not stoked on the $18,000 doctor's bill I got in the mail today. That brings my total not covered by insurance bill to about 23 grand. And funny you mention sharting, because the reason I have these medical bills is because of the ulcers I started getting, which made me shart blood about 20 times a day (I'm finally starting to get better, its maybe down to about 3 times a day now). One of the ulcers got infected really badly which landed me in the hospital for 11 days a couple of months ago. It also made me lose about 50 pounds total, gave me some wicked muscle atrophy, and more physical pain and mental anguish than I ever thought I could take. I finally starting to venture out in public again (its been about 9 months now), and I've got a lot of fucked up social anxiety (more so than before, which was always pretty bad to begin with), the stress of which exacerbates the ulcers and makes me sick all over again. I've just got to add these bills to my already massive debt (due to not being able to work for the past year because of the ulcers), with no feasible time frame for me to get a job to start paying this shit off. When all is said and done, im going to have to end up working at the local chemical plant with all of the uneducated hicks I went to high school with instead of moving back to San Francisco to be with my friends, continue my career, continue my music and skating, and work on my dream of getting my criminalistics degree. Oh, and there's also the girl I'm in love with that I left behind there that I'm never going to see again...
i AM stoked on the kickflip i did first try over my flatbar today! Its been about a year since I've had proper flick. Sometimes shit gets so bad you just have to sit back and laugh...