Gonna finish off my 1 year long sentence (for weed, in 2018/19, what the fuck right?) on Monday, pretty stoked about that. But then I have to be conscripted into the army for a couple years, and it fucking blows. I'd been skating as much as I could within curfew times and such, and feel like I'm getting more and more comfortable on my board, but I know that shit's gonna fuck me up. It's not only a waste of time, it's also depriving me of what I love doing the most. I'm trying to stay positive, and all my non-skater friends are just like, 'oh it's only two years don't worry' but they don't get it.
Friends owe me like $20k collectively, borrowed over time for stupid shit because they can't get their own shit together, and nobody's fucking paying me back. It's stupid of me to even expect it, because like they say, don't expect to see the money you lend to someone, but god damn would that money help me out a lot right now. Empty promises blow, and I don't even know why I still hang out with them. Probably cause they skate, but whatever.
I still suck at skating and I don't know how people are so good at it.
At least I get to skate all night from next week onwards