i met the coolest, hottest, adventurous girl. i always thought i'd be stuck w/ whoever came my way i could kind of tolerate. but she's like a blessing from god!
she told me in europe they send addicts to do farm labor for 6 months and it cures them. she also did a forestry camp and became a survival guide and said that helps a lot. so maybe some day we will have a farm and try to help people by giving them hard work w/ meaning.
dawg, how old are you? you can't be older than 20.
europe has 50 independent countries.
this sounds like some bullshit christian exploitation workcamp type shit out of a right wing rural region or something. a friend of mine went to something similar and fled because he basically got indoctrinated and there was no real therapy or trauma dealing, since none of the people there were professionals. it was just a way to get cheap laborers while collecting government subsidies for agriculture and health care at the same time.
i'll be completely honest here: settle down for a minute. not trying to steal your stoke, but that last part sounds hella naive. also addicts need therapy, not be put into laborcamps. if you want to help them, become a therapist or lobby for decriminalization.
sorry, i can't pretend to not be bummed that you're psyched about becoming some sort of junkie concentration camp overseer. you might want to overthink that career. also good luck on coming up with the amount of money you need to buy land or some old ass farm over here. these things don't just stand around here and they aren't that cheap to buy either. otherwise i would have already bounced with most my friends to portugal to grow weed and whatevers.
first sentence sounds like you had a hard time with having any agency when choosing partners. i'd be careful to put anyone new on a pedestal like that if you think you only got scraps so far. the bar seems to have been pretty low if that's the case.
i'm being harsh here because i see my younger, naive self in this post. if you angelize (is that a word?) someone like that you are setting yourself up for disappointment and depression when things go arye. you can't be happy with someone else if you can't feel content and happy while being alone. you sound madly in love and that's cool but realize the euphoria won't last. by all means keep the positivity and dreams, but please also be realistic. and please don't start a labor camp for addicts ffs.
the whole thing about hard work with meaning is another problematic can of worms completely that i will not go into here now but shows how you've already internalized toxic ideas about work and whatever meaning it could have.