skated a new deck and a fresh set of bones 56mm today. First new deck I've had in long ass time and it was even longer with wheels. 3rd sesh since I started skating again in October and it felt good. It's crazy how muscle memory works and what the body remembers!!! I've always had pop on the few tricks I could do and they're still there, albeit not as high.
The mind always limited me, especially skating- I'd always psych myself out and just assume that a trick was out of my wheel house because I wasn't good enough. Since I started skating again, granted it's only been a few sessions, my mind is really fucking expansive and connecting with bodily movement- for instance, I was doing 5050s on the park ledge and adjusting my feet while staying in the grind- that's something I never put together- and very quickly started 180ing out and pop shove its out started making sense. Started trying little air/ollies over the little tranny spots and it started to click. Same with riding fakie up the ramp and throwing big spins. I'm not landing all of it yet, but it all made sense and all of a sudden seems very, very doable.
I'm wicked fucking stoked for this new era of skating in my life. Everything feels possible!