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Re: real confessions
« Reply #3990 on: August 08, 2013, 03:22:01 PM »

-"...Because we all know if Baker were Guns N Roses, Braydon would be Steven Adler..."

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« Reply #3991 on: August 09, 2013, 03:03:46 AM »
I'm currently dating 4 girls at once.  I feel really guilty about it, they all know eachother and have no idea.  it's fucked up.

last night I learned front board nollie backside 270 thingies out on boxes at the park.  it's the funnest trick I've ever done in my life.

No, no, stay thirsty my friend. Don't feel guilty.  Its your right, because none of them are serious, I'm assuming.  I know your post is old, but just a heads up, I've been in your shoes.  Stay thirsty my friend. lol

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #3992 on: August 09, 2013, 07:05:16 AM »
jared posted that like 2 years before that ad campaign existed.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #3993 on: August 11, 2013, 09:52:25 AM »
I usually only watch footage in the "post you skating" thread if it's less than a couple minutes long.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #3994 on: August 11, 2013, 01:18:15 PM »
I'm 20 years old, and today I had a chocolate milkshake from wendys for lunch. :-\

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #3995 on: August 11, 2013, 02:00:55 PM »
when i was 26 i bought two large wendys caramel milkshakes for myself and drank em back to back. and lied to the people i was skating with, saying it was just one.
I;m sure i;m not the only dc/monster/subaru type guy here

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #3996 on: August 12, 2013, 05:45:35 AM »
shoulda gone for the nutter butter shake from krystals. shits the truth.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #3997 on: August 12, 2013, 08:32:17 AM »
I usually only watch footage in the "post you skating" thread if it's less than a couple minutes long.
For me its less than a minute...

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #3998 on: August 13, 2013, 12:03:04 PM »
the banana pudding shake from Cookout is the shit actually...
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #3999 on: August 13, 2013, 06:51:47 PM »
the banana pudding shake from Cookout is the shit actually...
my nigga (never had that particular shake from there, will have to try it,but cookout is the shit)

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4000 on: August 14, 2013, 01:56:26 AM »
Since my brother has been back from prison I haven't been able to jerk off at home any time I want like I used to. It's especially bad because I need a lot of time in order to finish if I can finish at all because of the meds I'm on. A man shouldn't have to schedule his jerk times. I need to move out.
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Before you say the music sucked, have you considered shutting the fuck up?

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« Reply #4001 on: August 14, 2013, 09:52:36 AM »
The first time I saw a movie by myself was Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1.  I thought since it had been a few weeks that I could sneak in a beer and drink that shit in the back aisle and watch Harry and Voldemort try to merk each other.  I showed up 10 minutes late and it was absolutely packed with children.  I sat in the theatre next to a 12 year old girl and her mom and sat there for a solid 30 minutes before I finally decided to crack open the Coors Light I had in my pocket.  It had got shook up on the way and started to hiss and foam and slightly spill on my lap.  I got up quickly and brought it to the bathroom and drank the warm beer as fast as possible and watched the rest of the children's movie slightly smelling like shitty beer and acted like nothing had happened and drove home with my pride still intact.

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« Reply #4002 on: August 15, 2013, 07:20:25 AM »
Feeling really low. After being off drugs for over a year now, my girlfriend tells me that she doesn't trust me to stay sober. She says I'm not the same person I used to be, that I'm overly self-centered, I think I'm better than everyone else, etc. She doesn't support me skateboarding or any endeavors that I have. It's getting to the point that I don't want to be around her, but I really don't have anywhere to go. I don't have a single friend in this state. The only friends I have are 1500 miles away. It's not fun being lonely.

I believe in you man, don't worry it will get better.  Remember you have tomorrow. And skateboardings your life, so why do you need someone around you who doesnt support that, I 'v had to learn the hard way, and trust me its not worth it.

