Do y'all still have fun if you're skating like shit?
If I have a bad session where nothing is working, when I leave the spot I'm disappointed in myself and there's no part of me thinking "well at least I had fun".
Lately I've started to realize I've always approached skating more like a challenge to overcome or a problem to be solved, and when I solve it my reward is a dopamine hit that rivals the finest designer drugs.
So when I don't get that dopamine hit, I don't have fun.
I'm not a tantrum person though, I just quietly seethe, so I got that going for me.
It's not something I chose, I wish I didn't feel that way.
I'm getting older, losing tricks, and it's harder and harder to learn new ones, so hopefully I can rewire my brain to enjoy the simpler things in skateboarding.