It’s awesome to see that this thread has continued on all these years… back when I first made this thread in 06/07 I use to post a lot of stupid shit (I still probably do, or will) I was pretty fucked off on prescribed ssri’s and benzos that I really didn’t need to be prescribed. In the end, I’ve been so much better off without those meds..
So that’s sort of a confession I guess..
Heres a more telling and harder confession to make..
I relapsed recently, but it was short lived, just a couple of days and I’m back on track now. I know that “relapse” is a part of recovery, but still, I’m really fucking ashamed of myself for it. 7 years clean off heroin,meth,MDMA and ketamine. I guess the length of how long I stayed clean is what I’m ashamed of the most.. I’m taking the proper steps to not slip up again.. but still, it’s a really shitty feeling.. I was confident that I would never succumb to a relapse,,, but it can happen I guess..