoxiously large. I have an aunt who has those though.

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You guys talking about hot cousins and big tittied aunts make me sick. How can you do that...and not post pics?

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my cousin looks like a skinny brunette who used to be a cheerleader. my aunt looks like a lady from florida in her mid 50s with fake tits who thinks shes hot (shes not). use your imagination.

My imagination broke last spring.  So if you could post some pics, I won't feel left out.  Thanks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 12, 2018, 02:51:59 PM

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My cousin's kinda hot for a 40 year old. And for being my cousin.

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I have a cousin who was a cheerleader for the Arizona Cardinals. She's real hot.

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what year? the cardinals cheerleaders once came to my high school and i had them all sign my skateboard .. i wish i could remember the deck .. your cousin has fake tots by the way

[close]

I'd say it was about six or seven years ago and I think she was only on the team for maybe two seasons. If her tits are fake, they're very tasteful and not obnoxiously large. I have an aunt who has those though.

[close]

You guys talking about hot cousins and big tittied aunts make me sick. How can you do that...and not post pics?

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my cousin looks like a skinny brunette who used to be a cheerleader. my aunt looks like a lady from florida in her mid 50s with fake tits who thinks shes hot (shes not). use your imagination.

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My imagination broke last spring.  So if you could post some pics, I won't feel left out.  Thanks.

You think I'm trying to get reported?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 12, 2018, 03:22:38 PM

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My cousin's kinda hot for a 40 year old. And for being my cousin.

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I have a cousin who was a cheerleader for the Arizona Cardinals. She's real hot.

[close]

what year? the cardinals cheerleaders once came to my high school and i had them all sign my skateboard .. i wish i could remember the deck .. your cousin has fake tots by the way

[close]

I'd say it was about six or seven years ago and I think she was only on the team for maybe two seasons. If her tits are fake, they're very tasteful and not obnoxiously large. I have an aunt who has those though.

[close]

You guys talking about hot cousins and big tittied aunts make me sick. How can you do that...and not post pics?

[close]

my cousin looks like a skinny brunette who used to be a cheerleader. my aunt looks like a lady from florida in her mid 50s with fake tits who thinks shes hot (shes not). use your imagination.

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My imagination broke last spring.  So if you could post some pics, I won't feel left out.  Thanks.

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You think I'm trying to get reported?

im reporting myself to the entire 2012 cardinals cheerleading squad as we speak cuz jb is hogging the solo shots

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 17, 2018, 10:12:25 AM

It they stay close to each other, do they appear hotter due to The Cheerleader Effect?

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Post by: JB on January 17, 2018, 10:18:47 AM

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It they stay close to each other, do they appear hotter due to The Cheerleader Effect?

totally different families. i doubt theyve ever been in the same place as each other.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 18, 2018, 01:58:43 AM

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totally different families. i doubt theyve ever been in the same place as each other.

Gofundme for science.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mystical Leader on January 18, 2018, 02:27:02 AM

Last few weeks have been really hard for me to even get out off a bed..

Just had to type out somewhere

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Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on January 18, 2018, 06:22:11 AM

damn bro u roll ur ankle?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on January 18, 2018, 06:24:58 AM

if you don't get outta bed who's gonna take charlie to mr wonka's factory?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on January 18, 2018, 12:42:47 PM

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Last few weeks have been really hard for me to even get out off a bed..

Just had to type out somewhere

You might be suffering from depression

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on January 18, 2018, 08:01:40 PM

I relapsed today and had two drinks, after not drinking for a bit over 4 months. Honestly, I was going to post something about being stoked on making it four months. In the future, I’m just no going to keep track of how long I make it. Also, getting food at a bar/grill wasn’t a good idea, even though I got a $18 pizza for $5. I didn’t enjoy drinking, either. It kind of gave me a headache and I took a nap when I got home...sticking to weed only, but I’ve been cutting back...skating more.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 20, 2018, 07:06:05 AM

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I relapsed today and had two drinks, after not drinking for a bit over 4 months. Honestly, I was going to post something about being stoked on making it four months. In the future, I’m just no going to keep track of how long I make it. Also, getting food at a bar/grill wasn’t a good idea, even though I got a $18 pizza for $5. I didn’t enjoy drinking, either. It kind of gave me a headache and I took a nap when I got home...sticking to weed only, but I’ve been cutting back...skating more.

Get back at it and good luck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: calvinsdream on January 20, 2018, 07:32:47 AM

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I relapsed today and had two drinks, after not drinking for a bit over 4 months. Honestly, I was going to post something about being stoked on making it four months. In the future, I’m just no going to keep track of how long I make it. Also, getting food at a bar/grill wasn’t a good idea, even though I got a $18 pizza for $5. I didn’t enjoy drinking, either. It kind of gave me a headache and I took a nap when I got home...sticking to weed only, but I’ve been cutting back...skating more.

I’ve been able to keep it to a few drinks (3-4) per week at most in the goal of eventually cutting it out. Now when slip up and get loaded it just hurts more, which seems to be a deterrent for next time...best of luck my dude.

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Post by: Pigeon on January 20, 2018, 07:58:38 AM

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I relapsed today and had two drinks, after not drinking for a bit over 4 months. Honestly, I was going to post something about being stoked on making it four months. In the future, I’m just no going to keep track of how long I make it. Also, getting food at a bar/grill wasn’t a good idea, even though I got a $18 pizza for $5. I didn’t enjoy drinking, either. It kind of gave me a headache and I took a nap when I got home...sticking to weed only, but I’ve been cutting back...skating more.

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I’ve been able to keep it to a few drinks (3-4) per week at most in the goal of eventually cutting it out. Now when slip up and get loaded it just hurts more, which seems to be a deterrent for next time...best of luck my dude.

Thanks. I went out, drank for a second night in a row, and had a shitty experience that made me not want to drink again. For whatever reason, I lowered my standards, and was talking to some woman who seemed cool. As the night was heading towards an end, she tried to make out with a guy I beat at pool. When he turned her down, she went after another dude I beat, who turned her down too. She: cried, went into the bathroom, came out, and tried to kiss me. So, I turned her down, ignored her, had another beer, talked to the bartender for a while, and went home...watched IT for twenty minutes until the fat kid got stabbed/bit/whatever. Finally, I went to bed and woke up with a slight hangover. I’m done drinking again, especially since I didn’t get anything good out of it...can’t wait to get a sandwich from Gus’, and flirt with older women.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on January 21, 2018, 04:52:33 PM

Spent like 5 hours today trying to figure out why my laptop would not display a 3rd monitor. Finally found out on Intel's website that the processor is not able to work with 3 displays...

Haven't got laid since I broke up with my girlfriend 6 months ago. I haven't really tried at all to get with any other girls in that entire time, only tried to talk to like 2 girls that didn't end up being anything, and even then I don't really want the task of having a girlfriend. It hasn't really bothered me very much but these last 2 weeks I've been feeling like I'm gonna somehow get really bitter if I don't make something happen as far as at least just getting laid every once in a while.

I'm pretty much over skating at this point, my back is all fucked up and one of my knees keeps getting worse so I can't really pop to do a lot of tricks that I know how to do. So far I've been replacing it with working out and I'm interested in other activities that I also consider as art forms, since I consider skating to be the same.

A couple guys I'm friends with still hit me up to skate but I don't respond or if I talk to them in person I'll just tell them whats up, and they kind of try to convince me to come out but I'm really not interested anymore. Other than bodily pain and getting nothing for your actions already, skating to me has also just become pretty whitewashed with social media and the mass release of footage via Thrasher etc. (cuing my inner Marc Johnson). I have no problem moving on from skating and finding something new to do every day, but at the same time this pulls me away from my friends not only because skating is still their lives, but we also don't really share the same view points on a lot of things. A couple of them are super SJWish, like just eating up what media outlets spew about transgenders and feminism or whatever... and the other ones just don't really give a shit about anything but skating, which so far has gotten them nowhere, even with sponsors. Sometimes I feel embarrassed about the California/skateboard slang they still keep up with. They're still cool people, but I feel where our common interests and outlooks existed are becoming more separated and distinguished.

Not much of confessions, more like a shitty facebook post. I need some female distraction.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: AitchBeeGayBuh on January 21, 2018, 04:56:24 PM

How did u guys slow down/stop drinking? Every morning I say I wont drink, then go to work... During the course of the day all that goes out the window and goin to the bottle shop afterwards sounds more and more like a good idea. Been sayin I'm gonna stop the day after for the last few years at least. Oh well, maybe tomorrow.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on January 21, 2018, 05:40:21 PM

Quote from: AitchBeeGayBuh on January 21, 2018, 04:56:24 PM

How did u guys slow down/stop drinking? Every morning I say I wont drink, then go to work... During the course of the day all that goes out the window and goin to the bottle shop afterwards sounds more and more like a good idea. Been sayin I'm gonna stop the day after for the last few years at least. Oh well, maybe tomorrow.

I’ve done some really, stupid shit when I drank. People have always told me to grow up and put my skateboard away. Those people are the ones who: got me into the bar scene, influenced me negatively, and made me understand that most, “friendships,” in life are, “acquaintanceships,” at best...I don’t know if that second one is a real word.

Every body is different—mine is better physically and mentally, without alcohol. I’ve been told to take anti-depressants by some bitch whose idea of fun always revolved around drinking. Once I stopped drinking, I’ve been happier and more productive. My increase in seratonin is from getting more physical activity and sleep. I started working out after giving up alcohol. I’ve been skating more and skating bigger shit, even though I’m getting older.

If you want to quit, you probably have to do it in steps. I relapsed recently, but haven’t drank since. I may have subconsciously associated the bad parts of my night with alcohol, which put me back onto my path of not drinking.

Plus, as lame as it sounds, I rather: skate for two hours, go home, smoke more, and play Ocarina of Time. There isn’t the incentive of taking home drunk women anymore, because they tend to annoy me.

I’m not shitting on alcohol. After a pint, my blood circulation is a bit better, and I have better endurance. (I get better blood circulation with weed, as well). Alcohol is just not for me because I don’t have any sense of moderation. If I take too many dabs, the worst thing I can do is eat too much food and pass out...that’s not even a bad thing because I end up lifting more weights.

When I drank too much once, I ended my relationship with the only woman I have ever considered marrying, because I was drunk/horny. She bailed on me to hang out with her friends...they were hanging out with a group of guys. Since I wasn’t thinking I straight, I assumed that she was probably going to fuck someone else. I still don’t know how to feel about this.

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I didn’t mean to make it about me, and was just trying to give an example of a life hammer I pulled when I was drunk.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on January 21, 2018, 06:27:20 PM

My wife and I quit drinking together because we realized it would destroy us if we kept it, but without it we could have an amazing relationship. So marry my wife I guess.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beeda Weeda on January 22, 2018, 05:16:27 AM

-no drinks before 8 pm
-only drink if you feel like you accomplished something that day. ie. work, skate, housework, exercise, goals
-try not to drink alone
-be ok with missing out, there is always another opportunity to get drunk with your friends.
-realize who your friends are, and who your acquaintances are (stated above)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on January 22, 2018, 06:38:56 AM

Unless the negatives outweigh the seeming benefits, you're probably not going to stop doing anything. I don't know about you, but me & "moderation" aren't friends in this regard... That's my personality though, the "all or nothing" type, although I have seen people be able to catch that illusive white whale.

Alcohol is a nasty bitch though, I'm actually pretty grateful that I never had a problem with THAT one, although my addictions are of the much less socially acceptable persuasion...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SOTY on January 22, 2018, 08:07:33 PM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on January 22, 2018, 06:38:56 AM

I have seen people be able to catch that illusive white whale.

(http://aviaretro.nubex.ru/_data/files.thumb/3/e/3e0af1c2fe51df6_392.33c762028d_g-middle.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: AitchBeeGayBuh on January 22, 2018, 10:32:35 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on January 21, 2018, 06:27:20 PM

My wife and I quit drinking together because we realized it would destroy us if we kept it, but without it we could have an amazing relationship. So marry my wife I guess.

Just brought this option up to my wife. She said no, thanks anyways, I really do appreciate it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on January 23, 2018, 11:07:47 PM

The only French I know is, “Bonjour,” and, “Ta gueule salope.”

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 24, 2018, 12:39:07 AM

Quote from: Beeda Weeda on January 22, 2018, 05:16:27 AM

-no drinks before 8 pm
-only drink if you feel like you accomplished something that day. ie. work, skate, housework, exercise, goals
-try not to drink alone
-be ok with missing out, there is always another opportunity to get drunk with your friends.
-realize who your friends are, and who your acquaintances are (stated above)

This, make rules about it and follow through. I tried keeping someone a dd or friend that is a lightweight to let me know when too much is too much but it isn't no one but your fault to deal with how you manage and with being hungover.

As for cutting negative influences it makes a huge difference. Spent last summer with people that acted like family but we would manage to drink and smoke everyday. After a while I was unhappy and felt unproductive with my life. This has pushed me to look for a feeling of productivity. This and also one of my legitimate friends pointed out to me that he rather work late nights and make money rather than go out and spend it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on January 24, 2018, 06:25:04 PM

The only reason I stopped doing drugs is because I can't afford it at the moment.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 25, 2018, 06:23:02 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on January 24, 2018, 06:25:04 PM

The only reason I stopped doing drugs is because I can't afford it at the moment.

that doesnt stop a lot of people, so good for you i guess.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on January 25, 2018, 08:30:26 AM

Quote from: JB on January 25, 2018, 06:23:02 AM

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The only reason I stopped doing drugs is because I can't afford it at the moment.

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that doesnt stop a lot of people, so good for you i guess.

Yea there's always TV's at Walmart, good job Steve.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 25, 2018, 09:29:44 AM

Quote from: bawtawd5 on January 25, 2018, 08:30:26 AM

Quote from: JB on January 25, 2018, 06:23:02 AM

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The only reason I stopped doing drugs is because I can't afford it at the moment.

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that doesnt stop a lot of people, so good for you i guess.

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Yea there's always TV's at Walmart, good job Steve.

^ case in point

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on January 25, 2018, 09:49:32 AM

Girls make me happy. Then they make me sad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JAesop on January 25, 2018, 07:24:46 PM

Wife is due with our second in about two weeks. They will be ten years apart and the older one is finally independent enough that life is much easier and I started to have more free time. I had a nice groove going.Now I have to start all over again, not stoked. Not looking forward to sleep deprivation, spit up, and crying. She makes a lot more than me so I quit my job to be the primary childcare. Also, the wife had bad post partum depression last time which really strained everything. No mistake, of course I will love him and give him everything I can but I am just not excited like the first time. It sucks to feel this way.
Get them out of the way early guys, trust me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on January 25, 2018, 09:04:19 PM

Quote from: JAesop on January 25, 2018, 07:24:46 PM

Wife is due with our second in about two weeks. They will be ten years apart and the older one is finally independent enough that life is much easier and I started to have more free time. I had a nice groove going.Now I have to start all over again, not stoked. Not looking forward to sleep deprivation, spit up, and crying. She makes a lot more than me so I quit my job to be the primary childcare. Also, the wife had bad post partum depression last time which really strained everything. No mistake, of course I will love him and give him everything I can but I am just not excited like the first time. It sucks to feel this way.
Get them out of the way early guys, trust me.

10 years difference, that's a big gap there mate ... congrats though! I only have a 3yo at this point but if/ when we do have a second they'll have at least 4 years between them and even that is worrying me. cool to hear you'll be a stay at home dad, I honestly wouldn't mind doing that but alas I'm the breadwinner which I'm also fine with. I work remotely atm which means I can take my kid to the shared office I rent if I don't have important meetings etc.

I know what you mean about the groove though; even the difference between 0 and 3 is huge, I take my son skating all the time now and he's happy to just cruise around without me having to pay massive amounts of attention to him. Anyway mate, I'm sure it will all be fine, congrats on being a #raddad for the 2nd time round!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JAesop on January 25, 2018, 09:28:04 PM

^^^^I am most likely just being a selfish bastard. Things always seem worse before they happen. Reality is never as bad as anticipation. ^^^

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RumpelFoarskin on January 27, 2018, 10:50:18 AM

If I want to suck dick but I don’t want to take a dick in the ass it’s making me wonder if I’m gay or not? And like I don’t know if it’s selfish to not want to take dick?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on January 27, 2018, 03:47:49 PM

Wouldn't that be the opposite? If a woman gives a blowjob, technically she receives no pleasure from it other than mental, and that's only if she likes giving them. I must have only talked to selfish girls my entire life, because I've never met a girl who actually enjoyed giving them past the point of me wanting one.

Whether that makes you gay or not... try it and find out

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NeppuNeppu on January 27, 2018, 03:54:40 PM

Quote from: RumpelFoarskin on January 27, 2018, 10:50:18 AM

If I want to suck dick but I don’t want to take a dick in the ass it’s making me wonder if I’m gay or not? And like I don’t know if it’s selfish to not want to take dick?

If you are a man and want to have sexual relationships with another that makes you gay. How you want those sexual relationships to play out is up to you. You don't have to bottom if you don't want to. Frotting is something you could explore.

Anything involving girl dicks is straight though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jive soul bro on January 28, 2018, 05:22:09 PM

I watch and enjoy Anthony Shetler's videos. I even like the robot sounds he makes when Westgate lands a trick.
Alien Ed Skateboards!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: excitableboy on January 28, 2018, 11:26:16 PM

I went sober last summer after i had a seizure, provoked by substance abuse the doctors told me. Pretty soon I was feeling much better, enrolled to get a teacher's degree, got things organized. But my resolve wore off and I relapsed a few months ago. Part of me really believed I could manage functional drug use. Now on the verge of getting ousted from the course, ordered a paper online because couldnt muster to write it myself. Quite the low point.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 29, 2018, 01:54:36 AM

Quote from: excitableboy on January 28, 2018, 11:26:16 PM

I went sober last summer after i had a seizure, provoked by substance abuse the doctors told me. Pretty soon I was feeling much better, enrolled to get a teacher's degree, got things organized. But my resolve wore off and I relapsed a few months ago. Part of me really believed I could manage functional drug use. Now on the verge of getting ousted from the course, ordered a paper online because couldnt muster to write it myself. Quite the low point.

Pretty common to get fucked by that. Sorry to hear that and good luck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on January 29, 2018, 04:57:00 AM

it's ok to fuck up and come back, excitable boy. just don't hurt people or burn too many bridges. how'd you have a seizure, you doing lean?
i'm trying to kick suboxin and i made it about 34 hours and started getting bad bellyaches. i've got a huge pile of pills and films, i cut myself a tiny piece and took it. felt better but sucks that i still haven't made it a day of in  a yr.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 29, 2018, 06:03:32 AM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on January 29, 2018, 04:57:00 AM

it's ok to fuck up and come back, excitable boy. just don't hurt people or burn too many bridges. how'd you have a seizure, you doing lean?
i'm trying to kick suboxin and i made it about 34 hours and started getting bad bellyaches. i've got a huge pile of pills and films, i cut myself a tiny piece and took it. felt better but sucks that i still haven't made it a day of in  a yr.

You'll get there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: excitableboy on January 29, 2018, 09:18:21 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on January 29, 2018, 01:54:36 AM

Pretty common to get fucked by that. Sorry to hear that and good luck.

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on January 29, 2018, 04:57:00 AM

it's ok to fuck up and come back, excitable boy. just don't hurt people or burn too many bridges. how'd you have a seizure, you doing lean?
i'm trying to kick suboxin and i made it about 34 hours and started getting bad bellyaches. i've got a huge pile of pills and films, i cut myself a tiny piece and took it. felt better but sucks that i still haven't made it a day of in  a yr.

Thanks for the kind words.

I've never tried lean actually. I still think sleep deprivation was a part of it too. But in hospital they were adamant it was drinking that did it, withdrawal actually, combined with drugs and lack of sleep. I never thought of myself as (that big of an) alcoholic, but it shook me up pretty good. I latched onto the verdict in a way, used it to get straight, which I wanted to want for a long time anyway. After a few months, I was allowed to drive again and the memory of that day had faded a bit, sure enough the pendulum swung back and I started rationalizing it - I probably was just tired, surely I can smoke some weed right, a beer or two won't hurt. And so on.

Hang in there man. I'm glad opioids aren't as ubiquitous here as they are in the States.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on February 02, 2018, 10:22:46 AM

I don't like Ed Templeton anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on February 02, 2018, 11:20:30 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on February 02, 2018, 10:22:46 AM

I don't like Ed Templeton anymore.

Just don't like or actively dislike?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on February 02, 2018, 11:32:44 AM

-Post photo of 16 year old girl in bikini.

-Get mad at internet for looking at photo of 16 year old girl in bikini

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on February 02, 2018, 11:47:18 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on February 02, 2018, 11:20:30 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on February 02, 2018, 10:22:46 AM

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I don't like Ed Templeton anymore.

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Just don't like or actively dislike?

i like ed on a skateboard. i dont like ed on instagram. unfollowed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on February 02, 2018, 12:07:09 PM

Quote from: JB on February 02, 2018, 11:47:18 AM

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Quote from: doublesteveburger on February 02, 2018, 10:22:46 AM

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I don't like Ed Templeton anymore.

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Just don't like or actively dislike?

[close]

i like ed on a skateboard. i dont like ed on instagram. unfollowed.

yeah, his insta isn't for everybody, don't let it destroy his legacy though!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on February 02, 2018, 03:20:20 PM

Quote from: JB on February 02, 2018, 11:47:18 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on February 02, 2018, 11:20:30 AM

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Quote from: doublesteveburger on February 02, 2018, 10:22:46 AM

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I don't like Ed Templeton anymore.

[close]

Just don't like or actively dislike?

[close]

i like ed on a skateboard. i dont like ed on instagram. unfollowed.

Same here when I had instagram

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: QueeferMadness on February 03, 2018, 01:50:22 PM

Ed is a suspect pedo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 03, 2018, 02:16:33 PM

Quote from: ReeferMadness on February 03, 2018, 01:50:22 PM

Ed is a suspect pedo, confirmed

i remember ed used to take pics of riot grrls who'd write 'slut' on their belly or whatever and he's just like 'i can't believe they're degrading themselves like this' as he shoots perve cam shots for himself and doesn't ask them for context. granted ed starts asking my teenage daughter why she's a slut, it's gonna be me and ed. but for real, dude is straight voyeur w/out a cause.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on February 03, 2018, 03:04:24 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on February 03, 2018, 02:16:33 PM

Quote from: ReeferMadness on February 03, 2018, 01:50:22 PM

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Ed is a suspect pedo, confirmed

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i remember ed used to take pics of riot grrls who'd write 'slut' on their belly or whatever and he's just like 'i can't believe they're degrading themselves like this' as he shoots perve cam shots for himself and doesn't ask them for context. granted ed starts asking my teenage daughter why she's a slut, it's gonna be me and ed. but for real, dude is straight voyeur w/out a cause.

Do you even art?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Krooked antihero on February 04, 2018, 03:02:43 AM

Quote from: JB on February 02, 2018, 11:47:18 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on February 02, 2018, 11:20:30 AM

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Quote from: doublesteveburger on February 02, 2018, 10:22:46 AM

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I don't like Ed Templeton anymore.

[close]

Just don't like or actively dislike?

[close]

i like ed on a skateboard. i dont like ed on instagram. unfollowed.

I think Ed was the first person I'd follow when I first got Instagram, and first one to un-follow too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on February 08, 2018, 09:36:39 AM

Quote from: Mystical Leader on January 18, 2018, 02:27:02 AM

Last few weeks have been really hard for me to even get out off a bed..

Just had to type out somewhere

I feel you. My job is really mellow and there's zero supervision, the last two days I've clocked in online at home and then been 2 hours late to work while getting paid for it. Guilt, but also apathy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on February 08, 2018, 09:51:05 AM

My friend played Shania Twain on a jukebox, in a gay bar...we got kicked out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on February 09, 2018, 05:35:19 PM

The password to my slap account is kroger

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on February 09, 2018, 06:17:39 PM

SOTY here. Wow, what a feeling.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on February 09, 2018, 06:59:11 PM

(http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lstube4WI61qdqhxjo1_500.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on February 09, 2018, 07:24:50 PM

Don't misuse my shit for dumb shit. Use if you need to say something your to scared to and occasional psy-op missions.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on February 10, 2018, 01:32:01 PM

I think I might need to quit drinking.. at least for a little while.

It's not really something I want to do, but I may have no choice. The depression I get the next day is becoming pretty intense lately, and my thoughts are approaching dangerous places.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on February 10, 2018, 10:31:58 PM

Quote from: Mongoloid on February 10, 2018, 01:32:01 PM

I think I might need to quit drinking.. at least for a little while.

It's not really something I want to do, but I may have no choice. The depression I get the next day is becoming pretty intense lately, and my thoughts are approaching dangerous places.

It’s mainly giving up the habit, which is hard. Try not to chill with people who want to go out to bars. The whole, “I’m just going to drink soda and play pool,” shit never works. Smoke weed or take dabs until you pass out, if you feel the urge to drink.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on February 10, 2018, 11:06:50 PM

Sometimes I just want to move to west virginia and drink mountain dew.

I recommend everyone just get addicted to kratom instead of other stuff, its childsplay. I'm not even a kratom fag. I'd recommend it over a weed addiction even. But a lil 15mg dab everyday does do me good too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on February 11, 2018, 08:54:41 PM

I mentally fat-shame people when they're lazy at my job but know deep down it's because I'm afraid of being a fat tub of shit like I was for the first half of my life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on February 12, 2018, 01:49:11 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on February 11, 2018, 08:54:41 PM

I mentally fat-shame people when they're lazy at my job but know deep down it's because I'm afraid of being a fat tub of shit like I was for the first half of my life.

Never been fat, but God, am I afraid of it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on February 13, 2018, 12:04:41 AM

I'm infatuated with my best friend's sister. She's almost 10 years younger than me too. I can't deal with this shit right now. She's occupyin too much gray matter.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 13, 2018, 12:17:00 AM

Quote from: bawtawd5 on February 13, 2018, 12:04:41 AM

I'm infatuated with my best friend's sister. She's almost 10 years younger than me too. I can't deal with this shit right now. She's occupyin too much gray matter.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlN3oEjMpUQ

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beeda Weeda on February 13, 2018, 09:50:52 AM

i really like chris joslin's skateboarding. everything about him is terrible, except his tricks. He's so good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on February 13, 2018, 10:41:30 PM

I keep avoiding this French woman with cold sores because I don’t want to make out with her. She’s teaching me French, and I’m going to use it to talk to other French women who don’t have herpes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd17 on February 18, 2018, 08:24:51 PM

Brandon Biebel reminds me of my dad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on February 18, 2018, 09:05:56 PM

You don't know my dad stop frontin fake ass before I clap on you irl

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd17 on February 19, 2018, 04:10:57 AM

I see right through you. Don't wanna use your real account cause you get kooked all the time. Think you can be funny under my name but it still doesn't work.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on February 19, 2018, 05:50:52 AM

Quote from: bawtawd17 on February 19, 2018, 04:10:57 AM

I see right through you. Don't wanna use your real account cause you get kooked all the time. Think you can be funny under my name but it still doesn't work.

Tawdception.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on February 19, 2018, 05:53:11 AM

Quote from: bawtawd5 on February 18, 2018, 09:05:56 PM

You don't know my dad stop frontin fake ass before I clap on you irl

Quote from: bawtawd17 on February 19, 2018, 04:10:57 AM

I see right through you. Don't wanna use your real account cause you get kooked all the time. Think you can be funny under my name but it still doesn't work.

(https://78.media.tumblr.com/f461bc5c84b4e94105de7ba5e443b874/tumblr_on6w8sO6pb1rfd7lko1_500.gif)
(https://i.giphy.com/media/Y6NHoteo2EoQE/giphy.gif)
(https://i.giphy.com/media/z1meXneq0oUh2/giphy.gif)
(https://78.media.tumblr.com/b13df7fa70e61f42a048dd381a927d7e/tumblr_onj98svswF1rfd7lko1_500.gif)
(https://i.giphy.com/media/JIxcOTy0SlzEc/giphy.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on February 19, 2018, 05:53:43 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on February 19, 2018, 05:50:52 AM

Quote from: bawtawd17 on February 19, 2018, 04:10:57 AM

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I see right through you. Don't wanna use your real account cause you get kooked all the time. Think you can be funny under my name but it still doesn't work.

[close]

Tawdception.

You beat me to it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on February 19, 2018, 10:33:28 AM

I think it's more of a Fight Club situation, baw is talking to himself

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on February 19, 2018, 10:38:12 AM

Quote from: bawtawd17 on February 19, 2018, 04:10:57 AM

I see right through you. Don't wanna use your real account cause you get kooked all the time. Think you can be funny under my name but it still doesn't work.

First y'all copy my avatar and now y'all making parody accounts, I know that some type of flattery or wwhatever but get off a dude dick shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd17 on February 19, 2018, 02:56:09 PM

Whatever dude do you your act.

I'm depressed, given up, haven't left the house in forever, haven't called a friend in months. Got ptsd from things I done, just a broken person. Wish I was just a normal looser. Gonna get back on my Benzos so I can drown all that shit out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on February 19, 2018, 03:41:06 PM

Quote from: bawtawd17 on February 19, 2018, 02:56:09 PM

Whatever dude do you your act.

I'm depressed, given up, haven't left the house in forever, haven't called a friend in months. Got ptsd from things I done, just a broken person. Wish I was just a normal looser. Gonna get back on my Benzos so I can drown all that shit out.

Fuck your benzos. Put on your red Busenitz and go skate. It takes a lot of motivation when you’re feeling down, but getting good food & physical activity does wonders. Best of luck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd17 on February 19, 2018, 03:57:25 PM

It deeper than that lil pigeon. I ain't mad, it is what it is.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on February 19, 2018, 03:57:50 PM

How u just gonna pose as me fool get you're own identitty

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on February 19, 2018, 06:33:15 PM

Quote from: bawtawd17 on February 19, 2018, 03:57:25 PM

It deeper than that lil pigeon. I ain't mad, it is what it is.

Find out: what’s wrong in your life, what you want in life, and make plans to get there. Getting fucked up and doing nothing about your problems isn’t going to help either.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on February 20, 2018, 12:38:44 AM

maybe bawtawd17 is 12 bawtawds ahead from the future.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Esquivel on February 20, 2018, 01:49:54 AM

Quote from: somethingmustbreaknow on February 20, 2018, 12:38:44 AM

maybe bawtawd17 is 12 bawtawds ahead from the future.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd17 on February 20, 2018, 06:34:06 AM

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maybe bawtawd17 is 12 bawtawds ahead from the future.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on February 20, 2018, 10:21:55 AM

Oh yeah what am I gonna eat for dinner tonight? Answer me that smart guy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on February 20, 2018, 11:21:53 AM

Quote from: bawtawd5 on February 20, 2018, 10:21:55 AM

Oh yeah what am I gonna eat for dinner tonight? Answer me that smart guy

When I was in your shitty condition, I used to shoplift candy bars at the discount store.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: snowman600 on February 20, 2018, 04:50:33 PM

Quote from: Pigeon on February 19, 2018, 03:41:06 PM

Fuck your benzos. Put on your red Busenitz and go skate.

that really lit a fire in me, pigeon. and I don't even do drugs

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on February 20, 2018, 10:29:08 PM

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maybe bawtawd17 is 12 bawtawds ahead from the future.

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12 years is  a lot in drug years so let's treat drugs as a T-1000 and Bawtawd17 is protecting Bawtawd5(https://pmcvariety.files.wordpress.com/2017/06/terminator-2.jpg?w=1000&h=563&crop=1)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on February 21, 2018, 03:22:59 PM

^
It’s 12 dog years, actually.

Quote from: bawtawd5 on February 20, 2018, 10:21:55 AM

Oh yeah what am I gonna eat for dinner tonight? Answer me that smart guy

Tramadol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on February 21, 2018, 03:46:23 PM

Quote from: Pigeon on February 21, 2018, 03:22:59 PM

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It’s 12 dog years, actually.

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Tramadol

Fuck,you're right!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on February 21, 2018, 04:22:50 PM

I am happy that these trap rappers, soundcloud rappers and other abominations of hip hop rappers exist and are making music I don't like or don't understand exist. The world wouldn't be right if the youth didn't make music I older folks like me don't get.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on February 21, 2018, 04:36:17 PM

Quote from: SodaJerk on February 21, 2018, 04:22:50 PM

I am happy that these trap rappers, soundcloud rappers and other abominations of hip hop rappers exist and are making music I don't like or don't understand exist. The world wouldn't be right if the youth didn't make music I older folks like me don't get.

That's a good way to look at it mate, shit makes my ears bleed but my parents probably said the same shit about crass and spazz when I was younger.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on February 21, 2018, 04:54:29 PM

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I am happy that these trap rappers, soundcloud rappers and other abominations of hip hop rappers exist and are making music I don't like or don't understand exist. The world wouldn't be right if the youth didn't make music I older folks like me don't get.

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That's a good way to look at it mate, shit makes my ears bleed but my parents probably said the same shit about crass and spazz when I was younger.

That's what I'm saying. It's fucking terrible but if it wasn't the kids are doing it wrong or I'm holding on to ma yute too hard.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on February 21, 2018, 05:00:42 PM

My brother inlaw is trying to be something of a soundcloud rapper and was blasting Lil Pump and about 10 other guys with 'Lil' in their name. It's funny to an extent,but not for me haha.

Oh and since this is a confessions thread  all I got is this:

I was at the market getting some bathsoap,and farted some chili beans that hit me hard at lunch. It was rancid as fuck. Then two more came out and I basically bombed out a whole aisle and crop dusted half the store. Passed this dude that caught a good wiff and he looked like he tasted it. I sorta felt bad,but don't walk with your mouth open and I won't eat chili then go to the store.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: streetsoup on February 21, 2018, 06:16:53 PM

I suck at skating switch and have no desire to get better at it. haha. One day maybe.

Sometimes I just want to hit the park with the dawgs rather than skate some street. (gasp!)

Rails are lame but I am curious about them.
No complys are fun. Vlips too!

I back Pine.

NB is sick... dammit. Not buyin still though

One time I yelled "right here! Huck or bust!" and neither hucked nor busted

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on February 21, 2018, 07:13:17 PM

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on February 21, 2018, 07:27:22 PM

Quote from: streetsoup on February 21, 2018, 06:16:53 PM

I suck at skating switch and have no desire to get better at it. haha. One day maybe.

Sometimes I just want to hit the park with the dawgs rather than skate some street. (gasp!)

Rails are lame but I am curious about them.
No complys are fun. Vlips too!

I back Pine.

NB is sick... dammit. Not buyin still though

One time I yelled "right here! Huck or bust!" and neither hucked nor busted

I can switch bs 180 better than reg bs 180,it's what it is. My body just doesn't want me to spin that way

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Madam, I'm Adam on February 22, 2018, 11:09:20 AM

I think all the classic Bones Brigade videos look incredibly corny and I haven't watched any of them as a result. I've only watched Ray Barbee's Ban This part and the LA Boys section.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on February 22, 2018, 11:31:08 AM

Quote from: Adam Abbas on February 22, 2018, 11:09:20 AM

I think all the classic Bones Brigade videos look incredibly corny and I haven't watched any of them as a result. I've only watched Ray Barbee's Ban This part and the LA Boys section.

i watched Animal Chin when i first got into skate videos in the early 00's and i thought it was lame as fuck, which it sort of is if you watch it after something like This Is Skateboarding.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Madam, I'm Adam on February 22, 2018, 05:56:28 PM

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I think all the classic Bones Brigade videos look incredibly corny and I haven't watched any of them as a result. I've only watched Ray Barbee's Ban This part and the LA Boys section.

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i watched Animal Chin when i first got into skate videos in the early 00's and i thought it was lame as fuck, which it sort of is if you watch it after something like This Is Skateboarding.

I'm amazed you sat through the whole thing. Gnarred

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on February 22, 2018, 06:07:06 PM

Yeah I watched that shit too. Anyone who skated before 1990 is gay

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on February 22, 2018, 07:31:13 PM

My homie's neighbor that "Used to skate the Big O" made us all sit down and watch Animal Chin at his house once,since we used to skate his kid's quarter pipe. This fucking guy was quoting the entire thing,it was the funniest lamest shit ever. Then on top of that, he somehow knew Richard Mulder, and praised him just because he gave his kid a board. Never watched him skate,just "Yea man Rich is a great guy,totally rips at skating." Anyway, Animal Chin was watched once 20 years ago and never again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 22, 2018, 11:25:40 PM

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I think all the classic Bones Brigade videos look incredibly corny and I haven't watched any of them as a result. I've only watched Ray Barbee's Ban This part and the LA Boys section.

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i watched Animal Chin when i first got into skate videos in the early 00's and i thought it was lame as fuck, which it sort of is if you watch it after something like This Is Skateboarding.

Ehh, looking at it from a mature lens it is. But, from a younger perspective it's great. Skateboards are toys or at least where at the time and looking at it from a younger perspective it's interesting. Kinda with Pretty Sweet, yes it may be over the top but with the shortened attention span it grabs attention better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd17 on February 22, 2018, 11:57:45 PM

Haha I heard about "the gonz" and video days, so I watched as a kid and was like man, mark González fucking sucks and this video sucks. I was like I could do most a that gonz shit. Haha little kid shit, but he kinda does suck though right? I mean skill level wise.

I'm never even going to watch animal chin cause I know its gonna suck too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on February 23, 2018, 01:01:57 AM

Quote from: bawtawd17 on February 22, 2018, 11:57:45 PM

Haha I heard about "the gonz" and video days, so I watched as a kid and was like man, mark González fucking sucks and this video sucks. I was like I could do most a that gonz shit. Haha little kid shit, but he kinda does suck though right? I mean skill level wise.

I'm never even going to watch animal chin cause I know its gonna suck too.

I never kicked a guy in the balls but I want to. Haha, right?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on February 23, 2018, 01:58:43 AM

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Haha I heard about "the gonz" and video days, so I watched as a kid and was like man, mark González fucking sucks and this video sucks. I was like I could do most a that gonz shit. Haha little kid shit, but he kinda does suck though right? I mean skill level wise.

I'm never even going to watch animal chin cause I know its gonna suck too.

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I never kicked a guy in the balls but I want to. Haha, right?

I like the part where he claims he could do that Gonz shit. It's been nearly 30 years since that was filmed so I expect you could post some clips of you doing that shit?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd17 on February 23, 2018, 02:11:39 AM

What was that? Was that a diss or something. That diss sucked. I didn't get put on to skate media until like 2000 that time the shit out was way more advance. Its just not what I grow up on.

Gonz was boardsliding shit, I was boardsliding shut, I was like 12 man. Ill delve deeper in my nine club episode. Real niggas know what I mean.

Fuck, you guys are gonz fags

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on February 23, 2018, 05:36:12 AM

Quote from: bawtawd17 on February 23, 2018, 02:11:39 AM

What was that? Was that a diss or something. That diss sucked. I didn't get put on to skate media until like 2000 that time the shit out was way more advance. Its just not what I grow up on.

Gonz was boardsliding shit, I was boardsliding shut, I was like 12 man. Ill delve deeper in my nine club episode. Real niggas know what I mean.

Fuck, you guys are gonz fags

I couldn't give a fuck if you diss Gonz but you claim you can do what he did back then at any time now you're tripping.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd17 on February 23, 2018, 09:24:54 AM

No, I couldn't, or still cant, that's just how I felt, because I was 12. Its not hard to wrap your head around what I was trying to say.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd17 on February 23, 2018, 10:12:54 AM

Actually no I take that back, I could do a lot of shit in this, I'm sure you could too.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gizM-PuVnY0

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SOTY on February 23, 2018, 10:22:04 AM

bawtawd17, mediocre troll or stupid?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd17 on February 23, 2018, 10:46:28 AM

I could recreate a solid 30% of that part

Am I fucking crazy or something?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on February 23, 2018, 11:48:15 AM

Get off my dick fauxtawd, I don't even wanna be me why do you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd17 on February 23, 2018, 12:47:34 PM

I thought you were cool and I wanted to be like you. Its okay though I'm going to kill myself. Goodbye everyone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on February 23, 2018, 12:58:18 PM

Quote from: bawtawd17 on February 23, 2018, 12:47:34 PM

I thought you were cool and I wanted to be like you. Its okay though I'm going to kill myself. Goodbye everyone.

Dude, you need some help...killing yourself shouldn’t be an option, especially over a message board.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd9 on February 23, 2018, 01:17:22 PM

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monkey_Mcpott on February 25, 2018, 03:29:04 PM

With all the Heath controversy from the Hardy Bunt episode I still think Heath is a beautiful man.........and also a good skateboarder.

(https://i.imgur.com/NU8XItL.jpg?1)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on February 25, 2018, 03:35:42 PM

Quote from: Monkey_Mcpott on February 25, 2018, 03:29:04 PM

With all the Heath controversy from the Hardy Bunt episode I still think Heath is a beautiful man.........and also a good skateboarder.

(https://i.imgur.com/NU8XItL.jpg?1)

shit, bet you're scared to say otherwise.
heath gives the worst birthday gifts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 25, 2018, 06:23:42 PM

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shit, bet you're scared to say otherwise.
heath gives the worst birthday gifts.

Decided to finally listen to the podcast episode
Honestly, Heath kinda grew on me (look wise) he has this more rugged appeal and with a part like Sight Unseen out, I have nothing but respect for my president

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on March 02, 2018, 12:28:16 PM

i did not have a single drop of any alcoholic drink in 33 days.
i'm going to a party tomorrow. will have some beers, i guess.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on March 02, 2018, 06:35:31 PM

Prostate stimulation feels good

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd9 on March 02, 2018, 08:34:53 PM

I will accept bawtawd5 as my son, but I will not pay child support.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on March 02, 2018, 10:00:42 PM

Accept these nutz punkk
Anyone recommend a prostate stimulator tired of sticking sharpies up my ass

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on March 02, 2018, 11:27:39 PM

Quote from: bawtawd5 on March 02, 2018, 10:00:42 PM

Accept these nutz punkk
Anyone recommend a prostate stimulator tired of sticking sharpies up my ass

Any Bawtawd will do the job.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on March 04, 2018, 05:30:20 PM

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With all the Heath controversy from the Hardy Bunt episode I still think Heath is a beautiful man.........and also a good skateboarder.

(https://i.imgur.com/NU8XItL.jpg?1)

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shit, bet you're scared to say otherwise.
heath gives the worst birthday gifts.

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Decided to finally listen to the podcast episode
Honestly, Heath kinda grew on me (look wise) he has this more rugged appeal and with a part like Sight Unseen out, I have nothing but respect for my president

dude is aging into an aidsy Hugh Jackman.. I dig it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChuckRamone on March 04, 2018, 08:07:29 PM

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I am happy that these trap rappers, soundcloud rappers and other abominations of hip hop rappers exist and are making music I don't like or don't understand exist. The world wouldn't be right if the youth didn't make music I older folks like me don't get.

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That's a good way to look at it mate, shit makes my ears bleed but my parents probably said the same shit about crass and spazz when I was younger.

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That's what I'm saying. It's fucking terrible but if it wasn't the kids are doing it wrong or I'm holding on to ma yute too hard.

well, now when I listen to music from my youth I recognize how awful a lot of it really was. most of those people were terrible musicians.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 05, 2018, 11:43:56 AM

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I am happy that these trap rappers, soundcloud rappers and other abominations of hip hop rappers exist and are making music I don't like or don't understand exist. The world wouldn't be right if the youth didn't make music I older folks like me don't get.

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That's a good way to look at it mate, shit makes my ears bleed but my parents probably said the same shit about crass and spazz when I was younger.

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That's what I'm saying. It's fucking terrible but if it wasn't the kids are doing it wrong or I'm holding on to ma yute too hard.

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well, now when I listen to music from my youth I recognize how awful a lot of it really was. most of those people were terrible musicians.

Fucking really? Even terrible shit I liked, like Placebo, gets better with years.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SOTY on March 05, 2018, 05:49:13 PM

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well, now when I listen to music from my youth I recognize how awful a lot of it really was. most of those people were terrible musicians.

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Fucking really? Even terrible shit I liked, like Placebo, gets better with years.

The worst band I've ever liked is Metallica. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on March 05, 2018, 06:30:49 PM

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well, now when I listen to music from my youth I recognize how awful a lot of it really was. most of those people were terrible musicians.

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Fucking really? Even terrible shit I liked, like Placebo, gets better with years.

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The worst band I've ever liked is Metallica. 

How old were you guys when you got into music, because I probably didn't start getting into respectable shit until I was like 14 or 15. This was the first album I ever owned and I was 9.

(https://images-na.ssl-images-amazon.com/images/I/81TfPZJJfAL._SY355_.jpg)


Every few years I've changed up what my main interest is and all my life I've liked at least some type of lame shit along the way. Shit, I liked vaporwave for a few months when bronze 56k first blew up and that was only a few years ago. I liked dubstep too back when that first hit the states. I've seen skrillex live!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChuckRamone on March 05, 2018, 07:49:06 PM

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well, now when I listen to music from my youth I recognize how awful a lot of it really was. most of those people were terrible musicians.

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Fucking really? Even terrible shit I liked, like Placebo, gets better with years.

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The worst band I've ever liked is Metallica. 

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How old were you guys when you got into music, because I probably didn't start getting into respectable shit until I was like 14 or 15. This was the first album I ever owned and I was 9.

(https://images-na.ssl-images-amazon.com/images/I/81TfPZJJfAL._SY355_.jpg)


Every few years I've changed up what my main interest is and all my life I've liked at least some type of lame shit along the way. Shit, I liked vaporwave for a few months when bronze 56k first blew up and that was only a few years ago. I liked dubstep too back when that first hit the states. I've seen skrillex live!

my friend got me into punk when I was 12 or 13. he was the precocious weirdo with dyed hair, dead milkmen t-shirts, and 7 inches (not a dick joke). his mom was cool too. she drove us to my first punk show which All (some former members of descendants) headlined. my introduction to punk was 80s/90s stuff but I grew to like the 70s stuff much more and even 60s garage and of course chuck berry and the like. I keep going back in time with my musical tastes. I really like slim harpo and other blues stuff lately. that 90s punk stuff still makes me feel nostalgic and I’ll always love it but I don’t idealize young people’s musical tastes. I think most of them just haven’t developed their tastes completely. that was true for me at least.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on March 05, 2018, 08:46:17 PM

you shouldn't be embarrassed by Metallica ... unless of course we are talking post- And Justice
I still listens to tonnes of music I listened to when I was young, that's what happens when you get old right?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on March 05, 2018, 08:50:18 PM

I gave Korn,Limp Bizkit and other shit I thought I liked when I was young(and dumb) a second chance,but it didn't work out. Prodigy's Fat of the Land and old Offspring still gets some love though. My tastes are all over and go in waves but lately I have a steady Rudimentary Peni and Three 6 Mafia rotation with Converge mixed in. I need new tunes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 05, 2018, 11:04:58 PM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on March 05, 2018, 08:50:18 PM

I gave Korn,Limp Bizkit and other shit I thought I liked when I was young(and dumb) a second chance,but it didn't work out. Prodigy's Fat of the Land and old Offspring still gets some love though. My tastes are all over and go in waves but lately I have a steady Rudimentary Peni and Three 6 Mafia rotation with Converge mixed in. I need new tunes.

Music for the jilted generation is fucking awesome. Way better than that pussy hack semi electro shit they play on the radio.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on March 06, 2018, 07:31:39 AM

There's nothing wrong with liking shitty/embarrassing music, it's better to embrace it than deny it. My music taste developed from skate videos, music coverage in Thrasher and Transworld, and this girl Amber from high school. Lately it's been browsing through certain genres on Bandcamp or ripping CDs from the library based on their cover art.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on March 06, 2018, 08:12:37 AM

Most my random tastes come from what I've heard in the strip club. Like Saosin's 'show me yo booty hole' even though I don't really even like Saosin. Variety is good though!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on March 06, 2018, 08:20:33 AM

I like music about nasty freak hoes doing nasty freak hoe things in a non ironic way and it drives my wife insane. She gets mad when she walks into my office to talk to me, and I have to pause 2 live crew to have her repeat herself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Beeda Weeda on March 06, 2018, 08:24:41 AM

my wife to be once sang along to buck cherry's "crazy bitch"  when she was drunk, I could barely look at her for a week.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on March 06, 2018, 08:30:13 AM

Quote from: Beeda Weeda on March 06, 2018, 08:24:41 AM

my wife to be once sang along to buck cherry's "crazy bitch"  when she was drunk, I could barely look at her for a week.

you've still got time

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on March 06, 2018, 08:31:52 AM

Quote from: Beeda Weeda on March 06, 2018, 08:24:41 AM

my wife to be once sang along to buck cherry's "crazy bitch"  when she was drunk, I could barely look at her for a week.

I have a physical resemblance to the singer of Buck Cherry.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: slappies on March 06, 2018, 12:40:00 PM

My girlfriend and I have this game where we do the opposite of censoring songs, so essentially we only sing the naughty words and leave blank pauses where the regular words are. "Crazy Bitch" is a pretty common one we do. I know, I know, but trust me it's funnier in person. It sounds like this:                  bitch         fuck              !

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on March 06, 2018, 12:57:51 PM

I knew my wife was the one when I replied to her saying "ass" with "and titties" she threw back a " and big booty bitches". On the flipside she mostly hates what I listen to,regardless of knowing the words. It goes the same for her Beyonce and Mariachi/Cumbia/Rock en Espanol.

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my wife to be once sang along to buck cherry's "crazy bitch"  when she was drunk, I could barely look at her for a week.

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I have a physical resemblance to the singer of Buck Cherry.

(https://i.pinimg.com/736x/8d/50/a2/8d50a261a8718d438273f03e8682bfab--editing-photos-shooting-stars.jpg) chaos

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on March 06, 2018, 01:48:09 PM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on March 06, 2018, 12:57:51 PM

I knew my wife was the one when I replied to her saying "ass" with "and titties" she threw back a " and big booty bitches". On the flipside she mostly hates what I listen to,regardless of knowing the words. It goes the same for her Beyonce and Mariachi/Cumbia/Rock en Espanol.

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my wife to be once sang along to buck cherry's "crazy bitch"  when she was drunk, I could barely look at her for a week.

[close]

I have a physical resemblance to the singer of Buck Cherry.

[close]

(https://i.pinimg.com/736x/8d/50/a2/8d50a261a8718d438273f03e8682bfab--editing-photos-shooting-stars.jpg) chaos

My hair is short, my tattoos are a different kind of stupid, and my wristbands have Monster logos on them but yeah like I said.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on March 06, 2018, 02:50:46 PM

TIL shit_for_brains is Cobra Cole

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on March 06, 2018, 03:04:12 PM

i look like the main guy from office space ive been told many times

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on March 06, 2018, 03:09:08 PM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on March 06, 2018, 02:50:46 PM

TIL shit_for_brains is Cobra Cole

Probably the best indirect confession in this thread.

I'm told I look like Barry Badrinath from Beerfest

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on March 06, 2018, 03:27:07 PM

It's really the jaw and brow lines. I'm not Chris Cole but you should've seen how his wife used to look at me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on March 06, 2018, 03:33:02 PM

I look like Walter White crossed with Hugh Laurie as House.
I'm 26 years old, god damn it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on March 06, 2018, 04:58:56 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on March 06, 2018, 03:27:07 PM

It's really the jaw and brow lines. I'm not Chris Cole but you should've seen how his wife used to look at me.

Bet you kept ol' Red good company while Chris was away on those third world Fallen trips

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: streetsoup on March 06, 2018, 06:09:21 PM

Growing up I got told I looked like Jon Cena a lot.
D:
Now I get told I look like Sid off of Toy Story. All the time. For Halloween next year im just gonna wear a zero shirt and run with it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on March 07, 2018, 09:17:16 AM

I look like Mark Hamill, pre and post car accident.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 07, 2018, 11:26:14 AM

I look like shit. Thank God for them gains.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on March 07, 2018, 11:54:44 AM

Please start doing drugs again

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd9 on March 07, 2018, 12:13:42 PM

Chick said I looked,lile screech
(https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eRXbTXLwZPg/hqdefault.jpg)

Funk that whore

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Krooked antihero on March 07, 2018, 12:18:05 PM

My girlfriend always say that I look like mix of ryan gosling and paul newman.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on March 07, 2018, 12:19:31 PM

Quote from: bawtawd9 on March 07, 2018, 12:13:42 PM

Chick said I looked,lile screech
(https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eRXbTXLwZPg/hqdefault.jpg)

Funk that whore

Screech went on to do some quality gonzo porn.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on March 07, 2018, 12:48:20 PM

I just wanna shine

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Wizard Fight on March 07, 2018, 10:16:21 PM

Quote from: bawtawd5 on March 07, 2018, 12:48:20 PM

I just wanna shine

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 07, 2018, 10:55:22 PM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on March 07, 2018, 11:54:44 AM

Please start doing drugs again

Great idea.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on March 08, 2018, 07:20:54 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on March 07, 2018, 12:19:31 PM

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Chick said I looked,lile screech
(https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eRXbTXLwZPg/hqdefault.jpg)

Funk that whore

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Screech went on to do some quality gonzo porn.

He used a stunt cock, it wasn't him. The whole video was to try and get some quick cash to save his mortgage or something.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on March 08, 2018, 07:37:41 AM

Well then why waste all that money on someone's dick

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on March 08, 2018, 08:31:10 AM

Wasn't there a dirty sanchez done in the Screech vid? That's all I recall people bugging out on other than his giant (stunt) cock

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Yu Dum on March 08, 2018, 08:48:37 AM

I have neither read a single Harry Potter book, not have I seen any of the films after the first one.

Also, I’ve been on an X-Files binge since late-November/early-December and it has taken precedence over skating most days. I need to stop myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on March 08, 2018, 09:38:09 AM

Quote from: Blind Fisherman on March 08, 2018, 08:48:37 AM

I have neither read a single Harry Potter book, not have I seen any of the films after the first one.

me neither including first movie cuz im not a nerd

ive also never seen any iron man movie or game of thrones but am asked on a daily (literally) basis about those two and how cool it is that i have that last name

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on March 08, 2018, 09:57:57 AM

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I have neither read a single Harry Potter book, not have I seen any of the films after the first one.

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me neither including first movie cuz im not a nerd

ive also never seen any iron man movie or game of thrones but am asked on a daily (literally) basis about those two and how cool it is that i have that last name

straight man?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cancelled on March 08, 2018, 10:16:48 AM

starks?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on March 08, 2018, 10:34:31 AM

straight man starks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: slappies on March 08, 2018, 11:20:45 AM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on March 08, 2018, 08:31:10 AM

Wasn't there a dirty sanchez done in the Screech vid? That's all I recall people bugging out on other than his giant (stunt) cock

Yes, there was. I didn't want your question to go unanswered.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on March 08, 2018, 11:30:16 AM

Quote from: slappies on March 08, 2018, 11:20:45 AM

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Wasn't there a dirty sanchez done in the Screech vid? That's all I recall people bugging out on other than his giant (stunt) cock

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Yes, there was. I didn't want your question to go unanswered.

The dirty sanchez is the only part I've seen. Someone posted it on Slap. He was involved in some sort on conquest challenge as far as I could tell as he was tallying up what went down.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on March 08, 2018, 12:19:29 PM

Quote from: Blind Fisherman on March 08, 2018, 08:48:37 AM

I have neither read a single Harry Potter book, not have I seen any of the films after the first one.

Also, I’ve been on an X-Files binge since late-November/early-December and it has taken precedence over skating most days. I need to stop myself.

The truth is out there

And Slappies and SodaJerk gnars to both ya for the answers. Other than his porn work,his boxing was hilarious
https://youtu.be/j1ZkdGJj2s8

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on March 09, 2018, 07:42:21 AM

I'd let Kellyanne Conway sit on my face

(http://pbs.twimg.com/media/DX2s3DhWAAIbpx_.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on March 09, 2018, 09:00:04 AM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on March 09, 2018, 07:42:21 AM

I'd let Kellyanne Conway sit on my face

(http://pbs.twimg.com/media/DX2s3DhWAAIbpx_.jpg)

She'd probably be texting too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on March 09, 2018, 10:18:54 AM

That's fine

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Baron Samedi on March 09, 2018, 11:31:32 AM

if we're talking aides here, Hope Hicks could call me huckleberry

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on March 09, 2018, 06:32:34 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on March 09, 2018, 07:42:21 AM

I'd let Kellyanne Conway sit on my face

(http://pbs.twimg.com/media/DX2s3DhWAAIbpx_.jpg)

If we're talking 50(+) year old women, Nicole Murphy could get it at any time

(https://i.pinimg.com/736x/b7/1a/64/b71a644fac98a1b92d0e89b10a5d64c3--young-black-the-young.jpg)
(http://deluxmag.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/11/nicole5-304x500.png)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on March 09, 2018, 09:00:45 PM

Yall killing it more cougs please

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd9 on March 10, 2018, 05:01:42 PM

I'm kinda over slap, I just wanna fuck chicks and do psychedelics. What's happening to me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on March 10, 2018, 06:46:37 PM

Quote from: bawtawd9 on March 10, 2018, 05:01:42 PM

I'm kinda over slap, I just wanna fuck chicks and do psychedelics. What's happening to me.

Ask your other Bawtawd clones

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on March 10, 2018, 07:25:01 PM

Quote from: bawtawd9 on March 10, 2018, 05:01:42 PM

I'm kinda over slap, I just wanna fuck chicks and do psychedelics. What's happening to me.

Alright then l8r fauxtawd

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on March 12, 2018, 03:47:13 PM

Told the folks that the huge dent on the side of my car is from a hit and run when in all actuality it's from me hitting my drug-dealer's car on new years eve.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd9 on March 12, 2018, 08:59:44 PM

Brother came back to visit from college first thing I did was raid his xanax and gabapentin

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 13, 2018, 03:23:48 AM

Quote from: bawtawd9 on March 12, 2018, 08:59:44 PM

Brother came back to visit from college first thing I did was raid his xanax and gabapentin

Gabapentin is garbage. Are you the real baw?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Betaphenylethylalamine on March 13, 2018, 08:46:18 AM

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Brother came back to visit from college first thing I did was raid his xanax and gabapentin

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Gabapentin is garbage. Are you the real baw?

Obviously bawtawd would sell everything asides from the first 6 xanax.

Smooth smooth on making your bro withdrawal and look like an idiot in front of ma and pops

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on March 13, 2018, 09:37:43 AM

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Brother came back to visit from college first thing I did was raid his xanax and gabapentin

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Gabapentin is garbage. Are you the real baw?

[close]

Obviously bawtawd would sell everything asides from the first 6 xanax.

Smooth smooth on making your bro withdrawal and look like an idiot in front of ma and pops

sibling rivalry bro. bawtawd is about to bump into the favorite child spot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Betaphenylethylalamine on March 13, 2018, 11:17:21 AM

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Brother came back to visit from college first thing I did was raid his xanax and gabapentin

[close]

Gabapentin is garbage. Are you the real baw?

[close]

Obviously bawtawd would sell everything asides from the first 6 xanax.

Smooth smooth on making your bro withdrawal and look like an idiot in front of ma and pops

[close]

sibling rivalry bro. bawtawd is about to bump into the favorite child spot.

Exactly! And well played!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd9 on March 13, 2018, 03:45:52 PM

Quote from: Betaphenylethylalamine on March 13, 2018, 11:17:21 AM

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Brother came back to visit from college first thing I did was raid his xanax and gabapentin

[close]

Gabapentin is garbage. Are you the real baw?

[close]

Obviously bawtawd would sell everything asides from the first 6 xanax.

Smooth smooth on making your bro withdrawal and look like an idiot in front of ma and pops

[close]

sibling rivalry bro. bawtawd is about to bump into the favorite child spot.

[close]

Exactly! And well played!

no this nigga don't even take em, only sometimes, he's all about his antidepressants. I figure they better in my hands. AND GABAPAENTIN IS NOT FUCKING GARBAGE OK!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 14, 2018, 01:24:18 AM

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Brother came back to visit from college first thing I did was raid his xanax and gabapentin

[close]

Gabapentin is garbage. Are you the real baw?

[close]

Obviously bawtawd would sell everything asides from the first 6 xanax.

Smooth smooth on making your bro withdrawal and look like an idiot in front of ma and pops

[close]

sibling rivalry bro. bawtawd is about to bump into the favorite child spot.

[close]

Exactly! And well played!

[close]

no this nigga don't even take em, only sometimes, he's all about his antidepressants. I figure they better in my hands. AND GABAPAENTIN IS NOT FUCKING GARBAGE OK!

Wrong, n00b.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on March 30, 2018, 04:24:10 PM

I don't hate the Fast and Furious franchise.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd9 on March 30, 2018, 05:52:17 PM

Quote from: SodaJerk on March 30, 2018, 04:24:10 PM

I don't hate the Fast and Furious franchise.

Me neither. Paul walker is my gay crush, but after Tokyo drift you know that shit went downhill.

Me, I'm dealin with all sorts of shit, mentally, I ain't crazy I just need Benzos but these niggas ain't giving em, and got no money to buy em atm, feeling suicidal which is gay, so I been drinking. Walking like a cholo outta san Andreas cause some under knee injections fucked my shit up, a week later too. My back calfs have a burning bruised sensation, I be walkin on my knees. All that and a bag a fuckin chips.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on April 02, 2018, 12:21:58 PM

I feel like after Tokyo Drift is when they really came into their own. Between 4 and 7 they tread the line between tongue in cheek and outrageous and really set the tone for the franchise.

The first is what it is, they made a car movie somewhat serious in tone.
The second is awful but at least it introduced Luda to the F&F world.
The third is so awful it's great. Every single thing that happens or line that is said contributes to the plot. There is 0 to embellish the story or world.
4-7 are probably peak for me. Just cheesy enough to be acceptable, just enough lines about family from Vin Diesel, loads of cool car stunts that fill in the bulk of the second half.
Fast 8 was okay.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monkey_Mcpott on April 02, 2018, 12:27:01 PM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on April 02, 2018, 12:21:58 PM

I feel like after Tokyo Drift is when they really came into their own. Between 4 and 7 they tread the line between tongue in cheek and outrageous and really set the tone for the franchise.

The first is what it is, they made a car movie somewhat serious in tone.
The second is awful but at least it introduced Luda to the F&F world.
The third is so awful it's great. Every single thing that happens or line that is said contributes to the plot. There is 0 to embellish the story or world.
4-7 are probably peak for me. Just cheesy enough to be acceptable, just enough lines about family from Vin Diesel, loads of cool car stunts that fill in the bulk of the second half.
Fast 8 was okay.

I feel like the franchise peeked at number 5. That one was really good. Good story line, the return of Vince, the chase scene over the houses in Brazil, the addition of Dwayne Johnson and then with the cliffhanger ending of Letty still being alive was the icing on the cake. 4 gave you hope that they could pick things up after how shitty Tokyo drift was (Also agree that its so bad its good) 6 got a bit stale and anything after felt forced.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on April 02, 2018, 03:28:00 PM

Quote from: Monkey_Mcpott on April 02, 2018, 12:27:01 PM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on April 02, 2018, 12:21:58 PM

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I feel like after Tokyo Drift is when they really came into their own. Between 4 and 7 they tread the line between tongue in cheek and outrageous and really set the tone for the franchise.

The first is what it is, they made a car movie somewhat serious in tone.
The second is awful but at least it introduced Luda to the F&F world.
The third is so awful it's great. Every single thing that happens or line that is said contributes to the plot. There is 0 to embellish the story or world.
4-7 are probably peak for me. Just cheesy enough to be acceptable, just enough lines about family from Vin Diesel, loads of cool car stunts that fill in the bulk of the second half.
Fast 8 was okay.

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I feel like the franchise peeked at number 5. That one was really good. Good story line, the return of Vince, the chase scene over the houses in Brazil, the addition of Dwayne Johnson and then with the cliffhanger ending of Letty still being alive was the icing on the cake. 4 gave you hope that they could pick things up after how shitty Tokyo drift was (Also agree that its so bad its good) 6 got a bit stale and anything after felt forced.

I agree with a lot of this, but I think you could still make an argument for 4, 5 or 6 to be the best. 6 had a lot of really great stuff in it. The tank, the never ending runway. Using car crashes to jettison each other from car to car across the highway. That's a good movie.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on April 06, 2018, 07:56:07 AM

i miss drugs and alcohol sometimes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on April 06, 2018, 08:19:59 AM

only safe drug is weed, same for beer as an alcohol

edit: as long as you make a deal with yourself not to take other stronger shit while high on those, and be able to stay away a couple days from them

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd9 on April 06, 2018, 10:50:07 PM

Sometimes I feel like I'm the realist nigga in history yet, its not true but its good to think that way.

Don't beat yourself up over things is my advice for anyone.

Sucks you don't like weed sniffedhole.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 07, 2018, 08:41:10 AM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on April 06, 2018, 07:56:07 AM

i miss drugs and alcohol sometimes.

Normal for people in our shoes. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sad Hippo on April 07, 2018, 01:57:45 PM

After watching the Ghostbusters remake last night, I realized I'm really attracted to Melissa McCarthy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on April 08, 2018, 06:17:23 PM

I just spent a substantial amount of money on skincare products. Going full puss to secure some puss.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 08, 2018, 09:46:00 PM

Quote from: Mongoloid on April 08, 2018, 06:17:23 PM

I just spent a substantial amount of money on skincare products. Going full puss to secure some puss.

Gotta treat yourself right, ain't know one going to take care of you like you do you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: slappies on April 10, 2018, 09:08:27 AM

I've hit a rough patch, and it's getting hard to pull out of. I think a lot of it stems from my job, I won't go into detail, but I'm fucking miserable here. I'm trying to apply elsewhere, or at least move around in the company but lately it's felt like I'm drowning. I've applied for a new position to make some better money here, but it's the work itself more than anything. It's mentally and emotionally draining. I know it's easy to say "Stop being a pussy, quit and get a new job" but that shit is stupid. It's not as easy as I'd like it to be. I'm not pulling in huge money by any means, but I've been here long enough that I'm making a decent living. My girlfriend and I live together and make about the same, she always tells me that she would support me trying to find something else that makes me happier, but I'd feel like a prick if I suddenly cut my income basically in half and leave her to do the heavy lifting. The problem though is I need to decide if it's more important to be a "fiscally responsible adult" or quit this shit and try to retain my happiness. It's starting to affect my personal life, I've been an irritable asshole and prone to snapping at people more including my girlfriend. If I was single I would have been done with this place ages ago, but I'm trying to make a bit of a life for myself so I can't just work on snap decisions anymore. I'm not looking for pity from you guys, I know people out there have bigger fish to fry, but does anyone have any advice? Even just someone who has dealt with/is dealing with something similar?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on April 10, 2018, 09:55:15 AM

there's a vacant dumpster next to the one under which I live ^^

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: slappies on April 10, 2018, 10:09:42 AM

Quote from: the snake on April 10, 2018, 09:55:15 AM

there's a vacant dumpster next to the one under which I live ^^

Is it at least rent controlled?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on April 10, 2018, 10:17:48 AM

maybe save up a bunch/slow down your consumption so that it's not a wicked big burden on ya gf while you're between jobs. maybe ya get used to it and downgrade like kevin spacey in that movie?
don't reject jarhead's advances if he kisses you.
also, don't go for the younger girl.
but i think you should do what makes you happier and quit so you'll be able to live a better life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: slappies on April 10, 2018, 10:22:37 AM

Yeah, I've gotta quit wasting money on dumb shit. I spend a lot on unnecessary things because it gives me momentary happiness, which is a childish way to live.
I'm thinking if this position I applied for doesn't pan out I may just quit. It's getting the point it's not worth it even if the money is decent.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on April 10, 2018, 10:31:37 AM

life's too long to do shit that makes you unhappy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 10, 2018, 11:11:33 AM

Quote from: slappies on April 10, 2018, 10:22:37 AM

Yeah, I've gotta quit wasting money on dumb shit. I spend a lot on unnecessary things because it gives me momentary happiness, which is a childish way to live.
I'm thinking if this position I applied for doesn't pan out I may just quit. It's getting the point it's not worth it even if the money is decent.

My situation is slightly different because rather than working for someone doing a job I don't like I work for myself and for the most part enjoy my work but for over two years now I've had nearly no life outside of work.

I encouraged my wife to cut down her working days because she was in your situation and it saved her sanity. She was the manager and stepped down to three days a week so she could concentrate on her own stuff but as a result I pay for 75% of everything but it doesn't bother me because she's happier and that takes a load off me.

If your GF is solid I'd have the chat with her and look to get out of what you're doing because it won't get better unless you make a change.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on April 10, 2018, 03:30:59 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on April 10, 2018, 10:31:37 AM

life's too long to do shit that makes you unhappy

my confession is that this is my next tattoo, thanks dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on April 11, 2018, 12:15:15 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on April 10, 2018, 03:30:59 PM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on April 10, 2018, 10:31:37 AM

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life's too long to do shit that makes you unhappy

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my confession is that this is my next tattoo, thanks dude.

you gotta cite/credit the author
(https://i.imgur.com/rWH5T5P.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on April 11, 2018, 05:18:11 AM

I felt/feel the same way. I just deprioritized the importance of work in my life and started phoning about 30% of it in. I still have to physically show up and I get paid the same but I don't give an ounce of a shit about it. Not to where I could get fired or anything, because where I work that's fucking impossible, but of my "8 hours" I'm only working on things that could benefit the company for about 20 minutes. It helped a lot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 11, 2018, 07:11:53 AM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on April 11, 2018, 05:18:11 AM

I felt/feel the same way. I just deprioritized the importance of work in my life and started phoning about 30% of it in. I still have to physically show up and I get paid the same but I don't give an ounce of a shit about it. Not to where I could get fired or anything, because where I work that's fucking impossible, but of my "8 hours" I'm only working on things that could benefit the company for about 20 minutes. It helped a lot.

ive kind of lived my life this way. i do what i need to do to get things done, and thats about it. i have zero stress from my job but the shitty thing about it is that i can do what i need to do in a fraction of the time that im required to be here. its knowing that ive wasted all this extra time is what kills me.

then ive got to go home and bust my ass with doing stuff that actually matters in the little time i have left. i could cut my time at the office in half and still be just as productive.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: behavioralguide on April 11, 2018, 10:08:16 AM

just take huge dumps/meditate and steal pens

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KIXz_vzROrw

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 11, 2018, 01:34:41 PM

Quote from: behavioralguide on April 11, 2018, 10:08:16 AM

just take huge dumps/meditate and steal pens

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KIXz_vzROrw

im very picky about my pens so i have the office supply lady order me the ones i like and then i hide them so nobody else can use them.

for years my favorite was the uniball vision elite 0.7 but it recently got replaced with the papermate inkjoy 0.5. its a good pen.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on April 11, 2018, 03:24:17 PM

Quote from: JB on April 11, 2018, 01:34:41 PM

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just take huge dumps/meditate and steal pens

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KIXz_vzROrw

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im very picky about my pens so i have the office supply lady order me the ones i like and then i hide them so nobody else can use them.

for years my favorite was the uniball vision elite 0.7 but it recently got replaced with the papermate inkjoy 0.5. its a good pen.

I've taken all of my pens and scissors and all that shit off of other peoples' desks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 12, 2018, 11:27:54 AM

I have no idea how you guys do that shit at work.

I'll have Treasury on my ass for missing uploading a file in time. 

Lose focus for a second and Accounting will break your legs for misplacing a dollar.

Worst of all, I actually enjoy working in corporate. The fuck is going on, here?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dirtyweemidden on April 12, 2018, 12:13:54 PM

ive been phoning it on and half assing everything my entire working life. guess what.. I just got a promotion!
turns out when you only work about an hour a day when new shit emerges that really needs done you can really 'move things around' to fit it in.

Workin hard is for suckers!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on April 12, 2018, 12:21:11 PM

I'm one of the creative leads where I work so they put up with all my bullshit because I do a lot of different stuff nobody else does. So I steal and fart.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: slappies on April 12, 2018, 12:25:25 PM

The position I'm in right now is pretty heavily watched, all my logins and logoffs and monitored and any time I even spend away from my desk is watched and if I don't meet certain stats I can end up not getting a bonus and shit. This new position I've applied for (which I got an interview for next week, congrats me) is more in a managerial role, far less monitored and not tied to my desk as much. I'm the most qualified of the those I know who applied, so I'm hoping to start half-assing myself to happiness by the end of the month.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on April 12, 2018, 12:35:32 PM

every time i have a bad day at work, im gonna come in this thread and read how shitty your jobs are to cheer myself up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 12, 2018, 12:55:36 PM

Quote from: shit_for_brains on April 12, 2018, 12:21:11 PM

I'm one of the creative leads where I work so they put up with all my bullshit because I do a lot of different stuff nobody else does. So I steal and fart.

Click the link to read, happy farting
https://apple.news/Ag3-w1qqjSRSpgTyIGkusAw

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SOTY on April 12, 2018, 03:12:16 PM

Quote from: slappies on April 12, 2018, 12:25:25 PM

The position I'm in right now is pretty heavily watched, all my logins and logoffs and monitored and any time I even spend away from my desk is watched and if I don't meet certain stats I can end up not getting a bonus and shit. This new position I've applied for (which I got an interview for next week, congrats me) is more in a managerial role, far less monitored and not tied to my desk as much. I'm the most qualified of the those I know who applied, so I'm hoping to start half-assing myself to happiness by the end of the month.

That sounds exactly like the call centres I worked in a few years back. By far the most depressed I've ever been. Hoping you manage to level-up soon!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on April 12, 2018, 08:31:12 PM

Reading all of you guy's work situations really shined a light on how good I have it at my job. Sorry,but thanks?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 13, 2018, 02:13:40 AM

Can only imagine how many people have terrible jobs. Or worse, no job.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on April 13, 2018, 03:27:58 PM

I used to think I was over working at restaurants, until I started working at a 7-4 office job that was a call center as well, a help desk position where people call in and need help fixing whatever problem they're having with their computer.

I fucking hated it and quit after 3 months. The main parts about the job that I didn't like were the getting up early, hours feeling long, being stuck at a desk where your exact time is monitored and staring at a screen all day.

Gone back to restaurants for now and I don't take it for granted, I'm working around 30 hours a week making more than I was working full time at the office and I sleep in/stay up late every day. But the subtle part about it I like the most is that you can actually talk to people around you and don't have to sit down all day. Shit was starting to make my back hurt more with their garbage old chairs and was giving me anxiety when you stare at something and focus on it all day then snap back into the real world.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jomeara1 on April 15, 2018, 09:03:12 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on April 12, 2018, 11:27:54 AM

I have no idea how you guys do that shit at work.

I'll have Treasury on my ass for missing uploading a file in time. 

Lose focus for a second and Accounting will break your legs for misplacing a dollar.

Worst of all, I actually enjoy working in corporate. The fuck is going on, here?

I tried the corporate route in accounting and it just wasn’t for me. Maybe it was the company I worked for but I was just miserable there. I switched to governmental accounting and I couldn’t be happier. I had to take a pay cut, but it was completely worth it because of the work/life balance and benefits they offer. 

Actually I think one of the toughest jobs I’ve ever had was FedEx

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 15, 2018, 10:55:56 PM

Quote from: Johnny on April 15, 2018, 09:03:12 AM

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I have no idea how you guys do that shit at work.

I'll have Treasury on my ass for missing uploading a file in time. 

Lose focus for a second and Accounting will break your legs for misplacing a dollar.

Worst of all, I actually enjoy working in corporate. The fuck is going on, here?

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I tried the corporate route in accounting and it just wasn’t for me. Maybe it was the company I worked for but I was just miserable there. I switched to governmental accounting and I couldn’t be happier. I had to take a pay cut, but it was completely worth it because of the work/life balance and benefits they offer. 

Actually I think one of the toughest jobs I’ve ever had was FedEx

Yeah, I worked in a factory 11 hours a day before, was waaaay more stressful than corporate. At my company there are great opportunities to advance, so I'm happy here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on April 17, 2018, 09:05:55 PM

Damn supervisors always got their eyes on me. I'm a mailman so the majority of my working day is spent outdoors and away from the bosses which is great, but I also have a dumb barcode scanner on me that tracks all my movements. If the scanner doesn't move for 10 minutes the supervisors get an alert back at the office. I get two 15s and one 30 minute break. The 30 minute one is lunch and is automatically deducted from the hours worked after 6 hours on the clock regardless if the the break is actually taken. It's common there is not enough time to deliver everything and be back at the prescribed hour if the breaks were to be taken. Besides those "breaks", if there are legitimate reasons why my scanner's GPS shows I didn't move for a while, and there often are, I will be questioned as to why it didn't move every fucking time. If I'm ahead of schedule on my route I have to walk around aimlessly or take a drive around the area so that the scanner doesn't report that it's idle. No down time at the ol' post office. Good thing is no bosses are actually physically looking at or talking to me the vast majority of the time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paco Supreme on April 17, 2018, 09:48:44 PM

Damn, some of you guys having monitored work days seems rough. I think i spend 70% of my day alone, wasting time and up until a year ago i was fine with it, now i have to show up 6 days a week (still here alone), waste an even greater amount of time and i hate it, but i'm too stuck in my slack off ways to take the offers i get here and there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 18, 2018, 12:56:51 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on April 17, 2018, 09:05:55 PM

Damn supervisors always got their eyes on me. I'm a mailman so the majority of my working day is spent outdoors and away from the bosses which is great, but I also have a dumb barcode scanner on me that tracks all my movements. If the scanner doesn't move for 10 minutes the supervisors get an alert back at the office. I get two 15s and one 30 minute break. The 30 minute one is lunch and is automatically deducted from the hours worked after 6 hours on the clock regardless if the the break is actually taken. It's common there is not enough time to deliver everything and be back at the prescribed hour if the breaks were to be taken. Besides those "breaks", if there are legitimate reasons why my scanner's GPS shows I didn't move for a while, and there often are, I will be questioned as to why it didn't move every fucking time. If I'm ahead of schedule on my route I have to walk around aimlessly or take a drive around the area so that the scanner doesn't report that it's idle. No down time at the ol' post office. Good thing is no bosses are actually physically looking at or talking to me the vast majority of the time.

Are you a union member? Talk to them about it because if you finish ahead of schedule you shouldn't be penalised for efficiency.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on April 18, 2018, 02:46:29 PM

Quote from: SodaJerk on April 18, 2018, 12:56:51 AM

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Damn supervisors always got their eyes on me. I'm a mailman so the majority of my working day is spent outdoors and away from the bosses which is great, but I also have a dumb barcode scanner on me that tracks all my movements. If the scanner doesn't move for 10 minutes the supervisors get an alert back at the office. I get two 15s and one 30 minute break. The 30 minute one is lunch and is automatically deducted from the hours worked after 6 hours on the clock regardless if the the break is actually taken. It's common there is not enough time to deliver everything and be back at the prescribed hour if the breaks were to be taken. Besides those "breaks", if there are legitimate reasons why my scanner's GPS shows I didn't move for a while, and there often are, I will be questioned as to why it didn't move every fucking time. If I'm ahead of schedule on my route I have to walk around aimlessly or take a drive around the area so that the scanner doesn't report that it's idle. No down time at the ol' post office. Good thing is no bosses are actually physically looking at or talking to me the vast majority of the time.

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Are you a union member? Talk to them about it because if you finish ahead of schedule you shouldn't be penalised for efficiency.

Yea straight up, my parents are mail carriers and they go home once they're done, regardless of time left, and aren't really allowed to waste time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on April 18, 2018, 04:50:36 PM

i t-boned my mailman a few weeks ago and now he’s claiming injury .. poosy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on April 18, 2018, 06:59:31 PM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on April 18, 2018, 02:46:29 PM

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Damn supervisors always got their eyes on me. I'm a mailman so the majority of my working day is spent outdoors and away from the bosses which is great, but I also have a dumb barcode scanner on me that tracks all my movements. If the scanner doesn't move for 10 minutes the supervisors get an alert back at the office. I get two 15s and one 30 minute break. The 30 minute one is lunch and is automatically deducted from the hours worked after 6 hours on the clock regardless if the the break is actually taken. It's common there is not enough time to deliver everything and be back at the prescribed hour if the breaks were to be taken. Besides those "breaks", if there are legitimate reasons why my scanner's GPS shows I didn't move for a while, and there often are, I will be questioned as to why it didn't move every fucking time. If I'm ahead of schedule on my route I have to walk around aimlessly or take a drive around the area so that the scanner doesn't report that it's idle. No down time at the ol' post office. Good thing is no bosses are actually physically looking at or talking to me the vast majority of the time.

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Are you a union member? Talk to them about it because if you finish ahead of schedule you shouldn't be penalised for efficiency.

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Yea straight up, my parents are mail carriers and they go home once they're done, regardless of time left, and aren't really allowed to waste time.

Yes, I'm a union member. I don't get penalized for finishing a route early, but every route is timed to be 8 hours. In reality route times are wildly inaccurate. Like +/- 2 hours inaccurate. If I don't take the entirety of the 8 hours it can lead to changes in the route.


Your parents are career carriers which is a different position than mine. I'm what's called a CCA which is what you have to be before you become career. Most career people are on what is called Work Assignment wherein all they have to do is their own route and leave whenever they're finished. I, on the other hand, can be made to take more mail out or help other carriers if I come back too soon. I'll also probably be given more work to be done the following days on top of the full route that I'm already doing. We're all guaranteed at least 8 hours for a full route no matter how light or heavy the mail is. If a carrier is leaving before the 8 hours on the clock is up then they're doing it of their own volition. Therefore it is always in my interest to do at least 8 hours. If that means driving around the block in circles every hour, then that's what I'll do. I'll have to come up with some bullshit to explain myself, but as long as I don't go into overtime because of excessive breaks, then there is no real problem. If I misjudge my timing and come back to the office 30 minutes late then I'm at risk of punishment.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on April 18, 2018, 10:13:06 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on April 18, 2018, 06:59:31 PM

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Damn supervisors always got their eyes on me. I'm a mailman so the majority of my working day is spent outdoors and away from the bosses which is great, but I also have a dumb barcode scanner on me that tracks all my movements. If the scanner doesn't move for 10 minutes the supervisors get an alert back at the office. I get two 15s and one 30 minute break. The 30 minute one is lunch and is automatically deducted from the hours worked after 6 hours on the clock regardless if the the break is actually taken. It's common there is not enough time to deliver everything and be back at the prescribed hour if the breaks were to be taken. Besides those "breaks", if there are legitimate reasons why my scanner's GPS shows I didn't move for a while, and there often are, I will be questioned as to why it didn't move every fucking time. If I'm ahead of schedule on my route I have to walk around aimlessly or take a drive around the area so that the scanner doesn't report that it's idle. No down time at the ol' post office. Good thing is no bosses are actually physically looking at or talking to me the vast majority of the time.

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Are you a union member? Talk to them about it because if you finish ahead of schedule you shouldn't be penalised for efficiency.

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Yea straight up, my parents are mail carriers and they go home once they're done, regardless of time left, and aren't really allowed to waste time.

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Yes, I'm a union member. I don't get penalized for finishing a route early, but every route is timed to be 8 hours. In reality route times are wildly inaccurate. Like +/- 2 hours inaccurate. If I don't take the entirety of the 8 hours it can lead to changes in the route.


Your parents are career carriers which is a different position than mine. I'm what's called a CCA which is what you have to be before you become career. Most career people are on what is called Work Assignment wherein all they have to do is their own route and leave whenever they're finished. I, on the other hand, can be made to take more mail out or help other carriers if I come back too soon. I'll also probably be given more work to be done the following days on top of the full route that I'm already doing. We're all guaranteed at least 8 hours for a full route no matter how light or heavy the mail is. If a carrier is leaving before the 8 hours on the clock is up then they're doing it of their own volition. Therefore it is always in my interest to do at least 8 hours. If that means driving around the block in circles every hour, then that's what I'll do. I'll have to come up with some bullshit to explain myself, but as long as I don't go into overtime because of excessive breaks, then there is no real problem. If I misjudge my timing and come back to the office 30 minutes late then I'm at risk of punishment.

Damn okay then,pretty strict!

Unless you happen to spot a supervisor on your route I'd say you're good with the time killer plan you run with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jomeara1 on April 19, 2018, 06:28:38 AM

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Damn supervisors always got their eyes on me. I'm a mailman so the majority of my working day is spent outdoors and away from the bosses which is great, but I also have a dumb barcode scanner on me that tracks all my movements. If the scanner doesn't move for 10 minutes the supervisors get an alert back at the office. I get two 15s and one 30 minute break. The 30 minute one is lunch and is automatically deducted from the hours worked after 6 hours on the clock regardless if the the break is actually taken. It's common there is not enough time to deliver everything and be back at the prescribed hour if the breaks were to be taken. Besides those "breaks", if there are legitimate reasons why my scanner's GPS shows I didn't move for a while, and there often are, I will be questioned as to why it didn't move every fucking time. If I'm ahead of schedule on my route I have to walk around aimlessly or take a drive around the area so that the scanner doesn't report that it's idle. No down time at the ol' post office. Good thing is no bosses are actually physically looking at or talking to me the vast majority of the time.

[close]

Are you a union member? Talk to them about it because if you finish ahead of schedule you shouldn't be penalised for efficiency.

[close]

Yea straight up, my parents are mail carriers and they go home once they're done, regardless of time left, and aren't really allowed to waste time.

[close]

Yes, I'm a union member. I don't get penalized for finishing a route early, but every route is timed to be 8 hours. In reality route times are wildly inaccurate. Like +/- 2 hours inaccurate. If I don't take the entirety of the 8 hours it can lead to changes in the route.


Your parents are career carriers which is a different position than mine. I'm what's called a CCA which is what you have to be before you become career. Most career people are on what is called Work Assignment wherein all they have to do is their own route and leave whenever they're finished. I, on the other hand, can be made to take more mail out or help other carriers if I come back too soon. I'll also probably be given more work to be done the following days on top of the full route that I'm already doing. We're all guaranteed at least 8 hours for a full route no matter how light or heavy the mail is. If a carrier is leaving before the 8 hours on the clock is up then they're doing it of their own volition. Therefore it is always in my interest to do at least 8 hours. If that means driving around the block in circles every hour, then that's what I'll do. I'll have to come up with some bullshit to explain myself, but as long as I don't go into overtime because of excessive breaks, then there is no real problem. If I misjudge my timing and come back to the office 30 minutes late then I'm at risk of punishment.

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Damn okay then,pretty strict!

Unless you happen to spot a supervisor on your route I'd say you're good with the time killer plan you run with.

I was a CCA once for the post office too.  Those bar scanners used to drive me nuts. If I forgot to scan it my supervisor would call and bitch at me, and Im like cmon dude just let me work. I would also get yelled at everyday for not delivering all the packages, which was tough at times because it’s hard to remember every street and house number for each package i got. I would try to write them down before I would start my route but my supervisor would just yell at me for wasting time.  I also didn’t have a legit work schedule. I was on call every morning so I’d have to wake up and wait between 6 and 9 o’clock just to see if they would call me.  Some weeks I would work 6 days other weeks just 1 or no days at all, which fucking sucked.
After working at fedex, UPS, AND the post office I got tired of that and once I finished school I just went my separate ways.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on April 20, 2018, 10:18:41 AM

i kinda wanna fight lord jamar but i don't wanna jump up to get beatdown so i'd only sock him if we were locked in a cell or alone in some other context.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd9 on April 21, 2018, 08:37:45 AM

Why do you want to assault lord jamar? I'm assuming djvlad disagreements? I like him because he's about as racist as I am.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on April 23, 2018, 10:33:10 AM

I kinda wanna buy Kratom from johnes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on April 23, 2018, 01:33:45 PM

Me too kinda

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SOTY on April 23, 2018, 01:40:38 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on April 23, 2018, 10:33:10 AM

I kinda wanna buy Kratom from johnes.

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on April 23, 2018, 01:33:45 PM

Me too kinda

Feel no shame in how you wish to run your temple.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 23, 2018, 03:19:59 PM

Who wants to buy me mushrooms and hash?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd9 on April 27, 2018, 10:19:10 PM

Pretty sure I got a minor case of them assburgers. I don't care but that would explain some things. Sound about right to yall?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on April 29, 2018, 05:30:21 AM

Quote from: bawtawd9 on April 27, 2018, 10:19:10 PM

Pretty sure I got a minor case of them assburgers. I don't care but that would explain some things. Sound about right to yall?

No it sounds like an easy excuse for being stupid

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jomeara1 on April 29, 2018, 08:21:26 AM

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Pretty sure I got a minor case of them assburgers. I don't care but that would explain some things. Sound about right to yall?

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No it sounds like an easy excuse for being stupid

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=UIDx96vraYo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd9 on April 29, 2018, 10:39:51 AM

I'm not lookin for a excuse I'm just tryin to figure out the rootiest cause of why my brain functions like it does. Been like this since I was a kid. I'm gonna go with some new shit and say I have ADDburgers as my official diagnoses. Apparently 1 in 50 got assburgers and I bet that number is way higher among skateboarders.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 30, 2018, 03:18:33 AM

Quote from: bawtawd9 on April 29, 2018, 10:39:51 AM

I'm not lookin for a excuse I'm just tryin to figure out the rootiest cause of why my brain functions like it does. Been like this since I was a kid. I'm gonna go with some new shit and say I have ADDburgers as my official diagnoses. Apparently 1 in 50 got assburgers and I bet that number is way higher among skateboarders.

I'm not a doctor but ADD as a diagnose is vague at best.  If you would to test the entitre population of the Earth too many people meet the "criteria" thereby nullifying it since it is not really a "dissorder" then.

Having said that, you might have it, I don't know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on April 30, 2018, 08:09:50 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on April 23, 2018, 03:19:59 PM

Who wants to buy me mushrooms and hash?

I have the first part and about 700 grams of nug-run oil made from Purple Urkle. If you want bubble hash, I can make some of that too. Where are you located?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on April 30, 2018, 09:08:14 AM

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Who wants to buy me mushrooms and hash?

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I have the first part and about 700 grams of nug-run oil made from Purple Urkle. If you want bubble hash, I can make some of that too. Where are you located?

Dirty ol' Londontown.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd9 on April 30, 2018, 09:17:38 PM

O̡͈͎̜̞͙ͅf̴̲ ̣s̜͚̀l̀a͏̳̤̻͍͔̹̫p͚̙͓.̟ͅ ̦͡It͙̠̤̳͚ ̬̖͍͕̠f̰̠̩͘e̻̘̺̳e̳̬̺̥̲͕̦͞ls̗ ̹̼͉̗n͉̪̠̺͇̱͞e͠c̴̝͙͇e̬͝ss̻̻͘ar͏y̶͙̠ ͚͙t̮̭̗o͓ͅ ̦̪̻̠ͅd͔̪o̢̻̭̖̩̣̲ ̷̺͖̠̻s̛ơ̝̭͕̤̩̜ ̡̝͉̳̘t̠͚̞̝̲͜o ę̡̗̼̯̺̩͖̺͕̝̭͉̫̫͎̳͓̪̕͟͡n̡͎̜͈͖͚̻̝̹͔͓̬t̢̠͚̗̞̩͎̼̭͠͞͠é̘̭͙͖̰̩̪̠̜͚͚ͅr̷̡̛̼̭̝̮̀͡ ̶̧̠̖͖͉͎̘̺͈̬͈͓̞͟͢m̛̫͚͈̟̳̰͔͠͞y̲̣͔̝̩̻̝̙̥̣̕͟ ͡͞҉͈̻̱̘̤̪̗̯̞͈̝̳ń̶̶̨̪̟͚̜͖̟̠͇̼̹̳̬̖̤̗̀é̛̩̰̼̥̬̻̬̘̮͎̲̻̠͍̫̜̝̰́̕͡x̟̟̞̙͓̼̺̳͓̼̬̥͈̦̰͟t̨̳̬̗͚͡ ̡̮͔͚̻͓̭̪̱̰́͡͞s̮̠͈̖̥͓̻̱͙̟̻̟̝̤̙̦͟͡͞ț̶̶̡̛͇̳̩̳á̶̠͕͚̙̭̫̰̮͍g͘͏͈͔͎̮̥͈̼͉̲̪̦͈͇̘̭ͅȩ̴̨͎̱͔͓̜̟̮̖̭͉͘ͅ ̧̨͇̞͕̩͚̙̰̱̼̬̤ǫ̬͍̠̫͇̯̣f͏̲̺͕̯̻̬̭̥͓̱̞͎͖̖́ ̵̸̧̯͈̙̺̜̟͈̹̪͙̦̀p̸͜͞͏͚̳̙̙̖͚̯̬̱͈̣͎̠̹̩è̦̤͇̮͖̲̖̯̺̺͙̠̦̀͢͝ͅͅr̸̞̰͉̞͇͞͝s̛̛̭̣͔̩̦̥̮̺̠͓̲o̸̯̥̭͖̦͓̟͓͠n̕͢҉̻̦̭̬̻̣a̺̺̘͎̦̩̜͜͜l̵̮̰͍̦̠̠͙̠̬̫̞̩̹͟ͅ ̫̹͔̀é̛͘҉̷͉͍̩v̡͏҉͏̠̫͉̞̩̝̟̤̥̮͍̦̖o̲̼̩̼͍͙͍̜̪͉̤͔̬̤̥̯̠͈͘̕͟͡l̢̯͓̣̫̝̪̪̣̜͚̝̖̖̭̯͚̰͚͚͝u҉̹̬͔̳͎̝̲̝̯̬͉͖̝̰͉̖̱͜͠͠t̷̨̖̹͎͇̱̗̥͘i̷̧̖̝̙̭̘͔͈͔̥o̶̵̸͖̖̪͓̞̞̟̙͎͉̘̱̫̮͙̖̹̹̕ͅń̴̡͖̤̤̣̲̱͎̫̥


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tH2w6Oxx0kQ

I͋̈́ ͘l͘ovͦ͐ͧ̑̑͋͡ę̄̈ ̌ͥ͋̐yͪ͛o͋͐̓̉ͬ̎u̧͋ ̓ͣͣ͑̒͌aͬ̅̃lͥ͋ͯ͑̇̄̂l̈͗ͪ̍͊ͨ͒ ̛̈́͆ͭ̓̿̈́̓I̓̔ͫ̄̾̐ ͭ̇ͨͧ͞wĩ̛̃ͯl̡̐̾̇̎͐ͫͫl̋ ͆ͭs͌ͪ͗̿̅͢ee̓͗͌̾̋͊ y̋̎ǒ̵u͌͆ͮ̋͒ͦ̈́ ̊̃̒ą̽̔̾͂̽͐ͮg͗͐aͨ͐͠ín̛̏͒͛̋͊̍ ͛ͮ̉̒ͮ͐̕iͥ̑̉̅̾ņ̅͂͋ͭ̏̋̽ ͩ̇͛̓̓ͯ͡t̋ͤ̄͆͆͋̿hͨ͂͗̆ͩ̋ě̷͒̓ͫ̐ ̌ͫ͐ͤ̍̍fͯ͑̀͞ú͛̐ͭͪ̐͢t̍͢ŭ͝r҉eͧͩ

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on April 30, 2018, 09:30:00 PM

Goodbye sweat prince

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on May 01, 2018, 12:24:13 AM

Quote from: bawtawd5 on April 30, 2018, 09:30:00 PM

Goodbye sweat prince

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 01, 2018, 02:21:09 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on May 01, 2018, 12:24:13 AM

Quote from: bawtawd5 on April 30, 2018, 09:30:00 PM

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Goodbye sweat pants

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Baron Samedi on May 01, 2018, 11:35:48 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on May 01, 2018, 02:21:09 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on May 01, 2018, 12:24:13 AM

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swang low sweat chariot

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on May 01, 2018, 11:39:14 AM

Quote from: bawtawd5 on April 30, 2018, 09:30:00 PM

Goodbye sweat prince

hello sweaty pie

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: zzz on May 02, 2018, 12:03:57 PM

Evolution incomplete. Back on slap. I wanted to stop slapping but all the other internet communities are gay ass hell. And I can't stop interneting, internet is tight.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on May 02, 2018, 01:26:44 PM

Quote from: zzz on May 02, 2018, 12:03:57 PM

Evolution incomplete. Back on slap. I wanted to stop slapping but all the other internet communities are gay ass hell. And I can't stop interneting, internet is tight.

Quote from: bawtawd5 on April 30, 2018, 09:30:00 PM

Hello sweat prince

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on May 02, 2018, 01:30:09 PM

mods can you change bawtawds name to sweat prince

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: zzz on May 02, 2018, 09:09:44 PM

Quote from: straight on May 02, 2018, 01:30:09 PM

mods can you change bawtawds name to sweat prince

ima think of something

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ghost Face Nigga on May 03, 2018, 12:09:04 PM

Quote from: Sad Hippo on April 07, 2018, 01:57:45 PM

After watching the Ghostbusters remake last night, I realized I'm really attracted to Melissa McCarthy.

she lost alot of weight, low key she just thicc now not fat. id def smash.

(http://i67.tinypic.com/2n7lj41.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: zzz on May 03, 2018, 12:31:10 PM

I would smash McCarthy, but I don't want to. However I would really like to smash Amy Schumer
(http://glamourmag.wpengine.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/amy.jpg)
(http://statig0.akamaized.net/bancodeimagens/5u/qg/tj/5uqgtjea9edfzqdt9qyrqsp47.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Baron Samedi on May 03, 2018, 02:26:22 PM

like with a brick you mean?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: zzz on May 03, 2018, 03:02:12 PM

Quote from: Baron Samedi on May 03, 2018, 02:26:22 PM

like with a brick you mean?

no my penis

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ghost Face Nigga on May 04, 2018, 09:29:50 AM

Quote from: Baron Samedi on May 03, 2018, 02:26:22 PM

like with a brick you mean?

i dont get the burning hate people have for her, like shes not really funny i guess but i mean so arent alot of people who have much bigger careers. what did she do?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on May 04, 2018, 12:30:21 PM

I'd plow em both

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ghost Face Nigga on May 04, 2018, 01:17:58 PM

Quote from: JB on May 04, 2018, 12:30:21 PM

I'd plow em both

agreed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Baron Samedi on May 04, 2018, 01:24:19 PM

Quote from: Ghost Face Nigga on May 04, 2018, 01:17:58 PM

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I'd plow em both

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agreed.

like with a snowplow?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Baron Samedi on May 04, 2018, 01:25:10 PM

i'm kidding i don't care about either of them. i guess i find schumer mildly annoying

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on May 04, 2018, 02:50:46 PM

I’d never stick in my penis in anything that steals jokes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on May 04, 2018, 04:48:11 PM

You wouldn’t fuck Wecking ball?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PERM-KOOK on May 04, 2018, 04:57:17 PM

You don’t fuck a wecking ball; a wecking ball fuck you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on May 04, 2018, 05:18:27 PM

Been with a girl that size,she got right on top and didn't quit. But her feet fucking stank

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on May 05, 2018, 07:41:44 AM

I've stuck a bunch of girls like her and it was always a ton of fun and they were happy to be a part of the team.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: zzz on May 05, 2018, 08:58:49 PM

Biggest turn on for me is when a girl has sharp canines, or a toof that grew on top of another.

I tried jerking off to anime porn but its just not for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on May 05, 2018, 10:31:12 PM

Quote from: zzz on May 05, 2018, 08:58:49 PM

Biggest turn on for me is when a girl has sharp canines, or a toof that grew on top of another.

I tried jerking off to anime porn but its just not for me.

So vampires and snaggletooths huh, try the fantasy/mythological section

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on May 05, 2018, 10:33:07 PM

Quote from: zzz on May 05, 2018, 08:58:49 PM

Biggest turn on for me is when a girl has sharp canines, or a toof that grew on top of another.

I tried jerking off to anime porn but its just not for me.

This might interest http://www.slapmagazine.com/index.php?topic=98879.120
 u also took the liberty of adding u to the arcives

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on May 06, 2018, 02:29:20 AM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on May 04, 2018, 05:18:27 PM

Been with a girl that size,she got right on top and didn't quit. But her feet fucking stank

That's bad. I like feet, a lot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on May 06, 2018, 02:32:00 PM

I fuck a thick 45 MILF, I fucking love it! The sex is unreal when she drinks or we do coke (which we don't really do now because we get out of control), violent & dirty sex follows... She used to get off watching me shoot coke until the point of having no veins to shoot in. Done some pretty wild shit with her, but I fucking love her at the same time, I love her kids, I took care of her mom until the day she died.

She left on vacation last Sunday, after which I promptly relapsed & spent several hundred dollars smoking crack cocaine with some homeless people in Providence.

She's pissed now, although I didn't continue my binge after Sunday & all I want to do is go home...

She kicked me out of the house, I lost my fucking mind & have been hiding out in an empty house owned by my grandmother since Monday...

I just want to go home & have just been sending crazy emails to her without reading any replies... Guess I just gave my everything to this relationship, it's seriously like any other drug, it's an addiction. I'm addicted to the good feelings & praise that I can get out of her, but it's not like a game, it's only out of pure love.

I just rocked 2400 mgs of Gabapentin, so I'm like in a crazy trance zone that I have created for myself, writing basically a novel to my woman about how she will never find a partner that loves her & her family more than me, but I'm so scared to read any replies & I think she is coming home tomorrow. I just want to go back to normal, because my life is fucking lost without her... I'm in such a weird space that is so off the fucking rails, but at least I'm not out in the streets with the crack pipe or a needle...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on May 07, 2018, 01:35:23 AM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on May 06, 2018, 02:32:00 PM

I fuck a thick 45 MILF, I fucking love it! The sex is unreal when she drinks or we do coke (which we don't really do now because we get out of control), violent & dirty sex follows... She used to get off watching me shoot coke until the point of having no veins to shoot in. Done some pretty wild shit with her, but I fucking love her at the same time, I love her kids, I took care of her mom until the day she died.

She left on vacation last Sunday, after which I promptly relapsed & spent several hundred dollars smoking crack cocaine with some homeless people in Providence.

She's pissed now, although I didn't continue my binge after Sunday & all I want to do is go home...

She kicked me out of the house, I lost my fucking mind & have been hiding out in an empty house owned by my grandmother since Monday...

I just want to go home & have just been sending crazy emails to her without reading any replies... Guess I just gave my everything to this relationship, it's seriously like any other drug, it's an addiction. I'm addicted to the good feelings & praise that I can get out of her, but it's not like a game, it's only out of pure love.

I just rocked 2400 mgs of Gabapentin, so I'm like in a crazy trance zone that I have created for myself, writing basically a novel to my woman about how she will never find a partner that loves her & her family more than me, but I'm so scared to read any replies & I think she is coming home tomorrow. I just want to go back to normal, because my life is fucking lost without her... I'm in such a weird space that is so off the fucking rails, but at least I'm not out in the streets with the crack pipe or a needle...

  That's some adult ass shit.  I feel like a kid again, holy fuck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd12 on May 07, 2018, 09:05:07 PM

Quote from: givecigstosurfgroms on May 07, 2018, 01:35:23 AM

That's some adult ass shit.  I feel like a kid again, holy fuck.

(https://static.wixstatic.com/media/48c5c9_4c49c2e94ae24e449e150f1ac86cb385.gif)


Sounds fun goku but that don't sound like the most healthy relationship.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MintySandwhich on May 09, 2018, 12:48:26 PM

I literally do nothing at work..

I'm a graphic designer and internet manager at a local business. Unless told to design an advertisement or post something to social media, I hardly do anything. They think I'm working on projects and completing goals.. however they are wrong. Yesterday, for example.. I surfed the web all day long between reddit, slap, and youtube.. and accomplished absolutely nothing. Yet, I received praise for the work I have done and have gotten multiple raises since starting here.

Easiest job I have ever had, but I sorta feel bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 09, 2018, 01:29:52 PM

Quote from: MintySandwhich on May 09, 2018, 12:48:26 PM

I literally do nothing at work..

I'm a graphic designer and internet manager at a local business. Unless told to design an advertisement or post something to social media, I hardly do anything. They think I'm working on projects and completing goals.. however they are wrong. Yesterday, for example.. I surfed the web all day long between reddit, slap, and youtube.. and accomplished absolutely nothing. Yet, I received praise for the work I have done and have gotten multiple raises since starting here.

Easiest job I have ever had, but I sorta feel bad.

Except for Reddit everything about this post is awesome (I don't get Reddit). Unless you have some burning desire to do something this sounds like an ideal situation.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MintySandwhich on May 09, 2018, 01:38:57 PM

Quote from: SodaJerk on May 09, 2018, 01:29:52 PM

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I literally do nothing at work..

I'm a graphic designer and internet manager at a local business. Unless told to design an advertisement or post something to social media, I hardly do anything. They think I'm working on projects and completing goals.. however they are wrong. Yesterday, for example.. I surfed the web all day long between reddit, slap, and youtube.. and accomplished absolutely nothing. Yet, I received praise for the work I have done and have gotten multiple raises since starting here.

Easiest job I have ever had, but I sorta feel bad.

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Except for Reddit everything about this post is awesome (I don't get Reddit). Unless you have some burning desire to do something this sounds like an ideal situation.

I'm definitely lovin' it, but there's also a weird sense of guilt.

Reddit is awesome, you can really go down the rabbit hole there. As I was browsing yesterday, I found out about a Norwegian black metal band where the lead singer wanted to kill himself. He tried cutting his wrist but the blade was too dull, so he took a gun and shot himself in the forehead. Another band member finds him dead on the ground and decided to come back and take photos of his body before calling police. He later used the photo of the suicide for the next album cover, in addition to stealing fragments of his skull to make necklaces.

The whole band is pretty fucked, and I would not have known anything about it if it wasn't for reddit.

(https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Per_%22Dead%22_Ohlin)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 09, 2018, 02:05:37 PM

Quote from: MintySandwhich on May 09, 2018, 01:38:57 PM

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I literally do nothing at work..

I'm a graphic designer and internet manager at a local business. Unless told to design an advertisement or post something to social media, I hardly do anything. They think I'm working on projects and completing goals.. however they are wrong. Yesterday, for example.. I surfed the web all day long between reddit, slap, and youtube.. and accomplished absolutely nothing. Yet, I received praise for the work I have done and have gotten multiple raises since starting here.

Easiest job I have ever had, but I sorta feel bad.

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Except for Reddit everything about this post is awesome (I don't get Reddit). Unless you have some burning desire to do something this sounds like an ideal situation.

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I'm definitely lovin' it, but there's also a weird sense of guilt.

Reddit is awesome, you can really go down the rabbit hole there. As I was browsing yesterday, I found out about a Norwegian black metal band where the lead singer wanted to kill himself. He tried cutting his wrist but the blade was too dull, so he took a gun and shot himself in the forehead. Another band member finds him dead on the ground and decided to come back and take photos of his body before calling police. He later used the photo of the suicide for the next album cover, in addition to stealing fragments of his skull to make necklaces.

The whole band is pretty fucked, and I would not have known anything about it if it wasn't for reddit.

(https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Per_%22Dead%22_Ohlin)

Yeah, Mayhem. I'm sort of a low key Norwegian black metal fan (I'm really into it but have to moderate my listening- underlying mental health issues) and have definitely gone hard on Mayhem and Burzum documentaries. It's cool that Reddit got you there. Check out Gorgoroth and Dark Throne if you are into it. Lead singer of Gorgoroth has several convictions for assault including beating one guy and making him drink his own blood. He's now come out as gay and lives in a town named after his family that has about 20 residents. Black Metal is dead but it's history is fascinating.

I think you should use this spare time at work to work out if you have something you really want to do or if you have anything else you really want to do. If you don't and you're happy just collecting a cheque then more power to you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on May 10, 2018, 05:32:02 AM

I have pretty much the exact same situation at work and my only complaint is that my life is being wasted sitting here doing nothing when I could honestly get everything I need to get done in two hours, if that, and spend the rest of my time doing things I actually want to do. I'm starting to "work from home" on Fridays now, so at least I have that to look forward to.

They pay me enough to have a house and a car and my health benefits are good. I get "free" education and I don't have to hurt myself do get my work done.

I'm really bummed though that I just finished my first semester of grad school and I owe about $1500 for a class I got a 75% in. I need at least an 80% for it to be free and I struggled for that 75.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on May 10, 2018, 09:56:15 PM

I work remotely at the moment so I can sympathize with both of you; some days I do absolutely nothing, others I'm more productive. I think the hardest thing (which SLAP warned me about) is not having coworkers around me. But yeah, I can go for skates or hit up the gym during my lunch break and my schedule is super flexible which lets me work around having a kid/ wife.

re: Black Metal - I have been intrigued with it for years (and often laughed at it when I was young and "punk") but you certainly couldn't make this shit up; early/ mid 90s  black metal scene is drama that no one could have ever predicted. I don't really listen to black metal though because I don't really get it's appeal (although dark throne did a few crust albums didn't they)? The characters though, fucking hell... seems you've already discovered Mayhem and Soda told you about Gaahl (who once tied up and tortured some guy in his forest abode because he was a homophobe) but yeah, Varg is one of the zaniest of them all and don't even get me started on youtube channel.

I nearly got stuck in this rabbit hole the other day:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nattramn
but this dude/ his deeds (whether true or not) just sound way too fucked up for me to even give them any energy let alone try and listen to the music...

I like my metal how it was supposed to be, thrashy with little to no drama!

tldr ridics black metal history lesson: http://www.metalinjection.net/lists/top-10-crimes-committed-black-metal-musicians/

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on May 11, 2018, 10:09:19 AM

I worked from home before and hated it. I need a place to go to, lunch to eat and so on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on May 13, 2018, 05:27:20 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on May 11, 2018, 10:09:19 AM

I worked from home before and hated it. I need a place to go to, lunch to eat and so on.

hence why I currently rent out a shared office, it's only $25 a week and it gives me a place to work so that when I'm finished I'm not stuck at my workplace (house), I can just close the computer and go home/ disconnect. Again, that was advice from Slap so I'm trying my best to make it work.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on May 13, 2018, 11:05:22 PM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on May 13, 2018, 05:27:20 PM

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I worked from home before and hated it. I need a place to go to, lunch to eat and so on.

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hence why I currently rent out a shared office, it's only $25 a week and it gives me a place to work so that when I'm finished I'm not stuck at my workplace (house), I can just close the computer and go home/ disconnect. Again, that was advice from Slap so I'm trying my best to make it work.

Sounds good if it works for you. Also, I love old Darkthrone but hate what they have become. Norwegian Black is deader than Dead.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on May 13, 2018, 11:33:45 PM

Well I'm only in my second year of this remote working thing, I always said I'd try it for 3 years and then decide if it was going to be viable for me or not.

I honestly know nothing about the appeal of black metal but I do know that Fenriz should never ever be let near a mic to do vocals.
The opposite is true when it comes to interviews and his knowledge of metal history:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y9-5urh814s
he's a funny fucker too!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on May 14, 2018, 08:14:38 AM

I've realized that I like more than just a couple Sheryl Crow songs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 14, 2018, 09:36:12 AM

Quote from: JB on May 14, 2018, 08:14:38 AM

I've realized that I like more than just a couple Sheryl Crow songs.

That don't impress me much

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on May 14, 2018, 09:46:03 AM

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I've realized that I like more than just a couple Sheryl Crow songs.

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That don't impress me much

thats shania twain you asshole

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on May 14, 2018, 10:07:39 AM

Quote from: JB on May 14, 2018, 09:46:03 AM

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I've realized that I like more than just a couple Sheryl Crow songs.

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That don't impress me much

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thats shania twain you asshole

First cuts the deepest

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 14, 2018, 12:28:53 PM

Quote from: JB on May 14, 2018, 09:46:03 AM

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Quote from: JB on May 14, 2018, 08:14:38 AM

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I've realized that I like more than just a couple Sheryl Crow songs.

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That don't impress me much

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thats shania twain you asshole

Shame on me for not knowing that, shame on you for knowing that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on May 14, 2018, 12:53:31 PM

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I've realized that I like more than just a couple Sheryl Crow songs.

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That don't impress me much

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thats shania twain you asshole

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First cuts the deepest

If it makes me happy, it can't be that bad

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ogbawtawd on May 16, 2018, 10:07:37 PM

I know why all these ziggns wear hats down low now... hairline. I figured out the optical illusion cause I do it now, but its sexy though so I ain't tripping..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on May 21, 2018, 09:01:03 PM

I went back and read my own old posts for like 30 minutes and laughed im fuckin hilarious

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on May 22, 2018, 06:05:21 AM

I just shaved my head and now I look like Ryan Sheckler’s brother 🤫

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on May 22, 2018, 06:45:11 AM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on May 22, 2018, 06:05:21 AM

I just shaved my head and now I look like Ryan Sheckler’s brother 🤫

Your 81 supporter hang around shirt is in the mail

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on May 22, 2018, 01:00:55 PM

These psycho women are harassing me and my family because my dad is in a mentally abusive relationship with one of them, we'll call her woman A. Woman B is Woman A's friend and does the harassing calls to me, my uncle, grandma, aunty and who knows how many others. I called the cops and notified my supervisor, but they can't really do anything until I tell them to "stop calling".

Dad is not well, his mind is so poisoned by these women that he can't think logically anymore. He's slowly adjusting to the fact that Woman A is pulling all the strings, but its taking too long. Whenever my dad tries to stop talking to woman A, she fills his head with lies and has Woman B make more threats to control him.

Next time woman B calls me, I have the annoying DJ airhorn sound effect ready to go and I'm going to blast it into the speaker.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on May 22, 2018, 01:12:02 PM

haven't you seen chasing amy?
 the answer is a 3some man!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on May 22, 2018, 02:40:32 PM

& I can't get a text back

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on May 22, 2018, 05:39:42 PM

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I just shaved my head and now I look like Ryan Sheckler’s brother 🤫

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Your 81 supporter hang around shirt is in the mail

hahaha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: streetsoup on June 05, 2018, 05:37:08 PM

My mom is dating a 30 yr old alcoholic pile. No job. They met in rehab 5 months ago.  Influences her to be a worse alcoholic than she already is. He said some fucked up things to my sister Sunday, and also to my GF last week.  So on Sunday I rolled over there to see what he had to say. When I got to my moms apt and called out his name, he rushed me with a beer bottle and tried to hit me over the head with it, but he got tackled to the ground and choked out and socked up. He was slow and drunk so this is no accomplishment.
I left and was chilling at my sisters house when I get a call from my girl saying a detective was looking for me and trying to get a hold of me. I called him and was told that I was to be charged with felony aggravated assault, and to stay and wait where im at for an officer to come and get me. When they got there though, they instead took my statement and decided not to take me downtown. Apparently my mom and her bf changed the story and said I was the one wielding the bottle, hence the felony upgrade. Thankfully the responding the officer was somewhat understanding and seemed to realize there was some discrepancies in their statement. I was allowed to walk free and told to wait for charges to come in the mail.
Sucks to know my mom is willing to lie on her drunk ass bf's behalf in order to give her son a felony charge, I feel betrayed, hurt, angry, disappointed, and sad all in one breath.
The biggest L that I took from the scenario was when my mom scratched the fuck out of me and ripped off my favorite shirt when I was choking him out. You know that one shirt that you feel is lucky, fits perfect, that you skate extra good in? Yeah its gone. 
My weekend sucked basically.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on June 05, 2018, 07:00:53 PM

fuck soup, that sucks mate...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on June 05, 2018, 07:24:11 PM

Leave us alone we're in love.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on June 05, 2018, 08:17:26 PM

Sorry to hear that soup. But, while she is family and you may have done your best you have to cut ties with people sometimes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on June 05, 2018, 08:23:57 PM

just think of this as stuff you can rap about later.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ShWGyC408I

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on June 06, 2018, 07:17:46 AM

damn soup, i know exactly what shirt you’re taking about .. rip :'(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on June 07, 2018, 07:52:15 AM

Quote from: streetsoup on June 05, 2018, 05:37:08 PM

My mom is dating a 30 yr old alcoholic pile. No job. They met in rehab 5 months ago.  Influences her to be a worse alcoholic than she already is. He said some fucked up things to my sister Sunday, and also to my GF last week.  So on Sunday I rolled over there to see what he had to say. When I got to my moms apt and called out his name, he rushed me with a beer bottle and tried to hit me over the head with it, but he got tackled to the ground and choked out and socked up. He was slow and drunk so this is no accomplishment.
I left and was chilling at my sisters house when I get a call from my girl saying a detective was looking for me and trying to get a hold of me. I called him and was told that I was to be charged with felony aggravated assault, and to stay and wait where im at for an officer to come and get me. When they got there though, they instead took my statement and decided not to take me downtown. Apparently my mom and her bf changed the story and said I was the one wielding the bottle, hence the felony upgrade. Thankfully the responding the officer was somewhat understanding and seemed to realize there was some discrepancies in their statement. I was allowed to walk free and told to wait for charges to come in the mail.
Sucks to know my mom is willing to lie on her drunk ass bf's behalf in order to give her son a felony charge, I feel betrayed, hurt, angry, disappointed, and sad all in one breath.
The biggest L that I took from the scenario was when my mom scratched the fuck out of me and ripped off my favorite shirt when I was choking him out. You know that one shirt that you feel is lucky, fits perfect, that you skate extra good in? Yeah its gone. 
My weekend sucked basically.

You'll probably be alright I wouldn't sweat it on the legal end. Detectives deal with that shit all the time and within a few minutes of talking to you, if that, I'm sure he knew what was up with the drunks. Even if you were to just walk into your mom's house and beat him up you wouldn't get in as much trouble as you would think. I wouldn't worry too much about charges. The rest... sux I dunno. Worry about yourself though, not them. Some people you can't help.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawdinfinity on June 09, 2018, 07:20:22 PM

I don't even skate anymore, except sometims

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Post by: Francis Xavier on June 09, 2018, 07:44:27 PM

Quote from: bawtawdinfinity on June 09, 2018, 07:20:22 PM

I don't even skate anymore, except sometims

So then you do skate.

My masseuse girl laid into me pretty firm last time I went, she started in on my hips and butt cheeks after my back, and I honestly thought I was going to cum so hard with how it felt. That was the first time ever for such a feeling too,tipped her good but no thug life naked happy ending

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on June 10, 2018, 02:04:40 AM

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I don't even skate anymore, except sometims

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So then you do skate.

My masseuse girl laid into me pretty firm last time I went, she started in on my hips and butt cheeks after my back, and I honestly thought I was going to cum so hard with how it felt. That was the first time ever for such a feeling too,tipped her good but no thug life naked happy ending

I predict butt play in you near future.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on June 10, 2018, 03:21:56 AM

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I don't even skate anymore, except sometims

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So then you do skate.

My masseuse girl laid into me pretty firm last time I went, she started in on my hips and butt cheeks after my back, and I honestly thought I was going to cum so hard with how it felt. That was the first time ever for such a feeling too,tipped her good but no thug life naked happy ending

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I predict butt play in you near future.

It is not gay if you enjoy it ironicaly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on June 10, 2018, 03:53:12 AM

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I don't even skate anymore, except sometims

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So then you do skate.

My masseuse girl laid into me pretty firm last time I went, she started in on my hips and butt cheeks after my back, and I honestly thought I was going to cum so hard with how it felt. That was the first time ever for such a feeling too,tipped her good but no thug life naked happy ending

[close]

I predict butt play in you near rear future.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on June 10, 2018, 06:07:43 AM

I've had enough fingers and cameras in my ass uncomfortably when I was going through cancer treatment,pretttty sure I'm good. Haha a massage would probably be as far as I'd go,sorry pals!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on June 11, 2018, 01:53:21 PM

i judge ppl by their area code on their phone

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on June 12, 2018, 05:41:24 AM

Quote from: straight on June 11, 2018, 01:53:21 PM

i judge ppl by their area code on their phone

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1H3U7AeQic

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on June 12, 2018, 06:00:01 AM

when i was 13-18 i thought tony hawk was the lamest dude, i had no understanding and appreciation for his skating till i got older and skated tranny on the regular. god damn how wrong young me was. i know im not alone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on June 12, 2018, 12:21:44 PM

Quote from: feedmeseymour on June 12, 2018, 06:00:01 AM

when i was 13-18 i thought tony hawk was the lamest dude, i had no understanding and appreciation for his skating till i got older and skated tranny on the regular. god damn how wrong young me was. i know im not alone.

you’re right .. in our group, we had a nerd kid whos favorite skater was bird man .. said kid was actually pretty good and eventually learned backside airs above coping on vert .. he was the first one of us to do a handrail (with vert knee pads) .. last i heard he was a tutor for some middle schoolers so it just shows you we were right to think tony hawk was lame cuz look at me now, mark!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawd5 on June 12, 2018, 06:52:13 PM

All my jerwee is fake IM phoneyier than at&t

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawdinfinity on June 12, 2018, 08:17:39 PM

I been so high I been applying to jobs with 120% junkie binge arms I didn't even know. I went super hard for 2 days I don't remember. But one laughed at me and said no so I stole a bottle of wine from his store .

My jewree fake too. It all looks the same its just style shit. Had real chain but sold it. I really wana cop bootleg gear from china. Like some shirts with the logo misspelled.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: I sniff Jim Gagne's butthole all the time on June 14, 2018, 07:43:15 PM

in my life there's been heartache and pain. i don't know if i can take it again.

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Post by: iKobrakai on June 14, 2018, 10:55:39 PM

Quote from: dickfish on June 14, 2018, 07:43:15 PM

in my life there's been heartache and pain. i don't know if i can take it again.

Know that feel, bro.

I have anxiety so bad that I was about to cry yesterday. I can usually handle feeling like shit for long periods of time but it has been six months, or so, now. Pretty sure the stress at work is not doing me any good. Oh, well, going on vacation for four weeks soon.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on June 14, 2018, 11:22:56 PM

I hate myself and I hate my friends.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawdinfinity on June 15, 2018, 02:28:49 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on June 14, 2018, 11:22:56 PM

I hate myself and I hate my friends.

I think your pretty cool dude. I can only get close to one friend at a time but it gets lonely. A group of friends would be cool but it would be to complicated or something for me, but I wish I could. I only felt part of a group once but it felt real good. But yeah then things fuck up like that with a group dynamic. But its better than nothing. I feel like I'm starting from scratch again but I haven't even started yet, Ive been stuck for years.

Fuck I wish I could breakdown and cry but I cant.

I had a dream about this a couple days ago, everyone I met once and forgot about were all hanging out together. It felt good but awkward. A reunion of everyone I didn't know, very friendly but fake. But looking back at it now it coulda been a starting point of something.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Yu Dum on June 15, 2018, 06:43:18 AM

I’m a huge poosy and will probably be kooked for this, rightfully so, but I’ve been debating on sending off a short video to a few companies (éS and Quasi for example). I just feel like it would be a waste of time in the end, though. Idk. Maybe I shouldn’t post this bc it’s a dorky thing to be concerned with, but fuck it. It’s what’s been on my mind as of late.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on June 15, 2018, 06:51:32 AM

Quote from: Blind Fisherman on June 15, 2018, 06:43:18 AM

I’m a huge poosy and will probably be kooked for this, rightfully so, but I’ve been debating on sending off a short video to a few companies (éS and Quasi for example). I just feel like it would be a waste of time in the end, though. Idk. Maybe I shouldn’t post this bc it’s a dorky thing to be concerned with, but fuck it. It’s what’s been on my mind as of late.

what are you expecting to get?
you're good but there's a vast seas between like your level of good and gilbert crockett or someone like that. i'm curious what they tell you.

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Post by: Francis Xavier on June 15, 2018, 07:05:12 AM

Quote from: Blind Fisherman on June 15, 2018, 06:43:18 AM

I’m a huge poosy and will probably be kooked for this, rightfully so, but I’ve been debating on sending off a short video to a few companies (éS and Quasi for example). I just feel like it would be a waste of time in the end, though. Idk. Maybe I shouldn’t post this bc it’s a dorky thing to be concerned with, but fuck it. It’s what’s been on my mind as of late.

Send it,make sure it's all street. Who knows maybe you'll get some stickers at best haha.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on June 15, 2018, 07:50:17 AM

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I’m a huge poosy and will probably be kooked for this, rightfully so, but I’ve been debating on sending off a short video to a few companies (éS and Quasi for example). I just feel like it would be a waste of time in the end, though. Idk. Maybe I shouldn’t post this bc it’s a dorky thing to be concerned with, but fuck it. It’s what’s been on my mind as of late.

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Send it,make sure it's all street. Who knows maybe you'll get some stickers at best haha.

A box of shoes is a box of shoes. I say do it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Yu Dum on June 15, 2018, 08:39:00 AM

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I’m a huge poosy and will probably be kooked for this, rightfully so, but I’ve been debating on sending off a short video to a few companies (éS and Quasi for example). I just feel like it would be a waste of time in the end, though. Idk. Maybe I shouldn’t post this bc it’s a dorky thing to be concerned with, but fuck it. It’s what’s been on my mind as of late.

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what are you expecting to get?
you're good but there's a vast seas between like your level of good and gilbert crockett or someone like that. i'm curious what they tell you.

I’m expecting literally nothing but a “hey, nice try”, but if they decide to send me anything then I’ll be incredibly grateful. Also, I know there are vast differences between me and someone like Gilbert. I’m not delusional.
I guess I’m doing it moreso out of curiosity. I don’t like leaving “what ifs” in my life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MintySandwhich on June 15, 2018, 09:35:20 AM

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I’m a huge poosy and will probably be kooked for this, rightfully so, but I’ve been debating on sending off a short video to a few companies (éS and Quasi for example). I just feel like it would be a waste of time in the end, though. Idk. Maybe I shouldn’t post this bc it’s a dorky thing to be concerned with, but fuck it. It’s what’s been on my mind as of late.

[close]

Send it,make sure it's all street. Who knows maybe you'll get some stickers at best haha.

[close]

A box of shoes is a box of shoes. I say do it.

I conquer..

Companies nowadays look at it like some level of influencing marketing.

A box is a box..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on June 15, 2018, 10:45:14 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on June 14, 2018, 11:22:56 PM

I hate myself and I hate my friends.

Nodding out while I wrote this apparently cause I don't remember. Mostly agree with the 'myself' part. Friends are okay.



Anyway, send the tape Fisherman. There's really no reason NOT to.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on June 15, 2018, 11:01:32 AM

that was a good shocking drunk post

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on June 15, 2018, 04:42:05 PM

This morning it thundered so loud that I woke and felt around the bed to hug my dog to comfort him.  He's been gone for three years.  #poosythatmisseshisdog.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on June 15, 2018, 05:04:52 PM

Quote from: MintySandwhich on June 15, 2018, 09:35:20 AM

I conquer..

veni vidi vici minty!

blind: make sure you film clips with the product you’re going after .. also, check your pms

dblstee: what you doin noddin of

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sad Hippo on June 16, 2018, 12:10:21 AM

SEND THE TAPE. Is it even a tape now though? I think you should straight send a vhs, someone would appreciate it.

Confession: I didn’t speak to me father for 12 years, and have only maybe a dozen or so times in the last 4. For some reason I’m driving 3 hours and taking him out to lunch Sunday.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on June 16, 2018, 01:19:50 AM

Quote from: Joust Ostrich on June 15, 2018, 04:42:05 PM

This morning it thundered so loud that I woke and felt around the bed to hug my dog to comfort him.  He's been gone for three years.  #poosythatmisseshisdog.

You have to get another. Dogs are the best people. Here's my best friend of the past 12 years.
(http://i66.tinypic.com/11ruonq.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on June 16, 2018, 05:47:38 AM

dude, your dog looks like gino

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChuckRamone on June 16, 2018, 09:43:01 AM

I’ve been feeling very contemplative and even sensitive like a poosey lately. A song has made me cry. Getting old.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on June 16, 2018, 09:46:36 AM

Quote from: ChuckRamone on June 16, 2018, 09:43:01 AM

I’ve been feeling very contemplative and even sensitive like a poosey lately. A song has made me cry. Getting old.

Which song?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: I sniff Jim Gagne's butthole all the time on June 17, 2018, 04:44:15 PM

do people still 'send' videos?
like can't you just email them your instagram now or is that what you're speaking of, fisherman?
i think you ought to flood the market, someone somewhere will reward you for your footage.
even if it's cake muscle.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on June 20, 2018, 12:02:19 PM

Quote from: dickfish on June 17, 2018, 04:44:15 PM

do people still 'send' videos?
like can't you just email them your instagram now or is that what you're speaking of, fisherman?
i think you ought to flood the market, someone somewhere will reward you for your footage.
even if it's cake muscle.

you would hope people dont send videos like they used to, that way when you send yours it will be like "oh wow sick, this dude sent us an actual tape" you should get it on an actual vhs but have it be good quality. just so it doesnt get lost in a stack of cd/dvds in the potential office.

edit: just dont put any music in it at all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on June 20, 2018, 12:09:40 PM

Quote from: feedmeseymour on June 20, 2018, 12:02:19 PM

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do people still 'send' videos?
like can't you just email them your instagram now or is that what you're speaking of, fisherman?
i think you ought to flood the market, someone somewhere will reward you for your footage.
even if it's cake muscle.

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you would hope people dont send videos like they used to, that way when you send yours it will be like "oh wow sick, this dude sent us an actual tape" you should get it on an actual vhs but have it be good quality. just so it doesnt get lost in a stack of cd/dvds in the potential office.

send a link to the a digital file with the tape if you're going to do that. assuming someone has a VCR in the office is more hopeful than practical.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pinche gringo on June 26, 2018, 10:36:51 AM

Send the vid, Fisherman! It's better to try and be rejected than wonder. Good luck!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: I sniff Jim Gagne's butthole all the time on June 26, 2018, 06:28:34 PM

you should film all your tricks nude to get mic-e's attention.
isuck! wouldn't be here w/out full frontal bluntity

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on June 28, 2018, 06:25:22 PM

i'm watching him talk to joe rogan and god help me, ted nugent is growing on me!
i think i read his biography ages ago and he had good points about hunting meat but he called detroit 'planet of the apes' [kinda read racist to me] and he was pompous but here he is talking about archery in an almost spiritual way.
maybe we wouldn't be friends but heros fall and villains have good in them or some shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on June 28, 2018, 07:05:28 PM

ted nugent is growing on you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on June 28, 2018, 07:14:09 PM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on June 28, 2018, 07:05:28 PM

ted nugent is growing on you?

he's speaking well here. he pushes buttons and can be/has been a real dick on fox but he's right about hunting and keeping lands pristine. i respect vegans and i think most meat eaters are pussies but as someone who's recently been killing the shit out of varmints, i respect it.
i've done a little hunting in my day [ducks in golden gate park, was a 'guide' or drinking buddy on deer/bow excursions in wyoming.
when he doesn't have something to be against and just is stoked on what he's into, he is a passionate guy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on June 29, 2018, 01:28:45 AM

Quote from: I sniff my own butthole all the time on June 28, 2018, 06:25:22 PM

i'm watching him talk to joe rogan and god help me, ted nugent is growing on me!
i think i read his biography ages ago and he had good points about hunting meat but he called detroit 'planet of the apes' [kinda read racist to me] and he was pompous but here he is talking about archery in an almost spiritual way.
maybe we wouldn't be friends but heros fall and villains have good in them or some shit.

I gotta say when I saw Ted was on the podcast I got a little exited. Haven't listened to it yet but will do today.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on June 29, 2018, 03:39:20 AM

Crazy that he was on the podcast and the topic about guns was being discussed only to have Jamie stop the conversation to inform them that there had been a shooting moments ago.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawdinfinity on June 29, 2018, 04:40:28 AM

I dunno he seems a little regular or something, I cant put my finger on it. I don't hate him though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sad Hippo on June 29, 2018, 08:44:34 AM

Ted’s a piece of shit for sure, but I really like Stanglehold...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: buttchin on June 30, 2018, 06:19:48 AM

I’ve been taking antipsychotic medications for about a year now for my schizophrenia disorder and they suck the living soul outta me. I just feel so lethargic and so off balance on my board that I just refuse to even try to skate. It also doesn’t help that I feel so paranoid when I’m out skating as well, so I can’t even think about trying to skate my local park without feeling so panicked all the time 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on June 30, 2018, 07:52:29 AM

Quote from: buttchin on June 30, 2018, 06:19:48 AM

I’ve been taking antipsychotic medications for about a year now for my schizophrenia disorder and they suck the living soul outta me. I just feel so lethargic and so off balance on my board that I just refuse to even try to skate. It also doesn’t help that I feel so paranoid when I’m out skating as well, so I can’t even think about trying to skate my local park without feeling so panicked all the time

my brother in law is bipolar paranoid schizophrenic,and it took him (and doctors) a while to find the right cocktail to make him feel normal/ok. He hasn't had an episode in a long time but paranoia and whatnot take time to work through.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: I sniff Jim Gagne's butthole all the time on July 01, 2018, 07:16:38 AM

Quote from: buttchin on June 30, 2018, 06:19:48 AM

I’ve been taking antipsychotic medications for about a year now for my schizophrenia disorder and they suck the living soul outta me. I just feel so lethargic and so off balance on my board that I just refuse to even try to skate. It also doesn’t help that I feel so paranoid when I’m out skating as well, so I can’t even think about trying to skate my local park without feeling so panicked all the time

good luck, that's a hell of a malady. i've seen people sort of 'beat' it or live in spite of it and symptoms dissipate and i've seen others can't leave the house alone or worse.
keep skating and hope you live well.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawdinfinity on July 01, 2018, 02:16:07 PM

I dunno how bad yours is buttchin, but keep your head up, try different classes of meds if you want. If its not full blown theres always a chance it will get better over some years, you brains always changin.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MacYoCoffee on July 01, 2018, 10:32:33 PM

I got the job I wanted, but nervous of the change because I was comfortable. I'm a little scared, but it's time to move forward.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawdinfinity on July 02, 2018, 05:37:07 PM

Dmt bitchslapped my ass real quick. I got stuck in the in between and puked up a bunch of weird shit. I think I should take serious things in life more seriously, I don't think I will though  :'(

Either way I love you guys.

My ankles slowly getting better, but I think last year I broke my foot, hence why it keeps getting fucked up so easy. Can't afford doctor but I can't wait to skate again, cause I need to be active for my bodys sake.

Gotta find a way to eventually pay back some shops too for shenanigans when I was on drugs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 02, 2018, 10:56:03 PM

You think you broke your foot? How does one miss that?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawdinfinity on July 02, 2018, 11:35:57 PM

I dunno man I was doin dog stuff. Not like full broke, but like maybe a small bone crack, I dont know all I know is its not the same how it usda be.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 03, 2018, 01:16:14 AM

Quote from: bawtawdinfinity on July 02, 2018, 11:35:57 PM

I dunno man I was doin dog stuff. Not like full broke, but like maybe a small bone crack, I dont know all I know is its not the same how it usda be.

Dog drugs, got it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on July 04, 2018, 07:36:55 PM

feel weird

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 05, 2018, 02:28:50 AM

Quote from: straight on July 04, 2018, 07:36:55 PM

feel weird

Dog drugs?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawdinfinity on July 05, 2018, 02:01:20 PM

Yeah what's goin on, confess.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on July 08, 2018, 09:38:39 PM

The Christopher Robin trailer made me cry. Fucking nostalgia!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on July 09, 2018, 11:05:28 PM

Really bummed on myself as a person lately, feel myself becoming a huge piece of shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on July 10, 2018, 07:47:30 AM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on July 09, 2018, 11:05:28 PM

Really bummed on myself as a person lately, feel myself becoming a huge piece of shit

relatable, just watch an episode of hoarders or cops and youll feel better about yourself. works for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on July 10, 2018, 08:01:29 AM

Yeah, I was getting fat so I started binge watching this show on youtube called "Fat Families" which is basically this sassy english guy calling people fat slobs and within like 2 weeks I was tightening my belt on the very first hole. It was rad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: snowman600 on July 10, 2018, 09:23:42 PM

Quote from: Mongoloid on July 08, 2018, 09:38:39 PM

The Christopher Robin trailer made me cry. Fucking nostalgia!

dude, same.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawdinfinity on July 11, 2018, 02:32:42 AM

Nvm problem solved   

Pretty sure my ankles never getting better, I may be done with skating.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on July 11, 2018, 09:33:28 AM

Quote from: bawtawdinfinity on July 11, 2018, 02:32:42 AM

Pretty sure my ankles never getting better, I may be done with skating.

A regimen of topical tranny jizz should fix’er up just dandy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on July 11, 2018, 09:58:12 AM

My girlfriend gets upset when she misses me (long distance) and I don't have the heart to tell her that I'd be just fine on my own. The concept of needing someone by my side at all times died numerous partners ago. So I play the part. Sure, I miss her, as I miss most things and people, but this fear of dying alone isn't so terrifying to me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on July 11, 2018, 04:05:07 PM

nice DIY, bawtawd!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on July 11, 2018, 05:06:55 PM

i love the self checkout discount

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: calvinsdream on July 11, 2018, 07:09:37 PM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on July 09, 2018, 11:05:28 PM

Really bummed on myself as a person lately, feel myself becoming a huge piece of shit

Are you socializing with the right people? Being friends with dickheads can really affect your self opinion.

I struggle with the peice of shit thing a lot too. Give yourself credit for whatever you’ve been able to do right so far in life.

If all else fails remember that some people actually still don’t know how or when to pull out


My confession is that I farted outside next to a coworker, and he started retching because he thought a sewer pipe was open (it was a hangover fart). I just said “Yeah, I saw it” and he kept trying to hold his breath while we were walking

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on July 11, 2018, 08:28:50 PM

Quote from: straight on July 11, 2018, 05:06:55 PM

i love the self checkout discount

You mean customer appreciation day? I'm a fan. Especially if there's something real heavy on the bottom of the cart and I really don't want to lift it up to the scanner.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doctorpoopy on July 12, 2018, 08:31:18 AM

i get diarrhea like everyday.  I eat surprisingly well, and feel great otherwise, but i show up to work every morning with the hot snakes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawdinfinity on July 14, 2018, 12:49:41 AM

I'm watching sailor moon.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on July 14, 2018, 05:43:19 AM

Quote from: bawtawdinfinity on July 14, 2018, 12:49:41 AM

I'm watching sailor moon.

my girlfriend cosplayed as a character from sailor moon once and it was just so nice

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawdinfinity on July 15, 2018, 02:03:50 AM

Its time, final focus, place is tired

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 15, 2018, 05:24:40 AM

Quote from: bawtawdinfinity on July 15, 2018, 02:03:50 AM

Its time, final focus, place is tired

You'll be back.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on July 16, 2018, 02:16:16 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on July 15, 2018, 05:24:40 AM

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Its time, final focus, place is tired

[close]

You'll be back.

I though it only took 8 minutes.  Missed the am/pm switch at first. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shark tits on July 23, 2018, 09:54:56 AM

internet eats up too much of my time. i'm trying to kill this account. i told bawtawd he can have it once my rep gets to zero but he don't want it.
meet a local girl and just real life all the time.
i quit cigs and heroin and drinking so it's doable. just gotta talk about it [on the internet ironically] til i'm ready.

it's great to keep in touch w/ folks but i'm a solipsist, whoever i'm w/ is the only people that exist.
useta be you'd disappear and reappear in people's lives, not talk the whole time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 23, 2018, 10:12:01 AM

Yes, I feel like I'm wasting a lot of time online is well.

Even though I'm "doing something productive" like poker or watching documentaries, I feel like it's a waste.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on July 23, 2018, 11:23:26 AM

you're right, let's all focus...or just take a day or a week off sometimes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: active_shooter on July 24, 2018, 05:50:33 AM

I love the self check out line, or "2 for 1 magazines, here only" as I like to call it. Especially if it's kinda pricey photography magazines. And that sucks, I know the internet is killing the print magazine game, but you know...
I have begun to have what appear to be panic attacks. My younger daughter plays AAU basketball and my wife takes her to her out of state tournaments and I have this sometimes crippling anxiety that something will happen to them. I have cried uncontrollably at times and I have tried to prepare myself for the event that something will happen to them while traveling. I know that this sort of thing has happened to others and that you can never really prepare for it.
One time, while going through a particularly hard bout of depression, I skipped church and drove around, wondering what I was doing and where I was going. A woman in front of me lost control of her car and jumped the grass median and hit a tree. I watched her stumble out of her car and she looked right at me and fell to the ground. I kept driving, pretending I didn't see her. It's things like this where I feel like I don't deserve to live anymore, which also at times I would be ok with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MintySandwhich on August 03, 2018, 10:45:52 AM

Used to have a huge crush on Nora, but now I find her kinda annoying. Have to hit that unfollow.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on August 05, 2018, 07:08:58 PM

Quote from: MintySandwhich on August 03, 2018, 10:45:52 AM

Used to have a huge crush on Nora, but now I find her kinda annoying. Have to hit that unfollow.

just don't watch her stories ...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on August 06, 2018, 01:28:25 PM

ive lived in arizona my whole life and ive never been to the grand canyon

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on August 06, 2018, 01:35:53 PM

Quote from: straight on August 06, 2018, 01:28:25 PM

ive lived in arizona my whole life and ive never been to the grand canyon

This was me up until last year. It was neat. I was high. It rained. I met a squirrel.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on August 06, 2018, 02:26:27 PM

Quote from: JB on July 11, 2018, 08:28:50 PM

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i love the self checkout discount

[close]

You mean customer appreciation day? I'm a fan. Especially if there's something real heavy on the bottom of the cart and I really don't want to lift it up to the scanner.

I always get organic but use the regular PLU codes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on August 07, 2018, 11:19:57 AM

I have mouth herpes :( Had it when I was a young buck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 07, 2018, 11:21:39 AM

Quote from: h00man on August 07, 2018, 11:19:57 AM

I have mouth herpes :( Had it when I was a young buck.

If you had it when you were young you've had it ever since. You can only get it once, your just having an outbreak now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on August 07, 2018, 02:09:46 PM

Quote from: SodaJerk on August 07, 2018, 11:21:39 AM

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I have mouth herpes :( Had it when I was a young buck.

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If you had it when you were young you've had it ever since. You can only get it once, your just having an outbreak now.

Yup. Get it at least twice a year. Can't kiss or eat pussy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on August 08, 2018, 12:56:54 PM

Quote from: h00man on August 07, 2018, 02:09:46 PM

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I have mouth herpes :( Had it when I was a young buck.

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If you had it when you were young you've had it ever since. You can only get it once, your just having an outbreak now.

[close]

Yup. Get it at least twice a year. Can't kiss or eat pussy.

so like can you not kiss and eat out when youre having an outbreak, or is it like in general?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on August 08, 2018, 06:21:07 PM

We’re all asking for a friend

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 09, 2018, 01:13:10 AM

Quote from: feedmeseymour on August 08, 2018, 12:56:54 PM

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I have mouth herpes :( Had it when I was a young buck.

[close]

If you had it when you were young you've had it ever since. You can only get it once, your just having an outbreak now.

[close]

Yup. Get it at least twice a year. Can't kiss or eat pussy.

[close]

so like can you not kiss and eat out when youre having an outbreak, or is it like in general?

Just during an outbreak. I haven't had an outbreak in about 15 years but I can remember that taking care of your health and making sure you get enough sleep are key to preventing them coming back. If you have an outbreak avoiding certain foods will reduce healing time, eggs and chocolate  are things they say not to eat while you have them, not sure if that's real or an old wives tale.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on August 09, 2018, 06:30:10 AM

im kinda ignorant on how herpes works so i had to ask, would be a bummer if you couldnt makeout and whatnot at all.

this makes me think they should make a tinder for people with std's so you can find a girl with herpes or whatever so you can go down on eachother whenever you want and not have to worry bout it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: I sniff Jim Gagne's butthole all the time on August 09, 2018, 10:08:09 AM

Quote from: feedmeseymour on August 09, 2018, 06:30:10 AM

im kinda ignorant on how herpes works so i had to ask, would be a bummer if you couldnt makeout and whatnot at all.

this makes me think they should make a tinder for people with std's so you can find a girl with herpes or whatever so you can go down on eachother whenever you want and not have to worry bout it.

that's a great idea for people w/ compatible std's.
herpes are too painful during an outbreak to just jam em in each other's faces or genitalia.
but w/ that said, if you're on the cusp of an outbreak, you won't infect a clean person, just give em back to a dirty birdy.
back and forth w/ the same poop forever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: snickers on August 09, 2018, 10:33:52 AM

i took a laxative last night and now i’m scared to leave my apartment.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: AitchBeeGayBuh on August 10, 2018, 04:49:57 PM

Quote from: Pigeon on August 06, 2018, 02:26:27 PM

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i love the self checkout discount

[close]

You mean customer appreciation day? I'm a fan. Especially if there's something real heavy on the bottom of the cart and I really don't want to lift it up to the scanner.

[close]

I always get organic but use the regular PLU codes.

These posts crack me up cuz I work in your local neighborhood grocery store now. Old roomates would just park in front of the water displays they had outside n toss a few 24packs in the car like it was nothing. My favorite is Worker Appreciation day which is everyday. Work back n forth between a deli an meat dept.  n 5 days outta the week I don't pay for breakfast or lunch which alleviates some stress from the ol wallet. Have made every type of sandwich with every type of bread n know what I love as far as a sandwiches go. Fresh made salad will hit the spot n there was one point where I was cookin up filet mignons every night till the boss noticed n thought customers were rippin him off (which they always are).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on August 11, 2018, 08:35:00 PM

Quote from: AitchBeeGayBuh on August 10, 2018, 04:49:57 PM

Quote from: Pigeon on August 06, 2018, 02:26:27 PM

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Quote from: JB on July 11, 2018, 08:28:50 PM

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Quote from: straight on July 11, 2018, 05:06:55 PM

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i love the self checkout discount

[close]

You mean customer appreciation day? I'm a fan. Especially if there's something real heavy on the bottom of the cart and I really don't want to lift it up to the scanner.

[close]

I always get organic but use the regular PLU codes.

[close]

These posts crack me up cuz I work in your local neighborhood grocery store now. Old roomates would just park in front of the water displays they had outside n toss a few 24packs in the car like it was nothing. My favorite is Worker Appreciation day which is everyday. Work back n forth between a deli an meat dept.  n 5 days outta the week I don't pay for breakfast or lunch which alleviates some stress from the ol wallet. Have made every type of sandwich with every type of bread n know what I love as far as a sandwiches go. Fresh made salad will hit the spot n there was one point where I was cookin up filet mignons every night till the boss noticed n thought customers were rippin him off (which they always are).

Does loss-prevention monitor those self-check out lines? Always been curious about that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: behavioralguide on August 12, 2018, 06:01:13 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on August 11, 2018, 08:35:00 PM

Does loss-prevention monitor those self-check out lines? Always been curious about that.

yea they do,
its suspect loss vs not having to pay cashier(s)

I think there was a case in the netherlands when these things popped up where somebody got out of a fine because supermarket could not prove for damages as they loss was already calculated or some shit like that and the judge found that those self checkout counters where appealing to the customers personal integrity which that customer was not obliged to have...

hope that made sense im tired

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: AitchBeeGayBuh on August 12, 2018, 02:18:45 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on August 11, 2018, 08:35:00 PM

Quote from: AitchBeeGayBuh on August 10, 2018, 04:49:57 PM

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Quote from: Pigeon on August 06, 2018, 02:26:27 PM

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Quote from: JB on July 11, 2018, 08:28:50 PM

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Quote from: straight on July 11, 2018, 05:06:55 PM

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i love the self checkout discount

[close]

You mean customer appreciation day? I'm a fan. Especially if there's something real heavy on the bottom of the cart and I really don't want to lift it up to the scanner.

[close]

I always get organic but use the regular PLU codes.

[close]

These posts crack me up cuz I work in your local neighborhood grocery store now. Old roomates would just park in front of the water displays they had outside n toss a few 24packs in the car like it was nothing. My favorite is Worker Appreciation day which is everyday. Work back n forth between a deli an meat dept.  n 5 days outta the week I don't pay for breakfast or lunch which alleviates some stress from the ol wallet. Have made every type of sandwich with every type of bread n know what I love as far as a sandwiches go. Fresh made salad will hit the spot n there was one point where I was cookin up filet mignons every night till the boss noticed n thought customers were rippin him off (which they always are).

[close]

Does loss-prevention monitor those self-check out lines? Always been curious about that.

At my work there's not even somebody watching the self check half the time because they wanna save on labor so bad, pretty much a skeleton crew everyday. Sure some stores do but at mine we rarely have a loss prevention or security which is weird since we're the last store on the way to the beach. Even with rent-a-cops around people still steal everything right in front of them anyways, gotta imagine many grocery stores have huge losses because of this.

When people get 'caught' 90 percent of the time they leave with a slap on the wrist, "Just don't come back". When I was a kid I recall some dude getting tackled then the shit kicked outta him in the Rite-Aid parking lot for stealing some condoms. Something changed from when I was a kid where security doesn't really do shit now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on August 12, 2018, 03:29:51 PM

Quote from: AitchBeeGayBuh on August 12, 2018, 02:18:45 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on August 11, 2018, 08:35:00 PM

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Quote from: Pigeon on August 06, 2018, 02:26:27 PM

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Quote from: JB on July 11, 2018, 08:28:50 PM

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Quote from: straight on July 11, 2018, 05:06:55 PM

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i love the self checkout discount

[close]

You mean customer appreciation day? I'm a fan. Especially if there's something real heavy on the bottom of the cart and I really don't want to lift it up to the scanner.

[close]

I always get organic but use the regular PLU codes.

[close]

These posts crack me up cuz I work in your local neighborhood grocery store now. Old roomates would just park in front of the water displays they had outside n toss a few 24packs in the car like it was nothing. My favorite is Worker Appreciation day which is everyday. Work back n forth between a deli an meat dept.  n 5 days outta the week I don't pay for breakfast or lunch which alleviates some stress from the ol wallet. Have made every type of sandwich with every type of bread n know what I love as far as a sandwiches go. Fresh made salad will hit the spot n there was one point where I was cookin up filet mignons every night till the boss noticed n thought customers were rippin him off (which they always are).

[close]

Does loss-prevention monitor those self-check out lines? Always been curious about that.

[close]

At my work there's not even somebody watching the self check half the time because they wanna save on labor so bad, pretty much a skeleton crew everyday. Sure some stores do but at mine we rarely have a loss prevention or security which is weird since we're the last store on the way to the beach. Even with rent-a-cops around people still steal everything right in front of them anyways, gotta imagine many grocery stores have huge losses because of this.

When people get 'caught' 90 percent of the time they leave with a slap on the wrist, "Just don't come back". When I was a kid I recall some dude getting tackled then the shit kicked outta him in the Rite-Aid parking lot for stealing some condoms. Something changed from when I was a kid where security doesn't really do shit now.

i picked up a new scamestry today: went to target and went thru to a regular check out girl .. she was cute so i was hittin on her, told her that her name was pretty and gettin her blushy .. meanwhile im trying to distract her from the fact i got 50 worth of goods on the lower deck of my cart .. so she’s bagging and im putting the bags right in my cart to hide the other goods and she never noticed ..

i wanna start a “how to steal low key thread”

one that i always do when i go to home depot is grab some chips, candy bar and a drink as im walking in .. leave the garbage somewhere along the way and then walk out = free lunch

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on August 13, 2018, 06:10:59 PM

I,ve learned how to cum only when I want to and I think that's bad for my health.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NegativeCreep on August 16, 2018, 01:56:39 AM

My ex girlfriend recently contacted me and we hung out a a few nights with her staying the night yesterday. I looked her up on Facebook tonight and find out not only is she in a relationship with someone but they had started dating months before we broke up. Not sure what to do, sucks finding out I was cheated on which makes me have no trust for her and it makes me wonder if I were in the other guys position if he would want to know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on August 16, 2018, 05:26:30 AM

She cheated on you and now is kind of cheating on the new dude? Would not trust her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on August 16, 2018, 05:32:19 AM

Drop her like a bag of rocks, you don't need that shit in your life

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NegativeCreep on August 16, 2018, 02:26:14 PM

Thanks guys. I was so excited to see her again and hopeful, I honestly love this girl but I can't keep doing this to myself. Now I don't know whether I should confront her about it in hopes of some kind of resolution, wash my hands of the situation, or fill the dude in on what's been happening. I think I would want to know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on August 16, 2018, 10:57:06 PM

She needs to change her ways. Tell her that either she will come clean or you'll do that for her.

As of now, she spreads pain in this world... But I'm not that good at these things. Good luck, bro.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on August 17, 2018, 06:33:24 AM

Quote from: NegativeCreep on August 16, 2018, 01:56:39 AM

My ex girlfriend recently contacted me and we hung out a a few nights with her staying the night yesterday. I looked her up on Facebook tonight and find out not only is she in a relationship with someone but they had started dating months before we broke up. Not sure what to do, sucks finding out I was cheated on which makes me have no trust for her and it makes me wonder if I were in the other guys position if he would want to know.

I feel you dude. My ex broke up with me one time and then started dating other dude some months later, and then she broke up with him to come back to me, and then we broke up again. Girls sucks, fucking sucks to be played out.
It sucks because i know there was mutual love, intense but wasn't working.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on August 17, 2018, 08:17:57 AM

Quote from: brucewillis on August 17, 2018, 06:33:24 AM

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My ex girlfriend recently contacted me and we hung out a a few nights with her staying the night yesterday. I looked her up on Facebook tonight and find out not only is she in a relationship with someone but they had started dating months before we broke up. Not sure what to do, sucks finding out I was cheated on which makes me have no trust for her and it makes me wonder if I were in the other guys position if he would want to know.

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I feel you dude. My ex broke up with me one time and then started dating other dude some months later, and then she broke up with him to come back to me, and then we broke up again. Girls sucks, fucking sucks to be played out.
It sucks because i know there was mutual love, intense but wasn't working.

im going through some gnarly shit myself with an ex and my boy sent me this lecture last night, i thought it was a good listen. i think parts of it are relatable to anyone that was in a shit relationship with a girl that was just plain awful.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HlqoC3SKIxA

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NegativeCreep on August 17, 2018, 11:29:16 AM

Thanks Slap Pals. The forum has always made me feel better when I'm going through a rough time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on August 20, 2018, 06:01:36 PM

is it normal to lose an erection during sex? Mind you, this is after fucking twice a day for the past few days.

Asking for a friend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on August 20, 2018, 08:50:34 PM

Quote from: h00man on August 20, 2018, 06:01:36 PM

is it normal to lose an erection during sex? Mind you, this is after fucking twice a day for the past few days.

Asking for a friend.

Like full on shrinkage softy or a half hard dick?
Could be health related, but really if you've been on a roll I don't know. I have had it happen a couple times,once because I had to shit , and the other time I just got turned off. Supposedly it is normal for older dudes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 21, 2018, 09:11:02 AM

in my experience if i go two rounds back to back, i'll sometimes lose it in the second round before i finish.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on August 21, 2018, 11:03:02 AM

Okay...good for my friend to hear. Thanks guys.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Baron Samedi on August 21, 2018, 11:21:10 AM

One time I started hooking up with a troublesome young lady who had previously broken my heart and my dick was smarter than I was and said "mmm no no no" and wagged its finger before shriveling up and going to sleep for the evening. Thanks lil guy!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on August 21, 2018, 11:50:57 AM

when i was a kid and first watched rodney mullen vs daewon song .. my friends and i would have legit kid debates on who won

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: behavioralguide on August 21, 2018, 12:12:21 PM

Quote from: straight on August 21, 2018, 11:50:57 AM

when i was a kid and first watched rodney mullen vs daewon song .. my friends and i would have legit kid debates on who won

its not a real confession untill you tell what side you were on

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 22, 2018, 09:52:33 AM

daewon won.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mystical Leader on August 24, 2018, 04:05:24 AM

Sometimes I think I might be a bad person..

Like one of those people who are nice but you never know what might happen with them and that I know my ways how to interact with people even though I myself am a very private person

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: calvinsdream on August 24, 2018, 01:09:57 PM

Quote from: NegativeCreep on August 16, 2018, 02:26:14 PM

Thanks guys. I was so excited to see her again and hopeful, I honestly love this girl but I can't keep doing this to myself. Now I don't know whether I should confront her about it in hopes of some kind of resolution, wash my hands of the situation, or fill the dude in on what's been happening. I think I would want to know.

Just wash your hands of it, there's plenty of women that won't maintain multiple boyfriends and can give mean handjobs.

Getting involved in other people's shit for no positive outcome has wasted a lot of my energy in the past.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NegativeCreep on August 24, 2018, 01:42:14 PM

Thanks,

I wish I would have done that in the first place. She lead me on saying she was going to end it with him to be with me and then broke that promise after filling me with optimism about us. Also showed me how crazy she really is and I now know I'm better off with out her, trying to figure out how to just be happy by myself for now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on August 27, 2018, 10:30:51 AM

I got bit by a fucking centipede in my bed last night.

Now I'm paranoid to go home and sleep in my bed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on September 08, 2018, 07:45:21 AM

i put weed in the stash pocket of my ipath cats back in the day
and skated um without wearing socks

they had a certain funk to them

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kentrock on September 17, 2018, 04:42:57 PM

Quote from: NegativeCreep on August 16, 2018, 02:26:14 PM

Thanks guys. I was so excited to see her again and hopeful, I honestly love this girl but I can't keep doing this to myself. Now I don't know whether I should confront her about it in hopes of some kind of resolution, wash my hands of the situation, or fill the dude in on what's been happening. I think I would want to know.

def tell the guy that you fucked his gf.  im sure he wud want to know

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: OrangeVHStapes on September 18, 2018, 06:02:30 PM

I got drunk and shit my pants at tampa pro... It sucked... It was like sea foam.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paul Cicero on September 20, 2018, 04:09:18 AM

Quote from: brucewillis on August 13, 2018, 06:10:59 PM

I,ve learned how to cum only when I want to and I think that's bad for my health.

You hold the secret to not busting a nut? Please explain..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on September 20, 2018, 05:20:43 AM

one time i watched that zohan movie with adam sandler and laughed. im still ashamed of myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on September 20, 2018, 07:20:13 AM

Quote from: feedmeseymour on September 20, 2018, 05:20:43 AM

one time i watched that zohan movie with adam sandler and laughed. im still ashamed of myself.

That Emmanuelle Chriqui is the only good in that thing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on September 20, 2018, 11:37:33 AM

i havent worn deodorant in years

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: OrangeVHStapes on September 20, 2018, 03:04:49 PM

Quote from: smellsdead on September 20, 2018, 11:37:33 AM

i havent worn deodorant in years

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xvQc10xlMys

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on September 24, 2018, 09:23:12 AM

Quote from: Suit Up! on September 20, 2018, 04:09:18 AM

Quote from: brucewillis on August 13, 2018, 06:10:59 PM

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I,ve learned how to cum only when I want to and I think that's bad for my health.

[close]

You hold the secret to not busting a nut? Please explain..

you'll never know

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Spicy boi. on September 24, 2018, 07:40:44 PM

I'm 17 and in senior year, already know what i'm gonna do, just fuckin freakin out about shit like finding a place. I'm a virgin and i feel like shit about it. I wish i could party with the cool kids but i simultaneously hate all of them. People only seem to somewhat like me because i'm kinda funny and musically talented. Life is weird.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on September 24, 2018, 08:27:57 PM

I've been having gnarly anxiety over my new retail job, I had to take a shot of liquor before my shift today just to have the balls to go in, Currently on my 10 min break and I'm bugging out because I'm sober and still have another hour left

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on September 25, 2018, 06:57:01 AM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on September 24, 2018, 08:27:57 PM

I've been having gnarly anxiety over my new retail job, I had to take a shot of liquor before my shift today just to have the balls to go in, Currently on my 10 min break and I'm bugging out because I'm sober and still have another hour left

Drink a beer and smoke a cig before you go to work. Used to work for me, but i'm not smoking during the week days anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 25, 2018, 08:35:49 AM

Don't know about nicotine, can raise the anxiety. Overall, I cannot recommend adding more vices than you already have, Silks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: I sniff Jim Gagne's butthole all the time on September 25, 2018, 09:04:05 AM

all roads lead to the same places silky but i'd recommend a quick jog over a beer. that's not to say most of my life i haven't chosen the beer and cheated my way through stuff. excercise will raise your spirits though and not leave you wanting a nap an hour later.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MintySandwhich on September 25, 2018, 09:08:23 AM

I've had some close friends that have had issues with alcohol. I can tell you that needing a drink before work is a straight ticket to alcoholism. Would not recommend it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: MintySandwhich on September 25, 2018, 09:12:03 AM

Quote from: Spicy boi. on September 24, 2018, 07:40:44 PM

I'm 17 and in senior year, already know what i'm gonna do, just fuckin freakin out about shit like finding a place. I'm a virgin and i feel like shit about it. I wish i could party with the cool kids but i simultaneously hate all of them. People only seem to somewhat like me because i'm kinda funny and musically talented. Life is weird.

I didn't loose my virginity until I was like 19-20, you got time. Besides, focusing on school is way more important than partying. Get your shit done, than party. In college, the party will find you no doubt.. but like most pros have said in interviews, it's not entirely worth it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on September 25, 2018, 01:18:02 PM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on September 24, 2018, 08:27:57 PM

I've been having gnarly anxiety over my new retail job, I had to take a shot of liquor before my shift today just to have the balls to go in, Currently on my 10 min break and I'm bugging out because I'm sober and still have another hour left

I'd like to hear more about it, Silky. My retail job is also, perhaps unsurprisingly, not ideal.

Increasingly, I feel like I dislike everyone... or that I am not having genuine interactions with people, especially my coworkers. I think my demeanor is repellant.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on September 25, 2018, 10:22:47 PM

I've never been the most social person but I can maintain a conversation if need be even if it's painfully uncomfortable, but since I've started this gig I have no idea what my issue is I can barely speak to customers without my voice shaking or getting knots in my stomach, I'm getting really close to saying fuck it and bailing but I'm really hurting financially right now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on September 25, 2018, 11:51:36 PM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on September 25, 2018, 10:22:47 PM

I've never been the most social person but I can maintain a conversation if need be even if it's painfully uncomfortable, but since I've started this gig I have no idea what my issue is I can barely speak to customers without my voice shaking or getting knots in my stomach, I'm getting really close to saying fuck it and bailing but I'm really hurting financially right now.

I know it can be hard when your voice does weird shit and you get flummoxed when you're trying to do your best, but, I have a strategy for you.
You are not going to get fired for your voice shaking and none of these people are going to care or remember it by the time they get home. Knowing this you should concentrate on trying to remember your interactions day by day so you can tell them as a story to your friends and family and laugh about it later. If it becomes a good story to tell later on nothing bad has happened.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on September 26, 2018, 11:03:42 AM

Appreciate the responses fellas, hopefully I'll adjust just gotta weather the initial storm

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Skibb on September 27, 2018, 09:24:35 PM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on September 26, 2018, 11:03:42 AM

Appreciate the responses fellas, hopefully I'll adjust just gotta weather the initial storm

I had been struggling with pretty severe stage fright for years when I got a job as a designer on a small agency. This meant that I would have to be the one doing the pitching and presentations for the clients - I was shitting bricks.

Had many sleepless nights before these meetings, being so nervous getting nervous during the meeting, that I would be at home having panic attacks.

One day I realized that 1. Nobody but me ever noticed all the signs of me balancing on the edge of a breakdown that I thought were so fucking obvious (and thus awkward/embarrassing); 2. even if they did, they didn't give a fuck and 3. If they did give a fuck - fuck em cause they shouldn't. And most importantly - it is completely fine for it to be silence in the room - you don't have to talk constantly, saying all the right things.

But maybe that wasn't at all related to what you're going through?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on September 28, 2018, 12:19:34 PM

Quote from: Skibb on September 27, 2018, 09:24:35 PM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on September 26, 2018, 11:03:42 AM

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Appreciate the responses fellas, hopefully I'll adjust just gotta weather the initial storm

[close]

I had been struggling with pretty severe stage fright for years when I got a job as a designer on a small agency. This meant that I would have to be the one doing the pitching and presentations for the clients - I was shitting bricks.

Had many sleepless nights before these meetings, being so nervous getting nervous during the meeting, that I would be at home having panic attacks.

One day I realized that 1. Nobody but me ever noticed all the signs of me balancing on the edge of a breakdown that I thought were so fucking obvious (and thus awkward/embarrassing); 2. even if they did, they didn't give a fuck and 3. If they did give a fuck - fuck em cause they shouldn't. And most importantly - it is completely fine for it to be silence in the room - you don't have to talk constantly, saying all the right things.

But maybe that wasn't at all related to what you're going through?

Related or not, it's great advice for social anxiety/stage fright. The stakes are usually way lower than they seem.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Baron Samedi on September 28, 2018, 12:57:29 PM

Quote from: Peter Zagreus on September 28, 2018, 12:19:34 PM

Quote from: Skibb on September 27, 2018, 09:24:35 PM

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Quote from: Silky Johnson on September 26, 2018, 11:03:42 AM

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Appreciate the responses fellas, hopefully I'll adjust just gotta weather the initial storm

[close]

I had been struggling with pretty severe stage fright for years when I got a job as a designer on a small agency. This meant that I would have to be the one doing the pitching and presentations for the clients - I was shitting bricks.

Had many sleepless nights before these meetings, being so nervous getting nervous during the meeting, that I would be at home having panic attacks.

One day I realized that 1. Nobody but me ever noticed all the signs of me balancing on the edge of a breakdown that I thought were so fucking obvious (and thus awkward/embarrassing); 2. even if they did, they didn't give a fuck and 3. If they did give a fuck - fuck em cause they shouldn't. And most importantly - it is completely fine for it to be silence in the room - you don't have to talk constantly, saying all the right things.

But maybe that wasn't at all related to what you're going through?

[close]

Related or not, it's great advice for social anxiety/stage fright. The stakes are usually way lower than they seem.

this is what i tell myself when i'm freaking out over some prospective social situation or something i said or did that i feel like people are judging me for. the gist is basically that it's egotistical and unrealistic to assume everyone is thinking about you all the time down to the same level of granular detail that you do. it's good to remember the truth, which is that nobody gives a fuck about you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on September 28, 2018, 07:01:26 PM

i freeball about 85% of the time

longjohns when its cold enough

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawdwon on September 28, 2018, 07:31:25 PM

Quote from: Baron Samedi on September 28, 2018, 12:57:29 PM

Quote from: Peter Zagreus on September 28, 2018, 12:19:34 PM

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Quote from: Skibb on September 27, 2018, 09:24:35 PM

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Quote from: Silky Johnson on September 26, 2018, 11:03:42 AM

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Appreciate the responses fellas, hopefully I'll adjust just gotta weather the initial storm

[close]

I had been struggling with pretty severe stage fright for years when I got a job as a designer on a small agency. This meant that I would have to be the one doing the pitching and presentations for the clients - I was shitting bricks.

Had many sleepless nights before these meetings, being so nervous getting nervous during the meeting, that I would be at home having panic attacks.

One day I realized that 1. Nobody but me ever noticed all the signs of me balancing on the edge of a breakdown that I thought were so fucking obvious (and thus awkward/embarrassing); 2. even if they did, they didn't give a fuck and 3. If they did give a fuck - fuck em cause they shouldn't. And most importantly - it is completely fine for it to be silence in the room - you don't have to talk constantly, saying all the right things.

But maybe that wasn't at all related to what you're going through?

[close]

Related or not, it's great advice for social anxiety/stage fright. The stakes are usually way lower than they seem.

[close]

this is what i tell myself when i'm freaking out over some prospective social situation or something i said or did that i feel like people are judging me for. the gist is basically that it's egotistical and unrealistic to assume everyone is thinking about you all the time down to the same level of granular detail that you do. it's good to remember the truth, which is that nobody gives a fuck about you.

I think that's just a lie people tell themselves. I remember many single interactions with people where I was like "this persons awesome" or "this persons a nervous wreck".

Best u can do silky is try and learn how to mold yourself over time in that postition. My first retail job I was awkward until I got into routine and could try different angles on people. Then I was dropping milf panties in no time, and now I got a crazy talent for talking to randoms. Basically my rules are pure openness and honesty, no room for awkwardness when your honest all the time, maybe for them but not for you. You can really kill em with honest compliments on things people probably never compliment them on.

Like for a hot girl you never compliment her looks but something else about her etc, etc.

Rare compliments.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on September 28, 2018, 09:18:23 PM

Some obese guy with C-cups, and rolled up skinny jeans, pointed at me before telling his boyfriend, “That guy is dressed like an ass.”

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on September 28, 2018, 09:24:17 PM

Quote from: Pigeon on September 28, 2018, 09:18:23 PM

Some obese guy with C-cups, and rolled up skinny jeans, pointed at me before telling his boyfriend, “That guy is dressed like an ass.”

Should've told him you aren't a mirror.

Silky I'm late to the party,  but I hope you can shake off whats getting to you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on September 28, 2018, 09:27:37 PM

Quote from: Pigeon on September 28, 2018, 09:18:23 PM

Some obese guy with C-cups, and rolled up skinny jeans, pointed at me before telling his boyfriend, “That guy is dressed like an ass.”

post a fit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on September 29, 2018, 09:18:37 PM

I enjoy "Famous Monsters" by Misfits.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 30, 2018, 12:41:36 AM

I never become good at anything, just a bit above average.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bawtawdwon on September 30, 2018, 04:57:46 PM

Get some lil cease, ambulance outside of buffet, drive by, fat lady in pastel on stretcher, laugh my ass off, don't feel bad about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on September 30, 2018, 09:21:57 PM

Quote from: straight on September 28, 2018, 09:27:37 PM

Quote from: Pigeon on September 28, 2018, 09:18:23 PM

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Some obese guy with C-cups, and rolled up skinny jeans, pointed at me before telling his boyfriend, “That guy is dressed like an ass.”

[close]

post a fit

(https://shop.magentaskateboards.com/images/products/large/ib8YTjA38M5I55EdufsAek8V1HcO9M5H456orx1f.jpeg)
(https://cdn.shopify.com/s/files/1/0225/3861/products/[email protected]?v=1536886140)
[img]
navy Bronze56k pants with the reflective shit on the side and all black Crockett 2s

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paco Supreme on October 01, 2018, 03:11:15 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on September 29, 2018, 09:18:37 PM

I enjoy "Famous Monsters" by Misfits.

I don’t see anything wrong with this

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jollyoli on October 01, 2018, 03:24:20 AM

I thought it would be fun to put 56mm wheels on my early 90's phawt board but it's bummed me out and ruined it for me. It will now live in the Fritzel cupboard till next spring.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Foray on October 02, 2018, 03:38:24 AM

i think i will always be an addict, it sucks.  i want to be good and do better and be a normal person but i always sabotage myself.  it's like i thrive living like a crazy person.  i never feel normal or can relax, on drugs or not.  sorry, just had to vent. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on October 02, 2018, 01:27:30 PM

Quote from: Pigeon on September 30, 2018, 09:21:57 PM

Quote from: straight on September 28, 2018, 09:27:37 PM

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Quote from: Pigeon on September 28, 2018, 09:18:23 PM

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Some obese guy with C-cups, and rolled up skinny jeans, pointed at me before telling his boyfriend, “That guy is dressed like an ass.”

[close]

post a fit

[close]

(https://shop.magentaskateboards.com/images/products/large/ib8YTjA38M5I55EdufsAek8V1HcO9M5H456orx1f.jpeg)
(https://cdn.shopify.com/s/files/1/0225/3861/products/[email protected]?v=1536886140)
[img]
navy Bronze56k pants with the reflective shit on the side and all black Crockett 2s

Nice hat buddy and i mean it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on October 03, 2018, 07:25:57 PM

All those articles of clothes are cool on their own, but are a bit too much as one fit, in my opinion.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on October 03, 2018, 07:40:17 PM

Quote from: childhood on October 03, 2018, 07:25:57 PM

All those articles of clothes are cool on their own, but are a bit too much as one fit, in my opinion.

I just buy whatever shit from whatever companies I’m stoked on at the moment because I almost always go back to DLX boards. Plus, soft goods are more profitable. Also, I just realized that the shit I wore that day (minus the shoes) runs about $250, and I don’t think I’m getting that Polar fleece back.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NegativeCreep on October 04, 2018, 06:32:51 PM

He was jealous of your style.
Often fools will call some one out on something they are self conscious about, like the closeted dude who expresses his homophobia too often. He was feeling down and dirty, squeezed into the skinny jeans he fantasizes he can pull off although are more reminiscent of over packed rolls of sausage, anxious if the dampness under his moobs is showing through his shirt, and needed to bring someone down to his level.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: guest1 on October 05, 2018, 07:41:21 PM

Quote from: Skibb on September 27, 2018, 09:24:35 PM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on September 26, 2018, 11:03:42 AM

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Appreciate the responses fellas, hopefully I'll adjust just gotta weather the initial storm

[close]

I had been struggling with pretty severe stage fright for years when I got a job as a designer on a small agency. This meant that I would have to be the one doing the pitching and presentations for the clients - I was shitting bricks.

Had many sleepless nights before these meetings, being so nervous getting nervous during the meeting, that I would be at home having panic attacks.

One day I realized that 1. Nobody but me ever noticed all the signs of me balancing on the edge of a breakdown that I thought were so fucking obvious (and thus awkward/embarrassing); 2. even if they did, they didn't give a fuck and 3. If they did give a fuck - fuck em cause they shouldn't. And most importantly - it is completely fine for it to be silence in the room - you don't have to talk constantly, saying all the right things.

But maybe that wasn't at all related to what you're going through?

One thing that helped me with stage fright is picturing myself in the opposite situation (being in the audience). I’ve noticed that when I watch someone else do a presentation I eventually stop paying attention and daydream the rest of the time. I don’t know if it’s common for people to do that, but whenever I have to present something now, I just picture the audience daydreaming and not paying attention to me (regardless if they really are or not) and it helps me tremendously.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on October 06, 2018, 05:32:58 PM

the first few times I saw the word Juul being thrown around, I thought people were referring to some new fucking popular rapper

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on October 07, 2018, 12:50:23 PM

Quote from: silhouette on October 06, 2018, 05:32:58 PM

the first few times I saw the word Juul being thrown around, I thought people were referring to some new fucking popular rapper

But now we know it's some weird kind of nose plug.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LOU.502 on October 07, 2018, 02:55:38 PM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on September 24, 2018, 08:27:57 PM

I've been having gnarly anxiety over my new retail job, I had to take a shot of liquor before my shift today just to have the balls to go in, Currently on my 10 min break and I'm bugging out because I'm sober and still have another hour left

Bro I feel you, you’re not alone, I have absolutely crippling anxiety, I used to work in retail and in restaurants, and there were days it was so bad I was shaking and thought I was gonna straight up vom in my lap driving to work. It’s so frustrating, I don’t want to be that way, and I can’t justify or articulate it, it just is. I’ve also had terrible problems with alcohol on and off over the years, it’s lame. I realized I can’t work in retail or customer service, maybe try a warehouse job or something? It’s hard work at first, but it tends to pay well, and you know exactly what you’re getting into each day, so there’s less anxiety about “what could happen” with customers, etc... more stable, less variables to stress over, and sometimes the physical activity is a little bit fun. Either way, keep your chin up b, at least you’re out there doing things and facing it, and there’s definitely something to be said for that, much love fam.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on October 07, 2018, 05:23:57 PM

God damn LOU that was such a solid post of encouragement but I can't help but read it in a mid-cry Jonathan Taylor Thomas voice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LOU.502 on October 07, 2018, 07:32:41 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on October 07, 2018, 05:23:57 PM

God damn LOU that was such a solid post of encouragement but I can't help but read it in a mid-cry Jonathan Taylor Thomas voice.

I type all my posts as a mid cry JTT. I hate to sound like a basic bitch, or use the term “spirit animal”, so I won’t, but teary-eyed JTT is my soul, and John McClane is my symbol of finding a way, yo. He’s ballsy, clever, tough and resourceful, but still unprepared, genuinely terrified and improvising most of the time. The personification of the whole “I don’t wanna be here, I don’t like it, but this is my situation, and unfortunately I am in fact ‘here’ so I gotta deal with this shit because it just needs to be dealt with...” vibe. Plus you just got the 2for1, a heartfelt response and another confession.

A third confession: when I was about 5 I tried to cut my own hair so that I’d have that dopeflow wavy part in my bangs that JTT had. I basically cut a full rainbow-like curve through my bangs with safety scissors, I thought it might work, it did not work, and my dad had to shave my head because I legitimately looked like a “feral Amish boy”

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on October 07, 2018, 09:52:35 PM

Will someone gnar this Amish boy for me I can’t do it twice in one day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on October 07, 2018, 11:15:50 PM

Got em'

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on October 08, 2018, 06:40:55 AM

My country is electing a fascist President and i'm really worried.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 08, 2018, 07:20:35 AM

Quote from: brucewillis on October 08, 2018, 06:40:55 AM

My country is electing a fascist President and i'm really worried.

People forget too soon. Now we have retards in power, everywhere.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on October 08, 2018, 09:31:34 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on October 08, 2018, 07:20:35 AM

Quote from: brucewillis on October 08, 2018, 06:40:55 AM

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My country is electing a fascist President and i'm really worried.

[close]

People forget too soon. Now we have retards in power, everywhere.

Agree

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on October 08, 2018, 02:42:18 PM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on October 07, 2018, 11:15:50 PM

Got em'

I doubled up for safety. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: woodinbrine on October 08, 2018, 11:34:19 PM

Quote from: brucewillis on October 08, 2018, 06:40:55 AM

My country is electing a fascist President and i'm really worried.

Brazilian? Jeez that guy seems like an asshole :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on October 09, 2018, 05:36:18 AM

Quote from: woodinbrine on October 08, 2018, 11:34:19 PM

Quote from: brucewillis on October 08, 2018, 06:40:55 AM

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My country is electing a fascist President and i'm really worried.

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Brazilian? Jeez that guy seems like an asshole :(

Yes, and the worst is that the other candidate is from a political party that somehow fucked the country. There were some social programs that worked, but it was a group of corrupt politicians. It sucks to be worried about the future of your country every fucking day. Fuck fascism and fuck corruption

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mystical Leader on October 10, 2018, 05:22:58 AM

It's bizarre that we don't care about the history at all.. We have all the possible information that we need to make better decisions and yet we make the same mistakes our forefathers did.. Humanity is a trip..

I'm not a religious person but I feel like we need some kind of divine intervention to stop us all from destroying this planet we live in.. Let it be computers, robots, nature catastrophe, god, aliens..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jollyoli on October 10, 2018, 06:33:21 AM

Quote from: Mystical Leader on October 10, 2018, 05:22:58 AM

It's bizarre that we don't care about the history at all.. We have all the possible information that we need to make better decisions and yet we make the same mistakes our forefathers did.. Humanity is a trip..

I'm not a religious person but I feel like we need some kind of divine intervention to stop us all from destroying this planet we live in.. Let it be computers, robots, nature catastrophe, god, aliens..

According to my sources once humanity is in a lucid state induced by oversaturation of information the fake alien invasion begins...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on October 10, 2018, 06:37:25 AM

Quote from: Mystical Leader on October 10, 2018, 05:22:58 AM

It's bizarre that we don't care about the history at all.. We have all the possible information that we need to make better decisions and yet we make the same mistakes our forefathers did.. Humanity is a trip..

I'm not a religious person but I feel like we need some kind of divine intervention to stop us all from destroying this planet we live in.. Let it be computers, robots, nature catastrophe, god, aliens..

The fact that we're walking into a fascist hurricane scares me... The people of my country seem not to have learned from Nazism or fascism of the last century. But worst of all is that it can get really fucked if any of the candidates are elected, since the other party has already been engaged in massive corruption schemes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on October 10, 2018, 10:35:50 PM

i left my underwear on the floor of my bathroom all day and my roommate didnt say anything  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: woodinbrine on October 10, 2018, 10:46:05 PM

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It's bizarre that we don't care about the history at all.. We have all the possible information that we need to make better decisions and yet we make the same mistakes our forefathers did.. Humanity is a trip..

I'm not a religious person but I feel like we need some kind of divine intervention to stop us all from destroying this planet we live in.. Let it be computers, robots, nature catastrophe, god, aliens..

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The fact that we're walking into a fascist hurricane scares me... The people of my country seem not to have learned from Nazism or fascism of the last century. But worst of all is that it can get really fucked if any of the candidates are elected, since the other party has already been engaged in massive corruption schemes

Out of the five biggest countries in the world only Canada will have a leader that doesn’t come across as evil or a complete scrote then, how nice :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on October 10, 2018, 11:51:05 PM

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It's bizarre that we don't care about the history at all.. We have all the possible information that we need to make better decisions and yet we make the same mistakes our forefathers did.. Humanity is a trip..

I'm not a religious person but I feel like we need some kind of divine intervention to stop us all from destroying this planet we live in.. Let it be computers, robots, nature catastrophe, god, aliens..

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The fact that we're walking into a fascist hurricane scares me... The people of my country seem not to have learned from Nazism or fascism of the last century. But worst of all is that it can get really fucked if any of the candidates are elected, since the other party has already been engaged in massive corruption schemes

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Out of the five biggest countries in the world only Canada will have a leader that doesn’t come across as evil or a complete scrote then, how nice :(

You must be talking about landmass, right?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: woodinbrine on October 11, 2018, 12:26:56 AM

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It's bizarre that we don't care about the history at all.. We have all the possible information that we need to make better decisions and yet we make the same mistakes our forefathers did.. Humanity is a trip..

I'm not a religious person but I feel like we need some kind of divine intervention to stop us all from destroying this planet we live in.. Let it be computers, robots, nature catastrophe, god, aliens..

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The fact that we're walking into a fascist hurricane scares me... The people of my country seem not to have learned from Nazism or fascism of the last century. But worst of all is that it can get really fucked if any of the candidates are elected, since the other party has already been engaged in massive corruption schemes

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Out of the five biggest countries in the world only Canada will have a leader that doesn’t come across as evil or a complete scrote then, how nice :(

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You must be talking about landmass, right?

Oh yeah, sorry, I’m a bit dumb. By population - India doesn’t seem like the best country to live in politically either. Indonesia I’m not familiar with at all but a quick google search doesn’t make me optimistic.
In terms of power/influence I’m uncomfortable with Saudi Arabia and Israel, also Qatar have a lot of «soft power» and are a deeply unsympathetic country. The more powerful European countries have a rising far right that is cause for concern as well. I don’t know how much actual power North Korea has, but their leader is batshit insane and living there seems terrible.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on October 21, 2018, 01:13:02 AM

Getting a SLAP tattoo soon.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on October 21, 2018, 09:07:51 AM

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Getting a SLAP tattoo soon.

Will that make you a Mod?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on October 22, 2018, 10:14:13 AM

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Getting a SLAP tattoo soon.

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Will that make you a Mod?

only if located on your gooch/taint

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on October 22, 2018, 11:30:00 AM

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It's bizarre that we don't care about the history at all.. We have all the possible information that we need to make better decisions and yet we make the same mistakes our forefathers did.. Humanity is a trip..

I'm not a religious person but I feel like we need some kind of divine intervention to stop us all from destroying this planet we live in.. Let it be computers, robots, nature catastrophe, god, aliens..

[close]

According to my sources once humanity is in a lucid state induced by oversaturation of information the fake alien invasion begins...

hmm bluebeam eh?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mystical Leader on October 24, 2018, 01:54:58 AM

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It's bizarre that we don't care about the history at all.. We have all the possible information that we need to make better decisions and yet we make the same mistakes our forefathers did.. Humanity is a trip..

I'm not a religious person but I feel like we need some kind of divine intervention to stop us all from destroying this planet we live in.. Let it be computers, robots, nature catastrophe, god, aliens..

[close]

According to my sources once humanity is in a lucid state induced by oversaturation of information the fake alien invasion begins...

[close]

hmm bluebeam eh?

Possibly..

I'm ready but are the people ready for me?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on October 24, 2018, 05:08:01 AM

I got in a argument with my husband and it escalated to the point where he pushed me into the bed and hit me. Everyone in my family gets divorced but I want to break that trend. We got together when I was 18 and he was 35 (always been into bears and all that shit). He gets really needy and insecure when I work full time and make my own money but when I drop down to part time he wants me to cook, clean, etc. I wouldnt mind the latter but he just impulse buys shit nonstop. E.G. My hobby is collecting and organising americana/subculture ephemera. He collects hobbies on a weekly basis. I don’t have anyone to talk to about this without the worry of it coming back to me. For all I know he lurks here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on October 24, 2018, 06:49:21 AM

Quote from: CrumblingInfrastructure on October 24, 2018, 05:08:01 AM

I got in a argument with my husband and it escalated to the point where he pushed me into the bed and hit me. Everyone in my family gets divorced but I want to break that trend. We got together when I was 18 and he was 35 (always been into bears and all that shit). He gets really needy and insecure when I work full time and make my own money but when I drop down to part time he wants me to cook, clean, etc. I wouldnt mind the latter but he just impulse buys shit nonstop. E.G. My hobby is collecting and organising americana/subculture ephemera. He collects hobbies on a weekly basis. I don’t have anyone to talk to about this without the worry of it coming back to me. For all I know he lurks here.

You should call him out for that shit. If it escalates violently, get a divorce. Don’t risk your happiness to prove a point. You shouldn’t have to put up with violence or be taken advantage of in any way.

On a way less serious note: I somewhat enjoy Dane Vaughn’s paintings.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 24, 2018, 08:00:56 AM

That sounds terrible, CI. I wish I had something good to say, but I've got nothing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on October 25, 2018, 01:48:22 AM

Thanks for the input guys. Im not someone that wants to air out my dirty laundry but ive been hurting about the events that transpired and im unable to talk about them due to social shit. It genuinely feels good to have a place like this to air out my grievances and issues. Thanks to you guys for helping me with my shit. I do appreciate it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: UnfortunateSon on October 26, 2018, 11:32:21 PM

Throwaway because some slappers know me irl.

My depression has been hitting me hard lately, really hard where certain thoughts tend to circulate more than so than ever. The major reason I can't is because I don't want to chance not seeing my dog again on the otherside. He passed away a month ago, and I miss him allot. The depression has been constant even before then, but him passing made it worse of course.

Found out not too long after him passing that my girlfriend isn't happy with our relationship. There's a lot of stress on that front, and while I'm doing alot, to her it doesn't feel that way. So that's not helping either, but that's another long story.

Wish I could go to family about these things, but I honestly think that they wouldn't understand. I also don't want to burden the ones that I feel would. They make it better and remind me that I'm doing good, or well that I did do something good and made someone happy. One of my best friends has been helping a lot, but I hate burdening him with my issues as well. It not that I feel like I'm a burden, but more along the line that I care more about the the people around me being happy and when they're happy, I'm happy. I don't want them worrying about me in the back of their minds, or them questioning whether or not they're part of the reason I'm like this.

Getting back into skating was helping me a lot, as I progressed more than I did in years of skating back in highschool. The best part wasn't seeing me progress though, but was progressing with friends that also got back into it. But constantly taking care of someone, slowly would see me not skating at all anymore. I see my friends progressing and that gets me stooked, but bummed out at the same time. I've regressed back to how I was when I first started with them, and it bums me out that I'm not out there with them celebrating each of us progressing.

Sorry for the rant guys, it just been tough. I needed to get this all off my chest. Typing up all this made me feel a lot better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on October 27, 2018, 04:26:14 AM

Quote from: UnfortunateSon on October 26, 2018, 11:32:21 PM

Throwaway because some slappers know me irl.

My depression has been hitting me hard lately, really hard where certain thoughts tend to circulate more than so than ever. The major reason I can't is because I don't want to chance not seeing my dog again on the otherside. He passed away a month ago, and I miss him allot. The depression has been constant even before then, but him passing made it worse of course.

Found out not too long after him passing that my girlfriend isn't happy with our relationship. There's a lot of stress on that front, and while I'm doing alot, to her it doesn't feel that way. So that's not helping either, but that's another long story.

Wish I could go to family about these things, but I honestly think that they wouldn't understand. I also don't want to burden the ones that I feel would. They make it better and remind me that I'm doing good, or well that I did do something good and made someone happy. One of my best friends has been helping a lot, but I hate burdening him with my issues as well. It not that I feel like I'm a burden, but more along the line that I care more about the the people around me being happy and when they're happy, I'm happy. I don't want them worrying about me in the back of their minds, or them questioning whether or not they're part of the reason I'm like this.

Getting back into skating was helping me a lot, as I progressed more than I did in years of skating back in highschool. The best part wasn't seeing me progress though, but was progressing with friends that also got back into it. But constantly taking care of someone, slowly would see me not skating at all anymore. I see my friends progressing and that gets me stooked, but bummed out at the same time. I've regressed back to how I was when I first started with them, and it bums me out that I'm not out there with them celebrating each of us progressing.

Sorry for the rant guys, it just been tough. I needed to get this all off my chest. Typing up all this made me feel a lot better.

I was just recently talking to a friend about ways to cope with depression and/or depressive periods. Short of counseling (which I dont do but probably should) he recommended Self-analysis and awareness on things that are directly influencing you. It seems you’ve at least identified that a large portion is attributed to the loss of your dog. Maybe try externalizing your pain/depression in writing form because sometimes it helps to just write it out.

The biggest chunk of advice I can give you is that Depression is not only a emotion but a disease. We have a chemical imbalance in our brains that cause us to be the way we are and engage in damaging behaviour so its always good to check yourself before you end up.... wrecking yourself?

CrumblingInfrastructure at Gmail is already my burner email and I really dont give a shit about what your actual handle is on here so if it would help you out, please feel free to email me even if its to just rant/externalize things so that you arent bottling this shit up. I cant garauntee a immediate reply or sometimes one at all even. But if it helps you out in the slightest then it really is the least I can do.

I can empathize with a lot of shit you are dealing with and wish you the best dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on October 28, 2018, 04:55:20 PM

please elaborate this interests me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on October 29, 2018, 04:39:16 AM

Yep my country elected a fascist motherfucker. Brazil sucks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 29, 2018, 05:56:15 AM

Quote from: UnfortunateSon on October 26, 2018, 11:32:21 PM

Throwaway because some slappers know me irl.

My depression has been hitting me hard lately, really hard where certain thoughts tend to circulate more than so than ever. The major reason I can't is because I don't want to chance not seeing my dog again on the otherside. He passed away a month ago, and I miss him allot. The depression has been constant even before then, but him passing made it worse of course.

Found out not too long after him passing that my girlfriend isn't happy with our relationship. There's a lot of stress on that front, and while I'm doing alot, to her it doesn't feel that way. So that's not helping either, but that's another long story.

Wish I could go to family about these things, but I honestly think that they wouldn't understand. I also don't want to burden the ones that I feel would. They make it better and remind me that I'm doing good, or well that I did do something good and made someone happy. One of my best friends has been helping a lot, but I hate burdening him with my issues as well. It not that I feel like I'm a burden, but more along the line that I care more about the the people around me being happy and when they're happy, I'm happy. I don't want them worrying about me in the back of their minds, or them questioning whether or not they're part of the reason I'm like this.

Getting back into skating was helping me a lot, as I progressed more than I did in years of skating back in highschool. The best part wasn't seeing me progress though, but was progressing with friends that also got back into it. But constantly taking care of someone, slowly would see me not skating at all anymore. I see my friends progressing and that gets me stooked, but bummed out at the same time. I've regressed back to how I was when I first started with them, and it bums me out that I'm not out there with them celebrating each of us progressing.

Sorry for the rant guys, it just been tough. I needed to get this all off my chest. Typing up all this made me feel a lot better.

You got health insurance? Maybe give therapy a shot. It's a lot more beneficial than you might think and nothing to be ashamed of especially if you're struggling emotionally.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on October 29, 2018, 02:36:02 PM

Quote from: JB on October 29, 2018, 05:56:15 AM

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Throwaway because some slappers know me irl.

My depression has been hitting me hard lately, really hard where certain thoughts tend to circulate more than so than ever. The major reason I can't is because I don't want to chance not seeing my dog again on the otherside. He passed away a month ago, and I miss him allot. The depression has been constant even before then, but him passing made it worse of course.

Found out not too long after him passing that my girlfriend isn't happy with our relationship. There's a lot of stress on that front, and while I'm doing alot, to her it doesn't feel that way. So that's not helping either, but that's another long story.

Wish I could go to family about these things, but I honestly think that they wouldn't understand. I also don't want to burden the ones that I feel would. They make it better and remind me that I'm doing good, or well that I did do something good and made someone happy. One of my best friends has been helping a lot, but I hate burdening him with my issues as well. It not that I feel like I'm a burden, but more along the line that I care more about the the people around me being happy and when they're happy, I'm happy. I don't want them worrying about me in the back of their minds, or them questioning whether or not they're part of the reason I'm like this.

Getting back into skating was helping me a lot, as I progressed more than I did in years of skating back in highschool. The best part wasn't seeing me progress though, but was progressing with friends that also got back into it. But constantly taking care of someone, slowly would see me not skating at all anymore. I see my friends progressing and that gets me stooked, but bummed out at the same time. I've regressed back to how I was when I first started with them, and it bums me out that I'm not out there with them celebrating each of us progressing.

Sorry for the rant guys, it just been tough. I needed to get this all off my chest. Typing up all this made me feel a lot better.

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You got health insurance? Maybe give therapy a shot. It's a lot more beneficial than you might think and nothing to be ashamed of especially if you're struggling emotionally.

I’m in therapy, never felt an ounce of ashamed about it. It’s not easy but whatever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 20matar on October 29, 2018, 04:30:40 PM

Quote from: brucewillis on October 29, 2018, 04:39:16 AM

Yep my country elected a fascist motherfucker. Brazil sucks

Pior. I wrote a long-ass post about it, but it won't win me any friends and I don't think people would care enough, besides the fact that this is a bell that tolls to the rest of the quote-unquote free world. That being said, I'm really bummed, and really counting my blessings for being such a privileged dude who could arguably get the fuck out if needed be, and who isn't actively fearing for his well-being. I know people who are scared shitless -- Bolsonaro himself said that he has "no control over" his supporters...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: behavioralguide on October 29, 2018, 11:44:01 PM

Bolsarono really following the rules of fascism 101 to a t
It d almist be funny if it wasnt a tragic/ a scary

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 8thproxy on October 30, 2018, 09:26:23 PM

Jairs pretty tight. I say facism over communism if you wanna boil it down like that, whatever, I like how the worlds turning towards more transparent strong leadership rather than cryptic opaqueness.

Unrelated or not people need to stop looking for the light first instead of the darkness, you cant see darkness in light (only shadows) but that light shines in the dark like a mf.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on October 31, 2018, 09:48:38 AM

Wow you're dumb as fuck huh? Please post your plagiarized Native American zines when you make them though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on October 31, 2018, 10:56:58 AM

Quote from: childhood on October 31, 2018, 09:48:38 AM

Wow you're dumb as fuck huh? Please post your plagiarized Native American zines when you make them though.

Dude is a fan of hitler. What do you expect

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 8thproxy on October 31, 2018, 12:08:42 PM

You guys are always so pathetic. Never nothing to say. I see right through the ones that act like you childhood, lol good name, and no I dont dislike you. You niggas know who I am.

But yea I stripped that off of youtube comments. The day slap users present thier own ideas instead of just saying mine are dumb is the day hell freezes over. Nothing but 24/7 reactionarys.

Thats all they want from you though, its easier for them, all they want is clicks for thier adds. Place has gone to shit.

But Im still fucking here.

Cause I got love for this fuckin game.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on October 31, 2018, 12:55:31 PM

Didn't realize copy/pasting stuff was presenting your own ideas.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 31, 2018, 01:55:34 PM

Please, inform us. Double digit IQ and Ph D in online politics my favorite combo.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 8thproxy on October 31, 2018, 01:58:59 PM

No my idea was to have a collection of interesting plagarized storys from individuals from all backrounds, you know that, you just wanted to attack me for my other ideas like likng bolso. Dont act like drunk injun rants and other shit isnt a interesting read, Ill just keep the other stuff to myself cause otherwise it PLAGARISM. No fuckin shit dude.

Oh look, another depressing guy. Whats your favorite combo? Pizza flavour.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 31, 2018, 02:04:26 PM

Please! Share your wisdom, mighty one! We need you to show, us plebs, the way!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 8thproxy on October 31, 2018, 02:12:21 PM

Its a hard job but someones gotta do it. Hitler 2 coming soon.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: UnfortunateSon on November 01, 2018, 12:03:53 AM

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Thanks man and to well everyone for the advice. Hopefully, I don't blow up your inbox. Kidding, but in all seriousness thanks.

To PB and Soda, I have considered looking into it, but the main reason I haven't pursued it is because I like and own guns. Where I'm from, the second you start going down that path they take em away. I see my gun collection as a kind of symbol of my hard work, and getting those taken away would just make my mental state worse. One of my favorite things that I do is go hit the range with my dad and my brother, two of the people that really make me honestly forget my problems I'm having. They're some of the few people that make me feel as if though my existence alone is enough for them to be happy. Not to say that too many people in my life ask something of me, but that there are certain people that do ask so much of me. And because the constantly ask so much, it stretch me thin between their wants and needs and that of the others who do the same. Again another story for another time.

For the record, I never ever intend to harm another person, animal, or myself with them. The only time the first two will ever have to happen is if it's a no other option situation for defending myself/someone else.

Thanks for hearing me out, and making me feel better Slap.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prison Wallet on November 01, 2018, 08:58:20 AM

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I got in a argument with my husband and it escalated to the point where he pushed me into the bed and hit me. Everyone in my family gets divorced but I want to break that trend. We got together when I was 18 and he was 35 (always been into bears and all that shit). He gets really needy and insecure when I work full time and make my own money but when I drop down to part time he wants me to cook, clean, etc. I wouldnt mind the latter but he just impulse buys shit nonstop. E.G. My hobby is collecting and organising americana/subculture ephemera. He collects hobbies on a weekly basis. I don’t have anyone to talk to about this without the worry of it coming back to me. For all I know he lurks here.

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Can you guys do marriage counseling?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 01, 2018, 09:25:58 AM

We do everything. 100 % legit, of course.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: calvinsdream on November 01, 2018, 10:39:55 AM

Quote from: 8thproxy on October 31, 2018, 12:08:42 PM

You guys are always so pathetic. Never nothing to say. I see right through the ones that act like you childhood, lol good name, and no I dont dislike you. You niggas know who I am.

But yea I stripped that off of youtube comments. The day slap users present thier own ideas instead of just saying mine are dumb is the day hell freezes over. Nothing but 24/7 reactionarys.

Thats all they want from you though, its easier for them, all they want is clicks for thier adds. Place has gone to shit.

But Im still fucking here.

Cause I got love for this fuckin game.

(https://66.media.tumblr.com/c958931381d9efa62f158d885f3ca811/tumblr_mirhy5eQPY1s6tut4o1_r1_500.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on November 01, 2018, 11:10:29 AM

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Thanks man and to well everyone for the advice. Hopefully, I don't blow up your inbox. Kidding, but in all seriousness thanks.

To PB and Soda, I have considered looking into it, but the main reason I haven't pursued it is because I like and own guns. Where I'm from, the second you start going down that path they take em away. I see my gun collection as a kind of symbol of my hard work, and getting those taken away would just make my mental state worse. One of my favorite things that I do is go hit the range with my dad and my brother, two of the people that really make me honestly forget my problems I'm having. They're some of the few people that make me feel as if though my existence alone is enough for them to be happy. Not to say that too many people in my life ask something of me, but that there are certain people that do ask so much of me. And because the constantly ask so much, it stretch me thin between their wants and needs and that of the others who do the same. Again another story for another time.

For the record, I never ever intend to harm another person, animal, or myself with them. The only time the first two will ever have to happen is if it's a no other option situation for defending myself/someone else.

Thanks for hearing me out, and making me feel better Slap.

There's multiple options for online therapy too. You might feel more comfortable with that, since you'll be able to get professional advice, while remaining more anonymous.

I've heard good things about this one:
https://get.talkspace.com/pf-therapy/?utr_source=google&utr_medium=cpc&utr_campaign=SEARCH_GOOGLE_NONBRAND_PAYFIRST_online-therapy&utr_adgroup=exact_online%20therapy_general&utr_keyword=therapy%20online&utr_sitelink=&utr_matchtype=Exact&utr_network=g&utr_device=c&utr_search=[search]&utr_display=&utr_adid=258175290932&utr_mobile=&utr_web=[not-mobile]&utr_placement=&utr_devicemodel=&utr_position=1t2&gclid=CjwKCAjwyOreBRAYEiwAR2mSkh9IzgDG15FdJyHCkp-sA_5oVb4moVKRkKVMEeIkfvP767b-UG0qAxoCt-4QAvD_BwE

Don't know why the link is so wild, but it should work. What country are you in?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on November 02, 2018, 06:52:36 AM

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Thanks man and to well everyone for the advice. Hopefully, I don't blow up your inbox. Kidding, but in all seriousness thanks.

To PB and Soda, I have considered looking into it, but the main reason I haven't pursued it is because I like and own guns. Where I'm from, the second you start going down that path they take em away. I see my gun collection as a kind of symbol of my hard work, and getting those taken away would just make my mental state worse. One of my favorite things that I do is go hit the range with my dad and my brother, two of the people that really make me honestly forget my problems I'm having. They're some of the few people that make me feel as if though my existence alone is enough for them to be happy. Not to say that too many people in my life ask something of me, but that there are certain people that do ask so much of me. And because the constantly ask so much, it stretch me thin between their wants and needs and that of the others who do the same. Again another story for another time.

For the record, I never ever intend to harm another person, animal, or myself with them. The only time the first two will ever have to happen is if it's a no other option situation for defending myself/someone else.

Thanks for hearing me out, and making me feel better Slap.

i can understand the reasoning behind it, but essentially making someone choose gun ownership over their own mental health is fucked up. i own guns as well so i sympathize with your situation.

i took my own advice and started seeing a therapist. first sesh was a few days ago, and i dont know if it was just because it was the first one, or if my therapist just isn't very good, but i left feeling a lot worse than i did going in. all i did was talk about myself for 45 minutes while she took notes and made comments like "thats a shame." once in a while. im a pretty logical thinking person, so i can't put my faith in something if i cant understand how it works, or see the necessary steps to reach the goal. i dont see how talking to someone who doesnt talk back is going to help me at all. she never gave me anything to work on, or made suggestions for how i can help myself when im having a hard time. she basically made me feel like i was talking too much and taking up too much of her time, then handed me her card on the way out and told me i could text her if i needed to, but only if i really needed to. i got the vibe that she didn't want me bothering her and i wont. i got in my car pissed off and felt like i just need to toughen the fuck up.

im going to give it another shot, but if the next session doesnt improve im either calling it quits or searching for another therapist somewhere else.

Title: Re: real confessions
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Thanks man and to well everyone for the advice. Hopefully, I don't blow up your inbox. Kidding, but in all seriousness thanks.

To PB and Soda, I have considered looking into it, but the main reason I haven't pursued it is because I like and own guns. Where I'm from, the second you start going down that path they take em away. I see my gun collection as a kind of symbol of my hard work, and getting those taken away would just make my mental state worse. One of my favorite things that I do is go hit the range with my dad and my brother, two of the people that really make me honestly forget my problems I'm having. They're some of the few people that make me feel as if though my existence alone is enough for them to be happy. Not to say that too many people in my life ask something of me, but that there are certain people that do ask so much of me. And because the constantly ask so much, it stretch me thin between their wants and needs and that of the others who do the same. Again another story for another time.

For the record, I never ever intend to harm another person, animal, or myself with them. The only time the first two will ever have to happen is if it's a no other option situation for defending myself/someone else.

Thanks for hearing me out, and making me feel better Slap.

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i can understand the reasoning behind it, but essentially making someone choose gun ownership over their own mental health is fucked up. i own guns as well so i sympathize with your situation.

i took my own advice and started seeing a therapist. first sesh was a few days ago, and i dont know if it was just because it was the first one, or if my therapist just isn't very good, but i left feeling a lot worse than i did going in. all i did was talk about myself for 45 minutes while she took notes and made comments like "thats a shame." once in a while. im a pretty logical thinking person, so i can't put my faith in something if i cant understand how it works, or see the necessary steps to reach the goal. i dont see how talking to someone who doesnt talk back is going to help me at all. she never gave me anything to work on, or made suggestions for how i can help myself when im having a hard time. she basically made me feel like i was talking too much and taking up too much of her time, then handed me her card on the way out and told me i could text her if i needed to, but only if i really needed to. i got the vibe that she didn't want me bothering her and i wont. i got in my car pissed off and felt like i just need to toughen the fuck up.

im going to give it another shot, but if the next session doesnt improve im either calling it quits or searching for another therapist somewhere else.

You’re still in the discovery stage. One thing I’ll tell you is that until you start challenging your therapist for more interaction they won’t just hand it to you. The other thing is that talking about yourself (which I really struggle with) is the therapy and the therapist is just there to reflect your musings. They’ll interject when you reach something.

I really struggle with it because I don’t want to talk about myself but I’m getting more comfortable with it and I’m realising a whole bunch of shit I do to avoid addressing other shit.

It’s still early days for me but I’m gonna stick with it. If you really don’t like your therapist after a few sessions try someone else but don’t expect them to life coach you, it’s a different thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on November 03, 2018, 01:03:30 AM

Sobriety is a god damn nightmare.

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Thanks man and to well everyone for the advice. Hopefully, I don't blow up your inbox. Kidding, but in all seriousness thanks.

To PB and Soda, I have considered looking into it, but the main reason I haven't pursued it is because I like and own guns. Where I'm from, the second you start going down that path they take em away. I see my gun collection as a kind of symbol of my hard work, and getting those taken away would just make my mental state worse. One of my favorite things that I do is go hit the range with my dad and my brother, two of the people that really make me honestly forget my problems I'm having. They're some of the few people that make me feel as if though my existence alone is enough for them to be happy. Not to say that too many people in my life ask something of me, but that there are certain people that do ask so much of me. And because the constantly ask so much, it stretch me thin between their wants and needs and that of the others who do the same. Again another story for another time.

For the record, I never ever intend to harm another person, animal, or myself with them. The only time the first two will ever have to happen is if it's a no other option situation for defending myself/someone else.

Thanks for hearing me out, and making me feel better Slap.

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i can understand the reasoning behind it, but essentially making someone choose gun ownership over their own mental health is fucked up. i own guns as well so i sympathize with your situation.

i took my own advice and started seeing a therapist. first sesh was a few days ago, and i dont know if it was just because it was the first one, or if my therapist just isn't very good, but i left feeling a lot worse than i did going in. all i did was talk about myself for 45 minutes while she took notes and made comments like "thats a shame." once in a while. im a pretty logical thinking person, so i can't put my faith in something if i cant understand how it works, or see the necessary steps to reach the goal. i dont see how talking to someone who doesnt talk back is going to help me at all. she never gave me anything to work on, or made suggestions for how i can help myself when im having a hard time. she basically made me feel like i was talking too much and taking up too much of her time, then handed me her card on the way out and told me i could text her if i needed to, but only if i really needed to. i got the vibe that she didn't want me bothering her and i wont. i got in my car pissed off and felt like i just need to toughen the fuck up.

im going to give it another shot, but if the next session doesnt improve im either calling it quits or searching for another therapist somewhere else.

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You’re still in the discovery stage. One thing I’ll tell you is that until you start challenging your therapist for more interaction they won’t just hand it to you. The other thing is that talking about yourself (which I really struggle with) is the therapy and the therapist is just there to reflect your musings. They’ll interject when you reach something.

I really struggle with it because I don’t want to talk about myself but I’m getting more comfortable with it and I’m realising a whole bunch of shit I do to avoid addressing other shit.

It’s still early days for me but I’m gonna stick with it. If you really don’t like your therapist after a few sessions try someone else but don’t expect them to life coach you, it’s a different thing.

I've seen therapists and counselors in the past and they've always helped with whatever issues I had with no struggles. I think it's just this lady. I went in and gave it 100%, but I felt like I was just an inconvenience to her.

This is just a weird guess, but there's a chance she pegged me as a right winger and that put her of. I said something about me dad being in the gun business and just about everyone associates gun owners with right wing politics. I went on her website and she's had a lot of things published about Trump and how the republican party is destroying the world.

It's a stupid guess, but I can't understand why she had such an unpleasant vibe.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 03, 2018, 10:56:23 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on November 03, 2018, 01:03:30 AM

Sobriety is a god damn nightmare.

Can be, for sure, buddy. How long have you been sober and what are your doing to make it better?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on November 03, 2018, 04:16:42 PM

  Trust your insticts i say.  i was right.  i'm hanging out with the scum of the earth.    Fucks sakes.

Title: Re: real confessions
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Thanks man and to well everyone for the advice. Hopefully, I don't blow up your inbox. Kidding, but in all seriousness thanks.

To PB and Soda, I have considered looking into it, but the main reason I haven't pursued it is because I like and own guns. Where I'm from, the second you start going down that path they take em away. I see my gun collection as a kind of symbol of my hard work, and getting those taken away would just make my mental state worse. One of my favorite things that I do is go hit the range with my dad and my brother, two of the people that really make me honestly forget my problems I'm having. They're some of the few people that make me feel as if though my existence alone is enough for them to be happy. Not to say that too many people in my life ask something of me, but that there are certain people that do ask so much of me. And because the constantly ask so much, it stretch me thin between their wants and needs and that of the others who do the same. Again another story for another time.

For the record, I never ever intend to harm another person, animal, or myself with them. The only time the first two will ever have to happen is if it's a no other option situation for defending myself/someone else.

Thanks for hearing me out, and making me feel better Slap.

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i can understand the reasoning behind it, but essentially making someone choose gun ownership over their own mental health is fucked up. i own guns as well so i sympathize with your situation.

i took my own advice and started seeing a therapist. first sesh was a few days ago, and i dont know if it was just because it was the first one, or if my therapist just isn't very good, but i left feeling a lot worse than i did going in. all i did was talk about myself for 45 minutes while she took notes and made comments like "thats a shame." once in a while. im a pretty logical thinking person, so i can't put my faith in something if i cant understand how it works, or see the necessary steps to reach the goal. i dont see how talking to someone who doesnt talk back is going to help me at all. she never gave me anything to work on, or made suggestions for how i can help myself when im having a hard time. she basically made me feel like i was talking too much and taking up too much of her time, then handed me her card on the way out and told me i could text her if i needed to, but only if i really needed to. i got the vibe that she didn't want me bothering her and i wont. i got in my car pissed off and felt like i just need to toughen the fuck up.

im going to give it another shot, but if the next session doesnt improve im either calling it quits or searching for another therapist somewhere else.

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You’re still in the discovery stage. One thing I’ll tell you is that until you start challenging your therapist for more interaction they won’t just hand it to you. The other thing is that talking about yourself (which I really struggle with) is the therapy and the therapist is just there to reflect your musings. They’ll interject when you reach something.

I really struggle with it because I don’t want to talk about myself but I’m getting more comfortable with it and I’m realising a whole bunch of shit I do to avoid addressing other shit.

It’s still early days for me but I’m gonna stick with it. If you really don’t like your therapist after a few sessions try someone else but don’t expect them to life coach you, it’s a different thing.

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I've seen therapists and counselors in the past and they've always helped with whatever issues I had with no struggles. I think it's just this lady. I went in and gave it 100%, but I felt like I was just an inconvenience to her.

This is just a weird guess, but there's a chance she pegged me as a right winger and that put her of. I said something about me dad being in the gun business and just about everyone associates gun owners with right wing politics. I went on her website and she's had a lot of things published about Trump and how the republican party is destroying the world.

It's a stupid guess, but I can't understand why she had such an unpleasant vibe.

  She does get paid right?  Sometimes money can taint things.  Her practice could in bad faith, she might not give a fuck generally.  People like that can become uncomfortable around caring , 'aware' types (like yourself possibly) cause you threaten and  insult there despicable ways. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on November 05, 2018, 02:34:41 AM

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Bolsarono really following the rules of fascism 101 to a t
It d almist be funny if it wasnt a tragic/ a scary

it's happening, just got punched for screaming against his followers last night

Title: Re: real confessions
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Thanks man and to well everyone for the advice. Hopefully, I don't blow up your inbox. Kidding, but in all seriousness thanks.

To PB and Soda, I have considered looking into it, but the main reason I haven't pursued it is because I like and own guns. Where I'm from, the second you start going down that path they take em away. I see my gun collection as a kind of symbol of my hard work, and getting those taken away would just make my mental state worse. One of my favorite things that I do is go hit the range with my dad and my brother, two of the people that really make me honestly forget my problems I'm having. They're some of the few people that make me feel as if though my existence alone is enough for them to be happy. Not to say that too many people in my life ask something of me, but that there are certain people that do ask so much of me. And because the constantly ask so much, it stretch me thin between their wants and needs and that of the others who do the same. Again another story for another time.

For the record, I never ever intend to harm another person, animal, or myself with them. The only time the first two will ever have to happen is if it's a no other option situation for defending myself/someone else.

Thanks for hearing me out, and making me feel better Slap.

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i can understand the reasoning behind it, but essentially making someone choose gun ownership over their own mental health is fucked up. i own guns as well so i sympathize with your situation.

i took my own advice and started seeing a therapist. first sesh was a few days ago, and i dont know if it was just because it was the first one, or if my therapist just isn't very good, but i left feeling a lot worse than i did going in. all i did was talk about myself for 45 minutes while she took notes and made comments like "thats a shame." once in a while. im a pretty logical thinking person, so i can't put my faith in something if i cant understand how it works, or see the necessary steps to reach the goal. i dont see how talking to someone who doesnt talk back is going to help me at all. she never gave me anything to work on, or made suggestions for how i can help myself when im having a hard time. she basically made me feel like i was talking too much and taking up too much of her time, then handed me her card on the way out and told me i could text her if i needed to, but only if i really needed to. i got the vibe that she didn't want me bothering her and i wont. i got in my car pissed off and felt like i just need to toughen the fuck up.

im going to give it another shot, but if the next session doesnt improve im either calling it quits or searching for another therapist somewhere else.

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You’re still in the discovery stage. One thing I’ll tell you is that until you start challenging your therapist for more interaction they won’t just hand it to you. The other thing is that talking about yourself (which I really struggle with) is the therapy and the therapist is just there to reflect your musings. They’ll interject when you reach something.

I really struggle with it because I don’t want to talk about myself but I’m getting more comfortable with it and I’m realising a whole bunch of shit I do to avoid addressing other shit.

It’s still early days for me but I’m gonna stick with it. If you really don’t like your therapist after a few sessions try someone else but don’t expect them to life coach you, it’s a different thing.

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I've seen therapists and counselors in the past and they've always helped with whatever issues I had with no struggles. I think it's just this lady. I went in and gave it 100%, but I felt like I was just an inconvenience to her.

This is just a weird guess, but there's a chance she pegged me as a right winger and that put her of. I said something about me dad being in the gun business and just about everyone associates gun owners with right wing politics. I went on her website and she's had a lot of things published about Trump and how the republican party is destroying the world.

It's a stupid guess, but I can't understand why she had such an unpleasant vibe.

Oh with that information I’d say find another therapist

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 06, 2018, 07:23:27 AM

Cupsoles over vulc.

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Thanks man and to well everyone for the advice. Hopefully, I don't blow up your inbox. Kidding, but in all seriousness thanks.

To PB and Soda, I have considered looking into it, but the main reason I haven't pursued it is because I like and own guns. Where I'm from, the second you start going down that path they take em away. I see my gun collection as a kind of symbol of my hard work, and getting those taken away would just make my mental state worse. One of my favorite things that I do is go hit the range with my dad and my brother, two of the people that really make me honestly forget my problems I'm having. They're some of the few people that make me feel as if though my existence alone is enough for them to be happy. Not to say that too many people in my life ask something of me, but that there are certain people that do ask so much of me. And because the constantly ask so much, it stretch me thin between their wants and needs and that of the others who do the same. Again another story for another time.

For the record, I never ever intend to harm another person, animal, or myself with them. The only time the first two will ever have to happen is if it's a no other option situation for defending myself/someone else.

Thanks for hearing me out, and making me feel better Slap.

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i can understand the reasoning behind it, but essentially making someone choose gun ownership over their own mental health is fucked up. i own guns as well so i sympathize with your situation.

i took my own advice and started seeing a therapist. first sesh was a few days ago, and i dont know if it was just because it was the first one, or if my therapist just isn't very good, but i left feeling a lot worse than i did going in. all i did was talk about myself for 45 minutes while she took notes and made comments like "thats a shame." once in a while. im a pretty logical thinking person, so i can't put my faith in something if i cant understand how it works, or see the necessary steps to reach the goal. i dont see how talking to someone who doesnt talk back is going to help me at all. she never gave me anything to work on, or made suggestions for how i can help myself when im having a hard time. she basically made me feel like i was talking too much and taking up too much of her time, then handed me her card on the way out and told me i could text her if i needed to, but only if i really needed to. i got the vibe that she didn't want me bothering her and i wont. i got in my car pissed off and felt like i just need to toughen the fuck up.

im going to give it another shot, but if the next session doesnt improve im either calling it quits or searching for another therapist somewhere else.

[close]

You’re still in the discovery stage. One thing I’ll tell you is that until you start challenging your therapist for more interaction they won’t just hand it to you. The other thing is that talking about yourself (which I really struggle with) is the therapy and the therapist is just there to reflect your musings. They’ll interject when you reach something.

I really struggle with it because I don’t want to talk about myself but I’m getting more comfortable with it and I’m realising a whole bunch of shit I do to avoid addressing other shit.

It’s still early days for me but I’m gonna stick with it. If you really don’t like your therapist after a few sessions try someone else but don’t expect them to life coach you, it’s a different thing.

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I've seen therapists and counselors in the past and they've always helped with whatever issues I had with no struggles. I think it's just this lady. I went in and gave it 100%, but I felt like I was just an inconvenience to her.

This is just a weird guess, but there's a chance she pegged me as a right winger and that put her of. I said something about me dad being in the gun business and just about everyone associates gun owners with right wing politics. I went on her website and she's had a lot of things published about Trump and how the republican party is destroying the world.

It's a stupid guess, but I can't understand why she had such an unpleasant vibe.

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Oh with that information I’d say find another therapist

it takes a lot of people a lot of searching to find the right therapist. its definitely one of the biggest problems with getting into therapy in the first place. so many people have bad experiences after seeing one or two and turn away forever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on November 07, 2018, 05:37:53 AM

Not the worst idea to talk to real friends who dont want money.  Being in the forest especially needled trees or a day spent sea side exploring.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nopes on November 07, 2018, 11:16:17 AM

Quote from: givecigstosurfgroms on November 07, 2018, 05:37:53 AM

Not the worst idea to talk to real friends who dont want money.  Being in the forest especially needled trees or a day spent sea side exploring.

this is true but often times we dont have close enough friends to share this type of stuff. especially with men, its often difficult to share feelings that might be perceived as weakness in our society. i often joke with my therapist about how i feel like im basically paying for a friend.

thank you for discussing it here though. the more we normalize being able to talk about this stuff the sooner we will be comfortable talking about it in real life too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: playemright on November 07, 2018, 02:28:35 PM

You just gotta spread your problems onto other people, the more the better so you dont put all your negative on one person, sucks but thats how it works. Therapist aint really shit, just people, usually complete wierdos with thier own problems. If you got super secret stuff you dont wanna tell friends just dump it on strangers you run into. People in therapy will tell you to go that route mostly for self confirmation, see above, nothing wrong with trying it. Best you can do though is spread your problems around and take in other peoples problems, sex of the souls.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on November 08, 2018, 03:54:50 PM

Quote from: playemright on November 07, 2018, 02:28:35 PM

You just gotta spread your problems onto other people, the more the better so you dont put all your negative on one person, sucks but thats how it works. Therapist aint really shit, just people, usually complete wierdos with thier own problems. If you got super secret stuff you dont wanna tell friends just dump it on strangers you run into. People in therapy will tell you to go that route mostly for self confirmation, see above, nothing wrong with trying it. Best you can do though is spread your problems around and take in other peoples problems, sex of the souls.

I find this post poetic and kind of beautiful but maybe too socially dependant for moi.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on November 09, 2018, 06:04:34 AM

Quote from: playemright on November 07, 2018, 02:28:35 PM

You just gotta spread your problems onto other people, the more the better so you dont put all your negative on one person, sucks but thats how it works. Therapist aint really shit, just people, usually complete wierdos with thier own problems. If you got super secret stuff you dont wanna tell friends just dump it on strangers you run into. People in therapy will tell you to go that route mostly for self confirmation, see above, nothing wrong with trying it. Best you can do though is spread your problems around and take in other peoples problems, sex of the souls.

this is exactly why i don’t engage in small talk with strangers

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this is exactly why i don’t engage in small talk with strangers

   Its not like most stranger small talk is about bitching.  If you only meet friends thru ur social group you're only half actualized.  "There are no strangers here. Only friends who haven't met yet"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: playemright on November 11, 2018, 05:19:41 PM

Well I only dump my super secrets on random girls, I dunno why, it feels like they're more understanding. But they probably go on twitter later and tell everyone they ran into a creepy who spilled his guts. But I actually dont have any secrets left anymore, feels pretty good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on November 11, 2018, 07:16:15 PM

What’s your social security number? Don’t keep any secrets from us dude

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on November 11, 2018, 07:24:49 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on November 11, 2018, 07:16:15 PM

What’s your social security number? Don’t keep any secrets from us dude

And your mother's maiden name?!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CoMpLeMeNts4U on November 12, 2018, 04:50:52 PM

I watched someone back into a person's car in the parking garage where I live big truck he fully smashed a small cars bumper. I pretended not to notice and he drove off. I had taken note of his plate and I left a note on the vehicle so and so hit your car. I went to my apartment and then felt like a snitch so I went and removed the note. Then after some thinking felt bad so I went to put it back again and the smashed car was gone. I don't know if I did the right thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on November 12, 2018, 05:09:58 PM

Quote from: CoMpLeMeNts4U on November 12, 2018, 04:50:52 PM

I watched someone back into a person's car in the parking garage where I live big truck he fully smashed a small cars bumper. I pretended not to notice and he drove off. I had taken note of his plate and I left a note on the vehicle so and so hit your car. I went to my apartment and then felt like a snitch so I went and removed the note. Then after some thinking felt bad so I went to put it back again and the smashed car was gone. I don't know if I did the right thing.

I think leaving the note is the right thing, for sure.  Fuck that hit and run guy.  Do you still have the note so you can put it back on the car if you see it again?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on November 12, 2018, 05:11:59 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on November 03, 2018, 01:03:30 AM

Sobriety is a god damn nightmare.

I'm constantly wishing I knew what it's like to be able to enjoy life sober.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nopes on November 12, 2018, 05:32:51 PM

Quote from: playemright on November 11, 2018, 05:19:41 PM

Well I only dump my super secrets on random girls, I dunno why, it feels like they're more understanding. But they probably go on twitter later and tell everyone they ran into a creepy who spilled his guts. But I actually dont have any secrets left anymore, feels pretty good.

probably wondering why dudes treat them like their mother

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: playemright on November 12, 2018, 07:08:12 PM

Quote from: nopes on November 12, 2018, 05:32:51 PM

Quote from: playemright on November 11, 2018, 05:19:41 PM

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Well I only dump my super secrets on random girls, I dunno why, it feels like they're more understanding. But they probably go on twitter later and tell everyone they ran into a creepy who spilled his guts. But I actually dont have any secrets left anymore, feels pretty good.

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probably wondering why dudes treat them like their mother

Can u help me find my mom? I'm lost. Mom? MOM!? MOOOOOM!!???
(https://c8.alamy.com/comp/BMEP26/a-boy-in-a-grocery-store-BMEP26.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monkey_Mcpott on November 12, 2018, 09:04:06 PM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on November 12, 2018, 08:47:35 PM

I sort of have a thing for my supervisor at work, I want to act on it but I know it has bad news written all over it.

Always bad news.....Always.

My boss from an old employer was having a fling with an employee. I kinda heard about it but didn't really care. I had quit and relocated before I found out that the rumors were actually true. So it turns out that they were messing around at work and would sometimes meet at the parking lot after hours. They were both married by the way so idk if this is even pertains to your situation but one night the husband of the employee got wind of the affair and met up with them while they were in the middle of hooking up at the parking lot. The husband had brought a knife and had stabbed him repeatedly. He was taken to the hospital and recovered from his wounds but was obviously fired after spending 18 years at the company. Needless to say this is the worst case scenario but if you're both single disregard any of this and go for it, at the end of the day they would be more at fault than you if anything does happen.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fs overkrook on November 12, 2018, 09:30:22 PM

I blew Steve Brandi

His dick is tiny

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on November 13, 2018, 01:46:25 AM

We need small hard evidence if any of us are to believe you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on November 13, 2018, 04:24:05 AM

I drank too much coffee without eating anything, vomited in the break room and got sent home at like 8 AM. People thought I had the flu.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Smartass on November 13, 2018, 06:42:50 AM

Quote from: Pigeon on November 13, 2018, 04:24:05 AM

I drank too much coffee without eating anything, vomited in the break room and got sent home at like 8 AM. People thought I had the flu.

I believe if you live in Cali and you get sent home for something, you get a half day's worth of pay. So if that's your situation, that sounds pretty good to me.

If not, at least you got the day off and can go do whatever you want with it, just sucks missing out on that pay.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on November 13, 2018, 06:57:40 PM

I keep one of those jack vale fart-makers in my desk at work and every once in a while I’ll make a huge, wet fart noise just to fuck with everyone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on November 13, 2018, 07:31:40 PM

(https://media.tenor.com/images/f1db0fe376410a49d61b96fe68118d90/tenor.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 13, 2018, 09:00:56 PM

Quote from: childhood on November 12, 2018, 05:11:59 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on November 03, 2018, 01:03:30 AM

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Sobriety is a god damn nightmare.

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I'm constantly wishing I knew what it's like to be able to enjoy life sober.

Yeah, been sober for some years now. Gets pretty fucking though most of the times. I have, pretty much, given up on any hope of happiness, just trying not to lose the fight against anxiety.

Remember that I have not been lazy on getting things done: got a degree, job in corporate, have a nice place, just got my lisence back, have a girl to hang around with, work out four times a week. These things did, indeed, provide an amount of self respect, but not a lot of happiness. However, I am sober and should not take that for granted. I mean, it’s not like any of us were happy during fiend years, any way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on November 15, 2018, 05:29:53 AM

  Once you've quit 100 percent and realized heroin or whatever other class a you were hooked on isn't a realistic option you may as well stop giving your old habit any consideration at all. -  Get rid of the baggage.  I'm not an addict, personally, I just used to have an issue.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 15, 2018, 11:02:55 AM

Getting rid of that baggage is way harder than kicking the habit. That's why people fall back. Very hard to fix those broken parts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on November 16, 2018, 07:56:55 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on November 15, 2018, 11:02:55 AM

Getting rid of that baggage is way harder than kicking the habit. That's why people fall back. Very hard to fix those broken parts.

It's why I think Jim Greco keeps making these skate films and looks miserable doing them. Filling the void is a nightmare in it's own right.



Hammers, dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on November 19, 2018, 02:05:23 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on November 16, 2018, 07:56:55 AM

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Getting rid of that baggage is way harder than kicking the habit. That's why people fall back. Very hard to fix those broken parts.

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It's why I think Jim Greco keeps making these skate films and looks miserable doing them. Filling the void is a nightmare in it's own right.



Hammers, dude.

  This is what I'm talking about.  Most former heroin addicts are basically obsessed with they're former addiction. (Not talking about ibkraki).  -just being d queens.  There is no void, -thats just pycho bable. (Imo)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 19, 2018, 10:01:06 AM

Yeah, its really common to identify too much with one's former self. I'm guessing erasing your entire life without getting a new identity is scary. I wish I had something good to say, but I have nothing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: playemright on November 19, 2018, 02:49:46 PM

Heroin was kinda booty to me. I just wonder why heroin users are always so sad, were you guys sad before starting?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on November 20, 2018, 05:50:01 AM

Quote from: playemright on November 19, 2018, 02:49:46 PM

Heroin was kinda booty to me. I just wonder why heroin users are always so sad, were you guys sad before starting?

 Pycho analisis seems to try to dictate that all heroin addicts become addicted because they have a certain type of problem before the addiction and their filling some unique kind of void but thats like saying heroin only feels good for a limited segment of society.  Heroin feels good no matter who the fuck you are.  Its just if your dumb enough to try it once or 3 times. -Its physically addictive to humans period.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tinyboobs on November 20, 2018, 01:12:02 PM

Duh opiates are addictive. I'm saying most heroin people fall into the sad person category, I don't really understand it. Heroin and meth are in the same category for me, the effects suck comparative to how deep the shit seeps into your body. I just wonder why its romanticized n shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tinyboobs on November 21, 2018, 08:27:45 AM

Life's getting pretty boring, I pray for war everyday lol. Gonna just do drugs again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pootie Calrissitang on November 24, 2018, 08:47:52 AM

I started skating when I was 12 and skated up until my early 30's. Managed a local skate shop for a few years in the late 90's and was actually really good.

My 12 year old son discovered skating at the end of 2017 and got his first board last Christmas. Being something that we could do together, I picked one up for myself even though I hadn't skated since he was a baby. Took him to the local skatepark after Christmas and the place was packed out. I went to drop in on one of the 4ft concrete quarters and busted my fucking ass, BAD. Said fuck this and went and sat down, lol.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LegitDude on November 24, 2018, 10:31:55 AM

Quote from: Pootie Calrissitang on November 24, 2018, 08:47:52 AM

I started skating when I was 12 and skated up until my early 30's. Managed a local skate shop for a few years in the late 90's and was actually really good.

My 12 year old son discovered skating at the end of 2017 and got his first board last Christmas. Being something that we could do together, I picked one up for myself even though I hadn't skated since he was a baby. Took him to the local skatepark after Christmas and the place was packed out. I went to drop in on one of the 4ft concrete quarters and busted my fucking ass, BAD. Said fuck this and went and sat down, lol.

Does your son still skate?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pootie Calrissitang on November 24, 2018, 10:54:27 AM

Quote from: LegitDude on November 24, 2018, 10:31:55 AM

Does your son still skate?

He does. He's still in that learning phase though as it's been less than a year since he got his board. I get out there and cruise around with him at the park but only do simple stuff I know I can still do. Makes the dropping in fiasco sting that much more, lol.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: eight two fives on November 24, 2018, 09:20:10 PM

I pulled my dick pretty hard to this. Not my proudest moment.
https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph5be20fddd00b4

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on November 25, 2018, 05:24:40 PM

Quote from: eight two fives on November 24, 2018, 09:20:10 PM

I pulled my dick pretty hard to this. Not my proudest moment.
https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph5be20fddd00b4

If that's bad, then I've got a lot to be ashamed of.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on November 25, 2018, 07:40:59 PM

Watching that took me way back to some of the first porns I watched

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on November 27, 2018, 03:54:01 AM

Good porn.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: guest1 on December 01, 2018, 05:18:42 PM

I can’t do regular kickflips and don’t care anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on December 03, 2018, 07:56:03 AM

My coworker who just moved half way across the world to work with us and claims to have been skating his whole life asked me to lend him a skateboard to get to and from work. That day we were talking and I mentioned something about Lance Mountain to which he said "who's that?".

