went to a new hospital today and they were shocked at how sick I am and how long Ive gone untreated. I might have to end up getting my colon removed. I think they're gonna bombard my body with steroids for the next couple months, which is probably going to give me a big fat moon head and make my hair fall out for a while. If I'm not better by January or so, its a done deal. colostomy city. if I don't get it done, I'm pretty much guaranteed to get cancer. really not what I wanted to hear.