The longest I've ever dated a girl was just under 2 months, in grade 9, and to call her a girl is a compliment. Since then I've just made out and fooled around with a couple un-attractive randoms.
I have no one to blame but myself really, because I spent all my time and money on myself. But every time I meet someone I'd like to date, they aren't feeling it. So at 21 years old, I'm yet to find real love of any sort. That's why I'm trying to get off weed. I'm sure that's why I never feel the need to go out there and make something happen.