As a kid filming my own skating felt very important to me, and in my late 20’s it felt very important for me to be filming my friends and documenting my local scene, now in my late 30’s I have absolutely no desire to film or to be filmed, and in the age of social media I am kind of repulsed by the idea at this stage in the game. I do not care about witnessing my own or others skateboarding after the fact, I care about engaging in the act of skateboarding with myself and my friends in the present.
All that being said, next year I’ll be 40 and I’d like to film 40 tricks over the course of the year in order to have something to look back on later in life as I’ve never done something like that before, especially now having probably only filmed about five tricks in the last ten years or so but feel as though I’m skating the best that I ever have been.
Filming also just inherently invites ego into the equation which I believe serves no purpose in what I’m looking for out of skating, though I do often wonder if filming myself more would make me a better skater in some regards, but ultimately it does not seem worth it to me.
I’m also not really looking to be thinking all that much while skating, and filming narrows the scope down and creates an unwelcome sense of awareness for me.