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« Reply #4003 on: August 15, 2013, 07:27:33 AM »
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If I don't have a few drinks every day I get the shakes.  I've gained 30 pounds in the last year and a half from drinking.  I haven't been skating, other than to the bar or liquor store. I have my first kid on the way and I need to get this shit under control before he pops out and my wife leaves my ass. I've been looking for groups in my area, something without the church element, but nothing seems legit.
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go to AA dude....I was a shitbag heroin addict for like 5 years, only skated to my dealers house or to the store or whatever, life was completely in shambles. I got to a point where I had to make some changes or die/go to prison forever and started going to meetings. I've got just under 7 months sober now and life is fucking awesome, and my skating is better today than it's ever been
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word up, homie. one of my oldest homies has been clean for about a month now, after another one od'd about a month and a half ago. He was in the same situation and skating seems to be working. stay clean.

I haven't drank in 2 weeks. This is the longest I've got in about 10 years. No greens either. Just mad yoga, raw fruit/veggie smoothies, lentils, beans, and running. I feel like a champ. And I am almost fearful to start drinking again. It's not like i don't hold down a job and take decent care of myself but i spend most of the cash i make on drinking beers and shit. If i start at 1pm it's on until bedtime, if i start at 8pm it's on til 1am. Like i said i feel great, like a fucking champ. Clean and it's a weird place to be in because I started doing this as a cleanse/28th birthday gift to myself and didn't really want to drink until today, but I'm pushing for the end of June anyways, and don't know if i want to start up again because of how i feel clean and sober.



AA is they way man. NO MATTER WHAT IT MAY FEEL STRANGE...BUT DO WHAT THEY TELL YOU TO DO AND KEEP AN OPEN MIND. God bless you man.  Your situation will get better. I sincerely feel for you and if I could I would give you a hug man. For real  keep your head up.



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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4004 on: August 15, 2013, 08:41:49 AM »
Mix of Good and Bad?
My ex/on and off girlfriend moved to kentucky from nj, last week. I live in newyork so it was lready long distance. We werent really dating at all, because things had gone sour but we still talked from time to time

I love romance, but haven't found a girl that I can actually be that way with. Just flings and Fuck buddies

The only chicks I've ever dated kissed or slept with have been from some latin American Country.(I'm not, but I've never really admitted that its a pattern in my life until recently, I LOVE LATINAS AND I CAN SAY THAT SHIT PROUDLY)

I had been messing around with this spanish milf from central america for half of last year when she broke it off with me. We'd have like hour long fuck sessions in her crib at like 1 am. 36d and big ass Im gonna miss her.

I chatted up this bolivian chick 10 years my senior, and totally fell in fucking love with her, I'd meet her after skating in queens, come to her job and she would take me to dinner, and give me money to boot. We would go shopping and to the movies.  She moved back to her country 2 weeks ago because of immigration issues. Broke my fucking heart.

Fell in love with my best friend of four years who was mex, she fucking played my ass so bad.  I stilL think about her though even though im over feeling like shit. Kissing her and making love to her in my room, years ago still is in my mind.

I fractured my right hand in 9th grade playing bloody knuckles and to this day the hand hasnt healed right. But i can still write well.

No matter how much money i have in my pocket whether its a nickel or a wad of hundreds I am frugal and cheap when i buy things.(I'm still missing a tooth because i wont buy the gold one)

I keep my bills in their correct order and in clips.  My coins are organized too.

My Good friend is a mex pornstar and I'm trying to smash the next time she rolls through nyc more on this later.

I have social anxiety

Im a big Punk fan, and heavy metal fan, and I saw Cheetah chrome live a few years back, I was so excited a yelled all the lyrics to every single dead boys song he played, Dude gave me the eye contact while he was palying, I was psyched s fuck but i still think he was slightly annoyed lol. (I was in the front row of the club right in front of him hahaha)

The My friend and I always chill with the pros whenever they come to Nyc, and a few years back baker, emerica and dvs came to the back to the banks (07 or 06 ish) and when we spotted Torey pudwell and daniel castillo, the first thing my friend did was yell "HEY ARENT YOU THE DUDE THAT GOT SHOT" I was hella embarrased but daniel was cool as shit and just chilled with us.  Torey was shocked as hell though. My friend almost got into a fight with Nick Dompierre in front of his brother. We dubbed him "Nick Dick" ever since

The first time and one of the last times i tried weed was a few years back.... All i remember was that i was calling to god, and i couldnt feel shit( a newbies reaction) But drugs arent my thing.

