I try not to put this out there because it won’t reverse anything and I don’t like feeling as if it looks like I’m asking for sympathy, but I’ve seen a lot of people in here going through things and I just read the post about someone’s mom dealing with suicidal people and their thoughts after they’ve took action and I just wanna say that i lost my mom to a purposeful overdose October 1st of this year and whether any of you are parents or not and having these thoughts, don’t do it. Please don’t. Whether you know it or not, someone out there loves and cares for you beyond your comprehension. Your white flag is someone else’s battle. This shits been tough and I got the privilege of having a mom for only 20 short years. My life as well as my family’s life will never be the same, and neither will any of you guys loved ones if you let substance abuse, depression, or anything along those line get the best of you. People here want to help, strangers want to help, people you know want to help, your family wants to help, so don’t be afraid to reach out.