I was down at Steel Mill the other day and I was fanning out a little because Riley was in the corner with some buddies and I overhear him say "Sometimes, when I'm fucking her, I think to myself I'm Tony Hawk's son, and I'm fucking Kurt Cobain's daughter. I blast straight away everytime. Everytime." He had said the last everytime with his upper body occupying the better part of the small coffee table he and his buddies were leaning back around. His index finger pressed firm against the top, as if to emphasise the point. As Riley sat back, he said "Evertime" as if only for himself, with a meaning that startled him. He really was Riley Hawk. And then I realised I was Riley Hawk. I was Riley Hawk and all the confidence and expectation that went with that when all I really want to do is own a coffee shop and find someone else who is the child of a counter cultural icon and fall in love and dress like I am in creedence and hang with you guys right here in my coffee shop. And then the DMT/Sativa joint i had been smoking wore off and I woke up on the roof of my Amsterdam house boat airbnb.