i feel like the more i skate the more i suck
i keep losing tricks and losing tricks and now i cant even pop my board straight always so fucking toeside all my boards end up razortailing diagonal and i fucking hate it i hate feeling the ollie turn halfway because i'm too regular to pop it right
i lost kickflips totally couple months ago I was learning to kf into stuff, kf into manual, kf into fs5050, kf crooks, and now i literally can't do one on flat even if you give me fucking 20 tries, and the ones I do land are so regular my front arm whips all the way backwards across my back so far sometimes i touch my fucking back elbow i hate it
I totally lost my heelflips, can't even get remotely close anymore
my 180s are all underrotated and shitty
I tried to just skate switch/nollie to get my mind off of things and I was making some pretty good progress and now I just fucking dig the nose into the ground for a second instead of popping anything i hate it
I'm not even old I'm fucking 20 years old it's not like I'm losing joint mobility or anything
Every day I work all i want to do is fucking skate and then I get out there fucking suck so much I go home before i start acting like a person and then wake up the next day do it all over again. Now I dread getting off because I know I'm gonna go skate and suck ass and get mad again. I don't understand why this happens isn't practice supposed to help? I have not changed my setup at all, the spots are all the same, but i am inexplicably 20x shitter than I was a couple months ago.