When he asked again at the end of the day if he could borrow a skateboard I told him I needed them all and I don't like to lend out skateboards. I have 4 full completes currently and probably enough in parts to build 2 more.

Who's Lance Mountain? Sorry, you get no skateboard from me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on December 03, 2018, 08:01:18 AM

I don't know, dude... I don't know who any of those Youlosers are, so it could be a generation thing.

But no, we don't lend boards over here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on December 03, 2018, 08:15:37 AM

Mountain on Remive confirmed

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on December 04, 2018, 06:13:57 AM

i've skated maybe ten times this year because it's become significantly less rewarding both physically and mentally for me, and i don't feel bad about it. skateboarding was a central part of my identity for almost 20 years, so it's weird to feel as apathetic as i have been about it.

however, watching the gx video makes me want to go skate again. that, and the fact that i don't want to get fat

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on December 05, 2018, 09:04:30 AM

i have zipped my dick up in my zipper three times thusfar in life
im 31 so thats like once a decade

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on December 05, 2018, 04:55:50 PM

I lost it at my fam last night - my work has been fucking me over for the last month or so and adding lots of extra stress to my life at the moment (still haven't been paid for Nov.), I guess it had been constantly building up and last night at dinner I just flipped out. It sucks, I'm usually not an angry dude and don't want to fight with my son/ wife and I feel like an arsehole. I smoothed it over with them before bed but it was 100% my fault and totally didn't need to happen .... :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on December 10, 2018, 01:18:03 PM

I posted a hypothetical question in the Tyshawn Jones SOTY thread and accidentally used the word “classy”. I didn’t realize how seriously people took the meaning of that word and I regret posting said hypothetical question... Then later defending it with some strange correlation of a du rag being as classy as my work hat because I had a couple beers.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: behavioralguide on December 11, 2018, 06:49:01 AM

Quote from: smellsdead on December 05, 2018, 09:04:30 AM

i have zipped my dick up in my zipper three times thusfar in life
im 31 so thats like once a decade

you started zipping at the age of 0?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on December 11, 2018, 07:00:32 AM

Quote from: behavioralguide on December 11, 2018, 06:49:01 AM

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i have zipped my dick up in my zipper three times thusfar in life
im 31 so thats like once a decade

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you started zipping at the age of 0?

On average

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: behavioralguide on December 11, 2018, 07:12:06 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on December 11, 2018, 07:00:32 AM

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i have zipped my dick up in my zipper three times thusfar in life
im 31 so thats like once a decade

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you started zipping at the age of 0?

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On average

yea but i feel like you shouldn't include non-zippings years in that average, so say he started zipping at 4 (idk?) then average 'd be 9. then when you turn 90 that 1 extra zip-up accident might kill you so...
then again, do you see yourself zipping up at 90, or even alive?
maybe nobody zips-up in like ten years when elon musk invented auto-zip ups, which would probably only increase the amount of stuck-in-zipper-dick and who would be to blame?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Abyss1 on December 11, 2018, 09:07:13 AM

Its actually kind of dope hearing how people quit riding skate companies.  It's helped me quit jobs for better opportunities, and I even use some of the same shit I heard on 9-Club.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on December 11, 2018, 12:33:03 PM

i dishwash to pay for school and Dustin henry's bunt interview was my inspiration

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jollyoli on December 12, 2018, 02:48:49 AM

I often miss working in kitchens, sure the hours sucked and the longer you chef the bigger an arsehole you become but I miss my "standing all day" leg muscle pop.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on December 15, 2018, 07:02:05 AM

Quote from: Jollyoli on December 12, 2018, 02:48:49 AM

I often miss working in kitchens, sure the hours sucked and the longer you chef the bigger an arsehole you become but I miss my "standing all day" leg muscle pop.

  You can get a 'standing' desk if ur work will allow you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hangontoyourego on December 15, 2018, 06:46:18 PM

Quote from: CrumblingInfrastructure on December 10, 2018, 01:18:03 PM

I posted a hypothetical question in the Tyshawn Jones SOTY thread and accidentally used the word “classy”. I didn’t realize how seriously people took the meaning of that word and I regret posting said hypothetical question... Then later defending it with some strange correlation of a du rag being as classy as my work hat because I had a couple beers.

ha ha ,oh well there’s a lot of anger on that topic . class was a trigger word for sure . good for you for making them even angrier people are hyper sensitive about him whether they like him or hate him . not really sure when the big deal is either way . soty has no bearing on my life of skating so it’s whatever for me .

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pdknox on December 17, 2018, 11:17:06 AM

I skated the nose for over a decade.  no remorse

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on December 21, 2018, 03:47:37 PM

When DVS rebooted last time, I commented on one of their posts. It was something along the lines of, “Does anyone even ride for your shitty company?”

Some old man did and he said that his son is an am for them. It was true.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on December 21, 2018, 07:16:09 PM

watching my KOTR 2012 DVD and caught myself staring at JJ making out with chicks more than the actual chick being kissed

it's chill though

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monkey_Mcpott on December 21, 2018, 08:26:08 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on December 21, 2018, 07:16:09 PM

watching my KOTR 2012 DVD and caught myself staring at JJ making out with chicks more than the actual chick being kissed

it's chill though

Hes a good looking guy. You add his unique skating to the factor and you got a deadly sexy combination. Was bummed on the lack of footage from him in that KOTR though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: slimblumpkin on December 22, 2018, 12:53:52 PM

A lil deeper than not stoked on, these holidays, not a complaint but a confession. So my parents are dicks, punished me too much as a child, never ending, 3 days locked in room for gods name in vain type shit. Caused me to create my own world and dissociate from the idea of family. I like seeing my extended family but when my parents are there I get dead eyes, become mute, enter that safety world, lock up. So my options are not see them, see them and just sit in the corner for 30 mins and leave, or take drugs and go full bawtawd like last year. Im thinking not seeing them. Basically the dissociation of the immediate family is the root of all my problems, I cant even talk to my own brothers without being on drugs. Tried everything to break it, but its too deeply ingrained into my brain, maybe only time will help. Empathy and understanding is the best present you can give to your kids year round. Merry fuckin chrimbus.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on December 22, 2018, 01:43:46 PM

Seasonal depression has me in such a shitty state of mind.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pigeon on December 23, 2018, 04:48:22 AM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on December 22, 2018, 01:43:46 PM

Seasonal depression has me in such a shitty state of mind.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on December 23, 2018, 01:40:55 PM

Quote from: Monkey_Mcpott on December 21, 2018, 08:26:08 PM

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watching my KOTR 2012 DVD and caught myself staring at JJ making out with chicks more than the actual chick being kissed

it's chill though

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Hes a good looking guy. You add his unique skating to the factor and you got a deadly sexy combination. Was bummed on the lack of footage from him in that KOTR though.

His make out style on KOTR was weird as fuck, if I'm remembering right. Like he was having a seizure on the girls or something.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: streetsoup on January 02, 2019, 04:55:31 PM

This trick gets shit on on here, but I really like doing three shuvs. They feel good, even though I cant get the proper wrap for an impossible.
It's always a nice surprise when someone does one of these rather than a 360 flip.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on January 07, 2019, 09:27:14 AM

I watched the Mike Mo episode of Mikey Taylors podcast.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 07, 2019, 02:38:03 PM

still dre just popped up on my radio and i audibly yelled yea nigga (windows rolled up) im white as fuck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 07, 2019, 03:43:58 PM

Quote from: straight on January 07, 2019, 02:38:03 PM

still dre just popped up on my radio and i audibly yelled yea nigga (windows rolled up) im white as fuck

No stress, no seeds, no stems, no sticks!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on January 07, 2019, 04:46:00 PM

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still dre just popped up on my radio and i audibly yelled yea nigga (windows rolled up) im white as fuck

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No stress, no seeds, no stems, no sticks!

Had still dre instrumental as my ring tone that I made through myxertones... for my flip Samsung, no camera. Makes me laugh considering I’m as white as a paper plate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 08, 2019, 03:10:16 AM

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still dre just popped up on my radio and i audibly yelled yea nigga (windows rolled up) im white as fuck

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No stress, no seeds, no stems, no sticks!

[close]

Had still dre instrumental as my ring tone that I made through myxertones... for my flip Samsung, no camera. Makes me laugh considering I’m as white as a paper plate.

Chronic 2001 was THE suburban white kid rap album of the time though. At least it was where I'm from.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 08, 2019, 08:54:29 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on January 07, 2019, 09:27:14 AM

I watched the Mike Mo episode of Mikey Taylors podcast.

You know what you have to do.
(http://journal.noavi.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/11/suicide-pistol.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on January 08, 2019, 08:59:37 AM

Been having some gnarly depersonalization lately, I've gone through this before and it passed  but still sucks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 08, 2019, 11:42:03 AM

been driving around for months with a suspended license because i don’t want to waste 8 hours on a saturday sitting in a classroom with driving rejects

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on January 08, 2019, 11:56:54 AM

Quote from: straight on January 08, 2019, 11:42:03 AM

been driving around for months with a suspended license because i don’t want to waste 8 hours on a saturday sitting in a classroom with driving rejects

I lost (physically misplaced) my license sometime in 2013 and just got a new one about 6 weeks ago. Never encountered a problem. I got in an accident someone else caused, the cop asked for my license and I said I didn't have it with me and he didn't care even a little bit. Drivers licenses are a myth.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 08, 2019, 12:15:00 PM

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been driving around for months with a suspended license because i don’t want to waste 8 hours on a saturday sitting in a classroom with driving rejects

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I lost (physically misplaced) my license sometime in 2013 and just got a new one about 6 weeks ago. Never encountered a problem. I got in an accident someone else caused, the cop asked for my license and I said I didn't have it with me and he didn't care even a little bit. Drivers licenses are a myth.

that’s different .. mine has been revoked from the state of arizona

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 08, 2019, 12:20:07 PM

Quote from: straight on January 08, 2019, 11:42:03 AM

been driving around for months with a suspended license because i don’t want to waste 8 hours on a saturday sitting in a classroom with driving rejects

would you go to jail if they caught you driving? im pretty sure they do that in my state.
saturday driving class sounds a lot better than jail in my opinion.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 08, 2019, 12:23:49 PM

plus, those kinds of classes are usually comedy gold. i had to do a bunch of stupid ass classes when i was on probation and i met some serious characters with incomprehensible levels of stupid.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 08, 2019, 12:29:22 PM

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been driving around for months with a suspended license because i don’t want to waste 8 hours on a saturday sitting in a classroom with driving rejects

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would you go to jail if they caught you driving? im pretty sure they do that in my state.
saturday driving class sounds a lot better than jail in my opinion.

ya they do

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sharkin on January 08, 2019, 12:47:42 PM

Quote from: JB on January 08, 2019, 12:23:49 PM

plus, those kinds of classes are usually comedy gold. i had to do a bunch of stupid ass classes when i was on probation and i met some serious characters with incomprehensible levels of stupid.

I ran into the same levels of stupid in college

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on January 09, 2019, 12:50:15 PM

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been driving around for months with a suspended license because i don’t want to waste 8 hours on a saturday sitting in a classroom with driving rejects

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I lost (physically misplaced) my license sometime in 2013 and just got a new one about 6 weeks ago. Never encountered a problem. I got in an accident someone else caused, the cop asked for my license and I said I didn't have it with me and he didn't care even a little bit. Drivers licenses are a myth.

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that’s different .. mine has been revoked from the state of arizona

What I'm saying is do whatever you want because nothing matters

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on January 09, 2019, 01:03:30 PM

Yea, just don't get caught.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on January 09, 2019, 01:18:30 PM

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been driving around for months with a suspended license because i don’t want to waste 8 hours on a saturday sitting in a classroom with driving rejects

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would you go to jail if they caught you driving? im pretty sure they do that in my state.
saturday driving class sounds a lot better than jail in my opinion.

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ya they do

will be bummed if you get pinched, but ive heard stories of inmates sneaking in phones so maybe if worse comes to worse you could still slap from the big house.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: calvinsdream on January 09, 2019, 02:51:47 PM

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still dre just popped up on my radio and i audibly yelled yea nigga (windows rolled up) im white as fuck

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No stress, no seeds, no stems, no sticks!

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Had still dre instrumental as my ring tone that I made through myxertones... for my flip Samsung, no camera. Makes me laugh considering I’m as white as a paper plate.

Ah man that was me in 04

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: UnfortunateSon on January 09, 2019, 11:55:40 PM

I have come to the conclusion that I don't make situations better, I make them worse.

Things were going great so far, and of course I had to ruin them. Long rundown for you guys, since the last post things have been getting better. The holidays were busy and stressful as all hell, but surprisingly not too bad this year. New year was starting off pretty strong, but I went and ruined it 9 days in. School for the GF started again which means that shit is going to get stressful and alot of the school stuff is going to get pushed on to me. She has a pretty bad and stressful situation going especially with family right now, so school starting up is making shit worse. Normally, every quarter I "help out" by doing some of the shit for her, but I'm not happy about it. There are times where it feels like I'm the one who's in school, and if that's the case then I would've chosen to go to school instead of down the working path.

So this time we get into a pretty big argument when she asks me to do an assignment for her. I call her out on constantly pushing her school responsibilities onto me, and that leads us into this situation.

I know that this definitely protrays her as the bad one, but I'm also just as bad guys. Because of my constant takeing care of her, I have a bad tendency of when someone or something requires my attention that I deem more important, I'll priotize that over her. Sometimes something on her end will come out of left field and I get upset at her for adding another thing to list of shit I do to take care. I feel like shit when I do and I apologise, but it still doesn't make it ok that I get upset when her actions interfere with the things I want to do. To my credi, as I said in an earlier post I do alot to take care of her, but sometimes she even feels that not enough.

I know her situation, I know what she going through, and yet I still act the way I did knowning that it'll only make it worse.

I don't know guys sorry for the long wall. I just feel like shit for making her situation worse, just so I don't have to deal with fucking school bullshit.

On a brighter note I'm still alive and while still depressed, the thoughts haven't come back.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on January 10, 2019, 03:59:32 AM

My psychiatrist and my therapist discharged me for almost 4 months and I do not feel sad like i did or take any more pills. But sometimes I still feel empty and have some existential thoughts from time to time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on January 10, 2019, 04:40:17 AM

Quote from: brucewillis on January 10, 2019, 03:59:32 AM

My psychiatrist and my therapist discharged me for almost 4 months and I do not feel sad like i did or take any more pills. But sometimes I still feel empty and have some existential thoughts from time to time.

That’s pretty cool though. They both saw something inside you that said you could handle yourself and you are. The fact that you’re having these thoughts and pulling yourself away from them is awesome! Keep up the good work, you’re doing amazing!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monkey_Mcpott on January 10, 2019, 07:37:58 AM

I actually love doing laundry....

I hate cooking.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on January 10, 2019, 08:31:59 AM

I watched Sk8trixxx (sp?) last night.  Pancho with the curtains part surprised me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on January 10, 2019, 08:34:36 AM

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My psychiatrist and my therapist discharged me for almost 4 months and I do not feel sad like i did or take any more pills. But sometimes I still feel empty and have some existential thoughts from time to time.

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That’s pretty cool though. They both saw something inside you that said you could handle yourself and you are. The fact that you’re having these thoughts and pulling yourself away from them is awesome! Keep up the good work, you’re doing amazing!

Thanks mate! Pills sucks it made me lose the will to go skate and shit. Now i'm getting back on my board

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: calvinsdream on January 10, 2019, 10:43:06 AM

Quote from: brucewillis on January 10, 2019, 03:59:32 AM

My psychiatrist and my therapist discharged me for almost 4 months and I do not feel sad like i did or take any more pills. But sometimes I still feel empty and have some existential thoughts from time to time.

I hope I get to that point someday. I've been on medication steady for about 4 years and it's given me a lot of improvement, but I just don't want it to be forever I guess?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on January 11, 2019, 03:06:53 AM

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My psychiatrist and my therapist discharged me for almost 4 months and I do not feel sad like i did or take any more pills. But sometimes I still feel empty and have some existential thoughts from time to time.

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I hope I get to that point someday. I've been on medication steady for about 4 years and it's given me a lot of improvement, but I just don't want it to be forever I guess?

You will get better, just stay strong pal!

Title: real confessions
Post by: Warnerfow on January 13, 2019, 06:06:18 AM

I havent seen the AUTOart version - but having taken one of these apart I can say they have heaps of detail - including the working suspension- not easy to take something like this apart with that much detail- AUTOart often dont add parts you cant see - AR seem to have included most things - the chassis is Diecast and separate from the body - just like the real thing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 13, 2019, 06:32:15 PM

i delete 50% of my posts i write before hitting the post button cuz i think it’s funny but realize no one else does

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on January 14, 2019, 09:53:11 PM

Quote from: straight on January 13, 2019, 06:32:15 PM

i delete 50% of my posts i write before hitting the post button cuz i think it’s funny but realize no one else does

replace 50% with 95% and change the reason - because in my head I think no one cares and I honestly don't even care myself. I guess I care enough to keep up with skating but not enough to talk about it with strangers on the internet

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on January 15, 2019, 08:38:44 AM

I delete 90% cause I want to stay on the right side of history

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joclo on January 15, 2019, 03:39:00 PM

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been driving around for months with a suspended license because i don’t want to waste 8 hours on a saturday sitting in a classroom with driving rejects

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I lost (physically misplaced) my license sometime in 2013 and just got a new one about 6 weeks ago. Never encountered a problem. I got in an accident someone else caused, the cop asked for my license and I said I didn't have it with me and he didn't care even a little bit. Drivers licenses are a myth.

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that’s different .. mine has been revoked from the state of arizona

After watching a few episodes of "Live PD" I'm convinced no one in America has a license.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 15, 2019, 04:34:28 PM

i like kanye.. not just his music too, kinda in the same way i like jereme .. they’re just kinda loveable even tho they both are such terrible ppl

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on January 15, 2019, 07:12:21 PM

Quote from: straight on January 15, 2019, 04:34:28 PM

i like kanye.. not just his music too, kinda in the same way i like jereme .. they’re just kinda loveable even tho they both are such terrible ppl

I liked Kanye for a bit,like when he tweeted "I just fucked Kim so hard" I wanted to gnar him. Through the wire was a jam for a bit too.

Joclo sometimes I leave my house without my wallet and drive around all day, I got a cellphone ticket (sitting in traffic answering a call) and the cop asked for my registration and thats it. I have minor luck though,so I can only assume others get busted.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SpankerChief on January 15, 2019, 07:31:45 PM

In the midst of addiction I've sold myself for money, it started off with selling a few of panties and socks those things online and having a sugar daddy. Fast money and decent looks make men swoon.


What most women won't admit age takes it's toll on them. As I had a drug problem I lost everything. Spent 1st few years on the road 97' to 00' figuring it out. After that I had a few contacts for escorts. If you can suck a dick and look decent you're good to go.


 However traveling made thing's easier to certain extent. However trading one business venture to say escort service wasn't a step up. It was good money but chances are if you're young you'll be sexually assaulted if you don't have protection i.e. razor or blade. It really shows me how low people are in the bed. Had a lawyer dude want to fuck my feet?! Of all places?! It was weird as shit.

I met my man at a Unholy Grave show summer of 09' in Berkeley CA and it was fireworks from there.  He knew stories about me and told me, if You really want me you gotta stop that shit he played ignorant for awhile but I had to get sober as well the money it's SOOOOOOOO easy being an escort but the risk and my man's heart isn't worth it. I admit in times of being tough I've done things that he'd be bummed about. He's been so good to me and I don't want to fuck this up.

 Since 2010 to recently I've been sober and have a kinda soulsucking job but it could be worse. Like sucking dick kinda worse but as they say in AA one day at a time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on January 15, 2019, 08:51:03 PM

Were you a dominatrix or something?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on January 15, 2019, 10:22:01 PM

you say fucking feet like it’s a bad thing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 15, 2019, 10:44:00 PM

spankerchief, a character in a stan novel

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SpankerChief on January 16, 2019, 07:19:12 AM

Quote from: childhood on January 15, 2019, 08:51:03 PM

Were you a dominatrix or something?

Yeah I had a girlfriend who showed me what to do. We'd go over things together if shit got weird we'd have an exit strategy, and it was interesting no less. It's a sketchy lifestyle that have terrible consequences. I miss the money but my self-respect is worth way more.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SpankerChief on January 16, 2019, 07:46:37 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on January 15, 2019, 10:22:01 PM

you say fucking feet like it’s a bad thing

Umm I'll say this it is easier to deal with when no penetration is involved. BDSM and being a paid bitch was just as addicting.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on January 16, 2019, 08:27:01 AM

Quote from: straight on January 13, 2019, 06:32:15 PM

i delete 50% of my posts i write before hitting the post button cuz i think it’s funny but realize no one else does

Oh you have no idea how much how I do this (even after posting sometimes). We should try having a no filter day where no one using the site can do this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dorknerd on January 17, 2019, 03:24:05 AM

I like this. I would gladly do it to death. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=L_Cf-ZxDfZA

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: johnes on January 17, 2019, 11:33:46 AM

I’ve been on a slap troll rampage for about a month now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on January 17, 2019, 12:28:18 PM

sometimes I wonder if men find me attractive

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on January 17, 2019, 04:58:53 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on January 17, 2019, 12:28:18 PM

sometimes I wonder if men find me attractive

Post a fit or create a grindr/scruff/growlr account.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on January 18, 2019, 11:50:24 AM

Yeah..."create".

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paul Cicero on January 20, 2019, 01:46:08 AM

I’ve been on an absolutely horrible run of busting a nut too early, I’m like psyched out now and it fucking sucks.

Any tips?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shalom on January 20, 2019, 09:41:17 AM

Quote from: Suit Up! on January 20, 2019, 01:46:08 AM

I’ve been on an absolutely horrible run of busting a nut too early, I’m like psyched out now and it fucking sucks.

Any tips?

think about slap

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: morningcommute on January 20, 2019, 01:02:36 PM

Quote from: Suit Up! on January 20, 2019, 01:46:08 AM

I’ve been on an absolutely horrible run of busting a nut too early, I’m like psyched out now and it fucking sucks.

Any tips?

Just run with it. It will pass, maybe come back, pass again. Fuck it. Just enjoy being able to have the opportunity to shoot off early

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on January 20, 2019, 05:39:27 PM

While ur fucking push in a way like ur tring to get a last bit of piss out.  Its kinda anti sexual (at least for me) and will buy you some time.  Also you can just call time out and smoke some shit and start again.
  Aparently i didnt speak or make any sounds and rarely cried then started to talk by the time i was 4. I remember my 4th birthhday vividly tho.  I remember being fucking amped to be 4.  I remember the 1st housed i lived in and i was a year old when we moved outta there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on January 20, 2019, 05:55:45 PM

Johnny Sins uses promescent

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on January 20, 2019, 09:39:27 PM

I’ve planned out my entire week mid sex just to save me a couple minutes. You got this. Plan some shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bad joke on January 20, 2019, 11:37:23 PM

think about Janet Reno bette Midler and Alex Midler all smearing Nutella on each other and licking it off

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on January 22, 2019, 11:37:15 AM

Quote from: bad joke on January 20, 2019, 11:37:23 PM

think about Janet Reno bette Midler and Alex Midler all smearing Nutella on each other and licking it off

Are you trying to make him jizz forever?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bad joke on January 22, 2019, 02:08:16 PM

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think about Janet Reno bette Midler and Alex Midler all smearing Nutella on each other and licking it off

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Are you trying to make him jizz forever?

and ever

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on January 22, 2019, 07:24:46 PM

I used to think that Wingdings was a real language.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on January 22, 2019, 08:31:59 PM

In middle school I used to seriously believe in that wingdings 9/11 Q33NY conspiracy theory.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 22, 2019, 10:11:09 PM

When I was a kid I thought that sometimes chicks would get pregnant for no reason. Then my homie explained to me that it's impossible without fucking. Oh, well...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on January 23, 2019, 08:40:21 AM

Yeah, pretty much same.
I remember as a kid blatantly laughing in my sister's face when she said she didn't know who got her pregnant, cause I didn't know how pregnancy actually worked. I must have looked like such an asshole.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 23, 2019, 02:37:16 PM

as a kid i thought you could give yourself an std if you weren’t careful with where you made a mess .. couldn’t do it now if i tried but as a youngin, i remember givin myself a facial while layin down and that really freaked me out

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 23, 2019, 02:41:05 PM

just to clarify that was unintentional

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on January 23, 2019, 02:42:21 PM

Quote from: straight on January 23, 2019, 02:37:16 PM

as a kid i thought you could give yourself an std if you weren’t careful with where you made a mess .. couldn’t do it now if i tried but as a youngin, i remember givin myself a facial while layin down and that really freaked me out

I nutted up my nose when I was like 14-15. That was traumatic.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on January 25, 2019, 09:19:18 AM

One Christmas, when I was like 14, I jerked off in a jacuzzi tub at my grandparents house, and like half an hour after I finished my female cousin went in and took a bath. For like 2 weeks I was sweating bullets thinking I'd for sure gotten her pregnant.

*Edit: The same year, I was bored at a relative's house and got the idea that I needed to try to weigh my boner on the bathroom scale (I reiterate: I was 14). I hoisted the scale up onto the bathroom counter, worked myself up to a chub, and right as I was about to plop my dick onto the scale my uncle walks in.

We've never spoken about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: johnes on January 25, 2019, 11:07:45 AM

I used to jack off at catholic school in the bathroom a lot. 8th grade
Thinking of my classmate who i had a crush on and two of the teachers.
Done it in a cemetery office bathroom a few times lol.

Sorry I’m telling y’all about jacking off.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on January 25, 2019, 11:31:46 AM

when i worked at a skateshop for a couple years the summer shifts would get so dreadfully slow that rubbing one out in the bathroom wasn't that big a deal. hubba ads were neat. rubbed one out to an ad with freddy on it once. felt like he was cheering me on with a 40 in hand.


we're all animals

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Owen on January 25, 2019, 12:10:13 PM

Quote from: Peter Zagreus on January 25, 2019, 09:19:18 AM

One Christmas, when I was like 14, I jerked off in a jacuzzi tub at my grandparents house, and like half an hour after I finished my female cousin went in and took a bath. For like 2 weeks I was sweating bullets thinking I'd for sure gotten her pregnant.

*Edit: The same year, I was bored at a relative's house and got the idea that I needed to try to weigh my boner on the bathroom scale (I reiterate: I was 14). I hoisted the scale up onto the bathroom counter, worked myself up to a chub, and right as I was about to plop my dick onto the scale my uncle walks in.

We've never spoken about it.

Jizzing in the hot tub is gross but I'm guessing you don't need to be told that.

Weighing your boner on the other hand is awesome. Provided you weren't jacking it at the point when your uncle walked in I think that's pretty cool. Any guy would be able to appreciate that. Maybe bring it up with him next time you see him.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 25, 2019, 12:41:03 PM

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One Christmas, when I was like 14, I jerked off in a jacuzzi tub at my grandparents house, and like half an hour after I finished my female cousin went in and took a bath. For like 2 weeks I was sweating bullets thinking I'd for sure gotten her pregnant.

*Edit: The same year, I was bored at a relative's house and got the idea that I needed to try to weigh my boner on the bathroom scale (I reiterate: I was 14). I hoisted the scale up onto the bathroom counter, worked myself up to a chub, and right as I was about to plop my dick onto the scale my uncle walks in.

We've never spoken about it.

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Jizzing in the hot tub is gross but I'm guessing you don't need to be told that.

Weighing your boner on the other hand is awesome. Provided you weren't jacking it at the point when your uncle walked in I think that's pretty cool. Any guy would be able to appreciate that. Maybe bring it up with him next time you see him.

Just say "Just take a guess. How much do you think it weighed?"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jewlien Burford on January 25, 2019, 04:29:19 PM

I don't mind skating DGK boards

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 26, 2019, 01:39:36 AM

Quote from: Jewlien Burford on January 25, 2019, 04:29:19 PM

I don't mind skating DGK boards

Does not matter. I got one on 50% sale when I was 26 without even thinking about it. Didn’t like the shape, though.

You're all good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on January 26, 2019, 05:44:35 PM

Ive jacked off in every place ive ever worked. Im not proud of this, im not not proud of this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on January 26, 2019, 06:03:31 PM

I fucked my wife in the back of the shop delivery truck on my lunch break,no one at work knows. It was good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on January 26, 2019, 08:27:55 PM

Quote from: Peter Zagreus on January 25, 2019, 09:19:18 AM

One Christmas, when I was like 14, I jerked off in a jacuzzi tub at my grandparents house, and like half an hour after I finished my female cousin went in and took a bath. For like 2 weeks I was sweating bullets thinking I'd for sure gotten her pregnant.

*Edit: The same year, I was bored at a relative's house and got the idea that I needed to try to weigh my boner on the bathroom scale (I reiterate: I was 14). I hoisted the scale up onto the bathroom counter, worked myself up to a chub, and right as I was about to plop my dick onto the scale my uncle walks in.

We've never spoken about it.

If you could boil being 14 down into two paragraphs and a sentence, this would be it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 26, 2019, 09:28:18 PM

After jerking off, I cri evrytiem

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dorknerd on January 27, 2019, 01:40:47 AM

Once I used wing dings to print a sheet of oms on the printer at work. A couple people reckoned it was good acid.

I got a pair of skate shoes for Christmas that I haven’t worn because the laces are a bit twisted.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on January 27, 2019, 02:54:07 PM

Quote from: Dorknerd on January 27, 2019, 01:40:47 AM

Once I used wing dings to print a sheet of oms on the printer at work. A couple people reckoned it was good acid.

I got a pair of skate shoes for Christmas that I haven’t worn because the laces are a bit twisted.

I lost interest when i realised this confession didnt involve jerking off, thats the theme right now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: honey island on January 29, 2019, 07:13:06 PM

i just turned 30, and have not worked 9-5 mon-fri job for 3 years, i don't intend to anytime soon either

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on January 30, 2019, 04:09:09 AM

Quote from: honey island on January 29, 2019, 07:13:06 PM

i just turned 30, and have not worked 9-5 mon-fri job for 3 years, i don't intend to anytime soon either

Happy birthday fool! I think you’ve got a few years till you’re ready for the “old guys post up here thread”

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 30, 2019, 12:32:00 PM

Quote from: honey island on January 29, 2019, 07:13:06 PM

i just turned 30, and have not worked 9-5 mon-fri job for 3 years, i don't intend to anytime soon either

Happy Birthday, enjoy your gnar and day!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: honey island on January 30, 2019, 03:53:11 PM

thanks g's!


weirdly enough i'm completely fine with turning 30.  ???

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 30, 2019, 10:32:30 PM

I was freaking out about my 30. And 25. And 20...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on January 31, 2019, 04:36:49 PM

I didnt get the job I was trying hard for for the past few months. I came in second. It's a promotional job basically, so I'll still be here seeing the new guy do the things I could be doing. It sucks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on February 01, 2019, 08:58:48 AM

Bummer to hear that h00, keep your head up and don’t let these employers discourage you.





I dropped a bottle of soda sans cap and I blamed it on the cat. He gave me the “what the fuck I thought we were friends” look but we’re not friends.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on February 01, 2019, 06:38:40 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on February 01, 2019, 08:58:48 AM

Bummer to hear that h00, keep your head up and don’t let these employers discourage you.





I dropped a bottle of soda sans cap and I blamed it on the cat. He gave me the “what the fuck I thought we were friends” look but we’re not friends.

I've heard that cat talk about you when you're not around. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on February 01, 2019, 09:53:13 PM

Quote from: Joust Ostrich on February 01, 2019, 06:38:40 PM

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Bummer to hear that h00, keep your head up and don’t let these employers discourage you.





I dropped a bottle of soda sans cap and I blamed it on the cat. He gave me the “what the fuck I thought we were friends” look but we’re not friends.

[close]

I've heard that cat talk about you when you're not around.

dude don’t do this to me right now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joust Ostrich on February 02, 2019, 10:31:34 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on February 01, 2019, 09:53:13 PM

Quote from: Joust Ostrich on February 01, 2019, 06:38:40 PM

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Bummer to hear that h00, keep your head up and don’t let these employers discourage you.





I dropped a bottle of soda sans cap and I blamed it on the cat. He gave me the “what the fuck I thought we were friends” look but we’re not friends.

[close]

I've heard that cat talk about you when you're not around.

[close]

dude don’t do this to me right now

Shalom

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on February 03, 2019, 08:43:16 PM

Might have done some drunk raiding of an unexpectedly plentiful medicine cabinet tonight at a Superbowl party.
It was me at my most Bawtawded. Not proud, but am high.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on February 06, 2019, 12:43:34 PM

Quote from: childhood on February 03, 2019, 08:43:16 PM

Might have done some drunk raiding of an unexpectedly plentiful medicine cabinet tonight at a Superbowl party.
It was me at my most Bawtawded. Not proud, but am high.

Damn you, dog drugs!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: johnes on February 11, 2019, 05:16:06 AM

Sometimes in elementary school I would go to the bathroom and come back and think to myself, “man I don’t wanna be in class I wanna go back out into the hallway and chill”
So I would tell my teacher, “can I go back to the bathroom because I forgot to wipe”

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on February 11, 2019, 05:23:50 PM

My 4th month old son looks like a mini Ben Kadow

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Owen on February 12, 2019, 12:08:26 AM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on February 11, 2019, 05:23:50 PM

My 4th month old son looks like a mini Ben Kadow

Like the PD baby?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on February 12, 2019, 07:50:18 AM

I can't shake the kleptomania from my younger days and steal small things from work constantly. Most times it's nothing practical or useful, but I can't help but feel it's warranted because I'm underpaid.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on February 12, 2019, 12:40:34 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on February 12, 2019, 07:50:18 AM

I can't shake the kleptomania from my younger days and steal small things from work constantly. Most times it's nothing practical or useful, but I can't help but feel it's warranted because I'm underpaid.

What do you take?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on February 12, 2019, 01:33:13 PM

Quote from: JB on February 12, 2019, 12:40:34 PM

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I can't shake the kleptomania from my younger days and steal small things from work constantly. Most times it's nothing practical or useful, but I can't help but feel it's warranted because I'm underpaid.

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What do you take?

“they owe” is how i deal with the guilt

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on February 12, 2019, 02:32:22 PM

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I can't shake the kleptomania from my younger days and steal small things from work constantly. Most times it's nothing practical or useful, but I can't help but feel it's warranted because I'm underpaid.

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What do you take?

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“they owe” is how i deal with the guilt

I work for an arts and crafts store so I’ll take supplies that I won’t even use sometimes. They definitely owe.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on February 12, 2019, 03:29:35 PM

I take so much metal from the shop I work at it's unbelievable my boss doesn't care/know. When I worked at hotels I never had to worry about running out of sugar/coffee or even paper for school. They fuckin owe is right.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on February 12, 2019, 04:49:03 PM

lets just say every job ive ever had has owed...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on February 12, 2019, 06:04:19 PM

Quote from: Owen on February 12, 2019, 12:08:26 AM

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My 4th month old son looks like a mini Ben Kadow

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Like the PD baby?

who is the PD baby? Is he a pissdrunk?
Basically he looks like this: (https://i.imgur.com/kzis8Z7.jpg)
And while I think he's super cute, I can't help but wonder whether or not I should make him a Spazz bib...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paco Supreme on February 13, 2019, 01:23:47 AM

I take shit from work all the time, my old manager used to wheel drums of paint out to his car on a monthly basis

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on February 13, 2019, 02:21:01 AM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on February 12, 2019, 06:04:19 PM

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My 4th month old son looks like a mini Ben Kadow

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Like the PD baby?

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who is the PD baby? Is he a pissdrunk?

(http://blog.shakejunt.com/content/posts/pd-baby.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on February 13, 2019, 08:57:39 AM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on February 12, 2019, 03:29:35 PM

I take so much metal from the shop I work at it's unbelievable my boss doesn't care/know. When I worked at hotels I never had to worry about running out of sugar/coffee or even paper for school. They fuckin owe is right.

  This is a prime example of why speaking up and advocating are essential things.  Not saying shit and stealing makes you complicit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on February 13, 2019, 05:30:52 PM

I think about Mike Tyson at least once a day, everyday for one reason or another. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bad joke on February 13, 2019, 08:39:42 PM

Quote from: johnes on February 11, 2019, 05:16:06 AM

Sometimes in elementary school I would go to the bathroom and come back and think to myself, “man I don’t wanna be in class I wanna go back out into the hallway and chill”
So I would tell my teacher, “can I go back to the bathroom because I forgot to wipe”

yea I do this on first dates its a bumble thing they understand

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ZeGerms on February 15, 2019, 02:02:56 AM

Quote from: straight on February 12, 2019, 01:33:13 PM

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I can't shake the kleptomania from my younger days and steal small things from work constantly. Most times it's nothing practical or useful, but I can't help but feel it's warranted because I'm underpaid.

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What do you take?

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“they owe” is how i deal with the guilt

I worked for an onlinepharmacy, handled the transport from germany to their facility in the netherlands and checked every incoming delivery...mostly for stuff I could use or sell. Damn, carried out so fucking much DUREX Product, Painkillers...everything. Then marked it as missing on the Handlingpapers and blame the companies for it. Never felt guilty, never got caught. THEY FUCKING OWE.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on February 16, 2019, 03:03:45 PM

I haven’t been able to send two pals a care package I promised months ago and it’s been eating me up inside.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on February 16, 2019, 08:38:52 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on February 16, 2019, 03:03:45 PM

I haven’t been able to send two pals a care package I promised months ago and it’s been eating me up inside.

Fuck,you just reminded me I have to mail out a Blessed dvd

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on February 17, 2019, 07:30:04 AM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on February 16, 2019, 08:38:52 PM

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I haven’t been able to send two pals a care package I promised months ago and it’s been eating me up inside.

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Fuck,you just reminded me I have to mail out a Blessed dvd

I still owe you a care package for mine haha.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 17, 2019, 06:57:22 PM

I'm too sad to masturbate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on February 17, 2019, 07:57:33 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 17, 2019, 06:57:22 PM

I'm too sick to masturbate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: weon on February 23, 2019, 12:53:50 AM

I like benihanas

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on February 23, 2019, 03:24:17 PM

My biggest fear about dying is my family discovering my massive porn collection.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on February 23, 2019, 06:34:54 PM

Quote from: Mongoloid on February 23, 2019, 03:24:17 PM

My biggest fear about dying is my family discovering my massive porn collection.

You watch porn with things other than the internet?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on February 24, 2019, 05:24:31 PM

Quote from: Mongoloid on February 23, 2019, 03:24:17 PM

My biggest fear about dying is my family discovering my massive porn collection.

I had an ex like you who was afraid of all the sex toys her parents would find if they ever had to clean out her stuff

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChuckRamone on February 24, 2019, 07:51:29 PM

I miss Gip.

https://youtu.be/Su0Hvt6hTmA

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on February 24, 2019, 08:02:35 PM

Quote from: ChuckRamone on February 24, 2019, 07:51:29 PM

I miss Gip.

https://youtu.be/Su0Hvt6hTmA

I feel like he'll be back online around the summer,don't know why,but I do. Haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on February 25, 2019, 06:15:15 AM

Yeah, bring him back.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on February 25, 2019, 07:31:03 AM

The concept of keeping physical porn mags/dvds is funny to me considering I have a phone but then again I’m an avid skate video collector so I guess I understand to some degree.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on February 25, 2019, 11:29:05 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on February 25, 2019, 07:31:03 AM

The concept of keeping physical porn mags/dvds is funny to me considering I have a phone but then again I’m an avid skate video collector so I guess I understand to some degree.

Skate videos you can show off your friends and family. Pornos not so much.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Baron Samedi on February 25, 2019, 12:32:42 PM

Quote from: h00man on February 25, 2019, 11:29:05 AM

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The concept of keeping physical porn mags/dvds is funny to me considering I have a phone but then again I’m an avid skate video collector so I guess I understand to some degree.

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Skate videos you can show off your friends and family. Pornos not so much.

unless you're the one in them in which case you of course can

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on February 25, 2019, 12:40:33 PM

Quote from: Baron Samedi on February 25, 2019, 12:32:42 PM

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The concept of keeping physical porn mags/dvds is funny to me considering I have a phone but then again I’m an avid skate video collector so I guess I understand to some degree.

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Skate videos you can show off your friends and family. Pornos not so much.

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unless you're the one in them in which case you of course can

do they have porno premiers .. like do you think the pros sit in the back nervously watching for reactions

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: theresnothinghere on February 25, 2019, 07:00:33 PM

Quote from: ChuckRamone on February 24, 2019, 07:51:29 PM

I miss Gip.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on February 25, 2019, 07:42:24 PM

Gip died bombing a hill and was reincarnated as Alexandria Octavia Cortez

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 25, 2019, 10:33:54 PM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on February 25, 2019, 07:42:24 PM

Gip died bombing a hill and was reincarnated as Alexandria Octavia Cortez

Is this the poster or the actual person, if it's the latter Gip looking like a snack

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on February 25, 2019, 10:37:27 PM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on February 25, 2019, 07:42:24 PM

Gip died bombing a hill and was reincarnated as Alexandria Octavia Cortez

I love that girl. She makes old white people very nervous.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Allen. on February 26, 2019, 08:20:14 AM

Pretty sure I’ll never be in a decent relationship again because I have no idea what to talk about and I’m a completely boring individual with little to nothing of substance outside of my knowledge/love of skateboarding and movies/music.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on February 26, 2019, 08:53:00 AM

Quote from: Allen. on February 26, 2019, 08:20:14 AM

Pretty sure I’ll never be in a decent relationship again because I have no idea what to talk about and I’m a completely boring individual with little to nothing of substance outside of my knowledge/love of skateboarding and movies/music.

you'll find someone. i have really don't have much to offer either and my wife thinks im great for some reason. if i can find someone, anyone can.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on March 01, 2019, 07:20:55 PM

Quote from: JB on February 26, 2019, 08:53:00 AM

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Pretty sure I’ll never be in a decent relationship again because I have no idea what to talk about and I’m a completely boring individual with little to nothing of substance outside of my knowledge/love of skateboarding and movies/music.

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you'll find someone. i have really don't have much to offer either and my wife thinks im great for some reason. if i can find someone, anyone can.

Bullshit. I know you mean well, but I honestly hate when people say shit like this. Sorry, I'm grumpy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 02, 2019, 03:42:49 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on March 01, 2019, 07:20:55 PM

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Pretty sure I’ll never be in a decent relationship again because I have no idea what to talk about and I’m a completely boring individual with little to nothing of substance outside of my knowledge/love of skateboarding and movies/music.

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you'll find someone. i have really don't have much to offer either and my wife thinks im great for some reason. if i can find someone, anyone can.

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Bullshit. I know you mean well, but I honestly hate when people say shit like this. Sorry, I'm grumpy.

Yeah, I don't know about that one, either...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on March 03, 2019, 01:16:48 PM

Just sliced some skin on my taint doing some manscaping earlier. The cut's not even all that big or super bloody but it got me shook of principle(https://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/mjcry1.png)

Worse part about it was that I was actually impressed at my own precision just seconds prior, thinking to myself "it's like surgery or those ROTC guys swinging guns around, when the stakes are this high, you just don't miss"...

Next thing I know, I'm standing in the middle of my bathroom like it's the twilight zone on some
(https://thumbs.gfycat.com/WigglyDrearyGeese-max-1mb.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 03, 2019, 10:36:35 PM

Did that shit some years ago, was bleeding all over my hands and my unit. Not a pretty sight. It's pretty amazing how   easy you go into shock when bleeding from balls.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Owen on March 04, 2019, 12:17:54 AM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on March 03, 2019, 01:16:48 PM

Just sliced some skin on my taint doing some manscaping earlier. The cut's not even all that big or super bloody but it got me shook of principle(https://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/mjcry1.png)

Worse part about it was that I was actually impressed at my own precision just seconds prior, thinking to myself "it's like surgery or those ROTC guys swinging guns around, when the stakes are this high, you just don't miss"...

Next thing I know, I'm standing in the middle of my bathroom like it's the twilight zone on some
(https://thumbs.gfycat.com/WigglyDrearyGeese-max-1mb.gif)

DaSk8d00d is back... and bloodier than ever

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on March 04, 2019, 08:19:54 PM

Quote from: Allen. on February 26, 2019, 08:20:14 AM

Pretty sure I’ll never be in a decent relationship again because I have no idea what to talk about and I’m a completely boring individual with little to nothing of substance outside of my knowledge/love of skateboarding and movies/music.

A deep knowledge of movies and music can be appealing. And if you feel like you have no idea what to talk about, then focus instead on listening to and learning about as much as you can about the person you are talking to

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on March 04, 2019, 08:27:31 PM

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Pretty sure I’ll never be in a decent relationship again because I have no idea what to talk about and I’m a completely boring individual with little to nothing of substance outside of my knowledge/love of skateboarding and movies/music.

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you'll find someone. i have really don't have much to offer either and my wife thinks im great for some reason. if i can find someone, anyone can.

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Bullshit. I know you mean well, but I honestly hate when people say shit like this. Sorry, I'm grumpy.

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Yeah, I don't know about that one, either...

I've been in both boats. I absolutely would hate it when people would tell me, "it'll just happen and you won't see it coming". And then it did happen, so I can understand the position JB is in as well. I dunno, maybe it's just dumb luck. My advice, as cliche as it sounds, is that the more you put yourself out there,  the more you have a chance of meeting someone great: create as many free online dating profiles as you can and swipe right on every person on Tindr

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on March 04, 2019, 11:28:08 PM

Thinking of calling child protective services on my gf’s brother.

Gfs brother still uses a ‘switch’ to punish his 3 year old. The excuse of, “that’s how he was raised” is in effect.

He lives in LA so it’s not like he lives on a farm in 1950.

I have no respect for him

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Owen on March 05, 2019, 02:17:30 AM

Quote from: Bagelskate on March 04, 2019, 11:28:08 PM

Thinking of calling child protective services on my gf’s brother.

Gfs brother still uses a ‘switch’ to punish his 3 year old. The excuse of, “that’s how he was raised” is in effect.

He lives in LA so it’s not like he lives on a farm in 1950.

I have no respect for him

What's a switch? I don't have kids but is it really necessary to be punishing 3 year olds?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on March 05, 2019, 02:19:12 AM

Quote from: Owen on March 05, 2019, 02:17:30 AM

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Thinking of calling child protective services on my gf’s brother.

Gfs brother still uses a ‘switch’ to punish his 3 year old. The excuse of, “that’s how he was raised” is in effect.

He lives in LA so it’s not like he lives on a farm in 1950.

I have no respect for him

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What's a switch? I don't have kids but is it really necessary to be punishing 3 year olds?

A tree branch to spank someone with. I agree, it’s dumb punishing someone who doesn’t know they’re doing something wrong.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Owen on March 05, 2019, 02:24:06 AM

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Thinking of calling child protective services on my gf’s brother.

Gfs brother still uses a ‘switch’ to punish his 3 year old. The excuse of, “that’s how he was raised” is in effect.

He lives in LA so it’s not like he lives on a farm in 1950.

I have no respect for him

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What's a switch? I don't have kids but is it really necessary to be punishing 3 year olds?

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A tree branch to spank someone with. I agree, it’s dumb punishing someone who doesn’t know they’re doing something wrong.

That's a tricky one. Totally innaprppriate behaviour in this day and age but calling protective services might be a little bit too severe especially if he finds out it was you. Can you discuss it maturely as adults?

Actually, fuck anyone that beats on kids, report him if in doubt.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on March 05, 2019, 03:10:52 AM

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Thinking of calling child protective services on my gf’s brother.

Gfs brother still uses a ‘switch’ to punish his 3 year old. The excuse of, “that’s how he was raised” is in effect.

He lives in LA so it’s not like he lives on a farm in 1950.

I have no respect for him

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What's a switch? I don't have kids but is it really necessary to be punishing 3 year olds?

[close]

A tree branch to spank someone with. I agree, it’s dumb punishing someone who doesn’t know they’re doing something wrong.

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That's a tricky one. Totally innaprppriate behaviour in this day and age but calling protective services might be a little bit too severe especially if he finds out it was you. Can you discuss it maturely as adults?

Actually, fuck anyone that beats on kids, report him if in doubt.

Exactly. It’s a weird spot

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: theresnothinghere on March 05, 2019, 06:36:12 PM

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Thinking of calling child protective services on my gf’s brother.

Gfs brother still uses a ‘switch’ to punish his 3 year old. The excuse of, “that’s how he was raised” is in effect.

He lives in LA so it’s not like he lives on a farm in 1950.

I have no respect for him

[close]

What's a switch? I don't have kids but is it really necessary to be punishing 3 year olds?

[close]

A tree branch to spank someone with. I agree, it’s dumb punishing someone who doesn’t know they’re doing something wrong.

[close]

That's a tricky one. Totally innaprppriate behaviour in this day and age but calling protective services might be a little bit too severe especially if he finds out it was you. Can you discuss it maturely as adults?

Actually, fuck anyone that beats on kids, report him if in doubt.

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Exactly. It’s a weird spot

Not trying to get super heavy in here but I've been in social work for a few years now. CPS is confidential and they won't tell him who reported him but child abuse has super long term effects on a kid and if he's doing that then he's probably doing a lot of other shit. If you make a report, they most likely won't remove the kid from the home (unless dad is bordering murder) but they can refer him to services and seek out help for the kid. Seriously hope you report him, most likely the dad will be court ordered to take classes and those have a really good rate of keeping abusive parent out of the system.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 05, 2019, 11:04:09 PM

Growing up in Russia, we all got our asses beat and diciplined, some way more. Looking back at it some of it was pretty fucked up. I'd like to say that I'll never beat my (future) kids but the social/cultural heritage runs pretty deep.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitsandwich on March 05, 2019, 11:06:11 PM

That sounds really excessive. I feel like the right thing to do would be to contact cps. What's the guy like? Does he have anger issues or is he cool other than this? Not that is matters if he is, im just curious.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on March 06, 2019, 02:53:24 AM

  Dont hate me cause i dig the slap people but im weirded out by americans.  Im in europe and i meet more of them.  Theyre the weirdest.   Good people at heart or as good as anybody, i just figure the states is pretty affected.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: realife on March 06, 2019, 09:17:49 AM

Dont call cps, thats a huge hassle and can ruin the kids life worse than anything. Be a man and confront him yourself. Ill say this though, my dad beat me, the physical pain didnt affect me, what did affect me was emotional pains of my parents trying to mold me to thier idea of a child and not listining to me ,these things werent why I was beat though, I was usually beat over some dumb shit.. A beating aint nothing compared to that stuff. Plus a fun fact - My high school principle would use a paddle on students (if parents signed off on it) instead of suspensions. Alot a kids got paddled. This was Tennessee but still, it was in the 2000s.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on March 06, 2019, 09:56:32 AM

Quote from: givecigstosurfgroms on March 06, 2019, 02:53:24 AM

  Dont hate me cause i dig the slap people but im weirded out by americans.  Im in europe and i meet more of them.  Theyre the weirdest.   Good people at heart or as good as anybody, i just figure the states is pretty affected.

What about us weirds you out?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: behavioralguide on March 06, 2019, 10:37:59 AM

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  Dont hate me cause i dig the slap people but im weirded out by americans.  Im in europe and i meet more of them.  Theyre the weirdest.   Good people at heart or as good as anybody, i just figure the states is pretty affected.

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What about us weirds you out?

the hospital charging 39.95 bucks for hugging your newborn, for one

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: h00man on March 06, 2019, 01:13:44 PM

Quote from: realife on March 06, 2019, 09:17:49 AM

This was Tennessee but still, it was in the 2000s.

all you had to say

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jakeumms on March 06, 2019, 04:13:39 PM

I got paddled in Texas in the 80s and I thought it was deeply fucked up. My dad signed off on it and he came from a background of generational abuse. I didn't live with him any longer than that one semester and summer.

Anybody who hits a 3 year old is too stupid to fucking parent and desperately needs some kind of classes. Call CPS. A kid's psyche is more important than whether or not your breaking some kind of social rules.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on March 06, 2019, 07:33:08 PM

i nearly sent sharktits money for ganja once

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on March 06, 2019, 08:21:33 PM

I had a pretty dysfunctional childhood, way too many details to put down here as to why it was fucked up but in general, my dad was completely emotionally unavailable and pretty much ignored me for the first 19-20 years of my life, even though he and my mom weren't separated and he came home every day. So basically I had a dad who was always around but never seemed to care too much about me. My mom had/has gnarly PTSD from her father so she was only able to do so much to compensate for my dad's lack of parenting. She also was emotionally unavailable as well and didn't show much affection, and my dad never showed any.  The first time I can remember hugging another human being was when I was 17 because my parents never hugged me and I never hugged anyone before then because it felt to me like something only other people got to do.  Long story short, I coped by forming an avoident attachment style and by never expecting to be loved by anyone. I was very fortunate to have great friends, though,  and my girlfriend is incredible, but I still occasionally have nights where I feel so isolated and alone, and where it feels incredibly uncomfortable to realize that someone (my girlfriend) actually loves me. Tonight is one of those nights.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: theresnothinghere on March 07, 2019, 01:13:21 PM

Quote from: jakeumms on March 06, 2019, 04:13:39 PM

I got paddled in Texas in the 80s and I thought it was deeply fucked up. My dad signed off on it and he came from a background of generational abuse. I didn't live with him any longer than that one semester and summer.

Anybody who hits a 3 year old is too stupid to fucking parent and desperately needs some kind of classes. Call CPS. A kid's psyche is more important than whether or not your breaking some kind of social rules.

For real. There's so much information on child abuse that it's completely stupid in this day and age to feel like it's not "cool" to call CPS when KIDS are being hit. A 3 year old is a fuckin baby. This dude is switching a BABY.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on March 07, 2019, 01:42:58 PM

Quote from: realife on March 06, 2019, 09:17:49 AM

Dont call cps, thats a huge hassle and can ruin the kids life worse than anything. Be a man and confront him yourself. Ill say this though, my dad beat me, the physical pain didnt affect me, what did affect me was emotional pains of my parents trying to mold me to thier idea of a child and not listining to me ,these things werent why I was beat though, I was usually beat over some dumb shit.. A beating aint nothing compared to that stuff. Plus a fun fact - My high school principle would use a paddle on students (if parents signed off on it) instead of suspensions. Alot a kids got paddled. This was Tennessee but still, it was in the 2000s.

My middle school did this and I think it made me develop some crippling anxiety as a kid by just not wanting to get paddled by some fucktard. Hope that dude is dead as hell now and I don’t feel bad in saying that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on March 07, 2019, 06:03:36 PM

I may have shared this before, but it's recently been pressing on my mind again. I can't stand seeing attractive women. I'm not blaming them for anything, but it really emotionally fucks me up seeing women that I'm attracted to because I think about all the experiences I haven't had and probably never will. Then I feel profoundly lonely and incapable of forming close relationships. You know, the usual.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on March 07, 2019, 08:20:05 PM

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  Dont hate me cause i dig the slap people but im weirded out by americans.  Im in europe and i meet more of them.  Theyre the weirdest.   Good people at heart or as good as anybody, i just figure the states is pretty affected.

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What about us weirds you out?

   Well its hard to tell between what im projecting and whats there. And to be fair many people project stuff towards americans.  But there seems to be kind of a loudness happening,  some naivety.  But please remember that im meeting fish out of water and americans abroad would largely be of a certain demographic. Fuck tho for real guys; if your travelling  abroad, tell people ur from Canada - and wait for the smile/sigh of relief you get from europe.     
   ( i got one skater bud from the u s here and hes fine tho)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: theresnothinghere on March 08, 2019, 12:08:59 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on March 07, 2019, 06:03:36 PM

I may have shared this before, but it's recently been pressing on my mind again. I can't stand seeing attractive women. I'm not blaming them for anything, but it really emotionally fucks me up seeing women that I'm attracted to because I think about all the experiences I haven't had and probably never will. Then I feel profoundly lonely and incapable of forming close relationships. You know, the usual.

My best homie is like this. He used to get so nervous that he'd piss himself when he was around people he liked. It was the saddest thing because he's such a cool and sweet person. I feel like people who have been alone for a long time are always the most interesting.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 08, 2019, 12:45:09 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on March 07, 2019, 06:03:36 PM

I may have shared this before, but it's recently been pressing on my mind again. I can't stand seeing attractive women. I'm not blaming them for anything, but it really emotionally fucks me up seeing women that I'm attracted to because I think about all the experiences I haven't had and probably never will. Then I feel profoundly lonely and incapable of forming close relationships. You know, the usual.

I wish I had something good to tell you but I don't really have anything since I'm pretty useless myself.

If it is any help, a shitty person like me found someone, you'll get there too. Sorry for a cliche response but that's all I got.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Owen on March 09, 2019, 02:12:59 PM

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I may have shared this before, but it's recently been pressing on my mind again. I can't stand seeing attractive women. I'm not blaming them for anything, but it really emotionally fucks me up seeing women that I'm attracted to because I think about all the experiences I haven't had and probably never will. Then I feel profoundly lonely and incapable of forming close relationships. You know, the usual.

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My best homie is like this. He used to get so nervous that he'd piss himself when he was around people he liked. It was the saddest thing because he's such a cool and sweet person. I feel like people who have been alone for a long time are always the most interesting.

http://youtu.be/O4zxf7iQ5dw

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on March 11, 2019, 06:35:30 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on March 07, 2019, 06:03:36 PM

I may have shared this before, but it's recently been pressing on my mind again. I can't stand seeing attractive women. I'm not blaming them for anything, but it really emotionally fucks me up seeing women that I'm attracted to because I think about all the experiences I haven't had and probably never will. Then I feel profoundly lonely and incapable of forming close relationships. You know, the usual.

i understand this and even though I’ve had a good amount of sex I still had similar feels in my late 20’s. Do you watch a lot porn? I noticed that I had a calmer view towards women after I chilled on watching hardcore porn (ogling women on instagram is still an issue, but one thing at a time here)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: theresnothinghere on March 11, 2019, 09:04:45 PM

I really fucking miss my mom

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on March 13, 2019, 02:21:22 PM

Quote from: theresnothinghere on March 11, 2019, 09:04:45 PM

I really fucking miss my mom

I'm sorry to hear that.  I can't imagine how painful it must feel to miss her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: benihaha on March 14, 2019, 04:15:09 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on March 07, 2019, 06:03:36 PM

I may have shared this before, but it's recently been pressing on my mind again. I can't stand seeing attractive women. I'm not blaming them for anything, but it really emotionally fucks me up seeing women that I'm attracted to because I think about all the experiences I haven't had and probably never will. Then I feel profoundly lonely and incapable of forming close relationships. You know, the usual.

Listen dude, your gonna have to settle for a fat, ugly, or both. Atleast to lose your virginity and get ur confidence up. I lost my virginity to a fat ugly redhead slut that would glob through mexican clubs taking any dick she could. I didnt tell my friends, but that first fuck sent me on a righteous path. There is just a indescribable feeling after fucking pussy, even if the owner of it is disgusting. I think a fat white girl would pair perfectly with you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: theresnothinghere on March 14, 2019, 06:26:58 PM

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I may have shared this before, but it's recently been pressing on my mind again. I can't stand seeing attractive women. I'm not blaming them for anything, but it really emotionally fucks me up seeing women that I'm attracted to because I think about all the experiences I haven't had and probably never will. Then I feel profoundly lonely and incapable of forming close relationships. You know, the usual.

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Listen dude, your gonna have to settle for a fat, ugly, or both. Atleast to lose your virginity and get ur confidence up. I lost my virginity to a fat ugly redhead slut that would glob through mexican clubs taking any dick she could. I didnt tell my friends, but that first fuck sent me on a righteous path. There is just a indescribable feeling after fucking pussy, even if the owner of it is disgusting. I think a fat white girl would pair perfectly with you.

even being fat and unattractive, you were lucky to fuck that girl, not the other way around because you suck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: benihaha on March 14, 2019, 07:01:36 PM

Well hey if your pretty enough Ill fuck you too, even if you have a dick, so dont be mad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poor alice on March 16, 2019, 08:07:41 PM

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I really fucking miss my mom

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I'm sorry to hear that.  I can't imagine how painful it must feel to miss her.

I can only echo this guys statement too. I hope it's not too hard and if you wanna talk about it or shoot the shit holla at me.

My confession for the month is this.
I'm pretty sure I'm straight but I'm also pretty sure I want to live as a girl, and something I'm going to have to come to terms with is that what I want may / will seriously impact my dating / hook up options with girls.

The confession I actually sought this thread to post was this though;
I genuinely get emotional to the point of my eyes tearing up when I watch or start to watch (or even listen to the songs) Heath parts. Sight Unseen. Minefield. This Is Skateboarding . Stay Gold. :-[

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on March 17, 2019, 08:39:56 AM

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I really fucking miss my mom

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I'm sorry to hear that.  I can't imagine how painful it must feel to miss her.

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My confession for the month is this.
I'm pretty sure I'm straight but I'm also pretty sure I want to live as a girl, and something I'm going to have to come to terms with is that what I want may / will seriously impact my dating / hook up options with girls.

Pardon if I'm intruding or being insensitive, but can you elaborate on wanting to live as a girl who likes girls?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chris gentryfied on March 17, 2019, 08:44:30 AM

it's just like he said, mate.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WDswiT87oo8

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: guest1 on March 17, 2019, 10:00:25 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on March 07, 2019, 06:03:36 PM

I may have shared this before, but it's recently been pressing on my mind again. I can't stand seeing attractive women. I'm not blaming them for anything, but it really emotionally fucks me up seeing women that I'm attracted to because I think about all the experiences I haven't had and probably never will. Then I feel profoundly lonely and incapable of forming close relationships. You know, the usual.

Sorry for late response, but your post does remind me of how I once was.

I understand how you feel because I’ve felt this way too at one point in my life but let me ask you this...is this all built up in your head or have you actually gone out of your way to put yourself out there?  Some guys get anxiety from rejection but if you get passed that anxiety you’ll feel so much better about it.  Just like all of us, you are not going to be everyone’s cup of tea, just like some girls aren’t your cup of tea either.

If you get rejected from someone, don’t internalize it. That seems to be a big factor into why guys lose confidence, but a lot of times it’s not necessarily you. There could be a million other reasons why she’s not interested. Just cut your losses and move on. The more you do this the more confident you get and you start to not feel so anxious about approaching women anymore.  The worst she could say is no and its not like the movies where the girl rolls her eyes and walks away unless you’re being creepy or an asshole to her.

Don’t focus so much on your looks or insecurities.  We all have things that we don’t like about ourselves.  Just be friendly, fun, and confident.  Confidence means A LOT and girls can easily pick up on that.

Do you look at attractive women and say things like “She will never go for a guy like me”. How do you know? Have you ever talked to her? She might be thinking the same thing about you such as “I wish that guy over there will talk to me.”  You don’t know until you try.

At the end of the day it’ll take some time to get the groove of it and you’ll have your ups and downs with it. Just don’t give up. It you keep filling your head with negative thoughts all the time then you’re not going to change. It really is a self-deafeating prophecy.  I found someone eventually and it was all through positive thinking.  Hope this helps.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: redwine on March 17, 2019, 05:32:45 PM

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I really fucking miss my mom

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I'm sorry to hear that.  I can't imagine how painful it must feel to miss her.

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I can only echo this guys statement too. I hope it's not too hard and if you wanna talk about it or shoot the shit holla at me.

My confession for the month is this.
I'm pretty sure I'm straight but I'm also pretty sure I want to live as a girl, and something I'm going to have to come to terms with is that what I want may / will seriously impact my dating / hook up options with girls.

The confession I actually sought this thread to post was this though;
I genuinely get emotional to the point of my eyes tearing up when I watch or start to watch (or even listen to the songs) Heath parts. Sight Unseen. Minefield. This Is Skateboarding . Stay Gold. :-[

Crossdressing is fun but dont let the fantasy controll your mind.

You can do it full time but its still only a look. But some girls do like chicks with dicks.

If your thinking hormones and dick chopping, please fucking dont do that. Just love yourself how you are.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poor alice on March 17, 2019, 06:45:49 PM

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I really fucking miss my mom

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I'm sorry to hear that.  I can't imagine how painful it must feel to miss her.

[close]

My confession for the month is this.
I'm pretty sure I'm straight but I'm also pretty sure I want to live as a girl, and something I'm going to have to come to terms with is that what I want may / will seriously impact my dating / hook up options with girls.

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Pardon if I'm intruding or being insensitive, but can you elaborate on wanting to live as a girl who likes girls?

Not being intrusive or insensitive in the slightest. What I mean is my outward appearance is most at ease with my internal wellbeing when I resemble a female / a woman and I want to "appear feminine" all of the time. But I like having sex with girls. Alot.
That's probably as succinct as I can be right now.

And to the other guy, I'm not thinking dick chopping and I do like myself somewhat the way I am. I am however looking at HRT and whatnot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: theresnothinghere on March 18, 2019, 12:16:31 AM

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I really fucking miss my mom

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I'm sorry to hear that.  I can't imagine how painful it must feel to miss her.

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I can only echo this guys statement too. I hope it's not too hard and if you wanna talk about it or shoot the shit holla at me.

My confession for the month is this.
I'm pretty sure I'm straight but I'm also pretty sure I want to live as a girl, and something I'm going to have to come to terms with is that what I want may / will seriously impact my dating / hook up options with girls.

The confession I actually sought this thread to post was this though;
I genuinely get emotional to the point of my eyes tearing up when I watch or start to watch (or even listen to the songs) Heath parts. Sight Unseen. Minefield. This Is Skateboarding . Stay Gold. :-[

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Crossdressing is fun but dont let the fantasy controll your mind.

You can do it full time but its still only a look. But some girls do like chicks with dicks.

If your thinking hormones and dick chopping, please fucking dont do that. Just love yourself how you are.

yikes, can you not be transphobic. There's Drag and there's being transgender. Both are more than just a "look". Hormones help a lot of trans folks to not be dysphoric about their bodies. You really don't have to speak on stuff that you know nothing about.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: theresnothinghere on March 18, 2019, 12:22:39 AM

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I really fucking miss my mom

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I'm sorry to hear that.  I can't imagine how painful it must feel to miss her.

[close]

My confession for the month is this.
I'm pretty sure I'm straight but I'm also pretty sure I want to live as a girl, and something I'm going to have to come to terms with is that what I want may / will seriously impact my dating / hook up options with girls.

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Pardon if I'm intruding or being insensitive, but can you elaborate on wanting to live as a girl who likes girls?

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Not being intrusive or insensitive in the slightest. What I mean is my outward appearance is most at ease with my internal wellbeing when I resemble a female / a woman and I want to "appear feminine" all of the time. But I like having sex with girls. Alot.
That's probably as succinct as I can be right now.

And to the other guy, I'm not thinking dick chopping and I do like myself somewhat the way I am. I am however looking at HRT and whatnot.

Sounds like what a lot of my lesbian trans women friends feel like. Not sure if you feel that's a good description but just an observation. Not sure if you have it in your city but if you're thinking of HRT, having a transgender community clinic is super helpful and supportive if you need a spot to answer questions etc.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: spilledwine on March 18, 2019, 01:16:24 PM

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I really fucking miss my mom

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I'm sorry to hear that.  I can't imagine how painful it must feel to miss her.

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I can only echo this guys statement too. I hope it's not too hard and if you wanna talk about it or shoot the shit holla at me.

My confession for the month is this.
I'm pretty sure I'm straight but I'm also pretty sure I want to live as a girl, and something I'm going to have to come to terms with is that what I want may / will seriously impact my dating / hook up options with girls.

The confession I actually sought this thread to post was this though;
I genuinely get emotional to the point of my eyes tearing up when I watch or start to watch (or even listen to the songs) Heath parts. Sight Unseen. Minefield. This Is Skateboarding . Stay Gold. :-[

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Crossdressing is fun but dont let the fantasy controll your mind.

You can do it full time but its still only a look. But some girls do like chicks with dicks.

If your thinking hormones and dick chopping, please fucking dont do that. Just love yourself how you are.

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yikes, can you not be transphobic. There's Drag and there's being transgender. Both are more than just a "look". Hormones help a lot of trans folks to not be dysphoric about their bodies. You really don't have to speak on stuff that you know nothing about.

Opposite of transphopic xir, Im well versed in all things tranny. But Im even more well versed in mental warfare. I just think reconsideration is always good no matter the subject. I mean this stuff is more serious than a tattoo.

If it is dysphoria I think it should be dwelled on as to why that is, get deep understanding, and would suggest trying to fix it mentally first instead of it first being positively encouraged to feed it through body modification. Dysphoria of any kind is not a good thing. And honestly if you just cant pull it off, others will just not view you as a woman (ITS MAAM!!). Which is fine depending on why or what one wants to be a girl, a boy, inbeetween.

Then just personally I think you should wait till around age 25 to decide go full into hrt, cause kids are dumb, which is a conundrum for my boner cause the younger you do it the better it works. Unless you still keep feminine body traits as you get older.

But if you wanna grow tits n shit for the fuck of it without having any dysphoric issues go ahead, still pretty serious though, shits kinda permenant bro.

Seriously not being mean, just trying to help with serious stuff. Everyone is free to make thier own decisions. Not saying poor alice doesnt have themselves figured out already either. Some people end up up happy, but its just a heavy path to go down filled with unknowns.

But you can always just crossdress and fingerblast ur buthole or even get pegged by a freaky chick untill u cum, preferably on meth, like me. Its reversible but with all the fun included. The ol reliable.

And if that sounds weird to anyone, just dont start watching tranny porn, you will probably try it eventually one day when you realize "Hey I can do that too!"

Real confession I shoulda fuckin never watched those thailand travel videos when I was younger.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on March 19, 2019, 09:26:17 AM

Quote from: theresnothinghere on March 11, 2019, 09:04:45 PM

I really fucking miss my mom

   Aw shit dude.  Thats so sad.  Id be hard pressed to keep living without my mother. God help us.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 19, 2019, 09:40:11 AM

Correct me if I'm wrong but are people now competing over who's being least transphobic?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: spilledwine on March 19, 2019, 10:22:04 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on March 19, 2019, 09:40:11 AM

Correct me if I'm wrong but are people now competing over who's being least transphobic?

Well what have you done with your butt you homophobe?! Nah, I just felt like shutting down some self righteousness real quick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 19, 2019, 10:35:24 AM

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Correct me if I'm wrong but are people now competing over who's being least transphobic?

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Well what have you done with your butt you homophobe?! Nah, I just felt like shutting down some self righteousness real quick.

Were you on meth when you wrote all that?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: spilledwine on March 19, 2019, 10:46:56 AM

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Correct me if I'm wrong but are people now competing over who's being least transphobic?

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Well what have you done with your butt you homophobe?! Nah, I just felt like shutting down some self righteousness real quick.

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Were you on meth when you wrote all that?

Addys, but honestly I dont even really like meth besides for that kinda stuff, kinda steals your soul when your on it, hence why the gays use that shit for next level grossness.

Im just a pervert
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-wDVXGpQa0

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on March 19, 2019, 04:01:13 PM

A buddy of mine and I have been in some real talks these past few weeks about starting a skate podcast and I’m super hyped on the idea but at the same time I got other shit going on in my life right now (relationship’s been a lil rocky lately and I’d like to find a new job, to keep it brief) and I kinda fear that it’ll be another one of those things that I start but don’t finish or follow through on. I’ve been really into podcasts for a while now and I have experience with recording, public speaking, etc so when I brainstorm the ideas just flow out of me. True inspiration, if you’re a creative type then you know what that feels like. It’s like I KNOW it would be kick ass and is totally doable for me if I put in the planning/effort but I just got that sliver in the back of my mind making me hesitate a bit. I dunno. We’re gonna do this shit tho at least 5 episodes or so. I wanna take a real crack at it and give people another quality skate show to listen to

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chris gentryfied on March 19, 2019, 04:03:02 PM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on March 19, 2019, 04:01:13 PM

A buddy of mine and I have been in some real talks these past few weeks about starting a skate podcast and I’m super hyped on the idea but at the same time I got other shit going on in my life right now (relationship’s been a lil rocky lately and I’d like to find a new job, to keep it brief) and I kinda fear that it’ll be another one of those things that I start but don’t finish or follow through on. I’ve been really into podcasts for a while now and I have experience with recording, public speaking, etc so when I brainstorm the ideas just flow out of me. True inspiration, if you’re a creative type then you know what that feels like. It’s like I KNOW it would be kick ass and is totally doable for me if I put in the planning/effort but I just got that sliver in the back of my mind making me hesitate a bit. I dunno. We’re gonna do this shit tho at least 5 episodes or so. I wanna take a real crack at it and give people another quality skate show to listen to

sounds great but what have you done with your butt?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on March 19, 2019, 04:08:24 PM

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A buddy of mine and I have been in some real talks these past few weeks about starting a skate podcast and I’m super hyped on the idea but at the same time I got other shit going on in my life right now (relationship’s been a lil rocky lately and I’d like to find a new job, to keep it brief) and I kinda fear that it’ll be another one of those things that I start but don’t finish or follow through on. I’ve been really into podcasts for a while now and I have experience with recording, public speaking, etc so when I brainstorm the ideas just flow out of me. True inspiration, if you’re a creative type then you know what that feels like. It’s like I KNOW it would be kick ass and is totally doable for me if I put in the planning/effort but I just got that sliver in the back of my mind making me hesitate a bit. I dunno. We’re gonna do this shit tho at least 5 episodes or so. I wanna take a real crack at it and give people another quality skate show to listen to

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sounds great but what have you done with your butt?

Even tho I was shook when it first happened, I made a quick & speedy recovery (https://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/ehh3.png)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on March 19, 2019, 04:30:16 PM

I have a "borderline personality" & I've been listening Something to Wrestle With Bruce Prichard every day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on March 19, 2019, 07:58:10 PM

same mines on the borderline of super rad and super chill

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Owen on March 20, 2019, 03:12:42 AM

Quote from: DaSk8D00D on March 19, 2019, 04:01:13 PM

A buddy of mine and I have been in some real talks these past few weeks about starting a skate podcast and I’m super hyped on the idea but at the same time I got other shit going on in my life right now (relationship’s been a lil rocky lately and I’d like to find a new job, to keep it brief) and I kinda fear that it’ll be another one of those things that I start but don’t finish or follow through on. I’ve been really into podcasts for a while now and I have experience with recording, public speaking, etc so when I brainstorm the ideas just flow out of me. True inspiration, if you’re a creative type then you know what that feels like. It’s like I KNOW it would be kick ass and is totally doable for me if I put in the planning/effort but I just got that sliver in the back of my mind making me hesitate a bit. I dunno. We’re gonna do this shit tho at least 5 episodes or so. I wanna take a real crack at it and give people another quality skate show to listen to

Are you the og DaSk8D00D? If so, bring it on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: theresnothinghere on March 21, 2019, 09:48:49 PM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on March 19, 2019, 04:30:16 PM

I have a "borderline personality" & I've been listening Something to Wrestle With Bruce Prichard every day.

same (in regards to the first part). Fucking sucks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: zinfandel on March 22, 2019, 07:11:06 AM

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I have a "borderline personality" & I've been listening Something to Wrestle With Bruce Prichard every day.

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same (in regards to the first part). Fucking sucks.

Sorry if I upset you on the last page but you drew first blood, not me. Seriously though I love you, not cause I feel bad I just wanna let you know. I have a.d.d and assholeism, its kinda fuckin awesome.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on March 23, 2019, 06:02:28 AM

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I really fucking miss my mom

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I'm sorry to hear that.  I can't imagine how painful it must feel to miss her.

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I can only echo this guys statement too. I hope it's not too hard and if you wanna talk about it or shoot the shit holla at me.

My confession for the month is this.
I'm pretty sure I'm straight but I'm also pretty sure I want to live as a girl, and something I'm going to have to come to terms with is that what I want may / will seriously impact my dating / hook up options with girls.

The confession I actually sought this thread to post was this though;
I genuinely get emotional to the point of my eyes tearing up when I watch or start to watch (or even listen to the songs) Heath parts. Sight Unseen. Minefield. This Is Skateboarding . Stay Gold. :-[

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Crossdressing is fun but dont let the fantasy controll your mind.

You can do it full time but its still only a look. But some girls do like chicks with dicks.

If your thinking hormones and dick chopping, please fucking dont do that. Just love yourself how you are.

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yikes, can you not be transphobic. There's Drag and there's being transgender. Both are more than just a "look". Hormones help a lot of trans folks to not be dysphoric about their bodies. You really don't have to speak on stuff that you know nothing about.

Did you just assume his phobia?!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bumpovertrash on March 24, 2019, 11:05:41 PM

I take care of my mom, she has late stage parkinsons/msa. I help her with going to the bathroom,bathing,food,  everything,she needs 24 hour care.  I love my mom but goddamnit, its not easy. I miss out on alot of shit these days, no girlfriend no weekends and i dont see my friends or skate  as much as i would like. I feel like a first world little bitch  posting about my problems though. It sucks watching loved ones get sick. Be thankful if your parents are still healthy and capable of annoying the fuck out of you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NegativeCreep on March 25, 2019, 12:51:11 AM

Good on you man, I know that can't be easy but you're doing the right thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on March 25, 2019, 01:29:09 AM

I don't have much to actually complain about for now, but damn it if the pussy drought and sexual frustration aren't real I don't know what is

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NegativeCreep on March 25, 2019, 01:44:19 AM

I'm also deep in the dry dick zone.  :-\ At least it's also a break from the stress of a chick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on March 25, 2019, 09:44:33 AM

Nothing wrong with a slump buster every now and then

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: theresnothinghere on March 25, 2019, 05:31:53 PM

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I have a "borderline personality" & I've been listening Something to Wrestle With Bruce Prichard every day.

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same (in regards to the first part). Fucking sucks.

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Sorry if I upset you on the last page but you drew first blood, not me. Seriously though I love you, not cause I feel bad I just wanna let you know. I have a.d.d and assholeism, its kinda fuckin awesome.

to what are you referencing ?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on March 25, 2019, 09:26:14 PM

Quote from: NegativeCreep on March 25, 2019, 01:44:19 AM

I'm also deep in the dry dick zone.  :-\ At least it's also a break from the stress of a chick.

Quote from: Joe Pesci on March 25, 2019, 01:29:09 AM

I don't have much to actually complain about for now, but damn it if the pussy drought and sexual frustration aren't real I don't know what is

Same

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on March 25, 2019, 09:40:30 PM

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I'm also deep in the dry dick zone.  :-\ At least it's also a break from the stress of a chick.

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I don't have much to actually complain about for now, but damn it if the pussy drought and sexual frustration aren't real I don't know what is

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Same

#metoo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on March 28, 2019, 01:29:39 PM

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I'm also deep in the dry dick zone.  :-\ At least it's also a break from the stress of a chick.

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I don't have much to actually complain about for now, but damn it if the pussy drought and sexual frustration aren't real I don't know what is

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Same

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#metoo

Figured I'd come back and add that I made plans and they fell through. Which left me wondering if it was too soon

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NegativeCreep on March 29, 2019, 12:01:25 AM

I'll update when I get some strange. Aiming for before the end of April.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on March 29, 2019, 10:18:05 PM

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I'm also deep in the dry dick zone.  :-\ At least it's also a break from the stress of a chick.

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I don't have much to actually complain about for now, but damn it if the pussy drought and sexual frustration aren't real I don't know what is

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Same

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#metoo

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Figured I'd come back and add that I made plans and they fell through. Which left me wondering if it was too soon

Thanks for joining my club. There are hor d'oeuvres in the lobby.

There's actually a lady I'm very interested in but I'm too much of a bitch to say anything because there would be consequences if I go for it. Also, I'm just not comfortable being vulnerable with anybody in real life. Think I'll just continue getting drunk every night.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on March 29, 2019, 11:14:56 PM

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I'm also deep in the dry dick zone.  :-\ At least it's also a break from the stress of a chick.

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I don't have much to actually complain about for now, but damn it if the pussy drought and sexual frustration aren't real I don't know what is

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Same

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#metoo

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Figured I'd come back and add that I made plans and they fell through. Which left me wondering if it was too soon

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Thanks for joining my club. There are hor d'oeuvres in the lobby.

There's actually a lady I'm very interested in but I'm too much of a bitch to say anything because there would be consequences if I go for it. Also, I'm just not comfortable being vulnerable with anybody in real life. Think I'll just continue getting drunk every night.

What does this mean? You work with her or she's your boss or something?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on March 30, 2019, 08:17:41 AM

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I'm also deep in the dry dick zone.  :-\ At least it's also a break from the stress of a chick.

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I don't have much to actually complain about for now, but damn it if the pussy drought and sexual frustration aren't real I don't know what is

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Same

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#metoo

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Figured I'd come back and add that I made plans and they fell through. Which left me wondering if it was too soon

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Thanks for joining my club. There are hor d'oeuvres in the lobby.

There's actually a lady I'm very interested in but I'm too much of a bitch to say anything because there would be consequences if I go for it. Also, I'm just not comfortable being vulnerable with anybody in real life. Think I'll just continue getting drunk every night.

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What does this mean? You work with her or she's your boss or something?

Can't say more because people know who I am in real life and would instantly get in my biz if I said more definite things. Saying as much as I already do is always somewhat pushing it, but the level of catharsis typically justifies it. Not so much this time around.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on March 30, 2019, 09:20:26 AM

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I'm also deep in the dry dick zone.  :-\ At least it's also a break from the stress of a chick.

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I don't have much to actually complain about for now, but damn it if the pussy drought and sexual frustration aren't real I don't know what is

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Same

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#metoo

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Figured I'd come back and add that I made plans and they fell through. Which left me wondering if it was too soon

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Thanks for joining my club. There are hor d'oeuvres in the lobby.

There's actually a lady I'm very interested in but I'm too much of a bitch to say anything because there would be consequences if I go for it. Also, I'm just not comfortable being vulnerable with anybody in real life. Think I'll just continue getting drunk every night.

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What does this mean? You work with her or she's your boss or something?

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Can't say more because people know who I am in real life and would instantly get in my biz if I said more definite things. Saying as much as I already do is always somewhat pushing it, but the level of catharsis typically justifies it. Not so much this time around.

The way I look at it, is things should happen naturally. You shouldn't have to push anything if it's meant to happen. With that being said you also have to put yourself out there. Not sure if you're an introvert but you kinda have to talk to people just to talk to them sometimes and let the conversation develop.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on March 30, 2019, 12:13:39 PM

Get drunk and peruse various apps/websites if youre looking to just hook up.

Also, lower your standards. Chubby girls are just as fun

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Owen on March 30, 2019, 03:56:34 PM

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I'm also deep in the dry dick zone.  :-\ At least it's also a break from the stress of a chick.

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I don't have much to actually complain about for now, but damn it if the pussy drought and sexual frustration aren't real I don't know what is

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Same

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#metoo

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Figured I'd come back and add that I made plans and they fell through. Which left me wondering if it was too soon

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Thanks for joining my club. There are hor d'oeuvres in the lobby.

There's actually a lady I'm very interested in but I'm too much of a bitch to say anything because there would be consequences if I go for it. Also, I'm just not comfortable being vulnerable with anybody in real life. Think I'll just continue getting drunk every night.

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What does this mean? You work with her or she's your boss or something?

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Can't say more because people know who I am in real life and would instantly get in my biz if I said more definite things. Saying as much as I already do is always somewhat pushing it, but the level of catharsis typically justifies it. Not so much this time around.

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The way I look at it, is things should happen naturally. You shouldn't have to push anything if it's meant to happen. With that being said you also have to put yourself out there. Not sure if you're an introvert but you kinda have to talk to people just to talk to them sometimes and let the conversation develop.

L33Tg33k about to try and fuck his mate's girlfriend by the sounds of things

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SpankerChief on April 01, 2019, 06:44:10 AM

Quote from: Bumpovertrash  on March 24, 2019, 11:05:41 PM

I take care of my mom, she has late stage parkinsons/msa. I help her with going to the bathroom,bathing,food,  everything,she needs 24 hour care.  I love my mom but goddamnit, its not easy. I miss out on alot of shit these days, no girlfriend no weekends and i dont see my friends or skate  as much as i would like. I feel like a first world little bitch  posting about my problems though. It sucks watching loved ones get sick. Be thankful if your parents are still healthy and capable of annoying the fuck out of you.

Yeah it sucks watching a persons mind deteriorate and body frail away. my dad passed right around my bday Nov. 2015. I had been there when his health was taking a shit we were long since estranged but do to my somewhat success in certain aspects I had friends and monetary means to help with bills.


When it came down to it it was his sons and daughters that saw him last, yet when he did pass it was peaceful but drama shortly came in the form of stepfamilies. As I was going through paperwork and other stuff to secure our families legacy by family history and albums and my dad's train collection which btw was at least worth a small fortune. step family came over with hands out asking for shit. I dead stared them un the face told em to fuck the fuck off like Ricky from TPB.



Well long story short I ended up punching my step brother in the face as he mentioned my shitty past and tried to shame me of what I do and have done in the form of christian judgement. Thankfully my older bros are ATF and CIA that have plenty of pull when talking to cops, as my stepfamily called the cops as I was trying to beat up anyone of my stepfamily for looking at me funny.


 Death has a profound way of following me and I try to be stoic in that capacity, but ask something of me or try to get under my skin when I am in mourning I will rip your face off and shit down your neck.


Long story short after suckerpunching that dipshit cops got called my brothers held me back and sorted out the cops so I wouldn't go to jail. They said for me to cool off and comeback later, so when the time came to collect my dad's stuff they somehow bamboozled the cops to issue a restraining order plus somehow they swooped everything within the 30 minutes of me and my brothers when we were gone. Also somehow the house was given to my step families nieces?! Lets just say this I trashed the fuck outta their cars their homes blasted them on social media procured my dad's stuff through B&E made it well known via throw away phones look who got my stuff back? Do I feel bad? Nope......... would I do the same now yup my family is MINE and blended families aren't that compatible. So if Jake Josh Pat Henry Cindy Kathy or any other of my step family ever knew about this FUCK YOU HOPE YOU ROT AND YOU ARE ALL FUCKED!!!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Owen on April 02, 2019, 03:08:58 AM

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I take care of my mom, she has late stage parkinsons/msa. I help her with going to the bathroom,bathing,food,  everything,she needs 24 hour care.  I love my mom but goddamnit, its not easy. I miss out on alot of shit these days, no girlfriend no weekends and i dont see my friends or skate  as much as i would like. I feel like a first world little bitch  posting about my problems though. It sucks watching loved ones get sick. Be thankful if your parents are still healthy and capable of annoying the fuck out of you.

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Yeah it sucks watching a persons mind deteriorate and body frail away. my dad passed right around my bday Nov. 2015. I had been there when his health was taking a shit we were long since estranged but do to my somewhat success in certain aspects I had friends and monetary means to help with bills.


When it came down to it it was his sons and daughters that saw him last, yet when he did pass it was peaceful but drama shortly came in the form of stepfamilies. As I was going through paperwork and other stuff to secure our families legacy by family history and albums and my dad's train collection which btw was at least worth a small fortune. step family came over with hands out asking for shit. I dead stared them un the face told em to fuck the fuck off like Ricky from TPB.



Well long story short I ended up punching my step brother in the face as he mentioned my shitty past and tried to shame me of what I do and have done in the form of christian judgement. Thankfully my older bros are ATF and CIA that have plenty of pull when talking to cops, as my stepfamily called the cops as I was trying to beat up anyone of my stepfamily for looking at me funny.


 Death has a profound way of following me and I try to be stoic in that capacity, but ask something of me or try to get under my skin when I am in mourning I will rip your face off and shit down your neck.


Long story short after suckerpunching that dipshit cops got called my brothers held me back and sorted out the cops so I wouldn't go to jail. They said for me to cool off and comeback later, so when the time came to collect my dad's stuff they somehow bamboozled the cops to issue a restraining order plus somehow they swooped everything within the 30 minutes of me and my brothers when we were gone. Also somehow the house was given to my step families nieces?! Lets just say this I trashed the fuck outta their cars their homes blasted them on social media procured my dad's stuff through B&E made it well known via throw away phones look who got my stuff back? Do I feel bad? Nope......... would I do the same now yup my family is MINE and blended families aren't that compatible. So if Jake Josh Pat Henry Cindy Kathy or any other of my step family ever knew about this FUCK YOU HOPE YOU ROT AND YOU ARE ALL FUCKED!!!!!

Go easy there tiger

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Crack Whore on April 02, 2019, 03:50:47 AM

i think im cooler than everybody because im real into older underground rap from memphis/the bay and wear core skate shoes loose with the tongue over my pants but im really just a turd inside

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: camelflodge on April 02, 2019, 04:39:40 AM

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i think im cooler than everybody because im real into older underground rap from memphis/the bay and wear core skate shoes loose with the tongue over my pants but im really just a turd inside

I think Im cooler than you because I grew up on that music and dont even wear actual skate brands, but Im really just a turd inside, just a turd thats cooler than you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Crack Whore on April 02, 2019, 05:01:11 AM

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I think Im cooler than you because I grew up on that music and dont even wear actual skate brands, but Im really just a turd inside, just a turd thats cooler than you.

youre my wittle turd<3

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: camelflodge on April 02, 2019, 06:44:42 AM

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i think im cooler than everybody because im real into older underground rap from memphis/the bay and wear core skate shoes loose with the tongue over my pants but im really just a turd inside

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I think Im cooler than you because I grew up on that music and dont even wear actual skate brands, but Im really just a turd inside, just a turd thats cooler than you.

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youre my wittle turd<3

I wanna take old songs and trip them out, I been experimenting for fun, I just need to add more layers and pirate garage band or a buy keyboard or some shit for bassline and percussion reworks, then I would try to put some effort into it.

I just use audacity for now lol, just testing sounds and vibes out. Alot of people rework shit now its popular so I wanna figure my own lane.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ly2vWja1qaA

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 02, 2019, 06:45:12 AM

A lot of crack whores in here...

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Post by: camelflodge on April 02, 2019, 08:42:43 AM

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A lot of crack whores in here...

And one ex heroin addict who is bummed because deep down he really just wants to try crossfit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 02, 2019, 11:36:33 AM

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A lot of crack whores in here...

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And one ex heroin addict who is bummed because deep down he really just wants to try crossfit

I'm not white enough to get into a crosshit "box".

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: weon on April 02, 2019, 08:13:44 PM

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I think Im cooler than you because I grew up on that music and dont even wear actual skate brands, but Im really just a turd inside, just a turd thats cooler than you.

two slap accounts, one turd

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Crack Whore on April 02, 2019, 09:11:27 PM

turd life

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on April 03, 2019, 07:31:11 AM

Might be in love with my friend's ex, kissed her last weekend and i can see she's really into me too. Is this wrong? My ''friend'' was an asshole with her in the past

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Quique on April 03, 2019, 09:44:02 AM

It is wrong but fuck it. Seems like he ain't a real friend.

I would only think about it if he was part of a larger group of buddies that's important to you, and your relationship puts you away from them. Sometimes there's no turn back from that.

But if not go ahead and love dude

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on April 03, 2019, 11:22:03 AM

There’s a million girls on this planet and your heart chose her so there’s that. That or your wiener chose her and you’re justifying it by grasping for straws. I’m speaking from experience. Love is silly.


Oh and my confession is I’m the one that’s been eating all the Tina’s burritos in the break room. Such a guilty pleasure. Being broke for two years straight means my pallet consists of food made of rubber.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on April 03, 2019, 02:57:04 PM

Quote from: brucewillis on April 03, 2019, 07:31:11 AM

Might be in love with my friend's ex, hooked up with late weekend and i can see she's really into me too. Is this wrong? My ''friend'' was an asshole with her

You don't know how their relationship really was because you weren't in it, but I also don't know what you mean by asshole. And I don't know your relationship with your "friend" and how close you guys are. If you mean like Daryl Angel asshole (punching her in the face) then fuck that dude, but I still wouldn't hope for shit with her and wouldn't have done anything with her, but then again I'm speaking from experience because I've done that before and it wasn't worth it in my opinion. One of those things I knew I shouldn't have done but didn't really know why and afterward felt super guilty and shitty about it. Even if you feel like he's an asshole, if you call him your friend and you hook up with his (ex) girl knowing that he wouldn't like it what does that make you?

There's a lot of details missing, such as how long ago they dated etc

I think it's better to stay out of other people's relationships altogether. Even if you don't know some guy at all and never even met him, if his girl/wife was over it and hooked up with you and you knew she had some other guy, lets say for example he snaps and comes and fucks you up or worse. Even though he should have been mad at her and not at you, considering she's the one who cheated on him and you're just some guy doing what guys do, a lot of people don't think on that level of rationality on who to blame and if you explained that to him he probably wouldn't give a fuck about your reasoning. Thus, the entire situation could have just been avoided if you made the choice to not put yourself in there (in her). I'm a firm believer there's no such thing as homewreckers, there's only cheaters but that doesn't make people not see red and do some crazy shit... but I'm assuming this isn't that intense of a thing so you should probably be good lol I just go on analytical rambles on hypothetical realistic (to me) worst case scenarios with generalizations of how someone would act

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jakeumms on April 03, 2019, 03:09:05 PM

You could always be an upfront, stand up person and call him like Ted Danson would do. Of course, that was after he and Cheryl had been on a few dates so maybe it's cool to test the waters, so to speak.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: poor alice on April 04, 2019, 07:27:47 AM

The industry I work in is disgusting, I'm.over qualified, paid OK but nothing amazing and I would say it's close to minimum wage. Thing is, my degree is a liberal arts degree and I'm really unsure of what to do with it to change to different field.

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Post by: chris gentryfied on April 04, 2019, 07:36:41 AM

Quote from: poor alice on April 04, 2019, 07:27:47 AM

The industry I work in is disgusting, I'm.over qualified, paid OK but nothing amazing and I would say it's close to minimum wage. Thing is, my degree is a liberal arts degree and I'm really unsure of what to do with it to change to different field.

you could be a call girl like Skate Lurker Rob.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 04, 2019, 08:37:29 AM

Quote from: poor alice on April 04, 2019, 07:27:47 AM

The industry I work in is disgusting, I'm.over qualified, paid OK but nothing amazing and I would say it's close to minimum wage. Thing is, my degree is a liberal arts degree and I'm really unsure of what to do with it to change to different field.

The fuck is liberal arts? Can you add something else to it?

I got into accounting, don't know if I like it. It has its moments but pretty stressful.

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The industry I work in is disgusting, I'm.over qualified, paid OK but nothing amazing and I would say it's close to minimum wage. Thing is, my degree is a liberal arts degree and I'm really unsure of what to do with it to change to different field.

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The fuck is liberal arts? Can you add something else to it?

I got into accounting, don't know if I like it. It has its moments but pretty stressful.

It's my way of being vague about what I studied ; English literature and creative writing.

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Post by: Peter Zagreus on April 05, 2019, 06:48:44 AM

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The industry I work in is disgusting, I'm.over qualified, paid OK but nothing amazing and I would say it's close to minimum wage. Thing is, my degree is a liberal arts degree and I'm really unsure of what to do with it to change to different field.

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The fuck is liberal arts? Can you add something else to it?

I got into accounting, don't know if I like it. It has its moments but pretty stressful.

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It's my way of being vague about what I studied ; English literature and creative writing.

Think about grad school if it's feasible. I was in a similar spot, and that's what I did. It's a hustle, but if you're driven you can make something out of a literature degree.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: topblagger on April 05, 2019, 08:11:27 AM

When I'm walking, if no ones around sometimes I turn corners like Robocop.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joclo on April 06, 2019, 01:34:53 PM

Quote from: brucewillis on April 03, 2019, 07:31:11 AM

Might be in love with my friend's ex, hooked up with late weekend and i can see she's really into me too. Is this wrong? My ''friend'' was an asshole with her

Well, he'll certainly never be your friend again and the fact that you already hooked up with her means you dojnt really give a shit anyway.

Not throwing shade, I've been the "boyfriend" that got fucked over as well as the "friend" that was fuckin "friends" girl. Regardless,  I'm no longer friends with any of the dudes involved in any of these situations. So, if you're cool with it morally and are willing to be your "friends" enemy then go for it. Its a tough sitch. Plus, a year down the line you and this girl will probably hate each other once the love bombing period wears of. GL

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on April 09, 2019, 01:11:46 AM

she's the ex. he doesn't "own" her. do what
you want but also know the consequences.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on April 09, 2019, 05:12:00 AM

Thanks for the advices pals, love y'all

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You don't know how their relationship really was because you weren't in it, but I also don't know what you mean by asshole. And I don't know your relationship with your "friend" and how close you guys are. If you mean like Daryl Angel asshole (punching her in the face) then fuck that dude, but I still wouldn't hope for shit with her and wouldn't have done anything with her, but then again I'm speaking from experience because I've done that before and it wasn't worth it in my opinion. One of those things I knew I shouldn't have done but didn't really know why and afterward felt super guilty and shitty about it. Even if you feel like he's an asshole, if you call him your friend and you hook up with his (ex) girl knowing that he wouldn't like it what does that make you?

There's a lot of details missing, such as how long ago they dated etc

I think it's better to stay out of other people's relationships altogether. Even if you don't know some guy at all and never even met him, if his girl/wife was over it and hooked up with you and you knew she had some other guy, lets say for example he snaps and comes and fucks you up or worse. Even though he should have been mad at her and not at you, considering she's the one who cheated on him and you're just some guy doing what guys do, a lot of people don't think on that level of rationality on who to blame and if you explained that to him he probably wouldn't give a fuck about your reasoning. Thus, the entire situation could have just been avoided if you made the choice to not put yourself in there (in her). I'm a firm believer there's no such thing as homewreckers, there's only cheaters but that doesn't make people not see red and do some crazy shit... but I'm assuming this isn't that intense of a thing so you should probably be good lol I just go on analytical rambles on hypothetical realistic (to me) worst case scenarios with generalizations of how someone would act

Dude used to psychologically abuse her, their relationship ended 3 years ago and i really think i'm in love, which sucks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 09, 2019, 09:10:17 AM

Quote from: brucewillis on April 09, 2019, 05:14:32 AM

their relationship ended 3 years ago

You're in the clear. If he gets pissed, it's his own fault at this point.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on April 09, 2019, 12:01:30 PM

They’ve both had plenty of time to get over each other. Date away

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on April 09, 2019, 12:21:20 PM

it's so cool to have you guys with me in this one, thanks pals

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on April 09, 2019, 08:46:34 PM

let me know if you guys break up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on April 10, 2019, 04:24:53 AM

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let me know if you guys break up

no problem

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SpankerChief on April 10, 2019, 10:16:52 AM

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you could be a call girl like Skate Lurker Rob.

I knew someone would find out or at least sus out my writing style, fuck I know I suck for being a shit poster sometimes on Slap. I guess it is my sad attempt at making friends IRL. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SpankerChief on April 10, 2019, 10:25:04 AM

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it's so cool to have you guys with me in this one, thanks pals

honestly with your friend and falling for his exgf do you see him around alot? it sounds shitty to do but if he isn't around much and you've got little to do with him much more then a hi and bye go for it. this world is only a microfraction of time to spend with someone you enjoy so rock till the wheels fall off. I have been there both dating a homies exgf and a homie dating an exgf, most times if it is brought up it makes it awkward by saying do you care?  if he has any sand he'll be over it too and not care.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on April 10, 2019, 01:01:35 PM

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honestly with your friend and falling for his exgf do you see him around alot? it sounds shitty to do but if he isn't around much and you've got little to do with him much more then a hi and bye go for it. this world is only a microfraction of time to spend with someone you enjoy so rock till the wheels fall off. I have been there both dating a homies exgf and a homie dating an exgf, most times if it is brought up it makes it awkward by saying do you care?  if he has any sand he'll be over it too and not care.

Nah, i almost don't see him anymore, we were buddies, but i saw how shitty he can be and took a step back.

Title: Re: real confessions
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honestly with your friend and falling for his exgf do you see him around alot? it sounds shitty to do but if he isn't around much and you've got little to do with him much more then a hi and bye go for it. this world is only a microfraction of time to spend with someone you enjoy so rock till the wheels fall off. I have been there both dating a homies exgf and a homie dating an exgf, most times if it is brought up it makes it awkward by saying do you care?  if he has any sand he'll be over it too and not care.

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Nah, i almost don't see him anymore, we were buddies, but i saw how shitty he can be and took a step back.

well if he isn't much of a friend these days and kind of sucked with her, you shouldn't even sweat it. it'd be different if it were right after they but if it is years he shouldn't mind.

Had an exgf whom I made an alternate persona about she was a whore. I should have seen all the signs on the wall. bitch hopped more dicks then I have freight trains. Around the time we both kinda fizzled out and wanted out, I hooked up were her older sister even though she was married, whole family was kinda sketchy in that aspect. 

I had just got off and everyone was on the stoop except exgf, I drank a beer and was like where's so  and so? everyone was quite and shit. kicked open the bedroom door to her and a kinda homie hooking up. I was an asshole and yelled threw shit at both them told em to get the fuck out yada yada etc, it  was 3 fucking days after we ended it  and here she is being a whore.  I ended up leaving her the apt. learned later on she became an escort and gettting super strungout and dying they had to unfreeze her body to do an autopsy. I don't like speaking ill of those that are gone but the amount of bullshit I had to put up with being with her, karma is a bitch and you reap what you sow in this world.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on April 11, 2019, 05:59:16 AM

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honestly with your friend and falling for his exgf do you see him around alot? it sounds shitty to do but if he isn't around much and you've got little to do with him much more then a hi and bye go for it. this world is only a microfraction of time to spend with someone you enjoy so rock till the wheels fall off. I have been there both dating a homies exgf and a homie dating an exgf, most times if it is brought up it makes it awkward by saying do you care?  if he has any sand he'll be over it too and not care.

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Nah, i almost don't see him anymore, we were buddies, but i saw how shitty he can be and took a step back.

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well if he isn't much of a friend these days and kind of sucked with her, you shouldn't even sweat it. it'd be different if it were right after they but if it is years he shouldn't mind.

Had an exgf whom I made an alternate persona about she was a whore. I should have seen all the signs on the wall. bitch hopped more dicks then I have freight trains. Around the time we both kinda fizzled out and wanted out, I hooked up were her older sister even though she was married, whole family was kinda sketchy in that aspect. 

I had just got off and everyone was on the stoop except exgf, I drank a beer and was like where's so  and so? everyone was quite and shit. kicked open the bedroom door to her and a kinda homie hooking up. I was an asshole and yelled threw shit at both them told em to get the fuck out yada yada etc, it  was 3 fucking days after we ended it  and here she is being a whore.  I ended up leaving her the apt. learned later on she became an escort and gettting super strungout and dying they had to unfreeze her body to do an autopsy. I don't like speaking ill of those that are gone but the amount of bullshit I had to put up with being with her, karma is a bitch and you reap what you sow in this world.

That's a terrible situation, but how are you these days?

Title: Re: real confessions
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honestly with your friend and falling for his exgf do you see him around alot? it sounds shitty to do but if he isn't around much and you've got little to do with him much more then a hi and bye go for it. this world is only a microfraction of time to spend with someone you enjoy so rock till the wheels fall off. I have been there both dating a homies exgf and a homie dating an exgf, most times if it is brought up it makes it awkward by saying do you care?  if he has any sand he'll be over it too and not care.

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Nah, i almost don't see him anymore, we were buddies, but i saw how shitty he can be and took a step back.

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well if he isn't much of a friend these days and kind of sucked with her, you shouldn't even sweat it. it'd be different if it were right after they but if it is years he shouldn't mind.

Had an exgf whom I made an alternate persona about she was a whore. I should have seen all the signs on the wall. bitch hopped more dicks then I have freight trains. Around the time we both kinda fizzled out and wanted out, I hooked up were her older sister even though she was married, whole family was kinda sketchy in that aspect. 

I had just got off and everyone was on the stoop except exgf, I drank a beer and was like where's so  and so? everyone was quite and shit. kicked open the bedroom door to her and a kinda homie hooking up. I was an asshole and yelled threw shit at both them told em to get the fuck out yada yada etc, it  was 3 fucking days after we ended it  and here she is being a whore.  I ended up leaving her the apt. learned later on she became an escort and gettting super strungout and dying they had to unfreeze her body to do an autopsy. I don't like speaking ill of those that are gone but the amount of bullshit I had to put up with being with her, karma is a bitch and you reap what you sow in this world.

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That's a terrible situation, but how are you these days?

ummm not bad actually that was a situation that got resolved over 10+ years ago, mainly these days is keeping my sanity in check and not skipping meds, skipping meds means I go back to the nuthut but that's a entirely different situation.

I got married a few years after that whole situation happened and I am stoked these days. Free house good living situation got my own money for the end of days.

I found out about the situation vicariously through a friends exgf who was close to my ex and they explained it all. I am not so bitter and I know writing it out in a previous comment seems like I am being too harsh, however I did wish the best of luck for her even though it was a shit moment in our lives. I wouldn't want that to happen to anyone I feel bad for her family.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: snowman600 on April 14, 2019, 01:31:14 PM

I've been skating alone with earbuds consistently for the last 8-10 years. I've grown so used to it that I can't stand the sound of my board without them, and I feel bored without the music. It's not really a social issue since I don't go to skateparks, but running into other skaters at a flatground spot makes for an awkward time. What do I do?!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on April 14, 2019, 01:41:51 PM

Try to make a habit out of something like a skate sesh without ewr buds, like going for a run or a workout? then you could inch yourself toward skating w/o em

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 15, 2019, 05:10:28 AM

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I've been skating alone with earbuds consistently for the last 8-10 years. I've grown so used to it that I can't stand the sound of my board without them, and I feel bored without the music. It's not really a social issue since I don't go to skateparks, but running into other skaters at a flatground spot makes for an awkward time. What do I do?!

I never understood how people could deal with phones, cords, charging shit, etc...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on April 19, 2019, 08:13:41 AM

ive never had allen hardware . always just get shop phillips cuz it’s he cheapest but phillips sucks man that shit strips second board swap .. def going to buy some allen today

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 19, 2019, 04:13:41 PM

My ex got me a ToA mystery box and there was a polar board in it. I gripped it recently as my current feels like it may go soon but, I have the feeling that there may be some bad juju in there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: themanwhomakes on April 19, 2019, 05:43:25 PM

I will gladly take it off your hands if you’re still in Chico  ;D

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Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 19, 2019, 06:14:32 PM

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I will gladly take it off your hands if you’re still in Chico  ;D

Might be willing to trade

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on April 20, 2019, 08:08:13 AM

I genuinely have no fucking clue why Owen thinks I'm a teddy bear bitch. I've seriously read it in my journal everyday since he told me and I can't comprehend it. I'm not a teddy bear that's a race of plush bear and its obviously nothing like my tiny head, perfect smile and large pecs. Seriously. I look nothing like a teddy bear how could someone make that mistake? I'll never live it down.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on April 20, 2019, 01:32:55 PM

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I genuinely have no fucking clue why Owen thinks I'm a teddy bear bitch. I've seriously read it in my journal everyday since he told me and I can't comprehend it. I'm not a teddy bear that's a race of plush bear and its obviously nothing like my tiny head, perfect smile and large pecs. Seriously. I look nothing like a teddy bear how could someone make that mistake? I'll never live it down.

Just bear with it

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I genuinely have no fucking clue why Owen thinks I'm a teddy bear bitch. I've seriously read it in my journal everyday since he told me and I can't comprehend it. I'm not a teddy bear that's a race of plush bear and its obviously nothing like my tiny head, perfect smile and large pecs. Seriously. I look nothing like a teddy bear how could someone make that mistake? I'll never live it down.

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Just bear with it

Ill definitely bear that in mind next time im cryin in my journal or maxing out the benchpress.

Title: Re: real confessions
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I genuinely have no fucking clue why Owen thinks I'm a teddy bear bitch. I've seriously read it in my journal everyday since he told me and I can't comprehend it. I'm not a teddy bear that's a race of plush bear and its obviously nothing like my tiny head, perfect smile and large pecs. Seriously. I look nothing like a teddy bear how could someone make that mistake? I'll never live it down.

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Just bear with it

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Ill definitely bear that in mind next time im cryin in my journal or maxing out the benchpress.

You should be hibernating,focus.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on April 20, 2019, 02:25:23 PM

The fuck you mean its nondenning period and the start of breeding season. What a goofball you are Francis.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on April 20, 2019, 04:54:45 PM

Quote from: snowman600 on April 14, 2019, 01:31:14 PM

I've been skating alone with earbuds consistently for the last 8-10 years. I've grown so used to it that I can't stand the sound of my board without them, and I feel bored without the music. It's not really a social issue since I don't go to skateparks, but running into other skaters at a flatground spot makes for an awkward time. What do I do?!

  If youd rather the awkwardness, leave them in.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NegativeCreep on April 21, 2019, 07:08:11 AM

I skate with earbuds sometimes, if people are around I only put one in so I can hear my surroundings better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on April 23, 2019, 03:47:38 PM

For the longest time, I thought harakiri was Harry Caray. 

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Post by: jakeumms on April 23, 2019, 11:25:48 PM

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For the longest time, I thought harakiri was Harry Caray.

You're cool...that was the gag. Harry Caray was a stage name that was meant to evoke the Japanese suicide ritual.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on April 24, 2019, 05:33:14 AM

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The fuck you mean its nondenning period and the start of breeding season. What a goofball you are Francis.

francis might be the wrong bear to poke
(https://cdn.vectorstock.com/i/thumb-large/68/58/ferocious-bear-athlete-vector-10456858.jpg)

but on a real note, this is a safe space, are you a furry or what? just think, there arent any popular furry skaters so this could be your break into skate stardom. the dude ive bought weed from for the last ten years is a furry and goes to weird sex parties and wears a fox tail and shit so im sure you'd have a good time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on April 24, 2019, 06:09:40 AM

    (Preface; thought this was the awkward sexual thread but its still confessional)  Not sexual but ya know when meet girls you dont know very well and ur saying ur good byes and they come in for the hug i just say "can we skip it?" Hugging strangers kinda sucks. I feel like im giving my energy out that i need for myself.  Ill kiss a girl i dont know (cause that leads to somthing and because its sweet) but i can miss these pointless hugs.  Same with all dude hugs in general. - i dont hate it but its void of any authentic feeling of affection for me.  -just motions.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 24, 2019, 07:09:04 AM

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    (Preface; thought this was the awkward sexual thread but its still confessional)  Not sexual but ya know when meet girls you dont know very well and ur saying ur good byes and they come in for the hug i just say "can we skip it?" Hugging strangers kinda sucks. I feel like im giving my energy out that i need for myself.  Ill kiss a girl i dont know (cause that leads to somthing and because its sweet) but i can miss these pointless hugs.  Same with all dude hugs in general. - i dont hate it but its void of any authentic feeling of affection for me.  -just motions.

I feel you on this. I barely hug my family. We weren't affectionate when I was growing up, so I come off as a bit cold to people, and I definitely don't like being touched by strangers or people who I don't know well. It sort of backfired on me a few months ago when my wife and I were out with some of her coworkers. One of them came up to me when I wasn't paying attention and tried to hug me and say hi and I totally winced and backed away because I wasn't ready for a hug from a stranger. She looked at me like "what the fuck is wrong with you?" I was able to play it off and now I make a big stupid deal to give her a hug every time I see her, but it all could've been avoided if people would just keep their damn hands to theirselves.

My wife is the opposite and gives everyone hugs. I always hate that moment when she finishes with someone and I have to give them the look of "we doing this too?" when I'd rather just not.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on April 24, 2019, 07:21:03 AM

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The fuck you mean its nondenning period and the start of breeding season. What a goofball you are Francis.

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francis might be the wrong bear to poke
(https://cdn.vectorstock.com/i/thumb-large/68/58/ferocious-bear-athlete-vector-10456858.jpg)

but on a real note, this is a safe space, are you a furry or what? just think, there arent any popular furry skaters so this could be your break into skate stardom. the dude ive bought weed from for the last ten years is a furry and goes to weird sex parties and wears a fox tail and shit so im sure you'd have a good time.

Seymour knows.

Anyways,I'm mostly on your shit complements4U because I told you to focus,  and you obliged...but then came back. As far as I know, I, nor any other pal rubbed a teddy bear to bring you back here with you random nonsense.

shalom.

Jb and cigs, save your hugs but embrace the ones that are given. I used to feel the same way,but changed over time as it became a normal thing saying bye to friends and stuff,mostly girls,but some of my good friends get the handshake half hug.

I have never hugged anyone after landing a trick though,and most likely wont,ever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on April 24, 2019, 08:49:39 AM

For fuck sakes dude I'm not a teddy bear. I'm gonna go workout my Pecs there's no way they are big enough yet cause you keep misidentifying me too. Maybe it's not just owen being silly my head must still be too damn big. I should've trusted his judgement he's always so damn observant and on top of shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on April 24, 2019, 09:40:57 AM

Quote from: Complements4U on April 24, 2019, 08:49:39 AM

For fuck sakes dude I'm not a teddy bear. I'm gonna go workout my Pecs there's no way they are big enough yet cause you keep misidentifying me too. Maybe it's not just owen being silly my head must still be too damn big. I should've trusted his judgement he's always so damn observant and on top of shit.

Just get a boob job

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SpankerChief on April 24, 2019, 10:05:16 AM

speaking of affection hugs and handshakes, something that probably belongs in pet peeves you guy's brought it up, but those two things in particular I am judging the shit out of you, if you aren't a homie/gf or wife don't fucking touch me...... plus limp handshakes to me signify a disinterest and lack of respect for yourself and others.
shake my hand like a fucking man and don't be a pooosey...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on April 24, 2019, 10:28:00 AM

i feel like melissa joan hart can roll a nice joint

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on April 24, 2019, 11:10:53 AM

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The fuck you mean its nondenning period and the start of breeding season. What a goofball you are Francis.

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francis might be the wrong bear to poke
(https://cdn.vectorstock.com/i/thumb-large/68/58/ferocious-bear-athlete-vector-10456858.jpg)

but on a real note, this is a safe space, are you a furry or what? just think, there arent any popular furry skaters so this could be your break into skate stardom. the dude ive bought weed from for the last ten years is a furry and goes to weird sex parties and wears a fox tail and shit so im sure you'd have a good time.

No furries are anthropomorphic bear ripoffs on some fuck shit in my personal opinion. There's nothing anthropomorphic or sexual here. But I don't hate them it's just not real bears. Same with that royalty free bear image you shared he doesn't have any personality just another human spinoff pandering to human characteristics. Royalty free with no personality and no commitment. My name is John bOn JovO, I have a nice smile and I'm just doing my best at being a tiny headed dude. I think you guys are all cool lads and I wanna share my compliments in a simply complementary way; no acknowledgment from anyone required. You can just periodically look over to my corner whenever Ur feeling down or insecure and I'll smile at you. Or you don't have 2 do dat either. U can just punch me periodically I'm really soft I can take it. I'm still gonna be smilin.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 24, 2019, 04:45:26 PM

Quote from: smellsdead on April 24, 2019, 10:28:00 AM

i feel like melissa joan hart can roll a nice joint

Her Insta looks like a regular soccer moms Insta.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on April 24, 2019, 05:10:35 PM

I want to go to a furry convention.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jakeumms on April 24, 2019, 05:25:28 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on April 24, 2019, 04:45:26 PM

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i feel like melissa joan hart can roll a nice joint

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Her Insta looks like a regular soccer moms Insta.

Yeah I got all stoked for a second. I love me some Sabrina. She has clearly moved on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on April 24, 2019, 05:50:34 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on April 24, 2019, 05:10:35 PM

I want to go to a furry convention.

I'd go with you it would be the best day of my life hangin out with a cool dude like you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on April 24, 2019, 05:51:07 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on April 24, 2019, 05:10:35 PM

I want to go to a furry convention.

Since we’re in the real confessions thread... went to one in Chicago (the one that had the bomb threat or whatever 5 years ago) and that shit was actually pretty fucking wild. I lucked out too cause I had that workaholics bear jacket which was good enough to camoflauge me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jakeumms on April 24, 2019, 05:54:32 PM

Quote from: CrumblingInfrastructure on April 24, 2019, 05:51:07 PM

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I want to go to a furry convention.

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Since we’re in the real confessions thread... went to one in Chicago (the one that had the bomb threat or whatever 5 years ago) and that shit was actually pretty fucking wild. I lucked out too cause I had that workaholics bear jacket which was good enough to camoflauge me.

I bet the real core furries thought you were a poser though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on April 24, 2019, 06:14:45 PM

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    (Preface; thought this was the awkward sexual thread but its still confessional)  Not sexual but ya know when meet girls you dont know very well and ur saying ur good byes and they come in for the hug i just say "can we skip it?" Hugging strangers kinda sucks. I feel like im giving my energy out that i need for myself.  Ill kiss a girl i dont know (cause that leads to somthing and because its sweet) but i can miss these pointless hugs.  Same with all dude hugs in general. - i dont hate it but its void of any authentic feeling of affection for me.  -just motions.

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I feel you on this. I barely hug my family. We weren't affectionate when I was growing up, so I come off as a bit cold to people, and I definitely don't like being touched by strangers or people who I don't know well. It sort of backfired on me a few months ago when my wife and I were out with some of her coworkers. One of them came up to me when I wasn't paying attention and tried to hug me and say hi and I totally winced and backed away because I wasn't ready for a hug from a stranger. She looked at me like "what the fuck is wrong with you?" I was able to play it off and now I make a big stupid deal to give her a hug every time I see her, but it all could've been avoided if people would just keep their damn hands to theirselves.

My wife is the opposite and gives everyone hugs. I always hate that moment when she finishes with someone and I have to give them the look of "we doing this too?" when I'd rather just not.

  You're the man (AND at the end of the day, pragmatic) to accomodate ur wifes buds and to smooth it out.  Thats unselfish.  She shouldnt have cursed at you but to be big like you were in a situation like that is not my forte and i can only aspire.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on April 24, 2019, 08:49:02 PM

Quote from: givecigstosurfgroms on April 24, 2019, 06:14:45 PM

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    (Preface; thought this was the awkward sexual thread but its still confessional)  Not sexual but ya know when meet girls you dont know very well and ur saying ur good byes and they come in for the hug i just say "can we skip it?" Hugging strangers kinda sucks. I feel like im giving my energy out that i need for myself.  Ill kiss a girl i dont know (cause that leads to somthing and because its sweet) but i can miss these pointless hugs.  Same with all dude hugs in general. - i dont hate it but its void of any authentic feeling of affection for me.  -just motions.

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I feel you on this. I barely hug my family. We weren't affectionate when I was growing up, so I come off as a bit cold to people, and I definitely don't like being touched by strangers or people who I don't know well. It sort of backfired on me a few months ago when my wife and I were out with some of her coworkers. One of them came up to me when I wasn't paying attention and tried to hug me and say hi and I totally winced and backed away because I wasn't ready for a hug from a stranger. She looked at me like "what the fuck is wrong with you?" I was able to play it off and now I make a big stupid deal to give her a hug every time I see her, but it all could've been avoided if people would just keep their damn hands to theirselves.

My wife is the opposite and gives everyone hugs. I always hate that moment when she finishes with someone and I have to give them the look of "we doing this too?" when I'd rather just not.

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  You're the man (AND at the end of the day, pragmatic) to accomodate ur wifes buds and to smooth it out.  Thats unselfish.  She shouldnt have cursed at you but to be big like you were in a situation like that is not my forte and i can only aspire.

The first time I ever had to do that air-kiss-on-both-cheeks thing, I panicked and accidentally planted a big, wet kiss on this woman’s cheek, even making an audible smack as I pulled away.  To make it even worse, it was in front of a bunch of people, haha.  That was probably the most embarrassing moment of my life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 24, 2019, 11:05:47 PM

Fuck human contact.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mark Renton on April 25, 2019, 06:15:32 AM

I’m never content with what I have going on my way and I always get depressed about future.
I’m scared this is going to hit me hard when I’ll be old. I can’t fully enjoy anything really.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on April 25, 2019, 06:43:42 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on April 24, 2019, 05:10:35 PM

I want to go to a furry convention.

I went to one to shoot photos 8 years ago (only a town away and too weird to pass up), I put on a nice shirt and had a camera and walked in for free. Shit was bizarre.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on April 25, 2019, 09:08:01 AM

There's zero chance you didn't guide the conversation to this moment so you could share your furry convention photos. Dude are you a furry? I didn't mean no disrespect you just aren't a real bear but still an absolute L A D of a human being so its all good. I recommend not shooting furries in hd though that level of detail is supposed to be contained in whatever banquet hall they rented out for that shit.

(https://i.postimg.cc/WF3jqq6H/Adobe-20190425-090724.png) (https://postimg.cc/WF3jqq6H)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chris gentryfied on April 25, 2019, 09:22:39 AM

why do people hate furries, because it's a slippery slope to bestiality?
i thought it was harmless but people seem dead against it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on April 25, 2019, 09:56:00 AM

Quote from: Complements4U on April 25, 2019, 09:08:01 AM

There's zero chance you didn't guide the conversation to this moment so you could share your furry convention photos. Dude are you a furry? I didn't mean no disrespect you just aren't a real bear but still an absolute L A D of a human being so its all good. I recommend not shooting furries in hd though that level of detail is supposed to be contained in whatever banquet hall they rented out for that shit.

(https://i.postimg.cc/WF3jqq6H/Adobe-20190425-090724.png) (https://postimg.cc/WF3jqq6H)

hahah no i didnt guide this convo on purpose and im not a furry, but thats a great photoshop.

many years ago my friend came out to me and the rest of our group of friends that he was a furry (then again a few years later that he was gay).

i think it was halloween and he wanted to go to this thing because he had never been to a furry convention. he took acid and asked me for a ride and i figured i would just go and take some pics. pretty much a bunch of people in dog piles and just like rolling around all over each other.

imagine seeing this shit while tripping?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on April 25, 2019, 09:58:41 AM

That would actually be really fun on acid that walrus man probably had alot of deep mystical knowledge.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 25, 2019, 12:08:27 PM

i never got the furry thing. is it even a sexual thing, because it doesn't seem that way to me. just seems like a bunch of dorks who like stupid costumes getting together. not my idea of fun, but if thats you, do your thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on April 25, 2019, 12:35:00 PM

Quote from: JB on April 25, 2019, 12:08:27 PM

i never got the furry thing. is it even a sexual thing, because it doesn't seem that way to me. just seems like a bunch of dorks who like stupid costumes getting together. not my idea of fun, but if thats you, do your thing.

Bro. You have definitely not done the most basic amount of research Iggy pop. Just google image "furry art" and you'll know if it's Sexual.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on April 25, 2019, 01:16:45 PM

Quote from: Mark Renton on April 25, 2019, 06:15:32 AM

I’m never content with what I have going on my way and I always get depressed about future.
I’m scared this is going to hit me hard when I’ll be old. I can’t fully enjoy anything really.

I think when that gravity of death pangs start happening when youre getting more and more over the hill is a completely different vibe.  More just terrifying past your core into your soul.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on April 25, 2019, 01:18:13 PM

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I want to go to a furry convention.

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I'd go with you it would be the best day of my life hangin out with a cool dude like you

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SVq4wE3v2GQ

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on April 25, 2019, 03:43:04 PM

Don't be mean to me bro you have a plus 333 rep you already have it all in life what more can you gain.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on April 25, 2019, 05:12:37 PM

Quote from: Complements4U on April 25, 2019, 03:43:04 PM

Don't be mean to me bro you have a plus 333 rep you already have it all in life what more can you gain.

I wish you didn’t delete your post where you were giving the opposite of compliments to furries. That was funny.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: element4life on April 25, 2019, 06:20:11 PM

furries have always struck me as child predators

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on April 25, 2019, 08:48:23 PM

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Don't be mean to me bro you have a plus 333 rep you already have it all in life what more can you gain.

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I wish you didn’t delete your post where you were giving the opposite of compliments to furries. That was funny.

I don't compliment furries but I could compliment an individual.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on April 25, 2019, 09:33:52 PM

I sometimes lay in bed at night and think about what animal I would be if I were a furry.  It’s actually kind of fun.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on April 25, 2019, 10:06:38 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on April 25, 2019, 09:33:52 PM

I sometimes lay in bed at night and think about what animal I would be if I were a furry.  It’s actually kind of fun.

I'd choose a bear. He'd have a tiny head but a really friendly personality and the best smile in any room. What would you pick?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jakeumms on April 25, 2019, 10:31:57 PM

Probably just like a really slutty dog.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on April 25, 2019, 10:55:21 PM

Quote from: jakeumms on April 25, 2019, 10:31:57 PM

Probably just like a really slutty dog.

You would do great if you really wanted that, just like everything else you set your mind on in life. I admire that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on April 26, 2019, 12:27:11 AM

being a furry just sounds really hot to me...

like very warm temperature-wise.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on April 26, 2019, 03:17:48 AM

Quote from: beatifk on April 26, 2019, 12:27:11 AM

being a furry just sounds really hot to me...

like very warm temperature-wise.

  I love when a girls sweatin her hole off, ya know?  Sex in 'the van' on a hot day ha.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on April 26, 2019, 04:24:27 AM

Quote from: Complements4U on April 25, 2019, 03:43:04 PM

Don't be mean to me bro you have a plus 333 rep you already have it all in life what more can you gain.

Aw come on, that was a soft little jab and it's a good song. Not to lump you in with other people (I quite enjoy your shtick on here) but in general, I don't get why most of the generation of posters you belong to seems to care so much about a fictional number on a computer screen going up and down, as a whole it's been getting ridiculous. As insignicant as it really is, 'PAL status' used to be something one would eventually indirectly achieve after years of sharing interesting anecdotes, rare videos / mags and cultural tidbits; to an extent it was also a sign that they might be posting on here a little bit too much. Now SLAP has gotten full waves of members achieving it in a few weeks never contributing anything to the boards but their little shitty, disconnected commentary no one cares about in every fucking thread, or gratuitous snide remarks to other members in an attempt to look alpha on a website with a Skatesupply Distribution background complete with Element flatbars, cartoon renditions of Torey Pudwill and Hard Luck rider pads; fucking gets me. Also funnily enough, none of those posters ever post footage or discuss skating in depth, so they might as well not even be actual skateboarders; it's confusing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on April 26, 2019, 09:43:57 AM

Quote from: silhouette on April 26, 2019, 04:24:27 AM

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Don't be mean to me bro you have a plus 333 rep you already have it all in life what more can you gain.

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Aw come on, that was a soft little jab and it's a good song. Not to lump you in with other people (I quite enjoy your shtick on here) but in general, I don't get why most of the generation of posters you belong to seems to care so much about a fictional number on a computer screen going up and down, as a whole it's been getting ridiculous. As insignicant as it really is, 'PAL status' used to be something one would eventually indirectly achieve after years of sharing interesting anecdotes, rare videos / mags and cultural tidbits; to an extent it was also a sign that they might be posting on here a little bit too much. Now SLAP has gotten full waves of members achieving it in a few weeks never contributing anything to the boards but their little shitty, disconnected commentary no one cares about in every fucking thread, or gratuitous snide remarks to other members in an attempt to look alpha on a website with a Skatesupply Distribution background complete with Element flatbars, cartoon renditions of Torey Pudwill and Hard Luck rider pads; fucking gets me. Also funnily enough, none of those posters ever post footage or discuss skating in depth, so they might as well not even be actual skateboarders; it's confusing.

  Easy to say that about reps tho when ur up.  My rep bums me out. 
  Hey  recently i wrote a nasty response to a post of urs but then i realized it was sillowet and i panicked knowing that ur posts are sincere and that it wasnt someone being a dick.  I edited it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on April 26, 2019, 09:46:13 AM

Quote from: Complements4U on April 25, 2019, 03:43:04 PM

Don't be mean to me bro you have a plus 333 rep you already have it all in life what more can you gain.

  I laughed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on April 26, 2019, 11:08:20 AM

Quote from: givecigstosurfgroms on April 26, 2019, 09:43:57 AM

  Easy to say that about reps tho when ur up.  My rep bums me out. 
  Hey  recently i wrote a nasty response to a post of urs but then i realized it was sillowet and i panicked knowing that ur posts are sincere and that it wasnt someone being a dick.  I edited it.

I don't think you should get emotionally invested in a number that really doesn't represent shit. If anything it's a representation of your persona on here but not of your actual person, people go nuts on that system for an infinity of crazy reasons that belongs to them. I think whoever starts worrying about rep too much should just take a SLAP break for their own sanity, craving validation from complete strangers sounds a bit dangerous. If anything, at the end of the day you're still posting despite online 'reception' which is a display of authenticity and persistence, both considerable values to me.

Also please don't hesitate to call me out on my shit whenever you feel like it. I'm just as faillible as the next guy.

My real confession is that today I wore not just one but two shoelace belts simultaneously, throughout the whole day without even noticing till time came to hit the shower. I was wearing baggy shit so I don't think anybody else noticed either, one is embarrassing enough.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on April 26, 2019, 11:36:32 AM

Quote from: silhouette on April 26, 2019, 11:08:20 AM

My real confession is that today I wore not just one but two shoelace belts simultaneously, throughout the whole day without even noticing till time came to hit the shower. I was wearing baggy shit so I don't think anybody else noticed either, one is embarrassing enough.

i accidentally wore two different shoes ones and didn't notice until i got to class, 30 miles away from home. lots of people noticed and it was very embarrassing.

they weren't even similar shoes. one was a green bruin and the other was like a burgundy supra tom penny hightop. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on April 26, 2019, 12:51:40 PM

Quote from: Complements4U on April 25, 2019, 12:35:00 PM

Bro. You have definitely not done the most basic amount of research Iggy pop.

Fuck this made me laugh.

I found out yesterday afternoon that I had put on my boxer briefs inside out and just left it as is.

I also really want to skate, but my collarbone just about healed and I know I will slam and rebreak that fucker

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jakeumms on April 26, 2019, 01:02:05 PM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on April 26, 2019, 12:51:40 PM

I also really want to skate, but my collarbone just about healed and I know I will slam and rebreak that fucker

How long has it been? Did it heal clean or jagged?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on April 26, 2019, 02:10:18 PM

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I also really want to skate, but my collarbone just about healed and I know I will slam and rebreak that fucker

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How long has it been? Did it heal clean or jagged?

6 weeks and it was clean

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on April 27, 2019, 12:39:15 AM

My fursona is a lion and his name is Rory.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Buck Bundy on April 27, 2019, 07:03:11 PM

Ok, here we go. I’ve been partying/doing drugs since I was 14. By the time I was 18 I had tried just about everything. I stopped doing all the hard shit and just drank and smoked until I was 25. I went to Bonnaroo (2005/2006 I think) and out of necessity, I did coke so I could drink all day and night and not miss any of the bands I wanted to see. After that I would do it occasionally which of course turned into every time I drank (3-4 times a week). By 33 I had pretty much quit doing coke but still drank a lot. Due to some health problems I had to stop drinking. The last time I was drunk was 1/16/18....but from the age of 32 till 38, I was doing a lot of opiates. Usually story, stared with Vicodin’s, then Norcos, then percs. Once those stopped working I graduated to the real deal. While I’ve never shot up, it’s been a daily habit of snorting it. It’s been about a year and a half and I fucking hate it. I don’t get high anymore. All it does is keeps the withdrawals away. Every time I try to quit I make it about 36 hrs and I’m ready to kill myself from the withdrawals. I’m at 36 hrs right now. I got some Xanax and some tramadol to help with the restless legs, hot n cold sweats, and the overall pain that is everywhere. I’ve managed to keep it pretty hidden and although my friends suspect it, they don’t know for sure. I just got a gram of some coke so I could do a little and clean my apartment. Anything to take my mind off of how shitty I feel. I’m not going to treatment because then my parents will know and it will absolutely kill them. Any fellow slap members have advice? I know I could go to a dr and try and get suboxen or methadone, but I just want to be done with this. Like I said, I hate this. Everyday is the same thing, call the dealer, race to his house and back home so I can feel better. I’ve been to 2 meetings and it didn’t help at all. I didn’t like telling strangers in person that I’m a piece of shit. I figured I’d try here cause I know there’s other members like me. Like I said, any advice is greatly appreciated.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chris gentryfied on April 27, 2019, 07:21:08 PM

Quote from: Buck Bundy on April 27, 2019, 07:03:11 PM

Ok, here we go. I’ve been partying/doing drugs since I was 14. By the time I was 18 I had tried just about everything. I stopped doing all the hard shit and just drank and smoked until I was 25. I went to Bonnaroo (2005/2006 I think) and out of necessity, I did coke so I could drink all day and night and not miss any of the bands I wanted to see. After that I would do it occasionally which of course turned into every time I drank (3-4 times a week). By 33 I had pretty much quit doing coke but still drank a lot. Due to some health problems I had to stop drinking. The last time I was drunk was 1/16/18....but from the age of 32 till 38, I was doing a lot of opiates. Usually story, stared with Vicodin’s, then Norcos, then percs. Once those stopped working I graduated to the real deal. While I’ve never shot up, it’s been a daily habit of snorting it. It’s been about a year and a half and I fucking hate it. I don’t get high anymore. All it does is keeps the withdrawals away. Every time I try to quit I make it about 36 hrs and I’m ready to kill myself from the withdrawals. I’m at 36 hrs right now. I got some Xanax and some tramadol to help with the restless legs, hot n cold sweats, and the overall pain that is everywhere. I’ve managed to keep it pretty hidden and although my friends suspect it, they don’t know for sure. I just got a gram of some coke so I could do a little and clean my apartment. Anything to take my mind off of how shitty I feel. I’m not going to treatment because then my parents will know and it will absolutely kill them. Any fellow slap members have advice? I know I could go to a dr and try and get suboxen or methadone, but I just want to be done with this. Like I said, I hate this. Everyday is the same thing, call the dealer, race to his house and back home so I can feel better. I’ve been to 2 meetings and it didn’t help at all. I didn’t like telling strangers in person that I’m a piece of shit. I figured I’d try here cause I know there’s other members like me. Like I said, any advice is greatly appreciated.

it gets easier every time you attempt quitting. most of us who've walked away will say it was easy the time it worked [but impossible every time we failed]. apparently the 7th time is the magic number though i'm sure that's not exact science. but basically if you've contemplated before, it'll be added towards this time. after 36 hours you should be just about out of teh woods i'd think at least that was usually my window. methadone took a lot longer.
i went onto subs last time and weaned offa them. bad news is i'll do a bunch of kratom nowadays, how you do one thing is how you do everything. but it's a lot cheaper so better in that regards. subs ain't bad, a tiny piece lasts a while but they've got a long afterlife.
i don't really fucks w/ groups or meetings or any of that, just get free of it and skate. any other hobbies you got, get back into em. you'll have all this free time now that you're not sick, jammed or in between.
i guess this is what i tell people and it's vaguely based offa one of the 12 steps, service of others. i got bees and so i take care of bees compulsively [7 hives after 3 yrs]. it could be volunteering somewhere or having a dog or whatever but doing for someone asides yourself. i don't apologize for all my transgressions but i try to send a couple bucks or whatever to people who did me a solid when i was down and out. it's in the same spirit but my dumb intuitive version. wrangle some younger skaters and build a DIY. keep busy, boredom is behind most drinking/drug abuse.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Buck Bundy on April 27, 2019, 07:29:41 PM

Quote from: chris gentryfied on April 27, 2019, 07:21:08 PM

Quote from: Buck Bundy on April 27, 2019, 07:03:11 PM

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Ok, here we go. I’ve been partying/doing drugs since I was 14. By the time I was 18 I had tried just about everything. I stopped doing all the hard shit and just drank and smoked until I was 25. I went to Bonnaroo (2005/2006 I think) and out of necessity, I did coke so I could drink all day and night and not miss any of the bands I wanted to see. After that I would do it occasionally which of course turned into every time I drank (3-4 times a week). By 33 I had pretty much quit doing coke but still drank a lot. Due to some health problems I had to stop drinking. The last time I was drunk was 1/16/18....but from the age of 32 till 38, I was doing a lot of opiates. Usually story, stared with Vicodin’s, then Norcos, then percs. Once those stopped working I graduated to the real deal. While I’ve never shot up, it’s been a daily habit of snorting it. It’s been about a year and a half and I fucking hate it. I don’t get high anymore. All it does is keeps the withdrawals away. Every time I try to quit I make it about 36 hrs and I’m ready to kill myself from the withdrawals. I’m at 36 hrs right now. I got some Xanax and some tramadol to help with the restless legs, hot n cold sweats, and the overall pain that is everywhere. I’ve managed to keep it pretty hidden and although my friends suspect it, they don’t know for sure. I just got a gram of some coke so I could do a little and clean my apartment. Anything to take my mind off of how shitty I feel. I’m not going to treatment because then my parents will know and it will absolutely kill them. Any fellow slap members have advice? I know I could go to a dr and try and get suboxen or methadone, but I just want to be done with this. Like I said, I hate this. Everyday is the same thing, call the dealer, race to his house and back home so I can feel better. I’ve been to 2 meetings and it didn’t help at all. I didn’t like telling strangers in person that I’m a piece of shit. I figured I’d try here cause I know there’s other members like me. Like I said, any advice is greatly appreciated.

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it gets easier every time you attempt quitting. most of us who've walked away will say it was easy the time it worked [but impossible every time we failed]. apparently the 7th time is the magic number though i'm sure that's not exact science. but basically if you've contemplated before, it'll be added towards this time. after 36 hours you should be just about out of teh woods i'd think at least that was usually my window. methadone took a lot longer.
i went onto subs last time and weaned offa them. bad news is i'll do a bunch of kratom nowadays, how you do one thing is how you do everything. but it's a lot cheaper so better in that regards. subs ain't bad, a tiny piece lasts a while but they've got a long afterlife.
i don't really fucks w/ groups or meetings or any of that, just get free of it and skate. any other hobbies you got, get back into em. you'll have all this free time now that you're not sick, jammed or in between.
i guess this is what i tell people and it's vaguely based offa one of the 12 steps, service of others. i got bees and so i take care of bees compulsively [7 hives after 3 yrs]. it could be volunteering somewhere or having a dog or whatever but doing for someone asides yourself. i don't apologize for all my transgressions but i try to send a couple bucks or whatever to people who did me a solid when i was down and out. it's in the same spirit but my dumb intuitive version. wrangle some younger skaters and build a DIY. keep busy, boredom is behind most drinking/drug abuse.

Thank you for the advice. This is probably my 5-6th time trying to quit so hopefully this or the next time will be the one. Luckily I do have a 1yr old dog who is my best friend and I’ve spent a lot of time laying with him, confessing everything. Talking about it helps, but again, not with a group of strangers. What’s going to be really hard is I know the dude is going to be hitting me up in the next hour or so saying it’s all good and to come over. So the rest of tonight is going to be really really hard. I try to get out and skate, but it’s a catch 22. I can’t skate when I feel like this. I have to use to feel normal just to get out of bed and take a shower. I’m going to shit my phone of for the rest of the night and hopefully I can make it till morning. But like I said, I’m going crazy right now. My legs are seriously going to run off of my body. I HATE the restless legs. I know it’s time to just man up and do what I have to do, but the physical cravings are just so fucking intense.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Owen on April 27, 2019, 09:21:46 PM

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Ok, here we go. I’ve been partying/doing drugs since I was 14. By the time I was 18 I had tried just about everything. I stopped doing all the hard shit and just drank and smoked until I was 25. I went to Bonnaroo (2005/2006 I think) and out of necessity, I did coke so I could drink all day and night and not miss any of the bands I wanted to see. After that I would do it occasionally which of course turned into every time I drank (3-4 times a week). By 33 I had pretty much quit doing coke but still drank a lot. Due to some health problems I had to stop drinking. The last time I was drunk was 1/16/18....but from the age of 32 till 38, I was doing a lot of opiates. Usually story, stared with Vicodin’s, then Norcos, then percs. Once those stopped working I graduated to the real deal. While I’ve never shot up, it’s been a daily habit of snorting it. It’s been about a year and a half and I fucking hate it. I don’t get high anymore. All it does is keeps the withdrawals away. Every time I try to quit I make it about 36 hrs and I’m ready to kill myself from the withdrawals. I’m at 36 hrs right now. I got some Xanax and some tramadol to help with the restless legs, hot n cold sweats, and the overall pain that is everywhere. I’ve managed to keep it pretty hidden and although my friends suspect it, they don’t know for sure. I just got a gram of some coke so I could do a little and clean my apartment. Anything to take my mind off of how shitty I feel. I’m not going to treatment because then my parents will know and it will absolutely kill them. Any fellow slap members have advice? I know I could go to a dr and try and get suboxen or methadone, but I just want to be done with this. Like I said, I hate this. Everyday is the same thing, call the dealer, race to his house and back home so I can feel better. I’ve been to 2 meetings and it didn’t help at all. I didn’t like telling strangers in person that I’m a piece of shit. I figured I’d try here cause I know there’s other members like me. Like I said, any advice is greatly appreciated.

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it gets easier every time you attempt quitting. most of us who've walked away will say it was easy the time it worked [but impossible every time we failed]. apparently the 7th time is the magic number though i'm sure that's not exact science. but basically if you've contemplated before, it'll be added towards this time. after 36 hours you should be just about out of teh woods i'd think at least that was usually my window. methadone took a lot longer.
i went onto subs last time and weaned offa them. bad news is i'll do a bunch of kratom nowadays, how you do one thing is how you do everything. but it's a lot cheaper so better in that regards. subs ain't bad, a tiny piece lasts a while but they've got a long afterlife.
i don't really fucks w/ groups or meetings or any of that, just get free of it and skate. any other hobbies you got, get back into em. you'll have all this free time now that you're not sick, jammed or in between.
i guess this is what i tell people and it's vaguely based offa one of the 12 steps, service of others. i got bees and so i take care of bees compulsively [7 hives after 3 yrs]. it could be volunteering somewhere or having a dog or whatever but doing for someone asides yourself. i don't apologize for all my transgressions but i try to send a couple bucks or whatever to people who did me a solid when i was down and out. it's in the same spirit but my dumb intuitive version. wrangle some younger skaters and build a DIY. keep busy, boredom is behind most drinking/drug abuse.

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Thank you for the advice. This is probably my 5-6th time trying to quit so hopefully this or the next time will be the one. Luckily I do have a 1yr old dog who is my best friend and I’ve spent a lot of time laying with him, confessing everything. Talking about it helps, but again, not with a group of strangers. What’s going to be really hard is I know the dude is going to be hitting me up in the next hour or so saying it’s all good and to come over. So the rest of tonight is going to be really really hard. I try to get out and skate, but it’s a catch 22. I can’t skate when I feel like this. I have to use to feel normal just to get out of bed and take a shower. I’m going to shit my phone of for the rest of the night and hopefully I can make it till morning. But like I said, I’m going crazy right now. My legs are seriously going to run off of my body. I HATE the restless legs. I know it’s time to just man up and do what I have to do, but the physical cravings are just so fucking intense.

Does weed help with some of the physical side effects of withdrawl? I've never gone through either but a lot of the negative side effects sound similar to what people going through chemo experience and weed is supposed to be good for that right?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Buck Bundy on April 27, 2019, 09:33:16 PM

^^It does help a little for me but. Especially wax/dabs. But it’s not enough to get rid of all the damn aches, restless legs, and sweats.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 27, 2019, 09:42:09 PM

You will probably need to tell your folks about this and get a detox. Sorry to say it but it's very hard to kick a real habit.

Good luck, Buck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Buck Bundy on April 27, 2019, 11:29:29 PM

Well I managed to not use tonight. Going to take something to help me sleep and if I can make it through tomorrow, that’ll be the longest I’ve gone in like a year. I want to beat this sooo bad!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr Hfuhruhurr on April 27, 2019, 11:47:54 PM

Stay strong!

Have you tried a super big dose of edibles?

Seriously it’s a more intense high than the most potent dab because your liver metabolizes it and intensifies the high.  There are actually programs in my state run by former users that help people kick opiates with the use of high dose edibles.  The liquid syrups seem to be the most effective.

Good luck!  YOU CAN DO THIS

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Buck Bundy on April 27, 2019, 11:50:54 PM

Quote from: Dr Hfuhruhurr on April 27, 2019, 11:47:54 PM

Stay strong!

Have you tried a super big dose of edibles?

Seriously it’s a more intense high than the most potent dab because your liver metabolizes it and intensifies the high.  There are actually programs in my state run by former users that help people kick opiates with the use of high dose edibles.  The liquid syrups seem to be the most effective.

Good luck!  YOU CAN DO THIS

Edibles have never worked for me. Tried many times. I really appreciate all the advice and kind words. I AM GOING TO BEAT THIS!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: givecigstosurfgroms on April 28, 2019, 01:17:56 AM

Magnesium citrate for restless leg.  I quit cold turkey just once and for all i know i might have almost died.  Those nights were strange.  Getting into surfing that month prolly saved my life too.  Its rad getting off heroin.  Heroin is a joke anyway.  Its a denial hole.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on April 28, 2019, 04:28:17 AM

Quote from: Buck Bundy on April 27, 2019, 11:29:29 PM

Well I managed to not use tonight. Going to take something to help me sleep and if I can make it through tomorrow, that’ll be the longest I’ve gone in like a year. I want to beat this sooo bad!

You’ve got this! Keep up the good work!

Edit: also I don’t know you but to put in the work to kick this, I’m so proud of you!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Buck Bundy on April 28, 2019, 04:52:41 AM

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Well I managed to not use tonight. Going to take something to help me sleep and if I can make it through tomorrow, that’ll be the longest I’ve gone in like a year. I want to beat this sooo bad!

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You’ve got this! Keep up the good work!

Edit: also I don’t know you but to put in the work to kick this, I’m so proud of you!!!

Thanks man! I really appreciate everyone’s advice/words. I don’t know any of you guys, but now that I feel like I have people that know about this, and support me, I can’t let y'all down. This is why I love slap. It’s 7am and although the goddamn restless legs haven’t stopped and I haven’t slept, I’m just past 48hrs. Granted I’ve been smoking and doing a little coke tonight, but I don’t really like coke anymore so it’s not like I want/will start using that again. As for weed, we’ll i don’t see any problem with that. If 1 night of coke helps me get through the last leg of this, I’m all for it. I just gotta make it through today!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on April 28, 2019, 05:22:02 AM

Tcob. Stay strong!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Buck Bundy on April 28, 2019, 07:27:52 AM

Sooo...a little update. My dad has been having chest pains and finally went to the Er last night. He has to go in for an angiogram tomorrow. I know that’s not that intense of a procedure, but he’s already had quadruple heart surgery. I don’t handle it well. I got 24 hrs to get my shit together so I can be there for him.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 28, 2019, 07:50:52 AM

Fucking hell, mate. Good luck to you and your old man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: chris gentryfied on April 28, 2019, 07:58:37 AM

you're almost there, just keep doing what you're doing. take benadryl tonight and sleep the pain away. you should be a new man tomorrow.
my buddy used immodium ad to ameliorate dopesick feelings but it gave him a heart attack. there's a nutty hasidic jew on yt giving advice on how to take copious amounts of it since it's poppy based and it helps w/ the shits.
you're good man, don't let anyone tell you ya can't do it on your own but if you feel like you can't, holler at someone. everyone is different.
in my experience, most of my old running partners died so the comradery of copping and all that was on the wane. i built resentment to my dealer and other junkies and that made it easier to not relapse when i'm bored.
i'm so petty, i was looking into visiting the Dominican Republic for sex tourism, i wanted to fuck them since they fucked me for a couple yrs. i be wil'in sometimes, haha.
i realize how silly that is but resentment is good because if you can hold a grudge, you can hold to your principles.
[edit] here's the hasidic guy encouraging you to abuse stuff you have around the house. idk if he's legit a junkbomb or he's trying to kill off goys w/ this advice. hope your dad is ok
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2UWWuYIv0VA

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr Hfuhruhurr on April 28, 2019, 02:55:45 PM

Buck Bundy:  I wish your father the best.  I hope it’s a speedy recovery. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Allen. on April 28, 2019, 06:49:12 PM

I'm not a praying guy but I'm sending good vibes your way Buck. You've got this. Never quit anything as gnarly as heroin but I did quit smoking and a lot of the advice is applicable to all sorts of quitting.

You've got this. We're proud of you for getting as far as you have.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on April 29, 2019, 08:32:30 AM

You’re in the home stretch now bud, don’t let a tough situation be a crutch to fall into old coping habits. You got this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Buck Bundy on April 29, 2019, 09:39:26 AM

Thank you all again for the words and advice. Last night was brutal. Throwing up constantly, and the goddamn restless legs. Seriously what the fuck is with opiates and restless legs?? A little over 72hrs clean! Fuck Heroin. What a stupid fucking thing I did getting involved with this shit. I was definitely that guy that thought I was invincible and I could stop at anytime. A year and a half later and here I am. My pops is doing ok too. Things are on the up and up!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 29, 2019, 11:00:49 AM

Good to hear. Keep going.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr Hfuhruhurr on April 29, 2019, 02:13:56 PM

Quote from: Buck Bundy on April 29, 2019, 09:39:26 AM

Thank you all again for the words and advice. Last night was brutal. Throwing up constantly, and the goddamn restless legs. Seriously what the fuck is with opiates and restless legs?? A little over 72hrs clean! Fuck Heroin. What a stupid fucking thing I did getting involved with this shit. I was definitely that guy that thought I was invincible and I could stop at anytime. A year and a half later and here I am. My pops is doing ok too. Things are on the up and up!

Fuck yeah homie!  Keep kicking ass!  Proud of you!

Much love!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on April 30, 2019, 01:13:34 AM

keep yo mothafuckin' head up!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mark Renton on April 30, 2019, 05:02:25 AM

Keep going Buck! Keep us updated.
Choose life  :)

I also wonder how poorlatino is doing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cricketclub on April 30, 2019, 12:31:36 PM

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My real confession is that today I wore not just one but two shoelace belts simultaneously, throughout the whole day without even noticing till time came to hit the shower. I was wearing baggy shit so I don't think anybody else noticed either, one is embarrassing enough.

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i accidentally wore two different shoes ones and didn't notice until i got to class, 30 miles away from home. lots of people noticed and it was very embarrassing.

they weren't even similar shoes. one was a green bruin and the other was like a burgundy supra tom penny hightop.

One time I accidentally wore two different shoes my Junior Year. They were actually the same color but looked totally different and I think that actually made it worse. There was a freshman in my Spanish class who obviously thought it was cool because he wore two different shoes the very next day! I didn't make fun of him for it but I thought it was hilarious. Years later I saw him at the skatepark and said what's up. I didn't mention it but it's all I could think about.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: honey island on April 30, 2019, 02:53:26 PM

how have the last 24 hours been buck? hang in there <3

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Madam, I'm Adam on April 30, 2019, 08:48:54 PM

Quote from: Mark Renton on April 30, 2019, 05:02:25 AM

Keep going Buck! Keep us updated.
Choose life  :)

I also wonder how poorlatino is doing.

Yeah, he was sober and posting here, but he hasn't recently. Hope you're well man, if you read this. Hope you're doing well as well, Buck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on May 01, 2019, 02:54:07 AM

Rooting for you Buck. I keep checking that thread for updates, wishing you all the best.

Quote from: cricketclub on April 30, 2019, 12:31:36 PM

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My real confession is that today I wore not just one but two shoelace belts simultaneously, throughout the whole day without even noticing till time came to hit the shower. I was wearing baggy shit so I don't think anybody else noticed either, one is embarrassing enough.

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i accidentally wore two different shoes ones and didn't notice until i got to class, 30 miles away from home. lots of people noticed and it was very embarrassing.

they weren't even similar shoes. one was a green bruin and the other was like a burgundy supra tom penny hightop.

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One time I accidentally wore two different shoes my Junior Year. They were actually the same color but looked totally different and I think that actually made it worse. There was a freshman in my Spanish class who obviously thought it was cool because he wore two different shoes the very next day! I didn't make fun of him for it but I thought it was hilarious. Years later I saw him at the skatepark and said what's up. I didn't mention it but it's all I could think about.

Since it's what this thread is all about I'll be honest, I probably did the two different shoes thing on purpose at some point when I was 15, 16 and super into punk. With a few friends I skated and was in a band with, we'd occasionally try and make 'edgy fashion statements' by wearing ridiculous shit in public such as this, or wearing jackets or jeans inside out, or D.I.Y. clothing with hand-drawn 'art'. The point was to make people ponder the idea of normality, occasionally we'd have randoms ask us why we'd dress like that and when we could tell they were genuinely intrigued then we could engage in crazy discussions. Now most people probably just assumed we were clowns but at least they got to see something different, and deliberately jettisoning my credibility in a social environment for a short stint was an interesting experience that taught me a lot on how people functioned, and how much of a shit I should give. That had to be around the time the piss drunx thing popped up and anybody remotely into punk in the first place thought that was some poser ass shit; looking like this around an average of six Boulala clones at any given spot probably looked funny. Thankfully it was a short-lived phase, but I still have one of those tee-shirts with hand-drawn stuff and will wear it from time to time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on May 01, 2019, 03:16:52 AM

Bro, every single 15 year old is a person. If they are not, something is wrong and they will probably have a back yard full of corpses at 30.

You're good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Madam, I'm Adam on May 04, 2019, 11:09:59 AM

I become socially inept when I skate and people watch me.

If someone starts watching I'll initially hate it/them, and start muttering to myself that I hate being watched. I regress to an infantile state. I've tried to stop acting like this but it's impossible.

But if I land something and someone cheers, I smile at them and thank them. It's really immature and entitled of me to get upset in the first place at someone who's just interested in what I'm doing. I've never actually gone up to someone and told them to stop watching, that's over the line. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on May 04, 2019, 12:06:41 PM

Quote from: Adam Abbas on May 04, 2019, 11:09:59 AM

I become socially inept when I skate and people watch me.

If someone starts watching I'll initially hate it/them, and start muttering to myself that I hate being watched. I regress to an infantile state. I've tried to stop acting like this but it's impossible.

But if I land something and someone cheers, I smile at them and thank them. It's really immature and entitled of me to get upset in the first place at someone who's just interested in what I'm doing. I've never actually gone up to someone and told them to stop watching, that's over the line.

I'm also developing that growing older. I used not to give a shit or at least, not realize that I was actually giving a shit. I think as we grow older, we start understanding why some sessions feel off and some don't better, and picking up on little details that make or break the vibe such as people watching.

Sometimes I get distracted by vehicles zooming by or motor noises. Jumping on my board I'll try to be subtle not to scare off pedestrians with a sudden loud noise but as soon as I'm on my board and it's a constant rumble then I stop caring. I'll go skate certain spots when I know they are empty, but that's because I like my peace of mind whilst skating, if the people there are compatible I'll roll. I avoid the park nowadays because it's always too crowded with kids with shitty music in their ears and scooters and parents and I seem to almost lose my shit most every time I go now, which isn't why I skate. Occasionally I'll take smaller side streets that are emptier than the main streets, but that's also because I like exploring and waves of people staring at shop windows fucking get me.

I'm happy to interact with positive pedestrians because it's a chance to convey a good image of skateboarders, unless it gets to the point where the person becomes annoying but that's rare and they usually understand you're busy.

There's this one dude in my town that has been skating for the same 21 years as I have, who always was the typical overweight nerd type (see the stereotype of some of the background props in shitty skate movies like Grind) and never really learned anything besides the basic shove-its, despite skating a lot. I remember just the ollie took him six years to figure out. This dude is a full-on man-child who never understood that real life is different from video games and that actual, physical skateboarding demands all kinds of focus; he'll fucking shove his phone in your face to show you the scans of his latest drawings of Spiderman in between turns when you're trying something. Or do his little stationary shove-its in your run-up, then try to crack a dumb joke you don't even want to fucking hear as you're trying to go. At this point I think being aware of your surroundings really is a strength if anything.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Madam, I'm Adam on May 04, 2019, 12:33:29 PM

I'm in the same boat as you sil, I hate noises of any kind when I skate. Spiderman guy sounds like a nightmare as well. I agree that awareness of your surroundings is beneficial, but I think I get overly aware and sensitive to the point where it's embarrassing.

The weird thing is that I'm so hypocritical because I actually get a little bummed when people watch then leave. Their presence makes me want to skate a bit harder, honestly. But I initially hate it when they're there because it's this sudden added "pressure." It's this dichotomy that annoys me.

I grew up skating alone 95% of the time so I guess I just got used to that. Like I can't really learn tricks around skate friends because it's such a personal, long process because I suck, and I need to socialize and be part of the session.

It's the whole "public performance" aspect of skating I still have a hard time dealing with. Like it or not, people will treat it like it's a show. I don't want it to be a show, but it is.   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on May 04, 2019, 12:59:59 PM

I think for me it also really depends on who stops to watch. Sometimes families will stop because the kids want to watch, that's when it gets really motivating for me to do at least something basic for show because I may be the first grown-up on a skateboard that this or that kid is ever seeing and it's just so easy to blow their minds with simple shit. I think that's the type of first impression that might encourage the kid to take up skateboarding later even when they've completely forgotten about the interaction, subconsciously the inspiration is still there.

Old people can also be interesting if you've got some time to talk to them. They grew up in a world where communication was a lot more organic and will always be stoked to find someone younger that they can actually have a respectful face-to-face conversation with; probably gives them some hope in this world.

I like how kids and old people are the demographic of casuals skateboarding seems to appeal to the most. Life hasn't begun tricking the kids into believing that happiness can be bought just yet, and is done trying to fool the elderly who've outlived the lie. As a result, most of the hate skateboarders get is from the middle range of people who are really just trying to cling to the idea that their existence is only worth it because they consume shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on May 04, 2019, 07:55:42 PM

i like your outlook on life siloet

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on May 04, 2019, 08:26:40 PM

Quote from: Adam Abbas on May 04, 2019, 12:33:29 PM

I'm in the same boat as you sil, I hate noises of any kind when I skate. Spiderman guy sounds like a nightmare as well. I agree that awareness of your surroundings is beneficial, but I think I get overly aware and sensitive to the point where it's embarrassing.

The weird thing is that I'm so hypocritical because I actually get a little bummed when people watch then leave. Their presence makes me want to skate a bit harder, honestly. But I initially hate it when they're there because it's this sudden added "pressure." It's this dichotomy that annoys me.

I grew up skating alone 95% of the time so I guess I just got used to that. Like I can't really learn tricks around skate friends because it's such a personal, long process because I suck, and I need to socialize and be part of the session.

It's the whole "public performance" aspect of skating I still have a hard time dealing with. Like it or not, people will treat it like it's a show. I don't want it to be a show, but it is.

The local DIY spot has been a god send for me. Its so far away from the public that I never have to feel anxious about people stopping and watching.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChuckRamone on May 04, 2019, 10:54:48 PM

weird. the older I get the less I care who’s watching. when I was young I was ridiculously self-conscious when strangers were around whether they were other skaters or random observers. other skaters intimidated me the most. now I can zone other people out almost completely and focus on what I’m doing. I’m aware they are there and sometimes it’s distracting but I mostly keep doing whatever I’m doing. sometimes I do get this feeling the observers who are not skating are judging me negatively, like they are underestimating me, which is mostly me projecting, and I feel the need to do a little something to prove I can skate, but that voice in my head is rarer than when I was young and I can either ignore it or not let it bother me. when it’s other skaters around I almost don’t care at all anymore when they used to scare me the most. I know how good or bad I am and I skate to my level. that youthful angst and insecurity is still there to a degree but I’ve wrestled with it for so long that it knows to chill out. I think a lot of it comes from being more callous than when I was young and genuinely not caring anymore what others think of me. I don’t know if that’s good though or if I’m becoming severely reclusive and kinda mean aka anti-social. I almost always skate by myself unless other skaters happen to be there too. a few times a year I skate with one of my few old skate friends who still skates but he’s more a night owl/pot smoker and I’ve become a morning/mostly sober person.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on May 04, 2019, 11:39:02 PM

Quote from: ChuckRamone on May 04, 2019, 10:54:48 PM

weird. the older I get the less I care who’s watching. when I was young I was ridiculously self-conscious when strangers were around whether they were other skaters or random observers. other skaters intimidated me the most. now I can zone other people out almost completely and focus on what I’m doing. I’m aware they are there and sometimes it’s distracting but I mostly keep doing whatever I’m doing. sometimes I do get this feeling the observers who are not skating are judging me negatively, like they are underestimating me, which is mostly me projecting, and I feel the need to do a little something to prove I can skate, but that voice in my head is rarer than when I was young and I can either ignore it or not let it bother me. when it’s other skaters around I almost don’t care at all anymore when they used to scare me the most. I know how good or bad I am and I skate to my level. that youthful angst and insecurity is still there to a degree but I’ve wrestled with it for so long that it knows to chill out. I think a lot of it comes from being more callous than when I was young and genuinely not caring anymore what others think of me. I don’t know if that’s good though or if I’m becoming severely reclusive and kinda mean aka anti-social. I almost always skate by myself unless other skaters happen to be there too. a few times a year I skate with one of my few old skate friends who still skates but he’s more a night owl/pot smoker and I’ve become a morning/mostly sober person.

I’m 25 and work the night shift pretty much by myself so that definitely adds to the social anxiety especially when skating in front of people. I dont really get it if other people are skating the park though since they’re there for the same reason as I am. I’ve actually met a few other people and had good exchanges with them at the park which has helped alot. I’m also trying to go to more local skate events like video premieres, concerts at marginal, etc to get more comfortable being at a park or spot with a bunch of people around. Baby steps?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChuckRamone on May 05, 2019, 06:48:19 AM

you’re doing better than I was at 25. at that age I mostly wanted to skate where/when no one else was around. a natural part of getting old for me has been giving less fucks what others think. maybe it’s partly from regret that I wasted a lot of my youth caring too much about that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChrisLambe94 on May 05, 2019, 07:37:59 PM

One day at a time Buck. God bless your heart n I'll keep you in my prayers.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Suave on May 05, 2019, 07:44:52 PM

i had anal sex one time. hurt like a sonofagun!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: moonordie on May 07, 2019, 05:14:48 AM

Quote from: silhouette on May 04, 2019, 12:06:41 PM

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I become socially inept when I skate and people watch me.

If someone starts watching I'll initially hate it/them, and start muttering to myself that I hate being watched. I regress to an infantile state. I've tried to stop acting like this but it's impossible.

But if I land something and someone cheers, I smile at them and thank them. It's really immature and entitled of me to get upset in the first place at someone who's just interested in what I'm doing. I've never actually gone up to someone and told them to stop watching, that's over the line.

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I'm also developing that growing older. I used not to give a shit or at least, not realize that I was actually giving a shit. I think as we grow older, we start understanding why some sessions feel off and some don't better, and picking up on little details that make or break the vibe such as people watching.

Sometimes I get distracted by vehicles zooming by or motor noises. Jumping on my board I'll try to be subtle not to scare off pedestrians with a sudden loud noise but as soon as I'm on my board and it's a constant rumble then I stop caring. I'll go skate certain spots when I know they are empty, but that's because I like my peace of mind whilst skating, if the people there are compatible I'll roll. I avoid the park nowadays because it's always too crowded with kids with shitty music in their ears and scooters and parents and I seem to almost lose my shit most every time I go now, which isn't why I skate. Occasionally I'll take smaller side streets that are emptier than the main streets, but that's also because I like exploring and waves of people staring at shop windows fucking get me.

I'm happy to interact with positive pedestrians because it's a chance to convey a good image of skateboarders, unless it gets to the point where the person becomes annoying but that's rare and they usually understand you're busy.

Word can't explain how much I relate to this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paco Supreme on May 16, 2019, 02:03:06 AM

After avoiding it for nearly 3 weeks, I broke up with my girlfriend of like 4 years.

It went better than I thought but she did say some things to make me think maybe she was waiting for it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on May 16, 2019, 07:55:48 AM

Quote from: Paco Supreme on May 16, 2019, 02:03:06 AM

After avoiding it for nearly 3 weeks, I broke up with my girlfriend of like 4 years.

It went better than I thought but she did say some things to make me think maybe she was waiting for it

Sorry to hear this, but glad it went some sort of well

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on May 16, 2019, 11:03:15 PM

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After avoiding it for nearly 3 weeks, I broke up with my girlfriend of like 4 years.

It went better than I thought but she did say some things to make me think maybe she was waiting for it

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what he said!
4 years is around the mark no? Like you're either going to marry and be with each other from this point on or just stop wasting one another's time no? I have a friend who was dating a guy for 10 years and then he broke it off with her ... only to beg her to take him back a few months down the track. If you're going to do that you might as well pop the question no?

***
I need some career advice, might head to the jobs thread...

Sorry to hear this, but glad it went some sort of well

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: johnes on May 17, 2019, 09:24:55 AM

This gay man from an old music forum used to have like a web crush on me and we would chat sometimes about similar music tastes ( he was a nice dude overall) but he would leave like “cute” or similar stuff on my social media photos.
One time he says, I just have to ask at least once, How big is it???”
I lied and said it was average.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on May 17, 2019, 08:21:00 PM

Buck, where are you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 17, 2019, 10:24:12 PM

I cry a lot. Like a lot, a lot. To the point of it being an impairment sometimes. I can't control them emos. Meditating helps though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: element4life on May 18, 2019, 08:14:06 AM

I like big butts and I cannot lie

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 19, 2019, 09:01:56 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 17, 2019, 10:24:12 PM

I cry a lot. Like a lot, a lot. To the point of it being an impairment sometimes. I can't control them emos. Meditating helps though.

Opposite problem for me, haven’t had a cry in 15+ years. Would like to as I think it would be a release but I’m not in touch with my emotions.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: guest1 on May 20, 2019, 07:17:05 PM

I’ve never seen a single episode of game of thrones.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Owen on May 20, 2019, 08:18:05 PM

Quote from: The Squid on May 20, 2019, 07:17:05 PM

I’ve never seen a single episode of game of thrones.

It's about a happy go lucky group of aliens who run a book club. You should give it a look

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Shifty Flip on May 20, 2019, 10:39:05 PM

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I cry a lot. Like a lot, a lot. To the point of it being an impairment sometimes. I can't control them emos. Meditating helps though.

[close]

Opposite problem for me, haven’t had a cry in 15+ years. Would like to as I think it would be a release but I’m not in touch with my emotions.

How did you do at the wedding? 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on May 21, 2019, 12:53:58 AM

Quote from: The Squid on May 20, 2019, 07:17:05 PM

I’ve never seen a single episode of game of thrones.

me neither
*shrugs*

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on May 21, 2019, 01:19:55 AM

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I’ve never seen a single episode of game of thrones.

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me neither
*shrugs*

same. nothing wrong with that i suppose.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 21, 2019, 05:15:06 AM

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I cry a lot. Like a lot, a lot. To the point of it being an impairment sometimes. I can't control them emos. Meditating helps though.

[close]

Opposite problem for me, haven’t had a cry in 15+ years. Would like to as I think it would be a release but I’m not in touch with my emotions.

[close]

How did you do at the wedding? 

All smiles. My father in law cried pretty hard, wouldn’t let his little girls hand go, I had to pry her hand from his.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on May 21, 2019, 08:31:01 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on May 21, 2019, 05:15:06 AM

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I cry a lot. Like a lot, a lot. To the point of it being an impairment sometimes. I can't control them emos. Meditating helps though.

[close]

Opposite problem for me, haven’t had a cry in 15+ years. Would like to as I think it would be a release but I’m not in touch with my emotions.

[close]

How did you do at the wedding? 

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All smiles. My father in law cried pretty hard, wouldn’t let his little girls hand go, I had to pry her hand from his.

Hmmm, fair enough...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on May 21, 2019, 06:47:45 PM

Quote from: SodaJerk on May 19, 2019, 09:01:56 AM

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I cry a lot. Like a lot, a lot. To the point of it being an impairment sometimes. I can't control them emos. Meditating helps though.

[close]

Opposite problem for me, haven’t had a cry in 15+ years. Would like to as I think it would be a release but I’m not in touch with my emotions.

do you have kids yet Soda?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 21, 2019, 10:44:22 PM

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I cry a lot. Like a lot, a lot. To the point of it being an impairment sometimes. I can't control them emos. Meditating helps though.

[close]

Opposite problem for me, haven’t had a cry in 15+ years. Would like to as I think it would be a release but I’m not in touch with my emotions.

[close]

do you have kids yet Soda?

Nope

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on May 22, 2019, 05:29:03 PM

Having kids made me emotional. I could cry instantly thinking about losing them or them losing me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on May 22, 2019, 08:07:53 PM

Quote from: paraquat on May 22, 2019, 05:29:03 PM

Having kids made me emotional. I could cry instantly thinking about losing them or them losing me.

yeah, I tear up even just watching shitty shows on TV these days; having kids defs made me more emotional

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on May 23, 2019, 04:11:16 AM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on May 22, 2019, 08:07:53 PM

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Having kids made me emotional. I could cry instantly thinking about losing them or them losing me.

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yeah, I tear up even just watching shitty shows on TV these days; having kids defs made me more emotional

I can see that but there’s only one way to find out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bestdudever on May 23, 2019, 09:09:39 AM

i got close to crying right now, check this out, could go in the mental illness thread too cause fuck dude, this shit is ill as fuck bro im not even high.

i think i was raised as a child in the most beautiful place in america. i just realized its shaped my dreams and my psyche in the most basic and complex ways. like a full architectural base of my conscious building.

i feel like i have to go back and start a family there. its so fucking safe and white and all that good shit bro. what the fuck would i be doing if i never moved around ya know? fuck.

dude imagine your earliest thoughts being at picnics and shit at this park.
(https://cdn1.foap.com/images/82a6a68e-f43b-49a6-973e-c2a6a5e8fdf8/w640.jpg?1436743991)
(http://pics4.city-data.com/cpicc/cfiles36910.jpg)

can anyone beat me? i hope you can, im sorry if you cant.

sodajerk bust a love nut in your wife and have a kid dude.

no lie it just started raining outside as im typing this fucking sentence. not even lying. the earth just fucked nutted and cried for me.

fuck yes earth.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on May 23, 2019, 10:31:05 AM

Quote from: bestdudever on May 23, 2019, 09:09:39 AM

i got close to crying right now, check this out, could go in the mental illness thread too cause fuck dude, this shit is ill as fuck bro im not even high.

i think i was raised as a child in the most beautiful place in america. i just realized its shaped my dreams and my psyche in the most basic and complex ways. like a full architectural base of my conscious building.

i feel like i have to go back and start a family there. its so fucking safe and white and all that good shit bro. what the fuck would i be doing if i never moved around ya know? fuck.

dude imagine your earliest thoughts being at picnics and shit at this park.
(https://cdn1.foap.com/images/82a6a68e-f43b-49a6-973e-c2a6a5e8fdf8/w640.jpg?1436743991)
(http://pics4.city-data.com/cpicc/cfiles36910.jpg)

can anyone beat me? i hope you can, im sorry if you cant.

sodajerk bust a love nut in your wife and have a kid dude.

no lie it just started raining outside as im typing this fucking sentence. not even lying. the earth just fucked nutted and cried for me.

fuck yes earth.

Go outside and get that nut on your face

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bestdudever on May 23, 2019, 11:02:46 AM

(https://media0.giphy.com/media/aFmr7R5oRHdS0/giphy.gif)

nah dude that shit was dope. it all started cause of pho then i was like thats crazy i know some some vietnamese cause i lived with a vietnamese family, all 11 of em, them im like wtf thats pretty crazy right? then i remembered saigon the rapper and listened to a song and then i travelled all the way back to my earliest memories i forgot with that park and put everything together. but you cant really put all that together. so. yea. ... im sure you understand.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on May 29, 2019, 07:50:55 PM

I spent over 5k going to rub n tugs last year.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on May 31, 2019, 01:13:31 AM

Quote from: skatefresh on May 29, 2019, 07:50:55 PM

I spent over 5k going to rub n tugs last year.

:o

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on May 31, 2019, 02:07:15 AM

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I spent over 5k going to rub n tugs last year.

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:o

At first I was just curious, then it turned into an addiction.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on May 31, 2019, 06:09:59 AM

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I spent over 5k going to rub n tugs last year.

[close]

:o

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At first I was just curious, then it turned into an addiction.

Hugs, not handies.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Owen on June 01, 2019, 06:13:49 AM

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I spent over 5k going to rub n tugs last year.

[close]

:o

[close]

At first I was just curious, then it turned into an addiction.

[close]

Hugs, not handies.

So are you banging them too? What's the vibe? Do you have favourite girls (or guys if that's your vibe) or do you mix it up each time?
What kind if massage do you get? Head? Neck and back?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on June 01, 2019, 06:31:41 AM

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I spent over 5k going to rub n tugs last year.

[close]

:o

[close]

At first I was just curious, then it turned into an addiction.

[close]

Hugs, not handies.

[close]

So are you banging them too? What's the vibe? Do you have favourite girls (or guys if that's your vibe) or do you mix it up each time?
What kind if massage do you get? Head? Neck and back?

There's a website called rubmaps which you can see all the locations in your area, and read reviews about what is offered. I did have different girls I liked to see and some offer different services. I actually became friends with some of them and have seen them outside of work. A lot of them like the fast money they can make without doing much work. It's pretty crazy, I would say 95 percent of parlors offer extra services. If the windows are dark and they are open late it is a dead giveaway. You just get a regular body massage and they will usually tease you midway through to see how you react. Most will offer a hj, and service level depends on the shop or girl. Usually Korean parlors will offer full service if that's your thing. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shit_for_brains on June 01, 2019, 07:17:55 AM

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I spent over 5k going to rub n tugs last year.

[close]

:o

[close]

At first I was just curious, then it turned into an addiction.

[close]

Hugs, not handies.

[close]

So are you banging them too? What's the vibe? Do you have favourite girls (or guys if that's your vibe) or do you mix it up each time?
What kind if massage do you get? Head? Neck and back?

[close]

There's a website called rubmaps which you can see all the locations in your area, and read reviews about what is offered. I did have different girls I liked to see and some offer different services. I actually became friends with some of them and have seen them outside of work. A lot of them like the fast money they can make without doing much work. It's pretty crazy, I would say 95 percent of parlors offer extra services. If the windows are dark and they are open late it is a dead giveaway. You just get a regular body massage and they will usually tease you midway through to see how you react. Most will offer a hj, and service level depends on the shop or girl. Usually Korean parlors will offer full service if that's your thing.

I had a very close friend get addicted to that and he got crazier and wilder in a very sketchy but interesting lifestyle until he was killed on the other side of the world. He seemed to really enjoy it and if I'm totally honest it was an appropriate ending to a story like his. I guess what I'm saying is if follow your heart you can't lose.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on June 01, 2019, 01:38:22 PM

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I spent over 5k going to rub n tugs last year.

[close]

:o

[close]

At first I was just curious, then it turned into an addiction.

[close]

Hugs, not handies.

[close]

So are you banging them too? What's the vibe? Do you have favourite girls (or guys if that's your vibe) or do you mix it up each time?
What kind if massage do you get? Head? Neck and back?

[close]

There's a website called rubmaps which you can see all the locations in your area, and read reviews about what is offered. I did have different girls I liked to see and some offer different services. I actually became friends with some of them and have seen them outside of work. A lot of them like the fast money they can make without doing much work. It's pretty crazy, I would say 95 percent of parlors offer extra services. If the windows are dark and they are open late it is a dead giveaway. You just get a regular body massage and they will usually tease you midway through to see how you react. Most will offer a hj, and service level depends on the shop or girl. Usually Korean parlors will offer full service if that's your thing. 

I went for a Thai massage last week because my neck was jacked and the massage was great but two times she went for my dick and I had to say no. I was there for the massage. I went home and told my wife and she laughed. The next day she came home and said I shouldn’t go back there and I told her I’d go back for the massage but tellnthem upfront not to touch my dick.
Turns out she couldn’t give shit until she told other women at work and they said I shouldn’t go back so she just fed off them.
I don’t want a hj from some random. The massage was good but I don’t need full release.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on June 01, 2019, 02:58:37 PM

I’m learning so much in this thread.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on June 01, 2019, 04:56:30 PM

Never been to a massage spot, but I’ll blow a ton of money on cam girls sometimes if I’m going through a tough breakup or stressed or whatever.

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I spent over 5k going to rub n tugs last year.

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:o

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At first I was just curious, then it turned into an addiction.

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Hugs, not handies.

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So are you banging them too? What's the vibe? Do you have favourite girls (or guys if that's your vibe) or do you mix it up each time?
What kind if massage do you get? Head? Neck and back?

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There's a website called rubmaps which you can see all the locations in your area, and read reviews about what is offered. I did have different girls I liked to see and some offer different services. I actually became friends with some of them and have seen them outside of work. A lot of them like the fast money they can make without doing much work. It's pretty crazy, I would say 95 percent of parlors offer extra services. If the windows are dark and they are open late it is a dead giveaway. You just get a regular body massage and they will usually tease you midway through to see how you react. Most will offer a hj, and service level depends on the shop or girl. Usually Korean parlors will offer full service if that's your thing. 

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I went for a Thai massage last week because my neck was jacked and the massage was great but two times she went for my dick and I had to say no. I was there for the massage. I went home and told my wife and she laughed. The next day she came home and said I shouldn’t go back there and I told her I’d go back for the massage but tellnthem upfront not to touch my dick.
Turns out she couldn’t give shit until she told other women at work and they said I shouldn’t go back so she just fed off them.
I don’t want a hj from some random. The massage was good but I don’t need full release.

The handjobs some of these girls give is better than some whack sex I've had. You haven't lived until you've had a prostate massage.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on June 01, 2019, 05:19:30 PM

Quote from: childhood on June 01, 2019, 04:56:30 PM

Never been to a massage spot, but I’ll blow a ton of money on cam girls sometimes if I’m going through a tough breakup or stressed or whatever.

Chaturbate?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Suave on June 01, 2019, 05:49:53 PM

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I spent over 5k going to rub n tugs last year.

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:o

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At first I was just curious, then it turned into an addiction.

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Hugs, not handies.

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So are you banging them too? What's the vibe? Do you have favourite girls (or guys if that's your vibe) or do you mix it up each time?
What kind if massage do you get? Head? Neck and back?

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There's a website called rubmaps which you can see all the locations in your area, and read reviews about what is offered. I did have different girls I liked to see and some offer different services. I actually became friends with some of them and have seen them outside of work. A lot of them like the fast money they can make without doing much work. It's pretty crazy, I would say 95 percent of parlors offer extra services. If the windows are dark and they are open late it is a dead giveaway. You just get a regular body massage and they will usually tease you midway through to see how you react. Most will offer a hj, and service level depends on the shop or girl. Usually Korean parlors will offer full service if that's your thing. 

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I went for a Thai massage last week because my neck was jacked and the massage was great but two times she went for my dick and I had to say no. I was there for the massage. I went home and told my wife and she laughed. The next day she came home and said I shouldn’t go back there and I told her I’d go back for the massage but tellnthem upfront not to touch my dick.
Turns out she couldn’t give shit until she told other women at work and they said I shouldn’t go back so she just fed off them.
I don’t want a hj from some random. The massage was good but I don’t need full release.

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The handjobs some of these girls give is better than some whack sex I've had. You haven't lived until you've had a prostate massage.

what's that about? and can you trick your dr and giving you one?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bestdudever on June 01, 2019, 06:03:07 PM

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Never been to a massage spot, but I’ll blow a ton of money on cam girls sometimes if I’m going through a tough breakup or stressed or whatever.

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Chaturbate?

i did earned a couple hunnid tokens on chaturbate. childhood stop being such a sucker, you cant even feel them. mexican clubs have girls for $20 that hang all on you and rub theyre butts on you for the night. step down from rub n tug but infinitely higher than paying cam girls. jeez childhood wtf man?

i wont judge you tho

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on June 01, 2019, 08:19:55 PM

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I spent over 5k going to rub n tugs last year.

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:o

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At first I was just curious, then it turned into an addiction.

[close]

Hugs, not handies.

[close]

So are you banging them too? What's the vibe? Do you have favourite girls (or guys if that's your vibe) or do you mix it up each time?
What kind if massage do you get? Head? Neck and back?

[close]

There's a website called rubmaps which you can see all the locations in your area, and read reviews about what is offered. I did have different girls I liked to see and some offer different services. I actually became friends with some of them and have seen them outside of work. A lot of them like the fast money they can make without doing much work. It's pretty crazy, I would say 95 percent of parlors offer extra services. If the windows are dark and they are open late it is a dead giveaway. You just get a regular body massage and they will usually tease you midway through to see how you react. Most will offer a hj, and service level depends on the shop or girl. Usually Korean parlors will offer full service if that's your thing. 

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I went for a Thai massage last week because my neck was jacked and the massage was great but two times she went for my dick and I had to say no. I was there for the massage. I went home and told my wife and she laughed. The next day she came home and said I shouldn’t go back there and I told her I’d go back for the massage but tellnthem upfront not to touch my dick.
Turns out she couldn’t give shit until she told other women at work and they said I shouldn’t go back so she just fed off them.
I don’t want a hj from some random. The massage was good but I don’t need full release.

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The handjobs some of these girls give is better than some whack sex I've had. You haven't lived until you've had a prostate massage.

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what's that about? and can you trick your dr and giving you one?

When a chick sticks her finger up your ass while giving a handjob or a bj. If you've ever had one who actually knows how to hit your prostate it feels like 5 orgasms in one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on June 02, 2019, 01:56:31 AM

Quote from: childhood on June 01, 2019, 04:56:30 PM

Never been to a massage spot, but I’ll blow a ton of money on cam girls sometimes if I’m going through a tough breakup or stressed or whatever.

People pay for porn? Wow...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on June 02, 2019, 05:00:00 AM

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Never been to a massage spot, but I’ll blow a ton of money on cam girls sometimes if I’m going through a tough breakup or stressed or whatever.

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People pay for porn? Wow...

It’s to personalise the experience. There’s way too much porn out there and people have become immune to what used to be the most hardcore of it so they need it tailored to their desires so they pay for that.
My advice is stay away from porn as much as you can.

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Post by: skatefresh on June 02, 2019, 07:17:18 AM

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Never been to a massage spot, but I’ll blow a ton of money on cam girls sometimes if I’m going through a tough breakup or stressed or whatever.

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People pay for porn? Wow...

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It’s to personalise the experience. There’s way too much porn out there and people have become immune to what used to be the most hardcore of it so they need it tailored to their desires so they pay for that.
My advice is stay away from porn as much as you can.

Real talk. Porn will fuck you up in excess. Your brain is dumping ao much dopamine from watching hardcore stuff that it will take pleasure away from other areas in life. Then you just keep needing more fucked up stuff to get off on. One of the best things I ever did was cut back on porn. Shit fucks up your game with girls too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on June 02, 2019, 10:12:44 AM

A friend of mine told me his buddy fell in love with a rub and tug girl. The guy would feel guilty if he did not pay for services regularly. He gave the girl his number and she used to call him up to temp him to stop by and leave messages on his phone. She was a young Asian girl and she would let the guy watch Asian porn while getting his hand job. Then one day the place was raided and he never heard from the girl again.

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Post by: skatefresh on June 02, 2019, 12:39:35 PM

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A friend of mine told me his buddy fell in love with a rub and tug girl. The guy would feel guilty if he did not pay for services regularly. He gave the girl his number and she used to call him up to temp him to stop by and leave messages on his phone. She was a young Asian girl and she would let the guy watch Asian porn while getting his hand job. Then one day the place was raided and he never heard from the girl again.

Yeah.. a few have my number and will hit me up to come by. I'm not gonna lie, I caught feelings for a girl one time. I lost contact with her after the store she worked at got shut down. Cute Chinese girl, late 20s. I ended up finding her months later at a shop I had never tried. But I soon realized she was just hustling me for tips. 

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Post by: SodaJerk on June 02, 2019, 12:51:34 PM

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A friend of mine told me his buddy fell in love with a rub and tug girl. The guy would feel guilty if he did not pay for services regularly. He gave the girl his number and she used to call him up to temp him to stop by and leave messages on his phone. She was a young Asian girl and she would let the guy watch Asian porn while getting his hand job. Then one day the place was raided and he never heard from the girl again.

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Yeah.. a few have my number and will hit me up to come by. I'm not gonna lie, I caught feelings for a girl one time. I lost contact with her after the store she worked at got shut down. Cute Chinese girl, late 20s. I ended up finding her months later at a shop I had never tried. But I soon realized she was just hustling me for tips. 

Dude, you’re so in the shit. Seek help, gonto meetings. This isn’t healthy

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Post by: skatefresh on June 02, 2019, 01:33:19 PM

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A friend of mine told me his buddy fell in love with a rub and tug girl. The guy would feel guilty if he did not pay for services regularly. He gave the girl his number and she used to call him up to temp him to stop by and leave messages on his phone. She was a young Asian girl and she would let the guy watch Asian porn while getting his hand job. Then one day the place was raided and he never heard from the girl again.

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Yeah.. a few have my number and will hit me up to come by. I'm not gonna lie, I caught feelings for a girl one time. I lost contact with her after the store she worked at got shut down. Cute Chinese girl, late 20s. I ended up finding her months later at a shop I had never tried. But I soon realized she was just hustling me for tips. 

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Dude, you’re so in the shit. Seek help, gonto meetings. This isn’t healthy

I dont go often anymore. The novelty of it sort of wore off. But I'm fine being a sex addict. There's a lot worse things to be addicted to. I can't afford to anyway, since I took a trip to Korea recently that put me into some debt.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Owen on June 02, 2019, 07:03:09 PM

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A friend of mine told me his buddy fell in love with a rub and tug girl. The guy would feel guilty if he did not pay for services regularly. He gave the girl his number and she used to call him up to temp him to stop by and leave messages on his phone. She was a young Asian girl and she would let the guy watch Asian porn while getting his hand job. Then one day the place was raided and he never heard from the girl again.

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Yeah.. a few have my number and will hit me up to come by. I'm not gonna lie, I caught feelings for a girl one time. I lost contact with her after the store she worked at got shut down. Cute Chinese girl, late 20s. I ended up finding her months later at a shop I had never tried. But I soon realized she was just hustling me for tips. 

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Dude, you’re so in the shit. Seek help, gonto meetings. This isn’t healthy

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I dont go often anymore. The novelty of it sort of wore off. But I'm fine being a sex addict. There's a lot worse things to be addicted to. I can't afford to anyway, since I took a trip to Korea recently that put me into some debt.

You are committed to the Asian girls. Trips to Korea, soju bottle as your avatar, private numbers of the rub n tug girls. Go hard or go home 

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Post by: skatefresh on June 02, 2019, 07:49:47 PM

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A friend of mine told me his buddy fell in love with a rub and tug girl. The guy would feel guilty if he did not pay for services regularly. He gave the girl his number and she used to call him up to temp him to stop by and leave messages on his phone. She was a young Asian girl and she would let the guy watch Asian porn while getting his hand job. Then one day the place was raided and he never heard from the girl again.

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Yeah.. a few have my number and will hit me up to come by. I'm not gonna lie, I caught feelings for a girl one time. I lost contact with her after the store she worked at got shut down. Cute Chinese girl, late 20s. I ended up finding her months later at a shop I had never tried. But I soon realized she was just hustling me for tips. 

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Dude, you’re so in the shit. Seek help, gonto meetings. This isn’t healthy

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I dont go often anymore. The novelty of it sort of wore off. But I'm fine being a sex addict. There's a lot worse things to be addicted to. I can't afford to anyway, since I took a trip to Korea recently that put me into some debt.

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You are committed to the Asian girls. Trips to Korea, soju bottle as your avatar, private numbers of the rub n tug girls. Go hard or go home

  8)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on June 03, 2019, 01:11:30 AM

stay fresh, skatefresh.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 03, 2019, 01:49:09 PM

There's too many beautiful women in this coffee shop. Someone sell me a gun!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on June 03, 2019, 02:30:58 PM

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There's too many beautiful women in this coffee shop. Someone sell me a gun!

WHERE!?!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monkey_Mcpott on June 03, 2019, 05:45:40 PM

I wish I could live in Mexico sometimes.

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Post by: Francis Xavier on June 03, 2019, 09:48:59 PM

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I wish I could live in Mexico sometimes.

Forgot what part you said you went to, I've thought of it before

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Post by: Monkey_Mcpott on June 03, 2019, 09:58:19 PM

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I wish I could live in Mexico sometimes.

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Forgot what part you said you went to, I've thought of it before

Guadalajara. Been going every summer since I was a kid. A big part of my family lives there and its hard to come back every time I go. I've seriously have put a a lot of thought on how it would be possible to move my family over there and just stay there. But its beyond complicated and there's no way to make the same amount of money there as you would staying in the US because of the the Dollar to Peso ratio on top of other complications. Me and my wife are retiring there though for sure.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChuckRamone on June 03, 2019, 10:00:16 PM

I like to jerk off to female musicians. they could be singing or playing a violin, a harpsichord or even an oboe.

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Post by: shitsandwich on June 03, 2019, 11:00:32 PM

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There's too many beautiful women in this coffee shop. Someone sell me a gun!

Wait, what?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on June 04, 2019, 05:43:21 AM

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I wish I could live in Mexico sometimes.

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Forgot what part you said you went to, I've thought of it before

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Guadalajara. Been going every summer since I was a kid. A big part of my family lives there and its hard to come back every time I go. I've seriously have put a a lot of thought on how it would be possible to move my family over there and just stay there. But its beyond complicated and there's no way to make the same amount of money there as you would staying in the US because of the the Dollar to Peso ratio on top of other complications. Me and my wife are retiring there though for sure.

The financial aspect is a biggie, unless you're a drug dealer haha. Retirement sounds good there, but I completely understand the desire to skip town with every visit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Suave on June 04, 2019, 09:01:08 AM

he's inspired to become a ladykiller by gentle jones. way to go, gentle jones!
you're not the only grown ass man who has a hard time w/ intimacy. in fact, i had a buddy who rips who never even got a TJ hooker. you're a good skater, an intelligent guy and a postman.
you're doing better [from an outside perspective] than a few yrs back.
i think you're making a 'please shoot me' joke but stick around. life gets better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bestdudever on June 04, 2019, 09:25:38 AM

dont need a gun you already own a mouth. if you think youll blow it trying to talk normally to girls, just flame them, like tell em that their hair looks fucked up, youll get a reaction, maybe a nice verbal altercation (which you can save by saying i was just kidding its really pretty) or just have her chew you out. some form of contact atleast you can build off of, and jerk off to it when you get home too.

personally i like to flame a girl then say i was kidding, depending on how she reacts it lets me know how much of a bitch she is and if its worth pursuing further.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on June 04, 2019, 01:27:36 PM

silhouette always with the essays.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on June 04, 2019, 07:14:14 PM

If we are breaking this down I would like to bring in a more positive perspective and infer that L33t's point is not to bing harm to the women but, a reference to the line "so ___ i could die". In this occasion it being a hyperbole to explain the excitement he feels being surrounded by so many attractive women.

That being said, still waiting to know what coffee shop haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on June 04, 2019, 07:27:05 PM

Maybe leet just wants to look badass for the ladies? Guns are badass.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 04, 2019, 09:55:38 PM

Oh my god, fools are ridiculous. I want the gun to blow my own brains out, obvi! I'm not here for advice, I'm here for catharsis. What is this nonsense about competition and seeing women as objects? I don't give a shit about "alphas" or internet culture. In fact, I'm pretty much as far out of any sort of "culture" a person can be without being some sort of mountain hermit. Pretty much everything silhouette said is not applicable to me in any way. I mean, it's super fucking cool that he cares enough to take the time to write a goddamn dissertation. Seriously, thank you. It just tells me that I haven't done enough to be clear with what's actually going on my life because while I attempt to make off color non sequiturs, some thoughtful people out there think I hate the world because I think it owes and so I'll make it pay up by mowing down a coffee shop.

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on June 04, 2019, 07:14:14 PM

If we are breaking this down I would like to bring in a more positive perspective and infer that L33t's point is not to bing harm to the women but, a reference to the line "so ___ i could die". In this occasion it being a hyperbole to explain the excitement he feels being surrounded by so many attractive women.

That being said, still waiting to know what coffee shop haha

You get a gold star

The shop is called Communal Coffee, AKA Coffee and Flowers. It's in North Park, San Diego. It's constantly full of attractive women ordering ridiculously specific coffee like beverages and pretending to work on laptops. I go a lot because I know people who work there so I get free shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on June 05, 2019, 12:38:29 AM

Bro I'm not ridiculous, all I wanted was to go to a furry convention together. The offer still stands.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on June 05, 2019, 05:07:46 AM

When my girlfriend comes to stay with me I don't skate, nor play guitar, nor ride my bike, nor really do anything for myself. And I kinda wish I did, because I feel myself getting fat. But I also want to hang out with her.

I think I prefer being alone and having my own schedule (outside of work) 100% of the time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on June 05, 2019, 06:04:25 AM

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When my girlfriend comes to stay with me I don't skate, nor play guitar, nor ride my bike, nor really do anything for myself. And I kinda wish I did, because I feel myself getting fat. But I also want to hang out with her.

I think I prefer being alone and having my own schedule (outside of work) 100% of the time.

I had the same “problem” with my gf.

It might be hard but you have to tell her how it’s important to you and your sanity/overall health to keep up with your interests.

Some things I do my gf isn’t interested in but I did get her to start cycling with me and she’ll push around on my board when we go to walk the dogs. If it looks like you’re having fun, she’ll proabbly be more inclined to join in.

The flip side is you gotta take a liking to some of her interests. I know more about makeup than I care to say but it’s cool cuz it gives me and her more to talk about/bond over.

Good luck cuz! You got this!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 05, 2019, 06:40:18 AM

Quote from: Complements4U on June 05, 2019, 12:38:29 AM

Bro I'm not ridiculous, all I wanted was to go to a furry convention together. The offer still stands.

I'm 100% down. Just don't forget to bring a case these.
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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on June 05, 2019, 10:15:47 AM

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Bro I'm not ridiculous, all I wanted was to go to a furry convention together. The offer still stands.

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I'm 100% down. Just don't forget to bring a case these.
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If you guys go can you film it? Also Compliments, can you use the line “Can I interest you in a little head?”

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on June 06, 2019, 01:16:37 AM

post a little head!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bestdudever on June 06, 2019, 02:33:22 AM

i was weary at first but tiny head bear is my new favorite. he just smilin so much, he so chill, nothing can bring his vibe down. i want to be as happy as a big torso bear

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on June 06, 2019, 11:59:19 AM

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i was weary at first but tiny head bear is my new favorite. he just smilin so much, he so chill, nothing can bring his vibe down. i want to be as happy as a big torso bear

I confess, I too was weary but I was wrong.

Shalom you tiny headed Canadian bear.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on June 06, 2019, 03:32:23 PM

Thanks frebs I'm smilin at u all I'll smile a bit in the wind for you dudes look to the west where Im coming from and you will feel it, right in the dandelion seeds and warm breeze a smile, you can borrow it for the summer just keep it safe for me I may need it one day if my stitching gets frayed and I question my identity. Maybe I'll look in the mirror and a smile won't just be there, then you can share one back with me, launch it into the northeasterly trade winds or something.

Shalom

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on June 06, 2019, 05:01:49 PM

Quote from: Complements4U on June 06, 2019, 03:32:23 PM

Maybe I'll look in the mirror and a smile won't just be there,

Whenever that happens, if ever. Just think about the wise words in the bottom left corner of this quality publication.

(http://skately.com/img/library/print/large/nixon-watches-bob-burnquist-2001.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on June 06, 2019, 05:03:03 PM

Quote from: Complements4U on June 06, 2019, 03:32:23 PM

Thanks frebs I'm smilin at u all I'll smile a bit in the wind for you dudes look to the west where Im coming from and you will feel it, right in the dandelion seeds and warm breeze a smile, you can borrow it for the summer just keep it safe for me I may need it one day if my stitching gets frayed and I question my identity. Maybe I'll look in the mirror and a smile won't just be there, then you can share one back with me, launch it into the northeasterly trade winds or something.

Shalom

Never focus,you tiny headed bear pal. You're a pick me up I didn't know I needed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitsandwich on June 06, 2019, 07:59:55 PM

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A friend of mine told me his buddy fell in love with a rub and tug girl. The guy would feel guilty if he did not pay for services regularly. He gave the girl his number and she used to call him up to temp him to stop by and leave messages on his phone. She was a young Asian girl and she would let the guy watch Asian porn while getting his hand job. Then one day the place was raided and he never heard from the girl again.

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Yeah.. a few have my number and will hit me up to come by. I'm not gonna lie, I caught feelings for a girl one time. I lost contact with her after the store she worked at got shut down. Cute Chinese girl, late 20s. I ended up finding her months later at a shop I had never tried. But I soon realized she was just hustling me for tips. 

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Dude, you’re so in the shit. Seek help, gonto meetings. This isn’t healthy

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I dont go often anymore. The novelty of it sort of wore off. But I'm fine being a sex addict. There's a lot worse things to be addicted to. I can't afford to anyway, since I took a trip to Korea recently that put me into some debt.

How do people even find out about these kinds of places?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: martha dumptruck on June 06, 2019, 08:15:42 PM

Quote from: silhouette on June 06, 2019, 05:01:49 PM

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Maybe I'll look in the mirror and a smile won't just be there,

[close]

Whenever that happens, if ever. Just think about the wise words in the bottom left corner of this quality publication.

(http://skately.com/img/library/print/large/nixon-watches-bob-burnquist-2001.jpg)

"skately.com skateboard library"

you're right, i do feel better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on June 06, 2019, 11:51:07 PM

Quote from: Complements4U on June 06, 2019, 03:32:23 PM

Thanks frebs I'm smilin at u all I'll smile a bit in the wind for you dudes look to the west where Im coming from and you will feel it, right in the dandelion seeds and warm breeze a smile, you can borrow it for the summer just keep it safe for me I may need it one day if my stitching gets frayed and I question my identity. Maybe I'll look in the mirror and a smile won't just be there, then you can share one back with me, launch it into the northeasterly trade winds or something.

Shalom

Just saw the Mr. Roger's documentary (and cried like a child) and honestly, you're positivity is doing the lord's work. Keep it up friend, much love!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on June 07, 2019, 01:51:14 PM

Quote from: martha dumptruck on June 06, 2019, 08:15:42 PM

"skately.com skateboard library"

you're right, i do feel better.

I hope you ever get to see the one in which he brings up how skating in clean socks makes one's feet happy and happy feet skate better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on June 07, 2019, 11:34:00 PM

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A friend of mine told me his buddy fell in love with a rub and tug girl. The guy would feel guilty if he did not pay for services regularly. He gave the girl his number and she used to call him up to temp him to stop by and leave messages on his phone. She was a young Asian girl and she would let the guy watch Asian porn while getting his hand job. Then one day the place was raided and he never heard from the girl again.

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Yeah.. a few have my number and will hit me up to come by. I'm not gonna lie, I caught feelings for a girl one time. I lost contact with her after the store she worked at got shut down. Cute Chinese girl, late 20s. I ended up finding her months later at a shop I had never tried. But I soon realized she was just hustling me for tips. 

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Dude, you’re so in the shit. Seek help, gonto meetings. This isn’t healthy

[close]

I dont go often anymore. The novelty of it sort of wore off. But I'm fine being a sex addict. There's a lot worse things to be addicted to. I can't afford to anyway, since I took a trip to Korea recently that put me into some debt.

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How do people even find out about these kinds of places?

They're everywhere. Literally almost every massage place offers these kind of services. Well unless it's massage envy..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on June 09, 2019, 08:05:12 PM

I haven't been in the TK of Baker thread in a while, is it still worth it?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on June 09, 2019, 09:11:55 PM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on June 09, 2019, 08:05:12 PM

I haven't been in the TK of Baker thread in a while, is it still worth it?

Sometimes,depending how much shalom you need in your life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on June 10, 2019, 10:16:20 AM

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A friend of mine told me his buddy fell in love with a rub and tug girl. The guy would feel guilty if he did not pay for services regularly. He gave the girl his number and she used to call him up to temp him to stop by and leave messages on his phone. She was a young Asian girl and she would let the guy watch Asian porn while getting his hand job. Then one day the place was raided and he never heard from the girl again.

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Yeah.. a few have my number and will hit me up to come by. I'm not gonna lie, I caught feelings for a girl one time. I lost contact with her after the store she worked at got shut down. Cute Chinese girl, late 20s. I ended up finding her months later at a shop I had never tried. But I soon realized she was just hustling me for tips. 

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Dude, you’re so in the shit. Seek help, gonto meetings. This isn’t healthy

[close]

I dont go often anymore. The novelty of it sort of wore off. But I'm fine being a sex addict. There's a lot worse things to be addicted to. I can't afford to anyway, since I took a trip to Korea recently that put me into some debt.

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How do people even find out about these kinds of places?

Just go into a random massage parlor and ask for a rad tug.

Their reaction will tell you everything.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on June 11, 2019, 04:07:29 PM

Finding happy ending massage parlors is like buying loose cigarettes, or beer when you're underage. Just don't walk in heavyset, bald with a walkie talkie on your belt and you're golden

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on June 11, 2019, 07:05:10 PM

You just described 90% of rub and tug customers

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on June 11, 2019, 07:28:55 PM

haha god damn I needed that response today dude, thank you

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on June 11, 2019, 07:05:10 PM

You just described 90% of rub and tug customers

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on June 11, 2019, 10:15:21 PM

i just remembered this time when i stood on my toilet seat and took a dump

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on June 12, 2019, 06:49:30 AM

Quote from: straight on June 11, 2019, 10:15:21 PM

i just remembered this time when i stood on my toilet seat and took a dump

Sober? That kind of parlor trick is always amusing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on June 12, 2019, 02:43:45 PM

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i just remembered this time when i stood on my toilet seat and took a dump

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Sober? That kind of parlor trick is always amusing

idk and i also don’t remember if it was a bullseye or not

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on June 12, 2019, 04:39:22 PM

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i just remembered this time when i stood on my toilet seat and took a dump

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Sober? That kind of parlor trick is always amusing

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idk and i also don’t remember if it was a bullseye or not

You didn't even flush I bet. I'm gonna guess it was a bank shot

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on June 12, 2019, 05:20:23 PM

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i just remembered this time when i stood on my toilet seat and took a dump

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Sober? That kind of parlor trick is always amusing

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idk and i also don’t remember if it was a bullseye or not

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You didn't even flush I bet. I'm gonna guess it was a bank shot

do i give off if it’s brown keep it in town vibes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on June 12, 2019, 05:56:48 PM

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i just remembered this time when i stood on my toilet seat and took a dump

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Sober? That kind of parlor trick is always amusing

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idk and i also don’t remember if it was a bullseye or not

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You didn't even flush I bet. I'm gonna guess it was a bank shot

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do i give off if it’s brown keep it in town vibes

In the heat of the moment yes,but in careful consideration that it was in your home,  and not a store or restaurant I'm sure it was properly handled.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on June 13, 2019, 06:12:18 AM

Quote from: straight on June 11, 2019, 10:15:21 PM

i just remembered this time when i stood on my toilet seat and took a dump

wait were you standing or squatting on the seat? either way the splash back must have been tremendous!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on June 13, 2019, 09:41:28 AM

maybe not if it was a washout toilet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on June 13, 2019, 01:58:04 PM

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i just remembered this time when i stood on my toilet seat and took a dump

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wait were you standing or squatting on the seat? either way the splash back must have been tremendous!

But that splash back is exactly what soonbanned ever posted to hear.

I find it funny to imagine him posting on SLAP in that position.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: martha dumptruck on June 13, 2019, 02:29:40 PM

bawtawd has my address. he's not going to doxx and blackmail is he?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: honey island on June 13, 2019, 03:38:54 PM

i honestly dont mind the food at starbucks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on June 13, 2019, 03:40:18 PM

Quote from: honey island on June 13, 2019, 03:38:54 PM

i honestly dont mind the food at starbucks

Although the spinach feta wrap can lack flavor,I always order it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on June 13, 2019, 05:14:27 PM

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i honestly dont mind the food at starbucks

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Although the spinach feta wrap can lack flavor,I always order it

The mini vanilla scones are amazing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on June 15, 2019, 10:03:23 PM

Joey Brezinski’s skateboarding is entertaining to me. I’m so fucking sorry.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Owen on June 15, 2019, 11:34:27 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on June 15, 2019, 10:03:23 PM

Joey Brezinski’s skateboarding is entertaining to me. I’m so fucking sorry.

You sick bastard

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChuckRamone on June 16, 2019, 10:57:44 AM

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i honestly dont mind the food at starbucks

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Although the spinach feta wrap can lack flavor,I always order it

got a starbucks gift card once and got mostly food with it. their donuts and breakfast sandwiches are good but too expensive to buy normally.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NegativeCreep on June 16, 2019, 01:49:09 PM

Starbucks hot chocolate and cake pops are a guilty pleasure of mine.

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Joey Brezinski’s skateboarding is entertaining to me. I’m so fucking sorry.

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You sick bastard

I was pretty stoked on this part back in the day.

https://youtu.be/3Va0RzgHxmo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on June 18, 2019, 04:26:07 PM

I’d totally fuck Amy Sedaris.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on June 18, 2019, 05:40:27 PM

Quote from: martha dumptruck on June 13, 2019, 02:29:40 PM

bawtawd has my address. he's not going to doxx and blackmail is he?

i guess he might doxx you just for fun and to demonstrate dominance, but we probably wouldn't know since we would have trouble figuring out what he was actually trying to say. he's also rich and (possibly) on the run from the cops so he might have bigger things to worry about, like putting his money into offshore accounts, buy safe houses, employ goons for personal security, make ties with drug cartels, get plastic and skin surgery to look like a black person, and so on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: honey island on June 18, 2019, 05:44:59 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on June 18, 2019, 04:26:07 PM

I’d totally fuck Amy Sedaris.

i mean, i'd fuck nigella lawson

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SpankerChief on June 19, 2019, 03:24:04 AM

there's not a day that goes by that I haven't thought about eating a bullet or ODing. No it isn't just having chemical imbalance and or angst, just as I get older and realize how alone it can be in certain aspects I just sometimes want to end the sadness.


From Family members to friends and all walks in between I am envious in a way they don't have to deal with this mortal coil. In no way am I wishing death on anyone just I wish I could sleep and not wake up to be at peace without being sad for no reason at all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on June 19, 2019, 03:56:43 AM

https://youtu.be/5ECz2SeKXGY

Starting at 3:30

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on June 19, 2019, 04:36:37 AM

Quote from: SpankerChief on June 19, 2019, 03:24:04 AM

there's not a day that goes by that I haven't thought about eating a bullet or ODing. No it isn't just having chemical imbalance and or angst, just as I get older and realize how alone it can be in certain aspects I just sometimes want to end the sadness.


From Family members to friends and all walks in between I am envious in a way they don't have to deal with this mortal coil. In no way am I wishing death on anyone just I wish I could sleep and not wake up to be at peace without being sad for no reason at all.

You aren’t alone. In life you can find friendship in the most unlikely places. This forum is full of people here to talk and vent to.

Immerse yourself in things you know you enjoy and focus on being in the moment with that enjoyment.

Im going to pm you my phone number if you ever need to talk. It doesn’t have to be serious, we can just chat about whatever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on June 19, 2019, 05:43:08 AM

Quote from: honey island on June 18, 2019, 05:44:59 PM

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I’d totally fuck Amy Sedaris.

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i mean, i'd fuck nigella lawson

One of my friends was on about a year long sex drought, and he randomly said one day that he would fuck Caitlin Jenner to break the spell. I about died.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SpankerChief on June 19, 2019, 06:11:42 AM

Quote from: Bagelskate on June 19, 2019, 04:36:37 AM

Quote from: SpankerChief on June 19, 2019, 03:24:04 AM

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there's not a day that goes by that I haven't thought about eating a bullet or ODing. No it isn't just having chemical imbalance and or angst, just as I get older and realize how alone it can be in certain aspects I just sometimes want to end the sadness.


From Family members to friends and all walks in between I am envious in a way they don't have to deal with this mortal coil. In no way am I wishing death on anyone just I wish I could sleep and not wake up to be at peace without being sad for no reason at all.

[close]

You aren’t alone. In life you can find friendship in the most unlikely places. This forum is full of people here to talk and vent to.

Immerse yourself in things you know you enjoy and focus on being in the moment with that enjoyment.

Im going to pm you my phone number if you ever need to talk. It doesn’t have to be serious, we can just chat about whatever.

Thanks buddy I appreciate it, I needed some sleep.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on June 20, 2019, 12:31:23 PM

I’m eating pizza provided in the break room at work just so I won’t have to buy lunch later. I’m not even that hungry but here I am 3 slices deep.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on June 20, 2019, 04:24:34 PM

I have a hard time eating any pasta and pasta sauce alone because it reminds me of the times my family didn’t have much and sustained on dollar boxes of pasta and dollar sauce.

Add any sort of garlic bread or meat to the sauce and I get excited and break the sad mood.

Chicken parm and angel hair pasta for dinner. I’m so happy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on June 21, 2019, 10:38:14 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on June 15, 2019, 10:03:23 PM

Joey Brezinski’s skateboarding is entertaining to me. I’m so fucking sorry.

Same

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on June 21, 2019, 02:52:43 PM

I think my TV might be haunted

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on June 22, 2019, 08:46:54 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on June 21, 2019, 02:52:43 PM

I think my TV might be haunted

My kitchen is haunted,every night at 9:30 something falls of a shelf or in the pantry

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on June 22, 2019, 10:11:32 PM

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I think my TV might be haunted

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My kitchen is haunted,every night at 9:30 something falls of a shelf or in the pantry

those are called rats

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on June 22, 2019, 11:55:18 PM

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I think my TV might be haunted

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My kitchen is haunted,every night at 9:30 something falls of a shelf or in the pantry

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those are called rats

How dare you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paco Supreme on June 23, 2019, 01:47:17 AM

For as much of a shit guy he is, I watch Daryl angel parts a lot

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on June 23, 2019, 04:15:03 AM

Quote from: Bagelskate on June 20, 2019, 04:24:34 PM

I have a hard time eating any pasta and pasta sauce alone because it reminds me of the times my family didn’t have much and sustained on dollar boxes of pasta and dollar sauce.

Add any sort of garlic bread or meat to the sauce and I get excited and break the sad mood.

Chicken parm and angel hair pasta for dinner. I’m so happy

Have a similar story with being poor. Also cannot eat cereal because that was the only thing I could eat during my detox. Don't eat bacon because they used to serve it on tuesdays in rehab and just looking at it makes me sick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Joe Pesci on June 23, 2019, 11:46:13 AM

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I’d totally fuck Amy Sedaris.

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i mean, i'd fuck nigella lawson

I didn't know who that was until I looked her up and apparently shes 59, and I second that statement

(https://pixel.nymag.com/imgs/fashion/daily/2013/07/09/09-nigella-lawson.w700.h700.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pauline_handsome on June 23, 2019, 09:32:50 PM

i left my Akon cd at your birthday party and now i want it back

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on June 24, 2019, 05:39:50 AM

that lady is smoking I hope I look like that at 59



but a dude version or whatever


i don’t even care at this point

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: honey island on June 24, 2019, 07:57:44 AM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RtS2Ikk7A9I

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on June 24, 2019, 08:18:23 AM

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I think my TV might be haunted

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My kitchen is haunted,every night at 9:30 something falls of a shelf or in the pantry

[close]

those are called rats

No way it is rats, dude. Every evening, at around 8 pm, junk food falls down and lands in my stomach. Weirdest thing, bro...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on June 24, 2019, 12:33:37 PM

Fuck it,I have rats then. Setting traps asap, full report tomorrow

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Trickflip on June 25, 2019, 09:06:22 AM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on June 24, 2019, 12:33:37 PM

Fuck it,I have rats then. Setting traps asap, full report tomorrow

What's the report? Did your traps get any good catches?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on June 25, 2019, 10:22:03 AM

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Fuck it,I have rats then. Setting traps asap, full report tomorrow

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What's the report? Did your traps get any good catches?

Nothing, peanut butter on one,cheese on another. I'm 50/50 rats vs. ghosts...update soon

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on June 26, 2019, 08:04:10 AM

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Fuck it,I have rats then. Setting traps asap, full report tomorrow

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What's the report? Did your traps get any good catches?

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Nothing, peanut butter on one,cheese on another. I'm 50/50 rats vs. ghosts...update soon

This might seem fucked but this is the best rat trap you could make if you have a lot of mice/rats to get rid of. There’s never just 1, always a family of them.

https://youtu.be/6SIlYiiCGLI

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on June 26, 2019, 10:09:45 AM

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Fuck it,I have rats then. Setting traps asap, full report tomorrow

[close]

What's the report? Did your traps get any good catches?

[close]

Nothing, peanut butter on one,cheese on another. I'm 50/50 rats vs. ghosts...update soon

[close]

This might seem fucked but this is the best rat trap you could make if you have a lot of mice/rats to get rid of. There’s never just 1, always a family of them.

https://youtu.be/6SIlYiiCGLI

I'm keeping that in mind. Thanks haha!

Still nothing to report on, 80% sure not rats..but I'll see.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on June 26, 2019, 01:01:33 PM

If you really want to catch them all you need to use coconut and an oil drum, we used to do it on my grandmother's island.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on June 26, 2019, 02:07:54 PM

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Quote from: Francis Xavier on June 24, 2019, 12:33:37 PM

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Fuck it,I have rats then. Setting traps asap, full report tomorrow

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What's the report? Did your traps get any good catches?

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Nothing, peanut butter on one,cheese on another. I'm 50/50 rats vs. ghosts...update soon

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This might seem fucked but this is the best rat trap you could make if you have a lot of mice/rats to get rid of. There’s never just 1, always a family of them.

https://youtu.be/6SIlYiiCGLI

Hey now, who leaked the new Antihero video?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sativa Lung on June 28, 2019, 06:37:23 PM

If it does end up being rats/mice the first thing you need to do is go around the exterior of your dwelling and close every single crack and/or hole so that no more can get in. Expanding foam is great for the small stuff, thick metal mesh screen works for big stuff. Then you start trapping and killing off whats already inside. I do part time maintenance in the big (180+ unit) apartment building I live in and its 80% students so you can imagine how desirable it is for rodents. Every december when it gets really cold I fight a full on war with mice - my apartment is first floor directly above the dumpsters. I'm the first line of defense and I take this shit seriously.

Since this is a confession thread - a few years ago when I was slacking and a good few mice were getting through one of them found a long lost cum rag under my bed and dragged it out into the middle of the floor where it proceeded to chew through all the crusty cummy spots and leave the rest untouched. Made a spectacular mess. I've also seen them eat the brains out of other dead mice that were caught in traps. I have pictures of that.

Mice are sick fucks man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SirPizzaSlayer on June 28, 2019, 09:49:32 PM

I cannot watch old cartoons because something about them make me really depressed. Sometimes I go in to a suicidal cloud kinda mood where I think about hurting myself or others sometimes. I was pretty violent as a teenager thinking about it. Sometimes I think that I don’t deserve love and will spend countless nights thinking about running off to some small town and starting over and I guess not literally but figuratively “kill myself”. A new start sounds really good at this point.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sativa Lung on June 29, 2019, 06:42:06 AM

Quote from: SirPizzaSlayer on June 28, 2019, 09:49:32 PM

I cannot watch old cartoons because something about them make me really depressed. Sometimes I go in to a suicidal cloud kinda mood where I think about hurting myself or others sometimes. I was pretty violent as a teenager thinking about it. Sometimes I think that I don’t deserve love and will spend countless nights thinking about running off to some small town and starting over and I guess not literally but figuratively “kill myself”. A new start sounds really good at this point.

How much do you have tying you down to your current situation? I kind of did what you're describing a few years ago and it was the best thing I ever did. I was a hopeless, angry, depressed junkie until I went to the VA hospital, took the free shuttle to the big city about an hour away and checked myself into their rehab program. I haven't returned to my hometown since then except for a couple court appearances. I pretty much had nothing worthwhile tying me down so I cut off contact with 99% of my friends and family and got a job and apartment here and basically started over.

It hasn't all been smooth sailing. I had to deal with all the stupid shitty things I did when I didn't think I'd be alive long enough to suffer the consequences, but I'm much happier now and have carved out a life and future that I'm content with. I'm not satisfied with where I'm at but I am content, and I'm cautiously optimistic about the future.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Kolostrum on June 30, 2019, 09:15:37 PM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on June 24, 2019, 12:33:37 PM

Fuck it,I have rats then. Setting traps asap, full report tomorrow

My old apartment had rats and roaches. Can't really complain b/c one problem kinda took care of the other. It was pretty gnarly coming back from vacation and finding half eaten roach carcases on my countertops

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on July 01, 2019, 04:07:25 AM

Quote from: Kolostrum on June 30, 2019, 09:15:37 PM

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Fuck it,I have rats then. Setting traps asap, full report tomorrow

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My old apartment had rats and roaches. Can't really complain b/c one problem kinda took care of the other. It was pretty gnarly coming back from vacation and finding half eaten roach carcases on my countertops

War

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cricketclub on July 09, 2019, 07:01:24 AM

I sometimes put new skate videos on mute and play my own musical selections to accompany them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on July 09, 2019, 10:37:54 AM

I don't have rats in my place.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on July 09, 2019, 11:22:35 AM

I'm a rat

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on July 09, 2019, 12:34:06 PM

Quote from: the snake on July 09, 2019, 11:22:35 AM

I'm a rat

You are what you eat

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ms. Tamzarian on July 09, 2019, 01:06:38 PM

keep us updated on the ghost chasing then !

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on July 09, 2019, 10:48:24 PM

I'm messing around with some ambien tonight, cause I'm not picking up more pot til tomorrow, and I'm not gonna smoke res or sleep sober tonight.

Is ambien-induced posting really what attributed to SChiefs most recent ban?

They're really not that fun to do recreationally.
There are some effects that feel good and cool, but mostly it just feel soo disorienting.
Like floaty, but not in an enjoyable way.

They really do make you act weird as fuck though, if you take way too many.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on July 13, 2019, 08:32:18 PM

im not sure if old people driving or young people driving is scarier to me

and thats some weird shit to say...reaffirms my age

life, yep.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on July 25, 2019, 12:26:05 AM

I actually like a lot of Supra's skate shoes. The Grecos are sick and a lot of the team shoes are cool as well. And obviously the team is crazy good even if they're a bunch of old dudes now.

All those skytops and "streetwear" models are bogus, but the skate-centric stuff is actually dope to me for some reason.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: imuseless on July 25, 2019, 01:37:03 AM

Quote from: cricketclub on July 09, 2019, 07:01:24 AM

I sometimes put new skate videos on mute and play my own musical selections to accompany them.

This is the best!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 25, 2019, 11:05:44 PM

Quote from: beatifk on July 25, 2019, 12:26:05 AM

I actually like a lot of Supra's skate shoes. The Grecos are sick and a lot of the team shoes are cool as well. And obviously the team is crazy good even if they're a bunch of old dudes now.

All those skytops and "streetwear" models are bogus, but the skate-centric stuff is actually dope to me for some reason.

Nothing wrong with that. I'd rather give my money to any brand instead of pretending that Vans make good shoes. I hate those ancle breaking, flimsy, bottom heavy, over priced, destroyed-in-a-week shoes.

It would be fine if they went for 20€ here in Gay Europe but no, around 60-70. Are you kidding me? And Chuck Taylors? Fuck that!

Funny thing is the same people that skated tech shit in OG Lynx with no problems in the past are now in need of "grip and board feel"...  Grip for a stupid no comply wallride? Fuck off.

Rant over.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on July 25, 2019, 11:19:38 PM

Quote from: imuseless on July 25, 2019, 01:37:03 AM

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This is the best!

I had a mate that used to re-edit music on skate vids on VHS to suit his particular tastes at the time, he was damn good at it too!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ms. Tamzarian on July 27, 2019, 01:31:53 PM

hey so slight ramble here, skip if u want -- if this doesn't interest u at all or u dont care, please pass on by ! no one owes me jack for saying any of this ! and if this is weird thats okay, i wont argue or nothin. to each their own.

so i've been thinking abt whether i address this for a little while, figured this is the thread to do it. i got nothin to lose. hopefully more kicks to gain!
someone has said they thought i was a girl on here before, and its true ! im transgendered tho, so im a transgendered girl. im a big dum dyke, and i enjoy that  8) my name is Chloe. i've had to stop taking hormones to navigate current day-job situations, so im feeling / looking p boyish these days ... nevertheless that's who i am ! im happy to b a part of this forum, and i've made some buds on here, so just wanna say who i am. that is all ! peace out yall

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on July 27, 2019, 01:39:39 PM

Quote from: Armin Tamzarian on July 27, 2019, 01:31:53 PM

hey so slight ramble here, skip if u want -- if this doesn't interest u at all or u dont care, please pass on by ! no one owes me jack for saying any of this ! and if this is weird thats okay, i wont argue or nothin. to each their own.

so i've been thinking abt whether i address this for a little while, figured this is the thread to do it. i got nothin to lose. hopefully more kicks to gain!
someone has said they thought i was a girl on here before, and its true ! im transgendered tho, so im a transgendered girl. im a big dum dyke, and i enjoy that  8) my name is Chloe. i've had to stop taking hormones to navigate current day-job situations, so im feeling / looking p boyish these days ... nevertheless that's who i am ! im happy to b a part of this forum, and i've made some buds on here, so just wanna say who i am. that is all ! peace out yall

Doesn't change my mind that you're a solid poster here!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on July 27, 2019, 09:36:42 PM

you’re a cute gal and you’re made of magic

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on July 28, 2019, 01:38:10 AM

I pay for sexual services and kink sessions even though I don't have trouble hooking up with people. I just prefer it. I'm comfortable with money being involved and it not exactly being "genuine" as some people would say. It's physical and mental stimulation. I get all the intimacy I need from friends. Alot of my buddies are sex workers too so i'm used to being around people that don't stigmatise the whole industry.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on July 28, 2019, 02:21:04 AM

Quote from: Sila on July 28, 2019, 01:38:10 AM

I pay for sexual services and kink sessions even though I don't have trouble hooking up with people. I just prefer it. I'm comfortable with money being involved and it not exactly being "genuine" as some people would say. It's physical and mental stimulation. I get all the intimacy I need from friends. Alot of my buddies are sex workers too so i'm used to being around people that don't stigmatise the whole industry.

Nothing wrong with consenting parties turning the wheels of commerce. If governments were smarter about it they would legalise and tax it but they don’t because they like to think they can tell you what to do with your body.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on July 28, 2019, 02:22:59 AM

Quote from: Armin Tamzarian on July 27, 2019, 01:31:53 PM

hey so slight ramble here, skip if u want -- if this doesn't interest u at all or u dont care, please pass on by ! no one owes me jack for saying any of this ! and if this is weird thats okay, i wont argue or nothin. to each their own.

so i've been thinking abt whether i address this for a little while, figured this is the thread to do it. i got nothin to lose. hopefully more kicks to gain!
someone has said they thought i was a girl on here before, and its true ! im transgendered tho, so im a transgendered girl. im a big dum dyke, and i enjoy that  8) my name is Chloe. i've had to stop taking hormones to navigate current day-job situations, so im feeling / looking p boyish these days ... nevertheless that's who i am ! im happy to b a part of this forum, and i've made some buds on here, so just wanna say who i am. that is all ! peace out yall

That’s cool, I was hoping you were actually Armin Tamzarian. Do you ride a motorcycle though?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ms. Tamzarian on July 28, 2019, 06:49:22 AM

no shame sila, and diddo to what soda said!

cheers shalomies  8) and soda that is too good but no ! i wish i did though !!! honestly i've been having such strong urges to get a bike recently ... one even went on the market down the street, the neighborhood tattooed dad is selling one of his hogs and holy moly its a fucken gem. I def can't afford one this year -- but the second i get my bike , i promise i'll dress up in a Tamzarian-esque greaser outfit and share the good news

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on July 28, 2019, 07:48:50 AM

Quote from: Armin Tamzarian on July 28, 2019, 06:49:22 AM

no shame sila, and diddo to what soda said!

cheers shalomies  8) and soda that is too good but no ! i wish i did though !!! honestly i've been having such strong urges to get a bike recently ... one even went on the market down the street, the neighborhood tattooed dad is selling one of his hogs and holy moly its a fucken gem. I def can't afford one this year -- but the second i get my bike , i promise i'll dress up in a Tamzarian-esque greaser outfit and share the good news

Yes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: weon on July 28, 2019, 01:03:12 PM

Quote from: Armin Tamzarian on July 27, 2019, 01:31:53 PM

hey so slight ramble here, skip if u want -- if this doesn't interest u at all or u dont care, please pass on by ! no one owes me jack for saying any of this ! and if this is weird thats okay, i wont argue or nothin. to each their own.

so i've been thinking abt whether i address this for a little while, figured this is the thread to do it. i got nothin to lose. hopefully more kicks to gain!
someone has said they thought i was a girl on here before, and its true ! im transgendered tho, so im a transgendered girl. im a big dum dyke, and i enjoy that  8) my name is Chloe. i've had to stop taking hormones to navigate current day-job situations, so im feeling / looking p boyish these days ... nevertheless that's who i am ! im happy to b a part of this forum, and i've made some buds on here, so just wanna say who i am. that is all ! peace out yall

thank you for sharing this with us Chloe :)
wishing you the best <3

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 29, 2019, 10:47:21 PM

Quote from: Armin Tamzarian on July 28, 2019, 06:49:22 AM

no shame sila, and diddo to what soda said!

cheers shalomies  8) and soda that is too good but no ! i wish i did though !!! honestly i've been having such strong urges to get a bike recently ... one even went on the market down the street, the neighborhood tattooed dad is selling one of his hogs and holy moly its a fucken gem. I def can't afford one this year -- but the second i get my bike , i promise i'll dress up in a Tamzarian-esque greaser outfit and share the good news

You are the second (possibly third?) known and active trans poster we've had around these parts that I know of. You have big shoes to fill after Hillary. The whole trans community is depending on you. Buy that damn bike!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on July 30, 2019, 02:04:10 AM

Quote from: Armin Tamzarian on July 28, 2019, 06:49:22 AM

no shame sila, and diddo to what soda said!

Appreciate that, for real.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on July 30, 2019, 03:42:14 AM

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no shame sila, and diddo to what soda said!

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Appreciate that, for real.

On that note make sure someone you trust knows where you are because until it’s all above board you’re still in the underworld.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on July 30, 2019, 08:49:40 AM

I don’t care about kader or his skating. There, I said it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ms. Tamzarian on July 30, 2019, 09:03:23 AM

Quote from: feedmeseymour on July 30, 2019, 08:49:40 AM

I don’t care about kader or his skating. There, I said it.

(https://i1.wp.com/static.prisonplanet.com/p/images/april2014/210414am.gif)

jk, in all honesty i'm not totally with it either. i'd say i care, but im definitely not a kader disciple. i guess my feeling is that he hasn't delivered yet. i want him to tho. but i can see why u wouldn't care for it. i think that's a valid pov

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on July 30, 2019, 12:58:55 PM

Being a skateboarder that gravitates more toward manuals - I find the circus type manual trickery to be just so gross. This combo-to-beat type shit bums me out so bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on July 30, 2019, 11:40:20 PM

Quote from: Armin Tamzarian on July 30, 2019, 09:03:23 AM

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I don’t care about kader or his skating. There, I said it.

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(https://i1.wp.com/static.prisonplanet.com/p/images/april2014/210414am.gif)

jk, in all honesty i'm not totally with it either. i'd say i care, but im definitely not a kader disciple. i guess my feeling is that he hasn't delivered yet. i want him to tho. but i can see why u wouldn't care for it. i think that's a valid pov

I’ll put it this way. By Kader’s age now, Lavar McBride had given us his Trilogy part. Kader better bring the heat.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: feedmeseymour on July 31, 2019, 06:22:02 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on July 30, 2019, 11:40:20 PM

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I don’t care about kader or his skating. There, I said it.

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(https://i1.wp.com/static.prisonplanet.com/p/images/april2014/210414am.gif)

jk, in all honesty i'm not totally with it either. i'd say i care, but im definitely not a kader disciple. i guess my feeling is that he hasn't delivered yet. i want him to tho. but i can see why u wouldn't care for it. i think that's a valid pov

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I’ll put it this way. By Kader’s age now, Lavar McBride had given us his Trilogy part. Kader better bring the heat.

the kid is good, i just dont like being constantly force fed, and i feel like thats all baker has been doing for a while now. i almost forget who else is on the team.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 31, 2019, 10:38:42 AM

Andrew Allen hasn't been good for like 10 years and his appearance pisses me right off.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on July 31, 2019, 12:25:46 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 31, 2019, 10:38:42 AM

Andrew Allen hasn't been good for like 10 years and his appearance pisses me right off.

How dare you! Even though you're entitled to your opinion haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on August 01, 2019, 12:35:44 AM

Just a reminder that Alex Olson never deserved to go pro.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: honey island on August 01, 2019, 08:33:07 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on June 15, 2019, 10:03:23 PM

Joey Brezinski’s skateboarding is entertaining to me. I’m so fucking sorry.

i still come back to this post regularly.


post of the year for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: butterballs for jerry on August 01, 2019, 09:29:40 AM

I got a second job a few months ago, it's a cleaning job. Early morning work, floors, toilets, trash cans.I tell my family it's at offices and warehouses, which is partially true.

Fact is I have the keys to all three locations of a local strip club company.

It's not like I'm in there mopping up cum and throwing out used condoms, but I feel like my family would give me shit and try to get me to quit or something if I told them the truth. Can't tell my co-workers at my main job about it, theyre a bunch of gossipy bitches (even though it's mostly middle aged dudes) so i just lie to everyone.

The money is good, it's 30-50 dollars per location, not per hour, so if you clean quickly it works out well, to the point some weeks I make more cleaning than at the main job.

Anyway, kind of a mild confession, but a confession nonetheless.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on August 01, 2019, 01:49:40 PM

Quote from: butterballs for jerry on August 01, 2019, 09:29:40 AM

I got a second job a few months ago, it's a cleaning job. Early morning work, floors, toilets, trash cans.I tell my family it's at offices and warehouses, which is partially true.

Fact is I have the keys to all three locations of a local strip club company.

It's not like I'm in there mopping up cum and throwing out used condoms, but I feel like my family would give me shit and try to get me to quit or something if I told them the truth. Can't tell my co-workers at my main job about it, theyre a bunch of gossipy bitches (even though it's mostly middle aged dudes) so i just lie to everyone.

The money is good, it's 30-50 dollars per location, not per hour, so if you clean quickly it works out well, to the point some weeks I make more cleaning than at the main job.

Anyway, kind of a mild confession, but a confession nonetheless.

