When you came back to skating after retiring from it, was your thought process like, "I know I'm going to get mocked and teased and shit and I'm OK with that because this experience has humbled me and made me grateful for the opportunities I was both given and worked for in an amazing industry filled with creative, talented, interesting, fun people, so I'm willing to pay my dues and do a bit of groveling to prove that I've learned my lesson." or was your thought process like, "Dem bitches need me back in da game and I'm mad swag!"?