the only girl ive ever loved i have never been in a relationship with, and ive cried, not any cry like serious bawling, more than once.
i dont like going out in fear of seeing someone i know and having to have a conversation with them
my best freiend stole the girl listed above, ive had the oppurtunity to beat his ass but have never done so on account of the deep past. some times he comes up to me to say hi, when i could blow up at him i dont.
every day since the day my grandma died ive been digging my self a little deeper.
last night i recieved my first lap dance, i felt bad for the girl not because she was a stripper but because i have a harsh scab on my hand and she insisted i groped her tits.
ihave horrible anxiety and once when high almost gave myself a heart attack.