Sounds like a plot to a porno

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on August 01, 2019, 09:37:37 PM

zach allen should just skate plazas he's got a good style and he shouldn't just be doing boring copies of tfunks rail tricks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on August 01, 2019, 10:27:28 PM

Quote from: Dwyck on August 01, 2019, 09:37:37 PM

zach allen should just skate plazas he's got a good style and he shouldn't just be doing boring copies of tfunks rail tricks

I forgot he was around. I feel that he hasn't found his thing yet. The Boss picked him up so there should be something special in him. He probably just needs time to mature and find his thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on August 02, 2019, 05:53:43 AM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on August 01, 2019, 10:27:28 PM

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zach allen should just skate plazas he's got a good style and he shouldn't just be doing boring copies of tfunks rail tricks

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I forgot he was around. I feel that he hasn't found his thing yet. The Boss picked him up so there should be something special in him. He probably just needs time to mature and find his thing.

I remember when that David Gonzalez looking rail chopper got on, was not a fan. Then he droped a good ass part! I can't remember his name, but you know the guy, right?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JollyOli on August 02, 2019, 06:31:36 AM

I'd rather go fast and slam than go slow and make.
This attitude has lost me so many tricks, I can't even do them going slow anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on August 02, 2019, 07:45:18 PM

I enjoy watching Vinnie banh skate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 02, 2019, 10:05:41 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on August 01, 2019, 10:27:28 PM

Quote from: Dwyck on August 01, 2019, 09:37:37 PM

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zach allen should just skate plazas he's got a good style and he shouldn't just be doing boring copies of tfunks rail tricks

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I forgot he was around. I feel that he hasn't found his thing yet. The Boss picked him up so there should be something special in him. He probably just needs time to mature and find his thing.

The only thing special about Zach Allen is the fact he's fully hooked up and is demonstrably worse at skating the a lot of shop sponsored kids. It's quite the gift.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 03, 2019, 02:55:27 AM

Quote from: rawr1922 on August 02, 2019, 07:45:18 PM

I enjoy watching Vinnie banh skate

I refuse to believe you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on August 04, 2019, 07:51:16 PM

i was listening to a soulja boy song called "tony hawk" where he says, "360 Hurricane, Tony Hawk" and such but I think a 360 Hurricane is just a 360 smith. not sure, maybe a 3 feeble

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 02, 2019, 10:05:41 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on August 01, 2019, 10:27:28 PM

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Quote from: Dwyck on August 01, 2019, 09:37:37 PM

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zach allen should just skate plazas he's got a good style and he shouldn't just be doing boring copies of tfunks rail tricks

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I forgot he was around. I feel that he hasn't found his thing yet. The Boss picked him up so there should be something special in him. He probably just needs time to mature and find his thing.

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The only thing special about Zach Allen is the fact he's fully hooked up and is demonstrably worse at skating the a lot of shop sponsored kids. It's quite the gift.

Neither of us are wrong in this instance

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on August 05, 2019, 07:37:40 AM

Quote from: rawr1922 on August 02, 2019, 07:45:18 PM

I enjoy watching Vinnie banh skate

You need some major shalom in your life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on August 07, 2019, 06:18:32 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on August 01, 2019, 12:35:44 AM

Just a reminder that Alex Olson never deserved to go pro.

He reminds me of an entitled white chick who didn't get picked to be on the cheerleader team, (Anti-Hero) being the team and since then he's used his cool guy arrogance to be as insufferable as Bam Margera.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on August 07, 2019, 10:09:38 PM

Quote from: DarthDingusMaximus on August 07, 2019, 06:18:32 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on August 01, 2019, 12:35:44 AM

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Just a reminder that Alex Olson never deserved to go pro.

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He reminds me of an entitled white chick who didn't get picked to be on the cheerleader team, (Anti-Hero) being the team and since then he's used his cool guy arrogance to be as insufferable as Bam Margera.

Not sure if I still follow him but he can get as annoying as Mikey Taylor (I like his smith grinds and he seemed like an OK person at first)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on August 07, 2019, 11:50:43 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on August 07, 2019, 10:09:38 PM

Quote from: DarthDingusMaximus on August 07, 2019, 06:18:32 AM

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Quote from: iKobrakai on August 01, 2019, 12:35:44 AM

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Just a reminder that Alex Olson never deserved to go pro.

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He reminds me of an entitled white chick who didn't get picked to be on the cheerleader team, (Anti-Hero) being the team and since then he's used his cool guy arrogance to be as insufferable as Bam Margera.

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Not sure if I still follow him but he can get as annoying as Mikey Taylor (I like his smith grinds and he seemed like an OK person at first)

For sure. It was kind of funny how Girl turned Mike Mo and Malto pro at the same time as Olson. Not to sound like a conspiracy nut, but come on...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitsandwich on August 08, 2019, 12:20:33 AM

Quote from: rawr1922 on August 02, 2019, 07:45:18 PM

I enjoy watching Vinnie banh skate

I prefer Cody Davis tbh

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Madam, I'm Adam on August 08, 2019, 05:58:23 PM

Quote from: feedmeseymour on July 30, 2019, 08:49:40 AM

I don’t care about kader or his skating. There, I said it.

I get where you’re coming from. Really, the only mondo beyondo thing I’ve seen him do is the tail drop at the dime glory challenge. But his style is clearly becoming way more powerful and controlled so hopefully he’ll blow minds in the upcoming video. I liked the bs shifty flip he posted recently. I feel bad for him too, apparently he’s had a lot of concussions.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on August 08, 2019, 06:33:24 PM

I dropped three slices of pizza on my skate shoes and ate them anyway.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on August 08, 2019, 09:11:57 PM

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I enjoy watching Vinnie banh skate

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I prefer Cody Davis tbh

Cody Davis and that "@icelandic..."-something guy fucking rip. Davis is clearly making terrible life decisions rn though

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: weon on August 08, 2019, 09:47:25 PM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on August 08, 2019, 06:33:24 PM

I dropped three slices of pizza on my skate shoes and ate them anyway.

not common but also not unheard of:

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hope you have another pair

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: behavioralguide on August 09, 2019, 01:10:12 PM

Quote from: Dwyck on August 08, 2019, 09:11:57 PM

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I enjoy watching Vinnie banh skate

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I prefer Cody Davis tbh

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Cody Davis and that "@icelandic..."-something guy fucking rip. Davis is clearly making terrible life decisions rn though

another victim of #dreamchasing
https://www.gofundme.com/f/1pusp68io0?utm_medium=copy_link&utm_source=customer&utm_campaign=p_na+share-sheet&rcid=9f61f669ca7d444590afe73a738cfa19

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Owen on August 09, 2019, 07:01:55 PM

Quote from: behavioralguide on August 09, 2019, 01:10:12 PM

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I enjoy watching Vinnie banh skate

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I prefer Cody Davis tbh

[close]

Cody Davis and that "@icelandic..."-something guy fucking rip. Davis is clearly making terrible life decisions rn though

[close]

another victim of #dreamchasing
https://www.gofundme.com/f/1pusp68io0?utm_medium=copy_link&utm_source=customer&utm_campaign=p_na+share-sheet&rcid=9f61f669ca7d444590afe73a738cfa19

This is fucking insane. What is wrong with people. I felt like a baby boomer reading that. Maybe millennials are as entitled as older generations say. Get a fucking job/pay yo fare

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on August 09, 2019, 07:10:14 PM

My car broke down a week before my girlfriends birthday and now I can't buy her shit but my girlfriend feels like a platonic roommate lately anyway because i fucked up and she wants out but we signed a lease and now she's stuck with me it seems and all i do all day is strive to be in solitude because i can't take the tension in this shitty apartment or typing out run-on sentences like some asshole that just ate an entire bag of Mama pork flavor ramen sans water ala bag of chips style like I used to when I was a regular jr steveburger.


I'm gonna go skate. Love you guys. Vinnie Bahn sucks by the way what the hell is wrong with you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on August 09, 2019, 07:10:58 PM

oh my confession was that I ate that ramen without cooking it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paco Supreme on August 10, 2019, 12:19:57 AM

Chin up man, skating around is better than solitude confinement.

Quote from: doublesteveburger on August 09, 2019, 07:10:14 PM

Vinnie Bahn sucks by the way what the hell is wrong with you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on August 10, 2019, 01:34:34 AM

Quote from: Adam Abbas on August 08, 2019, 05:58:23 PM

Quote from: feedmeseymour on July 30, 2019, 08:49:40 AM

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I don’t care about kader or his skating. There, I said it.

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I get where you’re coming from. Really, the only mondo beyondo thing I’ve seen him do is the tail drop at the dime glory challenge. But his style is clearly becoming way more powerful and controlled so hopefully he’ll blow minds in the upcoming video. I liked the bs shifty flip he posted recently. I feel bad for him too, apparently he’s had a lot of concussions.

Really?? That's a bummer man. That shit can catch up with you. Kinda weird because I was just thinking about him and concussions the other day. He eats a lot of shit but concussions are no joke. When Dave Mirra killed himself I was immediately thinking concussions.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on August 10, 2019, 08:08:28 AM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on August 08, 2019, 06:33:24 PM

I dropped three slices of pizza on my skate shoes and ate them anyway.

you are what you eat, keep walking, bro shoe ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on August 10, 2019, 08:38:22 AM

feeling awful for not picking up a turtle on the road before work yesterday. fuck man i hope hes ok.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on August 10, 2019, 09:22:07 AM

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I dropped three slices of pizza on my skate shoes and ate them anyway.

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you are what you eat, keep walking, bro shoe ;D

HELLRIDE

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ms. Tamzarian on August 10, 2019, 11:54:22 AM

Quote from: behavioralguide on August 09, 2019, 01:10:12 PM

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Quote from: shitsandwich on August 08, 2019, 12:20:33 AM

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I enjoy watching Vinnie banh skate

[close]

I prefer Cody Davis tbh

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Cody Davis and that "@icelandic..."-something guy fucking rip. Davis is clearly making terrible life decisions rn though

[close]

another victim of #dreamchasing
https://www.gofundme.com/f/1pusp68io0?utm_medium=copy_link&utm_source=customer&utm_campaign=p_na+share-sheet&rcid=9f61f669ca7d444590afe73a738cfa19

Plz pray 4 Cody ! this rasta bOy must chase his Dreams ! #dollars4cody

(https://i.imgur.com/W459ne7.png?1)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on August 10, 2019, 11:38:20 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on August 09, 2019, 07:10:14 PM

My car broke down a week before my girlfriends birthday and now I can't buy her shit but my girlfriend feels like a platonic roommate lately anyway because i fucked up and she wants out but we signed a lease and now she's stuck with me it seems and all i do all day is strive to be in solitude because i can't take the tension in this shitty apartment or typing out run-on sentences like some asshole that just ate an entire bag of Mama pork flavor ramen sans water ala bag of chips style like I used to when I was a regular jr steveburger.


I'm gonna go skate. Love you guys. Vinnie Bahn sucks by the way what the hell is wrong with you.

Sorry about this, hope things work out between you or you find a way out of the lease or something. Sending positive vibes your way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on August 11, 2019, 11:48:40 AM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on August 10, 2019, 11:38:20 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on August 09, 2019, 07:10:14 PM

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My car broke down a week before my girlfriends birthday and now I can't buy her shit but my girlfriend feels like a platonic roommate lately anyway because i fucked up and she wants out but we signed a lease and now she's stuck with me it seems and all i do all day is strive to be in solitude because i can't take the tension in this shitty apartment or typing out run-on sentences like some asshole that just ate an entire bag of Mama pork flavor ramen sans water ala bag of chips style like I used to when I was a regular jr steveburger.


I'm gonna go skate. Love you guys. Vinnie Bahn sucks by the way what the hell is wrong with you.

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Sorry about this, hope things work out between you or you find a way out of the lease or something. Sending positive vibes your way.

Thanks dude. I find out tomorrow if I’m breaking my lease or not but she’s leaving.

I also want to apologize for being a shit storm for venting on here lately. I’m not trying to be the annoying dude with problems but I think we’re way past that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ms. Tamzarian on August 11, 2019, 02:27:04 PM

best of luck with the oncoming news steveburger ! no sweat about the venting , sometimes u just gotta get it out ! no shame in that. and we r here for u either way  8) hopefully u have time to rest and / or skate amidst all this  :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on August 12, 2019, 07:52:59 PM

still stuck on this cody davis thing. the space between him and andrew wilson is his lack of taste

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on August 12, 2019, 08:18:46 PM

Feeling bummed. I get bummed about how bummed I get about stuff.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on August 13, 2019, 01:20:48 AM

Quote from: 50mm on August 12, 2019, 08:18:46 PM

Feeling bummed. I get bummed about how bummed I get about stuff.

Yo playa keep your chin up, you're one of my favorite recent posters on here. I aspire that you get to the level where you can make the exact same post in 'things that made you laugh today' one day, so I know you can just laugh the bummer off and have become bulletproof.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on August 13, 2019, 03:00:15 PM

Not suicidal or anything but, watching The Boys on Amazon and a character dies eating ass. Sure, his head bursts but that's not the worst way to go.

Quote from: 50mm on August 12, 2019, 08:18:46 PM

Feeling bummed. I get bummed about how bummed I get about stuff.

It happens. Bad days are a thing and while they're draining they will pass. Maybe it's time to try something new or just take time to explore why and see what needs to be changed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 13, 2019, 03:05:35 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on August 13, 2019, 03:00:15 PM

Not suicidal or anything but, watching The Boys on Amazon and a character dies eating ass. Sure, his head bursts but that's not the worst way to go.

Quote from: 50mm on August 12, 2019, 08:18:46 PM

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Feeling bummed. I get bummed about how bummed I get about stuff.

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It happens. Bad days are a thing and while they're draining they will pass. Maybe it's time to try something new or just take time to explore why and see what needs to be changed.

Try eating ass!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on August 14, 2019, 08:36:25 AM

Thanks silhouette, notjeff and sodajerk.

Your replies actually were something I was keeping in mind yesterday. Had a Dr appointment and was so drained I took a nap after and took the rest of the day off. I never nap. I’m usually someone that tries to pull people up in hard times but when something gets me down it’s almost impossible for anyone else to help me feel better. It just stops when it stops. What notjeff said about bad days being a thing and being draining was something I kept in mind. And though I’m still extremely stressed I know that these things will pass. I wish I was better at reminding myself that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on August 14, 2019, 09:55:08 AM

Quote from: 50mm on August 14, 2019, 08:36:25 AM

Thanks silhouette, notjeff and sodajerk.

Your replies actually were something I was keeping in mind yesterday. Had a Dr appointment and was so drained I took a nap after and took the rest of the day off. I never nap. I’m usually someone that tries to pull people up in hard times but when something gets me down it’s almost impossible for anyone else to help me feel better. It just stops when it stops. What notjeff said about bad days being a thing and being draining was something I kept in mind. And though I’m still extremely stressed I know that these things will pass. I wish I was better at reminding myself that.

I'm the exact same way. It blows, sometimes I just hide out at home and binge watch random stuff while it passes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on August 15, 2019, 04:32:13 AM

Quote from: 50mm on August 14, 2019, 08:36:25 AM

Thanks silhouette, notjeff and sodajerk.

Your replies actually were something I was keeping in mind yesterday. Had a Dr appointment and was so drained I took a nap after and took the rest of the day off. I never nap. I’m usually someone that tries to pull people up in hard times but when something gets me down it’s almost impossible for anyone else to help me feel better. It just stops when it stops. What notjeff said about bad days being a thing and being draining was something I kept in mind. And though I’m still extremely stressed I know that these things will pass. I wish I was better at reminding myself that.

I think napping is a little reset for you. I’m someone that keeps going thinking I can solve everything with more effort but it is just because I’m a control freak and need to realise that if I don’t relax and reset I’m not doing anyone any favours

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on August 15, 2019, 07:59:01 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on August 15, 2019, 04:32:13 AM

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Thanks silhouette, notjeff and sodajerk.

Your replies actually were something I was keeping in mind yesterday. Had a Dr appointment and was so drained I took a nap after and took the rest of the day off. I never nap. I’m usually someone that tries to pull people up in hard times but when something gets me down it’s almost impossible for anyone else to help me feel better. It just stops when it stops. What notjeff said about bad days being a thing and being draining was something I kept in mind. And though I’m still extremely stressed I know that these things will pass. I wish I was better at reminding myself that.

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I think napping is a little reset for you. I’m someone that keeps going thinking I can solve everything with more effort but it is just because I’m a control freak and need to realise that if I don’t relax and reset I’m not doing anyone any favours

Yeah I just realized what a control freak I was this past year. I never thought of myself like that but everyone else did apparently lol. I want something resolved right away but shit takes time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on August 15, 2019, 12:59:27 PM

^ I've picked up a pretty bad smoking habit over the past year or so and found that on the days I'm really bummed, smoking either makes or breaks that mood for me, I either forget about all my worries as I realize how insignificant they really are or start becoming paranoid that I'm actually genuinely in the process of fucking my life up (when at my worst, which is rare). I usually just try and keep myself busy with work and tasks till my brain just rides it out; finding something to do will distract your focus from what bums you out as you concentrate on something. I'd recommend something creative you can just let flow out of yourself and then it's pretty much a meditation session. Go skate if you can, preferably in a non-stressful environment (solo sessions can be amazing in such instances).

I also used to really hate naps because they would fuck up my sleep schedule and I think waking up in the middle of the day is the worst (and it always makes me feel like shit), but over the past month or so I've become an adept and can confirm that they really work as a reset button of sorts, most of the time you really only need twenty minutes and those will do wonders.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on August 15, 2019, 01:35:38 PM

Quote from: silhouette on August 15, 2019, 12:59:27 PM

^ I've picked up a pretty bad smoking habit over the past year or so and found that on the days I'm really bummed, smoking either makes or breaks that mood for me, I either forget about all my worries as I realize how insignificant they really are or start becoming paranoid that I'm actually genuinely in the process of fucking my life up (when at my worst, which is rare). I usually just try and keep myself busy with work and tasks till my brain just rides it out; finding something to do will distract your focus from what bums you out as you concentrate on something. I'd recommend something creative you can just let flow out of yourself and then it's pretty much a meditation session. Go skate if you can, preferably in a non-stressful environment (solo sessions can be amazing in such instances).

I also used to really hate naps because they would fuck up my sleep schedule and I think waking up in the middle of the day is the worst (and it always makes me feel like shit), but over the past month or so I've become an adept and can confirm that they really work as a reset button of sorts, most of the time you really only need twenty minutes and those will do wonders.

I’m right there with everything you said dude. I started smoking more regular over the past year when I moved out by myself. And I feel the same. It either helps a lot or makes me paranoid for the high. I took a small puff on my lunch today and it helped. I always skate solo, in my favorite spot. A school down the street that is in the same neighborhood I grew up in. The school wasn’t there but I grew up walking in the desert that it’s now in. I skate flat by myself but I haven’t been able to lately because I have a messed up ankle I’m trying to get healed up.

And I fucking hate naps. It was just that day which is weird for me. I take one every couples months they are that rare. And if I do it’s usually because I’m laying with my girlfriend and it feels really good. I can’t nap for 20 minutes though. If I’m tired enough to nap then I’m going down for a while.

Edit: oh yeah did a little drawing earlier too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on August 17, 2019, 05:17:34 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on August 13, 2019, 03:05:35 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on August 13, 2019, 03:00:15 PM

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Not suicidal or anything but, watching The Boys on Amazon and a character dies eating ass. Sure, his head bursts but that's not the worst way to go.

Quote from: 50mm on August 12, 2019, 08:18:46 PM

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Feeling bummed. I get bummed about how bummed I get about stuff.

[close]

It happens. Bad days are a thing and while they're draining they will pass. Maybe it's time to try something new or just take time to explore why and see what needs to be changed.

[close]

Try eating ass!

he’s right you know, that extra shot of vitamin b12 will recharge those batteries! I’m kinda obsessed with eating arse at the moment

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on August 25, 2019, 06:08:35 PM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on August 17, 2019, 05:17:34 AM

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Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on August 13, 2019, 03:00:15 PM

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Not suicidal or anything but, watching The Boys on Amazon and a character dies eating ass. Sure, his head bursts but that's not the worst way to go.

Quote from: 50mm on August 12, 2019, 08:18:46 PM

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Feeling bummed. I get bummed about how bummed I get about stuff.

[close]

It happens. Bad days are a thing and while they're draining they will pass. Maybe it's time to try something new or just take time to explore why and see what needs to be changed.

[close]

Try eating ass!

[close]

he’s right you know, that extra shot of vitamin b12 will recharge those batteries! I’m kinda obsessed with eating arse at the moment

(https://media.giphy.com/media/iG4m7CEVSAZsTmFpar/giphy.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 25, 2019, 10:53:28 PM

I'm perfectly willing to eat ass should the opportunity ever arise.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NegativeCreep on August 25, 2019, 11:23:16 PM

Eating ass can be fun, don't get me wrong but care for yourself. You gotta do some recon before you go in face first, before you even mention it to the girl. You don't wanna be spitting bits of used tp, or smell some dank funk when you're between the legs and she's looking at you expecting the bhole tongue twist.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on August 25, 2019, 11:37:51 PM

you make it sound like it’s a bad thing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NegativeCreep on August 25, 2019, 11:43:59 PM

It can be glorious, but it's good to eat ass with discretion. I say this because ass holes can't be unlicked and you have to live with that for better or for worse. Going in deep and tasting a milk dud could be soul shattering.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: offkilter on August 26, 2019, 12:26:26 AM

eating ass without a pre-shower is for psychos and I’ve definitely been there

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on August 26, 2019, 01:14:37 AM

Quote from: offkilter on August 26, 2019, 12:26:26 AM

eating ass without a pre-shower is for psychos and I’ve definitely been there

yeah nah, you've got to be picky with whose arse you are eating, I'd never just eat random arse

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on August 26, 2019, 03:08:51 AM

I thought everyone was just being irrationally mean for the longest time, but I just checked out mikey taylors instagram today and I totally understand now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on August 26, 2019, 05:52:07 AM

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wbUQ2bV--0A

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on August 27, 2019, 08:38:37 PM

I thought that Chris anthans sf part was corny

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChuckRamone on August 28, 2019, 09:43:38 AM

that’s more of a hot take than a confession.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on August 29, 2019, 03:44:59 PM

I can’t watch movies without falling asleep. I can watch documentaries, and read for entire day’s, but something about movies I cannot jive with or sit through.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on August 29, 2019, 05:35:52 PM

Quote from: Mongoloid on August 29, 2019, 03:44:59 PM

I can’t watch movies without falling asleep. I can watch documentaries, and read for entire day’s, but something about movies I cannot jive with or sit through.

They aren't real so the emotion has to be kickstarted into place by your diesel generators but you're probably out of diesel.

Documentaries come with batteries.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on August 29, 2019, 05:42:49 PM

Quote from: Mongoloid on August 29, 2019, 03:44:59 PM

I can’t watch movies without falling asleep. I can watch documentaries, and read for entire day’s, but something about movies I cannot jive with or sit through.

yes, but do you eat arse?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on August 29, 2019, 05:47:15 PM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on August 29, 2019, 05:42:49 PM

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I can’t watch movies without falling asleep. I can watch documentaries, and read for entire day’s, but something about movies I cannot jive with or sit through.

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yes, but do you eat arse?

I’ve been eating ass before I ever even realized some of ya’ll had hang ups on it, or think it’s something taboo.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on August 30, 2019, 04:10:57 PM

Quote from: Mongoloid on August 29, 2019, 05:47:15 PM

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Quote from: Mongoloid on August 29, 2019, 03:44:59 PM

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I can’t watch movies without falling asleep. I can watch documentaries, and read for entire day’s, but something about movies I cannot jive with or sit through.

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yes, but do you eat arse?

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I’ve been eating ass before I ever even realized some of ya’ll had hang ups on it, or think it’s something taboo.

Im still unsettled that eating ass is taboo. But i’m also gay so eating someones ass is more of a handshake then a sexual act.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on August 31, 2019, 06:49:47 PM

Never indulged however many times after seeing a stunning lady out in the wild ,  think to myself damn I would lick her butthole

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: UrsulaHaverbeck on September 03, 2019, 10:48:29 PM

Complete opposite. It's the first thing I think about...what it will look, smell, and taste like. Think I'm fucking joking but I'm dead serious. I have an insatiable female asshole fetish. It's gotta be cleaned beforehand if she shit at some point during the day. If she didn't and for instance all she did was sweat from being out and about, it just adds more musk and flavor.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on September 04, 2019, 09:05:44 AM

True story:

I was out with some friends and we were at a party, and at separate points during the party, girls initiated conversations with us. They were girls we had seen out at parties in town before, but had never talked to. We both exchanged numbers with these girls but for some reason (probably because we were way too fucked up and stupid to have a clue) we left the party in our original friend group and not with either of the girls. So during our drunken and high ride home (yes, we had a designated driver...luckily, because we were totally fucked) we started talking about these girls we met and how we wanted to spend a bit more time with them so somehow it came down to us deciding that we should send them texts at 4am (maybe later) that we wanted to lick their buttholes.

The next morning I got a message from my girl something like "haha, is that what you want to do? maybe we should hang out sometime soon." Something like that. We ended up dating for like a year after that and I still keep in touch with her to this day.

My friend on the other hand, got a very, very long message from his girl about sexual harassment and not appreciating such vulgar messages and all that. We ran into that girl many times out and about and she always refused to talk to my friend for like a full year after that night. Eventually they came to an understanding, but he never really got to spend any time with her, obviously.

There's really no moral to this story, because, obviously, it worked great for me, but anyway, just thought it was a funny story about licking butts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on September 04, 2019, 09:14:46 AM

Quote from: beatifk on September 04, 2019, 09:05:44 AM

True story:

I was out with some friends and we were at a party, and at separate points during the party, girls initiated conversations with us. They were girls we had seen out at parties in town before, but had never talked to. We both exchanged numbers with these girls but for some reason (probably because we were way too fucked up and stupid to have a clue) we left the party in our original friend group and not with either of the girls. So during our drunken and high ride home (yes, we had a designated driver...luckily, because we were totally fucked) we started talking about these girls we met and how we wanted to spend a bit more time with them so somehow it came down to us deciding that we should send them texts at 4am (maybe later) that we wanted to lick their buttholes.

The next morning I got a message from my girl something like "haha, is that what you want to do? maybe we should hang out sometime soon." Something like that. We ended up dating for like a year after that and I still keep in touch with her to this day.

My friend on the other hand, got a very, very long message from his girl about sexual harassment and not appreciating such vulgar messages and all that. We ran into that girl many times out and about and she always refused to talk to my friend for like a full year after that night. Eventually they came to an understanding, but he never really got to spend any time with her, obviously.

There's really no moral to this story, because, obviously, it worked great for me, but anyway, just thought it was a funny story about licking butts.

Licking buttholes. The most divisive topic on Earth.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on September 04, 2019, 01:33:31 PM

There's threads you can get away with opening at work and some that you don't. This has become one that you don't.
That being said, hi IT person.

As for eating ass. The person definitely has to be clean. Things get awkward when you're ready and all excited just to see some dingleberries and pieces of TP.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on September 05, 2019, 04:23:49 AM

There’s a different sound someone makes when they get their third eye licked as opposed to normal oral

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on September 05, 2019, 07:28:36 AM

Quote from: Bagelskate on September 05, 2019, 04:23:49 AM

There’s a different sound someone makes when they get their third eye licked as opposed to normal oral

It's a mixture of pleasure and disgust.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on September 05, 2019, 02:23:49 PM

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=7ZPFX3ArZD8

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 06, 2019, 10:55:51 PM

I feel like eating butt is something that I think I want to do, but if it ever became a reality, I'd lick the starfish and then immediately realize just how mistaken I was. In my fantasies I want a dirty bung hole, but I know intrinsically that in reality that would be nothing short of rancid.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: NegativeCreep on September 07, 2019, 12:26:23 AM

I'm a real piece of shit. Just I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on September 07, 2019, 02:33:58 AM

Quote from: NegativeCreep on September 07, 2019, 12:26:23 AM

I'm a real piece of shit. Just I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

Please come back and talk, G. Or at the very least be well.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 08, 2019, 07:54:42 AM

Yesterday I was turned down by the girl I've been crushing on for over 3 years. It was super fun and relieving. I didn't cry at all and I slept like a baby. None of my dreams were about her or people I know making fun of me at all. Right now I'm 100% okay and I didn't just buy supplies to make a means of self termination. Fun fun fun.  ;D ;D ;D

Could you imagine if the opposite was true? That would suck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on September 08, 2019, 11:23:15 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 08, 2019, 07:54:42 AM

Yesterday I was turned down by the girl I've been crushing on for over 3 years. It was super fun and relieving. I didn't cry at all and I slept like a baby. None of my dreams were about her or people I know making fun of me at all. Right now I'm 100% okay and I didn't just buy supplies to make a means of self termination. Fun fun fun.  ;D ;D ;D

Could you imagine if the opposite was true? That would suck.

This is a little unsettling and I’m not sure what to make if it. Are you actually upset and are you thinking of doing something rash?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on September 08, 2019, 12:06:10 PM

Welcome to the lonely wolf club, bro haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 08, 2019, 10:10:32 PM

Some shit might go down...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on September 08, 2019, 10:17:40 PM

Hey bud, I hope you’re okay. There’s numerous peeps on here who would be more than happy to chat it up with you if you’re feeling alone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on September 09, 2019, 09:02:30 PM

Does anyone on here know L33tg33k in person? If so, can someone check in on him?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on September 09, 2019, 09:25:36 PM

Quote from: FamilyMeeting7 on September 09, 2019, 09:02:30 PM

Does anyone on here know L33tg33k in person? If so, can someone check in on him?

L33t cmon dude. Lets us know youre good

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fakie nollie on September 09, 2019, 09:27:30 PM

Quote from: methuselah on December 04, 2006, 04:03:39 PM

i think prince is a sexy man
i love weed and pills
i enjoy licking girls assholes

thats pretty much it...
but i can identify with most of said problems having gone through most of them myself.

Found a vintage gem.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: landedprimo on September 09, 2019, 10:38:04 PM

Damn, this thread is getting depressing. I hope L33T and NegativeCreep are good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on September 09, 2019, 10:47:44 PM

Seeing L33t's post and Buddy posting the 3rd annual Rusty event (as well as some personal stuff), has reminded me how fucked stuff is. If any of you need someone to talk to PM me. Hope you have a good day and you're all beautiful.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on September 09, 2019, 11:48:37 PM

L33t where you at?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Krooked antihero on September 10, 2019, 05:17:13 AM

Damn, I got here and got excited about all that butthole-stuff, was bout to post that ODB documentary where he explains his love for arse-licking but now you guys got me worried about L33T...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Audrey II on September 10, 2019, 05:22:38 AM

he did say he was 100% okay in his last post, so i have faith he is indeed okay. anyways much love to everyone here, except andrew reynolds.

lots of good caring people on slap that reach out to others when they need it and i think thats fucking amazing. if youre in need, take advantage of it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on September 10, 2019, 10:26:53 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 06, 2019, 10:55:51 PM

I feel like eating butt is something that I think I want to do, but if it ever became a reality, I'd lick the starfish and then immediately realize just how mistaken I was. In my fantasies I want a dirty bung hole, but I know intrinsically that in reality that would be nothing short of rancid.

Freshly scrubbed bung hole straight out of the shower is the way to go.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on September 10, 2019, 10:29:03 AM

Now I feel like an asshole for taking the convo back to licking butt holes.

But I agree with everyone here.....SLAP may have a lot complete cuntknuckles, but there are definitely people here to talk to when you are feeling down.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on September 11, 2019, 02:35:24 PM

Quote from: DanTheDoucher on September 10, 2019, 10:29:03 AM

Now I feel like an asshole for taking the convo back to licking butt holes.

But I agree with everyone here.....SLAP may have a lot complete cuntknuckles, but there are definitely people here to talk to when you are feeling down.

For sure some real cockstains but there are some genuinely caring people on here that I've spoken to via text messages.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Reese on September 11, 2019, 04:41:03 PM

Cross your eyes, pick a legal drug and enjoy sport ball l33t.. It's the american way, forget about what happened and fall into the next morning a better man

Homosexual activities hidden on a burner and a steady job help ease the pain

Maybe try selling cars?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: landedprimo on September 11, 2019, 06:50:57 PM

People are focusing like crazy. Bunch of pussies.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 11, 2019, 10:05:37 PM

Crazy to focus. I don't have any other place to go, I'm way too regular.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on September 12, 2019, 06:21:14 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on September 11, 2019, 10:05:37 PM

Crazy to focus. I don't have any other place to go, I'm way too regular.

People think I'm regular HERE. I can't imagine how regular I would be in a different place.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 12, 2019, 10:00:49 AM

Quote from: DanTheDoucher on September 12, 2019, 06:21:14 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on September 11, 2019, 10:05:37 PM

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Crazy to focus. I don't have any other place to go, I'm way too regular.

[close]

People think I'm regular HERE. I can't imagine how regular I would be in a different place.

Same. Slap provides an outlet for my pro level retardness. Been hiding that shit for two months now at new job but slowly it's coming out...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on September 12, 2019, 10:26:16 AM

I don’t know l33t personally but I think he’ll be back. He doesn’t live on slap and he’s proactive about trying to take care of himself.

Buddy I hope you’re doing good too. Sometimes shit just feels heavy but it always passes in the end.

I don’t think we should distract from the butthole licking topic. For all we know these two could be licking some chicks butthole right now. As Dan said if it’s freshly cleaned “you’re all clear kid”.

My confession is part good part bad. I’m pretty much pulling an office space at work lately. I’m not stressing about it. It’s like I just needed to take a moment to look at the big picture and realize it’s just a job and who gives a fuck about it. I shouldn’t be so stressed. I should be getting as much money as I can for as little work as possible. That’s good because the job has caused so much stress over the years. The bad part is it kind of sucks to have to spend 9 hours a day at a place you’ve checked out of mentally. But overall it’s good. Sometimes I just drive home on my breaks for like 30 minutes. Clean up a little or eat and then come back.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: landedprimo on September 12, 2019, 06:54:54 PM

l33t has been online since that day. I take it they are good and wanting to remain silent atm.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 13, 2019, 08:36:35 AM

I'm lurking. Humbled and thankful for the concern. I just have the occasional emotional breakdown. I usually get back up from those by trying to distract myself with irrelevant petty bullshit. That is in no short supply on the ol' Slap boards. Right now I'm bothered by what I perceive to be an uptick posters not knowing the difference between then and than. I want to start an English language writing workshop for Slappers.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on September 13, 2019, 08:47:53 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 13, 2019, 08:36:35 AM

I'm lurking. Humbled and thankful for the concern. I just have the occasional emotional breakdown. I usually get back up from those by trying to distract myself with irrelevant petty bullshit. That is in no short supply on the ol' Slap boards. Right now I'm bothered by what I perceive to be an uptick posters not knowing the difference between then and than. I want to start an English language writing workshop for Slappers.

Glad you're still here and checkin in! Stay up pal!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on September 13, 2019, 08:49:25 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 13, 2019, 08:36:35 AM

I'm lurking. Humbled and thankful for the concern. I just have the occasional emotional breakdown. I usually get back up from those by trying to distract myself with irrelevant petty bullshit. That is in no short supply on the ol' Slap boards. Right now I'm bothered by what I perceive to be an uptick posters not knowing the difference between then and than. I want to start an English language writing workshop for Slappers.

Then I’m glad to hear from you. More than you know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ms. Tamzarian on September 13, 2019, 09:03:46 AM

^

very shalom 50  :)

Hey confessors, just stoppin by to share big dorky smiles. I hope everyone has a fun weekend  :-*

No juicy confessions for now, cheers to all the butthole festivities tho

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Esquivel on September 15, 2019, 06:39:39 AM

Quit weed for the first time in 21 years. I am on day 14 now and dreaming has become next level.
I am planning to relapse once i get some work done thats due end of this month but my pet peeve is that among all the crazy dreams i have been having, not one has been of sexual interactions.
The closest i got was last night's dream where i went to some girl's flat and as soon as i entered her gaff i shat my self. Too bad the toilet was a joint space with the kitchen. Woke up as i was trying to reach for my butthole to assess the extent of what felt like diarhea. For a minute i was happy it was only a dream.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on September 17, 2019, 08:50:47 AM

I was in New Jersey along time ago and hooked up with some random street punk chick that was taking photos around town. I popped a clean as fuck fakie frontside flip caught it like a Muska flip. I asked to see the picture as she was following me, looked clean and was psyched on the way she knelt down I could see her panties.

 Well as we are at a bar I told her kinda my story about traveling around and going to a few contests and stayed at her house for 2-3 days I think a weekend. ^{First time I got my ass eaten still don't know how to feel about that one.  ::)}  As I was snooping in her closet and found a shitload of punk shirts and stuff that weren't her size. I assumed she must be stepping out of her marriage or boyfriend.

  Fast forward 2 years I am in Connecticut playing in a band with The Virus and Onward to Mayhem, we have a meet and greet before the show starts and introduce each other. Well guess who comes up and sits in guitarists for The Virus lap? I keep it cool and casually ask like oh who is this? blah blah etc oh this is my wife we'll call her (JJ) I have this cool exterior of oh cool guys well nice to meet you guys gotta set up lets have a beer after the show?


 I spoke at the bar with her in hints as to not gain the attention of her old man or friends, I just said oh so that explains those bigger shirts?  She told me she has done this before and in my head I am thinking to myself why is it that ladies that look good are the ones you got to be weary of? 

I know for my part I was wrong to step in on this situation, had I known the dude I would've been hesitant or walked away buttttttt she did look good and her filming wasn't half bad.


We played the show and it got awkward soon thereafter as I had no idea those guys had some stupid ideals and I got into a scrap with the bassist guy from Onward to Mayhem beforehand in St. Paul. In my head I think the guy knew we had met somewhere beforehand and I stonewalled him when he asked if I had been to Jersey I was like yeah passed through but hated it. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on September 17, 2019, 09:14:31 AM

Quote from: Slugboi22 on September 16, 2019, 01:49:16 AM

My partner’s friend’s vagina is nicer than hers. :/

The vag is always cleaner on the other side.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Slugboi22 on September 17, 2019, 09:44:59 AM

Quote from: DanTheDoucher on September 17, 2019, 09:14:31 AM

Quote from: Slugboi22 on September 16, 2019, 01:49:16 AM

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My partner’s friend’s vagina is nicer than hers. :/

[close]

The vag is always cleaner on the other side.

Not quite sure how to interpret this one hahaha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on September 17, 2019, 01:15:13 PM

Quote from: Slugboi22 on September 17, 2019, 09:44:59 AM

Quote from: DanTheDoucher on September 17, 2019, 09:14:31 AM

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Quote from: Slugboi22 on September 16, 2019, 01:49:16 AM

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My partner’s friend’s vagina is nicer than hers. :/

[close]

The vag is always cleaner on the other side.

[close]

Not quite sure how to interpret this one hahaha

Vaginas are like snowflakes. They are all different, and there will always be a prettier vag out there than the one you are permitted to penetrate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 17, 2019, 01:20:28 PM

Quote from: DanTheDoucher on September 17, 2019, 01:15:13 PM

Quote from: Slugboi22 on September 17, 2019, 09:44:59 AM

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Quote from: DanTheDoucher on September 17, 2019, 09:14:31 AM

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Quote from: Slugboi22 on September 16, 2019, 01:49:16 AM

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My partner’s friend’s vagina is nicer than hers. :/

[close]

The vag is always cleaner on the other side.

[close]

Not quite sure how to interpret this one hahaha

[close]

Vaginas are like snowflakes. They are all different, and there will always be a prettier vag out there than the one you are permitted to penetrate.

As opposed to those you're not allowed to penetrate? No idea where I'm going with this train of thought so I'm done here...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on September 17, 2019, 01:25:25 PM

i really dont like cops

i oinked at one in the gas station this morning

im so hardcore

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Slugboi22 on September 17, 2019, 10:15:28 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on September 17, 2019, 01:20:28 PM

Quote from: DanTheDoucher on September 17, 2019, 01:15:13 PM

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Quote from: Slugboi22 on September 17, 2019, 09:44:59 AM

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Quote from: DanTheDoucher on September 17, 2019, 09:14:31 AM

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Quote from: Slugboi22 on September 16, 2019, 01:49:16 AM

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My partner’s friend’s vagina is nicer than hers. :/

[close]

The vag is always cleaner on the other side.

[close]

Not quite sure how to interpret this one hahaha

[close]

Vaginas are like snowflakes. They are all different, and there will always be a prettier vag out there than the one you are permitted to penetrate.

[close]

As opposed to those you're not allowed to penetrate? No idea where I'm going with this train of thought so I'm done here...

I guess that’s life right haha. Eh could be worse

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on September 18, 2019, 05:05:51 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on September 17, 2019, 01:20:28 PM

Quote from: DanTheDoucher on September 17, 2019, 01:15:13 PM

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Quote from: Slugboi22 on September 17, 2019, 09:44:59 AM

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Quote from: DanTheDoucher on September 17, 2019, 09:14:31 AM

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Quote from: Slugboi22 on September 16, 2019, 01:49:16 AM

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My partner’s friend’s vagina is nicer than hers. :/

[close]

The vag is always cleaner on the other side.

[close]

Not quite sure how to interpret this one hahaha

[close]

Vaginas are like snowflakes. They are all different, and there will always be a prettier vag out there than the one you are permitted to penetrate.

[close]

As opposed to those you're not allowed to penetrate? No idea where I'm going with this train of thought so I'm done here...

When I say permitted, I mean the vag (speaking from a heterosexual POV) of your significant other. She has presumably given you the green let to penetrate her vag. Consensual penetration of another vag can end your relationship, and non-consensual penetration of another vag will put you in prison.

Vag penetration is the bane of our existence. Most of us spend our lives penetrating a singular vag, whilst fantasizing about penetrating the vag of just about every other attractive girl we see.

It's weird, wild stuff.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 18, 2019, 05:55:46 AM

Good, just wanted to hear your reasoning.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on September 18, 2019, 06:06:18 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on September 18, 2019, 05:55:46 AM

Good, just wanted to hear your reasoning.

I'm clearly an idiot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on September 18, 2019, 09:01:05 AM

DanTheDoucher, just judging by his name alone has a lot of vag experience.... y'know, because of all the douchin'.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on September 18, 2019, 10:47:45 AM

Quote from: beatifk on September 18, 2019, 09:01:05 AM

DanTheDoucher, just judging by his name alone has a lot of vag experience.... y'know, because of all the douchin'.

Cleanest vag east of the Mississippi.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 18, 2019, 06:57:57 PM

Quote from: DarthDingusMaximus on September 17, 2019, 08:50:47 AM

I was in New Jersey along time ago and hooked up with some random street punk chick that was taking photos around town. I popped a clean as fuck fakie frontside flip caught it like a Muska flip. I asked to see the picture as she was following me, looked clean and was psyched on the way she knelt down I could see her panties.

 Well as we are at a bar I told her kinda my story about traveling around and going to a few contests and stayed at her house for 2-3 days I think a weekend. ^{First time I got my ass eaten still don't know how to feel about that one.  ::)}  As I was snooping in her closet and found a shitload of punk shirts and stuff that weren't her size. I assumed she must be stepping out of her marriage or boyfriend.

  Fast forward 2 years I am in Connecticut playing in a band with The Virus and Onward to Mayhem, we have a meet and greet before the show starts and introduce each other. Well guess who comes up and sits in guitarists for The Virus lap? I keep it cool and casually ask like oh who is this? blah blah etc oh this is my wife we'll call her (JJ) I have this cool exterior of oh cool guys well nice to meet you guys gotta set up lets have a beer after the show?


 I spoke at the bar with her in hints as to not gain the attention of her old man or friends, I just said oh so that explains those bigger shirts?  She told me she has done this before and in my head I am thinking to myself why is it that ladies that look good are the ones you got to be weary of? 

I know for my part I was wrong to step in on this situation, had I known the dude I would've been hesitant or walked away buttttttt she did look good and her filming wasn't half bad.


We played the show and it got awkward soon thereafter as I had no idea those guys had some stupid ideals and I got into a scrap with the bassist guy from Onward to Mayhem beforehand in St. Paul. In my head I think the guy knew we had met somewhere beforehand and I stonewalled him when he asked if I had been to Jersey I was like yeah passed through but hated it.

Why do you all make getting your ass eaten out into some sort of life reevaluating thing? Just enjoy the sensation. It doesn't make you gay, and even if it did, that just means you opened the door to new experiences with the other half of the population. I'm a 30 year old virgin and I think a bunch you guys are prudes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on September 18, 2019, 08:19:48 PM

I got my ass eaten in my last serious relationship and  it was okay. She's going to grad school in London for fashion now I'm proud of her

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 18, 2019, 10:11:35 PM

No ass shit for me, thank you very much. Mind you, I did some gay shit in my early 20's.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on September 19, 2019, 07:55:43 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 18, 2019, 06:57:57 PM

Quote from: DarthDingusMaximus on September 17, 2019, 08:50:47 AM

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I was in New Jersey along time ago and hooked up with some random street punk chick that was taking photos around town. I popped a clean as fuck fakie frontside flip caught it like a Muska flip. I asked to see the picture as she was following me, looked clean and was psyched on the way she knelt down I could see her panties.

 Well as we are at a bar I told her kinda my story about traveling around and going to a few contests and stayed at her house for 2-3 days I think a weekend. ^{First time I got my ass eaten still don't know how to feel about that one.  ::)}  As I was snooping in her closet and found a shitload of punk shirts and stuff that weren't her size. I assumed she must be stepping out of her marriage or boyfriend.

  Fast forward 2 years I am in Connecticut playing in a band with The Virus and Onward to Mayhem, we have a meet and greet before the show starts and introduce each other. Well guess who comes up and sits in guitarists for The Virus lap? I keep it cool and casually ask like oh who is this? blah blah etc oh this is my wife we'll call her (JJ) I have this cool exterior of oh cool guys well nice to meet you guys gotta set up lets have a beer after the show?


 I spoke at the bar with her in hints as to not gain the attention of her old man or friends, I just said oh so that explains those bigger shirts?  She told me she has done this before and in my head I am thinking to myself why is it that ladies that look good are the ones you got to be weary of? 

I know for my part I was wrong to step in on this situation, had I known the dude I would've been hesitant or walked away buttttttt she did look good and her filming wasn't half bad.


We played the show and it got awkward soon thereafter as I had no idea those guys had some stupid ideals and I got into a scrap with the bassist guy from Onward to Mayhem beforehand in St. Paul. In my head I think the guy knew we had met somewhere beforehand and I stonewalled him when he asked if I had been to Jersey I was like yeah passed through but hated it.

[close]

Why do you all make getting your ass eaten out into some sort of life reevaluating thing? Just enjoy the sensation. It doesn't make you gay, and even if it did, that just means you opened the door to new experiences with the other half of the population. I'm a 30 year old virgin and I think a bunch you guys are prudes.

Well to be honest I wasn't expecting that scenario and it felt weird. For me it felt like having a slug type of feeling worming in my anus. Mind you I didn't complain butttttt I wouldn't ask for it in fear of reciprocating the favor.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 19, 2019, 08:28:49 AM

Ey! But is not that shit supposed to make you cum in seconds? I heard from prison shit on the internet that it's the craziest feeling ever...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on September 19, 2019, 08:56:02 AM

I think it’s pretty good. If you aren’t able to relax it’s not gonna be fun. It’s best when you are just in the zone getting freaky going back and forth. That whole area is sensitive. I said this before in a thread. If a chick wants to toss your salad and you are gonna be a serious thing let her. If you turn down freaky shit like that she will be hesitant to show you all the crazy shit she wants to do in the future. Looking at the timing of the post I was engaging in this illicit activity pretty much at the exact same time it was being discussed on here last night. Wassup!?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on September 19, 2019, 10:58:25 AM

jelly or syrup though?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on September 19, 2019, 01:08:37 PM

Quote from: 50mm on September 19, 2019, 08:56:02 AM

I think it’s pretty good. If you aren’t able to relax it’s not gonna be fun. It’s best when you are just in the zone getting freaky going back and forth. That whole area is sensitive. I said this before in a thread. If a chick wants to toss your salad and you are gonna be a serious thing let her. If you turn down freaky shit like that she will be hesitant to show you all the crazy shit she wants to do in the future. Looking at the timing of the post I was engaging in this illicit activity pretty much at the exact same time it was being discussed on here last night. Wassup!?

You are right and I agree about relaxing, I would give it a second chance if it didn't mean penatration.....

 I do have a suggestion when it comes to getting your partner or gal to try freaky shit, Amyal Nitrate and one of those usb mic type of vibrators or a vibrating cockring.

 I use those every now and then when me and my wife get down HOLY SHIT!!!!!!! it's like niagra falls and it feels great in the gooch area.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on September 19, 2019, 01:20:40 PM

I could never get my girl to mess with poppers lol. She’d flip out and I mean I can’t really blame her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on September 20, 2019, 06:04:50 AM

Quote from: smellsdead on September 19, 2019, 10:58:25 AM

jelly or syrup though?

you know what'd be fucked up? Imagine you got your homie sleeping on the couch but one night you and your girl are getting freak nasty like loud as shit.

Next thing you know your girl busts out the Nutella spread and you are into it right but your boy who's trying to sleep walks in to grab a charger or just a polite hey man could you guys kinda keep it down I gotta get up in a few hours as she's going balls and all in your butt with the Nutella......  Or worse yet she's stroking your meat with Nutella..... How do you explain that to your friend?!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 20, 2019, 07:29:50 AM

Shit is getting hot in here. Kind of gay but hot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on September 20, 2019, 07:36:03 AM

Quote from: DarthDingusMaximus on September 20, 2019, 06:04:50 AM

Quote from: smellsdead on September 19, 2019, 10:58:25 AM

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jelly or syrup though?

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you know what'd be fucked up? Imagine you got your homie sleeping on the couch but one night you and your girl are getting freak nasty like loud as shit.

Next thing you know your girl busts out the Nutella spread and you are into it right but your boy who's trying to sleep walks in to grab a charger or just a polite hey man could you guys kinda keep it down I gotta get up in a few hours as she's going balls and all in your butt with the Nutella......  Or worse yet she's stroking your meat with Nutella..... How do you explain that to your friend?!

I'd just stare at him and own it. So fucking what if I want my dick turning into dessert?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 20, 2019, 10:13:09 AM

Damn, this shit is making me think I'd be really good at playing sex.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on September 20, 2019, 10:16:38 AM

sorry homie, just trying to bust a hazelnut

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on September 20, 2019, 10:22:22 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 20, 2019, 10:13:09 AM

Damn, this shit is making me think I'd be really good at playing sex.

You waiting for love l33t? Or don’t care? Take a solo vacation to Nevada. Bang some crazy brothel chick, go see a show and go home.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on September 20, 2019, 05:08:45 PM

If a homie wants to crepe on my nutella dick he can,just be silent.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ms. Tamzarian on September 20, 2019, 06:06:23 PM

i've had a lot of health problems throughout my life, on and off. lately i'm starting to think its best to skate less for my overall health, which is a heavy feeling.
it's mainly cause i skate like its my last damn supper. i just wanna go fast and throw myself at shit. maybe i'll pick up neighborhood hills again, something chill. but for now, i can't be doing the skating i've done for my whole life. it's not working anymore.
and i'm pretty bummed on that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on September 21, 2019, 03:38:35 AM

Quote from: smellsdead on September 20, 2019, 10:16:38 AM

sorry homie, just trying to bust a hazelnut

I was imagining a sketchy shit scenario where someone was like damn dude you into scat scenarios? wtf..........

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bagelskate on September 21, 2019, 07:02:23 PM

Idk logistics but I’d imagine getting your salad tossed while getting oral would be pure pleasure

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 21, 2019, 10:44:24 PM

Quote from: Bagelskate on September 21, 2019, 07:02:23 PM

Idk logistics but I’d imagine getting your salad tossed while getting oral would be pure pleasure

That would require, at least, two dudes..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on September 22, 2019, 05:32:42 AM

Quote from: Bagelskate on September 21, 2019, 07:02:23 PM

Idk logistics but I’d imagine getting your salad tossed while getting oral would be pure pleasure

I don't know man seems like you'd have to have 2 persons with different tastes..... that's just me though......

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on September 22, 2019, 07:28:34 AM

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sorry homie, just trying to bust a hazelnut

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I was imagining a sketchy shit scenario where someone was like damn dude you into scat scenarios? wtf..........

Same!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on September 23, 2019, 12:05:01 AM

I thought about SLAP for a solid 10-15 seconds to get my head back in the game in bed last night.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JohnnySaintLethal on September 23, 2019, 12:28:16 AM

This might fit in awkward sex stories but it also works here. I usually can’t cum when I’m having sex because I’m usually always drunk. I was dating this girl a while back and she was always bummed I wouldn’t finish the job so, she suggested she try sticking her finger up my ass to massage my prostate. I was drunk as shit and I was like yeah honestly whatever and as she fingered my asshole I jerked off. I busted a huge nut on her tits and face. I guess if you can’t cum while drunk stick a finger up your ass.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on September 23, 2019, 03:27:33 AM

Quote from: JohnnySaintLethal on September 23, 2019, 12:28:16 AM

This might fit in awkward sex stories but it also works here. I usually can’t cum when I’m having sex because I’m usually always drunk. I was dating this girl a while back and she was always bummed I wouldn’t finish the job so, she suggested she try sticking her finger up my ass to massage my prostate. I was drunk as shit and I was like yeah honestly whatever and as she fingered my asshole I jerked off. I busted a huge nut on her tits and face. I guess if you can’t cum while drunk stick a finger up your ass.

whenever I have gotten to this point where I can't cum I put babyoil on my girls ass, absolutely LOVE IT!!!!!!!! My gal use to ask why but I put on a porn of black and latina ladies with bubble butts, she's like oh......

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on September 23, 2019, 09:30:00 AM

My junk was numb for the last 15 years and I was a stallion but now that I’m sober and can actually feel things I’m a total shooter and have to think about what “iKobrakai” means.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jakeumms on September 23, 2019, 09:33:38 AM

Shoutout to post substance use junk feeling returns. Weird wild stuff.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 23, 2019, 10:17:06 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on September 23, 2019, 09:30:00 AM

My junk was numb for the last 15 years and I was a stallion but now that I’m sober and can actually feel things I’m a total shooter and have to think about what “iKobrakai” means.

At your service, brother.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on September 23, 2019, 10:40:12 AM

A true PAL.

Gnarred you and immediately regretted knocking your -666 rep then tried kooking you to set everything back to form and now I can’t fix my mistake for 24 hours so someone help me out here, baby.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 23, 2019, 11:14:55 AM

Thanks.

A small confession: I'm afraid that if I talk about that number, people might fuck it up on purpose...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: landedprimo on September 23, 2019, 07:03:05 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on September 23, 2019, 11:14:55 AM

Thanks.

A small confession: I'm afraid that if I talk about that number, people might fuck it up on purpose...

I'm just curious to know how everyone seems to be in agreement that they'll keep it at -666.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 23, 2019, 09:58:24 PM

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Thanks.

A small confession: I'm afraid that if I talk about that number, people might fuck it up on purpose...

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I'm just curious to know how everyone seems to be in agreement that they'll keep it at -666.

Never seen an agreement, but it seems to be a visually appealing number to all the pervs, creeps and addicts on Slap. Being one myself, I do agree.

Many years ago I got knocked down for talking mad shit and bitching about how terrible Alex Olson was. The mods even gave me of picture of him as an avatar, which I kept until recently.

I regret talking all the stupid shit in my drug fueled state, it was aweful. However, Alex turning pro at the same time as Malto and Mike Mo was still a political move and I stand by everything I said.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: the snake on September 23, 2019, 10:22:34 PM

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Thanks.

A small confession: I'm afraid that if I talk about that number, people might fuck it up on purpose...

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I'm just curious to know how everyone seems to be in agreement that they'll keep it at -666.

[close]

Never seen an agreement, but it seems to be a visually appealing number to all the pervs, creeps and addicts on Slap. Being one myself, I do agree.

Many years ago I got knocked down for talking mad shit and bitching about how terrible Alex Olson was. The mods even gave me of picture of him as an avatar, which I kept until recently.

I regret talking all the stupid shit in my drug fueled state, it was aweful. However, Alex turning pro at the same time as Malto and Mike Mo was still a political move and I stand by everything I said.

don't move bro, just one kook and it'll be perfect

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 24, 2019, 08:34:55 AM

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That would require, at least, two dudes..

I honestly love seeing that in porn, but with women instead. I guess two really pretty trannies would be fine too. I'm down for rusty trombones too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 24, 2019, 08:55:42 AM

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Idk logistics but I’d imagine getting your salad tossed while getting oral would be pure pleasure

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That would require, at least, two dudes..

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I honestly love seeing that in porn, but with women instead. I guess two really pretty trannies would be fine too. I'm down for rusty trombones too.

Speaking of porn, why the fuck is stan not directing smut films? I legit got a boner at work while reading his chapters... His shit would be the dirtiest cum fests!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on September 26, 2019, 04:45:20 PM

ive kinda gone full in on conspiracy theories .. ai humanoids and interdimentional communication mostly

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on September 26, 2019, 11:13:49 PM

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Damn, this shit is making me think I'd be really good at playing sex.

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You waiting for love l33t? Or don’t care? Take a solo vacation to Nevada. Bang some crazy brothel chick, go see a show and go home.

I thought L33t finally lost it a little while back in Tijuana?

Am I remembering wrong or did it not go down?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 28, 2019, 03:43:21 AM

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Damn, this shit is making me think I'd be really good at playing sex.

[close]

You waiting for love l33t? Or don’t care? Take a solo vacation to Nevada. Bang some crazy brothel chick, go see a show and go home.

[close]

I thought L33t finally lost it a little while back in Tijuana?

Am I remembering wrong or did it not go down?

It did but I don't count that half chub cock, overweight middle aged hooker, lay down and don't move, feel almost nothing, 3 minute nightmare that my brother pushed me into. That was some bullshit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jakeumms on September 28, 2019, 05:49:41 AM

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Damn, this shit is making me think I'd be really good at playing sex.

[close]

You waiting for love l33t? Or don’t care? Take a solo vacation to Nevada. Bang some crazy brothel chick, go see a show and go home.

[close]

I thought L33t finally lost it a little while back in Tijuana?

Am I remembering wrong or did it not go down?

[close]

It did but I don't count that half chub cock, overweight middle aged hooker, lay down and don't move, feel almost nothing, 3 minute nightmare that my brother pushed me into. That was some bullshit.

The sad truth is that most first sexual experiences are kinda wack. If we're going by Monster Squad rules, then you wouldn't be able to say the incantation and open the portal anymore. I think you gotta count it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on September 28, 2019, 08:17:50 AM

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Damn, this shit is making me think I'd be really good at playing sex.

[close]

You waiting for love l33t? Or don’t care? Take a solo vacation to Nevada. Bang some crazy brothel chick, go see a show and go home.

[close]

I thought L33t finally lost it a little while back in Tijuana?

Am I remembering wrong or did it not go down?

[close]

It did but I don't count that half chub cock, overweight middle aged hooker, lay down and don't move, feel almost nothing, 3 minute nightmare that my brother pushed me into. That was some bullshit.

[close]

The sad truth is that most first sexual experiences are kinda wack. If we're going by Monster Squad rules, then you wouldn't be able to say the incantation and open the portal anymore. I think you gotta count it.

I was gonna say they suck. First time I couldn’t even get hard I was too nervous. After that though you can start slingin dick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on September 28, 2019, 09:49:45 AM

I bought a physical copy of “we are blood” yesterday out of knee jerk reaction only due to me collecting skate videos. Still, I felt the need to confess my sins. $5.00 and I feel dirty. I’m sorry, baby.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on September 28, 2019, 09:54:58 AM

it's ok my friend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on September 28, 2019, 12:39:48 PM

Do 5 hail Fred Galls and replace your bushings and pivot cups.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on September 28, 2019, 12:45:03 PM

I had to clean my phone after reading that, baby.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on September 28, 2019, 02:47:27 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on September 28, 2019, 09:49:45 AM

I bought a physical copy of “we are blood” yesterday out of knee jerk reaction only due to me collecting skate videos. Still, I felt the need to confess my sins. $5.00 and I feel dirty. I’m sorry, baby.

A couple years ago I skated with some friends for the first time in years. One of my dumbass friends said it was good so I downloaded it and it was the wackest shit god ever did to me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on September 29, 2019, 03:15:17 PM

I guess the song “sunflower” by Post-Malone makes me weep like a stupid fucking toddler now.

Break-ups have the strangest lingering triggers.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 29, 2019, 06:24:45 PM

What the fuck is up with these Post Malone lovers? I'm seeing more and more and its fucking crazy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on September 29, 2019, 06:37:51 PM

I don't get it either l33t but Steve I feel for ya, time will pass and the triggers go away

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on September 29, 2019, 09:10:51 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 29, 2019, 06:24:45 PM

What the fuck is up with these Post Malone lovers? I'm seeing more and more and its fucking crazy.

I don’t love that dork - I just forgot that it’s in “Into The Spider-Verse”. I should have been more specific. But yeah, I became a waterfall.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on September 29, 2019, 09:58:21 PM

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What the fuck is up with these Post Malone lovers? I'm seeing more and more and its fucking crazy.

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I don’t love that dork - I just forgot that it’s in “Into The Spider-Verse”. I should have been more specific. But yeah, I became a waterfall.

Sorry to hear you won't be able to enjoy into the Spider-verse.

As for the break up, take your time. Don't jump into something because you feel lonely. But, do reflect and once you feel that you learned something and have changed of a person you're more or less through it (at least from my experience).  Much love.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on September 29, 2019, 10:24:48 PM

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What the fuck is up with these Post Malone lovers? I'm seeing more and more and its fucking crazy.

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I don’t love that dork - I just forgot that it’s in “Into The Spider-Verse”. I should have been more specific. But yeah, I became a waterfall.

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Sorry to hear you won't be able to enjoy into the Spider-verse.

As for the break up, take your time. Don't jump into something because you feel lonely. But, do reflect and once you feel that you learned something and have changed of a person you're more or less through it (at least from my experience).  Much love.

Thanks dude, appreciate that. That silly confession was more geared toward the subtle things that trigger waves. I’m definitely doing better. Occupying my time. Deadlines, commissions, friends, skateboarding. It all takes time.

Weird thing I noticed though is there’s like 3 or 4 people that I know going through eerily similar situations. Then I come in here and read pals going through the same shit. Must be the season.

We’re all in this together, baby.


And I’ll get Spider-verse back, it’s a work of fucking art.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on September 30, 2019, 12:22:36 AM

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What the fuck is up with these Post Malone lovers? I'm seeing more and more and its fucking crazy.

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I don’t love that dork - I just forgot that it’s in “Into The Spider-Verse”. I should have been more specific. But yeah, I became a waterfall.

[close]

Sorry to hear you won't be able to enjoy into the Spider-verse.

As for the break up, take your time. Don't jump into something because you feel lonely. But, do reflect and once you feel that you learned something and have changed of a person you're more or less through it (at least from my experience).  Much love.

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Thanks dude, appreciate that. That silly confession was more geared toward the subtle things that trigger waves. I’m definitely doing better. Occupying my time. Deadlines, commissions, friends, skateboarding. It all takes time.

Weird thing I noticed though is there’s like 3 or 4 people that I know going through eerily similar situations. Then I come in here and read pals going through the same shit. Must be the season.

We’re all in this together, baby.


And I’ll get Spider-verse back, it’s a work of fucking art.

It really is. I can't recommend it enough.

Also, are we all a byproduct of Hot Girl Summer? Sad Boy Winter is around the corner and I should get to work on a new playlist

I feel like with this type of thing it helps to get it out. Maybe try writing it down and having a physical form that you can handle with by throwing out or tearing to shreds?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jakeumms on September 30, 2019, 07:17:01 AM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on September 30, 2019, 12:22:36 AM

Sad Boy Winter

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on September 30, 2019, 07:37:42 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 29, 2019, 06:24:45 PM

What the fuck is up with these Post Malone lovers? I'm seeing more and more and its fucking crazy.

Agreed. He's insufferable to listen to.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on September 30, 2019, 01:00:33 PM

College is hard. man. fuck. Really blowing it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on October 01, 2019, 01:40:18 AM

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Damn, this shit is making me think I'd be really good at playing sex.

[close]

You waiting for love l33t? Or don’t care? Take a solo vacation to Nevada. Bang some crazy brothel chick, go see a show and go home.

[close]

I thought L33t finally lost it a little while back in Tijuana?

Am I remembering wrong or did it not go down?

[close]

It did but I don't count that half chub cock, overweight middle aged hooker, lay down and don't move, feel almost nothing, 3 minute nightmare that my brother pushed me into. That was some bullshit.

[close]

The sad truth is that most first sexual experiences are kinda wack. If we're going by Monster Squad rules, then you wouldn't be able to say the incantation and open the portal anymore. I think you gotta count it.

[close]

I was gonna say they suck. First time I couldn’t even get hard I was too nervous. After that though you can start slingin dick.

this is great. This thread is still one of my favourites on slap.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 01, 2019, 05:00:43 AM

Quote from: Dwyck on September 30, 2019, 01:00:33 PM

College is hard. man. fuck. Really blowing it

After you're done you'll look back on it and think it wasn't a big deal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mark Renton on October 01, 2019, 05:46:50 AM

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College is hard. man. fuck. Really blowing it

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After you're done you'll look back on it and think it wasn't a big deal.

Yeah. Waiting for a job opportunity afterwards is much worse. Makes you feel useless. I wish I enjoyed my uni years more now that I’m done and unemployed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Filip on October 01, 2019, 06:33:44 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on September 29, 2019, 03:15:17 PM

I guess the song “sunflower” by Post-Malone makes me weep like a stupid fucking toddler now.

Break-ups have the strangest lingering triggers.

This is totaly OK. My Ex, which we separated 2 weeks ako after 8 years, loved it and we would listen to it in the mornings or when we would clean up. I heard it yesterday while 3 hour drive and I had to stop, and fucking cry in the parking lot next to the highway. Music is a bitch.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on October 01, 2019, 06:47:01 AM

Quote from: Dwyck on September 30, 2019, 01:00:33 PM

College is hard. man. fuck. Really blowing it

Is it too hard? Or are you just slacking? I did the second one.

I failed out of college my first year because all I would do is get hammered and never go to class. I thought I was doomed for life, but I went to community college the next year and went back to the regular university after that and did fine. Took some summer classes to make up for sucking so bad that first year, and still graduated in 4 years.

 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 01, 2019, 07:15:54 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 29, 2019, 06:24:45 PM

What the fuck is up with these Post Malone lovers? I'm seeing more and more and its fucking crazy.

PM reminds me of a trashy Shia Labeouf/Kid Rock, I don't get his music either.  He looks like he smells of hot garbage juice and wet ashtrays.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 01, 2019, 07:58:22 AM

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What the fuck is up with these Post Malone lovers? I'm seeing more and more and its fucking crazy.

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PM reminds me of a trashy Shia Labeouf/Kid Rock, I don't get his music either.  He looks like he smells of hot garbage juice and wet ashtrays.

I know, just image the stench, his drugged out ramblings, zero physical fitness. Yet, tons of super hot chicks line up to bang the guy. The way the world works is strange.

I don’t even think I envy the guy. He found his thing and it really works for him.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on October 01, 2019, 08:17:09 AM

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What the fuck is up with these Post Malone lovers? I'm seeing more and more and its fucking crazy.

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PM reminds me of a trashy Shia Labeouf/Kid Rock, I don't get his music either.  He looks like he smells of hot garbage juice and wet ashtrays.

[close]

I know, just image the stench, his drugged out ramblings, zero physical fitness. Yet, tons of super hot chicks line up to bang the guy. The way the world works is strange.

I don’t even think I envy the guy. He found his thing and it really works for him.

Girls will bang anything with money. Hence the reason hot chicks will marry a rich guy 50 years older than them just waiting for the guy to die. I'm sure they really enjoy banging a dude who can't get a boner or even stand up on his own...

If Post Malone was dead broke, the only chicks that would bang him are trash bags who want some drugs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on October 01, 2019, 01:36:12 PM

Quote from: DanTheDoucher on October 01, 2019, 06:47:01 AM

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College is hard. man. fuck. Really blowing it

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Is it too hard? Or are you just slacking? I did the second one.

Both, I guess. My senior thesis is coming along pretty good, I started it early last semester and I'm on good terms with my advisor, but I'm taking Calc 1 and getting my ass kicked. Calc 1. a class that high school sophomores take

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on October 01, 2019, 03:36:00 PM

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College is hard. man. fuck. Really blowing it

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Is it too hard? Or are you just slacking? I did the second one.

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Both, I guess. My senior thesis is coming along pretty good, I started it early last semester and I'm on good terms with my advisor, but I'm taking Calc 1 and getting my ass kicked. Calc 1. a class that high school sophomores take

Math classes can be quite the bitch. Have you looked into tutoring? Or maybe you could find someone in your class that’s really good at it and just have them help out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 01, 2019, 03:53:30 PM

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What the fuck is up with these Post Malone lovers? I'm seeing more and more and its fucking crazy.

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PM reminds me of a trashy Shia Labeouf/Kid Rock, I don't get his music either.  He looks like he smells of hot garbage juice and wet ashtrays.

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I know, just image the stench, his drugged out ramblings, zero physical fitness. Yet, tons of super hot chicks line up to bang the guy. The way the world works is strange.

I don’t even think I envy the guy. He found his thing and it really works for him.

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Girls will bang anything with money. Hence the reason hot chicks will marry a rich guy 50 years older than them just waiting for the guy to die. I'm sure they really enjoy banging a dude who can't get a boner or even stand up on his own...

If Post Malone was dead broke, the only chicks that would bang him are trash bags who want some drugs.

Well regardless of looks and music talent? the dude seems like a steaming bag of turds.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on October 01, 2019, 04:11:19 PM

I’m kinda obsessed with this girl I matched with on tinder and she responds to my messages and seems rad and cool about things but we never met. We work in the same industry and matched during a huge industry event in a city that neither of us live in so meeting will be impossible in reality but for some reason I can’t let it go. It’s embarrassing and pathetic.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: What a find on October 01, 2019, 05:14:02 PM

Quote from: beatifk on October 01, 2019, 04:11:19 PM

I’m kinda obsessed with this girl I matched with on tinder and she responds to my messages and seems rad and cool about things but we never met. We work in the same industry and matched during a huge industry event in a city that neither of us live in so meeting will be impossible in reality but for some reason I can’t let it go. It’s embarrassing and pathetic.

Plane tickets b cheap mane

Y'all are both on tinder for a reason tho

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jakeumms on October 01, 2019, 05:17:37 PM

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I’m kinda obsessed with this girl I matched with on tinder and she responds to my messages and seems rad and cool about things but we never met. We work in the same industry and matched during a huge industry event in a city that neither of us live in so meeting will be impossible in reality but for some reason I can’t let it go. It’s embarrassing and pathetic.

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Plane tickets b cheap mane

Y'all are both on tinder for a reason tho

It's cool Tinder's wholesome now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 01, 2019, 05:20:52 PM

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College is hard. man. fuck. Really blowing it

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Is it too hard? Or are you just slacking? I did the second one.

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Both, I guess. My senior thesis is coming along pretty good, I started it early last semester and I'm on good terms with my advisor, but I'm taking Calc 1 and getting my ass kicked. Calc 1. a class that high school sophomores take

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Math classes can be quite the bitch. Have you looked into tutoring? Or maybe you could find someone in your class that’s really good at it and just have them help out.

This as well as reach out to the teacher. They're in charge of your grades and can curve it for you. As well as attempt to explain things in a way that you can understand.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 01, 2019, 10:15:43 PM

Since most books on Calculus are pure horse shit, tutorials on Youtube worked better for me. They explain concepts much better.

Does not apply to the Chinese.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on October 01, 2019, 10:22:47 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on October 01, 2019, 10:15:43 PM

Since most books on Calculus are pure horse shit, tutorials on Youtube worked better for me. They explain concepts much better.

Does not apply to the Chinese.

Never took any math after geometry which I got Ds in but I was able to explain my girlfriends high level stats homework to her after I watched a YouTube video.

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I’m kinda obsessed with this girl I matched with on tinder and she responds to my messages and seems rad and cool about things but we never met. We work in the same industry and matched during a huge industry event in a city that neither of us live in so meeting will be impossible in reality but for some reason I can’t let it go. It’s embarrassing and pathetic.

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Plane tickets b cheap mane

Y'all are both on tinder for a reason tho

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It's cool Tinder's wholesome now

Met my girl online and so glad I did. Sent a message and told my friend there’s no way a girl like that would respond and then she did when I was telling him. Found the best girl in the world.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on October 01, 2019, 10:55:07 PM

Quote from: beatifk on October 01, 2019, 04:11:19 PM

I’m kinda obsessed with this girl I matched with on tinder and she responds to my messages and seems rad and cool about things but we never met. We work in the same industry and matched during a huge industry event in a city that neither of us live in so meeting will be impossible in reality but for some reason I can’t let it go. It’s embarrassing and pathetic.

its easy to hang onto things man, how far she live from you? If you guys are talking daily, maybe organise a little holiday meet up, see how it goes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitsandwich on October 01, 2019, 11:04:23 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on October 01, 2019, 10:15:43 PM

Since most books on Calculus are pure horse shit, tutorials on Youtube worked better for me. They explain concepts much better.

Does not apply to the Chinese.

I really should be getting my degree from Youtube because the professors at my university and their textbooks don't help much.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mark Renton on October 02, 2019, 04:33:10 AM

Word. Passed an exam on partial differential equations using only YouTube. Never went to class because the exam was registered in the wrong semester. Book was Arab to me while I found a really good channel with everything on it. Saved my ass.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 02, 2019, 07:20:54 AM

Quote from: Mark Renton on October 02, 2019, 04:33:10 AM

Word. Passed an exam on partial differential equations using only YouTube. Never went to class because the exam was registered in the wrong semester. Book was Arab to me while I found a really good channel with everything on it. Saved my ass.

Bro... Those assholes would always insist on using "the latest edition", as well. My question is "why?"... It's not like the Calculus has changed or the authors got better at expaining things... For a 100+ bucks per book.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Audrey II on October 02, 2019, 12:00:45 PM

i enjoyed the phantom menace. there i said it.

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Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 02, 2019, 01:05:23 PM

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i enjoyed the phantom menace. there i said it.

prequels weren’t so bad compared to recently.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 02, 2019, 06:49:34 PM

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i enjoyed the phantom menace. there i said it.

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prequels weren’t so bad compared to recently.

While this is like comparing anyone to hitler. I do give my dues to episode 3. The special effects and fight scenes were enjoyable. I enjoyed the improvements to the SPFX in the prequels. As for the new ones, they took a left turn into a dumpster fire

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on October 02, 2019, 06:53:45 PM

Rogue One was the shit I wanna die on a planet

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Post by: jakeumms on October 02, 2019, 07:27:14 PM

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i enjoyed the phantom menace. there i said it.

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prequels weren’t so bad compared to recently.

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While this is like comparing anyone to hitler. I do give my dues to episode 3. The special effects and fight scenes were enjoyable. I enjoyed the improvements to the SPFX in the prequels. As for the new ones, they took a left turn into a dumpster fire

https://youtu.be/XziLNeFm1ok
This is definitely the best version

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Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 02, 2019, 09:55:29 PM

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i enjoyed the phantom menace. there i said it.

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prequels weren’t so bad compared to recently.

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While this is like comparing anyone to hitler. I do give my dues to episode 3. The special effects and fight scenes were enjoyable. I enjoyed the improvements to the SPFX in the prequels. As for the new ones, they took a left turn into a dumpster fire

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https://youtu.be/XziLNeFm1ok
This is definitely the best version

Amazing haha

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Rogue One was the shit I wanna die on a planet

I said took. Rogue One was really good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on October 03, 2019, 08:59:01 PM

I’ve time and again found myself coming here to explain what skateboarding means to me, and instantly delete my story.

Skateboarding was an escape from heartache.

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Post by: beatifk on October 04, 2019, 02:24:32 AM

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I’m kinda obsessed with this girl I matched with on tinder and she responds to my messages and seems rad and cool about things but we never met. We work in the same industry and matched during a huge industry event in a city that neither of us live in so meeting will be impossible in reality but for some reason I can’t let it go. It’s embarrassing and pathetic.

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Plane tickets b cheap mane

Y'all are both on tinder for a reason tho

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It's cool Tinder's wholesome now

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Met my girl online and so glad I did. Sent a message and told my friend there’s no way a girl like that would respond and then she did when I was telling him. Found the best girl in the world.

Thanks all y'all for the advice.

I told her how I'm feeling and let's just say the next time we're in the same city we have some fun activities planned.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jakeumms on October 04, 2019, 10:20:23 AM

To celebrate Verso finally dropping, last night I watched a black guy on white girl and a white guy on black girl porn at the same time. It was accidental but maybe subliminally inspired.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on October 04, 2019, 03:51:59 PM

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i enjoyed the phantom menace. there i said it.

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prequels weren’t so bad compared to recently.

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While this is like comparing anyone to hitler. I do give my dues to episode 3. The special effects and fight scenes were enjoyable. I enjoyed the improvements to the SPFX in the prequels. As for the new ones, they took a left turn into a dumpster fire

I thoroughly enjoyed and still enjoy Episode 3

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on October 04, 2019, 03:54:14 PM

Quote from: Mongoloid on October 03, 2019, 08:59:01 PM

I’ve time and again found myself coming here to explain what skateboarding means to me, and instantly delete my story.

Skateboarding was an escape from heartache.

Next time, don't delete it. I'd love to read your story. Skateboarding saved me from a neglectful family life, so I am interested in hearing about how these useless wooden toys of ours have saved so many lives

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 04, 2019, 05:46:30 PM

Star Wars fuckin sucks. Trek life, nigga.

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Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 04, 2019, 06:49:17 PM

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I’ve time and again found myself coming here to explain what skateboarding means to me, and instantly delete my story.

Skateboarding was an escape from heartache.

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Next time, don't delete it. I'd love to read your story. Skateboarding saved me from a neglectful family life, so I am interested in hearing about how these useless wooden toys of ours have saved so many lives

I back this!


To add on to the thread. I'm in a weird stage where I'm trying to figure myself out. I kinda started going out a bit more now that I have a job but, I'm not financially responsible. With that to set the stage at the job I work at a co-worker told me she was talking to another co-worker that we'd look good together. I don't see her that much in that way but, she's nice and I can make fun of her and she'll make fun of me too but, I'm not sold completely. It made me think that maybe my problem has been that I've only been into shitty women.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 04, 2019, 08:53:16 PM

BACK STORY

In my early 20s, my roommate had a fight with his gf.  I was at work at the time, so didn't witness it, and the details aren't crystal clear, but basically, he threw the bitch off our 2nd story balcony and landed himself in county.

Me being his roomy and only "friend", I was his phone call.

Pho', I need you to bail me out, I have 10g stashed in the cupboard. 

Wait, WTF happened?  My girl said you threw Breanna off the fucking balcony? 

"Thats not how it happened, you need to check your bitch".

Should I throw her off the balcony?

"Funny, dick!  Will you stop fucking around and find the money, please?

I'm looking where you told me bud, but theres no money here.  It's fucking GONE bro.

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT????? NO FUCKING WAY??? WHAT THE MOTHERFUCK????

Calm down cock breath, I'm fucking with you, it's right here.

OH MY FUCKING GOD, ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME???

Yes, I was kidding.  Try to relax man, I'll be on my way , just give me a few,  I'm gonna grab a cat nap, shit, shower, shave, clean out the refrigerator and re-wire the home theater system real quick, I should be there in about 20 minutes.

Dude, come on man.  Please stop fucking around.

Okay buddy, sit tight, I'll be down in a Jiffy.  Oh, and John?

Yeah?

Don't drop the soap! (Click).

SUCH a world class prick I was, considering his situation, but to me, it was just the everyday, relentless ball breaking that characterized our friendship.  What difference did it make to me that little bitch was hard-timing it after a measly 4 hours in the tank.  After he got out I was right back on him too.  So buddy, tell me, you still playing tight end?  Or did Bubba move you to wide receiver?

CONFESSION

I didn't go straight to the Jail.  I took his 10k down to the casino and played Pai Gow at 1k a hand x 3 hands.  At one point I was down 9k.  With my balls shriveled to tic-tacs and my asshole puckered to a decimal point, I limped over to BJ with the last 1k and went on a fucking miracle rush.  Over the course of about 90 minutes, I had lost and then gained back precisely 9k.  Cashed out even, drove to the jail, sprung the homie, and never said a fucking word.  Until now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 04, 2019, 09:50:31 PM

That time in TJ doesn't count because it wasn't a woman that I formed any sort of relationship with. It was a transaction, and a bad one at that. I still don't know how to talk to a woman that I'm interested in and have never formed a relationship, no matter how shallow. I mostly wasn't a participant as much as I was an observer. It was a thing that happened to me rather than a thing that I was doing and made happen with the express consent of someone else. The whole time I was uncomfortable and didn't have any agency on how the interaction was to go down. I was told told to lay down on my back and that's all I did. Above all it lacked the thing that I most crave; intamacy. I want to be with a a woman that wants to be with me. I want to participate in the interchange. I've still never done this and it is inconceivable that others wouldn't understand this. If you want to limit definitions to the most  denotative ideas that they inspire, then sure, that's where I lost my virginity. But if you want to live by the connotative, then no, I've experienced nothing because I've no concept of the intimacy I crave.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 04, 2019, 09:51:58 PM

Also I'm on a bar right now and I have spoken to any woman that I have the slightest interest in. I'm a bitch.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on October 04, 2019, 10:08:13 PM

Quote from: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 04, 2019, 08:53:16 PM

BACK STORY

In my early 20s, my roommate had a fight with his gf.  I was at work at the time, so didn't witness it, and the details aren't crystal clear, but basically, he threw the bitch off our 2nd story balcony and landed himself in county.

Me being his roomy and only "friend", I was his phone call.

Pho', I need you to bail me out, I have 10g stashed in the cupboard. 

Wait, WTF happened?  My girl said you threw Breanna off the fucking balcony? 

"Thats not how it happened, you need to check your bitch".

Should I throw her off the balcony?

"Funny, dick!  Will you stop fucking around and find the money, please?

I'm looking where you told me bud, but theres no money here.  It's fucking GONE bro.

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT????? NO FUCKING WAY??? WHAT THE MOTHERFUCK????

Calm down cock breath, I'm fucking with you, it's right here.

OH MY FUCKING GOD, ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME???

Yes, I was kidding.  Try to relax man, I'll be on my way , just give me a few,  I'm gonna grab a cat nap, shit, shower, shave, clean out the refrigerator and re-wire the home theater system real quick, I should be there in about 20 minutes.

Dude, come on man.  Please stop fucking around.

Okay buddy, sit tight, I'll be down in a Jiffy.  Oh, and John?

Yeah?

Don't drop the soap! (Click).

SUCH a world class prick I was, considering his situation, but to me, it was just the everyday, relentless ball breaking that characterized our friendship.  What difference did it make to me that little bitch was hard-timing it after a measly 4 hours in the tank.  After he got out I was right back on him too.  So buddy, tell me, you still playing tight end?  Or did Bubba move you to wide receiver?

CONFESSION

I didn't go straight to the Jail.  I took his 10k down to the casino and played Pai Gow at 1k a hand x 3 hands.  At one point I was down 9k.  With my balls shriveled to tic-tacs and my asshole puckered to a decimal point, I limped over to BJ with the last 1k and went on a fucking miracle rush.  Over the course of about 90 minutes, I had lost and then gained back precisely 9k.  Cashed out even, drove to the jail, sprung the homie, and never said a fucking word.  Until now.

you're a fucken dork

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jakeumms on October 04, 2019, 10:09:27 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 04, 2019, 09:50:31 PM

That time in TJ doesn't count because it wasn't a woman that I formed any sort of relationship with. It was a transaction, and a bad one at that. I still don't know how to talk to a woman that I'm interested in and have never formed a relationship, no matter how shallow. I mostly wasn't a participant as much as I was an observer. It was a thing that happened to me rather than a thing that I was doing and made happen with the express consent of someone else. The whole time I was uncomfortable and didn't have any agency on how the interaction was to go down. I was told told to lay down on my back and that's all I did. Above all it lacked the thing that I most crave; intamacy. I want to be with a a woman that wants to be with me. I want to participate in the interchange. I've still never done this and it is inconceivable that others wouldn't understand this. If you want to limit definitions to the most  denotative ideas that they inspire, then sure, that's where I lost my virginity. But if you want to live by the connotative, then no, I've experienced nothing because I've no concept of the intimacy I crave.

My bad. I get that the intimacy is kinda the main thing. Ya can't really buy that.

I will say you're pretty assertive and direct when you wanna be on here and you also have jokes so I think if you either figure out how to start pulling that of IRL or go all in on the digital space with it you could probably start getting somewhere. The adult side of Reddit is popping right now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 05, 2019, 12:30:26 AM

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BACK STORY

In my early 20s, my roommate had a fight with his gf.  I was at work at the time, so didn't witness it, and the details aren't crystal clear, but basically, he threw the bitch off our 2nd story balcony and landed himself in county.

Me being his roomy and only "friend", I was his phone call.

Pho', I need you to bail me out, I have 10g stashed in the cupboard. 

Wait, WTF happened?  My girl said you threw Breanna off the fucking balcony? 

"Thats not how it happened, you need to check your bitch".

Should I throw her off the balcony?

"Funny, dick!  Will you stop fucking around and find the money, please?

I'm looking where you told me bud, but theres no money here.  It's fucking GONE bro.

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT????? NO FUCKING WAY??? WHAT THE MOTHERFUCK????

Calm down cock breath, I'm fucking with you, it's right here.

OH MY FUCKING GOD, ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME???

Yes, I was kidding.  Try to relax man, I'll be on my way , just give me a few,  I'm gonna grab a cat nap, shit, shower, shave, clean out the refrigerator and re-wire the home theater system real quick, I should be there in about 20 minutes.

Dude, come on man.  Please stop fucking around.

Okay buddy, sit tight, I'll be down in a Jiffy.  Oh, and John?

Yeah?

Don't drop the soap! (Click).

SUCH a world class prick I was, considering his situation, but to me, it was just the everyday, relentless ball breaking that characterized our friendship.  What difference did it make to me that little bitch was hard-timing it after a measly 4 hours in the tank.  After he got out I was right back on him too.  So buddy, tell me, you still playing tight end?  Or did Bubba move you to wide receiver?

CONFESSION

I didn't go straight to the Jail.  I took his 10k down to the casino and played Pai Gow at 1k a hand x 3 hands.  At one point I was down 9k.  With my balls shriveled to tic-tacs and my asshole puckered to a decimal point, I limped over to BJ with the last 1k and went on a fucking miracle rush.  Over the course of about 90 minutes, I had lost and then gained back precisely 9k.  Cashed out even, drove to the jail, sprung the homie, and never said a fucking word.  Until now.

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you're a fucken dork

Hey, thanks for noticing, man.  I appreciate the compliment.  Listen buddy, once your other nut drops and you've graduated Junior High, AND assuming you are able to develop an 8th grade vocabulary by then ( I worry about you, the way you write makes me think you might get held back a grade or 2 ) maybe we can figure out WHY you're such a dork and WHY you feel the need to project on me.  It will be okay son.
For now, just go back to flicking your wet noodle on pornhub and let the grown ups talk.  Okay Skippy?. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 05, 2019, 12:47:58 AM

Scratch that Doc.  I see you're actually 31.  You're problems are much worse than I suspected and I'm afraid I cant help you.  My apologies for OVER estimating you.  I wish you luck out there kid.  And if I may, offer a bit of advice that I'm certain you'll find beneficial.  The next time you're standing at a urinal (oh wait, you probably sit, right?), at any rate,  do NOT eat the big white mint.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimstolz on October 05, 2019, 01:05:53 AM

One time I went on an OkCupid date with this fiiiiine guitar player chick. Then we ended up at a bar with her fiiiiiine friend. It was all pretty great and she told me to give her a call later that week so we could go out again.

I wanted to smash tho and ended up staying at the bar til after close playing pool with a super handsome 45ish year old black dude. He cooked me brisket and gave me a bunch of delicious scotch and fancy beers and whatever.  I fucked that dude til I got bored and peaced the fuck out.

Later that week I hooked up with the guitar lady and that was pretty nice too. Until she find out I smashed the dude from the bar. They knew each other loloololll

She was pretty homophobic for a sassy leftist hipster thot and got super pissed at me for being a hoe. I never saw her again. Wasn't interested in hooking up with the dude again so I washed my hands (and dick) of the whole affair.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on October 05, 2019, 02:03:16 AM

Quote from: jimstolz on October 05, 2019, 01:05:53 AM

One time I went on an OkCupid date with this fiiiiine guitar player chick. Then we ended up at a bar with her fiiiiiine friend. It was all pretty great and she told me to give her a call later that week so we could go out again.

I wanted to smash tho and ended up staying at the bar til after close playing pool with a super handsome 45ish year old black dude. He cooked me brisket and gave me a bunch of delicious scotch and fancy beers and whatever.  I fucked that dude til I got bored and peaced the fuck out.

Later that week I hooked up with the guitar lady and that was pretty nice too. Until she find out I smashed the dude from the bar. They knew each other loloololll

She was pretty homophobic for a sassy leftist hipster thot and got super pissed at me for being a hoe. I never saw her again. Wasn't interested in hooking up with the dude again so I washed my hands (and dick) of the whole affair.

You are 100% a virgin

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on October 05, 2019, 02:06:36 AM

Quote from: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 05, 2019, 12:47:58 AM

Scratch that Doc.  I see you're actually 31.  You're problems are much worse than I suspected and I'm afraid I cant help you.  My apologies for OVER estimating you.  I wish you luck out there kid.  And if I may, offer a bit of advice that I'm certain you'll find beneficial.  The next time you're standing at a urinal (oh wait, you probably sit, right?), at any rate,  do NOT eat the big white mint.

i dont know if you think thats funny but its not, you are a dork, settle down old man, go throw a chick off a balcony or blow 10 grand gambling, whatever it is you do pho king kong

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on October 05, 2019, 02:30:36 AM

Quote from: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 05, 2019, 12:47:58 AM

Scratch that Doc.  I see you're actually 31.  You're problems are much worse than I suspected and I'm afraid I cant help you.  My apologies for OVER estimating you.  I wish you luck out there kid.  And if I may, offer a bit of advice that I'm certain you'll find beneficial.  The next time you're standing at a urinal (oh wait, you probably sit, right?), at any rate,  do NOT eat the big white mint.

You're not funny. Go away.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimstolz on October 05, 2019, 03:10:32 AM

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One time I went on an OkCupid date with this fiiiiine guitar player chick. Then we ended up at a bar with her fiiiiiine friend. It was all pretty great and she told me to give her a call later that week so we could go out again.

I wanted to smash tho and ended up staying at the bar til after close playing pool with a super handsome 45ish year old black dude. He cooked me brisket and gave me a bunch of delicious scotch and fancy beers and whatever.  I fucked that dude til I got bored and peaced the fuck out.

Later that week I hooked up with the guitar lady and that was pretty nice too. Until she find out I smashed the dude from the bar. They knew each other loloololll

She was pretty homophobic for a sassy leftist hipster thot and got super pissed at me for being a hoe. I never saw her again. Wasn't interested in hooking up with the dude again so I washed my hands (and dick) of the whole affair.

[close]

You are 100% a virgin

(https://media.tenor.com/images/7b87e03c8c453bef7d2419a7a9c60cb9/tenor.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimstolz on October 05, 2019, 03:52:44 AM

The last time I had sex was with an ex who played Parklife on her bass before we fucked on her couch. After I left town she gave one of my decks to a goth chick who used it to skate around a parking structure in a shitty chillwave video.

Suck my nuuuutttts

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 05, 2019, 04:49:46 AM

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Scratch that Doc.  I see you're actually 31.  You're problems are much worse than I suspected and I'm afraid I cant help you.  My apologies for OVER estimating you.  I wish you luck out there kid.  And if I may, offer a bit of advice that I'm certain you'll find beneficial.  The next time you're standing at a urinal (oh wait, you probably sit, right?), at any rate,  do NOT eat the big white mint.

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I dont know if you think thats funny but its not, you are a dork, settle down old man, go throw a chick off a balcony or blow 10 grand gambling, whatever it is you do pho king kong

Easy now champ, only your mom calls me King Kong.  And that's pretty cute, acting as if you actually understood what I wrote, then proceeding to reveal in your babble, clear evidence that you missed the whole point of the story.  Nice one, Sparky! 

 I get it though, Einstein.  You're not a big reader.  Just a 31 year old, HERO member on a message board (impressive post count BTW) because you're NOT a complete fucking dork?  Gotcha!

You see yourself as more of a "Costanza" type.  LORD of the complete fucking dorks.  I'm actually with you on this one, buddy.  See pal, we CAN find some common ground, here.

Though it does devastate my soul to hear that you dont find me funny.  Let's do this, once I start giving a fuck AND you can figure out how to comprehend what you're reading, BEFORE flapping your pole smokers, we'll regroup and see if the Love is still there.  Deal?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 05, 2019, 05:04:08 AM

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Scratch that Doc.  I see you're actually 31.  You're problems are much worse than I suspected and I'm afraid I cant help you.  My apologies for OVER estimating you.  I wish you luck out there kid.  And if I may, offer a bit of advice that I'm certain you'll find beneficial.  The next time you're standing at a urinal (oh wait, you probably sit, right?), at any rate,  do NOT eat the big white mint.

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You're not funny. Go away.

Thank you so much for bringing this to my attention.  From now on, before I post anything, I'll be sure to run it by some random fucking dipshit, excuse me, HERO member on SLAP, to make sure it's funny enough, first.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimstolz on October 05, 2019, 06:02:22 AM

Chill bro

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 05, 2019, 07:10:02 AM

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i enjoyed the phantom menace. there i said it.

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prequels weren’t so bad compared to recently.

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While this is like comparing anyone to hitler. I do give my dues to episode 3. The special effects and fight scenes were enjoyable. I enjoyed the improvements to the SPFX in the prequels. As for the new ones, they took a left turn into a dumpster fire

Look I get it and hear me out, and I might sound douchey or whatever but to me when someone tells the exact same story about a robot with secret plans that can blow up a space age ship throw in diversity and gender inclusion with a guy in a black mask with a blowing up scenario. That's why I despise the newish iterations of this story, not only are they teasing you and robbing you of your money they tell the same fucking story with cgi not puppets nothing practical at all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: landedprimo on October 05, 2019, 08:19:39 AM

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Scratch that Doc.  I see you're actually 31.  You're problems are much worse than I suspected and I'm afraid I cant help you.  My apologies for OVER estimating you.  I wish you luck out there kid.  And if I may, offer a bit of advice that I'm certain you'll find beneficial.  The next time you're standing at a urinal (oh wait, you probably sit, right?), at any rate,  do NOT eat the big white mint.

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You're not funny. Go away.

Don't be so harsh. This man is hilarious.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Crack Whore on October 05, 2019, 02:03:33 PM

Quote from: jimstolz on October 05, 2019, 01:05:53 AM

One time I went on an OkCupid date with this fiiiiine guitar player chick. Then we ended up at a bar with her fiiiiiine friend. It was all pretty great and she told me to give her a call later that week so we could go out again.

I wanted to smash tho and ended up staying at the bar til after close playing pool with a super handsome 45ish year old black dude. He cooked me brisket and gave me a bunch of delicious scotch and fancy beers and whatever.  I fucked that dude til I got bored and peaced the fuck out.

Later that week I hooked up with the guitar lady and that was pretty nice too. Until she find out I smashed the dude from the bar. They knew each other loloololll

She was pretty homophobic for a sassy leftist hipster thot and got super pissed at me for being a hoe. I never saw her again. Wasn't interested in hooking up with the dude again so I washed my hands (and dick) of the whole affair.

Maybe she doesn't want aids....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on October 05, 2019, 03:25:48 PM

Quote from: jimstolz on October 05, 2019, 03:52:44 AM

The last time I had sex was with an ex who played Parklife on her bass before we fucked on her couch. After I left town she gave one of my decks to a goth chick who used it to skate around a parking structure in a shitty chillwave video.

Suck my nuuuutttts

Hahaha you are kind of funny but i also kind of hate you. Keep it up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 05, 2019, 11:27:45 PM

I just went in the beautiful women thread and it was a fucking mistake.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimstolz on October 06, 2019, 04:20:53 PM

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One time I went on an OkCupid date with this fiiiiine guitar player chick. Then we ended up at a bar with her fiiiiiine friend. It was all pretty great and she told me to give her a call later that week so we could go out again.

I wanted to smash tho and ended up staying at the bar til after close playing pool with a super handsome 45ish year old black dude. He cooked me brisket and gave me a bunch of delicious scotch and fancy beers and whatever.  I fucked that dude til I got bored and peaced the fuck out.

Later that week I hooked up with the guitar lady and that was pretty nice too. Until she find out I smashed the dude from the bar. They knew each other loloololll

She was pretty homophobic for a sassy leftist hipster thot and got super pissed at me for being a hoe. I never saw her again. Wasn't interested in hooking up with the dude again so I washed my hands (and dick) of the whole affair.

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Maybe she doesn't want aids....

well duh bro that is the obvious first thought from her end of this nonsense.
I don't call her homophobic for her reasonable paranoia based on how booty sex be makin' STDs more easily transfered.

She just said some wild dumb homophobic shit. The usual, y'know. People rarely surprise

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 07, 2019, 04:12:42 AM

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One time I went on an OkCupid date with this fiiiiine guitar player chick. Then we ended up at a bar with her fiiiiiine friend. It was all pretty great and she told me to give her a call later that week so we could go out again.

I wanted to smash tho and ended up staying at the bar til after close playing pool with a super handsome 45ish year old black dude. He cooked me brisket and gave me a bunch of delicious scotch and fancy beers and whatever.  I fucked that dude til I got bored and peaced the fuck out.

Later that week I hooked up with the guitar lady and that was pretty nice too. Until she find out I smashed the dude from the bar. They knew each other loloololll

She was pretty homophobic for a sassy leftist hipster thot and got super pissed at me for being a hoe. I never saw her again. Wasn't interested in hooking up with the dude again so I washed my hands (and dick) of the whole affair.

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Maybe she doesn't want aids....

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well duh bro that is the obvious first thought from her end of this nonsense.
I don't call her homophobic for her reasonable paranoia based on how booty sex be makin' STDs more easily transfered.

She just said some wild dumb homophobic shit. The usual, y'know. People rarely surprise

It kinda sucks when your ex whoever it is decides to give away your shit, I can't even begin to start when I see a homie with my gear first thing I do is say that's mine! and essentially take it back.....

Had an exgf basically use me for all my financial prospects & inheritance. From 06 to 09 when I  finally made it known I'm out and took my last bit of money with me she sold or gave away 90% of my shit that to me was priceless.

In the end karma is a bitch fastforward 2 years I am doing well and have a semi successful entrepreneurship of nonprofit ideas I have a great gal  and a meaningful family sobriety is about to come to fruition I get a call out of nowhere. It's my exgf who is now cracked out and is an escort whom to my later discovery was full blown junkie.

https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=2083636825
she looked a lot like her but thicker.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jimstolz on October 07, 2019, 04:54:03 AM

lol the spicy homophobic guitar thot looked like this
(https://static.spin.com/files/styles/style620_775_article_or_blog/public/130806-Kathleen-Hanna-2.jpg)

my most recent ex who I lent around six g's for some medical shit was basically this chick, including premium tittayz
(https://img8.hotnessrater.com/2987063/eva-amurri-martino-nude.jpg?w=4000&h=6000)

similar body types
my ex is a successful copywriter working under one of thems big five ad agencies
who knows what the musician is up to these days. Tending bar last I knew

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 07, 2019, 06:24:10 AM

Quote from: jimstolz on October 07, 2019, 04:54:03 AM

lol the spicy homophobic guitar thot looked like this
(https://static.spin.com/files/styles/style620_775_article_or_blog/public/130806-Kathleen-Hanna-2.jpg)

my most recent ex who I lent around six g's for some medical shit was basically this chick, including premium tittayz
(https://img8.hotnessrater.com/2987063/eva-amurri-martino-nude.jpg?w=4000&h=6000)

similar body types
my ex is a successful copywriter working under one of thems big five ad agencies
who knows what the musician is up to these days. Tending bar last I knew

Now to give credit towards the ladies that we've endured I try to look past previous behaviors as I care about the person and how they treat me, however this assumption is based on my previous interactions and doesn't wholly represent all women.

To me the really good looking ladies have a whole lot of bullshit you've got to contend with crazy ex's drug addled past's umm sketchy get your dick on the run scenario's really skeezy shite that makes others assume the worst.

 I would forgo and look past all transgressions if they were a decent person on the inside, but if you're a sketchy and worse human being on the inside it shows I'd rather not stick my dick in crazy.

I know it sounds shallow in summation but I've found more happiness with someone who is average in looks and shines in artsy personality and is slightly older than me. 

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Post by: jimstolz on October 07, 2019, 06:48:39 AM

I feel you on that tip. I would be very open to a slightly dumpy older chick with great taste and a rapier (but still a sweet person) wit.

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Post by: behavioralguide on October 07, 2019, 07:20:25 AM

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  semi successful entrepreneurship of nonprofit ideas

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Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 07, 2019, 07:32:37 AM

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  semi successful entrepreneurship of nonprofit ideas

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I've become a life coach to some characters in my neighborhood and I show them how to build stuff, I get no reward except companionship and trying to do this with a altruistic perspective. 

I was a shit person when drinking and I'd like to think I've turned a new leaf with my ideas for helping others, as it has been done for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jakeumms on October 07, 2019, 01:42:48 PM

I'm super into that Chris Brown song No Guidance. Look I know he's a terrible person and I should hit skip but I liked it before I knew who it was.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ms. Tamzarian on October 07, 2019, 02:55:16 PM

When I was 15 or so, I went to get a haircut. My mom dropped me off. When I got inside, I showed the barber a picture of Morrissey and said I wanted to look like that.
Two or three days later I got my learner's permit picture taken. That Morrissey haircut photo became the driver's license picture for all of my teen years.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 07, 2019, 05:23:29 PM

Quote from: Armin Tamzarian on October 07, 2019, 02:55:16 PM

When I was 15 or so, I went to get a haircut. My mom dropped me off. When I got inside, I showed the barber a picture of Morrissey and said I wanted to look like that.
Two or three days later I got my learner's permit picture taken. That Morrissey haircut photo became the driver's license picture for all of my teen years.

Post a pic

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Post by: Ms. Tamzarian on October 07, 2019, 06:41:01 PM

(https://i.imgur.com/BkU1kQa.jpg?1)

yung boyboy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hefe43 on October 08, 2019, 04:55:06 AM

Quote from: Armin Tamzarian on October 07, 2019, 06:41:01 PM

(https://i.imgur.com/BkU1kQa.jpg?1)

yung boyboy

I was expecting that armin tamzarian cut like in your profile pic

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on October 09, 2019, 08:55:13 AM

Anytime Clueless comes on TV, no matter where along it is, I cannot change the channel.

I have seen it a million times but for some reason I can watch it literally whenever, wherever.

Maybe it's just Alicia Silverstone and Brittany Murphy being hot as hell... but I'm pretty sure I just love the movie and don't wanna admit it. Well ok I admit it. I love the movie Clueless.

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Post by: beatifk on October 09, 2019, 09:19:26 AM

It's a great movie. It's got the babes you mentioned plus Paul Rudd, plus a skateboarder in the end proving his worth to one of the babes so it's all around a pretty solid film.

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Post by: L33Tg33k on October 09, 2019, 05:09:24 PM

Whenever someone brings up the movie Clueless and talks about the babes but doesn't mention Stacy Dash, I just assume they are racist.

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Post by: os89 on October 09, 2019, 05:30:01 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 09, 2019, 05:09:24 PM

Whenever someone brings up the movie Clueless and talks about the babes but doesn't mention Stacy Dash, I just assume they are racist.

My bad bro, she is hot as fuck. No fucking doubt. Of course she is another reason to watch. I think she went on a super conservative Fox news angle though and threw me for a loop.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on October 09, 2019, 05:38:11 PM

I thought she was white?

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Post by: iKobrakai on October 09, 2019, 10:01:10 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 09, 2019, 05:09:24 PM

Whenever someone brings up the movie Clueless and talks about the babes but doesn't mention Stacy Dash, I just assume they are racist.

Don't worry. Plenty of jack off to sistas.

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Post by: beatifk on October 09, 2019, 10:13:55 PM

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Whenever someone brings up the movie Clueless and talks about the babes but doesn't mention Stacy Dash, I just assume they are racist.

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My bad bro, she is hot as fuck. No fucking doubt. Of course she is another reason to watch. I think she went on a super conservative Fox news angle though and threw me for a loop.

Yeah, she's some right-wing nut and she was also recently arrested for scratching the shit out of her fourth (?) husband. And she lives in Florida. Hard pass.

Alicia Silverstone may be a slightly annoying vegan and Britany Murphy may be a deceased drug addict, but those are 2 of my "types", often times combined into one person, so... it works.

That teacher that they try to set up with the other teacher is pretty cute though. They take off her glasses (like every other teen movie in the 90s) and wipe the lipstick off her teeth and she's ready to fuck.

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Post by: straight on October 10, 2019, 08:05:32 AM

just realized my porn history is racist

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Post by: Audrey II on October 10, 2019, 08:33:08 AM

Quote from: straight on October 10, 2019, 08:05:32 AM

just realized my porn history is racist

if youve ever watched Riley Reid id say youre in the clear

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cXxMIOX-qJA

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 10, 2019, 08:44:11 AM

Quote from: straight on October 10, 2019, 08:05:32 AM

just realized my porn history is racist

Obvi. I've seen your search history. It's all Latina midgets. Do you hate Asian midgets or something?

I don't know how much of a confession this is as I'm not embarrassed about it at all but, I love The Great British Bake Off. It's the most heartfelt competition show that I've ever seen. All the bakers are super likable people. I'm always taken aback by how cute (and I mean that in the most literal sense) some of the contestants are in season 6. There's s person named Kim-Joy for christ's sake. And then there are two beautiful women among the contestants as well. Ruby is unbelievably gorgeous and it irrationally makes me kind of angry when abnormally attractive people are also highly skilled. Honestly every time she's on the screen I can't help but say, "beautiful!", in my head. Whatever, I have problems. Check the show if you want something to watch passively while you're doing something else.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on October 10, 2019, 10:47:37 AM

Well since I had no beer, I mixed vodka, a "pacific cooler" capri sun, and a splash of seltzer. It was actually not that bad...

I felt like Archer trying to make some shitty drink out of whatever I had around. I'm pretty sure I'm an alcoholic. God damn it :(

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Post by: Francis Xavier on October 10, 2019, 10:50:14 AM

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Well since I had no beer, I mixed vodka, a "pacific cooler" capri sun, and a splash of seltzer. It was actually not that bad...

I felt like Archer trying to make some shitty drink out of whatever I had around. I'm pretty sure I'm an alcoholic. God damn it :(

Been there,nothing wrong with mixing whatever you got..DANGER ZONE!

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Post by: arrbee on October 10, 2019, 10:54:20 AM

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Well since I had no beer, I mixed vodka, a "pacific cooler" capri sun, and a splash of seltzer. It was actually not that bad...

I felt like Archer trying to make some shitty drink out of whatever I had around. I'm pretty sure I'm an alcoholic. God damn it :(

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Been there,nothing wrong with mixing whatever you got..DANGER ZONE!

I do this shit all the time. Orange flavored vodka bloody mary, fuck it why not.

Tequila with lime seltzer for the whitest version of a marg possible

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on October 10, 2019, 10:57:25 AM

Quote from: os89 on October 10, 2019, 10:47:37 AM

I'm pretty sure I'm an alcoholic. God damn it :(

alcoholics don’t make drinks like that

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Post by: os89 on October 10, 2019, 11:08:27 AM

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Well since I had no beer, I mixed vodka, a "pacific cooler" capri sun, and a splash of seltzer. It was actually not that bad...

I felt like Archer trying to make some shitty drink out of whatever I had around. I'm pretty sure I'm an alcoholic. God damn it :(

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Been there,nothing wrong with mixing whatever you got..DANGER ZONE!

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I do this shit all the time. Orange flavored vodka bloody mary, fuck it why not.

Tequila with lime seltzer for the whitest version of a marg possible

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I'm pretty sure I'm an alcoholic. God damn it :(

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alcoholics don’t make drinks like that

Haha well hell, good to know, thanks guys! Just got the call I'm of work tonight anyway. Wonder what else is in the fridge.

(https://thumbs.gfycat.com/HotLegalFairybluebird-size_restricted.gif)

(https://i.gifer.com/5ZFB.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 10, 2019, 01:40:04 PM

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I'm pretty sure I'm an alcoholic. God damn it :(

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alcoholics don’t make drinks like that

I mean I've been there drinking Listorine to catch a buzz and holy shit ughhhh fuck that gives me heartburn talking about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: landedprimo on October 10, 2019, 09:35:51 PM

I've always been intrigued slightly turned on by the thought of quad amputee porn.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 10, 2019, 10:32:43 PM

Quote from: LandonPrimo on October 10, 2019, 09:35:51 PM

I've always been intrigued slightly turned on shocked and amazed at the level of depravity one must possess to conjure up the thought of quad amputee porn.

But, in consideration of all the amputees out there living life to the fullest, despite their missing limbs, someone tell me why the hell this SHOULDN'T be a category on Xhamster.

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Post by: landedprimo on October 10, 2019, 11:06:22 PM

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I've always been intrigued slightly turned on shocked and amazed at the level of depravity one must possess to conjure up the thought of quad amputee porn.

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But, in consideration of all the amputees out there living life to the fullest, despite their missing limbs, someone tell me why the hell this SHOULDN'T be a category on Xhamster.

Nice edit. Amputees need love too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 10, 2019, 11:09:31 PM

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I've always been intrigued slightly turned on shocked and amazed at the level of depravity one must possess to conjure up the thought of quad amputee porn.

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But, in consideration of all the amputees out there living life to the fullest, despite their missing limbs, someone tell me why the hell this SHOULDN'T be a category on Xhamster.

What is even "living life to the fullest"? Feels like I'm pissing my life away...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 11, 2019, 12:36:02 AM

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I've always been intrigued slightly turned on shocked and amazed at the level of depravity one must possess to conjure up the thought of quad amputee porn.

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But, in consideration of all the amputees out there living life to the fullest, despite their missing limbs, someone tell me why the hell this SHOULDN'T be a category on Xhamster.

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What even is is even"living life to the fullest"? Feels like I'm pissing my life away...

Well son, that is a question that every man must answer for himself.  However, I do believe that locating a quad amputee, having sex with them ON camera and posting it on Xhamster.com MAY be a step in the right direction for you.

Who knows, maybe one day you're the "sweep the leg, Johnny" guy and the next, you're the Ron Jeremy of Quadriplegic/ Amputee Porn, catering to a very "niche" market.  We'll see if you're pissing your life away then, buddy.

Give it a shot.  What have you got to lose at this point?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 11, 2019, 12:57:43 AM

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I've always been intrigued slightly turned on shocked and amazed at the level of depravity one must possess to conjure up the thought of quad amputee porn.

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But, in consideration of all the amputees out there living life to the fullest, despite their missing limbs, someone tell me why the hell this SHOULDN'T be a category on Xhamster.

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What even is is even"living life to the fullest"? Feels like I'm pissing my life away...

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Well son, that is a question that every man must answer for himself.  However, I do believe that locating a quad amputee, having sex with them ON camera and posting it on Xhamster.com MAY be a step in the right direction for you.

Who knows, maybe one day you're the "sweep the leg, Johnny" guy and the next, you're the Ron Jeremy of Quadriplegic/ Amputee Porn, catering to a very "niche" market.  We'll see if you're pissing your life away then, buddy.

Give it a shot.  What have you got to lose at this point?

Bro... I was thinking of getting my ass to Japan, they seem to have a shortage of dudes for pr0n. I look way better than all those dudes, my cock is way bigger, half-white, taller than them.

You game, bro? Let's go!

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I've always been intrigued slightly turned on shocked and amazed at the level of depravity one must possess to conjure up the thought of quad amputee porn.

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But, in consideration of all the amputees out there living life to the fullest, despite their missing limbs, someone tell me why the hell this SHOULDN'T be a category on Xhamster.

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What even is is even"living life to the fullest"? Feels like I'm pissing my life away...

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Well son, that is a question that every man must answer for himself.  However, I do believe that locating a quad amputee, having sex with them ON camera and posting it on Xhamster.com MAY be a step in the right direction for you.

Who knows, maybe one day you're the "sweep the leg, Johnny" guy and the next, you're the Ron Jeremy of Quadriplegic/ Amputee Porn, catering to a very "niche" market.  We'll see if you're pissing your life away then, buddy.

Give it a shot.  What have you got to lose at this point?

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Bro... I was thinking of getting my ass to Japan, they seem to have a shortage of dudes for pr0n. I look way better than all those dudes, my cock is way bigger, half-white, taller than them.

You game, bro? Let's go!

Listen Stallion, I think you're missing the bigger picture, here.  This is a matter of "extremities", in more than one sense of the word.

EVERYBODY is doing the "lanky, half-white, pretty boy, "thinks" he's packing a baby elephant trunk, humping some tiny asian balloon knot", thing.  The market is completely saturated. 

I'm encouraging you to go a different direction and "corner the market" on this particular "niche".  Think of yourself as the "Duke Brothers", simply substituting Frozen Concentrated Orange Juice, for Quadamp Porn.

 I'm just feeding you the crop report here, Bud.  Now it's up to you to hit the trading floor and run with this thing.  Stay Focused out there, Pal.

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Post by: iKobrakai on October 11, 2019, 02:39:43 AM

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I've always been intrigued slightly turned on shocked and amazed at the level of depravity one must possess to conjure up the thought of quad amputee porn.

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But, in consideration of all the amputees out there living life to the fullest, despite their missing limbs, someone tell me why the hell this SHOULDN'T be a category on Xhamster.

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What even is is even"living life to the fullest"? Feels like I'm pissing my life away...

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Well son, that is a question that every man must answer for himself.  However, I do believe that locating a quad amputee, having sex with them ON camera and posting it on Xhamster.com MAY be a step in the right direction for you.

Who knows, maybe one day you're the "sweep the leg, Johnny" guy and the next, you're the Ron Jeremy of Quadriplegic/ Amputee Porn, catering to a very "niche" market.  We'll see if you're pissing your life away then, buddy.

Give it a shot.  What have you got to lose at this point?

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Bro... I was thinking of getting my ass to Japan, they seem to have a shortage of dudes for pr0n. I look way better than all those dudes, my cock is way bigger, half-white, taller than them.

You game, bro? Let's go!

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Listen Stallion, I think you're missing the bigger picture, here.  This is a matter of "extremities", in more than one sense of the word.

EVERYBODY is doing the "lanky, half-white, pretty boy, "thinks" he's packing a baby elephant trunk, humping some tiny asian balloon knot", thing.  The market is completely saturated. 

I'm encouraging you to go a different direction and "corner the market" on this particular "niche".  Think of yourself as the "Duke Brothers", simply substituting Frozen Concentrated Orange Juice, for Quadamp Porn.

 I'm just feeding you the crop report here, Bud.  Now it's up to you to hit the trading floor and run with this thing.  Stay Focused out there, Pal.

Bro, I hear you. I'll bang a something repulsive, like a Crossfit chick, and send you the pics.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on October 11, 2019, 03:04:47 AM

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just realized my porn history is racist

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Obvi. I've seen your search history. It's all Latina midgets. Do you hate Asian midgets or something?

I don't know how much of a confession this is as I'm not embarrassed about it at all but, I love The Great British Bake Off. It's the most heartfelt competition show that I've ever seen. All the bakers are super likable people. I'm always taken aback by how cute (and I mean that in the most literal sense) some of the contestants are in season 6. There's s person named Kim-Joy for christ's sake. And then there are two beautiful women among the contestants as well. Ruby is unbelievably gorgeous and it irrationally makes me kind of angry when abnormally attractive people are also highly skilled. Honestly every time she's on the screen I can't help but say, "beautiful!", in my head. Whatever, I have problems. Check the show if you want something to watch passively while you're doing something else.

My girlfriend loves GBBO so I started watching it with her, and now I love it. I agree with you, it's such a wholesome and wonderful show. I watch it when I need an escape from the insanity that is American life right now... so, as often as I can

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Post by: What a find on October 11, 2019, 04:14:22 AM

Was going to bring up blind chicks gone wild but I'm kind of stump'd by the last topic

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Post by: NORTHBYMIDWEST on October 11, 2019, 09:56:50 AM

I just turned off Wi-Fi on my phone so I can google "blind chicks gone wild" at work.

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Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 11, 2019, 11:11:56 AM

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I just turned off Wi-Fi on my phone so I can google "blind chicks gone wild" at work.

Anything good?
I cannot wait to see what you all come up with

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: What a find on October 11, 2019, 08:06:22 PM

Doesn't exist yet, but it's a prime opportunity for a dildo staff/walking stick

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 12, 2019, 03:25:32 AM

Years ago I was in a gothy seedy place watching a band or two flirting with a cute thick goth chick, ended up hooking up with her while I was super drunk and she was my regular booty call for a bit but she had split hands syndrome.  One of the best handjobs I've ever gotten to this day.

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Post by: straight on October 13, 2019, 10:10:46 AM

chris haslam is wack

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Post by: Dr-Feelgood on October 13, 2019, 09:32:27 PM

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chris haslam is wack

thems are fightin words

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chris haslam is wack

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thems are fightin words

watch round three and get back to me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on October 14, 2019, 05:51:01 PM

so over this fucking life shit

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Post by: Francis Xavier on October 14, 2019, 06:04:38 PM

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so over this fucking life shit

Fuck that,keep on keeping on!

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Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 14, 2019, 06:37:17 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on October 14, 2019, 05:51:01 PM

so over this fucking life shit

I won’t annoy you with some lame anecdote, but it gets better. Hang tough

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on October 14, 2019, 08:27:03 PM

god damnit I love you guys, baby

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Post by: jakeumms on October 14, 2019, 08:29:15 PM

Stay up player

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Post by: iKobrakai on October 14, 2019, 09:59:16 PM

Can't go down yet, boy. There are still ledges to grind and weights to be lifted.

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Post by: offkilter on October 15, 2019, 06:26:42 PM

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Can't go down yet, baby. There are still ledges to grind and weights to be lifted.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 15, 2019, 06:41:50 PM

Reached that point in being single that I want to be in a relationship but, I'm fully aware of how unhappy I am about the person I am at the moment (mostly financially/career wise).

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Post by: jakeumms on October 15, 2019, 07:58:24 PM

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Reached that point in being single that I want to be in a relationship but, I'm fully aware of how unhappy I am about the person I am at the moment (mostly financially/career wise).

I'm right there too. My deals more financial with some health related stuff but I've been working on myself a long time and I'm starting to feel like a spotty banana that ain't no one gonna wanna buy.

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Post by: iKobrakai on October 15, 2019, 10:16:09 PM

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Reached that point in being single that I want to be in a relationship but, I'm fully aware of how unhappy I am about the person I am at the moment (mostly financially/career wise).

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I'm right there too. My deals more financial with some health related stuff but I've been working on myself a long time and I'm starting to feel like a spotty banana that ain't no one gonna wanna buy.

That's funny because I've been in one for a year now and just don't know how to handle it, at all. Like you fellows, had a four year run being single. Very hard to understand the dynamic of being with a girl.

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Reached that point in being single that I want to be in a relationship but, I'm fully aware of how unhappy I am about the person I am at the moment (mostly financially/career wise).

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I'm right there too. My deals more financial with some health related stuff but I've been working on myself a long time and I'm starting to feel like a spotty banana that ain't no one gonna wanna buy.

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That's funny because I've been in one for a year now and just don't know how to handle it, at all. Like you fellows, had a four year run being single. Very hard to understand the dynamic of being with a girl.

After having three long term relationships I still struggle to understand relationship dynamics. I'm loving being single at the moment. Later in life I will definitely reconsider but half the stuff that happened in my relationships made me feel too isolated and self-absorbed and i'm happy to not be in that headspace now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on October 16, 2019, 12:51:46 AM

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Reached that point in being single that I want to be in a relationship but, I'm fully aware of how unhappy I am about the person I am at the moment (mostly financially/career wise).

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I'm right there too. My deals more financial with some health related stuff but I've been working on myself a long time and I'm starting to feel like a spotty banana that ain't no one gonna wanna buy.

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That's funny because I've been in one for a year now and just don't know how to handle it, at all. Like you fellows, had a four year run being single. Very hard to understand the dynamic of being with a girl.

Im coming up on 2 years with my girl, before that was a long run of being single, maybe a few 3-6 month runs with girls but nothing serious, it took me a minute to adjust but before i knew it, it just felt normal, weve been living together for over a year now and rarely have problems, rarely fight, some days i miss being single not because i want to be with anyone else but i miss being selfish and only having myself to worry about but thats not a ongoing thought, anyway i guess things have a way of working out if they are meant to

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Post by: arrbee on October 16, 2019, 04:13:29 AM

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Reached that point in being single that I want to be in a relationship but, I'm fully aware of how unhappy I am about the person I am at the moment (mostly financially/career wise).

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I'm right there too. My deals more financial with some health related stuff but I've been working on myself a long time and I'm starting to feel like a spotty banana that ain't no one gonna wanna buy.

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That's funny because I've been in one for a year now and just don't know how to handle it, at all. Like you fellows, had a four year run being single. Very hard to understand the dynamic of being with a girl.

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Im coming up on 2 years with my girl, before that was a long run of being single, maybe a few 3-6 month runs with girls but nothing serious, it took me a minute to adjust but before i knew it, it just felt normal, weve been living together for over a year now and rarely have problems, rarely fight, some days i miss being single not because i want to be with anyone else but i miss being selfish and only having myself to worry about but thats not a ongoing thought, anyway i guess things have a way of working out if they are meant to

Coming up on 6 years with my wife. Been married 3 and a half or so. I was in a rough spot in my life, I was a divorced father of 2 at 27 years old and certainly not looking to jump into anything. Some mutual friends of ours hooked us up for what was supposed to just be a hook up, turned into the longest one night stand. We just clicked from the start. She was super supportive, didn't give me grief on days I had my kids and couldn't hang out till later. I was working 2 jobs at the time to make ends meet, paying for 2 kids, other bills and dating gets expensive. We hung out pretty much daily in whatever free time we could find. Were in a really good spot now, my kids live with us and we ended up having a kid together also. Get along great with my ex wife, crazy how far that relationship came. To your sentiment shit just has a way of working out sometimes.

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Reached that point in being single that I want to be in a relationship but, I'm fully aware of how unhappy I am about the person I am at the moment (mostly financially/career wise).

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I'm right there too. My deals more financial with some health related stuff but I've been working on myself a long time and I'm starting to feel like a spotty banana that ain't no one gonna wanna buy.

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That's funny because I've been in one for a year now and just don't know how to handle it, at all. Like you fellows, had a four year run being single. Very hard to understand the dynamic of being with a girl.

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Im coming up on 2 years with my girl, before that was a long run of being single, maybe a few 3-6 month runs with girls but nothing serious, it took me a minute to adjust but before i knew it, it just felt normal, weve been living together for over a year now and rarely have problems, rarely fight, some days i miss being single not because i want to be with anyone else but i miss being selfish and only having myself to worry about but thats not a ongoing thought, anyway i guess things have a way of working out if they are meant to

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Coming up on 6 years with my wife. Been married 3 and a half or so. I was in a rough spot in my life, I was a divorced father of 2 at 27 years old and certainly not looking to jump into anything. Some mutual friends of ours hooked us up for what was supposed to just be a hook up, turned into the longest one night stand. We just clicked from the start. She was super supportive, didn't give me grief on days I had my kids and couldn't hang out till later. I was working 2 jobs at the time to make ends meet, paying for 2 kids, other bills and dating gets expensive. We hung out pretty much daily in whatever free time we could find. Were in a really good spot now, my kids live with us and we ended up having a kid together also. Get along great with my ex wife, crazy how far that relationship came. To your sentiment shit just has a way of working out sometimes.

Congrats! I enjoy hearing stories of parents that worked things out. I feel like people that are toxic get the most attention and it's been something that's terrified me about having kids.

But, yeah I feel that when it's meant to work the kinks will smooth themselves out.

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Reached that point in being single that I want to be in a relationship but, I'm fully aware of how unhappy I am about the person I am at the moment (mostly financially/career wise).

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I'm right there too. My deals more financial with some health related stuff but I've been working on myself a long time and I'm starting to feel like a spotty banana that ain't no one gonna wanna buy.

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That's funny because I've been in one for a year now and just don't know how to handle it, at all. Like you fellows, had a four year run being single. Very hard to understand the dynamic of being with a girl.

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Im coming up on 2 years with my girl, before that was a long run of being single, maybe a few 3-6 month runs with girls but nothing serious, it took me a minute to adjust but before i knew it, it just felt normal, weve been living together for over a year now and rarely have problems, rarely fight, some days i miss being single not because i want to be with anyone else but i miss being selfish and only having myself to worry about but thats not a ongoing thought, anyway i guess things have a way of working out if they are meant to

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Coming up on 6 years with my wife. Been married 3 and a half or so. I was in a rough spot in my life, I was a divorced father of 2 at 27 years old and certainly not looking to jump into anything. Some mutual friends of ours hooked us up for what was supposed to just be a hook up, turned into the longest one night stand. We just clicked from the start. She was super supportive, didn't give me grief on days I had my kids and couldn't hang out till later. I was working 2 jobs at the time to make ends meet, paying for 2 kids, other bills and dating gets expensive. We hung out pretty much daily in whatever free time we could find. Were in a really good spot now, my kids live with us and we ended up having a kid together also. Get along great with my ex wife, crazy how far that relationship came. To your sentiment shit just has a way of working out sometimes.

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Congrats! I enjoy hearing stories of parents that worked things out. I feel like people that are toxic get the most attention and it's been something that's terrified me about having kids.

But, yeah I feel that when it's meant to work the kinks will smooth themselves out.

Yeah, its wild. My ex wife has actually lived with us a few times in the last 4 years or so. My current wife and I moved about an hour and a half away from our hometown so she could do grad school. We brought the kids with us, ex wife wanted to move closer so she could see them more and not lose so much time driving them back and forth. So we supported her in quitting her job and moving in with us until she got herself set up in the new area. She is living with us now as she is getting divorced again, not all her fault the dude she married was pretty shitty and a pathological liar. It wasn't a good spot for her or the kids we share so she packed up and moved into one of our extra rooms.

People are always amazed at my story. I always get "Your new wife is cool with you ex wife" or "What are you a polygamist" we're not. We just put the kids first and communicate well. We don't do child support or any court ordered money. We just talk about what needs to be spent and agree on who pays what amount, if someone feels its unfair we talk about it and work it out. We do stuff as one big family a bunch and get weird stares but it's all good cause I know the kids are good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 16, 2019, 06:58:36 AM

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Reached that point in being single that I want to be in a relationship but, I'm fully aware of how unhappy I am about the person I am at the moment (mostly financially/career wise).

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I'm right there too. My deals more financial with some health related stuff but I've been working on myself a long time and I'm starting to feel like a spotty banana that ain't no one gonna wanna buy.

[close]

That's funny because I've been in one for a year now and just don't know how to handle it, at all. Like you fellows, had a four year run being single. Very hard to understand the dynamic of being with a girl.

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Im coming up on 2 years with my girl, before that was a long run of being single, maybe a few 3-6 month runs with girls but nothing serious, it took me a minute to adjust but before i knew it, it just felt normal, weve been living together for over a year now and rarely have problems, rarely fight, some days i miss being single not because i want to be with anyone else but i miss being selfish and only having myself to worry about but thats not a ongoing thought, anyway i guess things have a way of working out if they are meant to

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Coming up on 6 years with my wife. Been married 3 and a half or so. I was in a rough spot in my life, I was a divorced father of 2 at 27 years old and certainly not looking to jump into anything. Some mutual friends of ours hooked us up for what was supposed to just be a hook up, turned into the longest one night stand. We just clicked from the start. She was super supportive, didn't give me grief on days I had my kids and couldn't hang out till later. I was working 2 jobs at the time to make ends meet, paying for 2 kids, other bills and dating gets expensive. We hung out pretty much daily in whatever free time we could find. Were in a really good spot now, my kids live with us and we ended up having a kid together also. Get along great with my ex wife, crazy how far that relationship came. To your sentiment shit just has a way of working out sometimes.

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Congrats! I enjoy hearing stories of parents that worked things out. I feel like people that are toxic get the most attention and it's been something that's terrified me about having kids.

But, yeah I feel that when it's meant to work the kinks will smooth themselves out.

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Yeah, its wild. My ex wife has actually lived with us a few times in the last 4 years or so. My current wife and I moved about an hour and a half away from our hometown so she could do grad school. We brought the kids with us, ex wife wanted to move closer so she could see them more and not lose so much time driving them back and forth. So we supported her in quitting her job and moving in with us until she got herself set up in the new area. She is living with us now as she is getting divorced again, not all her fault the dude she married was pretty shitty and a pathological liar. It wasn't a good spot for her or the kids we share so she packed up and moved into one of our extra rooms.

People are always amazed at my story. I always get "Your new wife is cool with you ex wife" or "What are you a polygamist" we're not. We just put the kids first and communicate well. We don't do child support or any court ordered money. We just talk about what needs to be spent and agree on who pays what amount, if someone feels its unfair we talk about it and work it out. We do stuff as one big family a bunch and get weird stares but it's all good cause I know the kids are good.

It's the same expectation that these things end up toxic. But, communication really does go a long way. While I'm not sure the circumstances of your divorce you've at least been able to put differences aside and hold space for the children. That I admire.

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Reached that point in being single that I want to be in a relationship but, I'm fully aware of how unhappy I am about the person I am at the moment (mostly financially/career wise).

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I'm right there too. My deals more financial with some health related stuff but I've been working on myself a long time and I'm starting to feel like a spotty banana that ain't no one gonna wanna buy.

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That's funny because I've been in one for a year now and just don't know how to handle it, at all. Like you fellows, had a four year run being single. Very hard to understand the dynamic of being with a girl.

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Im coming up on 2 years with my girl, before that was a long run of being single, maybe a few 3-6 month runs with girls but nothing serious, it took me a minute to adjust but before i knew it, it just felt normal, weve been living together for over a year now and rarely have problems, rarely fight, some days i miss being single not because i want to be with anyone else but i miss being selfish and only having myself to worry about but thats not a ongoing thought, anyway i guess things have a way of working out if they are meant to

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Coming up on 6 years with my wife. Been married 3 and a half or so. I was in a rough spot in my life, I was a divorced father of 2 at 27 years old and certainly not looking to jump into anything. Some mutual friends of ours hooked us up for what was supposed to just be a hook up, turned into the longest one night stand. We just clicked from the start. She was super supportive, didn't give me grief on days I had my kids and couldn't hang out till later. I was working 2 jobs at the time to make ends meet, paying for 2 kids, other bills and dating gets expensive. We hung out pretty much daily in whatever free time we could find. Were in a really good spot now, my kids live with us and we ended up having a kid together also. Get along great with my ex wife, crazy how far that relationship came. To your sentiment shit just has a way of working out sometimes.

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Congrats! I enjoy hearing stories of parents that worked things out. I feel like people that are toxic get the most attention and it's been something that's terrified me about having kids.

But, yeah I feel that when it's meant to work the kinks will smooth themselves out.

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Yeah, its wild. My ex wife has actually lived with us a few times in the last 4 years or so. My current wife and I moved about an hour and a half away from our hometown so she could do grad school. We brought the kids with us, ex wife wanted to move closer so she could see them more and not lose so much time driving them back and forth. So we supported her in quitting her job and moving in with us until she got herself set up in the new area. She is living with us now as she is getting divorced again, not all her fault the dude she married was pretty shitty and a pathological liar. It wasn't a good spot for her or the kids we share so she packed up and moved into one of our extra rooms.

People are always amazed at my story. I always get "Your new wife is cool with you ex wife" or "What are you a polygamist" we're not. We just put the kids first and communicate well. We don't do child support or any court ordered money. We just talk about what needs to be spent and agree on who pays what amount, if someone feels its unfair we talk about it and work it out. We do stuff as one big family a bunch and get weird stares but it's all good cause I know the kids are good.

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It's the same expectation that these things end up toxic. But, communication really does go a long way. While I'm not sure the circumstances of your divorce you've at least been able to put differences aside and hold space for the children. That I admire.

Thanks, appreciate that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 16, 2019, 09:06:03 AM

Holy shit, bro... You're like Batman of being an adult..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on October 16, 2019, 09:07:39 AM

 Been getting a lot of bad news from friends,this year has  been rough on my circle of people and it bums me out. Not like I had any easier but still.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 16, 2019, 05:59:37 PM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on October 16, 2019, 09:07:39 AM

Been getting a lot of bad news from friends,this year has  been rough on my circle of people and it bums me out. Not like I had any easier but still.

Sorry to hear that! Hope things start looking up!

Title: Re: real confessions
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Reached that point in being single that I want to be in a relationship but, I'm fully aware of how unhappy I am about the person I am at the moment (mostly financially/career wise).

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I'm right there too. My deals more financial with some health related stuff but I've been working on myself a long time and I'm starting to feel like a spotty banana that ain't no one gonna wanna buy.

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That's funny because I've been in one for a year now and just don't know how to handle it, at all. Like you fellows, had a four year run being single. Very hard to understand the dynamic of being with a girl.

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Im coming up on 2 years with my girl, before that was a long run of being single, maybe a few 3-6 month runs with girls but nothing serious, it took me a minute to adjust but before i knew it, it just felt normal, weve been living together for over a year now and rarely have problems, rarely fight, some days i miss being single not because i want to be with anyone else but i miss being selfish and only having myself to worry about but thats not a ongoing thought, anyway i guess things have a way of working out if they are meant to

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Coming up on 6 years with my wife. Been married 3 and a half or so. I was in a rough spot in my life, I was a divorced father of 2 at 27 years old and certainly not looking to jump into anything. Some mutual friends of ours hooked us up for what was supposed to just be a hook up, turned into the longest one night stand. We just clicked from the start. She was super supportive, didn't give me grief on days I had my kids and couldn't hang out till later. I was working 2 jobs at the time to make ends meet, paying for 2 kids, other bills and dating gets expensive. We hung out pretty much daily in whatever free time we could find. Were in a really good spot now, my kids live with us and we ended up having a kid together also. Get along great with my ex wife, crazy how far that relationship came. To your sentiment shit just has a way of working out sometimes.

You got some curveballs thrown at you, im glad it worked out man, super dope your in a good spot now, would have been easy for you to just give up in that lowest point

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 16, 2019, 11:37:36 PM

After confessing to the girl that I've been infatuated with for a few years and being turned down, I've been all kinds of fucked up. It bothers me a lot more than anticipated and way past the point where I'm pissed off at myself for caring so much when I've got faaaar more pressing issues on my plate. That was my first time ever doing something like that. I feel weak and impotent all the time, but never have I felt it on this level. Anyway, since doing that I've doubled down on dating apps hoping to find anyone to help me move on. As stated before I've never really seen any success with that, but since trying a few new to me apps, I feel like I make some progress and some women actually talk back to me. I get what I consider quite few bites on Hinge because the format of commenting on specific profile answers and pics plays to my strengths as a writer. It usually fizzles out because I get a lot of short conversation killing replies. It makes it clear that it's clearly going to be my job as the male to keep the conversation going which is deeply annoying enough in person let alone an app where both parties have unlimited time to formulate their next contact.

Still dealing with stress ticks. Swear to god I look like I'm having a seizure when I'm trying to go to sleep. I'm glad no one sees this shit. I'd probably get a one way ticket back to the funny farm. I probably should be there, but you know, capitalism. I don't get paid disability from the state as my job is federal. I'm trying very hard to not lose my apartment and car.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on October 16, 2019, 11:56:42 PM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on October 16, 2019, 09:07:39 AM

Been getting a lot of bad news from friends,this year has  been rough on my circle of people and it bums me out. Not like I had any easier but still.

same here. keep your heads up FX and pals.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: landedprimo on October 17, 2019, 09:39:19 AM

Quote from: DarthDingusMaximus on October 17, 2019, 06:50:52 AM

my son and I are estranged not that I am bummed as there's no court child support shit, my exgf family is super traditional and conservative in they would rather him be raised by their own instead of someone who's not going to  be there consistently.

I'm waiting on that day where he shows up to kick my ass and I'll gladly take it after a few beers.

That's a real piece of shit way to talk about your kid. Your whole account is ridiculous. Fuck off.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 17, 2019, 10:46:30 AM

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my son and I are estranged not that I am bummed as there's no court child support shit, my exgf family is super traditional and conservative in they would rather him be raised by their own instead of someone who's not going to  be there consistently.

I'm waiting on that day where he shows up to kick my ass and I'll gladly take it after a few beers.

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That's a real piece of shit way to talk about your kid. Your whole account is ridiculous. Fuck off.

Ok bud you think you know me or know the situation enough for you to try to sound like a dipshit meathead on a messageboard?  Fuck off!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: behavioralguide on October 17, 2019, 11:45:54 AM

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my son and I are estranged not that I am bummed as there's no court child support shit, my exgf family is super traditional and conservative in they would rather him be raised by their own instead of someone who's not going to  be there consistently.

I'm waiting on that day where he shows up to kick my ass and I'll gladly take it after a few beers.

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That's a real piece of shit way to talk about your kid. Your whole account is ridiculous. Fuck off.

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Ok bud you think you know me or know the situation enough for you to try to sound like a dipshit meathead on a messageboard?  Fuck off!

he based his reply on the info you provided, if you don't want people  to think you drag your knuckles, don't drag them (across your keyboard)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PincherBug on October 17, 2019, 01:53:32 PM

You suck DingusDipshit

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Post by: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 17, 2019, 06:26:25 PM

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DDM, not rushing to judgement, but your confession does warrant some concern.  I'm not looking to "pile on", but, as a fellow parent, I would appreciate some clarification, if you don't mind.

my son and I are estranged

Why are you estranged, what happened?


not that I am bummed

How can you NOT be bummed to be estranged from your son?

as there's no court child support shit,

This can't be the only reason you're not bummed, right?

my exgf family is super traditional and conservative in they would rather him be raised by their own instead of someone who's not going to  be there consistently.

It's not clear to me, HOW her and her family's traditional and conservative nature correlates to your rights and responsibilities as a father. 

Is your role in your son's life dictated by what "they" would rather see happen?  What would YOU rather see happen?

Do you not have any power, here?  Did a judge decide that you were not allowed custody or visitation rights?  You said there was no "court child support shit".  Should a judge NEED to order you to support your son?

What has stopped/ is stopping you from playing an active role in your son's life?

 Who made the decision that YOU would not be there consistently to raise YOUR son?  I agree that a boy needs a father figure, just not getting WHY you need to be replaced?

Please elaborate.

I'm waiting on that day where he shows up to kick my ass and I'll gladly take it after a few beers.

Again, not rushing to judgement, but this makes it all sound like a lack of effort on your part.  Knowing you have a beating coming from your own son, must feel horrible, especially knowing all the "why" behind it.  Why do you feel like you deserve this?

I understand the relationship with his Mom maybe going sideways, but help us understand WHY your confession comes off like " I completely phoned in, being a father to my son, and now I'm just waiting for the day he shows up to deliver me a well deserved ass kicking".  By the way, if that is the case, you deserve much more than an ass beating, in my opinion, but I would care to hear your side if the story.

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That's a real piece of shit way to talk about your kid. Your whole account is ridiculous. Fuck off.

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Ok bud you think you know me or know the situation enough for you to try to sound like a dipshit meathead on a messageboard?  Fuck off!

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he based his reply on the info you provided, if you don't want people  to think you drag your knuckles, don't drag them (across your keyboard)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on October 18, 2019, 02:22:25 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 16, 2019, 11:37:36 PM

After confessing to the girl that I've been infatuated with for a few years and being turned down, I've been all kinds of fucked up. It bothers me a lot more than anticipated and way past the point where I'm pissed off at myself for caring so much when I've got faaaar more pressing issues on my plate. That was my first time ever doing something like that. I feel weak and impotent all the time, but never have I felt it on this level. Anyway, since doing that I've doubled down on dating apps hoping to find anyone to help me move on. As stated before I've never really seen any success with that, but since trying a few new to me apps, I feel like I make some progress and some women actually talk back to me. I get what I consider quite few bites on Hinge because the format of commenting on specific profile answers and pics plays to my strengths as a writer. It usually fizzles out because I get a lot of short conversation killing replies. It makes it clear that it's clearly going to be my job as the male to keep the conversation going which is deeply annoying enough in person let alone an app where both parties have unlimited time to formulate their next contact.

Still dealing with stress ticks. Swear to god I look like I'm having a seizure when I'm trying to go to sleep. I'm glad no one sees this shit. I'd probably get a one way ticket back to the funny farm. I probably should be there, but you know, capitalism. I don't get paid disability from the state as my job is federal. I'm trying very hard to not lose my apartment and car.

Chicks are tough and you are right, probably more important shit going on but still. Just keep it up man, you will find someone. One thing I never had that a lot of dudes do is a "type". If she looks good, she looks good. Hair, size, whatever, if she is cool she is cool.

Hope you can keep your shit too though, I feel you as I am in a rough spot financial as well. Life is a bitch some times aint it! God damn!  ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 18, 2019, 04:10:37 AM

I’ll elaborate and perhaps the ass beating is a poor joke while listening to Johnny Cash when writing my confession.

Ummm yeah when I was told it was mine it was between three others and I, so it could or couldn’t be mine.  That’s how long it’s been, Right after I found out it was 3 years since like oh yeah btw he might be your son.


So in essence it was definitely mind blowing like hey you might wanna mentioned that sooner.

I tried to pursue it as a means of maybe knowing the paternity test or some shit, her new man & her father were like nope. No reason to bother we’ve got this covered, now mind you if it is true okay cool but it never got more then hey we’ve got this.

I spoke with my ex shortly after all that situation and said hey if I am or am not this boys father and your man and the boys grandfather don’t want me involved I’ll ease up. To which she mentioned I needed to clean up my own act and other thing's.

I totally understand why they wouldn’t want me around as I wasn’t doing too well.

Mind you I speak of them taking care of their grandson as he is smart as a whip to boot butttttttt she and her man don’t want me involved, life’s funny I’m that way you hear about you being a father and it’s between 3 other’s and somehow you try and your rejected by everyone involved?!

I get it I wasn’t there nor was I told so now instead of me being there she’s got a new man too? Him and his grandfather’s the father figure, I’m good. Now mind you I don’t want it to be a case of well she didn’t tell me till 3 years later or deflection but it is the case and I agree with a lot of people’s opinions, I’m not going to interrupt a lnow teenagers life just to make it worse?!

So in summation I wanna point out I’ve never said I was a great person and made ALOT OF POOR CHOICES, this being one of them.

Someone asked why I don’t feel bummed well to put it this way, I’d rather him be with people who he can trust, all that Hollywood idea of closure is nothing more then tearing a band aid off a healed wound. Best to let sleeping dogs lie.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 18, 2019, 04:41:52 AM

So, is he your son, or what?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 18, 2019, 04:46:16 AM

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So, is he your son, or what?

Don’t know, and if it is true whichever the case maybe I’ll gladly take the assbeating.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 18, 2019, 04:53:15 AM

Now mind you I know I’m going to get flak for my no involvement and I get it.

To put me on blast for something that maybe true or whatever, there’s a hell of a lot worse people out there and for my lack of involvement he’s better off.

Fuck most of this forum is with satirical opinions about shaming homophobia and or something worse yet, I admit hey my may or may not be kid might kick my ass and holy shit I’m an asshole?! Fuck outta here!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: landedprimo on October 18, 2019, 05:02:30 AM

My confession is: I tend to be very skeptical and believe that a lot of the elaborate stories we hear on the internet are made up for show.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on October 18, 2019, 06:10:28 AM

I always thought that this thread was a judgment-free place to post about personal stuff.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 18, 2019, 07:24:43 AM

I find a sick contradiction in this thread and basically this whole forum as I know I have said some dumb shit but it was in jest and certainly never at someone's expense of their family life.

Before you judge my life/situation, I suggest you take a good look at your own life ^{make sure it's perfect}. You wouldn't want me to know would you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on October 18, 2019, 08:11:45 AM

Quote from: DarthDingusMaximus on October 18, 2019, 04:10:37 AM

I’ll elaborate and perhaps the ass beating is a poor joke while listening to Johnny Cash when writing my confession.

Ummm yeah when I was told it was mine it was between three others and I, so it could or couldn’t be mine.  That’s how long it’s been, Right after I found out it was 3 years since like oh yeah btw he might be your son.


So in essence it was definitely mind blowing like hey you might wanna mentioned that sooner.

I tried to pursue it as a means of maybe knowing the paternity test or some shit, her new man & her father were like nope. No reason to bother we’ve got this covered, now mind you if it is true okay cool but it never got more then hey we’ve got this.

I spoke with my ex shortly after all that situation and said hey if I am or am not this boys father and your man and the boys grandfather don’t want me involved I’ll ease up. To which she mentioned I needed to clean up my own act and other thing's.

I totally understand why they wouldn’t want me around as I wasn’t doing too well.

Mind you I speak of them taking care of their grandson as he is smart as a whip to boot butttttttt she and her man don’t want me involved, life’s funny I’m that way you hear about you being a father and it’s between 3 other’s and somehow you try and your rejected by everyone involved?!

I get it I wasn’t there nor was I told so now instead of me being there she’s got a new man too? Him and his grandfather’s the father figure, I’m good. Now mind you I don’t want it to be a case of well she didn’t tell me till 3 years later or deflection but it is the case and I agree with a lot of people’s opinions, I’m not going to interrupt a lnow teenagers life just to make it worse?!

So in summation I wanna point out I’ve never said I was a great person and made ALOT OF POOR CHOICES, this being one of them.

Someone asked why I don’t feel bummed well to put it this way, I’d rather him be with people who he can trust, all that Hollywood idea of closure is nothing more then tearing a band aid off a healed wound. Best to let sleeping dogs lie.

I could never go through life knowing that I don't have a relationship with a kid that could be mine.

I would make her agree to go through with the paternity test, and if it came back that the kid was mine, I would be there for it regardless of what her new boyfriend/husband/grandfather thinks about it. They have no rights in the situation if that kid is yours, and they can fully go fuck themselves.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 18, 2019, 08:57:12 AM

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So, is he your son, or what?

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Don’t know, and if it is true whichever the case maybe I’ll gladly take the assbeating.

Strange situation, indeed...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 18, 2019, 09:15:10 AM

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I’ll elaborate and perhaps the ass beating is a poor joke while listening to Johnny Cash when writing my confession.

Ummm yeah when I was told it was mine it was between three others and I, so it could or couldn’t be mine.  That’s how long it’s been, Right after I found out it was 3 years since like oh yeah btw he might be your son.


So in essence it was definitely mind blowing like hey you might wanna mentioned that sooner.

I tried to pursue it as a means of maybe knowing the paternity test or some shit, her new man & her father were like nope. No reason to bother we’ve got this covered, now mind you if it is true okay cool but it never got more then hey we’ve got this.

I spoke with my ex shortly after all that situation and said hey if I am or am not this boys father and your man and the boys grandfather don’t want me involved I’ll ease up. To which she mentioned I needed to clean up my own act and other thing's.

I totally understand why they wouldn’t want me around as I wasn’t doing too well.

Mind you I speak of them taking care of their grandson as he is smart as a whip to boot butttttttt she and her man don’t want me involved, life’s funny I’m that way you hear about you being a father and it’s between 3 other’s and somehow you try and your rejected by everyone involved?!

I get it I wasn’t there nor was I told so now instead of me being there she’s got a new man too? Him and his grandfather’s the father figure, I’m good. Now mind you I don’t want it to be a case of well she didn’t tell me till 3 years later or deflection but it is the case and I agree with a lot of people’s opinions, I’m not going to interrupt a lnow teenagers life just to make it worse?!

So in summation I wanna point out I’ve never said I was a great person and made ALOT OF POOR CHOICES, this being one of them.

Someone asked why I don’t feel bummed well to put it this way, I’d rather him be with people who he can trust, all that Hollywood idea of closure is nothing more then tearing a band aid off a healed wound. Best to let sleeping dogs lie.

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I could never go through life knowing that I don't have a relationship with a kid that could be mine.

I would make her agree to go through with the paternity test, and if it came back that the kid was mine, I would be there for it regardless of what her new boyfriend/husband/grandfather thinks about it. They have no rights in the situation if that kid is yours, and they can fully go fuck themselves.

that's a fine sentiment and I agree, however I wouldn't want to inject myself in someone's life just to give them a crappy resolve.

That's why I said beforehand opening old wounds will do nothing but create more hurt feelings and I am not that selfish to do that to someone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: landedprimo on October 18, 2019, 09:37:51 AM

Quote from: FamilyMeeting7 on October 18, 2019, 06:10:28 AM

I always thought that this thread was a judgment-free place to post about personal stuff.

You're right. For the record, I wasn't responding to a confession. But the original comment was deleted and I only quoted part of it. We can all move on. I'm sure DDM will agree that that's the easiest thing to do.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: landedprimo on October 18, 2019, 09:42:47 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 16, 2019, 11:37:36 PM

After confessing to the girl that I've been infatuated with for a few years and being turned down, I've been all kinds of fucked up. It bothers me a lot more than anticipated and way past the point where I'm pissed off at myself for caring so much when I've got faaaar more pressing issues on my plate. That was my first time ever doing something like that. I feel weak and impotent all the time, but never have I felt it on this level. Anyway, since doing that I've doubled down on dating apps hoping to find anyone to help me move on. As stated before I've never really seen any success with that, but since trying a few new to me apps, I feel like I make some progress and some women actually talk back to me. I get what I consider quite few bites on Hinge because the format of commenting on specific profile answers and pics plays to my strengths as a writer. It usually fizzles out because I get a lot of short conversation killing replies. It makes it clear that it's clearly going to be my job as the male to keep the conversation going which is deeply annoying enough in person let alone an app where both parties have unlimited time to formulate their next contact.

Still dealing with stress ticks. Swear to god I look like I'm having a seizure when I'm trying to go to sleep. I'm glad no one sees this shit. I'd probably get a one way ticket back to the funny farm. I probably should be there, but you know, capitalism. I don't get paid disability from the state as my job is federal. I'm trying very hard to not lose my apartment and car.

Keep your head up, man. I've been quietly following your situation. I feel for you. Probably because I wouldn't know what to do in the slightest if I had to go back into the dating world. It sounds brutal. You're a fucking warrior!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Registered Sex Offender on October 18, 2019, 06:34:29 PM

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I’ll elaborate and perhaps the ass beating is a poor joke while listening to Johnny Cash when writing my confession.

Ummm yeah when I was told it was mine it was between three others and I, so it could or couldn’t be mine.  That’s how long it’s been, Right after I found out it was 3 years since like oh yeah btw he might be your son.


So in essence it was definitely mind blowing like hey you might wanna mentioned that sooner.

I tried to pursue it as a means of maybe knowing the paternity test or some shit, her new man & her father were like nope. No reason to bother we’ve got this covered, now mind you if it is true okay cool but it never got more then hey we’ve got this.

I spoke with my ex shortly after all that situation and said hey if I am or am not this boys father and your man and the boys grandfather don’t want me involved I’ll ease up. To which she mentioned I needed to clean up my own act and other thing's.

I totally understand why they wouldn’t want me around as I wasn’t doing too well.

Mind you I speak of them taking care of their grandson as he is smart as a whip to boot butttttttt she and her man don’t want me involved, life’s funny I’m that way you hear about you being a father and it’s between 3 other’s and somehow you try and your rejected by everyone involved?!

I get it I wasn’t there nor was I told so now instead of me being there she’s got a new man too? Him and his grandfather’s the father figure, I’m good. Now mind you I don’t want it to be a case of well she didn’t tell me till 3 years later or deflection but it is the case and I agree with a lot of people’s opinions, I’m not going to interrupt a lnow teenagers life just to make it worse?!

So in summation I wanna point out I’ve never said I was a great person and made ALOT OF POOR CHOICES, this being one of them.

Someone asked why I don’t feel bummed well to put it this way, I’d rather him be with people who he can trust, all that Hollywood idea of closure is nothing more then tearing a band aid off a healed wound. Best to let sleeping dogs lie.

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I could never go through life knowing that I don't have a relationship with a kid that could be mine.

I would make her agree to go through with the paternity test, and if it came back that the kid was mine, I would be there for it regardless of what her new boyfriend/husband/grandfather thinks about it. They have no rights in the situation if that kid is yours, and they can fully go fuck themselves.

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that's a fine sentiment and I agree, however I wouldn't want to inject myself in someone's life just to give them a crappy resolve.

That's why I said beforehand opening old wounds will do nothing but create more hurt feelings and I am not that selfish to do that to someone.

sounds like you want any excuse possible to not take care of that kid if its yours, quit being a pussy asshole

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on October 18, 2019, 10:27:10 PM

If I had a kid I would name him jrdoublesteveburger

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on October 19, 2019, 07:22:19 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on October 18, 2019, 10:27:10 PM

If I had a kid I would name him jrdoublesteveburger

Very regal and elegant sounding name.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 19, 2019, 03:40:15 PM

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I’ll elaborate and perhaps the ass beating is a poor joke while listening to Johnny Cash when writing my confession.

Ummm yeah when I was told it was mine it was between three others and I, so it could or couldn’t be mine.  That’s how long it’s been, Right after I found out it was 3 years since like oh yeah btw he might be your son.


So in essence it was definitely mind blowing like hey you might wanna mentioned that sooner.

I tried to pursue it as a means of maybe knowing the paternity test or some shit, her new man & her father were like nope. No reason to bother we’ve got this covered, now mind you if it is true okay cool but it never got more then hey we’ve got this.

I spoke with my ex shortly after all that situation and said hey if I am or am not this boys father and your man and the boys grandfather don’t want me involved I’ll ease up. To which she mentioned I needed to clean up my own act and other thing's.

I totally understand why they wouldn’t want me around as I wasn’t doing too well.

Mind you I speak of them taking care of their grandson as he is smart as a whip to boot butttttttt she and her man don’t want me involved, life’s funny I’m that way you hear about you being a father and it’s between 3 other’s and somehow you try and your rejected by everyone involved?!

I get it I wasn’t there nor was I told so now instead of me being there she’s got a new man too? Him and his grandfather’s the father figure, I’m good. Now mind you I don’t want it to be a case of well she didn’t tell me till 3 years later or deflection but it is the case and I agree with a lot of people’s opinions, I’m not going to interrupt a lnow teenagers life just to make it worse?!

So in summation I wanna point out I’ve never said I was a great person and made ALOT OF POOR CHOICES, this being one of them.

Someone asked why I don’t feel bummed well to put it this way, I’d rather him be with people who he can trust, all that Hollywood idea of closure is nothing more then tearing a band aid off a healed wound. Best to let sleeping dogs lie.

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I could never go through life knowing that I don't have a relationship with a kid that could be mine.

I would make her agree to go through with the paternity test, and if it came back that the kid was mine, I would be there for it regardless of what her new boyfriend/husband/grandfather thinks about it. They have no rights in the situation if that kid is yours, and they can fully go fuck themselves.

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that's a fine sentiment and I agree, however I wouldn't want to inject myself in someone's life just to give them a crappy resolve.

That's why I said beforehand opening old wounds will do nothing but create more hurt feelings and I am not that selfish to do that to someone.

[close]

sounds like you want any excuse possible to not take care of that kid if its yours, quit being a pussy asshole

On the next user name to get kooked to death, this dbag

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on October 19, 2019, 05:46:04 PM

I own 265 skate videos and it’s not enough.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on October 19, 2019, 08:39:26 PM

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I’ll elaborate and perhaps the ass beating is a poor joke while listening to Johnny Cash when writing my confession.

Ummm yeah when I was told it was mine it was between three others and I, so it could or couldn’t be mine.  That’s how long it’s been, Right after I found out it was 3 years since like oh yeah btw he might be your son.


So in essence it was definitely mind blowing like hey you might wanna mentioned that sooner.

I tried to pursue it as a means of maybe knowing the paternity test or some shit, her new man & her father were like nope. No reason to bother we’ve got this covered, now mind you if it is true okay cool but it never got more then hey we’ve got this.

I spoke with my ex shortly after all that situation and said hey if I am or am not this boys father and your man and the boys grandfather don’t want me involved I’ll ease up. To which she mentioned I needed to clean up my own act and other thing's.

I totally understand why they wouldn’t want me around as I wasn’t doing too well.

Mind you I speak of them taking care of their grandson as he is smart as a whip to boot butttttttt she and her man don’t want me involved, life’s funny I’m that way you hear about you being a father and it’s between 3 other’s and somehow you try and your rejected by everyone involved?!

I get it I wasn’t there nor was I told so now instead of me being there she’s got a new man too? Him and his grandfather’s the father figure, I’m good. Now mind you I don’t want it to be a case of well she didn’t tell me till 3 years later or deflection but it is the case and I agree with a lot of people’s opinions, I’m not going to interrupt a lnow teenagers life just to make it worse?!

So in summation I wanna point out I’ve never said I was a great person and made ALOT OF POOR CHOICES, this being one of them.

Someone asked why I don’t feel bummed well to put it this way, I’d rather him be with people who he can trust, all that Hollywood idea of closure is nothing more then tearing a band aid off a healed wound. Best to let sleeping dogs lie.

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I could never go through life knowing that I don't have a relationship with a kid that could be mine.

I would make her agree to go through with the paternity test, and if it came back that the kid was mine, I would be there for it regardless of what her new boyfriend/husband/grandfather thinks about it. They have no rights in the situation if that kid is yours, and they can fully go fuck themselves.

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that's a fine sentiment and I agree, however I wouldn't want to inject myself in someone's life just to give them a crappy resolve.

That's why I said beforehand opening old wounds will do nothing but create more hurt feelings and I am not that selfish to do that to someone.

[close]

sounds like you want any excuse possible to not take care of that kid if its yours, quit being a pussy asshole

cool username bro

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 20, 2019, 12:03:19 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on October 19, 2019, 05:46:04 PM

I own 265 skate videos and it’s not enough.

It's okay, there's way more to come.
Are you saving them in a separate hard drive at least?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on October 20, 2019, 02:55:35 AM

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I own 265 skate videos and it’s not enough.

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It's okay, there's way more to come.
Are you saving them in a separate hard drive at least?

I haven’t been saving them to hard drives, just physical copies. I probably should, though. I never thought I’d be the kind to collect things but I guess this is a collection.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on October 20, 2019, 03:15:47 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on October 19, 2019, 05:46:04 PM

I own 265 skate videos and it’s not enough.

gnarred and appreciated!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 20, 2019, 12:40:29 PM

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I own 265 skate videos and it’s not enough.

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It's okay, there's way more to come.
Are you saving them in a separate hard drive at least?

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I haven’t been saving them to hard drives, just physical copies. I probably should, though. I never thought I’d be the kind to collect things but I guess this is a collection.

They'll last longer then physical copies, sadly.

But you've inspired me to catch up on videos. Finally started watching Purple

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: honey island on October 21, 2019, 08:20:17 AM

i don't mind having dirty grip tape, actually i prefer it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: arrbee on October 21, 2019, 08:40:35 AM

Quote from: honey island on October 21, 2019, 08:20:17 AM

i don't mind having dirty grip tape, actually i prefer it

I've never looked at my griptape and said "I should do something about this" so I guess we're in a similar place

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Monkey_Mcpott on October 21, 2019, 09:16:33 AM

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I own 265 skate videos and it’s not enough.

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It's okay, there's way more to come.
Are you saving them in a separate hard drive at least?

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I haven’t been saving them to hard drives, just physical copies. I probably should, though. I never thought I’d be the kind to collect things but I guess this is a collection.

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They'll last longer then physical copies, sadly.

But you've inspired me to catch up on videos. Finally started watching Purple

That’s impressive doublesteveburger. I’ve recently re started collecting skate DVDs again so I’m not anywhere near there but I’ve been having this sense of satisfaction collecting DVDs again like when I was younger. I do however this time around save the ISO on a hard drive first.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on October 21, 2019, 09:03:06 PM

Quote from: honey island on October 21, 2019, 08:20:17 AM

i don't mind having dirty grip tape, actually i prefer it

its nice to have it a litte broken in

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jollyoli on October 22, 2019, 04:27:54 AM

I front feeble'd a bank to ledge cause I missed the 5050, got props, but didn't admit it was on accident. I feel grubby.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: arrbee on October 22, 2019, 04:33:40 AM

Quote from: Jollyoli on October 22, 2019, 04:27:54 AM

I front feeble'd a bank to ledge cause I missed the 5050, got props, but didn't admit it was on accident. I feel grubby.

It be like that sometimes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 22, 2019, 04:40:33 AM

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I front feeble'd a bank to ledge cause I missed the 5050, got props, but didn't admit it was on accident. I feel grubby.

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It be like that sometimes.

Eh, a lot of great inventions we have today are due to some tard fucking up. No biggie.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 22, 2019, 05:21:10 AM

Quote from: Jollyoli on October 22, 2019, 04:27:54 AM

I front feeble'd a bank to ledge cause I missed the 5050, got props, but didn't admit it was on accident. I feel grubby.

I mean it happens like that, fuck I have a dork spot I back 50 but it becomes a transfer over.

Title: Re: real confessionsI
Post by: Freight Train on October 22, 2019, 01:37:58 PM

I can't read or write... don't judge me :'(

Title: Re: real confessionsI
Post by: Complements4U on October 23, 2019, 08:33:52 AM

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I can't read or write... don't judge me :'(

(https://i.postimg.cc/dtq1VtGH/Adobe-20191023-083247.jpg) (https://postimg.cc/NLzYNtJm)

Hey man I'm still lernin 2 reed dis book sucks tho 2 much hurr durr durr swirly linez

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HyenaChaser on October 25, 2019, 10:44:20 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 16, 2019, 11:37:36 PM

After confessing to the girl that I've been infatuated with for a few years and being turned down, I've been all kinds of fucked up. It bothers me a lot more than anticipated and way past the point where I'm pissed off at myself for caring so much when I've got faaaar more pressing issues on my plate. That was my first time ever doing something like that. I feel weak and impotent all the time, but never have I felt it on this level. Anyway, since doing that I've doubled down on dating apps hoping to find anyone to help me move on. As stated before I've never really seen any success with that, but since trying a few new to me apps, I feel like I make some progress and some women actually talk back to me. I get what I consider quite few bites on Hinge because the format of commenting on specific profile answers and pics plays to my strengths as a writer. It usually fizzles out because I get a lot of short conversation killing replies. It makes it clear that it's clearly going to be my job as the male to keep the conversation going which is deeply annoying enough in person let alone an app where both parties have unlimited time to formulate their next contact.

Still dealing with stress ticks. Swear to god I look like I'm having a seizure when I'm trying to go to sleep. I'm glad no one sees this shit. I'd probably get a one way ticket back to the funny farm. I probably should be there, but you know, capitalism. I don't get paid disability from the state as my job is federal. I'm trying very hard to not lose my apartment and car.

Dude it’s crazy how much a rejection can set you back. I went on three dates with this girl that I quickly became enamored with. She shut me down and I was super fucked up. I had just come from having two simultaneous open relationships too, not bragging at all, just to say that it made me even more like “why am I tripping so hard on this?”
Anyway, it rocked my shit and even after getting with a few girls via the apps I was still so fucked up. Even almost a year later I’m like, I wish I never met that girl. I don’t know if the apps will help you or not, they kinda made it worse for me. I’m not sure how to get over these kind of things and it’s easy to hate yourself for even being so affected but I guess I’m just saying, I feel you and if it’s any consolation this shit happens I guess and you’re not the only one out there dealing with it. It kinda helps me hearing that it’s somewhat normal and a part of life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on October 25, 2019, 06:39:49 PM

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After confessing to the girl that I've been infatuated with for a few years and being turned down, I've been all kinds of fucked up. It bothers me a lot more than anticipated and way past the point where I'm pissed off at myself for caring so much when I've got faaaar more pressing issues on my plate. That was my first time ever doing something like that. I feel weak and impotent all the time, but never have I felt it on this level. Anyway, since doing that I've doubled down on dating apps hoping to find anyone to help me move on. As stated before I've never really seen any success with that, but since trying a few new to me apps, I feel like I make some progress and some women actually talk back to me. I get what I consider quite few bites on Hinge because the format of commenting on specific profile answers and pics plays to my strengths as a writer. It usually fizzles out because I get a lot of short conversation killing replies. It makes it clear that it's clearly going to be my job as the male to keep the conversation going which is deeply annoying enough in person let alone an app where both parties have unlimited time to formulate their next contact.

Still dealing with stress ticks. Swear to god I look like I'm having a seizure when I'm trying to go to sleep. I'm glad no one sees this shit. I'd probably get a one way ticket back to the funny farm. I probably should be there, but you know, capitalism. I don't get paid disability from the state as my job is federal. I'm trying very hard to not lose my apartment and car.

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Dude it’s crazy how much a rejection can set you back. I went on three dates with this girl that I quickly became enamored with. She shut me down and I was super fucked up. I had just come from having two simultaneous open relationships too, not bragging at all, just to say that it made me even more like “why am I tripping so hard on this?”
Anyway, it rocked my shit and even after getting with a few girls via the apps I was still so fucked up. Even almost a year later I’m like, I wish I never met that girl. I don’t know if the apps will help you or not, they kinda made it worse for me. I’m not sure how to get over these kind of things and it’s easy to hate yourself for even being so affected but I guess I’m just saying, I feel you and if it’s any consolation this shit happens I guess and you’re not the only one out there dealing with it. It kinda helps me hearing that it’s somewhat normal and a part of life.

I think the only way to deal with those situations is time....and i guess meeting someone who makes you forget/not think so much about the girl that fucked you up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LemThurdy on October 26, 2019, 05:16:12 AM

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Reached that point in being single that I want to be in a relationship but, I'm fully aware of how unhappy I am about the person I am at the moment (mostly financially/career wise).

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I'm right there too. My deals more financial with some health related stuff but I've been working on myself a long time and I'm starting to feel like a spotty banana that ain't no one gonna wanna buy.

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That's funny because I've been in one for a year now and just don't know how to handle it, at all. Like you fellows, had a four year run being single. Very hard to understand the dynamic of being with a girl.

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Im coming up on 2 years with my girl, before that was a long run of being single, maybe a few 3-6 month runs with girls but nothing serious, it took me a minute to adjust but before i knew it, it just felt normal, weve been living together for over a year now and rarely have problems, rarely fight, some days i miss being single not because i want to be with anyone else but i miss being selfish and only having myself to worry about but thats not a ongoing thought, anyway i guess things have a way of working out if they are meant to

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Coming up on 6 years with my wife. Been married 3 and a half or so. I was in a rough spot in my life, I was a divorced father of 2 at 27 years old and certainly not looking to jump into anything. Some mutual friends of ours hooked us up for what was supposed to just be a hook up, turned into the longest one night stand. We just clicked from the start. She was super supportive, didn't give me grief on days I had my kids and couldn't hang out till later. I was working 2 jobs at the time to make ends meet, paying for 2 kids, other bills and dating gets expensive. We hung out pretty much daily in whatever free time we could find. Were in a really good spot now, my kids live with us and we ended up having a kid together also. Get along great with my ex wife, crazy how far that relationship came. To your sentiment shit just has a way of working out sometimes.

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Congrats! I enjoy hearing stories of parents that worked things out. I feel like people that are toxic get the most attention and it's been something that's terrified me about having kids.

But, yeah I feel that when it's meant to work the kinks will smooth themselves out.

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Yeah, its wild. My ex wife has actually lived with us a few times in the last 4 years or so. My current wife and I moved about an hour and a half away from our hometown so she could do grad school. We brought the kids with us, ex wife wanted to move closer so she could see them more and not lose so much time driving them back and forth. So we supported her in quitting her job and moving in with us until she got herself set up in the new area. She is living with us now as she is getting divorced again, not all her fault the dude she married was pretty shitty and a pathological liar. It wasn't a good spot for her or the kids we share so she packed up and moved into one of our extra rooms.

People are always amazed at my story. I always get "Your new wife is cool with you ex wife" or "What are you a polygamist" we're not. We just put the kids first and communicate well. We don't do child support or any court ordered money. We just talk about what needs to be spent and agree on who pays what amount, if someone feels its unfair we talk about it and work it out. We do stuff as one big family a bunch and get weird stares but it's all good cause I know the kids are good.

Good on you man. Communication is so key I’m any relationship and it’s all about the kids. I got two kids of my own. My wife and I will do whatever we need for those two.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 26, 2019, 07:05:35 AM

Quote from: HyenaChaser on October 25, 2019, 10:44:20 AM

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After confessing to the girl that I've been infatuated with for a few years and being turned down, I've been all kinds of fucked up. It bothers me a lot more than anticipated and way past the point where I'm pissed off at myself for caring so much when I've got faaaar more pressing issues on my plate. That was my first time ever doing something like that. I feel weak and impotent all the time, but never have I felt it on this level. Anyway, since doing that I've doubled down on dating apps hoping to find anyone to help me move on. As stated before I've never really seen any success with that, but since trying a few new to me apps, I feel like I make some progress and some women actually talk back to me. I get what I consider quite few bites on Hinge because the format of commenting on specific profile answers and pics plays to my strengths as a writer. It usually fizzles out because I get a lot of short conversation killing replies. It makes it clear that it's clearly going to be my job as the male to keep the conversation going which is deeply annoying enough in person let alone an app where both parties have unlimited time to formulate their next contact.

Still dealing with stress ticks. Swear to god I look like I'm having a seizure when I'm trying to go to sleep. I'm glad no one sees this shit. I'd probably get a one way ticket back to the funny farm. I probably should be there, but you know, capitalism. I don't get paid disability from the state as my job is federal. I'm trying very hard to not lose my apartment and car.

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Dude it’s crazy how much a rejection can set you back. I went on three dates with this girl that I quickly became enamored with. She shut me down and I was super fucked up. I had just come from having two simultaneous open relationships too, not bragging at all, just to say that it made me even more like “why am I tripping so hard on this?”
Anyway, it rocked my shit and even after getting with a few girls via the apps I was still so fucked up. Even almost a year later I’m like, I wish I never met that girl. I don’t know if the apps will help you or not, they kinda made it worse for me. I’m not sure how to get over these kind of things and it’s easy to hate yourself for even being so affected but I guess I’m just saying, I feel you and if it’s any consolation this shit happens I guess and you’re not the only one out there dealing with it. It kinda helps me hearing that it’s somewhat normal and a part of life.

Rejection and loneliness are pervasive as we get older, some of us whom have their core group of friends or those that have lived well adjusted lives usually don't have as many issues with rejection and loneliness juxtaposed to those that have moved constantly and had to make their own lane with solitude and come to terms with constant rejection and somewhat loneliness.

I speak of this as I am a result of being outsider as usual even with peers, I know I have spoken about my own bullshit which frankly some would tell me to go fuck myself grow up and be a man which I have for the most part, (sadly my attempts are overshadowed by my fuck ups I know how it fucks people up in trying and repeatedly getting the same piss poor excuses.

Sometimes I feel it's better to go against the grain, they've already had their scopes on you and made the same assumptions so why the fuck bother in the first place.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HyenaChaser on October 26, 2019, 10:31:53 AM

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After confessing to the girl that I've been infatuated with for a few years and being turned down, I've been all kinds of fucked up. It bothers me a lot more than anticipated and way past the point where I'm pissed off at myself for caring so much when I've got faaaar more pressing issues on my plate. That was my first time ever doing something like that. I feel weak and impotent all the time, but never have I felt it on this level. Anyway, since doing that I've doubled down on dating apps hoping to find anyone to help me move on. As stated before I've never really seen any success with that, but since trying a few new to me apps, I feel like I make some progress and some women actually talk back to me. I get what I consider quite few bites on Hinge because the format of commenting on specific profile answers and pics plays to my strengths as a writer. It usually fizzles out because I get a lot of short conversation killing replies. It makes it clear that it's clearly going to be my job as the male to keep the conversation going which is deeply annoying enough in person let alone an app where both parties have unlimited time to formulate their next contact.

Still dealing with stress ticks. Swear to god I look like I'm having a seizure when I'm trying to go to sleep. I'm glad no one sees this shit. I'd probably get a one way ticket back to the funny farm. I probably should be there, but you know, capitalism. I don't get paid disability from the state as my job is federal. I'm trying very hard to not lose my apartment and car.

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Dude it’s crazy how much a rejection can set you back. I went on three dates with this girl that I quickly became enamored with. She shut me down and I was super fucked up. I had just come from having two simultaneous open relationships too, not bragging at all, just to say that it made me even more like “why am I tripping so hard on this?”
Anyway, it rocked my shit and even after getting with a few girls via the apps I was still so fucked up. Even almost a year later I’m like, I wish I never met that girl. I don’t know if the apps will help you or not, they kinda made it worse for me. I’m not sure how to get over these kind of things and it’s easy to hate yourself for even being so affected but I guess I’m just saying, I feel you and if it’s any consolation this shit happens I guess and you’re not the only one out there dealing with it. It kinda helps me hearing that it’s somewhat normal and a part of life.

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Rejection and loneliness are pervasive as we get older, some of us whom have their core group of friends or those that have lived well adjusted lives usually don't have as many issues with rejection and loneliness juxtaposed to those that have moved constantly and had to make their own lane with solitude and come to terms with constant rejection and somewhat loneliness.

I speak of this as I am a result of being outsider as usual even with peers, I know I have spoken about my own bullshit which frankly some would tell me to go fuck myself grow up and be a man which I have for the most part, (sadly my attempts are overshadowed by my fuck ups I know how it fucks people up in trying and repeatedly getting the same piss poor excuses.

Sometimes I feel it's better to go against the grain, they've already had their scopes on you and made the same assumptions so why the fuck bother in the first place.

The isolation that comes with independence actually makes a lot of sense to me. I have moved around a fair bit and never really feel fully a part of my friend groups even though I know they would say otherwise. This certainly puts things in a different light when thought about this way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 26, 2019, 01:34:07 PM

It is harder as an adult to make friends as a whole. Being in school and at work is different but, people from work just remind you of how shitty work is/can be and then there's the fear that someone will accidentally expose you.

That being said, I think we get caught up in our heads and don't realize we click with people more than we actually have. Or aren't entirely happy with or committed to a group due to not being able to represent aspects of yourself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 26, 2019, 05:22:44 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on October 26, 2019, 01:34:07 PM

It is harder as an adult to make friends as a whole. Being in school and at work is different but, people from work just remind you of how shitty work is/can be and then there's the fear that someone will accidentally expose you.

That being said, I think we get caught up in our heads and don't realize we click with people more than we actually have. Or aren't entirely happy with or committed to a group due to not being able to represent aspects of yourself.

I get not seeking friends as of recently and now after this situation I recently was involved with I’m glad I do my thing.

dear god, I was at my local park to warm up and get some shit done I have had some issues on my ankle but that's another story entirely anyways I'm doing some exercises for ankles and shit the entire time I have this supposed bmxer whose well known and Adam 22's boy. I don't know I finally looked up who Adam 22  was and I don't care.

 anyway this guy on a bmx JUST WOULD NOT SHUT THE FUCK UP anytime he'd ask me something or stop I'd say something to question his validity he had an excuse, I'm not one to call people out on everything and I get an embellished story every now and then if it was somewhat true but had something really ridiculous thrown in there I'd concede oh that's great or NO way?! but the entirety of this interaction he unloaded his bike rode around and bitched and dropped names the entire time.


 Now mind you I had been there a good 3 hours and this dude would not shut the fuck up. Finally I had had enough and just told him in a screaming fit to shut up, shut the fuck up you are so full of shit!

I try not to let my anger get the best of me and it has been building up and one thing I hate I HATE is a liar and a fatmouth there's no reason to lie to kick it, we get it you might know some people who cares?!  I don't we aren't going to drop to our knees and suck your dick?  so just fuck off with that shit.


I’ve mentioned this before one things you’re not stoked on. This Scenario recently really really has shaped my opinion of trying to branch out. I know it sucks being lonely but to me it seems like life is a huge pissing contest.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on October 28, 2019, 01:10:08 AM

Yesterday I was helping some of my family clean out an aunt's place, and while I was moving a box out of a storage space, I found about a  2/3 full 90 bottle (so roughly 60 pills) of .5 Alprazolams (generic Xanax).

They were prescribed to my grandmother who passed away about 5 years, and had clearly been sitting in the middle of this box at the bottom of a closet since then.

Should I feel like a scumbag for pocketing them?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 28, 2019, 03:12:03 AM

Quote from: childhood on October 28, 2019, 01:10:08 AM

Yesterday I was helping some of my family clean out an aunt's place, and while I was moving a box out of a storage space, I found about a  2/3 full 90 bottle (so roughly 60 pills) of .5 Alprazolams (generic Xanax).

They were prescribed to my grandmother who passed away about 5 years, and had clearly been sitting in the middle of this box at the bottom of a closet since then.

Should I feel like a scumbag for pocketing them?

Nope they’ve probably got a delayed half life so be easy when taking them.

I use to work at a thrift store checking pockets and have pocketed jewelry and other things that shouldn’t have been there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 28, 2019, 09:48:54 AM

Quote from: childhood on October 28, 2019, 01:10:08 AM

Yesterday I was helping some of my family clean out an aunt's place, and while I was moving a box out of a storage space, I found about a  2/3 full 90 bottle (so roughly 60 pills) of .5 Alprazolams (generic Xanax).

They were prescribed to my grandmother who passed away about 5 years, and had clearly been sitting in the middle of this box at the bottom of a closet since then.

Should I feel like a scumbag for pocketing them?

If you're a real drug addict, it’s only 2/10 on the scumbag scale. I've done much worse. Then again, you probably a scumbag for other shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on October 28, 2019, 04:22:30 PM

My grandma is gonna start haunting me for popping her xans, but I'll be barred out so I won't even care.

Think this came up a few pages back, but I watch Great British Bakeoff with my mom sometimes, it's fun.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 28, 2019, 06:45:58 PM

Not into BBWs but I'd put out for Lizzo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on October 28, 2019, 06:47:40 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on October 28, 2019, 06:45:58 PM

Not into BBWs but I'd put out for Lizzo

She got that juice

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 28, 2019, 07:00:41 PM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on October 28, 2019, 06:47:40 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on October 28, 2019, 06:45:58 PM

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Not into BBWs but I'd put out for Lizzo

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She got that juice

She's low key bad but, cute at the same time

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS ERA on October 28, 2019, 07:06:52 PM

Oh fuck I didn’t know this was an active thread.

Hi I’m VHS and I’m a scumbag, as far as monogamy goes. It’s bad. I love my girl and our life together. Don’t want to change it. I also love smashing random new pussy if she’s out of town and not sure I’ll ever stop.

I don’t even know if I wanna divulge the level of line crossing I achieved last week. If I was single it would be something to brag about.

I keep a pretty strict code of these chicks being meaningless hookups who I don’t talk to much, if ever, after, but I am kinda scared one of them will be amazing and I’ll fall in love with her or some shit and i really don’t want feelings involved in this.

Idk man I’m having my cake (amazing happy relationship) and eating it (secret new pussy) too. Am I going to hell or what.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on October 28, 2019, 07:08:22 PM

Every white girl that I’m in love with is in love with Lizzo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 28, 2019, 07:14:51 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on October 28, 2019, 07:08:22 PM

Every white girl that I’m in love with is in love with Lizzo

She blew up and Truth Hurts has also been my guilty Hot Girl Summer Anthem. But she's been pro body image, I can see white girls going nuts over it.

That being said, I just found out she was on Desus and Mero 2 years ago.


@VHS that seems part of this trend I've seen with a lot of people that they want a steady "homebase" they can turn to for emotional support and relationship stuff but, the want to venture off and having someone to turn to when rejected.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS ERA on October 28, 2019, 07:19:23 PM

I just like variety. I don’t think marrying the hottest girl in the world would change that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 28, 2019, 07:25:37 PM

Quote from: VHS ERA on October 28, 2019, 07:19:23 PM

I just like variety. I don’t think marrying the hottest girl in the world would change that.

Probably wouldn't and I can see why.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 28, 2019, 10:56:42 PM

Quote from: VHS ERA on October 28, 2019, 07:19:23 PM

I just like variety. I don’t think marrying the hottest girl in the world would change that.

Why be in relationship to begin with? You say you love her but it doesn’t sound like it. I'm saying this because I'm pretty sure I don't have the ability to love a girl. Don't really know what it means.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: landedprimo on October 28, 2019, 11:44:08 PM

Quote from: VHS ERA on October 28, 2019, 07:06:52 PM

Idk man I’m having my cake (amazing happy relationship) and eating it (secret new pussy) too. Am I going to hell or what.

You seem to be aware that this is the dick thing to do, so why not end it with this current girl? Then you can do whatever you want without the attached guilt.

I don't know if I'm following the proper guidelines of this thread or not. So, tell me if I'm doing it wrong.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on October 29, 2019, 12:58:41 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on October 28, 2019, 10:56:42 PM

I'm saying this because I'm pretty sure I don't have the ability to love a girl. Don't really know what it means.

i thought so too about myself. but then i met her. maybe you will soon*
* YWS, yes i know

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 29, 2019, 02:25:59 AM

Quote from: somethingmustbreaknow on October 29, 2019, 12:58:41 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on October 28, 2019, 10:56:42 PM

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I'm saying this because I'm pretty sure I don't have the ability to love a girl. Don't really know what it means.

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i thought so too about myself. but then i met her. maybe you will soon*
* YWS, yes i know

Well, I am in a relationship right now and trying my best to do good things. We´ll see.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on October 29, 2019, 05:08:11 AM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on October 28, 2019, 06:47:40 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on October 28, 2019, 06:45:58 PM

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Not into BBWs but I'd put out for Lizzo

[close]

She got that juice

Her appearance aside, I wouldn't fuck her solely because I would rather get a root canal while simultaneously getting my dick cut off than listen to her music.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on October 29, 2019, 05:11:28 AM

Quote from: VHS ERA on October 28, 2019, 07:06:52 PM

Oh fuck I didn’t know this was an active thread.

Hi I’m VHS and I’m a scumbag, as far as monogamy goes. It’s bad. I love my girl and our life together. Don’t want to change it. I also love smashing random new pussy if she’s out of town and not sure I’ll ever stop.

I don’t even know if I wanna divulge the level of line crossing I achieved last week. If I was single it would be something to brag about.

I keep a pretty strict code of these chicks being meaningless hookups who I don’t talk to much, if ever, after, but I am kinda scared one of them will be amazing and I’ll fall in love with her or some shit and i really don’t want feelings involved in this.

Idk man I’m having my cake (amazing happy relationship) and eating it (secret new pussy) too. Am I going to hell or what.

It's human nature man. I've been married for 11 years and have 2 kids (never cheated), but I still want to bang every random hot piece of ass that I see.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on October 29, 2019, 02:30:34 PM

Quote from: DanTheDoucher on October 29, 2019, 05:11:28 AM

Quote from: VHS ERA on October 28, 2019, 07:06:52 PM

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Oh fuck I didn’t know this was an active thread.

Hi I’m VHS and I’m a scumbag, as far as monogamy goes. It’s bad. I love my girl and our life together. Don’t want to change it. I also love smashing random new pussy if she’s out of town and not sure I’ll ever stop.

I don’t even know if I wanna divulge the level of line crossing I achieved last week. If I was single it would be something to brag about.

I keep a pretty strict code of these chicks being meaningless hookups who I don’t talk to much, if ever, after, but I am kinda scared one of them will be amazing and I’ll fall in love with her or some shit and i really don’t want feelings involved in this.

Idk man I’m having my cake (amazing happy relationship) and eating it (secret new pussy) too. Am I going to hell or what.

[close]

It's human nature man. I've been married for 11 years and have 2 kids (never cheated), but I still want to bang every random hot piece of ass that I see.

thats our primal instinct

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS ERA on October 29, 2019, 06:46:18 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on October 28, 2019, 10:56:42 PM

Quote from: VHS ERA on October 28, 2019, 07:19:23 PM

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I just like variety. I don’t think marrying the hottest girl in the world would change that.

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Why be in relationship to begin with? You say you love her but it doesn’t sound like it. I'm saying this because I'm pretty sure I don't have the ability to love a girl. Don't really know what it means.

I do.
To be clear I’m not banging broads every weekend, 90% of the time my life is go to work, maybe go skate, come home have dinner with my girl and be happy.

When she occasionally travels or stays over a friends or something, I take... an aggressive vacation from that life and am liable to smash everyone.

Idk I’ve managed to compartmentalize meaningless sex vs a real relationship but yeah no my life would be a wreck if I fucked this up.

Unrelated your rep is -666 and that’s pretty metal.

Quote from: DanTheDoucher on October 29, 2019, 05:11:28 AM

Quote from: VHS ERA on October 28, 2019, 07:06:52 PM

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Oh fuck I didn’t know this was an active thread.

Hi I’m VHS and I’m a scumbag, as far as monogamy goes. It’s bad. I love my girl and our life together. Don’t want to change it. I also love smashing random new pussy if she’s out of town and not sure I’ll ever stop.

I don’t even know if I wanna divulge the level of line crossing I achieved last week. If I was single it would be something to brag about.

I keep a pretty strict code of these chicks being meaningless hookups who I don’t talk to much, if ever, after, but I am kinda scared one of them will be amazing and I’ll fall in love with her or some shit and i really don’t want feelings involved in this.

Idk man I’m having my cake (amazing happy relationship) and eating it (secret new pussy) too. Am I going to hell or what.

[close]

It's human nature man. I've been married for 11 years and have 2 kids (never cheated), but I still want to bang every random hot piece of ass that I see.

Well, if you want to stay off team scumbag my advice is dont slip up and do it once. I was faithful for years with no prob until that one time I opened Pandora’s box (lol) and I been trash since.

What’s fucked up is if they are really hot I can’t honestly say I regret it. I kinda feel like life is too short to NOT have these experiences. Not always but sometimes I’ll be riding home at night after, thinking... yeah ok holy shit.... worth it. Scumbag 4 life.

Shoutout SLAP for more of you telling me to get right rather than high fiving me. I’m impressed with your morality. I know my fellow garbage men gotta be on here too though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Diocletian on October 29, 2019, 10:17:15 PM

Usually the first 3-4 months are amazing in a new relationship. Then month 5 hits and I reeeeeally start to get bothered by all the aspects of her that I don’t like and I’ll often begin to feel indifferent about the whole thing. Some relationships definitely lasted a long time and I never cheated, because you gotta take the good with the bad. Sometimes you just know she’s worth it. I’d choose to just jerk off instead of swiping on the apps. But other times I chose the latter, and got easy matches and cheated. Probably wasn’t the right way to go about it, but when you’re fed up and emotional along with wanting to get knee deep in some gash, you choose the whole “me first” route. And to be honest, I don’t regret it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 29, 2019, 10:19:27 PM

Quote from: VHS ERA on October 29, 2019, 06:46:18 PM

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I just like variety. I don’t think marrying the hottest girl in the world would change that.

[close]

Why be in relationship to begin with? You say you love her but it doesn’t sound like it. I'm saying this because I'm pretty sure I don't have the ability to love a girl. Don't really know what it means.

[close]

I do.
To be clear I’m not banging broads every weekend, 90% of the time my life is go to work, maybe go skate, come home have dinner with my girl and be happy.

When she occasionally travels or stays over a friends or something, I take... an aggressive vacation from that life and am liable to smash everyone.

Idk I’ve managed to compartmentalize meaningless sex vs a real relationship but yeah no my life would be a wreck if I fucked this up.

Unrelated your rep is -666 and that’s pretty metal.

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Oh fuck I didn’t know this was an active thread.

Hi I’m VHS and I’m a scumbag, as far as monogamy goes. It’s bad. I love my girl and our life together. Don’t want to change it. I also love smashing random new pussy if she’s out of town and not sure I’ll ever stop.

I don’t even know if I wanna divulge the level of line crossing I achieved last week. If I was single it would be something to brag about.

I keep a pretty strict code of these chicks being meaningless hookups who I don’t talk to much, if ever, after, but I am kinda scared one of them will be amazing and I’ll fall in love with her or some shit and i really don’t want feelings involved in this.

Idk man I’m having my cake (amazing happy relationship) and eating it (secret new pussy) too. Am I going to hell or what.

[close]

It's human nature man. I've been married for 11 years and have 2 kids (never cheated), but I still want to bang every random hot piece of ass that I see.

[close]

Well, if you want to stay off team scumbag my advice is dont slip up and do it once. I was faithful for years with no prob until that one time I opened Pandora’s box (lol) and I been trash since.

What’s fucked up is if they are really hot I can’t honestly say I regret it. I kinda feel like life is too short to NOT have these experiences. Not always but sometimes I’ll be riding home at night after, thinking... yeah ok holy shit.... worth it. Scumbag 4 life.

Shoutout SLAP for more of you telling me to get right rather than high fiving me. I’m impressed with your morality. I know my fellow garbage men gotta be on here too though.

Win if you may, lose if you must, but ALWAYS cheat! 

And remember, "everyone steals shrimp and everyone lies about it".

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 30, 2019, 12:59:08 AM

By the way, I'm super scared to be cheated on but refuse to cheat myself.

As an ex- drug addict, I must practice discipline, no matter what.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on October 30, 2019, 03:00:37 AM

I don't understand cheating. If you want to be in a relationship, then be in one, and make the rules with your partner. Propose an open relationship if that's your thing.

If you want to fuck a bunch of folks, why be in a relationship? That's a perfectly valid life to live.

I think the big problem is that we're supposed to be monogamous and in a relationship with one person only based on tradition. And people that are single are losers. People that fuck a lot of people are sluts. People in monogamous relationships are "normal".

Not passing judgement, do your thing. I think there are just a lot of arbitrary rules that force us to think in a restrained way. We're all animals after all, and we're all different from each other, there shouldn't be any normal thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on October 30, 2019, 03:53:25 AM

While I think cheating is abhorrent I also think that being stupid enough to get caught is the real slap in the face. If you’re going to do something be smart enough to not get caught, that way the guilt is yours and not your significant others

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 30, 2019, 04:48:00 AM

I'm on team scumbag, I've had my cheating moments with loved ones and with some gals that I downright loathed. As I have said before on another thread.  I've been too honest with my ex's and I guess it's my own suffering I chose to bring in my life.

When I was younger I've considered my bullshit an engine of chaos and self depreciation it's an attractive lifestyle but boy does it get you in some hot water quick. the choice is yours and if you can hang and keep it up like a bad soap opera or a Twin Peaks love triangle go for it, especially if there's no love or attachment with the side piece.

However to say that there's no emotions or attachment involved it's bullshit everyone wants something for another a tic for tat yada yada etc etc you know the story.

My advice would be if you can set up a favorable threesome where she chooses the gal or find another avenue to rekindle the passion you are missing, because as we all know after so long the same stale cereal kinda gets boring.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 30, 2019, 06:02:33 AM

While I believe in holding space, I may have gotten too focused on OP. That being said, it is unfair to their significant other. At this point may as well talk to their person and get abuse of the relationship and discuss how they feel about the relationship. Maybe there is a mutual feeling and can reach some understanding?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DanTheDoucher on October 30, 2019, 06:35:48 AM

Quote from: Diocletian on October 29, 2019, 10:17:15 PM

Usually the first 3-4 months are amazing in a new relationship. Then month 5 hits and I reeeeeally start to get bothered by all the aspects of her that I don’t like and I’ll often begin to feel indifferent about the whole thing. Some relationships definitely lasted a long time and I never cheated, because you gotta take the good with the bad. Sometimes you just know she’s worth it. I’d choose to just jerk off instead of swiping on the apps. But other times I chose the latter, and got easy matches and cheated. Probably wasn’t the right way to go about it, but when you’re fed up and emotional along with wanting to get knee deep in some gash, you choose the whole “me first” route. And to be honest, I don’t regret it.

I'm currently laughing out loud at my desk at this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS ERA on October 30, 2019, 02:14:59 PM

Quote from: Diocletian on October 29, 2019, 10:17:15 PM

Usually the first 3-4 months are amazing in a new relationship. Then month 5 hits and I reeeeeally start to get bothered by all the aspects of her that I don’t like and I’ll often begin to feel indifferent about the whole thing. Some relationships definitely lasted a long time and I never cheated, because you gotta take the good with the bad. Sometimes you just know she’s worth it. I’d choose to just jerk off instead of swiping on the apps. But other times I chose the latter, and got easy matches and cheated. Probably wasn’t the right way to go about it, but when you’re fed up and emotional along with wanting to get knee deep in some gash, you choose the whole “me first” route. And to be honest, I don’t regret it.

This shit kills me. Harshest terminology lol. Who says that again? British? Australia?

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I just like variety. I don’t think marrying the hottest girl in the world would change that.

[close]

Why be in relationship to begin with? You say you love her but it doesn’t sound like it. I'm saying this because I'm pretty sure I don't have the ability to love a girl. Don't really know what it means.

[close]

I do.
To be clear I’m not banging broads every weekend, 90% of the time my life is go to work, maybe go skate, come home have dinner with my girl and be happy.

When she occasionally travels or stays over a friends or something, I take... an aggressive vacation from that life and am liable to smash everyone.

Idk I’ve managed to compartmentalize meaningless sex vs a real relationship but yeah no my life would be a wreck if I fucked this up.

Unrelated your rep is -666 and that’s pretty metal.

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Oh fuck I didn’t know this was an active thread.

Hi I’m VHS and I’m a scumbag, as far as monogamy goes. It’s bad. I love my girl and our life together. Don’t want to change it. I also love smashing random new pussy if she’s out of town and not sure I’ll ever stop.

I don’t even know if I wanna divulge the level of line crossing I achieved last week. If I was single it would be something to brag about.

I keep a pretty strict code of these chicks being meaningless hookups who I don’t talk to much, if ever, after, but I am kinda scared one of them will be amazing and I’ll fall in love with her or some shit and i really don’t want feelings involved in this.

Idk man I’m having my cake (amazing happy relationship) and eating it (secret new pussy) too. Am I going to hell or what.

[close]

It's human nature man. I've been married for 11 years and have 2 kids (never cheated), but I still want to bang every random hot piece of ass that I see.

[close]

Well, if you want to stay off team scumbag my advice is dont slip up and do it once. I was faithful for years with no prob until that one time I opened Pandora’s box (lol) and I been trash since.

What’s fucked up is if they are really hot I can’t honestly say I regret it. I kinda feel like life is too short to NOT have these experiences. Not always but sometimes I’ll be riding home at night after, thinking... yeah ok holy shit.... worth it. Scumbag 4 life.

Shoutout SLAP for more of you telling me to get right rather than high fiving me. I’m impressed with your morality. I know my fellow garbage men gotta be on here too though.

[close]

Win if you may, lose if you must, but ALWAYS cheat! 

And remember, "everyone steals shrimp and everyone lies about it".

Gnar’d for this reference

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on October 30, 2019, 09:02:04 PM

VHS, no judgment here at all, but I have a few questions:

What would happen if your girl caught you cheating? Does the thought of this keep you constantly paranoid or are you emotionally numb to it at this point?

How would you feel if she was having sex with random guys every time she'd go on her trips?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on October 30, 2019, 09:49:07 PM

can we change your name to DVDA

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 30, 2019, 10:27:29 PM

Quote from: smokecrack on October 30, 2019, 09:02:04 PM

VHS, no judgment here at all, but I have a few questions:

What would happen if your girl caught you cheating? Does the thought of this keep you constantly paranoid or are you emotionally numb to it at this point?
How would you feel if she was having sex with random guys every time she'd go on her trips?

Important questions.  I wasn't going to ask, but can we assume she's on her best behaviour out there?  I like to think so, but If it came to light that she wasn't, would you come clean, or use it as leverage, bypassing 33rd degree, advancing to "Illuminati" level scumbaggery?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: roba on October 31, 2019, 02:28:01 AM

i've a girlfriend now, i've known her for like 3 years and been trying to hook up with her for a couple months and it finally worked out. she skates, listens (mostly) to the same music as me and shit so it's kinda cool but i'm not sure if i made the right decision because i like her too much to even think about not being able to do shit with her, and because of my past relationships the only thing i think about is when she's going to leave me, i've never had luck with girls (i'm talking long-term). i kinda wish we would just stay friends but even then i'd feel weird. i should be happy and i wish i could but i can't really, these hoes got me fucked up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 31, 2019, 04:36:29 AM

Quote from: roba on October 31, 2019, 02:28:01 AM

i've a girlfriend now, i've known her for like 3 years and been trying to hook up with her for a couple months and it finally worked out. she skates, listens (mostly) to the same music as me and shit so it's kinda cool but i'm not sure if i made the right decision because i like her too much to even think about not being able to do shit with her, and because of my past relationships the only thing i think about is when she's going to leave me, i've never had luck with girls (i'm talking long-term). i kinda wish we would just stay friends but even then i'd feel weird. i should be happy and i wish i could but i can't really, these hoes got me fucked up

I wouldn't be so quick to blow yourself out of this set, just yet, for a wise man once said:

"Tis better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all".

WHY friendzone yourself?  Why leave port or set sail at all, but for the chance at the ultimate catch? 

With so many anglers out there struggling to get a "fish on" this would be downright shellfish of you to just toss one back in the sea, so cavalier-ly.  NO.  You will NOT do this.

Your ship may have taken on some water there soldier, but you listen to me now, Private Joker.  This is tha Cap'n speaking.  Your orders are to "stay the course" and deliver this woman to port. You will continue to bail water, make necessary amends, and see how far you can sail her.

Your fellow seamen aboard the S.S. Slap will be en-route to assist you on your voyage.  Tides will rise and fall, rogue waves may crash your hull, and hurricanes may try to capsize you, but you WILL dock this woman or "stand tall before the man". 

Now answer my question.   

Whose side are you on, son?  Don't you love your woman?  YES? Then how about getting with the program?  Why don't you jump on the team and come in for the big win?   Son, all I've ever asked of my sailors is to obey my commands and deliver fish to home port.  It's a hard ball world, son.  We've gotta keep our heads til this whole SIMP phase blows over.

 Skipper, over and out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: landedprimo on October 31, 2019, 04:58:57 AM

Quote from: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 30, 2019, 10:27:29 PM

Quote from: smokecrack on October 30, 2019, 09:02:04 PM

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VHS, no judgment here at all, but I have a few questions:

What would happen if your girl caught you cheating? Does the thought of this keep you constantly paranoid or are you emotionally numb to it at this point?
How would you feel if she was having sex with random guys every time she'd go on her trips?

[close]

Important questions.  I wasn't going to ask, but can we assume she's on her best behaviour out there?  I like to think so, but If it came to light that she wasn't, would you come clean, or use it as leverage, bypassing 33rd degree, advancing to "Illuminati" level scumbaggery?

Wouldn't it be obligatory to hunker down and be all "Oh, you mother fucker. How could you?".

In that case, you had to find out on your own. Let them do their own work too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 31, 2019, 05:18:52 AM

as they say a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush which is absolutely true.

 I've been a shitbag beforehand and I feel guilty for my own involvement.

  Remember women can get luckier then a 4 leaf clover vs.a dude.

Lets be honest fellas for every gal you've bagged and tagged ladies have had more than you especially if they had a slut phase.

Whatever the case maybe it's better to be honest as you can lose that weight hanging off your head.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 31, 2019, 03:42:04 PM

Quote from: DarthDingusMaximus on October 31, 2019, 05:18:52 AM

as they say a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush which is absolutely true.

 I've been a shitbag beforehand and I feel guilty for my own involvement.

  Remember women can get luckier then a 4 leaf clover vs.a dude.

Lets be honest fellas for every gal you've bagged and tagged ladies have had more than you especially if they had a slut phase.


Agreed.  Mr. Rock covers this subject very well with his "7 dick curve" theory, seen here:

https://youtu.be/y95pb3-feiM (https://youtu.be/y95pb3-feiM)

Whatever the case maybe it's better to be honest as you can lose that weight hanging off your head.


This is the real question, isn't it?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 31, 2019, 11:14:04 PM

Quote from: LandonPrimo on October 31, 2019, 04:58:57 AM

Quote from: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 30, 2019, 10:27:29 PM

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Quote from: smokecrack on October 30, 2019, 09:02:04 PM

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VHS, no judgment here at all, but I have a few questions:

What would happen if your girl caught you cheating? Does the thought of this keep you constantly paranoid or are you emotionally numb to it at this point?
How would you feel if she was having sex with random guys every time she'd go on her trips?

[close]

Important questions.  I wasn't going to ask, but can we assume she's on her best behaviour out there?  I like to think so, but If it came to light that she wasn't, would you come clean, or use it as leverage, bypassing 33rd degree, advancing to "Illuminati" level scumbaggery?

[close]

Wouldn't it be obligatory to hunker down and be all "Oh, you mother fucker. How could you?".

In that case, you had to find out on your own. Let them do their own work too.

See, I don't know that the hunker-down IS necessarily "obligatory" in VHS's (or any of us card-carrying members of the "Fraternal Order of Free and Accepted Scumbags") case, but that is certainly the question.

The answer to which I believe DOES impact our degree of mastery of the "lex non scripta" of Scumbaggonry.

I suppose the manner by which the "dirty deeds" come to light, should be given SOME consideration.  Or should they?

Remember, the bigger crime than the cheating itself, is the getting caught.  It's rude.  It's lazy and disrespectful.  Plot, ploy, scheme, creep, and definitely LIE. Deny, deny, deny.  It takes work. 

But, you know what a lie is? It's showing that you care.  It's a little respect is what it is.  It's saying "I care too much about your feelings to allow you to be exposed to the filthy, smutty, truth".  And besides, a well told lie is just as good as the truth anyways.

So, let's say hypothetically VHS busts her cold.  Walks in one day to her engaged in the most depraved acts of sexual theater known to man, there may (or may not) be quad amputees involved, but YEAH, that's an auto-hunker all day.

At that point (again, hypothetically, NO disrespect to the actual woman and still assuming that in REALITY, she is comfy with VHS and hasn't a cheating bone in her body), not only is she a ho, she a rude, lazy, disrespectful ho, with NO manners.  Didn't take enough care to fly below the radar and now she MUST be destroyed.  And if that dame wants any dirt on me, she can hire a "Pet Dick".

But what if she "excercises her own demons" and drops all her stashes voluntarily?  Does it change anything?  Should it change anything?  Must she still be destroyed?

She may have turned herself in, but she is still CAUGHT and THAT is the worst thing.  Right?

However, the moral question I have at this point is, can we of the Fraternal Order, with knowledge of our own transgressions, allow the women (and men) that we supposedly LOVE, to shoulder 100% of the guilt that we KNOW deep down is equally ours to bare?

I believe this to be the point where the whole "house of cards" comes tumbling down for some.

Does VHS use this as a cue to drop his own stashes, let go of the guilt (assuming there is any) and level the emotional playing field with his woman as some members have claimed maybe best? 

Does he "keep it zipped" and parlay this into the proverbial "get out of jail free card" he keeps tucked in his wallet, next to his Trojan, JUST in case he ever slips up?

Or does he drop her like a bad habit, never giving her the satisfaction of a response?  Her punishment for being the one to get CAUGHT?

Or does he ___________?

I believe that our chosen course of action DOES determine our degree of mastery and to achieve 'Illuminati" level, you must always choose the path that YOU believe to be the most morally repugnant.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on November 01, 2019, 02:42:03 PM

Quote from: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 31, 2019, 11:14:04 PM

Quote from: LandonPrimo on October 31, 2019, 04:58:57 AM

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Quote from: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 30, 2019, 10:27:29 PM

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Quote from: smokecrack on October 30, 2019, 09:02:04 PM

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VHS, no judgment here at all, but I have a few questions:

What would happen if your girl caught you cheating? Does the thought of this keep you constantly paranoid or are you emotionally numb to it at this point?
How would you feel if she was having sex with random guys every time she'd go on her trips?

[close]

Important questions.  I wasn't going to ask, but can we assume she's on her best behaviour out there?  I like to think so, but If it came to light that she wasn't, would you come clean, or use it as leverage, bypassing 33rd degree, advancing to "Illuminati" level scumbaggery?

[close]

Wouldn't it be obligatory to hunker down and be all "Oh, you mother fucker. How could you?".

In that case, you had to find out on your own. Let them do their own work too.

[close]

See, I don't know that the hunker-down IS necessarily "obligatory" in VHS's (or any of us card-carrying members of the "Fraternal Order of Free and Accepted Scumbags") case, but that is certainly the question.

The answer to which I believe DOES impact our degree of mastery of the "lex non scripta" of Scumbaggonry.

I suppose the manner by which the "dirty deeds" come to light, should be given SOME consideration.  Or should they?

Remember, the bigger crime than the cheating itself, is the getting caught.  It's rude.  It's lazy and disrespectful.  Plot, ploy, scheme, creep, and definitely LIE. Deny, deny, deny.  It takes work. 

But, you know what a lie is? It's showing that you care.  It's a little respect is what it is.  It's saying "I care too much about your feelings to allow you to be exposed to the filthy, smutty, truth".  And besides, a well told lie is just as good as the truth anyways.

So, let's say hypothetically VHS busts her cold.  Walks in one day to her engaged in the most depraved acts of sexual theater known to man, there may (or may not) be quad amputees involved, but YEAH, that's an auto-hunker all day.

At that point (again, hypothetically, NO disrespect to the actual woman and still assuming that in REALITY, she is comfy with VHS and hasn't a cheating bone in her body), not only is she a ho, she a rude, lazy, disrespectful ho, with NO manners.  Didn't take enough care to fly below the radar and now she MUST be destroyed.  And if that dame wants any dirt on me, she can hire a "Pet Dick".

But what if she "excercises her own demons" and drops all her stashes voluntarily?  Does it change anything?  Should it change anything?  Must she still be destroyed?

She may have turned herself in, but she is still CAUGHT and THAT is the worst thing.  Right?

However, the moral question I have at this point is, can we of the Fraternal Order, with knowledge of our own transgressions, allow the women (and men) that we supposedly LOVE, to shoulder 100% of the guilt that we KNOW deep down is equally ours to bare?

I believe this to be the point where the whole "house of cards" comes tumbling down for some.

Does VHS use this as a cue to drop his own stashes, let go of the guilt (assuming there is any) and level the emotional playing field with his woman as some members have claimed maybe best? 

Does he "keep it zipped" and parlay this into the proverbial "get out of jail free card" he keeps tucked in his wallet, next to his Trojan, JUST in case he ever slips up?

Or does he drop her like a bad habit, never giving her the satisfaction of a response?  Her punishment for being the one to get CAUGHT?

Or does he ___________?

I believe that our chosen course of action DOES determine our degree of mastery and to achieve 'Illuminati" level, you must always choose the path that YOU believe to be the most morally repugnant.

you're kind of a fucken dork man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on November 01, 2019, 03:15:28 PM

Quote from: Dr-Feelgood on November 01, 2019, 02:42:03 PM

Quote from: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 31, 2019, 11:14:04 PM

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Quote from: LandonPrimo on October 31, 2019, 04:58:57 AM

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Quote from: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 30, 2019, 10:27:29 PM

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Quote from: smokecrack on October 30, 2019, 09:02:04 PM

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VHS, no judgment here at all, but I have a few questions:

What would happen if your girl caught you cheating? Does the thought of this keep you constantly paranoid or are you emotionally numb to it at this point?
How would you feel if she was having sex with random guys every time she'd go on her trips?

[close]

Important questions.  I wasn't going to ask, but can we assume she's on her best behaviour out there?  I like to think so, but If it came to light that she wasn't, would you come clean, or use it as leverage, bypassing 33rd degree, advancing to "Illuminati" level scumbaggery?

[close]

Wouldn't it be obligatory to hunker down and be all "Oh, you mother fucker. How could you?".

In that case, you had to find out on your own. Let them do their own work too.

[close]

See, I don't know that the hunker-down IS necessarily "obligatory" in VHS's (or any of us card-carrying members of the "Fraternal Order of Free and Accepted Scumbags") case, but that is certainly the question.

The answer to which I believe DOES impact our degree of mastery of the "lex non scripta" of Scumbaggonry.

I suppose the manner by which the "dirty deeds" come to light, should be given SOME consideration.  Or should they?

Remember, the bigger crime than the cheating itself, is the getting caught.  It's rude.  It's lazy and disrespectful.  Plot, ploy, scheme, creep, and definitely LIE. Deny, deny, deny.  It takes work. 

But, you know what a lie is? It's showing that you care.  It's a little respect is what it is.  It's saying "I care too much about your feelings to allow you to be exposed to the filthy, smutty, truth".  And besides, a well told lie is just as good as the truth anyways.

So, let's say hypothetically VHS busts her cold.  Walks in one day to her engaged in the most depraved acts of sexual theater known to man, there may (or may not) be quad amputees involved, but YEAH, that's an auto-hunker all day.

At that point (again, hypothetically, NO disrespect to the actual woman and still assuming that in REALITY, she is comfy with VHS and hasn't a cheating bone in her body), not only is she a ho, she a rude, lazy, disrespectful ho, with NO manners.  Didn't take enough care to fly below the radar and now she MUST be destroyed.  And if that dame wants any dirt on me, she can hire a "Pet Dick".

But what if she "excercises her own demons" and drops all her stashes voluntarily?  Does it change anything?  Should it change anything?  Must she still be destroyed?

She may have turned herself in, but she is still CAUGHT and THAT is the worst thing.  Right?

However, the moral question I have at this point is, can we of the Fraternal Order, with knowledge of our own transgressions, allow the women (and men) that we supposedly LOVE, to shoulder 100% of the guilt that we KNOW deep down is equally ours to bare?

I believe this to be the point where the whole "house of cards" comes tumbling down for some.

Does VHS use this as a cue to drop his own stashes, let go of the guilt (assuming there is any) and level the emotional playing field with his woman as some members have claimed maybe best? 

Does he "keep it zipped" and parlay this into the proverbial "get out of jail free card" he keeps tucked in his wallet, next to his Trojan, JUST in case he ever slips up?

Or does he drop her like a bad habit, never giving her the satisfaction of a response?  Her punishment for being the one to get CAUGHT?

Or does he ___________?

I believe that our chosen course of action DOES determine our degree of mastery and to achieve 'Illuminati" level, you must always choose the path that YOU believe to be the most morally repugnant.

[close]

you're kind of a fucken dork man

As usual Doc, coming from "Costanza, LORD of the Dorks", I appreciate the compliment.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on November 01, 2019, 03:49:26 PM

Quote from: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 31, 2019, 11:14:04 PM

Quote from: LandonPrimo on October 31, 2019, 04:58:57 AM

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Quote from: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on October 30, 2019, 10:27:29 PM

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Quote from: smokecrack on October 30, 2019, 09:02:04 PM

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VHS, no judgment here at all, but I have a few questions:

What would happen if your girl caught you cheating? Does the thought of this keep you constantly paranoid or are you emotionally numb to it at this point?
How would you feel if she was having sex with random guys every time she'd go on her trips?

[close]

Important questions.  I wasn't going to ask, but can we assume she's on her best behaviour out there?  I like to think so, but If it came to light that she wasn't, would you come clean, or use it as leverage, bypassing 33rd degree, advancing to "Illuminati" level scumbaggery?

[close]

Wouldn't it be obligatory to hunker down and be all "Oh, you mother fucker. How could you?".

In that case, you had to find out on your own. Let them do their own work too.

[close]

See, I don't know that the hunker-down IS necessarily "obligatory" in VHS's (or any of us card-carrying members of the "Fraternal Order of Free and Accepted Scumbags") case, but that is certainly the question.

The answer to which I believe DOES impact our degree of mastery of the "lex non scripta" of Scumbaggonry.

I suppose the manner by which the "dirty deeds" come to light, should be given SOME consideration.  Or should they?

Remember, the bigger crime than the cheating itself, is the getting caught.  It's rude.  It's lazy and disrespectful.  Plot, ploy, scheme, creep, and definitely LIE. Deny, deny, deny.  It takes work. 

But, you know what a lie is? It's showing that you care.  It's a little respect is what it is.  It's saying "I care too much about your feelings to allow you to be exposed to the filthy, smutty, truth".  And besides, a well told lie is just as good as the truth anyways.

So, let's say hypothetically VHS busts her cold.  Walks in one day to her engaged in the most depraved acts of sexual theater known to man, there may (or may not) be quad amputees involved, but YEAH, that's an auto-hunker all day.

At that point (again, hypothetically, NO disrespect to the actual woman and still assuming that in REALITY, she is comfy with VHS and hasn't a cheating bone in her body), not only is she a ho, she a rude, lazy, disrespectful ho, with NO manners.  Didn't take enough care to fly below the radar and now she MUST be destroyed.  And if that dame wants any dirt on me, she can hire a "Pet Dick".

But what if she "excercises her own demons" and drops all her stashes voluntarily?  Does it change anything?  Should it change anything?  Must she still be destroyed?

She may have turned herself in, but she is still CAUGHT and THAT is the worst thing.  Right?

However, the moral question I have at this point is, can we of the Fraternal Order, with knowledge of our own transgressions, allow the women (and men) that we supposedly LOVE, to shoulder 100% of the guilt that we KNOW deep down is equally ours to bare?

I believe this to be the point where the whole "house of cards" comes tumbling down for some.

Does VHS use this as a cue to drop his own stashes, let go of the guilt (assuming there is any) and level the emotional playing field with his woman as some members have claimed maybe best? 

Does he "keep it zipped" and parlay this into the proverbial "get out of jail free card" he keeps tucked in his wallet, next to his Trojan, JUST in case he ever slips up?

Or does he drop her like a bad habit, never giving her the satisfaction of a response?  Her punishment for being the one to get CAUGHT?

Or does he ___________?

I believe that our chosen course of action DOES determine our degree of mastery and to achieve 'Illuminati" level, you must always choose the path that YOU believe to be the most morally repugnant.

See this is why I’ll give advice on a variety of subjects but I believe it’s better to stay uninvolved. IRL


Had a close friend of mine who was in a situation similar with his longtime gal but she was batshit insane.

He was definitely caught up in her snare of craziness. Fights accusations shit flying around screaming at random people who were there.

At one point she had a kid (another dude beforehand) she was using against him as leverage against him leaving and saying shit like you leave I’m going to call dcf and cops saying that you diddled my kid. Really fucked up shit.


I ended up getting into a case of fisticuffs with his ex too, she could scrap.

So one night I gotta frantic call from my homie and I had to do a exit strategy and scooped him up as he was bailing out the window she rolled up.

Total disaster for my boy, he ended up getting back with her for a bit ie drug buddies her kid was taken away but holy shit.

Misery really does love company.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on November 01, 2019, 04:15:50 PM

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 01, 2019, 06:38:11 PM

Straying away the group's attention. What's the group consensus on dating coworkers?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on November 01, 2019, 09:02:05 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on November 01, 2019, 06:38:11 PM

Straying away the group's attention. What's the group consensus on dating coworkers?

dating or hooking up with? Big difference, I support it though if you think that if things dont work out you will both be able to be okay with it and not have it be weird as fuck. easier said than done

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on November 02, 2019, 12:42:59 AM

depends -- do you and the coworker toss each others salad?
(sorry, it's been a while since we discussed tongue punching the gnar button)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 02, 2019, 06:37:48 AM

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Straying away the group's attention. What's the group consensus on dating coworkers?

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dating or hooking up with? Big difference, I support it though if you think that if things dont work out you will both be able to be okay with it and not have it be weird as fuck. easier said than done

Dating, I don't see myself just sleeping with a person at the moment. 

@GISM
I would gladly eat her booty like it was the last meal of my life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on November 02, 2019, 08:10:17 AM

Are you in the same office/ divison?
Personally I think it’s a pain in the arse to date coworkers and people will figure it out fairly quickly unless you are super super secretive about it. There’s also the post-breakup mess and how it will affect your coworkers and workplace in general. I guess if you were on the verge of bouncing from your current workplace or don’t give a shit about your current employer, then maybe yes?
Also, as a general rule you can only really ever date one of your coworkers per employer, after that you’re just going to be known as the guy that tries to date his workmates. Make sure she’s worth it!
Don’t think I’m trying to persuade you not to eat that ass tho, you just to need to plan it out so that you don’t create an absolute mess  ...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 02, 2019, 08:41:56 AM

I'm only at my job for a year and it's mid year. I went yesterday without seeing the person and we don't work closely because I have my own office.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on November 02, 2019, 10:36:15 AM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on November 01, 2019, 06:38:11 PM

Straying away the group's attention. What's the group consensus on dating coworkers?

My now wife was our receptionist when I met her. Took most people a long time to figure out we were dating. By the time they did she had gotten another job.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 02, 2019, 01:00:20 PM

Met my bitch at work, the place is pretty big (1500 people). They even have singles nights. Not the same division, two different companies, owned by some strange corporate structure.

Very common way for people to meet. Also, few stay more than a few years.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on November 02, 2019, 03:36:50 PM

Have any of you ever hate fucked a person you knew you couldn’t stand?


I was living in philly with a group of crusty people and one art student who was weird but cute and I hated her. Yet we always sniped each other down and would get into each other’s faces one day I was coming home from a long day doing bike messengering and was not in the mood.


I dropped my gear parked my bike in the living room, it was a squat mind you and I had a couch I was sleeping on.

I saw her sitting down in there and asked wtf you doing in here?! She’s like I wanna talk with you. I have an attitude from the get go and I’m like out with it, she starts telling me about a difficult situation she’s in abuse and all kinds of vile things she’s endured and I am bummed but want to hug her as a friend and say it’s okay sweetie, buttttttt I think she mistook the hug of concern for more than just being understanding and she starts making out with me and she grabs my dick, I’ve learned is someone is grabbing your dick and you like it roll with it. We ended up hooking up a couple more times but she was definitely a strange person to get to know.


It made our time together pleasant but if I saw her today I’d rather consider her a stranger.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on November 02, 2019, 04:49:32 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on November 02, 2019, 06:37:48 AM

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Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on November 01, 2019, 06:38:11 PM

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Straying away the group's attention. What's the group consensus on dating coworkers?

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dating or hooking up with? Big difference, I support it though if you think that if things dont work out you will both be able to be okay with it and not have it be weird as fuck. easier said than done

[close]

Dating, I don't see myself just sleeping with a person at the moment. 

@GISM
I would gladly eat her booty like it was the last meal of my life.

I back this and i support it, go for it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS ERA on November 06, 2019, 03:40:07 PM

Quote from: smokecrack on October 30, 2019, 09:02:04 PM

VHS, no judgment here at all, but I have a few questions:

What would happen if your girl caught you cheating? Does the thought of this keep you constantly paranoid or are you emotionally numb to it at this point?

We would probably survive it tbh because what we have is very strong but it would be tainted maybe forever and that would really suck and a lot of people would be mad at me. People right now think we are an annoyingly perfect relationship, which we are, minus, ya know, all this..

I’m only paranoid when’s she’s holding my phone.  I’m scared someone’s gonna send a nude while I’m forcing her to watch a Gustav Tonneson clip or something. Sometimes I block numbers temporarily so nothing can get through.

Quote from: smokecrack on October 30, 2019, 09:02:04 PM

How would you feel if she was having sex with random guys every time she'd go on her trips?

Not great, but I couldn’t even be mad after all the shit I’ve pulled. She’s a better person than me though and the guilt would drive her crazy she’d probably come out and tell me what happened.

Idk maybe this writing this shit down in here was therapeutic yall kinda got me wanting to change my ways. I have been faithful for years before maybe I can get right.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS ERA on November 06, 2019, 03:47:25 PM

MLK had hoes. Am I expected to be a better person than Dr. King? Is that what yall are expecting of me??

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on November 06, 2019, 03:49:52 PM

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VHS, no judgment here at all, but I have a few questions:

What would happen if your girl caught you cheating? Does the thought of this keep you constantly paranoid or are you emotionally numb to it at this point?

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We would probably survive it tbh because what we have is very strong but it would be tainted maybe forever and that would really suck and a lot of people would be mad at me. People right now think we are an annoyingly perfect relationship, which we are, minus, ya know, all this..

I’m only paranoid when’s she’s holding my phone.  I’m scared someone’s gonna send a nude while I’m forcing her to watch a Gustav Tonneson clip or something. Sometimes I block numbers temporarily so nothing can get through.

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How would you feel if she was having sex with random guys every time she'd go on her trips?

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Not great, but I couldn’t even be mad after all the shit I’ve pulled. She’s a better person than me though and the guilt would drive her crazy she’d probably come out and tell me what happened.

Idk maybe this writing this shit down in here was therapeutic yall kinda got me wanting to change my ways.

Sorry if this has been asked, but I hope she doesn't know your slap account. I feel like my girl has seen me type on here while shes in bed and ive left tabs open on my computer for sure.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on November 06, 2019, 03:50:06 PM

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my son and I are estranged not that I am bummed as there's no court child support shit, my exgf family is super traditional and conservative in they would rather him be raised by their own instead of someone who's not going to  be there consistently.

I'm waiting on that day where he shows up to kick my ass and I'll gladly take it after a few beers.

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That's a real piece of shit way to talk about your kid. Your whole account is ridiculous. Fuck off.

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Ok bud you think you know me or know the situation enough for you to try to sound like a dipshit meathead on a messageboard?  Fuck off!

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he based his reply on the info you provided, if you don't want people  to think you drag your knuckles, don't drag them (across your keyboard)

That was the 2nd best insult I’ve heard in the past 24 hours. The first was my girlfriend telling me she was gonna buy me a parachute so I can come back to earth after I was bragging about stuff.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS ERA on November 06, 2019, 03:51:13 PM

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VHS, no judgment here at all, but I have a few questions:

What would happen if your girl caught you cheating? Does the thought of this keep you constantly paranoid or are you emotionally numb to it at this point?

[close]

We would probably survive it tbh because what we have is very strong but it would be tainted maybe forever and that would really suck and a lot of people would be mad at me. People right now think we are an annoyingly perfect relationship, which we are, minus, ya know, all this..

I’m only paranoid when’s she’s holding my phone.  I’m scared someone’s gonna send a nude while I’m forcing her to watch a Gustav Tonneson clip or something. Sometimes I block numbers temporarily so nothing can get through.

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How would you feel if she was having sex with random guys every time she'd go on her trips?

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Not great, but I couldn’t even be mad after all the shit I’ve pulled. She’s a better person than me though and the guilt would drive her crazy she’d probably come out and tell me what happened.

Idk maybe this writing this shit down in here was therapeutic yall kinda got me wanting to change my ways.

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Sorry if this has been asked, but I hope she doesn't know your slap account. I feel like my girl has seen me type on here while shes in bed and ive left tabs open on my computer for sure.

Good looking out but nah she doesn’t

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HyenaChaser on November 06, 2019, 10:22:00 PM

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Quote from: smokecrack on October 30, 2019, 09:02:04 PM

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VHS, no judgment here at all, but I have a few questions:

What would happen if your girl caught you cheating? Does the thought of this keep you constantly paranoid or are you emotionally numb to it at this point?

[close]

We would probably survive it tbh because what we have is very strong but it would be tainted maybe forever and that would really suck and a lot of people would be mad at me. People right now think we are an annoyingly perfect relationship, which we are, minus, ya know, all this..

I’m only paranoid when’s she’s holding my phone.  I’m scared someone’s gonna send a nude while I’m forcing her to watch a Gustav Tonneson clip or something. Sometimes I block numbers temporarily so nothing can get through.

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How would you feel if she was having sex with random guys every time she'd go on her trips?

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Not great, but I couldn’t even be mad after all the shit I’ve pulled. She’s a better person than me though and the guilt would drive her crazy she’d probably come out and tell me what happened.

Idk maybe this writing this shit down in here was therapeutic yall kinda got me wanting to change my ways.

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Sorry if this has been asked, but I hope she doesn't know your slap account. I feel like my girl has seen me type on here while shes in bed and ive left tabs open on my computer for sure.

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Good looking out but nah she doesn’t

If she ever gets curious, just get real excited and show her the trucks thread while explaining the nuance of the all the inside jokes and your rep. I mean, you may not have a girl after that but at least she won’t be curious about Slap anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS ERA on November 07, 2019, 03:59:25 AM

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VHS, no judgment here at all, but I have a few questions:

What would happen if your girl caught you cheating? Does the thought of this keep you constantly paranoid or are you emotionally numb to it at this point?

[close]

We would probably survive it tbh because what we have is very strong but it would be tainted maybe forever and that would really suck and a lot of people would be mad at me. People right now think we are an annoyingly perfect relationship, which we are, minus, ya know, all this..

I’m only paranoid when’s she’s holding my phone.  I’m scared someone’s gonna send a nude while I’m forcing her to watch a Gustav Tonneson clip or something. Sometimes I block numbers temporarily so nothing can get through.

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How would you feel if she was having sex with random guys every time she'd go on her trips?

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Not great, but I couldn’t even be mad after all the shit I’ve pulled. She’s a better person than me though and the guilt would drive her crazy she’d probably come out and tell me what happened.

Idk maybe this writing this shit down in here was therapeutic yall kinda got me wanting to change my ways.

[close]

Sorry if this has been asked, but I hope she doesn't know your slap account. I feel like my girl has seen me type on here while shes in bed and ive left tabs open on my computer for sure.

[close]

Good looking out but nah she doesn’t

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If she ever gets curious, just get real excited and show her the trucks thread while explaining the nuance of the all the inside jokes and your rep. I mean, you may not have a girl after that but at least she won’t be curious about Slap anymore.

😂 it’s funny because it would work. She’s already maxed out on the amount of skate talk she can endure. But she understands the significance of Heath and Reynolds Stay Gold parts, and that’s what really matters.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on November 07, 2019, 04:55:32 AM

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my son and I are estranged not that I am bummed as there's no court child support shit, my exgf family is super traditional and conservative in they would rather him be raised by their own instead of someone who's not going to  be there consistently.

I'm waiting on that day where he shows up to kick my ass and I'll gladly take it after a few beers.

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That's a real piece of shit way to talk about your kid. Your whole account is ridiculous. Fuck off.

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Ok bud you think you know me or know the situation enough for you to try to sound like a dipshit meathead on a messageboard?  Fuck off!

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he based his reply on the info you provided, if you don't want people  to think you drag your knuckles, don't drag them (across your keyboard)

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That was the 2nd best insult I’ve heard in the past 24 hours. The first was my girlfriend telling me she was gonna buy me a parachute so I can come back to earth after I was bragging about stuff.

I like how spicy banters go back and forth, I like to think when you’re venting the best thing comes out of nowhere.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on November 07, 2019, 12:29:56 PM

Quote from: VHS ERA on November 07, 2019, 03:59:25 AM

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VHS, no judgment here at all, but I have a few questions:

What would happen if your girl caught you cheating? Does the thought of this keep you constantly paranoid or are you emotionally numb to it at this point?

[close]

We would probably survive it tbh because what we have is very strong but it would be tainted maybe forever and that would really suck and a lot of people would be mad at me. People right now think we are an annoyingly perfect relationship, which we are, minus, ya know, all this..

I’m only paranoid when’s she’s holding my phone.  I’m scared someone’s gonna send a nude while I’m forcing her to watch a Gustav Tonneson clip or something. Sometimes I block numbers temporarily so nothing can get through.

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How would you feel if she was having sex with random guys every time she'd go on her trips?

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Not great, but I couldn’t even be mad after all the shit I’ve pulled. She’s a better person than me though and the guilt would drive her crazy she’d probably come out and tell me what happened.

Idk maybe this writing this shit down in here was therapeutic yall kinda got me wanting to change my ways.

[close]

Sorry if this has been asked, but I hope she doesn't know your slap account. I feel like my girl has seen me type on here while shes in bed and ive left tabs open on my computer for sure.

[close]

Good looking out but nah she doesn’t

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If she ever gets curious, just get real excited and show her the trucks thread while explaining the nuance of the all the inside jokes and your rep. I mean, you may not have a girl after that but at least she won’t be curious about Slap anymore.

[close]

😂 it’s funny because it would work. She’s already maxed out on the amount of skate talk she can endure. But she understands the significance of Heath and Reynolds Stay Gold parts, and that’s what really matters.

My wife went through the trouble of making an account so she could play along. She said she messed around for 5 minutes, didn't know what the hell was going on, and hasn't gotten back on since. This was all on her own and I didn't find out about it until a few months after she did it.

Thank god she didn't stick around because I feel like I've talked shit about her mom on here and probably will again in the future. She's a nice lady, but she drives me nuts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on November 07, 2019, 12:44:17 PM

This isn't really something to confess as I wanted to share it with you guys anyways but I am currently downloading 2 skateboarding themed porn videos to see some of the skate details.

I mean I've seen stuff like this before, but the site I used to get the stuff just happened to have both of them on the front page so I gotta check it out. I'll post screens if I find something funny. So far I can see that there is a scene where they bang in Skate Lab.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on November 07, 2019, 01:00:34 PM

Quote from: 50mm on November 07, 2019, 12:44:17 PM

This isn't really something to confess as I wanted to share it with you guys anyways but I am currently downloading 2 skateboarding themed porn videos to see some of the skate details.

I mean I've seen stuff like this before, but the site I used to get the stuff just happened to have both of them on the front page so I gotta check it out. I'll post screens if I find something funny. So far I can see that there is a scene where they bang in Skate Lab.

Why do I feel like Lutzka belongs in this?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Allen. on November 07, 2019, 03:04:13 PM

I haven’t been 100% faithful in a relationship since high school. There have been varying degrees of this - mostly texting - but on Monday I got caught and got the first time I truly fessed up to it. It’s been a long few days and a bunch of longer nights but my girl had given me another shot. And it’s the last time I’ll need another shot. I know that that makes me an asshole but I know her worth and I truly feel like I have a new lease on life. I’ve typed iterations of this out and deleted it a few times because talking about it makes it real but talking about it makes it real, and I think admitting it can only help me grow.
Kook away. I know. I know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on November 07, 2019, 05:30:38 PM

Quote from: 50mm on November 07, 2019, 12:44:17 PM

This isn't really something to confess as I wanted to share it with you guys anyways but I am currently downloading 2 skateboarding themed porn videos to see some of the skate details.

I mean I've seen stuff like this before, but the site I used to get the stuff just happened to have both of them on the front page so I gotta check it out. I'll post screens if I find something funny. So far I can see that there is a scene where they bang in Skate Lab.

Sk8trixxx? Pancho has a good ender

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on November 07, 2019, 07:01:00 PM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on November 07, 2019, 05:30:38 PM

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This isn't really something to confess as I wanted to share it with you guys anyways but I am currently downloading 2 skateboarding themed porn videos to see some of the skate details.

I mean I've seen stuff like this before, but the site I used to get the stuff just happened to have both of them on the front page so I gotta check it out. I'll post screens if I find something funny. So far I can see that there is a scene where they bang in Skate Lab.

