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I'm coming off of fentanyl and doing literally anything and everything I can not to go get more as I have never in my life felt so sick.
Jesus dude, hope you manage to kick that shit. Everyone I’ve worked with that used fent is fucking dead.
I’m a miserable fuck. Everything annoys me. The world is fucked, I don’t even want to skate, or go outside. I’m constantly exhausted. I’m going to force myself to go for a bike ride and try to clear my head.
Thanks dude. I've kicked heroin a bunch and it's nothing like fent. I just spent the last two hours going back and forth in my head about going to use. If it wasn't for my fiance I would have went. I can kick h standing on my head. Literally almost no problem. Fent is the worst thing I've ever been through. I had to go to the hospital and get an IV yesterday because I was so dehydrated from throwing up. I'm in a constant state of discomfort. It's hellish.
hang in there guys, and bless your fiance, wish everyone progress in what they are walking away from and running towards. m
This year has sucked, every time something positive has happened theres a family death or a second wave or a friend you though you connected with turning into an insufferable douchebag. quarentine and absence of bar nights has made quitting darts a little easier at least
You can do it bud.
I been there. I've kicked so many times I lost count. Mulitple opioids. Every time you catch a habit the kick it's going to get worse.
I wish I could tell you the right thing to do but it differs.
NA is likely the best way
I took what I needed from them and others and created my own thing kinda.
I mostly copied my homie.
I likely wrote about it on here before.
...My life now...
I'm struggling with reconnecting with f&f. Social interactions etc.. Friends and family are bummed. I'm full blown flakey hermit now I'm 4 years outside the city.
I want to go see my family and my friends but I'm like such a huge disappointment in all areas of life from the last time I saw them.
I feel bad about disappearing.
I didn't get to say goodbye to my aunt. She was like my mom.
We only saw each other like 2-3x in 15 years. I wanna stop this behavior because the gap is widening daily.
I gotta straighten out my life a bit. I gotta start eating better. I got to get on the bus again.
I'm still negative for covid. So I'm frightened about getting others sick from public transportation.
I have pre existing conditions with breathing too.
What a frickin nightmare.
I need to get off my ass tho