anyone who has dated a fellow skater... did they also get bummed when you wanted to have a solo sesh?
too many times i would get the cold shoulder at work (i know im a dummy for working w my partner but they got me the job) and after talking about it after work, he would just be upset that i didn't hit him up every single time i went out skating. i just need a soul skate a couple times a week. we're not together anymore, but thats the homie. still skate sometimes, but way less. caught them going thru my phone after returning from the bathroom, saw them put my phone down. when i opened it up it was on a random text convo, and my instagram DMs were open too. straight up said they didn't touch my phone. then broke down and admitted to snooping, but finding nothing. i was so crushed because everything was going so well otherwise. i had to cut it off, i know how that goes.
you ever love someone but know you can't because of their behavior? it's so bittersweet. i just can't accept someone who will lie to my face after telling me they loved me and started planning a lil life together. but we're super close otherwise.
thx for listening