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While driving home from the park this evening I was thinking to myself, my value on the dating market hasn't really changed in the past 20 years. I feel my dating life as an adult is basically the same as it was dating in HS. I get lucky and end up dating someone where there is some chance of a future every now and again, but it takes a bit of work. I feel that I'm still working with whatever superficial style points I can add (or lose when it comes to suburban women who are not feeling the adult skater vibe) to whatever level of physical attractiveness I may or may not have.
However, one thing that makes things a bit more difficult now is that there are fewer overtly alternative girls at this age and the ones who held on to that alternative identity are often fucking crazy or too alternative for me (I'm not down for the chest tattoos and tons of piercings). I think the dating pool is pretty shallow at this age and for skate dudes, I feel it is extra shallow. There is only a certain % of women who are down with the skate vibe.
And, a lot of adults have really let themselves go due to having kids, working, education, or whatever got in the way, which reduces options in the dating pool as well.
Not to mention, these apps aren't there to get us our ideal partners, but to make money. Tinder, Bumble, etc. all know exactly who we will swipe on and who will swipe on us. But, they also want us to buy blue stars and other nonsense. Hell, Bumble wants me to pay to filter out all the conservative women (a useful feature that was once free). It knows that any match with a conservative woman goes no where fast, but it still allows us to see one another (a huge waste of everyone's time). IG has turned to shit over the years as Facebook algorithmed the shit out of it, I can only imagine the algorithms behind these dating apps.
And, location matters dramatically for me (and I imagine it'd matter for you as well). Since the pandemic began, I've lived in MTL, Vancouver, Los Angeles, and I'm heading up to Portland soon enough before returning to Van for the summer. MTL was by far the best dating scene for me, Vancouver was alright (but all the women were all 7 feet tall), and Los Angeles is a fucking roller coaster. Different cities have different vibes, which is going to change our value on the dating market and who matches with us.
Finally, to make things short, I def feel you. Dating apps are hard. When things are going well it is draining to speak with new people and when things aren't going well we feel like we have limited value on the dating market. Either way, this shit isn't enjoyable.