I have cried to every single rocky movie.  That shit is powerful and motivating. "...I JUST WANNA GO THE DISTANCE..."

I sang the thong song in the 7th grade accapella for my entire student body of 600 students...at the end was a standing ovtion lol

I like taking long walks and smoking cigars and listening to music

My favorite author is F scott fitzgerald and i personally like to think that through some sort of weird multi dimensional black hole that in the 1920's he wrote his short stories and books for me. 

I am ambidextrous when writing and can fight south paw as well as right handed

Right now I'm broke as fuck and I'm trying to save money to feed into some ventures I'm working on

Just relearned backside shove-its at 1 am on tuesday

Im in the process of rehauling all my so-called friends and re-evaluating relationships in my life.

I'm 25



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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4005 on: August 15, 2013, 08:50:18 AM »
If you really had social anxiety then you wouldn't have had all those friends/girlfriends. Get on my level!
Before you say the music sucked, have you considered shutting the fuck up?

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« Reply #4006 on: August 15, 2013, 09:00:05 AM »
If you really had social anxiety then you wouldn't have had all those friends/girlfriends. Get on my level!

Yea True but it comes around at weird times though, like i'm social and everything, but it hits me from time to time, and ive gotten therapy for it too.

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« Reply #4007 on: August 15, 2013, 09:09:22 AM »
AND I SERIOUSLY HAVE A HUGE FUCKING FANTASY WITH Carrie Browstein...I just wanna lick yogurt off of her nose and totally make out with her, tooth cleaning and tongue licking you have no idea man,  god, i dont know where this is coming from but Damn she just does it for me....



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« Reply #4008 on: August 16, 2013, 12:42:16 AM »
I tore my ACL in April and it's been about 3 months since the surgery and although it's healing, I'm scared it will never quite be the same as it was therefor crippling me to a degree. I've always been a pretty athletically gifted person and have questioned what would I do if I was unable to use my legs. Getting more acquainted with the grown up side of life within the last couple of years (late teens/early 20s) I haven't had much time for skating and it's ended up distancing me from it and my passion for it has substantially diminished. I've gotten into basketball as another outlet and it's actually how I tore my ACL to begin with. Even though I haven't really progressed in almost years I miss skating a lot but I'm not sure I'll ever really enjoy it again.

I've been floundering with my life direction for the last 5 years in a community college while at the same time trying to somewhat pursue some type of career in music. I now have a much better vision of what I'm after than when I had first embarked upon higher education but the drive just keeps getting lower and lower which isn't helpful at all. I've moved out then moved back in while this whole leg rehab process has been happening all while looking for work to get back on my feet. My dad has been having to cover pretty much all the medical expenses and throw me a few bucks on the side here and there. I feel like a piece of shit because I haven't been pulling my weight and I'm just over this whole situation entirely. I can't turn to the opposite sex for a stress reliever since I'm penniless at this point and I can barely scrap together gas money to get to physical let alone take hoes out.

The music is going alright. It's me and a homey and we've gotten some local attention but nothing too major. We're opening for Mickey Avalon next weekend and even though I'm not really a fan of his stuff, I'm kinda hyped on the opportunity to reach a mildly larger crowd. I've always been the stronger writer of the 2 us and have also preferred writing things for the group rather than myself while my accomplice has been more prone to work on solo endeavors. I feel like his ambition is dying as time passes by and we're still in the same place, performing the same venues. I have thoughts of moving to Atlanta where I have family and delving into the music scene out there because my current city as well as state really doesn't have much to offer as far as music careers go. Maybe we'll head out there, but we probably won't.

