Been talking with my high school sweetheart recently, suffice it to say she got hemmed up in some bullshit driving drunk and accidentally killed someone.
So since that bandaids 🩹 been ripped off I’ve been in love with her for quite sometime even when we split up 96ish? I did like her a lot, but we were always on different paths and journeys. So since she’s getting out soon and we’re going to be sober buddies together, I plan on being single for quite sometime till I’m in love with me first and foremost.
Which also leads me to the other side of the coin her exbf my friend who’s hung up on her and she wants nothing to do with him has been a solid dude for me, however I don’t know how to say to him hey man your exgf is now going to be mine….. mind you I was her first and I introduced these two people years later. They hit it off and we’re an item for years but she’s said nah I don’t want him I want you to me.
On top of all this I was recently blessed with a PS5 by same dude, I have a hard time accepting gifts from anyone and this conundrum has gotten me in a pickle, I told him I was talking with his exgf and he’s like I don’t care. But I think doesn’t realize the gravity of the situation.