afterbout 6 months of no women other than those who i met on disaster dates that had been arranged by friends, i've finally been seeing a nice girl for about the past month. things are great, she is very much into talking, crazy fucking, hanging out, some decent stuff and she's very encouraging of my writing, skating, and playing of music. we've been getting slightly serious, spending a lot of time together and she's pretty hot too.
this other girl, who i had pursued for quite some time, perhaps too openly, is now all over my business. in fact, i hooked up with her the other night and it was exactly the kind of fucking that i had expected when i had been pursuing her, maybe even a little better. Now, she's texting me some dirty shit every now and again...
now, the girl who i'm "seeing" isn't my "girlfriend," but there's an understanding that we're supposed to be kinda along the lines of fucking no other people. which is cool, because she lets me tittie fuck her, come all over her, bj's for days, and i don't have to do anything... i'm just worried that her coolness will fade away as the relationship continues... i.e.- complaining about my incessant listening to sludge and jazz, wanting to skate and chill with my homies, drinking beer (she doesn't drink, goes to a top notch grad school in boston... has a plan)
the girl who i fucked the other night i should have fucked months ago but circumstance was a cock block. i've known her for a while and we've had some outrageous times getting hammered and going out with friends. she is a nursing student, 1 year away from becoming an RN, going to the best nursing school in the area. she was a pretty damn good fuck and can also handle my outrageous mind. however, i don't know if she has only been on my shit due to my supposed unavailability.