Had a little bit o poison ivy on my stomach and junk a few days ago. yesterday, as the day went on, I noticed more on my chest. I woke at 4am with all the fingers on my left hand swollen and itching with the shit. I haven't gotten this in years, thought I wasn't allergic to it anymore. fuck.
I'm making an effort to not drink booze. I don't know a thing about moderating my intake. If i start drinking at noon, I'm drinking til I go to bed or pass out. This shit prevents me from completing anything that I care about. So, I'm at this big old family party yesterday, in a 100+crowd of folks sucking jello shots, beers, whisky, and wine, and I'm double fisting bottles of water, with a Vitamin Water in the back pocket. I thought about the few dudes that hang around who are recovering alcoholics, always doing the water/Vitamin Water thing and how much they've always stood out to me due to being sober. Man, what an anxious fucking day.