I'm torn between wanting to see Bolts get shit on more, and wanting to see more sympathetic, genuinely compassionate outreach sent his way.
Mental health is nothing to joke about, but also it's not something to weaponize and use against others. You can't strong arm people into feeling bad for you. You just want attention, and to be liked and well received. We all do to a certain degree. Talking about wanting to kill yourself doesn't make people feel bad for you. It scares the crap out of people who care about you, and makes people who don't really know you not want to fuck with you at all. Like, not even speak to you. It's a very cruel thing to say just because somebody hurt your feelings.
I think you need a dog. Something that loves you unconditionally.