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Sk8trixxx? Pancho has a good ender

Lol, no but now I'm looking at screens to that and I'm laughing. Some chick is riding a dude in front of a deck that says LANCE MOUNTAIN all huge like 6 inches from her face.

What I got is called Teach Me: Skateboard Edition, And the other is a single scene that you could find if you just googled "Midgets skater nails a hot chick".

So I don't know who the midget is but he rips. This is obviously around 2000. They're actually at ditch that a lot of people skate, just watch the clip. But he ollies into it, does a heel flip, nollie heel. Every trick he does they play in slowmo and it gets this weird "ohhhhhhhm" sound each time. Props for going to an actual spot though and actually being able to skate.

Teach ME Skateboarding Edition is bad. It's just a bunch of scenes shot at Skatelab. Jizz definitely gets on some of the obstacles, and there is a special thanks to Pornstar Skateboards "Ride Your Favorite Pornstar". It's copyright 2009 but I thought that shit for sure was like 2003 or something.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 07, 2019, 07:26:18 PM

Skate god Lance Mountain out here getting plugged by porn stars too, iconic.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HyenaChaser on November 07, 2019, 10:25:33 PM

Quote from: JB on November 07, 2019, 12:29:56 PM

My wife went through the trouble of making an account so she could play along. She said she messed around for 5 minutes, didn't know what the hell was going on, and hasn't gotten back on since. This was all on her own and I didn't find out about it until a few months after she did it.

Thank god she didn't stick around because I feel like I've talked shit about her mom on here and probably will again in the future. She's a nice lady, but she drives me nuts.

Imaging those five minutes from a female non-skate perspective is hilarious

Quote from: 50mm on November 07, 2019, 12:44:17 PM

This isn't really something to confess as I wanted to share it with you guys anyways but I am currently downloading 2 skateboarding themed porn videos to see some of the skate details.

I mean I've seen stuff like this before, but the site I used to get the stuff just happened to have both of them on the front page so I gotta check it out. I'll post screens if I find something funny. So far I can see that there is a scene where they bang in Skate Lab.

And posts like these are why

Hats off to ya, gentlemen 🎩👌

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on November 07, 2019, 11:12:34 PM

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This isn't really something to confess as I wanted to share it with you guys anyways but I am currently downloading 2 skateboarding themed porn videos to see some of the skate details.

I mean I've seen stuff like this before, but the site I used to get the stuff just happened to have both of them on the front page so I gotta check it out. I'll post screens if I find something funny. So far I can see that there is a scene where they bang in Skate Lab.

[close]

Sk8trixxx? Pancho has a good ender

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Lol, no but now I'm looking at screens to that and I'm laughing. Some chick is riding a dude in front of a deck that says LANCE MOUNTAIN all huge like 6 inches from her face.

What I got is called Teach Me: Skateboard Edition, And the other is a single scene that you could find if you just googled "Midgets skater nails a hot chick".

So I don't know who the midget is but he rips. This is obviously around 2000. They're actually at ditch that a lot of people skate, just watch the clip. But he ollies into it, does a heel flip, nollie heel. Every trick he does they play in slowmo and it gets this weird "ohhhhhhhm" sound each time. Props for going to an actual spot though and actually being able to skate.

Teach ME Skateboarding Edition is bad. It's just a bunch of scenes shot at Skatelab. Jizz definitely gets on some of the obstacles, and there is a special thanks to Pornstar Skateboards "Ride Your Favorite Pornstar". It's copyright 2009 but I thought that shit for sure was like 2003 or something.

Little person but yeah it is Pancho Moler. It’s been confirmed before.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on November 07, 2019, 11:56:03 PM

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This isn't really something to confess as I wanted to share it with you guys anyways but I am currently downloading 2 skateboarding themed porn videos to see some of the skate details.

I mean I've seen stuff like this before, but the site I used to get the stuff just happened to have both of them on the front page so I gotta check it out. I'll post screens if I find something funny. So far I can see that there is a scene where they bang in Skate Lab.

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Sk8trixxx? Pancho has a good ender

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Lol, no but now I'm looking at screens to that and I'm laughing. Some chick is riding a dude in front of a deck that says LANCE MOUNTAIN all huge like 6 inches from her face.

What I got is called Teach Me: Skateboard Edition, And the other is a single scene that you could find if you just googled "Midgets skater nails a hot chick".

So I don't know who the midget is but he rips. This is obviously around 2000. They're actually at ditch that a lot of people skate, just watch the clip. But he ollies into it, does a heel flip, nollie heel. Every trick he does they play in slowmo and it gets this weird "ohhhhhhhm" sound each time. Props for going to an actual spot though and actually being able to skate.

Teach ME Skateboarding Edition is bad. It's just a bunch of scenes shot at Skatelab. Jizz definitely gets on some of the obstacles, and there is a special thanks to Pornstar Skateboards "Ride Your Favorite Pornstar". It's copyright 2009 but I thought that shit for sure was like 2003 or something.

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Little person but yeah it is Pancho Moler. It’s been confirmed before.

oh man I didn’t think it was him but I hadn’t looked at a photo of him in a long time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on November 08, 2019, 09:18:11 AM

Isn't there a porn scene with Bam and Kerry Getz skating in the background while two people fuck in a skatepark?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 08, 2019, 10:23:18 AM

Quote from: FamilyMeeting7 on November 08, 2019, 09:18:11 AM

Isn't there a porn scene with Bam and Kerry Getz skating in the background while two people fuck in a skatepark?

Yes, there is.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 08, 2019, 04:00:57 PM

Links? Lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 08, 2019, 06:53:27 PM

It takes real effort to go out and cheat on someone. That shit is crazy to me. Cheating doesn't just happen. There's no excuse.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 09, 2019, 03:47:43 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on November 08, 2019, 06:53:27 PM

It takes real effort to go out and cheat on someone. That shit is crazy to me. Cheating doesn't just happen. There's no excuse.

People are weak and will rationalize their shitty ways.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on November 09, 2019, 03:54:58 AM

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It takes real effort to go out and cheat on someone. That shit is crazy to me. Cheating doesn't just happen. There's no excuse.

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People are weak and will rationalize their shitty ways.

I'd like to add as a young person at flop houses and girlfriend wasn't there and hoes are a plenty, I've had several instances were just kinda happened to be there right place and right time they were in to it.

However as an adult with careers family and other time consuming situations it takes more of an effort,

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 09, 2019, 04:32:07 AM

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It takes real effort to go out and cheat on someone. That shit is crazy to me. Cheating doesn't just happen. There's no excuse.

[close]

People are weak and will rationalize their shitty ways.

[close]

I'd like to add as a young person at flop houses and girlfriend wasn't there and hoes are a plenty, I've had several instances were just kinda happened to be there right place and right time they were in to it.

However as an adult with careers family and other time consuming situations it takes more of an effort,

I'm speechless..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: landedprimo on November 09, 2019, 11:31:15 AM

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It takes real effort to go out and cheat on someone. That shit is crazy to me. Cheating doesn't just happen. There's no excuse.

[close]

People are weak and will rationalize their shitty ways.

[close]

I'd like to add as a young person at flop houses and girlfriend wasn't there and hoes are a plenty, I've had several instances were just kinda happened to be there right place and right time they were in to it.

However as an adult with careers family and other time consuming situations it takes more of an effort,

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I'm speechless..

Bullshit has that effect on me as well.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on November 09, 2019, 03:29:32 PM

I’m way too punk for this baby shower

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 09, 2019, 04:04:02 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on November 09, 2019, 03:29:32 PM

I’m way too punk for this baby shower

Open that f-ing pit up!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on November 10, 2019, 07:07:48 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on November 09, 2019, 03:29:32 PM

I’m way too punk for this baby shower

(https://www.babymoos.com/wp-content/uploads/sex-pistols-punk-baby-clothes-uk-yellow-trendy-baby-grow-.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 10, 2019, 10:21:05 PM

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It takes real effort to go out and cheat on someone. That shit is crazy to me. Cheating doesn't just happen. There's no excuse.

[close]

People are weak and will rationalize their shitty ways.

[close]

I'd like to add as a young person at flop houses and girlfriend wasn't there and hoes are a plenty, I've had several instances were just kinda happened to be there right place and right time they were in to it.

However as an adult with careers family and other time consuming situations it takes more of an effort,

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I'm speechless..

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Bullshit has that effect on me as well.

Nah guys, I get it. Darth's penis used to fall into vaginas all the time at the flop house. Step on a banana peel, fall into vagina. Trip on an uneven sidewalk, fall into vagina. It's all very understandable. He definitely didn't take the time to speak to any women and get them to agree to have intercourse. Just constant tripping and falling with his erect penis out into random uncovered snatches.

Only if I were so unlucky.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: landedprimo on November 10, 2019, 10:43:31 PM

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It takes real effort to go out and cheat on someone. That shit is crazy to me. Cheating doesn't just happen. There's no excuse.

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People are weak and will rationalize their shitty ways.

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I'd like to add as a young person at flop houses and girlfriend wasn't there and hoes are a plenty, I've had several instances were just kinda happened to be there right place and right time they were in to it.

However as an adult with careers family and other time consuming situations it takes more of an effort,

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I'm speechless..

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Bullshit has that effect on me as well.

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Nah guys, I get it. Darth's penis used to fall into vaginas all the time at the flop house. Step on a banana peel, fall into vagina. Trip on an uneven sidewalk, fall into vagina. It's all very understandable. He definitely didn't take the time to speak to any women and get them to agree to have intercourse. Just constant tripping and falling with his erect penis out into random uncovered snatches.

Only if I were so unlucky.

I'll have to remember to come back and gnar you when my time comes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on November 11, 2019, 10:33:16 AM

i skate better the more im into my fit

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Post by: 50mm on November 11, 2019, 10:50:44 AM

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i skate better the more im into my fit

When you look good you feel good and that effects everything.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Skart on November 11, 2019, 11:59:12 AM

I skate the best after dropping a full log clean

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i skate better the more im into my fit

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When you look good you feel good and that effects everything.

Yep, this is practically scientific fact

Title: Re: real confessions
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i skate better the more im into my fit

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When you look good you feel good and that effects everything.

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Yep, this is practically scientific fact

On the other hand, I skate netter if I don't jack off. Better focus and flick. For real.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 11, 2019, 12:43:02 PM

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i skate better the more im into my fit

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When you look good you feel good and that effects everything.

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Yep, this is practically scientific fact

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On the other hand, I skate netter if I don't jack off. Better focus and flick. For real.

You must be killing it this month

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HyenaChaser on November 11, 2019, 01:06:32 PM

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i skate better the more im into my fit

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When you look good you feel good and that effects everything.

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Yep, this is practically scientific fact

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On the other hand, I skate netter if I don't jack off. Better focus and flick. For real.

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You must be killing it this month

Aha! So that’s why I lost frontside heels

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 11, 2019, 01:22:21 PM

How the fuck do you get over a woman that you feel strongly about that has turned you down? How do you excise from your mind a person you can't stop thinking about? Shit sucks. On top of that I have my other reasons to believe that I'll never have a relationship ever and this situation serves as evidence that it's true. I guess I'm just so tired of being alone. That and horny. Oh, and I hate dating apps. I don't know how any dude is successful on that shit unless they're white and have a six pack.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 11, 2019, 02:02:11 PM

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How the fuck do you get over a woman that you feel strongly about that has turned you down? How do you excise from your mind a person you can't stop thinking about? Shit sucks. On top of that I have my other reasons to believe that I'll never have a relationship ever and this situation serves as evidence that it's true. I guess I'm just so tired of being alone. That and horny. Oh, and I hate dating apps. I don't know how any dude is successful on that shit unless they're white and have a six pack.

Eh, after a while those apps warp your head. I say take time to disconnect from them and keep yourself busy. I'm sure there's someone out there for you but, things happen at their pace and it's not always as fast we want.

As for getting rejected by someone you feel deeply about, there's nothing left to do but, power through it. Take time for yourself and power through it. Again, sorry that didn't work out for you but, it's better to have an answer that waste time wondering.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 11, 2019, 04:54:14 PM

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How the fuck do you get over a woman that you feel strongly about that has turned you down? How do you excise from your mind a person you can't stop thinking about? Shit sucks. On top of that I have my other reasons to believe that I'll never have a relationship ever and this situation serves as evidence that it's true. I guess I'm just so tired of being alone. That and horny. Oh, and I hate dating apps. I don't know how any dude is successful on that shit unless they're white and have a six pack.

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I have only been infatuated by two girls in my life and only in love with one who is my wife of 16 years.

The first girl would not be my girlfriend and when It was happening I was pretty bummed. Looking back now 20 years later I feel like she used me to fill an emotional gap. For instance, when she found out I was moving on she was hurt and tried to get with me after 3-4 years of barely nothing.

What I am saying is your girl knew you liked her and liked to be liked and led you on.

If you found a new girl she’d prolly hop on the dilznick.

Think about that next time you miss her. You made her feel good and she did not reciprocate.

A real woman doesn’t play games.

Keep your head up player.

That's not my situation at all but thanks for taking the time to say something anyway. It is appreciated.

She may have had an inkling of my feelings but it was entirely a surprise when I "confessed" to her. She said I was too close to her family which I think was just an empty excuse to not give me a chance. I think the reality is she just doesn't find me attractive which hurts on a whole other level. She is not the type to play games, but she would go out of her way to not hurt anyone's feelings on purpose. I'm sure she let me down as easy as she could. Still, I feel like I fell off the empire state building. I really want to have a full on conversation about this with her. As of now we kind of just pretend nothing happened and avoid eye contact.

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Post by: HyenaChaser on November 11, 2019, 10:35:53 PM

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How the fuck do you get over a woman that you feel strongly about that has turned you down? How do you excise from your mind a person you can't stop thinking about? Shit sucks. On top of that I have my other reasons to believe that I'll never have a relationship ever and this situation serves as evidence that it's true. I guess I'm just so tired of being alone. That and horny. Oh, and I hate dating apps. I don't know how any dude is successful on that shit unless they're white and have a six pack.

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I have only been infatuated by two girls in my life and only in love with one who is my wife of 16 years.

The first girl would not be my girlfriend and when It was happening I was pretty bummed. Looking back now 20 years later I feel like she used me to fill an emotional gap. For instance, when she found out I was moving on she was hurt and tried to get with me after 3-4 years of barely nothing.

What I am saying is your girl knew you liked her and liked to be liked and led you on.

If you found a new girl she’d prolly hop on the dilznick.

Think about that next time you miss her. You made her feel good and she did not reciprocate.

A real woman doesn’t play games.

Keep your head up player.

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That's not my situation at all but thanks for taking the time to say something anyway. It is appreciated.

She may have had an inkling of my feelings but it was entirely a surprise when I "confessed" to her. She said I was too close to her family which I think was just an empty excuse to not give me a chance. I think the reality is she just doesn't find me attractive which hurts on a whole other level. She is not the type to play games, but she would go out of her way to not hurt anyone's feelings on purpose. I'm sure she let me down as easy as she could. Still, I feel like I fell off the empire state building. I really want to have a full on conversation about this with her. As of now we kind of just pretend nothing happened and avoid eye contact.

Yo man sorry to hear that shit. There’s no easy way around it, rejection is mad shitty, and the questions it leaves you with salt that wound. Things will improve over time, but I know that brings little consolation.

From personal experience in a similar situation, we pretended nothing happened afterwards but eventually I just avoided contact for a while. That gave me time to at least come to terms with things so that when I came back it was a little mellower and I could be cool about it, just say what up and reach a level of normalcy again. We never talked about it but honestly I’m glad we could just move past it.

I don’t think there’s any one way to handle this shit but time seems to be the best catalyst, albeit a slow one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Audrey II on November 13, 2019, 01:35:41 PM

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Oh, and I hate dating apps. I don't know how any dude is successful on that shit unless they're white and have a six pack.

eh im white and those apps still suck, you gotta be ruthless on there if you wanna succeed, no nice guy shit. not my style but it works for the dudes i know that do it like that.

im sure youve heard this advice before but take time to do shit for yourself. i mean if i was running around trying to find love i wouldnt have time for my own personal projects, work, skating, shalom stickers or slap interviews...

...on second thought, id rather be getting laid. l33t, hit me up if youre ever in new england and we goin to the fuckin strip club.

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Post by: 50mm on November 13, 2019, 02:26:08 PM

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eh im white and those apps still suck, you gotta be ruthless on there if you wanna succeed, no nice guy shit. not my style but it works for the dudes i know that do it like that.

im sure youve heard this advice before but take time to do shit for yourself. i mean if i was running around trying to find love i wouldnt have time for my own personal projects, work, skating, shalom stickers or slap interviews...

...on second thought, id rather be getting laid. l33t, hit me up if youre ever in new england and we goin to the fuckin strip club.

I met my girlfriend on one. All you have to do is talk to anyone you are interested in instead of waiting. I had no idea how to do it. I was waiting for mutual likes and shit like that. POF was good to me. I just said fuck it and sent my now girlfriend a message even though we didn’t get any sort of match type thing. I read her bio and she was legit into cool stuff and was hot. I sent it and asked about podcasts she listened to and told her some books I was reading. It just sprang from there. I really didn’t expect her to respond at all. She said she liked my baphomet shirt. I didn’t have any over the top photos. Just ones showing me doing stuff so I didn’t look like someone who never leaves home. I had one of me volunteering that summer in the woods, one on a flight, one camping. It took a couple months but it’s the best shit that happened to me and we are doing great 2 years later getting ready for the next step.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 13, 2019, 10:50:41 PM

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Oh, and I hate dating apps. I don't know how any dude is successful on that shit unless they're white and have a six pack.

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eh im white and those apps still suck

I had a good job, half-white, good traps, abs on my fucking dick, and all I got was a Russian gold digger. None of that shit worked.

I had better luck just grinding fucking retail employees. Going up to a girl IRL is so unheard of these days that they become stunned and respect the fearless approach. But getting "get-away-from-me-creep"-reponse is kind of gnarly IRL, too. High risk - high reward.

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Post by: HyenaChaser on November 13, 2019, 10:56:34 PM

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Oh, and I hate dating apps. I don't know how any dude is successful on that shit unless they're white and have a six pack.

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eh im white and those apps still suck

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I had a good job, half-white, good traps, abs on my fucking dick, and all I got was a Russian gold digger. None of that shit worked.

I had better luck just grinding fucking retail employees. Going up to a girl IRL is so unheard of these days that they become stunned and respect the fearless approach. But getting "get-away-from-me-creep"-reponse is kind of gnarly IRL, too. High risk - high reward.

You’re in Sweden right? I’ve heard the street game thing is simply not something one does there. Like it’s culturally not accepted. But maybe my sources are bullshit.

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Post by: iKobrakai on November 13, 2019, 11:52:22 PM

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Oh, and I hate dating apps. I don't know how any dude is successful on that shit unless they're white and have a six pack.

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eh im white and those apps still suck

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I had a good job, half-white, good traps, abs on my fucking dick, and all I got was a Russian gold digger. None of that shit worked.

I had better luck just grinding fucking retail employees. Going up to a girl IRL is so unheard of these days that they become stunned and respect the fearless approach. But getting "get-away-from-me-creep"-reponse is kind of gnarly IRL, too. High risk - high reward.

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You’re in Sweden right? I’ve heard the street game thing is simply not something one does there. Like it’s culturally not accepted. But maybe my sources are bullshit.

Been living here for 20 years and never heard that. Then again, I'm a not native, so what do I know... It is for sure accepted as soon as alcohol gets involved. Being ex-addict, I don't hang around clubs/bars so maybe I can get a pass for snatching girls sober.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on November 14, 2019, 02:33:46 AM

The first time I ever went to a skate park was in mission r2 streethockey bladez with orange wheels summer 2004. I didnt go once either. I went for the full summer and was stoked on blading in my hockey gear. Me and a pal learned how to drop in on every ramp Including eventually the big quarter and halfpipe. It was always bmx and us bladez on the halfpipe cause everyone said it was too gnarly and slippery for skateboards. No skaters really even went to that shit park. One day some skateboarder who looks like ben Raybourn but definitely wasnt him came over to the halfpipe, we told him it was shitty for skateboards and no one skates it. after a quick, "oh really it doesnt seem that ba-" he dropped his board with green ventures and skated the fuck out of it. I went out and got a skateboard and never looked back. I was on such a terrible path making terrible choices and he showed me the light. I thought of this because of the ben raybourn thread. I really hope that dudes okay, hes cool. Skateboarding is really cool.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EAT PUSSY! on November 14, 2019, 04:12:42 AM

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How the fuck do you get over a woman that you feel strongly about that has turned you down? How do you excise from your mind a person you can't stop thinking about? Shit sucks. On top of that I have my other reasons to believe that I'll never have a relationship ever and this situation serves as evidence that it's true. I guess I'm just so tired of being alone. That and horny. Oh, and I hate dating apps. I don't know how any dude is successful on that shit unless they're white and have a six pack.

basically, occupy yourself with shit you like (or don't).

go skate, read a book, work out, go for a jog. it works for me.

eventually you will find another bitch to suck your dick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: no habla mango on November 14, 2019, 04:29:49 AM

leetgeek, the best way to get over a girl is to get under another girl.

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Post by: HyenaChaser on November 14, 2019, 05:46:43 AM

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Oh, and I hate dating apps. I don't know how any dude is successful on that shit unless they're white and have a six pack.

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eh im white and those apps still suck

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I had a good job, half-white, good traps, abs on my fucking dick, and all I got was a Russian gold digger. None of that shit worked.

I had better luck just grinding fucking retail employees. Going up to a girl IRL is so unheard of these days that they become stunned and respect the fearless approach. But getting "get-away-from-me-creep"-reponse is kind of gnarly IRL, too. High risk - high reward.

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You’re in Sweden right? I’ve heard the street game thing is simply not something one does there. Like it’s culturally not accepted. But maybe my sources are bullshit.

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Been living here for 20 years and never heard that. Then again, I'm a not native, so what do I know... It is for sure accepted as soon as alcohol gets involved. Being ex-addict, I don't hang around clubs/bars so maybe I can get a pass for snatching girls sober.

I mean cruising up to girls on the street and laying down some game like mid day. Talked to a couple girls who were like “Walk up to strangers on the street? You buggin.” But who knows. Maybe going to retail stores is the move

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 14, 2019, 08:23:56 AM

It probably sounds more creepy than it is. You can sense a bit if the girl is friendy and if you give a complement without sounding like a total psycho it might work. Bear in mind, I've had around 15% success rate, but I was a recovering junkie with tons of anxiety, so what do I know... Probably looked like total mumbling person. If they say no, just smile and say it is cool and go home to lick your wounds and jack off.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: paraquat on November 15, 2019, 04:18:06 PM

You guys probably hate the dude, but Roosh V comes correct as fuck with his method of “cold approach”
Just don’t look like a D and D nerd and ask them harmless questions if you’re afraid to come direct with a compliment. His grocery store method sounds crazy enough to work these days.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 16, 2019, 02:50:37 AM

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You guys probably hate the dude, but Roosh V comes correct as fuck with his method of “cold approach”
Just don’t look like a D and D nerd and ask them harmless questions if you’re afraid to come direct with a compliment. His grocery store method sounds crazy enough to work these days.

His degree in microbiology seems to be the only redeemable quality about him, but whatever. Don't think there is a fucking algorithm to picking up girls. Just being in the right place, at the right time. Don't look like a rapist and you'll be fine. Also, some of the ugliest idiots have gotten laid way more than way better looking dudes. They just have it.

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Post by: smellsdead on November 16, 2019, 12:05:54 PM

im kind of bummed i slept on the chico guest deck
but yet pretty proud i didnt give in at the same time

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Diocletian on November 16, 2019, 09:33:42 PM

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I met my girlfriend on one. All you have to do is talk to anyone you are interested in instead of waiting. I had no idea how to do it. I was waiting for mutual likes and shit like that. POF was good to me. I just said fuck it and sent my now girlfriend a message even though we didn’t get any sort of match type thing. I read her bio and she was legit into cool stuff and was hot. I sent it and asked about podcasts she listened to and told her some books I was reading. It just sprang from there. I really didn’t expect her to respond at all. She said she liked my baphomet shirt. I didn’t have any over the top photos. Just ones showing me doing stuff so I didn’t look like someone who never leaves home. I had one of me volunteering that summer in the woods, one on a flight, one camping. It took a couple months but it’s the best shit that happened to me and we are doing great 2 years later getting ready for the next step.

This is what it boils down to whether it’s on an app or in the flesh. If you are attracted to someone, you just gotta go for it. Approach it like a simple conversation with another human being. Don’t let the opposite sex thing get in the way and start spiraling downward into a black hole of feeling like your self worth is somehow validated by some random chick you just met.

If you can’t even have a conversation with her because she’s terrible at it, or just rude with no personality or decent taste, then that’s when you gotta appreciate how you, yourself, are not that, and that’s not a bad thing at all. She’s not mature or worth your time. The more you swipe and interact, or the more you are physically going out and socializing with new women, you are guaranteed to find one that appreciates you and has similar interests. There’s someone for everyone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on November 18, 2019, 04:26:28 AM

best way to get over someone is to bang as many hoes but be honest.... eventually you'll find someone there's plenty of fish in the sea for everyone.

I was crushed after my first serious relationship dissolved and my situation got worse, all you need to do is go out there  and crush some pussy and you'll be good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 20, 2019, 09:21:20 PM

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best way to get over someone is to bang as many hoes but be honest.... eventually you'll find someone there's plenty of fish in the sea for everyone.

I was crushed after my first serious relationship dissolved and my situation got worse, all you need to do is go out there  and crush some pussy and you'll be good.

Uh, you may not be familiar with me. I have no ability to bang hoes and/or crush pussy. I've never even kissed a girl. This is literally like saying, "Dude, I know you've never been with a woman, but if you go get with a bunch of women, you'll get over that first woman".

Trust me when I say that I am mass messaging a lot of women on PoF, Bumble, and Hinge. I haven't gotten very many takers, and the ones that do are unattractive and that's fine. Even with them they tend not to last more than one interchange of messages. So far nothing has worked out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: no habla mango on November 21, 2019, 03:20:56 AM

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best way to get over someone is to bang as many hoes but be honest.... eventually you'll find someone there's plenty of fish in the sea for everyone.

I was crushed after my first serious relationship dissolved and my situation got worse, all you need to do is go out there  and crush some pussy and you'll be good.

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Uh, you may not be familiar with me. I have no ability to bang hoes and/or crush pussy. I've never even kissed a girl. This is literally like saying, "Dude, I know you've never been with a woman, but if you go get with a bunch of women, you'll get over that first woman".

Trust me when I say that I am mass messaging a lot of women on PoF, Bumble, and Hinge. I haven't gotten very many takers, and the ones that do are unattractive and that's fine. Even with them they tend not to last more than one interchange of messages. So far nothing has worked out.

didn't you fuck a TJ hooker? even if it was over too quick, you got it in. just do that a few more times. there's a few good girls but mostly theyr'e dogshit. if they didn't have pussies we'd let them wander the woodlands and starve like coyotes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 21, 2019, 03:33:09 AM

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best way to get over someone is to bang as many hoes but be honest.... eventually you'll find someone there's plenty of fish in the sea for everyone.

I was crushed after my first serious relationship dissolved and my situation got worse, all you need to do is go out there  and crush some pussy and you'll be good.

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Uh, you may not be familiar with me. I have no ability to bang hoes and/or crush pussy. I've never even kissed a girl. This is literally like saying, "Dude, I know you've never been with a woman, but if you go get with a bunch of women, you'll get over that first woman".

Trust me when I say that I am mass messaging a lot of women on PoF, Bumble, and Hinge. I haven't gotten very many takers, and the ones that do are unattractive and that's fine. Even with them they tend not to last more than one interchange of messages. So far nothing has worked out.

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didn't you fuck a TJ hooker? even if it was over too quick, you got it in. just do that a few more times. there's a few good girls but mostly theyr'e dogshit. if they didn't have pussies we'd let them wander the woodlands and starve like coyotes.

That applies to most people, in general.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on November 21, 2019, 04:31:46 AM

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best way to get over someone is to bang as many hoes but be honest.... eventually you'll find someone there's plenty of fish in the sea for everyone.

I was crushed after my first serious relationship dissolved and my situation got worse, all you need to do is go out there  and crush some pussy and you'll be good.

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Uh, you may not be familiar with me. I have no ability to bang hoes and/or crush pussy. I've never even kissed a girl. This is literally like saying, "Dude, I know you've never been with a woman, but if you go get with a bunch of women, you'll get over that first woman".

Trust me when I say that I am mass messaging a lot of women on PoF, Bumble, and Hinge. I haven't gotten very many takers, and the ones that do are unattractive and that's fine. Even with them they tend not to last more than one interchange of messages. So far nothing has worked out.

Look Chief I am in no way condoning bro type of crushing pussy. What I am saying is maybe you have unrealistic standards?

I don't know you and I have met many characters very similar if you haven't mentioned not kissing a girl then I assume you might have wonky standards. Or women in your area are stuck up bitches?, either way sometimes being the asshole does give ladies the feel goods. Validates their need for attention if not for that night, am I wrong? maybe...... however most of our first gals we liked when we were kids was taken by some asshole.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on November 21, 2019, 05:47:39 AM

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best way to get over someone is to bang as many hoes but be honest.... eventually you'll find someone there's plenty of fish in the sea for everyone.

I was crushed after my first serious relationship dissolved and my situation got worse, all you need to do is go out there  and crush some pussy and you'll be good.

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Uh, you may not be familiar with me. I have no ability to bang hoes and/or crush pussy. I've never even kissed a girl. This is literally like saying, "Dude, I know you've never been with a woman, but if you go get with a bunch of women, you'll get over that first woman".

Trust me when I say that I am mass messaging a lot of women on PoF, Bumble, and Hinge. I haven't gotten very many takers, and the ones that do are unattractive and that's fine. Even with them they tend not to last more than one interchange of messages. So far nothing has worked out.

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Look Chief I am in no way condoning bro type of crushing pussy. What I am saying is maybe you have unrealistic standards?

I don't know you and I have met many characters very similar if you haven't mentioned not kissing a girl then I assume you might have wonky standards. Or women in your area are stuck up bitches?, either way sometimes being the asshole does give ladies the feel goods. Validates their need for attention if not for that night, am I wrong? maybe...... however most of our first gals we liked when we were kids was taken by some asshole.

L33Tg33k, don't take this the wrong way... Do you have friends? I don't remember your whole story, sorry.

If you do, forget all that dating app stuff. Go out with some friends, have fun, and eventually girls will want to talk to you. Until you try to meet girls in person, I think it's very difficult to go in cold into dating apps. All the best girls I've met was when I was out acting foolishly with pals and girls wanted to know what kind of stupid shit we were up to and wanted to join. Seriously, try it.

If you don't have a crew of friends (doesn't need to be a lot, but if you go out in a group of 3 it's optimum) you should try to make friends first. We're lucky. We all have skateboarding. So anywhere you go on earth, you automatically have "friends" in a way. If there's nobody you want to be friends with in your hometown, try the next town over, or however far you need to travel. I really think it's a crucial first step when meeting girls.

Don't give up!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HyenaChaser on November 21, 2019, 11:10:44 AM

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best way to get over someone is to bang as many hoes but be honest.... eventually you'll find someone there's plenty of fish in the sea for everyone.

I was crushed after my first serious relationship dissolved and my situation got worse, all you need to do is go out there  and crush some pussy and you'll be good.

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Uh, you may not be familiar with me. I have no ability to bang hoes and/or crush pussy. I've never even kissed a girl. This is literally like saying, "Dude, I know you've never been with a woman, but if you go get with a bunch of women, you'll get over that first woman".

Trust me when I say that I am mass messaging a lot of women on PoF, Bumble, and Hinge. I haven't gotten very many takers, and the ones that do are unattractive and that's fine. Even with them they tend not to last more than one interchange of messages. So far nothing has worked out.

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Look Chief I am in no way condoning bro type of crushing pussy. What I am saying is maybe you have unrealistic standards?

I don't know you and I have met many characters very similar if you haven't mentioned not kissing a girl then I assume you might have wonky standards. Or women in your area are stuck up bitches?, either way sometimes being the asshole does give ladies the feel goods. Validates their need for attention if not for that night, am I wrong? maybe...... however most of our first gals we liked when we were kids was taken by some asshole.

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L33Tg33k, don't take this the wrong way... Do you have friends? I don't remember your whole story, sorry.

If you do, forget all that dating app stuff. Go out with some friends, have fun, and eventually girls will want to talk to you. Until you try to meet girls in person, I think it's very difficult to go in cold into dating apps. All the best girls I've met was when I was out acting foolishly with pals and girls wanted to know what kind of stupid shit we were up to and wanted to join. Seriously, try it.

If you don't have a crew of friends (doesn't need to be a lot, but if you go out in a group of 3 it's optimum) you should try to make friends first. We're lucky. We all have skateboarding. So anywhere you go on earth, you automatically have "friends" in a way. If there's nobody you want to be friends with in your hometown, try the next town over, or however far you need to travel. I really think it's a crucial first step when meeting girls.

Don't give up!

Gonna throw in that one my homies who got tons of girls before he settled down, his method was to actually just make friends with women in earnest. I’ve had mixed results personally but either way you come out of it with new friends.

And having platonic female friends is very attractive to other women.

But most importantly, don’t put it on a pedestal, and keep ya head up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 21, 2019, 03:00:50 PM

I do have friends. I'm very publically friends with a pro and a crew that has gained some notoriety. Unfortunately, none are the type I'd like to be a party with. My friends I've gained relatively late in life and have little in common with me outside of skateboarding. It makes it somewhat difficult to even have lasting conversations with the majority of them. As far as being friends with girls is concerned, I know very few of them and have had no luck with trying to become friendly with them. I guess I could always try harder. I absolutely see the merit of being friends with more women in turn bringing me into contact with more women. I'm formulating a plan right now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Skart on November 22, 2019, 06:29:37 AM

Could be worse man

My contacts are 5 family members, 5 work and 2 former coworkers just for a back up plan on a job

Been a ghost since 2k13


* Instead of making your goals "friend, girlfriend, fb, connect, brownbag" just refine your goals to communication skills, maybe proper posture, basic car detail, fuck maybe skin care

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on November 22, 2019, 08:34:11 AM

Quote from: Skart on November 22, 2019, 06:29:37 AM

Could be worse man

My contacts are 5 family members, 5 work and 2 former coworkers just for a back up plan on a job

Been a ghost since 2k13


* Instead of making your goals "friend, girlfriend, fb, connect, brownbag" just refine your goals to communication skills, maybe proper posture, basic car detail, fuck maybe skin care

I have maybe 2? People I can kinda count on for a support system.

Having done shit for the last 32 years I have learned one universal thing.

You can only count on yourself, the rest are a joke.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on November 22, 2019, 06:37:55 PM

yeah i dont have many friends any more. i want to say the past couple of jobs ive held have had increasingly less social interaction, definitely made me give less of a shit about friends i guess. and coworkers are not my friends nor do i want them to be, that shit always seems forced.

but regardless - the new aves are seriously one of the most comfortable shoes ive ever owned. really didnt expect that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paco Supreme on November 22, 2019, 10:27:43 PM

So I was accused of harassment today at work.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 22, 2019, 10:51:50 PM

Quote from: Paco Supreme on November 22, 2019, 10:27:43 PM

So I was accused of harassment today at work.

.

Feel free to explain.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paco Supreme on November 22, 2019, 11:19:46 PM

I dunno how much I should vent into the internet yet, but the words “inappropriate touching” were used.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on November 22, 2019, 11:23:04 PM

Quote from: Paco Supreme on November 22, 2019, 10:27:43 PM

So I was accused of harassment today at work.

Paco, your omission of a certain contextual additive to the word "harrassment", reaks of something "sexual" in nature.  Then again, maybe I'm seeing what I WANT to see.  Casual Friday, and let me guess.  She's wearing that painted on "bend me over", skirt and you just couldn't help yourself?  Had to have a "peek" behind the  ol' meat curtains, huh? 

And don't give us this shit about "No, I REALLY was looking for my contact lense", which just HAPPENED to fall near the entrance to her skirt".  Quit stashing out on us and spill it, Bud!

  First things first, was she wearing panties?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on November 23, 2019, 05:00:31 AM

Quote from: Paco Supreme on November 22, 2019, 11:19:46 PM

I dunno how much I should vent into the internet yet, but the words “inappropriate touching” were used.

Did you do it? Remember, this is the real confessions thread.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paco Supreme on November 23, 2019, 05:02:23 AM

Nah, not even close. I’m not really into women so it was mostly a shock when this was mentioned so casually at me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: no habla mango on November 23, 2019, 05:32:03 AM

Quote from: Paco Supreme on November 23, 2019, 05:02:23 AM

Nah, not even close. I’m not really into women so it was mostly a shock when this was mentioned so casually at me

fight back. if you're innocent, homegirl likely thinks she found an easy way to climb that ladder by stepping on your back. i wonder if the area the alleged incident transpired is videotaped? lot of people get exonerated by the surveillance state, turn it on her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on November 23, 2019, 11:59:08 AM

If you get fired , get a lawyer . Make them pay for wrongful termination. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paco Supreme on November 23, 2019, 01:46:52 PM

I appreciate the advice and input guys, being such a small work environment there’s always at least one other person around and I’ve spoken with both of the two others I work with daily and they can’t believe it either. I think I’ve got at least a couple people to corroborate how ridiculous this situation is

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 23, 2019, 02:22:22 PM

Haven’t been on the forum as much but, damn. Sorry to hear about that Paco. I hate people that take such a serious thing so lightly. Keep your head up, stray away from that person and definitely fight it. There’s bound to be someone to vouch for you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on November 23, 2019, 05:00:24 PM

Quote from: smellsdead on November 22, 2019, 06:37:55 PM

yeah i dont have many friends any more. i want to say the past couple of jobs ive held have had increasingly less social interaction, definitely made me give less of a shit about friends i guess. and coworkers are not my friends nor do i want them to be, that shit always seems forced.

but regardless - the new aves are seriously one of the most comfortable shoes ive ever owned. really didnt expect that

My wife just picked me up a set the new aves with the clear blue shoes are tight as fuck I really like these.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on November 26, 2019, 06:30:13 AM

Quote from: rawr1922 on November 23, 2019, 11:59:08 AM

If you get fired , get a lawyer . Make them pay for wrongful termination. 

they owe

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on November 27, 2019, 04:21:59 PM

i want to get my nose pierced - feels like some quarter life crisis shit but i dig it

tupac had his shit pierced, so does sweet lou

i dont fuckin know

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on November 27, 2019, 05:31:07 PM

sometimes when im manic i roll down my windows and play my music real loud so other people can listen to my awesome tunes too

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on November 27, 2019, 10:54:33 PM

Quote from: straight on November 27, 2019, 05:31:07 PM

sometimes when im manic i roll down my windows and play my music real loud so other people can listen to my awesome tunes too

i hate other cars/people hearing the music im playing, i get self conscious with that shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on November 28, 2019, 12:22:17 AM

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sometimes when im manic i roll down my windows and play my music real loud so other people can listen to my awesome tunes too

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i hate other cars/people hearing the music im playing, i get self conscious with that shit

When I was young and dumb I had a convertible and you better believe I turned up the Capone N Noreaga so that everyone heard it.

Now, I mostly listen to The Smiths in the car so I keep the volume lower. I don't want the general public to know that I'm a depressed manchild listening to an awful racist asshole whining.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on November 28, 2019, 03:27:14 AM

Quote from: smellsdead on November 27, 2019, 04:21:59 PM

i want to get my nose pierced - feels like some quarter life crisis shit but i dig it

tupac had his shit pierced, so does sweet lou

i dont fuckin know

Do it, piercings can be removed much easier than tattoos

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on November 28, 2019, 04:42:20 AM

Quote from: straight on November 27, 2019, 05:31:07 PM

sometimes when im manic i roll down my windows and play my music real loud so other people can listen to my awesome tunes too

I never learned how to drive, so I just have to blast Cum Town out of my phone speaker in the waiting room of my substance abuse therapist

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 28, 2019, 04:54:05 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on November 28, 2019, 03:27:14 AM

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i want to get my nose pierced - feels like some quarter life crisis shit but i dig it

tupac had his shit pierced, so does sweet lou

i dont fuckin know

[close]

Do it, piercings can be removed much easier than tattoos

You might look hard as fuck, then again, might look like Nubian Queen.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on November 28, 2019, 04:57:37 AM

Quote from: SodaJerk on November 28, 2019, 03:27:14 AM

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i want to get my nose pierced - feels like some quarter life crisis shit but i dig it

tupac had his shit pierced, so does sweet lou

i dont fuckin know

[close]

Do it, piercings can be removed much easier than tattoos

Ahh shit, there's your answer right there.  Tupac?  Sweet "I name your daughters after the day of the week that I bang them on" Lou?  Come on man, fuck else you need to know, son?  That settles it.  You don't even HAVE a choice now. 

Besides, when the MID-life crisis hits and you're back here contemplating a "full body suspension", cause your newly acquired "Prince Albert" isn't quite "doing it" for ya, this will all seem like child's play anyway.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 28, 2019, 08:31:47 AM

Quote from: Pho King Hung Lo Mein on November 28, 2019, 04:57:37 AM

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i want to get my nose pierced - feels like some quarter life crisis shit but i dig it

tupac had his shit pierced, so does sweet lou

i dont fuckin know

[close]

Do it, piercings can be removed much easier than tattoos

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Ahh shit, there's your answer right there.  Tupac?  Sweet "I name your daughters after the day of the week that I bang them on" Lou?  Come on man, fuck else you need to know, son?  That settles it.  You don't even HAVE a choice now. 

Besides, when the MID-life crisis hits and you're back here contemplating a "full body suspension", cause your newly acquired "Prince Albert" isn't quite "doing it" for ya, this will all seem like child's play anyway.

And two years later you're filming quad amputee porn...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: no habla mango on November 28, 2019, 09:07:39 AM

Quote from: childhood on November 28, 2019, 04:42:20 AM

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sometimes when im manic i roll down my windows and play my music real loud so other people can listen to my awesome tunes too

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I never learned how to drive, so I just have to blast Cum Town out of my phone speaker in the waiting room of my substance abuse therapist

i'm old and just got my first permit. really opens things up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paco Supreme on November 28, 2019, 11:18:11 PM

Quote from: smellsdead on November 27, 2019, 04:21:59 PM

i want to get my nose pierced

i dont fuckin know

I’ve had this feeling, I’m more a piercings guy than tattoos, the good thing is you can always steal someone’s earring and shove that shit against your nose and get a feel for how it’ll look. I’d get that shit done tomorrow if I didn’t have such annoying seasonal allergies

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: behavioralguide on November 29, 2019, 02:56:31 AM

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i want to get my nose pierced - feels like some quarter life crisis shit but i dig it

tupac had his shit pierced, so does sweet lou

i dont fuckin know

[close]

Do it, piercings can be removed much easier than tattoos

[close]

Ahh shit, there's your answer right there.  Tupac?  Sweet "I name your daughters after the day of the week that I bang them on" Lou?  Come on man, fuck else you need to know, son?  That settles it.  You don't even HAVE a choice now. 

Besides, when the MID-life crisis hits and you're back here contemplating a "full body suspension", cause your newly acquired "Prince Albert" isn't quite "doing it" for ya, this will all seem like child's play anyway.

[close]

And two years later you're filming quad amputee porn...

still going on about that fucking amputee porn I see

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 29, 2019, 03:33:20 AM

Quote from: behavioralguide on November 29, 2019, 02:56:31 AM

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Quote from: smellsdead on November 27, 2019, 04:21:59 PM

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i want to get my nose pierced - feels like some quarter life crisis shit but i dig it

tupac had his shit pierced, so does sweet lou

i dont fuckin know

[close]

Do it, piercings can be removed much easier than tattoos

[close]

Ahh shit, there's your answer right there.  Tupac?  Sweet "I name your daughters after the day of the week that I bang them on" Lou?  Come on man, fuck else you need to know, son?  That settles it.  You don't even HAVE a choice now. 

Besides, when the MID-life crisis hits and you're back here contemplating a "full body suspension", cause your newly acquired "Prince Albert" isn't quite "doing it" for ya, this will all seem like child's play anyway.

[close]

And two years later you're filming quad amputee porn...

[close]

still going on about that fucking amputee porn I see

Got to do something on the train, bro...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on November 29, 2019, 05:35:52 AM

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i want to get my nose pierced - feels like some quarter life crisis shit but i dig it

tupac had his shit pierced, so does sweet lou

i dont fuckin know

[close]

Do it, piercings can be removed much easier than tattoos

[close]

Ahh shit, there's your answer right there.  Tupac?  Sweet "I name your daughters after the day of the week that I bang them on" Lou?  Come on man, fuck else you need to know, son?  That settles it.  You don't even HAVE a choice now. 

Besides, when the MID-life crisis hits and you're back here contemplating a "full body suspension", cause your newly acquired "Prince Albert" isn't quite "doing it" for ya, this will all seem like child's play anyway.

[close]

And two years later you're filming quad amputee porn...

[close]

still going on about that fucking amputee porn I see

[close]

Got to do something on the train, bro...

What about full body cast porn?

(https://i.imgur.com/TdGmnzE_d.jpg?maxwidth=640&shape=thumb&fidelity=medium)
(https://i.imgur.com/WijflfP_d.jpg?maxwidth=640&shape=thumb&fidelity=medium)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: landedprimo on November 29, 2019, 08:43:44 AM

Quote from: os89 on November 29, 2019, 05:35:52 AM

What about full body cast porn?

Imagine that at the center of a 50 man gangbang?  ;)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 29, 2019, 05:41:32 PM

Porn bums me out way more than it makes me horny. In fact, I have to be horny in the first place to even want to look at porn and then the amount porn bums me out usually deters me from watching it all. Pretty sure that's why I have to watch extreme stuff.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 29, 2019, 09:02:05 PM

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What about full body cast porn?

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Imagine that at the center of a 50 man gangbang?  ;)

How awkward would it be getting the cast removed or changed and the doctor or nurse finds massive amounts of cum lodged in?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HyenaChaser on December 01, 2019, 06:00:24 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on November 29, 2019, 05:41:32 PM

Porn bums me out way more than it makes me horny. In fact, I have to be horny in the first place to even want to look at porn and then the amount porn bums me out usually deters me from watching it all. Pretty sure that's why I have to watch extreme stuff.

Like mega ramp contests?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on December 01, 2019, 07:59:10 PM

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What about full body cast porn?

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Imagine that at the center of a 50 man gangbang?  ;)

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How awkward would it be getting the cast removed or changed and the doctor or nurse finds massive amounts of cum lodged in?

And the smell, oh lord.

Just re-watched that episode of IASIP after the gang runs over Charlie with Dennis' car and they are trying to use garden shears to cut them open. Only Frank was smart enough to soak it in water to peel if sheet by sheet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on December 02, 2019, 04:51:03 PM

Constantly selling and buying surfboards online & in person due to always being low on $$$. Only time got burned, from a girl . Felt the rails , all legit . Didn't check the middle, huge soft spot. Damn she ruthless & fooled me   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: landedprimo on December 02, 2019, 11:17:25 PM

Quote from: rawr1922 on December 02, 2019, 04:51:03 PM

Constantly selling and buying surfboards online & in person due to always being low on $$$. Only time got burned, from a girl . Felt the rails , all legit . Didn't check the middle, huge soft spot. Damn she ruthless & fooled me

Damn, that sucks. Leave some dog shit at her doorstep so it fucks up her day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Skart on December 04, 2019, 02:24:01 PM

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Porn bums me out way more than it makes me horny. In fact, I have to be horny in the first place to even want to look at porn and then the amount porn bums me out usually deters me from watching it all. Pretty sure that's why I have to watch extreme stuff.

[close]

Like mega ramp contests?

This helps in a pinch

https://youtu.be/rgWBm5ud20Y

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on December 06, 2019, 12:25:50 AM

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Porn bums me out way more than it makes me horny. In fact, I have to be horny in the first place to even want to look at porn and then the amount porn bums me out usually deters me from watching it all. Pretty sure that's why I have to watch extreme stuff.

[close]

Like mega ramp contests?

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This helps in a pinch

https://youtu.be/rgWBm5ud20Y

Thanks for helping me cum. It's been almost a week.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: waltercronkite on December 06, 2019, 07:44:27 PM

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Oh, and I hate dating apps. I don't know how any dude is successful on that shit unless they're white and have a six pack.

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eh im white and those apps still suck

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I had a good job, half-white, good traps, abs on my fucking dick, and all I got was a Russian gold digger. None of that shit worked.

I had better luck just grinding fucking retail employees. Going up to a girl IRL is so unheard of these days that they become stunned and respect the fearless approach. But getting "get-away-from-me-creep"-reponse is kind of gnarly IRL, too. High risk - high reward.

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You’re in Sweden right? I’ve heard the street game thing is simply not something one does there. Like it’s culturally not accepted. But maybe my sources are bullshit.

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Been living here for 20 years and never heard that. Then again, I'm a not native, so what do I know... It is for sure accepted as soon as alcohol gets involved. Being ex-addict, I don't hang around clubs/bars so maybe I can get a pass for snatching girls sober.

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I mean cruising up to girls on the street and laying down some game like mid day. Talked to a couple girls who were like “Walk up to strangers on the street? You buggin.” But who knows. Maybe going to retail stores is the move

Working in a retail store is how you really meet women. Leet go work seasonally for the holidays at an old navy

Title: Re: real confessions
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Oh, and I hate dating apps. I don't know how any dude is successful on that shit unless they're white and have a six pack.

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eh im white and those apps still suck

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I had a good job, half-white, good traps, abs on my fucking dick, and all I got was a Russian gold digger. None of that shit worked.

I had better luck just grinding fucking retail employees. Going up to a girl IRL is so unheard of these days that they become stunned and respect the fearless approach. But getting "get-away-from-me-creep"-reponse is kind of gnarly IRL, too. High risk - high reward.

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You’re in Sweden right? I’ve heard the street game thing is simply not something one does there. Like it’s culturally not accepted. But maybe my sources are bullshit.

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Been living here for 20 years and never heard that. Then again, I'm a not native, so what do I know... It is for sure accepted as soon as alcohol gets involved. Being ex-addict, I don't hang around clubs/bars so maybe I can get a pass for snatching girls sober.

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I mean cruising up to girls on the street and laying down some game like mid day. Talked to a couple girls who were like “Walk up to strangers on the street? You buggin.” But who knows. Maybe going to retail stores is the move

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Working in a retail store is how you really meet women. Leet go work seasonally for the holidays at an old navy

I actually love Old Navy. I can't work nada right now as I just had surgery  on my feets.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: FappleDapple on December 08, 2019, 09:13:16 AM

I know it sounds lame but find some random skank to wear out.

I’m sure you’re familiar with hoes?

I know it’s not pc but sometimes finding some random clears things up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on December 08, 2019, 10:10:32 AM

Quote from: FappleDapple on December 08, 2019, 09:13:16 AM

I know it sounds lame but find some random skank to wear out.

I’m sure you’re familiar with hoes?

I know it’s not pc but sometimes finding some random clears things up.

I second this....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: donkey on December 23, 2019, 11:28:26 AM

Quote from: FappleDapple on December 08, 2019, 09:13:16 AM

I know it sounds lame but find some random skank to wear out.

I’m sure you’re familiar with hoes?

I know it’s not pc but sometimes finding some random clears things up.

you’re not gonn get any pussy if u have that mindset. just go on tinder and match with a girl and be super up front and nice and you’ll probably get a couple girls that are down for the night (assuming you’re not incel level ugly, but if you’re a little ugly it would probably help you even more)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on December 23, 2019, 03:06:06 PM

I'm not ugly.

I got a prostitute in Tijuana when I was 26. It sucked. I'm 31 now.

I don't know any promiscuous women, if that's what FappleDapple is getting at.

I'm on virtually every dating app/site (a paying customer on some) and i get very little matches. I've met 3 women total off them and I've never seen them again.

I'm deeply infatuated with someone who feels nothing for me and it hurts all the fucking time every fucking day.

I'm almost positive I'll die alone. It would be nice to at least get a kiss before then, but that's unlikely because I already have my suicide rig put together and ready to go.

Yes, I can go back to Tijuana any time, but again, that time before was sort of traumatizing in and of itself.

Let me be clear. My depression is not about lack of sex. That is one component of many. I feel incapable of intimacy with another person. For whatever reason it's easier to type this shit out and let strangers read it than say it to anyone in my life. There is a whole litany of things that I'm a total fuck up about and/or generally dislike about life. It's just the whole sex thing is a juicier topic than most and I don't feel any particular shame in my experience of it. It's fun to talk about and I know others will respond. Also it's an ever present insatiable drive that regularly inserts itself in my mind. All and all, it's whatever. I just like you guys more than people irl.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: m bison on December 23, 2019, 03:20:05 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 23, 2019, 03:06:06 PM

I'm not ugly.

I got a prostitute in Tijuana when I was 26. It sucked. I'm 31 now.

I don't know any promiscuous women, if that's what FappleDapple is getting at.

I'm on virtually every dating app/site (a paying customer on some) and i get very little matches. I've met 3 women total off them and I've never seen them again.

I'm deeply infatuated with someone who feels nothing for me and it hurts all the fucking time every fucking day.

I'm almost positive I'll die alone. It would be nice to at least get a kiss before then, but that's unlikely because I already have my suicide rig put together and ready to go.

Yes, I can go back to Tijuana any time, but again, that time before was sort of traumatizing in and of itself.

Let me be clear. My depression is not about lack of sex. That is one component of many. I feel incapable of intimacy with another person. For whatever reason it's easier to type this shit out and let strangers read it than say it to anyone in my life. There is a whole litany of things that I'm a total fuck up about and/or generally dislike about life. It's just the whole sex thing is a juicier topic than most and I don't feel any particular shame in my experience of it. It's fun to talk about and I know others will respond. Also it's an ever present insatiable drive that regularly inserts itself in my mind. All and all, it's whatever. I just like you guys more than people irl.

if you think you're traumatized, what about the poor whore?  :)
keep at it, if you think positive you'll net positive results. if you are convinced you will die alone then you can fulfill your prophecy but it ain't preordained. don't kill yourself, you don't want to make a permanent decision at your lowest point. i understand the comfort of having it as an option but it should be way down on the list of things to try.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on December 23, 2019, 04:48:07 PM

Hang in there l33t. My sex life pretty much disappeared for 10 years and came back to life when I was damn near 30. Don’t worry about matches. Matches are the worst dating things. Find an app like Plenty Of Fish and just message any girl you are interested in. I was waiting for matches and got like nothing. I’m not ugly and not an idiot either. I started just using POF because you could send a message without matching first. That’s how I met my girlfriend. Sending a message to a chick I thought wouldn’t give me the time of day. You gotta persist.

I would get like 1 or 2 messages a day on that app. My girlfriend was maxed out at like 99+ or 999+ it said. Nobody who ever messaged me was someone I was interested in. I’m horrible at talking to women when I actually am interested. I’ve never walked up and hit on a girl. But using an app that let me send a message made that easier. Don’t be a douche either. Actually read their profile and refer to their interests. My girlfriend and I actually had a ton in common on our profiles and that’s where the discussion started. We started talking about podcasts and from there things happened.

EDIT: Late to add but my point about my girlfriends messages being maxed out is that there is so many fucking guys on there clogging that shit up with lameness. My girl said she would get so many messages just saying "wyd".

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on December 23, 2019, 08:37:00 PM

yo leet that sounds pretty normal reaction to unrequited love/breakup.  this is fucked but i read somewhere it takes around half the length of the relationship to get to a stage you're ready for another one.  easier on the party leaving cause they probably checked out a while ago. it happens. im not trying to fuck with you here. if tinder makes you uncomfortable don't force it you will make shit worse for yourself

but you should put yourself out there cause wallowing in sadness is no good man.  are you friends with your friends' girlfriends?  go out with them one night get them to wingman for you.  chick friends love helping with this sort of shit and you probably need a hand. you need to restore your self esteem man. its big and scary and hard and you might feel foolish getting rejected but fuck man you miss 100% of the shots you don't take.

if that is too hectic at this point just practice small talk with strangers.  say good morning to cunts in elevators.  smile at people.  the more you isolate yourself from people the worse you will feel. and the more you practice talking to strangers the easier it will become. your whole vibe right now is fucked and its takes time and commitment to yourself to change this cycle but you can and you will.

i don't really know your story but i probably do maybe, i got out of a ten year relationship about three years ago, got super into fucking flight attendants on drugs then switched to fucking prostitutes on drugs and then i just took drugs and beat off.  and then i couldn't get a hard on anymore.  got fat and my mind got all weird and dark and my friends could not help.  they tried real hard though. it's just depression man you gotta see it for what it is and actively fight it.

write down all the stuff you dont like about yourself and stick it on your fucking wall so you see it when you wake up.  work on yourself this coming year man.  running is kinda fun. 

i get pretty bad anxiety and shit like that.  in my experience dread is the worst emotion.  its easy for me to spend a lot of time in my head running through the worst case scenarios and that shit is textbook crazy man.  nothing in real life has been anywhere near as bad as my mind wants me to believe.

you tripping on your age is just dread man

just set some goals cunt you'll get through this
you miss 100% of the shots you don't take



if you build it they will come

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on December 24, 2019, 05:33:23 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 23, 2019, 03:06:06 PM

I'm not ugly.

I got a prostitute in Tijuana when I was 26. It sucked. I'm 31 now.

I don't know any promiscuous women, if that's what FappleDapple is getting at.

I'm on virtually every dating app/site (a paying customer on some) and i get very little matches. I've met 3 women total off them and I've never seen them again.

I'm deeply infatuated with someone who feels nothing for me and it hurts all the fucking time every fucking day.

I'm almost positive I'll die alone. It would be nice to at least get a kiss before then, but that's unlikely because I already have my suicide rig put together and ready to go.

Yes, I can go back to Tijuana any time, but again, that time before was sort of traumatizing in and of itself.

Let me be clear. My depression is not about lack of sex. That is one component of many. I feel incapable of intimacy with another person. For whatever reason it's easier to type this shit out and let strangers read it than say it to anyone in my life. There is a whole litany of things that I'm a total fuck up about and/or generally dislike about life. It's just the whole sex thing is a juicier topic than most and I don't feel any particular shame in my experience of it. It's fun to talk about and I know others will respond. Also it's an ever present insatiable drive that regularly inserts itself in my mind. All and all, it's whatever. I just like you guys more than people irl.

This may be small consolation to read, but I am really glad to read this part. It means that you haven't given up. And with all of the mental health struggles you deal with every day, all of the daily pain you feel knowing that someone you're infatuated with doesn't feel the same about you, you still haven't given up hope that you will someday find a partner. Even if you are 99.99% positive that you will die alone, you still are 0.01% hopeful. And with everything that you go through daily, it really says a lot about how strong you actually are. You are a strong person, L33t.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on December 25, 2019, 06:20:53 PM

l33t, you ever think about religious/philosophical engagement? Hate to join the chorus of advice peddlers (there's no response you haven't already heard, I'm sure) but maybe try ego death before death death. Being an "individual" can be a quite a hang-up if you've got too many bad, entangled ideas/feelings about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on December 28, 2019, 08:32:52 AM

i like watching local parades on local tv

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on December 29, 2019, 07:11:45 AM

Thanks everyone. I'm not feeling too strong or cool, but I'm learning to take compliments. I'm in a crisis house right now. It's pretty lame, but it stops me from using my exit bag.

Religion is off limits for me because I find it to be total garbage. I mean no disrespect, but as far as philosophy is concerned, I've dabbled, but it's not really for me. I'd rather write my own manifesto than read a bunch of other people saying the same things in different ways and arguing past one another.

I sound like a real prick in this post. Sorry in advance.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: theresnothinghere on December 30, 2019, 01:59:19 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 29, 2019, 07:11:45 AM

Thanks everyone. I'm not feeling too strong or cool, but I'm learning to take compliments. I'm in a crisis house right now. It's pretty lame, but it stops me from using my exit bag.

Religion is off limits for me because I find it to be total garbage. I mean no disrespect, but as far as philosophy is concerned, I've dabbled, but it's not really for me. I'd rather write my own manifesto than read a bunch of other people saying the same things in different ways and arguing past one another.

I sound like a real prick in this post. Sorry in advance.

love u leet leet

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on December 30, 2019, 08:49:44 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 29, 2019, 07:11:45 AM

Thanks everyone. I'm not feeling too strong or cool, but I'm learning to take compliments. I'm in a crisis house right now. It's pretty lame, but it stops me from using my exit bag.

Religion is off limits for me because I find it to be total garbage. I mean no disrespect, but as far as philosophy is concerned, I've dabbled, but it's not really for me. I'd rather write my own manifesto than read a bunch of other people saying the same things in different ways and arguing past one another.

I sound like a real prick in this post. Sorry in advance.

Glad to see that you're still here!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on December 31, 2019, 10:43:50 AM

ugh dating apps
rather have a dating nap

doing things you enjoy you may just bump into someone who sparks it for you

library, coffeeshop, gallery, show. whatever brings you joy go do it.

you dont go looking for that shit it usually finds you.

my worthless two cents



just came here to say that i dont trust people who like bad music


happy new years freaks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 01, 2020, 02:22:57 PM

Apps can be more frustrating than helpful. While it can be easy to meet people and re-learn to talk to someone they can take a toll. It's okay to focus your account or take a break.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on January 02, 2020, 02:33:54 AM

Quote from: smellsdead on December 31, 2019, 10:43:50 AM

just came here to say that i dont trust people who like bad music

I had a coworker tell me recently that they don't like live music. To me, that's nuts. I get upset if I don't see live music every once in a while(going regularly is better, but not in the cards for me at the moment) even if I don't particularly love the band, as long as it's a genre or "scene" that I'm into.

People who don't like music at all are weirder than people who like bad music from my experience.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: slippy on January 02, 2020, 09:24:03 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 29, 2019, 07:11:45 AM

Thanks everyone. I'm not feeling too strong or cool, but I'm learning to take compliments. I'm in a crisis house right now. It's pretty lame, but it stops me from using my exit bag.

Religion is off limits for me because I find it to be total garbage. I mean no disrespect, but as far as philosophy is concerned, I've dabbled, but it's not really for me. I'd rather write my own manifesto than read a bunch of other people saying the same things in different ways and arguing past one another.

I sound like a real prick in this post. Sorry in advance.

Keep on doing what you can, your path is just fine, keep walkin

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on January 02, 2020, 07:50:01 PM

Quote from: 50mm on December 23, 2019, 04:48:07 PM

Hang in there l33t. My sex life pretty much disappeared for 10 years and came back to life when I was damn near 30. Don’t worry about matches. Matches are the worst dating things. Find an app like Plenty Of Fish and just message any girl you are interested in. I was waiting for matches and got like nothing. I’m not ugly and not an idiot either. I started just using POF because you could send a message without matching first. That’s how I met my girlfriend. Sending a message to a chick I thought wouldn’t give me the time of day. You gotta persist.

I would get like 1 or 2 messages a day on that app. My girlfriend was maxed out at like 99+ or 999+ it said. Nobody who ever messaged me was someone I was interested in. I’m horrible at talking to women when I actually am interested. I’ve never walked up and hit on a girl. But using an app that let me send a message made that easier. Don’t be a douche either. Actually read their profile and refer to their interests. My girlfriend and I actually had a ton in common on our profiles and that’s where the discussion started. We started talking about podcasts and from there things happened.

EDIT: Late to add but my point about my girlfriends messages being maxed out is that there is so many fucking guys on there clogging that shit up with lameness. My girl said she would get so many messages just saying "wyd".

Same here man, it really is a numbers game with these dating apps and every app fills a specific niche in the market. I went with Ok Cupid because I found the quiz to be really helpful in finding a compatible match with women. It's really unlike Tinder where you swipe and send a flirty text; hoping it will lead to something. I feel that folks on Ok Cupid (mostly) try to make an effort to find a good match, so they both to do up their profiles and answer the quiz questions so you match well with a potential partner. It shows that both parties are committed to finding a partner, though hook ups are possible.

Men are lucky to get a couple of texts a day, but women are flooded with texts on a daily basis. My female friend tried it out and within 5 minutes of creating a profile she had 10 messages, all of them low effort "wyd" or "hi". Probably even more so one of her photos was her in a bikini or sexually suggestive.

@L33T - I hope you're doing OK, would hate to lose someone especially on Slap. I would classify myself as a mentally healthy adult but even I have these thoughts that life would be much easier if it just stopped. It futility of life can really get to me. On an intellectual level I understand how it can be incredibly selfish and logically the wrong thing to do, especially to my wife, friends and family, but those reason are not good enough for me.

I really have to remind myself to enjoy the little things in life; it can be a good tune, a solid skate part, good meal, a session at the park or seeing your friends. "It gets easier. Every day it gets a little easier. But you gotta do it every day —that’s the hard part. But it does get easier"

https://youtu.be/R2_Mn-qRKjA

I'm sure a couple of Pals would be happy to meet up for a session if you're open to that idea.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on January 04, 2020, 07:44:15 AM

Real talk though I'm glad I decided to join Slap for "insiders knowledge" I am seriously stoked to have people on here giving me the business whenever I was being an idiot, through my various incarnates RSL, SC, DDM.

I've been throuh hell and back and back on point with my life and in part it is partially due to you guys, for good and bad SLAP has been the motivator to keep skating even when I was feeling like shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on January 04, 2020, 09:14:18 AM

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People who don't like music at all are weirder than people who like bad music from my experience.

This one scares me. Anyone who says they don't like music at all is basically admitting to being a sociopath.
I used to work with a dude who claimed he'd never had a dream. Strongly disliked and never trusted him. I was irked to even look at him. Even dogs have dreams.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 04, 2020, 06:42:24 PM

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People who don't like music at all are weirder than people who like bad music from my experience.

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This one scares me. Anyone who says they don't like music at all is basically admitting to being a sociopath.
I used to work with a dude who claimed he'd never had a dream. Strongly disliked and never trusted him. I was irked to even look at him. Even dogs have dreams.

I'm not trying to be that philosophical prick guy, but what even is bad music? I say this as someone who thinks I have a pretty good taste in some genes, but I know that a good chunk of what I love is considered unlistenable by a lot of people, or at least they don't find it anywhere near as enjoyable as I do.

Sometimes I feel like I'm the one who likes bad music when I get into groups of people because I don't share their love for people like Billy Joel or Bruce Springsteen, or fucking Journey. People LOVE that shit. Nobody knows who the fuck Swell Maps is.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 04, 2020, 06:52:21 PM

imagine dragons dude . anyone who likes that can not be trusted  . or that song about riding bike with no handlebars

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 04, 2020, 11:54:16 PM

I haven't been feeling myself recently and have been itching to get out of the house and hang out with someone that isn't family or at least close to my age. But, haven't had a real opportunity to and on a drive I got hit with a wave of sadness and anxiety. Instead of pulling over and crying I drive through it and realized it all kinda stems from self-hatred with myself for not being where I wanted to be or should be in life. I got home and ate and typing it out has calmed me down, and reminded me that you have to go with the flow of life. Things work at their own pace and you have to take it and be prepared or on the look for opportunities.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on January 05, 2020, 01:06:14 AM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on January 04, 2020, 11:54:16 PM

I haven't been feeling myself recently and have been itching to get out of the house and hang out with someone that isn't family or at least close to my age. But, haven't had a real opportunity to and on a drive I got hit with a wave of sadness and anxiety. Instead of pulling over and crying I drive through it and realized it all kinda stems from self-hatred with myself for not being where I wanted to be or should be in life. I got home and ate and typing it out has calmed me down, and reminded me that you have to go with the flow of life. Things work at their own pace and you have to take it and be prepared or on the look for opportunities.

I know that feel man. My best friend from high school is killing it at his corporate job having made smart career moves when he graduated - intern at IT MNC, worked his way up through another MNC and he's sitting pretty high up the food chain in the company, slated to become a regional director. I on the hand studied something that wasn't very marketable (psychology), graduated during the 2009 recession and only found my first job in 2011 in a much more niche part of IT which is rapidly shrinking.

It didn't help that I took 2 years to try and run a business with a friend and ex-colleague before that went to shit after we couldn't see eye to eye on a bunch of things. Since then I've been trying to recover my career, gradually moving up the corporate ladder to where I am right now. I'm not sure about the prospects in the future, but at the moment it's given me pretty good work-life balance which has allowed me to come back to skateboarding.

Still, I can't help but feel my best friend has lapped me. Not that I'm jealous of his success at all, he's a salt of the earth kind of guy and would take a bullet for me if we were at gun point. We were each others best man at our respective weddings. I feel like I let him, and myself down with where I am in my life, in terms of where I could be financially and in career.

We met up a few weeks ago for Xmas lunch with a couple of friends and when it came time to split the bill dude pulled out an Amex Black Card, while I pulled out the equivalent of a Chase card. When I was having tough times with my business he handed me a cheque for 10k, telling me not to worry about returning it. I love him a friend, but also disappointed him because I didn't have it all together like he did.

Regarding letting things go at their own pace, I'll agree on that fully. I had a shit skate session this morning and I felt like focusing my board numerous times throughout the 2 hours. I had to remind myself that any time on the board is a blessing and to enjoy it while I still had my health.

Just spent 4 hours cleaning up my home, shalom and have a good ones pals.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on January 05, 2020, 06:10:10 AM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on January 04, 2020, 11:54:16 PM

I haven't been feeling myself recently and have been itching to get out of the house and hang out with someone that isn't family or at least close to my age. But, haven't had a real opportunity to and on a drive I got hit with a wave of sadness and anxiety. Instead of pulling over and crying I drive through it and realized it all kinda stems from self-hatred with myself for not being where I wanted to be or should be in life. I got home and ate and typing it out has calmed me down, and reminded me that you have to go with the flow of life. Things work at their own pace and you have to take it and be prepared or on the look for opportunities.

I've been there and honestly it's best to hold true..... ^{Those that you want in your life skaters, lovers, careers, opportunities will come through.} I know it sucks to hear but I think when it comes to comparing ourselves to others it's our own expectations that poison the well.  We've got to move higher in consciousness elevate ourselves to rewarding point of success.  We've only got maybe 75 years on this earth and I am not going to waste it on the what ifs and what abouts.....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Trickflip on January 05, 2020, 11:23:24 AM

Quote from: straight on January 04, 2020, 06:52:21 PM

imagine dragons dude . anyone who likes that can not be trusted  . or that song about riding bike with no handlebars

Never trust anyone who listens to Alt-J either

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on January 05, 2020, 03:52:47 PM

jb - bad music(in my opinion) would be like...butt rock
or yeah rock

by butt rock i mean like godsmack nickelback and the like
yeah rock they say "yeaah" after every verse- you know what im sayin?


i cannot fuck with phish or anything that makes you wet noodle dance or hula hoop.

im down to give new (and often times awful) hip hop a chance, same with some avante garde jazz or whatever you can throw at me.
my girl listens to adele sometimes and i can cope.
im sure some of my music is terrible to her.


and yeah i totally agree with the no music thing

you dont dig any music your life is fuct


im very opinionated.
i also saw bruce springsteen when i was like 17 whatever that means.

the fact that there is a band named imagine dragons makes me physically ill

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jakeumms on January 05, 2020, 05:48:57 PM

This thread has me listening to Nebraska on repeat. Good looks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 05, 2020, 06:19:59 PM

I know what you guys mean about imagine dragons and butt rock and I really don't understand people who actually do like that stuff. I get not being a huge music fan and letting the radio do the thinking for you, but I've tried introducing those kinds of people to things I think are decent and easy enough for their ears, but they usually don't care. They just want what they know. It's like on the same level as those people who will go out to eat at a restaurant that's known for something special but they order chicken fingers.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on January 05, 2020, 06:55:44 PM

Quote from: JB on January 05, 2020, 06:19:59 PM

I know what you guys mean about imagine dragons and butt rock and I really don't understand people who actually do like that stuff. I get not being a huge music fan and letting the radio do the thinking for you, but I've tried introducing those kinds of people to things I think are decent and easy enough for their ears, but they usually don't care. They just want what they know. It's like on the same level as those people who will go out to eat at a restaurant that's known for something special but they order chicken fingers.

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 06, 2020, 12:27:58 AM

I want to add Russ to the list of bad artists for personal reasons.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on January 06, 2020, 01:47:23 AM

Quote from: smellsdead on January 05, 2020, 03:52:47 PM

jb - bad music(in my opinion) would be like...butt rock
or yeah rock

by butt rock i mean like godsmack nickelback and the like
yeah rock they say "yeaah" after every verse- you know what im sayin?


i cannot fuck with phish or anything that makes you wet noodle dance or hula hoop.

im down to give new (and often times awful) hip hop a chance, same with some avante garde jazz or whatever you can throw at me.
my girl listens to adele sometimes and i can cope.
im sure some of my music is terrible to her.


and yeah i totally agree with the no music thing

you dont dig any music your life is fuct


im very opinionated.
i also saw bruce springsteen when i was like 17 whatever that means.

the fact that there is a band named imagine dragons makes me physically ill

nuff said'

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on January 06, 2020, 06:14:34 AM

I work 1-9:30pm and work has me stressed out. I woke up at 5am having a nightmare about going in and its fucking weird and terrifying. I woke up crying and just being fucking full of anxiety.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on January 06, 2020, 02:35:07 PM

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I haven't been feeling myself recently and have been itching to get out of the house and hang out with someone that isn't family or at least close to my age. But, haven't had a real opportunity to and on a drive I got hit with a wave of sadness and anxiety. Instead of pulling over and crying I drive through it and realized it all kinda stems from self-hatred with myself for not being where I wanted to be or should be in life. I got home and ate and typing it out has calmed me down, and reminded me that you have to go with the flow of life. Things work at their own pace and you have to take it and be prepared or on the look for opportunities.

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I know that feel man. My best friend from high school is killing it at his corporate job having made smart career moves when he graduated - intern at IT MNC, worked his way up through another MNC and he's sitting pretty high up the food chain in the company, slated to become a regional director. I on the hand studied something that wasn't very marketable (psychology), graduated during the 2009 recession and only found my first job in 2011 in a much more niche part of IT which is rapidly shrinking.

It didn't help that I took 2 years to try and run a business with a friend and ex-colleague before that went to shit after we couldn't see eye to eye on a bunch of things. Since then I've been trying to recover my career, gradually moving up the corporate ladder to where I am right now. I'm not sure about the prospects in the future, but at the moment it's given me pretty good work-life balance which has allowed me to come back to skateboarding.

Still, I can't help but feel my best friend has lapped me. Not that I'm jealous of his success at all, he's a salt of the earth kind of guy and would take a bullet for me if we were at gun point. We were each others best man at our respective weddings. I feel like I let him, and myself down with where I am in my life, in terms of where I could be financially and in career.

We met up a few weeks ago for Xmas lunch with a couple of friends and when it came time to split the bill dude pulled out an Amex Black Card, while I pulled out the equivalent of a Chase card. When I was having tough times with my business he handed me a cheque for 10k, telling me not to worry about returning it. I love him a friend, but also disappointed him because I didn't have it all together like he did.

Regarding letting things go at their own pace, I'll agree on that fully. I had a shit skate session this morning and I felt like focusing my board numerous times throughout the 2 hours. I had to remind myself that any time on the board is a blessing and to enjoy it while I still had my health.

Just spent 4 hours cleaning up my home, shalom and have a good ones pals.

I feel this whole heartedly. I’m the youngest of three and my two older kin have their lives set. I on the other hand struggle to keep my head up and get my ducks in a row. They love me, I’m aware, but I can’t help but feel like a disappointment when I’m around my family.

I guess the only thing I can offer is to not let it fester any resentment.


As far as my confession for today goes - I’m almost thirty and have never been tested for STD’s. It hasn’t fallen of yet so I guess it’s okay.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on January 06, 2020, 02:44:50 PM

Quote from: CrumblingInfrastructure on January 06, 2020, 06:14:34 AM

I work 1-9:30pm and work has me stressed out. I woke up at 5am having a nightmare about going in and its fucking weird and terrifying. I woke up crying and just being fucking full of anxiety.

Damn. Would you care to divulge what it is you do for work?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 06, 2020, 07:11:48 PM

Quote from: CrumblingInfrastructure on January 06, 2020, 06:14:34 AM

I work 1-9:30pm and work has me stressed out. I woke up at 5am having a nightmare about going in and its fucking weird and terrifying. I woke up crying and just being fucking full of anxiety.

I’ve had a similar situation and if it persists and you’re not really happy it may be tome to move. With that said, you hit rough patches with all aspects of your life and work is one of them. Don’t know your situation but, would you care to expand?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on January 06, 2020, 09:44:21 PM

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I work 1-9:30pm and work has me stressed out. I woke up at 5am having a nightmare about going in and its fucking weird and terrifying. I woke up crying and just being fucking full of anxiety.

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I’ve had a similar situation and if it persists and you’re not really happy it may be tome to move. With that said, you hit rough patches with all aspects of your life and work is one of them. Don’t know your situation but, would you care to expand?

I work at a dog park/boarding facility. It sounds dope but its really fucking stressful. I pretty much spend all day breaking up dog fights and cleaning shit and they dont want to staff us properly so im in the park by myself sometimes with up to 40 dogs at a time. Ive been bit a few times now. I asked if they would let me do bathing and grooming since its 9-5 and im having to leave my dog at home to go to work. They said if I worked more they would. That was back in October. I’ve worked every holiday since I started there and im being over scheduled still with no talk of getting transferred. Im just really bored with what I do and I hate this feeling like im working a dead end job. 1-9:30 is a pain in the ass too. Cant do shit on the days I work and they’ve been scheduling me every other day for two months now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 06, 2020, 10:03:30 PM

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I work 1-9:30pm and work has me stressed out. I woke up at 5am having a nightmare about going in and its fucking weird and terrifying. I woke up crying and just being fucking full of anxiety.

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I’ve had a similar situation and if it persists and you’re not really happy it may be tome to move. With that said, you hit rough patches with all aspects of your life and work is one of them. Don’t know your situation but, would you care to expand?

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I work at a dog park/boarding facility. It sounds dope but its really fucking stressful. I pretty much spend all day breaking up dog fights and cleaning shit and they dont want to staff us properly so im in the park by myself sometimes with up to 40 dogs at a time. Ive been bit a few times now. I asked if they would let me do bathing and grooming since its 9-5 and im having to leave my dog at home to go to work. They said if I worked more they would. That was back in October. I’ve worked every holiday since I started there and im being over scheduled still with no talk of getting transferred. Im just really bored with what I do and I hate this feeling like im working a dead end job. 1-9:30 is a pain in the ass too. Cant do shit on the days I work and they’ve been scheduling me every other day for two months now.

Yeah, maybe start looking for another job or Bring it up to them again. Even if you become annoying.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on January 06, 2020, 10:32:59 PM

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I work 1-9:30pm and work has me stressed out. I woke up at 5am having a nightmare about going in and its fucking weird and terrifying. I woke up crying and just being fucking full of anxiety.

[close]

I’ve had a similar situation and if it persists and you’re not really happy it may be tome to move. With that said, you hit rough patches with all aspects of your life and work is one of them. Don’t know your situation but, would you care to expand?

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I work at a dog park/boarding facility. It sounds dope but its really fucking stressful. I pretty much spend all day breaking up dog fights and cleaning shit and they dont want to staff us properly so im in the park by myself sometimes with up to 40 dogs at a time. Ive been bit a few times now. I asked if they would let me do bathing and grooming since its 9-5 and im having to leave my dog at home to go to work. They said if I worked more they would. That was back in October. I’ve worked every holiday since I started there and im being over scheduled still with no talk of getting transferred. Im just really bored with what I do and I hate this feeling like im working a dead end job. 1-9:30 is a pain in the ass too. Cant do shit on the days I work and they’ve been scheduling me every other day for two months now.

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Yeah, maybe start looking for another job or Bring it up to them again. Even if you become annoying.

^^^^^^^

Start looking around and test the market to know your worth. Your physical and mental health are worth more than the pay check. Shalom and all the best.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on January 07, 2020, 01:28:45 AM

Quote from: rocklobster on January 05, 2020, 01:06:14 AM

Just spent 4 hours cleaning up my home, shalom and have a good ones pals.

Out of curiosity, did you let things lay around and just stack up for a while due to a certain depressive state, because if yes you're not alone, that's happened to me quite a few times too. When in that state, not postponing even the most basic chore feels impossible, in the end they stack up in the back of your head, your home starts looking like a shithole and nurturing the thought that maybe you're not worthy of more than living in a shithole since you can't seem to do basic tasks, to the point where you don't dare to have people over anymore which in turn encourages you to slack on more shit, it's a vicious cycle. If you managed to break out of that then kudos, regardless of the state you were at I know sinking low is tempting and getting back up takes strength, also, your post brought back memories I'm not proud of so after reading it I just cleaned my whole apartment in full too, just to make sure. You probably feel pretty good now, living in a clean, presentable, safe place is very therapeutic.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 07, 2020, 05:17:33 AM

Funny how it works for different people... I tend to clean/wash more, the shittier I feel.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on January 07, 2020, 05:35:09 AM

Anxiety works wonders for housekeeping.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on January 07, 2020, 07:01:29 AM

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Just spent 4 hours cleaning up my home, shalom and have a good ones pals.

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Out of curiosity, did you let things lay around and just stack up for a while due to a certain depressive state, because if yes you're not alone, that's happened to me quite a few times too. When in that state, not postponing even the most basic chore feels impossible, in the end they stack up in the back of your head, your home starts looking like a shithole and nurturing the thought that maybe you're not worthy of more than living in a shithole since you can't seem to do basic tasks, to the point where you don't dare to have people over anymore which in turn encourages you to slack on more shit, it's a vicious cycle. If you managed to break out of that then kudos, regardless of the state you were at I know sinking low is tempting and getting back up takes strength, also, your post brought back memories I'm not proud of so after reading it I just cleaned my whole apartment in full too, just to make sure. You probably feel pretty good now, living in a clean, presentable, safe place is very therapeutic.

Nah I'm not dealing with any psychological issues hence the cleaning. I'm Chinese and the Lunar New Year is coming up, so in preparation we do an annual spring cleaning to usher in the new year. This includes stuff like tossing out old clothes, furniture and cleaning every inch of the house.

My wife and I spent 4 hours cleaning to target the spots we usually neglect during weekly chores.

Thanks for the concern though, we got another 2 more weekends of back to back cleaning sessions.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on January 07, 2020, 10:26:18 AM

im dead inside so now instead of laughing i just say that’s funny

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on January 07, 2020, 11:57:41 AM

Quote from: rocklobster on January 07, 2020, 07:01:29 AM

Nah I'm not dealing with any psychological issues hence the cleaning. I'm Chinese and the Lunar New Year is coming up, so in preparation we do an annual spring cleaning to usher in the new year. This includes stuff like tossing out old clothes, furniture and cleaning every inch of the house.

My wife and I spent 4 hours cleaning to target the spots we usually neglect during weekly chores.

Thanks for the concern though, we got another 2 more weekends of back to back cleaning sessions.

Then it's good to hear you're in a good place both mentally and physically, sounds like a healthy tradition, like I was saying cleaning from the ground up is always good for you no matter what. I thought I'd bring that subject up just in case because it's not an issue people have that's too commonly discussed (most likely due to pride), who knows, maybe someone with it will read that one day, realize they can relate and get their ass off to tidy the fuck up.

One of my former girlfriends' mother was a hoarder who couldn't even sleep in her own room or cook anything in her oven because everything around her place was just crammed with stuff, or I've cleaned up homes before for family members too old to be physically able to do it (and you bet it showed) - those visions were terrifying and still are in retrospect.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on January 07, 2020, 12:17:00 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on January 06, 2020, 02:35:07 PM

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I haven't been feeling myself recently and have been itching to get out of the house and hang out with someone that isn't family or at least close to my age. But, haven't had a real opportunity to and on a drive I got hit with a wave of sadness and anxiety. Instead of pulling over and crying I drive through it and realized it all kinda stems from self-hatred with myself for not being where I wanted to be or should be in life. I got home and ate and typing it out has calmed me down, and reminded me that you have to go with the flow of life. Things work at their own pace and you have to take it and be prepared or on the look for opportunities.

[close]

I know that feel man. My best friend from high school is killing it at his corporate job having made smart career moves when he graduated - intern at IT MNC, worked his way up through another MNC and he's sitting pretty high up the food chain in the company, slated to become a regional director. I on the hand studied something that wasn't very marketable (psychology), graduated during the 2009 recession and only found my first job in 2011 in a much more niche part of IT which is rapidly shrinking.

It didn't help that I took 2 years to try and run a business with a friend and ex-colleague before that went to shit after we couldn't see eye to eye on a bunch of things. Since then I've been trying to recover my career, gradually moving up the corporate ladder to where I am right now. I'm not sure about the prospects in the future, but at the moment it's given me pretty good work-life balance which has allowed me to come back to skateboarding.

Still, I can't help but feel my best friend has lapped me. Not that I'm jealous of his success at all, he's a salt of the earth kind of guy and would take a bullet for me if we were at gun point. We were each others best man at our respective weddings. I feel like I let him, and myself down with where I am in my life, in terms of where I could be financially and in career.

We met up a few weeks ago for Xmas lunch with a couple of friends and when it came time to split the bill dude pulled out an Amex Black Card, while I pulled out the equivalent of a Chase card. When I was having tough times with my business he handed me a cheque for 10k, telling me not to worry about returning it. I love him a friend, but also disappointed him because I didn't have it all together like he did.

Regarding letting things go at their own pace, I'll agree on that fully. I had a shit skate session this morning and I felt like focusing my board numerous times throughout the 2 hours. I had to remind myself that any time on the board is a blessing and to enjoy it while I still had my health.

Just spent 4 hours cleaning up my home, shalom and have a good ones pals.

[close]

I feel this whole heartedly. I’m the youngest of three and my two older kin have their lives set. I on the other hand struggle to keep my head up and get my ducks in a row. They love me, I’m aware, but I can’t help but feel like a disappointment when I’m around my family.

I guess the only thing I can offer is to not let it fester any resentment.


As far as my confession for today goes - I’m almost thirty and have never been tested for STD’s. It hasn’t fallen of yet so I guess it’s okay.

That's not how it works. You should get tested, if not for your sake, then at least for the sake of current/future partners.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on January 07, 2020, 12:25:55 PM

Quote from: straight on January 07, 2020, 10:26:18 AM

im dead inside so now instead of laughing i just say that’s funny

That sucks. How long have you felt like you were dead inside?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on January 08, 2020, 02:54:43 PM

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I haven't been feeling myself recently and have been itching to get out of the house and hang out with someone that isn't family or at least close to my age. But, haven't had a real opportunity to and on a drive I got hit with a wave of sadness and anxiety. Instead of pulling over and crying I drive through it and realized it all kinda stems from self-hatred with myself for not being where I wanted to be or should be in life. I got home and ate and typing it out has calmed me down, and reminded me that you have to go with the flow of life. Things work at their own pace and you have to take it and be prepared or on the look for opportunities.

[close]

I know that feel man. My best friend from high school is killing it at his corporate job having made smart career moves when he graduated - intern at IT MNC, worked his way up through another MNC and he's sitting pretty high up the food chain in the company, slated to become a regional director. I on the hand studied something that wasn't very marketable (psychology), graduated during the 2009 recession and only found my first job in 2011 in a much more niche part of IT which is rapidly shrinking.

It didn't help that I took 2 years to try and run a business with a friend and ex-colleague before that went to shit after we couldn't see eye to eye on a bunch of things. Since then I've been trying to recover my career, gradually moving up the corporate ladder to where I am right now. I'm not sure about the prospects in the future, but at the moment it's given me pretty good work-life balance which has allowed me to come back to skateboarding.

Still, I can't help but feel my best friend has lapped me. Not that I'm jealous of his success at all, he's a salt of the earth kind of guy and would take a bullet for me if we were at gun point. We were each others best man at our respective weddings. I feel like I let him, and myself down with where I am in my life, in terms of where I could be financially and in career.

We met up a few weeks ago for Xmas lunch with a couple of friends and when it came time to split the bill dude pulled out an Amex Black Card, while I pulled out the equivalent of a Chase card. When I was having tough times with my business he handed me a cheque for 10k, telling me not to worry about returning it. I love him a friend, but also disappointed him because I didn't have it all together like he did.

Regarding letting things go at their own pace, I'll agree on that fully. I had a shit skate session this morning and I felt like focusing my board numerous times throughout the 2 hours. I had to remind myself that any time on the board is a blessing and to enjoy it while I still had my health.

Just spent 4 hours cleaning up my home, shalom and have a good ones pals.

[close]

I feel this whole heartedly. I’m the youngest of three and my two older kin have their lives set. I on the other hand struggle to keep my head up and get my ducks in a row. They love me, I’m aware, but I can’t help but feel like a disappointment when I’m around my family.

I guess the only thing I can offer is to not let it fester any resentment.


As far as my confession for today goes - I’m almost thirty and have never been tested for STD’s. It hasn’t fallen of yet so I guess it’s okay.

[close]

That's not how it works. You should get tested, if not for your sake, then at least for the sake of current/future partners.

That’s the plan. And also don’t yell at me dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on January 08, 2020, 05:34:44 PM

dont feel too bad burgermeistermeisterburger

this girl i hooked up with burned me and notified me via fbook that she had the clap

so i got tested and they had to swab the hole of my dick. no burning feeling quite like that.

if dicks could cry

were talking like 2007ish maybe

yeah word is they can do an oral swab and get what they need now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on January 08, 2020, 08:29:28 PM

Ive never been STD tested in my life....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on January 09, 2020, 03:51:04 AM

Quote from: smellsdead on January 08, 2020, 05:34:44 PM

dont feel too bad burgermeistermeisterburger

this girl i hooked up with burned me and notified me via fbook that she had the clap

so i got tested and they had to swab the hole of my dick. no burning feeling quite like that.

if dicks could cry

were talking like 2007ish maybe

yeah word is they can do an oral swab and get what they need now

But I pee from there?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on January 09, 2020, 02:05:46 PM

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I haven't been feeling myself recently and have been itching to get out of the house and hang out with someone that isn't family or at least close to my age. But, haven't had a real opportunity to and on a drive I got hit with a wave of sadness and anxiety. Instead of pulling over and crying I drive through it and realized it all kinda stems from self-hatred with myself for not being where I wanted to be or should be in life. I got home and ate and typing it out has calmed me down, and reminded me that you have to go with the flow of life. Things work at their own pace and you have to take it and be prepared or on the look for opportunities.

[close]

I know that feel man. My best friend from high school is killing it at his corporate job having made smart career moves when he graduated - intern at IT MNC, worked his way up through another MNC and he's sitting pretty high up the food chain in the company, slated to become a regional director. I on the hand studied something that wasn't very marketable (psychology), graduated during the 2009 recession and only found my first job in 2011 in a much more niche part of IT which is rapidly shrinking.

It didn't help that I took 2 years to try and run a business with a friend and ex-colleague before that went to shit after we couldn't see eye to eye on a bunch of things. Since then I've been trying to recover my career, gradually moving up the corporate ladder to where I am right now. I'm not sure about the prospects in the future, but at the moment it's given me pretty good work-life balance which has allowed me to come back to skateboarding.

Still, I can't help but feel my best friend has lapped me. Not that I'm jealous of his success at all, he's a salt of the earth kind of guy and would take a bullet for me if we were at gun point. We were each others best man at our respective weddings. I feel like I let him, and myself down with where I am in my life, in terms of where I could be financially and in career.

We met up a few weeks ago for Xmas lunch with a couple of friends and when it came time to split the bill dude pulled out an Amex Black Card, while I pulled out the equivalent of a Chase card. When I was having tough times with my business he handed me a cheque for 10k, telling me not to worry about returning it. I love him a friend, but also disappointed him because I didn't have it all together like he did.

Regarding letting things go at their own pace, I'll agree on that fully. I had a shit skate session this morning and I felt like focusing my board numerous times throughout the 2 hours. I had to remind myself that any time on the board is a blessing and to enjoy it while I still had my health.

Just spent 4 hours cleaning up my home, shalom and have a good ones pals.

[close]

I feel this whole heartedly. I’m the youngest of three and my two older kin have their lives set. I on the other hand struggle to keep my head up and get my ducks in a row. They love me, I’m aware, but I can’t help but feel like a disappointment when I’m around my family.

I guess the only thing I can offer is to not let it fester any resentment.


As far as my confession for today goes - I’m almost thirty and have never been tested for STD’s. It hasn’t fallen of yet so I guess it’s okay.

[close]

That's not how it works. You should get tested, if not for your sake, then at least for the sake of current/future partners.

[close]

That’s the plan. And also don’t yell at me dude.

You weren't asking for mine or anyone else's opinion/advice. Sorry man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on January 09, 2020, 04:50:39 PM

It’s okay I’m sorry for yelling.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on January 09, 2020, 06:14:14 PM

Ordered some deck rails today.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 09, 2020, 10:06:49 PM

Quote from: 50mm on January 09, 2020, 06:14:14 PM

Ordered some deck rails today.

They’re fun. The holes can bring downs board’s durability so I suggest using an old board to figure out how far apart you like them and if you’re a one or two rail guy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on January 10, 2020, 05:35:02 AM

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Ordered some deck rails today.

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They’re fun. The holes can bring downs board’s durability so I suggest using an old board to figure out how far apart you like them and if you’re a one or two rail guy

What's the deal with 1 rail? When people put them on 1 side which one is it? I was gonna throw two on mainly for skating curbs and then also I have a shitty skatepark near me but the transition is weird so I figured the rails could make my deck stick out more so I can get a better rocking effect on rock and rolls, right now its nearly a roll in. I'm a little scared of how slick they will make skating flat bars however.

I got them mainly for curbs and because I wanted to boardslide on transition, but I'm scared to skate a flatbar with them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jollyoli on January 10, 2020, 08:04:02 AM

I liked my rails but the flat bar became a not go zone for any rail slide, made transition more fun for longer and more controlled slides. Crusty spots became tenable. One toe side rail is very fashionable, not sure why.

My confession is the Truck thread has made me purchase trucks out with my norm. Bastards.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on January 10, 2020, 09:19:36 AM

Quote from: Jollyoli on January 10, 2020, 08:04:02 AM

I liked my rails but the flat bar became a not go zone for any rail slide, made transition more fun for longer and more controlled slides. Crusty spots became tenable. One toe side rail is very fashionable, not sure why.

My confession is the Truck thread has made me purchase trucks out with my norm. Bastards.

I did that summer with thunders. Tried to convince myself I liked them but couldn’t. Just put my indys back on and it feels good. Plus side is I have an extra board.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on January 10, 2020, 01:25:19 PM

Quote from: Jollyoli on January 10, 2020, 08:04:02 AM

I liked my rails but the flat bar became a not go zone for any rail slide, made transition more fun for longer and more controlled slides. Crusty spots became tenable. One toe side rail is very fashionable, not sure why.

My confession is the Truck thread has made me purchase trucks out with my norm. Bastards.

Tried them on my lunch break skating some curbs and I don’t know about them. Just way too fucking slick! It’s like boardsliding a bar of wax.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 10, 2020, 01:32:15 PM

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I liked my rails but the flat bar became a not go zone for any rail slide, made transition more fun for longer and more controlled slides. Crusty spots became tenable. One toe side rail is very fashionable, not sure why.

My confession is the Truck thread has made me purchase trucks out with my norm. Bastards.

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Tried them on my lunch break skating some curbs and I don’t know about them. Just way too fucking slick! It’s like boardsliding a bar of wax.

Kinda why I like running 1 as it gives slides a more controlled feel.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on January 10, 2020, 02:21:44 PM

This might fuck me but I have to confess that I did indeed like theeve trucks.


I’m sorry everyone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 10, 2020, 03:20:11 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on January 10, 2020, 02:21:44 PM

This might fuck me but I have to confess that I did indeed like theeve trucks.


I’m sorry everyone.

I am not a fan of conical bushings and swapped the stock bones-imitations for Indy aftermarket barrels and they felt good. Similar turn and the geometry isn't so bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on January 10, 2020, 06:35:46 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on January 10, 2020, 01:32:15 PM

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I liked my rails but the flat bar became a not go zone for any rail slide, made transition more fun for longer and more controlled slides. Crusty spots became tenable. One toe side rail is very fashionable, not sure why.

My confession is the Truck thread has made me purchase trucks out with my norm. Bastards.

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Tried them on my lunch break skating some curbs and I don’t know about them. Just way too fucking slick! It’s like boardsliding a bar of wax.

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Kinda why I like running 1 as it gives slides a more controlled feel.

On the toe side? Does it feel weird in transition. I’ll try 1 rail tomorrow before taking them off completely. Mother fuckers work though. Never really boardslid low curbs before because we don’t have them without a sidewalk out here so it was kinda crazy. I’ll see how 1 rail  is tomorrow.

Got a weird itch after seeing this car totaled in the middle of the road and hit my skatepark at like 10:30 nobody there thank god. I really like how the rails feel on transition.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 11, 2020, 11:28:49 AM

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I liked my rails but the flat bar became a not go zone for any rail slide, made transition more fun for longer and more controlled slides. Crusty spots became tenable. One toe side rail is very fashionable, not sure why.

My confession is the Truck thread has made me purchase trucks out with my norm. Bastards.

[close]

Tried them on my lunch break skating some curbs and I don’t know about them. Just way too fucking slick! It’s like boardsliding a bar of wax.

[close]

Kinda why I like running 1 as it gives slides a more controlled feel.

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On the toe side? Does it feel weird in transition. I’ll try 1 rail tomorrow before taking them off completely. Mother fuckers work though. Never really boardslid low curbs before because we don’t have them without a sidewalk out here so it was kinda crazy. I’ll see how 1 rail  is tomorrow.

Got a weird itch after seeing this car totaled in the middle of the road and hit my skatepark at like 10:30 nobody there thank god. I really like how the rails feel on transition.

I use them for curbs and don’t skate transition so I couldn’t tell you. But yes they actually work and aren’t a scam.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cricketclub on January 13, 2020, 03:18:51 PM

I probably smoke too much weed.

There.

I said it.

Gonna try to cut back.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on January 13, 2020, 06:38:31 PM

Quote from: cricketclub on January 13, 2020, 03:18:51 PM

I probably smoke too much weed.

There.

I said it.

Gonna try to cut back.

its cool man just send me what you dont want to smoke

;)



but seriously...what is too much?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: landedprimo on January 14, 2020, 06:42:48 PM

Quote from: smellsdead on January 08, 2020, 05:34:44 PM

dont feel too bad burgermeistermeisterburger

this girl i hooked up with burned me and notified me via fbook that she had the clap

so i got tested and they had to swab the hole of my dick. no burning feeling quite like that.

if dicks could cry

were talking like 2007ish maybe

yeah word is they can do an oral swab and get what they need now

I had that same test done in 2000. Talk about the feeling of pissing glass. 10/10 would recommend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lady fanny on January 14, 2020, 06:54:26 PM

Quote from: smellsdead on January 08, 2020, 05:34:44 PM

dont feel too bad burgermeistermeisterburger

this girl i hooked up with burned me and notified me via fbook that she had the clap

so i got tested and they had to swab the hole of my dick. no burning feeling quite like that.

if dicks could cry

were talking like 2007ish maybe

yeah word is they can do an oral swab and get what they need now

did you just go out like that? did it die there or did you provide some clapback?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 14, 2020, 07:03:10 PM

Quote from: LandonPrimo on January 14, 2020, 06:42:48 PM

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dont feel too bad burgermeistermeisterburger

this girl i hooked up with burned me and notified me via fbook that she had the clap

so i got tested and they had to swab the hole of my dick. no burning feeling quite like that.

if dicks could cry

were talking like 2007ish maybe

yeah word is they can do an oral swab and get what they need now

[close]

I had that same test done in 2000. Talk about the feeling of pissing glass. 10/10 would recommend.

I have a terrible unsubstantiated fear of anything urethra related and you guys nearly made me cry.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on January 14, 2020, 07:41:10 PM

it’s honestly probably totally completely worth it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 14, 2020, 08:09:01 PM

I always come here to cry because you're anonymous, but I know you're real people. It's one of the most cathartic things I do in my life. Thanks for the platform.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on January 14, 2020, 09:09:08 PM

I'm not actually a big bear with a tiny head.



My head is regular sized even above average maybe but my pecs are so swole it makes people think I'm a smol bean. I don't mind the publicity but sometimes I feel like an imposter especially at the hat boutique when none of the doll ones fit me and I need to go with a regular infant size toque or something.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on January 15, 2020, 01:13:30 AM

Quote from: Complements4U on January 14, 2020, 09:09:08 PM

I'm not actually a big bear with a tiny head.
My head is regular sized even above average maybe but my pecs are so swole it makes people think I'm a smol bean. I don't mind the publicity but sometimes I feel like an imposter especially at the hat boutique when none of the doll ones fit me and I need to go with a regular infant size toque or something.

do you even lift?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ClownOfTheDay on January 15, 2020, 08:01:32 AM

Been depressed lately, I miss the ocean and the smell of it, I miss my Aunt who always had my back even when we were mad at each other. I moved in with her once my Uncle died which was a really big blow to me and my family, then 2 months and 2 days later my dad died due to a drug induced heart attack. I've been having dreams about his grave lately and I think it's him calling me to tell me to come back for some unfinished business. Maybe I'm crazy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on January 15, 2020, 10:11:16 PM

Feeling gutted lately. I started seeing a chick who is an au pair 4 months back and we immediately hit it off. Every date we went on was better than the last and we just clicked. Super fun personality and cute as hell. Sends me a message on New Years saying how much she was thankful for me while she was away. She comes back from a trip with her host family and cancels on me last minute when we were supposed to meet a few days later. After being ignored for two days, she messages me saying that she really likes spending time with me, but she doesn't want to catch feelings because it's not going to go anywhere when she goes back to her country. Now I can't even talk to her after she was blowing me up for months. I'm not trying to sound like a simp, but it hurts as it was completely out of nowhere and I haven't had a chick I dug this much in a while.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on January 15, 2020, 11:22:05 PM

Quote from: skatefresh on January 15, 2020, 10:11:16 PM

Feeling gutted lately. I started seeing a chick who is an au pair 4 months back and we immediately hit it off. Every date we went on was better than the last and we just clicked. Super fun personality and cute as hell. Sends me a message on New Years saying how much she was thankful for me while she was away. She comes back from a trip with her host family and cancels on me last minute when we were supposed to meet a few days later. After being ignored for two days, she messages me saying that she really likes spending time with me, but she doesn't want to catch feelings because it's not going to go anywhere when she goes back to her country. Now I can't even talk to her after she was blowing me up for months. I'm not trying to sound like a simp, but it hurts as it was completely out of nowhere and I haven't had a chick I dug this much in a while.

Quit everything and go to her country.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on January 16, 2020, 12:59:19 AM

Quote from: 50mm on January 15, 2020, 11:22:05 PM

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Feeling gutted lately. I started seeing a chick who is an au pair 4 months back and we immediately hit it off. Every date we went on was better than the last and we just clicked. Super fun personality and cute as hell. Sends me a message on New Years saying how much she was thankful for me while she was away. She comes back from a trip with her host family and cancels on me last minute when we were supposed to meet a few days later. After being ignored for two days, she messages me saying that she really likes spending time with me, but she doesn't want to catch feelings because it's not going to go anywhere when she goes back to her country. Now I can't even talk to her after she was blowing me up for months. I'm not trying to sound like a simp, but it hurts as it was completely out of nowhere and I haven't had a chick I dug this much in a while.

[close]

Quit everything and go to her country.

Depending on you current work/life situation, this could be the best thing to do and a real life changing move. Where does she come from?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: landedprimo on January 16, 2020, 11:36:22 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 14, 2020, 07:03:10 PM

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dont feel too bad burgermeistermeisterburger

this girl i hooked up with burned me and notified me via fbook that she had the clap

so i got tested and they had to swab the hole of my dick. no burning feeling quite like that.

if dicks could cry

were talking like 2007ish maybe

yeah word is they can do an oral swab and get what they need now

[close]

I had that same test done in 2000. Talk about the feeling of pissing glass. 10/10 would recommend.

[close]

I have a terrible unsubstantiated fear of anything urethra related and you guys nearly made me cry.

You should look up ureteral sounds. My late friend used to swear by them. He said it made him feel like he was cumming for the duration of them being inserted.

I was always pretty 'nope' about the thought of fucking my own dick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on January 16, 2020, 11:52:23 AM

Quote from: LandonPrimo on January 16, 2020, 11:36:22 AM

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dont feel too bad burgermeistermeisterburger

this girl i hooked up with burned me and notified me via fbook that she had the clap

so i got tested and they had to swab the hole of my dick. no burning feeling quite like that.

if dicks could cry

were talking like 2007ish maybe

yeah word is they can do an oral swab and get what they need now

[close]

I had that same test done in 2000. Talk about the feeling of pissing glass. 10/10 would recommend.

[close]

I have a terrible unsubstantiated fear of anything urethra related and you guys nearly made me cry.

[close]

You should look up ureteral sounds. My late friend used to swear by them. He said it made him feel like he was cumming for the duration of them being inserted.

I was always pretty 'nope' about the thought of fucking my own dick.

Urethral sounds. I’ve done it a bit. It’s ok. The metal ones actually don’t feel like anything. The soft silicone ones feel like they are scratching the inside of your dick. AMA.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lady fanny on January 16, 2020, 11:55:39 AM

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dont feel too bad burgermeistermeisterburger

this girl i hooked up with burned me and notified me via fbook that she had the clap

so i got tested and they had to swab the hole of my dick. no burning feeling quite like that.

if dicks could cry

were talking like 2007ish maybe

yeah word is they can do an oral swab and get what they need now

[close]

I had that same test done in 2000. Talk about the feeling of pissing glass. 10/10 would recommend.

[close]

I have a terrible unsubstantiated fear of anything urethra related and you guys nearly made me cry.

[close]

You should look up ureteral sounds. My late friend used to swear by them. He said it made him feel like he was cumming for the duration of them being inserted.

I was always pretty 'nope' about the thought of fucking my own dick.

[close]

Urethral sounds. Been there done that.

damn! how bad was it? or good?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on January 16, 2020, 12:44:30 PM

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Quote from: smellsdead on January 08, 2020, 05:34:44 PM

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dont feel too bad burgermeistermeisterburger

this girl i hooked up with burned me and notified me via fbook that she had the clap

so i got tested and they had to swab the hole of my dick. no burning feeling quite like that.

if dicks could cry

were talking like 2007ish maybe

yeah word is they can do an oral swab and get what they need now

[close]

I had that same test done in 2000. Talk about the feeling of pissing glass. 10/10 would recommend.

[close]

I have a terrible unsubstantiated fear of anything urethra related and you guys nearly made me cry.

[close]

You should look up ureteral sounds. My late friend used to swear by them. He said it made him feel like he was cumming for the duration of them being inserted.

I was always pretty 'nope' about the thought of fucking my own dick.

[close]

Urethral sounds. Been there done that.

[close]

damn! how bad was it? or good?

The rubber ones suck because they are grippy. The metal ones are way more comfortable. You don't even really feel it, though you would think you would. If you pick the right starter size it just goes in, I was surprised. Overall it feels kind of good, but it's not usually worth all the work. And if you work up to bigger sizes and then stop you have to start over. So it was interesting, but not at all as bad as you would think, not really bad at all unless you are trying to go up sizes and even then its not too bad if you go slow. Your urethra at the tip is tighter and past the tip its easy.

I think it's more of a mind thing I think. Because my girl and I were into it for like a month and then got bored of it. We both laugh about it and make jokes about how fucked it is at the most random times but we are both pretty down in bed.

Also, it's never happened to me but the whole thing CAN go inside, but it wont get stuck, once you lose your boner it comes back out. There's a video of two chicks doing it to some dude and with the lube they lose it. Looks scary but it's really not a big deal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on January 16, 2020, 02:51:28 PM

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Feeling gutted lately. I started seeing a chick who is an au pair 4 months back and we immediately hit it off. Every date we went on was better than the last and we just clicked. Super fun personality and cute as hell. Sends me a message on New Years saying how much she was thankful for me while she was away. She comes back from a trip with her host family and cancels on me last minute when we were supposed to meet a few days later. After being ignored for two days, she messages me saying that she really likes spending time with me, but she doesn't want to catch feelings because it's not going to go anywhere when she goes back to her country. Now I can't even talk to her after she was blowing me up for months. I'm not trying to sound like a simp, but it hurts as it was completely out of nowhere and I haven't had a chick I dug this much in a while.

[close]

Quit everything and go to her country.

[close]

Depending on you current work/life situation, this could be the best thing to do and a real life changing move. Where does she come from?

She's from Colombia. I basically poured my heart out and told her I wanted to commit to her and see where it goes if we are still dating when she talked to me about it. She told me it's been amazing, but she's not looking for anything too serious right now and didn't plan to get into
a relationship here. It's just so out of left field compared to how she was contacting me even one week prior. Everything was just so effortless. She won't even talk to me now, but is creeping my ig. I just can't process going from being so affectionate on a daily basis to no contact at all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on January 16, 2020, 03:06:23 PM

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Feeling gutted lately. I started seeing a chick who is an au pair 4 months back and we immediately hit it off. Every date we went on was better than the last and we just clicked. Super fun personality and cute as hell. Sends me a message on New Years saying how much she was thankful for me while she was away. She comes back from a trip with her host family and cancels on me last minute when we were supposed to meet a few days later. After being ignored for two days, she messages me saying that she really likes spending time with me, but she doesn't want to catch feelings because it's not going to go anywhere when she goes back to her country. Now I can't even talk to her after she was blowing me up for months. I'm not trying to sound like a simp, but it hurts as it was completely out of nowhere and I haven't had a chick I dug this much in a while.

[close]

Quit everything and go to her country.

[close]

Depending on you current work/life situation, this could be the best thing to do and a real life changing move. Where does she come from?

[close]

She's from Colombia. I basically poured my heart out and told her I wanted to commit to her and see where it goes if we are still dating when she talked to me about it. She told me it's been amazing, but she's not looking for anything too serious right now and didn't plan to get into
a relationship here. It's just so out of left field compared to how she was contacting me even one week prior. Everything was just so effortless. She won't even talk to me now, but is creeping my ig. I just can't process going from being so affectionate on a daily basis to no contact at all.

Have you poured your heart out since then? If she’s creeping you there is something there. Give it another try. Don’t lose that Columbian booty without trying again. I would even call her out on creeping your shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on January 16, 2020, 04:34:14 PM

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Feeling gutted lately. I started seeing a chick who is an au pair 4 months back and we immediately hit it off. Every date we went on was better than the last and we just clicked. Super fun personality and cute as hell. Sends me a message on New Years saying how much she was thankful for me while she was away. She comes back from a trip with her host family and cancels on me last minute when we were supposed to meet a few days later. After being ignored for two days, she messages me saying that she really likes spending time with me, but she doesn't want to catch feelings because it's not going to go anywhere when she goes back to her country. Now I can't even talk to her after she was blowing me up for months. I'm not trying to sound like a simp, but it hurts as it was completely out of nowhere and I haven't had a chick I dug this much in a while.

[close]

Quit everything and go to her country.

[close]

Depending on you current work/life situation, this could be the best thing to do and a real life changing move. Where does she come from?

[close]

She's from Colombia. I basically poured my heart out and told her I wanted to commit to her and see where it goes if we are still dating when she talked to me about it. She told me it's been amazing, but she's not looking for anything too serious right now and didn't plan to get into
a relationship here. It's just so out of left field compared to how she was contacting me even one week prior. Everything was just so effortless. She won't even talk to me now, but is creeping my ig. I just can't process going from being so affectionate on a daily basis to no contact at all.

[close]

Have you poured your heart out since then? If she’s creeping you there is something there. Give it another try. Don’t lose that Columbian booty without trying again. I would even call her out on creeping your shit.

I've tried to message her on WhatsApp 3 times now over the course of a couple of days. I see her online and she doesnt even open my messages. The last one she opened I said "Realmente te extraño" (I really miss you). No reply. We used to talk on there daily. I tried calling once a few days back and she declined it. I replied to one ig story and got a neutral response. I'm just at a loss here. I love her but I can't force her to change her mind.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on January 16, 2020, 04:37:26 PM

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Feeling gutted lately. I started seeing a chick who is an au pair 4 months back and we immediately hit it off. Every date we went on was better than the last and we just clicked. Super fun personality and cute as hell. Sends me a message on New Years saying how much she was thankful for me while she was away. She comes back from a trip with her host family and cancels on me last minute when we were supposed to meet a few days later. After being ignored for two days, she messages me saying that she really likes spending time with me, but she doesn't want to catch feelings because it's not going to go anywhere when she goes back to her country. Now I can't even talk to her after she was blowing me up for months. I'm not trying to sound like a simp, but it hurts as it was completely out of nowhere and I haven't had a chick I dug this much in a while.

[close]

Quit everything and go to her country.

[close]

Depending on you current work/life situation, this could be the best thing to do and a real life changing move. Where does she come from?

[close]

She's from Colombia. I basically poured my heart out and told her I wanted to commit to her and see where it goes if we are still dating when she talked to me about it. She told me it's been amazing, but she's not looking for anything too serious right now and didn't plan to get into
a relationship here. It's just so out of left field compared to how she was contacting me even one week prior. Everything was just so effortless. She won't even talk to me now, but is creeping my ig. I just can't process going from being so affectionate on a daily basis to no contact at all.

[close]

Have you poured your heart out since then? If she’s creeping you there is something there. Give it another try. Don’t lose that Columbian booty without trying again. I would even call her out on creeping your shit.

[close]

I've tried to message her on WhatsApp 3 times now over the course of a couple of days. I see her online and she doesnt even open my messages. The last one she opened I said "Realmente te extraño" (I really miss you). No reply. We used to talk on there daily. I tried calling once a few days back and she declined it. I replied to one ig story and got a neutral response. I'm just at a loss here. I love her but I can't force her to change her mind.

Yeah that’s A tough one. Sounds like she’s already getting feelings and is trying to push it down. Maybe someone got in her head. Give it time. If you know when she is leaving hit her up a little before and just be like is it cool if we say goodbye in person? Women are a fucking mystery.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on January 16, 2020, 04:54:29 PM

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Feeling gutted lately. I started seeing a chick who is an au pair 4 months back and we immediately hit it off. Every date we went on was better than the last and we just clicked. Super fun personality and cute as hell. Sends me a message on New Years saying how much she was thankful for me while she was away. She comes back from a trip with her host family and cancels on me last minute when we were supposed to meet a few days later. After being ignored for two days, she messages me saying that she really likes spending time with me, but she doesn't want to catch feelings because it's not going to go anywhere when she goes back to her country. Now I can't even talk to her after she was blowing me up for months. I'm not trying to sound like a simp, but it hurts as it was completely out of nowhere and I haven't had a chick I dug this much in a while.

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Quit everything and go to her country.

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Depending on you current work/life situation, this could be the best thing to do and a real life changing move. Where does she come from?

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She's from Colombia. I basically poured my heart out and told her I wanted to commit to her and see where it goes if we are still dating when she talked to me about it. She told me it's been amazing, but she's not looking for anything too serious right now and didn't plan to get into
a relationship here. It's just so out of left field compared to how she was contacting me even one week prior. Everything was just so effortless. She won't even talk to me now, but is creeping my ig. I just can't process going from being so affectionate on a daily basis to no contact at all.

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Have you poured your heart out since then? If she’s creeping you there is something there. Give it another try. Don’t lose that Columbian booty without trying again. I would even call her out on creeping your shit.

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I've tried to message her on WhatsApp 3 times now over the course of a couple of days. I see her online and she doesnt even open my messages. The last one she opened I said "Realmente te extraño" (I really miss you). No reply. We used to talk on there daily. I tried calling once a few days back and she declined it. I replied to one ig story and got a neutral response. I'm just at a loss here. I love her but I can't force her to change her mind.

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Yeah that’s A tough one. Sounds like she’s already getting feelings and is trying to push it down. Maybe someone got in her head. Give it time. If you know when she is leaving hit her up a little before and just be like is it cool if we say goodbye in person? Women are a fucking mystery.

I'm thinking one of her friends or a family member may have influenced her decision. She's not leaving for another 6 months which is why it sucks worse. At this point I'll just give her a little space.  This girl was all over me in person so it's a total mind fuck. I would rather ride it out till the end than give up without trying.

Title: Re: real confessions
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Feeling gutted lately. I started seeing a chick who is an au pair 4 months back and we immediately hit it off. Every date we went on was better than the last and we just clicked. Super fun personality and cute as hell. Sends me a message on New Years saying how much she was thankful for me while she was away. She comes back from a trip with her host family and cancels on me last minute when we were supposed to meet a few days later. After being ignored for two days, she messages me saying that she really likes spending time with me, but she doesn't want to catch feelings because it's not going to go anywhere when she goes back to her country. Now I can't even talk to her after she was blowing me up for months. I'm not trying to sound like a simp, but it hurts as it was completely out of nowhere and I haven't had a chick I dug this much in a while.

[close]

Quit everything and go to her country.

[close]

Depending on you current work/life situation, this could be the best thing to do and a real life changing move. Where does she come from?

[close]

She's from Colombia. I basically poured my heart out and told her I wanted to commit to her and see where it goes if we are still dating when she talked to me about it. She told me it's been amazing, but she's not looking for anything too serious right now and didn't plan to get into
a relationship here. It's just so out of left field compared to how she was contacting me even one week prior. Everything was just so effortless. She won't even talk to me now, but is creeping my ig. I just can't process going from being so affectionate on a daily basis to no contact at all.

[close]

Have you poured your heart out since then? If she’s creeping you there is something there. Give it another try. Don’t lose that Columbian booty without trying again. I would even call her out on creeping your shit.

[close]

I've tried to message her on WhatsApp 3 times now over the course of a couple of days. I see her online and she doesnt even open my messages. The last one she opened I said "Realmente te extraño" (I really miss you). No reply. We used to talk on there daily. I tried calling once a few days back and she declined it. I replied to one ig story and got a neutral response. I'm just at a loss here. I love her but I can't force her to change her mind.

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Yeah that’s A tough one. Sounds like she’s already getting feelings and is trying to push it down. Maybe someone got in her head. Give it time. If you know when she is leaving hit her up a little before and just be like is it cool if we say goodbye in person? Women are a fucking mystery.

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I'm thinking one of her friends or a family member may have influenced her decision. She's not leaving for another 6 months which is why it sucks worse. At this point I'll just give her a little space.  This girl was all over me in person so it's a total mind fuck. I would rather ride it out till the end than give up without trying.

Fuck that. You'll get it dude. Give it time. When a girl has a sudden change like that 9 times out of 10 its because a friend or some shit got in their head. Women are like easily swayed by friends and family. If you have good intentions, and truly care about this chick keep it up. Give her space, like you said. I was thinking she was leaving in 3 weeks and you needed to move quick.

Give it a week of not sending her anything if she isn't responding. She will start worrying, especially if you guys weren't just some hookup dating shit, shes lurking your shit and you guys talked all that time so she isn't suddenly over it. Then after a week show up unannounced with some flowers. Not roses, just something nice. "I'm sorry for showing up like unannounced this but I had to see you." Some shit like that. You don't seem like a psycho so she wont get sketched out at you showing up. Just be put together and do it in the daytime. I would give her a note pouring your heart out too.

I couldn't tell you how to pickup and bang a bunch of chicks, but I can tell you how to stoke the flames of love. Are you Hispanic or Columbian or something or did she teach you/you looked up the spanish? I'm half mexican half white, my girlfriend is a stubborn latina. I don't know Spanish but my girl goes crazy if I say anything in Spanish, even if it sounds goofy they think it's either cute or sexy. Latina's are stubborn as fuck but love romance. 

I'm pulling for you man. Good luck!

Title: Re: real confessions
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Feeling gutted lately. I started seeing a chick who is an au pair 4 months back and we immediately hit it off. Every date we went on was better than the last and we just clicked. Super fun personality and cute as hell. Sends me a message on New Years saying how much she was thankful for me while she was away. She comes back from a trip with her host family and cancels on me last minute when we were supposed to meet a few days later. After being ignored for two days, she messages me saying that she really likes spending time with me, but she doesn't want to catch feelings because it's not going to go anywhere when she goes back to her country. Now I can't even talk to her after she was blowing me up for months. I'm not trying to sound like a simp, but it hurts as it was completely out of nowhere and I haven't had a chick I dug this much in a while.

[close]

Quit everything and go to her country.

[close]

Depending on you current work/life situation, this could be the best thing to do and a real life changing move. Where does she come from?

[close]

She's from Colombia. I basically poured my heart out and told her I wanted to commit to her and see where it goes if we are still dating when she talked to me about it. She told me it's been amazing, but she's not looking for anything too serious right now and didn't plan to get into
a relationship here. It's just so out of left field compared to how she was contacting me even one week prior. Everything was just so effortless. She won't even talk to me now, but is creeping my ig. I just can't process going from being so affectionate on a daily basis to no contact at all.

[close]

Have you poured your heart out since then? If she’s creeping you there is something there. Give it another try. Don’t lose that Columbian booty without trying again. I would even call her out on creeping your shit.

[close]

I've tried to message her on WhatsApp 3 times now over the course of a couple of days. I see her online and she doesnt even open my messages. The last one she opened I said "Realmente te extraño" (I really miss you). No reply. We used to talk on there daily. I tried calling once a few days back and she declined it. I replied to one ig story and got a neutral response. I'm just at a loss here. I love her but I can't force her to change her mind.

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Yeah that’s A tough one. Sounds like she’s already getting feelings and is trying to push it down. Maybe someone got in her head. Give it time. If you know when she is leaving hit her up a little before and just be like is it cool if we say goodbye in person? Women are a fucking mystery.

[close]

I'm thinking one of her friends or a family member may have influenced her decision. She's not leaving for another 6 months which is why it sucks worse. At this point I'll just give her a little space.  This girl was all over me in person so it's a total mind fuck. I would rather ride it out till the end than give up without trying.

[close]

Fuck that. You'll get it dude. Give it time. When a girl has a sudden change like that 9 times out of 10 its because a friend or some shit got in their head. Women are like easily swayed by friends and family. If you have good intentions, and truly care about this chick keep it up. Give her space, like you said. I was thinking she was leaving in 3 weeks and you needed to move quick.

Give it a week of not sending her anything if she isn't responding. She will start worrying, especially if you guys weren't just some hookup dating shit, shes lurking your shit and you guys talked all that time so she isn't suddenly over it. Then after a week show up unannounced with some flowers. Not roses, just something nice. "I'm sorry for showing up like unannounced this but I had to see you." Some shit like that. You don't seem like a psycho so she wont get sketched out at you showing up. Just be put together and do it in the daytime. I would give her a note pouring your heart out too.

I couldn't tell you how to pickup and bang a bunch of chicks, but I can tell you how to stoke the flames of love. Are you Hispanic or Columbian or something or did she teach you/you looked up the spanish? I'm half mexican half white, my girlfriend is a stubborn latina. I don't know Spanish but my girl goes crazy if I say anything in Spanish, even if it sounds goofy they think it's either cute or sexy. Latina's are stubborn as fuck but love romance. 

I'm pulling for you man. Good luck!

Hmm. It's just so hard. She just posted a status at the same place I took her on a date a few weeks ago and it just fucking killed me inside. I feel a little odd showing up at her host families place since the neighbors are nosy as hell in that part of town. I know people only put the best side of themselves out there on social media but it's hard. It feels like they're fucking with you on purpose. I'm white, but I know a little Spanish. I'm considering messaging her friend lol but I feel like it will come off weird.

Title: Re: real confessions
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Feeling gutted lately. I started seeing a chick who is an au pair 4 months back and we immediately hit it off. Every date we went on was better than the last and we just clicked. Super fun personality and cute as hell. Sends me a message on New Years saying how much she was thankful for me while she was away. She comes back from a trip with her host family and cancels on me last minute when we were supposed to meet a few days later. After being ignored for two days, she messages me saying that she really likes spending time with me, but she doesn't want to catch feelings because it's not going to go anywhere when she goes back to her country. Now I can't even talk to her after she was blowing me up for months. I'm not trying to sound like a simp, but it hurts as it was completely out of nowhere and I haven't had a chick I dug this much in a while.

[close]

Quit everything and go to her country.

[close]

Depending on you current work/life situation, this could be the best thing to do and a real life changing move. Where does she come from?

[close]

She's from Colombia. I basically poured my heart out and told her I wanted to commit to her and see where it goes if we are still dating when she talked to me about it. She told me it's been amazing, but she's not looking for anything too serious right now and didn't plan to get into
a relationship here. It's just so out of left field compared to how she was contacting me even one week prior. Everything was just so effortless. She won't even talk to me now, but is creeping my ig. I just can't process going from being so affectionate on a daily basis to no contact at all.

[close]

Have you poured your heart out since then? If she’s creeping you there is something there. Give it another try. Don’t lose that Columbian booty without trying again. I would even call her out on creeping your shit.

[close]

I've tried to message her on WhatsApp 3 times now over the course of a couple of days. I see her online and she doesnt even open my messages. The last one she opened I said "Realmente te extraño" (I really miss you). No reply. We used to talk on there daily. I tried calling once a few days back and she declined it. I replied to one ig story and got a neutral response. I'm just at a loss here. I love her but I can't force her to change her mind.

[close]

Yeah that’s A tough one. Sounds like she’s already getting feelings and is trying to push it down. Maybe someone got in her head. Give it time. If you know when she is leaving hit her up a little before and just be like is it cool if we say goodbye in person? Women are a fucking mystery.

[close]

I'm thinking one of her friends or a family member may have influenced her decision. She's not leaving for another 6 months which is why it sucks worse. At this point I'll just give her a little space.  This girl was all over me in person so it's a total mind fuck. I would rather ride it out till the end than give up without trying.

[close]

Fuck that. You'll get it dude. Give it time. When a girl has a sudden change like that 9 times out of 10 its because a friend or some shit got in their head. Women are like easily swayed by friends and family. If you have good intentions, and truly care about this chick keep it up. Give her space, like you said. I was thinking she was leaving in 3 weeks and you needed to move quick.

Give it a week of not sending her anything if she isn't responding. She will start worrying, especially if you guys weren't just some hookup dating shit, shes lurking your shit and you guys talked all that time so she isn't suddenly over it. Then after a week show up unannounced with some flowers. Not roses, just something nice. "I'm sorry for showing up like unannounced this but I had to see you." Some shit like that. You don't seem like a psycho so she wont get sketched out at you showing up. Just be put together and do it in the daytime. I would give her a note pouring your heart out too.

I couldn't tell you how to pickup and bang a bunch of chicks, but I can tell you how to stoke the flames of love. Are you Hispanic or Columbian or something or did she teach you/you looked up the spanish? I'm half mexican half white, my girlfriend is a stubborn latina. I don't know Spanish but my girl goes crazy if I say anything in Spanish, even if it sounds goofy they think it's either cute or sexy. Latina's are stubborn as fuck but love romance. 

I'm pulling for you man. Good luck!

[close]

Hmm. It's just so hard. She just posted a status at the same place I took her on a date a few weeks ago and it just fucking killed me inside. I feel a little odd showing up at her host families place since the neighbors are nosy as hell in that part of town. I know people only put the best side of themselves out there on social media but it's hard. It feels like they're fucking with you on purpose. I'm white, but I know a little Spanish. I'm considering messaging her friend lol but I feel like it will come off weird.

Hold off on the friend. Just give it a couple days. Fuck the neighbors. But you gotta spill your guts one way or another. I think it's better face to face because, its kinda fucked up, but if she has feelings and you're right there, it might just help pull her in when she sees you and you have a little something and you're telling her how you feel.

She could also be trying not to come off too desperate, she might think you just want to fuck her or something. Girls are sometimes super cautious like that. My girlfriend was very stand-offish when we were first dating. Like would take forever to text back. We talked about it later and she just hadn't had much experience dating and was afraid to come off desperate and get played. But if you guys are in the area, know each other, are friends online, and you got 6 months, eventually you're gonna get some time with her.

Sending a lot of messages comes off weirder than showing up with flowers old school in my opinion. But you are the one who's been talking to this chick. You will know how you wanna do it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on January 17, 2020, 01:05:17 AM

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Feeling gutted lately. I started seeing a chick who is an au pair 4 months back and we immediately hit it off. Every date we went on was better than the last and we just clicked. Super fun personality and cute as hell. Sends me a message on New Years saying how much she was thankful for me while she was away. She comes back from a trip with her host family and cancels on me last minute when we were supposed to meet a few days later. After being ignored for two days, she messages me saying that she really likes spending time with me, but she doesn't want to catch feelings because it's not going to go anywhere when she goes back to her country. Now I can't even talk to her after she was blowing me up for months. I'm not trying to sound like a simp, but it hurts as it was completely out of nowhere and I haven't had a chick I dug this much in a while.

[close]

Quit everything and go to her country.

[close]

Depending on you current work/life situation, this could be the best thing to do and a real life changing move. Where does she come from?

[close]

She's from Colombia. I basically poured my heart out and told her I wanted to commit to her and see where it goes if we are still dating when she talked to me about it. She told me it's been amazing, but she's not looking for anything too serious right now and didn't plan to get into
a relationship here. It's just so out of left field compared to how she was contacting me even one week prior. Everything was just so effortless. She won't even talk to me now, but is creeping my ig. I just can't process going from being so affectionate on a daily basis to no contact at all.

[close]

Have you poured your heart out since then? If she’s creeping you there is something there. Give it another try. Don’t lose that Columbian booty without trying again. I would even call her out on creeping your shit.

[close]

I've tried to message her on WhatsApp 3 times now over the course of a couple of days. I see her online and she doesnt even open my messages. The last one she opened I said "Realmente te extraño" (I really miss you). No reply. We used to talk on there daily. I tried calling once a few days back and she declined it. I replied to one ig story and got a neutral response. I'm just at a loss here. I love her but I can't force her to change her mind.

[close]

Yeah that’s A tough one. Sounds like she’s already getting feelings and is trying to push it down. Maybe someone got in her head. Give it time. If you know when she is leaving hit her up a little before and just be like is it cool if we say goodbye in person? Women are a fucking mystery.

[close]

I'm thinking one of her friends or a family member may have influenced her decision. She's not leaving for another 6 months which is why it sucks worse. At this point I'll just give her a little space.  This girl was all over me in person so it's a total mind fuck. I would rather ride it out till the end than give up without trying.

[close]

Fuck that. You'll get it dude. Give it time. When a girl has a sudden change like that 9 times out of 10 its because a friend or some shit got in their head. Women are like easily swayed by friends and family. If you have good intentions, and truly care about this chick keep it up. Give her space, like you said. I was thinking she was leaving in 3 weeks and you needed to move quick.

Give it a week of not sending her anything if she isn't responding. She will start worrying, especially if you guys weren't just some hookup dating shit, shes lurking your shit and you guys talked all that time so she isn't suddenly over it. Then after a week show up unannounced with some flowers. Not roses, just something nice. "I'm sorry for showing up like unannounced this but I had to see you." Some shit like that. You don't seem like a psycho so she wont get sketched out at you showing up. Just be put together and do it in the daytime. I would give her a note pouring your heart out too.

I couldn't tell you how to pickup and bang a bunch of chicks, but I can tell you how to stoke the flames of love. Are you Hispanic or Columbian or something or did she teach you/you looked up the spanish? I'm half mexican half white, my girlfriend is a stubborn latina. I don't know Spanish but my girl goes crazy if I say anything in Spanish, even if it sounds goofy they think it's either cute or sexy. Latina's are stubborn as fuck but love romance. 

I'm pulling for you man. Good luck!

[close]

Hmm. It's just so hard. She just posted a status at the same place I took her on a date a few weeks ago and it just fucking killed me inside. I feel a little odd showing up at her host families place since the neighbors are nosy as hell in that part of town. I know people only put the best side of themselves out there on social media but it's hard. It feels like they're fucking with you on purpose. I'm white, but I know a little Spanish. I'm considering messaging her friend lol but I feel like it will come off weird.

[close]

Hold off on the friend. Just give it a couple days. Fuck the neighbors. But you gotta spill your guts one way or another. I think it's better face to face because, its kinda fucked up, but if she has feelings and you're right there, it might just help pull her in when she sees you and you have a little something and you're telling her how you feel.

She could also be trying not to come off too desperate, she might think you just want to fuck her or something. Girls are sometimes super cautious like that. My girlfriend was very stand-offish when we were first dating. Like would take forever to text back. We talked about it later and she just hadn't had much experience dating and was afraid to come off desperate and get played. But if you guys are in the area, know each other, are friends online, and you got 6 months, eventually you're gonna get some time with her.

Sending a lot of messages comes off weirder than showing up with flowers old school in my opinion. But you are the one who's been talking to this chick. You will know how you wanna do it.

In my personal experience, I would leave her alone for a couple weeks, then try to see her in person or call her. As 50mm said, she will start to worry and think much more about you if she feels you are doing your thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on January 17, 2020, 01:59:46 AM

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Feeling gutted lately. I started seeing a chick who is an au pair 4 months back and we immediately hit it off. Every date we went on was better than the last and we just clicked. Super fun personality and cute as hell. Sends me a message on New Years saying how much she was thankful for me while she was away. She comes back from a trip with her host family and cancels on me last minute when we were supposed to meet a few days later. After being ignored for two days, she messages me saying that she really likes spending time with me, but she doesn't want to catch feelings because it's not going to go anywhere when she goes back to her country. Now I can't even talk to her after she was blowing me up for months. I'm not trying to sound like a simp, but it hurts as it was completely out of nowhere and I haven't had a chick I dug this much in a while.

[close]

Quit everything and go to her country.

[close]

Depending on you current work/life situation, this could be the best thing to do and a real life changing move. Where does she come from?

[close]

She's from Colombia. I basically poured my heart out and told her I wanted to commit to her and see where it goes if we are still dating when she talked to me about it. She told me it's been amazing, but she's not looking for anything too serious right now and didn't plan to get into
a relationship here. It's just so out of left field compared to how she was contacting me even one week prior. Everything was just so effortless. She won't even talk to me now, but is creeping my ig. I just can't process going from being so affectionate on a daily basis to no contact at all.

[close]

Have you poured your heart out since then? If she’s creeping you there is something there. Give it another try. Don’t lose that Columbian booty without trying again. I would even call her out on creeping your shit.

[close]

I've tried to message her on WhatsApp 3 times now over the course of a couple of days. I see her online and she doesnt even open my messages. The last one she opened I said "Realmente te extraño" (I really miss you). No reply. We used to talk on there daily. I tried calling once a few days back and she declined it. I replied to one ig story and got a neutral response. I'm just at a loss here. I love her but I can't force her to change her mind.

[close]

Yeah that’s A tough one. Sounds like she’s already getting feelings and is trying to push it down. Maybe someone got in her head. Give it time. If you know when she is leaving hit her up a little before and just be like is it cool if we say goodbye in person? Women are a fucking mystery.

[close]

I'm thinking one of her friends or a family member may have influenced her decision. She's not leaving for another 6 months which is why it sucks worse. At this point I'll just give her a little space.  This girl was all over me in person so it's a total mind fuck. I would rather ride it out till the end than give up without trying.

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Fuck that. You'll get it dude. Give it time. When a girl has a sudden change like that 9 times out of 10 its because a friend or some shit got in their head. Women are like easily swayed by friends and family. If you have good intentions, and truly care about this chick keep it up. Give her space, like you said. I was thinking she was leaving in 3 weeks and you needed to move quick.

Give it a week of not sending her anything if she isn't responding. She will start worrying, especially if you guys weren't just some hookup dating shit, shes lurking your shit and you guys talked all that time so she isn't suddenly over it. Then after a week show up unannounced with some flowers. Not roses, just something nice. "I'm sorry for showing up like unannounced this but I had to see you." Some shit like that. You don't seem like a psycho so she wont get sketched out at you showing up. Just be put together and do it in the daytime. I would give her a note pouring your heart out too.

I couldn't tell you how to pickup and bang a bunch of chicks, but I can tell you how to stoke the flames of love. Are you Hispanic or Columbian or something or did she teach you/you looked up the spanish? I'm half mexican half white, my girlfriend is a stubborn latina. I don't know Spanish but my girl goes crazy if I say anything in Spanish, even if it sounds goofy they think it's either cute or sexy. Latina's are stubborn as fuck but love romance. 

I'm pulling for you man. Good luck!

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Hmm. It's just so hard. She just posted a status at the same place I took her on a date a few weeks ago and it just fucking killed me inside. I feel a little odd showing up at her host families place since the neighbors are nosy as hell in that part of town. I know people only put the best side of themselves out there on social media but it's hard. It feels like they're fucking with you on purpose. I'm white, but I know a little Spanish. I'm considering messaging her friend lol but I feel like it will come off weird.

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Hold off on the friend. Just give it a couple days. Fuck the neighbors. But you gotta spill your guts one way or another. I think it's better face to face because, its kinda fucked up, but if she has feelings and you're right there, it might just help pull her in when she sees you and you have a little something and you're telling her how you feel.

She could also be trying not to come off too desperate, she might think you just want to fuck her or something. Girls are sometimes super cautious like that. My girlfriend was very stand-offish when we were first dating. Like would take forever to text back. We talked about it later and she just hadn't had much experience dating and was afraid to come off desperate and get played. But if you guys are in the area, know each other, are friends online, and you got 6 months, eventually you're gonna get some time with her.

Sending a lot of messages comes off weirder than showing up with flowers old school in my opinion. But you are the one who's been talking to this chick. You will know how you wanna do it.

Thanks for the responses 50mm and Turtleboy. I know I need to sit tight and just wait. It's hard for me to not feel impulsive when I see her active online and seemingly unaffected. This chick pulled a complete 180 in a week. I may try calling her on whatsapp one more time. I just dont want beef with the host family if I go up there since it has always been awkward when I've picked her up.  I feel like you're right and maybe a friend has it in her head that I'm using her sexually.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on January 17, 2020, 04:04:41 AM

skatefresh - won't get into details but I've been in a pretty similar situation quite recently; technically I'm still in it since I no longer interact with the girl to this day out of respect for her space, but I've gotten over the idea that I was being 'ghosted' (by a person who would also keep watching every of my uninteresting IG stories the whole time). It's just so weird when a person who used to get something positive out of interacting with you to the point of being open about it just cuts all contact out of the blue like that. I know I went through a heavy phase of self doubt, reviewing every moment of the relationship where I might have fucked up, shit was starting to keep me up at night which I reckoned was unreasonable, then I read up a little bit on the act of ghosting which confirmed to me that such a feeling was actually normal - the human mind isn't really prepared for such drastic shifts in relationships and in such situations, your confidence and serenity are the first things to go down the drain. All the unsaid quickly becomes an obsession to the point where you just start making up unreasonable stuff in your head that you really don't need, and is just unhealthy.

I'm not claiming to be an example but my advice would be to stop messaging that person once you've made it clear to her how you feel about her (but from the sounds of your story, she already knows), that you truly care about her as a human being first and foremost (that's if you just don't think of her as a sex companion, but it doesn't sound like you do) and that if she ever needs to talk about the situation later you'll be there (if you think you'll be there). Then really cut all contact, even when it becomes really tempting to try and establish it again (i.e. life-changing experiences on either end), until she feels ready to initiate it again, if she ever does. People have their reasons, you have to leave them exits in life so that they never feel trapped in a situation with you, and can choose not to care about you if something (anything) is starting to feel out of control for them, just like you should be free to do the same and say fuck it to stressful situations other people force upon you that start to become obsessive. I think one only has to justify themselves so much in such a position before they're allowed to just say fuck it. Does not invalidate all the good times and lessons learnt together either, the both of you are just now stronger persons now than before thanks to each other.

Only try as hard as you feel like trying, cut the pollution, watch how much of yourself you invest vs. what you actually get in return (both in terms of joy and pain), appreciate all the positives of the present, embrace the future and paint happy little clouds next to happy little trees.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on January 17, 2020, 09:46:47 AM

Quote from: silhouette on January 17, 2020, 04:04:41 AM

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Only try as hard as you feel like trying, cut the pollution, watch how much of yourself you invest vs. what you actually get in return (both in terms of joy and pain), appreciate all the positives of the present, embrace the future and paint happy little clouds next to happy little trees.

Beautiful champ.

I'm all for finding love in that dream person. But men have to stop putting the pussy on the pedestal; yes she seems like the goddess of your dreams and you can already imagine a life with her. But she should not be the end all and be all of everything. I think there's a reason why she's ghosting.

Maybe she loved the high of being in a foreign land and falling for a stranger. Maybe she met someone else. Maybe she's secretly married back home to a mobster who will chop your dick off if he finds you looking at her and she's doing this to protect you. There could be a million reasons. Don't get hung up on them or her social media. Let it sit on ice for a bit and see how you feel about her in a week or so. Avoid her social media, it's tempting but you need to have an honest assessment of your feelings towards her too.

But if you really feel so strongly about this woman, than I would suggest being honest and upfront with her. Tell her to stop playing the games and you want to see her and try this thing out with her. If she reciprocates then you're set. If she says no or goes silent, then you got your answer and move on. Living in limbo like this sucks and you only prolong your suffering.

That's just me, women I've dated in the past have said I was too direct and it turned them off me. Fair play, but that's just me and if it doesn't vibe with them then I'd rather we find out sooner than later.

I feel life is too short and shitty enough to play these stupid romantic games. If you like her enough, put your heart our there and see if she holds it or shits on it. Either way you got your answer and can move on with your life. I hated the social media undercurrents when it comes to romantic pursuits. If you're keen on having a future with someone, just be direct and go for it. None of this "read but not replied", "waiting x minutes before replying" or coming up with BS stories why you replied late (I was at my cousin's ballet recital).

Last, have a real hard look at yourself and ask yourself what you see in the woman. Are you in love with her or the idea of her? What is it about her personality that attracts you? Is she kind? Challenge your to be your best self? Make you laugh when times are shit? All these questions are tough to answer in a few months or years, let alone a couple of weeks. Hell any married person on here would say they're learning new things about their spouse constantly.

I've definitely been guilty of loving the idea of a person more than the person herself. She was wild, fun, partied too hard and had the exciting backstory (club dancer) that I thought I wanted in my life. Whenever we hung out we had a blast, but she would ghost on me for days afterwards. It ended when she told me I was in love with the idea of her more than her as a person. And she was right. There was no way our lifestyles would have been compatible in the long run, but it was fun while it lasted. More importantly I came out knowing what I wanted and didn't want in a long term partner.

I'm not sure how old you are, but all these experiences are there to teach you something about yourself. You got to take a slam trying to kickflip the 10 stairs to realize it's not the worst thing in the world.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on January 17, 2020, 02:32:08 PM

So I've been taking a break from everything and found myself in a slump of emotions I can't break free from.

How does one reach out via text's to seek help or a kind word?  (you guy's know the empty invites of hey call me or come by) you know damned well if you show up unexpectedly it'll be totally inconvenience so you just say fuck it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS ERA on January 18, 2020, 04:52:33 PM

What’s the biggest age gap yall ever worked with?

I smashed a 41 year old at 26 and a 21 year old at 31.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Diocletian on January 18, 2020, 07:12:33 PM

Quote from: VHS ERA on January 18, 2020, 04:52:33 PM

What’s the biggest age gap yall ever worked with?

I smashed a 41 year old at 26 and a 21 year old at 31.

I’ve been with women who were a few years shy of 50 in my early 20s. They were all in great shape and took care of themselves while being lucky with good genes to go along with it. At that age they wanna get all the fucking in as they can before menopause. Full weekends of great sex, free food and beer. I think a steady FWB with a single/divorced coug as a cub is one of the best situations you can find yourself in. Older women are more fun to be around, kinkier, and there’s no bs to deal with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on January 19, 2020, 09:01:47 PM

Quote from: rocklobster on January 17, 2020, 09:46:47 AM

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Beautiful champ.

I'm all for finding love in that dream person. But men have to stop putting the pussy on the pedestal; yes she seems like the goddess of your dreams and you can already imagine a life with her. But she should not be the end all and be all of everything. I think there's a reason why she's ghosting.

Maybe she loved the high of being in a foreign land and falling for a stranger. Maybe she met someone else. Maybe she's secretly married back home to a mobster who will chop your dick off if he finds you looking at her and she's doing this to protect you. There could be a million reasons. Don't get hung up on them or her social media. Let it sit on ice for a bit and see how you feel about her in a week or so. Avoid her social media, it's tempting but you need to have an honest assessment of your feelings towards her too.

But if you really feel so strongly about this woman, than I would suggest being honest and upfront with her. Tell her to stop playing the games and you want to see her and try this thing out with her. If she reciprocates then you're set. If she says no or goes silent, then you got your answer and move on. Living in limbo like this sucks and you only prolong your suffering.

That's just me, women I've dated in the past have said I was too direct and it turned them off me. Fair play, but that's just me and if it doesn't vibe with them then I'd rather we find out sooner than later.

I feel life is too short and shitty enough to play these stupid romantic games. If you like her enough, put your heart our there and see if she holds it or shits on it. Either way you got your answer and can move on with your life. I hated the social media undercurrents when it comes to romantic pursuits. If you're keen on having a future with someone, just be direct and go for it. None of this "read but not replied", "waiting x minutes before replying" or coming up with BS stories why you replied late (I was at my cousin's ballet recital).

Last, have a real hard look at yourself and ask yourself what you see in the woman. Are you in love with her or the idea of her? What is it about her personality that attracts you? Is she kind? Challenge your to be your best self? Make you laugh when times are shit? All these questions are tough to answer in a few months or years, let alone a couple of weeks. Hell any married person on here would say they're learning new things about their spouse constantly.

I've definitely been guilty of loving the idea of a person more than the person herself. She was wild, fun, partied too hard and had the exciting backstory (club dancer) that I thought I wanted in my life. Whenever we hung out we had a blast, but she would ghost on me for days afterwards. It ended when she told me I was in love with the idea of her more than her as a person. And she was right. There was no way our lifestyles would have been compatible in the long run, but it was fun while it lasted. More importantly I came out knowing what I wanted and didn't want in a long term partner.

I'm not sure how old you are, but all these experiences are there to teach you something about yourself. You got to take a slam trying to kickflip the 10 stairs to realize it's not the worst thing in the world.

Thanks for all the responses guys. I've been just trying to go about my life the past few days. We had only been seeing eachother for a solid 4 months or so with a couple periods where we were both out of town. I was literally on the brink of DTR since we had been seeing eachother more consistent and it was starting to get more serious. Anyway I dont know what changed her, but at this point I think I made my intentions clear when I told her I really cared about her and that I was interested in her romantically and to let me know if she changes her mind. Still creeping my Ig. I'm 27, but tbh I didnt start having any success with chick's until 25 when I started getting more confidence and getting in better shape. It's just always difficult to find one you just click like that with and when you lose it you rush into that feeling where you think you will never find it again. I may try calling her in a week or so but beyond that, she has my number and no amount of begging is going to change anything. Been watching a lot of Corey Wayne videos on youtube.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on January 19, 2020, 11:19:29 PM

Quote from: skatefresh on January 19, 2020, 09:01:47 PM

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Beautiful champ.

I'm all for finding love in that dream person. But men have to stop putting the pussy on the pedestal; yes she seems like the goddess of your dreams and you can already imagine a life with her. But she should not be the end all and be all of everything. I think there's a reason why she's ghosting.

Maybe she loved the high of being in a foreign land and falling for a stranger. Maybe she met someone else. Maybe she's secretly married back home to a mobster who will chop your dick off if he finds you looking at her and she's doing this to protect you. There could be a million reasons. Don't get hung up on them or her social media. Let it sit on ice for a bit and see how you feel about her in a week or so. Avoid her social media, it's tempting but you need to have an honest assessment of your feelings towards her too.

But if you really feel so strongly about this woman, than I would suggest being honest and upfront with her. Tell her to stop playing the games and you want to see her and try this thing out with her. If she reciprocates then you're set. If she says no or goes silent, then you got your answer and move on. Living in limbo like this sucks and you only prolong your suffering.

That's just me, women I've dated in the past have said I was too direct and it turned them off me. Fair play, but that's just me and if it doesn't vibe with them then I'd rather we find out sooner than later.

I feel life is too short and shitty enough to play these stupid romantic games. If you like her enough, put your heart our there and see if she holds it or shits on it. Either way you got your answer and can move on with your life. I hated the social media undercurrents when it comes to romantic pursuits. If you're keen on having a future with someone, just be direct and go for it. None of this "read but not replied", "waiting x minutes before replying" or coming up with BS stories why you replied late (I was at my cousin's ballet recital).

Last, have a real hard look at yourself and ask yourself what you see in the woman. Are you in love with her or the idea of her? What is it about her personality that attracts you? Is she kind? Challenge your to be your best self? Make you laugh when times are shit? All these questions are tough to answer in a few months or years, let alone a couple of weeks. Hell any married person on here would say they're learning new things about their spouse constantly.

I've definitely been guilty of loving the idea of a person more than the person herself. She was wild, fun, partied too hard and had the exciting backstory (club dancer) that I thought I wanted in my life. Whenever we hung out we had a blast, but she would ghost on me for days afterwards. It ended when she told me I was in love with the idea of her more than her as a person. And she was right. There was no way our lifestyles would have been compatible in the long run, but it was fun while it lasted. More importantly I came out knowing what I wanted and didn't want in a long term partner.

I'm not sure how old you are, but all these experiences are there to teach you something about yourself. You got to take a slam trying to kickflip the 10 stairs to realize it's not the worst thing in the world.

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Thanks for all the responses guys. I've been just trying to go about my life the past few days. We had only been seeing eachother for a solid 4 months or so with a couple periods where we were both out of town. I was literally on the brink of DTR since we had been seeing eachother more consistent and it was starting to get more serious. Anyway I dont know what changed her, but at this point I think I made my intentions clear when I told her I really cared about her and that I was interested in her romantically and to let me know if she changes her mind. Still creeping my Ig. I'm 27, but tbh I didnt start having any success with chick's until 25 when I started getting more confidence and getting in better shape. It's just always difficult to find one you just click like that with and when you lose it you rush into that feeling where you think you will never find it again. I may try calling her in a week or so but beyond that, she has my number and no amount of begging is going to change anything. Been watching a lot of Corey Wayne videos on youtube.

I feel you man, I only started getting success in the dating game in my late 20s after I put skateboarding on ice and pursued wider interests. I picked up kickboxing, became more outgoing and started using online dating instead of hunting around the office, clubs or asking my friends to set me up on dates with their friends. I feel it gets easier as you get older - you grow into your confidence, know your likes and dislikes, and are firmer in your beliefs and what you want in the dating game.

It can be hard to see now, but there are many fish in the pond. While the one in front of you always looks the most desirable, sometimes it's just not meant to be. You just have to put yourself out there again and keep fishing. I think the Law of Attraction is BS, but I will agree that the person you're projecting out into the world will reflect itself in who you end up meeting. Unfortunately as a man in the online dating world, you got to be the one making the first move 95% of the time and hence dealing with a lot more rejection. Again, it's like skateboarding: you gotta huck yourself at the ledge 30 times to land it that 1 time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on January 20, 2020, 02:20:42 AM

Quote from: skatefresh on January 19, 2020, 09:01:47 PM

Thanks for all the responses guys. I've been just trying to go about my life the past few days. We had only been seeing eachother for a solid 4 months or so with a couple periods where we were both out of town. I was literally on the brink of DTR since we had been seeing eachother more consistent and it was starting to get more serious. Anyway I dont know what changed her, but at this point I think I made my intentions clear when I told her I really cared about her and that I was interested in her romantically and to let me know if she changes her mind. Still creeping my Ig. I'm 27, but tbh I didnt start having any success with chick's until 25 when I started getting more confidence and getting in better shape. It's just always difficult to find one you just click like that with and when you lose it you rush into that feeling where you think you will never find it again. I may try calling her in a week or so but beyond that, she has my number and no amount of begging is going to change anything. Been watching a lot of Corey Wayne videos on youtube.

If you're like me then the DTR stage is probably what fundamentally upsets you, I feel like there's so much hypocrisy behind that idea alone. Why the fuck try and 'define' a perfectly functional relationship to have it fit into some kind of social model if it's already perfectly functional to begin with? That shit really fucking gets me. In my experience it essentially comes down to saying 'hey, let's take all the original, genuine, enthralling aspects of the relationship we've established we had so far and throw them out of the window, now what about a few months or years of boring?'. No matter how not boring the person and relationship actually are, the introduction of the boyfriend/girlfriend equation seems to generate subconscious burdens for both parties as soon as it's written down, and what's originally great natural exchange just turns into a status some people are able to bear with more than others. I don't think one should need to 'define' a relationship for that relationship to be constructive, but there seems to be so much social pressure on people to do so that eventually they freak out if they don't label themselves something.

I honestly love exchanging with people in general and women are no exception, so whenever things are going great for me with a girl it frustrates me to no end as soon as we hit the DTR stage, because they're usually the first ones to become confused and ask about it, and then back off when they don't get the response they imagined, whatever it might have been and then I basically lose a friend for no reason. It also really fucks with me when girls pretend not to be interested in anything romantic and claim to want to remain friends, but then still obviously lose all interest in the relationship after they've realized things won't be going a certain way (that they just won't be honest and clear about themselves).

I'm a pretty straightforward guy in real life who's too selfish to really try for girls at all in terms of looks and attitude, so my spontaneous 'charm' is particularly make or break and I feel like in such a position, the lines get even more blurry, like fewer women will approach you but the ones who do will be going after something more specific they see in you until they themselves start wondering what the fuck it is they are really pursuing, and ask you to DTR, when I usually just see them as friends I've invested quality time in exchanging with. Then when they back off as so-called 'friends' is where it stops computing. Not that I'm naive, I just don't want that shit, never asked for it and would rather enjoy people for who they are all types of fun considered instead of playing fucking mind games of Tetris.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on January 20, 2020, 09:30:08 AM

Quote from: VHS ERA on January 18, 2020, 04:52:33 PM

What’s the biggest age gap yall ever worked with?

I smashed a 41 year old at 26 and a 21 year old at 31.

I was 22 and smashed a high school senior 17/18 cheerleader, later found out she was definitely a hoe from many dudes my age and younger.

This was in Tennessee and Georgia area at the time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on January 20, 2020, 10:07:26 AM

Quote from: skatefresh on January 19, 2020, 09:01:47 PM

Quote from: rocklobster on January 17, 2020, 09:46:47 AM

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Beautiful champ.

I'm all for finding love in that dream person. But men have to stop putting the pussy on the pedestal; yes she seems like the goddess of your dreams and you can already imagine a life with her. But she should not be the end all and be all of everything. I think there's a reason why she's ghosting.

Maybe she loved the high of being in a foreign land and falling for a stranger. Maybe she met someone else. Maybe she's secretly married back home to a mobster who will chop your dick off if he finds you looking at her and she's doing this to protect you. There could be a million reasons. Don't get hung up on them or her social media. Let it sit on ice for a bit and see how you feel about her in a week or so. Avoid her social media, it's tempting but you need to have an honest assessment of your feelings towards her too.

But if you really feel so strongly about this woman, than I would suggest being honest and upfront with her. Tell her to stop playing the games and you want to see her and try this thing out with her. If she reciprocates then you're set. If she says no or goes silent, then you got your answer and move on. Living in limbo like this sucks and you only prolong your suffering.

That's just me, women I've dated in the past have said I was too direct and it turned them off me. Fair play, but that's just me and if it doesn't vibe with them then I'd rather we find out sooner than later.

I feel life is too short and shitty enough to play these stupid romantic games. If you like her enough, put your heart our there and see if she holds it or shits on it. Either way you got your answer and can move on with your life. I hated the social media undercurrents when it comes to romantic pursuits. If you're keen on having a future with someone, just be direct and go for it. None of this "read but not replied", "waiting x minutes before replying" or coming up with BS stories why you replied late (I was at my cousin's ballet recital).

Last, have a real hard look at yourself and ask yourself what you see in the woman. Are you in love with her or the idea of her? What is it about her personality that attracts you? Is she kind? Challenge your to be your best self? Make you laugh when times are shit? All these questions are tough to answer in a few months or years, let alone a couple of weeks. Hell any married person on here would say they're learning new things about their spouse constantly.

I've definitely been guilty of loving the idea of a person more than the person herself. She was wild, fun, partied too hard and had the exciting backstory (club dancer) that I thought I wanted in my life. Whenever we hung out we had a blast, but she would ghost on me for days afterwards. It ended when she told me I was in love with the idea of her more than her as a person. And she was right. There was no way our lifestyles would have been compatible in the long run, but it was fun while it lasted. More importantly I came out knowing what I wanted and didn't want in a long term partner.

I'm not sure how old you are, but all these experiences are there to teach you something about yourself. You got to take a slam trying to kickflip the 10 stairs to realize it's not the worst thing in the world.

[close]

Thanks for all the responses guys. I've been just trying to go about my life the past few days. We had only been seeing eachother for a solid 4 months or so with a couple periods where we were both out of town. I was literally on the brink of DTR since we had been seeing eachother more consistent and it was starting to get more serious. Anyway I dont know what changed her, but at this point I think I made my intentions clear when I told her I really cared about her and that I was interested in her romantically and to let me know if she changes her mind. Still creeping my Ig. I'm 27, but tbh I didnt start having any success with chick's until 25 when I started getting more confidence and getting in better shape. It's just always difficult to find one you just click like that with and when you lose it you rush into that feeling where you think you will never find it again. I may try calling her in a week or so but beyond that, she has my number and no amount of begging is going to change anything. Been watching a lot of Corey Wayne videos on youtube.

NO NO NO NO NO!

That guy is a total misogynist. He's a total douchebag pick up artist type. You don't need that shit to find a good girl. Like you, I didn't really come out of my shell until my late 20's. My friend tried to suggest his videos when I was thinking of dating again and I said fuck this pickup artist bullshit after a few videos. The way he talks about women is fucked in the head.

If you wan't a relationship, don't watch that guys videos. Those videos are targeted to people who look at women as a game, can't get with them, and are willing to be pieces of shit to get laid. And if you want an actual relationship his videos will do more harm than good. He makes up a bunch of arbitrary bullshit and just assumes it as fact. I think he promotes an unhealthy view towards women and tries to justify it by claiming women are bitches or selfish.

I watched his videos for a couple days, saw right through it and said fuck this guy. I stayed true to myself, being chill, being normal when it came to finally talking to a girl. The most important thing is don't be scared, be yourself, draw lines if you know something is unhealthy and that is it!

I stayed true to my beliefs instead of thinking of women like a game, and I will fucking humble brag now about my success. I got so fucking lucky with the girl I met just being myself. She's beautiful, has a fucking amazing body, girls come up to her all the time and tell her how good she looks, super smart (Masters Degree) and she has gotten more degree's since we started dating, No drugs, no booze, super funny, super smart, very self aware, just the coolest person ever, incredibly caring and genuine, she bought a fucking PC so we play every night when we aren't together. She Motivated me to do so much in just two years. Including getting my own place, getting back in college, eating better, getting exercise, having a better attitude and much more.

I messaged her while I was texting my homie. I was like "I just sent a message to this crazy hot chick that actual likes all the shit I like, won't get a response though." My message was genuine and talked about our similar interests, asked questions about them, told her a little about myself, didn't hype myself up. I got a message a few minutes later and it was off to the races, I couldn't believe she even responded.

I'm very slightly above average looks wise, I know I'm dating up, not all women are superficial cunts to be played like a game.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 20, 2020, 02:25:49 PM

Enamored with a 23 year old and I am 31.

I've been going on dating app dates but nothing has come of it so far. I've got a second date coming up so I guess that's progress. So far I've learned women typically want guys to not waste any time and almost immediately ask them out upon greeting. She's already decided she'd like to meet you when she matched for the most part.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on January 20, 2020, 05:50:54 PM

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Only try as hard as you feel like trying, cut the pollution, watch how much of yourself you invest vs. what you actually get in return (both in terms of joy and pain), appreciate all the positives of the present, embrace the future and paint happy little clouds next to happy little trees.

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Beautiful champ.

I'm all for finding love in that dream person. But men have to stop putting the pussy on the pedestal; yes she seems like the goddess of your dreams and you can already imagine a life with her. But she should not be the end all and be all of everything. I think there's a reason why she's ghosting.

Maybe she loved the high of being in a foreign land and falling for a stranger. Maybe she met someone else. Maybe she's secretly married back home to a mobster who will chop your dick off if he finds you looking at her and she's doing this to protect you. There could be a million reasons. Don't get hung up on them or her social media. Let it sit on ice for a bit and see how you feel about her in a week or so. Avoid her social media, it's tempting but you need to have an honest assessment of your feelings towards her too.

But if you really feel so strongly about this woman, than I would suggest being honest and upfront with her. Tell her to stop playing the games and you want to see her and try this thing out with her. If she reciprocates then you're set. If she says no or goes silent, then you got your answer and move on. Living in limbo like this sucks and you only prolong your suffering.

That's just me, women I've dated in the past have said I was too direct and it turned them off me. Fair play, but that's just me and if it doesn't vibe with them then I'd rather we find out sooner than later.

I feel life is too short and shitty enough to play these stupid romantic games. If you like her enough, put your heart our there and see if she holds it or shits on it. Either way you got your answer and can move on with your life. I hated the social media undercurrents when it comes to romantic pursuits. If you're keen on having a future with someone, just be direct and go for it. None of this "read but not replied", "waiting x minutes before replying" or coming up with BS stories why you replied late (I was at my cousin's ballet recital).

Last, have a real hard look at yourself and ask yourself what you see in the woman. Are you in love with her or the idea of her? What is it about her personality that attracts you? Is she kind? Challenge your to be your best self? Make you laugh when times are shit? All these questions are tough to answer in a few months or years, let alone a couple of weeks. Hell any married person on here would say they're learning new things about their spouse constantly.

I've definitely been guilty of loving the idea of a person more than the person herself. She was wild, fun, partied too hard and had the exciting backstory (club dancer) that I thought I wanted in my life. Whenever we hung out we had a blast, but she would ghost on me for days afterwards. It ended when she told me I was in love with the idea of her more than her as a person. And she was right. There was no way our lifestyles would have been compatible in the long run, but it was fun while it lasted. More importantly I came out knowing what I wanted and didn't want in a long term partner.

I'm not sure how old you are, but all these experiences are there to teach you something about yourself. You got to take a slam trying to kickflip the 10 stairs to realize it's not the worst thing in the world.

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Thanks for all the responses guys. I've been just trying to go about my life the past few days. We had only been seeing eachother for a solid 4 months or so with a couple periods where we were both out of town. I was literally on the brink of DTR since we had been seeing eachother more consistent and it was starting to get more serious. Anyway I dont know what changed her, but at this point I think I made my intentions clear when I told her I really cared about her and that I was interested in her romantically and to let me know if she changes her mind. Still creeping my Ig. I'm 27, but tbh I didnt start having any success with chick's until 25 when I started getting more confidence and getting in better shape. It's just always difficult to find one you just click like that with and when you lose it you rush into that feeling where you think you will never find it again. I may try calling her in a week or so but beyond that, she has my number and no amount of begging is going to change anything. Been watching a lot of Corey Wayne videos on youtube.

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NO NO NO NO NO!

That guy is a total misogynist. He's a total douchebag pick up artist type. You don't need that shit to find a good girl. Like you, I didn't really come out of my shell until my late 20's. My friend tried to suggest his videos when I was thinking of dating again and I said fuck this pickup artist bullshit after a few videos. The way he talks about women is fucked in the head.

If you wan't a relationship, don't watch that guys videos. Those videos are targeted to people who look at women as a game, can't get with them, and are willing to be pieces of shit to get laid. And if you want an actual relationship his videos will do more harm than good. He makes up a bunch of arbitrary bullshit and just assumes it as fact. I think he promotes an unhealthy view towards women and tries to justify it by claiming women are bitches or selfish.

I watched his videos for a couple days, saw right through it and said fuck this guy. I stayed true to myself, being chill, being normal when it came to finally talking to a girl. The most important thing is don't be scared, be yourself, draw lines if you know something is unhealthy and that is it!

I stayed true to my beliefs instead of thinking of women like a game, and I will fucking humble brag now about my success. I got so fucking lucky with the girl I met just being myself. She's beautiful, has a fucking amazing body, girls come up to her all the time and tell her how good she looks, super smart (Masters Degree) and she has gotten more degree's since we started dating, No drugs, no booze, super funny, super smart, very self aware, just the coolest person ever, incredibly caring and genuine, she bought a fucking PC so we play every night when we aren't together. She Motivated me to do so much in just two years. Including getting my own place, getting back in college, eating better, getting exercise, having a better attitude and much more.

I messaged her while I was texting my homie. I was like "I just sent a message to this crazy hot chick that actual likes all the shit I like, won't get a response though." My message was genuine and talked about our similar interests, asked questions about them, told her a little about myself, didn't hype myself up. I got a message a few minutes later and it was off to the races, I couldn't believe she even responded.

I'm very slightly above average looks wise, I know I'm dating up, not all women are superficial cunts to be played like a game.

My friend recommended the book "The Game" when he got out of a 5 year long sexless relationship and it worked for him. I read it and while I don't recommend the principals of the book it was very entertaining.

Different approaches to different relationship goals. If you're looking to hook up and sow your oats, then the Tinder route works. But if you're looking for a long term commitment then look at apps targeted for like minded individuals. Where I see people fuck up is trying to use hook up apps to find a long term partner. It can happen but you know what the folks on there are after.

It can be hard to imagine but being yourself is the best thing you can do in dating and finding a partner. You can't sugar coat yourself forever and it's emotionally draining to constantly be who you're not. That said, be open to improving yourself through each failed dating experience.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on January 20, 2020, 06:26:57 PM

I know this dude (my ex-flatmate's best friend) who originally had 'no game' and eventually started reading all those books by pick-up artists, originally just get random girls on the street to take nude photos with him, he was (and I guess still is) a photographer who was pretty early onto the analog revival thing in the early 10's; worked out well for him I guess since he started seeing and sleeping with different girls every other day, but I was always perplexed by the overwhelmingly fabricated and manipulative aspect of every story, when I myself need things to be at least a bit less superficial. The guy had his fair share of contradictions too, like when he would blabber on about the so-called subversive nature of his works, then two minutes later have stars appear in his eyes at the thought of possibly doing collaborations with the likes of Louis Vuitton or Prada. I actually just checked for the first time in years and he's at 50k followers on IG now; seems to have toned down the mostly sexual stuff too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on January 21, 2020, 05:37:50 AM

wasted ima keep it short
fuck that incel shit its fucken improper
idk bro the idea is you work out head issues with the young ones
but dont actually date them as this would be weird
aim for a 5 year age gap fam
sorry

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 21, 2020, 09:34:02 AM

skatefresh, i think i know pretty well how you feel about possibly losing this girl, but in my opinion, you've just got to let her go, man. you're only dragging out the pain for yourself.

i didn't have my first real relationship until i was like 22 or 23. i fell super hard for her because i finally got to have that kind of relationship with someone. at the time i felt it like i fell in love with her and nobody else would've made me feel the same way, but i dont feel that way anymore. she was just the first person to really give me a chance at a relationship. i would've fallen just as hard for anyone else. she was a nice person and she was pretty, but she wasn't nearly as special as i thought she was.

one day she told me to come over and broke up with me out of the blue. i thought our relationship was perfect. we never fought, always got along great. always had fun with each other. i couldn't understand why she did that to me and i wouldn't accept it. we got back together and broke up a few more times. at one point we were broke up and she told me not to talk to her anymore and we needed time apart. i waited two weeks and mailed her this big long love letter trying to win her heart back and a few days after she got it she called saying she missed me and blah blah blah. we got back together but only lasted another week. i havent talked to her since. that last week together wasn't fun at all and the final breakup was resentful and it STILL took me months to get over her.

what i regret is all that emotional pain i put myself through just to try to keep her when she was the first one to tell me she didn't want to be with me. i wish i would've just let that be as it was and accepted it, rather than fight it. i didn't understand her reason at first because i thought what we had was perfect, but i didn't need to understand why. she simply didn't want me. it sucks, but you win some and you lose some. take your L and move on. find someone who DOES want to be with you. don't waste your time energy convincing someone who doesn't.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on January 21, 2020, 10:53:46 AM

^ I feel like sometimes, one would only need a reason from the person they're losing (or, I should say, who's losing them) to be able to move on more easily, but a lot of times said person just won't play along because they feel like they're being asked to justify themselves, or are afraid of getting trapped; after a while it just becomes a fruitless battle of egos where no one really hears one another, till everyone just has to run away from the toxicity because it's the only viable thing to do. That's also why I think ghosting is dumb, spend thirty seconds of your life being clear about your reasons to the person you've claimed to like thus far, instead of selfishly having them wonder what's up for weeks or months, fuck mind games, people have no time to waste with that shit. Sometimes I feel like people are getting way too paranoid about other people in general for the majority to even have a clue left on how to handle the most basic aspects of relationships reasonably, or seriously consider fundamental empathy, the disconnection feels pretty real to me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ClownOfTheDay on January 22, 2020, 08:19:09 AM

Does anyone have any advice on how to get my energy back? After being in a toxic relationship I feel like a part of my soul or part of me is gone, I used to be real friendly and happy a lot. I used to really care for others but after I broke up with my skanky ex I just feel so drained and weak. I don't miss him at all, I don't love him but rather want that chunk of who I was back. I feel like a shadow of my former self. I feel it on and off the board. I want to get back out there and be myself and socialize and mabe get back into dating. But I just feel this part of myself missing, maybe I need to heal, can someone help me figure this out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lady fanny on January 22, 2020, 08:23:33 AM

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Does anyone have any advice on how to get my energy back? After being in a toxic relationship I feel like a part of my soul or part of me is gone, I used to be real friendly and happy a lot. I used to really care for others but after I broke up with my skanky ex I just feel so drained and weak. I don't miss him at all, I don't love him but rather want that chunk of who I was back. I feel like a shadow of my former self. I feel it on and off the board. I want to get back out there and be myself and socialize and mabe get back into dating. But I just feel this part of myself missing, maybe I need to heal, can someone help me figure this out.

you know how they say 'weather isn't the same as climate'? you're just having bad weather but your whole person is intact. do the things you love, build good times even if you have to force it at first. feeling lousy after relationships is normal but it's not permanent.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 22, 2020, 09:23:50 AM

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Does anyone have any advice on how to get my energy back? After being in a toxic relationship I feel like a part of my soul or part of me is gone, I used to be real friendly and happy a lot. I used to really care for others but after I broke up with my skanky ex I just feel so drained and weak. I don't miss him at all, I don't love him but rather want that chunk of who I was back. I feel like a shadow of my former self. I feel it on and off the board. I want to get back out there and be myself and socialize and mabe get back into dating. But I just feel this part of myself missing, maybe I need to heal, can someone help me figure this out.

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you know how they say 'weather isn't the same as climate'? you're just having bad weather but your whole person is intact. do the things you love, build good times even if you have to force it at first. feeling lousy after relationships is normal but it's not permanent.

Take care of yourself too. If you drink/smoke/do drugs, try and cut back on that stuff. You don't necessarily have to flat out quit, but try limiting it to only a small amount a week. Same for eating healthy. Try to cut back on junk and processed crap. Reynolds eats fruit.

Get outside at least 15 minutes a day and move around. Even if it's just going for a walk around the block. The fresh air is good for you. If you want to skate but don't feel like doing tricks, maybe just go for a skate around the block and pop ollies over cracks and shit. Not every time on the board has to be a battle.

Limit your time online and in front of a screen. You said you got a record player, go digging for some new records, or do something easy while you listen to the ones you have. Draw, work on a puzzle, build something, whatever you like doing. It's a good way to relax and take your mind off of things. Hit up the library and find a book you want to read. Learn an instrument. Basically find something you like doing that takes you away from phones and computers and the tv and make time for it.

Try to get a good night sleep. My wife and I used to stay up and watch TV at night but we couldnt do that after my daughter was born about 6 months ago because we didn't want the sound to wake her up, so now we read books at night. I usually read about 30 minutes and by then I'm dead tired and fall asleep no problem. It's a good way to relax your brain and wind down. Easily the best new habit I've picked up.

Try to work on some of that stuff and see if you notice a difference in a week. I'm not bouncing off the walls with energy, but I feel like I'm happier and more willing to do things I'd normally be too lazy to do when I'm not taking care of myself.

Unfortunately I don't have much advice for meeting new friends. Since high school, the only person I've met and had a strong lasting friendship with is my wife. The people I hang out with are people I've know for +15 years or family.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 22, 2020, 04:06:38 PM

I bought a fake pussy and ass combo from an adult store. I tried it once and it turns out smooth cold rubber doesn't feel that good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on January 22, 2020, 04:08:54 PM

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I bought a fake pussy and ass combo from an adult store. I tried it once and it turns out smooth cold rubber doesn't feel that good.

Do the azz jiggle, though? I assume that'd be the most gratifying part of fucking one of those.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on January 22, 2020, 04:19:15 PM

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Does anyone have any advice on how to get my energy back? After being in a toxic relationship I feel like a part of my soul or part of me is gone, I used to be real friendly and happy a lot. I used to really care for others but after I broke up with my skanky ex I just feel so drained and weak. I don't miss him at all, I don't love him but rather want that chunk of who I was back. I feel like a shadow of my former self. I feel it on and off the board. I want to get back out there and be myself and socialize and mabe get back into dating. But I just feel this part of myself missing, maybe I need to heal, can someone help me figure this out.

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you know how they say 'weather isn't the same as climate'? you're just having bad weather but your whole person is intact. do the things you love, build good times even if you have to force it at first. feeling lousy after relationships is normal but it's not permanent.

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Take care of yourself too. If you drink/smoke/do drugs, try and cut back on that stuff. You don't necessarily have to flat out quit, but try limiting it to only a small amount a week. Same for eating healthy. Try to cut back on junk and processed crap. Reynolds eats fruit.

Get outside at least 15 minutes a day and move around. Even if it's just going for a walk around the block. The fresh air is good for you. If you want to skate but don't feel like doing tricks, maybe just go for a skate around the block and pop ollies over cracks and shit. Not every time on the board has to be a battle.

Limit your time online and in front of a screen. You said you got a record player, go digging for some new records, or do something easy while you listen to the ones you have. Draw, work on a puzzle, build something, whatever you like doing. It's a good way to relax and take your mind off of things. Hit up the library and find a book you want to read. Learn an instrument. Basically find something you like doing that takes you away from phones and computers and the tv and make time for it.

Try to get a good night sleep. My wife and I used to stay up and watch TV at night but we couldnt do that after my daughter was born about 6 months ago because we didn't want the sound to wake her up, so now we read books at night. I usually read about 30 minutes and by then I'm dead tired and fall asleep no problem. It's a good way to relax your brain and wind down. Easily the best new habit I've picked up.

Try to work on some of that stuff and see if you notice a difference in a week. I'm not bouncing off the walls with energy, but I feel like I'm happier and more willing to do things I'd normally be too lazy to do when I'm not taking care of myself.

Unfortunately I don't have much advice for meeting new friends. Since high school, the only person I've met and had a strong lasting friendship with is my wife. The people I hang out with are people I've know for +15 years or family.

I'm not evangelist, but if I had to evangelize for anything it would be reading. Developing a reading practice in my early 20s pretty much saved my life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ClownOfTheDay on January 23, 2020, 06:09:21 AM

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Does anyone have any advice on how to get my energy back? After being in a toxic relationship I feel like a part of my soul or part of me is gone, I used to be real friendly and happy a lot. I used to really care for others but after I broke up with my skanky ex I just feel so drained and weak. I don't miss him at all, I don't love him but rather want that chunk of who I was back. I feel like a shadow of my former self. I feel it on and off the board. I want to get back out there and be myself and socialize and mabe get back into dating. But I just feel this part of myself missing, maybe I need to heal, can someone help me figure this out.

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you know how they say 'weather isn't the same as climate'? you're just having bad weather but your whole person is intact. do the things you love, build good times even if you have to force it at first. feeling lousy after relationships is normal but it's not permanent.

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Does anyone have any advice on how to get my energy back? After being in a toxic relationship I feel like a part of my soul or part of me is gone, I used to be real friendly and happy a lot. I used to really care for others but after I broke up with my skanky ex I just feel so drained and weak. I don't miss him at all, I don't love him but rather want that chunk of who I was back. I feel like a shadow of my former self. I feel it on and off the board. I want to get back out there and be myself and socialize and mabe get back into dating. But I just feel this part of myself missing, maybe I need to heal, can someone help me figure this out.

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you know how they say 'weather isn't the same as climate'? you're just having bad weather but your whole person is intact. do the things you love, build good times even if you have to force it at first. feeling lousy after relationships is normal but it's not permanent.

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Take care of yourself too. If you drink/smoke/do drugs, try and cut back on that stuff. You don't necessarily have to flat out quit, but try limiting it to only a small amount a week. Same for eating healthy. Try to cut back on junk and processed crap. Reynolds eats fruit.

Get outside at least 15 minutes a day and move around. Even if it's just going for a walk around the block. The fresh air is good for you. If you want to skate but don't feel like doing tricks, maybe just go for a skate around the block and pop ollies over cracks and shit. Not every time on the board has to be a battle.

Limit your time online and in front of a screen. You said you got a record player, go digging for some new records, or do something easy while you listen to the ones you have. Draw, work on a puzzle, build something, whatever you like doing. It's a good way to relax and take your mind off of things. Hit up the library and find a book you want to read. Learn an instrument. Basically find something you like doing that takes you away from phones and computers and the tv and make time for it.

Try to get a good night sleep. My wife and I used to stay up and watch TV at night but we couldnt do that after my daughter was born about 6 months ago because we didn't want the sound to wake her up, so now we read books at night. I usually read about 30 minutes and by then I'm dead tired and fall asleep no problem. It's a good way to relax your brain and wind down. Easily the best new habit I've picked up.

Try to work on some of that stuff and see if you notice a difference in a week. I'm not bouncing off the walls with energy, but I feel like I'm happier and more willing to do things I'd normally be too lazy to do when I'm not taking care of myself.

Unfortunately I don't have much advice for meeting new friends. Since high school, the only person I've met and had a strong lasting friendship with is my wife. The people I hang out with are people I've know for +15 years or family.

Good news guys, I am feeling a little better, got this girls snapchat (which is new to me I don't like using social media) We talked for awhile last night and made me feel better to be able to talk to someone who actually wanted to talk. My record player is being built and will be here next week. I have a party to go to on the first and met cute girl online. Maybe Karma is repaying me?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on January 23, 2020, 09:57:01 AM

Maybe. I'm not into spiritual stuff, but I do kinda believe that when you put good energy out into the world, good stuff happens. You know the vibes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 23, 2020, 02:25:00 PM

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I bought a fake pussy and ass combo from an adult store. I tried it once and it turns out smooth cold rubber doesn't feel that good.

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Do the azz jiggle, though? I assume that'd be the most gratifying part of fucking one of those.

The one I got is like a handheld anatomical vagina and booty hole without an actual ass attached. The prices on the full jiggly butts are asstronomical.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 23, 2020, 04:18:25 PM

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I bought a fake pussy and ass combo from an adult store. I tried it once and it turns out smooth cold rubber doesn't feel that good.

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Do the azz jiggle, though? I assume that'd be the most gratifying part of fucking one of those.

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The one I got is like a handheld anatomical vagina and booty hole without an actual ass attached. The prices on the full jiggly butts are asstronomical.

This is a *chef’s kiss* pun. Enjoy the gnar.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ClownOfTheDay on January 24, 2020, 05:48:38 AM

L33t how much do one of those things cost? I'm sure you had to pay out the ass for that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on January 24, 2020, 03:00:01 PM

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What’s the biggest age gap yall ever worked with?

I smashed a 41 year old at 26 and a 21 year old at 31.

19 a couple years ago I think was 33. No bullshit here she was pretty big man it wasn’t that cool. She had a dead front tooth. It was off tinder she hid that shit well and her place was 45 mins away so I tried to make the best of it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 24, 2020, 03:52:32 PM

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L33t how much do one of those things cost? I'm sure you had to pay out the ass for that.

The full prosthetics run over 200 units. The thing I got was about 50 bones. What I really want is a Real Doll™, but them things cost as much as a used Honda Civic.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on January 24, 2020, 05:01:30 PM

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Only try as hard as you feel like trying, cut the pollution, watch how much of yourself you invest vs. what you actually get in return (both in terms of joy and pain), appreciate all the positives of the present, embrace the future and paint happy little clouds next to happy little trees.

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Beautiful champ.

I'm all for finding love in that dream person. But men have to stop putting the pussy on the pedestal; yes she seems like the goddess of your dreams and you can already imagine a life with her. But she should not be the end all and be all of everything. I think there's a reason why she's ghosting.

Maybe she loved the high of being in a foreign land and falling for a stranger. Maybe she met someone else. Maybe she's secretly married back home to a mobster who will chop your dick off if he finds you looking at her and she's doing this to protect you. There could be a million reasons. Don't get hung up on them or her social media. Let it sit on ice for a bit and see how you feel about her in a week or so. Avoid her social media, it's tempting but you need to have an honest assessment of your feelings towards her too.

But if you really feel so strongly about this woman, than I would suggest being honest and upfront with her. Tell her to stop playing the games and you want to see her and try this thing out with her. If she reciprocates then you're set. If she says no or goes silent, then you got your answer and move on. Living in limbo like this sucks and you only prolong your suffering.

That's just me, women I've dated in the past have said I was too direct and it turned them off me. Fair play, but that's just me and if it doesn't vibe with them then I'd rather we find out sooner than later.

I feel life is too short and shitty enough to play these stupid romantic games. If you like her enough, put your heart our there and see if she holds it or shits on it. Either way you got your answer and can move on with your life. I hated the social media undercurrents when it comes to romantic pursuits. If you're keen on having a future with someone, just be direct and go for it. None of this "read but not replied", "waiting x minutes before replying" or coming up with BS stories why you replied late (I was at my cousin's ballet recital).

Last, have a real hard look at yourself and ask yourself what you see in the woman. Are you in love with her or the idea of her? What is it about her personality that attracts you? Is she kind? Challenge your to be your best self? Make you laugh when times are shit? All these questions are tough to answer in a few months or years, let alone a couple of weeks. Hell any married person on here would say they're learning new things about their spouse constantly.

I've definitely been guilty of loving the idea of a person more than the person herself. She was wild, fun, partied too hard and had the exciting backstory (club dancer) that I thought I wanted in my life. Whenever we hung out we had a blast, but she would ghost on me for days afterwards. It ended when she told me I was in love with the idea of her more than her as a person. And she was right. There was no way our lifestyles would have been compatible in the long run, but it was fun while it lasted. More importantly I came out knowing what I wanted and didn't want in a long term partner.

I'm not sure how old you are, but all these experiences are there to teach you something about yourself. You got to take a slam trying to kickflip the 10 stairs to realize it's not the worst thing in the world.

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Thanks for all the responses guys. I've been just trying to go about my life the past few days. We had only been seeing eachother for a solid 4 months or so with a couple periods where we were both out of town. I was literally on the brink of DTR since we had been seeing eachother more consistent and it was starting to get more serious. Anyway I dont know what changed her, but at this point I think I made my intentions clear when I told her I really cared about her and that I was interested in her romantically and to let me know if she changes her mind. Still creeping my Ig. I'm 27, but tbh I didnt start having any success with chick's until 25 when I started getting more confidence and getting in better shape. It's just always difficult to find one you just click like that with and when you lose it you rush into that feeling where you think you will never find it again. I may try calling her in a week or so but beyond that, she has my number and no amount of begging is going to change anything. Been watching a lot of Corey Wayne videos on youtube.

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NO NO NO NO NO!

That guy is a total misogynist. He's a total douchebag pick up artist type. You don't need that shit to find a good girl. Like you, I didn't really come out of my shell until my late 20's. My friend tried to suggest his videos when I was thinking of dating again and I said fuck this pickup artist bullshit after a few videos. The way he talks about women is fucked in the head.

If you wan't a relationship, don't watch that guys videos. Those videos are targeted to people who look at women as a game, can't get with them, and are willing to be pieces of shit to get laid. And if you want an actual relationship his videos will do more harm than good. He makes up a bunch of arbitrary bullshit and just assumes it as fact. I think he promotes an unhealthy view towards women and tries to justify it by claiming women are bitches or selfish.

I watched his videos for a couple days, saw right through it and said fuck this guy. I stayed true to myself, being chill, being normal when it came to finally talking to a girl. The most important thing is don't be scared, be yourself, draw lines if you know something is unhealthy and that is it!

I stayed true to my beliefs instead of thinking of women like a game, and I will fucking humble brag now about my success. I got so fucking lucky with the girl I met just being myself. She's beautiful, has a fucking amazing body, girls come up to her all the time and tell her how good she looks, super smart (Masters Degree) and she has gotten more degree's since we started dating, No drugs, no booze, super funny, super smart, very self aware, just the coolest person ever, incredibly caring and genuine, she bought a fucking PC so we play every night when we aren't together. She Motivated me to do so much in just two years. Including getting my own place, getting back in college, eating better, getting exercise, having a better attitude and much more.

I messaged her while I was texting my homie. I was like "I just sent a message to this crazy hot chick that actual likes all the shit I like, won't get a response though." My message was genuine and talked about our similar interests, asked questions about them, told her a little about myself, didn't hype myself up. I got a message a few minutes later and it was off to the races, I couldn't believe she even responded.

I'm very slightly above average looks wise, I know I'm dating up, not all women are superficial cunts to be played like a game.

His material is more for maintaining relationships, but some stuff discusses pick up. He's hardly a pua from the material I've watched. I think alot of it is just aimed at understanding how women think as emotional beings and understanding how people subconsciously respond to things. I can see how some of it can come off a little abrasive. Thanks for the help. I've just been doing a lot of thinking the past week. I'll probably still call in a few days. I don't have much faith at this point, but she's still creeping me. I will say though, this whole experience has taught me that I really like latinas. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jakeumms on January 26, 2020, 12:29:27 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 22, 2020, 04:06:38 PM

I bought a fake pussy and ass combo from an adult store. I tried it once and it turns out smooth cold rubber doesn't feel that good.

I bought a fleshlight on two separate occasions. Fool me once...the second time I bought the warmer and everything. I came to the exact same conclusion that you did, L33Tg33k. On top of that, all these sex toys for dudes are really a bummer to clean.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 26, 2020, 02:04:16 PM

Quote from: jakeumms on January 26, 2020, 12:29:27 PM

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I bought a fake pussy and ass combo from an adult store. I tried it once and it turns out smooth cold rubber doesn't feel that good.

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I bought a fleshlight on two separate occasions. Fool me once...the second time I bought the warmer and everything. I came to the exact same conclusion that you did, L33Tg33k. On top of that, all these sex toys for dudes are really a bummer to clean.

My ex gave me a pocket pussy and I used to use a condom so I didn't have to clean it after

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on January 26, 2020, 07:22:41 PM

I usually spend all my money on Taco Bell so I just make it throw up old school.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: behavioralguide on January 27, 2020, 05:25:25 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on January 26, 2020, 07:22:41 PM

I usually spend all my money on Taco Bell so I just make it throw up old school.

Hope yr getting tortillas then cause a taco does not seem all that fun

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on January 27, 2020, 07:28:33 AM

Quote from: behavioralguide on January 27, 2020, 05:25:25 AM

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I usually spend all my money on Taco Bell so I just make it throw up old school.

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Hope yr getting tortillas then cause a taco does not seem all that fun

Just to verify: you guys are talking about putting your dicks in Mexican food?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jollyoli on January 27, 2020, 07:36:11 AM

I've lost so many tricks and pop, I fear I have become one of those "old guys" at the park that I used to hate passionately and mock relentlessly.
I'm almost annoyed these dumb kids give me a pass.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: behavioralguide on January 27, 2020, 08:07:49 AM

Quote from: Peter Zagreus on January 27, 2020, 07:28:33 AM

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I usually spend all my money on Taco Bell so I just make it throw up old school.

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Hope yr getting tortillas then cause a taco does not seem all that fun

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Just to verify: you guys are talking about putting your dicks in Mexican food?

Not sure

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 27, 2020, 08:54:47 AM

Quote from: Jollyoli on January 27, 2020, 07:36:11 AM

I've lost so many tricks and pop, I fear I have become one of those "old guys" at the park that I used to hate passionately and mock relentlessly.
I'm almost annoyed these dumb kids give me a pass.

Gonna happen to all of us. We'll lose the mojo.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on January 29, 2020, 05:20:02 PM

If I'm at home, I'll sit to take a piss like 50% of the time. Definitely if waking up at night and going in the dark. Although I've sat down with the lid closed before and almost smashed my balls. That's a hazard.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 29, 2020, 09:48:55 PM

Quote from: os89 on January 29, 2020, 05:20:02 PM

If I'm at home, I'll sit to take a piss like 50% of the time. Definitely if waking up at night and going in the dark. Although I've sat down with the lid closed before and almost smashed my balls. That's a hazard.

Best best way to empty the as much as you can. But only at home. Avoiding those seats out in the wild.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on January 30, 2020, 02:32:00 AM

no reason to be ashamed if you sit down to piss. of course i use pissoirs when they are available in public, but at home i always take a seat. thing is you can aim as good as you want, almost vaporous excess piss will diverge from the main strem inevitably, even if you don't notice, and stain and stench your bathroom floor and walls. in other words, it's impossible to get 100% of your piss in there when you piss into what is basically a bucket from half a meter up high due to sprayage. you might think your aim was perfect but actually you kind of still doused your toilet seat in urine.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jollyoli on January 30, 2020, 02:41:56 AM

Quote from: Frank on January 30, 2020, 02:32:00 AM

no reason to be ashamed if you sit down to piss. of course i use pissoirs when they are available in public, but at home i always take a seat. thing is you can aim as good as you want, almost vaporous excess piss will diverge from the main strem inevitably, even if you don't notice, and stain and stench your bathroom floor and walls. in other words, it's impossible to get 100% of your piss in there when you piss into what is basically a bucket from half a meter up high due to sprayage. you might think your aim was perfect but actually you kind of still doused your toilet seat in urine.

Have you tried adjusting the nozzle setting from fine mist to massage?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on January 30, 2020, 03:16:09 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on January 29, 2020, 09:48:55 PM

Best best way to empty the as much as you can. But only at home. Avoiding those seats out in the wild.

Quote from: Jollyoli on January 30, 2020, 02:41:56 AM

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no reason to be ashamed if you sit down to piss. of course i use pissoirs when they are available in public, but at home i always take a seat. thing is you can aim as good as you want, almost vaporous excess piss will diverge from the main strem inevitably, even if you don't notice, and stain and stench your bathroom floor and walls. in other words, it's impossible to get 100% of your piss in there when you piss into what is basically a bucket from half a meter up high due to sprayage. you might think your aim was perfect but actually you kind of still doused your toilet seat in urine.

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Have you tried adjusting the nozzle setting from fine mist to massage?

Yea in public gotta stand, although I still use the stall. I lift the seat though with the sole of my shoe. I'm not the dude pissing all over it. And haha the nozzle setting. I have a strained intercostal muscle and it hurts so bad to laugh damn you!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SSBS1080CBBSNP on January 30, 2020, 07:26:53 PM

Could be a game changer or a piece of junk. Some reviews are overwhelming.

(http://imagizer.imageshack.us/v2/150x100q90/923/5Q7m16.jpg)

“Worth the money! Can't urinate without it! Device literally saved my relationship
My girlfriend and I were having fights. They never seemed to end. We didn't know how they started. Therapy didn't work. Whip cream didn't work. Expensive trips to France even. Once we installed this device I discovered that most of our fights spawned in the bathroom. Once this device colorfully lit up our toilet bowl, it quickly lit up our life and gave it more color - Literally and figuratively! I'm more likely to put up and down the seat and we never stub our toes in the dark. It's a joy to defecate. It's a joy to be around my girlfriend - maybe even soon to be....fiance! Relationship = saved. Thanks, 16-color toilet night light”

“I love this toilet light! I have one in every bathroom now. It is such a conversation piece. Everyone that comes to my house loves it! We love that we don’t have to turn on the lights at night to go to the bathroom.”

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on January 30, 2020, 09:08:02 PM

My girlfriend has some sort of toilet seat phobia and half the time she hovers, even here. The good thing about that though is she is usually the one that cleans the toilet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: munchbox on January 31, 2020, 04:32:03 AM

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L33t how much do one of those things cost? I'm sure you had to pay out the ass for that.

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The full prosthetics run over 200 units. The thing I got was about 50 bones. What I really want is a Real Doll™, but them things cost as much as a used Honda Civic.

this is a mileage comparison that id actually be interested in

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Skart on January 31, 2020, 12:38:07 PM

Quote from: Peter Zagreus on January 27, 2020, 07:28:33 AM

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I usually spend all my money on Taco Bell so I just make it throw up old school.

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Hope yr getting tortillas then cause a taco does not seem all that fun

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Just to verify: you guys are talking about putting your dicks in Mexican food?

A big bowl of lukewarm refried beans/fried rice mix might work out pretty well

Something about the rice really holds it together

Next level edible arrangements if you're crafty enough with the aftermath

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: munchbox on January 31, 2020, 11:55:09 PM

had my first big modeling gig from my agency today and even though it was low risk, i was cutting all my time restraints too close. my nerves are worn and no nicotine for the last two weeks is burning me out a bit.

people who were always late in the past, how did you snap the habit? i need help bad before i fuck myself over

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on February 01, 2020, 04:02:30 AM

Quote from: off on January 31, 2020, 11:55:09 PM

had my first big modeling gig from my agency today and even though it was low risk, i was cutting all my time restraints too close. my nerves are worn and no nicotine for the last two weeks is burning me out a bit.

people who were always late in the past, how did you snap the habit? i need help bad before i fuck myself over

Well shit that is a tough one. It really depends on your personality I believe. You can change it but you really have to fight to change being late and just be prepared earlier for everything. I always have no excuse myself as I wake up by 5:30 everyday even if I had a late night. It fucking sucks. Body clock wont let me hit snooze button.

I have an old friend who always disregarded the time altogether. Never wore a watch or checked the time. Band practice at 5 he would come at 6:30. He was also fired a few times for continuously showing up late to work. I didn't understand it. He is better now, but only about his job, casual arrangements he is still behind.

If I have an engagement, date, appointment, that's all my mind is focused on 100%. I also make it a point to be there early no matter what. I also have no patience and general anxiety so I just want to get that shit done and over with so I can move on, go crack a brew, smoke and relax. I cannot relax unless I am completely done with whatever needs to be done for the day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: munchbox on February 01, 2020, 05:24:08 AM

Quote from: os89 on February 01, 2020, 04:02:30 AM

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had my first big modeling gig from my agency today and even though it was low risk, i was cutting all my time restraints too close. my nerves are worn and no nicotine for the last two weeks is burning me out a bit.

people who were always late in the past, how did you snap the habit? i need help bad before i fuck myself over

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Well shit that is a tough one. It really depends on your personality I believe. You can change it but you really have to fight to change being late and just be prepared earlier for everything. I always have no excuse myself as I wake up by 5:30 everyday even if I had a late night. It fucking sucks. Body clock wont let me hit snooze button.

I have an old friend who always disregarded the time altogether. Never wore a watch or checked the time. Band practice at 5 he would come at 6:30. He was also fired a few times for continuously showing up late to work. I didn't understand it. He is better now, but only about his job, casual arrangements he is still behind.

If I have an engagement, date, appointment, that's all my mind is focused on 100%. I also make it a point to be there early no matter what. I also have no patience and general anxiety so I just want to get that shit done and over with so I can move on, go crack a brew, smoke and relax. I cannot relax unless I am completely done with whatever needs to be done for the day.

i like your style man. im gonna try that out
im a goal oriented person but im also chill. looking back on it, i really grew into the persona that imagined for myself back when i was a kid. its just literally who i am now, i think i broke the fucking fourth wall or some shit im mindfucked :o either im a good actor or thats the byproduct of being goal oriented, ill have to ask around to make sure im not crazy

either way i guess i wish i knew what i was doing back when i decided who id be lol. being laid back works out well for almost everything except for my time restrained goals like work or even skating. skating specifically, ill try at something, then find other things to do when i get frustrated until im ready to go back at it. thats called quitting if im gonna honest and harsh with myself. i get too lax before i reach the finish line too much for my liking now that i understand it better. great fucking advice, i will make a conscious effort to do until done, thanks in advance. a gnar is owed

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on February 02, 2020, 12:01:44 AM

Quote from: off on January 31, 2020, 11:55:09 PM

had my first big modeling gig from my agency today and even though it was low risk, i was cutting all my time restraints too close. my nerves are worn and no nicotine for the last two weeks is burning me out a bit.

people who were always late in the past, how did you snap the habit? i need help bad before i fuck myself over

Multiple alarm clocks. Those cartoon looking ones. They’re loud as fuck. I used to have one under my bed, one in my bathroom and one in my kitchen. My thinking was as I have to go to kitchen to turn it off I may as well put the kettle on and start carping those diems.

Also, diary. Buy a nice looking cover and just get new paper for it each year. I also have a whiteboard on the wall that I can see from bed. It helps me mentally prepare for my day as have all my shit in order and I know exactly what I have on for the day/week.


Great work on quitting smoking. After two weeks you should be over the worst of it now. Good shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: munchbox on February 02, 2020, 12:42:36 AM

Quote from: matty_c on February 02, 2020, 12:01:44 AM

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had my first big modeling gig from my agency today and even though it was low risk, i was cutting all my time restraints too close. my nerves are worn and no nicotine for the last two weeks is burning me out a bit.

people who were always late in the past, how did you snap the habit? i need help bad before i fuck myself over

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Multiple alarm clocks. Those cartoon looking ones. They’re loud as fuck. I used to have one under my bed, one in my bathroom and one in my kitchen. My thinking was as I have to go to kitchen to turn it off I may as well put the kettle on and start carping those diems.

Also, diary. Buy a nice looking cover and just get new paper for it each year. I also have a whiteboard on the wall that I can see from bed. It helps me mentally prepare for my day as have all my shit in order and I know exactly what I have on for the day/week.


Great work on quitting smoking. After two weeks you should be over the worst of it now. Good shit

i really want some of these
(https://i.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/newsfeed/001/514/207/d16.png)
can set them a bit early to smash em and clean up the mess. should be good to get my blood running in the morning.

i have one of those little books. i keep it to make lists of the shit i have to do for the day so i dont forget it. i call it my to do list, but anyone who sees a grown man writing in a little book is probably thinking diary. if someone ever bothers me about it, which i doubt, ill just say im an up and coming author for shits and giggles.

whiteboard will have to wait for when i get my permanent address but thats a good idea. thanks for the tips, will write   on my list

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on February 02, 2020, 01:12:34 AM

I used to really struggle with the always late thing, despite how hard I'd think I'd try too, the thing is as long as you can't actually be on time then you just need to try harder, and to try harder you need to observe what you're doing wrong. Sometimes it's underestimating the time it'll take you to get somewhere because you're so obsessed with getting there you almost don't consider the commuting time, as though you'll magically teleport. Procrastination should be hacked into pieces as soon as you can sense it or else you're essentially wasting your energy all the while knowing it by making things drag on. Optimizing the order in which you do things helps tremendously, just that ability of not just taking on the right habits but also sequencing in the way that plays the smoothest is a lifesaver in itself.

Another thing I do is I'd always fuck up and genuinely underestimate the time it'd take me to perform a task or to get somewhere; as soon as I noticed that pattern, I just took the amount of time I'd normally be late by on average, round it up (sometimes exaggeratedly) just to be on the safe side and force myself to consider that more realistic number next time instead of always trying to improvise riding things out, even if that meant less comfort (obviously). Once thing I've noticed, I'll always be super early for important or expensive matters (e.g.. flights, work, administration etc.) but regularly late for everything or with most people that I've developed confidence with, I don't like it, and am also always kinda working on it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peepeeboy69 on February 04, 2020, 12:00:18 PM

I'm really nervous about initiating sexual contact with women. I had 3 girlfriends in highschool who all asked me out and made it pretty clear they wanted to have sex with me but I always pretended to be oblivious in the moment because I was scared of misinterpreting shit and ruining the relationship. Thinking back I cringe very bad. Like barely held hands or anything. One time one of them wore these ridiculous heels and kept "tripping" and holding my arm and my dumbass told her to I could drive her home to change shoes.

I lost my virginity in college where this girl wanted to bang at a party but I wasn't super into it but I hung out with her to flex on my friends who were womanless. Couple weeks later she keeps sending me flirty texts that I ignored, but I'm a date with my friend I asked if I could pee on her face and she said if I didn't have STDs she's down. Went to her place got drunk, peed on her face, and slept on her bed. She woke me up in the night and asked me if I was gay, I said no. She said prove it so I fucked her and that's the only reason I'm not still a virgin.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: munchbox on February 04, 2020, 12:20:06 PM

Quote from: Peepeeboy69 on February 04, 2020, 12:00:18 PM

I'm really nervous about initiating sexual contact with women. I had 3 girlfriends in highschool who all asked me out and made it pretty clear they wanted to have sex with me but I always pretended to be oblivious in the moment because I was scared of misinterpreting shit and ruining the relationship. Thinking back I cringe very bad. Like barely held hands or anything. One time one of them wore these ridiculous heels and kept "tripping" and holding my arm and my dumbass told her to I could drive her home to change shoes.

I lost my virginity in college where this girl wanted to bang at a party but I wasn't super into it but I hung out with her to flex on my friends who were womanless. Couple weeks later she keeps sending me flirty texts that I ignored, but I'm a date with my friend I asked if I could pee on her face and she said if I didn't have STDs she's down. Went to her place got drunk, peed on her face, and slept on her bed. She woke me up in the night and asked me if I was gay, I said no. She said prove it so I fucked her and that's the only reason I'm not still a virgin.

sounds like your okay with it? or am i reading things wrong

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peepeeboy69 on February 04, 2020, 01:27:38 PM

Quote from: off on February 04, 2020, 12:20:06 PM

Quote from: Peepeeboy69 on February 04, 2020, 12:00:18 PM

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I'm really nervous about initiating sexual contact with women. I had 3 girlfriends in highschool who all asked me out and made it pretty clear they wanted to have sex with me but I always pretended to be oblivious in the moment because I was scared of misinterpreting shit and ruining the relationship. Thinking back I cringe very bad. Like barely held hands or anything. One time one of them wore these ridiculous heels and kept "tripping" and holding my arm and my dumbass told her to I could drive her home to change shoes.

I lost my virginity in college where this girl wanted to bang at a party but I wasn't super into it but I hung out with her to flex on my friends who were womanless. Couple weeks later she keeps sending me flirty texts that I ignored, but I'm a date with my friend I asked if I could pee on her face and she said if I didn't have STDs she's down. Went to her place got drunk, peed on her face, and slept on her bed. She woke me up in the night and asked me if I was gay, I said no. She said prove it so I fucked her and that's the only reason I'm not still a virgin.

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sounds like your okay with it? or am i reading things wrong

Like when I genuinely care abt the other person it's hard cause I don't wanna fuck things up, but if I don't care it's easier. It sucks cause like basically shows affection to ppl i don't care about, and not show affection to ppl i care about.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jakeumms on February 04, 2020, 01:34:20 PM

Quote from: Peepeeboy69 on February 04, 2020, 01:27:38 PM

Quote from: off on February 04, 2020, 12:20:06 PM

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Quote from: Peepeeboy69 on February 04, 2020, 12:00:18 PM

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I'm really nervous about initiating sexual contact with women. I had 3 girlfriends in highschool who all asked me out and made it pretty clear they wanted to have sex with me but I always pretended to be oblivious in the moment because I was scared of misinterpreting shit and ruining the relationship. Thinking back I cringe very bad. Like barely held hands or anything. One time one of them wore these ridiculous heels and kept "tripping" and holding my arm and my dumbass told her to I could drive her home to change shoes.

I lost my virginity in college where this girl wanted to bang at a party but I wasn't super into it but I hung out with her to flex on my friends who were womanless. Couple weeks later she keeps sending me flirty texts that I ignored, but I'm a date with my friend I asked if I could pee on her face and she said if I didn't have STDs she's down. Went to her place got drunk, peed on her face, and slept on her bed. She woke me up in the night and asked me if I was gay, I said no. She said prove it so I fucked her and that's the only reason I'm not still a virgin.

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sounds like your okay with it? or am i reading things wrong

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Like when I genuinely care abt the other person it's hard cause I don't wanna fuck things up, but if I don't care it's easier. It sucks cause like basically shows affection to ppl i don't care about, and not show affection to ppl i care about.

You should get a little therapy going. Getting that mindset sorted if you're aware of it will make you happier in the long run.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Skart on February 05, 2020, 05:01:56 PM

Insanity is a scary subject

I can see it in this house, and in myself after some time ignoring it or actually going undiagnosed

Taking a shower I'm like damn I don't want to leave this shower.. Remembering details of time past and gathering an understanding that things are spiraling downward and nobody faces it openly. And that I default to a broken pattern that led me here in life

Back to slap then youtube to fall into another entertainment trap. Forgetting the cobbled plans to correct issues I put together during that moment of clarity

gg on pissing on her face
That's fucking funny

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on February 05, 2020, 11:39:07 PM

Quote from: Peepeeboy69 on February 04, 2020, 12:00:18 PM

I'm really nervous about initiating sexual contact with women. I had 3 girlfriends in highschool who all asked me out and made it pretty clear they wanted to have sex with me but I always pretended to be oblivious in the moment because I was scared of misinterpreting shit and ruining the relationship. Thinking back I cringe very bad. Like barely held hands or anything. One time one of them wore these ridiculous heels and kept "tripping" and holding my arm and my dumbass told her to I could drive her home to change shoes.

I lost my virginity in college where this girl wanted to bang at a party but I wasn't super into it but I hung out with her to flex on my friends who were womanless. Couple weeks later she keeps sending me flirty texts that I ignored, but I'm a date with my friend I asked if I could pee on her face and she said if I didn't have STDs she's down. Went to her place got drunk, peed on her face, and slept on her bed. She woke me up in the night and asked me if I was gay, I said no. She said prove it so I fucked her and that's the only reason I'm not still a virgin.

username checks out. great.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 06, 2020, 06:47:37 PM

I've been going in hard on these dating apps. No results but I've been getting matches on account of me paying for them and being able to write a coherent sentence. I've met 3 women in real life. One of them actually initiated contact with me after the first meeting. We're having a hard time coordinating schedules to see each other again, though. There's a girl I met in real life that I'm trying to talk to as well, but it's always in this circumspect way. I got her IG and asked when the next time her band plays and now I don't know what else to say to her. And another girl that I met when I was in this mental health halfway house thing contacted me unsolicited. That one kind of blew my mind. I don't have anything to say to her either. She's deaf, but that doesn't matter. She's also prettier than most women I get matched with on these apps. Whatever, the point is I'm being way more aggressive than I've ever been in my life, and I've got nothing to show for it, but I feel like I'm on the cusp of something more than what I've ever imagined for myself. Also a bartender at my neighborhood brewery told me she be what is essentially my wingwoman.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lady fanny on February 06, 2020, 06:49:26 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 06, 2020, 06:47:37 PM

I've been going in hard on these dating apps. No results but I've been getting matches on account of me paying for them and being able to write a coherent sentence. I've met 3 women in real life. One of them actually initiated contact with me after the first meeting. We're having a hard time coordinating schedules to see each other again, though. There's a girl I met in real life that I'm trying to talk to as well, but it's always in this circumspect way. I got her IG and asked when the next time her band plays and now I don't know what else to say to her. And another girl that I met when I was in this mental health halfway house thing contacted me unsolicited. That one kind of blew my mind. I don't have anything to say to her either. She's deaf, but that doesn't matter. She's also prettier than most women I get matched with on these apps. Whatever, the point is I'm being way more aggressive than I've ever been in my life, and I've got nothing to show for it, but I feel like I'm on the cusp of something more than what I've ever imagined for myself. Also a bartender at my neighborhood brewery told me she be what is essentially my wingwoman.

time for a dick pic

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 06, 2020, 07:09:10 PM

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I've been going in hard on these dating apps. No results but I've been getting matches on account of me paying for them and being able to write a coherent sentence. I've met 3 women in real life. One of them actually initiated contact with me after the first meeting. We're having a hard time coordinating schedules to see each other again, though. There's a girl I met in real life that I'm trying to talk to as well, but it's always in this circumspect way. I got her IG and asked when the next time her band plays and now I don't know what else to say to her. And another girl that I met when I was in this mental health halfway house thing contacted me unsolicited. That one kind of blew my mind. I don't have anything to say to her either. She's deaf, but that doesn't matter. She's also prettier than most women I get matched with on these apps. Whatever, the point is I'm being way more aggressive than I've ever been in my life, and I've got nothing to show for it, but I feel like I'm on the cusp of something more than what I've ever imagined for myself. Also a bartender at my neighborhood brewery told me she be what is essentially my wingwoman.

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time for a dick pic

Genius

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on February 06, 2020, 07:20:40 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 06, 2020, 06:47:37 PM

I've been going in hard on these dating apps. No results but I've been getting matches on account of me paying for them and being able to write a coherent sentence. I've met 3 women in real life. One of them actually initiated contact with me after the first meeting. We're having a hard time coordinating schedules to see each other again, though. There's a girl I met in real life that I'm trying to talk to as well, but it's always in this circumspect way. I got her IG and asked when the next time her band plays and now I don't know what else to say to her. And another girl that I met when I was in this mental health halfway house thing contacted me unsolicited. That one kind of blew my mind. I don't have anything to say to her either. She's deaf, but that doesn't matter. She's also prettier than most women I get matched with on these apps. Whatever, the point is I'm being way more aggressive than I've ever been in my life, and I've got nothing to show for it, but I feel like I'm on the cusp of something more than what I've ever imagined for myself. Also a bartender at my neighborhood brewery told me she be what is essentially my wingwoman.

Hell yeah, man. I can empathize with that feeling. Just continue to keep being the best "you" that you can be and something will happen. Keep your head up!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 06, 2020, 09:29:46 PM

Proud of you L33t!

When I get to that point I try to do small talk. But I feel like I come across as dry typing rather than in person. Maybe look for random events nearby and shoot them her way?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 06, 2020, 10:36:28 PM

Just got denied by a couple plus sized ladies I thought I was having a good time with. That'll put you right back in your place real quick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on February 07, 2020, 02:07:18 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 06, 2020, 10:36:28 PM

Just got denied by a couple plus sized ladies I thought I was having a good time with. That'll put you right back in your place real quick.

Plus-sized is kinda in demand these days... at least they think it is.

People have weird ideas of their self-worth with instagram/social media values put onto everyone now, don't let it get you down.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ClownOfTheDay on February 07, 2020, 06:05:04 AM

I'm happy for you L33t. Basically there's this girl that I think is obsessed with me. She emailed me, texted me through google hangout and texts me 24/7. We worked together for awhile and tried to ask me out. I said maybe but I just don't really like her. I'm already seeing someone. She doesn't know that. She asked me out to lunch I told her I don't have cash on me. I told her I don't want to date anyone in my friend group. Don't think she got the hint. Shoot me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lady fanny on February 07, 2020, 07:39:31 AM

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I'm happy for you L33t. Basically there's this girl that I think is obsessed with me. She emailed me, texted me through google hangout and texts me 24/7. We worked together for awhile and tried to ask me out. I said maybe but I just don't really like her. I'm already seeing someone. She doesn't know that. She asked me out to lunch I told her I don't have cash on me. I told her I don't want to date anyone in my friend group. Don't think she got the hint. Shoot me.

stop hogging all the girls!
if you're in the leetgeek area maybe you can do the classic bait and switch handoff.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ClownOfTheDay on February 07, 2020, 09:01:57 AM

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I'm happy for you L33t. Basically there's this girl that I think is obsessed with me. She emailed me, texted me through google hangout and texts me 24/7. We worked together for awhile and tried to ask me out. I said maybe but I just don't really like her. I'm already seeing someone. She doesn't know that. She asked me out to lunch I told her I don't have cash on me. I told her I don't want to date anyone in my friend group. Don't think she got the hint. Shoot me.

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stop hogging all the girls!
if you're in the leetgeek area maybe you can do the classic bait and switch handoff.

Hahaha, I live in rural Iowa, but I moved from SF. I'm a native San Fransican. It's not my fault people try to get at me. I'm just a mediocre person.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 07, 2020, 08:49:14 PM

Just bitched out on talking to a girl I like. My anxiety is super high when I go to places with crowds, but apparently if there's someone I'm interested in there, I nearly have a panic attack. She was even sitting alone a couple times. Fuck!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: munchbox on February 08, 2020, 05:56:51 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 07, 2020, 08:49:14 PM

Just bitched out on talking to a girl I like. My anxiety is super high when I go to places with crowds, but apparently if there's someone I'm interested in there, I nearly have a panic attack. She was even sitting alone a couple times. Fuck!

confidence builds results my friend

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on February 08, 2020, 06:02:48 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 07, 2020, 08:49:14 PM

Just bitched out on talking to a girl I like. My anxiety is super high when I go to places with crowds, but apparently if there's someone I'm interested in there, I nearly have a panic attack. She was even sitting alone a couple times. Fuck!

Always think about the worst case scenario. In this case it would be a girl laughing at you in front ir everyone, which would mean it's not the kind of girl you want to hang with. You have nothing to lose seriously. Be gentle and polite, and try,if it doesn't work, it doesn't work, which is just the same as not trying but at least you tried. Don't overthink girls and relations. We are just animals

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on February 08, 2020, 06:09:09 AM

Animals with feels...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on February 08, 2020, 08:11:48 AM

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Just got denied by a couple plus sized ladies I thought I was having a good time with. That'll put you right back in your place real quick.

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Plus-sized is kinda in demand these days... at least they think it is.

People have weird ideas of their self-worth with instagram/social media values put onto everyone now, don't let it get you down.

Yeah I feel like a dick saying this but big chicks got it twisted and think all guys wanna fuck a gunt. They think thicc means obese. And they think rolls = curves. Sorry if that's your kind thing L33T, no disrespect, but it's true. But pretty woman these days thinks they are the shit. If you use a dating app like POF that lets you message first, check out how they look, but then look at their profile and see if they seem totally self centered, you want to find someone that seems like they aren't trying to copy what everyone else is doing. Someone who has interests that arent: food, coffee, netflix.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 08, 2020, 11:40:41 AM

I dont mind big girls. I mean, I'm a big guy so who am I to judge? They're not "my type" either. I don't necessarily have a type. I know that pretty faced women with short hair does something for me, but in reality I can see something I find physically attractive in almost any woman.

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Just bitched out on talking to a girl I like. My anxiety is super high when I go to places with crowds, but apparently if there's someone I'm interested in there, I nearly have a panic attack. She was even sitting alone a couple times. Fuck!

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Always think about the worst case scenario. In this case it would be a girl laughing at you in front ir everyone, which would mean it's not the kind of girl you want to hang with. You have nothing to lose seriously. Be gentle and polite, and try,if it doesn't work, it doesn't work, which is just the same as not trying but at least you tried. Don't overthink girls and relations. We are just animals

Worst case scenario is everybody in my social circle will know what I tried and will roast me forever. That's not too bad now that I'm considering it. I've been trying to find a new circle anyway. I promise to myself that I'll do something the next chance I get....or lurk her Instagram account forever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: johnes on February 09, 2020, 10:58:08 AM

I wish I could get paid for sending dudes picture of my feet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on February 10, 2020, 03:25:34 AM

Quote from: johnes on February 09, 2020, 10:58:08 AM

I wish I could get paid for sending dudes picture of my feet.

I wished dudes would pay me for my old skate shoes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Turtle Boy on February 10, 2020, 04:13:51 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 08, 2020, 11:40:41 AM

I dont mind big girls. I mean, I'm a big guy so who am I to judge? They're not "my type" either. I don't necessarily have a type. I know that pretty faced women with short hair does something for me, but in reality I can see something I find physically attractive in almost any woman.

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Just bitched out on talking to a girl I like. My anxiety is super high when I go to places with crowds, but apparently if there's someone I'm interested in there, I nearly have a panic attack. She was even sitting alone a couple times. Fuck!

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Always think about the worst case scenario. In this case it would be a girl laughing at you in front ir everyone, which would mean it's not the kind of girl you want to hang with. You have nothing to lose seriously. Be gentle and polite, and try,if it doesn't work, it doesn't work, which is just the same as not trying but at least you tried. Don't overthink girls and relations. We are just animals

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Worst case scenario is everybody in my social circle will know what I tried and will roast me forever. That's not too bad now that I'm considering it. I've been trying to find a new circle anyway. I promise to myself that I'll do something the next chance I get....or lurk her Instagram account forever.

Most of the things that can happen after trying to talk to a girl are not too bad after considering it a bit :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ClownOfTheDay on February 10, 2020, 06:00:42 AM

L33t if a girl see's you for your body, then she sounds like a cheap skank. Love is more than looks. I mean there's just some things I'm not attracted to, but that doesn't mean their not beautiful to others. I'm chubby, I'm often referred to as Doh Boy in my circle. Love is when two souls interconnect with one another. I like to believe our body is just a shell that a soul inhabits. Maybe I'm an idiot. It's Monday morning and I feel fuzzy but oh well. I love you L33t. Maybe try dating a dude. I'm dating a girl with Autism. We've been seeing each other for about 2 weeks. She's someone I want to love. She isn't the most beautiful but to me she's pretty.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on February 11, 2020, 06:54:32 PM

alex midlers kickflip back lip was my favorite trick of the year

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 11, 2020, 07:06:04 PM

Got to the spot before my date with a girl I met off Tinder. Mad nervous and I’m surprised things moved kinda fast.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on February 11, 2020, 07:56:52 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on February 11, 2020, 07:06:04 PM

Got to the spot before my date with a girl I met off Tinder. Mad nervous and I’m surprised things moved kinda fast.

how fast we talking here?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 11, 2020, 11:38:00 PM

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Got to the spot before my date with a girl I met off Tinder. Mad nervous and I’m surprised things moved kinda fast.

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how fast we talking here?

2 weeks and we only had each other's snapchats (nothing to crazy).

Overall it was an okay night. We split a sandwich at a Portos (cuban bakery), saw movie and shared a dessert. Made a cheesy move and kissed her during the movie. Finally walked her to her car and we made out. She seems nice and not in a hurry which is a welcomed change.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on February 11, 2020, 11:44:12 PM

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Got to the spot before my date with a girl I met off Tinder. Mad nervous and I’m surprised things moved kinda fast.

[close]

how fast we talking here?

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2 weeks and we only had each other's snapchats (nothing to crazy).

Overall it was an okay night. We split a sandwich at a Portos (cuban bakery), saw movie and shared a dessert. Made a cheesy move and kissed her during the movie. Finally walked her to her car and we made out. She seems nice and not in a hurry which is a welcomed change.

I met my girl online dating, not tinder, but we met up at 2 weeks as well and did pretty much the same thing. We were supposed to meet and eat but she was so nervous she kept delaying, we met in a bowling alley parking lot and she got nervous after 15 minutes (because duh, not a great place to meet) said she had to go. I was driving home feeling bummed and she asked me to come back. We went to a park and just talked all night, kissed quiet a bit and that was the end of the night. The first month we took it slow like that, hung out just on Saturdays and it turned into something really good.

The real question is what kind of desert did you get from Porto's? I hope it was the chocolate croissant...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 11, 2020, 11:54:44 PM

We didn't get desert there sadly, which would've been her first time trying a pastry from there. But, if it matters we got a brownie Sunday at the movie theater (it was one of those nicer ones).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on February 13, 2020, 09:19:50 AM

Trying to get a tat or two 'cause I heard the pain sensation helps people reckon with self-harm urges!

Also I want these guys on me arm
(https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/thumb/0/0a/WoweeZowee.jpg/220px-WoweeZowee.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on February 13, 2020, 12:42:19 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on February 11, 2020, 11:54:44 PM

We didn't get desert there sadly, which would've been her first time trying a pastry from there. But, if it matters we got a brownie Sunday at the movie theater (it was one of those nicer ones).

I don't know shit about LA, I go once every couple years because I freak the fuck out dealing with traffic. But my mom and sisters love that place. The croissant is the only thing I've tried because I'm picky about dessert.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 13, 2020, 07:19:33 PM

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We didn't get desert there sadly, which would've been her first time trying a pastry from there. But, if it matters we got a brownie Sunday at the movie theater (it was one of those nicer ones).

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I don't know shit about LA, I go once every couple years because I freak the fuck out dealing with traffic. But my mom and sisters love that place. The croissant is the only thing I've tried because I'm picky about dessert.

Well DM me when you’re in SoCal. We can hit random spots and traffic haha.

Their opera cake, tiramisu, fruit tart are a big go to in my family. As for deserts their croissant, cheese danish, and kisses are really good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on February 13, 2020, 08:25:17 PM

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We didn't get desert there sadly, which would've been her first time trying a pastry from there. But, if it matters we got a brownie Sunday at the movie theater (it was one of those nicer ones).

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I don't know shit about LA, I go once every couple years because I freak the fuck out dealing with traffic. But my mom and sisters love that place. The croissant is the only thing I've tried because I'm picky about dessert.

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Well DM me when you’re in SoCal. We can hit random spots and traffic haha.

Their opera cake, tiramisu, fruit tart are a big go to in my family. As for deserts their croissant, cheese danish, and kisses are really good.

I live in So Cal but in the desert and I suck so it doesn't matter. I like myself a nice coffee cake.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on February 13, 2020, 09:16:48 PM

Quote from: Dwyck on February 13, 2020, 09:19:50 AM

Trying to get a tat or two 'cause I heard the pain sensation helps people reckon with self-harm urges!

Also I want these guys on me arm
(https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/thumb/0/0a/WoweeZowee.jpg/220px-WoweeZowee.jpg)

It does?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on February 14, 2020, 01:07:08 PM

Beware tattoos addictive like drugs. Prepare for a lifetime of ink

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on February 15, 2020, 10:41:08 AM

ive probably mentioned this before, but im fucking terrified of haircuts. ive had too many bad ones- usually due to going to places like "great clips" or "supercuts" as if the name isnt telling enough.

ive been cutting my own/having my girl cut the back for years now and getting by.

but im facing my fears confronting my demons and attempting to get my hairs cut today, and im already nervous.

guess ill just get stoned before and hope for the best

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on February 15, 2020, 10:57:53 AM

Quote from: smellsdead on February 15, 2020, 10:41:08 AM

ive probably mentioned this before, but im fucking terrified of haircuts. ive had too many bad ones- usually due to going to places like "great clips" or "supercuts" as if the name isnt telling enough.

ive been cutting my own/having my girl cut the back for years now and getting by.

but im facing my fears confronting my demons and attempting to get my hairs cut today, and im already nervous.

guess ill just get stoned before and hope for the best

You'd be in for some shit if it turned out that stoned you had completely different taste in hair style than sober you. But I guess if that happened, the choice of staying stoned for at least the following six weeks to cope with that realization would still be up to you.

I'm kind of like you though except I'm not scared of haircuts, I just hate them because on me fresh haircuts always look like shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 15, 2020, 03:28:39 PM

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ive probably mentioned this before, but im fucking terrified of haircuts. ive had too many bad ones- usually due to going to places like "great clips" or "supercuts" as if the name isnt telling enough.

ive been cutting my own/having my girl cut the back for years now and getting by.

but im facing my fears confronting my demons and attempting to get my hairs cut today, and im already nervous.

guess ill just get stoned before and hope for the best

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You'd be in for some shit if it turned out that stoned you had completely different taste in hair style than sober you. But I guess if that happened, the choice of staying stoned for at least the following six weeks to cope with that realization would still be up to you.

I'm kind of like you though except I'm not scared of haircuts, I just hate them because on me fresh haircuts always look like shit.

I’m never happy with haircuts fully because I get used to longer hair. It does take something like a week to get used to your hair.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on February 15, 2020, 03:49:20 PM

I thought “Coronavirus” was just a different way of saying “Bottle Flu”. I honestly just thought that people were calling in sick globally because they were really hungover and that it started trending.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: LemThurdy on February 16, 2020, 07:04:45 PM

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Got to the spot before my date with a girl I met off Tinder. Mad nervous and I’m surprised things moved kinda fast.

[close]

how fast we talking here?

[close]

2 weeks and we only had each other's snapchats (nothing to crazy).

Overall it was an okay night. We split a sandwich at a Portos (cuban bakery), saw movie and shared a dessert. Made a cheesy move and kissed her during the movie. Finally walked her to her car and we made out. She seems nice and not in a hurry which is a welcomed change.

Shit I love Porto’s. The Downey one is dope I love that spot

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on February 16, 2020, 07:41:17 PM

Quitting smoking may be one of the toughest things ive ever done, im only on day 3 but breaking 10+ years of habit and routine is really messing with me, its harder to cause i genuinely enjoy smoking, i enjoy going out on my patio and having a coffee and smoke or on lunch break at work having a smoke with the guys, i just came to a point where it was like if i dont quit now then when will i, so i just stopped cold turkey, its been rough but i wanna try my best to see it out

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on February 16, 2020, 09:05:02 PM

Quote from: Dr-Feelgood on February 16, 2020, 07:41:17 PM

Quitting smoking may be one of the toughest things ive ever done, im only on day 3 but breaking 10+ years of habit and routine is really messing with me, its harder to cause i genuinely enjoy smoking, i enjoy going out on my patio and having a coffee and smoke or on lunch break at work having a smoke with the guys, i just came to a point where it was like if i dont quit now then when will i, so i just stopped cold turkey, its been rough but i wanna try my best to see it out

Feel you man, my wife isn't pleased that I smoke but I decided to give it a solid go after finishing my pack this morning. I don't feel a strong urge to quit too which makes the process harder to justify to myself. Like I can see all the potential harms and benefits, but that still doesn't motivate me to quit, but maybe that's the best approach. Motivation is fleeting but determination is what keeps you sticking towards a goal.. I've been smoking on and off for around 15 years, more heavily in the past year or 2.

The guy I regularly skate with has been skating for 20 years and hes taking steps to quit too. He started on the patches and said they were super effective.

God speed my friend and SHALOM.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 17, 2020, 12:28:28 AM

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Got to the spot before my date with a girl I met off Tinder. Mad nervous and I’m surprised things moved kinda fast.

[close]

how fast we talking here?

[close]

2 weeks and we only had each other's snapchats (nothing to crazy).

Overall it was an okay night. We split a sandwich at a Portos (cuban bakery), saw movie and shared a dessert. Made a cheesy move and kissed her during the movie. Finally walked her to her car and we made out. She seems nice and not in a hurry which is a welcomed change.

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Shit I love Porto’s. The Downey one is dope I love that spot

It’s big but somehow always packed. Also, the skate shop nearby has some cool employees. That area of Downey gives me the feel that skate spots are near (outside of the benches that aren’t knobbed).


@Feelgoo and lobster. Good luck gents! It’s tough but, better in the long run

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on February 17, 2020, 03:15:24 AM

Quote from: rocklobster on February 16, 2020, 09:05:02 PM

The guy I regularly skate with has been skating for 20 years and hes taking steps to quit too. He started on the patches and said they were super effective.

Don't mind me, just saving this before you potentially edit your post.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on February 17, 2020, 06:57:18 AM

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The guy I regularly skate with has been skating for 20 years and hes taking steps to quit too. He started on the patches and said they were super effective.

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Don't mind me, just saving this before you potentially edit your post.

Heh, I did edit my post to correct some grammar and add come context.
He and his wife are trying for a kid so every bit helps to improve the quality of the baby gravy.

Feels like it will be a challenging week ahead so that will be the test of my resolve to quit smoking.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on February 17, 2020, 08:43:24 PM

Thanks boysssssss, im on day 4 without a smoke, breaking routines are definitley the hardest part, feeling so lost throughout certain activitys, i will say though that im at a point now where i dont need a smoke but definitley still want one, was super moody and irritable the first two days. I think once i can get through a coffee, beer, after a meal blah blah whatever other triggers without feeling like one i should be okay.

Stay strong lobster !

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ClownOfTheDay on February 18, 2020, 08:22:22 AM

Broke up with my Girl friend due to some issues. I then when out on a date for Valentine's Day. We kissed. Texted her next morning, I wasn't really looking for anything.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on February 18, 2020, 11:37:47 AM

Slap one of the few highlights of my day. Makes me laugh & feel little less miserable.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on February 18, 2020, 09:05:54 PM

Quote from: rawr1922 on February 18, 2020, 11:37:47 AM

Slap one of the few highlights of my day. Makes me laugh & feel little less miserable.

browsing this forum is a good way to unwind, chill out and have a laugh

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on February 19, 2020, 12:01:09 AM

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Slap one of the few highlights of my day. Makes me laugh & feel little less miserable.

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browsing this forum is a good way to unwind, chill out and have a laugh

For the most part, yes. However, at times I want to commit a violent crime against some poster for being grade A idiot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 19, 2020, 05:49:39 PM

But we're all idiots.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on February 20, 2020, 12:29:16 AM

It's maybe sad and nerdy, but I've always found some sort of perfect "friendship" situation from web forums...

I used to be very involved in a couple niche video game boards, then later in some clothing forums, now I'm mostly on slap.

1. You're never waiting around for people to show up at the bar or whatever, which is something I HATE about hanging out with people in real life. WAITING is my least favorite thing. When we said we'll meet at 8 and you show up at 8:30 or 9 I'm already pissed. That's 30mins to 1 hour of my life I will never get back. It's impossible to earn time in life.

2. Everyone has at least one common interest. I have friends who I like as people but we don't have a lot in common in the way of hobbies. Like I have a good friend whose only hobby is UFC fighting and competitive fighting in general. I really have no interest in that. So when we hang out we talk about work or other bullshit and we try to be interested in each other's shit, but it's sometimes a stretch.

3. People who share one interest generally overlap other similar interests. A venn diagram of slap might have circles for skateboarding, metal, punk, rap, football, baseball, snowboarding, cycling, gym, food, etc. It's pretty dope that we can all communicate about skating, but then smaller groups can break off from the group and talk about their more niche interests.

It's like you pool all the people all over the world who have the same interests and put them all in one place, it's pretty rad. Not something that's really possible in real life because plane tickets and hotels and all those things are expensive.

It's true we're all idiots because riding a skateboard is a fucking idiotic activity, but it's pretty fun, so shalom to you all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JohnnySaintLethal on February 20, 2020, 06:27:06 PM

Real confession I’m pretty fuckin down in the dumps

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GumOnMyGrip on February 20, 2020, 07:18:12 PM

Quote from: JohnnySaintLethal on February 20, 2020, 06:27:06 PM

Real confession I’m pretty fuckin down in the dumps

Nothing is constant but change. Won't be forever and reach out if you need to talk.
I've been there.
Remember that how you feel and who you are don't equal the same thing.
 You can feel like shit but that isn't what defines you as a person. Emotions are temporary.
Make your world small and take it one step, one activity at a time.
Everyone is capable of moving forward.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 20, 2020, 08:15:52 PM

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Real confession I’m pretty fuckin down in the dumps

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Nothing is constant but change. Won't be forever and reach out if you need to talk.
I've been there.
Remember that how you feel and who you are don't equal the same thing.
 You can feel like shit but that isn't what defines you as a person. Emotions are temporary.
Make your world small and take it one step, one activity at a time.
Everyone is capable of moving forward.

