It's a common theme amongst my generation to wish for an apocalypse. I know people have joked about this in pop culture for a long time, or toyed with the idea of humankind deserving some sort of rinse. But nowadays, it's grown and intertwined in such a casual way with young people. "Ughhh honestly I'm so ready for the apocalypse", or "I for one welcome the coming apocalypse" or "humanity is so fucked honestly". I'm tired of people arguing we should throw in the towel from a place of contrived ignorance. I don't think humanity is so bad. I don't only acknowledge negative things, I don't look around me at people suffering immense pain or hardships in so many different ways and think, "yep, we need more pain. We need ultimate pain, to solve my own angst. "
The hardest thing, is that you encounter people who will make you angry, people who will shit on you, and you still have to be a good person. You still get nothing for it and give everything. We are at a point where you can't be logically good. You need to go a bit insane. Everyone is dumping their negativity into the ether, constantly purging it. There aren't enough filter feeders, there isn't enough happiness. An insane amount of negativity, requires insanity to fight back. Insane positivity. Illogical positivity, maybe love that isn't deserved, but necessary to achieve a balance.
We need to fight with a better strategy. I'm gonna do it forever. I'm gonna be insanely positive forever. I don't even care if it's self destructive. Kamikaze style it is bitches.