L33tgeek, Merry Christmas. Don't act like you're the first person in the world who's ever felt badly about who they are or what they look like. Get a little Tyler Durden with your outlook on life: No fear. No distractions. The ability to let that which truly does not matter slide. Your problem isn't on the outside - everyone feels like it is. It's not society, not your appearance, it's not your weight, it's not other people. The problem and solution lies within your own head. Everyone can tell you that, but you have to know it and realize it. When (NOT IF) you do, you'll stop letting fear grip you.