Beat me to it but, as toxic as Slap can get it can be safe and supportive space. While it may not be the same relief as speaking in person, going to the keyboard and typing things out is a good way to start.

You are loved whether it is clear to you or not.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on February 20, 2020, 08:40:35 PM

I really want some potato balls and cheese danishes from Porto's now. Thanks alot. Everything goes there,can't pick a bad dish. I hit the Buena Park one by Knotts Berry Farm because my OC ass isn't driving to LA

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on February 20, 2020, 08:43:22 PM

My girlfriends dog sucks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 20, 2020, 09:29:46 PM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on February 20, 2020, 08:40:35 PM

I really want some potato balls and cheese danishes from Porto's now. Thanks alot. Everything goes there,can't pick a bad dish. I hit the Buena Park one by Knotts Berry Farm because my OC ass isn't driving to LA

Is this when we plan a SoCal Slap Pal date to Knotts and all get Porto's together?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JohnnySaintLethal on February 20, 2020, 09:48:59 PM

Thanks buddios, I’ve just been hit with a brick work is fucking me up. And a girl I was dating broke up with me over anxiety. I’m thinking about trying to talk about it in person with her. But I can’t wait around. It’s a big bummer because I hate the cliche live at first sight thing but myself and my friends were all like yeah this is totally “you” I’m sad and drunk

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on February 20, 2020, 10:20:58 PM

Quote from: JohnnySaintLethal on February 20, 2020, 09:48:59 PM

Thanks buddios, I’ve just been hit with a brick work is fucking me up. And a girl I was dating broke up with me over anxiety. I’m thinking about trying to talk about it in person with her. But I can’t wait around. It’s a big bummer because I hate the cliche live at first sight thing but myself and my friends were all like yeah this is totally “you” I’m sad and drunk

Just let it out friend.
That being said, if it's meant to be it will work out. Some people are for a season and others for life. It's her loss and after a while you'll find someone new and it will work better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on February 21, 2020, 06:37:28 AM

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Thanks buddios, I’ve just been hit with a brick work is fucking me up. And a girl I was dating broke up with me over anxiety. I’m thinking about trying to talk about it in person with her. But I can’t wait around. It’s a big bummer because I hate the cliche live at first sight thing but myself and my friends were all like yeah this is totally “you” I’m sad and drunk

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Just let it out friend.
That being said, if it's meant to be it will work out. Some people are for a season and others for life. It's her loss and after a while you'll find someone new and it will work better.

Break ups are shit no way around them and the agony you feel can be on par with physical pain. Unfortunately it's one of those experiences you just have to ride out like a bad hangover. Keep your friends close and you schedule busy. Don't do hasty stuff like drunk texting and go cold turkey on her social media, the last thing you need is a reminder of her. Everybody you date is there to teach you something about yourself, use the time to reflect on who you are in a relationship and what you want out of a partner.

Shalom brother.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on February 21, 2020, 08:46:40 AM

Break ups a hard no matter if the chick sucked or not. Especially long term relationships. But it passes eventually and then you move on. My last breakup was the hardest thing I’ve had to do because I had to move with my dad, change job locations to another city and learn how to be happy alone for a while.

But then I met my girl and she is the shit. And made me realize you can move on and sometimes it’s much better to do so.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 21, 2020, 08:45:33 PM

Not feeling too hot guys. The situation my exroommate put me in might blow up soon. If that fool doesn't come up with rent money I'm going to be evicted. And I'm not getting much replies to my ads for the room I'm trying to fill. This shit is real sucky. Add that to general sense of loneliness and im nearly about to crack. Why does every song have to be a goddamn love song? And why does every show I watch focus heavily on romantic relationships? There's gotta be media that reflects my experience. Well there's Morrissey I guess.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Scott Chegg on February 22, 2020, 10:48:46 AM

Not too happy with myself, Im addicted to cigs and might have a problem with weed. I got expelled from school before christmas break for cutting class to smoke weed, it got to a point were I was going to 50% of my lessons or less. I also got suspended from my new school 3 weeks after joining and am pretty close to getting expelled from it, so yeah Im starting to think Im a fuck up. I dont rly mind being addicted to cigs since it doesnt rly get me in trouble and my parents just accept it, but weed keeps getting me in trouble but when I dont smoke everything is incredibly dull. Sucks that weed is perceived so negatively by society.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lady fanny on February 22, 2020, 10:59:22 AM

Quote from: Bigalo on February 22, 2020, 10:48:46 AM

Not too happy with myself, Im addicted to cigs and might have a problem with weed. I got expelled from school before christmas break for cutting class to smoke weed, it got to a point were I was going to 50% of my lessons or less. I also got suspended from my new school 3 weeks after joining and am pretty close to getting expelled from it, so yeah Im starting to think Im a fuck up. I dont rly mind being addicted to cigs since it doesnt rly get me in trouble and my parents just accept it, but weed keeps getting me in trouble but when I dont smoke everything is incredibly dull. Sucks that weed is perceived so negatively by society.

yuo're killing your brain cells, bigalo!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uJ1hKtYOx_c

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ClownOfTheDay on February 24, 2020, 05:31:06 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 21, 2020, 08:45:33 PM

Not feeling too hot guys. The situation my exroommate put me in might blow up soon. If that fool doesn't come up with rent money I'm going to be evicted. And I'm not getting much replies to my ads for the room I'm trying to fill. This shit is real sucky. Add that to general sense of loneliness and im nearly about to crack. Why does every song have to be a goddamn love song? And why does every show I watch focus heavily on romantic relationships? There's gotta be media that reflects my experience. Well there's Morrissey I guess.

Keep your head up L33t. If you lived close by I'd offer you my couch but that's taken over by the cat.

Thought about killing myself last night. What's the point of all this menial bullshit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on February 24, 2020, 06:27:44 AM

Quote from: Bigalo on February 22, 2020, 10:48:46 AM

Not too happy with myself, Im addicted to cigs and might have a problem with weed. I got expelled from school before christmas break for cutting class to smoke weed, it got to a point were I was going to 50% of my lessons or less. I also got suspended from my new school 3 weeks after joining and am pretty close to getting expelled from it, so yeah Im starting to think Im a fuck up. I dont rly mind being addicted to cigs since it doesnt rly get me in trouble and my parents just accept it, but weed keeps getting me in trouble but when I dont smoke everything is incredibly dull. Sucks that weed is perceived so negatively by society.

Dude you skipped school to smoke weed... No one forced you to do that. You are the reason it's perceived negatively. I smoked everyday of highschool but I still showed up. Never got expelled either. Get your shit together young blood. Knock of the cigs while it's early.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on February 24, 2020, 11:37:35 AM

i went to school high

not high school

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Skart on February 24, 2020, 12:56:43 PM

Cool because they need your money

Tattoos are wack, focus on your job

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ClownOfTheDay on February 26, 2020, 05:39:00 AM

Can anyone of you help a pal out? The past couple days all I can think about is killing myself. I just feel weak all the time. I feel like I'd honestly rather be dead. I go to sleep at night wishing that this was my last night on earth. I keep losing friends, everyone in my family keeps dying and the stress is surreal. No one seems to understand me so what's the point. I've been thinking about writing a suicide note just in case. I guess that's fucked but I can't seem to get out of these feelings. The pharmacies won't give me the meds I need. Doctor's don't listen. I really don't know what to do. Ever since my dad died I just wish I was with him.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on February 26, 2020, 07:13:34 AM

Quote from: ClownOfTheDay on February 26, 2020, 05:39:00 AM

Can anyone of you help a pal out? The past couple days all I can think about is killing myself. I just feel weak all the time. I feel like I'd honestly rather be dead. I go to sleep at night wishing that this was my last night on earth. I keep losing friends, everyone in my family keeps dying and the stress is surreal. No one seems to understand me so what's the point. I've been thinking about writing a suicide note just in case. I guess that's fucked but I can't seem to get out of these feelings. The pharmacies won't give me the meds I need. Doctor's don't listen. I really don't know what to do. Ever since my dad died I just wish I was with him.

Different doctors or different therapists are what you need. There are people out there who will listen to you, but you have to find them.

Also, how old are you? My perception is that you're early to mid 20's, and for me that was a very big transitional part of my life. You're not a kid anymore, but you lack the experiences of a mature adult and it's difficult to make that change. I lost contact with a lot of my friends at this time and I felt terrible for letting those relationships burn out. I also started to compare my successes with those of my friends and peers, and that always brought me down because I didn't feel like I was killing it like they were. Comparison is the thief of joy and I've had to learn to let those things go and learn to except my life and the things I can't control, and be mindful of those things that I can.

The death aspect is something I don't have the most experience with. The only person who's death had a large impact on my life was my younger brother's, and that took me quite a while to deal with and move past. I did therapy and that helped, but really just time has reduced that pain and I know and have accepted that it will never fully go away. My wife lost her father when she was 21, before her and I met, and while it doesn't impact her on a day to day basis, I've seen her completely break down at times over his memory. It's normal. Death and the pain it brings are an unescapable part of life. Give yourself time.

And I don't know if this will help you at all, but I really like the videos on this channel. This one particularly deals a bit with suicide and the mundane aspects of life, but there are loads of good ones spanning a range of topics, mostly about life and how to make it more bearable.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MRJ3WfVe31U 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ClownOfTheDay on February 26, 2020, 07:25:17 AM

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Can anyone of you help a pal out? The past couple days all I can think about is killing myself. I just feel weak all the time. I feel like I'd honestly rather be dead. I go to sleep at night wishing that this was my last night on earth. I keep losing friends, everyone in my family keeps dying and the stress is surreal. No one seems to understand me so what's the point. I've been thinking about writing a suicide note just in case. I guess that's fucked but I can't seem to get out of these feelings. The pharmacies won't give me the meds I need. Doctor's don't listen. I really don't know what to do. Ever since my dad died I just wish I was with him.

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Different doctors or different therapists are what you need. There are people out there who will listen to you, but you have to find them.

Also, how old are you? My perception is that you're early to mid 20's, and for me that was a very big transitional part of my life. You're not a kid anymore, but you lack the experiences of a mature adult and it's difficult to make that change. I lost contact with a lot of my friends at this time and I felt terrible for letting those relationships burn out. I also started to compare my successes with those of my friends and peers, and that always brought me down because I didn't feel like I was killing it like they were. Comparison is the thief of joy and I've had to learn to let those things go and learn to except my life and the things I can't control, and be mindful of those things that I can.

The death aspect is something I don't have the most experience with. The only person who's death had a large impact on my life was my younger brother's, and that took me quite a while to deal with and move past. I did therapy and that helped, but really just time has reduced that pain and I know and have accepted that it will never fully go away. My wife lost her father when she was 21, before her and I met, and while it doesn't impact her on a day to day basis, I've seen her completely break down at times over his memory. It's normal. Death and the pain it brings are an unescapable part of life. Give yourself time.

And I don't know if this will help you at all, but I really like the videos on this channel. This one particularly deals a bit with suicide and the mundane aspects of life, but there are loads of good ones spanning a range of topics, mostly about life and how to make it more bearable.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MRJ3WfVe31U
[/quote Yeah I am in my early 20's. I haven't had many mature people in my life. I would say I am mature.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on February 26, 2020, 10:20:40 AM

Quote from: ClownOfTheDay on February 26, 2020, 07:25:17 AM

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Can anyone of you help a pal out? The past couple days all I can think about is killing myself. I just feel weak all the time. I feel like I'd honestly rather be dead. I go to sleep at night wishing that this was my last night on earth. I keep losing friends, everyone in my family keeps dying and the stress is surreal. No one seems to understand me so what's the point. I've been thinking about writing a suicide note just in case. I guess that's fucked but I can't seem to get out of these feelings. The pharmacies won't give me the meds I need. Doctor's don't listen. I really don't know what to do. Ever since my dad died I just wish I was with him.

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Different doctors or different therapists are what you need. There are people out there who will listen to you, but you have to find them.

Also, how old are you? My perception is that you're early to mid 20's, and for me that was a very big transitional part of my life. You're not a kid anymore, but you lack the experiences of a mature adult and it's difficult to make that change. I lost contact with a lot of my friends at this time and I felt terrible for letting those relationships burn out. I also started to compare my successes with those of my friends and peers, and that always brought me down because I didn't feel like I was killing it like they were. Comparison is the thief of joy and I've had to learn to let those things go and learn to except my life and the things I can't control, and be mindful of those things that I can.

The death aspect is something I don't have the most experience with. The only person who's death had a large impact on my life was my younger brother's, and that took me quite a while to deal with and move past. I did therapy and that helped, but really just time has reduced that pain and I know and have accepted that it will never fully go away. My wife lost her father when she was 21, before her and I met, and while it doesn't impact her on a day to day basis, I've seen her completely break down at times over his memory. It's normal. Death and the pain it brings are an unescapable part of life. Give yourself time.

And I don't know if this will help you at all, but I really like the videos on this channel. This one particularly deals a bit with suicide and the mundane aspects of life, but there are loads of good ones spanning a range of topics, mostly about life and how to make it more bearable.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MRJ3WfVe31U
[/quote Yeah I am in my early 20's. I haven't had many mature people in my life. I would say I am mature.

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I am not a psychologist but I'll admit I've had suicidal thoughts enter my mind in the recent past. I think having these thoughts at a younger age (for me was in my early teens) that make you more susceptible them in the future. Never really gave it much thought: if I die, I die. Nothing would matter anymore and I would finally be at peace.

The turning point for me came when my best friend confided in me he had similar thoughts too, which I found strange since he always looked like he had it together, namely in his career. That said it would crush me to find out if he killed himself and I didn't do enough as a friend to save him. And it made me think about how crushing it would be for my friends and family to have to live through such a traumatic ordeal.
I've always seen myself as a generous person, I would gladly sacrifice my own well-being if it meant someone suffered a little less. It made me realize how selfish suicide would be; kind of everything I stand against.

I'm not sure if you have any close friends or family, but I would look to them and talk though these feelings. I think as men (sorry if I'm assuming) we tend to be shut off our feelings. Having the talk with my best friend gave me the perspective I needed to put those thoughts on hold (for now). With therapist, I think their objective (whether they acknowledge it or not) seem to be to "fix" you. These thoughts can't be fixed, you need to face them every regularly, some days more some days less, and choose which your path you want your existence to be remembered by.

I know what it's like losing a dad, lost mine when I was 11 and despite being 20+ years ago, the memory of him still tugs at my heart from time to time. He was a great provider, not so great husband and wife. Still, I would rather have had him in my life than not.

Shalom my friend.

(sorry if this sounds pseudo-intellectual, been working on a powerpoint presentation for 3 hours and just chugged a tall boy)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ClownOfTheDay on February 26, 2020, 10:26:58 AM

it's quite alright. I wish I could have a beer atm. But I am in the job.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on February 26, 2020, 12:09:13 PM

Quote from: ClownOfTheDay on February 26, 2020, 05:39:00 AM

Can anyone of you help a pal out? The past couple days all I can think about is killing myself. I just feel weak all the time. I feel like I'd honestly rather be dead. I go to sleep at night wishing that this was my last night on earth. I keep losing friends, everyone in my family keeps dying and the stress is surreal. No one seems to understand me so what's the point. I've been thinking about writing a suicide note just in case. I guess that's fucked but I can't seem to get out of these feelings. The pharmacies won't give me the meds I need. Doctor's don't listen. I really don't know what to do. Ever since my dad died I just wish I was with him.

Those thoughts are your brain telling you that you need to rest, not die. You mentioned your dad, I'm sure that regardless of the person he might have been (with all due respect either way - admittedly I haven't kept up with the entirety of your story), he would have liked you to live a long life full of experiences, and I'm sure that's what would wish all your close ones to you too. You sound like you're just being overwhelmed by bullshit and sometimes life be like that, but if you're strong enough to pull through (which I have no doubt you are) you'll come out even stronger and with plenty to reflect upon, and just as many reasons to appreciate life for what it really is as opposed to illusions you may be projecting over it. A lot in existence sucks ass, but you stop feeling it once you start grasping everything for what it really is and embracing it as part of what keeps the good stuff running. I think you're lacking clarity and hindsight due to having your nose constantly shoved into shit by the odds, sometimes when that happens it's easy to feel alienated and trapped and forget that life is what you make it, and that you're essentially free to make it what you want (unless you're subconsciously scared of that possibility, which is something you can work on and tame). I'm aware that sometimes escaping isn't practically easy but you obviously just need a break from the noise to focus on your natural person again. Do you still skate? Maybe at least for the temporary lack of something more drastic, skateboarding could be that escape at least mentally (which may be all it comes down to).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Saint Coke on February 26, 2020, 02:57:50 PM

Thanks for your replies guys, I feel better. I went out skating today and feel a tad bit better. I guess I just need to appreciate the small things more often.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 26, 2020, 07:54:49 PM

Clown, I'm not going to bullshit you. You and I both know life is a struggle then you die. All I can say is it is in your best interest to be social and find people that you like to be around because that will take your focus off your suicidal ideation and onto participating in life in the present. Distraction is the name of the game. It's way easier said than done, obviously. Also buy some shrooms if you can. Psilocybin is the one thing I know for sure helps. Try not to give yourself too much time to think. Introspection is short walk to self loathing. Play a video game, binge a show, read a book, fucking anything to keep your focus off your ideation. People care about you, even if they're all faceless cyber friends. I'm sure I'd be fucked up for a minute if you offed yourself and I trust people feel the same about me. I don't know if that's enough to keep on keeping on, but it is certainly better than nothing. People care about you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on February 26, 2020, 08:48:26 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 26, 2020, 07:54:49 PM

Clown, I'm not going to bullshit you. You and I both know life is a struggle then you die. All I can say is it is in your best interest to be social and find people that you like to be around because that will take your focus off your suicidal ideation and onto participating in life in the present. Distraction is the name of the game. It's way easier said than done, obviously. Also buy some shrooms if you can. Psilocybin is the one thing I know for sure helps. Try not to give yourself too much time to think. Introspection is short walk to self loathing. Play a video game, binge a show, read a book, fucking anything to keep your focus off your ideation. People care about you, even if they're all faceless cyber friends. I'm sure I'd be fucked up for a minute if you offed yourself and I trust people feel the same about me. I don't know if that's enough to keep on keeping on, but it is certainly better than nothing. People care about you.

Beautiful champ.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on February 26, 2020, 10:27:33 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 26, 2020, 07:54:49 PM

Clown, I'm not going to bullshit you. You and I both know life is a struggle then you die. All I can say is it is in your best interest to be social and find people that you like to be around because that will take your focus off your suicidal ideation and onto participating in life in the present. Distraction is the name of the game. It's way easier said than done, obviously. Also buy some shrooms if you can. Psilocybin is the one thing I know for sure helps. Try not to give yourself too much time to think. Introspection is short walk to self loathing. Play a video game, binge a show, read a book, fucking anything to keep your focus off your ideation. People care about you, even if they're all faceless cyber friends. I'm sure I'd be fucked up for a minute if you offed yourself and I trust people feel the same about me. I don't know if that's enough to keep on keeping on, but it is certainly better than nothing. People care about you.

This. I check this thread daily to see how y'all are doing. Typing a word vomit onto an online forum about mental health struggles still counts as reaching out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ClownOfTheDay on February 27, 2020, 05:22:36 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 26, 2020, 07:54:49 PM

Clown, I'm not going to bullshit you. You and I both know life is a struggle then you die. All I can say is it is in your best interest to be social and find people that you like to be around because that will take your focus off your suicidal ideation and onto participating in life in the present. Distraction is the name of the game. It's way easier said than done, obviously. Also buy some shrooms if you can. Psilocybin is the one thing I know for sure helps. Try not to give yourself too much time to think. Introspection is short walk to self loathing. Play a video game, binge a show, read a book, fucking anything to keep your focus off your ideation. People care about you, even if they're all faceless cyber friends. I'm sure I'd be fucked up for a minute if you offed yourself and I trust people feel the same about me. I don't know if that's enough to keep on keeping on, but it is certainly better than nothing. People care about you.

I love you l33t! thanks a lot. As for the shrooms, my psychedelic days are over, I used to take LSD.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Seventyfrigginseven on February 29, 2020, 11:50:09 AM

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Clown, I'm not going to bullshit you. You and I both know life is a struggle then you die. All I can say is it is in your best interest to be social and find people that you like to be around because that will take your focus off your suicidal ideation and onto participating in life in the present. Distraction is the name of the game. It's way easier said than done, obviously. Also buy some shrooms if you can. Psilocybin is the one thing I know for sure helps. Try not to give yourself too much time to think. Introspection is short walk to self loathing. Play a video game, binge a show, read a book, fucking anything to keep your focus off your ideation. People care about you, even if they're all faceless cyber friends. I'm sure I'd be fucked up for a minute if you offed yourself and I trust people feel the same about me. I don't know if that's enough to keep on keeping on, but it is certainly better than nothing. People care about you.

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I love you l33t! thanks a lot. As for the shrooms, my psychedelic days are over, I used to take LSD.

I hope you are doing better man. I'm very new here but I am sure I speak for most when I say come on here and blow it up before you make any bad decisions.. Try and have a good day man and skate as much as possible. Peace, Mat

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on February 29, 2020, 03:27:41 PM

Not for nothing but I love you dorks and I hope you’re doing well. While I understand the feeling of wanting to hug oncoming traffic - we care about you and hope you stick around and you are worth it.


Perhaps this is a good time to externalize. Do something good for someone else. You’d be surprised how much it lifts the spirit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on February 29, 2020, 09:01:55 PM

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I really want some potato balls and cheese danishes from Porto's now. Thanks alot. Everything goes there,can't pick a bad dish. I hit the Buena Park one by Knotts Berry Farm because my OC ass isn't driving to LA

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Is this when we plan a SoCal Slap Pal date to Knotts and all get Porto's together?

That actually sounds sick,there's a skate park nearby we can all get vibed at too

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on March 01, 2020, 02:21:30 PM

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I really want some potato balls and cheese danishes from Porto's now. Thanks alot. Everything goes there,can't pick a bad dish. I hit the Buena Park one by Knotts Berry Farm because my OC ass isn't driving to LA

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Is this when we plan a SoCal Slap Pal date to Knotts and all get Porto's together?

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That actually sounds sick,there's a skate park nearby we can all get vibed at too

This shit is cool. I'll come up from SD for that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Smartass on March 01, 2020, 09:44:46 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on March 01, 2020, 02:21:30 PM

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I really want some potato balls and cheese danishes from Porto's now. Thanks alot. Everything goes there,can't pick a bad dish. I hit the Buena Park one by Knotts Berry Farm because my OC ass isn't driving to LA

[close]

Is this when we plan a SoCal Slap Pal date to Knotts and all get Porto's together?

[close]

That actually sounds sick,there's a skate park nearby we can all get vibed at too

[close]

This shit is cool. I'll come up from SD for that.

Shit I'm from Bay and I'd come down for some thing like that. Y'all could get a laugh at me struggling with basic shit.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ClownOfTheDay on March 02, 2020, 06:06:55 AM

Feeling better Pals. I just need to keep my head above the water before I drown myself in my own mind.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on March 02, 2020, 07:23:29 AM

Quote from: ClownOfTheDay on March 02, 2020, 06:06:55 AM

Feeling better Pals. I just need to keep my head above the water before I drown myself in my own mind.

There will always be shit day and good day, keep your head up clown.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ClownOfTheDay on March 02, 2020, 12:09:36 PM

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Feeling better Pals. I just need to keep my head above the water before I drown myself in my own mind.

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There will always be shit day and good day, keep your head up clown.

:)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on March 02, 2020, 12:10:55 PM

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I really want some potato balls and cheese danishes from Porto's now. Thanks alot. Everything goes there,can't pick a bad dish. I hit the Buena Park one by Knotts Berry Farm because my OC ass isn't driving to LA

[close]

Is this when we plan a SoCal Slap Pal date to Knotts and all get Porto's together?

[close]

That actually sounds sick,there's a skate park nearby we can all get vibed at too

[close]

This shit is cool. I'll come up from SD for that.

I’m in boys!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on March 03, 2020, 06:06:13 PM

Quote from: Smartass on March 01, 2020, 09:44:46 PM

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I really want some potato balls and cheese danishes from Porto's now. Thanks alot. Everything goes there,can't pick a bad dish. I hit the Buena Park one by Knotts Berry Farm because my OC ass isn't driving to LA

[close]

Is this when we plan a SoCal Slap Pal date to Knotts and all get Porto's together?

[close]

That actually sounds sick,there's a skate park nearby we can all get vibed at too

[close]

This shit is cool. I'll come up from SD for that.

[close]

Shit I'm from Bay and I'd come down for some thing like that. Y'all could get a laugh at us struggling with basic shit.

You won’t be alone

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Francis Xavier on March 03, 2020, 07:03:39 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on March 03, 2020, 06:06:13 PM

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I really want some potato balls and cheese danishes from Porto's now. Thanks alot. Everything goes there,can't pick a bad dish. I hit the Buena Park one by Knotts Berry Farm because my OC ass isn't driving to LA

[close]

Is this when we plan a SoCal Slap Pal date to Knotts and all get Porto's together?

[close]

That actually sounds sick,there's a skate park nearby we can all get vibed at too

[close]

This shit is cool. I'll come up from SD for that.

[close]

Shit I'm from Bay and I'd come down for some thing like that. Y'all could get a laugh at us struggling with basic shit.

[close]

You won’t be alone

If theres a pebble I will find it and slam,100% lets get this set up in a few weeks pals!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on March 04, 2020, 08:23:35 AM

Most suck, but I admit I do watch a few reality TV shows. The only ones I actually watch are Ink Master and Battle Bots. The fake drama I gotta admit and all that shit is pretty funny. I can now understand how people get invested in other shitty ones. Still embarrassed I watch any haha. I did watch real world and road rules so I guess more than I've thought. Battle Bots is sick though for real

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on March 04, 2020, 11:25:47 AM

Quote from: os89 on March 04, 2020, 08:23:35 AM

Most suck, but I admit I do watch a few reality TV shows. The only ones I actually watch are Ink Master and Battle Bots. The fake drama I gotta admit and all that shit is pretty funny. I can now understand how people get invested in other shitty ones. Still embarrassed I watch any haha. I did watch real world and road rules so I guess more than I've thought. Battle Bots is sick though for real

I watch Big Brother with no shame whatsoever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Yu Dum on March 04, 2020, 12:16:58 PM

I'm afraid that the recent passing of my grandmother is going to exacerbate my depressive state...which usually results in me picking up alcohol again..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on March 04, 2020, 12:50:42 PM

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Most suck, but I admit I do watch a few reality TV shows. The only ones I actually watch are Ink Master and Battle Bots. The fake drama I gotta admit and all that shit is pretty funny. I can now understand how people get invested in other shitty ones. Still embarrassed I watch any haha. I did watch real world and road rules so I guess more than I've thought. Battle Bots is sick though for real

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I watch Big Brother with no shame whatsoever.

I'm waiting around for the Bachelorette tbh, i hope it's good like last season where this jock dude dumped her for gigi hadid after like a month

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lady fanny on March 04, 2020, 01:02:13 PM

i drive around alone and listen to REM Automatic For the People over and over. if i'm stuck in traffic during this song i picture myself as one of the characters in the video w/ the thought bubble. then the fast part comes on [you're not not not not not] and traffic starts moving and i pretend we're all walking on our car roofs.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5rOiW_xY-kc

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on March 04, 2020, 03:57:29 PM

Quote from: Francis Xavier on March 03, 2020, 07:03:39 PM

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I really want some potato balls and cheese danishes from Porto's now. Thanks alot. Everything goes there,can't pick a bad dish. I hit the Buena Park one by Knotts Berry Farm because my OC ass isn't driving to LA

[close]

Is this when we plan a SoCal Slap Pal date to Knotts and all get Porto's together?

[close]

That actually sounds sick,there's a skate park nearby we can all get vibed at too

[close]

This shit is cool. I'll come up from SD for that.

[close]

Shit I'm from Bay and I'd come down for some thing like that. Y'all could get a laugh at us struggling with basic shit.

[close]

You won’t be alone

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If theres a pebble I will find it and slam,100% lets get this set up in a few weeks pals!

May I suggest the first weekend of April? It's entirely for the selfish reason that it'll be the first Saturday that I have off from now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on March 05, 2020, 06:17:31 AM

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Most suck, but I admit I do watch a few reality TV shows. The only ones I actually watch are Ink Master and Battle Bots. The fake drama I gotta admit and all that shit is pretty funny. I can now understand how people get invested in other shitty ones. Still embarrassed I watch any haha. I did watch real world and road rules so I guess more than I've thought. Battle Bots is sick though for real

[close]

I watch Big Brother with no shame whatsoever.

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I'm waiting around for the Bachelorette tbh, i hope it's good like last season where this jock dude dumped her for gigi hadid after like a month

I draw the line at the Bachelor/Bachelorette. I can handle Real Housewives though. I don't know if that's better or worse...

I've also seen way more Kardashians than I ever wanted to. Thats all my wife watched on her maternity leave. She killed the whole fucking series in like a month and a half.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on March 05, 2020, 06:22:40 AM

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Most suck, but I admit I do watch a few reality TV shows. The only ones I actually watch are Ink Master and Battle Bots. The fake drama I gotta admit and all that shit is pretty funny. I can now understand how people get invested in other shitty ones. Still embarrassed I watch any haha. I did watch real world and road rules so I guess more than I've thought. Battle Bots is sick though for real

[close]

I watch Big Brother with no shame whatsoever.

[close]

I'm waiting around for the Bachelorette tbh, i hope it's good like last season where this jock dude dumped her for gigi hadid after like a month

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I draw the line at the Bachelor/Bachelorette. I can handle Real Housewives though. I don't know if that's better or worse...

I've also seen way more Kardashians than I ever wanted to. Thats all my wife watched on her maternity leave. She killed the whole fucking series in like a month and a half.

Ok cool haha, trashy TV show homies unite

Quote from: Blind Fisherman on March 04, 2020, 12:16:58 PM

I'm afraid that the recent passing of my grandmother is going to exacerbate my depressive state...which usually results in me picking up alcohol again..

Im sorry man, the worst. Keep your head up brother

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SodaJerk on March 05, 2020, 08:14:49 AM

Quote from: JB on March 05, 2020, 06:17:31 AM

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Quote from: JB on March 04, 2020, 11:25:47 AM

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Quote from: os89 on March 04, 2020, 08:23:35 AM

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Most suck, but I admit I do watch a few reality TV shows. The only ones I actually watch are Ink Master and Battle Bots. The fake drama I gotta admit and all that shit is pretty funny. I can now understand how people get invested in other shitty ones. Still embarrassed I watch any haha. I did watch real world and road rules so I guess more than I've thought. Battle Bots is sick though for real

[close]

I watch Big Brother with no shame whatsoever.

[close]

I'm waiting around for the Bachelorette tbh, i hope it's good like last season where this jock dude dumped her for gigi hadid after like a month

[close]

I draw the line at the Bachelor/Bachelorette. I can handle Real Housewives though. I don't know if that's better or worse...

I've also seen way more Kardashians than I ever wanted to. Thats all my wife watched on her maternity leave. She killed the whole fucking series in like a month and a half.

You all disgust me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 05, 2020, 08:24:42 AM

"90 days to wed" is the best shit on TV right now. I know it is semi-scripted but retards like that exist in real life. Amazing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Skart on March 06, 2020, 01:06:11 PM

1 time I was walking through the woods by the water and a branch went in my ear. Clean successful in/out operation style

Psa, branches are capable of deep ear taps

An important life experience

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on March 07, 2020, 11:26:23 AM

Fools talking about their love for reality shows is the first thing that ever disgusted me in this thread. Get your fucking lives together.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tom on March 09, 2020, 01:17:02 AM

My current weight is embarrassing for me considering I weighed between 140-150 pounds in high school and college. I started making what I hope to be lifestyle changes and I’ve managed to lose 28 pounds so far. I have another 40ish to go to get to where I want to be. The bonus to it all is that I’m slowly starting to regain a lot of the board control I’ve lost, so that’s keeping me happy, but want I really want to do is get myself out there with the confidence to start dating again. The last girl I dated broke things off with me at the beginning of 2018, and the last girl that shared a mutual interest with me was a short thing around Halloween of 2018. A lot of it has to do with being self-conscious about my appearance(I’m also starting to go bald). The second part is that I haven’t been feeling too social since my friends moved back home; it seems hard to make friends in your late 20’s. I managed to force myself to go to a party with some friends from work last night and I’m probably going to another one this coming Saturday. It’s like I’m learning to crawl again



Here’s a funny story to make my post not so serious. The girl from Halloween time I met through Bumble, at Disneyland, while I was there with my mom when she came to visit. I played it off to my mom as if one of my friends happened to see that I was there. We met up for a bit and tried to have a sort of first date without my mom catching on to what was happening. The girl thought it was funny that I was willing to try and meet her with my mom in tow. We went to see Danny Elfman at the Hollywood Bowl a few days later. She ghosted me before thanksgiving and I didn’t press on bothering her. I think it was the distance of her being in Orange County and myself in Echo Park

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on March 09, 2020, 01:22:49 AM

Quote from: tom on March 09, 2020, 01:17:02 AM

My current weight is embarrassing for me considering I weighed between 140-150 pounds in high school and college. I started making what I hope to be lifestyle changes and I’ve managed to lose 28 pounds so far. I have another 40ish to go to get to where I want to be. The bonus to it all is that I’m slowly starting to regain a lot of the board control I’ve lost, so that’s keeping me happy, but want I really want to do is get myself out there with the confidence to start dating again. The last girl I dated broke things off with me at the beginning of 2018, and the last girl that shared a mutual interest with me was a short thing around Halloween of 2018. A lot of it has to do with being self-conscious about my appearance(I’m also starting to go bald). The second part is that I haven’t been feeling too social since my friends moved back home; it seems hard to make friends in your late 20’s. I managed to force myself to go to a party with some friends from work last night and I’m probably going to another one this coming Saturday. It’s like I’m learning to crawl again

Congrats on the weight loss man! What have you did you do to lose the pounds?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ClownOfTheDay on March 09, 2020, 07:10:25 AM

Been trying to lose weight might start walking the dog more.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on March 09, 2020, 08:55:32 AM

Quote from: ClownOfTheDay on March 09, 2020, 07:10:25 AM

Been trying to lose weight might start walking the dog more.

70% diet, 30% exercise - change up your diet (sugar, carbs) and you should be able to see some results pretty quickly

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on March 09, 2020, 10:38:09 AM

Populace at the local park is so fucking clueless and annoying, I feel like I'm slowly turning into one of those 'local asshole' clichés telling people off for practicing 1 mph flatground dog flips with headphones on next to the ledge everyone is obviously skating, or sitting/spitting on the pyramid people are in the process of trying tricks on, or leaving trash behind them etc. and as much as I think not doing those things should be common sense I don't like it, I don't like coming off as jaded because I actually love catching up with the 15% of the new kids who actually go there to skate. But all the others just come to get day drunk, put on trap music, make eye contact before sending their Globe complete flying into everyone's shins and be obnoxious as all fuck. No respect for the OG's trying to teach/enforce etiquette either because those kids are too stupid and numerous to listen and get it. As a result for the past six months/year it's been basically impossible to even just skate a line there - just going for a single trick you're more than likely to run into three dudes who're not skating or doing anything but being there, and it's so frustrating.

I wish I could just avoid the park altogether, I feel like I'm too old for that shit and should just hit the streets but in reality it's the only place in this small town with both smooth ground and interesting terrain, so it's more convenient than it should be, plus my generation worked to get that shit too. For some time now I've made the effort to wake up early and hit up the park around 11, but even that is starting not to be enough with high school kids starting to flood the park as early as lunch break so I'm slowly starting to think about organizing my skate days completely differently, and start pulling a PJ by hitting the park around 8/9 to get a session or at least a proper warm-up in there, then leave before hardly anyone comes around.

I don't know, I went early this morning with a friend and we were having a blast learning shit over the pyramid till headphone fucks started flooding it again, dropping over a dozen of school bags on the damn thing and whatnot (I just semi-gently kick the bags out of the way without a word at this point; it should be on their owners not to do that shit). Still my friend was keeping his calm, randomly doing casual ollie one-foots over the pyramid then this one kid saw him and spontaneously started trying to one-up my friend by trying the same trick over the whole thing to flat with no warm-up (he had been playing Fortnite on his phone on the ledge for the past hour), at one point he ate shit, then on the next one my friend did (which was his sickest, most extended one) the kid fucking started crying, at this point we just left. Like seriously, what the fuck.

Really just letting off some steam here, things are going to be alright, I'm just sick of potentially good skate days ruined by poser assholes who have so little self-awareness they won't even consider other people around, let alone the idea of a community sharing space. And their first person, tunnel vision is so strong it's literally impossible to constructively interact with them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on March 09, 2020, 11:08:31 AM

Quote from: silhouette on March 09, 2020, 10:38:09 AM

Populace at the local park is so fucking clueless and annoying, I feel like I'm slowly turning into one of those 'local asshole' clichés telling people off for practicing 1 mph flatground dog flips with headphones on next to the ledge everyone is obviously skating, or sitting/spitting on the pyramid people are in the process of trying tricks on, or leaving trash behind them etc. and as much as I think not doing those things should be common sense I don't like it, I don't like coming off as jaded because I actually love catching up with the 15% of the new kids who actually go there to skate. But all the others just come to get day drunk, put on trap music, make eye contact before sending their Globe complete flying into everyone's shins and be obnoxious as all fuck. No respect for the OG's trying to teach/enforce etiquette either because those kids are too stupid and numerous to listen and get it. As a result for the past six months/year it's been basically impossible to even just skate a line there - just going for a single trick you're more than likely to run into three dudes who're not skating or doing anything but being there, and it's so frustrating.

I wish I could just avoid the park altogether, I feel like I'm too old for that shit and should just hit the streets but in reality it's the only place in this small town with both smooth ground and interesting terrain, so it's more convenient than it should be, plus my generation worked to get that shit too. For some time now I've made the effort to wake up early and hit up the park around 11, but even that is starting not to be enough with high school kids starting to flood the park as early as lunch break so I'm slowly starting to think about organizing my skate days completely differently, and start pulling a PJ by hitting the park around 8/9 to get a session or at least a proper warm-up in there, then leave before hardly anyone comes around.

I don't know, I went early this morning with a friend and we were having a blast learning shit over the pyramid till headphone fucks started flooding it again, dropping over a dozen of school bags on the damn thing and whatnot (I just semi-gently kick the bags out of the way without a word at this point; it should be on their owners not to do that shit). Still my friend was keeping his calm, randomly doing casual ollie one-foots over the pyramid then this one kid saw him and spontaneously started trying to one-up my friend by trying the same trick over the whole thing to flat with no warm-up (he had been playing Fortnite on his phone on the ledge for the past hour), at one point he ate shit, then on the next one my friend did (which was his sickest, most extended one) the kid fucking started crying, at this point we just left. Like seriously, what the fuck.

Really just letting off some steam here, things are going to be alright, I'm just sick of potentially good skate days ruined by poser assholes who have so little self-awareness they won't even consider other people around, let alone the idea of a community sharing space. And their first person, tunnel vision is so strong it's literally impossible to constructively interact with them.

Sucks to hear man, my park gets invaded by scooter kids frequently but the skaters usually outnumber them by a fair amount do they keep on line. I try and skate 2-3 times a week. Usually 1-2 days is a casual, catch up and chit chat with whoever is there and dabble in some harder tricks, usually after work. Then 1 day on a weekend morning is no nonsense go hard and solidify those fundamental days. I'm not sure how the conditions are at your place (weather, need to drive) but the morning solo sessions work usually work out the best for me. No distractions, just go repeatedly at a trick and not needing to wait your turn is the best.

All the best for figuring out your skate schedule. Waking up early for solo sessions in a Sunday morning is my favorite way to end my weekend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tom on March 09, 2020, 08:00:28 PM

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Been trying to lose weight might start walking the dog more.

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70% diet, 30% exercise - change up your diet (sugar, carbs) and you should be able to see some results pretty quickly

i was getting nowhere going to the gym as often as I did. I switched up my diet by cutting out a lot of carbs and sugars just like you said. Portion size is another important factor. I’m eating a lot more leafy greens and adding in avocados to get healthy fats. At work breakfast and lunch are always provided, but they also bring in a hot snack 3 hours before lunch, and three hours after lunch. I’ve been skipping snack time and if I start to feel like I need a snack I’ll make a shake and have some almonds. It’s been working so far

I just got a haircut today and I’m starting to look like my old self

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on March 10, 2020, 01:09:53 AM

Quote from: rocklobster on March 09, 2020, 11:08:31 AM

Sucks to hear man, my park gets invaded by scooter kids frequently but the skaters usually outnumber them by a fair amount do they keep on line. I try and skate 2-3 times a week. Usually 1-2 days is a casual, catch up and chit chat with whoever is there and dabble in some harder tricks, usually after work. Then 1 day on a weekend morning is no nonsense go hard and solidify those fundamental days. I'm not sure how the conditions are at your place (weather, need to drive) but the morning solo sessions work usually work out the best for me. No distractions, just go repeatedly at a trick and not needing to wait your turn is the best.

All the best for figuring out your skate schedule. Waking up early for solo sessions in a Sunday morning is my favorite way to end my weekend.

Thanks, I think what's frustrating here is those kids aren't even scooter kids (although we have those too), they're your typical high schoolers, some of them even have boards but they don't even try and skate, they just hang out at the wack, pseudo-skateshop down the street in dozens, occasionally buy or borrow completes then come to the park to seek validation, but since none of them actually skate they do it by being obnoxious as fuck, teenager style and it's just unbearable. It encourages more and more randoms to think it's okay too, so regulating the place has gone out of hand.

My skate schedule already kind of has a structure to it, I'm self-employed so I get to skate pretty much anytime workflow and weather allow, those two factors pretty much dictate the fundamental possibility on the daily; then also, getting older I'm quite watchful of post-session recovery times and methods (over a decade ago one of my best, older friends was a martial artist with a scientific background who was very well versed on how the human body trained and recovered, influenced me a lot in my formative years), so on average I skate pretty much as often as you do, since I usually burn myself out to the point of exhaustion on a sesh then need the appropriate time and treatment (food, sleep) to recover.

Friend I mentioned had observed that what would physically work the best for him in terms of schedule and recovery time was a three-hour session every two or three days, but he also regularly complained that in actuality it wasn't enough for him because skateboarding was too fun to do so little.

Here like you said I just need to figure out a different timing. Most of the time I wake up early to skate, I end up downing four joints and three coffees whilst catching up on work emails/getting ready so even if I'm up at 8 I get to the park at 11 and that's already too late, so I just need to wake up earlier if I like that routine. It's just the park too and I'm free of skating anywhere else solo anytime, but I know all the spots in this city by heart and solo skates on rough shit are only fun for a bit.

I think some of the frustration also stems from seeing so many kids who are so close to actually skating, yet are too distracted to go for it, the way skateboarding is represented in the mainstream as something as superficial as it is ridiculously untouchable (like it's some pro hero shit and oh-look-at-this-man's-shoes-you-totally-want-them) right now probably has a lot to do with it, they're clueless about what it is, their own potential abilities when it comes to it, think it's some elite shit which discourages them from even touching the practice and, I don't know. I'm a bit weirded out because those kids are the type of profile who would have legit gotten into skating not too long ago (and it would have regulated their urges, opened doors and done them good) but now it's like the image of skating has become something out of reach (almost like, say, golf), when skating truly belongs to the people.

Fuck I got carried away (right now I'm sober by accident), sorry for more long ass ramblings that are all over the place. Changing habits of 20 years of skating is going to be one funny trip, but I guess I'm halfway there with my solo sessions and lunch break park attacks anyway. Thanks for the extra motivation.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fakie nollie on March 11, 2020, 02:31:44 PM

I was at a work event last week. Super uncomfortable, socializing with a bunch of people I am not a fan of. Out of being super uncomfortable, I got drunk before the dinner (2 hours bus ride with tequila).

I'm sitting next to a woman I've never met and she sees my wedding ring. She says "Oh, how long have you been married?" and I blurted out 10 years. I've been married for a year and every other person I'm there with knows that. For some reason, I didn't correct it and she kept harping on it.

I had to talk to my boss, convince him to convince everyone else I had been married for this period of time just to save face on this one drunken conversation.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on March 12, 2020, 05:09:37 AM

Quote from: fakie nollie on March 11, 2020, 02:31:44 PM

I was at a work event last week. Super uncomfortable, socializing with a bunch of people I am not a fan of. Out of being super uncomfortable, I got drunk before the dinner (2 hours bus ride with tequila).

I'm sitting next to a woman I've never met and she sees my wedding ring. She says "Oh, how long have you been married?" and I blurted out 10 years. I've been married for a year and every other person I'm there with knows that. For some reason, I didn't correct it and she kept harping on it.

I had to talk to my boss, convince him to convince everyone else I had been married for this period of time just to save face on this one drunken conversation.

Heh, I was doing sales in my last job and a client was calling me non-stop because my company's shit service. I ignored 5 of his calls until he sent me a text saying he would escalate the incident to my management. Returned the call and apologies for missing the calls, I was bringing my 2 year old kid to the doctor and took the day off. He apologized profusely and felt horrible after. "You know how kids are, always falling sick when you start sending them to kindergarten"

I do not have any kids.

On my last week of work with the company I had to meet him to handover the account to a colleague. Just before the meeting ended he asked me how my kid was doing. I just gave a generic "Oh he's great! Doing much better, but you know, Terrible Twos!" Thankfully my colleagues didn't blow my cover during the meeting.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on March 15, 2020, 07:38:53 AM

Had a one night stand a while ago after a double date and hit a low patch after she never responded to texts or followed up plans we made. It became a joke with some close family and friends  but, I moved on. The other day I heard an Alanis Morissette song that she played and I've been mad bummed out and started missing the person. Wouldn't be as bad but, I've been seeing this girl that's cool and I feel like I'm cheating.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on March 15, 2020, 02:46:14 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on March 15, 2020, 07:38:53 AM

Had a one night stand a while ago after a double date and hit a low patch after she never responded to texts or followed up plans we made. It became a joke with some close family and friends  but, I moved on. The other day I heard an Alanis Morissette song that she played and I've been mad bummed out and started missing the person. Wouldn't be as bad but, I've been seeing this girl that's cool and I feel like I'm cheating.

I don't know all the details and circumstance, but it sounds like you might have gotten way too invested if all this was after one date / one night stand?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lady fanny on March 15, 2020, 03:43:17 PM

Quote from: rocklobster on March 12, 2020, 05:09:37 AM

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I was at a work event last week. Super uncomfortable, socializing with a bunch of people I am not a fan of. Out of being super uncomfortable, I got drunk before the dinner (2 hours bus ride with tequila).

I'm sitting next to a woman I've never met and she sees my wedding ring. She says "Oh, how long have you been married?" and I blurted out 10 years. I've been married for a year and every other person I'm there with knows that. For some reason, I didn't correct it and she kept harping on it.

I had to talk to my boss, convince him to convince everyone else I had been married for this period of time just to save face on this one drunken conversation.

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Heh, I was doing sales in my last job and a client was calling me non-stop because my company's shit service. I ignored 5 of his calls until he sent me a text saying he would escalate the incident to my management. Returned the call and apologies for missing the calls, I was bringing my 2 year old kid to the doctor and took the day off. He apologized profusely and felt horrible after. "You know how kids are, always falling sick when you start sending them to kindergarten"

I do not have any kids.

On my last week of work with the company I had to meet him to handover the account to a colleague. Just before the meeting ended he asked me how my kid was doing. I just gave a generic "Oh he's great! Doing much better, but you know, Terrible Twos!" Thankfully my colleagues didn't blow my cover during the meeting.

word around town

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Filip on March 15, 2020, 04:23:52 PM

Quote from: lady fanny on March 15, 2020, 03:43:17 PM

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I was at a work event last week. Super uncomfortable, socializing with a bunch of people I am not a fan of. Out of being super uncomfortable, I got drunk before the dinner (2 hours bus ride with tequila).

I'm sitting next to a woman I've never met and she sees my wedding ring. She says "Oh, how long have you been married?" and I blurted out 10 years. I've been married for a year and every other person I'm there with knows that. For some reason, I didn't correct it and she kept harping on it.

I had to talk to my boss, convince him to convince everyone else I had been married for this period of time just to save face on this one drunken conversation.

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Heh, I was doing sales in my last job and a client was calling me non-stop because my company's shit service. I ignored 5 of his calls until he sent me a text saying he would escalate the incident to my management. Returned the call and apologies for missing the calls, I was bringing my 2 year old kid to the doctor and took the day off. He apologized profusely and felt horrible after. "You know how kids are, always falling sick when you start sending them to kindergarten"

I do not have any kids.

On my last week of work with the company I had to meet him to handover the account to a colleague. Just before the meeting ended he asked me how my kid was doing. I just gave a generic "Oh he's great! Doing much better, but you know, Terrible Twos!" Thankfully my colleagues didn't blow my cover during the meeting.

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word around town

Sorry for spam, but this had me laughing so much. Thanks guys.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on March 15, 2020, 07:05:57 PM

Quote from: Filip on March 15, 2020, 04:23:52 PM

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Quote from: fakie nollie on March 11, 2020, 02:31:44 PM

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I was at a work event last week. Super uncomfortable, socializing with a bunch of people I am not a fan of. Out of being super uncomfortable, I got drunk before the dinner (2 hours bus ride with tequila).

I'm sitting next to a woman I've never met and she sees my wedding ring. She says "Oh, how long have you been married?" and I blurted out 10 years. I've been married for a year and every other person I'm there with knows that. For some reason, I didn't correct it and she kept harping on it.

I had to talk to my boss, convince him to convince everyone else I had been married for this period of time just to save face on this one drunken conversation.

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Heh, I was doing sales in my last job and a client was calling me non-stop because my company's shit service. I ignored 5 of his calls until he sent me a text saying he would escalate the incident to my management. Returned the call and apologies for missing the calls, I was bringing my 2 year old kid to the doctor and took the day off. He apologized profusely and felt horrible after. "You know how kids are, always falling sick when you start sending them to kindergarten"

I do not have any kids.

On my last week of work with the company I had to meet him to handover the account to a colleague. Just before the meeting ended he asked me how my kid was doing. I just gave a generic "Oh he's great! Doing much better, but you know, Terrible Twos!" Thankfully my colleagues didn't blow my cover during the meeting.

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word around town

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Sorry for spam, but this had me laughing so much. Thanks guys.

I recently started bring my board in a huge duffel bag so I can head to the park directly after work instead of coming home first. I've had numerous colleagues ask me about the contents of my huge bag; I just tell that I'm going to play tennis or badminton after work. Problem is I can't recall who I told it was badminton, squash or tennis.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: layzieyez on March 15, 2020, 11:48:38 PM

They just want to know you aren't planning to gun them all down.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on March 16, 2020, 03:27:34 PM

I like the Dill/AVE Feedback reedit where they skate to that Spinanes song better

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on March 16, 2020, 08:05:36 PM

Quote from: layzieyez on March 15, 2020, 11:48:38 PM

They just want to know you aren't planning to gun them all down.

Guns aren't legal in my country, but I now realize that is a possibility in the US.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on March 20, 2020, 04:51:26 AM

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They just want to know you aren't planning to gun them all down.

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Guns aren't legal in my country, but I now realize that is a possibility in the US.

Why not just say it's a skateboard?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on March 20, 2020, 09:00:44 AM

Quote from: beatifk on March 20, 2020, 04:51:26 AM

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Quote from: layzieyez on March 15, 2020, 11:48:38 PM

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They just want to know you aren't planning to gun them all down.

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Guns aren't legal in my country, but I now realize that is a possibility in the US.

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Why not just say it's a skateboard?

Harder to explain to them why a 34 year old is still skateboarding. Also I'm a idiot

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on March 20, 2020, 03:58:51 PM

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Quote from: layzieyez on March 15, 2020, 11:48:38 PM

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They just want to know you aren't planning to gun them all down.

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Guns aren't legal in my country, but I now realize that is a possibility in the US.

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Why not just say it's a skateboard?

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Harder to explain to them why a 34 year old is still skateboarding. Also I'm a idiot

Nah you're good. They are probably a bunch of people who wished they could skate themselves.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fakie nollie on March 20, 2020, 05:16:12 PM

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They just want to know you aren't planning to gun them all down.

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Guns aren't legal in my country, but I now realize that is a possibility in the US.

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Why not just say it's a skateboard?

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Harder to explain to them why a 34 year old is still skateboarding. Also I'm a idiot

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Nah you're good. They are probably a bunch of people who wished they could skate themselves.

Maybe it’s a cultural thing but whenever I tell
My Swedish coworkers I skate and have for over 2 decades, they immediately laugh and say “I can’t believe at 31 you do that”.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on March 20, 2020, 05:26:26 PM

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They just want to know you aren't planning to gun them all down.

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Guns aren't legal in my country, but I now realize that is a possibility in the US.

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Why not just say it's a skateboard?

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Harder to explain to them why a 34 year old is still skateboarding. Also I'm a idiot

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Nah you're good. They are probably a bunch of people who wished they could skate themselves.

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Maybe it’s a cultural thing but whenever I tell
My Swedish coworkers I skate and have for over 2 decades, they immediately laugh and say “I can’t believe at 31 you do that”.

I guess it's like people who rock climb or sky dive or go scuba diving. That shit has to be equal to or way more dangerous than skating but it's way more accepted in society. At least from what I've seen. Even though I don't want to do those things, i think they are cool and am somewhat envious of people who have the balls to do them. I couldn't. Regardless if they are my age at 31 too or younger or older.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on March 20, 2020, 11:40:55 PM

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Quote from: layzieyez on March 15, 2020, 11:48:38 PM

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They just want to know you aren't planning to gun them all down.

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Guns aren't legal in my country, but I now realize that is a possibility in the US.

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Why not just say it's a skateboard?

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Harder to explain to them why a 34 year old is still skateboarding. Also I'm a idiot

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Nah you're good. They are probably a bunch of people who wished they could skate themselves.

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Maybe it’s a cultural thing but whenever I tell
My Swedish coworkers I skate and have for over 2 decades, they immediately laugh and say “I can’t believe at 31 you do that”.

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I guess it's like people who rock climb or sky dive or go scuba diving. That shit has to be equal to or way more dangerous than skating but it's way more accepted in society. At least from what I've seen. Even though I don't want to do those things, i think they are cool and am somewhat envious of people who have the balls to do them. I couldn't. Regardless if they are my age at 31 too or younger or older.

Agreed, where I'm from skateboarding is a less culturally accepted activity versus rock climbing or scuba diving. It's still associated with youthful disobedience and saying fuck the authorities, which doesn't help since I'm in my mid 30s.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on March 21, 2020, 03:15:05 AM

i was also carrying my skateboard around once in a bag to work.
some people asked me what's inside my bag and whether it is a
hunting bow. i said yes, indeed, it is a hunting bow. still not sure
how they arrived at the conclusion that i would be a bow hunter,
because i don't look like one and that shit is not even legal here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 21, 2020, 03:56:27 AM

Quote from: somethingmustbreaknow on March 21, 2020, 03:15:05 AM

i was also carrying my skateboard around once in a bag to work.
some people asked me what's inside my bag and whether it is a
hunting bow. i said yes, indeed, it is a hunting bow. still not sure
how they arrived at the conclusion that i would be a bow hunter,
because i don't look like one and that shit is not even legal here.

Get Into it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on March 21, 2020, 10:08:03 AM

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i was also carrying my skateboard around once in a bag to work.
some people asked me what's inside my bag and whether it is a
hunting bow. i said yes, indeed, it is a hunting bow. still not sure
how they arrived at the conclusion that i would be a bow hunter,
because i don't look like one and that shit is not even legal here.

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Get Into it.

Hark! Sirrah, 'tis I the huntsman who
Shall strike thee down. Mine trusty bow hencewith
Your end doth flow. Thy fiendish ways henceforth
Shall be no more. Unsheathe me now mine bow
And put mine arrow in thy hollow core!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on March 24, 2020, 02:44:57 AM

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i was also carrying my skateboard around once in a bag to work.
some people asked me what's inside my bag and whether it is a
hunting bow. i said yes, indeed, it is a hunting bow. still not sure
how they arrived at the conclusion that i would be a bow hunter,
because i don't look like one and that shit is not even legal here.

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Get Into it.

I used to ride a bike to my office job (about 10 miles each way) in rain, snow, etc and often times carried my skateboard on my rack in the back and my coworkers thought I was nuts. I just leaned into it and when I walked out of meetings and never returned or took 3 hour lunches they would just be like "well, that's just that weird guy who rides his bike to work and skateboards, it's normal for him".

Use it to your advantage.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cricketclub on March 24, 2020, 08:20:33 AM

I just figured out how to change the times shown on this forum to reflect my time zone, EST.


PROFILE-ACCOUNT SETTINGS-MODIFY PROFILE-LOOK AND LAYOUT-TIME OFFSET-AUTO DETECT

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 24, 2020, 09:20:18 AM

Quote from: cricketclub on March 24, 2020, 08:20:33 AM

I just figured out how to change the times shown on this forum to reflect my time zone, EST.


PROFILE-ACCOUNT SETTINGS-MODIFY PROFILE-LOOK AND LAYOUT-TIME OFFSET-AUTO DETECT

I see. But why the fuck does it matter?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on March 24, 2020, 09:23:26 AM

Quote from: beatifk on March 24, 2020, 02:44:57 AM

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i was also carrying my skateboard around once in a bag to work.
some people asked me what's inside my bag and whether it is a
hunting bow. i said yes, indeed, it is a hunting bow. still not sure
how they arrived at the conclusion that i would be a bow hunter,
because i don't look like one and that shit is not even legal here.

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Get Into it.

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I used to ride a bike to my office job (about 10 miles each way) in rain, snow, etc and often times carried my skateboard on my rack in the back and my coworkers thought I was nuts. I just leaned into it and when I walked out of meetings and never returned or took 3 hour lunches they would just be like "well, that's just that weird guy who rides his bike to work and skateboards, it's normal for him".

Use it to your advantage.

This is good. Their only enduring feeling toward you will be envy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cricketclub on March 24, 2020, 09:33:06 AM

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I just figured out how to change the times shown on this forum to reflect my time zone, EST.


PROFILE-ACCOUNT SETTINGS-MODIFY PROFILE-LOOK AND LAYOUT-TIME OFFSET-AUTO DETECT

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I see. But why the fuck does it matter?

I saw an insignificant issue and I fixed it and it gave me just a tad bit of satisfaction. A little less than the feeling I get after finally changing the clock in my car or on my oven after a time change.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on March 24, 2020, 01:06:17 PM

I don't think i have symptons of covid 19, i have been at home w my partner and my roommate for 11 days now. But I do definitely have some sort of stomach bug because I am shitting up a fucking! storm!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jakeumms on March 24, 2020, 01:26:52 PM

Quote from: Dwyck on March 24, 2020, 01:06:17 PM

I don't think i have symptons of covid 19, i have been at home w my partner and my roommate for 11 days now. But I do definitely have some sort of stomach bug because I am shitting up a fucking! storm!

Hope you're good. I'm on day 5 of a cold and I can feel myself getting better today. I was pretty fucking freaked out especially since I would have likely passed coco to all my roommates.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on March 24, 2020, 01:38:02 PM

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I don't think i have symptons of covid 19, i have been at home w my partner and my roommate for 11 days now. But I do definitely have some sort of stomach bug because I am shitting up a fucking! storm!

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Hope you're good. I'm on day 5 of a cold and I can feel myself getting better today. I was pretty fucking freaked out especially since I would have likely passed coco to all my roommates.

Hope you all have enough TP and cold meds. On the tail end of a cold, and I keep coughing up phlegm.


Really hoping that some brand drops raw footage so I can download it and edit for fun.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on March 24, 2020, 05:45:37 PM

I have pretty much lost my entire business over the last week due to all the shutdowns

I’ve spent a few days drinking, anyway I got in the car last night, drunk off my arse, wanted to go to skatepark. I guess I fucked up coming off the highway, went through a couple signs and a guardrail then hit a tree

I never really thought of myself as a bad person or a fuck up or anything until this morning. Just dumb luck that nobody else was involved in the accident. Coulda killed a whole family who knows man.

You see in movies a chick gets raped and she’s scrubbing herself over and over in the shower. That’s kinda what I want to do I just feel so disgusting

I’m not looking for sympathy here at all just wanted to tell someone. I’m too ashamed to tell my mates right now. It’s like when you steal something how you lose more out of your soul than you actually stole. I feel like I have lost a piece out of myself, I feel like I’m not a real person anymore

Don’t drink and drive guys

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lady fanny on March 24, 2020, 06:48:18 PM

Quote from: matty_c on March 24, 2020, 05:45:37 PM

I have pretty much lost my entire business over the last week due to all the shutdowns

I’ve spent a few days drinking, anyway I got in the car last night, drunk off my arse, wanted to go to skatepark. I guess I fucked up coming off the highway, went through a couple signs and a guardrail then hit a tree

I never really thought of myself as a bad person or a fuck up or anything until this morning. Just dumb luck that nobody else was involved in the accident. Coulda killed a whole family who knows man.

You see in movies a chick gets raped and she’s scrubbing herself over and over in the shower. That’s kinda what I want to do I just feel so disgusting

I’m not looking for sympathy here at all just wanted to tell someone. I’m too ashamed to tell my mates right now. It’s like when you steal something how you lose more out of your soul than you actually stole. I feel like I have lost a piece out of myself, I feel like I’m not a real person anymore

Don’t drink and drive guys

it'll pass. the fact that you aren't self congratulatory like 'wheew i got away with it' or less remorseful is heartening.
we've had those bottom moments, hopefully you'll grow from it. even if you don't, it's temporary and you have your life, your health.
sorry about your business, that's enough to get anyone drinking. not that it's a good idea, just relatable.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on March 24, 2020, 08:20:44 PM

Pretty sure my job makes me a covid-19 vector. Going door to door while everyone else is supposed to be quarantined in their homes doesn't seem right. A bunch of fools still wanna make physical contact because they ordered signature service. Stupid. I gotta keep going if I have any hope of getting out of my financial death spiral. Don't have a mental breakdown, kids. It's expensive.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on March 24, 2020, 09:03:48 PM

Thanks mate. I’ll be ok for sure.
I kinda did get away with it in a way, I mean I’m gonna lose my licence for a while, probably 5-10k in fines and van is total write off but I didn’t hurt anyone else
I am happy about that one

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Yu Dum on March 27, 2020, 12:53:47 PM

This whole pandemic shit has me pretty scared. I know I've mentioned it countless times on this forum, but I'm 100% fucking terrified of losing the love of my life due to other people's carelessness and lack of responsibility during this shit. I know a lot of y'all subscribe to the school of thought that marriage is a sham, but I am not one of those people. I wouldn't be, and inadvertently will not be, shit if she dies on me.
If I make a post one day and y'all don't hear from me for a long while then go on and assume that I have gone to be with her.
I love you guys. Please, be fucking safe and cautious. Tell your friends and family that you fucking love them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lady fanny on March 27, 2020, 01:10:32 PM

Quote from: Blind Fisherman on March 27, 2020, 12:53:47 PM

This whole pandemic shit has me pretty scared. I know I've mentioned it countless times on this forum, but I'm 100% fucking terrified of losing the love of my life due to other people's carelessness and lack of responsibility during this shit. I know a lot of y'all subscribe to the school of thought that marriage is a sham, but I am not one of those people. I wouldn't be, and inadvertently will not be, shit if she dies on me.
If I make a post one day and y'all don't hear from me for a long while then go on and assume that I have gone to be with her.
I love you guys. Please, be fucking safe and cautious. Tell your friends and family that you fucking love them.

people who are against marriage are fuckups or haven't met a great girl yet.
don't get me wrong, i'm redpilled and most birds are entitled piece of shits but the same can be said for blokes. but when you find one who gets you and makes your dick hard, nothing kooky about hanging on tight. don't let miserable people lecture you on happiness.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 27, 2020, 09:55:12 PM

Fair enough, but why should we involve church and state into our love?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on March 27, 2020, 11:45:00 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on March 27, 2020, 09:55:12 PM

Fair enough, but why should we involve church and state into our love?

Honestly, work benefits. That and hospital visits.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 28, 2020, 03:53:24 AM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on March 27, 2020, 11:45:00 PM

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Fair enough, but why should we involve church and state into our love?

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Honestly, work benefits. That and hospital visits.

See, the house always wins in the end...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on March 28, 2020, 11:59:33 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on March 28, 2020, 03:53:24 AM

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Fair enough, but why should we involve church and state into our love?

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Honestly, work benefits. That and hospital visits.

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See, the house always wins in the end...

You don’t always have to get married through the church. Catch me marrying one of the homies to get them on my health insurance haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lady fanny on March 28, 2020, 01:07:44 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on March 28, 2020, 03:53:24 AM

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Fair enough, but why should we involve church and state into our love?

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Honestly, work benefits. That and hospital visits.

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See, the house always wins in the end...

more like your widow gets the house in the end. if you're not married it can raise heck near end of life. it just makes things easier. and asides paying the county $35 for a license, they're not really profiting off of you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on March 31, 2020, 12:32:39 PM

Love songs trigger me and I damn near cry every time if I catch wind of lovey dovey lyrics. Every song doesn't need to be a love song and not everyone gets to have that experience, you inconsiderate bastards!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Yu Dum on April 01, 2020, 12:04:15 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on March 31, 2020, 12:32:39 PM

Love songs trigger me and I damn near cry every time if I catch wind of lovey dovey lyrics. Every song doesn't need to be a love song and not everyone gets to have that experience, you inconsiderate bastards!

I know it doesn't equal romantic love, but for what it's worth; I love you, L33t. This place wouldn't be the same without you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on April 01, 2020, 09:35:31 PM

I've had to stop and have a think about my mental health in light of the recent COVID19 developments. I would not say I'm a depressive person but I have thought about suicide in my past when I was 13. I've decided to reduce the amount of news I consume to preserve my mental well-being, bad news is addictive and it's gotten me pretty bad these past few weeks.
I've also tried to cope by being hyper active and productive in the house. My wife and I have a project to shift stuff around to make space for a bigger study to accommodate working from home. Rather than try and space out the work over Friday and the weekend I've decided to cram 80% of the work on Friday. Keeping busy has been my coping mechanism to dealing with these uncertain times, kind of like Chris Traegar from Parks and Rec.
I need to remind myself to chill the fuck out in whatever it is. Skateboarding doesn't have to be all objective driven. I don't have to read only business or self-help books. I can watch dumb shit on TV that isn't a documentary or depressing as hell.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on April 01, 2020, 10:45:56 PM

Quote from: lady fanny on March 27, 2020, 01:10:32 PM

Quote from: Blind Fisherman on March 27, 2020, 12:53:47 PM

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This whole pandemic shit has me pretty scared. I know I've mentioned it countless times on this forum, but I'm 100% fucking terrified of losing the love of my life due to other people's carelessness and lack of responsibility during this shit. I know a lot of y'all subscribe to the school of thought that marriage is a sham, but I am not one of those people. I wouldn't be, and inadvertently will not be, shit if she dies on me.
If I make a post one day and y'all don't hear from me for a long while then go on and assume that I have gone to be with her.
I love you guys. Please, be fucking safe and cautious. Tell your friends and family that you fucking love them.

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people who are against marriage are fuckups or haven't met a great girl yet.
don't get me wrong, i'm redpilled and most birds are entitled piece of shits but the same can be said for blokes. but when you find one who gets you and makes your dick hard, nothing kooky about hanging on tight. don't let miserable people lecture you on happiness.

You're tripping. I've had a great girl for 7 years but there is no chance in the world i'd ever get married. Marriage is an ancient concept to me but I don't hate on anyone that believes in it or still sees it as a way to publicly express and solidify a bond to someone you love. Just think there's other ways to go about it. Only marriage I would be involved in is for Visa purposes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on April 02, 2020, 09:43:19 PM

Quote from: Sila on April 01, 2020, 10:45:56 PM

Quote from: lady fanny on March 27, 2020, 01:10:32 PM

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Quote from: Blind Fisherman on March 27, 2020, 12:53:47 PM

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This whole pandemic shit has me pretty scared. I know I've mentioned it countless times on this forum, but I'm 100% fucking terrified of losing the love of my life due to other people's carelessness and lack of responsibility during this shit. I know a lot of y'all subscribe to the school of thought that marriage is a sham, but I am not one of those people. I wouldn't be, and inadvertently will not be, shit if she dies on me.
If I make a post one day and y'all don't hear from me for a long while then go on and assume that I have gone to be with her.
I love you guys. Please, be fucking safe and cautious. Tell your friends and family that you fucking love them.

[close]

people who are against marriage are fuckups or haven't met a great girl yet.
don't get me wrong, i'm redpilled and most birds are entitled piece of shits but the same can be said for blokes. but when you find one who gets you and makes your dick hard, nothing kooky about hanging on tight. don't let miserable people lecture you on happiness.

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You're tripping. I've had a great girl for 7 years but there is no chance in the world i'd ever get married. Marriage is an ancient concept to me but I don't hate on anyone that believes in it or still sees it as a way to publicly express and solidify a bond to someone you love. Just think there's other ways to go about it. Only marriage I would be involved in is for Visa purposes.

I like the idea of marriage...not so much for the piece of paper or anything. Just to have a day celebrating something that not everyone in the world is lucky enough to find with all your closest friends and family....guess you could just have a party but yeah thats how i look at marriage, could care less about paperwork or legal aspects, more of an excuse to celebrate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 03, 2020, 02:25:38 AM

^I’m hit or miss with it. I don’t mind the concept and won’t really fight the person I end with over it but, if one of our jobs has better benefits I may go for it. Not really pressured into it.

@Rocklobster it’s important to keep yourself busy but, you can’t drown yourself. Take breaks and do other stuff that demands you to move.

@L33t Slap does love you. I’m sorry your love life has been rough buddy. I’m sure it will get better soon. You’re an awesome guy and these girls are missing out!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on April 03, 2020, 12:25:09 PM

Quote from: skatefresh on January 15, 2020, 10:11:16 PM

Feeling gutted lately. I started seeing a chick who is an au pair 4 months back and we immediately hit it off. Every date we went on was better than the last and we just clicked. Super fun personality and cute as hell. Sends me a message on New Years saying how much she was thankful for me while she was away. She comes back from a trip with her host family and cancels on me last minute when we were supposed to meet a few days later. After being ignored for two days, she messages me saying that she really likes spending time with me, but she doesn't want to catch feelings because it's not going to go anywhere when she goes back to her country. Now I can't even talk to her after she was blowing me up for months. I'm not trying to sound like a simp, but it hurts as it was completely out of nowhere and I haven't had a chick I dug this much in a while.

Just to recap. I tried calling this girl once and never picked up. I messaged her a couple of times and got a few cold general responses before she quit replying all together. Finally I called her out on being rude for straight ignoring me and got blocked on everything but fb. Probably for my own good, because seeing your ex go online on whatsapp or ig stories just feels like you are twisting a knife in a wound. I haven't had any luck with tinder since and she was like a needle in haystack. I'm craving the feeling of being close to a woman again and desperately trying to avoid my temptation to go back to my old addiction and go bang a Korean milf at a massage parlor when this covid19 shit ends. I might head down to Colombia and visit another girl for a week or so in the fall I've been talking to from a language app depending on circumstances.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on April 03, 2020, 07:07:45 PM

its a weird time to be single, gotta start pencilling in tinder dates for months from now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on April 04, 2020, 10:29:00 AM

Quote from: skatefresh on April 03, 2020, 12:25:09 PM

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Feeling gutted lately. I started seeing a chick who is an au pair 4 months back and we immediately hit it off. Every date we went on was better than the last and we just clicked. Super fun personality and cute as hell. Sends me a message on New Years saying how much she was thankful for me while she was away. She comes back from a trip with her host family and cancels on me last minute when we were supposed to meet a few days later. After being ignored for two days, she messages me saying that she really likes spending time with me, but she doesn't want to catch feelings because it's not going to go anywhere when she goes back to her country. Now I can't even talk to her after she was blowing me up for months. I'm not trying to sound like a simp, but it hurts as it was completely out of nowhere and I haven't had a chick I dug this much in a while.

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Just to recap. I tried calling this girl once and never picked up. I messaged her a couple of times and got a few cold general responses before she quit replying all together. Finally I called her out on being rude for straight ignoring me and got blocked on everything but fb. Probably for my own good, because seeing your ex go online on whatsapp or ig stories just feels like you are twisting a knife in a wound. I haven't had any luck with tinder since and she was like a needle in haystack. I'm craving the feeling of being close to a woman again and desperately trying to avoid my temptation to go back to my old addiction and go bang a Korean milf at a massage parlor when this covid19 shit ends. I might head down to Colombia and visit another girl for a week or so in the fall I've been talking to from a language app depending on circumstances.

I know it's easier said than done but at this point really let her go, yes it's shitty to terminate relationships on a wrong note but you've tried and if you keep expecting anything it's already too much, in fact it looks like she's actually trying to prevent you from expecting things, so it's a vicious cycle if you keep going. Like I was replying to your former post I've been through the exact same type of both scenario and reaction not so long ago, to the point where just writing that message and remembering my own feelings brought my anxiety levels back up for a few days I remember; the only difference is you snapped and got blocked on shit - I just left it at that myself, going by the thought that forcing situations is never worth it, but the current one isn't necessarily less ridiculous because then we still see each other online at the same time all the time and just no longer talk. The pill is hard to swallow at first but I think it all comes down to accepting that you and her live in two different realities despite what your past experiences with her were and what the future experiences could have been, she probably has her own mental constructions of everything and just as many reasons she'll never care enough to discuss with you from the looks of things (at least that's what I felt in my situation), don't waste your time, move on, try not to burn bridges if you're a player but right now I'd say start from scratch with someone else when the opportunity presents itself. If you keep going at her, you'll just lose all your prestige and turn into just this one annoying, semi-creepy nuisance, you don't want that I don't think.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on April 04, 2020, 10:47:21 AM

Quote from: silhouette on April 04, 2020, 10:29:00 AM

Quote from: skatefresh on April 03, 2020, 12:25:09 PM

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Quote from: skatefresh on January 15, 2020, 10:11:16 PM

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Feeling gutted lately. I started seeing a chick who is an au pair 4 months back and we immediately hit it off. Every date we went on was better than the last and we just clicked. Super fun personality and cute as hell. Sends me a message on New Years saying how much she was thankful for me while she was away. She comes back from a trip with her host family and cancels on me last minute when we were supposed to meet a few days later. After being ignored for two days, she messages me saying that she really likes spending time with me, but she doesn't want to catch feelings because it's not going to go anywhere when she goes back to her country. Now I can't even talk to her after she was blowing me up for months. I'm not trying to sound like a simp, but it hurts as it was completely out of nowhere and I haven't had a chick I dug this much in a while.

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Just to recap. I tried calling this girl once and never picked up. I messaged her a couple of times and got a few cold general responses before she quit replying all together. Finally I called her out on being rude for straight ignoring me and got blocked on everything but fb. Probably for my own good, because seeing your ex go online on whatsapp or ig stories just feels like you are twisting a knife in a wound. I haven't had any luck with tinder since and she was like a needle in haystack. I'm craving the feeling of being close to a woman again and desperately trying to avoid my temptation to go back to my old addiction and go bang a Korean milf at a massage parlor when this covid19 shit ends. I might head down to Colombia and visit another girl for a week or so in the fall I've been talking to from a language app depending on circumstances.

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I know it's easier said than done but at this point really let her go, yes it's shitty to terminate relationships on a wrong note but you've tried and if you keep expecting anything it's already too much, in fact it looks like she's actually trying to prevent you from expecting things, so it's a vicious cycle if you keep going. Like I was replying to your former post I've been through the exact same type of both scenario and reaction not so long ago, to the point where just writing that message and remembering my own feelings brought my anxiety levels back up for a few days I remember; the only difference is you snapped and got blocked on shit - I just left it at that myself, going by the thought that forcing situations is never worth it, but the current one isn't necessarily less ridiculous because then we still see each other online at the same time all the time and just no longer talk. The pill is hard to swallow at first but I think it all comes down to accepting that you and her live in two different realities despite what your past experiences with her were and what the future experiences could have been, she probably has her own mental constructions of everything and just as many reasons she'll never care enough to discuss with you from the looks of things (at least that's what I felt in my situation), don't waste your time, move on, try not to burn bridges if you're a player but right now I'd say start from scratch with someone else when the opportunity presents itself. If you keep going at her, you'll just lose all your prestige and turn into just this one annoying, semi-creepy nuisance, you don't want that I don't think.

Trust me I know it's over now. That was like a completely last ditch effort out of frustration. I'm still on her fb and I almost want to just message saying I'm sorry for snapping and I wish her the best just because I regret that. No intentions of expecting her to talk to me or reply. I would never normally message again but since she's leaving the country I dont really have anything to lose, I just hate to end on bad terms. I fucking hate tinder. Its all whales and girls who's ego is inflated as fuck if they're a 6/10 and usually narcissistic. I can go overseas and clean house on tinder and find solid cute normal chicks to date/fuck much easier. And the foreign chicks are always much easier to approach.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on April 04, 2020, 11:30:23 AM

Quote from: skatefresh on April 04, 2020, 10:47:21 AM

Trust me I know it's over now. That was like a completely last ditch effort out of frustration. I'm still on her fb and I almost want to just message saying I'm sorry for snapping and I wish her the best just because I regret that. No intentions of expecting her to talk to me or reply. I would never normally message again but since she's leaving the country I dont really have anything to lose, I just hate to end on bad terms. I fucking hate tinder. Its all whales and girls who's ego is inflated as fuck if they're a 6/10 and usually narcissistic. I can go overseas and clean house on tinder and find solid cute normal chicks to date/fuck much easier. And the foreign chicks are always much easier to approach.

You could always message her that if that makes you feel any better and can actually keep it to just that but if you want to stay on actual good terms (but won't keep in touch?) then really be careful, I've been there too and it can be another vicious cycle (maybe not in your situation since she's leaving soon, then again my girl is in a different country too and talking is still tempting, the online world only makes those boundaries more abstract), you drop an apology (although she probably already suspects that you're sorry), feel comfortable with the situation for some time then later, even months down the line when you've overcome all your feelings, for whatever reason one of you feels like trying to talk as friends again, shit still doesn't work out because mentally she's somewhere else, you end up repressing more shit and feeling like you have to apologize again etc... Fuck that shit, it's too many live wires to play with, and it's like trying to reason with a wall if the person doesn't think you're worth putting in the effort to communicate with - and then it's definitely not worth wasting your time worrying over the situation. Some relationships just can't be nurtured because the different parties' realities are just too different, or they're at different stages of personal development, thinking we can overcome every situation is only human and drives us to better ourselves everyday but it also comes back to bite us in the ass when shit just doesn't work out because it's someone else who doesn't want it to.

I just think life's too short to stay hung up on shit, be thankful for the good times with that person just as much as you're aware that they aren't coming back for some abstract reason that's probably (still) independent from you and try to free your mind from that relationship before it becomes toxic for the both of you (since you mentioned 'staying on good terms', don't ruin it any further), cut ties for the time being till the stars align again if they ever do by chance, but really start anew. Also, really just like you, it wasn't losing a potential girlfriend that annoyed me but the whole resolution (or lack thereof) on the human level of what I genuinely always thought was a honest friendship. Thing is, we don't always get the last word and need to live with that fact, as well as the others' occasionally debatable judgment.

I know I probably sound like I'm projecting the intensity of what I've felt in my situation over yours, but I think I just know it's a slippery slope to get caught on and since getting back to the top honestly took me months of brutal self-questioning (as much as I hate to admit it) I'm just saying in general, be careful with this type of noise.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 04, 2020, 02:30:07 PM

That post-nut clarity really be hittin

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on April 04, 2020, 02:49:38 PM

which photo did you jerk of to first

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BieberStance on April 05, 2020, 01:12:07 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on April 04, 2020, 02:49:38 PM

which photo did you jerk of to first

The second

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on April 05, 2020, 09:21:56 AM

Quote from: silhouette on April 04, 2020, 11:30:23 AM

Quote from: skatefresh on April 04, 2020, 10:47:21 AM

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Trust me I know it's over now. That was like a completely last ditch effort out of frustration. I'm still on her fb and I almost want to just message saying I'm sorry for snapping and I wish her the best just because I regret that. No intentions of expecting her to talk to me or reply. I would never normally message again but since she's leaving the country I dont really have anything to lose, I just hate to end on bad terms. I fucking hate tinder. Its all whales and girls who's ego is inflated as fuck if they're a 6/10 and usually narcissistic. I can go overseas and clean house on tinder and find solid cute normal chicks to date/fuck much easier. And the foreign chicks are always much easier to approach.

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You could always message her that if that makes you feel any better and can actually keep it to just that but if you want to stay on actual good terms (but won't keep in touch?) then really be careful, I've been there too and it can be another vicious cycle (maybe not in your situation since she's leaving soon, then again my girl is in a different country too and talking is still tempting, the online world only makes those boundaries more abstract), you drop an apology (although she probably already suspects that you're sorry), feel comfortable with the situation for some time then later, even months down the line when you've overcome all your feelings, for whatever reason one of you feels like trying to talk as friends again, shit still doesn't work out because mentally she's somewhere else, you end up repressing more shit and feeling like you have to apologize again etc... Fuck that shit, it's too many live wires to play with, and it's like trying to reason with a wall if the person doesn't think you're worth putting in the effort to communicate with - and then it's definitely not worth wasting your time worrying over the situation. Some relationships just can't be nurtured because the different parties' realities are just too different, or they're at different stages of personal development, thinking we can overcome every situation is only human and drives us to better ourselves everyday but it also comes back to bite us in the ass when shit just doesn't work out because it's someone else who doesn't want it to.

I just think life's too short to stay hung up on shit, be thankful for the good times with that person just as much as you're aware that they aren't coming back for some abstract reason that's probably (still) independent from you and try to free your mind from that relationship before it becomes toxic for the both of you (since you mentioned 'staying on good terms', don't ruin it any further), cut ties for the time being till the stars align again if they ever do by chance, but really start anew. Also, really just like you, it wasn't losing a potential girlfriend that annoyed me but the whole resolution (or lack thereof) on the human level of what I genuinely always thought was a honest friendship. Thing is, we don't always get the last word and need to live with that fact, as well as the others' occasionally debatable judgment.

I know I probably sound like I'm projecting the intensity of what I've felt in my situation over yours, but I think I just know it's a slippery slope to get caught on and since getting back to the top honestly took me months of brutal self-questioning (as much as I hate to admit it) I'm just saying in general, be careful with this type of noise.

I totally hear you bro. Your experience is very relatable. It's not having the closure and going from wanting to see me to having it end over text in such a short succession that fucked me up. I was hesistant at first but it just got hot fast and ended abruptly. I know sometimes we don't always have the closure we want. I honestly think keeping them on social media makes it worse. My anxiety would immediately spike up every time I saw she posted a new story for months. I just got fed up with her viewing every story I posted and blatantly ignoring when I sent a message. I have already dug myself in deep with this one and I know she's never coming back. I just don't want to end on the last thing I said being hurtful. I'm trying to play the field but no luck. I seriously don't know what it is but i do defent with foreign women by comparison. Just improving myself and trying to focus on staying healthy, excercise and skating to keep my mind busy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on April 05, 2020, 11:01:58 AM

^ 'Mine' also watches all my stories, every single one of them, even the most boring work shit I share (and I use social media as a platform for that so I can be obnoxious with it), but if anything 1/ that's a sign you're still on good terms already, so you no longer really need to press any button and 2/ it doesn't get to me in a bad way but I find it ridiculously funny under a certain angle, like how bad can a ghost be, to the point where I have no clue what she's actually trying to provoke and if she had communicated with me instead she would have gotten exactly what she wanted in the first place right off the bat. On the other hand that could also be a sign of issues or at least confusion and mean that she needs quiet time to make sense out of the situation and reevaluate how much she cares. Not being able to explain yourself to a person is frustrating but sometimes it's also for the best. Maybe try to put yourself in her shoes, I think if I were you I'd just try my best not to interfere with her again (except to try and get news if you hear some serious shit is up to show her you care if you sincerely do) but it's probably better to stop trying to cram ingredients into the recipe for now or you'll just fuel a fire no one wants. Then you'll actually be on the best possible terms and who knows what the future may consist of, and in the meantime you can try and get ready to move on. Funnily enough in my case, since I called it quits with this girl, an older crush of mine has spontaneously started talking to me again, right now I'm over everything so it doesn't mean much but it did make me feel like less of a dislikable person (without a specific reason to cut ties with me to reassure myself with, I went really deep in the self-introspection, then I faced it could literally be a combination of a thousand things just like it could be nothing and thought fuck it).

Also remember people are complex in their own ways, I reckon someone who would just block somebody instead of confronting a problem as a defense mechanism is pretty troubled, or doesn't actually care enough to warrant you caring back, in my case the girl actually slept with me for several nights and was inviting me in her bed when I wasn't but then would never let us do anything but some cuddling and kissing despite my smoothest attempts, honestly it was great (I looked as her more as a friend who happened to be a girl and hot than just as a woman, too, I honestly didn't really care what we would do or not do) but this type of behavior isn't exactly normal either, it's logical that some shit will be up after something like this and running away from what one has obviously triggered is never responsible, but some people just aren't responsible. Sometimes we should step back and realize that maybe we're holding some simple humans with their flaws to incredible standards of perfection, and that our understanding of reality isn't absolute and other people function differently, sometimes in funky ways, they should be either accepted or rejected as such depending on one's tolerance.

If she's blocking you and ignoring your messages, you don't owe her shit. And yeah, I think I'm with you too with foreign women but that's because of the exotic side that works both ways, then again maybe the impression of a potentially big adventure is also what can be scary, it's a double edged sword. Situations where you only have a window of time to meet and be with the girl can subconsciously be rather oppressive on both parties as well.

If you think my experience is relatable, really take my word for it and move on, it's a rabbit hole of depression, I did think I came out of it a stronger person but really you don't have time and energy for that shit, keeping caring in the slightest is a bad investment (but who knows, the stock may go up again later, unexpectedly, just avoid bankruptcy by keeping the transactions simple).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on April 05, 2020, 11:53:46 AM

Yeah. Trust me, this has been quite a learning experience. I feel like I should message just to clear the air, but at this point why extend the effort. She blocked my ig but left on fb oddly enough. The first two months were agonizing, but slowly I'm getting over it. I didn't get into the dating thing until my middle 20s so this shit is all new to me. For me I feel foreign women just have less of a bitch shield up. A lot of girls here grow up with princess syndrome. Not saying that it doesnt exist with girls of all cultures, but I think someone who grew up in a third world country with hardships is less spoiled and easier to just be open with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on April 06, 2020, 12:39:23 AM

Quote from: AMAPIANO on April 05, 2020, 12:00:33 PM

Amapiano is the most important thing in my life. when people tell me they don't listen to Amapiano, or never heard of it before, i just have to shake my head. such a shame

Had to google it, i read the first few lines and realised it probably sucks if you like it, kook.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peepeeboy69 on April 06, 2020, 07:03:37 AM

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i came to the conclusion, i think its really weird what social media does to people and i am not sure what i think about it.

so basically there are three girls in my broader circle of friends, that i have a thing for.
They are completely different to each other and since i don´t have a certain "type", they all make me feel in some different way.
All of them are more ore less prettty normal girls with university education, jobs and all that. Like totally normal.
We are living in this pretty big city in europe and know each other differently well.

I never really hitted full on on any of them so far. I just see them around sometimes in reality and more often on social media. They are just lowkey crushes.

So what happened : They are by no means big on SM or influencers or whatever. I have no idea what they tried to prove and what their intentions were, but i basically have nudes from all of them now and it was not something i even wanted or tried to get.
broken down: one "modeled" for our mutual artsy friends fashion degree final project. In one of the pics she is not wearing anything at all and i took a screenshot.
Other one did a photoshoot with her amateur pseudo photographer friend. Its weird arts makeup and lighting. but otherwise completely nude. So i took a screenshot.
third one made a story of herself being artsy quarantaine queen, wearing only a soaked white singlet in her bathingtub. Screenshot.

one of them has a boyfreind aswell.

I was neither stalking them nor digging deep into it. I basically got served something instantly, what for me normally is the result of hard work, trust, closeness, emotions, connection, flirting, relationships and all.

So me being the creep i am, now got nudes from the girls i am into. Whitout asking. Whithout them being normally "like this".

I should be happy and all that, feeling like i got lucky or something. but i have a very bad taste about it in my mouth.
like, its their body and their choice. but none of them comes across to me as a girl, that would send nudes or post them online normally at all. 
It feels like this is some kind of border they crossed because of pressure by social media. Like they get turned in some kind of thirst traps by it. All for the likes and instant gratification.

And they are not reflecting how many creeps like me saved them on their phone now.

Like i am not saying they should do porn instead or anything like it but that they put themselves out there "for nothing" and that it seems to be some kind of normality now, to do that feels very odd and wrong to me.

I realise i am a big part of the problem and i contemplate deleting them. 

Not sure if my point is understandable. It reads like i have some super old fashioned values or morals about womenbut ask for a pass for myself. Maybe thats the case but i am not sure.

dude i got my ex's younger sisters nudes totally by accident too. This fat indian kid at my high school was talking shit about how he got her nudes and nobody believed him, since he said he didn't want to show people cause its disrespectful or something. He decided to show me, so that I could vouch for him, and I fully convinced him to give me some bs but nah there were nudes. The background etc i knew for a fact was her room since i knew her older sister.

I hadn't even gotten nudes from my ex at that point and i brought it up at the next date we had while she was complaining that her younger sister was a thot. She broke up with me 2 weeks later.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on April 06, 2020, 12:09:03 PM

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Amapiano is the most important thing in my life. when people tell me they don't listen to Amapiano, or never heard of it before, i just have to shake my head. such a shame

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Had to google it, i read the first few lines and realised it probably sucks if you like it, kook.

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I am a fan of Kwaito, Gqom, and Amapiano. I am not ashamed. I’m a House head but these genres are pure South African and need to be supported by every South African. Let them shine! If you don’t like it shut up and move on, don’t say anything negative to try and slow down the growth of a proudly South African genre.

I'm not South African but have been following Gqom for the last three or four years. It's wicked music, especially heard in the right club.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on April 06, 2020, 05:58:16 PM

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Amapiano is the most important thing in my life. when people tell me they don't listen to Amapiano, or never heard of it before, i just have to shake my head. such a shame

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Had to google it, i read the first few lines and realised it probably sucks if you like it, kook.

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I am a fan of Kwaito, Gqom, and Amapiano. I am not ashamed. I’m a House head but these genres are pure South African and need to be supported by every South African. Let them shine! If you don’t like it shut up and move on, don’t say anything negative to try and slow down the growth of a proudly South African genre.

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I'm not South African but have been following Gqom for the last three or four years. It's wicked music, especially heard in the right club.

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Love to hear it. Amapiano is a bit more chill and less “in your face” than Gqom but it still shakes rooms and starts parties, hoping to see this genre become global in 2020

Do you have any reccomendations for artists/dj's/or mixes I should check out?

I love the entire spectrum of electronic music apart from EDM. I grew up on punk but got hooked on techno/jungle/dub-techno/grime and lots of ambient stuff.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on April 06, 2020, 11:45:46 PM

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Amapiano is the most important thing in my life. when people tell me they don't listen to Amapiano, or never heard of it before, i just have to shake my head. such a shame

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Had to google it, i read the first few lines and realised it probably sucks if you like it, kook.

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I am a fan of Kwaito, Gqom, and Amapiano. I am not ashamed. I’m a House head but these genres are pure South African and need to be supported by every South African. Let them shine! If you don’t like it shut up and move on, don’t say anything negative to try and slow down the growth of a proudly South African genre.

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I'm not South African but have been following Gqom for the last three or four years. It's wicked music, especially heard in the right club.

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Love to hear it. Amapiano is a bit more chill and less “in your face” than Gqom but it still shakes rooms and starts parties, hoping to see this genre become global in 2020

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Do you have any reccomendations for artists/dj's/or mixes I should check out?

I love the entire spectrum of electronic music apart from EDM. I grew up on punk but got hooked on techno/jungle/dub-techno/grime and lots of ambient stuff.

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I can definitely relate to growing up on punk and then getting into techno/house/ambient later on. with more mainstream edm stuff as a stepping stone/gateway drug to these genres, but i've gladly left that behind haha.

right now the indisputable leaders of amapiano are DJ Maphorisa and Kabza De Small who make up the group Scorpion Kings. amazing productions and dj sets, they are leaps and bounds above most other producers in the genre in my opinion. their songs "Emcimbini" and "Hello" get daily play in my house since I discovered them. just found this mix they dropped like a week ago

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v79In7ROglk

and of course i got to mention Thebelebe - Jebson and "the whistle girl", which is the whole reason i discovered the genre in the first place

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hYZzADFVlAY

i think i will make a thread on African music in the music section so as to not spam up this thread too much

Nice! ..I love hearing all the different influences in this music. Thanks for sharing. An African music thread is definitely needed. The whole continent is such an untapped resource of creativity for a lot of people that don't dig for it.

I'm unsure how many people will care on a skate forum though. I'm mixed race and grew up with, and around African communities so i've always tried to have an open mind to new sounds and art.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on April 08, 2020, 04:24:55 AM

Quote from: skatefresh on April 05, 2020, 11:53:46 AM

Yeah. Trust me, this has been quite a learning experience. I feel like I should message just to clear the air, but at this point why extend the effort. She blocked my ig but left on fb oddly enough. The first two months were agonizing, but slowly I'm getting over it. I didn't get into the dating thing until my middle 20s so this shit is all new to me. For me I feel foreign women just have less of a bitch shield up. A lot of girls here grow up with princess syndrome. Not saying that it doesnt exist with girls of all cultures, but I think someone who grew up in a third world country with hardships is less spoiled and easier to just be open with.

Nah that last part makes sense, in general the less secluded people are the more they are aware of this world's realities; someone who takes the mere initiative of traveling somewhere and doesn't take the 'tourist' approach is bound to be less one-dimensional than someone who doesn't cultivate curiosity for anything outside their little selves at all.

I was late to dating too because I was in nothing but longtime relationships from my teenage years on till my mid-20's, so the idea of something more casual was new to me when it first popped up and in a way, I'm still learning how to care less and still cope. In my case I quickly realized I didn't care much for superficial relationships, at least where I live those would just be wastes of time and energy, hence why I won't be found on stuff like Tinder, I'm much more into meeting a person IRL and then choosing to initiate contact if I'm sensing good energy than investing my time into coin flips based on algorithms. But these days I'm over all the emotional chaos, so I just go wherever the wind takes me, meet people along the way without caring to label this or that action 'dating' and generally don't give a fuck.

Also the coincidences are getting a bit ridiculous but the next day after I posted those replies, 'my' ghost girl hit me up to chat, dodged me asking what's up and only went on to check what's up on some work project I'm on, then disappeared again. Like I was saying I've given up so it didn't really move me in anyway, but the anecdote only highlights how there is just no intelligible sense to the way a lot of people act, although to them their dimension feels valid, so emotionally it's better to remain detached from that noise, and maybe only then one can really appreciate it for what it is.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on April 08, 2020, 08:17:20 AM

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Yeah. Trust me, this has been quite a learning experience. I feel like I should message just to clear the air, but at this point why extend the effort. She blocked my ig but left on fb oddly enough. The first two months were agonizing, but slowly I'm getting over it. I didn't get into the dating thing until my middle 20s so this shit is all new to me. For me I feel foreign women just have less of a bitch shield up. A lot of girls here grow up with princess syndrome. Not saying that it doesnt exist with girls of all cultures, but I think someone who grew up in a third world country with hardships is less spoiled and easier to just be open with.

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Nah that last part makes sense, in general the less secluded people are the more they are aware of this world's realities; someone who takes the mere initiative of traveling somewhere and doesn't take the 'tourist' approach is bound to be less one-dimensional than someone who doesn't cultivate curiosity for anything outside their little selves at all.

I was late to dating too because I was in nothing but longtime relationships from my teenage years on till my mid-20's, so the idea of something more casual was new to me when it first popped up and in a way, I'm still learning how to care less and still cope. In my case I quickly realized I didn't care much for superficial relationships, at least where I live those would just be wastes of time and energy, hence why I won't be found on stuff like Tinder, I'm much more into meeting a person IRL and then choosing to initiate contact if I'm sensing good energy than investing my time into coin flips based on algorithms. But these days I'm over all the emotional chaos, so I just go wherever the wind takes me, meet people along the way without caring to label this or that action 'dating' and generally don't give a fuck.

Also the coincidences are getting a bit ridiculous but the next day after I posted those replies, 'my' ghost girl hit me up to chat, dodged me asking what's up and only went on to check what's up on some work project I'm on, then disappeared again. Like I was saying I've given up so it didn't really move me in anyway, but the anecdote only highlights how there is just no intelligible sense to the way a lot of people act, although to them their dimension feels valid, so emotionally it's better to remain detached from that noise, and maybe only then one can really appreciate it for what it is.

I just get better results with them. American girls seem to give off this "entertain me vibe" and don't reciprocate anything in my limited experience with them. But anyway, I actually met this past girl off tinder and lol that's really the only person I've dated off of there. Tinder overseas is much better. I was getting a ton of matches in Thailand and Laos. Social media here strokes girls egos since you have so many desperate guys white knighting any 5/10 girl. I actually met a decently cool seeming chick from Brazil on tinder who like the girl I was previously seeing is an au pair.. Notice the trend. I think your chick was just gauging your interest by messaging you. She is likely just trying to see if you are still hung up on her and you gave her the response she was looking for to validate her ego.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on April 09, 2020, 04:10:16 PM

Quote from: skatefresh on April 08, 2020, 08:17:20 AM

I just get better results with them. American girls seem to give off this "entertain me vibe" and don't reciprocate anything in my limited experience with them. But anyway, I actually met this past girl off tinder and lol that's really the only person I've dated off of there. Tinder overseas is much better. I was getting a ton of matches in Thailand and Laos. Social media here strokes girls egos since you have so many desperate guys white knighting any 5/10 girl. I actually met a decently cool seeming chick from Brazil on tinder who like the girl I was previously seeing is an au pair.. Notice the trend. I think your chick was just gauging your interest by messaging you. She is likely just trying to see if you are still hung up on her and you gave her the response she was looking for to validate her ego.

Yeah I get the 'entertain me' vibe, I'm saying every country has people like that who instinctively follow their local social norms and stereotypes and then the occasional exceptions who are comfortable enough to break out of their comfort zone, by traveling or just being open to encounters even, to be honest dating someone from a financially poorer country makes me feel a bit weird sometimes when I can tell there are too obvious expectations, it can be an awkward position to be in that you never really asked for if you just sincerely like the person, but I guess that's just part of the world's realities naturally affecting people and their choices and behaviors, people will go where their idea of success is regardless of how valid.

About 'my chick', yeah I could choose to read it like this but then again that's a pretty sick thing to do per se, basically silently torturing somebody for months only to then check in on how alive they still are and then if they maybe have any food left to borrow, defense mechanisms are a thing and I can totally respect them but can you imagine how internally confused a person has to be to start acting in ways that are essentially contradictory. That's exactly why I think it's sometimes healthier (for both parties) to let things cool down for a great, great while sometimes no matter how just warm they insist on feeling in the moment, even if the appetite is real.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on April 09, 2020, 06:47:20 PM

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Yeah. Trust me, this has been quite a learning experience. I feel like I should message just to clear the air, but at this point why extend the effort. She blocked my ig but left on fb oddly enough. The first two months were agonizing, but slowly I'm getting over it. I didn't get into the dating thing until my middle 20s so this shit is all new to me. For me I feel foreign women just have less of a bitch shield up. A lot of girls here grow up with princess syndrome. Not saying that it doesnt exist with girls of all cultures, but I think someone who grew up in a third world country with hardships is less spoiled and easier to just be open with.

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Nah that last part makes sense, in general the less secluded people are the more they are aware of this world's realities; someone who takes the mere initiative of traveling somewhere and doesn't take the 'tourist' approach is bound to be less one-dimensional than someone who doesn't cultivate curiosity for anything outside their little selves at all.

I was late to dating too because I was in nothing but longtime relationships from my teenage years on till my mid-20's, so the idea of something more casual was new to me when it first popped up and in a way, I'm still learning how to care less and still cope. In my case I quickly realized I didn't care much for superficial relationships, at least where I live those would just be wastes of time and energy, hence why I won't be found on stuff like Tinder, I'm much more into meeting a person IRL and then choosing to initiate contact if I'm sensing good energy than investing my time into coin flips based on algorithms. But these days I'm over all the emotional chaos, so I just go wherever the wind takes me, meet people along the way without caring to label this or that action 'dating' and generally don't give a fuck.

Also the coincidences are getting a bit ridiculous but the next day after I posted those replies, 'my' ghost girl hit me up to chat, dodged me asking what's up and only went on to check what's up on some work project I'm on, then disappeared again. Like I was saying I've given up so it didn't really move me in anyway, but the anecdote only highlights how there is just no intelligible sense to the way a lot of people act, although to them their dimension feels valid, so emotionally it's better to remain detached from that noise, and maybe only then one can really appreciate it for what it is.

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Tinder overseas is much better. I was getting a ton of matches in Thailand and Laos.

With tourists or locals?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on April 09, 2020, 07:23:53 PM

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I just get better results with them. American girls seem to give off this "entertain me vibe" and don't reciprocate anything in my limited experience with them. But anyway, I actually met this past girl off tinder and lol that's really the only person I've dated off of there. Tinder overseas is much better. I was getting a ton of matches in Thailand and Laos. Social media here strokes girls egos since you have so many desperate guys white knighting any 5/10 girl. I actually met a decently cool seeming chick from Brazil on tinder who like the girl I was previously seeing is an au pair.. Notice the trend. I think your chick was just gauging your interest by messaging you. She is likely just trying to see if you are still hung up on her and you gave her the response she was looking for to validate her ego.

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Yeah I get the 'entertain me' vibe, I'm saying every country has people like that who instinctively follow their local social norms and stereotypes and then the occasional exceptions who are comfortable enough to break out of their comfort zone, by traveling or just being open to encounters even, to be honest dating someone from a financially poorer country makes me feel a bit weird sometimes when I can tell there are too obvious expectations, it can be an awkward position to be in that you never really asked for if you just sincerely like the person, but I guess that's just part of the world's realities naturally affecting people and their choices and behaviors, people will go where their idea of success is regardless of how valid.

About 'my chick', yeah I could choose to read it like this but then again that's a pretty sick thing to do per se, basically silently torturing somebody for months only to then check in on how alive they still are and then if they maybe have any food left to borrow, defense mechanisms are a thing and I can totally respect them but can you imagine how internally confused a person has to be to start acting in ways that are essentially contradictory. That's exactly why I think it's sometimes healthier (for both parties) to let things cool down for a great, great while sometimes no matter how just warm they insist on feeling in the moment, even if the appetite is real.

Thanks for all the advice and stuff. Yeah I don't even tey and understand the person's motives anymore. It will just drive you insane if you let it it stew.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: skatefresh on April 09, 2020, 07:26:52 PM

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Yeah. Trust me, this has been quite a learning experience. I feel like I should message just to clear the air, but at this point why extend the effort. She blocked my ig but left on fb oddly enough. The first two months were agonizing, but slowly I'm getting over it. I didn't get into the dating thing until my middle 20s so this shit is all new to me. For me I feel foreign women just have less of a bitch shield up. A lot of girls here grow up with princess syndrome. Not saying that it doesnt exist with girls of all cultures, but I think someone who grew up in a third world country with hardships is less spoiled and easier to just be open with.

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Nah that last part makes sense, in general the less secluded people are the more they are aware of this world's realities; someone who takes the mere initiative of traveling somewhere and doesn't take the 'tourist' approach is bound to be less one-dimensional than someone who doesn't cultivate curiosity for anything outside their little selves at all.

I was late to dating too because I was in nothing but longtime relationships from my teenage years on till my mid-20's, so the idea of something more casual was new to me when it first popped up and in a way, I'm still learning how to care less and still cope. In my case I quickly realized I didn't care much for superficial relationships, at least where I live those would just be wastes of time and energy, hence why I won't be found on stuff like Tinder, I'm much more into meeting a person IRL and then choosing to initiate contact if I'm sensing good energy than investing my time into coin flips based on algorithms. But these days I'm over all the emotional chaos, so I just go wherever the wind takes me, meet people along the way without caring to label this or that action 'dating' and generally don't give a fuck.

Also the coincidences are getting a bit ridiculous but the next day after I posted those replies, 'my' ghost girl hit me up to chat, dodged me asking what's up and only went on to check what's up on some work project I'm on, then disappeared again. Like I was saying I've given up so it didn't really move me in anyway, but the anecdote only highlights how there is just no intelligible sense to the way a lot of people act, although to them their dimension feels valid, so emotionally it's better to remain detached from that noise, and maybe only then one can really appreciate it for what it is.

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Tinder overseas is much better. I was getting a ton of matches in Thailand and Laos.

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With tourists or locals?

Honestly, both. You have the locals who want to meet a foreigner. In Thailand and Laos every swipe was a match. You also have a lot of call girls on there too to watch out for. Tourists are easier there too since there is a shortage of other people from the same place, so the pickings are slim for a girl visiting there trying to meet/hookup with a non local.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on April 09, 2020, 09:17:46 PM

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Yeah. Trust me, this has been quite a learning experience. I feel like I should message just to clear the air, but at this point why extend the effort. She blocked my ig but left on fb oddly enough. The first two months were agonizing, but slowly I'm getting over it. I didn't get into the dating thing until my middle 20s so this shit is all new to me. For me I feel foreign women just have less of a bitch shield up. A lot of girls here grow up with princess syndrome. Not saying that it doesnt exist with girls of all cultures, but I think someone who grew up in a third world country with hardships is less spoiled and easier to just be open with.

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Nah that last part makes sense, in general the less secluded people are the more they are aware of this world's realities; someone who takes the mere initiative of traveling somewhere and doesn't take the 'tourist' approach is bound to be less one-dimensional than someone who doesn't cultivate curiosity for anything outside their little selves at all.

I was late to dating too because I was in nothing but longtime relationships from my teenage years on till my mid-20's, so the idea of something more casual was new to me when it first popped up and in a way, I'm still learning how to care less and still cope. In my case I quickly realized I didn't care much for superficial relationships, at least where I live those would just be wastes of time and energy, hence why I won't be found on stuff like Tinder, I'm much more into meeting a person IRL and then choosing to initiate contact if I'm sensing good energy than investing my time into coin flips based on algorithms. But these days I'm over all the emotional chaos, so I just go wherever the wind takes me, meet people along the way without caring to label this or that action 'dating' and generally don't give a fuck.

Also the coincidences are getting a bit ridiculous but the next day after I posted those replies, 'my' ghost girl hit me up to chat, dodged me asking what's up and only went on to check what's up on some work project I'm on, then disappeared again. Like I was saying I've given up so it didn't really move me in anyway, but the anecdote only highlights how there is just no intelligible sense to the way a lot of people act, although to them their dimension feels valid, so emotionally it's better to remain detached from that noise, and maybe only then one can really appreciate it for what it is.

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Tinder overseas is much better. I was getting a ton of matches in Thailand and Laos.

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With tourists or locals?

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Honestly, both. You have the locals who want to meet a foreigner. In Thailand and Laos every swipe was a match. You also have a lot of call girls on there too to watch out for. Tourists are easier there too since there is a shortage of other people from the same place, so the pickings are slim for a girl visiting there trying to meet/hookup with a non local.

Yeah i'm half south east asian. Just be weary of getting hustled by the locals.

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Yeah. Trust me, this has been quite a learning experience. I feel like I should message just to clear the air, but at this point why extend the effort. She blocked my ig but left on fb oddly enough. The first two months were agonizing, but slowly I'm getting over it. I didn't get into the dating thing until my middle 20s so this shit is all new to me. For me I feel foreign women just have less of a bitch shield up. A lot of girls here grow up with princess syndrome. Not saying that it doesnt exist with girls of all cultures, but I think someone who grew up in a third world country with hardships is less spoiled and easier to just be open with.

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Nah that last part makes sense, in general the less secluded people are the more they are aware of this world's realities; someone who takes the mere initiative of traveling somewhere and doesn't take the 'tourist' approach is bound to be less one-dimensional than someone who doesn't cultivate curiosity for anything outside their little selves at all.

I was late to dating too because I was in nothing but longtime relationships from my teenage years on till my mid-20's, so the idea of something more casual was new to me when it first popped up and in a way, I'm still learning how to care less and still cope. In my case I quickly realized I didn't care much for superficial relationships, at least where I live those would just be wastes of time and energy, hence why I won't be found on stuff like Tinder, I'm much more into meeting a person IRL and then choosing to initiate contact if I'm sensing good energy than investing my time into coin flips based on algorithms. But these days I'm over all the emotional chaos, so I just go wherever the wind takes me, meet people along the way without caring to label this or that action 'dating' and generally don't give a fuck.

Also the coincidences are getting a bit ridiculous but the next day after I posted those replies, 'my' ghost girl hit me up to chat, dodged me asking what's up and only went on to check what's up on some work project I'm on, then disappeared again. Like I was saying I've given up so it didn't really move me in anyway, but the anecdote only highlights how there is just no intelligible sense to the way a lot of people act, although to them their dimension feels valid, so emotionally it's better to remain detached from that noise, and maybe only then one can really appreciate it for what it is.

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Tinder overseas is much better. I was getting a ton of matches in Thailand and Laos.

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With tourists or locals?

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Honestly, both. You have the locals who want to meet a foreigner. In Thailand and Laos every swipe was a match. You also have a lot of call girls on there too to watch out for. Tourists are easier there too since there is a shortage of other people from the same place, so the pickings are slim for a girl visiting there trying to meet/hookup with a non local.

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Yeah i'm half south east asian. Just be weary of getting hustled by the locals.

Of course. I was always weary. But a few I talked to seemed genuinely cool. The most annoying part was trying not to get ripped off by taxi drivers lol.

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Post by: Dr-Feelgood on April 11, 2020, 04:36:24 PM

im afraid of the future so i try to live and think in the now as much as possible but its hard somedays

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Post by: JudoOrigami on April 11, 2020, 09:21:41 PM

Quote from: Sila on April 06, 2020, 05:58:16 PM

Do you have any reccomendations for artists/dj's/or mixes I should check out?

I love the entire spectrum of electronic music apart from EDM. I grew up on punk but got hooked on techno/jungle/dub-techno/grime and lots of ambient stuff.

start with kraftwerk then listen to the music from megaman games then ur pretty much done imo

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Post by: JudoOrigami on April 12, 2020, 01:43:58 AM

I'm a wretched human being

edit: I'm a certified psychopath who might have schizophrenia and def have gender identity issues. They diagnosed me with hyper tension a couple weeks ago but I have no idea what that shit even means. I'm adjusting to new meds so that's why I'm posting so much. Mania is a hell of a drug

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Post by: skatefresh on April 12, 2020, 08:11:45 AM

The hairline is about done. In the past year my temples have receded an thinned and I've always kept it short but said fuck it and bic'd it the other day. The norwood reaper spares no one.

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Post by: JudoOrigami on April 12, 2020, 09:05:43 AM

Just rock some wigs

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Post by: iKobrakai on April 12, 2020, 10:04:55 AM

Dude. My right temple is really thin but everything else is fine. Don't relly know how to deal with it.

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Post by: JudoOrigami on April 12, 2020, 10:32:53 AM

Skrillex cut

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Post by: skatefresh on April 12, 2020, 10:37:27 AM

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Dude. My right temple is really thin but everything else is fine. Don't relly know how to deal with it.

I can still grow it but its whispy as hell in the forelock. I was rocking skin fades with a scissor cut and short buzzes but with it longer I got tired of looking at it every day. You can look up minoxidil and it might help thicken it but be weary of side effects.

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Dude. My right temple is really thin but everything else is fine. Don't relly know how to deal with it.

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I can still grow it but its whispy as hell in the forelock. I was rocking skin fades with a scissor cut and short buzzes but with it longer I got tired of looking at it every day. You can look up minoxidil and it might help thicken it but be weary of side effects.

Minoxodil side effects are pretty uncommon other than skin irritation, I use it and I break out from time to time but haven't experienced the other more scary sounding side effects. Apparently those are more likely if you're using too much at one time. I would say if you've thought about doing it, do it because the longer you wait the less hair you'll retain and get back. It's like $20 for a 3 month supply so you'll know if it's working and/or if you're over it by the end of your first box.

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Dude. My right temple is really thin but everything else is fine. Don't relly know how to deal with it.

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I can still grow it but its whispy as hell in the forelock. I was rocking skin fades with a scissor cut and short buzzes but with it longer I got tired of looking at it every day. You can look up minoxidil and it might help thicken it but be weary of side effects.

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Minoxodil side effects are pretty uncommon other than skin irritation, I use it and I break out from time to time but haven't experienced the other more scary sounding side effects. Apparently those are more likely if you're using too much at one time. I would say if you've thought about doing it, do it because the longer you wait the less hair you'll retain and get back. It's like $20 for a 3 month supply so you'll know if it's working and/or if you're over it by the end of your first box.

For me atleast,  I dont want a routine I have to keep up with daily. If you stop taking it the gains go away. In a way you are just prolonging the inevitable.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on April 12, 2020, 05:45:50 PM

I feel for you bald mothafucks. I would off myself if I went bald. My head shape is too fucked up. I hope you have round crowns and hella bitches.

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Post by: iKobrakai on April 12, 2020, 05:46:19 PM

Thanks, boys!

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Post by: theresnothinghere on April 13, 2020, 02:46:27 AM

Today was my first day working as an online sex worker. Got tipped $20 for dirty photos, pretty fun honestly.

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Post by: RENTSTRIKE on April 13, 2020, 09:47:06 AM

I did the webcam thing in college for a little while and never really told anyone about it, but think about going back to it often when I need cash. Working the skater angle helps sometimes -- good luck and get ready to see/hear some weird shit. 

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Post by: Kolostrum on April 14, 2020, 02:40:40 PM

^^Living the dream.

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Post by: rawr1922 on April 15, 2020, 06:32:00 PM

Unfortunately,  sad to say lost count how many sexual encounters with girls I really like completely ruined because of ghetto or lack of furniture.   
 
One time,  so poor  living in a Hawaii house by the beach. Night winds down so invite a co worker I really like  over. We chilling in my room, no bed or couch so no go that night =( 
 

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Post by: doublesteveburger on April 15, 2020, 07:04:29 PM

your confidence must be staggering to invite a girl over and think you’ll be getting laid with literally no furniture


you’re either a god or completely dense, either way this made me laugh so thank you

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Post by: os89 on April 15, 2020, 08:01:31 PM

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your confidence must be staggering to invite a girl over and think you’ll be getting laid with literally no furniture


you’re either a god or completely dense, either way this made me laugh so thank you

He must be like the guy in that Seinfeld episode who invites Elaine over then tries to start burning an old chair in the fireplace.

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Post by: iKobrakai on April 15, 2020, 09:55:22 PM

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He must be like the guy in that Seinfeld episode who invites Elaine over then tries to start burning an old chair in the fireplace.

You're telling me there is a Seinfeld episode I have not seen?

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Post by: Sila on April 16, 2020, 09:28:08 AM

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your confidence must be staggering to invite a girl over and think you’ll be getting laid with literally no furniture


you’re either a god or completely dense, either way this made me laugh so thank you

I've met some really great girls while i've been in undesirable situations and they didn't care too much about the lack of furniture I had. I did have a bed though.

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Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 16, 2020, 04:14:01 PM

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your confidence must be staggering to invite a girl over and think you’ll be getting laid with literally no furniture


you’re either a god or completely dense, either way this made me laugh so thank you

These guys used to live across the street from my friend and lived in a car. Needless to say, if you go it, you got it.

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Post by: tom on April 16, 2020, 09:20:37 PM

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Unfortunately,  sad to say lost count how many sexual encounters with girls I really like completely ruined because of ghetto or lack of furniture.   
 
One time,  so poor  living in a Hawaii house by the beach. Night winds down so invite a co worker I really like  over. We chilling in my room, no bed or couch so no go that night =(

When I was younger I used to have nothing more than a pile of clothes and a mattress on the ground in a room without a door. There was a bathroom next to my room and people would see me punching above my weight more times than I can count. Another time I had a room with just a couch and no bed and got a girl to drive 45 miles to and from for a quick hang and bang. Now that I’m almost 30, got out of the terrible lifestyle I was living, and have my shit together I can barely get a girl to text me back. That’s how it goes though

All in I’ve lost 35 of the 75 pounds I’ve put on since breaking my ankle and being out of commission for a few years. I’ve hit a plateau in my weight loss but I ordered a bike. Since I won’t be back to work until at least mid July at the earliest I have time to ride my bike on the now safe to ride city streets. I’m hoping that will help push start my second wave of weight loss

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Dude. My right temple is really thin but everything else is fine. Don't relly know how to deal with it.

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I can still grow it but its whispy as hell in the forelock. I was rocking skin fades with a scissor cut and short buzzes but with it longer I got tired of looking at it every day. You can look up minoxidil and it might help thicken it but be weary of side effects.

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Minoxodil side effects are pretty uncommon other than skin irritation, I use it and I break out from time to time but haven't experienced the other more scary sounding side effects. Apparently those are more likely if you're using too much at one time. I would say if you've thought about doing it, do it because the longer you wait the less hair you'll retain and get back. It's like $20 for a 3 month supply so you'll know if it's working and/or if you're over it by the end of your first box.

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For me atleast,  I dont want a routine I have to keep up with daily. If you stop taking it the gains go away. In a way you are just prolonging the inevitable.

Im thinking about trying rogaine to help with my thinning crown and receding hairline. I got approved for finasteride, but decided the potential side effects weren’t worth it. Post-finasteride syndrome has lead to some people not being able to get an erection for months or years after using it. That was too risky for me. I’d rather be bald and look like Mr Peanut than not be able to get it up

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Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on April 17, 2020, 07:32:18 AM

Mr Peanut died in Kobe Bryant’s helicopter how dare you

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Post by: weon on April 17, 2020, 07:58:15 PM

I must confess, I don’t like amapiano music...

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Post by: JudoOrigami on April 20, 2020, 04:55:24 AM

I dug out my childhood teddy bear and started sleeping with it again thanks to concernedbear or whatever that posters name is and i gotta say ive been sleeping like a damn baby

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Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 20, 2020, 12:35:04 PM

Trying to work from home and it’s not really working out. I get too easily distracted or start eating snacks

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Post by: Dr-Feelgood on April 20, 2020, 10:43:22 PM

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Trying to work from home and it’s not really working out. I get too easily distracted or start eating snacks

im turning into a little fat boy with all this time inside

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Post by: JudoOrigami on April 21, 2020, 01:00:53 AM

no idea how people get fat from snacking all you have to do is walk around the block like 3-5 times a day and skate a bit, maybe do some crunches if you are super vain

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Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 21, 2020, 07:39:02 AM

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im turning into a little fat boy with all this time inside

Brought out my pull up bar and did 3 in a row max. I’ve been sore for a few days. I’m gonna be in horrendous shape once we’re let out. 

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Post by: silhouette on April 21, 2020, 06:29:27 PM

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Trying to work from home and it’s not really working out. I get too easily distracted or start eating snacks

Gotta structure your schedule. I can usually only work my ass off for, say, two to three hours before I naturally start losing focus and feeling like doing other shit (which is when I usually end up on SLAP like I'm doing now, actually). Figure out the patterns in your attention span and allow yourself to catch the corresponding, comfortable breaks when needed until you feel like switching back to work again. Use those breaks to take care of yourself e.g.. make yourself a meal, coffee, do shit around the house, play music, just get your head out of the zone and eventually you'll be able to dive back into it. Couldn't see myself working just one task for, say, ten hours in a row at home with all the options laying around which I reckon is natural, so just embrace it and you'll only be more productive during the time actually spent working because then your brain will no longer feel as cluttered with thoughts of distractions (since it's being given its share of them, just on a self-imposed schedule). Kind of like how sleeping 'resets' you, just on a smaller scale with no actual sleep (or with sleep if you want/need for all I know, just make sure to stay reasonable with the breaks).

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Post by: Dr-Feelgood on April 21, 2020, 09:54:40 PM

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im turning into a little fat boy with all this time inside

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Brought out my pull up bar and did 3 in a row max. I’ve been sore for a few days. I’m gonna be in horrendous shape once we’re let out.

feel you bro, im making an effort not to fill my cupboards with snacks cause i know ill keep going back there, gonna try and work out a bit more, it would be nice to come out of this in better shape

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dr. radishh on April 23, 2020, 08:56:35 PM

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imagine dragons dude

i went on a couple dates with a girl i got to know through an internship. was pretty clear things weren’t going to work out from the get go, but she was nice enough so i figured i’d give it a shot.

on our last date, she dropped me off outside my house in the early afternoon...might have even been before noon. i lived with 6 other college friends who were drunk most of the time. on this particular day, they were all on the porch, daydrunk, silently watching this girl drop me off. the girl didn’t think it was funny that my friends were drinking at this hour. fair enough.

anyway we were playing this game before she dropped me off, like “name your top 3 ____”. it was her turn to answer “name your top 3 favorite bands” as we pulled up. she named imagine dragons immediately, then spaced out trying to think of any other band. after what felt like an hour, she said something like “yeah, that’s it, probably just imagine dragons.”

we said our goodbyes and i did my quick walk of shame up to the porch. everyone asked how my date went. only thing i mentioned was the top 3 bands conversation. the porch erupted with laughter while this girl was still in front of the house, presumably texting or fucking with a gps or whatever. she didn’t seem amused.

i ended things later that day. “my top 3 favorite bands are imagine dragons” is now a running joke amongst my friends. can’t hear or hear of that band without remembering that incident. good thing they suck

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Post by: iKobrakai on April 24, 2020, 05:27:59 AM

Things we have to do to slay some pussy bro...

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Post by: doublesteveburger on April 24, 2020, 04:03:01 PM

once stopped talking to a girl cause her favorite band was twenty one pilots

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Post by: Dr-Feelgood on April 24, 2020, 04:42:40 PM

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once stopped talking to a girl cause her favorite band was twenty one pilots

you did the right thing

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Post by: dr. radishh on April 24, 2020, 06:08:34 PM

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once stopped talking to a girl cause her favorite band was twenty one pilots

been there too. she had a twenty one pilots tattoo  :)

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Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 24, 2020, 07:48:04 PM

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been there too. she had a twenty one pilots tattoo  :)

People that like shitty music are a turn off

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Post by: rawr1922 on April 24, 2020, 08:12:11 PM

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Things we have to do to slay some pussy bro...

 Trying to make it happen with a classmate. We studied couple times during quarantine. Once at my pad then once at hers.  Unfortunately we just go our separate ways afterwords. Not sure if anatomy class just burns her out or if she's just using me for my brain. Made plans to go hiking after last study sesh then planned in my head to get Italian food leading to making magic happen. She left abruptly after we cheated on test together. So after that , said forget this not gonna make an effort anymore. Pretty bummed out.  Shes called me twice since that day & been flirty. What I'm trying to say is I don't have any game anymore &  don't have the mental energy to play these games anymore.     

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Post by: dr. radishh on April 24, 2020, 10:53:01 PM

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 Trying to make it happen with a classmate. We studied couple times during quarantine. Once at my pad then once at hers.  Unfortunately we just go our separate ways afterwords. Not sure if anatomy class just burns her out or if she's just using me for my brain. Made plans to go hiking after last study sesh then planned in my head to get Italian food leading to making magic happen. She left abruptly after we cheated on test together. So after that , said forget this not gonna make an effort anymore. Pretty bummed out.  Shes called me twice since that day & been flirty. What I'm trying to say is I don't have any game anymore &  don't have the mental energy to play these games anymore.     

i mean, she called you twice. sounds like your game is alright dude.

be honest with her next time you talk. propose doing whatever it is that you actually want to do. worst case scenario: she’s not into it and you don’t hafta play no mo games.

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been there too. she had a twenty one pilots tattoo  :)

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People that like shitty music STUFF are a turn off

I once stopped talking to a girl after she told me her favorite car ever was a PT Cruiser.

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Post by: mynameisnotjeff on April 25, 2020, 09:55:45 AM

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been there too. she had a twenty one pilots tattoo  :)

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People that like shitty music STUFF are a turn off

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I once stopped talking to a girl after she told me her favorite car ever was a PT Cruiser.

 Good choice

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CHONGO on April 27, 2020, 08:16:44 AM

Quote from: Dr-Feelgood on April 11, 2020, 04:36:24 PM

im afraid of the future so i try to live and think in the now as much as possible but its hard somedays

me everyday.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CHONGO on April 27, 2020, 08:18:10 AM

Going through a divorce at age 22. I am 23 now. Has pretty much fucked up dating life for good. I don't ever want to get married again. I have weird trust issues now. Shit sucks

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Post by: Complements4U on April 27, 2020, 11:42:38 AM

I know that feeling; sitting on a sunbeam

I would be going so fast

Time is standing still, I could stop and hug the past
Id shake hands with the future, to prepare,
Id take a breath.
Let him know that I am sure to try my best with every test.
But every time I try, my meetings go unattended
The futures always busy, the past, overworked, overextended.
I always sit alone, crying, throwing stones.
How come they always seem to leave me on my own?

Because the future is a sunrise, the past her sunset. They will never answer and they dont care about my tests. The only way for us to meet, to compose, to catch a glimpse.
Is to stand in the sunshine every day.

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Trying to work from home and it’s not really working out. I get too easily distracted or start eating snacks

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Gotta structure your schedule. I can usually only work my ass off for, say, two to three hours before I naturally start losing focus and feeling like doing other shit (which is when I usually end up on SLAP like I'm doing now, actually). Figure out the patterns in your attention span and allow yourself to catch the corresponding, comfortable breaks when needed until you feel like switching back to work again. Use those breaks to take care of yourself e.g.. make yourself a meal, coffee, do shit around the house, play music, just get your head out of the zone and eventually you'll be able to dive back into it. Couldn't see myself working just one task for, say, ten hours in a row at home with all the options laying around which I reckon is natural, so just embrace it and you'll only be more productive during the time actually spent working because then your brain will no longer feel as cluttered with thoughts of distractions (since it's being given its share of them, just on a self-imposed schedule). Kind of like how sleeping 'resets' you, just on a smaller scale with no actual sleep (or with sleep if you want/need for all I know, just make sure to stay reasonable with the breaks).

I've been working from home since 2011.

Sticking to a structured schedule really helps me. I start work, take breaks, and end work at the same times each day. Ending work on time is most important as it's super easy to continue working all night since I'm self-employed, but I'm absolutely burnt the next day if I do that.

Creating a separate work space is also helpful. When I started, this was just half of the kitchen table in my studio apartment. Now, I'm lucky enough to have a small separate bedroom that I use only as an office. A separate set aside space (even just the same chair at the kitchen table) that's only used for working really helps me get into work mode and also helps me get out of work mode since I'm never in that space while not working. If you can swing it, a separate work only computer has also really helped me stay productive. I use my desktop for work only and do all my other online stuff on my phone or tablet.

I use the pomodoro technique for my type of work. I work for 25 minutes and then take a 5 minute break. I do this four times (2 hours total) and then take a longer break. I think most people take a 15 to 30 minute longer break but I take a full hour longer break. I do three sets of four (so 6 work hours total) with an hour break between each set of four each day. I use one hour break for lunch/reading/zoning out and the other one hour break for walking the dog/exercise/a little skating in the driveway. It might not work for everyone or all types of work but it's way easier for me to focus for just 25 minutes knowing I'll get a short break after than trying to focus for a full hour or two. I even have a little kitchen timer I use to keep myself honest.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: theresnothinghere on April 27, 2020, 08:35:04 PM

Quote from: Parker on April 27, 2020, 08:18:10 AM

Going through a divorce at age 22. I am 23 now. Has pretty much fucked up dating life for good. I don't ever want to get married again. I have weird trust issues now. Shit sucks

Got divorced a few months ago. We were separated for 3 years but just went through. I was 18 when I got married, 23 now. Honestly, no one even cares nowadays. Sometimes I'll refer to him as my ex husband as a shock factor type of thing and it's mostly just funny. Shit happens. I hope your heart isn't too achey about it, that shit definitely hurts but no one will see you any differently. Unless you're like, mormon, those fools are wild.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jagr on April 27, 2020, 08:38:27 PM

Quote from: Parker on April 27, 2020, 08:18:10 AM

Going through a divorce at age 22. I am 23 now. Has pretty much fucked up dating life for good. I don't ever want to get married again. I have weird trust issues now. Shit sucks

Sorry to hear this brother. Weren't you living in Hawaii for a minute?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bata on April 28, 2020, 02:49:56 AM

22 is way too early to get married. You have your whole life ahead of you.

Hardest years for me were 23-25 cuz you feel so old but at 30 now I still feel like I did when I was 15, mid 20s just suck if you aren't hardset on your path.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on April 28, 2020, 07:16:45 AM

this is more thinking out loud and posting it somewhere to get it off my chest than needing to talk about it.

think i have a weird mild phobia of hair? i'm kinda grossed out by long hair on dudes, unless it's straight and looks really-well taken care of, though even that's not guaranteed. don't really have that problem with women unless it's frizzy, and that's maybe because of the expectations of taking care of hair when one's a woman. if a guy is perfect in all ways, but has long hair, he is bad and making poor life decisions.

i remember being attracted to razor ramon, but i think this started years later since my dad got 3 weenie-chow mixes plus the collie he already had, and there was just so much hair everywhere. it was gross by pretty much anyone's standards. can't stand pet hair on my clothes, and just the thought of hair not being neat and controlled is yucky.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CHONGO on April 28, 2020, 12:18:50 PM

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Going through a divorce at age 22. I am 23 now. Has pretty much fucked up dating life for good. I don't ever want to get married again. I have weird trust issues now. Shit sucks

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Got divorced a few months ago. We were separated for 3 years but just went through. I was 18 when I got married, 23 now. Honestly, no one even cares nowadays. Sometimes I'll refer to him as my ex husband as a shock factor type of thing and it's mostly just funny. Shit happens. I hope your heart isn't too achey about it, that shit definitely hurts but no one will see you any differently. Unless you're like, mormon, those fools are wild.

Yea I was 19 or so. Haha no don't worry I am not mormon hahah. But thank you I appreciate the kind words. Life has gotten way better

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CHONGO on April 28, 2020, 12:20:06 PM

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Sorry to hear this brother. Weren't you living in Hawaii for a minute?

No worries, I appreciate brotha. I was living on Oahu for about 3 years. Definitely some of the best times of my (23) year old life. Learned a lot and surfed and skated a bunch. Meet a ton of awesome people.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jagr on April 28, 2020, 01:04:52 PM

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Sorry to hear this brother. Weren't you living in Hawaii for a minute?

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No worries, I appreciate brotha. I was living on Oahu for about 3 years. Definitely some of the best times of my (23) year old life. Learned a lot and surfed and skated a bunch. Meet a ton of awesome people.

Is she still living out that way or back in the area wherever you're living now?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CHONGO on April 28, 2020, 04:52:30 PM

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Going through a divorce at age 22. I am 23 now. Has pretty much fucked up dating life for good. I don't ever want to get married again. I have weird trust issues now. Shit sucks

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Sorry to hear this brother. Weren't you living in Hawaii for a minute?

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No worries, I appreciate brotha. I was living on Oahu for about 3 years. Definitely some of the best times of my (23) year old life. Learned a lot and surfed and skated a bunch. Meet a ton of awesome people.

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Is she still living out that way or back in the area wherever you're living now?

its crazy. We ended up moving back to Washington state. She was stationed in Hawaii (navy) and we planned on buying a house someplace. Anyway I wanted to move to a certain place and she said yes, changed her mind. Divorced me over the phone while she was in fucking japan or some shit. And then I moved from my parents house in Enumclaw to Bellingham. And then she ended up moving to Bellingham also?? Have not seen her since last May? Have not talked to her ( don't plan on it) since last June-ish. I really hope I never ever run into her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on April 28, 2020, 05:33:09 PM

i like bread heels

i eat all them shits






all of em

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on April 28, 2020, 09:29:52 PM

Quote from: smellsdead on April 28, 2020, 05:33:09 PM

i like bread heels

i eat all them shits






all of em

PB on one side of the heel of a loaf of bread is my favorite running-out-the-door-late-for-work breakfast

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on April 28, 2020, 11:07:25 PM

 Spent all day in the sun yesterday , never been so happy to get sunburned. Like a dummy... keep texting that classmate. Bamboozled again:

"I could have gone over there and taken the test with you, put some aloe vera on your skin." 

 'That sounds nice'

" You should, it would help your skin" 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: munchbox on April 29, 2020, 11:39:56 PM

tried coke for the first time two days ago and i still cant get over how shitty the whole experience was. even spectating wont ever be the same

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bata on April 30, 2020, 04:51:41 AM

Havent used a cellphone for anything other than taking photos in like 3 years

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jagr on April 30, 2020, 02:46:20 PM

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Sorry to hear this brother. Weren't you living in Hawaii for a minute?

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No worries, I appreciate brotha. I was living on Oahu for about 3 years. Definitely some of the best times of my (23) year old life. Learned a lot and surfed and skated a bunch. Meet a ton of awesome people.

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Is she still living out that way or back in the area wherever you're living now?

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its crazy. We ended up moving back to Washington state. She was stationed in Hawaii (navy) and we planned on buying a house someplace. Anyway I wanted to move to a certain place and she said yes, changed her mind. Divorced me over the phone while she was in fucking japan or some shit. And then I moved from my parents house in Enumclaw to Bellingham. And then she ended up moving to Bellingham also?? Have not seen her since last May? Have not talked to her ( don't plan on it) since last June-ish. I really hope I never ever run into her.

Damn, that's bonkers. You are both living in Bellingham now? Hope you don't run into each other. Good luck with everything.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CHONGO on April 30, 2020, 06:29:12 PM

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Sorry to hear this brother. Weren't you living in Hawaii for a minute?

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No worries, I appreciate brotha. I was living on Oahu for about 3 years. Definitely some of the best times of my (23) year old life. Learned a lot and surfed and skated a bunch. Meet a ton of awesome people.

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Is she still living out that way or back in the area wherever you're living now?

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its crazy. We ended up moving back to Washington state. She was stationed in Hawaii (navy) and we planned on buying a house someplace. Anyway I wanted to move to a certain place and she said yes, changed her mind. Divorced me over the phone while she was in fucking japan or some shit. And then I moved from my parents house in Enumclaw to Bellingham. And then she ended up moving to Bellingham also?? Have not seen her since last May? Have not talked to her ( don't plan on it) since last June-ish. I really hope I never ever run into her.

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Damn, that's bonkers. You are both living in Bellingham now? Hope you don't run into each other. Good luck with everything.

yea dude. Strange time in my life haha. Last thing I heard from her was she was living in Bellingham also. Have not seen or reached out. Don't ever plan on reaching out. And thank you brotha I appreciate it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on May 01, 2020, 07:51:02 AM

The only 1” Allen bolts I can find where I live are all shake junt brand and I’m thinking of buying them because because I don’t have any other options ....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS ERA on May 01, 2020, 02:20:07 PM

Quote from: off on April 29, 2020, 11:39:56 PM

tried coke for the first time two days ago and i still cant get over how shitty the whole experience was. even spectating wont ever be the same

Worst drug. Really not even fun.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS ERA on May 01, 2020, 02:26:57 PM

If you saw my earlier posts in this thread you know I struggle with monogamy (read: am a scumbag cheater sometimes).

I know I did this to myself but yo this coworker I smashed at our work xmas party (ok a couple times after that too) is the devil I tell you.

I’m in NYC and taking social distancing pretty seriously so obviously side chicks are cut off for the foreseeable future. Imagine if I got myself and my actual girl sick because I’m out fucking around? Nah I’m not that much of a scumbag.

We’re both going into work full time tho, masks and gloves and all that.

Holiday party girl apparently doesn’t give a fuck about a pandemic and keeps trying to fuck me. In normal times we don’t work together much but we’re the few skeleton crew who didn’t get laid off so we’re working together every day now.

She knows I have a girl and where I stand currently but stays sending me nudes and asking me why I’m being scared.

This ho told me keep the mask on and she’ll suck my dick. What is wrong with this woman? How many other dudes is she fuckin all carefree during a pandemic? Man hell no not happening, but she is truly not making it easy. I think trying to get me to break is a fun game for her. Got me trying to dodge her at the end of the day like this guy
(https://media.giphy.com/media/3oKIPiUIggBnessFFe/giphy.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on May 01, 2020, 04:25:36 PM

Maybe it’s time to suit up?

(https://video--images-vice-com.cdn.ampproject.org/ii/w680/s/video-images.vice.com/test-uploads/articles/5e5fac907e52a0009c781897/lede/1583328573915-coronavirusporn.jpeg?crop=1xw:0.7736xh;0xw,0.0571xh)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on May 01, 2020, 05:45:18 PM

I’ve legit been on SLAP the last ten minutes not paying attention to my girlfriend as she’s been complaining about work. I think I’m running out of filler stock transition questions to keep this going.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: munchbox on May 01, 2020, 06:01:44 PM

Quote from: VHS ERA on May 01, 2020, 02:26:57 PM

If you saw my earlier posts in this thread you know I struggle with monogamy (read: am a scumbag cheater sometimes).

I know I did this to myself but yo this coworker I smashed at our work xmas party (ok a couple times after that too) is the devil I tell you.

I’m in NYC and taking social distancing pretty seriously so obviously side chicks are cut off for the foreseeable future. Imagine if I got myself and my actual girl sick because I’m out fucking around? Nah I’m not that much of a scumbag.

We’re both going into work full time tho, masks and gloves and all that.

Holiday party girl apparently doesn’t give a fuck about a pandemic and keeps trying to fuck me. In normal times we don’t work together much but we’re the few skeleton crew who didn’t get laid off so we’re working together every day now.

She knows I have a girl and where I stand currently but stays sending me nudes and asking me why I’m being scared.

This ho told me keep the mask on and she’ll suck my dick. What is wrong with this woman? How many other dudes is she fuckin all carefree during a pandemic? Man hell no not happening, but she is truly not making it easy. I think trying to get me to break is a fun game for her. Got me trying to dodge her at the end of the day like this guy
(https://media.giphy.com/media/3oKIPiUIggBnessFFe/giphy.gif)

monogamy is trash and im not built for it either. ive been in similar situations like that and i cant wait for the right opportunity to propose an open relationship to my current girlfriend. life is too short to just be with one person imo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS ERA on May 01, 2020, 07:06:38 PM

Quote from: off on May 01, 2020, 06:01:44 PM

Quote from: VHS ERA on May 01, 2020, 02:26:57 PM

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If you saw my earlier posts in this thread you know I struggle with monogamy (read: am a scumbag cheater sometimes).

I know I did this to myself but yo this coworker I smashed at our work xmas party (ok a couple times after that too) is the devil I tell you.

I’m in NYC and taking social distancing pretty seriously so obviously side chicks are cut off for the foreseeable future. Imagine if I got myself and my actual girl sick because I’m out fucking around? Nah I’m not that much of a scumbag.

We’re both going into work full time tho, masks and gloves and all that.

Holiday party girl apparently doesn’t give a fuck about a pandemic and keeps trying to fuck me. In normal times we don’t work together much but we’re the few skeleton crew who didn’t get laid off so we’re working together every day now.

She knows I have a girl and where I stand currently but stays sending me nudes and asking me why I’m being scared.

This ho told me keep the mask on and she’ll suck my dick. What is wrong with this woman? How many other dudes is she fuckin all carefree during a pandemic? Man hell no not happening, but she is truly not making it easy. I think trying to get me to break is a fun game for her. Got me trying to dodge her at the end of the day like this guy
(https://media.giphy.com/media/3oKIPiUIggBnessFFe/giphy.gif)

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monogamy is trash and im not built for it either. ive been in similar situations like that and i cant wait for the right opportunity to propose an open relationship to my current girlfriend. life is too short to just be with one person imo

I definitely said something like this in this thread.

Quote from: GardenSkater77 on May 01, 2020, 04:25:36 PM

Maybe it’s time to suit up?
(https://video--images-vice-com.cdn.ampproject.org/ii/w680/s/video-images.vice.com/test-uploads/articles/5e5fac907e52a0009c781897/lede/1583328573915-coronavirusporn.jpeg?crop=1xw:0.7736xh;0xw,0.0571xh)

Turbo ho update:
(https://i.ibb.co/X7CZQzr/DB933-CBF-EDA3-4073-BB0-E-B8-F8113-B4785.jpg) (https://ibb.co/6HWRM47)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: theresnothinghere on May 01, 2020, 11:47:51 PM

Quote from: VHS ERA on May 01, 2020, 02:26:57 PM

If you saw my earlier posts in this thread you know I struggle with monogamy (read: am a scumbag cheater sometimes).

I know I did this to myself but yo this coworker I smashed at our work xmas party (ok a couple times after that too) is the devil I tell you.

I’m in NYC and taking social distancing pretty seriously so obviously side chicks are cut off for the foreseeable future. Imagine if I got myself and my actual girl sick because I’m out fucking around? Nah I’m not that much of a scumbag.

We’re both going into work full time tho, masks and gloves and all that.

Holiday party girl apparently doesn’t give a fuck about a pandemic and keeps trying to fuck me. In normal times we don’t work together much but we’re the few skeleton crew who didn’t get laid off so we’re working together every day now.

She knows I have a girl and where I stand currently but stays sending me nudes and asking me why I’m being scared.

This ho told me keep the mask on and she’ll suck my dick. What is wrong with this woman? How many other dudes is she fuckin all carefree during a pandemic? Man hell no not happening, but she is truly not making it easy. I think trying to get me to break is a fun game for her. Got me trying to dodge her at the end of the day like this guy
(https://media.giphy.com/media/3oKIPiUIggBnessFFe/giphy.gif)

As someone IN an open relationship and with a vagina, she is probably just bored and men are too easy to mess with sometimes. It's not worth it man! If you don't want to be in monogamous then open it up or break up and have your own fun, guilt free.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on May 02, 2020, 05:41:21 AM

Quote from: AMAPIANO on May 01, 2020, 08:45:49 PM

keta > coca

Used to have a bit of a game with the boys on the beak, sucker lines of ket. Pretty hilarious when someone’s not expecting it

I hear the old school liquid ket is pretty wild

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on May 02, 2020, 06:33:09 PM

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Used to have a bit of a game with the boys on the beak, sucker lines of ket. Pretty hilarious when someone’s not expecting it

I hear the old school liquid ket is pretty wild

I'd hate toe choose if I still did drugs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bad joke on May 02, 2020, 09:36:49 PM

Quote from: theresnothinghere on May 01, 2020, 11:47:51 PM

Quote from: VHS ERA on May 01, 2020, 02:26:57 PM

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If you saw my earlier posts in this thread you know I struggle with monogamy (read: am a scumbag cheater sometimes).

I know I did this to myself but yo this coworker I smashed at our work xmas party (ok a couple times after that too) is the devil I tell you.

I’m in NYC and taking social distancing pretty seriously so obviously side chicks are cut off for the foreseeable future. Imagine if I got myself and my actual girl sick because I’m out fucking around? Nah I’m not that much of a scumbag.

We’re both going into work full time tho, masks and gloves and all that.

Holiday party girl apparently doesn’t give a fuck about a pandemic and keeps trying to fuck me. In normal times we don’t work together much but we’re the few skeleton crew who didn’t get laid off so we’re working together every day now.

She knows I have a girl and where I stand currently but stays sending me nudes and asking me why I’m being scared.

This ho told me keep the mask on and she’ll suck my dick. What is wrong with this woman? How many other dudes is she fuckin all carefree during a pandemic? Man hell no not happening, but she is truly not making it easy. I think trying to get me to break is a fun game for her. Got me trying to dodge her at the end of the day like this guy
(https://media.giphy.com/media/3oKIPiUIggBnessFFe/giphy.gif)

[close]

As someone IN an open relationship and with a vagina, she is probably just bored and men are too easy to mess with sometimes. It's not worth it man! If you don't want to be in monogamous then open it up or break up and have your own fun, guilt free.

GURL ALURT

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on May 03, 2020, 08:08:21 AM

The first time I saw Cory’s part in Chronicles 3 I thought it was bad. I expected more from him. I just saw it again and loved it. Dude is having fun while doing some gnar stuff. The Marvin Gaye song grew on me before the video part but, now I think it’s a really solid part.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Allen. on May 03, 2020, 08:20:54 AM

Same. I just wish Lee Smith hadn’t filmed a better part to that song ~10 years earlier.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on May 03, 2020, 02:24:56 PM

I am a slave to my phone and I fucking hate it. Just a big time suck sitting in my pocket.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: theresnothinghere on May 03, 2020, 03:00:47 PM

Quote from: bad joke on May 02, 2020, 09:36:49 PM

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Quote from: VHS ERA on May 01, 2020, 02:26:57 PM

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If you saw my earlier posts in this thread you know I struggle with monogamy (read: am a scumbag cheater sometimes).

I know I did this to myself but yo this coworker I smashed at our work xmas party (ok a couple times after that too) is the devil I tell you.

I’m in NYC and taking social distancing pretty seriously so obviously side chicks are cut off for the foreseeable future. Imagine if I got myself and my actual girl sick because I’m out fucking around? Nah I’m not that much of a scumbag.

We’re both going into work full time tho, masks and gloves and all that.

Holiday party girl apparently doesn’t give a fuck about a pandemic and keeps trying to fuck me. In normal times we don’t work together much but we’re the few skeleton crew who didn’t get laid off so we’re working together every day now.

She knows I have a girl and where I stand currently but stays sending me nudes and asking me why I’m being scared.

This ho told me keep the mask on and she’ll suck my dick. What is wrong with this woman? How many other dudes is she fuckin all carefree during a pandemic? Man hell no not happening, but she is truly not making it easy. I think trying to get me to break is a fun game for her. Got me trying to dodge her at the end of the day like this guy
(https://media.giphy.com/media/3oKIPiUIggBnessFFe/giphy.gif)

[close]

As someone IN an open relationship and with a vagina, she is probably just bored and men are too easy to mess with sometimes. It's not worth it man! If you don't want to be in monogamous then open it up or break up and have your own fun, guilt free.

[close]

GURL ALURT

I'm trans but thank you for the reminder of why I had stopped spending time on slap. Later y'all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bad joke on May 03, 2020, 07:44:06 PM

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Quote from: VHS ERA on May 01, 2020, 02:26:57 PM

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If you saw my earlier posts in this thread you know I struggle with monogamy (read: am a scumbag cheater sometimes).

I know I did this to myself but yo this coworker I smashed at our work xmas party (ok a couple times after that too) is the devil I tell you.

I’m in NYC and taking social distancing pretty seriously so obviously side chicks are cut off for the foreseeable future. Imagine if I got myself and my actual girl sick because I’m out fucking around? Nah I’m not that much of a scumbag.

We’re both going into work full time tho, masks and gloves and all that.

Holiday party girl apparently doesn’t give a fuck about a pandemic and keeps trying to fuck me. In normal times we don’t work together much but we’re the few skeleton crew who didn’t get laid off so we’re working together every day now.

She knows I have a girl and where I stand currently but stays sending me nudes and asking me why I’m being scared.

This ho told me keep the mask on and she’ll suck my dick. What is wrong with this woman? How many other dudes is she fuckin all carefree during a pandemic? Man hell no not happening, but she is truly not making it easy. I think trying to get me to break is a fun game for her. Got me trying to dodge her at the end of the day like this guy
(https://media.giphy.com/media/3oKIPiUIggBnessFFe/giphy.gif)

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As someone IN an open relationship and with a vagina, she is probably just bored and men are too easy to mess with sometimes. It's not worth it man! If you don't want to be in monogamous then open it up or break up and have your own fun, guilt free.

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GURL ALURT

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I'm trans but thank you for the reminder of why I had stopped spending time on slap. Later y'all.

just joking sorry if i offended u

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on May 03, 2020, 09:30:39 PM

I'm drunk and need to vent.
Going through it with my girl. we recently moved in together and shit went south this weekend. I feel shitty haven't been this serious with a girl and we got in what seemed like a small argument but apparently she took it worse than anticipated. She's talking about possibly breaking up and the worst part is the anticipation of what comes next. I admit I was the instigator in the argument. Sidenote I've been burned by exes and it still weighs on my mind. So o had a moment of freaking out and tried to air out my insecurities instead of letting it stew in my mind but she took it as a personal attack. She was pissed and told me she didn't appreciate being bombarded with all of this information of cheating and whatever else. She told me she doesn't want to feel controlled (I don't think I was trying to I was trying to be transparent with what was bugging me). It's her place and I don't have anywhere else to go if shit doesn't work out so that definitely adds to the  stress. I can probably couch surf/ car camp if needed but showering is gonna be a MF.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: munchbox on May 04, 2020, 06:35:46 AM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on May 03, 2020, 09:30:39 PM

I'm drunk and need to vent.
Going through it with my girl. we recently moved in together and shit went south this weekend. I feel shitty haven't been this serious with a girl and we got in what seemed like a small argument but apparently she took it worse than anticipated. She's talking about possibly breaking up and the worst part is the anticipation of what comes next. I admit I was the instigator in the argument. Sidenote I've been burned by exes and it still weighs on my mind. So o had a moment of freaking out and tried to air out my insecurities instead of letting it stew in my mind but she took it as a personal attack. She was pissed and told me she didn't appreciate being bombarded with all of this information of cheating and whatever else. She told me she doesn't want to feel controlled (I don't think I was trying to I was trying to be transparent with what was bugging me). It's her place and I don't have anywhere else to go if shit doesn't work out so that definitely adds to the  stress. I can probably couch surf/ car camp if needed but showering is gonna be a MF.

jeez what made you say all that? thats almost a surefire way to end things

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on May 04, 2020, 07:58:32 AM

Quote from: off on May 04, 2020, 06:35:46 AM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on May 03, 2020, 09:30:39 PM

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I'm drunk and need to vent.
Going through it with my girl. we recently moved in together and shit went south this weekend. I feel shitty haven't been this serious with a girl and we got in what seemed like a small argument but apparently she took it worse than anticipated. She's talking about possibly breaking up and the worst part is the anticipation of what comes next. I admit I was the instigator in the argument. Sidenote I've been burned by exes and it still weighs on my mind. So o had a moment of freaking out and tried to air out my insecurities instead of letting it stew in my mind but she took it as a personal attack. She was pissed and told me she didn't appreciate being bombarded with all of this information of cheating and whatever else. She told me she doesn't want to feel controlled (I don't think I was trying to I was trying to be transparent with what was bugging me). It's her place and I don't have anywhere else to go if shit doesn't work out so that definitely adds to the  stress. I can probably couch surf/ car camp if needed but showering is gonna be a MF.

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jeez what made you say all that? thats almost a surefire way to end things

I was trying to communicate with her what was wrong so I shared my past experiences and why I have that go through my mind but she took it as I didn't trust her. I tried the keep it to myself before and it didn't solve anything the last time we had a convo like this she asked me to share what was wrong so this time thats what i did.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jehoshaphat Augustus on May 04, 2020, 08:28:28 AM

Silky, you deserve someone who will actually listen to you and not toss you out into a pandemic for communicating real feelings.
I hope you don't lose your place. I have showered at truck stops for a few weeks before I saved up enough for a new pad, but not during Covid.
I can't imagine what you're going thru at a wack time like this.
 
I will never move in to another person's property again.
It is much easier to just build your own palace while living in solitude than to subscribe to a life of survival-acquiescence.
Stay strong Silkdawg, stay low and build!

(https://media2.giphy.com/media/11zTEl7fbwml68/200.gif)
 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on May 04, 2020, 08:48:53 AM

Appreciate that Augustus. She told me I can stay regardless of if we're together or not but I don't think I can stay in the same house as her and get over her if this doesn't get fixed . I'm hoping this lock down blows over soon just to have some more resources on the hygienic front.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jehoshaphat Augustus on May 04, 2020, 10:11:25 AM

Lots of dudes would just hang on for the "hots-and-a-cot." I salute your integrity!

Like you said, once society can provide gyms again, you have a wealth of opportunity there.
This time is fucked, you can't go anywhere. I'd imagine that domestic violence cases have increased nation-wide.
There's just nowhere to go.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on May 04, 2020, 05:53:51 PM

Try talking it out Silky. Just kinda set time aside and be open with your intention. It may be too late but, if you still want to be with the person it’s worth a shot.

Working from home I’ve slipped a lot. I don’t feel productive and I’ve felt uninspired and I don’t have much to do. Hopped on a stream I should’ve shared with parents that I didn’t want to due to being limited to 50 people (this is for 10 or 13 schools in total). Sat through it and took notes, and holy shit I’ve never felt so useless.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Skart on May 05, 2020, 01:00:54 PM

Quote from: AMAPIANO on May 01, 2020, 08:45:49 PM

keta > coca

Sobriety and silence > you and your music

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sona on May 05, 2020, 02:27:54 PM

now thats a burn

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sona on May 06, 2020, 01:05:45 AM

I don't record or post my music because of people like AMAPiano who want to spam their shit relentlessly for self glorification and attention gathering. Real confession.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sona on May 06, 2020, 02:22:29 AM

I'm like a broken skateboard with razor tail that's being held together by grip tape and 4 pieces of hardware with 7 bearings.

Still technically a skateboard but no longer skateable.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sona on May 06, 2020, 02:40:06 AM

Fine, you go back to telling people stupid shit they already know in games people have played 1000 times.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sona on May 06, 2020, 02:41:44 AM

Whoops wrong thread that moogle has me tilted

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mog on May 06, 2020, 03:24:36 AM

I confess that you're a dumbass bitch

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CHONGO on May 06, 2020, 05:41:37 PM

Quote from: AMAPIANO on May 06, 2020, 05:15:33 PM

Quote from: Sona on May 06, 2020, 01:05:45 AM

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I don't record or post my music because of people like AMAPiano who want to spam their shit relentlessly for self glorification and attention gathering. Real confession.

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this might be the dumbest statement ever made on this site. most AmaPiano producers come from some level of poverty and have extremely limited resources and gear, they are making proper anthems that bring happiness to hundreds and thousands of people in crowds around the country and spreading a whole movement worldwide, only using cracked copies of fl studio on old beat up laptops, if anything amaposting is a massive inspiration to anyone trying to make music themselves and have it be heard on a larger scale. it's a message that no matter where you're located and how limited your tools are you can still make beautiful music filled with emotion that speaks to the masses and brings us together dancing to the beat of Africa. in their music they have achieved huge pounding bass that has every bit as much power and impact as american productions, while adding their totally unique and distinct sounds and rhythms of South Africa into the mix, to make a totally unique flavor that the world has never experienced before. there is truly nothing like being in the middle of vibrant Amapiano dance floor hearing the GONG GONG in your chest and the smooth keys and melodies underneath, seeing the smiling faces of hundreds of friends and strangers alike, bodies moving together, in this moment we are together, we all feel as one people and experiencing the distinct beauty of South African culture. tomorrow we will have to wake up and get back to ordinary life, but for the time being we can let ourselves be lost in the rhythm and flow of the dancefloor, and ther we express ourselves in rhythm and song and tap in deeper. we move, we have to, because nothing stands still in the dance circle of life. every cell, molecule, and atom all move even out there in the space, dust particles shuffle, comets shoot across the sky like ballerinas. gravity gets down, stars flicker, moon walks, planets quiver, moving across the sky ever so specific, all the fiery choreography of the sun. movement is a universe within a universe, and just like clockwork things are always jumping, spinning, locking, tapping, vibrating, and colliding with precision. always on a mission, looking for that perfect celestial dance partner in rhythm. for every action there is a reaction, we move. we have to. because NOTHING stands still, in the dance circle of life

????

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dr. radishh on May 06, 2020, 09:09:11 PM

i watched the matrix reloaded last night, and there’s that scene where everyone in zion is vibing hard while neo and trinity get it on in a nearby cavern...is that what you’re talking about

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BieberStance on May 07, 2020, 11:47:53 AM

Quote from: AMAPIANO on May 06, 2020, 05:15:33 PM

Quote from: Sona on May 06, 2020, 01:05:45 AM

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I don't record or post my music because of people like AMAPiano who want to spam their shit relentlessly for self glorification and attention gathering. Real confession.

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this might be the dumbest statement ever made on this site. most AmaPiano producers come from some level of poverty and have extremely limited resources and gear, they are making proper anthems that bring happiness to hundreds and thousands of people in crowds around the country and spreading a whole movement worldwide, only using cracked copies of fl studio on old beat up laptops, if anything amaposting is a massive inspiration to anyone trying to make music themselves and have it be heard on a larger scale. it's a message that no matter where you're located and how limited your tools are you can still make beautiful music filled with emotion that speaks to the masses and brings us together dancing to the beat of Africa. in their music they have achieved huge pounding bass that has every bit as much power and impact as american productions, while adding their totally unique and distinct sounds and rhythms of South Africa into the mix, to make a totally unique flavor that the world has never experienced before. there is truly nothing like being in the middle of vibrant Amapiano dance floor hearing the GONG GONG in your chest and the smooth keys and melodies underneath, seeing the smiling faces of hundreds of friends and strangers alike, bodies moving together, in this moment we are together, we all feel as one people and experiencing the distinct beauty of South African culture. tomorrow we will have to wake up and get back to ordinary life, but for the time being we can let ourselves be lost in the rhythm and flow of the dancefloor, and ther we express ourselves in rhythm and song and tap in deeper. we move, we have to, because nothing stands still in the dance circle of life. every cell, molecule, and atom all move even out there in the space, dust particles shuffle, comets shoot across the sky like ballerinas. gravity gets down, stars flicker, moon walks, planets quiver, moving across the sky ever so specific, all the fiery choreography of the sun. movement is a universe within a universe, and just like clockwork things are always jumping, spinning, locking, tapping, vibrating, and colliding with precision. always on a mission, looking for that perfect celestial dance partner in rhythm. for every action there is a reaction, we move. we have to. because NOTHING stands still, in the dance circle of life

i checked out some amapiano stuff you posted.
1. it sucks. like really dude.
2. its not some music making you feel somehow.
3. it lacks the extacy of techno, the chill of ambient, the danceability of house, and whatever other electronic dance music has to offer.
4. there isnt any technical rafinesse or  good producing that could at least be nerded about from a producer standpoint.
5. the one video where they set the cdjs on fire is so whack and cringey i don´t even have words for it
6. noone in the videos you postet is partying hard to it. to make it worse i saw audiences of: empty swimmingpools, a confused looking cute sleepy dog, people playing poker, people sitting in loungechairs, drinking and talking to each other while taking selfies and being anoyed by the sound,...
7. even the djs look super bored.
8. its propably the most generic and bland music ever. i have been in elevators with better tracks playing
10. the djs come of as maximum fuccbois and i get super duchey vibes. there is no connection to heritage of housemusic and whatsover rooting back from a gay and diverse community. i bet most of the djs even "hate fags"

honestly, what are you even trying? its a skateboarding forum you are spamming with shit you propably don´t even like yourself. look deep inside of you and ask yourself if this is what you want to do with your life and your freetime. there must be something better, no? maybe try skateboarding?

the only explenation i have is that you are a label-owner, desperate in covid times because of lack of work and doing everything to enhance the viewcounts at least a little bit.
You are propably sitting somewere in africa, being the owner of the MajorLeagueDjz youtube channel and living of the small money the youtube views give you.
try to nigeria-scam someone at least. thats more honest work than promoting this shit here on slap.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BieberStance on May 07, 2020, 12:53:16 PM

i realize the last part is racist in a way. i apologize for it kinda

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Christmas Complete on May 07, 2020, 04:08:22 PM

Quote from: BieberStance on May 07, 2020, 12:53:16 PM

i realize the last part is racist in a way. i apologize for it kinda

He's just a troll, dude. A very specific, odd subject matter troll, but still just a troll. Calm down.

Shalom

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mog on May 08, 2020, 01:35:24 AM

Do "producers" like you have a central forum hub? It can't be gearslutz...

I don't want to troll another forum but looks like I might have more work to do.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mog on May 08, 2020, 01:40:02 AM

house music sucks ass 9.9 times out of 10

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mog on May 08, 2020, 01:40:54 AM

www.youtube.com/watch?v=hPd_Mzuz_Uc

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mog on May 08, 2020, 01:41:48 AM

www.youtube.com/watch?v=NUqnPYwoiF4

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mog on May 08, 2020, 01:42:54 AM

Disco sucks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mog on May 08, 2020, 01:44:10 AM

www.youtube.com/watch?v=kt45SJ-zEUI

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wendy_Carlos

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mog on May 08, 2020, 01:48:01 AM

Roland Corp made your shitty house music gear based on the work of Kraftwerk and Moroder.

Kraftwerk and Moroder used synthesizers designed by Bob Moog.

The original Moog synthesizer was conceptualized by Walter (now Wendy) Carlos. A Transsexual.

Conclusion = without a transexual house music wouldn't exist.

Ya'll motherfuckers owe

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BieberStance on May 08, 2020, 01:49:43 AM

Quote from: AMAPIANO on May 07, 2020, 06:31:05 PM

Quote from: BieberStance on May 07, 2020, 11:47:53 AM

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Quote from: AMAPIANO on May 06, 2020, 05:15:33 PM

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Quote from: Sona on May 06, 2020, 01:05:45 AM

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I don't record or post my music because of people like AMAPiano who want to spam their shit relentlessly for self glorification and attention gathering. Real confession.

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this might be the dumbest statement ever made on this site. most AmaPiano producers come from some level of poverty and have extremely limited resources and gear, they are making proper anthems that bring happiness to hundreds and thousands of people in crowds around the country and spreading a whole movement worldwide, only using cracked copies of fl studio on old beat up laptops, if anything amaposting is a massive inspiration to anyone trying to make music themselves and have it be heard on a larger scale. it's a message that no matter where you're located and how limited your tools are you can still make beautiful music filled with emotion that speaks to the masses and brings us together dancing to the beat of Africa. in their music they have achieved huge pounding bass that has every bit as much power and impact as american productions, while adding their totally unique and distinct sounds and rhythms of South Africa into the mix, to make a totally unique flavor that the world has never experienced before. there is truly nothing like being in the middle of vibrant Amapiano dance floor hearing the GONG GONG in your chest and the smooth keys and melodies underneath, seeing the smiling faces of hundreds of friends and strangers alike, bodies moving together, in this moment we are together, we all feel as one people and experiencing the distinct beauty of South African culture. tomorrow we will have to wake up and get back to ordinary life, but for the time being we can let ourselves be lost in the rhythm and flow of the dancefloor, and ther we express ourselves in rhythm and song and tap in deeper. we move, we have to, because nothing stands still in the dance circle of life. every cell, molecule, and atom all move even out there in the space, dust particles shuffle, comets shoot across the sky like ballerinas. gravity gets down, stars flicker, moon walks, planets quiver, moving across the sky ever so specific, all the fiery choreography of the sun. movement is a universe within a universe, and just like clockwork things are always jumping, spinning, locking, tapping, vibrating, and colliding with precision. always on a mission, looking for that perfect celestial dance partner in rhythm. for every action there is a reaction, we move. we have to. because NOTHING stands still, in the dance circle of life

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i checked out some amapiano stuff you posted.
1. it sucks. like really dude.
2. its not some music making you feel somehow.
3. it lacks the extacy of techno, the chill of ambient, the danceability of house, and whatever other electronic dance music has to offer.
4. there isnt any technical rafinesse or  good producing that could at least be nerded about from a producer standpoint.
5. the one video where they set the cdjs on fire is so whack and cringey i don´t even have words for it
6. noone in the videos you postet is partying hard to it. to make it worse i saw audiences of: empty swimmingpools, a confused looking cute sleepy dog, people playing poker, people sitting in loungechairs, drinking and talking to each other while taking selfies and being anoyed by the sound,...
7. even the djs look super bored.
8. its propably the most generic and bland music ever. i have been in elevators with better tracks playing
10. the djs come of as maximum fuccbois and i get super duchey vibes. there is no connection to heritage of housemusic and whatsover rooting back from a gay and diverse community. i bet most of the djs even "hate fags"

honestly, what are you even trying? its a skateboarding forum you are spamming with shit you propably don´t even like yourself. look deep inside of you and ask yourself if this is what you want to do with your life and your freetime. there must be something better, no? maybe try skateboarding?

the only explenation i have is that you are a label-owner, desperate in covid times because of lack of work and doing everything to enhance the viewcounts at least a little bit.
You are propably sitting somewere in africa, being the owner of the MajorLeagueDjz youtube channel and living of the small money the youtube views give you.
try to nigeria-scam someone at least. thats more honest work than promoting this shit here on slap.

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what a bunch of hateful ignorant bullshit. AmaPiano music pay homage and assimilates elements from all the supposedy "superior" genres you mentioned and combines them into something that is better than any of them by themselves. a proper AmaPiano production will take you through the strong and steady grooves of afro house, the endless peace and calm of ambient in the sudden and extended instrumental breakdowns, and the pounding earth shaking sub frequencies of techno with massive chest resonating bass drums that have such fewer upper harmonics sometimes the kick dissapears on most home systems and make many people pass on the genre without realizing you need to plug in your 8"+ speakers or at least some good headphnoes to get a feel for this music. as far as people not partying hard to the music in MajorLeagueDjz Balcony Mix series, brother it's fucking corona virus season they are not going to have people over and unnecessary risk spread of the disease, and part of the beauty of AmaPianos is that it works in both a chilling and party situation. in a different setting people go crazy to this music and its the most moving sound of South Africa at the moment for all thypes of clubs and concerts for people of all ages as well. just look here

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XnuSIfM1SQk&list=PLkZqsQrB5Xr7s0_qO2rXNxibLteP-VOpq&index=26&t=0s

no technical or good producing?? LOL what a joke take a look at Vigro Deep laying down emotional keys in this cook up video totally effortlessly. dude is basically the Kader of AmaPiano and will only get better and probably have a huge impact on future generations of dance music, i can see him working on a drake or kanye album

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEQ95PmgxCg

your last point is just plain ignorance and fear of other cultures, Bandile and Banele Mbere are totally humble down to earth guys and the polar opposite of some superstar dj douchebag you're imagining in your head. it's true there is some homophobia and transphobia ongoing problem in South Africa but you have no place to make some wild claim about this that artists not honoring their roots or heritage. house music came from black artists in chicago, usa and so if anything Africans making offbranches of house is bringing it closer back to their roots you can download a big range of fresh and unheard AmaPiano mp3 files from https://hiphopza.com/tag/amapiano-songs/ and https://amapianosa.com/singles/ I think you might change your mind if you really give it a chance

You basically proved my point.
1. Stealing all elements from different genres
2. Needing special tech (like super good speakers) to make it listenable at all. (I btw checked it out with my girlfriends Adam audio studio monitors and it still sounds shit)
3. they don't even have a Soundsystem that could eventually evoke the sensations you are talking about in the videos
4. The piano kader sucks. I had piano lessons for only 4 years when I was a kid and I am still better than him. he is just doing whatever. and just hitting piano keys is not producing electronic music.

5.And to the crowd: its looks very pathetic still. if its not THE GRIND; GTFO here!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QxoaH_I8vZM

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mog on May 08, 2020, 01:52:58 AM

Real Talk

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CHONGO on May 08, 2020, 11:12:00 AM

Quote from: Mog on May 08, 2020, 01:52:58 AM

Real Talk

chill jr

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on May 08, 2020, 06:59:43 PM

This guy's trolling is terrible because it isn't funny or impactful/meaningful on this forum. At the same time, for people to actually talk shit on the amapiano genre is coming off as super racist imo. To be calling past electronic genres "superior" is extremely closed-minded.

They have every right to experiment with the tools they have at hand. It's awesome that people all throughout the world can create their own sounds, music scenes and cultures.

If you're a fan of electronic music in general (house, idm, hip-hop, ambient, experimental, techno, drum n bass, garage, industrial, Italo disco, power electronics, etc.), then I don't see how you couldn't at the very least appreciate and respect amapiano.

To let this guy's bad trolling effect how you view this genre is unfair. Again, it's coming off as really racist to me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sKINGraft on May 08, 2020, 07:35:53 PM

Quote from: smokecrack on May 08, 2020, 06:59:43 PM

This guy's trolling is terrible because it isn't funny or impactful/meaningful on this forum. At the same time, for people to actually talk shit on the amapiano genre is coming off as super racist imo. To be calling past electronic genres "superior" is extremely closed-minded.

They have every right to experiment with the tools they have at hand. It's awesome that people all throughout the world can create their own sounds, music scenes and cultures.

If you're a fan of electronic music in general (house, idm, hip-hop, ambient, experimental, techno, drum n bass, garage, industrial, Italo disco, power electronics, etc.), then I don't see how you couldn't at the very least appreciate and respect amapiano.

To let this guy's bad trolling effect how you view this genre is unfair. Again, it's coming off as really racist to me.

my real confession is that ive never listened to amapiano

my other confession is that i love it cause it gets everyone all riled up

you do you amapiano

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on May 08, 2020, 10:34:55 PM

Well ...pulled a Christian Hosoi. Never thought would see the day. Carried many burdens for decades , finally at peace now.   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on May 09, 2020, 06:02:56 AM

I seriously cannot stand the human race, and wouldn’t be sad if we were wiped off the planet including myself.

No offense to you all I’m just disappointed with life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CHONGO on May 10, 2020, 08:41:37 AM

Quote from: rawr1922 on May 08, 2020, 10:34:55 PM

Well ...pulled a Christian Hosoi. Never thought would see the day. Carried many burdens for decades , finally at peace now.

proud of you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mew on May 10, 2020, 04:51:01 PM

Flaffy is a must grab in gold/silver/crystal imo its basically the pikachu of that game and electric is always overpowered

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mew on May 10, 2020, 05:15:59 PM

As a kid i caught mewtwo without using the masterball

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on May 10, 2020, 11:03:23 PM

Quote from: Parker on May 10, 2020, 08:41:37 AM

Quote from: rawr1922 on May 08, 2020, 10:34:55 PM

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Well ...pulled a Christian Hosoi. Never thought would see the day. Carried many burdens for decades , finally at peace now.

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proud of you

 
Thank you brother. This place helped keep me sane & happy during challenging times.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mew on May 11, 2020, 02:48:52 AM

1st gen pokemon is lowkey superior to 2nd gen 151 made way more sense but they had to try to milk the series honestly they did pretty good with gold/silver but let me tell you how this series was really arranged instead of pokemon red and blue it was supposed to be red and green but the american governement wanted to use their political colors to create #division in the minds of young people. Nintendo fucking outplayed them by forcing you to trade with the opposite color to collect all 151 but some dumbasses like myself just used 2 game boys and had a copy of each to bypass their little scheme of making me socialize with idiots. nice try nintendo now you are #trapped in the #squarerealm with me this is what you bastards get for fucking with the minds of children you japanese fucks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sona on May 11, 2020, 05:32:02 AM

I'm a person

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on May 11, 2020, 02:23:38 PM

I've been getting into a bit of cock and ball torture. It's alright.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on May 11, 2020, 04:16:24 PM

Quote from: Mew on May 11, 2020, 02:48:52 AM

1st gen pokemon is lowkey superior to 2nd gen 151 made way more sense but they had to try to milk the series honestly they did pretty good with gold/silver but let me tell you how this series was really arranged instead of pokemon red and blue it was supposed to be red and green but the american governement wanted to use their political colors to create #division in the minds of young people. Nintendo fucking outplayed them by forcing you to trade with the opposite color to collect all 151 but some dumbasses like myself just used 2 game boys and had a copy of each to bypass their little scheme of making me socialize with idiots. nice try nintendo now you are #trapped in the #squarerealm with me this is what you bastards get for fucking with the minds of children you japanese fucks

add me on pokemongo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mew on May 11, 2020, 05:55:44 PM

i dont have a phone i spend all my money on weed and smokes and nikes if they are fresh

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on May 11, 2020, 06:53:05 PM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on May 11, 2020, 02:23:38 PM

I've been getting into a bit of cock and ball torture. It's alright.

Was it your idea, or did the other person initiate? I've always abstractly wondered about what this would be like.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on May 11, 2020, 07:24:07 PM

Quote from: Silky Johnson on May 11, 2020, 04:16:24 PM

add me on pokemongo

https://www.slapmagazine.com/index.php?topic=100273.30

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on May 12, 2020, 01:35:35 AM

Quote from: Peter Zagreus on May 11, 2020, 06:53:05 PM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on May 11, 2020, 02:23:38 PM

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I've been getting into a bit of cock and ball torture. It's alright.

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Was it your idea, or did the other person initiate? I've always abstractly wondered about what this would be like.

It started when I started hooking up with a guy who has giant testicles. Like bigger than any eggs you've ever seen, closer to large lemons, and I thought, "That's really neat." He said he's always had huge balls, but that a couple of years ago he got into squeezing and pulling them and he thinks it definitely made them bigger and healthier (he also has giant cum shots). I didn't really pay much heed to it, sounds like jelqing logic applied to the balls, but it made me curious and I started doing it myself. Feels nice to squeeze and pull my nuts a bit, especially because I've always been kind of high strung. His tolerance is way higher than mine, he had me really pulling to the point where I was a bit uncomfortable to be honest, and he was completely unphased and wanted more hahaha. But yeah, it's cool. I don't have any interest in messing with my dick though.

So I guess to answer your question, I was inspired by someone else, though they didn't really initiate it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: behavioralguide on May 12, 2020, 01:35:50 AM

Quote from: Peter Zagreus on May 11, 2020, 06:53:05 PM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on May 11, 2020, 02:23:38 PM

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I've been getting into a bit of cock and ball torture. It's alright.

[close]

Was it your idea, or did the other person initiate? I've always abstractly wondered about what this would be like.

Wondered abstractly about what bringing up cock & ball torture to your partner is like? Or wondered abstractly about cock & ball torture?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bata on May 12, 2020, 04:56:50 AM

im super vanilla

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: slobplant on May 12, 2020, 05:58:19 AM

Quote from: VHS ERA on May 01, 2020, 02:26:57 PM

If you saw my earlier posts in this thread you know I struggle with monogamy (read: am a scumbag cheater sometimes).

I know I did this to myself but yo this coworker I smashed at our work xmas party (ok a couple times after that too) is the devil I tell you.

I’m in NYC and taking social distancing pretty seriously so obviously side chicks are cut off for the foreseeable future. Imagine if I got myself and my actual girl sick because I’m out fucking around? Nah I’m not that much of a scumbag.

We’re both going into work full time tho, masks and gloves and all that.

Holiday party girl apparently doesn’t give a fuck about a pandemic and keeps trying to fuck me. In normal times we don’t work together much but we’re the few skeleton crew who didn’t get laid off so we’re working together every day now.

She knows I have a girl and where I stand currently but stays sending me nudes and asking me why I’m being scared.

This ho told me keep the mask on and she’ll suck my dick. What is wrong with this woman? How many other dudes is she fuckin all carefree during a pandemic? Man hell no not happening, but she is truly not making it easy. I think trying to get me to break is a fun game for her. Got me trying to dodge her at the end of the day like this guy
(https://media.giphy.com/media/3oKIPiUIggBnessFFe/giphy.gif)

Lets see her tits

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bata on May 12, 2020, 06:23:16 AM

Main reason I skateboard is cuz it pisses off old people

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: behavioralguide on May 12, 2020, 06:42:19 AM

Quote from: Bata on May 12, 2020, 06:23:16 AM

Main reason I skateboard is cuz it pisses off old people

It's also the main reason you post?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bata on May 12, 2020, 06:45:06 AM

main reason i post on slap is cuz of the guy to girl ratio lmao

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bata on May 12, 2020, 06:48:20 AM

realest confession would be i've never emailed the bunt or sent them a voice clip but i wanna

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mog on May 12, 2020, 09:17:02 AM

There's no way your dumbass questions would have gotten through. I'll handle the bunt calls thank you very much.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Krile on May 13, 2020, 07:19:30 AM

I'm shy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Krile on May 13, 2020, 01:28:13 PM

I prefer being called Cara to Krile

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on May 14, 2020, 02:21:04 PM

Quote from: Krile on May 13, 2020, 01:28:13 PM

I prefer being called Cara to Krile

hi Cara, your avatar is cute have a nice day

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Krile on May 14, 2020, 02:36:15 PM

that actually means a lot thank you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hmmmm Nice Bike on May 14, 2020, 08:58:09 PM

I can't stand the people I'm surrounded by and if I manage to get away I'm fine with never contacting them ever again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on May 14, 2020, 10:51:06 PM

Quote from: Concerned_Skater on May 14, 2020, 08:58:09 PM

I can't stand the people I'm surrounded by and if I manage to get away I'm fine with never contacting them ever again.

whats with the people your surrounded by? its not easy to escape toxic people but you can do it brother

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on May 15, 2020, 01:54:02 AM

I want covid so I can give up without people thinking it was on purpose.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Krile on May 15, 2020, 02:08:18 AM

some people are asymptomatic you could very well have it and not know

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on May 15, 2020, 04:46:57 PM

I've been pissing in the sink for years and years. Probably about 10 years, if not more.

Often enough when I'm depressed/riddled with anxiety, I'll piss in a bottle or pint glass rather than leave my room.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dr. radishh on May 15, 2020, 08:13:43 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on May 15, 2020, 01:54:02 AM

I want covid so I can give up without people thinking it was on purpose.

feel that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on May 15, 2020, 08:59:28 PM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on May 15, 2020, 04:46:57 PM

I've been pissing in the sink for years and years. Probably about 10 years, if not more.

Often enough when I'm depressed/riddled with anxiety, I'll piss in a bottle or pint glass rather than leave my room.

starting to think this is more common then i first thought

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on May 16, 2020, 12:12:03 AM

I used to do that in bar sinks because I’m a small, petty man.

I’ve got some fucked piss stories, I used to drink a bit, I bailed out of a bar one time to break into a myers and I pissed in a display. I was hella lucky security had me detained but my mates were looking for me and they got me out of there.

Used to get drunk and piss in the third drawer in kitchen. Just that one. One time I pissed in the vegetable crisper in the fridge.

One time I took too much acid at a mates, got put to bed but woke up on couch. I knew I pissed but it wasn’t that bad when I woke up so I went home and called my mate later all casual. He’s like cunt you pissed and I said it wasn’t even that bad but then he explained most of the piss was in his bed and I had been moved to the couch in the night

There’s more but this is enough for now. I try not to drink like this anymore

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on May 16, 2020, 02:18:12 AM

Quote from: matty_c on May 16, 2020, 12:12:03 AM

I used to do that in bar sinks because I’m a small, petty man.

I’ve got some fucked piss stories, I used to drink a bit, I bailed out of a bar one time to break into a myers and I pissed in a display. I was hella lucky security had me detained but my mates were looking for me and they got me out of there.

Used to get drunk and piss in the third drawer in kitchen. Just that one. One time I pissed in the vegetable crisper in the fridge.

One time I took too much acid at a mates, got put to bed but woke up on couch. I knew I pissed but it wasn’t that bad when I woke up so I went home and called my mate later all casual. He’s like cunt you pissed and I said it wasn’t even that bad but then he explained most of the piss was in his bed and I had been moved to the couch in the night

There’s more but this is enough for now. I try not to drink like this anymore

god damn  boy, youre a pissing machine. I do that in bars private bathrooms too, mainly cause i just didnt wanna touch the toilet so id piss all in the sink. Did you piss in things in a blacked out state or just cause you like pissing in things?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jagr on May 16, 2020, 12:25:44 PM

Quote from: Dr-Feelgood on May 15, 2020, 08:59:28 PM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on May 15, 2020, 04:46:57 PM

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I've been pissing in the sink for years and years. Probably about 10 years, if not more.

Often enough when I'm depressed/riddled with anxiety, I'll piss in a bottle or pint glass rather than leave my room.

[close]

starting to think this is more common then i first thought

I am also a sink pisser.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on May 16, 2020, 09:15:13 PM

Quote from: Dr-Feelgood on May 16, 2020, 02:18:12 AM

Quote from: matty_c on May 16, 2020, 12:12:03 AM

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I used to do that in bar sinks because I’m a small, petty man.

I’ve got some fucked piss stories, I used to drink a bit, I bailed out of a bar one time to break into a myers and I pissed in a display. I was hella lucky security had me detained but my mates were looking for me and they got me out of there.

Used to get drunk and piss in the third drawer in kitchen. Just that one. One time I pissed in the vegetable crisper in the fridge.

One time I took too much acid at a mates, got put to bed but woke up on couch. I knew I pissed but it wasn’t that bad when I woke up so I went home and called my mate later all casual. He’s like cunt you pissed and I said it wasn’t even that bad but then he explained most of the piss was in his bed and I had been moved to the couch in the night

There’s more but this is enough for now. I try not to drink like this anymore

[close]

god damn  boy, youre a pissing machine. I do that in bars private bathrooms too, mainly cause i just didnt wanna touch the toilet so id piss all in the sink. Did you piss in things in a blacked out state or just cause you like pissing in things?

Bar sinks usually pre blackout but everything else I described is blackout drunk. I had this amazing girlfriend for 10 or so years and I would have pissed on her I don’t know, 6-8 times.

We’re still friends and I’m still ashamed when I think about it. She deserved more

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smokecrack on May 16, 2020, 09:55:18 PM

Quote from: matty_c on May 16, 2020, 09:15:13 PM

Quote from: Dr-Feelgood on May 16, 2020, 02:18:12 AM

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Quote from: matty_c on May 16, 2020, 12:12:03 AM

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I used to do that in bar sinks because I’m a small, petty man.

I’ve got some fucked piss stories, I used to drink a bit, I bailed out of a bar one time to break into a myers and I pissed in a display. I was hella lucky security had me detained but my mates were looking for me and they got me out of there.

Used to get drunk and piss in the third drawer in kitchen. Just that one. One time I pissed in the vegetable crisper in the fridge.

One time I took too much acid at a mates, got put to bed but woke up on couch. I knew I pissed but it wasn’t that bad when I woke up so I went home and called my mate later all casual. He’s like cunt you pissed and I said it wasn’t even that bad but then he explained most of the piss was in his bed and I had been moved to the couch in the night

There’s more but this is enough for now. I try not to drink like this anymore

[close]

god damn  boy, youre a pissing machine. I do that in bars private bathrooms too, mainly cause i just didnt wanna touch the toilet so id piss all in the sink. Did you piss in things in a blacked out state or just cause you like pissing in things?

[close]

Bar sinks usually pre blackout but everything else I described is blackout drunk. I had this amazing girlfriend for 10 or so years and I would have pissed on her I don’t know, 6-8 times.

We’re still friends and I’m still ashamed when I think about it. She deserved more

More piss? You're a monster! 😲

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on May 18, 2020, 02:14:34 AM

Hahaha I spat my drink out at that

This kids 18th, years ago was there with a couple mates we were pretty wasted but the kid who’s birthday it was was pretty straight. There was like a buffet with all different foods. There was a cob loaf with that ricotta spinach shit inside and I took it round the side and pissed in it. I put it back on the table and we left.

I went to a pretty exclusive high school or whatever, I was super into skating and punk  but I did debating. I’m there’s one night after a debate and I see some asshole has parked their sweet convertible top down. You already know

Oh shit just remembered my boy pinky pissed off a third floor balcony into another mates ute, like into the tray onto his stuff

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: georgethecat on May 18, 2020, 07:47:17 AM

Quote from: matty_c on May 18, 2020, 02:14:34 AM

Hahaha I spat my drink out at that

This kids 18th, years ago was there with a couple mates we were pretty wasted but the kid who’s birthday it was was pretty straight. There was like a buffet with all different foods. There was a cob loaf with that ricotta spinach shit inside and I took it round the side and pissed in it. I put it back on the table and we left.

I went to a pretty exclusive high school or whatever, I was super into skating and punk  but I did debating. I’m there’s one night after a debate and I see some asshole has parked their sweet convertible top down. You already know

Oh shit just remembered my boy pinky pissed off a third floor balcony into another mates ute, like into the tray onto his stuff

You are a piss monster and a public health hazard.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Krile on May 18, 2020, 09:35:40 AM

Quote from: matty_c on May 18, 2020, 02:14:34 AM

Hahaha I spat my drink out at that

This kids 18th, years ago was there with a couple mates we were pretty wasted but the kid who’s birthday it was was pretty straight. There was like a buffet with all different foods. There was a cob loaf with that ricotta spinach shit inside and I took it round the side and pissed in it. I put it back on the table and we left.

I went to a pretty exclusive high school or whatever, I was super into skating and punk  but I did debating. I’m there’s one night after a debate and I see some asshole has parked their sweet convertible top down. You already know

Oh shit just remembered my boy pinky pissed off a third floor balcony into another mates ute, like into the tray onto his stuff

theres a special place in hell for people like you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Krile on May 19, 2020, 08:37:11 AM

The only place on the internet I post besides slap is the occasional youtube comment. No facebook, insta or any social media and I don't/have never used reddit. This is my only message board and basically where I get half my news.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Krile on May 19, 2020, 08:58:28 PM

I'll never give the skateboard industry another dime as long as I live.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Yu Dum on May 20, 2020, 01:16:53 PM

Quote from: Krile on May 19, 2020, 08:58:28 PM

I'll never give the skateboard industry another dime as long as I live.

Good, you should get the fuck off here while you're at it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Krile on May 20, 2020, 02:11:16 PM

I'm a compulsive liar

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Krile on May 20, 2020, 02:11:39 PM

forgot i might need another sheet of grip

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Yesterdays-pop on May 20, 2020, 10:11:07 PM

I jerk to a picture of Ben Raemers sister at least once a day since 2013.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ihatejulio on May 20, 2020, 10:33:31 PM

Quote from: Blind Fisherman on May 20, 2020, 01:16:53 PM

Quote from: Krile on May 19, 2020, 08:58:28 PM

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I'll never give the skateboard industry another dime as long as I live.

[close]

Good, you should get the fuck off here while you're at it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Krile on May 21, 2020, 04:40:59 AM

the game needs me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on May 23, 2020, 07:38:59 PM

Quote from: Krile on May 19, 2020, 08:58:28 PM

I'll never give the skateboard industry another dime as long as I live.

you've proven yourself to be a kook multiple times but please do explain this sentence, im curious as to why?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on May 23, 2020, 11:56:25 PM

Quote from: Dr-Feelgood on May 23, 2020, 07:38:59 PM

Quote from: Krile on May 19, 2020, 08:58:28 PM

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I'll never give the skateboard industry another dime as long as I live.

[close]

you've proven yourself to be a kook multiple times but please do explain this sentence, im curious as to why?

Robbed a skateshop on Xanax?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on May 24, 2020, 01:18:24 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on May 23, 2020, 11:56:25 PM

Quote from: Dr-Feelgood on May 23, 2020, 07:38:59 PM

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Quote from: Krile on May 19, 2020, 08:58:28 PM

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I'll never give the skateboard industry another dime as long as I live.

[close]

you've proven yourself to be a kook multiple times but please do explain this sentence, im curious as to why?

[close]

Robbed a skateshop on Xanax?

could totally see most skateshop staff being too fried themselves to even stop a dude on xanax robbing shit from their store.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Krile on May 24, 2020, 05:06:44 AM

Quote from: Dr-Feelgood on May 23, 2020, 07:38:59 PM

Quote from: Krile on May 19, 2020, 08:58:28 PM

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I'll never give the skateboard industry another dime as long as I live.

[close]

you've proven yourself to be a kook multiple times but please do explain this sentence, im curious as to why?

I've put together 7 completes and have extra bearings and 20 pairs of shoes. I have 3 8.25 BBS decks that I'm going to use first then fuck around with the smaller ones. I can't justify stockpiling anything more realistically. My plan is to try to finesse boxes out of the bunt and just skate through the stuff I have. I'm 30 years old and am pretty good at prolonging the life of my gear so there is a reasonably high chance I never have to buy anything skate related again.

My clothing choices are highly specific and almost never covered by skate companies so again the chance of me buying a skate t-shirt or something is super super low.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Krile on May 24, 2020, 05:10:01 AM

the only skate product I can see myself buying in the next 5 years are more dunk lows. maybe another RDS hoodie if they drop something sexy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on May 24, 2020, 08:21:03 AM

Send me a setup with indys
fuck you need 7 completes for

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fakie nollie on May 24, 2020, 01:43:00 PM

Yesterday, I was taking a shower after I had worked out. Heated up the water and turned on some music in the bathroom. My wife was out for the day so I decided I’d jerk off in the shower.

I’m playing a playlist through spotify that is listening to classic music. The Rolling Stones etcetera. I’m jamming out and nodding my head while I get some me time in.

Right as I’m getting close the finishing, Elton John’s Rocket Man comes on. I haven’t heard this song in a while and the lyrics are hitting me deep. Right before the second chorus hits, I feel the end is near. Right as he yells, “Rocket Man!”, I finish.

In that moment, with the combination of an orgasm and hearing the chorus, I actually shed a tear of joy. A few seconds later, I’m balling from joy and euphoria. My flaccid self in hand, crouched over, mumbling the lyrics to Rocket Man while I rinse the tears from my face.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ihatejulio on May 24, 2020, 02:01:14 PM

Quote from: Krile on May 24, 2020, 05:06:44 AM

Quote from: Dr-Feelgood on May 23, 2020, 07:38:59 PM

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Quote from: Krile on May 19, 2020, 08:58:28 PM

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I'll never give the skateboard industry another dime as long as I live.

[close]

you've proven yourself to be a kook multiple times but please do explain this sentence, im curious as to why?

[close]

I've put together 7 completes and have extra bearings and 20 pairs of shoes. I have 3 8.25 BBS decks that I'm going to use first then fuck around with the smaller ones. I can't justify stockpiling anything more realistically. My plan is to try to finesse boxes out of the bunt and just skate through the stuff I have. I'm 30 years old and am pretty good at prolonging the life of my gear so there is a reasonably high chance I never have to buy anything skate related again.

My clothing choices are highly specific and almost never covered by skate companies so again the chance of me buying a skate t-shirt or something is super super low.

You're 30 years old and you make multiple shitty accounts on slap while telling people in the mental health thread to kill themselves? I would have guessed you were just another attention-starved edgy 14-year-old but you're even more pathetic than I imagined. Focus.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Shiek on May 24, 2020, 02:39:30 PM

Quote from: ihatejulio on May 24, 2020, 02:01:14 PM

Quote from: Krile on May 24, 2020, 05:06:44 AM

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Quote from: Dr-Feelgood on May 23, 2020, 07:38:59 PM

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Quote from: Krile on May 19, 2020, 08:58:28 PM

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I'll never give the skateboard industry another dime as long as I live.

[close]

you've proven yourself to be a kook multiple times but please do explain this sentence, im curious as to why?

[close]

I've put together 7 completes and have extra bearings and 20 pairs of shoes. I have 3 8.25 BBS decks that I'm going to use first then fuck around with the smaller ones. I can't justify stockpiling anything more realistically. My plan is to try to finesse boxes out of the bunt and just skate through the stuff I have. I'm 30 years old and am pretty good at prolonging the life of my gear so there is a reasonably high chance I never have to buy anything skate related again.

My clothing choices are highly specific and almost never covered by skate companies so again the chance of me buying a skate t-shirt or something is super super low.

[close]

You're 30 years old and you make multiple shitty accounts on slap while telling people in the mental health thread to kill themselves? I would have guessed you were just another attention-starved edgy 14-year-old but you're even more pathetic than I imagined. Focus.

I never told anyone to kill themselves and focusing my account is pointless when I have multiple of them cmon

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Shiek on May 24, 2020, 02:41:36 PM

when I came to this forum people were posting gay porn and people shitting in all the threads, this place was a horrible look for skateboarding

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on May 24, 2020, 02:54:19 PM

Quote from: Shiek on May 24, 2020, 02:41:36 PM

when I came to this forum people were posting gay porn and people shitting in all the threads, this place was a horrible look for skateboarding

Nah, that was peak Slap.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Shiek on May 24, 2020, 02:57:36 PM

it's not my fault that no one has been outed as a nazi recently and tk hasnt threatened to put anyone in the sky

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ihatejulio on May 24, 2020, 02:57:46 PM

Quote from: Shiek on May 24, 2020, 02:39:30 PM

Quote from: ihatejulio on May 24, 2020, 02:01:14 PM

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Quote from: Krile on May 24, 2020, 05:06:44 AM

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Quote from: Dr-Feelgood on May 23, 2020, 07:38:59 PM

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Quote from: Krile on May 19, 2020, 08:58:28 PM

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I'll never give the skateboard industry another dime as long as I live.

[close]

you've proven yourself to be a kook multiple times but please do explain this sentence, im curious as to why?

[close]

I've put together 7 completes and have extra bearings and 20 pairs of shoes. I have 3 8.25 BBS decks that I'm going to use first then fuck around with the smaller ones. I can't justify stockpiling anything more realistically. My plan is to try to finesse boxes out of the bunt and just skate through the stuff I have. I'm 30 years old and am pretty good at prolonging the life of my gear so there is a reasonably high chance I never have to buy anything skate related again.

My clothing choices are highly specific and almost never covered by skate companies so again the chance of me buying a skate t-shirt or something is super super low.

[close]

You're 30 years old and you make multiple shitty accounts on slap while telling people in the mental health thread to kill themselves? I would have guessed you were just another attention-starved edgy 14-year-old but you're even more pathetic than I imagined. Focus.

[close]

I never told anyone to kill themselves and focusing my account is pointless when I have multiple of them cmon

My mistake, you said that all mentally ill people should be euthanized which is a way more rational thing to say than the former.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Shiek on May 24, 2020, 03:00:20 PM

Quote from: ihatejulio on May 24, 2020, 02:01:14 PM

you're even more pathetic than I imagined.

why the hell are you imagining me if you want to get to know me hit my PMs

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: switchmongojazzpush on May 24, 2020, 09:41:33 PM

Quote from: Krile on May 24, 2020, 05:10:01 AM

the only skate product I can see myself buying in the next 5 years is another RDS hoodie if they drop something sexy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Shiek on May 25, 2020, 03:00:05 AM

Quote from: ihatejulio on May 24, 2020, 02:57:46 PM

My mistake, you said that all mentally ill people should be euthanized which is a way more rational thing to say than the former.

No person that was Zephyr-Cum and it was only a few days ago nice memory you got there

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Shiek on May 25, 2020, 08:13:36 AM

Quote from: matty_c on May 24, 2020, 08:21:03 AM

Send me a setup with indys
fuck you need 7 completes for

the only set up with indys is my egg which I use for going to the store and stuff the roads around here suck ass so I have soft wheels on it.

I have 7 setups cuz I wanted to try purchasing from a few shops to see which ones I like and wanted to try certain products for myself and I like how 6 of them look on my desk

(https://i.imgur.com/9OV4m5P.jpg)

pretty pointless i know but what else am I supposed to do, actually use the stuff?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Shiek on May 25, 2020, 08:17:20 AM

I want to swap out some of the trucks for ACEs and Tensors and Krux and need to get a new set of soft wheels for the egg, might make the space man a 2nd cruiser and try some OJs

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BieberStance on May 25, 2020, 12:54:40 PM

Quote from: Shiek on May 25, 2020, 08:13:36 AM

Quote from: matty_c on May 24, 2020, 08:21:03 AM

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Send me a setup with indys
fuck you need 7 completes for

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the only set up with indys is my egg which I use for going to the store and stuff the roads around here suck ass so I have soft wheels on it.

I have 7 setups cuz I wanted to try purchasing from a few shops to see which ones I like and wanted to try certain products for myself and I like how 6 of them look on my desk

(https://i.imgur.com/9OV4m5P.jpg)

pretty pointless i know but what else am I supposed to do, actually use the stuff?

your taste is horrible.
so it will propably change pretty quick.
you will feel shit about what you own.

what leads to you buying a shitload of new stuff
and in consequence not using what you have

nothing will fit the void in you in the long run but

you may save the whole hardgood industry by yourself.


would gnar if i could.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Shiek on May 25, 2020, 01:14:36 PM

I like having horrible taste because at least its unique to me, "good taste" evolves and to have consistently good taste is to consistently adhere to trends. I would have liked all that garbage at 14 and I still like it now because my choices reflect my personality. Skateboarding isn't high art to me it's childrens todays. Every time I look up at my desk I feel like a little kid in a skateshop which is a feeling I'll never get again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Shiek on May 25, 2020, 01:20:21 PM

the come and go nature of material possessions is normal to me from trying musical instruments over the years. I've sold, traded and gave away some great instruments over the years because I never bought them to fill any sort of void I bought them to learn from them and to experience the products first hand. The ones I decided to keep have sentimental value to me because they meant something to me at a certain point in my life. Reminding collectors that some imaginary void is never going to be filled is pointless because generally that isn't why they collect.

As for saving the hardgood industry I plan on it but I'm likely blacklisted from the industry already due to my horrible taste and inconsiderate slap posts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on May 26, 2020, 12:39:02 AM

So it’s like a board for every slap account or what

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BieberStance on May 26, 2020, 02:11:46 AM

Quote from: Shiek on May 25, 2020, 01:20:21 PM

the come and go nature of material possessions is normal to me from trying musical instruments over the years. I've sold, traded and gave away some great instruments over the years because I never bought them to fill any sort of void I bought them to learn from them and to experience the products first hand. The ones I decided to keep have sentimental value to me because they meant something to me at a certain point in my life. Reminding collectors that some imaginary void is never going to be filled is pointless because generally that isn't why they collect.

As for saving the hardgood industry I plan on it but I'm likely blacklisted from the industry already due to my horrible taste and inconsiderate slap posts.

nah quite the contrary! you have the kids taste and in contrary to them you have the money. to a local shop you are equally worth to 6 kids parents.

when I think back about the small shop I grew up with and scene of like 10 skaters keeping it afloat, you are quite a big deal. so no-one will ever blacklist you!

Please just don't treat skateboarding like you did music and support the scooterscene because you decide to change it up and "experience the products first hand"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Shiek on May 26, 2020, 02:50:08 AM

My music is too powerful to release, I had to shelf one piece because it was giving my dad seizures.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on May 26, 2020, 05:33:34 AM

So... No buff stuff?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Shiek on May 26, 2020, 05:58:02 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on May 26, 2020, 05:33:34 AM

So... No buff stuff?

My biggest turn on is buff guys taller than me (6'3+) with broad shoulders  :)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on May 26, 2020, 08:29:02 AM

Quote from: Shiek on May 26, 2020, 05:58:02 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on May 26, 2020, 05:33:34 AM

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So... No buff stuff?

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My biggest turn on is buff guys taller than me (6'3+) with broad shoulders  :)

Fuck.... meant butt stuff...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Shiek on May 26, 2020, 12:42:57 PM

I'm a good girl

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lazer69 on May 26, 2020, 05:05:39 PM

wish my om was chill. Like haven't seen her in a year. I go to stay there for 3 weeks, and difficult to keep it together. I wanna be nice the whole, but just its so difficult, and I feel guilty.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Skart on May 27, 2020, 06:35:50 AM

Fem guys are wack. Literally get a tan, go to bed on time and use your arms

Bam, straight and on the road to functionality

Struggle like everyone else and learn what it means to work physically. You're not a good girl, you're insane

Actually look at girls. Even the malnourished ones have soo much more to offer than you ever will as a guy acting like something he's not born to actually be

You're not a girl, you can't be

Close your ass, stop playing with it. You're tired and sick, look at yourself

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Shiek on May 27, 2020, 07:06:55 AM

fuckin lmao

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Shiek on May 27, 2020, 07:07:38 AM

im gonna put on a skirt and get my dildo out today just for you daddy

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mog on May 27, 2020, 07:10:10 AM

Quote from: Skart on May 27, 2020, 06:35:50 AM

Struggle like everyone else

This sounds like terrible advice I'm going to smoke weed all day make some beats and take a nap for like 2 hours

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mog on May 27, 2020, 09:24:35 AM

Quote from: Skart on May 27, 2020, 06:35:50 AM

Fem guys are wack. Literally get a tan, go to bed on time and use your arms

Bam, straight and on the road to functionality

Struggle like everyone else and learn what it means to work physically. You're not a good girl, you're insane

Actually look at girls. Even the malnourished ones have soo much more to offer than you ever will as a guy acting like something he's not born to actually be

You're not a girl, you can't be

Close your ass, stop playing with it. You're tired and sick, look at yourself

Can I ask you 2 personal questions?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on May 29, 2020, 07:27:25 AM

Quote from: fakie nollie on May 24, 2020, 01:43:00 PM

Yesterday, I was taking a shower after I had worked out. Heated up the water and turned on some music in the bathroom. My wife was out for the day so I decided I’d jerk off in the shower.

I’m playing a playlist through spotify that is listening to classic music. The Rolling Stones etcetera. I’m jamming out and nodding my head while I get some me time in.

Right as I’m getting close the finishing, Elton John’s Rocket Man comes on. I haven’t heard this song in a while and the lyrics are hitting me deep. Right before the second chorus hits, I feel the end is near. Right as he yells, “Rocket Man!”, I finish.

In that moment, with the combination of an orgasm and hearing the chorus, I actually shed a tear of joy. A few seconds later, I’m balling from joy and euphoria. My flaccid self in hand, crouched over, mumbling the lyrics to Rocket Man while I rinse the tears from my face.

hahaha epic wank session!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on May 29, 2020, 10:11:41 AM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on May 29, 2020, 07:27:25 AM

Quote from: fakie nollie on May 24, 2020, 01:43:00 PM

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Yesterday, I was taking a shower after I had worked out. Heated up the water and turned on some music in the bathroom. My wife was out for the day so I decided I’d jerk off in the shower.

I’m playing a playlist through spotify that is listening to classic music. The Rolling Stones etcetera. I’m jamming out and nodding my head while I get some me time in.

Right as I’m getting close the finishing, Elton John’s Rocket Man comes on. I haven’t heard this song in a while and the lyrics are hitting me deep. Right before the second chorus hits, I feel the end is near. Right as he yells, “Rocket Man!”, I finish.

In that moment, with the combination of an orgasm and hearing the chorus, I actually shed a tear of joy. A few seconds later, I’m balling from joy and euphoria. My flaccid self in hand, crouched over, mumbling the lyrics to Rocket Man while I rinse the tears from my face.

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hahaha epic wank session!

Now imagine the same set-up, but it's this song that comes on:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EohxqqKaYFc

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sona on May 31, 2020, 04:23:15 AM

Bugs are gross and a lot of them scare me, I don't like spiders and things with lots of legs ewwww feel gross typing this

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sona on June 01, 2020, 10:39:24 AM

My short term memory is really bad

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on June 01, 2020, 03:14:57 PM

i have no idea what an algorithm is

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sona on June 01, 2020, 03:18:11 PM

I had a good one I wanted to put here but

Quote from: Sona on June 01, 2020, 10:39:24 AM

My short term memory is really bad

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: weon on June 01, 2020, 03:20:23 PM

Quote from: straight on June 01, 2020, 03:14:57 PM

i have no idea what an algorithm is

if you know what an “if” function or a “for” loop is, then you already know

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SUPREMENECKPROTECTOR on June 02, 2020, 05:19:19 AM

Quote from: straight on June 01, 2020, 03:14:57 PM

i have no idea what an algorithm is

(https://external-preview.redd.it/iT1wsQFKUN-oWSSHv8LkMt9Yg-aAg2-M7-CNVb23nTc.png?auto=webp&s=3664733eb30dc1609eed9c115e24d5eb2bab7c3b)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on June 02, 2020, 06:14:08 AM

Quote from: straight on June 01, 2020, 03:14:57 PM

i have no idea what an algorithm is

I think it's when one marches to the beat of Al Gore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sona on June 02, 2020, 06:16:41 AM

algorithm is like one of those family tree charts but upside down 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mog on June 03, 2020, 11:10:52 AM

Quote from: Mog on May 27, 2020, 09:24:35 AM

Quote from: Skart on May 27, 2020, 06:35:50 AM

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Fem guys are wack. Literally get a tan, go to bed on time and use your arms

Bam, straight and on the road to functionality

Struggle like everyone else and learn what it means to work physically. You're not a good girl, you're insane

Actually look at girls. Even the malnourished ones have soo much more to offer than you ever will as a guy acting like something he's not born to actually be

You're not a girl, you can't be

Close your ass, stop playing with it. You're tired and sick, look at yourself

[close]

Can I ask you 2 personal questions?

Didn't think so.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on June 03, 2020, 09:47:34 PM

Quote from: silhouette on June 02, 2020, 06:14:08 AM

Quote from: straight on June 01, 2020, 03:14:57 PM

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i have no idea what an algorithm is

[close]

I think it's when one marches to the beat of Al Gore.

I got this a couple minutes after reading it and had to come back to tell you that you made my evening.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on June 04, 2020, 08:55:13 AM

I am absolutely terrified of police interactions now not because of my whiteness but how my wife and her nephew will be treated if we all get stopped and hassled.

I've had good luck with dealing with authority and correcting those whom have had an attitude when asking everyone for ID's.  These are definitely uncertain times we're living in and I want to crawl in a cave and just post up till everything blows over.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Garnet on June 05, 2020, 04:50:02 AM

I prefer being called Dagger to Garnet

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: (fake) nollie. on June 08, 2020, 04:23:08 PM

I can't 360flip... or kickflip.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on June 08, 2020, 06:50:19 PM

Had a dream last night that I cross-dressed as a 1920’s flapper.  Didn’t see that one coming.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on June 09, 2020, 10:21:09 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on June 08, 2020, 06:50:19 PM

Had a dream last night that I cross-dressed as a 1920’s flapper.  Didn’t see that one coming.

I'm intrigued

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on June 09, 2020, 10:41:53 PM

Quote from: rawr1922 on June 09, 2020, 10:21:09 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on June 08, 2020, 06:50:19 PM

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Had a dream last night that I cross-dressed as a 1920’s flapper.  Didn’t see that one coming.

[close]

I'm intrigued

Not going to lie, I felt beautiful and seductive.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Garnet on June 10, 2020, 01:57:02 AM

crossdressing is fun and surprisingly easy I'd do it full time if it wasn't so expensive and time consuming

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on June 10, 2020, 02:28:03 AM

(https://i.postimg.cc/D0c8XYrN/beyblade-2.jpg) (https://postimages.org/)

No u wudnt fucc with my Kreis Cygnus for it is much versed in the art of defense, it can slide in both directions, has a lot of stamina, and secret powerful iron fillings in its energy ring.

U wudnt do shiiit bro and if u think u would then all I have to say to you is

LET IT

RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIP

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Garnet on June 10, 2020, 02:31:07 AM

i was wondering where u been

edit: I was recording a One Direction TV thing in Toronto like 7 years ago and in the same building there was an International BeyBlade Championship being filmed. My mind was blown cuz I remembered those things from when I was a kid. Some little Asian dude won it obviously and One Direction sucked obviously but the screaming preteen girls with their obnoxious signs were hilarious.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on June 10, 2020, 02:39:01 AM

the kreis cygnus is a rose bush, I smell of roses on my paws, as we embrace, the smell wafts into your nostrils, you are reminded of the times before, I cannot hide my truth any longer.

"Its not possible, the power is overwhelming"

You whisper in my ear.

I spill like an overflowing glass of water, the floor is wet with the buzz of a trillion bees. They swarm towards the setting sun.

A single rose remains in their place.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Garnet on June 10, 2020, 02:40:53 AM

its thunderstorming outside and im worried about my kitty

edit: yep i checked the front door and hes there soaking wet screaming at me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on June 10, 2020, 02:59:21 AM

Doesnt your cat know its a tropical depression? what a badass, worthy of the cygnus no doubt. Unlike some who make a big mess everywhere spilling all over the place, chasing the goddamn sun.....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Garnet on June 10, 2020, 04:11:12 AM

just occurred to me i've posted like 1500 times in 2 months. yikes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 411_bandit on June 10, 2020, 05:15:06 AM

I haven't actually seen most of the 411s I started skating 2 years ago

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on June 10, 2020, 08:37:22 AM

Quote from: 411_bandit on June 10, 2020, 05:15:06 AM

I haven't actually seen most of the 411s I started skating 2 years ago

Not like even half of us even skates anymore...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on June 11, 2020, 07:06:41 AM

i just watched nyjah's fade to black again. quite a trip.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on June 11, 2020, 07:56:28 AM

Quote from: Complements4U on June 10, 2020, 02:28:03 AM

(https://i.postimg.cc/D0c8XYrN/beyblade-2.jpg) (https://postimages.org/)

No u wudnt fucc with my Kreis Cygnus for it is much versed in the art of defense, it can slide in both directions, has a lot of stamina, and secret powerful iron fillings in its energy ring.

U wudnt do shiiit bro and if u think u would then all I have to say to you is

LET IT

RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIP

Yeeeeeew!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on June 11, 2020, 06:42:45 PM

Quote from: somethingmustbreaknow on June 11, 2020, 07:06:41 AM

i just watched nyjah's fade to black again. quite a trip.

Ninejah is talented and as much as you can dislike him and as big of an a-hole as he looks. He is undeniably talented and has a huge and consistent bag of tricks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 11, 2020, 11:02:04 PM

I'm having a real hard time forcing myself to go to work everyday. I dread it so much that I cry over it. I'm only 5 years into my career and I don't understand how people do this for a lifetime. I'm real close to quitting and moving back in with my mom.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on June 11, 2020, 11:06:47 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 11, 2020, 11:02:04 PM

I'm having a real hard time forcing myself to go to work everyday. I dread it so much that I cry over it. I'm only 5 years into my career and I don't understand how people do this for a lifetime. I'm real close to quitting and moving back in with my mom.

Sometimes we gotta move back to move forward. There is no shame.
Have you thought about what you want to do? Or is there anything that grabs your attention?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on June 11, 2020, 11:16:12 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on June 11, 2020, 06:42:45 PM

Quote from: somethingmustbreaknow on June 11, 2020, 07:06:41 AM

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i just watched nyjah's fade to black again. quite a trip.

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Ninejah is talented and as much as you can dislike him and as big of an a-hole as he looks. He is undeniably talented and has a huge and consistent bag of tricks.

yeah absolutely, but the trippy part was more like his style in skating and dressing back then in 2013 compared to now. give it a rewatch and i think you'll probably feel the same. haha. the part contains good skating still.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on June 11, 2020, 11:34:35 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on June 11, 2020, 11:06:47 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 11, 2020, 11:02:04 PM

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I'm having a real hard time forcing myself to go to work everyday. I dread it so much that I cry over it. I'm only 5 years into my career and I don't understand how people do this for a lifetime. I'm real close to quitting and moving back in with my mom.

[close]

Sometimes we gotta move back to move forward. There is no shame.
Have you thought about what you want to do? Or is there anything that grabs your attention?

I moved home a couple months ago to get my shit together. Not that bad. Beats hearing music bumping 24/7 from the wall I shared with some tweakers.

My job pays very well. But it took 9 years to make good money and yeah I hate it everyday. I’ve been through that feeling and it’s never really changed. I recently made some changes in my personal life to help improve that and also to hopefully transfer departments. That feeling of dread is pretty common. I don’t know how the fuck I’ve been here so long. I just half ass everything because I’d have to come in with my dick hanging out to actually get fired.

Moving home took a lot of other life stress off my shoulders that made work more tolerable. I moved away a year into the job so it’s been a long time since I’ve lived at home. It’s not that bad and I got a lot of shit in order to be better off when I move out around a year from now. I had wanted to move home for like a year but it just didn’t feel right. The very first day I was home I knew I made the right choice and I’m so fucking glad I did it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Garnet on June 12, 2020, 02:08:55 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 11, 2020, 11:02:04 PM

I'm having a real hard time forcing myself to go to work everyday. I dread it so much that I cry over it. I'm only 5 years into my career and I don't understand how people do this for a lifetime. I'm real close to quitting and moving back in with my mom.

What do you do and why is it so gut-wrenching that you cry about it? 5 years is a decent chunk of time to decide if you hate something or not. Your posts are generally fuckin emo so i don't know how seriously to take this. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on June 12, 2020, 06:21:16 AM

Quote from: Garnet on June 12, 2020, 02:08:55 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 11, 2020, 11:02:04 PM

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I'm having a real hard time forcing myself to go to work everyday. I dread it so much that I cry over it. I'm only 5 years into my career and I don't understand how people do this for a lifetime. I'm real close to quitting and moving back in with my mom.

[close]

What do you do and why is it so gut-wrenching that you cry about it? 5 years is a decent chunk of time to decide if you hate something or not. Your posts are generally fuckin emo so i don't know how seriously to take this.

He's a mailman and has gnarly depression, don't marginalize it by saying he's "emo"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Garnet on June 12, 2020, 06:51:26 AM

i called his posts emo not him but ok. I'm totally qualified to call this one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on June 13, 2020, 12:35:44 AM

I can’t help myself I keep smelling the cast on my arm. I know exactly where it stinks the most and that’s the spot I sniff. Why

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Seventyfrigginseven on June 13, 2020, 11:41:02 AM

There is a guy that rides this motorized long board thing up and down my road lately. He does these over exaggerated dorky carves and I kind of want him to eat shit. Not get really hurt by any means, just road rash will suffice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on June 13, 2020, 11:44:00 AM

Quote from: Seventyfrigginseven on June 13, 2020, 11:41:02 AM

There is a guy that rides this motorized long board thing up and down my road lately. He does these over exaggerated dorky carves and I kind of want him to eat shit. Not get really hurt by any means, just road rash will suffice.

I remember sitting in a car while our friend's brother was waiting for his girlfriend to come out so we could leave. This dude on a dirt bike kept doing wheelies up and down the street showing off for his girlfriend. He went leaned back and accelerated to hard and ate shit, nothing serious, but just enough that we were dying laughing. I'll always remember how hard we were laughing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Seventyfrigginseven on June 13, 2020, 12:00:02 PM

Quote from: 50mm on June 13, 2020, 11:44:00 AM

Quote from: Seventyfrigginseven on June 13, 2020, 11:41:02 AM

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There is a guy that rides this motorized long board thing up and down my road lately. He does these over exaggerated dorky carves and I kind of want him to eat shit. Not get really hurt by any means, just road rash will suffice.

[close]

I remember sitting in a car while our friend's brother was waiting for his girlfriend to come out so we could leave. This dude on a dirt bike kept doing wheelies up and down the street showing off for his girlfriend. He went back to far and ate shit, nothing serious, but just enough that we were dying laughing. I'll always remember how hard we were laughing.

Perfect! I'm sure she was impressed! I do have to ask were you guys hoping really hard he would loop out and crash, and then it actually happened? If that is the case I am going to go out on my porch and really focus to see if I can get the same results. By the look on this guys face he has tremendous confidence in his street snowboard thing skills and needs to be taken down a few notches, he looks really foolish and it needs to come to an end soon for my sake.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on June 13, 2020, 06:46:04 PM

sometimes i think i am actually really fucking crazy, or things just make perfect sense

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DA BIG BODY BENZ on June 14, 2020, 11:00:53 AM

I really love the podcast cum town. It is by far the funniest podcast there ever was

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on June 14, 2020, 12:12:19 PM

Quote from: DA BIG BODY BENZ on June 14, 2020, 11:00:53 AM

I really love the podcast cum town. It is by far the funniest podcast there ever was

Dudes rock.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DA BIG BODY BENZ on June 14, 2020, 07:02:37 PM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on June 14, 2020, 12:12:19 PM

Quote from: DA BIG BODY BENZ on June 14, 2020, 11:00:53 AM

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I really love the podcast cum town. It is by far the funniest podcast there ever was

[close]

Dudes rock.

Indeed

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Trashcon on June 15, 2020, 01:28:24 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on June 11, 2020, 11:06:47 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 11, 2020, 11:02:04 PM

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I'm having a real hard time forcing myself to go to work everyday. I dread it so much that I cry over it. I'm only 5 years into my career and I don't understand how people do this for a lifetime. I'm real close to quitting and moving back in with my mom.

[close]

Sometimes we gotta move back to move forward. There is no shame.
Have you thought about what you want to do? Or is there anything that grabs your attention?

I agree. Absolutely no shame in doing this. Does your current job offer an Employee Assistance Program? Here's a little info on it. May be useful. They offer a variety of benefits, one being counseling, maybe to discuss your career and options. Hope it helps.

https://www.opm.gov/FAQs/QA.aspx?fid=4313c618-a96e-4c8e-b078-1f76912a10d9&pid=2c2b1e5b-6ff1-4940-b478-34039a1e1174

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on June 16, 2020, 12:57:31 AM

Dear L33T,

Completely understand working same gig for 20-30 years downright scary.  Super impressive you lasted 5 years , never came close. My longest 3 years . Keep it going brother. Moving back with parents nice for a bit then gets old fast. Feel like youre too hard on yourself. Shows character you lasted that long. Good qualities such as loyalty , dedication, & maturity float in your body.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on June 16, 2020, 04:29:21 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 11, 2020, 11:02:04 PM

I'm having a real hard time forcing myself to go to work everyday. I dread it so much that I cry over it. I'm only 5 years into my career and I don't understand how people do this for a lifetime. I'm real close to quitting and moving back in with my mom.

My dad was a lettercarrier for 30 years. Regularly worked 60-70 hours a week. He was also an NALC steward for 30 years, and I think that that helped break up the mundanity a bit for him. Anywho, probably none of that was helpful to you but I just wanted to share. Hang in there, dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on June 16, 2020, 09:27:11 PM

+1 for unions. I used to do high rises in Brisbane. Best job I ever had. Went out on my own and missed the boys so much

Leet geek get involved in your union

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on June 16, 2020, 09:48:35 PM

Quote from: matty_c on June 16, 2020, 09:27:11 PM

+1 for unions. I used to do high rises in Brisbane. Best job I ever had. Went out on my own and missed the boys so much

Leet geek get involved in your union

Hell yeah, dude. I'm currently an AFSCME union steward

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hmmmm Nice Bike on June 17, 2020, 06:40:35 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on June 11, 2020, 11:02:04 PM

I'm having a real hard time forcing myself to go to work everyday. I dread it so much that I cry over it. I'm only 5 years into my career and I don't understand how people do this for a lifetime. I'm real close to quitting and moving back in with my mom.

I just started working for FedEx as a package handler. It's so physically demanding that I'm constantly wondering how long could I even last at it until my body gives out eventually. I see some older employees working there still, so that kinda gives me hope that it's a possible long term job but at the same time that future just seems so bleak. I don't really have any other choices however, I've been working since age 15 and now I'm approaching the end of my 20's with no education and jobs being even more difficult than before to obtain due to the pandemic.

It's pretty fucking depressing honestly and makes me wonder if I should finally study for my GED in hopes for something better, but even that doesn't seem so promising.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SSBS1080CBBSNP on June 17, 2020, 11:07:00 PM

I forgot my username. Missed u Slap.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on June 17, 2020, 11:21:20 PM

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+1 for unions. I used to do high rises in Brisbane. Best job I ever had. Went out on my own and missed the boys so much

Leet geek get involved in your union

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Hell yeah, dude. I'm currently an AFSCME union steward

Man I’ve done more work for my union to help my co-workers than they have. They have fucked up every single thing we’ve tried to do. I lost hope and stopped trying after months of effort and then fucking us over so much. Also thought of this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_3mw49mk_x0

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on June 18, 2020, 12:12:31 AM

Bummer, bro.. that videos pretty funny tho

The one I’m a member of has a rep for being corrupt as fuck but to me anyway they were the lesser of two evils. Dunno what you guys get paid in states but I did apprenticeship and then a couple years qualified for smaller companies but once I got on with a unionised gang I was fucking laughing

We’d uhh randomly have hoist issues and get stuck up the tower on overtime. When this happened we’d usually do cocaine but never any beers. No booze in the tower

We’d have our crib rooms in the basement and on fridays we’d knock off early get drunk as shit and cook steaks
 
I’d have to look it up but we got something like 8 weeks holiday a year and a world class superannuation scheme, pay worked out to 38hrs week for 1850 Australian in the bank after tax. But I used to do a whole bunch of overtime, anything after the 38 was x2.5

You don’t get half that pay on a non union site and certainly not as good conditions

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on June 18, 2020, 03:04:11 AM

Quote from: matty_c on June 18, 2020, 12:12:31 AM

Bummer, bro.. that videos pretty funny tho

The one I’m a member of has a rep for being corrupt as fuck but to me anyway they were the lesser of two evils. Dunno what you guys get paid in states but I did apprenticeship and then a couple years qualified for smaller companies but once I got on with a unionised gang I was fucking laughing

We’d uhh randomly have hoist issues and get stuck up the tower on overtime. When this happened we’d usually do cocaine but never any beers. No booze in the tower

We’d have our crib rooms in the basement and on fridays we’d knock off early get drunk as shit and cook steaks
 
I’d have to look it up but we got something like 8 weeks holiday a year and a world class superannuation scheme, pay worked out to 38hrs week for 1850 Australian in the bank after tax. But I used to do a whole bunch of overtime, anything after the 38 was x2.5

You don’t get half that pay on a non union site and certainly not as good conditions

I have good benefits and pay and shit. And it’s like really hard to get fired or anything. But when it comes to workplace shit where they hassle us all the fucking time and have unrealistic expectations the union doesn’t try to help out or anything.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on June 18, 2020, 10:17:22 AM

Quote from: 50mm on June 18, 2020, 03:04:11 AM

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Bummer, bro.. that videos pretty funny tho

The one I’m a member of has a rep for being corrupt as fuck but to me anyway they were the lesser of two evils. Dunno what you guys get paid in states but I did apprenticeship and then a couple years qualified for smaller companies but once I got on with a unionised gang I was fucking laughing

We’d uhh randomly have hoist issues and get stuck up the tower on overtime. When this happened we’d usually do cocaine but never any beers. No booze in the tower

We’d have our crib rooms in the basement and on fridays we’d knock off early get drunk as shit and cook steaks
 
I’d have to look it up but we got something like 8 weeks holiday a year and a world class superannuation scheme, pay worked out to 38hrs week for 1850 Australian in the bank after tax. But I used to do a whole bunch of overtime, anything after the 38 was x2.5

You don’t get half that pay on a non union site and certainly not as good conditions

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I have good benefits and pay and shit. And it’s like really hard to get fired or anything. But when it comes to workplace shit where they hassle us all the fucking time and have unrealistic expectations the union doesn’t try to help out or anything.

That sucks, dude. Idk what Council you're in but I know that Council 5's (Minnesota) contract also doesn't have clear language to help with a manager overworking their employees. I struggled a lot with that at my first AFSCME job. Basically it boiled down to me respectfully confronting the supervisor daily about how he was being a dick. It didn't really change anything, and eventually I transferred to a different agency.

How were you fucked over by your union? I'd be interested to hear more about your situation if you're willing to share

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Garnet on June 19, 2020, 12:44:18 PM

I've thankfully never done meth

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Seventyfrigginseven on June 19, 2020, 04:45:43 PM

As an "older skater" I always try to live up to how I could skate in the late 90's til the mid 2000's. Then a few minutes ago I had an epiphany..Stop putting so much pressure on myself because I really wasnt that good back then either.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tom on June 19, 2020, 05:25:52 PM

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+1 for unions. I used to do high rises in Brisbane. Best job I ever had. Went out on my own and missed the boys so much

Leet geek get involved in your union

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Hell yeah, dude. I'm currently an AFSCME union steward

I’m personally not yet an official steward for my union local, but I’ve been pushed some of my unions steward training programs and I’ve been asked to attend steward meetings, plus our executive board meetings. I’m the chairman of a couple committees, sit on a council with committee chairpersons from other Los Angeles based locals, and was invited to attend our internationals general executive board meeting in Montreal last fall. I’m winging it most of the time, but it seems to work out. The union sort of lets me do my own thing and they occasionally check in on me to see what I’m up to. There’s aalso standing offer to send and pay for any member to school to earn an associates degree in labor studies. I was going to attend the summer semester, but it was postponed because of the pandemic

Here’s a confession; I regained almost all of the weight I had lost and it’s depressing. I get tons of cardio and I cook for myself still, but reintroducing carbs killed me. I know it’s possible to do though, so I’m going to keep working back at it and not let this setback keep me down

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on June 19, 2020, 07:33:59 PM

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+1 for unions. I used to do high rises in Brisbane. Best job I ever had. Went out on my own and missed the boys so much

Leet geek get involved in your union

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Hell yeah, dude. I'm currently an AFSCME union steward

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I’m personally not yet an official steward for my union local, but I’ve been pushed some of my unions steward training programs and I’ve been asked to attend steward meetings, plus our executive board meetings. I’m the chairman of a couple committees, sit on a council with committee chairpersons from other Los Angeles based locals, and was invited to attend our internationals general executive board meeting in Montreal last fall. I’m winging it most of the time, but it seems to work out. The union sort of lets me do my own thing and they occasionally check in on me to see what I’m up to. There’s aalso standing offer to send and pay for any member to school to earn an associates degree in labor studies. I was going to attend the summer semester, but it was postponed because of the pandemic

What union are you a member of?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fakie n0llie on June 20, 2020, 07:43:38 AM

I'd take a kick to the vag for Pat Sinner.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on June 21, 2020, 09:08:41 PM

Quote from: Seventyfrigginseven on June 19, 2020, 04:45:43 PM

As an "older skater" I always try to live up to how I could skate in the late 90's til the mid 2000's. Then a few minutes ago I had an epiphany..Stop putting so much pressure on myself because I really wasnt that good back then either.

it's a great place to be. I put up post about go skate day yesterday but the best thing about being in your 40s is that, there's no pressure on you to rip. If you're just out there rolling and getting a few slappies or whatever then you're basically winning.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pdknox on June 23, 2020, 05:55:46 PM

i dont like it when grown men refer to their associates as "buddy" or "my buddy [...]"


ha.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on June 23, 2020, 06:58:52 PM

Quote from: FamilyMeeting7 on June 18, 2020, 10:17:22 AM

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Bummer, bro.. that videos pretty funny tho

The one I’m a member of has a rep for being corrupt as fuck but to me anyway they were the lesser of two evils. Dunno what you guys get paid in states but I did apprenticeship and then a couple years qualified for smaller companies but once I got on with a unionised gang I was fucking laughing

We’d uhh randomly have hoist issues and get stuck up the tower on overtime. When this happened we’d usually do cocaine but never any beers. No booze in the tower

We’d have our crib rooms in the basement and on fridays we’d knock off early get drunk as shit and cook steaks
 
I’d have to look it up but we got something like 8 weeks holiday a year and a world class superannuation scheme, pay worked out to 38hrs week for 1850 Australian in the bank after tax. But I used to do a whole bunch of overtime, anything after the 38 was x2.5

You don’t get half that pay on a non union site and certainly not as good conditions

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I have good benefits and pay and shit. And it’s like really hard to get fired or anything. But when it comes to workplace shit where they hassle us all the fucking time and have unrealistic expectations the union doesn’t try to help out or anything.

[close]

That sucks, dude. Idk what Council you're in but I know that Council 5's (Minnesota) contract also doesn't have clear language to help with a manager overworking their employees. I struggled a lot with that at my first AFSCME job. Basically it boiled down to me respectfully confronting the supervisor daily about how he was being a dick. It didn't really change anything, and eventually I transferred to a different agency.

How were you fucked over by your union? I'd be interested to hear more about your situation if you're willing to share

Sure, I've bitched enough about it on here but will break it down. I didn't when I first responded because I was already getting pissed.

Pretty much I work an office job pushing papers. Without getting into too much detail, we see if people are eligible for stuff, I'll using housing assistance as an example. Some people work housing/utility assistance, some see if you qualify to get help paying for medical shit even after insurance, supplies, copays, etc. But whatever program you do, that's the only one you do, and that's the only one you get trained for. You don't do both programs because it would be insane. It takes straight up a minimum of a year to get it all figured out, 2 months of that are in training which just kind of helps you get an idea of how to do it. It's much more complex than it seems, we check out all kinds of info on people, require all kinds of information, and you constantly have to check up on them and see if they still qualify. We are under staffed as is and then our organization decided to have everyone do both programs. They are totally different, the rules of what you can ask for are opposite, it's dumb as fuck.

Since they decided to do that, morale not just in our office but all over has been horrible, people don't know what they are doing, all our work has gotten behind, and we have had a big increase in complaints. They were saying it just takes time, but some people have done it well over a year and are like fuck no, this just doesn't work. When they had me start to do the switch I saw for myself how fucked it was, how bad the training was, and how much work they had me start on when I literally didn't even know how to do it. I started feeling like an idiot, because I used to do the job no problem, but I decided to ask random workers, a ton of them I had never even spoken to, what they thought of the change and if they thought it was working. I asked them neutral questions so that I wouldn't skew them to my opinion and asked people from different offices, under different managers etc. Not a single person told me they thought it was working, a bunch of people told me how they had to start going to see psychiatrists because of the constant pressure put on them to do work that isn't possible. Everyone had burnout. Plus we were losing about 50% of our new hires because they just said fuck it, the job is too hard.

I gathered everyone opinions brought them up to our supervisors in a respectful way at a meeting with all staff, a lot of workers spoke up and it was really professionally done. In the meantime I had contacted the union and they first took like 2 weeks to return my call for them to come do an office visit, which they are supposed to do as routine but haven't. Then the date the guy set the appointment for he went to the wrong fucking office 45 minutes away.

In the meantime 2 weeks after our meeting where the supervisors seemed to listen, to at least ease up on their micromanagement and similar practices we had a new meeting about how we can meet goals and whenever I would speak they would all jump in and try to shut me down, or twist what I had said previously to make me look stupid, but I'm not stupid, and I'm pretty sharp in a situation like that so I handled myself professional, looked good, they got emotional, combative, all that stupid shit. A bunch of people said the way they behaved was unprofessional and obviously they had a plan to try to keep me from having any influence.