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« Reply #4009 on: August 16, 2013, 09:23:07 AM »
I tore my ACL in April and it's been about 3 months since the surgery and although it's healing, I'm scared it will never quite be the same as it was therefor crippling me to a degree. I've always been a pretty athletically gifted person and have questioned what would I do if I was unable to use my legs. Getting more acquainted with the grown up side of life within the last couple of years (late teens/early 20s) I haven't had much time for skating and it's ended up distancing me from it and my passion for it has substantially diminished. I've gotten into basketball as another outlet and it's actually how I tore my ACL to begin with. Even though I haven't really progressed in almost years I miss skating a lot but I'm not sure I'll ever really enjoy it again.

I've been floundering with my life direction for the last 5 years in a community college while at the same time trying to somewhat pursue some type of career in music. I now have a much better vision of what I'm after than when I had first embarked upon higher education but the drive just keeps getting lower and lower which isn't helpful at all. I've moved out then moved back in while this whole leg rehab process has been happening all while looking for work to get back on my feet. My dad has been having to cover pretty much all the medical expenses and throw me a few bucks on the side here and there. I feel like a piece of shit because I haven't been pulling my weight and I'm just over this whole situation entirely. I can't turn to the opposite sex for a stress reliever since I'm penniless at this point and I can barely scrap together gas money to get to physical let alone take hoes out.

The music is going alright. It's me and a homey and we've gotten some local attention but nothing too major. We're opening for Mickey Avalon next weekend and even though I'm not really a fan of his stuff, I'm kinda hyped on the opportunity to reach a mildly larger crowd. I've always been the stronger writer of the 2 us and have also preferred writing things for the group rather than myself while my accomplice has been more prone to work on solo endeavors. I feel like his ambition is dying as time passes by and we're still in the same place, performing the same venues. I have thoughts of moving to Atlanta where I have family and delving into the music scene out there because my current city as well as state really doesn't have much to offer as far as music careers go. Maybe we'll head out there, but we probably won't.

This too shall pass.

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« Reply #4010 on: August 16, 2013, 12:13:39 PM »
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I'm currently dating 4 girls at once.  I feel really guilty about it, they all know eachother and have no idea.  it's fucked up.

last night I learned front board nollie backside 270 thingies out on boxes at the park.  it's the funnest trick I've ever done in my life.
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No, no, stay thirsty my friend. Don't feel guilty.  Its your right, because none of them are serious, I'm assuming.  I know your post is old, but just a heads up, I've been in your shoes.  Stay thirsty my friend. lol
Haha, I actually know Jared personally and he's totally different now then when he posted here.

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« Reply #4011 on: August 16, 2013, 05:38:32 PM »
AND I SERIOUSLY HAVE A HUGE FUCKING FANTASY WITH Carrie Browstein...I just wanna lick yogurt off of her nose and totally make out with her, tooth cleaning and tongue licking you have no idea man,  god, i dont know where this is coming from but Damn she just does it for me....



I like her on that show Portlandia.

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« Reply #4012 on: August 16, 2013, 06:59:32 PM »
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I'm currently dating 4 girls at once.  I feel really guilty about it, they all know eachother and have no idea.  it's fucked up.

last night I learned front board nollie backside 270 thingies out on boxes at the park.  it's the funnest trick I've ever done in my life.
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No, no, stay thirsty my friend. Don't feel guilty.  Its your right, because none of them are serious, I'm assuming.  I know your post is old, but just a heads up, I've been in your shoes.  Stay thirsty my friend. lol
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Haha, I actually know Jared personally and he's totally different now then when he posted here.

