I was doing alright with dealing with the recent break-up, now I'm fucked again...
I was talking to my ex on the phone and I ran out of minutes in the middle of a conversion. So she ended up coming to my house, we talking for a while, then we ended up having sex. Before it happened she said that just cause we were having sex that it still didn't mean anything. I thought okay, no big deal...I'd rather have her fucking me than some other dude. Thinking I've already gotten through the rough part I decide to go for it. I was okay until it was over with, now I'm back to life in hell. I FEEL LIKE I SHOT ALL OF MY LIFE AND ENERGY INTO THAT LOAD. Now I'm back to square one, thinking about her all the time. This sucks.