It's been a short bit of time since Marc has gone and it doesn't feel real still. So much of my personality was shaped on parts he was in. From the music, to the style and taste. Built To Spill, Joy Division/New Order, The Rolling Stones, Yo La Tengo, The Walkmen. Listening to any of those bands now, or even songs from his videos he has parts in, now tie back to him, and that for me is perfect. No matter where I am in the world, or what part of the future, just a few of these songs could randomly play again, and it'll take me back to my childhood/teenage years watching Modus for the first time, or getting emotional at The Hot Chocolate Tour, or being absolutely blown away at Fully Flared.
One thing I'd like to mention about Marc which through my reading of these memorial comments in the thread is his engagement to news. He followed a wonderful journalist by the name of Abby Martin on Instagram. She has been outspoken about the apartheid in Palestine for years now, and to me that shows Marcs keen interest in hard-hitting journalism. His skating was art, and his mind was a complicated place that gifted us with some of the most amazing quotes, and tricks, and art.
I feel for this family and friends right now. I hope Avery has a strong support group around him at this time.
I put on Fully Flared and drank a bottle of wine the morning after the news broke and sat there on the couch, and sobbed. Goodbye Horses & Us is such a cruel pair of songs in this moment.
I received the news whilst on ecstasy from my friend/fellow Slap user Dan, and immediately went grey. My stomach ached and the euphoric high of the drug was swiftly and quite rightly washed away. It's amazing how a man from the US who I've never met could have such a profound impact on so many people around the world. The skateboard world shaped me to the person I am today, and Marc played such a pivotal role in that, I just wish I could have met him to thank him in person.
Rest in Peace Marc.
The world is that dimmer now you're not here.