I guess he finally learned that he has to get his regardless of anyone's feelings.  Bros before hoes haha


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« Reply #4013 on: August 16, 2013, 08:28:55 PM »
I FOLLOW A MAGICAL PATH OF LIGHT WHEN IM SKATING

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« Reply #4014 on: August 17, 2013, 03:33:05 PM »
i stuck screwdrivers up kids asses..it was funny as shit

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« Reply #4015 on: August 17, 2013, 06:01:19 PM »
Since my brother has been back from prison I haven't been able to jerk off at home any time I want like I used to. It's especially bad because I need a lot of time in order to finish if I can finish at all because of the meds I'm on. A man shouldn't have to schedule his jerk times. I need to move out.
why dont u to try scrap up sum girls man

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« Reply #4016 on: August 17, 2013, 06:58:07 PM »
I don't know how to and I'm not attracted to most the people I meet. Basically I want a rare girl and even if I meet her, I'm probably not gonna do anything about it. In fact, I'm fairly certain that I've met two girls that were interested in me, but I didn't do anything. Social anxiety, low self-esteem, and major depression aren't fun but they're convenient excuses to hold myself back. I've never been a social person and I have a hard time getting along with people. I've never had a close friend so meeting a girl that is close enough to fuck seems way outside any possible reality for me. I know you don't have to be close to fuck, but I'm just not wired that way. I crave intimacy.

I've got a concert to go to tonight. I'm going alone, of course. Maybe I'll come out of my shell when I get a few drinks in me and talk to some hipster girls.
Before you say the music sucked, have you considered shutting the fuck up?

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« Reply #4017 on: August 17, 2013, 07:04:32 PM »
GEE MAN YOU RE A FUCKING AWESOME SKATER, GET OVER YOURSELF AND PRAISE THE LORD YO !

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« Reply #4018 on: August 17, 2013, 07:06:00 PM »
I don't know how to and I'm not attracted to most the people I meet. Basically I want a rare girl and even if I meet her, I'm probably not gonna do anything about it. In fact, I'm fairly certain that I've met two girls that were interested in me, but I didn't do anything. Social anxiety, low self-esteem, and major depression aren't fun but they're convenient excuses to hold myself back. I've never been a social person and I have a hard time getting along with people. I've never had a close friend so meeting a girl that is close enough to fuck seems way outside any possible reality for me. I know you don't have to be close to fuck, but I'm just not wired that way. I crave intimacy.

I've got a concert to go to tonight. I'm going alone, of course. Maybe I'll come out of my shell when I get a few drinks in me and talk to some hipster girls.

obviously its gonna be hard while dealing with shit like social anxiety n whatnot, and im sure youve probably heard this a bunch of times but just really try to make an effort to get out of your comfort zone. nothing too serious, just lil baby steps to get your confidence up. you seem like a cool guy you just gotta be yourself and be more open-minded about meeting/talking to people. im sure a few drinks should help, but really its all in your head dude. sometimes the "fake it til you make it" mentality really works with confidence. dont act like an arrogant prick of course, but if you can sorta "trick" yourself into thinking more highly of yourself, im sure youll end up with better results. like i said im sure youve probably heard all that shit before and im no mental health expert, but you dont deserve to live a life a loneliness. go out there and do all the things you convince yourself not to do out of fear and just go for it. trying and failing is always worse than not trying at all ya know? fuck it, just go for it!

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« Reply #4019 on: August 17, 2013, 08:43:01 PM »
I don't know how to and I'm not attracted to most the people I meet. Basically I want a rare girl and even if I meet her, I'm probably not gonna do anything about it. In fact, I'm fairly certain that I've met two girls that were interested in me, but I didn't do anything. Social anxiety, low self-esteem, and major depression aren't fun but they're convenient excuses to hold myself back. I've never been a social person and I have a hard time getting along with people. I've never had a close friend so meeting a girl that is close enough to fuck seems way outside any possible reality for me. I know you don't have to be close to fuck, but I'm just not wired that way. I crave intimacy.

I've got a concert to go to tonight. I'm going alone, of course. Maybe I'll come out of my shell when I get a few drinks in me and talk to some hipster girls.
I dont even know how to reply to this.

pop a xan, po a drank and stop holding your self back

like will said its all in your head mane

you cant go forever without pussy