Finally I got the union guy there like another 2 weeks later. He was actually good at confronting the supervisors when they tried to tell us we had to have the meeting in an area they would also be in, even though they have a different union. He seemed like a badass when he walked in, then for 45 minutes of our 1 hour meeting he just talked about what the union does and why we should stick with them (because California passed a law where a contracted union has to represent you even if you opt out of paying them). Then we had 15 minutes to bring up what had been going on. The guy didn't pay much attention, so then I had another meeting with the head of the union, it involved a select few from multiple offices covering hundred of people. He is actually smart, really concerned, asks the right questions and is getting us a face to face meeting with the very top of our organization, like they literally are in charge of thousands of workers. But it turns out the guy is retiring in 10 weeks, covid happens so we have a phone meeting with the heads of the department, some representatives only got 1 day heads up, and when we are given the conference call info it is for a totally different conference call. We were told in advance they were going to cover some Covid stuff and we would have an opportunity to speak after. So the guy that wasn't actually smart, the one that went to the wrong office gives us the wrong conference call info, they are going over covid for 30 minutes and then I just happen to check my email and I have one from 20 minutes earlier asking where are we, the heads of our organization are waiting on us to talk and nobody is there besides the dumbass union guy. So he talks to them for us, when we finally get on the call they are wrapping it up and the head of our organization is saying she's got another meeting to go to and we didn't get to say shit. It was so totally fucking stupid, it wasted months of time and effort, and it accomplished nothing. From what I started in my office, it spread to organizing thousands of workers, and when the time came we get a 1 day heads up, and get put into the wrong call while our union guy is on the correct call.

I don't even want to read all that, I didn't want to start because I knew I would have to type it all up and get pissed off again.

In the meantime 75% of us are telecommuting so nobody really gives a fuck now because it's easier to do your job without your boss breathing down your neck, but when we come back to the office it will be the same shit, and all because our union is so fucking stupid. 

Sorry to anyone who has to witness this wall of text I wrote

Quote from: pdknox on June 23, 2020, 05:55:46 PM

i dont like it when grown men refer to their associates as "buddy" or "my buddy [...]"


ha.

"What's up boss, what can I get started for you today?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on June 24, 2020, 12:10:19 AM

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Bummer, bro.. that videos pretty funny tho

The one I’m a member of has a rep for being corrupt as fuck but to me anyway they were the lesser of two evils. Dunno what you guys get paid in states but I did apprenticeship and then a couple years qualified for smaller companies but once I got on with a unionised gang I was fucking laughing

We’d uhh randomly have hoist issues and get stuck up the tower on overtime. When this happened we’d usually do cocaine but never any beers. No booze in the tower

We’d have our crib rooms in the basement and on fridays we’d knock off early get drunk as shit and cook steaks
 
I’d have to look it up but we got something like 8 weeks holiday a year and a world class superannuation scheme, pay worked out to 38hrs week for 1850 Australian in the bank after tax. But I used to do a whole bunch of overtime, anything after the 38 was x2.5

You don’t get half that pay on a non union site and certainly not as good conditions

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I have good benefits and pay and shit. And it’s like really hard to get fired or anything. But when it comes to workplace shit where they hassle us all the fucking time and have unrealistic expectations the union doesn’t try to help out or anything.

[close]

That sucks, dude. Idk what Council you're in but I know that Council 5's (Minnesota) contract also doesn't have clear language to help with a manager overworking their employees. I struggled a lot with that at my first AFSCME job. Basically it boiled down to me respectfully confronting the supervisor daily about how he was being a dick. It didn't really change anything, and eventually I transferred to a different agency.

How were you fucked over by your union? I'd be interested to hear more about your situation if you're willing to share

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Sure, I've bitched enough about it on here but will break it down. I didn't when I first responded because I was already getting pissed.

Pretty much I work an office job pushing papers. Without getting into too much detail, we see if people are eligible for stuff, I'll using housing assistance as an example. Some people work housing/utility assistance, some see if you qualify to get help paying for medical shit even after insurance, supplies, copays, etc. But whatever program you do, that's the only one you do, and that's the only one you get trained for. You don't do both programs because it would be insane. It takes straight up a minimum of a year to get it all figured out, 2 months of that are in training which just kind of helps you get an idea of how to do it. It's much more complex than it seems, we check out all kinds of info on people, require all kinds of information, and you constantly have to check up on them and see if they still qualify. We are under staffed as is and then our organization decided to have everyone do both programs. They are totally different, the rules of what you can ask for are opposite, it's dumb as fuck.

Since they decided to do that, morale not just in our office but all over has been horrible, people don't know what they are doing, all our work has gotten behind, and we have had a big increase in complaints. They were saying it just takes time, but some people have done it well over a year and are like fuck no, this just doesn't work. When they had me start to do the switch I saw for myself how fucked it was, how bad the training was, and how much work they had me start on when I literally didn't even know how to do it. I started feeling like an idiot, because I used to do the job no problem, but I decided to ask random workers, a ton of them I had never even spoken to, what they thought of the change and if they thought it was working. I asked them neutral questions so that I wouldn't skew them to my opinion and asked people from different offices, under different managers etc. Not a single person told me they thought it was working, a bunch of people told me how they had to start going to see psychiatrists because of the constant pressure put on them to do work that isn't possible. Everyone had burnout. Plus we were losing about 50% of our new hires because they just said fuck it, the job is too hard.

I gathered everyone opinions brought them up to our supervisors in a respectful way at a meeting with all staff, a lot of workers spoke up and it was really professionally done. In the meantime I had contacted the union and they first took like 2 weeks to return my call for them to come do an office visit, which they are supposed to do as routine but haven't. Then the date the guy set the appointment for he went to the wrong fucking office 45 minutes away.

In the meantime 2 weeks after our meeting where the supervisors seemed to listen, to at least ease up on their micromanagement and similar practices we had a new meeting about how we can meet goals and whenever I would speak they would all jump in and try to shut me down, or twist what I had said previously to make me look stupid, but I'm not stupid, and I'm pretty sharp in a situation like that so I handled myself professional, looked good, they got emotional, combative, all that stupid shit. A bunch of people said the way they behaved was unprofessional and obviously they had a plan to try to keep me from having any influence.

Finally I got the union guy there like another 2 weeks later. He was actually good at confronting the supervisors when they tried to tell us we had to have the meeting in an area they would also be in, even though they have a different union. He seemed like a badass when he walked in, then for 45 minutes of our 1 hour meeting he just talked about what the union does and why we should stick with them (because California passed a law where a contracted union has to represent you even if you opt out of paying them). Then we had 15 minutes to bring up what had been going on. The guy didn't pay much attention, so then I had another meeting with the head of the union, it involved a select few from multiple offices covering hundred of people. He is actually smart, really concerned, asks the right questions and is getting us a face to face meeting with the very top of our organization, like they literally are in charge of thousands of workers. But it turns out the guy is retiring in 10 weeks, covid happens so we have a phone meeting with the heads of the department, some representatives only got 1 day heads up, and when we are given the conference call info it is for a totally different conference call. We were told in advance they were going to cover some Covid stuff and we would have an opportunity to speak after. So the guy that wasn't actually smart, the one that went to the wrong office gives us the wrong conference call info, they are going over covid for 30 minutes and then I just happen to check my email and I have one from 20 minutes earlier asking where are we, the heads of our organization are waiting on us to talk and nobody is there besides the dumbass union guy. So he talks to them for us, when we finally get on the call they are wrapping it up and the head of our organization is saying she's got another meeting to go to and we didn't get to say shit. It was so totally fucking stupid, it wasted months of time and effort, and it accomplished nothing. From what I started in my office, it spread to organizing thousands of workers, and when the time came we get a 1 day heads up, and get put into the wrong call while our union guy is on the correct call.

I don't even want to read all that, I didn't want to start because I knew I would have to type it all up and get pissed off again.

In the meantime 75% of us are telecommuting so nobody really gives a fuck now because it's easier to do your job without your boss breathing down your neck, but when we come back to the office it will be the same shit, and all because our union is so fucking stupid. 

Sorry to anyone who has to witness this wall of text I wrote

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i dont like it when grown men refer to their associates as "buddy" or "my buddy [...]"


ha.

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"What's up boss, what can I get started for you today?

Been following your work with the union and this recent update really sucks to hear. Sounds like the company took advantage of the confusion during the pandemic to tick the boxes to make it seem like they heard your concerns. Like the virus + remote working was the perfect time for them to do as little as they could while keeping your voices down.

I'm really sorry to hear that; was rooting for you since you started posting in Whatever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on June 24, 2020, 08:06:42 AM

Thanks man. At the end of the day I can at least know that I stood up the the higher ups for all my co-workers and didn't back down when they tried to make me look bad. I got a lot of respect from my co-workers after that, and supervisors were more cautious on how they acted.

It was really about two problems. A change in our business model that didn't work, and a change in our office's morale since we got a new regional manager and started doing the new model. The RM we had before, though I didn't like her too much, was a very cool lady who would said hi to everyone and come out of her office, the new one never talks to anyone or leaves her office, and in fact when we found out someone probably had corona in our office she had a panic attack and went home, leaving everything in chaos.

When that phone meeting disaster happened I had a chance to say something after the very head of our organization got off the call, and our former regional manager who is now higher up said she wanted to talk to me in private after. I told her a lot of the shit that had happened, how bad our office is compared to when she was there and she was really nice, gave me her personal cell and actually seemed to care. It's hard to tell though when you haven't seen any co-workers in 3 months.

They are moving around supervisor positions, so the new shitty regional will no longer be in charge of us. And we are changing the way we do the work so that you don't have to wear as many hats. The change is in part a response to everyone working from home, but I also believe it has to do with what I did. It's too big of a coincidence that changes were made to the two issues that were brought up in an organization that doesn't like to change.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nevrwasben on June 24, 2020, 02:29:22 PM

Quote from: 50mm on June 24, 2020, 08:06:42 AM

Thanks man. At the end of the day I can at least know that I stood up the the higher ups for all my co-workers and didn't back down when they tried to make me look bad. I got a lot of respect from my co-workers after that, and supervisors were more cautious on how they acted.

It was really about two problems. A change in our business model that didn't work, and a change in our office's morale since we got a new regional manager and started doing the new model. The RM we had before, though I didn't like her too much, was a very cool lady who would said hi to everyone and come out of her office, the new one never talks to anyone or leaves her office, and in fact when we found out someone probably had corona in our office she had a panic attack and went home, leaving everything in chaos.

When that phone meeting disaster happened I had a chance to say something after the very head of our organization got off the call, and our former regional manager who is now higher up said she wanted to talk to me in private after. I told her a lot of the shit that had happened, how bad our office is compared to when she was there and she was really nice, gave me her personal cell and actually seemed to care. It's hard to tell though when you haven't seen any co-workers in 3 months.

They are moving around supervisor positions, so the new shitty regional will no longer be in charge of us. And we are changing the way we do the work so that you don't have to wear as many hats. The change is in part a response to everyone working from home, but I also believe it has to do with what I did. It's too big of a coincidence that changes were made to the two issues that were brought up in an organization that doesn't like to change.

That's rad man, it's hard to stick your neck out and possibly face retribution from the higher ups for speaking out against their bullshit; so kudos to you.
One of these days I'll try to take a page from your book instead of continuing to swallow the bullshit...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on June 24, 2020, 04:07:21 PM

Yeah man. It was pretty rewarding. I totally understand that I’m lucky enough to have the kind of job security where they can’t find a bullshit way to fire me over it. It was in my heart to do all that because I have strong feelings about looking out for people who get taken advantage of or are being treated unfairly. It helped that I also spoke to people and told them they had to speak up during the first meeting because if it’s just me talking I would just look like a complainer.

I worked at Wells Fargo like 10 years ago and couldn’t do that kind of thing there. All that shit about them forcing people to open bank accounts and shit, that big class action, I was working there when that was all going down. It was so stressful and I couldn’t do shit back then because I had no job security. But I guess someone figured out a way and that’s why they got sued in the first place.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on June 24, 2020, 06:50:29 PM

Quote from: 50mm on June 24, 2020, 04:07:21 PM

I worked at Wells Fargo like 10 years ago and couldn’t do that kind of thing there. All that shit about them forcing people to open bank accounts and shit, that big class action, I was working there when that was all going down. It was so stressful and I couldn’t do shit back then because I had no job security. But I guess someone figured out a way and that’s why they got sued in the first place.

Fuck that, I was reading the book "Tailspin" about how these fuckers engineered the financial markets to profit off the suffering of those most in need of housing; and despite all that few were brought to justice and most rode off into the sunset with even fatter bank accounts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: 50mm on June 24, 2020, 07:25:01 PM

Yeah man it was really bad. I'm not a salesman, I hate that shit. You got a bonus check for sales along with customer service.

How it worked was getting people to open bank accounts, get new debit cards, credit cards, shit like that, counted as like points. And then when people came in and you did a transaction for them, random customers would get a phone call recording for a survey and it would ask them 5 ridiculous questions, and each one they would rate from a 1-5. It was stuff like, the person who helped you made you want to come back, or they smiled, or made you feel at home. Stupid shit like that that any sane person wouldn't feel at a fucking bank. And the kicker is, if just one of those questions wasn't a 5 it was considered a bad survey. You could get 5-5-5-5-4, and it would be a fail. So they had these crazy sales goals, even if like me, you worked in the middle of nowhere and would go an hour without seeing anyone. It was the same level sales goals as if you worked in the middle of LA with hundreds of customers a day. So they drove sales hard, and then tried to fuck you out of the sales bonus with dumbass questions. Because again, enough "failed" surveys and you would lose your sales bonus.

I hated sales, I saw people sign up customers for accounts that didn't even know it, or didn't have any money in the first accounts, then they would give them another 2 accounts. I hardly ever hit my sales goals unless my banker homie that I would get stoned with would tell me to mark some accounts he had opened as a sales referral. Pretty much they were coming in to open an account, would go straight to him, and he would give me the info after so I could mark it on our system and pretend I convinced them to see him.

We had fucking friends and family days which was so fucking stupid. You had to have 2 people that day open an account. Every family member of mine had accounts, parents, siblings, cousins, all that horse shit. It was so insane, I wish I was older and more mature to say fuck that, I don't have anyone today. They would make it seem like you were fucked. My first manager was so shady he got fired for adding himself to peoples accounts, going into safety deposit boxes, taking out money and shit. That company is so fucking crooked I closed my accounts and opened some at Chase while I was still working there. Fuck Wells Fargo, glad I got like $400.00 from those cock suckers when the class action got settled.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Zephyr-Cum on June 25, 2020, 12:39:25 AM

Quote from: matty_c on June 18, 2020, 12:12:31 AM

The one I’m a member of has a rep for being corrupt as fuck but to me anyway they were the lesser of two evils.

We’d uhh randomly have hoist issues and get stuck up the tower on overtime. When this happened we’d usually do cocaine but never any beers. No booze in the tower.

A  union steward had his way with a lady carpenter once. She went to the cops. They heard Union and laughed her out of the building. True story. I read your comment and I see how that could happen.

Fucking disgrace.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on June 26, 2020, 05:52:25 PM

@50mm: didn't want to quote your wall of text so I made a separate post. Thanks for sharing your story. That really really fucking sucks to hear, especially after you did so much on your own. I was particularly irked by your experience of the first guy who showed up using the majority of the time to preach about why it is important to financially support unions post-Janus, instead of using his time to actually listen to the workplace concerns. That shit happens all of the time in my part of AFSCME as well, and does nothing but turn people off of unions even more.

@zephyr-cum: that's awful, poor woman

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 28, 2020, 06:14:21 PM

I talk about whatever the fuck I wanna talk about.

I've been thinking about how many slap heads are in my area and how I wanna meet them. Let's have a get together already. I want kewl friends!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DA BIG BODY BENZ on June 28, 2020, 07:15:15 PM

Back in like 05-06 when video ipods first came I put some porn on it and brought it to school and showed people thinking I was so cool. Looking back I probably looked like a complete weirdo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on June 29, 2020, 08:12:59 PM

Quote from: DA BIG BODY BENZ on June 28, 2020, 07:15:15 PM

Back in like 05-06 when video ipods first came I put some porn on it and brought it to school and showed people thinking I was so cool. Looking back I probably looked like a complete weirdo

No shame in jerking off with other dudes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Owen on June 30, 2020, 05:21:07 AM

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just realized my porn history is racist

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Obvi. I've seen your search history. It's all Latina midgets. Do you hate Asian midgets or something?

I don't know how much of a confession this is as I'm not embarrassed about it at all but, I love The Great British Bake Off. It's the most heartfelt competition show that I've ever seen. All the bakers are super likable people. I'm always taken aback by how cute (and I mean that in the most literal sense) some of the contestants are in season 6. There's s person named Kim-Joy for christ's sake. And then there are two beautiful women among the contestants as well. Ruby is unbelievably gorgeous and it irrationally makes me kind of angry when abnormally attractive people are also highly skilled. Honestly every time she's on the screen I can't help but say, "beautiful!", in my head. Whatever, I have problems. Check the show if you want something to watch passively while you're doing something else.

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My girlfriend loves GBBO so I started watching it with her, and now I love it. I agree with you, it's such a wholesome and wonderful show. I watch it when I need an escape from the insanity that is American life right now... so, as often as I can

Damn bro if you thought things were bad in Oct 2019, 2020 must be rocking you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Garnet on June 30, 2020, 09:34:57 AM

I was banned for over 2 weeks (unjustly) and didn't really miss this place much. I missed posting but reading this shit when you can't post is unbearable I dunno how lurkers do it. Gotta say Roast Beef is a terrible poster super glad I have access to my ignore list again!  ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on June 30, 2020, 11:10:22 AM

I feel invalidated in many aspects of my life, I wasn't abused in the traditional sense of physical abuse more psychological and emotional abandonment from parental figures. 

Yes my dad worked hard all his life and somehow I respect him?! Yet it has had lasting effects to this day, I feel I'm not good enough whenever I apply myself to any situation I can succeed.

 I overcompensate occasionally by having that Dunning Kreuger effect  or pretentiousness sometimes as I know I don't know things but like I said I'll figure it out as we go along and succeed in my goals or bullshiting my way through interviews.

What I'm asking you Pals is how do I build up a healthy self esteem and confidence without coming off as arrogant or sound like an ignorant Karen when it comes to actually knowing certain things?!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Garnet on June 30, 2020, 11:18:39 AM

Quote from: DarthDingusMaximus on June 30, 2020, 11:10:22 AM

I feel invalidated in many aspects of my life, I wasn't abused in the traditional sense of physical abuse more psychological and emotional abandonment from parental figures. 

Yes my dad worked hard all his life and somehow I respect him?! Yet it has had lasting effects to this day, I feel I'm not good enough whenever I apply myself to any situation I can succeed.

 I overcompensate occasionally by having that Dunning Kreuger effect  or pretentiousness sometimes as I know I don't know things but like I said I'll figure it out as we go along and succeed in my goals or bullshiting my way through interviews.

What I'm asking you Pals is how do I build up a healthy self esteem and confidence without coming off as arrogant or sound like an ignorant Karen when it comes to actually knowing certain things?!

how old are you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on June 30, 2020, 11:23:47 PM

Quote from: DarthDingusMaximus on June 30, 2020, 11:10:22 AM

I feel invalidated in many aspects of my life, I wasn't abused in the traditional sense of physical abuse more psychological and emotional abandonment from parental figures. 

Yes my dad worked hard all his life and somehow I respect him?! Yet it has had lasting effects to this day, I feel I'm not good enough whenever I apply myself to any situation I can succeed.

 I overcompensate occasionally by having that Dunning Kreuger effect  or pretentiousness sometimes as I know I don't know things but like I said I'll figure it out as we go along and succeed in my goals or bullshiting my way through interviews.

What I'm asking you Pals is how do I build up a healthy self esteem and confidence without coming off as arrogant or sound like an ignorant Karen when it comes to actually knowing certain things?!

Well if you know certain things about a certain topic then you arent ignorant on the topic.....just be patient with people, show respect and kindness unless you're not getting it in return....in that case fuck em and come off as arrogant, i dont know i already forgot what poor advice i wanted to give you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on July 01, 2020, 05:49:56 AM

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I feel invalidated in many aspects of my life, I wasn't abused in the traditional sense of physical abuse more psychological and emotional abandonment from parental figures. 

Yes my dad worked hard all his life and somehow I respect him?! Yet it has had lasting effects to this day, I feel I'm not good enough whenever I apply myself to any situation I can succeed.

 I overcompensate occasionally by having that Dunning Kreuger effect  or pretentiousness sometimes as I know I don't know things but like I said I'll figure it out as we go along and succeed in my goals or bullshiting my way through interviews.

What I'm asking you Pals is how do I build up a healthy self esteem and confidence without coming off as arrogant or sound like an ignorant Karen when it comes to actually knowing certain things?!

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Well if you know certain things about a certain topic then you arent ignorant on the topic.....just be patient with people, show respect and kindness unless you're not getting it in return....in that case fuck em and come off as arrogant, i dont know i already forgot what poor advice i wanted to give you

Gnar'd

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DA BIG BODY BENZ on July 05, 2020, 10:02:21 PM

Confessions have been real fucking boring lately. Where is the juicy shit we long for?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on July 05, 2020, 11:40:31 PM

On 4th of July, set up a 10'x10' pop up tent then chilled on the beach all day. Beers on ice all day. Older crowd set up next to us.  Eventually an older lady with a 2 piece bathing suit started chatting up. The lower half of bathing suit covered up muffin top. She blessed with a beautiful face & nice tatas. Eventually found out she's 43 years old. Got her number. And here's my confession, totally down to hook up. Haven't been laid in a long time plus tired of wacking off. Such a stressful mission due to not having a lock on my door & have to turn on fan full blast.  As Modest Mouse says - these walls are paper thin & everyone hears every little sound. Lastly , trying to be done strangling the chicken , feel like the biggest dirt bagg afterwords. Anyways, back on topic. Planning on inviting this 43 year old over with a muffin top & couldn't be happier!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on July 06, 2020, 04:49:19 AM

Also Darth, not sure what your situation is....hoping you smoke weed , if so please take a long break. Performs wonders, you probably know. Took me nearly 2 decades to realize over consumption of green created negative feelings, anxiety , depression, you name it, etc. Really hinders instead of benefit like it used to when we younger. If your negative feelings not related to ganj : please take a deep breath brother, relax then ponder the cause of you feeling invalidated in different aspects. Think you're like most of us... way too hard on ourselves. Crazy chaotic time right now ... So much time to self reflect. Sounds so cheezy, I never listened for longest time nevertheless Diet  + exercise performs wonders for mind, body, & soul. You sound like you're not content , want you to be happy so suggest switching it up by trying new lifestyle . Hope some of this helps. Feel like a walking contradiction however truly believe just the simple changes help tremendously...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on July 06, 2020, 08:04:15 AM

Quote from: rawr1922 on July 06, 2020, 04:49:19 AM

Also Darth, not sure what your situation is....hoping you smoke weed , if so please take a long break. Performs wonders, you probably know. Took me nearly 2 decades to realize over consumption of green created negative feelings, anxiety , depression, you name it, etc. Really hinders instead of benefit like it used to when we younger. If your negative feelings not related to ganj : please take a deep breath brother, relax then ponder the cause of you feeling invalidated in different aspects. Think you're like most of us... way too hard on ourselves. Crazy chaotic time right now ... So much time to self reflect. Sounds so cheezy, I never listened for longest time nevertheless Diet  + exercise performs wonders for mind, body, & soul. You sound like you're not content , want you to be happy so suggest switching it up by trying new lifestyle . Hope some of this helps. Feel like a walking contradiction however truly believe just the simple changes help tremendously...

Well I was doing a shit load self reflecting on my family compared with my wife’s family, (which we’re here to look after my wife’s mum)

What I think it boils down to a few things that I’ve noticed, despite our cultures being different the same parents being shitty has a profound effect on anyone especially if you are ill equipped to have kids.


I say this don’t have kids for the sake of society’s normalcy just for a person to kick around later on in life out of your own convenience.

 That’s where I am at now and I want something more for us to strive for but as someone else has said shit has been going crazy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on July 06, 2020, 06:52:41 PM

Quote from: rawr1922 on July 05, 2020, 11:40:31 PM

On 4th of July, set up a 10'x10' pop up tent then chilled on the beach all day. Beers on ice all day. Older crowd set up next to us.  Eventually an older lady with a 2 piece bathing suit started chatting up. The lower half of bathing suit covered up muffin top. She blessed with a beautiful face & nice tatas. Eventually found out she's 43 years old. Got her number. And here's my confession, totally down to hook up. Haven't been laid in a long time plus tired of wacking off. Such a stressful mission due to not having a lock on my door & have to turn on fan full blast.  As Modest Mouse says - these walls are paper thin & everyone hears every little sound. Lastly , trying to be done strangling the chicken , feel like the biggest dirt bagg afterwords. Anyways, back on topic. Planning on inviting this 43 year old over with a muffin top & couldn't be happier!

Mission success?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DA BIG BODY BENZ on July 07, 2020, 12:29:31 AM

Quote from: rawr1922 on July 05, 2020, 11:40:31 PM

On 4th of July, set up a 10'x10' pop up tent then chilled on the beach all day. Beers on ice all day. Older crowd set up next to us.  Eventually an older lady with a 2 piece bathing suit started chatting up. The lower half of bathing suit covered up muffin top. She blessed with a beautiful face & nice tatas. Eventually found out she's 43 years old. Got her number. And here's my confession, totally down to hook up. Haven't been laid in a long time plus tired of wacking off. Such a stressful mission due to not having a lock on my door & have to turn on fan full blast.  As Modest Mouse says - these walls are paper thin & everyone hears every little sound. Lastly , trying to be done strangling the chicken , feel like the biggest dirt bagg afterwords. Anyways, back on topic. Planning on inviting this 43 year old over with a muffin top & couldn't be happier!

Stick it in her butt for me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kmdoom on July 07, 2020, 02:58:12 PM

i am a nihilist, not much of a confession but i read about it being a disease of thought and i think it is the one thing that will make or break me in my life.

also this year i've tried ketamine, acid, molly, and coke but i'm too broke to make it an addiction. it will be interesting to see what happens if i ever start making money

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kmdoom on July 07, 2020, 03:00:13 PM

and i knew there was one i was forgetting, shrooms. def my least favorite

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kmdoom on July 07, 2020, 03:34:21 PM

Quote from: mbl88 on December 13, 2006, 03:29:45 PM

so to be a moderator you either have to be gay or vegan

this is when the thread really started to get dark imo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kmdoom on July 07, 2020, 03:42:16 PM

Quote from: sheffledge on December 17, 2006, 06:09:31 AM

i will really marry QUEEN MERKS and make sheffbabies with her

lmfao

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on July 07, 2020, 09:05:06 PM

Quote from: DA BIG BODY BENZ on July 07, 2020, 12:29:31 AM

Quote from: rawr1922 on July 05, 2020, 11:40:31 PM

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On 4th of July, set up a 10'x10' pop up tent then chilled on the beach all day. Beers on ice all day. Older crowd set up next to us.  Eventually an older lady with a 2 piece bathing suit started chatting up. The lower half of bathing suit covered up muffin top. She blessed with a beautiful face & nice tatas. Eventually found out she's 43 years old. Got her number. And here's my confession, totally down to hook up. Haven't been laid in a long time plus tired of wacking off. Such a stressful mission due to not having a lock on my door & have to turn on fan full blast.  As Modest Mouse says - these walls are paper thin & everyone hears every little sound. Lastly , trying to be done strangling the chicken , feel like the biggest dirt bagg afterwords. Anyways, back on topic. Planning on inviting this 43 year old over with a muffin top & couldn't be happier!

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Lick it in her butt for me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 07, 2020, 10:11:31 PM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on July 07, 2020, 09:05:06 PM

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On 4th of July, set up a 10'x10' pop up tent then chilled on the beach all day. Beers on ice all day. Older crowd set up next to us.  Eventually an older lady with a 2 piece bathing suit started chatting up. The lower half of bathing suit covered up muffin top. She blessed with a beautiful face & nice tatas. Eventually found out she's 43 years old. Got her number. And here's my confession, totally down to hook up. Haven't been laid in a long time plus tired of wacking off. Such a stressful mission due to not having a lock on my door & have to turn on fan full blast.  As Modest Mouse says - these walls are paper thin & everyone hears every little sound. Lastly , trying to be done strangling the chicken , feel like the biggest dirt bagg afterwords. Anyways, back on topic. Planning on inviting this 43 year old over with a muffin top & couldn't be happier!

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Lick it in her butt for me

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Get that dick wet, bro.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on July 08, 2020, 07:36:10 AM

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The one I’m a member of has a rep for being corrupt as fuck but to me anyway they were the lesser of two evils.

We’d uhh randomly have hoist issues and get stuck up the tower on overtime. When this happened we’d usually do cocaine but never any beers. No booze in the tower.

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A  union steward had his way with a lady carpenter once. She went to the cops. They heard Union and laughed her out of the building. True story. I read your comment and I see how that could happen.

Fucking disgrace.

Oh bullshit!
There aren’t any lady carpenters dude

That’s a joke

Wouldn’t the carpenter be a member too? Don’t you all have to be paid up?
We have this thing here no ticket no start.
I digress. Bummed on your comments
I’m not down for that sort of fuckery at all

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on July 09, 2020, 03:01:19 AM

Quote from: kmdoom on July 07, 2020, 02:58:12 PM

i am a nihilist, not much of a confession but i read about it being a disease of thought and i think it is the one thing that will make or break me in my life.

also this year i've tried ketamine, acid, molly, and coke but i'm too broke to make it an addiction. it will be interesting to see what happens if i ever start making money

Sometimes I like to make a tea of panaeolus cyanescens and then - when the rabbit bites it’s own head off - that’s when I start doing cocaine

It’s grand

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on July 09, 2020, 05:03:10 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on July 07, 2020, 10:11:31 PM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on July 07, 2020, 09:05:06 PM

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On 4th of July, set up a 10'x10' pop up tent then chilled on the beach all day. Beers on ice all day. Older crowd set up next to us.  Eventually an older lady with a 2 piece bathing suit started chatting up. The lower half of bathing suit covered up muffin top. She blessed with a beautiful face & nice tatas. Eventually found out she's 43 years old. Got her number. And here's my confession, totally down to hook up. Haven't been laid in a long time plus tired of wacking off. Such a stressful mission due to not having a lock on my door & have to turn on fan full blast.  As Modest Mouse says - these walls are paper thin & everyone hears every little sound. Lastly , trying to be done strangling the chicken , feel like the biggest dirt bagg afterwords. Anyways, back on topic. Planning on inviting this 43 year old over with a muffin top & couldn't be happier!

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Lick it in her butt for me

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Get that dick wet, bro.

You’re gonna need a mix tape. 43 year old women love a good mix tape. I know 43 year old women. I got you. In no particular order:

1.) Color me Bad—Sex you up
2.) wrecks in effect—Rump Shaker
3.) Millie vanillie—girl you know
4.) 2 Live Crew—me so horny
5.) Biggie Smalls—Juicy
6.) Salt and Peppa—push it
7.) Naughty by Nature—OPP
8.) TLC—ain’t to proud to beg
9.) Montel Jordon—this is how we do it
10.) and if she can hold out this long I would go back to 2 live crew and drop Face Down Ass Up

Have fun

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kmdoom on July 09, 2020, 04:46:47 PM

Quote from: matty_c on July 09, 2020, 03:01:19 AM

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i am a nihilist, not much of a confession but i read about it being a disease of thought and i think it is the one thing that will make or break me in my life.

also this year i've tried ketamine, acid, molly, and coke but i'm too broke to make it an addiction. it will be interesting to see what happens if i ever start making money

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Sometimes I like to make a tea of panaeolus cyanescens and then - when the rabbit bites it’s own head off - that’s when I start doing cocaine

It’s grand

this went over my head but yes. cocaine can be grand

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paco Supreme on July 12, 2020, 09:08:34 PM

I’m starting to get cabin fever, I’ve had a minor cold since last Tuesday and at the request of my boss I went in for a covid test. They said 72 hrs for results, another person in my home got their results earlier than I did but they won’t tell me over the phone when I ring so I can’t leave home and I don’t wanna stay here any longer

Edit: ok, I don’t got that shit, fuck that was a long 5 days

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on July 13, 2020, 01:33:30 PM

Quote from: Paco Supreme on July 12, 2020, 09:08:34 PM

I’m starting to get cabin fever, I’ve had a minor cold since last Tuesday and at the request of my boss I went in for a covid test. They said 72 hrs for results, another person in my home got their results earlier than I did but they won’t tell me over the phone when I ring so I can’t leave home and I don’t wanna stay here any longer

That sounds awful, just a bunch of sitting around and waiting. Are you doing any better now?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HyenaChaser on July 14, 2020, 12:56:10 PM

Quote from: GardenSkater77 on July 09, 2020, 05:03:10 AM

You’re gonna need a mix tape. 43 year old women love a good mix tape. I know 43 year old women.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ok boomer on July 15, 2020, 08:30:29 AM

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On 4th of July, set up a 10'x10' pop up tent then chilled on the beach all day. Beers on ice all day. Older crowd set up next to us.  Eventually an older lady with a 2 piece bathing suit started chatting up. The lower half of bathing suit covered up muffin top. She blessed with a beautiful face & nice tatas. Eventually found out she's 43 years old. Got her number. And here's my confession, totally down to hook up. Haven't been laid in a long time plus tired of wacking off. Such a stressful mission due to not having a lock on my door & have to turn on fan full blast.  As Modest Mouse says - these walls are paper thin & everyone hears every little sound. Lastly , trying to be done strangling the chicken , feel like the biggest dirt bagg afterwords. Anyways, back on topic. Planning on inviting this 43 year old over with a muffin top & couldn't be happier!

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Lick it in her butt for me

[close]

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Get that dick wet, bro.

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You’re gonna need a mix tape. 43 year old women love a good mix tape. I know 43 year old women. I got you. In no particular order:

1.) Color me Bad—Sex you up
2.) wrecks in effect—Rump Shaker
3.) Millie vanillie—girl you know
4.) 2 Live Crew—me so horny
5.) Biggie Smalls—Juicy
6.) Salt and Peppa—push it
7.) Naughty by Nature—OPP
8.) TLC—ain’t to proud to beg
9.) Montel Jordon—this is how we do it
10.) and if she can hold out this long I would go back to 2 live crew and drop Face Down Ass Up

Have fun

Mix tapes were the biggest pimp move in 8th grade. For me that was 89-90. Mix tape could get you from 2nd to 3rd base and a nice reputation as a young lad.

Keep in mind these ladies are 43-44 now so this all makes sense

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on July 15, 2020, 09:47:14 AM

It still works but depends on the girl.
Also, it’s awkward when you make a mix on Spotify and the person has Apple Music

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nevrwasben on July 17, 2020, 08:28:02 PM

Hoping L33tg33k is doing well

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on July 17, 2020, 09:01:10 PM

Quote from: nevrwasben on July 17, 2020, 08:28:02 PM

Hoping L33tg33k is doing well

Anybody know him IRL to check up on him?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 17, 2020, 10:29:24 PM

I have hair between my balls and thigh. They get all fucked and tangle which causes irritation. Shaving did not work that well.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on July 18, 2020, 08:41:19 PM

Wax on wax of

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 19, 2020, 09:15:44 AM

Quote from: matty_c on July 18, 2020, 08:41:19 PM

Wax on wax of

Have a gnar, my dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on July 19, 2020, 09:36:23 AM

also thinking of l33t, hope he’s doing okay. also every pal in here who’s depressed as shit cause of a dumpster fire of a time we’re in currently

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on July 20, 2020, 04:56:27 PM

Thinking bout SFB...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on July 20, 2020, 09:22:39 PM

Quote from: childhood on July 20, 2020, 04:56:27 PM

Thinking bout SFB...

I miss SFB, hope they’re doing ok.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fakie nollie on July 21, 2020, 08:52:34 AM

This is a long story about how I felt like a complete skate-jock and why the brands we generally despise both exist and thrive.

When I first met my S/O years ago, I was skating a lot more and she thought it was cool. At 31, she had never stepped foot on a skateboard in her life. I decided I’d show her the basics at my local skatepark.

We show up and the park is empty. Me, being the horrible teacher that I am, assumed her saying “I’ve never stepped on skateboard” meant she could roll around on flat ground- I was wrong. I leave her to hold a fence to practice balancing. An hour goes by and I'm dusted from skating ledges the entire time. She’s a good sport but was yearning to learn more.

A few days later, I have to travel for work for about two weeks. This was before we lived together and she asked if she could borrow my skateboard to practice. I oblige, leave it at her apartment on the way to the airport and think nothing of it.

Two weeks pass and I arrive home, jet lagged but itching to release some stress by skating around my local. I pick her up, my spare skateboard in trunk and the one she's borrowing in her hand and we go to our local. I’m not paying attention and start warming my legs up with a few runs around the park.

After about 5 minutes, I realize I didn’t leave her on the fence and frantically search to see if she’s fallen. To my total surprise, she is rolling around, going up and down the banks and pushing (not mongo). Albeit it looks sloppy, this is someone who, 2 weeks prior, couldn’t even stand on a board. I’m blown away and impressed, with a hint of admiration as I remember being a chubby 8 year old taking weeks to learn how to stand and roll.

We leave the park and I’m singing her praises, giving verbal accolades about her progress. I innocently ask, “How did you learn so fast?”. Prior to receiving her answer that would turn my morals upside-down, I assumed she was either naturally talented or started banging a dude at the park in exchange for lessons. How wrong I was on all accounts.

Smiling from ear-to-ear, she pulls her phone out and opens the YouTube app. I’m sitting in the parking lot with her, sweat dried on my brow, patiently waiting to see what miraculous video she pulls up that showed her the basics of skateboarding. Was it from Tony Hawk or Eric Koston's trick tips? Possibly a lesser known e-learning channel from a dope company?

No. She pulls up Braille's youtube channel and starts scrolling through all the videos she was looking at- each one with a small red-line below the thumbnail, indicating she's ingested this content like a fiend demolishing a bag of dope. I can't wrap my head around this and am smiling on the outside but screaming on the inside:

"Why is this happening to me? How did I get here? Who is poisoning the well with this content being so easily accessible to the naive skateboarder in the early stages of their journey to Gnardom?"

After about 30 seconds of her scrolling through, my inner skate-jock erupts and I exclaim, "Those videos are so wack. You need to stop looking at them." A flood of emotion and memories took over- blips of flashbacks to conversations between friends, casually talking shit on anything that Thrasher or Transworld's website didn't display in the last decade. Aaron Kyro's bird-like nose poking into frame. 

She's immediately crushed, followed by a wave of being upset with me for judging her - and rightfully so. I believe the first thing she said was, "Oh, I didn't realize you were the mayor of Cool's Ville and Braille is jean overalls". That immediately put me in check. Who was I to dictate what is or isn't cool? What gave me the impression that I was aware, at all, of what should be considered 'hip' or 'lame'? How did I get to the point from my humble beginnings in skateboarding, where I was the little kid being bullied by the older crew for my Wet Willy deck to being the kook who judged someone so quickly?

This was followed by one of our first and only fights in our years-long relationship. At the end of it, I submitted, admitted I was in the wrong and told her my opinion should not ruin the tools which helped her begin to skate. To this day though, every time a reference to anything Braille or Revive pops up, I instinctually clench my jaw and remember the day I was the skateboard jock.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on July 21, 2020, 09:25:03 AM

Quote from: fakie nollie on July 21, 2020, 08:52:34 AM

This is a long story about how I felt like a complete skate-jock and why the brands we generally despise both exist and thrive.

When I first met my S/O years ago, I was skating a lot more and she thought it was cool. At 31, she had never stepped foot on a skateboard in her life. I decided I’d show her the basics at my local skatepark.

We show up and the park is empty. Me, being the horrible teacher that I am, assumed her saying “I’ve never stepped on skateboard” meant she could roll around on flat ground- I was wrong. I leave her to hold a fence to practice balancing. An hour goes by and I'm dusted from skating ledges the entire time. She’s a good sport but was yearning to learn more.

A few days later, I have to travel for work for about two weeks. This was before we lived together and she asked if she could borrow my skateboard to practice. I oblige, leave it at her apartment on the way to the airport and think nothing of it.

Two weeks pass and I arrive home, jet lagged but itching to release some stress by skating around my local. I pick her up, my spare skateboard in trunk and the one she's borrowing in her hand and we go to our local. I’m not paying attention and start warming my legs up with a few runs around the park.

After about 5 minutes, I realize I didn’t leave her on the fence and frantically search to see if she’s fallen. To my total surprise, she is rolling around, going up and down the banks and pushing (not mongo). Albeit it looks sloppy, this is someone who, 2 weeks prior, couldn’t even stand on a board. I’m blown away and impressed, with a hint of admiration as I remember being a chubby 8 year old taking weeks to learn how to stand and roll.

We leave the park and I’m singing her praises, giving verbal accolades about her progress. I innocently ask, “How did you learn so fast?”. Prior to receiving her answer that would turn my morals upside-down, I assumed she was either naturally talented or started banging a dude at the park in exchange for lessons. How wrong I was on all accounts.

Smiling from ear-to-ear, she pulls her phone out and opens the YouTube app. I’m sitting in the parking lot with her, sweat dried on my brow, patiently waiting to see what miraculous video she pulls up that showed her the basics of skateboarding. Was it from Tony Hawk or Eric Koston's trick tips? Possibly a lesser known e-learning channel from a dope company?

No. She pulls up Braille's youtube channel and starts scrolling through all the videos she was looking at- each one with a small red-line below the thumbnail, indicating she's ingested this content like a fiend demolishing a bag of dope. I can't wrap my head around this and am smiling on the outside but screaming on the inside:

"Why is this happening to me? How did I get here? Who is poisoning the well with this content being so easily accessible to the naive skateboarder in the early stages of their journey to Gnardom?"

After about 30 seconds of her scrolling through, my inner skate-jock erupts and I exclaim, "Those videos are so wack. You need to stop looking at them." A flood of emotion and memories took over- blips of flashbacks to conversations between friends, casually talking shit on anything that Thrasher or Transworld's website didn't display in the last decade. Aaron Kyro's bird-like nose poking into frame. 

She's immediately crushed, followed by a wave of being upset with me for judging her - and rightfully so. I believe the first thing she said was, "Oh, I didn't realize you were the mayor of Cool's Ville and Braille is jean overalls". That immediately put me in check. Who was I to dictate what is or isn't cool? What gave me the impression that I was aware, at all, of what should be considered 'hip' or 'lame'? How did I get to the point from my humble beginnings in skateboarding, where I was the little kid being bullied by the older crew for my Wet Willy deck to being the kook who judged someone so quickly?

This was followed by one of our first and only fights in our years-long relationship. At the end of it, I submitted, admitted I was in the wrong and told her my opinion should not ruin the tools which helped her begin to skate. To this day though, every time a reference to anything Braille or Revive pops up, I instinctually clench my jaw and remember the day I was the skateboard jock.

Love the story, entirely relatable if your friend or lady pick up skateboarding later in life. When my wife first tried skateboarding she insisted on wearing pads which to me was totally unacceptable. Getting broken off and bruised was the price of admission to our club. Unfortunately not everyone is lucky enough to pick it up when they are young and can bounce back quickly from a sprain or fracture. An injury at an older age can seriously mess up your career or vitality for the rest of your life. Plus it can turn you off a sport you were just getting into.

Braille is horrible but I'm happy the quality of instructional skate videos has improved greatly over the years. Willy Santos Trick Tips was shit and I won't stop talking shit on it. I remember having to buffer the video off the Birdhouse website in 240p and the instructions were so vague.

Put your front foot in the kickflip position behind the bolts
Pop your board and drag your foot like you're doing an ollie
Flick of the toe makes it happen
Catch the board on the griptape side up
Land on the bolts
Roll away

I'm happy that people picking up skateboarding have so much access to quality videos that help them improve rapidly and get over the frustration hurdle faster. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on July 21, 2020, 09:27:40 AM

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cricketclub on July 21, 2020, 02:15:30 PM

Despite the fact there are plenty of turn arounds in classic parts... I just cringe any time I see one. Would rather see a switch 180 or a halfcab or anything else... or just follow it with a switch trick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on July 21, 2020, 06:04:00 PM

I've been learning more and more about meditation and mindfulness, I had a breakdown when I was watching a movie that made me sad.

I don't know if this is good feeling or is it releasing of inner turmoil from being cooped up to everything being turned upside down stress all that shit has kinda been zapped out of me, I feel complete.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on July 22, 2020, 03:05:23 PM

Quote from: fakie nollie on July 21, 2020, 08:52:34 AM

This is a long story about how I felt like a complete skate-jock and why the brands we generally despise both exist and thrive.

When I first met my S/O years ago, I was skating a lot more and she thought it was cool. At 31, she had never stepped foot on a skateboard in her life. I decided I’d show her the basics at my local skatepark.

We show up and the park is empty. Me, being the horrible teacher that I am, assumed her saying “I’ve never stepped on skateboard” meant she could roll around on flat ground- I was wrong. I leave her to hold a fence to practice balancing. An hour goes by and I'm dusted from skating ledges the entire time. She’s a good sport but was yearning to learn more.

A few days later, I have to travel for work for about two weeks. This was before we lived together and she asked if she could borrow my skateboard to practice. I oblige, leave it at her apartment on the way to the airport and think nothing of it.

Two weeks pass and I arrive home, jet lagged but itching to release some stress by skating around my local. I pick her up, my spare skateboard in trunk and the one she's borrowing in her hand and we go to our local. I’m not paying attention and start warming my legs up with a few runs around the park.

After about 5 minutes, I realize I didn’t leave her on the fence and frantically search to see if she’s fallen. To my total surprise, she is rolling around, going up and down the banks and pushing (not mongo). Albeit it looks sloppy, this is someone who, 2 weeks prior, couldn’t even stand on a board. I’m blown away and impressed, with a hint of admiration as I remember being a chubby 8 year old taking weeks to learn how to stand and roll.

We leave the park and I’m singing her praises, giving verbal accolades about her progress. I innocently ask, “How did you learn so fast?”. Prior to receiving her answer that would turn my morals upside-down, I assumed she was either naturally talented or started banging a dude at the park in exchange for lessons. How wrong I was on all accounts.

Smiling from ear-to-ear, she pulls her phone out and opens the YouTube app. I’m sitting in the parking lot with her, sweat dried on my brow, patiently waiting to see what miraculous video she pulls up that showed her the basics of skateboarding. Was it from Tony Hawk or Eric Koston's trick tips? Possibly a lesser known e-learning channel from a dope company?

No. She pulls up Braille's youtube channel and starts scrolling through all the videos she was looking at- each one with a small red-line below the thumbnail, indicating she's ingested this content like a fiend demolishing a bag of dope. I can't wrap my head around this and am smiling on the outside but screaming on the inside:

"Why is this happening to me? How did I get here? Who is poisoning the well with this content being so easily accessible to the naive skateboarder in the early stages of their journey to Gnardom?"

After about 30 seconds of her scrolling through, my inner skate-jock erupts and I exclaim, "Those videos are so wack. You need to stop looking at them." A flood of emotion and memories took over- blips of flashbacks to conversations between friends, casually talking shit on anything that Thrasher or Transworld's website didn't display in the last decade. Aaron Kyro's bird-like nose poking into frame. 

She's immediately crushed, followed by a wave of being upset with me for judging her - and rightfully so. I believe the first thing she said was, "Oh, I didn't realize you were the mayor of Cool's Ville and Braille is jean overalls". That immediately put me in check. Who was I to dictate what is or isn't cool? What gave me the impression that I was aware, at all, of what should be considered 'hip' or 'lame'? How did I get to the point from my humble beginnings in skateboarding, where I was the little kid being bullied by the older crew for my Wet Willy deck to being the kook who judged someone so quickly?

This was followed by one of our first and only fights in our years-long relationship. At the end of it, I submitted, admitted I was in the wrong and told her my opinion should not ruin the tools which helped her begin to skate. To this day though, every time a reference to anything Braille or Revive pops up, I instinctually clench my jaw and remember the day I was the skateboard jock.

Thank you for sharing this in-depth and deeply relatable experience. I get on my skateboarding soapbox from time to time and humble myself by remembering that I was introduced to the awesomeness of skateboarding through the THPS games, which the generation before me probably thinks is "wack".

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on July 22, 2020, 07:02:13 PM

Quote from: FamilyMeeting7 on July 22, 2020, 03:05:23 PM

Quote from: fakie nollie on July 21, 2020, 08:52:34 AM

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Thank you for sharing this in-depth and deeply relatable experience. I get on my skateboarding soapbox from time to time and humble myself by remembering that I was introduced to the awesomeness of skateboarding through the THPS games, which the generation before me probably thinks is "wack".

Same, X-Games on ESPN

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DA BIG BODY BENZ on July 22, 2020, 11:36:25 PM

Quote from: cricketclub on July 21, 2020, 02:15:30 PM

Despite the fact there are plenty of turn arounds in classic parts... I just cringe any time I see one. Would rather see a switch 180 or a halfcab or anything else... or just follow it with a switch trick.

This. Also I hate when somebody is doing a line and let's say they do a nollie flip and then hit a ledge or rail regular

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Madam, I'm Adam on July 24, 2020, 06:23:57 AM

Quote from: FamilyMeeting7 on July 22, 2020, 03:05:23 PM

Quote from: fakie nollie on July 21, 2020, 08:52:34 AM

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This is a long story about how I felt like a complete skate-jock and why the brands we generally despise both exist and thrive.

When I first met my S/O years ago, I was skating a lot more and she thought it was cool. At 31, she had never stepped foot on a skateboard in her life. I decided I’d show her the basics at my local skatepark.

We show up and the park is empty. Me, being the horrible teacher that I am, assumed her saying “I’ve never stepped on skateboard” meant she could roll around on flat ground- I was wrong. I leave her to hold a fence to practice balancing. An hour goes by and I'm dusted from skating ledges the entire time. She’s a good sport but was yearning to learn more.

A few days later, I have to travel for work for about two weeks. This was before we lived together and she asked if she could borrow my skateboard to practice. I oblige, leave it at her apartment on the way to the airport and think nothing of it.

Two weeks pass and I arrive home, jet lagged but itching to release some stress by skating around my local. I pick her up, my spare skateboard in trunk and the one she's borrowing in her hand and we go to our local. I’m not paying attention and start warming my legs up with a few runs around the park.

After about 5 minutes, I realize I didn’t leave her on the fence and frantically search to see if she’s fallen. To my total surprise, she is rolling around, going up and down the banks and pushing (not mongo). Albeit it looks sloppy, this is someone who, 2 weeks prior, couldn’t even stand on a board. I’m blown away and impressed, with a hint of admiration as I remember being a chubby 8 year old taking weeks to learn how to stand and roll.

We leave the park and I’m singing her praises, giving verbal accolades about her progress. I innocently ask, “How did you learn so fast?”. Prior to receiving her answer that would turn my morals upside-down, I assumed she was either naturally talented or started banging a dude at the park in exchange for lessons. How wrong I was on all accounts.

Smiling from ear-to-ear, she pulls her phone out and opens the YouTube app. I’m sitting in the parking lot with her, sweat dried on my brow, patiently waiting to see what miraculous video she pulls up that showed her the basics of skateboarding. Was it from Tony Hawk or Eric Koston's trick tips? Possibly a lesser known e-learning channel from a dope company?

No. She pulls up Braille's youtube channel and starts scrolling through all the videos she was looking at- each one with a small red-line below the thumbnail, indicating she's ingested this content like a fiend demolishing a bag of dope. I can't wrap my head around this and am smiling on the outside but screaming on the inside:

"Why is this happening to me? How did I get here? Who is poisoning the well with this content being so easily accessible to the naive skateboarder in the early stages of their journey to Gnardom?"

After about 30 seconds of her scrolling through, my inner skate-jock erupts and I exclaim, "Those videos are so wack. You need to stop looking at them." A flood of emotion and memories took over- blips of flashbacks to conversations between friends, casually talking shit on anything that Thrasher or Transworld's website didn't display in the last decade. Aaron Kyro's bird-like nose poking into frame. 

She's immediately crushed, followed by a wave of being upset with me for judging her - and rightfully so. I believe the first thing she said was, "Oh, I didn't realize you were the mayor of Cool's Ville and Braille is jean overalls". That immediately put me in check. Who was I to dictate what is or isn't cool? What gave me the impression that I was aware, at all, of what should be considered 'hip' or 'lame'? How did I get to the point from my humble beginnings in skateboarding, where I was the little kid being bullied by the older crew for my Wet Willy deck to being the kook who judged someone so quickly?

This was followed by one of our first and only fights in our years-long relationship. At the end of it, I submitted, admitted I was in the wrong and told her my opinion should not ruin the tools which helped her begin to skate. To this day though, every time a reference to anything Braille or Revive pops up, I instinctually clench my jaw and remember the day I was the skateboard jock.

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Thank you for sharing this in-depth and deeply relatable experience. I get on my skateboarding soapbox from time to time and humble myself by remembering that I was introduced to the awesomeness of skateboarding through the THPS games, which the generation before me probably thinks is "wack".

That's a good story. Laughed at your wife's witty comment.

My cousin who's getting back into skating told me that he's been watching Aaron Kyro/Braille videos for reference. I politely explained Kyro's Scientologist leanings to him and he wasn't impressed.

On a non-skate-related note, I want to confess that I've never thrown a party for anyone before in my entire life, and it really sucks. It makes me feel really antisocial. The opportunity hasn't ever come up, as unbelievable as that sounds. I'm looking forward to having kids just because of that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on July 24, 2020, 05:22:14 PM

Quote from: DA BIG BODY BENZ on July 22, 2020, 11:36:25 PM

This. Also I hate when somebody is doing a line and let's say they do a nollie flip and then hit a ledge or rail regular

is there a rationale to your beef here cuz i don’t get it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 24, 2020, 09:16:31 PM

Quote from: straight on July 24, 2020, 05:22:14 PM

Quote from: DA BIG BODY BENZ on July 22, 2020, 11:36:25 PM

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This. Also I hate when somebody is doing a line and let's say they do a nollie flip and then hit a ledge or rail regular

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is there a rationale to your beef here cuz i don’t get it

There must be switch in there...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on July 24, 2020, 10:07:35 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on July 24, 2020, 09:16:31 PM

Quote from: straight on July 24, 2020, 05:22:14 PM

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Quote from: DA BIG BODY BENZ on July 22, 2020, 11:36:25 PM

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This. Also I hate when somebody is doing a line and let's say they do a nollie flip and then hit a ledge or rail regular

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is there a rationale to your beef here cuz i don’t get it

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There must be switch in there...

got it . didn’t read the previous posts . i was gonna agree just on the fact i hate nollie flips in lines . it somehow gets a pass but it’s just as bad as a reg kickflip in a line imo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DA BIG BODY BENZ on July 26, 2020, 06:57:21 PM

Also anything over a 3 trick line is stupid.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on July 28, 2020, 12:17:46 AM

Quote from: DA BIG BODY BENZ on July 26, 2020, 06:57:21 PM

Also anything over a 3 trick line is stupid.

thems are fightin words bro

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ihatejulio on July 28, 2020, 07:40:49 PM

Quote from: DA BIG BODY BENZ on July 26, 2020, 06:57:21 PM

Also anything over a 3 trick line is stupid.

Weird way to admit you can't land 4 tricks consecutively.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DA BIG BODY BENZ on July 28, 2020, 09:25:23 PM

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Quote from: ihatejulio on July 28, 2020, 07:40:49 PM

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Also anything over a 3 trick line is stupid.

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Just looks dumb on film, a proper line should consist of a grind, flip trick , grind

Weird way to admit you can't land 4 tricks consecutively.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on July 29, 2020, 08:29:59 AM

Quote from: ihatejulio on July 28, 2020, 07:40:49 PM

Quote from: DA BIG BODY BENZ on July 26, 2020, 06:57:21 PM

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Also anything over a 3 trick line is stupid.

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Weird way to admit you can't land 4 tricks consecutively.

Flip trick, to 180 variation to either fakie or switch grind,  flip trick to either banger or slide variation.  Lines are sick but I get that perspective of too much is too much.

Say for example mirrored slide tricks with a flip trick in between looks rad then a heavy one looks sick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Huell Howser on July 30, 2020, 04:03:33 AM

Quote from: fakie nollie on July 21, 2020, 08:52:34 AM

This is a long story about how I felt like a complete skate-jock and why the brands we generally despise both exist and thrive.

When I first met my S/O years ago, I was skating a lot more and she thought it was cool. At 31, she had never stepped foot on a skateboard in her life. I decided I’d show her the basics at my local skatepark.

We show up and the park is empty. Me, being the horrible teacher that I am, assumed her saying “I’ve never stepped on skateboard” meant she could roll around on flat ground- I was wrong. I leave her to hold a fence to practice balancing. An hour goes by and I'm dusted from skating ledges the entire time. She’s a good sport but was yearning to learn more.

A few days later, I have to travel for work for about two weeks. This was before we lived together and she asked if she could borrow my skateboard to practice. I oblige, leave it at her apartment on the way to the airport and think nothing of it.

Two weeks pass and I arrive home, jet lagged but itching to release some stress by skating around my local. I pick her up, my spare skateboard in trunk and the one she's borrowing in her hand and we go to our local. I’m not paying attention and start warming my legs up with a few runs around the park.

After about 5 minutes, I realize I didn’t leave her on the fence and frantically search to see if she’s fallen. To my total surprise, she is rolling around, going up and down the banks and pushing (not mongo). Albeit it looks sloppy, this is someone who, 2 weeks prior, couldn’t even stand on a board. I’m blown away and impressed, with a hint of admiration as I remember being a chubby 8 year old taking weeks to learn how to stand and roll.

We leave the park and I’m singing her praises, giving verbal accolades about her progress. I innocently ask, “How did you learn so fast?”. Prior to receiving her answer that would turn my morals upside-down, I assumed she was either naturally talented or started banging a dude at the park in exchange for lessons. How wrong I was on all accounts.

Smiling from ear-to-ear, she pulls her phone out and opens the YouTube app. I’m sitting in the parking lot with her, sweat dried on my brow, patiently waiting to see what miraculous video she pulls up that showed her the basics of skateboarding. Was it from Tony Hawk or Eric Koston's trick tips? Possibly a lesser known e-learning channel from a dope company?

No. She pulls up Braille's youtube channel and starts scrolling through all the videos she was looking at- each one with a small red-line below the thumbnail, indicating she's ingested this content like a fiend demolishing a bag of dope. I can't wrap my head around this and am smiling on the outside but screaming on the inside:

"Why is this happening to me? How did I get here? Who is poisoning the well with this content being so easily accessible to the naive skateboarder in the early stages of their journey to Gnardom?"

After about 30 seconds of her scrolling through, my inner skate-jock erupts and I exclaim, "Those videos are so wack. You need to stop looking at them." A flood of emotion and memories took over- blips of flashbacks to conversations between friends, casually talking shit on anything that Thrasher or Transworld's website didn't display in the last decade. Aaron Kyro's bird-like nose poking into frame. 

She's immediately crushed, followed by a wave of being upset with me for judging her - and rightfully so. I believe the first thing she said was, "Oh, I didn't realize you were the mayor of Cool's Ville and Braille is jean overalls". That immediately put me in check. Who was I to dictate what is or isn't cool? What gave me the impression that I was aware, at all, of what should be considered 'hip' or 'lame'? How did I get to the point from my humble beginnings in skateboarding, where I was the little kid being bullied by the older crew for my Wet Willy deck to being the kook who judged someone so quickly?

This was followed by one of our first and only fights in our years-long relationship. At the end of it, I submitted, admitted I was in the wrong and told her my opinion should not ruin the tools which helped her begin to skate. To this day though, every time a reference to anything Braille or Revive pops up, I instinctually clench my jaw and remember the day I was the skateboard jock.

this was great lol. thank you for sharing

I feel like I have had a very similar experience with my girlfriend of almost 2 years getting interested in skating and learning how to skate. I have watched her ingest some terribly cringy youtube skaters but have luckily bit my tongue most of the time for the same reasons you kinda elaborated on. I am just happy she has any interest in skating at all

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on July 30, 2020, 05:01:11 AM

Hooked up twice recently with a guy 33 years my senior. He's very nice, the sex is great and we get along fine, but I don't know if I'll continue hooking up with him because he's from a very different socioeconomic class than me. Aside from his main profession, he's a landlord. He owns several properties while I'm on just above living wage and rent a house with 4 other people. I end up feeling kind of pathetic in a lot of conversations with him, so I might just jack off and go to the gym instead. Saves time and travel costs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Allen. on July 30, 2020, 08:23:11 AM

Just make sure to jack off after the gym, not before or during.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on July 31, 2020, 03:07:00 AM

Nah bro you gotta keep edging all the way through your workout. The testosterone boost will help you get your Personal Best's. Then if you get a good pump and a new PB, you reward yourself in the shower by finishing.


C'mon widdit, do you even lift?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on July 31, 2020, 03:08:22 AM

To be serious though, after I heard Jerry Hsu talking about never jacking off before a skate session, I've never been able to get that out of my head, and I really think if I jack off before going skating / going to the gym, it won't be as good.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 31, 2020, 05:12:26 AM

Holding jeez gives you frustration that you might channel into an activity.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on July 31, 2020, 10:50:51 AM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on July 30, 2020, 05:01:11 AM

Hooked up twice recently with a guy 33 years my senior. He's very nice, the sex is great and we get along fine, but I don't know if I'll continue hooking up with him because he's from a very different socioeconomic class than me. Aside from his main profession, he's a landlord. He owns several properties while I'm on just above living wage and rent a house with 4 other people. I end up feeling kind of pathetic in a lot of conversations with him, so I might just jack off and go to the gym instead. Saves time and travel costs.

Damn, this pretty much sums up the past 9 years of my life. Just replace going to the gym with drinking pbr.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on July 31, 2020, 11:05:07 AM

Quote from: CrumblingInfrastructure on July 31, 2020, 10:50:51 AM

Just replace going to the gym with drinking pbr.

Hmmm, maybe I will...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on July 31, 2020, 12:12:20 PM

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Just replace going to the gym with drinking pbr.

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Hmmm, maybe I will...

I wouldn’t recommend it, drinking six beers in a day is good for me which is depressing. A regular day is 10 beers and half a bottle of Jim Beam.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on July 31, 2020, 04:23:42 PM

Ah yeah, I was just kidding. I'm sorry you're drinking so much man, that's no way to go through life. Maybe you should consider seeking counseling?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on July 31, 2020, 05:57:37 PM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on July 31, 2020, 04:23:42 PM

Ah yeah, I was just kidding. I'm sorry you're drinking so much man, that's no way to go through life. Maybe you should consider seeking counseling?

Yeah I actually started at the beginning of the month, it’s helped alot. I’ve mostly cut the hard stuff out and average 6-8 beers a night. Already feeling better!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ihatejulio on August 01, 2020, 12:22:10 AM

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Ah yeah, I was just kidding. I'm sorry you're drinking so much man, that's no way to go through life. Maybe you should consider seeking counseling?

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Yeah I actually started at the beginning of the month, it’s helped alot. I’ve mostly cut the hard stuff out and average 6-8 beers a night. Already feeling better!

I'm so glad to hear this dude! I hope you are taking your new complete out and staying busy with that too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on August 01, 2020, 05:45:05 AM

Keep it up CI!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: animalflesh on August 04, 2020, 08:32:00 AM

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Ah yeah, I was just kidding. I'm sorry you're drinking so much man, that's no way to go through life. Maybe you should consider seeking counseling?

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Yeah I actually started at the beginning of the month, it’s helped alot. I’ve mostly cut the hard stuff out and average 6-8 beers a night. Already feeling better!

I used to be a pretty gnarly alcoholic if u ever need someone to talk to

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Technique on August 05, 2020, 04:52:18 PM

I stole a bike once. The poverty will get you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ride the tiger on August 06, 2020, 04:52:59 AM

I accidentally collected donations that were sent to a terrorist group ( was told it was for a charity that sponsored orphans in war torn countries)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on August 06, 2020, 12:43:12 PM

I just found out you can get a Viagra prescription legally online. So I got a prescription and just got some cheap Viagra. Never tried it before, but hoping for lols.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on August 07, 2020, 08:15:41 AM

I close friend of mine from the military is having depression. He's showing signs of self harm (cutting) lashing out at his wife and parents, avoids dinner with his family, spends all day couped up in his room. He gets out of the house to send his kids to school and he's also an elementary school teacher. His wife reached out to a common friend of ours and the group of us have been trying to reach out to him to get him out of the house for a beer. But he's not been responsive to us and and we don't want to start texting him individually to check in on him and ask him out; his wife wants to keep it on the down low with fewer parties involved, feels it will hurt his pride and he will take it out on himself again. I know a couple of you guys went through depression before; any advice on how I can help him while respecting his space?

I know he's got a strained relationship with his wife (staying together for the kids) and father (history of bad blood).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: animalflesh on August 07, 2020, 09:58:35 AM

Sometimes you just gotta remind people that things haven’t changed for the worse permanently, but do it in a subtle way

Maybe there’s a really good time you guys had a while ago where you did something specific together

you could slyly plan for something similar to happen again and invite him

as if it’s just something you want to do... not a tactic to pull him out of depression

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DA BIG BODY BENZ on August 07, 2020, 04:00:40 PM

Made some ramen noodles last night and decided to sprinkle some crushed red peppers on them to add some flavor and accidentally opened the wrong end and poured like half the bottle on them, anyway I didnt wanna waste it so I ate it anyway and needless to say my asshole isnt holding up too good, if you could offer my ass your thoughts and prayers id really appreciate it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on August 07, 2020, 05:35:34 PM

every time i have new pen or mechanical pencil, i have to break the little clip off . there’s some sort of momentary immediate satisfaction i get followed by guilt . a lot like jacking off really

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on August 07, 2020, 06:10:45 PM

Quote from: DA BIG BODY BENZ on August 07, 2020, 04:00:40 PM

Made some ramen noodles last night and decided to sprinkle some crushed red peppers on them to add some flavor and accidentally opened the wrong end and poured like half the bottle on them, anyway I didnt wanna waste it so I ate it anyway and needless to say my asshole is holding up too good, if you could offer my ass your thoughts and prayers id really appreciate it

"Out of life’s school of war — What does not kill me makes my anus stronger."
                                                                       - Nietzsche

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on August 07, 2020, 06:16:02 PM

Quote from: rocklobster on August 07, 2020, 08:15:41 AM

I close friend of mine from the military is having depression. He's showing signs of self harm (cutting) lashing out at his wife and parents, avoids dinner with his family, spends all day couped up in his room. He gets out of the house to send his kids to school and he's also an elementary school teacher. His wife reached out to a common friend of ours and the group of us have been trying to reach out to him to get him out of the house for a beer. But he's not been responsive to us and and we don't want to start texting him individually to check in on him and ask him out; his wife wants to keep it on the down low with fewer parties involved, feels it will hurt his pride and he will take it out on himself again. I know a couple of you guys went through depression before; any advice on how I can help him while respecting his space?

I know he's got a strained relationship with his wife (staying together for the kids) and father (history of bad blood).

You should take the lead and approach your friend one on one. This is not a problem that will just go away with one outing. Take him out by yourself and get him to talk. Be honest about why you are taking him out. Get him to do something he used to like. Depressed people are usually better in smaller groups or with just one person. This is a long project so make sure you are in for the long hall.

Also, praying for Da Big Body Benz B-hole

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on August 07, 2020, 08:48:41 PM

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I close friend of mine from the military is having depression. He's showing signs of self harm (cutting) lashing out at his wife and parents, avoids dinner with his family, spends all day couped up in his room. He gets out of the house to send his kids to school and he's also an elementary school teacher. His wife reached out to a common friend of ours and the group of us have been trying to reach out to him to get him out of the house for a beer. But he's not been responsive to us and and we don't want to start texting him individually to check in on him and ask him out; his wife wants to keep it on the down low with fewer parties involved, feels it will hurt his pride and he will take it out on himself again. I know a couple of you guys went through depression before; any advice on how I can help him while respecting his space?

I know he's got a strained relationship with his wife (staying together for the kids) and father (history of bad blood).

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You should take the lead and approach your friend one on one. This is not a problem that will just go away with one outing. Take him out by yourself and get him to talk. Be honest about why you are taking him out. Get him to do something he used to like. Depressed people are usually better in smaller groups or with just one person. This is a long project so make sure you are in for the long hall.

Also, praying for Da Big Body Benz B-hole

I love how Real Confessions can swing from suicide, depression & alcoholism to booty holes, hooking up with milfs petty theft.

Edit: He turned us down to meet for beers today, we'll keep inviting. Would it be a good idea to engage with him on a topic he enjoys to open up more? I know he games on his Switch a lot, I'm wondering if its a good idea to ask him for recommendations to get him to open up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DA BIG BODY BENZ on August 08, 2020, 12:02:19 AM

Quote from: GardenSkater77 on August 07, 2020, 06:16:02 PM

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I close friend of mine from the military is having depression. He's showing signs of self harm (cutting) lashing out at his wife and parents, avoids dinner with his family, spends all day couped up in his room. He gets out of the house to send his kids to school and he's also an elementary school teacher. His wife reached out to a common friend of ours and the group of us have been trying to reach out to him to get him out of the house for a beer. But he's not been responsive to us and and we don't want to start texting him individually to check in on him and ask him out; his wife wants to keep it on the down low with fewer parties involved, feels it will hurt his pride and he will take it out on himself again. I know a couple of you guys went through depression before; any advice on how I can help him while respecting his space?

I know he's got a strained relationship with his wife (staying together for the kids) and father (history of bad blood).

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You should take the lead and approach your friend one on one. This is not a problem that will just go away with one outing. Take him out by yourself and get him to talk. Be honest about why you are taking him out. Get him to do something he used to like. Depressed people are usually better in smaller groups or with just one person. This is a long project so make sure you are in for the long hall.

Also, praying for Da Big Body Benz B-hole

<3

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on August 08, 2020, 06:06:21 AM

Quote from: rocklobster on August 07, 2020, 08:48:41 PM

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I close friend of mine from the military is having depression. He's showing signs of self harm (cutting) lashing out at his wife and parents, avoids dinner with his family, spends all day couped up in his room. He gets out of the house to send his kids to school and he's also an elementary school teacher. His wife reached out to a common friend of ours and the group of us have been trying to reach out to him to get him out of the house for a beer. But he's not been responsive to us and and we don't want to start texting him individually to check in on him and ask him out; his wife wants to keep it on the down low with fewer parties involved, feels it will hurt his pride and he will take it out on himself again. I know a couple of you guys went through depression before; any advice on how I can help him while respecting his space?

I know he's got a strained relationship with his wife (staying together for the kids) and father (history of bad blood).

[close]

You should take the lead and approach your friend one on one. This is not a problem that will just go away with one outing. Take him out by yourself and get him to talk. Be honest about why you are taking him out. Get him to do something he used to like. Depressed people are usually better in smaller groups or with just one person. This is a long project so make sure you are in for the long hall.

Also, praying for Da Big Body Benz B-hole

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I love how Real Confessions can swing from suicide, depression & alcoholism to booty holes, hooking up with milfs petty theft.

Edit: He turned us down to meet for beers today, we'll keep inviting. Would it be a good idea to engage with him on a topic he enjoys to open up more? I know he games on his Switch a lot, I'm wondering if its a good idea to ask him for recommendations to get him to open up.

I think this is a good idea to try. He'll be in his comfort zone and might be more inclined to be vulnerable with you down the road. Depression is hard and there's no "right" answer for how to help others with it. Props to you for not giving up on your friend

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on August 08, 2020, 06:54:08 AM

Rocklobster, your mate would be well aware of your efforts in trying to help him and he’d be greatful as fuck. Sometimes it can be hard to get out of ones own way.
Everyone’s different but maybe hit him up see if he wants to smoke some meat or something. It’s a fun thing for blokes to do together and it takes all day
Same deal as fishing it’s more about the chat yeah you got it

Don’t tell him this ay but fuck a Nintendo switch I’d be depressed and bedridden too if I fucked around with those things all day
Been there I’m not having a laugh

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on August 08, 2020, 09:01:37 AM

Thanks for the reply guys, we managed to get him out of the house to join us for beers, got him a cake and he was really appreciative of the gesture. He hoped up to us about his depression and self-harm which all of us were glad to hear him talk openly about. He asked us to give him some space and not badger him about how he's doing on a daily basis. There will be up and down days, and if we pester him too often we may catch him on down days and he has to relive the shitty day by explaining it to us.

It was great to see him out, laughing and joking with us. He's into Pokemon trading cards, so I'll use that to connect with him separately to keep him occupied.

He's a high functioning depressive; he's able to do his job well but there are way too many triggers at home that set him off. We encouraged him to repair the damaged relationship with his wife and mother, but we know that takes times.

Thanks for the advice pals, Shalom my homies.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wrTcHDfKN4nTZ on August 10, 2020, 01:46:56 PM

I've prioritised skating over everything else in my life that last 3 and a half years. I'm grateful for the progress I've been able to make and I'm really happy with my ability and excited to continue improving, but I've neglected everything else, including doing anything to improve my living situation, building deep relationships with friends, dating, studying and getting some kind of qualification, I haven't even held a consistent job for more than a year. The only real improvement I've made to my life as a whole is getting my mental health sorted, I'm finally starting to get somewhere with it. But really all I've got to show for the last nearly 4 years is being proficient at a meaningless activity. It makes me happy though, not many people have something they can be content doing forever like that.

I like my skate pals, but I often find myself thinking none of them are on my level, in terms of dedication and passion for skating, and Ive been feeling like I'm leaving a lot of them behind in skill level as well, no one seems to be as driven or consumed by it, and I feel alone in how much I define myself through skating and my passion for it. I wish I had at least one friend I could feel that I relate to in that way, and has the same kind of obsessive mentality about it. No one's out skating as consistently as I am, and I actually am becoming annoyed every time I get a message about what I've been up to and catching up, like dude you know where the fuck I hang out every day, I've been at my local more often than not for years, I never left what the fuck are you doing? I feel like the way I think is kind of pretentious some times, but I know being self aware enough to realise that kinda cancels it out though, and i never talk or act like I'm better than I am to anyone

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BieberStance on August 10, 2020, 01:58:11 PM

Quote from: wrTcHDfKN4nTZ on August 10, 2020, 01:46:56 PM

I've prioritised skating over everything else in my life that last 3 and a half years. I'm grateful for the progress I've been able to make and I'm really happy with my ability and excited to continue improving, but I've neglected everything else, including doing anything to improve my living situation, building deep relationships with friends, dating, studying and getting some kind of qualification, I haven't even held a consistent job for more than a year. The only real improvement I've made to my life as a whole is getting my mental health sorted, I'm finally starting to get somewhere with it. But really all I've got to show for the last nearly 4 years is being proficient at a meaningless activity. It makes me happy though, not many people have something they can be content doing forever like that.

I like my skate pals, but I often find myself thinking none of them are on my level, in terms of dedication and passion for skating, and Ive been feeling like I'm leaving a lot of them behind in skill level as well, no one seems to be as driven or consumed by it, and I feel alone in how much I define myself through skating and my passion for it. I wish I had at least one friend I could feel that I relate to in that way, and has the same kind of obsessive mentality about it. No one's out skating as consistently as I am, and I actually am becoming annoyed every time I get a message about what I've been up to and catching up, like dude you know where the fuck I hang out every day, I've been at my local more often than not for years, I never left what the fuck are you doing? I feel like the way I think is kind of pretentious some times, but I know being self aware enough to realise that kinda cancels it out though, and i never talk or act like I'm better than I am to anyone

i feel you. it was kind of the same for me until i got hurt very bad and wasn´t able to skate for a long time in which i somehow managed to finish my degree finally and applied for random jobs in the field. then i fell in love with the money i was making and still am making and started slacking on skating.

if you can afford your lifestyle at the moment, make it last for some time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wrTcHDfKN4nTZ on August 10, 2020, 03:29:11 PM

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I've prioritised skating over everything else in my life that last 3 and a half years. I'm grateful for the progress I've been able to make and I'm really happy with my ability and excited to continue improving, but I've neglected everything else, including doing anything to improve my living situation, building deep relationships with friends, dating, studying and getting some kind of qualification, I haven't even held a consistent job for more than a year. The only real improvement I've made to my life as a whole is getting my mental health sorted, I'm finally starting to get somewhere with it. But really all I've got to show for the last nearly 4 years is being proficient at a meaningless activity. It makes me happy though, not many people have something they can be content doing forever like that.

I like my skate pals, but I often find myself thinking none of them are on my level, in terms of dedication and passion for skating, and Ive been feeling like I'm leaving a lot of them behind in skill level as well, no one seems to be as driven or consumed by it, and I feel alone in how much I define myself through skating and my passion for it. I wish I had at least one friend I could feel that I relate to in that way, and has the same kind of obsessive mentality about it. No one's out skating as consistently as I am, and I actually am becoming annoyed every time I get a message about what I've been up to and catching up, like dude you know where the fuck I hang out every day, I've been at my local more often than not for years, I never left what the fuck are you doing? I feel like the way I think is kind of pretentious some times, but I know being self aware enough to realise that kinda cancels it out though, and i never talk or act like I'm better than I am to anyone

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i feel you. it was kind of the same for me until i got hurt very bad and wasn´t able to skate for a long time in which i somehow managed to finish my degree finally and applied for random jobs in the field. then i fell in love with the money i was making and still am making and started slacking on skating.

if you can afford your lifestyle at the moment, make it last for some time.

Cheers, I'm not taking it for granted and I'm definetly making the most of it. Hopefully it's not a serious injury that ends it for me lol.

 I wonder if I'll notice when I start falling out of the compulsive mentality to skate every day or if I'll just suddenly realise a few months after I haven't touched my board, but either way I've got a lot of good memories to hold onto and more to make before the time comes. I Iove skating, best thing I ever did with my life

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prison Wallet on August 10, 2020, 10:11:15 PM

Just curious how old are you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on August 10, 2020, 10:23:58 PM

you seem like a real true friend rock lobster . i bet your friend really appreciates having you in his life

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wrTcHDfKN4nTZ on August 11, 2020, 12:51:24 AM

Quote from: Prison Wallet on August 10, 2020, 10:11:15 PM

Just curious how old are you?

I'm 26, so pretty lucky to still be able to just bum around with no responsibility and skate as much as I want. I thought my bones would be feeling like glass at this point but honestly feel as fit as ever

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on August 11, 2020, 01:25:07 AM

Quote from: straight on August 10, 2020, 10:23:58 PM

you seem like a real true friend rock lobster . i bet your friend really appreciates having you in his life

I doubt any of us within the group (ex-army) would be able to forgive ourselves if he decided to off himself. We've shared lots of great times together and were groomsmen for each others weddings. It seemed only fair that we continued to fight for him even when things looked the bleakest for him.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on August 11, 2020, 08:11:05 AM

I was using a public restroom today at work, having a nice leisurely pee singing “A Natural Woman” to myself for some reason (I don’t know why, I just was) when I heard a cough come from one of the stalls. 

Someone was in there the entire time and heard my whole performance.  :-*

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on August 11, 2020, 08:14:00 AM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on August 11, 2020, 08:11:05 AM

I was using a public restroom today at work, having a nice leisurely pee singing “A Natural Woman” to myself for some reason (I don’t know why, I just was) when I heard a cough come from one of the stalls. 

Someone was in there the entire time and heard my whole performance.  :-*

I'm sure you killed it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Seventyfrigginseven on August 11, 2020, 11:24:39 AM

I have pretty much only skated Ventures for the last couple decades, but I have Indys now and I absolutely love them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: peptobismol on August 12, 2020, 12:38:55 AM

i value my privacy more than anything and anyone

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on August 13, 2020, 04:45:55 AM

Weird one but it’s my sisters birthday so I had her over and we made roast pork cause we love that shit. Anyway she’s always had this cat, Felix. I’ve known that little fucker since he was a wee lad. Anyway homeboy just went to the vets and he’s not allowed outside anymore cause he’s got aids
But sister said the vet said he’ll be fine
Sister also has an acquired brain injury so idk

Slap frens with cats wtf is this something that happens? We don’t even have rabies here is it like rabies
Rip Felix

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on August 13, 2020, 08:12:04 AM

Quote from: matty_c on August 13, 2020, 04:45:55 AM

Weird one but it’s my sisters birthday so I had her over and we made roast pork cause we love that shit. Anyway she’s always had this cat, Felix. I’ve known that little fucker since he was a wee lad. Anyway homeboy just went to the vets and he’s not allowed outside anymore cause he’s got aids
But sister said the vet said he’ll be fine
Sister also has an acquired brain injury so idk

Slap frens with cats wtf is this something that happens? We don’t even have rabies here is it like rabies
Rip Felix

He's just infirm, dude. Vet is making sure Felix doesn't get scooped up by a falcon.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on August 14, 2020, 02:13:39 AM

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Weird one but it’s my sisters birthday so I had her over and we made roast pork cause we love that shit. Anyway she’s always had this cat, Felix. I’ve known that little fucker since he was a wee lad. Anyway homeboy just went to the vets and he’s not allowed outside anymore cause he’s got aids
But sister said the vet said he’ll be fine
Sister also has an acquired brain injury so idk

Slap frens with cats wtf is this something that happens? We don’t even have rabies here is it like rabies
Rip Felix

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He's just infirm, dude. Vet is making sure Felix doesn't get stomped by Todd Falcon.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on August 14, 2020, 03:59:17 PM

 Sorry to hear about Felix.
 Love cats more than 90% of humans. 
Memories keep him living forever. 
 
Happy Friday amigos. Be safe plus experience fun this weekend. Attempted to read Brian Jonestown Massacre thread other night then tapped out. That guy commenting a lot turned that thread into diva status such as Anton himself would have. Mental health no joke nevertheless that's favorite song of theirs especially this live Paris Version ....
 
https://youtu.be/z1TZmn_YPgQ

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: peptobismol on August 14, 2020, 09:29:39 PM

Quote from: rawr1922 on August 14, 2020, 09:25:38 PM

Am I a douche for liking fucking awesome & quasi? 
Why do we ask the questions we know the answer to?

because you hope that someone will give a different answer

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BieberStance on August 15, 2020, 02:24:45 AM

Quote from: rawr1922 on August 14, 2020, 09:25:38 PM

Am I a douche for liking fucking awesome & quasi? 
Why do we ask the questions we know the answer to?

you are fine for liking quasi. but a douche for liking fucking awesome. how old are you? sixteen? grow up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: peptobismol on August 15, 2020, 02:31:28 AM

Quote from: BieberStance on August 15, 2020, 02:24:45 AM

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Am I a douche for liking fucking awesome & quasi? 
Why do we ask the questions we know the answer to?

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you are fine for liking quasi. but a douche for liking fucking awesome. how old are you? sixteen? grow up.

ahh yes, crucifying someone because they like the wrong brand. classic slap. why dont we cancel him, as well?....... oh shit i just assumed that persons gender! fuck, i guess i need to be cancelled, too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on August 15, 2020, 02:50:12 AM

Quote from: peptobismol on August 15, 2020, 02:31:28 AM

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Am I a douche for liking fucking awesome & quasi? 
Why do we ask the questions we know the answer to?

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you are fine for liking quasi. but a douche for liking fucking awesome. how old are you? sixteen? grow up.

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ahh yes, crucifying someone because they like the wrong brand. classic slap. why dont we cancel him, as well?....... oh shit i just assumed that persons gender! fuck, i guess i need to be cancelled, too.

Because of your post, I somehow just had the epiphany that Kanten Russell was a spoonerism for Cancel Routine.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on August 16, 2020, 01:58:08 AM

Ah all good I mean he’s not even my cat

How’s this for a real confession I am officially a snitch

I got roped into looking after my ice junkie niece a few months back. I caught her and her dickhead mates stealing my shit and they stomped fuck out of me, pulled my arm out of socket and broke my other wrist.
I stood and had a go it’s difficult when you’re surrounded and alone though

It’s probably just one of those things how bad things happen to bad people but yeah one of em went missing shortly after and the niece damn she had her guts cut open
I heard it was real messy
amateur surgeon type shit

Obviously I had nothing to do with it I can’t stress that enough and I mean I went to the cops anyway, I got a call yesterday wrapped em up off to jail

I hear that Xanax withdrawal is a real bitch
So is she

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: peptobismol on August 16, 2020, 02:07:44 AM

Quote from: matty_c on August 16, 2020, 01:58:08 AM

Ah all good I mean he’s not even my cat

How’s this for a real confession I am officially a snitch

I got roped into looking after my ice junkie niece a few months back. I caught her and her dickhead mates stealing my shit and they stomped fuck out of me, pulled my arm out of socket and broke my other wrist.
I stood and had a go it’s difficult when you’re surrounded and alone though

It’s probably just one of those things how bad things happen to bad people but yeah one of em went missing shortly after and the niece damn she had her guts cut open
I heard it was real messy
amateur surgeon type shit

Obviously I had nothing to do with it I can’t stress that enough and I mean I went to the cops anyway, I got a call yesterday wrapped em up off to jail

I hear that Xanax withdrawal is a real bitch
So is she

but, are you ok?
for me, xanax withdrawal is a walk in the park compared to alcohol withdrawal. im struggling to go more than 24 hours without a drink. xanax withdrawal, im just numb, i guess that makes me lucky? i never had any seizures, either but alcohol withdrawal is unbearable. irritability, the shakes, not being able to focus, excessive sweating, heart palpitations, did i mention the shakes?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on August 16, 2020, 02:19:21 AM

I’m all good thanks this happened a couple months ago. I have able to skate for a couple weeks now. It was a bit humiliating getting my head stomped in by what I would call kids but I’m all healed and I didn’t get cut open or anything haha

I was taking about my niece, I’m not sure but I don’t think they hand out bars in the can. I think she eats em like skittles
I have taken em before but never daily, haven’t had any for a while now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: peptobismol on August 16, 2020, 02:23:54 AM

Quote from: matty_c on August 16, 2020, 02:19:21 AM

I’m all good thanks this happened a couple months ago. I have able to skate for a couple weeks now. It was a bit humiliating getting my head stomped in by what I would call kids but I’m all healed and I didn’t get cut open or anything haha

I was taking about my niece, I’m not sure but I don’t think they hand out bars in the can. I think she eats em like skittles
I have taken em before but never daily, haven’t had any for a while now

even though they were kids, never underestimate the power of a junkie going through withdrawal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peepeeboy69 on August 16, 2020, 03:03:58 PM

I went to skate today and it was gonna rain so there weren't many people there. Just some girls rollerblading and these 2 guys chatting about to leave. I go skate, everyone else leaves, and then it starts to rain so I leave. As i got in my car i noticed one of the 2 guys' boards sitting in the grass by where he parked. He probably forgot to put it in his car after talking with his buddy. I took it home because if it just sat in the rain it would've been fucked, but now if I don't get it back to him I'm a shithead thief. What do I do? I don't even go to that park often so it's not like I'll be back tomorrow and I'll just leave it at the same spot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Billy Bitchcakes on August 16, 2020, 03:22:41 PM

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Am I a douche for liking fucking awesome & quasi? 
Why do we ask the questions we know the answer to?

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you are fine for liking quasi. but a douche for liking fucking awesome. how old are you? sixteen? grow up.

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ahh yes, crucifying someone because they like the wrong brand. classic slap. why dont we cancel him, as well?....... oh shit i just assumed that persons gender! fuck, i guess i need to be cancelled, too.

You're doing it wrong

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Silky Johnson on August 16, 2020, 03:43:39 PM

Quote from: Peepeeboy69 on August 16, 2020, 03:03:58 PM

I went to skate today and it was gonna rain so there weren't many people there. Just some girls rollerblading and these 2 guys chatting about to leave. I go skate, everyone else leaves, and then it starts to rain so I leave. As i got in my car i noticed one of the 2 guys' boards sitting in the grass by where he parked. He probably forgot to put it in his car after talking with his buddy. I took it home because if it just sat in the rain it would've been fucked, but now if I don't get it back to him I'm a shithead thief. What do I do? I don't even go to that park often so it's not like I'll be back tomorrow and I'll just leave it at the same spot.

Not like you intentionally scoped it out to steal, like you said he was at a loss for a skateboard even if he went back for it due to the rain. You did the right thing by fostering an abandoned complete.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on August 16, 2020, 05:29:35 PM

Quote from: Peepeeboy69 on August 16, 2020, 03:03:58 PM

I went to skate today and it was gonna rain so there weren't many people there. Just some girls rollerblading and these 2 guys chatting about to leave. I go skate, everyone else leaves, and then it starts to rain so I leave. As i got in my car i noticed one of the 2 guys' boards sitting in the grass by where he parked. He probably forgot to put it in his car after talking with his buddy. I took it home because if it just sat in the rain it would've been fucked, but now if I don't get it back to him I'm a shithead thief. What do I do? I don't even go to that park often so it's not like I'll be back tomorrow and I'll just leave it at the same spot.

Social media? Make a story tagging the local shops for them to repost. Mention the name of the park, the day you were there and don't post a photo of the board so that anyone trying to claim it has to describe it. And the way I see it, if a shop doesn't repost because they'd rather sell a new complete, fuck that shop.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: peptobismol on August 16, 2020, 05:46:59 PM

Quote from: Billy Bitchcakes on August 16, 2020, 03:22:41 PM

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Quote from: rawr1922 on August 14, 2020, 09:25:38 PM

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Am I a douche for liking fucking awesome & quasi? 
Why do we ask the questions we know the answer to?

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you are fine for liking quasi. but a douche for liking fucking awesome. how old are you? sixteen? grow up.

[close]

ahh yes, crucifying someone because they like the wrong brand. classic slap. why dont we cancel him, as well?....... oh shit i just assumed that persons gender! fuck, i guess i need to be cancelled, too.

[close]

You're doing it wrong

how would you go about getting cancelled, then?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tom on August 17, 2020, 11:24:56 AM

Quote from: Peepeeboy69 on August 16, 2020, 03:03:58 PM

I went to skate today and it was gonna rain so there weren't many people there. Just some girls rollerblading and these 2 guys chatting about to leave. I go skate, everyone else leaves, and then it starts to rain so I leave. As i got in my car i noticed one of the 2 guys' boards sitting in the grass by where he parked. He probably forgot to put it in his car after talking with his buddy. I took it home because if it just sat in the rain it would've been fucked, but now if I don't get it back to him I'm a shithead thief. What do I do? I don't even go to that park often so it's not like I'll be back tomorrow and I'll just leave it at the same spot.

Someone left their fairly new complete at a pretty high traffic spot I skate. I put it in my car so no one would take it while expecting them to come back for it. They never showed up. I hit them up through Instagram and nothing. I kept the board in my car for almost a full year before I saw them again and gave it back

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on August 17, 2020, 06:30:47 PM

Quote from: tom on August 17, 2020, 11:24:56 AM

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I went to skate today and it was gonna rain so there weren't many people there. Just some girls rollerblading and these 2 guys chatting about to leave. I go skate, everyone else leaves, and then it starts to rain so I leave. As i got in my car i noticed one of the 2 guys' boards sitting in the grass by where he parked. He probably forgot to put it in his car after talking with his buddy. I took it home because if it just sat in the rain it would've been fucked, but now if I don't get it back to him I'm a shithead thief. What do I do? I don't even go to that park often so it's not like I'll be back tomorrow and I'll just leave it at the same spot.

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Someone left their fairly new complete at a pretty high traffic spot I skate. I put it in my car so no one would take it while expecting them to come back for it. They never showed up. I hit them up through Instagram and nothing. I kept the board in my car for almost a full year before I saw them again and gave it back

Better man than I am. Would have sold the parts after a 6 month wait.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on August 17, 2020, 06:54:01 PM

I’m tired of being a bipolar mess. The course of a day is a fucking rollercoaster, and it doesn’t take much to trigger either extreme.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Benchpress on August 22, 2020, 07:13:55 AM

Skating has just made me so angry lately. Ive probably had a few months where I haven't been feeling as stoked as i usually do on skating. Don't get me wrong the passion still burns but it seems to piss me off more than it hypes me up.
I seem to be just going through a period of stagnation, I haven't learnt anything new in weeks and when I do try something new I just get completely smoked on a slam. I've tried mixing it up by skating curbs and trying new stuff but even then the spots will turn to busts or it'll rain or some shit.

Maybe I'm just a pussy, maybe I'm just yearning for different things in skating. Maybe I'm just venting. Fuckin stupid.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Billy Bitchcakes on August 22, 2020, 05:21:32 PM

How old are you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Benchpress on August 22, 2020, 07:15:37 PM

Quote from: Billy Bitchcakes on August 22, 2020, 05:21:32 PM

How old are you?

I'm 25 mate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on August 25, 2020, 11:39:57 AM

Quote from: Benchpress on August 22, 2020, 07:13:55 AM

Skating has just made me so angry lately. Ive probably had a few months where I haven't been feeling as stoked as i usually do on skating. Don't get me wrong the passion still burns but it seems to piss me off more than it hypes me up.
I seem to be just going through a period of stagnation, I haven't learnt anything new in weeks and when I do try something new I just get completely smoked on a slam. I've tried mixing it up by skating curbs and trying new stuff but even then the spots will turn to busts or it'll rain or some shit.

Maybe I'm just a pussy, maybe I'm just yearning for different things in skating. Maybe I'm just venting. Fuckin stupid.

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How old are you?

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I'm 25 mate

Take that slam dude. For real, and enjoy it. Film yourself, even if you don't share, just to see where you fuck up.

From experience, you will be pissed when you're older if you don't take the good with the bad and just go for what you want to do. Just have fun. Fuck it, dont even flip your board. I barely do. Just ride around if you're stagnant on tricks. Bomb some hills.

Also, for sure get a rain board. A shitty board to use in a little rain or the occasional wet ditch or whatever. It is a great option for when you feel that itch, but don't wanna fuck up your new setup.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on August 25, 2020, 06:30:48 PM

Mid-30s here and skateboarding got way more enjoyable for me in my 30s than in my 20s. In my 20s I struggled with plateauing, not picking new tricks up and barely holding onto my staples. In my 30s I find myself more relaxed about progression and just enjoying my time on the board. I work a boring corporate job as an analyst in a really dull segment of IT, I look forward to every weekend where I got 4 hours of me time at the park from 7-11am, I'm never going to be pro so I don't see a point in killing myself doing it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Benchpress on August 26, 2020, 01:54:29 AM

Quote from: rocklobster on August 25, 2020, 06:30:48 PM

Mid-30s here and skateboarding got way more enjoyable for me in my 30s than in my 20s. In my 20s I struggled with plateauing, not picking new tricks up and barely holding onto my staples. In my 30s I find myself more relaxed about progression and just enjoying my time on the board. I work a boring corporate job as an analyst in a really dull segment of IT, I look forward to every weekend where I got 4 hours of me time at the park from 7-11am, I'm never going to be pro so I don't see a point in killing myself doing it.

Quote from: os89 on August 25, 2020, 11:39:57 AM

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Skating has just made me so angry lately. Ive probably had a few months where I haven't been feeling as stoked as i usually do on skating. Don't get me wrong the passion still burns but it seems to piss me off more than it hypes me up.
I seem to be just going through a period of stagnation, I haven't learnt anything new in weeks and when I do try something new I just get completely smoked on a slam. I've tried mixing it up by skating curbs and trying new stuff but even then the spots will turn to busts or it'll rain or some shit.

Maybe I'm just a pussy, maybe I'm just yearning for different things in skating. Maybe I'm just venting. Fuckin stupid.

[close]

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How old are you?

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I'm 25 mate

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Take that slam dude. For real, and enjoy it. Film yourself, even if you don't share, just to see where you fuck up.

From experience, you will be pissed when you're older if you don't take the good with the bad and just go for what you want to do. Just have fun. Fuck it, dont even flip your board. I barely do. Just ride around if you're stagnant on tricks. Bomb some hills.

Also, for sure get a rain board. A shitty board to use in a little rain or the occasional wet ditch or whatever. It is a great option for when you feel that itch, but don't wanna fuck up your new setup.

Thanks guys. I really appreciate you taking the time to speak to me and add your experiences. I just need to remember why I started skating and continue to love skating, because it's such a fun, free thing to do. Need to take myself less serious, haha. Cheers guys, much love.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: imposter on August 26, 2020, 01:20:22 PM

I don't enjoy modern East Coast skateboarding

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on August 26, 2020, 08:11:51 PM

Quote from: Benchpress on August 26, 2020, 01:54:29 AM

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Mid-30s here and skateboarding got way more enjoyable for me in my 30s than in my 20s. In my 20s I struggled with plateauing, not picking new tricks up and barely holding onto my staples. In my 30s I find myself more relaxed about progression and just enjoying my time on the board. I work a boring corporate job as an analyst in a really dull segment of IT, I look forward to every weekend where I got 4 hours of me time at the park from 7-11am, I'm never going to be pro so I don't see a point in killing myself doing it.

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Skating has just made me so angry lately. Ive probably had a few months where I haven't been feeling as stoked as i usually do on skating. Don't get me wrong the passion still burns but it seems to piss me off more than it hypes me up.
I seem to be just going through a period of stagnation, I haven't learnt anything new in weeks and when I do try something new I just get completely smoked on a slam. I've tried mixing it up by skating curbs and trying new stuff but even then the spots will turn to busts or it'll rain or some shit.

Maybe I'm just a pussy, maybe I'm just yearning for different things in skating. Maybe I'm just venting. Fuckin stupid.

[close]

Quote from: Benchpress on August 22, 2020, 07:15:37 PM

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Quote from: Billy Bitchcakes on August 22, 2020, 05:21:32 PM

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How old are you?

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I'm 25 mate

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Take that slam dude. For real, and enjoy it. Film yourself, even if you don't share, just to see where you fuck up.

From experience, you will be pissed when you're older if you don't take the good with the bad and just go for what you want to do. Just have fun. Fuck it, dont even flip your board. I barely do. Just ride around if you're stagnant on tricks. Bomb some hills.

Also, for sure get a rain board. A shitty board to use in a little rain or the occasional wet ditch or whatever. It is a great option for when you feel that itch, but don't wanna fuck up your new setup.

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Thanks guys. I really appreciate you taking the time to speak to me and add your experiences. I just need to remember why I started skating and continue to love skating, because it's such a fun, free thing to do. Need to take myself less serious, haha. Cheers guys, much love.

Not to be a nag but skating in your 20s can be a drag - progress (a huge part of the skateboarding experience) lags behind, you're body is starting to slow down and life commitments catch up. You spend less time on the board, means you progress slower, your consistency goes down and you feel shitty about your session. It's a vicious cycle that caused me to just say fuck it and stopped skateboarding altogether.

I'm not sure if you have other interest but looking outside of skateboarding has been really helpful for me. In the 10-ish years I took off I picked up riding my motorcycle at the track, surfing and Muay Thai kickboxing, all of which allowed me to channel the stuff I learned from skateboarding (persistence, body mechanics, balance) into a meaningful form. It made the return to skateboarding much more rewarding because I didn't tie my physical worth to how many tries it took me to tailslide a fucking ledge.

If all else fails, go work on another aspect of skateboarding you missed out in your younger days. I wished I learned how to skate transition or carve a bowl when I was younger; go pick it up while you're still young and spritely!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on August 28, 2020, 05:06:54 AM

Quote from: rawr1922 on August 27, 2020, 08:17:59 PM

Mental health pretty poor
Think I'm getting married
S.o.s.

Why get married?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on August 31, 2020, 11:25:22 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on August 28, 2020, 05:06:54 AM

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Mental health pretty poor
Think I'm getting married
S.o.s.

[close]

Why get married?

 
Well gonna sound pathetic. Just to escape current living situation & live comfortably with a cute girl

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: weon on September 01, 2020, 02:43:25 PM

highlight in my life right now is the fact that lil wayne's No Ceilings mixtape from '09 made it to streaming... misplaced that file so long ago. it aint the whole thing but heavy early high school vibes are holding it down right now... i dont think i'll ever change the first quote in my sig ha...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on September 02, 2020, 08:28:01 AM

i mow the lawn in my reynolds g6

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on September 02, 2020, 08:23:06 PM

I was never good at skating and stayed stagnant for tricks. I gave up on flip tricks and grinds I was limited to what I could do (nose slides, board slides, and occasionally a krook).

Being in quarantine I’ve had the patience/need to skate. I’ve been getting kickflips and heelflips down. Today I landed my first 50-50. I’m so stoked!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on September 02, 2020, 11:16:41 PM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on September 02, 2020, 08:23:06 PM

I was never good at skating and stayed stagnant for tricks. I gave up on flip tricks and grinds I was limited to what I could do (nose slides, board slides, and occasionally a krook).

Being in quarantine I’ve had the patience/need to skate. I’ve been getting kickflips and heelflips down. Today I landed my first 50-50. I’m so stoked!

+1, I'm finally getting my kickflip consistent after years of mob flips. Heelflips can suck a fuck.

I hate the content Braille releases but I admire their content first strategy and non-traditional means of turning "pro". They make "core" companies look dated; using the tradition means of going pro and getting paid board / shoe royalties. I wonder what percentage of their revenue is from YouTube content versus product sales.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hombreezy on September 03, 2020, 08:10:04 AM

I can kickflip in to handrails and skate stairs like it’s my job but I’ve never dropped in on anything taller than 4ft lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on September 04, 2020, 01:18:32 AM

I know right
I gave up on kickys a long time ago just skipped that shit and did other flip tricks
Been skating like every night for six weeks
Ran my front foot over quite a few times but I’m starting to get them and nollie flips now wtf

Fell on my head pretty hard one night my bro said it was like a melon hitting concrete and I had to sit down for a minute
fucking worth it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on September 04, 2020, 07:36:12 AM

i had two very hilarious bike crashes two nights in a row that must have made me look like a total idiot to everyone who saw me.

first one was me clipping the sidewalk coming from the road. that was fast and sudden and i got a few bruises and everyone around laughed at me, rightfully so...

second one was a totally crazy escalation of bullshit moments. meandering around at a moderate speed and with a heavy backpack my front wheel suddenly locks up, which makes me fall forward a bit. so now i sit on the top tube and my feet are also dangling around and all the while my front wheel keeps stuttering and i figure my brake is off alignment(the wheel is a bit warped as well) but i am too concerned with making my bike stop. then i have to dodge an in conveniently parked e-scooter, another stutter, i can't keep my weight back because i can't get my foot onto my pedals so i slip forward again, this time my left leg gets somehow caught between the front wheel and the frame, which makes the bike finally stop but not without making me almost flip over, onto the street into a bus nonetheless if it had gone really bad.

i had to figure out how to unknot myself out of my bike and couldn't explain to myself how i didn't break my left leg or not kill myself during the whole process.

so my front brake was knocked off alignment and along with my warped front wheel made it stutter so bad and my heavy as fuck backpack made the slipping worse and on top of that i am bad at cycling and that it is how i would have become a star on youtube or instagram if anybody had filmed this, i'm pretty sure. i mean i was embarrassed and terrified when it happened but also laughed really hard at how dumb i must have looked.

thinking about starting a twitch channel named "world's worst cyclist" so my cycling related death can be televised so others can learn from my mistakes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Featherdale wildlife park on September 05, 2020, 06:52:59 AM

Most people’s rock n rolls make me sick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Featherdale wildlife park on September 05, 2020, 07:30:14 AM

Gnar bob in cows gives me a boner

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on September 05, 2020, 12:19:39 PM

I act the fool here during dramatic times. Which is  relief & curse at same time

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on September 05, 2020, 12:22:24 PM

Also be safe on bike Frank. You clearly not, wiped out two times just messing around.  Bare minimum please wear a helmet then improve your pheriperal vision so you can see & predict from all angles 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on September 07, 2020, 05:40:27 AM

24 days off hard alcohol, went to a party type thing last night which was a challenge but I made it through. Still drinking around 10+ beers a day but I was killing close to 1/2 gallons of whiskey a week for most of this year. I guess the real confession part is that im not finding my therapist to be very helpful, but i’ve got one or two free more sessions before I have to end it...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on September 08, 2020, 12:25:53 PM

Quote from: rawr1922 on September 05, 2020, 12:22:24 PM

Also be safe on bike Frank. You clearly not, wiped out two times just messing around.  Bare minimum please wear a helmet then improve your pheriperal vision so you can see & predict from all angles

true, i've been taking awareness more seriously since then, still haven't got a helmet yet although it's up high on the to buy list. trying to take a more chill and safe approach.

on top of the slams i also got a ticket for crossing a red light(at night with no one around but the cops were watching from a little dark spot with all the lights off) so i feel after pushing my limits for a few months, this week has been sort of a reality check, especially after what happened to fongstarr i actually wanted to take it easier.

and to fully disclose my shitty road rager past, i've been no stranger to accidents, which ultimately only harmed myself and my vehicles, but i totaled 2 cars in my life and caught plenty of speeding tickets. i've basically sworn off driving a motored vehicle because i don't trust myself. i usually end up fucking around with them in one way or another.

also a good friend of mine whooped my ass verbally pretty good after i told him about that second one, haha. i was all joking like "yeah man, see, fuck brakes, haha, if i have had a fixie that wouldn't have happened..." he just replies "you're a fucking moron..." and goes on for a good 15 minutes why. he was 100% right with everything.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on September 08, 2020, 04:11:09 PM

I reckon joints and stuff are same as any  moving part that breaks down over time
I don’t know if there’s like a set number of swivels you get or anything but anyway I am suss on fixies, wear your knee out doing shit like that I save mine for other things
Onespeed ok just not fixie

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on September 08, 2020, 05:10:00 PM

Quote from: matty_c on September 08, 2020, 04:11:09 PM

I reckon joints and stuff are same as any  moving part that breaks down over time
I don’t know if there’s like a set number of swivels you get or anything but anyway I am suss on fixies, wear your knee out doing shit like that I save mine for other things
Onespeed ok just not fixie

that's kind of a joke amongst us because my friend dislikes fixies. i'm riding a single speed. i'd like to have one to fuck around and learn stuff like riding backwards with, but i wouldn't part with my bike for one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Allen. on September 09, 2020, 09:13:07 AM

I’ve chalked up losing my kickflips due to a horrible ankle roll at 23, but realize I lost the timing and muscle memory after I recovered, and that loss of timing had slowly taken over a majority of my tricks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Featherdale wildlife park on September 12, 2020, 03:38:41 AM

Birdman. Switch bodyjar. Propaganda.
#maddogbowl

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on September 12, 2020, 10:55:30 AM

Quote from: Allen. on September 09, 2020, 09:13:07 AM

I’ve chalked up losing my kickflips due to a horrible ankle roll at 23, but realize I lost the timing and muscle memory after I recovered, and that loss of timing had slowly taken over a majority of my tricks

same, i'm on a mission to get them back though. hard to do since the weather been fairly unstable lately and i seem to have only free time when it rains.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: munchbox on September 12, 2020, 08:30:00 PM

i drunkenly focused my deck for the first time and im scared how much that relieved my stress.....

non skate related issues but man i feel better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on September 12, 2020, 08:38:52 PM

don’t be


being bad feels so good sometimes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on September 12, 2020, 11:26:02 PM

Quote from: off on September 12, 2020, 08:30:00 PM

i drunkenly focused my deck for the first time and im scared how much that relieved my stress.....

non skate related issues but man i feel better.

A focused deck is better than most other destructive alternatives

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Billy Bitchcakes on September 13, 2020, 03:52:33 PM

Someone posted an instagram post on here from a skateboarding news account and I went in the IG comments and told them they should focus it, then the next day the account had disappeared. I felt kinda bad but also like I'd affected change in the world that day. Just wanted to get that off my chest

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on September 14, 2020, 06:19:14 PM

I probably skate my trunk/rain/junk setup, more than any of my other, much nicer setups.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on September 14, 2020, 06:51:08 PM

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i drunkenly focused my deck for the first time and im scared how much that relieved my stress.....

non skate related issues but man i feel better.

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A focused deck is better than most other destructive alternatives

It helps release the pent up anger and stress a lot. Especially when you can physically grasp it. Yeah some kid could skate it but you gotta our yourself first so you can help other later.

Quote from: os89 on September 14, 2020, 06:19:14 PM

I probably skate my trunk/rain/junk setup, more than any of my other, much nicer setups.

Just brought out mine and my bearings and bushings are mad squeaky. Is the secret using your board more?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on September 14, 2020, 07:26:52 PM

Quote from: Billy Bitchcakes on September 13, 2020, 03:52:33 PM

Someone posted an instagram post on here from a skateboarding news account and I went in the IG comments and told them they should focus it, then the next day the account had disappeared. I felt kinda bad but also like I'd affected change in the world that day. Just wanted to get that off my chest

did they block you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Tommy G on September 18, 2020, 10:31:29 AM

Quote from: Allen. on September 09, 2020, 09:13:07 AM

I’ve chalked up losing my kickflips due to a horrible ankle roll at 23, but realize I lost the timing and muscle memory after I recovered, and that loss of timing had slowly taken over a majority of my tricks

That's been my problem for years ever since I rolled my back ankle. I try experimenting with different techniques and the closest one I've gotten to a decent kickflip was practicing doing an ollie in the kickflip position and then moving your foot slightly off. Even then my bad habits come to fruition and I'll land one out of maybe 25-50.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on September 18, 2020, 07:28:11 PM

Sometimes I’ll try to divide by zero on a calculator just to fuck with it.  Daddy loves watching it squirm and struggle.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on September 20, 2020, 06:16:59 PM

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I’ve chalked up losing my kickflips due to a horrible ankle roll at 23, but realize I lost the timing and muscle memory after I recovered, and that loss of timing had slowly taken over a majority of my tricks

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That's been my problem for years ever since I rolled my back ankle. I try experimenting with different techniques and the closest one I've gotten to a decent kickflip was practicing doing an ollie in the kickflip position and then moving your foot slightly off. Even then my bad habits come to fruition and I'll land one out of maybe 25-50.

Just do fakie flips, guys. Momentum is your friend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: moneymoneymoney on September 21, 2020, 12:26:35 AM

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I’ve chalked up losing my kickflips due to a horrible ankle roll at 23, but realize I lost the timing and muscle memory after I recovered, and that loss of timing had slowly taken over a majority of my tricks

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That's been my problem for years ever since I rolled my back ankle. I try experimenting with different techniques and the closest one I've gotten to a decent kickflip was practicing doing an ollie in the kickflip position and then moving your foot slightly off. Even then my bad habits come to fruition and I'll land one out of maybe 25-50.

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Just do fakie flips, guys. Momentum is your friend.

fakie flips are most certainly not my friend. i too am a member of the bad ankle club. ive recently upgraded from having 1 bad ankle to now having 2 bad ankles.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on September 22, 2020, 06:37:54 PM

If you remove Fred from the equation - Significant Other has some great tunes on it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 22, 2020, 10:26:14 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on September 22, 2020, 06:37:54 PM

If you remove Fred from the equation - Significant Other has some great tunes on it.

I never understood how such good musicians could join Fred. But he sure as fuck made them gazillions they probably would never have earned.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on September 23, 2020, 02:42:02 PM

i hate most skaters based off push alone . i fucking hate an arrogant push more than anything

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: moneymoneymoney on September 23, 2020, 03:21:01 PM

Quote from: straight on September 23, 2020, 02:42:02 PM

i hate most skaters based off push alone . i fucking hate an arrogant push more than anything

flaccid pushes really grind my gears. Sinner is a prime example, combined with his arm sway and you get the perfect combo for hitting the "vert button."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BieberStance on September 24, 2020, 01:35:43 AM

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i hate most skaters based off push alone . i fucking hate an arrogant push more than anything

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flaccid pushes really grind my gears. Sinner is a prime example, combined with his arm sway and you get the perfect combo for hitting the "vert button."

I somehow can't stand it when skaters push around and then hover the foot next to the board for too long. even worse when turning. often mixed with this exaggerated chin up/ neck strech while looking out for the obstacle as if they are a captain on a pirates boat trying to spot something on the horizon. nothing is more fake steez than that imo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lickcakes on September 28, 2020, 09:56:31 AM

high risk roommate moved out, so i went to the skatepark for the first time in ages. was planning to wear a mask but no-one else was so i figured it's probably fine since it's outside. tried to keep distance but there's that one spot where a bunch of us wait to take a run, and there was also this sketchy dude who got kinda close to me. woke up feeling really stupid and very anxious. i should have just worn a mask.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Billy Bitchcakes on September 29, 2020, 01:45:19 AM

Good for you. I'm sure you'll be fine though, transmission outside seems very low

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Featherdale wildlife park on October 06, 2020, 05:34:21 AM

Punching is for poseurs

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on October 06, 2020, 04:18:47 PM

I cut a session short recently completely and 100% due to some dude tripod filming himself ripping. I don’t care how good you are - you do that when no ones around like the rest of us. Have some shame.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: FrozenIndustries on October 08, 2020, 03:55:43 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on October 06, 2020, 04:18:47 PM

I cut a session short recently completely and 100% due to some dude tripod filming himself ripping. I don’t care how good you are - you do that when no ones around like the rest of us. Have some shame.

You did the right thing. If someone rips and can't get anyone to film them, there is probably a real good reason.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 12, 2020, 01:10:11 AM

Quote from: Hombreezy on October 11, 2020, 01:35:12 PM

I love designs on griptape. Like flowers and the jimi hendrix one. Grizzly griptape might be my favorite grip actually

Holy shit, I think you should keep that one to yourself and that's coming from a chronic over sharer.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nevrwasben on October 12, 2020, 04:51:11 PM

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I love designs on griptape. Like flowers and the jimi hendrix one. Grizzly griptape might be my favorite grip actually

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Holy shit, I think you should keep that one to yourself and that's coming from a chronic over sharer.

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Before you say the griptape sucks, have you considered shutting the fuck up?

He didn’t say the grip sucks, although heavily implied.
But while we’re overreacting, why don’t you go fuck yourself??

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nevrwasben on October 12, 2020, 07:41:19 PM

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I love designs on griptape. Like flowers and the jimi hendrix one. Grizzly griptape might be my favorite grip actually

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Holy shit, I think you should keep that one to yourself and that's coming from a chronic over sharer.

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Before you say the griptape sucks, have you considered shutting the fuck up?

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He didn’t say the grip sucks, although heavily implied.
But while we’re overreacting, why don’t you go fuck yourself??

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Its a play off his signature. Pull those panties out of your ass, you don’t have to save everyone on slap buddy

Missed your joke, pardon me while I go fuck myself

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Hombreezy on October 12, 2020, 08:38:40 PM

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I love designs on griptape. Like flowers and the jimi hendrix one. Grizzly griptape might be my favorite grip actually

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Holy shit, I think you should keep that one to yourself and that's coming from a chronic over sharer.

[close]

Before you say the griptape sucks, have you considered shutting the fuck up?

[close]

He didn’t say the grip sucks, although heavily implied.
But while we’re overreacting, why don’t you go fuck yourself??

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Its a play off his signature. Pull those panties out of your ass, you don’t have to save everyone on slap buddy

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Missed your joke, pardon me while I go fuck myself

I love you mate, apparently a guy named Jesus does too. Jah bless

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 13, 2020, 12:19:50 AM

Really thought I was bound to meet Dylan and Grosso in person one day. Take care of yourselves and have a yearly check up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cellular on October 14, 2020, 09:49:00 PM

I know im new here and all so I dont really expect anyone to care too much, I just feel like this a safe space to get all this shit off my chest

Freshman year I spent well over $300 on nicotine, mostly with money i made s3lling my perscription to upperclassmen.  It was just that for a long time until i started smoking weed.  Never that frequently, it just wasnt my thing back then.  For my birthday one of my closer friends gave me six bars as a present.  I got addicted to them fast, and Im 100% sure they were fake but I loved the way it made me feel. It got to a point where I couldnt sleep without taking two.  I mellowed out but I was addicted for a year or so, but the doc wasnt refilling so I had no income, therefore i couldnt afford em anymore. i remember the withdrawls sucked but i dont remember that much, just that i lost all motivation and stopped eating/sleeping.  Since then ive stayed realitivly clean, but I relapsed a couple months ago.  Im a lightweight when it comes to drinking, which is nice bc a handle lasts me much longer.  Right now i take these muscle relaxers i found in the medicine cabinet and they work amazingly

Ive been stuck in two shitty relationships that ended up going nowhere and left me more down than before.  Rejection by family severerly affected me,  and to be happy in a relationship i need constant reassurance bc I have really bad trust issues nd a poor self image.  My parents consistently emotionally abusing me does not help  i feel like the way ive been treated in the past severely fucks up any chance of a healthy relationship.  I just recently confessed feelings to my dream girl and she friendzoned me and now she ghosting me.  didnt expect it to hurt this bad,  i thought we had a good thing going

I wish I could get therapy or meds but my parents dont believe in mental health  :-\
They also said I will be severely punished if I self harm again, even though the time they caught me it was nothing compared to later.  I wish they were kidding but the way they treated me after that i wouldnt be suprised if I got a few bruises

I want to be successful one day, so as annoying as it is, I try in school and get super bummed when I get below a B.  RN i got two high bś and an A and im super proud of that. 

I coulda had my drivers license but I put it off so now I cant take the test until december

I barely got any friends, and the ones I do just arent the type I can talk about this stuff to.  They amazing people, I just hate putting burden on people im close with.  Im pretty reserved and I dont really talk much, only if spoken to or if i warmed up to you first.  I really hate swearing but I swear a lot.  I also love to talk shit on everything, even if I like it.

On the light side, Im progressing in skating pretty fast, classes switch next week, and my drivers test is coming up.  super bummed halloween hellbomb cancelled this year

oh and over the past couple months Ive read this whole thread.  hope you guys are well even tho idk u guys ily <3

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Featherdale wildlife park on October 15, 2020, 05:07:30 AM

It’s ok man. I love you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on October 15, 2020, 10:59:16 AM

Quote from: Featherdale wildlife park on October 15, 2020, 05:07:30 AM

It’s ok man. I love you.

I love you too internet stranger. This place can be full of Fred Gall and TK shitposting but there are "some" good people here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 15, 2020, 04:21:33 PM

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It’s ok man. I love you.

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I love you too internet stranger. This place can be full of Fred Gall and TK shitposting but there are "some" good people here.

May your Shaloms be blessed and your Heineken fresh.
Love y’all!

Also, check if your college has counselors available. Mine used to have therapist/counselors that you could see for free. It’s worth a shot to see if the campus clinic can offer you this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Featherdale wildlife park on October 16, 2020, 04:47:51 AM

I love you as well rocklobster. I love you all and I will cry for any of you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on October 17, 2020, 06:19:20 AM

Quote from: Cellular on October 14, 2020, 09:49:00 PM

I barely got any friends, and the ones I do just arent the type I can talk about this stuff to.  They amazing people, I just hate putting burden on people im close with.

I 100% guarantee that at least one of your friends would want to know about the struggles you are going through. A true friend would not feel like you are "putting a burden on them" by talking about your issues. They would want to know because they would want to help. I know that it feels like to you that they wouldn't, but that's low self-esteem talking back to you in your head

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cellular on October 17, 2020, 12:24:15 PM

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I barely got any friends, and the ones I do just arent the type I can talk about this stuff to.  They amazing people, I just hate putting burden on people im close with.

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I 100% guarantee that at least one of your friends would want to know about the struggles you are going through. A true friend would not feel like you are "putting a burden on them" by talking about your issues. They would want to know because they would want to help. I know that it feels like to you that they wouldn't, but that's low self-esteem talking back to you in your head

I just feel bad becuase alot of it theres not really anything they can do, and I dont wanna make anything akward yk?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on October 17, 2020, 01:03:47 PM

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I barely got any friends, and the ones I do just arent the type I can talk about this stuff to.  They amazing people, I just hate putting burden on people im close with.

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I 100% guarantee that at least one of your friends would want to know about the struggles you are going through. A true friend would not feel like you are "putting a burden on them" by talking about your issues. They would want to know because they would want to help. I know that it feels like to you that they wouldn't, but that's low self-esteem talking back to you in your head

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I just feel bad becuase alot of it theres not really anything they can do, and I dont wanna make anything akward yk?

How do you know that there's not anything that they can do if you've never brought it up? And even if there isn't anything that they can do, it still means a lot to know that someone else can empathize with you. That's how I have always approached things, anyways. You should do whatever you think is best for you, though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cellular on October 17, 2020, 04:30:19 PM

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I barely got any friends, and the ones I do just arent the type I can talk about this stuff to.  They amazing people, I just hate putting burden on people im close with.

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I 100% guarantee that at least one of your friends would want to know about the struggles you are going through. A true friend would not feel like you are "putting a burden on them" by talking about your issues. They would want to know because they would want to help. I know that it feels like to you that they wouldn't, but that's low self-esteem talking back to you in your head

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I just feel bad becuase alot of it theres not really anything they can do, and I dont wanna make anything akward yk?

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How do you know that there's not anything that they can do if you've never brought it up? And even if there isn't anything that they can do, it still means a lot to know that someone else can empathize with you. That's how I have always approached things, anyways. You should do whatever you think is best for you, though.

I appreciate the support man i really do.  Ill bring it up tonight and see how that goes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on October 17, 2020, 05:04:28 PM

Ive been skating longer than i havent been skating and still have ugly push and look awkward as fuck on the board most days

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Post by: rocklobster on October 17, 2020, 06:19:03 PM

Quote from: Dr-Feelgood on October 17, 2020, 05:04:28 PM

Ive been skating longer than i havent been skating and still have ugly push and look awkward as fuck on the board most days

I have a decent ledge game but my ollies are ugly as hell, none of those nose bone and my back foot regularly leaves my deck. I attribute it to spending hours at the train station squatting way too low to try and get height on my ollie's instead of learning to get the proper drag technique when I first started out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cellular on October 18, 2020, 09:20:51 PM

the only way i can explain my situation is im getting kooked in life

opened up and i feel it did more harm then good

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on October 18, 2020, 09:36:32 PM

Quote from: Cellular on October 18, 2020, 09:20:51 PM

the only way i can explain my situation is im getting kooked in life

opened up and i feel it did more harm then good

I'm sorry to hear that. What happened?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cellular on October 18, 2020, 10:02:29 PM

well mostly they just seem worried for me :/ i dont like that, i feel like they see me as a suicide risk and thats not good

she still treating me like nothing lol nd my girl bsf got sick of me complaining and refuses to talk about it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on October 19, 2020, 04:29:35 AM

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Holy shit, I think you should keep that one to yourself and that's coming from a chronic over sharer.

I might've got you beat about over sharing.  the amount of useless drivel has me acting like this .....

(https://media.tenor.com/images/ce289449f10b0c1370dd5c1c0250832a/tenor.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on October 19, 2020, 05:23:38 AM

Quote from: Cellular on October 18, 2020, 10:02:29 PM

well mostly they just seem worried for me :/ i dont like that, i feel like they see me as a suicide risk and thats not good

she still treating me like nothing lol nd my girl bsf got sick of me complaining and refuses to talk about it

damn dude...

pains me to say this, but without knowing more about your situation, maybe these people are not the right ones to open up to. this doesn't even mean they can't be good friends. some people are just bad at processing this stuff.

regardless, looking for professional help should be your next step, just for yourself alone. knowing you are working on your stuff will make your other relations easier in that regard, your friends will be more chill when they know you have someone your working with. after all friends are often flawed themselves and not professional psychologist or therapist. even when they are, a close and personal relationship with them might make it impossible to let them evaluate your state of mind and offer advice professionally.

hope you find a way to deal with whatever you're struggling with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on October 19, 2020, 05:58:42 AM

Quote from: Cellular on October 18, 2020, 10:02:29 PM

well mostly they just seem worried for me :/ i dont like that, i feel like they see me as a suicide risk and thats not good

she still treating me like nothing lol nd my girl bsf got sick of me complaining and refuses to talk about it

Celly, if people are worried for you it means they care about you.

Dm me, I know exactly what you’re going through my dude. You’re worth more than you know, bruv.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on October 19, 2020, 06:32:19 AM

I was just limping around the streets walking dog and I ran into a couple bums. One of em had crutches. I’ve been meaning to get some for a day or two just the chemist is a bit far to walk so I ended up buying them of him for 5 bucks. I threw the foam pad parts away and will buy new ones tomorrow
He wasn’t too keen to begin with but his mate agreed it was a good deal and I guess I drive a hard bargain
Saved 60, hyped, maybe going to hell tho his shit was in a cast

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Post by: ok boomer on October 19, 2020, 01:06:33 PM

Quote from: matty_c on October 19, 2020, 06:32:19 AM

I was just limping around the streets walking dog and I ran into a couple bums. One of em had crutches. I’ve been meaning to get some for a day or two just the chemist is a bit far to walk so I ended up buying them of him for 5 bucks. I threw the foam pad parts away and will buy new ones tomorrow
He wasn’t too keen to begin with but his mate agreed it was a good deal and I guess I drive a hard bargain
Saved 60, hyped, maybe going to hell tho his shit was in a cast

Not sure why, but this made that thug life meme music pop into my head

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on October 23, 2020, 11:01:58 AM

Was chatting with a guy I'm probably going to hook up with, and found out he has a podcast. I listened to an episode and I liked it, but it felt weird that I was listening, like I was getting an unfair advantage knowing what he sounds like, thinks about, etc.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 23, 2020, 12:24:30 PM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on October 23, 2020, 11:01:58 AM

Was chatting with a guy I'm probably going to hook up with, and found out he has a podcast. I listened to an episode and I liked it, but it felt weird that I was listening, like I was getting an unfair advantage knowing what he sounds like, thinks about, etc.

Hey, that just gives you the upper leg. You can decide how into their voice/opinions you are.

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Post by: Grind King Rims on October 23, 2020, 12:46:16 PM

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Was chatting with a guy I'm probably going to hook up with, and found out he has a podcast. I listened to an episode and I liked it, but it felt weird that I was listening, like I was getting an unfair advantage knowing what he sounds like, thinks about, etc.

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Hey, that just gives you the upper leg. You can decide how into their voice/opinions you are.

Imagine I wasn't into his voice and still wanted to hook up. Any time he opens his mouth, "shhhhhhh, no words, just sex..."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gary Bucket on October 23, 2020, 03:46:32 PM

Just remembered I got whisked away by some friends for a summer weekend a few years ago.
Either forgot adequate underwear in my go bag or lost them and went au naturale in my only pair of shorts which were light in both color and material.
On the ferry home I was sitting on the deck with my knees up and my friend across from me just said, “dude”.

Totally had an egg sized hole in the crotch of the shorts and a good 6” skidmark to boot.

Secretly hope there are people out there reminiscing about seeing the dude with the skidder and glory hole in his shorts on the island that one year

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on October 23, 2020, 06:10:28 PM

Quote from: Gary Gloverberg on October 23, 2020, 03:46:32 PM

Just remembered I got whisked away by some friends for a summer weekend a few years ago.
Either forgot adequate underwear in my go bag or lost them and went au naturale in my only pair of shorts which were light in both color and material.
On the ferry home I was sitting on the deck with my knees up and my friend across from me just said, “dude”.

Totally had an egg sized hole in the crotch of the shorts and a good 6” skidmark to boot.

Secretly hope there are people out there reminiscing about seeing the dude with the skidder and glory hole in his shorts on the island that one year

I’m not one to skid, but I’m good for a few sharts here or there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 23, 2020, 10:00:00 PM

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Was chatting with a guy I'm probably going to hook up with, and found out he has a podcast. I listened to an episode and I liked it, but it felt weird that I was listening, like I was getting an unfair advantage knowing what he sounds like, thinks about, etc.

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Hey, that just gives you the upper leg. You can decide how into their voice/opinions you are.

[close]

Imagine I wasn't into his voice and still wanted to hook up. Any time he opens his mouth, "shhhhhhh, no words, just sex..."

Hey, sex is sex. Get that but and stay safe!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: handsclapanin on October 24, 2020, 08:10:59 PM

I might actually be a Thunder guy, even though I've been on a 20+ year hellride.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HyenaChaser on October 25, 2020, 04:25:51 AM

Quote from: handsclapanin on October 24, 2020, 08:10:59 PM

I might actually be a Thunder guy, even though I've been on a 20+ year hellride.

Join Thunder cult

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: theSketchLord on October 25, 2020, 12:00:58 PM

On the Lizard King thread someone questioned
"why would your mate have a deathwish tattoo?".

I laughed even though I have a deathwish tattoo.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on October 26, 2020, 03:15:50 PM

I've entertained the thought of buying clothing from sellers I find attractive on Depop. I'm all for fetishes, but no please not this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Featherdale wildlife park on October 27, 2020, 08:02:33 AM

I’m not trying to die, but I would be pretty content with it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cellular on October 27, 2020, 09:21:05 AM

Quote from: Featherdale wildlife park on October 27, 2020, 08:02:33 AM

I’m not trying to die, but I would be pretty content with it.

i dont wanna die but i dont feel like fightin- lucki

hang in there man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on October 31, 2020, 03:38:46 AM

There’s nothing there, man
You ain’t nothing but a battery to power that big ass brain you wasting on some fucking emotional construct you created

Love you brah, harness your shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 31, 2020, 11:49:56 AM

Quote from: Sila on October 26, 2020, 03:15:50 PM

I've entertained the thought of buying clothing from sellers I find attractive on Depop. I'm all for fetishes, but no please not this.

While I believe in doing things as conversation starters. This isn’t the way. Save your money. There’s also cool skate stuff in there occasionally. But watch out for people asking you to buy shit off the app.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 31, 2020, 10:33:16 PM

You know how people don't have time for things? I'm not one of them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on November 04, 2020, 02:47:47 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on October 31, 2020, 10:33:16 PM

You know how people don't have time for things? I'm not one of them.

This use to be me, everyone i knew always seemed like they were so full on and had no time for anything...i was always lazy so didnt get much done after getting home from work but i had the option and time to do things if i pleased...now ive started a new job in a new town and im getting home much later and only have a few hours up before i crash out, i got the day off today and god damn it feels good to just do nothing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on November 05, 2020, 03:35:36 AM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on October 31, 2020, 11:49:56 AM

Quote from: Sila on October 26, 2020, 03:15:50 PM

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I've entertained the thought of buying clothing from sellers I find attractive on Depop. I'm all for fetishes, but no please not this.

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While I believe in doing things as conversation starters. This isn’t the way. Save your money. There’s also cool skate stuff in there occasionally. But watch out for people asking you to buy shit off the app.

It's not a conversation starter. It's the vanilla version of buying someone's used panties. I have friends with benefits so it's all good. But sometimes i'm on there and I see this smokin human wearing something that looks amazing on them and I go " damn that's sexy I need a souvenir of this person in my life ".

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Billy Bitchcakes on November 05, 2020, 05:21:39 AM

Yeah don't start doing that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 05, 2020, 07:09:56 AM

I think I'm low key saving money to buy some regular car like an Evo or Impreza.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on November 07, 2020, 12:21:15 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on November 05, 2020, 07:09:56 AM

I think I'm low key saving money to buy some regular car like an Evo or Impreza.

Well at least you have good style. Always laugh hard seeing mustang drivers with a fake hood scoop & automatic transmission.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 07, 2020, 02:56:16 AM

Quote from: rawr1922 on November 07, 2020, 12:21:15 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on November 05, 2020, 07:09:56 AM

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I think I'm low key saving money to buy some regular car like an Evo or Impreza.

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Well at least you have good style. Always laugh hard seeing mustang drivers with a fake hood scoop & automatic transmission.

Thanks, bro. I'm also fully aware that the fucking thing might blow out two weeks in. Might go for Alfa Romeo Giulia, which is still regular...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on November 07, 2020, 05:24:44 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on November 07, 2020, 02:56:16 AM

Quote from: rawr1922 on November 07, 2020, 12:21:15 AM

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I think I'm low key saving money to buy some regular car like an Evo or Impreza.

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Well at least you have good style. Always laugh hard seeing mustang drivers with a fake hood scoop & automatic transmission.

[close]

Thanks, bro. I'm also fully aware that the fucking thing might blow out two weeks in. Might go for Alfa Romeo Giulia, which is still regular...

totally different type of car, but i've been wanting a lexus ls 400 in white desperately for years for the same reason(saving money down the line). if i had that car i could just go homeless and live in it in comfort i guess, so it would be a good investment.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on November 07, 2020, 05:35:53 AM

Mate don’t get an Alfa Romeo guilia that’s a ladies car
Sorry but I am helping you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 07, 2020, 07:33:55 AM

Quote from: matty_c on November 07, 2020, 05:35:53 AM

Mate don’t get an Alfa Romeo guilia that’s a ladies car
Sorry but I am helping you

Must be some 4D chess trolling. Loved my 156, so more Alfas are welcome.

Yes, Lex would fun as fuck.

Forgot, why the fuck are all Lancer Ralliart (non-Evo's) automatic? 241 HP but automatic.. We'll see what dumb shit I'll get.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on November 07, 2020, 01:10:12 PM

Well you should post a pic of whatever you decide to get.
 
I'm not really a Honda dude however always thought be fun whipping around in a S2000

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 07, 2020, 03:27:00 PM

There’s someone that works next to my job and the have a Lexus 200h. My bank account tells me to look away.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on November 07, 2020, 04:47:15 PM

Haha nah I was being serious maybe they are different shapes in diff markets? I don’t like the front end, but we might be talking about different cars here

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 07, 2020, 08:39:16 PM

You're thinking of Guilietta? Hatchback?
Because Guilia is a fucking beast mode sedan that would be Scarlett Johansson if it was a girl... But if you don't like the way Alfas look it's fine, kind of aquired taste.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on November 07, 2020, 09:15:47 PM

I don’t, but I mean it’s just my opinion, I hope you are happy with whatever you decide to get mate
Ah I used to like Scarlett but I went of her because of the whole herpes thing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 07, 2020, 09:20:07 PM

IDK why ScarJo got brought up. But she’s attractive. Just saying. Maybe it’s the red head thing from Black Widow. Or the fact that I’m buzzed but damn.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 07, 2020, 11:21:55 PM

No problem, bro. Thought Alfas were universally known for the aestethics (and crappy build) but it's still subjective. You're not in Europe, right?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on November 08, 2020, 12:24:27 AM

Haha nah, Australia, we’re all about Toyota utes here
I do like some of the older rally type Alfa’s though, some of those are beautiful

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 08, 2020, 02:25:34 AM

Quote from: matty_c on November 08, 2020, 12:24:27 AM

Haha nah, Australia, we’re all about Toyota utes here
I do like some of the older rally type Alfa’s though, some of those are beautiful

I see. I fucking loved 159, GT, Brera look, but to each its own.

Supras are cool but the price tag, even for old ones, is absurd.

But maybe you guys import from Japan? Or are imports crazy taxed?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on November 08, 2020, 03:16:01 AM

Honestly, I meant just the hilux, it’s a utility but no shit it’s been the top selling car here for years

Around the time of that first fast and furious movie it was all about supras, s15’s and skylines but most of them got wrapped around trees, the old ones still in great condition are worth around 100k now - mental
I’m not sure what people do now but yeah round 2000s everyone was grabbing them from Japan

I don’t really like the newer Toyota sports cars

Trying to think of modern sports cars that are popular here - see a few Audi TT but I would say that’s a ladies car too haha! Mates got a r8 I think they’re tits but for me that’s a lot of money

My fave cars are probably land cruiser 79 series, land cruiser troopy and I like those old Land Rover perenties

You will google these and just think wtf fuck this guys opinion on performance cars haha!

Dream car 77 torana or xb gt. The mad max car
I’m a basic bogan

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 08, 2020, 03:38:01 AM

I see... Then you gonna love my confession: I'd love me a Ford Raptor.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 08, 2020, 07:55:43 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on November 07, 2020, 11:21:55 PM

No problem, bro. Thought Alfas were universally known for the aestethics (and crappy build) but it's still subjective. You're not in Europe, right?

Nah I’m in the US. I’ve seen the good Alfa Romero models and I think my dad had one when he was in his 20’s that ended up in hands for some reason.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 08, 2020, 09:06:18 AM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on November 08, 2020, 07:55:43 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on November 07, 2020, 11:21:55 PM

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No problem, bro. Thought Alfas were universally known for the aestethics (and crappy build) but it's still subjective. You're not in Europe, right?

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Nah I’m in the US. I’ve seen the good Alfa Romero models and I think my dad had one when he was in his 20’s that ended up in hands for some reason.

Cool, because they came back a few years ago to US. Hope it will work out this time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on November 08, 2020, 01:28:08 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on November 08, 2020, 03:38:01 AM

I see... Then you gonna love my confession: I'd love me a Ford Raptor.

 
Now you're talking. Totally ridiculous & not necessary however I want one. Top tier engineering. Designated team testing & improving that tank for over a decade. Lovely front end too   
 
Can't believe Im admitting this... I want a new Camry 
 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 08, 2020, 09:30:04 PM

But they did a good job with Camry, cannot lie.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on November 08, 2020, 10:22:59 PM

I reckon we talked about this before, got hectic deja  vu but my memory is fucked sometimes
Raptors are dope tho but they are smaller here, I like the smaller ones cause our car parks are smaller
F trucks, tundras etc don’t fit so not as practical
Looks sick tho, but us f150 raptor just so expensive here, 2013 models go for 100k lol. Should import one to sell haha
Camry is a good car, most toyotas are bulletproof

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 09, 2020, 01:39:33 AM

Quote from: matty_c on November 08, 2020, 10:22:59 PM

I reckon we talked about this before, got hectic deja  vu but my memory is fucked sometimes
Raptors are dope tho but they are smaller here, I like the smaller ones cause our car parks are smaller
F trucks, tundras etc don’t fit so not as practical
Looks sick tho, but us f150 raptor just so expensive here, 2013 models go for 100k lol. Should import one to sell haha
Camry is a good car, most toyotas are bulletproof

Yepp, gotta be insane to buy one.... Just like an Evo/WRX...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 09, 2020, 07:49:17 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on November 08, 2020, 09:30:04 PM

But they did a good job with Camry, cannot lie.

I’ve moved from Sports cars to Camrys. I used to like Corvettes and Mustangs but as I’ve mellowed out Camrys grab my attention. They’re comfortable and that mileage is great.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 09, 2020, 09:07:28 AM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on November 09, 2020, 07:49:17 AM

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But they did a good job with Camry, cannot lie.

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I’ve moved from Sports cars to Camrys. I used to like Corvettes and Mustangs but as I’ve mellowed out Camrys grab my attention. They’re comfortable and that mileage is great.

For sure, if I had to trust a car with my family's safety and overall reliability, Toyota wins...

But I'm bored ex-junkie and want something dumb.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on November 09, 2020, 06:59:58 PM

Ordered a boat load of stuff for sale on my online skate store and the payment on my credit card is looking pretty scary.

I've been neglecting my office job to focus on the store. I've been holding out for a job from another company but they have been slow moving and I would hate to be dicked around after months of waiting for them to come back with an offer.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 09, 2020, 08:12:22 PM

Not easy being us, wage cucks...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on November 09, 2020, 09:50:21 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on November 09, 2020, 08:12:22 PM

Not easy being us, wage cucks...

I agree, but I'm feeling really disconnected from the job. I understand that the reason why a job pays you money is because it is unpleasant, hence you are are compensated for it. But I've really lost all interest in this job. My was the only one in my team based in my own country, my manager and rest of the team are based in the same country. So the lack of geographical proximity does not help with feeling disconnected from my colleagues. Coupled with COVID slowing down travel (previously a sizable part of my job) and having my manager and colleagues really far away has me drifting like a balloon in a convention center.

I'm really enjoying running my skateshop online but the margins are decent to thin even without the overhead of a shop front and operating it entirely out of my apartment. I've ran my own business before (office, sales people, admin staff, distributors, post-sales service) to know how stressful and tough that route can be. Right now business is decent, I move 100-200 worth of product a day but that's because kids are finishing up their exams and the end of year holidays are approaching. Come January when school picks up again I dont' want to be stuck with mountains of inventory I can't clear in time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BieberStance on November 12, 2020, 03:31:12 AM

When it was time to graduate from high school, I carried out the plan to purposely sabotage my grades and graduation in order to gain another year of school. Exclusively for the reason that I became aware that new challenges and obligations associated with the graduation would break up the time and structures to the detriment of skateboarding. because I observed exactly this happening to peers who were older. they stopped or something like that. I also communicated this very openly. as a result, my worried parents turned to experts for advice and i had to talk to them. Of course, they were completely overwhelmed with my point of view and therefore attested it to some form of high intelligence and genius. that was about 20 years ago and i still haven't really managed to pull my head out of my ass.
I'm pretty sure I was and am actually just really really lazy and a little sociopathic

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 12, 2020, 07:58:12 AM

Damn, Bieber..

I'm not good at anything.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on November 12, 2020, 01:44:10 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on November 12, 2020, 07:58:12 AM

Damn, Bieber..

I'm not good at anything.

Hmm not true.

Quote from: iKobrakai on November 11, 2020, 05:13:04 AM

1) Landed a f/s Nose blunt slide once.
2) Passed a super hard course in Industrial Economics that very few could
3) Clean and sober since 2013-04-08 but something that I don't bring that up often.
4) Did a blunt to fakie no a decent mini once.
5) Beat Ninja Gaiden Blacko twice.

Also, the other 4 are also impressive. Except I have no idea what #5 is.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 12, 2020, 07:55:26 PM

Lots of love, bro!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on November 12, 2020, 08:32:28 PM

i think i have covid at least once a day and it spirals into near panic attacks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on November 13, 2020, 12:39:36 AM

Met a hot af girl in my building, been kicking it a bit
She’s got boobs out to Wednesday they’re magnificent. She stuck a nicotine patch on my ass the other night and showed me hers on her arse, she didn’t have any underwear on just a kimono. My eyes almost fell out of my head. I had started drinking like right after work and by the time we were kicking it it was like 9pm and I was wasted but sober enough to know I stank from work, so I didn’t try do anything

Hung out today but she has friends coming over for dinner so I went back to my apartment
My dick is just throbbing in my pants
She hit me up to make her dinner over the weekend so there’s probably still time
She was on a tv show so I don’t wanna like out her but I’ll dm cunts photos if anyone reckons I’m full of shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on November 13, 2020, 01:21:56 AM

Quote from: matty_c on November 13, 2020, 12:39:36 AM

Met a hot af girl in my building, been kicking it a bit
She’s got boobs out to Wednesday they’re magnificent. She stuck a nicotine patch on my ass the other night and showed me hers on her arse, she didn’t have any underwear on just a kimono. My eyes almost fell out of my head. I had started drinking like right after work and by the time we were kicking it it was like 9pm and I was wasted but sober enough to know I stank from work, so I didn’t try do anything

Hung out today but she has friends coming over for dinner so I went back to my apartment
My dick is just throbbing in my pants
She hit me up to make her dinner over the weekend so there’s probably still time
She was on a tv show so I don’t wanna like out her but I’ll dm cunts photos if anyone reckons I’m full of shit

Hope it works out over the weekend. Getting blocked by people's mates is the worst.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on November 13, 2020, 01:26:05 AM

matty, i swear when i read all this i always want to be you. in fact if i wanted to be one pal for a day it would probably be you. your life sounds interesting in a non stressful way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 13, 2020, 01:39:48 AM

Quote from: Frank on November 13, 2020, 01:26:05 AM

matty, i swear when i read all this i always want to be you. in fact if i wanted to be one pal for a day it would probably be you. your life sounds interesting in a non stressful way.

You're like stan but not on dog drugs. Which is a good thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on November 13, 2020, 02:40:05 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on November 13, 2020, 01:39:48 AM

Quote from: Frank on November 13, 2020, 01:26:05 AM

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matty, i swear when i read all this i always want to be you. in fact if i wanted to be one pal for a day it would probably be you. your life sounds interesting in a non stressful way.

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You're like stan but not on dog drugs. Which is a good thing.

that is the best compliment i ever heard, thanks bro. stan is actually a big influence on me.

EDIT: i think you meant matty, but i still would also want to be like stan, minus dog drugs

EDIT 2: lol i'm fried from not sleeping, sry...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on November 13, 2020, 04:14:29 AM

Cheers, guys..I’ve had some colossal fuck ups but I’m working on it haha
Sometimes I stress I left it too late to meet the girl, most of my friends are settled or settling down now
I wanna breed at some point

Who’s Stan though that went over my head

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 13, 2020, 06:31:40 AM

Frank, you can be stan too.

Well, Dear Matthew, stan is a Slap legend. Probably most known for his quote "thug life naked". Seek and thou shall find.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on November 13, 2020, 12:28:25 PM

Guys a lord
We are all Stan

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on November 13, 2020, 11:26:43 PM

Quote from: matty_c on November 13, 2020, 12:39:36 AM

Met a hot af girl in my building, been kicking it a bit
She’s got boobs out to Wednesday they’re magnificent. She stuck a nicotine patch on my ass the other night and showed me hers on her arse, she didn’t have any underwear on just a kimono. My eyes almost fell out of my head. I had started drinking like right after work and by the time we were kicking it it was like 9pm and I was wasted but sober enough to know I stank from work, so I didn’t try do anything

Hung out today but she has friends coming over for dinner so I went back to my apartment
My dick is just throbbing in my pants
She hit me up to make her dinner over the weekend so there’s probably still time
She was on a tv show so I don’t wanna like out her but I’ll dm cunts photos if anyone reckons I’m full of shit

What tv show was she on? We talking reality tv? MAFS or the bachleor

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on November 14, 2020, 01:43:12 AM

Fuck of I’ve already stitched myself up here you want me to focus or what cunt

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on November 14, 2020, 02:37:26 AM

Tongue punch that gnar button son!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 14, 2020, 09:05:17 AM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on November 14, 2020, 02:37:26 AM

Tongue punch that gnar button son!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on November 14, 2020, 04:32:07 PM

Man nah it didn’t really work out partially because I took a while bunch of acid and it got right on top of me I can’t stress that enough at some point my mind just said see ya space cowboy man I might have gone full Jeremy Rogers I just don’t know

I just picked up my sister and I have to take her tenpin bowling and I am still hallucinating and I’m not happy about it I’m fucking off it today

There’s a bit more to the story I’ll am just struggling to piece shit together I gotta deal with my life for now and update later

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BieberStance on November 14, 2020, 05:09:56 PM

Quote from: matty_c on November 14, 2020, 04:32:07 PM

Man nah it didn’t really work out partially because I took a while bunch of acid and it got right on top of me I can’t stress that enough at some point my mind just said see ya space cowboy man I might have gone full Jeremy Rogers I just don’t know

I just picked up my sister and I have to take her tenpin bowling and I am still hallucinating and I’m not happy about it I’m fucking off it today

There’s a bit more to the story I’ll am just struggling to piece shit together I gotta deal with my life for now and update later

driving on drugs
you basically plan to ck boulala your sis
dude

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on November 14, 2020, 05:48:05 PM

Cunt I live in the city we Uberd like 500 metres
Man when did bowling alleys turn into day clubs there’s a visualiser with all crazy cartoons and shit I’ll post a picture we are having a blast

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on November 14, 2020, 10:36:30 PM

Come on man, what show she from? Youve peaked my interest. Also you from sydney?!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on November 14, 2020, 10:56:56 PM

Reality show back in the day, not current
Brisbane bro, man I know this seems weird as but I’ll dm you what I’m pretty sure happened I know I talk a bunch but I swear even though I got Jeremed a lil the truth is stranger than fiction sometimes
For reasons I’ll dm you she kinda stitched me at least as much as I stitched her being on trips
Inasmuch as she was not who she appeared to be the first few times we kicked it
Yeah I’ll just message you I sound crazy

And I saw the guards in my building today I didn’t really jereme it but they said I was fair sideways but not too bad for me on a sat night some of it must have been in my head for sure
But I was fair cooking last night

And strike bowling is fucking sick, me and sister had a fucking ball I just kept booking more lanes and they accommodated my arse the staff were lovely we were there for a while I’m a pig for dark rooms beers and ac

Just cause this is out there I did have a word to the prick at the bar and made it clear from the start to fix the score so Michelle wins and we didn’t drive anywhere

I’m a pig but I’m not a complete fuckwit
I’ll post pics of bowling in lifestyle thread later
Turns out I love bowling
Well do mini golf next Sunday yess cunt

I uh wrote the vehicle off on a highway earlier in the year nobody’s giving me a license until feb
I’m not helping my case here but no bullshit
Still pumping out the work so fuck it

The quest for a mint bird continues huh

Sorry I just didn’t wanna leave yas hanging I wish I coulda told yas we banged but didn’t happen

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on November 14, 2020, 11:43:11 PM

Damn. The story is ace regardless. I don't know how you guys take psychedelics and jump on Slap. Navigating words and numbers is too overwhelming for me if i'm trippin.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on November 15, 2020, 12:02:32 AM

Ego

some men ya just can’t reach

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 15, 2020, 02:33:06 AM

Matty you sound wild but good fun. You'll get to tongue punch some life gnar button soon, no doubt.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS ERA on November 15, 2020, 03:18:27 PM

Just subscribed to my homies wife’s Onlyfans. Hope they don’t let em see the name on the credit card lol. If so whatever, she clearly loves the attention and won’t say anything probably. Hellride.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 15, 2020, 03:43:06 PM

Quote from: VHS ERA on November 15, 2020, 03:18:27 PM

Just subscribed to my homies wife’s Onlyfans. Hope they don’t let em see the name on the credit card lol. If so whatever, she clearly loves the attention and won’t say anything probably. Hellride.

I have a friend or two from High School that brought up having one. Where is this ethically? Like do you support your friend or is it sketch?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pugmaster on November 15, 2020, 04:25:50 PM

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Just subscribed to my homies wife’s Onlyfans. Hope they don’t let em see the name on the credit card lol. If so whatever, she clearly loves the attention and won’t say anything probably. Hellride.

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I have a friend or two from High School that brought up having one. Where is this ethically? Like do you support your friend or is it sketch?

I don't see what the problem would be.  She didn't make the account to not make money.  You shell out a little coin to look at some holes and they buy pop-tarts and medium pulp orange juice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on November 15, 2020, 05:11:40 PM

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Just subscribed to my homies wife’s Onlyfans. Hope they don’t let em see the name on the credit card lol. If so whatever, she clearly loves the attention and won’t say anything probably. Hellride.

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I have a friend or two from High School that brought up having one. Where is this ethically? Like do you support your friend or is it sketch?

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I don't see what the problem would be.  She didn't make the account to not make money.  You shell out a little coin to look at some holes and they buy pop-tarts and medium pulp orange juice.

Is this wife or wifey? Did your homie say, ‘hey VHS ERA my girl has a new job...’

Call me old fashioned but I would leave my wife if she was doing this for money, or for fun.

Does this guy have no balls or does he not really care about his girl?

You should have a viewing party and invite your friend.

How often do you see this chic IRL? Gonna be cray cray the next time VHS comes over for a visit.

Good stuff.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on November 15, 2020, 09:58:11 PM

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Just subscribed to my homies wife’s Onlyfans. Hope they don’t let em see the name on the credit card lol. If so whatever, she clearly loves the attention and won’t say anything probably. Hellride.

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I have a friend or two from High School that brought up having one. Where is this ethically? Like do you support your friend or is it sketch?

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I don't see what the problem would be.  She didn't make the account to not make money.  You shell out a little coin to look at some holes and they buy pop-tarts and medium pulp orange juice.

I'd show my cherries to some broad for some of that pulp free orange juice

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on November 16, 2020, 12:37:53 AM

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Just subscribed to my homies wife’s Onlyfans. Hope they don’t let em see the name on the credit card lol. If so whatever, she clearly loves the attention and won’t say anything probably. Hellride.

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I have a friend or two from High School that brought up having one. Where is this ethically? Like do you support your friend or is it sketch?

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I don't see what the problem would be.  She didn't make the account to not make money.  You shell out a little coin to look at some holes and they buy pop-tarts and medium pulp orange juice.

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Is this wife or wifey? Did your homie say, ‘hey VHS ERA my girl has a new job...’

Call me old fashioned but I would leave my wife if she was doing this for money, or for fun.

Does this guy have no balls or does he not really care about his girl?

You should have a viewing party and invite your friend.

How often do you see this chic IRL? Gonna be cray cray the next time VHS comes over for a visit.

Good stuff.

Why? They're just fucking around and hopefully making some extra coin. Nothing wrong with that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on November 16, 2020, 12:02:57 PM

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Just subscribed to my homies wife’s Onlyfans. Hope they don’t let em see the name on the credit card lol. If so whatever, she clearly loves the attention and won’t say anything probably. Hellride.

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I have a friend or two from High School that brought up having one. Where is this ethically? Like do you support your friend or is it sketch?

[close]

I don't see what the problem would be.  She didn't make the account to not make money.  You shell out a little coin to look at some holes and they buy pop-tarts and medium pulp orange juice.

[close]

Is this wife or wifey? Did your homie say, ‘hey VHS ERA my girl has a new job...’

Call me old fashioned but I would leave my wife if she was doing this for money, or for fun.

Does this guy have no balls or does he not really care about his girl?

You should have a viewing party and invite your friend.

How often do you see this chic IRL? Gonna be cray cray the next time VHS comes over for a visit.

Good stuff.

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Why? They're just fucking around and hopefully making some extra coin. Nothing wrong with that.

I consider it cheating. What is the point of being married if you want to have sex with people outside the marriage? I've been married for 17 year and have 2 kids. I may be a square but my kids have a stable home life and my wife isn't jilling off on her Only Fans site so I consider that a win.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 16, 2020, 12:24:19 PM

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Just subscribed to my homies wife’s Onlyfans. Hope they don’t let em see the name on the credit card lol. If so whatever, she clearly loves the attention and won’t say anything probably. Hellride.

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I have a friend or two from High School that brought up having one. Where is this ethically? Like do you support your friend or is it sketch?

[close]

I don't see what the problem would be.  She didn't make the account to not make money.  You shell out a little coin to look at some holes and they buy pop-tarts and medium pulp orange juice.

[close]

Is this wife or wifey? Did your homie say, ‘hey VHS ERA my girl has a new job...’

Call me old fashioned but I would leave my wife if she was doing this for money, or for fun.

Does this guy have no balls or does he not really care about his girl?

You should have a viewing party and invite your friend.

How often do you see this chic IRL? Gonna be cray cray the next time VHS comes over for a visit.

Good stuff.

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Why? They're just fucking around and hopefully making some extra coin. Nothing wrong with that.

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I consider it cheating. What is the point of being married if you want to have sex with people outside the marriage? I've been married for 17 year and have 2 kids. I may be a square but my kids have a stable home life and my wife isn't jilling off on her Only Fans site so I consider that a win.

Not all relationships are the same. There’s certain boundaries and that’s yours. I do understand the sentiment and the idea of the unwanted attention that may come along. I consider myself progressive and if my partner was a stripper or had an only fans I’d be okay as long as it wasn’t sex with another man. But I would be a little self conscious. Sex and relationships are tough.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on November 16, 2020, 08:42:32 PM

I might be an asshole or whatever but if one of the boys wife’s had one of those we’d all be members and probably having a bit of a giggle about it

Does she do hectic shit or just nudes
This is important to me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on November 16, 2020, 10:15:29 PM

I have a few friends on onlyfans....i really wanna see the tittys tittys ass and tittys but cant bring myself to pay

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS ERA on November 17, 2020, 06:10:43 AM

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Just subscribed to my homies wife’s Onlyfans. Hope they don’t let em see the name on the credit card lol. If so whatever, she clearly loves the attention and won’t say anything probably. Hellride.

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I have a friend or two from High School that brought up having one. Where is this ethically? Like do you support your friend or is it sketch?

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Just subscribed to my homies wife’s Onlyfans. Hope they don’t let em see the name on the credit card lol. If so whatever, she clearly loves the attention and won’t say anything probably. Hellride.

[close]

I have a friend or two from High School that brought up having one. Where is this ethically? Like do you support your friend or is it sketch?

[close]

I don't see what the problem would be.  She didn't make the account to not make money.  You shell out a little coin to look at some holes and they buy pop-tarts and medium pulp orange juice.

[close]

Is this wife or wifey? Did your homie say, ‘hey VHS ERA my girl has a new job...’

Call me old fashioned but I would leave my wife if she was doing this for money, or for fun.

Does this guy have no balls or does he not really care about his girl?

You should have a viewing party and invite your friend.

How often do you see this chic IRL? Gonna be cray cray the next time VHS comes over for a visit.

Good stuff.

This was a drunk decision lmao I’m gonna unsubscribe. Saw the titties, I’m good. We’re not close anymore or anything he’s an old friend but I feel weird with my sober brain now.  also fuck paying for anything like this lol. The guy does have no balls though, I don’t think he’s as down for this as she is. She also hit him with a surprise “I wanna be polyamorous” a couple years into their marriage and they are open now. Tbh he didn’t take any of this well and freaked out at first but now says he’s good with it. Couldn’t be me.

I see them a couple times a year at most but of course this mf is texting me about skateboarding out of the blue right now. I need to unsubscribe and go to church or something.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cellular on November 17, 2020, 06:15:28 AM

Quote from: Dr-Feelgood on November 16, 2020, 10:15:29 PM

I have a few friends on onlyfans....i really wanna see the tittys tittys ass and tittys but cant bring myself to pay

this some real shit right here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on November 17, 2020, 07:55:01 AM

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Just subscribed to my homies wife’s Onlyfans. Hope they don’t let em see the name on the credit card lol. If so whatever, she clearly loves the attention and won’t say anything probably. Hellride.

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I have a friend or two from High School that brought up having one. Where is this ethically? Like do you support your friend or is it sketch?

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Just subscribed to my homies wife’s Onlyfans. Hope they don’t let em see the name on the credit card lol. If so whatever, she clearly loves the attention and won’t say anything probably. Hellride.

[close]

I have a friend or two from High School that brought up having one. Where is this ethically? Like do you support your friend or is it sketch?

[close]

I don't see what the problem would be.  She didn't make the account to not make money.  You shell out a little coin to look at some holes and they buy pop-tarts and medium pulp orange juice.

[close]

Is this wife or wifey? Did your homie say, ‘hey VHS ERA my girl has a new job...’

Call me old fashioned but I would leave my wife if she was doing this for money, or for fun.

Does this guy have no balls or does he not really care about his girl?

You should have a viewing party and invite your friend.

How often do you see this chic IRL? Gonna be cray cray the next time VHS comes over for a visit.

Good stuff.

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This was a drunk decision lmao I’m gonna unsubscribe. Saw the titties, I’m good. We’re not close anymore or anything he’s an old friend but I feel weird with my sober brain now.  also fuck paying for anything like this lol. The guy does have no balls though, I don’t think he’s as down for this as she is. She also hit him with a surprise “I wanna be polyamorous” a couple years into their marriage and they are open now. Tbh he didn’t take any of this well and freaked out at first but now says he’s good with it. Couldn’t be me.

I see them a couple times a year at most but of course this mf is texting me about skateboarding out of the blue right now. I need to unsubscribe and go to church or something.

Sounds like your friend worked through it...

(https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcT6UbhsXCYLbHf3d62fG69NyEx9j6PEnh59bg&usqp=CAU)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS ERA on November 17, 2020, 09:52:42 AM

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Just subscribed to my homies wife’s Onlyfans. Hope they don’t let em see the name on the credit card lol. If so whatever, she clearly loves the attention and won’t say anything probably. Hellride.

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I have a friend or two from High School that brought up having one. Where is this ethically? Like do you support your friend or is it sketch?

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Just subscribed to my homies wife’s Onlyfans. Hope they don’t let em see the name on the credit card lol. If so whatever, she clearly loves the attention and won’t say anything probably. Hellride.

[close]

I have a friend or two from High School that brought up having one. Where is this ethically? Like do you support your friend or is it sketch?

[close]

I don't see what the problem would be.  She didn't make the account to not make money.  You shell out a little coin to look at some holes and they buy pop-tarts and medium pulp orange juice.

[close]

Is this wife or wifey? Did your homie say, ‘hey VHS ERA my girl has a new job...’

Call me old fashioned but I would leave my wife if she was doing this for money, or for fun.

Does this guy have no balls or does he not really care about his girl?

You should have a viewing party and invite your friend.

How often do you see this chic IRL? Gonna be cray cray the next time VHS comes over for a visit.

Good stuff.

[close]

This was a drunk decision lmao I’m gonna unsubscribe. Saw the titties, I’m good. We’re not close anymore or anything he’s an old friend but I feel weird with my sober brain now.  also fuck paying for anything like this lol. The guy does have no balls though, I don’t think he’s as down for this as she is. She also hit him with a surprise “I wanna be polyamorous” a couple years into their marriage and they are open now. Tbh he didn’t take any of this well and freaked out at first but now says he’s good with it. Couldn’t be me.

I see them a couple times a year at most but of course this mf is texting me about skateboarding out of the blue right now. I need to unsubscribe and go to church or something.

[close]

Sounds like your friend worked through it...

(https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcT6UbhsXCYLbHf3d62fG69NyEx9j6PEnh59bg&usqp=CAU)

lmao

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on November 17, 2020, 11:24:19 AM

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Just subscribed to my homies wife’s Onlyfans. Hope they don’t let em see the name on the credit card lol. If so whatever, she clearly loves the attention and won’t say anything probably. Hellride.

[close]

I have a friend or two from High School that brought up having one. Where is this ethically? Like do you support your friend or is it sketch?

[close]

I don't see what the problem would be.  She didn't make the account to not make money.  You shell out a little coin to look at some holes and they buy pop-tarts and medium pulp orange juice.

[close]

Is this wife or wifey? Did your homie say, ‘hey VHS ERA my girl has a new job...’

Call me old fashioned but I would leave my wife if she was doing this for money, or for fun.

Does this guy have no balls or does he not really care about his girl?

You should have a viewing party and invite your friend.

How often do you see this chic IRL? Gonna be cray cray the next time VHS comes over for a visit.

Good stuff.

[close]

Why? They're just fucking around and hopefully making some extra coin. Nothing wrong with that.

[close]

I consider it cheating. What is the point of being married if you want to have sex with people outside the marriage? I've been married for 17 year and have 2 kids. I may be a square but my kids have a stable home life and my wife isn't jilling off on her Only Fans site so I consider that a win.

Not gonna lie you sound mad insecure

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on November 17, 2020, 12:52:58 PM

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Just subscribed to my homies wife’s Onlyfans. Hope they don’t let em see the name on the credit card lol. If so whatever, she clearly loves the attention and won’t say anything probably. Hellride.

[close]

I have a friend or two from High School that brought up having one. Where is this ethically? Like do you support your friend or is it sketch?

[close]

I don't see what the problem would be.  She didn't make the account to not make money.  You shell out a little coin to look at some holes and they buy pop-tarts and medium pulp orange juice.

[close]

Is this wife or wifey? Did your homie say, ‘hey VHS ERA my girl has a new job...’

Call me old fashioned but I would leave my wife if she was doing this for money, or for fun.

Does this guy have no balls or does he not really care about his girl?

You should have a viewing party and invite your friend.

How often do you see this chic IRL? Gonna be cray cray the next time VHS comes over for a visit.

Good stuff.

[close]

Why? They're just fucking around and hopefully making some extra coin. Nothing wrong with that.

[close]

I consider it cheating. What is the point of being married if you want to have sex with people outside the marriage? I've been married for 17 year and have 2 kids. I may be a square but my kids have a stable home life and my wife isn't jilling off on her Only Fans site so I consider that a win.

[close]

Not gonna lie you sound mad insecure

I answered your question. There is no need to make a judgment about me. Not sure why my opinion bothers you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DA BIG BODY BENZ on November 17, 2020, 06:53:09 PM

 lets say hypothetically you know somebody who made an onlyfans, how would you find it? do they go by screen names or their real name and when you subscribe do they know its you or are you completely anonymous?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cellular on November 18, 2020, 07:56:15 AM

Quote from: DA BIG BODY BENZ on November 17, 2020, 06:53:09 PM

lets say hypothetically you know somebody who made an onlyfans, how would you find it? do they go by screen names or their real name and when you subscribe do they know its you or are you completely anonymous?

in my experience they promote it on their instagram story.  usually go by a screen name and not sure because i never bought any.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on November 18, 2020, 08:22:43 AM

Quote from: DA BIG BODY BENZ on November 17, 2020, 06:53:09 PM

lets say hypothetically you know somebody who made an onlyfans, how would you find it? do they go by screen names or their real name and when you subscribe do they know its you or are you completely anonymous?

just ask them, why would they care, after all it's a public website. probably awkward to ask, sure, but after that it's probably chill. also women aren't dumb, your platonic hot girlfriends know very well you're beating the lizard thinking about them from time to time. i doubt a chick having a onlyfans would be shocked if you are friends and wanted to know their account.

i'd say it's pretty much impossible nowadays to be on onlyfans or pornhub and not have at least some acquainted people find out and from then on inevitably talk about it and spread the word. so everyone should just be open and chill about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 18, 2020, 11:46:49 AM

In my experience, when any of my friends have started an only fans, they've been open and promoted it with their social media. Alternatively, you could try and promote yourself anonymously via tinder or something I guess.


Me, I use business cards with a life-sized picture of my penis on the reverse.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 18, 2020, 05:34:24 PM

I'm pretty much a boomer, so can't relate, but who the fuck pays for porn? There's the craziest shit for free..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cellular on November 18, 2020, 10:21:09 PM

damn she really hanging up with dudes i thought i was cool with

wish i could drink to this but i gotta be sober so i can get a job

man..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BieberStance on November 19, 2020, 06:01:11 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on November 18, 2020, 05:34:24 PM

I'm pretty much a boomer, so can't relate, but who the fuck pays for porn? There's the craziest shit for free..

with onlyfans, it's all about disguising porn as feministically legitimized, in order to get even the last intellectual girl with an apparent sense of self-worth from your circle of friends to take her clothes off. and it works very well to enable them this way, it seems. for many man, that's worth a few dollars. it's a perfidious game of power and the men win while the women think it's their turn.

it is the good old principle of marketing:
if you can't convince them, twist it so they think it was their own idea from the beginning.

please stop downvoting me. i am not supportive of what i explained. i don´t support exploitation of women at all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 19, 2020, 06:55:32 AM

For fucks sake...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 19, 2020, 12:27:00 PM

Anyway


I've really upped my shit game lately. At work I found a bathroom that's extra quiet and removed, I've got a pack of biodegradable baby wipes, I keep the prep H on deck. Upping the water, upping the fruit intake. Feels good man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on November 19, 2020, 01:25:21 PM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on November 18, 2020, 11:46:49 AM

In my experience, when any of my friends have started an only fans, they've been open and promoted it with their social media. Alternatively, you could try and promote yourself anonymously via tinder or something I guess.


Me, I use business cards with a life-sized picture of my penis on the reverse.

Tinder promoting awkward. Like do they even swipe on you?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: friendly dave on November 20, 2020, 02:53:06 AM

I have a few friends that I'm the person they call, or talk to when they need to vent. One of whom I had to talk out of suicide earlier this year. That was one of the hardest phone calls I've ever dealt with. I always try to ask people how they're doing because I know that can be a small but, important gesture. I just wish someone would ask how I'm doing every once and a while.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nevrwasben on November 20, 2020, 06:18:30 AM

Quote from: friendly dave on November 20, 2020, 02:53:06 AM

I have a few friends that I'm the person they call, or talk to when they need to vent. One of whom I had to talk out of suicide earlier this year. That was one of the hardest phone calls I've ever dealt with. I always try to ask people how they're doing because I know that can be a small but, important gesture. I just wish someone would ask how I'm doing every once and a while.
Hey man, sincerely, how ya doin??

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on November 20, 2020, 07:17:45 AM

How you doing, David?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on November 20, 2020, 01:10:01 PM

Quote from: friendly dave on November 20, 2020, 02:53:06 AM

I have a few friends that I'm the person they call, or talk to when they need to vent. One of whom I had to talk out of suicide earlier this year. That was one of the hardest phone calls I've ever dealt with. I always try to ask people how they're doing because I know that can be a small but, important gesture. I just wish someone would ask how I'm doing every once and a while.

if it wasn't covid i'd offer a hug and a chill afternoon at the duck pond with ice cream and sodas.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on November 20, 2020, 06:52:05 PM

I always liked your profile picture, Friendly Dave

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 21, 2020, 07:45:20 AM

So Friendly Dave isn't just a name. Respect. <3

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on November 25, 2020, 03:09:45 AM

I saw the girl on my floor again, the one I burped on a few weeks ago
She was with her friends coming back from gym and her friends were like we know your dog’s name but who are you and I kinda thought they were trying to wingman the girl on my floor but got all flustered and I told them my name but I didn’t ask the girl for hers then I got the fuck out of there
She’s so pretty
I think they’re all Colombians or something

How do you talk to proper hot people sober Grind King Rims please help me for fucks sake
You seem to go alright mate
Or anyone please halp
I love her hahaha

Edited cause I didn’t say please before

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on November 25, 2020, 09:36:31 AM

Quote from: Frank on November 20, 2020, 01:10:01 PM

Quote from: friendly dave on November 20, 2020, 02:53:06 AM

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I have a few friends that I'm the person they call, or talk to when they need to vent. One of whom I had to talk out of suicide earlier this year. That was one of the hardest phone calls I've ever dealt with. I always try to ask people how they're doing because I know that can be a small but, important gesture. I just wish someone would ask how I'm doing every once and a while.

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if it wasn't covid i'd offer a hug and a chill afternoon at the duck pond with ice cream and sodas.

Damn that sounds like a good time, would be nice to chill by a park with a book and a coffee. Fuck COVID.

Real Confessions is a weird place but if you never feel down about yourself just shoot your load on here. I've dealt with suicide in the past when I was 13 and the thoughts linger every once in a while. My best friend since primary school (grade school) recently told me he's been having suicide ideation, even had his estate planned out too in the event he passes. Rounded up our regular group of friends and made a point to stay connected with him so he keeps that human connection. I do 1-on-1 dinners and hang outs with him, get him talking about his marriage (cordial but not in love) and his suicidal thoughts. Thankfully he's doing better on the suicidal thoughts but the marriage still needs work.

TLDR: we are your shalomies, open your soul and TK bless.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 25, 2020, 12:17:31 PM

Quote from: matty_c on November 25, 2020, 03:09:45 AM

I saw the girl on my floor again, the one I burped on a few weeks ago
She was with her friends coming back from gym and her friends were like we know your dog’s name but who are you and I kinda thought they were trying to wingman the girl on my floor but got all flustered and I told them my name but I didn’t ask the girl for hers then I got the fuck out of there
She’s so pretty
I think they’re all Colombians or something

How do you talk to proper hot people sober Grind King Rims please help me for fucks sake
You seem to go alright mate
Or anyone please halp
I love her hahaha

Edited cause I didn’t say please before

Fuck mate, I don't know, hahaha.

I guess the real issue is that you're panicking and finding it hard to chill. It's easier to relax with Dutch courage, but it's still you. Just breathe and take your time. I hate talking myself in circles, I get panicked and people get bored, so I try and breathe and take a second to respond more thoughtfully. I like to be brief and clear. I'm pretty comfortable with being brief. Once you have lots of eye contact and smiling, I really find that a lot of the time saying less is more. You just gotta be calm and confident, breathe, listen and maintain eye contact. Act like they're not hot, but don't be a dick, just be in control and they'll think, "He's so confident, he's not weird. I totally want him to burp on me again before I suck his dick."

I haven't really given you advice... It's hard to put into words, because I'm not cool or calm or collected, I just kind of will myself into being that way when I want to impress someone, I don't know. I just think, "fuck it, whatever"

If I were you, maybe the next time I saw them I'd say, "Hey, the last time we ran into each other I told you my name but I didn't catch yours? Hey it's nice to meet you." Chit chat for as long as they seem comfortable, you've got a dog so that should be easy, people love dogs. But before she goes, if it feels right, say "Maybe you'd like to come with me and [dog's name] for a walk sometime?"

And then you're on a one way ticket to tongue punching the life gnar button my friend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on November 25, 2020, 12:19:10 PM

I don't know if it came across, but the whole time I was writing that, and this, I was writing it with an Australian accent in my head. Let us know how it goes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DA BIG BODY BENZ on November 25, 2020, 02:14:45 PM

Quote from: matty_c on November 25, 2020, 03:09:45 AM

I saw the girl on my floor again, the one I burped on a few weeks ago
She was with her friends coming back from gym and her friends were like we know your dog’s name but who are you and I kinda thought they were trying to wingman the girl on my floor but got all flustered and I told them my name but I didn’t ask the girl for hers then I got the fuck out of there
She’s so pretty
I think they’re all Colombians or something

How do you talk to proper hot people sober Grind King Rims please help me for fucks sake
You seem to go alright mate
Or anyone please halp
I love her hahaha

Edited cause I didn’t say please before

i feel you dude, its hard talking to girls when you're sober. sure its easy on the internet but face to face is nearly impossible for me. now that i think about it pretty much every time ive ever had sex drugs and alcohol played a huge roll

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on November 25, 2020, 10:58:10 PM

Quote from: matty_c on November 25, 2020, 03:09:45 AM

I saw the girl on my floor again, the one I burped on a few weeks ago
She was with her friends coming back from gym and her friends were like we know your dog’s name but who are you and I kinda thought they were trying to wingman the girl on my floor but got all flustered and I told them my name but I didn’t ask the girl for hers then I got the fuck out of there
She’s so pretty
I think they’re all Colombians or something

How do you talk to proper hot people sober Grind King Rims please help me for fucks sake
You seem to go alright mate
Or anyone please halp
I love her hahaha

Edited cause I didn’t say please before

matty you legend, i feel you bro, when i first met girls id always need some liquid courage to feel comfortable, without it id be all weird and anxious.
Its hard when chicks catch you off guard like that but yeah breathe and try not to get in your head, stay real casual and also remember that if you do something embarrassing, it aint the end of the world, some chicks find it endearing or you say fuck it and try again next time with another girl

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: daewonbong3000 on November 29, 2020, 04:28:31 AM

Quote from: friendly dave on November 20, 2020, 02:53:06 AM

I have a few friends that I'm the person they call, or talk to when they need to vent. One of whom I had to talk out of suicide earlier this year. That was one of the hardest phone calls I've ever dealt with. I always try to ask people how they're doing because I know that can be a small but, important gesture. I just wish someone would ask how I'm doing every once and a while.

I feel that man. I was that same friend for a long ass time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on November 30, 2020, 08:35:29 PM

Quote from: friendly dave on November 20, 2020, 02:53:06 AM

I have a few friends that I'm the person they call, or talk to when they need to vent. One of whom I had to talk out of suicide earlier this year. That was one of the hardest phone calls I've ever dealt with. I always try to ask people how they're doing because I know that can be a small but, important gesture. I just wish someone would ask how I'm doing every once and a while.

damn bro, it's hard being the constant helper. that's been my role for most of this life and over the past 7 months I've been learning to not be that person all the time. How Are you today?

Just so you're not alone I'll throw an abridged confession out there

Starting last thanksgiving ('19) until April ('20), I had a cousin OD, an old homie OD and die on the side of the road, another kid I used to kick it with OD and die, my grandfather had a stroke, got Covid and croaked, another cousin got Covid when it first went down and was hospitalized for 3 weeks in Michigan. In early December '19, my oldest homie, who i considered a brother, got robbed by a crew of dudes with ARs and was hogtied in the woods for a couple days before he could escape to get ahold of me so that I could rescue his ass, only to tell me a month later to fuck off (essentially breaking off the longest, closest non-blood relationship in my life). Then in late January, while traveling from one international airport to another and back, I got some sort of sickness that I'm almost certain was Covid and left me out of commission for a few weeks. I also developed an ear infection that lasted 3 months and left permanent tinnitus, all while starting grad school full time for social work after literally living a hermits life in the woods for the 5 years prior. While this is all going down, 2 women with whom I had once been very close through separate relationships and hadn't talked with in many years hit me up to tell me they were suicidal and "wanted to let me know what was going on." One girl says "I'm in the mental hospital and have plans to kill myself when I get out. I just want to let you know I love you and you're a good guy. Figured I'd tell you what was going on back home. Hope you're well." I don't have this number on lock, I have no idea who it is and have to figure it out, which with some sleuthing wasn't too hard. But I'm just at the end of my rope dealing with my own shit, you know? Dealing with clinical anxiety and depression for the first time in my (at the time) 34 years, and I've got someone else dumping on me. This went on for a week when she sent me pictures of superficial cuts and a shaved head, I cracked and had the 5-0 do a wellness check. There was nothing I could do, 3500 miles away, no relationship. I was done with it. In the midst of all of this, I'm trying to get my graduate work done and slip up. I explain everything to the profs, they're all cool except one who says "you need to deal with the consequences of your actions and take your education seriously." He subsequently tells me I can't pass the class and wouldn't except my last assignment because "it would be cutting corners and I'm not willing to do that for you." So, I get through my first year of MSW program with a 3.97GPA except for this one class I was able to withdraw from due to a Covid ruling by the Dean. But you see, it's a cohort based program and classes are offered but once per year, so I'm unable to take classes until next year, excluding the one class I will retake in the spring. All in all, I'm thankful to not be in school this year. I'm getting stronger and healing in all ways. most definitely relishing doing whatever.the.fuck.i.want.to.do. and learning to take care of myself, a big piece of which is not being so open for other folks and setting boundaries. it feels pretty unnatural at first, even callous, but man, I feel better. lighter.

take care of yourself hombre. <3

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on December 01, 2020, 12:04:37 PM

Right on, man. Just keep going. <3

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on December 01, 2020, 04:11:21 PM

every time rappers say crisco i hear chris cole

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cellular on December 02, 2020, 09:34:49 PM

Quote from: straight on December 01, 2020, 04:11:21 PM

every time rappers say crisco i hear chris cole

me too.  i refuse to believe roddy rich said crisco

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cellular on December 05, 2020, 09:27:31 PM

i just relapsed on xanax after months of sobriety

a lot of people would be super disappointed if they found out

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on December 05, 2020, 11:19:37 PM

Quote from: Cellular on December 05, 2020, 09:27:31 PM

i just relapsed on xanax after months of sobriety

a lot of people would be super disappointed if they found out

 
Don't stress brother, it's a process. Day by day. Many times the self conviction more gnar than the relapse. Speed bumps happen. Just start a new count. Every day is a new day. Didn't you feel good being on the sober train for a bit? Good luck, hope you hop back on the train

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on December 06, 2020, 08:29:20 PM

Quote from: Cellular on December 05, 2020, 09:27:31 PM

i just relapsed on xanax after months of sobriety

a lot of people would be super disappointed if they found out

yo my G, get back on the wagon if you want. the worst is disappointing yourself and that's how it goes. 

stay safe

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on December 08, 2020, 08:37:48 AM

Quote from: Cellular on December 05, 2020, 09:27:31 PM

i just relapsed on xanax after months of sobriety

a lot of people would be super disappointed if they found out

Remember my dude, Rome didn’t fall in a day. That shit was conquered.

You got this bruv. Shit happens, and you’re going to come out of this better than you believe.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Cellular on December 08, 2020, 10:42:49 PM

im so thankful for you guys, thanks for beleiving in me

restarted the clock we at two days clean :')

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on December 09, 2020, 02:07:20 AM

Quote from: Cellular on December 08, 2020, 10:42:49 PM

im so thankful for you guys, thanks for beleiving in me

restarted the clock we at two days clean :')

Learn what caused your relapse, you probably had dumb ideas before you even took the pills.

Keep fighting, don't dwell on it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on December 09, 2020, 01:11:28 PM

Quote from: Cellular on December 05, 2020, 09:27:31 PM

i just relapsed on xanax after months of sobriety

a lot of people would be super disappointed if they found out

Real talk, I'm in a similar situation right now.

I've been on & off with benzos for literally a decade+, but I started taking xans heavy again right before this Thanksgiving. So like everyday for the last two weeks. Currently weaning myself off them. I don't think it's been a long enough period that I'd have seizures from withdrawal, but I'm just playing it safe.

I fully understand what you're going through, glad you're doing well now!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on December 10, 2020, 09:16:36 PM

Is anyone else actively scared of when their parents are going to die? That's been weighing heavily on me since my brother had a kid and my mom became a grandmother. Covid doesn't help either. I got a lot of issues and I don't know if I can deal with parental mortality as well.

I absolutely adore my niece though. That's a great thing I've got experience.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on December 11, 2020, 12:45:40 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 10, 2020, 09:16:36 PM

Is anyone else actively scared of when their parents are going to die? That's been weighing heavily on me since my brother had a kid and my mom became a grandmother. Covid doesn't help either. I got a lot of issues and I don't know if I can deal with parental mortality as well.

I absolutely adore my niece though. That's a great thing I've got experience.

It's so hard on me, I have to block it out. Usually I can take a fuckton of mental beatings, but this one is too heavy.

Also, I'll be all alone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on December 11, 2020, 02:16:04 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on December 11, 2020, 12:45:40 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 10, 2020, 09:16:36 PM

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Is anyone else actively scared of when their parents are going to die? That's been weighing heavily on me since my brother had a kid and my mom became a grandmother. Covid doesn't help either. I got a lot of issues and I don't know if I can deal with parental mortality as well.

I absolutely adore my niece though. That's a great thing I've got experience.

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It's so hard on me, I have to block it out. Usually I can take a fuckton of mental beatings, but this one is too heavy.

Also, I'll be all alone.

For sure. My mother just turned 70. She never really looked after her body and has random falls once every few months it seems. She's functioning absolutely fine mentally though, no signs of dementia and she speaks a lot more energetically than I do. But damn, the end of her life is something on my my mind every day.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on December 11, 2020, 02:18:15 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 10, 2020, 09:16:36 PM

Is anyone else actively scared of when their parents are going to die? That's been weighing heavily on me since my brother had a kid and my mom became a grandmother. Covid doesn't help either. I got a lot of issues and I don't know if I can deal with parental mortality as well.

I absolutely adore my niece though. That's a great thing I've got experience.

I am afraid of my mother passing, I love her more than anyone, but I'm also very afraid of her getting too old to work and me not being able to support her. I just don't know what I would do.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on December 11, 2020, 03:20:18 AM

i'm terrified of my parents dying. they are very old. my mom is also on the do not recuscitate program, so when her heart stops again, that's it. the fact that my nearly 80 year old dad is driving his car all around the place still while being almost deaf and severly vision impaired is also freaking me out a lot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on December 14, 2020, 08:53:36 AM

My mother died this year after a semi-long sickness so we knew it was coming but it obviously still stung. It was weird though because I live in Europe and my family in USA and she died early on in the quarantine/lockdown period and I wasn't able to see her. I did spend last christmas with my family though, so I feel OK about it. It's still a weird feeling. I don't think it will fully sink in until I'm in the USA and can have more of a literal walk down memory lane (seeing her stuff, visiting her favorite places, etc.).

Since she died of an illness she was relatively young. My dad still has probably a decent amount of years left especially since both of his parents are alive at age 95 or so. I don't know what I'll do. We have a combative relationship. He has enough money for his retirement and he knows I have no money, but if he gets sick and needs to go to the hospital or doctor visits all the time I may need to move back to the USA.

Death is weird. We all know it will happen but nobody knows how to act about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on December 14, 2020, 06:00:54 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on November 09, 2020, 09:07:28 AM

Quote from: mynameisnotjeff on November 09, 2020, 07:49:17 AM

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But they did a good job with Camry, cannot lie.

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I’ve moved from Sports cars to Camrys. I used to like Corvettes and Mustangs but as I’ve mellowed out Camrys grab my attention. They’re comfortable and that mileage is great.

[close]

For sure, if I had to trust a car with my family's safety and overall reliability, Toyota wins...

But I'm bored ex-junkie and want something dumb.

Found something dumb that I would love to test drive if it was in the US:

https://www.caranddriver.com/reviews/a34860082/2021-toyota-yaris-gr-drive/

@iKobrakai

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on December 14, 2020, 07:46:17 PM

Thanks, bro! So.. ok..  they start at 40 000 dollars, here, in Gay Sweden.. but they seem to really get everything out of that little 1,6 liter turbo charged engine.

Yo, GS77! You guys got Hyundai i30 n? About 10k less than the Yota.   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on December 15, 2020, 06:39:05 AM

Yeah, it’s this car: https://www.caranddriver.com/hyundai/veloster-n

The wheel base is 4 inches greater than the Yaris and the Yaris is four wheel drive.

I just remember you were thinking ‘dumb’ and when I saw this as I was fake car shopping last night I thought—this looks like stupid dangerous fun.

Maybe just say fuck storage buy a used Boxster and really do yourself in...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on December 15, 2020, 09:38:39 AM

Oof.. I'd smash that... Into a wall..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on December 16, 2020, 08:02:03 AM

Quote from: beatifk on December 14, 2020, 08:53:36 AM

My mother died this year after a semi-long sickness so we knew it was coming but it obviously still stung. It was weird though because I live in Europe and my family in USA and she died early on in the quarantine/lockdown period and I wasn't able to see her. I did spend last christmas with my family though, so I feel OK about it. It's still a weird feeling. I don't think it will fully sink in until I'm in the USA and can have more of a literal walk down memory lane (seeing her stuff, visiting her favorite places, etc.).

Since she died of an illness she was relatively young. My dad still has probably a decent amount of years left especially since both of his parents are alive at age 95 or so. I don't know what I'll do. We have a combative relationship. He has enough money for his retirement and he knows I have no money, but if he gets sick and needs to go to the hospital or doctor visits all the time I may need to move back to the USA.

Death is weird. We all know it will happen but nobody knows how to act about it.

Sorry to hear about your mom passing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lazer69 on December 16, 2020, 08:00:33 PM

Rant:

my roomate in the room next to mine, been coughing for 5 days straight. On Sunday tells me "oh man my allergies are acting up"  ::) .... I spend as little time at home as possible bc 1.) i like to make money 2.) he is noisy af and makes my mental state deteriorate, 3) I like being outside hiking/skating.

This guy tells me multiple time to be careful, in regards to covid. Months ago after I come home from a hike seems upset at me and says "man, theres people dying out there!". I hear him telling a friend that he invited over to our house, if someone here gets covid everybody in this house is dead. He's a "IF ONLY PEOPLE WOULD WEAR THEIR MASKS person. Guy went to a friends giving

Sure enough today says hes got the rona. I started feeling kinda shitty yesterday. After finally saying today that he got positive results, he basically says if I can afford it I should go somewhere to self quarantine (hotel). I would've willingly got a hotel room. I say "little too late for that.." Implying most likely already contracted it. Not sure he understands..  Dudes been coughing  nonstop for nearly a week, doesnt even wash his hands after using the bathroom.

 Does he really think he warned me and is being helpful now? Maybe because im not coughing like him... Hes generally unhealthy, and im the opposite..I think theres no chance I didnt get it from him at this point.


I got a robust immune system, im fit, 29, I'm not worried about myself. you know what? Im pissed rignt off! IOn the real, I am annoyed though. Guys a hypocrite, gotta listen to him cough, and multiple other loud irritating noises, (many of which are unnecessary) and now have attempt to modify my flight plans for a 2nd time or likely have to cancel & waste more money because I had plans to visits parents on the 21st of this month for a few weeks (who already recovered from the virus). I Cant work now either.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on December 17, 2020, 03:45:34 AM

Quote from: blurst_of_times on December 16, 2020, 08:02:03 AM

Quote from: beatifk on December 14, 2020, 08:53:36 AM

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My mother died this year after a semi-long sickness so we knew it was coming but it obviously still stung. It was weird though because I live in Europe and my family in USA and she died early on in the quarantine/lockdown period and I wasn't able to see her. I did spend last christmas with my family though, so I feel OK about it. It's still a weird feeling. I don't think it will fully sink in until I'm in the USA and can have more of a literal walk down memory lane (seeing her stuff, visiting her favorite places, etc.).

Since she died of an illness she was relatively young. My dad still has probably a decent amount of years left especially since both of his parents are alive at age 95 or so. I don't know what I'll do. We have a combative relationship. He has enough money for his retirement and he knows I have no money, but if he gets sick and needs to go to the hospital or doctor visits all the time I may need to move back to the USA.

Death is weird. We all know it will happen but nobody knows how to act about it.

[close]

Sorry to hear about your mom passing.

Thanks.

Quote from: lazer69 on December 16, 2020, 08:00:33 PM

Rant:

my roomate in the room next to mine, been coughing for 5 days straight. On Sunday tells me "oh man my allergies are acting up"  ::) .... I spend as little time at home as possible bc 1.) i like to make money 2.) he is noisy af and makes my mental state deteriorate, 3) I like being outside hiking/skating.

This guy tells me multiple time to be careful, in regards to covid. Months ago after I come home from a hike seems upset at me and says "man, theres people dying out there!". I hear him telling a friend that he invited over to our house, if someone here gets covid everybody in this house is dead. He's a "IF ONLY PEOPLE WOULD WEAR THEIR MASKS person. Guy went to a friends giving

Sure enough today says hes got the rona. I started feeling kinda shitty yesterday. After finally saying today that he got positive results, he basically says if I can afford it I should go somewhere to self quarantine (hotel). I would've willingly got a hotel room. I say "little too late for that.." Implying most likely already contracted it. Not sure he understands..  Dudes been coughing  nonstop for nearly a week, doesnt even wash his hands after using the bathroom.

 Does he really think he warned me and is being helpful now? Maybe because im not coughing like him... Hes generally unhealthy, and im the opposite..I think theres no chance I didnt get it from him at this point.


I got a robust immune system, im fit, 29, I'm not worried about myself. you know what? Im pissed rignt off! IOn the real, I am annoyed though. Guys a hypocrite, gotta listen to him cough, and multiple other loud irritating noises, (many of which are unnecessary) and now have attempt to modify my flight plans for a 2nd time or likely have to cancel & waste more money because I had plans to visits parents on the 21st of this month for a few weeks (who already recovered from the virus). I Cant work now either.

fuck that dude. Tell him to go stay at a hotel. Until he can prove a negative test. Then tell him to stay in that hotel for another 2 weeks and make him show you another test. FUCK THAT.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lazer69 on December 17, 2020, 12:21:34 PM

Quote from: beatifk on December 17, 2020, 03:45:34 AM

Quote from: blurst_of_times on December 16, 2020, 08:02:03 AM

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Quote from: beatifk on December 14, 2020, 08:53:36 AM

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My mother died this year after a semi-long sickness so we knew it was coming but it obviously still stung. It was weird though because I live in Europe and my family in USA and she died early on in the quarantine/lockdown period and I wasn't able to see her. I did spend last christmas with my family though, so I feel OK about it. It's still a weird feeling. I don't think it will fully sink in until I'm in the USA and can have more of a literal walk down memory lane (seeing her stuff, visiting her favorite places, etc.).

Since she died of an illness she was relatively young. My dad still has probably a decent amount of years left especially since both of his parents are alive at age 95 or so. I don't know what I'll do. We have a combative relationship. He has enough money for his retirement and he knows I have no money, but if he gets sick and needs to go to the hospital or doctor visits all the time I may need to move back to the USA.

Death is weird. We all know it will happen but nobody knows how to act about it.

[close]

Sorry to hear about your mom passing.

[close]

Thanks.

Quote from: lazer69 on December 16, 2020, 08:00:33 PM

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Rant:

my roomate in the room next to mine, been coughing for 5 days straight. On Sunday tells me "oh man my allergies are acting up"  ::) .... I spend as little time at home as possible bc 1.) i like to make money 2.) he is noisy af and makes my mental state deteriorate, 3) I like being outside hiking/skating.

This guy tells me multiple time to be careful, in regards to covid. Months ago after I come home from a hike seems upset at me and says "man, theres people dying out there!". I hear him telling a friend that he invited over to our house, if someone here gets covid everybody in this house is dead. He's a "IF ONLY PEOPLE WOULD WEAR THEIR MASKS person. Guy went to a friends giving

Sure enough today says hes got the rona. I started feeling kinda shitty yesterday. After finally saying today that he got positive results, he basically says if I can afford it I should go somewhere to self quarantine (hotel). I would've willingly got a hotel room. I say "little too late for that.." Implying most likely already contracted it. Not sure he understands..  Dudes been coughing  nonstop for nearly a week, doesnt even wash his hands after using the bathroom.

 Does he really think he warned me and is being helpful now? Maybe because im not coughing like him... Hes generally unhealthy, and im the opposite..I think theres no chance I didnt get it from him at this point.


I got a robust immune system, im fit, 29, I'm not worried about myself. you know what? Im pissed rignt off! IOn the real, I am annoyed though. Guys a hypocrite, gotta listen to him cough, and multiple other loud irritating noises, (many of which are unnecessary) and now have attempt to modify my flight plans for a 2nd time or likely have to cancel & waste more money because I had plans to visits parents on the 21st of this month for a few weeks (who already recovered from the virus). I Cant work now either.

[close]

fuck that dude. Tell him to go stay at a hotel. Until he can prove a negative test. Then tell him to stay in that hotel for another 2 weeks and make him show you another test. FUCK THAT.

dudes broke. Fortunately the other people in the house are separated from our area and have their own entrance, kitchen, and bathroom. And im pretty sure ive already contracted it at this point. I hope he doesnt think I had a chance of not getting it, or think if someone else gets it, its bc me. That would be delusional. For me it seems to be a light case, which I assumed it wouldve been light or asymptomatic. Its actually a good thing I started feeling crappy tues, and that im not 100% asymptomatic bc at least now I know, and I can not spread. I have been thinking for awhile ill probably eventually get it.

 I wish my landlord would jack his rent up so he'd move. BC i want to leave mostly bc of him, but no chance I could find a room like I have, in an area this nice, for this cheap..

The timing really sucks. I wanted to be home for xmas/moms bday, hug my dad. My dads case was very serious.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS ERA on December 17, 2020, 06:50:12 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 10, 2020, 09:16:36 PM

Is anyone else actively scared of when their parents are going to die? That's been weighing heavily on me since my brother had a kid and my mom became a grandmother. Covid doesn't help either. I got a lot of issues and I don't know if I can deal with parental mortality as well.

I absolutely adore my niece though. That's a great thing I've got experience.

Hate thinking about it. My dad texted me asking my new address and I asked why thinking maybe they were gonna send me some bs for xmas. He said they were organizing some “legal stuff”. I asked like what and they were revising their will. They are very healthy but they are over 60 and there’s a pandemic so just being smart.  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on December 17, 2020, 08:27:05 PM

I’m the idiotic “give the shirt off your back” type, and I end up losing a lot of wealth because of it. My generosity is a bad habit for someone who essentially  has nothing, and I find I never end up on the receiving end of the kind of giving I put out there.

I don’t do it for any other reason than wanting to please people, but after awhile it becomes straight up disheartening.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: honey island on December 17, 2020, 08:44:33 PM

i creampied a married women who lived 8 houses down about 6 years ago after she knocked on my door looking for her missing parrot

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DirtyCheddarKids on December 17, 2020, 10:53:10 PM

Quote from: honey island on December 17, 2020, 08:44:33 PM

i creampied a married women who lived 8 houses down about 6 years ago after she knocked on my door looking for her missing parrot

Sounds like a keeper.









I'm talking about the parrot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on December 18, 2020, 04:53:16 AM

I’m tired of balancing.

On this edge, staring into the abyss.

If I just took a step back

My palms wouldn’t be so sweaty

My stomach could relax.

Why am I compelled to stay? To stare down from such heights?

To contemplate being weightless.

I’ll focus on the cold hard stone today.

the earth between my toes.

The breeze pushing me backwards

And the birds,

They haven’t finished their songs.

Wouldn’t want to miss that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on December 18, 2020, 08:30:51 AM

Quote from: honey island on December 17, 2020, 08:44:33 PM

i creampied a married women who lived 8 houses down about 6 years ago after she knocked on my door looking for her missing parrot

What happened afterwards?

Was it just like “well, it appears you’ll never find that parrot, but enjoy the leaky taco!”

Did you wish her luck? We need a follow up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on December 18, 2020, 12:57:13 PM

Quote from: honey island on December 17, 2020, 08:44:33 PM

i creampied a married women who lived 8 houses down about 6 years ago after she knocked on my door looking for her missing parrot

i feel like you have more good storys, do tell

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on December 18, 2020, 04:22:07 PM

Yeah let's ignore that poem and keep talking about the milf creampie.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on December 18, 2020, 05:45:13 PM

Quote from: Mongoloid on December 18, 2020, 08:30:51 AM

Quote from: honey island on December 17, 2020, 08:44:33 PM

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i creampied a married women who lived 8 houses down about 6 years ago after she knocked on my door looking for her missing parrot

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What happened afterwards?

Was it just like “well, it appears you’ll never find that parrot, but enjoy the leaky taco!”

Did you wish her luck? We need a follow up.

And more importantly, what happened between the moment you opened the door - "Hello, have you seen my parrot?" - and the pie?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on December 18, 2020, 05:48:45 PM

I was recently talking to a girl.... I think actual Spaniard Spanish, and she was telling me she’s never been creampied, and maybe for the first time ever I really thought about how there’s a ton of women out there without BC. I guess I never paid the act that much mind, because I’ve never had one night stands, or one off fucks, but a creampie truly is an act of trust.

Anyways, let’s allow @honey island room to fill in the sequence of events.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on December 18, 2020, 06:34:26 PM

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=0Sr0efOe8yk

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lazer69 on December 18, 2020, 06:36:02 PM

Quote from: honey island on December 17, 2020, 08:44:33 PM

i creampied a married women who lived 8 houses down about 6 years ago after she knocked on my door looking for her missing parrot

Gonna need the full report, buddy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: honey island on December 18, 2020, 06:49:27 PM

god damnit, i typed a huge response, and it got wiped, so gonna do a shorter version

basically this 40 year old came over looking for her parrot who she had seen land on my roof, she comes over, i invite her in, and we go stand in the backyard for a little bit looking for this bird,  we must've looked in the sky for 15 mins (i had no idea what i was looking for), she leaves.

the next day i have a note in my mail box, with her number saying if i see anything to send her a text, the next morning i send her a text saying i have not seen it, but i hope she finds it. she texts back, and we get more and more off topic, she tells me she is watching the tv show weeds, and i let her know mary-louise parker is my dream women, she asks me if i prefer older women, and i say yes, she just gets straight to the chase and says she wants to sit on my face, 10 mins later she is doing exactly that, things are going very well, until i have a mouthful of her tit, and she goes "oooooh you like sucking on mommys tits? yeah? feeding my baby milk, my baby boy, sucking on my tits, don't tell daddy, yeah you like being fed baby"?. i just went with it, that was her thing i guess, i didn't verbally confirm with her i liked it, i just kind made a muffled noise while she was 'feeding' me. we fuck twice, i creampie her because "she needs it to survive as the world is going to end tomorrow"', and i never hear from her again. sent her a couple of texts, but no response. i moved places 8 months later.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on December 18, 2020, 07:37:22 PM

But she still blew your cock in exchange for some old pants...

That's disguisting.. where?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mongoloid on December 19, 2020, 06:29:06 AM

Quote from: honey island on December 18, 2020, 06:49:27 PM

10 mins later she is doing exactly that, things are going very well, until i have a mouthful of her tit, and she goes "oooooh you like sucking on mommys tits? yeah? feeding my baby milk, my baby boy, sucking on my tits, don't tell daddy, yeah you like being fed baby"?.

That bitch is insane.

That would have had me cracking up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lazer69 on December 19, 2020, 01:38:41 PM

 :o

why doesnt anything like this happen to me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BieberStance on December 19, 2020, 01:47:48 PM

Quote from: lazer69 on December 19, 2020, 01:38:41 PM

:o

why doesnt anything like this happen to me

you probably don't own a house with a garden

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on December 19, 2020, 01:49:48 PM

Quote from: honey island on December 18, 2020, 06:49:27 PM

god damnit, i typed a huge response, and it got wiped, so gonna do a shorter version

basically this 40 year old came over looking for her parrot who she had seen land on my roof, she comes over, i invite her in, and we go stand in the backyard for a little bit looking for this bird,  we must've looked in the sky for 15 mins (i had no idea what i was looking for), she leaves.

the next day i have a note in my mail box, with her number saying if i see anything to send her a text, the next morning i send her a text saying i have not seen it, but i hope she finds it. she texts back, and we get more and more off topic, she tells me she is watching the tv show weeds, and i let her know mary-louise parker is my dream women, she asks me if i prefer older women, and i say yes, she just gets straight to the chase and says she wants to sit on my face, 10 mins later she is doing exactly that, things are going very well, until i have a mouthful of her tit, and she goes "oooooh you like sucking on mommys tits? yeah? feeding my baby milk, my baby boy, sucking on my tits, don't tell daddy, yeah you like being fed baby"?. i just went with it, that was her thing i guess, i didn't verbally confirm with her i liked it, i just kind made a muffled noise while she was 'feeding' me. we fuck twice, i creampie her because "she needs it to survive as the world is going to end tomorrow"', and i never hear from her again. sent her a couple of texts, but no response. i moved places 8 months later.

(http://y.yarn.co/ffe3733c-5761-4c39-a9d4-fe9e5afd0139_text_hi.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on December 19, 2020, 01:51:51 PM

I’m just gonna say it, I don’t think she had a parrot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: VHS ERA on December 19, 2020, 05:24:51 PM

lmao

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pugmaster on December 19, 2020, 08:59:50 PM

Quote from: Freelancevagrant on December 19, 2020, 01:51:51 PM

I’m just gonna say it, I don’t think she had a parrot.

100% sure it was code.  Sounded like a different version of "borrow a cup of sugar" but somewhat more sophisticated as she used that excuse to enter your domicile.  She was definitely casing the joint.

Post-covid there are going to be so many new divorcees... it is inevitable that late 2021 and 2022 is going to be a total fuck fest.  They're going to have a covid type tracker but for STDs.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d57J_5iwhNY (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d57J_5iwhNY)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Acky Jacky on December 19, 2020, 09:02:29 PM

Quote from: lazer69 on December 16, 2020, 08:00:33 PM

Rant:

my roomate in the room next to mine, been coughing for 5 days straight. On Sunday tells me "oh man my allergies are acting up"  ::) .... I spend as little time at home as possible bc 1.) i like to make money 2.) he is noisy af and makes my mental state deteriorate, 3) I like being outside hiking/skating.

This guy tells me multiple time to be careful, in regards to covid. Months ago after I come home from a hike seems upset at me and says "man, theres people dying out there!". I hear him telling a friend that he invited over to our house, if someone here gets covid everybody in this house is dead. He's a "IF ONLY PEOPLE WOULD WEAR THEIR MASKS person. Guy went to a friends giving

Sure enough today says hes got the rona. I started feeling kinda shitty yesterday. After finally saying today that he got positive results, he basically says if I can afford it I should go somewhere to self quarantine (hotel). I would've willingly got a hotel room. I say "little too late for that.." Implying most likely already contracted it. Not sure he understands..  Dudes been coughing  nonstop for nearly a week, doesnt even wash his hands after using the bathroom.

 Does he really think he warned me and is being helpful now? Maybe because im not coughing like him... Hes generally unhealthy, and im the opposite..I think theres no chance I didnt get it from him at this point.


I got a robust immune system, im fit, 29, I'm not worried about myself. you know what? Im pissed rignt off! IOn the real, I am annoyed though. Guys a hypocrite, gotta listen to him cough, and multiple other loud irritating noises, (many of which are unnecessary) and now have attempt to modify my flight plans for a 2nd time or likely have to cancel & waste more money because I had plans to visits parents on the 21st of this month for a few weeks (who already recovered from the virus). I Cant work now either.

Bro I want to punch this guy through my phone. There are so many weird covid hypocrites out there like him, too. I really don’t understand it. Like people who wear their mask when there isn’t another soul around for a mile but then do strange shit like attend a party or pull down their mask to cough on the bus.

I scored very high on all my standardized testing in elementary and high school but nearly flunked out. It makes me think, if I’m in the 90th percentile for reading comprehension, are these people the ones who got straight A’s but ended up testing low on the tests?

I’m not trying to bolster myself here, just making a terrible analogy. I hope your roommate receives his due karma and I hope that you get to hug your parents soon. I hope I get to see my parents sometime in 2021 too.  :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on December 20, 2020, 03:08:29 AM

I got a semi reading that story... while waiting for the train...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HyenaChaser on December 20, 2020, 05:47:38 AM

Time to start going around the neighborhood telling women I “found their parrot”

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: looks ok to me on December 29, 2020, 06:57:45 AM

I can name everybody in ok boomers current sig including the male talent

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on December 29, 2020, 11:37:29 PM

Quote from: looks ok to me on December 29, 2020, 06:57:45 AM

I can name everybody in ok boomers current sig including the male talent

 
Go on...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on December 30, 2020, 08:01:28 AM

Quote from: rawr1922 on December 29, 2020, 11:37:29 PM

Quote from: looks ok to me on December 29, 2020, 06:57:45 AM

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I can name everybody in ok boomers current sig including the male talent

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Go on...

No male talent in that scene

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: looks ok to me on December 30, 2020, 10:31:34 AM

Quote from: blurst_of_times on December 30, 2020, 08:01:28 AM

Quote from: rawr1922 on December 29, 2020, 11:37:29 PM

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Quote from: looks ok to me on December 29, 2020, 06:57:45 AM

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I can name everybody in ok boomers current sig including the male talent

[close]

 
Go on...

[close]

No male talent in that scene

Alas a classic case of selling the bear’s skin before having killed it. I reviewed my notes and appear to have been mistaken

Now to fade into the shadows in shame

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on December 30, 2020, 12:44:41 PM

I think crook back lips are cool. I'm willing to die on this hill.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on December 30, 2020, 05:03:17 PM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on December 30, 2020, 12:44:41 PM

I think crook back lips are cool. I'm willing to die on this hill.

I like how Bastien did/does them

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Billy Bitchcakes on January 02, 2021, 02:06:28 PM

I know all the words to 30 thousand 100 million by J Casanova

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Filip on January 02, 2021, 03:34:25 PM

Quote from: Billy Bitchcakes on January 02, 2021, 02:06:28 PM

I know all the words to 30 thousand 100 million by J Casanova

Swag.


You are not alone my friend, I heard that shit way too many times.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on January 02, 2021, 07:59:26 PM

I grew up in the church, and to my everloving shame, when i was 17 i went on a missionary trip to bring lame American evangelical protestantism to Ireland. To my credit though, my church was putting on a skate contest at the skatepark in Cork and that was my main focus. Our youth pastor even pulled me aside to confront me about how he was worried "my heart wasn't really in it". He was right, i didn't give a fuck about telling people about Jesus, i just wanted to skate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on January 03, 2021, 02:31:28 AM

Quote from: DaleSr on January 02, 2021, 07:59:26 PM

I grew up in the church, and to my everloving shame, when i was 17 i went on a missionary trip to bring lame American evangelical protestantism to Ireland. To my credit though, my church was putting on a skate contest at the skatepark in Cork and that was my main focus. Our youth pastor even pulled me aside to confront me about how he was worried "my heart wasn't really in it". He was right, i didn't give a fuck about telling people about Jesus, i just wanted to skate.

Mardyke skate park rules. Bringing Evangelical Protestantism to Cork, maybe not the best raddest idea.

Hope you had a good time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on January 04, 2021, 09:39:16 AM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on January 03, 2021, 02:31:28 AM

Quote from: DaleSr on January 02, 2021, 07:59:26 PM

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I grew up in the church, and to my everloving shame, when i was 17 i went on a missionary trip to bring lame American evangelical protestantism to Ireland. To my credit though, my church was putting on a skate contest at the skatepark in Cork and that was my main focus. Our youth pastor even pulled me aside to confront me about how he was worried "my heart wasn't really in it". He was right, i didn't give a fuck about telling people about Jesus, i just wanted to skate.

[close]

Mardyke skate park rules. Bringing Evangelical Protestantism to Cork, maybe not the best raddest idea.

Hope you had a good time.

Mardyke is a rad park, I've been daydreaming about it ever since i left. In my defense, my Christian school/church told us that the world was fucking 6,000 years old so the troubles weren't the only section of history that they skipped over

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shpongle on January 07, 2021, 04:04:02 PM

i love lsd and psilocybin :) it changed my life for the better. i have a job now, a girlfriend, i workout all the time now. i used to have suicidal depression before taking psychedelics to help heal myself. legalize the powerful medicines! or dont, and take them illegally! use them wisely, they are so powerful! amazing tools to transform your mind and heart

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uh Oh on January 08, 2021, 04:19:22 AM

Quote from: shpongle on January 07, 2021, 04:04:02 PM

i love lsd and psilocybin :) it changed my life for the better. i have a job now, a girlfriend, i workout all the time now. i used to have suicidal depression before taking psychedelics to help heal myself. legalize the powerful medicines! or dont, and take them illegally! use them wisely, they are so powerful! amazing tools to transform your mind and heart

Username checks out. Glad you are on a better path, shpongle.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: looks ok to me on January 08, 2021, 06:32:09 AM

Quote from: Uh Oh on January 08, 2021, 04:19:22 AM

Quote from: shpongle on January 07, 2021, 04:04:02 PM

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i love lsd and psilocybin :) it changed my life for the better. i have a job now, a girlfriend, i workout all the time now. i used to have suicidal depression before taking psychedelics to help heal myself. legalize the powerful medicines! or dont, and take them illegally! use them wisely, they are so powerful! amazing tools to transform your mind and heart

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Username checks out. Glad you are on a better path, shpongle.

I urge anyone having fears/doubts about psychs to find a nice safe space and drop in. Good trusted company is cool but totally optional. No such thing as a good or bad trip, you get what you need

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BieberStance on January 08, 2021, 02:05:10 PM

Quote from: shpongle on January 07, 2021, 04:04:02 PM

i love lsd and psilocybin :) it changed my life for the better. i have a job now, a girlfriend, i workout all the time now. i used to have suicidal depression before taking psychedelics to help heal myself. legalize the powerful medicines! or dont, and take them illegally! use them wisely, they are so powerful! amazing tools to transform your mind and heart

can you elaborate what happened to you, how you approached your problems on the trip and what exactly changed and what keeps you motivated in this changes on the long term?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on January 11, 2021, 02:29:16 PM

i wish it was socially acceptable to have the guy at the shop grip and set up my board. i am 30

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uncle Flea on January 11, 2021, 03:01:05 PM

I would publicly humiliate myself (on a grander scale than the daily lol) for a few sheets of Shake Hunt magic carpet.

Idc how it skates or how hated it is. I want to put like a 60 hr highly detailed design on it.

I bet if I had allowed my self to get famous like my homies and former homies I could score some somehow. I can't believe that it's discontinued.

Not like I could afford it if it was still available.

Another confession I'm a Shane Hale fan. He remembers Zimbabwe. Few do.

For a few months Zimbabwe made the best Skateboard Wheel. It was hard to score a all white wheel at Something Else at the time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on January 11, 2021, 04:04:50 PM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on January 11, 2021, 02:29:16 PM

i wish it was socially acceptable to have the guy at the shop grip and set up my board. i am 30

waaiiit. it's not acceptable to have the dude grip my deck? damn.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uncle Flea on January 11, 2021, 04:26:46 PM

Quote from: IusedToSkateMore on January 11, 2021, 04:04:50 PM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on January 11, 2021, 02:29:16 PM

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i wish it was socially acceptable to have the guy at the shop grip and set up my board. i am 30

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waaiiit. it's not acceptable to have the dude grip my deck? damn.

I feel it's cool. I just prefer to do it myself.

I have a ritual. I don't use razor blades. I use a file or piece of metal sometimes my truck.

I push my pain and hate into it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on January 11, 2021, 07:06:03 PM

I used the the reflection in a french door to sporadically cheat at Battleship, Guess Who?, go fish and Uno between the years 1994-2001.  I was never detected.

I’ve also never not cheated at a game of Pin the Tail on the Donkey. 

Also, I’m attracted to Ezra McCandless.  :o

Her cross-examination form.  Not her sentencing form.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on January 11, 2021, 07:22:17 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on January 11, 2021, 07:06:03 PM

Also, I’m attracted to Ezra McCandless.  :o

Her cross-examination form.  Not her sentencing form.

I’d like to Ezra Pound her if you get my drift.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on January 11, 2021, 07:33:00 PM

Quote from: GardenSkater77 on January 11, 2021, 07:22:17 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on January 11, 2021, 07:06:03 PM

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Also, I’m attracted to Ezra McCandless.  :o

Her cross-examination form.  Not her sentencing form.

[close]

I’d like to Ezra Pound her if you get my drift.

Haha, I see what you did there.

Also, glad I’m not the only one

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on January 12, 2021, 07:13:18 AM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on January 11, 2021, 02:29:16 PM

i wish it was socially acceptable to have the guy at the shop grip and set up my board. i am 30

i loved doing that so much when i worked at the shop, whenever my friend bought a deck he'd let me grip it just because i was way better at it than him haha. we used to have contests who was faster and maintained a clean grip job when we decided to build up completes, just have a race gripping decks. or gripping the owner's deck: suddenly, no one wants to do it, lol. i would never hate on anyone getting their board gripped. at the same time, i will always grip my board myself. i actually care less about fuckups when i do it myself, but i would be bummed if an employee left bubbles on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on January 12, 2021, 07:34:55 AM

Quote from: Frank on January 12, 2021, 07:13:18 AM

i would never hate on anyone getting their board gripped. at the same time, i will always grip my board myself.

Says it all right here.

If you want to get your board gripped by the shop employee, go right ahead, he's probably really good at it.

Me? Oh, no, I'll grip it myself, thanks. I'm a grown man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on January 12, 2021, 08:25:59 AM

I still suck at gripping my board

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uncle Flea on January 12, 2021, 08:28:47 AM

I jerked my dick with nair when I was young. I couldn't even bust a nut yet young.

I had the deep pits on my tip that left scars that look like Stars.

What a horrendous thing. I was too embarrassed to ask for help so I felt with it my self. Still hurts sometimes when morning wood is on so I think about it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jagr on January 14, 2021, 10:12:48 AM

always have the guy at the shop grip my board. i am 30.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on January 15, 2021, 03:14:03 PM

I grip over my bolts, which is a confession in itself, so there is no way I’m allowing anyone else to grip my board!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on January 15, 2021, 05:49:21 PM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on January 15, 2021, 03:14:03 PM

I grip over my bolts, which is a confession in itself, so there is no way I’m allowing anyone else to grip my board!

You seem like a very nice person and I like you a lot, but I can’t wrap my head around why anyone would do this.  Maybe I’m not evolved enough to get it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on January 15, 2021, 05:56:03 PM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on January 15, 2021, 03:14:03 PM

I grip over my bolts, which is a confession in itself, so there is no way I’m allowing anyone else to grip my board!

respect, it takes a lot to confess on stuff like this on the internet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 15, 2021, 06:07:57 PM

I did grip over bolts once and if you don’t swap trucks and boards I see it being a thing.

As for my confession. My girlfriend wears an anklet. I’m used to seeing it in intimacy and it’s been over a month since. I’m not sure if I developed an ankle feting or my breaking has been trained to get excited when I see them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on January 16, 2021, 05:55:21 AM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on January 15, 2021, 05:49:21 PM

Quote from: Gay Imp Sausage Metal on January 15, 2021, 03:14:03 PM

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I grip over my bolts, which is a confession in itself, so there is no way I’m allowing anyone else to grip my board!

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You seem like a very nice person and I like you a lot, but I can’t wrap my head around why anyone would do this.  Maybe I’m not evolved enough to get it.

I could be wrong but I think Danny Garcia does this too? It's usually because they like the look of no bolts. I think D Gar said he used to get too into his own head about where his feet were in relation to the bolts when doing tricks. No bolts on the grip, no problem.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on January 17, 2021, 04:36:24 PM

my friend told me that he never swapped his bushings, he would just get new trucks. And he's a smaller guy I guess but that was an absolutely insane thing for me to hear.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mclovin1336 on January 19, 2021, 02:11:10 PM

Quote from: Dwyck on January 17, 2021, 04:36:24 PM

my friend told me that he never swapped his bushings, he would just get new trucks. And he's a smaller guy I guess but that was an absolutely insane thing for me to hear.

i mean i have swapped my bushings, but almost never do this. just grind this shit down to the axle and then change the whole thing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on January 19, 2021, 06:50:16 PM

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I grip over my bolts, which is a confession in itself, so there is no way I’m allowing anyone else to grip my board!

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You seem like a very nice person and I like you a lot, but I can’t wrap my head around why anyone would do this.  Maybe I’m not evolved enough to get it.

more grip!
I poke hole in the bolts though so I can see where they are. I can't wrap my head around why people want less grip...

***
I just got my first haemorrhoid at 42 years old, fucking hell...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on January 19, 2021, 07:03:07 PM

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I grip over my bolts, which is a confession in itself, so there is no way I’m allowing anyone else to grip my board!

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You seem like a very nice person and I like you a lot, but I can’t wrap my head around why anyone would do this.  Maybe I’m not evolved enough to get it.

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I could be wrong but I think Danny Garcia does this too? It's usually because they like the look of no bolts. I think D Gar said he used to get too into his own head about where his feet were in relation to the bolts when doing tricks. No bolts on the grip, no problem.

yeah, the thing is though that you can still see the outline of the bolts even if you countersink the fuck out of them.
That's another thing too, bolts countersunk into griptape look really ugly to me...
it's all about more grip and aesthetics, I'm honestly surprised more people don't do it; your board looks super clean!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on January 20, 2021, 05:04:26 AM

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I grip over my bolts, which is a confession in itself, so there is no way I’m allowing anyone else to grip my board!

[close]

You seem like a very nice person and I like you a lot, but I can’t wrap my head around why anyone would do this.  Maybe I’m not evolved enough to get it.

[close]

more grip!
I poke hole in the bolts though so I can see where they are. I can't wrap my head around why people want less grip...

***
I just got my first haemorrhoid at 42 years old, fucking hell...

damn boieee,

thanks to fellow pals like gkr i got rid of my first case of haemo-problems real quick. first thing you should do is get wet wipes with chamomile. get some more fiber in your diet to soften your stool to have less stress. if it's really bad, get some tincture from the pharmacy. try to not irritate it anymore and if you take a shit don't press too much, or you might pop out another haemorrhoid. for me it took about 1-2 weeks and that painful knot receded back to normal.

if it's an internal one you might be able to just push it back in carefully. sounds fucked, but it's what's actually recommended if that's possible. also you have to figure out which one it is if you want to get tincture or balm for it. external is around your asshole, internal is... well it means it's hanging out of your anus.

also don't hang around on the shitter too long. i read that makes haemorrhoid problems more likely. try to finish quick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on January 20, 2021, 09:33:10 AM

Glad you're feeling better Frank.

To be honest I haven't had a hemmie issue in months but I still keep a pack of wipes in work. I'm tired of wiping my ass with sandpaper jessup.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on January 20, 2021, 10:34:37 AM

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Glad you're feeling better Frank.

To be honest I haven't had a hemmie issue in months but I still keep a pack of wipes in work. I'm tired of wiping my ass with sandpaper jessup.

thanks man, it was a pretty quick recovery thanks to yours and other pals tips.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on January 20, 2021, 03:58:54 PM

im learning alot here.

quick haemorrhoid question, once you get one and the pain goes away, is it still there, always just chillin in your ass until another flare up or does it dispppear completely

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on January 20, 2021, 05:05:16 PM

Quote from: Dr-Feelgood on January 20, 2021, 03:58:54 PM

im learning alot here.

quick haemorrhoid question, once you get one and the pain goes away, is it still there, always just chillin in your ass until another flare up or does it dispppear completely

haemorrhoids are a part of your asshole. they are just special bloodvesseltissue, everyone has them, but we talk about em as if they were a sickness when they flare up because you basically can't feel em or notice them when you're healthy. so yeah, they are always there, and if you didn't have them i think your sphincter control would be lacking or something. so you'd be leaking and shit. a flare up is like one of those vessels bagging out or the skin getting thin and irritated or the vessel being hurt and bleeding. so it's sort of a mix of skin/vascular problem. any issue with them is just called haemorrhoid in common language. but there's a range of issues you can have. usually if you don't let the issue persist they go back to normal again. if they become really bad(i.e. constant bleeding out of your ass) and stay permanently you might have to get that tissue removed somehow. if you have a bigger lump though that persists you still want to make sure it's not an anal cyst or tumor though.

so healthy haemmorrhoids are basically always chilling in your ass, unhealthy haemmorrhoids are the ones we talk about when we talk about haemmorhoids at all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lazer69 on January 20, 2021, 07:31:40 PM

Im stressed, depressed, numb,and angry at the same time. My dads in the hospital. Docs saw fluid in his lungs, was sent to hospital and scheduled for a procedure. I think his complications stem from being overweight and the old age of 70. I talked with him few days ago. He seemed okay. I learned that he was supposed to have a heart procedure today, but they couldn't go through with it because after anesthesia was administered blood pressure dropped too low, and he was taken to ICU. My family is praying.

I don't know how others have, but I cant handle loss. I've been living on my own for years but I'm still not where I want to be in life. I want to become more and show him.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on January 20, 2021, 07:38:06 PM

wish your dad the best and hope he recovers and gets his heart fixed up. had the exact same thing happen to my dad two years ago. hang in there. shalom

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 20, 2021, 07:54:07 PM

Sending positive vibes and hoping it goes well.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on January 21, 2021, 07:33:18 AM

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im learning alot here.

quick haemorrhoid question, once you get one and the pain goes away, is it still there, always just chillin in your ass until another flare up or does it dispppear completely

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haemorrhoids are a part of your asshole. they are just special bloodvesseltissue, everyone has them, but we talk about em as if they were a sickness when they flare up because you basically can't feel em or notice them when you're healthy. so yeah, they are always there, and if you didn't have them i think your sphincter control would be lacking or something. so you'd be leaking and shit. a flare up is like one of those vessels bagging out or the skin getting thin and irritated or the vessel being hurt and bleeding. so it's sort of a mix of skin/vascular problem. any issue with them is just called haemorrhoid in common language. but there's a range of issues you can have. usually if you don't let the issue persist they go back to normal again. if they become really bad(i.e. constant bleeding out of your ass) and stay permanently you might have to get that tissue removed somehow. if you have a bigger lump though that persists you still want to make sure it's not an anal cyst or tumor though.

so healthy haemmorrhoids are basically always chilling in your ass, unhealthy haemmorrhoids are the ones we talk about when we talk about haemmorhoids at all.

I fucking blew my arse out once just sitting on the bog on drugs for too long trying to shit something out that wasn’t there

I mean I never went to the doctor but I’m not stupid it’s gotta be one

Mine went back inside but I swear to god sometimes I do a good long fart and it feels like it scratches some itch, I reckon it’s the haemorrhoid vibrating or something
I fucking love that feeling, does anyone know what I’m talking about?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on January 21, 2021, 07:41:01 AM

I’ve gone back and watched Reese Salken’s (wolf trap road) music videos on YouTube multiple times now.  His music is so dumb and bad it’s good.  Okay maybe not good, but catchy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on January 21, 2021, 08:33:00 PM

Frank really just opened my eyes about hemorrhoids

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on January 21, 2021, 08:48:34 PM

Quote from: Dwyck on January 21, 2021, 08:33:00 PM

Frank really just opened my eyes about hemorrhoids

it changed my world, opened my eyes and rocked my world

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on January 22, 2021, 04:18:01 AM

Quote from: Dwyck on January 21, 2021, 08:33:00 PM

Frank really just opened my eyes about hemorrhoids

this makes me happy.

now i have this idea to make a hemmorrhoid awareness rap for kids...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on January 22, 2021, 06:51:43 AM

Thanks for all the support guys/ gals, makes me feel slightly better about my current situation. It (the hemorrhoid) is defs external and while it’s slowly getting better I haven’t done anything with it yet, might get some cream for it tomorrow.

Yeah, sitting on the toilet for too long puts unnecessary pressure on your gnar button, and this whole working remotely and not moving as much due to the whole “new normal” is probably not helping either. I actually had my wife inspect it the other night which was another first for us... don’t have much pride left at this point!

Don’t you guys even dare start researching about how they surgically remove hemorrhoids, and defs don’t start investing what an anal fistula is...  fucking hell

I’m going to be all about butt health in 2021!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on January 22, 2021, 08:09:09 AM

My name is Frank and I'm here to say you should wipe your butt in a really cool way!

And so on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 30, 2021, 01:35:12 PM

I accidentally sent a love confession to the girl I like. I was typing in the messager app about what I felt as a catharsis but never meant to send anything. I had done this a few times already and it helped somewhat. Stupid, I know. I never said I loved her or anything crazy like that, but I did say a bunch of stupid shit about how much I respect her and how attractive I found her. When I accidentally hit that send button the instant regret was so overwhelming that I couldn't look at her reply for a day. When I finally took a peak I only read part of the first sentence, just enough to know that I was being rejected, and I couldn't read the rest of the paragraph. Shit, I knew I would be rejected if I took a shot at her but it hit way different when it actually happened. This happened about a year ago now, so I guess I'm as okay about it as I ever will be. I still really like the girl and fantasize about her reconsidering. Healthy as fuck. I try to tell myself that I'm only so attracted to her because she's one of very few women that I know and she's nice to me. It's probably not true though. The reality may be that we just have so much in common and I really appreciate her personality. Oh well, lunch break is over. Time to go back to work. Talk all the shit you want.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on January 30, 2021, 02:09:22 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 30, 2021, 01:35:12 PM

I accidentally sent a love confession to the girl I like. I was typing in the messager app about what I felt as a catharsis but never meant to send anything. I had done this a few times already and it helped somewhat. Stupid, I know. I never said I loved her or anything crazy like that, but if I did say a bunch of stupid shit about how much I respect her and how attractive I found her. When I accidentally hit that send button the instant regret was so overwhelming that I couldn't look at her reply for a day. When I finally took a peak I only read part of the first sentence, just enough to know that I was being rejected, and I couldn't read the rest of the paragraph. Shit, I knew I would be rejected if I took a shot at her but it hit way different when it actually happened. This happened about a year ago now, so I guess I'm as okay about it as I ever will be. I still really like the girl and fantasize about her reconsidering. Healthy as fuck. I try to tell myself that I'm only so attracted to her because she's one of very few women that I know and she's nice to me. It's probably not true though. The reality may be that we just have so much in common and I really appreciate her personality. Oh well, lunch break is over. Time to go back to work. Talk all the shit you want.

Dude, I’m fucking rooting for you 1000% How old are you, if you don’t mind me asking. 

I know it’s difficult to get to know people during a pandemic, but have you tried any dating sites, if so which ones?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on January 30, 2021, 02:36:59 PM

Even if you think it was a mistake to send that, I really think it's better to have taken the chance and have been rejected than to be secretly fantasizing about what the relationship could be. You would have been doing yourself a disservice to not be open about how you felt. Whether you realize it or not, that shit can be a burden. You'll feel better pal, trust. <3

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on January 30, 2021, 04:57:10 PM

Yeah, it sucks that you sent the message accidentally but in the long run it might do you a world of good. I'd put my head through a window if that happened to me I'd say you're doing pretty well pal. Most women (and people in general) appreciate that kind of brutal honesty so hopefully something works out even if you just remain buddies. I've lost good friends because we got into relationships that didn't work out and wish we just stayed hanging out casually because now these people are completely out of my life. Keep your head up brother.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on January 30, 2021, 05:30:12 PM

Fuck it, you miss 100% of the shots you don’t take

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 30, 2021, 09:50:13 PM

Thanks guys.

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I accidentally sent a love confession to the girl I like. I was typing in the messager app about what I felt as a catharsis but never meant to send anything. I had done this a few times already and it helped somewhat. Stupid, I know. I never said I loved her or anything crazy like that, but if I did say a bunch of stupid shit about how much I respect her and how attractive I found her. When I accidentally hit that send button the instant regret was so overwhelming that I couldn't look at her reply for a day. When I finally took a peak I only read part of the first sentence, just enough to know that I was being rejected, and I couldn't read the rest of the paragraph. Shit, I knew I would be rejected if I took a shot at her but it hit way different when it actually happened. This happened about a year ago now, so I guess I'm as okay about it as I ever will be. I still really like the girl and fantasize about her reconsidering. Healthy as fuck. I try to tell myself that I'm only so attracted to her because she's one of very few women that I know and she's nice to me. It's probably not true though. The reality may be that we just have so much in common and I really appreciate her personality. Oh well, lunch break is over. Time to go back to work. Talk all the shit you want.

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Dude, I’m fucking rooting for you 1000% How old are you, if you don’t mind me asking. 

I know it’s difficult to get to know people during a pandemic, but have you tried any dating sites, if so which ones?

32. I've got Tinder, Bumble, PoF, OKC, Hinge, and Coffee Meets Bagel. They all blow. I've gotten a couple matches on Tinder, Bumble, and Hinge, but they all went nowhere. My ratio of matches to my number of swipes is abysmal especially considering that I paid for premium versions of a couple of these apps. I've had people look over my profiles and they say they're strong but I still get almost no play. Anyway, I suppose I don't know how to talk to women. Or maybe I don't know how to talk to strangers is more apt.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on January 31, 2021, 02:42:53 AM

At least you're trying. I was in long term relationships for years and now i'm out but don't even have the confidence to make a profile. Keep chipping away I feel like you've got this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on January 31, 2021, 11:10:17 AM

Ask questions, but don't make it feel like an interview.
Offer up info about yourself if it's interesting or funny. If it's not interesting, talk about something else
Be funny.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Fhk on January 31, 2021, 01:34:42 PM

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Thanks guys.

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I accidentally sent a love confession to the girl I like. I was typing in the messager app about what I felt as a catharsis but never meant to send anything. I had done this a few times already and it helped somewhat. Stupid, I know. I never said I loved her or anything crazy like that, but if I did say a bunch of stupid shit about how much I respect her and how attractive I found her. When I accidentally hit that send button the instant regret was so overwhelming that I couldn't look at her reply for a day. When I finally took a peak I only read part of the first sentence, just enough to know that I was being rejected, and I couldn't read the rest of the paragraph. Shit, I knew I would be rejected if I took a shot at her but it hit way different when it actually happened. This happened about a year ago now, so I guess I'm as okay about it as I ever will be. I still really like the girl and fantasize about her reconsidering. Healthy as fuck. I try to tell myself that I'm only so attracted to her because she's one of very few women that I know and she's nice to me. It's probably not true though. The reality may be that we just have so much in common and I really appreciate her personality. Oh well, lunch break is over. Time to go back to work. Talk all the shit you want.

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Dude, I’m fucking rooting for you 1000% How old are you, if you don’t mind me asking. 

I know it’s difficult to get to know people during a pandemic, but have you tried any dating sites, if so which ones?

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32. I've got Tinder, Bumble, PoF, OKC, Hinge, and Coffee Meets Bagel. They all blow. I've gotten a couple matches on Tinder, Bumble, and Hinge, but they all went nowhere. My ratio of matches to my number of swipes is abysmal especially considering that I paid for premium versions of a couple of these apps. I've had people look over my profiles and they say they're strong but I still get almost no play. Anyway, I suppose I don't know how to talk to women. Or maybe I don't know how to talk to strangers is more apt.

I have devoted way to much time observing and analyzing the failed relationships I have had, and also the ones around me. Take the pressure off yourself and just let things be whatever the fuck they will be. Don't ever be hard on yourself when it comes to "it could of been's". For every loving couple nowadays, I see way more relationships that end terribly or even more common, two people that just linger on through life coexisting without ever fulfilling the dreams they as an individual once had, because they "settled". I hope you find what you deserve homeboy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on January 31, 2021, 02:32:08 PM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on January 31, 2021, 11:10:17 AM

Ask questions, but don't make it feel like an interview.
Offer up info about yourself if it's interesting or funny. If it's not interesting, talk about something else
Be funny.

That’s such sound advice.

