I'm going to get serious right now. I want to say this right now because I'm really drunk and probably won't be able to say it later. I'm really insecure about my appearance amongst a lot of other things. I've had people tell point blank that I'm ugly and a loser and it doesn't help that I'm overweight. I don't have very much self-esteem if any at all. I want to say thank you to everybody that has said anything positive about me. I'm probably going to have to deal with this later with people who know my cybernet moniker, but as of right not, in this moment, 16 minutes into Christmas day, I don't care. Thank you for being alive. It gives me strength that I may continue with life because you continue with life. Don't make me feel weird about saying that, please and thank you.