Its been a while. I had some anger issues in my early 20s late teens, but delt with it.
Last year when I quit smoking, I was trying to skate about 2-3 weeks into it. I bought a TIm O'connor Habitat with a "hemp" play, I coudlnt believe how bad the boar was, so flimsy and flexable. Not nice like other DNA boards. I skated it for about a week, and focused it. I blame it on cigarettes.