Working. I just got a 193 dollar paycheck for 30 hours of my time. But what do I have to do with the money? I went in to Safeway tonight to buy some beer. I was telling my self to buy something expensive with my disposable income, but impulsively my hand kept reaching for the $1.50 40 of country club. Finally I picked up a pint of some English beer with no price tag. It ended up being about double what I was expecting. It's not really going to make a big impact on my life, yet it still bummed me out. I hate working for this money I don't even want, is that selfish? Since I live at home I have no rent to pay and I can always eat at home for free, so whats left to buy? I feel like the only thing I have to look forward to right now is skating with Stolen/Guevera tommorow, quiting my job in a few weeks, and starting school. I have more on my mind but I'll spare anyone who actually read my little emo rant.