Is there a word for schadenfreude but you know the person you're watching is having the time of their lives, or at least thinks they are? That's how I feel about Nyjah. I follow him because I think his life is just so cringe. I know I'm supposed to want to live in Laguna Beach and have house parties with Instagram models and motocross with my sycophant friends but holy shit it looks like a vapid hell to me.