Im stressed, depressed, numb,and angry at the same time. My dads in the hospital. Docs saw fluid in his lungs, was sent to hospital and scheduled for a procedure. I think his complications stem from being overweight and the old age of 70. I talked with him few days ago. He seemed okay. I learned that he was supposed to have a heart procedure today, but they couldn't go through with it because after anesthesia was administered blood pressure dropped too low, and he was taken to ICU. My family is praying.
I don't know how others have, but I cant handle loss. I've been living on my own for years but I'm still not where I want to be in life. I want to become more and show him.