A huge thing also is just being relatable, if you ask questions and their answers have something similar to your experiences bring that up. And be interested!

You got this shit dude, we’re all rooting for you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 31, 2021, 06:20:37 PM

I'm not funny. I know it’s the number one thing women say they're interested in, but I'm just not.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on January 31, 2021, 06:49:08 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 31, 2021, 06:20:37 PM

I'm not funny. I know it’s the number one thing women say they're interested in, but I'm just not.

You don’t have to be a comedian, but you’re a smart enough dude to be able to pull of some dead pan humor.

Just don’t do impressions, and don’t try to be offensive ya know? Also what are your standards like? When you’re on tinder and shit are you swiping right on everything and sorting out later? Cast a wide net my dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on February 01, 2021, 11:41:51 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 31, 2021, 06:20:37 PM

I'm not funny. I know it’s the number one thing women say they're interested in, but I'm just not.

You don't have to be funny, you just have to have a sense of humor. There's an important distinction.

You can just point out funny stuff or tell your friends stories (has the added benefit of implying that other people think you're good company) and talk about all kinds of stuff you find funny, without even being funny yourself. I've gotten laid on the back of memes alone. If I ever meet Taylor Nawrocki, I owe him a beer.

Billy Connolly once spoke about using other people's stories/anecdotes (not comedians) in his act, and he got away with it every time because the crowd doesn't care if it happened to you, they care about what happened. "This crazy thing happened to my friend Larry..."

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we’re all rooting for you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on February 01, 2021, 03:35:17 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 31, 2021, 06:20:37 PM

I'm not funny. I know it’s the number one thing women say they're interested in, but I'm just not.

yo man, I never thought of myself as funny until I started dating a bunch and teaching adults. After a while, I realized people laughing at shit I say isn't because they're laughing at me, it's because I did/said something funny. With this awareness, I can run with it and shit. you got it in you, dawg

What it comes down to is bing authentic and comfortable with what you're saying- when that's happening, funny shit will come out without effort. Telling stories can be a great way to get some laughs. If this isn't natural to you, start trying to share more with people about day to day shit, not anything tragic, but the day to day good hearted stuff. Some of the best TV comedy completely revolves around the day to day nothingness.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on February 02, 2021, 05:40:20 PM

does anyone here deal with depersonalization .. it hits me a couple times a day and sends me into an anxiety attack .. maybe you’re familiar with it when you get too stoned and green out but it hits me when im sober .. i feel like im going crazy sometimes and i have mild schizophrenia

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 02, 2021, 06:33:43 PM

Quote from: straight on February 02, 2021, 05:40:20 PM

does anyone here deal with depersonalization .. it hits me a couple times a day and sends me into an anxiety attack .. maybe you’re familiar with it when you get too stoned and green out but it hits me when im sober .. i feel like im going crazy sometimes and i have mild schizophrenia

Elaborate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on February 03, 2021, 05:51:49 AM

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does anyone here deal with depersonalization .. it hits me a couple times a day and sends me into an anxiety attack .. maybe you’re familiar with it when you get too stoned and green out but it hits me when im sober .. i feel like im going crazy sometimes and i have mild schizophrenia

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Elaborate

I just looked up the term and it describes the way I have always felt. In school I used to sit in the back of the class and feel like I was watching my classmates taking part in something I was not actually talking part in. When the teacher called on me I was almost shocked that he/she could see me.

I was never big on parties or going to the bar and have always felt like a bit of a spectator in most of my life.

Having kids definitely helps but I feel like I am less emotionally engaged in the world than my fellow man.

If you just started feeling this way I could see how it feels scary but it could pass. I am a used to feeling this way and try to connect with people as best I can on the daily.

If you are worse than what I described you may want to meet with a therapist. If you are completely outside yourself seek help.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on February 03, 2021, 06:13:57 AM

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does anyone here deal with depersonalization .. it hits me a couple times a day and sends me into an anxiety attack .. maybe you’re familiar with it when you get too stoned and green out but it hits me when im sober .. i feel like im going crazy sometimes and i have mild schizophrenia

[close]

Elaborate

[close]

I just looked up the term and it describes the way I have always felt. In school I used to sit in the back of the class and feel like I was watching my classmates taking part in something I was not actually talking part in. When the teacher called on me I was almost shocked that he/she could see me.

I was never big on parties or going to the bar and have always felt like a bit of a spectator in most of my life.

Having kids definitely helps but I feel like I am less emotionally engaged in the world than my fellow man.

If you just started feeling this way I could see how it feels scary but it could pass. I am a used to feeling this way and try to connect with people as best I can on the daily.

If you are worse than what I described you may want to meet with a therapist. If you are completely outside yourself seek help.

I feel like I have this as well, but not professionally diagnosed, so who knows.

I currently hate my job. And I hate going every day. So as soon as I get home every day I forget everything that happened during the day. It's kinda like I had a dream. You know how when you dream, you sometimes can remember some stuff, but not always and almost never as like one cohesive story? Every day I go to work is like that. So to me, it's like I'm remembering something I'm not a part of or at the very most, something I dreamed. It's not a very good feeling at all.

I definitely need to see a therapist, but more importantly, I need to find a new job. At this moment it's proving to be quite difficult, but I'm keeping hope for the near future to feel better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on February 03, 2021, 02:43:33 PM

ya i think it’s different for me .. have you ever had an out of body experience on drugs ? thats what it feels like .. and ive has it since my teens .. it hits me and it’s familiar so i know how to get out of it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on February 03, 2021, 03:51:02 PM

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does anyone here deal with depersonalization .. it hits me a couple times a day and sends me into an anxiety attack .. maybe you’re familiar with it when you get too stoned and green out but it hits me when im sober .. i feel like im going crazy sometimes and i have mild schizophrenia

[close]

Elaborate

[close]

I just looked up the term and it describes the way I have always felt. In school I used to sit in the back of the class and feel like I was watching my classmates taking part in something I was not actually talking part in. When the teacher called on me I was almost shocked that he/she could see me.

I was never big on parties or going to the bar and have always felt like a bit of a spectator in most of my life.

Having kids definitely helps but I feel like I am less emotionally engaged in the world than my fellow man.

If you just started feeling this way I could see how it feels scary but it could pass. I am a used to feeling this way and try to connect with people as best I can on the daily.

If you are worse than what I described you may want to meet with a therapist. If you are completely outside yourself seek help.

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I feel like I have this as well, but not professionally diagnosed, so who knows.

I currently hate my job. And I hate going every day. So as soon as I get home every day I forget everything that happened during the day. It's kinda like I had a dream. You know how when you dream, you sometimes can remember some stuff, but not always and almost never as like one cohesive story? Every day I go to work is like that. So to me, it's like I'm remembering something I'm not a part of or at the very most, something I dreamed. It's not a very good feeling at all.

I definitely need to see a therapist, but more importantly, I need to find a new job. At this moment it's proving to be quite difficult, but I'm keeping hope for the near future to feel better.

I feel this, i kept doing this job hating every morning, every minute but then id get home and be so relieved to be home that i would almost forget how much i hate the job until the next day. This was reoccuring for 4 months and i finally quit, never been happier. Good luck getting happy, i sincerely hope you work things out bro

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on February 04, 2021, 01:42:33 AM

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ya i think it’s different for me .. have you ever had an out of body experience on drugs ? thats what it feels like .. and ive has it since my teens .. it hits me and it’s familiar so i know how to get out of it

Yes, I've had that. I had a dissociative drug phase in my early 20s. I guess it's just a matter of timing. When it's happening and when I'm remembering it. But, yeah, maybe different feelings.

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does anyone here deal with depersonalization .. it hits me a couple times a day and sends me into an anxiety attack .. maybe you’re familiar with it when you get too stoned and green out but it hits me when im sober .. i feel like im going crazy sometimes and i have mild schizophrenia

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I just looked up the term and it describes the way I have always felt. In school I used to sit in the back of the class and feel like I was watching my classmates taking part in something I was not actually talking part in. When the teacher called on me I was almost shocked that he/she could see me.

I was never big on parties or going to the bar and have always felt like a bit of a spectator in most of my life.

Having kids definitely helps but I feel like I am less emotionally engaged in the world than my fellow man.

If you just started feeling this way I could see how it feels scary but it could pass. I am a used to feeling this way and try to connect with people as best I can on the daily.

If you are worse than what I described you may want to meet with a therapist. If you are completely outside yourself seek help.

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I feel like I have this as well, but not professionally diagnosed, so who knows.

I currently hate my job. And I hate going every day. So as soon as I get home every day I forget everything that happened during the day. It's kinda like I had a dream. You know how when you dream, you sometimes can remember some stuff, but not always and almost never as like one cohesive story? Every day I go to work is like that. So to me, it's like I'm remembering something I'm not a part of or at the very most, something I dreamed. It's not a very good feeling at all.

I definitely need to see a therapist, but more importantly, I need to find a new job. At this moment it's proving to be quite difficult, but I'm keeping hope for the near future to feel better.

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I feel this, i kept doing this job hating every morning, every minute but then id get home and be so relieved to be home that i would almost forget how much i hate the job until the next day. This was reoccuring for 4 months and i finally quit, never been happier. Good luck getting happy, i sincerely hope you work things out bro

Thanks! I'm looking to the future for sure and a lot of other things are going good for me so I can take comfort in that too.

EDIT: 10000th post in this thread. My 420th post. Praise Jah!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on February 07, 2021, 04:27:12 PM

I can relate to disassociation. It’s become increasingly intrusive to my psyche the last couple years causing crippling anxiety and bouts of depression. Usually leads to self-medicating and fickle/impulsive tendencies.


Depression is no fun.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on February 10, 2021, 06:38:03 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on February 07, 2021, 04:27:12 PM

I can relate to disassociation. It’s become increasingly intrusive to my psyche the last couple years causing crippling anxiety and bouts of depression. Usually leads to self-medicating and fickle/impulsive tendencies.


Depression is no fun.

I hope you are well, @doublesteveburger

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Phil Leotardo on February 13, 2021, 04:20:35 PM

Definitely feel the dissociation posts. Had to quit smoking weed recently.  Every time I would toke I'd have massive panic attacks/anxiety to the point where I'd just zone out like a zombie in my own thoughts. Not pleasant at all. Been two months now and haven't had it happen since. Was a daily smoker so maybe that had something to do with it idk

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lazer69 on February 14, 2021, 10:09:00 AM

I think Im a highly functioning autist. It makes life a bit frustrating, disappointing, and difficult.

Oh and I dont care about autism jokes, or normies calling others or each other, or myself that..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on February 14, 2021, 03:02:40 PM

Lately ive been coming to terms with letting friendships end or not putting so much stock into maintaining friendships with people that i shouldnt.....I use to think close friends were all you had and regardless of how different you might be you need to really maintain it but it shouldnt be THAT much work, if people are just negative toxic assholes i dont need to try and change that or be a part of it. I can have no beef and be civil but not put anymore of my time or energy into the relationship........i think that make sense, im just word vomiting whats on my mind right now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on February 14, 2021, 03:31:53 PM

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Lately ive been coming to terms with letting friendships end or not putting so much stock into maintaining friendships with people that i shouldnt.....I use to think close friends were all you had and regardless of how different you might be you need to really maintain it but it shouldnt be THAT much work, if people are just negative toxic assholes i dont need to try and change that or be a part of it. I can have no beef and be civil but not put anymore of my time or energy into the relationship........i think that make sense, im just word vomiting whats on my mind right now.

hey good for you on that tip. I've had to cut some out, one in particular was very hard. Dude was one of my longest friends who I'd been through a lot with and a person the called my brother. For years, like more than a decade, I excused his constant lies about things that don't matter (women, money, skating, other "cool" experiences), patronizing attitude towards others and increasingly myself, shit talking the homies when they weren't around, and inconsiderate/selfish nature as him just being his oblivious self that meant no harm. Mind you, we're in the mid30s now, but for a while, when dude was getting rough I'd say "Bro, why are you acting like your old man? That dudes a dick and you sound just like him" and it worked for a minute. About a year ago some betrayal sort of shit went down that really left me in the lurch and I decided that I was done. I've realized that for a few years anyways, that while we had a good time kicking it, I was always worried about getting shit talked or something by this dude and kind of dreaded hanging out with him and was concerned about it afterwards. Anyways, it was really similar to a toxic/abusive relationship in a lot of ways with all the gaslighting and tension. Although I've definitely removed myself from the shared scene spaces and miss some other people, I'm pretty stoked to no longer be associating with him.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on February 14, 2021, 08:51:11 PM

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Lately ive been coming to terms with letting friendships end or not putting so much stock into maintaining friendships with people that i shouldnt.....I use to think close friends were all you had and regardless of how different you might be you need to really maintain it but it shouldnt be THAT much work, if people are just negative toxic assholes i dont need to try and change that or be a part of it. I can have no beef and be civil but not put anymore of my time or energy into the relationship........i think that make sense, im just word vomiting whats on my mind right now.

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hey good for you on that tip. I've had to cut some out, one in particular was very hard. Dude was one of my longest friends who I'd been through a lot with and a person the called my brother. For years, like more than a decade, I excused his constant lies about things that don't matter (women, money, skating, other "cool" experiences), patronizing attitude towards others and increasingly myself, shit talking the homies when they weren't around, and inconsiderate/selfish nature as him just being his oblivious self that meant no harm. Mind you, we're in the mid30s now, but for a while, when dude was getting rough I'd say "Bro, why are you acting like your old man? That dudes a dick and you sound just like him" and it worked for a minute. About a year ago some betrayal sort of shit went down that really left me in the lurch and I decided that I was done. I've realized that for a few years anyways, that while we had a good time kicking it, I was always worried about getting shit talked or something by this dude and kind of dreaded hanging out with him and was concerned about it afterwards. Anyways, it was really similar to a toxic/abusive relationship in a lot of ways with all the gaslighting and tension. Although I've definitely removed myself from the shared scene spaces and miss some other people, I'm pretty stoked to no longer be associating with him.

Damn dude, sounds super similar. The guy im talking about pretty much hated his father but is exactly like him....if i told him that im sure he would flip out. Hes always been a little unhinged and ive known him my whole life so ive kinda just let it be but the past few years i hit a point where when we were hanging out or going for a few drinks id always worry about at what point of the evening is this guy gonna get set off by something i said he dosent agree with and get all high and mighty and agressive about it....in the end it just wasnt fun anymore, we had a mini blow up a few months ago and i tried to air out some honest opinions but of course that didnt go well....so i took a step back, havent shittalked, havent caused beef just decided i dont want to be a part of that anymore.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nivek navillus 25 on February 14, 2021, 08:57:43 PM

in kindergarten i would sit in the back of the class and think 'is this real?' like it seemed to be too surreal or absurd to be real but if it wasn't, who's dream was it? something had to be real. usedta trip me out a bit but i'd go home and ask my mom and she'd say it was real. just seemed so removed from my life to that point.
i usedta watch kids before school kick a dodgeball onto the roof and it would bounce down, they'd kick it back up. i enjoyed watching them play but if the ball ever came towards me i'd run off. i was an observer like it was a movie. i didn't want the attention. still don't although i have moments where i guess i grab the proverbial mic and am funny.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: funeral_tuxedo on February 15, 2021, 12:51:48 PM

I can relate to so much of what you guys are talking about in depersonalization.
When I was a kid I experienced some pretty horrorshow type traumas and became so dissociated as a survival mechanism that I couldn't really function without substances and even then I'd felt like I was barely a person. it hasn't been until recent years of therapy that I've begun unpacking that stuff gently.

@L33Tg33k I know this is unsolicited advice so feel free to tell me to fuck off, but in my experience as a person with heavy duty depression/anxiety I really had to work hard at putting myself out there and surviving rejection after rejection enough times to develop a baseline comfortability with romantic/sexual situations. Dating can be some next level psychological anguish and for years I needed to be fucked up to not have a panic attack just trying to decide if I should make a move to touch a girl's hand in a movie theater or nauseous self loathing imaging their disgust if I tried to kiss them even if we were on a date. And I'd always freeze and forget things and feel so blank and stupid.
Anyways, it was getting help with medical professionals that really pushed me into socializing and although I still struggle every day it's gotten so much better than it was. I've always thought you were really clever and genuine in your posts, so I'm willing to bet if you're comfortable on a date those qualities will show and humor will be a part of that too. If you ever want to PM about this stuff hit me up.

Title: Re: real confessions
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Lately ive been coming to terms with letting friendships end or not putting so much stock into maintaining friendships with people that i shouldnt.....I use to think close friends were all you had and regardless of how different you might be you need to really maintain it but it shouldnt be THAT much work, if people are just negative toxic assholes i dont need to try and change that or be a part of it. I can have no beef and be civil but not put anymore of my time or energy into the relationship........i think that make sense, im just word vomiting whats on my mind right now.

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hey good for you on that tip. I've had to cut some out, one in particular was very hard. Dude was one of my longest friends who I'd been through a lot with and a person the called my brother. For years, like more than a decade, I excused his constant lies about things that don't matter (women, money, skating, other "cool" experiences), patronizing attitude towards others and increasingly myself, shit talking the homies when they weren't around, and inconsiderate/selfish nature as him just being his oblivious self that meant no harm. Mind you, we're in the mid30s now, but for a while, when dude was getting rough I'd say "Bro, why are you acting like your old man? That dudes a dick and you sound just like him" and it worked for a minute. About a year ago some betrayal sort of shit went down that really left me in the lurch and I decided that I was done. I've realized that for a few years anyways, that while we had a good time kicking it, I was always worried about getting shit talked or something by this dude and kind of dreaded hanging out with him and was concerned about it afterwards. Anyways, it was really similar to a toxic/abusive relationship in a lot of ways with all the gaslighting and tension. Although I've definitely removed myself from the shared scene spaces and miss some other people, I'm pretty stoked to no longer be associating with him.

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Damn dude, sounds super similar. The guy im talking about pretty much hated his father but is exactly like him....if i told him that im sure he would flip out. Hes always been a little unhinged and ive known him my whole life so ive kinda just let it be but the past few years i hit a point where when we were hanging out or going for a few drinks id always worry about at what point of the evening is this guy gonna get set off by something i said he dosent agree with and get all high and mighty and agressive about it....in the end it just wasnt fun anymore, we had a mini blow up a few months ago and i tried to air out some honest opinions but of course that didnt go well....so i took a step back, havent shittalked, havent caused beef just decided i dont want to be a part of that anymore.

sounds very, very similar. damn. Last we spoke, he dropped some heavy sarcasm and gaslighting my way and I said something to the effect of a more heated version of "Dude, you're awfully mean to people who are supposed to be our friends and say a lot of things when they're not around. I'm wondering what you say about me when I'm not around" to which he replied "I'd rather be honest about people than a manipulator like you." I just stopped associating at that point. I reckon he's talked a lot of shit to our former mutual friends who he still hangs with because I haven't heard from any of them either, but it's better this way, for sure. I think my hardest part has been realizing that people have told me about how shtty this dude was the past 20 years! Man, I got this dude the hook up on numerous places to live, loaned him $, helped him find vehicles because he has no mechanic knowledge, etc. Anyways, I'm gonna get off it, I'm still a little bitter though. stay strong on it homie!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on February 16, 2021, 01:50:42 AM

I legit spent a dece chunk of my 20’s bumming around alternating between dole and Austudy and selling drugs and had a great time, always got wasted and stuff, always had cash to do whatevs
When I started apprenticeship cunts that I’d been friends and skated with for years started talking shit and calling me a greedy cunt and saying I was all about money. Like I’m even rich cunt

but I think it really was because I just started saying man you wanna sit at mine or go skating and you wanna drink half my carton and bum half my smokes or whatever well that will cost you this and if you’ve not got coin to chuck in then you can have a glass of water and dumpers from the ashtray.

At the time I was getting fucking destroyed as an apprentice, I mean it was deadset hard work and it made me think nah cunt I work hard for this coin it’s fucking mine mate

It was a different concept to me versus when it just lands in your hand from doing suss shit

I have this other group of friends guys I’ve known since primary and early high school, they all stopped skating in high school. Good blokes mostly tradies too but just like, solid people that I enjoy being around. But still proper loose units that love the sesh
Just able to back it up at work

I have a couple of mates that still skate and work different circle of friends and we meet up it’s good times but yeah just the amount of bitching went on from certain people when I started ‘doing well’ and I wanna say I was a fucking apprentice still at this stage. Doing well is subjective I only had a bit of coin cause I was doing cashies after work etc, literally working my arse of

Just the straight vitriol I copped from some cunts, found out about second hand kinda shocked me I mean nobody said shit to my face so maybe that’s on me, if someone can’t say something to your face why care right. I harbour some rage about this and it’s mostly cause I couldn’t even get no satisfaction, it’s like man you wanna talk shit come meet up...crickets

but just speaking generally here, there’s cunts that will just hate on absolutely anything. And you just can’t listen to them or even entertain their suggestions. Much less associate with them
They gonna fuck you up fam

People like that just want you to be a loser like them so they feel better about their situation

It’s rough but for everyone on here never be afraid or feel bad cutting out people that have no value. You can’t save em all and life’s fucking hard man can’t be wasting time on stupid shit you gotta do you

You’re only as smart as your dumbest mate
And also,

May the bridges you burn light your way

Dude that’s off 90210 luke perry said that shit, classic

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on February 16, 2021, 05:09:37 AM

If you have two-three friends after 30, you're super lucky.

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Post by: Grind King Rims on February 16, 2021, 06:46:30 AM

@matty_c you're hands down my favourite poster, hahahaha. My kind of dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: shitsandwich on February 16, 2021, 01:07:24 PM

Quote from: matty_c on February 16, 2021, 01:50:42 AM

I legit spent a dece chunk of my 20’s bumming around alternating between dole and Austudy and selling drugs and had a great time, always got wasted and stuff, always had cash to do whatevs
When I started apprenticeship cunts that I’d been friends and skated with for years started talking shit and calling me a greedy cunt and saying I was all about money. Like I’m even rich cunt

but I think it really was because I just started saying man you wanna sit at mine or go skating and you wanna drink half my carton and bum half my smokes or whatever well that will cost you this and if you’ve not got coin to chuck in then you can have a glass of water and dumpers from the ashtray.

At the time I was getting fucking destroyed as an apprentice, I mean it was deadset hard work and it made me think nah cunt I work hard for this coin it’s fucking mine mate

It was a different concept to me versus when it just lands in your hand from doing suss shit

I have this other group of friends guys I’ve known since primary and early high school, they all stopped skating in high school. Good blokes mostly tradies too but just like, solid people that I enjoy being around. But still proper loose units that love the sesh
Just able to back it up at work

I have a couple of mates that still skate and work different circle of friends and we meet up it’s good times but yeah just the amount of bitching went on from certain people when I started ‘doing well’ and I wanna say I was a fucking apprentice still at this stage. Doing well is subjective I only had a bit of coin cause I was doing cashies after work etc, literally working my arse of

Just the straight vitriol I copped from some cunts, found out about second hand kinda shocked me I mean nobody said shit to my face so maybe that’s on me, if someone can’t say something to your face why care right. I harbour some rage about this and it’s mostly cause I couldn’t even get no satisfaction, it’s like man you wanna talk shit come meet up...crickets

but just speaking generally here, there’s cunts that will just hate on absolutely anything. And you just can’t listen to them or even entertain their suggestions. Much less associate with them
They gonna fuck you up fam

People like that just want you to be a loser like them so they feel better about their situation

It’s rough but for everyone on here never be afraid or feel bad cutting out people that have no value. You can’t save em all and life’s fucking hard man can’t be wasting time on stupid shit you gotta do you

You’re only as smart as your dumbest mate
And also,

May the bridges you burn light your way

Dude that’s off 90210 luke perry said that shit, classic

Arrgh matey

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on February 16, 2021, 08:22:21 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on February 16, 2021, 05:09:37 AM

If you have two-three friends after 30, you're super lucky.

So true.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on February 16, 2021, 09:50:58 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on February 16, 2021, 05:09:37 AM

If you have two-three friends after 30, you're super lucky.

truth

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on February 17, 2021, 12:41:37 AM

Quote from: shitsandwich on February 16, 2021, 01:07:24 PM

Arrgh matey

Fucken tit rifle

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on February 17, 2021, 02:27:22 AM

Matty c is such an Aussie, never change!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on February 17, 2021, 09:11:43 AM

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So true.

Thirty is rapidly approaching for me, i feel very lucky to have the homies I have

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Phil Leotardo on February 17, 2021, 01:56:11 PM

Back in 04' When my Dad still lived in California I shit my pants waiting in line for the porta potties at the Orange County fair. I tried explaining myself to the ppl in front of me before it happened that it was an emergency and they had no empathy, just gave me blank stares. Thankfully it was a clean pinch so when it was my turn I just stuffed my boxers into the shitter and freeballed the rest of the day. Got to see Weird Al that night too so that kinda evened it out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on February 17, 2021, 06:10:08 PM

Bro I went to the states when I was like eight or something and I think it was a mistake and I got the wrong cassette but I came back with the one where he’s in the pool like the nirvana baby, yeah it wasn’t the nirvana album man. Weird als sick though

I’ve shit my pants a few times just farting, sop is to just hide the boxers in the toilet. I use either the cistern or the tampon box

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mystical Leader on February 18, 2021, 01:15:26 AM

I don't know if this is the right place but my love confessed to me a couple of days ago that she hasn't done anything nice to me for a whole year because I'm a bitch in the mornings..

Makes you think what am I doing with this person if she doesn't want me to be happy.

We have made decisions about our long term commitment to each other and have said that we will try to improve ourselves and grow as individuals and as a couple(think House of Cards). And now I'm left with this thought in my head that everything is a lie and she's only here to gain something/everything from me. I really thought she was nice to me the whole time too. Which makes it really weird to hear that she thinks they way she does.

My confession is I know that I should take a step back and figure things out on my own but I'm not going to do that because i can't live without emotional pain. There is just something special to be hurt and in love. I know it's not healty but that is not my concern.

Sorry for the rant. Jk

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on February 18, 2021, 03:49:16 AM

Man I don’t know if anywhere’s the right place for that holy shit your ender was mad heavy

All I got is I know I’m a prick in the morning if I don’t get enough sleep, maybe try that and make her breakfast sometimes like not on a schedule or anything just like one random day a week

She’ll suck your dick, man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on February 18, 2021, 05:45:37 AM

Quote from: matty_c on February 17, 2021, 06:10:08 PM

Bro I went to the states when I was like eight or something and I think it was a mistake

How I read this

Quote from: Mystical Leader on February 18, 2021, 01:15:26 AM

I don't know if this is the right place but my love confessed to me a couple of days ago that she hasn't done anything nice to me for a whole year because I'm a bitch in the mornings..

Makes you think what am I doing with this person if she doesn't want me to be happy.

We have made decisions about our long term commitment to each other and have said that we will try to improve ourselves and grow as individuals and as a couple(think House of Cards). And now I'm left with this thought in my head that everything is a lie and she's only here to gain something/everything from me. I really thought she was nice to me the whole time too. Which makes it really weird to hear that she thinks they way she does.

My confession is I know that I should take a step back and figure things out on my own but I'm not going to do that because i can't live without emotional pain. There is just something special to be hurt and in love. I know it's not healty but that is not my concern.

Sorry for the rant. Jk

Sounds kind of fucked man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on February 18, 2021, 04:13:47 PM

Haha nah it was a real good time, I meant about the cassette I don’t know if I actually got the wrong one or the parents did the switcheroo, they weren’t stoked on the parental advisory ones when I was real little. They ended up mellowing out heaps

But yeah saw most of us as a kid I remember heaps that holiday was a blast, deadset. We lived on I dunno if you’d call it a hobby farm or whatever but I mean it was close enough to Brisbane but fuck me that whole holiday my whole family was bugging

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Huell Howser on February 19, 2021, 12:18:31 AM

Quote from: Phil Leotardo on February 17, 2021, 01:56:11 PM

Back in 04' When my Dad still lived in California I shit my pants waiting in line for the porta potties at the Orange County fair. I tried explaining myself to the ppl in front of me before it happened that it was an emergency and they had no empathy, just gave me blank stares. Thankfully it was a clean pinch so when it was my turn I just stuffed my boxers into the shitter and freeballed the rest of the day. Got to see Weird Al that night too so that kinda evened it out.

damn seeing Weird Al at the OC fair is a right of passage. U a real one my man!

glad it was a clean getaway and you recovered nicely enough to enjoy the rest of the night

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Phil Leotardo on February 19, 2021, 02:11:29 PM

Hell yea dude! Was a memorable day no doubt. Also got to skate the vans park in Orange a few times, which are other favorite memories of mine looking back. The combi bowl by the giant warehouse doors was super fun. Younger me didn't realize how many legends ripped around that thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Huell Howser on February 19, 2021, 03:25:01 PM

Quote from: Phil Leotardo on February 19, 2021, 02:11:29 PM

Hell yea dude! Was a memorable day no doubt. Also got to skate the vans park in Orange a few times, which are other favorite memories of mine looking back. The combi bowl by the giant warehouse doors was super fun. Younger me didn't realize how many legends ripped around that thing.

dude yes!!! Man, I have so many amazing memories going to that park when I was growing up with friends and then hittin up krispy kreme right outside after haha. I was definitely not getting near that combi either and was also to young to recognize who was around

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on February 19, 2021, 10:53:57 PM

I’ve fucked up every single time I’ve ever attempted to chime in with “Leonard Bernstein” in that REM song End of the World As We Know It.

I always feel really confident: “I got it this time for sure”.  I then get it wrong just like every other time and then try to save face by pretending I was just clearing my throat or coughing as a sharp pang of shame runs through my body.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on February 20, 2021, 04:14:11 AM

I’ve got my spine I’ve got my orange crush

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on February 24, 2021, 07:57:13 PM

jacked off with my shoes on recently and still feel guilty about it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on February 24, 2021, 10:33:20 PM

Quote from: straight on February 24, 2021, 07:57:13 PM

jacked off with my shoes on recently and still feel guilty about it

why, did you nut on your shoes?

i always say i work with glue and these are my work shoes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on February 25, 2021, 02:11:08 AM

Quote from: straight on February 24, 2021, 07:57:13 PM

jacked off with my shoes on recently and still feel guilty about it

I hope you mean entirely naked but wearing Jordan's like Lexington Steele or someone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on February 25, 2021, 02:20:40 AM

Quote from: straight on February 24, 2021, 07:57:13 PM

jacked off with my shoes on recently and still feel guilty about it

Hahaha. We need more info. You're leaving way too much to the imagination.

Were you in bed, feet out of the blanket, with shoes on?

Locked out of your house and waiting for someone to come home to let you in so you killed some time with your pants down? ( i did this ).

C'mon man, spill the beans.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on February 25, 2021, 03:34:11 AM

Quote from: straight on February 24, 2021, 07:57:13 PM

jacked off with my shoes on recently and still feel guilty about it

Vulcs or cupsoles?

I’d assume cupsoles, but ya never know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uh Oh on February 25, 2021, 03:20:32 PM

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why, did you nut on your shoes?

i always say i work with glue and these are my work shoes.

I did that in 9th grade, got spunk on my shoe and brushed it off (literally and figuratively). Had Chemistry class first period the next day & the kid adjacent to me takes one brief glance at it and proclaims out loud that I had jizzed on my shoe. I played the "drop of toothpaste" excuse of really well but inside I was mortified.
He had clocked it instantly. Like a trained animal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on February 26, 2021, 02:39:23 AM

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I hope you mean entirely naked but wearing Jordan's like Lexington Steele or someone.

My man I fully thought pornos too
I never found one but I was chasing a dogfart T-shirt for the longest time back in the day, man even now it’d be sick to rep just to see who picked up on it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Fhk on February 26, 2021, 03:33:36 PM

Quote from: Freelancevagrant on February 25, 2021, 03:34:11 AM

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Vulcs or cupsoles?

I’d assume cupsoles, but ya never know.

That's funny, I would definitely assume Vulcs. We should of had an answer by now..Has anyone DM'd him like a man yet?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Lloyd Braun on February 27, 2021, 11:52:34 PM

First post in here, just reading through the last 2 pages and figured id throw something up, here goes:

I feel like outside of my wife and family (which im very blessed to have an amazing wife and family) I have a hard time being heard. Occasionally with co workers, but more specifically my skate friends. What I mean is, any time I express an opinion, contribute to a conversation I feel ignored. If I want to be heard I feel like I have to repeat myself several times, and even still no one seems to care. Ive felt it for as far back as 10 years ago, which was when my core group of buddies I started skating with started to disband. I have tons of "friends" and I quote that because I guess what it really means is I know a ton of people but I wouldn't consider myself close with them or hang out with them outside of bumping into them at the local DIY or random street spot. Lots of people have mentioned disassociation which is kind of where I have gotten too. Maybe it sounds a bit petty, but I don't want to spend my finite free time with people I do not enjoy being around or I feel do not value my presence. 

I also agree with the having 2-3 good friends over 30 is a blessing. My brother is my best friend (also skates) but due to our work schedules we basically never see each other but usually talk at least once a week. I have another good friend who I wish I could hang out with more but he's got a job, wife kids and we usually only see each other once every 1-3 months. I had someone I considered a good friend, but he got into a relationship and just disappeared. I made an effort for a bit to link up and skate or kick it but would bail last minute every time. I can only deal with getting flaked on so many times before I stop putting in effort. Stopped hitting him up and haven't heard from him in like 8 months, don't really expect to either.

Sometimes I do feel a little down about not having any real friends. To be honest tho, I never put in any effort into making friends or trying to link up with people to skate. Like I said I know a ton of skaters in my area and Im cool with all them, but I've always felt self conscious for some stupid reason about hitting people up to skate or even asking for phone numbers haha. I'd just rather go skate the ledge spot right by the house by myself for an hour or two than hit people up, drive 45 minutes to skate a spot im not that stoked on. Idk im the grinch I guess haha.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on February 28, 2021, 12:28:47 PM

When people say hello and bye at the spot it makes my day. Also it helps me atone for being rude to Briana King once

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dead to Me on March 01, 2021, 11:35:38 PM

Quote from: Dwyck on February 28, 2021, 12:28:47 PM

When people say hello and bye at the spot it makes my day. Also it helps me atone for being rude to Briana King once

Lol why were you rude to her?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on March 03, 2021, 01:07:02 PM

Quote from: Dwyck on February 28, 2021, 12:28:47 PM

When people say hello and bye at the spot it makes my day. Also it helps me atone for being rude to Briana King once

I can't stand greetings and goodbyes. I want to skip them for the rest of my life. Sorry to you and anyone like you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BieberStance on March 04, 2021, 04:06:52 AM

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I can't stand greetings and goodbyes. I want to skip them for the rest of my life. Sorry to you and anyone like you.

Thats propably a reason why you have no luck with girl. you do you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on March 04, 2021, 01:31:03 PM

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When people say hello and bye at the spot it makes my day. Also it helps me atone for being rude to Briana King once

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I can't stand greetings and goodbyes. I want to skip them for the rest of my life. Sorry to you and anyone like you.

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Thats propably a reason why you have no luck with girl. you do you.

I mean, I am awkward with greeting the women in my wider social circle, but that's because I don't know what to do and I can't gage how much familiarity with them I should show. I know exactly one girl that isn't a family member that I can converse with fairly easily as a friend and that's largely because of how gregarious a person she is. It's definitely one impediment among many. I hate greeting guys too. I don't know what stupid hand gesture to do and I'm liable to whiff that hand anyway. I've got a lot of social anxiety.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on March 04, 2021, 03:53:18 PM

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When people say hello and bye at the spot it makes my day. Also it helps me atone for being rude to Briana King once

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I can't stand greetings and goodbyes. I want to skip them for the rest of my life. Sorry to you and anyone like you.

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Thats propably a reason why you have no luck with girl. you do you.

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I mean, I am awkward with greeting the women in my wider social circle, but that's because I don't know what to do and I can't gage how much familiarity with them I should show. I know exactly one girl that isn't a family member that I can converse with fairly easily as a friend and that's largely because of how gregarious a person she is. It's definitely one impediment among many. I hate greeting guys too. I don't know what stupid hand gesture to do and I'm liable to whiff that hand anyway. I've got a lot of social anxiety.

I slide out the back door at family gatherings. I just feel like enough is enough and I don’t feel like saying goodbye to every person individually.

Not a fan of handshakes. Some people don’t know when to let go and hold on too long. My friends and I never shook hands, dapped, whatever. Just basically through the deuces.

Maybe it just takes you time to warm up. I can relate to that. The people I usually wind up liking better are the ones who it takes a while to get used to.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on March 04, 2021, 05:04:50 PM

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When people say hello and bye at the spot it makes my day. Also it helps me atone for being rude to Briana King once

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I can't stand greetings and goodbyes. I want to skip them for the rest of my life. Sorry to you and anyone like you.

[close]

Thats propably a reason why you have no luck with girl. you do you.

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I mean, I am awkward with greeting the women in my wider social circle, but that's because I don't know what to do and I can't gage how much familiarity with them I should show. I know exactly one girl that isn't a family member that I can converse with fairly easily as a friend and that's largely because of how gregarious a person she is. It's definitely one impediment among many. I hate greeting guys too. I don't know what stupid hand gesture to do and I'm liable to whiff that hand anyway. I've got a lot of social anxiety.

Easiest way to win the hand gesture game is to be the person to start it. Where I live, well, prior to Covid, everyone hugs. Fucking strangers try to hug... I don't like that, so I'm the first to stick out my fist for a bump. easy way out

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on March 04, 2021, 08:07:21 PM

I am really over my current corporate job; not corporate life because I do like element of my job, just the current role. I got tasked a project by my boss that I feel is destined to fail; my counterparts in the US office who took on a similar project said it was incredibly difficult and the end result was a shit show. I in the past I power my way through my unpleasant projects in the past, but I feel nothing for the role and the contribution I am making. Been applying for a couple of roles during my break and during the evenings.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 04, 2021, 10:49:57 PM

Quote from: rocklobster on March 04, 2021, 08:07:21 PM

I am really over my current corporate job; not corporate life because I do like element of my job, just the current role. I got tasked a project by my boss that I feel is destined to fail; my counterparts in the US office who took on a similar project said it was incredibly difficult and the end result was a shit show. I in the past I power my way through my unpleasant projects in the past, but I feel nothing for the role and the contribution I am making. Been applying for a couple of roles during my break and during the evenings.

Sitting in a similar position... Problem is, I can solve the problem if only the fuckers in power gave me access to one specific account...which they won't...

Anyway... beats being outside.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on March 05, 2021, 12:39:44 AM

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I am really over my current corporate job; not corporate life because I do like element of my job, just the current role. I got tasked a project by my boss that I feel is destined to fail; my counterparts in the US office who took on a similar project said it was incredibly difficult and the end result was a shit show. I in the past I power my way through my unpleasant projects in the past, but I feel nothing for the role and the contribution I am making. Been applying for a couple of roles during my break and during the evenings.

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Sitting in a similar position... Problem is, I can solve the problem if only the fuckers in power gave me access to one specific account...which they won't...

Anyway... beats being outside.

Feel ya, I like the pay check and the work-life balance it affords, but I'm spinning my wheels here. I would have been OK to milk it out for a few months but the project I got assigned to is a big bummer; but good in a way that it showed me this is not what I want to do.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 05, 2021, 05:59:15 AM

Quote from: rocklobster on March 05, 2021, 12:39:44 AM

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I am really over my current corporate job; not corporate life because I do like element of my job, just the current role. I got tasked a project by my boss that I feel is destined to fail; my counterparts in the US office who took on a similar project said it was incredibly difficult and the end result was a shit show. I in the past I power my way through my unpleasant projects in the past, but I feel nothing for the role and the contribution I am making. Been applying for a couple of roles during my break and during the evenings.

[close]

Sitting in a similar position... Problem is, I can solve the problem if only the fuckers in power gave me access to one specific account...which they won't...

Anyway... beats being outside.

[close]

Feel ya, I like the pay check and the work-life balance it affords, but I'm spinning my wheels here. I would have been OK to milk it out for a few months but the project I got assigned to is a big bummer; but good in a way that it showed me this is not what I want to do.

Well, good luck, bro!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on March 05, 2021, 10:04:49 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on March 05, 2021, 05:59:15 AM

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I am really over my current corporate job; not corporate life because I do like element of my job, just the current role. I got tasked a project by my boss that I feel is destined to fail; my counterparts in the US office who took on a similar project said it was incredibly difficult and the end result was a shit show. I in the past I power my way through my unpleasant projects in the past, but I feel nothing for the role and the contribution I am making. Been applying for a couple of roles during my break and during the evenings.

[close]

Sitting in a similar position... Problem is, I can solve the problem if only the fuckers in power gave me access to one specific account...which they won't...

Anyway... beats being outside.

[close]

Feel ya, I like the pay check and the work-life balance it affords, but I'm spinning my wheels here. I would have been OK to milk it out for a few months but the project I got assigned to is a big bummer; but good in a way that it showed me this is not what I want to do.

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Well, good luck, bro!

What is it exactly that you guys do if you feel comfortable sharing? Where'd you go to school and what for?

I get self-conscious about the fact that I live with my mom. I wish I didn't care but I think it really effects my self-worth, not to mention my prospects with actually finding a woman that can stand me. I'm saving money right now but I enjoy looking at listings on Craigslist and similar sites. Anyone else like doing that? Anyway, this is another post about trying to be better in the skin that I'm in.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on March 05, 2021, 11:45:54 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on March 05, 2021, 10:04:49 PM

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I am really over my current corporate job; not corporate life because I do like element of my job, just the current role. I got tasked a project by my boss that I feel is destined to fail; my counterparts in the US office who took on a similar project said it was incredibly difficult and the end result was a shit show. I in the past I power my way through my unpleasant projects in the past, but I feel nothing for the role and the contribution I am making. Been applying for a couple of roles during my break and during the evenings.

[close]

Sitting in a similar position... Problem is, I can solve the problem if only the fuckers in power gave me access to one specific account...which they won't...

Anyway... beats being outside.

[close]

Feel ya, I like the pay check and the work-life balance it affords, but I'm spinning my wheels here. I would have been OK to milk it out for a few months but the project I got assigned to is a big bummer; but good in a way that it showed me this is not what I want to do.

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Well, good luck, bro!

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What is it exactly that you guys do if you feel comfortable sharing? Where'd you go to school and what for?

I get self-conscious about the fact that I live with my mom. I wish I didn't care but I think it really effects my self-worth, not to mention my prospects with actually finding a woman that can stand me. I'm saving money right now but I enjoy looking at listings on Craigslist and similar sites. Anyone else like doing that? Anyway, this is another post about trying to be better in the skin that I'm in.

I got my degree in psychology and I work in tech, unfortunately the more boring part, not the booming ones like cloud, security, AI, ML etc. I won't complain that my domain expertise gave me a decently comfortable life, but it's the current role I'm in that is making me feel like I'm running in place. I'd be happier out in the field doing sales (pre-sales specifically), even though the stress is higher (sales targets) I feel more connected to actually solving a customer problem.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 06, 2021, 10:52:24 AM

Education in Sweden is free so that's how I got my degree. Also they pretty much bailed my life out by financing four detoxes+rehab stints. I work for a mutal fund company.

I've been a tearing element to Swedish society for a long ass time. Now, I do repay by being taxed out off the ass.

Whatever you feel about yourself, L33t, you're still way better than I:ve been for most of my life. The things you do are legit. You'll be fine, even though it feels like shit never ends.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on March 09, 2021, 08:17:31 PM

Quote from: 2th on March 09, 2021, 08:14:33 PM

divorce sucks

It’s definitely not fun, I finally got mine done last month and I was fortunate enough to get it quick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on March 09, 2021, 10:17:32 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on March 06, 2021, 10:52:24 AM

Education in Sweden is free so that's how I got my degree. Also they pretty much bailed my life out by financing four detoxes+rehab stints. I work for a mutal fund company.

I've been a tearing element to Swedish society for a long ass time. Now, I do repay by being taxed out off the ass.

Whatever you feel about yourself, L33t, you're still way better than I:ve been for most of my life. The things you do are legit. You'll be fine, even though it feels like shit never ends.

Brother don’t be down cause you got helped out by the system or whatever. I believe in the concept of the welfare state and there’s nothing wrong with accepting help when you need it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 09, 2021, 10:42:59 PM

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Education in Sweden is free so that's how I got my degree. Also they pretty much bailed my life out by financing four detoxes+rehab stints. I work for a mutal fund company.

I've been a tearing element to Swedish society for a long ass time. Now, I do repay by being taxed out off the ass.

Whatever you feel about yourself, L33t, you're still way better than I:ve been for most of my life. The things you do are legit. You'll be fine, even though it feels like shit never ends.

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Brother don’t be down cause you got helped out by the system or whatever. I believe in the concept of the welfare state and there’s nothing wrong with accepting help when you need it

Thanks, man. Really helped to read this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on March 11, 2021, 10:31:08 AM

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Education in Sweden is free so that's how I got my degree. Also they pretty much bailed my life out by financing four detoxes+rehab stints. I work for a mutal fund company.

I've been a tearing element to Swedish society for a long ass time. Now, I do repay by being taxed out off the ass.

Whatever you feel about yourself, L33t, you're still way better than I:ve been for most of my life. The things you do are legit. You'll be fine, even though it feels like shit never ends.

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Brother don’t be down cause you got helped out by the system or whatever. I believe in the concept of the welfare state and there’s nothing wrong with accepting help when you need it

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Thanks, man. Really helped to read this.

I was able to afford to go to University in my country because of government grants/allowances. It's not free anymore, unfortunately, but it was 10 years ago. If I were in another country I likely wouldn't have been able to go to college and have the life I now have.

Governments are there to help the people with things they can't otherwise do. Always remember, they work for us, not the other way around.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lazer69 on March 23, 2021, 01:14:32 PM

I'm from Chicago area, lived in the city for 4 years then moved to Nice part of LA. However im somewhat depressed bc I been struggling to find a good job. I have 2 friends.. One is older and married, skate/beers once a week, and he's likely moving somewhere else in near future. The other doesnt care about anything but skating, and is pretty transactional. Says hes down to skate whatever, but in reality just wants to go places that are convenient for him, and basically just buys me a burrito and then expects me to give him rides when we aint even in the same area. Neither of us have hit each other up in weeks.

It seems like a lot of successful people around this part and I'm not one of them. I just love hiking in the mountains, amazing weather, and skatespots, but thats pretty much it. Dont really have anything going for me, its like a vacation ive overstayed, and like groundhog day. But thinking to move back to Chicago. Parents are there and getting older and lifes just easier there. Also my brother lives in Austin, I've never been but I'm visiting next week.

At this point I think I just quit apply for jobs here, and focus on Chicago or possibly Austin
Had a gig job since Sept and used to make me decent money, quickly turned unreliable, and basically unemployed getting like $400 from unemployment. I dont want to live here and work a BS job a 18 year old or anybody with a pulse could get. Even with a degree a well paying white collar job is hard to get. Im just tired and sort of stopped trying, worried I'm going to be underemployed forever. If thats the case I think I'd be happiest having some whatever remote job getting American minimum wage and live in Bulgaria where I was born, have some family. I'd have a currency exchange advantage, and travel around to other places in and spend time in south east asia and the such.

Lost optimism awhile ago. Tired of everything

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nevrwasben on March 24, 2021, 10:39:58 AM

Quote from: lazer69 on March 23, 2021, 01:14:32 PM

I'm from Chicago area, lived in the city for 4 years then moved to Nice part of LA. However im somewhat depressed bc I been struggling to find a good job. I have 2 friends.. One is older and married, skate/beers once a week, and he's likely moving somewhere else in near future. The other doesnt care about anything but skating, and is pretty transactional. Says hes down to skate whatever, but in reality just wants to go places that are convenient for him, and basically just buys me a burrito and then expects me to give him rides when we aint even in the same area. Neither of us have hit each other up in weeks.

It seems like a lot of successful people around this part and I'm not one of them. I just love hiking in the mountains, amazing weather, and skatespots, but thats pretty much it. Dont really have anything going for me, its like a vacation ive overstayed, and like groundhog day. But thinking to move back to Chicago. Parents are there and getting older and lifes just easier there. Also my brother lives in Austin, I've never been but I'm visiting next week.

At this point I think I just quit apply for jobs here, and focus on Chicago or possibly Austin
Had a gig job since Sept and used to make me decent money, quickly turned unreliable, and basically unemployed getting like $400 from unemployment. I dont want to live here and work a BS job a 18 year old or anybody with a pulse could get. Even with a degree a well paying white collar job is hard to get. Im just tired and sort of stopped trying, worried I'm going to be underemployed forever. If thats the case I think I'd be happiest having some whatever remote job getting American minimum wage and live in Bulgaria where I was born, have some family. I'd have a currency exchange advantage, and travel around to other places in and spend time in south east asia and the such.

Lost optimism awhile ago. Tired of everything

What’s your field of business?
Have you tried networking here on SLAP for your industry?
What’s your timeline for exit?
Are you completely over the idea of living here or would consider staying if you found a decent job?
If I can be of any assistance (apparel industry), I’d gladly do so...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on March 26, 2021, 09:53:08 PM

i j.o. to the same chick almost every time .. like non porn watching mind material

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on March 27, 2021, 12:54:56 PM

Quote from: straight on March 26, 2021, 09:53:08 PM

i j.o. to the same chick almost every time .. like non porn watching mind material

Just a woman you know irl, is it?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on March 27, 2021, 01:27:28 PM

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i j.o. to the same chick almost every time .. like non porn watching mind material

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Just a woman you know irl, is it?

yep

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on March 27, 2021, 01:40:29 PM

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i j.o. to the same chick almost every time .. like non porn watching mind material

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Just a woman you know irl, is it?

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yep

...nice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Lou Strux on March 27, 2021, 09:31:14 PM

Ok, so maybe this doesn’t count as a real confession, but...
I pretty much always do some kind of cut-up job on my grip. No biggie, I know. Lots of people like to take a razor to their grip.
But here’s where the confess comes in.
I spend an inordinate amount of time making it look like I didn’t give a shit about how my grip tape turned out, but that action is actually very carefully considered & there’s honestly no way for me to keep pretending that I’m not just trying to remake some facsimile of what Neil Blender, Lance Mountain, or Jeff Phillips did nearly 40 years ago & still keep my head held high.
I’m glad I could get that off of my chesticles in a private/public forum.
I am a farce. At least as far as grip goes.
Ashamed but still alive.
Humbly yours,
-Louis Struxworth III
Judge not & Shalom.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on March 27, 2021, 10:16:31 PM

so metaphorically cumming on your own grip . you sick fuck

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on March 28, 2021, 09:59:35 AM

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i j.o. to the same chick almost every time .. like non porn watching mind material

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Just a woman you know irl, is it?

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yep

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...nice.

Don’t do that man, wanks are for fantasy let me help you I love pornos
You are walking the wrong path, mate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on March 28, 2021, 11:10:34 AM

Back in my days of jerking off (two weeks ago) I was doing the same.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on March 28, 2021, 04:40:44 PM

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i j.o. to the same chick almost every time .. like non porn watching mind material

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Just a woman you know irl, is it?

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yep

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...nice.

that’s fine, I’ve gone through stages of doing the same, I think I even ended up telling said person which was a real life “real confessions”

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on March 28, 2021, 09:23:06 PM

Holy shit that’s hectic as, how’d that convo go down?
Do you still speak to them or nah

Are you guys geeing me up or what haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on March 29, 2021, 02:12:03 PM

I don't know what that means Matty, but yes, I think we are geeing you up.

Nothing wrong at all with jacking off to the idea of someone you know in real life. What is wrong is that I still catch myself thinking about people I had sex with when I was like 20 and thinking "Heh, I'd love to go back and have sex with them with what I know now! I would have blown her mind..."

If anything, it's impressive to be able to do it without porn or visual stimulation. It's not impossible for me but it is a challenge.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on March 29, 2021, 04:41:00 PM

Quote from: matty_c on March 28, 2021, 09:23:06 PM

Holy shit that’s hectic as, how’d that convo go down?
Do you still speak to them or nah

Are you guys geeing me up or what haha

nah mate, I picked my timing well and she was kinda down for the fact, it actually lead to a few things down the road. I'm still able to speak to her, but I'm a married man these days so not really a path I want to pursue ...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on March 30, 2021, 05:04:37 AM

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Holy shit that’s hectic as, how’d that convo go down?
Do you still speak to them or nah

Are you guys geeing me up or what haha

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nah mate, I picked my timing well and she was kinda down for the fact, it actually lead to a few things down the road. I'm still able to speak to her, but I'm a married man these days so not really a path I want to pursue ...

I’ve admitted it before, but not until after we’d hooked up and I was pretty drunk and probably trying to get laid again.

Never had it turn out bad, but with the exception of my now wife, I’ve don’t talk to anyone I’ve told it too.

Also, getting to beat cheeks on the regular to someone you’ve mixed a batch too is pretty sweet.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on March 30, 2021, 06:46:12 AM

Ahh can we get some stories where this hasn't worked out? It's egging me on to tell my buddy. To cut the story short I already slept with her a few times years ago and we're still good friends but i've always wanted to go there again. I got the vibe she was keen again too but even though we're somewhat non monogamous we were both with partners for a long time and playing it safe I guess. Being cheeky is fun but fuck i'd rather not make things awkward ha.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on March 30, 2021, 10:48:40 AM

Well I definitely wouldn't go straight for, "I think about you when I pull myself". It'd be better to say something like, "I still think about when we got together before, that was a lot of fun."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on March 31, 2021, 02:38:22 AM

Yeah nah nah I mean I’m not gonna lie about it but I don’t think I ever told them but that would be going back to school times, idk I just smash like the same pornos and occasionally new ones
Sometimes on drugs I would go down a rabbit hole of those thumbnail gifs, I tried to analyse that shit before and I don’t even know was it just like the idea of a good wank I was getting off on who the fuck knows
Just drugs man lmao

Fuck man I’ve had like four screens going before just crook as Joey Diaz type shit

Yeah for sure you’d have to be there case by case basis type shit for sure but yeah you wouldn’t wanna stuff it up ahaha people might talk

I guess I am just trying to say I’m not in the position to judge a fellow pervert

I don’t wank like that anymore ay it was a bad period that’s all

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on March 31, 2021, 05:08:31 AM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on March 30, 2021, 10:48:40 AM

Well I definitely wouldn't go straight for, "I think about you when I pull myself". It'd be better to say something like, "I still think about when we got together before, that was a lot of fun."

100% you can’t be too blunt about it, or blurt it out. It can get hella creepy real quick, so proceed with caution and don’t drop that shit outta the blue. I’d highly advise against y’all having a conversation about some random shit like the homeless problem, and be like I saw a homeless dude cranking down on the bus and it reminded me to tell you that I’ve definitely beat my shit to you.

It’s way easier to drop that shit when y’all are talking nasty over text or making out or some shit.

Just my two cents.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Eric Dolphy on April 01, 2021, 04:35:14 AM

Sometimes I'll be watching porn and just start thinking about my ex I'm still in love with, then that's more of a turn on than the porn and I'll just finish to her memory. I feel like I might have told her at some point but i can't remember when. Definitely told her I'm still attracted to her.

So recently she asked to catch up to talk about "feelings" and say basically she isn't over me either and wants to try again. I told her i need to think about it. It's messed up, in my head i thought I still wanted to get back with her, until it was a realistic option. We were on and off for about eight years, and have been apart for two years. Suddenly I realised that I might have actually finally moved on. I'm going back to study in July and i just don't trust that the same issues won't come back up, that she gets in her head, can't communicate, and just runs out on me. I can't risk it. As much as I care about her, i have to do what's best for me. She's left me broken and fucked up a few times now.
I had been avoiding having this chat because it's hard, saying no to something I've wanted for so long. Anyway a few days ago she came over and wants to talk again but I'm not ready. Things start to happen and I don't want to sleep with her then tell her it's not going to work, so I lay it all out for her, total honesty. She says she understands, and still wants to stay to have sex. The sex is great. She leaves afterwards and the next morning my head is all fucked up and confused again.

This was just meant to be a "yeah i still beat it to the memory of an ex too" post but turned into a real confession. Good to get it out tho

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on April 01, 2021, 05:41:14 AM

Quote from: TracersOnlyfans on April 01, 2021, 04:35:14 AM

Sometimes I'll be watching porn and just start thinking about my ex I'm still in love with, then that's more of a turn on than the porn and I'll just finish to her memory. I feel like I might have told her at some point but i can't remember when. Definitely told her I'm still attracted to her.

So recently she asked to catch up to talk about "feelings" and say basically she isn't over me either and wants to try again. I told her i need to think about it. It's messed up, in my head i thought I still wanted to get back with her, until it was a realistic option. We were on and off for about eight years, and have been apart for two years. Suddenly I realised that I might have actually finally moved on. I'm going back to study in July and i just don't trust that the same issues won't come back up, that she gets in her head, can't communicate, and just runs out on me. I can't risk it. As much as I care about her, i have to do what's best for me. She's left me broken and fucked up a few times now.
I had been avoiding having this chat because it's hard, saying no to something I've wanted for so long. Anyway a few days ago she came over and wants to talk again but I'm not ready. Things start to happen and I don't want to sleep with her then tell her it's not going to work, so I lay it all out for her, total honesty. She says she understands, and still wants to stay to have sex. The sex is great. She leaves afterwards and the next morning my head is all fucked up and confused again.

This was just meant to be a "yeah i still beat it to the memory of an ex too" post but turned into a real confession. Good to get it out tho

Good luck, bro...

But yeah... the whole banging-the-ex is for sure a thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on April 01, 2021, 06:25:16 AM

Hey Tracers i've been in the same situation before. I regret dragging it out as long as I did but as the months went by I eventually became really proud of my decision to let go. You already know it won't really be worth your time. Hang in there..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Madam, I'm Adam on April 03, 2021, 07:41:05 PM

Quote from: matty_c on February 16, 2021, 01:50:42 AM

I legit spent a dece chunk of my 20’s bumming around alternating between dole and Austudy and selling drugs and had a great time, always got wasted and stuff, always had cash to do whatevs
When I started apprenticeship cunts that I’d been friends and skated with for years started talking shit and calling me a greedy cunt and saying I was all about money. Like I’m even rich cunt

but I think it really was because I just started saying man you wanna sit at mine or go skating and you wanna drink half my carton and bum half my smokes or whatever well that will cost you this and if you’ve not got coin to chuck in then you can have a glass of water and dumpers from the ashtray.

At the time I was getting fucking destroyed as an apprentice, I mean it was deadset hard work and it made me think nah cunt I work hard for this coin it’s fucking mine mate

It was a different concept to me versus when it just lands in your hand from doing suss shit

I have this other group of friends guys I’ve known since primary and early high school, they all stopped skating in high school. Good blokes mostly tradies too but just like, solid people that I enjoy being around. But still proper loose units that love the sesh
Just able to back it up at work

I have a couple of mates that still skate and work different circle of friends and we meet up it’s good times but yeah just the amount of bitching went on from certain people when I started ‘doing well’ and I wanna say I was a fucking apprentice still at this stage. Doing well is subjective I only had a bit of coin cause I was doing cashies after work etc, literally working my arse of

Just the straight vitriol I copped from some cunts, found out about second hand kinda shocked me I mean nobody said shit to my face so maybe that’s on me, if someone can’t say something to your face why care right. I harbour some rage about this and it’s mostly cause I couldn’t even get no satisfaction, it’s like man you wanna talk shit come meet up...crickets

but just speaking generally here, there’s cunts that will just hate on absolutely anything. And you just can’t listen to them or even entertain their suggestions. Much less associate with them
They gonna fuck you up fam

People like that just want you to be a loser like them so they feel better about their situation

It’s rough but for everyone on here never be afraid or feel bad cutting out people that have no value. You can’t save em all and life’s fucking hard man can’t be wasting time on stupid shit you gotta do you

You’re only as smart as your dumbest mate
And also,

May the bridges you burn light your way

Dude that’s off 90210 luke perry said that shit, classic

Hell yeah matty, randomly got taken to this page and saw your post and it’s good stuff

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: aliexpress on April 07, 2021, 08:12:53 PM

Been sober (mostly) for a year and a half now. I still think about getting drunk all the time. I've never been the kind of drunk that was super angry or exploded or anything, I was always an imploder, destroying myself and my life from the inside out. I used to walk dogs and one time one of the leashes broke and the dog ran into traffic and died. I hate to admit it, but it really fucked me up for a while. Things started getting worse after that and I started doing coke even though I really hate coke and it isn't fun for me. It was just getting offered to me all the time and I was down to do whatever to escape. Things started getting out of hand, and after a bad breakup I got fed up and just quit everything. Even smoking. Fuck I miss cigarettes lol.

Anyway, been feeling lately like maybe I want to do some mushrooms again this summer sometime. Does anyone have any experience with doing psychedelics while you're sober and not relapsing? Or is that just a risk I have to be willing to take?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on April 07, 2021, 08:25:33 PM

Quote from: aliexpress on April 07, 2021, 08:12:53 PM

Been sober (mostly) for a year and a half now. I still think about getting drunk all the time. I've never been the kind of drunk that was super angry or exploded or anything, I was always an imploder, destroying myself and my life from the inside out. I used to walk dogs and one time one of the leashes broke and the dog ran into traffic and died. I hate to admit it, but it really fucked me up for a while. Things started getting worse after that and I started doing coke even though I really hate coke and it isn't fun for me. It was just getting offered to me all the time and I was down to do whatever to escape. Things started getting out of hand, and after a bad breakup I got fed up and just quit everything. Even smoking. Fuck I miss cigarettes lol.

Anyway, been feeling lately like maybe I want to do some mushrooms again this summer sometime. Does anyone have any experience with doing psychedelics while you're sober and not relapsing? Or is that just a risk I have to be willing to take?

Been sober for five years, few pieces of advice.

If you quit everything at once, you will set yourself up for disappointment.

First things first - don’t minimize your trauma, anything and everything could be a catalyst for a behavior. That sucks you had to deal with losing a pup in front of you.

Also.... Smoke a cigarette and cut yourself some fucking slack.

With mushrooms specifically, start small. Just half a gram and ease your way into it and go up from there.

Smaller doses of psychedelics, microdosing to recreational levels actually help to fight addiction and reduce urges regardless of your habit.

For as long as I’ve been sober I’ve had dreams and fears and urges about drinking/relapsing. But, that shit is fleeting. Take stock in what you’ve gained since you quit and became sober.

One last thing, and some of the most sage advice I’ve ever been given: ROME DIDN’T FALL IN A DAY... THAT SHIT WAS FUCKING CONQUERED.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: aliexpress on April 08, 2021, 07:06:02 AM

Quote from: Freelancevagrant on April 07, 2021, 08:25:33 PM

Been sober for five years, few pieces of advice.

If you quit everything at once, you will set yourself up for disappointment.

First things first - don’t minimize your trauma, anything and everything could be a catalyst for a behavior. That sucks you had to deal with losing a pup in front of you.

Also.... Smoke a cigarette and cut yourself some fucking slack.

With mushrooms specifically, start small. Just half a gram and ease your way into it and go up from there.

Smaller doses of psychedelics, microdosing to recreational levels actually help to fight addiction and reduce urges regardless of your habit.

For as long as I’ve been sober I’ve had dreams and fears and urges about drinking/relapsing. But, that shit is fleeting. Take stock in what you’ve gained since you quit and became sober.

One last thing, and some of the most sage advice I’ve ever been given: ROME DIDN’T FALL IN A DAY... THAT SHIT WAS FUCKING CONQUERED.

Thanks man. Good advice.

I guess my problem is that I link mushrooms to partying because I always used to be drinking when I did them. So I guess I'm worried that I'll start doing mushrooms again and it'll gateway me into drinking. But I've heard good things about microdosing so I might give it a try when it gets nicer out and I can just get lost in the forest all day

Anyone have experience with ADHD & shrooms? Pros and cons? Haven't been diagnosed yet but all signs have pointed to yes since I was a kid.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on April 08, 2021, 07:22:41 AM

Quote from: aliexpress on April 08, 2021, 07:06:02 AM

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Been sober for five years, few pieces of advice.

If you quit everything at once, you will set yourself up for disappointment.

First things first - don’t minimize your trauma, anything and everything could be a catalyst for a behavior. That sucks you had to deal with losing a pup in front of you.

Also.... Smoke a cigarette and cut yourself some fucking slack.

With mushrooms specifically, start small. Just half a gram and ease your way into it and go up from there.

Smaller doses of psychedelics, microdosing to recreational levels actually help to fight addiction and reduce urges regardless of your habit.

For as long as I’ve been sober I’ve had dreams and fears and urges about drinking/relapsing. But, that shit is fleeting. Take stock in what you’ve gained since you quit and became sober.

One last thing, and some of the most sage advice I’ve ever been given: ROME DIDN’T FALL IN A DAY... THAT SHIT WAS FUCKING CONQUERED.

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Thanks man. Good advice.

I guess my problem is that I link mushrooms to partying because I always used to be drinking when I did them. So I guess I'm worried that I'll start doing mushrooms again and it'll gateway me into drinking. But I've heard good things about microdosing so I might give it a try when it gets nicer out and I can just get lost in the forest all day

Anyone have experience with ADHD & shrooms? Pros and cons? Haven't been diagnosed yet but all signs have pointed to yes since I was a kid.

Happy to help dude. I understand the fear, but you gotta remember you’re doing it for different reasons now. You’re doing it for self improvement and not to go to another dimension.

Also I have pretty severe ADHD, and take meds for em daily. I have heard realllllly promising things about microdosing for it, but I can’t vouch from experience. But in all honesty it’s worth trying for a month or so and monitor how it affects your day to day life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on April 08, 2021, 07:58:33 PM

Quote from: aliexpress on April 07, 2021, 08:12:53 PM

Been sober (mostly) for a year and a half now. I still think about getting drunk all the time. I've never been the kind of drunk that was super angry or exploded or anything, I was always an imploder, destroying myself and my life from the inside out. I used to walk dogs and one time one of the leashes broke and the dog ran into traffic and died. I hate to admit it, but it really fucked me up for a while. Things started getting worse after that and I started doing coke even though I really hate coke and it isn't fun for me. It was just getting offered to me all the time and I was down to do whatever to escape. Things started getting out of hand, and after a bad breakup I got fed up and just quit everything. Even smoking. Fuck I miss cigarettes lol.

Anyway, been feeling lately like maybe I want to do some mushrooms again this summer sometime. Does anyone have any experience with doing psychedelics while you're sober and not relapsing? Or is that just a risk I have to be willing to take?

heyo. been sober off alcohol going on 6 years. I stopped drinking because I figured it would help quell a rising storm of poly substance misuse. It didn't for the first couple years anyways,  but in the long run it's probably the reason I'm alive, not using narcotics, have stayed out of trouble, and am healthy. I will forever credit an early on DMT experience with helping me stay off the sauce at a critical juncture.

Now, I use the herb and psychedelics. While I have partied with psychedelics I see them as a tool, or rather a place from which to reset the mind, patterns, and behaviors. For me, a big old trip will trounce any desire to take drugs, perhaps because it leads to a sense of fulfillment that drugs don't. Maybe because it helps remind me why I don't take drugs, that life is my beautiful experience to unfold within.

I used to ALWAYS drink beer while eating shrooms. I mean I drank beer whenever, but beer and boomers went hand in hand. post booze tripping required a paradigm shift in that I needed to prepare differently and let those I was going to be with know what I needed. It's helpful to be with those who respect you and understand what you're trying to do. If they don't or can't, they're not worth kicking it with.

About that paradigm shift- what are you trying to do with the boomers? Are you trying to reset? reach a spiritual plane? Get out of the rat race for a few hours and bug out? I think it's important to set an intention about what you're looking for and trying to do. Such intentionality may help you stay sober.

you don't have to gobble down a whole 8th either, man. I mean you can and will be fine, but half an 8th is cool to start with and a redose can be nice a few hours in if needed. That took me years to learn!!!

you ask about microdosing and I can speak a bit as I began that journey a few months back. First, I will say that I am enjoying and benefiting from it. My focus is increased, especially on microdose days- There will be periods on those days with a level of resounding clarity, a meditative state of awareness while also engaged in multiple tasks. Jokingly but no so jokingly it's like drinking some nectar of the gods coffee at times. It's pretty sweet. Not high, not trippy, just more fun and interesting. On off days, I feel fine, perhaps in a better mood but can't quantify it in any way. I have a fairly heightened sense of smell but since I began microdosing, it's amplified. Artificial or "poison" smells and tastes are awful. Perfume, cigarettes, too much sugar, etc are a no go.

Also, if you're going to microdose, try to do it properly. Weight your mushrooms, grind them up and capsule them. It's nice to have a consistent dose as it leaves out room for doubting efficacy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on April 09, 2021, 11:37:51 AM

i used a GZA lyric on my SATs

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: aliexpress on April 09, 2021, 04:37:53 PM

Quote from: IusedToSkateMore on April 08, 2021, 07:58:33 PM

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Been sober (mostly) for a year and a half now. I still think about getting drunk all the time. I've never been the kind of drunk that was super angry or exploded or anything, I was always an imploder, destroying myself and my life from the inside out. I used to walk dogs and one time one of the leashes broke and the dog ran into traffic and died. I hate to admit it, but it really fucked me up for a while. Things started getting worse after that and I started doing coke even though I really hate coke and it isn't fun for me. It was just getting offered to me all the time and I was down to do whatever to escape. Things started getting out of hand, and after a bad breakup I got fed up and just quit everything. Even smoking. Fuck I miss cigarettes lol.

Anyway, been feeling lately like maybe I want to do some mushrooms again this summer sometime. Does anyone have any experience with doing psychedelics while you're sober and not relapsing? Or is that just a risk I have to be willing to take?

[close]

heyo. been sober off alcohol going on 6 years. I stopped drinking because I figured it would help quell a rising storm of poly substance misuse. It didn't for the first couple years anyways,  but in the long run it's probably the reason I'm alive, not using narcotics, have stayed out of trouble, and am healthy. I will forever credit an early on DMT experience with helping me stay off the sauce at a critical juncture.

Now, I use the herb and psychedelics. While I have partied with psychedelics I see them as a tool, or rather a place from which to reset the mind, patterns, and behaviors. For me, a big old trip will trounce any desire to take drugs, perhaps because it leads to a sense of fulfillment that drugs don't. Maybe because it helps remind me why I don't take drugs, that life is my beautiful experience to unfold within.

I used to ALWAYS drink beer while eating shrooms. I mean I drank beer whenever, but beer and boomers went hand in hand. post booze tripping required a paradigm shift in that I needed to prepare differently and let those I was going to be with know what I needed. It's helpful to be with those who respect you and understand what you're trying to do. If they don't or can't, they're not worth kicking it with.

About that paradigm shift- what are you trying to do with the boomers? Are you trying to reset? reach a spiritual plane? Get out of the rat race for a few hours and bug out? I think it's important to set an intention about what you're looking for and trying to do. Such intentionality may help you stay sober.

you don't have to gobble down a whole 8th either, man. I mean you can and will be fine, but half an 8th is cool to start with and a redose can be nice a few hours in if needed. That took me years to learn!!!

you ask about microdosing and I can speak a bit as I began that journey a few months back. First, I will say that I am enjoying and benefiting from it. My focus is increased, especially on microdose days- There will be periods on those days with a level of resounding clarity, a meditative state of awareness while also engaged in multiple tasks. Jokingly but no so jokingly it's like drinking some nectar of the gods coffee at times. It's pretty sweet. Not high, not trippy, just more fun and interesting. On off days, I feel fine, perhaps in a better mood but can't quantify it in any way. I have a fairly heightened sense of smell but since I began microdosing, it's amplified. Artificial or "poison" smells and tastes are awful. Perfume, cigarettes, too much sugar, etc are a no go.

Also, if you're going to microdose, try to do it properly. Weight your mushrooms, grind them up and capsule them. It's nice to have a consistent dose as it leaves out room for doubting efficacy.

Attention setting is a good note. So is the measuring out the shrooms part. Thanks for the advice dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on April 13, 2021, 06:25:11 AM

I don't think I'm in love with my partner anymore, I don't want to call it quits but it seems like she's growing apart from me and I wouldn't mind the time apart to reconvene and collect myself.

I admit and am jealous of you single dude's out there. Marriage or in a thick as thieves relationship can be a drag.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on April 14, 2021, 10:53:00 PM

Quote from: El Fapinator on April 13, 2021, 06:25:11 AM

I don't think I'm in love with my partner anymore, I don't want to call it quits but it seems like she's growing apart from me and I wouldn't mind the time apart to reconvene and collect myself.

I admit and am jealous of you single dude's out there. Marriage or in a thick as thieves relationship can be a drag.

Man don’t just go and do this because I am still dealing with my shit five years later and still unsure if I made the right decision but yeah I focused an otherwise good relationship cause her family owed me over 20k
One way to look at it is that’s all she was worth
Other way to see it is that it just tuned me bitter and fucked my head up. You gotta do you brother

Anyway I went back to peppers last night to see mates and no fucking shit my Columbian queen was at Woolworths I mean the one I burped on ages ago from my same floor I used to live in and it was just like I had nothing to lose so I didn’t bitch it and go quiet and we had mad chats outside and in lift

No fucking shit she looks like Adria rae but with accent and she loves my dog it’s about time I had a win cunt
We’re gonna hang out soon I need this

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on April 15, 2021, 07:06:03 AM

I was drunk talking skating and kept calling Dylan Rieder Dylan Gravis and couldn’t remember his real name for the life of me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on April 15, 2021, 11:31:47 AM

Quote from: matty_c on April 14, 2021, 10:53:00 PM

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I don't think I'm in love with my partner anymore, I don't want to call it quits but it seems like she's growing apart from me and I wouldn't mind the time apart to reconvene and collect myself.

I admit and am jealous of you single dude's out there. Marriage or in a thick as thieves relationship can be a drag.

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Man don’t just go and do this because I am still dealing with my shit five years later and still unsure if I made the right decision but yeah I focused an otherwise good relationship cause her family owed me over 20k
One way to look at it is that’s all she was worth
Other way to see it is that it just tuned me bitter and fucked my head up. You gotta do you brother

Anyway I went back to peppers last night to see mates and no fucking shit my Columbian queen was at Woolworths I mean the one I burped on ages ago from my same floor I used to live in and it was just like I had nothing to lose so I didn’t bitch it and go quiet and we had mad chats outside and in lift

No fucking shit she looks like Adria rae but with accent and she loves my dog it’s about time I had a win cunt
We’re gonna hang out soon I need this

Soooo did you get her deets or what?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on April 17, 2021, 06:25:40 PM

Quote from: matty_c on April 14, 2021, 10:53:00 PM

Quote from: El Fapinator on April 13, 2021, 06:25:11 AM

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I don't think I'm in love with my partner anymore, I don't want to call it quits but it seems like she's growing apart from me and I wouldn't mind the time apart to reconvene and collect myself.

I admit and am jealous of you single dude's out there. Marriage or in a thick as thieves relationship can be a drag.

[close]

Man don’t just go and do this because I am still dealing with my shit five years later and still unsure if I made the right decision but yeah I focused an otherwise good relationship cause her family owed me over 20k
One way to look at it is that’s all she was worth
Other way to see it is that it just tuned me bitter and fucked my head up. You gotta do you brother

Anyway I went back to peppers last night to see mates and no fucking shit my Columbian queen was at Woolworths I mean the one I burped on ages ago from my same floor I used to live in and it was just like I had nothing to lose so I didn’t bitch it and go quiet and we had mad chats outside and in lift

No fucking shit she looks like Adria rae but with accent and she loves my dog it’s about time I had a win cunt
We’re gonna hang out soon I need this

fuckin get it matty, hold the burps maaaate

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bigbevev on April 17, 2021, 07:52:17 PM

Lately, everything seems very bland. I got some energy to skate the other day with some of the loval shop boys, did a trick that felt great but when i saw it i was really sad at how it looked.

On another (but similar) note, I have adhd and though im 26, I still dont know what I want in life. I recently got accepted into a well-paying union, but Ive never been good at working construction, to the point that everybody ive ever worked with thinks that im dumb, which im not. I feel like i have self image issues, and don’t know where to begin. Even now I see my adhd in that I’ve started talking about many things in this post, but never finished any of them in their entirety.  Ive got many tickets, mo health insurance, arthritic hands in my young age, a drug problem, a nasty cigarette habit, and everything just seems insurmountable.

/vent

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on April 17, 2021, 08:44:04 PM

Ahh we were gonna do something this weekend but I been busy but yeah been texting all g
I’m not drinking with her though haha I’m gonna keep it chill
Cheers boys

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on April 19, 2021, 09:13:10 AM

I leave old keys that I don’t need anymore on my keychain just so it looks to the outside observer like I have a lot of shit locked up somewhere.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on April 19, 2021, 02:46:07 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on April 19, 2021, 09:13:10 AM

I leave old keys that I don’t need anymore on my keychain just so it looks to the outside observer like I have a lot of shit locked up somewhere.

hahaha same!
One of them is the key to my parents place back in Aus and even though they’ve sold it and since moved along, it’s a way to still be connected to that place

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on April 19, 2021, 03:45:58 PM

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Dz2IrS6AlzA

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: johnes on April 22, 2021, 07:42:09 AM

I think I want to get divorced and I hate myself for thinking that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on April 22, 2021, 10:58:53 AM

Quote from: johnes on April 22, 2021, 07:42:09 AM

I think I want to get divorced and I hate myself for thinking that.

I’m so sorry to hear that. Marriage is very important to me but it takes a lot of commitment. I’ve been married going on 18 years this June and I have two wonderful children. I happen to love and like my wife. If you love your wife (which clearly you do) then ask yourself what you don’t like about her. Can the dynamic be changed? You get the idea. Don’t be so hard on yourself or her. She’s your partner. She may be feeling the same way. If I didn’t respect your nose pick game I wouldn’t say anything. Best of luck...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on April 22, 2021, 11:04:05 AM

One of my single greatest joys in life is letting my dog in after letting him run outside to go the bathroom. He will go to his water bowl and his tail will slowly wag back and forth while he drinks and it literally means the fucking world to me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on April 30, 2021, 07:09:33 PM

My friend's grandfather may pass away soon and I know she wants to lean on me for support but i'm not really in a place of emotional stability to be that person at the moment. She has a lot of close friends but always seems to seek me out for support and I find it to be a bit suffocating/overwhelming.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on April 30, 2021, 08:40:14 PM

Quote from: Sila on April 30, 2021, 07:09:33 PM

My friend's grandfather may pass away soon and I know she wants to lean on me for support but i'm not really in a place of emotional stability to be that person at the moment. She has a lot of close friends but always seems to seek me out for support and I find it to be a bit suffocating/overwhelming.

That's a rough spot for you in some ways but good on you for holding a boundary. This dude im kind of friends with, but more of a like minded business associate i've worked with 2 or 3 times a year over the past 6 years, hit me up on Xmas while I was eating with my lady. I ignored the call and he texts me "bro my dad just died." I told him I couldn't talk at the moment but could call him later. I did call the next day but he didn't answer and i haven't heard from him since after reaching out a few times. Its a drag because he is a cool and reliable guy most of the time, but I couldn't support someone at that time

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lazer69 on April 30, 2021, 10:36:39 PM

I need to give on living in LA. Go back to real life

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on April 30, 2021, 11:48:51 PM

You gotta set boundaries everyone wants to help for sure but it’s like on a plane you gotta get your mask on first ay
I reckon everyone struggles with stuff

@Sila @pr1nce @AssMountain you lads on the goldy or what?
I’m in surfers for the next three months for work, I’d be keen to get on the bag with someone or even just go skating

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dr-Feelgood on May 01, 2021, 08:48:40 PM

Quote from: Freelancevagrant on April 22, 2021, 11:04:05 AM

One of my single greatest joys in life is letting my dog in after letting him run outside to go the bathroom. He will go to his water bowl and his tail will slowly wag back and forth while he drinks and it literally means the fucking world to me.

one of the best things about a dog/pet, the wholesome innocent joy they bring from doing the simple things

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on May 02, 2021, 03:20:17 PM

I’m a joke of a human being, everyone around me uses me for whatever they can get and it’s my fault for allowing them in my circle.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on May 03, 2021, 06:47:05 AM

Quote from: El Fapinator on May 02, 2021, 03:20:17 PM

I’m a joke of a human being, everyone around me uses me for whatever they can get and it’s my fault for allowing them in my circle.

Damn pal, sounds like you're down bad. We all feel stuck some times. I hope you can have a look at the people you know and maybe make a conscious effort to spend less time/energy on certain people and maybe reach out to other people whose company you enjoy and try and make some shifts in who you spend your time with. It's not always easy, especially as you get older, but trust me, it's part of life and you will thank yourself for it.

Might be a time to reach out to someone who you aren't particularly close with, but whose company you always enjoyed. They might reciprocate it and be happy to shake up their own routine.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on May 03, 2021, 08:24:59 AM

Quote from: Grind King Rims on May 03, 2021, 06:47:05 AM

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I’m a joke of a human being, everyone around me uses me for whatever they can get and it’s my fault for allowing them in my circle.

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Word thanks for your insight, I was having a bad night sometimes I just have to verbalize my feeling's.

Damn pal, sounds like you're down bad. We all feel stuck some times. I hope you can have a look at the people you know and maybe make a conscious effort to spend less time/energy on certain people and maybe reach out to other people whose company you enjoy and try and make some shifts in who you spend your time with. It's not always easy, especially as you get older, but trust me, it's part of life and you will thank yourself for it.

Might be a time to reach out to someone who you aren't particularly close with, but whose company you always enjoyed. They might reciprocate it and be happy to shake up their own routine.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sifter on May 07, 2021, 06:28:37 PM

Doctors recently told my old man he's had a massive heart attack within the last couple of years and will be hospitalized in 2 days. I harboured a lot of anger towards him and rarely got along, argued, even put my fists up (he's not a bad man).  Im now 31 and have been caring for him full time for the past couple years.  We really cleared the air and hugged shit out after the recent news and I'm so glad we got to have the moment.

I tried to overdose on 20x panadeine forte pills once. Binge drinking and pingers every weekend for years with only a handful of breaks nearly killed me for sure.  I'm not full sober but I only smoke weed now and drink once in a blue moon at a bday or gig.  A really intense Mushroom trip helped me stop the nonsense

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on May 11, 2021, 07:15:41 PM

Was interviewing for a new job and made it to the offer stage at a company I was really looking to work for. Good team, challenging work environment, grow sector in the IT industry. Got the offer letter and the pay package was a sizable decrease from my current check, essentially a 20% decrease. It is a sales job with a variable component, so while I understand the dip package, I didn't expect the drop to be as drastic. I replied the email with a counter offer to put me closer to my current package but we will see how that goes. Worst case it's back to spamming out resumes on Linkedin.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on May 11, 2021, 08:07:46 PM

Quote from: rocklobster on May 11, 2021, 07:15:41 PM

Was interviewing for a new job and made it to the offer stage at a company I was really looking to work for. Good team, challenging work environment, grow sector in the IT industry. Got the offer letter and the pay package was a sizable decrease from my current check, essentially a 20% decrease. It is a sales job with a variable component, so while I understand the dip package, I didn't expect the drop to be as drastic. I replied the email with a counter offer to put me closer to my current package but we will see how that goes. Worst case it's back to spamming out resumes on Linkedin.

I’ve been in sales 20 years in many different industries. If you want to explain more about what you are being offered I can probably tell you the pitfalls of the offer.

Also, do you know why the position is open? Most important question in a sales interview. Let me know and I can give you my seasoned opinion.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rocklobster on May 14, 2021, 06:13:38 AM

Quote from: GardenSkater77 on May 11, 2021, 08:07:46 PM

Quote from: rocklobster on May 11, 2021, 07:15:41 PM

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Was interviewing for a new job and made it to the offer stage at a company I was really looking to work for. Good team, challenging work environment, grow sector in the IT industry. Got the offer letter and the pay package was a sizable decrease from my current check, essentially a 20% decrease. It is a sales job with a variable component, so while I understand the dip package, I didn't expect the drop to be as drastic. I replied the email with a counter offer to put me closer to my current package but we will see how that goes. Worst case it's back to spamming out resumes on Linkedin.

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I’ve been in sales 20 years in many different industries. If you want to explain more about what you are being offered I can probably tell you the pitfalls of the offer.

Also, do you know why the position is open? Most important question in a sales interview. Let me know and I can give you my seasoned opinion.

I wanted to come back to this and say I landed the job with a pay package very close to my expectations. Big thanks to @GardenSkater77 for sharing his wisdom and experience.

Shalom.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on May 15, 2021, 08:33:09 AM

I’ve always been too intimidated by chess to ever seriously learn how to play it.  I know what some of the pieces do (ex. the horseys move in L’s) but the cost/reward of the mental exhaustion required to go from chess moron to actually beating someone just doesn’t seem worth it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: johnes on May 15, 2021, 11:25:57 AM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on May 15, 2021, 08:33:09 AM

I’ve always been too intimidated by chess to ever seriously learn how to play it.  I know what some of the pieces do (ex. the horseys move in L’s) but the cost/reward of the mental exhaustion required to go from chess moron to actually beating someone just doesn’t seem worth it.

You could download a chess app and play on an easy setting to learn. I personally have never found chess to be mentally exhausting.
I used to go play with my cousin, bring some beer and just hang out and play a few games. It’s probably beneficial for your brain to learn new things like playing chess.
Unless maybe you feel like losing would make you feel bad mentally?
I recently learned to play sudoku, but I still play on easy mode, I’ve done medium a couple times but it’s still fun and challenging on easy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on June 02, 2021, 09:20:37 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on May 15, 2021, 08:33:09 AM

I’ve always been too intimidated by chess to ever seriously learn how to play it.  I know what some of the pieces do (ex. the horseys move in L’s) but the cost/reward of the mental exhaustion required to go from chess moron to actually beating someone just doesn’t seem worth it.

get the chess.com app and play speed chess .. you’ll pick it up very quickly and learn how quick checkmate moves by having other people do it to you .. then, after the game you can fill the board and view it from their side and follow their moves from start to finish .. it’s pretty fun to checkmate people quickly

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on June 03, 2021, 10:52:05 AM

Quote from: straight on June 02, 2021, 09:20:37 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on May 15, 2021, 08:33:09 AM

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I’ve always been too intimidated by chess to ever seriously learn how to play it.  I know what some of the pieces do (ex. the horseys move in L’s) but the cost/reward of the mental exhaustion required to go from chess moron to actually beating someone just doesn’t seem worth it.

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get the chess.com app and play speed chess .. you’ll pick it up very quickly and learn how quick checkmate moves by having other people do it to you .. then, after the game you can fill the board and view it from their side and follow their moves from start to finish .. it’s pretty fun to checkmate people quickly

I tried learning. I know the moves, but I don't have the patience to learn how to be good at it.

Learning chess just taught me that I like games like uno and monopoly more. Bonehead games like that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on June 03, 2021, 09:49:22 PM

Quote from: JB on June 03, 2021, 10:52:05 AM

Quote from: straight on June 02, 2021, 09:20:37 PM

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Quote from: SneakySecrets on May 15, 2021, 08:33:09 AM

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I’ve always been too intimidated by chess to ever seriously learn how to play it.  I know what some of the pieces do (ex. the horseys move in L’s) but the cost/reward of the mental exhaustion required to go from chess moron to actually beating someone just doesn’t seem worth it.

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get the chess.com app and play speed chess .. you’ll pick it up very quickly and learn how quick checkmate moves by having other people do it to you .. then, after the game you can fill the board and view it from their side and follow their moves from start to finish .. it’s pretty fun to checkmate people quickly

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I tried learning. I know the moves, but I don't have the patience to learn how to be good at it.

Learning chess just taught me that I like games like uno and monopoly more. Bonehead games like that.

Uno is the shit

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on June 04, 2021, 07:33:34 AM

i love the new blair ep and i always have to cry when the part with these lyrics in by the c come on because they hit me very hard somehow:


I roll the dice for every choice
Roll with me, walk with me, everything's hard for me
I bite my tongue I hate my voice
hard to speak, hard to breath, when I bleed constantly
gotta call my mom hope shes good
hi mommy, I'm sorry, I'd like to speak eventually
take a step back could have been me who died last week

especially the last line when the whole part escalates in in "aaaaahhhhhhhs" on "whooooooooos" from everyone in the back. i don't know what it is, but it's crushing me down everytime. i miss my bros and friends from way back and i hope my mom is ok because i haven't been able to reach her for a week :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on June 09, 2021, 08:51:33 PM

Quote from: Frank on June 04, 2021, 07:33:34 AM

i love the new blair ep and i always have to cry when the part with these lyrics in by the c come on because they hit me very hard somehow:


I roll the dice for every choice
Roll with me, walk with me, everything's hard for me
I bite my tongue I hate my voice
hard to speak, hard to breath, when I bleed constantly
gotta call my mom hope shes good
hi mommy, I'm sorry, I'd like to speak eventually
take a step back could have been me who died last week

especially the last line when the whole part escalates in in "aaaaahhhhhhhs" on "whooooooooos" from everyone in the back. i don't know what it is, but it's crushing me down everytime. i miss my bros and friends from way back and i hope my mom is ok because i haven't been able to reach her for a week :(

Dude that sucks, is she normally hard to get a hold of?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on June 10, 2021, 12:28:22 AM

Quote from: DaleSr on June 09, 2021, 08:51:33 PM

Quote from: Frank on June 04, 2021, 07:33:34 AM

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i love the new blair ep and i always have to cry when the part with these lyrics in by the c come on because they hit me very hard somehow:


I roll the dice for every choice
Roll with me, walk with me, everything's hard for me
I bite my tongue I hate my voice
hard to speak, hard to breath, when I bleed constantly
gotta call my mom hope shes good
hi mommy, I'm sorry, I'd like to speak eventually
take a step back could have been me who died last week

especially the last line when the whole part escalates in in "aaaaahhhhhhhs" on "whooooooooos" from everyone in the back. i don't know what it is, but it's crushing me down everytime. i miss my bros and friends from way back and i hope my mom is ok because i haven't been able to reach her for a week :(

[close]

Dude that sucks, is she normally hard to get a hold of?

yeah man, i've talked to her since, but sometimes it takes a week or so. my parents are both old as hell. they haven't kept up with the times and have serious trouble operating smartphones. my mom literally gets freaked out by hers and then just keeps it in a corner. we managed to do a whats app video call once but that required a few regular calls beforehand to set it up. i know there is nothing to setup basically but what i mean i had to tell them what symbols to push and which buttons to drag and stuff.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on June 13, 2021, 07:30:32 AM

Quote from: rawr1922 on June 13, 2021, 12:30:54 AM

Sucks relapsing. Self conviction so strong. Feel so muddy, more than Bam

Just gotta start again pal. Sometimes in happens. Day by day, you'll get back up again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on June 14, 2021, 12:04:06 AM

Quote from: Frank on June 10, 2021, 12:28:22 AM

Quote from: DaleSr on June 09, 2021, 08:51:33 PM

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Quote from: Frank on June 04, 2021, 07:33:34 AM

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i love the new blair ep and i always have to cry when the part with these lyrics in by the c come on because they hit me very hard somehow:


I roll the dice for every choice
Roll with me, walk with me, everything's hard for me
I bite my tongue I hate my voice
hard to speak, hard to breath, when I bleed constantly
gotta call my mom hope shes good
hi mommy, I'm sorry, I'd like to speak eventually
take a step back could have been me who died last week

especially the last line when the whole part escalates in in "aaaaahhhhhhhs" on "whooooooooos" from everyone in the back. i don't know what it is, but it's crushing me down everytime. i miss my bros and friends from way back and i hope my mom is ok because i haven't been able to reach her for a week :(

[close]

Dude that sucks, is she normally hard to get a hold of?

[close]

yeah man, i've talked to her since, but sometimes it takes a week or so. my parents are both old as hell. they haven't kept up with the times and have serious trouble operating smartphones. my mom literally gets freaked out by hers and then just keeps it in a corner. we managed to do a whats app video call once but that required a few regular calls beforehand to set it up. i know there is nothing to setup basically but what i mean i had to tell them what symbols to push and which buttons to drag and stuff.

Well I'm glad you got a hold of her and confirmed she's ok.

Quote from: rawr1922 on June 13, 2021, 12:30:54 AM

Sucks relapsing. Self conviction so strong. Feel so muddy, more than Bam

As long as you get back up and keep going forward. Don't let the shame keep you away from recovery

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: charge on June 24, 2021, 04:55:07 PM

I lurk from time to time and spent a few good hours lurking today. Surprised at how wholesome this placed turned out to be. Good on you all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Buck Bundy on July 01, 2021, 05:00:07 PM

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hartt3 on July 01, 2021, 05:58:59 PM

Quote from: Buck Bundy on July 01, 2021, 05:00:07 PM

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hell yeah bro

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 01, 2021, 09:45:16 PM

Quote from: Tail Devil on June 13, 2021, 07:30:32 AM

Quote from: rawr1922 on June 13, 2021, 12:30:54 AM

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Sucks relapsing. Self conviction so strong. Feel so muddy, more than Bam

[close]

Just gotta start again pal. Sometimes in happens. Day by day, you'll get back up again.

Indeed, get back at it, soldier.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: behavioralguide on July 01, 2021, 10:41:10 PM

Quote from: Buck Bundy on July 01, 2021, 05:00:07 PM

I never subscribed to religen I didn’tthe afterlife. So I don’t know what’s wiring for my. I have a Brittney I don’t s&#38;#128086;&#38;#128188;&#38;#128188;&#38;#128188;&#38;#128188;&#38;#128188;&#38;#128188;&#38;#128092;&#38;#128092;&#38;#128092;&#38;#129686;&#38;#128092; could back on time I woukdntndribbebtbn “you weenectasto c street reliefs, family, and coolsfootls&#38;#129650;. One opened up in town and I should prep another g out&#38;#129649;

u having a stroke @Buck Bundy , everything allright?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Powdered Toast Man! on July 04, 2021, 12:58:17 PM

im 32 and my sex drive's been dwindling for the past 2 years. i kinda miss feeling horny but at the same time im not really attracted to the ladies anymore, even if it's just talking to them or being a pig and checking them out. not even watching porn or the thought of one night stand or strip clubs.
it's not a deep seated grudge or remorse for women, either. not at all.
i rarely 'bate. when i do it's outta boredom and i don't even bother finishing.
sometimes it worries me because i'm supposed to be at my "peak" being recently divorced, youngish, economically stable, no kids, independent, i don't do drugs (except drinking here and there), i'm physically active and healthy, etc. but nah.
and no it's not ED what i got, my libido just ain't there.
that's my confession.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on July 04, 2021, 01:45:10 PM

Quote from: mex.ceferino on July 04, 2021, 12:58:17 PM

im 32 and my sex drive's been dwindling for the past 2 years. i kinda miss feeling horny but at the same time im not really attracted to the ladies anymore, even if it's just talking to them or being a pig and checking them out. not even watching porn or the thought of one night stand or strip clubs.
it's not a deep seated grudge or remorse for women, either. not at all.
i rarely 'bate. when i do it's outta boredom and i don't even bother finishing.
sometimes it worries me because i'm supposed to be at my "peak" being recently divorced, youngish, economically stable, no kids, independent, i don't do drugs (except drinking here and there), i'm physically active and healthy, etc. but nah.
and no it's not ED what i got, my libido just ain't there.
that's my confession.

If you're eating right, sleeping right and physically active like you say, maybe get your testosterone checked.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on July 04, 2021, 02:08:27 PM

Quote from: mex.ceferino on July 04, 2021, 12:58:17 PM

im 32 and my sex drive's been dwindling for the past 2 years. i kinda miss feeling horny but at the same time im not really attracted to the ladies anymore, even if it's just talking to them or being a pig and checking them out. not even watching porn or the thought of one night stand or strip clubs.
it's not a deep seated grudge or remorse for women, either. not at all.
i rarely 'bate. when i do it's outta boredom and i don't even bother finishing.
sometimes it worries me because i'm supposed to be at my "peak" being recently divorced, youngish, economically stable, no kids, independent, i don't do drugs (except drinking here and there), i'm physically active and healthy, etc. but nah.
and no it's not ED what i got, my libido just ain't there.
that's my confession.

i feel you on this. i have pretty much no sex drive whatsoever. although i had sex in relationships and it worked somewhat, since it's easier when i have strong feelings for a person. but even that hasn't really been the case since a few years. it's like i can't really fall in love or something or have no desire anymore. me being disinterested in sex makes it of course even worse.

i say fuck what society expects from you. with me everyone is always asking me why i don't date and stuff and i always avoid the question because they don't see how i can be content alone. i had good relationships, probably good sex along the line, too, but i kind of don't miss being in one.

if you feel good about yourself without libido, i don't see anything wrong with living a more or less asexual lifestyle. but if you are missing it actually and can't get the feeling back, then what taildevil said.

and while we're at it, even though this not awkward sex experiences thread, i confess i tried my self at some sex stuff lately again and this time with a man and although he was very gentle, more so than a woman, there was no way the hand job he tried to give me would work out. good cuddler though, might see and cuddle again maybe. but yeah, i don't care for handies, sorry.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pugmaster on July 04, 2021, 04:40:29 PM

Quote from: Frank on July 04, 2021, 02:08:27 PM

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im 32 and my sex drive's been dwindling for the past 2 years. i kinda miss feeling horny but at the same time im not really attracted to the ladies anymore, even if it's just talking to them or being a pig and checking them out. not even watching porn or the thought of one night stand or strip clubs.
it's not a deep seated grudge or remorse for women, either. not at all.
i rarely 'bate. when i do it's outta boredom and i don't even bother finishing.
sometimes it worries me because i'm supposed to be at my "peak" being recently divorced, youngish, economically stable, no kids, independent, i don't do drugs (except drinking here and there), i'm physically active and healthy, etc. but nah.
and no it's not ED what i got, my libido just ain't there.
that's my confession.

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i feel you on this. i have pretty much no sex drive whatsoever. although i had sex in relationships and it worked somewhat, since it's easier when i have strong feelings for a person. but even that hasn't really been the case since a few years. it's like i can't really fall in love or something or have no desire anymore. me being disinterested in sex makes it of course even worse.

i say fuck what society expects from you. with me everyone is always asking me why i don't date and stuff and i always avoid the question because they don't see how i can be content alone. i had good relationships, probably good sex along the line, too, but i kind of don't miss being in one.

if you feel good about yourself without libido, i don't see anything wrong with living a more or less asexual lifestyle. but if you are missing it actually and can't get the feeling back, then what taildevil said.

and while we're at it, even though this not awkward sex experiences thread, i confess i tried my self at some sex stuff lately again and this time with a man and although he was very gentle, more so than a woman, there was no way the hand job he tried to give me would work out. good cuddler though, might see and cuddle again maybe. but yeah, i don't care for handies, sorry.

Sometimes I listen to Dr. Drew's podcast/show and he talks about sex drive.  There is a shockingly high number of men who have lower testosterone levels.  Last blood check I was on the low end, but within normal limits.  Its worth checking out because hormones impact your body in many important ways beyond bonerz.  Same thing is true for women.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Powdered Toast Man! on July 04, 2021, 05:22:32 PM

@TailDevil  @frank  @pugmaster
thanks for the response pals
i'm getting my testosterone checked and talking this with my therapist once i get back home in some weeks.

yeah, after being married i think im used to making sweet love to a significant other and enjoy it more as opposed to just having casual sex. you would think the sensical thing to do after being committed for so long is to fuck around and be a man slut, but meh, pass. at least not rn. i rather try and heal up alone. i, too, enjoy solitude and seldom date.

it's not that i dont feel good w/o sex drive, it's just bizarre to not be a horn dog anymore. i'm willing to adjust to whatever my body and my circumstances dictate. we'll see.

edit. woops tagged the wrong @Frank

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: elbarto on July 07, 2021, 12:34:43 AM

Last week marked 3 years since my ex left me and to this day she is literally the only thing I can think about 90% of the time. I’ve been in a couple relationships since we split, none of them longer than a few months. Haven’t slept with anyone in close to a year now but really have no more interest in trying to meet new chicks when I still feel this way. Doesn’t seem fair to them. Any other pals in here dealin’ with long term heart break?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on July 07, 2021, 06:42:04 AM

@Max.ceferino I'm early 30's, very physically healthy and my interest in sex has dipped a lot of over the last couple of years aswell. I have major depression and it's definitely a contributor but even masturbating is a lackluster experience and I do it more so because I feel like I have to. I can still look at people and think 'wow you are attractive' but the drive and physical urge to have sex just isn't there. Damn maybe I should get my T checked aswell. I'm also worn out from my long term relationships of the past and have some lingering insecurities about getting close to people again but it feels weird to almost never be horny

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on July 07, 2021, 11:59:36 AM

Quote from: Sila on July 07, 2021, 06:42:04 AM

@Max.ceferino I'm early 30's, very physically healthy and my interest in sex has dipped a lot of over the last couple of years aswell. I have major depression and it's definitely a contributor but even masturbating is a lackluster experience and I do it more so because I feel like I have to. I can still look at people and think 'wow you are attractive' but the drive and physical urge to have sex just isn't there. Damn maybe I should get my T checked aswell. I'm also worn out from my long term relationships of the past and have some lingering insecurities about getting close to people again but it feels weird to almost never be horny

there's soooooo much stuff that goes into our body that can lower T levels and increase E levels. Endocrine disruption is a massive problem and due to plastics/fossil fuel based stuff. Seems like the people commenting here are of similar age (I'm in that bracket too), and we're of the generation that really got hit hard with plastics, personal care products, and BPA (basically fossil fuel derived stuff) as kids and through our whole lives. I'm not trying to get conspiratorial, but this seems to be a really, really common thing with guys our age. I don't know, maybe I'm wrong but it's worth considering that it has NOTHING to do with YOU, but the poison we've been sold our whole lives. There's myriad reasons why, in the natural scheme of things, fossil fuels were kept underground. it's pure poison

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: childhood on July 07, 2021, 12:42:55 PM

Quote from: IusedToSkateMore on July 07, 2021, 11:59:36 AM

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@Max.ceferino I'm early 30's, very physically healthy and my interest in sex has dipped a lot of over the last couple of years aswell. I have major depression and it's definitely a contributor but even masturbating is a lackluster experience and I do it more so because I feel like I have to. I can still look at people and think 'wow you are attractive' but the drive and physical urge to have sex just isn't there. Damn maybe I should get my T checked aswell. I'm also worn out from my long term relationships of the past and have some lingering insecurities about getting close to people again but it feels weird to almost never be horny

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there's soooooo much stuff that goes into our body that can lower T levels and increase E levels. Endocrine disruption is a massive problem and due to plastics/fossil fuel based stuff. Seems like the people commenting here are of similar age (I'm in that bracket too), and we're of the generation that really got hit hard with plastics, personal care products, and BPA (basically fossil fuel derived stuff) as kids and through our whole lives. I'm not trying to get conspiratorial, but this seems to be a really, really common thing with guys our age. I don't know, maybe I'm wrong but it's worth considering that it has NOTHING to do with YOU, but the poison we've been sold our whole lives. There's myriad reasons why, in the natural scheme of things, fossil fuels were kept underground. it's pure poison

Not saying that those aren't contributing factors (kinda reminds me of how the use of leaded gas is linked to high rates of violent crime https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lead%E2%80%93crime_hypothesis) , but I've always assumed that being disproportionately horny in your teens/early 20s is largely an evolutionary thing?

Like for our ancestors that was technically the "best" time to have kids, since you're usually at your most fit and best able to defend your children at that age, so those genes got passed on, and now we are how we are today. I don't really know though, just what I always assumed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jgonzalez on July 07, 2021, 01:26:08 PM

@mex.ceferino

te quiero mucho mijo good for you for going to the doctor and having a therapist I just hope you’re happy mijo cuidense dios te ama mucho

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: RENTSTRIKE on July 08, 2021, 07:00:35 PM

Quote from: elbarto on July 07, 2021, 12:34:43 AM

Last week marked 3 years since my ex left me and to this day she is literally the only thing I can think about 90% of the time. I’ve been in a couple relationships since we split, none of them longer than a few months. Haven’t slept with anyone in close to a year now but really have no more interest in trying to meet new chicks when I still feel this way. Doesn’t seem fair to them. Any other pals in here dealin’ with long term heart break?

I had a similar hangup on an ex early on in college -- it took ages for me to get over an on/off high school relationship that barely lasted a year when all was said and done (not to say it's an immature problem to have - just ran into it at that time in my life). Some self reflection and a conversation with an old friend helped me realize that a bad habit that I have gotten into at times is fixating/focusing on a relationship/romantic situation in order to displace anxiety around other things going on in my life.

Do you think there's a chance your stuck on your ex because you're nervous about meeting other women/dealing with another heartbreak; or because there are other issues in your personal life that you're subconsciously avoiding the thought of and letting your last relationship dominate your thoughts instead (family issues, job insecurity, etc.)?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Powdered Toast Man! on July 11, 2021, 10:02:06 PM

@jgonzalez   muchas gracias amigo wish u the same seimpre que la virgencita guadalupe te bendiga besos y abrazos xoxo : )

interesting take @IusedToSkateMore

@Sila  @elbarto
i feel both of you. what i gathered from therapy (and what @RENTSTRIKE said) , among other things, learning to spend time alone after a bad break up is essential for healing. Which happens after the mourning/pain stage aka venting and letting everything out, forgiving, etc. The latter is a process which can take months or even years, but the healing is a lifetime, just like learning, growing, being a decent human, all that cheesy stuff.
i hope for the best for y'all and myself, may you eventually get heart boners or just plain ol' itchy boners again. i'm a PM away for anything.
except handjobs (looking atchu @Frank ;) )

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jgonzalez on July 12, 2021, 05:17:39 PM

Quote from: RENTSTRIKE on July 08, 2021, 07:00:35 PM

Quote from: elbarto on July 07, 2021, 12:34:43 AM

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Last week marked 3 years since my ex left me and to this day she is literally the only thing I can think about 90% of the time. I’ve been in a couple relationships since we split, none of them longer than a few months. Haven’t slept with anyone in close to a year now but really have no more interest in trying to meet new chicks when I still feel this way. Doesn’t seem fair to them. Any other pals in here dealin’ with long term heart break?

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I had a similar hangup on an ex early on in college -- it took ages for me to get over an on/off high school relationship that barely lasted a year when all was said and done (not to say it's an immature problem to have - just ran into it at that time in my life). Some self reflection and a conversation with an old friend helped me realize that a bad habit that I have gotten into at times is fixating/focusing on a relationship/romantic situation in order to displace anxiety around other things going on in my life.

Do you think there's a chance your stuck on your ex because you're nervous about meeting other women/dealing with another heartbreak; or because there are other issues in your personal life that you're subconsciously avoiding the thought of and letting your last relationship dominate your thoughts instead (family issues, job insecurity, etc.)?

Whoa. Fixating on a romantic relationship to displace anxiety/dealing with other emotions. I’ve been thinking about this lately. I’ve had a crush on a friend for over a year now and I want those feelings to go away/be able to manage them.  This is some good food for thought thanks for sharing your personal insight

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 12, 2021, 09:44:31 PM

Crushes suck. Missed connections suck. I feel like I've had a couple of those but I can't be sure. Anyway life sucks. I wanna die.
I have to go back to work tomorrow after a lengthy hiatus. I'm sure I can do it but that doesn't stop me from crying about it. I fucking hate the post office. Staye in skewl kidz.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: franquietits on July 13, 2021, 06:30:04 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 12, 2021, 09:44:31 PM

Crushes suck. Missed connections suck. I feel like I've had a couple of those but I can't be sure. Anyway life sucks. I wanna die.
I have to go back to work tomorrow after a lengthy hiatus. I'm sure I can do it but that doesn't stop me from crying about it. I fucking hate the post office. Staye in skewl kidz.

Real-deal feels. Was getting over one myself. hurts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on July 14, 2021, 01:21:26 AM

Feel you fam. Convinced I'm cursed with finding love  nevertheless better to try than not try

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Filip on July 14, 2021, 03:47:34 AM

Waddup Slap.

Havent posted shit in a long time, but here it goes..

I have a girlfriend that I live with, but these last couple months, I fell like we are only roommates, there is nothing in there.. Casual kiss in the morning, casual kiss before goodnight, thats all. I started working out and skating like crazy, just so that I dont have to be home, and just return all dead from the physical activites, straight to bed.

I changed my job 3 months ago, and there is this one girl that started with me. We became really close friends, and Im really into her, like heavy. She is a couple years younger, married, but in a similar situtation as me, just living day to day with her husband with nothing really here. She just went on a vacation with him and all she does is text me. They had a fight even before entering the plane, so no bueno.

Im kinda getting courage to end it with my girlfriend, and will probably do it very soon, but Im kinda afraid that Im just really simping this girl, and she just sees me as a friend. From all I can see, its not like that and she is into me too, but if not, that is gonna be one fucked up situation.

Anyway, just wanted to get this off of my chest. Cheers guys, have a great summer.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on July 14, 2021, 07:58:35 AM

Quote from: Filip on July 14, 2021, 03:47:34 AM

Waddup Slap.

Havent posted shit in a long time, but here it goes..

I have a girlfriend that I live with, but these last couple months, I fell like we are only roommates, there is nothing in there.. Casual kiss in the morning, casual kiss before goodnight, thats all. I started working out and skating like crazy, just so that I dont have to be home, and just return all dead from the physical activites, straight to bed.

I changed my job 3 months ago, and there is this one girl that started with me. We became really close friends, and Im really into her, like heavy. She is a couple years younger, married, but in a similar situtation as me, just living day to day with her husband with nothing really here. She just went on a vacation with him and all she does is text me. They had a fight even before entering the plane, so no bueno.

Im kinda getting courage to end it with my girlfriend, and will probably do it very soon, but Im kinda afraid that Im just really simping this girl, and she just sees me as a friend. From all I can see, its not like that and she is into me too, but if not, that is gonna be one fucked up situation.

Anyway, just wanted to get this off of my chest. Cheers guys, have a great summer.

You have my sympathy, friend. This kind of thing is really tricky to work through mentally. I’d say, if you’re interested in advice, that if you really end up wanting to work your way up to ending your relationship, do it for your own sake first and foremost, and don’t rely on the “safety net” (big scare quotes here) of the potentially idealized relationship with your married crush. As much as she might like you, even romantically, I wouldn’t assume she’s going to exit her relationship at the same pace as you, or that she’ll ever do it at all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jewel Runner on July 14, 2021, 08:22:16 AM

Quote from: Peter Zagreus on July 14, 2021, 07:58:35 AM

Quote from: Filip on July 14, 2021, 03:47:34 AM

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Waddup Slap.

Havent posted shit in a long time, but here it goes..

I have a girlfriend that I live with, but these last couple months, I fell like we are only roommates, there is nothing in there.. Casual kiss in the morning, casual kiss before goodnight, thats all. I started working out and skating like crazy, just so that I dont have to be home, and just return all dead from the physical activites, straight to bed.

I changed my job 3 months ago, and there is this one girl that started with me. We became really close friends, and Im really into her, like heavy. She is a couple years younger, married, but in a similar situtation as me, just living day to day with her husband with nothing really here. She just went on a vacation with him and all she does is text me. They had a fight even before entering the plane, so no bueno.

Im kinda getting courage to end it with my girlfriend, and will probably do it very soon, but Im kinda afraid that Im just really simping this girl, and she just sees me as a friend. From all I can see, its not like that and she is into me too, but if not, that is gonna be one fucked up situation.

Anyway, just wanted to get this off of my chest. Cheers guys, have a great summer.

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You have my sympathy, friend. This kind of thing is really tricky to work through mentally. I’d say, if you’re interested in advice, that if you really end up wanting to work your way up to ending your relationship, do it for your own sake first and foremost, and don’t rely on the “safety net” (big scare quotes here) of the potentially idealized relationship with your married crush. As much as she might like you, even romantically, I wouldn’t assume she’s going to exit her relationship at the same pace as you, or that she’ll ever do it at all.

These are some of the wisest words I've read in here

Great GREAT advice

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 15, 2021, 05:55:55 AM

Quote from: jewelrunner on July 14, 2021, 08:22:16 AM

Quote from: Peter Zagreus on July 14, 2021, 07:58:35 AM

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Quote from: Filip on July 14, 2021, 03:47:34 AM

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Waddup Slap.

Havent posted shit in a long time, but here it goes..

I have a girlfriend that I live with, but these last couple months, I fell like we are only roommates, there is nothing in there.. Casual kiss in the morning, casual kiss before goodnight, thats all. I started working out and skating like crazy, just so that I dont have to be home, and just return all dead from the physical activites, straight to bed.

I changed my job 3 months ago, and there is this one girl that started with me. We became really close friends, and Im really into her, like heavy. She is a couple years younger, married, but in a similar situtation as me, just living day to day with her husband with nothing really here. She just went on a vacation with him and all she does is text me. They had a fight even before entering the plane, so no bueno.

Im kinda getting courage to end it with my girlfriend, and will probably do it very soon, but Im kinda afraid that Im just really simping this girl, and she just sees me as a friend. From all I can see, its not like that and she is into me too, but if not, that is gonna be one fucked up situation.

Anyway, just wanted to get this off of my chest. Cheers guys, have a great summer.

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You have my sympathy, friend. This kind of thing is really tricky to work through mentally. I’d say, if you’re interested in advice, that if you really end up wanting to work your way up to ending your relationship, do it for your own sake first and foremost, and don’t rely on the “safety net” (big scare quotes here) of the potentially idealized relationship with your married crush. As much as she might like you, even romantically, I wouldn’t assume she’s going to exit her relationship at the same pace as you, or that she’ll ever do it at all.

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These are some of the wisest words I've read in here

Great GREAT advice

Yeah, also, you really want someone who's real fast with switching partners?

PS: I know next to nothing about these things.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Filip on July 15, 2021, 07:51:47 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on July 15, 2021, 05:55:55 AM

Quote from: jewelrunner on July 14, 2021, 08:22:16 AM

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Quote from: Peter Zagreus on July 14, 2021, 07:58:35 AM

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Quote from: Filip on July 14, 2021, 03:47:34 AM

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Waddup Slap.

Havent posted shit in a long time, but here it goes..

I have a girlfriend that I live with, but these last couple months, I fell like we are only roommates, there is nothing in there.. Casual kiss in the morning, casual kiss before goodnight, thats all. I started working out and skating like crazy, just so that I dont have to be home, and just return all dead from the physical activites, straight to bed.

I changed my job 3 months ago, and there is this one girl that started with me. We became really close friends, and Im really into her, like heavy. She is a couple years younger, married, but in a similar situtation as me, just living day to day with her husband with nothing really here. She just went on a vacation with him and all she does is text me. They had a fight even before entering the plane, so no bueno.

Im kinda getting courage to end it with my girlfriend, and will probably do it very soon, but Im kinda afraid that Im just really simping this girl, and she just sees me as a friend. From all I can see, its not like that and she is into me too, but if not, that is gonna be one fucked up situation.

Anyway, just wanted to get this off of my chest. Cheers guys, have a great summer.

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You have my sympathy, friend. This kind of thing is really tricky to work through mentally. I’d say, if you’re interested in advice, that if you really end up wanting to work your way up to ending your relationship, do it for your own sake first and foremost, and don’t rely on the “safety net” (big scare quotes here) of the potentially idealized relationship with your married crush. As much as she might like you, even romantically, I wouldn’t assume she’s going to exit her relationship at the same pace as you, or that she’ll ever do it at all.

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These are some of the wisest words I've read in here

Great GREAT advice

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Yeah, also, you really want someone who's real fast with switching partners?

PS: I know next to nothing about these things.

Thanks for the words guys. For sure, Im not gonna treat it like a safety net. I need to exit this trainwreck of a releationship, and then Ill see what will be next. I may enjoy a single life for a while, and that can be fucking sick too. So far, this is just a major crush, so hopefully, if it does not work out, I will be OK.

There is still Slap to bitch out and cry like a baby, so there's that.  ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on July 15, 2021, 11:26:08 AM

Filip, bro... we cry about some dude's belt in a video directed towards children... Don't worry.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on July 24, 2021, 12:38:35 PM

If you asked me at any point in the last (at least) 6 years who my favourite skater is, I would tell you Jamal Smith.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pugmaster on July 27, 2021, 03:08:19 PM

Even as a young child, I always resented other kids who would only eat sandwiches "with the crusts cut".

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 27, 2021, 05:16:18 PM

Eating crusts builds character.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on July 27, 2021, 05:59:59 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 27, 2021, 05:16:18 PM

Eating crusts builds character.

And improves your singing voice. Or is that burnt crusts

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HeavyAndExpensive on August 07, 2021, 01:24:49 PM

I am tripping absolute balls right now pretending to do yoga naked

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: norcalnobody on August 09, 2021, 09:03:23 PM

After a long depressing day I thought I should come to this thread to vent so here I go.

I'm a 21 year old loser with no friends. I cut off the small circle of stoner homies I had in highschool when we graduated cause of that time being a turning point for our lives. It was kinda like that movie Superbad where they all get jealous of each other throughout the movie. My friends always felt superficial to me anyways and didn't always seem like they understood my inner mental struggles. I'm just tired of hanging with fake people that only use me for weed or misery loves company sorta vibes. It always seemed like no one in the group wanted anyone to be better than each other or else they'd become a threat.

I've had no good action on the board these past couple weeks. I always feel burnt out and my legs feel like spaghetti noodles.2020 was my best year on the board , I convinced my self to go to the skatepark multiple days a week the whole year and started skating more down rails and gnarlier obstacles. The time has come where I reached my peak and now its over. I have no motivation anymore to push myself when it comes to skating. Some slappies and a couple flat ground tricks and that's it, that's all I got.

After highschool I continued working as a bus boy at a restaurant where I one day had a mental breakdown. The fakeness of being a customer service employee kills me. I was never socially gifted to begin with and I had to put on a fake smile for two years and walk in there every day. Also a girl i knew from school got a job there one day suprisingly. She had friend zoned me and rejected me many times in public but we were still "friends." I was super weirded out when she got a job at the same place as me because I had told her where I worked before. When we were working together our other co workers noticed that we had a bit of a connection (nothing romantic, but I talked to her more than I ever did to my original co workers) and they all grouped up one day and gave me their advice saying that they thought she liked me and I should shoot my shot for her. I explained that we were just friends but all my co workers were hyping me up to do it. I ended up making a move one night when we decided to meet up and smoke. I told her how I honestly felt about her and she didn't feel the same. Things got awkward real quick,right there, right then. She ended up dating another co worker of mine. A better looking dude and made me look like a total fool and still kept working there during all of this. Everyone else knew I was mentally damaged but no one said anything.

The night after my mental break down at work (which is too embarassing to describe) I told my parents the real truth about how I felt in life and how I was depressed and had felt like I had no self esteem. My parents were clueless on how to even react and now I just regret ever having that job and putting in my final two weeks I should've never showed up the day I fucked up my flirt attempt. I'm unemployed right now just using the money I made from food delivery apps to buy my own food,weed, skate board parts, etc. My folks keep mentioning community college classes or trade school to me when really I just feel like becoming a homeless skateboarder and smoking weed all day while I sit on my ass on the sidewalk eating takeout with the $ I beg for and watching as hot chicks go by.

I really have been thinking about going homeless though. Maybe hitchhike to SF or Santa Cruz cause the scene there might be better. I just love living stress free and not having to worry about security or materialistic things. I feel ashamed of not being able to please my parents by getting a 9 to 5 but I hate the corporate world.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: HeavyAndExpensive on August 10, 2021, 12:26:53 PM

Quote from: norcalnobody on August 09, 2021, 09:03:23 PM

After a long depressing day I thought I should come to this thread to vent so here I go.

I'm a 21 year old loser with no friends. I cut off the small circle of stoner homies I had in highschool when we graduated cause of that time being a turning point for our lives. It was kinda like that movie Superbad where they all get jealous of each other throughout the movie. My friends always felt superficial to me anyways and didn't always seem like they understood my inner mental struggles. I'm just tired of hanging with fake people that only use me for weed or misery loves company sorta vibes. It always seemed like no one in the group wanted anyone to be better than each other or else they'd become a threat.

I've had no good action on the board these past couple weeks. I always feel burnt out and my legs feel like spaghetti noodles.2020 was my best year on the board , I convinced my self to go to the skatepark multiple days a week the whole year and started skating more down rails and gnarlier obstacles. The time has come where I reached my peak and now its over. I have no motivation anymore to push myself when it comes to skating. Some slappies and a couple flat ground tricks and that's it, that's all I got.

After highschool I continued working as a bus boy at a restaurant where I one day had a mental breakdown. The fakeness of being a customer service employee kills me. I was never socially gifted to begin with and I had to put on a fake smile for two years and walk in there every day. Also a girl i knew from school got a job there one day suprisingly. She had friend zoned me and rejected me many times in public but we were still "friends." I was super weirded out when she got a job at the same place as me because I had told her where I worked before. When we were working together our other co workers noticed that we had a bit of a connection (nothing romantic, but I talked to her more than I ever did to my original co workers) and they all grouped up one day and gave me their advice saying that they thought she liked me and I should shoot my shot for her. I explained that we were just friends but all my co workers were hyping me up to do it. I ended up making a move one night when we decided to meet up and smoke. I told her how I honestly felt about her and she didn't feel the same. Things got awkward real quick,right there, right then. She ended up dating another co worker of mine. A better looking dude and made me look like a total fool and still kept working there during all of this. Everyone else knew I was mentally damaged but no one said anything.

The night after my mental break down at work (which is too embarassing to describe) I told my parents the real truth about how I felt in life and how I was depressed and had felt like I had no self esteem. My parents were clueless on how to even react and now I just regret ever having that job and putting in my final two weeks I should've never showed up the day I fucked up my flirt attempt. I'm unemployed right now just using the money I made from food delivery apps to buy my own food,weed, skate board parts, etc. My folks keep mentioning community college classes or trade school to me when really I just feel like becoming a homeless skateboarder and smoking weed all day while I sit on my ass on the sidewalk eating takeout with the $ I beg for and watching as hot chicks go by.

I really have been thinking about going homeless though. Maybe hitchhike to SF or Santa Cruz cause the scene there might be better. I just love living stress free and not having to worry about security or materialistic things. I feel ashamed of not being able to please my parents by getting a 9 to 5 but I hate the corporate world.

There is a wellness and outreach support thread stickied in Whatever if you'd feel you'd like to talk to someone over there. By no means a bunch of therapists, but a lot of people have been where you are before and are maybe a little bit older/have some insight. Couldn't hurt to lay it out there

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uh Oh on August 10, 2021, 02:32:13 PM

Quote from: norcalnobody on August 09, 2021, 09:03:23 PM

After a long depressing day I thought I should come to this thread to vent so here I go.

I'm a 21 year old loser with no friends. I cut off the small circle of stoner homies I had in highschool when we graduated cause of that time being a turning point for our lives. It was kinda like that movie Superbad where they all get jealous of each other throughout the movie. My friends always felt superficial to me anyways and didn't always seem like they understood my inner mental struggles. I'm just tired of hanging with fake people that only use me for weed or misery loves company sorta vibes. It always seemed like no one in the group wanted anyone to be better than each other or else they'd become a threat.

I've had no good action on the board these past couple weeks. I always feel burnt out and my legs feel like spaghetti noodles.2020 was my best year on the board , I convinced my self to go to the skatepark multiple days a week the whole year and started skating more down rails and gnarlier obstacles. The time has come where I reached my peak and now its over. I have no motivation anymore to push myself when it comes to skating. Some slappies and a couple flat ground tricks and that's it, that's all I got.

After highschool I continued working as a bus boy at a restaurant where I one day had a mental breakdown. The fakeness of being a customer service employee kills me. I was never socially gifted to begin with and I had to put on a fake smile for two years and walk in there every day. Also a girl i knew from school got a job there one day suprisingly. She had friend zoned me and rejected me many times in public but we were still "friends." I was super weirded out when she got a job at the same place as me because I had told her where I worked before. When we were working together our other co workers noticed that we had a bit of a connection (nothing romantic, but I talked to her more than I ever did to my original co workers) and they all grouped up one day and gave me their advice saying that they thought she liked me and I should shoot my shot for her. I explained that we were just friends but all my co workers were hyping me up to do it. I ended up making a move one night when we decided to meet up and smoke. I told her how I honestly felt about her and she didn't feel the same. Things got awkward real quick,right there, right then. She ended up dating another co worker of mine. A better looking dude and made me look like a total fool and still kept working there during all of this. Everyone else knew I was mentally damaged but no one said anything.

The night after my mental break down at work (which is too embarassing to describe) I told my parents the real truth about how I felt in life and how I was depressed and had felt like I had no self esteem. My parents were clueless on how to even react and now I just regret ever having that job and putting in my final two weeks I should've never showed up the day I fucked up my flirt attempt. I'm unemployed right now just using the money I made from food delivery apps to buy my own food,weed, skate board parts, etc. My folks keep mentioning community college classes or trade school to me when really I just feel like becoming a homeless skateboarder and smoking weed all day while I sit on my ass on the sidewalk eating takeout with the $ I beg for and watching as hot chicks go by.

I really have been thinking about going homeless though. Maybe hitchhike to SF or Santa Cruz cause the scene there might be better. I just love living stress free and not having to worry about security or materialistic things. I feel ashamed of not being able to please my parents by getting a 9 to 5 but I hate the corporate world.

First, disregard any guilt you may harbor over that mental breakdown. It’s in the past, it happened, you are stronger for it. Rejection sucks, but it’s part of life. It blows that it got so awkward and that there were several cohorts invested in the outcome, but she was upfront and honest to your face no matter how uneasy it was. Plenty of people wouldn’t be and that’s much worse..

Invest in yourself, young one. Learn a skill or trade then try your hitchhiking adventure. What are your interests?
Your folks sound supportive enough, gentle urges in a direction that could set you up with a safe career. As far as their reaction, no parent has all the answers and it can be devastating to hear their child is depressed. I’m sure they would be happy if you got a 9-5 grind, but would be even more stoked if you were doing something that brings you happiness.

Life is never completely free of stressors. The reality is that work is necessary. Either to keep yourself preoccupied or keep yourself safe. You have purpose, you will find it.


P.S. Please don’t try living on the streets without deep preparation for it. It is glamorized in fiction. Learn basic survival skills.
For most it isn’t a choice and a lot don’t bounce back.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on August 10, 2021, 09:39:11 PM

i really like nyjahs new shoe and considering buying a pair .. already thinking about cutting his name off the tongue but still hesitant to pull trigger

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 12, 2021, 11:05:05 AM

Don't be a lame that's concerned with what other people think and cop those Nynjahs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 13, 2021, 01:12:01 PM

I'm trying really hard to meet women and it's not working. When I look at myself in the mirror I think that I'm a handsome man, but I know I must not be considering I get no play on the apps. I try to meet women in the wild too but no one's interested in what I'm selling. I oscillate between being distraught over it and accepting that I'll be alone forever in stride all the time. Serious mood swings. I wish I could stay indifferent forever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on August 13, 2021, 01:47:08 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 13, 2021, 01:12:01 PM

I'm trying really hard to meet women and it's not working. When I look at myself in the mirror I think that I'm a handsome man, but I know I must not be considering I get no play on the apps. I try to meet women in the wild too but no one's interested in what I'm selling. I oscillate between being distraught over it and accepting that I'll be alone forever in stride all the time. Serious mood swings. I wish I could stay indifferent forever.

maybe you should go to an open mic and try stand up comedy since you’re so self deprecating and im sure you’re funny in real life .. and try and meet a girl that’s into that scene

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on August 13, 2021, 01:48:09 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 12, 2021, 11:05:05 AM

Don't be a lame that's concerned with what other people think

this isn’t computing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on August 13, 2021, 04:45:11 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 13, 2021, 01:12:01 PM

I'm trying really hard to meet women and it's not working. When I look at myself in the mirror I think that I'm a handsome man, but I know I must not be considering I get no play on the apps. I try to meet women in the wild too but no one's interested in what I'm selling. I oscillate between being distraught over it and accepting that I'll be alone forever in stride all the time. Serious mood swings. I wish I could stay indifferent forever.

I know you're probably tired of unsolicited advice and don't want to hear a "nahh man you're a handsome stud!" line because even though people are well-intentioned, it can get old (at least it did when I was feeling like I'd be single forever). So all i will say is that I truly do hope for you to find happiness in whatever form it will look like for you, and I am looking forward to the day when you find it and post about it on here because I have been reading your posts on SLAP for almost 10 years now and you really seem like a kindhearted soul and a good person, and you deserve happiness.

And you have great flick on your kickflips.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on August 14, 2021, 05:43:24 PM

Quote from: blurst_of_times on August 13, 2021, 04:45:11 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 13, 2021, 01:12:01 PM

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And you have great flick on your kickflips.

Man, you can say that again. That one on the tennis court over the can in the wifebeater (am I misremembering the wardrobe and topography?) was outright studly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DarthDingusMaximus on August 14, 2021, 06:44:24 PM

Real talk I do not feel bad for abandoning my poisonous mom at all, my older siblings have told me so and I’m heading their advice.

I’ve tried and wanted to honestly say I tried with little success but I gave it my best.

I find it funny how these boomers from 81-77 age they’ve done waaaaaay too many good drugs and we’re the result.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pugmaster on August 15, 2021, 01:57:49 AM

Quote from: El Fapinator on August 14, 2021, 06:44:24 PM

Real talk I do not feel bad for abandoning my poisonous mom at all, my older siblings have told me so and I’m heading their advice.

I’ve tried and wanted to honestly say I tried with little success but I gave it my best.

I find it funny how these boomers from 81-77 age they’ve done waaaaaay too many good drugs and we’re the result.

Dave Ramsey isn't 100% correct.  That being said, I appreciate his various videos explaining in detail how to deal with family who feel they can bilk their family members/children for cash.

I'm going through that right now with a parent and it sucks, but you know what, I refuse to finance their stupidity.  In my case, it is BIG stupidity.  Inarguable stupidity.  Egregious stupidity.  Take care of YOUR finances, YOUR credit score, and YOUR mental health first and foremost.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 15, 2021, 03:38:28 PM

Just wanna say I love you guys. You've been friends when my irl ones have been less than. I love my irl friends too, but we're not always on the same page.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on August 15, 2021, 04:51:35 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 15, 2021, 03:38:28 PM

Just wanna say I love you guys. You've been friends when my irl ones have been less than. I love my irl friends too, but we're not always on the same page.

Keep your head up and keep doing those kickflips and you'll be okay.

Seriously. I cannot stress enough how good your kickflip is.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jewel Runner on August 16, 2021, 05:14:53 AM

Quote from: blurst_of_times on August 15, 2021, 04:51:35 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 15, 2021, 03:38:28 PM

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Just wanna say I love you guys. You've been friends when my irl ones have been less than. I love my irl friends too, but we're not always on the same page.

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Keep your head up and keep doing those kickflips and you'll be okay.

Seriously. I cannot stress enough how good your kickflip is.

Now I wanna see THE kickflip

My only advice on meeting women (in case you wanna 'hear' it) is don't go out there ONLY looking to meet women. Go do your daily life and don't force encounters.

Let it happen naturally and you won't be nervous or thinking what you should do next in order to impress the ladies. Easier said than done I know but once things flow naturally you will be more confident and the ladies love confident men. Say your shit like you mean it and don't hesitate in complimenting her, not only her looks but what she's wearing and the way she talks and giggles and shit

Hope this helps somehow

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PuffinMuffin on August 31, 2021, 08:42:59 AM

Nearly a decade ago I went through a Taco Bell drive-thru and attempted to order a Chalupa Supreme. Instead, I ordered a "Chipotle Extreme". The guy on speaker was like "YOU WANT A WHAT?!" and I kept repeating myself. When I pulled up to pay everyone inside was laughing at me.

Still think about that sometimes.  :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on August 31, 2021, 02:39:13 PM

Quote from: norcalnobody on August 09, 2021, 09:03:23 PM

After a long depressing day I thought I should come to this thread to vent so here I go.

I'm a 21 year old loser with no friends. I cut off the small circle of stoner homies I had in highschool when we graduated cause of that time being a turning point for our lives. It was kinda like that movie Superbad where they all get jealous of each other throughout the movie. My friends always felt superficial to me anyways and didn't always seem like they understood my inner mental struggles. I'm just tired of hanging with fake people that only use me for weed or misery loves company sorta vibes. It always seemed like no one in the group wanted anyone to be better than each other or else they'd become a threat.

I've had no good action on the board these past couple weeks. I always feel burnt out and my legs feel like spaghetti noodles.2020 was my best year on the board , I convinced my self to go to the skatepark multiple days a week the whole year and started skating more down rails and gnarlier obstacles. The time has come where I reached my peak and now its over. I have no motivation anymore to push myself when it comes to skating. Some slappies and a couple flat ground tricks and that's it, that's all I got.

After highschool I continued working as a bus boy at a restaurant where I one day had a mental breakdown. The fakeness of being a customer service employee kills me. I was never socially gifted to begin with and I had to put on a fake smile for two years and walk in there every day. Also a girl i knew from school got a job there one day suprisingly. She had friend zoned me and rejected me many times in public but we were still "friends." I was super weirded out when she got a job at the same place as me because I had told her where I worked before. When we were working together our other co workers noticed that we had a bit of a connection (nothing romantic, but I talked to her more than I ever did to my original co workers) and they all grouped up one day and gave me their advice saying that they thought she liked me and I should shoot my shot for her. I explained that we were just friends but all my co workers were hyping me up to do it. I ended up making a move one night when we decided to meet up and smoke. I told her how I honestly felt about her and she didn't feel the same. Things got awkward real quick,right there, right then. She ended up dating another co worker of mine. A better looking dude and made me look like a total fool and still kept working there during all of this. Everyone else knew I was mentally damaged but no one said anything.

The night after my mental break down at work (which is too embarassing to describe) I told my parents the real truth about how I felt in life and how I was depressed and had felt like I had no self esteem. My parents were clueless on how to even react and now I just regret ever having that job and putting in my final two weeks I should've never showed up the day I fucked up my flirt attempt. I'm unemployed right now just using the money I made from food delivery apps to buy my own food,weed, skate board parts, etc. My folks keep mentioning community college classes or trade school to me when really I just feel like becoming a homeless skateboarder and smoking weed all day while I sit on my ass on the sidewalk eating takeout with the $ I beg for and watching as hot chicks go by.

I really have been thinking about going homeless though. Maybe hitchhike to SF or Santa Cruz cause the scene there might be better. I just love living stress free and not having to worry about security or materialistic things. I feel ashamed of not being able to please my parents by getting a 9 to 5 but I hate the corporate world.

I started writing an essay for you, but I'll just try to cut right to it.
I was unmotivated as fuck at your age. 33 now.
Shit gets better.
Things that matter now will be trivial in the not so distant future.
Have confidence in yourself. You're more capable than you think.
Don't be homeless. Definitely take a chance and move away if you need a change of scenery or just an adventure while you're young and don't have much responsibility, but make sure you've always got a comfortable place to stay and a way to put food on your table.
Life is stressful, and I've never met a truly stress-free person. Even eliminating material things from your life will not completely remove stress. However, there is absolutely nothing wrong with wanting nice things in life and enough money to do what you want. How you make that happen comes down to the moves you make in life. Try to make the right ones, and learn when it doesn't go your way.


I hope this doesn't come off as me being a "pull yourself up by your bootstraps" dickhead. I honestly wish more people were straight with me earlier on. You've got this man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on August 31, 2021, 04:22:36 PM

Quote from: JB on August 31, 2021, 02:39:13 PM

Quote from: norcalnobody on August 09, 2021, 09:03:23 PM

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After a long depressing day I thought I should come to this thread to vent so here I go.

I'm a 21 year old loser with no friends. I cut off the small circle of stoner homies I had in highschool when we graduated cause of that time being a turning point for our lives. It was kinda like that movie Superbad where they all get jealous of each other throughout the movie. My friends always felt superficial to me anyways and didn't always seem like they understood my inner mental struggles. I'm just tired of hanging with fake people that only use me for weed or misery loves company sorta vibes. It always seemed like no one in the group wanted anyone to be better than each other or else they'd become a threat.

I've had no good action on the board these past couple weeks. I always feel burnt out and my legs feel like spaghetti noodles.2020 was my best year on the board , I convinced my self to go to the skatepark multiple days a week the whole year and started skating more down rails and gnarlier obstacles. The time has come where I reached my peak and now its over. I have no motivation anymore to push myself when it comes to skating. Some slappies and a couple flat ground tricks and that's it, that's all I got.

After highschool I continued working as a bus boy at a restaurant where I one day had a mental breakdown. The fakeness of being a customer service employee kills me. I was never socially gifted to begin with and I had to put on a fake smile for two years and walk in there every day. Also a girl i knew from school got a job there one day suprisingly. She had friend zoned me and rejected me many times in public but we were still "friends." I was super weirded out when she got a job at the same place as me because I had told her where I worked before. When we were working together our other co workers noticed that we had a bit of a connection (nothing romantic, but I talked to her more than I ever did to my original co workers) and they all grouped up one day and gave me their advice saying that they thought she liked me and I should shoot my shot for her. I explained that we were just friends but all my co workers were hyping me up to do it. I ended up making a move one night when we decided to meet up and smoke. I told her how I honestly felt about her and she didn't feel the same. Things got awkward real quick,right there, right then. She ended up dating another co worker of mine. A better looking dude and made me look like a total fool and still kept working there during all of this. Everyone else knew I was mentally damaged but no one said anything.

The night after my mental break down at work (which is too embarassing to describe) I told my parents the real truth about how I felt in life and how I was depressed and had felt like I had no self esteem. My parents were clueless on how to even react and now I just regret ever having that job and putting in my final two weeks I should've never showed up the day I fucked up my flirt attempt. I'm unemployed right now just using the money I made from food delivery apps to buy my own food,weed, skate board parts, etc. My folks keep mentioning community college classes or trade school to me when really I just feel like becoming a homeless skateboarder and smoking weed all day while I sit on my ass on the sidewalk eating takeout with the $ I beg for and watching as hot chicks go by.

I really have been thinking about going homeless though. Maybe hitchhike to SF or Santa Cruz cause the scene there might be better. I just love living stress free and not having to worry about security or materialistic things. I feel ashamed of not being able to please my parents by getting a 9 to 5 but I hate the corporate world.

[close]

I started writing an essay for you, but I'll just try to cut right to it.
I was unmotivated as fuck at your age. 33 now.
Shit gets better.
Things that matter now will be trivial in the not so distant future.
Have confidence in yourself. You're more capable than you think.
Don't be homeless. Definitely take a chance and move away if you need a change of scenery or just an adventure while you're young and don't have much responsibility, but make sure you've always got a comfortable place to stay and a way to put food on your table.
Life is stressful, and I've never met a truly stress-free person. Even eliminating material things from your life will not completely remove stress. However, there is absolutely nothing wrong with wanting nice things in life and enough money to do what you want. How you make that happen comes down to the moves you make in life. Try to make the right ones, and learn when it doesn't go your way.


I hope this doesn't come off as me being a "pull yourself up by your bootstraps" dickhead. I honestly wish more people were straight with me earlier on. You've got this man.

This is good advice and doesn't come off as bootstrapping. Ur good &#128077;&#127996;

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on September 02, 2021, 08:31:19 AM

I really like Nyjah and the stupid pictures he posts of himself on instagram. The kids alright. That elk photo kills me.

https://www.instagram.com/p/CTTKjEbpYfF/

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on September 02, 2021, 08:34:16 AM

every time i click through those nyjah posts i laugh my ass off because my roommate ahmed looks so much like him, i imagine ahmed balling like nyjah. i have to get him to dress up as nigel once and take a pic.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on September 04, 2021, 11:13:43 PM

Bro if he doesn’t skate you should defz dress him up get one of those nyjah boards and film him having a go at skating and tell him to get real mad when he falls off

Upload it to YouTube call it milkin’ it
There is potential here

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sharp-o on September 06, 2021, 01:47:52 AM

Haven't had a good session skating without drinking for months now.
Lonely outside skating I just can't make friends.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: T4T on September 06, 2021, 03:55:22 AM

Quote from: Sharp-o on September 06, 2021, 01:47:52 AM

Haven't had a good session skating without drinking for months now.
Lonely outside skating I just can't make friends.

I had one buddy who skates but he works 12 hours 7 days and never has time to skate w me :( real bummer shit tbh

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on September 06, 2021, 11:03:35 AM

Anyone do in-store shopping, maybe for the health food front of one of the biggest corporations in the world? I want to apply to grad school for next fall and I just need to empty my brain for the GRE. How awful could it be?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Fasttimes on September 07, 2021, 07:56:59 AM

Quote from: Dwyck on September 06, 2021, 11:03:35 AM

Anyone do in-store shopping, maybe for the health food front of one of the biggest corporations in the world? I want to apply to grad school for next fall and I just need to empty my brain for the GRE. How awful could it be?

Study, study, and then study. It's not bad if you committ to proper time management and have enough time ahead to prepare.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: FrozenIndustries on September 07, 2021, 12:43:07 PM

Quote from: Fasttimes on September 07, 2021, 07:56:59 AM

Quote from: Dwyck on September 06, 2021, 11:03:35 AM

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Anyone do in-store shopping, maybe for the health food front of one of the biggest corporations in the world? I want to apply to grad school for next fall and I just need to empty my brain for the GRE. How awful could it be?

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Study, study, and then study. It's not bad if you committ to proper time management and have enough time ahead to prepare.

I had a friend who did that (personal shopper said company), said it wasn't too terrible.

With the GRE, yeah, just study. There is some rote memorization with the vocab and math stuff, but a lot of it is logic and critical thinking with answering questions (not giving them more information than they want even though questions will often tempt you to do so, etc.)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on September 07, 2021, 01:08:10 PM

Quote from: Macho Taildrop on September 07, 2021, 12:43:07 PM

(not giving them more information than they want even though questions will often tempt you to do so, etc.)

So far, this is every paper I've written in grad school.

My confession: I attempted the write a stupid introduction about myself on the online discussion board for my HR class. I was pretty blown out and seriously typed "I have my basters degree in..." meaning to say bachelors. Thankfully I caught it and had a good laugh. Somehow I breeze through this shit.

You'll do fine, Dwyck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on September 14, 2021, 08:36:37 PM

thanks guys.

I'm in urban studies and a master's is the only step to work in the field for me, but between Covid and a relationship failing I put it off. I'm looking forward to it. I've been out school just long enough to miss academia. Gotta grind the GRE out (and living with my mom again) and I think everything else will be rewarding. Interviewing at a dish/porter job tomorrow &#129310;

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on September 16, 2021, 05:45:28 AM

I smoke what I think is decent weed and for the last maybe two months I been smoking out of this bong I made out of a original source tingly mint and tea tree shower gel bottle

They use 7927 mint leaves in every bottle, says so on the label

Cut a conepiece out of a rum can

I was just cleaning it now and I had this realisation like what the fuck am I doing with this rat bottle

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on September 16, 2021, 07:14:19 AM

Inhaling plastic? Buy a glass bong and keep it clean!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Easy Slider on September 16, 2021, 07:18:17 AM

Quote from: matty_c on September 16, 2021, 05:45:28 AM

I smoke what I think is decent weed and for the last maybe two months I been smoking out of this bong I made out of a original source tingly mint and tea tree shower gel bottle

They use 7927 mint leaves in every bottle, says so on the label

Cut a conepiece out of a rum can

I was just cleaning it now and I had this realisation like what the fuck am I doing with this rat bottle

 When I first visited my girlfriend‘s (now wife) parents house while they were away I made a bong cutting up one of those tea eggs for the sieve. I thought they didn‘t use it but first thing when they came home from their holidays was trying to brew some tea and the egg was gone but they discovered scraps in the dustbin.  I never told them what I had used it for but they certainly thought I was a weird bloke and called me the metal eater for a while afterwards…

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on September 16, 2021, 11:09:34 AM

You boneheads can't roll a joint?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Krooked antihero on September 16, 2021, 02:00:10 PM

Quote from: JB on September 16, 2021, 11:09:34 AM

You boneheads can't roll a joint?

Or maybe some of us just prefer bong hits over joint? Also what my man Gray Imp said, glass is the only way.

Edit. While I’m here I may confess some: I smoke way too much weed, 3grams a day in a weekdays and alot more weekends. I’ve been growing my own for the past 15years so supply ain’t no issue nor quality, but I found it a bit dull that I have to smoke like 3bowls by myself while my friends pass out after hit or two usually. So, I’m planning to quit smoking and growing this year, no idea how it’ll turn out as I’ve been smoking constantly like 20years now and being high has became my ”norm”.

http://youtu.be/99epLr2yhYM

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on September 16, 2021, 03:08:57 PM

I stopped for a couple weeks a few months ago and focused the glass one and never replaced it

That’s pretty funny, easy slider
They would have to think drugs of some sort, no?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: newguy on September 17, 2021, 05:54:23 AM

I had a nasty phase of acne in high school and tried to divert attention from my face by getting into clothes and streetwear, buying old basketball shoes three sizes too small, mismatched clothes, drawing on my shoes, etc. I became addicted to buying clothes and started stealing money from piles of bags left around for lunchbreaks. I did that for a year and thought I would get away with it. Of course I got busted and almost got expelled right before my finals, some parents reported me to the police too, and the school tried to pin other thefts I had no part in on me (I later found out they had busted like a dozen people at the same time, me included). Because I was in Singapore with my family at the time this police case was really, really bad news, I could go to jail. It was the worst period of my life, the whole school knew about my thefts, I completely lost my parent’s trust and the bottom just fell out. Eventually my parents got the school to let me pass my finals, walking back in with all those stares was the hardest thing I’ve ever done in my life, then we left Singapore and I never heard from the police investigation again. The embassy told us I would never be able to come back because they never drop cases over there, so not only did I lose my parent’s trust and respect, I also banned myself from a country with important ties to the studies I’m in currently.

Looking back three years later, I realise that I had completely lost touch with reality and justified my stealing by thinking this was a school for rich kids and that a few 10$ bills wasn’t much of a loss (which is true in a way, most kids there, myself included, had parents who were CEO, important lawyers, industry leaders and the likes). I was so disconnected that I thought stealing peoples money to buy shitty clothes was justified, and I was still unhappy because it’s not like my acne was going away, hormones don’t just vanish when you purchase a t-shirt. My parents still don’t trust me to this day, our relationship is burned to the ground, my dad totally lost respect for me (can’t blame him) I’ve become depressed and have developed a plethora of mental health problems because of this on top of ADHD. I’m a functional suicidal wreck now and not one day goes by where I don’t have massive pangs of shame and regret over what I did. 20 years old and I already feel like I irremediably fucked something up. If it wasn’t for skating I would’ve roped myself honestly. I actually looked up how to provoke an amnesia via brain damage to forget all this shit because it hurts so bad.

On top of that, there was this girl that I somehow had managed to woo even though my face looked like a shitty makeup attempt at Freddy Krueger, she was stunning and when I left that relationship fell appart over distance and she dropped me, the memories of that year plus that heartbreak is fucking awful and I’ve become numb, the only emotions I remotely feel are extreme and even then I don’t care. Tried to find refuge in video games and that didn’t work and I got so addicted I failed my first year of college, my parents completely lost faith in me at that point. They still agreed to allow me to try again but they’re convinced I’m going to fail and my dad told me several times I’d fail, all this shit is a feedback loop and I think I’ve started to believe them because my self esteem is dead, my ego is shattered. I’m so incapable of expressing myself and my emotions that I’m reduced to typing this shit out here, I’ve never said any of this stuff to anyone yet here I am, laying all this trauma bare on a public forum instead of talking to my parents and family. The worst part is that my life isn’t even that bad. My parents have money, I live in a large appartement with them, have my own big room, have a good pc and cool clothes and eat plenty of healthy food, but my mental landscape is a war zone, and I’m dead inside (or close to it). I keep a cool facade but I’m so scared shitless of getting too close to anyone because anytime I did I got dropped and scarred. Last year I got numbers from girls from my school and never did anything because of this, I don’t even know how I made any friends ever since I came back, feels like I have like 5 different people in my head that I swap out for different situations. I also hate that I can’t fix the underlying issue that my brain is damaged and that severe ADHD can’t be fixed. Well here’s my confession, felt good typing this out, probably a bunch of whining compared to other stories ITT tbh, and I’d like to thank slap for making me laugh over the years lurking and watching you guys shit talk one another or make photoshop threads, that was quite funny.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on September 17, 2021, 09:25:16 AM

Quote from: newguy on September 17, 2021, 05:54:23 AM

I had a nasty phase of acne in high school and tried to divert attention from my face by getting into clothes and streetwear, buying old basketball shoes three sizes too small, mismatched clothes, drawing on my shoes, etc. I became addicted to buying clothes and started stealing money from piles of bags left around for lunchbreaks. I did that for a year and thought I would get away with it. Of course I got busted and almost got expelled right before my finals, some parents reported me to the police too, and the school tried to pin other thefts I had no part in on me (I later found out they had busted like a dozen people at the same time, me included). Because I was in Singapore with my family at the time this police case was really, really bad news, I could go to jail. It was the worst period of my life, the whole school knew about my thefts, I completely lost my parent’s trust and the bottom just fell out. Eventually my parents got the school to let me pass my finals, walking back in with all those stares was the hardest thing I’ve ever done in my life, then we left Singapore and I never heard from the police investigation again. The embassy told us I would never be able to come back because they never drop cases over there, so not only did I lose my parent’s trust and respect, I also banned myself from a country with important ties to the studies I’m in currently.

Looking back three years later, I realise that I had completely lost touch with reality and justified my stealing by thinking this was a school for rich kids and that a few 10$ bills wasn’t much of a loss (which is true in a way, most kids there, myself included, had parents who were CEO, important lawyers, industry leaders and the likes). I was so disconnected that I thought stealing peoples money to buy shitty clothes was justified, and I was still unhappy because it’s not like my acne was going away, hormones don’t just vanish when you purchase a t-shirt. My parents still don’t trust me to this day, our relationship is burned to the ground, my dad totally lost respect for me (can’t blame him) I’ve become depressed and have developed a plethora of mental health problems because of this on top of ADHD. I’m a functional suicidal wreck now and not one day goes by where I don’t have massive pangs of shame and regret over what I did. 20 years old and I already feel like I irremediably fucked something up. If it wasn’t for skating I would’ve roped myself honestly. I actually looked up how to provoke an amnesia via brain damage to forget all this shit because it hurts so bad.

On top of that, there was this girl that I somehow had managed to woo even though my face looked like a shitty makeup attempt at Freddy Krueger, she was stunning and when I left that relationship fell appart over distance and she dropped me, the memories of that year plus that heartbreak is fucking awful and I’ve become numb, the only emotions I remotely feel are extreme and even then I don’t care. Tried to find refuge in video games and that didn’t work and I got so addicted I failed my first year of college, my parents completely lost faith in me at that point. They still agreed to allow me to try again but they’re convinced I’m going to fail and my dad told me several times I’d fail, all this shit is a feedback loop and I think I’ve started to believe them because my self esteem is dead, my ego is shattered. I’m so incapable of expressing myself and my emotions that I’m reduced to typing this shit out here, I’ve never said any of this stuff to anyone yet here I am, laying all this trauma bare on a public forum instead of talking to my parents and family. The worst part is that my life isn’t even that bad. My parents have money, I live in a large appartement with them, have my own big room, have a good pc and cool clothes and eat plenty of healthy food, but my mental landscape is a war zone, and I’m dead inside (or close to it). I keep a cool facade but I’m so scared shitless of getting too close to anyone because anytime I did I got dropped and scarred. Last year I got numbers from girls from my school and never did anything because of this, I don’t even know how I made any friends ever since I came back, feels like I have like 5 different people in my head that I swap out for different situations. I also hate that I can’t fix the underlying issue that my brain is damaged and that severe ADHD can’t be fixed. Well here’s my confession, felt good typing this out, probably a bunch of whining compared to other stories ITT tbh, and I’d like to thank slap for making me laugh over the years lurking and watching you guys shit talk one another or make photoshop threads, that was quite funny.

Hey dude just wanted to pop in and say, you're not irredeemable, and your life has literally just begun. When i was 20, I'd also failed out of my classes, was living with my parents and i had premarital sex GASP!. My parents thought i was going to hell and i had to deal with a lifetime of religious guilt and my high school sweetheart got pregnant with some random guy a month after we broke up and named their kid the name we had always discussed. All of this stuff seemed like the most important thing in the world to me at the time and i felt like my life was completely over, but of course looking back now at 28, none of it seems all that important. I've lived multiple lives in just the eight years since then, and even if you don't go back to school, or do well, your life is far from over and there are many different avenues and potential paths for your life to take.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on September 17, 2021, 01:46:37 PM

Whenever I’m saying a name or something over the phone and try to use a word to clarify each letter, I’m really bad at it.  Either I’ll take way too long to come up a word starting with that letter or I’ll blurt out some very poor candidate like “P as in…uh... psoriasis.” 

Or I’ll pick a bunch of words that make me look like some sort of deviant psychopath: “T as in torture, A as in… autopsy, M as in murder-suicide, E as in… ejaculate.”

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Fhk on September 17, 2021, 06:23:11 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on September 17, 2021, 01:46:37 PM

Whenever I’m saying a name or something over the phone and try to use a word to clarify each letter, I’m really bad at it.  Either I’ll take way too long to come up a word starting with that letter or I’ll blurt out some very poor candidate like “P as in…uh... psoriasis.” 

Or I’ll pick a bunch of words that make me look like some sort of deviant psychopath: “T as in torture, A as in… autopsy, M as in murder-suicide, E as in… ejaculate.”

Someone is still watching too many crime investigation shows.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on September 17, 2021, 06:40:25 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on September 17, 2021, 01:46:37 PM

Whenever I’m saying a name or something over the phone and try to use a word to clarify each letter, I’m really bad at it.  Either I’ll take way too long to come up a word starting with that letter or I’ll blurt out some very poor candidate like “P as in…uh... psoriasis.” 

Or I’ll pick a bunch of words that make me look like some sort of deviant psychopath: “T as in torture, A as in… autopsy, M as in murder-suicide, E as in… ejaculate.”

if you clarified the letters of a name like that yes, that would be weird.

the last time i had to spell someone something over the phone and came to t for some reason i used terrorist. i mean there's no merrorist, or gerrorist afaik. there's no doubt that i meant the letter t with that word. so i guess it was a pretty useful slip.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on September 17, 2021, 07:47:39 PM

Quote from: Krooked antihero  on September 16, 2021, 02:00:10 PM

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You boneheads can't roll a joint?

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Or maybe some of us just prefer bong hits over joint? Also what my man Gray Imp said, glass is the only way.

Edit. While I’m here I may confess some: I smoke way too much weed, 3grams a day in a weekdays and alot more weekends. I’ve been growing my own for the past 15years so supply ain’t no issue nor quality, but I found it a bit dull that I have to smoke like 3bowls by myself while my friends pass out after hit or two usually. So, I’m planning to quit smoking and growing this year, no idea how it’ll turn out as I’ve been smoking constantly like 20years now and being high has became my ”norm”.

http://youtu.be/99epLr2yhYM

I had that 8th to a 1/4 of ganja a day thing going for a long time. And you're right about it becoming the "norm." I tried going into the military (and that didn't work) and just stopped blazing out right for a year. After that my tolerance never came back to where I could smoke all day. The herbs always around and I get fried sometimes but it's not the same. Sometimes I think it would be dope to build that tolerance back up though

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ayanami on September 20, 2021, 12:50:15 AM

Thought I was good at making new homies but shit has honestly been hard making new skate friends. Making friends at work is easy compared to this but really wish I knew how to approach dudes and find people to skate with in a new area.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cky enthusiast on September 20, 2021, 12:38:49 PM

Quote from: matty_c on September 16, 2021, 05:45:28 AM

I smoke what I think is decent weed and for the last maybe two months I been smoking out of this bong I made out of a original source tingly mint and tea tree shower gel bottle

They use 7927 mint leaves in every bottle, says so on the label

Cut a conepiece out of a rum can

I was just cleaning it now and I had this realisation like what the fuck am I doing with this rat bottle

hittin the beug like jisoe.. true strayan sick cunt shit hey

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 20, 2021, 02:16:13 PM

I definitely can't roll a joint.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on September 20, 2021, 02:45:51 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 20, 2021, 02:16:13 PM

I definitely can't roll a joint.

Same, but we both can smoke the hell out of one

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on September 20, 2021, 08:15:18 PM

dylan was so fucking cool .. been looking at google images of him for a while now and it’s borderline creepy .. a true style icon that went far beyond skateboarding

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on September 21, 2021, 06:47:12 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on September 20, 2021, 02:16:13 PM

I definitely can't roll a joint.

It's a surprisingly useful skill to have... I don't want to toot my own horn but my mom used to ask me to roll her joints when she would go hang out with her girlfriends... And my mom had been rolling joints since the 60s, she just liked mine better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on September 21, 2021, 07:00:26 AM

Quote from: Ayanami on September 20, 2021, 12:50:15 AM

Thought I was good at making new homies but shit has honestly been hard making new skate friends. Making friends at work is easy compared to this but really wish I knew how to approach dudes and find people to skate with in a new area.

If you figure it out I'd love to hear any tips. The last time I made some new skate friends I just saw some people skating in the park (not a skatepark, but just the local city park) and went up to them and we exchanged numbers. But after Covid lockdowns and being away from people for almost 2 years, I need to get my groove back in that regard.

In the past I've spotted people with caps from skate brands or worn out sneakers out at bars or parties and asked if they skate and then tried to plan to skate together.

The tough part for me as an old man is making friends with people 15-20 years younger than me makes me feel like a creep, but really I just want some people to skate with.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on September 21, 2021, 02:32:37 PM

Quote from: straight on September 20, 2021, 08:15:18 PM

dylan was so fucking cool .. been looking at google images of him for a while now and it’s borderline creepy .. a true style icon that went far beyond skateboarding

More often when I think, "I miss Dylan" I'm thinking about Dylan Reider and not my only brother who I haven't seen in like 4 years

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Easy Slider on September 21, 2021, 02:34:48 PM

I watch Downton Abbey with my wife.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: newguy on September 21, 2021, 02:51:37 PM

Quote from: Tail Devil on September 21, 2021, 02:32:37 PM

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dylan was so fucking cool .. been looking at google images of him for a while now and it’s borderline creepy .. a true style icon that went far beyond skateboarding

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More often when I think, "I miss Dylan" I'm thinking about Dylan Reider and not my only brother who I haven't seen in like 4 years

I never understood the hype around him. His gravis part is good but besides that… Maybe it’s because I don’t care much about what skaters look like, maybe it’s because I was too young and started to skate when his style and influence were already widespread, but I really don’t feel this connection you guys have towards him at all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on September 21, 2021, 05:25:37 PM

Quote from: newguy on September 21, 2021, 02:51:37 PM

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Quote from: straight on September 20, 2021, 08:15:18 PM

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dylan was so fucking cool .. been looking at google images of him for a while now and it’s borderline creepy .. a true style icon that went far beyond skateboarding

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More often when I think, "I miss Dylan" I'm thinking about Dylan Reider and not my only brother who I haven't seen in like 4 years

[close]

I never understood the hype around him. His gravis part is good but besides that… Maybe it’s because I don’t care much about what skaters look like, maybe it’s because I was too young and started to skate when his style and influence were already widespread, but I really don’t feel this connection you guys have towards him at all.

I admire your honesty. Hell…I like you. You can come over to my house and fuck my sister.

You say you were too young and that makes sense. And I was too old to really be into him. However, when his Transworld part came out he was far and away better than anyone else his age. He won Am of the year I think. Do yourself a favor and watch it. His Dylan part was great too but the Transworld part was so next level at the time it was scary.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=AJphOpoHiQY

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lazer69 on September 21, 2021, 06:29:26 PM

For the first time in my life im not horny.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 21, 2021, 10:29:01 PM

Quote from: lazer69 on September 21, 2021, 06:29:26 PM

For the first time in my life im not horny.

Hit 30?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on September 22, 2021, 04:26:39 AM

I love reality tv.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on September 22, 2021, 08:42:19 AM

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Quote from: straight on September 20, 2021, 08:15:18 PM

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dylan was so fucking cool .. been looking at google images of him for a while now and it’s borderline creepy .. a true style icon that went far beyond skateboarding

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More often when I think, "I miss Dylan" I'm thinking about Dylan Reider and not my only brother who I haven't seen in like 4 years

[close]

I never understood the hype around him. His gravis part is good but besides that… Maybe it’s because I don’t care much about what skaters look like, maybe it’s because I was too young and started to skate when his style and influence were already widespread, but I really don’t feel this connection you guys have towards him at all.

He was a handsome man and he skated in a handsome way. Also probably one of the best impossibles ever

 

Quote from: Easy Slider on September 21, 2021, 02:34:48 PM

I watch Downton Abbey with my wife.

How great is it? Even though it's about aristos and i wanted Branson to go full IRA, it's still very compelling and well acted television

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Easy Slider on September 22, 2021, 08:56:58 AM

Quote from: DaleSr on September 22, 2021, 08:42:19 AM

Quote from: Easy Slider on September 21, 2021, 02:34:48 PM

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I watch Downton Abbey with my wife.

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How great is it? Even though it's about aristos and i wanted Branson to go full IRA, it's still very compelling and well acted television

Extremely cheesy at times but it has its moments. I am interested in history so it‘s a nice way to see how things were done back then. I particularly like that time around the turn of the 20 century. My wife and I even took the Orient Express on our honeymoon.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ayanami on September 22, 2021, 08:57:01 AM

Quote from: Freelancevagrant on September 22, 2021, 04:26:39 AM

I love reality tv.

Don’t know why but I do too. Love Island has been my shit recently, like I really wish I didn’t give a shit but I watch til the end every time.
https://youtu.be/gi7gSu9ePUc

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Ayanami on September 22, 2021, 08:59:44 AM

Quote from: beatifk on September 21, 2021, 07:00:26 AM

Quote from: Ayanami on September 20, 2021, 12:50:15 AM

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Thought I was good at making new homies but shit has honestly been hard making new skate friends. Making friends at work is easy compared to this but really wish I knew how to approach dudes and find people to skate with in a new area.

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If you figure it out I'd love to hear any tips. The last time I made some new skate friends I just saw some people skating in the park (not a skatepark, but just the local city park) and went up to them and we exchanged numbers. But after Covid lockdowns and being away from people for almost 2 years, I need to get my groove back in that regard.

In the past I've spotted people with caps from skate brands or worn out sneakers out at bars or parties and asked if they skate and then tried to plan to skate together.

The tough part for me as an old man is making friends with people 15-20 years younger than me makes me feel like a creep, but really I just want some people to skate with.

What honestly has worked for me is showing up with some beer, usually an offer to a couple people is what starts conversation pretty easily.

As for spotting someone with skate stuff on, I usually just brush it off cause it’s usually “ah I used to skate” and I’m kinda over it by then cause most people who have told me that won’t get off their high horse when I tell them I still skate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on September 22, 2021, 09:48:32 AM

Quote from: Easy Slider on September 22, 2021, 08:56:58 AM

Quote from: DaleSr on September 22, 2021, 08:42:19 AM

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Quote from: Easy Slider on September 21, 2021, 02:34:48 PM

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I watch Downton Abbey with my wife.

[close]

How great is it? Even though it's about aristos and i wanted Branson to go full IRA, it's still very compelling and well acted television

[close]

Extremely cheesy at times but it has its moments. I am interested in history so it‘s a nice way to see how things were done back then. I particularly like that time around the turn of the 20 century. My wife and I even took the Orient Express on our honeymoon.

That's fucking tight! How was the orient express? My partner and i have been fantasizing about going to Europe for years

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Easy Slider on September 22, 2021, 01:46:12 PM

Quote from: DaleSr on September 22, 2021, 09:48:32 AM

Quote from: Easy Slider on September 22, 2021, 08:56:58 AM

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Quote from: DaleSr on September 22, 2021, 08:42:19 AM

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Quote from: Easy Slider on September 21, 2021, 02:34:48 PM

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I watch Downton Abbey with my wife.

[close]

How great is it? Even though it's about aristos and i wanted Branson to go full IRA, it's still very compelling and well acted television

[close]

Extremely cheesy at times but it has its moments. I am interested in history so it‘s a nice way to see how things were done back then. I particularly like that time around the turn of the 20 century. My wife and I even took the Orient Express on our honeymoon.

[close]

That's fucking tight! How was the orient express? My partner and i have been fantasizing about going to Europe for years

It was great but quite costly. We started in London (where we had spent a few days) with a British Pullman train that took us to Dover. From there passing the Chunnel, which was the least amusing bit, on to Calais where we boarded the Orient Express proper, which took us to Paris where we spent a few days. Then back on the Orient Express which took us to Venice where we stayed for a few more days.

The nice thing about the Orient Express is that it is really authentic, including the cabins. No electronic gadgets and such. The personnel is dressed like back in the day and most passengers make an effort to look the part as well. The food is first class and there‘s even a bar wagon with a baby piano for nightcaps. It‘s a time capsule really.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: newguy on September 22, 2021, 01:54:06 PM

Quote from: DaleSr on September 22, 2021, 08:42:19 AM

Quote from: newguy on September 21, 2021, 02:51:37 PM

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Quote from: Tail Devil on September 21, 2021, 02:32:37 PM

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Quote from: straight on September 20, 2021, 08:15:18 PM

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dylan was so fucking cool .. been looking at google images of him for a while now and it’s borderline creepy .. a true style icon that went far beyond skateboarding

[close]

More often when I think, "I miss Dylan" I'm thinking about Dylan Reider and not my only brother who I haven't seen in like 4 years

[close]

I never understood the hype around him. His gravis part is good but besides that… Maybe it’s because I don’t care much about what skaters look like, maybe it’s because I was too young and started to skate when his style and influence were already widespread, but I really don’t feel this connection you guys have towards him at all.

[close]

He was a handsome man and he skated in a handsome way. Also probably one of the best impossibles ever

He does have one mean impossible, the one he did over a bench… just. Wow

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lazer69 on September 22, 2021, 03:14:19 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on September 21, 2021, 10:29:01 PM

Quote from: lazer69 on September 21, 2021, 06:29:26 PM

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For the first time in my life im not horny.

[close]

Hit 30?

4 months ago

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on September 22, 2021, 05:09:27 PM

Quote from: Easy Slider on September 22, 2021, 01:46:12 PM

Quote from: DaleSr on September 22, 2021, 09:48:32 AM

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Quote from: Easy Slider on September 22, 2021, 08:56:58 AM

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Quote from: DaleSr on September 22, 2021, 08:42:19 AM

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Quote from: Easy Slider on September 21, 2021, 02:34:48 PM

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I watch Downton Abbey with my wife.

[close]

How great is it? Even though it's about aristos and i wanted Branson to go full IRA, it's still very compelling and well acted television

[close]

Extremely cheesy at times but it has its moments. I am interested in history so it‘s a nice way to see how things were done back then. I particularly like that time around the turn of the 20 century. My wife and I even took the Orient Express on our honeymoon.

[close]

That's fucking tight! How was the orient express? My partner and i have been fantasizing about going to Europe for years

[close]

It was great but quite costly. We started in London (where we had spent a few days) with a British Pullman train that took us to Dover. From there passing the Chunnel, which was the least amusing bit, on to Calais where we boarded the Orient Express proper, which took us to Paris where we spent a few days. Then back on the Orient Express which took us to Venice where we stayed for a few more days.

The nice thing about the Orient Express is that it is really authentic, including the cabins. No electronic gadgets and such. The personnel is dressed like back in the day and most passengers make an effort to look the part as well. The food is first class and there‘s even a bar wagon with a baby piano for nightcaps. It‘s a time capsule really.

That literally sounds like my gf's dream. She would totally freak if we did that

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 23, 2021, 12:53:33 AM

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For the first time in my life im not horny.

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Hit 30?

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4 months ago

Welcome to the club. You're done. Sorry, bro.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on September 24, 2021, 06:43:14 PM

Trains are mad I wanna do the Ghan one time
Went on the Kuranda one and the nordland and the Chiang Mai one and a couple I forget the name of
Train travel is sick

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on September 24, 2021, 11:56:08 PM

Quote from: matty_c on September 24, 2021, 06:43:14 PM

Trains are mad I wanna do the Ghan one time
Went on the Kuranda one and the nordland and the Chiang Mai one and a couple I forget the name of
Train travel is sick

The Ghan is crazy expensive isn't it?

I'd love to jump on the trans siberian railway one day though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on September 25, 2021, 03:07:02 AM

Quote from: Sila on September 24, 2021, 11:56:08 PM

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Trains are mad I wanna do the Ghan one time
Went on the Kuranda one and the nordland and the Chiang Mai one and a couple I forget the name of
Train travel is sick

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The Ghan is crazy expensive isn't it?

I'd love to jump on the trans siberian railway one day though.

Yeah 100%, I fully can’t afford it, it looks unreal though

It would be mad to get on that trans Siberian and get munted and blast that kraftwerk album

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: layzieyez on September 27, 2021, 01:12:15 PM

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For the first time in my life im not horny.

[close]

Hit 30?

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4 months ago

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Welcome to the club. You're done. Sorry, bro.

I'm 47. My wife isn't in the mood most times so I try to jack it once a day for prostate health. I feel like if I keep the spice flowing I can continue traveling without moving. Otherwise, all those advances in porn technology and those women are getting plowed during their short porn careers in vain.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 27, 2021, 10:21:15 PM

Quote from: layzieyez on September 27, 2021, 01:12:15 PM

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For the first time in my life im not horny.

[close]

Hit 30?

[close]

4 months ago

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Welcome to the club. You're done. Sorry, bro.

[close]

I'm 47. My wife isn't in the mood most times so I try to jack it once a day for prostate health. I feel like if I keep the spice flowing I can continue traveling without moving. Otherwise, all those advances in porn technology and those women are getting plowed during their short porn careers in vain.

I was just fucking around. At 34 I'm all time high horny... Maby because I was a dope fiend for a long time. Now, I'm always ready.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: layzieyez on September 28, 2021, 06:45:35 AM

Seriously though, the shit I used to jerk it to like scrambled Spice channel, Heavy Metal magazine, or gnarly 70's porn is hilarious to think about now.

The quality, quantity, and convenience of the porn coming out now is ridiculous. Me with a 56k modem waiting to jerk it in the past would be mad at me with high speed streaming handheld viewing convenience if I didn't take advantage of it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on September 28, 2021, 11:00:02 AM

Quote from: layzieyez on September 28, 2021, 06:45:35 AM

Seriously though, the shit I used to jerk it to like scrambled Spice channel, Heavy Metal magazine, or gnarly 70's porn is hilarious to think about now.

The quality, quantity, and convenience of the porn coming out now is ridiculous. Me with a 56k modem waiting to jerk it in the past would be mad at me with high speed streaming handheld viewing convenience if I didn't take advantage of it.

Real confession: I have on multiple occasions in the past couple of years attempted to find recordings of the scrambled porn channels. Nostalgia and also the mystique. I can see anything I want now at the click of a button. What I truly want is to have to work for it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on September 28, 2021, 01:22:21 PM

since we're talking about cranking it, I'll make a real confession, i didn't crank one out until i was 17

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nevrwasben on September 28, 2021, 02:13:14 PM

Quote from: DaleSr on September 28, 2021, 01:22:21 PM

since we're talking about cranking it, I'll make a real confession, i didn't crank one out until i was 17

I didn’t start pulling it until 19, 2 years after I started getting laid. Pretty weird, in retrospect; no clue what took me so long!

edit:Protestant shame

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on September 28, 2021, 02:38:23 PM

Quote from: nevrwasben on September 28, 2021, 02:13:14 PM

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since we're talking about cranking it, I'll make a real confession, i didn't crank one out until i was 17

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I didn’t start pulling it until 19, 2 years after I started getting laid. Pretty weird, in retrospect; no clue what took me so long!

edit:Protestant shame

Saaaaame, combo of being super sheltered and also taught a bunch of nonsense regarding purity culture

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: munchbox on September 28, 2021, 03:27:28 PM

first pregnancy scare at 22.....
sweating the results and dont know who to talk to

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on September 28, 2021, 03:40:11 PM

Quote from: off on September 28, 2021, 03:27:28 PM

first pregnancy scare at 22.....
sweating the results and dont know who to talk to

Why are you sweating the results? Is the possible pregnancy not with a consistent partner? Are they anti abortion and want to keep it?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: munchbox on September 28, 2021, 04:39:30 PM

Quote from: DaleSr on September 28, 2021, 03:40:11 PM

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first pregnancy scare at 22.....
sweating the results and dont know who to talk to

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Why are you sweating the results? Is the possible pregnancy not with a consistent partner? Are they anti abortion and want to keep it?

an ex that im still involved with

shes not anti abortion but her mother might be against it and shes a mamas girl. i trust her enough to make the right decision but i have pretty bad anxiety when it comes to worst case scenarios.

just not sure how to handle the whole deal and dont really want to bring it up to my old man

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: layzieyez on September 28, 2021, 06:00:41 PM

Everything will be ok. If she keeps it, you'll rise to the occasion.

Your dad might be excited to be a grandpa. You'll never know unless you tell him.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on September 28, 2021, 06:10:55 PM

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first pregnancy scare at 22.....
sweating the results and dont know who to talk to

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Why are you sweating the results? Is the possible pregnancy not with a consistent partner? Are they anti abortion and want to keep it?

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an ex that im still involved with

shes not anti abortion but her mother might be against it and shes a mamas girl. i trust her enough to make the right decision but i have pretty bad anxiety when it comes to worst case scenarios.

just not sure how to handle the whole deal and dont really want to bring it up to my old man

I think the best thing to do is communicate with her openly and be honest with each other about your expectations

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on September 28, 2021, 08:06:16 PM

Quote from: DaleSr on September 28, 2021, 06:10:55 PM

Quote from: off on September 28, 2021, 04:39:30 PM

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first pregnancy scare at 22.....
sweating the results and dont know who to talk to

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Why are you sweating the results? Is the possible pregnancy not with a consistent partner? Are they anti abortion and want to keep it?

[close]

an ex that im still involved with

shes not anti abortion but her mother might be against it and shes a mamas girl. i trust her enough to make the right decision but i have pretty bad anxiety when it comes to worst case scenarios.

just not sure how to handle the whole deal and dont really want to bring it up to my old man

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I think the best thing to do is communicate with her openly and be honest with each other about your expectations

At home tests are very accurate. If she tested positive then she is more than likely pregnant. If you have not tested do it.

Find out sooner than later and stay calm. You’ll be a good dad. It’s not ideal but get off to a good start with the mom and her family.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: munchbox on September 28, 2021, 08:08:51 PM

probably should have stated that being a father would be a nightmare. would have to kiss my careers goodbye and same with my ex. realistically its not good for either of us

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on September 28, 2021, 08:32:14 PM

If she doesn’t want to tell her family then you shouldn’t tell your family until she decides what she wants to do. If this is not the girl, not the time and not the family then go to her doctor with her and support her decision. It’s your decision too so feel free to express what you want but ultimately you are in the backseat.

Good luck and be patient with the process.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on September 29, 2021, 06:50:55 AM

It happened to me at 23 or 24. She's now my wife, but this was like a month into our relationship and neither of us were ready to be parents together. We ended up getting an abortion which cost me every dollar I had at the time. I believe it was the best decision we could've made at the time, but it really fucked my wife up for a long time. The times she broke down about it were completely random, and happened pretty much until our daughter was born, and that was like 7 years into our relationship when we were ready for a baby.

Because this is already your ex, I'd seriously consider talking about this with her and how the two of you will now be connected for life if she chooses to keep it. Do you both want that, or is it the best decision to go through with the abortion and give yourselves the chance to move on? Just know that it might be a much more emotional decision for her that it is for you, so be there for her.

Parenthood is the best thing that I've done with my life, but it was a conscious decision my wife and I made when we were ready for it. I can't say it would be different with an unplanned child, but the whole thing should be something you're excited for, not something that makes you anxious. I wish you the best, man.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: straight on September 29, 2021, 10:04:37 AM

what’s the scare? is it a positive test? need more info

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: awwtawd on September 29, 2021, 03:28:55 PM

that bawtawd guy sober now, atleat not a addict.  i can do things n pit em down now. funny im smokin on two fent bags somewhone gave me, but i def aint buyin no mo.

i be goin to na meetings too, mosly see if i can meet a good girl plus it free therapy get ahit off ya chest

recommend

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on September 29, 2021, 03:48:42 PM

Quote from: awwtawd on September 29, 2021, 03:28:55 PM

that bawtawd guy sober now, atleat not a addict.  i can do things n pit em down now. funny im smokin on two fent bags somewhone gave me, but i def aint buyin no mo.

i be goin to na meetings too, mosly see if i can meet a good girl plus it free therapy get ahit off ya chest

recommend

bawtawd is the only person on the planet who can be sober on fent

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on September 30, 2021, 02:54:32 AM

Quote from: JB on September 29, 2021, 06:50:55 AM

It happened to me at 23 or 24. She's now my wife, but this was like a month into our relationship and neither of us were ready to be parents together. We ended up getting an abortion which cost me every dollar I had at the time. I believe it was the best decision we could've made at the time, but it really fucked my wife up for a long time. The times she broke down about it were completely random, and happened pretty much until our daughter was born, and that was like 7 years into our relationship when we were ready for a baby.

Because this is already your ex, I'd seriously consider talking about this with her and how the two of you will now be connected for life if she chooses to keep it. Do you both want that, or is it the best decision to go through with the abortion and give yourselves the chance to move on? Just know that it might be a much more emotional decision for her that it is for you, so be there for her.

Parenthood is the best thing that I've done with my life, but it was a conscious decision my wife and I made when we were ready for it. I can't say it would be different with an unplanned child, but the whole thing should be something you're excited for, not something that makes you anxious. I wish you the best, man.

I should probably never have kids.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Fhk on October 02, 2021, 05:07:20 AM

Quote from: lazer69 on September 21, 2021, 06:29:26 PM

For the first time in my life im not horny.

I'm making up for it..I get even more horny the older I get. Shit, I hope I don't become one of those gross horny old men.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on October 02, 2021, 08:23:10 AM

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For the first time in my life im not horny.

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I'm making up for it..I get even more horny the older I get. Shit, I hope I don't become one of those gross horny old men.

The ripping and the tearing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Fhk on October 02, 2021, 10:04:39 AM

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For the first time in my life im not horny.

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I'm making up for it..I get even more horny the older I get. Shit, I hope I don't become one of those gross horny old men.

[close]

The ripping and the tearing

Haha gross!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on October 03, 2021, 10:46:55 AM

I went through a ska phase.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Fhk on October 03, 2021, 11:12:35 AM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on October 03, 2021, 10:46:55 AM

I went through a ska phase.

Suspenders?
Scaly cap?
So many questions...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on October 03, 2021, 12:02:46 PM

Quote from: Seventyfuhkinseven on October 03, 2021, 11:12:35 AM

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I went through a ska phase.

[close]

Suspenders?
Scaly cap?
So many questions...

Don’t just leave us hanging…

Pick it up Pick it up Pick it up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on October 03, 2021, 01:01:19 PM

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I went through a ska phase.

[close]

Suspenders?
Scaly cap?
So many questions...

[close]

Don’t just leave us hanging…

Pick it up Pick it up Pick it up

Well I had a drawing of the Operation Ivy album cover guy on my dorm room door my freshman year of college and I saw The Toasters a couple of times and did that stupid ska-type dance that I wouldn’t be caught dead doing nowadays.  Listened to a lot of songs with the name “Rudy” in the lyrics.  These were dark times, my friends.

Thankfully I had enough self-awareness to not wear any suspenders or black and white checkered patterns.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Fhk on October 03, 2021, 01:15:45 PM

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I went through a ska phase.

[close]

Suspenders?
Scaly cap?
So many questions...

[close]

Don’t just leave us hanging…

Pick it up Pick it up Pick it up

[close]

Well I had a drawing of the Operation Ivy album cover guy on my dorm room door my freshman year of college and I saw The Toasters a couple of times and did that stupid ska-type dance that I wouldn’t be caught dead doing nowadays.  Listened to a lot of songs with the name “Rudy” in the lyrics.  These were dark times, my friends.

Thankfully I had enough self-awareness to not wear any suspenders or black and white checkered patterns.

(https://i.imgur.com/6Uxuu3c.jpg)
It's there waiting for you if you ever need it.

Cue the horns.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on October 03, 2021, 03:36:33 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on October 03, 2021, 01:01:19 PM

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Quote from: SneakySecrets on October 03, 2021, 10:46:55 AM

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I went through a ska phase.

[close]

Suspenders?
Scaly cap?
So many questions...

[close]

Don’t just leave us hanging…

Pick it up Pick it up Pick it up

[close]

Well I had a drawing of the Operation Ivy album cover guy on my dorm room door my freshman year of college and I saw The Toasters a couple of times and did that stupid ska-type dance that I wouldn’t be caught dead doing nowadays.  Listened to a lot of songs with the name “Rudy” in the lyrics.  These were dark times, my friends.

Thankfully I had enough self-awareness to not wear any suspenders or black and white checkered patterns.

(https://pa1.narvii.com/6540/6297467309731f915a903c4f5f746ad67ea380c5_hq.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on October 03, 2021, 03:43:19 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on October 03, 2021, 01:01:19 PM

Quote from: Freelancevagrant on October 03, 2021, 12:02:46 PM

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Quote from: Seventyfuhkinseven on October 03, 2021, 11:12:35 AM

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Quote from: SneakySecrets on October 03, 2021, 10:46:55 AM

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I went through a ska phase.

[close]

Suspenders?
Scaly cap?
So many questions...

[close]

Don’t just leave us hanging…

Pick it up Pick it up Pick it up

[close]

Well I had a drawing of the Operation Ivy album cover guy on my dorm room door my freshman year of college and I saw The Toasters a couple of times and did that stupid ska-type dance that I wouldn’t be caught dead doing nowadays.  Listened to a lot of songs with the name “Rudy” in the lyrics.  These were dark times, my friends.

Thankfully I had enough self-awareness to not wear any suspenders or black and white checkered patterns.

Operation Ivy is a rite of passage

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on October 03, 2021, 05:21:53 PM

I’ll say it right now, when I hear the horns hit in the beginning of reel big fish’s cover of take on me, I could kick a fucking door down.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Fhk on October 03, 2021, 06:48:22 PM

Quote from: Freelancevagrant on October 03, 2021, 05:21:53 PM

I’ll say it right now, when I hear the horns hit in the beginning of reel big fish’s cover of take on me, I could kick a fucking door down.

(https://i.imgur.com/NpoXz3e.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on October 03, 2021, 07:18:39 PM

Quote from: Freelancevagrant on October 03, 2021, 05:21:53 PM

I’ll say it right now, when I hear the horns hit in the beginning of reel big fish’s cover of take on me, I could kick a fucking door down.

<3

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on October 03, 2021, 07:20:59 PM

Let's Face It by Mighty Mighty Bosstones  is a jam

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on October 03, 2021, 07:37:54 PM

Quote from: blurst_of_times on October 03, 2021, 07:20:59 PM

Let's Face It by Mighty Mighty Bosstones  is a jam

I was making these 11 hours round trip drives through terrain where there was no radio service every few days for a while in 2018. I didn't have a smart phone or MP3 player, and Lets Face It was the only cd I had in the car. By the time I'd get home, I was too tired to remember to bring more CDs into the car and wouldn't realize it til I was on the road the next time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on October 03, 2021, 09:05:22 PM

Five iron frenzy, they were good they were good they were really really really good

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on October 03, 2021, 11:12:30 PM

Lmao Rudy

You a good cunt, sneaky

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Fhk on October 04, 2021, 05:57:59 AM

@SneakySecrets you brought all the rude boys out of the woodwork now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on October 04, 2021, 05:59:09 AM

Quote from: Seventyfuhkinseven on October 04, 2021, 05:57:59 AM

@SneakySecrets you brought all the rude boys out of the woodwork now.

Bunch of nerds

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on October 04, 2021, 06:10:48 AM

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I’ll say it right now, when I hear the horns hit in the beginning of reel big fish’s cover of take on me, I could kick a fucking door down.

[close]

(https://i.imgur.com/NpoXz3e.jpg)

Holy shit I just saw the bottom this is gold.

For prosperity and solidarity with sneaky. This whole record still goes off.

https://youtu.be/cQpks-4oAEU

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on October 04, 2021, 10:32:44 AM

https://youtu.be/YeUjN1vU0YQ (https://youtu.be/YeUjN1vU0YQ)

these kids were a pretty cool ska/punk band from Boston during the late 90s early 00s.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Abyss1 on October 04, 2021, 03:11:55 PM

My high school junior/senior year i went to ska shows almost every weekend and was in a band and we almost got to play with no doubt.  We played on stage with a lot of Asian man records artists

This was the tune that sucked me in.   

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ahIrTy4WDGM

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on October 05, 2021, 01:33:07 AM

Is Leftover Crack considered ska? How about Star Fucking Hipsters? If so, I like ska.

Also, real confession, I like Leftover Crack.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on October 05, 2021, 04:25:46 AM

Quote from: beatifk on October 05, 2021, 01:33:07 AM

Is Leftover Crack considered ska? How about Star Fucking Hipsters? If so, I like ska.

Also, real confession, I like Leftover Crack.

Choking Victim?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on October 05, 2021, 04:34:16 AM

Quote from: beatifk on October 05, 2021, 01:33:07 AM

Is Leftover Crack considered ska? How about Star Fucking Hipsters? If so, I like ska.

Also, real confession, I like Leftover Crack.

Quote from: SneakySecrets on October 05, 2021, 04:25:46 AM

Quote from: beatifk on October 05, 2021, 01:33:07 AM

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Is Leftover Crack considered ska? How about Star Fucking Hipsters? If so, I like ska.

Also, real confession, I like Leftover Crack.

[close]

Choking Victim?

I mean, when there is no hope.. I’ll smoke some crack and shoot some dope.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on October 05, 2021, 07:32:00 AM

Leftover Crack/ Choking Victim could be exceptions to the rule? OPIV too!

***
I saw a girl at the skate park on Sunday on a longboard doing power slide/ no comply/ fancy footwork combos and I gave her inner props to maybe even a whispered “yeah”

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Madam, I'm Adam on October 05, 2021, 08:14:31 PM

I don’t like the word “skater.”

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on October 05, 2021, 08:38:58 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on October 05, 2021, 04:25:46 AM

Quote from: beatifk on October 05, 2021, 01:33:07 AM

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Is Leftover Crack considered ska? How about Star Fucking Hipsters? If so, I like ska.

Also, real confession, I like Leftover Crack.

[close]

Choking Victim?

https://youtu.be/FAe9HD4Jgw0 (https://youtu.be/FAe9HD4Jgw0)

that first give em the boot comp from 97 was pretty awesome

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on October 05, 2021, 09:28:36 PM

If any dorks out there love Crack Rock Steady, the new book Architects of Self-Destruction by Brad Logan & Co is a fucking great read.



I love ska and I don’t give a shit about how dorky it is to do so. Also, listen to Jeff Rosenstock.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 05, 2021, 09:37:38 PM

My confession: other than two Black flag songs, I can't stand punk.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on October 06, 2021, 02:51:53 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on October 05, 2021, 09:37:38 PM

My confession: other than two Black flag songs, I can't stand punk.

on the flip side of that: I fucking love punk, but there’s probably only two black flag songs I can actually stand

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on October 06, 2021, 05:23:40 AM

Quote from: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on October 06, 2021, 02:51:53 AM

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My confession: other than two Black flag songs, I can't stand punk.

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on the flip side of that: I fucking love punk, but there’s probably only two black flag songs I can actually stand

Since I listen to worst shit ever I don't judge you, my dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on October 06, 2021, 05:58:50 AM

Heres one I’ve always kept close to the chest, when I was a baby I looked like a spitting image of Ross Perot.

I love black flag, and Rollins as a person (went to his house once). That being said, I think he was far from the best singer black flag had and the no policy ep from when he was in state of alert absolutely crushes anything he released with black flag.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 06, 2021, 06:52:06 AM

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My confession: other than two Black flag songs, I can't stand punk.

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on the flip side of that: I fucking love punk, but there’s probably only two black flag songs I can actually stand

I've never been able to get into black flag either, despite the fact that they've influenced so many bands I love.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on October 06, 2021, 07:30:50 AM

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My confession: other than two Black flag songs, I can't stand punk.

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on the flip side of that: I fucking love punk, but there’s probably only two black flag songs I can actually stand

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I've never been able to get into black flag either, despite the fact that they've influenced so many bands I love.

I’ve never gotten into Black Flag nor Bad Brains. I prefer Sex Pistols to both of them. Which I know is a super hot take among punk music fans.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: charge on October 06, 2021, 08:41:16 AM

Quote from: Freelancevagrant on October 06, 2021, 05:58:50 AM

Heres one I’ve always kept close to the chest, when I was a baby I looked like a spitting image of Ross Perot.

I love black flag, and Rollins as a person (went to his house once). That being said, I think he was far from the best singer black flag had and the no policy ep from when he was in state of alert absolutely crushes anything he released with black flag.

soa does indeed rip. i feel you on him not being the best of their singers. but you can't deny the damaged LP has a certain power behind it none of the other singles or EPs had before or after....

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on October 06, 2021, 11:19:57 AM

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Heres one I’ve always kept close to the chest, when I was a baby I looked like a spitting image of Ross Perot.

I love black flag, and Rollins as a person (went to his house once). That being said, I think he was far from the best singer black flag had and the no policy ep from when he was in state of alert absolutely crushes anything he released with black flag.

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soa does indeed rip. i feel you on him not being the best of their singers. but you can't deny the damaged LP has a certain power behind it none of the other singles or EPs had before or after....

Ya, damaged is good for sure, as is my war. But I constantly revisit the jealous again and six pack ep’s as wel as everything went black. Very rarely over the last 15 years have I just been aching to hear damaged.

I think that Chavo is the best singer they had, then Dez, then Rollins.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on October 06, 2021, 11:54:18 AM

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Heres one I’ve always kept close to the chest, when I was a baby I looked like a spitting image of Ross Perot.

I love black flag, and Rollins as a person (went to his house once). That being said, I think he was far from the best singer black flag had and the no policy ep from when he was in state of alert absolutely crushes anything he released with black flag.

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soa does indeed rip. i feel you on him not being the best of their singers. but you can't deny the damaged LP has a certain power behind it none of the other singles or EPs had before or after....

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Ya, damaged is good for sure, as is my war. But I constantly revisit the jealous again and six pack ep’s as wel as everything went black. Very rarely over the last 15 years have I just been aching to hear damaged.

I think that Chavo is the best singer they had, then Dez, then Rollins.

I honestly haven't listened to a ton of black flag, but I love Henry in general

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on October 06, 2021, 12:37:21 PM

Quote from: Madam, I'm Adam on October 05, 2021, 08:14:31 PM

I don’t like the word “skater.”

What about if you spelt it "sk8er"?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 06, 2021, 04:03:19 PM

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My confession: other than two Black flag songs, I can't stand punk.

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on the flip side of that: I fucking love punk, but there’s probably only two black flag songs I can actually stand

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I've never been able to get into black flag either, despite the fact that they've influenced so many bands I love.

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I’ve never gotten into Black Flag nor Bad Brains. I prefer Sex Pistols to both of them. Which I know is a super hot take among punk music fans.

Nothing wrong with the Pistols. Nevermind the Bollocks is a classic, fuck what anyone else says.
Bad Brains is one of those bands that I specifically remember the first time I heard them. It was one of those "this is what I've been looking for" sounds.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on October 06, 2021, 04:17:00 PM

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My confession: other than two Black flag songs, I can't stand punk.

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on the flip side of that: I fucking love punk, but there’s probably only two black flag songs I can actually stand

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I've never been able to get into black flag either, despite the fact that they've influenced so many bands I love.

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I’ve never gotten into Black Flag nor Bad Brains. I prefer Sex Pistols to both of them. Which I know is a super hot take among punk music fans.

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Nothing wrong with the Pistols. Nevermind the Bollocks is a classic, fuck what anyone else says.
Bad Brains is one of those bands that I specifically remember the first time I heard them. It was one of those "this is what I've been looking for" sounds.

That’s the feeling I had when I first heard Jesse sing “I know things are getting tougher…” two seconds into energy.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: GardenSkater77 on October 06, 2021, 04:51:19 PM

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My confession: other than two Black flag songs, I can't stand punk.

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on the flip side of that: I fucking love punk, but there’s probably only two black flag songs I can actually stand

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I've never been able to get into black flag either, despite the fact that they've influenced so many bands I love.

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I’ve never gotten into Black Flag nor Bad Brains. I prefer Sex Pistols to both of them. Which I know is a super hot take among punk music fans.

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Nothing wrong with the Pistols. Nevermind the Bollocks is a classic, fuck what anyone else says.
Bad Brains is one of those bands that I specifically remember the first time I heard them. It was one of those "this is what I've been looking for" sounds.

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That’s the feeling I had when I first heard Jesse sing “I know things are getting tougher…” two seconds into energy.

Milo Goes to College may be the tightest So Cal punk rock album of the 1st wave. Also, Black Flag First Four Years will make anyone a believer…

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: charge on October 06, 2021, 05:27:47 PM

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My confession: other than two Black flag songs, I can't stand punk.

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on the flip side of that: I fucking love punk, but there’s probably only two black flag songs I can actually stand

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I've never been able to get into black flag either, despite the fact that they've influenced so many bands I love.

[close]

I’ve never gotten into Black Flag nor Bad Brains. I prefer Sex Pistols to both of them. Which I know is a super hot take among punk music fans.

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Nothing wrong with the Pistols. Nevermind the Bollocks is a classic, fuck what anyone else says.
Bad Brains is one of those bands that I specifically remember the first time I heard them. It was one of those "this is what I've been looking for" sounds.

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Always loved their covers. No fun. Substitute. No lip. Stepping stone. Great choices in covers.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on October 06, 2021, 05:34:49 PM

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Heres one I’ve always kept close to the chest, when I was a baby I looked like a spitting image of Ross Perot.

I love black flag, and Rollins as a person (went to his house once). That being said, I think he was far from the best singer black flag had and the no policy ep from when he was in state of alert absolutely crushes anything he released with black flag.

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soa does indeed rip. i feel you on him not being the best of their singers. but you can't deny the damaged LP has a certain power behind it none of the other singles or EPs had before or after....

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Ya, damaged is good for sure, as is my war. But I constantly revisit the jealous again and six pack ep’s as wel as everything went black. Very rarely over the last 15 years have I just been aching to hear damaged.

I think that Chavo is the best singer they had, then Dez, then Rollins.

I prefer Morris, but I fee like Dez brought the first wave of heaviness to the band. Rollins era really turned me off for the most part. it felt depressed and I wasn't a depressed kid.

all the bands have a place in my <3 but really the only punk band from that era that I still enjoy listening to regularly is the Minutemen. fucking corndogs...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sila on October 06, 2021, 11:11:23 PM

Pistols were awesome. Punks seem very split down the middle whether they appreciate them or not. I can't listen to much old US hardcore anymore though but still have time for Crucifix, Necros, Bad Brains, Cro-Mags and a few others. I really prefer the early European/Japanese/Aus/NZ stuff instead.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on October 06, 2021, 11:45:59 PM

Aloha Steve and danno

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paul Cicero on October 07, 2021, 01:44:37 AM

I’ve been passionate about two things since early high school; Hardcore and Skating.

But for some weird reason I never cross the two - like I’ve never contributed to the dedication thread about hardcore music and I would never skate in a Knocked Loose shirt.. If I was going to a show I would never wear my thrasher hat.

Even though the two cultures have similarities and definitely have cross over tendencies - I’ve just always kept them separate. This is weird to even type haha

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on October 07, 2021, 06:53:05 AM

Quote from: Paul Cicero on October 07, 2021, 01:44:37 AM

I’ve been passionate about two things since early high school; Hardcore and Skating.

But for some weird reason I never cross the two - like I’ve never contributed to the dedication thread about hardcore music and I would never skate in a Knocked Loose shirt.. If I was going to a show I would never wear my thrasher hat.

Even though the two cultures have similarities and definitely have cross over tendencies - I’ve just always kept them separate. This is weird to even type haha

I saw Knocked Loose before COVID… and I’m pretty sure I was wearing my thrasher hat. And my thrasher hat has a Pallbearer pin on it so it was real multi-cultural affair.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on October 07, 2021, 08:13:27 AM

Quote from: matty_c on October 06, 2021, 11:45:59 PM

Aloha Steve and danno

steve, i wanna say thank you for all you've done for me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paul Cicero on October 07, 2021, 12:16:15 PM

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I’ve been passionate about two things since early high school; Hardcore and Skating.

But for some weird reason I never cross the two - like I’ve never contributed to the dedication thread about hardcore music and I would never skate in a Knocked Loose shirt.. If I was going to a show I would never wear my thrasher hat.

Even though the two cultures have similarities and definitely have cross over tendencies - I’ve just always kept them separate. This is weird to even type haha

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I saw Knocked Loose before COVID… and I’m pretty sure I was wearing my thrasher hat. And my thrasher hat has a Pallbearer pin on it so it was real multi-cultural affair.

Jealous - I love them so much, being in Oz, I missed the only time they came over. Kinda bummed Ill never get to see them at a smaller more traditional show setting since they’ve blown up.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: FrozenIndustries on October 07, 2021, 12:51:01 PM

Quote from: Paul Cicero on October 07, 2021, 01:44:37 AM

I’ve been passionate about two things since early high school; Hardcore and Skating.

But for some weird reason I never cross the two - like I’ve never contributed to the dedication thread about hardcore music and I would never skate in a Knocked Loose shirt.. If I was going to a show I would never wear my thrasher hat.

Even though the two cultures have similarities and definitely have cross over tendencies - I’ve just always kept them separate. This is weird to even type haha

I feel the same way about skating and black metal. Been involved with both since high school (I'm 39), but I think mixing the two is almost always pretty corny. I'll occasionally post in the black metal thread on here, but that is about as far as it goes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paul Cicero on October 07, 2021, 01:32:13 PM

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I’ve been passionate about two things since early high school; Hardcore and Skating.

But for some weird reason I never cross the two - like I’ve never contributed to the dedication thread about hardcore music and I would never skate in a Knocked Loose shirt.. If I was going to a show I would never wear my thrasher hat.

Even though the two cultures have similarities and definitely have cross over tendencies - I’ve just always kept them separate. This is weird to even type haha

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I feel the same way about skating and black metal. Been involved with both since high school (I'm 39), but I think mixing the two is almost always pretty corny. I'll occasionally post in the black metal thread on here, but that is about as far as it goes.

HA - Nice to know I’m not alone! I know what you mean about it being kinda corny. When I see Chris Cole skating in an ETID shirt I cringe even though I love that band haha.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bupstop on October 07, 2021, 03:54:34 PM

Quote from: Freelancevagrant on October 06, 2021, 05:58:50 AM

Heres one I’ve always kept close to the chest, when I was a baby I looked like a spitting image of Ross Perot.

I love black flag, and Rollins as a person (went to his house once). That being said, I think he was far from the best singer black flag had and the no policy ep from when he was in state of alert absolutely crushes anything he released with black flag.

I agree with all of your takes on Rollins and Black Flag. I think I like Reyes’ vocals the best and I’ve always liked SOA more than any of Rollins’ Black Flag output. I will say that later era Black Flag has grown on me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on October 07, 2021, 04:58:41 PM

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Heres one I’ve always kept close to the chest, when I was a baby I looked like a spitting image of Ross Perot.

I love black flag, and Rollins as a person (went to his house once). That being said, I think he was far from the best singer black flag had and the no policy ep from when he was in state of alert absolutely crushes anything he released with black flag.

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I agree with all of your takes on Rollins and Black Flag. I think I like Reyes’ vocals the best and I’ve always liked SOA more than any of Rollins’ Black Flag output. I will say that later era Black Flag has grown on me.

First things first, welcome!

Your post also reminded me that I have a tendency to discount more of their discography than I should. Because I do absolutely enjoy a few later records, slip it in, family man, and the process of weeding out in particular.

Have a gnar and stick around  @Bupstop

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: layzieyez on October 08, 2021, 03:17:34 PM

The first time I got pulled over for speeding, Police Story was blasting from my open window before I realized that the cop was almost at my door. Had to turn it down real quick.

Black Flag literally saved my life one night. My first college girlfriend had been playing His Name is Alive on my car stereo as we were returning to Athens from Atlanta after seeing a show. I was falling asleep at the wheel from her music so I threw in Everything Went Black to wake me up. A minute later a gang of deer ran in front of my car and I was alert enough to slam on my brakes. Thanks Black Flag.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on October 08, 2021, 05:03:31 PM

I am the originator of "a tragic" and i am not ashamed of my (as it seems) poor english skills.
luv ya guyz. let it live on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Vomit Lust on October 08, 2021, 06:07:47 PM

I thought I was the only person who loves punk rock and doesn’t really give a shit about Black Flag. I’ve only ever told a couple people that. Truly like a confession. I think they were a time and place thing I don’t get. I understand why the Ramones were important despite their music sounding like children’s music by today’s standards. But Black Flag just sounds like sloppy musicians that can’t write a catchy hook. Maybe they really were groundbreaking back then and I’ve heard too many bands that were influenced by them and did it better, but I just can’t get way into it. There’s a few killer tunes but I could probably think of a couple hundred bands I like better.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on October 08, 2021, 07:51:30 PM

Quote from: somethingmustbreaknow on October 08, 2021, 05:03:31 PM

I am the originator of "a tragic" and i am not ashamed of my (as it seems) poor english skills.
luv ya guyz. let it live on.

thank you for this classic phrase

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Madam, I'm Adam on October 08, 2021, 08:07:24 PM

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I don’t like the word “skater.”

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What about if you spelt it "sk8er"?

Well then I love it. Avril and the early 2000's forever!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jgonzalez on October 08, 2021, 08:49:47 PM

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I thought I was the only person who loves punk rock and doesn’t really give a shit about Black Flag. I’ve only ever told a couple people that. Truly like a confession. I think they were a time and place thing I don’t get. I understand why the Ramones were important despite their music sounding like children’s music by today’s standards. But Black Flag just sounds like sloppy musicians that can’t write a catchy hook. Maybe they really were groundbreaking back then and I’ve heard too many bands that were influenced by them and did it better, but I just can’t get way into it. There’s a few killer tunes but I could probably think of a couple hundred bands I like better.

I feel that way about agression. No sense of musical arrangement.  GG Allin is pretty sloppy music wise as well but his band kicks ass IMO

I think Greg Ginn has a sense of music theory

Throwing in a vote for chavo as best black flag singer but I love Rollins as well

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dad_Brains on October 08, 2021, 10:23:14 PM

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Heres one I’ve always kept close to the chest, when I was a baby I looked like a spitting image of Ross Perot.

I love black flag, and Rollins as a person (went to his house once). That being said, I think he was far from the best singer black flag had and the no policy ep from when he was in state of alert absolutely crushes anything he released with black flag.

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I agree with all of your takes on Rollins and Black Flag. I think I like Reyes’ vocals the best and I’ve always liked SOA more than any of Rollins’ Black Flag output. I will say that later era Black Flag has grown on me.

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First things first, welcome!

Your post also reminded me that I have a tendency to discount more of their discography than I should. Because I do absolutely enjoy a few later records, slip it in, family man, and the process of weeding out in particular.

Have a gnar and stick around  @Bupstop

You all need to check out Flag if you haven’t heard any of it already. Way better than whatever it is that black flag is these days. OFF! singer Keith Morris, bassist Chuck Dukowski, and drummer Bill Stevenson have formed FLAG, along with guitarist Stephen Egerton of Descendents

https://consequence.net/2013/01/other-black-flag-members-reunite-to-form-flag/

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dad_Brains on October 08, 2021, 10:25:11 PM

Quote from: Sila on October 06, 2021, 11:11:23 PM

Pistols were awesome. Punks seem very split down the middle whether they appreciate them or not. I can't listen to much old US hardcore anymore though but still have time for Crucifix, Necros, Bad Brains, Cro-Mags and a few others. I really prefer the early European/Japanese/Aus/NZ stuff instead.

Interested to know what early NZ stuff you’re into. How far back we talking?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cucktard on October 09, 2021, 05:35:20 AM

I am a skate coach.

Kinda.

Before you hit that kook button (or after, it doesn’t matter) hear my story.

Was skating with my daughter in a public park here in Japan (a regular one, not a skatepark-there aren’t any in my town), when this dad approaches me, speaking English. He’s asian-American, raised in LA, and asks me if I can teach his kid.

Of course I balk at the suggestion, but he’s really insistent. He says he knows another family with a kid who wants to learn how to skate.

I go home and think about it. I’ve actually been teaching snowboarding for 20 years, so I have a good basis in breaking it down for a beginner, but I could hear Grosso growling in my ear.

I decided to do it, but on a few conditions.
It’s free. I don’t want to start a business and deal with permits and liability.

I also want it to be open to everyone, no financial barrier to entry.

It’s on my own time, when I’m free. That turns out to be Saturday mornings, for an hour and a half.

And the kids have to wear helmets. I’m not taking chances. I was too loose once on a downhill clinic I did, and I’ll never forget seeing a dude lying motionless on the pavement with blood coming out of his head. That guy survived, but I never want to deal with that again. Sorry, kids.

It started with 2 kids, and word has been getting around. Now it’s up to 13 (with 3 or 4 parents) and getting a bit hectic. One of the dads helps a bit, but Im gonna have to start thinking about how I’m gonna do this.

The nice thing is some of the parents give a little tip (started by the American dad, Japanese people don’t tip) which helps me out a bunch.

Everyone are straight beginners, so it’s pushing  -> tic-tac -> turning -> rolling off a curb -> turning on a mellow bank -> and putting the board on the grass to learn body varial, jumping on, keeping feet over the bolts, and now an intro to ollieing.

The kids are making friends, I don’t feel like I’m exploiting anyone, but providing a kinda structure for them to learn the basics together and just have fun.

So yeah, I guess I’m a skate coach.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: flippy lippy on October 09, 2021, 06:36:39 AM

^ this is really special man, sounds like they're having an awesome time

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on October 09, 2021, 07:38:47 AM

@cucktard

that's sick, nothing kooky about this!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on October 09, 2021, 07:55:26 AM

Very wholesome @cucktard

My best friend gives me a bunch of shit because i like punk a lot, but during the time period that most kids get super heavy into punk and listen to all the basics (young adolescence, thirteen onward) i was super into indie rock (a useless term that just describes what was popular in the mid 2000s). As a result, I've been trying to listen to all that stuff now as an adult but it doesn't capture my heart like Hot Fuss or turn on the bright lights or good news for people who love bad news does . I also have Coldplay lyrics tattooed on me which he loves to joke is the most punk thing about me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Vomit Lust on October 09, 2021, 11:06:13 AM

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Pistols were awesome. Punks seem very split down the middle whether they appreciate them or not. I can't listen to much old US hardcore anymore though but still have time for Crucifix, Necros, Bad Brains, Cro-Mags and a few others. I really prefer the early European/Japanese/Aus/NZ stuff instead.

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Interested to know what early NZ stuff you’re into. How far back we talking?

@Sila Hey, maybe you know this record I had years ago and can’t find. Don’t remember the name. It’s exactly what you’re talking about: a comp of Asian (possibly all Japanese), Australian, and New Zealand punk bands. The songs were probably all from the 78-82 time period based on recording quality and writing. Very much in that second wave, heavily Pistols, Ramones, and Clash inspired, but not as good vein. I think the comp actually came out in the late 80’s/early 90’s though. Might have been on Incognito Records.

Know what I’m talking about?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lazer69 on October 09, 2021, 12:24:07 PM

I hope ska makes a comeback

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on October 09, 2021, 03:24:25 PM

Quote from: cucktard on October 09, 2021, 05:35:20 AM

I am a skate coach.

Kinda.

Before you hit that kook button (or after, it doesn’t matter) hear my story.

Was skating with my daughter in a public park here in Japan (a regular one, not a skatepark-there aren’t any in my town), when this dad approaches me, speaking English. He’s asian-American, raised in LA, and asks me if I can teach his kid.

Of course I balk at the suggestion, but he’s really insistent. He says he knows another family with a kid who wants to learn how to skate.

I go home and think about it. I’ve actually been teaching snowboarding for 20 years, so I have a good basis in breaking it down for a beginner, but I could hear Grosso growling in my ear.

I decided to do it, but on a few conditions.
It’s free. I don’t want to start a business and deal with permits and liability.

I also want it to be open to everyone, no financial barrier to entry.

It’s on my own time, when I’m free. That turns out to be Saturday mornings, for an hour and a half.

And the kids have to wear helmets. I’m not taking chances. I was too loose once on a downhill clinic I did, and I’ll never forget seeing a dude lying motionless on the pavement with blood coming out of his head. That guy survived, but I never want to deal with that again. Sorry, kids.

It started with 2 kids, and word has been getting around. Now it’s up to 13 (with 3 or 4 parents) and getting a bit hectic. One of the dads helps a bit, but Im gonna have to start thinking about how I’m gonna do this.

The nice thing is some of the parents give a little tip (started by the American dad, Japanese people don’t tip) which helps me out a bunch.

Everyone are straight beginners, so it’s pushing  -> tic-tac -> turning -> rolling off a curb -> turning on a mellow bank -> and putting the board on the grass to learn body varial, jumping on, keeping feet over the bolts, and now an intro to ollieing.

The kids are making friends, I don’t feel like I’m exploiting anyone, but providing a kinda structure for them to learn the basics together and just have fun.

So yeah, I guess I’m a skate coach.

I feel like people around where I live would have an older guy going around advertising free skating lessons for children arrested on suspicion of pedophilia. Especially when you tell them to drop their twelve year old off at the curb behind the dumpsters at Arby’s.  Never goes over well.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on October 09, 2021, 03:46:31 PM

Quote from: cucktard on October 09, 2021, 05:35:20 AM

I am a skate coach.

Kinda.

Before you hit that kook button (or after, it doesn’t matter) hear my story.

Was skating with my daughter in a public park here in Japan (a regular one, not a skatepark-there aren’t any in my town), when this dad approaches me, speaking English. He’s asian-American, raised in LA, and asks me if I can teach his kid.

Of course I balk at the suggestion, but he’s really insistent. He says he knows another family with a kid who wants to learn how to skate.

I go home and think about it. I’ve actually been teaching snowboarding for 20 years, so I have a good basis in breaking it down for a beginner, but I could hear Grosso growling in my ear.

I decided to do it, but on a few conditions.
It’s free. I don’t want to start a business and deal with permits and liability.

I also want it to be open to everyone, no financial barrier to entry.

It’s on my own time, when I’m free. That turns out to be Saturday mornings, for an hour and a half.

And the kids have to wear helmets. I’m not taking chances. I was too loose once on a downhill clinic I did, and I’ll never forget seeing a dude lying motionless on the pavement with blood coming out of his head. That guy survived, but I never want to deal with that again. Sorry, kids.

It started with 2 kids, and word has been getting around. Now it’s up to 13 (with 3 or 4 parents) and getting a bit hectic. One of the dads helps a bit, but Im gonna have to start thinking about how I’m gonna do this.

The nice thing is some of the parents give a little tip (started by the American dad, Japanese people don’t tip) which helps me out a bunch.

Everyone are straight beginners, so it’s pushing  -> tic-tac -> turning -> rolling off a curb -> turning on a mellow bank -> and putting the board on the grass to learn body varial, jumping on, keeping feet over the bolts, and now an intro to ollieing.

The kids are making friends, I don’t feel like I’m exploiting anyone, but providing a kinda structure for them to learn the basics together and just have fun.

So yeah, I guess I’m a skate coach.

that’s cool, I teach kids at my local if they ask for advice. Does your prefecture have a skateboard assoc.? Our does, and through that they run an official skate school at our local DIY which always fills up super quick.
My eldest son goes and it great for him because
a) he gets to meet kids similar to his age/ skill level
b) it’s always good to get advice about tricks from another person, especially because I don’t ‘teach’ him unless he specifically asks me about a trick

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: cucktard on October 09, 2021, 04:25:04 PM

Quote from: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on October 09, 2021, 03:46:31 PM

Quote from: cucktard on October 09, 2021, 05:35:20 AM

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I am a skate coach.

Kinda.

Before you hit that kook button (or after, it doesn’t matter) hear my story.

Was skating with my daughter in a public park here in Japan (a regular one, not a skatepark-there aren’t any in my town), when this dad approaches me, speaking English. He’s asian-American, raised in LA, and asks me if I can teach his kid.

Of course I balk at the suggestion, but he’s really insistent. He says he knows another family with a kid who wants to learn how to skate.

I go home and think about it. I’ve actually been teaching snowboarding for 20 years, so I have a good basis in breaking it down for a beginner, but I could hear Grosso growling in my ear.

I decided to do it, but on a few conditions.
It’s free. I don’t want to start a business and deal with permits and liability.

I also want it to be open to everyone, no financial barrier to entry.

It’s on my own time, when I’m free. That turns out to be Saturday mornings, for an hour and a half.

And the kids have to wear helmets. I’m not taking chances. I was too loose once on a downhill clinic I did, and I’ll never forget seeing a dude lying motionless on the pavement with blood coming out of his head. That guy survived, but I never want to deal with that again. Sorry, kids.

It started with 2 kids, and word has been getting around. Now it’s up to 13 (with 3 or 4 parents) and getting a bit hectic. One of the dads helps a bit, but Im gonna have to start thinking about how I’m gonna do this.

The nice thing is some of the parents give a little tip (started by the American dad, Japanese people don’t tip) which helps me out a bunch.

Everyone are straight beginners, so it’s pushing  -> tic-tac -> turning -> rolling off a curb -> turning on a mellow bank -> and putting the board on the grass to learn body varial, jumping on, keeping feet over the bolts, and now an intro to ollieing.

The kids are making friends, I don’t feel like I’m exploiting anyone, but providing a kinda structure for them to learn the basics together and just have fun.

So yeah, I guess I’m a skate coach.

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that’s cool, I teach kids at my local if they ask for advice. Does your prefecture have a skateboard assoc.? Our does, and through that they run an official skate school at our local DIY which always fills up super quick.
My eldest son goes and it great for him because
a) he gets to meet kids similar to his age/ skill level
b) it’s always good to get advice about tricks from another person, especially because I don’t ‘teach’ him unless he specifically asks me about a trick

I don’t think we have an association, at least I’ve never heard of one. I’m thinking about starting one though. The city is building a ‘skateboard area’ next to the new City gymnasium, and it’s honestly a concrete triangle, with zero features, surrounded by a high fence. No shade, just a fucking useless waste of taxpayer funds.

So I want to approach the city as an association to push that they install some minimal concrete features.

The other points you made are the same here. Kids (and parents) have already made friends.

As for learning from someone not your dad/significant other, that’s a big reason ski and snowboard lessons are popular.

Quote from: SneakySecrets on October 09, 2021, 03:24:25 PM

I feel like people around where I live would have an older guy going around advertising free skating lessons for children arrested on suspicion of pedophilia. Especially when you tell them to drop their twelve year old off at the curb behind the dumpsters at Arby’s.  Never goes over well.

I never considered the pedo angle. Of course it’s a problem over here too, but I don’t think it’s a big concern here with public lessons.

Especially outside in a park, with most of the parents watching and/or participating

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on October 10, 2021, 12:15:20 AM

Quote from: cucktard on October 09, 2021, 05:35:20 AM

I am a skate coach.

Kinda.

Before you hit that kook button (or after, it doesn’t matter) hear my story.

Was skating with my daughter in a public park here in Japan (a regular one, not a skatepark-there aren’t any in my town), when this dad approaches me, speaking English. He’s asian-American, raised in LA, and asks me if I can teach his kid.

Of course I balk at the suggestion, but he’s really insistent. He says he knows another family with a kid who wants to learn how to skate.

I go home and think about it. I’ve actually been teaching snowboarding for 20 years, so I have a good basis in breaking it down for a beginner, but I could hear Grosso growling in my ear.

I decided to do it, but on a few conditions.
It’s free. I don’t want to start a business and deal with permits and liability.

I also want it to be open to everyone, no financial barrier to entry.

It’s on my own time, when I’m free. That turns out to be Saturday mornings, for an hour and a half.

And the kids have to wear helmets. I’m not taking chances. I was too loose once on a downhill clinic I did, and I’ll never forget seeing a dude lying motionless on the pavement with blood coming out of his head. That guy survived, but I never want to deal with that again. Sorry, kids.

It started with 2 kids, and word has been getting around. Now it’s up to 13 (with 3 or 4 parents) and getting a bit hectic. One of the dads helps a bit, but Im gonna have to start thinking about how I’m gonna do this.

The nice thing is some of the parents give a little tip (started by the American dad, Japanese people don’t tip) which helps me out a bunch.

Everyone are straight beginners, so it’s pushing  -> tic-tac -> turning -> rolling off a curb -> turning on a mellow bank -> and putting the board on the grass to learn body varial, jumping on, keeping feet over the bolts, and now an intro to ollieing.

The kids are making friends, I don’t feel like I’m exploiting anyone, but providing a kinda structure for them to learn the basics together and just have fun.

So yeah, I guess I’m a skate coach.

That’s cool bro,
I legit don’t see anything wrong with it for kids, there’s lessons for everything these days and if it helps people improve then it’s silly to hate on it
Skating changed ages ago, I’m not too fussed
Better to learn off someone then smack your head or struggle to progress with things

Edit

And also, like if you been skating your whole life and you wanna be a skate coach, that’s way better than some kook doing it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on October 10, 2021, 08:48:44 AM

Quote from: cucktard on October 09, 2021, 05:35:20 AM

I am a skate coach.

Kinda.

Before you hit that kook button (or after, it doesn’t matter) hear my story.

Was skating with my daughter in a public park here in Japan (a regular one, not a skatepark-there aren’t any in my town), when this dad approaches me, speaking English. He’s asian-American, raised in LA, and asks me if I can teach his kid.

Of course I balk at the suggestion, but he’s really insistent. He says he knows another family with a kid who wants to learn how to skate.

I go home and think about it. I’ve actually been teaching snowboarding for 20 years, so I have a good basis in breaking it down for a beginner, but I could hear Grosso growling in my ear.

I decided to do it, but on a few conditions.
It’s free. I don’t want to start a business and deal with permits and liability.

I also want it to be open to everyone, no financial barrier to entry.

It’s on my own time, when I’m free. That turns out to be Saturday mornings, for an hour and a half.

And the kids have to wear helmets. I’m not taking chances. I was too loose once on a downhill clinic I did, and I’ll never forget seeing a dude lying motionless on the pavement with blood coming out of his head. That guy survived, but I never want to deal with that again. Sorry, kids.

It started with 2 kids, and word has been getting around. Now it’s up to 13 (with 3 or 4 parents) and getting a bit hectic. One of the dads helps a bit, but Im gonna have to start thinking about how I’m gonna do this.

The nice thing is some of the parents give a little tip (started by the American dad, Japanese people don’t tip) which helps me out a bunch.

Everyone are straight beginners, so it’s pushing  -> tic-tac -> turning -> rolling off a curb -> turning on a mellow bank -> and putting the board on the grass to learn body varial, jumping on, keeping feet over the bolts, and now an intro to ollieing.

The kids are making friends, I don’t feel like I’m exploiting anyone, but providing a kinda structure for them to learn the basics together and just have fun.

So yeah, I guess I’m a skate coach.

This is vastly different than some California sun kissed douche nozzle raking in some cash. You sound like a good dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 10, 2021, 08:18:14 PM

That’s awesome to hear @cucktard
I think a big part is being in an open space and being cool with parents floating around. Plus the free part is the biggest part.

As for the Grosso part, you’re not pushing the kids into a bowl and making them learn to 900. You’re making sure they’re in a safe space with people like them and supporting them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaSk8D00D on October 11, 2021, 06:38:25 PM

Before I share any of this, I want the SLAP record to show that I never stopped skating even if I wasn't active on here like I used to be. I'm almost pushing 30 and I got shit to do too, no excuses (https://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/umad.png)



But last February I broke up with my ex of about 6 years, essentially blowing up the family we had between two pets and her  child from a prior relationship. I raised her from age 3 to 9 and that was obviously the hardest part. I won't elaborate on the relationship other than the fact that I was doing too much and receiving too little from it, so I had to finally have that talk. To top it all off, we still had to live together afterwards until the end of our lease in September (https://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/sadcam.png)

I'm not even gonna tell the tale of that 7 month period of living together but that shit was fucking trash (https://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/unimpressed.png) I had a ton of work related stress due to COVID and had to switch jobs in the midst of all of this as well. Hardest thing I ever had to deal with in life.



I say all this because I'm finally living back on my own now and the world feels wide open again. The irrational confidence is coming back and anything seems possible(https://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/JgsPS.png)
It wasn't until I stepped outside of the situation that I realized how much of myself I had lost within it.

For anybody else in a similar situation or afraid to take that leap of faith in life when you know that you should...just fucking do that shit and stomach the short term pain. It's worth it when you come out on the other side (https://www.thecoli.com/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/wow.png)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on October 12, 2021, 05:28:31 AM

Good on you Dood, glad you were able to move on despite the obvious emotional attachments, sounds like you deserve better!

Get back out in the singles game and tongue punch that gnar button for slap!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on October 12, 2021, 01:51:12 PM

Great to hear from you @DaSk8D00D  thanks for posting. Wishing you continued success.

Quote from: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on October 12, 2021, 05:28:31 AM

tongue punch that gnar button for slap!

I see you bb <3


Mini confession: any time I see someone fuck up a quote reply where they type their response inside the quote, it's an instant kook on the spot.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JB on October 13, 2021, 06:09:47 AM

Good to hear, DooD!

I tried to reply with those pngs, but couldn't figure it out, lol.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on October 13, 2021, 07:09:36 PM

Good on you man. I feel you. Had to do a baby-23-year-old version of that this summer, we had a lease and everything. Didn't have anything in the city besides my partner and I wasnt even into it at the end. Had to go

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lazer69 on October 16, 2021, 01:32:57 PM

I made it to a 3rd round interview. Im nervous AF, bc i'm pretty awkward, but I made it this far, and want to suceed for once.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Easy Slider on October 16, 2021, 01:47:50 PM

Quote from: lazer69 on October 16, 2021, 01:32:57 PM

I made it to a 3rd round interview. Im nervous AF, bc i'm pretty awkward, but I made it this far, and want to suceed for once.

I wish you luck. If you made it this far you must have made a good impression. What worked for me was just being myself without pretending to know stuff I didn‘t. Just being honest/real. You got this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 16, 2021, 10:31:22 PM

Quote from: lazer69 on October 16, 2021, 01:32:57 PM

I made it to a 3rd round interview. Im nervous AF, bc i'm pretty awkward, but I made it this far, and want to suceed for once.

I believe in you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on October 17, 2021, 07:23:08 AM

Quote from: lazer69 on October 16, 2021, 01:32:57 PM

I made it to a 3rd round interview. Im nervous AF, bc i'm pretty awkward, but I made it this far, and want to suceed for once.

Congrats, for what it’s worth because we’re our own selves we are focused on things we’re not happy with that we don’t focus on how talented or good at stuff we are.

Congrats @DaSk8D00D that’s a big step and I’m glad to hear that you were able to make some sort of space for yourself and realize your worth!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on October 18, 2021, 07:15:03 AM

I can’t rock a mustache without looking like a pedophile.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nevrwasben on October 18, 2021, 05:38:50 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on October 18, 2021, 07:15:03 AM

I can’t rock a mustache without looking like a pedophile.

I think that’s 50% of mustache dudes, not just you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Fhk on October 18, 2021, 07:32:10 PM

I did a play and my character was supposed to have a mustache. I grew one and I thought it looked kinda good and got compliments from a few women. My wife was pretty adamant that I shave it off. It's gone now and I miss it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on October 19, 2021, 07:37:05 AM

Quote from: nevrwasben on October 18, 2021, 05:38:50 PM

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I can’t rock a mustache without looking like a pedophile.

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I think that’s 50% of mustache dudes, not just you

I probably looked less like a pedophile and more like a European pervert when i had just my mustache

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 19, 2021, 01:12:09 PM

I rock the 'stache at all times.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on October 19, 2021, 01:20:17 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 19, 2021, 01:12:09 PM

I rock the 'stache at all times.

And it looks great brother &#128077;&#127996;

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nevrwasben on October 19, 2021, 02:51:36 PM

Quote from: DaleSr on October 19, 2021, 07:37:05 AM

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Quote from: SneakySecrets on October 18, 2021, 07:15:03 AM

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I can’t rock a mustache without looking like a pedophile.

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I think that’s 50% of mustache dudes, not just you

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I probably looked less like a pedophile and more like a European pervert when i had just my mustache

I had the beard grown in kinda thick a few years ago at Halloween and wanted to test a mustache as “part of a costume” so I didn’t get too much shit if it looked bad.
My wife and her bff couldn’t stop laughing whenever they looked at me and called me Lt. Dangle and pornstar all night. Beard came back asap.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Fhk on October 22, 2021, 08:32:30 AM

I just tried v-flips for the first time since the mid 90s and on the 3rd try I caught one that felt better than any other trick I still have. I don't know how to feel right now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on October 22, 2021, 08:38:24 AM

Quote from: Seventyfuhkinseven on October 22, 2021, 08:32:30 AM

I just tried v-flips for the first time since the mid 90s and on the 3rd try I caught one that felt better than any other trick I still have. I don't know how to feel right now.

It's a trick that feels good but looks bad. Nothing wrong with that.

They're like the sweatpants of skateboarding tricks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Fhk on October 22, 2021, 02:29:55 PM

Quote from: beatifk on October 22, 2021, 08:38:24 AM

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I just tried v-flips for the first time since the mid 90s and on the 3rd try I caught one that felt better than any other trick I still have. I don't know how to feel right now.

[close]

It's a trick that feels good but looks bad. Nothing wrong with that.

They're like the sweatpants of skateboarding tricks.

Ha great comparison! I feel like I might add them to my depleting repertoire.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: FrozenIndustries on October 22, 2021, 02:41:31 PM

Quote from: Seventyfuhkinseven on October 22, 2021, 02:29:55 PM

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I just tried v-flips for the first time since the mid 90s and on the 3rd try I caught one that felt better than any other trick I still have. I don't know how to feel right now.

[close]

It's a trick that feels good but looks bad. Nothing wrong with that.

They're like the sweatpants of skateboarding tricks.

[close]

Ha great comparison! I feel like I might add them to my depleting repertoire.

Real confession: I think varial flips are sick.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on October 22, 2021, 10:18:45 PM

Quote from: Macho Taildrop on October 22, 2021, 02:41:31 PM

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I just tried v-flips for the first time since the mid 90s and on the 3rd try I caught one that felt better than any other trick I still have. I don't know how to feel right now.

[close]

It's a trick that feels good but looks bad. Nothing wrong with that.

They're like the sweatpants of skateboarding tricks.

[close]

Ha great comparison! I feel like I might add them to my depleting repertoire.

[close]

Real confession: I think varial flips are sick.

I have absolutely no idea how to 3flip, but I got vflips like a motherfucker. get that front foot exactly midway, almost too far back, between front and back trucks, heel angled toward tail, and ninja flick that shit. idk how the hell it works but they pop pretty big for me like that :o

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Fhk on October 23, 2021, 05:18:02 AM

Quote from: IusedToSkateMore on October 22, 2021, 10:18:45 PM

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I just tried v-flips for the first time since the mid 90s and on the 3rd try I caught one that felt better than any other trick I still have. I don't know how to feel right now.

[close]

It's a trick that feels good but looks bad. Nothing wrong with that.

They're like the sweatpants of skateboarding tricks.

[close]

Ha great comparison! I feel like I might add them to my depleting repertoire.

[close]

Real confession: I think varial flips are sick.

[close]

I have absolutely no idea how to 3flip, but I got vflips like a motherfucker. get that front foot exactly midway, almost too far back, between front and back trucks, heel angled toward tail, and ninja flick that shit. idk how the hell it works but they pop pretty big for me like that :o

I'm definitely going to keep them around because idk how much longer I will have my 360 flips. At 44 they are a lot more effort than they used to be. They don't feel the same and I miss a lot of them. It's kinda depressing, like admitting I'm getting old haha. Maybe Vflips will fill that void.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Grind King Rims on October 23, 2021, 02:26:27 PM

Quote from: Macho Taildrop on October 22, 2021, 02:41:31 PM

Real confession: I think varial flips are sick.

(https://i.imgur.com/mmyFYfR.gif)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on October 23, 2021, 10:31:54 PM

Quote from: Seventyfuhkinseven on October 23, 2021, 05:18:02 AM

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I just tried v-flips for the first time since the mid 90s and on the 3rd try I caught one that felt better than any other trick I still have. I don't know how to feel right now.

[close]

It's a trick that feels good but looks bad. Nothing wrong with that.

They're like the sweatpants of skateboarding tricks.

[close]

Ha great comparison! I feel like I might add them to my depleting repertoire.

[close]

Real confession: I think varial flips are sick.

[close]

I have absolutely no idea how to 3flip, but I got vflips like a motherfucker. get that front foot exactly midway, almost too far back, between front and back trucks, heel angled toward tail, and ninja flick that shit. idk how the hell it works but they pop pretty big for me like that :o

[close]

I'm definitely going to keep them around because idk how much longer I will have my 360 flips. At 44 they are a lot more effort than they used to be. They don't feel the same and I miss a lot of them. It's kinda depressing, like admitting I'm getting old haha. Maybe Vflips will fill that void.

yaaaa, you skate 7.75s or something like that  ;) i'v seen your 3flips on tape and they look pretty good, especially stationary in a room. I really started skating again thinking I wanted to learn 360 flips, but when I started to size down from 8.5 for learning, I really decided I'd rather stick with weird ass vflips. on the bright side, dolphin flips are a similar flick to vflips :o

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Fhk on October 24, 2021, 04:31:03 AM

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I just tried v-flips for the first time since the mid 90s and on the 3rd try I caught one that felt better than any other trick I still have. I don't know how to feel right now.

[close]

It's a trick that feels good but looks bad. Nothing wrong with that.

They're like the sweatpants of skateboarding tricks.

[close]

Ha great comparison! I feel like I might add them to my depleting repertoire.

[close]

Real confession: I think varial flips are sick.

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I have absolutely no idea how to 3flip, but I got vflips like a motherfucker. get that front foot exactly midway, almost too far back, between front and back trucks, heel angled toward tail, and ninja flick that shit. idk how the hell it works but they pop pretty big for me like that :o

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I'm definitely going to keep them around because idk how much longer I will have my 360 flips. At 44 they are a lot more effort than they used to be. They don't feel the same and I miss a lot of them. It's kinda depressing, like admitting I'm getting old haha. Maybe Vflips will fill that void.

