Just got back from Alabama to stay with my girlfriend for a week. It was a fucking weird/tough/ultimately positive week. She's living there now and I hadn't seen her in 6 weeks so I was pretty stoked. We went camping at a state park and did shrooms together. She'd done it before, but it was my first time. The whole experience was pretty intense and positive. I was just breathing really heavily and I felt like I could feel everything, but I was definitely still in contact with logic. We've always been super close, so it was the right situation for it. As the very lucid trip moves forward, she kind of realized that she didn't feel like it was right for her to be in a relationship, and that things between us didn't quite feel the same as they had in the past. I agreed with the latter part, but we had both been really busy in the last year and I was still psyched on her. But it came to her saying, "I'm going to say what we're both thinking and say that I don't think I can be in a relationship anymore." I wasn't really thinking that, but after talking through it, she was right for sure.
So, long story short, went to Alabama, did shrooms, broke up with my girlfriend while on shrooms, and then spent 5 more days together in which a lot of crying and a lot of fucking occurred.