myroomate wanting me to take a Drugtest goes, and yes its pretty lame. he also wants/pressures me to start going to NA agian. Is any of this obsoloutley necessary? no.
howerver, he knows my Dad, friends, etc. He has told my friends and has hinted heavily at telling my Dad, an is even applying pressure for me to do so.
He is also a neuroscience PHD so he thinks he knows everything about hw the brain works, and how that applies to addiction. I do not have a habbit, I don'g get sick, I don;t mug 102 yr old ladies (this actually happend the other day), but as an adult I reserve the righ to injest anything into my body that I bloodly well please, within reason of course. In the long run this may be a good idea but in the short run, it's just going to cause distrust and other negative emotions.
Things are going well for me lately and I am hopefully about to get a very well paid job in the financial distric of Manhattan. Long story short, I am clean right now but I feel like haveing one more sianara session before and celebration before these things pop up. I was thinking I would piss my clean urine into a coupel cigar tubes to have on hand, pass the test and have one on backup for other such instances. One a sode note, I am not a junkie, this is nto going to ruin my life, I just want teh liberty and pleasure of the effecfts but also doing what I want to do when I can do it. Thank god I am moving out in the next week or so. Some helpful comments would be nice.