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yaaaa, you skate 7.75s or something like that  ;) i'v seen your 3flips on tape and they look pretty good, especially stationary in a room. I really started skating again thinking I wanted to learn 360 flips, but when I started to size down from 8.5 for learning, I really decided I'd rather stick with weird ass vflips. on the bright side, dolphin flips are a similar flick to vflips :o

Thanks man, Oddly enough I can't do them on my 7.5-7.75 I can do them on big setups, but I lose almost everything else. Speaking of indoor stationary skating it's almost that time here again, I moved my ramps/boxes into the shed yesterday  :( Insanity here we come

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on October 24, 2021, 03:22:51 PM

I have a younger trans sibling who I've grown a little distant from over the past few years, now that they live over 100 miles away. She recently got a FB account for the first time and she just posted that she is being hospitalized for the 4th time for suicidal thoughts.

A middle finger to anyone out there that trivializes the experiences of trans people and other marginalized peoples.

Title: Re: real confessions
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I just tried v-flips for the first time since the mid 90s and on the 3rd try I caught one that felt better than any other trick I still have. I don't know how to feel right now.

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It's a trick that feels good but looks bad. Nothing wrong with that.

They're like the sweatpants of skateboarding tricks.

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Ha great comparison! I feel like I might add them to my depleting repertoire.

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Real confession: I think varial flips are sick.

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I have absolutely no idea how to 3flip, but I got vflips like a motherfucker. get that front foot exactly midway, almost too far back, between front and back trucks, heel angled toward tail, and ninja flick that shit. idk how the hell it works but they pop pretty big for me like that :o

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I'm definitely going to keep them around because idk how much longer I will have my 360 flips. At 44 they are a lot more effort than they used to be. They don't feel the same and I miss a lot of them. It's kinda depressing, like admitting I'm getting old haha. Maybe Vflips will fill that void.

I'll be 49 next week.  Kickflips are getting rarer and rarer for me.  so much so, that I've started logging them in my phone.  I did one a couple of weeks ago at my Sunday morning curb sesh.  The last one before that was exactly 9 months prior.  I figure I never know when I've done my last one, so might as well take notes.

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I just tried v-flips for the first time since the mid 90s and on the 3rd try I caught one that felt better than any other trick I still have. I don't know how to feel right now.

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It's a trick that feels good but looks bad. Nothing wrong with that.

They're like the sweatpants of skateboarding tricks.

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Ha great comparison! I feel like I might add them to my depleting repertoire.

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Real confession: I think varial flips are sick.

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I have absolutely no idea how to 3flip, but I got vflips like a motherfucker. get that front foot exactly midway, almost too far back, between front and back trucks, heel angled toward tail, and ninja flick that shit. idk how the hell it works but they pop pretty big for me like that :o

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I'm definitely going to keep them around because idk how much longer I will have my 360 flips. At 44 they are a lot more effort than they used to be. They don't feel the same and I miss a lot of them. It's kinda depressing, like admitting I'm getting old haha. Maybe Vflips will fill that void.

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I'll be 49 next week.  Kickflips are getting rarer and rarer for me.  so much so, that I've started logging them in my phone.  I did one a couple of weeks ago at my Sunday morning curb sesh.  The last one before that was exactly 9 months prior.  I figure I never know when I've done my last one, so might as well take notes.

That's awesome that you refuse to let go of them! I was back home a few months ago and I was talking to the shop owner of my old local (15-25 years ago) I told him I was downsizing my setups to keep my fliptricks around. He laughed and said "I'm impressed you still do them. Guys our age usually give them up by now." I don't know how accurate that is, but it sure put a smile on my face on the ride home.

Title: Re: real confessions
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I just tried v-flips for the first time since the mid 90s and on the 3rd try I caught one that felt better than any other trick I still have. I don't know how to feel right now.

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It's a trick that feels good but looks bad. Nothing wrong with that.

They're like the sweatpants of skateboarding tricks.

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Ha great comparison! I feel like I might add them to my depleting repertoire.

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Real confession: I think varial flips are sick.

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I have absolutely no idea how to 3flip, but I got vflips like a motherfucker. get that front foot exactly midway, almost too far back, between front and back trucks, heel angled toward tail, and ninja flick that shit. idk how the hell it works but they pop pretty big for me like that :o

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I'm definitely going to keep them around because idk how much longer I will have my 360 flips. At 44 they are a lot more effort than they used to be. They don't feel the same and I miss a lot of them. It's kinda depressing, like admitting I'm getting old haha. Maybe Vflips will fill that void.

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I'll be 49 next week.  Kickflips are getting rarer and rarer for me.  so much so, that I've started logging them in my phone.  I did one a couple of weeks ago at my Sunday morning curb sesh.  The last one before that was exactly 9 months prior.  I figure I never know when I've done my last one, so might as well take notes.

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That's awesome that you refuse to let go of them! I was back home a few months ago and I was talking to the shop owner of my old local (15-25 years ago) I told him I was downsizing my setups to keep my fliptricks around. He laughed and said "I'm impressed you still do them. Guys our age usually give them up by now." I don't know how accurate that is, but it sure put a smile on my face on the ride home.

I saw that cabin tre, you still got the skills

Title: Re: real confessions
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I just tried v-flips for the first time since the mid 90s and on the 3rd try I caught one that felt better than any other trick I still have. I don't know how to feel right now.

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It's a trick that feels good but looks bad. Nothing wrong with that.

They're like the sweatpants of skateboarding tricks.

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Ha great comparison! I feel like I might add them to my depleting repertoire.

[close]

Real confession: I think varial flips are sick.

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I have absolutely no idea how to 3flip, but I got vflips like a motherfucker. get that front foot exactly midway, almost too far back, between front and back trucks, heel angled toward tail, and ninja flick that shit. idk how the hell it works but they pop pretty big for me like that :o

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I'm definitely going to keep them around because idk how much longer I will have my 360 flips. At 44 they are a lot more effort than they used to be. They don't feel the same and I miss a lot of them. It's kinda depressing, like admitting I'm getting old haha. Maybe Vflips will fill that void.

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I'll be 49 next week.  Kickflips are getting rarer and rarer for me.  so much so, that I've started logging them in my phone.  I did one a couple of weeks ago at my Sunday morning curb sesh.  The last one before that was exactly 9 months prior.  I figure I never know when I've done my last one, so might as well take notes.

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That's awesome that you refuse to let go of them! I was back home a few months ago and I was talking to the shop owner of my old local (15-25 years ago) I told him I was downsizing my setups to keep my fliptricks around. He laughed and said "I'm impressed you still do them. Guys our age usually give them up by now." I don't know how accurate that is, but it sure put a smile on my face on the ride home.

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I saw that cabin tre, you still got the skills

Thank you man, I wish I had your skills! You have that natural ability and smoothness I envy.

Title: Re: real confessions
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I just tried v-flips for the first time since the mid 90s and on the 3rd try I caught one that felt better than any other trick I still have. I don't know how to feel right now.

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It's a trick that feels good but looks bad. Nothing wrong with that.

They're like the sweatpants of skateboarding tricks.

[close]

Ha great comparison! I feel like I might add them to my depleting repertoire.

[close]

Real confession: I think varial flips are sick.

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I have absolutely no idea how to 3flip, but I got vflips like a motherfucker. get that front foot exactly midway, almost too far back, between front and back trucks, heel angled toward tail, and ninja flick that shit. idk how the hell it works but they pop pretty big for me like that :o

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I'm definitely going to keep them around because idk how much longer I will have my 360 flips. At 44 they are a lot more effort than they used to be. They don't feel the same and I miss a lot of them. It's kinda depressing, like admitting I'm getting old haha. Maybe Vflips will fill that void.

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I'll be 49 next week.  Kickflips are getting rarer and rarer for me.  so much so, that I've started logging them in my phone.  I did one a couple of weeks ago at my Sunday morning curb sesh.  The last one before that was exactly 9 months prior.  I figure I never know when I've done my last one, so might as well take notes.

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That's awesome that you refuse to let go of them! I was back home a few months ago and I was talking to the shop owner of my old local (15-25 years ago) I told him I was downsizing my setups to keep my fliptricks around. He laughed and said "I'm impressed you still do them. Guys our age usually give them up by now." I don't know how accurate that is, but it sure put a smile on my face on the ride home.

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I saw that cabin tre, you still got the skills

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Thank you man, I wish I had your skills! You have that natural ability and smoothness I envy.

Hey thanks man i appreciate it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: T4T on November 02, 2021, 06:42:14 AM

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Great to hear from you @DaSk8D00D  thanks for posting. Wishing you continued success.

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 tongue punch that gnar button for slap!

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I see you bb <3


Mini confession: any time I see someone fuck up a quote reply where they type their response inside the quote, it's an instant kook on the spot.


Agreed

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on November 02, 2021, 07:05:44 AM

Quote from: blurst_of_times on October 24, 2021, 03:22:51 PM

I have a younger trans sibling who I've grown a little distant from over the past few years, now that they live over 100 miles away. She recently got a FB account for the first time and she just posted that she is being hospitalized for the 4th time for suicidal thoughts.

A middle finger to anyone out there that trivializes the experiences of trans people and other marginalized peoples.

That is absolutely gut wrenching. I’m sincerely hoping that they pull through. I know it may sound trite, but if there is anything we can do to help the situation please don’t be stranger.

Also echoing that statement, a giant fuck you to anyone that that minimizes the experiences of all marginalized groups.

Wishing you and your sibling nothing but the best.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on November 04, 2021, 04:30:27 AM

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I have a younger trans sibling who I've grown a little distant from over the past few years, now that they live over 100 miles away. She recently got a FB account for the first time and she just posted that she is being hospitalized for the 4th time for suicidal thoughts.

A middle finger to anyone out there that trivializes the experiences of trans people and other marginalized peoples.

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That is absolutely gut wrenching. I’m sincerely hoping that they pull through. I know it may sound trite, but if there is anything we can do to help the situation please don’t be stranger.

Also echoing that statement, a giant fuck you to anyone that that minimizes the experiences of all marginalized groups.

Wishing you and your sibling nothing but the best.

Thank you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on December 08, 2021, 07:43:06 PM

I kinda want to try to learn Brazilian jiu jitsu but I just don’t like the idea of rubbing bods with some dude for 45 min. 

Oh and having to look at everyone’s gross bare feet too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on December 09, 2021, 01:24:51 PM

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I kinda want to try to learn Brazilian jiu jitsu but I just don’t like the idea of rubbing bods with some dude for 45 min. 

Oh and having to look at everyone’s gross bare feet too.

Now imagine transferring that feeling to your enemies

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on December 11, 2021, 07:38:35 PM

Although my sexual appetite has waned considerably, I still would like to experience a relationship and it bothers me very much that I probably never will. I really wish I didn't care, but something in my brain yearns for it. It makes me feel basic and that makes me hate myself little more. Okay, a lot more. Why should I care about such base desires? Why can't I be an automaton void of emotion?

Truth be told, I'm actually doing a lot better emotionally than I have been historically. I don't dread going to work like I used to. I'm about to pay off my car. I even got a new apartment. I just can't shake this monkey off my shoulders. Oh well, back to telling myself that I don't care and it doesn't matter.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on December 12, 2021, 10:20:46 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on December 11, 2021, 07:38:35 PM

Although my sexual appetite has waned considerably, I still would like to experience a relationship and it bothers me very much that I probably never will. I really wish I didn't care, but something in my brain yearns for it. It makes me feel basic and that makes me hate myself little more. Okay, a lot more. Why should I care about such base desires? Why can't I be an automaton void of emotion?

Truth be told, I'm actually doing a lot better emotionally than I have been historically. I don't dread going to work like I used to. I'm about to pay off my car. I even got a new apartment. I just can't shake this monkey off my shoulders. Oh well, back to telling myself that I don't care and it doesn't matter.

I'm glad to hear that you are at least feeling better emotionally than you have in the past. You may think this is redundant to say but I know that you will find someone that gives you that meaning in life that you are looking for. That fact that you're still here and still looking says a lot about you. You've got something special inside of you that keeps you going despite all of the other stuff that makes you want to give up. Keep on keeping on, man. I can't wait for the day when I log on and see that you found that person.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mr. Stinky on December 16, 2021, 08:59:08 PM

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Although my sexual appetite has waned considerably, I still would like to experience a relationship and it bothers me very much that I probably never will. I really wish I didn't care, but something in my brain yearns for it. It makes me feel basic and that makes me hate myself little more. Okay, a lot more. Why should I care about such base desires? Why can't I be an automaton void of emotion?

Truth be told, I'm actually doing a lot better emotionally than I have been historically. I don't dread going to work like I used to. I'm about to pay off my car. I even got a new apartment. I just can't shake this monkey off my shoulders. Oh well, back to telling myself that I don't care and it doesn't matter.

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I'm glad to hear that you are at least feeling better emotionally than you have in the past. You may think this is redundant to say but I know that you will find someone that gives you that meaning in life that you are looking for. That fact that you're still here and still looking says a lot about you. You've got something special inside of you that keeps you going despite all of the other stuff that makes you want to give up. Keep on keeping on, man. I can't wait for the day when I log on and see that you found that person.

Gonna second all this, just go places where there are other people you could talk to or who might share your interests and if you feel like trying to connect with someone, go with it and do what comes natural.  If you keep that up and don't force what doesn't work, you will at minimum get more comfortable with relating to people and I'd be a little surprised if something more didn't happen as well.
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So here's my contribution: I was out drinking last night and saw a chick I thought I should try talking to.  I started mentally getting ready to chat her up when this dog came over and sat right by me.  I started petting the dog, which wound up breaking the ice and the chick and I started talking.  She was really nice, I was really complimentary, she told me more than once it made her night talking to me, but she also informed me that she was a lesbian.  I take that at face value and go back to my boozing.

So, she sticks around and keeps making eyes at me, then comes back over to where I'm sitting and starts talking to me again.   I felt more or less within my rights doing it under the circumstances, so I offered my number, which she accepted and immediately called (so now I have her number).  All the signals would be pretty clear if it weren't for the whole lesbian thing being the stick in the spokes.  Practically nothing is riding on this, I'm just incredibly perplexed and there's nothing sensible to do but post about it.   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paul Cicero on December 18, 2021, 01:31:37 AM

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Although my sexual appetite has waned considerably, I still would like to experience a relationship and it bothers me very much that I probably never will. I really wish I didn't care, but something in my brain yearns for it. It makes me feel basic and that makes me hate myself little more. Okay, a lot more. Why should I care about such base desires? Why can't I be an automaton void of emotion?

Truth be told, I'm actually doing a lot better emotionally than I have been historically. I don't dread going to work like I used to. I'm about to pay off my car. I even got a new apartment. I just can't shake this monkey off my shoulders. Oh well, back to telling myself that I don't care and it doesn't matter.

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I'm glad to hear that you are at least feeling better emotionally than you have in the past. You may think this is redundant to say but I know that you will find someone that gives you that meaning in life that you are looking for. That fact that you're still here and still looking says a lot about you. You've got something special inside of you that keeps you going despite all of the other stuff that makes you want to give up. Keep on keeping on, man. I can't wait for the day when I log on and see that you found that person.

Fucking this!

Be kind to yourself l33t. Obviously you are a smart
fella and you have heard all this before, but you have something to offer that will blow someone’s mind soon enough

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: TunnelVision1 on December 29, 2021, 12:03:35 PM

I have problems lying for no reason compulsively since a child and I know it's wrong but I try and confuse people by tricking them into a confused reality to discourage their own growth so I can feel satisfied about mine. I don't think it's ok to use people but I need what I need and I have serious problems that need serious changing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Huell Howser on December 30, 2021, 04:09:23 PM

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So here's my contribution: I was out drinking last night and saw a chick I thought I should try talking to.  I started mentally getting ready to chat her up when this dog came over and sat right by me.  I started petting the dog, which wound up breaking the ice and the chick and I started talking.  She was really nice, I was really complimentary, she told me more than once it made her night talking to me, but she also informed me that she was a lesbian.  I take that at face value and go back to my boozing.

So, she sticks around and keeps making eyes at me, then comes back over to where I'm sitting and starts talking to me again.   I felt more or less within my rights doing it under the circumstances, so I offered my number, which she accepted and immediately called (so now I have her number).  All the signals would be pretty clear if it weren't for the whole lesbian thing being the stick in the spokes.  Practically nothing is riding on this, I'm just incredibly perplexed and there's nothing sensible to do but post about it.   

there an update on this? can't leave us hangin! interesting sitch

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 04, 2022, 09:01:39 PM

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a nigga like me is going insane!

Preach...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on January 08, 2022, 08:32:13 AM

There’s no way I’m ever going to be able to solve a Rubik’s cube.  Too fucking dumb.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on January 08, 2022, 10:11:15 AM

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There’s no way I’m ever going to be able to solve a Rubik’s cube.  Too fucking dumb.

Are you really motivated to learn, though? I get bored and mildly irritated just looking at a Rubik's cube.

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Post by: Frank on January 08, 2022, 10:23:22 AM

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There’s no way I’m ever going to be able to solve a Rubik’s cube.  Too fucking dumb.

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Are you really motivated to learn, though? I get bored and mildly irritated just looking at a Rubik's cube.

anyone can learn it if you go by the algorithm method. there's basically a pattern of movements, or rather a sequence of patterns that change when you've reached a certain outcome and at some point you will end up with a solved cube. that's what i find boring about it and it also is the reason why speedcubers are that fast. at some point you can skip parts of the algorithm because you can eliminate redundant moves. that's how they solve these cubes in 5 seconds. so basically all you have to do is follow the algorithm and be patient and not fuck up the moves. i tried learning to solve it that way and found it the hardest not to just zone out while trying to complete one pattern while doing the same over and over, then you notice you made a wrong twist two moves ago and that may have ruined your progress.

i still think to solve it in 5 seconds you need to be insanely smart and fast in the head, no doubt. but i think everyone can power through it with patience and tenacity. i mean you don't even need to know about numbers or maths, it's all color coordinated at the end and works like "look for so and so on one side, look for corner, bring corner over here via this move, check result, repeat,..."

but i have to agree, i get kind of bored with them as well, as i'm very slow in solving them and become disinterested or even sleepy after a while. also they look way cooler unsolved.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on January 08, 2022, 08:53:33 PM

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There’s no way I’m ever going to be able to solve a Rubik’s cube.  Too fucking dumb.

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Are you really motivated to learn, though? I get bored and mildly irritated just looking at a Rubik's cube.

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anyone can learn it if you go by the algorithm method. there's basically a pattern of movements, or rather a sequence of patterns that change when you've reached a certain outcome and at some point you will end up with a solved cube. that's what i find boring about it and it also is the reason why speedcubers are that fast. at some point you can skip parts of the algorithm because you can eliminate redundant moves. that's how they solve these cubes in 5 seconds. so basically all you have to do is follow the algorithm and be patient and not fuck up the moves. i tried learning to solve it that way and found it the hardest not to just zone out while trying to complete one pattern while doing the same over and over, then you notice you made a wrong twist two moves ago and that may have ruined your progress.

i still think to solve it in 5 seconds you need to be insanely smart and fast in the head, no doubt. but i think everyone can power through it with patience and tenacity. i mean you don't even need to know about numbers or maths, it's all color coordinated at the end and works like "look for so and so on one side, look for corner, bring corner over here via this move, check result, repeat,..."

but i have to agree, i get kind of bored with them as well, as i'm very slow in solving them and become disinterested or even sleepy after a while. also they look way cooler unsolved.

1.  Not motivated at all.  I just know whenever I fuck with one, after 45 seconds I think “no way”

2.  I’d give the algorithm method a shot if for some reason I was somehow stuck in a waiting room for hours and there was one there, but wouldn’t really say that counts as “solving” it if I’m just following some pattern from someone else and not just using my raw brainpower.  It would be kind of a cool thing to learn just to impress people though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on January 08, 2022, 09:11:43 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on January 08, 2022, 08:53:33 PM

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There’s no way I’m ever going to be able to solve a Rubik’s cube.  Too fucking dumb.

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Are you really motivated to learn, though? I get bored and mildly irritated just looking at a Rubik's cube.

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anyone can learn it if you go by the algorithm method. there's basically a pattern of movements, or rather a sequence of patterns that change when you've reached a certain outcome and at some point you will end up with a solved cube. that's what i find boring about it and it also is the reason why speedcubers are that fast. at some point you can skip parts of the algorithm because you can eliminate redundant moves. that's how they solve these cubes in 5 seconds. so basically all you have to do is follow the algorithm and be patient and not fuck up the moves. i tried learning to solve it that way and found it the hardest not to just zone out while trying to complete one pattern while doing the same over and over, then you notice you made a wrong twist two moves ago and that may have ruined your progress.

i still think to solve it in 5 seconds you need to be insanely smart and fast in the head, no doubt. but i think everyone can power through it with patience and tenacity. i mean you don't even need to know about numbers or maths, it's all color coordinated at the end and works like "look for so and so on one side, look for corner, bring corner over here via this move, check result, repeat,..."

but i have to agree, i get kind of bored with them as well, as i'm very slow in solving them and become disinterested or even sleepy after a while. also they look way cooler unsolved.

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1.  Not motivated at all.  I just know whenever I fuck with one, after 45 seconds I think “no way”

2.  I’d give the algorithm method a shot if for some reason I was somehow stuck in a waiting room for hours and there was one there, but wouldn’t really say that counts as “solving” it if I’m just following some pattern from someone else and not just using my raw brainpower.  It would be kind of a cool thing to learn just to impress people though.

yeah, 2 is exactly what i mean. when you find out all these dudes that are good at rubiks cube just use algorithms it's not as impressive. i would by all means say that it still counts as solved, since there is basically no way to do it freestyle. like, you can't really freestyle a rubiks cube. if you understand how to solve it, that just means you found out about the algorithm, and skipping redundant sequences is just simplifying it. i think there is literally no way to effectively solve a rubiks cube intentionally other than using an algorithm. everything else is pretty much a coincidental solution. your raw brainpower is pretty much useless in solving a cube. which is why rubiks cubes are probably not the best way to measure that imo.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on January 09, 2022, 05:34:28 PM

When I was a kid I made a bet with my mom that if I could solve a Rubik’s cube she had to buy me a bag of chips.  I took it into another room, and solved it by removing and rearranging all the stickers on it.  If only I could’ve carried that sense of ruthless ingenuity into my adult life.  Oh, the successes that could’ve been.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on January 09, 2022, 05:42:24 PM

Quote from: Coastal Fever on January 09, 2022, 05:34:28 PM

When I was a kid I made a bet with my mom that if I could solve a Rubik’s cube she had to buy me a bag of chips.  I took it into another room, and solved it by removing and rearranging all the stickers on it.  If only I could’ve carried that sense of ruthless ingenuity into my adult life.  Oh, the successes that could’ve been.

kids brains are amazing in how dumb and smart at the same time they are.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on January 09, 2022, 11:09:22 PM

Quote from: Coastal Fever on January 09, 2022, 05:34:28 PM

When I was a kid I made a bet with my mom that if I could solve a Rubik’s cube she had to buy me a bag of chips.  I took it into another room, and solved it by removing and rearranging all the stickers on it.  If only I could’ve carried that sense of ruthless ingenuity into my adult life.  Oh, the successes that could’ve been.

Yeah, but did you get the chips? What kind?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on January 10, 2022, 05:58:59 AM

I did!  Lays Regular.  Basic choice but they had just started selling where I lived so they were a pretty big deal at the time.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on January 10, 2022, 10:27:20 AM

Remember in the late 90s when Lays put out those diet chips that made people shit themselves? I do, though I won't confess that they gave me "loose stools."

From Wikipedia:
Lay's WOW Chips were fat-free potato chips produced by Frito-Lay containing Olestra. They were first introduced in 1998, and were marketed using the Lay's, Ruffles, Doritos, and Tostitos brands. Although initially popular, charting sales of $400,000,000 in their first year, they subsequently dropped to $200,000,000 by 2000, as Olestra caused "abdominal cramping, diarrhea, fecal incontinence ["anal leakage"], and other gastrointestinal symptoms" in some customers,[1] warnings were required to be included on the packaging, with the WOW bag bearing a warning that read, "This Product Contains Olestra. Olestra may cause abdominal cramping and loose stools. Olestra inhibits the absorption of some vitamins and other nutrients. Vitamins A, D, E, and K have been added.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ra the weak man on January 10, 2022, 01:07:41 PM

Quote from: Peter Zagreus on January 10, 2022, 10:27:20 AM

Remember in the late 90s when Lays put out those diet chips that made people shit themselves? I do, though I won't confess that they gave me "loose stools."

From Wikipedia:
Lay's WOW Chips were fat-free potato chips produced by Frito-Lay containing Olestra. They were first introduced in 1998, and were marketed using the Lay's, Ruffles, Doritos, and Tostitos brands. Although initially popular, charting sales of $400,000,000 in their first year, they subsequently dropped to $200,000,000 by 2000, as Olestra caused "abdominal cramping, diarrhea, fecal incontinence ["anal leakage"], and other gastrointestinal symptoms" in some customers,[1] warnings were required to be included on the packaging, with the WOW bag bearing a warning that read, "This Product Contains Olestra. Olestra may cause abdominal cramping and loose stools. Olestra inhibits the absorption of some vitamins and other nutrients. Vitamins A, D, E, and K have been added.

jay leno had a feel day w/ this. 'anal leakage' he'd say to much applause. never a fan of old jay, i couldn't help myself and let out a chortle when 'anal leakage' cued me to. olestra sounds like female hormones, i wonder if that's where it's derived from.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lazer69 on January 10, 2022, 05:05:33 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on January 08, 2022, 08:32:13 AM

There’s no way I’m ever going to be able to solve a Rubik’s cube.  Too fucking dumb.

I feel you brother.

Been feeling the same

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on January 11, 2022, 05:34:29 AM

Quote from: Coastal Fever on January 10, 2022, 05:58:59 AM

I did!  Lays Regular.  Basic choice but they had just started selling where I lived so they were a pretty big deal at the time.

Hell yeah!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on January 11, 2022, 11:20:38 AM

I'm afraid of the nu metal comeback, but i do love me some Deftones.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on January 11, 2022, 11:35:16 AM

Quote from: Coastal Fever on January 09, 2022, 05:34:28 PM

When I was a kid I made a bet with my mom that if I could solve a Rubik’s cube she had to buy me a bag of chips.  I took it into another room, and solved it by removing and rearranging all the stickers on it.  If only I could’ve carried that sense of ruthless ingenuity into my adult life.  Oh, the successes that could’ve been.

@Coastal Fever I’ve gotta tell you, I’m a little suspicious of your story.  As a small child, you got all the stickers off and reattached without ripping or creasing any or tearing off just the top part and leaving the papery layer?  And they all just stuck back on perfectly?  54 little flawless victories?

I’m not saying it’s impossible, but I’d like some more details. 

This is very important.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Willie on January 11, 2022, 07:24:12 PM

Never got anywhere with the Cube but I could do this one:

(https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/4/4d/Rubiksmagic.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 11, 2022, 09:21:17 PM

Quote from: brucewillis on January 11, 2022, 11:20:38 AM

I'm afraid of the nu metal comeback, but i do love me some Deftones.

I heard Korn and System of a Down were touring together. Some homies are hyped.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on January 11, 2022, 10:03:31 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 11, 2022, 09:21:17 PM

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I'm afraid of the nu metal comeback, but i do love me some Deftones.

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I heard Korn and System of a Down were touring together. Some homies are hyped.

I totally wouldn't see either of those bands, no siree....

*eyes dart back and forth nervously*

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on January 12, 2022, 04:47:01 AM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on January 11, 2022, 11:35:16 AM

Quote from: Coastal Fever on January 09, 2022, 05:34:28 PM

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When I was a kid I made a bet with my mom that if I could solve a Rubik’s cube she had to buy me a bag of chips.  I took it into another room, and solved it by removing and rearranging all the stickers on it.  If only I could’ve carried that sense of ruthless ingenuity into my adult life.  Oh, the successes that could’ve been.

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@Coastal Fever I’ve gotta tell you, I’m a little suspicious of your story.  As a small child, you got all the stickers off and reattached without ripping or creasing any or tearing off just the top part and leaving the papery layer?  And they all just stuck back on perfectly?  54 little flawless victories?

I’m not saying it’s impossible, but I’d like some more details. 

This is very important.

Well.. by small child I mean 10 or 11, so I did have some manual dexterity by that point.  And luckily they weren’t paperback stickers, but the easy peeling plastic kind, which made all the difference.  Also, my execution was by no means flawless, definitely some crooked and peeling ones.  So chances are my mom wasn’t buying it, but help up her end of the deal regardless.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on January 12, 2022, 07:51:09 AM

Deftones are sick. Saw them at the Metallica festival in Detroit… had vip passes haha. Would definitely see them again.

Would see System of a Down out of curiosity. Was never a fan but I get what they’re doing and I think it’s pretty cool.

Seeing Korn these days seems like it would be depressing. I was a huge fan in my teenage years but only the first record. Everything after that I thought was pretty corny. *rimshot

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on January 12, 2022, 03:18:03 PM

Quote from: beatifk on January 12, 2022, 07:51:09 AM

Deftones are sick. Saw them at the Metallica festival in Detroit… had vip passes haha. Would definitely see them again.

Would see System of a Down out of curiosity. Was never a fan but I get what they’re doing and I think it’s pretty cool.

Seeing Korn these days seems like it would be depressing. I was a huge fan in my teenage years but only the first record. Everything after that I thought was pretty corny. *rimshot

Pretty juicy confession especially about  Deftones. Thank you for being so honest. Just one of those bands who are like a Ford Mustang. Gets a bad name due to fan base however secretly awesome. Would love to see System of A Down one day. Never seen Korn either. Really enjoyed their records through Follow The Leader

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 13, 2022, 01:41:05 AM

Why would Deftones be shameful, it's not Powerman 5000 or Traped?

The have been one of my absolut favorites since MTV had Headbanger (?) around 2004 or something.

Anyway, there is strange "Deftones got me like..." trend on Youtube:

https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=Deftones+got+me+like

So stange but good that more people can get into them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on January 13, 2022, 07:23:17 AM

i fuck with deftones. i don't fuck with most nu metal. deftones appealed to the depressed emo wimp i was around the turn of the millenium. i don't like nu metal at all, but there's some gems. i.e. orgy. i will forever back this gay as fuck band.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 14, 2022, 05:13:47 AM

Almost forgot:

If The Cure are in shock, you know your cover is the shit:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7BfRTNrQma4

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 14, 2022, 03:58:57 PM

Quote from: Frank on January 13, 2022, 07:23:17 AM

i fuck with deftones. i don't fuck with most nu metal. deftones appealed to the depressed emo wimp i was around the turn of the millenium. i don't like nu metal at all, but there's some gems. i.e. orgy. i will forever back this gay as fuck band.

Used to love this band. Played Candy Ass a lot a tween.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: layzieyez on January 15, 2022, 12:23:01 PM

I didn't take off stickers on the rubiks cube as a kid. Instead, I disassembled it. I'm still a little bummed I can't solve one either, and I have one that I got new in package from a salvation army in the early 90s.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on January 15, 2022, 12:30:53 PM

this is for all my playaz lost at the thought of solving a cube:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGvQRaK1mvs

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: realbasedgod112 on January 23, 2022, 05:24:19 PM

7 months ago i took 5 50mg vyvanse pills from my prescription supply (it gets locked in a safe) and i never got found out.
i don't regret it very much.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 25, 2022, 06:41:26 PM

Seriously contemplating paying for OKCupid. Someone stop me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on January 25, 2022, 09:57:22 PM

Don't do it. Don't give these apps your hard earned money!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on January 25, 2022, 11:57:43 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 25, 2022, 06:41:26 PM

Seriously contemplating paying for OKCupid. Someone stop me.

What's the worst that could happen? How much is it to try for one month? Do you get locked into a contract?

If it's less than it would cost for one date with a woman, I'd say go for it. If you can't afford it, you probably can't afford a date anyway, so at least it will put it into perspective, and maybe will help you to focus on other things to improve your situation personally and with dating.

Apps are evil, but so are most people. Godspeed to you brother!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mark Renton on January 26, 2022, 01:18:50 AM

I pay for unlimited swipes. Nothing wrong with that L33t. We all spent the same amount of money on worse stuff.


Edit: went back to gnar you @beatifk

Wise words. Go for it L33t!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Filip on January 27, 2022, 05:52:40 AM

Quote from: beatifk on January 25, 2022, 11:57:43 PM

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Seriously contemplating paying for OKCupid. Someone stop me.

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What's the worst that could happen? How much is it to try for one month? Do you get locked into a contract?

If it's less than it would cost for one date with a woman, I'd say go for it. If you can't afford it, you probably can't afford a date anyway, so at least it will put it into perspective, and maybe will help you to focus on other things to improve your situation personally and with dating.

Apps are evil, but so are most people. Godspeed to you brother!

I paid for Tinder premium, and thanks to that I saw even before i swiped to the good side, that a cute girl likes me. We are dating now and will be moving in together in a month or two. I say do it, nothing wrong with that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on January 27, 2022, 06:47:46 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 25, 2022, 06:41:26 PM

Seriously contemplating paying for OKCupid. Someone stop me.

For the love of god let me and Dale help. We 1000% confident we can do a lot of good

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PuffinMuffin on January 28, 2022, 07:08:25 PM

I've been on this site for nearly a decade and never hit Pal Status, so I've been shitposting like crazy. Sorry.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Fhk on January 28, 2022, 08:35:57 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on January 08, 2022, 08:32:13 AM

There’s no way I’m ever going to be able to solve a Rubik’s cube.  Too fucking dumb.

@SneakySecrets That particular Rubicks cube will unlock a new level of everything when solved.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Easy Slider on January 29, 2022, 02:00:30 AM

Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on January 28, 2022, 07:08:25 PM

I've been on this site for nearly a decade and never hit Pal Status, so I've been shitposting like crazy. Sorry.

If you add the gnars to the posts you‘re almost there.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tuesday on January 29, 2022, 07:43:25 AM

Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on January 28, 2022, 07:08:25 PM

I've been on this site for nearly a decade and never hit Pal Status, so I've been shitposting like crazy. Sorry.

Same for me. Just taking the opportunity.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bunk Moreland on January 29, 2022, 10:41:10 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 25, 2022, 06:41:26 PM

Seriously contemplating paying for OKCupid. Someone stop me.

A buddy of mine married a girl he met on there. My brother met his wife on eharmony. I’d say go for it, cast a wide net.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on January 29, 2022, 11:59:56 PM

Quote from: tuesday on January 29, 2022, 07:43:25 AM

Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on January 28, 2022, 07:08:25 PM

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I've been on this site for nearly a decade and never hit Pal Status, so I've been shitposting like crazy. Sorry.

[close]

Same for me. Just taking the opportunity.

Still better than 90% of UWTB...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on January 31, 2022, 05:01:32 PM

Quote from: Bunk Moreland on January 29, 2022, 10:41:10 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on January 25, 2022, 06:41:26 PM

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Seriously contemplating paying for OKCupid. Someone stop me.

[close]

A buddy of mine married a girl he met on there. My brother met his wife on eharmony. I’d say go for it, cast a wide net.

THIS. Actually thinking about trying out when I move to a new city. Dating sites frowned upon in previous times. Completely acceptable & normal nowadays. I too know many friends & family who met their significant other on the web. So hard to  take relationships to the next level in real life settings. Yeah easy to meet someone at the bar. More meaningful tricky as you get older especially when the dream is to meet someone in an organic setting like outside or in a store.  Even hard to meet legit lover in school, mostly everyone taken in college

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prostate Exam on January 31, 2022, 11:56:25 PM

Quote from: layzieyez on January 15, 2022, 12:23:01 PM

I didn't take off stickers on the rubiks cube as a kid. Instead, I disassembled it. I'm still a little bummed I can't solve one either, and I have one that I got new in package from a salvation army in the early 90s.

I developed a serious rubiks cube habit after I found one on the ground after a skatesession.
It's been about 4 years now and my best solve time is 7.6 seconds for a single solve and 11.2 for an average of 5 solves.

Unfortunately I often find myself wasting time trying to beat my records without learning new stuff.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on February 01, 2022, 04:49:52 AM

I don’t know how to play checkers.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jewel Runner on February 01, 2022, 09:07:45 AM

Quote from: Freelancevagrant on February 01, 2022, 04:49:52 AM

I don’t know how to play checkers.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ScKIdStgAfU (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ScKIdStgAfU)

You can thank me later when you beat everyone at your next family reunion

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on February 01, 2022, 10:01:24 AM

Quote from: jewelrunner on February 01, 2022, 09:07:45 AM

Quote from: Freelancevagrant on February 01, 2022, 04:49:52 AM

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I don’t know how to play checkers.

[close]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ScKIdStgAfU (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ScKIdStgAfU)

You can thank me later when you beat everyone at your next family reunion

We don’t family reunions, but I thank you for the link.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on February 01, 2022, 10:03:59 AM

too many different colors happening in checkers i get disoriented

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on February 02, 2022, 02:55:19 AM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on February 01, 2022, 10:03:59 AM

too many different colors happening in checkers i get disoriented

Same with piano for me...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on February 02, 2022, 09:18:29 PM

I'm chilling, like life is good, I'm applying to grad school, I'm applying to internships, my relationship is fire, my friends all live in my city... But I'm drinking like once a day and it's ass. I'm not breaking shit or making fucked up phone calls like I was last summer but I'm still getting ham drunk at 1 am and going to my curb spot w my rain board the last week or so. It's fun but I'm gonna hit the wall so fucking soon. Smoking cigs inside vibe. Bad times

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nevrwasben on February 02, 2022, 10:57:23 PM

Quote from: Dwyck on February 02, 2022, 09:18:29 PM

I'm chilling, like life is good, I'm applying to grad school, I'm applying to internships, my relationship is fire, my friends all live in my city... But I'm drinking like once a day and it's ass. I'm not breaking shit or making fucked up phone calls like I was last summer but I'm still getting ham drunk at 1 am and going to my curb spot w my rain board the last week or so. It's fun but I'm gonna hit the wall so fucking soon. Smoking cigs inside vibe. Bad times

If you know better, do better; before you get to so far down the path you’ve lost your way and become some middle-aged failure drunk dad guy.
We’ll look at that, I just had my own real confession.
Anyway, Dwyck, I believe you can do better if you want to.  Cut out the negative shit and focus on all of that positive stuff you listed out above. Best of luck to you, and learn from the mistakes of others that came before you, instead of your own…

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: realbasedgod112 on February 06, 2022, 11:20:41 PM

i found a dying kangaroo in the bush once, it was pretty much just lying there. maybe it got attacked by a fox.
i didn't want it to keep suffering, so i beat it over the head with a rock until it died.
no other soul knows this information

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on February 07, 2022, 03:24:06 AM

Quote from: realbasedgod112 on February 06, 2022, 11:20:41 PM

i found a dying kangaroo in the bush once, it was pretty much just lying there. maybe it got attacked by a fox.
i didn't want it to keep suffering, so i beat it over the head with a rock until it died.
no other soul knows this information

Hard thing to do but seems right.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jewel Runner on February 07, 2022, 05:13:03 AM

Quote from: realbasedgod112 on February 06, 2022, 11:20:41 PM

i found a dying kangaroo in the bush once, it was pretty much just lying there. maybe it got attacked by a fox.
i didn't want it to keep suffering, so i beat it over the head with a rock until it died.
no other soul knows this information

Shit you did the right thing! I doubt I had the guts to do it tho

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on February 10, 2022, 12:25:05 PM

have any of you seen my kangaroo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 10, 2022, 04:23:38 PM

It was just sleeping.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: realbasedgod112 on February 10, 2022, 05:05:42 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 10, 2022, 04:23:38 PM

It was just sleeping.

it was definitely dying it was bleeding a lot and i poked it to see if it was capable of getting up and running away

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 10, 2022, 05:27:21 PM

Quote from: realbasedgod112 on February 10, 2022, 05:05:42 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 10, 2022, 04:23:38 PM

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It was just sleeping.

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it was definitely dying it was bleeding a lot and i poked it to see if it was capable of getting up and running away

A very deep sleep.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: realbasedgod112 on February 10, 2022, 05:41:31 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 10, 2022, 05:27:21 PM

Quote from: realbasedgod112 on February 10, 2022, 05:05:42 PM

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Quote from: L33Tg33k on February 10, 2022, 04:23:38 PM

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It was just sleeping.

[close]

it was definitely dying it was bleeding a lot and i poked it to see if it was capable of getting up and running away

[close]

A very deep sleep.

Listen here shitlips.
I would never. NEVER kill an innocent kangaroo, you hear me?
If you even ACCUSE me of such a thing, i WILL find you. Fucker.
In fact, it's already too late. I'm en route to your residence AS I TYPE THIS. In my private jet.
Say your prayers, and your goodbyes. May God have mercy on you, because I sure won't.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on February 10, 2022, 06:51:41 PM

Women’s skeleton has been a much watch Olympic event since I was 12.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on February 10, 2022, 07:44:07 PM

I went through a phase where I thought about Mike Tyson every single day for like 3 years.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on February 11, 2022, 01:35:58 AM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on February 10, 2022, 07:44:07 PM

I went through a phase where I thought about Mike Tyson every single day for like 3 years.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2A_n_zwIZk4

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PuffinMuffin on February 11, 2022, 07:02:51 AM

I meet the love of my life on MySpace.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on February 11, 2022, 07:37:58 AM

Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on February 11, 2022, 07:02:51 AM

I meet the love of my life on MySpace.

pretty sure i lost mine on myspace

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on February 11, 2022, 07:45:14 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on February 11, 2022, 07:37:58 AM

Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on February 11, 2022, 07:02:51 AM

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I meet the love of my life on MySpace.

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pretty sure i lost mine on myspace

RIP Forbidden.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mark Renton on February 11, 2022, 01:59:42 PM

I was way happier when Tom was the one stealing and selling my data.

(https://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2014/09/19/1411087218778_wps_28_myspace_tom_8_Las_Vegas_A.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on February 19, 2022, 05:57:07 PM

I gave money to OKCupid. Let's see how this goes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: layzieyez on February 21, 2022, 01:34:22 PM

Good luck finding a good one. Hope she's looking at your profile right now and thinking, "yes, this is him."

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on February 21, 2022, 05:05:03 PM

Quote from: realbasedgod112 on February 06, 2022, 11:20:41 PM

i found a dying kangaroo in the bush once, it was pretty much just lying there. maybe it got attacked by a fox.
i didn't want it to keep suffering, so i beat it over the head with a rock until it died.
no other soul knows this information

I did this at a skatepark once, some dip shit kids injured a gopher and left it there to suffer and die, so i picked up a big Rock and bashed it's brains in and then yelled at those kids for a bit. It really upset me and ruined my day and those morons deserved to get chewed out by a local for creating suffering like that pointlessly.

Also get it @L33Tg33k there's a cutie out there for you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on February 21, 2022, 06:14:09 PM

Quote from: DaleSr on February 21, 2022, 05:05:03 PM

Quote from: realbasedgod112 on February 06, 2022, 11:20:41 PM

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i found a dying kangaroo in the bush once, it was pretty much just lying there. maybe it got attacked by a fox.
i didn't want it to keep suffering, so i beat it over the head with a rock until it died.
no other soul knows this information

[close]

I did this at a skatepark once, some dip shit kids injured a gopher and left it there to suffer and die, so i picked up a big Rock and bashed it's brains in and then yelled at those kids for a bit. It really upset me and ruined my day and those morons deserved to get chewed out by a local for creating suffering like that pointlessly.

Also get it @L33Tg33k there's a cutie out there for you

years ago I walked outside and saw my cat fucking with a baby bunny. Cat had broken its back, so the baby bunny was using it's front paws to move in a circle. Used a cinder block to send it home. Definitely a shitty way to start the day at 530am on a warm summer morning.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PuffinMuffin on February 22, 2022, 06:01:43 AM

Quote from: IusedToSkateMore on February 21, 2022, 06:14:09 PM

Quote from: DaleSr on February 21, 2022, 05:05:03 PM

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Quote from: realbasedgod112 on February 06, 2022, 11:20:41 PM

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i found a dying kangaroo in the bush once, it was pretty much just lying there. maybe it got attacked by a fox.
i didn't want it to keep suffering, so i beat it over the head with a rock until it died.
no other soul knows this information

[close]

I did this at a skatepark once, some dip shit kids injured a gopher and left it there to suffer and die, so i picked up a big Rock and bashed it's brains in and then yelled at those kids for a bit. It really upset me and ruined my day and those morons deserved to get chewed out by a local for creating suffering like that pointlessly.

Also get it @L33Tg33k there's a cutie out there for you

[close]

years ago I walked outside and saw my cat fucking with a baby bunny. Cat had broken its back, so the baby bunny was using it's front paws to move in a circle. Used a cinder block to send it home. Definitely a shitty way to start the day at 530am on a warm summer morning.

Damn, these stories are a bummer. I once found a homing pigeon with a broken wing when I was young. My mother and I tried to nurse it back to health and it died after a month. It was a really affectionate bird. We cried while burying it. It was the only time I ever saw my ma cry.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on February 22, 2022, 10:35:49 AM

It's always tough taking life. It weighs on you even if it's a fatally injured animal

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Freelancevagrant on February 22, 2022, 10:38:36 AM

I killed a dog on my first deployment and that shit still eats at me. It lunged at me when we were on patrol and I used the butt of my rifle on its head. Found out my dog died like 3 days after that. Got me tearing up and shit now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on February 23, 2022, 12:54:28 PM

have you guys seen my gopher and bunny

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tuesday on February 25, 2022, 09:30:16 AM

Ever since Heath Kirchart's part in Sight Unseen I thought 'Nights in White Satin' was by The Doors. Just found out it's not.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on February 28, 2022, 01:57:39 AM

Quote from: tuesday on February 25, 2022, 09:30:16 AM

Ever since Heath Kirchart's part in Sight Unseen I thought 'Nights in White Satin' was by The Doors. Just found out it's not.

I always thought House Of The Rising Sun was by The Doors.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: realbasedgod112 on February 28, 2022, 02:33:00 PM

Quote from: Freelancevagrant on February 22, 2022, 10:38:36 AM

I killed a dog on my first deployment and that shit still eats at me. It lunged at me when we were on patrol and I used the butt of my rifle on its head. Found out my dog died like 3 days after that. Got me tearing up and shit now.

seeing animals suffer is tough, even more so than with humans sometimes.
for me it's mainly because i get the sense that animals don't intentionally hurt people the same way we do i.e. unprovoked.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on March 02, 2022, 08:46:14 AM

i've been feeding @fulltechnicalskizzy spiders in his sleep

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on March 02, 2022, 09:49:49 AM

how many of those a day?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 02, 2022, 11:59:47 AM

Quote from: somethingmustbreaknow on March 02, 2022, 09:49:49 AM

how many of those a day?

At least six.... Maybe twelve..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Krooked antihero on March 05, 2022, 12:38:58 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on March 02, 2022, 11:59:47 AM

Quote from: somethingmustbreaknow on March 02, 2022, 09:49:49 AM

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how many of those a day?

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At least six.... Maybe twelve..

This deserves a gnar but I don’t wanna fuck up your rep…

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on March 07, 2022, 09:33:41 AM

Quote from: beatifk on February 28, 2022, 01:57:39 AM

Quote from: tuesday on February 25, 2022, 09:30:16 AM

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Ever since Heath Kirchart's part in Sight Unseen I thought 'Nights in White Satin' was by The Doors. Just found out it's not.

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I always thought House Of The Rising Sun was by The Doors.

this is off topic(ok maybe not, it's confessions thread)

@beatifik

i thought i saw a rep of 667 and thus kooked you to make it 666. but then i saw it was your post count.

sorry.

i only kook people when my numbers ocd kicks in, it has nothing to do with the posts itself. i like your posts.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sativa Lung on March 08, 2022, 01:43:56 AM

Quote from: Freelancevagrant on February 22, 2022, 10:38:36 AM

I killed a dog on my first deployment and that shit still eats at me. It lunged at me when we were on patrol and I used the butt of my rifle on its head. Found out my dog died like 3 days after that. Got me tearing up and shit now.

Afghanistan I'm guessing? They were everywhere and very feral so I wouldn't feel too bad. Those things were actually dangerous I had a friend get a nasty infection that required plastic surgery after one bit him. If it was just a dog on the street I doubt you killed someone's pet and you were defending yourself and keeping your squad safe.

I know that doesn't necessarily make it easier but if I know I did something because I thought I needed to or my training kicked in I would feel differently than the dudes who get bored on convoys and start taking target practice on people's pets or farm animals.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on March 08, 2022, 03:38:27 AM

Quote from: Frank on March 07, 2022, 09:33:41 AM

Quote from: beatifk on February 28, 2022, 01:57:39 AM

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Quote from: tuesday on February 25, 2022, 09:30:16 AM

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Ever since Heath Kirchart's part in Sight Unseen I thought 'Nights in White Satin' was by The Doors. Just found out it's not.

[close]

I always thought House Of The Rising Sun was by The Doors.

[close]

this is off topic(ok maybe not, it's confessions thread)

@beatifik

i thought i saw a rep of 667 and thus kooked you to make it 666. but then i saw it was your post count.

sorry.

i only kook people when my numbers ocd kicks in, it has nothing to do with the posts itself. i like your posts.

No problemo. What even is rep these days?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PuffinMuffin on March 08, 2022, 08:30:34 AM

I used to work on a small farm. Every Friday we'd slaughter. I'd be in the back shed emptying out the contents of stomachs and wrestling organs/hides into barrels. Smelled like fucking shit. The slaughter of pigs haunted me for years. I feel like pigs get a bad rap, they're smart animals, as smart as dogs. Shit wore on me. so I stopped eating pork, then all meat, followed by all animal products, I can't look at hotdogs without thinking about a scared squalling pig in the kill pen about to get the captive bolt rifle.

Obviously miss the taste meat, Popeyes most of all. Vegan food is kinda disappointing most of the time. Can't bring myself to eat meat though, shit's been ruined forever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mean salto on March 08, 2022, 09:40:10 AM

Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on March 08, 2022, 08:30:34 AM

I used to work on a small farm. Every Friday we'd slaughter. I'd be in the back shed emptying out the contents of stomachs and wrestling organs/hides into barrels. Smelled like fucking shit. The slaughter of pigs haunted me for years. I feel like pigs get a bad rap, they're smart animals, as smart as dogs. Shit wore on me. so I stopped eating pork, then all meat, followed by all animal products, I can't look at hotdogs without thinking about a scared squalling pig in the kill pen about to get the captive bolt rifle.

Obviously miss the taste meat, Popeyes most of all. Vegan food is kinda disappointing most of the time. Can't bring myself to eat meat though, shit's been ruined forever.

Pigs are probably the third most evil animal (humans being first and chimpanzees second) so maybe try not to feel too bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PuffinMuffin on March 08, 2022, 10:07:49 AM

Quote from: Mean salto on March 08, 2022, 09:40:10 AM

Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on March 08, 2022, 08:30:34 AM

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I used to work on a small farm. Every Friday we'd slaughter. I'd be in the back shed emptying out the contents of stomachs and wrestling organs/hides into barrels. Smelled like fucking shit. The slaughter of pigs haunted me for years. I feel like pigs get a bad rap, they're smart animals, as smart as dogs. Shit wore on me. so I stopped eating pork, then all meat, followed by all animal products, I can't look at hotdogs without thinking about a scared squalling pig in the kill pen about to get the captive bolt rifle.

Obviously miss the taste meat, Popeyes most of all. Vegan food is kinda disappointing most of the time. Can't bring myself to eat meat though, shit's been ruined forever.

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Pigs are probably the third most evil animal (humans being first and chimpanzees second) so maybe try not to feel too bad.

That's a fair point, but I'd still rather eat a pig in a survival situation than a chimp or a human.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: dofrenzy on March 08, 2022, 10:18:39 AM

Crazy that mercy-killing animals seems to be a thing with my homies.  I’ve dispatched a baby bunny also, a couple of squirrels and a mouse caught in a sticky trap.  I’ve used a big rock or a big piece of pressure treated 4x4, but I cover them with a cloth or rag first and keep track of where the skull is.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PuffinMuffin on March 08, 2022, 10:42:35 AM

Quote from: dofrenzy on March 08, 2022, 10:18:39 AM

Crazy that mercy-killing animals seems to be a thing with my homies.  I’ve dispatched a baby bunny also, a couple of squirrels and a mouse caught in a sticky trap.  I’ve used a big rock or a big piece of pressure treated 4x4, but I cover them with a cloth or rag first and keep track of where the skull is.

Not that it matters because it's too late, but olive oil will release animals from sticky traps.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on March 08, 2022, 10:54:31 AM

not necessarily a mercy kill but i watched two rabid dogs fight to the death one sunny afternoon after saturday school

there was nothing i could do to help as they were both fucking foaming at the mouth

i watched one "win" and proceed to de-skin the others face till i saw bone




so yeah get good grades so you don't go back to school on a saturday lil dudes cause this exact thing will happen to you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on March 08, 2022, 11:49:32 AM

i watched my hamster, ganondorf, shit out her intestines and drag them around her cage for another week before dying never ate hamster again

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PuffinMuffin on March 08, 2022, 12:24:48 PM

Quote from: fulltechnicalskizzy on March 08, 2022, 11:49:32 AM

i watched my hamster, ganondorf, shit out her intestines and drag them around her cage for another week before dying never ate hamster again

a tragic  :'(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fulltechnicalskizzy on March 08, 2022, 04:11:34 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on March 02, 2022, 08:46:14 AM

i've been feeding @fulltechnicalskizzy spiders in his sleep

thank you < 3

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on March 08, 2022, 06:32:10 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on March 08, 2022, 10:54:31 AM

not necessarily a mercy kill but i watched two rabid dogs fight to the death one sunny afternoon after saturday school

there was nothing i could do to help as they were both fucking foaming at the mouth

i watched one "win" and proceed to de-skin the others face till i saw bone




so yeah get good grades so you don't go back to school on a saturday lil dudes cause this exact thing will happen to you

Was this in Arizona?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on March 08, 2022, 11:09:45 PM

Yup, Kofa high school… go kings.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on March 09, 2022, 10:49:11 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on March 08, 2022, 11:09:45 PM

Yup, Kofa high school… go kings.

Sounds like some desert shit for sure. Eastern high Desert areas of California have more in common with you guys than us coastal elites for sure

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on March 09, 2022, 11:11:34 AM

I had to go up like 25ft in a tiny wobbly ass scissor lift at work today, and now I’m scared of heights and wanna tell my boss to get someone else to do it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on March 09, 2022, 01:03:07 PM

Quote from: Coastal Fever on March 09, 2022, 11:11:34 AM

I had to go up like 25ft in a tiny wobbly ass scissor lift at work today, and now I’m scared of heights and wanna tell my boss to get someone else to do it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EclM2Kf45zg

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sativa Lung on March 09, 2022, 08:52:15 PM

Quote from: beatifk on March 09, 2022, 01:03:07 PM

Quote from: Coastal Fever on March 09, 2022, 11:11:34 AM

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I had to go up like 25ft in a tiny wobbly ass scissor lift at work today, and now I’m scared of heights and wanna tell my boss to get someone else to do it.

[close]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EclM2Kf45zg

Every time I see or hear Dick Rizzo mentioned I mentally say it with a jerky boys voice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on March 10, 2022, 04:42:29 AM

Quote from: Buttfart Rapedick on March 09, 2022, 08:52:15 PM

Quote from: beatifk on March 09, 2022, 01:03:07 PM

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Quote from: Coastal Fever on March 09, 2022, 11:11:34 AM

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I had to go up like 25ft in a tiny wobbly ass scissor lift at work today, and now I’m scared of heights and wanna tell my boss to get someone else to do it.

[close]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EclM2Kf45zg

[close]

Every time I see or hear Dick Rizzo mentioned I mentally say it with a jerky boys voice.

R-I-Z-...-Z-O

sizzlechest.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sharp-o on March 10, 2022, 02:14:51 PM

I read this thread from the start over an over again to feel better about my self

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on March 10, 2022, 10:26:42 PM

Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on March 08, 2022, 08:30:34 AM

I used to work on a small farm. Every Friday we'd slaughter. I'd be in the back shed emptying out the contents of stomachs and wrestling organs/hides into barrels. Smelled like fucking shit. The slaughter of pigs haunted me for years. I feel like pigs get a bad rap, they're smart animals, as smart as dogs. Shit wore on me. so I stopped eating pork, then all meat, followed by all animal products, I can't look at hotdogs without thinking about a scared squalling pig in the kill pen about to get the captive bolt rifle.

Obviously miss the taste meat, Popeyes most of all. Vegan food is kinda disappointing most of the time. Can't bring myself to eat meat though, shit's been ruined forever.

My friend also went vegan after working not on a farm, but at a ham factory for a bit - he wasn't exposed to live animal cruelty that I know of, but apparently just the conditions in which the dead meat gets processed past that stage are absolutely disgusting. They just mash bits of random corpses into those pristine-looking slices, which sadly makes complete sense when you think about the product, but some people need that mental image; then there are dyeing processes and general funny business for even more 'enticing' presentation. The disrespect on all fronts just doesn't end.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on March 11, 2022, 06:28:09 AM

makes sense, we're all eating the worst shit on a day to day basis

this last new year party i went to i met a dude who works at OSHA and this glorified snitch basically confirmed that everything gets swept under the rug when it comes down to making a profit

asked him how bad it can get and he said, 'you don't wanna know' but i did and this fucker still didn't tell me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: beatifk on March 11, 2022, 07:06:39 AM

Just read The Jungle.

And that was 100 years ago.

I'm sure whatever shit they're doing now is much much worse.

Soylent Green takes place in 2022 after all.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 11, 2022, 07:22:24 AM

Quote from: Sharp-o on March 10, 2022, 02:14:51 PM

I read this thread from the start over an over again to feel better about my self

Post a confession, bro.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PuffinMuffin on March 12, 2022, 01:10:30 PM

I spent over 600 dollars on trucks last year.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 13, 2022, 08:15:59 AM

Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on March 12, 2022, 01:10:30 PM

I spent over 600 dollars on trucks last year.

If Ford Raptor: good.

If Tensor: bad.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PuffinMuffin on March 13, 2022, 09:23:23 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on March 13, 2022, 08:15:59 AM

Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on March 12, 2022, 01:10:30 PM

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I spent over 600 dollars on trucks last year.

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If Ford Raptor: good.

If Tensor: bad.

Half was Tensor.  :(

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on March 13, 2022, 09:29:10 AM

puffin’s 80% hoarder 20% skateboarder

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PuffinMuffin on March 13, 2022, 09:38:12 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on March 13, 2022, 09:29:10 AM

puffin’s 80% hoarder 20% skateboarder

Hahahaha, I actually give everything I don't like away. My husband gets pissed when gear starts to pile up in our tiny apartment. "Why do you need five pairs of trucks" "why am I tripping over boards" stuff like that.

Edit: I should add, I only have two pairs of trucks right now, Thunders and Krux K4s. I literally can't give away the Krux for free. No one wants them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on March 13, 2022, 10:16:56 AM

Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on March 13, 2022, 09:23:23 AM

Quote from: iKobrakai on March 13, 2022, 08:15:59 AM

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Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on March 12, 2022, 01:10:30 PM

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I spent over 600 dollars on trucks last year.

[close]

If Ford Raptor: good.

If Tensor: bad.

[close]

Half was Tensor.  :(

That's pretty wild. Why would one pay 300 bucks to not turn?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PuffinMuffin on March 13, 2022, 10:59:42 AM

Quote from: silhouette on March 13, 2022, 10:16:56 AM

Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on March 13, 2022, 09:23:23 AM

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Quote from: iKobrakai on March 13, 2022, 08:15:59 AM

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Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on March 12, 2022, 01:10:30 PM

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I spent over 600 dollars on trucks last year.

[close]

If Ford Raptor: good.

If Tensor: bad.

[close]

Half was Tensor.  :(

[close]

That's pretty wild. Why would one pay 300 bucks to not turn?

The ATGs turn, they're like a cross between an Indy and a Thunder. Unfortunately, the axles bend.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on March 13, 2022, 02:10:32 PM

An attractive waiter at a restaurant told me I have pretty eyes. Without a smile (couldn't muster it) I said thank you and then averted my eyes from her rest of my meal. It felt especially awkward because I was alone. Smooth criminal.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sharp-o on March 13, 2022, 03:23:10 PM

Quote from: iKobrakai on March 11, 2022, 07:22:24 AM

Quote from: Sharp-o on March 10, 2022, 02:14:51 PM

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I read this thread from the start over an over again to feel better about my self

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Post a confession, bro.

-Cheated on my girl and i could not be happier. That got me away from that relationship. Im much happier when i can be free.

I pretty boring othervise I dont think anybody wants to hear a another story about not getting sleep without drinking.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on March 13, 2022, 08:55:15 PM

Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on March 13, 2022, 10:59:42 AM

Quote from: silhouette on March 13, 2022, 10:16:56 AM

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Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on March 13, 2022, 09:23:23 AM

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Quote from: iKobrakai on March 13, 2022, 08:15:59 AM

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Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on March 12, 2022, 01:10:30 PM

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I spent over 600 dollars on trucks last year.

[close]

If Ford Raptor: good.

If Tensor: bad.

[close]

Half was Tensor.  :(

[close]

That's pretty wild. Why would one pay 300 bucks to not turn?

[close]

The ATGs turn, they're like a cross between an Indy and a Thunder. Unfortunately, the axles bend.

That's actually good to know, I was mostly joking because I remember back when Tensor trucks first came out and still were a curiosity, I actually bought a pair then so did a lot of my friends, to try them out. The general consensus turned into this private joke as even the most enthusiastic of us realized that on those models, no matter how much you loosened them, you would indeed get more and more flex but still zero turning, because of the geometry - felt like you were locked onto train tracks. I assume exactly that happened to an entire generation worldwide at once really, and that's how the stigma stuck. I never skated Tensors ever since, but that was nearly two decades ago and so I wouldn't doubt they improved on the formula in the meantime. Maybe you shouldn't listen to me though as I really always felt the same about Thunders even though so many people on here praise them, the pair I had just wouldn't turn enough to my liking (in terms of radius) even when loosened to the max and I could never skate those; ended up just giving them away after three (ruined) sessions tops.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 14, 2022, 03:40:39 AM

Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on March 13, 2022, 10:59:42 AM

Quote from: silhouette on March 13, 2022, 10:16:56 AM

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Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on March 13, 2022, 09:23:23 AM

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Quote from: iKobrakai on March 13, 2022, 08:15:59 AM

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Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on March 12, 2022, 01:10:30 PM

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I spent over 600 dollars on trucks last year.

[close]

If Ford Raptor: good.

If Tensor: bad.

[close]

Half was Tensor.  :(

[close]

That's pretty wild. Why would one pay 300 bucks to not turn?

[close]

The ATGs turn, they're like a cross between an Indy and a Thunder. Unfortunately, the axles bend.

It's like they're trying to make the worst garbage possible...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PuffinMuffin on March 14, 2022, 09:18:07 AM

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I spent over 600 dollars on trucks last year.

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If Ford Raptor: good.

If Tensor: bad.

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Half was Tensor.  :(

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That's pretty wild. Why would one pay 300 bucks to not turn?

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The ATGs turn, they're like a cross between an Indy and a Thunder. Unfortunately, the axles bend.

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That's actually good to know, I was mostly joking because I remember back when Tensor trucks first came out and still were a curiosity, I actually bought a pair then so did a lot of my friends, to try them out. The general consensus turned into this private joke as even the most enthusiastic of us realized that on those models, no matter how much you loosened them, you would indeed get more and more flex but still zero turning, because of the geometry - felt like you were locked onto train tracks. I assume exactly that happened to an entire generation worldwide at once really, and that's how the stigma stuck. I never skated Tensors ever since, but that was nearly two decades ago and so I wouldn't doubt they improved on the formula in the meantime. Maybe you shouldn't listen to me though as I really always felt the same about Thunders even though so many people on here praise them, the pair I had just wouldn't turn enough to my liking (in terms of radius) even when loosened to the max and I could never skate those; ended up just giving them away after three (ruined) sessions tops.

Hahaha, your story is really relatable, I made the misfortune of spending 70 dollars on a pair of maglite Tensor "AGTs" from a local shop. The shop owner swore they were the ATGs, they, were not, they were Tensor's old geometry. Slapped them bad boys on my board, and went out for a quick skate around the neighborhood. Kept eating shit repeatedly. Trucks did not turn one bit, just went straight to wheel bite. It wasn't like Thunder wheelbite that you can ride out of. They would fling you off abruptly. Ended up giving them to a ~10-year-old girl at the skatepark who asked me how to ollie. In retrospect she was probably better off with her Tony Hawk Walmart trucks. 

Quote from: iKobrakai on March 14, 2022, 03:40:39 AM

It's like they're trying to make the worst garbage possible...

They have a lifetime warranty though, I shipped my old bent ones in. Anyday a box of new shiny trucks is going to show up on my door. They're just taking their sweet old time, it's only been a year now. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mean salto on March 14, 2022, 09:49:01 AM

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I spent over 600 dollars on trucks last year.

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If Ford Raptor: good.

If Tensor: bad.

[close]

Half was Tensor.  :(

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That's pretty wild. Why would one pay 300 bucks to not turn?

[close]

The ATGs turn, they're like a cross between an Indy and a Thunder. Unfortunately, the axles bend.

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That's actually good to know, I was mostly joking because I remember back when Tensor trucks first came out and still were a curiosity, I actually bought a pair then so did a lot of my friends, to try them out. The general consensus turned into this private joke as even the most enthusiastic of us realized that on those models, no matter how much you loosened them, you would indeed get more and more flex but still zero turning, because of the geometry - felt like you were locked onto train tracks. I assume exactly that happened to an entire generation worldwide at once really, and that's how the stigma stuck. I never skated Tensors ever since, but that was nearly two decades ago and so I wouldn't doubt they improved on the formula in the meantime. Maybe you shouldn't listen to me though as I really always felt the same about Thunders even though so many people on here praise them, the pair I had just wouldn't turn enough to my liking (in terms of radius) even when loosened to the max and I could never skate those; ended up just giving them away after three (ruined) sessions tops.

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Hahaha, your story is really relatable, I made the misfortune of spending 70 dollars on a pair of maglite Tensor "AGTs" from a local shop. The shop owner swore they were the ATGs, they, were not, they were Tensor's old geometry. Slapped them bad boys on my board, and went out for a quick skate around the neighborhood. Kept eating shit repeatedly. Trucks did not turn one bit, just went straight to wheel bite. It wasn't like Thunder wheelbite that you can ride out of. They would fling you off abruptly. Ended up giving them to a ~10-year-old girl at the skatepark who asked me how to ollie. In retrospect she was probably better off with her Tony Hawk Walmart trucks. 

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It's like they're trying to make the worst garbage possible...

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They have a lifetime warranty though, I shipped my old bent ones in. Anyday a box of new shiny trucks is going to show up on my door. They're just taking their sweet old time, it's only been a year now.

Also got the og tensors and my first good setup. I was actually going to get ventures but when I went to the shop the guy was literally opening the box with tensors and was like you can have these for way cheaper. So I ended up with the tensors lows like 7.5 with 59mm wheels and an 8.25 board. I didn't know any better so I learnt on that (altho I had a Kmart board for a while before that) it was like some Mr miyagi turning training since then I've never not been able to turn on any trucks. Dumb thing is after acouple months I knew the tensors weren't cool and got ventures but I'd break ventures constantly and seriously for the next 8 years would often find myself riding the tensors. Kind of wish I still had them to see if I could tell the difference with turning now

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mark Renton on March 14, 2022, 12:33:29 PM

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I read this thread from the start over an over again to feel better about my self

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Post a confession, bro.

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-Cheated on my girl and i could not be happier. That got me away from that relationship. Im much happier when i can be free.

Bhahah lil man lurks to feel better then gets #1 spot for shittiest thing to do in a thread that includes a dude having a designated cum box.

It’s all good but made me laugh hard.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on March 16, 2022, 06:25:45 PM

Have had only one drink in the last five weeks. thanks for kind words guys. head feels clearer

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Easy Slider on March 16, 2022, 11:31:39 PM

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Have had only one drink in the last five weeks. thanks for kind words guys. head feels clearer

That‘s not a confession, that‘s an achievement. Do you plan on staying sober?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: silhouette on March 17, 2022, 04:27:55 AM

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I spent over 600 dollars on trucks last year.

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If Ford Raptor: good.

If Tensor: bad.

[close]

Half was Tensor.  :(

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That's pretty wild. Why would one pay 300 bucks to not turn?

[close]

The ATGs turn, they're like a cross between an Indy and a Thunder. Unfortunately, the axles bend.

[close]

That's actually good to know, I was mostly joking because I remember back when Tensor trucks first came out and still were a curiosity, I actually bought a pair then so did a lot of my friends, to try them out. The general consensus turned into this private joke as even the most enthusiastic of us realized that on those models, no matter how much you loosened them, you would indeed get more and more flex but still zero turning, because of the geometry - felt like you were locked onto train tracks. I assume exactly that happened to an entire generation worldwide at once really, and that's how the stigma stuck. I never skated Tensors ever since, but that was nearly two decades ago and so I wouldn't doubt they improved on the formula in the meantime. Maybe you shouldn't listen to me though as I really always felt the same about Thunders even though so many people on here praise them, the pair I had just wouldn't turn enough to my liking (in terms of radius) even when loosened to the max and I could never skate those; ended up just giving them away after three (ruined) sessions tops.

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Hahaha, your story is really relatable, I made the misfortune of spending 70 dollars on a pair of maglite Tensor "AGTs" from a local shop. The shop owner swore they were the ATGs, they, were not, they were Tensor's old geometry. Slapped them bad boys on my board, and went out for a quick skate around the neighborhood. Kept eating shit repeatedly. Trucks did not turn one bit, just went straight to wheel bite. It wasn't like Thunder wheelbite that you can ride out of. They would fling you off abruptly. Ended up giving them to a ~10-year-old girl at the skatepark who asked me how to ollie. In retrospect she was probably better off with her Tony Hawk Walmart trucks. 

Quote from: iKobrakai on March 14, 2022, 03:40:39 AM

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It's like they're trying to make the worst garbage possible...

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They have a lifetime warranty though, I shipped my old bent ones in. Anyday a box of new shiny trucks is going to show up on my door. They're just taking their sweet old time, it's only been a year now.

[close]

Also got the og tensors and my first good setup. I was actually going to get ventures but when I went to the shop the guy was literally opening the box with tensors and was like you can have these for way cheaper. So I ended up with the tensors lows like 7.5 with 59mm wheels and an 8.25 board. I didn't know any better so I learnt on that (altho I had a Kmart board for a while before that) it was like some Mr miyagi turning training since then I've never not been able to turn on any trucks. Dumb thing is after acouple months I knew the tensors weren't cool and got ventures but I'd break ventures constantly and seriously for the next 8 years would often find myself riding the tensors. Kind of wish I still had them to see if I could tell the difference with turning now

I guess this kind of qualifies as a real confession but you know what the worst stuff I was ever stuck with was truck-wise, freaking Gullwings, back in 2000 or so for some reason in my country Decathlon (sporting goods chain store) was carrying a lot of U.S. skate products for cheap as if the main distribution company here had found an outlet for rejects and gear with defects, I remember being 13 or 14 in one of those stores looking at the skate aisle and they had a full rack of Gullwings for like 2 bucks a truck, as a little kid the price to value ratio seemed incredible and so I instantly bought like 10. I remember they felt sort of alright except none of them ever held up for more than a couple of sessions (and ironically the local spot we were always skating at the time was rough as fuck, that probably didn't help). What I thought was going to be my next three years worth of trucks I ended up burning through in a month.

That Decathlon store also had Girl decks with warped tails, Powell decks with absolutely zero concave (completely flat ones), and a bunch of Monkey Stix boards that must have been like size 7.0, all coming with griptape each and every ollie would eventually sand all the grain off of. Also, Royal trucks with kingpins so long you would actually hang up on grinds (and possibly destroy a ledge or two) for your first two weeks of skating them. No skateshop in the vicinity whatsoever at the time so we used to skate a lot of horrible stuff.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dwyck on March 17, 2022, 12:03:00 PM

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Have had only one drink in the last five weeks. thanks for kind words guys. head feels clearer

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That‘s not a confession, that‘s an achievement. Do you plan on staying sober?

Yeah... Do not plan to get drunk ever again. Trying to detach drinking from relaxing/socializing/decompressing/dealing w emotions. Shift my attitude, I guess. Be more present for myself and for my loved ones, radiate kindness, all that jazz. Baby steps though, alcohol's the only thing I'm abstaining from right now

I'm in group and individual therapy right now and they're doing good for me

Kinda getting into God right now lol. (that's my confession)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Easy Slider on March 17, 2022, 12:58:28 PM

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Have had only one drink in the last five weeks. thanks for kind words guys. head feels clearer

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That‘s not a confession, that‘s an achievement. Do you plan on staying sober?

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Yeah... Do not plan to get drunk ever again. Trying to detach drinking from relaxing/socializing/decompressing/dealing w emotions. Shift my attitude, I guess. Be more present for myself and for my loved ones, radiate kindness, all that jazz. Baby steps though, alcohol's the only thing I'm abstaining from right now

I'm in group and individual therapy right now and they're doing good for me

Kinda getting into God right now lol. (that's my confession)

Great. This sounds very promising.

God helped me overcome many bad habits. To be honest I never thought I could quit drinking, smoking, and a few other things, but He made it possible.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on March 17, 2022, 10:53:06 PM

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Have had only one drink in the last five weeks. thanks for kind words guys. head feels clearer

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That‘s not a confession, that‘s an achievement. Do you plan on staying sober?

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Yeah... Do not plan to get drunk ever again. Trying to detach drinking from relaxing/socializing/decompressing/dealing w emotions. Shift my attitude, I guess. Be more present for myself and for my loved ones, radiate kindness, all that jazz. Baby steps though, alcohol's the only thing I'm abstaining from right now

I'm in group and individual therapy right now and they're doing good for me

Kinda getting into God right now lol. (that's my confession)

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Great. This sounds very promising.

God helped me overcome many bad habits. To be honest I never thought I could quit drinking, smoking, and a few other things, but He made it possible.

Damn, I used to think you guys were cool.

Just kidding. Do what you gotta do.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Easy Slider on March 17, 2022, 11:47:19 PM

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Have had only one drink in the last five weeks. thanks for kind words guys. head feels clearer

[close]

That‘s not a confession, that‘s an achievement. Do you plan on staying sober?

[close]

Yeah... Do not plan to get drunk ever again. Trying to detach drinking from relaxing/socializing/decompressing/dealing w emotions. Shift my attitude, I guess. Be more present for myself and for my loved ones, radiate kindness, all that jazz. Baby steps though, alcohol's the only thing I'm abstaining from right now

I'm in group and individual therapy right now and they're doing good for me

Kinda getting into God right now lol. (that's my confession)

[close]

Great. This sounds very promising.

God helped me overcome many bad habits. To be honest I never thought I could quit drinking, smoking, and a few other things, but He made it possible.

[close]

Damn, I used to think you guys were cool.

Just kidding. Do what you gotta do.

Have a gnar  ;)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lazer69 on March 20, 2022, 08:27:55 AM

I dont know If I mentioned it before. But life seems hard and I dont feel like im progressing in life and society and can connect like everyone else. Besides being difficult to make or keep friends its been hard in the job/career world. All I know is failure. At least before I had the motivation to keep trying, and applying, but hope and motivation has dwindled away.  I came to the realization that Im likely on the spectrum. The weird thing is I feel like I have been progressively getting worse.

On a positive note I guess.. I started smoking weed more regularly and it kind helps for a few hours. I diamond handed my stocks, during the downturn and have faith my portfolio will grow. I feel like its almost my child, plant,or pet I check up on often; sounds regular, I know.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: iKobrakai on March 20, 2022, 11:09:49 PM

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Have had only one drink in the last five weeks. thanks for kind words guys. head feels clearer

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That‘s not a confession, that‘s an achievement. Do you plan on staying sober?

[close]

Yeah... Do not plan to get drunk ever again. Trying to detach drinking from relaxing/socializing/decompressing/dealing w emotions. Shift my attitude, I guess. Be more present for myself and for my loved ones, radiate kindness, all that jazz. Baby steps though, alcohol's the only thing I'm abstaining from right now

I'm in group and individual therapy right now and they're doing good for me

Kinda getting into God right now lol. (that's my confession)

[close]

Great. This sounds very promising.

God helped me overcome many bad habits. To be honest I never thought I could quit drinking, smoking, and a few other things, but He made it possible.

[close]

Damn, I used to think you guys were cool.

Just kidding. Do what you gotta do.

Wrong. That's why we're here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PuffinMuffin on March 22, 2022, 09:37:39 AM

I used to rip away the covers from my poor husband so violently he switched to sleeping in a sleeping bag. No longer an issue, but sometimes kick and punch in my sleep. I'm not a violent person, what gives...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on March 22, 2022, 12:24:38 PM

Quote from: PuffinMuffin  on March 22, 2022, 09:37:39 AM

I used to rip away the covers from my poor husband so violently he switched to sleeping in a sleeping bag. No longer an issue, but sometimes kick and punch in my sleep. I'm not a violent person, what gives...

That's just being a true warrior. Your body fights back at its most vulnerable stage. I wish i had this much power

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sharp-o on March 22, 2022, 02:03:08 PM

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I read this thread from the start over an over again to feel better about my self

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Post a confession, bro.

[close]

-Cheated on my girl and i could not be happier. That got me away from that relationship. Im much happier when i can be free.

[close]

Bhahah lil man lurks to feel better then gets #1 spot for shittiest thing to do in a thread that includes a dude having a designated cum box.

It’s all good but made me laugh hard.

Yea im a piece of shit for that. Told her the next moring tho and we broke up with pretty good terms. I couldnt really handle a relationship too well anyway so breaking up was a good move. But yea im bummed it ended that way.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Slikk on March 23, 2022, 09:32:48 AM

from ages 8 to 13 I went to a different public school every year because my mother was mad at my father over money. we moved to different cities, living near relatives, surviving off my dad's money and mom's part time job and sometimes sleeping on couches, or there would only be room for adults on the one bed so I would get the futon in the living room. the older i got the more i found out my mom liked to shop and use my dad's money for her and my older half brother, they both used to abuse me physically and emotionally. i resented my mother and brother for this, still do. my father is now elderly, still working, no savings or anything he really values or cherishes besides his 'favorite child' me. i also found out that my father had lied to business partners blaming me for why he had money problems or for missing inventory. i don't like either of my parents but i feel i don't have a choice as a man in his early 30s, as i dont know how much time left i will have with them. i've tried to kill myself but always chicken out. the only thing that has remotely helped me is being able to skate for the past 15 years. im tired of living the double life - one person that loves their parents and holds no grudges, and the other person that cant forget everything that has happened.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nevrwasben on March 23, 2022, 07:49:41 PM

Quote from: Slikk on March 23, 2022, 09:32:48 AM

from ages 8 to 13 I went to a different public school every year because my mother was mad at my father over money. we moved to different cities, living near relatives, surviving off my dad's money and mom's part time job and sometimes sleeping on couches, or there would only be room for adults on the one bed so I would get the futon in the living room. the older i got the more i found out my mom liked to shop and use my dad's money for her and my older half brother, they both used to abuse me physically and emotionally. i resented my mother and brother for this, still do. my father is now elderly, still working, no savings or anything he really values or cherishes besides his 'favorite child' me. i also found out that my father had lied to business partners blaming me for why he had money problems or for missing inventory. i don't like either of my parents but i feel i don't have a choice as a man in his early 30s, as i dont know how much time left i will have with them. i've tried to kill myself but always chicken out. the only thing that has remotely helped me is being able to skate for the past 15 years. im tired of living the double life - one person that loves their parents and holds no grudges, and the other person that cant forget everything that has happened.

Yo @Slikk, no answers here, just empathy and unsolicited advice.
If you can afford it, pay therapy.
If not, there are affordable/free resources available as well that can help alleviate some of the issues if you’re willing to put in the mental/emotional work.
I’ll reply with links if you’d like.
Godspeed…

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Slikk on March 24, 2022, 06:56:49 AM

Quote from: nevrwasben on March 23, 2022, 07:49:41 PM

Yo @Slikk, no answers here, just empathy and unsolicited advice.
If you can afford it, pay therapy.
If not, there are affordable/free resources available as well that can help alleviate some of the issues if you’re willing to put in the mental/emotional work.
I’ll reply with links if you’d like.
Godspeed…

I've been in therapy for three years. It really boils down to just not confronting my father and being afraid he will resent me for bringing up his mistakes, I don't know how he will react. And you don't know my mother... refuses to go to docs, believes nothing is wrong with her mentally, anti-vax type. I wish it was cut and dry for me to understand but I don't know how to get through to people who never think they are wrong, never apologize, always making excuses for their short comings. As long as I try to be a better parent I think that will make me feel better sometimes. Thanks for your suggestions.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on March 24, 2022, 11:02:01 AM

Have you considered cutting off contact? Sometimes you have to cut toxic people out of your life but i understand why you may be hesitant with them being your parents and being in their twilight years

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nevrwasben on March 24, 2022, 12:55:37 PM

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Have you considered cutting off contact? Sometimes you have to cut toxic people out of your life but i understand why you may be hesitant with them being your parents and being in their twilight years

I had a friend that had to do that recently with his Mom. A lot of people have a hard time with that, but it really is the best decision in some circumstances…

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PuffinMuffin on March 24, 2022, 08:41:42 PM

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Have you considered cutting off contact? Sometimes you have to cut toxic people out of your life but i understand why you may be hesitant with them being your parents and being in their twilight years

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I had a friend that had to do that recently with his Mom. A lot of people have a hard time with that, but it really is the best decision in some circumstances…

Hmmm yeah, my one friend's mother is a bit crazy and physically abusive. Friend said it felt like dropping dead weight when she cut her mom off.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Slikk on March 25, 2022, 04:39:14 AM

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Have you considered cutting off contact? Sometimes you have to cut toxic people out of your life but i understand why you may be hesitant with them being your parents and being in their twilight years

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I had a friend that had to do that recently with his Mom. A lot of people have a hard time with that, but it really is the best decision in some circumstances…

i suppose i can't get the thought outta my head that i will have abandoned my parents in their last years of life, to be miserable and alone. as much bad as they put me through intentionally or not, i don't think i would ever get over the guilt of cutting them off. it is a difficult situation, and seeing them <10 times a yr has made our relationship semi-tolerable. it just blows my mind they would ridicule me, call me faggot, worthless, you'll be just like your loser sister... and then once i'm on my feet they try to be my best friends. also haven't been diagnosed by a professional with anything because i lie to my therapist, i need to get myself help pals.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: PuffinMuffin on March 25, 2022, 09:25:27 AM

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Have you considered cutting off contact? Sometimes you have to cut toxic people out of your life but i understand why you may be hesitant with them being your parents and being in their twilight years

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I had a friend that had to do that recently with his Mom. A lot of people have a hard time with that, but it really is the best decision in some circumstances…

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i suppose i can't get the thought outta my head that i will have abandoned my parents in their last years of life, to be miserable and alone. as much bad as they put me through intentionally or not, i don't think i would ever get over the guilt of cutting them off. it is a difficult situation, and seeing them <10 times a yr has made our relationship semi-tolerable. it just blows my mind they would ridicule me, call me faggot, worthless, you'll be just like your loser sister... and then once i'm on my feet they try to be my best friends. also haven't been diagnosed by a professional with anything because i lie to my therapist, i need to get myself help pals.

That's fucking terrible, it's not your fault they're selfish people. You deserve love. Have you looked into having a Found Family? I have a few friends who were disowned/cut out their parents but celebrate holidays/birthdays with extremely close friends.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on March 25, 2022, 11:41:41 AM

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Have you considered cutting off contact? Sometimes you have to cut toxic people out of your life but i understand why you may be hesitant with them being your parents and being in their twilight years

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I had a friend that had to do that recently with his Mom. A lot of people have a hard time with that, but it really is the best decision in some circumstances…

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i suppose i can't get the thought outta my head that i will have abandoned my parents in their last years of life, to be miserable and alone. as much bad as they put me through intentionally or not, i don't think i would ever get over the guilt of cutting them off. it is a difficult situation, and seeing them <10 times a yr has made our relationship semi-tolerable. it just blows my mind they would ridicule me, call me faggot, worthless, you'll be just like your loser sister... and then once i'm on my feet they try to be my best friends. also haven't been diagnosed by a professional with anything because i lie to my therapist, i need to get myself help pals.

Damn dude this sucks. Your parents sound like transactional people, which is a total bummer. I'd recommend telling your therapist more. We're just strangers on the internet, a professional might be more helpful in this matter than us.
On the found family tip, that's probably gonna be my partner and her younger sister and nieces. Her parents are total Q wackos and her sisters are all fucked up from their mentally ill mom. All her older sisters are total weirdos who just love fighting and drama and once their kids all become older, they're probably gonna kick it with me and her and cut off contact with her wack sisters

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SchizophrenicFatBoy on March 27, 2022, 01:37:38 PM

Weed just isn't for me. I've been smoking it for a while, and eventually got diagnosed with schizophrenia. I stopped, got on meds, then started smoking Delta-8 distillate. I'm already a low-energy person, so it just eats up the little amount of time I actually have to do shit. It's one thing if I got high and then played guitar. I just end up listening to music and buy skateboard/guitar shit, even when I don't really need anything. This week, I spent over $1000 on pedals. I'm more motivated to learn new tricks or chords when I'm sober. I don't really get why I have the desire to smoke, when the effects (for me) aren't positive.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uh Oh on March 27, 2022, 03:11:48 PM

Quote from: SchizophrenicFatBoy on March 27, 2022, 01:37:38 PM

Weed just isn't for me. I've been smoking it for a while, and eventually got diagnosed with schizophrenia. I stopped, got on meds, then started smoking Delta-8 distillate. I'm already a low-energy person, so it just eats up the little amount of time I actually have to do shit. It's one thing if I got high and then played guitar. I just end up listening to music and buy skateboard/guitar shit, even when I don't really need anything. This week, I spent over $1000 on pedals. I'm more motivated to learn new tricks or chords when I'm sober. I don't really get why I have the desire to smoke, when the effects (for me) aren't positive.

Insightful introspection. Takes some time/trial and error to realize something just doesn’t click with you. I would often smoke when I was bored and had nothing else to do (or thought I didn’t), now I attempt to stay productive/preoccupied when I get in a slump.
I can relate to the spending money on music equipment I don’t need (especially pedals). I’m curious.. what pedals did you get?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SchizophrenicFatBoy on March 27, 2022, 07:03:49 PM

^
I preordered the Boss Space Echo RE-202. Other than that, I got Boss Metal Zone, Blues Driver and a dual expression pedal. Also, I got a Dunlop Fuzzface mini, but won't get it for another week or so. The expression pedal is for the Space Echo and Fuzzface.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: realbasedgod112 on March 28, 2022, 03:40:56 PM

i had about a month time period where i'd be heavy on DXM (like cough syrup). it probably completely fucked my brain and memory, but it's hard to tell because there's a bunch of other factors. while it was probably the shittiest period of my life from an onlooker's perspective, that period was the happiest i've ever been.
i often think about going back to it, and so a few days ago i figured i would have one final trip.
it was a complete mindfuck, it felt like i was everywhere i've ever been and my consciousness was fading in and out of my attention. i wouldn't say it was a bad trip, but at times were i not more knowledgeable i would have been terrified. at the same time though, i was easily happier then than i had been in months. in the days after i felt barely real, like i had gone some other timeline that night. it's coming back to normal now though.
i hope i'll manage to convince myself to stay away from it in future, but only time will tell.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prostate Exam on March 29, 2022, 04:23:11 AM

I have to confess that I spent the last hour reading this thread and I wonder if there's any update on the colombian chick story @matty_c

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChuckRamone on June 02, 2022, 05:49:57 PM

I was just out skating and there was a homeless woman nearby. For some reason she stripped naked while I was there. At first I was disgusted, but then I got strangely turned on by it. When I got home I jerked off to her. WTF is wrong with me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: behavioralguide on June 03, 2022, 03:23:29 AM

some things, definitely

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on June 03, 2022, 06:52:52 AM

you could have given her a home or a sandwich or something dude

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jewel Runner on June 03, 2022, 08:28:27 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on June 03, 2022, 06:52:52 AM

you could have given her a home or a sandwich or something dude

A cock meat sandwich?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on June 03, 2022, 08:29:38 AM

yup with a side of some more cock meat jk ew lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mark Renton on June 03, 2022, 01:24:22 PM

^^

Hahahahaha fuck this is why I still haven’t focused.

<3

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ChuckRamone on June 04, 2022, 01:50:55 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on June 03, 2022, 06:52:52 AM

you could have given her a home or a sandwich or something dude

I think I at least owe her some change for inspiring a nice wank session

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on June 05, 2022, 07:03:25 PM

Chuck Berry would be so proud of your actions following the encounter because he was a pervert. I’m quite amused by your whole story so I am a pervert too

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Kumiko on June 06, 2022, 03:05:57 PM

When I was like 5 or 6, I went over to hang at my friend's house. His mom answered the door and welcomed me in, but informed me that he was in the shower. I guess she figured I would just head to his room, but no one had ever told me that you shouldn't walk in on a person showering, so I just waltzed into the bathroom and started talking about what video games I had brought over while he panicked and yelled at me to leave. I confusedly did and just sat in his room for a bit before he came out and told me not to do that ever again. I didn't get why he was mad about it, but shrugged it off and we had a fun playing games all afternoon.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DaleSr on June 10, 2022, 10:45:03 PM

When i was in my teens i was spending the night at my homies house and we were playing oblivion on his pc. My homie was changing and i was fucking around killing npcs and my homie came up behind me to give me a tip on how to play the game or whatever and he got his cock stuck in the chair. For reference, this was a Windsor style chair, (ex. below), and his cock was stuck in between the spokes? of the chair. He was super embarrassed and didn't want me to look, so i just had to sit there and try act like shit was normal while my friend attempted to free his trapped member from the chair. We also were eating corn dogs, and I'd be lying if i didn't say that i still have a subconscious aversion to them to this day because of this weird memory

(https://static.oprah.com/2016/10/201609-orig-types-of-chairs-949x1356.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on June 11, 2022, 08:44:16 AM

Quote from: DaleSr on June 10, 2022, 10:45:03 PM

When i was in my teens i was spending the night at my homies house and we were playing oblivion on his pc. My homie was changing and i was fucking around killing npcs and my homie came up behind me to give me a tip on how to play the game or whatever and he got his cock stuck in the chair. For reference, this was a Windsor style chair, (ex. below), and his cock was stuck in between the spokes? of the chair. He was super embarrassed and didn't want me to look, so i just had to sit there and try act like shit was normal while my friend attempted to free his trapped member from the chair. We also were eating corn dogs, and I'd be lying if i didn't say that i still have a subconscious aversion to them to this day because of this weird memory

(https://static.oprah.com/2016/10/201609-orig-types-of-chairs-949x1356.jpg)

no way, how does shit like this happen

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Mean salto on June 11, 2022, 08:50:36 AM

Quote from: Frank on June 11, 2022, 08:44:16 AM

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When i was in my teens i was spending the night at my homies house and we were playing oblivion on his pc. My homie was changing and i was fucking around killing npcs and my homie came up behind me to give me a tip on how to play the game or whatever and he got his cock stuck in the chair. For reference, this was a Windsor style chair, (ex. below), and his cock was stuck in between the spokes? of the chair. He was super embarrassed and didn't want me to look, so i just had to sit there and try act like shit was normal while my friend attempted to free his trapped member from the chair. We also were eating corn dogs, and I'd be lying if i didn't say that i still have a subconscious aversion to them to this day because of this weird memory

(https://static.oprah.com/2016/10/201609-orig-types-of-chairs-949x1356.jpg)

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no way, how does shit like this happen

Hate to say it but I think something else was going on

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: behavioralguide on June 20, 2022, 10:16:19 PM

was staying at my in-laws house and they had like 4 remotes for the TV and I can't be bothered to learn how it works so I just hand them to my gf. Am I old now?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Easy Slider on June 20, 2022, 10:51:11 PM

Quote from: behavioralguide on June 20, 2022, 10:16:19 PM

was staying at my in-laws house and they had like 4 remotes for the TV and I can't be bothered to learn how it works so I just hand them to my gf. Am I old now?

4 remotes? I have two but still let the wife handle them mostly.  ;D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fineslime on June 21, 2022, 04:50:43 PM

Quote from: lazer69 on March 20, 2022, 08:27:55 AM

I dont know If I mentioned it before. But life seems hard and I dont feel like im progressing in life and society and can connect like everyone else. Besides being difficult to make or keep friends its been hard in the job/career world. All I know is failure. At least before I had the motivation to keep trying, and applying, but hope and motivation has dwindled away.  I came to the realization that Im likely on the spectrum. The weird thing is I feel like I have been progressively getting worse.

On a positive note I guess.. I started smoking weed more regularly and it kind helps for a few hours. I diamond handed my stocks, during the downturn and have faith my portfolio will grow. I feel like its almost my child, plant,or pet I check up on often; sounds regular, I know.

I'm sorry that you're going through it. Maybe weed isn't the best thing for you right now. Short term reliefs like drinking, cannabis, or other substances used as a crutch are just band aids and they will have a biological snapback to them.

It's okay to fail. Failure is great. Failure is essential to growth. It shows you are trying! I can relate to most of what you're saying in your post, especially when it comes to feeling like you're overwhelming with failure after failure. It will make those feelings of success and achieving goals that much more meaningful. You will learn what real gratitude is.

Keep going. I believe in you!!!


My confession: I've lost many people, two of them being the type of friend you can count on one hand, in the last 3 - 5 years. My best friend to suicide, another to a senseless murder, countless others to overdose. I'm dealing with feelings of survivor's guilt, especially because I've had many swift passings with the possibility of death. I've been questioning why I'm still here, what my purpose is, why do I exist in the first place?

I really really really miss my friends, and just lost another yesterday. I especially miss my buddy who took his own life a few years ago. I've cried over him less over the years, but even then I still sob every few months. I know that loss is a part of life but it just keeps getting worse. Even my mom said to me this morning that she has never known someone my age to go through so much loss. I also lost my father at 16.

Fuck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fineslime on June 27, 2022, 06:59:06 PM

Quote from: Blind Trucks on June 27, 2022, 08:19:45 AM

confession time

I have probably had the worst skate career out of anyone

I got sponsored by a small company when i was 13 and rode for them on and off until i was 18-19 because they went out of business a couple times then came back and re sponsored me, Im 25 now and its been atleast 2-3 years since ive skated I have a fresh board sitting there but I just dont feel like i should bother the fun of skating has kind of been taken away from me though i still lurk slap and watch every new skate video on thrasher it just doesnt feel the same

The company i skated for made my whole skate crew dislike/tease me saying it was like skating for a charity
even though i got a box of 15 decks a month and got my homie on the team and we could skate better than all of them

 Ive seen one guy on here always talking shit about me, my homie and old sponsor if you are reading this wee fella suck my willy


I have had anxiety for the last 5 years and its quite hard to deal with finding a job, I smoke too much weed yet im trying to get a medical prescription for it after failing a rdt losing my licence for a month and a decent fine

My dog passed away about a month ago and ive cried everyday since

I drink way too much beer

Quit smoking and drinking.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jgonzalez on June 28, 2022, 09:48:37 PM

Quote from: ChuckRamone on June 02, 2022, 05:49:57 PM

I was just out skating and there was a homeless woman nearby. For some reason she stripped naked while I was there. At first I was disgusted, but then I got strangely turned on by it. When I got home I jerked off to her. WTF is wrong with me.

Glad I checked this thread. Dam! I saw a naked man around the corner from my apartment last week. Naked for like 5 mins then opened the trunk of his car to get dressed. Wasn’t arouse tho but I saw another woman nude months ago. She had a large backside that would have been pleasant under other circumstances

Also to answer slikk. Therapy and cutting off parents/family members has helped me enjoy life. Knowing your value can be difficult but tolerating abuse isn’t ok. Something I had to learn. I know every situation is different etc but just speaking from my experience

Edit: I also moved away from my hometown and family. Which is challenging too but I’m sure cutting off family can be hard when you’re in the same town.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matt_2993 on July 01, 2022, 07:54:05 AM

I once drove off with the gas pump hose still connected and ripped it right from the pump.  Luckily they're designed for that but man that shit was a lot to process. Gas station was packed too

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: rawr1922 on July 01, 2022, 02:33:19 PM

Quote from: matt_2993 on July 01, 2022, 07:54:05 AM

I once drove off with the gas pump hose still connected and ripped it right from the pump.  Luckily they're designed for that but man that shit was a lot to process. Gas station was packed too

were you sober or faded? Answer honestly, no judgment here

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: AitchBeeGayBuh on July 02, 2022, 04:47:53 AM

Did u keep driving off with it flapping around like the end of a kite? When did u pull it out? When this happened to me and the old lady she drove back to the station to tell them then next thing I know I’m shellin out 150 bones because I was the one pumping... good times.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BobbyPshew on July 05, 2022, 10:23:58 AM

Tru-tru-tru-tru-true-confessions...

When I was in the last year of school, me and this really cool girl became friends.
I'm completely in love with this girl.
So, I borrow a bunch of money and take her on a date. We missed the show I'd booked, so we decided to go to my friend's place with two dozen beers.
All night we were flirting, I was sure I was in...then I lent down to get another beer, look up and my so-called best friend and this girl were making out...I just quietly got up and left, they didn't even realize I'd gone for half an hour.
So, this is getting complicated, especially as this girl and I slept over at each other's houses...I tell her I really fucking loved her, one night and I got "But I'm kinda with ___"
Two weeks later I spot him kissing some random girl in a pub.
I told this girl and she grabbed my hand and said we were going to confront him.
She went in by herself and had a row.
Then she folds her arms around me, kisses me and said "Can't you see I love you both"?
I told her I wanted to be with her, whatever it took.
Then, because the buses had stopped, I had to walk five hours home.
Once home, I'm pretty hopeful. I wait for her to call....:
I told her how much I loved her and that I wanted to be with her.
"Sorry, you're going to think I'm a pussy, but I took him back".
That broke my heart at twenty years old and don't date, anymore..not for 20 years.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jonny7.5Alive on July 05, 2022, 02:22:06 PM

Quote from: realbasedgod112 on March 28, 2022, 03:40:56 PM

i had about a month time period where i'd be heavy on DXM (like cough syrup). it probably completely fucked my brain and memory, but it's hard to tell because there's a bunch of other factors. while it was probably the shittiest period of my life from an onlooker's perspective, that period was the happiest i've ever been.
i often think about going back to it, and so a few days ago i figured i would have one final trip.
it was a complete mindfuck, it felt like i was everywhere i've ever been and my consciousness was fading in and out of my attention. i wouldn't say it was a bad trip, but at times were i not more knowledgeable i would have been terrified. at the same time though, i was easily happier then than i had been in months. in the days after i felt barely real, like i had gone some other timeline that night. it's coming back to normal now though.
i hope i'll manage to convince myself to stay away from it in future, but only time will tell.

Gnarly

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 06, 2022, 02:20:51 PM

I think about buying a gun everyday. No worries, I don’t dream about hurting other people. Those who look outwardly for their problems are mistaken. I’m a little afraid of telling my therapist because if I say too much that’ll be a one way ticket to the looney bin and I don’t think I can afford it right now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on July 06, 2022, 02:55:08 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 06, 2022, 02:20:51 PM

I think about buying a gun everyday. No worries, I don’t dream about hurting other people. Those who look outwardly for their problems are mistaken. I’m a little afraid of telling my therapist because if I say too much that’ll be a one way ticket to the looney bin and I don’t think I can afford it right now.

Why are you considering buying a gun?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on July 19, 2022, 01:42:00 PM

i definitely swig the maple syrup every time i make waffles for my kid

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on July 19, 2022, 02:29:59 PM

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I think about buying a gun everyday. No worries, I don’t dream about hurting other people. Those who look outwardly for their problems are mistaken. I’m a little afraid of telling my therapist because if I say too much that’ll be a one way ticket to the looney bin and I don’t think I can afford it right now.

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Why are you considering buying a gun?

I'd have this thought from time to time and it almost always stemmed from suicidal ideations.

I'm not saying or projecting this onto you L33T but from knowing you on the boards for years now and knowing how similar we are in sensibilities I would advise against it.

Basically what I'm saying is I love you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matt_2993 on July 19, 2022, 09:13:45 PM

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I once drove off with the gas pump hose still connected and ripped it right from the pump.  Luckily they're designed for that but man that shit was a lot to process. Gas station was packed too

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were you sober or faded? Answer honestly, no judgment here

Completely sober.  I had just left work and my mind must have just been elsewhere idk what did it but I just got back in my car and started driving.  Soon as it pulled off I stopped immediately but fuckkk I can see feel those looks on people staring over. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Nose_chip on July 21, 2022, 05:20:30 AM

Since I moved to the UK I didn’t made many friends on the board, I finally met a guy nice enough to become friends with, as times passes by I’ve been noticing some spoiled kid attitude on him and the way he acted on simple things, and his pickiness over the most stupid stuff has been putting me off, recently he wanted to create this little edit of us and got me hyper on it, saying that he had a osmo and the quality would be great, then the weekend came and I asked if he could get one of my lines and he said that he was shy of using the osmo, because it was a big device and people would make fun of him (even tho he skate with shades to look cool), so I was down to film without the osmo, but he had to start filming from the top of a bank and go down with me, but either he put 0 effort on what he was doing, or he was riding a horse and filming me, because the footage was disgusting, I tried explaining to him in a friendly way, but he didn’t took it well and got mad at me, didn’t spoke to me for the rest of the sesh, then by the end of it he asked me why I was upset with him (?)clearly I wasn’t, but I was pretty disappointed by the whole situation, so we left on the same train and he haven’t spoke to me since, I don’t feel like I did anything wrong, can I get your guys opinion on this? Was it good that we ended up splitting the friendship or should I go and apologize for something I haven’t done?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on July 21, 2022, 07:04:49 AM

Quote from: Nose_chip on July 21, 2022, 05:20:30 AM

Since I moved to the UK I didn’t made many friends on the board, I finally met a guy nice enough to become friends with, as times passes by I’ve been noticing some spoiled kid attitude on him and the way he acted on simple things, and his pickiness over the most stupid stuff has been putting me off, recently he wanted to create this little edit of us and got me hyper on it, saying that he had a osmo and the quality would be great, then the weekend came and I asked if he could get one of my lines and he said that he was shy of using the osmo, because it was a big device and people would make fun of him (even tho he skate with shades to look cool), so I was down to film without the osmo, but he had to start filming from the top of a bank and go down with me, but either he put 0 effort on what he was doing, or he was riding a horse and filming me, because the footage was disgusting, I tried explaining to him in a friendly way, but he didn’t took it well and got mad at me, didn’t spoke to me for the rest of the sesh, then by the end of it he asked me why I was upset with him (?)clearly I wasn’t, but I was pretty disappointed by the whole situation, so we left on the same train and he haven’t spoke to me since, I don’t feel like I did anything wrong, can I get your guys opinion on this? Was it good that we ended up splitting the friendship or should I go and apologize for something I haven’t done?

that dude sucks - keep skating public areas - you'll find some peeps sooner or later we believe in you

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Kumiko on July 31, 2022, 10:39:56 AM

I sand down jessup

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prostate Exam on August 04, 2022, 05:41:23 AM

Quote from: Kumiko on July 31, 2022, 10:39:56 AM

I sand down jessup

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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: os89 on August 05, 2022, 01:48:36 PM

One time, I was jerking of in the passenger seat while my partner was driving down 95. Couple middle age women were getting a good laugh for a few miles.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nevrwasben on August 05, 2022, 02:28:53 PM

Quote from: os89 on August 05, 2022, 01:48:36 PM

One time, I was jerking of in the passenger seat while my partner was driving down 95. Couple middle age women were getting a good laugh for a few miles.

One time my girlfriend (now wife) and I pulled over onto the highway shoulder on a long drive and were fucking in the driver’s seat.
Got a few trucker horns on that one.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on August 05, 2022, 02:52:34 PM

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One time, I was jerking of in the passenger seat while my partner was driving down 95. Couple middle age women were getting a good laugh for a few miles.

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One time my girlfriend (now wife) and I pulled over onto the highway shoulder on a long drive and were fucking in the driver’s seat.
Got a few trucker horns on that one.

i'm very impressed. but i'm also gray/asex, so i'm more impressed with you guys just handling the inconvenience. i tried to have sex in a car once, but apart from me being disinterested in fucking in general, i found it very uncomfortable.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nevrwasben on August 05, 2022, 03:20:04 PM

Quote from: Frank on August 05, 2022, 02:52:34 PM

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One time, I was jerking of in the passenger seat while my partner was driving down 95. Couple middle age women were getting a good laugh for a few miles.

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One time my girlfriend (now wife) and I pulled over onto the highway shoulder on a long drive and were fucking in the driver’s seat.
Got a few trucker horns on that one.

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i'm very impressed. but i'm also gray/asex, so i'm more impressed with you guys just handling the inconvenience. i tried to have sex in a car once, but apart from me being disinterested in fucking in general, i found it very uncomfortable.

I lost my virginity in the front seats of an automatic transmission Mustang (hers) with a shifter and armrest to get around.
Doesn’t seem possible now, but I didn’t mind at the time!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on August 05, 2022, 07:00:40 PM

Quote from: nevrwasben on August 05, 2022, 03:20:04 PM

Quote from: Frank on August 05, 2022, 02:52:34 PM

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Quote from: nevrwasben on August 05, 2022, 02:28:53 PM

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Quote from: os89 on August 05, 2022, 01:48:36 PM

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One time, I was jerking of in the passenger seat while my partner was driving down 95. Couple middle age women were getting a good laugh for a few miles.

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One time my girlfriend (now wife) and I pulled over onto the highway shoulder on a long drive and were fucking in the driver’s seat.
Got a few trucker horns on that one.

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i'm very impressed. but i'm also gray/asex, so i'm more impressed with you guys just handling the inconvenience. i tried to have sex in a car once, but apart from me being disinterested in fucking in general, i found it very uncomfortable.

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I lost my virginity in the front seats of an automatic transmission Mustang (hers) with a shifter and armrest to get around.
Doesn’t seem possible now, but I didn’t mind at the time!

I’ve done a lot in cars but the wildest experience was back when I was 18 and visiting Chicago for the first time. Me and my boyfriend at the time met a guy at the airport who was going to the same hotel/event we were going to so we let him hop in the cab with us. Broad daylight heading into the Mag Mile from O’hare the guy proceeds to pull my dick out and blow me and give me a handjob. Couldn’t nut cause I was too nervous about everything. But that kicked off a pretty long list of traffic related stuff for me. I got a HJ just last month around the same area. I was in my buddys Tahoe though so at least there wasnt alot of folks who could see what was going on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on August 12, 2022, 08:12:24 PM

I’m an uncultured basic bitch, so the first time I ever did that air-kiss-on-both-sides-of-the-cheeks greeting I totally panicked and accidentally gave this woman a big old moist smooch  :-* on her cheek while she never even made physical contact with me.  It was super embarrassing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pugmaster on August 12, 2022, 09:23:31 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on August 12, 2022, 08:12:24 PM

I’m an uncultured basic bitch, so the first time I ever did that air-kiss-on-both-sides-of-the-cheeks greeting I totally panicked and accidentally gave this woman a big old moist smooch  :-* on her cheek while she never even made physical contact with me.  It was super embarrassing.

If it wasn't at her wake, you should be good and no apologies needed to her widow/family.

#SpeakingFromExperience

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Easy Slider on August 12, 2022, 11:14:26 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on August 12, 2022, 08:12:24 PM

I’m an uncultured basic bitch, so the first time I ever did that air-kiss-on-both-sides-of-the-cheeks greeting I totally panicked and accidentally gave this woman a big old moist smooch  :-* on her cheek while she never even made physical contact with me.  It was super embarrassing.

(https://www.srf.ch/static/cms/images/1280w/cd1f5b.jpg)

But that’s the proper way to do it. Btw this is former European Union Commission chairman Jean-Claude Juncker smooching our Swiss Federal Council Simonetta Sommaruga in front of the cameras. So don‘t feel bad sneaky, at least your faux-pas wasn‘t televised (or was it?)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on August 13, 2022, 04:58:08 PM

I was hospitalized and let out then got Covid in the last 2-3 weeks. Super fun. Just tested negative. Still looking for that lucky lady to touch my pee-pee in the year of our lord 2022. Currently on an almost 34 year losing streak. My time is coming!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on August 13, 2022, 06:19:39 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 13, 2022, 04:58:08 PM

I was hospitalized and let out then got Covid in the last 2-3 weeks. Super fun. Just tested negative. Still looking for that lucky lady to touch my pee-pee in the year of our lord 2022. Currently on an almost 34 year losing streak. My time is coming!

I love you man I know you probably don’t give a flying fuck but I seriously do

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: theresnothinghere on August 16, 2022, 04:19:12 PM

Quote from: Complements4U on August 13, 2022, 06:19:39 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on August 13, 2022, 04:58:08 PM

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I was hospitalized and let out then got Covid in the last 2-3 weeks. Super fun. Just tested negative. Still looking for that lucky lady to touch my pee-pee in the year of our lord 2022. Currently on an almost 34 year losing streak. My time is coming!

[close]

I love you man I know you probably don’t give a flying fuck but I seriously do

I love you both

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Steely Daniel on August 17, 2022, 03:53:20 AM

I'm back after an infinite hiatus.

I was never anyone important but I have been lurking and posting since the grey boards.

I still vaguely remember random prominent posters like:

Beans, Your Mother Hates You, Jesse, Big Dave, Jsoy, Monster something rather and many other cool European posters.

I hope everyone is doing well.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on August 17, 2022, 04:19:26 AM

Quote from: Steely Daniel on August 17, 2022, 03:53:20 AM

I'm back after an infinite hiatus.

I was never anyone important but I have been lurking and posting since the grey boards.

I still vaguely remember random prominent posters like:

Beans, Your Mother Hates You, Jesse, Big Dave, Jsoy, Monster something rather and many other cool European posters.

I hope everyone is doing well.

i haven't been on as long as you, but welcome back anyways

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Alan on August 17, 2022, 10:40:45 AM

Quote from: Steely Daniel on August 17, 2022, 03:53:20 AM

I'm back after an infinite hiatus.

I was never anyone important but I have been lurking and posting since the grey boards.

I still vaguely remember random prominent posters like:

Beans, Your Mother Hates You, Jesse, Big Dave, Jsoy, Monster something rather and many other cool European posters.

I hope everyone is doing well.

At least one of those posters is still around. Welcome back!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Complements4U on August 17, 2022, 04:44:20 PM

Are in laws destined to be uncomfortable or is it something I’m doing wrong

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: nevrwasben on August 17, 2022, 06:29:21 PM

Quote from: Complements4U on August 17, 2022, 04:44:20 PM

Are in laws destined to be uncomfortable or is it something I’m doing wrong

It’s the luck of the draw.
You can pick your partner, you can’t pick their parents.
I, in fact, do make many of my difficulties with my in-laws myself tho, as I’m still learning how to bite my tongue and pick my battles wisely…

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JRF on August 17, 2022, 06:37:22 PM

It’s awesome to see that this thread has continued on all these years… back when I first made this thread in 06/07 I use to post a lot of stupid shit (I still probably do, or will) I was pretty fucked off on prescribed ssri’s and benzos that I really didn’t need to be prescribed. In the end, I’ve been so much better off without those meds..

So that’s sort of a confession I guess..

Heres a more telling and harder confession to make..

I relapsed recently, but it was short lived, just a couple of days and I’m back on track now. I know that “relapse” is a part of recovery, but still, I’m really fucking ashamed of myself for it. 7 years clean off heroin,meth,MDMA and ketamine. I guess the length of how long I stayed clean is what I’m ashamed of the most.. I’m taking the proper steps to not slip up again.. but still, it’s a really shitty feeling.. I was confident that I would never succumb to a relapse,,, but it can happen I guess..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Easy Slider on August 17, 2022, 11:58:24 PM

Quote from: JRF on August 17, 2022, 06:37:22 PM

It’s awesome to see that this thread has continued on all these years… back when I first made this thread in 06/07 I use to post a lot of stupid shit (I still probably do, or will) I was pretty fucked off on prescribed ssri’s and benzos that I really didn’t need to be prescribed. In the end, I’ve been so much better off without those meds..

So that’s sort of a confession I guess..

Heres a more telling and harder confession to make..

I relapsed recently, but it was short lived, just a couple of days and I’m back on track now. I know that “relapse” is a part of recovery, but still, I’m really fucking ashamed of myself for it. 7 years clean off heroin,meth,MDMA and ketamine. I guess the length of how long I stayed clean is what I’m ashamed of the most.. I’m taking the proper steps to not slip up again.. but still, it’s a really shitty feeling.. I was confident that I would never succumb to a relapse,,, but it can happen I guess..

Dude I am glad it was a temporary thing and you‘re back on track. It‘s also good confessing it and interacting with other people so you will feel responsible not only towards yourself but also towards the others (and if it’s only us Slap forum jabronis) to stay clean.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JRF on August 18, 2022, 06:34:23 PM

Quote from: Easy Slider on August 17, 2022, 11:58:24 PM

Quote from: JRF on August 17, 2022, 06:37:22 PM

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It’s awesome to see that this thread has continued on all these years… back when I first made this thread in 06/07 I use to post a lot of stupid shit (I still probably do, or will) I was pretty fucked off on prescribed ssri’s and benzos that I really didn’t need to be prescribed. In the end, I’ve been so much better off without those meds..

So that’s sort of a confession I guess..

Heres a more telling and harder confession to make..

I relapsed recently, but it was short lived, just a couple of days and I’m back on track now. I know that “relapse” is a part of recovery, but still, I’m really fucking ashamed of myself for it. 7 years clean off heroin,meth,MDMA and ketamine. I guess the length of how long I stayed clean is what I’m ashamed of the most.. I’m taking the proper steps to not slip up again.. but still, it’s a really shitty feeling.. I was confident that I would never succumb to a relapse,,, but it can happen I guess..

[close]

Dude I am glad it was a temporary thing and you‘re back on track. It‘s also good confessing it and interacting with other people so you will feel responsible not only towards yourself but also towards the others (and if it’s only us Slap forum jabronis) to stay clean.

Thanks man! And I agree with this place being a good place to vent that sort of problem. For what it’s worth I don’t think people On this message board are that judgemental when it comes to serious situations that aren’t just points of view

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on August 18, 2022, 08:13:47 PM

it’s not about the days behind you - it’s about the days ahead pimp <3

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Blind Fisherman on August 19, 2022, 10:28:38 AM

I can feel myself slipping into a dark place again. My demeanor was pretty stable after quitting drinking until this week and now all I want to do is disappear and never show my face again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JRF on August 19, 2022, 06:10:10 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on August 18, 2022, 08:13:47 PM

it’s not about the days behind you - it’s about the days ahead pimp <3

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sativa Lung on August 19, 2022, 08:16:45 PM

Quote from: JRF on August 17, 2022, 06:37:22 PM

It’s awesome to see that this thread has continued on all these years… back when I first made this thread in 06/07 I use to post a lot of stupid shit (I still probably do, or will) I was pretty fucked off on prescribed ssri’s and benzos that I really didn’t need to be prescribed. In the end, I’ve been so much better off without those meds..

So that’s sort of a confession I guess..

Heres a more telling and harder confession to make..

I relapsed recently, but it was short lived, just a couple of days and I’m back on track now. I know that “relapse” is a part of recovery, but still, I’m really fucking ashamed of myself for it. 7 years clean off heroin,meth,MDMA and ketamine. I guess the length of how long I stayed clean is what I’m ashamed of the most.. I’m taking the proper steps to not slip up again.. but still, it’s a really shitty feeling.. I was confident that I would never succumb to a relapse,,, but it can happen I guess..

No shame in it dude. I have about a decade in treatment and the rooms and I don't know a single person who got it 100% right first try. Personally I've had a couple full blown runs and more than a few slip-up in since I first stopped using. What's important and worked for me is figuring out not just where I went wrong, but where I went right as well and focusing on that so I can use it next time.  Thinking about all the friends and lovers I've lost helps put things in perspective. From my little crew of junkies I'm one of the last ones still here and with fentanyl now I really don't like my chances if I were to start using again. It's a fatal disease, you either beat it or it WILL kill you eventually.

Whether I'm talking to treatment providers or other addicts, I always like to drive home the point that there is no universal treatment for this. No matter what 12 step propaganda you hear, every addict is different and I can't tell you that what works for me will work for you. You obviously know what works for you, so just focus on that 100%. Sometimes it's good to be humbled anyways.

You got this my dude.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JRF on August 20, 2022, 01:19:36 AM

Quote from: Buttfart Rapedick on August 19, 2022, 08:16:45 PM

Quote from: JRF on August 17, 2022, 06:37:22 PM

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It’s awesome to see that this thread has continued on all these years… back when I first made this thread in 06/07 I use to post a lot of stupid shit (I still probably do, or will) I was pretty fucked off on prescribed ssri’s and benzos that I really didn’t need to be prescribed. In the end, I’ve been so much better off without those meds..

So that’s sort of a confession I guess..

Heres a more telling and harder confession to make..

I relapsed recently, but it was short lived, just a couple of days and I’m back on track now. I know that “relapse” is a part of recovery, but still, I’m really fucking ashamed of myself for it. 7 years clean off heroin,meth,MDMA and ketamine. I guess the length of how long I stayed clean is what I’m ashamed of the most.. I’m taking the proper steps to not slip up again.. but still, it’s a really shitty feeling.. I was confident that I would never succumb to a relapse,,, but it can happen I guess..

[close]

No shame in it dude. I have about a decade in treatment and the rooms and I don't know a single person who got it 100% right first try. Personally I've had a couple full blown runs and more than a few slip-up in since I first stopped using. What's important and worked for me is figuring out not just where I went wrong, but where I went right as well and focusing on that so I can use it next time.  Thinking about all the friends and lovers I've lost helps put things in perspective. From my little crew of junkies I'm one of the last ones still here and with fentanyl now I really don't like my chances if I were to start using again. It's a fatal disease, you either beat it or it WILL kill you eventually.

Whether I'm talking to treatment providers or other addicts, I always like to drive home the point that there is no universal treatment for this. No matter what 12 step propaganda you hear, every addict is different and I can't tell you that what works for me will work for you. You obviously know what works for you, so just focus on that 100%. Sometimes it's good to be humbled anyways.

You got this my dude.

Thanks man!.. it’s definitely not my first relapse, it’s just my first with so many years away from using.. I plan to take it day by day and not dwell on the mistake I made. That was a lot of good advice you gave man and I sincerely appreciate it a lot!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on August 21, 2022, 10:22:43 AM

The vulnerability, support and encouragement that's been shared in this thread recently has been awesome to see. You are all some great people

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JRF on August 22, 2022, 04:45:42 PM

Quote from: blurst_of_times on August 21, 2022, 10:22:43 AM

The vulnerability, support and encouragement that's been shared in this thread recently has been awesome to see. You are all some great people

Agreed 100%

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on September 07, 2022, 07:20:11 AM

when ordering take-out from the local thai spot i eat two out of the 6 eggrolls that the side comes with on my way home, my lady still thinks the side order comes with 4


it's been years

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sacking rails on September 07, 2022, 02:09:33 PM

i used to clog the toilet and blame my siblings

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: devils acrobat on September 11, 2022, 02:01:56 AM

Limbo Dance by David Hasselhoff makes me a little bit more happy everytime I hear it. There is a record player in my living room and often when I feel down I put the 7" on. The song is so stupid but makes me smile.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: djoekr on September 14, 2022, 06:51:19 AM

Quote from: devils acrobat on September 11, 2022, 02:01:56 AM

Limbo Dance by David Hasselhoff makes me a little bit more happy everytime I hear it. There is a record player in my living room and often when I feel down I put the 7" on. The song is so stupid but makes me smile.

I feel this one. I used to listen to one of his albums with my little brother when I was younger so now I got this nostalgic feeling hearing that and Du. No shame though, loud and proud brother, loud and proud.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: devils acrobat on September 14, 2022, 08:37:39 AM

Quote from: djoekr on September 14, 2022, 06:51:19 AM

Quote from: devils acrobat on September 11, 2022, 02:01:56 AM

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Limbo Dance by David Hasselhoff makes me a little bit more happy everytime I hear it. There is a record player in my living room and often when I feel down I put the 7" on. The song is so stupid but makes me smile.

[close]

I feel this one. I used to listen to one of his albums with my little brother when I was younger so now I got this nostalgic feeling hearing that and Du. No shame though, loud and proud brother, loud and proud.

Alright, let's hear it then
http://youtu.be/38JdxqN6hLo (http://youtu.be/38JdxqN6hLo)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Abyss1 on September 14, 2022, 09:16:36 AM

Quote from: devils acrobat on September 14, 2022, 08:37:39 AM

Quote from: djoekr on September 14, 2022, 06:51:19 AM

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Quote from: devils acrobat on September 11, 2022, 02:01:56 AM

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Limbo Dance by David Hasselhoff makes me a little bit more happy everytime I hear it. There is a record player in my living room and often when I feel down I put the 7" on. The song is so stupid but makes me smile.

[close]

I feel this one. I used to listen to one of his albums with my little brother when I was younger so now I got this nostalgic feeling hearing that and Du. No shame though, loud and proud brother, loud and proud.

[close]

Alright, let's hear it then
http://youtu.be/38JdxqN6hLo (http://youtu.be/38JdxqN6hLo)

Yooo, i don't remember this at all growing up.  Real Talk, Germany has and is one of the highest consumers of reggae and dancehall next to Japan, no surprise the hoff did this

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matt_2993 on September 14, 2022, 09:30:36 PM

Hitting 30 next year and got a random urge to check out burning man in 2023...  jesus christ

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sacking rails on September 15, 2022, 06:23:11 AM

Quote from: matt_2993 on September 14, 2022, 09:30:36 PM

Hitting 30 next year and got a random urge to check out burning man in 2023...  jesus christ

"life experience"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 18, 2022, 06:15:05 PM

Quote from: Kumiko on September 18, 2022, 05:48:15 PM

I've never had a deck with a natural colored top veneer and I wish I did 'cause black grip looks so good with it.

I get way too attached to any decent looking woman who is nice to me. It's psychotic. I just spend all day having imaginary conversations that I'd like to have with them, but basically never hit their lines. And it's weird because it's always an exclusively platonic attraction. I never think about hooking up with them or doing some date night shit. I just wanna hang with them and then bum myself out because I'm not, even though I know I don't try. It's a frustrating yet silly cycle. I hate it.

I'm so used to being and doing everything alone I don't think I could ever be in a serious long-term relationship. The best I really hope for is being someone's side man 'cause it all seems far too exhausting.

I always get bummed when my one and only friend and I go to the club because when he gets hit on, he's always able to converse well with the person, get their number or insta or something, but when people hit on me I just panic internally, shout THANKS and then get away from them as quickly as possible - even though I know deep down I want to at least interact with that person. And no amount of alcohol has been able to alleviate this. The closest was when I was black out drunk and told a woman to spit in my mouth and peg me. But she didn't hit on me at all. I just said that shit to my friend's friend who turns out is a lesbian anyway. It was foolish and I kinda wish my friend didn't tell me I did that.

At a restaurant I used to work at I was always scheduled to bus with this one woman who spent well over half the day outside smoking. I'd be frustrated by her absence so when she was nowhere to be found and servers were tipping me out, they'd give me her portion to give to her later. I never would.

I'm convinced my mom euthanized my grandma. Granny was deep into dementia at this point. She couldn't talk, couldn't feed herself. Just a total shell of a person drooling and shitting herself all day. My sister and I were visiting from college that weekend and after dinner we're posted up on the couch watching TV when my mom is just acting weird and announcing all the care she's going to give for granny. We're just like - okay? You do this stuff everyday. It's difficult to detail, but her behavior was just wicked off for what had become daily routines. A bit later that night, after my mom announces that she's gonna check on granny, she finds her dead. It was certainly for the better, but I've never mentioned a word about these thoughts to my sister.

I had a roommate that really annoyed me. He had numerous magazine subscriptions, but literally never checked the mail. I straight up binned dozens of magazines that he was paying for. He didn't seem to notice though. Or at least never said something to me about it.

Ah, my fellow forever alone weeb. You’ll fit in great here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sacking rails on September 19, 2022, 12:42:13 PM

being alone is the move

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: JRF on September 19, 2022, 10:06:40 PM

Quote from: sacking rails on September 19, 2022, 12:42:13 PM

being alone is the move

This….

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prostate Exam on September 20, 2022, 12:28:34 AM

Quote from: Kumiko on September 18, 2022, 05:48:15 PM

I've never had a deck with a natural colored top veneer and I wish I did 'cause black grip looks so good with it.

You will learn from your mistakes

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 20, 2022, 12:22:39 PM

Quote from: JRF on September 19, 2022, 10:06:40 PM

Quote from: sacking rails on September 19, 2022, 12:42:13 PM

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being alone is the move

[close]

This….

I wouldn’t want to show a woman my penis anyway.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sacking rails on September 20, 2022, 02:52:07 PM

celibacy is key

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on September 23, 2022, 05:31:06 AM

I spiked some amphetamines and then decided to snort 5 more throughout the day, ultimately taking way too much and just feeling disgusting both physically and emotionally. Then to make sure no bruising was visible on my arm I decided to burn myself with a hot pan, which was a success but subsequently is irritating. I'm a lifelong addict with fairly serious mental health issues and suicidal ideation about to turn 34 next month, I've been off heroin for coming up on 6 years (albeit on suboxone maintenance) and off powdered cocaine/crack for 5 years. I'm currently the Operations Manager for a small food producer in which the owners have completely fucked off, leaving me with no support and the bourdon of shouldering most of the weight of their company in regards to basically every aspect of the company. Simply put, I'm being stretched too thin, overworked and underappreciated. Not to mention that a guy that I brought in to cook for us lasted about an hour before he was being rushed to the emergency room, somehow getting "stuck" on a rotary mixer, spinning around 3 or 4 times on it before being ejected over the back of it (he's lucky he wasn't killed) and is now suing the company despite the fact that he turned machinery on that he was not authorized to utilize (that was last week). Pretty sure he was trying to get a workers compensation claim and it got out of control. Regardless I'm so fucking drained on life, ready to call it a rap if I can't change the situation. I just want to skate, actually be able to put 100% behind it like I did when I was a kid, one of the only things that ever made me happy. I let drugs and the bullshit of existence get in the way of that the last 15+ years and I feel like I've only got one more opportunity to do something meaningful with my skateboard before it's too late. The last part I put out was in 2009 for my friend's video and that was my last real go with filming before drugs really got in the way and besides a couple of other personal fulfilment goals, that is the biggest thing I want to do for myself and myself only, put together a part I can actually be proud of and know I put everything I had into it.     

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sacking rails on September 23, 2022, 06:04:22 AM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on September 23, 2022, 05:31:06 AM

I spiked some amphetamines and then decided to snort 5 more throughout the day, ultimately taking way too much and just feeling disgusting both physically and emotionally. Then to make sure no bruising was visible on my arm I decided to burn myself with a hot pan, which was a success but subsequently is irritating. I'm a lifelong addict with fairly serious mental health issues and suicidal ideation about to turn 34 next month, I've been off heroin for coming up on 6 years (albeit on suboxone maintenance) and off powdered cocaine/crack for 5 years. I'm currently the Operations Manager for a small food producer in which the owners have completely fucked off, leaving me with no support and the bourdon of shouldering most of the weight of their company in regards to basically every aspect of the company. Simply put, I'm being stretched too thin, overworked and underappreciated. Not to mention that I guy that I brought in to cook for us lasted about an hour before he was being rushed to the emergency room, somehow getting "stuck" on a rotary mixer, spinning around 3 or 4 times on it before being ejected over the back of it (he's lucky he wasn't killed) and is now suing the company despite the fact that he turned machinery on that he was not authorized to utilize. Pretty sure he was trying to get a workers compensation claim and it got out of control. Regardless I'm so fucking drained on life, ready to call it a rap if I can't change the situation. I just want to skate, actually be able to put 100% behind it like I did when I was a kid, one of the only things that ever made me happy. I let drugs and the bullshit of existence get in the way of that the last 15+ years and I feel like I've only got one more opportunity to do something meaningful with my skateboard before it's too late.   

real shit man you got this dont give up

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on September 23, 2022, 07:44:36 AM

Quote from: sacking rails on September 23, 2022, 06:04:22 AM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on September 23, 2022, 05:31:06 AM

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I spiked some amphetamines and then decided to snort 5 more throughout the day, ultimately taking way too much and just feeling disgusting both physically and emotionally. Then to make sure no bruising was visible on my arm I decided to burn myself with a hot pan, which was a success but subsequently is irritating. I'm a lifelong addict with fairly serious mental health issues and suicidal ideation about to turn 34 next month, I've been off heroin for coming up on 6 years (albeit on suboxone maintenance) and off powdered cocaine/crack for 5 years. I'm currently the Operations Manager for a small food producer in which the owners have completely fucked off, leaving me with no support and the bourdon of shouldering most of the weight of their company in regards to basically every aspect of the company. Simply put, I'm being stretched too thin, overworked and underappreciated. Not to mention that I guy that I brought in to cook for us lasted about an hour before he was being rushed to the emergency room, somehow getting "stuck" on a rotary mixer, spinning around 3 or 4 times on it before being ejected over the back of it (he's lucky he wasn't killed) and is now suing the company despite the fact that he turned machinery on that he was not authorized to utilize. Pretty sure he was trying to get a workers compensation claim and it got out of control. Regardless I'm so fucking drained on life, ready to call it a rap if I can't change the situation. I just want to skate, actually be able to put 100% behind it like I did when I was a kid, one of the only things that ever made me happy. I let drugs and the bullshit of existence get in the way of that the last 15+ years and I feel like I've only got one more opportunity to do something meaningful with my skateboard before it's too late.   

[close]

real shit man you got this dont give up

absolutely second that.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on September 23, 2022, 09:55:40 PM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on September 23, 2022, 05:31:06 AM

I spiked some amphetamines and then decided to snort 5 more throughout the day, ultimately taking way too much and just feeling disgusting both physically and emotionally. Then to make sure no bruising was visible on my arm I decided to burn myself with a hot pan, which was a success but subsequently is irritating. I'm a lifelong addict with fairly serious mental health issues and suicidal ideation about to turn 34 next month, I've been off heroin for coming up on 6 years (albeit on suboxone maintenance) and off powdered cocaine/crack for 5 years. I'm currently the Operations Manager for a small food producer in which the owners have completely fucked off, leaving me with no support and the bourdon of shouldering most of the weight of their company in regards to basically every aspect of the company. Simply put, I'm being stretched too thin, overworked and underappreciated. Not to mention that a guy that I brought in to cook for us lasted about an hour before he was being rushed to the emergency room, somehow getting "stuck" on a rotary mixer, spinning around 3 or 4 times on it before being ejected over the back of it (he's lucky he wasn't killed) and is now suing the company despite the fact that he turned machinery on that he was not authorized to utilize (that was last week). Pretty sure he was trying to get a workers compensation claim and it got out of control. Regardless I'm so fucking drained on life, ready to call it a rap if I can't change the situation. I just want to skate, actually be able to put 100% behind it like I did when I was a kid, one of the only things that ever made me happy. I let drugs and the bullshit of existence get in the way of that the last 15+ years and I feel like I've only got one more opportunity to do something meaningful with my skateboard before it's too late. The last part I put out was in 2009 for my friend's video and that was my last real go with filming before drugs really got in the way and besides a couple of other personal fulfilment goals, that is the biggest thing I want to do for myself and myself only, put together a part I can actually be proud of and know I put everything I had into it.   

We’re pretty much the exact same age and I think it’s important to say that we are still young. You can make a career change and as long as you can roll you can film a part. Sending all the positive vibes bro. You can do it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mattchew on September 25, 2022, 05:35:43 PM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on September 23, 2022, 05:31:06 AM

I spiked some amphetamines and then decided to snort 5 more throughout the day, ultimately taking way too much and just feeling disgusting both physically and emotionally. Then to make sure no bruising was visible on my arm I decided to burn myself with a hot pan, which was a success but subsequently is irritating. I'm a lifelong addict with fairly serious mental health issues and suicidal ideation about to turn 34 next month, I've been off heroin for coming up on 6 years (albeit on suboxone maintenance) and off powdered cocaine/crack for 5 years. I'm currently the Operations Manager for a small food producer in which the owners have completely fucked off, leaving me with no support and the bourdon of shouldering most of the weight of their company in regards to basically every aspect of the company. Simply put, I'm being stretched too thin, overworked and underappreciated. Not to mention that a guy that I brought in to cook for us lasted about an hour before he was being rushed to the emergency room, somehow getting "stuck" on a rotary mixer, spinning around 3 or 4 times on it before being ejected over the back of it (he's lucky he wasn't killed) and is now suing the company despite the fact that he turned machinery on that he was not authorized to utilize (that was last week). Pretty sure he was trying to get a workers compensation claim and it got out of control. Regardless I'm so fucking drained on life, ready to call it a rap if I can't change the situation. I just want to skate, actually be able to put 100% behind it like I did when I was a kid, one of the only things that ever made me happy. I let drugs and the bullshit of existence get in the way of that the last 15+ years and I feel like I've only got one more opportunity to do something meaningful with my skateboard before it's too late. The last part I put out was in 2009 for my friend's video and that was my last real go with filming before drugs really got in the way and besides a couple of other personal fulfilment goals, that is the biggest thing I want to do for myself and myself only, put together a part I can actually be proud of and know I put everything I had into it.   

Be kind to yourself man. You’re capable of doing what you have already set out to do.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on September 26, 2022, 07:08:51 AM

Thank you Pals for your support! It's been a trying time and while I'm continually trying to better my situation through CBT and other forms of therapy, it does get difficult as times to cope with the overwhelming feelings associated with the way that I interpret the world. I feel too much, I love too much and unfortunately those emotions do not always behoove survival when our social fabric as a species is truly poisonous to our humanity; we as human beings are sick.   

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on September 26, 2022, 02:00:18 PM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on September 26, 2022, 07:08:51 AM

Thank you Pals for your support! It's been a trying time and while I'm continually trying to better my situation through CBT and other forms of therapy, it does get difficult as times to cope with the overwhelming feelings associated with the way that I interpret the world. I feel too much, I love too much and unfortunately those emotions do not always behoove survival when our social fabric as a species is truly poisonous to our humanity; we as human beings are sick.

it's hard as fuck, but if you stay at it, you'll realize your progress and how big the fact is that you actually can somewhat function despite whatever traumas occured in the past, and realize how strong and competent you actually are. one therapist i'm sadly not seeing anymore told me this. they said that many people don't even realize how great they are actually doing because there is no feedback. to me they said with my history i could be way worse off. told me a few statistics and it made me realize that it's actually huge i haven't actually tried suicide or have been to jail. it made me realize i actually do pretty well for myself all things considered. and being somewhat content gives mental room for planning ahead and bettering your situation/mental health even more.

also i'm always down for getting dm'd if you want to get something off your chest. i can't always offer good advice, but i can listen/read or share thoughts if you want.

you got this homie.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on September 27, 2022, 04:56:59 AM

Quote from: Frank on September 26, 2022, 02:00:18 PM

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Thank you Pals for your support! It's been a trying time and while I'm continually trying to better my situation through CBT and other forms of therapy, it does get difficult as times to cope with the overwhelming feelings associated with the way that I interpret the world. I feel too much, I love too much and unfortunately those emotions do not always behoove survival when our social fabric as a species is truly poisonous to our humanity; we as human beings are sick.

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it's hard as fuck, but if you stay at it, you'll realize your progress and how big the fact is that you actually can somewhat function despite whatever traumas occured in the past, and realize how strong and competent you actually are. one therapist i'm sadly not seeing anymore told me this. they said that many people don't even realize how great they are actually doing because there is no feedback. to me they said with my history i could be way worse off. told me a few statistics and it made me realize that it's actually huge i haven't actually tried suicide or have been to jail. it made me realize i actually do pretty well for myself all things considered. and being somewhat content gives mental room for planning ahead and bettering your situation/mental health even more.

also i'm always down for getting dm'd if you want to get something off your chest. i can't always offer good advice, but i can listen/read or share thoughts if you want.

you got this homie.

Ever since I got clean some 5-6 years ago I've made it my mission to constantly better myself through talk and cognitive behavioral therapy, mindfulness, breathing and the shear will to survive, attempting to change my paradigm and relationship to the outside world. As things became easier and life more manageable, being able to view situations in a more positive light, I think that it set me up to be crushed by the weight of world once more. I have a tendency to take things to an extreme, doesn't really matter what it is, school, drugs, skateboarding, life, anything I can grasp on for some form of meaning. Being able to find some form of balance, particularly in the latter, over the last couple of years has just left me feeling a sense of emptiness and a sense of urgency as time rolls by faster and faster, seemingly living in a perpetual groundhogs dog. The anxiety and over-thinking caused by decision making is what's leading me down to falter, as much as I should be happy, I am not and when you combine that with the extreme emotional states, I think that it's a hard thing to cope with when you don't feel complete gratitude for your situation. I know I'm not happy and maybe I should go jump over a railing at Point Loma High and take a "leap of faith" (I know it's not there anymore) to cement the notion that I need to remove myself from my current situation and peruse the things that give me a sense of personal or intellectual fulfillment, as I've been holding myself back at my own expense for the sake of others. I know what staying here long-term will end with, 2 roads in the woods, down one is the eventual erosion of the will to stay clean and the other is death. Maybe in keeping with the Chief theme, I should accept Jesus Christ as my lord and savier... 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Frank on September 27, 2022, 03:48:09 PM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on September 27, 2022, 04:56:59 AM

Quote from: Frank on September 26, 2022, 02:00:18 PM

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Quote from: Jim and Dan on September 26, 2022, 07:08:51 AM

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Thank you Pals for your support! It's been a trying time and while I'm continually trying to better my situation through CBT and other forms of therapy, it does get difficult as times to cope with the overwhelming feelings associated with the way that I interpret the world. I feel too much, I love too much and unfortunately those emotions do not always behoove survival when our social fabric as a species is truly poisonous to our humanity; we as human beings are sick.

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it's hard as fuck, but if you stay at it, you'll realize your progress and how big the fact is that you actually can somewhat function despite whatever traumas occured in the past, and realize how strong and competent you actually are. one therapist i'm sadly not seeing anymore told me this. they said that many people don't even realize how great they are actually doing because there is no feedback. to me they said with my history i could be way worse off. told me a few statistics and it made me realize that it's actually huge i haven't actually tried suicide or have been to jail. it made me realize i actually do pretty well for myself all things considered. and being somewhat content gives mental room for planning ahead and bettering your situation/mental health even more.

also i'm always down for getting dm'd if you want to get something off your chest. i can't always offer good advice, but i can listen/read or share thoughts if you want.

you got this homie.

[close]

Ever since I got clean some 5-6 years ago I've made it my mission to constantly better myself through talk and cognitive behavioral therapy, mindfulness, breathing and the shear will to survive, attempting to change my paradigm and relationship to the outside world. As things became easier and life more manageable, being able to view situations in a more positive light, I think that it set me up to be crushed by the weight of world once more. I have a tendency to take things to an extreme, doesn't really matter what it is, school, drugs, skateboarding, life, anything I can grasp on for some form of meaning. Being able to find some form of balance, particularly in the latter, over the last couple of years has just left me feeling a sense of emptiness and a sense of urgency as time rolls by faster and faster, seemingly living in a perpetual groundhogs dog. The anxiety and over-thinking caused by decision making is what's leading me down to falter, as much as I should be happy, I am not and when you combine that with the extreme emotional states, I think that it's a hard thing to cope with when you don't feel complete gratitude for your situation. I know I'm not happy and maybe I should go jump over a railing at Point Loma High and take a "leap of faith" (I know it's not there anymore) to cement the notion that I need to remove myself from my current situation and peruse the things that give me a sense of personal or intellectual fulfillment, as I've been holding myself back at my own expense for the sake of others. I know what staying here long-term will end with, 2 roads in the woods, down one is the eventual erosion of the will to stay clean and the other is death. Maybe in keeping with the Chief theme, I should accept Jesus Christ as my lord and savier...

ah, sorry. i should have guessed that was sort of trivial advice. i totally get the dilemma about balance. this is something i also struggle with. sometimes i feel the need for things to escalate. stability can feel boring and lifeless. like nothing happens.

anyways, i appreciate you. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on September 28, 2022, 05:15:19 AM

Quote from: Frank on September 27, 2022, 03:48:09 PM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on September 27, 2022, 04:56:59 AM

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Quote from: Frank on September 26, 2022, 02:00:18 PM

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Thank you Pals for your support! It's been a trying time and while I'm continually trying to better my situation through CBT and other forms of therapy, it does get difficult as times to cope with the overwhelming feelings associated with the way that I interpret the world. I feel too much, I love too much and unfortunately those emotions do not always behoove survival when our social fabric as a species is truly poisonous to our humanity; we as human beings are sick.

[close]

it's hard as fuck, but if you stay at it, you'll realize your progress and how big the fact is that you actually can somewhat function despite whatever traumas occured in the past, and realize how strong and competent you actually are. one therapist i'm sadly not seeing anymore told me this. they said that many people don't even realize how great they are actually doing because there is no feedback. to me they said with my history i could be way worse off. told me a few statistics and it made me realize that it's actually huge i haven't actually tried suicide or have been to jail. it made me realize i actually do pretty well for myself all things considered. and being somewhat content gives mental room for planning ahead and bettering your situation/mental health even more.

also i'm always down for getting dm'd if you want to get something off your chest. i can't always offer good advice, but i can listen/read or share thoughts if you want.

you got this homie.

[close]

Ever since I got clean some 5-6 years ago I've made it my mission to constantly better myself through talk and cognitive behavioral therapy, mindfulness, breathing and the shear will to survive, attempting to change my paradigm and relationship to the outside world. As things became easier and life more manageable, being able to view situations in a more positive light, I think that it set me up to be crushed by the weight of world once more. I have a tendency to take things to an extreme, doesn't really matter what it is, school, drugs, skateboarding, life, anything I can grasp on for some form of meaning. Being able to find some form of balance, particularly in the latter, over the last couple of years has just left me feeling a sense of emptiness and a sense of urgency as time rolls by faster and faster, seemingly living in a perpetual groundhogs dog. The anxiety and over-thinking caused by decision making is what's leading me down to falter, as much as I should be happy, I am not and when you combine that with the extreme emotional states, I think that it's a hard thing to cope with when you don't feel complete gratitude for your situation. I know I'm not happy and maybe I should go jump over a railing at Point Loma High and take a "leap of faith" (I know it's not there anymore) to cement the notion that I need to remove myself from my current situation and peruse the things that give me a sense of personal or intellectual fulfillment, as I've been holding myself back at my own expense for the sake of others. I know what staying here long-term will end with, 2 roads in the woods, down one is the eventual erosion of the will to stay clean and the other is death. Maybe in keeping with the Chief theme, I should accept Jesus Christ as my lord and savier...

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ah, sorry. i should have guessed that was sort of trivial advice. i totally get the dilemma about balance. this is something i also struggle with. sometimes i feel the need for things to escalate. stability can feel boring and lifeless. like nothing happens.

anyways, i appreciate you.

I do appreciate the words Frank. I'm not sure if this applies to all skateboards but I feel like the things that draw us to this don't necessarily breed human beings that enjoy the monotony of a "normal" existence or at least what's been fed to us. The irony is that I grew up in a scenario where those raising me didn't exactly take the predestined social role of the 9-5'er, instead choosing to pursue their passions and in the end, it didn't always work out for them or make them happy, it was a struggle a lot of the time with plenty of sacrifices. I never wanted to lead the life I currently live, I fucking loath it with all my being and as previously stated, I'm grateful for where I am but I'm not happy. I can be happy with very little but this daily pursuit of financial gain isn't cutting it, breaking my spirit for the sake of people undeserving. I know I shouldn't be the judge of that but fuck it, if you were in my place I almost guarantee you'd be singing the same tune. But at the same token I shouldn't complain, I just have to sack the fuck up and put myself first. That notion is something that's very strange and difficult for me, as I feel like I spent 15 years putting my addiction first and foremost, being a selfish asshole. The program teaches us that our addictions were the pinnacle of selfishness and that we need to be of service to others, while at the same time putting ourselves first, notions that seems to be in diametric opposition to each other. I know the services aspect is supposed to be in later sobriety when you're stable enough to not run to your poison of choice and I'm certainly there, while the idea of putting yourself first should be more for the early stages. I really do try to heed advice and take it one day at a time, but I don't want to just accept everything blindly. I'm in bonus time, been given a 2nd chance at life and need to make it fucking count...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: realbasedgod112 on October 04, 2022, 04:15:12 PM

In my moment of weakness, the dark ones came to me and showed me what awaits when I am torn from this flesh. I know now that no paradise waits when I step through that door, nor the respite of oblivion.I shall be cast to the outer darkness and bound to the anguish which lies beyond God's light. I know that I can blame no one beside myself, for it is my own wretchedness that has cursed me to this fate.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on October 05, 2022, 06:20:57 AM

Quote from: realbasedgod112 on October 04, 2022, 04:15:12 PM

In my moment of weakness, the dark ones came to me and showed me what awaits when I am torn from this flesh. I know now that no paradise waits when I step through that door, nor the respite of oblivion.I shall be cast to the outer darkness and bound to the anguish which lies beyond God's light. I know that I can blame no one beside myself, for it is my own wretchedness that has cursed me to this fate.

Can confirm this, died approximately 6 times from cardiac arrest and complications from something called Long QT interval syndrome some 5 years back and didn't go anywhere special, fun or well-lit. Same thing goes for coma, nothing entertaining happens and frankly was a huge disappointment.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on October 07, 2022, 08:36:45 PM

As a kid, I was raised Catholic and in 8th grade, I had to go through CCD (classes that you have to take to officially join the church).  So during one of these classes, I had to read aloud some passage that had the word “Israel” and instead of pronouncing it the normal way, Is-ree-el, for some fucking reason out of nowhere, I pronounced it “Is-rye-el” like I was some 18th century cloistered monk.

All the kids in the class all immediately snapped their heads around to me and snickered.  I was very embarrassed in the way only an insecure 8th grader can be.  It was the first and last time I ever pronounced it like that. 

Thanks for letting me get that off my chest.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sacking rails on October 08, 2022, 05:11:33 AM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on October 07, 2022, 08:36:45 PM

As a kid, I was raised Catholic and in 8th grade, I had to go through CCD (classes that you have to take to officially join the church).  So during one of these classes, I had to read aloud some passage that had the word “Israel” and instead of pronouncing it the normal way, Is-ree-el, for some fucking reason out of nowhere, I pronounced it “Is-rye-el” like I was some 18th century cloistered monk.

All the kids in the class all immediately snapped their heads around to me and snickered.  I was very embarrassed in the way only an insecure 8th grader can be.  It was the first and last time I ever pronounced it like that. 

Thanks for letting me get that off my chest.

thats heavy man.. you good??

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lazer69 on October 11, 2022, 04:45:11 PM

Haven’t skated in 2 months.

I play golf now
 :-\

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uh Oh on October 11, 2022, 06:30:43 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on October 07, 2022, 08:36:45 PM

As a kid, I was raised Catholic and in 8th grade, I had to go through CCD (classes that you have to take to officially join the church).  So during one of these classes, I had to read aloud some passage that had the word “Israel” and instead of pronouncing it the normal way, Is-ree-el, for some fucking reason out of nowhere, I pronounced it “Is-rye-el” like I was some 18th century cloistered monk.

All the kids in the class all immediately snapped their heads around to me and snickered.  I was very embarrassed in the way only an insecure 8th grader can be.  It was the first and last time I ever pronounced it like that. 

Thanks for letting me get that off my chest.

ccd sux

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EYJOq6VnV2U

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: pugmaster on October 12, 2022, 10:14:01 PM

Welp, @Jim and Dan and @realbasedgod112 have settled it, I'm not taking the stickers off of my organic fruits. Fuck it, I'm just going to eat them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on October 13, 2022, 05:56:21 AM

Quote from: pugmaster on October 12, 2022, 10:14:01 PM

Welp, @Jim and Dan and @realbasedgod112 have settled it, I'm not taking the stickers off of my organic fruits. Fuck it, I'm just going to eat them.

Jagger Eaton eats them too, think about it...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sacking rails on October 13, 2022, 10:22:55 AM

one time when i was a kid i took some other kids stuff and hid it in the woods and smeared dog poop on it. he never found out.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on October 13, 2022, 10:48:36 AM

Quote from: sacking rails on October 13, 2022, 10:22:55 AM

one time when i was a kid i took some other kids stuff and hid it in the woods and smeared dog poop on it. he never found out.

Interested in how the transaction of fecal matter happened and the identity of the item being smeared, I'm envisioning a Creepy Crawlers light powered oven.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sacking rails on October 13, 2022, 11:30:32 AM

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one time when i was a kid i took some other kids stuff and hid it in the woods and smeared dog poop on it. he never found out.

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Interested in how the transaction of fecal matter happened and the identity of the item being smeared, I'm envisioning a Creepy Crawlers light powered oven.

i just didnt like him so i took some of his stuff to go hide it in the woods and there was poop in the woods so it came pretty naturally

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prostate Exam on October 13, 2022, 01:10:05 PM

Quote from: sacking rails on October 13, 2022, 10:22:55 AM

one time when i was a kid i took some other kids stuff and hid it in the woods and smeared dog poop on it. he never found out.

If he never found it, what was the point of smearing dog poop on it. Seems like too much work for me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sacking rails on October 13, 2022, 01:12:50 PM

Quote from: Prostate Exam on October 13, 2022, 01:10:05 PM

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one time when i was a kid i took some other kids stuff and hid it in the woods and smeared dog poop on it. he never found out.

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If he never found it, what was the point of smearing dog poop on it. Seems like too much work for me

to put poop on someone who i dont likes stuff obviously and no he did find it he just never knew it was me who did it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Kumiko on October 13, 2022, 02:58:12 PM

We were learning adjectives in 9th grade Spanish class and the teacher was kinda testing our vocab by asking us to all look at someone that had something with that adjective. So she'd say - "everyone point at someone with something azul" and we'd all point at a kid wearing a blue shirt or something. Then she tells the class - "everyone point at someone with something poquito" and the class is scanning around and then it starts happening. One set of eyes staring at me and pointing. Two. Three. The whole class stares at points at me for having something small. They all burst into laughter while I just sit there blushing with my poquito self-esteem.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 15, 2022, 01:18:52 AM

I hate parties.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sacking rails on October 15, 2022, 12:23:01 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 15, 2022, 01:18:52 AM

I hate parties.

me too but you just gotta get really drunk

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kook1234 on October 19, 2022, 09:08:26 AM

I love Supreme

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: sacking rails on October 19, 2022, 09:24:21 AM

Quote from: kook1234 on October 19, 2022, 09:08:26 AM

I love Supreme

name checks out

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 21, 2022, 06:14:59 PM

I’m pretty scared and anxious about visiting a new city and staying in a hostel. I feel like a baby. God, I hope there’s an electrical outlet next to my bed so I can use my CPAP machine. Otherwise I know seven strangers are going to hate me before I say word one to them.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Easy Slider on October 21, 2022, 10:55:08 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 21, 2022, 06:14:59 PM

I’m pretty scared and anxious about visiting a new city and staying in a hostel. I feel like a baby. God, I hope there’s an electrical outlet next to my bed so I can use my CPAP machine. Otherwise I know seven strangers are going to hate me before I say word one to them.

So you tested the machine and it works? Great. I wish you courage and strength for that trip. The apprehension is the worst thing, and  probably there will be a dude or two snoring much louder than you. You got this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: spliffdagger on October 26, 2022, 07:07:49 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 21, 2022, 06:14:59 PM

I’m pretty scared and anxious about visiting a new city and staying in a hostel. I feel like a baby. God, I hope there’s an electrical outlet next to my bed so I can use my CPAP machine. Otherwise I know seven strangers are going to hate me before I say word one to them.

Go for it man!! I did that same shit in 2021 and it was honestly the coolest thing I’ve ever done! Met a bunch of people and stayed in a cool hostel In Denver!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on October 31, 2022, 05:49:40 AM

I am so happy Lula won the elections yesterday here in Brazil. It's good to feel hope again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on October 31, 2022, 06:08:22 AM

Quote from: brucewillis on October 31, 2022, 05:49:40 AM

I am so happy Lula won the elections yesterday here in Brazil. It's good to feel hope again.

ganrred for being brazilian and (presumably) having done the right thing
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Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on October 31, 2022, 06:31:21 AM

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I am so happy Lula won the elections yesterday here in Brazil. It's good to feel hope again.

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ganrred for being brazilian and (presumably) having done the right thing
(https://media.tenor.com/02ILjyFVXWQAAAAC/handshake.gif)

Much love. Let's continue this fight!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on October 31, 2022, 09:05:20 AM

Quote from: brucewillis on October 31, 2022, 05:49:40 AM

I am so happy Lula won the elections yesterday here in Brazil. It's good to feel hope again.

I was so happy when I heard the news last night. Props to Brazil

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on October 31, 2022, 10:11:35 AM

Quote from: blurst_of_times on October 31, 2022, 09:05:20 AM

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I am so happy Lula won the elections yesterday here in Brazil. It's good to feel hope again.

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I was so happy when I heard the news last night. Props to Brazil

It's kinda scary tho. Bolsonaro made no statement and the roads of my state (the state that voted most for this moron) are paralyzed by extremists of the conservative right. I had to pay 35 bucks (very expensive here) in an uber to go to work today. The funniest thing about it is that his voters like to make fun of the Brazilian left by saying that we don't like to work and are not going to work in order to support this freak.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: graibe on November 01, 2022, 11:58:58 PM

I don't really have any friends that I would consider "close" to me.

I've never had a girlfriend, only hookups and situationships, and it's mostly my fault because I'm really horrible at communication and commitment.

I'm terrible at talking to girls and I still do not know how to initiate sex. (it's so much easier when they initiate it)

I'm never on time. (always a lil late)

I smoke marijuana daily. and I smoke from morning to night. Wake, bake, skate!!!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on November 02, 2022, 02:06:24 PM

i can't imagine smoking weed from the time you wake up till the time you go to bed have anything to do with your time management and poor communication skills

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: frontsideNECKTIE on November 03, 2022, 09:08:34 AM

My first child is due later this month and I'm really not looking forward to reconnecting with my family, even though it's likely in everyone's best interest.

The flip side is, I feel like a complete asshole because of it.

My lady and I sure as shit can't do it all by ourselves, and I know we're gonna need the help. I know there clichés for a reason, but everyone's 2 cents about raising kids drives me up a wall.

Either way, I'm excited for this little shit. Stoked I get 3 months off work this winter to stay home with him and mom

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jewel Runner on November 03, 2022, 10:34:00 AM

Quote from: Necktie.w.t.d. on November 03, 2022, 09:08:34 AM

My first child is due later this month and I'm really not looking forward to reconnecting with my family, even though it's likely in everyone's best interest.

The flip side is, I feel like a complete asshole because of it.

My lady and I sure as shit can't do it all by ourselves, and I know we're gonna need the help. I know there clichés for a reason, but everyone's 2 cents about raising kids drives me up a wall.

Either way, I'm excited for this little shit. Stoked I get 3 months off work this winter to stay home with him and mom

My baby boy was born in March this year and it's been a fun ride.

Yeah everyone will have a saying on what to do and how to do it... that shit drives me insane!

I try to stay calm and explain nicely that I appreciate their concern but it's my baby and me and the mother will do as we please. At first the grandmothers would take that personally bc that's how the did this and that but I explained it's our baby not theirs so eventually they backed off with the do this and don't do that coments. I know they're there if we need help or info and that's enough for us

You're in for a treat... enjoy it! Also I'm super jealous of the 3 month leave... I only got to enjoy 1

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 07, 2022, 06:41:51 PM

Quote from: graibe on November 01, 2022, 11:58:58 PM

I don't really have any friends that I would consider "close" to me.

I've never had a girlfriend, only hookups and situationships, and it's mostly my fault because I'm really horrible at communication and commitment.

I'm terrible at talking to girls and I still do not know how to initiate sex. (it's so much easier when they initiate it)

I'm never on time. (always a lil late)

I smoke marijuana daily. and I smoke from morning to night. Wake, bake, skate!!!

How is it possible that you’ve had these “hook ups” and women initiating sex? That’s so alien to me. There has never in my life been a woman that was interested in me. Also, I agree that you should probably smoke less if you want to up your communication skills. Meanwhile I’ll work on being less ugly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: switchfakie on November 12, 2022, 09:20:08 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on November 07, 2022, 06:41:51 PM

Quote from: graibe on November 01, 2022, 11:58:58 PM

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I don't really have any friends that I would consider "close" to me.

I've never had a girlfriend, only hookups and situationships, and it's mostly my fault because I'm really horrible at communication and commitment.

I'm terrible at talking to girls and I still do not know how to initiate sex. (it's so much easier when they initiate it)

I'm never on time. (always a lil late)

I smoke marijuana daily. and I smoke from morning to night. Wake, bake, skate!!!

[close]

How is it possible that you’ve had these “hook ups” and women initiating sex? That’s so alien to me. There has never in my life been a woman that was interested in me. Also, I agree that you should probably smoke less if you want to up your communication skills. Meanwhile I’ll work on being less ugly.

my (im a total stud) advice is to just be yourself.

if you like a girl, just say "whats up brotendo, tryna head back to my place for some hokie pokie"

if her pants arent deluged with a massive waterfall of genital discharge, there's something wrong with her and you need to dip ASAP

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matt_2993 on November 13, 2022, 08:50:32 AM

After a breakup and two weeks in south korea I jumped onto tinder and those other apps. Like most initially felt insanely destructive on my self esteem but one week later I got a whole plethora of Asian bitches in my dms... feels wrong and I'll ultimately never end up meeting these women lol

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rihannasdirtylaundry on November 18, 2022, 05:52:37 AM

 I am in a happy relationship but if I didnt have my dog and cat I would probably still kill myself.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 18, 2022, 05:01:35 PM

Quote from: Rihannasdirtylaundry on November 18, 2022, 05:52:37 AM

I am in a happy relationship but if I didnt have my dog and cat I would probably still kill myself.

Post pics.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: modern life is war on November 20, 2022, 08:48:06 PM

When i was like 10 i was with my family on a holiday and we were taking a bus back to our hotel from the beach. So i already had wet boardshorts on. i really needed to piss and i just couldn't hold it in so somehow over a span of like 15 minutes i would piss a little bit at a time through my shorts and onto this bus seat that was soft with one of those funky patterns on it. I got off the bus and just went about my life as if nothing had ever happened, this is the only time i've ever confessed to this

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Rihannasdirtylaundry on November 21, 2022, 01:48:32 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on November 18, 2022, 05:01:35 PM

Quote from: Rihannasdirtylaundry on November 18, 2022, 05:52:37 AM

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I am in a happy relationship but if I didnt have my dog and cat I would probably still kill myself.

[close]

Post pics.

Of me killing myself or my dog and cat?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on November 21, 2022, 02:36:01 PM

Quote from: Rihannasdirtylaundry on November 21, 2022, 01:48:32 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on November 18, 2022, 05:01:35 PM

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Quote from: Rihannasdirtylaundry on November 18, 2022, 05:52:37 AM

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I am in a happy relationship but if I didnt have my dog and cat I would probably still kill myself.

[close]

Post pics.

[close]

Of me killing myself or my dog and cat?

You do you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jewel Runner on November 22, 2022, 09:26:56 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on November 21, 2022, 02:36:01 PM

Quote from: Rihannasdirtylaundry on November 21, 2022, 01:48:32 AM

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Quote from: L33Tg33k on November 18, 2022, 05:01:35 PM

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Quote from: Rihannasdirtylaundry on November 18, 2022, 05:52:37 AM

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I am in a happy relationship but if I didnt have my dog and cat I would probably still kill myself.

[close]

Post pics.

[close]

Of me killing myself or my dog and cat?

[close]

You do you.

Dog and cat PLEASE

The response above was not cool don't joke about it

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on November 24, 2022, 05:20:06 PM

Brazil will be this year's winner of the world cup and i am VERY hyped on this.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: smellsdead on November 27, 2022, 10:38:49 AM

life is so god damn confusing

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Eric Dolphy on November 28, 2022, 07:17:49 PM

Quote from: smellsdead on November 27, 2022, 10:38:49 AM

life is so god damn confusing

Wassup pal

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: modern life is war on December 01, 2022, 08:40:03 AM

I currently ride 'bullet' brand trucks

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on December 01, 2022, 01:35:09 PM

Quote from: modern life is war on December 01, 2022, 08:40:03 AM

I currently ride 'bullet' brand trucks

Are you okay?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: igrindtwinkies on December 02, 2022, 05:45:14 PM

Quote from: modern life is war on December 01, 2022, 08:40:03 AM

I currently ride 'bullet' brand trucks

What decisions ultimately led up to this?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: modern life is war on December 03, 2022, 01:20:27 PM

Quote from: igrindtwinkies on December 02, 2022, 05:45:14 PM

Quote from: modern life is war on December 01, 2022, 08:40:03 AM

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I currently ride 'bullet' brand trucks

[close]

What decisions ultimately led up to this?

i bought a cheap set up for my wife.  she didn't really use it very much and at some point i needed a new pair of trucks so i pulled off the bullet trucks on her board and put them on my board. i put some bones bushings in them and they ride exactly the same as indys, i think they might even be made by the same manufacturer. my only complaint is when i first bought them the kingpin was sticking above the hanger and it would get caught but i filed it down and it's been fine since.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: thanksgiving on December 03, 2022, 02:06:28 PM

Quote from: modern life is war on December 03, 2022, 01:20:27 PM

Quote from: igrindtwinkies on December 02, 2022, 05:45:14 PM

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Quote from: modern life is war on December 01, 2022, 08:40:03 AM

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I currently ride 'bullet' brand trucks

[close]

What decisions ultimately led up to this?

[close]

i bought a cheap set up for my wife.  she didn't really use it very much and at some point i needed a new pair of trucks so i pulled off the bullet trucks on her board and put them on my board. i put some bones bushings in them and they ride exactly the same as indys, i think they might even be made by the same manufacturer. my only complaint is when i first bought them the kingpin was sticking above the hanger and it would get caught but i filed it down and it's been fine since.

big if true

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sizzle on December 03, 2022, 02:11:22 PM

Quote from: Kumiko on October 13, 2022, 02:58:12 PM

We were learning adjectives in 9th grade Spanish class and the teacher was kinda testing our vocab by asking us to all look at someone that had something with that adjective. So she'd say - "everyone point at someone with something azul" and we'd all point at a kid wearing a blue shirt or something. Then she tells the class - "everyone point at someone with something poquito" and the class is scanning around and then it starts happening. One set of eyes staring at me and pointing. Two. Three. The whole class stares at points at me for having something small. They all burst into laughter while I just sit there blushing with my poquito self-esteem.

I don’t mean to be insensitive but did everybody just assume you had a small dick?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BallparkFrank on December 04, 2022, 09:54:28 AM

My right armpit sweats way more than my left one, especially when I’m driving.

Also secretly love the song Little Bitty by Alan Jackson.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on December 09, 2022, 10:26:25 AM

Quote from: brucewillis on November 24, 2022, 05:20:06 PM

Brazil will be this year's winner of the world cup and i am VERY hyped on this.

I was wrong. And now I'm depressed.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: KinkyRailsRailed4u on December 10, 2022, 07:21:48 AM

Dear Holy father of Gonzales, Reynolds, and Penny;

My heart is filled with sinful chaos and confusion. Lord, I am struggling with something that I know will consume me if I don't figure out how to stop it. Right now, Lord, I am struggling with lust - lust for tricks and brands that exist outside your glory. I have diligently followed you in rejecting varial kickflips, nollie lipslides, and other illegal tricks since I was but 12 years old.

But now, Lord---now, I am having feelings that I just don't know how to handle, but I know you do. I have seen a pair of bright yellow Andy Anderson Etnies shoes with the lace covers. I have spent much time admiring them and thinking about what their board feel is like and how they glow like a brilliant star so alluringly in the soft light of my iPhone screen. My thoughts have not always remained on the pure side of admiration though Lord. I don't always think about just looking at them or touching them. My thoughts turn far more salacious at times - I think of wearing them, of pushing around in them, of pairing them with my Polar Big Boys. Lord I am ashamed to say it but you already know my heart and with my honesty I hope you will give me the power to resist temptation.

Transform my thoughts and let me understand how marvelous you're goodness has made me. I really need the strength and peace that only You can give.

In your name,

Amen

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: devils acrobat on December 11, 2022, 12:13:31 AM

I will include you in my prayers @KinkyRailsRailed4u

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: AR abstain on December 11, 2022, 05:22:36 AM

i watched gringo papi and it wasn't that bad.
"Pico de Gallo!"  ;D  :)  :D

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matt_2993 on December 11, 2022, 11:38:51 AM

I was really eating ass last night

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: thanksgiving on December 11, 2022, 09:01:13 PM

Quote from: AR abstain on December 11, 2022, 05:22:36 AM

i watched gringo papi and it wasn't that bad.
"Pico de Gallo!"  ;D  :)  :D

worst one here

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prostate Exam on December 12, 2022, 01:58:46 AM

Quote from: matt_2993 on December 11, 2022, 11:38:51 AM

I was really eating ass last night

With some fries on the side?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matt_2993 on January 16, 2023, 12:05:35 AM

Got laid. Cheers felllas.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prostate Exam on January 16, 2023, 07:31:16 AM

Quote from: matt_2993 on January 16, 2023, 12:05:35 AM

Got laid. Cheers felllas.

When was the wedding?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on January 16, 2023, 02:18:26 PM

Quote from: matt_2993 on January 16, 2023, 12:05:35 AM

Got laid. Cheers felllas.

Bastard! Have a gnar.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Gray Imp Sausage Metal on January 20, 2023, 06:50:15 AM

Quote from: KinkyRailsRailed4u on December 10, 2022, 07:21:48 AM

Dear Holy father of Gonzales, Reynolds, and Penny;

My heart is filled with sinful chaos and confusion. Lord, I am struggling with something that I know will consume me if I don't figure out how to stop it. Right now, Lord, I am struggling with lust - lust for tricks and brands that exist outside your glory. I have diligently followed you in rejecting varial kickflips, nollie lipslides, and other illegal tricks since I was but 12 years old.

But now, Lord---now, I am having feelings that I just don't know how to handle, but I know you do. I have seen a pair of bright yellow Andy Anderson Etnies shoes with the lace covers. I have spent much time admiring them and thinking about what their board feel is like and how they glow like a brilliant star so alluringly in the soft light of my iPhone screen. My thoughts have not always remained on the pure side of admiration though Lord. I don't always think about just looking at them or touching them. My thoughts turn far more salacious at times - I think of wearing them, of pushing around in them, of pairing them with my Polar Big Boys. Lord I am ashamed to say it but you already know my heart and with my honesty I hope you will give me the power to resist temptation.

Transform my thoughts and let me understand how marvelous you're goodness has made me. I really need the strength and peace that only You can give.

In your name,

Amen

okay I’ve seen some fucked up confessions in my time, but you sir need some serious help

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matty_c on January 20, 2023, 06:56:49 PM

Those cpap machines sound like white noise my mums got one

Waaay better off using one of them instead of snoring real bad imo

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: CrumblingInfrastructure on January 21, 2023, 11:50:41 AM

Quote from: matty_c on January 20, 2023, 06:56:49 PM

Those cpap machines sound like white noise my mums got one

Waaay better off using one of them instead of snoring real bad imo

I was hooking up with this poly “throuple” for almost a year on the regular and all three of them had to sleep with cpaps on. That noise will put me down quicker then ambien to this day. If you throw NPR on top of it im out for the count.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on March 06, 2023, 09:10:27 AM

I would do very very naughty things with Megyn Kelly.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on March 07, 2023, 10:32:07 AM

That’s hardly a confession, dude.  If we’re gonna simp over right wing women let’s at least pick unconventionally sexy ones… MTG or Roseanne or someone.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on March 07, 2023, 04:14:22 PM

Quote from: Coastal Fever on March 07, 2023, 10:32:07 AM

That’s hardly a confession, dude.  If we’re gonna simp over right wing women let’s at least pick unconventionally sexy ones… MTG or Roseanne or someone.

Ew.

How about some Kayleigh McEnany.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: lazer69 on March 07, 2023, 04:39:10 PM

I'm sexually attracted to Casey Anthony

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Terminal on March 11, 2023, 10:21:46 AM

I watched two Aaron Kyro clips last night

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jewel Runner on March 13, 2023, 04:04:38 AM

Quote from: Terminal on March 11, 2023, 10:21:46 AM

I watched two Aaron Kyro clips last night

The question is "did you enjoy it?"

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tuesday on March 13, 2023, 01:26:33 PM

(https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRZ0XeNF5VTBXV9GrcHAZ5guWAK-OEUkY7oug&usqp=CAU)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Terminal on March 13, 2023, 03:01:16 PM

Quote from: Jewel Runner on March 13, 2023, 04:04:38 AM

Quote from: Terminal on March 11, 2023, 10:21:46 AM

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I watched two Aaron Kyro clips last night

[close]

The question is "did you enjoy it?"

Alright, full confession. I didn't watch all of them, maybe 3-5 mins of each. Did I enjoy? More curious than anything, but no need to go back down that rabbit hole.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ok boomer on March 17, 2023, 01:06:17 PM

Quote from: lazer69 on March 07, 2023, 04:39:10 PM

I'm sexually attracted to Casey Anthony

samesiez

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on March 19, 2023, 06:33:24 PM

In any movie more complicated than a romcom, I’m confused at what’s going on like at least 30% of the time.

If it’s some military espionage movie, it could go as high as 90% of the movie I don’t know what the fuck is going on.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on March 20, 2023, 07:26:45 AM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on March 19, 2023, 06:33:24 PM

In any movie more complicated than a romcom, I’m confused at what’s going on like at least 30% of the time.

If it’s some military espionage movie, it could go as high as 90% of the movie I don’t know what the fuck is going on.

dude, same


but i'd say it's more related to i just don't give a fuck about what i'm watching and just need to distract my brain from forming any sense of cohesion for the next two hours

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Madam, I'm Adam on March 20, 2023, 09:21:44 AM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on March 07, 2023, 04:14:22 PM

Quote from: Coastal Fever on March 07, 2023, 10:32:07 AM

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That’s hardly a confession, dude.  If we’re gonna simp over right wing women let’s at least pick unconventionally sexy ones… MTG or Roseanne or someone.

[close]

Ew.

How about some Kayleigh McEnany.

Lauren Boebert for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on March 24, 2023, 10:35:15 PM

I don’t think my penis works any more. Overall a plus for me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on March 25, 2023, 10:46:50 AM

Im afraid to get a massage because of my weird shoulder and back hair

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: live, laugh, love on April 04, 2023, 05:26:55 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on March 25, 2023, 10:46:50 AM

Im afraid to get a massage because of my weird shoulder and back hair

Get a waxing. And post pics.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sizzle on April 10, 2023, 04:17:37 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on March 25, 2023, 10:46:50 AM

Im afraid to get a massage because of my weird shoulder and back hair

I’ll shave it for you if you let me keep the hair

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fakie nollie on April 10, 2023, 04:23:02 PM

Quote from: Madam, I'm Adam on March 20, 2023, 09:21:44 AM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on March 07, 2023, 04:14:22 PM

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Quote from: Coastal Fever on March 07, 2023, 10:32:07 AM

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That’s hardly a confession, dude.  If we’re gonna simp over right wing women let’s at least pick unconventionally sexy ones… MTG or Roseanne or someone.

[close]

Ew.

How about some Kayleigh McEnany.

[close]

Lauren Boebert for me.

MY MAN. I just want to lay back with her in a field of green grass on a spring day wearing nothing but linen robes. I’ll yell at the sky for being blue with her.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Madam, I'm Adam on April 13, 2023, 06:41:23 AM

Quote from: fakie nollie on April 10, 2023, 04:23:02 PM

Quote from: Madam, I'm Adam on March 20, 2023, 09:21:44 AM

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Quote from: SneakySecrets on March 07, 2023, 04:14:22 PM

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Quote from: Coastal Fever on March 07, 2023, 10:32:07 AM

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That’s hardly a confession, dude.  If we’re gonna simp over right wing women let’s at least pick unconventionally sexy ones… MTG or Roseanne or someone.

[close]

Ew.

How about some Kayleigh McEnany.

[close]

Lauren Boebert for me.

[close]

MY MAN. I just want to lay back with her in a field of green grass on a spring day wearing nothing but linen robes. I’ll yell at the sky for being blue with her.

That’s deep. I’d be content with cumming all over her glasses.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on April 13, 2023, 02:29:53 PM

Quote from: Madam, I'm Adam on April 13, 2023, 06:41:23 AM

Quote from: fakie nollie on April 10, 2023, 04:23:02 PM

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Quote from: Madam, I'm Adam on March 20, 2023, 09:21:44 AM

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Quote from: SneakySecrets on March 07, 2023, 04:14:22 PM

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Quote from: Coastal Fever on March 07, 2023, 10:32:07 AM

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That’s hardly a confession, dude.  If we’re gonna simp over right wing women let’s at least pick unconventionally sexy ones… MTG or Roseanne or someone.

[close]

Ew.

How about some Kayleigh McEnany.

[close]

Lauren Boebert for me.

[close]

MY MAN. I just want to lay back with her in a field of green grass on a spring day wearing nothing but linen robes. I’ll yell at the sky for being blue with her.

[close]

That’s deep. I’d be content with cumming all over her glasses.

hahahaha jesus christ dude hell yeah

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on April 14, 2023, 06:35:25 AM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on April 13, 2023, 02:29:53 PM

Quote from: Madam, I'm Adam on April 13, 2023, 06:41:23 AM

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Quote from: fakie nollie on April 10, 2023, 04:23:02 PM

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Quote from: Madam, I'm Adam on March 20, 2023, 09:21:44 AM

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Quote from: SneakySecrets on March 07, 2023, 04:14:22 PM

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Quote from: Coastal Fever on March 07, 2023, 10:32:07 AM

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That’s hardly a confession, dude.  If we’re gonna simp over right wing women let’s at least pick unconventionally sexy ones… MTG or Roseanne or someone.

[close]

Ew.

How about some Kayleigh McEnany.

[close]

Lauren Boebert for me.

[close]

MY MAN. I just want to lay back with her in a field of green grass on a spring day wearing nothing but linen robes. I’ll yell at the sky for being blue with her.

[close]

That’s deep. I’d be content with cumming all over her glasses.

[close]

hahahaha jesus christ dude hell yeah

OMG I forgot this was the woman who's mom claimed Stan Lane was her father! But I'm not going to lie, I'd definitely be content with cumming on her glasses... If I had the time or talent, I'd make a photoshopped compilation of pixelized cum on her face while the Midnight Express theme plays in the background, the WCW version in particular.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Esquivel on April 25, 2023, 03:27:23 PM

Tonight I watched the new Jordan Maxham and Moose parts back to back. Maxham's was better, but I enjoyed Moose's too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matt_2993 on April 30, 2023, 06:48:11 AM

I think I got spiked with Adderall tonight of all things.  And thanks to tinder i later had a rich lady in the Hollywood hills eating my ass. Now I got high and almost having a panic attack thinking through all of tonight's events. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dental Dan on April 30, 2023, 05:22:02 PM

Hope your feeling better numbers matt. Shout out to ass eating Tinder ladies.

Things feel like a whirlwind these days but I'm happy? Can hardly tell which way is up. I'm surprised I can still tie my shoes. I think on some low level I'm succeeding and I'm terrified.
And the worst confession of them all - I used to post on here as abudabi...

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Sativa Lung on May 01, 2023, 12:22:29 AM

Quote from: Esquivel on April 25, 2023, 03:27:23 PM

Tonight I watched the new Jordan Maxham and Moose parts back to back. Maxham's was better, but I enjoyed Moose's too.

Im an unashamed moose sub on the tube. Always thought dude was gnarly (back 3 at Hollywood high) but it's cool to watch him do all the tech shit now. He's obviously reached a point where he's realized skating isn't gonna pay the bills unless he does it on his own and is trying to find his way in the new world, so I'm down with supporting that.

Just maybe stop skating with Jeff won song... I know you want to use his notoriety for views but that is not the right dude to be "collabing" with if you want anyone to take you seriously.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: adam22savage on May 01, 2023, 01:55:00 AM

Quote from: Dental Dan on April 30, 2023, 05:22:02 PM

Hope your feeling better numbers matt. Shout out to ass eating Tinder ladies.

Things feel like a whirlwind these days but I'm happy? Can hardly tell which way is up. I'm surprised I can still tie my shoes. I think on some low level I'm succeeding and I'm terrified.
And the worst confession of them all - I used to post on here as abudabi...

I thought you were alright, no? Hooman was the lame one. what was wrong, you just overposted? I do remember people hating abudabi but not really why.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Esquivel on May 08, 2023, 04:57:28 AM

Quote from: matt_2993 on April 30, 2023, 06:48:11 AM

I think I got spiked with Adderall tonight of all things.  And thanks to tinder i later had a rich lady in the Hollywood hills eating my ass tongue-punching the life gnar button. Now I got high and almost having a panic attack thinking through all of tonight's events.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on May 15, 2023, 07:18:19 PM

I’ve never owned an umbrella

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on May 16, 2023, 09:13:43 AM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on May 15, 2023, 07:18:19 PM

I’ve never owned an umbrella

no joke had this exact thought like two days ago


i've never done so many things

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matt_2993 on May 16, 2023, 09:17:33 PM

Never had a gf then eh?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on May 17, 2023, 08:36:21 AM

matt please stop yelling at me

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dental Dan on May 17, 2023, 12:45:39 PM

You really shouldn't use your girlfriend as an umbrella matt

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BurgerCop on May 18, 2023, 06:52:52 AM

Quote from: lazer69 on March 07, 2023, 04:39:10 PM

I'm sexually attracted to Casey Anthony

"Three-way with Casey Anthony and Jodi Arias" is a thought that has flashed through my mind more than once.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: secretvape on May 26, 2023, 09:00:38 AM

i quit skating and it feels nice, but now, who am i? is what i feel

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Peter Zagreus on June 01, 2023, 10:33:17 PM

Quote from: doublesteveburger on May 16, 2023, 09:13:43 AM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on May 15, 2023, 07:18:19 PM

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I’ve never owned an umbrella

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no joke had this exact thought like two days ago


i've never done so many things

I've also never owned an umbrella. Walking around in the rain with a bare head gives me a sense of pride.
Up until this year, I'd also never worn a suit (I'm 33).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Bill Salt on June 01, 2023, 10:58:56 PM

you should be out skating

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: OneMore on June 02, 2023, 10:30:19 AM

Quote from: secretvape on May 26, 2023, 09:00:38 AM

i quit skating and it feels nice, but now, who am i? is what i feel

You quit skating so you could join SLAP?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on June 03, 2023, 05:26:57 AM

Quote from: imbroken88 on June 03, 2023, 03:00:14 AM

about 3 years ago me and 3 of my friends got very fucked up on redbull vodkas and xanax,(we were all underage at the time about 19-20) we were walking around outside at like 4 am and we came across a lone car parked in an empty dark parking lot. it was a piece of shit like 2004 nissan maxima and it had a paper in the windshield that said they broke down and would be back for the car tomorrow. my friend ended up taking a shit on the hood of the car and slashing all of the tires on the car. ive never laughed so hard in my life.  dont lecture me i know its terrible

I also went through this phase at about this time.  My buddy and I would launch golf balls into a crowded mall parking lot and listen to the windshields shatter.  Took a couple dumps on some windshields.  Stuffed roadkill into the exhausts of people we thought deserved it.  Think about how bad a week-old possum smells inside a muffler of a 98 civic.  I was also stealing people’s mail and rummaging through unlocked vehicles at the time. 

My buddy would pick out the biggest, baddest dude he could and, like a field goal kicker, kick him in the ass as hard as he could and then run away through a maze of parked cars.

The adult mind recoils at all of this, but at the time it felt like fighting against the system.  I couldn’t even imagine habitating the mind of the person that would do this, but it was me. The follies of youth.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on June 03, 2023, 01:01:57 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on June 03, 2023, 05:26:57 AM

Quote from: imbroken88 on June 03, 2023, 03:00:14 AM

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about 3 years ago me and 3 of my friends got very fucked up on redbull vodkas and xanax,(we were all underage at the time about 19-20) we were walking around outside at like 4 am and we came across a lone car parked in an empty dark parking lot. it was a piece of shit like 2004 nissan maxima and it had a paper in the windshield that said they broke down and would be back for the car tomorrow. my friend ended up taking a shit on the hood of the car and slashing all of the tires on the car. ive never laughed so hard in my life.  dont lecture me i know its terrible

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I also went through this phase at about this time.  My buddy and I would launch golf balls into a crowded mall parking lot and listen to the windshields shatter.  Took a couple dumps on some windshields.  Stuffed roadkill into the exhausts of people we thought deserved it.  Think about how bad a week-old possum smells inside a muffler of a 98 civic.  I also stealing people’s mail and rummaging through unlocked vehicles at the time. 

My buddy would pick out the biggest, baddest dude he could and, like a field goal kicker, kick him in the ass as hard as he could and then run away through a maze of parked cars.

The adult mind recoils at all of this, but at the time it felt like fighting against the system.  I couldn’t even imagine habitating the mind of the person that would do this, but it was me. The follies of youth.

Ok, the rest I could abide, but as a federal employee of the United States Post Office, I can’t let this one slide. I’ve already contacted the postal inspection office and your local police department. Just turn yourself in with some dignity still intact.


I’m other news: Hi guys, I’m still the hopeless guy you know, love, hate, and/or are apathetic towards. Just saying I’m alive and still striking out on dating apps.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: tuesday on June 04, 2023, 01:02:33 AM

Good to see you post, L33t!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jim and Dan on June 26, 2023, 05:40:04 AM

I've got a crush on Nicole Hause.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matt_2993 on July 02, 2023, 12:00:47 AM

2am on a Saturday, 30 years old, playing lil uzi vert, playing fall guys. I confess

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dante Bichette on July 02, 2023, 02:22:49 PM

Quote from: KC_Rookie on May 18, 2023, 06:52:52 AM

Quote from: lazer69 on March 07, 2023, 04:39:10 PM

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I'm sexually attracted to Casey Anthony

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"Three-way with Casey Anthony and Jodi Arias" is a thought that has flashed through my mind more than once.

As crazy as that sounds I agree. As horrible as a person she may be can’t lie she looks good.

(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/FuWAxcSXgAEkeZ_.jpg)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fineslime on July 02, 2023, 07:08:03 PM

Quote from: Dante Bichette on July 02, 2023, 02:22:49 PM

Quote from: KC_Rookie on May 18, 2023, 06:52:52 AM

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Quote from: lazer69 on March 07, 2023, 04:39:10 PM

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I'm sexually attracted to Casey Anthony

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"Three-way with Casey Anthony and Jodi Arias" is a thought that has flashed through my mind more than once.

[close]

As crazy as that sounds I agree. As horrible as a person she may be can’t lie she looks good.

(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/FuWAxcSXgAEkeZ_.jpg)

Big ol white trash sugarcane fed Florida booty... take it from a Floridian, there's nothing quite like it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on July 18, 2023, 08:25:45 PM

Something about nighttime makes me more sad and I don’t know what to do about it. The internet is the only place I can share the feeling and it leads to more self destructive thoughts. I just don’t want want to be alone anymore. Also sex. I guess that would be nice too. Seriously thinking about creating a fund just for Tijuana hookers. Hopefully I can get through the emotional stuff with just my therapist. Maybe one of the prostitutes has a heart of gold and will listen to me. I don’t know how I feel about falling in love with a pro though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: BurgerCop on July 19, 2023, 01:05:19 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 18, 2023, 08:25:45 PM

Something about nighttime makes me more sad and I don’t know what to do about it. The internet is the only place I can share the feeling and it leads to more self destructive thoughts. I just don’t want want to be alone anymore. Also sex. I guess that would be nice too. Seriously thinking about creating a fund just for Tijuana hookers. Hopefully I can get through the emotional stuff with just my therapist. Maybe one of the prostitutes has a heart of gold and will listen to me. I don’t know how I feel about falling in love with a pro though.

Damn. You ever try Tinder or anything? I guess it sounds obvious and corny but it could work? I dated a girl I met on Tinder for 3 years, it's only a hookup app if you want a hookup, you can find relationships on there too.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: switchfakie on July 21, 2023, 06:06:39 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on July 18, 2023, 08:25:45 PM

Something about nighttime makes me more sad and I don’t know what to do about it. The internet is the only place I can share the feeling and it leads to more self destructive thoughts. I just don’t want want to be alone anymore. Also sex. I guess that would be nice too. Seriously thinking about creating a fund just for Tijuana hookers. Hopefully I can get through the emotional stuff with just my therapist. Maybe one of the prostitutes has a heart of gold and will listen to me. I don’t know how I feel about falling in love with a pro though.

stop watching porn dude, that will improve your life and confidence 1000%

if you have a hard time quitting, that just proves my point that its a problem in your life

talking to hookers is literally the dumbest thing ive ever heard. i know theyre people but thats some holden caulfield type depressed shit bro. and ive come to the conclusion that most men of this internet era are socially anxious/depressed due to their porn addiction

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: breezy_again on July 23, 2023, 08:38:26 AM

i just pooped out a softball

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: doublesteveburger on July 23, 2023, 02:20:41 PM

nice

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: breezy_again on July 24, 2023, 05:37:45 AM

felt pretty good, i can't lie

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: disclosed on July 25, 2023, 01:40:19 PM

in about one month i'll become a wizard. not my proudest accomplishment.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: turdtastic on July 25, 2023, 10:51:01 PM

Quote from: disclosed on July 25, 2023, 01:40:19 PM

in about one month i'll become a wizard. not my proudest accomplishment.

Real question, and pardon my ignorance, but if you’re being real; is this in Wicca or what type of practice/religion/something cool I don’t even know about…?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: disclosed on July 26, 2023, 08:41:18 AM

Quote from: turdtastic on July 25, 2023, 10:51:01 PM

Quote from: disclosed on July 25, 2023, 01:40:19 PM

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in about one month i'll become a wizard. not my proudest accomplishment.

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Real question, and pardon my ignorance, but if you’re being real; is this in Wicca or what type of practice/religion/something cool I don’t even know about…?

oh no. i wish it was that cool..
refering to an old meme about 30 year old virgins..

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: bob george on July 28, 2023, 02:52:33 AM

Quote from: disclosed on July 26, 2023, 08:41:18 AM

Quote from: turdtastic on July 25, 2023, 10:51:01 PM

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Quote from: disclosed on July 25, 2023, 01:40:19 PM

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in about one month i'll become a wizard. not my proudest accomplishment.

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Real question, and pardon my ignorance, but if you’re being real; is this in Wicca or what type of practice/religion/something cool I don’t even know about…?

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oh no. i wish it was that cool..
refering to an old meme about 30 year old virgins..

reading down the page my first thought was that you were a semi-self aware member of the KKK moving up in the ranks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on August 10, 2023, 11:59:11 AM

So... I've been hooking up with this girl who has commitment issues. She came from a toxic relationship that ended 4 months ago. She says she likes me and the sentiment is true, but we both hook up with other people (i admit i do it just to inflate my ego). When we're together it's great and I can see that what she feels is true. I'll be moving to another apartment and I'm having family issues, I feel like I'm in a transitional period. With that in mind, I decided to limit the relationship until the end of the year, but i'm so anxious. I really like her and I want her to work, but I don't know what to do for this thing work out... What do you guys have to say to me?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: thanksgiving on August 11, 2023, 05:41:05 PM

Quote from: brucewillis on August 10, 2023, 11:59:11 AM

So... I've been hooking up with this girl who has commitment issues. She came from a toxic relationship that ended 4 months ago. She says she likes me and the sentiment is true, but we both hook up with other people (i admit i do it just to inflate my ego). When we're together it's great and I can see that what she feels is true. I'll be moving to another apartment and I'm having family issues, I feel like I'm in a transitional period. With that in mind, I decided to limit the relationship until the end of the year, but i'm so anxious. I really like her and I want her to work, but I don't know what to do for this thing work out... What do you guys have to say to me?

show her this post

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on August 14, 2023, 05:25:13 AM

Quote from: thanksgiving on August 11, 2023, 05:41:05 PM

Quote from: brucewillis on August 10, 2023, 11:59:11 AM

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So... I've been hooking up with this girl who has commitment issues. She came from a toxic relationship that ended 4 months ago. She says she likes me and the sentiment is true, but we both hook up with other people (i admit i do it just to inflate my ego). When we're together it's great and I can see that what she feels is true. I'll be moving to another apartment and I'm having family issues, I feel like I'm in a transitional period. With that in mind, I decided to limit the relationship until the end of the year, but i'm so anxious. I really like her and I want her to work, but I don't know what to do for this thing work out... What do you guys have to say to me?

[close]

show her this post

I don't know if it is the right thing to do

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Coastal Fever on August 14, 2023, 09:04:52 AM

Turn the post into song lyrics and serenade her with it outside her bedroom window.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: toe_knee on August 14, 2023, 11:37:25 AM

Quote from: brucewillis on August 10, 2023, 11:59:11 AM

So... I've been hooking up with this girl who has commitment issues. She came from a toxic relationship that ended 4 months ago. She says she likes me and the sentiment is true, but we both hook up with other people (i admit i do it just to inflate my ego). When we're together it's great and I can see that what she feels is true. I'll be moving to another apartment and I'm having family issues, I feel like I'm in a transitional period. With that in mind, I decided to limit the relationship until the end of the year, but i'm so anxious. I really like her and I want her to work, but I don't know what to do for this thing work out... What do you guys have to say to me?

I’m gonna tell you this from experience, if she wants to be with you she will, transitional period or not, also really concentrate on yourself and making your life better, put your head down and really work on yourself, wether that’s going to therapy, skating, picking up another hobby, spending time with people that actually want you around, there is nothing more unattractive than someone that doesn’t have their own life and is constantly looking for validation through other people or things, the way you make this sounds is like you are wanting a relationship or something real and she doesn’t wanna really commit so something solid, which is fine, but if you aren’t comfortable with not being exclusive then you shouldn’t have to change that aspect of your life just to be with someone, this is just my two cents and it should be taken with a grain of salt

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on August 15, 2023, 05:25:06 AM

Quote from: toe_knee on August 14, 2023, 11:37:25 AM

Quote from: brucewillis on August 10, 2023, 11:59:11 AM

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So... I've been hooking up with this girl who has commitment issues. She came from a toxic relationship that ended 4 months ago. She says she likes me and the sentiment is true, but we both hook up with other people (i admit i do it just to inflate my ego). When we're together it's great and I can see that what she feels is true. I'll be moving to another apartment and I'm having family issues, I feel like I'm in a transitional period. With that in mind, I decided to limit the relationship until the end of the year, but i'm so anxious. I really like her and I want her to work, but I don't know what to do for this thing work out... What do you guys have to say to me?

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I’m gonna tell you this from experience, if she wants to be with you she will, transitional period or not, also really concentrate on yourself and making your life better, put your head down and really work on yourself, wether that’s going to therapy, skating, picking up another hobby, spending time with people that actually want you around, there is nothing more unattractive than someone that doesn’t have their own life and is constantly looking for validation through other people or things, the way you make this sounds is like you are wanting a relationship or something real and she doesn’t wanna really commit so something solid, which is fine, but if you aren’t comfortable with not being exclusive then you shouldn’t have to change that aspect of your life just to be with someone, this is just my two cents and it should be taken with a grain of salt

That's actually a great piece of advice.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wahwahwah on September 07, 2023, 04:22:19 AM

I havent been sober for longer than a day in months. I started smoking weed and fucking fell in love. I cannot go a day without smoking or drinking. On top of that I just started my studies and cuz im a youngbuck living by myself is a challenge too. Being fucked up everyday does not help getting trough school, work and life, but i still cant see myself being sober.

Also I really cant talk about this shit with anyone, I only got a handfull of friends most of them couldnt give a fuck and my relationship with my parrents is fucked.

Running out of funds is gonna happen at some point too. Weed and beer is hella expencive in finland.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Easy Slider on September 07, 2023, 07:18:13 AM

Quote from: wahwahwah on September 07, 2023, 04:22:19 AM

I havent been sober for longer than a day in months. I started smoking weed and fucking fell in love. I cannot go a day without smoking or drinking. On top of that I just started my studies and cuz im a youngbuck living by myself is a challenge too. Being fucked up everyday does not help getting trough school, work and life, but i still cant see myself being sober.

Also I really cant talk about this shit with anyone, I only got a handfull of friends most of them couldnt give a fuck and my relationship with my parrents is fucked.

Running out of funds is gonna happen at some point too. Weed and beer is hella expencive in finland.

Check out the Sobriety thread, other pals are struggling with these issues or can give advice and support.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Paco Supreme on September 18, 2023, 01:07:43 AM

Having people dependant on me is something I never asked for.

Being kicked out of my place, have to shelter these two as well as myself.

There are days I wish my family weren’t mine and I could start the life I’ve been denied.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: kook1234 on September 18, 2023, 07:29:42 PM

Quote from: Paco Supreme on September 18, 2023, 01:07:43 AM

Having people dependant on me is something I never asked for.

Being kicked out of my place, have to shelter these two as well as myself.

There are days I wish my family weren’t mine and I could start the life I’ve been denied.

Quote

Givers need to set limits because takers rarely do.

I don’t know your circumstances but I’d suggest reading up on boundaries if you aren’t familiar

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: FandomCereal on September 22, 2023, 06:11:10 AM

I lied to my mom the other day over some pointless shit. I think I have a problem. I also smoke weed and vape (loser moments). I've been skating for 2 months and I still can't do flip tricks.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: scab on September 22, 2023, 07:19:17 AM

Quote from: FandomCereal on September 22, 2023, 06:11:10 AM

I lied to my mom the other day over some pointless shit. I think I have a problem. I also smoke weed and vape (loser moments). I've been skating for 2 months and I still can't do flip tricks.

I can't speak to the other stuff you mentioned, but you definitely shouldn't beat yourself up over this. It took me over 18 months of dedicated skating to land my first kickflip. This shit is hard.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on September 22, 2023, 08:45:06 AM

Quote from: scab on September 22, 2023, 07:19:17 AM

Quote from: FandomCereal on September 22, 2023, 06:11:10 AM

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I lied to my mom the other day over some pointless shit. I think I have a problem. I also smoke weed and vape (loser moments). I've been skating for 2 months and I still can't do flip tricks.

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I can't speak to the other stuff you mentioned, but you definitely shouldn't beat yourself up over this. It took me over 18 months of dedicated skating to land my first kickflip. This shit is hard.

Oh man. It took me a few years to get flip tricks.

Taken that I skated alone and would spend hours practicing on flat not rolling.

I did get them down during the pandemic but lost them once I had to go back physically to work.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: FandomCereal on September 22, 2023, 09:16:56 AM

good to know i don't suck as hard as i thought i did. at least i can ollie after 2 months on flat (starting to get moving ones)

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dojsha Abuser on October 03, 2023, 09:23:50 PM

I still smoke resin. Anyone else?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on October 16, 2023, 12:47:45 PM

Quote from: brucewillis on August 10, 2023, 11:59:11 AM

So... I've been hooking up with this girl who has commitment issues. She came from a toxic relationship that ended 4 months ago. She says she likes me and the sentiment is true, but we both hook up with other people (i admit i do it just to inflate my ego). When we're together it's great and I can see that what she feels is true. I'll be moving to another apartment and I'm having family issues, I feel like I'm in a transitional period. With that in mind, I decided to limit the relationship until the end of the year, but i'm so anxious. I really like her and I want her to work, but I don't know what to do for this thing work out... What do you guys have to say to me?

Yeah it didn't worked out

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: L33Tg33k on October 17, 2023, 12:15:50 AM

I went to a strip club. It was an experiment. I wanted to see if strippers just mad me sad. Turns out they do. Boner achieved though.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mrselfdestruct on October 17, 2023, 10:06:41 AM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 17, 2023, 12:15:50 AM

I went to a strip club. It was an experiment. I wanted to see if strippers just mad me sad. Turns out they do. Boner achieved though.

real

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: IUTSM on October 18, 2023, 12:10:50 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 17, 2023, 12:15:50 AM

I went to a strip club. It was an experiment. I wanted to see if strippers just mad me sad. Turns out they do. Boner achieved though.

I dated a gal that was a stripper and who lived in this big old Victorian house with a bunch of other strippers. It was a pretty cool scene to briefly be a part of, or rather invited into. They were all mostly students working as strippers and all that contemporary sex work sorta thing.

But, where I grew up, many of my buddies sisters became strippers and developed or had issues seemingly (stereo)typical of strippers or poor people in general such as drugs, abuse, trauma, etc. strip clubs around here are definitely depressing places

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dojsha Abuser on October 18, 2023, 01:28:39 PM

Quote from: IusedToSkateMore on October 18, 2023, 12:10:50 PM

Quote from: L33Tg33k on October 17, 2023, 12:15:50 AM

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I went to a strip club. It was an experiment. I wanted to see if strippers just mad me sad. Turns out they do. Boner achieved though.

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I dated a gal that was a stripper and who lived in this big old Victorian house with a bunch of other strippers. It was a pretty cool scene to briefly be a part of, or rather invited into. They were all mostly students working as strippers and all that contemporary sex work sorta thing.

But, where I grew up, many of my buddies sisters became strippers and developed or had issues seemingly (stereo)typical of strippers or poor people in general such as drugs, abuse, trauma, etc. strip clubs around here are definitely depressing places

sound cool, but kinda sad. where you from?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uncle Flea on October 18, 2023, 02:16:43 PM

Quote from: Jim and Dan on June 26, 2023, 05:40:04 AM

I've got a crush on Nicole Hause.

I back it.


I skate better without cut bushings.....


 but it's not as fun.

I can barely get on bench these days. I've lost 2/3 of my total pop I guess. If 3 benchs is a 180 over a tennis net maybe.

For some reason now thinking 3 benches is talker and you gotta invisible jump ramp yeah right style.

But I think that had to be 4 benches. I fuckin dislike most of that video. I think it's because products was at an all time low and video production was way way too high.

Shut up and skate. - coolest team ever in skatebloarding after like Alva 18 and DTS. And alien. Hmmm flip.

I'd say zorlac was the 80s version of flip (death box) Texans destroyed all almost. So did all those British kids.

We talking the cream of the crop

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mrselfdestruct on November 09, 2023, 06:20:27 AM

she waited over 2 years and now im back but she isnt right now. advice? shes the only woman i have genuinely cared about. help please!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: wahwahwah on November 13, 2023, 02:49:25 AM

Quote from: Easy Slider on September 07, 2023, 07:18:13 AM

Quote from: wahwahwah on September 07, 2023, 04:22:19 AM

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I havent been sober for longer than a day in months. I started smoking weed and fucking fell in love. I cannot go a day without smoking or drinking. On top of that I just started my studies and cuz im a youngbuck living by myself is a challenge too. Being fucked up everyday does not help getting trough school, work and life, but i still cant see myself being sober.

Also I really cant talk about this shit with anyone, I only got a handfull of friends most of them couldnt give a fuck and my relationship with my parrents is fucked.

Running out of funds is gonna happen at some point too. Weed and beer is hella expencive in finland.

[close]

Check out the Sobriety thread, other pals are struggling with these issues or can give advice and support.

Reading it actually helped a lot now im a week sober and going on strong feeling a lot better also going to therapy helped a lot too

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Baglady on November 13, 2023, 02:07:26 PM

Coming up 3 years sober from alcohol.
Tbh I’m inching closer everyday to a severe relapse.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Jewel Runner on November 14, 2023, 09:47:54 AM

Quote from: Baglady on November 13, 2023, 02:07:26 PM

Coming up 3 years sober from alcohol.
Tbh I’m inching closer everyday to a severe relapse.

Nooooo don't do it

You've been off it for 1000 (ONE THOUSAND) days!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Easy Slider on November 14, 2023, 10:33:02 AM

Quote from: Baglady on November 13, 2023, 02:07:26 PM

Coming up 3 years sober from alcohol.
Tbh I’m inching closer everyday to a severe relapse.

Don't. I know the feeling, but really bro, it would be a shame. Stay strong.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fineslime on November 15, 2023, 05:41:50 PM

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So... I've been hooking up with this girl who has commitment issues. She came from a toxic relationship that ended 4 months ago. She says she likes me and the sentiment is true, but we both hook up with other people (i admit i do it just to inflate my ego). When we're together it's great and I can see that what she feels is true. I'll be moving to another apartment and I'm having family issues, I feel like I'm in a transitional period. With that in mind, I decided to limit the relationship until the end of the year, but i'm so anxious. I really like her and I want her to work, but I don't know what to do for this thing work out... What do you guys have to say to me?

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Yeah it didn't worked out

@brucewillis - what ended up happening, if you don't mind me asking? I related a lot to your post. I've been in a transitional period this past year and it's kept me from trying to date or get into a relationship. I hope you're okay with how everything went down!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Baglady on November 16, 2023, 01:17:34 PM

Thank you
@jewelrunner and @Easyslider
Much love. I hear you. I have those days and sometimes quickly justify falling off the wagon but some affirmations always help. And kind words like I read here.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: brucewillis on November 16, 2023, 03:01:33 PM

Quote from: fineslime on November 15, 2023, 05:41:50 PM

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So... I've been hooking up with this girl who has commitment issues. She came from a toxic relationship that ended 4 months ago. She says she likes me and the sentiment is true, but we both hook up with other people (i admit i do it just to inflate my ego). When we're together it's great and I can see that what she feels is true. I'll be moving to another apartment and I'm having family issues, I feel like I'm in a transitional period. With that in mind, I decided to limit the relationship until the end of the year, but i'm so anxious. I really like her and I want her to work, but I don't know what to do for this thing work out... What do you guys have to say to me?

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Yeah it didn't worked out

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@brucewillis - what ended up happening, if you don't mind me asking? I related a lot to your post. I've been in a transitional period this past year and it's kept me from trying to date or get into a relationship. I hope you're okay with how everything went down!

@fineslime Well... It lasted just over three months. She reconnected with her ex, it turns out they both had unfinished business. To be honest I don't know if they are back together. She blocked me right after she "broke up" with me, our relastionship didn't have a label (which really bothered me). Soon after, I ended up going out with my high school crush and we continued to see each other. We've been dating for a month now and it's been wonderful, I see reciprocity and now I know what it's like to not be the only one trying to make the relationship work. Looking back I think I had an unhealthy obsession with making things work with the other girl, now i can also see all her toxic and manipulative traits. I'm very glad with your concern my friend, makes me feel hugged! Everything is great here, I'm in love with someone who also truly loves me! Feel free to DM me if you want to talk about your situation and i also hope everything turn out the best for you, much love homie!

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Creachteach on November 21, 2023, 10:16:32 AM

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I havent been sober for longer than a day in months. I started smoking weed and fucking fell in love. I cannot go a day without smoking or drinking. On top of that I just started my studies and cuz im a youngbuck living by myself is a challenge too. Being fucked up everyday does not help getting trough school, work and life, but i still cant see myself being sober.

Also I really cant talk about this shit with anyone, I only got a handfull of friends most of them couldnt give a fuck and my relationship with my parrents is fucked.

Running out of funds is gonna happen at some point too. Weed and beer is hella expencive in finland.

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Check out the Sobriety thread, other pals are struggling with these issues or can give advice and support.

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Reading it actually helped a lot now im a week sober and going on strong feeling a lot better also going to therapy helped a lot too

Is that you mr. Seppänen?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DOOMSDAY on November 21, 2023, 10:02:15 PM

My fiancee of a year and girlfriend of 3 years prior (4 years total) left me about a month and a half ago, and I'm completely fucked from it. I've been through break-ups and shit before, I've been suffering from clinical depression since I was a teenager, became addicted to Adderall and nearly overdosed twice, shit I attempted to take my own life at 18, but I'd honestly rather be dead than feel the way I have from this.

I started skating more again, and getting back on my mountain bike, but it all feels so empty. I know that I need to be. doing things I love for myself, I've been spending as much time as possible with friends and family, and allowing myself to feel and process the emotions I've been feeling; all the stuff you're supposed to do.

But to be honest, I'm just fucking tired of it. I've nearly relapsed several times, I'm smoking copious amounts of weed, nothing brings me any joy anymore, and I feel like the things I am doing are just a form of passive suicidal ideation. Because I don't want to take my own life and cause the people I love pain and suffering, but I want someone to take the pain and suffering away from me.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: EAT PUSSY! on November 22, 2023, 06:56:32 AM

Quote from: DOOMSDAY on November 21, 2023, 10:02:15 PM

My fiancee of a year and girlfriend of 3 years prior (4 years total) left me about a month and a half ago, and I'm completely fucked from it. I've been through break-ups and shit before, I've been suffering from clinical depression since I was a teenager, became addicted to Adderall and nearly overdosed twice, shit I attempted to take my own life at 18, but I'd honestly rather be dead than feel the way I have from this.

I started skating more again, and getting back on my mountain bike, but it all feels so empty. I know that I need to be. doing things I love for myself, I've been spending as much time as possible with friends and family, and allowing myself to feel and process the emotions I've been feeling; all the stuff you're supposed to do.

But to be honest, I'm just fucking tired of it. I've nearly relapsed several times, I'm smoking copious amounts of weed, nothing brings me any joy anymore, and I feel like the things I am doing are just a form of passive suicidal ideation. Because I don't want to take my own life and cause the people I love pain and suffering, but I want someone to take the pain and suffering away from me.

been to break up recently also, these stoic videos are the best things i found so far

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YhYVdeXvLYg

specially this part: https://youtu.be/YhYVdeXvLYg?si=RIHYtCiiRHesSuxM&t=620

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: DOOMSDAY on November 22, 2023, 08:52:36 AM

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My fiancee of a year and girlfriend of 3 years prior (4 years total) left me about a month and a half ago, and I'm completely fucked from it. I've been through break-ups and shit before, I've been suffering from clinical depression since I was a teenager, became addicted to Adderall and nearly overdosed twice, shit I attempted to take my own life at 18, but I'd honestly rather be dead than feel the way I have from this.

I started skating more again, and getting back on my mountain bike, but it all feels so empty. I know that I need to be. doing things I love for myself, I've been spending as much time as possible with friends and family, and allowing myself to feel and process the emotions I've been feeling; all the stuff you're supposed to do.

But to be honest, I'm just fucking tired of it. I've nearly relapsed several times, I'm smoking copious amounts of weed, nothing brings me any joy anymore, and I feel like the things I am doing are just a form of passive suicidal ideation. Because I don't want to take my own life and cause the people I love pain and suffering, but I want someone to take the pain and suffering away from me.

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been to break up recently also, these stoic videos are the best things i found so far

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YhYVdeXvLYg

specially this part: https://youtu.be/YhYVdeXvLYg?si=RIHYtCiiRHesSuxM&t=620

Thank you so much for this, it’s so fucking tough to avoid being self-destructive. I’ll be giving this a listen throughout my day

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Allen. on November 27, 2023, 09:29:44 AM

Quote from: Baglady on November 13, 2023, 02:07:26 PM

Coming up 3 years sober from alcohol.
Tbh I’m inching closer everyday to a severe relapse.

The fact that you’re aware of it is better than nothing. Just please, think about all of the clarity and what not sobriety has (presumably) brought you. I believe in you.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Kumiko on December 26, 2023, 08:46:19 AM

Sometimes I wish the people I'm closest with would do something horrible to me so I could cut contact with everyone and move some place where no one knows me. I wouldn't even want to "start over" or anything like that. I'd just want to eke out a quiet lil life free of responsibility and obligation. But I also kinda did that once already and was horribly depressed and lonely. I guess I just miss having so much time to myself and interests sometimes.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Skibb on December 26, 2023, 10:39:38 PM

Quote from: Kumiko on December 26, 2023, 08:46:19 AM

Sometimes I wish the people I'm closest with would do something horrible to me so I could cut contact with everyone and move some place where no one knows me. I wouldn't even want to "start over" or anything like that. I'd just want to eke out a quiet lil life free of responsibility and obligation. But I also kinda did that once already and was horribly depressed and lonely. I guess I just miss having so much time to myself and interests sometimes.

Why do you feel your close ones stop you from having time to yourself? We talking kids here? Friends/family?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Blind Fisherman on December 27, 2023, 01:56:00 PM

I've come to realize I only really post on here when I'm in the midst of a depressive episode. I feel like I have an easier time voicing my opinions here when I'm in that way because, in my mind while spiraling, none of this shit really matters and I see the futility in it all. I can let my guard down for once, but what is it worth if it's only while I'm on a downswing?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Kumiko on December 27, 2023, 04:08:56 PM

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Sometimes I wish the people I'm closest with would do something horrible to me so I could cut contact with everyone and move some place where no one knows me. I wouldn't even want to "start over" or anything like that. I'd just want to eke out a quiet lil life free of responsibility and obligation. But I also kinda did that once already and was horribly depressed and lonely. I guess I just miss having so much time to myself and interests sometimes.

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Why do you feel your close ones stop you from having time to yourself? We talking kids here? Friends/family?

I wouldn't say they stop me from having time to myself, just that I don't have as much time as when I was single and friendless and there's a small part of me that misses being totally free and unknown. I certainly don't prefer it to what I've got going now - I just get caught up in "grass is greener" kind of thinking even though I've been on both sides of the fence now.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: xandeo on January 08, 2024, 03:44:50 AM

Just go traveling by yourself for a week or two (if you can get away). I'm busy as hell with small kids, friends and general social life (kids and their program fill up the weekends pretty fast), but I also travel 50% of my work time and after a day or two I actually start missing (and appreciate) the craziness/busy life back home. It's nice to belong. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Garbage Collector on January 10, 2024, 04:34:38 PM

ive been skating for 13 years, put out footy and got sorta flow, moved cities and picked up a trade, but still… all i can think about is skateboarding and i still feel like the biggest poser, getting vibed out by 16 year olds in baggy pants.

its probably self esteem related but i dont feel like a “skateboarder” and dont think i get to call myself one. i feel identity-less still , like when i had first started.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: T4T on January 11, 2024, 02:32:52 AM

One time I took my car to the garage because my headlights were dim, had put in brand new ultra-bright bulbs and it barely helped. The young guy I was explaining the issue to said "let me have a look" then wiped both the headlights with a microfibre cloth. He then said "T4T, mate, they're filthy. Nothing wrong with them"

I've never felt more stupid in all my life.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fineslime on January 11, 2024, 06:40:36 PM

Quote from: Garbage Collector on January 10, 2024, 04:34:38 PM

ive been skating for 13 years, put out footy and got sorta flow, moved cities and picked up a trade, but still… all i can think about is skateboarding and i still feel like the biggest poser, getting vibed out by 16 year olds in baggy pants.

its probably self esteem related but i dont feel like a “skateboarder” and dont think i get to call myself one. i feel identity-less still , like when i had first started.

much like Groove, skateboarding is in the heart. I don't skate much at all these days because of a knee injury, but I'm 20+ years deep and I am a skateboarder above all else.

try not to overthink it <3

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: turdtastic on January 12, 2024, 11:14:19 AM

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ive been skating for 13 years, put out footy and got sorta flow, moved cities and picked up a trade, but still… all i can think about is skateboarding and i still feel like the biggest poser, getting vibed out by 16 year olds in baggy pants.

its probably self esteem related but i dont feel like a “skateboarder” and dont think i get to call myself one. i feel identity-less still , like when i had first started.

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much like Groove, skateboarding is in the heart. I don't skate much at all these days because of a knee injury, but I'm 20+ years deep and I am a skateboarder above all else.

try not to overthink it <3

I feel this, hawrd.
75% of my life I’ve been loving skateboarding, even though I’ve always been shit at it and unfortunately do it less and less these days.
It’s informed so much of my tastes/perspective in life, I don’t know how else to identify; other than as a big turd…

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Garbage Collector on January 12, 2024, 06:08:55 PM

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ive been skating for 13 years, put out footy and got sorta flow, moved cities and picked up a trade, but still… all i can think about is skateboarding and i still feel like the biggest poser, getting vibed out by 16 year olds in baggy pants.

its probably self esteem related but i dont feel like a “skateboarder” and dont think i get to call myself one. i feel identity-less still , like when i had first started.

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much like Groove, skateboarding is in the heart. I don't skate much at all these days because of a knee injury, but I'm 20+ years deep and I am a skateboarder above all else.

try not to overthink it <3

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I feel this, hawrd.
75% of my life I’ve been loving skateboarding, even though I’ve always been shit at it and unfortunately do it less and less these days.
It’s informed so much of my tastes/perspective in life, I don’t know how else to identify; other than as a big turd…

turdberder

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on January 17, 2024, 04:51:40 PM

Whenever I tell a barber/hair stylist how I’d like my hair, I always just tell them “whatever you want” and just see what happens. 

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mynameisnotjeff on January 21, 2024, 09:12:43 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on January 17, 2024, 04:51:40 PM

Whenever I tell a barber/hair stylist how I’d like my hair, I always just tell them “whatever you want” and just see what happens.

I've been burned by this and it's rough.

Now to add on to the topic:
I get a comb over and have dabbled with fades.

I have hot dog neck and it's the only thing stopping me from getting them again.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Madam, I'm Adam on January 23, 2024, 08:16:01 AM

Quote from: Garbage Collector on January 10, 2024, 04:34:38 PM

ive been skating for 13 years, put out footy and got sorta flow, moved cities and picked up a trade, but still… all i can think about is skateboarding and i still feel like the biggest poser, getting vibed out by 16 year olds in baggy pants.

its probably self esteem related but i dont feel like a “skateboarder” and dont think i get to call myself one. i feel identity-less still , like when i had first started.

Dude, 13 years deep, footage, flow, still skating - anybody who doesn't think you skate or vibes you out is a complete moron.

I get how as you get older you may feel less attuned to whatever cultural elements of skating are in place at the moment, which can in turn influence your identity, but I would say just the fact that you're skating and enjoying it is the important thing.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mrselfdestruct on January 25, 2024, 08:54:30 AM

my balls itch

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Garbage Collector on January 28, 2024, 03:41:21 AM

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ive been skating for 13 years, put out footy and got sorta flow, moved cities and picked up a trade, but still… all i can think about is skateboarding and i still feel like the biggest poser, getting vibed out by 16 year olds in baggy pants.

its probably self esteem related but i dont feel like a “skateboarder” and dont think i get to call myself one. i feel identity-less still , like when i had first started.

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Dude, 13 years deep, footage, flow, still skating - anybody who doesn't think you skate or vibes you out is a complete moron.

I get how as you get older you may feel less attuned to whatever cultural elements of skating are in place at the moment, which can in turn influence your identity, but I would say just the fact that you're skating and enjoying it is the important thing.

yeah you hit the nail on the head. im in a “career” trade job now, and even though ive always worked 5 day a week, i feel so unsynced from skating sometimes cuz i still see homies chasing the bag when i go on social media and im in a completely diff world now. im 26, and im tired of check to check. maybe thats just becoming an adult.


i dont understand why sometimes skaters seeing setting yourself up for a good future as a bad thing or giving up. maybe its not just skating and this happens to a lot of friend groups tho.  i wish i met more like minded people that just wanna do the thing and have their shit together lol. at some age it stops being cool to be a burnout. im not on some A Tate shit but its annoying to hear a friend that works 2 days a week complain about money

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Easy Slider on January 28, 2024, 03:50:17 AM

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ive been skating for 13 years, put out footy and got sorta flow, moved cities and picked up a trade, but still… all i can think about is skateboarding and i still feel like the biggest poser, getting vibed out by 16 year olds in baggy pants.

its probably self esteem related but i dont feel like a “skateboarder” and dont think i get to call myself one. i feel identity-less still , like when i had first started.

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Dude, 13 years deep, footage, flow, still skating - anybody who doesn't think you skate or vibes you out is a complete moron.

I get how as you get older you may feel less attuned to whatever cultural elements of skating are in place at the moment, which can in turn influence your identity, but I would say just the fact that you're skating and enjoying it is the important thing.

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yeah you hit the nail on the head. im in a “career” trade job now, and even though ive always worked 5 day a week, i feel so unsynced from skating sometimes cuz i still see homies chasing the bag when i go on social media and im in a completely diff world now. im 26, and im tired of check to check. maybe thats just becoming an adult.


i dont understand why sometimes skaters seeing setting yourself up for a good future as a bad thing or giving up. maybe its not just skating and this happens to a lot of friend groups tho.  i wish i met more like minded people that just wanna do the thing and have their shit together lol. at some age it stops being cool to be a burnout. im not on some A Tate shit but its annoying to hear a friend that works 2 days a week complain about money

What are you doing in the old dude thread, young buck? Don‘t waste your time with social media or dudes vibing you. Go to work, get paid, skate in the evening or morning and on the weekends. You are doing good bro.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Garbage Collector on January 28, 2024, 11:02:12 AM

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ive been skating for 13 years, put out footy and got sorta flow, moved cities and picked up a trade, but still… all i can think about is skateboarding and i still feel like the biggest poser, getting vibed out by 16 year olds in baggy pants.

its probably self esteem related but i dont feel like a “skateboarder” and dont think i get to call myself one. i feel identity-less still , like when i had first started.

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Dude, 13 years deep, footage, flow, still skating - anybody who doesn't think you skate or vibes you out is a complete moron.

I get how as you get older you may feel less attuned to whatever cultural elements of skating are in place at the moment, which can in turn influence your identity, but I would say just the fact that you're skating and enjoying it is the important thing.

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yeah you hit the nail on the head. im in a “career” trade job now, and even though ive always worked 5 day a week, i feel so unsynced from skating sometimes cuz i still see homies chasing the bag when i go on social media and im in a completely diff world now. im 26, and im tired of check to check. maybe thats just becoming an adult.


i dont understand why sometimes skaters seeing setting yourself up for a good future as a bad thing or giving up. maybe its not just skating and this happens to a lot of friend groups tho.  i wish i met more like minded people that just wanna do the thing and have their shit together lol. at some age it stops being cool to be a burnout. im not on some A Tate shit but its annoying to hear a friend that works 2 days a week complain about money

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What are you doing in the old dude thread, young buck? Don‘t waste your time with social media or dudes vibing you. Go to work, get paid, skate in the evening or morning and on the weekends. You are doing good bro.

well i relate more to you “old dudes” who wanna do their thing and dont have time for the bullshit and imo youre not old till you quit skating lol! but thanks guys appreciate you all on here

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: somethingmustbreaknow on January 29, 2024, 10:50:17 PM

after skateboarding for nearly 24 years, i don't know anything about wheelbase. and i don't want this to change, ever.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Prostate Exam on January 30, 2024, 06:34:18 AM

Today I had to help out one of my coworkers with some software stuff. His office is wall to wall with the toilets and turns out, you can hear pretty much everything that happens in those toilets from where he sits. He basically sits back to back with whoever is taking a shit. So if I heard a guy just quietly coughing in there I wonder what else he could hear whenever I was taking a shit there.

I usually unleash total anal assault on these toilets whenever I raided the All-You-Can-Eat Indian buffet the day before.

Now I can barely look the guy in the eye

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hmmoookay on February 02, 2024, 09:19:54 AM

Quote from: somethingmustbreaknow on January 29, 2024, 10:50:17 PM

after skateboarding for nearly 24 years, i don't know anything about wheelbase. and i don't want this to change, ever.

if it ain't broke

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: fakie nollie on February 02, 2024, 04:40:03 PM

Quote from: somethingmustbreaknow on January 29, 2024, 10:50:17 PM

after skateboarding for nearly 24 years, i don't know anything about wheelbase. and i don't want this to change, ever.

It’s the biggest burden once you go down the rabbit hole. Ignorance is bliss

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Owen on February 05, 2024, 03:45:23 AM

Quote from: Prostate Exam on January 30, 2024, 06:34:18 AM

Today I had to help out one of my coworkers with some software stuff. His office is wall to wall with the toilets and turns out, you can hear pretty much everything that happens in those toilets from where he sits. He basically sits back to back with whoever is taking a shit. So if I heard a guy just quietly coughing in there I wonder what else he could hear whenever I was taking a shit there.

I usually unleash total anal assault on these toilets whenever I raided the All-You-Can-Eat Indian buffet the day before.

Now I can barely look the guy in the eye

Sounds like he is giving you an audible prostate exam

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mj23 on February 07, 2024, 04:11:33 PM

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ive been skating for 13 years, put out footy and got sorta flow, moved cities and picked up a trade, but still… all i can think about is skateboarding and i still feel like the biggest poser, getting vibed out by 16 year olds in baggy pants.

its probably self esteem related but i dont feel like a “skateboarder” and dont think i get to call myself one. i feel identity-less still , like when i had first started.

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Dude, 13 years deep, footage, flow, still skating - anybody who doesn't think you skate or vibes you out is a complete moron.

I get how as you get older you may feel less attuned to whatever cultural elements of skating are in place at the moment, which can in turn influence your identity, but I would say just the fact that you're skating and enjoying it is the important thing.

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yeah you hit the nail on the head. im in a “career” trade job now, and even though ive always worked 5 day a week, i feel so unsynced from skating sometimes cuz i still see homies chasing the bag when i go on social media and im in a completely diff world now. im 26, and im tired of check to check. maybe thats just becoming an adult.


i dont understand why sometimes skaters seeing setting yourself up for a good future as a bad thing or giving up. maybe its not just skating and this happens to a lot of friend groups tho.  i wish i met more like minded people that just wanna do the thing and have their shit together lol. at some age it stops being cool to be a burnout. im not on some A Tate shit but its annoying to hear a friend that works 2 days a week complain about money

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What are you doing in the old dude thread, young buck? Don‘t waste your time with social media or dudes vibing you. Go to work, get paid, skate in the evening or morning and on the weekends. You are doing good bro.

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well i relate more to you “old dudes” who wanna do their thing and dont have time for the bullshit and imo youre not old till you quit skating lol! but thanks guys appreciate you all on here

There’s a lot of cultural pressure to act like your mid-20s are the best years of your life but the “quarter-life crisis” is definitely real. When I was that age I also opted to get my act together and had FOMO for a while while my friends were still partying a lot and/or chasing various pursuits that don’t really pay (music, skating, art, etc). Over the last ten years or so it’s been crazy to see who really “made it” in their field, who decided to get a little more serious, and who did neither. It definitely didn’t always go the way I would have predicted.

Anyway, the older you get the more respect you get at skate spots. You’re at the toughest point right now because people expect it to be your “prime” but if you still skate after 30 people are generally just impressed you kept going. Even if you totally suck.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: SneakySecrets on February 09, 2024, 07:00:59 PM

I CANT PEE IF THERE IS A STRANGER STARING AT MY BACK




There.  I said it.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: jgonzalez on February 09, 2024, 07:13:31 PM

I used to pee by pulling my pants entirely down as a kid

One time I had to pee during class, like 1st grade so I was like ok, there will be nobody in the bathroom since it’s in the middle of a class. Should be fine.

I am pissing with my ass out in the urinal trying to make it quick and an older kid and his friend enter from the hall and see my ass. He exclaims and walks out. I hurried up to finish and pulled my pants up asap.

This kid later had some punk bands in high school and some mutual friends. I couldn’t look him in the eye.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: hmmoookay on February 10, 2024, 07:05:22 PM

Quote from: SneakySecrets on February 09, 2024, 07:00:59 PM

I CANT PEE IF THERE IS A STRANGER STARING AT MY BACK




There.  I said it.

Nah I feel you I hate that shit. Also, urinals should ALWAYS be separated with a divider and any arrangements that are side by side with nothing between you and the other fellas is unacceptable. Straight to an open stall for me if that's the case, even if its empty when I walk in. My luck would be someone parks it right next to me like someone in an empty grocery store parking lot full of spaces chooses my car for companionship despite all the open space.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: ButterSelect on February 22, 2024, 11:54:23 PM

First slap post. My filmer homie was in high school and ended up getting a VX fisheye clip of himself losing his virginity. Best VX tale I've ever been told.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: mrrobot1994 on February 23, 2024, 07:22:14 PM

I've been taking a lot of port lately. It's not my preferred drink, but it's typically easy to steal because it's in a section that's not closely monitored. Additionally, the self-service checkouts make it effortless to steal food. However, I'm not proud of my actions. Furthermore, I admit that I have peeked at my mom while she was bathing many times (https://phima1a.com/phim-sex-viet-nam/).

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Dojsha Abuser on February 24, 2024, 12:17:03 AM

Quote from: mrrobot1994 on February 23, 2024, 07:22:14 PM

I've been taking a lot of port lately. It's not my preferred drink, but it's typically easy to steal because it's in a section that's not closely monitored. Additionally, the self-service checkouts make it effortless to steal food. However, I'm not proud of my actions. sex việt (https://phima1a.com/phim-sex-viet-nam/)

hey fuck all that self hate and regret bro. everythings so expensive nowadays its really getting outrageous.

what kind of port are we talking about here?

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: matt_2993 on March 08, 2024, 12:17:09 PM

I play a lot of minesweeper on my phone and will even take a screenshot when I beat a tough level. Idk who that's for but sometimes I gotta save the proof

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Uh Oh on March 08, 2024, 05:33:17 PM

Quote from: matt_2993 on March 08, 2024, 12:17:09 PM

I play a lot of minesweeper on my phone and will even take a screenshot when I beat a tough level. Idk who that's for but sometimes I gotta save the proof

Compile and add to résumé.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Pasta Monster on March 11, 2024, 01:30:00 PM

I'm terrible with finances but decided that I need to adjust my spending habits. The problem is that I don't know where to start.

I've switched to sharing Netflix/Hulu/Spotify accounts under family plans. Buying socks for $12-20 from shops are no longer happening since I can get 10-12 pairs of Hanes or Dickies for the same price. After switching internet services, I'm saving about $30/month. I stopped drinking because the people I drank with are into conspiracies in a very unhealthy way, and everything that portrays a conservative in a bad light is a psy-op by the CIA...plus they go on long-ass racist rants, which was the final straw. Anyways, that's all I could think of but I feel that there are more costs that I can eliminate.

Is there a thread here on managing personal finances or does anyone have any recommendations for videos/apps/courses/resources? I will eventually be interested in investments, but my current goal is eliminating unnecessary expenses and choosing alternative products/services to reduce costs.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: blurst_of_times on March 14, 2024, 11:22:49 AM

Quote from: chronicbackpain on March 11, 2024, 01:30:00 PM

I'm terrible with finances but decided that I need to adjust my spending habits. The problem is that I don't know where to start.

I've switched to sharing Netflix/Hulu/Spotify accounts under family plans. Buying socks for $12-20 from shops are no longer happening since I can get 10-12 pairs of Hanes or Dickies for the same price. After switching internet services, I'm saving about $30/month. I stopped drinking because the people I drank with are into conspiracies in a very unhealthy way, and everything that portrays a conservative in a bad light is a psy-op by the CIA...plus they go on long-ass racist rants, which was the final straw. Anyways, that's all I could think of but I feel that there are more costs that I can eliminate.

Is there a thread here on managing personal finances or does anyone have any recommendations for videos/apps/courses/resources? I will eventually be interested in investments, but my current goal is eliminating unnecessary expenses and choosing alternative products/services to reduce costs.

Sounds like you're already doing quite well with this, based on what you've mentioned already. As for recommendations, I suggest perusing the NerdWallet website. I've found some of their articles & resources helpful.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: gringo_viejo on March 22, 2024, 01:04:49 PM

Quote from: chronicbackpain on March 11, 2024, 01:30:00 PM

I'm terrible with finances but decided that I need to adjust my spending habits. The problem is that I don't know where to start.

I've switched to sharing Netflix/Hulu/Spotify accounts under family plans. Buying socks for $12-20 from shops are no longer happening since I can get 10-12 pairs of Hanes or Dickies for the same price. After switching internet services, I'm saving about $30/month. I stopped drinking because the people I drank with are into conspiracies in a very unhealthy way, and everything that portrays a conservative in a bad light is a psy-op by the CIA...plus they go on long-ass racist rants, which was the final straw. Anyways, that's all I could think of but I feel that there are more costs that I can eliminate.

Is there a thread here on managing personal finances or does anyone have any recommendations for videos/apps/courses/resources? I will eventually be interested in investments, but my current goal is eliminating unnecessary expenses and choosing alternative products/services to reduce costs.

My two cents worth (©decenzo??)

• thrift shop like Macklemore
• DIY like you're at Burnside
• cancel subscription services like an offended liberal (I'm an offended liberal; don't@me)

Would be interested to hear others' personal experiences in this vein. The Man wants us working every minute for frivolities (or just basic necessities) so we don't have time to think.[/list]

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Skibb on March 28, 2024, 05:08:58 PM

Quote from: gringo_viejo on March 22, 2024, 01:04:49 PM

Quote from: chronicbackpain on March 11, 2024, 01:30:00 PM

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I'm terrible with finances but decided that I need to adjust my spending habits. The problem is that I don't know where to start.

I've switched to sharing Netflix/Hulu/Spotify accounts under family plans. Buying socks for $12-20 from shops are no longer happening since I can get 10-12 pairs of Hanes or Dickies for the same price. After switching internet services, I'm saving about $30/month. I stopped drinking because the people I drank with are into conspiracies in a very unhealthy way, and everything that portrays a conservative in a bad light is a psy-op by the CIA...plus they go on long-ass racist rants, which was the final straw. Anyways, that's all I could think of but I feel that there are more costs that I can eliminate.

Is there a thread here on managing personal finances or does anyone have any recommendations for videos/apps/courses/resources? I will eventually be interested in investments, but my current goal is eliminating unnecessary expenses and choosing alternative products/services to reduce costs.

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My two cents worth (©decenzo??)

• thrift shop like Macklemore
• DIY like you're at Burnside
• cancel subscription services like an offended liberal (I'm an offended liberal; don't@me)

Would be interested to hear others' personal experiences in this vein. The Man wants us working every minute for frivolities (or just basic necessities) so we don't have time to think.[/list]

Can’t gnar, so I’ll just say: word.

Agree on the props as well, sounds like you’re off to a flying start @chronicbackpain, inspired me to start doing the same.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Kumiko on March 31, 2024, 07:48:13 PM

Switching up supermarkets could be a huge way to save. It all comes down to what is in your area, but there are a lot of supermarkets that charge dollars more for the same item than a place a few miles away. I've saved 10s of dollars a week on groceries just by going to a different spot that's a mere 10-15 minutes more of driving.

Title: Re: real confessions
Post by: Goat of the day on April 14, 2024, 09:19:26 PM

I violated a jar of Smuckers while watching 2 fat chicks in a hot oil rasslin match....The shame was real afterwards, so I put the Smuckers back in the cabinet and pretended it never happened