Last session was yesterday (then started feeling sick and was sick all day today)….but it was an interesting session.
It was my first session without social media. A couple weeks ago I finally deleted my facebook account after years of frequently disabling it temporarily. For the next couple weeks I found myself wondering, often, why I was sticking with Instagram. Talking with my wife about it, I wondered out-loud, “do I skate to put up YouTube and Insta clips, or do I skate because I enjoy it?” I think I knew the answer to my question, because I don’t have IRL skate homies so I skate mostly alone, occasionally with my daughter on blades, and once with a random but really cool SLAP homie and his girl who were passing through…..but yeah, I know I get stoked by digital homies. But one other thing was on my mind….
In an important-to-me thread right here on SLAP, someone mentioned that depressed people shouldn’t have social media. I do struggle with mild depression and I couldn’t get that idea out of my head for many months. So I finally blew it all up a few days ago. All YouTube vids deleted, Instagram account deleted. This SLAP forum is all that is left of my “social media”.
So my last session was a *little* weird, knowing I couldn’t share my improvement, or my slams, in the usual fashion, but like I said, I do know why I skate, and my last session was more of the same: a loud PHEW! after a sketchy land, and of course a heavy dose of stoke after a solid line.