I wouldnt go so far as say im an alchoholic, but some days i do physically crave it, usually happens when i see people drinking or i drive past a liqour store, lately i havent had the budget to even eat so ive kinda put it on hold, but ill crack and run down to the store and grab a 40 just so i can have something to drink.
I usually dont get black out drunk however, theres few nights i let my self get there, i tend to back off after 10-12 beer and just slowly drink the rest of the night.