Tobey
Depending on your credit, you can get a school loan from a bank/others (shop around) that's similar to a federal school loan, one you do not have to make payments on until after you've left school. If you feel confident you can cop a good jizzob after school, you can borrow till then. This is a risky move, but not as risky as cutting your functioning meds out of no where. Recipe for disaster, and we ain't talking gnr or skating.
Unless it's a private catholic college, your school should have a department assigned to help you make arrangements like this, if not there, try where you get therapy. Just come at them like your parents died and you have nobody, the service doors really opened up for me after I played that card.
Lastly, The past is the past, its important to let go in order to let the future come forward!