I accepted that I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life and gave up on trying for a while. Then, a couple weeks ago, this girl started touching my chest while we were at a party. She said, "You have really nice pecs," and kissed my neck. Then, she told me that she thinks I'm real handsome and sweet. She said she always felt that way but was in a long-term relationship. I didn't feel right doing anything because of how drunk she was. She ended up going home without saying anything. I've tried to take her out to dinner or just chill but she doesn't seem interested, which made me feel kind of autistic. The only reason she wanted me was because she couldn't have me. Now, she doesn't want me because I want her. I just wish people didn't get my hopes up.