so i just found out that i have very low testosterone levels. i'm at 173, adult males should be between 250-827. this is relevant because:
a) i'm super low energy... i have only skated once this year and once last year... despite watching skate videos everyday, i just always feel like skating takes too much energy and i can't do anything after that...
b) i think it might be a factor in explaining my asexuality... but i'm not sure. i think maybe i have a normal sex drive, but not much of a desire to have sex. but i'm very happy being ace! it helps me see through boys just trying to fuck, lol.
so the doctor said i need to test a few times to confirm. if so, i might start getting T injections... my friend did that and he says it helped him a lot. so! we'll see. and who knows how this could change me...?